3 comments/ 17616 views/ 3 favorites First Love Hopeful Ch. 01 By: talleywitt0071776 I had a difficult time when I first came out as a lesbian. Understanding me as a person was hard enough. I had not begun to consider what characteristics I wanted in a partner or the type of relationship I wanted. I knew I longed for companionship. Partners before I came out remained secret, forbidden, and purely sexual. It prevented me from truly satisfying my desires. Necessity drove me to come out. My true friends did not care and my family loved me unconditionally. At my lowest and most desperate moment, I decided to try a gay bar. I felt I would only meet a loose, drunken woman at a bar and I knew I did not want that. Fear inundated my thoughts. I did not know if I looked gay enough to attract feminine women because I looked femme. Then I had a philosophical debate with myself on the importance of labels when making a real connection. Naturally, I sat at the bar and ordered a drink. I considered ordering several Jack Daniel's to gain some liquid confidence. I felt out of place, like a new club member who had not received the rules. I had a mental picture of girls kissing at every table and sneaking to the bathroom for more. However, I looked around and saw some women talking, some watching TV, some listening to music, and some sitting alone. I scanned the room in a clockwise direction looking for single women who stood out. It seemed a logical approach. I spotted a woman at two o'clock with long, curly dark hair, what I liked. She looked inconspicuous. That quality attracted me because I like down to earth women. I surreptitiously looked back and forth at her and my drink trying to decide what to say. My pulse quickened, my palms felt warm and sweaty, and my throat felt like a desert even though Jack Daniel's dripped down it. "Don't get your hopes up. She's with someone," the bartender said. "Who is with someone?" I said. A grin spread across the bartender's face and her eyes moved in the direction of my two o'clock. "The woman you are obviously trying not ogle," she said. "Is it really obvious?" I said. "Yes, but it is ok," she said smiling. "I haven't seen you here before. Are you trying to find a new spot?" "You could say that." I looked down at my glass of ice that previously contained a liquid. I turned the glass up trying to remove the liquid left between the cracks. "You know we do have several bottles of Jack Daniel's. I can give you a refill," she said. "You are embarrassing me." "Don't worry about it," she said. "I have been a bartender for a while and it's easy for me to spot cruisers." "I'm not a cruiser. I'm trying something new. I didn't know what to expect and now I am starting to think I made a mistake coming here." I swiveled around to get off the stool. "Hey look. I am sorry," she said. I turned around to face her as I felt her hand grab my arm and she leaned over the bar. A chill ran through my body as I looked into her eyes and felt her soft touch. "Lighten up. I did not mean to spoil your night. Can I make up for it by giving you all the Jack you want?" Her smile reappeared on her face with her eyebrows raised. "That will do it." I smiled and turned the rest of my body towards her. "The nervous that I felt when I first came in has now doubled, thanks to you." "Expect the best and that it what will happen," she said I watched the bartender slowly turn and walk away. I found checking out her ass unavoidable. I could tell she worked out. Obvious muscular definition in her legs pushed through the thick denim of her jeans. She flexed well-developed arms and shoulders in her halter-top as she grabbed a bottle. Her aura appeared soft even though her body looked firm. As I turned up my second glass, someone caught my eye. I could see a blond woman making eye contact so I went over to her. "Hi, my name is Lilly. I was wondering if I could sit and talk to you." "That would be great," she said. "I'm Kelly. I saw you and thought you looked cute. The only thing is I have been here a while and I am getting bored. Could we go to your place and talk?" "If you want to," I said. There is not anything special about my place but I would like to get to know you. Do you want to follow me?" Chapter 2 "Please, sit." I tossed aside a throw on the sofa and I motioned for her to sit next to me. She bounced down on the couch with a smile on her face. Her eyes scanned the living room. "Are you a photographer," she asked, pointing at a wall of framed photos. "It is only a hobby," I said. "So tell me about yourself. Where are you from? How old are you." "I am nineteen and from here," she said. Her eyes continued to scan the room. "I am from here as well. I don't mean it in a bad way but you are younger than I thought. I don't think you look old, but mature." Kelly sprang up from the sofa and walked across the room. "You have a lot of DVD's." Her finger went over each DVD as she read the titles. "Yes, I like movies. Would you like a bottle of water or anything else?" "You are a good host but no thank you." She came and sat back down beside me. "You did say you