3 comments/ 18483 views/ 0 favorites Diary of a Woman's Fantasies Ch. 01 By: CharlieRae "You know you want me, just admit it would you already." She said to me and laughed. I could feel my face turn red as she teased me. I had never been or thought of being with another woman in my life. But Savannah teased me every day and in emails about how I wanted her and she's that she's married so to stop hitting on her. She's been my co-worker for the past year and we get along great. We always joke around, prank and tease one another. She talks about her husband almost every day, especially now that he might be laid off. I've only met him twice since she started working here. I never thought I would ever meet someone shyer than me but he was. I guess it was true about opposites attract. Because Savannah was loud, boisterous and loved wearing flashy clothes and shoes, but Steve was so quiet and shy that I still couldn't believe they were happily married. "Ahem." Savannah was holding a piece of paper in her hand next to me. "Thinking about me again Victoria?" I laughed "You wish." I looked up at her and she had these beautiful green eyes, long thick, curly hair, sensual lips, perfect white teeth, and a body to die for. She looked stunning even wearing just a t-shirt and jeans. I wasn't so lucky though. I had short, straight brown hair and eyes. I would give anything to look like her. She started asking me about a client and what the problem was. I saw her lips moving but I didn't hear a word she said. I was so lost in thought wishing I could look like her that when she stopped, I had to shake my head and say "I'm sorry, what was the problem again? I didn't get all that." Savannah just put her hands on her hips and frowned at me. "You never listen to a word I say do you?" I was glad we were the only ones in the office because even though she was joking, I didn't want anyone to think I never paid attention to her. "Of course I do. It's not my fault you talk so fast I can't understand you." I say teasingly. She shakes her head "Nevermind, I'll figure it out myself" and walks away before I can say anything. I sat there looking at the door a moment. Should I go after her? Apologize? Send her flowers? I laugh at the thought. If I did that, she would torment me even more every day that I had a crush on her. I didn't but I found myself thinking about her more and more as I worked with her. Even at home at night, I would be watching TV and my thoughts would stray to her. I was so glad it was Friday. I had to go shopping tomorrow for my niece's birthday on Sunday. I shut my computer down and started walking out of the office. I was dreading this moment because I would have to walk by Savannah's desk and say bye to her. She was dancing and singing in her chair while listening to some rap song. I walked around the front desk "Bye, have a nice weekend Savannah." She smiled at me "You too." I was opening the door when she said "Hey, do you want to go have a drink? I'm done in five minutes. Steve is going out with his friends tonight so I was hoping you might keep me company?" She smiled and clasped her hands together, pleading me to go out with her. I looked at her and couldn't help but laugh as she kept mouthing 'Please' silently over and over again. "Oh alright. One drink, I can't have more than that because I have to drive home." I lived over forty miles from work and I hated driving at night. She clapped her hands together excitedly "Thank you, thank you." I sat in one of the chairs in front of the desk, waiting for her to get done. When she started shutting down, I got up and stretched my back. "Where did you want to go?" She shut the lights off and said "Hmm, how about Jasper's? It's only a couple of blocks from here." I nodded. Jasper's would be good. We could sit down and get something to eat while we drank. "I'll meet you over there? I'll grab a table if I get there first." We walked out of work together, making small talk about work before she went one way for her car and I went another. When I got to my car, I thought to myself 'What are you thinking?! You know you are going to have more than one drink and have to call a cab, which will be about fifty dollars to drive you home.' I got in the car and sighed. I didn't want to go now but it was too late to back out. I didn't want her to go there and then I never show up. I liked the working relationship we had and didn't want to jeopardize it. So I drove over to Jasper's. I could hear the noise from the TVs playing throughout the room, people talking and laughing from inside before I even opened the door. When I got inside the restaurant bar, it was almost deafening. I hoped Savannah wasn't yelling out to me, because I would have never heard her. I looked around but didn't see her sitting anywhere. There were still some open tables but they were filling fast. I stood by the door and bit my lip as I wondered if I should get a table or wait for her. I looked around again to see how many tables were still open. There were about five, make that four left now. It looked like there was a booth open in the very back so I made my way over to it. It was still open when I got to it. I sat down and watched for Savannah coming through the door, hoping she would see me back here when she came in. A waitress came by "Hi, my name is Candace and I'll be your server tonight. Can I get you anything to drink? An appetizer to start you off?" "Just a diet soda. I'm waiting for a friend." Candace smiled and said "I'll be back in few moments with your drink". She stopped at another table, writing down something on a pad. I looked at the door again for Savannah but didn't see her. I hoped I didn't miss her when she walked in because I was talking to the waitress. I started to wonder if she had car trouble and I should drive back towards work when the waitress brought me the diet soda. "Can I get you anything else, something to eat?" Candace asked. I looked at the diet soda and then up at her "No, thanks. I'm good." I started taking a sip of my soda when I heard a familiar voice "Oh I'm sure she'd enjoy a 'screaming orgasm' or 'sex on the beach right' now." I spit my drink out and started coughing. The waitress grabbed the napkins on the table and started cleaning up spewed drink. Savannah was laughing as she got in the booth across from me. When Candace was done she looked around for a place to throw the wet napkins. I could tell she wasn't too happy with me because she sighed in frustration and walked away. Savannah looked at me triumphantly "Ha! Who's laughing now? That's for putting those popping firecrackers under my chair." I laughed then as I remembered that. I bought some firecrackers that when you crushed them in any way, they made a loud bang. I put some under the wheels of her chair one day when she was at lunch. So when she sat down and moved the chair closer to her desk, they popped so loudly that it sounded it like gun shots. I never saw anyone jump out of a chair so fast. Candace came back and looked at us a moment. But her eyes lingered on Savannah as she asked "Can I get you something" she looked her up and down and smiled "to uhh drink?" Savannah leaned towards her, showing her a bit more cleavage "Do you think I could have a 'Slow Comfortable Screw against the Wall'?" Candace sucked in a breath and nodded. It took her a moment to actually say something "I sure can." Savannah laughed "No, thanks anyways but I think I'll have a 'Bloody Mary'." She looked at me when she said that last part and winked. I never saw a waitress so flabbergasted. She stomped off and I looked at Savannah "A bloody Mary huh?" She laughs "Did you see her face?" I couldn't help it, I laughed to as I thought about Candace's jaw dropping. I hoped she wouldn't come back and 'accidentally' spill her drink on either of us now. "Where's Steve tonight?" I ask. "Oh he wanted a boy's night out. A friend of his and him were going to go look at some motorcycle. I figured he'll be home late tonight because it's about a three hour drive down there and then he has to drive back." A woman stopped at our table and put a drink down in front of Savannah "Hi, I'm your new waitress for the evening. Apparently Candace had to go home for a sick child or something." When the woman started talking, I thought 'Oh no, please don't let her name be Mary...I will just die.' Savannah must have been thinking the same thing because she said "I'm sorry, I didn't catch your name." The woman smiled "I'm sorry, I'm Marilyn." I almost choked again and Savannah smiled at her. "Would you like to order something to eat?" We both ordered something to eat and another round of drinks. But this round I didn't have another diet soda Savannah ordered both of us a Mojito. When our food came, I practically gulped it down. I didn't realize I was that hungry until