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Going Down a Slippery Slope Ch. 02

By: -Ripley-



Looking back over the last month, Kim felt like she should get an award for patience. Well, she was hoping that there actually would be a reward. Erin was getting comfortable with their relationship but it was taking time. In truth it wasn't that long, but it felt that way to Kim. Despite how frustrating it was, Kim was happy. She and Erin were together.

They were spending a lot of time with one another. It wasn't every single night but the majority of the week. That amount of time had increased each week. Just like the rest of the relationship, the change had been slow but mostly positive. To start while Erin was getting used to being in a relationship with a woman, they stayed in most evenings when she didn't have a game. Even though Kim had homework, she insisted on cooking for them when they had dinner together. "I like doing things for you, Erin," she had said when Erin tried to convince her to let Erin take over the duty. Finally Erin dropped it. It meant that Kim often had to focus on homework after dinner, so they would snuggle on the sofa together. While Kim read her text books or worked on her laptop, Erin would read. It was one of the times that Kim liked best because Erin was quite relaxed and had no inhibitions about touching her.

For a while, the same couldn't be said about when they were in public. Kim still remembered going with Erin to one of her soccer games the first time since they started going out. Even though they had been together for a good part of the day before the game and Erin had been only slightly inhibited with holding her hand, Erin couldn't do that when they got to the ball field where Erin knew a bunch of people. It had hurt, Kim recalled. She wasn't quite sure exactly what the feeling had been. It was almost like shame, that showing how she felt about Erin was wrong. She didn't feel that way in truth, but the moment had been sour and it occasionally still haunted her. She had long ago come to grips with her sexuality and accepted herself. It was unpleasant to have that feeling forced upon her again.

Still it had been a good day. There weren't that many people who came to the game so she didn't have to worry about making small talk and explaining why she was interested. And she got to watch Erin. She admired her strong body and how quick she could move. She watched with a little bit of lust. Unfortunately at the end, the best that she was able to get was a return hug when she congratulated Erin on having been the only person to score.

Back then, Kim felt lucky that she got a kiss to end a night together. Even when they stayed in, Erin wasn't ready for necking. To the couple of friends that she could talk about it, she described it as lovey dovey. Erin liked holding hands as they sat together. And she gave great hugs where she would pull Kim against her and their bodies would mold to each other. At moments like that, Kim was able to go a little further and give Erin soft kisses on her neck and shoulder, but it was only for a few seconds. After that, she could feel Erin start to tense and get nervous, even as there were hints of a growing passion beneath the surface.

Kim wasn't sure she could have persevered if it wasn't for being able to see slow changes in Erin's acceptance. Each time there was a little change, it made her heart soar. There was that night in the second week when Erin had overcome her nervousness. Unexpectedly when Kim had nibbled on her neck, Erin had grabbed her hair and turned her head back for a deep kiss. It seemed like it was almost timeless to Kim. It went on forever. Erin plunged her tongue into Kim's mouth, almost as if it wanted to force its way in despite Erin's willingness. She had moaned as Erin continued to kiss her.

Finally the kiss ended. Kim was breathless. She could feel how quickly she had become wet. She wanted more. She wanted to press her body against Erin. She wanted to hump Erin's leg, grinding her pussy into it. But she held back, waiting on Erin.

Erin pressed her cheek to Kim's. Her arms were still around Kim. Her own breathing was rapid too. 

"That was nice," Kim softly said.

"Mmmhmm," Erin agreed. And then she did it again.

It was just as explosive the second time. But this time, Erin ran her fingers along Kim's body. She explored just a little. Her hand found that Kim's shirt exposed just a little skin on her back. Erin ran her fingertips there. She liked how Kim shuddered. Erin did it again. This time it produced a low moan. She lowered her lips to Kim's neck. She took a little nibble, held on and tugged on the skin. Kim hissed as she had a quick intake of breath through clenched teeth.

After taking one nibble, Erin paused. Kim's eyes opened to look at her. 

"I'm liking this, Baby, but I think I'm going to stop for now," Erin said after a moment. "I'm not quite ready to go further, and anything more is going to just tease you."

"I don't mind," Kim whispered. It could have been a joke. But her voice was so serious. Her body was trembling. "Erin, you can tease me as much as you want."

"I'm not that cruel, Baby," Erin said as she kissed Kim lightly on the lips.

That night had marked a couple of changes. Their kissing sessions continue to evolve. Erin opened up to more touching, exploring what felt good to Kim and let Kim find what excited her. More importantly, after that night Erin started showing her affection outside the apartment. 

That was another of those moments burned in Kim's mind. They were going to one of Erin's games. All the previous games, Kim had to be content with just being with Erin. But this time when they got out of the car, Erin reached over and took Kim's hand. Kim was taken by surprise. Erin gave her a shy smile and just started walking over to where her team was. Kim took a couple of quick steps to keep up before slowly walking the rest of the way alongside Erin. As they came up to the others, she could feel Erin's hand tighten just a tiny bit, but she didn't let go. A few of the other women took a quick glance at the hands being held but then it was ignored. More than one had already figured out what was going on, not that anyone had an issue with it. Erin finally let go when she put down her bag and started to get ready.

As Kim turned to walk over to the seating area, there was one woman who caught her eye and gave her a smile with a thumbs up. Finally Kim allowed her own smile to come forth. The happiness just shone through her.

It was the little moments that kept Kim going. Erin was not impulsive. She was in control. Every step was a deliberate one. And while Kim would have liked the steps to come faster, this was an aspect of the strength that attracted her to Erin in the first place.

As their public relationship evolved, their work relationship grew more complicated. At first, it was easy to keep it secret. But as Erin became more comfortable with the relationship, it became more difficult. They gave each other looks. There were little inside jokes that carried over from out of the office. Erin was always careful never to be inappropriate but even still it wasn't too hard to figure out.

Erin was at her desk when Judy, her boss, stopped by. Kim wasn't in yet.

"Morning, Erin," she said as she sat down. 

Erin nodded at her. "Hi Judy." She wasn't sure why Judy was there, and waited for her to say something else.

Judy looked around. No one else was close so she went ahead. "Erin, I don't want to butt into your personal business but sometimes personal and work converge." She paused a second. "You know me, Erin. I could care less who anyone is with. My brother is gay. And well, you know my friends. They are a very mixed bunch." She paused again. "I'm right in thinking that you and Kim are seeing each other?"

If Judy hadn't been such a good friend, Erin might have gotten a little hot. But she had been like an older sister to Erin. "It's only been a few weeks, but yes."

She smiled at Erin. "She is quite lovely, Erin. It surprised me a little. You and her."

Erin laughed. "It surprised me too."

"There are no rules that forbid office romances, Erin. But you can't let them interfere with work either." She reached out and squeezed Erin's arm. "You've been here a while and I consider you a friend. There hasn't been a problem. The stuff I picked up on is no big deal. In fact as usual, when someone is happier, they do better work. So you are doing fine there. Erin, I hope that things go well with Kim. But if they don't, that is where there are work problems. If you stop seeing someone, you can just avoid them. But when you work with them, you can't."

She noticed the look on Erin's face. Judy squeezed her arm again. "I know, thoughts about things not working out are the last thing on your mind."

"Judy, actually it is more on my mind than you might guess," Erin broke in. "It is all very new to me. There are times when it is scary. Most of the time it is great. But I can't tell if it will work out. It isn't like I have the greatest track record with romance, as you well know."

"I know, Erin. I don't want this to be the boss coming down on you, so I will say one thing. Maybe the reason for that was that none of them were the right person. You just need to find that person. I hope Kim is it." Judy gave her arm one more squeeze and then got up and left. Erin looked after her for a few moments, lost in her thoughts. Then she got right back to work.

The other aspect of Erin's life that grew more complicated was her friends. None of her friends had an issue with her being with another woman. While the stereotype of lesbians in sports was overblown, there was enough truth to it that almost anyone involved had long ago gotten over any prejudices. In the tight circles that made up sports teams, Erin found that it was the opposite problem. Just like Judy, her friends cared about her. Instead of being upset, they all wanted to know what was going on. Erin felt pressure from them to clarify a relationship before she was ready

"Okay, what's up?" Erin tried to glare at her friends as she joined them for drinks after work one evening. As soon as she showed up, all conversation had stopped. "You all look guilty!" If anything, saying that caused her friends to look more guilty. They glanced at each other.

Finally one of them spoke up. It was Gail, who Erin had known for longer than any of the others. Although they hadn't gone to high school together, they had grown up in the same town and had often played against each other for years before they became teammates at the University.

"Well, maybe we are a little. This is the first time that we are seeing you when Kim isn't with you. And we were sharing what we know so that the interrogation can be more effective." Gail looked around at the other women, who were trying not to laugh too much. "Yup, that's about it."

"Oh God, give me strength!" Erin groaned. She had an idea that there would be some discussion. It didn't occur to her that she would be the topic of the day.

One of the other women spoke up. "Erin, what did you think? You haven't gone out with anyone in months. And the number of people who you have dated isn't exactly a long list. No matter who it was, we would be nosy."

Another took up the conversation. "And the fact that Kim is a gal. Well, I'm gay and I didn't see that coming."

Gail spoke up again. "Don't misunderstand us, Erin. Everyone who has met Kim likes her. So you don't need to feel like you are going to be put on the defensive! But none of us have had much of a chance to talk to you since it started." She paused and looked around at the others. "We all love you and support you, Erin. Our curiosity is just boiling over. So spill the beans."

That made Erin laugh and the slight feeling of dread that had come over her dissipated. She started telling them about how Kim's feelings had started to come out at the restaurant. It took a little while but she caught them up on what had been happening between them.

The lesbian in the group, Emily, finally asked the question that all of them wanted to ask. "So after all that, you still haven't said how you feel about her."

Erin didn't answer. She just looked at them. It wasn't a defiant look. In fact there was something almost painfully sad about it. Gail got up and came over to give her a hug.

"It's okay, Erin. You don't have to answer if you aren't ready," she said looking over at the others.

"I don't know if I'm ready or not. I am still sorting things out. What I do know is that I am happy. She makes me happy."

They all smiled at her. The newness of it all was adding to the confusion that comes with beginning a relationship. Maybe it was just being outside the situation, but it seemed clear to most of them that she was falling in love.

"What have you told your parents?" Gail wanted to know.

Erin looked uncomfortably over at Emily. "Nothing yet. They don't know anything about Kim. I know I should but it's just one more thing that makes it so much more complicated. It just seems like it isn't quite the time."

Now it was Emily's turn to be reassuring. "Don't worry, Erin. I understand. No offense anyone else but I am sure that I understand better than any of you. It's easy to say be open and accepting. When it is your son or daughter, it usually hurts. Even if they rally quickly, there is that first moment especially if it comes completely from out of the blue. And Erin, I think this will because you have clearly not been oriented this way before. When you are sure, then think about telling them."

The emotions of the discussion had gotten to Erin a little. She wiped at her eyes for a second. "Thanks, Emily. I am sure they will be okay with it if I am happy, but there is that nagging doubt. You know?"

Emily nodded at her. There wasn't much else that needed to be said.

Slowly the conversation turned to other things. Erin was quieter than usual. It had taken a certain amount out of her to have the discussion. She was happy to just listen to the ebbs and flows of the others talking. Plus it had sparked some more thinking to do on her own.

