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Confused Ch. 01

By: NightHuntress



Both Vivian and Anna are 18 years of age. Get reading to find out who they are!

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"Vivian....WAKE UP," mum screamed from downstairs.

"Nooooo," I moaned into my pillow. Another year of high school. The final year of high school. 

I shot out of bed. "Only one more year of high school, only one more year of high school," I proceeded to sing as I got dressed into my school uniform, which had been ironed and placed at the end of my bed by mum. 

"Vivian, If you're not down here in one minute I'll be leaving without you," mum shouted.

I grabbed my backpack, shoved a few pens and books into it, than bounded out of my room. I had no doubt that mum would leave the house without me. Last year I had slept in for one minute -- ONE MINTUE -- and she had still left me without a ride to school. I had to wait for my brother Rob to finish his morning rounds on our sugar cane farm to take me to school.

I ran into Brad, my baby brother, as I flew down stairs almost tripping over him as he put his sneakers on. "Oh, Sorry," I said as I stumbled over to the front door to my black flats, which I quickly slipped on. 

Brad stood up, pulling up his backpack. "Mum's outside waiting in the car," he grumbled as he clumsily slipped past me and out the door. 

Brad was two years younger than me at sixteen and he was still in that awkward stage. He is all arms and legs, with a mass of dark chocolate hair surrounding his square face. His voice has also started to break over the summer holidays, so he has started to grumble his sentences to disguise it, though he isn't fouling anyone. Also, he has grown to a staggering six foot two over the holidays, making him even clumsier with his movements. I feel sorry that he has to go through this stage at such an important phase of his teen years. Lucky for me I went through my awkward stage at twelve, but that also meant I stopped growing at a tiny five foot two. 

I quickly ran a hand through my chocolate wavy - almost curly - long locks and followed Brad out the door. I hoped that I at least looked a little bit presentable for my first day back at school for the year. However, my tummy was starting to grumble audibly, making me more worried about finding some food. I love breakfast, it is one of my favourite meals of the day and now I had missed it. I sighed as I got into the truck. Maybe I could steal some food off Anna before class. 

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As soon as mum pulled up outside the school, I jumped out of the truck. "Bye mum," I yelled as I quickly walked into school looking around for my best friend. 

"Remember, Rob's picking you up this arvo," mum yelled back. 

I looked over my shoulder and waved back to her, so she would understand that I heard her. 

I noticed Anna propped up against one of the building walls and quickly made my way over to her. She was wearing that same red, black and white mid-thigh tartan skirt that I was wearing. Though, the skirt was meant to sit just above the knee, all the girls in school still took it up, most having it the length that Anna and I had it and some going even further. We also wore a white blouse, either a long sleeved one or a short sleeved one, but because summer was just ending all the girls were wearing their short sleeved ones, including Anna and me. The only difference between Anna's and mine uniforms was our shoes. I had on my black ballet flats with no stockings or socks, whereas Anna was wearing a pair of black Mary Janes with white knee length socks on underneath. 

With her silky straight long blond hair, perfect heart face and blue eyes she was every boy's wet dream. She had a perfect lean and toned body at five foot five, with curves in all the right places. I was jealous of her boobs the most. She had nice C cups, while I only had baby A cups. To top it all off she had an amazing tan, while my lily white skin seemed to attract more freckles than anything else. 

Anna saw me coming her way and a massive smile spread over her face exposing her perfect white teeth. We had gotten braces together at twelve and it was the one thing I wasn't jealous about because we both had perfect teeth. 

"Hey," I said as I encased her in a hug.

"Hey, Viv," she replied giving me a big squeeze. 

We pulled back from our hug and my eyes immediately made their way to her brown satchel. "You got any food in their?" I asked, not taking my eyes off the bag. I was so hungry I could eat a horse.

Anna just laughed at me and my hungry look. "Sleep in again, did we?" She asked pulling her bag open and rummaging through it.

"Well maybe if my alarm was louder I would wake up on time," I said crossing my arms over my chest, with an indigent look on my face. 

Anna laughed again as she pulled out a sandwich. "It's not the alarms fault, you could sleep through an earthquake." She handed me the sandwich and I took it eagerly. 

"But, then if I didn't wake up late I wouldn't have a reason to eat your yummy sandwiches," I said taking a bite of Anna's homemade plum jam sandwich. 

Anna just smiled at my complement and gave my outfit a once over. 

I looked down at myself and remembered I hadn't put any underwear on this morning. I was too busy worried about missing my ride, I had just stripped all my clothes off and chucked my uniform on without thinking. At least you couldn't tell if I was or wasn't wearing panties, but my white blouse was another story. 

I gulped down the sandwich. "Can you see through my blouse," I said as I pulled it down, making it rub against my nipples, exposing them. 

"Here," Anna said, as she reached out for my blouse. She undid a few of the top buttons and ruffled the top of my blouse up a bit. "There." She pulled back and looked at her work.

I looked down at my blouse and gasped, "You can see the top of my boobs." I pulled the blouse back up, but when I did that you could see the pink of my nipples through the top.

Anna grasped my hands and pulled them away. "Well do you want the whole school to see a little flesh or your nipples?" she asked me, once again fixing my blouse. 

"Thanks," I said looking up into her soft blue eyes. She looked down at me, giving me a sweet smile still fiddling with my blouse. Her right hand lightly scraped along my left nibble and a tingle shot through me. We had always been comfortable with each other, since we had known each other in kindergarten, so Anna fixing my clothing was a normal occurrence, especially when she was ten times more organised then me. But, feeling her hand brush against me sent a weird tingle through me that I shouldn't have felt. She was my best friend after all. It's not like she had never seen me naked before. 

My eyes left her face as she continued her work, that's when my eyes locked directly on her cleavage in front of me. I wanted to close my eyes, I couldn't though and instead I just kept staring at her amazing breasts as they jumped in front of me to her movements. I had always been jealous at the fullness of them, but I wasn't really jealous of them now. I felt something else. I didn't know what I felt. I didn't want to feel it anymore.

The bell rang and I almost jumped out of my skin. "All done," Anna said, stepping back and smiling at me again. I was really hot and blamed it on the weather and as Anna raked her eyes over my form that's what I told myself, it was just a really hot day.  

Once done with her overview of my nipple condition, Anna pulled me towards the school hall for assembly. 

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It was third period and I had managed to pull myself together. I was still hot, but so was everyone else as I looked around noticing half the class fanning themselves, with either their hands or exercise books. 

I was fanning myself with my hand and keeping an eye on the clock over the class room door. Only one more minute, it read. 

I was disappointed this morning when Anna and I had compared time tables, we were in only three of our six classes together. Last year we had fluked being in all six classes together. It was the most fun year, you would think we would have been sick to death of each other, but we weren't and still spent all our free time together. 

I was in maths, my most hated subject. Anna loved maths and science, all the classes that I didn't. So, last year she had been there to make everything at least a little fun and I actually got by passing with high B's. Now, without Anna in Math's, I had no Idea how I was going to live through it all year without wanting to hang myself. At least Anna was in my Biology class. 

My favourite classes where my art classes. English, drama, art. All the subjects that Anna seemed to despise. We where a good match, she would help me with maths and science, while I would help her with english and art, since she refused to take any drama classes this year. 

The bell went right on time, bringing me out of my fogy haze. I jumped up out of my chair, pulled my bag over my shoulder and practically ran out of the room, running into Jay. 

"Whoa, slow down their girl," he said, steadying me with his hands. 

I shook his hands of my shoulders. "I have a name you know," I said annoyed at him. He was exactly the same, though older. Grey eyes, sandy blond wavy hair, strong jaw and cheekbones and of course the body of a dedicated Rugby and Football player - all muscle. He still had that cocky grin too, that I just wanted to smash off his pretty face. 

"Of course, Vivian, but I don't see why you're annoyed at me. I wasn't the one running out of doors without looking." He continued giving me that annoyingly cocky grin. 

"I don't have time for this," I said under my breath as I shoved past him and into the throng of people heading towards the canteen. 

Jay and I had been doing the same song and dance since the beginning of high school. Jay liked Anna and thought that befriending me would get him in her good books. Though, what we both discovered was that we couldn't be friends and instead we exchanged the odd witty comment to each other, which could end up being one hilarious conversation to watch, if we both had the heart to do it. At the football championship party last year, Jay and I had talked (if that's what you could call it) for four hours accumulating quite an audience. Eventually Anna pulled me away, which was not any easy feet, since I was thoroughly worked up. It had taken many a choice word from Anna, a few smashed photo frames and a nice warm shower for me to get settled down from Jay's and mine talk and I knew Anna was not impressed with him. 

That's what Jay and I do to each other, we work each other up. But, today I didn't feel like it and went to find Anna in our usual lunch time spot, which was situated on the grass under a massive oak tree in the main courtyard. From our sitting spot you could see almost everything going on in the school, which is why Anna and I choose it. We liked being able to keep an eye on everything and everyone. 

I made a detour to the canteen before heading straight to Anna, getting us both some lunch, since I stole her's this morning. 

"So, we have the grilled chicken on a bed of baby lettuce, with a drizzle of vinaigrette, or this lovely concoction," I said sitting down beside her and presenting her with the alternative. 

"Well I have to say the first one does sound quite appetizing, but this," she said pointing at the container I held filled with a mixture of vegetables and what looked to be cubes of chicken, "this looks...like crap and I would prefer what you offered earlier," she finished with her perkiness decreasing and a pout forming on her perfect little pink lips. 

"Sorry to disappoint, but they ran out of the first order and this is all you get," I added. 

"I guess this will just have to do then," she huffed leaning against the tree opening the container, getting ready to take the first bite. 

I hadn't stopped looking at her the whole time she made this movement and when she noticed me watching her a smile started to build at the corners of her mouth. "What?" she asked as her forkful of salad was halfway to her mouth. 

"Nothing," I said as I sat down beside her getting ready to eat my own salad. She didn't broach it again as we just sat their eating and watching everyone else laughing and talking with their friends. 

When there was no more salad in my container and I was scrapping the plastic I turned my head to see Anna watching me. Self conscious, which I had never been before around Anna, I dropped my head to see the tops of my breasts exposed. I had managed to go around for half the day looking like this, without any teachers reprimanding me, though there was a few hot glares from some boys who had noticed. But, I wasn't as bad as Samantha stone and the slut brigade. I think I was actually mild compared to her show as much skin as possible motto. 

I felt weird with just the tops of my breasts exposed at school, but I had managed to forget about it until now. As I kept my eyes on my chest a slim hand sneaked over my line of sight and adjusted my blouse so it covered me up a bit more. "Viv, you look fine. You can hardly tell," Anna said close to my ear. She always seemed to know what was on my mind, though she didn't know the full extent of it. 

"I ran into Jay before in the hall," I said changing the subject. Anna finished fixing my blouse and I turned to look at her. Her head was resting against the tree and she was looking directly at me. I leaned my head against the tree and looked at my feet, waiting for her to reply. 

"Is that why you're acting weird?" she asked me in a bold voice. Anna was the nicest girl in school, which meant everyone loved her. She was miss social butterfly as head of student council, but she always seemed to have a nice shyness about her when she performed her duties, that made people fall all over her. She was only ever this bold with me, she would never go right out and tell someone what was on her mind, just like that and if she did she would seem like the shyest girl in the world. 

This is why I was able to be bold with Anna and ask her a question I had asked her so many times before. "Why don't you go out with Jay?" 

I looked at her and she kept eye contact with me. "I thought you hated Jay?" she asked.

"I never said I hated him. He is a pain in the ass sometimes, but he can provide some good entertainment at others. Are you going to answer my question?" I smiled at her, but she didn't reciprocate my smile. 

"Why don't you go out with him then? You two are already such great friends," she said in a mocking tone. 

"I'm not the one Jay likes, everyone knows he loves you. It's been almost six months since you last went on a date with anyone." She was starting to annoy me. Why did she have to always reject the idea of her and Jay going out?

"What, because I don't date every other day, I have to go out with him," she said staring me down. "I just don't see why everyone is so hung up about us going out. Christ," She spat as she got up, slinging her backpack on and then storming off to class just as the bell went. 

Once Anna was out of sight I got up too and made my way towards biology, one of the classes we both had together. Also, one of the classes I loathed. I just hope she wouldn't be angry by the time I got there. She had never got this angry before when I asked about her dating Jay, even when I pushed, usually she would brush it off and say she was too busy helping me study to worry about boyfriends or guys in general. I would laugh too since the help went both ways, but we did spend most of our time around each other, leaving little time for anything or anyone else. 

I contemplated this as I walked to biology and upon arriving at the room saw something I didn't think I would ever see. Especially if my last conversation with Anna was anything to go by.

In the very front row, left hand bench, Anna was sitting with Jay. She even looked to be flirting with him as she twirled her hand around her finger and gave him sweet little knowing smiles. My tummy did a flip and I wanted to go over there and demand to know what she was doing flirting with him. I don't know what brought my anger on, but it seemed like more than that...like I was jealous. But, I wasn't jealous of Anna getting to sit next to Jay; I was jealous of Jay for getting to sit next to Anna. 

Anna didn't even look at me as I made my way to the back of the room to sit in the only available seat, next to Samantha Stone. I couldn't believe Anna hadn't saved me a seat next to her, she knew I needed her help. I wanted to demand Jay to leave his seat and sit somewhere else, but, instead I starred daggers at the both of them. 

