2 comments/ 39342 views/ 10 favorites It's All Becoming So Clear By: freefallwithme It was the moment I had been waiting for. There had been something building up inside of me for months, but I couldn't quite figure out what I was feeling. Then our tongues connected and it was then that I knew. * ~~~~Earlier~~~~ Chloe and I have been inseparable since the 7th grade. We connected quickly and became fast friends. We've watched each other grow into the people we are today. Here's the skinny on us. My name is Mady and I'm 18. I'm about 5'4", 115 pounds, brown hair and hazel eyes. Chloe is also 18. Her red hair and bright blue eyes look stunning on her 5'7", 110 pound frame. It's spring break of our final year of high school and we're just looking forward to partying the night away. Too bad the partying had to be put on hold as Chloe got strep throat right off the bat. She was out for two days. Not wanting to get sick myself, I kept my distance and we talked on the phone at all hours of the night. I still did offer to take care of her, though. What kind of best friend would I be if I didn't? Of course she didn't take my help. It's a pride thing for her. Soon enough, Chloe was back on her feet and we were out in the city looking for things to do. Everyone we wanted to hang out with were already engaged in something. Eventually we decided to just have my older sister get us some alcohol and we'd have our own little party in my room. Vodka bottle in our possession, we slowly started to sip on our drinks. We drink Vodka straight so it wasn't too long that we started to feel comfortable and slightly tipsy. We started to discuss our crazy, sexual expeditions and things we'd like to try in the bedroom. This is something we've discussed plenty of times before, but with the alcohol in our systems, we got more detailed and open about our sexual fantasies. Some were pretty mundane. Sex in the rain, sex in a pool. Typical things like that. Then I randomly blurted out that I've always wanted to have a threesome. Chloe seemed a little surprised and pushed the subject further. "A threesome, really? Like, with two other guys or what?" "Two other guys, me and another girl. I want to try both." "Wow, I thought I was the only one who wanted to do that." This time she caught me off guard. "You want to do it too?! Why didn't you tell me?" "I don't know. It wasn't a big deal to me." The thought lingered in the back of my mind. She wants to have a threesome. I started to get images in my head of us having a threesome together. I got really turned on. I've always thought Chloe to be quite attractive. I was secretly attracted to her and had started to think sexual thoughts about her. Whenever I thought about it, I'd get that tingle, but I pushed the notion out of my head because she's my best friend and we couldn't do that. Plus, she's a woman and I'm pretty sure I'm into men. The more I thought about it though, the more I became confused about my feelings. I felt like maybe we could move further in our relationship. With my new found curiosity, I delved deeper. "Have you ever made out with a chick?" "Yeah, when I was drunk." "Ha, me too. You just have to love spin the bottle." "Right? It just makes it okay to make out with random people." "You want to make out?" "What? Really?" "Yeah. We both know making out is fun." "I guess so." "So, do you want to?" She looked at me and started to move closer. She put her lips on mine. It was the moment I had been waiting for. There had been something building up inside of me for months, but I couldn't quite figure out what I was feeling. Then our tongues connected and it was then that I knew. We only made out for a few seconds, but it seemed like an eternity of bliss. I had never been so turned on. I loved feeling her lips on mine and our tongues intertwine. My thoughts started to race. I suddenly felt so in love with her. That was it. Those were the feelings I was avoiding. I was falling for her and making out was just the icing on the cake. Chloe's cell phone rang and it was one of her guy friends. He wanted to hang out with her. She allowed him to come pick her up. I was disappointed that she was leaving, but I could deal with it. When he got there, I walked her out. She gave me a kiss on the lips and she was soon gone. My vagina was on fire. I had to take care of it as soon as possible. I got back to my room and flopped on my bed. I laid there reminiscing about the make out session I enjoyed with my best friend. My hand slowly lingered down past my pants until it found my clit. I rubbed slowly at first, but moved to a vigor once my thoughts moved back to the made up images of us having a threesome. It went from a threesome to just us having sex. I could just imagine me going down on her and her moaning until she came in my mouth. I was suddenly thrown out of my thoughts as my orgasm raged through me. I couldn't believe I just masturbated to the thoughts of fucking my best friend, but it all felt so right. I knew deep down