the food was set in front of me. We stayed at Jasper's for about two hours, talking and laughing about work and home life. When the bill came, both of us reached for it. Savannah's hand touched mine and I looked at her. I realized I had too much to drink because I could only wonder if her lips were as soft as they looked. I shook my head as she yanked the check from my hand, jerking me back to reality. I felt light headed and dizzy when Marilyn came over to take our money for the check. She looked at me a moment and touched my shoulder "Sweetie, are you ok to drive? Do you want me to call a cab?" Savannah spoke up then "Nah, she's fine. I'll take her home or to my place to sleep it off." I looked at her, grateful for the offer because I didn't think I could drive. I couldn't even remember how many drinks I had. I moved to stand up and get out of the booth and that's when it really hit me. I fell back in the booth unable to stand on my own two feet. Savannah looked around for Marilyn who was coming back with Savannah's card and receipt to sign. "Can you get a glass of water for her?" She nodded in my direction and Marilyn nodded "Of course. I'll be right back." I just sat in the booth, holding my head in my hands until she came back with my glass of water. I felt my stomach churning and hoped I didn't vomit right here in the restaurant. Marilyn held the glass of water out to me "Here you go Sweetie." When I looked at the glass, I had a hard time focusing on it. I thought she said glass but not glasses. There were four maybe five glasses in front of me. I felt someone moving me over in the seat and holding the water to my mouth. "Drink slowly now." I sipped the water slowly as it dribbled in my mouth. After what I thought was hours of sipping on the glass, I felt a little better. I looked at Savannah sitting next to me "Savannah, I..." What was I going to say? I couldn't remember now. The words were lost in my mind and on my tongue. She smiled gently and patted my shoulder. "It's ok. Steve's on his way here to help me." 'Who was Steve?' I thought. I just wanted to crawl in my warm bed and sleep. I felt Savannah get out of the booth and then someone pulling on my arm. I looked to my right at the men pulling my arm. "Wow...Did all of you plan on dressing the same way tonight?" He reached his arms around me and pulled me towards him, lifting me up in his arms too quickly. The room was suddenly spinning along with my stomach. I closed my eyes hoping that might help with the spinning room. I felt my body being put down, up, down. I thought for sure I was going to vomit but then everything suddenly went black. My eyelids felt like heavy weights as I slowly opened them. I blinked several times as I looked at the ceiling, cocking my head to the side "I don't remember buying a ceiling fan." As I looked around the room, I was suddenly scared. My walls in my room, or any room for that matter, weren't red. I looked at the blanket that was covering me and realized it wasn't one I owned. "Where the hell am I?! How did I get here?!" Thankfully I was clothed in some shirt because I pulled the blanket back to get out whose ever bedroom this was, when the door opened slowly. I was like a deer caught in the headlights. Did I get back under the covers and pretend I was sleeping? And when my kidnapper came close enough, attack him? Before I could answer my own question, I saw blonde hair and Savannah's face peek around the door. She started laughing so hard she couldn't breathe. I was still so startled that I couldn't move as she bent over from laughing. When I heard the snorts, I couldn't help but start laughing too. We laughed for several minutes before she actually stood up and said breathlessly "You know I am so glad I peed before I came down here or I probably would have pissed my pants." I shook my head "It would have served you right if you did. I know this is going to sound like a stupid question, but why am I at your house and in your bed?" She laughed "Vic, you don't remember last night?" She looked at me and when I didn't answer, she said "Well thanks a lot. You don't remember us cuddling? Making out?" I was so stunned at that I must have looked like a fish out of water. My mouth moved up and down but no words came out. I couldn't believe I made out with her last night and didn't remember any of it. "The coffee's on when you want to come up and join us." She pointed at a partially open door "Bathroom's in there if you want to take a shower first. And there are some clothes in the drawers or closet that should fit." She smiled and asked so seriously "You really don't remember do you?" I thought about it and the last thing I really remembered was sitting in a booth and breaking off a chunk of bread. "No, I don't." I was suddenly embarrassed and didn't want to face her. How could I have been that drunk?! And kissed her?! What was I going to do now when we went to work? How could I even talk to her knowing that happened? I heard the door shut softly and footsteps going up some stairs. I sat on the bed thinking about what I was going to do. I had to take a shower, get dressed but how was I going to get home now? Savannah lived about twenty miles from work in the opposite direction of me. I looked around for my purse but didn't see it and my cell phone was in there. I sighed heavily. And I am going to call a taxi company and say what exactly 'I'm at a co-worker's house but I don't know the address. The only thing I know is it has a red room. Can you send a taxi here right away because I kissed her and I don't remember any of it.' That's going to get a good laugh from the taxi employee answering the phone. I got in the shower and the hot water helped wake me up because I remembered bits and pieces of last night. I dried off and wrapped the towel around me as I began searching for clothes. I looked in the drawers first and found some sweats and t-shirts. I put those on and wondered where my shoes and socks were. I looked around the room but couldn't find them. I knew it was time to face the music then. I headed upstairs and heard Savannah talking to someone, a man. I realized it was probably her husband, Stanley. No, that didn't sound right. Stuart? Scott? I couldn't remember his name as I walked in the kitchen. I heard Savannah ask "What do you want for dinner tonight?" He said "How about" But he stopped and looked up at me from his cup of coffee. Savannah was waiting for him to say something when his eyes flicked to her and then me. "Morning, you want some coffee?" I smiled "Yes, please." He got up from the chair and Savannah turned around in her chair. "Shower do you good?" She laughed as her husband handed me a cup of coffee "I'll be out in the garage." He walked past me and a few moments later I heard a door shut. Savannah smiled "You want a ride to your car when you're done with the coffee?" I nodded "Please...If you don't mind." She motioned for me to sit down in a chair "No, not at all." I didn't want to sit next to her. I didn't even want to be here but I had no choice. I sat down and avoided looking at Savannah. I suddenly felt awkward sitting there sitting nothing. I said the only thing I could think of "How much do I owe you for last night?" She laughed "Oh you already paid me back for that." I felt my cheeks flush and I stammered "No, please, I mean, I lost my purse to pay you the money back for last night." She got up and came back a moment later, setting my purse down in front of me. "No, you didn't. Everything's in there, including car keys." "Thanks" was all I could mumble as I took a sip of coffee. She smiled "You're welcome." We finished our cup of coffee and she said she was ready to go. I got my purse and found my shoes by the front door. I slipped out the front door to the car, hoping I wouldn't have to see her husband again because I still couldn't remember his name to save my life. Savannah opened the car and we climbed in. She drove me back to my car at Jasper's in silence which I was glad for. I didn't know what to say to her and it was like everything seemed awkward now between us. When she pulled up next to my car, she smiled and said "See you Monday?" I tried to force a smile "I will pay you back." She smiled "Don't worry about it Vic." I got out of the car and drove home the entire time wondering how soft her lips were, if she kissed better than me but most importantly, did we slip each other the tongue. When I got home, I flopped down on the couch and started watching TV but I didn't see one show. I could only lie there and imagine my tongue being in Savannah's mouth. No matter how many times I tried to push the far from my mind, it would come back with a vengeance. When I got home, I flopped down on the couch and started watching TV but I didn't see one show. I could only lie there and imagine my tongue