15 comments/ 46304 views/ 116 favorites Never Ending Summer Love By: Alex the Cat I extend a grateful, 'thank you', to my beta reader for her time and energy in assisting me, and for believing in me. ********* The large brown and white dog barked repeatedly, trying to gain her master's attention. Finally the tall lanky woman cut the engine off on the weed-eater as she noticed her faithful companion. She watched her best friend sit and cock the furry head to one side. "What?" she asked. "I couldn't get you to hear me over the noise of that damn thing," an older gentleman stated, from behind, with a chuckle as he stepped up to the duo. "How's it going over here?" With a smile, she looked over her shoulder and said, "Just fine Uncle Jim. I've got two more cabins left to weed around." "Well that's great. I sure do appreciate your help around here, Regan. It's not easy for an old man like me to do this by myself." The young woman offered a toothy grin. "You're not old yet." "Yeah, well..." he scratched at his bearded chin. "Sometimes I sure feel old. Why don't you take a break from that and come help me unload the truck. I've finished splitting the wood, so there should be plenty for at least the first half of the summer." "Sure Uncle Jim." ********** Regan worked as the grounds-keeper and maintenance person for the summer youth camp that her aunt and uncle have owned for fifteen years. She and her faithful furry companion knew their way around the thirty acres of land in their sleep because this is where they practically grew up. As a military brat, her father believed the base wouldn't be the best place to raise a child especially when his wife, and Regan's mother, died of Lupus when Regan was barely three years old. Lieutenant MJ Lawless was very grateful that his brother Jim and wife Nora agreed to raise Regan as their own especially when they found out Nora was barren. After Regan's mother died, her father was so distraught that he immersed himself deeply into the military's work so that he didn't have to think or feel. It took five years for him to accept his wife's passing, and it took a good jostling from his brother to get him to realize he had been neglecting his only daughter. In the end though, it worked out for the best to have Jim and Nora raise Regan. Regan grew into a strong and independent young woman. She worked hard on the grounds for her aunt and uncle, loving everything about the outdoors. For her labor, Jim thought it right to pay her a monthly stipend with the hopes that she would use the money for college. Regan was very artistic, and had a penchant for doodling while in high school. The doodles soon turned into artistically flamboyant caricatures that she excelled at. A bit of a rebel and troublemaker due to her very independent and strong spirit, she was never one to complacently accept the norms of society. A lover of nature and animals, Regan spent most of her time not in the company of people and therefore appeared as antisocial and introverted. ************* Now with the summer season beginning, Regan and Jim were preparing the grounds once again for the influx of teenagers and counselors. For the past four years, a group of three churches took to renting the grounds for their youth camps. Regan was all too familiar with these groups and their views, so she did her best to keep her distance and remain professional. As Regan returned to weed-eating, after helping stack the wood at the shed, she thought about relaxing at the lake before nightfall. The nice size lake was used for swimming and canoeing, and there were hiking trails everywhere. The building on the property included a dining hall, recreational hall, and twelve cabins that could house up to twelve people in each one. Working her way around the cabin, Regan's mind wandered to the one and only summer she had attended the camp functions, at the encouragement of her aunt and uncle, only to learn very quickly how she was shunned and considered a disease when she plainly stated she had always been gay. Hating the hypocrisy, the jeers, the gossip, and self-righteous attitudes from her own peers and the camp counselors, she pulled away and withdrew into herself. Aunt Nora and Uncle Jim did their best to console her, always reminding her that she was fine as she was, and how much they loved her. If others could not see that then they were not worth her time because they were very proud to raise her as their own. **************** Madelyn gazed out the window of the school bus as it came to a stop. She was just as excited about summer camp this year as her peers, but for different reasons. This was her final summer here. In a few weeks she would turn nineteen and once camp was over, she would be heading off to college and the adult world. Technically she should not have even attended camp this time, but knowing it was her last one she wanted to be in the place she had grown to love and enjoy for the past four years. Maddy glanced over at her younger brother, Liam. "Are you ready for this?" she playfully asked. He pushed the glasses up the bridge of his nose, and smiled shyly. "As ready as I can possibly be." At age fifteen, this was his first year attending camp. The both of them had always been close, and even though Maddy was grateful for their relationship, she hoped that this summer would be an opportunity for Liam to grow into himself as a person as he tended to be so shy and introverted. Maddy patted her younger sibling's shoulder encouragingly as everyone began to shuffle off the bus. Most of the teens almost immediately gathered in groups happily shouting their greetings to one another and to talk about what adventures they would tackle first this summer. Maddy walked straight to the registration table. She decided that she would catch up with any of her friends after she was settled in. *************** Regan placed her well-worn brown leather tool belt in the back of the pull cart. With a quick single whistle to her best friend, she hopped up on the four-wheeler. By the time she turned it on, the large St. Bernard mix had sprinted onto her spot at the front of the cart. Azure blue eyes silently watched a young woman with shoulder length strawberry-blonde hair leave the registration table. Her heart rate increased, and breathing suddenly became a chore. Turning her gaze away, she kicked the four-wheeler into gear as she took off, trying in vain to clear her head. For three summers now Regan watched, without a word, the shorter blonde go from a shy teenager to a blossoming young woman. Even though Regan was not involved in any camp activities, it was still part of her job to make sure there was always firewood available and handle routine maintenance throughout the summer. There were numerous occasions Regan would see the short blonde laughing and conversing with her friends. Something about the young woman made Regan's heart thump, and then she'd find herself unable to shake off the feelings. ********** The first week of camp flew by quickly, and the weather seemed to only get hotter. Madelyn was in the process of taking a shower after her swim in the lake, when she overheard a couple of her bunk mates come into the bathroom. "Ugh, this humidity is killing my hair. Hey, did you see her stacking that wood by the pit?" "Yeah, she is such a dyke." "How can you say that? Do you really know?" "You know she's not allowed to attend camp, even though her uncle owns the place. She's a bad influence, and we're not supposed to associate with her kind." "Well, I just don't understand how someone could be such a freak like that. Especially when boys are so cute and easy to manipulate." Madelyn heard them laugh as they exited, and she knew who they were talking about. It saddened her to hear the people she called friends think that way. She remembered the tall dark haired groundskeeper that she saw every summer. Regan is her name. She silently thought. I remember when I overheard that kind older gentleman with the gray bushy beard call her. Do they even know her name? Why must people be so cruel? Regan, hmm, I still find her name unusual and yet it fits her. A part of her wondered if it was from other's cruelty as to why Regan didn't participate with the youth group. Madelyn thought back to when she was on her way to join the others for a swim. Regan had been stacking firewood at the main fire ring for the sing-a-long and storytelling tonight. She noticed the muscles that flexed along the broad back just beneath the navy blue tank top dampened with sweat. For some reason Madelyn's stomach clenched and she didn't understand why. Sea green eyes wandered down toward the tight ass within the confines of the faded and ripped denim shorts. Long muscular legs stretched down to the black leather boots. She didn't realize her eyes had raked up the sweat glistened arms, to the slow rise and fall of Regan's chest. Right at that moment, she felt her nipples come to attention, and suddenly she was looking into piercing sapphire blue eyes before she had enough sense to look away. The young blonde gasped when the temperature of her water abruptly changed. Coming back to the present, she heard a toilet flush, and so she quickly turned the shower off. She took the towel, and began drying herself off. Still feeling odd from the memory, she looked down to find her nipples tight and sensitive. Trying to brush it off to the drastic change in the water, she began to get dressed. In the dining hall, Madelyn saw the girls who had been talking about Regan in the bathroom. Not really feeling up to socializing suddenly, she took the hamburger that was offered for dinner tonight, slapped some ketchup and mustard on it, wrapped it in a napkin and left the building with an apple in her other hand. She decided to go for a walk on one of the many trails along the lake, and pensively wondered why a part of her felt compelled this year to become the tall groundskeeper's friend. She chomped on her apple once the burger was gone suddenly realizing she wasn't familiar with the area she had walked into. "Crap," she muttered as dusk began to settle, and now she had to find her way back. "Why didn't I just stay on the trail?" she questioned to no one. A strange rustling in the bushes nearby caught her attention, and she stopped. A moment of fear passed through her, and she couldn't decide whether to stay still or run. "God, the last thing I need is for a bear to come out and make me piss myself," she commented to herself. Suddenly a brown and white four-legged animal emerged from the bush. The dog looked at Madelyn, cocked its