76 comments/ 129977 views/ 21 favorites Caspar Milquetoast By: Grey Eagle 286 My name is Theodore Jackson. Everyone calls me Teddy. I have always been a rather mild mannered person. I am 5' 9" and weigh 140 pounds. I have wide shoulders but a slim build. I met my beautiful wife, Gloria, while we were in college. Gloria is 5' 1" tall; she has a lovely body, rather large breasts for her size and a very trim and well- toned figure. I have done very well over the years. Actually I have done more financially than anyone, including Gloria, realizes. I started out in computer programming and then moved into program design. I was able to use my degree in Accounting to design several accounting programs that are in very common use today. Some of these programs are on the tenth or twelfth revision. We live modestly, but comfortably and are in a position to retire on twice what we live on now. Gloria is a full time mother to our four children. Actually the kids are not mine even though they call me Daddy. My wife has a boy friend, Trace Brandon; she went with before she met me. He is a large strong aggressive man. He was an All-American running back in college and got drafted high by the Dallas Cowboys of the NFL. He played for five years before a knee injury ended his career. He had always sung with country music bands during the off-season and after his injury he started doing it full time. He was a smash hit. Every record he made went to the top of the charts. When I dated Gloria in college I knew she was seeing him now and then too. Our sex was very good and she seemed to really love the way we made love together. After dating a year I asked her to marry me. She kissed me very passionately and cried. She told me she wanted to think about it for a few days. Then one evening she put her hands on my shoulders and told me she loved me. She said, "I love you Teddy but I can never marry you. I don't think we should see each other anymore." I was stunned. She turned away and I saw tears streaming from her eyes. I grabbed her arm and pulled her around. "Why? I think you at least owe me an answer." "Teddy it just wouldn't be fair to you. It just wouldn't be right. I couldn't do that to you. I just cant, I love you too much." She turned again and started away. I grabbed her again. "Hey, that isn't an answer. What have I done wrong. What did I do?" She whirled on me and said, "NOTHING! You have never done anything wrong. You are a sweet, considerate, loving man. No, any woman would be very lucky to get you. It is not you, it's me." "Gloria, you are killing me. I need to know more. What is wrong with you?" "Teddy. There are several reasons. First, I have type A blood, you have type O blood. We might be able to have babies but they would either die before or soon after birth. There are a few successful births with treatment of the mother during pregnancy but it is chancy. I don't think it would be fair to conceive any child knowing it would likely die. I can't do that. The second thing is Trace Brandon. I still have sex with him. I have slipped off from you and had sex with him several times. He is a wonderful lover with a really huge penis. I don't know if I can live with out it. You are a wonderful lover too. But you are just not in his class. Oh! We are not in love. I only love you. But I have to have that cock now and then; it is addictive. If I married you I would have to cheat on you now and then. I couldn't do that. So now you know. You will be much better off with someone else. Now let go of my arm." "Gloria, if we just live together you wouldn't be cheating on me. We can adopt a baby or you can find a sperm donor and have a baby. Lots of people have babies that way." She stood and looked at me. She threw her arms around my neck. "Oh! Teddy, you are wonderful, I love you so much. I won't have babies unless I am married, my parents would disown me. They have a right to have grand children. Let me think about this." I looked into her eyes, "Gloria I will do anything. I can't live with out you. Please think of something. If I don't hear from you by tomorrow night I will assume you think there is no possible way we can be together. I will not be able to be this close to you and not see you; therefore I will leave for Alaska the next morning. I will never bother you again. May I have a good night kiss?" She kissed me and cried holding me tightly. I said, "Gloria, I will always love you, Good night." I turned and walked away. I sat in my little apartment staring at the walls wondering how to get to Alaska. There was a soft rap on the door. I looked at the clock. Three ten? I went to the door and opened it. A warm little body grabbed me and kissed me. It was Gloria. She kissed me and said, "I love you too Teddy. You are very smart, tell me how we can do this and I will marry you, I will." "Marry me. I will give you my permission to have sex with Trace from time to time; you can let him father our children. Will that work for you?" "Gosh! Let