As they finished up their drinks and realized that they all had to get going, one of the youngest women asked one last question of Erin. "So Erin, when I get to meet Kim, how would you introduce her to me? As your friend, or would it be something else?" 

Gail turned and whacked Bobbi on the arm. "Leave her alone. We already made her cry once! We don't want to do it again now that we are all leaving."

"It's okay, Gail. I don't know, Bobbi. Beyond figuring out how I feel, there is still the issue of saying it out loud. Putting a label on it has always seemed like a big step to me. Like you open up to jinxing it. I guess you will have to wait and see when you do meet her."

They all hugged as they said goodbye outside. Emily lingered for a few moments after the others had left. "Erin, don't hesitate to call if you feel like talking. I wasn't kidding when I said I didn't see this coming."

"I didn't either. It isn't about being attracted to women. Generally that hasn't changed. It's Kim. There is something special about her, special for me. It could be amazing. I just have to let it develop."

"Okay, sweetie. Be well! And talk to you soon." Erin watched for a moment as Emily walked away. She was lost in thoughts about Kim. What was she? Erin tried saying it to herself just to see how it felt. "This is my girlfriend, Kim." It wasn't as scary as she thought it might be. And in saying it, she knew that it was how she was thinking of it. Someday soon, she thought she would find the courage to say it out loud.

Then she turned and headed to her own car to go home. Kim was planning on coming over for dinner and she didn't want to be late for that. She hoped that Kim had been diligent with her homework so that they would have time that evening to explore the consequences of some of Erin's new thoughts.

Even with hurrying home, Erin still found Kim sitting outside her apartment waiting for her to arrive. She jumped up to her feet as soon as she saw Erin walking down the hallway. As always when they saw each other for the first time in a day, they both had eyes only for each other. Their faces were lit up. When Erin got to where Kim was, she put one arm around Kim's back and the other reached up behind her neck. Their kiss was deeper than normal, especially out in the hallway. Erin pulled Kim into the kiss. Kim melted against her, savoring the kiss.

When the kiss finally ended, she looked at Erin and said, "Wow! That was unexpected but very much liked!"

To start with, Erin's only response was to hug Kim. She enjoyed the feeling of Kim's body against hers. Then as she broke the hug to unlock her door so that they could enter, she spoke. "I missed you, Kim. I have been thinking about you, about us, and that made me look forward to seeing you."

"Mmmm, I like the sound of that," Kim said in a happy tone. She looked particularly fetching to Erin. It had been another nice day. She had on a short skirt and tight t-shirt that ended just a little above her skirt so a little band of skin was revealed. Although not a tall woman, Kim's body had all the right proportions. Her legs looked longer than they were and were shown off in all their glory by her outfit. 

Erin was struck again by how good looking Kim was. She was still occasionally surprised that Kim was interested in her. It seemed like she could have anyone that she would want. But she had learned to keep those thoughts to herself. Nothing got Kim so fiery at Erin saying something like that. The last time, Kim had actually yelled at her to stop it. It was the first and only time she had ever raised her voice to Erin. It had gotten across her point. Now Erin limited her thoughts to how lucky she was that Kim felt that way.

While Erin went into her bedroom to change into something less formal than her work clothes, Kim started on dinner. She was quite a good cook and really enjoyed making dinner for the two of them. Tonight she had bought some inexpensive white fish and was busy making a pilaf to go with it. When Erin came back out, she was wearing a comfortable but attractive skirt and blouse combination. That was slightly unusual as she was more prone to wearing a t-shirt and jeans. Kim gave a low wolf whistle when she saw it.

"That looks great, Erin! Are you dressing up for little old me?" she asked in a teasing tone. She laughed at the blush that caused on Erin. "Well I like it!"

"Maybe, depends upon if you have earned it." Erin answered back. "Did you get your homework done, young lady?" Her tone was mockingly severe.

"Yes, Ma'am!" Kim replied.

With a smile on her face, Erin came up behind her and put her arms around Kim. She softly kissed Kim's neck as she pulled her close. The sigh that Kim made was a delightful sound. "I was thinking, sweetie, maybe you would get a little reward for being so patient with me. And for doing your homework of course!"

"I like the sound of that even better," Kim answered and rubbed her rear against Erin's body. "But only if you want to, Erin. You know that."

"I know, sweetie." She twisted around a little so that she could kiss Kim again. It was short and more loving than passionate. But Kim sensed less hesitation and a promise of things to come. For a little bit, they just stood like that, linked together, both enjoying the feeling.

Finally Kim pushed playfully at Erin's shoulder. "Now let me finish dinner or you won't have any energy for my reward!" 

Erin smiled as watched her as she cooked. Kim was focused on making the salad. Her attention was on the vegetables that she was cutting up to go with the lettuce. As she looked down at the cutting board, some locks of hair would slide down to obscure her fair. After a few moments, Kim would realize it and push it out of her face. Erin found it incredibly cute, especially since most of the time Kim would look over to where Erin was and blush at the attention Erin was showing.


Going Down a Slippery Slope Ch. 02



As soon as the salads were done, Kim was ready to serve up dinner. Again, their pattern had been fairly clearly established. Even though she was making dinner, Kim insisted on also setting the table. Once Erin sat down, Kim would serve her first. Only after that would Kim bring over her own plate and sit down. Then she would wait for Erin to start. It was an odd ritual but by now Erin was used to it and fell into the pattern without thought.

Tonight as they ate, Erin and Kim chatted about the day. As she listened, Erin's eyes kept flicking up and down over Kim's body. Normally she kept her interest hidden; stealing glances when she thought Kim wasn't looking. Most of the time, she was right but there moments where Kim could see the growing interest. 

Tonight was different. Erin's interest was no longer hidden. It was very much in the open. At first, Kim didn't know how to take it. Being the center of Erin's attention was a bit like being in a spotlight. She found herself becoming tongue-tied, unable to continue telling Erin about her day. But as she grew quiet, Erin picked up the thread of the conversation. She began to tell Kim about meeting her friends, and about the interrogation. More importantly Erin talked about the questions that it had raised in her own mind. And the direction those questions had taken her thoughts.

"You are very lovely, Kim. I'm not sure that I have really told you that before. But you are the loveliest woman I have ever met." Erin smiled at the blush that spread over Kim's face. Kim lowered her eyes, seemingly unable to meet Erin's. 

Finally in a very soft voice, Kim said, "Thank you, Erin." Her eyes glanced up for just a second to look into Erin's eyes before dropping again.

Taking a small sip of her wine, Erin reached out with her hand to stroke Kim's arm. "And I know I haven't told you that you have been making me very happy, by being with me." Her fingers brushed lightly against Kim's skin. She could feel that Kim was trembling. Her lips made that little smile again for just a second. Then she was serious again. "I also know you have been waiting on me; letting me be sure this was right." Her fingers sought out Kim's, taking her hand with fingers interlaced. Her fingers tightened and Kim's did too in response. "Thank you, Kim, for your patience."

Kim raised her eyes to look into Erin's face. Her own face had a little happy smile on it. Her nervousness seemed to disappear and a calm certainty came from her voice. "You are worth any wait, Erin. You are my dream woman. I would wait forever for you, Erin."

Now it was Erin's turn to blush. No matter how many times she heard Kim say that, there still was always a little feeling of surprise. At least now, she understood what Kim meant about it being her choice about the definition of perfection.

Rising, Erin walked around the table and stood next to Kim who looked up at her. The adoration in her eyes was impossible to miss. Erin reached out with her other hand and stroked Kim's beautiful face. She heard Kim make a little sigh and press her cheek against Erin's hand. The smile on Erin's face grew. Her fingers moved under Kim's chin and gently tilted her head back. As she bent down, she could smell that scent that had come to mean Kim to her, and now always filled her with a happy feeling.

Their lips touched. For a brief moment, neither of them closed their eyes or parted their lips. Erin looked deep into Kim's sapphire eyes. Then as their mouths open, first Erin and then Kim closed their eyes and lost themselves in the kiss. Kim waited for Erin's tongue to slowly slide into her mouth. Her own tongue greeted it, swirling over it. Her mouth opened wider to welcome Erin. To start, Erin's tongue just explored inside her mouth. Then Kim felt it starting to reach in deep. After reaching in as far as she could, Erin pulled it slowly back. She could feel Kim's lips close around it, sucking lightly to try and keep it in her. Erin waited until it was almost out before plunging it back in hard. Kim made a little sigh in response. 

Pushing her tongue in and out of Kim's mouth, Erin's fingers tangled in Kim's hair. She pulled Kim's head closer against her own. Still seated, Kim pressed her body against Erin. She knew she was trembling but couldn't help herself. She had been waiting for Erin for so long. Her excitement was building and she felt it almost getting out of control. She was trying to hold it back when Erin's other hand touched her shoulder and then slide down her front. Her nipples were hard little nubs pushing outwards. As Kim's fingers brushed against them, the excitement was too much for her. She felt her body spasm as a small orgasm rushed over her. Without any control left, she had to just let it go, tightly holding on to Erin.

Erin felt the tremors going through Kim. It confused her a little since they were just starting, but she understood that for the first time she had somehow given Kim an orgasm. She took a nipple between her fingers and gently rolled it. Her other arm held Kim close, supporting her. 

Letting out a low "Oh my God," Kim felt her orgasm expand instead of trailing off. Biting her lip, she lay her head against Erin's shoulder and leaned her body against her. She cherished the moment. It didn't go on too long, but it was wonderful to her. Being in Erin's arms, feeling her strength and having that moment of ecstasy, she was starting to get her hopes realized. She raised her head just a little. Erin's neck was very close. Her tongue flicked out and stroked it. She could fell just the tiniest reaction. A small little smile with just a hint of wickedness appeared on Kim's lips. Now she would get her chance to give Erin pleasure too.

Her hand moving up to touch the back of Erin's head, Kim started giving her neck tiny kisses. She began just above the collar of Erin's neck, on the side and slowly ran them up almost to her ear. Her fingers slid through Erin's short hair, pulling her head a little closer. Her teeth parted and gently grabbed Erin's earlobe, giving it the gentlest tug. Kim was rewarded with a sudden exhale from Erin. She went back to kissing her neck. 

Her hand was softly stroking Erin's arm, fingertips lightly caressing her skin. There were little goose bumps starting to appear and Kim felt proud to know she was causing them. She curled her fingers and let the backs of them brush against the curve of Erin's breast. She was careful not to come too close to her nipple but again she could feel Erin's reaction.

Now she was kissing along Erin's collarbone, down to the notch at the base of her neck. Kim's tongue flicked in and out of it. She liked the way Erin's body quivered with each flick. It wasn't that she doubted that Erin was excited by her, but after the long wait it was good to see that she was lusting too.

Kim took her hand and pulled the blouse back a bit, to reveal more of Erin's breast. She quickly started to kiss there too. After each kiss, she would dart her tongue out and caress the soft skin. She moved her attention down into the cleavage. Now Erin's scent was filling her nose. It was powerful for Kim. Her desire to please Erin grew. She felt almost desperate to show Erin how much she cared for her. Her fingers fumbled trying to unbutton the blouse. In the back of her mind, there was the tiniest worry that Erin would pull away and deny her once again. Kim wanted to make sure that the pleasure was so great, that couldn't happen.

