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Sapphic Healing Ch. 01

By: fantac64



NOTE: Due to a lot of confusion about a mix-up between two of my stories, "Accidental Fantasy," and "Accidental Discoveries, I didn't post all of the chapters of "Accidental Discovery" to Lit. I've rewritten the first chapter, which most of you never read, and I'll repost all of the chapters under this title. Then I'll start posting the rest of the chapters that were never posted. I hope this will be the answer to the confusion that was brought to my attention just the other day. Thank you for your understanding and your loyalty.  Fantac64



It was all over in the blink of an eye. One second, I was cruising along at the speed limit and the next second, my car exploded. The next conscious thought I had was being aware that I hurt like hell and, my eyes wouldn't open, I was wearing some kind of mask over my face, and I couldn't get my mouth to work. In fact, I discovered rather quickly, I couldn't move any part of my body. I was aware that I was in a strange place only by the voices and sounds that surrounded me. 

I wasn't even sure I was alive, to tell you the truth, but I decided heaven wouldn't be that noisy and hell wouldn't be that comfortable. 

Some time later, a voice I recognized to be my mother began telling me about everything thing that had been going on. 

"To hell with that shit, Mom," I tried to say. "Tell me where the hell I am and why can't I move?" 

I felt a cool cloth on my face and heard her tell me the bruising looked much better that day. 

"Bruising? What else? Damn it, I'm dying in here. Somebody tell me what the hell is going on." God, won't someone talk to me?" 

"She looks good this morning," I heard a soft feminine voice I didn't recognize say. "Her color is better, and her temperature is just fine. Doctor Winstead says her kidneys and liver are back to normal too, and that's a good sign. Let's hope it means she's coming out of the coma." 

"Coma? I'm in a coma? No I'm not, I can hear you but I can't move.God, this is frustrating. Maybe I can wiggle a finger or belch or something." 

"Oh wait," my mother said "Sandy, come here. I just saw her fingers move." 

"Don't get your hopes up too high, Mary. That sometimes happens and we don't know why." 

"Dammit, look again, bitch. I'm moving my fingers. Shit, this is so hard and they don't even believe I can do it."

"Oh my god, you're right Mary, her fingers are moving. I've got to get Dr. Winstead up here right away," the sweet feminine voice said. 

"It took a lot of me to wiggle those damn fingers, Mom. You'd better appreciate that." I thought. 

"Well now, let's take a look at this young lady," a feminine voice said.. 

I recognized that voice. Dr. Winstead was the only one who knew what the inside of my pussy was like, with her damned scrapings and sampling when she thought I had a growth in there. I guess I ought to know her. 

"So, Danielle, are you going to talk to us soon?" She asked. "Let's take a look at the readings here. Oh, that's so much better. There's a lot more brain activity, maybe even a sign of cognitive thought. That's a good sign. A very good sign indeed. Her lungs are clear and she's got a good strong pulse now. We might be getting our girl back soon." 

"Oh my god," Mom said, "my prayers have been answered. After twenty two days, I was beginning to worry." 

"Twenty two days? Holy shit! I've been laying here twenty two days? Why? What the hell happened?" 

Mom bent over to kiss me and I could feel tears coming from the corner of my eyes. 

"Don't cry honey, we know you're in there," she said, and I felt her tears on my face. I actually felt them run down my cheek. 

She took my hand and I squeezed her fingers or at least I was pretty sure I did. 

Now she was really bawling and so was I. "Mom, I'm coming home," I thought. 

I got stronger each day and one day Dr. Winstead took the mask off and pulled the tube out of my throat. I could breathe on my own now and that was awesome, even though it hurt like hell to swallow. Then she told me they were moving me to another place. My thought was panic. I'd heard how they put you in those places and forget you. 

Mom assured me that she would be right there with me, I heard them say something about a private room with around the clock private nurses and that made me feel better, but not good. 

They took me in an ambulance and as soon as they wheeled me into my room I was surrounded by nursing staff. Shortly after that, I could smell vanilla. It was my favorite fragrance. After all the hustle and bustle of getting me situated was done, Mom came to talk to me. 

"Dr Winstead thinks you'll recover faster here, Danni, but you'll have full time nursing for quite a while. She also said she's going to feed you some semi-solids tomorrow to see if you can handle them." 

I'd been on IV feedings, I learned, and then they'd been giving me liquids through a straw to be sure I could swallow, even with that freaking tube in my throat. Most of it just drizzled down my throat, so the thought of even semi-solid food sounded pretty good. 

I learned that my regular nurses were Jennifer and Wendy. Wendy came in at night just to keep an eye on me and make sure I didn't choke or anything. Jennifer told me she was twenty eight and Wendy was forty-two. Each morning, Jenn would talk to me just like we were carrying on a conversation and to an extent we did, after she learned my finger signs. 

About a week later, she came in just as I was waking up and I suddenly realized I could see her when she was close to me. Oh, it wasn't a clear picture or anything, but it was an amazing discovery. I was so excited I wanted to scream but I couldn't. 

When she took my hand, I frantically squeezed it and moved my hand enough to get her attention. 

"What are you saying, Danni?" she asked. I tried to move my head but I couldn't get her attention. I heard her walk over to close the door. 

"Time for your bath, sweetheart," she said. 

I tried to watch her but all I could see were fuzzy images. She was so gentle as she bathed my arms and when she bathed my face, I could finally see enough to know what she looked like. Bright auburn hair, a creamy clear complexion and deep green eyes that were beyond description. God, she was beautiful. 

"Just relax and enjoy a nice hot bath, sweetie," she said. "Mom will be here in a few hours and we want you to be sweet and beautiful for her. Like you aren't already." 

She continued down over my neck and shoulders, rinsed and toweled me off, and continued down over my chest. 

"Let's wash these beautiful breasts, Danni," she said. 

A second later, I felt her fondling my breasts. Then I felt something wet and warm stroking over my nipples. What the hell? She was licking my tits, for god's sake. 

"I love playing with them like this. I wish I knew if you felt what Iwas doing to your hard nipples." 

Oh, I knew all right. I just didn't know why she was doing that. Oh my god, I had a lesbian nurse. So why wasn't I freaking out inside. I wanted to yell that I was no lesbian, but the crazy thing was that it felt so good. No man I'd ever been gave me the sensations she was sending through my body. She took a nipple in her mouth and sucked and the more she sucked on them, the more I wanted it to continue. I also knew that she would soon know the affect she was having on my when she 

bathed my legs. There was no way for me to prevent the smell of my very wet pussy. 

"Oh sweetheart, you taste so good," she said, nipping at one of my nipples with her teeth. I know I was moaning, or at least I heard it. Didn't she notice? What would she do when I came? I knew she'd know right away and it wasn't far off. Just as I was ready to shoot off the top though, she stopped, denying me of the orgasm that was so close. 

She hummed softly as she bathed my stomach and legs without touching me where I wanted to be touched so much. 

"Someone is awfully wet," she said. "Did I do that? Let's see what it tastes like." 

She pushed some fingers into me and pulled them to her lips where she sucked loudly at my juice. I couldn't see her very well at all, but I knew what she was doing and I wanted more...a lot more. 

"Oh my, you are so wet and so sweet, Danni. Were you trying to come?" 

She pushed her fingers in again, putting them in her mouth to slurp as she cleaned her fingers off. 

"I wish I could share this with you, Danni," she said. "It's so yummy. I wonder if I can make you come really hard. Do you squirt when you come? Let's find out." 

Pushing her fingers back into me, she slowly pushed them deep, while her thumb began making circles around my clit. Soon, she shifted positions to rub my clit with her left hand while her fingers fucked me deep and fast. 

I felt my spine tighten painfully and my legs cramped as the orgasm hit me hard. I wanted to scream but no sound came out. Oh god, that was so beautiful. It was stronger than I'd ever known, and It went on and on. I wanted to tell her what I felt, but nothing came out. 

"Well now, that was a good one," she said, "but it's a shame you didn't enjoy it as much as I did. I wonder what will happen when you wake up." 

She finished bathing me and turned me over to do my back. She spread my cheeks and bathed my button, before licking it, and probing her tongue into it. No one had ever, ever done that but I didn't want her to stop. Eventually she did though, and then I felt her finger tip making little circles around it, pulling it open. The next thing I knew, her finger slowly moved into me, deeper and deeper until she had it all buried in my ass. With her left hand, she rubbed my clit while she pumped that finger into me faster and faster until I came again. 

She finished bathing me and turned me back over. 

"That's our little secret," she said. "I hope you had a good time because you really came hard." 

While I was surprised at what she'd done, I was even more surprised to find how much I enjoyed it, and how much I wanted her to do it again and again. . 

My sight got better by the day and within a few days, I could see fairly well but not very far. It wasn't long before she and Mom both realized 

that my eyes followed them as they moved around the room. Of course they didn't know if I could actually see them clearly or not but Dr. Winstead had a specialist come in to check. He said it looked to him like I could see fairly well but there was no way to know if my mind was processing the images or not to be sure. By finger signals, I 

confirmed that I could see but I didn't let them know that my sight was getting clearer by the day. 

When no one was around, I worked on getting my speech back. The problem I had was that my tongue didn't respond to my thoughts. I could make weird sounds but when I tried to say a word, it was like trying to talk with my tongue glued down. Once I was able to sound out some basic words, I worked even harder. I had a definite goal in mind and I didn't want anyone to find out until I could speak clearly or at least close to it. At the same time, the physical therapy was bringing 

feeling back into my limbs. Of course, that meant more pain, but the therapist kept telling me that a little pain now would avoid pain in the future. 

At first, I could only manage a few simple words like kiss and dog and stuff like that. It took quite a bit of effort, but I kept working at it until I could say two words in a row before I seemed to short out or something. I kept working on it and then one day, Jennifer came in for my daily bath and what had become an almost daily sexual event. 

When she finished making me come twice, she bathed me and came up to do my makeup and brush my hair. 

She bent over and kissed my forehead and I shocked her silly when I said, "love you." 

She pulled back and cupped her hands to her face. "Oh my god," she said. "Danni, did you just talk to me?" 

"I love you," I repeated, and watched as she started to cry. 

"No," I said, telling her not to cry. 

"Oh my god, Danni," she said. "You're talking. Did you say you love me?"

"Es," I said, unable to sound out the 'y'. "I love you." 

"You're sweet," she said, "but you don't even know me. You're just

confused." 

I shook my head no, but she didn't seem to believe what she was hearing. She tenderly brushed my hair and put it up to keep it from going all over the place. When she went to get my clothes, I tried to say Jennifer, but nothing worked right with my tongue. 

"Now that you can see," she said, "maybe you'll get your speech back completely. I hope so." 

She started dressing me but she stopped and came around to look me in the eyes. 

"Oh...my...god," she said. "I just realized. You know, don't you? You know what I've been doing to you. Oh shit, I'm so busted. Oh my god, now what? When your mother finds out about this I'm finished. Honey, I'm so sorry, I didn't know, I really didn't. I thought...Oh my god." 

"Ok," I said. "I don tell," 

She quickly finished dressing me and getting the sheet over me. "Danni, I'm afraid," she said. "What I did is so wrong. I'm so sorry. I had no right to do that. I took an oath. Oh, what the hell is wrong with me." 

"Ok," I said. "Not mad." 

"Oh sweetheart, I'm sorry. I won't do it again, I promise," she said. 

"No," I said. "Want more." 

'She bent to me and kissed me several times on my face and cheeks and the tears she was shedding covered my face. I started crying simply because she did. 

"I've got to think about this," she said. "I'll be back." 

She went to the door, but then she turned and came back to kiss me over and over again. 

"Oh god, Danni, I think I love you too," she said, and then she turned and left the room. 

At one point, when she was dressing me, I actually palmed her breast for just a second. It was so soft and warm to my touch. 

Another confusing thought was my desire to see her naked. 

When Mom came in that evening, she came to kiss me and I was able to say I loved her. 

I've never known to be speechless but she cried so hard she couldn't talk. We just kept repeating "I love you," over and over. Eventually, she went to wash her face and came back with a cool cloth to clean my face. I hadn't spoken to her for well over a month and we had a lot to catch up on. 

"Wha happen?" I asked. 

"You were hit broadside by a kid trying to get away from the police. Thankfully, his family has been very good about it. That's why you have a private room and private nurses." 

I managed to ask her about the kid. 

"He was killed instantly, honey, and we thought we'd lost you too, but you just weren't ready to go yet, thank God." 

"Wi I be ok?" I asked, still having problems transition through some words.. 

"Oh honey, we just don't know yet. Therapy is our only hope for getting your legs back, but you're doing fine otherwise. They never said so, but they were worried that you might have brain damage. Dr. Winstead told me yesterday that all your brain scans have come back normal for two weeks so she's pleased about that. 

You were trapped in the car forever. I've got some pictures you can see later. Of course your beautiful red Toyota is an ugly pile of metal now, but you said you wanted a new car so now you can get one." 

I began to tire so she said she was going home but she'd be back the next day. 

I learned the next day at therapy that I'd be going home in about a week and the thought of not seeing Jennifer any more nearly sent me into depression. To make it worse, she didn't come in to work and the woman that took her place said that she had asked for some time off. 

When Mom came to see me, I asked her to try to contact Jennifer to be sure she was all right. 

"You seem to have bonded quite well with her," she said. 

"More than you know," I said, without providing any further details, although the look I got told me she suspected something. 

I didn't see Jennifer any more that week but Mom did manage to get a call through to her. Jennifer just said she had some personal issues she had to work on and she told Mom to give me a hug for her. Like that would help anything. 

On Monday, I had an evaluation of my therapy status and it was determined that I could get therapy without being hospitalized so Mom made arrangements for me to go home on Wednesday. I had little choice but to accept the fact that I would never see Jennifer again. I put on a brave persona but in the silence of my room, I felt such a pain that I couldn't stop crying. More than ever before in my life, I felt an emptiness I'd never known. How could she shut me out like that? Did she really feel that, as she expressed, she was finished as a nurse, or did she just do what she had to do to protect her job? I'd never know.

Sapphic Healing Ch. 02



The physical therapy got harder and more painful, a fact that helped keep me sane because I was so tired all the time that I slept a lot. Speech therapy was done three times a week along with some exercises that I got on-line.

I really missed Jennifer, but I could usually force my memories of her away if they became strong enough to bring the tears on. About the only time I really felt the heartache was at night, when I would end up kissing the pillow next to me. which I'd named Jennifer, before I went to sleep. 

Two weeks after I went home, I started learning to walk again. Oh my god, the pain was excruciating. I got to the point that I hated the therapist and that damned equipment. I think part of it was that it took a lot out of me and even more out of my caregiver to get into the van to go to the therapist. By the time the session ended, I was so exhausted that once I was in the van, I fell into a deep sleep.

The caregiver I had was as sweet as she could be and she had the patience of a saint. She was older than Jennifer and I loved her to death. I asked her if she knew Jennifer but she said they'd never met as far as she knew. I tried the phone number Mom got for her but all I ever got was her voice mail. Every day I told her I loved her, but she never called back. 

A week later, my nurse was off with the flu. I assured Mom that I could be on my own for a day or two if I was in my wheel chair so I could get to the bathroom. Of course, I would have to miss therapy. She said there were leftovers in the refrigerator and juice and bottled water if I got thirsty. The phone was sitting right next to me when she left, along with a list of emergency numbers.. 

I was half awake and half asleep in my chair on Tuesday, trying to watch a movie on the television, when the doorbell rang. I called out for them to come in but I guess they couldn't hear me so I wheeled over to open the door and burst into tears when I saw my sweet, wonderful nurse in the doorway, a beautiful smile on her face.

She ran over to me without a word and grabbed me in an embrace so strong that the wheelchair tipped over. I didn't care. I was wrapped in Jennifer's arms and she in mine. Not a word was spoken as we held to each other, rocking back and forth as the tears flowed unashamedly. 

"Oh god, Jenni, I've missed you so much," I said. 

"I know, I know," she said, "I'm sorry." 

When she kissed me, I nearly died of joy. That little kiss became deeper and more intense until we were moaning into each other's mouths as our tongues fought for more.

I wanted to rip her clothes off right there in the living room but that might be dangerous simply because Mom and my sister were prone to walking in without so much as a word of warning that they were coming. 

"Help me up," I said. 

She helped me back into my wheelchair and held the chair while I got settled in.

"Why haven't you called?" I asked.

"I couldn't," she said. 

"But why not?" I insisted. 

"I was ashamed, Danni; ashamed and frightened. You have to believe me. Danni. I'd never done that to a patient before, but I'd never felt a desire like that. It was more like a need that I couldn't deny. When you woke up and I knew that you were aware of what I was doing, I felt so guilty and so ashamed that I couldn't face you." 

"But what were you afraid of?" I asked. 

She turned away from me and went to sit on the recliner. I wheeled closer to her and offered my hands, which she took in hers. 

"Danni, I took an oath. I accepted a great responsibility to my patients and any violation of their trust would result in my immediate dismissal or worse. Nursing is my life, honey, and the thought of not having that frightened me to death. After I left you, I remembered the way your mother looked at me when I was brushing your hair one evening and when I rolled you over to smooth the sheets under you. In my heart, I knew she suspected that we were closer than a normal nurse patient relationship. I believed then, and I believe now, that she knew there was an inappropriate emotion there. 

"She hasn't said anything to me," I said.

"But I haven't been around you," she reminded me. "She might just feel that my absence solved her concerns. If she sees me here, it might not be that way."

"I don't care," I said. "I can't stand not seeing you."

"That wasn't my only fear, Danni," she said. "An even greater fear, and the one that hurt the most, was the fear that you would resent me for what I'd done or that you could never grow to love me as much as I loved you. I had no right to assume that you were open to another woman touching you that way, and little hope that you felt the way I did. I fell in love with you almost immediately, but I took advantage of you, Danni. I used you for my own personal pleasure.   

I lifted my hand to her face and tenderly stroked my finger over her cheek. "I've loved you since I first saw you, Jenni."

"How could you possibly know you love me?" she asked. "How do you know it isn't just lust because of what I was doing to you?" 

"I thought about that a lot," I said, "and I went through a period that I questioned my acceptance of your lovemaking. I couldn't understand why I wasn't appalled at what you were doing, but I wasn't. Not once. Then I decided that what I was feeling was lust. No one, man or woman had ever given me such pleasure or such satisfaction, but when I couldn't get you out of my mind and my heart, I knew I loved you. No matter what I did. I thought about you day and night, and I saw you lying next to me almost every morning. When you left, my heart ached so much I knew for sure it was more than lust. I can give myself a deeper satisfaction with my toys now because I see you when I do it, but it hurt so much to know you weren't there and that you might never be there again."

"Did you just say what I thought you said," she asked. "Did you say that when you masturbate, you see me there with you?"

"All the time," I said. 

"Maybe I was there," she said, "because I saw you, heard you and felt your love every night."

"It's always been there, Jenni," I said. "If you'd kiss me, you'd know how much I love you and how much I need you in my arms. I need to hold you."

She came to me and we held to each other as best we could, what with the wheelchair between us. The room was filled with our love for one another, a love that had us both in tears of absolute ecstasy until she finally pulled back. 

"What are we going to do, Danni?" she asked. "We can't go through life pretending that I'm just your nurse. You're almost ready to walk and you won't need a care giver any more."

"I might not need a caregiver, Jenni, but I'll always need you. We'll find a way,I promise. I won't always be confined to the house and in the meantime, you can come to visit me whenever we want to be together."

"Is once a day too often?" she asked. 

"Not often enough," I said. She kissed me again and again. 

"Do you need anything?" she asked.

"I need you," I replied. "Will you let me love you the way I've been dreaming of?"

"Are you sure?"

"I've never been more sure of anything in my life," I said. "Take me to bed, Jenni. I want to be with you."

She wheeled me into my bedroom and closed the door. "I can't wait to make love with you," she said, lifting me from my chair to put me on the bed. I swung my legs clumsily off the bed and motioned to her.  . "Let me undress you," I said. "I want you naked."

I slowly took her blouse off to confirm what I already knew. She hadn't worn a bra and her breasts were an absolutely astonishing c cup and firm, with dark pinkish brown pink nipples, erect and begging for attention. I reached up to take them in my hands, pulling her to me so I could worship those soft warm orbs I'd dreamed of. After kissing them all over, I took her in my lips, sucking her nipple deep in my mouth as my hand lifted and fondled her breasts. I loved the feel of them, the taste of them, and the sounds she made as I hungrily fed on nipples that came to life in my mouth. . 

Without letting her slip from my mouth, I reached down to release her belt and fumble for the catch before sliding the zipper down. Her slacks fell to the floor and she kicked them away. My hands shook as I slid her panties over her hips and pulled them from her wet pussy lips. Releasing her nipple from my lips, I moved my head down to lick around her navel. Now, I could smell her desire and feel her need as I dug my fingers into soft ass cheeks and pulled her closer. Now her pussy was near my face and the sweet fragrance nearly drove me mad. Pulling her to me, I kissed her over and over from her navel, down her thighs and when I felt the heat of her vulva on my face, I dove into her as far as I could get. 

She pulled away long enough to strip me naked and lift my legs up to move me over before crawling in next to me. The heat from her body made me quiver with a desire and a need I'd never known.

We came together like animals in heat, rolling around, fighting for a better hold on each other as our lips stayed locked. Moaning into each other's faces, we forced our bodies ever tighter together until we were as one body, molded together forever in passion.

She finally pinned me long enough to settle on top of me, her pussy just below my breasts. 

"Now, I'm going to love you like I wanted to while you were in that hospital bed," she said, as she slid down my body to bend over and make love to my breasts in a way that had me fisting my hands into her hair so she couldn't get away from me. I could hear someone mewling like a hungry kitten and realized it was my own voice begging her for more. Taking my nipple in her teeth, she chewed and tugged at it until I felt a familiar pressure building in my groin. I'd never known a woman could achieve orgasm from breast play but I was so close I was begging her to take me there. Instead, she moved down my body and for the first time in my life, another woman's head was between my wide-spread thighs and her lips were kissing my upper thighs. The heat from her face was on my pussy lips and then her tongue stroked over them, pressing them apart. 

I almost screamed when she found my clit and sucked it out of its hood. She sucked it so hard I thought she was going to rip it from my body, but then she started licking it with snake-like flicks of her tongue; over and over and over until I crested in a loud cry. 

A wave went over me with such force that I lost the ability to breathe and yet she kept licking at me even as her fingers moved into me. Without a pause, she began pumping them as she rubbed her face into my clit. The second orgasm was even more intense than the first and the third more than that until I couldn't take it any more. I felt my head begin to spin and I lost the ability to function. I just gave in to the wonderful feeling that seemed to engulf me in heavenly bliss. 

Eventually, I became aware that she was kissing me and I tasted my juices for the fist time. I wanted to lick her face clean but it took a few seconds before I could. We held each other in a beautiful afterglow, rubbing into each other's bodies until I couldn't stand it any more. 

"I want you, Jenni," I said. 

"I'll make it easy for you," she said, getting up on her knees, with my head between her legs. Holding to the headboard, she guided my face to her wet pussy where I tasted for the first time, the sweet nectars of a woman. My fist kiss was quite tentative, but when she pressed her body into my lips, I knew exactly what to do. My tongue slid cleanly through her outer lips to open them to me. I licked, I sucked, I worshipped her wet pussy. I sucked her outer lips until they were so swollen I was afraid they would shut me away from her clit. When I found it at last, I sucked on it like a tiny cock, then licked at it hungrily. I couldn't wait to taste her first orgasm and I didn't have to wait long. When she started humping my face, I knew it was close and her whimpering groans became cries that I not stop, I lapped at her until she seemed to release a flood gate and her cum pulsed from deep within. I sucked every drop from her until she pulled away. If I had ever had a doubt, it existed no more. 

"I want more," I said. 

"So do I," she said, "but you're going to tire easily. We'll have time later, but don't forget that your sister or mother could come in and catch us and I don't think either of us is ready for that."

I smiled and kissed her. "I almost don't care. I love you so much."

"I'll get a cloth and clean you up," she said. "You smell like sex."

"Who? Me?" I asked, wishing the taste on my tongue could last forever. 

She cleaned me up and put some toothpaste on her finger to clean my teeth and freshen my breath. I sucked on her finger so hard she had to fight to get it away from me. 

"I think I should leave before your mother gets here," she said. 

"Please don't," I said. "Just get me back in my chair and out to the family room."

"Danni, I think she'll know or at least suspect."

"I'd never lie to my mother, Jenni, and I don't think I have to but she won't say anything while you're here. She's just not like that and she won't ask you to stay away or anything. Besides, it wouldn't make any difference. I never want to be away from you again."

Once I was back in the family room, she became "caregiver Jennifer," getting me fruit juice and a bagel, before going up to make my bed and straighten my room. When she came back, she was grinning. 

"Your bed smells like sex," she said.

"I'll sleep good tonight, then," I said. 

She was sitting on the couch, watching a talk show with me when Mom walked in. I could sense a feeling of apprehension when she first saw Jenni, but it vanished as fast as it appeared. 

"What an unexpected surprise to see you here," she said. 

"The agency called me at the last minute to fill in for Mrs. Thompson. She sounded really sick this morning."

"I hope it's just the twenty-four hour variety," Mom said. "The other type is just terrible. One of the girls at work has been off for almost a week with it."

I wanted to jump with joy at the thought of being with Jenni every day, but I didn't want to get my hopes too high. 

"Is there anything I can do for you before I leave?" Jennifer asked.

"No dear, I think we're all right for now. Will you be back tomorrow?"

"I won't know until I talk to the manager," Jenni said. "She may send Mrs. Thompson back if she's better."

That was something I didn't want and I hoped that Jenni would talk her manager out of it if she could. Life without Jenni in it even for one day would be terrible.

"Is there anything you need?" Mom asked after Jenni had left.

"Not a thing," I said. "Jenni did say that if she came back tomorrow, she would have dinner waiting for you when you came home if you told her what you wanted her to fix."

"That's not what she gets paid for, Danni," she said.

"Mom, Jennifer isn't like that. She even went in and straightened my room and made my bed up for me."

"Just don't take advantage of her," Mom said. "She's treated you extra special."

"Believe me, I know that," I replied. "All the time I was in the hospital she kept my bottom sheet tight so I wouldn't get sores and every single day I got a back rub."

"I wouldn't mind one of those myself once in a while," she said. 

"When I get better, I'll give you a back rub every day," I promised. "It's the least I can do after all you've been through with me. "

"I look forward to that," she replied. "My back isn't as strong as it used to be."

If she was having any second thoughts about Jenni being there, she never expressed them that evening. When I went to bed, I slept to her scent and mine and I slept like an angel, with my hand on my pussy.



Sapphic Healing Ch. 03



Not being sure who would show up the following morning, I was thrilled to see Jennifer, thought I did try my best not to reveal my excitement. 

"Good morning, Mrs. Baker, morning Danni," she said, acting perfectly normal. "I hope you don't mind, but I stopped on the way here this morning and picked up some absolutely delicious Danish." 

"I'm afraid I don't have time this morning, but thank you," Mom said. "Danni, don't forget your speech exercises this morning, and the van will be here a little after ten to take you to therapy. Dr. Winstead might drop in to see how your therapy is going." 

"No problem, Mom," I said, "Jennifer can get me out to the van and work with me on my speech exercises. Will you be late tonight?" 

"No dear, I turned down overtime for a while. It's just too much right now." 

"Mrs. Baker, is there anything I can start for dinner?" Jennifer asked. 

"No dear," she said, "but you're welcome to stay if you wish. I've already ordered a family rib dinner from DeGracio's. It's one of Danni's favorites, and we always have extra." 

"Please stay, Jennifer," I said. "Their ribs are to die for and their side dishes are made fresh right there at the restaurant." 

I could tell that Jennifer wasn't sure whether she should stay or not, but she finally agreed just before Mom left for work. 

"What do you suppose brought that on?" Jennifer asked. 

"Probably nothing at all," I replied. "She doesn't act as though she suspects anything." 

"I hope not," Jennifer said. 

I wheeled over to her, intending to get her interested in some hot sex, but she turned me away. 

"No you don't," she said. "You're going to do your speech exercises first. Did you have your shower yet?" 

"No," I lied. "I need help for that."

"Nice try Danni, but I was watching your eyes. You lied to me, girl." 

I shrugged and smiled up at her. "You can't blame a girl for trying." 

"Come on, let's get this over with before the van gets here." 

We had just finished up the exercises and Jennifer was brushing my hair when Mom came walking in the door. 

"I have to have some reports I left on my nightstand," she said. "I can take you to therapy and the van will bring you home." 

"Awesome," I said, grateful that Jennifer had been the stronger one. 

"Can I help get her in the car?" Jennifer asked. 

"Sure," Mom said. "I'd appreciate that." 

When she was putting me in the car, she whispered to me, "That's one point for us," she said, grabbing my breast. 

As we were driving to the therapy center, Mom asked me about Jennifer. "Do you like Jennifer better than Mrs. Thompson?" 

"I wouldn't say that, Mom. I think it's just that Jenni is closer to my age. She challenges me more too. She doesn't do anything for me that she thinks I can do for myself." 

"That's important," she said. "Did you do your speech exercises?" 

"Are you kidding? She had me doing them just a few minutes after you left. She even threw in some extra stuff too and I liked that. We just finished a few minutes before you got there and she was getting me ready to leave when you came in" 

"She seems to like to brush your hair for you," Mom said. 

"I love it when she does that. Remember when you used to do that? It's such a great feeling." 

"I remember," she said. "I guess it's been a while though." 

"That's okay," I said. "You're doing everything by yourself. I guess I can do my own hair if I have too." 

"I'm worried that you'll become too attached to her, Danni. We won't need her more than a week or two longer." 

"I had those same thoughts, Mom, but I have a feeling we're going to still be tight after she leaves. She's getting to be kind of like a big sister to me. What would you say about me going on vacation with her this summer?" 

"That's a bit premature to talk about, Danni. Is she trying to talk you into that?" 

"She doesn't even know I'm thinking about it. I saw a vacation brochure she was reading for Colorado and I started thinking about how much fun it would be. I'd still go on vacation with you, of course, but it's obvious that I won't be able to work through the summer this year so why not give you some time to yourself? I've never been out west." 

"I'd have to give a lot of thought to that, Danni. I don't have a right to stop you any more now that you're over eighteen, but I just wonder i that's such a good idea." 

"Just take some time to think about it, Mom. Like I said, I haven't mentioned it to her and I'm not even sure that's where she's going." 

"Just be careful not to make any promises or commitments until you're a hundred percent sure it's what you want for yourself." 

"Before I do anything, I'll talk it over with you," I promised. 

When I got home, Jenni came out to meet the van. She wheeled me into the house and right into the bedroom. 

"We don't have a lot of time," she said. "It took longer at therapy than usual." 

She helped me to stand and we ripped our clothes off as fast as possible. There wasn't time for foreplay this time and I didn't need any. I'd been thinking about her all the way home. To save time, we quickly moved into a sixty-nine, attacking each other's pussies like mad women. It must have sounded like a full fledged cat fight to anyone that could have heard, what with all the moans and mewling, the cries when one bit the other, and coarse language. That house had never heard the word fuck before and we were using it a lot to describe our emotions. The orgasms were quick, hard, and loud and morable. We drove into each other with tongues, fingers and teeth. It was the first time I'd ever done a 69 with a woman, and I loved it, but strangely enough, I felt that I was left wnting for some reason. Fast sex is all right, I guess, but no where near as satisfying as slow, passionate build up to a mind blowing orgasm. 

We showered, dressed, stripped the bed and made it, straightened the room, sprayed with room fresh and were reading in the family room when Mom came home. Little did she know that my pussy was still quivering even as we talked. 

That night, I'd been in bed about an hour, writing in my journal, when I heard a light tap on my door. I knew it had to be Mom, so of course, I told her to come in. 

She was wearing some lightweight summer pajama shorts, a tee shirt without a bra, and the fuzzy slippers I'd given her for Christmas. To my surprise, she came over, and slid into bed next to me. 

"Mom, I'm naked under here." 

"I've seen it all before," she said. 

"Yeah, but not since I got breasts," I reminded her. 

"Yes I have," she said. "Don't you remember showering together at the lodge last year?" 

"Oh yeah. That freaked me out too. So what's going on?" 

"I can't sleep, Danni," she said. 

"Why not?" 

"I've got something on my mind and I can't get past it. Do you remember how we used to lay in bed and talk all night?" 

"Sure but I was a kid then." 

"Can we pretend you're still a kid Danni? Can we just turn off the light and talk?" 

"Sure," I said, pretty sure that I knew where this was going and wishing Jennifer was with me for support. 

After turning off the light, I turned on my side and snuggled into her with my head on her arm. The heat of her body on mine sent some very improper thoughts racing through my mind, which I quickly forced away. 

"So what's up Mom? Why the cozy time all of a sudden?" I asked. 

She started kissing my hair while she played with my fingertips. "It's terribly hard to be the mother of young woman now, Danni, and I just hope I'm doing a good job." 

"Of course you are Mom," I assured her. "I'm not pregnant, I don't have an illegitimate child, I'm not a drunk or a dopie, and I'm not promiscuous. That didn't just happen. I had a great roll model and a mother I'm seriously proud of." 

"Thanks honey, but I got to wondering why you don't date much." 

"Mom, I was in a long relationship with Kobie until we just decided that we wanted different things in life. We're still good friends. I dated some others, but I'm not a party girl and it's been quite a while since I've met anyone that even interested me." 

"Does Jennifer have a boyfriend or anything?" she asked. 

"Oh, oh, here we go," I thought to myself. 

"I don't know," I said. "I don't think so. At least she never mentioned one." 

"It's possible she doesn't have any interest in men," she said. 

"I don't know," I lied, "but don't forget, she's studying and going to college nights to get her RN." 

She lay quietly for a while, stroking my face and arm. It was the closest physical contact we'd had for years and I felt so much love, I fought back an urge to cry. 

"Do you think Jennifer is a lesbian?" There, I just decided to put it out there. 

"I'm not sure," she said. "I guess I was wondering that myself." 

"What if she is?" I asked. "Does that change anything?" 

"It might," she said. 

"In what way?" 

"Danni, I hope I'm not going to screw this up, but I have a very strong feeling that she has seduced my daughter." 

SHAZAM. There it is, right out in the open. I'm busted and I don't have anyone to turn to. 

"Why would you say that?" I asked. 

"Danni, I've known you since you slipped from my body. There is very little I don't see. When she was caring for you in the hospital, I saw a change in a very short time in the way she looked at you, the way she spoke to you, and the way she stroked your face and hair. It was very obvious that she was falling in love with you almost from the start. It wasn't that she was inappropriate; it was the tenderness she showed. I kept waiting for her to kiss you and it almost frightened me. You're so beautiful it didn't surprise me that she would love you, only not in a sexual way." 

"You never said anything about it, Mom. Why not?" 

"I really don't know," she said. "For a while, I guess I was in denial, but I don't know. I could have gotten a different nurse and I didn't. I think I just appreciated the way she cared for you, and I guess it never occurred to me that you might fall in love with her as well." 