wanted to talk, didn't you?" "I thought we could get to know each other like I said. We could watch a movie if you like." I looked at her body noticing her breasts rise and fall as she breathed. My eyes traced from her flat stomach to her smooth, slender legs. Her personality did not stimulate me, but I did not want the night to end a complete waste. Even mediocre sex could salvage a bad night. "I am not in the mood for a movie," she said, sliding closer to me. She grabbed my arm and put it around her on the back of the sofa. I leaned in and kissed her. I could taste her pink lip-gloss. I rested my other hand on her lap as we continued to kiss. I felt her gently pull away from me. "You are a good kisser," she said. I kissed her again and let my hand move to her stomach. Being with a teenager had its positives. Her body felt firm, but did not feel as muscular as the bartender looked. I didn't know how far she would to let me go so I worked slowly and diligently. I slid my hand under her shirt to feel her skin as we kissed. I felt her suck in her stomach. I moved my hand around to her waist and pulled her towards me. As I reclined, she climbed on top of me. I sat up, pulled off my shirt, and she followed suit. I saw her full breasts pushed up. Her nipples felt hard through her white satin bra. She looked down at me, dragged her hands from my shoulders down over my breasts, and rested her fingertips on my stomach. I remove the clip from her hair. Long blond curls fell around her shoulders and long bangs framed her face. She had hair perfect for pulling. I ran my fingers through it thinking about snatching her head back and kissing her neck, but I resisted. My fingers dropped from her hair to her shoulders. I hooked my finger around her bra strap and pulled it down revealing her breast. I felt slight resistance as I pulled the fabric over her large nipples. I stopped pulling, letting the bra rest below her nipples, which kept her breast pushed together. I took her nipple between my by fingers and squeezed a few seconds, leaving it red and swollen. I pulled her left bra strap down. Her nipples pointed straight out. I slid my hand underneath her skirt to feel her pussy. She wore a sheer, dampening thong. I pushed aside her thong and felt her clit and pussy lips with my fingers, but put little pressure on her skin. I put my arm around her and held her as I moved on top and put her on her back. I pushed her breasts together and licked from one to the other. They felt hard swirling around my tongue and getting harder as I sucked them. She squirmed around underneath me and wrapped her legs around my body. "Is this ok for you?" I said. "It's perfect," she said laughing. "I didn't say this before but I think you are very sexy." "Thank you very much," I said smiling back at her. "You are too." I stood up and pulled my pants down. I didn't wear underwear so I stood nearly naked in front of her. I could see an enticing view of her pussy through her sheer panties. I climbed back on top of her and she tightly wrapped her legs around my back. She kissed me and I felt her unhooking my bra. I laid flat against her putting all of my weight on her so that she could easily reach the hook. My breasts slightly dropped and I sat up to feel my bra straps slip off my shoulders and down to my writs. I pulled the bra off and tossed it on the floor. My breasts fell over hers and our nipples touched and slid over each other. Tingles shot throughout my body. Her full breasts and flat stomach wanted me deep inside her. She had a full, pouty mouth good for sucking. Her bright blue eyes were screaming at me to take her as hard as I could, but I held back. Her necked smelled sweet as I kissed and sucked it. I had a mental image of her stepping out of the shower and spritzing herself with a body spray. I pictured a spray on her neck, cleavage, and the sweet spot between her legs. It didn't take long to pass on the noble idea of finding a love connection and settle with pure lust. I pushed her skirt up above her waist so that I could grab the waistband of her panties. She lifted her ass off the sofa as I pulled them over her curves and down her body. I grabbed her legs behind her knees and pushed them up and apart. I looked at her little wet pussy hole. It looked tight and pink, as if it needed a good pounding from my strap on. I took two fingers and worked them up and down her slit even grazing her ass hole getting some of the juices from her pussy on her ass hole, making her pussy lips look shin and wet. I put my wet fingers in my mouth and sucked the tips. "Mmm, you taste good," I said. "Thank you," she said. She grabbed my shoulders and pulled me on top of her. "Let me have a taste." She stuck out her tongue. My tongue licked hers before I sucked into my mouth and let our lips touch. "You are so hot," I said. I kissed her again and let my fingers find their way back to her pussy. I pushed hard inside her and she moaned as she pulled her mouth away from mine. I kissed her neck and slowly pumped my fingers inside her pussy. With each thrust of my fingers, I matched my pelvis