For Erin's part, there wasn't any reason for Kim to worry. She had already made her decision. And once made she wasn't going to alter it. In any case, Kim's actions were having the desired effect. Erin couldn't remember any time that she was this excited. It was more than the expert touches and kisses Kim was giving her body. Part of it was having waited as long as they had. She had been horny for quite a while, but had just kept it under control. Now she was releasing it. Beyond that there was Kim. She had never been with someone so attractive and sexy. Once she had opened her mind to it, there was no way that she couldn't be excited by her. But it was more than that. Erin had never been one for casual sex. Without genuine affection, true excitement wasn't there for her. She was still too scared to call it love, but the connection between them was very strong.

Even through her excitement, Erin was able to recognize that slight desperation in Kim. And because of how well she knew her by now, it wasn't hard for Erin to figure it out. She bent her head down to say in Kim's ear, "Baby, don't worry. I want this. I want you. I'm not going to run this time."

The soft words hit home to Kim. She paused for a moment to tightly hug Erin. When she looked up at Kim, her eyes were shining with just a little bit of unshed happy tears. The reassuring smile Erin gave her melted her heart.

"Let's go to the couch, Baby," Erin added. "I think it might be a little more comfortable. And we can take as long as we want."

Kim might have liked to actually stay like that, slowly working her way down Erin's body and then finally showing Erin how good she was at eating pussy while on her knees. But she wanted Erin to take the lead and would do whatever she wanted.

Their arms around each other, they went into the living room and Erin lay back on the couch. Kim quickly climbed up to straddle her legs. Bending over, she went back to playing with Erin's breasts. She had her blouse entirely unbuttoned. It fell away to either side of Erin. Her breasts were still in her bra. But for the moment, Kim was enjoying that. She was switching between kisses, stroking with her tongue and softly sucking on Erin's skin. In particular, she loved to flick her tongue under the edge of the bra.

Shifting her body, Kim moved one knee between Erin's legs. At first she didn't do anything with it. But as Erin's excitement grew, her hips began to move on their own. Once that started, Kim slid it upwards to press against her pussy. That pulled up Erin's skirt, exposing her strong and long legs. The feeling of their skin rubbing against each other added fuel to the fire in their building excitement.

Kim shifted slightly again. Her arms went around Erin and she straightened her body far enough to give Erin a deep kiss. Both of their tongues were now swirling against each other. With an ease gained through practice, Kim had Erin's bra undone with a quick twist of her fingers.

Again she moved. While continuing to kiss Erin, Kim's hands were busy, pushing off her blouse, leaving it crumpled up behind Erin. Then she was removing the bra, freeing Erin's small but well-formed breasts for Kim's worship. With one last soft caressing kiss of their lips, Kim moved back down. She blew lightly on Erin's left nipple for a moment, and then her tongue extended to barely touch it. Erin made a little gasp.

Kim's glance up at Erin was impish. Her mouth parted and she slowly slipped her lips over Erin's nipple. Closing, she softly sucked on it, pulling it in deeper. Lifting her head, she tightened her lips as it slowly slid back out. Moving over to the other one, she repeated the actions.

Erin's hands had been on Kim's back, but now they move to the back of Kim's head. Her fingers grasped Kim's hair, not controlling her but just holding on. Her moans were now frequent and getting louder.

As she moved from breast to breast, Kim kept pressing her leg up against Erin. She could feel the increasing urgency with which Erin was moving her hips. She reached down with one hand and cupped Erin's mound.

"Oh God," slipped from Erin's lips.

Kim had that wicked smile back on her lips. She squeezed her fingers in against Erin in a slow rhythm. Each time she was rewarded. Sometimes it was with a loud moan. Other times it was a gasp.

Finally Erin spoke with a voice husky with desire and more earthy in her language than usual. "Okay you little bitch, eat my pussy. I need it now."

Far from being bothered, Kim's own excitement grew at Erin's words. She quickly moved to obey. Sliding between Erin's legs, she pushed her skirt up and out of the way. The smell of Erin's pussy was everywhere. Her panties were soaking. Kim pressed her lips against Erin's mound, and ran her tongue up and down the outside of the wet fabric. To Kim, nothing had ever tasted so good. Her hands reached up and grasped the panties and pulled them down. Erin lifted her hips up to help them get out of the way. Once they slid down, she pulled one leg out and then they were just ignored as irrelevant.

Now finally Kim was getting to do what she had wanted to do almost from the moment she had met Erin. She once again ran her tongue up and down. This time she was touching Erin. She could feel how wet she was. She felt greedy trying to collect every little bit of Erin's pussy juice. Then her tongue pushed between Erin's lips to go for more. It was vibrating and flicking about, stroking and caressing. As she touched particular spots that pleased Erin, Kim paid them more attention, but only briefly. She knew that it was best in small doses and that moving around would keep Erin's excitement building.

Erin's fingers were still in Kim's hair, but now she was not even aware of how she was pulling. Her hands were trying to take Kim even deeper into her pussy. Kim gave no sign of it bothering her and instead tried to give Erin what she wanted. Her tongue stretched out as far as it could; penetrating deep into Erin's pussy. She could sense Erin's need and began to use her tongue to fuck her. One hand reached up to softly caress Erin's hard clit. Each time she thrust her tongue in deep, she caressed it again.

Soon Erin was starting to feel her orgasm coming. Often they had been hard for her in the past. This time there was no problem. Her legs wrapped around Kim's back, pulling her close. Her head began to arch backwards, followed by her back. Suddenly it broke upon her.

Erin screamed with the release. And then she screamed again. It was a long drawn out sound of passion. Then a torrent of "Oh fucks" came out of her. Her body thrashed up and down. Kim did her best to not be thrown off. Her tongue flicked and thrust in and out of her lover. She pressed her face tightly against Erin. And when she felt it slacken just a little, she moved her mouth up a little higher and touched Erin's clit with her mouth for the first time. Her tongue flicked and caressed the hard little button. Swirling around it, she felt a second orgasm rip through Erin.

Erin was unaware of how hard she was thrashing. Her hands had let go of Kim and were grasping and twisting the couch cushions. Her head was moving from side to side and she was making incoherent sounds. She had never cum twice in a row and never, ever, like this. She couldn't tell how long it went on but while it was happening, it seemed like forever.

In the end, it only ended because she could barely catch another breath and had to gasp out, "Please, no more. I can't." Kim immediately pulled back and stopped trying to keep it going. She instead started to just very lightly kiss around, taking the opportunity to clean up all the tasty pussy juice that was covering every inch of Erin's skin down there.

Collapsing, Erin could feel Kim's attention but she was wiped out. It was all she could do to stroke Kim's head. After a few moments, she was able to say a few words.

"Oh Baby ... oh Baby, that was unbelievable. You made me feel like nothing before." Erin had to stop for a few moments before adding, "You are very, very good at that!"

Kim was beaming as she looked up at Erin. "So I was a good little bitch, Erin?" she asked with a laugh in her voice.

Remember what she had said in the heat of passion, Erin was embarrassed. I'm sorry, Baby, I didn't mean to call you a bitch," she started to say before Kim interrupted her.

"I didn't mean it that way. I like being your little bitch," Kim said putting a special emphasis on the word "your." "And I am glad you liked it. That is what I trying to do."

Reaching out, Erin took Kim's hand in hers. She tugged on it slightly and Kim got the hint. She slid up to cuddle up in Erin's arms. They kissed once again. This time, however, the kiss was full of tenderness and was long and caring. They held each other in a tight embrace. 

As the kiss ended, Kim let a happy sigh out. Erin found it very endearing and she gave Kim another tender kiss. Then lying together, they just enjoyed the moment. Erin's fingers were softly stroking Kim's arm while she lay her head on Erin's chest. In the silence of the moment, Kim was happy just to listen to the sound of Erin's heartbeat. It was only now back to its normal slow steady rhythm.

Sensing Erin looking at her, Kim lifted her head to look back. Erin had a funny look on her face, like she had been considering something but wasn't sure to say anything. Finally with a slightly embarrassed smile, she replied as if Kim had only spoken a second before. "Then yes, you were an excellent little bitch." Erin was a little surprised to see that Kim's smile was one of pride, like she had just been given the greatest compliment. Erin chuckled and hugged her tight.

They stayed like that on the couch for a while. Soft caresses were interrupted by long kisses. Few words were spoken. Every once in a while, Kim would let her fingers become a little bolder, touching places that had seemed in particular to excite Erin. For a long time, they just felt nice to Erin but eventually she felt a little stirring again.

"Baby, I haven't pleased you yet. If you keep doing that, I'm not going to either. It will be you doing me again," she said.

Kim shook her head. "It's okay. It feels good to me to make you happy. I already came once to start with and there will be other times. This is almost like your first time. I want it to be really good for you." One of her hands slid down the inside of Erin's thigh for emphasis.

She must have hit a perfect spot because Erin let out a long "Ahhhh."

"And," continued Kim, "I can tell you are getting horny again. Don't you want me to make you cum again? I can suck on your pretty nipples and lick your tasty little pussy. Wouldn't you like that, Erin? I like being your pussy licker."

Between the touching that Kim was doing and her talking dirty, Erin was getting excited again. "Oh, you are a little bitch, aren't you?" she hissed. 

Kim flashed that wicked smile. "Let's go to the bedroom. We can do more things there and show you what a dirty little bitch I can be." Just hearing Kim talk like that was enough to increase Erin's excitement.

As they stood up, Erin because fully aware that Kim was actually fully dressed, although now somewhat messy with Erin's pussy juice on her shirt.

When she commented on it, Kim just laughed. "Don't worry, your dirty little bitch will take care of that."

After that, Erin didn't waste any time getting to the bedroom. As Kim followed her in, she said, "Would you lie down on the bed, Erin?" While Erin was doing that, she picked up the iPod that was lying on the dresser and quickly found the music for which she was looking. It was some Santana, one of his more Latin CD's. 

As the sounds of "El Faro" began to build, Kim turned to Erin. Her hips started to find the rhythm. They swayed back and forth. Kim's hands reached down to her legs, slowly sliding back up. As they reached her short skirt, they caught it and pulled it up to expose her panties. She was so wet herself that her pussy was very visible. Twirling around she let go and the skirt fell back down. Bending over, she was almost in half as she looked back at Erin through her legs. Her hips kept shifting from one side to the other. Then she straightened up halfway. Her hands reached to the back of her legs. She slowly stood up and again pulled her skirt up to this time expose her panty clad ass. Holding up the skirt with one hand, Kim raised the other while thrusting her hips. Suddenly she brought her hand down and slapped her ass. 




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The sound surprised Erin. It sounded like it had been pretty hard but if it hurt, Kim hadn't shown any sign of it. If anything her hips were thrusting harder and her head was flipping back and forth more. Erin had never seen a striptease before but she was appreciating the experience. Her own pussy was dripping again and she started to run her fingers over one breast.

Kim started turning around to face Erin. Her startlingly blue eyes were fixed on Erin. She continued to thrust her hips, aiming them at Erin. Licking her lips, Kim mirrored how Erin was playing with her own breast. Everything that Erin did, Kim tried to do through her shirt. But when Erin started pulling her nipples, Kim found she wasn't able to copy that. First wagging her finger at Erin, she then crossed her arms in front of herself and grasped her shirt, slowly pulling it up. Her perfectly flat belly was gradually exposed. Finally she pulled it over her head. For a few moments she twirled it and then tossed it in Erin's direction.

