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Finding Love Pt. 01

By: Dru_Druthers



Author's note: This is the first part of a very long story. It is a work of fiction and if you are looking for something quick, this is not it. 

I hope it will be enjoyed. Comments and votes will be appreciated.

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Katelyn read the first two lines of the second paragraph on page twenty of the manuscript for the third time and still it made no sense. What was the author thinking, Katelyn asked herself. She quickly pushed the question aside. Her job was not to worry about 'why,' it was to read the manuscript and determine if it would be worth publishing.

The green light above her office door flashed on and off twice. Katelyn called "Yes." Her assistant Megan entered. Thanks to a scuba diving accident some years ago, Katelyn was completely deaf. 

Megan Reece was five foot five and twenty six years old. Today she was wearing a lilac shirt with small ruffles around the collar and sleeves. The shirt fit perfectly, accentuating Megan's well endowed chest, and was tucked into the short black skirt that fell just above Megan's knees. Her firm legs led to feet that featured two inch black heels today.

Megan's hair was an unusual golden blond color that you just could not find in a bottle or at your local salon. She kept it long, past her shoulders, and styled to frame and highlight her face.

That face had eyes of blue, so blue that you thought they sparkled like the stars in the sky. Her nose was extremely straight and was framed by high cheek bones and a lovely jaw line. Perfectly straight white teeth were covered by thin but rather sexy lips that she invariably painted pink. Those lips were both a blessing and a curse to Katelyn.

On the one hand, they were cute and the smile they produced made everyone within view smile too. On the other hand, those lovely lips were murder to try to read. Katelyn pulled herself together when she realized she was staring at the younger woman. Megan wasn't bothered by it at all. It was something that always surprised Katelyn.

Megan smiled and began to sign "I'm glad you approve boss," referring to Katelyn's staring. The girl smiled and continued.

"Your eleven a.m. appointment has just canceled with an emergency. I've rescheduled for next week. Would you like to take the time off and have a long lunch, leaving the afternoon appointments as is, or should I move the appointments up so you can have a late lunch?" 

Katelyn smiled at Megan and remembered why she was such a good assistant. She always came in ready with suggestions instead of waiting for Katelyn to always come up with all the ideas. 

"I'll take lunch early Meg and leave the appointments as is," Katelyn said as opposed to signing it. Megan was one of the few people outside of Kate's family who she actually used her voice with.

Kate had learned the hard way that if you were deaf but your voice seemed pretty normal to others, people quickly forgot and turned their heads when they spoke, making it impossible to read their lips. So it was just more practical to not speak at all and use an interpreter to communicate. 

Megan nodded and left without another word. As the door closed, Kate turned in her swivel chair and looked out the large office windows. She stared at the other buildings, the skyline and the mountains beyond. As she did, her thoughts drifted to what her life had become. 

Katelyn Amelia Price was born to James and Sabrina Price. She was the second of three children and the only girl. Hers was a close family because neither of her parents had any other family. 

Puberty, when it came, blessed Kate with a frame that was five foot nine inches, long legs, full hips, a slim waist and modest breasts. Her face was sculpted with high cheek bones that movie stars would kill for. Her lips were full and oh so kissable, her nose small and delicate looking.

And you could drown in her large, dark eyes. Her hair was raven colored; Kate always liked keeping it boy short but styled. If she had to be labeled then she would be called a 'soft butch.' 

Her body was toned and lightly muscled because of a demanding workout routine she had started just after she lost her hearing and still continued to this day.

Kate had fallen in love with scuba diving. It became her greatest passion and she became an instructor at eighteen while attending college. 

During her second year, just after her twentieth birthday, Kate had a horrible accident and became permanently deaf in both ears. 

A surgical solution that might give her some hearing was possible, but the odds of success were not positive. Kate had decided that it was not worth the risk of going under the knife for what seemed to be a questionable outcome. It had taken her a lot of time to adjust, but she had come to terms with her new way of life. 

James and Sabrina had always remarked at how much they were looking forward to welcoming two daughters and one son-in-law into the family. Someone somewhere up high must have had a sense of humor. 

Kate's parents would get their wish but in a different way. Kate at fifteen knew she was gay because when all the girls were thinking about the boys, Kate was thinking about the other girls. To top that off, her younger brother was also gay. So the sons and daughter-in-law dream wasn't dead, just different. 

Being as close to their kids as they were, Kate's parents weren't upset or disapproving of their children's preferences. It was a shock, but they dealt with it the only way they could ― by accepting it. That had been a blessing.

But now, as Kate stared out the windows at the endless azure sky, she felt that maybe there wouldn't be any mores in her parents' future. 

Her older brother, Sebastian Eric, was already married with two kids and her younger brother, Logan Richard, had already found his significant other. 

Only I, Kate thought, am still alone. And, pushing thirty, there didn't seem to be any prospects in sight. 

Her mind wandered towards Megan, her lovely assistant. She had met her four years ago. Kate had just joined her long time friend, Steven Wroth, in starting the small editorial company, and she was interviewing assistants.

Most of the hopeful applicants were qualified but put off at the fact that in addition to their office skills, they would need to learn sign language to be able to competently work with Kate. 

Then Megan arrived. She was fresh out of secretary school, had very little experience in office work, but was willing to take the time to learn the proper way to communicate with Kate. 

With no one else lining up for the position, Kate had agreed on a trial basis. The first few weeks were tedious at best. Megan began taking night and weekend classes in order to quickly learn the new language. Communication was slow, with Kate using her voice more than she liked and Megan using written notes. 

It was frustrating at times. Megan would sometimes forget and start talking while moving around, which caused Kate to lose sight of Megan's already hard to read lips, thus losing half or more of the conversation. 

But after about a month, things improved. Megan's signing steadily improved and working with her became easier. But just as the frustration ended, other problems came up.

Kate found herself lost in the gaze of Megan's eyes and Kate couldn't stop herself from watching Megan's voluptuous body. The form fitting tops and hip hugging skirts didn't help. The way her ass swayed when she was leaving Kate's office. The cleavage that showed when Megan bent over Kate's desk. Kate couldn't help but watch and notice it all. 

They were becoming friends and had lunch together at least three times a week. Megan was glad for the chance to practice her sign language skills in a more casual setting. But Kate enjoyed these times as well as she got to learn all about Megan.

Megan was straight, and Kate felt compelled to tell her the truth about her own orientation. To Kate's surprise, Megan admitted that she already knew. 

When Kate asked her how, Megan said that she noticed how Kate watched her the way most men do, with lust in their eyes.

Kate was embarrassed to say the least but when she apologized, the blonde had said it was okay with her. She had said that men looked at her without reservation so why should Kate have to apologize for it.

She had made it clear though that Kate was free to look as much as she liked but no touching. It just wasn't Megan's thing. 

So here they were four years later. Megan had become Kate's right hand. Not only was she Kate's office and administrative assistant, she was also Kate's official translator for clients. And she was a trusted friend. 

The green light flashed again, rousing Kate from her remembrance. 

"Yes," she called and Megan entered carrying two food bags. Kate checked the time on the large wall clock. Only about ten minutes had passed. It took at least twenty minutes to order and have it delivered. 

"The food came rather fast," Kate said. 

Megan replied with a smile, "I made the order before I came to tell you about the cancelation."

"And you assumed that I would want the early lunch instead of the late one?"

"No, I just know you," Megan said, smiling.

Kate watched her as she laid out the food. A roast beef sandwich for herself and a grilled chicken for Kate. Megan moved to the small cabinet where Kate kept her coffee mugs and glasses. Meg took two glasses and poured the Diet Cokes into them. She moved so gracefully and with such ease that Kate found herself staring at Meg again. 

'She is so perfect,' Kate thought. She shook herself and cleared her mind. She really needed to find herself a girlfriend. All this dreaming about who and what she couldn't have was not healthy.

And yet the thought of Meg's naked body made things in Kate's lower stomach tighten and made her pussy itch. Kate had often gotten off while thinking about Meg. 

But the feeling was so not mutual. Meg had made that clear. So Kate hoped that the girl of her dreams would come by soon and take her mind away from Meg. Until she did, a trip to Serafina's was in order.

Chapter 2 

Serafina's was a hot little spot for the local lesbians to hang out. It was a combination strip club/night club. Its owner, Ms. Vivian Chase, aka Serafina, was a strong, confident, intelligent and beautiful black woman. 

When Kate started frequenting the club some four years ago, Vivian took a liking to her. They had dated and the sex between them was amazing, but they were too much alike to be a good match as a couple.

In the end they remained friends and had casual sex when neither was in a relationship. Kate hoped that Vivian was single right now. She needed to get the lust-filled thoughts of Meg out of her head, and Viv, as she preferred to be called, was the one to do just that. 

Dressed in a white, long sleeved shirt, black fitted pants and black heeled boots, Kate walked up to the front entrance of the club. It was just after nine and the line was long but Kate didn't need to worry about it. 

She walked up to the bouncer and flashed her special platinum member's card. It was specially made for her by Vivian, and gave Kate as much free reign as Viv herself. 

The bouncer was new, but he immediately recognized the special card and quickly ushered Kate inside. From the bouncer Kate went straight into the care of a VIP hostess. 

Kate took out her small note pad, scribbled on it and handed it to the girl, dressed in a fitted knee high black spaghetti strap dress.

The club was packed as usual, with ladies of all descriptions seated around the small stage for the live show. The dance floor was standing room only and each table was taken. Ordering a drink at the large mahogany bar was best described as chaotic. Kate was thankful for her pass.

In accordance with her note, the hostess led Kate to one of the private rooms on the second floor. The rooms were small and decorated with black curtains. 

After she was seated, Kate wrote a second note which said, 'Tell Priscilla that Lyn is here and waiting.' The hostess nodded and left. A few minutes later, Priscilla arrived.

Priscilla was one of the character dancers who specialized in lap dances. Of the dozen or so girls who did what she did at the club, Priscilla was Kate's favorite.

Her petite frame was curvy with medium sized breasts and inviting legs. Her heart shaped face and deep green eyes were her most defining traits. Tonight she was portraying a sexy vampire seductress. 

Her corset, stockings, gathers and four inch heels all matched her flaming red hair; her vampire fangs completed the illusion. 

As always, Priscilla began by turning on the music that Kate would never hear then advanced slowly. Her movements sultry and graceful, she slinked towards Kate. 

As the beat sped up so did she. Her hips and ass rotated and gyrated, her entire body slowly getting into the act. She was all over Kate, teasing her, making Kate want her body. 

The golden rule of the lap dance was that the dancer could touch the patron as much as she wanted but the patron could not touch the dancer, except to give them their financial reward. 

The way Priscilla moved, it took all of Kate's will power not to grope the vixen. The dance lasted a little over five minutes, with Priscilla ending up straddling Kate. 

Priscilla then planted a light kiss on Kate's left cheek. After dancing specifically for Kate for almost two years, it was a custom of hers to let Kate know that the dance was truly over.

Kate smiled at her and fished out a hundred dollar bill from her pocket. It was about five times what any other person might tip for a lap dance, but to Kate, Priscilla was special. 

As Priscilla left, the hostess returned. Kate scribbled a note of thanks and gave her a twenty dollar tip for her service. Then Kate went through the door at the end of the hall which led to a small spiral stair case. She ascended the stairs that took her to the third floor of the building, which was Vivian's loft apartment and office. 

Kate gave the small buzzer button three short buzzes and waited. When the door swung open, Kate was greeted by a very loving smile.

Wearing a gold, form-fitting, low cut dress that showed every line, bump and curve of her body, Vivian signed, "Hello beautiful."

"Hi," was all Kate could manage as she took in the sight of her enchanting friend. Vivian motioned for Kate to enter, which she did. 

"How have you been, darling?" Vivian asked as she reached a hand to Kate's cheek and gently stroked the soft flesh. 

Kate smiled and said, her voice a little breathy, "I've been doing well. You?" 

"I'm much better now," Vivian smiled. After almost four years, she was still in awe of Kate's beauty. Vivian drew the dark haired woman closer for a soft kiss. 

As their lips touched, Vivian's heart beat quickened. Kate always excited her and it was always a thrill when their kiss went from soft and romantic to passionate and hungry. 

The kiss lasted almost a minute as both women began to battle with their tongues, each vying for dominance. Vivian was neither femme nor butch, just a strong and beautiful woman who enjoyed being in control. And though she preferred her lovers to be submissive to her, she enjoyed the fight Kate always put up. 

When the kiss broke, both women were breathless. Vivian led Kate by the hand to her bedroom. Kate was no stranger to this place as she had spent many a night and always kept some of her things there in case she decided to stay over.

The room had not changed since Kate's last visit. The king size bed was still in the middle of the room; to the left of the bed was the bedside table. Beyond that was the walk-in closet. To the right of the bed were a writing desk and the door to the bathroom. 

Kate sat on the cerulean blue sheets as Vivian stood before her, eying her with lust. Kate drank in the sight of the amazing woman that stood in front of her.

Kate smiled at the dark auburn hair that fell just at Vivian's shoulders, the dark chocolate color of her skin, the brown eyes with the shades of gray around the irises, her wide nose and thick, succulent lips, the curve of her strong jaw; her slender neck, firm shoulders and size forty 'D' cup breasts. With a flat tummy, slim waist, wide, well rounded hips and long sexy legs, there was so much about Vivian that aroused her basest desires. 

Vivian turned slowly, giving Kate an eye full of the whole package. The strong, sexy lines of her back, that full and rounded ass, the well defined muscles of her calves. 

Without any warning, Kate stood and closed the space between them. Kate aggressively grabbed Vivian and pulled her body closer. Holding Vivian from behind, Kate began to caress and knead her breasts. 

After a few moments, Kate turned the slightly taller woman around and kissed her hard. All the weeks of thinking about Megan had put Kate's libido in overdrive and she was going to unleash it on Vivian.

Being just as hungry for this encounter, Vivian kissed back just as hard. They ended up on the bed with Vivian on top, straddling Kate's stomach, her dress hiked up around her waist. 

Kate could feel Vivian's wetness on her stomach through the thin fabric of her shirt. 

As Vivian slid her tongue just below Kate's earlobe, Kate reached her right hand up and under Vivian's dress to touch her naked sex. She felt the smooth skin of Vivian's hairless mound and silently thanked the woman who gave Vivian her waxing. 

Vivian rarely wore panties and Kate was always grateful for that fact as she stroked her lover's already swollen outer lips. 

Quickly, Kate dipped her middle finger inside of Vivian's extremely wet and throbbing hole. Her own excitement grew as she felt the woman on top of her shift her weight, trying to make the most of the small touch.

Kate withdrew her finger as quickly as she had put it in, causing Vivian to grab hold of Kate's chin and force her to look at the black woman's face. She only uttered one word but Kate caught it. "Tease!" 

Kate smiled and moved her hand up under the dress and over Vivian's stomach. When she felt the absence of a bra, she smiled. Kate pulled at the prominent nipples with her thumb and index fingers, causing a wave of pleasure to pass through Vivian. 

"Oh, now that's playing dirty," Vivian announced, still holding Kate's chin in place so she wouldn't miss any words.

Kate fell into a rhythm of pulling, squeezing and tweaking the hard nipples. As Vivian began to feel the delicious tingle in her clit, Kate stopped and yanked the dress off of Vivian. 

The dark goddess was now completely naked, sitting on top a completely clothed Kate. 

"This will not do," Vivian signed and then proceeded to strip Kate. In less than a minute, Kate was just as naked and the women began to devour each other. 

Vivian stayed on top and proceeded to pin Kate's wrists above her head with her own hands. She gently ran her tongue over Kate's lips, her left cheek, across her jaw and then to Kate's left ear. Vivian repeated the process on the right side before moving to Kate's neck.

Vivian lingered there for some time, licking, sucking, biting the hot flesh; all the while Kate moaned and squealed loudly. When Vivian lowered her head to take Kate's right nipple into her mouth, Kate gasped at the touch. 

Vivian lashed her tongue on both nipples periodically, sucking and biting, driving Kate wild with pleasure. Vivian especially loved 'B' cup sized breasts, and Kate's were her absolute favorite of all she had sampled. 

After having her way with Kate's tits, she slowly moved downward, kissing her way to Kate's bellybutton. She moved past the perfect line of Kate's right hip and down her toned right leg. 

By now Kate's hands were no longer being held and so she proceeded to knead and fondle her own breasts in order to continue what Vivian had started. 


Finding Love Pt. 01



After lingering on all of Kate's toes, Vivian worked her way up Kate's left leg, along her left hip and straight up to her lips. 

Vivian broke the kiss and asked the obvious, "Did I miss anything?" 

Kate's answer was a lust filled whisper, "Whose teasing now?" 

With a quick burst of speed and strength, Kate flipped Vivian over to her back and Kate climbed up and straddled her lover's face, pressing her fast dripping pussy to Vivian's lips and nose. 

Loving these kinds of moments with Kate, Vivian immediately brought her hands under and up to hold on to Kate's cheeks as she began licking her lover's sex. 

Starting with slow long licks that both teased and tortured, Vivian quickly picked up her pace when Kate began to grind her swollen lips against Vivian's tongue. Vivian purposely avoided Kate's clit in an attempt to draw out her pleasurable torture. 

"Please Viv, please ... I need ... release," Kate begged, her breathing ragged. Vivian gave a few more long licks before she finally planted her mouth on Kate's clit and began sucking while maneuvering her right hand around to Kate's ass. She managed to slowly wiggle her middle finger into Kate's puckered little asshole, pushing it up to the second joint. The burst of pleasure caused Kate to hold on to the wooden headboard for support. 

Kate let out an excited yelp at the new sensation as Vivian began pumping her finger while at the same time lashing and sucking Kate's clit. After only a couple of minutes, Kate screamed at the top of her lungs as she exploded, her cum drenching Vivian's face. 

Vivian didn't stop licking and sucking until Kate's trembling body calmed. As Kate rolled off and tried to catch her breath, Vivian pulled their lips together, allowing Kate to taste her own juices.

Chapter 3 

When she had enough breath to speak, Kate said, "That was mind blowing." 

"That was just the first. I plan on getting more out of you," Vivian commented with a devil of a smile. Before Kate could respond, Vivian started on Kate's tits again.

Vivian didn't have a chance to put her plan into action. Kate took control, rolling her lover over and pinning her. Kate held the dark beauty down and kissed her lips fiercely. She tongued her way across Viv's jaw to her left earlobe. She nibbled the fleshy lobe and lightly pulled on Vivian's earring. The mix of light pain and pleasure caused a moan to escape from Vivian's lips. 

Kate repeated the act on Viv's right side and then trailed a line of nips and licks along Vivian's slender neck. Kate could feel Vivian's moans vibrating along her throat.

Reaching those glorious mounds, Kate devoured each, biting softly at the nipples and areolas. Kate looked up at Vivian's lips to see her chanting a mantra of, "Oh ... oh ... oh."

Kate trailed her wet tongue down from the valley of Vivian's breasts to the very tip of her pussy mound. When Kate bit down hard on her friend's mound, Vivian's whole body rose from the bed. 

Vivian enjoyed a little pain with her sex and Kate knew just what to do to drive the auburn goddess to destruction.

Just as Vivian gripped Kate's head to guide her to her aching sex, Kate pulled away and went to the walk in closet. She returned a minute later with a black leather harness and an eight inch, purple dong attached.

Vivian's eyes revealed her hunger for what Kate was about to do to her. She spread her legs wide, inviting Kate to have at her. Kate obliged by first going down for a few quick strokes of her tongue. As she tasted the honey that was Vivian, she teased her lover's throbbing clit. 

She slowly positioned herself at Viv's entrance and guided the head of the large cock inside. 

Even though Vivian was wet and ready, the dildo was wider than most others and she felt a small twinge of pain mixed in with the pleasure as it filled her. 

At first, Kate went slow and only pushed half of the dildo into Vivian. Only when her body adjusted and she began to grind her own hips to meet Kate's thrusts did Kate give Vivian the full length of the dong. 

Vivian's back arched and she lifted her body off of the bed as the dildo's head bumped her uterus. The pain/pleasure response it elicited from her body was miraculous. 

It didn't take long for the orgasm to build and after a few deep strokes, Vivian was screaming Kate's name as she came hard. 

Kate slowed her strokes and when Vivian's body calmed down, Kate pulled out. She brought her lips to Viv's center and sucked on the sweet juices, licking her pussy lips clean. She wiggled her tongue on her lover's clit and Vivian's body shuddered in response. 

Then without warning, utilizing her strength, Kate forcibly rolled Vivian over on her stomach. She quickly pulled the dark woman to her knees and plunged the dildo deep into Vivian's pussy. 

As she found her rhythm, she stuck two fingers into Vivian's welcoming asshole. From the double penetration, Vivian screamed and had one of the fastest second orgasms ever. 

She fell to the bed, panting wildly. She rolled and spoke, her lips trembling slightly.

"What the hell was that?" she asked, watching the dark look in Kate's eyes.

"You didn't like it?" Kate questioned.

"No, I didn't say that. It was just so different and ... hot."

Kate smiled a knowing smile and got off the bed. She went to the bathroom and removed the harness and dildo. She washed her hands and came back to the bed. She crawled along side her lover to cuddle but Viv had other ideas. 

"You know I can't let you get away with what you just did," Vivian said when Kate returned. 

"What did you have in mind?" Kate asked.

Renewed strength running through her, Vivian reached into her bedside table and pulled out a harness and a red dildo. It was her regular favorite to use and Kate had experienced it on more than one occasion. 

When Vivian was strapped and ready, she pulled Kate from the bed. She led her over to the writing desk and cleared a spot. She bent Kate over on her stomach and pushed into her. 

There was no slow and easy, it was fast, hard and brutal. Vivian had Kate's feet lifting off the floor with the force of her thrusts. 

It was times like these that Vivian regretted that Kate had short hair; she would have loved to hold on to her hair and pull on it as if it were reins. She settled for digging her long finger nails into Kate's hips. 

The force of the fucking plus the pain of Vivian's fingers gripping her had Kate wailing in pleasure.

With a blood curdling scream, Kate came. Her thick cream ran down the sides of her legs as Vivian pulled out of her. Her legs were shaky as she came off the desk and Vivian had to help her back to the bed. 

Just as Vivian was raining soft kisses on Kate's neck and upper chest to help calm her, the phone rang. Vivian stood and picked up the receiver off of the bedside table as she dislodged the dildo from the harness. 

As she spoke on the phone, she seductively licked Kate's cum off the dildo's surface as if she was licking a popsicle. Kate watched her lover with affection but noted the seriousness in her eyes at what was being said to her on the other end of the phone line. 

Kate read the words 'give me ten' from Vivian's lips before she hung up. She strode back to the bed and dropped the dong next to Kate. Viv wiggled out of the harness and tossed it on the bed as well. 

She looked down at Kate and signed, "I have to go downstairs; the price of being the boss. You can wait for me but it may take up to an hour." 

"It's okay, you go. I'll clean up and head home," Kate told her with a smile. Vivian leaned down and kissed her. 

With a bright smile Vivian said, "You know, if you were just a bit more submissive, you would be my perfect mate."

"Same applies to you," Kate told her with a smirk. 

After a deep kiss, Vivian picked up her dress, went to bathroom for a couple of minutes and then returned dressed. After one last kiss, Vivian left. 

Kate spent about ten minutes recovering before she moved off the bed. She changed the drenched sheets and left the used toys in the bathroom. She took a shower and changed into fresh clothes. She left what she had worn in the hamper. Vivian would take care of it when she had the laundry done. 

She went down the spiral staircase and out the back door. She caught a cab and was home twenty minutes later. When she crawled into her empty bed, she wondered if it would ever be filled. 

Chapter 4

Kate's routine returned to normal again but, as the weeks passed, her libido began waging war against her rational brain.

Visions of Megan's naked body danced before her eyes. Kate knew she had to put a stop to it and figured Vivian was the one to help her. Maybe some good hard fucking would take her mind off of Megan for good. 

Kate emailed Vivian and asked if she could come and spend the upcoming weekend with her. Vivian was delighted and quickly agreed. 

It was Friday and Kate couldn't wait till the work week ended. It was three and Kate had just one more meeting to take care of before she could leave. 

Kate was sitting in the small conference room on the two person sofa. Opposite her was Jade O'Conner. 

Jade stood five feet seven with a voluptuous figure. Her long legs, well rounded hips and ass, and full breasts were all gifts from her Irish father's side of the family. 

The only trace of her mother's Asian background was her straight black hair and slightly Asian eyes. All and all Jade was gorgeous.

Today she was in a red jacket and skirt suit and red three inch heels. She oozed power and sex appeal. She was a top literary agent and brought many new up and coming writers to Kate's attention. 

Next to her was a petite raven haired girl. She was Arianna Mercer. Kate had read a file on the young girl earlier in the week. 

Arianna was twenty two and in her last year of college. She had won a few writing contests and showed great promise. Her first book was completed and now Jade was trying to convince Kate to become the young woman's editor. 

Next to Arianna was Blake Summers, Jade's interpreter. Jade was a serious business woman and did not get to be one of the best (if not the best) female literary agents by taking chances. Since their first meeting almost three years ago, Jade had always brought her own translator. 

They had gone over the usual particulars. And now Kate was going over the bottom line for Arianna while Blake translated.

"I've read the manuscript and the general concept is really good. I liked the story but there are a few discrepancies we'll need to iron out," Kate said simply. She looked over at the young writer, who seemed to be extremely nervous. 

"How long will all this take?" Jade asked. 

"It depends on how much time Ms. Mercer can commit to," Kate answered. She turned her attention to Arianna. 

"How much time can you devote to this Ms. Mercer? It will take a lot of hours going over page by page. Are you up for that?" 

Arianna looked at Kate. In her hazel eyes there was uncertainty. As their eyes met, Arianna looked away nervously. She turned to Blake and began to speak. 

It was not unusual for people who were not accustomed to being around the deaf to speak directly to the interpreter and not the deaf person. It's something Kate was used to. What happened next was a pleasant surprise to Kate. 

As Arianna started to speak, she paused and turned to Kate. Looking into Kate's eyes, she apologized. Then she voiced her thoughts on what Kate had asked. She was nervous and stammered a lot. 

"I... I really want... my book ..." Kate held up her hand to stop her. Then Kate did something she never did with clients. She used her voice. 

"It's okay Ms. Mercer, Arianna. Just breathe. There's no pressure here. Tell me calmly. What are your thoughts on all this?" Kate said in her most reasonable tone. 

Arianna took a couple of deep breaths. Then, looking into Kate's eyes, she voiced her thoughts. 

"I really... I want my book to be published. If... if putting myself in your hands means that will happen then I'll do whatever is necessary." She blushed as she spoke but seemed sincere. Kate smiled her best professional smile and nodded. 

They ironed out the remaining details and agreed to start going through the manuscript on Monday afternoon. 

* * * * 

Kate spent a glorious weekend with Vivian. They fucked each other senseless and come Monday Kate was ready to throw herself into the new project that was Arianna Mercer. 

They fell into a comfortable routine. Since Arianna was still attending school, her only free time was during the afternoon after four p.m. That had them meeting and working for two hours, three times a week and four hours, with a lunch break in between, on Saturdays. 

As the weeks went by their progress was slow. But Kate found that she enjoyed the time they spent working together. 

Arianna, or Ari, was shy at first but, after she relaxed, Kate found her to be intelligent, compassionate and at times acquiescent, but she was just plain fun to be around. She had a delightful sense of humor and Kate started looking forward to their time together. 

It was when Ari surprised Kate by learning sign language without really needing to that Kate fell in love.

Chapter 5

Kate never really saw it coming, or rather, she didn't let herself see it. The first three weeks of working with Arianna were pretty straight forward. Ari came to Kate's office, Meg interpreted and they worked. Ari was quiet at first but dedicated and open to all Kate's suggestions about how to best improve her manuscript. 

For a while Kate's libido was relentless, keeping her mind busy with thoughts of Meg. But her subconscious mind did take notice of Ari's subtle curves and the scent of her skin and hair as they sat side by side. 

Then one Tuesday afternoon, five weeks after they started editing, things changed dramatically. Megan had an appointment and couldn't be there to interpret so Kate emailed Ari's mobile phone and explained that they should cancel since Meg couldn't be there. To Kate's surprise, Ari emailed back, saying that it wouldn't be a problem and she would be there as planned. 

Kate thought they would have to work with hand written notes, but Ari shocked her by being able to sign and confessed that she had been taking classes since their first meeting. It was a first for Kate. No one had ever taken the initiative before when it came to working with her. Kate was deeply touched.

*****

After that first day, Meg was no longer needed for Ari's meetings. The work was slow and they only managed a few pages per session but it looked promising. As they talked more, Kate found Ari to have a somewhat passive, even submissive quality to her personality. 

Slowly, Kate realized that she liked talking to and spending time with the young woman. But Kate knew Ari's presence in her life was only temporary. After seven weeks of work, they were about three quarters of the way through the manuscript. In three or four more weeks they would be done and Ari would continue with her life; so would Kate. 

But Kate's libido would not be denied. And one Friday night while Kate was in the shower doing her usual masturbatory act while thinking of Meg, Ari's face flashed in Kate's mind. 

The thought startled Kate at first. But the more she thought about it, the more she became aroused by Ari's hazel eyes, her lips, and what they would feel like, taste like. Kate found herself picturing running her lips and tongue over Ari's neck, kissing her shoulders and stripping off Ari's top to reveal her smallish breasts to Kate's eyes. 

That flat stomach; Kate could see herself tickling Ari's belly button with her tongue, running her hands over Ari's slender hips and cupping her tight little ass. Kate wanted to kiss her way up and down Ari's legs, suck on all her toes and bury her tongue in Ari's little pussy that had to be sweet as honey. 

Before Kate realized it, three of her fingers were buried deep inside herself and she was bringing herself to one of her most intense orgasms ever. After she came hard on her fingers, Kate slumped against the shower wall, breathless and shocked. Her mind tried to make sense of it all. When did Ari go from a simple client to the object of her lust?

Chapter 6

The very next day they were scheduled for their usual Saturday session. They would meet at ten, work until twelve, stop an hour for lunch and work until three. Kate felt somewhat awkward, having brought herself to orgasm via that sudden, sensuous vision that she had of the young woman, but committed herself to not let it show. Kate was, after all, a professional. 

Ari arrived on time as always. Today she was in her usual Saturday casual clothes of a baby T, tight fitting blue jeans and sandals. Kate found herself staring at Ari a few times but thankfully caught herself before the girl noticed. 

This particular area of the manuscript was difficult to shape. The work seemed to be going nowhere. Working so close to Ari and inhaling her scent had Kate beside herself with worry. 

Usually they would order in but Kate didn't trust herself to be alone with Ari to make small talk and suggested they head to the nearby mall for lunch. Kate figured that in the crowded food court she could control her newfound feelings. She really didn't want to make a fool of herself with this young woman who, for all intents and purposes, was straight. 

During lunch, Ari chatted about her week and how her classes were coming in preparation for her finals, which were quickly approaching. 

Kate remained quiet and guarded. Her newfound awareness of Ari as a sexual being had her worried. Not everyone was like Meg ... okay being around someone who lusted after her. She wondered if she could keep it together long enough to help get Ari's book ready for publication?

Knowing she was not focused enough on the job at hand, Kate suggested that they browse the mall before returning to the office. Ari lit up at the idea. They poked around the various stores, checking out clothes and perfume. Ari, doing her part, ran amok at the candy store. 

Kate relaxed and enjoyed the time they spent together. She loved watching Ari's enthusiasm and fun loving nature. For a brief moment, Kate pictured how wonderful it could be if they were a couple. She immediately scolded herself for such a thought. 

'Ari doesn't see you that way,' her inner voice droned on. They were just acquaintances, not even really friends. They talked but never discussed personal details of their lives. She barely knew anything about Ari and vice versa. Besides, she was seven years Ari's senior. Even if Ari was into women, she'd probably want someone closer to her own age. 

'And what are you looking for?' Her inner voice continued. 'You want a wife, someone to settle down with and share your life. Ari is just now starting her life and monogamy and marital bliss are not usually for those so young.'

As Ari browsed the pop section of the music store, Kate chastised herself for wanting Ari. While idly thumbing through some CDs, she noticed a shapely blonde strut up to Ari. The girl seemed to be about the same age and her body could not be denied as being sexually attractive. But Kate noticed that Ari's demeanor changed as soon as she saw the blonde. 

All confidence having drained away, Ari looked horrified as the blond smiled at her. Kate maneuvered herself so she could read the blonde's lips. What she read completely shocked and enraged her. 

The blond called Ari 'my little bitch' and said that Ari shouldn't have left. She continued to belittle Ari, calling her a 'little cunt sucker,' telling Ari that 'her pussy missed Ari's tongue.' Through it all, Ari remained silent and seemed frightened. She just put her head down and took it all, never saying a word. Kate, on the other hand, was royally pissed off. 




Finding Love Pt. 01



Her protective instincts kicking in, she wanted nothing more that to walk over and knock the blonde's teeth out. How dare she talk to my Ari that way? 'My Ari?' That thought threw her for a moment. When did Ari go from a sexual fantasy to 'hers'? 

Kate suddenly had a thought that was either the best or the worst idea ever. With little time to really consider it, Kate took action.

Mustering all the confidence she had, she sauntered over to the two women and placed her left arm around Ari's shoulder. Ari watched, speechless, as Kate placed a gentle kiss on her cheek. Kate smiled, took Ari's right hand in her left, and locked their fingers. With a gentle squeeze of Ari's hand, Kate spoke. 

"Hey baby, you find something to buy?" Kate said. Kate was hoping Ari would have sense enough to play along. 

"No, nothing," Ari said, her face blank. Kate turned her gaze to the blonde and asked, "Is this a friend of yours from school?" 

As Ari was about to speak, she recalled that Kate would need to see her lips. She squeezed Kate's hand in hers and Kate turned her head to meet Ari's gaze and, more importantly, her lips. 

"Yeah, this is Zoe. We have history together," Ari said simply. Kate was glad Ari was such a smart girl and picked up on why Kate was holding her hand. The 'history' reference didn't escape Kate's keen observation either. Kate plastered her most professional smile on her lips as she extended her hand to the blonde.

"Hello. It's nice to meet you. I'm Kate." 

"Hi Kate," Zoe offered and Kate could tell from the half hearted handshake, not to mention the lost look on her face, that Zoe was none too happy.

"Well baby, I don't want to cut your meeting short, but we really need to get going," Kate said with a fake sympathetic look. 

"Yeah, it's fine. See ya Zoe," Ari said.

"Nice meeting you," Kate finished as she ushered Ari out of the store. 

Hand in hand they walked calmly down the mall and out the doors. Kate got the feeling that Ari wanted to bolt, but Kate kept a firm hold on the young woman's hand. 

They moved silently into the editorial building and to Kate's office. Kate directed Ari to the small sofa in the corner.

"Sit and don't move," Kate ordered; next she moved to her cabinet and brought out a bottle of brandy and two glasses. She quartered each glass and handed one to Ari. 

"Drink it!" Kate commanded. Ari did and almost gagged. Kate downed her own and took a seat next to Ari. Facing the girl, she spoke softly, "You want to tell me what that was all about Ari?" 

The young girl shook her head and refused to look at Kate. Kate took Ari's hands in her own and tried gently to get her to talk.

"Ari, I'm not going to judge you or any of your past decisions. I read what that girl was saying to you and I'd like to know what it was all about. I care about you a lot, so please let me in."

The tears began and for several minutes, Ari silently cried in Kate's arms. Kate just held her, rocked her gently and murmured words of encouragement to her. 

For a long while, even after the tears stopped, Ari just stayed in Kate's arms. She enjoyed the feeling of Kate's strong arms around her. She felt safe and protected. 

Kate wanted Ari to trust her and open up to her but she bided her time. If she pushed too soon, Ari would bolt. She desperately wanted to know what was going on. 

"Hey, you wanna get out of here?" Kate asked.

Ari looked at Kate with such sadness in her eyes that Kate's heart broke. She knew that this beautiful girl should not be alone right now. 

"Come on, I'll take you somewhere safe," Kate said as she stood. She pulled Ari to her feet and led her to the door. They left the building and Kate hailed a cab. She gave the driver an address and off they went. 

Chapter 7 

"Where are we?" Ari asked as Kate led her up two flights of steps and into apartment nine. 

"My home," Kate answered. 

The place was medium sized and the living room was painted in a light blue. There was a comfy looking three piece sofa set and a nice wooden coffee table. On the main wall was a large book shelf filled with books. On the other walls there were many pictures of Kate and many that Ari assumed were Kate's family. 

"The kitchen is through there," Kate said, pointing to an open doorway. "And the bathroom is down this way along with the bedroom," Kate continued as she walked that way. "Make yourself at home. There's stuff in the fridge to drink and snacks in the cupboard," Kate told her, then headed for the bedroom. She changed from jeans and shirt to track pants and a t-shirt. When she returned, Ari was standing at the book shelf checking out Kate's books. 

"Have you read all of these?" Ari asked.

Kate smiled at her and answered, "Yes, but only because I edited all of them." 

Ari's eyes went wide. There must have been over a hundred books on the shelf. Kate smiled at her facial expression and then drew a book from the shelf. She opened it and gave Ari the book to read. There was a hand written inscription. 

To Katelyn,

Thank you so much for all your help. Without your efforts this would not be possible.

With gratitude, 

Emmitt.

Ari finished reading it and looked at Kate. "Are all of them like this?" 

"Yes. They are all from the people whose work I helped to be published. One day soon your book will be here too." Replacing the book, Kate led Ari to the sofa. 

"Want something to drink?" Kate offered. 

"Some water please," Ari signed.

Kate got a bottle of water from the fridge and some orange juice for herself. Then she seated herself next to Ari and tried to get her little friend to open up. 

"So tell me about you. Who is Arianna Mercer?" 

"Not much to tell. I'm twenty two, almost through with college. I have an older sister. Back home, my parents own and run a small dairy farm. They produce and supply milk to several supermarkets. I want to be a writer more than anything else in the world, but my parents want me to do well in business studies so I can take over their business since my sister isn't going to. I don't really want to do it, but I'm a good girl and I always do as I'm told." With that last confession, Ari's eyes filled with tears and Kate held her again until she felt stronger. 

"I'm sorry; you must think I'm so weak," Ari signed when she pulled herself together. 

"No," Kate said as she took the girl's hand in hers. "You're not weak, just young." That said, she prodded the young woman about Zoe.

"Ari, what was going on with that girl? She said some very nasty things to you." 

"Please Kate don't. You really don't want to know what... Let's not talk about it ... please," Ari signed as she pleaded. Kate decided to change tactics a bit.

"No Arianna, I want to know why she was being so cruel. I care about you very much," Kate said as she placed her hand against Ari's cheek. "Tell me please. Let me into your world," Kate begged. 

For a long time Ari said nothing, just looked at Kate. Kate could tell that she was waging an internal debate about whether or not to confess to Kate. Finally she began to sign her story.

"When I came to college, I was young. I had just turned eighteen and I didn't know much about how life outside my small town worked. At first it was all so strange but then I got used to it. I never went to any parties or anything like that. I never dated. Then, during my second year, I met Zoe. She had transferred and became my new roommate. At first she was nice and really free spirited. She wasn't shy and would walk around our room naked a lot. 

"She saw me looking at her body and she began talking about sex more and more. I had no experience whatsoever, had never even kissed anyone before. She talked about sex between girls and she made it sound so great. The more she talked about it the more I liked it until the day she kissed me." 

Ari paused and closed her eyes. Kate waited patiently for her to continue. The memory seemed to be a very hard one for Ari.

"My first kiss and it felt great. I wanted more and Zoe gave more. We kissed and kissed and then she suggested that we take things further. She had me suck on her breasts and use my fingers on her a lot and I liked it because it made her feel good." There was a gleam in her eye as she said it again. "I made her feel good." Kate nodded. "Eventually she had me doing oral on her and she would say that I was the best she ever had. 

"But as the weeks passed it became all one sided. She never touched me; she stopped kissing me. She would only have me pleasure her and then she would either be too tired to be with me or she always had somewhere else to be. 

"I became her 'service girl.' And I didn't complain. For months, I just got her off and never asked for anything in return. Then one night she brought another girl to our room and she wanted me to service her too."

The tears started again. Kate immediately pulled Ari to her and held her tight. 

"It's okay. Let it out baby. Let it out," Kate said over and over again as she rubbed large circles on Ari's back. When she calmed again, she continued.

"I refused. Told her I wouldn't go down on some random stranger. She called me a lot of horrible names, then spread it through the entire school that I was a lesbian and that I had tried to feel her up. For a long time my life was hell. The ugly looks the girls would give me, the jeers, the crude things the boys would say to me. For a time I just wanted to die. 

"I moved to a different room, a single, and I poured myself into my studies and writing. I wrote my book and met Jade. And you." 

Ari looked at Kate with red, swollen eyes, filled with such hurt. "You must think I'm horrible," Ari said, ashamed. She flew off the sofa and headed for the door, but Kate saw it coming and grabbed the insecure girl. 

Wrapping her in a massive hug, Kate said, "No my beautiful Arianna, I don't think you are horrible. You are a submissive who was taken advantage of. But I am proud of you for standing up to that girl and for not letting what happened stop you from living. 

"I know from personal experience how hard life is sometimes, and how easy it is to not want to move on at all. How very easy it is to stop living. I was there once but I survived and became better for it. You can too baby. You just need someone in your corner to help you get there."

Kate walked them back to the couch and they sat, still wrapped in each other's arms. When Ari finally calmed, she asked, "You're not disgusted with me? With what I've done?" 

"Of course not little one," Kate said as she planted a soft kiss on Ari's forehead. Kate wiped away Ari's tears with her thumbs and smiled sweetly at the girl. 

After a moment, Ari asked, "Kate, today when Zoe was there, what made you... Why did you act like that?"

Kate stroked Ari's arm affectionately. 

"I saw that you were in trouble and I thought I could help." Kate said simply. 

"But the way you acted with me in public, weren't you afraid of what people would think?"

"What would they think Ari?" Kate asked.

"That you're a, you know..." Ari trailed off. 

"Ari, people will think whatever they want regardless. So let's not dwell on it," Kate said. Then she changed the subject. "Do you have plans for tomorrow?" 

"No. Why?" 

"Do you wanna spend the night here and we'll hang out tomorrow?" Kate asked. Ari thought for a moment.

"I don't want to impose," she finally said, but Kate could see a spark of want in her eyes. 

"You're not," Kate said closing the door to any further protests. 

Without another word, she dragged Ari down the corridor to the bedroom. She pushed her into the bathroom. Kate pointed out where the towels were and ordered her to shower and change into the clothes that Kate would lay out on the bed. Then Kate left to make dinner.

The bathroom was large with a porcelain tub and shower. There was lavender shampoo and conditioner and spring fresh soap. 

Ari showered and washed her hair. After drying off she stepped into the bedroom to find a gray t-shirt and green boxers. She put them on and went in search of her hostess. 

Kate was stirring a pot of soup when Ari appeared. When Kate turned and saw her, Kate smiled warmly. 

"That smells heavenly," Ari signed. 

Kate's smile turned into a grin. 

"Don't be too impressed. It's from a restaurant. I'm just heating it up." 

"You don't cook?" Ari asked. 

"Nope. Can't cook to save my life." 

Ari giggled and Kate was happy to see that her young charge was feeling better. They ate and chatted until Ari yawned. Kate ushered her into the bedroom and to the bed. When Ari protested that she couldn't take Kate's bed, Kate hushed her with a single look. 

As Ari drifted off to sleep, Kate settled onto the sofa and wished that she was sleeping next to Ari. But after Ari's story, Kate knew she was too vulnerable to push anything with her. 

As sleep overtook Kate, she swore that if nothing else, she would be there for Ari and support her. The girl deserved it.

Chapter 8 

Kate awoke to the smell of coffee. Getting up and stretching her limbs, she headed for the kitchen. She found Ari sitting at her small kitchen table. 

"Morning," Kate said and Ari jumped. 

"Hey, good morning, I didn't hear you," Ari signed. Kate laughed.

"Shouldn't that be my line?" Kate said, amused by her friend. Ari was munching on a bowl of cereal. 

"I would have cooked something but you don't have anything. But there is coffee. Can I pour you a cup?" Ari offered. Kate nodded and sat as Ari placed a cup of coffee in front of her. 

They sat in silence for a while before Ari signed, "Thank you Kate, for yesterday and last night, and now." She reached over the table and covered Kate's hand with her own. Kate smiled at her warmly.

"You're welcome baby," Kate replied as she patted Ari's hand that held her own. 

"So what do you want to do today?" Kate questioned. 

Ari thought for a few moments then smiled sheepishly.

"There is one thing I'd like to do," Ari replied mysteriously. After Kate had some cereal of her own, they took care of the morning bathroom rituals, and headed out. 

Their first stop was Ari's dorm room, where she changed clothes. Next they went sightseeing, because even though Ari had been going to college here for almost four years, she had never seen the sights.

They explored the museum and art gallery, had fun in the huge public library searching for books Kate had worked on. After having a late lunch at a quaint little restaurant they went to the zoo, something Kate hadn't done in years. They ended up at a grocery store for supplies. Ari wanted to cook for Kate.

At first Kate tried to talk the young woman out of it, but she persuaded Kate by pointing out that she was a great cook but had no one to cook for. Once Ari gave Kate puppy eyes she folded and agreed. 

Kate realized that she probably wouldn't or couldn't deny this lovely young woman anything. She had fallen for Ari and fallen hard. 

Kate convinced Ari to spend another night. They made a stop back at Ari's dorm so she could pack an overnight bag.

When they returned to Kate's apartment, Ari wasted no time. Kate watched in awe as the young woman moved about, chopping and dicing, stirring and mixing. When Kate offered to help Ari declined, saying this was her gift to Kate. 

When done, Ari had produced a chicken pasta dish, a green salad and a chocolate cake. Kate opened a bottle of red wine and they ate and talked by candlelight. 

Although Kate wasn't trying for it, the atmosphere came off as very romantic. Looking into Ari's eyes in the candlelight, Kate thought she saw something resembling desire there but put it off as her own brain's wishful thinking. 

After desert, they moved to the sofa and Kate poured another glass of wine for each of them. As they got comfortable, Kate broached Ari's past again. 

"Ari, can I ask you something personal?" Kate began.

"Well after yesterday, I don't think there's much that you don't know about me that isn't personal, so go ahead," Ari said with a small smile.

"Before this whole incident with Zoe, did you like girls or were you just persuaded into it?"

Ari thought for a while about how best to answer. When she began to speak, Kate saw some anguish in her eyes. 

"Honestly Kate, I don't really have an answer for that. I never really thought about it. I just wanted to put the whole thing behind me and forget." 

"I'm sorry for bringing it up," Kate apologized. 

"It's okay. Can I ask you something personal?" 

"Sure."

"After what happened yesterday, can I assume that you're, you know?"

"You know?" Kate repeated with a raised eyebrow. Ari fumbled around before she signed the word gay and then blushed.

"You should never assume anything Ari, but yes I am gay."

"And you've always been, gay?" Ari continued, blushing even more if that was possible. 

"Ever since I started noticing girls," Kate said smiling. 

"Oh; is it always so easy to know?" Ari signed, her face showing a sense of wonder at finding out about this subject. 

"It's not a matter of easy Ari. It's how I feel inside. I'm attracted to women; I want to sleep with them. I've never wanted to sleep with a guy." 

Ari thought long and hard. Kate realized that Ari never had anyone to talk to about this. And Kate wondered if Ari was puzzling out what Kate felt was a real possibility; that Ari was indeed a lesbian but didn't know it yet. When Ari finally signed her feelings, Kate saw the truth in Ari's eyes and felt a slight shift towards strength in Ari's aura.

"Kate, I don't know what I was before, but I know that I liked what I used to do with Zoe. And I don't want to experience that kind of closeness with any guys." 

"Well baby, I think that means you're a lesbian. Welcome to the family," Kate said with a smile as she pulled Ari into a hug. They held on to each other a bit longer than necessary and when Kate released Ari, the younger woman didn't let go. 

"Ari?" Kate made it a question. 

Kate touched Ari's shoulders and gently pushed her back so Kate could look into her eyes. What Kate saw there was an innocence and vulnerability that touched her heart and produced a wave of desire that stirred her loins. 

Without a second thought, Kate brought her lips to Ari's. It was a gentle brush of lips, soft and delicate, but it brought a tremble to Ari's body. Kate pulled back and for a moment she feared she had gone too far, too fast with the younger woman.

Kate watched Ari for any signs of rejection. Ari's hazel eyes were dark and held wonder and desire. Her cheeks were flushed and a shy smile tugged at her lips. 

"Ari, I don't want to push you. If you say no right now I'll stop, but I'm attracted to you, really attracted to you. The things I want to do to you, with you... but I don't want to take advantage of you."

Ari bit her bottom lip, thinking. Kate thought it was very sexy and couldn't help herself. She kissed Ari again, this time with all the passionate emotions she felt for this remarkable young woman. Kate brushed her tongue gently against Ari's lips and felt them part. There was no resistance from Ari. 

She deepened the kiss and shared her passion with Ari. Kate's tongue took possession of Ari's mouth as their arms locked around each other. 

Kate let Ari's tongue into her own mouth and sucked hungrily on it. She tasted the remnants of the wine Ari had drunk and also the sweet taste that was all Ari. 

She laid Ari down on the couch, never breaking the kiss. When their lips finally parted, both were breathless. Kate stared into Ari's eyes and told her what was in her heart.

"I'm in love with you. I know that may scare you, but its true. I've fallen for you, Ari. And I want to make love to you. If you don't want that, then please tell me; otherwise brace yourself because I will ravish you."




Finding Love Pt. 01



Ari swallowed hard, freed her hands from under Kate and signed.

"I think I want you to ravish me Kate. I've been having all these feelings inside. And for all my writing experience I can't describe them. But I know that I only get them when I'm with you. I was afraid to admit to having them; I feared what it meant. I was afraid of what you would think." 

"Are these good feelings Ari?" Kate questioned.

"Yes, definitely good," Ari answered with a smile. Kate stroked Ari's cheek and traced her thumb over Ari's lips. Then she kissed her. Soft and gentle kisses on her lips, cheeks and nose. 

Kate remembered what Ari said about everything being one sided in the past and decided that she would make this special for Ari.

Chapter 9 

Kate stood and drew Ari up off the couch and into her arms. She held her close, savoring the way Ari's body seemed to fit hers, then led her to the bedroom. She had Ari lay on the bed as she dimmed the lights to make things more romantic. 

Crawling next to Ari, Kate captured her lips in a slow, sensual kiss. Kate moved to Ari's neck, brushing her lips and tongue over the delicate skin. As she tongued Ari's earlobe, she felt a shudder from the young woman's body. 

Kate gently ran her teeth up and down the side of Ari's neck and softly bit the sensitive spot just under her ear. Her hand snaked its way under Ari's t-shirt and then moved slowly up to Ari's bra-covered breasts. She felt all the air leave Ari's lungs as she nibbled along her collar bone. 

Her hands ran back down to Ari's stomach and her fingers sensually caressed her young lover. Her lips joined her fingers as she planted feathery kisses all around the girl's belly button. Kate inched her way up towards Ari's breasts and in one smooth motion, removed the white t-shirt to reveal Ari's white cotton bra. 

Kate licked and kissed all over Ari's exposed skin making the younger woman squirm. She raised Ari up and unclasped her bra. When she removed the garment, Kate was speechless.

Ari's breasts were small and perfectly rounded with larger than expected sexy brown nipples and areolas. Kate couldn't help but stare, they mesmerized her so. How delicious her nipples looked. 

"You don't like them?" Ari asked cautiously. Kate grinned at her. 

"If I wasn't in love with you before, I am now. You are so beautiful baby."

Kate kissed Ari's lips again, savoring the taste of her. She cupped Ari's left breast in her right hand, licking and sucking it, while she gently stroked and teased the right. After spending ample time on one, she moved to the other, bringing those large nipples to life. 

Ari couldn't stay still. She was writhing and thrashing at Kate's touch. She had never experienced anything like this before. 

Kate reached down and undid the button on Ari's jeans. She worked the zipper down and slipped her hand inside Ari's panties, which were soaked. When she traced a finger slowly between the lips of Ari's sex, only Kate's weight kept Ari from launching herself off of the bed. 

Kate brought her lips back to Ari's and kissed her deeply as their eyes locked.

"I want to taste you," Kate said, her eyes full of hunger. Ari nodded. Kate pulled the rest of Ari's clothes off. She licked and kissed along Ari's legs and inner thighs. 

She gawked at the girl's sex and felt a rush of warmth in her own. Kate thought it was so beautiful with tanned outer lips, sweet pink inner ones and Ari's clit already peeking out. It was all covered in fine dark hair that was neatly trimmed. It was perfect in Kate's opinion. She inhaled Ari's scent; it was heady and Kate felt she was addicted. 

She began with long, slow licks of Ari's outer lips, then the inner ones. She sucked greedily on Ari's nectar, not wanting to waste any of the precious liquid. 

Kate's actions had Ari panting. Her hands were frantic, grabbing at the bed sheet, holding on for dear life. She never experienced pleasure like this before. She felt like her body would explode. 

Ari could barely breathe or think straight. She was seeing stars behind her eyelids. Kate's tongue was driving her insane. When Kate sucked Ari's clitoris into her mouth and rolled her tongue over the sensitive nub, Ari lost it. 

Ari screamed, her back arched and all her muscles stiffened. She felt a heat in her body like never before, her vaginal muscles contracted uncontrollably, she barely registered Kate's mouth sucking her dripping juices and then her mind went blank and everything went dark as her orgasm overtook her.

*****

When Ari awoke, she felt at peace. Her body felt relaxed and warm all over. She shifted and bumped into another warm body. She turned over and saw Kate staring at her. 

"Hey baby," Kate said. "You okay?"

"Yeah. What happened?" 

"You don't remember?"

Ari thought for a moment. She remembered what Kate was doing to her, then...

"I passed out, from sex?" Ari asked embarrassed. Kate nodded and smiled at her young lover.

"It was very cute," Kate said as she pulled Ari into her arms. Being wrapped in Kate's arms, Ari realized that Kate still had her clothes on. 

"You're still dressed?" Ari observed. "That means you didn't?" 

"Don't worry about me baby. Tonight was about you. Did you enjoy it? What I did?"

"Oh yes, it was amazing. I had no idea it would be like that," Ari signed, a dreamy smile on her face. 

"Good. I'm glad. Let's get some rest okay," Kate said as she got off the bed. 

"Are you leaving me?" Ari asked, worried.

"No, of course not. I'm just going to get ready for bed," Kate assured her. Kate stripped down to her sports bra and boy shorts and crawled into bed with Ari. 

"I feel under dressed," Ari signed then she pulled the sheet tightly around her. Kate laughed.

"Is that your way of saying you want to see me naked." 

"Well it's only fair," Ari pouted. 

"Let's save that for another time okay. Now get some sleep." 

Ari snuggled close and Kate held her. Ari felt content in Kate's embrace. She wondered what would happen now. What would happen between her and Kate? Was this the beginnings of a relationship or just a one-time thing?

When sleep finally claimed her, her last thought was that she hoped it was more than just a one night stand.

Kate's thoughts were similar. Would Ari want a relationship or would she want to go and explore her new found sexuality? Kate hoped the latter wouldn't be the case. 

This story, Finding Love, is an original story. This story is copyright protected © by Dru_Druthers. No use, in whole or in part without the express written consent of the author, Dru_Druthers. 

Dru_Druthers wishes to express her thanks to her beta reader. Without her editing, this story would not have been as good as it is. Any mistakes found are Dru_Druthers' alone 

Lastly, Dru_Druthers expresses her thanks to two wonderful friends who supported her and her work. 