to the rhythm as if my strap on was inside of her. I could feel her breathing faster and moaning with each thrust. I started working her pussy faster and slipped in a third finger. Her pussy seemed to produce more slippery fluids with every second. The juices allowed my fingers to slide in and out of her pussy with little resistance even though my three fingers completely filled her. I kissed down her chest and sucked her nipple. My hips thrusts slowed as I sucked. I sucked and pulled her breast by her engorged nipple as her chest heaved. She groaned as I bit down on her round nipple I slowed down more so I could watch her face. She squeezed her eyes shut and only closed her mouth occasionally to nibbled her bottom lip. I gave short, hard thrusts and watched her body bounce up as I pushed in her. Her tits bounced around and her nipples remained hard. I bent closer to her so that my tits dragged across her body. I nibbled her ear lobe and whispered, "Ready to cum?" I felt her nails dig into my back and her legs clench tightly around me. "Rub your clit for me baby," I said. I gradually sped up working my fingers in and of her pussy. I saw her fingers feverishly rubbing her stiff clit. I found myself moaning and matching her heavy breathing. My heart pounded as if I was running a marathon, but I could not stop. She felt so tight around my fingers. I stopped thrusting my hips and moved back away from her. I took one hand and firmly grabbed her breast putting my weight on her. With my other hand, I fucked her pussy as fast and hard possible. She arched her back and I could see veins popping out of her neck. I curved my fingers up inside her hoping to hit her g-spot. Suddenly she went silent. I could not even hear her breathing. I slowed down slightly but did not stop. I gently caressed my fingertips over her nipples and felt her body shudder and her hips started convulsing. I pulled my fingers out of her and she let out a loud groan. "Come here." She pulled put her arms around my back and pulled me on top of her where I collapsed. I heard complete silence save for our panting. I felt her chest rise and fall and heard her heart racing as fast as mine. "Are you going to cum?" she whispered so I could barely here. I turned my head and kissed her cheek. "I am fine," I said. I stood up completely naked and looked down at her lying on my sofa. I looked down at her damp, glowing skin. She looked calm and radiant. I suddenly felt the impact of the length of time it had been since I last had sex. I felt gratified even though I did not cum. "I guess you want me to go now?" she asked. I reached down, grabbed her hands, and pulled her to a standing position. I unbuttoned her skirt and let it fall to the floor. I could see more of her amazing body when I stood her. Nothing sagged and I saw a perfect little space between her thighs even though her feet were side by side. "Put your arms around my neck." I bent slightly, grabbed her below the ass, and lifted her off the floor. She wrapped her legs around my waist and I easily carried her to my bed. She stayed attached to me as I crawled on the bed and laid her on her back. I crawled off her and lay next to her. She turned to her side as I pulled her close to me and wrapped my arm around her body. Chapter 3 "Did you enjoy last night?" Kelly said as she rolled over on top of me. I kissed her. "Of course I did," I said. "I am horny again thinking about it. I am going to enjoy this while I am in the shower." "Maybe I can help with that," she said. "That is not a good idea. I have to be quick so I can leave soon. You are welcomed to stay while I am in the shower but I need to leave in about 45 minutes." "Oh," she said and rolled off me and sat with her back towards me. "I will get dressed and leave. I should be gone by the time you are out of the shower." "I don't mean to disappoint you," I said, and kissed her between her shoulder blades. I had a good time. I'll put my number in your phone and you can call me anytime. I really did enjoy last night." "Me too," she said and turned around and kissed my lips. I am definitely going to call you." I gave her my home number and not my cell. I only gave that number to bill collectors and people I wanted to avoid. I never answered it and only checked my messages monthly. I thought that morning would be the end of Kelly. Work went well for me that day. It always seemed as if my days went better when I had sex the night before. I felt calm and relaxed. The effect felt similar to that of a massage. After lunch, I went to one of the last appointments for the day. The office usually kept Fridays light so we could leave early. I walked into the exam room looking down at my clipboard. "Hello, my name is Lilly Kobald. You are here for an annual checkup?" "I'm Michelle Galen and I never thought I would run into you here." I looked up from the clipboard and saw the bartender from the previous night. I felt my stomach drop, but I tried to keep my composure. "I didn't expect to see you here either. I didn't get your name the other night so I didn't recognize your name when I saw it