that I had push this relationship farther. I have to take things slow. After all, she is my best friend and I'm not going to ruin that. TO BE CONTINUED... It's All Becoming So Clear Ch. 02 Thanks for all the positive feedback. I must mention that this story is based on true events. Of course, names have been changed and some details and dialogue have been altered. As the story continues, I'll update you on the real life saga. Until then, happy reading. A couple weeks had passed since that eye opening night. We never really discussed it. We just moved on and considered it something we experienced together. I, on the other hand, kept wondering when our lips would meet again. Yeah, we'd give each other a kiss on the lips whenever we said bye and went to our separate homes, but I wanted that passion. I wanted her tongue against mine, exploring each other's mouths. Us making out again didn't consume my thoughts, but it sure did seem like it. One night I decided to pick Chloe up and just drive around. We had been out for about an hour when we both started to get randomly horny. I don't even remember what we were discussing to get us that hot. I could feel my wetness through my jeans. I dropped her off back at home a little while later and I just grabbed her face and made out with her. I don't know what consumed me. She didn't back away though, she kept up right along with me. Chloe soon broke the kiss as she had to go. I drove home with a smile on my face that didn't fade until I fell asleep that night. Our friend Shane called us a few days later and wanted us to come through. He was having a party and he knew Chloe and I were always up for getting hammered. The forty minute trek seemed like an eternity when alcohol is involved. We arrived soon enough though and the drinking commenced there after. On top of the alcohol, a few blunts were being passed around so it didn't take long until everyone's perception was altered. Chloe had been sitting on my lap due to the lack of chairs. Good music had started to play and I suggested she should give me a lap dance. Several lap dances was what I got. She ground her ass into my vagina to the point that I thought I could cum right then. She was making me so hot. I took her hand and placed it on my vagina outside of my jeans. She laughed and did the same thing with my hand. We were both extremely wet. My legs were becoming numb so I stood up to stretch and nearly fell. The alcohol had kicked in a long time ago, but I was too distracted by the lap dances that it somehow phased me. After stretching, I just wanted to lay down and try to sober up a little. I layed on Shane's bed and Chloe layed next to me. This time she grabbed my face and started to make out with me. My hand started to explore and made its way up to her boobs. I started fondling her on the outside of her shirt. I broke away from the kiss and started to lick and nibble on her ears; her weak spot. She moaned softly so I knew it was okay to continue. I moved on top of her and continued my attack on her ears. My leg was in between hers and I noticed she was slightly rubbing herself on me. I kissed down her neck and then back up to her mouth. My hands pulled down the front of her shirt and exposed her bra. I stopped and kissed my way back down to her chest. I pulled down her bra to reveal her breasts. Somewhere in the back of my mind, I couldn't believe this was happening. I didn't let that stop me. I hungrily put her right nipple in my mouth. Chloe's moan became slightly more audible. I swirled her nipple around in my mouth and then switched to the left. I kneaded her right breast and sucked on the left and vice versa. We both had forgotten about all of the other guys in the room. They were watching us without surprise. I started to kiss down Chloe's stomach and she stopped me right as I reached the start of her jeans. "Mady, stop." "What, why?" "I don't think I'm ready for this." "Chloe...we just---" "I know, Mady. I know. I'm sorry. I'm just not ready for that." I tried to not get angry as I knew the alcohol was leading us along, but I couldn't help it. I was so disappointed. "Are you fucking kidding me? I just did all of that to you and now you want me to stop? You're a fucking tease!" "I'm sorry! I thought maybe I could go through with it, but the alcohol has worn off a little and I'm just scared." "What's there to be scared about? I'm your best friend, Chloe. I'm not gonna hurt you." "I know, Mady. This is all just moving too fast." Too angry to look at her, I rolled off and went outside to get some fresh air and calm down. I told myself to not be mad, it's okay that she's not ready. It is moving too fast. Don't ruin it, remember? Chloe came out a few minutes later and stood by me. We stood in silence for a few moments until I apologized for blowing up on her. She said it was okay and we hugged. We decided that we should sober up some more and head back home. TO BE CONTINUED. It's All Becoming So Clear Ch. 03 Pt. 01 It's been awhile since