"Are you saying you think that I'm in love with her?" I asked. 

"Honey, I've watched you when she comes into the house. I watched the way your eyes seemed to glow with love and the way your face took on a different complexion. It's a look that only a woman who has loved and been loved would recognize." 

"I don't know what to say, Mom." 

"You don't have to say anything, honey. It would be nice to know what your feelings for her are but it really doesn't matter. I guess I just wanted to let you know that I know and I guess I understand in a way. I'm not sure how I feel about it yet though." 

"I think I fell in love with her almost the second I saw her," I said, "but I didn't want to, and even when I kind of knew, I didn't want to admit it. There's never been a woman before, just men and it confused me and sort of frightened me. Sometimes when she was bathing me she'd caress me so tenderly. It wasn't necessarily an obvious sexual caress, but it seemed sexual to me and I couldn't figure it out. I decided it was just lust or sexual frustration or something but when she wasn't there, my heart ached so much it hurt." 

"I wish you'd spoken to me," she said. 

"I couldn't speak yet and I don't know how I'd approach you about something like that anyway." 

"I'm sorry I wasn't there for you," she said. 

"Oh but you were, Mom. You've always been there for me...always." 

"Have you been intimate with her?" she asked. 

"Yeah Mom, I have," I admitted. "I'm sorry if I've hurt you or disappointed you in any way, but I can't deny my feelings for her." 

For a few seconds, there was nothing said. When she did speak, it broke my heart. 

"Does this mean I will never have a grand child?" she asked, and I felt her tears on my shoulder and back. 

I quickly turned over to take her in my arms. "Please don't cry, Mom. You know as well as I do that things change, people change, and life changes us. I'm still a young woman and there are a lot of unanswered questions." 

Her tears never slowed, even when I kissed them away. "Oh god, please don't cry. I love you so much." 

"First your sister and now you," she said. . 

I'd completely forgotten that my older sister and only sibling could never bear children and her husband absolutely refused to consider adoption. I had hurt my mother beyond words. I might as well have put a knife in her heart. It has been her dream to have grandchildren and now her dream had died, at least for now. 

For the longest time, we just held on for dear life, sharing a loving bond that was priceless. 

"Mom, I promise that no matter what happens, you will have grandchildren," I said. 

She didn't reply for a few seconds, but when she did, my heart bloomed with a joy I'd never known before. 

"If you and Jennifer are going to try to make this work, you'll need all the support you can get, Danni. I won't lie to you and say I'm overjoyed but all I ever wanted was your happiness and if this is direction it takes, than I will be happy for you and love you both." 

"I don't know what to say," I said. "I only know that I love her more than any man I've ever known, and I believe she loves me the same way. I don't have any idea what's going to happen but just knowing that you're there and we can talk openly with you means so much to me. 

"I think I'm taking tomorrow off to be with my daughter when she tells her lover that she is a part of us. I want her to know that she damned well better take care of you or I'll rip those pretty tits right off her body." 

"MOM," I yelled. "Where the hell did that come from?" 

"From the woman that bore you, raised you and loves you so very much. No one, man or woman hurts my girls without hurting me and I'm not the kind to stand there and take it." 

We talked until the wee hours of the morning and fell asleep in each other's arms. 

In the morning, I anxiously awaited Jennifer's arrival. At breakfast, we'd discussed how Jennifer was going to learn of Mom's acceptance and I decided that I wanted Mom to be the one to tell her, even though I knew that she was going to make Jennifer sweat first. 

When Jennifer arrived, I was sitting in the living room waiting for her. She put her book on the table and came to kiss me but I shook my head. 

"Mom wants to see us in the kitchen," I said, concealing the excitement I felt. 

"Oh shit," she said. "I was afraid of this. How did she find out?" 

"I told her," I said. "I told you I could never lie to my mother." 

"Oh my god, I'm so busted. Now what do I do with that education? No one will hire me with this in my file." 

"We might as well go talk to her. Putting it off isn't going to change anything." 

She rolled me into the kitchen, where Mom sat, reading a book." 

"You wanted to see me, Mrs. Baker?" Jennifer asked. 

"Indeed I do, Jennifer." Mom said. "Do you deny that you seduced my daughter?" 

"I guess I can't," Jennifer said. "Are you filing a complaint with the nursing department?" 

"Why would you do a thing like that, Jennifer. Didn't you realize that she was not a lesbian? Didn't you realize the possible ramifications of your actions?" 

"Yes ma'am," she said, "but I never intended for it to get out of control like this. I fell head-over-heals in love with Danni almost immediately and I really can't explain it." 

"So you don't deny your part in this development then?" Mom asked. 

"No ma'am, and I can honestly tell you that I'm not ashamed of how I feel about her." 

"What do you think, Danni, have I made her squirm long enough?" 

"I think so, but she'll have to come over here and kiss me or I won't let you stop." 

"What's going on?" Jennifer asked. "I don't understand." 

"Mom knows everything, Jenni and she's given us her blessing." 

"Oh my god," she said, as tears flowed down her cheeks. "Oh my god, you're kidding, right?" 

"No, Jenni, I'm not kidding. We had a long talk last night and again this morning. She just wants me to be happy and I told her that my happiness was being with you." 

"Understand that there are going to be some problems with this relationship," Mom said. You'll have to be very discrete unless you're willing to be openly gay and I wouldn't advise that at this point." 

"As long as we can be together, I don't care," Jennifer said. "We can be discrete. That's not a problem. No one knows about us but you. I wasn't a lesbian before so there's no warning flag hanging over my head. We've both dated guys recently so we might not have a problem. Oh my god, Danni, I'm so happy." 

She came over to kiss me, and then she went to embrace Mom. 

"I'm going to be watching you both," Mom said, "so no game playing. If you're going to be messing around here, be sure you close your door tight and keep the phone close by just in case. I'd also suggest you lock the front door from now on." 

We talked for quite a while about the problems we might face and the challenges as a couple, not just as a gay couple. Jennifer told Mom that she wanted to keep it the way it was for a while at least to give us a chance to grow the relationship. Mom suggested we keep it low key until my rehab was complete and I was able to go back to work. Jennifer said it would be hard to do sleepovers anyway because of her workload and school. 

"Now," Mom said, "I have to be at the office at noon so you can lock up tight and celebrate but please clean up after yourselves and you might burn a candle to keep the air fresh in your room." 

The instant the front door closed, I stood with my arms out. We held to each other, bawling like babies, but they were tears of pure joy. Eventually, I had to drop back into the chair. 

"Oh my god, Danni, I was so scared," she said. "I'm still shaking, but I don't know if it's relief or happiness. God, it happened so fast. One minute I'm peeing my pants in fear and the next minute I'm floating in the clouds." 

"I know," I said. "Can you believe it? We talked almost all night long. She scared me when she came in and climbed into bed with me. I was stark naked. She was so cool about it though. We talked, we cried, we hugged each other like we haven't done for years. I think we got so much closer last night." 

"Did she warn you about me or anything?" she asked. 

"No, but she warned me that this might all be about the sex and if it is, it isn't going to last long." 

"She's right, Danni," she said. "It's something that frightens me a little, because I just don't know." 

"Jenni, there's no way to predict that. Just remember that a lesbian relationship is like any other relationship. It takes hard work, communication understanding and honesty to make it work. I guess we have to ask ourselves if we're ready for that, and to tell you the truth, I don't know." 

""So where do we go from here?" she asked. 

"Right this minute, I want you naked next to me," I said. "I want to make love in a way we'll both remember for ever." 

"I'd like that too," she said, as she came to wheel me into the bedroom.

We were naked and on the bed in just few seconds. For what seemed like forever, we stared into each other's eyes, softly caressing every inch of flesh we could reach as our libidos went out of sight. 

"I want to make love to every inch of you," she said. "I want to bring you to the most explosive orgasm you've ever know, and then I want to do it again and again." 

"Make love to me," I said, "but do it slow. Drive me insane with need before you make me come. We have all day and I want to make it a day of celebration and joy." 

She began with my toes, moving slowly up my calves to lick behind my knees. I'd never known the knees were one of my erotic zones and she made me purr with happiness before she slowly moved up my thighs, kissing, sucking, nipping, licking all the way up until I wanted her to take me but she moved around my hips and over my mons, then up to my navel before moving back to my mons again. Then she rolled me to my stomach and started at my heels again. By the time she reached my cheeks, I was whimpering like a hungry kitten. 




Sapphic Healing Ch. 03



She kissed and licked her way over my cheeks and into my crease, then she moved to my other cheek and licked her way back to my crease. He tongue started at the top of my crease, and slowly slid through my crease to swirl gently around my anus, then move down over my perineum to just shy of my pussy, now wet and wanting. 

I wanted her so bad by that time but she was nowhere near done torturing me. She moved her tongue up slowly to once again rim my anus, move up my crease, then slide it back down to probe at the tender flesh around the opening. She spread my cheeks wide and probed into me over and over again until I felt my anus relax to allow her tongue to enter me, pressing in deeper and deeper until her lips were on my anus and her tongue was completely in me. 

I almost came just from that, but then I felt her fingers on my thighs begin to move upward. With her tongue still attacking my anus, her fingers moved over my very wet pussy lips, massaging them slowly as they worked their way up to spread my slit open with maddeningly slow circles. 

She suddenly flipped me over and shoved two fingers deep in my pussy so fast that I almost screamed. My hips were way off the bed but then she pulled her fingers out and forced my knees over my chest to lift my pussy and anus high into the air. She dove into my pussy, sucking, biting, nipping at clit and pussy until I was getting so close that I never stopped mewling. 

She kept me on that high plain until I was begging her to let me cum. Even then, she wouldn't let me finish until she stopped sucking on me and left me near tears. I screamed at her and begged her for completion, but she wouldn't even acknowledge my demand. I could barely stand the strain my body was under as the elusive orgasm worked at destroying me completely. Then she bent and sucked my clit into her teeth and bit it. 

All I could do was close my eyes and hang on for dear life, the bedding knotted in my hands, my hips high over the bed as my body imploded. I knew exactly when my spine twisted into a spiral and when my anus turned itself inside out. Unfortunately, I can't tell you much else about what happened because my mind left my body completely and I got lost in a darkness I'd never known. 

I returned from outer space to the sound of her voice trying to tell me that I had to come back now. I felt soft lips raining kisses down on my face, a tender hand caressing me and a warm body wrapped around me. 

The next thing I knew, a beautiful angel was over me, smiling down on me and I knew I was in heaven by the glow that filled me with love. 

"Hi," I finally whispered. "Welcome to my corner of heaven." 

"You haven't reached heaven, angel girl. That was just a short shuttle trip to let you sample one of the many pleasures on your journey." 

"I might have to cancel the reservation," I said. "I may not be strong enough to make the trip." 

"That's why you start with a short trip, sweetie. You have to build your strength with lots of trial runs." 

For a few minutes I just rested. I was covered with sweat and it felt like I had a small lake under my ass. 

"Did someone have sex in this room?" I asked. "I smell sex." 

"Maybe" she said. 

"I need a shower and some clean bedding. If this bed is as wet as it feels, we may have to go buy a new mattress." 

"You are indeed a woman of bountiful fluids," she said. "I felt like you peed in my face one time." 

"No wonder my mouth is so dry," I said, as I struggled to get out of bed. 

"Get your ass in here and clean up your mess," I told her as I headed for the shower. 

We showered together, which took nearly an hour due to frequent interruptions for passionate moments as well as some very sexual play, in which I was mostly the aggressor because my pussy was too sensitive to allow contact. 

Sitting at the kitchen table, drinking glass after glass of juice to replenish my fluids, I suddenly realized something wasn't right. 

"Wait a minute," I said. "Didn't you tell me you were a lesbian virgin before you met me?" 

"So?" 

"So how do you explain your level of skill as demonstrated by the way you systematically reduced my entire body to a puddle of cum and a shell of a woman?" 

She smiled and came to kiss me. "Secret training program," she said. 

"Training program? What training progam?" 

She pulled me closer, kissed me several times and whispered to me. 

"Did you enjoy getting your ass licked? I got that from a lesbian support group. How about the way I kept you right on the edge? I got that from a web site. It's amazing how much information is available to a woman that's bi-curious. " 

"So you cheated," I said. "I can't compete with that." 

"It's not a competition, honey," 

"I know, but I want to make love to you just as good as that or better."

"And you will, honey. You just have to practice, practice, practice." 

"You're so not funny," I said. "You'll probably leave me after the first time." 

"It won't be your first time, Danni," she reminded me. 

"Yeah, it will. What happened before was just a maniac fuck fest. We just wanted a quick release and that's good sometimes but that's not making love." 

"Honey I could never leave you," she said. 

I pulled her to me and gazed into those beautiful gray-green eyes as my heart did flip flops. 

"I have no intention of letting you," I said. "So just get used to having me in your life and your bed." 

"Speaking of beds, I understand that there is one just a few steps away where the most beautiful girl in the world sleeps. Trouble is that it's empty and so are the arms of the woman that loves her." 

"Easily remedied," I said. "The girl that sleeps there just happens to be headed that way and she's looking for an absolutely gorgeous woman with empty arms." 

"Why in the world would she want to be with her? What could she possibly be planning on doing with her?" 

"I do believe the poor gorgeous woman is going to be tortured until she can't stop coming." 

"If we hurry, maybe someone will save her." She said. 

"I'm afraid she hasn't a chance. The beautiful girl has some special plans to make her want to stay there." 

When we got to the bedroom, we put a new bottom sheet on the bed and arranged the pillows. I intended to make her remember this day, even if I did have to cheat to get it done. 



Sapphic Healing Ch. 04



All the time Jennifer and I were talking, I was working on my plan. She had a big advantage over me since I hadn't been aware of her so called training program. Not that I was complaining about the results, but if my efforts to give her a memorable day were to succeed, I'd need some help and fast. Code word...toys. 

I may have mentioned that I had some toys, but not the fact that I have a collection in a box under my bed. Almost every month for a long time, I'd been buying toys on line and having them held for pickup. Since I got the mail every day, I simply took the card out of the stack before Mom got home, and picked them up the next day. 

Mom probably knew what was in the box but I doubt that she checked it or she would have freaked...or asked to borrow one to "make sure it worked." Believe me, they all worked. The batteries all had to be removed so they were stored in my computer desk in a box marked "power supplies." 

So anyway, by the time we headed for my room, my plan was set and I was ready. 

She said she had to go to the bathroom first so I had time to grab some toys and hide them either under my pillow or in the nightstand drawer before she came out. I went after she was done and when I came out, I looked to see if my pillow had been moved. She was sitting on the bed, with her feet tucked under her, holding one of my favorite vibes in her hand. 

"Is this for me?" she asked. 

"No," I said. "I just forgot it was under my pillow." 

She turned it on and held it to her nipple. "Oh I like that," she said. "Maybe you could demonstrate." 

"And maybe not," I said, dropping to the bed. "Scoot over," I said, as I smacked her leg. 

"Say please and promise to use it on me," she said. 

"How about if I just said, "See ya, and left?" 

"You know you won't baby. You want me so bad right now, and you know it. Look at this pink pussy," she said, spreading her legs and leaning back. "Watch what happens when I put my fingers in there. Oh, my goodness, it swallowed them. Maybe I don't need you after all." 

I grabbed her arm and pulled her toward me so I could roll on top of her. She could easily thrown me if she hadn't been laughing so hard until I reached back and pushed my finger against her anus and rubbed it. 

Instant submission. 

Before she had time to think about it, I grabbed the toy from her and rolled off. She rolled over and I started kissing her. As the kisses intensified, our tongues met and the dance began amid a chorus of mewling and moaning. 

Her nipple was wrapped in my fingers, as I rolled it back and forth and pinched. She seemed to love it when I did that or when I pulled them away from her and twisted them. Taking the other one in my mouth, I sucked hard several times before taking it in my teeth, nipping at it and biting it. I pulled both nipples away from her and with my teeth still locked around her, I mumbled, "Do you want these?" 

"Oh my god," she said. "Please," 

She yelped when I finally released the one in my teeth but when I wrapped my mouth over her breast and sucked, she could only moan in pleasure. 

With her nipple still in my mouth, I moved my hand down to cup her sex while my finger flirted with her wet lips. She spread her legs wider as I pushed into her. 

"Are you going to behave now?" I asked pushing it in as far as I could get it. 

"No," she said. 

"Good," I said, sliding down between her legs. 

I left my finger in her but slipped my tongue into her slit and licked up and down with my tongue flat to get her clit aroused. Then I used my thumb to open her up more and flicked my tongue over her clit several times. Licking and sucking, I pushed a second finger into her and started a steady rhythm of strokes. 

She almost screamed when I threw the toy toward the chair. "What the hell? Aren't you going to use it?" 

"No," I said. "I told you I wouldn't." 

"Please?" 

I didn't answer and I stopped doing anything at all while I moved up to reach into the drawer, palming my 'when-all-else-fails" vibe, a tiny thing just over three inches long and a half inch thick, it has a clit destroying vibration that never fails. 

I leaned over and kissed her. "Are you ready to cum?" 

"Yes, oh god yes," she said. 

"Are you sure?" 

"Please make me cum, honey, I'm so ready." 

"Okay, but you have to keep your eyes open and look me right in the eyes when you come, or I won't let you." 

She opened her eyes wide, and with my eyes gazing into the beautiful orbs, I reached down and put my friend against her, rubbing it in to make sure it was directly in contact with her clit. 

"Ready?" 

"Don't tease me honey," she begged 

I tapped it against her clit and she threw her hands down to get a fist full of bedding but I stopped. 

"You closed your eyes," I said. 

"Oh, god, don't," she said. 

Open your eyes, Jenni," I said, and once she had them wide open, I put it back and watched as her mouth flew open, her head jerked back and the bedding came up, but I stopped just long enough to make her look at me with an almost frightened look before I put it there and held it while rubbing it up and down at the same time. 

She threw her hands to my hair first and then my shoulders. Her eyes got real big and rolled back into her head and she fought to lift her body up. I knew the instant she came because even more noticeable than the scream was the pain as her nails dug pieces out of my back. 

I finally let her come down and for a second, I thought she'd passed out. Her arms dropped to the bed, her eyes closed and drool seeped from her mouth. Her body shuddered between convulsive spasms and wave after wave of spasms went through her thigh muscles. 

She wasn't going to ever forget that orgasm, I knew. 

I held her to me, running my fingers through her hair as I whispered to her of how much I loved her and how I wanted her next to me forever, until I felt her body just collapse into me. 

I continued talking as I bathed her with a cool cloth, stopping to wipe cum from her pussy so I could suck it from my fingers. Then I lay down next to her and waited for her to recover. 

Just lying next to her, watching the steady rise and fall of her breasts was such a beautiful thing to do. That's what I was doing when she took my hand in hers. I lifted it to my lips and kissed her hand and fingers over and over as I waited for her to look at me. 

"Open your eyes honey," I said. 

"I don't want to," she said. "It's nice in here." 

I kissed her several times on her face and lips. "It's absolutely beautiful out here," I said. "The most amazingly beautiful woman is lying here naked and I love her." 

She opened her eyes and tipped her face to me. "Prove you love me," she said. 

I spent a long time proving it with kisses and caresses. 

"What the hell?" she asked, taking her arms from around me. "Oh my god, Danni, you're bleeding!" 

The insides of both of her arms were covered in blood...my blood. 

I went into the bathroom and tried to wipe it away but couldn't reach it. That problem was solved when she took the cloth from me. 

"Your back is covered with blood, honey. It might hurt a little, but I've got to clean you up before I can do anything."

I gritted my teeth and winced a couple of times as she bathed me from my hips to my neck. She threw the bloody cloth into the sink and started patting me dry. "Honey, I need some bandages of some kind," she said. 

"In the drawer," I said, pointing to the top drawer in my vanity. 

She rinsed the cloth, cleaned me up again and patted it dry. She blew her hot breath over me before applying the bandages, and turned me around to hold me. She had tears in her eyes and I found myself crying because of it. 

"Baby, I'm so sorry," she said, with her head on my chest. 

I pushed her head back and looked into her eyes. "Look at me, Jenni. I'm fine," I said, only lying a little bit. It hurt like hell. 

I kissed her and we held on to each other, kissing everywhere we could reach. She kissed the bandages, and my back, and we went back to strip the bed. The bloody sheet and cloth were dropped into cold water in the tub to soak and we put clean sheets on the bed. She changed the pillowcase as well when we found some stains on one corner. 

"What can I do for you?" she asked. 

"Well, you can love me forever," I said, "and you can kiss me and then you can stop beating yourself up." 

"It's just that..." 

"Stop," I said, kissing her again and again. "Honey, I'm fine. I shouldn't have done that to you." 

"No, you shouldn't have," she said. "Now I'll want it ever time." 

"Special occasions only," I said. "I call that my 'when-all-else-fails' toy." 

"It's so fast," she said. 

"I know. It scared the hell out of me the first time," I told her."What else are you keeping from me? She asked. 

"Oh, you'd be surprised, my little pretty one. One by one, they will be revealed and each and every one will give you yet another orgasm." 

"I hope you have a lot then," she said. 

I just smiled and kissed her. 

She glanced at the clock and pushed me toward the shower. "Let's go," she said. "You have speech therapy in fifteen minutes and your mom will be home in a couple of hours. 

We showered together but she wouldn't let me play. We dressed and she did a wheelie getting me over to the computer for speech therapy. 

"This is stupid," I said. "You and Mom have no problem understanding me, so why do we have to spend all this time repeating shit." 

"We understand you, Danni, but we're used to the way you beat up the language. To the rest of the world you sound like you have a combination of hair lips and retardation. Besides, I found a way to change things up the other day. Before you start each day, we can type in a word you're having problems with, and the computer will focus on that sound combination." 

"Whatever," I said. 

Mom came in and went to the laundry room, where she stripped off panties, blouse and bra, wrapping a towel around her top to go to her room. I heard her mumble something and the next thing I heard was, 

"Did one of you cut yourselves? There's blood on this pillowcase that didn't come out." 

"No, Mom, we didn't cut ourselves." 

"Danielle Jeanine, what happened?" 

"It was my fault Mrs. Baker," Jennifer said. 

"It wasn't anyone's fault Mom, it just happened that's all." 

She came in to where we were working. "Exactly what was it that happened?" 

"I need to trim my nails, Mrs. Baker. I'm sorry." 

"I'm not sure I want to hear any more," Mom said. 

"Did you put any antiseptic on it, or any mellsporin cream?" 

"I didn't know what to do," Mrs. Baker. "I cleaned it real good and put bandages on them." 

"There's more than one?" she asked. 

"A few," I said, "But they'll be all right in a day or two." 

"Take that shirt off and get into my bathroom." 

"MOM," I yelled, I'm not wearing a bra." 

"Too bad," she said. "Cover yourself up but get in there. Jennifer, you too." 

Jennifer damned near laughed when I peeled my shirt off to leaving my breasts swinging in the breeze so to speak. 

We went to her bathroom and she got the medicine box out of the closet. 

"Jennifer, I've got a job for you that you'll love. Cover miss modesty's breasts you're your hands so she can raise her arms. Honest to god, you two are going to be the death of me yet." 

Jennifer smiled and cupped my breasts but the bitch kept playing with my nipples the whole time and I couldn't make a sound. 

"Danni, did you tell her what I said about hurting my girl?" 

"She said if you hurt me she'd rip your pretty tits off." I said. 

"You told her about my tits?" she yelled. 

"Right down to your special spot," I lied. 

"Danni," she yelled. 

"Sorry, she asked and I can't lie to her." I said. 

"Liar," Mom said. "I never asked you." 

I don't think Mom even realized that the towel had slipped and her hooters were bare. 

As we left her room, Jenni covered her mouth to stifle a giggle. 

"Stop it," I said, but I was about to lose it too. I hadn't seen my mother's breasts in years and I guess I just didn't remember how beautiful and firm they were. 

"You can drool all you want," I said, "but if you so much as touch one at all, you're ass is mine." 

"Danni," she said, "I could never do that. She's like my mother to be or something like that. Besides, yours are almost as cute." She laughed and ducked away to avoid my fist against her arm. 

"Aren't you supposed to be leaving now, you witch." 

She ran over to pick up her things, but I knocked her to the couch and kissed her so hard it hurt. "I don't want you to go," I said. 

"I know," she said, kissing me, "but you know the rules. Besides, I've got to study for a test. If we're going to be living together any time soon, we've got to be ready to pay the bills. Once I get my degree, we'll be all right, but for now, we've got to watch our money." 

"I'll be able to work in about three months," I said, "at least that's what the doctor said." 

"You've got enough to worry about sweetheart. Let me worry about the money. I've got to talk to your mom about that too, but let's wait a week. You just focus on your therapy." 

"I love you," I said, trying not to get all teary-eyed. 

"I love you so much, Danni. Let's work hard to make your mom proud of us. That's the least we can do after what she's done for us." 

She waved a weak good bye on her way out and I dropped onto the recliner. 

"Don't go all sullen on me," Mom said, as she walked into the room. 

"I won't," I said. "I just have to get used to her walking out that door and It's not going to be easy." 

"I hope you two got a good laugh out of my accident," she said. "I didn't even know they were hanging out." 

"We didn't laugh," I said, but then I smiled and added. "Not much anyway. You should be proud of those things, Mom. You have beautiful breasts." 

"Aren't you the smooth one," she said. 

"I'm not kidding Mom," I said, " I hope that some day mine will be that nice."

"They're starting to droop," she said.

"They are not, Mom, I can prove it too," I said.

"Whatever," she said," exaggerating the word for effect. "'I've got to get to work."

"I'm still going to prove it to you," I yelled, as she walked out the door. 



Sapphic Healing Ch. 05



Jennifer was right on several counts. We did have to show Mom that she could be proud of us and we absolutely had to have a plan. The sex had been fantastic but if that's all we had, we had nothing at all.

That night, as I did my journal entries, I took a few minutes to take a look at myself, not physically but as a person. I hadn't worked in months and I was still facing at least three months of idleness. Eventually, insurance would compensate me for my lost time, etc, etc. but that did literally nothing to advance career or personal goals. It was time for some specific steps, a course of action if you will. 

The next morning, I told Jennifer that I wanted to do my speech therapy right away and I wanted her to start getting tough with me.

"What brought this on," she asked. 

"You," I replied. "You made me think last night that if we have any chance to make it as a couple, we have to start with a plan and I realized that I didn't have a plan for myself. Without that, we can have no plan as a couple."

"So?"

"So I'm working on one and one of the first things I have to do is to be able to speak clearly and distinctly. I'm assessing my career goals and how to get there too. I can't just sit on my ass for three months, Jenni. I have to have a purpose and a plan of action. I know you said to relax and let you worry about our financial goals but that's not realistic. If I can't work, there must be other things I can do."

"Have you been reading my mind?" she said. "I stopped at the school last night to turn in some papers and I saw a brochure on her desk. It was about rehabilitative educational opportunities and Danni, the state will pay for whole thing. She told me she has eleven people in her classes right now and she has no doubt that you'll qualify for college study funds. Their whole goal is to get you to be productive again. You have to face one fact Danni. There's no way to know your eventual physical condition. I'm not trying to be negative, just honest. You're doing great right now and there's no reason to assume that you won't be a hundred percent but there is no guarantee. You can't do your job without doing a lot of standing and walking so now is the time to give yourself some options."

I was speechless. How could I not have even considered that I might be handicapped or more? The injuries had been traumatic and extensive. A year from now, two years, ten years, how do you plan for the 'just in case' factor?

"Danni?"

"Sorry, I guess I zoned out there for a minute. Do they have someone at the school like a counselor or something?"

Her face brightened and she kissed me. "Her name is Dr. Grodney. She's awesome. Oh baby, I'm so proud of you right now, I could burst. I love you so damned much."

"Yeah, yeah, whatever," I said. "Now are you going to help me with speech or just stand there looking beautiful? I've got therapy in just over an hour."

I drove myself so hard at therapy that my therapist told me I had to slow down or risk muscle damage. I had goals now and by god, I was going to walk without stumbling all over, wobbling, or limping if I could help it. When he handed me a cane, I almost told him to shove it up his ass but when he showed me how to use it just to help my balance and coordination, I accepted it. It wasn't as easy to use as I thought but it really did help. 

When I got home, my smart assed girlfriend/nurse/lover said she'd buy some condoms so I could use it as a dildo. 

Our lovemaking that day was less frenetic and more enjoyable. She spent a great deal of time on foreplay, making love to my breasts, one after the other, until I was so wet I felt like I should be floating. Instead of diving into my clit, she licked, kissed and caressed my thighs, pausing here and there to nip at some flesh and hold it in her teeth. When she licked over me, it was slow and sensual, dragging her flat tongue over my labia until they were puffy and sensitive.

She spread me open and blew her hot breath over my clit several times before she pressed her tongue into me in her special way, forcing it into a very sensitive spot just below my clit until I was so far gone that nothing could reverse the path of the oncoming orgasm. Just before I came, she slid a long dildo into me and slowly made love to me. My orgasm wasn't a powerful one, it was a beautiful one. I slid so gently over the top that it was only with a slight quiver that I came. It was beautiful. I returned the favor with the same slow paced love making, gently bringing her to the brink, to take her over the top with two fingers and my lips.

""We'd better change these bandages," she said, as she caressed me. I winced as she pulled off the bandages, and again when she applied the cream before replacing them.

"There, that should do it," she said, but her voice sounded funny. I turned around in time to catch her wiping at her eyes. I grabbed her and pulled her to me, holding her so hard I thought I'd crush her.

"Will you stop that, honey? Please? It wasn't your fault, and they will heal."

"I can't help it, Danni," she said. "You can't see what I did to you."

"I don't care, sweetie, I really don't. I love you too much to worry about it."

She went to wash her face and I got up to straighten the bedding.

When we got on the bed, I started fondling her breasts. "We don't have time," she said. "You're mom will be home in just over an hour and we have to clean up in here."

"Too bad," I said. "I want more." 

I reached in the drawer to get the two vibrators I'd placed there just in case as we moved into a sixty-nine.

She tasted so damned good that I kept licking and sucking until she was squirming all over the place. I had just pushed the vibe into her when we heard the garage door open. 

She jumped off of me and pulled me to my feet. "GO," she commanded, pushing me to the shower.

We didn't have time to really shower so we wiped soapy foam through our pussies and rinsed off. We pulled on our clothes without bras or panties and more or less made the bed. A quick spray of room freshener and we were on our way to the living room.

Mom smiled when she came in like the cat that ate the canary, but she didn't say anything. .

"I've got dinner if you're interested," she said. 

"Sure," we said. 

We went to have some cavatina from Rediccio's restaurant and some ooey gooey French bread to go with it full of herbed butter and sun dried tomatoes.

As we shared some tiramisu later, Mom said the words that sent me into a tailspin.

"Jennifer, we have to talk about next week," she said. "The insurance company called and they may not pay your wages after this week. We can go after the other insurance but can we justify it if they file an appeal?" 

"I won't be here during the day any more after tomorrow anyway," she said. 

I excused myself, went into the bathroom and proceeded to fall apart. Of course we knew that it had to happen sooner or later, but we hadn't discussed it or anything and I wasn't prepared for it. I choked back some tears and fought to maintain control but I didn't have a chance. 

Mom thought I was throwing up so she came to check on me. "Are you all right?" she asked.

"She didn't even talk with me about it." 

"She hadn't planned on telling me that until tomorrow night. Talk to her. She's really hurting too. She could have said it better but she can't help it. She has to go back to work at the hospital to pay her rent. I can't afford to keep paying her."

I finally washed my face and went back out. She was in the living room with her back to me. I walked over and wrapped my arms around her and just held on for dear life. "I'm sorry, Danni. I didn't mean to say it like that, I really didn't. I'm sorry."

"Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"I didn't intend to say anything till tomorrow evening but..."

"Mom says you have to go back to work," I said.

"I can't pay my rent if I don't," she said. "You're mom can't pay me after this week."

"When am I ever going to see you?" I asked. "You go to school almost every night and you have to study too. Are you trying to say we have to break up?"

She spun around like a top. "No, honey, oh god no. Never. Danni, I love you. I could never hurt you like that. Oh, sweetie, I'm sorry if you thought that I..."

I think the pressure had been building for so long that when the dam burst it was like the Grand Canyon ruptured. 

We finally got settled down and went back to the dining room where Mom was waiting for us. 

"I'm sorry, Mary," she said. "I didn't handle that at all well and I hurt Danni. I hope you both can forgive me."

"Of course," she said. "You'll be paid thru Friday. Will you be here this weekend then?"

"I was hoping to spend the weekend here if I can. I took my name off the registry as of tomorrow and I don't start at the hospital until Monday. Danni and I want to talk with you about some things such as school anyway."

"You're going to college after all, Danni? "

"The state will pay for it," I told her. "Jenni got the information for me. I'll fill out the forms this weekend and she'll turn them in on Monday and set up an appointment with Dr. Grodny, the counselor, to go through it with me." 

Mom was thrilled. She'd been bugging me to go and now she'd get her wish.

I was sitting cross-legged on the bed that night, making my usual entries in my journal when the phone rang and Mom told me it was Jennifer.

"You must feel guilty or something to call me," I said. 

"I've been sitting here watching you," she said.

"Yeah right," I said. "Funny, I don't see you here."

"Look up, Danni, what do you see?"

"Ok, I'll play your silly game," I said. "I see my reflection in the mirror over my dresser."

"It's an illusion, she said. 'its really me. You're sitting cross-legged on the bed and your journal is in your lap."

"That's too easy," I said. "You know I do this every night."

"I know," she said. "Put your journal on your pillow, darling."

I shrugged and did as she asked. "Now what?"

"Open your legs for me baby. I want to see your sweet pink pussy."

I covered the phone with my hand and whispered. "Stop it. My mom might be listening in."

"She isn't," she said. "Driven Woman" just started and she never misses it." 

She was good, and she was right. Mom wouldn't let anything stop her from watching her favorite show. 

"Close the door, Danni, and open your legs to me," she insisted.

"Oh god, Jenn, don't do this to me," I begged. "You know how I am."

"Put the phone in front of you and put it on speaker but turn the volume down," she said.

"If Mom comes in here, you're dead meat," I said, but I did as she said.

"Touch yourself, Danni. I want to hear you when you do it. Run your fingertip through your slit."

"God you are a bitch," I said, reaching down to do as she told me. I leaned back a little and pushed my finger through my lips and dragged it from bottom to top and back again. I was determined not to make a sound but the moan just escaped before I could stop it.

"I love that first soft moan you make," she said. "Do that until I tell you to stop."

Of course, I did it but the soft moan she referred to became a series of mewling sounds.

"You can put your fingers inside now," she said. "I want you to masturbate just like you'd want me to be making love to you right now."

"You do know I hate you, don't you?" I said, as two fingers entered me. 

"No you don't baby," she said. "Let me hear you. Put the phone right by your pussy. I want to hear your fingers as they make love to your sweet pussy."

"Oh god," I groaned. 