head, and barked once. The young blonde laughed at herself, and then wondered whose dog would be out here. "Oh, wait, you're the one who follows Regan around, right?" she queried. "God, now I'm talking to a dog like it's going to answer me." The dog barked once again. "Are you lost?" a soft yet deep melodic voice asked. Madelyn turned around to find the woman who had been occupying her thoughts, standing just a few feet away. "Hi.......um yeah I'm sort of lost." A slight smirk appeared on Regan's face when she saw the crimson hue crawl across the teenager's face. "Uhh, will your friend there bite?" Maddy called out as she slowly stepped forward. No, but I might. Regan snickered inwardly. She looked at her faithful companion, and softly said, "Friend, Shakti." The large brown dog wagged her tail and started trotting towards the blonde. Madelyn let the animal sniff her hand, circle around her a couple of times, and then lead her back to her master. "You have such a beautiful dog." "Thanks." Regan nervously responded whilst rubbing the back of her neck. "My name is Madelyn, but Maddy is fine." She held out her hand for a friendly shake. "I'm Regan, and this is Shakti." As she took the offered hand, an electrifying and odd surge passed between them. Whoa, that's an odd yet exhilarating feeling. Maddy thought silently. "Shakti is a very interesting name. Does it mean something?" "It's actually the name of a Hindu goddess." "Oh, do you follow Hinduism?" Madelyn curiously questioned. "Well....uh sort of. I'm not seriously into it but I like a lot of their philosophies and views of life." Shakti began licking Madelyn's hand. "Hey that tickles. You're suddenly so friendly." "She probably just smells what you had for dinner." The blonde laughed. "Well then. So what kind of dog is she?" "She's a St. Bernard and Akita mix." "She is so soft. My goodness I think I could just pet you until your fur fell out." Maddy laughed again. "So what are you doing out here?" "I regularly come out here to watch the sunset on the lake." "Really? We're near the lake?" Regan smirked. "Come on, I'll show you." They made their way between the thicket of bushes to the serene water. Taking a seat at her favorite spot, Regan leaned back against the boulder. "We've got about fifteen minutes before the sun begins its descent." "Wow, it's beautiful here," Madelyn commented as she plopped down in the grass near the raven haired beauty. "What are those glowing things over there? Are those lights?" Regan chuckled. "That's the camp." "What?! Oh my god, I walked halfway around the lake. I wasn't even paying attention to how long I'd been walking. Hell, there is no way I'm going to find my way back once it's darker." "Don't worry," Regan commented. "I'll walk you back. You'll be fine." Sea green eyes looked at the young tall woman. "That's very kind of you. Thank you." Maddy stated sincerely. As they watched the glowing orange ball descend, they contentedly sighed, enjoying the magic of the moment and wondering if this was the beginning of a new budding friendship. ************* When they finally approached camp in the dark, Maddy became reluctant for their time spent to end. She had been having such a wonderful time with the company of her new found friend. In the awkward silence that suddenly grew as they neared the back side of Maddy's cabin, the young blonde finally said, "Hey why don't you join us at the campfire?" "Uh, no, that's not a good idea. Besides you really shouldn't be seen with me." "What? Why do you say that?" Maddy asked with confusion. "Maddy, you do know what they all say about me, right? I mean, come on, it's old news that's been passed on for years. You're going to get a lot of crap if I'm seen with you. Also, if anyone believes that I'm hanging around here too much, then there are only going to be worse stories to contend with like I'm suddenly a peeping-tom wanting to catch the girls showering." Regan's eyes blazed with a mix of hurt and anger that was still evident regardless of how much time passed and how much she separated herself from anyone here. "I've been accused of similar things already." She looked at the ground with her hands shoved in her pockets. "Hey," Maddy softly started. "I'm sorry that you've been accused of things and for making a stupid suggestion..." "It wasn't stupid." Regan sighed, and then said, "These folks here are just not my cup of tea, ya know? They don't like me and I don't like them for various reasons." Maddy's heart went out to the taller woman. She felt bad for how misjudged and mistreated Regan had become. Not able to bear the look of pain that crossed Regan's features, she stepped forward and gently grabbed Regan's hand. A strong current of energy passed between them that was both comforting and peaceful, and it dawned on each of them that neither wanted to stop it. "Can I be the exception then?" Maddy gently asked. "Cause I don't have any judgments against you. In fact, I think you're pretty cool." "I don't want you to become a target for their venomous jeers and hate," Regan practically whispered. Maddy smiled, appreciating how much Regan cared to not have anyone else go through that. "I'm a big girl. I can take care of myself. Okay?" Regan slowly nodded, not really convinced this was going to go well. "So can we be friends then?" Maddy inquired as she playfully tugged on Regan's arm. "Sure, that'd be nice." ***************** The new friends met at Regan's favorite place by the lake almost each night for the next two weeks, to watch the sunset, and talk about anything. "So what do you carry in that satchel of yours that you seem to never part with?" Maddy curiously asked. "Mostly my art supplies, and sometimes a snack," Regan responded with a chuckle. "Cool. Can I see the art?" Black eyebrows drew down over ocean blue eyes. "Uhh...well...I've never really showed my work to anyone. I mean my aunt and uncle know. They've seen a couple of sketches. I just..." Maddy shifted her position in the grass, and scooted closer to her friend. "It's alright if you don't want to show me," she gently stated. "No, that's not it." Regan's sapphire blue eyes rolled in defeat. "It's just that I'm really critical of it." She looked over at Maddy who was innocently batting her eyelashes and just watching. The blonde's actions made her gulp, and the butterflies in her stomach go crazy. "Oh hell, here," she finally said as she pulled out the sketchbook. The light in the sky dimmed, announcing dusk as Madelyn perused the sketch book. "Wow, these caricatures are really awesome Regan." "You really think so?" the raven haired woman asked nervously. "Definitely. They are just lively and so much fun to look at. I mean look at the way you captured your uncle and Shakti here. That is just a hoot to see her chase him on the four-wheeler, as if she could really drive it!" Maddy laughed heartily. She turned a couple of pages, and suddenly her eyes widened in surprise. Fingers brushed over the colorful image, recalling the scene in her mind. "That's me," she whispered. There on the paper was a caricature of her in a bathing suit, standing on the dock at the lake where the campers swam. She held in one hand the top of a two piece suit that belonged to Carla. Her other hand was on her reddened cheeks embarrassedly. Carla was in the water, her face fuming as she looked up. A couple of other teenage girls already in the water were laughing. "This was the first week of camp. You saw this happen?" Azure blue eyes silently searched forest green ones for any sign of anger or discomfort. "Uhh, yeah I was at the boat shed that day," Regan whispered. Maddy flipped through a few more pages and noticed that there were a couple of others of her in different scenes around camp --- scenes that showed her bursting with life and laughter. "You are really good with this Regan," she softly commented. "Have you thought about making it a career?" "Umm, no. It's just a hobby really." Regan ran a hand through her jet black shoulder length hair. Looking around at the onset of darkness, she said, "Seems like we missed the sun." "That's okay. I had fun looking at your artwork." She took a deep breath, and then queried, "How long have you been sketching?" "Maybe four years now." "So you have older sketchbooks then?" Regan silently nodded. "Am I in all of them?" Turning her gaze to the darkened ground, Regan slowly nodded, and she missed the smile that grew on her friend's face. Maddy patted the raven haired woman's thigh. "Come on, I should get back to camp. I'll have to check my bunk and my bags to make sure Carla hasn't tried to prank me." As they got up and back onto the path, Regan asked, "Why would she do that?" "It's a camp birthday tradition that's always done the night before." Dark eyebrows shot up Regan's forehead. "Your birthday is tomorrow?" With a huge grin, Maddy answered, "Yep, I'll be nineteen, and I'm so ready for it. Technically I shouldn't even be at camp this year because the cut off is eighteen, but I really wanted to see everyone one more time before I head off to college." Never Ending Summer Love "Oh, what are you going for?" Regan inquired. "I want to be an OBGYN." "Wow, that's great." "Hey, can we meet tomorrow?" Maddy suddenly asked. "Sure. Same time?" They made their way between the crop of pine trees behind cabin number nine. "Yes," Maddy answered. She stopped, looked at her friend, and then said, "Thanks again for showing me your sketches." Then she quickly stepped up and gave Regan a peck on the cheek before sprinting off without another word. Regan stood there dumbfounded. She touched the spot that still tingled from warm soft lips, and began her journey back through the woods with Shakti in tow. ************** Madelyn spent a good part of the day wondering why she hadn't encountered many birthday pranks as of yet. Aside from her brother and a couple of friends wishing her a happy one, all seemed rather calm. At lunch, she joined the girls from her cabin, who were all giggling at the table until she approached. "Hey, what's up guys?" "Oh not much birthday girl," Carla responded. "Technically she is a woman, I mean come on, she's nineteen already," one of the others added. "Well that doesn't make me an old maid already, does it?" Maddy questioned good-naturedly as she slid in at the end. The girls giggled again, and she looked at them suspiciously as she began eating some carrots. "What are you guys up to?" "Oh just some fun, and you have to play along," Carla stated humorously. "We've been pretty good with it being your birthday, ya know." "Except that my underwear and