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Closer Than You Think Ch. 01

By: loveyou18



I awoke suddenly in my bed to the sound of my shuffled music playing fainty. I looked around my room. I'm not under my covers, my phone is still in my hand, and my light is turned off. I don't even remember falling asleep... What time is it anyways? 

I rubbed my eyes to kill the blurry vision. Once my vision was brought back, I looked down to my phone. 

4:37AM. 

I placed my phone back on my night table. I must have showered, went on my phone for a bit then just completely fell asleep without any further actions. 

Me and my friend Lizzy had gotten back from our little getaway just yesterday afternoon. It's Sunday now. I had an amazing time with her... We had a good talk and a good time in that hotel room... She just makes me feel so comfortable with myself. A few months ago, I felt the complete opposite. 

But when I'm with Lizzy, everything changes. 

Could I say I'm falling for her? I'm not sure right now... She's been my best friend for pretty much my entire life... I've had thoughts about doing things with a girl, but I never thought it would be with Lizzy and I never thought about feelings coming along with it... 

I was brought away from my train of thought as my phone lit up my room with a text. I sat up and picked up my phone, dimming my eyes due to the brightness. 

It was Lizzy. I guess she's awake too...

'Heyy, not sure if you're awake. I'm sorry for telling you how I felt... You're my best friend and I have to accept that.. I shouldn't have ever touched you that night at your house... What have I done?..'

My heart sank as I read her text. I'm not going to lie, I really do love this physical bond with her... I do care deeply for her.. What if this really has messed up our friendship? And we can't turn back... The things that have happened between us now are permanent, no one can ever erase them. 

And I wouldn't want them to either...

'Lizzy please stop over thinking things... Like I said, we will just take one day at a time... If we run into problems, we will work it out... You mean too much to me to just throw away because of our sexual encounters... Because we have seen each other naked... I don't want to lose you.. This can work..'

Minutes later, I received another text from her. 

'You make me feel so good Katie... God I wish you were here right now... Maybe we've grown feelings and maybe we haven't... But just being with you in this new way feels so damn right. It's like putting a puzzle together and all the pieces fit percfectly... I just love our bodies together, coming together as one. Your taste, your scent, your touch, everything about you... I've grown a sense of love towards it... And it just completes me...'

My fingers hovered over the keyboard of my phone as I read her text over and over... I am lost for words right now...

Another text popped up from her once again seconds later. 

'Mmmm I want you here right now. I want to be in my most favourite place right now, and that's right in between your thighs. Kissing you, rubbing you, right before I move down your beautiful figure and eat the life out of you... Mmm you taste soo good...' 

Needless to say, I was wet. Already soaked. I needed her here...

'Lizzy...'

Seconds later, she replied.

'Mmmm I want my lips around your gorgeous clit right now. I need your taste...'

That's it. I need her here. 

'Mmmmm... Get. Here. Now.'

'On my way'

I put my phone down again and awaited her. It's almost 5AM but I don't care right now. Thankfully we live in a one story house, so she can just come in through my window and not the front door. We can do this without anyone knowing.

That is, if I keep my moans in control. 

Moments later, I saw headlights pull up to the side of the dark road. They shined right through my window for a few seconds before they slowly disappeared and it was blackness once again. 

I saw her silhouette outside my window. I reached down and unlocked my window, opening it wide so she can hop inside. 

She grabbed a hold of the window pane, lifting herself and hopping inside.

'Lizzy I...'

She cut me off with a kiss. Her perfectly carved lips melted directly into mine. Even just kissing her felt amazing. My best friend of 13 years was the one that could make me feel like this?

How could that be?...

She was tugging on my shirt now, twisting her hand deep into the fabric, pulling it down, revealing my chest. 

That was such a turn on. 

She started walking against me, guiding me to my bed. She softly pushed me onto the bed, hovering over me, just the way I liked it. 

She pinned my hands over my head, leaning down to kiss my open neck. 

'Damn you are so sexy,' she said as she started to kiss my shoulder now. 

'Mmmm...' I moaned gently. 

'Shit I love your moans...' she said as she slowly let go of my wrists, bringing her hand down and sliding it in my pants and into my panties. 

I gasped. She's so good. 

Her delicate fingers began to rub me. Softly and slowly. And I loved every ounce of it. 

'Mmmm Lizzy I love when you rub me..' I moaned, locking my arms around her neck. 

'I love rubbing you... You're so wet... It's so sexy...' she said as she began to kiss down my chest now. 

She then began to hook her fingers in the waistline of my pants and panties, and she dragged them down my legs. 

My pants and panties hit the floor. 

'Sit up baby,' she said, removing her own pants and panties.

I sat up, prompting myself on my arms. 

'I'm going to sit up against the wall that's touching your bed, and I'm going to bend both of my knees, and you're going to ride my leg, okay sweetie?' she asked. 

I nodded. Yes please. 

She crawled to the wall touching my bed and sat up against it, just like she said she would. She bent both of her knees, and softly began to grab my hips. 

'Hop on sweetie,' she said. 

I placed my legs on either side of her, and sat down on her right leg. I moaned at the contact. 

'Mmmm I love the feel of your wetness on my leg... My gosh it's so sexy...' she said. 

I moaned, lifting my head up to kiss her neck. 

'Mmmm... Now... Start to slowly move your hips up against my leg...' she instructed. 

I let my hips take the lead. I started to slowly move them back and forth on her leg. 

'Mmmm...' I moaned as I buried my face into her shoulder to silence my moans. 

She held my hips steadily. 'How's that feel baby?' she asked. 

My hips started to buck and grind harder on her leg. 'Mmmm it feels so good... Your leg feels so good...' I moaned. 

'Mmm yeah? Your little clit feels so good on my leg...' she said as she kissed my shoulder. 

'Mmmm Lizzy... Shit that feels so good...' I moaned as I began to grind faster against her steady leg. 

'Mmm yeah? How good?' she asked, still holding my hips and moving them faster up against her. 

'Soooo good...' I moaned. 

She removed one hand from my hip, and slid it down to rub my clit slowly. 

'Ugh! Oh my gosh Lizzy!' I moaned into her shoulder. 

'You like that?' she asked. 

'Mmmm yes! Please... Keep rubbing my clit while I move on your leg!' I moaned aloud. 

'Mmmm I will baby...' she said as her fingers slowly and steadily rubbed at my clit. 

I began to move my hips even faster against her leg and her hand. My gosh this felt amazing. 

'Mmmmm Lizzy keep going... I'm going to cum!' I moaned as I still moved heavily against the bare skin on her leg, thrusting my hips inwards on her. 

She rubbed my clit a little bit faster, rubbing it steadily with her amazing fingers. 

'Mmmmm yes yes! Just like that... Oh please don't stop please...' I begged. 

She still rubbed my clit steadily. 'I won't baby...' she said as she continued. 

My hip rhythm started to break as I came closer and closer. My stomach turned to warn me I was so close, and my clit began to throb.

'Mmmmm yes yes I'm cumming!' I moaned aloud, biting her shoulder gently. 

'Mmmm...' she said as she still rubbed my clit and while I still ride out my orgasm on her leg. 