"What's with the look?" Samantha said as she followed my line of sight. "Ooo...trouble in paradise," she said with a mocking tone in her voice.

I turned my daggers onto her. "What the hell are you talking about Samantha?" I asked her, venom leaking from my voice. 

"Don't get angry at me Sweetie. I'm just telling it how I see it." She started to inspect her already perfect nails.

"And how is it?" I almost whispered, my anger turning into curiosity at what she was saying.

"Like you don't know?" She looked at me with a confused look and I shook my head in reply. She sighed. "You and Anna, you spend like all your time with each other and you never let anyone else into your tight little twosome." 

I had no idea what she was talking about. We were best friends, of course we spent all our time together and anyone entering our tight little twosome, as Samantha called it, had just never come up. 

She must have read the confusion all over my face and she continued. "I guess I was wrong. Though, it always made me wet to think about two of the hottest girls in school secretly getting it on," she sighed and continued to play with her nails.

"What are you talking about," I nearly screamed at her. "Does everyone think that?" 

Everyone in class turned in their positions to look at me. Shit, I hadn't noticed the teacher had arrived. "Vivian, is there something you would like to share with the class?" Mr Grey asked. 

"No, Sir. Sorry," I quickly said flashing my eyes around the room, catching them on Anna's quizzical ones.

"Ok, let's start then," Mr Grey said going to the board. 

My face was getting flushed as I looked at Anna and immediately tore my eyes away from her and to the board, where Mr Grey was writing.

"No, I came up with that hot little scenario all on my own," Samantha whispered in my ear. 

It settled me down knowing that is was only Samantha thinking about Anna and I in that way. It didn't really surprise me that she would think about that, since slut was practically her middle name, but it did get me thinking about the feelings that I had been feeling, maybe they hadn't just started today and maybe they had been there all along. 

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Thanks for reading.

I love to hear comments or any type of feedback in general. All feedback is good feedback. I would love to know what you guys think of my first story I've posted.

Chapter 2 comming in one week.

Confused Ch. 02



Thanks for all the great feedback on my last chapter. This one's for David, for being the best editor any girl could ask for. 

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We didn't have our next class together, which was Drama for me, but we did have Art together last. 

I had been let out of Drama early, so once I got to Art I was able to have the pick of the bench I wanted, which was the second row window side. It had excellent views of the football oval, and footy training just happened to be going on right now too. It always provided me with a lot of creativity; all those hot, sweaty boys. I mentally groaned at the thought. 

As I waited for the teacher and the rest of the class to file in, I watched the boys as they ran up and down on the spot, warming up. As their muscles grew taut then loosened, I started to feel my own muscles going taut and loose. After a couple of minutes sweat started to gradually build up on their face and tight muscles, making me hot as sin. I even spotted Jay out there and though I wasn't really happy at him, I could still appreciate everything he had to offer a girl. 

"Yummy." A hand was placed lightly on my spread thighs. 

I immediately swung my head around locking my eyes with Anna's baby blues. She lightly squeezed my thigh and smiled sweetly at me. "I'm sorry for being such a bitch," she leaned over and whispered in my ear. 

"So, what's up with you and Jay then?" I asked nonchalantly, trying to avoid showing my jealousy. 

"Viv, I was angry and I shouldn't have sat with him, I know how you hate biology." She sighed. "Jay and I just talked, that's all. I was mainly trying to get him to stop annoying you because when he annoys you I have to deal with the repercussions." 

I was hot as hell and her hand squeezing my thighs was not helping the shots of electricity shooting through my groin. 

I moved my hand onto Anna's and released it off my thigh. "It's ok Anna, just remember next time he sits in my seat, I'm throwing him off of it." 

She held my hand tightly in hers under the bench and smiled broadly at me. "Oh I wouldn't mind seeing that. Whatever would Mr Grey say?" Anna and I broke into giggles just as the teacher walked in.

We both stopped giggling as soon as Mrs Row looked directly at us. 

Anna leaned over to me. "How about I make it up to you tonight. What do you say to some brownies and ice-cream," she whispered into my ear.

She knew exactly how to tempt me, but what about what Samantha had said? I released Anna's hand and placed my hands on the table. "Ok," I said nodding to her, but keeping my eyes up front. 

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When Drama, my last class of the day, was finished, I headed out to the pickup area to wait for Rob. I was going home first to change out of my school uniform and put some underwear ON, then I would head over to Anna's. 

I didn't have to wait long. Rob pulled up in our rusty old red truck with a loud squeal. 

"Hey," I said as I jumped into the passenger side of the truck. 

"Hey," he said back, while looking around me. "Where's Brad?"

"He should be here soo...," I managed to say before Brad pulled open the truck door and pushed his lanky body in next to mine. 

"Hey, an 'excuse me' would've been nice," I complained as I moved closer to Rob's muscular body. 

Where Brad's body was all tall and lanky, Rob's was perfectly toned and muscular from all the time spent on the farm. As I understood it, most girls in town thought Rob was the sexiest man in a one hundred kilometre radius, though I think that is a bit of an exaggeration. I always thought him more ruggedly handsome than anything; with his six foot frame, piercing blue eyes, strong square face and short dark brown hair, which would curl up if it got too long. Rob also always managed to keep a perfect shadow of stubble that just added to his farmer look. I guess I could see what the other girls saw in him, but he was my big brother. 

It was an uneventful ride home as Rob tried to pry some semblance of conversation out of us, but without any luck. Brad was usually un-talkative about school or anything in general these days and it was usually up to Rob and me to make conversation. But, today I was preoccupied with my own thoughts. All my thoughts would return to was my new, sudden feelings for Anna. I didn't know what to think about it. I mean, I love her and all, but I think the question is, was I in love with her? I really didn't want to answer that question though. I couldn't be in love with Anna, so I tried convincing myself it was just nothing. I'd wait again 'til I saw Anna to see if I was still crazy, maybe it was all just in my head. 

"Vivian," I heard Rob say. 

I turned to his voice and noticed that we were home and Brad was nowhere in sight. "Oh...sorry Rob," I said to him as I looked at his concerned face. "I must have been daydreaming." I made my way to scoot out of the truck, but Rob grabbed my arm.

"Are you ok Viv? You didn't hardly utter a word on our way home." His voice was so caring and sweet, he had to be the best big brother in the whole world. 

"I'm fine, just thinking," I said in a nonchalant tone, trying to make him think nothing of it. If he knew something was up, he would try to find some way to get me to talk. 

Before he could say anything further I jumped in, "Can I borrow the truck this arvo to go to Anna's?" 

His features loosened. "Sure that's ok." As soon as he agreed I hop-footed it out of the truck and made a bee-line straight for the house shouting back a quick thanks. 

When I walked through the front door I headed straight up to my room. Once there, I found a pair of white cotton undies and bra. I stripped and put them on. Then I rummaged around and found some jean short shorts and blue tank top. 

Once dressed, I went back downstairs and found mum in the study to tell her I was going to Anna's for tea. 

"Mum," I said as I knocked on the door distracting her from her frantic typing on the computer. 

"Oh...honey," she said seeing me. "Sorry I didn't see you. What is it?"

"I'm going over to Anna's for tea," I said as I stepped into the study. 

Mum abandoned the computer and gave me a grave look. "Are you sure that's ok with Anna's mum? You've practically lived over their all summer. Maybe you should have dinner with your family tonight." 

I sat in the chair opposite the desk mum was working at with a sigh. We went through this same conversation every time I went to Anna's. I wasn't spending enough time with the family. Mum and dad didn't see me enough. I practically lived at Anna's...blah, blah, blah. "Anna's mum doesn't mind and it's Anna who usually does the cooking. Plus, Anna and I have had tea here at least every other night over the holidays," I said, a little aggravated with having to have this conversation for the hundredth time. 

Mum sighed and placed her chin in her hand. "Ok, but I expect to see you at that dinner table every other night this week," she said, using her other hand to point towards the dining room.

"Ok, thanks mum." I leapt out of the chair and scampered out of the study before she could change her mind. 

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Anna's house was over the other side of town, so it took me a good twenty minutes to drive there. But, by the time I stepped through the back door of her whitewash cottage I was greeted with the best of smells. 

I sniffed the air like a dog a few times to affirm what I smelt. Freshly baked brownies, like she promised, but there was something else. 

I shut the front door carefully and made my way through the small, two bedroom cottage to the kitchen. 

When I entered the small old kitchen I saw Anna with her back to me standing over the stove. She hadn't noticed me yet. I wanted to scare her and scare her good for the little stunt she had pulled with Jake earlier. 

Like me she had changed out of her school uniform and was now wearing some very tight white short shorts and a light green top, that looked a size too small, well it was a size too small. I knew because I had been with her when she bought it. As I stared at her amazing body I couldn't help the tingles I felt. I had no idea what was wrong with me, but Anna had never turned me on this much before. 

While in the car I had thought about the whole situation a lot and could only put it down to the fact that Anna had touched my nipple. It's not like we haven't touched before, it's just that we had never really touched each other in any intimate places before. And the way she smiled that sweet smile at me only made the whole situation more erotic, like she knew she was making me horny, though she really had no idea. 

Slowly I walked up behind her, careful to make no sound. She was so engrossed in her cooking she didn't even realise I was behind her, until I tickled her silly, leaving both Anna and I in fits of laughter. 

"You...got...me...good," Anna said through breaths, as she leaned against the kitchen bench. 

"Good, I had to get you back somehow." I gave her a wicked smile then jumped up onto the counter next to Anna. "So, what's for tea?" 

Anna returned my smile. "Well, first," she said as she returned to stirring her concoction, "we have pumpkin and white wine risotto, then for desert we have brownies and ice-cream, just as I promised." I smiled down at her. Anna was a great cook and was always up for trying new recipes, with me usually ending up as the guinea pig. Ever since her mum took a night shift at the local pub, on top of her day job working as a secretary, Anna had turned into the ultimate Martha Stewart. She did it because she felt guilty about her mother having to take a second job when she had offered to get a job of her own, but her mother – Grace – had wanted her to focus solely on her studies. But, with Grace working all the time that meant Anna had to keep the house together, which was a job in its own. 

It had never been that way for Anna; before her father left they had been very well off. Anna's father and mother used to own the local car dealership, but two years ago, without notice, her father declared bankruptcy, leaving Anna and Grace with nothing. It was the scandal of the town for almost a year, but eventually everyone got over it and life went on. Though, Grace still wanted the best for her daughter and that meant school, university and a great career, which meant no other distractions, like an after school job. 

"Sounds yum." I jumped off the counter and rubbed my belly. "Is it almost ready?" I asked hopefully. I was starved. 

Anna turned her sparkling blue eyes on me. "In a minute, be patient," she scolded me pointing the wooden spoon she had at me. "Go find something on TV we can watch while we eat," she added, trying to keep me preoccupied. Anna hated people hovering while she cooked. 

I made my way into the cosy lounge room and flopped down on the comfy old couch, letting my muscles relax. Next to me I found the remote and flipped through the channels hoping to find something decent to watch. 

I was starting to think my earlier feelings today towards Anna were just misguided. When we had joked around earlier in the kitchen everything felt comfy and normal, no tingly sensations, nothing... 

I found reruns of Bewitched on and decided it was better than nothing. 

A little while later Anna walked in with two bowls of steaming risotto. My tummy growled as Anna handed me the bowl. "Hungry are we?"

"I'm always hungry," I responded digging into the great smelling food in front of me. 

After a few bites I noticed Anna watching me. "What?" I said through a piece of pumpkin, turning to face her on the couch.

"So, you like it?" She asked hesitantly.  

"Of course I like it! Anything you make is always great Anna," I said enthusiastically. 

A massive smile lit up Anna's face. "Thanks babe." She leaned over and gave me a slight peck on the cheek, which I was not expecting. Butterflies seemed to congregate in my belly and tingles shot through me. 

What was wrong with me? I was fine just a minute ago. I sat stock still and looked away from Anna trying to abate these new feelings I had. 

In the corner of my eye I could see Anna still looking at me. "Are you ok, Viv?" Anna asked concerned. 

I kept my eyes on the TV screen and mechanically resumed eating. "Yep, just fine. Just watching TV. This episode is really funny." I turned to look at her and smiled. She returned my smile with a weary one of her own and began to eat again. 

-

We were now on to the promised brownies and ice-cream, that tasted fantastic, but my crazy feelings still couldn't seem to be kept in check. 

Through dinner we had not said much, but just sat and quietly watched TV. 

"Hey," Anna said, placing her finished bowl on the coffee table. I turned to face her and she had a nervous expression on her face. "There's something I want to show you, that I got today." I nodded not trusting my voice anymore, and Anna got up and walked towards her room. 

I had no idea what she wanted to show me, but I was glad and sorry she had left the room. I felt like I could finally breathe now that the tension seemed to leave the room. But, that was short lived as Anna returned and handed me an envelope addressed to her. 

My interest was officially peaked and I looked up at Anna for confirmation. "Read it," she said answering my silent question. 