bras were pinned to the flag at the top of the flagpole this morning; and blowing in the wind as we all sang 'America the Beautiful'." Maddy added. "Oh, okay except for that." They all giggled again. "Alright now, you have to close your eyes and play along." "I don't like the sound of this already," Maddy groaned. "Come on, it's all in good fun," Carla answered. Madelyn rolled sea green eyes and then closed them, hoping she wouldn't regret this. Carla stood next to her at the end of the table. "Alright, I want you to think about that one person that's been on your mind since last summer." Amber eyebrows furrowed in confusion as Maddy tried to understand what her friend was getting at. "I want you to keep that person in mind, and how wonderful it would be if said person was right here, right now to give you the best birthday present ever." Madelyn's thoughts immediately went to Regan and the fun she'd been having with the raven haired woman. She really enjoyed how their friendship had blossomed and the things she was learning about her friend. She remembered the sketches she saw last night and what it possibly could mean; that Regan had been sketching her for the past few summers. She likes me, but how much does she like me? And why do I enjoy that? Why do I want her to like me so? Suddenly a set of fingertips gently brushed Maddy's cheek. Reflexively she was about to open her eyes when a hand closed over them. "Nah ah, you have to keep your eyes closed," Carla stated. Madelyn relaxed again, and then felt the fingertips on her cheek. Is it possible they brought Regan here to the dining hall? Do they know I've been meeting with her? Did Regan say something to someone? Her silent questions were then halted when a set of lips pressed against her own. Her mind couldn't register fast enough what was happening but there was something definitely odd about the person kissing her. It couldn't possibly be Regan because the scent her nostrils caught hold of was not Regan. The mouth became insistent and suddenly there was a tongue shoving itself between her lips. Maddy abruptly pulled back at feeling a roughness to the skin touching her face. Jerking the hand from her eyes, she stared right into the smirking face of Greg --- the teenager who's had a crush on her since last summer. Hearing the girls all laughing around her, she was infuriated that this was their idea of a prank. Letting her anger get the best of her, she slapped Greg hard wiping the proud smirk off his face, and then she pushed her way out, running as fast as her feet could take her. Madelyn ran into the forest, down the familiar trail she had come to know over the last couple of weeks. She wanted to get as far away as possible, and just be where she felt safe. Angry hot tears blurred her vision and so she didn't catch sight of the tree root jutting out of the ground before it tripped her. Trying to wipe off the dirt, and tears from her eyes, she heard the sound of a motor quickly approaching. She looked over her shoulder to find Regan skidding to a stop on the four-wheeler and then jumping off to rush towards her. Regan was so concerned when she saw the young blonde run from the dining hall after slamming the door open. She had just replaced the rubber watering hose attached to the building. She knew immediately that Madelyn was distressed, but she didn't want to make it obvious that she planned on following her. Not sure how best to comfort her friend, she did what her aunt always did for her. She reached out to gently wipe the tear stricken face with her thumbs. "Maddy, what's wrong?" She tried not to panic but only the worst possible scenarios kept playing through her head. "What happened?" she asked with much concern. Maddy just couldn't speak at that moment, and did the only thing she could do as she sought comfort. Throwing herself to Regan, she began to cry again on a broad shoulder. Regan didn't know what to do except hold her and be patient. When she felt Maddy calm down, she gently hooked a finger under the blonde's chin, bringing sea green eyes up to meet her ocean blue ones. "It's killing me inside not knowing why you're so upset," she softly began. "Please talk to me." At that moment, Shakti barked once as she continued to sit there watching her momma and friend. "I think Shakti wants to know what's going on too," Regan softly chuckled. Maddy sniffled and wiped at her eyes one last time before relaying what took place in the dining hall. "I'm so angry with all of them. How could they do that and think it's funny?! Maybe it's naïve of me but I had always wanted my first kiss to be with someone that I really care for --- someone that I trust and feel comfortable with. A first kiss is just as important as an actual....first......you know first time." Her cheeks reddened with the realization that Regan now had the knowledge she was a complete virgin. "I understand what you mean." Regan responded casually. "A first kiss and a first time are both important, and I agree it should be with someone you find special --- someone who finds you special." "But it's ruined now because Greg took that away from me with all of them watching and laughing." "It doesn't have to be that way Maddy. Forget him, and let the first kiss that you wholeheartedly participate in be a beautiful thing for you." She smiled softly and stood up, pulling the young blonde up with her. "Come on, it's your birthday, and I have a surprise for you." They hopped on the four-wheeler and sped off with Shakti following. A few minutes later, they came upon a small waterfall with the most amazing bluish-green waters. "Oh my god, it's so beautiful." Maddy commented as they made their way over the huge rocks and settled down on a flattened one. "I never knew this was here." "I'm glad you like it," Regan said with a bright smile. "Almost no one knows it's here because it's pretty much the back side of my aunt and uncle's cabin, and plus it's quite a distance on foot from the camp." Wide green eyes looked at her friend. "You mean that your backyard is this! You lucky dog! My god, I wish I could have this as my backyard." Regan chuckled. "Yeah it's been nice over the years. Well..." Sapphire blue eyes suddenly became lost in the depths of emerald green orbs. She is so beautiful, so radiant. Her eyes sparkle and I just want to kiss her when she looks at me like this. She shook her head in an attempt to get her brain functioning again. "So uhh...this," Regan gestured around them, "is the first part of your birthday present." She then pulled a wrapped item from her satchel. "Here is the other part --- happy birthday Maddy." The blonde tore through the wrapping and was in awe. "Wow. This... is so....it's so amazing." She beheld an 8x10 dark brown, wood frame containing a colorful caricature of her, Regan and Shakti. The two of them were laughing with an arm around each other's shoulder and standing in front of the lake where they first met. Even the caricature of Shakti, at their feet, made her look as if she laughed with them. "I love it. It's...the most beautiful and thoughtful thing I've ever received." She looked into the blue eyes that she adored, and suddenly threw her arms around Regan hugging her tight. "Thank you, thank you, thank you." Regan reveled in the affectionate embrace. The fresh scent of Maddy's hair filled her nostrils and the warm skin felt so good against her own. Realizing that she was enjoying this too much, she started to pull back, and said, "Well I thought you might like something to remember the summer by." Damn that was stupid and depressing to say. Stupid, stupid, stupid. A tinge of sadness momentarily swept through Maddy at that thought, and she immediately pushed it out. Oh Regan, I don't want to think of such things. Only right now is important. "Well this is a very awesome present. Thanks again." She fingered the frame, wondering how best to change the sullen air around them. "Hey, it's my birthday, and I say we should get in the water and enjoy it. Are you with me?" "Well....umm uhh...we don't have suits." "Who needs suits? Bra and underwear are just fine. Come on, last one in has to give the other a piggy back ride back to the lake." "No way! You're on." They rushed to remove their clothes, jumped into the cool bluish liquid, and raced towards the falling waters. They were practically neck in neck as they reached the rocky wall. Laughing happily as the water hit their bodies, Maddy exclaimed, "I win." "No you didn't. It's a tie." "Nope, it's my birthday and I say I win." They laughed again and then suddenly they began to notice their mostly nude bodies before each other's eyes. Maddy could see nipples hardening beneath the black sports bra Regan wore. She watched the flow of the water cascading down the muscular planes of Regan's body, the maroon cotton boxer shorts sticking in various spots to her thighs. Maddy then quickly became aware of her own nipples responding. In fact her whole body began to shiver, and it wasn't from the cool waters. When she finally looked back up into azure blue eyes, her heart threatened to thump right out of her chest. The intense gaze she encountered was filled with lust, passion, and..... Love? Is that love in her eyes? That can't be... My god I didn't realize how scrumptious she would look all wet and mostly naked. I want her. Her! She's the one I want kissing me...touching me. Regan brushed the wet hair away from her face, dumbfounded by what to say or do. She's staring at me and she caught me staring at her. Now what? She hasn't run.....yet. Does she know how much I want her? Could she even fathom it? Shit, would it be the end of our friendship? I guess it doesn't matter since we'll never see each other again in a few short weeks. But I didn't want to ruin it like this, especially on her birthday. "Regan?" the shorter woman softly called out. "I...." she took a step closer, "really like you." She watched the blue eyes carefully for any sign that she might be making a mistake. "....as more than....a friend." The raven haired woman's face lit up with surprise. She almost couldn't believe she was hearing this, and stumbled with her words as she spoke, "I...I... really like you too...just as you said." Maddy smiled, and a flutter of butterflies took flight in the pit of her stomach. "I was just wondering.....um.... would you.....be...my first kiss?" Regan smiled brightly. "It would be an honor," she gently answered. Closing the little distance between them, she tenderly cupped Maddy's face and pressed a soft kiss upon sweet lips. Their noses brushed as they slowly moved, and soon