Wearing only her skirt and pink bra, Erin thought that she had never seen Kim look more desirable. She wanted to grab her and pull her to bed but she also didn't want to miss out on her stripping.

Continuing to move to the music, Kim danced to the edge of the bed. She wasn't quite close enough for Erin to touch. She brought her hands up to cup her breasts, caressing them through her bra. Then this time she didn't wait a long time. Her bra hooked in the front and she undid it without delay. After that, however, she took her time exposing her breasts. She made sure that Erin could see that it was undone. She slid the material a little to one side and then another. Finally in a peekaboo movement she exposed one and then covered it back up. It was only a brief view but it built Erin's appetite for more. As the music built in tempo, Kim twirled to it with her black hair flying out, slowly letting her bra go so that it came off and fell to the floor. 

It wasn't that Erin hadn't realized that Kim had nice breasts, but she hadn't realized how nice while they were covered up. There was no question that they were real. They weren't overly big but they were perfectly shaped. Her areolas were wide but not too wide and her nipples were raised buttons and very hard right now. Erin's own excitement continued to increase and she didn't even realize that her hand had moved from her breast to her pussy and was softly stroking it.

Kim smiled as she saw that. She loved being able to excite Erin. But she wanted to get back between Erin's legs too. So she reached back and unzipped her skirt. Continuing to move to the music, she slowly lowered the skirt and then stepped out of it. Now she just had her panties on. Stroking herself, she continued to dance for Erin. With each movement, she took a tiny step towards her. When she got to the bed, she just kept going. Climbing onto it, she crawled on her hands and knees over to where Erin lay panting with desire.

Sitting up on her knees, she asked Erin, "Take them off, please Erin?" She was thrusting her hips slowly back and forth. As Erin came towards her to do it, she wrapped her arms around Erin and deeply kissed her. She could feel Erin's fingers on her, touching her skin, pressing against her pussy. She longed to let go and be pleasured, but she had a mission and she was going to do it.

Once Erin had them off of her, Kim moved beside her and lay on her back. Taking Erin's hands in her, she guided her to move up higher on the bed, above her head. 

"Bring that pussy to your little bitch, Erin, please!" she said in her sexiest voice. 

Moving forward, Erin obliged her. Straddling her head, she lowered her hips down on her face, Kim immediately attacked it. Her tongue began giving long strokes, from her clit almost all the way back to her anus. When she was in the middle of the stroke, Kim made sure to push her tongue up deep into Erin.

Erin felt her excitement building fast this time. It felt so very good. Without meaning too, she thrust her hips down hard onto Kim. Each time Kim's tongue moved across her, Erin met it with at thrust, helping to push it deeper.

As she turned Erin on, Kim found it increasingly hard to breath but she didn't even consider once push her away or pausing. All that mattered was pleasing Erin. She could feel that it wasn't going to be long. With each thrust, the tension in Erin's body grew.

When it broke, it hit Erin like a tidal wave. She cried out, Oh my God," and then her hips started spasming. As the waves of pleasure built, it seemed like her vision was narrowing, slowly going black. All of a sudden she crumpled over, having passed out. Even passed out, her body trembled with the spasms from the orgasm.

Worried at first, Kim scrambled up to check on her. But once she could see that Erin was okay, she just put her arms around Erin and held her. It was less than a minute before her eyelids fluttered. The first thing that she saw was Kim's blue eyes looking at her, bright with happiness. 

"Welcome back, beautiful Erin," Kim said with a smile.

"Oh, that was something else," Erin took a few seconds to breath. "Thank you, you wonderful woman. Oh my. That was amazing." She slid her own arms around Kim and pulled her close. Stroking Kim's face, Erin softly kissed her. The kisses of passion were replaced now with ones of tenderness. Kim snuggled up close to her, letting a little sigh of contentment out.

As they lay there, Erin started to feel the first hint of sleepiness coming over her. She felt so content and happy but she struggled to push it way. She hadn't returned the pleasure for Kim yet.

Shaking her head, she looked at Kim and said, "Now it's your turn, Baby. Let me make love to you."

Hugging her a little more for a moment, Kim shook her head. "No, I am fine. I got what I wanted. I wanted to please you and I did. We don't need to do anymore tonight. And I did cum earlier. Don't forget that!" Kim kissed her again. "Erin, you don't know how happy I am. I'm going to have the best dreams tonight."

"Are you sure? I want to do it, you know?" Erin looked at Kim with a determined look.

"Of course, I am sure." Kim grinned that wicked grin. "I am also sure that I took a lot out of you!" She gently poked Erin in the ribs. "And you need to recover your strength!"

Laughing a little, Erin nodded. "You do that very well, Baby. Next time, I won't wear out so much though! I want to please you too!"

Nodding, Kim kissed her again. This time there was a little more passion but even still it slowly faded away. Erin's eyes were getting heavier and she was finding it hard to stay awake. She reached down and pulled the covers up and around them. It was only moments before she was completely asleep.

It took Kim a little longer. Happy thoughts kept spinning through her mind. She was getting closer to the relationship she wanted with Erin. For a while it has hard for her to relax and let sleep come. Finally, she started to feel it approach. She looked at Erin, barely visible in the dark. 

In a very soft voice, she asked, "Erin?" and waited. Erin didn't stir at all. Certain that she was in deep sleep, Kim whispered what she needed to say but she knew Erin was not ready to hear. "I love you. Good night, my wonderful Erin!"

Closing her eyes, Kim snuggled up close and now sleep quickly found her.



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It was extremely hard for me to find an editor this time but I did get some editing help from a gentleman, Alan. I appreciate the help that he was able to give. I hope you enjoy the story. As always, comments are welcome!

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Since that night, Erin felt like most things were going extremely well in her relationship with Kim. She had become extremely comfortable in showing her affection and receiving Kim's. Tonight for example they were out for dinner at a local Japanese restaurant. During their walk to it, Erin had her arm around Kim and their sides were in almost constant contact. A couple of times along the way, Kim got a particularly cute look on her face and Erin had responded with a kiss. Now at the table, their hands were entwined as they waited for their order. Erin was even okay with the way Kim was running her foot up and down her calf. It was a lot of progress in only a couple of weeks, although she gave Kim a warning glare when she tried to move up any higher. With an impish smile, Kim lowered her foot and kept it within the bounds that Erin allowed.

Overall Erin was extremely happy. There was just one little thing that was detracting from it. Kim always wanted her to take the lead in making decisions. In deciding where to go for dinner Erin had been unable to get Kim to express a preference but as soon as Erin suggested Japanese, Kim immediately agreed. After dinner they were planning on going to see a movie, but again Kim just wanted Erin to pick it.

"Kim, there must be a movie out that you would like to see," Erin said with a hint of exasperation. "I picked the restaurant. You should pick the movie."

"You know me; I like everything. What would you like to see?" Kim turned the question back on Erin.

Erin sighed. It kept repeating in different areas. Kim made the dinner Erin wanted. If she asked Erin's opinion about clothes, she invariably took it. Even when and how they made love was determined by Erin. Unless Erin insisted, Kim wanted to give rather than receive pleasure. Knowing Kim as a strong woman in other areas of her life, it confused Erin to see her act like this in their relationship. And she wasn't sure she liked it. It occupied a fair amount of her thoughts the last few days

Feeling like she needed to get it out in the open, Erin decided to say something. "Baby," she started in a soft tone that she hoped conveyed her affection, "I know I am new to gay relationships but this isn't my first relationship. I don't understand why you telling me what you want seems to be an issue. If we wanted to put labels on us, I'm probably the butch and you are certainly the fem. I don't know, but is that what's going on?"

Even though Kim sensed this coming to a head, she still wasn't quite ready for it to happen today. On their own, her fingers tightened their grip on Erin's. She looked at Erin, not sure what to say.

"I'm not trying to pick a fight, Baby," Erin said. Bringing up the issue clearly unsettled Kim. "It is yet another way you and I are different from my past relationships. With my boyfriends, there was always a give and take where we tried to balance our desires. The only time I went out with someone who wanted to make all the decision didn't last very long. He was a jerk." She paused for a couple of seconds, and then said in a soft voice, "I don't want to be a jerk with you, Kim."

"You aren't being a jerk," Kim instantly replied. She fidgeted for a moment with eyes cast down. When she looked up, Erin was surprised to see unshed tears there. "Erin, I do want to talk about it but not at dinner. Can we just enjoy dinner and then may we skip the movie and instead go for a walk and we can talk?"

Warning bells went off in Erin's head. Her instant reaction was to want to push the issue and figure out what was wrong. But Kim was right. If there was something serious to discuss, she didn't want to do that in a public place. "Of course, Baby." She squeezed Kim's hand back. 

Their sushi came soon and they fell back into small talk about the day. It all amounted to killing time as they ate without really appreciating it. Both of them were caught up in unspoken fears. Dinner was finished much quicker than it otherwise would have been.

As they left the restaurant, they started to walk without touching. Then Erin tentatively reached out and took Kim's hand. Kim looked up at her and smiled. She moved naturally to walk close to Erin. They weren't far from campus so Erin steered a course that would take them to walk one of the quieter paths across it. It was a cold and crisp late fall night. The sky was clear for a change and the last colors of sunset were fading away.

For a little while, they walked in silence. Erin wanted to say something but felt like the ball was in Kim's court. Finally Kim started to talk.

"This isn't a butch/fem thing, Erin. If it was, it would be much more like what you are used to. I should have said something before now but I was scared. I didn't want to do something to mess us up, but now I will mess it up if I don't." Kim's voice trembled as she spoke. "And I really don't want that. I love you, Erin."

It was the first time either one of them had said it. Erin knew it already but there was a power to them when Kim spoke them. As worried as she was at that moment, they made her giddy with happiness. It was easy for her to reply.

"Kim, I hope you know I love you too!" Erin pulled her close and hugged her tight. Kim clung to her as the embrace went on. Her head rested against Erin's shoulder. Finally it was Kim who ended it.

"I do know it," Kim said. "It is so much of what I was hoping for that I have tried to just ignore this. But I can't any more. If we don't talk about it, it's going to hurt us. But if we do, it may too."

"You asked why I defer to you. It's my nature in relationships. I'm submissive." Kim stopped and looked at Erin.

The confusion Erin was feeling was apparent in her eyes. She wasn't quite getting what Kim said. "You're submissive?"

"Yes, Love. I'm a submissive, as in dominance and submission." The trembling in Kim's voice increased, given more proof that tears were now starting to run down her face. "It's what attracted me to you in the first place. You are so clearly naturally dominant, in control and so strong."

Erin finally understood. "You are submissive and you want me to be dominant. You want me to be your ..." she paused as she searched her memory for the right term. "Your Domme, is that right?"

The sobs slowly beginning to shake her body, Kim nodded. "I'm sorry, Erin. I should be just happy to be with you but I can't be without this, not in the long run. It just is the way I am. I've already been pushing. I would have kept pushing, even if it risked our relationship. So I am glad it's out there, at least you can understand what I want."