'Mmmmmm my gosh... That feels sooo good...' I moaned as I started to slow down my hip movements and she stopped rubbing my clit. My orgasm was washing through every inch of my body right now. Starting from my clit, the feeling spread to my stomach, my legs, my chest, my arms, everywhere. And it felt so damn good..

'Mmmm...' I moaned as I enjoyed the feeling of my orgasm wash over me. Lizzy sat there holding me, knowing I was in pure bliss. 

After a few moments, she helped me off her hip and I sat in front of her. 

'Lizzy... My gosh... That felt amazing...' I said.

She smiled. 'Well, I'm glad it did,' she said. 

I smiled. But she needed to be paid back for that. 

I pulled her in and kissed her lips, devouring her perfect lips into mine. 

She moaned into my mouth, making me only want to taste her even more. 

I moved my hand down her stomach, and gently cupped her, moving my palm up and down against her. 

'Ughhh...' she parted her lips on mine, letting out a moan. 

'You like that?' I asked her, still rubbing my palm up against her. 

'Mmm yes...' she said as she softly bucked her hips up against my hand. 

'Mmmm I want to taste you...' I said, kissing my way down her body.

'Oh Katie - you don't have to if you don't-'

'Shh... I want to...' I said. 

She smiled and moaned once again as I kissed in between her thighs now.

I looked deep into her eyes as I kissed her thighs, rubbing my hands along her sides. 

She giggled and moaned at the same time. 

'My gosh Katie you drive me crazy...' she said, smiling down at me. 

I smiled. 'Not nearly as close to how crazy you drive me...' I said.

She smiled and moaned, holding herself up on her bent elbows, leaning her head back. 

I placed her legs on my shoulders, and placed my palms flat on her hips. 

'Mmmm Katie I want to feel you eat me out..' she said. 

'Yeah?' I asked. 

'Mhmm...' she moaned. 

I waisted no time after that and glided my tongue along her long slit, doing that repeatedly up and down multiple times. 

She gripped my bedsheets. 'Mmmm your tongue feels so damn good!' she moaned aggressively through clenched teeth. 

'Yeah? You like my tongue?' I asked. 

'I love it,' she said. 

I let my tongue slide in between her lips, moving my tongue slowly up and down. 

'Shit Katie!' she moaned, gripping my hair as she thrusted her hips up against my mouth. 

'Mmmm you taste so good...' I moaned as I spoke inside of her. 

'Mmmm!' she moaned as she bit her lip and ran a fist through her long and beautiful hair. 

I moved my tongue up so it met her clit. I swirled my tongue gently and slowly around her clit.

'Agh shit Katie yes just like that!' she moaned aloud. 

I continued to slowly tongue her clit. I then added two of my fingers inside of her. 

'Ugh yes yes! Please finger me while you lick my clit!' she moaned. 

'I will baby...' I moaned as I began to gently suck her clit and move my fingers in and out of her slowly. 

'Katie that feels sooo good...' she moaned. 

I sucked at her clit and began to thrust my fingers faster into her.

'Mmmmm Katie don't stop! Keep going, just like that!' she moaned, tugging my hair harder now. 

'Mmmhm..' I moaned inside of her as I moved my fingers faster and still gently sucked at her clit. 

She started to squirm. 'Ugh! Ugh! Katie I'm cumming!' she moaned aloud as her orgasm took over her entire body. 

I moaned within her as her orgasm flushed through her body. I began to kiss up her body, meeting her face with mine once again. 

Her breathing was rapid, and she opened her eyes suddenly and held my face in her hands. 

I took this moment to realize. I took this moment to understand,

That I was starting to fall for my best friend.

Closer Than You Think Ch. 02



I awoke calmly in my bed. Dawn was just starting to begin, my window is still open, bringing in a nice summer morning breeze. 

I looked down to my side. Lizzy's back was turned against me, and I saw her body moving up and down in a gentle rhythm as she was in deep sleep. 

She never left. 

I pressed my body up against her back, remembering that it was only Sunday. School is tomorrow.

I wrapped my arms around her. My arms fit so perfectly around her. I placed my chin in the crook of her neck. My chin fits perfectly there too. 

She slowly woke up, making little moans as she stretched her legs out from the sleep. 

'Good morning,' I said, placing a kiss to her neck. 

She rubbed her eyes and turned her neck so our faces met.

She smiled sheepishly, still coming out of sleep mode, and pressed a kiss to my lips. 

'Good morning,' she said back to me. 

'Did you sleep well?' I asked, gripping her tighter against me. 

'I did... One of the best sleeps.. How about you?' she asked. 

'It was great,' I said, planting another kiss to her neck.

'Mmm Katie you know what those do to me,' she said, closing her eyes once again. 

'I know what what does to you Lizzy?' I asked, clearly knowing what she was already referring to. 

Neck kisses. 

I continued to let my lips travel up and down her neck, finding her sweet spot, and kissing it repeatedly. 

'Mmm that feels so good...' she moaned.

'Yeah? You like that?' I asked. 

'Mhmm...'

I reached under the covers and slid my hand down to her already soaked slit, running my fingers along her slit, tracing her. 

She immediately pulled the blankets up to her mouth and she moaned inside the blanket, muffling her own moans. 

'You like that?' I asked, rubbing her with my fingers. 

She removed the blanket only a little bit away from her mouth, still holding it cautiously and closely to her mouth. 

'Ye-yes... Please... Make me cum with your fingers...' she said. 

I moved my hand up and brushed my fingertips over her clit, and she moaned loudly in the blankets once again. 

'Like that?' I asked, kissing her shoulder. 

'Mhmm yes... Just like that... Oh please don't stop...' she said. 

'You know I won't sweetie..' I said, as I continued to rub her clit slowly in circular motions with the pads of my fingers. 

'Mmmm shit that feels so good... Your fingers feel so good...' she moaned, gripping the sheets tightly in her palms. 

I brushed my lips along her ear. 

'Yeah? You like my fingers?' I asked, rubbing around her clit. 

'I love your fingers... Shit I'm going to cum soon!' she moaned aloud. 

'I want you to cum all over my fingers...' I said, rubbing her faster now. 

'Shit shit Katie yes just like that!' she moaned, pulling the blankets and covering her mouth with them once again. 

'Mmmm... Lizzy you are so sexy...' I moaned inside her ear. 

She gasped. 'Ohhh Katie I'm cumming!' she moaned loudly as her orgasm struck her body. 

I felt her warm juices coat my fingers generously, and I ran my fingers up and down her soaked slit, removing my fingers to allow her to enjoy the feeling that she was experiencing right now. 

She let loud moans slip from her mouth as her orgasm flushed through her system. 

I kissed her shoulder soothingly to ease her body. 

Within a few minutes, she was able to catch her breath once again. 

She wrapped her arm clumsily around my neck, pulling me closer to her. 

'Shit that was amazing...' she said in my ear, still breathing heavily. 

I smiled, and kissed her cheek. 

We lay there for a few moments. Lizzy looked at her phone and saw that it was already 12:30PM. 