me think about it." "There will have to be a contract between us saying he will relinquish all claims to the children and that I will be listed on the birth certificate as the father. No claim can then be made against him for child support or anything. I want you to sign an agreement regarding your sex with Trace. Each instance will have to be approved by me in advance. If you want him to make you pregnant you will need to schedule it on your most fertile days and go off the pill in advance. You will never be out later than midnight and I will always be informed as to where you will be. You will never communicate with him in any manner without me seeing or hearing those communications. The frequency will be set at no more than once every six months, subject to review and negotiation biannually. I will always be treated with the utmost respect and courtesy by both of you. Any breach of this agreement will result in ceasing of your sex sessions with him and/or is grounds for an uncontested divorce. How is that? Will that work for you?" "It works for me, I'll ask Trace if he will agree with it." "You said he didn't love you, why wouldn't he agree. Do you want to marry him? Is that what you want?" "No I would never marry him. I don't really like him; he is arrogant and self-centered and has no redeeming features. I could never live with him. He feels the same about me. He says I am the best fuck in the world but other than that he thinks I am not any fun to be around." "Ok then, I will wait about leaving until I hear from you. Is two days enough?" "One day should do it." The next day Gloria knocked on my door at 7:30 in the morning. She was grinning from ear to ear. "He agreed to sign the papers. How soon can you have them ready? I'll get him to sign them as soon as you have them ready." "I'll have them this morning. I'll meet you here at noon, OK?" "Oh! Yes, dear. I'll be here." I drew up the papers and had them checked by a friend who was an attorney. I met Gloria at noon and gave her the papers. Both their signatures needed to be notarized. Gloria didn't knock on my door until eight that night. I looked at her. She had a glow on her face. "You have been fucking Trace haven't you?" "Yes, a 'good bye' fuck. These papers don't go into effect until we are married. Right?" I turned and walked to the window and stared out at the night. I felt her little hand on my arm. I looked down. Her eyes were huge, "Did I do wrong?" "I guess you went by what it said on the paper in some respects. You didn't pay any attention to the prior approval part though. Actually you are right. The agreement means nothing unless we get married, if we do." "What? If we do? What do you mean?" "Well you seem to want to go by the exact letter of the agreement but not by the intent or spirit of the pact. I guess I need to rethink this. You were with him for eight hours will you left me sitting waiting. In my mind that doesn't show any respect, courtesy or consideration." I led her to the door, maybe you need to say 'good bye' to Trace again. I'll think about this, I'll call you." She stared at me with tears running down her face. She said, "But.." I softly closed the door, "We both need to think bout this, and I'll call you." The door clicked shut. I heard her slide down the door and hit the floor. I hear her sobbing. I couldn't stand it. Opened the door and helped her to her feet and sat her in a chair. I wet a hand towel and gave it to her. She wiped her eyes and looked at me. I sat in front of her, "Gloria do you remember Mary Ann Hawkins?" "Your old girl friend? Yes I remember her. She is very pretty." "Well Mary Ann called me yesterday and we talked for a while. She broke up with her boy friend last month. She asked if she could come over and see me. I asked her if she wasn't just horny and needed a good fuck. She admitted that was the case. I told her I would get back with her. If you will excuse me I think I will call her now." "You are going to fuck her?" "Well why not? We aren't married. Can you give me any reason why I shouldn't? At least I am giving you a little warning." "I don't want you to fuck her." "Well for heavens sakes why not, I don't love her, it will just be sex for old times sake. She is a very good piece of ass." She jumped up and ran out the door. I didn't call Mary Ann whom I hadn't spoken to in six months. The next morning when I returned from a class Gloria was waiting at my door. She looked at me and said, "We need to talk." I unlocked the door. She entered and sat at my little kitchen table. She pointed to the chair opposite her. She watched me for a minute then said, "You didn't call her did you?" "No, I didn't." "Why not?" "Because it wasn't worth the hurt it would cause you." "I never even considered how what I did would hurt you. It just didn't occur to me how that would hurt you. How much it has to hurt you to sign that agreement. How much you must love me to even thing of letting me do that. If you ever want another