"I'm not sure I do. I have some vague ideas about what you mean but that's it," Erin replied.

Kim nodded her understanding. "I want to be yours, Erin. I don't mean just your girlfriend. I want to know that I belong to you; that I am yours to command; that I devote myself to you, body and soul. It is beyond being in love and in a relationship. Those are equal, or should be. I don't want an equal relationship. I will give you all that I am, and take what you choose to give to me. I know this is hard to understand, but despite what you might think, I would be very happy this way." Kim trailed off still crying.

Pulling Kim close, Erin held her tight. She didn't know what to say. Of all the things she guessed that Kim would bring up, this would have been her last guess. But it clearly had been eating at Kim. Once breached, the wall she hid this side of herself behind completely fell down. She was showing something new to Erin. And Erin couldn't complain. She was the one who pushed the issue. She wanted to know and now she did. Yet Erin also didn't know how to process it and respond. Whatever Kim might believe, Erin never considered herself dominant.

Erin needed time and space to think about it. But at the same time, she didn't want to give Kim the impression she was running away. Erin cared way too much to do that. Holding Kim, she whispered reassurances; letting Kim know that she loved her. As Kim slowly regained control, Erin started them walking again. This time she was heading back towards Kim's apartment. When Kim figured out their destination, she looked sadly at Erin but said nothing. Most of the way there, they walked in silence.

When they got to the front door, Erin stopped and took both of Kim's hands. "I'm going to say goodnight, Baby. I'm confused and it wouldn't be good for either of us if I came in right now. Meeting you turned my world on its head. Now you've turned it upside down again. Let me do some thinking about what it means and how I feel about it."

Trying hard not to cry again, Kim nodded. She didn't really expect anything else. "I'll call you tomorrow, Erin, okay?"

A little harsher than she meant to, Erin said, "No, I'll call you." Seeing Kim flinch, Erin tried to soften her tone. "I just mean that I would rather get through thinking first, Baby. And it could be a couple of days." Kim nodded again. She started to turn to go in when Erin took her by the arm and turned her back around. Erin's arms went around her and pulled her close. Lifting her head, Kim's lips parted as Erin kissed her. It was a deep kiss, with Erin's tongue pushing into Kim's mouth. Erin poured her love into the kiss, hoping that it would reassure Kim. And for at least that moment, it did.

When the kiss finally ended, they smiled at each other and broke apart.

"I love you."

"I love you too."





Erin tossed and turned all night, unable to get much sleep. Her brain was running too fast. In the morning, she called her mom to ask if she could spend a couple of days at her parents' cabin at the beach. It was quiet and secluded, just the right place to puzzle out things. When her mom said of course, Erin packed a few things and made the 75 minute drive to get there. On the way, she called one of her teammates and made apologies for missing both games that weekend. She explained simply that she had some personal stuff come up and needed to handle it. Erin was assured that it happened to everyone once in a while and they would be thinking about her.

It had stayed chilly but now a low overcast contributed a damp feeling to the air at the cabin. Pulling an afghan around her, Erin curled up in a chair by the window and looked out at the waves rolling up to the rocky beach. For a while, she just was there in the moment, able to focus on the setting. Then slowly her mind started to drift back to the reason for being there.

"Can I do this? Do I want to?" she wondered to herself. The one thing that wasn't confusing to her was how she felt about Kim. After all the time, Erin now fully accepted that she loved Kim. She wasn't bothered by the same sex issue, other than figuring out how to tell her parents. And that didn't worry her too much. Erin knew she could get through it. But this was something different. It touched on who she thought Kim was.

Or did it? As Erin thought about it, maybe what it really did was provide a context for who Kim was. Yes, she hadn't been open about it but how exactly does someone tell people that she is a submissive. But Erin thought to herself that understanding that was Kim's nature helped her to also understand why she acted the way she did; why she always served Erin; why she wanted Erin to take the lead; and why in bed she always seemed to enjoy pleasing Erin more than being pleased. Erin mulled that over for a while. All of these and others too were aspects of how Kim behaved and had been behaving their entire time together. They had confused Erin and occasionally been an irritant like with the movie. But at the same time Erin enjoyed being the center of Kim's attention. So maybe accepting this revelation about Kim wasn't as large a deal as it initially seemed.

That triggered a thought in Erin's mind. What exactly did it mean to be submissive? Her backpack was at her feet and she leaned over to grab it. Pulling out her laptop, she turned it on and waited for it to boot up. When it was ready, she brought up her browser and then thought about what she was trying to find.

"Basics. To start with I just want basics," Erin said to herself. Going to Wikipedia, she searched for submission. After reading the fairly generic information she followed a link to Dominance/submission which gave more information. Expanding the associated links at the bottom found a link to submissive which redirected to Bottom. All through it, Erin was seeing that there were differences in what it meant. There were multiple references to discipline and bondage, but Kim hadn't mentioned anything like that and they made Erin nervous. She avoided those parts to focus more on the information about control by a dominant of a submissive. Submission meant acknowledging that the other person was their superior and had the right to control them.

Once she had a general academic understanding, Erin felt comfortable with moving onto other sites. As soon as she did so, the sexual aspects became much more apparent. Beyond that, the harsher side to submission was much more apparent. Pages explaining the proper use of floggers, paddles, violet wands, nipple clamps; the list went on. Erin wrinkled her nose as she quickly clicked through pages. She couldn't imagine doing any of those things to someone she loved.

Finding a link that seemed to be more about control, Erin clicked on it. She started reading about submission without S&M. This was something that she could at least consider. Slowly she started to understand what Kim seemed to be saying. The need to feel owned was connected to her self-image. It gave her proof of her value, especially to the one she cared about the most. It was hard for Erin to grasp. Being with Kim made her happy, but her own sense of worth wasn't connected to that. It came from who she was and how she saw herself.

"I guess that is part of why I'm not submissive," she said in an undertone.

Continuing to read, Erin still steered away from the sexual aspects, even without the S&M element. But now she started to read more about dominants. Occasionally she caught a glimpse of herself in it. The idea of ceding control to another held no attraction to her. In all of her relationships, she had never been able to just let the other person do whatever they wanted. At least once, it became a struggle that doomed the relationship. 

Teasing was another. There was something about teasing her partner that always turned her on. The more she made him, or now with Kim her, want it, the more excited Erin would get. Even though she had tried to not be cruel with Kim, as she thought back Erin realized that her slow pace in becoming sexual had also been a long tease for Kim. And staying in control had been so important to her; moving from one level to the next, sustaining it, and then stopping.

When she finished that webpage, Erin closed her laptop. She wanted to follow her thoughts a ways before she read anymore. Getting up, she grabbed her fleece coat and went outside to walk the shoreline. The time had passed quickly and being late fall, the sun was already going down. A weather front was moving in and the wind was starting to pick up. But there was still enough light to see the ground and walk.

Erin's mind drifted as she slowly made her way down the shore. Every few hundred feet, there was another house or cabin. Some were lit up with someone there. More were not. But Erin had the beach to herself. At times Erin thought about what she read and whether she could give Kim what she wanted. That inevitably led to Erin thinking about Kim. Getting to the point where Erin acknowledged just how deeply she cared about Kim had taken quite a while. Now that she was there, was she willing to give her up? 

Laughing a little bitterly at herself she thought "If I was, would I be considering this?"

But when she thought back to Kim the night before, the pain in her eyes was clear to Erin. Kim knew that she was taking a risk in losing the person she loved. More than that, however, Erin sensed that Kim's deeper pain was the realization that neither her love for Erin nor Erin returning it were enough for her. She needed more. Even in a potentially strong relationship, Kim couldn't be happy unless she got it. Erin couldn't get away from the sense of Kim's pain.

"I hate her being in pain," she said to herself. "I feel like I would do anything to stop her pain!" Erin sighed.

Looking back towards her cabin, Erin could see that she had come quite a ways. If she went much further, it would be pitch dark before she got back. Noticing a log tossed high up on the beach she went over and sat down to stare out at the dark waters, listening to the waves. It was very peaceful. It was much easier than thinking about her problems. For at least a few moments, she just focused on that and pushed everything else out of her mind.

That lasted until the first little raindrop hit her forehead. She smiled wryly. "All right, I get the hint. I'll go back," she said out loud.

It was pretty dark now. Where there was a lit up building, the going was a little easier. Where there was none, she had to pick her path carefully. It left her with less time to think. Finally as she came up to her parent's cabin, a thought came strong into her mind. "I have to be happy too. I really can't make her happy if I'm not." As she went up to the door, she again spoke out loud. "I guess the question is can I be happy in this type of a relationship?"

After having quickly made herself something to eat and getting a glass of red wine, Erin opened up her laptop again. As she waited for it to boot up, she considered what she wanted to do now. "Perhaps," she thought, "it is time that I look at some of those other links." She went and closed the blinds on the beach side of the house.

Unplugging the laptop, she moved over to the couch and got comfortable there. She found one of the links she was thinking about and clicked on it. It was a posting of a submissive describing what her Domme had done to her the night before. There were some mild restraints with her hands being tied behind her while kneeling but no discipline. She was blindfolded so that she was never quite sure what would be next. Erin started to read.





I could hear her approaching me from behind. When she was right behind me, she stopped and waited. I got more and more nervous as I waited, but I tried my best not to show it and to remain absolutely still as she commanded. Finally she spoke, "Well done, pet." OMG, I love it so much when she praises me!

I could feel her bending over and her hand sliding over my shoulder and then down my chest. When she touched my breast, I tried but I couldn't help shivering. She made a tsk tsk sound and stood up, taking her hand with her. I know I disappointed her. But I just waited there as still as I could be, for her to give me another chance. She moved a little closer to me. I could feel her knees touching my back. And then she bent over again. This time I was ready and when her fingers started to run over my breast, I controlled myself.

"Good girl," she murmured to me. And then she reached out and grasped my nipple. I was ready for that too. As good as it was to have my Mistress touching me; I kept my focus and didn't let it show. Even as she started to pull on it, I was barely able to avoid moving or gasping as much as I wanted to! But when her other hand joined the first, I had to do something. 

"Mistress?" I asked. "May I please show you how I enjoy your touch? Please Mistress, don't be too cruel."

She chuckled (Oh God I love that sound) and then told me that I was free to show how excited I was. I thanked her and then groaned as she started pulling one nipple and then the other. I arched my back and pressed my breasts into her hands. Turning my head first to the left and then the right I kissed both of her arms.




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She moved slightly backwards. "Raise your lips, my pet," she commanded. I tilted my head back and lifted my lips as high as I could. I could hear her breath coming closer as she bent over further; and when she kissed me, it was hard and passionate. Her tongue pushed its way into my mouth, not that I resisted. I welcomed it by sucking it in deeper. When she started to roll my nipples between her fingers, my moans were smothered by her kiss. I don't know how long it went on. It seemed like forever!

Then abruptly she withdrew. Not just the kiss, but her hands and she moved away from me. I was a little dizzy from the kiss and caresses and somehow I lost track of where she was. I stayed there panting. I know my hips were moving back and forth. I hope that she loved the sight of me.