on the form. It is nice to see you again," I said. "I wouldn't have guessed you were a veterinarian. I took you for a bum, perhaps," she said smiling. "Actually I am not a veterinarian yet. I am only an intern while I am going through vet school." "A vet student. That is impressive. You didn't stick around long last night. When I came back to talk to you, you had already left. Did you give up?" I laughed. "No I did not give up. Although, talking to you didn't help my confidence. I actually met someone and we left quickly." "I didn't take you for that type of girl." "What type is that?" I asked. "It doesn't matter. Well, here is my dog. I guess he needs his regular checkup and shots. I received a card from you guys in the mail and thought I should bring him in." "Great," I said. I lowered the exam table so that her chocolate lab would be at the right height. "You have a very cute lab. Looks like he is a little over a year old, right?" "That's right," she said. I took my hands and ran them down the dog's back, underneath his body, and felt his legs. "He feels good," I said. I took my stethoscope off and started listening to the dog's heart." "I thought maybe we hit it off last night," she said. I looked up at her and back down at the dog as I tried to listen to the heartbeat. "I guess you didn't think the same," she said. "I didn't know what to think," I said putting down the stethoscope. "I realized an attraction to you, but I never would have guessed you were attracted to me." "That is probably my fault. I did give you a hard time but I thought you might take it as flirting." "I definitely didn't take it that way, but I would be ok with a do-over if you are. We could go out tonight if you are free." "I would like that a lot. This time I think we will be on equal footing so it might go better. I sensed your nervous the last night, but I thought it was cute." I smiled and looked down at my feet. "I will keep that in mind tonight. Your address is on the form. As long as you don't think this is freaky, I will take it, put it in my GPS, and pick you up around seven tonight. Is that ok?" "That is a little freaky, but that sounds great." "Ok, I will get the real vet for you and I will see you later tonight," I said smiling and awkwardly backing out of the room. I felt surprised Michelle had noticed me. I thought that I washed in the haze of all the faces she saw in one night at the bar. I definitely noticed her. I left the office around two that afternoon, which left time for me to decide carefully what to wear and where to take her. I also needed time to settle my nerves so that I didn't blow it before the night even started. She was the type of woman I would run into on a regular basis, let alone her turn out to be a gay woman. When I arrived at my condominium, I went straight to my closet. My unmade bed reminded me of the hot girl from the previous night. I had a full closet, but it seemed empty because there were so many items unworthy of a date with Michelle. I pulled out a white button down shirt and held it up to me. As I turned to look at myself in my full-length mirror, I saw someone standing in my doorway. I gasped and dropped the shirt on the floor. "What are you doing here?" I asked. "I had such a good time last night and I didn't think things ended well this morning. I wanted to be here when you came home," she said. "Where were you when I left? I didn't see you." "I stayed in your other bathroom. I heard you leave as I washed my face. I started to leave but changed my mind." "I wish you would have asked me. I actually have plans tonight that I need to get ready for so maybe it is time for you to go and you can call me later." She walked towards me wearing her thong and shirt from the previous night. I noticed her long legs and thought about how tightly she had them wrapped around me. "Can I keep you company until you have to leave?" She stood close enough for me to feel her breasts pushed against me. "I did have a good time with you, but I am not going to be here long and I need to shower and all of that good stuff, so maybe some other time," I said with my hands resting on her hips. "You are very stubborn aren't you? I should probably take a hint." She walked towards the bed and picked up her skirt. With her back towards me, she bent over and slipped her feet inside her skirt. I could see her ass in full view with the white strip of cloth in her crack. My eyes went lower and I remembered her wet pussy from the previous night. First Love Hopeful Ch. 01 Now, fully dressed, she walked from my bed to my dresser. "This morning, I checked your top drawer for a pair of socks and I found this." She pulled open my top drawer and my heart already pounding, I knew what she found. She turned around and faced me holding my dildo and strap on close to her body. "I saw this and thought you might use when you returned home." I stared at her wide-eyed and shook my head. "I don't think this is a good idea." I walked over to her and put the equipment on the dresser. "I do have to be somewhere tonight. We had a good time, but things have to end at