Slowly I pulled a piece of clean white folded paper out of the envelope and opened it. I quickly skimmed the letter addressed to Anna and was shocked by its contents. The letter was from Anna's father. In short, he wanted Anna to come live with him in Sydney, where he was now situated in a cushy job. What he was offering was the opportunity for Anna to spend her final year of high school in one of the best schools in Australia, followed by an all expense paid university career. It was what her mother and father had always wanted for her.

I looked at the damaging piece of paper that had the potential to take my best friend away from me and wanted to cry. 

I tried my best to bury my feelings and looked at Anna's face. "What are you going to do?" I asked in a small voice. 

Anna looked angry as I asked her that. "You can't be serious Vivian, what am I going to do? I'm going to burn that letter and forget my father like he forgot mum and me," she said grabbing the letter out of my hands and heading for the kitchen. 

That was an unexpected reaction. Anna must have been really upset to act the way she did, but there was no hiding that this was everything Anna and I had ever wanted for each other. Ever since we where little girls we would fantasize about leaving the small rural town we lived in for the highlights of the big city. Now Anna was being offered that opportunity and I hated to admit it, but she had to take the offer. Really Anna's dad wasn't a bad guy, just a man who had made a few mistakes. He still sent Anna birthday cards and presents and had even offered to pay child support when he had enough money to live on, though Grace rejected his offer, saying she could take care of Anna on her own. She was a very head strong woman, but the pressure of mortgage repayments and electricity bills were getting to Grace, maybe this would be their solution, albeit a crappy solution. 

"Anna," I said following her into the kitchen. "Isn't he offering you everything you've wanted since kindergarten? This is your chance to get out of this stuffy town and attend some of the best schools in the country, offering you the opportunity of getting into the best medical schools in Australia." It was Anna's dream to become a doctor. She had always wanted to help people and this would be the perfect chance for her. 

Anna turned on me, her eyes as big as saucers. "And why are you suddenly my father's advocate. I thought you hated the prick for leaving," she retorted, getting herself worked up. I did hate him at first, but I think the hate was replaced by pity long ago. 

"Anna," I said calmly. "I'm not defending him. I just think maybe you should take some time to think about his offer. Maybe talk to your mum." I reached out for her, but she flinched away from me. 

"I thought you would be the one telling me to not go, I thought you would hate this idea." She looked disappointed at me as if I had let her down. 

"I just want what's best for you Anna," I said in a small voice. 

"God, when did you turn into my mother, I thought you were my best friend," she said picking up her voice again and storming out of the kitchen and towards her room. 

I heard the door slam and I closed my eyes wishing I could just redo the whole day. Anna and I hardly ever fought and this was our second fight today, something must have been in the air. 

I walked over to Anna's room and knocked on the door and twisted the handle. I was surprised to find out she hadn't locked her door and I slowly pushed it open. I found Anna face down on her bed sobbing into her pillow. 

I lay belly down on the small single bed next to her. I wrapped my right arm around her back and hugged her to me. "Anna, I'm sorry. You know it kills me to think of us being apart, but you're bigger than this town and maybe this is the only chance you'll have to get out of it and follow your dreams."

She sniffled, turning her tear stained face to me. "What about you?" she said, concern pouring from her voice.

"Don't worry about me. You know me, I'll find a way." I smiled down at her, wiping the tears from her eyes with my thumb. Though, I wasn't all that confident that I would get out of this town. But, as long as I convinced Anna, that was good enough for me. 

"I love you," Anna said, looking up at me with adoring eyes.

"I love you too." I stroked her cheek slowly, but Anna placed her hand over mine stopping my stroking. 

"No Vivian. I, love, you," she said pronouncing each word singularly. 

I nodded my head, not really realising what she was getting at. "I know." 

Anna shook her head and sat up keeping a hold of my hand.

"You're not listening to me," she said as she lifted one toned leg over my body and pinned me to the bed. If I wasn't listening to her before, though I knew I was, I was definitely not listening now, as her braless breasts stood out for me to see. My heart was beating a million miles a minute and all I wanted her to do was sooth the rapidly growing urge in my wet pussy. 

Anna placed her hand under my chin returning my gaze to hers. She stared at me wickedly, as if she knew what I was thinking. Slowly her face turned from wicked to nervous as she inched towards me whispering, "I love you." On the 'you' her lips touched mine and I was so shocked I couldn't move. 

It started out as just a slow steady kiss of lips, until I finally melted under her and our tender kiss turned into a passionate romp. 

Anna's hands moved up and under my top, as mine found her tight ass and I squeezed it firmly in my hands. Our tongues danced together as our hands roamed. Anna's hand found my small A-cups and fondled them through my bra. I groaned in her mouth and Anna groaned in return as I ran my hand through her legs. 

Just as Anna was about to unclip my bra we heard the front door slam. "Anna," Grace shouted through the house.

Anna and I hastily got off one another. Anna moved to the front of the bed as I moved to the end, making it look like we were just talking. "In my room mum," Anna shouted, still trying to get her breath back. 

Anna and I looked at each other with ear splitting smiles before Grace saw us and came in the room. "Hi Vivian," Grace said, not at all surprised to see me. 

"Hi Grace, how was work?"

She smiled that same sweet smile Anna had. "Same old, same old." She waved her hand around to accentuate the point. "I'm guessing by the smell of it you two have already had tea."

"There's a plate for you by the stove," Anna said to her mum, still a little out of breath.




Confused Ch. 02



Thank you for all the support and I hope you enjoy chapter 2. Keep leaving comments, good or bad. It doesn't matter. And I'm sorry for the delay.

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This week is my 21st birthday. I never had a party before, but maybe I wanted one this year. Maybe even go to the club and have my first drink. I'm not much of a drinker anyway.

I'm laying on my couch watching Adventure Time on my 80' inch flat screen TV. When I hear a knock on the door. "Ughhh." I groan and got up off of the couch and walked to the door. 

"Who is it?" I asked in a polite tone.

"Brianna." She answered back.

"Go away." I said while smiling.

"Morgani open the door." She laughed.

I opened it.

She walked in and gave me a big hug, like she hadn't seen me in years. We were just together last week. We had went out to eat for our bestfriend anniversary. Celebrating 7 years of us being bestfriends. 

We walk to the living room and sat down on the couch.

"Guess what." She said with a smile.

"What?" I said looking at the TV.

"I'm getting married!!" She shouted with excitement.

"Oh my gosh. He proposed?" I said turning to her with a big smile on my face.

"Yes!!" She shouted again with the biggest smile on her face. She showed me the ring. That was a nice ass ring on her caramel finger. It had one giant 100k diamond on her silver band which wrapped around her finger.

"Awwwe That's awesome. So now I get to be the maid of honor, right?" Saying it with a grin.

"Yes!! You and Dara will be."

Saying with a big smile on her face.

Dara was our third wheel best friend. She has pale white skin, Brianna's height, and has light blonde hair, she wears glasses like Brianna does. She also knows over 6 Different Asian languages. Which she studied throughout middle school. I always told her she didn't have a life if she had time to learn all those languages. 

Well We all met in the 8th grade. Brianna was emo and hated me, while Dara was terrified of me. My middle school record was terrible. I always use to stay in fights because of my Jamaican black foot Indian temper. Like if someone looked at me the wrong way, I would've set it off. 

Brianna and I had the same art class when I met her we sat at the same table. Me, her, Will and Jaquria. That's how we all started talking to each other, Jaquira and Will always use to argue about everything. That's when I said "They should get married because they make a good couple." Well i set off a fucking bomb when I said that. Because they would argue about that every fucking day. Brianna and I always laugh our assess of at them. Brianna was black but was my Skin complexion and wore black glasses, had long nails and long thick black hair. 

When I sat with Brianna at lunch for the first time That's how I met Dara she was really quiet and looked like a nerd to me. Brianna had known Dara since 3rd grade. We all laughed at my jokes about the most random stuff. 

Brianna interrupted my thoughts when she asked "So how are you and Kayden?"

"The same as always good." I said blankly 

"You make it seem like he bores you." She said with a smile.

"He does, we haven't had any type of sexual contact at all, and you know that its not in my scorpio nature not to want sex." I said kinda annoyed

"Well why won't you break up with him? Instead of dealing with this." She suggested in a smart ass tone.

"I can't because I don't want to hurt him. You know we've been together since I was 16." I said kinda sad.

"Yeah I know, but do you love him?" She said looking at me directly in my light brown eyes.

Why the fuck does that question keep coming up in everyone's mouth. I thought about how that Nick guy asked me. I hadn't thought about him since the day after our little sexual action in the conference room.

I remember him kissing me and feeling on my ass and up my skirt. Coming home to no underwear.

Reminiscing back to that day made my pussy tingle and start to moisten up.

"So I'm guessing That's a no." She stated waking me from my thoughts again. 

"I don't know Brianna. Maybe I should break up with him. I just don't want to hurt him. He's been through a lot of things in his life." I said sadly while leaning back onto the couch.

"Like what? All I'm saying is if he's not making you happy then find somebody that will." She said in a sincere way.

I sighed, and nodded.

"Where is he anyway?" She asked in

Curiosity 

"I'm not sure, he said he was gonna come see me tomorrow." I replied instantly

"So are you gonna do it?" She asked

"Maybe,but not today." 

"Ok than, tell me when your gonna do it." She said while rising off the couch.

"Where are you about to go?" I said While raising my brow and standing up.

"To my moms house, I have to tell her about the engagement." She said with a smile

"You haven't told her yet?" 

"No your the first to know." She said while walking toward the door.

"Awwwe I feel really important right now." I replied while walking behind her.

"Yeah, yeah whatever." She said while smiling.

I opened the door as we said our good byes to each other. I closed it and locked it and jumped back on my couch. I fell asleep.

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Next Day.

Nick awakes at 2:00 am in the morning. Just laying in bed scanning through his thoughts about the meetings he has to go to later on that morning. Wondering if the Chinese will agree with the amount his company has offered. 

His mind wanders off until the image of Morgani pops in his head again. 

while thinking about her he remembers the outfit she was wearing, what she smelt like, what she tasted like. She is one beautiful women with amazing features. He thought. 

He also thinks about the other times he has seen her. Like with her oldest sister, she looks just like her oldest sister except more of an hour glass figure, her eyes are lighter, about 4-inches shorter, with her caramelized skin. Just a tone lighter, and her signature curly thick 4c texture hair.

That looks great in those knot things. 

Which he thinks looks amazing on her. Shes so beautiful. That's all he could think. He also thought about what it would be like to make love to her in a bed with black silk sheets or any other places she would desire. That thought made him hard. Oh How he'd give anything just to be inside that tight pussy of hers, to feel her insides for his self. He wanted her to his self.

He falls back to sleep with the image of her beautiful face and body stuck in his thoughts. Dreaming of the things he fantasize most about her.

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12:30 pm

Im siting at the chair by the front corner window of 'Chipotle'. Drinking my peach 'Snapple' & eating my Burrito. I love Chipotle burritos, I would marry one if I could.

I'm on my iPhone 5s reading about Beyonce and Jay-z getting a divorce on mediatakeout.com.

"Hey girl." A voice says siting in the chair right across from mine. 

I look up to see Sarah's long light blonde hair in a side ponytail, while wearing a black pencil skirt with 2-inch heels and a plain tan long sleeved collar shirt tucked in. Her blue eyes looked at me.

"Hey, whats up." I said while taking another bite of my burrito while looking down. Mmmm.

"Nothing much. I just got on my lunch break." She said with a smile while pouring some italian dressing on her salad.

"Cool. I've been down here for 15 minutes now." I responded while looking down at my phone.

"Nice. So I have to ask?" She said while taking a forkful of salad and putting it in her mouth. 

"Ask what?" I responded back immediately, looking back at her confused.

"You know?" She said with a giggle, patting her mouth gently with her napkin.

"I know what? Sarah what are you talking about?" I asked getting really nervous but kinda annoyed. 

"So when you disappeared with Mr. Parker, did you give him some?"

She asked with her eyes lite up.

"Who's Mr. Parker and what do you mean gave him some?" I asked really confused and annoyed. 

"I'm talking about Nick Carter Parker. The oldest son of Reagan Carter Parker. You know that owns Parker Enterprises and industries."

She said kinda confused

My mouth dropped, with no response. I didn't know that he was Reagan Parker's son.

"You didn't know that was his son?" She asked smiling confused.

I shook my head 'no', in shock.

"Wow. Well I noticed when we were at the party all I seen was him starring at you the whole entire night. Then finally after you went and sat down at the bar, I seen him walk up to you. No offense, but most of the women I seen him with, were white girls that look like me."

She said with a snobbish but polite way.

So why in the hell did he not pick you to sleep with? I thought to myself, while grinning.

"Oh really? Wow didn't know that."

I said with a fake smile.

"Yeah so what did you guys do when you disappeared from the party?" She asked taking another big bite of salad.

"Nothing really. He just showed me the view of California in the conference room and we talked for a bit." I said looking back down at my phone.

"Oh well you guys were gone for like at least 45 minutes." She said in a kinda rude but hidden tone.

"Oh didn't notice." Responding back

rudely while smiling.

"Yeah so wouldn't it be bad if your boyfriend found out about Mr. Parker touching you inappropriately?" She said with a evil grin on her face.

I was surprised but it didn't show on my face I simply said In the nicest tone "I don't know what your talking about but I know something that would really be bad." 

"Like what?" She said in a sarcastic tone.