Finding Love Pt. 02



Author's note: This is the second part of a very long story. 

The characters (Jade and Terry) from my other story, 'Hidden Desires,' will appear here but reading their story is not necessary to understand their role in this one. 

My sincere thanks and heartfelt gratitude to all who have voted, emailed and commented on my story. Your support makes writing worth it.

I hope Finding Love will continue be enjoyed. Comments and votes will be appreciated.



Chapter 9

Ari awoke in a panic as she realized she was alone in bed. Feeling around blindly, her hands brushed the piece of paper on the empty side of the bed. Her eyes shot open and were blinded by the rising sunlight that seeped through the curtains. Blinking her eyes to adjust to the light, she scanned the note. 

Baby,

Gone to the gym. Will be back by seven.

Love, Kate.

Ari smiled as she read and reread the 'Love Kate' part of the note. Ari felt all warm and tingly inside. She wondered if what she was feeling was love. 

She glanced at the bedside clock and saw it was almost seven already. She scooted out of bed and did a quick run in the bathroom before going to the kitchen. She would have breakfast ready by the time Kate got back.

Kate was going through her usual hour long workout but her mind kept going back to the petite beauty she had left in her bed. She really didn't want to leave the warmth of that cute little body but her exercise was her religion; she was devoted. 

She caught a cab back to her apartment and smelled the heavenly scent of food as she entered the door. She watched with some amusement as Ari was dancing around the kitchen in a t-shirt and panties. 

Kate leaned against the door frame and smiled at her young companion's antics as she rolled her hips and shook her ass. Kate remembered fondly when she was able to hear music and dance like that. Ari suddenly spun around and, seeing Kate, she paused, looking embarrassed.

"Morning," Ari signed and blushed as she switched off her phone's music player. Kate thought she looked so adorable. 

"Morning. It seems yours is really good." 

"I'm really sorry, I didn't mean..." Ari began but Kate held her hands.

"What are you apologizing for?" Kate asked, confused. 

"The music...my dancing...I didn't mean for you to see it. I..." Ari signed frantically. Kate held her hands once again and pulled the girl into a soft, sexy kiss. 

"Hey listen, before my accident I used to dance too you know. I still remember what music sounds like, so don't worry about how I'm going to react just because you can enjoy it," Kate said simply. Ari's eyes widened. 

"Accident?" Ari left it hanging. Kate realized that for all the time she and Ari had spent working together, Ari really didn't know much about Kate's past. Kate intended to fix that. 

She guided Ari to a kitchen chair and had her sit. Kate grabbed two cups, poured coffee, and sat down. She smiled and began to give Ari a rundown about her life. 

"I was a beautiful child according to my mother," Kate started with a small smile. "I was the only girl of three kids. I'm the middle child. Our family is close since we are all that there is. No uncles, aunts or cousins to speak of. I realized when I was about fourteen that I was a lesbian. The girls I ran track with were beautiful and I fantasized about them often. 

"My parents weren't too happy but they didn't ostracize me. I'm thankful for that; I might not have survived my accident otherwise." Kate paused and sipped her coffee. Ari's was forgotten, absorbed as she was in what was being said. 

"I was seventeen when we went on vacation in the Caribbean. I learned to scuba dive there and fell in love with it. So much so that I applied only to colleges on the coast so I could be near the water. I was certified and got a part time job as an instructor. 

"When I was twenty, I got an offer to go out on this huge yacht to instruct some rich kids on how to dive in the deep. They all had experience in diving before and it was a grand opportunity so I accepted. 

"We were under only a few minutes when the two boys, no older than me, were trying to outdo each other by seeing who could go deeper. It was dangerous, so I went after them. 

"When I reached them and signaled for them to go back up, they didn't want to listen. We ended up deeper and deeper until they started having problems." Kate paused again. The memories were hard for her and she had not spoken of them for some time. 

Ari saw the sadness in Kate's face. She was unsure how to give comfort so she did what came natural. She took Kate's hand in hers, raised it to her lips and kissed Kate's knuckles. It was just what Kate needed. She smiled at Ari and continued. 

"The lower you go the more pressure builds up in your body. They were starting to feel the effects and began to panic. I got a hold of one and managed to get him calmed enough to ascend slowly. That was the most important thing; otherwise the pressure could or would kill you. The second one was not as cooperative. He was kicking and thrashing wildly. He pulled and scratched at me as I tried to guide him up slowly. 

"Somehow he got my weight belt off and, with his wild movements, clocked me in the head. I let him go and was so out of it that I just shot to the surface. It was a huge mistake on my part because we were deeper than I realized. 

"I was unconscious when I hit the surface. They rushed me to a hospital where I spent four days. The pressure blew out both my ear drums beyond repair. It took me almost a year to come to terms with what happened. My family helped a lot, a few friends too. In the end I accepted what my new life was and I finished college. I was always good with words so I majored in English, writing and literature. Editing suited me perfectly so that's what I did.

"I've had a good life thus far as an editor. The pay isn't too bad and I love helping people attain their dream of publishing their stories," Kate continued, her smile a genuine one. Ari was in awe of how Kate survived and made the best of her circumstances. She was truly an amazing woman. 

"So anyway, I smelled something really delicious when I came in. What were you making?" Kate asked.

"Oh, I made omelets," Ari answered. 

"Well, shall we eat before it gets too cold and we end up late? It is Monday after all; I have work and you have school." 

"Oh, right," Ari said in a slightly disappointed tone. The tone might have escaped Kate but the words and expression told Kate that Ari would have loved for both of them to play hooky today. 

"So after tonight's work do you want to have dinner with me?" Kate asked. She saw Ari's face brighten instantly.

"Oh yes, I'd like that very much," Ari signed enthusiastically. 

"Great, then it's a date."

They ate in silence, but it was a comfortable silence. Kate's mind was filled with memories of last night and her time with Ari. She marveled at how sexy yet innocent Ari was.

Ari, however, was thinking about when she might be able to reciprocate what Kate had given her. Kate had not mentioned anything about them being intimate again, causing Ari to wonder if they would. Should she try to initiate things? Would Kate be open to Ari wanting to give her the same pleasure Kate had given her? 

Ari's thoughts were interrupted by Kate. "Why don't you go ahead and get showered and changed. I'll take care of the clean-up here," Kate told her.

"Um, okay, sure, thanks," Ari said and headed towards the bathroom. While she showered she harbored a small hope that Kate would join her but it didn't happen. Kate only came into the bathroom after Ari was dressed. 

Ari really wanted to see Kate naked but didn't want to be rude and waited in the living room until Kate was done. 

They left the apartment together and caught a cab. Kate rode with Ari to her dorm and, after a warm hug, left for her day of work. The whole morning left Ari a little confused about where things stood between them, but she was looking forward to the afternoon and evening ahead. Perhaps then she would get some answers. 

* * * * 

Kate strolled into work and breezed through her morning. She was feeling especially good about what happened between her and Ari. Yes the lovemaking had been one sided but Kate had sensed that things could blossom into something wonderful between her and the young woman. Kate just had to be patient. 

Meg noticed the change in Kate. She seemed to be more relaxed and smiling more than normal. At lunch she asked, "What has gotten into you today, Kate?" 

"What? I don't know what you mean." 

"Oh, well you're smiling a lot today, more so than most days. Your body language says that something special happened to you over the weekend. Are you willing to share?" 

"Not just yet Meg, but I can tell you that if it works out, I will be smiling like this every day," Kate said happily. 

Meg smiled and nodded. She had a feeling she knew what was going on but didn't pry any further. When the time was right, Kate would tell her. 

Chapter 10

When Ari arrived at Kate's office she was unsure of what to expect. She had never done anything like this, never dated, if that was what they were doing, so she wasn't sure what she should do. She had pondered all day about all that had happened between them, Kate's admission of love for her and her own feelings. Did she love Kate too? She knew she was extremely attracted to Kate, but did attraction equal love? Ari had no idea.

Kate greeted her with a warm smile and a hug. 

"Hi, how was your day?" Kate asked as they sat on Kate's small corner sofa where they usually worked.

"It was okay," Ari answered. "How about yours?" 

"Mine was good thanks," Kate said as she gazed into Ari's eyes. Kate could see a little confusion there, some uncertainty too, as well as want. Kate waited to see what Ari would say or ask. She could easily take the lead but wanted to give Ari the chance to make her own desires known. 

Ari blushed under Kate's gaze and looked away. She wanted Kate to kiss her but was afraid to ask. She hoped Kate would take the lead as she had last night. 

"So shall we get started?" Kate asked. Ari sighed and nodded. 

They buried themselves in the work and the two hours flew by. After closing up, Kate took Ari to a quiet little restaurant. The little corner booth they sat in was cozy. Kate engaged Ari in small talk, finding out all about Ari's family, her life growing up. 

Her parents were good people, except that they seemed to be putting a lot of pressure on Ari to take over the family business despite the fact that she had no interest or desire to do so. Ari had spoken about her older sister Sarah, who had married early and already had two children. She and her husband had moved away from the rest of the family, so everything hinged on Ari taking over. Ari even confessed that she wished she could say no but didn't have the inner strength to do so. 

Kate wished she could empower Ari to be able to stand up to her parents and promised herself that she would try her best to do so. 

As their night was coming to a close, Kate could see the uneasiness in Ari. In the cab Kate asked, "How would you like our night to end?"

"I―I would..." Ari signed but trailed off as she turned her head to hide her blush from Kate. Kate gently took Ari's chin and turned her head to face Kate once again.

"Would you like to come home with me and spend the night again?" Kate signed. 

Ari nodded then signed, "If that's okay with you." 

Kate smiled brightly. "I'd love it," Kate signed back. 

Back at the apartment, both women showered and changed into t-shirts and boxers, Ari having borrowed a set from Kate again. They sat in the living room sipping a last glass of wine before bed.

Ari was nervous again. She wanted so desperately to make love with Kate, but she didn't seem interested in doing that again. Truth be told, Ari was too nervous to notice just how much Kate wanted her, wanted to make love to her. 

"Baby, last night was wonderful and I was hoping we could do that again but I don't want to rush you. You've had some time to think about it. Tell me, how do you feel about what happened?" 

"Oh Kate, I loved what happened last night. I've never felt or experienced anything like that before. It was such a beautiful feeling," Ari signed in a rush. 

"What do you mean never?" Kate questioned gently.

"Um, last night, what you did, I had an ... um... you know." 

"Ari, do you mean an orgasm? Last night was your first ever?" Kate asked, a bit shocked. Ari nodded. "You've never given yourself pleasure, never touched yourself?" 

"No," Ari signed and hung her head, her face burning with embarrassment. 

"It's okay baby. It's nothing to be embarrassed about. Masturbating is not for everyone. Besides, it's much better when you have a partner to be sexual with," Kate told her. Kate pulled Ari into a hug, worried that her talk hadn't helped Ari feel any better. 

Holding her slender form close, Kate had an idea that might help Ari feel a little better about her sexual self ― if she agreed to try it.

"Ari, I would like to try something with you; will you trust me?" 

"Yes Kate," Ari answered at once. 

"Good; I want you to watch me and do what I do okay?" 

"Okay."

Kate slowly removed her t-shirt and shorts. Ari sat, stunned at seeing Kate's body. Her breasts were high and firm, her body toned and beautiful. Her pussy was bare and well defined with thick lips. 

"Your turn," Kate said, shaking Ari out of her awed trance. She stood and followed Kate in removing her own clothes. Kate laid her t-shirt on the sofa and sat on it and Ari did the same, not really understanding why just yet. 

"Follow my lead," Kate said as she started to slowly run her hands over her stomach and up over her breasts. Ari slowly copied Kate's movements but often became lost in watching Kate's body. 

Kate's nipples were starting to respond, growing hard as her areolas puckered. Kate took the buds between her fingers and gently pinched and pulled on them which caused a slight moan to escape her lips. 

Ari was completely engrossed in watching Kate and forgot all about copying her. Kate's eyes were closed and Ari noticed that Kate's legs started to part of their own accord. She could see the inside of Kate's pussy and the wetness starting to seep out.

Kate ran one hand down to her inner thighs and ran her fingernails up along it. She moaned as her hand made a few more passes over her now heated skin. Fascinated, Ari watched, her own breath catching and mimicking Kate's short pants as she watched Kate's sex fill with blood. Her lips, small and delicate at first, were puffy and opened like the petals of a flower.

Slowly Kate began to caress her outer lips, then her inner ones. Her moans grew in their frequency, becoming louder and more intense. Kate's legs were now splayed as widely as she could get them, her body having slumped lower on the sofa, her butt almost hanging off of the edge.

Kate's hand finally settled between her legs, her fingers gently touching her lips as the other continued to stroke her body. Each feather-like touch on her sex made Kate's body jerk and groans escaped from her mouth. Little by little, Kate started rubbing her fingers in small circles, occasionally going lower to retrieve some of her moisture, then bringing them back up to her clitoral area. Touching that spot had Kate making different noises. Guttural, almost primal sounds were now emanating from her. 

Ari couldn't tear her eyes away from Kate's body. She had never seen anything so erotic, sensual and beautiful. Kate's body was coated in a light sheen of sweat; her legs were shaking and her body undulating on the cushion. Kate was repeatedly licking her lips as her head rolled from side to side on the backrest. 

Ari didn't know how long things went on like that, with Kate in the throes of what Ari could only imagine as feeling so wonderful. She could feel her own wetness between her legs, her own nipples were hard from just watching and there was an ache, a longing in her own sex. 

Without warning, Kate's legs lifted off of the floor. Ari could see how tense Kate's body was; her muscles were tight and straining against her skin. Her fingers were only on her clit now, rubbing hard and fast. 

"Oh god, oh fuck, yes! YES!" Kate cried out as her entire body jerked. Her free hand came up to her breast and squeezed the flesh, then pulled at her nipple. Kate was flushed from head to toe and beads of sweat clung to her forehead. 

Kate shut her eyes tightly; her mouth opened in a scream that started and then was lost as her body stopped moving. It was as if she was frozen stiff. It lasted mere moments; Kate's feet dropped to the floor and her hips rose high. There was a small rush of wetness that escaped Kate's core and Ari could see her opening contracting slightly before Kate's hips dropped back down and her thighs snapped shut. She rolled to her side as she fought to catch her breath, her body continuing to twitch and jerk sporadically 

Ari was also fighting to breathe, her whole body flushed and hot after witnessing such a display. Kate opened her eyes and looked at Ari. She could tell that Ari had not followed her but had stopped to watch. Catching her breath, she sat up.

"Ari, are you okay baby?" 

"Yes," Ari breathed out so quickly that Kate almost missed reading the word on her lips. 

"Did you watch closely at what I just did?" Kate asked though she knew the answer already. Ari nodded.

"Would you like to try it?" Kate asked softly. Ari slowly nodded, her breathing becoming erratic. 

"Hey, easy now, come here baby," Kate soothed as she held Ari's arm and guided the younger woman into her lap, her back lying against Kate's front. It would put Kate at a disadvantage, not seeing Ari's lips but she didn't mind.

Kate placed Ari's legs over her own and began whispering in Ari's ear as her hands stroked Ari's thighs. 

"Just relax baby, let your hands run along your body and just enjoy the pleasurable feelings and sensations. Do just as I did, caressing yourself slowly, letting yourself go, allowing the pleasure to come."

Ari listened and did as Kate directed. Her mind went back to a few minutes ago and to how Kate had caressed herself. She let her fingers trail over her breasts and down over her stomach where her hands met Kate's on her thighs .Kate blew into Ari's ear and sucked softly on Ari's earlobe. At the same time, Kate ran her fingernails over the insides of Ari's thighs. Ari groaned as she felt the ache within her core begin to bubble. 

"Touch you nipples, baby. Rub your thumbs over them and pinch them," Kate suggested in a low voice. Ari followed Kate's advice and felt a delicious tingle in her clit when she pinched her nipples. 

As Ari continued to caress her body, Kate helped her by offering bits of advice as her hands stayed on Ari's body, helping Ari to become even more aroused than she was. "Baby, let your fingers go to your center, touch your pussy and see how amazing it feels," Kate told her. Ari slid her right hand down to her now fiery core. He lips were swollen and sensitive. The first touch made her gasp at how electrifying it felt. 

Dipping her fingers lower, Ari moaned at how wet she was. She rubbed the slippery liquid all around her lips and the hard little nub she knew was her clit. Touching that little nub made her shudder in Kate's arms. The sensations were so sweet that Ari wanted more. 

Kate knew Ari had found her pleasure center when her body trembled and Kate encouraged her to continue. Ari listened and started moving her fingers in small circles as Kate had done. Her mind was overwhelmed by the blissful new feelings that her actions produced. 

Ari's heart started beating faster; her breathing came in hard pants as her body tensed. Muscles she didn't even know she had started to contract and strain. She couldn't stop the sounds that escaped her lips as a blazing heat ripped through her.




Finding Love Pt. 02



"Don't stop baby, you're almost there," Kate said, her voice filled with lust. She could see Ari's skin flush and feel the heat of her aroused body as she continued to caress the young beauty. The small jerks told her that Ari was very close. 

Ari's fingers were flying over her clit now, her head thrown back against Kate's shoulder and her body bucking against Kate's. Kate's arms rested on Ari's stomach and under her breasts to keep her from throwing herself off of Kate with her thrashing. 

Ari felt her center pulse and contract as pleasure coursed through her. Ari's free hand gripped Kate's arm painfully, her hips rose more than she thought possible. She saw stars in her eyes that startled her.

"Oh god, oh god, oh god," Ari cried out in ecstasy as she experienced the first orgasm at her own hands. 

All too soon the sensations slipped away leaving her core twitching, her body spent but relaxed, and her mind blown. Kate held on tight to Ari, kissing her shoulder as she calmed, running her hands over Ari's body to help bring her down from her sexual high. 

Ari remained limp, her head resting on Kate's shoulder as her breathing slowly returned to normal. Her hand was still at her pussy; Kate took hold of it and brought it to Ari's mouth. 

"Taste yourself baby, taste how sweet you are," Kate told her. Tentatively, Ari extended her tongue and licked the juices that coated her fingers. She was pleasantly surprised at how good it tasted and smelled; earthy with a sweet undertone. 

Kate reached up and, holding Ari's chin, turned her head and kissed her lips softly. Ari deepened the kiss and Kate was afforded a taste of Ari's honey. 

When the kiss ended, Ari wiggled and turned her body so she could look into Kate's eyes. She curled her body into Kate and buried her face in Kate's neck.

"You okay baby?" Kate asked. 

Ari kissed her neck then pulled back and signed, "Yes, I feel wonderful." 

Chapter 11

After they rested, Kate led them into the shower. As the warm water cascaded down Kate's body, Ari stood mesmerized by the site of Kate again. Kate noticed Ari's staring, took the bar of soap and began lathering Ari's body, distracting her with the way Kate's hands ran along her gentle curves. 

Kate played and teased Ari a bit, then handed her the soap and motioned for Ari to wash her, allowing Ari to indulge in what Kate guessed was Ari's desire to touch her. 

Ari's hands trembled slightly as she reached out and gently ran her hands over Kate's breasts. Kate smiled encouragingly at her, causing Ari to relax a little and explore the exquisite form that was before her. 

As her hand moved down to Kate's sex, Ari enjoyed immensely how Kate's pussy was bare and smooth. She wondered about her own and it's hair. Though neatly trimmed, she thought it would be wonderful if she could be like Kate and be bare. 

"You like how my pussy is hairless huh?" Kate asked. Ari nodded. "Think you'd like yours to be like that too?" 

"Yes, I think it would feel nice to have it like that," Ari signed, though she hated to take her hand away from Kate's pussy. Kate smiled warmly.

"If you want I can show you how I've gotten mine like that," Kate offered.

"Really? Do you mean shaving?" 

"Well some people do it that way but I prefer to use hair removal cream. Come on, let's finish showering and I'll show you." 

After drying off, Kate had Ari sit on the toilet and she produced a tube of cream from her cabinet. She handed it to Ari for her to read as Kate retrieved a washcloth and a small stopwatch. 

Applying a generous amount of cream all along Ari's pubic hair, Kate was careful not to get any on Ari's inner lips. She set the countdown for five minutes and then they waited patiently. Ari could feel the cream having a slightly warming effect on her pussy but it wasn't bad or uncomfortable. When the timer was at zero, Kate wet the washcloth and gently wiped the cream and, to Ari's amazement, all of her hair away. Kate had Ari do a thorough washing off of the area then Kate applied some cream. Ari relished the baby smooth feeling of her pussy lips.

"It's nice isn't it?" Kate asked. Ari grinned as she couldn't keep her hands from touching herself. 

"Yes, it feels so soft and sensitive," Ari observed. 

"You will be very sensitive from now on if you keep it clear of all hair. So you want to head to bed and give it a test run?" 

"Yes, I'd like that," Ari signed back, blushing from head to toe. Kate thought she looked so beautiful and looked forward to enjoying her now hairless lips. 

Slipping into bed together, Kate took the lead and kissed Ari deeply, their tongues dancing with each other, tasting and loving each other with growing heat. Allowing her lust to guide her, Kate worked her way down Ari's body quickly, licking and nibbling Ari's breasts, then hurrying down to her sex. 

Flattening her tongue, Kate licked one lip first, then the other. Her attention had Ari squirming from how much stronger the sensations were without any hair in the way. 

Kate took one lip into her mouth and sucked it lovingly, then gave the other the same treatment. In the dim light she could make out Ari's clit just starting to peek out and, using her thumb, Kate pulled back the hood and allowed the nub to slip out completely. Kate then licked the pearl in small circles, causing Ari to lift her hips, pushing her pussy harder against Kate's mouth. 

Ari's cries of pleasure and torture were lost to Kate as she concentrated on building Ari up, taking her on the edge and pulling her back before her release came. Kate wanted Ari to have that one huge orgasm that would rock her world entirely.

Finally, after what seemed like an eternity to Ari, Kate locked her lips to Ari's clit and sucked it hard. Ari screamed as her body became a raging inferno. Her hips bucked wildly, forcing Kate to hold on as she tried to keep her lips locked on the little bud. Gaining some control over the young woman, Kate rolled the tip of her tongue over the clit repeatedly. That final act caused Ari to tip over the edge, her orgasm coming hard in wave after glorious wave. 

Kate did all she could to prolong it and was rewarded with a very large quantity of Ari's nectar, which she lapped at hungrily. It was truly a brilliant orgasm that left Ari limp and exhausted, but with a satisfied smile on her face as Kate looked up at her.

After licking up all of Ari's flow, Kate crawled up and wrapped her arms around Ari, kissing her lips gently as the young woman fell asleep. 

* * * * 

When Ari awoke she was encased in a cocoon of warmth as she felt Kate's arms around her and Kate's naked body pressed against her back. It was a glorious feeling and Ari didn't want to move; sadly, her bladder prodded her to do so. 

Reluctantly, she slipped from Kate's embrace and headed to the bathroom. When she came back and checked the time, it was just past six a.m. and Kate was looking at her with a warm smile. 

"Good morning baby," Kate said and stretched, the covers moving just enough that her lovely breasts were now visible to Ari's gaze. Ari signed good morning and licked her lips as her eyes focused on Kate's nipples, which were slightly erect. 

"You like what you see huh?" Kate teased as she ran her hands over her breasts. "Why don't you come and say good morning to them," she suggested. 

Wordlessly, Ari moved to the bed, crawled in and kissed each of Kate's nipples softly as if they were fragile and might break if she was too rough with them. 

"Its okay baby, you can play with them if you want to, touch my body any way you like, do anything you like," Kate told her. Kate realized that Ari needed to be guided gently because she wasn't comfortable taking the initiative. 

Ari reached out with her hands and lovingly stroked Kate's breasts, her fingertips tracing around Kate's areolas and nipples. She gently squeezed and massaged Kate's flesh which brought a moan from Kate.

Kate pulled the cover from the rest of her body and relaxed as Ari's hands explored, tracing over Kate's stomach, her hip and down to her pubic mound. Kate parted a her legs a little so Ari could have better access to her pussy and was pleased that Ari's fingers trailed over her pussy lips. 

Kate watched Ari's face, gauging her reaction. There was a sense of wonder and also satisfaction and pleasure from her exploration. It made Kate happy to be able to give Ari this experience. 

Ari's fingers were gentle but were making Kate very aroused. She wanted very much for Ari to do more than just explore, but decided to let Ari go at her own pace.

Ari continued for some time to trace lines over Kate's body, marveling at the lightly defined muscles that Kate had. She began kissing Kate's body slowly, starting with Kate's shoulder. She made her way down to Kate's breasts, her stomach, hips and the very top of her pubic mound, then down to her thighs and along Kate's legs. 

Ari looked up at Kate as if silently asking for permission; Kate parted her legs wide in invitation. Slipping between those legs, Ari lay flat on her stomach and brought her lips to Kate's pussy. 

She kissed Kate's outer lips slowly, then her inner ones and her clitoral area. She moved down and swirled her tongue at Kate's opening, causing a wave of sensations that threatened to consume Kate. 

Ari placed her hands on both of Kate's inner thighs, holding Kate open as she began licking and sucking in earnest. Kate was almost overwhelmed by how skilled Ari was but remembered what Ari had told her about being used by her roommate for oral sex. It seemed Ari had learned well as she did things to Kate's pussy that made her writhe and cry out her pleasure.

All too soon, Kate's orgasm came. It was raw and powerful, her body racked by waves of undeniable pleasure. As it began to leave her, Kate felt two finger entering her and Ari's tongue on her clit swirling around like mad. That threw her into a quick second and then a third orgasm. Limp and feeling drained, Kate fell back, exhausted and a little foggy. 

Ari was still lying between Kate's spread legs, her head on Kate's thigh. Reaching weakly, Kate held Ari's arm and tugged, silently asking her to come and lay with Kate. Ari rested her head on one of Kate's breasts and kissed it repeatedly as Kate came down from her high. 

Both wanted to sleep but the morning had not stopped for their lovemaking and it was already after seven. They dragged themselves out of bed and to the shower for a quick clean up. To save time, they went out for a fast breakfast before each had to part for their day ahead. 

They didn't have an editing session today. Kate didn't want to spend the night without Ari and she suspected that Ari felt the same. However, Kate didn't want to smother Ari either.

"Baby, I've loved having you stay with me and I know you've enjoyed us being together. You know how I feel about you; I'm in love with you. I want you to go to your dorm tonight and think about how you feel about me. If you think you'd like to explore those feelings you mentioned before, then we can talk about it all tomorrow after our work session. If you want, bring some of your things if you'd like to spend the night again." Kate said. Ari wanted to say that she didn't need to think about it but stayed quiet and agreed. 

The night was a restless one for Kate. Her body ached for Ari's, her libido wanting nothing more than for her to rush to Ari and fuck her senseless. That thought gave her pause for a moment. Ari was a virgin. If Kate did indeed fuck her, enter her with fingers or a dildo, she would break her hymen. Kate was sure that Ari still had one since she had not masturbated before, and was fairly certain Ari wasn't a tampon user either. 

The possibility made Kate very cautious. She had never taken someone's cherry before and was uncertain if she could do it safely. Kate made a note to herself about no penetration on her part until she and Ari had a long talk about the situation. 

Not having Ari didn't mean that Kate couldn't indulge herself and, using one of her favorite vibes, she fucked herself to several rousing orgasms while Ari's face was in her mind's eye, as her hips lifted and her lips screamed Ari's name in her release. 

Ari also had a difficult time falling asleep. Try as she might she couldn't stop thinking about Kate. The way Kate held her, kissed her, Kate's smell, her taste, the way her body felt. 

Picturing Kate's naked body, the way they were intimate together, Ari couldn't help the arousal she felt. It was becoming a familiar sensation now, the tingling she felt in her pussy, the heat in her body, the clenching in her stomach. All of it was for Kate. 

Her hand slipped into her panties as she enjoyed the smoothness of her bare sex, the wetness. She stroked herself, visions of Kate driving her. She felt a jolt of pleasure and cried out Kate's name as her finger pressed and rubbed her clit. She felt the now familiar approach of needed release, and remembered Kate's voice in her ear as she allowed herself to let go, her panties becoming soaked with her juices. 

Trembling with aftershocks, Ari licked her wet fingers and whispered 'I love you' to Kate as sleep claimed her. 

Chapter 12

It was Wednesday and Kate was both eager and apprehensive. Yesterday she had asked Ari to think about all that happened between them and now she was anxious about what Ari would say to her when they met later that day. 

Kate's day was filled with meetings including one with Ari's literary agent, Jade. As was her usual practice when dealing with Kate, Jade had brought her own trusted interpreter, Blake Summers. 

"Kate, things are moving faster than normal with this one. My boss got wind of Ari's manuscript and its potential and he's pushing for things to go forward. I know rushing you is unwise, but I still have to ask if there is any way you can move things along."

"Honestly Jade, with the schedule we've set, things have been going well so far. I wouldn't advise we try to push things along any quicker, otherwise mistakes may be made that would lessen Ari's chances of success," Kate signed firmly. 

"Oh? You've sped things up in the past with other authors; couldn't you do the same here?" Jade pressed.

"I could but the quality of the work would be diminished. I say again, it could harm Ari's chances of success. I don't want to do anything that might set her back." 

"I see. A little fond of this one are you?" Jade asked with a smile. 

"A little," Kate admitted.

"Alright, earliest date you can deliver then?" 

"Three weeks is the best I can promise."

"Fine, I'll let my boss know that it's not negotiable. Now you've been through it, worked with her, what do you honestly think about the story and her as an author? Think she has the potential to go far?" Jade asked. Ari wasn't the first young writer Jade had brought to Kate. Over the years she had come to trust Kate's opinion and judgment. 

"Truthfully, I believe her to be very talented and if she's able to, she could go very far, write many more manuscripts. My advice on this one is to stay with her, help her gain her footing, and she'll be a great success." 

"Well, she certainly has made an impact on you," Jade said as she watched Kate closely, noting the small smile that played on Kate's lips and how her eyes seemed to light up when Ari's name was mentioned. Could it be? Jade wondered. 

Jade had met Kate some four years ago at Serafina's. Jade was a friend of a friend of Vivian's and had been introduced to Kate, who was Vivian's girlfriend at the time. They had made the usual small talk, which had been a learning experience for Jade as it was her first time interacting with someone from the deaf community.

A few months later Jade was promoted and needed a new editor to work with. It seemed like fate to Jade and she sought out Kate. 

They weren't close friends but after almost four years of working together, they had a mutual respect and caring of sorts for each other, since both were professional women who also happened to be gay. 

As far as Jade knew Kate was still single. However her interest in Ari, as well as the little tells that Jade noticed, had Jade wondering if something was going on between the editor and the author. 

"Alright, I guess that wraps things up. Thank you Kate, as always your input has been invaluable," Jade said as she and Blake stood. "Can I have a few more moments Kate?" Jade asked.

"Sure Jade, what else do you need?" Kate asked. Jade smiled and turned to Blake. "Thank you Blake, that's all I need today. I'll contact you for the next one."

Blake nodded, said his goodbyes, and left the pair.

Kate offered Jade a fresh cup of coffee, which she accepted. 

"How have you been Kate?" Jade asked as they sat across from each other with Kate's desk between them, giving her an unobstructed view of Jade's lips. The question surprised Kate, since they only socialized when they saw each other at Vivian's club. 

"I'm fine Jade, thank you for asking. And you? How are Terry and your son?" Kate asked. Jade's face broke into a huge smile at the mention of her wife and son.

"I'm great and so are they, thanks."

"So what's up?" Kate said to the slightly older woman. 

"You tell me," Jade countered. 

"I don't know what you mean," Kate bluffed. She knew that her earlier defense of Ari must have registered with Jade, otherwise she wouldn't be asking. 

"Don't try to pretend with me; I saw your reaction earlier. There's something going on between you and Ari, something more than just editor and author. I've never seen you so protective of a writer in your care," Jade stated. Kate shook her head. If it was that obvious to Jade there was no point in trying to hide.

"Yes, you caught me, I have feelings for her," Kate admitted softly and watched Jade for her reaction.

"Really? A crush or something deeper?" 

"Deeper; I've fallen in love with her."

"Does she know? I mean have you told her?"

"Yes."

"And?" Jade pressed.

"She seems open but I'll know more tonight."

"I see. Is she gay? Is there a chance she'll say no?" Jade asked gently.

"She is gay or feels that she is." Kate hesitated before adding, "We've been intimate and it's been wonderful, but she's young and I don't know for sure if she's ready for a committed relationship." She and Jade had never been close but it felt good to tell someone about her inner fear. 

"It's scary not knowing," Jade said. 

"Jade, is there going to be a problem if Ari and I do get together?" Kate asked. 

"Are you going to finish the editing on time?" 

"Yes, of course." 

"Then I don't see a problem Kate. I hope it all works out for you two. I know from my own experience how precious finding love can be. With me, it was where I least expected it. Maybe for you it's right here in front of you. Best of luck." With that, Jade stood, took her purse and walked out, leaving Kate to ponder what her future might hold. 

* * * * 

On time as always, Ari arrived for their session. They hugged and Kate kissed Ari softly. They sat and Kate composed herself, hiding her nerves as she spoke.

"So baby, how are you?"

"Okay, feeling good," Ari signed. "How about you?" 

"I'm good, had a busy day. How were classes today?" Kate asked as she skirted around what she really wanted to ask. 

"Things are busy but still manageable," Ari said simply. Kate could see that if they were going to talk about things between them then it was up to her to bring it up. 

Both sat silently, each waiting for the other to start or speak. They both started to say something at the same time. Realizing what had happened, they both laughed. That seemed to break the tension. 

"I guess we're both a little tense huh?" Kate said with a smile. Ari nodded in agreement. 




Finding Love Pt. 02



"Baby, yesterday I asked you to think about all that you're feeling about me and maybe us. If you can, please tell me what you've learned or decided." 

"Kate, I... well, that is..." Ari started signing and stopped, her hands shaking in her nervousness. 

"Baby, baby, just relax," Kate said as she took Ari's hands in her own and kissed them. "Just take your time and tell me your feelings, whatever they are."

"Kate, I'm scared. I know what I feel inside, but what happened before with the other students. I don't know if I'm strong enough to live as a lesbian," Ari signed as her eyes filled. "I want to be with you; I'm sure I love you. I think you're so beautiful and you've been so wonderful to me, but I don't know if I can live or survive in a world that would hate me for who and how I loved." 

"Oh my sweet Ari, I know you experienced some bad things because of Zoe, but you've had some good things with me right?" Ari nodded in agreement and wiped her tear stained cheeks with her hand. 

"My sweetheart, there are bad and bigoted people in the world, not only for us in the gay community but everywhere. You've only seen the bad in our world; will you give me a chance to show you some of the good? There's a lot of love, caring and safety in our community if you know where to look. Think you're willing to give me the chance?" 

"Yes Kate, I trust you. I'd like to see it and be with you." 

"Good. How about we forget about work just for today and go out and have some fun?" Kate offered. She knew they would have to make up for it later in order to finish on time but she'd worry about that another time. Right now they both needed a break.

"Are you sure we can Kate?" Ari asked and Kate smiled at her dedication. 

"Yes, it'll be okay. Tell me baby, do you swim?"

"Yes, I know how but I haven't in a while." 

"Okay, how about we go shopping for a couple of swimsuits and then we can go to a place I know that has a nice pool?" 

"That sounds like fun Kate," Ari signed enthusiastically. 

Chapter 13

They went to the mall and straight to the bathing suit section of the store. They laughed and played as they tried on various suits. Kate had a few already but settled on a sexy two-piece, in black, that showed off all her charms without being revealing.  

Ari wanted to go for a modest one-piece but Kate convinced her to buy a lovely two-piece with a halter-style top and a boy shorts-style bottom. It was a dark green and suited Ari's skin tone perfectly. 

After shopping they caught a cab that took them outside of town to a large building. The sign on the front read 'The Deep ― dive and swim school.' They entered and were greeted by the receptionist, who Kate introduced as Sonia.

After a brief phone call from Sonia, a middle aged man came out to meet them, smiling warmly as he hugged Kate.

"Ari, this is Dave Hastings, he owns and runs this place. Davie, my friend Ari," Kate said as she made the introduction. 

"It's nice to meet you Ari, any friend of Katie's is welcome here anytime," Dave said as he shook Ari's hand. 

"Nice to meet you too," Ari said and smiled at Dave's friendly manner. 

"So Katie, what can I do for you today? A dive lesson for your friend perhaps?" 

"Actually no, we just came to swim if you don't mind us borrowing one of the small training pools." 

"Oh of course Katie, let me check the schedule and I'll see what we can do," Dave said as he led them further into the building. 

They were given access to pool four, which was housed in a closed room. It wasn't too big, measuring at fifteen by thirty feet and six feet deep. Davie assured them they would not be bothered. 

Using the private locker area, they changed into their suits, rinsed off as was the pool's protocol, then dove in. They both swam several laps then relaxed and floated, enjoying the serenity. 

Kate broke the spell when she splashed Ari. This caused a fight of splash for splash between the pair. Needing an edge, Kate dove under and swam to Ari, then grabbed her ankle and pulled her under. Ari surfaced breathless and laughing as she chased after Kate, who took off in order to escape. 

Ari's seemingly endless energy won out in the end as she caught up with Kate and wrapped her in a massive hug. Kate pulled Ari's lips to her own and they exchanged a sensual kiss. They held on to each other as they floated, enjoying just being in each other's company. Kate held off her desire to strip Ari and have her right there; there would be time enough for that later on. However, her wandering hands could not be stopped as she lovingly caressed Ari's body, making the younger woman squirm with need. 

After having their fill, they showered separately. Kate smiled to herself as she rinsed off. 'I might not have been able to stop myself if we'd showered together.'

Dinner was at a small Italian restaurant in Kate's neighborhood. "Kate, do you still dive?" Ari asked as the server finished placing their main courses in front of them. 

"I do sometimes. I can't teach anymore but I will still go out on occasion," Kate said. It pained Ari to see how much it saddened Kate to think about it, let alone talk about it.

"Is diving hard to learn?" 

"Not too hard. It just takes patience and a clear head," Kate responded. 

"Could I learn? That is, would you teach me?" 

"I could yes, if you'd like."

"What's it like being under the water?"

"Honestly, it's something that I can't describe and I wouldn't do it justice if I tried. Only after you've been under and experienced it for yourself can you truly grasp what it's like to dive. The beauty of it, the excitement and mystery, it's all quite miraculous."

Ari smiled as she listened. Kate nearly pulsed with passion that radiated from her being as she talked about diving. Gone were the sadness about her bad experience, it was replaced with joy as her eyes lit up and her smile was a little wider. She continued to ask about Kate's experiences, the places she'd dived and the like. Their back and forth helped make the evening intimate and enjoyable. 

On returning to the apartment, Kate's lust couldn't be kept at bay any longer. As the front door closed she pulled Ari into a deep kiss that left both breathless and hungry for more. Kate didn't bother with the bedroom as she pushed Ari into a sitting position on the sofa and practically ripped the young woman's clothes off of her. 

Ari had no complaints about Kate's aggressiveness as she willingly allowed Kate to do as she liked. She watched with eager anticipation as Kate quickly shucked her own clothes and dropped to her knees. She parted Ari's legs and dove in, licking and kissing Ari's inner thighs and working her tongue on Ari's moist lips.

Ari cried and mewed as Kate's mouth brought her to her first orgasm of the night. Kate didn't slow down and captured Ari's clit, sucking hard as her fingers took possession of Ari's pert nipples. 

Kate's mind was not completely consumed by her lust as she remembered to be gentle since Ari had not had any experience in nipple play. With light pinches and tugs, along with her lip lock on Ari's clit, Kate had Ari screaming a second time and then a third. 

Having had her fill of all Ari's spending, Kate cuddled Ari as she calmed. 

"Baby, are you alright? I didn't go overboard did I?" Kate asked after a little while. She was thinking about how fast and hard she took Ari and worried that it was too much.

"No, I―I loved it. I like when you take control," Ari admitted and blushed. 

"I'm glad you enjoyed it; I know I did. How about we head to bed?" 

"Okay."

In the bedroom Kate stripped and joined Ari in bed. 

"What about you?" Ari signed after they had snuggled together. Kate had not made any attempts to have Ari pleasure her and that concerned Ari. 

"Baby, if you'd like to make love to me I'd love that but I won't push you. I want you to know that you always have a choice in the giving. Zoe hurt you badly by taking advantage of you; I will never do that. I made love to you because I love you and I love your body but ... it is not an obligation for you to reciprocate." 

Ari's eyes filled and she buried her face in Kate's neck. Kate held her and could feel her breathe as if Ari was speaking. 

"Baby, if you're saying something remember that I can't hear you," Kate said softly. 

Ari pulled back and nodded as she signed sorry. 

"I was saying thank you for being so wonderful, so sweet and so considerate for me and what I went through. And umm, I'd also like―"

"What baby, what would you like?" Kate asked a flushed and somewhat flustered Ari. 

"I want ... to make love to you," Ari managed to say.

"I'd like that very much," Kate said with a big smile. "You can have me anyway you want. I'm yours sweetheart, do as you like," Kate told her blushing lover.

Ari nodded and slowly moved so that she was straddling Kate. She slid her hands up Kate's stomach and over her breasts, then up over her shoulders and down Kate's arms. Bracing herself with her arms on either side of Kate, Ari kissed Kate's neck, her collar bone, between her breasts and every inch of Kate's stomach. 

On her second pass, Ari caressed Kate's left breast and brought her lips to the nipple. She suckled gently for a while then did the same to the right. Ari went slow and it was a delicious feeling for Kate. Her past lovers rarely took as much time to appreciate her body as Ari was doing now. 

Kate thought that Ari would continue down but instead she came up to Kate's mouth and kissed her. Kate wrapped her arms around Ari and pulled her body on top of her own. Ari wasn't very heavy and Kate loved the feeling of Ari's lithe form pressed to her own. 

They kissed for a long time, parting only to take a breath before consuming each other's lips again. Their tongues danced and twirled together, each one loving the taste of the other. 

Ari's hand slipped down to Kate's sex. She moaned when she felt how wet Kate had become. Slowly Ari touched and explored Kate's lips, rubbing gently and learning what made Kate react. In one particularly good spot, Kate's body stiffened and she moaned deeply. 

Ari's fingers found Kate's clit and strummed it lightly, causing Kate's body to jerk at the sensations. Keeping her thumb on the pearl, Ari moved her fingers to Kate's entrance and slowly slid a finger inside of her. She followed with a second finger and before long was easily sliding two of her slim fingers in and out of Kate's extremely wet center.

Kate's eyes closed and she allowed herself to be carried away to that wonderful place of purest ecstasy as Ari continued to fuck her as she tortured her pearl. The first stirrings of the orgasm began and Kate was bombarded by the sweet sensations. She gave in wholly and felt Ari's body shift.

Lips captured one of her nipples while fingers took hold of the other. It felt like a four way assault; nipple, clit, tunnel, nipple, and back again. Round and round it went, her body feeling like it was being wound up for something big. And when that something could wind no further, the built up pressure released. 

Ari felt like a vice had gotten hold of her fingers as Kate's inner walls clamped down on them. There was a gush of wetness as a shrill scream tore from Kate's lips and her body thrashed wildly. Ari's small body couldn't stop Kate's movements and she had to hold on or be thrown off by Kate's bucking. 

When the orgasm finally passed, Kate was left limp and breathing hard. Ari slid down between Kate's legs and gently licked and kissed Kate's sex, being very careful not to over stimulate Kate's now very sensitive pussy. 

After a while, Kate regained enough strength and reached for Ari. Kate held her young lover close and kissed her repeatedly. No words were needed as the pair drifted off to sleep. 

Chapter 14

Kate awoke to the warmth of her lover's body wrapped around her own. Kate relished the feeling and held Ari tightly to her never wanting to let go. Eventually though she had to get up, otherwise they would both be late. 

Ari groaned when Kate moved. She protested as Kate pulled away from her and fought to hold on to Kate's deliciously warm body. 

"Baby, we have to get up," Kate insisted and laughingly pulled the covers off of Ari. Sitting up and rubbing her eyes, Ari managed to sign 'don't want to' which made Kate laugh even more.

"I'll make it worth your while in the shower," Kate told her young lover. Ari grinned and nodded as she happily followed Kate into the bathroom 

Ari knew she could really get used to this as Kate thoroughly and very lovingly washed every inch of her body. After Kate had finished, Ari had to have a turn as well. She smiled as she soaped a washcloth then took her sweet time leisurely cleaning Kate.  

Kate could see the growing confidence in Ari but still noticed little moments of hesitation here and there. It was as if Ari needed a second to think whether touching Kate a certain way was okay or appropriate. It was going to take some time for Ari to be completely relaxed and not worry if she was doing something wrong, but Kate felt proud of her progress so far.

After a quick breakfast of coffee and bagels, they kissed goodbye and went their separate ways with a promise of meeting that night for dinner and another sleepover. 

* * * * 

Things continued on much the same way for a few weeks. They enjoyed spending time together, going out and doing ... activities. Ari had never dated before and Kate had not done too much of it herself so it was nice for them to discover the joys of it together. 

Kate pushed as much as she could to get the work done and meet the three week deadline she had promised Jade. It was grueling and more than once they had to work extra hours but Ari never complained, which gave Kate the incentive to press harder in order to get it done. Finally, Kate was able to put the last few pages together and send the finished manuscript off to Jade.

Their relationship was blooming and Kate felt that the time was right to take Ari to Serafina's. She had hinted about going there so Ari could experience being around other lesbians. Kate thought that completing their project was the perfect occasion for a celebration. 

They chose a Thursday night for their visit. Kate felt that it would be less crowded and not intimidating for Ari. The line wasn't too long but Kate quickly bypassed it and flashed her VIP card at the door. She and Ari were let in immediately and a hostess greeted them 

The lovely young woman recognized Kate and offered to take them to a private booth in the VIP lounge or to escort them to one of the private rooms for a lap dance. Kate politely declined and instead led Ari through the main body of the club. 

It was quite crowded but not overwhelming. Kate moved slowly, allowing Ari to look around and get her bearings. There were women in groups, talking and laughing. Couples were out on the dance floor moving together intimately. At some of the tables, ladies were sitting together kissing and lightly groping each other freely. 

Ari had never seen anything like it. Women of all ages and colors were having fun together, kissing and touching each other without worry or fear. It warmed Ari's heart to know that this was a place she could be who she really was inside, a woman who loved loving another woman.

Looking at one of the tables, Ari gasped and grabbed Kate's arm. Kate turned to her; Ari was pale.

"What's wrong?" Kate signed.

"Over there, that's Jade; what's she doing here?" Ari signed back, using her head to point to the table where her literary agent was sitting with a stunningly beautiful woman.

"Seems she's having fun," Kate signed then took Ari's arm and guided her over. 

"Hello Jade." 

"Hi Kate," Jade said as she stood and they hugged briefly. The other woman stood as well.

"Terry, lovely to see you as always," Kate continued as she embraced Jade's wife and they exchanged cheek kisses. 

"Same here Kate." 

"Hello Ari, allow me to introduce you to my wife Terry," Jade said with a warm smile. "Baby, this is Arianna Mercer, the brilliant writer I mentioned," Jade continued. Ari blushed at Jade's comment and took Terry's offered hand. 

"It's nice to meet you Ari. My Jade has been raving about you," Terry said, causing Ari to blush even more. Though the lighting was soft, they could still it. Terry thought Ari was just adorable. 

"Would you both like to join us?" Jade asked.

Kate turned to Ari, who smiled. 

"Yes thank you Jade. That would be great," Kate said. 

As Ari sat, Kate went to the bar. She ordered a beer for herself and an afterglow―a non-alcoholic fruit juice drink―for Ari. 

Ari couldn't sit still. It was thrilling to see all the women on the dance floor. This was her first time clubbing and she was excited about the prospect of dancing but also a little apprehensive because all of her dancing experience had been alone in her room. 

Kate had explained that before her accident she was an avid dancer but now her dancing all depended on her partner and taking visual cues from their body movements. Ari was a little worried that she and Kate might not dance well together. 

When Kate returned, they sipped their drinks and chatted for a bit before Jade and Terry went off to dance. Ari watched them go and marveled at how different Jade looked. Ari had always seen Jade at her office and dressed in business suits. Now, Jade was wearing tight fitting black jeans and a very sexy looking, sleeveless dark green top.

Terry was gorgeous in her knee length silver dress. The top was strapless and showed off a tantalizing touch of cleavage while the skirt was slightly flared, accentuating Terry's long and lovely legs. 

Ari watched the pair as they held each other and danced sensually to the slow song that was playing. Terry turned so that she was facing away from Jade, her back pressed against Jade's front. Jade's hands traveled over Terry's body as they swayed and moved against each other. There was so much passion between them. Ari wondered if that was what true love looked like and if someday she and Kate would be like that. She smiled at the thought. 

Ari's attention was quickly drawn away from Jade and Terry to the most breathtakingly beautiful woman Ari had ever seen in her life. Voluptuous was an understatement for this lady. She was enticing in her little black dress that was anything but a cliché. 

The halter back top with a keyhole cut showed off the very deep valley of her ample and lovely breasts. The dress continued to mid-thigh and hugged the woman's body like a glove or second skin. Her rich, dark chocolate complexion was bewitching to behold. The thick and lush looking auburn hair that framed her face only added to her beauty and sexual appeal. Ari noted all of these things in what may have been the ten seconds it took the woman to move across the dance floor and to their table. 

"Darling, you are a sight for sore eyes," Vivian signed to Kate, who stood and hugged her in greeting. 

"Hi Viv. How are you?" 

"Much better now that you're here," Vivian teased, then set her sights to Ari. 

"Vivian, this is Arianna Mercer. Ari, this is my really good friend Vivian Chase, the owner of Serafina's. 

"It's a pleasure to meet you Arianna. May I call you Ari as well?" Vivian said as she extended her hand gracefully. 

"It's nice to meet you too and yes, please do," Ari answered, her voice a little breathy as she accepted Vivian's hand. Next to this knockout of a woman, Ari felt plain in her short, pleated, black skirt and red, spaghetti strapped top. Kate measured up, Ari thought, in her fitted black pants and elegant white shirt. 

Ari, with her quiet grace and innocence, had no idea how beautiful, how appealing she was to many of the women in the club. Vivian was no exception. She knew instinctively Ari was a submissive, just from her posture and the way she spoke. For a brief moment Vivian was quite jealous of Kate's luck in finding this petite treasure, but the feeling quickly passed and was replaced with happiness for her friend.




Finding Love Pt. 03



Author's note: This is the third part of a very long story.Please remember that this a work of fiction. 

The characters (Jade and Terry) from my other story, 'Hidden Desires,' will appear here but reading their story is not necessary to understand their role in this one. 

My sincere thanks and heartfelt gratitude to all who have voted, emailed and commented on my story. Your support makes writing worth it.

I hope Finding Love will continue be enjoyed. Comments and votes will be appreciated.



Chapter 15

Two weeks had passed and somehow Ari had managed to not go crazy. She was torn between her attraction to Vivian and her feelings for Kate. She was also racked with guilt about the night at the club and afterwards.

She had tried to rationalize things, work it all out in her head. She found she was at a crossroads. Kate was wonderful; kind, caring and so very loving. Ari knew she loved Kate but then there was Vivian. She was so sexy, confident and the very thought of her made Ari quiver with desire. Ari found herself between the proverbial rock and a hard place. She was confused and had no idea what to do or who to turn to for help.

Life had gotten in the way of their romance. Kate had taken on a new client, Diane Stevens, a fairly new but endlessly talented woman. She had already written several stories and wanted help compiling them into a collection. 

Kate was running ragged trying to edit and proof all of Diane's stories in order to have them ready as quickly as possible. It was taking up the majority of her time and she and Ari had hardly seen each other for the past two weeks. 

Ari had said it was okay. Her classes had picked up as well and after Kate got through with this job and Ari finished school they would get back on track. However Kate could sense that something was off between them. Something was bothering Ari and Kate thought that Ari might have been avoiding her. Focusing on work, Kate put that thought out of her mind but the nagging little feeling wouldn't leave. 

* * * *

Ari had stopped at the supermarket to get a frozen dinner when she spotted a familiar face in the aisle. It was Terry, Jade's wife. Ari had only intended to say hello but was talked into a cup of coffee at a nearby café. 

"So how are things with you and Kate?" Terry asked. She saw an almost pained look cross Ari's face before she answered. 

"Fine. She's really busy these days; we both are, so I haven't seen much of her," Ari replied. Terry could tell something was up.

"Well that happens sometimes. Jade and I constantly need to make time for our family otherwise we'd never see each other with how much work we both have."

A silence fell as both sipped their coffee.

"Ari, I know we don't know each other very well but I can tell something is bothering you. If you need someone to listen, I'm here," Terry offered. 

Terry's offer seemed to break the dam as Ari's eyes filled and she poured out all of her feelings about everything. 

Terry listened patiently as Ari sobbed about loving Kate but being uncontrollably attracted to Vivian. She was having fantasies about Vivian and feeling guilty because she should be having them about Kate. She didn't know what to do or how to stop what she thought was happening - she might be falling out of love with Kate. 

They were sitting in a corner booth that afforded them some privacy and Terry moved to Ari and held the young woman. She didn't know what exactly to tell Ari; after all she had never had to deal with these types of issues. The only thing she was sure of was that things couldn't go on like this. It wasn't healthy for Ari to be this torn and it wasn't fair for her to lead Kate on if she wasn't sure about her feelings. 

"Ari, you only danced with Vivian once and she kissed you just that one time am I right?"

"Yes."

"And yet you say your thoughts are consumed by her. That sounds like more than just an attraction. Have you spoken to Vivian at all since that night?"

"No, I'm afraid that if I do I'll do something I'll regret," Ari answered.

"And what about Kate; have you considered talking to her, telling her before you do this something you'll regret?"

"No, I don't know how to tell her or what to tell her. Since I first met her, she's been so wonderful to me. She's taken care of me, put my feelings first. I don't want to hurt her; I'm afraid what this will do to her." 

"Listen, I understand not wanting to hurt her but harboring all this, keeping it bottled up, isn't doing either of you any good. One of these days it will explode and the result will likely be disastrous. In a relationship, communication is everything. You need to sort out your feelings for Vivian and talk to Kate." 

When they parted, Ari felt slightly better about being able to talk about everything but still didn't know what she would do. Could she tell Kate about her attraction to Vivian? Should she confront this thing she had for Vivian by going to see the woman? Ari honestly had no idea. 

* * * *

It all came to a head a few days later. Kate took an evening off and told Ari to dress up. They had dinner at a lovely little restaurant. The atmosphere was romantic and for an hour Ari didn't worry too much about anything else. Ari's fears quickly returned when after dinner the cab took them to Vivian's club. 

Ari didn't have it in her to protest and allowed Kate to lead her into the club. Ari hoped and prayed silently that Vivian wouldn't know they were there, but sure enough she appeared shortly after their arrival. 

"Kate my darling, I'm so happy to see you," Vivian signed as she hugged Kate. 

"Hello Ari, so nice to see you again," she continued and offered her hand politely. Ari shook it and nodded, not trusting herself to attempt to speak. 

Vivian didn't stay with them long as she had club business to attend to. Ari relaxed a little afterward as they had drinks and even ventured out to dance with Kate. It wasn't as awkward as Ari feared and they actually moved well together. 

After two large glasses of pussy foot (the non alcoholic fruit drink) Ari had to make a trip to the ladies room. Coming out of the stall she was shocked to see Vivian waiting for her. 

"Hi sweetness, having fun I hope?" Vivian said smoothly. Ari stood mute as her brain tried desperately to find a way out. Unfortunately her body was responding against her will just from being in the same room with Vivian. Her nipples instantly hardened and her breathing became shallow as her arousal spiked under Vivian's gaze. 