their mouths instinctively opened. The nibbling of lips followed, but Regan forced herself to end there. She gazed into jade green eyes that darkened with desire and her stomach clenched in response. Maddy's lips tingled. Her body ached with a need that she was trying to understand and could only come up with one answer. "More," she breathed out. Feeling her body pressed against the rock wall, their lips met again, and she melted into the embrace. A small hand slid across Regan's shoulder to the nape of her neck, where fingers threaded through midnight black locks. When tongues finally touched, Maddy thought she would explode. The moan which drew forth from her mouth made her body rumble. This was beyond how she dreamt her first kiss would be. Regan's mouth was soft yet firm, and so warm and sweet. Their bodies touched everywhere, fitting so well within each other's dips and curves. A playful desire coursed through her being, driving her to suckle Regan's tongue, which caused a soft mew to spill from the taller woman. The sound of Regan's response made Madelyn smile, filling her with excitement to explore further. Regan's mind spun with the heady desires swirling around them. It felt so damn good to have the strawberry blonde in her arms. She couldn't remember experiencing this intense desire to protect and hold and love. It was nothing like the first woman she engaged with sexually, which she knew at the time was just attributed to her raging hormones. With Maddy though, she felt so connected --- so alive. Following the flow of desire that spilled forth from each of them, large hands slid down and around a waist to cup Madelyn's round cheeks. She firmly squeezed the mounds, pulling the shorter woman against her harder. When the moan escaped her own throat, from Madelyn's administrations with her tongue, she knew her shorts were wet and it wasn't just from the waters splashing upon them. With much difficulty, Regan broke the kiss so they could calm their racing hearts. Madelyn snuggled into the crook of Regan's neck, and softly said, "That was incredible." ******************** For the next several days, the two friends began to meet in the late afternoon and head out to the small waterfall together. Most often, Regan brought some food, whether fruit, trail mix, hard boiled eggs, or hot dogs to roast over a small fire and some bottled water. Sometimes they frolicked in their underwear in the water and other times they just laid out on their special rock. Their hours were filled with conversations, lots of kissing, and just enjoying one another. Friday afternoon soon rolled around, and Madelyn headed out of her cabin to make the familiar journey along the lake's path. She had seen Regan earlier, stacking firewood at the woodshed. The wink she received from those azure blue eyes made her heart flutter, and she could hardly wait for them to meet up again. "Hey Madelyn!" The strawberry blonde turned around when she heard a voice calling after her. She had just passed the dining hall and was well on her way towards the path when one of the counselors intercepted her. "Oh hey Karen, what's up?" "How are you doing Maddy? Everything going okay this summer?" Amber eyebrows furrowed with confusion. "Uh, yeah, things are fine. I've been having a good time. Is there a problem?" "I and a couple of your friends just noticed that you haven't been coming to the evening meal this week, and have been missing some of the nighttime activities. I just wanted to check in with you." "Well I appreciate it," Maddy began. "I've had a lot on my mind lately with going off to college and not being around here anymore, so I've been taking time to reflect and pray." I'm sorry that I'm lying but I really don't know what else to do? It's not like I can say, hey I've fallen in love and her name is Regan. Yeah, she's the one who does maintenance around here that everyone gossips about. "I see, so are you still excited with the prospect of college?" "Oh yes, I just sometimes debate on whether it was a good idea to go out of state or not. I'm just thinking about the fact that I'm really growing up, ya know?" "Well if you need to pray about it, or talk more, you know I'm here, right? We are all just looking out for you because we care." "I understand," Maddy responded. "I appreciate it. I actually have been experiencing some quality time in God's nature, so it's all good." "That's good to hear then," Karen added with a warm smile. "Alright, I'll let you go then. Enjoy yourself, and be careful about being in the woods once it's dark." "Oh I surely will. Thanks Karen." ************* The two friends laid out on the huge flat rock, letting the remainder of the hot afternoon sun dry their bodies from their romp in the waterfall. Maddy had her head perched on Regan's shoulder as her fingers made idle patterns on the muscular stomach before her. Each of them silently thought of how much they wanted to continue exploring each other's bodies intimately, but neither was willing or sure of how to broach the subject. "Penny for your thoughts?" Madelyn softly inquired. "Hmm? Oh just random thoughts, definitely not worth anything." "Oh come on, tell me," the strawberry blonde gently pursued as she propped herself up on one arm. Regan rolled azure blue eyes with embarrassment. "Well..." she cleared her throat , and then continued, "they were dirty. Umm just forget about it." She sat up; reaching for her shorts, but was halted by a small hand. Maddy leaned over, and whispered in her ear, "Were they about me?" Regan slightly nodded without looking at her friend. "Please tell me," Maddy softly requested as she traced the edge of Regan's ear with the tip of her nose. The actions caused the dark haired woman's body to shiver. She knew she wasn't going to be able to hold back anything from this young woman who captivated her very soul. Finally she breathed in a whisper, "I wondered if you masturbated...and what you looked like when you did." Regan held her breath, not daring to look at Maddy's face for fear that she may have gone too far with her confession, even though it was honestly what she was thinking. She suddenly felt small fingers tenderly turning her face, and she was met by forest green eyes full of passion and mischief. "My, my, I must say that is definitely dirty." She brushed her fingers across those supple lips that always tempted her. "Do you masturbate?" Regan gulped. "Often." Maddy smiled and asked, "What do you think about when you do?" "You," she softly whispered. "For the past couple of years it's always been you." Madelyn's breath hitched at hearing this confession. Placing her hands on Regan's shoulders, she gently led the dark haired woman to lie back. She straddled the firm, inviting lap and then leaned down to capture the tantalizing lips. Tongues swirled and danced and passions ignited. "I've thought of you too," Maddy commented against Regan's lips. "It's hard alone in my bunk. I can't sleep, so I quietly touch myself and imagine it's you making me come." She sat up, a smoldering look gracing her features. Maddy sensually slid her hands down her torso as she gazed into blue pools that were riveted to her being. Regan watched a hand disappear beneath the waistband of the magenta cotton panties that Maddy wore. Witnessing the action almost caused Regan to explode on the spot. Maddy nibbled her bottom lip at the prospect of what she was about to do. Through half-lidded eyes, small fingers slid between moist folds and along either side of her hardening clit. The idea of sharing this very intimate moment with Regan seemed so erotic and liberating, even though she was terribly nervous. Trying to maintain eye contact with the dark haired beauty as she slowly circled her clit, she asked, "When you touch...yourself, do your fingers...oh god...do they go deep inside....mmm....or do you just....mm.....play with your clit?" Never Ending Summer Love Regan shoved a large hand inside her boxers, knowing there was no way she could just watch and not touch herself. She gulped when they both realized the back of their hands rubbed against one another. "Sometimes I go deep," she started to answer. "Other times I just....mm...circle my clit." "Mmmmm....god that feels good," Maddy exhaled as she bit her lip again. Leaning forward and placing her free hand flat on the stone surface next to Regan's shoulder in order to brace herself, she felt their hands press harder against each other. Regan pushed herself up, bracing her upper torso with a forearm. It brought them close enough to capture Maddy's lips in a heated kiss that spurred their fingers to move faster. Maddy mewed and groaned. She knew she was close, but she didn't want it to end so soon. Her lips were released, and she felt Regan's mouth nibble and suck along her neck. Reaching the shell of an ear, Regan softly said, "Imagine my tongue where your fingers are." Another moan spewed from Maddy's throat. Regan swallowed hard trying to maintain a sense of focus when she was already on overload. "Feel my tongue swirling and circling....flicking and licking..." "Oh god Regan," Maddy panted and licked her lips. "Suckling and tasting you.....taking you higher....unngg god.....pulling your clit between my teeth and then....mm...flicking again harder..." "Yes," Maddy called out as her body began to thrum from the impending release. "And then my fingers fill you....god....and thrust inside you in tandem with my licking..." That was it. Maddy could not maintain control anymore. Her body exploded strongly. More so, than it ever had before when she masturbated. Regan immediately followed, her hips impulsively jerking up as waves of pleasure coursed through them. Madelyn suddenly felt as if her body was on fire and in desperate need of something else. With eyes shut tight, trying to understand what was happening --- what she needed --- she finally said with bated breath, "Again, Regan please again....I want more..." The raven haired woman didn't want to take Maddy's virginity so callously out here. She wanted it to be a special, beautiful, and memorable thing, but she also saw Maddy's body tremble with desire. "Straddle my thigh and mimic me." The blonde did as instructed and soon her hips were gyrating hard against Regan. Their bodies fell into rhythm as they thrust against one another. "Oh god yes....yes." Maddy panted. Not being able to resist any longer, Regan pushed her lover's plaid bra up and swallowed a pebbled nipple into her hot mouth. "Christ!" Maddy exclaimed and instinctively clutched the back of Regan's head to her bosom with a free hand. The exquisite