woman, how can I ever refuse you? I do love you Teddy, I really do, and I just can't bear the thought of you leaving me. You just taught me a lesson I won't forget. I don't have to put our agreement to use do I." I smiled at her, "No I won't force you to use the agreement." We were married in a small ceremony a month later. During the football season we watched Dallas play every Sunday. Then one day, a year after we were married, Gloria told me that Dallas was going to play in LA in two weeks. I looked at her. She said, "Are you ready to start our family?" I looked at her for a long time. "Is that what you want? How does that fit with your fertility cycle?" "It fits perfectly. And yes, my beloved husband, I do want a child." "How would you want to handle this?" "I guess I would try to meet him somewhere for a couple of hours." "I made you a promise, I will honor that commitment. Keep me advised of what you are doing." An hour later she handed me a copy of an e-mail she had sent to him. She asked the usual questions about how everything was going. In the last paragraph she reminded him of our agreement and said she would be available while he was in LA and to advise her if he were still interested. She showed me his reply the next day when I came home from work. He said he was very much interested and that he would let her know in a later e-mal where to meet him and when. I could see she was pleased. I asked her if she was happy because she was going to get properly fucked after all that time or because she might be getting pregnant. She burst into tears and ran to our bed and cried. She came out later and said she would cancel the meeting. I said, "No, we have an agreement. Nothing in that agreement says I have to LIKE letting you fuck another man. I hate it. Because I love you beyond all reason I will let you have four chances with him. I know that the odds are against your getting pregnant in only four tries. After that I think we will explore other options." That night she hugged me and initiated sex. She was very excited and hot that night. She had on my favorite baby doll gown. She pushed me down on the bed and kissed me passionately. She pulled the top of her gown off and took her breast in her hand and placed the nipple in my mouth. Her little hand searched for my cock and found it. It was soft and didn't respond to her attentions. She sat up and looked at me. "What's wrong, don't you love me anymore?" "Yes I love you but I am not really stupid, I know you are just excited because you will be fucking Trace in a couple weeks. How am I supposed to feel?" "I wanted you very much tonight because I went off the pill tonight and I won't feel safe making love to you until I am back on them." I got up and said, "Then I won't tempt you until you are serviced by Trace. I'll sleep in the other bedroom until then." A week later she showed me the instructions she had received from Trace. He gave her the name of a hotel, the room number and the time and date to meet him. I put it on our bulletin board. I looked at her. "He wants you there at eight in the morning and says he will have you home by midnight?" "Yes, we need to do it as many times as we can to insure I get pregnant." "Right. I'll keep that in mind if I decide to get laid too!" The weeks dragged by and we barely spoke to each other. She was up and dressed early on the morning she was to meet Trace. She wore her favorite dress over a brand new bra and panty set. I told her to take a bag with a change of clothes with her. "Why?" "Because I don't want what you wear for him to ever come in this house again, understand?" "Yes, you are really making this as hard on me as you can aren't you?" I walked to her and looked her right in the eyes, "Yes, I hate this and at this moment I hate you for what you are doing to me, no to us. What do you expect? Do you believe that Casper Milquetoast shit they used to tease me about? What do you want me to do, go with you and lick his cock for him so he is nice and slippery when I hold his cock and put it in your pussy for him? Get out of here, you don't want to be late." She turned and walked over to the window and looked out. She stood for a moment, then turned and walked back. "I guess I deserve every bit of that. I want you to know and believe I really and truly love only you. I want us to have a baby or I wouldn't be going. Will you be here when I get home?" "I can't answer that, there is no use going to work, so I took the day off. I doubt I will last until midnight." She tried to kiss me but I turned my head." She sniffled and turned and left to meet her lover. I watched from a hidden spot down the street as she got home about six o'clock. I went and got some dinner at a local fast food place. I couldn't eat it. I had no appetite. I finally went home about ten. I walked in and saw her sitting in the living room watching TV. I went on in the guest bedroom and crawled in bed. She opened my door And said we needed to talk. I