"Look up, Danni," she said. "Watch your fingers make love to you."

I didn't want to do it, but I did. She knew what would happen and it did. Watching me masturbate kicked my libido into overdrive, but just about the time I was really starting to get into it, she stopped me."

"Fuck, Jenni," I said. "Why did you do that?"

"I changed my mind, baby. Reach in your drawer and get the white vibe."

Oh shit, she was evil. The toy she mentioned is a multiple function, multi speed vibe capable of reducing me to a puddle of cum and sweat.

"Do you have it all the way in, baby? I can't tell." 

"I will so make you pay for this," I said, but I pushed it all the way in and turned the vibe on slow.

"What a sweet sound that is," she said, "but it would sound better if you press the pink button."

The pink button would energize the tip of the toy, making it rotate in a slow arc pattern deep in my pussy. I thought about not doing it but she would know by the lack of the sound of the motor.

"Ngggggggggg," I groaned. "Oh god, that feels so good in there. Oh my god."

She was silent for a few minutes as my pussy was being massaged deep inside and my clit was being stroked by the clit finger attachment. I gave up trying to conceal my sounds of pleasure and just let it out.

"High speed now," she said, snapping me out of the pre-orgasmic haze I was in.  "Do it Danni," she insisted. "Come for me, honey. Come for me."

I decided I wouldn't give her the satisfaction so I focused my mind on a verse that came to me. 

"You can't stop it," she said. "Your thighs are twitching now, aren't they Danni. Your back hurts right at the top of your ass isn't it? Oh, you can fight it, but your body will win and we both know what happens when you hold back. Is your anus drawing in yet, Danni? Is your body getting tight? Be careful because you're going to scream when you come. Better bite down on something because your almost there and there's no turning back now because your about to lose control. Scream for me, baby. Come for me honey, I'm waiting to suck your sweet cum away."

I grabbed my pillow and jammed it into my mouth and dropped back to the bed as my body defied my will and disintegrated in a cloud of blackness that swallowed me.

I started breathing just in time to hear her calling my name. "Breathe, Danni. Breathe now. You have to come back now. Talk to me, baby."

I dragged the phone up near my face. "Fuck you," I said. "I'm dying and you're too late to save me."

"You love me and you know it," she said. "Besides, I just gave you one of the best orgasms you've ever had."

"You gave me nothing," I said. "I did it without you."

"Sure you did," she said, "just like I just came almost as hard as you without you."

"You didn't." I said.

"I did," she repeated. "I used my pink tornado twister and a certain blue probe you saw in the catalog."

"Go to sleep," I said. "I'm too tired to talk any more and my bed is so wet I'll have to make it or sleep on the floor. I think I'll sleep on the floor. It smells like pussy in this room."

"I love you so much, Danni," she said.

"No fair," I said. "I can't stay mad at you when you say that."

"I know, honey," she said. "I love you so much."

"So now I'm supposed to say I love you too, I suppose."

"You'd better," 

"Well, I don't"

"Then I'll have to find another woman to love," she said. 

"You do and I'll cut your tits up and shove them up your ass," I said.

"Well?"

"Oh very well. I am so damned deep in love with you that I can hardly stand it and if you don't get your ass over here early, I'll have to attack you, kiss the breath out of you and have my way with you."

"I may be late," she said.

I hugged my phone and softened my tone. "I love you so much, please hurry, Jenni. I miss you so."

I waited for her in the morning, wearing my robe with nothing under it. The minutes dragged by so slowly. I could feel my body almost vibrate with anticipation and when I heard her coming in, I stood and took a few steps toward the door. She smiled and came to me with sweet kisses and loving embrace. Within seconds, my robe had dropped and we were heading for the bedroom. I'd lit several vanilla candles in my room so the air was sweet with their fragrance as she laid me on the bed and began stripping.

We embraced with so much love that we had tears in our eyes, wrapping our legs around each other as we rolled back and forth on the bed. Her hand found its way to my pussy and slowly entered me as I held her tight, my fingers grasping at her ass. She worked her way down between my legs and put my legs over her shoulders. Her tongue made its way into me and once it found my clit, her lips surrounded it and her tongue caressed it. 

My hands were knotted in her hair, forcing her face into me and my legs were crossed behind her back as a beautiful orgasm built and began to take control. Her fingers took over to finish me off with a coup de'gras from her thumb rubbing over my clit.

She licked up every drop, then put her head on my stomach as I calmed. 

I started to move to give her the same pleasure but she stopped me.

"Save it for later, baby," she said. I started to complain, but she put her finger to my lips and kissed me. 

We spent most of that day cleaning the house and especially my room so that Mom could relax some the next day. The rest of the time, we cuddled and snuggled into each other, not talking a lot, as we tried to prepare ourselves mentally for the way things would have to be after the weekend. 

"I'm going to spend every minute I can with you,' she promised. "once I get my schedule from the hospital, we can plan some things together. I can study with you and if we're careful, we can still make love several times a week."

"I know," I said, "but it won't be the same."

"Of course not, but we can do it, honey. We just have to adjust."

She got up and went to her bag and came back with the pink tornado and the blue anal probe. 

"They tried their best to take your place, but without your touch, it just wasn't the same."

She lay back on the bed and pulled her legs up over her chest. It is a position that I love because of the way it exposes both pussy and anus so well. 

I kissed, licked and nibbled her until she begged for more and pushed the vibe into her. It has one of the most vigorous vibrating actions I'd ever seen while it twisted and turned inside of her.

"Oh god," she cried, "I need the blue one. Hurry honey. In my ass. Please."

I sucked on the blue probe to moisten it and pushed it into her to begin slow strokes that matched the strokes of the vibrator going in and out of her pussy. She sank her teeth into her own calf as she started to come, but had to throw her arms out to dig her fingers into the bedding, dropping her legs down to dig her heels into my ass as she came. I'd never seen her come that hard and I'd never seen that much come pouring from her pussy. It was all I could do to keep up with it, but I did.

We lay in afterglow for almost an hour but had to shower and clean up before Mom came home. Jenni was staying over for dinner, joining us at the Clayton Steak House, so we put on some jeans and shirts and were ready when she came home.

The steaks were perfect and the mood was cheerful that night but it got even better. 

"Jennifer," Mom said, "Can you stay over tonight?" 

"Holy shit, did you just say what I think you said," I asked.

"You did," she said, "but I didn't appreciate the way you started it. You need to watch your language."

"I'm sorry, Mom. You just caught me with my brain spinning."

"I can, Mary," Jenni said, "but I didn't bring any clothes to stay over."

"We can pick you up some jeans and a shirt," she said, "and since my darling daughter seldom wears panties any more, I'm sure she can spare some if you wish. I'm sure we won't be offended if you don't wear a bra."

"Mom, what's going on?" I asked. "Why the sudden change in attitude?"

"I need some help tomorrow," she said. "I want the guest room completely cleaned and the linens washed."

"We can do that," Jenni said. 

"What's the occasion, Mom?" I asked. "No one has used that room in months."




Sapphic Healing Ch. 05



"Well, she said," If Jennifer is going to be living with us, we need to be able to at least pretend that she's not sleeping with you." 

"WHAT? Oh my god, oh my god," I cried and I watched as the tears began to flow down Jenni's cheeks.

She had a death grip on my hand and I wanted so desperately to kiss her and hold her and love her at that magic moment but we both knew we didn't dare.

We hurried through the process of paying the bill and literally danced around the car all the way home. Mom almost got knocked down as we held her and kissed her and told her how much we loved her, but then it was our turn and we cried and yelled and kissed and hugged and danced until we were exhausted. 

Mom laid down the rules and told us straight out that she was not going to accept any nonsense from either of us, but she knew we were so excited that we'd agree to anything. Jennifer agreed to teach me to cook better and I agreed to focus on college and my plans for the future. Mom agreed to look the other way as long as we didn't get loud when she was home. 

That was a day none of us will ever forget. It was to be a life changing day to be sure.



Sapphic Healing Ch. 06



With Jennifer settled in to her room, which probably never would be slept in, we began working on a more permanent life together. After a long meeting with the counselor at the college, I decided I'd take pre-med which would leave a lot of options open for the future. I really wanted to go into medicine but wasn't sure which way to go. Jennifer would have her RN in less than a year and she was happy that she could support me through my education. She still worked part time at the hospital, but through some negotiations, got her hours set to coincide with college so she could attend more classes and our schedules would mesh. 

Mom really liked the fact that I could cook a pretty tasty meal so we ate out less and spent more time together. She really loved Jennifer, that was obvious and Jennifer thought she was just the best mom ever. 

When neighbors started asking about Jennifer, Mom invited them in to meet her. I wasn't sure what she had in mind, but after introductions were made, Jenn and I went to the kitchen to prepare the canapés while they had their discussion. Before anyone could work their way around to ask about her status in our house, Mom told them that Jennifer had been my caregiver and continued to help me in my daily activities and now that we went to college, it just made sense to let her rent a room from us. That way, she could get me to college and back without disrupting any schedules at all. She told them that Jenn had her own room, and a private bath. Old lady Danners from down the street said something about it being odd that no men ever came to the house. Mom told them that we didn't have time to date because of our very busy schedules. 

I'm not sure they bought it, but it seemed to pacify them for the time being. 

Just about the time I thought I'd kick the wheel chair, a routine ex-ray revealed that one of the bones in my leg wasn't healing right so I had to go in for more surgery. They re-aligned everything and added two more screws so the wheelchair was to be my only option for some time. It kind of depressed me for a while, but Jennifer refused to give up on me and just rearranged her schedule again to accommodate the additional therapy.

We were lying in bed one Sunday morning, toying with each other's hair and faces, when I asked her, "Jenn, are you sorry we fell in love?"

"Oh for god's sake, honey, what brought that on?"

"I don't know," I said, "I guess I'm afraid."

"Afraid of what, sweetheart?"

"I'm afraid that you'll get tired of playing nurse to me or you'll find someone else that doesn't require so much of your time." 

"Isn't that a part of loving someone?" she said. "I mean if something like that can separate us, maybe we don't have the commitment we thought. I'm in this for the rest of our lives, no matter what. Do you really believe I could turn away from the woman I love so deeply, just because she's not perfect? That's never going to happen."

I took her in my arms so she couldn't see my tears and held her so tight, I thought she might break. "I love you so much," I whispered as I kissed and sucked on her ear.

"Oh, I almost forgot. I've got something in my purse for you." she said, jumping out of bed.

"What are you talking about?" I asked.

"I'll be right back," she said, as she got up and ran out the door. A few minutes later, she was back, her face a deep shade of red. 

"What in the world?" I asked. 

"OH-MY-GOD," she said, dropping onto the bed. 

"What happened," I asked. 

"I forgot I was naked and ran into the living room to get my purse not knowing that your mother was there. Oh my god, honey, I was NAKED."

"She's seen naked before," I said. "She's seen me naked several times."

"Yes, but she's your mother not mine."

"I'm sure she doesn't think any less of you," I said. "She might even have enjoyed it."

"Stop it," she said. "Oh my god, I'm so embarrassed."

"I'll go ask her if it bothered her." I said. 

"Don't you dare, Danni. I swear, if you do, I'll beat your ass red."

"In that case, I'll be right back," I said, acting as though I was headed for the door.

She fell on top of me to keep me there and kissed me. "Keep it up, and maybe I'll see if she's interested in taking care of me."

"I'm not worried," I said, "she could never keep up with you."

"Might be worth a try," she said. "You better be careful."

I reached around to push my finger into her ass crease. "Don't forget, I know your weak spots."

She moaned as I pressed into her pucker. "You're not being fair." 

"Do you want me to stop?" I asked, as the tip of my finger slipped into her.

"You die if you do," she said, pushing back into my finger.

"Roll over," I said, as I pulled it out. 

She rolled onto her side with her back facing me. I moved down a little and pushed my finger in deep and started moving it in and out. 

"Oh god, Danni, you are so good to me," she said. 

"Should I add another finger?" I asked, knowing what the answer would be.

"Oh god yes, please," she said. She tensed just a bit as I forced a second finger in and groaned loudly when I started twisting them inside of her ass. 

"On your tummy," I said, but I held the fingers in while she rolled away from me. 

Still pumping my fingers into her ass, I pushed my thumb into her pussy and started stroking into both holes at the same time. 

"Make me come, honey," She said, as her body pushed into each stroke. I felt her tighten on my fingers and heard her start mewling as her orgasm began but I wanted to make her come hard so I started really driving into her until she grunted and cried out. 

"Don't stop, baby, don't stop," she said. "Oh god, I'm coming. Oh fuck yes, I'm coming."

"Hold on," I said. "Make it a big one."

"Can't stop it," she muttered and with a loud groan she flattened her body into the bed and dug her toes in.

With a final shudder, she shook off the orgasm and slumped onto the pillow. 

I rolled her onto her back and crawled between her legs to start licking and sucking her pussy while I pushed a finger back into her ass. She wrapped her legs around me, sinking her heels into my back as I started nipping at her clit between hard sucks on it. She kept slamming her hands down on to the bed and driving her body into my face until she came again. 

"You're just feeling horny," I said. 

"I'm always horny, honey, but lately, I've been taking care of it myself whenever I can. Maybe this idea of me moving in here wasn't all that good after all."

"What in the world are you talking about?" I asked. "Are you worried that Mom might hear us? She doesn't care, sweetie. You know that."

"It just feels strange, that's all," she said. 

I rolled to my side and looked at her. "Come over here and I'll show you how wonderful it feels. I've been wanting you all night long but you fell asleep so fast I never had a chance."

She rolled up on to her side and put her arm over me. For a few minutes, nothing was said as we just stared into each other's eyes. "Do you have any idea how much I love you?" she asked as she toyed with my hair.

"I guess not," I replied, "maybe you should show me."

"Are you going to scream, like you did last time?" she asked, as she kissed me with deep strokes of her tongue.

"I will if you make me come that hard," I said. "God, I vibrated for hours."

"I told you not to buy that vibe," she said. "I knew it would destroy you."

"I love it," I said, "and we still haven't tried all the functions."

"Save it for when I'm not so hungry for your taste," she said. She wrapped her lips around my nipple and sucked it into her mouth. I put my hands on her shoulders and mewled like a tortured kitten. She knew just when I wanted her to nip and chew on them and before she was finished, I was so close to an orgasm that I didn't think it would wait for her to feast on my pussy. 

The tension eased as she slid down to nibble on my thighs and the cheeks of my ass, but when her tongue slid over me, I moaned and threw my legs wider still. Her tongue opened me and went straight for my clit. In less than five minutes, I was sailing off over the cliff and into that land between conscious and unconscious thought. I left bright red marks on both of my breasts as I dug my fingers into them when I came. My body continued to shake and shudder long after my cum leaked onto the bedding.

She hesitated less than a minute before she rolled me over and pushed two fingers into me as she licked over my anus and tried to plunge her tongue into me. Leaving the fingers in me, she worked the thumb of her other hand into my ass while she continued kissing, licking and nipping at my ass, 

I was in heaven with fingers in my ass and pussy and a tongue sliding up and down my crease. I felt my orgasm building but I didn't want it yet. With every stroke of her fingers though, it got harder and harder to hold it back. It felt so damned good until it got so intense it started hurting. I didn't scream but I yelled "fuck" so loud over and over that it might have been easier if I'd screamed. I finally just let it take me away.

I guess I never really passed out, but I danced a fine line around it. When I opened my eyes, I was looking into the eyes of an angel. Her lips caressed my face and she kissed away my tears while she held me close.

I was covered with sweat from my face down to my stomach, and my thigh muscles ached like I'd been running a marathon. 

We lay tightly snuggled into each other's bodies as I recovered, sharing tender kisses, soft caresses and words of love for nearly an hour. It was such a beautiful and glorious feeling that neither of us wanted it to end.

We finally got up and showered together, stripped the bed and left it to air out for awhile. We were just heading out the door, when she remembered why she ran naked to the living room. 

"Wait," she said, as she went to the nightstand to get a thick magazine of some kind. "One of the girls at the hospital left this in the break area," she said. 

The name on the cover was "Toys of the World. Inside we found more toys than we'd ever seen along with oils, lotions, fragrances, lubes, edible lubes, and on and on. There was a section of lingerie and game wear, and another of a wide assortment of gear for bondage and everything from discipline to slave training.

"Save this for later," I said. "I can't handle anything more for a while."

Mom was sitting in her recliner when we went down to find something to eat. 

"See what you can find," I told Jenn. "I'm going to go talk to Mom."

I sat next to her and leaned over.. "Mom," I said. "I know we got pretty loud and I wanted to apologize. It's been building for a while and I guess we didn't realize how much we'd been holding in. I'm sorry."

She put her book down and turned to me with a smile. "It brings back some sweet memories, Danni. Just don't do it too often or I'll have to finds someone myself."

"Why don't you, Mom?" I said. "Dad's been gone for a long time now. You're still a very beautiful woman and you're only thirty-eight."

"It's a long story, honey. Maybe we can take some time and talk about it soon. Are you getting something to eat? I haven't eaten yet and I've had enough coffee to float a small battleship."

"How about going to Patterson's for brunch?" I suggested.

"I guess we can afford that," she said.

I went to the kitchen to tell Jenn we were going out and she pulled me away from the door. "What did she say about this morning?" she asked. 

"She said she thought you looked quite tempting, even if you were a bit on the pudgy side."

"She did not," she said, grabbing a dish towel to snap it at my ass as I wheeled from the room. 

As we went through the catalog later, we were amazed at the variety of toys that were available, noticing that some of the ones they listed were only available online from suppliers in Japan and China and a few other international areas. The other thing that was amazing was the range in prices from about eight dollars to over two hundred dollars. There were a number of furniture items, from ramps to wedges to platforms, and some really frightening apparatus in the BDSM and slave training section. One thing we laughed at were the ads for mechanical sex machines, Some of them, like the Sybaris, were intriguing, but some were so ridiculous and they were the most expensive. We marked about a dozen we might order and a few items we wanted to know more about. 

"We don't need a machine," she said. "but I might consider a new strap-on."

"I can't use the one you have," I said. 'it's hard to get on and off."

"We need one that you can put on with Velcro or something," she said."

We went through about twenty different harnesses and settled on one that I could use, even in my present state of disability. We also ordered two new dildos to use with it. 

One of the dildos we wanted had to be special ordered from China and it was quite expensive so we put that one on the back burner for someday when we could afford it. 

Three weeks later, I celebrated my twenty fifth birthday, still in my wheelchair, but able to walk enough to get from the bed to the bathroom or from the kitchen to the living room as long as there was a chair available right away. Mom ordered a beautiful lemon chiffon birthday cake with lemon crème frosting. She'd had my image put on it surrounded by lavender blossoms, and of course, the requisite "Happy Birthday."

Mom gave me a red silk blouse and pale yellow teddy. Jennifer gave me a gold necklace with a diamond encrusted pendant. On the back, was engraved, "Two hearts bound by eternal love and under that were two small diamonds marked "Jennifer and Danni, 2008. She also gave me some Victoria's Secret panty and bra sets.

When we went to bed that night, she gave me another package, wrapped in rose colored paper. I unwrapped the ribbon and opened it to find a double ended dildo of almost 22 inches in length. 

"No fair, I said, "It's not your birthday."

"I know, so I'm going to sit here and watch you to see how far you can push it into that little pussy of yours."

"It looks so big," I said. 

"I got some really slippery lube," she said, taking it out of her nightstand. "Just take your time."

She put a generous coating of lube on it and held it while I started working into my pussy. I almost backed out because it really stretched me out, but once the head was in me, it was just a matter of slowly feeding it in with slow strokes, going a little deeper each time until I felt it bottom out. The last four inches or so felt like they were all the way into my womb. I wound up with just a little less than ten inches in me.

She sat on the chair with her legs spread over the arms to wait for me to start moving it in and out, then she used my tiny dynamite vibe on herself. She ran it over her pussy several times, working it slowly through her slit. When I started to ram my body into the toy, she pushed it higher until it brushed over her clit. When my orgasm began building, she held it to her clit until she couldn't hold it there any more. She dropped the toy and started ramming three fingers into her so fact they were almost a blur. I didn't see her finish because I had to close my eyes to keep from passing out. God, it was so good and then I rammed it even deep at the finish, a strong and very stressful orgasm that left me drained of any strength at all.

We fell asleep in each other's arms to wake up two hours later and use it the way it's meant to be used, with our ass cheeks slamming into each other until we fell apart and dropped to the bed, with the dildo hanging from her pussy.

"Don't even think about putting that in my ass," I told her, before we spooned into each other and went back to sleep.



Sapphic Healing Ch. 07



In the weeks following Jennifer's move, there were periods of adjustment to compensate for changes in schedules, therapy appointments, school and work.

The days were the worst for me. Jennifer and Mom would be at work, and I'd start dinner about four so it would be ready when they got home. A quick meal and Jennifer and I would have to leave for school. When we got home, we were so tired, the sex was less than spectacular. Actually, it almost got non-existent at times. It finally got to Jennifer. We were on our way home from school when she fell asleep at the wheel. 

Fortunately, we missed a power pole and wound up in some thick bushes. 

"That's it," she said. "We have to do something or we'll be killed."

We sat down and discussed it with Mom later and Mom told her she had to make a choice. Either cut back on her hours at the hospital or reduce her school work load. 

"I can't do anything about school," she said, "If I do, Danni won't have a way to get back and forth. I've only got eight more blocks to go and I don't want to lose out on any opportunities. The sooner I get my degree, the sooner I can make some decent money, and the sooner I can take care of Danni."

"Take a look at your finances," Mom said. "If you can make it on less hours at the hospital, talk to your human resources department. I'm sure they'll work with you. Don't worry about taking care of Danni until you get squared away. I'm not hurting for money and I'm sure Danni won't kick you out."

"I might," I said. "It depends on whether she tries to kill me again or not."

"I was so afraid," Jennifer admitted. "I thought I'd hurt you and just the thought of you not being here made me shake."

"I'm not hurt, you're not hurt, the car's not damaged so stop worrying about it."

"One thing you girls may have forgotten," Mom said. "Danni only has four more weeks of therapy so that will be one less thing we have to schedule. She's getting around without her wheelchair most of the time now so I don't think they'll extend the treatments."

"That would help," Jennifer said, "although I kind of like the way they torture her down there."

"The way she was howling the other night, I thought you were torturing her yourself," Mom said.

I could feel my face turning red. Jennifer had taken me over the top so hard with a new toy that I was crying by the time it was done. As we lay in bed that night, I reached over to smack her on the arm. "I told you Mom would bring that up," I said. 

"You could have asked me to stop," she said. 

"Would you if I asked?"

"Probably not," she said, "but you can always ask."

"God, I was so embarrassed," I said. "I need to start wearing a gag or something."

"I was thinking the same thing," she said. "Maybe we should order one."

"Maybe," I said, "or maybe you just need to stop torturing me like that."

"No way," she said. "I love it when you come that hard."

"That's because it isn't your gut that's being ripped out. I don't think my anus will ever be right side out again. I had cramps twice that night in my legs and when I tried to wake you up, you just shoved me away. Next time, I'll give you charley horses in both legs and we'll see how much you love it."

"Wah, wah, wah,", she said. "You loved it and you know it."

"I won't be an invalid forever you know," I said. "One of these days I'll be the one on top and we'll see how hard you can come after I hold you down and toy with that pretty pussy without letting you come for a couple of hours."

"I can't wait," she said. 

I got up and went to the bathroom but while I was in there, I put on my new strap-on. The vibe I selected was a wicked looking nine inch cock with long slender clit fingers at the top. They weren't as firm as some we have but they looked like they'd drive her insane, and since that was my goal, it should be fun. I layered on a good coating of lube and walked back into the bedroom. She was on her back, looking at a magazine when I went in. I don't think she even saw what was coming because I kind of slid onto the bed and between her legs like I was going to eat her out. She put the magazine down and spread her legs real wide so I started licking into her while I rubbed into her clit with three fingers. 

'Oh baby, I love you," she said, as she started pushing her pussy into my face. 

I slid a finger into her, and added another without letting up on my tongue work until she was whimpering in need and then I stopped.

"What are you doing?" she whined. "Don't stop now. Oh god, honey, don't stop now."

I looked down at her as I put the head to her lips. 

"What the hell?" she asked, just as I pushed it into her. 

"OH FUCK" she yelled. 

"Do you still think you can torture me like that?" I asked as I started a steady stroke, going about half way in before pulling it back for the next stroke.

When I pushed it in and held it against her, she squirmed like she was trying to get away from the clit tickler, and every time she showed signs of being ready, I pulled it completely out and held it away from her for a few seconds before I buried it in her again.

"All right, all right," she said. "I surrender. Oh god honey, don't do this to me. Please baby, I'm begging you. Let me come."

I pushed it back in again, but this time, I drilled her with rabbit like thrusts as fast as I could. She started beating her hands on the bed, and her hips came off the bed so I pushed it in deep, held it, pulled back, and buried it again. She absolutely fell apart. Her hands fisted into the bedding and her face got red as she tried to fight it. When the veins in her neck swelled, she buried her face in the pillow and screamed. When her orgasm hit, her body went wild, taking me all over the bed and nearly onto the floor as she literally gushed, almost squirting her come onto the bed. The spasms in her thigh muscles didn't want to let up and when they did, her stomach muscles took over. Wave after wave swept over her as she grunted and groaned with her eyes tightly closed. Sweat beaded on her face and chest and I started to worry about her but she inhaled loudly and slumped back onto the pillow. 

I got hot cloths to apply to her thighs to calm the stress and slowly massaged them until I felt them relax. Then I lay down next to her and kissed her everywhere I could reach.

By that time, the cloths had cooled so I wiped her face and chest, kissing each nipple as I did. 

For the longest time, she didn't speak to me, but I saw her watching me so I knew she was faking it.

"Girl, you are one vindictive bitch," she finally said. 

"You know what the say about paybacks, honey," I said.

"Are you sure my pussy's still there?" she asked.

"I thought it would still be shaking," I said. 

"Oh, is that what's going on down there? I thought we were having an earthquake." 

"Do you want me to get the shower going?" I asked.

"I'm not moving from here," she said. "I have to wait for all the pieces of my body to come back."

"Let me see if you're clit's all right," I offered. 

"Oh my god, don't touch me down there," she cried.

I smiled as I lowered my head to kiss her there tenderly. She wasn't kidding. It was so sensitive I think I could have brought her off with a single lick. 

Eventually, we showered and changed the bedding before dropping to the bed to fall asleep with our bodies intertwined. 

The next morning, there was a note on the table from, Mom. "Thanks for the entertainment last night. I think I'd better get some new toys soon. I'll be home late so don't wait dinner for me."

"Guess what she's getting for her birthday," Jennifer said. 

"You're going to be late for work," I reminded her.

"I have an appointment with human resources at nine," she said.

She wanted to know how I'd managed to hide the strap-on from her and I told her it had just arrived that day. I didn't tell her about the other things in the box.

"Did you hear your mom come in last night?" she asked.

"Now that you mention it, no, I didn't. I wonder if she even came in at all."

She went to look in Mom's room and came back with a huge smile on her face.

"The bed wasn't slept in and her clothes from yesterday are all over the bed except for one thing."

"What's that....oh wait, let me guess. No panties, right?"

"She must have donated them," she said.

"Looks like Mom got her hair curled last night and it wasn't the hair on her head." I said.

"Good for her," she said.

"No kidding," I said. "Way to go, Mom."

When she came home from work, I was ready for school so we grabbed a burger on the way to school. As we drove, she told me that the hospital was cutting hours anyway so they were more than willing to work with her. She still went in at eight but now she would leave at one and on therapy days, she didn't have to go in at all. Now I could stop worrying that she'd fall asleep at the wheel again. 

When we got home, Mom was on the phone and as we walked in, she turned away from us and whispered something and quickly put the phone down.

"Young lady," I said, "do we need to have the talk about curfew again?"

She flushed and walked into the kitchen. "I'm sorry," she said." I guess time got away from me."

"Time and a certain item of clothing," I said. Jennifer gave me a sharp warning look but I ignored her.

"Why didn't you clean my room while you were in there snooping around?" she asked. 

"We weren't snooping," I said. "Jennifer just went up to be sure you were all right. I guess it's a good thing you had somewhere to stay."

"Danni!" Jennifer said.

"It's all right, Jennifer," Mom said. "She's sounding just like I used to."

"No, really," I said. "I'm happy for you, I truly am, but don't come crying to me when you come home pregnant."

"Oh shut up," she said.

Lying in bed later, Jennifer gave me hell.

"You heard her," I said. "It didn't bother her. I just hope the guy is good to her and isn't just using her."

"Or woman," she said. 

"Get out," I said. "My mom? You have got to be kidding."

"Why?" she asked. "It could happen."

"Yeah, sure, and so could world peace." I replied, but she'd planted the seed of curiosity in my mind and whenever I woke up during the night, I wondered about it.

Thursday, she was home at noon. I thought maybe she got laid off or maybe just laid, but I didn't know. 

As soon as Jennifer got home, she wanted us to go shopping with her. Hey, I'm always up for shopping so we got ready and left before she could change her mind. She left us to shop while she headed down the mall. About a half hour later, Jennifer nudged me as we sat in the center, sucking on a slurpee. She pointed toward one of the shops and I saw Mom just going in. A quick glance confirmed my initial thought. She was going in to one of the hottest erotic wear sights in the state. My mom. Who'd have thought I'd ever see that. The temptation was strong to slip over there to see what she was buying but I wouldn't want her to do it to me so I stayed put.

When we got ready to leave for school, she was on the phone but she covered the mouthpiece and told us she probably wouldn't be home that night. Wow, she was really into this guy or woman, whatever. I told her no problem and we left.

"Ten bucks says it's a woman," Jenn said on the way. 

"Sorry," I said. "I don't like the odds."

"I know how we can find out," she said.

"Does it really make a difference?" I asked. "Isn't it enough to know she's happy, at least for a while?"

"I suppose," she said. "After all, look at what she's done for us."

"Actually," I said,"I'm pretty sure it's a woman and I think it's our fault."

"What are you talking about," she asked.

"The way we get so loud, honey," I said. "I think she's missing that in her life and the fact that its two women getting it on might have gotten her thinking about it."

"Maybe, or maybe not," she said. "It makes sense. Who would she turn to, someone from work?"

"Not someone that works directly with her." I said. "That would be too risky, but someone associated with her job either way. She doesn't date and very seldom goes out. When she does, it's a show or dinner and she's always home by ten or eleven."

"Danni. Hello in there. She didn't stay out later because you would have been home alone. Along comes Jennifer and she starts dating. Simple as 1-2-3."

"I know," I said. "She gave up so much for me after the accident. Sometimes I feel so guilty, even though I know none of it was my fault. I feel like I've cheated her out of almost a year of her life."

"No, honey," she said. "You most certainly did not. That stupid reckless inconsiderate ass hole of a teenaged driver cheated both of you out of a year of your life, and in your case, he cheated you out of more than you'll ever know."

"I know but I wish I could make it up to her some way."

"Honey, listen to me, that day will come, I promise you. From the bottom of my heart, we will find a way to let her know how much we both appreciate her."

When we got home from school, we went through the mail to find a letter to Jennifer from her mother. I watched as she read it, looking for some clue as to the tone of the letter but other than a pause a couple of times, as though she were trying to fight off a tear, she was pretty hard to read. 

She folded the letter and sat with her eyes closed for a while. I decided that the best thing I could do was to leave her alone so I went to the kitchen for iced tea. With two tall glasses, I went back into the living room and handed her one.

"You don't look happy," I finally said. 

She shook her head and took a sip of tea. "She wants me to come home for a few days to talk things over," she said. 

"Is that a bad thing?" I asked. 

"Danni, my mom and I haven't been what you'd call close for a long time. A lot of it was my fault, I know. I just sort of drifted for a long time and she never approved of my friends, my dates, my way of dressing, or anything else."

"Did you get along with your dad?" I asked.

"They got divorced when I was thirteen," she said. "I haven't spoken to him ten times since then and it's usually just hi, how are you, etc. etc. He doesn't know how to be my dad. He married another woman less than a year later and it's working fine because she can't have any kids. I guess they're happy together and I'm happy for him."

"Are you going home then?" I asked.

"You know I can't, Danni. I can't just take off from school and work to spend time with her."

"Are you going to call her?" I asked.

"Not now," she said. "I have to think about what to do."

"I guess she doesn't know about us then."

She shook her head. "What would I tell her, Danni? Guess what Mom, you were right. There is something wrong with me. I'm in love with another woman and we're living together." 

"It doesn't have to sound that way, Jenn. You don't have to tell her everything. You don't have to tell her anything at all. You should at least call her and acknowledge that you got the letter and explain why you can't do what she's asking of you."

"I know, honey, and I will. Just not right now." 

"You know I'm going to nag you till you do, don't you?"

"I know," she said. "Don't say anything to your mother about it though, please."

"I'll give you a week to tell her yourself."

Nothing else was said about the contents of the letter and we just went on about our usual thing, speculating about Mom's love life. 

That night, we lay together, just touching and stroking over arms and faces, kissing and holding our bodies together. I was spooned into her at one time when she got up to go to the bathroom. I heard her opening and closing drawers and smiled. I knew what she was looking for and it wasn't in there. It was in my closet in a shoe box, under some other shoes. 

"I'll tell you where it is," I said, "if you ask nice and convince me you love me enough."

"Never mind," she said. "I'll just have to forget about making love to you tonight. That's all right because I was getting a bit sleepy anyway."

"You're a terrible liar," I said. "It's in the brown shoe box in my closet, but you can't use the toy I used on you. It's a special Jennifer only toy."

"I'm sure I can find something in my collection that will do just fine," she said.

She fumbled around in both closets and came back wearing the harness but there was no dildo or vibe attached to it. That part, she hid from me.

"No way, baby," I said, sitting up quickly. "Anything you plan on doing to me has to be something I've seen or used. After what I did to you, I don't want to take any chances."

"It's nothing special, sweetie," she said, pulling a blue dildo from behind her back. 

It was one we'd used before, about eight inches in length and about one and a half inches around. I watched as she snapped it on, and when she took hold of my feet and slid me down, I didn't resist. For several minutes, she licked and sucked on me, chewing on my clit enough to get me close without giving me any satisfaction. When she slid it into me, I was so wet it slid all the way in without stopping and it felt so good as she moved it in and out in slow strokes. Once again, I got close and she stopped before starting again. She lifted my knees high to get deeper penetration, something I love, and the strokes got a little faster and a little more forceful until I told her I was close. She pulled it out and held my hips off the bed. I was begging her to let me come and then I felt the head brush over my anus. 

"No, you don't," I said, trying to get away from her. With my hips high off the bed,though, she had me pinned to the bed with just my shoulders and upper back making contact with the bed. The next thing I knew, the head slipped into my ass.

"Easy, baby," I said, knowing she wasn't going to stop. "Take it easy. That hurt." 

"Just relax, sweet cheeks," she said. "You're going to love it, I promise."