"Join me for dinner tomorrow night here at my place," Vivian purred as she stepped closer to Ari. She stopped short of her body touching Ari's. 

Ari willed herself to take a step back but her body had other ideas and refused to move. She wanted to say no but she couldn't find her voice. 

"Six pm. Tell the lady at the door that you have an appointment with me. See you then." 

Ari thought that Vivian was going to lean down and kiss her and was disappointed when she didn't. Vivian left and Ari took several deep, shuddering breaths as she tried to calm her rapidly beating heart. 

When she returned, Kate saw that something was wrong. Ari covered by saying that she wasn't feeling well. They left and went to Kate's apartment. It was supposed to be a wonderful night where they would make love after having a great dinner and some fun dancing. Instead Kate tucked Ari into bed and held her gently, hoping to ease her ill feelings. 

Kate's caring and gentleness only made Ari feel worse about the situation she was in. Her mind was a jumble of worry about tomorrow. Should she go to dinner with Vivian or not show up. The words Vivian used made it clear it hadn't been a request. It was more like an order. Could she refuse ... and did she want to? 

Chapter 16

When Kate awoke, Ari was already gone. She found a note saying that Ari had an early meeting with one of her professors and so she had to go. They had not had a chance to talk or make any plans for later that night. Kate sent a quick email to Ari's phone asking if she was feeling better and, depending on how her day went, if they could meet later.

Ari's reply was that she was feeling better but her professor had asked her to help one of her classmates with a catch up assignment so her evening was booked. Kate wished her well and they planned to meet the next evening. 

Meg could see that something was bothering Kate. Just a few weeks ago, Kate was on top of the world, happy about having started a relationship with Ari. Meg was happy for her boss, who seemed to have finally found someone she could be with. 

It had initially surprised Meg that Kate and Ari had gotten together. They were quite different and Meg had wondered if things could work out between them. 

It may not have been noticed by anyone else but Meg had learned to read Kate over the years. Though Kate was a very private person, Meg had always been a trusted friend and confidant. Over lunch, Meg decided to broach the subject.

"Boss, something seems to be on your mind, I'm here if you need to talk?" 

"Thank you Meg. I'm grateful but it's nothing for you to worry about. I'm fine."

"With all due respect Kate, you're not fine. The past couple of weeks, you've been busy but there's been something else on your mind," Meg insisted. 

"Meg, I appreciate your concern but it's nothing," Kate maintained but Meg knew she was covering.

"Look Kate, I'm probably the only person around here who can recognize that you are off your game. You were fine about four months ago except that you had made me into your personal lust-bunny, not that I'm complaining or anything, but then Ari came into your life. You seemed really happy when you two started off. 

"Then over the last month or so your mood has slowly changed from happy to uncertain. I guess that's the best way to say it. I think something is going on with you and Ari. Whatever it is, it's got you worried. Talk to me Kate. I might be able to help; if not, at least you won't have it all bottled inside."

Through it all Kate had remained still. She had no idea Meg could read her so well. She thought she was hiding her growing fear that things were not going to work out between herself and Ari. She didn't have any real reason yet to think they wouldn't work out, but her intuition had never been wrong before.

"I don't know what to say Meg. I had no idea I was showing any visible signs of worry for you to be concerned about. Right now it's really only a feeling that something is going on with Ari. What exactly, I really don't know. I'll just have to wait and see." Kate shrugged. "I could be overreacting. She's been really busy with her finals coming up so it could just be that." It seemed to Meg that Kate was trying to convince herself as much as Meg that there really was nothing to be worried about. 

"Alright, but please know that I'm here if you want or need to talk."

"I know Meg, thank you. I'll be okay. I just need to get through this latest batch of work and give Ari the time she needs to get through her classes." 

Meg was still concerned but left it alone for now. 

* * * * 

It might have been fate, divine intervention or just pure dumb luck that construction work had diverted traffic. Jade was driving past Serafina's at a little before six pm Thursday evening. She looked at the club entrance, thinking that over the weekend she would take Terry out dancing again. She spotted a familiar face talking to the female bouncer at the door. Jade smiled; it seemed that Kate and Ari really enjoyed being at Vivian's club. 

* * * * 

To say that Ari was guilt ridden was an understatement. In addition to her earlier transgressions, she'd had a second encounter with Vivian, had nearly become a puddle of wanton lust because of it, and then lied to Kate not once, not twice, but three times within a twenty four hour period. 

She had not been ill at all, just overwhelmed by the powerful feelings of desire Vivian had stirred. She was tempted again to ease her ardor with Kate but managed to resist. It wasn't right for her to have sex with Kate if her feelings and desire were for someone else. 

She had snuck out early before Kate had awakened and rushed home after scribbling a note about a made up appointment with a professor. Back in her dorm room, Ari had agonized over if she should accept Vivian's invitation or not. When Kate's email came, she had lied again with a story about helping a fellow student with some make-up work. 

Truthfully, with all of these lies, deep down, Ari knew she couldn't say no to Vivian. Somewhere deep inside herself she knew the truth. That truth? Yeah, Kate was wonderful, beautiful, caring, and desirable. Vivian was all those things too but she also had a quality, a certain something that Ari was drawn to. She wasn't exactly sure what it was but it was strong ― and somehow Ari knew it was what she needed. It was the one thing that Ari thought Kate didn't have. 

Ari fretted about what to wear. She changed into and out of a dozen outfits before she settled on a short dark brown skirt, matching leggings, a mocha colored, long sleeve, high neck top and black flats. 

She was a bundle of nerves during the cab ride over. The tall and well muscled woman who guarded the door was imposing. It took Ari two tries before she found her voice to say what she needed to be allowed inside. 

At six pm the club was nearly empty as the night goers hadn't arrived yet. Many of the staff were preparing for the turnout that would come. A very pretty young woman led Ari up to the second floor and pointed her to a spiral stair case. 

At the top, there was a door and a small button that Ari guessed was the bell. Her hand shook as she reached to press it. About half a minute later the door opened and there stood Vivian. 

The word Goddess came to Ari's mind as her eyes feasted on Vivian. Her hair was piled high on her head. Long sleeves, coupled with the maxi dress, completed a look that tantalized an already mesmerized Ari. The sultry red jersey fabric clung to Vivian's curvaceous frame and, thanks to a thigh high split, showed an oh-so-tempting sliver of leg that ended in matching red pumps.

"Hello Ari, you look simply ravishing. Please come in and relax," Vivian said as she closed the door. She led Ari to a small sofa where they sat; Viv poured a glass of wine for each of them.

"I have a chef I use sometimes for special occasions. He'll cook whatever we want; just let me know what you'd like to have," Vivian continued as she watched Ari for any signs that she might want to back out of this dinner. There was some nervousness in her body language as she sipped her wine, which was to be expected, but nothing that suggested Ari might bolt. 

"Umm, I don't know, whatever you're having is fine" Ari managed to get out. She was so awestruck by Vivian that she was having trouble thinking straight.

"Whatever I'm having huh? Well I was planning on eating something young, tender and juicy. I'd be delighted to share," Vivian teased. The innuendo wasn't missed by Ari, who blushed furiously. Vivian pretended not to notice and excused herself to call and place the dinner order.

"So my sweet, tell me about this marvelous book you've written?" Vivian asked when she was once again seated next to Ari; this time a little closer than before.

"Well, I've always liked writing stories about young women, like myself I guess, who go on adventures, find love and overcome their fears. So I wrote about a young woman from a small town who comes to the big city to find herself. She gets into some trouble helping a stranger in need, then ends up caught up in a huge conspiracy where her life gets all topsy-turvy. In the end she gets away and finds love and happiness." 

"That sounds fascinating. I do hope when it comes out you'll sign a copy for me." 

"Yes of course, if you'd like," Ari answered. Vivian noticed that all traces of nervousness vanished when Ari was talking about her work so Vivian continued to ask question about Ari's writing in order to have her relax.

Time flew by and before Ari knew it dinner arrived. The chef, a thirty-something looking man, looked very professional in his white uniform. They were seated opposite each other at a small circular table. The food, already plated, was served promptly and silently. With a nod, Vivian dismissed the chef and they were left alone. The setting was very intimate and Ari found herself hoping that things would go even further as the night went on. 

Somewhere in the back of her mind she knew she was cheating on Kate, not only with her being here having a romantic dinner with Vivian, but also with her thoughts and fantasies about Vivian. 

The part of her mind that was all for this experience with Vivian quickly squashed any and all thoughts of Kate, putting Vivian in the forefront of Ari's mind and libido. 

The meal was divine; a chicken something with tomatoes, broccoli, mushrooms and artichoke all in a delicious broth. Vivian mentioned the name but it didn't register as the pull of Vivian's sensuality overwhelmed Ari. 

Little was said as they ate but the way Vivian was looking at Ari, the fire in her eyes, spoke volumes of what was to come later on. Ari eagerly welcomed it. 

When the meal was done, Vivian led Ari back to the sofa and sat close, her thigh touching Ari's. It felt good and Ari craved more of it. She wanted to feel Vivian's entire body pressed to hers. 

"Do you know what comes after the main course my sweet?" Vivian asked, her voice low and filled with desire. 

"Umm, dessert?" Ari replied.

"Precisely, something sweet to tantalize the taste buds." The words had barely registered when Vivian's lips touched Ari's. A soft, teasing brush at first, followed by a slightly longer pass then longer still until their lips were pressed together tightly. 

Ari felt the tip of Vivian's tongue gently probing and opened her mouth. She wasted no time in deepening the kiss, her tongue searching for and finding Ari's. 

Ari felt like her whole body had been set on fire. Her heart was pumping hard, her body a quivering mass of need and want. When Vivian slowly ran her hands up Ari's arms, the young woman shivered. She felt one of Vivian's hands caressing her back as the other settled in her hair. Vivian pulled her closer as her lips and tongue took possession of Ari's mouth. 

When they parted, both were breathing hard. Vivian could see it in Ari's eyes; she was primed and ready, almost desperate for relief. It would come soon enough as Vivian stood, took Ari's hand and led Ari to her bedroom.

Chapter 17

Vivian lowered the lights then she and Ari sat on the side of the bed. She leaned in and kisses Ari again, this time it was a little more forceful, more predatory. Ari had never been kissed like that and loved how it felt. She closed her eyes, opened her mouth to Vivian's tongue and moaned as Vivian completely possessed her mouth. 

Ari felt herself being slowly lowered to the bed. Vivian's hands began their roaming exploration, slipping under Ari's top to touch her stomach, her sides and up to her breasts. Ari lifted willingly as Vivian pulled the top from her body and began kissing along her neck to her shoulders. 

She felt Vivian shift and prod her to roll onto her stomach, which she did. Her hair was shifted, her bra unclasped and Vivian's lips were on her neck as Vivian straddled her lower back.

Ari gasped as she felt Vivian's bare sex and wetness pressed to her skin. 

"You like that little one?" Vivian asked, her voiced deep and passion filled as she ground her pussy against Ari's flesh. 

"Yes," Ari answered, her voice strained with her arousal. 

Vivian moved again and Ari felt her skirt being tugged. She lifted and felt both the skirt and leggings being pulled down. There was a pause, during which Vivian removed her shoes, and then the rest came off and Ari was left in only her little black panties and the bra that covered her modest breasts. 




Finding Love Pt. 03



Vivian almost growled, "On your back." Ari obeyed instantly. Her eyes met Vivian's and Ari could see just how much Vivian liked what she saw and how much she wanted Ari. 

In one swift motion, Vivian flipped her dress over her head. Ari's eyes went wide at how utterly beautiful and sexy Vivian was. Her breasts were a nice size, large but not overly so and stood high and proud on her chest. Her pubic area was smooth and clear and her body was curvy and toned. Her dark complexion reminded Ari of the richest, most delectable chocolate, worthy of worship. 

Vivian had never seen a woman so beautiful, so perfect. She was stunned at how lovely Ari's skin was, so soft and smooth. Her lips were sweet and her kisses were just incredible. Her hair smelled of vanilla and her skin tasted of peaches. Vivian knew it the moment they had touched that she wanted to take this alluring creature and give her as much pleasure as was possible. 

It was more than that though. There was something deeper, Vivian thought, something she had never felt with any other woman, not even Kate. There was a pull to Ari, a draw that Vivian couldn't explain. She had heard other couples talk about feeling like that, about finding that someone special, the one person who drove you out of your mind with desire, caring, purpose and love. Vivian had a strong feeling that she had found just that in Ari. 

She pulled Ari to the center of the bed and hovered over her as she slowly slid the bra straps from Ari's shoulders. She first pulled the left cup then the right, exposing Ari's perfect breasts to her eyes. She smiled at how Ari's nipples instantly perked up and at the size of them. 

"Such perfection, my lovely," Vivian commented as she held the left breast and kissed it. Ari's body shook and a moan escaped her lips as Vivian teased the nipple with her tongue before enveloping it with her mouth and sucking softly. She did the same with the right and added a few light nibbles causing Ari to groan and squeal at the sensations. 

"Oh, my little one is sensitive. I like that," Vivian commented. All of Ari's moans and groans were music to Vivian's ears as she continued to focus her attention on Ari's breasts.

Ari couldn't help herself as her hips began to move, her center searching for relief. She was becoming desperate in her need for any kind of contact that would bring her release. 

Vivian brought her lips back up to Ari's and kissed her. She licked a wet trail all the way to Ari's earlobe and then whispered, "Tell me what you want my sweet, tell me what you desire most right now." 

"Please, I need to cum," Ari almost shouted.

"And how do you want to cum? What do you want me to do?" Vivian asked.

"I ..." Vivian heard the hesitation. She paused and moved to look into Ari's eyes. 

"Ari, talk to me, tell me what you want so I can bring you the pleasure you desire."

"I've never before, but I want to ... I want you to ... be inside me. I want you to fuck me." Ari spoke softly, but Vivian heard no doubt in the slowly spoken words. The first part however shocked Vivian. She was pretty sure she'd heard the gorgeous woman correctly ... but had to be sure. 

"Angel, am I hearing ... you've never been ..." she shook her head, "surely you've had sex with Kate." Ari nodded.

Vivian knew it was dangerous bringing up Kate's name right then and there but it was necessary to get to the truth of the matter.

"Yes, we've made love but she ... um, hasn't ..." Ari shrugged, unsure. She was embarrassed to talk about it but also felt that she needed to let Vivian know. 

"So you would like me to be your first?" 

"Yes, I feel so much more when I'm with you. Kate is wonderful but you're different, I can't say no, can't stop myself. I want to be taken by you so badly that I feel like I'll go out of my mind." 

"Well now, we can't have that my dear one," Vivian said as she planted a soft kiss on Ari's lips. She followed it with a deeper one and then they were back to kissing hungrily, their tongues intertwining as Vivian's fingers teased one of Ari's nipples. 

She pinched the bud softly and Ari moaned. 

"You like that, a little pain to enhance the pleasure?" 

Vivian was no stranger to this as she too enjoyed a little pain with her pleasure.

"Yes, I like how it feels when you do it," Ari confessed. Vivian smiled as pinched the other nipple and sucked on the one she had just let go of. 

As she continued to play with Ari's nipples her mind was turning over with questions about how to do this, how to be Ari's first. Despite her previous sexual experiences, she had never been with nor had a virgin in her bed before. A thought flashed through Vivian's mind ― 'I'm the taker here and I'm the one who's unsure. How odd!'

Putting those thoughts aside, she decided to play it all by feel and so started working her way down Ari's stomach and to her sex. Vivian slowly drew Ari's panties over her hips and down her legs. Ari parted her legs and Vivian settled between Ari's thighs.

Even though the lights were dim, Vivian could see Ari's wetness and as she got closer she smelled the delightful aroma. She lightly traced up and down Ari's outer lips with one finger. The light touch had Ari moaning loudly. Taking her cue from what she had done with Ari's nipples, Viv captured one of the now prominent inner lips and pinched it lightly.

Ari's hips lifted and she cried out, "Oh god." It was an excited cry, one filled with passion and hinted at wanting more. Vivian did the same to the other lip and got a similar reaction. She used her thumb and index fingers to pry the lips apart and swiped her stiff tongue up the middle a few times and then poked at the clit that was now proudly out of its hiding place. She continued to do this and heard Ari groan and then shriek.

Ari threw her legs over Vivian's shoulders and closed them. Her pelvis lifted slightly off of the bed as Vivian's hands went to Ari's butt and held her in place. Vivian latched her lips to Ari's clit and felt the young beauty stiffen as she climaxed. 

Vivian held on, sucking hard at Ari's pearl, prolonging the pleasure as long as she could. When Ari finally relaxed and unlocked her legs, Vivian released her clit and lapped at the delicious flow that Ari had left. She cleaned up Ari's lips and slowly pushed her tongue inside Ari's tunnel. She heard a soft moan from a very breathless Ari. 

Vivian continued to tongue Ari's opening until her wetness started flowing again. She could hear Ari's soft coos and gentle groans. She worked her way back up and kissed Ari's lips. 

"Angel, I want you to relax, I'm going to give you what you asked for. I'm going to fuck you now that you've had your first release. It may hurt a little at first but it will be wonderful in a moment or two." 

Ari nodded. Vivian could see it in her eyes that she wanted this more than anything; she was ready. 

Vivian kissed Ari's lips. She placed her middle finger at Ari's opening and slowly guided it inside. Ari was wet but extremely tight and Vivian had to go very slow in getting her finger all the way inside. After a few gentle strokes, she put her index finger together with her middle one and pushed. Ari stiffened and Vivian felt the resistance grow. 

"Relax angel. It'll feel good in a minute," Vivian reassured then moved her lips down to Ari's right nipple. She took the large bud between her teeth and bit lightly on it. Ari moaned at the light pain and her body relaxed as Vivian pushed and felt Ari's walls give way. Both fingers slipped inside of Ari's tunnel all the way and Vivian held them there so Ari's body could adjust to the feeling. 

"How does it feel now angel?" Vivian inquired. 

"It's strange but not bad, just full," Ari answered, her voice full of wonder at what she was feeling. 

"Yes, but if I do this it's better right?" Vivian said as she rubbed the pad of her thumb on Ari's clit. 

Ari squealed at the delicious sensation. Her body tingled and she felt a wonderful warmth spread out through every inch of her. 

Slowly Vivian began to work her fingers in and out of Ari, building a steady rhythm as she strummed Ari's clit. Soon she was easily moving her fingers as Ari started jogging her hips to match Vivian's motions.

When the orgasm came it was sweet and sensual, not earth shattering or mind blowing as the first had been but still just as satisfying. 

When Vivian pulled her fingers from Ari's center, she sucked one clean and offered the other to Ari who accepted and cleaned it eagerly.

"Are you sore my pet?" Vivian asked. 

"Yes, a little." Ari answered. 

"Well that won't do, you see angel one thing about great sex is that you should never be just a little sore. More is always better, but we have enough time for me to teach you that. Rest my pet, then we'll see what you can do," Vivian whispered as she kissed Ari and snuggled close for a brief nap. 

Chapter 18

Vivian heard Ari's breathing level off and knew her young lover was asleep. She lay on her back looking up at the ceiling as her mind replayed everything that had happened.

From the moment she had spotted the young woman at her club sitting with Kate, she had been intrigued by the ingénue. She had noticed the wide eyed exuberance as the divine young thing looked around, taking in the setting and the people.

Vivian had sensed right away that she was special. She had seen the intrigue and underlying desire in the girl's eyes when Vivian strutted across the dance floor to greet them. 

Vivian's thoughts turned to Kate. She wondered if Kate was blind to the connection that she and Ari seemed to have with one another. It weighed heavily on Vivian's conscience that she had kissed Ari when she knew all too well that Ari was with Kate. However, from the brief interaction she had with them, Vivian had known that they were not compatible. 

Ari's demeanor had spoke volumes. The way she easily fell into Vivian's small seduction on the dance floor was proof enough for Vivian. Kate and Ari might have had a nice start but it wouldn't have lasted. Vivian had known Kate for quite some time. They had dated, loved, and talked about anything and everything. She knew what made Kate tick, what drove her desires and lately what she obsessed about. Kate's mindset was wrong as far as Ari was concerned. The young woman needed a firmer hand and Vivian was just that hand.

Ari had proved it on their second meeting. She had practically ordered Ari to come to dinner and she didn't protest or question Vivian; she just did as she was told. 

From the moment she arrived, Ari deferred to Vivian's every whim. During their lovemaking it was the same. The smallest orders were followed instantly with no hesitation at all. 

There was no sleep for Vivian as her mind continued to turn over the same thoughts. Two things were certain to her ― Ari was hers and Kate would be pissed. This might end their friendship, cause a rift between them that they might never mend, but Vivian couldn't help the feelings she was developing for Ari. Kate would just have to deal with it somehow. 

* * * * 

Ari was awakened by a deep kiss. She looked into the most beautiful pair of brown eyes she had ever seen and smiled a dreamy smile. Vivian returned the smile then she spoke.

"You are just the cutest thing. Now my angel, my pet, I want to see what you can do."

Ari sat up and looked at Vivian lying there uncovered, in all her fabulous, naked glory. Her mouth watered at the prospect of tasting all of that sexy goodness. 

"I can see it in your eyes my little pet. You are eager to drink from Vivian's fountain," Vivian said as she opened her legs, showing that she was already eager to have Ari taste her. Her arousal was clear as her pussy was visibly wet, her lips full and swollen. A soft moan rose from Ari's throat as she caught the scent of Vivian's sweet, earthy smell. 

Vivian dipped a finger into her center, coating it. She held it in the air. Ari moved quickly, her mouth open, sucking Vivian's finger in. Her eyes closed and she groaned as Vivian's sweetness filled her taste buds. 

"Come to the source and enjoy, my sweet," Vivian said as she pulled her finger from Ari's mouth. She rested on pillows, propped against the headboard so she could watch. Ari hurriedly moved between Vivian's wide open legs, which were lifted, her knees high and her feet flat on the bed, her pussy splayed for her young lover to enjoy.

From their earlier, very brief conversation, she knew Ari didn't have too much experience where sex was concerned so she wasn't hoping for too much in Ari's oral skills. Vivian was expecting a lot of youthful enthusiasm. She briefly wondered if Kate had taught Ari anything about 'dining at the Y.' Vivian got the shock of her life when Ari started. 

There was no hurried rush as Vivian had expected. She felt a series of soft kisses along her thighs that continued up her right leg and then down her left. She felt warm air being blown on her pussy which made her tingle deliciously. Ari then snaked her tongue out and slowly licked the creases where Vivian's leg and outer lips joined. 

Vivian moaned as she felt the delicate, then firmer, swipes of Ari's tongue moving up and down her outer lips and down to her perineum. She grunted her approval when she felt Ari rim her rosebud. 

Ari continued her slow appreciation for Vivian's sex as she varied her attention on every part. She nibbled gently on the prominent outer lips and suckled on the sexy inner ones. She stayed away from the clit at first, teasing Vivian's opening with her tongue for long minutes before she finally slid her tongue inside. 

Vivian was quietly moaning her pleasure at being treated to such decadence. No one had ever spent so much time just worshiping her womanhood the way Ari was. 

Ari moved to Vivian's clit which was peeking out and bathed it with her tongue. Laving attention on the pearl, it was soon all the way out. Ari sucked at it and rubbed her tongue forcefully on it causing shudders to go through her lover's body. 

Vivian moaned loudly. Her hands moved to her nipples and pulled and twisted at them, heightening the pleasure she was feeling. The first stirrings of her orgasm began but then she felt Ari slowing down her ministrations, which drove Vivian insane with her need for release. 

She felt Ari's fingers at her entrance and then one slid inside of her, moving slowly as once again her clit was enveloped in Ari's mouth. 

"Yes, that's it my pet, harder angel, suck my clit harder," Vivian called out and Ari complied. Vivian felt her release beginning again and welcomed it but then Ari backed off once more. 

"Angel, there is a time and a place for teasing; this is not it. There will be consequences if you don't make me cum right now!" Vivian said firmly. Ari quickened her pace, rolling her tongue on Vivian's clit as her finger worked. 

"Pet, add another finger, curve them and press harder and keep sucking my clit," Vivian ordered. Ari followed her instruction, working hard to give Vivian her orgasm. 

Vivian's hips began to rise, her head falling back as she continued to pinch and twist at her own nipples. Her moans and cries became louder and louder as she crested. Her body shook, stiffened and she screamed. One of her hands shot down and grabbed Ari's head and held her firmly to her pussy.

Ari felt a hot spray of liquid hit her chin and neck. It shocked her and she wanted to pull away but Vivian held her tightly and screamed for her not to stop.

She sucked harder, moved her fingers faster and felt three more bursts of hot liquid before Vivian's raised hips finally fell to the bed. Her breaths were coming in harsh pants as she lay limp with a large wet spot on the bed. 

Ari didn't understand what had happened, but looking at the soft flush Vivian had, she guessed that she had done something right. 

"Come here pet, my sweet angel," Vivian called and raised her hand to Ari. Ari scooted closer and Vivian held her close, pulling Ari's lips to her for a kiss. 

Ari accepted the kiss but Vivian could see the confusion in Ari's eyes about what had just happen. 

"Angel, do you know what you just did to me?" 

"No," Ari answered. 

"Don't worry my lovely, it was something wonderful that I have very rarely experienced," Vivian told Ari. She went on to explain about what squirting was and assured Ari that it was a good thing. 

"Is this something I might be able to do?" Ari asked amazed at the idea. 

"We'll we won't know unless we try my angel. One of these days we will, but for now we need to get cleaned up and change the sheets." 

Ari helped Vivian strip the soaked sheet and mop up the remaining liquid from the plastic cover she had on the mattress. Vivian kept it on her bed for just such occasions when a lover might surprise her. 

They put a fresh sheet and cover on the bed and then went to the bathroom. They had a quick shower and after drying off they hopped back into bed. 

"Tell me angel, where did you learn how to pleasure a woman like that?" Vivian asked as she lay on her side, her head propped on her hand, the other slowly stroking Ari's body. She saw a flash of pain in Ari's eyes. 

"What is it angel? Ari, tell me." 

Ari's bottom lip trembled and her eyes filled as she let the whole story of Zoe come out.

Vivian felt sadness and compassion for what Ari went through. She pulled Ari to her and soothed her with gentle touches and soft kisses on her forehead.

Vivian also felt an overwhelming sense of rage directed towards the young woman named Zoe. She had a momentary thought of finding Zoe and making her pay for all the pain she had put Ari through.

"Ari, this Zoe, do you still see her? Does she still bother you?" 

"I hadn't for a while. I avoided her but a few months ago when I was at the mall with Kate I ran into Zoe at the music store. Kate and I hadn't gotten together yet but she read what Zoe was saying to me, some not so nice things. Kate pretended that she was my girlfriend and kinda stopped Zoe from saying anything else. That was the situation that brought Kate and me together but..." Ari trailed off remembering where she was and what she had done; cheated on Kate. Vivian could read what Ari was thinking and quickly took action. 

"Ari, I know you're feeling bad about going behind Kate's back but being with me has been good hasn't it?" 

"Yes, it's been incredible," Ari answered. "

"I know you don't want to hurt Kate, neither do I, but sometimes things happen for a reason. I've known Kate for a long while. She's wonderful, has a great heart and a loving soul. But being with you, I know that there's something between us. There's a pull, an irresistible force that has drawn me to you and I know you feel it too; it's drawn you to me. Can you say that I'm wrong?" 

"No. I feel it. I've felt it from the moment I saw you walking across the dance floor," Ari answered. Vivian leaned in and kissed her. 

"This is probably the wrong time to ask but I'll ask anyway. Do you feel like this with Kate?"

"No. I love her but it's not the same. You make me feel alive. With just a look, you light my body on fire and I'm wet instantly," Ari admitted and blushed. 

"You do that for me too. It might be too soon but I have to say, I know that I love you Ari." 

"I love you too. I don't know how I can because I hardly know you but I know I do."

Vivian couldn't help herself. With Ari's declaration and her own, her passion surged and she possessed Ari with a blood boiling, tongue searing kiss. She moved her body on top of Ari's as the kiss continued. One hand held her weight off of Ari's smaller frame while the other trailed a hot path of desire over Ari's skin, brushing her breasts, fondling her nipples and moving down between her legs. 

Ari was dripping and so was Vivian. She wanted to take Ari, to make Ari hers completely. Vivian's mind went to what she had in the draw of her bedside table. 




Finding Love Pt. 03



"Angel, I'm going to fuck you using one of my toys. I'm going to make you feel things you never dreamed of," Vivian said, her voice filled with lust. She reached for and retrieved her double ended dildo. Ari watched the long, dark colored tool with fascination as Vivian held it up. 

"Ever seen one of these before my sweet?" Vivian asked.

Ari shook her head no as she reached out to touch the dong but pulled her hand back, not sure if she should.

"It's alright angel, here, touch it and see how it feels. I want to use it with you but you need to be comfortable with it also." 

Curious, Ari ran her fingers over the length. It was firm and also had some tiny bumps along it and shaped on both ends like what a man's penis looked like, according to the pictures she looked at when doing research for her writing. 

"How does it work?" Ari asked and Vivian had to smile inwardly at her young lover's innocence of such things. 

"I'll show you my pet," Vivian said. She retrieved a small tube of lube then kneeled and opened her legs wide. She slid one end slowly into her pussy, moaning as it went in. 

Ari knew the ins and outs of male/female sex but was still awed as she watched half the toy disappeared inside Vivian. She wondered if the remainder would fit inside of her, whether or not it would hurt and if she'd like it. 

She remembered how it felt to have Vivian's finger inside of her. It didn't hurt and she liked it a lot. However, this was much bigger than two of Vivian's digits.

"Worried angel? I would never seriously hurt you pet. We've discovered that you like a little pain, but just a little. I will never give you more than you can handle. Now lie back and spread your legs for me," Vivian ordered and Ari complied.

She settled herself between Ari's legs and applied some lube, explaining that it was to make sure Ari didn't get hurt or was uncomfortable. Slowly, Vivian eased the dildo into Ari. 

Ari moaned, groaned and squirmed as the firm plastic invaded her. It felt strange but good too as her inner walls stretched to accommodate the girth of the toy. 

After much patience on Vivian's part, her own pelvis met Ari's as the entire length of the dildo was encased inside Ari's passage. 

"You okay angel?" Vivian asked, her voiced thick with pleasure at her own penetration. 

"Yes, it's wonderful," Ari responded as Vivian began to withdraw. They both cried out at the blissful sensations the motion caused. Both gradually found an easy rhythm, moving together so that each felt the sweet and joyous thrill as they climbed together towards the impending release. 

Vivian pushed hard, mashing their clits together and making Ari's body jolt with the overwhelming feelings. Ari was gripping the sheet fiercely, her body taut and needing the final push. Vivian's was also right on the edge, her body screaming at her for a final touch that would tip her over. 

She grabbed one of Ari's hands and brought it to her breast. 

"Squeeze my nipple pet, as hard as you can," Vivian demanded as she took purchase of one of Ari's buds and squeezed as well. They both screamed, long and loud, a unified cry of joy as both crashed into orgasmic ecstasy together. 

After her delicious bliss had receded Vivian managed to remove the dildo from Ari and dropped her exhausted frame next to Ari's on the bed. Both lovers were shuddering, sweaty, spent messes as they struggled to fill their lungs. 

Vivian gathered her remaining strength and pulled the dildo from her own still quivering passage. She snuggled into Ari and pulled the sheet over them. 

"I love you Ari, my angel," Vivian whispered as her lips placed a small kiss on Ari's dry lips. 

"I love you too, Vivian," Ari answered as they fell asleep. 

Chapter 19

Kate was slightly concerned that an entire night had passed and she had not had any contact with Ari. Even when she had been busy, they still emailed each other to say hi or let the other know that she was missed. However, since the short message the previous day about Ari helping a classmate, there had been nothing more. 

Kate admonished herself not to worry. At some point Ari would email or pay her a visit. If she didn't get a message soon she'd just go to Ari's dorm in search of her to make sure she was alright. 

Her morning was a busy one that included meeting two new clients. Then she had a noon business lunch with Jade to discuss the finalizing of Diane Stevens' work. 

Everything went well with lunch and at the end of the meeting, Jade again excused Blake and remained to chat for a few minutes with Kate. 

"I take it things are going well for you and Ari?" Jade asked once they were alone.

"Yes. It's been a bit hard on both of us with our schedules but otherwise things are still wonderful." 

"I bet, but at least you two had time to have some fun last night," Jade said. Kate looked at her with narrowed eyes.

"What are you talking about?" 

Jade was a smart woman and, given Kate's expression and question, realized that something was amiss.

"Last night, at Serafina's, you and Ari ... at least I thought you were meeting her there." 

"You saw Ari at Serafina's ... last night?" Kate asked, almost in disbelief.

"Well with the construction and traffic being diverted, I had to drive by the club and I saw Ari entering at about six pm. I assumed you were meeting her there, Kate. I'm so sorry." 

Kate was silent for a few moments. Jade watched her, both their minds racing about what this could mean. Jade already had a pretty good idea what she thought Ari was doing there. The question was; should she get further involved by telling Kate her suspicions?

She decided that even though she was Ari's literary agent, she was and had been Kate's friend first.

"Kate, this is probably the last thing you want to hear right now, but as your friend I feel I must tell you what Terry and I saw the night you brought Ari to the club." 

Kate nodded for Jade to continue. Jade could see the hurt in those beautiful dark brown eyes but continued. 

"Vivian asked Ari to dance and you went with your friend Billie. When the dance ended, Vivian kissed Ari. It wasn't long, drawn out or overtly passionate but it was a full, on the lips kiss. And it had an effect on Ari, a huge effect. Terry and I didn't want to get involved in your personal business but I really should have said something before now."

"It's not the easiest thing in the world to say, Jade. 'Oh by the way Kate, your so-called friend was seducing your girlfriend almost in front of your face while you were busy chatting.' Not something that comes up in everyday conversation," Kate trailed off, the hurt evident in her voice. 

"Is there anything I can do Kate?" Jade asked.

"Yeah, close the door on your way out." 

* * * * 

When Kate summoned Meg and then summarily dismissed her after telling her to cancel all of Kate's appointments, Meg knew something major had happened. Meg tried to ask what was wrong but was rather roughly told to just 'get out' by an obviously upset Kate. 

Meg let it go for the moment and busied herself with clearing Kate's schedule for the rest of the day. Meg's only clue was that all of this seemed to happen when Jade's visit ended. Meg, needing to get to the bottom of this, called Jade. 

"Hello, this is Megan Reece, Jade, I need to talk to you for a moment please." 

"Hello Megan, I suppose this is about what Kate and I discussed this afternoon. Let me guess, she's upset and you want to know why but she's not saying," Jade asked.

"Yes. Please Jade, she's in her office and told me to cancel everything for today. I'm worried about her." 

"Okay look I'm only going to tell you because I know how close you are to her and how much she trusts you. Her girlfriend, Ari, seems to have cheated on her and now Kate's world is falling apart. I couldn't help her; I'm not that close a friend but maybe you can. She'll need a shoulder to cry on and support her when she confronts Ari and her friend Vivian, who Ari might have cheated with."

"Oh God ... you mean Vivian who owns the nightclub?" Meg asked, shocked that Kate's really good friend would do that. 

"Yes, I'm afraid so."

"I've got to go to her; thank you Jade." 

"Sure thing, please do what you can and let me know what happens."

"I will; bye."

* * * *

Kate had hidden out in her office for the past hour and Meg worried what she might find when she opened the door. She didn't bother to use the alert light to let Kate know she was coming but just opened the door and went in. 

Kate was in her chair which was turned halfway facing the window. On her desk there was an open bottle of bourbon that was half empty and in her hand was a quartered glass of the liquid. 

If Kate registered Meg's presence, she didn't show it as she gulped down the dark brown liquid and reached for the bottle to pour another drink. Meg quickly snatched the bottle away, causing Kate to snarl at her. She placed it out of Kate's reach and began signing.

"Kate please, this is not going to do you any good." 

"Leave me Meg, let me drown my sorrows and numb my pain," Kate said, her voice slightly slurred. She turned away from Meg, who walked around the desk and stood in front of her.

"Please Kate, this will only make things worse. Talk to me, let me help if I can or if nothing else, let me be a shoulder for you to lean on," Meg signed. Kate looked up at her, her eyes filled with hurt and Meg's heart broke. Before she could stop herself, she pulled Kate to her and hugged her tightly, desperately wanting to take all of Kate's hurt away. 

"I thought it was all going so well," Kate said. "I didn't think Viv would ... and why did it have to be with ... and Ari, she and I, we ... I really don't ..." For the next few minutes Kate cried hot, bitter tears as Meg held her, rubbed her back and though Kate couldn't hear it, Meg whispered words of comfort. 

Eyes red and feeling embarrassed by it all, Kate let go of Meg. Meg stepped back and watched. Kate wouldn't meet her gaze. She stood, wobbled a bit, mumbled a thank you, grabbed her purse and proceeded to walk unsteadily to the door. 

Meg grabbed her boss by the arm to turn her around and Kate almost fell with Meg's hold being all that kept her upright. 

"Let go Meg. I've got to go find ...," Kate began but Meg stepped in front of her and spoke while holding on to Kate's shoulders so that the very inebriated woman wouldn't fall or miss Meg's lips. 

"The only place you need to be going is home. You are in no condition to go anywhere else. I'll drive you. Hold on to me and we'll go slowly."

Kate tried to protest but Meg would have none of it. After a brief stop at her desk for her purse, Meg guided Kate to her car. She had been to Kate's apartment a couple of times during the past few years and had no problems getting there. 

Kate fumbled in her purse for her key and when she finally found it couldn't seem to fit it in the lock. Meg took over and got the door open. They both went inside and Kate dumped her purse on the couch and fought to remove her shoes, finally getting one off as she tumbled onto the sofa. 

Meg shook her head and knelt down to remove the other shoe. Kate looked at her, remembering how much she admired that beautiful face and sensual looking body. 

"Would you like me to make some coffee or would you prefer to go to bed?" Meg asked.

"Bed sounds good," Kate said and tried to stand. She fell back and chuckled softly. "Or I could sleep right here." 

"No, I'll help you," Meg offered. She helped Kate balance enough to walk to her bedroom. As they reached the bed, Kate plopped down, pulling Meg with her. 

Meg landed on top of Kate with their faces almost touching. They were so close Meg could feel Kate's breath on her lips. There was a very awkward moment where both seemed unable to move. Meg blushed; Kate felt the urge to kiss those sweet, sexy lips. 

"Sorry," Meg mumbled and pushed off of Kate. Kate wasn't really able to read the word since it came out so fast but got the gist of it. 

"Not your fault," Kate countered. Before Meg could move, Kate started unbuttoning her shirt. Meg stood frozen as Kate managed to sit up and removed her shirt, leaving her in a light blue, sexy looking sports bra. Meg couldn't help but stare at her boss as she fought to stand, her breasts jiggling in the deep cut of the bra as she moved. 

Kate seemed oblivious to Meg as she worked at removing her pants. When she finally got the button and zipper undone, they fell to the floor and bunched around her ankles, leaving her in a cute pair of hip hugging boy shorts that matched the color of her bra. 

Meg was in awe of how fit and well toned Kate was. She had a flat stomach with a well defined four pack. Meg admired the fine lines of muscle that moved as Kate tried to get her feet untangled from her pants. She almost fell over again but Meg was able to grab her and keep her standing. 

Meg's inner self was rebelling at the stirrings that she felt as she held on to a partially naked Kate. Her body felt firm, strong and sensually smooth as well. Meg quickly pushed those feeling aside and tried to concentrate on helping Kate. She managed to sit Kate down on the bed and knelt to untangle her pants. 

Her nose was hit with a mixture of Kate's sweat, perfume and something else that Meg identified as Kate's scent of arousal. It was mild but definitely there. She had a fleeting thought about seeing Kate naked that scared her, causing her to quickly stand. 

"I'm going to go now Kate. I'll lock the door on my way out okay," Meg quickly signed. She stayed long enough to make sure that Kate lay in the center of the bed before practically running from the apartment. 

Chapter 20

Meg desperately needed a drink despite the fact that she knew it was not the answer. What the hell was going on with her? Why did she have that kind of reaction to Kate? She wasn't gay. She knew for a long time that Kate had an eye for her. It was a huge boost to her self-esteem. Kate was beautiful and successful and lusted after her. It made Meg feel special but nothing more ― until today. 

Reaching her home, she went straight to her bathroom and washed her face with some cold water. She stared at herself in the mirror as her thoughts went back to Kate. She had seen such hurt in Kate's eyes and heard it in the woman's voice. It was only natural for Meg to want to help her, to want to ease her heartache and make her feel better. 

Of course all of those feelings were what one friend felt for another but what about her other feelings. Why was she suddenly having thoughts about Kate's body? And getting aroused, turned on by Kate's scent? How could that be?

She could still smell Kate's perfume lingering on her own clothes. The smell sparked the memory of Kate's other scent; that dull musk that every woman knows all too well from her own body. 

"Jesus! Get a grip. What the hell is up with you?" Meg said out loud as her mind went back to seeing Kate in her underwear. She hurriedly stripped off her clothes and showered, scrubbing hard to get Kate's scent off of her body and hopefully out of her mind. 

Wrapped in her robe, she poured a glass of wine and gulped it down as she sat on her sofa and tried to do something, anything to keep her mind off of what happened earlier.

She turned on the TV and flipped through the channels but nothing seemed to hold her interest so she switched it off. She tried to read but couldn't focus; tried some music but had the same problem. She grabbed another glass of wine and switched on her computer. She began surfing the internet, checking her mail and visiting some shopping sites. 

She finally began to relax with the second glass and started following links on one of the sites that led her to a free adult stories site. She browsed some of the titles and a short story caught her attention. 

A typical young heroine, beautiful, sexy and in danger meets and is rescued by a handsome knight in shining armor. But this damsel in distress story didn't just end with a kiss as the hero swept the young beauty away and then, very descriptively, ravished her six ways from Sunday. 

By the time Meg finished reading she was flushed and aroused but knew this was the last thing she needed. given what had been on her mind. She shut off her computer and decided to forgo anything else sexual and just take a nap. 

Pulling a long t-shirt over her panties, she crawled into bed and closed her eyes. It didn't take long for her to drift off as her mind began to dream. 

* * * * 

She was running, running away from the men on horseback chasing her. Through trees and bushes, she weaved her way trying to escape. Out of nowhere one appeared, blocking her path. She veered left to avoid his grasp; her foot caught on a raised tree root and she fell. 

The others arrived, they were three in all. Laughing, they dismounted and moved to her. They were slavers and she would be sold as a concubine after they had sampled her wares. 

She screamed, begged and cursed at them which only amused them as they surrounded her, hands grabbing at her, taunting and torturing her. 

The sound of hooves caused them to stop and look around. The large, black stallion, its rider clad in silver armor, was thundering towards them. Sword drawn, shield in hand, the knight, for this newcomer could be nothing else, charged. One swing, two, three, and the men were dispatched. Wounded; disabled but not killed. 

The knight vaulted from his horse, sheathed the large sword, swung the shield onto his armored back and offered a gloved hand to the damsel. His face was covered by a helmet; dark brown eyes looked down at the damsel. 

She took the offered hand and was pulled to her feet and into the knight's arms. He led her to his horse and lifted her into the saddle. He climbed up behind her and held the reins, his arms encasing her sides, keeping her secure and safe. 

They rode for a while in silence and came upon a small hut. The knight got off, helped her down and secured his horse. He led her inside where there was only one room that held a bed and a fireplace. 

He lit the fire and the room became warm. He turned to her, his eyes ablaze with want, need, desire, passion. The damsel felt it too, wanted it. Without prompting, she began to remove her cloak, boots, gloves, dress, and under garments. The knight watched, mesmerized, as the beauty revealed herself to his hungry gaze. 

When she was naked she took a step towards the knight but he held up his hand to halt her and pointed to the bed. She nodded and moved to it, lying back and watching the knight. 

He started with his armor, unlatching it and taking it off. He turned his back to her as he placed it in the corner of the room. He stripped off his boots, his gloves and under clothes all the while keeping his back to her. He was small in stature and lightly muscled from what she could see. Lastly he took off the helmet. Short, jet black hair was revealed and then he turned. 

The damsel gasped; her knight was not a handsome man but a stunning woman. 

She moved fluidly towards the bed and paused, as if waiting to see if the damsel would reject her. The damsel was in awe, but recovered and extended her hand for the knight to join her. 

The knight climbed on top of the damsel, pressing her lithe body to the curvy one beneath her. She stroked the damsel's cheek and spoke for the first time.

"Beautiful," she said before her lips descended to the damsels. The kiss was soft and sweet at first, but as it lingered it became deep and then hungry. Tongues intertwined as they possessed each other completely. 

When they parted, the knight's lips trailed down to the full, rounded breasts and the pert nipples. Her hand trailed over skin, across curves and settled between the damsel's legs. Nether lips were parted, swollen with need and wet with anticipation. 




Finding Love Pt. 04



Author's note: This is the fourth part of a very long story. Please remember that it is a work of fiction.

The characters (Jade and Terry) from my other story, 'Hidden Desires,' will appear here but reading their story is not necessary to understand their role in this one. 

My sincere thanks and heartfelt gratitude to all who have voted, emailed and commented on my story. Your support makes writing worth it.

I hope Finding Love will continue be enjoyed. Comments and votes will be appreciated.

Chapter 21

When Vivian awoke, she was alone in bed. She checked the time and saw that it was already past ten am. She stretched and climbed out of bed. After a quick stop in the bathroom, she grabbed a robe and went in search of her young lover. 

Ari was sitting by the large bay windows in Vivian's living room. She was wearing one of Vivian's robes and looking dejectedly at the sky. 

Vivian thought she knew what it was all about. Last night had been wonderful, full of passion, and there had been very little time to think about anything beyond the pleasures of the flesh. She was sure that, in the light of day, Ari was thinking clearly about Kate and the 'betrayal' they had both participated in. 

"Morning angel," Vivian said and bent for a kiss. Despite Ari's look of worry, the kiss was long and delicious. 

"What are you thinking so hard about angel?"

"Just things."

"Come on now pet, tell Vivian all about it." 

"I'm worried about what's going to happen next. What am I going to tell Kate when I see her? She's expecting me to still be her girlfriend but after last night, I can't ... I'm not anymore," Ari said softly. Vivian's heart quickened at hearing that. 

"You're not pet?" She asked, her voice calm and measured. 

"No. You, me; after what we shared, I can never go back. I thought it was the same for you..." Ari said, her voice reflecting her worry that Vivian was going to say otherwise. She needn't have worried as Vivian crushed her in a massive hug, her voice filled with warmth.

"Yes my sweet angel pet, I feel that way too. Now that I have you, I don't ever want to let you go." Vivian words were followed by a kiss, infused with passion, which had Ari's ardor rising again. 

"Mmm, as much as I want to just drag you back to bed pet, we cannot play on an empty stomach. Let's shower and then we'll go eat and spend the day together or do you have classes that you need to go to?"

"No, I can miss today; I'm far enough along that I can manage." 

"Alright, if you're sure. I don't want to get in the way of you doing your best."

"I'm sure."

"Okay. As for what to do about Kate, I'll think about that ― so don't worry," Vivian said as she pulled Ari with her to the shower. 

Despite her earlier claim, they did have some sexy fun in the shower. Ari's large nipples were such a tempting treat for Vivian that she couldn't help but nibble and suck on them. Of course, Ari had to return the favor, which led to her not wanting Vivian's pussy to feel neglected. For her part, Vivian was not about to let her little angel with the devil tongue get the better of her and gave Ari three orgasms to her two.

They did manage to leave Vivian's place by mid day. They stopped at Ari's dorm where she packed a few things. As it was Friday, Vivian persuaded her young lover to spend the weekend with her. 

They drove to a little diner where they had a good lunch then to a movie. The show was a lovely romantic comedy and they both laughed to the point of tears. 

Afterward they went out walking around the nearby park, talking and really getting to know each other. They learned that they had much in common, despite the fact that they were ten years apart in age. They liked the same movies, many of the same foods, and had the same fashion sense when it came to casual wear. They laughed at the same jokes and shared the same core values about life. It might have been scary if it wasn't just perfect how well they fit together. 

* * * *

Vivian had a large porcelain bath tub and loved to soak in it after a long night at the club. It was a luxury she usually partook of alone but today was happy to have Ari with her. 

The water was blissfully warm as they both sat; Vivian with her back to the tub and Ari facing her. Their hands roamed, sensually touching and gently washing each other while kisses were exchanged. 

Ari felt completely at ease and relaxed with Vivian. She didn't hesitate as her hand found its way to Vivian's pussy as she cupped and gently rubbed the prominent lips. 

"Mmm, you like my kitty don't you angel," Vivian asked 

"I think it's the most beautiful I've ever seen," Ari replied. 

"Ahh and you've seen how many exactly?" 

"Yours makes three, not counting my own," Ari answered truthfully, blushing a little at the question and the admission. 

"Well my pet, don't sell yours short 'cause it's also a thing of beauty," Vivian replied as her hand slipped to Ari's sex. 

Their lips met as busy fingers worked under the water to bring each other pleasure. Vivian slipped a finger inside of Ari's tunnel as her thumb worked on her clit. The change threw off Ari's rhythm for a moment but she quickly recovered and followed Vivian's lead. 

Soon they were bucking and writhing against each other, their movements sloshing water onto the floor as they achieved mutual release. After they recovered, Vivian pulled the plug to drain the tub and turned on the shower so they could rinse off. 

"Viv..." 

"Yes angel." 

"Um, how do you keep yours so smooth?" Ari asked.

"My what pet?" 

"Your, you know..."

"What? This?" Vivian said as she cupped Ari's sex with her hand.

"Yes," Ari answered, blushing madly.

"What is this called pet? Come on say it."

"Va―" Ari began.

"No," Vivian cut her off, "Not the clinical term. Call it what it is." 

"Um, kitty?" 

"Yes, that works but I want you to say pussy. Say it for me pet; pussy." 

Ari blushed ten different shades of red and stuttered a few times before she managed to say the word.

"That's my angel. I want you to be comfortable using these words both in and out of bed. One of these days you'll be screaming for me to fuck your pussy," Vivian said heatedly, then kissed Ari. When they parted, Vivian continued, "To answer your question, I get mine waxed, that's why it's so smooth darling." 

"Doesn't that hurt?" 

"The first few times yes, but I've been doing it for years so I don't feel any pain anymore. Does my sweet pet want to get her kitty waxed?" Vivian asked as her hand went to Ari's mound, "You do need a touch up. When did you last shave?"

"I haven't. Kate has been using a hair removal cream on me." 

"I see. Well I don't have any of that but I may have a new razor here somewhere if you'd like me to help you?" Vivian said and licked her lips, suggesting that she could make this very enjoyable for the both of them. 

"Okay, I'd like that." 

Vivian searched her bathroom and found some disposable razors and a can of shaving cream left by one of her previous overnight guests. She had Ari sit on the counter, next to the sink and began by holding a warm wash cloth to Ari's mound. 

Next she applied the cream and carefully shaved Ari's pubes, parting the lips so she could remove all the hair. Running her fingers to check for any leftover stubble had Ari squirming. Vivian could smell her sweet scent and wanted to dive in and taste it but decided to give Ari a special treat. 

She led Ari to the shower and, after turning on the water, removed the detachable shower head. Vivian stood behind Ari, one arm wrapped around her, the hand reaching for her pussy while the other held the shower head. 

"Spread your legs a little, pet," Vivian told her lover as she aimed the water and began washing away the leftover shave cream. She used her index finger to lift Ari's clitoral hood slightly to allow the water to gently flow onto Ari's clit. 

Ari gasped sharply at the sweet, torturous feeling as her bundle of nerves was assaulted by the warm water. Her legs felt like jelly and began to tremble. She moaned and her hips began to rock slightly as waves of pure ecstasy flowed through her. 

She threw her head back and groaned as the white hot sensations blanketed her mind, leaving her shuddering as she leaned against Vivian. 

"Oh my angel, you are so beautiful when in the throes of bliss," Vivian said warmly and gently kissed Ari.

Eventually they managed to leave the bathroom and get dressed. Vivian's choice was an off white, figure hugging, halter style mini dress that showcased all of her assets. The front of the dress had a deep plunging neckline that went almost to her navel. Everyone would have trouble keeping their eyes off of the delicious view.

Ari's outfit was a bit more reserved. Vivian had taken her to a small boutique and insisted on buying her a few outfits for her weekend stay. The simple yet sexy teal halter tie summer dress was loose fitting with a graceful flowing hemline that fell mid-thigh. Ari looked innocent and sexy at the same time.

They sat and ate a quiet dinner at Vivian's apartment and Vivian told Ari all about what she would be doing later when the club opened. 

"I have a manager ― Natasha. She's amazing; been with me for three years now. She takes care of the majority of day-to-day things. I really just oversee, sign the checks and mostly meet and greet the guests. That's what I'll be doing later, meeting and mingling. You're free to go about the club as you like or stay with me and be my sexy, delicious, arm candy," Vivian said with a wink. 

"That might be nice but are you sure I'm sexy enough to be arm candy?"

"Oh angel, don't you know how absolutely gorgeous you are?" 

"No, I don't see that."

"Then what do you see sweetheart when you look in the mirror?" 

"Just me. Plain Jane of a girl from nowhere," Ari answered believing it. 

"Oh no, no, darling. You are beautiful, lovely and anything but plain. When I look at you I see innocence, intelligence and also a sweet, sexy little whip of a thing that turns heads whenever she walks by. Trust me angel, women of all ages would kill for a chance to be with you." 

Ari didn't answer but smiled at Vivian's words. 

With dinner finished, they were ready to head down to the club when Vivian's front door buzzed. The three short buzzes signaled that it was Kate. Like it or not, the time had come to face her. 

Chapter 22

Kate awoke, her pulse pounding in her head from the effects of the bourbon. Her bedside clock said it was just before six pm. Her heart was broken, her mind struggling to make sense of all that had occurred.

Just yesterday, everything was perfect. She had a girlfriend, was in love and was happier than she ever imagined she would be. Now nothing made sense. 

Why had her friend and her girlfriend done this to her? How could they? 

The cold shower did wonders for her throbbing head. After forcing down some leftover Chinese, Kate made a decision. It was time to confront this thing head on. She had spilled enough tears over this and, in the process, made a fool of herself in front of Meg. 

No more crying, Kate vowed. It was time to get angry and to unleash that anger on Vivian. Ari, she would deal with afterward. Kate wasn't sure yet how she would handle that, but one thing at a time. 

Grabbing her purse, she caught a cab and hurried into the club and to Vivian's apartment. Three buzzes at the door let Viv know who it was. She was not going to hold back. Vivian spat on their friendship by going after her girl. That was unforgivable!!

* * * *

"Come in Kate," Vivian signed. She hid her feelings well but Kate's were written plainly on her face. 

Kate walked in and flung her purse angrily onto the sofa. She turned, anger and hurt seeping out of every pore of her being. 

"Kate, I know what you're going to say," Vivian began but was cut off sharply.

"Oh do you Vivian, have you added mind reader along with backstabbing cunt to your résumé," Kate spat, her voice rising. 

'Shit, she's using my full name; it means she's really pissed, not that I can blame her,' Vivian thought. 

"What? Nothing to say? You were supposed to be my friend. How could you do this to me? You know how long I've been looking for someone to be with and now when I find that special someone, you go and fucking seduce her," Kate screamed. 

"Kate, you know I would never intentionally hurt you but I couldn't help the pull I felt for her nor could she resist her attraction for me." 

"Shut the fuck up. I don't want to hear your excuses. You hurt me. You could have had anyone. Women throw themselves at you at every turn but you chose to take mine. I will never forgive you for that Vivian. Our friendship is over." 