feeling of teeth nipping and pulling, and a hot tongue flicking her nipple became Maddy's undoing. "Regan! Unnggg!" Maddy crashed into her release, and with one more thrust Regan followed. Regan wrapped her arms around the smaller woman who collapsed on top of her. They gasped, struggling to breathe and calm their racing hearts. Regan kissed the blonde crown and smiled when vibrant lush green eyes looked into her sapphire blue orbs. They kissed sweetly, silently exchanging vows of love. The sound of a low canine whimper drew them apart. Looking over at Shakti asleep on the grassy bank, her rear legs playfully kicking, she appeared to be dreaming. The lovers giggled, and then looking at how far the sun had traveled in the western sky, they sighed, reluctant to part for Maddy's return to camp. "Maddy..." Regan began as she pulled up her shorts but then hesitated. The short blonde took a step towards her new lover, placing a hand on the bare abdomen as she waited patiently. "I...want to spend more time with you and....do more. I just....well I had hoped that your special moment would happen in a far better place than out here." "There's nothing wrong with out here, and the time we've shared with all of nature surrounding us was absolutely beautiful." She reached up and kissed a cheek. "I definitely want more. In fact I want it all, and all of you." Regan's eyes grew wide with the prospect of possibilities. "Well....do you think you could get away for at least a day?" She brushed a hand through raven locks, and then continued. "My aunt and uncle are away this weekend at the state fair. I would very much like for you to come over." A toothy grin spread across Maddy's face. "Well now that sounds very tempting." Regan grinned excitedly. They got themselves dressed as they worked out the details of the blonde's overnight stay. ********************* Teenagers were filing their way into the dining hall when the dinner bell rung, echoing throughout the grounds. Madelyn grabbed her brother by the shirt and pulled him around to the side of the building. "Hey what's the big deal?" "You're not going to see me around for probably a day and a half and I didn't want you to get worried." Her voice low so that others didn't overhear. "Oh, alright. You spending time with your new friend?" He asked with a toothy grin. He remembered when Maddy told him a couple of weeks ago how she had a new friend and their relationship was complicated because Regan was not welcomed at the camp except to do work. He had always known his sister was never really interested in boys, and he was glad she found someone she felt she could connect with. "My only concern is for your safety, you know that, right?" She smiled in return at her younger sibling always playing the protector. "Yes, I will totally be in safe hands." "Well I hope you have a fun." He leaned forward, and whispered, "Does this mean you two are officially an item now?" "Well, we haven't officially made any promises yet, so I'll need to get back to you," she answered with a chuckle. "Give me a hug. I'll see you later nerd." They parted ways, and she sprinted to her cabin to grab her backpack. She was almost free when someone called her name. "Madelyn!" She turned to find Carla moving quickly towards her. "Hey are you still avoiding us?" "What? What do you mean?" the blonde asked nervously. "Well, you haven't been around in the evenings for a while now and you don't join any of the nighttime activities. We all converse at meals but you haven't really hung out like you used to. When you finally do make it back to the cabin, you've been going straight to bed." She twirled a lock of auburn hair that hung past her shoulders. "Look, I said it before, but I'm really sorry about that whole situation on your birthday. I thought you were interested in Greg and I was wrong." Madelyn sighed, knowing there just wasn't any way to best explain what's occurred since that day. "Look, I'm doing fine, okay? There have been a lot of changes going on for me. My views on life and the way I see people are different now. I've been spending a lot of time reflecting and learning about myself. Please don't take it personally." "Well alright," Carla tentatively answered. "You know, camp is over in two weeks. I hope we can hang out a bit before you're gone." The blonde smiled warmly. "Sure thing. I'll catch you later, okay?" "Yeah sure," the teen responded as she watched her friend walk away. It was hard to fathom how much Madelyn had changed this summer. Something about the changes piqued her curiosity, and she wondered what was really going on. ********************* Madelyn just made it around the bend, to the crop of bushes that hid the section of the lake where they agreed to meet. From between the thickets of shrubbery, Shakti popped out wagging her tail happily. "You know, I'm glad you always manage to find me," Madelyn giggled as she petted the furry hound. "Alright, lead me to your momma." A little further up the trail, she rounded another bend and found Regan leaning against the four-wheeler casually waiting. Their faces lit up in bright smiles as Maddy jumped into Regan's arms. They kissed gently, exploring one another's mouths before Regan pulled back taking a deep breath. "Come on, let's get to the house because I've got dinner cooking." Inside Regan's home, Madelyn first noticed the cool air. The place had a bright, warm and inviting feel to it. "Oh I am so grateful it is air conditioned," she casually stated. "Yeah, this summer has been almost unbearable," Regan commented. As Madelyn looked around the cozy living room, she noticed one wall made up entirely of shelving from end to end and top to bottom, and each shelf was almost crammed full of books. There was a sofa and loveseat, and a recliner with an ottoman. A closed armoire in the corner held the television and other electronics. Shakti sat off to the side, on a dog pillow, lazily wagging her tail as she watched the two. Regan walked down the short hall, and into the kitchen with Maddy following. "So what are we having for dinner, oh great chef." "Well, it might be messy but it is my favorite to eat." She led them out the back door, onto the deck, and lifted the lid from the grill. "Thai sweet and sour ribs. They should be just about done." "Oh my, they smell incredible." "We also have a nice crisp apple walnut salad awaiting us in the fridge." "Sounds fantastic." ************** After dinner Maddy sat on the kitchen counter watching Regan heat up some chocolate in the microwave. "So I'm supposed to flip over this chocolate huh?" Blue eyes gave Maddy a devilish smirk. "Oh you will definitely flip." "What makes you so sure of it?" the blonde challenged playfully. "I just know," Regan commented as she set the small bowl of chocolate next to her and pulled over the plate of blackberries and sliced banana. She speared a blackberry with a fork, dipped it in the fondue, and presented it to Maddy, and then smiled from ear to ear at witnessing the blonde's evident surprise. "Oh my god....that is....that is divine." "I told you," Regan added with a chuckle, and then held up a chocolate covered banana slice. The blonde happily took it and grinned dreamily as the flavors exploded in her mouth. "Mmm. So tell me...." She began as she swallowed the bite, "why is it that we have only kissed once since you picked me up in the woods?" Regan scuffed the toe of her boot on the tiled floor, as she avoided the blonde's gaze. "Well....I...I didn't want to come across as too forward and...." She picked up the fondue fork and offered Madelyn another piece of the deliciously dipped fruit. "Well I just knew that if we started then we might find it difficult to stop." Maddy reached out, and grabbing Regan by the front of her shirt, she pulled the tall woman between her legs and lightly kissed her lips. "Oh I do believe I'd agree with you there," she softly stated as she happily took the next morsel. "See? And I needed to get food in you because you're going to need the energy." Green eyes twinkled and Maddy laughed. "I'm going to need the energy?" "Mmm hmm," Regan answered, and then leaned forward softly capturing Madelyn's lips in a sweet embrace that left them both wanting more. Maddy suddenly pulled back, and taking a dipped blackberry, she placed it between her lips, offering it to Regan. They kissed again, sharing the sweet delicious concoction. Hands roamed through ebony locks, pulling Regan tighter against her body. When they finally broke for air, Regan lifted her off the counter and they made their way upstairs. Maddy took a seat on the bed as Regan went about the room igniting a dozen candles which bathed it in a soft inviting glow. Regan approached the bed and knelt down to begin removing Maddy's sneakers. Hands sensually slid up bare legs, and she felt the warm flesh tremble beneath her fingers. "Are you okay?" she softly asked as she carefully watched the blonde's facial expressions. "Yeah....suddenly I'm just....." she turned her head, wondering what happened to her confidence earlier. "Nervous?" Regan finished, as she gazed at the young woman she had loved for years. Hands paused their roaming when the blonde failed to respond. "Um...yeah....and....scared." Green eyes looked into ocean blue. "What if....I...can't please you?" Regan's black eyebrows furrowed with surprise. "Remember our time at the falls?" she gently asked, her hands settling on the mattress on either side of the blonde's hips. Maddy nodded. Regan leaned forward, tenderly kissing the sensitive skin just below Madelyn's earlobe. "You pleased me then," she softly whispered. Depositing a few more kisses, she then said, "I'm nervous and scared too, Maddy." "Really? Why?" Madelyn inquired as she watched Regan stand to her full height and kick off her boots. "I'm scared for many reasons. What if you regret all of this afterwards? What if you wind up being harassed so much by everyone that you claim it wasn't worth it? That what we've got is not worth the pain and agony of other's hate?" She watched as small hands suddenly reached up to unzip her jeans and slowly slide them down her legs. Madelyn stood, grasping the hem of Regan's T-shirt, and pulling it up over her head. She then pulled her own shirt off, and led Regan's hands to her shorts. They looked in one another's eyes again, ensuring they understood the other's body language. When both of them were only clad in their bra and underwear, Maddy lay back onto the bed, and pulled the raven haired woman on top of her. It felt so natural and beautiful to have Regan settle between her legs. "I'm