'Shit I have to go. I still haven't started that science lab,' she said as she removed the covers from her body, getting up and finding her clothes that were scattered around my bedroom floor. 

I got up after her and wrapped my bedsheets around my naked body. 

Lizzy put on her shirt and started to button it up. Next she grabbed her pants and panties and put them back on her beautiful body. 

'Well, thank you so much for coming over so early in the morning. Thank you for staying. Thank you for everything,' I said, looking down to my feet. 

Before I knew it, Lizzy was in front of me, holding my chin up so we made eye contact. 

'Katie, you never have to thank me for coming over, for staying, for anything. I love doing it,' she said. 

Her words made me smile. 

'Okay,' I said. 

She wasn't smiling anymore. She was now holding my face, looking ever so deeply into my eyes. This was a look I have never seen on Lizzy before. The look in her eyes made my mind wonder, and I couldn't help but ask. 

'Lizzy, are you alright?' I asked, feeling rather worried at the moment. 

She still kept that serious and unknown look on her face. 

'Oh my gosh...' she said, looking deep into my eyes, stroking my cheeks with her thumbs now. 

'What? Lizzy what? What's wrong?' I asked in a concerned manner. 

She was still looking deep into my eyes. 

'It... It was you all along... It was these eyes that I looked into whenever I was upset or hurting, and they made all my worries go away. It was these lips that talked to me when no one else would. It was these hands that comforted me when I felt alone... It was you... It was you all along, Katie,' she said, keeping the eye contact tight the entire time. 

My eyes started to tear up as hers did too. Right now, I have so much to say. But where on earth do I start? 

'Lizzy... I...' I tried to speak, but my lips trembled as the tears started to roll down my cheeks. 

She held my face a bit more tighter now, still looking at every inch of my eyes.

'But I can't have you... I just can't...' she said, breaking down into tears. She let go of my face as she turned around and grabbed her keys, lifting her body and exiting outside my window. 

'Lizzy no please wait... Please stay...' I said, running to the window, grabbing a hold of her hand. 'Please...' I said, crying harder now. 

Lizzy looked at me with a look once again I had never seen before. She lifted my hand to her lips and kissed it. 

'I have to go...' she said, letting go of my hand gently. She started for her car. 

'Lizzy please!' I begged. 

She didn't turn around. She just kept walking to her car, opening the door and getting into the drivers seat.

I watched as her car came to life, and it started to drive away, going farther and farther into the distance. 

I closed my window furiously, locking it back up, before I fell to my bed, crying in my pillow. 

Crying in my pillow because I love my best friend, and I know it can never happen...

*****

Please note that these characters are real and are actual real life best friends, but this story about them is completely fiction. 

Any further suggestions? How should this go? Any feedback is greatly appreciated! Thank you all so much and I appreciate your time!! xxxxxx

You are all beautiful and amazing. Don't ever forget that x



Closer Than You Think Ch. 03



Monday was here. With it only being the beginning of June, there's still a lot left to do in school. There's still tests, quizzes, essays, presentations. It's busy this time of year. 

It was rather cool outside today, so before I left, I grabbed my hoodie. My dad leaves for work an hour before me, and my mom leaves shortly after me. I kissed my mom's cheek, grabbing my bag and my smoothie and keys and headed out the door. 

I approached my car and unlocked it, opening it and getting inside. I took a quick sip of my smoothie before placing it in the cup holder and put the keys in their place, starting the vehicle. I will see Lizzy today. And we haven't texted each other since the night she came over to my house at 5AM. It's not awkward... It's just... Okay, maybe it is a little awkward... But I mean, this could change our lives. You'll never know the answer if you never ask... 

In this case, I'll never know what it's like to love Lizzy unless I let myself fall for her. And unless she falls for me, which to me, is quite impossible. How would that happen? 

I backed up off the driveway and began the route to my school. It was rainy and cold. Hopefully it's not awkward with Lizzy today... And no one else knows about this but me and her. So if me and her don't talk and our other friends ask us what's wrong and why we aren't talking, 

Well then... That will be an interesting explanation... 

I drove into the parking lot of my school, finding my usual spot then parking my car. I grabbed my almost finished smoothie and my school bag and got out, slamming the door before I hurried inside due to the heavy rain. 

I opened the front doors and made my way to my locker. My combination is always tricky, but I've had it for all four years. I unlocked it and took out my binders. My phone showed me that there was thirty more minutes until first class, which is religion, began. Religion is the only class I have with Lizzy this semester, and we always sit together.

Hopefully today won't be different. 

My one friend Meaghan approached me. 

'Hey Katie. How was your weekend?' Meaghan asked, welcoming me with a warm smile. 

'Hey,' I smiled. 'What was that you asked?' I asked her. 

'How was your weekend?' she repeated, giggling under her breath. 

'Oh, my weekend. Well... It was ugh... Great... And how was yours?' I asked. 

Meaghan examined me for a few seconds before she smiled with excitement, pushing my hair more out of the way with her hand. 

'Oh my gosh, what's on your neck? Is that a hickey?' she asked. 

Shit. 

Then I remembered the night me and Lizzy stayed at the hotel... She left a mark on my neck... And I never even thought to cover it up... 

'What mark?' I asked, acting completely oblivious. 

'There's a mark on your neck, and it's quite big,' Meaghan said, running her finger over it. I could feel the tenderness. 

I closed my locker and put my combination back on. 

'I have no idea what you're talking about,' I said, starting to walk the opposite way. 

Meaghan followed behind me, teasing me. 

'So what's his name? Where did you two meet?' she asked, putting her arm around me. 

Lizzy flashed through my mind... I thought about it... The way her perfect lips connected right to my neck, sucking it gently, biting it gently... Leaving her mark on me... 

'Are you alright Katie?' Meaghan asked. 

'I... I got to go... ' I said before I turned and started to go up the staircase. 

'Text me!' Meaghan yelled up to me. 

I walked off to religion class. It started in 15 minutes but I needed to get there early to see if I could talk to Lizzy and just straighten things out with her. She's been on my mind since. 

I walked into the class, only to see Johnny, Zack, Sean and Nathan sitting at their desks. I've also known these guys since we were young. 

'Hey guys, have you seen Lizzy yet?' I asked them, placing my books down. 

'Hey and nope, but some one definitely had a good weekend,' Nathan said, referring to my noticeable hickey. 

The other guys laughed, looking at my neck.

'So does he go to this school?' Johnny asked. 

'It's nothing guys. So you haven't seen her?' I asked again. 

'No, sorry,' Nathan said. 'But I'm still interested in who this guy is,' he added.

'Guys it was my hair straightener from this morning, I burned myself,' I said, pulling out my chair and sitting down. 

'Yeah, I've heard that one a few times before, and if you haven't noticed, your hair isn't even straight today. It's up in a bun and curly,' Nathan said, laughing as the other guys joined in laughing with him.

Shit.

Busted again. 

I moaned in annoyance and put my head down.

'Guys stop... ' I whined.

'Oh come on, we're only messing with you. Whoever the guy is, I'm sure you both had a good time,' Nathan said. 

'Mhmm... ' I groaned. 