said, "No, I do not feel I can talk to you right now. I'll talk to you tomorrow." In the morning I was off to work about five in the morning. She called my office about eight, my secretary told her I was not available until later and that she would leave me a message. I waited until afternoon to call her. She was in tears when she answered. I could hardly understand her. I told her to calm down; I would be home in half an hour. When I walked in the house she just looked at me. She started crying again. She looked at me again, "I broke one of the rules so I guess you will divorce me now." I just looked at her. "What did you do?" "I called Trace, I told him I would never see him again, it was too hard on you. He said he understood and wished us the best." "I will forgive that infraction of the rules. We will talk about that in a couple of months when we can make a more rational decision." "Do you really mean that?" "I just mean I don't want to talk about it for a couple of months." "Teddy, I don't sleep when you are not with me. Can you come to bed with me tonight?" "Have you started back on your pills?" "This morning." "How long before they are effective?" "Three or four days." "Wouldn't it be dangerous for me to be with you?" "Promise not to touch you." "Can you do that?" "No, but I can not let you inside me." "Even if I wear a condom?" "I don't trust them." "Then I guess you have a restless night again. Dream about Trace. Good night." "I never dream about Trace." "Who were you dreaming about when you masturbated the night before you fucked Trace, Mickey Mouse?" I turned and walked away. We slowly got our life back to normal after she figured her pills were effective again. Them she ran in one evening and said, "Honey, guess what, I pregnant, we are having a baby." I stood and walked to the window. She walked up behind me and asked if I wasn't happy. I said, "I am very happy for you and Trace." "What? That is not fair, I got pregnant to have our child, yours and mine." She started crying. She looked up at me, "I will go have an abortion tomorrow, I don't want any baby but our baby. I can't live like this. If you can't accept that, I will kill our baby, is that what you want?" "OH! Hell, you know I can't let you do that. I guess you guys had me figured out from the first. Mr. Milquetoast can't do things like that. "What? Don't you call yourself that. That is not you. Who called you that?" "Lots of people, I seem to remember hearing Trace call me that when you were with him and I can still see you laugh at it." "You have to be kidding me, I would never do that. Never!" Tears ran from her eyes. "Damn it you are mild mannered but you are no milktoast. You never let anyone push you around. Trace Brandon has always been a bully. He is twice your size and I know he is only brave when he is much bigger." I took her in my arms and gently kissed her. "Honey, I know I will love our baby, I will get over my jealousy. I will learn not to think of how we got him. Please forgive me, I just love you so damned much and I find I am a lot more possessive than I thought I would be. I'm sorry." "Oh! Teddy, I love you more and more each day. I know I can never live without you. I am so damned lucky you married me." "I know you haven't always felt that way when we were fussing about Trace." "You are wrong about that. You really are." Our son, Jack, was born eight months later and captured my heart right from the first time I held him in my arms. The only thing that marred the joy I felt was when Gloria said she was going to call or e-mail Trace and tell him about the baby. "NO!" I screamed, "I thought you said it was OUR baby. If it is HIS baby and he has to know, take the baby and go to Trace, and let him be the father. Never come back here." I stormed out of the room and the house. I didn't come back for hours. I was still angry when I got home. Gloria ran to me crying when I got home. "Please, I'm sorry, I was wrong. Jack is your baby. He is your son. Trace has no need or right to know. I'm sorry if I hurt you. That kills me. I don't mean to do it; I am just stupid. I'll never make that mistake again." "It is at least half my fault, I just get so jealous that I'm not man enough to father a baby." "WHAT? Not man enough? Bullshit you are more of a man than anyone I know including Trace. Did you choose your blood type? Can you change it? Why is it your fault? You are going to be the best father any baby could ever have and I know that. He is going to be a very lucky little boy." Jack was a beautiful and smart baby. We both adored him. He was almost a year old when Gloria sat me down and asked me if I wanted another baby. I got up and walked to the playpen where he lay sleeping. I stood and watched him for about five minutes. I turned back and asked her if she did. Caspar Milquetoast She walked slowly to me. She looked in my eyes. "Do you want to do it the same way or try something else?" "What do you want?" "I am so wonderfully happy with our