some point. Why don't we talk about this later?" "We could talk about it later or you could just loosen up. The way you made me feel last night, I know you can make me cum fast and I will actually leave this time." She put her arms around my neck and looked up at me. I saw those big blue eyes that asked me to fuck her the previous night. I kissed her and tasted her sweetness. I ran my fingers through her hair and grabbed a handful of it. I pulled her head back and kissed her neck down to her cleavage. "Take your skirt and shirt off," I said. I watched her remove her clothes as I did the same. I picked up the boy short harness and pulled them up like a pair of panties. I grabbed the dildo and started pushing it into the shorts to fit through the hole. She looked at me as I adjusted it. "Turn around and bend over the dresser," I said. "Don't watch me." For the first time I noticed her bra and thong matched. The sides of her thong fell in the perfect position on her hips. Her full breasts seemed heavy in her bra. The clasp rode high up her back. I pushed the dido through the hole on the front and made a few adjustments. Now, fully equipped with a thick eight inches, I was ready to please. "Do you really think you are ready for this?" I asked. She pushed her ass out and wiggled it around. "Damn. I guess you are," I said. I grabbed her neck and pushed her flat against the top of the dresser. I pulled her panties down to her thighs. "Keep your legs together so it will be tight when I push this into your wet pussy." She pushed her legs as together. I took the dildo in my hand and pushed the tip against her pussy. I pushed it between her thighs so that it rubbed against her pussy lips as I pushed in and out. She opened her mouth as she breathed more heavily. I wrapped my left arm around her body and held on to her breast. I grabbed my cock with my other hand and guided it to her pussy. I slowly pushed each inch inside of her. When deep inside her, I put both hands on her hips to help keep her hips stable. I pulled my cock out and looked down to see that it covered in her juices. I slammed inside of her pussy and saw her grab hold of the edges of the dresser tightly and her face laid flat against the dresser top. My hands slid up her sides, slowly feeling her curves, to her breasts. I could feel her nipples pushing through her thin bra. My hands traced along her back feeling the bones and muscles in her shoulders. I grabbed her bra around the clasp and pulled it tight. I used it as I fucked her pussy as hard as I could. I gave one short, hard, jab after another. She squealed with every thrust. As I started going faster her tits fell out of her bra and I could see them rubbing against the dresser. I put two of my fingers in her mouth and she sucked them without opening her eyes. Her pink lip-gloss accentuated her pouty lips. I pushed my fingers in and out of her mouth imagining a big cock in her mouth. I stroked her long blonde hair and pulled my fingers through it. She moaned from the tender touches that I gave her. I pulled her up off the dresser by her hair and turned her head towards me. I kissed her as my other hand grabbed her neck and slid it down past her breasts to her pussy. I rubbed her clit and watched her face in the mirror. I saw her slim, twisted torso and her large breasts bouncing as I pushed inside her. I heard her pussy get wetter as the dildo gushed inside. Her ass slapped against me as she pushed back on the dildo. I grabbed her round ass with both hands and opened her up so that I could see the dildo going inside of her. Her bald pussy and ass hole looked smooth and shiny. I pushed my hands up around her hips and down to her pussy and thighs. I felt her slim thighs and pussy with both hands. I pushed the full eight inches inside of her and stopped thrusting. I listened to her breathe as my hands felt all over her body and pussy, no body part off limits. I held her hands as I continued fucking her. I traced her spine with kisses. Her body started to contort and I slapped the dildo inside of her as hard and deep as I could. Her legs spread apart for balance as her body shook. She collapsed against the dresser and I saw her pelvis moving around. I grabbed her around the waist stabilize her as she climaxed. She turned and kissed me with my cock still inside her. "You are amazing," I said. "I have never had anyone as beautiful and willing to please." "I have never had anyone make me cum like that. You have a power that makes me want to be submissive and pleased. You aren't selfish. I don't have to spend time pleasing you and going back and forth. We keep a rhythm, fuck, and let it build to an amazing end." "What can I say? I like to please and you give me the inspiration that I need. I like seeing you turned on, hearing you moan, and feeling you orgasm." I pulled the dildo from her quivering pussy, removed the harness, and tossed it aside so that I could clean it later. As much as I enjoyed toying with her body and bringing her to orgasm, I walked away uninterested. I knew I made a mistake having sex with her hours before I was