'How about a head rub?' Nathan asked. 

'Those are good, or maybe a neck rub would be good to break up that hickey,' Johnny said, giggling with the guys. 

I rolled my eyes. They are always laughing with each other and all and that's fine, but they don't know what exactly happened to me... 

The bell to the start of first class rang and everyone hurried to their class. I still had my head down. I heard the chair beside me being pulled out, and being sat in.

My heart thumped faster. I know exactly who that is.

That's Lizzy. 

I lifted my head to see Lizzy sitting beside me. She was looking down at her lap, playing with her hands. I sat up and looked as the teacher walked to the front of the class. 

'Alright, good morning everyone. Hope everyone had a great weekend,' Mr. F said.

The guys giggled, looking over at me. 

I looked away from them, trying to focus on Mr. F. 

'Guys quiet please. Today we are starting the last unit. So if you could please take out your notebooks and pens that'd be great. We will be taking a note,' said Mr. F.

My elbow brushed up against Lizzy's as we both reached for our notebooks. Many heart leaped in my chest. 

My teacher turned on the projector and turned off the lights. The note appeared on the blackboard. 

'Okay, so if you could write from paragraph one to paragraph three please,' Mr. F said as he pointed out what to write down. 

Everyone started to right down the note.

Minutes into writing the note, I felt a grip on my thigh. 

I stopped writing immediately, looking down to my thigh, to see that familiar hand rested on my thigh. 

I looked beside me at Lizzy, and she was writing down the note; one hand writing, the other, on my thigh. 

My breathing automatically started to pace, and I tried writing down the rest of my note.

Lizzy rubbed my thigh soothingly up and down for a few moments.

I bit my lip, holding back a gentle moan. 

She then slipped her fingers inside my kilt, finding the waistband of my panties. 

I immediately jolted in my seat, trying to contain my sexual excitement. 

She slipped her fingers past the waistband and was met with my dripping slit, and she ran her fingers along me. 

'Mmmhm... ' I let out the moan that I had been trapping in my throat.

A few faces shot back at me, looking strangley at me.

I cleared my throat. 'Sorry, I was thinking of what I'm going to have for lunch. Mhmm macaroni salad... ' I faked a moan, but in reality, I was in pure bliss right now because of Lizzy's fingers.

I saw Lizzy smiling from the corner of my eye. 

I bit my lip even harder as she slipped her fingers into my hole and began to ease her fingers in and out of me slowly. 

I slouched in my chair, grabbing my binder and holding it close to my mouth. 

I moaned as quietly as I could into my binder. Lizzy started to finger me faster now.

She leaned over to whisper in my ear.

'Are you close?' she asked in my ear. 

I managed a nod. I was so close. 

She continued to finger me while she reached her other hand down and slipped it into my panties as well, rubbing my clit while her other hand fingered me. 

'Oh my gosh!' I yelled aloud. 

My teacher looked at me. 

'Something the matter Katie?' he asked as he looked away from his computer. 

'Umm... No sir, I just remembered that today isn't macaroni salad day, it's actually taco salad... ' I said, hoping it was believable. 

'Ah, right,' my teacher said as he looked back at his computer. 

I continued to bite my lip hard while Lizzy continued her amazing work. 

'I'm so close... ' I moaned. 

Again, those same faces shot back at me. 

'Ummm... So close to finishing this note!' I improvised. 

The faces turned back around, continuing their writing. 

Lizzy's fingers were moving uncontrollably now while her other hand rubbed around my clit. 

My orgasm hit my body suddenly, and I shook in my chair. My orgasm spread everywhere throughout my body... Feeling so damn good... 

'Ugh yes!' I yelled aloud. 

'Okay what's up with you?' asked Zack, turning around. 

'Ugh yes! I'm all done writing the note!' I exclaimed, secretly releasing my sexual relief. 

Zack shook his head, turning back around. 

I broke into a sweat as my orgasm still worked its way through my entire body.

Lizzy calmly removed her now glistening fingers, delicately placing them to her lips, and licking off my juices on her fingers. 

I watched her as she licked at her fingers. I tried to catch my breath. 

She finished off sucking her fingers, leaning over to my ear. 

'You taste so damn good... ' she said, quickly kissing my neck then returning to writing her note. 

I caught my breath as my heart rate started to slow down, and I looked at my paper that only had one word written down, plus today's date. 

I can't come anywhere close to concentrating now. 

Class ended and everyone packed up their binders and headed out. 

I lifted my head from my desk, noticing that Lizzy had already left. 

Guess I won't talk to her today... 

I got up slowly. I could still feel my orgasm in my body. The feeling was still there. 

I trembled out of my seat, clumsily grabbing my books and heading towards the door. 

I was walking down the hallway until I heard my name being called. I turned around to see Nathan fast walking down the hall behind me. 

'Hey Katie! Wait up!' Nathan yelled, holding out his hand. 

I stopped and waited for him. He came up beside me and we continued walking together. 

'What is it?' I asked. 

Nathan pulled me aside, holding onto my shoulder. 

'Nathan what is it?' I asked him, holding my binders close to my chest. 

'Well, first I wanted to apologize for teasing you about your hickey,' Nathan said.

'It's fine I don't care,' I said, turning to walk away. 

'No wait, I'm not done,' he said, grabbing my shoulder once again and turning me around.

'Yes?' I said impatiently. I didn't mean to be rude but I really needed to find Lizzy. 

'Well, as you may know, prom is just around the corner. And I was wondering... Would you be interested in going with me?' he asked. 

'Wow... Nathan... I wasn't expecting this... ' I said. 

'I know, but the truth is... Katie, I've had feelings for you for a long time now. And you have no idea how much courage it took me just to ask you to prom. I know we've been friends since we were kids but this could change our lives... Taking a shot together,' he explained. 

I opened my mouth to speak, but I was caught off when Nathan began to rub my arms up and down. 

'What do you say?' he asked. 

'Nathan... Can we talk about this later please? I need to think about this... ' I said, looking in his eyes.

'Yeah sure... I understand,' he said, placing his hands on my cheeks now. 

'Nathan... What are you doing?' I asked. 

'My gosh you're beautiful Katie... Can I please kiss you?' he asked, stroking my cheeks. 

'Nathan, I - '

I was silenced by Nathan's mouth as his lips were pressed up against mine. 

I spoke between the kiss. 

'Nathan... ' I said in his lips. 

He softly slid his mouth off my lips and began to kiss down my cheek and jawline, making his way down my neck.

'Mmm Nathan... Not here... ' I said, pulling away.

He pulled back. 

'I'm so sorry... I just... I've been wanting to do that for a while now... I'll text you later okay?' he asked. 

'Okay... ' I said, still trying to get over the shock.

He smiled gently at me before he turned around and went off to his next class. 

I stood there for a few moments, trying to process what just happened. 

I made my way to the nearest women's washroom. I walked in, placing my books by the sink. 

I turned around and gasped as I saw Lizzy standing by one of the stalls.

'How could you kiss him?' Lizzy asked, looking down.

'Lizzy, what are you talking about?' I asked.