"Like finding your barbie skinny lookin ass in the trashcan dead with no limbs." I said, smiling wickedly 

She gasped " Excuse me, but are you threatening me?" 

"Oh am I. Last I recalled it was promise." I said with a straight face then smiled.

She gasped.

"Yeah, but my lunch break is over so I'll see you around. Ta Ta." She said as she got up and walk quickly away.

I rolled my eyes at her as she walk away. Its creepy to know that she was watching us. Well she must really want him. Fucking weirdo. As I walked to the trashcan to throw my trash away...

"Hey." A voice said 

I looked up to see nicks greenish bluish eyes scanning all over my body then back to my face.

Seeing them made my pussy tingle. He looked good in his gray suit and green tie that kinda matched his eyes. 

He was walking down the street taking a business call, when he looked in the window of Chipotle and seen her sitting with the blonde from the foundation party. 

"Umm hey." I said nervously

"So how are you?" He asked with no hesitation 

I lied "I'm great." While smiling.

"That's cool." He said, looking away.

"Yeah... I..Um..I have to get back to work." I said while walking around him slowly.

He grabbed my arm, pulling me back in front of him. "Wait." He said.

"What?" I responded immediately, kinda nervously.

He opened his mouth and then closed it.

"Your wasting my time right now. If your not going to -" he interrupted 

"Do you wanna go to dinner with me?"

He asked nervously without showing it on his face or tone. This is the only girl that made him nervous. 

He knows he's a pretty good looking guy. Plenty of women always throw themselves at him. Either for his looks or his last name,

but she was much different. She appreciated all the things That's she had in life, like her family, friends, and even her boyfriend that seems to not pleasure her. 

"I have a boyfriend." I said with a straight face. 

"I know you do." He said with a smile.

"So why ask?" I replied back immediately 

"Because its not a date." He smiled again

"Ok then, if its not a date then. I want to go to the movies than." I smiled wickedly

"Ok. What do you wanna go see?" He asked

"The Purge Anarchy." I said grinning evilly 

"Cool. I've been wanting to see that. So how about I pick you up this friday at -" 

"I can't my birthday is this friday." I said cutting him off.

"Really? How old are you going to be?"

"21." I replied instantly

"I remember my 21st birthday."

"How old are you?" I asked, raising a brow.

"27." He smiled

"You make yourself sound old."

"Well I am." He smiled

"Ok then. How about tomorrow then?" I asked with a smile

"Ok that'll work. Can I have your number so I can... You know... Call you." He smiled 

"Give me your phone." I demand.

I took his iPhone from his hand and typed my number in an even took a picture for his contact. He smiled while I took the picture.

Shit. That's when I realized I'm running 15 mins late my lunch break. 

"I got to go." I gave him his phone back. Rushed past him straight out the door. 

He smiled looking at her exit out the door.

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After Work.

I pulled in my driveway of my yellowish white house. Its a medium size house with 4 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms with a big living room space. Enough space for my nephews to have fun in. They love making forts.

I sat in my car for a second. I was replaying Nick asking me out in my head. He is so nice, but it could be just an act to get in my panties? Again. But why should I care I have a boyfriend. One that doesn't even have sex with me. One that I haven't seen in three days. Maybe I should break up with him. Or instead of break up with him, just tell him I need a break. Yeah I'll do that instead.

I get out my car. Walk to my house door. Unlock It. And walk into the dark house. I hear a lighter. While I'm locking the door. 

"Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday my perfect girlfriend! Happy birthday to you! I love you." A voice says 

I turn around fast to see Kayden holding a medium size vanilla cupcake covered with orange frosting, with the candle "21"lit up on it, on a plate.

He walk toward me. I realized there is a 4' height difference between Nick and him. He was about 5'9, and it seems like he's been working out more. 

"Awe babe this is so sweet." I smiled.

"Make a wish." He said returning my smile.

I wished that I could get fucked. I'm tired of being a virgin.

Then blew out the candle. It was pitch dark. I walked toward the living room light switch. Flicked it on. I turn to see Kayden much more tanned and toned. He was wearing a gray 'Nike' muscle shirt with tan cargo shorts and red vans to go with his reggae flag colors of his socks. His hair was a lighter brown than usual.

Wow he looked sexy ass fuck starring at me.

"So what did you wish for?" He asked in a sexy way as he walked up toward me. He sat the cupcake down on the coffee table.

That made my pussy jump and damp my underwear a little. I haven't felt so nervous just talking to Kayden. 

"I can't tell you, because it won't come true if I do." I said while blushing and looking down.

Kayden's never usually this charming. Actually he's never. He's usually shy and I always have to do all the talking. But he seems different I haven't been seeing him like that because of his new job. He's a Bodyguard. So he's gone a lot. Or he's either being a big brother to his sister.

But whatever this change is..I like it.

"Oh yeah I forgot about that rule." He grinned, hitting his head playfully.

"Yeah. So when did you get back?" I asked still blushing

"Around 6:30. I think." He said while scratching his head.

I shook my head smiling up at him. I missed him a lot.

He grabbed me by my waist and pulled me close to him. And leaned down to my ear. I put my arms around his neck. He whispered

"So I got you a birthday gift."

"What is it?" I whispered back

"I can't tell you until you go take a bath first." He said while still whispering. 

Him being that close to me while whispering in my ear, started making me really hot and sensitive down there. Now only if he'd touch me. I'd probably melt right there.

"I ran you some bath water." He said while kissing my cheek down to my neck.

I moaned softly. This is not Kayden at all. He is not usually this seductive. Even when we had make out sessions they weren't like this. 

"O-Ok." I stuttered in regular tone.

He took my hand and walked me upstairs to the bathroom. The tub was filled with orange rose petals. I usually see people put red rose petals, like in the movies, but I guess he wanted to go for something different.

"I know your wondering why theres orange petals in the tub instead of red. I have three reasons. #1 I wanted to do something different for you.(I thought so)#2 the orange roses mean enthusiasm and passion. That's how I feel when I'm around you. Plus orange is your favorite color" He said in a charming but sexy tone. 

He stands behind me. Kisses my neck while unbuttoning my shirt. He slides it off my arms. Kisses and bites on my neck leaving a red mark.

Right then my pussy started flowing like Niagara Falls. My nipples were fully hard.

He slowly ran his hands down the front of my body until he reached my pencil skirt. He brought his hands to my zipper. which was located on the back of my skirt. Unzipped it. Slid it down my legs. His hands roamed all over my body I could feel his hard coming on.

His erected penis brushed against my lower back near my ass. This was changing my thoughts about breaking up with him. He unsnapped my sexy black lace bra. Each strap he removed he would kiss the spot that it had once covered.

Finally he let my Perky tits hang free from the bondage of the bra. He cuffed them in his hands and straddled them. 

I never thought that I would be touched by Kayden like this not even in a million years.

A small "Ooo." Came out my mouth.

He then slid his hands down to my

matching black lace thong and slid them down my legs. I stepped out of them. I could see the big wet spot. 

He felt all over my bare body, it kinda made me feel self-conscious. I guess its only from him being fully clothed. 

He picked me up to my surprise and gently placed me in the tub.

The water felt so warm and relaxing to my skin. 

He smiled at me as he watch me lean my head back against the head rest in the tub. 

"Now you wait right here while I go grab your present I bought for you, from downstairs." He said while grinning.

"Ok." I replied back with a smile.

He was almost out of the bathroom door until he stopped to turn around and said "Don't wash yourself, because I'm going to do it for you."

I nodded my head. And he turned back around and walk out the bathroom. 

Wow. I wonder what changed Kayden? I know he isn't high because he's to against doing drugs. Maybe one of his friends. I don't know. I like it a lot.

I'm going to enjoy this bath.

I hear footsteps walking past the bathroom. With the sound of carrying paper bags. He sat them in the room. And walked back to the bathroom.

I looked up at him and smiled. He returned my smile.

He got on his knees an grab the purple sponge from off the edge of the tub. He poured some 'Dove' sensitive body wash on the sponge.

He washed me up. Carried me to the room. Sat me on the bed. 

"I got something for you to put on." He said while grinning. 

"What is it?" I said with excitement 

He grabbed the paper bags and handed it to me. 

"Here, you take this while I go take a quick shower." He said kissing my forehead getting up off the bed and grabbing a towel. He walked to bathroom and closed the door.

I heard the shower running water. I opened the victoria's secret bag. Pulling out a strapless see through burgundy lace bra with a matching thong. 'So I'm guessing this is my present' I thought. I rubbed lotion all over my body. I put them on. I laid on the bed looking at my phone.

The bathroom door opens... He appears with a towel wrapped around him. I looked up. Mmmm he looked so good standing there with water dripping off of his golden tanned body.




Confused Ch. 02



"Wow." Is all he could say while starring at me. He looked at how well the thong hugged her curves. The bra supported her 36C breast well. The color of the bra went with her caramel skin tone. He couldn't take his eye off of her. He was ready to give her, her present.

I blushed and looked away.

"You look incredible." He said with amazement. When he spoke those words an instant bulge appeared under his towel. 

"Thanks. So is this the only thing you got me for my birthday?" I asked with a little curiosity.

"No That's not the real gift." He smiled.

I raised my brow sitting up on the bed, crossing my arms and said "ok... Then whats the real present then?"

"Be patient I'm going to give it to you." He said while walking in the closet to slip on some clothes. Which was a black hoodie and a black loose-fitted jeans with black boots. No shirt was worn under the hoodie. He picked his phone up off the dresser and seen a text message. 

"Hey I got to run out right quick. I'll be back in a little while. Ok babe?" 

"Where do you think your going?" I said still siting up with my eyebrow raised.

He walked toward me and kissed my forehead.

"I got to make a run for my job."

He said while stepping backwards towards the room door.

"At 9pm?" I replied back furiously.

"Babe... look I'll be back I'm just running in and out.. I promise." He said in a soft tone.

"Kayden are you cheating on me?" I Said low, looking at my arms.

"What? Babe why the fuck would you say that?" He replied looking back angry.

I sighed "Because your always gone. I never really get to see you like that anymore since you started your new body guard job. Even when your here your always gone." 

"Look babe I promise I'll make it up when I get home. I promise with all my heart." He said leaning to kiss me. I moved my head away from him.

I could tell he was angry when I heard the front door slam.

I kinda felt bad because I know Kayden would never cheat on me or hurt me at all. He loves me. I'm still questioning myself on if I love him.

But still it drives me crazy when he's always on business trips and be gone for like weeks. I remember one time I had no fucking clue where he went until his sister had told me. Then he comes home and apologizes for it still not telling me why he was gone for that long.

I notice he's really secretive he never tells me anything about him anymore. Maybe he is cheating on me?

I covered myself up and fell asleep with that thought on my mind.

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Kayden's Side

After he walked out slamming the door behind him. He got in his 2013 gray Camaro and drove fast trying to get away to calm down.

The fact that he felt like he was losing his girlfriend...made him 'ANGRY'.

Morgani is the only thing he has in his life that really means something to him...The only thing he lives for. If he loses her he has nothing. She saved him from committing suicide because of all the abuse in his life. He fell in love with her since the first day he seen her at summer camp. She was such a funny girl that always smiled. She never took shit from anyone. And he loved that about her.

He would never hurt her in anyway. He loves her. Her name is engraved in his heart. For eternity.

So why the 'FUCK' would she think that?

"FUCK!!" He shouted, punching the steering wheel. 

He pulled into a empty parking lot. Got out. Started pacing back in forth. Counting backwards from ten.

He wanted to tell her everything. He wanted to tell her his real job. That he kills people for a living. That he's an assassin. He wanted to tell her about the long days and nights he spent tracking his target. That it helps him with his anger.

But he knew if she found out about his job she would be in terrible danger. That's why he keeps a lot from her. For her protection. He'd do anything for her. When he goes back home he would make it up to her. He would give her what she wanted. What he wanted.

Once he was calm he got back in the car. And drove to a hill above a mansion that was filled with guest in the back. The mansion was lit up with lights and pretty woman in dresses and men in tuxes. This was the party his target was at. 

He opened the trunk and grabbed a heavy black duffel bag and carried it just before the edge of the hill.

He slid his athletic gun gloves on. Took out the Rifle and set it up. 

He loaded the gun.

Click Clack.

Looking through his scoop to his target, siting at a table with a bunch of men in black tuxedos with black bow ties holding wineglasses.

His target was siting next to an older man wearing black Ray Ban prescription glasses. The old man looked sorta liked him. His targets name was Shawn Stevens. He looked like he was in his late 20s. He seemed like a dick... Well his face seemed to look like one.

He inhaled.

He pressed his hand on the trigger. 

Then released, exhaling.

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The Target.

Shawn was talking about his achievements to the men and his father who was sitting right beside him. 

He took in the moment of thinking that this was the beginning of something new. He took one last look at his father capturing the moment of his father patting his back saying he was proud of him.

It went black.

His dad sat there with his sons blood on his face in shock. 

Screams of panic were ringing in his ears.

At that moment everything moved in slow motion.

Whoever did that was going to have a hella time getting tortured.

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Back to Kayden.

After loading his stuff back in his car. He drove back to the house.

He unlocked the door and entered into a dark house. He slid his shoes off and placed them by the door he walked up stairs to a candle lit in the room.