son I am almost afraid to try something else. I know you may think it is because I want to be with Trace. It's not true, I didn't exercise my option to go to him six months ago. All I want is his sperm. There is only one way he will give it to me. I want you to think about this very carefully, I really don't want a bad scene like we had last time. I love only you, I don't NEED another baby, and I do NEED you." I thought about the situation for a day and told Gloria I wanted to discus it with her. I told her I loved Jack with all my heart and that he was very precious to me. I thought it would be best for him to have a brother or a sister. There were several things that made Trace the logical sperm donor. I felt it would be nice to have the children resemble each other. There was no doubt that the combination her genes and Trace's produced lovely babies. I said, "I don't want the situation that came up last time to occur again. It was too hard on both of us. What I propose is this. I want you to determine the best possible date for the event to happen. You will then contact Trace and see if he is willing to service you again. If he is you will invite him to meet you here. You will have a time frame of several days to work with. You can have him here, but not in our bed. Or you can meet him in a motel or where ever you want. No matter where or when you meet you will have a total time together of six hours, all at once or on three different occasions. You will plan the time you will go off the pill and the time you will go back on it. I will leave you the day you go off and return the day you go back on. I will trust you to enforce the rules. If I find you spend six hours and ten minutes with him I will invoke the uncontested divorce rule. You will loose all rights to your child and will receive nothing from this marriage including visitation rights. Do you understand?" "I think so. How will you know if I cheat?" "You will tell me. One other thing, Trace will not see, touch or hold my son. That was not one of the original rules and if you break this one I will not be able to use the rules to divorce you. I will make your life such a hell you will want a divorce. I feel very strongly about this. I will look at it as a total betrayal of the family and me. If this doesn't suit you we will take another route. I have several young men who would be willing to donate sperm. The method of insemination would be up to you. Do you have any thing you want to discuss about my plan?" "Let me think about it for a few days. It all sounds reasonable to me except I don't want you to be away that long. I don't sleep if you are not home." "OK, What is your alternate plan for how long I should stay away?" "Maybe one day before and one day after." "One day before and three days after." "Why three days after?" "Because that happy fresh fucked glow on your face afterward tears my guts out." Gloria's hands flew to cover her face, "Oh! My God!" I turned and walked away and went to look down on Jack sleeping peacefully in his playpen. I reached down a pulled a little blanket up over his body. Gloria was staring at me. She ran and put her arms around my neck and held me tight. "Teddy, I didn't know. I don't like hurting you this way. I hate that part and I really hate hurting you." "Hey girl, I knew it was going to be rough when I made up the rules, it is worth it when I see you holding Jack and loving him. Anything is worth that." "Teddy, one thing, I will not have Trace in our home. I will not defile our home, where my child sleeps, with any other man. I just can't do that." "Thank you dear. Thank you. I thought it might be easier for you than leaving Jackie for longer." "No there are plenty Motels within ten minutes of here. I will have at least a minimum of two hours if it is done on more than one day." "No, the time runs from when you join him in the hotel until the time you leave him, travel time doesn't count." "Am I able to set the time back a month if he can't make it on the day I choose?" "Sure, not a problem, I don't think you know where he is and what plans he might already have." A few days later she showed me her e-mail to him and his reply. It was two months off before they could get together. I was all right up until about a week before they were to meet. I tried my very best to not let my feelings show. Gloria noticed though. She would could come to me and hug me and tell me I was her only love and we would cry together. She said, "I wish there was a way so you didn't hurt so much. I have thought it over and I don't think I could do what you do. I think it would kill me." I just said, "Right." I arranged for surveillance inside the home and out with wiretaps on everything. The day crept up and I left with a lot of kisses and tears from Gloria. Gloria informed me that her gynecologist said the best chance was to have intercourse three days in a row and several times a day. I didn't like it but it was my idea. That meant I would be away