"Now wait just a minute. You can break off our friendship, fine, but you've got it wrong Kate, Ari was never yours." Vivian signed.

"What the fuck are you talking about," Kate fumed.

"Ari couldn't be yours because you're so fucking hung up on Meg," Vivian retorted. 

"That is bullshit Vivian. Meg is just a friend."

"Oh give me a break Kate. For years now you've been coming here and moaning about how you wish Meg was even just bi-curious so you could show her what's she's missing. Did you know that sometimes after we fucked and you fell asleep you'd call out her name? I never told you but I know the truth Kate. Your heart belongs to Meg and no other woman will do for you." 

"That's ridiculous. You're out of your mind," Kate shouted but Vivian wasn't finished.

"Oh am I Kate? Then tell me, why are you trying to love Ari as if she were Meg?" 

"What the fuck is that supposed to mean?" 

"Kate, Ari is young, she's inexperienced and submissive. She had one person take advantage of that already and it messed with her self esteem. She met you and loved you but you didn't love her. You love Meg and transferred that love to Ari."

"That's crazy. I love Ari. I may have lusted after Meg but I don't love her."

"Kate, if you're honest with yourself, you'll see it. Ari told me that you were always gentle. You never pushed her or made any demands of her. That was sweet and kind of you but that wasn't what Ari needed. She wants and needs someone in her life to take charge of her, lead her, love and guide the submissive in her. 

"Meg is young but independent. She knows how to give and take and doesn't need anyone to instruct her. She would be the perfect partner and wife, which is what you want, need, and expect of the person you are with. Ari isn't there yet and you're not the one to take her there. I am."

"And you expect me to believe this and just roll over and let you and Ari be. Is that it?" 

"No Kate. I want you to understand that things would not have worked between you two. Ari does love you and enjoyed being with you, but just my mere presence drew her away from you. She knew, sensed that I could give her what you couldn't. She is a beautiful person, full of life, intelligence and a sweet innocence that is charming but also dangerous to her. She needs a strong person to help her grow and to protect her. Face it Kate, that's not you." 

Through it all, Vivian had been speaking as well as signing. Kate was too upset to sign and was speaking and shouting. Kate didn't know that Ari was in the bedroom and was hearing everything.

Ari knew that all of what Vivian had said about her was true. She did enjoy having Vivian take charge, not only in their lovemaking but in other aspects as well. She felt a kind of safety with Vivian that she never felt with Kate. She did love Kate but it wasn't that deep, heart pounding thing that she felt it should have been.

Strangely, her mind went to Jade and Terry. Just being around them you could feel the love, passion and stability. She didn't have that with Kate but did with Vivian. Just one night and one day versus three months and she was sure who she wanted to be with. Gathering her courage, Ari stepped out to confront the two women who changed her life. 

* * * * 

Kate paled when she saw Ari. She knew Ari had heard it all and also knew what was coming. If Ari was here then it meant that things were truly over between them. Somehow, deep down, Kate knew it was for the best, knew that most of what Vivian had said was true. She didn't want to believe it but had to accept it. 

Ari walked up to Kate and smiled a sad smile. Her hands trembled as she fought to keep her emotions under control as she tried to say what she needed to without breaking into tears. 

"I never wanted to hurt you. I love you, I really do, but it's not the kind of love that we can build a life with. I tried to deny it, tried to be true to you and us, but I just couldn't resist Vivian. I'm in love with her. I see a future with her where I'm happy. I wanted that with you but I don't see it. You're wonderful but you're not for me. Maybe Vivian is right and Meg is the one for you. I've seen you two together. I'm a writer, I notice things. She loves you. Please understand, I've found what was missing, what feels whole to me."

By the time she finished signing, she was crying and so was Kate. The words were hard to hear, bitter to swallow, but rang true. There was love between them but not the epic kind Kate had always dreamed of. There was a lot for her to think about. She needed time, needed to get away and to mend her broken heart.

"I hope things work out better for you with Viv than they did with me," Kate said. Sad, she took her purse and walked away, out of the apartment and out of the club. Finding a cab, she quickly rushed to the airport, grabbed the first available flight, and headed home.

Chapter 23

Kate was exhausted some four hours later as she exited the airport. Despite the late hour, she found a taxi quickly. The long flight, annoying passengers and the emotions of the day had all taken its toll on her and she just wanted to crash.

The drive to her childhood home was quick but when the taxi pulled up to the house Kate groaned as she recognized her brother's car parked in the driveway. Stepping up to the front door, she rang the bell and waited. 

James Price threw on a robe and went to see who was calling at such a late hour. He was shocked to open the door to his daughter, who looked like her world had just crumbled. 

"Katie?" James signed and pulled her to him in a massive hug. He wouldn't ask what was wrong; he would leave it up to her to say. 

"James, who is it?" Sabrina asked as she hurried down the stairs to see what was going on. Kate pulled back from the hug to greet her parents. 

"Hi Dad, Mom."

"Katelyn, sweetheart, what happened, what are you doing here?" Sabrina signed quickly. She knew it had to be something big for her baby girl to rush home. 

"Mom, Dad, it's late and I've been on a plane for hours. Can I get a shower, some clothes and a bed? I'll tell you everything tomorrow. I promise."

"Of course Katelyn. I'll get you some of my things and you can go to your old room. Logan and Adam are here so lock the bathroom door just in case one of them should wake up. I'm happy you're home, baby girl," Sabrina signed then hugged Kate tightly before leaving to get her daughter what she needed. 

James watched as Kate followed. He could see the hurt in his daughter's eyes and knew only one thing that caused pain like that. He briefly wondered if he would have to hold his wife back from rushing off to find the woman who broke their baby's heart. 

A short while later, after Kate was settled, James and Sabrina returned to bed. 

"Did she say anything at all?" James asked. 

"No, nothing. She barely spoke and wouldn't meet my eyes. Whatever it is, it's hurt her badly. Think it's a girlfriend?" 

"It has to be, nothing else would have her as unbalanced as she seems to be," James concluded. 




Finding Love Pt. 04



"If it's a woman, I'll give her an ass kicking for hurting her." 

"Hey, calm down. We'll know in the morning but don't push things okay. That's the last thing she needs. I stopped and told Logan. He'll know how to handle things and help her." 

"I won't push but I'd still like to have a little talk with the one who did this," Sabrina said. James sighed and just let it go. Once his wife got an idea in her head there was no stopping her. 

* * * *

Kate awoke with a start as the memories of the previous day flooded her mind. Blinking the sleep from her eyes, she sat up and looked around her old bedroom. Not much had changed in all the years since she had left home, including the chair in the corner where her brother sat. 

During their teenage years, they were each other's best friend. Being only two years apart, they had supported each other, cried and laughed together about the joys and heartaches of adolescence. Since both were gay, they faced the same ridicule and prejudices and leaned on each other through the hard moments. 

"Hey," Logan signed. 

"Hey yourself," Kate returned. 

"Wanna tell me about it?" He asked.

"No. I wish I could just forget it all happened. I ..." Kate's emotions got the better of her. Logan immediately moved to the bed and offered his open arms. Kate snuggled into him, feeling that old, familiar and welcome feeling of safety that her brother could always provide. 

Through her tears, she managed to tell the story of all that happened. She had not told her family about Ari. She had hoped to do so in person after Ari's finals were over. She had wanted to bring Ari to meet them. That notion was now lost to her.

After Kate was all cried out, Logan let go and grabbed some tissues for her to dry her eyes.

"Feel a little better now?" he asked. 

"A little, but I don't know how long it'll last," Kate commented. 

"I know. You've been through a lot sis. Want my opinion on it or not right now?" 

"Go on, tell me what you think," Kate said. 

"With Ari, well ... you tried, that's all you could have done. I know it hurts a lot right now and will continue to for some time. You may not see it now but you will get over this and be stronger for it. This is your first real attempt at something permanent." Kate was about to object but he silenced her by holding up his hand.

"I know you've had past relationships but you said it yourself, you wanted to bring Ari to meet us. You've never been serious about anyone else enough to want to do that." Kate had to agree there. Her longest relationship before this was with Vivian and she hadn't attempted to introduce her to the family.

"Vivian, well ... she has been a friend for a while. Sometimes friends do things that are stupid, hurt like hell and are unforgivable. However, if she is a good friend then you might be able to get past this and have a good relationship again. I'm not saying that will happen overnight or that she didn't deliberately plot to steal Ari from you. You said it all happened kinda quickly right?" 

"Yes."

"Then I think there is a possibility that you and Vivian can get past this. Now, about Vivian's theory about you and Meg..."

Kate interrupted. "That is absurd. I am not in love with Meg and I did not transfer my feelings for her to Ari." Logan held up his hands to signal his surrender on the subject.

"Look Kate, only you can look deep inside yourself for the truth about that. All I can tell you is that if you do love her but it's not returned, that can screw up any chance you might have for any future relationships. On the other hand, if there is a snowball's chance in hell that Ari is right and Meg loves you too, then you have to explore it." 

"Did I mention that I hate the fact that you're a shrink," Kate said annoyed. 

"Once or twice," Logan signed, laughing, "but you still love me." 

"You have no proof of that," Kate said, but smiled and hugged him. 

"Brace yourself sis; the next step is facing Mom." 

* * * *

Breakfast was on the table when Kate made her way to the kitchen. Sabrina gave her daughter 'worried Mom' eyes but didn't say anything yet, which Kate appreciated. James smiled warmly at her and handed her the comics from the morning paper. It had been a breakfast tradition since Kate was a little girl and she smiled at the memory.

Logan joined them just as Adam came in through the back door from his morning run. He was a lithe young man, lightly muscled and the same height as Kate's five foot nine. He had sandy blonde hair and bright blue eyes that grew soft with affection and love whenever he looked at Logan. 

He was the complete opposite of Logan, who was more muscled, a little over six feet tall, had jet black hair and dark brown eyes. They had met a little over three years ago at the gym where Adam worked as a personal trainer and nutrition advisor.

"Hi Kate, please excuse the sweaty mess," Adam signed as he bent and kissed her cheek briefly in greeting. 

"It's alright Adam; a little sweat doesn't frighten me, as you well know from my gym visits," Kate said. 

"That's true, you can certainly give me a run for my money," Adam replied. "Let me go shower and then I'll come eat." 

"Oh nonsense, by then everything will be cold. Sit and eat Adam; you can shower after. It's not like you smell or anything. I swear, you are the nicest smelling sweaty guy I know," Sabrina said, which got everyone laughing. 

"Alright Momma S, I know better than to try and argue with you," Adam said as he sat between Logan and Kate. 

"I always knew you were a smart guy, Adam," James said and grinned. 

The light chatter continued as Kate sat and picked at her eggs. She had missed this: home, family, but couldn't stop the previous day's events from dominating her thoughts. 

Before she knew it, Logan and Adam had left the table along with her Dad, leaving her alone with her Mom. At first Kate said nothing and kept her eyes down and on her plate. She had a fleeting thought that she could outwait her mother but knew better. 

Sabrina was no stranger to Kate's attempts at avoiding an issue. She stood and walked around the table and sat next to Kate. She gently cupped Kate's cheek and turned her face so their eyes met. 

"You're hurting baby girl. It breaks my heart to see such pain in your beautiful eyes. Let me help if I can. Tell me everything." 

For the second time that morning, Kate cried as she told her Mother what had happened. Spoke about her love for Ari, Vivian and Ari's 'cheating,' and Vivian's theory of Meg. She was sobbing, wrapped in her mother's arms, by the time she was done. 

"My poor Katie. You've certainly had a time of it. Want me to go kick both their asses?" Sabrina asked after Kate was all cried out. Her comment made Kate laugh a little.

"No Mom. Not that I don't think you couldn't but it's okay." 

"Fine. Now baby girl, this is a very hard situation. You've talked about Vivian in your emails. I know she's important to you. How one friend could do this to another is beyond me. But it's done and it can't be undone so the question is ― what do you want to do about it? Is she worth trying to forgive in your mind?" Sabrina asked.

"I haven't thought that far ahead yet Mom," Kate replied.

"Katelyn Amelia, I know this has hit you hard, but you can't let it get the better of you. You've cried. You've talked about it. Now it's time to process it, make some decisions and try to move ahead. It's not going to happen overnight but you need to make a start, otherwise you'll wallow in it, never moving forward, always stuck in the same place of hurt and bitterness as life passes you by. I don't want you to become a bitter old woman just because you were hurt. And as for what Vivian told you about Meg, honey, I think she's right about your feelings."

"No Mom. There's no way. You're wrong. Why does everyone think they know my feelings better than me?" Kate asked in disbelief. 

"Because sometimes an outsider can see what you won't that's right in front of you."

"Yeah right. Look Mom, I'm a book editor. I get paid to see what others miss. I know my own feelings. Yes I had a crush on Meg when she first started working for me. Before Ari I used to look at her and think I'd like to be with her, but that was just a lust-driven fantasy. That's all Meg is Mom, a fantasy girl. Besides she's straight as an arrow and even if she wasn't, she works for me. It would be inappropriate for us to have that kind of relationship." Kate finished outlining her points and felt she had made a pretty good case for why everyone was wrong.

"Well you've certain given this a lot of thought and you do make some excellent points. However, please answer me this one question," Sabrina said.

"Okay," Kate answered. She saw a familiar look in her mother's eyes and knew she was not going to like what Sabrina had to say.

"If you're not in love with Meg, why is she the main topic of every email you've sent and conversation you've had with your father, brothers, and me for the past three years or so?" 

Chapter 24

'No way. She's wrong. I didn't.' 

These thoughts ran through Kate's mind as she sat with her mother's laptop computer in her room. She was determined to prove her mother wrong about her past emails all centering around Meg. 

She signed into her account and went to her 'sent' folder. The last message she had sent was three weeks ago. She read it, her eyes searching for any and all mentions of Meg. 

*Hi Mom, Dad. I'm doing well and things are good so far at work, though I am busier than normal. Meg has been wonderful as always. She's keeping me on my toes, making sure I take breaks so I don't go crazy and just all around being the perfect person that she is. I don't know how she does it, but she's so in tune with me. I'm lucky she's in my life. 

Okay gotta go. Meg just popped in and told me that my next appointment is here. Lots of love to you both. Kate* 

There was nothing too out of the ordinary there, Kate thought, so she moved to the next one sent a few weeks before. 

*Hey Mom, thanks for your mail about the new cell phones for the deaf. Sorry but I'm still not getting one. I like not having a tracking device with me all the time. Meg says I need to step into the new century. I think she just wants me to get one so she can text me. Maybe I will just for that. It could be fun. 

Anyway, I'm good, and so is Meg. One of these days I'll bring her by to meet you guys. I know you'll like her. Lots of love for you and Dad. Kate* 

That was two mails now where she had mentioned Meg. She had not mentioned Ari, mainly because she hadn't wanted to say anything until she could introduce her in person. But here she had mentioned wanting to bring Meg to meet them. 

Kate tried another mail from almost a year ago, this time to her older brother. 

*Hi Eric. Yes, of course I'll be coming for Emmy's birthday ya goofball; I wouldn't miss it for anything. Meg helped me pick out a gift for her. She's so good with the girly type stuff. Way better than me. I asked her if she would like to come with; after all it's only a couple of hours away. She had plans already with her parents otherwise she would have. 

You'll like her when you meet her. She's one of the most beautiful people you'll ever meet. Great sense of humor and easy to talk too. She's special. 

Anyway, will see you soon. Give my love to everyone. K* 

Kate scrolled down to an email from two years ago.

*Mom, I need some advice. Meg's birthday is coming up and I don't know what I should get her. I need to find the perfect gift, something that she'll love. Help me Mom, please 

Meg is sweet, kind, considerate, very beautiful, sensitive and all around a wonderful person. I want to get her something that'll reflect all of that and also how much I appreciate her. Please answer soon. With love, Kate*

Email after email showed the same pattern. Kate was shocked to see how just much she gushed about Meg in every email. When did that happen and how? She knew she fantasized about Meg. She had given herself some of the best orgasms while thinking of Meg's delicious, curvy body, that beautiful face, sweet smelling hair and a sensuality that could light Kate's fire at any given moment.

'Oh God! I'm doing it again.' Kate thought, 'What the hell is wrong with me? I am not in love with her. Lust after her sure but it's not love.'

'Okay just calm down and relax. There has to be a logical explanation for all of this.' Kate told herself. Her mind worked furiously to try and find a reason other than what her mother had suggested. 

It occurred to her that other than Vivian, Jade and Terry sometimes, Meg was one of a few people who were a staple in Kate's life since moving away from her family. 

That was the answer. Meg was just there, every day, in her life, so it was natural for Meg to be a centerpiece in her thoughts. It wasn't love; it was more about opportunity... proximity.

Kate made her way back downstairs to find her mom. Both of her parents were at the kitchen table sipping a cool glass of lemonade. 

"Hi Katie, want a glass?" Her dad signed. 

"No thanks. I just wanted to tell Mom that I figured it out, I know why Meg is always a main topic for me," Kate said coolly. 

"Is that right, well do tell baby girl?" Sabrina said with a smirk. She expected Kate to say that she had been right about Kate's feelings for Meg. 

"You were wrong Mom. I'm not in love with Meg. I talk about her so much because she's a big part of my life. She's always there, in my life and my thoughts. I do have an attraction to her; I'd have to be blind not to, but that's all there is to it."

"Heaven help us, are you really that dense?" Sabrina signed impatiently.

"Sabrina, please," James said.

"Now wait just a minute, I am not dense Mom, you are just seeing what you want to see," Kate shot back. 

"Calm down Katie, please," James continued, falling back into his familiar role of mediator between his wife and daughter. 

"Look, I know what I feel. I love, loved Ari. I wanted to make a life with her. But that's over now. Meg was never anything but a fantasy for me. Please stop trying to make it into more than it is."

"Katie, I think your Mom's right. I can see why you may not be open to the possibility. You've just been hurt and haven't had time to heal yet. But to us, it's pretty clear. In fact, your Mom and I have wondered why you hadn't brought her home to meet us before. We both feel like we know her from the way you've gone on about her in your emails," James told her patiently. 

"Sweetheart, this is a lot to process and you seem ... reluctant to believe us. Go talk to Logan. Let him help you to understand what is so clear to the rest of us. Please baby girl, do this, not for me but for you," Sabrina urged. 

"Fine, I'll talk to Logan," Kate yielded. Maybe then her parents would let this preposterous matter drop. 

* * * *

Logan and Adam were sitting on the back porch, chatting as they watched the neighbor's cat trying to catch the little birds that were roaming around the back yard. 

"Hey guys," Kate said as she joined them. 

"Hey," they both answered.

"I'll say one thing for him, he's persistent," Adam commented as the cat dove after a bird, narrowly missing it. 

"Sometimes persistence pays," Logan signed and looked at Kate. "You okay?" he asked, seeing her look of irritation.

"Our parents are crazy," Kate burst out, making both Logan and Adam laugh. 

"You just now realized this?" Logan asked and grinned.

"Oh, screw you moron," Kate said as she gave Logan the finger and laughed. The laughter felt good. She had needed it and Logan always could make her feel better.

"No thank you sis, that job is already taken," Logan signed and smiled as he looked at Adam. Kate smiled but looked away. She was happy for them but couldn't help her feelings of envy for the happiness they had. 

Adam saw Kate look away and guessed what she was thinking. He was a smart guy and realized how their happiness might affect her, given what she had just gone through. 

"I'm going to go inside and let the two of you talk. She seems to need to and I think it'll be easier if I'm not here," Adam said quickly to Logan while Kate's head was still turned. When he got up, it drew Kate's attention. 

"I'm gonna go grab a snack, you two want anything?" Adam asked.

"No, but thanks," Kate answered. 

"I'm good babe, thanks," Logan said. Adam nodded and left the siblings alone. 

"So what did they do to get under your skin?" 

"Mom has this insane idea that I'm in love with Meg. On top of that she's got Dad in on it too. They just tried to convince me that I'm the only one not seeing it. How nuts is that."

"How do you feel about what they proposed?" Logan asked, slipping into the role of Doctor Price. 

"I think it's beyond ridiculous." 

"Kate, I didn't ask what you thought, I asked what you felt. How do you feel about the theory of you being in love with Meg?" Logan asked calmly. 

"I feel ... I feel ..." Kate hesitated, her mind racing to understand what she was indeed feeling. 

"I'm angry ... hurt ... pissed off ... confused ..." Her face reflected each of the emotions she felt.

"Is that all Kate?" Logan pressed gently.

"No ..." Kate whispered.

"It's okay, you can tell me Kate. What else do you feel?" 

"I'm ... afraid." 

"Of what?" 

"I'm afraid that ... that it's true. That I'm in love with a woman who will never love me back. And because of that, I'm condemned to be alone because I won't be able to love anyone else," Kate said as her lower lip trembled and her eyes filled. Logan immediately pulled her into a hug and let her get it all out.

After she was all cried out she pulled back from him, leaving a large wet spot on the front of his tee shirt.

"Sorry." 

"It's okay. You needed it and it was necessary. You let yourself admit to your inner feelings and thoughts. You were trying to hide from it but I'm proud of you. It took a lot of courage to face it, especially after the hurt you just went through," Logan told her. 

"I guess so, but what do I do now?" 

"Well the best thing to do, is to take some time, go some place quiet and think, meditate on everything," Logan advised. "You need to process all of these things we've just uncovered." 

"Ya know, sometimes I am glad you're a shrink," Kate said and grinned. Logan grinned with her. 

Chapter 25 

Unearthing her innermost feelings and fears was very unnerving for Kate, yet it had felt good to actually say it all out loud. Logan had hugged her and left to run interference with their parents, keeping them at bay while Kate got her emotions in order. She walked back into the house and found it empty. Looking around the kitchen she saw a note that said the family had gone out in order to give her some alone time. She smiled, knowing that it was Logan's doing.

After giving it some thought, she decided to go upstairs and take a nice, long, relaxing soak in the bathtub. After locking the door in case someone came home unexpectedly, she let the tub fill with warm water and tossed in some bath salts. 

The heat of the water felt heavenly as she sank in. Laying her head on a towel, she closed her eyes and let her mind empty of everything except her deepest feelings and thoughts of Meg. 

She always knew how she felt about the buxom blonde. From the moment Kate interviewed her, she had liked Meg's enthusiasm, her willingness and drive. Meg was not afraid to dive right in and do what was needed to work with Kate. 

She was definitely one of the most beautiful women Kate had ever seen. And because of Kate's special needs, they had always had to work closely together. 

Kate could smell the perfume Meg always wore. She remembered it as a subtle scent, gentle and sweet, just like Meg. She could picture clearly the delightful view of Meg's cleavage whenever she bent to place files on Kate's desk. And those long legs that always looked sexy in her short yet appropriate skirts. 




Finding Love Pt. 04



Her thin lips and how they smiled so beautifully. How Kate longed to kiss those sweet lips, trace them with her tongue, nibble and suck on them. Kate had often wondered if Meg's lower lips matched her upper ones, thin, delicate, and oh so sexy.

Kate also wondered if those clear blue eyes got darker when Meg was aroused. Kate vaguely remembered yesterday when Meg had helped her to bed. She had made a fool of herself to be sure, in her drunken stupor, but thought she had seen those eyes darken. 

'God, she would be so sexy, sprawled out on my bed after just having cum from being fucked by me,' Kate thought as her body responded to that image. Her nipples tightened along with something deep inside her stomach. 

Forgotten were her quiet reflections as her mind began to run wild with images of her and Meg. She could see Meg, her legs opened wide, her pussy wet, inviting, and herself diving in, lapping and sucking at Meg's pearl, making the young blonde writhe, squirm and claw at the sheets. 

Kate's hands found their way under the water and to her nipples. She slowly rolled and softly pinched them as the vivid fantasy in her mind fueled her inner heat and arousal. The pleasure she felt was sweet but she needed more. She hooked the chain on the stopper with her toe and pulled, letting the water drain. 

Taking the showerhead off of the rack, Kate lifted and spread both her legs, hooking one on either side of the tub. She leaned back and opened the water to a narrow stream. Her clit was swollen and already out of its hood and Kate directed the water's flow onto it. 

The first touch made her gasp at how delicious it felt. She moaned and pictured that Meg was the one teasing her clit. She worked two fingers into her tunnel and began working them in and out slowly. She felt the first hint of tingling in her toes as the pace of her fingers increased. Her mind's eye saw Meg as the one whose fingers were pumping into her. Her pearl pulsed and her hips began to lift as the tingling moved up her legs, encompassing her whole body.

The sensations washed over her, consuming her whole, as wave after wave of pleasure rolled through her. Her inner walls clamped down on her fingers as her nectar gushed. 

The first had barely left when a second hit. Kate came again, her legs locking up and cramping, her muscles rippling, her entire body winding and unwinding as the force of it assaulted her. Her hand dropped the showerhead as she became too sensitive and the pleasure threatened to turn painful. Through it all, Kate's mind kept seeing Meg's beautiful face, her eyes dark and passion filled, her lips curled into a smile. 

* * * * 

After recovering and rinsing off, Kate had dressed and gotten something to drink to replenish her lost liquids. She had smiled when she thought of why she had to do so. 

But now she was back to where she started. Yes the orgasms had felt good but now she was feeling a little empty. There was no Meg waiting for her in her bed when she returned home. Sure Meg would be there, but only as a friend and employee. Her heart sank when she thought of that. 

Ari and Vivian floated across her mind. What Viv had said was true. She had tried to love Ari and on some level, she really did, but Meg was the elephant in the room that she had refused to see. Vivian had known, had seen, and hadn't told her until she absolutely had to. 

Was she still angry at Viv and Ari? Honestly, no. They had found each other and if they could be happy together, giving each other what they needed and wanted then she was happy for them. She would have to tell them so when she returned and salvage what she could of the friendship.

'Amazing!' Kate thought. Just twenty four hours ago she was a total mess; broken hearted, hurt and angry. Now she was calmer, not nearly in as much pain, not as angry, and was ready to forgive her friend and ex-girlfriend. 

The only thing now was what to do about her feelings for Meg. It was all one sided. She couldn't just go and confess her love. Meg would look at her and say 'thanks but no thanks boss.' No, she would have to take some time away and try to deal with her feelings before she could face Meg. 

Can someone get over loving another person and then continue working with and seeing that person every day. Could Kate handle never seeing Meg again? Would that have to be the solution; leave and never see Meg again? 

She could sell out to her business partner and move someplace far away, start over, and in time forget about Meg. Maybe if Meg wasn't around it would allow Kate to move on and fall in love with someone else ― truly fall in love this time.

That was the only possible solution as far as Kate could see. But, first things first, a short leave of absence and perhaps some more counseling, maybe Logan could recommend someone for Kate to see. Someone who could help put her feelings for Meg behind her. 

Chapter 26.

Meg was a nervous wreck. All weekend long she couldn't get the idea of Kate as a lover out of her mind. Waking or sleeping, Kate dominated her thoughts. What was it about her boss all of a sudden that had her going almost insane with all these feelings?

She had known after her first week of being Kate's assistant that Kate was into women. She would catch Kate looking at her the way men often did. Most times it had made her uncomfortable but with Kate it didn't. There was desire there in her dark eyes but nothing foul or malicious as she had seen the eyes of men. 

Kate had been so adorable, trying to hide her interest in Meg's body and then coming clean and confessing. Meg had told her it was okay, that she didn't mind. And she truly didn't. She had actually been extremely flattered that Kate was interested. A few times she had wondered what it would be like to be with Kate but honestly, at the time, it didn't really appeal to her; at least she hadn't thought so. Now, after years of being Kate's eye candy, all of a sudden she was having feelings of attraction and want for Kate.

The whole thing was ludicrous to Meg. She had never been interested in women before. All her life she was as straight as can be. She had a few relationships, all of which were meaningful and fulfilling both physically and emotionally. Yet something had been missing. There was a quality that Meg had yet to find to make her truly happy. She had almost given up on it and had been single for the past year. 

These thoughts and feelings about Kate were unsettling. Could it be that being alone, without a companion or intimacy for a year, had driven her mind to start seeing Kate as Kate had seen her?

No, that was crazy wasn't it?

Meg couldn't find any answers to her multitude of questions and when Monday came she was afraid of how she would react to be in Kate's presence. She had considered taking a personal day but knew that would only be prolonging the inevitable. 

She arrived on time and fixed coffee for herself and Kate as she always did. Kate didn't require her to do it, but over the years she had gotten into the habit of doing it, and really liked greeting Kate with a cup and a smile. 

Starting her computer and opening her mail, she was surprised to see one from Kate. 

*Meg. I'm taking a two week leave of absence to deal with some personal things. Please reschedule my meetings and the like and take the time off as well; you deserve it. 

I have already informed Steven by email so don't worry about that. I'll see you when I return. Until then, enjoy your time off. Kate*

Meg wasn't surprised that Kate needed some time to deal with finding out that her girlfriend and best friend had gotten together behind Kate's back. She hoped the time away would do Kate some good. 

Meg also felt relieved that she would also have some time to deal with her own newfound feelings. Or hoped she would. However, on a deeper level she also felt a pang of sadness that she wouldn't be seeing Kate for a while. She would miss her. 

It took her half the day but Meg managed to clear Kate's work calendar for the next two weeks, moving meetings and putting off appointments. Her last call was to Jade, informing her of the little Meg knew about Kate's situation. Then she packed up and headed home to try and sort through her own feelings.  

* * * * 

Jade and Terry had a fairly good idea about what had happened. After Jade's conversation with Kate and Terry's own conversation some time ago with Ari, they both knew what to expect when they walked into Serafina's. 

They normally didn't go so early in the week, but after talking with Meg, Jade wanted to talk to Vivian. She wasn't really a part of this situation, but Kate had always been good to Jade and she wanted to find out how Vivian could do this to Kate. 

Taking a table and ordering drinks, Jade and Terry relaxed and kept their eyes open for Vivian or Ari. It wasn't long before they saw them. Vivian was making her usual rounds among the patrons and Ari was on her arm. 

They looked good together, happy. Jade had to admit ― there was something about the way they moved together. They seemed to be so in sync with each other and complemented each other perfectly. 

Soon enough they noticed Jade and Terry and slowly made their way over. Ari's smile was tentative. She wasn't sure how much Jade knew and what she would say. Vivian was ever her confident self, smiling brightly and greeting the pair. 

"Jade, Terry, you're both looking magnificent as always." 

"I have to say, so are you Vivian," Jade returned.

"Hi Ari, I see you got things sorted out, for the better from the look in your eyes," Terry said and smiled warmly. 

Ari blushed and nodded, her eyes getting warm as she looked at Vivian. 

"Angel, why don't you take Terry to one of the private rooms so you two can talk? I'll keep Jade company. Take as long as you like," Vivian said and kissed Ari softly on the lips. 

"Okay. Would that be alright Terry?" 

"Sure, I'd like that," Terry answered. She kissed Jade and then followed Ari's lead. 

"Why don't we go to my office where it's quieter," Vivian suggested. Jade agreed and followed. 

* * * * 

"So you followed your heart and it led you to Vivian I see," Terry started off things once they were inside the private room. It was a small space and decorated with long dark purple drapes. There was a two person sofa in the center; its dark leather surface matched the room's coloring. 

"Yes. It was hard but it feels right. This is where I belong," Ari said as she sat next to Terry on the sofa. 

"Tell me all about it then," Terry said and waited for Ari to begin. 

* * * * 

Back in Vivian's office ― "Well from the look in your eyes Jade, I'd say you'd like to give me an earful about my wicked ways and what I did to Kate," Vivian said as she moved to her cabinet and pulled out two glasses. "I've got bourbon, brandy or scotch, what's your pleasure?" 

"I'll have a little of the brandy, thanks," Jade replied, "As to your actions, while I find them to not be very nice, after watching you and Ari together tonight, well, I can't say that what happened could have been helped." 

"Oh? Do tell."

"Kate and Ari were good together. They seemed to have a good thing going, but seeing you and Ari together, moving about ... I can see the love there. I would have said it was impossible in such a short period of time but, from my own experience, you two have what Terry and I do." 

"Wow, that's quite a compliment Jade. It's true though; the moment I met her, she triggered something deep inside me. I knew people fell in love with each other all the time and I hoped it would happen to me someday but I never dreamed it would happen like this." 

"Yes, we never expected it but it happened," Jade said as she lifted her glass to her lips. They were quiet for a bit before Jade spoke.

"I spoke to Kate's assistant today. Kate has taken a two week leave of absence from work to sort through things. Megan said Kate's email was very short and that she didn't say anything about where she went."

"She most likely went home to her parents. She has a really good relationship with them from what I know. 

"Speaking of Kate's assistant, what do you know about her?" Vivian asked. 

"Well, she's been with Kate for as long as I've worked with her. She's very competent, does all of Kate's translating. Young, bright, pretty, why do you ask?" Jade inquired.

"Okay you know that Kate and I were together for a while," Vivian began. Jade nodded. "After we broke up, we stayed friends and ended up having a 'friends with benefits' relationship." 

"Okay; and you're telling me this because?"

"Sometimes when Kate came by, she would be very on edge and very aggressive. Now I liked that about Kate, but most of the time when she was with me, in her mind, she was with Megan. She has it bad for that girl. Always has as far as I know. Getting together with Ari, well it wouldn't have worked anyway. Kate is hooked on Megan and no other will do."

"So you think Kate is in love with her assistant?" Jade asked, her voice showing her skepticism. 

"I don't think, I know. She used to mumble her name in her sleep."

"Alright, what about Megan? I've never seen anything to indicate that she knows about Kate's love or that she would care." 

"Well Ari thinks that Megan might love Kate too, deep down, but in her mind, she's straight and doesn't realize it." 

"Kind of farfetched in my opinion," Jade said as she rolled the possibility through her mind. 

"My point is Kate is hurt about what happened between her and Ari, but what her heart really wants is Megan. And if Ari is right, Megan can be with Kate if only she had someone to open her eyes to the possibility." 

"Vivian, are you saying that I should have a little talk with Megan?"

"Well who better? I know your story; married and straight until you were divorced. Then you met Terry and you've never looked back." 

"Well yes, but my experience hardly makes me qualified to advise Megan to do what? Open her heart to Kate and rush off and find her so they can live happily ever after?" 

"Yeah, pretty much," Vivian said with a grin. Jade shot her a dirty look but couldn't help smiling. 

"Okay seriously, Megan may not know it, but I trust Ari's eye for detail and she's sure there's something there," Vivian continued. 

"Vivian, how would I even start such a conversation?"

"Well you could begin by asking her to lunch and then easing your way into the subject by talking about your own experience." 

"I don't know Vivian; she might not be too open to it."

"Please Jade, won't you at least try for Kate's sake?"

"You're that sure things will work out for them?"

"Who knows?" Vivian said, shrugging her shoulders. "But it's what Kate's heart wants, and even though I don't know Megan, I think she couldn't find anyone better who'd love and respect her more than Kate. All we can do is try, point her in Kate's direction and hope for the best. I really do believe that until Kate either gets Megan or the idea of Megan out of her head, she'll never be able to have a relationship with anyone." 

"Well we wouldn't want that."

"So you're on board?" 

"Yes, I'll give it my best. Of course I can't promise that I'll be able to convince Megan of anything, but for Kate's sake, I'll try." 

* * * * 

Early the next morning Jade called Kate's office and spoke with Steven Wroth. A little white lie about needing to speak to Megan about a specific document allowed Jade to get Megan's cell number. 

"Hello Megan, this is Jade." 

"Hi Jade, what can I do for you?" 

"Well I was hoping, if it's not too short notice, we could have lunch together today. I'd really like to talk to you about Kate."

"Um, sure, I'm free and can meet you."

"Good, there's a little place called Leo's, do you know it?" 

"Yes, I've been there before." 

"Great, can we meet at about twelve thirty?" 

"Sure Jade, I'll see you then. 

* * * * 

Jade was waiting in one of the small, private booths when Meg arrived. 

"Hi Megan, please sit," Jade said and made a signal to the server, who appeared shortly after to take their orders. 

"So you're worried about Kate, that's why you asked me here?" Meg inquired after the server left. 

"Yes, I saw Vivian and Ari last night at the club. They were good together, happy." Jade watched Meg as she spoke and saw a flash of anger in her eyes. 

"I can't really blame them, when love finds you, hits you, all you can do is accept it and enjoy it." Jade had chosen her words carefully and watched Meg closely for any reaction they might bring. The anger faded and was replaced by intrigue. 

"It was very much the same with me," Jade continued. "I didn't plan it; I had no intention of finding love like I did. I had just gotten divorced and one of my friends took me to a lesbian club. Some of her other friends were with us, including this stunning beauty named Terry. Well, by the end of the night, I couldn't keep my eyes off of her. 

"I never thought I was a lesbian; I wasn't attracted to women before, but there was just something so irresistible about Terry that I couldn't help myself. I sent her flowers, took her out to dinner. I pursued her relentlessly and here we are years later. I'm happier than I ever dreamed possible, I have an incredible wife and we have the most amazing son. And all because I was open to the possibility of loving a woman."

It wasn't the exact truth of Jade and Terry's meeting but it was close enough to get the point Jade wanted to make across. She could see that her words were having an effect on Meg. She was deep in thought about what Jade had said. Perhaps Vivian and Ari weren't off in their speculations after all. 

The conversation stopped when the food arrived. They both ate silently, each seemingly lost in their own thoughts. Jade was trying to figure out just how she could ease into the subject of Megan's feelings for Kate, if indeed there were some that went beyond friendship. Meg surprised Jade when she next spoke. 

"Love is love no matter who it's between. If that's true then I shouldn't fight my feelings for Kate should I?" 

Meg's statement left Jade a little stunned. She hadn't expected Meg to just come right out with it.

"Your feelings Megan?" 

"Lately, I've been having these feelings for Kate. I don't know where they're coming from or why I'm suddenly having them but ..." 

"But what Megan?" Jade prompted gently. 

"I'm afraid, afraid of what it all means. Does this mean I'm ..." Meg couldn't finish that sentence. "How can I be? And what should I do about it if I am? Follow my heart and try to be with Kate? Would Kate even be open to that?" 

"She might be more open than you think, Megan."

"I know she has a thing for me but she just broke up with Ari. I don't even know if I can be in a relationship with a woman, but I know I don't want to be Kate's rebound woman. 

"I think you're making a very good start by knowing that. Look Megan, all you can do is listen to your heart and keep your head on straight. You need to think it all over, look inside yourself and find out what you want. Then you have to talk to Kate. Let her know what you're feeling about her and the situation. Once you have you'll know what can be done, how you can resolve things and maybe find what you need." 

"I don't know Jade. I've been mulling this whole thing over in my head for a while now but I can't seem to find any answers." 

"Megan, before you can find the answers, you first have to find acceptance within yourself that this might be the new you, the real you." 

"That's very profound Jade. I didn't know you were such a philosopher." Meg said with a smirk.

"Only when necessary my dear I assure you. Now my advice is to do what feels right to you and not be closed off to the possibility of finding love, wherever that love may be." 




Finding Love Pt. 05



Author's note: This is the fifth part of a very long story. Please remember that it is a work of fiction.

My sincere thanks and heartfelt gratitude to all who have voted, emailed and commented on my story. Your support makes writing worth it.

There has been a lot mixed feelings about where this story has gone so far however I am truly grateful to all of you who have become so invested in my little flight of fantasy. I do hope you continue to follow this journey till its end. 

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Chapter 27

Meg had spent the last few days reading. She had scoured the internet for any material that was remotely similar to her own situation. The most helpful information came from various blogs. 

It seemed her situation wasn't a unique one. Women all over the world, who had always considered themselves straight, at some point met a woman who changed their view of things. 

Some confessed that it opened a door for them that they never knew existed. Others spoke of loving or falling for one woman and never being attracted to any other women, save their initial crush. 

This made a lot of sense to Meg. She tried to picture other women, Jade for instance, as being sexually attractive to her. She could appreciate how beautiful Jade was, how sexy even but that was all. She also tried looking at sexy women on the internet. She acknowledged that the women were attractive but their pictures did nothing for her. Kate however was different. Just the mere thought of Kate's smile, her eyes, was enough to make Meg's stomach flutter. 

There was no other answer, Meg concluded. She was in love with Kate, that was all there was to it. Now came the hard part ― what to do about it. The answer seemed clear; go to Kate and tell her. Of course it wasn't that simple. Kate was hurting and hopefully recovering from her breakup with Ari. 

Then there was the question of whether Meg could adapt to living this new life. She knew from talking to Kate just how bigoted people could be. She had always enjoyed the freedom of walking hand in hand with her past boyfriends and lovers. Being affectionate in public was a huge part of her dating life. Now it wouldn't be so easy. People still balked at seeing a same sex couple being affectionate with each other. It was ridiculous but did happen. 

Could she live like that, knowing that there would be people who would look at her strangely for touching or kissing Kate? 

There was also the big question of her family and friends. What would all of them think and say? Would they accept the new her? She tried to fathom what her parents would say. They weren't overly religious or set in their views about homosexuality. She had never heard them speak ill of any of those famous people that were out. She knew that at least one of their friends had a gay son. They didn't seem to have a problem with him. Yet Meg also knew that things were much different when it hit close to home. 

She had a few close friends; the closest being Eva and Jenna. Eva was married with a two year old. Jenna was still single and seemed to be happy about that. Both had always supported her in everything in her life and Meg hoped they still would. She would have to worry about that, and them, later. 

Meg decided that all that mattered was being with Kate. The happiness they could have far outweighed any bigotry or other problems they might face. 

The biggest question of all was whether Kate would really want Meg. Yes Kate liked looking at her but after all that happened with Ari, would Kate want to start another relationship or would she decide to stay single. Another problem was that if they did get together, would it be long lasting or would Kate just be rebounding with Meg. 

Meg didn't want something that was short term. She always entered into a relationship with the intent of a long term commitment. Being with Kate was no different. If they did get together, Meg wanted it to be for life. 

* * * * 

It had been a week since Kate's revelation about her true feelings for Meg. She had admitted to her parents that they were right about everything and thanked them for being so persistent in helping her see things clearly. 

Logan and Adam had returned to their home that Sunday but Logan had continued their talks through instant messaging. Kate now had a better understanding about her feelings and her repression of those feelings. Logan had suggested that she try talking to Meg but Kate was still unsure about that. She still felt that she should just leave Meg alone and not complicate her life with the knowledge of Kate's feeling and desires. 

Any hope of a relationship with Meg was false and misplaced. She was not attracted to Kate and never would be. She was a trusted friend and Kate would strive to keep it that way. 

She had not made a decided whether she would really leave, get away from Meg and start over somewhere else. Yet she hadn't taken that option off of the table either. She still had a week to sort through things before she needed to make a decision. 

* * * * 

"Angel, there are some things I'd like to discuss with you," Vivian said to Ari after they had kissed hello. 

It had been a just over a week since their first dinner, sexual encounter and admission of love. Things had moved fast between them. Since that first night, they had spent every night together, exploring each other, learning each other's likes and dislikes. 

"Sure Viv." 

"Let's sit down angel." 

"Okay, is something wrong?" 

"No, we just need to get some things sorted out. Angel, it's only been ten days since we've gotten together. It's been an amazing ten days and I want it to continue for a long time." 

"So do I Viv. I've had so much fun, pleasure and happiness in these past ten days. I want things to continue too." 

"Good. Tell me angel, what are your plans for after school. And what is happening with your book and future writings?" 

"Well, Jade's company is has already linked with a publishing house who's gonna publish my book. They took a while, but Jade managed to get a pretty good contract deal for me. The company wanted to flat out buy my book for about five thousand dollars. Jade's company gets fifteen percent of that which only amounts to seven hundred and fifty dollars. I learned that they call that a flat fee. 

"Jade advised that payment by royalties was the better way to go. She thinks that my book has real potential to sell way more than five thousand dollars worth. The standard is that an author is paid according to how many copies are sold.

"I did some online research and found out most of this stuff and Jade also explained it. She hammered out a deal on my behalf. I get eleven and a half percent on my first seven thousand copies sold, then thirteen percent on the next seven thousand copies and finally fifteen percent on ever copy after that. 

"Jade's company gets fifteen percent of everything I make. Everything is set in motion but it will take some time before the first few books are even ready to be sold." 

"You seem to be in the know about it all. That's good angel, I'm glad you're on top of it. What about school?" 

"Finals will be in two months. I've been pushing hard and I'm confident I'll come through on top," Ari said proudly. 

"Yes I have no doubt but what about after school?" Vivian prodded. 

"I will have to go home. My parents, they only sent me to business school so that I could take over their dairy farm. They will probably want me to start right away," Ari said sadly. 

"So you're going to leave me my angel?" Vivian asked in a low voice. 

"I don't want to. I love you, but I don't know what else to do. I really don't want to run the dairy farm, I just want to write. They don't even know about my book or the publishing deal." 

"Ari, I love you and I don't want to lose you. Yes things between us are very new. Right now we don't know where this will go and if things will last, but I want the chance to find out. 

"If you don't want to go back home and run your parents farm, you shouldn't have to. You need to follow what your heart wants not the plan others have for you. What does your heart want Ari?"

"You; I want you Vivian," Ari said, her voice strong and sure. They embraced, their kiss deep and passion filled, conveying to each other how much they felt. 

Soon they were both naked, stretched out across Vivian's couch, their lips locked together as their hands roamed sensually across each other's bodies. Vivian moved so that her body was on top of Ari's. 

"Spread your legs pet, open yourself to me," Vivian ordered as she pressed her pussy to Ari's. While her lips found the side of Ari's neck and sucked the sweet flesh, her right hand took possession of Ari's breast and the prominent nipple.

Ari's hands drifted down and held Vivian's ass cheeks firmly, pulling Vivian tightly to her as they ground their sexes together. 

Vivian threw her head back and arched her body, pressing her hot, wet center even harder to Ari's. Ari cried out as Vivian's movements caused jolts of pure bliss to shoot through her entire body.

"Oh Viv, oh god, oh oh oh," Ari cried out as her muscles tightened and the familiar sensations rolled through her. Wave after glorious wave of pleasure crashed over her body, her brain screaming in ecstasy as she climaxed. 

"Yes, yes, yes pet, cum for me, cum with me," Vivian hissed, her mind, body and entire being rippling deliciously as she too succumbed to her orgasm. 

Spent, shaken but blissfully satisfied, they held each other tightly afterward. 

"I won't try to influence your decision angel. I will stand by you in whatever you choose. I will say that you have to live your life for you and no one else."

"Is that what you do?" Ari asked. Vivian nodded. "Tell me about it, about you," Ari said. Vivian smiled at her. They had talked mostly about Ari's life so far in the ten days they had been together. This was the first time Ari had asked about Vivian's life. 

"I'm the third of four children. I have two sisters and a brother. My parents were good people and I had a very good childhood but they were kind of set in their opinion of homosexuality. 

"I was about fourteen when I noticed that I really didn't care for boys like all my other friends. By the time I was a senior, there were many rumors. I refused to date any of the guys that asked so the gossip ensued. My sister told my parents about the rumors and they confronted me about it. 

"As you can tell I'm not one to back down so I admitted to them that I was in fact a lesbian, knowing how they would react. And react they did. First I received the lecture of the error of my ways. Next I was subjected to religious intervention from the local parish. Finally they tried to force me to see a psychologist to get these 'feelings' out of my system. 

"That was where I drew the line. My parents believed in hard work and had instilled that in all their children. I had held down a part time job since I was fifteen and had saved most of the money I had earned. I was eighteen and just a few months from graduating when I moved out of their house. A friend's sister, who lived alone, was kind enough to let me stay on her couch until I finished school. Then I took my beat up little car and my few possessions and drove away from my hometown with the intention of never returning. 

"I had saved a nice little nest egg but I had no idea what I was going to do next. Then I found myself at a lesbian bar. The place was nice and the barmaid/owner was kind. After my first beer, she had me spilling my life story to her." Vivian smiled warmly at the memories. 

"Her name was Dena. She said I had nice eyes, looked trustworthy and offered me a job tending bar. I was grateful and accepted. She had a spare room at the back of the bar and let me stay rent free. I worked there while I attended community college, gained my associate degree and Dena's approval. 

"She was my first lover. Twenty years older than me but so very beautiful and passionate. I learned most of what I know about pleasuring a woman from her." 

"You loved her very much; what happened to her?" Ari asked.

"She died in a knife fight at the bar. She was trying to stop two butches from going at it and was stabbed in the chest by one of them. The butch in question is in prison. 

"As for love, yes I loved her and she loved me too, but it wasn't a great, heart pounding love affair. Not like I feel with you. We were comfortable and content with each other but we both knew that it was just convenient for us to be together. 

"Dena, being the sneak that she was, had gotten her will done and left me the bar. I was twenty two. It's taken me ten years to turn it into what it is now." 

Ari was in awe of all that Vivian had been through and how she had become successful. Ari felt proud of her and proud to be with her too. 

"Do you miss your family?" Ari asked.

"Not really. I haven't spoken with my parents in a long time. My brother and I still talk on occasion. My sisters have taken my parents view of things. I don't let it bother me anymore. They are living their life, and I'm living mine." 

They continued to talk, with Ari asking questions and Vivian answering. Eventually they rose and showered, then had a quiet dinner. They made slow love and fell asleep wrapped in each other's arms, both feeling contented and fulfilled like never before. 

Chapter 28

It was a peaceful mid Sunday morning at the Price home. James and Sabrina were sitting in the living room chatting idly about this and that when the doorbell rang. Sabrina opened the large wooden door and got the shock of a lifetime. 

"Hello, Mrs. Price?" The young woman standing on the porch questioned. 

The face, hair and eyes; Sabrina knew immediately who this lovely girl was. 

"Megan! You are Megan aren't you, Katie's friend and assistant at work?" Sabrina asked. 

"Yes," Meg answered stunned that Kate's mom knew who she was. 

"You look just like I imagined that you might from our Katie's emails, dear. Every bit as lovely as Katie described you." Meg stood, blinking, not quite understanding what was happening. "How did you get here sweetheart? Did you fly?" The questions came fast and furious.

"I ... um ... yes, I flew. I ..."

"Oh come right in dear. I'm so happy you're here," Sabrina gushed and gave Meg a brief hug as she led her inside the house. 

"James, look who's here," Sabrina said happily. James smiled warmly as he stood and offered his hand to Meg.

"It's nice to meet you. I'm James Price and you've met Sabrina. I'm guessing you're here to see Kate," James said.

"Well of course she came to see Katie; why else would she have come," Sabrina said excitedly. "Isn't she just lovely, dear?"

"Yes, indeed." James said, smiling warmly. Meg stood, bewildered; she had no idea what was going on. 

"Sweetheart, why don't you go and get Kate." James suggested.

"Oh yes," Sabrina said and hurried up the stairs.

"I'm sorry about her; she's just very excited that you're here," James said.

"Really, why's that?" Meg asked, feeling more than a little dazed at the entire experience.

"Honestly, we both think that there's only one reason you might come all this way to find Kate ... at least we hope so." 

Meg was about to ask what that was when Kate came down the stairs. 

"Meg, what are you doing here?" Kate signed. She was shocked to see Meg but happy too. 

"I, well, I was worried about you, so I thought I'd come see how you are," Meg offered. 

"Why don't you two go out back to the porch where you can talk? We'll call you when lunch is ready," James suggested. Kate looked at Meg who nodded. 

Out on the porch, they sat opposite each other, a small circular table between them. 

"Not that I don't appreciate it Meg, but you didn't have to come all the way out here just to check on me. You could have emailed," Kate said, choosing to use her voice for this conversation.

"Well I would have called or texted if someone would get a cell phone," Meg signed, shaking her head. 

"Don't start that again. My mother is already all over me about it. How've you been? Enjoying your time off?" Kate asked.

"It's been an interesting week off actually," Meg said, turning over in her head how she was going to say what she wanted to. 

Kate's mind was running a mile a minute also. What was Meg doing here? A very tiny part of her mind poked at her, sparking a slight hope that perhaps Meg had come because she missed her more than a friend would. 

The rest of her mind tried to squash that thought and convince her that it was only her own feelings that were influencing her thinking. Yet that seemed like the only logical reason for Meg to come all this way. 

Kate became aware of Meg's hand waving at her.

"What?" Kate asked.

"You okay? You kinda zoned out on me for a moment there," Meg replied. 

"Did I? I'm sorry. What were you saying?" 

"I was asking how you were doing, considering everything that's happened." 

"I'm actually doing okay. When I got here last weekend, Logan was here. We talked over the weekend and he helped me work some things out." 

"Yeah, that's good." 

"It is. I've sorted through some things and I'm okay about Ari and Vivian," Kate said. Meg's eyebrows rose in surprise. 

"Really?" Meg signed. 

"Yeah. Logan helped me see that as much as I loved Ari, things just wouldn't have worked out between us. Also, I really can't fault Viv for falling for Ari; she's a beautiful and alluring young woman. When I get back home, I'll go see her and apologize. I said some really bad things to her and I hope she'll still want me as a friend." 

Meg nodded her understanding, amazed that how Kate was coping with everything in such a short period of time.

"As for me," Kate continued, "My heart is in a different place ..." Kate trailed off, stopping herself before she said too much about where her heart was. 

"And what place is that?" Meg signed as she averted her eyes from Kate's. She feared Kate would see what she was feeling through them. 

"It doesn't matter. Where my heart is, it's all alone there," Kate said solemnly. 

"Are you sure about that?" Meg asked. 

"Yes I think so, though you never know," Kate said, her mind once again nagging her about why Meg was here. "So how long did you plan on visiting?" 

"I really don't know. What is there to do in this hometown of yours?" 

"Oh I'm sure I could find a few things to entertain you. Are you staying at a hotel?" Kate asked.

"Yes, I'm at the Highlight Inn. I reserved a room for two days with the option to extend my stay if I needed." 

"The Highlight is a good place, comfortable and not too expensive. Good choice."

"Thanks." 

The conversation fell into an uneasy silence. Both women stared at the backyard, each having the same feelings, neither knowing it. 

Remembering how she was greeted, Meg asked Kate, "What is the deal with your parents? Your Mom gushed so much at my arrival. She even knew who I was before I even introduced myself. And your Dad had this kinda happy, knowing smirk when he looked at me."

"Don't mind them please. They're just overly enthusiastic about my friends, since I don't have too many," Kate said covering what her parents real reasons were for their treatment of Meg and vowing silently to kill both of them later when Meg wasn't around. 

"Alright, if you say so," Meg said. At that moment James appeared through the sliding glass door and signed to them hurriedly.

"Katie, I think it would be best if you took Meg into town for lunch to save her from your mother's interrogation."

"Thanks Dad, you're the best," Kate said as she stood and kissed him on the cheek. He smiled and handed her the keys to his car. She and Meg slipped out the back gate and were gone by the time James went back inside and broke the news to Sabrina that the girls were gone. 




Finding Love Pt. 05



* * * * 

"I think you should let me drive," Meg signed as they reached the car.

"Hey, I can drive you know," Kate said feigning offense. "And this is not the busy city but my quiet little hometown." 

There was no point in trying to argue with Kate as she climbed into the driver's side then leaned over and opened the passenger's door for Meg. Meg just rolled her eyes and entered the car, making a point to buckle up before she closed the door.

"What, you don't trust me?" Kate said with a grin. She backed out of the driveway and coasted down the street. Meg relaxed a little as they made their way into the heart of the small town. 

Kate pulled into a small parking lot, turned the ignition off and turned to Meg. "So are you ready for lunch or would you like to see some sights first?"

"Well, what is there to see around here?"

"We can go shopping, see a movie at the old theater or check out the playhouse. There's also a rollerblading rink or we can go to the park, walk around or sit on one of the benches for some peace and quiet." Kate said. 

"I haven't been rollerblading since I was a teenager," Meg signed with a smile. 

"Well to the rink it is."