In the dim light he could see Morgani sleeping, her mouth was slightly parted and half her body was covered, showing parts of her caramel skin.

He walked toward her slowly capturing this very moment. Her wild curly hair laying on her face. Her beautiful long lashes. Her nose was shaped like popcorn, I mean That's what she thinks anyway. 

He smiled to him self.

He ran his fingers over her face, touched her soft plumped lips with his thumb. She's so beautiful he thought. 

Then he ran his fingers up and down her thigh that was showing. He got on his knees and started kissing slowly up her thigh. While moving the blankets off of her body. She moved on the right side of her body still asleep.

He kissed up her thigh. He push her body over gently on her back.

He took his clothes off except for his boxers.

He wanted to wake her up by giving her his present. He gently got on the bed slowly. He pulled her burgundy thong down slowly to her knees then her ankles until it was completely off.

Without waking her.

He looked down at her pussy that was neatly trimmed and formed a thin triangle figure. 

He kissed it.

This would be her present.

Giving her his virginty was really valuable to him and the fact he's getting hers in return means a lot to him. It shows her loyalty to him. 

He wanted to give his mind, body, and soul to her. Showing her how much she means to him. 

He licked her clit in a circular motion. 

He wasn't sure if he was doing it right because he's really inexperienced, then he heard a moan slip from her mouth.

He looked up at her still licking in and out her slit. She wasn't awake but he could still here her moan low.

Then he sucked it. 

"Ohh." Came out her mouth before her eyes slowly opened. 

He didn't stop assaulting her sweet nest.

"Mmmmm." She moaned while curling her toes back.

Her sweet nest got wetter, dripping her juices on the bed.

"Ohhh... Kay... Don't stop... Shit." I whimpered 

Kayden kept kissing and sucking on my slit. 

My back arched, toes curled, eyes rolled to the back of my head.

My orgasm took me over.

"Kayden I'm...C..C..Cumming!' I screamed out.

My sweet juice squirted all over his tan face, making his lips and cheeks look glossy.

"Mmm Kayden... That was amazing." I moaned out, closing my eyes.

He kissed slowly up my body to my bellybutton, to my bra, my neck.

He kissed then bit my neck, leaving a red mark from where he bit me at.

"Uhhh... Mmmm." Is all that came out.

His lips finally left my neck and connected with mine. They were so soft and gentle. I invited his tongue in my mouth. We swopped silva. Sharing each others taste. He broke from the kiss out of breath.

Looking passionately in my eyes. 

Finally he spoked.

"I love you... And I don't wanna lose you... All these years that we've been together... You helped me with finding myself and forgiving my past... But... I really want to thank you, for being patient with me... For your birthday gift I wanna give you my body, soul, and all my love I have for you... I love you Morgani Brown."

I couldn't think of anything to say so "I love you too, Kayden." Came out. After those words left my mouth I still wasn't sure how I felt.

Those words were all he needed to hear. 

His penis pressed against my stomach. He was completely erected. He quickly unsnapped my bra, from the front. Lifted me up gently to pull it from under me.

I was completely naked under his body. I felt a little insecure.

He rolled off of me a little, to slide his boxers down. I covered my chest.

He rolled back on me. He moved my hands from my chest.

"Why are you covering yourself?" He asked softly.

"I...uh..I don't know." I replied back, looking away from his face.

He grabbed my chin gently pulling my face toward him slowly. 

He looked me in my eyes. 

"You don't have to hide any part of your body from me... I think your body is beautiful... And I feel so lucky to have you."

He planted a gentle kiss on my full lips. I wrapped my legs and arms around his body. Waiting to be penetrated by his member. 

He positioned his self at my hot sensitive entrance. He pressed his member slowly inside me. 

"Uhh... Fuck." Kayden shouted with his eyes closed. He felt like he was about to nut right-then. She was so tight. Her walls tightly hug against his penis head as it slipped in.

He was a lot longer than I expected. He had length and thickness. 

Halfway in I felt the pain.

"Ouch." I squealed.

"I'm sorry... Do you want me to stop?" He said trying not to stutter, damn her pussy was casting spells on him.

"N..no. Im ok." I rushed out trying not to cry... Holy shit it hurts so bad. 'Oh my fucking gosh this hurts.' I thought to myself.

He didn't respond back he was to caught up, being inside of her. At last.

'Oh fuck' he thought she felt amazing to him. Wanting to go deeper.

"Aww... You feel so good." Slurred from his mouth.

'I wish I could say the same.' I thought, gripping his back tightly.

He caught me off guard when he thrusted completely into me.

"FUCK!! OUCH!!" I screamed, warm streams of tears came from my eyes. I started trying to push him off. He wouldn't budge. 

"I'm sorry babe." He said trying to kiss my cheek and neck to calm me down. He didn't move when I tried pushing him off.

Finally I gave in. Then my body adjusted to his length.

Then he started slowly thrusting in and out of my skin. 

"Oh... Fuck... Morgani." He shouted into my neck, gently biting it.

The feel of his length inside of my skin felt bittersweet. Like the pain and pleasure consumed me.

"Ohhhh... Kay... Mmmmm." I moaned, wrapping my legs tighter.

He ran his fingers through my hair, kissing my neck. He kissed down to my chest and gently nibbled on my milk chocolate nipple.

I rub his back and kissed his lips.

He keeps plunging in and out of me.

Our hips moved to the same rhythm.

"Ohhh... Yes..." I moan louder.

He starts going faster but, still at a steady pace. 

Then my legs started trembling. Backed arched again. And I could feel that lower tingling in my stomach. 

Kayden was also reaching his peak he pounded in her harder.

"Fuck."he yelled.

"Ohhhh." I moaned hard.

Finally we came. His load was heavy, like I felt the warm white thick substance leaking out of me.

After he finish coming he held me. I laid my head on his chest.

"Your so beautiful." He said kissing my forehead.

I smiled. 

Then he said "Good night my princess. I love you."

I smiled again, then replied "Good night my prince. I.. I love you to." Stuttering out the last part.

While he fell asleep I laid there thinking about how even after having sex with Kayden... My feelings still haven't changed.

What was keeping me with him?

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Next Morning.

I wake up to smelling bacon and eggs. Mmmm. That smells good.

I throw on one of Kayden's shirts That's on the floor.

I walk down stairs to the Kitchen.

And there he was. Standing at the kitchen stove using the spatula to flip the bacon. He wasn't wearing a shirt or shorts. Just the boxers he had on from last night.

'Wow I didn't know he could cook' I thought to myself.

He notice her standing there.

"Good Morning beautiful, I made breakfast." He smiled, winking.

"Awwe That's really sweet of you baby." I said walking towards him to plant a kiss on his lips.

He smiled after I broke from the kiss.

"So I was thinking about what we should do today." He said while taking the perfectly cooked bacon out of the pot placing it on a napkin on a plate.

"I'm listen." I said leaning against the counter with my legs crossed. 

"Okay, after we eat breakfast I could take you out where ever you wanna go and we can just spend the day together." He said starring at me.

"Hmm... That sounds fun BUT, what if I wanna stay in the house?" I said standing up, rubbing my chin like I was thinking hard about what I just said. 

"Okay and do what?" He said crossing his arms, walking toward me. He looked down at me smiling.

'Damn she looks so beautiful he thought gazing at her messing thick black hair, that looked brown in the sun, her soft pretty full lips That's begging to be kissed again, her slite-slanty light brown eyes that could melt through anyone, and at last her beautiful body that was covered up by his white polo tee that hung very loose on her. Damn she looked sexy as hell.' He thought

"I don't know maybe eat breakfast, play the xBox, and fuck me on the Kitchen table." I said saying the last part under my breath.

"What was the last part?" He said grabbing a piece of bacon and stuffing it in his face.

"I didn't say anything." I grinned turning to walk out the kitchen.

Before I left out the kitchen doorway hands came around grabbing me.

Before I knew it. I was laying on the kitchen table with my legs around Kayden's neck.

I had nothing on under this shirt so it was easy access for Kayden.

My pussy instantly throbbed, with the first lick. 

He teased my clit with his tongue.

Then he stopped.

"So do you want me to fuck you on the kitchen table right?" He asked massaging my clit with his thumb, looking up at me

I barely got the words out "Shit... I.. Uh... Um... Fuck... I was just kidding."

"Oh you were?" He stopped got up and walk away.

"What the fuck Kayden really!!" I yelled getting up off the table. Why the fuck would he tease me like that.

He laughed from the kitchen while eating bacon.

I didn't know Kayden could get me really turn on like that.

My phone was ringing.

I ran upstairs to get it.

I didn't recognize the number but, something told me to answer it.

"Hello?"

"Hey." A deep voice said

"Who is this?" I asked

The voice laughed and said "Its Nick."

Those words blew me away. Shit I forgot he was going to take me the movies today.

I tip toed to the room door and looked out to see if Kayden was still downstairs. Then I heard the Tv flick on followed by crunching.

I closed the door some. 

"Yes." I replied 

"I was calling just to remind you about our movie plans. I want to pick you up at 2 is that ok?"

"Ummm... I guess.. Sure." I replied back still kinda uncertain.

"Ok then. Text me your address so I can pick you up." He eased out.

I hesitated but, then said" Okay I will, see yah soon."

"See yah then." 

We hung up.

I opened the door and walked downstairs.

"Who was that?" He asked still looking at the Tv

"A friend." I replied back sitting on the couch beside him.

He put his arms around me. Pulling me close and kissing my forehead.

"So what did he or she want?"

"I forgot he planned to take me to the movies today. He was calling to tell me the time."

"Oh so what are you going to see?"

"The Purge Anarchy." 

"Its a kick ass movie." He said drinking orange juice.

"You seen it?" I asked with my brow raised. 

"Yeah with Rochelle and her boyfriend." He replied back.

"No fair." I pouted

He smiled at me pouting at him. "You know you look cute when you pout."

I rolled my eyes.

"So do you still want me to fuck you on the kitchen table?" He said standing up.

I looked at the clock to see what time I was on. It was 12:35. I have about an hour.

Before I could answer. Kayden picked me up and Carried me to the the dining room. And laid me on the kitchen table.

He quickly slid his boxers down releasing his erected length.

Immediately my pussy became wet.

I tried to sit up to take his shirt off of me but, he pushed me back down.

"I want to take it off of you." He growled in a seductive way.

"O-ok." I Stammered out.

He swiftly pulled the shirt over my head.

'Damn.' Was all he thought as he enter her sweet dripping pussy.

We both moaned in unison.

He started moving in and out of her pussy, slowly building up speed.

"Fuck." He growled with his eyes closed. 

"Oh.. Shit Kay." I moaned

I screamed his name. It was so loud that it echo through the house.

Kayden pulled out of me. He pulled me off the table, to bend me over.

He started pounding me hard from behind. Making me grunt and scream louder.

"Yes baby... Ooo fuck." I shouted

That familiar feeling came over my body.

"Are you going to cum for me?" He growled

I nodded, screaming "Yessss!! Im..C..Cumming!!"

I felt my lower half explode with my juices. All I seen was stars. I was dazing out.

Kayden sped the paced up faster than before. Trying reach to his climax.

He felt the tightening feeling in his nuts. He then pounded a few more times before he collapsed on top of her.

He laid on top of her until his full load was tucked away inside of her.

He then got up and picked me up and carried me to the shower.

"Kayden Im not going to have any energy before I go to the movies." I said Laying over his shoulder.

"I know." He replied back.

He put me down and ran the shower water. 

He kept fucking me until about 30 minutes before 2:00 because, he couldn't keep his hands off me.

Finally I got dressed. Kayden said he was going to his sisters house for a awhile and he wanted me to call him when he gets back.

I had on some ripped up skinny jeans and a pain navy blue half t-shirt that showed of my toned stomach. 

I sat in the living room on Instagram. Then I heard a knock at the door. I slid on my Nike slides. My hair was in a natural fro but, was pushed back by a head band. I didn't wear any make up sense it was just a 'friend' thing.

Another knock on the door.

I grabbed my old navy messager bag and headed for the door.

I opened it.

On the other side was Nick standing tall and towering over me. He had on some blue jeans with a black t-shirt and sneakers. His hair was freshly cut. 

"Hey." He said, breaking me out of my stare.

I was kinda embarrassed because I was starring at him so intensely.

"Hey." I replied back.

"You look nice." 

"Thanks, you to."

"Ready to go?"




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"Yeah."

I locked the door. And he escorted me to his car, opening the door for me.

We drove to the movies in silence.

Finally we got there. There wasn't that many people in the line. 

"Do you want popcorn and a drink?"

He asked

"Yes." I smiled 

We got in the theater and took our seat.

Making small talk about the previews for different movies.

Then the movie started.

Nick starred at her. Taking in at how beautiful she was.

Her beautiful caramel skin that glistened from the light. Her beautiful smile. And that curvy body she had. He got to get a good look at it when he had gotten popcorn a drink for her. Her ass was nice and round that spread out to her hips. Leaving her with no waist. And about 36C cup breast.

He turned back to pay attention to the movie screen.

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After the movie.

Nick smiled at how I was talking about the movie. He felt like she had warmed up to him. 

"That movie was killer." I said excited.

"I see you enjoyed yourself." He said.

"Yeah I did thank you." I smiled

"Your welcome." He returning my smile.