being in Savannah's mouth. No matter how many times I tried to push the far from my mind, it would come back with a vengeance and our kiss only became hotter every time. I took a shower later that night all could think about was her standing in the shower with me. Her tongue down my throat and her hands exploring my body. I spent more time than usual washing my coochie as I thought about her. When I was done in the shower, I went to my bed only to have my dreams taunt me with Savannah even more. Diary of a Woman's Fantasies Ch. 02 September 16th Dear Diary, Sorry I didn't write for a couple of days. I didn't come home Friday night because I went out with a co-worker, the one I've been fantasizing about. We ate and had some drinks. I guess I drank too much because I don't remember what happened. I woke up in her bed a bit disoriented and she says I kissed her! Did I really kiss her or did she say that just to screw with me? How am I going to work with her now? Every time I look at her, I'm going to wonder if I did it or not. Is she going to say something to other co-workers? Do I look for another job or pretend nothing happened between us. She always teases me about wanting her. I have never fantasized about a woman before until her and I find myself doing it more and more every day. Does she fantasize about me too? I know she's married but still... ----- When I woke up on Sunday morning, I heard my alarm on my phone singing 'Happy Birthday'. At first I didn't know why it was doing that, then it hit me like a ton of bricks. I forgot about my niece's birthday party. I was supposed to go shopping for her present but instead I lied down on the couch trying to figure out what I was going to do about work and Savannah. I turned the alarm off and jumped in the shower. Thankfully my thoughts didn't stray to Savannah this time. I didn't have time to think about her as I rushed around my room trying to get ready. I only had a couple of hours to get ready, go shopping, get the present wrapped and drive about an hour to my sister's house. I got everything I wanted at the stores and drove to my sister's house. I grabbed the presents out of the trunk and the one in the front seat. With my hands full, I went around back where I could hear the kid's screaming in delight as they ran around the yard. Nikki screamed "Auntie KiKi" when she saw me. She called me KiKi because she couldn't pronounce 'Vs' or long words when she was younger. Since then I've been 'Auntie KiKi'. She wrapped her arms around my legs. I laughed and bent down, setting the presents on the ground. I picked her up and spun her around in my arms "I missed you too Sweetie!" I think I lost my hearing for a couple of moments as she screamed in my ears. She made me sit at the front of the table with her and blow the five candles out. After opening presents and eating cake, I helped my sister, Rose, clean up afterwards while Nikki could showed off her new presents. When we were somewhat alone, she asked "You alright? You don't seem like your usual self." How could she have noticed something was wrong? I wasn't even thinking about the other night all day until she asked me that. I had to think of something quickly or she would needle me until I told her something she actually believed. "Oh no, I'm fine, just a busy weekend." She stopped and looked at me "Who was it?" I froze instantly. How could she have known I was with someone? And that I was attracted to her secretly. I had to think if she was over to my house lately and somehow found my diary. She was but she only stayed in the living room, so there was no way she could have found it. "Why are you lying to me?" She put her hands on her hips as if she could smell the lie. I sighed heavily. How was I going to tell my sister, I kissed a co-worker and it was a woman. "Victoria, do you have a thing for Dave?" She asked. That caught me so off guard that it took me a moment to remember Dave was my brother's best friend. I laughed hoping she would take the bait "Is it really that obvious?" She did, because she said "Oh Vic, why don't you come over on Tuesday? I'll make dinner and invite him over." I nodded "Yeah that would be great." Dave was attractive enough even though I didn't think he would be interested in me, who would be? I didn't have this to die for body, big boobs or anything that men usually sought first in a woman. I had the brains which was usually the last thing a man was interested in unless he was a nerd or geek. As Rose and I finished cleaning up, she kept jabbering about Nicki's gifts, dinner this week and how she was so excited. I finally had to tune her out until I hugged her goodbye. I was so glad to get out of there and listening to Rose talk about how excited she was and Dave would be. As I drove home, I tried to remember what happened Friday night. I remembered eating, drinking and that's when it starts to get blurry. I remember a man, it must have been Steve, picking me up and setting me down. Then something hit me so hard I almost hit an oncoming car. I realized the shirt I slept in wasn't mine and I wasn't wearing a bra either. Someone changed me out of my clothes but who?! I was suddenly worried. Yet part of me was hopeful it was Savannah who undressed me. I kept my attention on the road as I drove the last half hour home. When I walked in the door, I quickly ran to my room to write in my diary as I thought about it. September 16th Dear Diary, I usually don't write this much in one day but I realized something as I drove home tonight. I was so excited I had to share! I remembered Steve coming to Jasper's and picking me up and putting me in the car. Here's where it gets a bit fuzzy but I remember someone jerked my legs and pulled me down on the bed. It was Savannah. She was pulling my pants off and smiled when she saw my black lacy underwear. She said something to me but I can't remember what it was. She helped me sit up in the bed to remove my shirt and bra. I remember pulling the sheet up to my chest to cover them. And then everything went black as she pulled a shirt over my head. When she was done, she put her arm around my shoulders and helped me lie back in the bed against the pillow. She leaned down with me and when my head hit the pillow, she continued leaning down into me. I remember closing my eyes and feeling her delicate fingers moving a strand of hair behind my ear. I could feel her breath on my face, so close to mine. Then the moment I was dying to remember. She kissed my forehead softly and whispered "Good night." I opened my eyes slightly and her neck was right there, it was so close. My head felt like it was encased in cement as I tried to lift it but couldn't. I saw her eyes looking in mine and then her lips brushed mine so softly, it was like a feather touching them. I never kissed her. She kissed me! It was a disappointment and yet a relief. I was relieved that I didn't kiss her but disappointed that she didn't slip me the tongue. Now I am not sure what I should do. Do I say something to her? Was she trying to tell me she was interested in me? If she is, what is her husband going to say? Did I just imagine the kiss in my drunken state because I wanted and fantasized about it for so long? But I am almost sure I didn't imagine it. I have never gone out on a date nor do anything with a married man but she's married. I never believed in cheating on someone you loved. If you loved that person, why do you need or want to be with someone else. And I didn't want to think about some enraged woman coming at me with a gun or anything. But now am I just going to forget my own morals to be with her? ----- I woke up Monday morning with horrible pains in my neck, barely able turn my head. I called work and told my boss I wouldn't be in today. I rarely call in sick so I figured I wouldn't get in trouble if I didn't go in. As much as I wanted to go to work just to see Savannah, I couldn't. I took some Advils, got an ice pack and lied on the couch until the chiropractor opened. At eight in the morning, I called and got an appointment in a half hour. I took a quick shower and drove over to my appointment. After cracking my neck and setting up another appointment for tomorrow, I started driving home. I drove by the sex store I don't know how many times but never went inside. I was always too worried and embarrassed someone would see me coming out of there and wonder what I was doing in there and bought. When I got home, I thought about it and started the laptop. I have never masturbated or thought about buying or using any sex toys. But every time I thought about Savannah's kiss, I felt myself turned on. I wasn't dating anyone and I was getting frustrated sexually. I started the laptop and started searching for toys. Good Lord, I never knew there were so many different vibrators! I mean does a woman