With a smooth, even pressure I felt it move into me, deeper and deeper. She paused several times to let my body accept it but she didn't stop until she was all the way in and her thighs were against my ass cheeks. I won't lie to you, it hurt several times and I almost made her stop, but once it was in, she just held it in there and moved her hips enough to cause some movement in my bowels. 

"Take it easy, honey," I warned.

She began long, slow strokes, as she brought me to not only accept it, but start to enjoy it some. 

"You can go a little faster now," I said. 

She gradually picked up speed while I rubbed over my clit with my fingers. I was getting close again and the moans and groans I was making let her know so she went faster and more forceful until I was grunting with every thrust. When I came, she rammed it deep and held it there, grinding her body into my ass.

I don't know how to describe that orgasm. It hurt, it felt beautiful, it nearly killed me, and when it was over, I was sure I'd be shitting in a bag for the rest of my life. 

She took it off and went into the bathroom to clean it up. When she came back, she had wet cloths and towels which she used to clean me up. 

I had the strangest yearning as we went off to sleep, spooned together. I could feel it in me and I almost went to get it to put it back in there but I fell asleep instead. 



Sapphic Healing Ch. 08



The letter from her mother put Jennifer in such a foul mood that I just stayed away from her, focusing on homework and keeping the house clean. I tried to talk to her about it but just once. If she had been a dog, I really think she might have bitten me. 

I was reading over one of my assignments in the recliner when she came over to take it away from me. When I reached up to take it back, she was looking down at me with such a sweet, loving expression, I almost cried. She knelt down beside me and took my hand in hers.

"I'm sorry, Danni," she said. "It's nothing you did or said. I'm just not handling the letter right. I shouldn't be taking it out on you."

I knew that this had to end soon or our relationship would be in jeopardy. I couldn't let her mother to destroy us without even being there.

"Listen to me, Jenn," I said. "I know you're hurting right now, but you can't let your mother do this to you. You've got to be the one to take charge of the relationship with your mother."

"I know," she said. "It's just that you don't know my mom. She will never, ever, accept us. She's so damned judgmental."

"So don't tell her about me," I said. "Just tell her you're renting a room from a family to save money."

"It's so strange, Danni, but I swear, she knows every time I lie to her or hold out on her."

"Then you have to decide how much to tell her and how you're going to tell her," I said. 

"It's not that simple," she said. 

"Honey, yes it is. You're making it much harder than it has to be. You either tell her about us or you tell her you can't talk about it, one or the other. If you're going to tell her, then you need to be firm, but not mean, and tell her in such a way that she knows nothing she says is going to change your mind. If she can't accept you for what and who you are, nothing is going to change that."

"You're lucky," she said. "Your mom is an angel. You can talk to her about anything. Not my mom. My older sister hasn't been home in years. They talk on the phone all the time and they get along great, but if Mom goes after her about something, she just hangs up."

"Bingo," I said. 

"What do you mean, Bingo," she asked.

"Your sister and your mother get along because they don't come face to face. Your sister knows she can hang up at any time so she doesn't feel threatened. Instead of worrying about how things will go if you go home, call her. Find out why she wants you to come home, then you can choose what to say or what not to say. If she starts on you, tell her you won't talk to her if she won't listen, and if she won't, then you hang up."

"I think I might call my sister first," she said. "I want her to know anyway before she hears it from Mom or someone else."

"Use the phone in our room," I said. "I promise not to listen in."

"I love you," she said, leaning over to take my face in her hands to kiss me."

"I love you too, Jenn," I said, "Don't be afraid to stand up for yourself but don't allow yourself to lose control of the conversation. If you think you're losing control of it, hang up, wait a few minutes and call her back. 

"What if she won't talk to me?" she asked. 

"Then you wait a day or two and try again. Sooner or later she'll realize that you've been talking to your sister and she can't control you any more."

I hurt for her when she turned to go make the calls. I'd tried to simplify things but the truth is, I knew that one or both of them was going to get hurt in one way or another. I could only hope that any pain could be taken away with time or lots of love. 

When she came back into the room, her face was not a happy one. 

"What can I do, honey," I asked.

"Just hold me," she said.

She didn't want to cry but eventually, she had to give in. I just held her and continually told her it was going to be all right and that she should stop crying.

"I need to get out of here for a while," she said. 

"I'll be right here waiting when you come back," I said.

When I heard the door close, I allowed myself to cry, not for me, but for her. Knowing that I could do nothing to relieve the pain she felt left me with a deep hole in my heart. I'd never been in a situation like that and it made me appreciate my mother even more. 

I went to our bath and put out our best, fluffiest and biggest towels. Putting some of my Exotica bath gel and shampoo on the ledge, I added some of our favorite oils and lotions and lit two vanilla candles.

Then I made a sign to be placed on the table in a way she couldn't miss it. 

"SILENCE!" It said. "Please observe our no talking rule. You are to go to your room immediately without speaking until you are told."

I know my lover well enough to know that she'd know something is up but she'd do it anyway, so I waited until I heard the car in the drive before I ran the tub full of hot water. 

She walked into the room and into my arms where she was met with a rain of tender kisses as I started undressing her. When she started to say something, I silenced her with more kisses. When she was naked, I ushered her into the tub and once she was settled in, I dropped my robe to show her that I too was naked. She tried to get me into the tub with her but I wasn't ready to do that yet. I had her lean forward while I washed her beautiful hair, slowly, and lovingly sliding my fingers through it. While she was still leaning forward, I drizzled bath oil over her back and massaged her shoulders and neck before I let her lean back again. I finally got in and pulled her back to lay her head on my chest as I leaned back as far as I could go. Thank heavens my mom and dad love what they call soaking tubs. With the water up to her neck, we just lay there without speaking, letting the hot water soak into our bodies. 

"Whenever you feel stressed and worried, Jenn, I want you to remember the feeling you have right this second, and go there in your mind. Don't let anything else in there with you, just remember the warmth and peace of this moment. This is your world and no one can enter without your permission."

Instead of replying, she just snuggled deeper into me and looped her fingers through mine in a way that said she loved me. 

It wasn't until the water chilled that we left that world. I toweled her dry without any sexual overtures and wrapped her hair in a towel. Leading her to the bed, I laid her down with her head in my lap where I removed the towel to let wet hair caress my bare legs. I took my fingertips and closed her eyes as I reached for the hair brush to gently brush her hair into smooth, loose strands. When I kissed her forehead, she opened her eyes and mouthed "I love you." 

"I know," I said, "and I love you too. 

"I wish we could just run away," she finally said. "Maybe find an oasis in the middle of the desert with no phones, no nothing; just you and I."

"So let's do it," I said. 

"Don't be ridiculous," she said. 

"No," I said, "I'm serious. We can take a Saturday night and Sunday and find somewhere to be alone. It doesn't have to be a desert oasis, just somewhere away from all of this."

"Can we take our toys?" she asked. 

"Every one of them," I said. 

"What do we tell your mother?"."

I smiled at her. "Jenn, you're not thinking straight. It would give her the opportunity to be with her lover, whoever that is, without worrying about us finding out." 

"Maybe we should leave some toys for her," she said.

"Which ones do you suggest," I asked. "Not my little dynamite. That might drive her nuts."

"Isn't that the general idea?" she asked. 

"We could leave the small double dildo for her. Just in case she's seeing another woman."

"What small double dildo?" she asked. 

"Well, I ordered two just in case the one was too large."

"Really? Where is it?" she asked

I went to my closet to get it. It was just as long as the other one, but about a half inch smaller in diameter. 

"You can't let her use it until we're sure it works," she said, with an evil glint in her eye.

"What did you have in mind?" I asked, like I didn't already know. 

She got up and went to her dresser where the lube was. "I'm sure we can find something to do to test it," she said. 

She started to get on the bed, but then she turned around and straddled me in a sixty-nine. Laying the dildo aside, she kissed and licked my thighs to get me good and wet. I pulled her hips back to put her pussy over my face and put a pillow behind my head. Spreading her lips open, I laved my flat tongue over her pussy until the lips got puffy enough to slip my tongue between them. She followed my lead and soon, we both were well on our way to our first orgasm of the evening, but then she stopped and reached for the dildo. Still licking me, she pushed it into my pussy until it wouldn't go any further. When she started sliding in and out, I told her it was supposed to be used by us both, and reluctantly, she allowed me to get on my hands and knees, with the dildo still in my pussy. She got on her hands and knees and put it into her and we began to slowly work it in until we were almost cheek to cheek. 

It wasn't long before we were hammering each other's asses so hard it was difficult to stay in one place. It's a good thing Mom wasn't there, because we were both loud and demanding. As we approached our orgasms, our ass cheeks were slamming into each other faster and faster until she slammed and reached back to grab my thigh, holding me in place until she cried out in release. She hesitated just long enough to move through it and then helped me through mine. 

For several seconds, we kept it in us, moving slowly through an afterglow, but then she moved away from me to pull it out. Before I could think, she had it against my anus, and with a quick push, it was into me. Once she had it in deep, she pulled it out of herself and put it in her ass as well. 

I felt like it was in my tonsils when she began driving into me but it felt good once I got used to it being in me that far. If anything, that orgasm was as powerful as the first, and maybe more. We left it in and slowly lowered ourselves to the bed to recover. 

"Maybe we should leave the big one for her," Jenn finally said. She would get no argument from me. 

We hadn't been there long when the phone rang and I Knew it was Mom. She said she'd be late again and I decided to move things along a bit. 

"Why don't you spend the night?" I asked. "We're just fine."

"Not tonight," she said. "I'm bringing home some tiramisu to share so don't go to bed early. I should be home about eight or so."

I shrugged my shoulders as I put the phone down. "I guess we're having tiramisu at about nine," I said. "We probably ought to make some coffee if we can still walk."

"Give me an hour and you won't be able to," she promised. 

"We've got about forty-five minutes," I replied.

"That will work," she said, as she got up to dig in our toy box. I think she was looking for my little dynamite but I already had it under in my pillow case. She got one of my favorite twisters out and got back on the bed between my legs. "I'll have to clean you up first," she said, as she lowered her head. 

When my clit said it was too tender for much, she put vibe in me without turning it on, just sliding it slowly into me. The nasty bitch. I knew what she was up to and I worked my hand under the pillow to get my toy. I put it under my shoulder and lay back to enjoy a good orgasm. 

Between her tongue and that vibe, I was soon squirming and moaning. Of course, her finger found a way to get into my ass but that was no surprise and of course, I liked it. 

The familiar tug on my gut told me I had to hold on tight and she could feel it when I tightened my sphincter so she knew it was close. She turned on the vibe and just bumped my clit with every other stroke, but it was enough to really fire up my orgasm to the point that I had no choice but to let it take control of my body. I reached down to take a good hold on her hair as it built, intending to hold her there through the whole orgasm but at the last minute, my body decided to come off the bed and I had to throw my arms out with my hands fisted so tightly they almost hurt. 

I decided, once I could think again, that the little dynamite would have to go back in the pillowcase. I didn't have the energy to do anything at all. 

"We have to make coffee," she reminded me, once the afterglow was over.

"You go make coffee," I said. "I can't even think straight right now."

To my surprise, she actually did it. I mean, she didn't protest or anything, she just got up and left. I got up, went to the bathroom and cleaned myself up with a cool cloth, which helped ease my battered pussy. When I left the room, I could smell the coffee brewing.

Mom came in a little before eight and went right to her bedroom. About twenty minutes later, she walked into the kitchen, carrying the tiramisu from Bocceli's Italian restaurant. 

She handed the dessert to Jenn and went to pour coffee. "This smells so good," she said. "I'm glad you thought of it."

"It just seemed the perfect thing to have with dessert," I said. 

Once we were all eating, I thought I might try something.

"We're thinking about going somewhere for a weekend getaway," I said.

"Oh? Where are you going?" she asked.

"I don't know. It doesn't have to be anywhere special, just something different. That would give you a chance to spend the weekend with your friend too."

She flushed brightly and didn't reply.

"Are you ever going to trust us enough to tell us something about them?"

"It's not that I don't trust you, honey, I just..."

"It's all right, Mom," I said. "As long as you're happy, nothing else matters."

"I think I am," she said. "It's just that it's been so long now and getting back into the dating thing wasn't easy. I just wasn't sure it was what I wanted."

"Are you sure now?" I asked.

"I think so. Actually, I'm pretty sure it is."

"Then I'm happy for you."

"You both know her," she said. 

Jenn and I looked at each other and grinned. 

"Where do we know her from?" I asked. 

She got up to get more coffee, and with her back to us, she continued her story. 

"When you were in the hospital, I spent many, many nights by your bed, sleeping in the recliner. It was a long, lonely vigil and it was nice when I could talk to someone, share some coffee with them, let them hold me when I cried. It was a very emotional time for me and I had no one to turn to for support so I guess it was natural that after the first two weeks, we became friends."

She came back to sit at the table, turning her cup nervously in her hands. 

"The day we got the word that you were going to make it, I almost collapsed in relief. I sat and cried and suddenly, her arms were around me and we were holding to each other. I think I felt something even then, but as I said, I was such an emotional basket case that I didn't accept it as anything more than friendship. When I got ready to leave, she was waiting in the lobby for me. We went to Carpacio's for coffee and a late lunch and when I got ready to leave, she followed me out to the car. 

For whatever reason, the car wouldn't start. Maybe it was a sign, I don't know, but she offered to take me home. When we got here, I put the coffee on, and we sat here talking about what I could expect and things like that. About an hour or so later, I was cleaning up, and I felt her arms go around me. She started kissing my neck and my shoulders as she held me and well, you can figure out the rest. She wound up in bed with me until I had to go back to the hospital. We were together quite a few times but when you came home, we couldn't find a way to get together so we just called each other and met for coffee but it wasn't enough for either of us. That's when we started making time together. She transferred to days, which she despises, just so we could have the evenings together."

"You still haven't told us who she is," I pressed her.

"Eileen Wilkinson," she said. 

"Oh my god," we both said at once. "Eileen?"

"I never suspected she was a lesbian," Jennifer said. 

"I don't know that she was, before," Mom said. "I never asked her but she didn't seem all that experienced when we went to bed the first time. We never discussed it, and it didn't seem to make a difference. We managed just fine."

"God, Mom, she's beautiful," I said. "I remember her. She always had such a beautiful smile for me and she used to sing to me when she was in the room. It was such a sweet song, almost like a lullaby."

"I've heard her sing it," Mom said, "and you're right. She is quite beautiful. At least I think so."

"Does she know about us?" Jennifer asked. 

"Of course," Mom said. "We talk about the two of you a lot. When we're lying together afterwards, we lock our fingers together and I told her I'd seen the two of you do it when you sit in the living room."

"So why don't you have her over?" I asked. "You know, we aren't going to say anything that might upset her."

"We talked about it tonight," she said. "She wanted me to talk to you both first. That's one of the reasons I came home earlier tonight. She'll be here Saturday for lunch on the patio. I was wondering if the two of you could do some barbecue or something for me."

"Of course," I said. 

"That would be fun," Jennifer said. "It's supposed to be a beautiful day too."

"You don't have to do a lot of work, just something as simple as burgers would be fine," she said. "We just want the time to talk to you."

"Do you love her?" I asked. She just shrugged her shoulders. 

"God, Mom, I am so happy for you.

"Me too," Jenn said. "Imagine; Elaine and Mom together. Wow."

As we sat, going over the plans for the cook-out, Mom reached over to take Jennifer's hands in hers. 

"Thank you," she said. 

"You're welcome, I'm sure, but what are you thanking me for?"

"For calling me Mom," she said. "It made me realize how much we've come to mean to each other and how grateful I am to have you in our lives."

"I didn't even think about it," Jenn said, "but I've thought of you that way for a long time. Besides, I pretty much lost my mom today for all intents and purposes."

For the next fifteen minutes, she told Mom what had happened and Mom assured her that she wasn't lost, just confused. She told her to be patient, but firm and eventually, she'd come around. 

That night, when we went to bed, we were so excited I forgot all about the toy in my pillowcase, but I knew it would be put to good use in the very near future.



Sapphic Healing Ch. 09



Friday was a day of surprises. First, Jenni got a call from her mother that wasn't full of negativity and accusations.

She came out of the room, walking over to sit on the couch next to me, a smile on her beautiful face. 

"Don't you dare say I told you so," she said. 

I just grinned and never looked up from my book.

"That's almost as bad," she said. "I still haven't said anything about us, but the rest of it seems to be a little better. At least we aren't fighting."

"I still can't get this whole thing with Mom and Elaine straight in my head," I said. 

"It is sort of strange, isn't it," she said, "but I don't really know her all that well. I don't think we ever had a shift together or anything like that. She is a beautiful woman, don't you think?"

"She looks quite a bit younger than Mom, not that it's a problem or anything."

"Maybe a few years, but not more than five. You're mom's what, thirty-eight? I'd but her at maybe three, four years younger than that."

"I was trying to picture her body," I said, "but I don't remember her wearing anything other than her nurse's outfit and they're nothing special."

"Now that you've mentioned it, I haven't either. Care to guess?"

I put my book down and closed my eyes. "I'm guessing five-six or seven, light brown hair, brown eyes, about a 34 or 36C." 

"I think you're about right, but you can't tell about her breast size from what she wore. She might be a D. She's about my height, so that puts her at five-six or so , and I'd say a little on the slender side."

"We'll have to ask Mom to be sure," I said. 

"Oh yeah," she said, "I can hear that conversation now. "Hey Mom, how big are Elaine's boobs, and are her nipples as big as Jenni's? Oh, and is she good in bed?"

"You can ask her," I said.

A while later, Mom called to let us know not to wait up for her. No big deal, right? Except that about twenty minutes after we went to bed, I heard her come in and she wasn't alone. I nudged Jenni and we sat up in silence to see if we could hear them but they were whispering to each other and all we heard was an occasional giggle, and then Mom's bedroom door closed very carefully. I could almost visualize the scene in there as they got naked and tried to be very quiet as they made love. Her bed squeaks so we knew it was fun and games time.

Jenni got up and went to the bathroom but when she came back, she was grinning and I knew she was up to something. She flipped the sheet back and got between my legs to raise my legs so high my ass was off the bed. We both sleep naked, of course, so she didn't have to take anything off when she bent down and started eating me. Did I resist? Don't be silly. Besides, she had her arms around both of my legs so what could I do? 

I could scream, it turns out, even if it was into a mouthful of pillow. The little witch had found my little dynamite and without letting my legs down, she began tapping my clit with it while she continued licking me from my anus to my clit. In minutes, I was trying to twist away from the monster orgasm she found deep inside, but that wasn't about to happen. Even if Mom and Elaine had been noisy, we wouldn't have known. With her ears covered by my legs, and my battle with my orgasm, we couldn't have heard anything. 

I guess it must have wiped me out because the next thing I was conscious of was Jenni getting up to go to the bathroom in the morning. When she came out, she was grinning ear to ear. 

"That was just a loan, you know," I said. "I pay back with interest."

"You can't make me come any harder than you did, baby," she said, "but what the hell, you're welcome to try."

I did my thing in the bathroom, put my robe on and went to make coffee. When I opened the door though, I smelled fresh coffee and knew that either Mom or Elaine or both of them, were up already. 

Elaine sat at the kitchen table so I said "good morning," and went to pour our coffee, since Jenni would be right behind me. As I stood there, Elaine came over to stand beside me. 

"I remember standing over you and thinking how beautiful you were and how unfair life was to put you in that bed, unconscious for day after day. I used to brush your hair in the middle of the night and sing to you, but I never knew you heard me sing until your mother told me."

"It was a nice song," I said, turning to put my back against the counter. "I think it made me sleep better."

"Mary told me she talked to both of you about us, but I wondered how you really felt."

"As long as she's happy, that's all that counts," I said. "Just promise me you won't hurt her."

"I could never do that," she said. "I'm not saying we're madly in love, Danni, but I think we might be. We have to get beyond the sex to know for sure, but we're good together. We actually dated several times before we really slept with each other, but you and Jennifer both know it takes time to build a true relationship and all I ask is that you give me that time. It's what we asked of each other when we knew we wanted to be together. Your mom's an awesome woman, Danni, and I'll never forget how lucky I am to be with her."

"I know the feeling," I said, as Jenni walked over to take her coffee. I put my arm around her and held her close. "I feel the same way."

"Good morning, Jennifer," Elaine said. 

"Not until I've had my first coffee," Jenni said. "Ask Danni. She knows what a bear I can be."

"You're just a big faker," I said, "even though I want to chain you up some mornings."

"It's too early for kinky," she replied, moving over to sit at the table. 

Mom walked up and took me in her arms to kiss my forehead. "Sorry," she said. "It was a last minute decision." 

"No problem," I said. "It just made our night that more interesting."

"I wasn't sure you heard us come in," she said.

"You were being careful, but we still heard you and what happened later got Jenni so horny she tried to kill me."

"Glad to be of service," she said. "Good morning, Jennii."

"Morning, Mom," Jenni said. 

I offered to make breakfast, and Elaine asked if she could help. I looked over at Jenni and she sort of nodded into her coffee so I agreed. We worked well together. I made the omelets while she browned the sausage and made the toast. Jenni got up to dish up some of the fruit we'd cut up the night before and make some more coffee. 

After breakfast, Jenni and I went to shower and get dressed, leaving Elaine and Mom to talk without us there.

"What do you think?" Jenni asked, as we showered together. 

"Did you see those hooters of hers?" I asked. "She didn't even try to close her robe much before she came in. I don't know how big they are, but damn, they look fine from what I could see."

"What are you doing looking at another woman's hooters?" she asked.

"Comparison shopping, what else?"

"I'll poke your eyes out," she said. 

"No you won't," I said, pulling her down for a kiss, "because you know I love you too much to cheat on you."

"You always know just what to say," she said, returning my kiss and adding a few of her own.

When we went back out to do the dishes, they were already done and put away. Maybe it was a good thing to have Mom so happy. Besides, if Elaine were to spend some time with her at our house, the fringe benefits of their love making might make for some intense lovemaking sessions of our own. 

Jenni and I started getting the stuff ready for the cookout, while Elaine and Mom went to the store for something to drink other than iced tea with our meal. Knowing my mother, they would also find something for dessert at the same time. I put the cooler out and called Mom on her cell phone to have her bring a bag or two of ice with her but she'd already picked it up. 

Jenni has her own little concoction for burgers, making them from a combination of beef, chicken and pork sausage. Of course, she also makes them bigger than most people, but they sure smelled good on the grill. We also did grilled veggies and a salad and by the time they got back, we were almost ready to serve. 

The meal was fantastic and we were having a lot of fun when Elaine asked if she could get some sun back by the garage, where the trees didn't shade everything. Mom said it was a good idea and they went in to find some bikinis to wear so Jenni and I set up the chaises and dug out lotion and towels. 

"I can't wait to see her in a bikini," I said.

"Actually," she said, 'I can't wait to see them both in bikinis," she said. "I bet your mom is hot in one."

"Now who's window shopping?" I asked. 

"What's fair for the goose is fair for her lover," she said. 

When they came out of the house, we watched them; no, we stared at them as they got settled onto the chaises. 

"D," I said. "Definitely a D."

"Absolutely," she agreed, "but your mom is a good solid C."

"I'd never paid any attention before," I said, "but you're right, and I didn't notice a lot of bounce from either of them."

"Nice asses too," she said. 

"Oh shut up," I said. 

"Well?"

"Ok, they're nice and firm and all but yours is better and cuter too."

"You're just prejudiced," she said. 

That night, she stayed over again and we waited for some loud lovemaking but the most we got was one loud orgasm from one of them. It was enough to get us going though and I got out the slim dildo. We didn't even pretend to use it in our pussies and instead, used vibes along with the dildo in our ass to get us both off and this time I didn't try to muzzle my orgasm and neither did Jenni. Ass to ass, we held the dildo deep inside as we calmed and slowly slid it in and out through the afterglow. Wrapped in each other's arms later, we talked about the situation and how it might affect our relationship if anything at all. We decided it wouldn't impact on us at all unless Elaine were to move in with Mom and even then we weren't sure what would happen. 

"All we have to do is hold it together until I get out of school," she said. "Then we can get a place of our own if things aren't right here."

"Then we can run around naked as much as we want," I declared. 

"And make love as often and whenever we want, anywhere in the house," she said. 

The following weekend, she stayed Friday night again and we were to get a special treat. 

Saturday morning, we were up before they were and after making coffee, I went in to get dressed, but a few seconds later, Jenni came in and grabbed my arm to pull me into the hall. She put her finger to her lips to silence me as we moved toward Mom's room. She pointed to the door and I noticed that it wasn't even close to being closed. Right in front of us, in full living color, Elaine stood in front of the mirror, brushing her hair, stark naked. 

Definitely a solid D cup to be sure, and quite firm. She had the slightest bit of a pooch in front, but to my surprise, there wasn't the slightest sign of pubic hairs. She either shaved or was waxed, one or the other because her slit was completely clear of hair. Jenni pulled me away before Elaine saw us.

"Wow," I said. "That is one fine woman."

"No shit," she said, "and did you see those nipples? God, they made me drool."

"Down girl, they aren't available." I said. "They did look tasty though, didn't they?"

"I don't think I've ever seen nipples that long before," she said.

"I can't get over that clean slit," I said.

"Have you ever thought about doing that?" she asked. 

"No," I said. "Have you?" 

"Not really. It must itch like hell when it grows back."

"I guess you have to shave it often enough that it doesn't really have time to itch or maybe there's something you can put on it to stop it from itching."

"I don't know," she said. 

"It's something to think about," I said. "Too bad we can't ask Elaine about it."

"I know," she said, "but then she'd know we were watching her."

"That would be awkward," I said. 

Elaine took us out for dinner that night, just to thank us for understanding, she said. 

As we ate our dinners, Mom saw someone she hadn't seen for a long time and excused herself to talk to them. 

Elaine put her fork down and leaned forward. "Did you girls get a good look this morning?"

"Oh my god," Jenni said. "We didn't know...I mean we weren't..."

"Weren't what, Jenni, staring? Of course you were. I intended for you to see me naked."

"Why?" I asked. 

"Because, Danni, she said, I am not ashamed of this body. I've worked my ass of to get it and I love it when somebody stares at me. I probably should have been a nudist but as it is, I'm just a blatant exhibitionist."

"I guess I just don't understand that," Jenni said.

"Neither does Mary," she said, but I'm working on her. I don't believe we were meant to hide our bodies away. Not if we take care of them. Your mother thinks her body is ugly and it's not. I think it's beautiful and I wish she'd stop hiding it."

"Good luck with that one," I said. 

"I'm a patient woman," she said.

"We were wondering,..." I said. 

"Danni, no, not here," Jenni said. 

"Why not? No one is listening to us."

"I guess we'll ask you when we get home," I said.

We went to our room when we got home, but a few minutes later, she and Mom both came in to sit on the bed. All of a sudden, it didn't seem to be important any more. 

"I think you wanted to talk to us about something," Elaine said.

"Actually, it was you we wanted to talk to," I said. 

Mom started to leave, but Elaine pulled her back to the bed. "I'd rather you ask us both," she said. 

I looked at Jenni for some sign of support but she had her head down, pretending she didn't know me or something. 

"I didn't mean I didn't want to talk to Mom," I said, "it's just that I don't think Mom would know the answers."

"Why don't you try us?" she said.

"It's just that we've never known any one who shaved, you know, down there."

"Sure you do" she said. Your mother is as smooth a newborn baby's bottom."

"Oh wow," Jenni said. "I wouldn't have suspected that."

"What did you want to know about it?" Elaine asked.

"Just how it feels and how long it lasts, stuff like that," I said.

Before we could say another word, Elaine stood and dropped her skirt and of course, she wasn't wearing any panties. The next thing I knew, she took my hand to rub my fingers over her clean shaven pubis. 

"Elaine!" Mom screamed. "For god's sake, have you lost your mind?"

"Why would you say that?" Elaine asked.

"Damn it Elaine," Mom said, "I don't think the girls have even seen me naked, but they saw you naked this morning and you convinced me it was no big deal, that you're used to having people see your body."

"Yes, I am," Elaine said. "I believe the body is one of the most amazing things in the world, especially a woman's body. I don't hide it but I don't flaunt it either."

"Now," Mom continued, "You take Danni's hand and rub yourself. What does that say to her?"

"It says I shave but so do you. Would you rather she felt you instead? That's what she wanted to know, Mary, she wanted to know how it felt."

"Couldn't you just tell her?" she asked.

"Mary, are you most upset that I let her touch me there, or that it was Danni instead of Jenni?" Elaine asked.

"Don't be ridiculous," Mom said.

"Mary, I'm serious. She didn't finger me, she didn't even touch my slit, honey."

"She shouldn't even see you that close up."

"Oh for god's sake, Mary. They're lovers. They've seen their pussies up close, tasted them licked them, sucked them and who knows what else. Do you really think they saw anything they haven't seen before?"

"That's different," Mom insisted.

"No,honey, it's not different. We don't agree on nudity I know, but what I did was not for sensationalism or seduction."

"I don't think you should have done it at all," Mom said.

"Danni, if I offended you, I deeply apologize," Elaine said.

"You surprised me, Elaine, but you didn't offend me. You showed me what I wanted to know," I said.

"It's just that...." Mom said.

"Honey,I know," Elaine said, taking Mom's hand in hers. "I understand. I'm sorry that we don't agree on everything, but we never will agree on everything, Mary. I would never do anything that would affect either of the girls in a bad way, and I'm trying, I'm really trying to be what you want me to be or something we can both accept. I'm sorry I upset you. That's not why I did it and I refuse to be ashamed of it."

"I don't want you to be ashamed, honey. I guess I just have to get used to you. I'm old fashioned or whatever."

"Honey, it's just the way you were raised, that's all." She said.

As we left the room, Jenni literally dragged me out the back door and behind the pool house.

"What did it feel like?" she asked.

"Like a real smooth pussy," I replied.

"So what were you thinking when she pushed your hand there?"

"That I liked the way it felt," I said. "I wanted to feel it some more but Mom sure put the stop to that, didn't she?"

"What do you mean you wanted to feel more?" she asked.

"Just what I said. I wanted more. I wanted to find out what her ass felt like too."

"You're not available," she said.

"I'm not fucking her," I said, "I just want to feel her, maybe more, I don't know. She's hot."

"Your mom is hot too, but you don't see me groping her," she said.

"I'd be jealous, but go ahead, if you want to," I said. "I have no problem with that. 

"No, wait," she said, "you'd be jealous if I groped your mother? Are you saying you'd make love to your own mother?"

"Well not now," I said, "but if we weren't together I would. Of course she'd never let it happen, but if the situation were just right, and I was really horny I would."

"Oh-my-god. You are such a pervert," she said. 

"I'm sure Mom would agree with you," I said, "but I don't think Elaine wouild, do you?"

"I'm still trying to figure her out," she said. "Do you think she'd cheat on your mother?"

"No," I said, "but if Mom said it was okay, I think she'd have you naked and on the floor before you knew what she was doing."

"Why would your mother say it was okay?"

"I'm not saying she would," I said, "but what if she wanted to try something different herself? What if she wanted you, for instance?"

"Oh, this is just getting too weird," she said.

"Seriously," I said. "What if she came through that door right now and said "Jenni, I can't stand this. I need to fuck you right now and eat you till you scream."

"Oh my god, Danni, she would never do that."

"But what if she did?"

"You wouldn't stop me?" she asked. "That kind of hurts, Danni. I mean aren't we supposed to be a couple, two women in love?"

"Yes, but I'm not talking about falling in love with her, I'm talking about fucking her silly and telling me about so I get all hot and bothered and I fuck you even harder. Or maybe I'd just watch."

"You're serious aren't you?" she said. "Oh my god, you are. You're serious. Look at the look on your face. You are so aroused right now, if we weren't out in the open, you would take me right now."

"That doesn't have to stop me, Jenni," I said. "Tell me you don't want me right now. Tell me you're not dripping wet thinking about it."

She looked around to be sure no one could see us and she dragged a chaise around the building and literally threw me onto it, almost ripping my clothes off. In fact, the shirt I had on was ripped from top to bottom.

"You're making love to Mom," I whispered when she locked her lips on my nipple. "You know you've been wanting her for a longtime, baby. Now's your chance. She's naked and hot for you. Show her how much you want her. Her pussy is wet...so very wet and her nipples are throbbing they're so hard. Oh god, baby, that's the way. I've been dreaming of you fucking me for a long time now. My pussy is so hot for you, so hungry for your fingers in me. Don't keep me waiting baby, fuck me. I'm ready for a good hard fucking. Don't make we wait. Oh god, don't make me wait."




Sapphic Healing Ch. 09



I was having trouble staying in the roll of my mother when she was fucking me so hard with two fingers deep in my pussy that I was fighting to stay on the chaise. 

"Suck my pussy, honey," I said. I'm so close. So close. I need to come. Suck my pussy, baby, make it hurt. Suck it hard. Oh god, baby, I'm coming. I'm coming oh fuck yes, don't stop...don't stop..I'm commmmmmmmmmmiiiiiiiiiiiing. FUCK! Don't stop baby, don't stop keep fucking me. Oh fuck, it's so good. I'm going to come again. Oh god yes, I'm coming again Oh-oh-ohhhhhh. Oh my god,honey. You're so good. Oh fuck it feels so good. Slow down baby or you'll make it sore but don't stop. Oh my fucking god you are so good."

I had come dripping off my ass crease and my pussy throbbed from the intense fucking she gave me. If she were to so much as kiss it I'd come again and probably several times. 

"We have to do that more often," she said. "I've never wanted to fuck you so hard in my life."

"Next time though, I said, you get to be Mom or Elaine or whatever. Damn, you beat my pussy raw."

"Are you complaining?" she asked.

"Are you insane Of course I'm not complaining. My only problem right now is that I don't think I can walk. God, I'm still shaking in there."

"Don't even try to get up," she said. "I know just what we need."

She straddled my face and bent forward, putting her pretty pussy right in front of my face. I chewed on her lips and sucked on her clit, fingered her hard and fast, and fucked her in the ass until she came, and never let up on her till she came several times. I had come dripping off my chin and nose no matter how fast I sucked it away. She finally got off of me and dropped to the ground next to me. 

"Holy shit, honey, who were you fucking?"

"Just be glad I wasn't wearing a strap on because if I was, you would have to be carried to your bed."

We finally got into our room to crash on the bed. I was so sore it hurt a little to pee. She told me I drew blood on her clit, but I didn't believe her. Then again...

In the morning, I found Mom sitting at the kitchen table, sipping on fresh coffee. It was obvious by her appearance that she hadn't slept much.

I went to her and kissed her. "Do you need some more coffee?" I asked. She shook her head. I poured coffee for Jenni and myself, and sat across from her. 

"I need to know if you were disappointed in me," I said.

"Disappointed in what way, honey?"

"Maybe because I didn't get upset at what Elaine did," I said. 

"Honey," she said. "I was disappointed in Elaine, not you. "We're just having some problems adjusting to each other. It's nothing we can't work out."

Jenni walked out and sat next to me. "Morning, Mom," She said. "Sleep well?"