scared," she tentatively began again, "because what if you decide this was a mistake? What if you suddenly feel that I'm not the person you thought? What if you suddenly feel like I'm infringing on your freedom?" Regan leaned down, bestowing tender kisses upon Maddy's lips, cheeks, and jaw line. "I've never felt this way before Maddy," she whispered. "This innate desire to hold you, protect you, and make love to you ---- it consumes me." Madelyn tenderly caressed the high cheek bones with the back of her fingers. She drew Regan in for a kiss she hoped conveyed that she also felt this consuming desire. Tongues danced and probed, and soon Maddy found she could not resist bringing her leg up and over the back of Regan's thigh. They both moaned at the delicious contact. Regan reached behind, unsnapping the blonde's bra, and then sliding it off. Quickly moving up on her knees, she proceeded to remove her own sports bra. Shifting over, Maddy took the opportunity to slide her underwear off, and watched as Regan removed her cotton shorts. When their bodies came together again, breasts upon breasts and heated centers blending, Maddy's back automatically arched. Lips came together in a crushing kiss which left them needing more. Regan nipped and nibbled at the sensitive flesh below her love's earlobe, and continued down her neck, peppering kisses across her flesh. Upon reaching the beautiful breasts with pink nipples, she brushed the tip of her nose around each of the hardening buds, coaxing them to full attention. Maddy's fingers threaded through Regan's jet black hair, gripping the locks in a silent attempt to urge Regan to not stop. Suddenly she gasped when one of her nipples was swallowed by a hot and hungry mouth. She instinctively wrapped her legs over Regan's back, pulling her closer. The feeling of that mouth on her nipple, and fingers tugging at the other one, brought her higher and higher towards the pinnacle of her release like nothing she had ever experienced. Almost reluctantly, Regan continued her journey down. She had not wanted to leave the delectable treats she was enjoying, but knew there was more which she needed to have. She could already smell Maddy's heady arousal, and it made her delirious with want. She lightly nibbled the inner thighs, and then took her first gentle swipe of Maddy's moist lips. The small blonde's hips shot off the bed at the exquisite contact. Without hesitation she spread her legs further apart, desiring more. Bright emerald green eyes looked down at Regan with unbridled passion. When cobalt blue eyes connected with hers, her heart swelled. Regan moved closer to Maddy's center. She breathed in the scent of arousal. It made her head spin, and she knew that the taste of her would be as intoxicating as her scent. Nuzzling the amber curls, thumbs gently parted the swollen lips, and she twirled her tongue at the entrance. She heard Maddy blissfully cry out, and it made her smile. Collecting as much of the sweet ambrosia as possible, she then moved up to Maddy's pearl. She circled the clit gently at first, and then alternated between sucking with her mouth and massaging it. Regan loved the fact that Maddy was so wet, so ready for her, and tasted so damn amazing, that her breathing hitched from excitement. Maddy started to moan. It was quietly at first, but as Regan worked her tongue over and over the bud, Maddy became louder. She thrashed her head from side to side as small hands gripped the bed sheets. Her heart pounded and her breathing was erratic. The crescendo of ecstasy continued to build until suddenly her body tensed, and she fell over the edge of her release. Regan climbed up the blonde's body, peppering kisses along the way, as she cupped her mound. They looked into one another's eyes again, and she coated two fingers in the abundance of nectar within the folds. Regan kissed her sweetly, tenderly, letting Maddy become acquainted to her own taste on Regan's mouth. She massaged Maddy's clit, and when she felt her lover's hips move against her hand, Regan slipped two fingers up inside. Maddy tensed momentarily as the thin veil gave way to the probing digits. The few seconds of discomfort dissolved to nothing, having been immediately replaced with a growing intensity in the pit of her stomach. Palm up, deep inside, and stroking firmly against her G spot, Regan used her thumb to work Maddy's clit into a frenzied state. She heard Maddy gasp, and felt the body start to react more intensely, thrusting down onto her fingers. Madelyn was now panting and rocking and moaning and writhing. Regan understood her lover's climax needed to be now, and so she curled her fingers, grazing Maddy's spot over and over as her thumb flicked at her clit. Leaning forward, she swallowed a pebbled nipple, sucking hard, and was pleased when Maddy cried out her bliss. Madelyn lay spent, gasping for air, and not realizing that Regan was moving down her body again. Regan's fingers, having never left their tight cocoon, felt Maddy's spot harden again and her walls pulse around her digits. She dipped her tongue back to Maddy's pearl, sucking it between her teeth and working the blonde back into a heightened state in no time at all. Maddy came harder than before, crying out Regan's name in a feral, desperate call, the sound of which Regan liked. They lay in each other's arms as Maddy tried to regain control of her breathing. Turning her head to the side, she saw Regan just watching her with a smile. "That was amazing," she softly stated in an almost hoarse whisper. Regan's smile grew in response, especially as she noticed the satisfied expression on her face that seemed to be brimming with not only contentment but affection as well. Regan guided Maddy's hand down to her swollen and aching center, urging the blonde to explore and stroke her. As excited as Regan was, it took no time for the sensation to build. Maddy loved the slick wet, and warm sensation of Regan's pussy. The feeling of the hard clit against her fingers felt exquisite, and she knew she needed to feel more. Pushing Regan onto her back, she moved down to lick at the nipples that called to her. As she moved further down, she found herself in front of a raven patch of curls. She watched as her fingers slid through the glistening wetness. Her nose picked up the evident scent of arousal, drawing her in like a magickal elixir. She buried her mouth between the fleshy swollen lips, inserting her fingers deeply inside. Madelyn pumped and stroked, while her tongue licked and tasted. She found the taste of Regan's nectar absolutely divine, and was determined to have it often. Never Ending Summer Love Soon Maddy felt Regan's body start to stiffen. Hips began to buck, and she did all she could to keep the contact. Regan visibly throbbed with her release as she cried out her lover's name. Madelyn lapped at the juices which flowed, reveling in the taste she was quickly growing to adore. She could not resist brushing Regan's pearl again, and as she did, she felt a hand take purchase at the back of her head, encouraging her. She suckled at the clit, milking it harder as the hand gripped her blonde locks. Within moments, Regan was crying out again. Grinding her pussy against Madelyn's face as the climax tore out of her. Crawling back up Regan's body, they lay tangled in each other, just breathing and being, both feeling honored in what they shared with one another. They kissed sweetly, and then snuggled up close as they began to drift off. ********************* The new lovers spent the height of the afternoon sun at the falls on this breezy hot day. Once they dried out, they walked hand in hand back towards camp, both of them reluctant to let go. They made their way behind the huge oak tree which stood at the back of Maddy's cabin. She leaned against it, pulling Regan with her. "You....um....should probably get back into the swing of camp activities," Regan softly commented. "Yeah, I guess." Maddy looked at their intertwined fingers wishing she could just go back to Regan's home. The taller woman grew concerned, wondering why the blonde seemed so down suddenly. "Are you okay, Maddy?" She asked with furrowed eyebrows. "You don't regret..." Wanting to eradicate Regan's concerns, Maddy quickly said, "No, not at all." She looked up into those cobalt blue eyes. "What I really want is to kiss you more, and just be with you." Regan smiled. "I want the same. I just don't want you to get into any further trouble than what might possibly be waiting." She brushed a large hand through her shoulder length black hair. "Do you think you can sneak away after lights out?" A huge grin spread on Maddy. "I'm sure of it. So many of us have done it numerous times." "Great, then I'll wait for you at our usual spot," she stated with a huge grin. *********************** It was just after midnight when Maddy made her way through the darkened forest. "I wish I had a flashlight. What an idiot I am for not thinking ahead." Suddenly she heard a single bark and saw Shakti's form emerge in the moonlight from a crop of trees. Tail wagging, she licked Maddy's hand and then started to trot away. Stopping a moment to see if the blonde was following, she let out another bark. "Okay, okay you're here to lead the idiot who didn't bring a flashlight," she stated with a laugh. Following her new furry friend, she soon found herself nearing the light of a small campfire. "Hey," Regan softly called out in greeting. "Looks like Shakti found you." "Yeah, seems she has a way of doing that." As soon as Maddy sat down on the cotton sheet that was laid out for them, she was enveloped in Regan's arms for a searing passionate kiss. Within moments their hands were wandering and pulling at each other's clothing to remove it. They talked and kissed and kissed some more as they laid on the cotton blanket Regan brought for them. It was very warm this night but that didn't seem to bother them as they memorized each other's scents, soft moans and touches. "Regan?" "Hmm," the raven haired beauty responded as she continued to slowly nibble and lick along Maddy's neck. "Would you tell me about your first time?" she uttered softly. Regan pulled back and looked deeply into forest green eyes wanting to make sure she heard correctly. "You...want to know how I was no longer a virgin?" "Was it a good experience?" Regan chuckled. "Yes, it was definitely good." "So...what happened to her? I mean.....well was it just a one time thing? Did you know each other?" Regan warmly smiled. "Alright, let's see..." She propped herself up on an elbow and thought for a moment. "Well, it was