for eight days. She cried and didn't want me to be away that long. She said, "What are you going to do all that time?" "Well, what is good for the goose is good for the gander." "What? You wouldn't, you couldn't. Oh no!" She grabbed my shoulders," Are you really going to do that?" "I don't really know. I guess it depends on how lonely I get. I think we decided it would be fair if I did it. I will operate under the same time limits you have." "But that is not fair, I'm doing this to get pregnant, not for pleasure." "You have a good point there! If you don't enjoy yourself I won't either, deal?" She stared at me. Then she turned and walked away. The day finally came and I carried out my bags to the truck. I went back into the house and picked up my son and kissed and hugged him. He cooed happily at me. I walked to the door and went on out and drove off. My cell phone started ringing almost before I was out of sight of the house. It was Gloria of course. She was crying, "Why didn't you kiss me good bye?" "I was afraid I wouldn't be able to leave if I did. You have to know by now how I feel about you. Have a nice week." I hung up and turned the phone off. I never turned it back on for the week. I had another phone that my office could reach me on in case of emergency. The eighth day I pulled back in my driveway and took my bags in the house. No one was there. I called my surveillance people and found out she was at her mother's house ten miles away. I was informed that she had not deviated from the plan. I was told that she had lived up to the letter and the intent of the agreement. I told them I didn't want to see any videos or hear any recordings. Every thing was to be destroyed. I unpacked my bags and put most of my clothes in the dirty clothes hamper. I had put tiny amounts of an expensive perfume here and there on my clothes. A light lipstick mark was added in a few spots too. I fixed a sandwich and sat down and watched TV until I heard the garage door open. She walked in carrying Jackie and I ran to meet them. We held the boy between us and kissed each other. I tried to be calm but couldn't hack it. I was so excited to see my little family I know I was quite giddy. I looked at Gloria, "Did everything work out better this time?' She looked at me and said, "Every thing was fine, better than last time." "Great!" "How about you, was it better for you?" "It sure was. I liked it lots better." I picked up Jack and held him and kissed him. He seemed happy to see me but who can tell at that age. I sat and rocked him, happy just to be with him and to be home. Gloria seemed slightly subdued and not very happy to see me. I put Jackie in his playpen and walked to my wife. I turned her to face me, "Sweetie, I love you with all my heart, I missed you terribly." She looked up at me and started crying. "Teddy, I missed you so much it hurt like hell. I haven't slept all week. Jack missed you too. He fussed because you weren't here to give him his bottle. He would throw it away and cry every time I tried to feed him. We both love you so damned much." "I know how he felt. I couldn't believe I could miss a tiny little guy like that so damned much. And that wasn't half as much as I missed his mother." She put her arms around my neck and hugged me tight. It felt good, damned good. I sat and rocked Jack and watched as Gloria went through my dirty laundry. She looked over at me. I pretended to be playing with Jack and not noticing her. I saw her hold some of my clothes to her nose and fall to her knees and double over as if she were in pain. I could see her shoulders shaking. I called out, "Hey, girl, are you ok?" She got to her feet. "I'm fine, I am just tired from not sleeping." "I thought you would sleep like a log. How was Trace, how did he like being a father?" "He doesn't know, I never told him." "Does he want to see you again?' "He said he did. I am not sure though. I feel so damned guilty and dirty I don't know if I can do it again. All I could think of was you. It was like half of me was gone. He is such an ass. He was trying to impress me with how much money he has, how many cars, and houses, what does that prove. It just made me realize how damned lucky I am." "I know what you mean. I met a nice young lady who told me you were crazy to let me out alone." She stared at me. A tear trickled down her cheek. She jumped up and ran into the bathroom. She came back in a few minutes and started puttering around in the kitchen. She seemed to be a little rough with the pots and pans. I walked in behind her and put my arms around her. She twisted around to face me and looked up in my eyes. I kissed her gently and asked, "Are you still my girl?" She burst into tears, "Oh God Yes! I will always be your girl, you are my soul mate. I love only you. Hold me, hold me tight, I missed you so much." After dinner we were both tired and went to bed early. She wanted to make love. I said, "Gloria I love you and need you, but not tonight. Tomorrow night