really need this many sizes, shapes and speeds?! And oh my goodness, the other things too! Anal penetration, lubes, whips, cuffs and the list goes on and on. I felt giddy all of a sudden. I was giggling as I looked at the different vibrators. I put one in my cart and browsed around for other items I thought I would try. I mean no one would know about them but me and whoever it was packing them. I ordered some vibrator that I could use in the shower and a butterfly thing that I could wear under my clothes. I don't know what possessed me to do it but I ordered express delivery so I would get it this Wednesday. I spent the rest of the day looking at websites and actually felt guilty that I called in sick. When I went to bed that night, I couldn't sleep. I was so excited about my package arriving but even more so because I was going to see Savannah tomorrow. Diary of a Woman's Fantasies Ch. 03 I got to work a little later than I planned. I was almost two hours late for work because I overslept. When I walked in the doors, I noticed people talking quietly. They looked at me a moment, then quickly turned away only to talk more quietly. I took the elevator up and the same thing happened. Something was going on that I didn't know about and it apparently involved me. I was suddenly nervous as I walked by people and some shook their heads, put their head down or looked away when they saw me. When I walked by Mr. Richard's office, I noticed the door was closed. I was wondering who was in there because he usually never shut it unless someone was in trouble or to let someone go. I sat down in my office and heard the door open. I could see Savannah standing there. My heart sank as I thought she was getting fired. I heard him say "Thank you for letting me know about this. I will be having a talk with her when she gets in the office." I was paranoid all of a sudden. Did she talk to him about me? Did she tell him what happened Friday night and that I kissed her? Was I the one who was going to get fired? He looked at me a moment and I started shaking. I could feel the sweat on my forehead beading as he started walking towards me. He stopped in the doorway and said "Victoria, can you come to my office please? We need to talk about something, something rather serious that we need to discuss in private." I gulped. Oh no, this was it. I worked here for five years and now my life was ruined. How was I going to find another job with a sexual harassment charge in my file? I would never be able to find another job in this city or probably state. I was going to have to move out of state if I ever wanted to work again. "Victoria?" "Yes, sorry Mr. Richards. I'll be right there." I said. He nodded and walked to Savannah's desk. I could see him talking quietly to her and glance at me once in a while. I didn't know what do. Should I just write my letter of resignation and give it to him before I go in there? I pulled out a pen and paper and started writing as quickly as I could. I looked up and I could see Mr. Richards waiting patiently but I didn't think he would wait much longer. He started to walk away from Savannah's desk. I feared he was going to come into my office and just announce why I was getting fired right in front of everyone. I quickly signed the paper and folded it in half before I got up walked to his office. I looked at Savannah before I went inside and thought 'How could you do this to me? You're the one who kissed me.' I knew Mr. Richards liked her more than me. He found any opportunity he could to talk to her and rumors around the office were that he had a crush on her. Of course he'll believe her over me and get rid of me instead of her. He was sitting at his desk and when he saw me, he motioned to the door "Please shut the door and have a seat." I shut it and thought 'This is it...' I did as he asked. My heart was racing in my chest and I thought I was going to have a heart attack right there in the chair. He looked at me "Victoria, you've been here for what, five years now?" I nodded. I didn't dare talk, I was so afraid of what was going to come out. "Savannah was in my office earlier to have a serious discussion with me. At first I didn't know what to do about this. I'm sure you know I don't take these things lightly especially when someone comes to me to discuss it." I couldn't take any more and just wanted to get out of there. "Mr. Richards, I don't know what to say. I don't" I was suddenly in tears. I stood up and went to get my things out of my office. I caught my foot on the leg of the chair as I was about to out and tripped. I saw the corner of the desk up close, a bit too close. When my eyes opened again, I saw lights flying above me. I felt knives stabbing me in the head all over. I closed my eyes again. My eyelids flickered open slowly. I had a hard time focusing but I felt someone holding my hand. I turned my head to look at my hand and saw a female's hand holding mine. Rose? I thought why is she holding my hand? I looked again and realized it wasn't Rose. Rose had red hair, this person was blonde. She must have felt me looking at her because she lifted her head and looked at me. My heart stopped a moment. "Savannah?" She smiled at me "You know this is the second time you woke up in a bed with me in less than a week. You keep doing that and people are going to start talking about us and think we're having an affair." What was she talking about? I heard a beep and looked around. I was in a hospital bed. Why was I here? Oh no...Why was she here? Did she feel guilty about getting me fired? I said icily "Why are you here? I mean isn't it bad enough that you told Mr. Richards about Friday night?" She pulled her hand from mine so fast that you'd think I burned her. "What are you talking about?" The curtain opened and the doctor stood there. "I'm not interrupting something am I?" I glared at him "No." He looked at my chart and said "You took quite a hit young lady. You're lucky that desk just missed your eye. You have a couple of stitches that you need to have taken out in a couple of days." My hand moved up to my forehead instinctively. I felt the stitches and winced. "You'll probably have headaches for the next couple of days. A nurse will be by in a bit to check on the IV and switch the bags." I could tell he didn't want to be in here. "Do you have any questions?" "No I don't." He nodded and walked out. He closed the curtain again leaving me alone with Savannah. I could hear her tapping her foot against the floor. I glared at her "You told Mr. Richards about what happened Friday night didn't you?" She stood up and said angrily "No, I didn't." She reached in her purse, pulled out a piece of paper and flung it at me. "If you had been in yesterday or bothered to look at your emails, you would have seen the announcement that Yvonne is retiring. I talked to Mr. Richards and said you'd be perfect for the job." She yanked the curtain and stomped out. I looked at the paper and realized it was my resignation letter. I left it on my desk for someone to find it. I just stared at it. Savannah must have found it on my desk and brought it with her to the hospital. And now I ruined everything between us. I was crying when the nurse brought in the IV bag. I had to stay overnight at the hospital. Rose came up that night to visit me and said she'd be back in the morning to pick me up. She said she would plan dinner another night with Dave. I didn't care anymore about seeing him. The only person I wanted to see was Savannah. When I got home, I crawled in bed and just bawled. September 19th Dear Diary, I have really screwed everything up now. I know Savannah never wants to see me again after I accused her of telling our boss I kissed her. But we both know that's not true, it was Savannah that kissed me. But I was so paranoid that Mr. Richards would believe her and not me. I don't even know if I have a job or not now after what happened in his office. Why does she do this to me? It's like she purposely taunts me day after day. Now it's going to be even more torturous when and if I ever see her again knowing that she will never forgive me for what I said. ----- September 20th Dear Diary, I had to take today off again. Now I seriously think I am going to get fired for missing two days in a row. My package arrived late in the afternoon yesterday. I can't even look at it knowing what it's inside. It was supposed to give me pleasure but instead all I feel is pain. It sits on my kitchen table and I am seriously thinking about sending it back. I am not sure if I ever want to go back to work or not. If I thought Tuesday was bad with everyone staring and whispering, today is only going to be worse. My forehead has a nasty cut, swollen and not to mention black and blue. I can only imagine what people are going to think now. ----- Thankfully there weren't many people at work yet when I walked in the office. I caught a few people looking at me and their mouths drop but I ignored them. I stopped when I was just in front of Mr. Richard's door. I didn't know if he was in or not yet and I just couldn't face him yet. It was just my luck he was. As I walked by he called out "Victoria?" I sighed after I made sure I was past his door. I took a couple steps back and tried to smile as I looked at him "Mr. Richards...I...I." I was stammering as he got up from his desk. He took my hand and ushered me inside and closed the door. He took his seat behind the desk and looked at me concerned. "Victoria, how are you feeling? You should be home. Why did you come in? I tried calling you at the hospital but they wouldn't put me through to your room." What should I tell him? 