'I saw it... You and Nathan kissing... ' she said, now looking into my eyes. 

'Lizzy... ' I started, but I honestly had no idea what to say. 

What have we done?... 

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Closer Than You Think Ch. 04



Chapter 4 ~ It's Complicated

The day came to an end. I walked out of last class only to be met with Nathan once again. 

Now, I didn't mention this, but in elementary, I had a massive crush on Nathan. I remember in grade 5 secretly writing him a note telling him that I liked him, and I placed it in his desk. He didn't think anything of it and I was a bit heartbroken, I was only ten years old at the time. But that was the year I left and changed schools. I didn't see Nathan for four years until I met him again in grade 9 and had a few classes here and there with him through out high school. 

'Hey,' Nathan said, pushing the hair out of my face.

'Hey Nathan. Look, I need to tell you something,' I said. 

'Sure. What is it? Is right here okay?' he asked. 

'Well, I'd much rather tell you somewhere more secluded,' I said.

'Sure. You can meet me at the basketball court after you're done packing up if you want,' he suggested. 

'I'll be there,' I smiled. 

He smiled back. 'Sounds good,' he said before he turned around and went off to his locker. 

I turned to the staircase and made my way down it to my locker. What do I tell him? 

Sorry Nathan, but I'm falling for Lizzy...

And he knows exactly who Lizzy is too... We all grew up together...

Small world, eh?

I reached my locker and quickly packed up my bag. Lizzy leaves early after religion because she has lunch and then spare, so she just usually goes home. 

Seeing her in the bathroom today though... I can't stop thinking about it... She ended up walking out...

No words said...

I closed my locker and placed my bag on my shoulder and headed outside to the basketball court. 

I saw Nathan running around the court, bouncing a ball in his hands before he jumped to shoot. 

I approached him quietly. 

'And he scores,' I said, giggling.

Nathan turned around, startled. 

He laughed, placing his hand over his chest. 

'I didn't even hear you coming,' he said. 

I smiled. 

He smiled back. 'Catch,' he said before he quickly passed the ball over to me. 

I surprisingly caught the ball. 

'Now what?' I asked, balancing the ball in one hand. 

He giggled. 'Shoot,' he said. 

'I don't know how to do that,' I said, giggling. 

'Here, I'll show you,' he said as he walked over to me, turning me around so I was facing the hoop. 

He stood gently behind me, sliding his arms around my waist so both me and him were holding the ball. 

I looked at our hands on the ball in front of me, and how they were slightly brushing. 

I smiled. 

He placed his chin in the crook of my neck, tilting the ball up towards the net. 

'Hold it like this, put your fingers right here,' he instructed. 

I did as he told, adjusting my fingers. 

'Perfect. Now, tilt your elbows and use all the force you have in your arms and elbows to shoot, and aim for the white line,' he added. 

I aimed at the white line, pushing with the force in my arms. He guided me through the shot and the ball flew in the net. 

My jaw dropped.

'No way!' I said. 

He giggled. 'Awesome shot,' he said as he tilted his chin down, burying his face in my shoulder, pushing the fabric to the side, and kissing my now open shoulder.

I closed my eyes and tilted my head, giving him more access. A soft moan fell from my lips. 

'You're so beautiful Katie..' he said as he kissed up my neck to my ear, sucking gently. 

'Mmm... Ugh...' I stammered, turning around to face him. 

He looked startled. 'I'm so sorry, was that too much?' he politely asked. 

'No no... It's just... I needed to talk to you...' I said. 

'Right. What is it?' he asked.

'Well... Nathan, I did have feelings for you a while ago, and you are a great friend...' I trailed off. 

'I know, but things have changed. I promise you I will never hurt you... You mean too much to me...' he said. 'Are you already seeing somebody? I guess I should have asked because there is a hickey on your neck... And it wasn't me... But God I wish that was my hickey...' he said. 

I looked at his lips as they were now closed. He was looking down to the ground. 

I lifted his chin, and connected my lips to his, kissing him as his hands soon wrapped around my waist. 

I pulled back, looking into his deep brown eyes. The eyes I used to look into when I was a kid. This is Nathan now. His tanned skin and hair colour that is the exact same as mine makes him still look the same from when he was a kid. Nathan turned 18 a month after me, making me exactly one month older than him. Flashbacks of him ran through my mind. 

I can't...

'I'm sorry Nathan... I've got to go...' I said, picking up my bag and placing it on my shoulder. 

'Okay... I understand... All I ask is, please, just think about this...' Nathan said, stroking my cheek. 

I looked down. 'I will... Talk soon..' I said, turning around then walking away to my car.

I got in my car and began to drive off, deep in thought. My mind is still in that moment with Lizzy in my bedroom... I do love her... I have officially fallen head over heels for her... 

I arrived home before I knew it. I must have been so consumed with my thought process, I wasn't focusing at all on what I was doing... 

I got out of the car. I remembered my parents were home early today. I heard their voices in the backyard. They must be having some time alone together... 

I walked in through the door, closing it as soon as I entered. I looked down to remove my shoes, only to see another pair of shoes. I didn't recognize these shoes at all. 

Maybe my mom bought a new pair after work? 

I placed my bag on the couch, making my way to the stairs, headed to the bathroom upstairs. 

I smelt a familiar scent of perfume as I made my way upstairs. I approached the bathroom, walking in and turning on the light switch inside. 

I closed the door, looking in the mirror. 

I gasped as a face looked back at me in the mirror. I turned around. 

'Lizzy?' I asked, breathing heavily. 

She said nothing. She held my face, pulling me in and glueing our lips together. 

We fell into a deep kiss, and she locked the door, picking me up and placing me on the bathroom counter by the sink. 

I wrapped my legs around her waist, holding the back of her head as she began to kiss down my neck, placing her hands on my sides. 

I moaned, closing my eyes. 

'Lizzy... What are you doing here?...' I asked, leaning my head back. 

Still, she refused to talk to me. No words were spoken yet from her. 

She kissed back up to my lips, and began to slide her hand down my torso, slipping her hands inside my pants, rubbing me through my panties. 

'Ugh...Mmm... Lizzy... Please talk to me...' I moaned, pleading her to talk. I needed to hear her voice. 

She connected her lips back to my neck as she rubbed me slowly through my panties, soon bringing her hand up and sliding her entire hand in my panties now. 

'Shit Lizzy... Mm... Please...' I moaned. 

She continued to rub my bare slit with her magical fingers. She's always so gentle, so delicate, so caring when she touches me. 

She circled my clit gently and softly with her fingers, making me shiver. 

I moaned aloud as she rubbed my clit slowly with her fingers that I love so much. 

She moved her hand down, slipping two fingers into me, thrusting them slowly, kissing down my shoulder now. 

'Shit Lizzy that feels so good...' I moaned, gripping her hair. Her dirty talk would make this all way better... 

She stopped and started to remove my pants and panties at the same time, dragging them down my legs, tossing them near the tub. 

She kissed down my chest, lifting my shirt and bra, and swirled her tongue around my nipples.

'Mmm...' I moaned, arched my back inwards. 

She kissed my nipples gently, making her way down to my slit. 