a couple of summers ago. Do you remember that curly brown haired counselor? She had these blonde streaks in her hair, and these beautiful big...?" "Jaime Anderson?" Maddy asked in wide-eyed disbelief. "Uh, yeah." "Oh my god. She was always so kind and encouraging and full of laughter. She also had a great voice, that's why they had her lead song-time every morning." "Well she wasn't as religious as others thought," Regan commented as she brushed her fingertips across her lover's tummy. "She uhh...stopped me one morning as I finished fixing a shower head in cabin five, and asked if we could meet later to talk. I plainly told her I wasn't interested in being converted, and she swore that's not what she wanted. Well we met about a third of the way down the lake and she confessed a growing interest." "Really?" Maddy asked in surprise. "I never would have thought she..." "That she what? Liked girls?" Regan questioned with furrowed brows. "There really isn't a type-setting for who we have an interest in or fall in love with Maddy." The young blonde immediately regretted what she had said, realizing that a misunderstanding was about to ensue. "I'm sorry, I didn't think about what I was saying. I just meant that it was surprising, in the same way that folks would find it surprising about me. I wasn't trying to type-set her." "Okay, well we agreed to meet much later that night inside the old boat shack." "I remember that shack. I heard stories of how that's where most everyone lost their virginity their last year here." "Yeah, well...." Maddy shook her head. "Wow, I can hardly believe you and Jaime. She was like twenty-five or something like that. And she left before the summer was officially over." "Yeah, umm, that was my fault. We uhh....well after a couple of weeks of meeting almost every night, we obviously weren't thinking and we wound up getting caught." "Oh my god. So that's why she suddenly left and when we asked we were told she had a family emergency to deal with." Maddy briefly thought back on that particular summer, remembering how much Jaime was liked by everyone. A part of her felt sad that things had taken an awful turn, but she found another part feeling almost jealous. "So the two of you didn't keep in touch?" "We couldn't. I mean it's not like we had each other's info. Plus I didn't want to cause more trouble to her by trying to find her through the church." "Did you love her?" Maddy sheepishly asked. Regan looked at the young blonde, and started to understand some of where she was going with the questions. "I liked her. I found her very attractive, and I was a horny teenager." "And you're saying you're not horny anymore?" Maddy playfully added. "Oh I'm definitely still a horny devil. I can just control myself better now." Regan laughingly responded with a wiggle to her raven eyebrows. "The thing with Jamie though --- we had an understanding from the very start that it wasn't going to be....a serious thing. You know she was engaged, right?" "You're right, I forgot about that. All the girls thought her boyfriend, the medical intern, was so cute from the pictures she had. I wonder if she still got married." "It's very possible. She was bisexual after all." "Am I bisexual?" Maddy absently asked. "Well, do you want to make out with boys and have them touch you the way I do?" Regan asked hesitantly. Jade eyes looked into ocean blue. "No. I only want this from you. I've never had any of these feelings or desires when it came to boys. I actually find them annoying and I don't like how they smell." Regan chuckled. Maddy suddenly grew pensive and sad as she thought about the summer ending soon. Regan brushed the tip of her nose up Maddy's cheek. "Hey," she softly began, "what's going on in that head of yours?" She asked as she kissed the blonde's temple. "Did you have any other girlfriends after Jamie?" "My last semester in high school, Veronica and I dated, but no others." "So....are we.....I mean....this thing between us....is it....." she let out a frustrated sigh. "Maddy?" They looked in one another's eyes, each feeling vulnerable in this moment. "My liking you is not the same as with Jamie or with Veronica. It's so much more, and I would be lying if I said that didn't terrify me. I am worried about what will happen when camp ends. You have really awesome plans for college and this desire to travel. I was just going to finish community college here and continue working for my aunt and uncle and kind of see where life takes me. I don't have big dreams, and I wouldn't dare ask you to give up yours." As she started to choke on those last few words, she sat up and looked away. Regan didn't want to get emotional, not right now. She hated feeling such a strong pull towards Madelyn because it seemed as if they were on different paths in life. Their budding new relationship had only just begun and she couldn't bear to think of it ending. Madelyn sat up and placed a gentle hand on the small of Regan's back. "What if I didn't give up my plans but just altered them per se?" She waited for an answer, listening to the crackling of the fire, and hoped that Regan wasn't shutting her out. "I know that we're young and people say that young love is always short-lived, but I believe it can be different. I believe it just depends on the individuals and whether they really want to make it work. I too feel so strongly for you and it frightens me so much because I just want to crawl inside you and be a part of you." A few errant tears spilled down her cheeks. "According to anyone here, I'm already damned to hell, but I don't care --- I love you Regan." The taller woman turned and brushed her lover's tears with her thumb as she caressed a slightly trembling cheek. "Maddy, I've been in love with you ever since the first summer I saw you, and that love hasn't wavered." "Then can we make it work?" "I'm all for it," Regan responded, and then kissed her sweetly and tenderly. ********************** Not wanting to leave the embrace of each other's arms, Regan walked Maddy back to camp in the morning. They kissed behind the old oak tree. "Can we meet later at our usual spot at the lake?" Maddy whispered. "I'm sorry I have to help Uncle Jim get some supplies in town." She lovingly brushed a thumb across Maddy's lips. "How about tomorrow?" "Yes, please." Maddy pulled Regan against her, enjoying the feel of her body. "Sometimes I can't believe it would be hard to not see you for a day. But sleeping alone is going to be the worst. It was never an issue before, but now I just want your body against mine all of the time." "I know what you mean." Regan added as she softly kissed the side of Maddy's neck. They suddenly heard Shakti bark once, announcing that someone was nearing them. Immediately stepping back from one another, they turned to find Liam running towards them from the back side of his cabin a few buildings down. "Maddy, Maddy you have to come quick." Liam called out. "What's wrong? What's going on?" She asked concernedly. "Dad's here, and he's really pissed. I'm so sorry." "What do you mean dad's here?" The young teenager tried to catch his breath before continuing. "The night you were gone ---- someone must have seen you. And then there was talk around camp last night that you were gone again. Karen caught up with me and kept asking me questions about where you could be. I didn't know how to answer so I just didn't, Maddy. I swear I didn't rat you out. So I think she called mom and dad. Now dad's here and he's saying we are going home and that I better find you quick." "Oh no." She brushed a hand through her long strawberry-blonde hair. "What do you want to do?" Regan tentatively asked. "Do you want me to leave?" Sea green eyes looked into ocean blue. Maddy never imagined her coming out to her parents would happen like this, but she also knew she just couldn't deny that she loved Regan. "No, please stay. I'm just going to have to come out to them. I love you, and maybe it's time to not hide anymore." "I love you too --- with all of my heart and soul." Regan declared with a small smile. They walked hand in hand towards the front of the recreation hall and suddenly it seemed as if everything began to move in slow motion. It was akin to being deep underwater where words were garbled and incoherent. Mr. Snow leaned against the side of his Ford Explorer, arms tensely crossed in front of his chest. He couldn't believe the phone call he had received about his daughter having disappeared for two nights, and the fact that she had been gradually pulling away from all of the camp activities this summer. When he saw her and Liam approach, he merely said, "Get in the car, now." "Dad, I don't want to leave camp. I can explain why I was gone." Maddy felt like a nervous wreck, and was ever so grateful for the larger hand that held her own, giving her comfort. It didn't register immediately with Mr. Snow until she wouldn't do as told that she was holding hands with the taller individual who came with her. "You can explain it at home while you're grounded." "Dad, please! Hear me out." There was something about the way they were standing closely to one another that made his brows furrow, wondering what the hell was going on. Then his eyebrows shot up in surprise. "Are you fucking kidding me?!" His reaction was to grab Maddy roughly and shake her. "Is this what you're learning at camp?!" "Dad, I love her!" Madelyn declared. In the heat of his anger that moment of time became a complete blur for Mr. Snow. His mind raced with the aggravation of having to lose time from work to come down to camp. He and his wife thought Madelyn had been kidnapped or in some other kind of danger when they had originally heard of her disappearance from the camp grounds. He reacted without rational thought when he suddenly back handed her across the face. Regan immediately jumped in, shoving Mr. Snow hard into the side of the vehicle. He automatically swung at her, getting her in the eye. Liam threw himself at his father in an attempt to stop this mess. When Mr. Snow got a hold of himself, he realized this was quickly turning into a spectacle that everyone was watching. Straightening himself, he clearly told Maddy to get into the car because they were going home to discuss all of this. At first she refused, and instead took hold of Regan's hand. She needed to stand her ground, even though she was terrified. As the tears spilled down her cheeks, she couldn't understand what happened to the loving, caring, and gentle man she knew as a father. The man who doted on her when she was young and encouraged her to be the independent