"Not really," she said. "We sat up talking till early this morning. Did one of you get hurt or something last night? It sounded like one of you had trouble walking or something."

I though Jenni was going to choke to death. She couldn't stop laughing even when she was coughing and choking.

"Did I miss something?" Mom asked.

"Oh boy, did you ever," I said, and Jenni was off again but now I couldn't stop laughing either.

"Oh god,I'm sorry Mom," Jenny said. "It's a private joke." 

"Maybe some day you can let me in on it," she said. 

"I wish we could, Mom, but not now at least."

"When Elaine came back from wherever she'd been, they went into Mom's room and closed the door. 

"Let's get some sun," I said. 

"I'll get the bikini's," she said.

"We don't need them," I said. "Mom and I tanned in the nude all the time before I got hurt.

"Together?"

"No silly. Not together. You saw how Mom freaked when her slit was on display. If we were together, we'd lie down and untie our bikinis but we never did it completely naked."

So we set up the sun screen and stripped each other, carefully avoiding any sexual contact for fear of getting caught. 

"Are you girls decent?" I heard. We threw our clothes on even as cum ran down my leg like a waterfall. 

"We are now," Jenni said, as I threw panties under the chaise and straightened my shirt.

They had tall glasses of iced tea for us and once we were squared away, they had something to say as well.

"First of all," Elaine began, "If I caused any problems yesterday, I apologize. We just have to grow into each other, I guess. Quite simply, I'm an exhibitionist and your mother is not. It's just the way we were raised, I suppose. Nudity was never an issue in our home. We didn't walk around naked all the time, but I'd seen my parents and siblings naked all my life. Your mother was raised in a strict Christian home and no one was ever naked in front of another member of the family. So you can see the problem and how it's hard for us to accept each other's feelings."

"We finally agreed to a compromise," Mom said. "We aren't going to walk around naked, but if you happen to see us that way at times, it happens. I'm going to try to be less conscious of my body and she's going to try not to flash you all the time. If my boobs show, I'm not going to freak out about it. You might see me in bra and panties more, I guess," she said.

"Once I get her something other than granny panties and something that looks less like a sports bra," Elaine said. 

"I'm glad you were able to work things out," I said. 

"Me too," Jenni said. "

"Can you share the joke with us now?" Elaine asked. 

"No," I said, "and it may be a long time before we can."

"Why?" she asked.

"Mom, there is no way to explain without possible embarrassing every one of us."

"I give up," she said.

"Wise choice, Mom," Jenni said.

In retrospect, we took a huge step with our role playing adventure, not so much in playing the game, as in giving ourselves and each other permission to take the next step in our relationships with Elaine and Mom.

It wasn't so much what we said, but by not objecting to it, we implied our acceptance of the concept.



Sapphic Healing Ch. 10



I remember asking Mom and Elaine about being shaved and I remember running my fingers over Elaine's mound while she pressed my fingers into her. I remember Jenni forgetting that we were partners and letting me make a fool of myself. I don't remember agreeing to go to the salon with them to get a Brazilian wax but I'm lying here, watching Elaine stare at my body, naked from the waist down while I wait for the woman. I don't mind, I suppose, but I'm getting a tingle down there that wants my attention.

I also remember the woman handing Elaine a tube of some sort of cream, which she proceeded to rub into me everywhere, and I do mean everywhere including deep into the crease of my ass. She seemed to enjoy putting it into my slit and to tell you the truth, so did I. 

When the woman came back, she cleaned me everywhere while I held my legs up and then she let me put my legs down while she trimmed the hair close all over. Once she was done, she put the hot wax over the top of my pubic hair. When it cooled, she pulled the hairs out with a sharp snap. It burned like a sun burn for a second, but my attention was directed to the wax she applied to the next part. I have to admit that I got used to the pain until she did the inner lips of my pussy. Now THAT will get your attention. When she got to that part, Elaine lifted my legs high again and spread them wide so she could get into the cheeks of my ass.

When it was over, she rubbed a soothing crème into me, and gave me a little booklet on how to take care of it. She also sold me almost twenty bucks worth of shit. I had Elaine go next door to tell Jenni not to buy the stuff.

Then she said no sex for twenty-four to forty-eight hours. What the hell, I'm so irritated down there I wouldn't have tried anyway.

When we got home, we went to our room to check each other out and I couldn't wait to run my tongue over her smooth flesh.

"I guess we both got personal attention," she said. "Was Elaine as thorough as your mother?"

"At least," I said. "Do we get to return the favor next week when they have their appointment?"

"It would seem fair, wouldn't it?" she asked 

"Fair and highly unlikely," I replied. 

I fully expected some sort of comment or explanation from one or both of them but it was like nothing ever happened, although I did notice them whispering to each other as they waited for us to pay the bill. 

With our busy schedules, we hardly even saw either of them the next couple of days and sex wasn't even a consideration although there was some pretty heavy petting action before we fell asleep at night, checking out the status of our bald pussies. 

The night finally arrived and we planned on an all night sex-a-thon until Jenni started her period three days early. It didn't stop me from gobbling her breasts until she couldn't stand it any more, and rubbing over her clit till she screamed. It certainly didn't stop her from eating me raw and fingering me to three loud orgasms until I begged her to stop.

I don't really enjoy sex without her so we just tap danced around it till the second day of her period. She was having a bad day so she took a shower and went to bed. I gave her some pills for the cramps and kept her supplied with hot wet towels, which she pressed to her stomach, and back rubs. That night, when I thought she was asleep, I went into the bathroom with my dynamite toy and proceeded to masturbate my way to pleasure land. I was interrupted when she came into the bathroom and took my toy away from me. She scared hell out of me and my body complained loudly about having its fun taken away. She took my hand and led me into the bedroom where she lay me on the bed face down. 

Spreading my legs, she pushed two fingers into me and started fucking me slowly. A few minutes later, I felt her knocking at my back door with the head of a dildo which she pushed in deep. Alternating between her fingers and the dildo, she brought me close before flipping me on my back, with the dildo still in my ass, to start eating me while she moved the dildo around. She brought me close again and stopped and I felt my little dynamite tap my clit while she sucked on irritated flesh around it. The orgasm wasn't fast. I think it might have been a bit less powerful if it was. Just as it hit, she held the toy directly on my clit and rammed the dildo in hard. I doubt that surgery would hurt any more than that orgasm. I swear, my spine tied itself in knots and my anus wound up somewhere around my navel, and she wouldn't stop until I screamed at her. 

All through the afterglow, my muscles quivered and my pussy pulsed with sexual release. 

When the kisses and caresses ended, the bed was so wet with come that we had to strip it before we could even think about sleeping in it.

Nothing was said about the fondling we got at the salon and to tell you the truth, I didn't know what to say anyway. 

Several times during the week, we caught glimpses of Mom's breasts and one time we saw everything when her robe was left open. 

"Have you noticed that Mom is wearing some pretty fancy panties?" Jenni asked me, as we got coffee one morning.

"I really like the yellow boy shorts she wore yesterday," I said. "I might get some of those for a certain love of my life." 

"If you do, you'll have to take them off with your teeth the first time I wear them," she said. "That's a new rule."

"Maybe I won't buy them after all," I said, teasingly, as the thought of doing that sent my libido flying. 

We weren't treated to any hot sex sounds coming from Mom's room and I remembered that they both got waxed Friday so they wouldn't be able to do much. 

Saturday morning, I went to get coffee and found Elaine staring out the kitchen window with a cup in her hand.

"Good morning" I said. "Need a refill?"

"Sure," she said, turning to face me. "How was your night?"

"Uneventful," I replied, "Yours?"

"About the same," she said. "What did you think of your first Brazilian wax?"

"It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, thanks to your help," I said, alluding to her application of the prep cream.

"I shouldn't have taken that liberty," she said, "but when Sandy asked me to give you the cream and tell you how to use it, I just figured what the hell. It's hard to put on certain areas of your own body. She usually does it for me but she had three clients at the same time."

"It didn't bother me," I lied, "Just surprised me is all."

"It should last you about three or four weeks," she said. "Make sure you make an appointment at least two weeks in advance, honey, because she's one of the best so she's really busy."

"Did you go Friday?" I asked.

"Yeah," she said, "we went right after I got off work. I just love the way I feel once the sting wears off."

"I do too," I admitted, setting her coffee in front of her. 

"Jennifer sleeping in?" she asked. 

"I guess." I said. "She barely stirred when I got up. It's been a rough week for her what with her period and her workload. I'll be glad when my therapy ends this week. That will take a lot off for her. We studied till about one this morning. This will be her last year in school and once that's over with, she might have a chance to cut back some."

"Is she going to increase her hours at the hospital then?" she asked. 

"She hasn't said anything about it, but she might. We're hoping that we can find a place of our own after that. I love living with Mom and seeing you on weekends, but sooner or later we have to step out on our own."

"Just take your time, honey and be sure you're really ready for the bills and the responsibilities that go with independence."

"Jenn and I talk about it a lot and I think we'll be ready when the time comes. She's been buying some stuff and putting it in the storage unit where her stuff is. We have some furniture and small appliances already."

"What do we talk about?" Jenni asked, stumbling into the kitchen. 

"Getting off on our own some day," I said. "Are you feeling all right? You've never slept this late before."

"I'm fine," she said. "For some reason I couldn't get to sleep last night. I kept reviewing my homework in my mind over and over again. I just lay there watching you breathe."

"You should have kissed me awake," I said. "I'd have found a way to help you relax, I'm sure."

"And you'd have been as cranky as I feel this morning. As appealing as the idea is, I'll save you the grief."

"Sit down, honey, and I'll get some coffee," Elaine said. She poured a cup and put in front of her, then started another pot.

"Where's Mom," I asked.

"She took a sleeping pill last night so she'll sleep for a while."

"We all need to get out of here," Jenni said. "Go somewhere nice and quiet and peaceful. I think we're getting burned out or something."

"I can make a suggestion," Elaine said. "I've got a cottage on Lake Adell. It's not much, but it's real private. No beach, but there's a sandy place to get some sun and you can swim off the dock. I used to have a boat but I sold it because I didn't have anyone to share it with."

"Has Mom seen it?" I asked.

"I haven't even told her I had it. Things have been so hectic that it never crossed my mind. There's not a lot we'd have to take with us. I'd just have to turn the electricity on but I can do that from here. It's an automated program so I can do it on the phone. "

"God, that sounds so great," I said. "Do you think Mom will agree to it?"

"I think she'd jump at the chance to get away, but we'll have to wait till she wakes up to find out for sure."

"I'm not agreeing to anything till I get coffee," Mom said, as she stumbled into the kitchen. 

"Sit down, honey," Elaine said. "I'll pour the coffee. Do you want some toast?"

"No, I want an omelet and a grapefruit," she said. 

"We're thinking of going to Lake Adell," I said. "Elaine has a cottage up there."

"Are there any omelets and grapefruit there?" she asked.

"No," Elaine said, "but if we hurry, we can stop at The Nook to get some on the way."

Mom groaned, but got up to take her coffee into the bedroom, mumbling something about taking a shower. 

Jenni and I showered together and dug out our bikinis in case we decided to go swimming. Elaine made up a list of what we'd need and we scrambled around, getting what we could from the house and making up a shopping list of things to pick up on the way.

Less than an hour later, we were on our way, happy for the chance to break out of the rut we'd been living in.

Elaine drove because she had a nice SUV and she knew just how to get there. We both fell asleep for a few minutes but woke up when we stopped to do our shopping and to get some breakfast. It was just after one o'clock when we saw the lake for the first time.

Like a jewel sparkling in the sun, we spotted it as we crested a hill about five minutes before we got to the cottage. From that vantage point, you couldn't tell anything about its size, but the sight of that crystal blue water brightened our whole day.  

Elaine had been a bit modest when she said it 'wasn't much' though. The first thing you see when you pull in the drive is the screened porch that covers the front of the cottage, overlooking the lake. The lawn, what there was of it, was overgrown and ugly but the flowers that bordered it were beautiful and their fragrance was enticing. I wanted to just pick a handful and rub them over my whole body. 

When we got out of the car, I looked back toward the lake and saw what she meant by private. A thick row of trees blocked the view of the road completely and in front of the trees were tall shrubs that finished the job. The only way anyone could see the cottage at all was from across the lake and that had to be a good half mile away.

The cottage consisted of what she called the 'great room' which combined the living room and dining room. A beautiful stone fireplace was centered in the one wall, with a thick rug between it an                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                d a three piece sectional with a long table in front of it.

There was a fairly nice sized kitchen with a pantry, and a half bath on the first floor. Upstairs, there were three bedrooms with a full bath and shower. 

She told us that it used to be a year round residence until she bought it from some friends. All I knew was that I wished it could be mine. 

We made up the beds and plugged in the fridge and the microwave. Then we started unloading the car. An hour later, we went to the porch to catch our breath. Out on the lake, a speedboat was throwing a wake high into the air and I could almost feel the wind blowing over their faces. 

"So what do you think?" she asked. 

Mom just lay back and moaned. 

"I think I need a job where I could work here," Jenni said. "I'd be naked all the time so I could feel that breeze coming off the lake."

"You keep talking like that," she said, "and I'll think of something."

"All right, you two," Mom warned. "Might I remind you that you're both spoken for?"

"You worry too much," Elaine said, but she blew her a kiss.

I guess I must have dozed off because when I woke up, it was getting dark. The lake now looked like a pool of dark blue ink and the sky was in the waning part of sunset. One by one, I saw lights turn on in the cottages across the lake and the only sounds were birds that were settling for the night. 

I looked over at the others and noticed that Mom and Elaine had gone into the cottage, perhaps for their first adventure there. 

Jenni was stirring but her eyes were still closed. I just looked at her and realized how lucky I was to have someone that beautiful in love with me. The rise and fall of her breasts told me that she was still asleep, but then I noticed that she took a deeper breath, pushing those long nipples into the fabric of her tee shirt. 

I slid my chair next to hers and turned until I could reach her. I moved my fingers over the crotch of her shorts, pressing it into her. She whimpered without waking, so I did it again and again until I slipped a finger into the leg and caressed her panty clad slit several times. 

"If you stop now, you die," she said. I had no intention of stopping.

"I want you naked," I said.

"Here? What if they come back?"

"If they do, they do," I said. "We've seen each other naked already."

"But not while we were having sex," she said. 

"I don't care," I said. "I want you now."

She pulled her shirt over her head and I unfastened her shorts. Pulling them off, I took her panties with the shorts and she was completely naked. I put cushions on the arms of the chair and lifter her legs up to spread them wide, letting them hang down on either side of the chair. She lifted herself up so I could put cushions under her and I put one on the floor to kneel on. Once we were situated, I licked and sucked on her thighs while my finger rubbed over her clit to get it aroused and ready. 

With her clit standing out, I slipped the hood back and licked over it. She twisted in the chair and mewled as I licked, sucked and kissed it while I worked two fingers into her.  I didn't want her to come fast, just hard so I took my time, using my left hand to reach up, taking her nipple in my fingers to tug and twist it. 

When she was moaning and whimpering loudly, I let go of her nipple and worked my left hand under her to slip my finger tip into her ass. I slid it deep and held it there, knowing that once she got close, her squirming would move it around for me. 

I strengthened the attack on her clit, sucking it hard and holding it in my mouth as my tongue moved over its tip. Her hands were pulling my face into her but her body was thrusting into my head. As she got close, I bit her clit and rammed me fingers into her hard and deep. I felt her tighten on my fingers and held on to her as she whipped her pussy into me in orgasm. Her thighs were clamped around my head and I tasted her cream just before she cried out, fucked my face a few times and relaxed back into the chair.

I left my fingers in and licked her clean until she pushed my head away. 

I got up and lifted her up to kiss her and hold her while she calmed. We finally turned to head into the house and got a shock.

Mom and Elaine were standing in the doorway, with smiles on their faces. 



Sapphic Healing Ch. 11



Just to remind everyone of where we were, Jenni and I are standing on a darkened porch. Jenni is naked from the waist down and my face is covered with her juices, and we just discovered that Mom and Elaine were watching us from the doorway. 

"Mom, what the hell?" I screamed.

"I tried to warn you," Jenni said. 

"How long have you been watching us?" I asked.

"Long enough to want more," Elaine said. 

"It was an accident, honey," Mom said. "We weren't spying on you."

"I guess it doesn't really matter now, does it?" Jenni said. "You saw what you saw and nothing changes that."

"I suppose not," Mom agreed. 

"You may not have been spying," I said, "but your timing was perfect to see me getting my face washed."

"I just wish I had a camera to capture it," Elaine said. Actually, we were hoping you might have brought some toys. 

I looked over at Jenni, and we both broke up in laughter. 

"There's not much else you haven't seen," Jenni said, "I guess you might as well see our toy collection."

Sitting in the living room with our toys spread out on the table, we were like the women at a toy party. Elaine had a toy that got our attention, a double ended strap-on that she said was much better than a normal double ended dildo in that the penetration was deeper and more controllable. We decided to take that one for a test drive.

We were discussing relative merits of the usual toys when Jenni asked me where "Dynamite" was. I'd forgotten that it was in my make-up bag. I passed it to Mom and when she held it to her palm and turned it on, she dropped it. 

"Oh my god, that is so fast," she said. 

"Let me see it," Elaine said. She picked it up off the couch and pressed it to her palm.

"Oh, I like that," she said. "That's a toy that is all business."

I guess we should have expected it from Elaine, but we weren't quite prepared when she slipped her pajama shorts off and spread her legs, exposing her pussy to everyone in the room. From the first touch of the toy to her pussy, she was gone. She yelped and pulled away from the toy, but then she scooted down to get a better look at what she was doing. I suppose we could have looked away, but I never gave a thought to the fact that we were watching her masturbate with one of our toys. 

With her legs spread wide, she slowly worked the toy over her mons, getting used to the extreme vibrations as she twisted a nipple in her fingers. 

"Oh fuck, that is so good," she moaned, as she circled her clit, paying extra attention to her soft lips in the process. 

"Shiiiiit!" she yelled, when the toy edged close to her clit. 

"Oh god, I'm going to need some help here," she begged. I expected Mom to be the help she needed, but she seemed to be mesmerized at the sight of her lover heading for orgasm. Instead, I found my fingers holding the toy to her clit. 

She buried her fingers in the edge of the cushion and I could see her body start to tighten. Her shoulders were pressed against the cushions and her hips slowly began to come up, pushing into the toy.

"Oh my god, oh my god, yesssssss," She hissed. "Oh fuck, I'm so close."

I reached over and used the fingers of my left hand to spread her open just before I began tapping the toy directly on her clit. She squealed and headed toward the edge until I held it there. It was as if time stopped for a few seconds just before she squealed even louder and whipped her body into the air several times so hard she drove the toy right out of my hand. Her whole body shuddered violently twice and she fell onto her side, drawing her body inward, with her head in Mom's lap. 

It seemed to me she kept quivering for ten minutes but of course, it wasn't that long.

Mom was stroking her hair and whispering to her so low we couldn't hear when she was done.

I might not be able to hear anything, but I sure as hell could feel the grip Jenni put on my arm to spin me around, knocking me off my feet. I landed on my ass in front of the recliner. She bent over me with a look that could only be described as acidic. 

"What the fuck do you call that?" she asked. "So what? Do I get to do your mother next?"

"Chill, Jenn, I just wasn't thinking straight," I said. "I just helped her out is all."

"Are you trying to tell me I'm not woman enough to take care of you? What the fuck, Danni? Maybe I'm confused here, but I thought my pussy had an exclusive on your talents. I thought we were a couple forever. So now forever is whenever you decide to end it?"

"Please don't," I begged, seeing the love of my life in such pain. "I do love you. I'll love you always. I'm sorry. Please, don't hate me."

"I don't hate you," she said, as she shook tears from her eyes. "I don't hate you Danni, but damn it, you just..."

She stomped off in a huff and I went after her wra[[ong her in my arms in less than a second. She fought to push me away but I refused to let her go. I pulled her to the floor and rocked her back and forth and cried with her. 

Mom and Elaine came over, getting on either side of her., leaving me feeling left out all of a sudden. 

"We need to talk," Elaine said, as she held Jenni to her, "before this whole thing blows up and destroys us all."

"Danni," Mom said," do you remember what we did whenever we had to talk things out when you were younger?"

"Twilight zone?" I asked. "I remember."

"I think this situation calls for a meeting there," she said.

"What's that?" Elaine asked. "I thought that was a show on television."

"It was," Mom said, "but we just started to use the name for a way we had of talking about things that might be embarrassing or too emotionally stressful."

"Danni told me about it," Jenni stammered between hiccups. "It's where you sit in the dark so you can't see each other and nothing is forbidden to talk about."

"Nothing that's said in twilight zone can be used in an argument or used against anyone. The only forbidden things are things that are intentionally hurtful or nasty about anyone," Mom said. "Jenny, would that be all right with you?"

Jenny nodded and I asked Elaine if she was agreeable. 

"Of course," she said. "Where are going to do it?"

"Where is the darkest spot we can use?" Mom asked.

Elaine thought for a minute before she answered. "The back guest room has heavy drapes over the windows," she said, "and there's nothing but trees out there so the moonlight won't get in at all."

"Then that's the room we want. If anyone wants to hit the bathroom before we start, it will save disrupting the mood." Mom said. 

I went to the bathroom and when I came out, Jenni went in. I waited for her and when she came out, I stopped her and pulled her into my arms. She struggled weakly, but I had to do this.

"Jenni, I love you with all my heart and my soul. No one in the world can take me from you. No one. I've told you before, and I'll tell you again. The only way you can lose my love is if we do it to ourselves."

"I know," she muttered. I put my arm around her and we walked together to the room where we might come to some agreements without anyone getting hurt.

When everyone but Mom was sitting on the bed, she turned the light off and felt her way to the bed. 

"What we used to do," she said, "was to sit in silence for a few seconds to decide what we want to say and how to say it. Remember, this room is in the twilight zone so nothing that's said here leaves here."

The room became eerily silent for quite a few seconds, the Elaine started. 

"I'm sorry I cause so much trouble here," she said. "I'm just used to being quite bold and totally open in the way I see sex. I can be almost irreverent at times but I don't mean to. I've never tied sex to love in my relationships and I'm not saying that's a smart thing, but it's who I've been for more years than I can remember. Sex to me is just a means to an end, I guess. It's beautiful and powerful, but as you just saw, it can also be just as powerful when not done right."

"I guess part of the problem, Elaine," Mom saId, "is that Danni and I have always been the opposite of that because it's the way we were brought up. Sex was always private and special. It wasn't something you shared with others. Danni will tell you that it was one of our frequent disagreements. She couldn't bring herself to be as provincial as I was raised, and I couldn't bring myself into the world today. Of course, all that has changed since we got together."

"I guess I'm sort of the odd man out," Jenni said. "I mean, I'm a little more liberal than Danni and Mom, but not as much so as Elaine is. When Mom saw me naked the first time, I wasn't so shocked by her seeing me as I was of her being there and I was afraid she would be offended by it."

"Is there a middle ground here?" Mom asked. "Is there anything we can agree on, or do we just agree to disagree?"

"That won't work, Mom, and we all know it," I said. "We can't ask Elaine to change who she is overnight, and she doesn't expect us to conform to her beliefs either. I surprised myself when I realized what I was doing to Elaine, but I didn't want to stop, so where does that put me now? What I'm afraid of, is that if we aren't careful, one of us or all of us is going to be hurt, just like I hurt Jenni."

"If you stop to think about it," Elaine said, "the whole incident just now is a bit strange. I expected Mary to help me out when I couldn't hold on to the vibe, but it was Danni that did it."

"I was just shocked, I think," Mom said, "and I couldn't bring myself to do it in front of Danni and Jenni."

"Can anyone explain why I didn't say anything when Danni did it?" Jenni asked. "I just sat there, with my fingers in my pussy, giving myself a fantastic orgasm."

"Watching another woman or women have sex or masturbate is so incredibly erotic," Elaine said, "that most women respond just as you did."

"I wanted to but I couldn't," Mom said. "The best I could do was to torture my nipples."

"So where does that leave us?" Elaine asked. "I can't promise that something like that won't happen again, I just can't. I can try, but it's an impulsive action on my part and when something like that happens, I get even more aroused knowing that someone is watching me."

"I could have stopped you," Mom said. "So maybe I'm not as provincial as I thought. I've noticed that I've started accepting your little idiosyncrasies. I guess I have to if we're going to make it as a couple."

"I like the sound of that," Elaine said.

"I guess what we're saying is that we either accept what happens or we have to change some living arrangements," Jenni said, "and Danni and I aren't in any position to go out on our own by any means."

"I suppose I could spend more nights at Elaine's," Mom said.

"You could, Mom," I said, "but that wouldn't be fair. This is your home. You've worked your ass off to get it. We're not going to push you out. I couldn't live with that thought."

"Okay, no one else has brought it up so I will," Jenni said. "Watching Danni help Elaine out pissed me off at first and it hurt but in retrospect, I think I over-reacted. The way it looks to me is that there is a very real possibility that something like that might happen in the future and I want to know how to handle it."

"Is there something in particular that you're thinking of?" Mom asked. 

"I guess what I'm asking is how far is too far or how much is too much? I mean from my point of view, I don't think it would bother me all that much to know that you're watching Danni and I make love or if we were to watch you and Elaine make love, and I don't think watching someone else masturbate would bother me either."

"It would bother me," I said. "but not the way you're talking about. I couldn't keep my hands off myself."

"You don't have to," Elaine said.

"I think what Jenni is actually talking about is something more than that," Mom said.

"I guess," Jenni said. "Like what if a situation comes up similar to what just happened, where Elaine and Danni, or you and I, get involved?"

"I'm not sure how I would react," Mom said. 

"Neither am I," Jenni said, "but I have to admit that after today, I might be more accepting of someone's advances. It would depend on the circumstances, I guess."

"After today," I said, "I can't rule out anything at all, although doing anything with Mom would be just too freaky." 

"For both of us," Mom added. 

"Okay," Elaine said, "just so we all understand, are we in agreement to let things happen if the situation comes up?"

"I guess," Mom said, "even though my mind says no. After watching that orgasm, I can't deny what it did for me."

"Can we have another meeting about this in a couple of weeks to discuss the affect the decision is having on us?" I asked.

"I think that's a good idea, Danni," Jenni said. 

"We can have a twilight zone meeting anytime a situation warrants it," Mom said, "but let's plan on one in two weeks."

When Jenni and I got to our room, we dropped onto the bed, both expressing amazement at what had just happened. 

"Jenni, are you sure about this?" I asked. "You were so upset today."

"I'm sorry, honey, I just over reacted. I know there's nothing she or anyone else can do to take away the love we share. We just have to look at sex as exactly what it is."

"I'm still not sure how I'll react in the future, but every time I get a whiff of her sex on my fingers, I get aroused."

"Aroused enough to use the toy we borrowed?" she asked.

"When have I ever not been aroused enough to do that?" I asked. 

We stripped and she picked up the double dildo harness. "Is it all right if I wear it?" she asked. 

"I suppose," I replied. "Just remember its something new for us. Use lube on both sides and just be gentle."

She handed me the harness and I held it as she applied lube to her end, and then she spread her legs so I could put her dildo into her pussy before strapping the harness around her. When I was done, I reached over and smacked the other dildo.

"Holy shit," she said, backing away from me. "We have to remember that move. Damn, that felt so good."

"I want it from the back," I said, getting off the bed to bend over with my head on my arms, "but no anal, at least not this time."

"You're such a party pooper," she said.

"Leave the pooper alone this time," I repeated. 

She bent over to lick and suck to get me good and wet. If she'd spent much more time doing that, I'd have been extremely wet and ready for anything. 

I felt the head brush over my pussy, spreading the lube around, and then it slowly slipped into me. Instead of putting the head in and moving it deeper with strokes that slowly deepened, she kept pressure on it, slowly feeding it into me. 

I could feel every precious inch of progress as my walls expanded to accept it and I swear, it was one of the most awesome, most erotic things I've ever felt. You can't believe the feeling until you've tried it for yourself, but it has to go as slow as possible or you won't feel it.

She didn't stop until I felt the harness press into my ass cheeks. With the cock still buried all the way in, she started moving her hips in a circle, causing the toy to move around inside at the same time it was moving in and out. All that time, she circling my clit with her thumb and forcing her hand into me with every circle of her hips.

"I could do this all day," she said, and I knew she could. 

Without a lot of physical exertion, she was rapidly driving me closer and closer to my orgasm and it promised to be one I'd never forget. Every time my cervix was hit, my body jumped one step closer to finality and the sounds of my primeval need became louder and more profane. When she deepened the strokes, the orgasm showed it's strength but for some reason, remained just out of reach until she slammed into me three times and held it in as her fingers flew over my clit in rapid circular movements that took away my entire sense of being completely. The world became little more than a fuzzy cloud of purple haze and my ability to breathe existed only in memories. Drained of all strength and reason, I fell, face first onto the bed to let the repetitive spasms move over my body. 

I didn't pass out though. Oh no; that would have been much kinder to my mind. I felt my pussy quivering uncontrollably and listened as my heart beat stabilized. I knew I was breathing, I just wasn't conscious of why or how. 

She left me there to recover while she cleaned the toy and wrapped it in a towel. There would be no more sex that day. 

She moved me around on the bed to put my head on my pillow, kissed me passionately and turned off the light, or at least I think she did. My lights, at least, went out completely.



Sapphic Healing Ch. 12



I woke in the morning, to find a disgruntled lover toying with my hair. 

"I'm not here," I said.

"Yes you are," she said, "and I can prove it."

A second later, my nipple was being crushed between her fingers. 

"Ouch, that hurt," I said.

"See, I told you that you're here."

"Bitch. Damn that hurt. What the hell do you want anyway? Let me sleep."

"No way," she said. "I wasn't done with you last night, or I should say, I wasn't done with me last night."

"Didn't you come last night? It sure sounded like you."

"How would you know," she asked. "You were so freaking loud, they heard you across the lake."

"Oh my god, that was a good one."

"Why is that one better than the one we have at home," she asked. "I had a humungous orgasm but I didn't want to stop."

"The cock is shaped different than ours and it might be a little longer, but maybe it was just the realization that in a way, I was fucking you at the same time. I thought about that several times."

"That explains why you were pounding your ass back into the cock then."

"Which also explains why you were battering my ass cheeks with every stroke," I said. "I want that toy, honey. No, we need that toy."

"Fine, but in the meantime, I've still got this itch deep inside that needs to be scratched."

I lubed up both dildos and worked one into me before strapping the harness on. It felt strange having that cock buried, and I do mean buried, in my pussy, and the pad directly over my clit. 

I wanted her on her back, but she wanted something different; a position I'd never used before. With her lying on her side, she lifted her top leg up and pulled it nearly to her chest while the bottom leg lay straight out, with her lower leg tucked back. Her pussy was pulled slightly open in that position and totally accessible. I straddled her leg and eased the cock into her, not stopping until it was entirely in. She shifted a little as I started deep strokes, slowly increasing the speed. 

"Oh fuck, that is so damned good," she said. 

When her soft whimpering sounds became louder and more intense, I stopped with the toy still buried. Reaching over to where I'd hidden it earlier, I retrieved the long blue probe that I love to feel in my ass. Returning to the rhythm from before I stopped, I worked it into her ass and pumped it into her in strokes that matched the cock in her pussy, driving her to the brink of insanity before she rolled into a ball and came with a choking cry. I was right behind her, dropping over her as my body shuddered repeatedly. 

"Time to go, girls," Mom yelled. 

"Fuck," Jenni muttered, as she slid me off of her, pulling the cock from her pussy. 

I went in to shower, still wearing the harness, the cock standing straight out. She laughed and washed the cock for me, and I washed the rest after I had the harness off. The anal probe was cleaned and wrapped in tissue to be packed in my suitcase. We showered quickly, dressed, and went out to find Mom and Elaine sipping coffee already. 

"I guess you two were having a good time," Elaine said. "You were certainly loud enough."

"It's that toy of yours," I said. "Damn, that thing is powerful. We want one."

"Would you allow me to buy you one," she asked.

"Why?" Jenni asked.

"Just because I can," she said. "By the way, that little dynamite toy sent your mother flying three times last night."

"I can still feel it," Mom said.

"It's almost too much if your clit is sensitive," I said. "I'll order you one. We were thinking about a couple of new toys ourselves."

"When we get home," Elaine said, "let's do some toy shopping together."

"That could be interesting," Mom said.

"We may need a bigger closet if this keeps up," Jenni added.

"Can we come up here again?" I asked.

"Of course we can," Elaine said. "It's too late this year to make a week or two of it, but we can plan on it for next year. We'll just have to do weekends this year or maybe a long weekend if we can get our schedules to work."

We packed everything up and headed for home, and I think we all were contemplating the transition we'd experienced. No longer was it necessary to hide our feelings or desires from each other and no longer would it be necessary to avoid being seen naked, although the unspoken understanding was that we wouldn't walk around naked all the time. Personally, I wanted the sight of their naked bodies to continue to be exciting and something special. 

There would still be a lot of moments of discomfort and awkwardness, I was sure, but over time, we would discover each other's comfort zones and respect those zones of limitation.

All the way home, Jenni and I snuggled into each other, just reveling in that special feeling that only two loving partners can share. 

I wasn't sure how all this would affect the relationship with Mom, except that I was sure we could never share the intimacies we looked forward to with Jenni and Elaine. I couldn't envision Mom and Jenni together, but then I never thought I'd see my mother make love to a woman either. One thing I knew, for sure, was that Elaine was already planning on being with me. I'd seen that look in her eyes several times.

Once the car was unloaded and laundry sorted, we got out the toy catalogs and proceeded to shop. Elaine had one called "Sapphic Warehouse." That's where we ordered our new harness from. It used what they called an 'o-ring' system to hold the double dildos we already had, but we ordered one shaped like Elaine's with a slightly bent head.

I also ordered a new vibe called the serpent's tail, which is a slim vibe of a little over seven inches that is vinyl covered flexible steel. It looked like it would be deadly in either pussy or ass. 

At first, Mom didn't act all that interested, but she picked up a catalog from ExtremeToys. She flipped to the harness and strap-on section and on the very first page, she saw the one we all wanted to play with. It had the usual vibe for your partner, but then she showed us that it had two other dildos for the wearer, one that went in your pussy and one that went in your ass. 

"Everyone is going to want to wear that one," Elaine said.

"Maybe," Mom said, "but I get it for the first forty-eight hours. I've got plans for that one."

I hid one catalog from everyone so I could pull a surprise on all of them. I'd always wanted a Hitachi wand and I found one that came in a kit with several attachments. Like Mom, I had plans for that one.

We weren't surprised when Mom decided to spend the night at Elaine's because they'd had several hushed conversations away from us. For whatever reasons though, neither of us was in the mood for sex, so we decided to stretch out on the chaises in the back yard and just listen to the night sounds.

"I can see that our world is close to some major changes," Jenni said.

"In what way?" I asked.