I've updated my story, but now I'm back. To catch you up on the real life saga from my previous chapter, things got back to normal for Chloe and me after the party at Shane's. We continued to party and shared little make-out sessions sober and non from time to time. Our relationship progressed and progressed until one fateful night at Shane's house again. PART ONE Shane was throwing a huge party tonight. He was going to be going out of town for a few months and this was his last send off until he got back. Chloe and I were quite excited. We arrived at Shane's house a little bit after 11 and immediately opened up all the liquor bottles and went for it. We were all looking to get completely wasted as we were sad Shane was leaving us for so long. Chloe and I got partially separated in the large crowd and I began to lose track of time and how much liquor I consumed. The next thing I know I'm sitting outside in front of Chloe's car by myself crying. I guess Chloe had been looking for me because she ended up next to me and our friend Silas had to not only help find me, but also escort Chloe along as she could barely walk. He left us alone when he noticed the tears streaming from my face. She put her arm around me and asked me what was wrong, but I couldn't answer because I was crying so heavily. "Mady, I was looking for you all over the fucking place and when I find you you're fucking crying. Now tell me what's wrong!" Before we got separated, I had jokingly mentioned to Chloe that we should have a threesome with Silas or hell, we should just have sex and we just laughed about it. Then Chloe said that she just wasn't as gay as I was and she didn't think she could ever do that. She laughed at that, but I didn't. She was right. I was gayer than her. Just hearing those words from her just tore me up on the inside, though. That's when I ended up outside. I had to get away. After she said that, I knew I had to tell her how I really felt despite it being a bad time. "You were right, Chloe." "Right about what?" "What you said." "What did I say?" "That I was gayer than you." "Um, I'm definitely not following you here." "For the past two months, I've been miserable. I've been keeping something from you and I just can't tell you for the fact that it'd ruin us. This wasn't supposed to happen. This isn't supposed to be happening." "Mady, slow down. What are you talking about? You can tell me." I leaned in to kiss her before I told her. I opened her lips with my tongue just so I could feel the sensation for one last time because I knew once I put my heart out there, I was never going to get to do this again. Her tongue always sends a shiver down my spine. My hands were locked in her hair. I didn't want to let go, didn't want this moment to ever end. Then Chloe pulled away and again asked what was wrong. "I'm in love with you, Chloe. Okay? That's it. I'm in love with you. You're my best friend and this is totally wrong and I know I shouldn't be in love with you, but I just can't help it. You're all I ever think about. You're all I ever want to be with. I sleep with all these guys to try to prove to myself they can be who I want, but they're not. You're who I want to spend the rest of my life with." After a few seconds, I slowly turned my head to look at her. Quite honestly, I was expecting a punch in the face or something. She was crying, though. Crying as heavily as I was. This was it. Our friendship was forever over. I made her disgusted with me. I had to leave. I went to get up, but she stopped me. "I love you, Mady. With all my fucking heart I love you, but I just don't think I'm in love with you. You just made this very confusing to me." "I know.", I whispered. "And to be quite honest with you, I'm not sure what to think of this situation. You know I'm in love with Adam. Yeah, me and him aren't together, but we're still in love with each other and it's complicated. Then you go and tell me you're in love with me and this is something else I have to deal with." "I'm sorry.", I again whispered. "And of all times to tell me!" "I didn't want to tell you under the circumstances of us being drunk and 40 minutes away from home. I just couldn't deal with my feelings anymore. It was eating me alive. I had to tell you, Chloe. I had to." "I really don't know how to feel about you right now." My heart crushed. I wasn't sad because she denied my love for her. I was sad because I just seemingly lost the most important person in my life. "Look Chloe, I'll um, I'll just call my sister and have her pick me up. I'm sorry I did this to you." "No, stop. I'm your ride and I'll take you home. Hell, I'll probably end up staying the night." "But you can't even look at me." "Just give me some time, okay? I just need a minute away from you." I walked away at that point. It was close to 5 in the morning before we got back to my house. We didn't talk on the ride home nor did we speak when we woke up the next morning. I walked her to her car and that was that. TO BE CONTINUED.