The walk to the rink was a short one. Along the way they passed a few people who were out, just milling about it seemed. They either waved or nodded at Kate. It seemed everyone was familiar with each other in some form or fashion. 

"Hi Mr. Murphy. Size eight for my friend and eight and a half for me please," Kate said to the ancient looking man behind the counter. He grunted his acknowledgement, handed over the skates and collected the twenty dollar rental charge. 

As they sat at the bench putting on their skates, Kate signed, "Old Mr. Murphy has been at that counter forever. As far as I know, he's never said a word to anyone. He just grunts. When I was in high school, my friends and I made a game out of trying to get him to say something. For a while we thought he was mute but seems he's not, just doesn't talk." 

"Maybe he just doesn't have anything to say," Meg offered and Kate nodded. 

"That was my thought too." 

"Kate, how do you know my shoe size?" Meg asked, thinking that she and Kate had never been out shoe shopping together. 

"Meg, we've worked together for four years now, you'd be surprise what I know about you," Kate said. She quickly finished lacing up her skates and stood. 

"Hurry up slow poke. Last one out there has to buy lunch," Kate called as she stepped onto the skating surface. 

Meg would have called 'no fair' but Kate was already gone. 

There weren't many people on the floor as it was almost midday on a Sunday ― some teenagers, a couple of love birds. 

Kate was already making a lap around the skating ring. Meg watched transfixed at Kate's grace and athleticism as she came around, laughing and whizzing past Meg. Meg slowly made her way out as Kate joined her.

"You okay?" Kate asked as she skated backwards, slightly ahead of Meg. 

"Yes," Meg tried to sign and almost lost her balance. Kate's reflexes where lightning quick as she grabbed Meg and kept her from falling. 

They skated arm in arm, Kate leading, as they made lap after lap. Neither spoke but each silently enjoyed the closeness of the other. 

Kate relished the scent of Meg's perfume, the warmth of her arm where Kate held her, the gentle whipping of Meg's hair in the light breeze. Meg was equally enthralled. Kate's hand on her arm felt divine. It was warm and soft, but also spoke of the underlying strength Meg knew Kate possessed. Kate mostly wore long sleeved tops or shirts but today she was wearing a short sleeve t-shirt. Her arms ― most of her bicep was visible, and Meg could see the play of the muscles there. Kate was feminine but also had a hint of masculinity in her that was very appealing to Meg.

Taking Meg's hand in her own, Kate smiled, then gently twirled Meg around as if they were dancing. As Meg became more comfortable balancing, they became more daring in their dance moves, spinning and moving around, syncing with each other perfectly. 

When they finally stopped to catch their breath, Meg heard the scattered applause from the few who had watched their little performance. Meg blushed, thinking what they must have looked like to everyone. She wondered if they thought she and Kate were together. Seeing how close knit everyone seemed to be, they all probably knew about Kate and her preferences. 

"What's up?" Kate asked when she saw Meg blush.

"The people, few as they are, were clapping for us for our little performance," Meg signed. 

"Oh yeah, they must think we've got some talent. You move very well. For all the time we've talked and been friends, we've never been out clubbing or dancing together. We should go. There's a place in our neighboring town we can go to if you want. We could have a few drinks, dance a little. Could be fun," Kate suggested as they both made their way back out to Mr. Murphy's station, skates in hand.

"That sounds like a great idea. Oh damn it, I didn't pack anything I can wear to go dancing," Meg remembered. 

"No problem. Let's go get lunch, which you have to buy, and then we can go shop for something." 

"Sounds like a great idea." 

Chapter 29

The Blue Star restaurant was new. It had only opened in the last year or so and Kate had never been there, as her last visit home had been quite some time ago. The place was nicely done with warm colors and a very inviting atmosphere. 

They were seated at a quiet corner. They browsed the lunch menu, both deciding on sandwiches and sodas. Meg had the club sandwich with coleslaw while Kate had a steak with a side of fries.

They were both ravenous after their skating adventure and dug in heartily and mostly in silence. They were about half way through lunch when a tall and very lovely woman appeared at their table. 

She was about Kate's age, with luscious dark hair that fell midway down her back. She wore a dark skirt that fell to just above her knees and a halter back bright red top. Her nails and lips matched the color of the top as did her heels. Her face was classically beautiful with high cheek bones, a small nose and alluring green eyes. Her body was slim with gentle yet sexy curves. 

She smiled brightly at both of them but turned her attention to Kate. 

"Kate, my god, it's been years, how are you?" She asked. Kate smiled warmly in recognition. 

"Hello Patricia. It has been a long time. I'm well thanks, and you?" 

"Doing good as you can see. This is my little niche," Patricia said and waved her hand to indicate the restaurant. 

"Oh, congrats Pat. It's a really nice place. Where are my manners! This is Megan, a really good friend," Kate said. 

"Nice to meet you, Megan," Patricia said and offered her hand. 

"Same here," Meg answered as they shook briefly. 

"So are you home for a while Kate?" 

"A little bit yeah." 

"That's good, maybe we could get together, catch up, if your friend doesn't mind?" Patricia asked. 

"I'll have to see how my time goes, but sure, that sounds like fun," Kate said.

"I'm sure it will be, just like old times perhaps," Patricia said, her words dripping with innuendo. Kate missed the tone but Meg didn't and she wondered just who this Patricia was to Kate. 

A part of her felt jealous but her rational mind told her to cool it; after all she had no claim to Kate, not yet anyway. If she ever had the courage to say what was in her heart then perhaps she would not have to feel threatened by this woman. 

Patricia said her goodbyes and left. The rest of the meal was finished quickly and they left to go shop for something for Meg to wear tonight. 

It turned out that for a small town, there were many delightful shops and Meg found herself forgetting about Patricia or what she may have meant to Kate as they moved from shop to shop. 

Meg had no idea what she was doing to Kate as she tried on outfit after outfit and basically modeled for Kate. She looked so beautiful, so sexy and Kate had to control herself from feeling too much lest she blurt out what was in her heart to Meg. 

After dropping Meg off at the inn, Kate headed home. Her mom was waiting for her as she came through the door. 

"Where's Meg and why did you two sneak off today?" Sabrina signed quickly.

"I just wanted to show her around Mom, that's all. She's at the Highlight, we're going out later for dinner and then to a club." 

"You two could have had dinner here; I'd like to get to know her better."

"Mom, you've already got her asking why you and dad were acting so strange today. You have to cool it. She's only here to see how I am and then she'll head back home," Kate said seriously. 

"Katie, I know you're blind to your own heart but you can't be blind to hers," Sabrina signed and shook her head. 

"Mom, I love Meg but she doesn't feel the same way about me. She made it very clear that she's straight and not into women. As much as I would love for her to want me and for us to be together, it's just not going to happen."

"Sweetheart, you may not want to believe it, but she is into you. Why else would she come all the way out here just to check on you? Just give me half an hour with her and I'll find out."

"NO! Mom no, you are not going to interrogate her. You will leave this alone; please Mom. She's a good friend and I don't want anything to mess that up."

"But Katie ..." Sabrina began.

"Mother please, for me, don't say anything to her. I'll die if she finds out how much I'm in love with her. I'm begging you Mom, I can't live with her knowing how much of a fool I am, falling for her when I knew from the start that there wasn't anything between us beyond friendship," Kate pleaded. 

"Alright, I won't say anything, but I want you to do something for me." 

"Okay."

"When you go out with her tonight, watch her closely. Try to be objective and see her reactions to you. You might be surprised what you notice. Also, have a talk with Logan before you go out if you can." 

"Alright Mom, I'll go see if he's available and I'll try. Thanks Mom, for understanding," Kate said and hugged Sabrina. 

"I'm trying, baby girl. You know I only want you to be happy," Sabrina said when the hug ended. Kate nodded and went upstairs. 

* * * * 

Kate was able to connect with Logan online. She told him about what their Mother had said. He agreed that it was prudent to observe Meg and if there was even the slightest hint of interest, then she should talk to Meg about it. Kate wasn't very optimistic about there being any but agreed to keep an open mind about everything. 

After her shower and a nice orgasm to take the edge off of her lustful feelings, Kate dressed in white fitted jeans, a black, collared, three quarter sleeve, eyelet shirt and white, low heeled sandals. 

Kate borrowed her dad's car again but would have Meg drive them to the neighboring town. Driving while deaf in her quiet town was okay but it was better to not take the chance where she wasn't known. 

She had seen the dress when Meg had tried it on at the store, but Kate was blown away when Meg stepped from the door of the inn. 

The bright blue, twisted halter wrap dress looked especially good on Meg with her creamy white skin tone. It left her shoulders bare, hugged her body and fell to mid thigh, showing off Meg's gorgeous legs and feet that were in strappy, black, heeled sandals. 

Her makeup was lightly done and highlighted her eyes perfectly. She left her hair loose so that it fell around her shoulders. She looked sexy ― not that she didn't always look that way in Kate's eyes, but somehow it was more so at this moment. 

Kate stood speechless for a moment, her knees literally going weak. Meg blushed under Kate's gaze and smiled shyly at her as Kate's eyes roamed up and down Meg's body. 

"You look fantastic," Kate managed to say.

"Thanks. So do you," Meg replied. Kate smiled and opened the driver's side door. She was almost floored seeing Meg's legs as the dress rode up on Meg as she entered the car. 

Kate closed the door and took a moment to pull herself together before she entered the passenger side and gave Meg directions to where they were going.

As they drove, Kate couldn't help glancing at Meg's legs in the dim light the street lamps provided. She had to stop herself; otherwise she was going to make a fool of herself. 'How in the world am I going to survive being at the club with Meg?'

In Meg's case, she was feeling good. She saw the way Kate looked at he; the hunger in Kate's eyes. Kate still wanted her and that gave Meg hope and confidence. She still didn't know how she was going to tell Kate about her own feelings, but somehow she felt it was not going to be as hard as she thought. 

Chapter 30

Kate had made a seven thirty reservation at Casa Luca, a quaint little Italian place she had visited a few times in her past. She had enjoyed their selection of penne pasta dishes and wanted to share that experience with Meg. 

They were seated at a quiet corner with soft lighting. The place was buzzing, with many couples enjoying the soft piano music. It was beautiful and much more romantic than Kate had intended it to be, but it was still welcomed by both women.

"This is really nice Kate," Meg signed as the server appeared and placed menus in front of them.

"It is, yes. I came here a few times before I lost my hearing. The food is amazing, the prices are really reasonable and the atmosphere is great. Are they still playing piano music over the speakers?"

"Yes, a slow tune; it's quite lovely." 

"I'm glad you can enjoy it," Kate said with a smile. "Have I told you how beautiful you look?" 

"Not in words but I could tell from the look in your eyes that you liked this dress on me," Meg answered. 

"Yes, I certainly do." 

"You look great too, not that you don't always," Meg said and blushed. 

"Thank you, Meg," Kate said. She was a little surprised that Meg had noticed how she looked, not only tonight but on a regular basis. That thought made her feel good inside and hopeful too. 

They both had the same appetizers ― bruschetta with shallots. At Kate's recommendation, Meg ordered the penne with salmon puttanesca, a savory dish with olives, capers and tomatoes mixed together with the salmon in a delightful sauce. 

Kate had the penne rigate with spicy braised swordfish; the flaked swordfish with the sliced jalapeno peppers in tomato sauce was heavenly. Both dishes were accompanied by a Silver Oak Cabernet Sauvignon, a dark red wine that added a special flavor to their meal. 

For dessert they shared a plate of Cherry Almond Biscotti with espressos. The sweet cherries and almonds had their taste buds singing. 

It was a dinner they would both remember for a long time. 

* * * * 

The Eclipse was a large dance club and bar that catered to everyone ― gay, straight or transgendered. They were very strict with their policies of 'no means no' and trouble makers were quickly removed.

The line wasn't too long and Kate and Meg only had to wait a short ten minutes before they were through the front door. Kate paid the ten dollar cover charge to the cute young woman behind the square glass window and they entered the main room. 

The lights were bright and the music loud. The floor was littered with people of all ages. There were small tables that lined the walls and a huge wooden bar. Kate led Meg to the bar and ordered a mint julep for her and chose a beer for herself. 

They found an empty table and sat. Meg didn't comment on Kate knowing what her favorite drink was, remembering their earlier conversation. It seemed that there really was a lot that Kate knew about Meg. 

As they sipped their drinks, two young men appeared. Both were reasonably handsome but seemed to be quite young, possibly just past twenty. 

"Hi ladies, I'm Paul and this is Dean, we were wondering if you ladies would be interested in dancing with us," One said. The other looked a bit unsure. 

"Thanks for asking but my friend and I are just here for a girls night out, sorry," Meg said. 

The one named Paul smiled and nodded then they both left. No sooner had they gone than another man walked up to them and asked Meg to dance. She kindly but firmly refused. By the time the fourth guy had been by, Meg was already fed up. 

"There is one way to solve this problem but it might cause a whole other one," Kate offered.

"What's that?" 

"We could dance together, which would show the men that we're together, but that might lead to some of the ladies wanting to dance with you," Kate said.

"Same goes for you. If we do, we better make it clear that we're together to avoid that ... unless you're looking to pick up someone?" Meg finished, her face showing how much she didn't like that idea. 

"No, I'm here with you and I won't abandon you for someone else," Kate signed, her face serious, showing that she meant it. 

"Okay, how exactly does this work then, you dancing with me?" Meg inquired, wondering for the first time how Kate would dance to music she couldn't hear. 

"I'll dance according to your lead. I'll adjust my movements to how you move." 

"Okay, shall we, because I see another group of guys looking to head this way." 

They emptied their glasses and moved to the dance floor. A nice, moderately fast beat was playing so Meg began to move to it. Kate watched for about a minute then joined in, her movements almost mirroring Meg's. 

Kate was amazed at how Meg moved, her body was so fluid, her dancing so sensual. When Meg moved, everything got into the act. Her hips gyrated, her shoulders rotated, she did a perfect bump and grind, driving Kate wild and enticing her to no end. 

When the song changed to a slower number they adjusted. Kate held on to Meg's waist and Meg rested her hands on Kate's shoulders. They moved slowly, holding each other close but not too close. 

Meg looked into Kate's eyes and saw such warmth there and something else; love perhaps? Meg wasn't sure. 

Her eyes drifted across the rest of Kate's face and then to her lips. They were soft looking and very sexy. Meg felt a sudden urge to kiss them.

Then there was a tap on Kate's shoulder. Kate turned to find Patricia standing there, a huge grin on her face.

"Kate, small world," Patricia said as the song changed.

"Hi Pat, seems it is," Kate said, though not loud enough to be heard over the music. 

"What was that?" Patricia said and stepped close to Kate, too close in Meg's opinion. 

"I said it is a small world," Kate said.

"Yeah. How about a dance?" Patricia asked her face close enough to Kate's so that Kate could smell the sweet scent of the fruit drink she had been drinking. "I'm sure your friend wouldn't mind. Do you?" she asked, putting Meg on the spot. Not wanting to sound like a bitch, Meg smiled and said she didn't. 

Meg needed a drink so she moved to the bar and ordered another mint julep then went back to the table that was still vacant. She watched, fuming, as Kate and Patricia danced. They started off much as she and Kate had, but then Patricia became bolder with her dancing. 

She pushed closer to Kate, her hands roaming over Kate's body, her hips moving wildly, bucking her ass against Kate, then turning and trying to ground her pussy against Kate's leg. Meg could tell that Kate wasn't very comfortable with Patricia's wanton display. There was confusion and even some embarrassment on Kate's face about how Patricia was moving. 

Kate was not happy with Patricia. She was having a great time with Meg and then out of nowhere Patricia came and spoiled it. Now her ridiculous display was getting on Kate's last nerve. 

They had gone to high school together. When Kate came out, a lot of the students shunned her but not Patricia. They had become close and Patricia eventually became Kate's first lover. 




Finding Love Pt. 05



They had spent three months together before things ended between them. Patricia had been too insecure and became jealous far too easily if Kate so much as talked to another girl. 

Kate had ended it and shortly after had gone away to college. She had not seen Patricia again in many years until today at her restaurant. It seemed that Patricia wanted to pick up where they had left off. 

"What are you doing, Pat?" Kate asked as she backed away from her. 

"Just having some fun, Kate. You used to like it when I rubbed my body on yours." 

"Pat, that was years ago, when we were teenagers. We're different people now," Kate said, trying to put her off without being rude. 

"Oh, you don't like me anymore Kate? Not even a little?"

"You'll always be special to me, Pat. We shared something that was very beautiful, but that was in the past. We will never be anything more than friends now. I hope you understand," Kate said then walked away to the ladies room. 

Meg watched it all. She saw Kate's expression and watched her leave the dance floor, leaving a stunned Patricia behind. Downing the last of her drink, she moved to the dance floor and to Patricia. 

"Had a good time dancing with my Kate?" Meg asked as another song came on and she began to move, her eyes on Patricia.

"Your Kate huh, no wonder she spurned my advances," Patricia answered as she started moving lightly to match Meg. 

"Yeah, sorry we didn't tell you before you made a fool of yourself in front of her," Meg said. 

"Yeah, it would have been nice to know that beforehand. I'm an idiot to think that she'd want me or still be single. You take care of her; she's special, very special," Patricia said with a sad smile then excused herself and left. 

For a moment Meg felt bad about lying to Patricia but then seeing Kate coming towards her, cutting a path through the dance floor, she wasn't sorry she ran a potential rival off. Not sorry one bit. 

Kate came to Meg and looked around for Patricia. 

"She's gone, had something important to do she said," Meg signed just as another slow song started over the speakers. 

"Oh, well she was acting very weird anyway," Kate said as she watched Meg swaying gently. She synced her movements to match Meg's, moving with her though they weren't touching. 

Meg smiled her sweet smile at Kate then she slowly moved closer to Kate. Meg locked her hands around Kate's neck as Kate's hands came up to Meg's waist. 

They moved together, picking up where they had left off before Patricia's interruption. They became lost in each other's eyes, the rest of the club seeming to disappear as they focused only on each other. Kate could see the change in Meg's eyes and felt hope swell inside at the possibility that Meg could love her. Meg was seeing similar things in Kate's eyes. Love, lust, desire and longing. 

The next song started -- this one had a very fast beat, the lights changing with it, breaking the moment they were having. Their nerves and doubts came rushing back as they broke away from each other. 

They each had a few more drinks, danced, and had a good time. There were no repeat moments of closeness but both women were slightly buzzed and their inhibitions were weakening. 

It was late when they left the club. Meg was more inebriated than Kate so Kate took the chance to drive them home. She had a hard time focusing since Meg was stretched out somewhat provocatively on the passenger seat, her dress riding up and revealing even more of her legs than when she had driven earlier. 

When Kate stopped at the inn, the street was deserted, everyone else having gone in for the night. When Kate came around to helped Meg out of the car she was almost flashed when Meg lifted one leg to get out. 

As Kate helped Meg up to her room door, her nose caught the scent of Meg's perfume, mixed in with her natural scent. It was playing havoc with Kate's senses, making her pussy cry out, wanting to make love to Meg. In her weakened state it might have even been possible, but Kate would never do something as despicable as taking advantage of Meg. 

At her door, Meg searched in her wrist pouch for her room key. Finding it, she unlocked the door and leaned against the frame looking at Kate. 

"Want to come in?" Meg asked, her eyes seeming to burn with desire; or was that Kate's imagination. 

"No, I better not," Kate said reluctantly. She knew if she went inside she and Meg might do something they would regret in the morning. 

"Alright. I'll see you tomorrow right?" Meg asked.

"Yes you will. How about I come by and take you to breakfast?" 

"Yes, that sounds nice," Meg replied. 

Kate lingered, wanting to kiss Meg but not daring to. Meg also stayed where she was, watching Kate. 

Then things seemed to happen slowly, at least that's how Kate experienced it. 

Meg pushed off of the door frame, stepped close to Kate, licked her lips, reached and caressed Kate's cheek with her hand, slipped the other to the back of Kate's head and brought her lips toward her own. 

The kiss seemed magical and blew Kate's mind. Meg's lips were so soft and sweet. Her body molded perfectly to Kate's and, as the kiss lingered, Kate could taste the mint from Meg's earlier drinks as her lips parted slightly and their breaths mixed. 

Kate would have liked nothing better than for that kiss to last forever but all too soon, Meg pulled back, blushed and smile shyly. 

"Good night Kate." She signed and then closed her door, leaving Kate stunned and quite dazed.

Chapter 31

That one kiss had done so many things to Kate. It had shocked her to the point that she wondered if she were dreaming but pinching herself proved that she was well and truly awake and had indeed experienced it. 

It also gave her a lot of hope about how things between her and Meg could be. There was really something there, something that was more than friendship. 

The last thing it did was to drive Kate's arousal level to overwhelming heights. She rushed home; glad it was so late that her parents were already asleep. She was barely through her bedroom door and only just managed to lock it before ripping at her clothes. 

She threw herself on the bed, her shirt open, her bra pulled down so her breasts were free. She pushed her jeans and boy shorts down to her ankles, not bothering to remove them. 

With the taste of Meg's lips still on her own, her mind replaying every detail of that kiss, her right hand went to her pussy, her left to her breast. Her nipples were swollen and she pulled at the left one as her fingers glided through the wetness of her distended lips. 

Kate moaned as she teased her smooth wet sex and tweaked both her nipples. Her fingers moved up to her clit, engorged and out of its hood. Kate rubbed it, slowly at first, savoring the bolts of pleasure that coursed through her entire body. Her mind went back to the dance floor, how sensual Meg was in her dancing. She thought of Meg's fluid, graceful movements, envisioned her naked, moving like that under Kate's touch. It all served to make Kate's fingers move faster, driving herself higher to the precipice of her lurking orgasm. 

Waves of ecstasy rolled through her as she pictured Meg and the kiss. Her body tingled, starting low in her back and spreading throughout her limbs. Her hips bucked and her toes curled as she climaxed, calling Meg's name as her body surrendered to the pleasure that coursed through her. 

Across town at the Highlight, Meg was in a similar state. That kiss, that glorious kiss with that sexy as hell Kate, was driving her over the edge.

Kate's lips were so delicious, her hair felt so sensual in Meg's hand, her body felt so perfect, so heavenly, pressed to her own. Kate was so soft, yet she was strong, a perfectly beautiful mix that excited Meg, made her hot and oh so incredibly wet. With three fingers buried inside of her, her thumb rubbing hard on her clit and her other hand playing with her nipples, Meg drove herself over the cliff. Liquid heat screamed through her body as pleasure assaulted her senses. She was blinded by it, her ears ringing and her lips parched as her body writhed and thrashed about on her bed. Meg cried out her rapture as her center contracted and she came hard 

"Oh Kate," she uttered breathlessly to the darkened room when the tremors ebbed and her aroused mind cleared. She turned on her side and closed her eyes. She fell asleep wishing that Kate was with her. 

The next morning Kate awoke feeling an inner joy she rarely felt. Her mind quickly went back to the events of last night. Yes she had gone out with Meg. Yes they had had a great time. And yes Meg had kissed her. Meg had kissed her, not the other way around. It meant that Meg had feelings for her, that once again her mother was right. Kate groaned at the last but grinned at the first. 

A small trickle of doubt tried to creep in. Meg had been pretty hammered; what if she was just drunk? Then Kate remembered something she had once read about the effects of alcohol. It caused your true feelings to come out. 

Kate grinned again. She bounded from bed and rushed to the bathroom. She had a breakfast date. And perhaps, if she was lucky, Meg would be on the menu as well.

* * * *

Meg awoke with a pounding headache. Memories flooded her as she sat up in bed. 

"Oh God, did I really do that last night?" Meg asked the empty room. Her head swam. She had really kissed Kate and then she had masturbated to the memory of that kiss. 

The kiss, Kate had to have known what it meant, unless she thought it was Meg being drunk. Meg wondered if the kiss let Kate know what her feelings were. It had been a spur of the moment, something she wouldn't have done if she hadn't been drinking.

In a way, she was glad the alcohol gave her the push to do it. Her feelings were threatening to overwhelm her. She had to get it all out in the open and tell Kate what was in her heart. Now that the buzz was gone, could she really do it, say what was in her heart. 

She was mostly afraid that this would turn into just a roll in the hay instead of a loving, lasting relationship. As much as fear gripped her, she knew she shouldn't let that hold her back. Nothing in life was certain and by holding on to her insecurities she might be missing out on something worthwhile.

She remembered they had made breakfast plans this morning so she climbed out of bed and into the shower. Kate would be there soon and they had to talk. This was going to be it ― the make it or break it talk. After this, she would either start a relationship with Kate or go home alone. 

* * * * 

Kate was floating as she drove to Meg's inn. She rushed up the quaint staircase, and to room twelve. She knocked and when the door opened, Kate was greeted with the loveliest vision. 

Meg was wearing a simple pink sleeveless top. There was no embroidery or sequences of any kind on it but she looked so beautiful in it! Her hair was loose and falling around her shoulders, much like it had been last night. She also had on simple black pants but her feet were bare. 

She was just breathtaking and Kate couldn't help herself. She moved inside, causing Meg to move back in surprise. Kate closed the door and took Meg's face in her hands and kissed her. 

Meg was startled at first, then relaxed and gave in, accepting the kiss and welcoming it. Kate couldn't help but moan at the sweet taste of Meg's lips on her own. She felt Meg's hand in her hair, then on the back of her neck. 

It was sweet and sensual; neither wanted it to end but both needed to breathe and so sadly they had to part. Kate smiled brightly at Meg and she could see it clearly in Kate's eyes. There was so much love in her gaze. 

Kate also recognized the look in Meg's eyes and gentle smile. It was love; complete and total love. Kate's heart leaped in her chest at the realization. Meg loved her, just like she loved Meg. They could be together, be happy with each other. 

Kate leaned forward to kiss Meg again, her hands moving down from Meg's face to her neck, shoulders and caressing her bare arms. She felt Meg shiver as their lips touched and then Meg's lips parted slightly, then fully, and their tongues touched. 

Both women moaned at the same time as they tasted each other's mouths. They became lost in the eroticism of their kiss. It was something both had longed for and now that it was here, they held on to each other, never wanting to stop. 

After what seemed like eternity, just when both started feeling a little lightheaded from a lack of oxygen, they pulled apart, but did so reluctantly. 

Breathing hard, Kate couldn't keep her eyes from following the rapid rise and fall of Meg's generous breasts. Like a movie reel, her mind instantly began playing images of her and Meg, her stripping off Meg's clothes; her face pressed to the divine valley that Meg's breasts made. 

Meg was a little more grounded, though not by much. She saw the play of emotions on Kate face and could guess what Kate was thinking. A part of her ― a surprisingly big part ― agreed with Kate and wanted nothing more than for Kate to take her; hard and fast. She had dreamed of it, and wanted it, wanted Kate. 

However, her rational side prevailed. Meg took a step back from Kate and when Kate moved toward her, Meg placed a hand on Kate's chest just above her breasts, almost between them, to stop Kate's advance. Kate grinned, thinking it was an invitation, and moved Meg's hand to her left breast. 

Meg blushed as she felt the warmth of Kate's breast and the pointed nipple that poked at her palm. Meg's mind and body both sang at the feelings and emotions that the simple touch elicited. 

"No, we can't, please," Meg said softly as she reluctantly pulled her hand away from Kate. 

"Why, what's wrong?" Kate asked worried. Panic threatened to rise inside of Kate; worried that Meg was about to dash all her hopes. 

"We have to talk. As much as I want to ... would love to go to bed with you, we have a lot of things we need to discuss. You know that don't you?" 

"Yes, I do know, but you're just so irresistible. And you know I've wanted to be with you for a long time," Kate said. Meg was right; it was time to lay it all out in the open. 

"I know and I want to be with you as well but we have to get some things, a lot of things, straightened out first. I know it's hard but please." 

"It is hard, but I love you, and I've waited for so long, I can wait a little while longer. You're worth it." 

Chapter 32 

Kate's words caused Meg's already fast beating heart to speed up even more. She tried to calm herself, knowing she needed to; if not, she wouldn't be able to hold off her body's demands. She was already very wet from just kissing and she knew if Kate pushed just a little harder, she'd give in, abandon her senses and just let go. 

"I think we should order in and stay here so we can talk in private," Meg suggested. 

"Alright, that works just fine for me," Kate answered.

"What would you like to eat?" 

It was a bad choice of words and it caused Kate to grin lecherously at Meg. Kate was about to answer but Meg saw it coming.

"No, please. Don't say it. If you say 'you' we're gonna have to go out for breakfast," Meg said seriously. 

"Alright, I'll be good, promise," Kate said and held up her hands in surrender. Meg turned away from her and grinned. She kinda liked this, getting her way with Kate. She didn't realize that in turning, her face was reflected in the mirror on the wall and that Kate saw her grin. 

It warmed Kate's heart. She and Meg had always had an easy going relationship and if their kisses were any indication, they would have a very satisfying sexual one. 

Meg called and ordered orange juice, coffee, toast and bagels with jelly, butter and cream cheese from room service. They sat on the bed with enough space between them so they wouldn't be tempted to touch and tried to talk as they waited for the food to arrive. 

"This has been very unexpected for me," Meg began. 

"I believe that. You've never expressed an interest in me before in all our years of working together; so what changed?" Kate had to know. 

"I've been asking myself that very question. Honestly I think it was how you looked the day you found out about Ari and Vivian. Something inside me just snapped I think. When I helped you to get home, you were so heartbroken and I felt your hurt and I started hurting for you and I wanted to take away your pain," Meg said and then blushed at her following thought. 

"Okay what's that about, not that you don't look just scrumptious with that blush?" Kate asked.

"Well, it's just that you were drunk and I helped you to get to your bedroom. Do you remember that?" 

"A little of it, yeah. I remember your eyes, so very beautiful and your lips being so close to mine." 

"Well, you fell on the bed and pulled me on top of you in the process. For a second I thought you were going to kiss me and deep down I wanted you to... but then I fought the feeling and got up and off of you. I was so embarrassed by that thought, and then you started taking your clothes off. I almost had a heart attack; you looked so sexy and my mind saw that; really noticing it for the first time." 

"Really?" Kate said; she liked that Meg thought that about her.

"Yup; I mean I've always thought you looked good, but never in a sexual way. And there you were, standing there in your underwear and I was having thoughts about how nice your muscles looked. Then you almost fell again and I caught you and ... well ..." 

"What?" Kate asked as Meg's blush deepened.

"You smelled really nice," Meg signed, though she didn't admit to the extent of the scent she had caught from Kate. 

"Oh did I now?" Kate said and grinned, causing Meg to lower her head, her blushing even more noticeable. 

"So you liked what you saw and smelled but you left?" Kate asked after a few moments.

"Well yes, it scared me to be thinking and feeling these things. You've known you liked women for a long time; I had just had my first taste of it. I didn't know what was happening. At first I tried to deny it but it was constantly on my mind, almost driving me nuts."

"But you're here now so something must have changed?" Kate questioned. 

"Honestly, I had no clue what to do. I was a wreck over that weekend and was worried what I would do come Monday when I saw you. Then you left the email for me about your leave of absence. A part of me was actually relieved, not only about having time to sort through my own stuff but that you'd taken the time to work through your own hurts. 

"So I went about moving your appointments and all that. Then early Tuesday morning, Jade called me. She asked if we could have lunch, that she wanted to talk about you. I accepted and then she sprung one hell of a surprise on me.

"She maybe knew or suspected about my feelings. How she knew, I have no idea but she started telling me about her own life, how she fell in love with a woman and married her." 

"Yeah, I know Terry; she is a beautiful woman, and very much in love with and devoted to Jade," Kate added. 

"Yes and thanks to our talk, I began to look at everything differently. I thought long and hard about my feelings, my wants and desires, how I might be perceived by everyone now." 

"And what did you decide, Meg?" Kate asked, as her heart beat sped up waiting for what Meg might say.

"I decided that things might not be so easy; that some people will judge me, but I know what my heart wants, Kate. I want to be with you. I love you and I think I've always loved you; I just never allowed myself to see it. 

"I think I was afraid maybe to accept that the love, the life, and the person I've been searching for has always been in front of me. But I was blind to it because you didn't fit the package I thought I was supposed to be looking for," Meg said honestly. 




Finding Love Pt. 06



Author's note: This is the sixth part of a very long story. 

My sincere thanks and heartfelt gratitude to all who have voted, emailed and commented on my story. Your support makes writing worth it. 

I hope Finding Love will continue be enjoyed. Comments and votes will be appreciated.

Chapter 33

Kate and Meg's time at the inn was sweet and special for both of them. They had fallen asleep together, each feeling content and fulfilled, knowing what was in the other's heart.

When Kate awoke their bodies were a tangle of limbs, their arms holding each other tightly. She sighed and kissed Meg's lips gently, savoring this moment of happiness. Meg's eyes fluttered open and she smiled brightly at Kate. Waking up to Kate's eyes was the most wonderful thing in the world to Meg. 

"Hey beautiful," Kate said 

"Hey yourself," Meg replied. "What time is it?" 

Kate untangled her arm and checked her watch. "Just past twelve." 

"Ah, that explains why I'm hungry," Meg said. 

"Okay, let's go out to lunch. We can go to the diner just around the corner from here," Kate suggested. 

"Sounds good to me," Meg agreed as they freed themselves. 

Both made quick, separate stops in the bathroom to get rid of the 'just woke up' look, dressed, then left. The walk to the Evergreen diner took about five minutes. A few clouds, a nice breeze and a warm sun added to what promised to be a gorgeous day.

Kate wanted to hold Meg's hand as they walked but thought it was too soon. She remembered their talk about Meg needing time to adjust to the 'new' her and decided she was right to wait. 

They both ordered iced tea. Kate ordered a Caesar salad which they shared. Kate had a tangy chicken sandwich and Meg had the veggie delight. 

"I might as well tell you now, my mother is very eager to meet and talk with you. If we don't have dinner with them I'll never hear the end of it," Kate said and shook her head.

"I'll be happy to have dinner with your parents. I only met them briefly but they were very nice to me, if very excited, especially your mother." 

"My parents knew before I did how much I was in love with you," Kate signed instead of saying. She didn't want Meg to feel uncomfortable talking about their relationship in public. 

"Really?" Meg questioned. 

"Yeah, I talked about you a lot in emails I sent them; so much so that they figured out I was in love with you."

"Oh? You were talking about me a lot huh? How much exactly?" Meg signed and Kate could see a teasing look on her face.

"A lot. Anyway, once you appeared on their door step, Mom knew instantly that you must have come because you cared for me, loved me. Now she's almost as excited as I am about us." 

"That's good right? Means your parents are okay with me right?" 

"Oh yes, more than okay. Mom will interrogate you but do so gently. Of course you don't have to answer her and I'll talk to her as well, get her to understand how new all of this is for you so she doesn't overdo it with her questions," Kate said seriously.

"Thanks, but I'm sure I can handle whatever your Mom throws at me." 

They chatted some more about what might happen at dinner and decided which day they'd have it. They agreed on the following night. 

After lunch, they went back to the store where Meg bought her dress for the club. They liked how much fun they had so much that they decided to return to the club, this time as a 'real' couple. 

Trying on clothes again, Meg actually modeled for Kate, who didn't have to pretend she wasn't looking at Meg's loveliness. Kate had always loved looking at Meg's legs; the short dresses and skirts almost had Kate drooling with how sexy Meg looked.

One particular top had a deep cut to it and showed off the dip of Meg's breasts in a delightful, tantalizing way. Coupled with the short skirt, Kate's head was spinning from the blood rushing to her sex. Her pussy was wet and desperately wanted some relief.

Kate had a moment where she had a daydream about Meg changing in the dressing room. She would slip inside the room with Meg, stripped down to just her panties, and would push her against the wall, kiss her passionately, lift one of Meg's legs and hook it over Kate's hip.

As her hand fondled Meg's ample breasts, she'd kiss and suck the sweet flesh of Meg's neck. Her hand would dip into Meg's panties. Meg would be so wet, so ready, and open for Kate to take her. Two fingers would easily slip inside her; Kate would fuck her against that wall, her mouth covering Meg's so she wouldn't scream out her pleasure as she bucked and came hard, her walls clenching on Kate's fingers. 

"What are you grinning about like that?" Meg signed as she stepped out of the dressing room.

"Huh? What?" Kate asked as she came out of her daydream. Her eyes focused on Meg and what she was wearing. 

The strapless dress was white. The hemline was high around the front and low at the back, showing off Meg's legs superbly. A thin, gold colored belt that sat high on Meg's waist and sandals that matched the belt perfectly completed the outfit. 

Meg looked stunning in the dress and Kate had to lick her dry lips repeatedly. 

"You look amazing. You have to get this one," Kate said, her eyes glued to Meg's body. 

"Yeah, it seems I do from the way you're looking at it, uh, me," Meg said and giggled softly. 

Leaving the store, her purchases in hand, Meg spotted a really nice looking sleeveless shirt in the window of another store. She thought it would look great on Kate. Meg pulled Kate into the store and inquired about it. 

It was dark red silk. The sleeveless quality would be perfect, showcasing Kate's well toned arms and the light definition of her muscles. 

It didn't take much for Meg to persuade Kate to buy it. After trying it on and seeing herself in the mirror, plus Meg's open appreciation of it, Kate happily bought the shirt. 

They made plans for dinner at the same little restaurant and then to the club. Kate made sure to walk Meg to her door and kissed her softly before she left to prepare for their night out. 

* * * * 

When Kate arrived home she went in search of her Mother, finding her in the sewing room. It was her main hobby now that her children were grown and lived away from home. She had been a stay at home mom since Eric was born. James had been the bread winner, owning the only dental office in town. Sabrina had chosen to stay home and had never regretted that decision. 

"Hi Mom," Kate said and kissed her mother's cheek. 

"Hello baby girl, where have you been, as if I couldn't guess," Sabrina signed with a grin. 

"Yes Mom, I was with Meg. We are officially a couple," Kate told her mother proudly. 

"Oh sweetheart, that's wonderful," Sabrina signed excitedly. "I'm so happy for you, Katie. Are you okay about everything that happened to move on so quickly? I mean, I know you love her but you did just end a relationship with someone else."

"Yes I know Mom. We've talked, and we'll talk about it again later, but for now, we've decided to take things very slowly. We love each other but we're not going to rush into anything. Besides, this is all very new to her. She hasn't even told her family yet; so when we have dinner please don't overdo your questions," Kate pleaded.

"Dinner! When? Why didn't you tell me sooner?" Sabrina signed hurriedly. "Are we going out or are you going to bring her here? What will I cook?" Sabrina's mind took off. 

"Mom, relax. I was thinking that you and Dad could join Meg and me for dinner, say tomorrow night?" 

"I guess, but still, I would like to cook. How long is Meg staying, until the weekend?"

"I don't know; I'll have to ask. Maybe she will; maybe we'll fly home together," Kate suggested. 

"Well Katie, I want Meg to know how special her being here is, so if she does stay till the weekend, perhaps I could cook dinner, maybe some steaks and such. I could call your brothers; they could come down and meet her." 

"That's nice of you Mom but I don't want to overwhelm her."

"Will you at least ask her, Katie; please?"

"I'll ask and if the answer is yes then please just remember not to alienate her with your questions." 

"I won't Katie, I promise." Sabrina assured Kate. 

"Thanks Mom. Will you tell Dad the same thing please; I have to go and get ready. We're going out to the club again." Kate paused before adding, "If I don't come home don't worry okay." 

"You have plans to not come home Katie?" Sabrina asked with a smirk.

"No, I don't; but if we come back late, well, you never know," Kate said and bounded from the room with a grin. 

* * * * 

It was a repeat of last night as Kate came to pick up Meg for their night. The only difference was that Kate was driving her mother's Toyota instead of her dad's Ford. 

Once again Meg stole Kate's breath with her sexiness and her effortless, natural beauty. This time however, Kate knew that Meg was all hers, to be with, to enjoy and touch. 

"Whoa, you look amazing," Kate signed, not trusting her voice. 

"You too; you look really good, very sexy," Meg signed back, blushing mildly as she did but smiling too.

Kate couldn't help herself and stole a quick kiss when they were both seated. Meg was nervous about kissing Kate almost in the open but melted as soon as Kate's lips touched her own. 

Dinner was even more romantic than it had been the night before simply because they both knew it was a date and not just friends going out together. 

They had the same server and the young man remembered, smiling fondly seeing them again. 

As they waited for their food, they discussed dinner with Kate's parents. 

"I asked Mom if she and Dad would have dinner tomorrow with us and she said yes. I guess we could take them to Fredrick's across town but I really liked Patricia's place. I don't know if things will be awkward if we go there," Kate said. 

"It could be unless you go and talk with her, clear the air so to speak. If it doesn't work then we can go across town," Meg offered. She wasn't fond of Kate going to see Patricia but knew that Kate did love her and that she had to trust that love. 

"Yeah, I may have to talk to her," Kate agreed but left it at that. "So you're okay for tomorrow night then?" 

"Yup, I'm good with that. It should be fun."

This time Meg tried the vegetable penne with a lemon-cream sauce while Kate had the penne with sausage, eggplant and feta cheese. Both enjoyed a delicious Kendall Jackson Chardonnay with their pasta, and shared a large slice of ricotta cheese cake for dessert.

* * * * 

At Eclipse, they went to the bar again. Kate ordered for them; once they'd been served, they found an empty table. This time there was no doubt that they were together as Kate sat close to Meg and wrapped an arm around her, showing all who looked that Meg was hers. 

On the dance floor, they enjoyed getting close to each other. Meg abandoned some of the shyness she had about being openly affectionate with Kate and held Kate close as she ground into her. 

Kate was having a ball. Meg's newfound freedom was thrilling and also was making Kate so hot and aroused that she hoped she could control herself. She really wanted to take Meg to one of the darkened corners and have some fun but held off not wanting to rush her. 

They didn't drink as much as they had last night but had just as much fun, maybe more. Meg still hesitated when Kate wanted to kiss her at the club. Kate didn't push the issue. She knew it would take a lot of time for Meg to get to a place where she would be comfortable. 

Kate again walked Meg to her door at the hotel. Alone in the hallway, Meg initiated the kiss. Kate deepened it and prolonged it as much as she could. When they parted, Meg was panting and clearly aroused. 

"Are you going to invite me in tonight?" Kate asked.

With a shy, sly smile, Meg answered. "If I do, I don't think we'd be able to stop ourselves, if that kiss was any indication."

"You don't trust me?" 

"You asked me that yesterday." 

"And?"

"I trust you, Kate. I know you won't hurt me. Right now, with how I feel, I don't trust myself. My body is very close to overriding my mind, so I think it's a good idea for us to say good night," Meg said, regretting every word.

"You're right babe; I won't hurt you, ever. If I come inside, I won't let you ... us do anything that we'll be sorry for tomorrow," Kate assured her. 

Meg thought it over for a moment. She really wanted to say yes but also worried that they would end up having sex, which she wanted but also didn't want. 

Kate watched Meg mull it over for a minute before she spoke. "It's okay babe. I'll head home and dream about you as I hope you'll dream about me," Kate said, smiling. 

"Yes, I'll definitely dream about you and more too," Meg said and blushed. Kate grinned. 

"Gonna give yourself a workout huh?" 

"Perhaps." 

"Me too, just so you know," Kate said with a wink. Kate kissed her once more before she said good night and left. 

Chapter 34 

Meg slept in. She and Kate hadn't made any plans for the day and Meg wondered what, if anything, they would do before the dinner that night. Climbing out of bed and to the bathroom, Meg thought about what she should do for breakfast. Should she go find Kate and have breakfast with her or have breakfast alone? 

While Meg was sleeping in, Kate had been busy. She woke up early and made plans for their day. Checking the Blue Star's website, Kate saw that it opened at eight each morning as a coffee bar; Kate could go and see if Patricia was there and have a talk with her. 

Next she went to Evergreens and ordered a few items for a picnic lunch. The waitress assured Kate that the items would be ready by the time Kate came back to get them. 

At the Blue Star, Kate asked for Patricia, who came out to meet her after being called by a member of the staff. Patricia was surprised to see Kate and also a little embarrassed about her behavior Sunday night at the Eclipse, but welcomed Kate warmly and led her to her office where they could talk. 

"I wasn't expecting you, Kate. Is everything okay?" 

"Yes Pat, I just wanted to come by and kinda clear the air between us."

"Oh, there's nothing to clear Kate. Your girlfriend was pretty clear. You two are very much together and in love. It was really wrong of me to try and start something with you without first asking if you were involved or if you were even interested," Patricia said, quite contritely. 

"I appreciate that Pat," Kate said a bit taken aback by Patricia's understanding. 

"So do you forgive me for shamelessly throwing myself at you?" Patricia asked, making Kate laugh.

"Yes, I forgive you since no harm was done," Kate said with a smirk. 

"Good, I'm glad." 

"There's another reason I came by to talk to you." 

"Really, do tell?" 

"Meg and I are taking my parents out to dinner tonight and well, our choices are Fredrick's or here and we prefer here."

"And you were afraid things would be awkward huh?" 

"Yeah, there was that possibility," Kate admitted.

"Well let me put those worries to bed Kate. You and Meg are welcome here anytime. In fact, I'll reserve one of the private corner booths for you for tonight, say seven thirty. I'll even spring for a nice bottle of wine for the evening, on the house." 

"Thank you Pat, that's very generous of you." 

"Well there one catch ... I'll be coming by to say hi to your parents at some point. Since I came back here to live, I haven't seen them at all," Patricia told her with a grin.

"That's fine by me," Kate said and stood, "I've gotta run; see you tonight?" 

"Yes, I look forward to it," Patricia said as she stood as well. They hugged briefly and Patricia kissed Kate's cheek very chastely, then walked her out. The coffee smelled really good and reminded Kate that she hadn't eaten yet so she bought two cups and some of the muffins that looked tasty. After a final wave, she left to go give Meg a wakeup call. 

* * * * 

Meg was wrapped in a robe, just out of the shower, when the knock on her door came. When she opened it, she was greeted by a single red rose, coffee and a smiling Kate. 

Meg's heart melted at seeing the rose. It was such a romantic thing for Kate to do. Their kiss was soft and sensual as they reveled in the touch of each other's lips. 

When they reluctantly separated, Meg took the rose and the offered coffee. 

"I thought you might have slept in some so I brought coffee and muffins," Kate said. 

"You are just the sweetest," Meg told her as she sat on the bed and crossed her legs. The bottom of the robe parted and Meg's naked leg was revealed. Kate's eyes darted to the tantalizing picture but she tried to ignore it and the fact that Meg was very naked below that very thin robe. 

Kate sat next to Meg and busied herself with drinking her coffee and retrieving a muffin from the bag. 

Meg knew it was cruel of her to tease Kate like that but she rather enjoyed seeing Kate tying not to stare at her exposed leg. Meg pushed things a little further as she turned to Kate and allowed the top of her robe to open, showing the valley between her breasts. 

"So what are we doing today?" Meg asked and watched as Kate fought to focus. 

"Umm, we're going out, I, uh, thought it would be nice to spend some time in the, um, park So I ordered some stuff for us to spend the day out," Kate rambled as her eyes took in the tantalizing image of Meg's body. 

Meg couldn't help but giggle as Kate nearly drooled over her, which didn't help as it made her breasts jiggle and bounce in the most inviting way. 

Kate groaned at seeing Meg's chest doing such wonderful things. Somehow she managed to retain some sanity and told Meg in a very breathy voice, "Babe, please cover up before I leave a puddle on the bed." 

Meg laughed and laughed but Kate was completely serious. She was so wet she might have to borrow some clean panties from Meg. 

Meg took pity on Kate and closed her robe. They ate their muffins and drank their coffee quickly, then Meg dressed and they left because it was already past eleven am. 

Kate made a quick stop at the diner to collect her order; a basket packed with goodies and they headed to the park. The park was fairly large, with many huge trees and a small manmade lake at the center. 

Kate left the car in the parking lot and with Meg holding the miniature cooler and Kate with the basket; they headed into the heavily wooded area. Kate had them walk for a long while, passing many trees until they finally came to a shady spot that overlooked the lake but seemed to be out of the way of any foot traffic. 

Kate set the basket and cooler down. She spread the blanket out for them to sit on, then took Meg's hand and led her over to a huge tree.

"Check this out," Kate said as she pointed to a spot on the tree. The letters KAP were carved into the tree trunk. 

"KAP, that's you," Meg signed. 

"Yup, this is my special spot. I used to come here in high school with my girl of the moment to make out," Kate said.

"Girl of the moment huh? Had many of those did you?" Meg asked with a raised eyebrow. 

"A few here and there," Kate said with a smirk. In truth she had only been with three girls in high school and had only gotten serious with one ― Patricia. 

"So you were quite the player huh? Competing with the jocks and collecting notches on your belt?" Meg continued. 

"Something like that," Kate said as she stepped closer to Meg "Wanna be my next notch?" was asked in a sultry way. She pulled Meg's body against her own. 

One hand went to Meg's lower back just above her ass, while she threaded the other through Meg's hair and kissed her hard. Meg liked Kate's sudden aggression and moaned into Kate's mouth as the kiss continued. Kate's tongue was everywhere, tasting Meg's mouth completely. Kate sucked on Meg's upper lip and licked at it with her tongue. 




Finding Love Pt. 06



Meg felt a shiver run through her body from the top of her head to the soles of her feet. The feeling was so sensual, so utterly sexy that she might have had a small orgasm from it. 

When Kate finally stopped and pulled away Meg was panting and flushed. 

"Oh god, I've never been kissed like that before," Meg signed; she was too breathless to speak. 

"Yeah? Did you like it?" Kate asked. Meg nodded mutely. 

"Well that was just the beginning. No one knows how to please and pleasure a woman like a woman. When we get to that point in our relationship, I'm gonna rock your world to the fullest babe," Kate told her. 

"Is that a promise?" 

"Nope. It's a fact." 

Kate didn't press things any further between them as they sat together on the blanket watching the water, enjoying the serenity of their surroundings. 

When hunger called, Kate unpacked her basket as she told Meg what all she had ordered.

"I've got a crispy roast-potato salad, buttermilk baked chicken and three-bean salad. There are some lemon bars for dessert and we're washing it all down with a glassed of almond raspberry lemonade." 

"It all sounds delicious, Kate," Meg signed and smiled as Kate served. Usually when they were together at work it was Meg who always fell into the server position. It was a nice contrast Meg noted. 

They ate, talked, laughed and kissed often. No one came by so they weren't bothered and spent most of the day at their quiet little hideaway. Meg loved their time together, how intimate it all was and also how respectful and considerate Kate was with her. 

Meg couldn't help but compare this date or dating Kate to those she'd had in the past. She knew that if she had been out with any of her past male companions, they wouldn't have been content to just kiss her and hold her. The ones she dated couldn't keep their eyes on hers or their hands from copping feels of her curves.

However, Kate was different. Yes, she did look at Meg's body, but it wasn't a constant leering. When they spoke, Kate paid attention to what she was saying and didn't just pretend to. 

It was an eye opening and very pleasant experience to be dating a woman, Meg thought. Dating Kate was more enjoyable than her previous dating experiences had been. 

Before it became too late they packed up and left. Kate dropped Meg off at her inn and headed home so they could get ready for dinner with her parents and, in Kate's words, Meg's 'interrogation.' 

Chapter 35

At night, the Blue Star turned into an elegant restaurant. Kate and Meg were impressed with the ambiance that was subtly changed by the lighting. The soft music also added something special to the atmosphere for those who could hear it. 

True to her word, Patricia had reserved the booth for Kate's party. They sat, Meg and Kate next to each other, James and Sabrina opposite them. The server, a lovely young woman, appeared and placed menus in front of them.

Studying them briefly, Kate ordered the mesclun greens salad to share with Meg; James ordered the red beets salad for him and Sabrina. 

"So Meg, we know a little about you from Kate but tell us about yourself, your family," Sabrina said with a warm smile. Kate wanted to say something to her mother about putting Meg on the spot, but Meg's hand on her thigh stopped her.

"Well Mrs. Price..." Sabrina raised her hand to stop her.

"Please dear, it's Sabrina and James."

"Thank you, Sabrina. I'm an only child and as such I'm close to my parents. I lived at home until I was eighteen then I went to college at Rowan University, where I studied for my associates degree in business, specifically office administration. 

"I worked throughout school at the local book store and gained a little bit of experience along with my studies. When I was searching for a job, I was lucky to come across Kate. She hired me and I've been with her ever since," Meg signed and smiled at Kate. 

"Oh yes, it's been four years hasn't it?" Sabrina asked.

"Yes Mom, it has." 

"Do you enjoy working for Kate; is she a good boss?" Sabrina continued.

"I do, she's really easy to work with and yeah, she's a really good boss," Meg said with a smile.

"Yes, Katie always was easy to get along with and worked well with others," James contributed. 

Entrees were Scottish salmon for Meg; Kate, Sabrina and James tried the sea scallops. 

James and Sabrina regaled Meg with stories of Kate's childhood. Some of the stories were somewhat embarrassing but Kate didn't mind. She was very happy with how they were getting along. 

The next course followed with Meg having the heirloom tomato soup, Kate and Sabrina having the braised artichokes and James enjoying the lamb tenderloin. Patricia kept her promise and sent a bottle of Pinot Noir for them to enjoy with their meal.

The conversation continued across the table; eventually Sabrina came back to the topic of the night -- Meg. "What are your plans for when you get back, dear?" 

"Mom, you promised you wouldn't," Kate told her mother.

"It's okay Kate," Meg signed, smiling. Then she answered. "We really don't know yet, Sabrina. It will take a little time for us to figure everything out, but we're off to a good start so far." 

"I'm glad to hear that Meg. I only want you two to be happy. I have to say though, you two do look good together, don't they James?" 

"Yes they certainly do." 

The dessert menu was positively sinful with its array of chocolate goodies. The molten chocolate hazelnut cake was so inviting that all three women ordered it while James demurred, choosing a banana chocolate tart. 

As dessert was winding down, Patricia did make an appearance to say hello to James and Sabrina. Her greeting was warm and friendly, showing that everything was indeed okay between her, Kate and Meg. 

While sipping on their after dinner coffees, Kate announced that Meg was staying until Sunday then they would fly home together. 

"Does that mean that I call the boys and have them over for dinner on Saturday so they can meet Meg," Sabrina asked excitedly. Kate turned to Meg and winked at her. 

"Yes Sabrina, I'm looking forward to meeting Kate's brothers." 

* * * * *

The rest of the week went by rather quickly. Meg and Kate found lots of ways to spend time but their favorite by far was to go out to Kate's spot at the park. They would miss that spot when they returned home but made some very delightful memories of cuddling and even making out. 

Kate had convinced Meg to come and stay at the house for the rest of the week. Meg was reluctant at first, fearing, but secretly hoping, that if they shared a bed, they might end up making love. Kate made two good points about why that wouldn't happen. The first was that there was no way they were going to have sex when her parents could hear them. The second was that Kate was not going to let their first time be anything but romantic, beautiful and very, very long. 

Sabrina was thrilled to have Meg staying with them, so much so that Kate lost Meg to Sabrina that first day. She kept Meg to herself all day, talking and laughing with the young woman who, Sabrina hoped, would soon be her new daughter. 

Friday evening Logan and Adam arrived just before dinner. As hugs and kisses were exchanged Kate made the introductions.

"Logan, Adam, this is my Meg. Meg, this is my younger brother and his partner," Kate said as she gestured to each one.

"It's nice to finally meet you both. I've heard nothing but good things about you guys," Meg said easily as she shook both their hands.

"Only good? About me? Now I know Kate's been telling lies," Logan signed and grinned. 

"Don't listen to him, he's all talk," Adam interjected smoothly. 

"All talk; I'll show you," Logan teased as he pulled Adam to him, dipped in an exaggerated way and kissed him. Everyone couldn't help but laugh at his theatrics. 