"What happened at the cottage opened a lot of doors," she said. "We all agreed to just let things progress in whatever time they require, but no one imposed any restrictions. I don't think it will be long before we'll see a new openness about sex. Elaine has no inhibitions what-so-ever and she's hot for both of us. 

"So I've noticed." I said." Mom's not going to move so fast, I don't think but I'm amazed that she's accepted everything so far."

"So am I," she said. "I really think she's ready to accept almost anything if it's presented in the right way."

We finally got so sleepy we had to call it a day and it only took thirty minutes or so to fall asleep.

The next morning, after everyone had left for work, I straightened the house, did the dishes and made the bed before sitting down to do my homework. 

Just after noon, I heard someone at the door and was surprised to see Mom come in. 

"Have you had lunch yet?" she asked.

"No," I replied, "but I was just thinking about it. So what brings you home?"

"Lets fix some lunch and we can talk. I took a long break because there's something you and I need to discuss."

Once we had sandwiches made, we went to sit in the living room. "So what's so important that you took time off from work?" I asked.

"Elaine and I had a serious discussion until almost three," she said. "Things have been progressing so rapidly, and you know what I'm referring to, that I'm a bit frightened of what I feel to be inevitable if nothing changes."

"That sounds serious," I said.

"I think it is honey," she said. "You and Jennifer aren't naïve or anything, but I'm not sure you're prepared for the traumatic effects and open sexual relationship can have on us. Elaine is quite open, almost too much so, about where she wants to see this go, and it's a bit scary when I look at myself and what I've come to accept."

"Jenny and I were discussing that too," I said. "I'm surprised, but proud of the way you've adjusted and accepted what you were totally against just a few months ago."

"I've had a sexual awakening like I'd never dreamed possible," she said, "and I've learned that I am a much more passionate and sexual woman that I could have imagined."

"Do you suppose that part of it is the way we seem to have taken to each other?" I asked. 

"I'm sure a lot of it is. One thing I've learned is that none of this, or very little of it anyway, would have taken place if the two of us were with men instead of women. I could never accept a mixed foursome."

"I don't think I could either." I said. 

"When Elaine talked about her desires for the two of you and the possibilities of threesomes and such, I realized that I was having some feelings that disturbed me."

"You're talking about feelings for me?" I asked. 

She flushed and nodded.

For a few seconds, we sat quietly while I studied her expression.

"I guess it's understandable," I said. 

"Why do you say that?" she wondered.

"Mom, we've seen each other naked and in some very sexual situations lately, that have aroused feelings we never knew were there."

"Are you saying you've had similar feelings about me?" she asked. 

"Mom, I've had feelings about you for quite a while now, but I pushed them away, and filed them under 'perverse thoughts'."

"But, why?" she asked. "I've never done anything to encourage that have I?"

"Of course not," I said. "It's just that in accepting my orientation, I've realized just how beautiful and desirable you are. When I see you in your bikini, I have the same yearnings for you that I have for Elaine. Not as strong as the ones I have for Jenni, of course, but those feelings are based on my love for her, not just the fact that I want to have sex with her."

"I never knew," she said. "Of course, I never accepted the incredible cravings I've had for you either." 

She got up to take away our dishes, and for a few seconds, she stood deep in thought. "What are we going to do, Danni?" she finally said, without turning away from the window. "Those feelings are only going to get stronger and stronger."

I got up and went to stand behind her with my arms around her.

"I know," I said. "I'm having a hard time denying them already. Sometimes when I masturbate, it's you I see naked in front of me." 

She turned and put her hands on my face. "I doesn't have to be this way," she said.

"It's a very big step to take," I said," seeing the lust build in her eyes.

"It's not so big we can't handle it is it?" she asked. 

"Right this minute, I want you more than I ever thought possible," I said. "and I see the same desire in your eyes."

"Oh god honey, do we dare?" she asked.

I reached up to start unbuttoning her blouse. "I don't think we can deny ourselves much longer."

We started to slowly undress each other, but the need became so strong that we nearly ripped our clothes off. We never even picked them up as we headed for her bedroom. She closed the door and took me to bed, kissing me deeply and passionately as we groped each other's bodies.

I took her nipple in my mouth to suck and nip at it while my fingers explored her other breast. Her hands were on my head, urging me on but we were so hot for each other that we had to satisfy that need for immediate satisfaction. It had been growing within for far too long to be delayed or denied. 

I dove between her legs, which she spread wide for me and ate hungrily there, savoring my first taste, reveling in the effect I was having on her, and the sounds I drew from her. Her body wanted more so I pushed some fingers into her and drove them deep while is sucked her clit hard and licked it fast and hard. Her first orgasm was strong, very strong and I had to suck hard to keep up with an abundant flow of her nectars, but I didn't want to stop. 

I whipped around into a sixty nine and went after her pussy again as she attacked me just as hard as I was her. We were all over that bed, driving into each other, encouraged by the cries of need and desire that filled the air. The more we moaned and whimpered, the harder we tried to hold off the release we so desperately needed. 

When the world exploded around us, we were covered with sweat and both of us wore the marks of severe passion; claw marks on our backs, shoulders and ass cheeks, and bite marks on our inner thighs. It had been an amazing ride and it was all we could do to maintain the afterglow. 

"Oh my god," I said. "That's been coming for so long."

"I know," she said. "but I still want more."

"So do I," I said, "but we don't have a lot of time."

"We aren't going to be satisfied until we finish this," she said. 

"Not even then," I said. "I'm so hungry for you right now, I'm going to go crazy. Good god, you are so hot."

"I want more of that tight pussy," she said. 

"We both have to leave though," I reminded her. 

"I know," she said. "Can I ask for something completely silly?"

"Of course," I said.

"Would you just let me look at you? I want to see you're beautiful pussy close to my face, touch it and kiss it."

I smiled and got on my back with my heels over my head, pulling my pussy tight and high for her.

"So beautiful," she said, as she caressed my thighs nnd labia before slowling opening me up with her finger tips to look deep into my vagina. I tensed when her fingertip passed over my anus several times.

"Do you enjoy it there?" she asked, probing into me.

"Oh god yes, at the right time," I said. 

"I'm trying to accept it," she said, "but Elaine is so passionate. She tries so hard but it still hurts too much to really enjoy it."

"I wish we had more time," I said, "I'm sure I could show you how great it feels."

"I'm not going back to work" she said, and I can take you to the school if you call Jenni and tell her so she doesn't come home to catch us together."

"I'll call her while I go get what I need," I said.

I went to our room to call Maggie, Jenni's supervisor, to leave a message, then I got some lube and two toys, my blue anal probe, and my strap-on to which I attached a medium sized dildo of about eight inches, and my little dynamite to get her off fast.

I put her head on some pillows and got her in a comfortable position for both of us. Applying a liberal coat of lube to the blue probe, I slid it in very, very slowly until all seven inches was in her. By turning it inside of her in widening circles, I opened her up some. Then I removed it and lubed up the other toy. It did cause her some discomfort when I got it through her sphincter, but once I was in, I moved as slowly as possible until it was completely inside her ass, and started long, slow strokes.  

"Oh god, that feels so good, honey. I wish I'd known how great it could be." 

"When you feel like you're getting close, use my dynamite vibe if you want," I said.

When she finally came, I feared she might pull a muscle from the intensity of her orgasm. Her body shuddered repeatedly long after it was past and when she began to calm, she didn't move. Later, she told me that it was because it was such a beautiful orgasm she didn't want it to end.

As we lay together we had a problem to confront. Sooner or later, it would not be possible to prevent Elaine and Jenni from finding out about our incestuous relationship. Not that we wanted to prevent them from knowing, but when and how we would tell them.

We decide that we wouldn't say anything just yet but that evening, something happened to shake that idea to the core.

We'd just finished eating and Mom and I were sitting at the table while Jenni fixed some lemon whip dessert. She had her back to us and I seem to remember saying something about how my experience with Elaine had impacted everyone. 

"You know, that was such a revelation for me," Jenni said.

"In what way," Mom asked.

"When Danni was helping Elaine masturbate, I got real jealous, but then I got so aroused I wanted to scream. I had to take care of myself and when I came, it was a fantastic orgasm, simply because I was watching my lover have sex with someone else. 

"Did you feel guilty about it?" Mom asked.

"Not about getting aroused," she said, but by what I was thinking when I masturbated."

"Did you wish it was you?" Mom asked. 

"No," she said.

"What then?"

"I was wishing I could be doing that to you," she said.

"To me?" Mom asked. 

"Then why didn't you?" I asked.

"I couldn't bring myself to do it," she said. "I wanted her so bad, but I was afraid she'd get angry."

"Oh, sweetheart," Mom said, "I'm sorry. I had no idea. And now you're feeling guilty for having those feelings, is that it?"

"I guess I'm having a problem with the fact that I wanted it so much," she said, "and I'm worried about what Danni will think of me if I were to do it."

"It's so strange," I said. "Not too long ago I would have been shocked, and maybe even upset about it, but not now. I mean, Mom would have agreed or did something to allow it so I guess I'd be okay with it and maybe wish I was the one doing it."

"To your own mother?" she asked, her face expressing her shock.

"I don't think you think of it like that," I said. "When you're watching someone have sex, you don't think about who they are, do you?"

"But you were talking about being the one doing it," she said.

I could see panic on my mother's face, and I realized I'd dug a deep hole and I had to find a way to dig myself out.

Jenni saved the day by changing the subject just in time.

"So what would you have done if I'd let you know how badly I wanted to make love, Mom?"

"I don't believe I would have stopped you, Jenni. I was Just as highly aroused as you were, maybe more so. I wish I'd have known."

"Me too," Jenni said.

When I went to the bathroom, Jenni was kissing Mom, and I'm not talking a thank you kiss either, folks. When I came back, they were both naked, and my lover was on top of my mother, on my side of the bed, with her lover's head on my pillow. What else could I do? I mean, I was already naked, so I got my toys, and sat on the chair with my legs spread wide open over the arms. I love that chair just for that reason. I call it the masturbation chair.

I started off slow, using a fairly mild vibe of about seven inches, but as they got louder, I needed more, so I added the blue anal probe to my ass and sat on it. When Mom got close, I left both toys in me but I had the dynamite ready and when Mom shot off the cliff, I held it to me, rubbing it into my clit. Shazam Batman, the rockets went off, the room got swallowed by fuzzy gray clouds, and my hand got covered in some kind of gooey cream. For the first time in my life, I had a simultaneous orgasm with my mother and she got hers compliments of my beautiful partner for life. What a day. I promise you, we all slept well. I know I did, because Jenni had her arms around me.



Sapphic Healing Ch. 13



When I woke in the morning, I almost fell out of bed due to the fact that there were three of us on a queen size bed. Let me describe the scene for you. My mother, my naked mother is in the middle, my lover and life partner is on the other side of her, also naked, and I'm struggling to accept what the hell happened the night before. 

They were had both awake, and smiling at me, and I found myself feeling like the odd man out. 

When Jenni reached over to take my hand, pulling me across Mom for a deep, passionate kiss, I found myself lying on top of my mother' naked body, our breasts mashed together as my lover's tongue probed into me, searching until she found mine, then danced over it.

I was whimpering into her mouth until she finally pulled away. 

"That's just to say thank you for not being angry about last night," she said.

"You two stay and play if you want," Mom said. "I'm going to be late for work."

She went to her room to get ready for work and Jenni and I moved to the middle of the bed, to kiss some more. 

"Your mom tastes almost as good as you do," Jenni said, and all of a sudden the alarms went off and I knew I had to be careful of what I said. 

"You evil bitch," I said. "You did that on purpose."

"What are you talking about?" she asked, a guilty grin on her face. I think it's called a shit-eating grin.

"I'm taking a shower," I said, jumping out of bed before she can stop me.

"I can't believe you did that."

She followed me into the shower and stood behind me as I let the water warm. "Don't be angry with me," she said, as she put her arms around me. 

"Don't even try to tell me you don't know what I'm talking about." I said. "Was Mom in on this?""

"No, baby, she wasn't." she said, "and you can't prove what you're thinking any way."

"Are you denying you did it on purpose?" I asked.

"I'm denying everything other than loving you," she said.

How could I even pretend to be upset with her when just the day before, my face had been buried between my mother's thighs and m tongue had been deep in her pussy, lapping up her delicious cum?

"Just get your tight little ass to work," I said. "I've got to clean the room and wash the sheets now. Did you leave any toys for me to clean for you?"

"I didn't use any," she said.

On her way out, she kissed me again only this time, she'd brushed her teeth so the only thing I tasted was her lipstick and a faint hint of a minty mouthwash. 

I stripped the bed, pausing to inhale the results of their love making. I elected to leave the mattress exposed to air out and dry, and decided we need to invest in some mattress covers, preferably water and stain resistant Either that, or we needed to change linens almost every day or stop having sex so often, like that was likely to happen any time soon. 

At noon, I stopped to get some lunch and see what I could find for dinner. I made up a big pasta salad and put it in the fridge alone with some sliced cheese which I wrapped to keep it fresh, and a dish of sliced melon. 

I sat down to watch the noon news, but found myself getting very tired, so I sat in the recliner and pulled the afghan over me. I had just dozed off when the doorbell rang. I signed for the package and took it inside to see what my new toy was like. 

It wasn't quite as long as I'd thought it would be, but it was still a large toy. It took me all of about twenty seconds to lock the door, get to the room and get naked. I tried a couple of different positions because I wanted to watch and eventually wound up lying across the bed, two pillows under my head, and one under my hips. Spreading my legs wide, I could see my pussy quite well in the mirror over the dresser. Unfortunately, I had forgotten that it plugged in, so I had to get up again and find an outlet near enough, plug it in and lie back down. 

I turned it on and tried it on my palm first, then on my thigh. At first, I didn't get the feeling that it was going to be worth the money I'd paid for it, but that was soon to prove unfounded. Holding myself open with one hand proved to be a wake up call when I held the Hitachi to my clit. Immediately, my clit tried to run away and hide and my anus tightened into itself. I used the tap and move technique I use with little dynamite but found that holding it there was the better method and rubbing it into my pussy even better. As I watched myself in the mirror, I saw the beginnings of creamy liquid appear and at the same time, felt the first orgasm building. With a few judicial twists of the toy, the orgasm moved into express mode and in seconds, it exploded, turning my body into a quivering mass. 

A few minutes later, I added one of the attachments, one that goes after your g-spots, but I found it to be somewhat irritating to my spot. However, I went bonkers when I pushed into my anus. Whoa girl, hang on to that pony. In seconds, I was into the second orgasm. The final attachment was supposed to do better at stimulating regions other than the clit itself and I decide that it was going to be packed up and put away because I didn't like it at all. 

By this time, It was time to get ready for school so I cleaned everything up and put it away in a new hiding place and went to take another shower. Imagine my surprise to find that my clit was so sensitive, I shot off in seconds. Much more of that and I'd miss school for lack of the strength to walk.

I did a quick intense study of the work I'd need to turn in and had just packed it all up when I heard her car in the drive. 

"So what have you been up to?" she asked. 

"Cleaning up your mess," I said, which was true, though it was hardly a full disclosure.

"Did you do your studying?"

"Yeah, I think I'm ready. I sure learned a lot today." Now that was the truth.

All during class, I kept thinking about the toy that lie hidden at the back of my closet, trying to decide what I would do to introduce it to Jenni. I had a plan forming in the back of my mind but I had to put the finishing touches on it. 

When we got home, we ate dinner with Mom and cleaned up the dishes. As we had some dessert, the subject of the previous evening's activities came up.

"If either of you have any misgivings about it," Mom said, "It's best to get them out right away."

"How can I complain?" I asked. "I was still leaking fifteen minutes after that orgasm."

"It was really great," Jenni said. "I like it best when it's spontaneous like that, and knowing that Danni was watching us while she masturbated made it so much better."

"One thing I think we should consider," Mom said, "is some kind of agreement or rule that the sex be out in the open and not behind closed doors for two reasons. First of all, it takes the sneaky aspect out of it. And why shouldn't the others feed their libido off the activity?" 

"I agree," I said. "I know the orgasms I got last night were much stronger from watching you make love."

"It just makes sense," Jenni said. "I also think it should be a rule that while sex with each other is accepted, sleeping together might be pushing the romantic relationships too far. I want to spend my nights in Danni's arms."

"Did it bother you for the three of us to sleep together?" Mom asked.

"No," she said, "but Danni had some problems with it."

"I just felt awkward with the situation, that's all. It was no big deal," I said.

"We'll have to discuss it all with Elaine. I'm staying with her tomorrow night," Mom said, "so I'll talk to her and if she has any questions or comments, she can bring them up over the weekend."

"Are we going back up to the cottage soon," I asked. "I really like that place."

"We can do that anytime," Mom said, "but we have to plan for it in advance and leave here early in the morning or go up Friday night, but that's along way to drive after working all day."

"Why don't you talk to Elaine about it tomorrow night just to see what she thinks?" I asked. 

We went to our room a little early to discuss our work assignments for school. About an hour later, I got up and went over to fumble through my sock and panty drawer until I found what I wanted. With a pair of shears, I cut two pair of old panty hose right up the middle.

"Would you like to see what I discovered today?" I asked.

"Sure," she said, putting her book down.

"Come over here," I said, pointing to the chair in the corner of the room. She sat down and I had her scoot her ass forward till it was just barely on the chair.

'Ok," I said. "You have to agree to do whatever I say,"

"Oh really?" she asked. "Now why would I do that?"

"Because of what you did this morning," I said.

"I thought you weren't angry," she said.

"I'm not," I said. "Just do it."

"What do you have up your sleeve?" she asked.

"Spread your legs out over the arms of the chair," I said. When that was done, I spread them even wider and then I tied her wrists to the arms of the chair, and her ankles to the leg. Her pussy and anus were stretched enough that I could see into her pussy. I took one of my scarves and blindfolded her. 

"You're probably going to scream," I said, "would you prefer a gag?"

She said she probably would so I put a balled up sock in her mouth and tied it with another sash from my old robe. 

"I'll be right back," I said. 

I went to Mom's room and told her I had a surprise for her. She followed me to the room and I put her on the bed, facing Jenni's exposed pussy. I indicated she had to be silent and gave her a few toys. 'just in case'.

Then I got the Hitachi from the closet and the better of the attachments, the one that did such a beautiful job on my ass. 

I turned it on the lower speed and worked it over her thighs and the cheeks of her ass before putting it against her perineum. She fought the chair for a few seconds but then she settled down .

"Are you ready to come now, Jenni?" I asked.

She nodded and I slowly worked the toy over her pussy. 

"I don't think you're quite ready, baby," I said, as I lowered my head to lick her wet pussy lips before plunging my tongue through her soft lips. 

"Tell me how bad you need this," I said, knowing she was incapable of speaking to me. She tried though, and I'll give her credit for trying. 

I glanced back at Mom and saw her sitting on the bed with her legs spread wide and the pink vibe was dancing over her clit while she mangled her right nipple in her fingers. 

"You taste so good, Jenni," I said, "but you're not ready for that special orgasm."

She groaned and tried to pump her hips forward. I let her set for a few seconds, then eased two fingers into her and began slow, steady strokes until she was twisting her body back and forth to seek more. As I felt her begin to tighten on my fingers, I pulled them out.

She was so close to crying, I had to spare her further torture. Spreading her open with my left hand, I pressed the Hitachi on to her clit and held it there as she came so hard she literally moved the chair across the floor in violent spasms. I pulled it away as she came and bent to lick away her fluids, but then I put it back again and in just seconds, she came again. 

I flipped the Hitachi to the bed and Mom jumped on it. As I licked Jenni through her calming, Mom sent herself off for the second time. 

I untied Jenni and went to kiss her. "Bitch," she muttered. I kissed her again and again and held her head against my breast. 

"I love you so much Jenni, my love," I said.

"I'll just sleep here," she said, still not opening her eyes. 

"No baby," said. "You'll sleep in my arms."

Mom was wiped out, completely exhausted by multiple orgasms. I pulled her onto my pillow and helped Jenni to stand. I put her between me and Mom and went to turn off the lights, As I cleaned the Hitachi, my body craved yet another orgasm but I had to deny it the pleasure. I was just not up to it. I turned off the light, kissed Mom and crawled in to spoon into Jenni. I don't think any one lasted ten minutes before we went to sleep.



Sapphic Healing Ch. 14



I was wakened by tender kisses from Jenni's soft lips. 

"I should kick your ass after last night," she said, "but my pussy won't let me."

"Isn't that an awesome toy?" I asked. "I brought myself off so often when I first tried it, I was afraid I wouldn't be able to walk to the car."

"I like it because it tears an orgasm from you fast and hard, but it doesn't leave you so irritated that you can't have more than one."

"Is Mom up already?" 

"Yeah, she took her shower and went to make coffee. I've go to get going too. Let's get a shower and try to catch her before she leaves."

We hurried through our showers and dressed quickly before heading to the kitchen.

"Morning, Mom," I said, as I kissed her. 

Jenni kissed her with a little more passion that I'm allowed to show and we went to get coffee.

"I may regret living with the two of you," Mom said. "One thing's for sure, I can't keep up with you. Oh, and just so you know, don't even think of doing anything like that to me."

"You're no fun," Jenni said. 

"You'd be burying me the next day," Mom said.

"So Mom, what did you think of the Hitachi?" I asked.

"It's hard to say," she said, "because I'd already had two orgasms so my clit was irritated but it works so fast that I had two before I could stop."

"Do you want to take it to Elaine's with you tonight?" I asked, knowing that I might have other plans for the evening."

'Good lord no," she said. "She's dangerous enough as it is. Before I forget it though, you may get that other package today, Danni and no one uses that harness I ordered before me. The first forty eight hours belongs to me."

"I know, Mom," I said, "but I'm sure going to check it out." 

"Just put it on my bed," she said, "or better yet, put it someplace and give it to me when I come home. I have plans for that toy."

"Almost makes me wish my name was Elaine," I said.

She just smiled and headed out the door.

"I've got to get going too," Jenni said, "but I have a feeling we'll be busy tonight."

"You can bet on it," I said. 

After she left, I went sat with my assignments, getting caught up and after making my notes, I went to boot up the computer so I could do my research. When I logged on to the school's web site, I noticed that some professors allowed you to submit assignments on line so I checked and learned that I could submit make-up work to my professor. It took me about ten minutes to get it all submitted and now I could focus on the current assignments. 

Just before noon, the other package was delivered, along with a second package that turned out to be their new catalog, which I immediately hid in the bottom of my panty drawer. 

The first thing I did was to put the package on the table and get the box knife from the tool drawer. Carefully slitting the tape, I opened the box while my pussy began to twitch with excitement. The first thing out of the box was my funny looking vibe, which I fully intended to test drive as soon as I was done there. 

Our new harness was next and the dildo we ordered to use with it. I unwrapped everything and put it together. While the dildo didn't seem to be much longer than the one we had, it was a bit thicker and had veins the full length of the shaft, and there was a perceptible angle to the head. From the back, it would press over the g-spot with every stroke, depending on the user's position and that of the partner. Quickly stripping, I slipped it on and slid the dildo deep into my body, finding it to be highly effective. Mocking a fucking motion, I was pleased by the comfort of the harness and the positioning of the dildo. I was also extremely pleased by what the dildo in my pussy was doing to me even without a partner. I was so pleased, I didn't stop until after the second orgasm I wasn't so sure about the dildo staying put in the harness though and there was no way to test it other than actual application. 

With the harness still in place, I finished emptying out the box, opening Mom's toy just to check it out and oh my god, how I wanted to put it on. The wearer would have about five inches of nicely curved cock in their ass and about seven inches of a heavenly looking realistic cock in their pussy. The dildo that came with it for the partner was almost nine inches and fairly thick, but it could be easily changed. I could hardly wait to wear it or have Jenni wear it, since the wearer would be so highly aroused, the sex was bound to be fast and wild. 

I took the harness off and went to clean it before picking up the now somewhat lame looking vibe I'd ordered. It might look lame, but the vibration was all at the tip, which was shaped to give the user complete control of where it went, meaning that you could put it directly over your g-spot or anywhere else for a high powered, completely focused masturbatory weapon. After my first orgasm using it, I worked it into my ass and had another one real fast. I had a hundred ways of using that toy by the time I'd pulled it out and cleaned it, and myself. I put that one in my purse just in case I could find a use for it later.

We raced to the car after class, wanting to get home to play but I surprised her even before we left the parking lot. Making sure no one was even close, I slid her panties aside and worked it into her without turning it on, though I have to say it certainly turner her on. 

Once we were on the road, I reached over to move it around, getting her so aroused that we had to find somewhere to park and do it fast.

When we got to the mall, I told her to park to the back,in the shadows of the tree lined lot.

"Not here," Jenn said. "Wait till we get home."

"You don't have to get naked," I said. "Just hold on tight and I'll take care of everything."

She tipped her seat back about half way back so it wasn't too obvious, and put the steering wheel up to its highest spot. 

"Just close your eyes and try to pretend it's not getting to you."

I started deep slow strokes into her, letting the veining do the trick for me. She was so wet it made soft slurpy sounds as it went in and out while I rubbed over her clit with the other hand.

"Oh honey, that's so good," she said. When I shifted positions, the tip of the toy was sliding over her spot and she began fucking into my hand. 

"Oh god yes, Danni, fuck me honey. I'm close, so close." 

"Come for me, baby," I urged as I tipped the end into her spot to send her flying.

When she'd been calm for few seconds, she left the lot and headed for the house. 

As she drove home, I slipped it out of her and pushed it in past my panties, holding it in while it went wild inside of me.

"You are seriously horny, girl," she said. 

"I know," I said. "I've already had several orgasms and I just can't get enough. I mean they weren't gut ripping orgasms, but they were good ones. I've got it set on low so I can enjoy the build up without even using my hands."

"So what got you going?"

"I think it was looking at the toys, and knowing I couldn't try Mom's on, maybe, or maybe it's just from watching you and mom together, I don't know. I just know I need something in there almost all the time."

"Or maybe what you did to me last night, knowing that your mother was watching us?"

"Maybe."

"Did you at least look at her new harness?" she asked.

"Oh-my-god, Jenni, I want one. Holy shit, so many ways came to my mind to play with that. That is most definitely multi orgasm power."

"What did you do with it?"

"Hid it under her bed, far enough back that Elaine won't see it till it's too late."

"I've been wondering if it bothered you to see your mother masturbate, or being fucked while you watch?"

"I thought it would," I said, "and at first it did, but I guess I'm just so damned sexual lately that nothing bothers me any more. I did have some problem to see your head between her legs, but I got over it. If you all of a sudden decided you didn't have the time or energy to be the lover I want to spend my life with, everything would change, and I do mean everything."

"There's one thing neither of us has had to face yet and it might be a deal killer," She said.

"What's that?" I asked. 

"You've seen me make love to your mother, and I've seen you messing around with Elaine, but we haven't seen anyone making love to us. How are you going to be when one of them is making passionate love to me?"

"I may have to kill them," I said.

"That's what I'm talking about," she said, "and it will probably happen this weekend unless we don't allow it."

"Now I'm a whole lot less comfortable with this arrangement," I said. 

"See, that's what I'm afraid of," she said. "I don't know how I'll feel if Elaine takes a strap-on to that tight pussy of yours, or your cute little ass with that tight button I adore."

"I'm almost sorry we started this conversation," I said, "but wouldn't it be a bit awkward to tell them we've changed our minds now and want to be exclusively with each other?"

"I'm sure they'd respect that decision if that's truly what we want," she said, "but are we sure that's the way we want it? I mean we can watch each other and all that, but is that going to be enough for either of us now? We can say whatever we want now, but let's say we're at the cottage and we've been having some hot sex, and one of them just starts making some suggestive comments or touches us in that way. Can we be strong enough to say thanks but no thanks?"

"I don't know," I said. "I can't deny that there have been so many times that I've wanted to be with them." 

"We'll work something out, I'm sure," she said.

"It's easier for you, though," I said. "You can make love to any of us but I can't make love to my own mother."

"I've seen the way you look at each other," she said. "You both want it, and you know I'm right."

It was all could do to keep from telling her but I didn't. At the same time though, I knew I couldn't keep it from her much longer. I shifted in my seat to move the vibe to a better spot and almost instantly shuddered as an orgasm hit me. 

"Seriously though, I'm not sure if I can let Elaine do anal with me," I said. "She's pretty aggressive and sometimes, even as gentle as you are it leaves me hurting."

"It's your choice, Danni," she said. "If she can't make you feel you can trust her, then just don't do it with her."

Since Mom wasn't coming home that night, we decided to grab something to take home but as soon as we pulled into the parking lot of the restaurant of choice, she pulled to the side of the lot and stopped. 

"Who are we kidding?" she asked. "We're not going to take time to eat tonight so why not just go home and do what we've both been thinking about all day?"

"Oh my, now what could that be?" I asked, mockingly.

"You'll certainly find out as soon as we get home," she said.

When we got to the house, we raced to see who could get naked and in bed first. She beat me of course, but I knew she would. I mean, who couldn't outrun a crippled up woman?

When I got to the room, she was already putting the harness on. 

"Oh, I like the way that dildo is shaped," she said. "I could just play with your end and come all by myself."

"It wouldn't be half as much fun though," I said, as I stripped and went into the bathroom to clean the vibe we'd used in the car. I already had plans for that little hot toy. 

She reminded me that I couldn't get on all fours for a while so I spread my feet wide and bent over to put my face on my arms on the bed. Even with lube on it, the slightly larger head stretched me pretty wide and I had to work it in. Eventually, I got it worked in and she began slow strokes to get it good and wet and let our bodies adjust. 

"Oh honey," I said, "just keep doing that. It feels so good. Nice and slow. Oh god, Jenni, it feels so good in there."

"I could do this all day," she said, as we continued to move into each other's bodies. 

That lasted for just a few minutes before we both wanted more. The first time she pushed hard, I yelped with the additional depth she got and pushed back. Of course, it was just the first in a ten minute fuck fest of hard driving, ass bumping sex that ended with a colossal chorus of cries and profanity as we both came just a minute apart. We rammed into each other and held it in deep as our orgasms moved over us, and left it in as we collapsed onto the bed. 

She started to pull off but I asked her to wait. I pulled it out of me and asked her to sit in the chair with her legs spread. When she was there, I moved over to straddle the arms of the chair and lower my pussy down onto the dildo. Since I had to force it into a tight elbow, it put pressure on the front walls of my pussy, which meant that every stroke would hit my spot if I wasn't careful. All she had to do was hang on tight while I fucked myself on her plastic cock. A fringe benefit was that it also forced her end deep and at a different angle. I discovered rather quickly though, that it required more physical effort than I was up to so I climbed off and stripped the harness from her. She'd had one orgasm but I wanted to give her another so I lay on the bed and she lowered her pussy to my face. As I ate her, I put my new vibe into her ass and turned it on high. It wasn't long before she was begging me to stop. 

There was no use kidding ourselves, we were sucked and fucked out. We didn't even clean the toys before we fell asleep. 

All that next day, I was torn by the situation with Mom and myself so when we got home from school, I decided I had to come up with a way to bring it out in the open. 

It had been uncomfortably warm in the classrooms that day so when we got home, I decided to get her into the shower with me but then I had to avoid falling into the love fest that frequently followed our joint showers. It wasn't all that hard but I felt guilty about my tactics. We put our robes on and went out to find something to fix for dinner.

When Mom got home, c followed her into her room. 

"Mom, I can't keep this from Jenni much longer," I said. "I almost slipped today."

"The only other choice is to deny what we both feel and no one will ever know," she said.

"I can't," I said. "I just can't."

"Oh honey, I know," she said, taking me in her arms. "I can't pretend I don't want you. Especially not now, and I don't want to. You know, there's another problem too. Even if we weren't going to continue, and we both know we will, the fact of the matter is that we have already made love of hours. If we conceal that fact from them, we would be living a lie. Besides, how can we get together? I can't keep taking time off from work."

"I know," I said. "I've been thinking about that too. Our relationships won't last if they're based on lies."

" I think Elaine is pretty sure we did it anyway," She said. 

"I kind of suspected that, and Jenni has told me several times that she knows we both want it, but what do we do now? How can we tell them?"

"Has Jenni given any indication of how she might feel about it?"

'Not directly," I said, "but then I never asked her, "I said. 

"Then perhaps that's the way we tell her," she said. "Let's come right out and ask her. That way, if she says she is against it and won't accept it, we'll know that now isn't the time, but Danni, it will only make us wait a while longer because if she refuses to accept it at all, We will definitely have a serious problem. I have no intention of going backward, honey." "One way or another I'll get her to accept it," I said. "I have to."

"Jenni, what are you doing?" I asked. 

"Sitting out here being ignored," she said, from the recliner where she sat, leafing through one of the magazines we subscribe to. 

"We have a situation we need to discuss with you." I said. "Please." 

She came in and sat on the bed between us. I reached over to take her hands and Mom started threading her fingers through her hair. 

"Danni and I want to apologize, first of all," Mom said.

"For what?" she wondered. 

"We haven't been totally honest with you the last couple of days. We haven't lied, it's just that we didn't tell you when she should have." I said. 

"Tell me what?" she asked.

Mom looked over at me as though she was pleading for me to tell her. 

"I was doing homework the other day," I said, "and all of a sudden, I heard a key in the door and when I looked up, Mom walked in."

"During the day?" she asked.

"Yeah. She decided to come home for a long lunch hour." I said. "She said we needed to talk."

"That sounds ominous," she said. 

"That what I thought too," I said. "She told me that she and Elaine had been up till three in the morning, talking about the same thing you and I were concerned with now that the sexual relationship had begun to open up and how it would affect our individual relationships. We got to talking about how Mom has opened up and accepted things she never would have accepted before and how she was a little concerned about Elaine's openness and candor."

"I can see where that has added to some of the problems," Jenni said. "but we seem to be working our way through them without any big blow-ups or anything."

"Well, in talking about everything, Mom admitted to being troubled by some of the feelings she was having," I said. 

"You're talking about the two of you being together aren't you?" she asked.

"Yes, and we were wondering how you would feel if that happened," I said.

"It's not like it's a big secret that you want each other," she said. "You and I have discussed it several times and I could se it in the way you look at each other some times. I mean when Mom sees you in just those orange thongs of yours she almost comes in her panties."

"I didn't realize it was that obvious," Mom said. 

"It's not like you tried to hide it, Mom. You almost burnt holes in her crotch. 

"I did not," Mom protested.

"Whatever," she said. "so anyway, I think it's sort of weird, but not sick weird, if you know what I mean. I wouldn't run away screaming if I saw you doing it, but I don't think you want very many people knowing you're screwing each other."

"I guess that's about as blunt as you can get, but it goes sraight and to the point," I said. "I'm glad you feel that way about it, honey because well, after we talked for quite a while, I walked up behind her to put my arms around her and I started to unbutton her blouse. I mean, one minute we were talking about it and the next minute we were naked and n the floor, making out like rabbits. I guess it had been building for so long. After that, we just flipped out and made love all afternoon."

"Does Elaine know?" she asked.

"No, not yet," Mom said, "but I plan to tell her that we didn't plan it, that it just happened. I'd appreciate it if it stayed that way." 