He drove me home. Kayden wasn't there yet. Nick walked me to my door. 

"So you want to hang out again another time." He said showing me all of his perfectly white teeth.

"Maybe." I replied back. 

I put the key in the door. I hesitated opening the door. Then I turned around and looked up at Nick. I let go of the door and reached Nick's face. 

In that moment nothing mattered.

He leaned down and kissed me, I kissed back.

Then I pulled away with my eyes still closed smiling I finally open them. 'Well for damn sure, this wasn't a dream.' I thought.

"Good night." He said.

"Good night." I replied back.

I opened the door and closed it. Turn on the light.

Why did I kiss him? Why did it feel right? What did he have that Kayden didn't?

I walked upstairs jumped in the bed and fell asleep. Forgetting to call Kayden.

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At Rochelle's house.

"Kayden is everything set for Morgani's birthday tomorrow?" She asked looking at her phone.

"Yeah all of her family is coming tomorrow morning and I got to meet them at the place." He replied back

Exhaustedly, laying on the floor.

"Ok then I'll give you a call tomorrow morning." She said standing up.

"Ok, Im gonna go." He said yawning, and getting from off the floor.

"Ok I love you Kayden. And tell Morgani I said hey." She said hugging Kayden.

He hugged her back and kissed her cheek. "I love you to. And I will."

He walked out the door to his car. Then suddenly he got this strange feeling. He sped to Morgani's house.

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Back At Morgani's house.

I woke up from my sleep. It felt like there was someone watching me.

So I slowly got up. Trying to adjust my vision. I walked toward the door of my room. I peeked out but, didn't see anything.

Then suddenly I felt hands grab my mouth and pull me back.

Then I went into battle mode. All I could feel coursing through me was adrenaline.

I took his hand and twisted it behind his back and kicked him in his stomach. I then punched him in his nose. 

He fell to the ground in pain.

Then Kayden rushed upstairs. Busting through the door

"Kayden." I said starting to tear up.

He grabbed me and turned the light on. 

They both looked at the intruder in disbelief.



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"Thanks baby," Grace said walking over to Anna and kissing her on the forehead. "I'll eat, then I'm off to the bar until twelve." Grace walked towards me, then kissed me on the forehead too. "Don't stay up too late, you two have school tomorrow," she said looking at us in turn. 

"We won't," Anna said answering for both of us as Grace left the room.

Anna leaned back on the bed in thought. "She looks tired," Anna said to no one in particular. 

I climbed up the bed to sit next to Anna. I knew where Anna was going with this. "It's not your fault Anna." 

She turned to me, pinning me in place with her eyes. "It is my fault," she sighed. "If she didn't have me to worry about she wouldn't have to work so hard." Anna's eyes turned distant all of a sudden as if she was looking right through me. 

"Anna what is it?" I asked.

"You're right," she said her eyes returning to normal. 

"About what?" I asked confused.

"I have to go to Sydney. I have to take up my father's offer. It's the only way mum will quit working so hard and finally get some rest." At hearing Anna's realization my heart flipped. It's what I wanted for her, but I couldn't help the feeling of my heart being ripped out of my chest. 

We didn't talk after Anna made her announcement – we just sat there in silence, both of us in our own little worlds. 

Finally when the sun went down, I made my move to leave. 

"Where are you going?" Anna asked as I moved off the bed. 

"Home," I answered. 

"But, we have to talk." Anna got off the bed and made her way over to me. 

"I think we need to sleep on it and talk about whatever we have to talk about in the morning." I was growing tired and I wanted to make sure I had a clear head before I discussed anything further with Anna. 

"Ok," Anna nodded at me. It surprised me she did not fight me further, but it had been a tiring day for both of us.

"I'll see you tomorrow," I said.

"See you," Anna replied and placed a tender kiss on my lips.

I smiled at her and Anna at me, then I left for home feeling emotionally drained. 

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Confused Ch. 03



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It was lunch at school and I was waiting at the oak for Anna, nervously wringing my hands together. When we had met earlier that day Anna had not said much and only saying that she wanted to wait until lunch when we could really talk. So here I waited. 

I didn't have to wait long as I saw Anna walk my way. She locked her eyes on mine and my stomach fell at the sight of her sad face. I was not going to be receiving good news. 

"Hey," she said as she sat down next to me under the oak.

"Hey," I replied. I was still wringing my hands together in my lap and Anna reached over grabbing my right hand. Softly she stroked my hand not saying anything. 

I looked over at her after a while and she looked up from her hand stroking mine. "I rang my father last night," she blew out as if she had been holding her breath in. She looked so tired; it must have been a long night. 

"What did you talk about?" I asked in a small voice. 

I gave Anna an empathic look and squeezed her hand. "Me going to live with him," she practically whispered not looking at me. 

It was what I had expected, though it still felt like a thousand knives being inserted into my heart. "What does your mum think about it?" I asked.

Anna released my hand. Not looking at me she ran her hands through her long blonde locks, avoiding the question. 

"You haven't told her, have you?" 

Anna looked over at me, her eyes starting to well up. "No," she choked out as a tear slid down her perfect face. 

"Anna, it's ok." I scooted closer to her and placed my right arm around her shoulders. Anna let her head fall on my shoulder as she started to sob. 

We stayed like that for a few minutes, Anna sobbing into my chest and me holding her, not wanting to let her go. 

"I'm going to tell her, she's just been so busy..." Anna said trailing off into thought. 

"How about I help you tell her?" I asked.

She looked up at me with wonder in her bleary blue eyes. "You would do that?" 

I was surprised she even asked. "Of course, I would do anything for you Anna. I love you," I said looking at her adoring eyes. Right then I knew that not only did I love her as a best friend, but that I also had a love for her that would never end. 

Anna smiled. "I love you too," she replied and out of nowhere in the middle of school she gave me a quick tender kiss on the lips. "I'm going to miss being able to do that," she added. 

"Well there's always the holidays." I smiled down at her. 

"I never thought about that," Anna contemplated, running her hand up and down my thigh mechanically. 

"Plus we can always call, email and webcam." I kept thinking about all the ways we could keep in touch. Maybe with all the technologies these days it would feel like we were never apart. 

"Yer," Anna sighed. "Still not as good as the real thing though." She ran her hand just a little further up my thigh and beyond my school skirt. 

"Anna," I scolded her. "We're in the middle of school I don't think we should be doing that here." I slid my hand down and grabbed hers just before she hit my panties.

"Spoilsport," Anna huffed out. 

She pouted at me, but I just ignored her. She had been avoiding some very big questions. "When are you leaving?" I asked, getting down to the nitty gritty. 

Anna huffed again. "Dad wants me to be packed and ready to leave by next Tuesday, that way I've only missed two weeks at my new school." 

Next Tuesday was only a week away. I never imagined it to be so soon. It was all happening so fast, my brain couldn't keep track of it all. And now that she was definitely leaving I didn't think it wise for us to get into a relationship and potentially ruin a perfectly good friendship. Did long distance relationships actually ever work? The last thing I wanted to do was hurt Anna. 

"That's not very long," I thought out loud. 

Anna sat up and out of my arms. "It's a bad idea," she said out of nowhere. "I'm going to tell dad it isn't going to work, I'll get a job so mum doesn't have to work all the time and we won't have to be apart," Anna rambled. 

"Anna stop!" I said grabbing both her hands. "You have to do this for you, so you can be a fantastic doctor some day. You're not going to achieve that here," I tried to persuade her.

Anna deflated a bit. "I can still do that if I stay here to finish high school though. I don't have to go off to Sydney to do that," she stated matter-of-factly. 

"Anna," I said softly squeezing both of her hands in mine. "Are you still going to get a free ride through university though if you stay?" 

Anna's head bent down. "No." Then lifting her head again with a grin said, "but if I get a scholarship, that won't even matter anyway." Why did she have to make this conversation more difficult than it already was? She was not going to win. 

"Even so," I said. "But, what happens to your mum then? If you take up your father's offer she would finally be able to get some rest." Anna made a move to open her mouth, but I interrupted her, guessing her new line of thought. "She's not going to let you get a part time job, Anna. As long as you're here she is going to make sure she works herself into the ground providing for you and you know it." I hated to be the bad guy in this situation. I could tell Anna knew all this, she just needed someone to convince her without a doubt that she was making the right choice and that was my job, as her best friend. My feelings for her be damned!

"Plus you've already told your dad you're coming and I know how you hate to go back on your word." She just gave me a deathly stare. I knew her too well for her own good. 

"Ok, you're right. I'm going. It's for the best, I was just experiencing some doubts," Anna sighed out, her eyes going soft again. 

"It's just..." Anna proceeded to say as tears sprung to her eyes. "I'm going to miss you so much," she choked out before throwing herself at me, hugging me close. 

"Me too," I whispered into her hair, as I proceeded to rub her back comfortingly. 

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That day when I got home from school I went straight up to my room. I didn't want to see anyone. My head was spinning, what was I ever going to do without Anna? I loved her and she me, but now that was not going to turn into anything more as she was leaving next week. Anyway, Anna and I had not really discussed our little intimate encounter in her room. I think we both knew that conversation would just hurt too much now, so besides the odd touch or kiss there, we just ignored our new found feelings. 

I was lying on my bed facedown softly crying into my pillow, as I heard a knock at the door. I ignored it at first, but then a worried voice asked, "Viv are you all right?" 

I sat up as I heard Rob's voice, wiping my sore eyes with my hands. "Come in," I said. 

Slowly Rob opened the door and popped his head in. When he saw that I had been crying he immediately made his way over to my bed. "What's wrong sis?" he asked sitting down next to me before taking me in his arms. 

I sniffled into the crook of his neck and collar bone for a few minutes before pulling back. "I'm sorry," I said pulling my hand across my eyes again. 

"Hey, you have nothing to be sorry about," Rob said consoling me. "But, I would like to know what has gotten you so upset." I couldn't think of anyone better to share my troubles with. 

"Anna's leaving to live with her father." Rob looked a bit shocked as I looked at him, then his expression changed to one of sympathy. He knew what it was like to lose some of your best friends. Rob's closest friends had all left for the city, not wanting to stay in the small town. 

"Oh, Viv I'm sorry," he said taking my hand in his. I must've given him a very troubled look as he had to ask, "There's something else, isn't there?"

I let my breath out. I hadn't even realized I'd been holding it in. Finally I wouldn't have to hide my feelings anymore. "I love Anna," I said in a rush. 

Rob gave me a confused look.

"I love Anna more than a friend," I clarified for him.

I could see the realization finally dawn over his face. "What are you going to do?" he said in concern for me. 

"I'm not going to do anything. I have to let her go; she has her own life to live." I ran my hands through my hair. Why did everything always have to be so complicated? 

Rob scooted across the bed towards me and reached out for me. I moved towards him enclosing him in a hug. "You're too good for your own good Viv," Rob said stroking my hair. Maybe he was right, but don't they say you have to let the ones you love go free, or something like that. I was just glad someone finally knew. I hated not being able to be with Anna, but at least now I had the support of my big brother. 

"VIVIAN...ROB," Mum yelled from down stairs. "DINNER'S READY." 

We pulled apart from our embrace. "Whenever you need to talk I'll be here for you," Rob said still stroking my hair. 

"I know." I nodded my head. "Thanks," I added. 

"Anything for you." He smiled his brilliant smile at me. "Lets go; I'm starved," Rob groaned.

I laughed at him. We both loved our food. "Come on." I jumped off the bed and pulled him along behind me, for now I could forget my troubles. 

One Week Later

It was here; the day Anna was leaving. I had helped her pack all the things she would ever need and then some. Grace would be driving her to the Airport in the next town over to catch her flight in the early afternoon. When we had gone to Grace on the Wednesday and told her about Anna going to live with her father she was furious, good thing I was there for backup. If Anna wasn't eighteen I have no doubt Grace would have held her by force, but as she was able to make her own decisions, Grace could do nothing. However, it had taken her most of the week to get it in her head that there was no stopping Anna from going, though she did have some weak moments when we were together. I just stayed as objectionable as possible and for a week held my feelings in. I could tell if I even mentioned to Anna I didn't want her to go she wouldn't, my opinion was too important to her. 

"You better not cry, Viv," Anna said looking deep into my eyes. "You know if you start crying then you're just going to set me off again." Anna had shed tears galore today. Every time she would think of the things she would miss she would break down. 

"I'm not crying, the sun's in my eyes," I said squinting. Well...it was a hot day, maybe she would believe my lame excuse for the growing wetness in my eyes. 

"Yer Sure." Anna smirked at me. Maybe she didn't quite believe me. 

"Ok Anna honey, you ready to go?" Grace said in a not so happy voice. She was still not happy with Anna going. 

Anna gave me a grave look then whipped her head around towards her mum and nodded. I knew she wasn't speaking because she was too overwhelmed. 

She wouldn't look back at me as Grace put her luggage into the car and got ready to leave. "Anna," I said touching her arm lightly. 

Without a word from Anna she spun around and latched herself onto me. "I'll ring you before I get on the plane," she choked out. 

"Ok," I whispered into her silky blond hair. God was I going to miss her, but we had planned all the ways to stay in contact and in a year I would hopefully be off to university too. We wouldn't be without each other forever. I knew we would find our way back to each other. 