She knelt down in front of me. I was still sitting on the counter, and she lifted my legs and placed them on her shoulders. 

I looked deep into her eyes as she began to kiss my inner thighs. She glided her tongue along my thighs. 

I bucked my hips, biting my lip. 

'Mmmm Lizzy.... Let me hear your voice...' I moaned, gripping her hair once again. 

Again, no response. She moved her mouth to my slit, and licked up my slit, tracing it with her tongue. 

I moaned softly in pure pleasure. I love her tongue, and the way it makes me feel with such simple actions... 

She lifted my hood, swirling her tongue indirectly with my clit, now tracing my clit with her tongue. 

I cried out, digging my heels deep within her back as she pleased me with her mouth and tongue. 

'Oh shit Lizzy that feels so good... Don't stop...' I moaned, holding onto her hair even tighter now. 

She looked deep into my eyes as she continued to slowly trace my clit with her tongue. She then began to suck it softly. 

My entire body was hit with a wave of intense pleasure. 

'Oh shit! Yes! Just like that Lizzy oh please...' I begged her to keep going, looking into her ocean blue eyes. 

She continued to suck my clit gently, bringing me more and more closer to orgasm.

She held my hips down as I bucked them once again. She used one hand to hold down my hips, then used the other hand to bring her fingers to my hole, fingering me slowly at first.

'Mmm shit Lizzy that feels so good... I'm so close...' I said, moaning in between. 

Her tongue and fingers continued to work on me, and I felt my orgasm peeking, and my body started to move uncontrollably. 

'Mmmm Lizzy yes! Just like that! Don't stop!' I moaned aloud, feeling the bones of her spine along my feet and heels as I dug into her back harder now. 

She continued exactly what I told her, and she fingered me faster as her tongue moved faster on my clit. 

My orgasm hit and immediately flooded throughout my entire body, bringing me to a state of pure bliss.

'Agh! Lizzy I'm cumming!' I moaned loudly as the feeling continued to work its way through me. This felt so amazing. 

Lizzy removed her mouth and fingers, kissing my inner thighs gently, rubbing my sides and hips soothingly. 

I leaned my back up against the mirror as I breathed heavily, trying to capture my breath once again as the orgasm faded. 

She placed my legs back down, kissing up to my chest and neck. She held my face gently. 

I opened my eyes to be met with her face. I stared into her eyes for a few moments as I continued to breathe heavily. 

'That was... So good...' I managed to say. 

She looked at me and all around my face, pushing my hair behind my ear, placing gentle kisses along my jawline. 

I cried softly in pleasure as my orgasm left my body, leaving little shocks in my nerves and veins. 

Our eyes met once again. 

'Pl-please... Please talk to me...' I said, holding her face. 

She looked at me for a few moments, then leaned in and kissed my lips. 

We kissed, then she drew back, unlocking the door and walking out. She closed the door behind her, leaving me in a powerless and unstable state. 

I closed my eyes, leaning back against the mirror once again, trying to process the previous moment. My breathing soon became shallow and normal. 

I heard the engine to her car starting, then she drove away. 

What on earth do I do?...

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Closer Than You Think Ch. 05



'Katie? Katie! Wake up!' 

I awoke suddenly to the vibration of my mom shaking me against the bathroom mirror. 

'What? What's wrong?' I quickly shot back questions. 

It soon came to my realization that I was still in the bathroom, on the sink, where Lizzy had placed me... 

'What are you doing in here? Where are your clothes? What the heck happened?' my mom asked, looking around the bathroom. 

I never got up... I must have fallen asleep...

'Oh...' I started to speak, holding my head to kill the sleep that still lingered in my mind. 

'I must have just been so tired after school before I got in the shower, that I just crashed here...' I said, hoping that sounded somewhat like reality. 

'Really? What time did you go to bed at? This scared me, my gosh don't ever do this again,' my mom said, holding her chest, then picking up my pants. 

'I don't know... Maybe 3 AM?' I said, sitting up from the mirror. 

'Well you need to fix that schedule of yours,' my mom said, accidentally stepping in my panties. 

'Oh, they're wet sweetie,' my mom said, picking them up with her feet. 

'Oh really?' I asked, trying not to cough under my breath. 'That's strange,' I added, looking away. 

'Well all these are going in the laundry now,' she said, picking up all my now dirty clothes that were scattered all over the bathroom floor. 

I shakily stepped down from the bathroom sink, supporting myself by holding the edges of the sink. 

My mom held my sides, noticing my loss of balance. 

'Sweetie, are you sure you're okay? I'm a bit worried,' she asked, letting go of me as I started to walk towards the tub. 

'Yeah, I'm fine. Thanks for waking me up,' I said, stepping into the shower. 'How long was I out?' I asked. 

'Well, I'm not sure when you got in here. But it's almost 9 PM,' she said. 

'What? I was out for like 4 hours then...' I said, looking at her in disbelief. 

'Well you need to shower, then there's dinner there. Then you're going straight to bed, you hear me?' my mom clarified, just about to walk out the door. 

'Yes mom,' I said, closing the shower curtain and starting my shower. 

She closed the door. 

I turned the water on warm and stood underneath it, allowing every inch of my body to feel the warmth of the water. 

I walked through my memory, trying to remember what exactly happened just hours ago. 

My sleepy mind cleared up and Lizzy flooded my mind. 

Yeah... She was in my house before I even got home... 

I came up here and there she was... and then...

It just happened ... 

I don't even remember her speaking to me... 

The water filled the spaces in between my toes and ran along my fingertips, and I looked down to my inner thighs. 

All over my thighs were dark red lipstick smudges and stains... Lizzy's favourite lipstick colour... 

God I do love her... She completes me... She allows everything to make sense... My worries are gone when I'm with her... 

I need to tell her this... 

I finished off my wash and stepped out, tightly securing a towel around my body.

I walked to my room and put on a fresh pair of clothes.

Do I call her? Do I ask her to come over? 

I automatically grab my phone on my dresser and dial her number. The line rang a few times before there was an answer. 

'Hello?' 

'Lizzy, it's Katie..' 

'Oh.. Hi.. Is everything okay? You sound ... Urgent?' 

'It's you... It's us.. I need you.. Oh please be with me..' 

'What are you talking about? You want to actually be with me? What about our friendship? What about... Nathan?'

'I love you Lizzy... I think Nathan knows something and I'll be more than happy to tell him... You're all I think about, everything reminds me of you.. Will you be with me?.. Even though I pushed you away because I was afraid of losing our friendship... But I know now, that I love you Lizzy...' 

'I love you Katie... Let me finally be with you... Please...' 

'Yes yes... You're mine now... And nothing can change that...' 

'You were always mine Katie... I need to see you again... I'm sorry I didn't talk to you after sch-'

'Lizzy it's okay... You're mine now, nothing else that happened matters anymore...' 

A single tear rolled down my cheek... It took me a while to realize that Lizzy is the one that I love, but I got her.. She's mine now...

And nothing can change that... 

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Closer Than You Think Ch. 06



~ Touch Me

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It was Friday and Lizzy and I had fallen perfectly into place since our phone call. It's official, 

We are together now. 