Suddenly I heard a chair scraping the ground in front of me and then the sound of her sitting in it. "Lean forward forty-five degrees, pet," I heard her say and I quickly obeyed. As I reached the right angle, my nose bumped into her foot. I sighed with happiness and kissed it. She still had on her stocking! I couldn't help put take her big toe in my mouth and suck on it a little. I'm pretty sure I heard her make a little pleased sound! Then she pulled it away and I heard her foot drop to the ground between my legs. I felt it touch my thigh and slowly slide upwards towards my pussy. When it touched me, I couldn't help but to push down on it. My spit and my pussy juice had to be mixing. I know I was very wet and must have been dripping onto her.

When she started to run it up and down my pussy, it felt so good. Since I had permission, I continued moaning and pressing against it. I was already so excited. She was bringing me closer each time her foot moved. I could already feel my pussy starting to tingle when she spoke.

"You don't have permission to cum, my slutty little pet. Remember that."

Trying as hard as I could not to pout I replied, "I understand, Mistress." I could tell she was in one of her moods. She was going to make this very hard on me. I hated it and loved it at the same time. It was a chance to show her how obedient I could be under the toughest circumstances.

Oh my god, she teased me. I lost track of how many times she had me within a hair of cumming before backing off and letting me calm down. At some point, she told me to lay back with my knees spread wide. (She was worried about me kneeling too long! Oh I love her so! She takes care of me so well!) After that she started to fuck my pussy with her foot. I was thrusting down on her as hard as I could until I could feel the cum almost ready to start. Then I would stop thrusting and hope that she would too! Each time I controlled myself she would praise me and I would feel so wonderful.

But not so wonderful as when she moved to lay beside me with her hand on my belly. She softly kissed my ear and whispered that this time I could cum. As she reached down with her hand to caress my pussy and clit, she kissed me deeply again just like that first time. And when I came, she held me tight against her and told me how much she loved me. It was heaven. 





As Erin read, she felt herself getting wet. More than that, she was getting horny. As she finished, she slid her hand down, unbuttoned her jeans and then pulled the zipper down. Pushing her fingers under her panties, Erin closed her eyes. She pictured that the woman writing was Kim and she was the one doing it to her. That was even more exciting than the post. Her finger slowly slid up and down along her clitty. The more excited that Erin became, the more she pictured Kim being teased. She imagined Kim begging to be allowed to cum. That picture was enough to send Erin over the edge. Moaning she came, body bucking hard against her fingers.

Laying her head back, Erin slowly calmed down. After a few minutes, her breathing came back under control. "Wow, I didn't expect that," she thought to herself. There was no denying that the idea of Kim submitting to her had been a thrilling one. Was it just the idea of being in control or was it with Kim? She tried to imagine past lovers that way. As far as she could tell, they didn't affect her like Kim did. Unlike her past relationships, Kim desired it and that desire transferred itself to Erin. It seemed to Erin that part of why she liked it was simply because Kim wanted it. It was that desire to make Kim happy and Erin recognized how that was wrapped up in her love for Kim.

Thinking about Kim made Erin suddenly miss her. For the first time in weeks, they were spending two nights away from each other. She wondered if Kim had texted her or left her any voice mails. Erin turned off her phone as soon as she got to the cabin and hadn't turned it back on since. Switching on the power, she waited for the boot up to finish and it to connect to the network. When it was finally done, there were no messages of either kind. Erin was a little disappointed. She started to wonder why when she remembered that she had firmly told Kim to wait for her call. Of course she hadn't tried, she was obeying Erin. Even though it must be difficult, maybe even painful, Kim was demonstrating the obedience that she offered Erin. Despite the reality that her submission had not been accepted yet, Kim was acting in her most natural way. Erin smiled slightly as a little feeling of pride in Kim passed through her mind.

Erin considered calling Kim then but decided she was not quite ready to talk. The raw emotions of the last two days had taken their toll. Adding in her normal reaction to being at the beach cabin especially in this type of weather, she felt exhausted. Erin got up and padded back to the guest room and slipped out of her clothes. Pulling on a big t-shirt, she got into bed and pulled the down comforter around her. For a while she found sleep hard to come by despite her exhaustion. Thoughts of Kim and their relationship kept intruding. Eventually the sounds of the rain on the roof and the wind started to calm her mind. Once that started, it wasn't long before Erin drifted off.

When she woke up, Erin realized that she must really have needed sleep. Her normal wake up time was somewhere between 6 and 7, with weekends sometimes stretching to 7:30. She was surprised to see that it was just past ten o'clock. Even then Erin found it hard to drag herself out of bed. She felt like hiding under the comforter and ignoring the world. It was tempting but then the responsible side of her started to come back. Groaning at herself and wishing a little that she was more comfortable with being lazy, Erin wrestled herself upright and then got up. She stood there for a few more moments considering what she wanted to do. She thought about just making a breakfast and curling up in the living room to think some more. But she hadn't exercised in a couple days, other than that slow walk the night before. Disciple won out over the more relaxing option. She pulled on her weatherproof running gear and went into the kitchen for a quick breakfast of fruit, yoghurt and granola. Once done, she headed out the door. 

The weather had cleared up just a little. It was still cool and windy but the clouds were broken with a few spots of blue. Erin went through her warm up routine one the porch starting with getting her muscles warm and then spending a good ten minutes stretching. It was a regime that she never skipped. It was as much a part of her as anything, no matter what form of exercise she was doing. She firmly believed it was part of why she had never had a significant injury.

Once she started to jog down the road, Erin found that her mind was slipping into a familiar mode that focused just on the physical activity. Thoughts about Kim, control and submission, all slipped from her conscious thought. She just felt the movement of her body and the next objective in front of her. After a kilometer or so at a slower pace, Erin started to push her pace higher. She would typically alternate how intense her daily workout was. Today she felt the need to make it very intense. She pulled out her phone to check the app that was tracking her workout. Frowning slightly, she started to run faster. She periodically checked it to make sure that she was maintaining the pace she had set for herself. Her long legs ate up the distance.

Her destination was a State park about five kilometers away. Erin had run that distance many times, using that specific distance as a measurement. Today she seemed to be trying for a personal best in getting there. As she got down to the last 500 meters, Erin knew she had to go harder if she was going to do it. She stretched out her stride and pushed as hard as she could. Her lungs burned as she accelerated. Passing the entrance gate, she glanced down and smiled as she saw that she had beaten it by 14 seconds. She slowed down but kept jogging while she sucked on her water bottle. She made her way around a path along the shoreline that went the length of the beach before it looped back to the entrance. She was almost feeling fresh when she got to where the path branched with one that was mostly stairs leading up to a bluff overlooking the shore. She paused for a few minutes at the base. This was the other reason she liked to come here. 

There were 342 stairs to the top. Erin knew the number by heart because she counted them every time she came to the park. She began running up the stairs. It wasn't the pace that she had coming over from her cabin but it was quick and it was steady. Counting the stairs felt like a mantra to Erin and she strove to make sure that there was an even cadence to them, broken only by when there were short sections of trail before the next set of stairs. When she reached the top, her heart was beating as hard as when she finished the run. She took a few moments to take in the view but was heading back down without too much delay. Going back down was completely different. She took her time, carefully planting her feet and avoiding too much pounding on her knees. It would be too easy to slip or twist something. 

The leisurely pace gave Erin time for some thinking for the first time that morning. It was impossible for Kim not to be at the forefront of her thoughts. She recognized that she was really missing her. It helped bring everything else into focus. Since she knew that she was at least open to the idea of dominance, there was no question about whether she would try. The idea of being parted from Kim was upsetting enough that Erin could barely even contemplate it. There was a lot she was willing to do for someone that she loved and stretching her limits in this way was one of them. Her discomfort with it was still there but not strong enough to get in the way.

Erin wasn't sure how far she was willing to go. Some of what she read talked about 24/7 relationships where the couple would remain in their roles at all times. She didn't think she could do that, especially since they worked together. At home, Erin thought she would be okay but outside there was a big question mark. Of course, Erin wasn't even sure what Kim wanted. She recognized the irony and smiled. Despite her own desire to control most situations which was part of what Kim wanted, Erin would have to wait and just let the dynamic of her dominance and Kim's submission to develop over time.

Once off the stairs, Erin checked herself over to see how she was feeling. "Not bad," she thought. Sometimes she just walked the way back to the cabin when her muscles were feeling tight. Today she was feeling loose and good. She set a measured pace for herself and once again fell into the focus of the exercise and left thoughts of Kim behind. She was more relaxed than she had been since two nights ago. What could be resolved had been.

Arriving back at the cabin, she briefly thought again about calling Kim. Even though she knew how hard it must be for Kim, Erin just couldn't see having this conversation via the telephone. She wanted to be able to see her face. Kim would just have to wait a while longer.

After taking a shower, Erin dressed. Her mother had a few outfits in the closet and one of her skirts caught her eye. Uncharacteristically, it was long and flowing. It was more feminine that she normally wore. She matched it with a sweater that she only buttoned up to the point of decency. It was comfortable and yet it also was sure to catch Kim's eyes. Erin smiled at the thought.

When Erin got home, she started to feel nervous again. Calling Kim would be another step. Erin knew that was what she wanted to do but it was still strange enough to her that she was a little reluctant. She filled the time by unpacking and puttering around a little, cleaning up. Finally she couldn't put it off any longer. Picking up her cell phone she realized that she wasn't exactly sure what she wanted to say. After thinking for a few minutes, Erin dialed Kim's number. She felt even more nervous as she waited for Kim to pick up.

"Hello, Erin," she heard Kim's voice answer. Erin could hear how nervous Kim was. As much as she wanted to just reassure her, Erin stuck with what she planned.

"Hello Baby, I would like you to be at my apartment in twenty minutes. I will see you then." With that, Erin ended the call. It felt so harsh to talk to Kim that way, yet Erin hoped it would send a message to Kim.

Sitting down on the couch, Erin watched the clock. She tried not to think too hard and just focus on maintaining her cool. It was difficult not to get up and pace. Finally right as the clock showed that twenty minutes had passed, she heard a knock at the door. Getting up she checked herself in the mirror. Her hair had been brushed until it shined and for once she had on some makeup. She chose something a little darker than usual around her eyes. Her lipstick too was a darker shade. She wasn't sure about it but at least for today, she felt like it worked.

When she opened the door, Kim was standing there. Unlike normal, Kim's eyes were cast down and her hands were behind her back. "I hope I am on time, Erin," she said. Then she added, "Ma'am." Erin's eyes widened a little as she heard Kim speak this way for the first time. She wasn't sure how she felt about it but knew the importance to Kim.

"You are right on time, Baby," Erin replied. That seemed to be missing something so she added, "Well done."

The nervous expression on Kim's face was replaced by a smile that spread across her face and then touched her eyes. Now she looked up and met Erin's gaze. She never seemed as lovely as that moment to Erin.

Taking Kim's hand, Erin pulled her into the apartment and shut the door. In silence, they walked over into the living area. Kim let Erin lead her. When they reached the couch, Erin turned to Kim and put her hand on Kim's shoulder. Although gentle, she pushed Kim down onto her knees. Kim sank down without resistance. Sitting back on her legs, Kim put her hands on her knees and again cast her eyes down. Erin sat down in front of Kim.

Waiting for a moment, Erin observed Kim. She was holding as still as possible, keeping her gaze on a specific spot. Her back was arched so that her breasts were pushed forward. She had worn a blouse that showed off her cleavage too. Unlike Erin, her own skirt was quite short and her sexy legs were well showcased.