And here's something to look forward to:

Chapter 4 

10 years later 

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Cliff-hanger...Oooo. What will happen next? 



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Thanks to my lovely editor, I wouldn't have been able to have this as polished without you. Also, a big thanks for all the great feedback on my little Drama. I know this chapter may start off a bit sad, but stick with it and you'll find a nice little surprise at the end. ;) 

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Chapter 4 

10 years later 

I walked into the pub and sighed as I saw the crowd. It was going to be another long night at work. I had just finished helping Rob on the farm all day to only come serve a bunch of ruffians, who enjoyed teasing me immensely. Somehow I doubted there would be much teasing tonight, as tomorrow was my father's funeral. 

I made my way over to the bar and prepared to cross the threshold onto the serving side when a pair of strong hands stopped me. 

"What do you think you're doing here?" the gruff voice said behind me. It was Boris the pub's owner. I would recognise that deep strong voice anywhere. 

He released me and I turned around to face his heavy set build. "I'm working that's what I'm doing here," I responded. 

He gave me a grave look. "You're not working tonight, or tomorrow night, or the rest of the week for that matter. I want you to take as much time as you need." 

I had heard this so many times throughout the past couple of months. I have been taking on too many things at once; I was going to wear myself thin, blah, blah, blah! What else did they expect me to do? I had to take care of my family and then I also had my own expenses to take care off. 

"I'm fine," I said defiantly. 

"You're not fine." He gave me a once over shaking his head. "You're almost as thin as a rake. If you don't slow down, I'm going to have no choice but to fire you." 

I was shocked, he couldn't fire me. I needed this job. "You can't do that Boris. You know I need this job." 

"I can do whatever I bloody hell want to do. This is my pub and if you don't start to learn how to take care of yourself, you're going to end up getting sick as well." My mouth was hanging open, he had never spoke this frankly with me before and he had certainly never made such an inside inference about my parents getting sick before. He must have been really worried. 

"Ok," I said, looking him dead in the eyes. "But, that was a low blow and you know it. Plus I expect my job to be here next Thursday." 

"I only do it because I care." He looked at me empathetically. "You know I could never fire you, the customers would cull me," he said with a half smile on his big face. 

I wacked him on the shoulder. "You're such a big meanie." I slid past him. "See you tomorrow," I said leaving. He just nodded and went back to work. 

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As I drove home from my little stint at the pub I couldn't stop the flow of thoughts coming to me. 

It was my father's funeral tomorrow. He had died of bowl cancer last week. He had been battling it for about six months and he lost all hope last month when mum was diagnosed with breast cancer. He just stopped fighting and we all knew it would only be a matter of time before he left us. I guess that's why I wasn't as sad as people thought I should be. I had had time to prepare for his death and to tell you the truth I didn't think about it that much. What I now thought about was how our family's farm was going to stay afloat and how to take care of all dad's old medical bills and mum's ever growing ones. My brain had officially turned into a calculator and I had no room for emotions. 

I wasn't alone though. Rob was still living at home working on the farm and trying to take care of mum, even though she insisted she didn't need any help. Brad also helped where he could, but he had a young family of his own and he had his own troubles. So, it was mainly Rob and me, like always. 

I drove into the driveway of my small cottage. Well actually it was Grace and Anna's old cottage. When Anna had left, two years later Grace had followed her daughter, as she couldn't stand the separation. Me being a naïve twenty year old, I couldn't stand to see the cottage taken up by some other family, so I bought it from Grace. At that time I was already working part-time at the pub and going to university in the next town over. So, suffice it to say, it was a struggle trying to make mortgage repayments on my cottage. There was a few times when I thought I was going to lose it, but Rob, seeing me struggling, helped me with the repayments. 

I never got to a big university in the city like I had always dreamed of. When Anna left that last year of high school my grades flopped and there was no way I was getting a scholarship anywhere. So my only option was to go to the community university in the next town. I had ended up earning a Bachelor in English literature, which I still have no idea what I'm going to do with at twenty eight years of age. 

It had seemed ever since Anna had left, my life had gone down the crapper. We had stayed in contact after she left, like we both promised we'd do. But, once Grace left, Anna was finding it harder to make it down to see me, as she was so busy with her studies. It was too hard for both of us being able to talk to each other, but not physically be there for each other. So, gradually over time, about five years ago we stopped talking. It killed me that we couldn't be like we used to be, but the separation was taking its toll on both of us. I didn't want to think about that though, it was probably the only thing that actually got me emotional these days. I am in denial about my father being dead and my mother being sick, to me they are still safe and sound at home, not a scratch on their heads and Anna is the only person who actually causes me emotional pain. I can't imagine what it's going to feel like when I actually have to come to terms with my parents. I suspect it's not going to be pretty. 

I parked my rusting 1963 Mini Cooper in the driveway and set off to get some sleep in my little cottage. It was going to be a big day tomorrow. 

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It was nine o'clock and I was at the funeral early, helping with the preparations. The job of funeral director sort of fell on my shoulders, as mum couldn't cope with the stress of the preparations and Rob had his hands full on the farm. I liked doing it though, as it gave me something to do. Not that I liked the thought of burying my father, I disconnected from the fact that it was his funeral; otherwise I could probably not cope also. I just thought of it as another job, maybe I could start a business as a funeral director. 

The funeral started at ten, so people started to gradually arrive after nine-thirty. I stood by the door to the church and greeted the guests with a fake smile. They all mentioned how strong I was for doing this all by myself, but my being strong had nothing to do with it. I was in denial. To me dad was still alive. 

We had fifteen minutes before the funeral was to start when I saw mum and Rob making their way up the footpath to the church. Brad and his family had already arrived a few minutes ago, so all the family was here. 

My fake smile turned into a real one when Rob came up the steps and swept me into a big bear hug. "Sorry, we couldn't be here sooner," he whispered than kissed me on the forehead. 

"That's ok," I replied as he put me down. No doubt he would have been sooner, but by the looks of mum's pale figure beside him I could tell she wasn't feeling very well. If this wasn't her husband's funeral I would have made her go back home and rest, but she needed this time to help her grieve. 

I took her frail body into my arms and gave her a kiss on the cheek. "I love you, mummy," I told her.

"I love you to baby," she said in a soft voice. "Thanks for all your hard work," she croaked out. It was hard for her to talk about dad's death, so this day was going to be an especially tough one for her. 

I felt Rob touch my arm and I faced him. "Why don't you take mum inside and I'll greet the rest of the guests," he said, trying to smile. 

"You don't have to Rob, I've got it covered." I still had one arm around mum as we talked, I was afraid she would buckle over if she didn't have someone to help her stand. 

"No you've already done enough. Don't fight me on this Viv, I want to do something."

I sighed and kissed his cheek. "Thanks Rob." I understood that he needed to do this, so I let him. I just needed to find something else to keep me preoccupied.

I walked mum slowly into the church, where everyone told us what a great man my father was and how they were going to miss him. I just nodded and thanked them, not really listening. 

We eventually made our way to the front seats, where I sat mum down next to one of dad's best friends. I knew she'd be comforted by him, since I wasn't planning on sitting down just yet. I decided instead to go check on the Priest. I told mum as such and without much complaint from her I made my way over to where the Priest was talking with a few older ladies near the back of the church. 

Before I could make my way over to the Priest though a tall, solid body appeared in front of me. I looked up at a pair of deep grey eyes. But before I could say anything Jay asked in a kind voice, "Hey how are you doing baby?" 

Jay was a regular at the pub. I saw him every night I went to work when he had finished his shift. Like me, Jay had stayed in town. He only left when he had to do his police training, but as soon as he had graduated he was back working at the local police station here. 

He still had the same amazing body he had when we were in high school, only a whole lot more solid, if that was possible. When I asked him how he got his body looking so good he just laughed at me and said it was because he had to keep fit if he was going to keep up with me in the sack. 

When dad was diagnosed with cancer I hadn't known how to deal, well I still wasn't dealing with it. But, all I wanted to do was forget and the only way I could think of to help me forget was to have sex. So, when Jay came into the bar as usual, I asked him to fuck me. No teasing, no innuendoes, just straight to the point. He thought I was joking at first. I couldn't blame him, all we did was fight, but if our heated conversations where anything to go by I could just imagine the hot sex we could have. So, I told him to meet me at my cottage that night, where he got a pleasant surprise. I fucked his brains out. 

Ever since then, after everyone of my night pub shifts Jay and I went back to my place and fucked like bunnies, but that's all. I had made it perfectly clear to him that all I wanted to do was fuck. 

"I'm fine and I'm not your baby," I said in a hushed voice, as I stared up at his six foot two frame. Compared to me he was a giant. 

Jay looked a bit hurt, but he immediately covered it with his cocky grin. "Well aren't we a little touchy." 

I ignored his comment and looked around his frame to see if the Priest was still there when I spotted someone I'd never expected to see. I quickly pulled my head back. Thank-god Jay was double my size. Otherwise I may not have been as well hidden. 

Jay must've seen the shock on my face as he reached out for my hand and asked again if I was alright. 

I looked up his sexy body and realised what I needed to make everything all better. "I would feel so much better if I had your nice big cock in my pussy," I whispered mischievously up at him. 

Now he was shocked. "Viv it's your father's funeral, I don't think that's such a good idea." 

"I know it's my father's funeral and we have ten minutes before it starts, so if you want to get laid you'd better follow me. Otherwise I'll just have to satisfy myself with my fingers." I turned my back to him and walked over to the side of the church where a door was located that led to the Priest's offices. 

I knew he would follow me. I knew Jay too well. I just hoped that she didn't see me. 

I slipped through the wooden door and gently shut it behind me. I didn't have to wait very long before the door opened again and Jay slid through. 

I took his strong hand and pulled him to the closest door. I knocked on it a few times to make sure no one was in there and I heard no voice from the other side, so I grasped the handle and pulled open the door to reveal a darkened study. I pulled Jay in behind me. 

I let go of his hand and walked over to the desk situated at the back of the room and sat on top of it. "What are you waiting for, Jay?" 

A massive smile spread over his face. "I'm just admiring the view." 

I couldn't help but smile at that. "Well we only have about eight minutes left, so if you still want to fuck me then you better get over here." 

Jay wasted no time and was kissing me before I could blink. 

I locked my legs around Jay's hips, as our tongues explored each other's mouths. I could feel Jay's massive hard-on and ground my pussy against it. 

Jay released me from our kiss and gave me a naughty smile. He pulled my black knee-length dress up around my waist. He still had that naughty smile on his handsome face as he ran a finger along my panty clad pussy. "No messing around Jay. Just fuck me," I said, shivering from his mischievous fingers. 

"Whatever you want baby," Jay replied, laying our bodies further onto the desk. 

I locked my arms around Jay's neck as he unzipped his fly. I noticed he wasn't wearing any underwear as his hard cock sprung out of his black dress pants. 

That hard cock wasn't out very long though. Jay roughly moved my black lace panties aside and without much warning shoved his cock inside my pussy. 

"Five minutes," I breathed out, through the breath I was holding. My heart was already beating a million miles a minute. I loved sex under pressure. It always made my adrenaline pump. 

Jay looked at me confused, and then a light seemed to go off, as he gave me another one of his cocky grins. "Well....we....better....get....started....then," Jay said, emphasising each word with a strong, deep stroke of his cock in my pussy. 

I could feel the heat building in my pussy as Jay got faster and harder with his strokes. 

My hands were locked firmly around Jay's neck as he pounded into me and through the heavy panting of both us I could hear the heavy wooden desk scraping across the ground. 

Jay and I had set a heart-pounding pace and I slowly began to clench my pussy walls around his cock. 

We were both slowly starting to melt in ecstasy. If Jay kept up this pace I would be a goner. 

I was panting against Jay's neck, when I heard him say my name. I looked up at him. "I love you, Vivian," he panted out. 

I was completely shocked for the second time that day. Jay had never said he had loved me before, but before I could say anything we both came in moans of bliss. 

We both lay on the desk for a while not saying anything, until Jay pulled out of me. I released my hands from around Jay's neck while he straightened his body. I continued to lie on the desk and looked up at the ceiling. 

"Viv," Jay said. 

I closed my eyes tight. I didn't want to have to deal with what Jay had to say. 

"Viv, will you please look at me." I did as he said and pulled my body up on the desk, straightening my dress along the way. "You don't have to say anything; I just needed you to know. I'm here for you," he continued. This was the first time Jay had ever been like this with me. We didn't talk about feelings. And what did he mean he loved me? 

I slid off the desk and pulled down my dress. I could feel our juices starting to run down my inner thigh, but I didn't care. I just had to get out of there. 

"I have to get back out there," I said, quickly walking around Jay, who had straightened his clothing as well. 

"Viv," I heard Jay say as I walked out the door, but I just ignored him. I already had too many things to deal with. I didn't need another thing, especially since I had to deal with Anna, who had unexpectedly shown up ten minutes earlier. 

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Yes Anna's back in town. Just wait till the next chapter when things between Anna and Vivian really start to heat up. 

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Have a fun day, Bec.



Confused Ch. 05



This one is for all the people who take the time to email, comment or vote on my little drama, without you writing this wouldn't have been as fun as it has been. XOXO 

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"Viv, you've already done so much. Let me take that?" Brad asked, as he came up behind me. I was holding a tray of mini cucumber sandwiches. We were having drinks and nibbles at the farm. The whole town seemed to be there. I was worried that there wouldn't be enough food and I was right, though their always seemed to be plenty of drinks. 