'Sorry Mr. Richards I just wanted to clean out my desk, get it over and done with because I am just mortified at what happened the past couple of days.' When I just sat there he continued. "Well, I've been giving it some thought since you were in here last. Do you want Yvonne's job? It'd be a big promotion, an executive position." He looked at me waiting for an answer. Was he serious? Of course I wanted the job. Who wouldn't? "Yes" was all I could manage to get out of my mouth. He smiled and slapped his hand on his desk. "Excellent. I'll have you start shadowing her on Monday. Right now, I want you to go home. Take tomorrow off and enjoy the weekend. You'll have time to heal and recuperate. You have a big day starting Monday." I couldn't believe it. I just sat there for several moments in shock before getting up, to go back home. It was the last place I wanted to be. I would be alone to think about her, Savannah. I pushed the down button on the elevator and when the doors opened, I just stood there staring at Savannah. Several people walked by me and she was about to walk out when she saw me. She stood there looking at me. All I could think about was rushing in the elevator, push her against the wall and kiss her passionately. I said meekly "Hi." She didn't say anything for a moment and then said "Hi." The elevator doors were closing and both of us reached our hands up to stop them. Our fingertips brushed each other's before the doors opened again. I couldn't take it any longer and got in the elevator. The ball was in her court now. I pushed the button for the main floor. The doors closed but she didn't get out. I turned to face her "Savannah, I honestly can't apologize enough for what I said to you." I could hear the pings as the elevator passed a floor. I didn't have much time to be alone with her and I had to make the most of it. She looked me up and down before looking at my forehead. "You look like shit." I shook my head "Thanks." Ping. The doors opened to the main floor. I looked at Savannah one last time before getting out of the elevator and walking away as fast as I could. When I got to my car I opened the door and sat in the driver's seat for a minute. I jumped when someone knocked on the passenger window and tried to open the door. I looked over and Savannah bent over to look in the window. I unlocked the door for her. She sat down in the passenger seat and looked at me. "Are you going home?" I nodded "Yeah." She smiled "Good, you look like you need a day off. Want some company?" I wanted to pinch myself. Was this really happening? Or would I wake to find myself on the couch? "What about work?" She laughed "I'm not leaving now. I thought I would stop by after work and check on you. What's your address?" I gave it to her and she said she'd be over after work. I started the car and drove as fast as I dared home. When I got home, all I could think about was time suddenly stopped. The minutes slowly ticked by as I waited to hear her car pulling up in the driveway. I thought I was going to die from anticipation waiting for her to come here. But then just as quickly as my hopes went up, they plummeted. What if she wanted to come over just to tell me that she wanted me to have the other job so she wouldn't have to see me every day? The position I was going to start was on a different floor. Now I was suddenly dreading the moment I heard the car. I didn't know who was torturing me more, my inner voice or Savannah. The doorbell rang and I practically jumped out of my skin. My legs started shaking and my mouth was suddenly dry as I opened the door. Savannah smiled "I almost thought you weren't home. I was about to leave." "No, sorry, come in." I said. She came in and took off her shoes. She immediately made herself at home and sat on my couch. "Do you want something to drink?" She laughed "I don't think you should be drinking right now, especially after what happened Friday night." My face went red "Sorry, I meant a soda or something non-alcoholic." She laughed "No, thanks I'm good." I sat on the couch with her, making sure to keep my distance from her. I was suddenly uncomfortable sitting there with her in silence. I had so many things to say and ask but not one thing would come to my mind. She broke the silence "Vic, about the other night." I looked at her "Savannah, I really do apologize for that. I never get drunk like that and I have your clothes. They're clean of course but thanks for taking me home." She touched my arm softly "Vic, that's not why I'm here." I looked over at her then. Her hands were suddenly cupping my face as she leaned into me. She kissed me so softly that again I wondered if I imagined it. She slowly pulled away from me, waiting for my reaction. I put my hands on hers and leaned into her. I kissed her lips, letting them linger on hers for several moments before pulling away. Diary of a Woman's Fantasies Ch. 04 September 20th Dear Diary, Oh my God! Savannah came over after work and we kissed! But we got interrupted by a phone call before it went any further. So now I have to play the waiting game with her. When she left, I stood watching her go and felt a piece of me leave with her. Why is it so agonizing to have her close to me? Is it just because I long for her touch? Do I love her? I've never been in love before or at least I don't think I have. The longest relationship I've been in was over a year and we never said I loved you to each other. Maybe that's why it didn't work out between us. We knew it was going nowhere. We didn't love each other or grow to love each other in that time. I am so confused right now. I wish I could ask someone for advice or just talk to someone about being in love. ----- September 21st Dear Diary, It's been another boring day at home alone. I am getting anxious to get back to work and actually do something, anything. Savannah hasn't called or came by at all today. I am starting to worry that something is actually wrong. ----- I took my pain pills and went to bed. Was it the pounding in my head that woke me? Was it storming outside? I looked around trying to make sense of the noise because I didn't see any rain tapping the window or lightning flashing in the sky. I heard the noise again coming from downstairs. I got out of bed and tiptoed to my door, listening. It was someone knocking on my door. I looked at the clock. It was like three in the morning. Who was knocking at the door this late? The knock was louder this time, more insistent. I didn't realize I was wearing shirt that went down to my midriff and underwear until it was too late. I opened the door and felt the cold air. The officer tried to hide his smile as I opened the door but faded when he saw the cut on my forehead. "Evening Miss. We got a call from dispatch that someone was breaking in your house." "What?! Are they in my house? Do you need to come in and look around?" I was suddenly alarmed. I didn't have a security system and I lived alone. If anyone did come in, I wouldn't know until it was too late. "No, luckily for you we were only a block away when we got the call from dispatch. We believe we caught the person. The perp was walking around the house, checking the windows and trying to get in." I looked around him to the car and there was Savannah sitting in the back seat. My mouth dropped "Officer, there's been a misunderstanding. I know that woman. I work with her." The officer looked at me and then back at the car. He went to the car and spoke to the officer in the driver's side door. He opened the back door and I could hear Savannah saying in a sassy voice as he took the cuffs off "See...I told you I knew her. I'm not a damn peeping Tom." She moved her hands under her breasts and lifted them up. "Do I look like a Tom to you? I think you just enjoy using your handcuffs." I couldn't help but smile as she walked towards me with the officer. "You sure you know her?" The officer asked. I smiled "Yes, I'm sure." He said to me "You have a good evening." Then turned to Savannah and sighed "Ma'am, the next time you want to make a booty call at three in the morning, call first, would you? A neighbor thought you were an intruder and called 9-1-1." He looked back at me "Or just give her a key to the place." Then he walked away, shaking his head. I think my face was redder than a ripe tomato. Savannah took my hand and pulled me inside the house so she could shut the door. I looked at her and I didn't know if I should be angry or excited to see her. She looked at me and laughed "Can you believe that?! Saying I only came over for a booty call." She shook her head "The nerve of that man!" "Why are you here?" I asked but I was honestly hoping that's what it was. Why else would she be here this late? "I can leave if you want." She took a step towards the door. I reached out to stop her "No, I don't want you to leave." She smiled at me "I didn't think you did." She was suddenly standing right in front of me. Her hands moved up to my face, cupping my cheeks as she kissed me teasingly. She pulled away from me and smiled "Do you always wear stuff like that to bed?" I looked down at myself. She took my hand in hers and I looked in her eyes "Savannah, why did you have to leave like that yesterday?" She smiled "Oh Steve's mom called and said she was having chest pains and needed to go to the hospital. Turns out it was nothing but heart burn." She swung my hand in hers "You never gave me a tour of the house, how about one now?" I looked at her in disbelief. "Is that why you came over here? For a tour?" She laughed "No silly. I thought we could continue where we left off." I could feel my nipples harden and my underwear getting wet as I thought about what she was going to do to me next. "Yes" I whispered. She smiled at me and my heartbeat quickened. It was amazing how that one little smile could do that to me. I needed a drink of water. Something to wake me up because I thought I was dreaming. "I need a glass of water. I'll be right back. You can sit on the couch and wait for me if you want." I said as I went in the kitchen. I turned the cold water on and waited for it to get cold. I chugged the water and put the glass in the sink. I turned around to find Savannah looking at the package I received the other day. "Uhh...Don't look at that." I ran over to the table but she pulled it away from me just as I reached for it. How could I have been so stupid to open and leave it on the kitchen table?! She looked at me "What's in here? What don't you want me to see?" She shook the box a bit and smiled wickedly. She peered in the box slowly "Oh, what do we have here?" She pulled the vibrator out and acted like she was just shocked that I could have something like this. She saw the butterfly one and pulled that out. "Still in the package? Not even used yet? We have to fix that." She got up and used the scissors to open both packages. I just stood there mortified but anxious for her to use them on me. Once they were out, she held them in her hands "I think we are going to need your bed for this." I was still waiting to wake from the dream as I led her upstairs to my bedroom. When I opened the door I looked at the bed I stopped about halfway to turn around and look at Savannah. She whispered "Lie on the bed for me." I walked slowly towards the bed and when I felt the bed hit my legs, I turned around and crawled on the bed, turning to lie on my back. She crawled on the bed next to me, lying on her side. She moved her fingernails across my skin and the band of my underwear. She kissed my lips. And the moment I've been dying for...The tip of her tongue slid between her lips and mine, moving from side to side slowly. I let mine slide out to touch hers as her hand moved on top of my underwear. Her hand slid up and down slowly as our kiss grew more passionate and our tongues explored each other's mouths. I moaned in her mouth as her hand stopped. She hooked her fingers in my wet underwear, massaging me slowly in circles. My hips ground into the bed as she massaged and kissed me. She finally broke the kiss and looked down at me. Her fingers moved to the side of my underwear and then underneath. I cried out as I felt her fingers massaging me again but this time without something between us. She teased my hole with her finger, circling around it but not moving it in. "You are so nice and wet." I swallowed as I moved my hand up to her breast. I put my hand over her right breast, cupping it in my hand before I squeezed it gently. She closed her eyes and moaned softly, her fingertip sliding inside me. I cried out and she slid it out, circling it again. "No, don't stop...Please..." I said breathlessly. She moved her head down and whispered in my ear "When you please me, you can have more." I asked "What can I" She pulled her hand out of my underwear and touched my lips. "Shh...You figure it out." She ran it across my lips slowly and slid it in my mouth. When her finger slid in my mouth, I could taste myself as I sucked on her finger. I hoped this would please her and she would move her finger down there again but she didn't. I looked at her trying to figure out what she wanted. My hand moved to the top button on her shirt. I had a hard time undoing it at first but then as I moved down each button they came undone faster. As I undid her buttons, her fingertip moved down my neck, body and stomach so slowly. I pushed her shirt to the side exposing her ample breasts. She was wearing a white lace bra and I could see her erect nipples barely poking out of the lace. I moved my hand to it, cupping it again and rubbed my thumb across it. I could feel it growing harder and see it poking out more. She moaned softly but her finger still didn't move down between my legs. It was stuck on my belly button, circling it. I moved my hand inside her bra and pushed it to the side, exposing her breast. So many times I wondered what her nipples would look like and now, I knew. My thumb rubbed it over and over but still no sign of her finger moving further down my body. I moved my mouth up to her nipple, rubbing my lips across it. Her finger slid from my belly button, further down my body. I kissed it softly before putting it in my mouth and sucking gently. Her fingertip pressed against my clit hard and I cried moaned on her nipple. "You like that?" I moaned yes. I sucked harder and her fingertips massaged my clit. I moaned louder this time and bit her nipple gently. This time it was Savannah that moaned "You are so wet Vic." I couldn't take any more anticipation. I pushed her gently onto her back and pulled the shirt off her body. She looked up at me and smiled as I looked down at her breasts, one exposed and one covered by her bra. I sat up and removed my shirt, exposing mine to her. "Take your shirt and bra off for me." I whispered. She moved one shoulder up to take that side off and then the other. She pulled her bra straps off slowly before finally pulling her bra off and dropping it over the side of the bed. She looked up at me waiting me to suck on them again but I didn't. I was in just my underwear, wasn't it only fair she was too? I moved down the bed undoing her pants button and zipper. I moved down to the foot of the bed and looked at her "Did you enjoy removing my pants last Friday?" She laughed "Yeah, I did. I loved the underwear too. I wanted to run my fingers over them and pull them down to taste you. But you were so drunk that you wouldn't remember it. I wanted you to remember me tasting you, my tongue licking your clit and your juices being sucked and licked in my mouth." I pulled her pants off and looked at her lying there in just her underwear. She was so beautiful, lying there exposed to me. I crawled on the bed between her legs and pulled her underwear down slowly. When they were down to her knees, I moved to the side and pulled them off. I moved up next to her, lying on my side next to hers. My fingernails moved between her breasts "I seem to recall someone teasing me only moments ago." She laughed "Yeah...What are you going to do about it?" I ran my fingernail down her body and thigh, barely touching her skin. I smiled when I noticed chicken skin (goose bumps) all over her body. I moved my fingernail back up her inner thigh and my fingertips across her pubic hair. She said "You are a tease." I kissed her lips letting the kiss grow more passionate as my hand rubbed her up and down between her legs. She was so hot and wet down there that I couldn't help but slide a finger inside her. She moaned in mouth as my finger slid inside her. I found myself moaning from the heat and wetness around my finger as I explored inside her body. She rolled me on my back and kissed her way down the center of my body. She prodded my legs open with her shoulders as she snuggled down between my legs. I could feel her breath blowing on me teasingly before I felt her