"Is this how you want me to treat you?" Erin finally asked.

Still not moving the focus of her eye, Kim replied. "Yes, Ma'am." This time she didn't even include Erin's name. Again the feeling of slight discomfort went through Erin. She was quiet again.

When Erin broke the silence, the emotion in her voice was evident. "I love you, Kim. I've never felt like this about anyone. I've thought about this for two days. I've read. I have tried to understand it. I'm not sure how well I really do. But what it really comes down to is that I love you. I would go through almost anything for you and to make you happy!" Reaching out, Erin put her fingers under Kim's chin and lifted it until her eyes met Erin's.

"I still wonder, Baby. I don't want to lose the person I love either. You aren't just my love; you are my very best friend. I treasure the fun we have together. If you are going to be just like this all the time, can we preserve that? And I wonder if I can be what you want. You see something in me that I am not sure is there," Erin said in a quiet voice.

"I have faith in you, Erin my love," Kim smiled her radiant smile. "Not everything will change. I have been your girlfriend for a while; but now, when you say that I want it to mean more. It may only be between the two of us but 'your girlfriend' will mean that I am yours. I belong to you. Whatever you can do to make sure I know that, well that is what I want. And I am just yours. I know some submissives accept being shared. We are already exclusive and I hope that you never test me by sharing me. I think it would break me."

"You know me, Kim. I'm a one person woman. And I love you too much to want to share you!" Erin said. Kim nodded with a serious look on her face that matched Erin's. 

"I'm more than just a submissive, Erin. If I wasn't, you probably never would have gone out with me in the first place." Still meeting Erin's gaze, Kim continued. "There are times and places for everything. When it is right, I will give myself to you to use however you want; accepting your will. And when it is right, we will be just as we have been especially out in the world where most people won't understand. But it will be your choice when to change. If you choose to require submission, I will give it wherever and whenever you ask it, Ma'am.

Nodding, Erin stroked Kim's cheek. It pleased her to feel Kim press her cheek against Erin's fingers. The passion in Kim was part of what she loved about her. She didn't want her to change that.

"Okay, I think I understand. Like I said I read some about this. It's a popular topic on the internet!" she said with a little grin which slowly faded. When she spoke again, it was with a more serious tone. "Not all of it seems like something I can do. I can accept your obedience but I am not sure that I can stretch far enough to do some of the more cruel aspects of dominationI can't see myself flogging you or hurting you. Will that be enough for you?" she asked.

"Ma'am, that is for you to decide," Kim's eyes now dropped. She held the earlier submissive pose once again.

For a long moment, Erin just looked at Kim. When she spoke, her uncertainty came through in her voice. "Baby I'm not sure what you are saying. Do you mean that you will show your submission by accepting whatever treatment I give you? Or are you trying to say that you want that?" 

Kim didn't answer right away either. Finally she said, "If you ask more of me Ma'am, I will give it with pleasure. I submit myself to you however you want to take it, but I know that even this much is difficult for you."

It seemed to Erin that Kim still hadn't quite answered her question. "But if possible, you would want more?"

For the first time, Kim shifted slightly. It was clear that she was nervous again. Then she nodded without saying anything.

"You are asking me to hurt you?" Erin asked, experiencing the feeling of being stretched again.

"No, Ma'am. I'm not asking that of you," Kim shook her head. "You asked me a question and I have answered it." She looked up at Erin again and her voice becoming slightly softer. "Yes, Erin. I can find enjoyment in punishment in some situations. As I said, I would accept it with pleasure. But I know that it may be more than you can give me, Erin, and I don't ask it of you."

Sitting back on the couch, Erin looked away from Kim. So far she had ignored this aspect of D/s. And she understood what Kim was saying. She could accept this as a limitation in their relationship, yet it wouldn't stop her from wishing for it.




Going Down a Slippery Slope Ch. 03



"You could be happy without it?" she asked Kim.

Kim looked into her eyes. "Erin, I love you. I know I said that I need submission to really be happy but as long as you accept my submission, I will be happy. I want you to be happy too."

Erin hesitated as she thought. "How about we see? I may be okay with little stuff," she said in the end.

"Ma'am, as I said that is for you to decide," Kim said with that formal voice Erin was already starting to associate with Kim demonstrating her obedience. Even though she said that she was willing to push that envelope too, Erin wasn't really sure how much she could.

Suddenly Erin remembered what she had been thinking last night. "Baby? It must have been hard for you to wait for my call. I am sure you wanted to call me. I just wanted to say thank you for giving me my time and also to let you know I am proud of your discipline in doing so."

Erin was rewarded with the sight of Kim's face lighting up. Kim nodded and said in an eager tone, "It was, Ma'am, but you were very clear on your instructions. So instead I just waited by the phone until you called. I am not sure how I would have stood it if you took any longer!" Erin saw that mischievous smile that she loved so well cross Kim's face before Kim added, "I have all my homework done so there is nothing else to distract me tonight, Ma'am." 

Laughing Erin replied, "Okay, Baby. I am sure that we will probably find else something to distract you."

"I hope so!" Kim laughed back.

Smiling at Kim, Erin reached out to put her hand behind Kim's head. Her fingers slid between the soft tresses of Kim's hair. She pulled a willing Kim closer to her. As Erin looked into her eyes, Kim saw a very fierce look in them. It was one that made her feel very good.

Then Erin spoke words that filled her with happiness. "You are mine, Kim. You belong to me and only me."

"Yes I do, Ma'am!" Kim said back in the happiest voice possible.

When they kissed, Kim melted against Erin's body. All of Kim's worries were gone from her mind. She was with the one person that she wanted more than anything. She opened up her mouth for Erin and accepted Erin's tongue inside it. More than that, her own tongue welcomed it and stroked it. She couldn't help by making whimpering noises as Erin's fingers tightened a little. They pulled just a bit on her hair. She knew that Erin probably wasn't even aware of it, but that little pain helped put the emphasis on belonging to Erin. In the joy of the moment, Kim wasn't going to worry about how far Erin would go. It would be enough, no matter what.

The moment was broken up by the noise of Erin's stomach growling. Kim couldn't help laughing in which despite her slight embarrassment Erin couldn't avoid joining.

"Sorry!"

"Hmmm. Let me guess. You haven't been eating like you should. You probably caught what is basically a snack this morning and then forgot to eat again until now." Kim ran a hand down the back of Erin's calf. "Ah, and you worked out hard this morning. Honestly thank goodness you didn't need more time. You've already gotten to use to me taking care of you!" Kim said with a slightly severe tone. After a few seconds she added, "Ma'am." The delay just gave emphasis to her exasperation which caused Erin to laugh again.

"Guilty!" Erin couldn't deny Kim's accurate assessment. 

Kim stretched first and then stood up. "I guess I will need to feed you if I am going to get any use out of you tonight, Ma'am." As she walked away, Kim was careful to make sure that her ass was swaying seductively back and forth. When the time came, she wanted Erin to be eager.

As Kim started to make dinner, Erin found that they were easily falling into roles that seemed both familiar and natural. While Kim was using the word "Ma'am" regularly, their conversation wasn't too different from any other night. Kim talked about her homework and what she had found to be challenging. Erin filled her in on her visit to the cabin. She didn't say much about her research. She was too embarrassed to mention how excited the post by the submissive had been, even if she knew that Kim might have liked to hear about it. So she talked about walking on the shore and the weather. And without bragging, she talked about her workout. Kim loved hearing about her workouts. Her physical attraction to the athlete in Erin was strong too.

"You are so sexy, Ma'am! I wish I had been there when you got back all sweaty! I would have loved to have washed you in the shower," Kim said with a faraway look in her eyes. 

Blushing Erin accepted the complement without comment. It no longer seemed so strange and she admitted to herself that Kim's obvious admiration made her feel good.

When Kim looked back over at Erin, she had that impish look yet again. "Maybe I can help with another workout and make you all nice and sweaty again, Ma'am!"

"I think that may be possible. You are a horny little thing tonight, Baby!" Erin said smiling.

"I'm your horny little thing, Ma'am!" Kim said with obvious pride.

Erin got up and came over to where Kim was and wrapped her arms around her and hugged Kim tight. "That you are!" 

"None of that! I'm not going to burn dinner!" Kim said after first returning the hug with feeling. Then she looked at Erin and continued in her submissive voice, "Unless you want burned dinner, Ma'am. As I said, I will submit to whatever you want!" And she smiled as sweetly as possible.

Chuckling Erin released her. "I think someone may need a refresher on showing respect!"

"Promises, promises!" Kim said sticking her butt out a little and wiggling it.

Still chuckling, Erin went back to the table and watched Kim finish dinner. Despite the joking, it did make her think. It was no more than she expected but this new aspect to their relationship was going to take getting used to.

Dinner seemed to go quickly. They talked but both seemed to want to finish fast. When they were done, Erin made a call to her mom while Kim cleaned up. She talked for a few minutes and then got off the phone and sat down at the table. Kim looked over at her.

"How are your parents?" she asked.

"They are doing okay. You're free Thursday night, right?" she asked back.

"Yes, I don't have any study sessions and nothing is due on Friday. Why?"

"I asked my parents to have dinner with us. I want them to meet you," she smiled at Kim.

Of all the things that day, Erin surprised Kim the most with that. She stopped loading the dishes and stood up straight. Her face reflected her surprise.

"I think it is obvious that I am pretty serious about you, Baby. I can't hide that from them forever. And I am not ashamed of who I love. I'm not ashamed of you and I'm not ashamed that you're a woman. If I'm committed to you, I owe it to you to acknowledge it," Erin said with emotion in her voice.

With hands still wet, Kim moved over to Erin and sat down in her lap and wrapped her arms around Erin. She squeezed tight. And then she kissed Erin. It was a long kiss that was filled more with love than passion.

"I won't ask you if you're sure because this is something that each person has to figure out for themselves. But I will say I didn't think I could be happier than I already was. It kind of makes me really yours to the whole world!" Kim whispered in Erin ear when the kiss ended but the embrace didn't.

"I think anyone who sees us together knows that!" Erin smiled. "But yes it does. And you are ... mine. And if you will ever finish cleaning up, I might show you that."

Kim sprang up and bowed to Erin. "Yes, Ma'am! Right away, Ma'am!"

After watching Kim for a moment, Erin got up. "I'll be in the bedroom. Come in when you're done." As she made her way to the bedroom, Erin tried to echo Kim's walk. For Kim, it was just as effective. Speeding up her pace, Kim was still careful to make sure she did a good job. But it was only a few minutes before she was done and she hurried into the bedroom.

The lights were off in the room, but Erin had a number of candles burning so that the room was fairly lit up. There was music playing, some sort of tech house with a beat but it was not very loud. She was on the bed, sitting up against the backboard. Her feet were scooted in so that her knees were up with her dress falling over and between them. Her sweater was unbuttoned a couple more buttons than before and it was clear that she had removed her bra. She watched Kim as she entered.

Kim stopped as she got before the bed. Standing there, she bowed her head. "I'm done, Ma'am and have come as you said." The way that Erin was looking at her was a little intimidating. She had wanted this moment and now it was making her nervous.

When Erin spoke, her voice was very controlled. "Good. Are you still horny, Baby?"