for sure." She never asked me about the perfume and lipstick. I never asked any more about Trace. We got back to normal much quicker this time. In two weeks we found she was pregnant again. We were both happy. I was much happier than the last time. Several months later we found out she was carrying a little girl. At work I was the computer guru and had access to everything that went on. I was snooping through some of the top executive's e-mails and saw something that interested me. The company was being courted by one of the industry giants for a merger. I quietly took all our savings and purchased stock options I was eligible to buy. A year later the merger was completed and our stock jumped to four times what I had paid for it. In the next year or two it split five times. Suddenly we were millionaires. I didn't mention this to Gloria. I researched a small software company in Florida. It was in bad financial trouble. I purchased it for ten cents on the dollar and we moved to southwest Florida. I designed a really simple home accounting program and it turned out to be a big hit. I designed a more sophisticated small business accounting, payroll, and invoicing program that was even more popular. I made a few really good investments in property. Our daughter, Sally, was born just before we moved to Florida. We bought a really beautiful waterfront home at a fraction of what a similar house in California would have cost us. Gloria was delighted with the new house. She loved the nicer weather, she always loved summer and we now had long ones. Microsoft approached me to design an accounting program to compete with ours and I accepted the offer. I was paid in stocks. The program was an instant success. It had several protected features the other programs didn't have. We made an indecent amount of money on that deal. I was head over heels in love with my daughter Sally. She was a tiny Gloria. Jack was my best buddy but Sally was my sweet little girl. Soon Gloria approached me about having another child. She had never asked to meet with Trace unless she was trying to get pregnant so I couldn't refuse her. I told her to set it up like the last time. She wanted to know if I would be staying with the two kids this time. I looked her in the eye, "When you go I will be long gone. The goose gets to play too!" She started to cry but turned and ran off to the bathroom. I felt very bad and almost confessed. I didn't though. I knew I wouldn't cheat on her though; I just couldn't do that. She didn't have to know that though. This time was even easier and our second son James was born nine months later. James was a huge little guy. He was a big strong blond kid. He grew like a weed. A year later Gloria told me she wanted one last child. I teased her and said she was going to over populate the world just because she wanted to fuck Trace. I thought she was going to hit me she was so mad. It was several days before she would talk to me. Trace came through again and we had a second daughter named Jennifer. She was a tiny beauty and had me wrapped around her finger before she could crawl. Trace had been hurt and was finished in football but was a hit in country music. We saw him quite often on the TV. Six months after Jennifer was born Gloria told me she wanted to be with him again. She said that since she was not trying to get pregnant she would only be with him for one evening. I told her she could stay as long as she wanted. I was really pissed; I left the house and stayed away for several days. When I came home she said that we had an agreement and she was going to hold me to it. I stared at her for a long time. I said as softly as I could, "I suppose you want to take the kids to meet their father." She blanched. "No! I don't want that at all." I said, "I hope this is worth ending our marriage." "What? We had an agreement." "I think this discussion is a waste of time. I told you to stay gone as long as you want. I have let you fuck him four times I know about. I will honor the agreement. I never agreed that I would not divorce you. It will not be a no contest divorce, but I will fight you for custody of the children. Go fuck him all you want. I can't hold you against your will. Please do not come back here, you will not be welcome. Call Dave Burns, my attorney to communicate with me. Now go pack your stuff and get out." I went in my den and locked the door. She pounded on the door for an hour. I just sat and cried. I heard nothing for an hour and opened the door. Gloria fell in. She had been sitting leaning against the door. I looked down at her. She stood up and looked up at me. She said, "Teddy, can we start our last conversation over again. I need to get some things straight with you." "OK, come in the den and we will talk. Sit over there." "Teddy, first of all I want you to know I love you with all my heart and soul. I really didn't want to hurt you. No, that is not true, that is exactly what I did want to do, hurt you because you have