tongue moving up between my lips. I jerked from the surprise and cried out in pleasure. She wrapped her arms around my legs to hold me in place. Her hands moved across the top of my body, pulling my lips apart as the tip of her tongue pressed into my clit hard. Every muscle in my body tightened and tensed, my back arched off the bed for a moment. I could feel her smile as she moved it down further, flickering it from side to side. My head moved from side to side as she continued to pleasure me with her tongue. The pain in my head was so intense that I had to try and say 'Stop' several times before it finally came out. She did and my body relaxed finally. She moved her hand to the side of my face to look at her "Vic, what's wrong?" I swallowed "My head. It hurts. I am getting a bad headache." "Where's your pills?" She asked concerned. "Over there on my dresser." My eyes moved to the dresser as the pain in my head seemed to get worse. I was practically crying and I didn't know if it was from the pain or because she stopped. She grabbed the pills and disappeared from my room a moment. She came back holding a glass of water and sat on the bed beside me. She helped me sit up and gave me a pill to take. I took the pill and drank some water to wash it down. "I'm so sorry Vic. I didn't know you'd be in this much pain or I would have stopped sooner." I tried to smile through the pain "No, I enjoyed it." She smiled "Lie back down and go to sleep." I nodded. I looked up at her and begged with my eyes "Will you stay with me?" "Of course I will." She helped me lie back down and snuggled close to me, wrapping her arm around my waist. "We'll finish tomorrow when you feel better." I smiled at the thought as the pain lessened in my head. Before I knew it, I was asleep and wondering if this was just a dream. If it was, I didn't want anyone to wake me. Diary of a Woman's Fantasies Ch. 05 I was cold all of a sudden. I moved my body over to seek the warmth of Savannah's body but she wasn't there. I reached out on the bed with my hands but nothing. I opened my eyes and wondered if it was really just a dream. I noticed a piece of paper on the nightstand and moved over to read it 'Think of me when you use this'. I looked at the paper but wondering what I was supposed to use. I tried pulling it off the night stand but it didn't come away easily, something was weighing it down. I lifted it up and there it was...The vibrator I bought. Where was Savannah? Was she coming back later? Saturday, September 22nd Dear Diary, I woke up this morning thinking I had the most amazing dream but it wasn't a dream. It really happened. Savannah was here doing things to me that I never thought would happen. She wants me to use a vibrator and think of her. Who else would I be thinking of when I used it? My only thoughts are of her. I'm so giddy right now that I feel like I'm cloud 9. ----- I took a shower but didn't take the vibrator with me. Now that I am thinking about it, I'm wondering if I should have used it first then taken a shower. I made some coffee and thought about Savannah as I ate a bagel for breakfast. I smiled as I thought about what she said to me and wanting to taste me. I wanted to taste her too. I was suddenly getting wet at the thought of her licking me last night. I went up to my bedroom and got the vibrator. I looked at it a moment and it looked a little longer and wider than any man's penis I slept with. I was suddenly nervous. What if it hurt? Would I really enjoy this sex toy over the real thing? I took my underwear off and lied on my bed. I sighed heavily. I didn't want to do this without Savannah here using it on me. I don't know how long I lied there trying to convince myself to use it. Every time I thought about using it, I chickened out. Dear Diary, I couldn't do it. I lied here for I don't know how long wanting to but couldn't. I don't know what is wrong with me. I even tried thinking about some hot man on top of me but still nothing. I took a couple of pills for the pain in my head and did some cleaning to get my mind off things. Savannah hasn't called or came over to tell me why she left without waking me up. Does she regret last night? I don't think she does. I know she wants more but how can I do that if she always leaves me? Is she teasing me? If she is, she's doing a hell of a good job. I want her more and more. Why does she do this to me? When I was done cleaning and stuff, I came back up here to get some more pills because my head was just pounding. The vibrator was lying on the bed. I took my underwear off again. I thought about Savannah between my legs the night before and I rubbed the tip of it on my clit. It was so amazing. I didn't even have it on yet and I was already so wet. I moved it up and down between my lips before sliding it in and out slowly. I slid it in further each time and I don't know how many times I came on it. I now know why there are many sizes, shapes and speeds of these things! After I used it, I went downstairs to the website I ordered from just days ago. I think I am going to buy stock in the company now because I bought over several hundred dollars worth of different toys. I figured I could afford it now with the promotion I got. I still can't believe I ordered so many different things. But I am so excited about using them! I wonder if Savannah will be as excited about it as me. ----- Sunday, September 23rd I have nothing to write about today, sorry Diary. Monday, September 24th I started my new job today. I am shadowing Yvonne all day at work. The day flew by for me at work. I am working later than I was before. I got home, ate and now I just want to sleep. I didn't see Savannah at all though. I sent her an email but no reply. Thursday, September 267th I don't even know the day or date any more. I am so exhausted. I am starting to wonder if I made the wrong choice. I don't have a life anymore. I have dinner plans with Rose tomorrow. She told me Dave was coming over and if I didn't go there, she'd read my diary and tell everyone. I have no choice but to go. She knows where I keep it. I am going to have to find a new hiding place for you instead of under the mattress. ----- Friday started out the same as it always does. I had meetings practically all day. I didn't even know when or if I'd actually be able to get to lunch. I hadn't heard a word from Savannah all week either. I'm hurt and so upset at myself for actually thinking I could be something to her. It makes me wonder how many other women she led on and then crushed them. I spent over three hours in one meeting, came back to my desk to prepare for the next one. I looked at the time and stopped at the vending machine to get something to eat for my lunch. I didn't want my stomach rumbling when I was about to give a presentation. I was going to have to go shopping tomorrow to get new clothes since I was lost several pounds this week alone. My presentation went over well, thankfully! I went back to my desk for a moment and looked at the time and my calendar. I almost forgot about dinner tonight with Rose. I had to leave work by five tonight or I'd never make it there on time. I heard someone raising their voice outside my door. It was Marie "You can't just go in there." I got up to see what was going on. The door opened and there stood Savannah with a box. Marie, my receptionist, tried to get in front of Savannah "I'm sorry Victoria. I told her she couldn't just come right in." "No, it's ok Marie." I said. Marie gave Savannah a dirty look before she walked back to her desk. Savannah shut the door and came in my office looking around. "Nice office." She set the box down on my desk "It would have been really nice if someone grabbed all of their things before moving into another office. I have spent hours trying to clean it out before I moved in." "Huh? What are you talking about? I cleaned my office on Monday." I said as I looked at the box wondering what I had forgotten. I opened the box and my eyes bulged out of their sockets. Inside was a butterfly toy. I shook my head "I didn't forget this." I looked up at Savannah. She was smiling from ear to ear. She whispered "Put it on for me." I shook my head adamantly "No, there is no way I am going to do that here." She came around my desk and I fell into the chair. She put her hands on the arms and leaned down into me so she was only inches from my lips. "No one is going to know. I want you nice and wet for later, anticipating my tongue between your legs." Her hand was suddenly moving up my skirt, between my legs. She whispered in my ear "I know you're nice and wet already just thinking about it." I bit my lip because I could feel the cry trying to escape my lips as her hand slid up further. Her touch sent chills down my spine but I had to shake thoughts away. I was at work! I couldn't do this! She