"I'm fine Brad. Go be with your family." I pointed at Brad's wife and kids across the lawn. 

"You are my family." He was not backing down, as he took the tray out of my hands. "Go have a lie down sis, you need it." I knew I looked tired and as Brad mentioned having a lie down I immediately felt sleepy. If only I had a fairy godmother to put me asleep until prince charming could kiss me awake and we could live happily ever after. But, since that was unlikely to happen I would take the opportunity to have a nap. 

I made my way around the various people to the house, carefully trying to avoid all conversation. I made it to the house without any transgressions. I breathed out a sigh of relief and slipped through the back door into the house. 

What I didn't expect was to run into a very familiar solid body as I entered the house. "Jay," I gasped, placing my hands in front of me. 

"Whoa, sorry." Jay grabbed my hands to keep me steady. 

"Jay can you let my...," I said looking down at my hands that he had in a firm grasp. 

"Oh right of course." He let go of them slowly. His grey eyes bore into mine keeping me in place as he began to speak. "Can we talk Viv?" 

I immediately snapped myself away from those eyes as he spoke. Wasn't it the girl who usually wanted to talk? I had no intentions of talking in the immediate future; all I wanted to do was sleep. 

Sideling past him I yawned out, "Can we talk another time Jay, I was just going to take a nap."

I could see the compassion in his eyes from everything I had been through in the past year. "Sure go take your nap, we can talk another time." Then stepping closer to me he gave me a quick peck on the lips, before going outside with the rest of the people. 

I was really hoping Jays talk didn't involve anything about his 'new' feelings for me. Well as far as I was concerned they were new, he had never mentioned he had loved me before. 

Sighing I slowly made my way up the stairs to the second floor, where my old room was located. When I walked into my room I was careful to sidestep a few boxes next to my bed. Besides the fact that my old bedroom had become a storage room, it was still pretty much the same as I had left it all those years ago. 

A smile spread across my face at the familiarity of it all. The same oak desk that I had spent many an hour at, carving words and pictures into, a few of those words happened to do a lot with Anna. I pushed that thought to the back of my mind, dealing with my emotions wasn't the objective, sleeping was. 

Then I looked at my big comfy queen size bed. I quickly zig-sawed through the rest of the boxes and flopped down on the big fluffy flowery comforter. Closing my eyes I was ready to sleep the sleep of the dead, when I felt the bed dip next to me. 

I presumed it had to be mum, since she was also supposed to be in bed resting, after her tough day. So, I kept my eyes closed and was content to drift off to sleep. 

Her hand came up and lightly swept a few strands of hair from my face. Then I felt the bed sink in more as she bent down to place a kiss on my forehead, but when she said 'I love you,' it wasn't mum's voice. It was Anna's. 

My eyes flew open. I was so surprised to see her here. I managed to avoid Anna all day with success, which was a hard feat as I knew she was looking for me. But, Anna had finally found me. 

Her sky blue eyes locked onto mine and she seemed to be in as much shock as me. Obviously she expected me to be asleep. I pushed myself up into a sitting position on the bed, so we were more level with each other. Anna's hand went back up to my hair that was no longer long, but chin length and placed a few misplaced strands behind my ear.

I couldn't help but lean into her touch. I had missed her so much. 

Slowly my eye's travelled along her body. She was still the same Anna, but older, though the years just seemed to make her look more sophisticated and beautiful. She was wearing a casual black silk dress, that went a little beyond the knee. It glided perfectly over her every curve, so I could see just how fit and toned she had kept herself. She still had amazing breasts, that were plainly visible. The only thing that had seemed to change about her body was her tan. It looked like it had faded a bit, which was to be expected as I couldn't imagine her spending that much time outside, with her job and studies keeping her busy. 

My eyes glided up her perfect heart face, lingering on her kissable pink lips and back to her eyes, that were full with love and lust as I looked her over. She had seemed to be doing the same as me, but looking over my body. 

Her arm slowly came up to my face and the lust left her eyes as she traced the dark circles that had formed under my eyes, from my lack of sleep. Her pink lips turned into a frown as she looked at me. I'm guessing she just realized how poorly I was caring for myself.

"How are you love?" Anna asked with so much compassion and love for me. Though she probably knew the answer I could tell she still had the need to ask anyway. But, for me it was the straw that finally broke the camel's back. Everything that had happened over the past six months came up in an emotional torrent. It was like Anna had taken my heart with her when she had left and now that she was back, I could finally feel again. 

My eyes watered over and my breathing became ragged. Anna grabbed a hold of me and squished me into a tight hug, whispering soft 'shh's' and 'it will be alrights'. My father was dead and my mother was sick. How did I miss those two important points in my life before? But, I seemed to make up for all the emotional turmoil now, as I clung on to Anna for dear life. 

I cried into Anna's neck for what seemed like hours. When my sobs had turned into sniffles, Anna gently untangled me from her arms so she could look at my face. I didn't expect her to do what she did next, but slowly she inched her face into mine. Her face was perfectly calm, while mine was in a bit of shock as she pressed her lips into mine and gave me a gentle kiss. 

She pulled back and looked carefully into my eyes to gauge my emotions. She had definitely succeeded in getting my mind off my emotional hurt. Now all I could think about were her tender lips. 

I carefully touched my fingers to my lips as if I could catch some residual of her and she gave me a wicked grin, as she realised what I was doing. 

This time she moved a lot faster towards my lips, practically pouncing on me. Our lips met in a mash, as we fell backward onto the bed. She kissed me fervently, trying to make up for lost time. Then abruptly she pulled back. 

She placed her hand lightly on my cheek and closed her eyes, whispering something to herself. Then those dazzling blue eyes opened again with tears in them. "I'm so sorry, Viv. I should have been back years ago. I should have never broken contact with you. It's all my fault. I just wish..." she said, as I placed a finger to her lips midstream. 

"If anything it's my fault I should have called you years ago." I didn't want Anna to blame herself for something I had done. It was me who suggested to stop calling and seeing each other because of the long distance emotional strain. Anna just went along because she knew it was what I wanted. We would do anything for each other, but sometimes that was not always a good thing. 

Anna ran both her hands through her blonde locks. "No we have to stop this, we can't blame ourselves. If we keep up like this then we'll just keep fighting about whose fault it was and I don't want to fight with you, love. I want to do other things with you," she ended, with the return of that wicked grin. She was right though, we couldn't keep blaming ourselves. We had to forget about the past and live in the right now, which was looking quite appealing. 

This time I was the one who went for Anna. I pulled her face gently towards mine and kissed her how she had first kissed me before; sweetly and tenderly. I was no longer confused about my feelings for Anna. I wanted her. I never wanted to ignore her again. I still had no idea how I had managed to ignore her the whole day.

It took me ten years to figure out that I really needed and wanted Anna, but later was better than never. 

My tender kiss ended as Anna assaulted my mouth with her sweet pink tongue. I glided my hands up under her black dress, along her silky smooth thighs and to her perfectly pert ass. She groaned in my mouth when I gave it a tight squeeze. 

We eventually pulled apart panting. "So, you're not tired anymore," Anna said looking at me with lust ridden eyes. 

"No definitely not tired," I replied, continuing to flex my fingers around Anna's round ass. Anna's body was moving up and down to my squeezes. This would be my first time with a woman. When Anna had left I had not really felt the same pull towards other women like I felt toward Anna, so I made do with a few boyfriends over the years and of course Jay. But, now that Anna was back I could finally have her. I smiled up at her glowing face and couldn't wait for what she had in store for me. 

Upon seeing my smile Anna moved her face down to mine, giving my ear a quick nip before saying, "I'm going to make you beg for mercy." She pulled back up giving me another wicked grin and my tummy did a little flop. 

Leaving me lying on the bed, Anna stood at the base and slipped her dress off, revealing a set of matching black lacy underwear. She looked amazing with not an ounce of fat on her tight body. Before I knew it though she had stripped off her sexy underwear and was standing in front of me completely naked. 

I gasped at her beautiful body and slid down the bed so I was sitting in front of her. Her pussy was utterly hairless as I came eye to eye with it. My breathing came hard and fast as I stared at it and all I wanted to do was taste it. 

Anna grabbed one of my hands and put it on her waist. I looked up at her lusty blue eyes, which started to close as I moved my other hand to cup her wet pussy. I didn't need any more encouragement from her, moving her body closer to mine and hooking my heels around her legs. 

I slowly fluttered my hand along her pussy lips. Anna let escape a moan, as I moved my finger through her lips and found her sweet hole. Teasingly I rubbed her there for awhile, before moving back up to her already swollen clit. She placed her hands roughly on my shoulders to keep steady as I slowly and steadily rubbed her tender little bud. 

Anna was heaving and gasping as I gathered she was coming closer to climaxing, but I didn't want her to come just yet. So, I eased up on my rubbing. Anna started whimpering her disapproval and I gave her one of those wicked grins she so loved to use on me. 

"I want you on the bed," I heaved out. Anna gave me a quizzical look then quickly did as she was told, after I unhooked her from my legs. I wanted to make her beg for mercy first. 

After Anna took her position on the bed I got up and stripped for her, just like she had stripped for me. When I had finished slowly and painstakingly stripping my clothes I looked up at Anna, lying on the bed. She gave me a hot once over, making sure to linger on my most private parts. Unlike her my pussy wasn't completely nude, as it still had a small strip of brown hair. 

As Anna's eyes slowly seared heat into my already smouldering body, I couldn't take it anymore and flung myself onto the bed. 

Anna put her hands out to grab me and we fell back onto the bed together. "Hey," Anna said as our eyes locked hold on each others. 

"Hey," I replied back, as I slowly ran my hand over her blushing cheek. "I missed you so much."

Before I would let her say she missed me too, which I could just tell was poised on her perfect pink lips, I swooped down and kissed her passionately, making sure to taste every inch of her mouth. 

We both moaned and our bodies squirmed. Slowly I backed off, trailing little kisses and licks down Anna's chin, neck and nipples. Her nipples got harder every second as I spent nibbling and sucking them. Anna couldn't stand my torture and grasped her hands onto my short locks. 

My pussy was thundering for her to give it attention, but all I could focus on was holding Anna's perfect breasts in my hands, which I had so admired when we were young. 

"Please," Anna whispered and I looked up at her lust filled face looking back at me. "Please make me cum, Viv," she managed to get out through her heavy breathing. 

I nodded at her request and made my way down her soft, smooth body to her hairless pussy. She was dripping wet as I arrived. The smell was heady and all I wanted to do was taste those sweet juices. So, slowly I gave her pussy one long lick, making sure to get as much of her sweet tasting juices as I could. 

"Oh please Viv, do it again," Anna moaned out. I was happy to do just that as I set a steady pace licking her sweet pussy. Though I had never done this before I knew what I liked and tried to apply that to Anna, and by her moaning and groaning I could tell that I was doing something right. 

I could feel Anna's body clenching up even tighter and her hands on my head were practically dragging me up to her clit, which I had avoided. I could tell by the signs Anna was about to cum and I was happy to help, so without further adieu I latched onto her swollen clit and sucked furiously. 

Anna came in a thrashing of limbs and little squeals of joy. I had a funny feeling she would have been much louder if we were alone in the house. 

After Anna's body went slack I lapped up the last of her precious juices, making sure not to leave a drop. 

I climbed up to Anna. Her eyes were closed and a broad smile was spread over her face. I leaned down and placed a kiss on her lips, leaving some of her juices there. Anna opened her eyes and whipped her tongue out to take a swipe at her juices. 

"Mmmm, my turn," Anna said in a husky voice. 

I shivered at the sound of her voice. Without warning Anna bounced on top of me, apparently all ready and rearing to go after her orgasm. Anna smiled at me wickedly and before I knew it she was headed south. 

I couldn't believe this was finally happening. Anna and I.... We could finally let everything go, without our lives or dreams getting in the way. 

My body was already beyond aroused, so as Anna finally made her way to my fiery pussy, I let out a sigh of relief. I could tell Anna had definitely done this before as she expertly licked and sucked me, letting her little tongue wiggle its way into my pussy hole. 

I was officially in heaven. My pussy was pulsing in excitement by the second and every time Anna's tongue came into contact with my clit I wanted to explode. 

My hands grabbed involuntarily onto the comforter either side of me, as I tried to push my pussy closer to Anna's face. 

My breathing was beyond laboured and I could no longer think, as Anna finally paid more attention on my clit and I burst under pressure. My pussy muscles kept contracting as I came and as my body started to settle down Anna slowly licked me clean. 

Anna climbed up the bed beside me as I said, "Wow that was amazing baby." 

Anna giggled. "Well I've definitely had time to practice for this." 

"I love you," I said through a yawn as my tiredness was starting to show again. 

"I know you do love, and I love you too. I think it's time you got some sleep," she replied seeing me yawn. 

I nodded my head in affirmation and she gave me one last smouldering kiss, which allowed me to taste my juices on her lips. 

"Mmmm." I licked my lips.

Anna giggled again. "Come on sleepy to bed with you."

We settled down into bed, Anna spooning me from behind. Everything finally seemed right with the world as I went to sleep with a big smile on my face. 

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