And I couldn't be happier. 

Lizzy was hosting a house party later on tonight. Tons of people from our school are coming. Her parents are both away for work and my parents thought it sounded fun. 

Lizzy even left school earlier to prepare for it and get everything all ready. I haven't spoken to her since third class. 

But I'm home now, getting ready for it. She texted me when I got home to see if I was still coming.

I wouldn't miss it for anything. 

I went to my closet and picked out my outfit for the party. An all in one dress with a mint coloured top and black for the rest, with a belt around the waist. The length of the dress goes to about just above my knees.

I changed into it and continued my hair and makeup. 

It was time to leave. I texted Lizzy before I left to let her know I was on my way. Tons of people were already there. 

I said bye to my parents and left to my car. I drove off to her house. 

I arrived and her street was packed with cars and I heard loud music blaring out. I found a spot and squeezed in between two cars and got out. I walked down the road to her street. 

I approached her house and there were tons of recognizable faces hanging out on the front porch, just drinking and talking. 

'Hey Katie!' Johnny called out, sipping from his beer. 

'Hey Johnny! I didn't know you'd be coming,' I said, walking up the steps. 

'Well, free beer, I'm in!' he said, laughing. 

I could tell he had been drinking even before he arrived. I opened the front door and people were everywhere, drinking, dancing to the music. I spoke to a few people as I passed by in search for Lizzy. 

'Hey Amanda, have you seen Lizzy?' I asked, holding her shoulder to keep her in balance. Everyone was already so into the party.

'Ughhhh... She was in ... Laundry room... Someone spilled wine on someone else's shirt...' 

'Okay, thanks,' I turned and made my way to the laundry room, and there she was, scrubbing wine off a perfectly white shirt. 

I came up from behind her, and pushed her hair over, and kissed the side of her neck. 

'Hey sweetie,' I said, kissing her ear. 

She giggled and turned around. 

'You made it,' she said, kissing my lips. 

'Of course, I did say I wouldn't miss it,' I said, holding her waist. 

No one knows about the two of us yet, but one day, they will... 

'What happened here?' I asked, referring to the wine stained shirt. 

'Oh, Zachary pushed Ryan into the fence while he was holding a bottle of wine...' Lizzy said, giggling. 

I laughed. 

'Sounds like something Zachary would do,' I said. 

'Yeah, I gave him a spare t shirt for now,' she said. 

'Then leave it, let's go enjoy your party for now,' I said, smiling. 

She took my hand. 

'Okay, come on, let's go,' she said, guiding me out and back into the party. 

Hours into the party, I could feel the alcohol having its effect on me. After a few Jell-O shots, some coolers and rum and coke, I found myself stumbling. 

Lizzy wasn't any better. She leaned on me for support. 

We were all in the backyard. People were making out up against the fence, playing beer bong, flip cup. 

It was a wild mess. 

Lizzy slurred in my ear. 

'Come... Come on.. Let's go to my room for a bit.. Let's get away from here for a bit...' she said, holding the bottle of vodka in her hands. 

I suddenly became very turned on, and I chugged the rest of my beer and tossed the empty bottle to the grass. 

She took me by the hand and lead the way through the crowds of people to her room. 

We walked up her stairs where people were making out and drinking and talking. 

I passed by Johnny and he was passed out in another girl's arms. 

I guess he's done. 

She let go of my hand as we reached her room and she opened her room to be lead into her dark and quiet room. 

She pulled me inside and shut her door, locking it afterwards. 

Her room was decorated neatly with multi-coloured Christmas lights, and it added a nice touch and a cozy touch. It added some light to the atmosphere. I haven't been in her room in months. 

I stumbled up against her wall, and she came up beside me clumsily, and carefully picked me up and placed me on her dresser. 

Immediately we fell into a deep kiss. Her hands were wrapped around my legs and I locked my hands around her neck. 

She placed wet kisses down my neck and chest. I moaned. 

She picked me up once again and off of her dresser and put me down. 

She picked up her almost done vodka bottle and took a big sip from it. 

I watched her as she swallowed the pure alcohol, then I pushed her onto the bed. 

She groaned as she landed on her bed, and continued to drink. 

I stood in front of her, about to grind on her legs, then she spoke. 

'Undress,' she said, sitting up. 

I could faintly see the smirk on her face. Me and Lizzy have never been drunk together. And this is our first night together at a party when we are officially a couple. 

I wrapped my arms to behind my back and unzipped my dress zipper. 

The music from outside could be heard faintly from inside her room, and the voices of others and smashing bottles could be heard too. 

My dress slipped down my body, and I pulled it down to my ankles and stepped out of it cautiously, trying to keep balance. 

'Mmm... You're so sexy... Do you want me to touch you Katie?' Lizzy asked, taking another chug of her drink. 

'Touch me, please,' I said, standing naked in front of her. 

'How wet are you?' she asked, placing her hand in between my thighs and running her fingers through my folds. 

'Mmm...' I let out a deep moan as she removed her fingers from me. 

'You're soaked Katie, you're such a naughty girl,' she said, leaning back down on the bed, drinking more. 

She's so different when she's drunk. She's not that innocent Lizzy anymore. 

'Are you going to finish what you started?' I slurred, keeping balance by holding onto her knees. 

'Touch yourself. I want to watch you touch yourself,' she said, directing the bottle to me. 

I placed my hands on my breasts, massaging my own breasts, and playing with my nipples with my fingers. 

'Mmm you love when I do that to you, don't you Katie?' she asked, sitting back and watching me. 

'Mmhmm yes Lizzy...' I said, continuing my work on my breasts and nipples. 

'I love playing with your nipples Katie, they're always so hard for me,' she said, watching my hands roam my chest. 

'Yeah? You like them?' I asked, my blurry vision focusing on her face. 

'I love them, keep touching yourself,' she offered, drinking more alcohol. 

My hands soon travelled down my stomach and hips. I rubbed my hands around my navel and hips. 

'Mmm stop teasing me,' Lizzy said, watching every one of my moves. 

'I love teasing you, you're so naughty,' I said, rubbing my inner thighs. 

'Shit Katie, you're so hot,' Lizzy said. 

I cupped myself with my hand, and moaned at the contact. 

'Mmm yes... That's right... Moan.. Moan loud...' Lizzy suggested, drinking more of her drink. 

I moaned as I allowed my fingers to run through my slit repeatedly up and down. 

'I love your moans so much,' Lizzy said, watching me more carefully now. 

'Mmm Lizzy... It feels so good..' I said, tracing my slit. 

'Yeah? How good? Tease that little clit of yours that I love so much,' she said. 

My fingers ran over my clit, and my legs began to shake. 

'Mmm that's even better...' I said, circling my clit with my own fingers. 

'Shit I love your moans... You want that to be me touching your clit, don't you?' she asked. 

'Yes... My fingers just don't compare to yours,' I said, rubbing my clit faster now. 

'Are you going to cum?' Lizzy asked, sitting up.

'I'm so close...' I said. 

She stumbled as she stood up in front of me and she poured the remainder of her drink all over my chest. 