kissed my earlobe, her breath blowing softly in my ear. Her hand touched my underwear and I bit my lip harder. My mind was telling my legs to close but they had a mind of their own as they opened further for her. "Yes, spread them for me Vic." Her fingers teased the sides of my underwear, running along the outside of them. "Put it on for me Vic or I won't come over later." "Yes." I said breathlessly. "I will." I wanted her to come over. I wanted to feel her silky touch inside me, fingering and tasting me again and again until I couldn't take any more. She bent down between my legs and pushed my skirt up. "You're going to have to stand up for me Vic so I can put this on." I looked at the door and she smiled "Tell her not to bother you. You're talking to me about something private and can't be disturbed." I nodded. I didn't think the words would come out of my mouth as I started dialing Marie's number. But I did. I told her I didn't wish to be disturbed that Savannah had a private matter to discuss with me. I stood up and leaned against my desk. She knelt in front of me, pulling my underwear down slowly then pulled my skirt up around my hips. She kissed my lips softly and I started shaking. Her fingers spread my lips wide and her tongue slid between my lips. "You taste so good." I was so nervous that someone was going to barge in here. Thankfully the only windows in my office overlooked the city so no one could see inside my office. Unless they had binoculars but I didn't think anyone would be spying on my office. "Give me the butterfly Vic." I reached behind me and grabbed it out of the box. She took it in her hands and slid her finger inside me. I grabbed the desk harder, holding on to it for dear life afraid I was going to fall. She moved my legs further apart and it felt so cold against the heat between my legs. She moved it a bit and I felt what looked like a beak, push into my clit. The small tail touched my asshole gently, just barely touching it but I wanted it to go in further. It was so arousing to feel it against me there. I leaned forward at the pleasure and pressed my lips together so I didn't cry out. She smiled as she put the straps around my legs, adjusting them so it was tight against me. She pulled my underwear back up and skirt back down. She pressed the butterfly into me and I reached for her breast. She pulled away and smiled "Later. When we're in your bed alone, you can touch me." I just stood there gaping at her. How could she do this? She was making me so wet and horny by touching me but I couldn't touch her?! She started walking away and I tried to adjust myself. The thing felt a bit odd between my legs and I wondered if I'd be able to walk with it. I took a few steps with it in, following Savannah. "I'm walking funny with this in." She laughed "You're not. You're fine." I quickly sat down, afraid the thing would fall out of my underwear. She opened the door and I saw Marie looking at us. I suddenly panicked. Did she hear us? What if she knew? Savannah smiled "Thanks for the talk" and shut my door. I had to adjust my body so it wasn't uncomfortable with that thing latched on me. I looked at the clock and realized I had only forty five minutes left before I had to leave. I quickly looked through my work to see what I could get done before I left. As I was signing my name on a document, the thing started vibrating between my legs. I jumped and the pen made a huge line across the paper. I closed my eyes as it massaged me. It felt so good. I moved my hips back and forth against the chair. I bit my lip to keep from crying out as the vibrations increased. After a few moments, I had to I grab my desk, holding on to it for dear life as the pleasure rode my body. I think I was going to scream from the pleasure as I slowly slid out of my chair. Then it stopped. I was breathless as I tried to move back up my chair, trying to regain my composure. I heard a ping on my computer that I received an email. I opened it. It was from Savannah. It said 'Did you know there's an app for that? More to come later'. What?! There's an app for that thing to go on?! Oh yes...Oh no...Tonight? Not tonight! What do I do? I quickly send a reply back 'After 10? I have to go to my sister's for dinner after work.' I waited and waited for a reply but nothing. My heart deflated. I waited until I had to leave but still no reply. Why was she punishing me like this? Why couldn't she understand that I had plans? It was alright for her to just up and leave whenever she felt like it but I couldn't? I went to the bathroom and took the thing out. I didn't want any unexpected surprises during dinner. Friday, September 28th Dear Diary, I left work with no sign of Savannah. I could only hope she will show up after 10 ten tonight. I drove down to my sister's and actually hit it off with Dave more than I anticipated. When Rose and I were cleaning up, she teased about making plans to go to a movie on Sunday with him. When I looked at the clock it was after 9:30. I told Rose I wasn't feeling well and scurried out of there. It's now 11. I don't know if she showed up and I wasn't home and left. Do I give her a key to my place to come in if I'm not home? This is my private sanctuary though. What if she found you? What if she read this? I don't think I could live with myself knowing my private thoughts were exposed to another. ----- When I woke up in the morning, I looked at the clock. It was already after 9. I couldn't believe I slept that late. It felt exhilarating to actually sleep that late though. I think my mind and body have been working overtime and just needed the rest. I made some coffee and sat down on the couch. When the doorbell rang, I looked at the door a moment wondering who it was. I didn't want to get my hopes up that it was Savannah. I had to end whatever we had between us. I couldn't keep hoping I would see her, she would come over and we could do naughty things together. When I opened the door, the UPS man was standing there with a huge box on the ground. "I have a package that needs to be signed for." He held a little box out for me to sign my name. I looked at the box and refuse it 'Send it back' but then Savannah's car pulled in my driveway. My heart was suddenly beating in my ears. There's no doubt she saw the package. I quickly signed for it as she walked up to my door. The UPS man smiled "Thank you. Have a great day." I smiled and tried to look at him but my eyes were only for Savannah. She was smiling as she walked up to me. "Another package? What's inside? I know I'm early but I just couldn't wait any longer." I was red as she picked it up with both hands and came inside. I shut the door and she was already sitting on the couch waiting for me. "Savannah...Can we talk?" I asked as I sat down next to her. She was suddenly on me, kissing my lips. Her hand moved down between my legs. She broke the kiss and whispered "You took it out." She drove all the thoughts from my mind that I just couldn't keep doing this, whatever it was. When she stopped though, I just wanted to her to continue. I didn't want it to end. How could I end it?! I longed for her touch every moment, desired more when she was with me. She said my name, startling me from my thoughts. "Sorry, what did you say?" She laughed and whispered as she moved her hand to my face "Did you miss me?" I looked her in the eye. I had to tell her the truth right then or I never would. I whispered "Yes." Savannah smiled. That smile was so wicked looking. I knew she was up to something and I was going to truly enjoy whatever it was. "Good." She looked at the box "What's in here?" "Uhh..." I was suddenly embarrassed and I didn't know why. She saw the other toys but this box was a lot bigger and many other things. I didn't know if she would like them or even use them on me. She pulled out her keys "Do you want to open it or should I?" I nodded. I was shaking and I didn't know if I'd actually be able to open the box or not. Knowing my luck I'd cut myself. She opened the box and looked at me shocked by what was inside. She pulled out one of the toys. It was an anal plug that said it was for beginners. "I think you need to get some scissors so we can open some of these." I nodded and got off the couch. I could hear her rummaging in the box as I got the scissors. I came back to find some toys on the couch and the lube on the table with the anal plug. I handed her the scissors and sat down. "I think it's going to be a long day. It's a good thing Steve knows I'll be home later...Much later so nothing can interrupt us this time." I swallowed hard as she started cutting the packages open. When she was done, she looked at me "Go up to your bed and close your eyes until I tell you to open them." I didn't know what she was going to do to me as I walked up to my bedroom to wait, wait and see.