supposed to meet Michelle. I felt like lowering my head in shame and coming up with an excuse not to meet her, but I was too intrigued to do that. I walked past Kelly and went into my bathroom hoping to move the night along. I turned on the faucet and adjusted the water as I imagined all of the sins of the past few minutes washing down the drain. "I enjoyed that but now it is definitely time for you to go," I said, as I peaked around the corner. "Do I need to physically walk you out this time?" "No I am going. Thank you for that. Is it still ok that I call you?" I heard her ask over the sound of the water. I closed the door and pretended not to hear her. Chapter 4 "I am glad that we had such a good time. I was all smiles throughout dinner. Tonight went nothing like our first encounter together," I said. "I can't disagree with you on that premise. I think it is due to the fact that we both let our guards down and we are two attractive people," she said. "I agree you are attractive, but I don't know how well I fit in that category." "Stop lying. I can tell that you aren't lacking in self-confidence now that I have stopped giving you a hard time. I held Michelle's hand as walked inside the lobby of my condominium. I felt better about her as the night continued. Her intelligence and down to earth nature far outweighed her natural beauty. I felt like I found someone I wanted a long lasting and meaningful relationship with, but I thought such a strong attachment so early on could prove detrimental. "I can't believe you live here and you are a vet student," she said. I haven't had the privilege of seeing the interior of one of these units, but I always imagined they are amazing. They are supposed to be one of the more exclusive complexes in town. I have to ask how you arrived here." "We are getting personal early on aren't we?" I said. "If you choose to get to know me better and spend more time with me, ask me somewhere down the line when we have gotten closer. For now, I will say that I am only on a midlevel unit, so I don't have to pay for the views of the higher units. "I hadn't even thought about that. I wonder what the views are like on the top floor. How many levels does this building have?" "There are 45 floors. I can't tell you what the view is like from top floor, but I can certainly give you an idea of what it is like to be on one of the upper levels. That is only if you are interested," I said. "This should prove exciting. Definitely show me what you have in mind because I am curious." I tapped the button for the fortieth floor, far above my fourth floor condominium, but I had been to this level on many occasions. I felt myself getting anxious, wondering what her reaction was going to be. I was hoping to show her something unique and inviting while also putting a romantic end to the evening. "Wow. It feels like we are on an upper level. That was a long ride. I know it is probably in my head but it seemed like the higher we went the slower we started to climb. It was like that feeling when you are just getting to the very top of a rollercoaster. I know I sound silly," she said laughing. "I know exactly what you are talking about and we must both be silly because it feels the same way to me. I just ask that you close your eyes and hold onto my hand. I will lead you where to go and you can trust me." "Are you sure you aren't going to walk me into a wall?" "I wouldn't do that to you, but it is a good idea," I said. She punched my arm. "You better not do that," she said. "Just close your eyes and trust me. I am happy that we are here at this time. It is the perfect time for this." I guided her through the exercise room, which had state of the art aerobic equipment, televisions, and floor to ceiling windows. "Open your eyes," I said. She opened her eyes and didn't say anything for several seconds. I watch her as her eyes went from left to right in a slow, sweeping motion. The setting sun shone through the windows and made her skin look radiant. "You weren't kidding about the view. I feel like I can see for miles and I didn't realize that this is one of the highest buildings in the area. I can only imagine what it would be like from the top floor. I bet you have to pay a fortune for this view alone, and if you can afford it, it is well worth it," she said. "I thought you would enjoy this. It is great motivation to keep in shape. This room is open twenty-four hours a day so I like to come here during sunrises and sunsets. To be honest, this isn't the most amazing part. Give me your hand." I opened up the sliding door and led her out to the balcony. As soon as she stepped outside, she closed her eyes and took a deep breath. "It is absolutely amazing out here. The breeze feels fantastic and the view is even better from outside. I can't believe you have a rooftop pool and hot tub. Have you spent a lot of time out here too?" "Actually, I have never been in the pool before. I never had anyone to swim with. I usually just stick to looking out the window while I am on some of the equipment. I am glad to see that you are taken with it. Do you want to sit