"Oh yes, Ma'am. Very."

"Also good. I want you to undress for me. Do it to the music. I don't want a striptease but just move for me as you undress." Erin cupped one of her breasts in her hand, fingers gently stroking. Kim could see that her nipples were already hard.

Listening for a moment, Kim gradually picked up the beat and started to move to it. Her hips moved from side to side. She brought up her hands and grabbed her blouse, pulling it up and freeing it from her skirt. Then she unbuttoned it. Her bra was quickly visible. It was white and frilly with lace. As she continued, her belly became visible. Erin licked her lips. She loved Kim's taut belly, especially when she was moving like that. She had a natural grace and often seemed like she was dancing with every movement. When the last button came undone, Kim let her blouse hang open for a few moments while she danced. Through it all, she kept her eyes on Erin's. Then she shrugged her shoulders in a smooth movement and the blouse fell to the ground. 

Reaching behind her, Kim found the hook to her skirt and undid it. As she unzipped it, she felt it slip down a little, but it was too clingy on her to just drop. She needed to pull it past her hips. Shifting her hips back and forth, she inched it down. When it started to come free, she noticed Erin's knees falling a little farther apart. That pulled on Erin's skirt and lifted it up. Suddenly she realized that Erin no longer wore any panties. She caught a glimpse of Erin's pussy peeking out. Kim's own excitement jumped. It was unlike Erin to be so forward. Kim sensed that Erin was doing it as a subtle tease; one that was working well. She wanted nothing more than to move forward and press her face between Erin's legs. But so far she hadn't been given permission so Kim continued.

She stepped out of the skirt when it fell to the ground, lifting her knees high. Kim suspected that just how wet she was became very visible as she did that. That was just fine with her as she wanted Erin to know how excited she was. She reached back and unhooked her bra, sliding out one arm and then the other and dropping it into the pile at her feet. Now clad only in her panties, she danced a little more before pulling up on her panties. They went tight against her pussy, with her lips clearly visible through the wet material. Then she peeled them off. 

Once she was naked, Kim continued to dance as she had no other instructions. Erin obviously was enjoying watching her. Her fingers were gently pulling and rolling her nipple. Her legs were wider now and her pussy was now easy to see. Then Erin raised her hand and crooked a finger at Kim, beckoning her to come forward. Kim moved forward, showing her eagerness. Climbing up onto the bed, she crawled to Erin.

"Do you see my pussy, Baby?" Erin asked in a husky voice.

"Yes, Ma'am." Kim nodded as she spoke.

"It's all wet. It's all wet because of you," Erin told her. "Do you want to do something about that?"

"I do, Ma'am. Please let me lick you. Let me make you cum!" Kim pleaded with Erin.

"Are you my good little pussy licker? Are you, Kim? Should I let my horny little pussy licker have a taste?" Each time she said "my," Erin put a special emphasis on it. She was new at this but she was already figuring out how Kim ticked.

"Please! I am a good little pussy licker! I'm your pussy licker! Please Ma'am, let me show you!" The tone in Kim's voice rose.

Pulling up her skirt until it bunched around her waist, Erin nodded. "Lick my pussy. Show me your talented tongue." Without any delay, Kim stretched her body out on the bed so that she could get access. 

At first Kim just slowly ran her tongue up and down Erin's slit. Her tongue flicked in and out as she scooped up the juices there. Then she began to press her tongue harder until it slipped in between Erin's lips. When she did that, she heard Erin moan and her hips press up. She ran her tongue down low and then as she lifted it upwards, she pressed it back and forth. As it got high, Kim felt Erin's clit standing out. She swirled her tongue along the edges. She was rewarded with more moans from Erin.

Flicking her tongue back down, Kim began a rhythmic movement up and down. When low, she would press her tongue into Erin, penetrating her pussy as far as she could. As she went higher, she would again tease Erin's clit with her tongue. On her fourth or fifth long lick, Erin reached down and grabbed the back of Kim's head. Pulling Kim into her pussy, Erin began to grind herself against Kim's face. Now she no longer had the freedom to move around. Erin was showing her what she wanted and she obeyed. Kim moved her tongue closer into Erin's clit, stroking it softly then hard. Erin was moaning no stop.

Opening her mouth, Kim put her lips around Erin's clit. She softly sucked it. As she pulled it into her mouth, her tongue again stroked it. Then she touched the tip of it, vibrating her tongue back and forth. It was a light touch but she felt Erin jerk. Her fingers once again were tightening in her hair, pulling.

"Use me," Kim thought. She loved serving Erin and the bit of rough treatment made her own pussy spasm. 

Her tongue flicked back and forth across the top of Erin's clit. It was obvious that it was having the desired effect. Her body was bucking up and down; alternating pressing hard into Kim's face and pulling back. When Erin pulled back, Kim let her lips slide off Erin's clit. As she pushed forward, she sucked it into her mouth again.

Suddenly Erin arched her back and began to shake. Kim tried to keep her mouth on Erin's clit but it was hard. She was bucking so much that Kim kept losing it. Each time she would find it and continue with licking and sucking. She could hear Erin as she mixed swearing in with her screams. Finally Erin started to slow down. Now she pulled lightly on Kim's hair so that she had to disengage.

"Enough. Enough, Baby! I can't take any more," she panted out. "Oh, God!"

Lifting her head a little, Kim looked up at Erin. "Did I do good, Ma'am?"

Gasping for breath again, Erin nodded at her. "Oh you did! You made me cum, Baby! You showed your talent as a pussy licker!" Kim beamed at the complement. "Come here, Baby." Erin pulled at her to bring her up so that they could kiss. She tasted herself and felt the wetness on Kim's face rub off on her own. Erin hugged Kim tight as they shared the kiss. Kim's apparently tireless tongue wrestled with Erin's. In the end, Erin had to break the kiss in order to continue to catch her breath. Slowly she came back into control.

"Your turn, Baby. Turn over and lay your back against my chest," Erin commanded. Kim quickly obeyed. One of Erin's breasts was exposed, hanging out from her sweater. Kim could feel the skin on her own and the hard nipple pressing against her. 

Erin's arms went around her again. One went low, resting on her belly. The other was high, already touching her breast. Just as she had been doing to herself, Erin's fingers started to stroke Kim's breast. The tips of her other fingers just moved lightly back and forth on her belly, making no move farther down. Kim could feel that Erin had her lips close to her ear. The warm breath made her shiver. 

"Still horny, my little .... pet?" Erin asked.

"Oh my God, yes Ma'am!" Kim replied.

"And do you like being called that? My .... little .... pet? " With each word, Erin took and pulled on Kim's nipple. Each time it was a little harder.

"Uh huh! I do!," she panted out. There was something about it that was made Kim feel more owned when Erin called her pet. She couldn't put it into words but it made her status as submissive more clear. 

Erin went back to rolling and lightly tugging on Kim's nipple, then switched hands so that the other nipple got some attention. Kim wasn't even aware of how much her hips were moving back and forth. Erin was of course. When she switched hands, her other hand reached lower. Now her fingertips were brushing against the top of Kim's pussy hair. Slowly she started move her hand down further. It was obvious how much Kim wanted even more.

"I love you, my little pet; my horny little pet," Erin kept talking quietly into Kim's ear. "Are you getting very excited, little pet?"

"Oh, yes Ma'am. Your fingers are almost brushing the top of my clitty. It's so hard. You made it so hard and you are making me feel so good." Kim could feel her body starting to tremble.

As Erin slipped her hand lower, her fingers started to press in and part Kim's pussy lips. Kim was so wet it was easy. Now Erin was lightly running her finger right over Kim's clitty. She too could feel Kim getting closer. 

"Do you know what you need to do, my little pet?" Erin asked in a steady controlled voice.

Kim found it impossible to answer in the same way. "I, uh, think so, Ma'am. I need to, oh, oh, oh, ask permission to cum." Her hips thrust up to meet Erin's fingers.

"Baby, you are such a good obedient little pet! You must not cum without my permission." Erin picked up the pace of her fingers, trying to bring Kim closer to cumming. Kim was arching her back and pressing her head back against Erin's shoulder. Erin was able to look right into Kim's face. She could see that Kim was biting her lip as she worked on the words.

"Please Ma'am, may I have your permission to cum?" Kim asked.

It had been Erin's intention to just put the discipline out there and give permission but there was something about the way Kim looked as she asked. It struck a little chord inside Erin. She wasn't aware of it before. Now, Erin wanted to push just a little more.

"No, not yet Baby. You don't have my permission," she said in a regretful tone.

Kim groaned as she realized that she had to hold on. Erin at least slowed down the pace of her fingers so that she wasn't driving Kim quite so hard. At the same time, her other hand started to pinch Kim's nipples a little just to see what would happen. Each time she pinched, Kim gave a little gasp and jumped a little. Her trembling increased. Kim's own hands were grabbing the bed covers and twisting them. Her lip was biting harder as she felt her excitement build.

"Oh please, please Ma'am. I'm trying so hard. Please let me cum!" she gasped out the words.

Erin didn't say anything but started moving her fingers faster again while pinching just a little more. 

"Oh God, please Ma'am!" Kim pleaded.

"Yes, my wonderful little pet you have my permission to cum. Cum for me, Baby!" Erin couldn't torture Kim any longer.

"Thank you! Thank you! Oh, oh, God!" Kim let go and let the orgasm flow over her. She thrust her hips up and down against Erin's fingers. Now she really did feel owned and had a wonderfully secure feeling. Between that and Erin's touch, her orgasm overtook her.

"Oh fuck, Ma'am! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!" Kim screamed. Her body was bucking against Erin's. She hadn't cum like this in a while. Erin kept her attention going. Her fingers were digging into Kim's pussy, sliding up and down. Never too long and never too hard, Erin helped to prolong it, sending wave after wave of pleasure though Kim.




Going Down a Slippery Slope Ch. 03



Eventually it started to ebb away. Kim's movements slowed down. And her moans decreased in intensity. But they still continued, just becoming softer and more like muttering. Her head lay limp against Erin's shoulder. Erin stopped stroking Kim and instead was holding her with her arms wrapped tight. She was gently kissing Kim's forehead. For a long while, Kim just lay like that with her eyes closed. At first, Erin could feel Kim's heart racing and her ragged breath. As they rested like that, those slowly calmed, Finally Kim's eyes fluttered open.

"Oh Erin, thank you Ma'am! You made me so happy and gave me such pleasure," Kim smiled up at her.

Smiling back Erin simply said, "I love you, Kim. I wanted you to be happy."

"I am, Erin. I hope you are too!" Kim had a very serious look on her face.

Reaching over, Erin brushed some stray hairs out of Kim's face. She leaned over and lightly kissed Erin. "I am, my little pet. I hope you can tell!"

Kim turned over and got up on her hands and knees and started helping Erin get her clothes off. "I think so, Erin. I hope you will tell me if you stop being happy, okay?"

Pulling her sweater over her head and dropping it, Erin lifted her hips so that Kim could help her get off her skirt. "I will," she assured Kim.

Kim got up and blew out the candles before silently padding her way back to bed. As they both slipped under the covers, they cuddled together and exchanged soft kisses for long minutes. Over time, the pause between the kisses grew and then they ended as both of them drifted off to sleep.