woman which she felt she was growing up to be. He plainly spoke again. "Madelyn, it's time we go home. We need to have a family discussion about what the hell is going on." Finally deciding that perhaps a discussion at home would be best so she could also talk to her mom, Madelyn conceded. She grabbed her things, secretly and quickly slipped Regan her phone number, and hugged her. "Please call me," she whispered into her lover's ear. "I will," Regan answered. She watched the car drive off, and then as if for the first time, noticed the campers and counselors staring at her. Some had disapproving and judgmental looks while others just blankly watched. She took off running through the woods, as fast as her feet would take her until she reached home. ************** Neither woman heard from the other again even though Regan made several attempts to call. Each time she rang the Snow's house, she was told by Mr. or Mrs. Snow that Madelyn had a change of heart, and to never call back. After a week of their insistence, Regan found the number was suddenly disconnected. She was heartbroken and felt so lost in what to do. Uncle Jim and Aunt Nora did their best to console Regan. They feared for their niece who had grown to become so withdrawn and cold as the weeks went on. They were also concerned of her sudden decision to go backpacking through Europe, and forego her original plan at the Technical school. Deep down, they had to believe that Regan would pull through this. ************** Madelyn had a tough time at home. She became very withdrawn and depressed. She refused to go to church. She didn't go out or talk to any of the friends she used to have, and she barely ate. She immediately began working two part-time jobs, taking in an insane amount of hours in order to save every dime. She barely spoke to her parents, but Mr. Snow held to the idea that she would snap out of it at some point. Madelyn's mother, on the other hand became increasingly concerned for her daughter's health and well-being. She had even noticed that Liam was not the same after their time at camp. So far he had become the only one whom Madelyn would speak to, and she knew that there were times the two would be locked in her room for hours. Mrs. Snow attempted to convince Liam to inform her how Maddy was really doing, but he said nothing more than, "Her heart is broken." Liam also knew that that Maddy secretly planned on leaving home on the pretence of going to college, and never returning. That was why she was desperate to save every cent. *************** The day of Maddy's departure for school was soon approaching. One particular evening, Mrs. Snow stopped Maddy as she headed up to her room after work. "Honey?" Without even so much as a glance toward her mother, Madelyn quietly waited midway up the stairs. "When are you planning to leave?" she asked softly. "Students can begin arriving on campus in a week," she coolly stated. "Sweetie, I know you're not going to school." Frightened green eyes suddenly looked at her mother. "I answered a call this morning from the university's registration office. They said they were still waiting for some paper from you, and that you haven't registered for any classes yet." She gently placed a hand on her daughter's shoulder. A few tears spilled down the older woman's cheeks when she felt Maddy's body tense and harden against her loving touch. Her daughter had changed so much and all of this hurt and anger had put such a wedge between them. The closeness and depth of love they used to share together had all but extinguished. "Maddy, I am so sorry things have turned out as they have, and I don't blame you for being so angry. I do want you to know that I love you very much, and you are an adult who is free to do as you wish. I couldn't fathom before that you might be in love with a woman, but it's very clear that this is not a phase. It breaks my heart that we've made you miserable these past couple of months. I am sorry for it." She could not stop the tears that spilled forth. "I'm sorry that I did not seek to understand and support you. I hope that when you do leave.....that you'll say good-bye and.... keep in touch. I couldn't bare it if there was no word from you again. I want you to be happy, and if this Regan person makes you happy, then so be it." Maddy frantically wiped at her own tears, trying to remain calm and to understand her mother's view. "Mom.....Regan makes me very happy. I've never felt anything like it or anything so strong. The past couple of months have been awful like my heart had been ripped out of my chest. I know I'm still just a kid to you and dad, but I need to experience my own life." "Yes. You have every right to do that, just as your father and I have." She threw her arms around her daughter, pulling her close. "I do love you Madelyn, and I am so sorry." ******************** Regan walked the grounds locking all of the windows to each building. With the changing of the season, it was time to shut down the cabins until next year. Each one had already been thoroughly swept and cleaned, and any necessary repairs were noted. The early autumn air blew a beautiful cool breeze through cabin number five as she looked around. This was Maddy's cabin, and Regan left it as the last one on her list. A few tears spilled down her cheeks as she remembered that last day they were together. She wiped at her face as she moved to the back to begin closing the windows in the back. When she returned to the front main room, ocean blue eyes widened in disbelief as she beheld the spectacle just inside the doorway. There stood Madelyn Snow in a pair of black jeans and a purple long sleeved buttoned shirt with black vest. Never Ending Summer Love Both women stood stock still, afraid that if they moved the other might disappear like an apparition. Finally Maddy softly said, "I saw the four-wheeler, and figured you might be around here." Suddenly a wave of doubt overcame her that it was a mistake to come here, and the wave of thoughts began to swirl quickly. What if Regan found someone else? What if Regan was so mad that she didn't want a relationship with her anymore? Tears streamed down her face and she choked out, "Please tell me that you still want me and that I haven't made a mistake in coming here." Regan rushed towards her grabbing her up in a full body hug. She kissed her fiercely, trying to convey her love and fear and need. Finally breaking away to breathe, Regan asked, "How did you get here?" "A taxi dropped me off. I have my luggage outside." She giggled as Regan picked her up and spun her around joyfully. "I'll need to find a place to stay," she then added. "You're staying with me," Regan interjected quickly. "I love you Maddy. I've missed you so much. It was like my heart died when I couldn't get through to you." "I love you too. It's been so awful, but I don't want to talk about that right now. I need to feel you. Please make love to me." Without letting go of one another, they fell onto Maddy's former bunk. Hands worked frantically at unbuttoning, unsnapping, and pulling up shirts and bras. Jeans were pushed down as shoes were kicked off. Maddy straddled Regan's thigh. Fingers sought one another's entrance, and when each of them slid inside the other, their mouths came together in a bruising kiss. Breasts brushed against one another, making already stiff nipples electrifyingly sensitive. Hips moved in unison, their fingertips grazing each other's spot deep inside again and again as thumbs massaged aching clits. Moans were drowned in mouths too eager to taste and tongues that fiercely explored. Their need for one another became all consuming as they reached the crescendo of their release together. The thought of almost having lost one another completely, of trying to cope with broken hearts, and of trying to find hope somewhere came crashing down around them. They held one another tightly, their bodies racked with the waves of orgasmic bliss. Regan felt the wet drops first on her neck. Wrapping her arms tighter around the small blonde, she softly cooed in her ear as she tried to stop her own dam of tears from bursting. "I've got you Babe. I'm not letting go, ever." Maddy choked out a sob as she attempted to calm herself but was failing miserably. Wiping at her face, she hoisted herself up to look into the azure blue eyes she adored. Fingers reached up to wipe at her lover's tears before they exchanged a sweet and tender kiss. ********************* Madelyn sat on the trunk of the car with hands on her chin and elbows on her knees. She looked at the familiar grounds and buildings remembering that last summer. Her heart and mind recalled the memories with a mix of fondness and sadness. Now, decades later, she wondered if coming here was such a good idea. So much had happened in her life since that one fateful summer. There had been good times and bad --- joys and tears. Life surely became an interesting adventure, though she didn't regret any of it. Now she sat here looking at the campgrounds which have been closed for a couple of years, and wondered if she could go back, would she change any of it. Suddenly from behind a building a tall figure walked silently towards the vehicle. Cobalt blue eyes twinkled, and a smile spread across her face when she spotted the blonde. Sea green eyes met her and she was pulled between Maddy's knees. "Hello beautiful." "Hello handsome," Maddy answered. They kissed passionately, feeling all of the love each one gave so freely. "So what do you think about this new prospect?" Regan softly asked. "I still can't believe the camp was passed on to you. I never thought we would ever be here again." Maddy commented. "Uncle Jim and Aunt Nora love you like a second daughter. They left this to us, so they could move to warmer climates and just enjoy their old age together." "Do you think we can grow old like them and move to a warmer place when it's time?" Maddy asked playfully. "Why not? Look how far we've come with the adventures we've had. This is just another one to add." "You know I think it would be nice to not have this as a Christian camp, but instead a camp where kids can learn about love, tolerance, and respect; and where those who are in the closet or questioning their sexuality are given the support and understanding they need." "I think that's a grand idea," Regan commented. "No one believed in us, but I never stopped believing." Maddy kissed her lover again, and then said, "Let's go check out the farm house, and maybe spend some time in your old room." Black eyebrows wiggled mischievously. "Oh hell yes." The End