hurt me." "How have I hurt you?" "Your other women have hurt me." "What? Other women? What other women?" "She said wait a minute and walked out the door and was back in a minute. She handed me a thick manila envelope. I opened it. It purported to be a report from a private investigator. It had records of me having affairs with various women. It included pictures of me with the women and statements swearing I had been with them many times and had told them I was single and wanted to marry them. I looked at Gloria, "Where did you get this?" "Trace sent it to me." "And you believe it?" "How can you deny it?" "Have you ever known me to lie to you?" "No." "Have you ever known me to cheat on anything?" "No." "I have never failed to keep my word to you about anything have I?" "No." "I will tell you right now that this report is a phony. I never met any of them even once. I have never had sex with anyone but you since the first day I met you. It is your choice to believe I am the man you have lived with for ten years or if I am the man your lover says I am." "You told me you had a woman when I visited with Trace to have our last three babies." "No you are wrong, I only told you that what was good for the goose was good for the gander. I put a few dabs of perfume and lipstick on my clothes to make you jealous, so you could see how I was feeling. I will repeat, I have never touched another woman since the first day I met you, can you say the same to me?" She stared at me. She shook her head and walked to the window and stood for five minutes looking out it. She turned and looked at me. "I have been a damned stupid fool. I'll kill that Son-of-a-bitch." "How did he know where to send the report?" "I told him that you were seeing another woman while I was with him the last time I saw him." "Was that when you got pregnant with Jennifer?" "Yes. He sent me an e-mail and wanted me to slip away and meet him. I did give him our address and my phone number. I have talked to him several times but I have never met him that you didn't know about." "Are you in love with him?" "NO! Hell no. I couldn't cheat on you. I told you I wanted to see him to see how you would react. I didn't get what I expected. I thought you would be all right with it. I really never intended to go. I thought I was being so clever and trapping you. I wanted you to love only me and give up the other girls." "OK." "OK?" "Yes, I will give all of them up if you will give up Trace." "I thought you said you didn't have any girls." "That is why it is so easy to give them up. I don't even have to think about it." "I believe you Teddy, how could I ever doubt you?" "I don't want to talk about it anymore. To relieve your mind I am going to sell my business and spend all my time helping you raise our four sweet babies. I would much rather do that than work anyway. I do have one thing to take care of first." "I hope you have to take care of Trace first." "Do you know that he is married?" "NO, he never mentioned it." "Well I keep pretty close tabs on Mister Brandon. He has been married almost as long as we have. He is married to a beautiful movie actress. He gave her a prenuptial agreement that will break him if he is caught cheating. That is why he only chases married women. Would you swear in court you fucked him on four occasions." Her hands flew to her face. "Don't worry, I wouldn't let you do that. I couldn't take a chance the kids might find out some day. No, I have another idea. I want you to send him an e-mail. Find out when he can meet you here in town. Do you remember Shelly Monroe who works for me?" "Yes I do. I am jealous, she is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen." "Do you think Trace would go for her?" "Yes, I think he would love to play with her. I worry about you playing with her." "Well don't worry about it, She is not my type of girl." "Why not. She is a knockout." "Well when I hired her I knew she was a super programmer. She had been fired for a sexual problem at her last job and no one would hire her. She was desperate. I took a chance on her and she has been as good as gold, probably my best worker, not a single problem. She has told me time after time she would do anything for me." "What kind of problem did she have, did she get caught screwing some one?" "Yes, The bosses wife." "She is a lesbian?" "No she is a trans sexual. A she-male." "No way." I just grinned and nodded. Gloria grinned at me, "Wow!" That would ruin him." Caspar Milquetoast "Yep if we had pictures and DNA. Mrs. Brandon might be delighted to get a hold of that." "Damn!" "What's wrong Gloria?" "It makes a girl feel pretty bad when a guy in drag is prettier than she is." "Wrong again Gloria! No female or she-male, except for your daughters, is more beautiful than you are." She laughed and went to send an e-mail to Trace. I didn't mention that Shelly had another problem with finding jobs. Everyone who worked for me was aware she had an incurable sexually transmitted disease.