I paused and looked into her beautiful eyes. "I couldn't stand not telling you, honey. I never want secrets between us but we couldn't figure out how to tell you."

"How long has this been going on?" she asked.

"Just that once," I said. 

"So I get cheated out of seeing you do her?" she asked Mom. 

"I'm sorry, Jenni, but I guess you did. I never really thought of it that way."

"So where do we go from here?" she asked.

"That depends on you," Mom said. "I know what I want, and I'm pretty sure I have a pretty good idea of what Danni wants, but what do you want?"

"I want both of you," she said, "but I'm sort of sad now because I've thought a lot about your first time together and had a lot of visions of how it might be."

"Honey, I'm sorry you weren't there," Mom said. "but what is it that you want from us now?" 

"I want to watch while you fuck Danni with a strap-on, and then I want Danni to fuck you the same way."

Mom looked over at me and smiled. "I guess we really do owe her something for cheating her out of her vision," she said, "and I can't think of a better way to break in my new toy."




Sapphic Healing Ch. 14



"Oh my god, Jenn, what have you done?" I asked. 

"I guess I better be prepared for quite a show," she said. "I thought for sure you were saving that for Elaine." 

Jenni helped her with the new harness but the anal dildo gave Mom some problems. She'd never had anything that thick in her ass before. Once she was all hooked up, they lubed the big plastic cock good and I bent over to put my face on my hands on the bed with my ass high and I knew, oh god, I knew, that once Mom felt those cocks in her ass and pussy working together to give her a monster orgasm, there would be no holding back the ass pounding I was about to get. 

She stepped in behind me and I spread my legs wide but it still caused me some pain when my pussy tried to stretch enough to take that thick cock that my own mother was shoving into her own daughter's pussy.

Even though she started slow and very gentle, the effect of the two dildos did exactly as I predicted and she lost control quickly, fighting for the orgasms the toy was going to give her and boy did it ever. She fucked me like a woman possessed and kept fucking me through three hard orgasms. I was near tears by the time she ran out of steam and even then, she dropped down on top of me with the dildo still buried in my pussy clear up to my tits. 

For the longest time, we just lay there, neither of us able to move. Jenni finally took pity on us and lifted her from me. She told me later that when the cock slipped out of me it was like the dam had broke. All I knew was that I wanted to sleep for the next year or so. Mom had so much cum running down her leg that it looked like she'd been in a pissing contest...and lost. 

Jenni wisely told us we still owed her the second part of her wish just before she climbed into bed with us to sleep. She had masturbated herself through several hard orgasms and was more than willing to call it a day. 



Sapphic Healing Ch. 15



We woke like zombies in the morning. The very thought of working or going to school brought moans from all of us. Even hot showers didn't restore us and for the longest time, we didn't even speak. We looked like the victims of some kind of voodoo ceremony or something. My pussy throbbed something terrible and the only way I could bathe it was to build up a heavy layer of suds, pat it on, and rinse it away with a fine spray and even that was uncomfortable. The very thought of wearing panties sent a warning through my brain. 

Mom said her whole body ached and she was fearful that she would lose her bowels if she weren't careful. She actually asked Jenni to see if there was any damage to her anus because it was so sensitive. Her pussy wasn't as bad as mine, though she said it was irritated deep inside. She complained that her back ached from the pile driving hammering she'd given me so I suggested that Jenni give her a massage with hot towel compresses and that seemed to help. Jenni was the only one even close to normal and even she said she was irritated from the prolonged abuse she'd given herself.

"I think we need to declare that toy to be a dangerous weapon," Mom said. "I am actually frightened at the thought of Elaine using it on me"

"I don't blame you," I said. "I know that you tried not to lose control, but I knew what was going to happen. I just don't know what you can do to keep the same thing from happening again and possibly even worse." 

"I guess I have to take the blame for this," Jenni said. "I never realized what that toy could do but to be honest, I didn't expect you to use it on her. I thought you were saving that for Elaine."

"I'm glad I didn't," Mom said. "Thank god, I've got a light day today and I can try to conceal how sore I am. I can tell the boss that I slipped in the bathroom. Maybe he'll feel sorry for me."

"At least I have all day," I said, "and I have a feeling I'll spend it in a cool tub. God, it is so tender there." 

"I hate to be the one to bring this up," Jenni said, "but Elaine is planning on a trip to the cottage this weekend."

"I'm not at all sure that's going to happen," Mom said, "but does it really make any difference? Anything that can happen up there can happen right here."

"Maybe we should send Elaine and Jenni to the cottage with that new toy while we recover." I said.

"Oh no," Jenni quickly replied. "You can forget about that right now. Oh my god, if I was the only one there for her, I'd be...oh fuck, I don't even want to think about it." 

"I need to have a talk with her anyway," Mom said. "She doesn't realize how passionate she gets at times and she needs to work on that if she's using toys like that one. Actually, I won't even let her see it until we find a way to maintain control."

After they had left for work, I lay on my stomach for a long time to let my body rest. Several times during the day, I gave myself a cool water douche just to make it stop burning. 

By the time Jenni got home, I was in reasonably good shape and even thought that I could tolerate more sex as long as it wasn't that vigorous. 

"I guess I'd have to admit," she said, "that the last twenty four hours have really been exciting and life changing."

"That's for sure," I said. I turned toward her, stroking my hand over her arm. "Jenni, I wanted to ask you about what's happened. You're the one person in my life that I worry about. Is the concept of the relationship with Mom offensive or disturbing to you?"

"I can't say I completely accept it, honey, but I've seen the way you look at her whenever she's wearing her robe real loose or she lets her breasts show. You've been hungry for each other for a long time. As long as it doesn't interfere with our relationship, I can live with it. I'm not sure what Elaine is going to say about it though."

"I'm not either, "I said. "I wonder what would happen if she can't accept it. I'd hate to see her make us stop, because I think it might be a problem with Mom. I'm not saying it could be the end of their relationship, but it could damage it pretty bad."

"I guess we'll know soon," she said. 

When we got home, mom had been there and left but she said she'd be right back. We started looking for something to fix for dinner but she called and said she was bringing something home with her. 

We were sitting on the patio drinking lemonade when she got there with a big pasta dish from the Italian place. I got plates and dinnerware and another glass of lemonade and we decided to eat out there because it was such a beautiful day.

"I had to have an adjustment at the chiropractors," she said. "For some unknown reason, I strained a back muscle and the company required me to get it adjusted. That can happen just stepping out of your car wrong, the therapist said. "

"You have to be careful about that,' Jenni said with a smile. 

"So anyway, I feel fine and no pain at all," she said. "Even the inside isn't bothering me now. I want to take another look at the toy to see if those dildos might be rough or something because I've never had a toy hurt like that inside and as wet as I was, it never should have happened."

"I never even thought of that possibility," I said. "We might just have to throw those out because I don't know of any way to make them smoother without damaging the integrity of the surface."

"It's not like they cost a fortune," Jenni said. "It's not worth taking the risk of pain like that. I mean the nature of the toy itself is somewhat frightening but if you have abrasive toys then it just makes it even worse."

"We were wondering what Elaine will do when she finds out about us," I said. 

"I'm not worried about it," she said. "She already suspects and she hasn't said anything drastic about it. I hope she doesn't because as far as I'm concerned, it's not negotiable."

"That's a relief," I said. "I was afraid I'd seen you up close and personal for the last time."

"That's not going to happen, Danni. Not unless you want it to."

"When are you telling her?" I asked.

"I'm not sure. Either late tonight or tomorrow. She's working a late shift today so she won't even get off till eleven. I might wait till she's had some sleep."

What have you decided about the cottage?" Jenni wondered.

"I'm not sure what to do," she said. "I'm sort of inclined to stay here but the weather is supposed to be great up there this weekend so I might change my mind."

"Maybe we'd better just relax tonight then," Jenni said. "Last night was such a drain on our energies."

"I'm fine," Mom said, "but you'd have to ask your partner how she feels about it."

"As long as it isn't as strenuous as last night, I'm fine," I said. "Just remember that I'm not able to do what you did. My body isn't even close to being that flexible."

"I'm not holding you to what we talked about last night," Jenni said. 

"What if we want it though," I asked. "I just can't do it like she did is all."

"I don't think any of us should let that happen again," Mom said, "but I think I'd like it if Danni would do it with me. I've thought about that all day and I think I really want it. If the dildos are all right or we replace them, you can use it. I don't mind, but don't let Elaine know we have it. I'll have to decide on that after we have some talks about her aggressive love making."

"I think I'd like to try it," I said, "but I won't let it take control. Besides, I don't want to get too tired because I have something else to do too."

We went to the bedroom where Mom got the toy from under her bed. We sat on the bed, examining it and I closed my eyes as I stroked over the dildos so would feel any roughness. 

"I can't feel anything," I said, "but isn't the anal one a bit aggressive with the ribs and veining for being used that way? It's quite large for one thing, especially at the back, where your anus takes the most beating, but I just don't think it's the right toy for that application."

"We have a couple that are made the same way," she said. "I'll get one that looks right and we can try that." 

It still took quite a bit of lube on both the toy and my anus, but once it was in, it felt fine and I liked the position of the vaginal toy. One thing I liked about was the position of the dildo on the front. 

When we started making love, I focused on being gentle and going slow because she might still be more irritated than she realized. Once it was sliding in and out smoothly and she was showing no signs of distress, I went faster and deeper and as the toys in my ass and pussy drove me closer and closer to a monumental orgasm, I had to fight to keep from battering her ass just as she did to mine. It really had that kind of effect on you because it felt like two guys fucking me hard in both holes at the same time and I wanted to drive my body into their cocks. 

After her first orgasm, and my second, I slowed to a steady rhythmic pattern that brought her to a second and then a third, with my cock pounding into her so hard she was lifted up with every stroke. We both finished with explosive orgasms that drained us but neither of us was sore like we were yesterday.

While I had been fucking her, she had been eating Jenni through two orgasms so we were all ready to take a break. 

"That was awesome, "I said, "but I wouldn't want to use it too often. It puts a lot of strain on both partners and it might not be as exciting if you used it all the time."

"Well," Mom said, "I don't know how you two feel about it, but don't you think one of us should give Jenni a good ride before we call it a day? She's the only one that hasn't tried it and even though she's had several orgasms might I remind you that all this started because she wanted to see us both get fucked, in her exact words?"

"Can I get a rain check?" she asked. "I really want to just rest for a while."

"It's your call," I said. "but let's make sure that when it happens, we're all rested up and we have lots of time because I think it's going to be a long session.". 

"That makes sense," Mom said. 

"Elaine won't be here until tomorrow morning" Jenni said, "so lets all sleep in one bed, like we did the other night and just cuddle. No sex, no tease, no whatever. I think we've had more than enough sex to last us at least until Elaine gets here." 

That turned out to be the best part of the whole day.

Breakfast was ready when she got there the next morning and right after breakfast, Mom and Elaine went into Mom's room with the door closed. Jenni and I took the coward's way out. We went outside to sit in the morning sun, 

"No matter what happens in there," I said, "I want the three of us to sit down and talk about next week."

"What about next week?" she asked. 

"I want to slow down," I said. "I love all this sex but we're going to burn ourselves out and then what? I just think we need to talk about it and come up with something that works for everyone. We can't do what we've done in the last two days and expect it to be interesting a few months from now. Besides, I think it makes it harder for us to focus on work and school when we're all horny and wet."

"I can't disagree with that," she said, "but do we include Elaine in the conversation?"

"I don't think so," I said, "because on weekends everything is different. No school, no work and no stress."

"That makes sense," she said. "I think that's why I decided not to play any more last night. I was just burned out." 

"I sort of sensed that earlier. If you stop to think about it, you've had more orgasms than any of us, but you've done it yourself while you watched us. Even with toys, you don't get the same level of satisfaction but by the time we wanted to involve you, you were already worn out."

"I do like the threesome thing though" she said. "We couldn't do that before."

"I think we'll be doing more of that than what we did the past two days," I said. 

When Mom and Elaine came out, they pulled lawn chairs over to face us. I noticed that they were holding hands so that was a good sign.

"I guess we need to talk about a few things," Elaine said. "First of all, about Danni and Mary, I can't say I approve of what you're doing but I have seen it coming and in fact, I thought you'd been in a relationship for quite a while. I do want to warn you both though that you have to take care that the relationship between the two of you doesn't become the primary relationship. If that happens, it will destroy everyone's relationships. It does open some doors to new experiences but handle them carefully. I've been in an incestuous relationship so I know what I'm talking about. 

The other thing we've been discussing is my aggressiveness. I never realized how far that has gotten out of control at times. There are times when aggressiveness is proper and times when it isn't and I've crossed that line at times. I apologized to Mary and I agreed to work on that. I know that we haven't been together yet but we all know that it's going to happen at some point. If I ever get overly aggressive, I want you to make me stop and re-focus. Mary told me that if I can get that under control she'll give me a reward so I have to work on it."

Jenni and I exchanged knowing glances, but we didn't do or say anything that would reveal our prior knowledge of Mom's toy.

"Now," she said, "about this weekend. If it's all right with everyone, I'd suggest we stay here because by the time we get up there, we'd have to turn around and come right back. If we want, we can plan on a trip next weekend and leave her real early."

"I'd rather do that," Jenni said. "We've been a little run down the last couple of days and I really don't care to drive all that time just to turn around and come back. We can do something special right here like steaks on the grill or some shrimp. Danni and I can do the cooking and the clean up to give you two more time to just be together since you really only see each other on weekends."

"I think I'd like that too," Mom said. "It's been a tough week at work too and several issues have come up to put a lot of stress on me. It would be nice to have a couple of days without that."

We made up a menu plan for the weekend and a shopping list, and then Mom and Elaine said that since we were doing the cooking, they'd do the shopping. Jennie and I spent the time they were away to do the dusting and vacuum the carpets. Dishes were done and put away and barbeque utensils were cleaned and laid out on the patio in a towel. We checked to make sure we enough propane for the whole weekend and Jenni made a note to have it re-filled during the week.

When they returned, we helped them carry everything in and while they put it away, I started marinating the steaks and vegetables that would go on the skewers. 

Once everything was done, we had some time for our favorite pastime. Things had changed though, so for a while, we just sat around talking about a little bit of everything. 

"Are you girls going to summer school?" Elaine asked, as she and Mom just sort of fooled around, touching and petting.

"I haven't really discussed it with Danni," Jenni said, "but I've got one class I'd like to take to finish up for the year. I have all the required courses completed but with all the advances in medicine that last year or two, they are offering an advanced class that addresses the issues of such things as over-medication, and parental support or lack of it, things like that and a big part of it will cover the changes in autistic treatment and knowing how to identify abuse and neglect."

"Well, if you're going to take a course, I'd like to take one as long as it is in the same time slot, but I'd like to take a break for a week or two if I can."

"They always close down for a short time anyway," Jenni said. 

"Mary and I both have vacation time coming, and we thought we'd plan on getting away for a long weekend or even a week if we can work out the schedules," Elaine said. 

"Wouldn't that be great?" I asked. "

"Why not?" Jenni asked. "We can get along just fine, and you need that time alone to build your relationship without outside influences."

"I'd like that," Mom said. "I've got some things in my desk at work we can look at. It doesn't have to be anything expensive."

I went to the kitchen to move the steaks around in the marinade and make sure that the bags weren't leaking, and as I stood at the counter, I felt Elaine's arms go around me.

"I hope you want this as much as I do," she whispered in my ear, as she fondled my breasts. 

All those times of watching her study me, and knowing that she wanted me so much kicked my libido into hyper-drive. "Maybe even more," I said, pressing into her, tipping my head as she began kissing my ear and neck.

I wasn't wearing a bra, which didn't seem to surprise her but it made what she was doing to me that much more arousing. I wanted her almost as much as I knew she wanted me and my soft moans let her know that what she was doing was exactly what I wanted her to do.

I turned to go into her arms. As our kisses became more passionate, I leaned into her to whisper, "My room," as I led her there. I glanced over to be sure it was not a problem with either Mom or Jenni but they were too busy making out on the couch to even know we were leaving.

Once we were in the room, she stripped me slowly and sensuously, and by the time I was naked I was so wet I felt moisture on my leg. She lowered me to the bed and stripped as I watched, hungry for her taste and anxious for her to possess me.

She dropped down to straddle me, leaning down to kiss me with a ferocity born of lust. Our tongues fought together, going deeper, hungrily driving us crazy with a need we'd been holding back for far too long. 

"I've been dreaming of this," she whispered, kissing and sucking on my throat. All I could do was moan my approval and want her even more.

I fisted my hand in her hair and pulled her to me as my body began to move of its own accord with a craving that had been building all day long.

When she moved her leg between mine, she lowered her mons down to mine and began slowly humping my thigh, driving her thigh into my wet pussy. When it seemed that it couldn't be any better than that, she straddled me again, only this time it was pussy to pussy, as she ground into me harder and faster.

Our soft moans became whimpers that got louder and louder as our clits rubbed together. There was no turning back at that point. Those orgasms had been building every time we'd looked at each other and now they wanted to destroy us both.

We traded profanities, and loud cries but neither of us wanted to come quick so as we drove into each other's bodies, we fought to hold them off, knowing that when it happened, we would be exhausted but temporarily happy.

She leaned back and rammed into me several times, then pushed against me as her body shuddered and a high pitched squeal of orgasmic release exploded from her lips. At the sound of her completion, my whole being turned into a pile of quivering flesh and creamy juice that boiled from within. My body was wracked with painful orgasmic spasms that hurt so damned good that I never wanted them to end. 

As my body quivered repeatedly, she dropped down and rolled off of me where we tore into each other in a beautiful afterglow of fingers and kisses that seemed to go on and on.

While we couldn't see Mom or Jenni, their loud cries of rapidly approaching orgasms let us know what they were doing. When Mom came, it was the loudest and most agonizing wail had ever heard from her. Then I heard Jenni yelp just before a high pitched squeal filled the room as she came too. 

For just a quick second, I felt a flash of envy at the thought of the two of them together, even though I knew that Elaine had just given me a beautiful orgasm and there were more to come. 




Sapphic Healing Ch. 15



I was brought back to reality when Elaine moved behind me to slide her body under my legs. I only noticed it when she lifted my hips up and pulled me back to her, raising my pussy up to her face. My legs were folded back over my body and my pussy and anus were front and center and she took full advantage of the position to eat me, slowly at first, with gentle kisses and licks, but then more aggressively with every weapon she had in her repertoire. Tongue, lips , teeth, even her nose, which she pushed deep into my pussy, rocking it in and out to coat it with my juice. Lifting me a bit higher, she proceeded to lick my anus, forcing her face into me. 

With my back now curled to the point my toes were almost on the floor, she forced my cheeks painfully apart and proceeded to tongue fuck my anus, forcing her tongue deeper and deeper until her face was tight against my ass. She dropped me down just enough to get her face back on my pussy to attack my clit, driving me toward a hard orgasm at warp speed. With my legs clamped in her arms, I rocketed into the world of bright lights and blurry images. She paused but just a few seconds before pushing both thumbs into me, driving fast and hard to give me yet another hard orgasm. 

I just collapsed, exhausted, panting like a dog in heat, drooling uncontrollable as my pussy kept pulsing as it pushed come from me in a bubbling flow of cream.

I'm knew that Elaine was expecting me to give her orgasms at least as strong as the ones she'd given me, and I wanted to hear her come as I fucked her senseless. I got between her legs and proceeded to eat her in every way I knew. All the time I was eating her, my fingers were pressing into her anus until I got two of them into her and worked them in as deep as I could reach. She started to come when I chewed on her clit and finished when I started tugging on it. I didn't wait for her to calm before I flipped her over to turn my full attention on her anus. She got on her knees and dropped her head down onto her arms when I started driving my fingers into her anus while my thumb went deep in her pussy. 

She came so hard that she just slid forward onto her stomach and lay there, breathing hard as I licked her anus and perineum as she calmed. 

She stayed that way as I moved to lie next to her, and we laid like that while we listened to the sounds of strong orgasms coming from Mom and Jenni.



Sapphic Healing Ch. 16



Lying in bed after a prolonged afterglow, we had some time to share some things that we hadn't been able to before. 

"I hope that you weren't disappointed," she said.

"Why would I be?" I asked. "You're a good lover, Elaine, and I love that tongue of yours. It's not only long, but very strong. I've been lying here thinking about the possibilities it offers, to tell you the truth."

She laughed and lifted my hand to her lips where she kissed it before dragging her tongue through my palm, sending exciting promises through my body.

"Your mother told me almost the same exact thing," she said, "but I'd rather show you than tell you."

"I think I'd prefer that myself," I said. 

"I wish I had a dollar for every moment I've spent making love you in my mind and fantasies," she said. "I could almost taste you at times and when we lay in bed, listening to you and Jenni making love, I wanted it to be me that was giving you those orgasms."

"Was I as good as you dreamed I'd be?" I asked. 

"That and so much more. You are so tight and you taste like nectars from the gods. Oh god, Danni, I just wanted more of you. You are so incredibly passionate when we make love and I keep wanting more and more. "

"Judging by what I'm hearing from the other room, I'd say we have time get to know each other a bit better." I said. 

She rolled me to my stomach and began by kissing my neck and shoulders, slowly moving down my arm to suck on my fingers and lick the palms of my hands. Raing my arms over my head, she licked the tender flesh under my arm, trailing her tongue through my arm pits and down over the sides of my breasts before moving lower along my rib cage. Starting between my shoulders her tongue moved down as she reached under me to mold my breasts in her palms and trap my nipples between her fingers. 

She didn't stop when she reached the valley above my crease, but she moved over each cheek from the top down. She spread my legs wide and continued licking, kissing and sucking over my thighs and over my perineum before sliding over my slit without penetrating me. 

When she returned to the top of the crease, she opened me up with her fingers as her tongue traveled through the exposed flesh, stopping several times to suck on spots on either side of the valley before traveling on. When she reached the rim of my anus I moaned, drowning out the whimpering I'd been doing at the first touch of her tongue to the open crease. With each pass over the rim, she pressed a little harder and stretched my cheeks a little wider. 

"Wait," I said, changing my position to tuck my knees under me and putting my shoulders on the bed. Now I could reach back and spread my cheeks for her. She still pulled me even wider but now her tongue began to probe into me. She paused to work two fingers into me and slowly open be wider as her tongue went deeper and deeper, like a wide, soft cock, probing into my depths to lick me inside until I felt her lips against my rim. 

She fucked me with rapid plunging strokes, pressing against the rim each time, until her tongue tired just as I was approaching a nice orgasm. Her tongue was replaced by her fingers, only now she curled them into my walls, twisting her hand back and forth so that she touched a different spot almost every time. When she started going faster and harder, I reached back to rub my clit in rapid circles and in very few minutes, I felt a slight quiver flash through my body just before it shuddered several times in a beautiful orgasm that had me shaking inside for a long time. It was such a beautiful orgasm that I just remained in the same position as I allowed it to move over me.

"I knew that's what you wanted," she eventually said. 

"I knew that tongue would give me some new sensations," I said, "but I never thought it could go that far into me like that. I loved it. I wish I could do that for you."

"So do I," she said. 

"I have an idea of how I might make it up to you," I said. 

"I'm intrigued," she said.

I went to the toy box and got our double ended dildo harness to which I attached the slimmer of the two dildos we have, with the longer part in front. Working the dildo deep into my pussy, I strapped it on and as she lubed it up, I unpacked the Hitachi, which lit her eyes up like a fourth of July fireworks show.

"I believe you've found the perfect combination," she said. She plugged it in and got on her hands and knees, but I wanted her on her back, with her anus raised on pillows so that I could get maximum control of the Hitachi. 

Once she was comfortable, I applied lube to her anus and slowly worked the dildo in, going deeper with each stroke until the harness was against her rim. I held on to her legs with both hands to keep her spread and kept up a steady pace until she said she was close, but then I leaned into her to really drive it home in response to her demands for harder and faster strokes. I was ramming her so hard that the dildo in my pussy got me off twice before she came. I let her calm with just enough movement to keep her whimpering and then I went fast again but I put the Hitachi on her clit and worked into her. When she got close, I held it there to bring her off with an explosive orgasm that ripped her off of the anal toy so she could draw herself up into a ball. 

I flipped the pillows away and got down to lick and suck away the sweet juices, which was enough to get her off again.

Putting the Hitachi down, I slipped out of the harness and lay down to pull her into my arms. Her body seemed to continue to quiver for quite some time until she finally exhaled and straightened her body out. 

"I think I'm done," she said, panting as she regained control of her body. "I'm too old to keep going."

I laughed at her and assured her that age had nothing to do with it. 

While she went to shower, I went to the kitchen, where Mom was pouring iced tea. Grabbing some glasses from the cupboard, I poured some for Elaine and I and put out some lemon cookies. 

"From the sounds of things," I said, "Your first time together was almost as good as mine."

"Better," she said, "although Jenni's tongue can't duplicate what Elaine can do with hers."

"So I discovered," I said. "Is this going to be a strenuous weekend or what?"

"Did she keep her promise to slow down," she asked. 

"She was in control the whole time," I said, "but I can't say she slowed down, exactly, she wanted it hard and fast but then she didn't fuck me, we just did oral. and afterwards, I did anal with a strap-on with her."

"Oh, I guess I just assumed..." she said. 

"I expected it, but it never happened," I said. 

Jenni came out shortly after than, looking much the worse for wear and tear. 

"Good lord Mom, what did you do to her? Jenni, you look like hell, girl. I think I'm envious."

"Your mother is on drugs," she muttered taking a bite of cookie. 

"Maybe I need to take some of those drugs," I said, "before I lose my partner forever."

"She makes it hard to stop," Mom said. 

"I know the feeling," I said. "Did you use the 'you-know-what on her?"

"She didn't need it," Jenni said. "I wanted her to but she said she's saving it for something."

Elaine was the last one to join us when she went over to kiss Mom before sitting down with her tea. 

"You don't seem to be in bad shape," Mom said. 

"Danni showed me that she can wear me out without beating me up," she said. "Damn I love that Hitachi though. I've got to get one of those. That would be awesome when you're all alone and horny."

"Since we're all up and functional" I said, "I was marinating steaks when someone seduced me and I'm getting very hungry so what do you say we get some food going, and no, that does not mean eating each other on the table"

With everyone working together, it didn't take long before the steaks were on the grill and everything else was ready. The day was absolutely perfect with a bright sky that had us all thinking of tans, but the temperature wasn't oppressive. We ate in beach cover-ups over our nude bodies and lounged for some time before we even thought about serious tanning to allow the sun to get lower in the sky. 

Jenni was the first to decide to tan, getting up to stretch out on the blankets she spread out in that special area we'd set aside for tanning, where our privacy was assured. And it wasn't long before we were all cooking in the sun. 

Of course, it was only an hour or so before the lotion came out and bodies were oiled, turned and oiled again, each time becoming more a matter of seduction than the actual oiling process. 

I was lying on my stomach next to Mom, who was also on her stomach with her hand exploring my ass. I heard Elaine take a sharp breath and looked up to see that she was straddling Jenni's face with her back to us. Jenni was on her back with her legs spread so before long, I was on my hands and knees with my head between her legs, eating her out while she did the same to Elaine. 

I was so engrossed in what I was doing and watching my darling eat Elaine's pussy while she finger fucked her ass, that I didn't realize that Mom had left us. The first time I was aware of what she'd been doing, was when I felt a cock pressing into my pussy. 

I turned to see Mom behind me, wearing a harness getting ready to give me a good ride. I never gave a thought to any consequences of her action, and I'm sure she didn't either, and it was to be quite a while before anyone knew what was going on. It wasn't until Elaine came and got off Jenni's face that it became and issue. When she saw Mom fucking me doggie style as I ate Jenni's pussy, she said something profane and walked away toward the house. I didn't even let it bother me until I brought Jenni off twice and Mom brought me off several times. 

"Am I the only one that thinks we have a problem?" I asked. 

"I thought she said she'd try to accept it," Jenni said. 

"Yeah, but that's before she saw Mary fucking me," I said. 

"I'll go talk to her," Mom said. "Just clean up out here and don't create a problem."

"I have a feeling that is our last foursome," I said.

"I'm sure that's true," Jenni said, as she headed for the house with a platter full of leftover food.

We cleaned everything up and put it away before heading for our room, where we showered and slipped into shorts and tees. 

"Where do you see this going?" I asked. 

"I don't know, but I'm sure we won't like it," Jenni said. "I just hope your mother doesn't get hurt."

"I don't think there's any way to prevent it," I said. 

We were reading when Mom I heard the shower running in Mom's room and a few minutes later, she appeared in our doorway, dressed and carrying her purse. It was obvious to anyone that wasn't blind that she'd been crying and that hurt us both.

"I'm leaving for a while," she said. "I'll call you if I won't be home tonight."

She left us wondering what had happened but Jenni peeked out into the hall and noticed that she wasn't with Elaine when she left.

She didn't come home that night but she came in early the next morning. We very carefully let her come to us to keep from pressing her for information. 

She came into the room, where Jenni and I were still in our robes, and sat on the bed next to me. I turned to her and she kissed me passionately. Jenni came over to kiss her and hold her tight into her body. 

"I'm not sure what is going to happen," she said. "Elaine will not be coming back any more, that I know for sure. She has feelings for Danni that are too strong to be healthy and she feels strongly that Danni and I should not be together any more. She wants me to move into her home so we can be together but I don't know that I can do that. Even if I did, I'd still make love to Danni whenever I could so I'm not sure it would solve anything."

"Mom," I said, "if you want to do that, please don't let me affect that decision. You deserve the joy of having someone in your life like Jenni is in mine. You and I are lovers and I hope we always will be, but you need a partner more than a lover."

"I don't like the idea of being with a partner that puts conditions on our relationship that are difficult for me to live with. I understand her feelings, and I know that what we share is wrong but how can I walk away from the house that's been my home for so many years to take a chance on a lifetime relationship that's only a month old?"

"You wouldn't be walking away," Jenni said. "This is always going to be your home, no matter what you decide."

"Why not try it for a month or so to see what happens?" I asked. "Jenni and I can keep the house up and no one need know you aren't here all the time. 

"I'm going to think about it this week," she said. "I'm not making any decisions right now." 

She got up and left but when she got to the door, she turned around. "Can I interest anyone in joining me for brunch at the pancake house? I haven't eaten since we had that steak yesterday. "

"I have," Jenni said, "and she tasted great too."



Sapphic Healing Ch. 17



When Elaine left in a huff, Mom was torn between the love she felt for Elaine and the lust she had for me. To my way of thinking, Elaine only compounded the problem by putting Mom in that situation. If she had handled it differently Mom might have just moved in with her and eventually the problem would have worked itself out. 

We had offered Mom our thoughts as to possible options in an attempt to smooth things over for the time being, so the key elements could be decided after taking time to study the long term effects of the various options. 

After contemplating the situation, Mom finally told Elaine that she couldn't be pushed into a decision and that if she cared at all about her, she had to let her work things out. After some discussions Elaine finally agreed that she was being unfair. Mom promised to have a decision or at least a basis to work from within a month and that's where they left it. 

That's not to say that they would stay apart for a month, far from it. The only thing they agreed on, for the most part, was that Elaine wouldn't interfere with life at our house no matter what path it took. 

About a week after things settled down, Mom came home from work a little late, walking in just as Jenni and I were recovering from nearly an hour of sixty-nine action.

"Is there anything to eat?" she asked, as she walked into the house.

"We wouldn't know," I called out. "We've been sort of busy." 

"You didn't need to start without me," she replied, and even though I 

couldn't see her , I knew she had a grin on her face. 

"I was saving some cream for you," Jenni said, "but I guess I ate it all."

"You're not making this any easier," Mom said, as she came into the room. "I'm supposed to be working on controlling my lust for her."

"You can start working on that tomorrow," Jenni said. 

"Give us a minute and we'll find something to eat," I said. 

"I'll call an order in to Tostiano's," she said. "Throw some robes on and we'll get some food in us before we even think about sex." 

"It's a little late for that," I said, "but we'll be right there."

When we went to the kitchen, she had a glass of Chianti poured for each of us 'to restore our energies,' she said.

"I've decided to spend Friday night and Saturday with Elaine, just so you know," she said. "

"Should we have the paramedics standing by?" I asked. "I mean you haven't been together for several days now. It might be more than you can handle."

"I'll be just fine," she said. "I'm not taking the new strap-on with me though."

"That's probably a good thing," Jenni said. "Two nights with that thing might be more than your bodies could handle."

"Are you and Elaine still planning on getting away?" I asked. 

"That all depends on what happens at the end of the month," she said. "If we're still together, then we'll probably do it but if we're still shaky, I won't risk it."

"No matter what you decide, Mom," I said, "we'll take good care of the house and if it doesn't work out, just come home and keep your eyes and heart open for someone else. If you have to deny our need for each other, I can live with it, I just won't be happy about it. "

"Neither would I," she said. "I'm still thinking about it. In the meantime, it's getting late so if we are going to play, we have to get on with it."

"I thought of a something today that I'd like to try." I said. 

"With which one of us?" Jenni asked.

"Both of you," I said. "This is a perfect time to try it too."

We went into the bedroom, where I had them both lie on the bed with Mom's head at the headboard and Jenni's head at the foot. I put the double ended dildo into them and had them scoot together, with their knees bent, while I held the middle. I stopped them when they were almost up to my hand, which gave me just enough room to fuck them both with it at the same time. Before I did that however, I plugged in the Hibachi and laid it on the bed next to them. 

Within a couple of minutes, I had them driving their pussies into my hand so I let go of the dildo and grabbed the Hitachi. I took turns bumping it against their clits or holding it there for a stroke or two. When their pussies were mashing against each other, I just held it and let them ram their clits into it. 

When it became obvious that Mom would come first, I held it to Jenni's clit and let Mom ram her clit into it. When she came, they both came with the Hitachi held against both clits. The outcome was just what I hoped for because neither of them could stop coming until Mom finally gave up and slipped the dildo from her pussy with a soft pop as it left her body. With the dildo still in her pussy, and the Hitachi still against her pussy, Jenni came two more times before she rolled away from me to crawl up alongside Mom to join her in afterglow while I put the toys away. 

When I crawled in between them they attacked my breasts with nibbles and bites while their fingers gave me the most powerful double finger fuck ever. I had no control of what they were doing to me and the orgasms didn't stop until my clit started to burn and my nipples throbbed from the biting and nibbling they had received. 

When I woke up in the morning, I was still sandwiched between them and I loved it so much I just stayed there until Mom got up to shower. I went to the kitchen to start coffee and put out some fruit and yogurt for breakfast and was standing there in just my robe when Mom came up behind me.

"I'm not sure I can stop this," she said, putting her arms around me. 

"Do what you have to do for your happiness," I told her.

She pulled me over to the breakfast bar, where we sat opposite each other. 

"I was lying in bed the other night" she said," and I realized that I may be looking at this from the wrong perspective. I've been focusing on the two of us when I should be looking at my relationship with Elaine. "

"Do you love her?" I asked.