on one of these chairs and watch the sun go down or are you ready to go back in." "I have a better idea. What do you think about us getting in the pool? I want us to do something neither of us has done before." "Do you go around with a bikini in your purse?" I asked. "Of course not, but you are assuming a swimsuit is required if you want to go swimming." "Are you suggesting we get into the pool naked?" "I absolutely am not suggesting that," she said. "Great. I am glad to hear it. I was getting worried for a second there." "You misunderstand again. I don't want us to go nude but there is nothing wrong with bra and underwear right? How different is a bikini from lingerie anyway?" She pulled off her shirt and tossed it aside, then unbuttoned her jeans. I grabbed her wrist and turned her towards me. "There isn't much of a difference but there is a problem. I don't wear underwear and someone might see me out here." "I didn't take you for the shy type. Just get in the water quickly and I am sure nobody will notice us. It is almost dark. Who is going to be coming out here? No one in the exercise room will be able to see us out here either. There is nothing to worry about." I stopped to consider weather I wanted to remove my clothes in front of a new woman, in a public area when I heard her jump in the pool. "You don't waste any time do you?" I pulled my clothes off and quickly jumped in the pool. I felt relief in that I recently shaved, but I didn't want to spend too much time showing off my body in public. "I am glad that you decided to join me," she said. "I couldn't let you have all of the fun," I said. "Why are you are so far away from me? You are in your bra and panties, in the pool, and I can't see anything. That needs to change." "Aren't we suddenly forward? You can come closer but not too close." "You will have to let me know what too close is." I moved so that I was standing in front of her. I continued to walk forward in front of her and she backed up until she hit the side of the pool. "You can't go anywhere now," I said. I put my arms out to the side of her, grabbed onto the edge of the pool, and kissed her." "You are wrong. I can go somewhere." She sucked air into her mouth so that her cheeks puffed with air and she disappeared under water. I waited for her to pop back up but didn't see her until she arrived at the steps leading out of the pool. "Are you going to join me?" she asked. I followed her out of the pool and into the hot tub. "We could have just started off in the hot tub so I wouldn't have to do all of this walking partially nude." "The water feels amazing doesn't it? I enjoy going from a cool pool straight to a hot tub. It makes the water feel almost unbearably hot. "I can't believe I haven't been out here before. It feels good to soak in a hot tub after a hard workout. I have always just settled for a warm bath." "Aren't you happy that you decided to take me out?" she asked, and moved around the hot tub until she sat next to me. "For more reasons than one," I said. "Have you been having a good time so far?" "I have had an amazing time. To be honest, it has been a long time since I have gone out with anyone. I am very involved with my work and sometimes I give people the wrong first impression." "I can't imagine you gave the wrong impression." She punched my arm again. "I say that in jest but I know where you are coming from. I haven't had a girlfriend in a long time and I find you very refreshing. It is new to me to find someone I like this much so early on." I put my arm around her and she leaned her head on my shoulder. We sat in the hot tub for several minutes watching the sun come down, making it the most romantic night of my life. Occasionally, I tried to look at Michelle without being obvious. She seemed like a person who had an appreciation for the outdoors. Her tan did not seem artificial and her nails seemed to facilitate a rugged lifestyle. "The lights that they have out here are quite nice. I like the way the purples and the blues reflect off the water. They make sure the views don't end after the sun goes down." "Yes they do make it looks really nice in here. They try to keep the common areas looking their best. I have been happy here." I moved my arm from around her shoulders and rested my hand on her thigh. She immediately stood up. "I guess it is time for us to go in now," she said as she climbed out of the hot tub. "Did I do something wrong? I thought that we were enjoying the view." "We were. Now I it is time for us to go inside." I tried to get out of the hot tub casually instead of sprinting straight to my clothes. I opened the door leading back to the fitness room for Michelle. "Is this where you brought that girl from the last night?" she said, as she walked past me and did not look back. "No, we just went out for ice cream," I said, following behind her. "I am actually mad that I could have done this with you last night instead of going for ice cream with her," I said. "Sure." "Are you jealous that I left with her?" "No." I leaned against the wall of the elevator looking down at my feet and we