Meg liked them instantly. They were a fun loving, down to earth couple with a great sense of humor and were clearly in love with each other. 

They all enjoyed a nice dinner with many laughs being had. Later on when Kate and Meg retired to bed, Kate told Meg about her sister. 

"Babe, I have to warn you about Eric's wife, Brenda. She's a piece of work." 

"Really?" 

"Yeah. She and Eric met in college, fell in love and married right away. We only met her a few times before they were married but she seemed nice. Mom loved her right away and she loves Mom too. 

"After the wedding, they moved away from us and we barely saw them. Then they had Emily and Brenda became really religious. That is ― she started going to church a lot. 

"She bought into the church's views on homosexuality and, to put it bluntly, she's not the biggest fan of either me or Logan. Mom and Dad don't know because she's the perfect little daughter in front of them. Logan and I have agreed not to say anything about it. 

"But when she's alone with me or Logan, she drops these snide comments about our lives. Adam is only civil to her in front of my parents; otherwise, he doesn't talk to her at all. 

"I'm telling you this, babe, because tomorrow when they arrive, she's gonna act like she's so happy about meeting you but afterwards, if she's alone with you, she'll be a total bitch." 

"Sweetie, you know I can be a bitch too, but I won't make a scene in front of your parents," Meg promised.

"Thanks babe. Mom loves Brenda so much and Logan and I really don't want to cause any trouble between them."

"And what does your brother Eric say about all of this?" 

"Eric? He just ignores Brenda's remarks. Logan asked him once to talk to her and he just said that it's a free country and she's free to express her opinion."

"That's it? He just hides from things and lets her insult you and Logan?"

"Yeah." 

"I'm an only child so I don't know about how brothers and sisters interact but I would think that he shouldn't allow someone else to treat his siblings like that." 

"I suppose so, but that's just Eric's way." 

"Well we'll see what happens tomorrow," Meg signed and hugged Kate to her. 

"Yeah, but I'm not sure I want to know." 

Chapter 36

Waiting for Eric and his family's arrival was nerve wracking for Kate. She had no idea how things were going to play out with Brenda where Meg was concerned.

Sabrina was her usual excited self about seeing her grandchildren. Even James was smiling more in anticipation. Logan and Adam showed no signs of being worried, but Kate was sure they were. 

Every few minutes, Sabrina kept checking the driveway through the living room curtains. Finally, she leapt to her feet, signed 'they're here,' and ran out the front door to greet them. James was right behind her with Logan and Adam following and Kate and Meg bringing up the rear. 

Kate missed much of what was initially said as Sabrina squealed and cooed over Emily who was six and little Bradley who was two. Eric had not changed much, being tall and dark haired like Logan and their father. There was not much of Sabrina in him at first glance but after a while you saw a little of her here and there. 

Brenda was also as Kate remembered her; tall, thin, and pretty with her trademark severe bun hairstyle. Her smile was genuine where Sabrina and James were concerned but faded at seeing Logan and Adam and then disappeared completely as she set her eyes on Kate and Meg. 

Eric was sweet as he hugged both Logan and Adam and wrapped Kate up in a big hug as well. 

"Hey bro, this is my Meg," Kate offered.

"Yes, your assistant who you've been in love with for years. It's great to meet you, Meg. I'm glad you two are finally together," Eric said and kissed Meg's cheek lightly 

Sabrina and James were too preoccupied with the children to notice Brenda's cold greeting to Logan and Adam, a quick, halfhearted hug as if she were afraid to touch them. 

Kate forced herself to smile. "Hello Brenda, so good to see you again," Kate said very mechanically. 

"And you Kate. You seem well," Brenda answered.

"I'd like you to meet my love, Megan Reece." 

"It's nice to meet you," Meg said and offered her hand. 

"Yes, wish I could say the same," Brenda replied softly. She shook Meg's hand quickly as if she might catch something and moved away from Meg and Kate, claiming to the others that she was tired and would like to rest. 

As everyone else went inside the house, Emily was released from her grandparents and she ran to her auntie Katie. 

"Auntie Katie, Auntie Katie," she signed hurriedly, showing off her signing skills to her favorite aunt. Kate hoisted her up and hooked her on her hip as she chatted eagerly. Kate tried her best to keep up but just couldn't. 

"Emily, sweetie, I want you to meet my good friend Meg," Kate said as she turned to face Meg.

"Hi sweetie; you're very pretty. It's nice to meet you," Meg said. 

"Hi. You're pretty too," Emily said and smiled. 

"Thank you Emily." 

"Are you Auntie Katie's girlfriend? I heard momma and daddy talking last night about you," Emily said.

"Yes I am," Meg answered. 

"Momma said you both are dykes and will go to hell. Hell is a bad place; you shouldn't go there, Auntie Katie. I would miss you if you did." Emily said innocently, as only a child could.

Meg saw the flash of anger in Kate's eyes and how she fought to control her temper and not explode in front of Emily. 

"Emmy, why don't you go see what snacks Grammy has for you while I talk to Meg, okay?" 

"Okay," Emily answered and ran off when Kate put her down.

"Kate, its okay," Meg began but was cut off quickly.

"Okay? Okay? How can it be okay? It's bad enough that she's got her twisted views about me and Logan but now she's letting it bleed onto Emily and soon Bradley as well," Kate signed angrily 

"You're right. It's a horrible thing she's doing, passing on her hate to her children. Emily doesn't know yet what it all means but if it continues then she'll grow up hating her aunt and uncle. There must be something that we can do." 

"Yeah, I'm going to go strangle Brenda." 

"Besides that. Maybe you can talk to Eric about it. I know you said he hasn't done anything in the past but it might be different where the kids are concerned." 

"Yeah, it might. I think I need Logan in on this as well," Kate said.

"That sounds like a good idea. Whatever you do, you know I'm with you," Meg promised.

"I know, babe and I'm thankful for that."

* * * * 

While Kate pulled Logan aside to tell him about what was going on, Meg tried her best to be calm and collected as she helped Sabrina in the kitchen. Brenda, for her part, stayed hidden in what was Eric's room, saying that the trip had exhausted her.

Little Bradley was as cute as cute could be. He was walking around and talking, although sometimes his words were hard to make out. Learning to sign came easily to him at his age and James had fun holding him on his lap and teaching him to sign 'grandpa'. 

Just like a little boy would, Bradley climbed off of James' lap and found his way onto Meg's. Looking at his adorable face, Meg was instantly smitten with his cuteness. 

* * * * 

Logan was appalled by what had happened with Emily and agreed that something had to be done. Talking to Brenda was pointless, so they would have to address the matter with Eric and hope he would listen. 

"What's up?" Eric asked as Kate and Logan led him onto the front porch. The rest of the family was in the back preparing the barbeque. 

Logan began carefully. "Eric, we need to discuss something that's been a problem for a while now. We've ignored it as best as we can but it's gotten to a point that we cannot ignore it anymore." 

Kate, who was fuming, couldn't wait any longer.

"Fuck this diplomatic shit, Logan. Eric, the bottom line is that Brenda's bigotry towards me and Logan has spilled over onto Emily. Your daughter, that sweet and innocent child, looked at me and told me that her mommy said I was a dyke and was going to hell." 

Eric's face was passive hearing Kate's words. If he was shocked at what Emily had said he didn't show it. Instead he signed simply and without much emotion. "Kate, Logan, don't worry. I'll teach Emily acceptance and tolerance towards others so don't worry okay." 

"That's bullshit and you know it. You'll sweep this under the rug like you do everything else that concerns Brenda. She's got you so pussy whipped she could murder Logan and me in our sleep and you'd give her an alibi for it," Kate signed forcefully. She wanted to yell, scream and shout at Eric but knew that would draw the others so she kept her anger confined to yelling in sign. 

"Eric look, it's not healthy for Emily to hear such things coming from her mother," Logan said, trying to reason with his brother. 

"Emily is young and impressionable. She loves me, Kate and Adam but sooner or later Brenda's bigotry will influence her. One day she'll wake up with questions about us and, with all the negativity, Brenda's opinion will be hers too. Brenda is the one who needs to learn to change. Her opinions are her own but she will permanently harm Emily and eventually Bradley if this continues." 

Kate couldn't wait any longer as angry as she was. "Eric, do you want Emily to grow up hating us? Because that's what Brenda is teaching her with all of her remarks and comments. You say you'll teach her differently but how much are you really there with them. For every hour you spend with Emily, Brenda spends four or five times that." Kate's words and tone were serious.

"Look, you're making too much out of this. I'll handle things so just butt out. This is my family and I'll take care of it," Eric signed and headed back inside, leaving Kate and Logan to wonder what they should do next. 

* * * * 

James was at the grill, flipping hot dogs, burger patties and a few choice steaks. Sabrina, Kate and Logan were putting out side dishes of coleslaw, sweet potato fries, baked beans, bread for the burgers and hot dogs, two pitchers of strawberry lemonade and a tray of brownies. 

Adam and Meg had their hands full as Emily was running rings around her uncle Adam in a game of catch me if you can, while Bradley had claimed Meg's lap as his personal chair, making her his favorite person for the day. 

Eric and Brenda were standing off to one side and Brenda was not pleased by her children's choice of playmates. 

"It's bad enough that they have to be around your brother and sister but now there's not one but two more queers to encourage them into that lifestyle," Brenda said heatedly. 

"Bren, I've told you, being gay is not something you can catch. You either are or you aren't. I have two gay siblings but I'm straight," Eric countered her argument.

"You're older than them. If you had been younger, you would have turned out gay too. Just count yourself lucky that you're the first born."

"That's crap and you know it. If one or both of our kids grow up and is gay what are you gonna do Bren, beat it out of them?" Eric asked and shook his head. 

It's not that he didn't take his siblings warnings about Brenda seriously, it was just that they had warred so much on this topic in the past that, for the sake of saving their marriage, they had agreed to have different opinions on the subject. 

"I would pray for our child and send him or her to a religious retreat that would help them to not fall prey to the sinfulness of homosexuality. If Logan and Kate had just tried to be normal, and lived decent lives, they wouldn't be going to hell when they die." 

Unbeknown to Brenda, James had moved towards them but from behind Brenda's back to ask Eric to help him and heard Brenda's last comment. 

"Is that what you really think young lady?" James said in a near growl. 

"Dad, it's not what you think." Eric tried to cover for his wife but his attempts were futile.




Finding Love Pt. 06



"And you're okay with this; her and what she thinks? My god Eric, she just insulted our family, your own blood, and you're defending her?" James almost roared. 

"James? What's going on here?" Sabrina asked as she moved to find out what the commotion was all about. Everyone in the yard had stopped and was watching. James cleared his throat and tried to compose himself. 

"Darling, we don't have any ice cream to eat with your fabulous brownies," James said. 

"Honey, we don't need ice cream," Sabrina told him but he held up his hand to stop her from speaking further.

"I would like some. Adam, Meg please take the kids down town to the ice cream shop and pick some up. And do take your time," James said, his tone telling them to go now and stay a while. 

"Sure thing James. Come on you guys, last one in the car doesn't get any rainbow sprinkles on theirs," Adam said and moved to run. Emily took off before him and he made like he was trying to catch her. Meg put Bradley down and he squealed with laughter as he pulled Meg after him to catch up with his sister. 

When James was sure they were gone he told Sabrina what Brenda had said. 

"It seems Brenda here isn't very tolerant of the fact that we have two gay children. She seems to think that Kate and Logan aren't normal," James spat and signed. Sabrina's hand went to her mouth in shock at hearing this. 

"That's ridiculous. Brenda has been in this family long enough for us to know if she had any ill feelings about Kate and Logan, surely we would have known by now," Sabrina said, still shocked by what James had said. 

"No mom," Kate interjected. "She hates the fact that Logan and I are gay. We've known for a long time now; we just never said anything before." 

"Why would you keep something like that from us?" James asked.

"Because Dad, you and Mom love her so much, Kate and I couldn't tell you both. It would have damaged your relationship with her and Eric," Logan told them and Kate nodded her agreement. 

"Well it's certainly damaged now. What do you have to say about all of this Eric?" Sabrina asked.

"Mom, Dad, this thing is between Bren and me. We've always had a difference of opinion on certain things but we agreed to not let it get in between us as a couple and family." 

"How can you be so cavalier about it? She thinks your brother and sister are going to go to hell because of the way they love. You're going to stand there and defend her? In the past they've fought ignorant, small minded, bigoted people and you've brought one such person into our home, our family. I will not have it, not in my house. If she can't accept Kate and Logan and their partners then we can't accept her." James said and signed firmly. Both Logan and Kate felt an overwhelming sense of love for their father and his defense of them.

"You're going to take them over me? They're ungodly and perverted and I won't have them around my children. I'm leaving and taking Em and Brad with me. Eric you have to choose, either them or me and the kids," Brenda said. 

"You bitch; you're making him choose between us or you and the kids?" Kate asked. 

"No she's not, because there will be no choice." Sabrina said, her voice and demeanor cold. 

"We loved you, welcomed you into our lives and hearts and you've secretly hated our other children for how they were born. Eric, you and the children are welcome here always, but until Brenda learns to live and let live, I don't want to see her again," Sabrina voiced and signed. 

"Your mother is right. You don't have to choose. You stay with your children and teach them to look at the heart of a person and love them because of what's inside, not what others think or believe," James added. 

Eric, for his part, nodded and looked hard at Brenda. "We're going to have a long talk when we get home and maybe even see someone and get some counseling. I've let things go on long enough. No more Brenda, no more." 

Brenda stood speechless at Eric's tone as he laid down the law. Eric hugged his siblings, signed and whispered apologies to them and to his parents and promised he would not let this go on anymore. 

When Meg and Adam returned with the kids, Eric told them that mommy wasn't feeling well and they had to return home. They had enough time for one hot dog and one brownie before Eric loaded them into the waiting taxi and off to the airport for the two hour plane ride home. 

Things remained somber for quite some time after Eric had left. Sabrina and James couldn't believe that they had been so blind to Brenda's hate. They also felt horrible that Kate and Logan had thought it necessary to hide it from them. Each of them had endured Brenda's bigotry and, in doing so, sacrificed themselves for the sake of their family. Both parents found a new level of respect and pride for their children. 

Watching Kate and Logan with their partners, James and Sabrina smiled, seeing the love and happiness so apparent between them. They all ate in quiet comfort, eventually laughing and finding joy in watching the night's sky fill with stars as each couple held on to their love and looked towards the future. 

Chapter 37

While Kate and Meg were figuring out their relationship, Vivian and Ari were doing the same. There had been plenty of love and passion between them, but as Ari's college life was coming to a close, she began worrying about what was to come next. 

Her Mom had called a couple of times, asking about how soon she'd be coming home. Ari had put her Mom off by saying she still didn't know yet, but time was running out. 

Vivian was loving and very patient. She didn't push the issue of what was to come next for them. She had promised to support Ari in whatever decision she would make. 

Ari was now living exclusively at Vivian's apartment. She had moved all of her things ― the few that she had. Vivian was thrilled to give Ari enough closet space for everything and even cleared out her home office for Ari to study when needed. 

Their sex life was spectacular. Vivian had introduced Ari to her strap-on and Ari had loved every moment of it. They had tried various positions and Ari had found her favorite to be her on top. Vivian loved it too because she saw a new, uninhibited and beautiful side of Ari.

Vivian was eating some yogurt at the kitchen island when Ari came home after having finished another of her final exams. 

"Hi angel, you look beat," Vivian said as Ari leaned in and kissed her. 

"I am. I'm so happy I only have three more to go," Ari replied as she dipped her finger in Vivian's yogurt and slurped at it. 

"Me too. My poor angel pet has been so worn out this last week."

"Well I'm not too worn out right now and I don't have to study until later so we could have some fun," Ari said. 

"Oh, is my naughty pet propositioning me...hmmm?" 

"Yes, I'm definitely doing that," Ari said with a grin as she backed up towards the door and continued to the bedroom. Vivian followed and by the time she was in the bedroom, Ari was already naked and lying on the bed. 

Vivian made short work of her clothes and descended on Ari, kissing her deeply as her hands ran over Ari's delightful body. Ari was already dripping with anticipation as Vivian's fingers grazed her vulva, teasing and torturing her relentlessly. 

"Oh Viv, please," Ari begged as Vivian's fingers circled her clitoral area and her lips nibbled Ari's left nipple. 

"Oh, my angel needs it bad today," Vivian said as Ari's hips lifted, trying to get more attention on her center from Vivian's fingers. 

Vivian usually loved to bring Ari slowly to the edge but, considering how stressed she was over her exams, she chose to speed things up this time. Moving downward, Vivian pushed Ari's bent legs up towards her chest and spread them wide. Ari's hands immediately held on to her thighs, keeping herself spread for Vivian. 

"Oh angel, you are so beautiful," Vivian whispered as she used her thumbs to spread Ari's pussy lips further, bending to lick at Ari's flowing wetness. Ari's clit slipped out of its hood and Vivian quickly lapped at it, sucking the little nub and rubbing it with her tongue. 

Ari began to croon and moan as pleasure flooded her mind, blocking out any worries she might have had. 

Vivian slipped two fingers into Ari's pussy and slowly fucked her as she rolled her tongue over Ari's pearl repeatedly. Ari's body jerked and trembled slightly as wave after glorious wave of ecstasy coursed through her body. She called out her love to Vivian as she climaxed, releasing her legs and falling limp to the bed, breathing hard. 

Vivian licked her fingers, enjoying the familiar and exquisite taste that was Ari's spending. Wanting more, Vivian bent to the source, pushing her tongue into Ari's soaked center to get every last drop. 

Ari moaned and lifted her hips off of the bed, the sensations nearly too much for her. 

"Oh my god, Viv, please, no more. Let me taste you, please," Ari begged. 

"Of course my darling, I'm all yours," Vivian answered as she climbed over Ari and straddled her face. This was Vivian favorite way to be eaten and Ari loved pleasuring Vivian this way as well. 

Ari never rushed the wonderful sensations of oral sex with Vivian. She immensely enjoyed the smoothness of Vivian's skin, the sweet taste of her nectar and the warm pulsing of Vivian's sex against her tongue. She savored each and every moment as her mouth feasted on Vivian's treasures. 

As Ari sucked Vivian's sweet lips, her hands moved up to her lover's breasts. They were firm, soft and felt heavenly in Ari's hands. She loved kneading them and knew how much Vivian loved her nipples pinched. Sometimes Ari wondered which of them really got more pleasure from Vivian's breasts. 

Another thing Ari adored was when Vivian gave her commands while she ate her. Vivian knew, of course, and would often give orders even when they weren't needed. 

"Yes pet, just like that."

"Play with my clit; use your tongue." 

"Harder angel. Yes, right there, keep doing that," Vivian told her, knowing that her commands fueled Ari's ardor and inner desires to please her. 

Soon Ari's oral skills had Vivian grinding her pussy against Ari's mouth as her climax grew closer. 

"God yes, angel, don't stop, I'm going to cum. Oh god, I love you Ari, I love you," Vivian screamed as her orgasm ripped through her body. Ari loved to watch Vivian from this position. The way her features reflected her bliss, the way her breasts moved as she panted. Vivian never looked more beautiful to Ari. 

After the tide of her pleasure receded, Vivian curled her body around Ari's. She loved this part of their lovemaking; the simple joy of cuddling with your lover after great sex was an experience Vivian treasured. 

Ari loved being held as well. She always felt protected and safe while in Vivian's arms. Vivian's warmth was very comforting, and Ari dreaded what was to happen when she finished school. 

She was not going to leave and give Vivian up, but how was she going to say no to her parents? How was she even going to tell them that she was a lesbian? 

"You're worrying about your family again, angel," Vivian whispered. 

"Yes. How do you always know?" 

"Your body tenses slightly every time you're thinking about them. I'm very perceptive when it comes to you, pet," Vivian answered.

Ari turned so she could look into Vivian eyes as she spoke. She loved looking at them and could always see the love Vivian had for her in them. 

"I don't know how I'm going to tell them about you, us, and that I won't be taking things over," Ari said.

"So you've decided then?"

"Yes. I love you and I want to spend my life with you. I want to have a family with you some day." 

"Oh? You want to have our baby do you?" Vivian teased. 

"Yeah, I do, if you want one," Ari answered seriously. 

"You're not playing are you Ari? You really want to have a child with me?" Vivian asked. Not much shocked her but this revelation did. 

"Yes, someday I want to be a Mom and there's no one else I want to be a parent with than you." 

"That's a very beautiful thing to want, angel. I didn't think I'd ever have children and was content with the life I had but you've brought so much into my life ... if you want to raise a child with me someday then I'd be proud to do so," Vivian answered, her voice filled with emotion and her eyes filling with tears. Ari had tears too as she kissed Vivian deeply. 

Their moment was interrupted by Ari's cell phone. The distinctive ringtone told that it was Ari's mother calling. Ari groaned and climbed off the bed. She rummaged through her discarded jeans and found the phone. 

"Hi Mom," Ari answered as she flopped back onto the bed. Vivian listened as Ari answered a string of questions, most of which involved when she was coming home. 

"Mom, I still have three exams to take. Then I have some errands to take care of and then I'll see about coming home," Ari said and rolled her eyes. "Mom I have to go; I have a lot of studying to do. I'll let you know as soon as I can ... love you too. Bye Mom," Ari ended and placed her phone on the bedside table. 

"You okay angel?"

"No. My mom is driving me nuts. Sometimes I just want to scream at her over the phone," Ari said frustrated. 

"Then why don't you, darling?" 

"You know why ..." 

"Hmmm, yes, I do. You're a good little pet and you do as you're told. Angel, I told you that I would stay out of things and stand by you, but do you want me to help you with telling your parents about us, and your decisions regarding your future?" 

Ari's eyes filled and she cried at Vivian's offer. She was relieved and grateful. She had wanted to ask for Vivian's help but still wasn't comfortable asking for things. 

Vivian realized why Ari was crying. "Angel, you know you can ask me for anything. You are my heart. I love you and I will help you and protect you, always. You do trust me don't you?" 

Ari nodded and threw her arms around Vivian. She sobbed, both from relief and joy, knowing she was so cared for by Vivian. 

"It's okay angel. I know that you still get scared to ask for the things you want. I can anticipate some things but not everything. I want you to be able to always tell me what you want and need. Will you try and do that Ari? For me?"

"Yes Vivian," Ari answered. Vivian smiled and grabbed some tissues to wipe away Ari's tears, and then she kissed Ari's lips softly. 

"So my sweet, tell me, what do you want right now?" 

"I ... I want ..." 

"No fears lover. Anything you want right now. Tell me pet," Vivian ordered. 

"I want, I want you to put it on and, and fuck me," Ari said heatedly. Vivian grinned.

"Yes my darling. It will be my pleasure," Vivian replied as she slipped from the bed. In her bedside draw, she pulled out her newest acquisition; a six inch, lilac colored silicone dildo and harness set. 

As Vivian slipped into the harness she could see the excitement in Ari's eyes. Ari licked her lips in anticipation and at the erotic image Vivian presented. 

Vivian climbed back onto the bed and knee walked to Ari who parted her legs widely. Vivian settled herself between Ari's legs and pressed her upper body to Ari's as she kissed her deeply. 

Vivian slid a finger into Ari and found her center dripping. Usually she would use a little lube to ensure that Ari wouldn't be hurt but this time she didn't need any. 

She pressed the head of the dildo to Ari and rubbed it teasingly over Ari's pussy lips and clitoral area. Ari moaned and lifted her hips, her body begging and her eyes pleading for Vivian not to tease her. 

Vivian gave in and pushed the dildo into Ari, her kiss muffling Ari's groan of pleasure. Slowly, Vivian began moving her body, working the hard shaft into and out of Ari. Vivian's larger breasts were mashed against Ari's smaller ones and every motion made them rub deliciously against Ari's very sensitive nipples. 

Ari wrapped her legs around Vivian's body and clung to her as pleasure assaulted her. The base of the dildo was putting pressure on Vivian's clit so she too was experience shockwaves of intense pleasure. 

"Oh, Viv, oh god, please ..." Ari cried out. 

"What angel, tell me," Vivian hissed, her voice tight with sweet tension. 

"Please Viv, harder, fuck me harder," Ari begged. 

"Oh yes my pet, yes," Vivian cried out as she lifted off of Ari and took hold of Ari's legs. She lifted them, pinning them against Ari's breasts with her arms as Ari's knees hooked over Vivian's shoulders. Anchoring her legs, Vivian began to piston her hips, fucking Ari with all the force she could muster. 

Ari's groans increased as her body rippled with intense pleasure. Vivian's angle was perfect and Ari could feel the dong rubbing on her most sensitive internal spot.

It didn't take long before an epic orgasm assaulted her. Ari's body tensed and stiffened. A strained wail escaped her lips as the sensations consumed her completely. A blinding heat erupted within her and traveled slowly and deliciously to and through her limbs. Starbursts danced across her tightly shut eyes as the waves crashed violently inside of her. 

Seeing Ari in the throes of her climax sent Vivian over the edge. Her joints felt like they were locking up, the fire within her, like lava, stole her breath and destroyed her completely. She gave one last hard push, forcing the entire dildo into Ari and causing it to press hard on her pearl. The pressure was delicious and almost too much, making Vivian groan. Frozen in ecstasy, her vision was assaulted by fireworks as her head swam. The waves threatened to drown her as her center pulsed, quivered, tightened, and finally relaxed. 

Both women were flushed, covered in sweat and panting hard as their hearts raced from the effort and excitement of the experience. Vivian laid her body over Ari's while keeping her weight off with her arms. 

"That, my angel, was just heavenly," Vivian managed to say after she kissed Ari's dry lips. 

"Yes, it was wonderful. Thank you my love," Ari replied and threw her arms weakly around Vivian. 

Vivian eased the dildo out of Ari who groaned at feeling the loss of it. Vivian stretched out next to Ari on her back, the lilac dong pointing upward from her pelvis. 

Ari ran her fingers over the hard material, coating her fingers with her cum that was on it. She sucked on her fingers, relishing the taste of herself and then kissed Vivian deeply, sharing her essence with her lover. 

"Mmm, you are so delicious my darling, and I love that you're coming out of your shell. When you first came to me, you weren't this liberated. I like this new you, my pet," Vivian said, her voice filled with love and approval. Ari lit up at Vivian's words and slowly, like a predator, slinked her way to Vivian's cock. 

Vivian had often talked about the turn on of watching your lover suck on your cock even if you couldn't feel it. She had not yet asked Ari to do so, but Ari knew one day she would and decided to take the initiative. 

Ari had absolutely no experience in this but had seen it done when Vivian had them watch a few x-rated videos. It was another of Vivian's little turn-on's. The scenes excited her and her appetite for sex was insatiable afterwards. 

Ari slowly ran her tongue over the length of the dildo. Vivian propped herself up on a couple of pillows to watch and moaned as Ari took the head between her lips. 

"Yes my angel, god you look so hot doing that. Yes, yes baby, yes my pet," Vivian praised as Ari continued. Slowly she worked more and more of the plastic dong into her mouth. She stopped just past the halfway point but the visual was more than enough for Vivian whose eyes were filled with lust as she pawed at her own breasts. 

Ari then loosened the harness and slipped two fingers under the straps and into Vivian. Vivian cried out and her hips began to lift slowly as Ari fucked her with her fingers and fucked the dildo with her mouth. 




Finding Love Pt. 07



Author's note: This is the seventh part of a very long story. 

My sincere thanks and heartfelt gratitude to all who have voted, emailed and commented on my story. Your support makes writing worth it.

To all who are wondering, there are two more parts after this one. So relax, the story isn't over yet. 

I hope 'Finding Love' will continue be enjoyed. Comments and votes will be appreciated.

Chapter 38

It was over. All the studying and stress of exams were over but Ari had other worries. She was at a Holiday Inn with Vivian and she was a wreck. The hotel was in the heart of Ari's hometown, just a short drive from her parents' dairy farm. 

They had crafted a plan; Vivian was to accompany Ari home where she would tell her parents everything. She was worried what her father might say and do to both of them. Vivian tried to assure her that it would all be okay but Ari couldn't help feeling that things were going to go badly. 

"Angel, calm down, you're driving yourself nuts," Vivian told Ari, who was pacing the floor of their room. Vivian was on the bed watching her young lover move back and forth. 

"I can't help it Viv; this is all going to go badly. I can feel it. My father is going to freak out and kill us both." 

"You're being irrational. I'm sure it won't be that bad. Anything your parents can throw at us I can handle. It'll all be fine, I promise." 

Vivian was sure that things would be fine but her calm demeanor only worried Ari more. She felt that Vivian wasn't taking her fears seriously. 

"Pet, come here to me," Vivian said suddenly, her voice serious. Ari hesitated for a second before her body overrode her mind and before she knew it, she was standing in front of Vivian. 

"You need something to occupy your mind so that you don't worry so much. Strip for me, slowly and sexily," Vivian ordered. 

Ari swallowed hard and backed away from Vivian. Her mind was working a mile a minute trying to focus on her newly given task. A song from the club floated into her mind and Ari began to sway to it. 

Vivian watched with growing lust as Ari began twirling, shaking her curves and bending seductively as, piece by piece, her clothes fell to the floor. When all she had on were her panties, Vivian stopped her. 

"Come and strip me pet," Vivian growled. Ari moved quickly and slowly unbuttoned Vivian's top. As her dark, chocolate skin was exposed, Ari laved each spot with gentle kisses. When Vivian's bra was gone, each nipple received special attention with gentle sucking and light nibbles. 

Ari went to her knees and opened Vivian's pants. She rimmed Vivian's navel with her tongue and licked her hips, tracing a line down to her mound. Moving to Vivian's back, Ari kneaded and fondled the soft ass cheeks lovingly, showering them with gentle kisses.

Naked, Vivian sat on the edge of the bed and spread her legs, showing off the dew that had gathered on her lips. 

"Come, my love, pleasure me," she said and Ari eagerly complied. 

With many long, slow licks and gentle nibbles, Ari teased and pleased the writhing feminine form to a number of sweet orgasms. While pleasuring her sweetheart, she focused only on her love for Vivian and the task she was given. 

Vivian knew as soon as Ari was done that she would revert back to her worries and decided she needed to tire her out in order for her to have a good night's sleep for what was to come. 

"Pet, go into my bag and get my harness," she ordered after she'd had a chance to rest and recover a little. Ari practically skipped over to Vivian's luggage and retrieved the items. 

Vivian put the harness and dong on and stretched out on her back. She rubbed a little lube on the dildo then looked at Ari.

"You know what to do angel," Vivian said. Nodding, Ari smiled, slipped off her panties and climbed on the bed. She straddled Vivian and slowly lowered herself onto the dildo. 

Vivian loved watching Ari as she bounced slowly up and down. Her small breasts moved with each motion and Vivian couldn't resist reaching up and taking hold of those sexy nipples and pinching slightly. 

Ari moaned and cried out as her movements increased. She threw her head back and reveled in the blissful sensations her body was experiencing. 

"Yes, that's it pet, ride my cock, ride it hard baby. You look so sexy, so hot," Vivian called out to Ari. Her own nub of pleasure was being stimulated by Ari's movements and she was feeling the delicious tingle that signaled an orgasm was looming. 

Ari's motions became more forceful as she neared the edge. Then she gave one hard jerk of her body and stiffened. Vivian took that moment to pinch her nipples hard which made Ari scream as her orgasm consumed her. Her trembling body sang a chorus of sweet ecstasy. 

Limp, Ari fell onto Vivian's body. Vivian held her close and whispered her love. Vivian hadn't cum but she didn't mind; Ari had more than made up for it with her oral skills. 

Vivian held on to Ari and gently rolled them sideways. Ari was exhausted and softly thanked Vivian for her care. Vivian slipped the dildo from Ari's center and removed the harness. She went to the bathroom and retrieved a warm, wet cloth, first cleaning Ari and then herself. 

Ari was asleep by the time Vivian crawled into bed beside her. Even in her sleep, Ari immediately rolled and sought Vivian's arms and body to snuggle into. 

* * * * 

Vivian's plan worked well. Ari had awakened feeling calmer and happy. She showed it in the shower as she sensually washed Vivian's body and pleasured her thoroughly.

Ari's calm state started to unravel after breakfast. The time had come for them to make their way to Ari's parents' house. Ari was so worried over what she was going to say that she was physically shaking. 

"Angel, listen to me, I'm going to be with you for this. Together we will get through this. I know you're worried about what will happen, that maybe my strength will clash with your father's. Sweetheart, I promise you, I won't get hurt and neither will you. You are my heart and I'll protect you fiercely. You trust me don't you darling?" 

"Yes Viv, I trust you," Ari said softly. 

"Good. Now listen darling; we are going to go to your parents and tell them about your fabulous talent as a writer, your book being published, and that you're in love with yours truly and if they don't like it well... it'll hurt like crazy, angel, but we will survive. I won't be able to take that hurt away or replace your family, but together we are a family. I love you and I know you love me too. So believe in me my sweet angel pet; believe that we will be okay no matter what happens today, okay?" 

"Okay," Ari said and sniffed. She sounded like a little girl, afraid but trusting and Vivian vowed that she would make sure to honor that trust. 

They collected the rental car and Ari drove. It would take about twenty minutes to arrive at the farm. Things started off in silence but as they drew closer, Ari realized that she hadn't told Vivian much about her family beyond a few vague facts. 

"Um, Viv." 

"Yes angel." 

"It just occurred to me that I haven't told you a great deal about my family," Ari said softly.

"Well not that much but I figured you'd tell me when you were ready," Vivian answered. She was very intrigued about Ari opening this subject. 

"I'm not sure I am ready but you should know a few things before we get there." 

"Okay darling, tell me but take your time." 

"My parents are good enough people. They've been together for almost thirty years. Both of them work hard at the business but dad has this problem with his drinking. I guess he's an alcoholic but he'd never admit to that. He drinks and fights with mom every now and then. She puts up with it or maybe she's grown accustomed to it, having lived with it for so long. 

"Anyway my sister and I grew up always being in the middle of their fights. Sarah coped with it all by being very outgoing. She had tons of boyfriends and right out of high school she got pregnant and married her baby's father. 

"I was left behind and decided that I was going to get out of here but not like Sarah, so I pushed and pushed at school and was offered scholarships to various schools. This one was the furthest away from them that I could go to without them making a fuss about it. 

"My parents were thrilled for only one reason. Having a business degree under my belt meant I could take over their dairy and they could retire early. I wanted to study writing but they insisted on business and I didn't have the strength to say no to them," Ari said. She pulled the car over to the side of the road as a few tears ran down her cheeks. 

"It's alright angel; hush," Vivian said as she unbuckled both her seatbelt and Ari's and took Ari into her arms. She kissed her head repeatedly and told her things would be all right. 

"Lover, you made the most of your situation and now you're at a place in your life where you can do what you want. You've accomplished so much and no one can take that away from you. I love you and I'm proud of you and all that you've done." 

It took a while but eventually Ari felt better and able to drive again. Vivian gave her a deep kiss for luck and maybe a little courage, then they were on their way. 

Chapter 39 

The farm wasn't the biggest in the state, only twenty five acres that were home to thirty head of cows and thirty head of goats. Both produced milk and cheese. There were five employees including David and Vera Mercer, Ari's parents. 

The main house was at the heart of the dairy. Ari had fond memories of running around the farm amongst the animals as a child. She knew both her parents would be in the house for lunch, which is why she and Vivian had chosen that time of day. 

Ari parked and both exited the car. Vivian took the keys in case Ari was too upset to drive when they needed to leave. 

The door to the main house was never locked and Ari turned the knob and entered. Immediately she smelled the old, familiar scents of her childhood and her mother's cooking. Vivian stood behind Ari and watched her carefully. She was concerned about how being back in her childhood home would affect Ari. Sometimes old memories had a way of causing a person to regress back to how they were. Vivian hoped Ari would resist any such pull of the past. 

Ari took a few deep breaths then walked to the kitchen. Vivian followed after her but kept a little distance between them, not wanting to intrude upon her and her parents. 

"Hi Mom, Dad," Ari called. Vivian couldn't see them but heard the joyous cry from who she assumed was Ari's mother. 

"Ari! Sweetie, why didn't you tell us you were coming today? I would have come to meet you at the airport." 

"It's okay Mom, I got a rental and drove." 

"Waste of good money on that car but it's good you're home," a gruff voice said. Vivian knew that was the dad. 

"Thanks. I need to talk to you both about something important." 

"Can't it wait until tonight dear? We have to get through lunch and there's tons of work to get done before dinner. One of the hands is out sick so we're short," Ari's mom said.

"Actually it's good you're home, you can fill in and help get things done," her dad added. 

"It really can't wait. I have some very important things to tell you and I don't know how you're going to take it," Ari said and swallowed hard. 

"Well no time to be coy about it, just tell us," her mom said. 

"Okay, um, I guess you both know I've always been brainy and that's why I did so well in school. I've also been developing my writing, writing stories and I wrote one, a good one, so good that it's going to be published. I already signed a contract for it and everything," Ari said hurriedly. 

"So you're an author and you're going to have your work published. That's great honey," Vera said, her voice sounding unsure about it all but still trying to be supportive. 

"Is that all or is there more?" David asked. 

"There's more, Dad. They both kinda go hand in hand." 

"Alright then out with it, we haven't got all day, Arianna." 

"Right yeah. I've met someone and I'm in love, deeply in love. This is the person I'm going to spend the rest of my life with and because of that, I'm not going to be staying home to take over the business. I'm going to stay with my love and continue to write and publish." Ari could see that her father was about to object and quickly blurted out the rest.

"And the love of my life is a woman named Vivian Chase and I brought her home to meet you both," Ari rattled off just as her father was opening his mouth. 

On cue, Vivian stepped into the kitchen and took Ari's hand in her own as she took in the parents of her precious angel. 

David Mercer was sitting at the circular kitchen table. Vivian could see much of Ari in him or rather where Ari got many of her features. The eyes, hair and mouth were all the same. 

Vera Mercer was standing to one side leaning on one of the counters. What Ari didn't get from her father, she got from Vera; the slight build, gentle curves, and the remaining facial features. Ari was a true mix of her parents. 

"Hello Mr. and Mrs. Mercer. It's nice to meet you," Vivian said and waited.

The silence in the room was deafening. Vivian saw David's eyes take her in. His face was rapidly becoming red with repressed anger that threatened to turn into rage. She suspected he might explode at any moment. 

Vera was calmer and looked quite confused by it all. Her brain was trying to play catch up to all that had happened in the last two minutes. Vivian knew that there would be some denial within her but sensed that ultimately she would take things better than David would. 

David suddenly stood and moved from the table. Ari, who was holding on to Vivian's hand for dear life, flinched at her father's movements. He walked across to a cabinet and pulled out a large bottle of scotch. He popped it open and didn't even bother with a glass as he placed the bottle to his lips and gulped down three great mouthfuls. 

"David, please don't," Vera begged but was ignored. He hissed at the burning in his throat but gulped down another three swallows. 

"So let me get this straight," David began abruptly. "I sent you to college for four years to get yourself a good education so you can take over the business and you come here and tell me you're running off with some woman to be a writer. That is not happening so you can just get that crazy idea out of your head, Arianna. Your place is here and it's here you will stay," David said firmly, laying down the law.

"As for you, I don't know what you did to my daughter but she's not going anywhere with you, so you can just take your black ass out of my house right now," David spat at Vivian with as much disdain as he could muster. 

"David! Just because we may not understand what's going on is no reason to be so crass to Ari's friend," Vera scolded her husband. He again ignored her as he continued to drink from the bottle. 

Vivian could feel a shift in Ari and how she held her hand. Ari was still shaking but it wasn't from fear. 

"Father, you can say what you like to me but do not insult Vivian. She has been the best thing to happen to me. She has supported me in my writing and my studies. She believes in my talent and believes I can be more than just the good little daughter who does as she's told. She loves me unconditionally; the real me, not the version that someone else wants me to be. We're in love and there's nothing you can do or say that's going to change that." 

"The hell there isn't. You're my child and you will do as I say even if I have to take a strap to you," David threatened. 

"David, you will do no such thing," Vera yelled at him. 

"Shut up or you'll get some too," David said, slurring his words slightly. He'd already polished off almost half the bottle and was clearly getting drunk. 

"All of you can go to hell. I work my ass off for you and what do I get in return, one runs off and the other is trying to do the same. I won't have it I tell ya. You black whore, you won't take my daughter from me. She's mine," David yelled and tried to rush at Vivian. 

Little did anyone know that Vivian was prepared. This was not her first encounter with a hostile person. Vivian had hidden a small can of pepper spray in her pocket in the event of physical attack. 

Holding on to Ari tightly, Vivian, whose hand had gone into her pocket the moment she stepped into the view of everyone in the room, pulled the pepper spray and pointed it at David's face. 

The effects were immediate. David screamed, dropped the bottle he was holding and began coughing as he clawed at his rapidly swelling eyes. He stumbled and Vivian pulled a shocked Ari closer to her as David fell next to where they were standing. He continued to scream and stammer curses in between coughing fits. 

Vera seemed rooted to the spot, frozen in shock before snapping into action. She rushed to Ari, taking her free hand and pulling her toward the front door with Vivian in tow.

"You have to go. When he recovers he'll be enraged," Vera said as she practically shoved them out the door, slamming it behind them. 

Vivian couldn't be bothered; her only concern was her Ari.

"Angel?" She queried. Ari looked up, her eyes sad and full of tears. Vivian's heart broke for her young love. 

"Come on darling, let go," Vivian said and led Ari to the car. 

Chapter 40

The drive back had been quiet. Ari cried silently the whole way, her body turned towards the door as much as she could with the seatbelt on. Vivian thought Ari would curl into a fetal position if she could. The only comfort Vivian could offer was to softly stroke Ari's arm. However it didn't seem to help much, if at all. 

When they arrived at the hotel, Ari clung to Vivian as they made their way to their room. The tears had slowed but returned full force as they reached inside the room. 

Vivian engulfed Ari in a massive hug and walked her to the bed. Vivian stripped Ari and herself and both women crawled under the covers. Vivian held her lover tightly to her and Ari settled into Vivian's warmth. Nothing was said; no words were needed. 

Vivian wondered what all Ari was feeling. She guessed that Ari was hurt by her parents' reaction but considered also that Ari might be feeling regret at how she told them about everything, perhaps doubting the manner in which she revealed her secrets. 

Vivian didn't think things would have been any different no matter how Ari delivered her news. Her parents wanted what they wanted and wouldn't accept anything else. 

"I'm sorry," Ari croaked, her voice raspy. 

"Sorry? Sorry for what Ari?" Vivian asked as she reached to the bedside table for the bottle of water she had there. She handed it to Ari who gratefully sipped at it. 

"I'm sorry you had to see that, my dad, his insults. My mom, how she threw us out. For putting you through that," Ari continued, her parched throat feeling much better. 

"No darling. No! You have absolutely nothing to be sorry for. You did nothing wrong and you cannot take responsibility for your parents reactions, decisions or behavior," Vivian said firmly. 

"But it is my fault, I brought you here ..." 

"Angel, Ari, listen to me. I came here because I love you and I will face any challenge, any obstacle if it will help you. Forget about apologizing. Tell me what you're feeling about everything; maybe I can help you," Vivian said, trying to change the direction of Ari's focus. 

"I ... don't know," Ari replied. 

"Come on angel, you're a writer; put your emotions into words." 

Ari stayed silent and thought about how best to describe all that she was feeling. 

"I feel, sad and angry, enraged but also ashamed and disgusted. Then there's also relief and a little bit of joy too and a lot of confusion," Ari said. 




Finding Love Pt. 07



"Well, that is a lot. Would you like to go through and talk about each of them? Maybe we can sort through all of it," Vivian offered. 

"Okay," Ari agreed. 

"So my angel, talk to me about your feelings. You're sad, but why do you feel like that? Expand on it, express it, flesh it out for me so we both can understand it better," Vivian began. Ari nodded and thought for a long moment before she answered. 

"I'm sad about how my parents reacted but also sad that I may never have a good relationship with them again. I think about the future and feel so much sorrow because I see us having a child and that child never having the joys of loving grandparents in its life. That then leads me to think that I meant so little to my father. Was I only a thing to use at his leisure, a possession to hold on to and not be allowed any happiness of my own?

"I feel enraged at that thought and angry too. I want to scream at him; my mother too, for letting him get away with it. I want so badly to tell him everything I've ever felt as a child growing up with him," Ari said frustrated. 

"You did stand up to him on my behalf, which was just the sweetest thing ever. Thank you my angel, my Ari," Vivian said and softly kissed her. Ari deepened the kiss and moaned into Vivian's mouth. 

Vivian pulled away reluctantly. "Not that I wasn't enjoying that but I think we need to finish talking first." 

"Yes, I suppose so." 

"So you mentioned ashamed and disgusted, care to add to those?"

"Yes. I was ashamed for the way he started drinking. He's been doing that for as long as I can remember." 

"Alright, but why feel ashamed by that?" 

"Because I know how he acts when he gets hammered. It's not pretty. Sometimes he acts like he's losing his mind. I didn't want you to see that and I felt ashamed that he's my dad."

"And the disgusted part?" 

"He had no right to make racial slurs at you. It disgusted me. I mean I know we're different races but you're a person, the same as me. Plus you're beautiful and successful and all around just wonderful. When I look at you, even that first time, I just see you, nothing else." 

"I know baby but I've faced discrimination because of my skin color before. Your father didn't say anything I haven't heard before," Vivian told her. Ari nodded her understanding. 

"What about the relief and joy?" 

"Oh yes Viv, I'm so relieved that it's all out in the open despite how they took it. Also joy because I'm free of my parents and their control over me. You're the only one I like to control me," Ari said in a sexy way, causing Vivian to grin broadly. 

"Oh yes, and you enjoy it so much too, my sweet. However, you do know that it's all just us having fun in the bedroom and that's what makes it wonderful and special. I am dominant but not a Domme to want a sub all the time," Vivian said seriously. 

"I know and I like that. I love that you're strong and can control things but don't all the time." 

"Good. Now about your confusion?" 

"I felt confused by everything I was feeling but now that we've gone through all of it, I feel better and I understand my own feeling, I'm much clearer and I'm also lighter than I was before. Does that make sense?"

"Angel, it makes perfect sense to me," Vivian answered. 

"Good. Can we fool around now, please?" Ari asked, making Vivian laugh. 

"Do you even need to ask my pet?" Vivian said as she tugged at Ari to climb on top of her. 

Ari straddled her and leaned forward, her smaller breasts mashing against Vivian's larger ones. Vivian's hands caressed Ari's curves and settled on her ass as they kissed each other hungrily. 

Vivian rolled them so she was on top and continued kissing Ari's lips then moving to her neck, nibbling softly and licking gently at Ari's skin. Ari was warm and tasted so sweet to Vivian. 

She made her way south, spending a lot of time on Ari's large, sensual nipples. Then Vivian turned her body, placing them in a sixty nine position. Ari gladly attacked Vivian's pussy, lapping at the moisture she found there. Vivian was equally enraptured by the dew she found on Ari's folds and dove in eagerly, licking and sucking greedily. 

Both women became distracted many times by the actions of her lover but pushed forward and soon they were writhing and squirming, almost delirious with pleasure. 

Nursing Ari's clit and swiping it with her tongue gave Vivian the advantage over Ari and caused the younger woman to climax first. She shuddered and screamed into Vivian's mound as the orgasm took her, flooding Vivian's taste buds with her warmth. 

When her mind cleared, Ari committed herself to making Vivian cum and pulled out every trick she had learned in their time together. Wetting a finger, she rimmed it around Vivian's puckered rosebud and slowly inserted it as she stabbed at Vivian's clit with her tongue. 

"Yes, oh god Ari, right there, just like that lover," Vivian babbled as Ari took control of her body, playing her like a fine instrument. Vivian whined long and loud and exploded, her mind numbed by her orgasm, blocking out everything except the exquisite pleasure Ari was giving her.

They rested for a bit after their thorough, ardent lovemaking. Vivian turned her tired body so they could hold each other and bask in the afterglow. After a while they rose and showered. It was late afternoon and while wrapped in robes, Vivian ordered something to eat since they had missed lunch and were famished after their exertions.

Vivian had barely gotten off the phone when there was a loud pounding on their door. Ari stopped cold in her tracks as she recognized the voice that screamed through the door. 

"You black bitch, open this door. Give me back my daughter you dyke whore." David's enraged voice screamed through the door. 

"Ari, go into the bathroom and lock the door," Vivian ordered as she reached for the phone. 

"But ..." Ari began but Vivian cut her off.

"Don't argue with me Ari, just go," Vivian said firmly as the string of expletives and insults continued through the door. Vivian dialed the front desk. 

"Hello, this is Vivian Chase in room twenty two. There's someone trying to break into my room. He's screaming and cursing and I fear the safety of myself and my companion. Please call the police immediately. I will leave the line open so you can verify that he's still out there. Please tell the police to hurry." Vivian placed the receiver on the small table, leaving the line open as she said she would. 

"Arianna, get out here right now. You little bitch, I'm your father and you'll do as I say. You cunt sucking fucking dyke, open this door and let Ari out," David continued to yell. Then there was a hard thump on the door as if he tried kicking it in. 

Vivian went to her bag and pulled out her taser. She had bought it the day before their trip. Vivian wasn't going to take any chances where her safety and Ari's were concerned 

"Mr. Mercer, please leave. You are not welcome here. The police have been called. If you continue to try and break in I will be forced to take actions to defend myself," Vivian said in a loud, clear voice. She remained calm, hoping that the door between them would be enough to keep him at bay but was at the ready to shoot if it came to that. 

There was a loud crash and Vivian guessed that David had thrown his body against the door in an attempt to break it open. The noise made Ari come out of the bathroom. 

"Viv?" 

"Angel, it's going to be okay. I've called for help and we just have to stay calm until they get here." 

"Why do you have a gun?"

"It's only a taser. It won't kill anyone just disable them. Now please darling, go back to the bathroom and stay there. It's you he's after and if he breaks in I don't know what he might do." 

While they were talking, David continued to slam against the door. Suddenly it gave way and only the chain lock kept it semi-closed. Ari screamed as her father launched himself once more. The door flew open as the chain broke and David stumbled into the room. 

Vivian grabbed Ari and pulled the frightened woman behind her. David's face was still showing the after effects of the pepper spray; his eyes were still slightly swollen and red. 

"You black bitch. Did you think you could take Arianna from me? She's my mine; she belongs to me," David said angrily. He reeked of alcohol, his words slurring and his balance wavering. 

"Ari isn't going anywhere with you, Mr. Mercer. You are clearly drunk and a danger to her. I will not allow you to hurt her anymore," Vivian said firmly. 

"Who the fuck do you think you are you fucking cunt sucking whore. You turned my daughter into a goddamn lesbian. She was a good girl before you. I'm taking her back where she belongs," David said and staggered towards them. He didn't get far as Vivian raised her taser and fired. 

The two prongs stabbed him squarely in the chest and Vivian let loose the barrage of volts. Unconscious, David collapsed, and his body jerked as the current went through him. When Vivian was sure he had had enough, she stopped and dropped the gun.

Ari was crying hard. Vivian took her in her arms and held her just as the police arrived. 

* * * * 

Vivian and Ari were questioned while David was taken to the hospital. Because of his actions he was arrested for breaking and entering as well as drunken and disorderly conduct. Both crimes were only misdemeanor offences and it was unlikely he would get any jail time. 

Vivian wasn't in any trouble for using the taser since she was protecting herself and Ari from a hostile and possibly dangerous person. Having the hotel's phone operator's version of what was overheard, along with a few other occupants at the hotel, helped verify Vivian's side of things. 

She and Ari moved to another room for the duration of their stay. 

Vera came to see them briefly. She apologized for what happened and wished Ari well. Vera knew that as much as she loved her daughter she would stay with David, for the sake of the business if nothing else. Her decision meant that she and Ari would never be close again. 

Vera regretted it but felt it was the only choice she could make. Ari would be happy in her new life and Vera would be content to stay in the business she helped build from the ground up. 

Ari cried over her mother's decision, but understood and couldn't fault her for it. Her mother had her priorities and Ari had hers. When she told Vivian about her feelings on the situation, Vivian understood and agreed. 

"Yes, your mother did what she needed to do, and now you will do what you need to. We have each other and it will be enough; our love is enough. I love you Ari. You are my heart, my life, my everything," Vivian said and held Ari close. 

"I love you too Vivian and you are my everything too." 

With a final look at her childhood hometown Ari closed the door on her past. She would try and connect with her sister but there was nothing left for her in this place. It was time to return home. 

Chapter 41 

Kate and Meg's life was now much different in the office than it was before. They had always had a closeness between them because of their friendship and special working relationship. Now they had even more reason to be close. Kate loved that she could now hug and kiss Meg at any given moment. It was both joyous and distracting for the both of them. 

"Kate, if you keep doing that we'll never get any work done," Meg said at one point as Kate cornered her in her office while she was putting away some files. 

"I can't help it lover, I've wanted to be able to do this forever," Kate told her and pouted. 

"I know and I do love that we can but we have to work too," Meg said seriously before kissing Kate. 

Somehow they managed to restrain themselves for the rest of the day and the week that followed. 

Their nights were spent together in quiet comfort, either at Kate's place or Meg's. They still abstained from sex but enjoyed a lot of kissing and heavy petting. 

Kate planned to go to Serafina's on Friday night. She wanted to reconcile with Vivian and repair their friendship and perhaps even rekindle her friendship with Ari. 

Meg was happy that Kate was going to try. She knew how much Vivian meant to Kate and hoped things would work out. However, Meg had problems of her own. She had yet to tell anyone in her life about Kate and kept putting it off.

Kate wasn't worried. She knew this was big step and knew Meg would do it when the time was right. 

* * * * 

Meg had opted to stay home while Kate visited Serafina's. As usual the place was packed; wall to wall with ladies. Kate stopped at the bar for a beer as she surveyed the crowd, looking for Vivian or Ari. 

She spotted the pair on the dance floor, sensually moving together to the music. The sight of them brought back memories of when she was Vivian's girl and they used to dance like that. She smiled and continued to watch, waiting for the song to end. 

Vivian spotted her first over Ari's shoulder. She did a double take at seeing her long time friend and past lover. 

Kate looked happy, happier than Vivian had ever remembered her looking, even when they were together. Instantly Vivian knew that Kate had gotten her girl; the girl she had been dreaming of for years. 

"Kate's here. I think she and Meg have gotten together," Vivian said casually over the music to Ari.

"What?" Ari asked and spun quickly to search for Kate. Their eyes met over the distance and Ari could see Kate's apprehension at being seen. 

"Oh my god, you're right. She's practically glowing," Ari said and smiled brightly. 

Viv took Ari's hand and they made their way to Kate. Kate wondered how Vivian would react to her showing up. Any concern melted when Vivian pulled her old friend into a massive hug.

"Darling, I'm so happy for you," Vivian signed when she broke the hug.

"What?" Kate began.

"Come, let's go to my office where we can talk," Vivian signed. 

Kate was speechless at Vivian's greeting. After the way Kate had spoken to her, argued with her, she had expected Vivian to be more distant with her, not so warm and friendly. 

Kate followed them through the crowd to the quiet of the office. Once inside, Vivian began. 

"Not exactly the reception you were expecting was it darling?" Vivian signed, grinning at Kate.

"No it wasn't," Kate admitted. 

"Of course not. You thought I'd be mad, upset. Maybe I'd be bitter and toss you out on your ass?" 

"Yeah, that's kinda how I thought it would go," Kate said.

"Well I was going to do just that darling, but then I thought about it and if I did that, then I wouldn't be able to tell you blatantly that I told you so." Vivian's laugh was almost a cackle. "Nor would you be able to apologize and grovel for my forgiveness," Vivian continued with a smirk. 