"I really do," she said. "The question is, does she really love me?"

"What do you think?" I asked, as I reached for her hands.

"I'm not sure," she said. "I intend to find out this weekend though. If she has a closed mind about us, and won't even openly discuss us, I think I'd have to say no. If she can assure me in some way that she does love me, we can keep working on a solution but if there is no room for any compromise at all, I think I'll have to accept the fact that she doesn't really love me and I'm not going to settle for less. I'm no woman's play toy.

"We're not going anywhere this week," I said. "If there's anything you need or want us to do, just give us a call. We might go to a movie on Sunday, but that's not a sure thing. We're getting close to our periods so we'll stay close to home."

"Thank you, Danni," she said. "I don't tell you often enough how much I truly love you. I feel like I have two beautiful daughters sometimes but what you and I share is precious and very special. Not once have I ever felt that I couldn't trust you or depend on you. I make you this promise though. All of this stress and confusion with Elaine and I will end within two weeks. In fact, it may end this weekend. No matter which way it goes, please know that I love you, not just as a daughter but as a friend. What has developed between us is a bonus and if that must end, the important part of our love will be just as strong or stronger. No one can take that away from us."

"Now you're making me cry," I said, kissing her hands. 

"If those are happy tears, then I'm glad I caused them honey."

"Oops, sorry," Jenni said, as she walked into the kitchen. 

"Don't be silly," Mom said. "We're just sharing some mother-daughter time together."

"Get some coffee," I said, "and maybe we can make you cry too."

She got her coffee and came to sit next to me. 

"Mom was just saying that she's making a final decision by the end of the month," I said.

"It's not fair to any of us," Mom said, "to let this situation continue. I love Elaine but I won't be controlled by anyone, man or woman. If we can come to some kind of understanding between the two of us, that's fine but if she wants to play the controlling bull dyke, she can play by herself. 

It's not just about the incest; it's about equality in the relations hip too. If I just give in to her now, what's the next thing she has to have her way about? It has to b e a fair and equal relationship or it's not a relationship as far as I'm concerned. "

"Whatever happens, Mom, we're here for you."' Jenni said. 

"I know that, Jenni, and I love you both for that," she said.

We stood and embraced for several seconds before the two of them hurried off to work. 

For a time, I sat with my coffee, thinking about Mom and Elaine. I hadn't said it, but I was truly hoping they would break up, not for the sexual aspect, but because I didn't feel that Elaine was making her happy any more. She didn't seem to really care. I knew that some where out there was a woman that would truly make her happy and excited about life. I just knew it wasn't Elaine. 

I spent the morning straightening the house, stripping the beds, and starting laundry and by noon, I was ready for a break. I took a long hot shower and stretched out to take a nap, but my mind wouldn't relax and I wound up with my fingers in my pussy but I wasn't close to getting off so I got the Hitachi out and the blue dildo. Working the dildo deep into my ass, I pulled my knees up and placed the Hitachi against it while I finger fucked myself to a strong orgasm. 

It still wasn't enough so I pulled it out of my ass and got the biggest dildo we have, which I pushed into my pussy. The blue one went back into my ass, and by laying on my side, I could hold the dildo in my ass and hold the Hitachi against them both. It was to be the strongest chain of orgasms I'd experienced in quite a while, leaving me totally wasted but deliciously satisfied. 

I woke up just in time to shower and dress before Jenni got there.

When she picked me up from school, I was so excited and anxious to show her what I'd discovered that I was almost hyper. I think I about drove her nuts because I wouldn't tell her what I was going to do to her. By the time we got home, my pussy was oozing into very wet panties and I almost dragged her into the bedroom. When she took too long to get naked, I ripped her panties off and threw her to the bed.

Before she could even think about it, I had her on her stomach with the dildos in her pussy and ass and the Hitachi running at high speed against them both. She tried to crawl away from me so I straddled her waist and held her down. She beat her hands on the bed, tried to throw me off, and screamed as loud as I've ever heard her scream with the first two orgasms, and when the third and final one hit, she stiffened as though she was being electrocuted until she finally gave up any attempt to live and collapsed into the bedding. 

I rolled her over and kissed, and caressed her slowly back to life, and then let her sleep while I cleaned up the toys after getting all the juice I could from them with my tongue. 

When I had dinner ready, I woke her with some kisses and soft, tender caresses to her face and shoulders. She pulled me into her for more intense kisses and I think she was ready to give me some good orgasms but I wanted to wait until later for that. 

As we ate dinner, we speculated as to what was going to happen at Elaine's and we both felt that it was going to end before Mom came home. We discussed ways we could show her how much we loved her and that we were there for her while respecting her privacy. In the end, we just decided to welcome her with open arms and take it from there.

She called later that evening to let us know that they were invited to spend the weekend to a wedding in Michigan and wouldn't be home until Sunday evening. She told me that she was keeping an open mind and hadn't reached any decisions yet.

Jenni went into the bed room while I finished the dishes and by the time I got there, she was naked and wearing a strap on without an attached dildo. That was intriguing. What did she intend to put on there that she didn't want me to see? She also had the Hitachi and some other toys on the night stand so I knew I was going to pay for the torture I'd put her through earlier. Of course, she had no way of knowing that I'd already put myself through the same torture and I wasn't about to tell her.



Sapphic Healing Ch. 18



Note:

Several readers pointed out that chapter 17 was not well written and for that, I apologize. I guess my mind was on the upcoming surgery at the time and not on the story. Hopefully, this chapter will be better.

*

I suppose I should have been a bit concerned by the assortment of 'weapons' she had laid out on the night stand but maybe I felt a bit guilty about what I'd done to her earlier or maybe I just trust her a little bit too much, I don't know.

The first surprise came when she went to the closet and came back with a tote bag that seemed to be bulging with surprises. 

"I was saving this for a special weekend but after what you did to me earlier, I decided that it was the perfect time."

She slipped a blindfold over my head first. "Now if you so much as move that, it will be a lot harder on you."

She placed some padded cuffs on my wrists and secured them over my head, attached to the headboard. Then she moved to my ankles with more cuffs. She lifted my knees up over me and secured my ankles to the ends of the headboard. Now, my legs were spread about as wide as my body could tolerate, to present my pussy and anus for whatever evil plans she had. 

'I've done a little toy shopping," she said, "so you haven't seen some of the toys I'm going to torture you with. 

I felt something being pushed into my pussy that wrapped around and pressed into both my clit and my g-spot, a very dangerous toy indeed, but that was to be the least of my concerns. 

A rather thick second toy was pushed deep into my pussy, deep enough to frighten me for a second until she had it buried up to her fingers. Another inch or two could have been quite painful. She then abandoned me for a minute but then she climbed onto the bed and moved up next to me.

"I hope that when I'm done with you that you will still love me," she said, "but if not, just remember what you did to me earlier."

She then drizzled some lube over my anus and put the head of a rather large toy against the rim. 

I yelled as she pushed it in without a lot of foreplay to open me up and she continued pushing until it was buried in my bowels, somewhere around my shoulders from the feel of it. 

"Ready? She asked. "Have fun, baby."

The wrap around toy was turned on to vibrate wildly against both G-spot and clit as she started fucking my ass with long deep strokes at the same time as she fucked my pussy with the over-sized dildo.

I had so much going on in my body, I didn't have time to think clearly, Of course, it didn't take long for me to move close to what was obviously going to be a body breaking orgasm and it was obvious that she intended to make me beg but just at the last second, she paused and let me rest. I knew what she was up to and I begged her not to do it but she didn't even reply. 

Then she started the toy that was wrapped around me and drove the dildo into my pussy with hard, fast strokes until I was sweating and screaming for an orgasm just before she stopped again and had me begging for release. 

With both toys in my pussy silent, she then started fucking my ass until she was ramming into my ass cheeks with every deep stroke and I was almost sobbing from the strain she was putting on my body. and this time, she didn't stop, not even when she turned the vibe back on in my pussy. 

I tried to scream and nothing came out, but my mouth was wide open, my head back, my body stiffened into the restraints and I came and came and came. 

Nearly unconscious, I lay there with sweat pouring off my face and body as cum poured from my battered body.

"Are you satisfied now that you've killed me?" I finally asked her.

"No," she said, "but I'm not done with you yet."

"Oh my god, Jenni, you're killing me," I cried. 

. 

"Just hang on tight," she said. "You like intense orgasms don't you?"

"What are you doing?"I asked, as she moved around on the bed. 

"Just getting things ready for one more ride on the orgasm rocket," she said.

"Oh my god, honey, wait, I have to explain something to you." I said, intending to tell her that I'd already beat my pussy up doing the same thing I'd done to her, but I never got the chance because she pushed something just as large as before into my ass and turned it on. 

My god, it twisted, it vibrated, and it felt like it was alive in there. 

My fingers were clenched so hard I think I drew blood in my palm and I was straining into the restrains so hard it was painful but at least she didn't hold my orgasm back as long this time. She just waited until I relaxed. I was so disappointed when she removed the wrap around toy and the monster cock from my pussy. I shouldn't have felt relieved though, because the next thing I knew, she spread me open with her fingers to expose my clit just before she hit me with the damned Hitachi and she never took it away until I screamed in a combination of pain and stress as the hardest orgasm I'd ever had took control of me. 

In the end, it was a blessing, because I slipped from this world so easily that nothing mattered. 

When I awoke, I knew I'd slept for a long time because the room was completely dark and the house was so quiet. As soon as I moved, I quickly realized that my clit was still tender. In addition, there was a strange pressure feeling in my bowels even though on checking, I learned that there was nothing in there. Before I did anything else, I had to take a shower and run some cool water on my anus and clit.

I toweled off tenderly on those special spots and slipped on my robe without panties before going out to find her. She was sound asleep on the couch, a magazine on the floor next to her so I went to the kitchen for some iced tea but decided not to sit on the wooden stools at the breakfast bar, opting instead to sit on the padded chairs at the kitchen table. 

I didn't hear her coming until her arms came around me and she kissed my hair. "I didn't kill you," she said.

"You did your best," I said, but just as I started to explain that I'd already tortured myself, I just couldn't do it because she would start crying and feel terrible for not knowing. 

"I can hardly sit here and my clit is so swollen it looks like a penis."

"You'll survive," she said. "I did." 

"I'm not going there," I said. 

"I'm ordering some Chinese," she said, "Unless you're not hungry. "

"I'm starved," I said. 

We ate slowly, appreciating that fact that we had the whole house all to ourselves at least for a while. We could be as loud as we wanted, make love wherever and whenever we wished, and just be naked pretty much whenever we wanted. 

"I didn't realize I was being so hard on you," she said. "You were trying to tell me it was hurting weren't you?"

"It's all right," I said."I'll recover. 

" 

In the morning, we started to appreciate the fact that we were alone in a three bedroom house and at first it was awesome. I mean we didn't have to worry about being caught in any awkward situations or being too loud so we just made wild love all over the house and out on the patio just because we could. Our toys were taking an awful beating as were our pussies, and to an extent, our anus. Not that we were complaining, of course. 

After a week or so, the newness wore off and we settled into a more normal pattern of school, work, and of course, our fair share of sex.

As Jenni got closer to her finals, she worked every waking moment on review and studies, and I even helped her on her research on line. I tried to be careful not to upset her because her nerves were stretched like rubber bands. I kept telling her that she was going to be fine, but she was worried anyway.

My own studies were going well, although I still tired quite easily and at times my hips and legs still hurt. I got a book on therapy and started doing my own therapy and sometimes Jenni helped me. I wasn't about to let that accident bring my life to a halt if I could help it. 

All that changed though, the night we got a call from Elaine, asking if we were going to be home on Saturday because she and Mom wanted to talk to us. We hadn't planned anything but study anyway, so we promised to be there.

After a long session with a double ended dildo and the Hitachi, we lay in bed, speculating as to the reason for their call. 

"Do you suppose she wants us to convince your mom that she should just move in with her permanently?" Jenni asked.

"She's not that stupid," I said. "Mom is going to do what's best for her and if she even so much as acts like she's being pressured, I'll straighten her out real quick."

"Me too," she said. "I kind of miss having her here with us but I want her to be happy."

"Me too," I replied. "Of course, I miss her for my own special reasons, but you're missing out on some of that too. Do you think our sex is any less intense or spontaneous now?"

"Are you insane? Isn't your pussy still quivering after that Hitachi orgasm I gave you? I know mine is still sensitive just from the dildo ride we took. By the way, isn't it time for the new toy catalog to get here?"

"Oh my god, you're right," I said. "I'd forgotten all about signing up for that, but I think we should postpone any major purchases until we find out what Mom is going to do."

"By that time," she said, our wish list will be ten pages long."

"Have you looked at our finances lately?"I asked."We won't be buying much and whatever we buy will have to be something we really, really want. By the way, how did you pay for that sneaky shopping trip?"

"I cashed in a savings bond that had matured," she said.

"I know, I should have saved it but I wanted to surprise you." 

"We'll never have a honeymoon at this rate," I said.

"A honeymoon isn't going to make me love you any more than I already do," she said.

"That's not the point honey," I said.

"I know, I know," she said, "and I'm sorry."

"I ought to beat your ass," I said. 

"Oh please Mommy, beat my ass. I'll get the paddle."

"Oh hush," I said. "We don't have a paddle."

"I'll bet I can find something that would work," she said.

"You're too willing. I'll wait till you don't expect it."



Sapphic Healing Ch. 19



Mom had been staying with Elaine for about two weeks when we noticed a decided change in her and at first, we took it as a sign that things were working themselves out over there, but then Mom started eating dinner with us more and whenever Elaine had to work extra, Mom was at the house, presumably because they didn't have a place to just lay out and relax. Jenni and I finally decided to have a talk with Elaine to be sure that we weren't contributing to a problem.

Jenni was able to check her schedule to know when to contact her and we met her at a coffee shop that wasn't one of our usual haunts. She was in a good mood when she got there, which was a good sign and the hugs and kisses she greeted us with were sincere.

"I know you didn't go to all this trouble just for a cup of coffee," she said, "so what's up?"

We told her of our concerns and our observations and for a couple of minutes she seemed to be just allowing it to digest. 

"Well," she said, "I wish I could answer all of your questions, but I can't. She's been quite moody for about a week or more and I know she's not really happy, but when I suggested that she might want to go back home, she said she wasn't ready to do that. I've been walking a fine line to be sure that I don't say or do anything to upset her even more but that doesn't really seem to have had any effect on her."

"Can you think of anything we can say or do to help her?" I asked.

"Not unless you can get into her head," she said.

"It's none of our business," Jenni said, "but does it have anything to do with sex or the lack of it?"

"Your right," she said' "it is none of your business, but I'll tell you anyway. There are absolutely no problems in that department. We've both been very happy once I got used to being less aggressive."

"Believe it or not, Elaine," I said, "I'm really happy to hear that and that you're being less aggressive."

"Under other circumstances, I would prove it to you," she said," but your mother made it very clear that if she can't have you, neither can I."

"OMG," Jenni said, "Mom's putting her foot down."

"She's a stronger woman than you give her credit for," she said.

"I guess we can try to find out what's going on," I said, "but it sounds like she's not even sure herself."

"I think that's the problem," she said.

We invited Mom for dinner that Thursday and of course, she knew something was up but she accepted anyway. I think it shocked her when we actually cooked the meal ourselves. We had oven baked chicken with baked potatoes and a veggie dish and for dessert we had a raspberry cheesecake.

The conversation before dinner was confined to current events and a discussion about the bills relating to the house. Thank heavens we were current on them even though it had been a strain but then she said that she would pay the next month's bills since it was still her house. That was a huge relief. 

"Well girls," she said, "I'm impressed. You're doing amazingly well and that dinner was incredible, but you wanted to talk to me about Elaine and myself so let's get comfortable and you can play psychologists or whatever."

We went into the living room with coffee. Mom sat in the recliner and Jenni and I sat on the couch. 

"That's not it, Mom," I said. "It's been obvious to us for quite a while that something is bothering you and we just thought maybe you wanted someone to talk to or something."

"We're just concerned when you're not happy," Jenni said, "so of course we want to try to do something about it if we can."

"Whatever we talk about tonight is not to get back to Elaine," she said. "If I want her to know something, I'm the one that has to tell her."

"Of course," I said. "We aren't going to tell her anything."

"You can tell her you're trying but that's all." She said. "It's just that I'm still torn about my decisions, but it isn't just about the sex between Danni and I, although that is still an issue. It's more about giving up my life here and accepting my life with her. She is so different than anyone I've been with. She's extremely passionate, but more in control of her emotions now, she's caring in her own way, although tends to be a bit controlling if I don't watch what's going on, and very focused. She has the rest of the year planned out in great detail and if she varies, like when I moved in with her, she has to work for days to adjust the plan. I'm not saying that's a bad thing, because it isn't. I'm just not used to having to check the days or the next week's plans all the time before we do anything."

"Has she proven that she really loves you?" I asked.

"I think so," she said, "or at least she's trying to. In fact, sometimes it's like she's trying too hard."

"So you're not sure if she does or is just acting the part?" Jenni asked.

"I guess," she said. "I wish I could just accept the fact that she does, but I can't for some reason."

"It's important that you can," Jenni said. "Otherwise, how can you make an intelligent decision that involves the rest of your life?"

"I guess that's the biggest problem right now," she said.

"I do have a suggestion," Jenni said. 

"I'd certainly be willing to listen to anything you have to offer," she said.

"I'll be right back," Jenni said, as she went to our room. She returned holding a business card. "This is a psychologist that specializes in lesbian couples counseling. A friend of mine is seeing her and she sings the woman's praises every time I see her. You might see if she offers something like a free evaluation or something."

"I appreciate that," she said. "I'll call her in the morning because it's obvious that I can't do this alone and I think Elaine just thinks it will go away in time, but I know it won't."

"We just want you to be happy, Mom," I told her.

"I know, and I appreciate it, I really do. I'll let you know what she says,"

"I think I feel better already," I said. 

"Are you girls getting enough rest?" she asked, getting up to take the empty cups to the kitchen.

"Actually, we are," I told her. "There's been so much going on at school and work that we don't have a lot of time to wear each other out except on weekends."

"I don't know if that's good news or bad right now," she said, leaning back against the counter.

"Why's that?" I asked.

"Well, because I planned on spending the night but if you're too tired, maybe we can plan on something over the weekend." 

Jenni looked at me and we both started laughing. "I said we're tired," I said. "I never said we were dead."

We got up and went to the kitchen where Jenni took Mom in her arms and started kissing her. "We've missed you," she said. 

I worked my way in behind her and reached up to drop her skirt and panties to the floor. As I caressed her ass and moved my hands over her thighs, she spread her legs to give me access to her pussy, which was already getting quite wet. She must have just gotten waxed because she was as smooth as glass and the combination of what my fingers were doing to her and the kisses she was getting from Jenni had her whimpering. 

By the time I pushed two fingers into her, Jenni had her stripped and was working on her nipples. 

"If you don't let me lie down, I'm going to fall in a minute," she said. 

We led her into our room where she got into the middle of the bed, with her legs spread wide. Jenni climbed on top of her, wrapped her arms around Mom's legs and rolled over with her face in her pussy. 

While they went after each other, I got the tiny tornado vibe and the pocket rocket, passing each of them one of the powerful toys. Then I got the new anal fantasy power bead vibe and with Jenni's ass so readily available, I put a few drops of lube on it and worked the toy through her sphincter. It has seven beads, each a bit larger than the previous one and a total of eight inches of penetration with a powerful vibrator motor that gets vibration into each and every inch of it. 

By the time I had the full eight inches into her, with the vibe on medium, she was squirming and trying to get it deeper. When I started the long strokes, I turned it on high and at first she just hummed and groaned but soon she was trying to get away from it as her body began to respond to its high speed vibration as well as the twists I was giving the toy with each stroke. 

Jenni was the first to come, but then, to my surprise, she came again within less than a minute, and the second was even louder than the first. Mom may not have been the first but she was most definitely the loudest and she came the hardest. 

When it hit, her head was back and her eyes rolled back but the rest of her body was trying its best to throw Jenni off with twists and spasms that had her legs flopping like fresh frogs legs in a frying pan. 

I went to clean up the toy and got bushwhacked by both of them as I left. Forget the bed, they took me hard and fast in both holes with Jenni battering my ass with the toy I'd just cleaned, and Mom using a new jack rabbit I'd never seen before. 

That thing had more moves than a double jointed stripper; thrusting, spinning, vibrating until I screamed and came hard over and over again and they didn't want to let up until I forced them to.

We relaxed for about an hour but then Jenni got a phone call from someone at work that wanted to switch shifts so Mom and I did what started the whole incest situation. It started out to be a slow and sweet sixty-nine but of course, it turned into a battle to see who could wear the other out first. I lost and it wasn't even close. Evidently Elaine had taught her some finger moves because she almost made me squirt and I've never been able to do that.

When Jenni came back into the room, she had two double ended dildos which she used on us both, with Mom's in her pussy and mine in my ass and one in each of her holes. We'd already had too many strong orgasms so these weren't that hard but they felt good anyway and we didn't even get up to clean the toys before we fell asleep.



Sapphic Healing Ch. 20



After Mom left to return to Elaine's, Jenni and I both said she would be back quite soon. It was obvious that she was torn by the decision she had to make but it wasn't as simple as where do we go for dinner. It was a commitment to a lifestyle change and we didn't feel that she was able to do that. Hopefully, they could part as friends, and perhaps occasional lovers but that remained to be seen.

With Jenni's upcoming graduation, we too would see a major change in our lives. Other arrangements would have to be made for my transportation to and from school and our income would take a big jump since she had already accepted a position at the new regional cancer and cardiac center. 

I talked to my doctors about driving again but they were not encouraging at all and they had legitimate concerns, but when they talked about a specially equipped car, it hit me hard. I didn't feel all that bad. I mean, I had some occasional pain and all, but I was getting around without so much as a cane, albeit a bit wobbly, and to hear them say that was an emotional setback. Their concern was that in case of a panic stop or even a mild front end collision, my legs and hips would simply collapse under the strain. They didn't rule it out completely, but they weren't willing to agree for at least another year. 

A lot of changes in everyone's lives were just around the corner but we didn't know it yet. For one thing, as expected, Mom came back home, an event that was celebrated with an all night sex fest which left us with extremely irritated clits from the Hitachi, tender anus from the strap-ons, and total exhaustion. Thank god we all had a day to recoup from that one.

After a few days to rework schedules and all, we slipped back into our old routines except that graduation began forcing us to change some things, including the fact that I had to make other arrangements to get back and forth to school for the last three weeks of the semester. Fortunately, I was able to find at least a partial solution when I was introduced to one of the professors that taught in the evenings that might be able to help me out. Her name was Linda Walters who taught in the advanced math department. 

I was immediately impressed with her whole persona. About mid thirties, shoulder length chestnut brown hair and blue eyes. When she smiled, yo couldn't help but like her.

After reviewing my class schedules, she highlighted the days she might have a conflict and I told her I would get with Jenni and see if we could work something out. We exchanged phone numbers and as we talked, I casually took several pictures of her to show to Jenni in hopes that she might know more about her.

As it turned out, Jenni knew quite a bit about her work but not a lot about the person. What she was able to report though, was enough to convince me to trust her to get me to my classes on time and back home at the end of the school day. As we were talking about her, I noticed that Mom was looking at her picture with a little bit more than a casual interest, but I didn't say anything at the time. 

It was during the trip home one evening that I invited Linda to have dinner with us that Friday. She started to decline but I talked her into it and when I told her there were no men living with us, she smiled and accepted. 

When I walked into the house, Mom was just putting dinner on the table and Jenni came in right after I did. I told them of my invitation and suggested that we do a spiced cider pork roast with sweet potatoes and a salad. 

"I don't have classes on Friday," I said. "I can start the roast early and do a slow roast so it's nice and tender."

"I'll pick up some wine on the way home," Mom said. "How about some sauvignon blanc?" 

"Oh, get that one you got a couple of weeks ago," Jenni said. "That was so smooth and dreamy."

"Jenni, why don't you stop by the deli and get a plain cheesecake?" Mom said. "We'll doctor it up with some blackberry brandy sauce." 

"It sounds like a romantic dinner for four," I said. "Are you checking our new friend out, Mom?" I asked.

"Just keeping an open mind now that I'm not in a committed relationship," she said.

"I saw the way you were checking out her picture," I said. 

"I thought I might know her," she said, "and I'm still not sure. She's younger than I was thinking I believe. She's what, in her thirties?"

"Thirty three, I think," I said."Where would you know her from?"

"I suspect that I actually knew her mother," she said. "That would make more sense. I know I've seen that face before. She's quite lovely."

"Down girl," I said, "You don't know anything about her." 

"That doesn't mean that I can't have certain thoughts though," she said. 

When they finally met that night, she remembered Mom being at their house with another woman for some kind of club planning session. 

"The women's challenge," Mom said. "It was a fund raising event about ten years ago. We raised a lot of money for women's programs as I recall."

"Well over a hundred thousand dollars I believe," she said. "Mom said it was the last time she'd work that hard while others sat on their hands and watched."

"I think we all felt that way," Mom said.

One thing led to another and right after dinner, Mom went with Linda to visit her mother since they hadn't seen each other in years. After they'd left, Jenni and I were doing homework when she went to get us something to drink. 

"Is it just me, or did you sense some chemistry between those two?" she asked. 

"Oh boy, I'd say," I said. "When you went to the bathroom, I was watching them and Mom was almost drooling. I'm not sure but I think they were holding hands under the table most of the time."

"What do you think the chances are that Mom will be moving again?" she asked. 

"About fifty-fifty," I said, "but there's also the possibility that she will be our new housemate soon."

About a week later, Linda was giving me a ride home from school, when she gave me a clue of why Mom had been late getting home several times. 

"Would you be upset if I rented the spare bedroom from you?" She asked. "My lease is almost up and I really can't afford the increase they are demanding."

"I don't think either of us would object to that, Linda, but there would have to be some serious conversations between the three of us because there are some issues that we'd have to resolve before we could consider it. Maybe I can talk to them tonight." 

"Danni, please don't get upset with either of us, but your mother has already discussed what I think is bothering you. First of all, I should tell you that until I spent several hours with you mother, I'd never known the kind of love she's shown me, other than my own mother."

"Mom's like that," I said. "Give her an opening and she'll capture your heart."

"I'd been with another woman a long time ago but it was less than spectacular, but with you mother, there was nothing but pure love and caring. She has always put my satisfaction first and no one has ever done that."

"Don't jump to any conclusions based on good sex, Linda. I had to be very sure that it was more than that with Jenni before I would accept her as more than an occasional lover. We've been deeply in love for quite a while now but be sure of your feelings before making a long term commitment to Mom or anyone else. Otherwise one or both of you could be terribly hurt, and Mom's had enough of that to last her a while."

"I know," she said. "We've talked about that but at least she and Elaine are still friends and that's a good thing. Can you accept me as your mother's lover at least?"

"Of course, silly," I said. "Mom can make her own decisions. I just don't want to see her hurt again. I guess I might as well ask this and get it over with. How do you feel about what the situation between Mom and I?"

"I have no problem with it, but you need to discuss just where I fit into the equation."

"You're talking about Jenni and I," I said. 

"Yes," she said. "It might not be a problem at first, but we both know it might become one at some point. I think the three of you should talk about it and we can discuss it later."

"We sort of went through that when Elaine came into the picture but then Elaine never lived with us so that may change the dynamics, I don't know."

When we got to the house, she said she wanted to talk to Mom and they disappeared into Mom's room. A little over an hour went by and Jenni commented on it.

"That's quite a conversation," she said.

"I don't think a lot of words are being exchanged," I said.

About an hour later, I looked up as Linda came out of the room, smiled and waved as she left.

"I know that smile," I said. 

"Oh yeah," she said. "Still it's good to see that it's working out."

Mom came out of the room in her robe, obviously freshly showered with a rosy color to her complexion. "We need to talk," she said.

"Are you talking about talking type talking or the type of conversation you and Linda had."

"Oh settle down," she said. 

"Mom, we don't care," Jenni said. "We just want your happiness."

"It's a little early in the relationship to be certain of anything but it feels good to me," she said. "I mean the sex is good...no, the sex is great, but I feel better about this than any time when I was with Elaine. She doesn't demand anything at all. She just gives back more than she gets and she really wants to please me. With Elaine, I think the love was there but she had to be in control and it got to be too much. I don't see that in Linda at all." 

"I don't either," I said. "She seems so happy too in spite of the age difference."

"That's actually a big reason she initiated the relationship," she said. She said she's just more comfortable with my maturity. When we make love though, there's no age difference. We give and take equally. I even let her use the strap on that caused us so much trouble at first. I figured that if she had an aggressive side, that would bring it out, and there was no indication of that at all, although she did wear me out with it."

"Have you tried the Hitachi with her yet?" I asked 

She flushed and shook her head. "That's one of my secret weapons," she said.

"So what is the topic of this discussion?" Jenni asked. 

"Look," she said, "I'm not assuming or suggesting anything, but we've lived together long enough to know what's going to happen sooner or later. We went through it with Elaine and that didn't work out all that bad but is there a possibility that there could be a problem if she wants one of you or both?"

"I don't see where it should be any different that with Elaine," I said, "just as long as she accepts our guidelines and understands that with the two of us it's just sex and nothing more than that."

"The reason it worked with Elaine is that she respected our relationship and the commitment we've made to each other," Jenni said. "The other thing is that she understands that when she is with one or both of us, there can be no favoritism and that we have the full right of denial. Just because she's in the mood, she can't assume that we are. If we had a hard night of aggressive sex we need a day or two for recovery."

"I think she'll work out fine and we'll just discuss this and anything else you can think of. Is it all right if I tell her she can move in whenever she wants?"

"I don't see why not," I said. "The other thing you should make sure she knows that when all is said and done this is our home so we have the right to demand certain things." 

"I think she knows that," she said, "but I'll be sure she does."

And so it was that a week later we became a family of four and I don't think any of us had any reservations. She blended in so beautifully and Mom seemed incredibly happy too. Their sex was loud and vigorous which got Jenni and I going on more than one occasion. 

A few months later, Jenni and I had been getting some sun when they came home, all giggly and acting silly. A few minutes later they both came out with their robes on and a guilty look on their faces. Linda went to sit next to Jenni, bending over to whisper something to her but I noticed that she had something in her hand that she placed between Jenni's legs and I heard her gasp quite loudly and it was followed by a long moan of obvious desire. 

I was so caught up in watching them that I didn't notice that Mom had something in her hand too and a few seconds later, the very familiar of my little tornado vibe was pressing against my clit. I let out a little cry and thrust my hips into it. That damned thing can just rip your orgasms out of you in sequence and I thought that's what was going to happen but then she stopped and stood to lift me to my feet. It was when I was bent over with my head on the chaise that I realized that she had a large cock under that robe. 

Seconds later I felt her hot flesh against the backs of my thighs as she started to fuck me in long, firm strokes that tested my body's resilience. As she gained momentum, I found myself struggling to keep from being driven off the chaise and onto the ground. 

A quick glance over to where Jenni was in a similar position showed me that she was getting a gloriously good fucking and her sounds were poff that she too was nearing her completion. 

She was the first to go over the top but I wasn't far behind. I had dropped to the chaise but the cock was still in there for a few seconds and it was when she pulled it out that we got our second surprise because even as we lay there, those same cocks were pushed into our ass only this time Linda was fucking me in the ass and Mom was doing the same to Jenni. After a few minutes of some good anal, I felt something against my clit and discovered that she had her own little tornado or something quite similar because she sent me flying so fast and so hard that when I came, I was screaming for it and when it hit, I went down to the chaise and Linda followed me down to keep it in my ass, slowly loving me through my afterglow. 

Chaise cushions were thrown to the ground and we were guided onto them to lie next to our lovers, in tender caresses and passionate kisses. As I lay there later, I knew that Jenni and I were expected to come up with a way to give them the same level of satisfaction and I knew that the Hitachi would be part of it. A plan had started in my mind and I couldn't wait to put it in place. I would have to make a quick purchase but the results would be worth the expense and the effort. 

The opportunity to get even didn't arise for several days due to work and school schedules but we were ready when it did. Mom and Linda weren'thome when we got there so we were able to have our toys all laid out under a pillow so they wouldn't get a clue as to their fate. 

When they came home, we waited for a few minutes so they wouldn't be expecting anything but then we took them into our room where all the action was going to take place. 

We placed them on the bed on their hands and knees, facing away form each other. Already lubed and ready was the large double ended dildo which we pushed into them and moved them together until the toy was completely buried in them and they were cheek to cheek. Thenwe tied them together, but not so tight that they couldn't move because we intended to make them move a lot. Their hands were tied to the head and foot of the bed so they couldn't get away and then we were ready. We got underneath them then to suck, bite and mangle their breasts and nipples until we had them literally oozing from their pussies and starting to fuck each other with the dildo. 

We let them have a couple of orgasms that way while we continued sucking their nipple and fingering their clits. But that's when everything changed. Pushing the smaller double ended dildos into their asses, we got them moving into each other again but when the seemed to be tiring, we got our secret weapons out...dual Hitachi vibes. It was hard to keep the head of the toy against their clits but they couldn't get away from us so we kept making them come until they were begging us to stop and with one final orgasm, we got out from under them and untied them. 

We left them there to recover while we cleaned the toys and put them away. When we went back to them, they were both nearly asleep so without a word, we went to Mom's room where we fucked each other in a sixty-nine until we were too tired to continue. 

In the morning, I got up first to start the coffee, before Jenni and I showered together. We were in the kitchen in our robes when we heard one of them in the shower and a few minutes later she came out in a robe and went for coffee. 

"The two of you should be arrested and charged with assault and battery," she said."My clit is still burning from that abuse."

"Sorry," I said, though of course I wasn't. "I thought you wanted a lot of orgasms."

"Yeah, whatever," she said. "You're mother said to tell you she can't walk this morning so she's staying in bed all day."

"I just put cinnamon rolls in the oven," Jenni said. "She'll be out soon."

A few minutes later, Mom came wobbling out in her robe and eased herself down onto a chair. I went to get her some coffee and when I sat it in front of her, I tipped her face up to kiss her. 

"Good morning Mom," I said, "Did you sleep well?"

"If this is a competition," she said, "you win."

"It's not a competition," I said, "and you are welcome to return the favor any time"

Lind held up her hand and shook her head. "I'm not used to this level of activity," she said. "It's going to take a while for me to get used to you three."

"So have we made you stop thinking of Elaine Mom?" I asked.

"You're too late," she said. "Linda did that a long time ago. I think I've finally found someone that I want to spend the rest of my life with if she'll allow it."

"You have nothing to worry about," Linda said. "I'm here for good as long as the girls approve"

"As long as the two of you are happy together," I said, "there is no need for us to approve. We just have to work on your stamina."

They both just groaned and shook their heads as the buzzer announced that breakfast was ready. 

I went over and kissed them both. "Welcome home," I said.

*

This is the final installment in this story. I've enjoyed writing it in spite of some unfavorable feedback and to those of you that have stayed with me, I thank you.