stood in an awkward silence until the elevator reached my floor. "I am upset I left with her and I could have talked with you until the bar closed," I said as the door opened. "This night more than made up with what we missed last night." She followed me straight ahead to my apartment and I held the door open for her. "I thought it was going to be nice in here and I was right. It is spacious and you have it wonderfully decorated. Are there two bedrooms?" "Yes, there are two. You can have a seat on the sofa and I am going to change into something dry. My clothes will be too big for you but I can get something for you to put on," I said. "Something with elastic in the waistband and a t-shirt should do it if you don't mind." I went in my bedroom and again the first thing that I noticed was my unmade bed. Then I saw my dildo on the floor next to my dresser. A flash of heat welled up inside of my body. I felt guilty about what I had done earlier, but I pushed it out of my mind. I also wanted something with an elastic waistband and a t-shirt. Removing my damp clothes and especially my wet bra was a good feeling. I tossed the discarded clothing on top of the dildo. I felt calmer and more relaxed after changing my clothes. I looked at myself in my full-length mirror before I left from my room. In some ways, I didn't recognize the person looking back at me. Normally, I would not bring someone home for a one-night stand and especially not have sex with someone before a date with another woman. I took in a deep breath and slowly exhaled hoping my sins would wash away with my breath. "I think these should do," I said as I handed her a folded pair of jogging pants and a shirt. "Thank you. Where is your bathroom?" "I thought maybe you were going to change up here." I said. Michelle punched my arm and smiled. "You thought no such thing," she said. "It is around the first door on the left," I said. As soon as Michelle walked away, I panicked. I didn't know how long she was going to stay or what she wanted to do. I looked at a couple of movies that might be good choices. I got a nearby throw just in case she wanted to cuddle or talk. It was arousing seeing Michelle in my clothes when she returned from the bathroom. My clothes were clearly too big. The t-shirt didn't show any of her sexy shape. The jogging pants weren't slipping off her waist because of the drawstring but the legs of the pants were baggy. Even though I no longer saw the shape of her body, it was a turn on seeing her in the baggy clothes because it emphasized her petite stature. I always liked slim women shorter than me. Michelle sat next to me on the sofa. "Even though we didn't actually do any real swimming in the pool, I have to admit I am tired." "Are you ready to go home? You can keep the clothes." "Silly, take a hint." She put her hand on my shoulder and gently pushed me onto my back. She slid into the little space between the sofa and me. She put one arm and one leg around me and rested her head on my chest. I reached up and put the blanked around us. She was much heavier on top of me than I expected it to be. I assumed it was because of her solid, muscular build. I put one arm around her shoulder and let my other hand slide underneath the waistband of her pants to rest on her lower back, just above her bottom. "You feel nice," I said. "You do too. I can already tell you know how to take care of a woman. I know it is early for me to ask this, but do you think this could go somewhere. By this, I mean us." "The simple answer to that is absolutely. There is chemistry between us and you have a great personality. Personality is what is most important to me." First Love Hopeful Ch. 01 "I feel the same way and there are so many things that I want to ask you. My intentions were to stay up all night talking and seeing how our lives match up." I felt her squeeze me gently. "I am looking for something long-term and I want to be sure we are at the same point in our lives. I am sorry if I sound too serious. As I said, those were my intentions. I would still like to do that at some point, but right now, I feel like I am going to fall asleep in the next hour." "I don't have anything to do in the morning so you can sleep right here, all night, if you would like to." "Thank you for offering. There is something else." "I am worried now but don't hold anything back," I said. "I almost didn't want to say anything. I didn't know if you just wanted to make a nice gesture or if I should think you are crazy." "I hope this isn't about the fact that I put your address into my GPS. I just thought it would be easier." "No, that is not it." "Please don't make me wait any longer. I am worried this is something major I did and I am not even aware of it." "I would like to know why 'I love you.' is written on the mirror in your bathroom in what appears to be lipstick. My heart dropped when she asked me about something I was unaware of. Many ideas flashed through my head and the only thing I could reason was that the message on my mirror was due to my recent house guest. "There is something I have to tell you," I said.