"Yes, you did tell me and you were right. I apologize, Vivian, for my actions, for all that I said to you," Kate told her remorsefully. 

"Yes, and?" Vivian prodded with a wicked grin. 

"And if you think I'm going to grovel, you must be out of your mind," Kate finished, making Vivian laugh loudly. 

"Yes! That's my dear friend! You apologize, admit when you're wrong but won't take any crap that's shoveled at you. I'm so happy you're back, Kate," Vivian exclaimed happily and then hugged her again. 

"Also, I'm sorry about how everything happened. I truly never meant to hurt you and I'm sorry that I did but I'm not sorry about the end result," Vivian said when the hug ended.

Through it all, Ari had remained silent and was taking it all in. When Vivian was finished speaking Kate turned to Ari. 

"I also wanted to say that despite how things wound up with us, I did enjoy our time together. I can honestly say that I'm happy for you and the love you've found with Vivian. 

"I watched you two on the dance floor just now and I can see it. You are beautiful together and I should have seen it from the start. You two belong together just like Meg and I do," Kate signed and smiled brightly at them. 

"Oh Kate, thank you," Ari said with tears in her eyes and hugged Kate. Vivian smiled and pulled a tissue from the box on her desk for Ari. The sweet, sentimental moment passed and Vivian offered drinks. 

"So where is Meg tonight?" Ari asked as Vivian poured some wine for them. 

"She stayed at home. She's still getting used to being a lesbian and wasn't ready to come to the club. I'll bring her by when she's up to it." 

"Yes, and we must have dinner together when she is ready to socialize. Plus we must have Jade and Terry along too. They were both very instrumental in this whole thing," Vivian said. 

"Yes, if it wasn't for Terry, I wouldn't have had the courage to face my feelings," Ari told them. 

"True, and Jade was the one who gave Meg the push to follow her heart," Vivian added. 

"Yup, Meg told me about that so some thank yous are definitely in order," Kate agreed. "It'll be a while though, because Meg still has to tell her parents about the 'new' her," Kate continued. 

"That is going to be quite the experience. My angel just told her parents." 

"And how did they take it?" Kate asked.

"Bad doesn't even come close to defining it," Ari replied. "Honestly, my mom was okay enough about it but my dad flipped out. It was an ugly scene. I hope Meg's folks take it better," Ari said. 

"So do I. However not all of us can have Kate's luck in parents," Vivian signed. 

"Yeah, Logan and I really did get lucky. My parents accepted us without any fuss." 

"I was with Ari when she told her parents; are you going to go with Meg?" Vivian asked. 

"We haven't talked too much about it. When the time comes, we'll make a decision. If she wants me to go with her, I will; if not then that's fine too," Kate said. 

They chatted some more, the conversation flowing smoothly. Any awkward feelings that might have been present disappeared as three friends regained what they feared might have been lost to them. 

* * * * 

While Kate was with Vivian and Ari, Meg had made a decision to take her first step into letting her two worlds come together. She called her friend Jenna and asked if she could come by. Jenna agreed and was very curious about a visit that was on such short notice. 

As was her custom, Meg hugged her long time friend and offered her a glass of wine. They sat and caught up briefly. Meg was nervous and unsure of how to even open the topic but Jenna knew her old friend well.

"So Megs, what's going on?" Jenna asked.

"What do you mean?" Meg countered trying to buy a little time to gather her thoughts. 

"Girl please, I've known you what? Ten years? I can read you like a book. Something's up with you otherwise you wouldn't have called me here so suddenly. So spill doll. What's going on?"

"Okay, I um, have something to tell you. Some news about something and I don't know how you're going to take it," Meg began, choosing her words carefully and stalling at the same time. 

"Well how bad can it be? Is it about you?" 

"Yes."

"Did you kill someone?" 

"No! Of course not," Meg answered. 

"Are you knocked up?" Jenna asked with a grin.

"Jesus, no, and why would you be grinning if I was?" 

"Oh, well it would mean you were getting some." 

"Lord, is that all you can think of?" 

"Alright, alright. Tell me, what is it? Just say it Meg. Whatever it is I'm sure it's not as bad as you think it is." 

Meg blew out a deep breath she was holding and took the plunge.

"Jenna, I'm in love with a woman." 

"Really? You're in love with a woman," Jenna repeated, her voice showing that she didn't believe what Meg had said.

"Yes Jen, I am." 

"Okay. How long have you known this?" 

"I just recently figured it out," Meg replied. 

"So you're telling me that after being straight for all of your life, you've suddenly awakened to the fact that you're a lesbian?" 




Finding Love Pt. 07



"I'm not ..." Meg began and then trailed off. She was about to deny what Jenna had said because even though she was in love with Kate, she somehow didn't see herself as being a lesbian. 

That made her pause. Was she a lesbian? Wasn't the very definition of lesbian being a woman who was attracted to other women? 

"Hello, earth to Meg," Jenna called and Meg turned to her.

"Okay, what were you just thinking about so hard that you completely tuned me out?" 

"Jenna, I love, I'm in love with Kate, my boss. She loves me too. We're together, a couple but what you just said ― about me being a lesbian. It shocked me because I don't, didn't see myself like that," Meg answered. 

"How could you not? A lesbian is a woman who prefers other women. You just said you were in love with a woman." 

"I know but it never occurred to me before," Meg answered. Jenna couldn't help herself.

"Well I'm very glad I could help you see the obvious Mags," Jenna said with a smirk. 

"What?" Meg asked. 

"As usual you'd be lost without me to show you the way."

"Please don't tease me Jen. What do you think about this, what I've told you?" 

"I think it's great and I'm very happy for you."

"Really Jen? You're okay with this, with me?" Meg asked, her fear coming to the surface.

"Well of course Megan. I love you and I want you to be happy. You are happy right?" 

"Oh yes Jen, more than I ever imagined I could be." 

"Good, I'm glad. So are you and your boss knockin' boots?" 

"JEN!" 

"What? It's a simple enough question. Are you two getting it on? Doing the nasty? Screwing each other silly?" Jenna fired off, making Meg blush madly. 

"No, not yet," Meg replied.

"Well why the hell not? I've seen your boss; she's smokin' hot; why haven't you gotten some of that?"

"It's, well, I'm not ready yet Jen. This is all still new to me." 

"Yeah, it is scary. We didn't learn this in health class." 

"I know." 

"It is easy though, being with a woman. You know what she likes because it's what you like. Plus it's way more fun to sleep with a woman." 

"Oh really, and how do you know that?"

"Seriously Meg, haven't you ever wondered why you've never met any of my boyfriends?" 

"Um, I guess," Meg replied.

"It's cause my boyfriends are really girlfriends, Meg. I've been a lesbian since I was like seventeen. I've just been a master at hiding it. I really never pegged you playing for our team though," Jenna continued as Meg sat on the couch, slack jawed with shock. 

"Why didn't you ever tell me, Jen?" Meg asked after it had sunk in. 

"I wasn't sure how you'd take it. I didn't want to risk our friendship if you took it badly," Jenna replied. 

"How could you think that? I've worked with Kate for years and knew she was gay. You didn't need to hide from me." 

"Meg, seriously, things are very different when you're talking about your gay boss who you work with and your gay friend who you've shared a bed with before. I couldn't take the chance that things would change between us," Jenna told her. 

"Maybe but you should have trusted me enough to give me the benefit of the doubt." 

"Yes and I'm sorry about that but let's focus on you instead. You just woke up and you realized you are now into women?" 

"No, not really," Meg said and told Jenna all that had happened to her. 

"Whoa, so Kate's had a thing for you for a long time and it turns out that you do too. I'm very happy for you Meg."

"Thanks Jen." 

"I'm guessing you haven't told Eva yet or your folks?" 

"No, not yet. I thought I'd start things off slowly with you." 

"Glad you did Meg. It's not easy telling those around you about this stuff. I didn't have parents to tell and I've kept my life to myself for fear of how people would react. Any idea how your parents will take it?" 

"No idea. I'm kind of afraid of what they'll say. You know they're not very religious so they won't throw the Bible at me or anything like that," Meg said and Jen nodded her agreement. 

"Look hon, not to worry you or anything but you know how your mom is right? About appearances?" 

"She's a little superficial, so what?"

"A little?"

"Jen please, what's your point?"

"My point is she may look at this as something to ruin her reputation, so you best prepare yourself for that possibility." 

"God Jen, do you think she'd see it that way?" 

"It's possible. I just want you to be ready if she does okay. I don't want you to be blindsided by this."

"Good grief, in all my thoughts and worries I didn't even consider that as a possible reaction from her. Now that I think about it, dad may not even react to it at all. He's always been so wrapped up in his work, his business."

"Good point," Jenna agreed.

They sat in silence for a bit, each letting their thoughts wander about what they had discovered about the other.

"So it's Friday night and you decided to spend it telling me about you instead of spending it with Kate? Where is the lucky lady?" 

"She'll be by later. She went to try and talk with a good friend she had a spat with to see if there was any hope of saving the friendship," Meg said. 

"Oh? Sounds intriguing." 

"And what about you? I hope you didn't have to cancel a date to come over?" Meg asked. 

"No, no date. My girl is out of town on business." 

"You have a girl?" 

"I'm proud to say that I do; we've been seeing each other for about four months now. Her name's Ivy Wilson. She's a doctor at the hospital and she's off at a medical conference. She'll be back on Monday. Once you get things in order maybe we could have dinner, me and my lady, you and yours?" 

"That sounds great Jen, I'd like that," Meg said happily.

"Good, then it's a double date." 

They chatted some more about things before Jenna left. 

When Kate arrived, Meg greeted her with a deep, passion filled kiss. Meg was feeling great after her talk with Jenna.

"Mmm, you're in a good mood," Kate signed.

"Yes, while you were gone I did something," Meg told her. 

"Oh; and what would that be?"

"I called Jenna, one of my best friends. She came over and I told her about me, us." 

"I take it she was good with it otherwise you wouldn't be this happy." 

"Oh yes, she's great with it, and she let me in on her secret. She's a lesbian too. I never knew; she'd hidden it from everyone, afraid of how we'd react." 

"Really? Lots of us around aren't there," Kate said with a smile.

"Yeah, it seems so. Anyway, tell me about you and Vivian, what happened?"

"Babe, I didn't think it would happen but Viv forgave me. She and Ari are happy for us and Viv doesn't hold any grudges. She also apologized for how everything happened."

"That's wonderful Kate. I'm very happy for you." 

"Thanks babe. I feel better now. I was really worried about if Viv and I could be friends again." 

"I know sweetie."

"So you've told one person and she's taken it well. I'm glad you have a good friend who accepts you for you." 

"Yes. She also helped me see that I'm a lesbian," Meg said.

"Oh? You weren't sure before?" Kate asked. 

"Actually, I knew I loved you but I hadn't considered that I was in fact a lesbian now. It was ridiculous of me not to see it, see myself as a lesbian, but Jenna helped me to understand it."

"It's not ridiculous love. All this is still so new and strange to you. Everything will come to make sense to you in time. You just have to be patient." 

"I know," Meg said and hugged Kate. 

"Jenna also raised a good point about my parents, especially my mom," Meg said. 

"Okay. What's that?"

"I've never told you because I don't really think about it but my mom is kinda shallow. She's big on appearances. I guess because I don't live at home anymore, I've put it out of my mind and sorta forgotten about it.

"Taking that into consideration, telling her about me being gay, well she could see it as an embarrassment to her reputation. If she takes it that way, well I don't know how I feel about it." 

"I've heard about all sorts of reactions by parents to learning that their children are gay. Many times they're angry and upset. Some feel that they've done something wrong in raising their kids; like it's their fault the kid is gay." Kate reached for her honey's hand. "Honestly, there are quite a few who look at it and only see how it will reflect on them, their reputation. If your mom is like that then we'll deal with it babe. Nothing else we can do." 

"I know. I'm afraid but also tired of hiding. Jenna, my friend, she's hidden who she is from me for as long as I've known her. She was afraid of how I'd react and because of that she never introduced me to any of her girlfriends. I don't want to live like that Kate. For better or worse I'm going to get it all out in the open tomorrow. I'm going to go see my parents and tell them everything." 

Chapter 42 

Meg's new found courage began to waver as she approached her parents' house. She still had a key and entered silently through the front door. The living room, like the rest of the house, was spotless, perfect in its decor. 

There were many small trinkets and baubles, things her mother had collected during the once a year vacations she had gone on with Meg's father. They were all conversation pieces, things, objects to brag about to any visitors that might come to the house. 

"Megan? You didn't call to say you were coming," Margaret Reece said as she entered her living room and found her daughter there.

"I know Mom. I wanted to surprise you," Meg replied as she went to her mother and kissed her cheek. 

"Well that's very nice of you dear but next time, call so I'll be prepared." 

"Mom you don't need to prepare anything special for me, really. Where's dad?" 

"Where he always is dear; in his office, working.

"Yes, I should have known. I'll just go and say hi," Meg said and headed down the hall to her father's office. Meg had fond memories of rushing down the hall and hiding in her father's office as a child. 

She knocked and heard her father's voice call for her to enter. 

"Hi Dad," Meg called. 

"Hello Meg my sweet, what brings you by today?" 

"Can't I just drop by Dad?" Meg asked as she kissed her father's cheek in greeting. 

"No, you haven't just dropped by since you moved out. What's going on?" Henry asked pointedly. He was a hardcore, no nonsense businessman who worked in finance. Henry was a partner in a medium sized company that had its offices in the heart of the city. On weekends he spent most of his time here in his home office. He knew his daughter well enough to know that something was up. 

"Yes, I do have something to talk to you and mom about. Can you come to the living room so we can talk?" 

"You have me intrigued, daughter dear," Henry said as he pushed away from his desk and followed Meg. Margaret was sipping tea as she sat on the sofa. 

"Some tea dear?" she asked Meg.

"No thanks Mom." 

"How about you, Henry?" 

"No thank you Margaret, something tells me I might need something stronger," Henry said. He moved to the decanter on the corner shelf and poured some brandy before sitting next to his wife. 

"What's going on Megan?" Margaret asked, sensing something was up. 

"Mom, Dad, I have something to tell you about me, uh ... the new me. Now, I've thought long and hard about it. I have tried to deny it and not feel like I do but it's just not possible. There is NO changing it, no going back. This is who I am," Meg told them, her voice strong.

"That's all very nice Megan but what are you talking about?" Henry asked. 

"I'm in love ... with a woman. I'm ... a lesbian," Meg, nervous as hell, had blurted it and sat waiting. The silence hung like a heavy fog. She wondered what her parents would say. 

"That is ridiculous. It's absurd. You are not a lesbian," Margaret said, her voice incredulous. 

"Mom, it's not ridiculous. This is who I am and nothing is going to change it," Meg said.

"Why are you doing this? You've had men in your life before, now all of a sudden you've changed? I will not have it. You will not bring this kind of shame to our door. What will the neighbors say, my friends. No! You will stop this foolish thinking, find yourself a respectable man, get married and have children like a normal young woman is supposed to," Margaret said, her voice firm and strong in her conviction

The words were hurtful to hear and Meg forced herself not to break down in front of her parents. 

"There's nothing you can say that will change this, Mom. I'm a lesbian and that's all there is to it. I'm in love with a wonderful woman and we're going to make a life together. You can choose to be a part of it or not. Whatever you decide, you're my mother and I'll always love you." 

Meg turned to her father, who had been quiet throughout all of it. "Dad?"

"Well, I admit ― of all the things you might have told us, I certainly wouldn't have expected this," Henry said as he processed what Meg had just said. "I can't say that I'm thrilled about it but it is your choice Megan so you'll have to live with it. I suppose accepting it is all that I can do," Henry told her. 

"Henry!" Margaret snapped, but he ignored her. 

"Bring this woman over so I can meet her. I'll judge if she's worthy," Henry added with a smirk, before he stood, downed the last of his brandy and returned to his office, leaving Margaret shocked and speechless, her eyes following the man she thought she knew.

Meg remained seated. She was also shocked by her father but happy that he accepted her and didn't cause a scene. Her mother was another story. Meg was unsure what to say or do next. Should she try and convince her mother to not be upset about what she had just learned? Was that even possible?

"I'm going out, I have an appointment at the salon," Margaret said crisply and left the room. She returned a minute later with her purse and coat in hand. 

"Be sure to lock the door when you leave," was all she said as she opened the front door and closed it after her. 

Meg felt the full impact of her mother's behavior and her hurtful words about what Meg knew was her true self. She held herself together long enough to leave and head to Kate's apartment. 

Once inside and in the safety of Kate's arms, Meg cried her eyes out. 

"I'm here babe; it's going to be alright. I love you and I have you. Let it all out, honey," Kate comforted as she held her love and waited for the tears to subside. 

"I knew it was coming but it still was so hard to hear. She was only concerned about what it would do to her status and reputation when her friends and neighbors found out. I know she's my mother but right now I hate her so much for all that she said," Meg sobbed. 

"I know sweetie, but those feelings will pass; I promise. You mother is who she is and can't help it. Maybe she'll accept us. Until then, just give it, and her, some time to get used to things." 

"I guess so. At least my dad took things okay enough. He wants to meet you," Meg said. 

"As your boss, I've always wondered why I've never met your parents in all the time we've worked together," Kate said. 

"Well it just never came up. My dad works constantly and my mom was never interested in meeting my friends let alone my boss. Actually, over the years, mom has only ever been interested in whom I was dating and if he was up to her standards." 

"Oh really? No wonder you never talked about your parents. So tell me babe, if I were a guy, would I measure up to her standards?" Kate asked her voice teasing slightly. 

"Oh I think you would. You're successful, and you have a good reputation, so yes, I think she would approve," Meg said, her sadness leaving her for the moment. 

"Well your mother will just have to accept that I'm successful, I have a good reputation and I'm in love with her daughter," Kate said and kissed Meg. 

* * * * 

While Kate was cheering up Meg, Margaret was at her beauty salon trying to cope with her daughter's revelation. She didn't really have an appointment but the salon owner, Nicole, was good enough to fit Margaret into the day's schedule. The minute Margaret walked in, Nicole could tell something was wrong. The usually calm and well put together woman seemed as troubled as Nicole had ever seen her. 

"Hello Mrs. Reece, you're not due for another week but I can fit you in if you like," Nicole told her with a warm smile. 

"Yes Nicole, that would be wonderful. I could use the distraction today." 

"Of course, a wash and cut or are we feeling adventurous today? Perhaps try a different color? Something shocking perhaps," Nicole asked. 

"Oh god no; I've had enough of a shock for today already," Margret said. 

"I'm sorry to hear that since it doesn't sound like it was a good one. If you need to talk, we can go to my office in the back," Nicole offered. She had been Margaret's hairdresser for over a year and liked the woman, even though she did have a superior attitude at times.

"No, I don't think so. It's very kind of you to offer but this is not something I can share with a stranger," Margaret said.

"Sometimes it's easier to talk to a stranger than the people you know. Besides, you look like you could use something to drink, something a little stronger than tea," Nicole said with a knowing smirk. 

"Yes, you do have a point there," Margaret agreed and followed Nicole to her office in the back. 

"A little wine? I have red and white." 

"You keep wine at the office?" Margaret asked.

"Yes, for those stressful days when I need a little something extra," Nicole said with a wink.

"Red please, Nicole," Margaret said when Nicole held up each bottle in silent questioning. 

"With pleasure, and please, call me Nikki." 

"Oh I couldn't possibly. You have such a nice name. Nicknames are so ghastly," Margaret said, her face showing her dislike of them. 

"Well you're entitled to your opinion, Mags," Nicole said as she handed Margaret a glass. Margaret scowled at hearing her name shortened. 

"Please don't. It's Margaret." 

"And it's Nikki. I'll call you yours if you call me mine," Nicole dared her. 

"Alright, I give, Nikki," 

"There, that wasn't so hard now was it, Margaret," Nicole told her with a grin. 

"No, I suppose not," Margaret agreed as she sipped the cool wine." 

"So what is this shock you suffered today?" 

"Firstly Nikki, I need your assurance that what we talk about will stay between us. I can't have this getting out," Margaret said seriously.

"Of course Margaret. I promise, what we talk about here stays right here," Nicole assured her. 

"Well, it's my daughter, Megan. She came home today and told her father and me that she's ..." Margaret paused, unable to say the words.

"Whoa, sounds serious. Is it really bad?" 

"Yes. She told us she's a lesbian," Margaret said in a hushed voice as if she were afraid someone else would hear her. 

"Okay," Nicole said, as she waited for what Margaret would say next.

"That's all you have to say about it?" Margaret asked, shocked that Nicole wasn't upset or taken aback by what she heard.

"Yes. I know it's a shock for you to learn this but it's really not a big deal Margaret, not in today's world," Nicole told her. 

"How can you say that? This is going to change everything." 

"Change things how exactly?" Nicole asked.

"What am I supposed to tell my friends? How can I say my daughter is with a woman when they ask who she's dating? One of the women I know has a son that's gay. She barely talks about him because if she does, the other women make faces, showing their displeasure about the subject. I'm going to end up like that." 

"So what's the alternative? You'll disown your daughter and stop talking about her to please your friends. If they're your real friends, they'll be supportive of you and your daughter," Nicole told her. 




Finding Love Pt. 08



Author's note: This is the eight part of a very long story. 

The characters (Jade and Terry) from my other story, 'Hidden Desires,' will appear here but reading their story is not necessary to understand their role in this one. 

My sincere thanks and heartfelt gratitude to all who have voted, emailed and commented on my story. Your support makes writing worth it.

There is only one more chapter until this story concludes. 

I hope Finding Love will continue be enjoyed. Comments and votes will be appreciated.



Chapter 43 

Since becoming a couple, Ari and Vivian spent many evenings at the club. Being the boss, Vivian's main job was to meet with the VIP's who frequented her club. There were some very prominent women who came to Serafina's for the anonymity it provided. Serafina's was known for its discretion. 

Ari was often on Vivian's arm, meeting with many of the patrons and being ogled, admired and envied for being with Vivian. Vivian had told her on more than one occasion that the lust she saw in the eyes of the other women when they looked at Ari, gave her a sense of pride at knowing that Ari was all hers. 

It was on one such Friday night, at about ten pm, while Ari and Vivian were making the rounds of the club that Ari spotted a familiar and very unwanted person. 

Ari had not seen Zoe in over six months but the moment she spotted her, Ari's mind went back to her past and to all the hurt, humiliation and pain she had experienced because of Zoe.

Vivian felt Ari's hand tighten painfully in hers. Looking at Ari's face, she saw a mixture of hurt, anguish and some traces of anger in her eyes. 

"Angel, what's wrong?" Vivian questioned. 

"It's her, the one I told you about; Zoe," Ari answered, her voice revealing her uneasiness. 

Vivian followed Ari's line of sight to a small group of women who were talking and laughing. 

"Which one angel?" Vivian asked.

"The one in the blue dress," Ari answered. 

Vivian took in the blonde who had caused her love so much hurt. She wasn't anything too special, attractive, somewhat self assured from what Vivian could see but no way was she on Vivian's level when it came to dominance. 

"Don't worry angel, she can't touch you, I won't allow it." 

"Don't worry! You know what she did to me, humiliated me, and took advantage of me," Ari said, anger flashing in her hazel eyes. 

Inwardly, Vivian was pleased. She knew there was some fire in there, had seen traces of it, but Ari kept it buried. It was good to see some of it coming to the surface. 

"What do you want to do angel? You want to have Lena rough her up a bit?" Vivian asked, referring to the club's very large and muscled bouncer. 

"What? No, of course not," Ari answered. 

"Angel, look at me," Vivian said as she held Ari's chin and turned her eyes away from Zoe and to her own. "Zoe can never hurt you again. You are mine, my love, and no one will ever hurt you or take advantage of you. If you want to confront her, I will stand by you as you do so but I think it's best to just ignore her. 

"She's a stupid, pathetic little girl; you are not. You are beautiful, brilliant and are going places Zoe will never be able to touch with a hundred foot pole. Let her be; if she wishes to start something with you, don't dirty your hands on the likes of her. We have people on the payroll for that," Vivian ended with a devilish grin, which made Ari laugh. 

She felt much better and more so after the scorching kiss Vivian planted on her lips. 

"Pet, how about we head upstairs and I'll make you forget all about Zoe and remember why you're mine," Vivian growled in Ari's ear over the loud music. Ari was about to respond when she heard Zoe's voice.

"Well will you look at who I've found. Long time no see Arianna, my sweet pussy slave," Zoe said for all in earshot to hear. Vivian was facing Ari and Ari saw Vivian's eyes burning white hot with anger. Vivian turned and set those anger filled eyes on Zoe. 

"Looks like you found yourself a sugar mama to take care of you," Zoe continued, ignoring the warning her friends tried to give. 

"The next words out of your mouth better be an apology, little girl, otherwise there will be consequences," Vivian said, her voice low and dangerous. 

"Zoe leave it alone, do you know who that is?" One girl said to an obviously angered Zoe. 

"Shut up Christy. Who the fuck does this bitch think she is talking to me that way?" Zoe spat. 

Christy and the other two girls just shook their heads and backed off from Zoe. 

It was Ari who spoke next.

"My god, I can't believe I was ever intimidated by someone as stupid and clueless as you are. If you had half a brain you'd see that everyone around you has the good sense to back down when they know they are in over their head. This is Serafina. This is her club we're standing in and you've just insulted her." 

"Insulting me is one thing, but you insulted my Ari and that I will not tolerate. So little girl, I will give you two choices: apologize and leave under your own power or refuse, in which case Lena here will help you leave," Vivian said seriously. As she spoke, the mountainous bouncer had appeared silently behind Zoe, towering over her menacingly. 

"On second thought, I really don't want an apology from you. Lena, throw her out and she is never to set foot in my club again," Vivian finished, then turned back to Ari. 

"Come my angel, let's go have some fun." 

Zoe didn't have time to protest as Lena smiled, showing off her gold front teeth. She took Zoe by the hair and belt, lifted her over her head like she was a feather, and tossed her out of the club's front entrance, none too gently. 

The small crowd that had gathered to watch quickly broke up as everyone went back to having a good time. Vivian made a signal to the DJ who changed the current song to a slow, sultry tune. Vivian took Ari's hand and guided her to the dance floor. Soon both women became lost in each other's gazes and movements. 

They teased, tantalized and worked each other into a frenzied state before leaving everyone behind and taking their fun to their bedroom. 

* * * * 

Kate and Meg's relationship was progressing nicely. They were still taking things slow where sex was concerned but were thoroughly enjoying just being a couple. 

Just over a week had passed since Meg had told her parents about her and Kate. Meg hadn't heard anything from her mother and had decided to keep away and let her mother make the next move. 

On the other hand, she decided to move forward with her father meeting Kate. 

"Hi Dad," Meg said into the phone. 

"Hello Megan, this is a pleasant surprise. How are you?" 

"Good thanks. Dad, were you serious about wanting to meet Kate, my girlfriend?" Meg asked. 

"Yes sweetheart, I want to meet the woman in your life," Henry answered. 

"Okay good; can we drop by your office today, perhaps for lunch?" 

"Actually I already have lunch plans but how about dinner. You and your Kate could meet me at Toscano, say about seven thirty tonight?" 

"I'll have to check with her and then I'll get back to you," 

"Of course. Let me know so I can clear my schedule." 

"Sure Dad. I'll talk to you soon. Love ya, bye," Meg said as she hung up and went into Kate's office. 

"Hi there babe," Kate said as she walked to Meg and kissed her. 

"Mmmm, hi yourself. So I just spoke to my dad and if you're free tonight, he'd like to have dinner with us at Toscano at about seven thirty. You up for that?" 

"Sure, I think I can handle one dinner with my potential father," Kate said with a grin. 

"You know that makes my mother your mother right?" Meg said with a sad smile.

"Babe, I know it's hard to think about her and her reaction. Maybe she'll come around," Kate tried. 

"I'm trying to stay positive about that but it's not easy. Anyway, let's just get through dinner with dad."

"Okay. I'll be on my best behavior, I promise," Kate told her with a wink. 

They finished out the day at work and by seven Meg drove them to the restaurant. Meg was nervous wondering how the meeting would go. She worried if her father would try and grill Kate or if he would act indifferent about Kate.

They sat at the bar and Meg downed her apple martini as she looked for her father's arrival. Promptly at seven thirty, Henry arrived. Meg signed to Kate that he was there and both women joined him. 

"Hi Dad," Meg said and kissed his cheek. She turned to Kate and introduced her. "Dad, this is Katelyn Price." 

"Very nice to meet you, Katelyn," Henry said with a genuine smile as he shook Kate's hand. 

"It's nice to meet you too Mr. Reece, please call me Kate," Kate returned with the handshake.

"Very well, Kate, shall we go to dinner." 

They were shown to their table in a corner that afforded them some privacy. Their orders were taken immediately and then they were alone. 

"Kate Price, aren't you Megan's boss at the editorial company?" 

"Yes I am," Kate answered. 

"I remember Megan talking about you when she first started working there. If I remember correctly, didn't you have an accident which resulted in you losing your hearing?" Henry asked

"Yes, some years ago during college," Kate answered. 

"I'm glad you were able to overcome it and became a successful editor and co-owner of a thriving company." 

"Dad, have you been checking up on Kate?" Meg asked. 

"I did initially when you started working for her. I guessed that it was her you were with when you said you were in love with a woman," Henry answered.

"Good guess," Kate commented. 

"Yes it was. Now Kate, I wouldn't be doing my fatherly duty if I didn't ask what your intentions are with my daughter," Henry said seriously. 

"Dad, you can't be serious," Meg whined at her father.

"It's okay Meg, I'll happily answer," Kate told her. "Mr. Reece, my intentions are thus; I want to make a life with your daughter. Marriage, kids, the whole package if she wants it but only when she's ready. I love your daughter with everything that I am, Mr. Reece, and nothing is going to change that." 

"Yes, I can tell. I hear the conviction in your voice. Megan is a big girl and she knows what she wants out of life. If that's you, well, who am I to argue? I wanted to meet you, to feel you out, and I like what I see Kate. I do hope you two will be very happy together," Henry told them. 

"Oh Daddy, thank you," Meg said with tears in her eyes. She reached across the table and took her father's hand. He reciprocated, squeezing Meg's hand reassuringly. Kate took Meg's other hand under the table and stroked it affectionately. 

"Now if we can only get your mother on board," Henry said and shook his head. "She's been very quiet ever since you told us your news. It's very unlike her," Henry commented. 

"I'm not going to try and force things between us. If she accepts Kate and the new me she'll have to reach out first," Meg said as she dried the few happy tears that had escaped. 

"I think that's wise, sweetheart," Henry agreed. 

The rest of the dinner consisted of Henry and Kate getting to know each other better. They had a few things in common, their love of Meg for starters, as well as a few of the same authors and books. As the evening drew to a close, both knew that they could get along, that there was room enough for both of them in Meg's life. Whether or not Margaret would be so agreeable they would have to wait and see.

Chapter 44

The more time went by the less hope Meg had about her mother accepting the new her. She decided not to let it keep her from living her life. Another best friend was Eva Morrison. She was married and had a two year old daughter named Carly.

Meg hadn't been too close to Eva since her marriage and the birth of her daughter. They had drifted apart, as friends tended to do as time went on, but Meg still thought of her as one of her best friends. Meg invited Eva out to lunch, having decided to tell her that she was a lesbian. 

Things started off badly the moment Eva arrived. There was a couple sitting at the table not far from them. From the way the two men looked at each other along with the subtle touches it was clear that they were a couple in love. 

Meg had never known Eva to be prejudiced or bigoted but as soon as Eva saw them she voiced her displeasure at them being there.

"Look at that, it's just disgusting," Eva hissed to Meg.

"What? They're just two people in love, Eva. Why are you so disturbed by it?" Meg asked, shocked by her friend's attitude. 

"It's not right, Meg. All these homosexuals running around; they're an insult to everything that's good and decent in the world." 

"That is a load of crap, Eva. I'm surprised at you. Being gay doesn't make you any less of a good person than being straight does," Meg told her. 

"Well maybe, but they're a bad influence on the children. You see two men or women kissing each other and next thing you know the kids all want to try it too," Eva said. 

"So what, you want to ban all gay people from interacting with children, stop them from being affectionate with each other. What's next Eva, lock all the gays up and throw away the key?" 

"Well it wouldn't be such a bad thing if they weren't around." 

"My god, Eva, what the hell happened to you?" Meg asked in disbelief. This was not the same friend she knew growing up. 

"Nothing's happened to me. My eyes have just been opened to the truth. Homosexuals are evil." 

"Well then, I guess I'm evil too. I asked you here today to tell you that I've found the love of my life and that I'm a lesbian. I don't know what happened to you to poison you against gay people, but all that hate you're carrying, it's not healthy. I'm sorry things have to end like this Eva, but I can't be friends with someone who hates who and how I love," Meg said tearfully. 

Eva sat, shocked at Meg's statement. She couldn't think of anything to say as Meg stood and walked to the ladies room where she took a few moments to pull herself together. By the time she came back Eva was gone. The young couple was still at their table and, as Meg passed, she smiled and told them how good they looked together before leaving the café. 

* * * * 

Meg had gotten a taste of both worlds. She had one parent and one friend accept her and one parent and one friend react badly to her coming out. It had been hard on her emotionally and Kate had done all she could to raise Meg's spirit and cheer her up. 

They were lounging on Meg's sofa. Kate had brought over some take out dinner and they were enjoying a quiet evening in. Kate was on her back on the sofa and Meg was on top of her. They were kissing; Meg felt safe and secure in Kate's arms. Her phone ringing interrupted them. 

"Hello." 

"Hello Megan," Margaret answered, her voice sounding tentative. 

"Mom?" Meg made it a question as she sat up. Kate read the word from her lips and sat up too. She immediately took Meg's hand in support. 

"Hello sweetheart, how have you been?" 

"I'm fine, Mom. How about you?" 

"I'm well thank you. Megan, I've been doing a lot of thinking and I would really like to talk to you and meet your friend ... your girlfriend," Margaret said slowly, hesitating at the last part. 

Meg was so shocked by her mother's statement that she was struck dumb. Kate saw her face and signed if she was okay. Meg nodded and took a deep breath. 

"Okay Mom, if you're sure you're up for it," Meg answered. 

"Yes Megan, I want to try," Margaret answered softly.

"That's great Mom. How about if we take you out to lunch, how about to that little café you like," Meg began but Margaret stopped her.

"Oh no honey, I couldn't, not in public," Margaret said, not realizing how her words were cutting into Meg. 

"Oh I see," Meg said.

"How about here at the house; I'll cook something," Margaret offered. 

"Yeah sure Mom," Meg responded. She was devastated at Margaret's remark about being seen with them in public and did her best not to let her voice show it. 

"Tomorrow at eleven thirty?" Margaret asked. Meg mouthed the details to Kate, who agreed. 

"That will be fine Mom; see you then," Meg said a little coldly and hung up. 

"Are you alright? That didn't look like it went well," Kate asked and commented.

"No. My mother wants to turn us into her dirty little secret," Meg responded and told Kate what Margaret had said.

"We may have to give her time babe. This is new and a shock to her. She's not ready for the world to know that she has a gay daughter," Kate said reasonably. 

"What? You're defending her?" Meg signed angrily at Kate. She was upset with her mother and Kate seeming to take Margaret's side was making Kate a good target for Meg's frustrations. 

"No babe, I just understand her feelings; that's all. It happens. With enough time, she'll get used to us and be okay." 

"And I'm just supposed to let it go? She's ashamed to be seen with her own daughter, her only child. What does that say about her as a mother? She doesn't love me enough to accept who I am," Meg signed as her tears began to flow. Kate tried to hold her love but she pulled away feeling slightly betrayed at Kate's argument in favor of Margaret. 

"Meg, baby, I know you're hurting and you want your mom to accept you, me, us, but this is all very new to her just as its new to you. You weren't all that eager to be out in public with me either if you'll remember. You were and still are apprehensive about that," Kate reminded her. 

Meg had to admit to herself that Kate was right. Outside of their time at the Eclipse, they had only gone out to dinner a few times but had not really been out socially as a couple. Meg was still worried about people's reaction. She was afraid that something could happen to them, given how some people viewed same sex couples. 

Kate wasn't upset by Meg's outburst. She understood Meg's feelings and reactions; however, she hoped Meg would be ready sometime soon to venture out with her for more than just a quick dinner. 

"I'm sorry Kate," Meg signed. "I didn't mean to take my frustration out on you," 

"It's alright babe, who else are you gonna take it out on," Kate replied with a grin. Meg didn't resist as Kate drew her close, welcoming her honey's touch. 

"Are you staying the night?" Meg asked after a while.

"Of course. I've gotten used to holding you," Kate replied. 

"I'm sorry I'm not ready to do more. I know it must be hard for you. I just..." Kate silenced her with a kiss.

"Babe, I love you and I never thought I'd have the chance to kiss you let alone share a bed with you and have you in my arms. I'm thankful for every moment we have together. When the time is right, we'll make love. Until then, don't worry about me okay." 

"Okay. I do love you, so very much Kate." 

"And I love you. Now let's go to bed and rest up. Tomorrow is going to be quite a day."

Chapter 45 

Every other Sunday Henry would play golf with a couple of work friends. Margaret had chosen such a Sunday to have the lunch. She wanted the opportunity to meet with Meg and her girlfriend without any witnesses. 

Margaret had made a simple three course meal. She was nervous and had no idea what to expect. She wondered what type of woman her daughter was going to present as the one she loved. 

Meg and Kate arrived and Margaret met them as they entered. 

"Mom, this is Katelyn Price," Meg said. 

"It's nice to meet you Katelyn," Margaret said and held out her hand. Kate took it and responded, "It's nice to meet you Mrs. Reece. Please call me Kate." 

"Oh no, I couldn't," Margaret said.

"Mom has a severe dislike for nicknames," Meg said. 

"Hello sweetie,' Margaret continued and hugged Meg, whose response was less than enthusiastic. She held her mother but didn't kiss her cheek as she normally would. 




Finding Love Pt. 08



"Well, shall we go to the dining room?" Margaret said crisply and walked that way, not waiting for a response. Meg looked after her mother and shook her head. Kate smiled reassuringly at Meg but it didn't help Meg's mood. Margaret's actions had Meg feeling more than just hurt and sadness; she was starting to feel a little bit of anger towards her mother. 

"Mom, you didn't have to do anything fancy for us," Meg said and signed. Margaret turned around just as Meg was finishing signing and narrowed her eyes.

"What was that?" She asked Meg.

"I was signing what I was saying so Kate would understand Mom," Meg explained. 

"And why would you need to do that?" Margaret asked.

"Because Kate's deaf Mom," Meg answered but gave no further explanation. 

Kate had been surprised to learn the night before that Meg's mother had no idea of Kate's disability or the fact that Meg could sign and was Kate's interpreter. Meg had explained that though her mother loved her, she was never really interested in Meg's work life so it never came up. 

"Oh!" was all Margaret said as she moved to the table. She had put everything out already and directed Meg to sit on one side, Kate the other and Margaret would sit at the head. 

Margaret served the first course and they sat in silence as they ate slowly. This was the complete opposite of the dinner they had with Henry. Margaret all but ignored them as she ate. 

"This is very delicious Mrs. Reece, did you make it yourself?" Kate tried asking as she ate the roasted tomato soup. 

"Yes, I did," Margaret answered. 

They were silent again as they finished the soup and Margaret served egg salad sandwiches with ice tea. 

"This is a very interesting room, Mrs. Reece," Kate commented as she looked at their surroundings. "I especially like that painting," Kate said, pointing at the village square scene depicted in the print behind Meg.

"Thank you Katelyn, I purchased that a few years ago while I was on vacation," Margaret said but didn't elaborate further. This was very unlike her. She had always relished the opportunity to speak about her travels and the things she had collected. 

"I think my tea needs more ice, excuse me," Margaret said and left. 

"What are you doing?" Meg signed to Kate. 

"I'm trying to make conversation with the woman but she's a tough nut," Kate signed back with a smirk. 

"It's not funny Kate. She's deliberately snubbing you, us," Meg continued. 

"Maybe she's just nervous about everything." 

"Why do you keep taking her side?" Meg signed angrily. 

"I'm not, promise," Kate told her. They didn't know Margaret was standing off to one side watching them. 

"Megan, I need help with the dessert if you don't mind," Margaret said as she came back to the table. Kate read the words and volunteered to help before Meg could answer. 

In the kitchen, Kate poured coffee into three cups and placed them on a tray with milk and sugar while Margaret cut and plated the pecan pie and topped the slices off with whipped cream. 

The lunch turned out to be tortuous, with Kate being the only one to really make and effort. Meg was furious with her mother for treating them like they were unwelcomed when the lunch was in fact her idea. 

Margaret had been shocked to learn about Kate's disability and now she didn't know what to think. Things were complicated enough as it was with Meg being a lesbian and now Meg's girlfriend was disabled as well. Margaret didn't consider herself as being discriminatory; in her mind she was just looking out for her daughter's best interest. 

Kate excused herself to the bathroom and this gave Meg and her mother a few minutes alone. 

"Why are you doing this, Mom? This lunch was your idea and now you're acting like you don't want us here," Meg said to her mother. 

"No sweetheart, I just didn't expect you to be with someone like that," Margaret said. 

"Someone like what, Mom?" Meg asked, her voice rising slightly.

"Now calm down Megan. I just mean that things are difficult enough with your new lifestyle, being with someone like that will complicate things even further," 

"What are you trying to say Mom, just spit it out," Meg shouted as she stood from her chair. 

"Don't you raise your voice to me, Megan Reece; I am still your mother. If you are going to be with a woman, at least you could have found a normal one instead of a disabled one," Margaret said as she too stood.

Kate was just returning to the dining room when she saw Meg's hand raise and smack her mother across the face. The force of it caused Margaret to stagger a bit as she held her cheek, her eyes wide with shock as she stared at her daughter.

Kate rushed to Meg who was angry to the point where tears were flowing down her cheeks. 

Meg couldn't look at her mother and turned to Kate. The emotions were too much and Meg's knees buckled. Kate grabbed Meg and held her up. Kate's hours in the gym paid off as she lifted Meg and, taking most of Meg's weight, led her to the kitchen. 

"Meg, baby, what happened?" Kate asked as she looked at Meg's hurt and broken expression. 

"My mother, she said something that I'll never forgive her for. How can she be like that, so horrible," Meg cried and held on to Kate. 

"It's okay baby, everything will be alright," Kate told Meg and held her close. 

Margaret had recovered somewhat from the hit and had made her way to the kitchen after them. She watched as Kate tenderly held Meg then wiped away Meg's tears with her thumbs. Margaret saw the tender kiss Kate placed on Meg's lips and listened to Kate's soft words of comfort and love. In those few moments Margaret saw a love both deep and beautiful.

"Come on babe, let go home and I'll draw you a bath. I'll close my eyes as you get in, promise," Kate said, which made Meg laugh. Margaret didn't understand the joke but was amazed at how Kate's simple words and touch could calm her daughter so quickly. 

Margaret felt ashamed for her actions and for what she had said. She knew she was wrong for judging Kate just because she was different. Margaret decided that she couldn't let things end like that, with her daughter not knowing that she understood. She stepped fully into the kitchen.

"Megan," Margaret said tentatively. 

"Whatever it is, I don't want to hear it. You can keep you bigoted comments to yourself," Meg spat at her mother.

"No Megan, please, I'm sorry. I was wrong to say those things, to think those things about Katelyn," Margaret pleaded. 

"Yes you were wrong, but it's too late to apologize, Mom. It's burned into my memory what you think about the woman I love. I don't know if I'll ever be able to forgive you for this," Meg said. She turned to Kate and signed. "Let's go," then walked out of the kitchen. 

"I'm sorry Mrs. Reece. I'll try to talk to her," Kate said to Margaret. 

"Thank you Katelyn ... Kate," Margaret responded as her eyes filled with tears at she realized that she might have lost her only child forever. 

"And put some ice on that cheek, otherwise it'll swell," Kate said then went after Meg. 

They drove back to Meg's apartment and Kate did draw Meg a warm bath. Kate waited outside the bathroom as Meg stripped and sat in the tub. Kate busied herself with laying out some comfortable clothes for Meg and thinking of ways to distract Meg from her troubles. 

After a long while Meg emerged from the bathroom and, seeing the clothes on her bed, she smiled. She dressed and met Kate on the sofa where they spent the rest of the day cuddling and watching movies with subtitles. 

Chapter 46 

When Henry arrived at home he found Margaret sitting at the kitchen table, holding an ice pack to her face. Her eyes were puffy, obviously from crying and Henry couldn't remember seeing his wife so disheveled. 

"Margaret? What happened?" Henry asked as he placed his golf clubs in the storage closet. 

"I did something bad, made a huge mistake," Margaret answered, her voice soft and sad. 

"Whatever it is, I'm sure it'll be okay," Henry consoled. 

"No, it won't be. I've lost her, Henry." 

"Who Margaret, who are you talking about?"

"Megan. I said some things, harsh, hurtful things to our baby. She may never forgive me for it, Henry," Margaret said and burst into tears. She threw the ice pack on the table and Henry saw how swollen her cheek looked. 

"Good God, Margaret, what happened to your face?" 

"Megan was very upset. I deserved it." 

"Megan hit you?" Henry asked, shocked that his sweet daughter could do such a thing. 

"It wasn't her fault Henry. I said some things about Katelyn," Margaret confessed. 

"Alright, what exactly did you say?"

"I made a comment about Kate's disability and how difficult life would be for her with Kate." 

Two things shocked Henry ― the prejudice of his wife and the fact that she called Katelyn Kate. 

"So Megan was so enraged with you that she hit you?" 

"Yes."

"Well darling, you kinda asked for it. What did you do afterwards?" 

"I apologized but she wouldn't accept. She said she may never forgive me for all that I said." 

"I can't blame her. I saw it myself Margaret. Our Megan is wholly, deeply in love with Kate and nothing we do or say can change that. We need to accept it or we'll lose her." 

"I've already lost her, Henry," Margaret cried as fresh tears began to stream down her cheeks. Henry moved to his wife and held her. It had been a long time since he had wanted to do that. 

They had become strangers to each other in the last few years. He had thrown himself into his work and Margaret did what she did. What that was Henry didn't even know anymore. 

"Hush Maggie, it'll be okay," Henry told her.

"Oh God, you haven't called me that in years," Margaret said.

"I know. I think the last time was when we were on vacation in New York, which was eight years ago."

"Nine," Margaret corrected. 

"Right. What the hell happened to us, Maggie?" 

"We changed, grew apart. It happens, Henry."

"I've hate that it has." 

"Me too." 

"I should take you to the hospital, that cheek looks bad." 

"I'll be fine if you'll keep holding me," Margaret told him. The words made Henry smile. 

"I'm happy to." 

They stayed seated together, Henry holding Margaret close as both silently remembered when things were good between them, when they were happy being together and not living separate lives. 

"What am I going to do, Henry? How can I make things right between Megan and me?" 

"Well for starters, she needs some time. Rushing things will only push her further away." 

"I saw it, you know, how much Kate loves her." 

"Oh?"

"Yes, it was very beautiful how Kate was with her. She was very gentle and calmed Megan's anger with a few words and a kiss." 

"Yes, when I had dinner with them I heard it in Kate's voice. She loves our daughter very much. Megan is lucky to have found someone who is so devoted." 

"I'm afraid, Henry; what if I can't fix this?" 

"When she calms down I'll talk to her, try to reason with her and see if she'll talk to you. I can't promise that she'll listen, but I will try Margaret, for you." 

"Thank you Henry, that means a lot." 

"We may have drifted, Margaret, but I still love you." 

"I love you too Henry, no matter what has happened between us, you are and will always be my first and only," Margaret told him. Henry smiled and cupped Margaret's good cheek. He brought his lips to hers in a gentle kiss. Margaret moaned and Henry pulled back afraid he'd hurt her injured cheek. 

"I'm sorry, did I hurt you?" 

"No, I'm okay. Nothing another kiss won't fix," Margaret said with a small smile. Henry smiled back. 

* * * * 

Three days later Meg was at her desk when her father entered the office. It was very surprising since he had never visited her at work before. 

"Hello Megan." Henry's greeting was warm.

"Dad, hi, is everything alright?" 

"Yes, I just thought I'd come by and take you to lunch if you're available." 

"Uh, yeah Dad, sure, just let me tell Kate I'm leaving," Meg told him and went into Kate's office. 

"My dad's here," Meg signed. 

"He is?" 

"Yes, he wants to take me to lunch."

"That's nice of him," Kate commented as she watched Meg's slightly agitated state. 

"No it's not. He never once in five years came to take me to lunch but now shows up all of a sudden. It's about mom, it has to be." 

"Babe, if it is, that's a good thing. You need to work this out. You've been mopey since this thing happened. You have to get past it somehow. Maybe talking with your father will help," Kate said. 

"Yeah, maybe it could help. And I do not mope," Meg said with a smile. 

"Yes, you do. Now go have a good lunch. I love you babe," Kate said and kissed Meg softly. 

"I love you too," Meg answered and Kate followed her out of the office where she greeted Henry and watched the pair go. 

Henry drove them to a quiet little bistro where they had sandwiches and ice tea. 

"Do you want to tell me what happened between you and your mother?" Henry opened. 

"Didn't she tell you?" Meg replied. 

"I'm asking you Megan." 

"Do you still love her, Dad?" 

"Megan, I will always love your mother but I don't want to talk about that. I want to talk about you and her." 

"Dad I asked because I want to know how you can love someone so ignorant and mean and cruel," Meg told him. 

"Sweetheart, your mother talks before she thinks sometimes. She's been that way as long as I've known her. Yes, what she said was hurtful and wrong and she knows that. She didn't want to hurt you or Kate. She loves you and was just worried for you.

"She should have remembered that you are an adult and, as much as she worries, you have to make your own choices. You know what makes you happy. Do you think I was happy when you told me that you're a lesbian? It's not that I have anything against gays but I know what's out there. There's discrimination, hate and maybe even danger. Regardless of all that, this is who you are and I can't fight that.

"You are fortunate enough to find someone who loves you so completely. I have accepted that you are and will be happy so I have to be happy for you or risk losing you. Your mother is aware that she made a huge mistake. She's human, Megan, and not perfect. She knows she was wrong and is terribly sorry about it. Please try to accept that and remember that you love her. She wants to be in your life. Will you let her?" 

"I don't know if I can trust her Dad. She broke my heart when she said those things about Kate. Kate is the kindest, sweetest person I've ever known. She's patient and romantic and just everything I've ever wanted. I wish mom could see that." 

"She does sweetheart, she does." Henry went on to tell Meg about what her mother had said about seeing the love between her and Kate. Meg was surprised that her mother had said that, had noticed it. 

"So Dad, you're saying that mom is okay with Kate and me?" 

"Meg, I'm saying that your mom wants to try. It'll take her some time but she's willing. You can't ask more than that now can you?"

"No, I guess not. I slapped her Dad, hard," Meg said sadly. It had hurt her deeply that she had done that. 

"I know, I saw the damage," Henry told her. 

"Oh, is it really bad?" 

"Well some slight swelling and bruising but she didn't want to go to the hospital and hasn't left the house since."

"I'm so sorry I did that Dad. Will you tell her please?" 

"She would prefer to hear it directly from you. I know she's probably the last person you want to see but please, do try," Henry implored her.

"I'll think about it." 

Meg went back to work feeling a little better. She wasn't sure she was ready to face her mother but knew her father was right. Any apology she had to make needed to be done in person. She wasn't looking forward to that. 

Meg found Kate waiting for her when she returned to the office. Seeing the brilliant smile that Kate flashed her, Meg knew that with Kate at her side she could do anything. 

Chapter 47

"I don't think I can do this," Meg said her voice fraught with anxiety. 

"Yes you can," Kate told her as she watched Meg pace back and forth across Kate's living room. 

"No, not without you there," Meg stopped her pacing to sign before she continued her trek. 

"Meg, baby, listen to me," Kate said as she stood and took Meg by the shoulders. "You asked for my thoughts. I think things will go a lot smoother with your mother if it's just the two of you." 

"But you keep me grounded. What if I get mad at her again, who or what will stop me from doing something I'll regret later?" 

"Your dad said she's sorry and wants to apologize; you need to apologize too so there's nothing to worry about. Just remember, you love your mom and she loves you. You can do this, baby. I know you can," Kate said. 

Meg wasn't a hundred percent convinced but agreed. She had been agonizing over things for an entire week and was finally ready to seek out her mother. After a long kiss for courage and luck, Meg set off to talk to her mother. 

Margaret was a nervous wreck, wondering if she could really salvage things between herself and Meg. Henry had done his best to mediate between the two women and now was the moment of truth. Margaret just hoped she wouldn't screw up what was most likely her last chance at making things right with her daughter. 

Megan sat in her car for ten minutes before she finally worked up the nerve to walk up and knock on the front door. Margaret opened the door and smiled tensely at her daughter. Meg was relieved not to see any lingering trace of the slap to her Mother's face.

"Hi Mom," Meg opened, her voice giving away how tense she was. 

"Hello Megan. Come on in. Can I get you something to drink?" 

"Uh, yeah, some wine would be great," Meg said, thinking that it would calm her. 

"Yes, I think we may both need it," Margaret replied and headed to the kitchen. Meg followed and waited while Margaret opened a bottle and poured them each a glass. They moved to the living room, glasses in hand and sat on the couch. 

"Mom." "Megan." They both began at the same time after each had taken several sips. They both smiled at the strain they heard in the other's voice. 

"Why don't you go first Megan," Margaret offered. 

"Thanks. I just wanted to tell you how sorry I am about hitting you. I shouldn't have done that Mom. Mad or not you are my mother and it was wrong of me."

"Thank you honey, it means a lot to hear you say that. I'm sorry too for my part in all of it. For all that I said. I was wrong Megan, very wrong about everything. 

"As a parent I wanted to protect you from what I thought was bad for you. However I see that Kate is anything but bad; she's good for you and makes you happy. It's taken me time to learn, understand and remember that love is everything. Once you have that, you can overcome anything. I'm so sorry I was so mean and hurtful to you, Megan. I don't expect you to forgive me, but I don't want to lose you honey," Margaret couldn't help the tears that began to flow as she poured out her heart to Meg. 

Meg didn't know what to expect when she came to speak with Margaret so this took her by surprise. Her mother was indeed sorry and remorseful for her actions. Meg wanted to believe her mother's sincerity but still questioned it in the back of her mind. She had been hurt before and didn't want to be hurt again. 

"Mom, are you saying that you'll accept Kate as my significant other, my girlfriend, my partner, whatever she is to me?"

"Yes. She is a part of your life and I want to be a part of that life also. I've been reading about same sex couples. You two could get married, have children. You're my only child Megan. I don't want to be shut out of your life, your wedding, and my possible grandchildren's lives. I accept Kate as part of my family for as long as you two are together." 




Finding Love Pt. 08



"So that means you'll come out to dinner with us and apologize to Kate for your behavior at the lunch," Meg asked, testing the waters.

Margaret didn't hesitate. "Yes Megan, I'd like to do that, apologize and get to know Kate for real this time." 

"Great Mom. I'll talk to Kate and we'll set something up," Meg said. She almost couldn't believe her mother's change of heart. 

"Where do you get your hair done sweetie?" Margaret asked out of the blue.

"There's a place near work I go to, why?" 

"You should check out my salon one of these days. The owner, Nikki is very nice," Margaret said, adding, "She has a lovely wife too." 

"What?" 

"I've been learning from Nikki and her wife Amy about lesbian life. I didn't want to do or say the wrong thing around you or Kate so I've had a couple of lunch dates with them. It's all been very enlightening," Margaret confessed. 

"I don't believe it Mom. You have lesbian friends now?" Meg asked with disbelief. 

"Yes. I want to be supportive Megan. This is your life and if you'll let me, I'll be a part of it." 

"Mom, I never thought I'd hear you say something like that to me. I'll be glad to have you in my life; Kate's too," Meg told her mother. She couldn't hold back any longer and burst into a fit of happy tears. Margaret wrapped her daughter in her arms and cried with her. 

By the time Meg left her parents' house, she was feeling relieved and happy. Her life was finally falling into place. Now if she could only get past that last hurdle that was in front of her then things would be perfect. 

* * * * 

At last things had fallen into place in their lives. Meg's parents had accepted them. Margaret's change of heart was the last obstacle Meg had in order to fully embrace her lesbianism. 

Kate had been waiting for this moment, the moment when Meg would be ready to take their relationship completely public. There was no better way to do this than to go out to Serafina's. 

Kate had it all planned out. She first surprised Meg with a shopping trip. They browsed and tried on many things before Meg was persuaded by Kate to buy a classic 'little black dress.' It was strapless and hugged Meg's body tightly. There was a silver stud enhanced circular cutout on the right side. The hemline was asymmetrical, short to one side, longer on the other. Meg's breasts were enhanced by the lifting quality of the dress cups, making her glorious bosom even more prominent. The silver pumps she wore completed the look. 

Kate bought a daring pair of fitted, black boot-cut jeans and a white sleeveless, high collared, tuxedo style shirt. The jeans were insanely tight and coupled with Kate's black riding boots brought out Kate sexiness in a most alluring way.

Friday night at the club was busy as usual but Kate had decided that it was the perfect night to go. She wanted Meg to get the full lesbian club experience and hoped that some familiar faces would be there. 

Meg was stunned at all the different types of women she saw. What surprised her even more was how many lesbians there seemed to be in their fair city. 

"Come on babe, let's see if we can get a table or find some friends," Kate signed to her then took Meg's hand and guided her through the crowd. 

There were many appreciative stares, smiles and winks at Meg, who looked stunning. Kate drew her share as well but mostly the stares were slightly envious of Kate having such a beauty on her arm. 

Kate led Meg to the bar and ordered their drinks. She surveyed the crowd and spotted who she was hoping would be there. Handing Meg her drink, Kate led the way over to a table. 

Jade and Terry were chatting as much as the loud music allowed when Kate and Meg reached them. 

"Hello ladies, mind if we join you?" Kate opened. Jade and Terry smiled brightly at the pair as Jade spoke. 

"Of course Kate, Meg. Glad to see you both, especially you Meg," Jade said happily and winked as she hugged the pair. 

"Meg, allow me to introduce my heart, Terry," Jade said as Terry stood. She shook Meg's hand and hugged Kate. 

The foursome chatted for a while before a good song came on. Jade and Terry headed to the dance floor. Meg watched at their easy, graceful movements and marveled at how sexy the pair was together. 

Meg smiled at the realization. She would never have noticed such a thing before but could see it clearly now, not only between Jade and her wife but with many of the couples that were at the club. 

Jade and Terry stayed on the dance floor for another song before they came back to the table and Jade refreshed their drinks. A slow song started and Kate led Meg onto the dance floor. They held each other close, their bodies meshing from pelvis to breast as they moved sensually together. Looking into each other's eyes, the rest of the crowd disappeared as all each woman saw was her love. 

Kate couldn't help herself and leaned in, her lips pressing softly to Meg's. Meg deepened the kiss, losing herself in her desire and passion. 

The sound of applause brought Meg back to reality. She broke the kiss and blushed deeply. Kate grinned as they moved through the circle that had formed around them and made it back to the table.

"Well aren't you two just the sexiest things out there tonight, the exception being my Terry of course," Jade commented. A smiling Terry kissed Jade, thanking her for the compliment. 

Meg thought Jade was right. Terry was wearing a short white spaghetti strap dress. The top was fitted and showcased Terry's modest breasts beautifully. The skirt was slightly flared and displayed her gorgeous legs spectacularly.

Jade was also a sight to behold in her silver, medium length pencil skirt and matching silver low heels. The accompanying sleeveless navy blue top with the ruffled front design showed off Jade's endowments, making her one of the more desired women in the club. 

Chapter 48 

As the night progressed, many women stopped at their table to say hello and meet Meg. Kate explained that the regulars liked to meet the new ladies that came to the place and assess their status. Kate made sure to keep Meg close, showing all who approached that Meg was already taken. 

At ten pm sharp the lights dimmed and the famed Serafina made her way to the stage with Ari on her arm. 

Meg had heard of Vivian but had never seen her until today. She was indeed an alluring creature, stunning and goddess-like in the way she presented herself. 

Ari looked much different than Meg remembered. Standing next to Vivian she seemed more confident, like she was at home there. 

Meg had always seen Ari in jeans and tops or the occasional skirt. She had never been daring in her wardrobe choices but things were much different now. Ari's dress was bright blue with a halter back design and a deep keyhole cut that fell between her breasts. It was quite short, showing off Ari's slender, lovely legs that ended in silver heels. 

Vivian took sensuality and sexuality to another level and Meg could see why Ari had fallen for the woman. The top of her dress was an asymmetrical design. Her right shoulder and arm were bare whereas the left was covered in a long sleeve. Going down the design reversed, so that Vivian's right leg was covered to her ankle but the left side had a thigh high split, showcasing one sexy leg. The contrast of the white dress and Vivian's gorgeous dark skin made it very difficult for any woman present to tear her eyes away from their hostess. 

There was no doubt about it ― Vivian was alluring and seductive. She had a pull to her like a siren's call; every woman felt it, but Meg could clearly see that Vivian was totally and completely in love with Ari. The feelings she had for Kate she saw when Vivian looked at Ari. And it was much the same with Ari as well. 

Vivian took a microphone from the DJ and spoke. "Ladies, friends and dear patrons, on behalf of myself and my beloved Ari, I would just like to thank you all for coming out tonight and supporting our little slice of Sapphic heaven. 

"Now I know you all didn't come out just to hear me talk so without further ado, I give you tonight's performers. First up is the alluring police sergeant, Anna. Watch out ladies or she'll lock you up and throw away the key, which I'm sure each and every one of you would just love," Vivian said, making the crowd holler and shout their sometimes raunchy agreement. 

"Next, I give you the very sensual nurse, Sasha. She'll take your temperature ladies, after she raises it of course. Wouldn't we all just love to be under her care?" Again there were many shouts and catcalls from the audience. 

"And we cannot forget the scrumptious and sinfully sexy, Priscilla. She is maid to please you ladies. She does it all, windows, floors; she'll clean top to bottom and more." The shouts became deafening to Meg as the women screamed their excitement. 

"So show your appreciation for our lovelies, be generous and enjoy," Vivian ended and crowd erupted in applause. 

"Seems we came on a very good night," Kate signed to Meg with a smirk and a wink. 

Meg was in awe of the three beauties that stood on the stage. The table they were seated at afforded them a good view and Meg took in every detail of their costumes. Short and skimpy came to mind. 

Anna's police outfit appeared to be a push-up bra, bolero, matching mini tie, fingerless gloves, a micro mini pleated skirt, gathers, fishnet stockings and very high heels, accompanied by a police officer's hat ― all of it in dark blue. 

Sasha's nurse's uniform was a combination of white and red ― a white push-up bra with red lace trim around the cups, a white bolero and red lace choker. Her little nurse's hat was white with red edges. The skirt was short and flared with a red belt; the fishnet stocking, gathers and heels were all red. 

Priscilla looked the part of a maid ready to serve. Her outfit was a black halter style top with white lace woven around the edges. The top ended just under her breasts with cuts of fabric centered at the front and back, running down and disappearing into the tiny pleated skirt. The front of the skirt had a tiny black apron with white trim. Under the skirt, gathers attached to white stockings. Black high heels and a tiny black maid's hat with white lace trim completed the look perfectly.

All three were gorgeous to look at. 

Anna had dark brown hair that framed her lovely facial features. Her eyes were alluring; her smile hinted at a promise of something naughty. Her body was curvy with high, generous breasts and legs for miles. 

Sasha, also exquisite, had golden brown hair; her face and eyes were hard to look away from. Her breasts weren't overly large but the push up bra presented a wonderful view. Her slender, toned body was pleasing to the eye in a most enticing way.

Meg's eyes kept coming back to Priscilla. The red headed beauty's heart shaped face had a captivating quality to it. Meg noticed that her eyes kept drifting toward their table and wondered why. She could see that they were a very beautiful green and shone in the club's light. Meg couldn't help but admire Priscilla's body, noticing that her costume displayed every sexy curve. She was simply gorgeous.

The lights on the stage dimmed as the show was about to begin. Three spotlights came on, each focused on one dancer. A slow and thoroughly sultry piece of music began playing and the ladies began their movements. 

It felt to Meg that every woman in the room was holding her breath as each dancer moved slowly in their own individual style to the music. While one whirled this way, the other twirled that way and the third rotated her body. 

The music continued its slow grind and then suddenly the stage lit up and the tempo increased. The movements of the dancers became more precise, more focused on tempting the crowd, especially the women who were lined up around the stage. 

The performance was intense. The stage was small and naturally the ladies used that to their advantage as part of the show. Anna and Sasha melded their bodies together; Sasha leaning her back against Anna's front and grinding into her. Anna wrapped her arms around Sasha's body and ran her hands all over the sexy curves. 

Priscilla busied herself by using the solitary pole. She held on to the cool metal and showed off just how limber she was with the rolling movements of her body. Moving her hips, first to the left then to the right, Priscilla leaned her back against the pole, the metal resting between her shoulder blades. Keeping her hips forward, Priscilla undulated her entire body several times, mimicking a belly dancer's movements. Her display had the ladies screaming her name in appreciation. 

Each dancer used her hands expertly over her own body and that of her fellow dancers. When Anna ran her tongue up the side of Sasha's neck the onlookers shrieked in jubilation. 

Priscilla followed that move with a one of her own. She turned and faced the pole. As she bent forward her skirt lifted and revealed her tightly toned cheeks. There was a unified moan from the crowd and then a rolling applause as Sasha moved to Priscilla and pressed her mound into Priscilla's butt. 

Sasha gave a few forward thrusts and then slapped one of Priscilla's cheeks. The audience could hardly contain themselves as Anna joined in. She leaned against Sasha's back and did a series of slow squats. On each down movement, she spread her knees apart widely, showing how limber she was. 

They switched who danced with whom and who used the pole. Meg was becoming increasingly aroused by the show. Her breathing was slowly turning into pants and her throat was dry. She reached for her drink and turned her eyes to Jade and Terry. 

Terry was now sitting on Jade's lap. Jade's arms were around Terry, her hands caressing her wife's thighs lovingly, while Terry's hand rested on top of Jade's, encouraging her to continue. They had their cheeks pressed together and their eyes on the stage. Meg thought they looked enamored with the dancers yet content to be with each other. 

Meg turned her eyes to Kate and was surprised to see Kate watching her with a devilish smile on her lips. 

"You like what you see don't you babe?" Kate signed. Meg blushed and nodded. Kate pulled her chair as close as it would go and wrapped an arm around Meg. Meg cuddled into Kate's embrace and together they watched the rest of the performance. 

As the set was winding down, the dancers made their way around the edge of the stage and the onlookers got the opportunity to tip the ladies for their entertaining performance. 

"Would you like to go tip one or all of them?" Kate asked Meg as she produced three five dollar bills from her pocket. The idea of getting closer to the dancers was very appealing but Meg also felt a little nervous about sticking money into their clothes. 

"Come on kiddo, I'll go with you," Terry offered as she took some bills from her purse and stood. 

"Go on baby, it's okay," Kate signed reassuringly. Meg stood and followed Terry. The crowd was thinning around the stage as other women made room for who else might want to leave a tip. 

Terry seemed accustomed to doing this as she stood in front of Sasha. The sexy nurse turned slightly sideway and stuck her hip out a bit and lifted her mini skirt showing off the tiny thong underneath.

There were many bills of varying denominations, all of them folded lengthways and tucked into Sasha's thong, stockings and gather straps. Terry boldly lifted the thin waistband of the thong and slipped her contribution in place. When finished she turned to Meg.

"See, that's how it's done. Go ahead, it's easy," Terry assured her. Meg folded one of the bills and stepped in front of Sasha. Sasha smiled and winked at Meg. She then pushed her pelvis forward giving Meg a perfect view of her crotch. 

Meg's hand shook slightly as she lifted the front of the thong's waistband and stuck the money in. 

"Thanks honey," Sasha said in a sweet and sexy voice. 

"You're welcome," Meg answered and smiled. 

"See, fun huh?" Terry asked as she moved to Anna. 

"Hey sweet thing," Anna said and blew Terry a kiss before she lifted her skirt. 

"Hi Anna. You look great as always. This is a friend of mine; it's her first night," Terry announced as she gave Anna her tip. 

"Oh, a virgin!! Well we have to make this special then," Anna said and dropped to her knees in front of Meg. She leaned forward, her hands resting on the edge of the stage and stuck her chest out at Meg. 

"Go on sexy, right in between," Anna told Meg, referring to the cleavage she was displaying. 

Meg swallowed hard and folded the money in half and then half again. She held it between her index finger and thumb and very carefully placed it between Anna's breasts. 

"Thanks so much sexy. Hope to see you later," Anna said and winked. 

Meg's nerves had left her while tipping Anna but returned as she stood before Priscilla. Terry had already placed her tip into Priscilla's top and Meg couldn't help but be in awe at seeing the beauty up close. 

Priscilla locked eyes with Meg and the intensity of her stare stole Meg's breath. Priscilla took a few steps back and then dropped to her hands and knees. She then did a sexy 'animal stalking prey' crawl towards Meg. 

Meg's jaw dropped as Priscilla stopped at the edge of the stage, placed one hand behind her body, braced herself and spread her knees wide. She then raised her hips and ran her free hand over her body, from her neck down across her breasts and stomach and finally to her skirt, which she then lifted to show off the g-string she was wearing. 

Meg moaned because the g-string left nothing to the imagination and yet kept Priscilla covered. Meg's hands shook again as she reached for the tiny elastic string. She pulled it gently away from Priscilla's body and slipped the money in between very slowly. When she finished, Priscilla gave her a little grinding show before she stood and winked at Meg. 

"Now that was hot," Terry said with a grin as she led the way back to the table. 

Kate was waiting with a smirk and signed as Meg sat and emptied her glass. "Looks like you made quite the impression." 

"It was mutual," Meg signed back. 

"Well, now that we've had our fun, it's time to call it a night," Jade said. 

"Yes, the babysitter does have a curfew to keep so we better get going," Terry agreed. 

"Kate, Meg, it has been a real pleasure." 

"For us too Jade," Kate said.

"Meg, great to meet you. Kate, until our next encounter," Terry said between hugs and kisses for both women. Jade followed her wife's lead with hugs and kisses and then the pair left. 

Chapter 49

Kate loved Meg and trusted Meg's feelings for her, but deep down, Kate couldn't help but worry that what had happened to Ari could also happen with Meg. She wondered how much Priscilla had affected Meg and if Meg could fall for someone else. Kate also worried about Meg meeting Vivian. Ari had fallen for Vivian after just one meeting and Kate was concerned about how Meg would react to Vivian. Kate had forgotten how much Meg could read her. As these thoughts floated through her mind, her face reflected her concern and Meg caught it. 

"She is quite something and I was shocked at how taken I was with her, but as much as she stirred things in me, I only want you Kate. She's nice to look at and sexy as hell, but you own my heart," Meg signed and kissed Kate to make her point clear. 

"Now if that isn't the most beautiful thing I've ever seen," a voice said, causing Meg to break the kiss. Kate opened her eyes and was greeted by Vivian and Ari's smiling faces. 

"You two have the worst timing," Kate said but smiled. 

"Oh our timing couldn't be better. I'm guessing this is the one." Vivian said her eyes on Meg. 

"Yes, this is my Meg. Babe, this is Vivian Chase." 




Finding Love Pt. 09



Author's note: This is the ninth and last part of a very long story. 

The characters (Jade and Terry) from my other story, 'Hidden Desires,' will appear here but reading their story is not necessary to understand their role in this one. 

It has truly been a joy writing this story and having all the support, comments and votes of all the readers out there. This is why I love writing; to be able to bring a little bit of entertainment and enjoyment to all who read my work. 

I hope Finding Love will continue be enjoyed. Comments and votes will be appreciated.

Chapter 50

"It was so wonderful seeing Kate and Meg together wasn't it Vivie," Ari said happily. Vivian looked at her with a raised eyebrow.

"Vivie?" Vivian questioned which caused Ari to blush. They were in their bedroom an hour or so after meeting with Kate and Meg. 

"I have to agree though, they are beautiful together," Vivian said as she watched Ari moving about. 

"I hope it all goes well for them and that they're as happy as we are," Ari continued as she unzipped her dress and began wiggling out of it. Her simple movements lit a fire in the pit of Vivian's stomach. Ari had gotten the dress to her waist when she felt arms encircle her from behind. 

"I do believe I owe you a little something from earlier tonight my naughty little pet," Vivian said as she ran her hands up to Ari's breasts. She cupped the small mounds and pinched the nipples while sucking on Ari's neck. 

Ari moaned, becoming a puddle of jelly in Vivian's arms as the delicious sensations of light pain and pleasure assaulted her. 

Holding on to Ari with one arm, Vivian's right hand descended past the dress to Ari's pussy. She growled when she found no panties to hinder her enjoyment. Her fingers slipped between Ari's folds that were already slick with Ari's excitement. 

"Spread your legs for me ,pet and push your pelvis forward," Vivian instructed. Ari complied and groaned as two of Vivian's fingers slid into her depths. 

"Lift your dress up and look over there, pet," Vivian ordered. Ari did as she was told. They were facing the full length mirror and Ari could see Vivian's fingers as they slid in and out of her. 

"You look so provocative my pet; you're making me wet watching you like this," Vivian continued as she picked up the pace of her thrusts. She began rubbing her thumb on Ari's clit, causing Ari's hips to buck. 

"Oh god, Viv, oh my god yes," Ari managed to say as the bliss built and her hips began to rock in time with Vivian's motions.

"Don't hold back lover. Cum for me and scream my name," Vivian said. 

Ari's body shook as the waves broke. Her vision blurred and her ears rang. She did scream Vivian's name and bucked hard as the orgasm consumed her. Ari's knees gave way and she collapsed to the floor, taking Vivian with her.

Ari was breathing hard, her legs trembling as she tried to recover from the blinding beauty of her experience. Vivian's arms were around her, holding her, helping her lover calm down. 

"Oh Vivie, that was so wonderful." 

"Yes angel. Sometimes the unexpected can be most rewarding. I certainly didn't expect you to be naked under this dress." 

"I wanted to surprise you. Did you like it?" 

"Of course, angel, I loved it." 

"So can I take you to bed and have a taste of you?" 

"Oh we'll be going to bed, but I'm not through with you yet, my pretty pet," Vivian said with a smile. Ari knew it was going to be a long night. She was looking forward to it. 

* * * * 

Lunch with Margaret was turning out to be a wonderful thing. This time she wasn't at all intolerant of Kate. She was warm and very welcoming. They had gone to a small outdoor café. Margaret had been eating there for years and insisted that she treat them. 

Margaret had recommended the steak and Cobb salad. Kate and Meg were having a wonderful time chatting with Margaret as they ate and sipped their lemonade. 

"I have to confide in you both that accepting your relationship has been a challenge for me. Fortunately my new friend Nikki introduced me to a group of ladies who have helped me." 

"Do you mean a support group Margaret?" Kate asked.

"Yes. All the women there have children who are gay or lesbian. I've been to three meetings so far and it's really helped. The woman who runs it is really nice. There is an event coming up where we can bring our children to meet everyone and I was hoping you both would come with me." 

"Sure Mom. I think that would be great," Meg said and Kate agreed. 

Things continued along as their conversation flowed easily. They laughed and had fun. As lunch was winding down there came a moment of truth. One of Margaret's friends saw them and came over to say hello. 

"Margaret, I haven't seen you in quite some time."

"Hello Sandra. Yes, I've been busy these days. You remember my daughter Megan," Margaret said. 

"Yes of course, but it's been a while as well. How are you, Megan," Sandra asked. 

"I'm fine thank you, Mrs. Palmer," Meg answered.

Margaret swallowed and continued, "Sandra this is Kate, Megan's girlfriend." 

"It's nice to meet you Kate," Sandra said. 

"Same here," Kate answered.

Sandra continued talking to Margaret, not really realizing what Margaret had meant by girlfriend. To people like Sandra, girlfriend, when relating to two girls, still meant female friend. 

Kate had an appointment she had to get to. Meg was going to stay a while longer with her mother before she headed home. 

"I'm sorry to have to cut this short, but I have to get going. Until next time Margaret. Nice meeting you, Mrs. Palmer," Kate said and stood. She signed something to Meg then kissed her. She waved and walked away. 

Sandra Palmer stood stock still, her mind processing what had just occurred. "I take it when you said girlfriend, you meant a romantic type of girlfriend," she asked Margaret.

"Yes Sandra, my daughter is a lesbian. Do you have a problem with that?" Margaret said, her voice and tone implying that she would cut down Sandra if she said anything bad. 

"No problem, Margaret. Gay is the new normal. I have a niece who is very butch. Anyway, let's have lunch sometime next week. The other girls miss you and so do I," Sandra ended.

"Oh ... sure," Margaret answered, shocked at Sandra's reaction. 

"Enjoy the rest of your lunch. Great seeing you, Megan. Bye." 

"Mom, you okay?" Megan asked once Sandra was gone.

"I never expected that," Margaret said. 

"I know Mom. People can surprise you." 

"They certainly can." 

* * * * 

"Comfortable my sweet?" Vivian asked. 

"Yes Vivie," Ari replied. She was currently secured to the headboard of their bed, her wrists locked together with Velcro restraints that were lined with satin. It was very comfortable yet left no doubt that you were indeed bound. 

Ari was on her back, her legs free, her eyes covered by a scarf and her body completely naked. Vivian was standing to one side admiring Ari's petite yet exquisite form. She loved Ari's body, her soft curves and smooth, unblemished skin. Seeing her lover like this, so vulnerable and trusting, filled Vivian's heart with a mixture of love and lust. She couldn't help running her fingertips over Ari's body, caressing her silken skin.

"Time for a little fun," Vivian said as she picked up the glass of ice cold water and climbed on the bed. She dipped her finger in the liquid, swirled the digit around and then touch it to Ari's left nipple. 

Ari let out a sharp hiss as Vivian circled her puckered areola. The sudden cold on her heated skin produced goose bumps everywhere. Vivian gave her lover's right nipple the same treatment, making her nubs stand at attention. Vivian dipped a few more fingers into the cold water and allowed several droplets to fall along Ari's chest and stomach and along her legs. 

"How does that feel, pet?" Vivian asked. 

"It's strange but it's also very erotic. I like it." 

"Good, very good. Now for a little more," Vivian said as she chilled her middle and index fingers. When they were cold enough, Vivian touched Ari's outer pussy lips lightly. 

Ari lifted her hips and groaned at the touch. The cold on her heated sex caused shivers to run up her body. It also had the additional effect of heightening her arousal. 

"You liked that huh?" Vivian teased as she dipped her fingers in the water and touched Ari's pussy again. Ari squealed and moaned as her arousal spiked. 

"Please Viv, please," Ari begged as her hips bucked, searching for more contact. 

"No angel, not yet, but soon," Vivian cooed. She left the bed, much to Ari's disappointment, but quickly returned. Vivian remained still on the bed and Ari wondered what would happen next. 

Ari felt something cool on both her nipples and recognized it as lube then without warning Ari felt a sudden vibration on her left nipple. It wasn't very strong but the suddenness of it shocked Ari. Soon it was followed by a similar vibration on her right nipple.

"I have a theory pet. Your nipples are so very sensitive that I've often wondered if I could make you cum from just stimulating them. So let's see if it's possible," Vivian cooed as she pressed the two small vibes she was using a little harder to Ari's nipples. 

The new sensations were mind blowing to Ari. She had come to love her nipples being pinched during sex, and it heightened her orgasmic experience when Vivian bit them lightly, but she had never felt anything like this before. 

As the vibrations continued, Ari's pulse quickened as the pleasurable sensations flooded her body. She could feel herself getting wetter; her juices started to flow at a rapid pace which Vivian didn't miss. 

"I see it's having a wonderful effect on you. You're dripping, pet," Vivian commented. She couldn't help licking her lips at the thought of drinking up all that precious liquid. 

Ari felt as though there was a direct line connecting her nipples to her clit as she felt her nub begin to throb. She squeezed her legs shut hoping to alleviate the ache that was building. 

"No my pretty, open your legs, let me see your treasure," Vivian told her. She shifted position, placing herself between Ari's open legs. Ari couldn't help the need for some contact on her sex and tried to close her legs again but found Vivian's body in the way. 

She wrapped her legs around Vivian, hoping that she could rub herself against Vivian's body but Vivian remained out of reach. Soon the ache in her core was almost unbearable. 

"Please Vivie, please, touch me," Ari begged. 

"I am touching you, pet," Vivian replied with a smile. 

"No, my pussy, please Viv, touch me there. I'm going crazy. I need you to touch my pussy," Ari pleaded. 

"Relax pet, just relax and enjoy the feelings. Let your body surrender to the pleasure, lose yourself in it," Vivian coached. 

Ari was breathing hard, her heart was pounding in her chest and her core was throbbing like crazy. Vivian was relentless, pressing the vibes firmly to Ari's swollen nipples. 

Suddenly Ari felt something like a knot in the pit of her stomach. Her legs tightened around Vivian as she forced her body to rise from the bed. A loud groan escaped her lips from deep inside her chest. 

Vivian knew these were signals that Ari's orgasm was near. "Yes pet, don't run away from it; let it happen." 

Ari let out a loud wail as her body went rigid. Her mouth stayed open but she was silent. Her eyes were wide open and saw nothing. She turned bright red, both from the effort and from not breathing. Viv was startled when Ari dropped to the bed with a thud, panting hard. Her arms were sore, her body was covered with perspiration, and her head was spinning from the experience, but the orgasm was sublime. 

Vivian quickly dropped the vibes and undid the wrist restraints. She pulled the scarf from Ari's eyes and cupped her cheek. 

"Angel, talk to me, are you alright?" Vivian asked concerned. Ari threw her arms around Vivian, who was still between her legs, her upper body hovering over her young lover. She pulled Vivian down for a crushing kiss to show that she was okay. 

"That was just amazing. I loved it and I love you," Ari said. 

"I love you too my darling." 

"Now will you touch my pussy? Please Vivie?" Ari asked with puppy dog eyes.

"I will my beauty but what shall I use? My fingers? My lips? My tongue? My strap-on?" Vivian teased.

"How about all of the above?" Ari suggested which made Vivian laugh. 

"I think I've created an insatiable little monster," Vivian commented. 

"Yes, but you love me," Ari said with a smile. 

"That I do. Now let's get down to business. How about we start things off with our favorite double ended friend?" 

"Sounds perfect," Ari agreed. It was going to be a wonderful night. 

Chapter 51 

The wine was a full bodied, elegant red, with a hint of brown spice and cloves and what Meg thought might be cherry. She had expected Vivian to have a good selection and fine quality ― but this was heavenly. 

"I can see you're enjoying the wine immensely, Meg. I've been saving that bottle for a special occasion and this was just perfect," Vivian said. The four of them, Vivian, Ari, Meg and Kate were enjoying a nice glass before dinner in Vivian's apartment. 

The chef that Vivian used at times was busy laying out their meal as the foursome chatted easily about this and that. 

"So Meg how was your first night at the club?" Ari asked with a smile as she remembered what her first night was like. 

"It was certainly a unique experience," Meg answered. 

"I remember mine; god it was such a turn on," Ari signed and looked at Kate.

"I remember," Kate answered.

"I bet you do," Vivian interjected with a wide grin. 

"Yes, and it had the same effect on me too all those years ago," Kate continued.

"Oh it wasn't that long ago Kate. Your first night here was something I'll never forget." 

"I haven't heard this story yet," Meg signed. 

"Me neither," Ari added and both looked at Kate. 

"Not much to tell really," Kate said and shrugged. 

"That's not how I remember it," Vivian told them and eyed Kate. 

"Alright, it was a few months after I had moved here. Meg had just started working with me and I decided to check out the clubs and found Serafina's. 

"When I arrived, the line was longer than the bank on payday and I thought no way am I waiting so long. So I turned to walk away and bumped into this stunningly beautiful woman. I mean she literally took my breath away. I was standing there slack jawed and unable to move. 

"Her lips were moving but I was in such a daze that I couldn't read them. She touched my arm and I snapped out of the fog and read her 'Are you okay?' question. I nodded dumbly and she smiled at me. That smile made my knees weak. 

"She asked if I was going into the club and I shook my head no and motioned with my eyes about the line. She smiled and asked if I wanted to go in with her. All this time I hadn't spoken and she didn't know I was deaf and reading her lips. 

"I agreed and we walked to the bouncer who just lifted the rope and let us in. I was about to thank her when she touched two of her fingers to her lips and pressed them to my lips. She looked so sexy doing that and before I could respond, she was gone, having disappeared in the club amidst the sea of bodies.

"So I ordered a drink and watched the ladies dance. It was hot and I was awestruck by it all but I couldn't get that woman off my mind. Then, out of nowhere I spotted her, and it was like she knew I was there watching her cause she just turned, our eyes met and then she came towards me. 

"The next thing I knew, she was in front of me and then we were kissing. It was hot and delicious and before long she was leading me to what turned out to be one of the private rooms. She locked the door and we made out on the small sofa like teenagers. 

"She looked into my eyes and told me I was beautiful and she asked what my name was. I realized that I didn't know her name either. I told her it was Kate Price and asked hers. She said Vivian Chase and offered her hand to shake mine which was funny since we had our tongues in each other's mouths just a minute before.

"Then she smiled and asked if I'd like to continue what we started or have dinner with her tomorrow night. It was shocking; usually I was one pursuing a woman. It was strange to hear someone else taking the lead. I was intrigued, but I also knew that some women were put off when they found out I was deaf, so I told her and waited for her reaction. 

"She thought about it for a moment then asked if it would be a problem for me to communicate with her and when I said no, she asked again what I would like to do, continue or have dinner. I chose the dinner," Kate ended. Vivian was smiling throughout the story, remembering that first meeting. 

"That's amazing," Ari said. 

"Yes, quite a first meeting," Meg agreed.

"Yes, I was very enamored with Kate. We dated and spent many months together but we just weren't meant to be. I now know why; my soul mate was out there waiting for me," Vivian said and took Ari's hand in hers. 

"I concur," Kate said and looked at Meg. 

The chef announced that dinner was served and they moved to the table. There was a rich potato soup, a salad and a main dish of grilled chicken breast and vegetables. Dessert, which was on a side table, would be classic chocolate mousse. 

During the meal Vivian brought the conversation back to an earlier topic.

"So Meg, you didn't tell us about your time in the private room with Priscilla. Did you have a good time?" 

Meg blushed as she remembered what had transpired in that little room, when the sultry redhead had danced for them and what happened after she left. 

"Hmm, I think you had a really good time with Priscilla if that blush is any indication," Vivian teased, which only made Meg blush more. 

"Priscilla is a hottie, she could turn anyone on, man or woman," Ari commented. 

"That she could. We're fortunate that she's chosen to stay with us. She pulls in a lot of business." 

"Has she been working here a long time?" Meg asked. 

"Yes, she's been with me since the first night I opened Serafina's," Vivian said proudly. "She's broken many hearts in that time. All the ladies want to date her but she's straight." 

"Yeah, she mentioned that when she danced for us," Meg said.

"She makes sure everyone knows that fact so they won't get their hopes up."

"As if that will stop them," Ari said and giggled. The others laughed in agreement. 

"Oh Kate, I have some wonderful news about Ari; I'm so proud of her," Vivian gushed. 

"Yeah, what's up?" 

"Not too long ago we saw that little bitch Zoe here in the club," Vivian said with a scowl.

"What?" Kate signed, shocked. She looked at Ari, her face conveying worry about the effect it had on Ari to see the woman who had hurt her. 

"Don't worry darling, I told you it was wonderful news. Our Ari has come into her own so well. She stood up to Zoe and gave her a verbal beat down. It was actually beautiful to watch," Vivian said and beamed with pride.

"Way to go Ari. I'm so proud of you. I always knew you had it in you," Kate said. Ari blushed at the words of praise from Vivian and Kate. 

"Who's Zoe?" Meg asked, being out of the loop in this conversation. 

"She's this girl I roomed with in the dorm at school. She did some things that hurt me and I was afraid of her for a long time but not anymore," Ari said firmly.

"What, you saw her at the club and told her to go screw herself?" Kate asked. 

"Yeah, kinda," Ari answered. 

"You really have grown. You're not the same young woman I met, I'm so happy I can see the change," Kate said. She was also filled with pride about how Ari was growing up. 

* * * * 

They lounged in Vivian's living room after dessert and coffee. Ari had disappeared into the small corner office and returned with a huge smile on her face. 




Finding Love Pt. 09



She stood in front of Kate and held out a wrapped box. Kate raised an eyebrow in question but accepted the gift. 

"I owe you so much, Kate. This is only a small token but I know you'll love it," Ari signed. She bent and kissed Kate's cheek briefly then went and sat next to Vivian. 

Kate slowly tugged at the satin ribbon and opened the box. Inside was a copy of Ari's book. Kate smiled as she took it from the box and ran her fingers over the cover. "It turned out beautifully, Ari," Kate said as she held the book up for Meg to see.

"Open it to the first page, please," Ari told Kate. "I wrote something for you." 

Kate opened it and read the handwritten note. Kate's face showed her surprise and happiness about what Ari had written. 

"I do love it Ari, thank you," Kate said and rose from her seat. She moved to Ari who stood and they embraced, hugging each other and smiling while happy tears welled in their eyes. 

When they released each other, Kate went to Meg and showed her what Ari had written.

Kate, 

You've been the light that guided me throughout this long journey. Without you in my corner this book wouldn't have been possible. Your patience and persistence has helped make me a better author. Your friendship has been a blessing. A simple thank you will never be enough for all that you've done for me, but I'll say it anyway. Thank you, Kate. 

Arianna. 

"Ari, that's just so beautiful," Meg said with a big smile. Ari smiled back. 

"So what's next for your writing? Another book perhaps? Kate asked.

"Yes, I actually have been thinking about starting another one. I think I'm going to try my hand at writing something for lesbians. There aren't enough lesbian love stories out there so I thought I'd try my hand at one," Ari told them.

"Oh really, possibly taking some excerpts from real life?" Kate asked with a smirk.

"Maybe an autobiography?" Meg suggested. 

"I think that would be a wonderful book, one I would certainly read," Vivian said with a smile. 

"Me too," Kate agreed. 

"You better, you're my editor after all," Ari said seriously. 

"Ah, you were pleased with my work so you're going to retain my services for future works," Kate said teasingly. 

"You better believe it. As if my note in the book wasn't proof enough," Ari said with a pout. 

They may not have been together anymore but that pout was still a dangerous weapon as Kate's heart melted and she gave up on her teasing. 

"I would be delighted to continue on as your editor Ari. I believe in you and your work and I know you can go far as a successful author."

"Thank you, Kate. It means the world to have you in my corner."

"Here's to a continued successful business relationship," Vivian said and raised her coffee cup. 

"I'll second that," Meg said and followed Vivian's lead. Kate and Ari lifted their cups as well.

The evening was a successful one. Meg enjoyed her time with Vivian and Ari and could see many more nights like that in their future. Kate was glad that everything went so well. She had hoped that the four of them would become close friends and was pleased to see it happening. 

Chapter 52

Jade was surprised to get a call from Meg asking if they could have lunch together. She readily agreed and was quite curious about what Meg wanted to talk about. 

They met at a small restaurant near Kate's office. Meg had made the arrangements earlier and had asked for a private booth. Jade arrived to find a somewhat nervous Meg waiting for her. 

"Hello Meg," Jade said and gave her a small hug.

"Hi Jade," Meg answered. The server appeared and took their orders. When he left Jade continued. 

"I was surprised to get this lunch offer but delighted that you wanted to meet. You have me quite intrigued." 

"Yes, well you see, I need some advice and since you helped me before, I was hoping you could help me again," Meg said. 

"Well of course, Meg. If I can help in any way I'll be glad to," Jade offered in earnest. She was quite touched that Meg would call on her. "Tell me what's going on?"

"As you know, Kate and I are together and I love her, I truly do, with all my heart. Things have been great and she's been so patient with me but I know she's used to..." Meg paused when their server returned. After their meals were placed on the table, Jade asked that they not be disturbed again. She sensed that whatever Meg wanted advice about was very delicate and personal. 

"Please continue Meg," Jade urged when they were alone again. 

"Thank you Jade. This is hard for me to talk about but it's important that I address it." 

"Just take your time Meg. No need to rush through it." 

Meg nodded and took some deep breaths. She sipped her orange juice, gathering her thoughts. Too nervous to eat, she picked at her salad and tried to start again.

"Kate has said repeatedly that its okay for me to take as much time as I need, but I know she wants to and I want to as well, but I'm a little afraid and very embarrassed about it. Even talking about it with her is nerve wracking. Somehow it's easier to talk to you about it. Is that bad that I can talk to you but not to her?" 

"Meg, I need to know what we're talking about so I can try to help," Jade said, having no idea what Meg was going on about.

"Oh god, I'm sorry. I'm rambling and you don't even know what about. You see, I love Kate but I... we haven't been intimate yet. I want to give myself to her but I'm a little fearful about being able to reciprocate. I love her and I shouldn't be having any problems or doubts about it but I am," Meg said sadly. She was so upset by it that her eyes were glossy with tears. 

"Okay, let's stop and go back for a moment. We know you love Kate, that isn't in question at all. As for sex, that is a huge step for anyone. You've had sex before haven't you?" Jade asked, her voice calm and reassuring. 

"Yes," Meg answered. 

"And did you enjoy it?" 

"I did, yes, but I always felt that something was missing," Meg answered truthfully. 

"Alright. When you look at Kate how do you feel, how does your body respond?" 

"I feel excited; it's like there are butterflies fighting to get out of my stomach," Meg answered. 

"Now, to get even more personal. Does she arouse you, make you hot and wet?" Jade asked delicately. 

"Yes, I get like that with her when we kiss and touch," Meg admitted, blushing madly saying it. 

"Then in my opinion the problem is only the fear of the unknown," Jade said simply. 

"What do you mean?" Meg asked not understanding Jade.

"Meg, when we are young and growing up, we learn the facts of life, either from our parents or school or our friends. However, the facts of life we're taught and the real facts are two very different things. 

"We learned that boys and girls get together, boy enters girl, they make a baby, end of story. No one ever taught us about what happens when girl and girl get together. Have you looked on the internet for videos about how women have sex with each other?" Jade asked.

Meg blushed and shook her head no. 

"Well honey, you need to do that if you want to know about the dynamics of it. Lesbians can make love in a multitude of ways. It's all about finding what's right for you and your partner and what makes you both comfortable. 

"You may not be able to go down on Kate the first time, but then again, in the heat of passion, you might surprise yourself." 

"Can I ask you something very personal?" Meg said. 

"You can and I'll try to answer." 

"What's it like between you and Terry?" Meg blushed furiously as she spoke, but she hoped that Jade's own experiences could help her. 

This was something Jade didn't expect. The way she and Terry made love was not conventional by any means, but she saw in Meg's eyes that she needed help understanding things, so she decided she would answer but would not let her wife's secret out. 

"As I told you the first time we talked, I had never been with a woman before. I'll first share with you something that only two other people know about me. My husband cheated on me and when I moved out of our house I stayed with my best friend from college. She's bisexual and while I was living in her apartment I accidentally witnessed her and her girlfriend at the time making love.

"Like you, I had never seen or knew how women had sex and it was bad of me but I couldn't help myself and watched them in the throes of passion. That was my awakening to lesbianism. The sight of them together aroused things within me that I never knew existed. I accepted my desires and decided to try dating women. The next week I went out with my friend and her lesbian friends. Terry was among them; we dated and eventually I fell in love with her.

"As for how lovemaking is with her. The first time I was nervous but I knew I loved her and so I let that guide me. I love her and I want to bring her pleasure so I do any and everything I can to do so. 

"We use toys but also love without them. Oral sex is a huge part of our loving. When you slept with men did you ever give them head?" Jade asked. 

"Yes, I did but it wasn't something I enjoyed too much," Meg answered.

"And did they go down on you?"

"Yes." 

"So you know what it feels like to receive it. How wonderful it feels to have your most intimate parts licked and sucked?" Jade asked and Meg nodded. "Then you'll want your lover to feel those wonderful sensations as well." 

"Yes, I would want Kate to feel that." 

"Good. Now have you ever kissed a lover after he's gone down on you?"

"Yeah," Meg blushed as she answered. It was amazing to her that she was discussing her sex life so openly.

"So you have a good idea what you taste like. All women taste different from what I've heard. Getting very personal, I can tell you that I have a stronger taste than Terry. Terry, like with everything about her, is delicate and sweet tasting. I love how she tastes and can spend hours just enjoying licking her. She feels the same way about me. 

"As I've said, you may not be ready to go down on Kate, but there are other things you can do. You masturbate right?"

"Sometimes," Meg admitted. 

"Good. The same way you've touched yourself, you can touch Kate like that. Ever played with your breasts and nipples?"

Meg nodded.

"Then don't hesitate to touch Kate's breasts and nipples. You can lick them and suckle on them. There's not a woman alive who doesn't love that. 

"Also remember that sex isn't all about the breasts and groin areas. A woman's body is like a road map. Every stop can bring about something new and interesting. Terry has this thing about sucking on this spot right here," Jade said as she pointed to a spot under her right earlobe. "I never knew it before but it's one of my most erotic spots on my body. It drives me wild when she does it." With a sly smile, she added, "Course, I'm never sure if it's the spot or the woman who's doing the nibbling." Meg giggled, nodding.

"Part of the fun of sex for the first time is discovering all the wonderful little places that will make your lover moan and gasp."

"I like the sound of that," Meg said with a smile. 

"Good. You said that Kate isn't rushing you, but I think you feel that because she's used to having sex that you're depriving her of that. Is that accurate?"

"Yes, that's it exactly," Meg confessed. 

"Are you worried that if you don't give in soon that Kate's going to go looking for someone to fulfill her physical needs?"

"No, I know she wouldn't do that. She loves me too much. This is the last hurdle for me in accepting my true self as a lesbian. It's something that I need to get past in order to have a full and complete relationship with Kate." 

"I understand. I also understand about it being hard to discuss this with Kate. She loves you so much that she'll keep telling you to take your time. You needed someone who you could discuss things openly and without worries. I hope I helped you."

"Oh yes Jade, you've been a big help," Meg said with gratitude. 

"Good. Lastly, from all that you've described about how Kate makes you feel, I think you won't have any problems if you just let your desire take the lead," Jade said with a smile. 

Meg liked what Jade said. She was tired of worrying about it and made a choice to do something about it. They finished their lunch, Meg, having a renewed appetite, enjoyed her salad. Her mind was at ease and she couldn't thank Jade enough, hugging her tightly as they left. 

* * * * 

Kate had a dinner date at Meg's apartment and was looking forward to a nice quiet night at home. She arrived at seven and was about to knock when she noticed a small note attached to the door. It was from Meg and said Kate should let herself in and lock the door behind her. 

"Babe, is everything alright?" Kate called as she opened the door. She closed it and locked the deadbolt. When Kate turned around her jaw dropped and her knees went weak. 

"OH MY GOD!!!" Kate exclaimed as her eyes took in Meg. Meg was wearing a black sheer mesh babydoll with matching panties. The bra cups had white lace embroidered on them and it lifted and highlighted Meg's bountiful breasts. The front of the babydoll fell just past the tiny bit of material that covered Meg's mound; two small side slits that went halfway up Meg's stomach and were topped with two cute little white bows. 

Meg turned slowly and Kate moaned when she saw Meg's back. The bra top had a clasp in the middle of her back; the black mesh scooped low, showing off generous expanses of skin. A split in the middle let the material cover Meg's butt; it also left the cleft exposed where the thin string of the g-string split it.

"You like?" Meg signed as she slowly approached Kate. Kate nodded; her mouth was too dry to speak. Meg circled around Kate then stood in front of her and put her arms around Kate's neck. 

"I thought it was time for us to take things to the next level," Meg said, then brought her lips to Kate's and kissed her deeply. 

Kate's mind was reeling. Was Meg really telling her that she was ready to make love? Was her deepest desire about to come true?

"Are you sure?" Kate managed to ask, her voice barely a whisper for fear of breaking the spell Meg had created. 

"I want you, Kate. I want to be with you in every way possible. I know you want me too. You've been so patient and wonderful but you don't have to wait anymore. I'm all yours," Meg said. She unhooked her arms from Kate's neck and took Kate's hands in her own. 

She led a still stunned Kate to the bedroom. No lights; there were several lit candles around the room, their soft glow enhancing the romantic moment. Kate's mind finally caught up to what was happening and she took Meg's face in her hands and kissed her deeply. 

"I love you so much," Kate said as she briefly took her lips from Meg's. 

"I love you too," Meg said, as her hands moved to Kate's shirt and began unbuttoning it. Kate's hands moved to Meg's breasts and traced the lines of her mounds with her fingertips. 

Meg stopped her briefly as she stripped the shirt from Kate. She kissed Kate's neck and just above her breasts. Kate growled and pulled Meg's body tightly to her own, her hands finding their way to Meg's exposed butt. 

They kissed and caressed each other. Meg slowly removed Kate's clothes and soon she was only wearing panties. Meg's eyes devoured Kate's breasts. She reached out and cupped them then her lips found Kate's left nipple and she suckled the hard nub, which caused Kate to moan. 

Kate let Meg have her way. She wanted Meg to be comfortable and let her take the lead. 

After spending a long time sucking Kate's nipples and caressing her breasts with her tongue, Meg pulled Kate to the bed and pushed her to her back. She crawled on top of Kate, straddled her, and bent to kiss her. Sitting up, she reached behind her back and unclasped the bra hooks. She pulled the straps off her shoulders and lifted the baby doll over her head. 

Kate stared at Meg's body, her breath hitching at the sight of her breasts. They were large and sat high on her chest, sagging only slightly from their own weight. The nipples and areolas were the sweetest color pink Kate had ever seen. Kate's mouth watered thinking about having her lips on those perfect globes. 

Meg took Kate's hands and placed them on her breasts. Kate lovingly fondled the pliant flesh, relishing the feel of them, their weight and the way Meg's nipples poked at her palms.

Kate brought one of those breasts to her mouth and engulfed the nipple. She sucked hard on the bud and softly nibbled it. She couldn't hear the groans that escaped Meg's lips but knew Meg was enjoying it as her hips slowly began jogging on Kate's midsection. 

Kate thoroughly enjoyed having her mouth and hands on Meg's nipples but wanted to taste Meg's center. She rolled them both so she was on top and rained kisses on Meg's body as she made her way down to her pussy. There was a wet spot on the tiny bit of fabric that covered the barely hidden treasure. 

Kate locked eyes with Meg as she reached for the waistband of the panties. Kate slowly slipped them over Meg's hips and down her legs. Meg kept her legs together and watched as Kate took the g-string off. Kate ran her hands along Meg's legs and settled on her knees. Gently, Kate parted Meg's knees and Meg opened herself to Kate's eyes. 

Meg's pussy was so sexy. She had a thin landing strip of light blond hair above her mound but otherwise was bare. Her outer lips were well defined; the inner, engorged with her arousal, were slick and an alluring dark pink. Her clitoral area was thick, implying that she had a large clit hiding under the hood. Her wetness was evident from the dew that coated her opening. 

"You're so beautiful," Kate said in awe as she stroked Meg's outer lips with her thumb. She dropped to her stomach between Meg's legs and kissed just above the slit. Extending her tongue, she licked Meg's outer lips and slowly pushed her tongue to the inner ones. Tasting Meg's sweetness, she moaned deep in her throat, lapping greedily at glistening entrance. 

Stiffening her tongue, Kate stuck it inside of Meg hot, silken core. Meg had never experienced anyone feasting on her the way Kate was. She couldn't help lifting her hips and crying out as she clawed at the sheets. 

Kate spent a long time teasing Meg, bringing her to new heights of pleasure but not letting her tip over the edge. Kate lifted her eyes to Meg's and saw the desperate, silent plea for release in her lover's gaze. 

All the teasing had Meg so aroused that her clit was peeking out. It was indeed large, the size of a big pea. Kate licked at it and sucked on it as she slowly pushed two fingers into Meg's center. 

Kate looked up just in time to see Meg's mouth open in a scream as her body surrendered to the glorious sensations of orgasmic release. Kate kept her eyes on Meg's body and watched as her breasts heaved, her muscles tightened and her stomach clenched. Meg's hips lifted high and Kate had to hold on tight to stay with her. Kate's lips and chin were drenched in Meg's essence as she struggled not to miss a single scented drop.

Exhausted, spent and panting hard, Meg lay sprawled on the bed after the bliss of her orgasm slipped away. Candlelight showed her body glistening from a thin sheen of perspiration. Her eyes were glazed from it all and her lips curled in a contented smile. 

Kate brought their lips together and Meg tasted herself. She moaned and pressed her lips harder to Kate's. They were breathless when they parted.

"God, that was amazing. I've never been loved like that before," Meg signed and wrapped her arms around Kate tightly. 

"I told you I'd rock your world," Kate said to her. 

"You certainly did," Meg answered. "You know I've never done this before but let's see if I can't return the favor." 




Finding Love Pt. 09



* * * * 

Kate awoke with a start. Her body was humming from her arousal and as her mind cleared she sighed as she realized that her lovemaking with Meg was all just a very erotic dream. 

It was one of the few nights that they had slept apart and Kate realized that her subconscious mind was seeking to fulfill what her conscious mind wanted more than anything. 

Kate would never rush Meg. She had promised herself and Meg that she would wait however long it took for Meg to get to that place. However, she was sexually frustrated and needed a little relief. She allowed her mind to go back to the dream, the fantasy of what she thought Meg looked like naked. 

Her hands slipped into her panties and she sighed with satisfaction as her fingers glided over her engorged lips. She was extremely wet and two fingers slipped easily into her center.

Kate moaned as she worked those fingers slowly in and out of her core, teasing herself as the sensations increased. She resisted touching the clit that was out of its hood; she wanted to prolong this sweet torture. 

Many long minutes later, Kate was writhing on the bed as she approached that familiar place of ecstasy. Pressing a finger on her clit and rubbing fast and hard, Kate squealed as her hips lifted. Her pleasure soared higher and higher until the dam burst. 

Kate saw stars behind her tightly closed eyelids. Her whole body strained and her orgasm hit like a blast of lightning to her brain. She was breathing hard and her body was hurting from the strain but her brain was in a state of euphoric ecstasy that disappeared all too soon.

The cum had been good yet she was left unsatisfied because she was alone. She longed for Meg to be ready, but knew that no matter how long it took she would wait. 

* * * * 

"So what do you want to do tonight, babe? Go out to dinner or stay in?" Kate asked Meg as they were wrapping up their day.

"How about I cook a little something and you come over to my place at about six thirty," Meg suggested. 

"Sure. Should I stop and rent some movies?" 

"I think we can entertain ourselves, don't you?" Meg asked and kissed Kate. Kate smiled as she watched Meg leave her office. She didn't miss the innuendo Meg had dropped; she had done so all week and it was giving Kate hope that Meg was warming to the idea of their relationship getting more physical. 

Kate arrived on time for dinner and surprised Meg with a single red rose. Meg was delighted when Kate presented the flower to her. 

"Oh you are just the sweetest," Meg said as she kissed Kate repeatedly. She was dressed in sweat pants and an oversized t-shirt which was unusual but Kate didn't give it much thought as Meg plated the pasta dish she had made. 

Meg's cooking was delicious as always; they chatted easily about absolutely nothing. After, as they sat on the sofa sipping the last of their wine, Meg signed, "Kate, I have a surprise for you. Will you stay here and wait a little while I get it ready?" 

"Of course babe. You know you didn't have to get me anything," Kate said. 

"I know, but this is something I know you'll love." 

Meg left Kate to wonder what it could be and went to her bedroom. She was gone for about five minutes. When she came out, Kate was standing by the window, looking out into the night. Her back was to Meg and she didn't realize Meg had returned until she saw the light from the corner lamp flicker. 

Kate turned and her eyes wet wide. Her heart began beating rapidly and her breathing halted. Kate was too stunned to speak as her eyes ran up and down Meg's body. 

Meg was wearing the most erotic bits of clothing Kate had ever laid her eyes on. It was all an alluring red. The bra, with its thin ribbon straps, held Meg's breasts high and was cut low in front, showing off a very generous amount of cleavage. The cup itself was somewhat sheer with its lacy mesh design. 

Riding low on Meg's hips was possibly the shortest, sexiest ruffled mini skirt Kate had ever seen. It barely went past Meg's mound and Kate could see a hint of the matching cloth that covered Meg's treasures. Kate was spellbound and totally dumbstruck by what she was looking at. 

Meg had a small, shy smile on her lips as she lifted her hands and signed simply, "Kate, I'm ready." 

Epilogue

Kate and Meg's first time together was everything they had dreamed it would be. They spent a long night consummating their relationship and fell exhausted into the deepest, most peaceful sleep they had ever experienced in the early hours of the next day. 

After a month, they made the decision that they never wanted to be apart again and decided to move in together. Opting for a fresh start, they each gave up their apartments for a larger two bedroom. 

It didn't take too long to find the perfect place, one that wasn't too far from work and the city. After moving in, they had a small house warming party for their closest friends and family. This gave James and Sabrina a chance to meet and visit with Meg's parents. 

With all that had happened since Meg had come out, Henry and Margaret decided to try and close the gap in their relationship. They had been happy once and sought to find that happiness again. With some time and effort on both their parts, they managed to work things out and get back to being a couple again, not two strangers co-existing under the same roof. 

Logan and Adam also came to the party. They were as happy as they had ever been and announced that in addition to getting married soon, they wanted to adopt a baby. Henry and Margaret were thrilled as were Kate and Meg. 

Eric also came but was alone. He and Brenda were still working through their problems. Things were going slowly but it looked promising that it would all be okay between them. 

Ari's first book was slowly becoming a best seller and she was making progress with her new one. She had already written about half the new story by the time the party happened. Vivian was so proud of her and their love seemed to be growing even more each day. 

Jade and Terry became a staple in both couple's lives. Jade friendship with Meg grew as she found Jade to be a kind of big sister she always wanted but never had. Jade's experience and advice helped her so much and, to their delight, they found they had a good deal in common. They often had lunch together; the two couples took turns having dinner at each other's homes. Meg fell in love with Jade's son and soon became Auntie Meg to the little tyke. 

Ari, in turn, stayed close to Terry as a sort of replacement sister for her own. Like Ari's parents, her older sister Sarah didn't care to have too much to do with her, so Ari cut ties with her as well and committed herself to be the best author, girlfriend and friend she could be. 

By the one year anniversary of their being together, Ari had two books under her belt and had just started working on a third. Vivian's club was doing superbly well and Vivian decided it was time to take things to the next level. 

Vivian carted Ari off for a romantic night. She wined and dined Ari, professed her love, produced a stunning ring and proposed to Ari, who squealed her delight and screamed yes while showering kisses on Vivian. 

They were married in a very simple ceremony. Kate, Meg, Jade and Terry were the only guests. Afterward, they had a huge party at Serafina's where everyone they knew was invited. 

Before going off on their honeymoon, Vivian gave a toast, "Here's to finding love; may you all be as lucky as I am." 

"Amen to that," Meg signed to Kate.

*

The end. 

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