I gasped as the cool liquid ran along my chest, leaving a slight burn all over my flesh. 

She placed her lips to my chest and began to lick the alcohol off of my chest, slurping it and sucking it off. 

I moaned as she worked her lips on my chest. 

She moved her hand down my stomach and pushed my hand off to the side and took over for rubbing my clit. 

'Mmm that feels so much better with your fingers,' I moaned, holding onto her shoulders for balance. 

She licked up my chest to my jawline. 

'Yeah you like it when I rub your clit, don't you?' she asked, biting my ear gently. 

'Shit yes... I'm going to cum..' I said, and before I knew it, she stopped her fingers and pushed me down onto her bed. 

I sat up breathlessly on her bed, and she pushed me down to the mattress, hovering over me. 

'You're not going to cum on my fingers, you're going to cum on my tongue,' she said, kissing down my chest and stomach. 

'Mmmm..' I arched my back as she kissed down my navel, and I tugged at her sheets. 

She wasted no time and continued to pleasure me but with her tongue this time. 

'Agh!' I cried out as her tongue swirled around my clit, and she began to eat me out. 

'You love that, don't you?' Lizzy asked, touching me with her tongue. 

'Shit yes... I'm so close..' I moaned. 

She began to suck on my clit, and she held down my hips into her mattress. 

'Shit yes yes Lizzy just like that! Don't stop!' I moaned aloud, and gripped her hair. 

She sucked on my clit gently, moaning within me. 

'Ugh! I'm going to cum Lizzy!' I moaned at her and my stomach began to turn and my legs soon stiffened. 

'Cum in my mouth baby,' she said, licking up my slit. 

I cried out in pleasure as my orgasm hit my body hard. My body convulsed and I moaned as the feeling spread throughout me. 

She placed wet kisses all along my legs and inner thighs. 

I breathed heavily as my orgasm washed over me.

She hovered over me clumsily, giving my neck gentle kisses.

I moaned loudly as my orgasm faded somewhere in my body, and I flipped us around. 

I was on top of her now, and she lay there breathing heavily, looking in my eyes. 

I began to take off her pants and panties. 

'I'm going to finger you so hard until you cum all over my fingers,' I said, dragging her pants and panties down her legs and tossing them to her floor. 

'Give it to me, I'm all yours,' she said, bucking her hips. 

I put her hips back down to the mattress and traced her hips with my finger tips. 

'Mmm finger me already,' she moaned.

'You'll get my fingers, don't you worry,' I said, lifting her hood to expose her clit. I bent down and gently blew directly onto her clit, then kissed it gently. 

'Mmm shit Katie,' she moaned, grabbing my hair. 

'You like that don't you?' I asked, slapping her side. 

She clenched her teeth. 

'Mmmm yes!' she moaned through her teeth. 

I slapped her slit with my hand, and her back arched into the air. 

'Gosh I love it when you slap me,' she said, gripping the sheets. 

'You love it, don't you naughty girl?' I asked.

'I love it. Get up here and kiss me while you finger me,' she said, grabbing my shoulder. 

I lay down beside her and kissed her shoulder and neck. 

'What do you want me to do?' I asked, kissing her neck. 

'I want you to finger me, right now,' she moaned, guiding my hand down to her slit. 

I brought my hand back up and placed it on her cheek. 

'Beg,' I said, kissing her neck again. 

'Ughhh Katie please! Please finger me already!' she moaned out loud, and I felt the veins in her neck popping out against my lips. 

I slowly moved my hand down her stomach and placed my fingers to her slit. 

'Yes - yes... Keep going..' she said, leaning her head back. 

My fingers slowly traced her wet hole.

'Oh, you're so wet. How bad do you want my fingers?' I asked, biting her shoulder. 

'Bad! So bad! Finger me please! I want your fingers Katie!' she yelled out loud. 

I slowly slid one of my fingertips in her, then took it out. 

'Mmmm please Katie! Please!' she bucked her hips then put them back down. 

I smirked as I watched her squirm for my fingers, and I placed one finger inside of her, moving it in and out slowly. 

'Mmmm yes... I like that...' she moaned, biting her lip. 

'Yeah you like that? You want two of my fingers?' I asked.

'Mmm yes... More...' she said.

I placed another finger inside of her and moved both of them in and out of her slowly. 

'Ughhh shit that feels soo good...' she moaned. 

'You love my fingers don't you baby?' I asked, kissing her cheek and jaw. 

'Mmm yes... Keep going...' she said. 

I began to thrust my fingers faster in and out of her, feeling her juices coat my fingers. 

'Oh Lizzy you're so wet,' I said into her ear. 

'Mmm I know.. It feels amazing...' she moaned, bucking her hips to the rhythm of my fingers. 

'Mmmm... I love when you move your hips to my fingers...' I said, moving my fingers deeper into her. 

'Ughhh yes! Shit just like that... Please...' she said, kissing my cheek. 

'Mhmm... Anything for you baby...' I said, and continued to thrust my fingers in and out of her faster, deeper, harder. 

She held onto my arm. 

'Shit Katie I'm so close... I'm going to cum...'

'Yeah? You gonna cum all over my fingers?' I asked. 

'Oh my gosh yes... Just... Don't stop...' 

'I won't... Does it feel good?' I asked. 

'It feels so so good... Oh gosh... Yes! I'm going to -'

I began fingering her even harder, and her mouth dropped but no sound came out. 

'Shit I'm cumming!' she yelled out loud, and I felt her juices squirt out and coat my entire hand. 

'Mmmm that is soooo hot...' I moaned in her ear. 

'Shit Katie!' she leaned back down. 'Shit that felt good...' she added breathlessly. 

I brought my hands back up and pressed them to her lips. 

'Taste,' I said.

She opened her lips and sucked my fingers clean. I kissed her neck as she did so. 

'Mmmm you're so sexy Lizzy..' I said, and lay down beside her. 

She hooked her arms around my neck and kissed me. 

'And you're all mine,' she said. 

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Closer Than You Think Ch. 07



~ Do You Love Her?

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The bright dawn sun woke me up. I slowly opened my eyes and stretched my arms over my head. I quickly sat up afterwards. 

Woah, maybe too quick. My head is still spinning from last night. Alcohol has a big effect on me. 

Lizzy was nowhere in sight. Her ticking clock said that it was already past noon. 

Seconds later, her bedroom door opened and she walked in with a tray of food and juice. She was in her bath robe and it was tied tightly around her slim waist, revealing some of her cleavage. 

I rubbed my eyes to make the fogginess disappear. 

'Good morning,' Lizzy said, placing the tray at the bottom of her bed and placing a kiss to my cheek. 

'Good-' I started, but my voice was hoarse and scratchy. 

She handed me the cup of orange juice and placed it to my lips, tilting it towards my mouth. 

I took in big gulps of the juice and it cleansed my dry throat. 

She brought the cup back and placed it back on the tray. 

'Good morning,' I said, smiling. 

'That's better,' she said, moving the hair out of my eyes and pressing a kiss to my lips. 

I smiled and looked at the tray which presented a hardy breakfast. Pieces of toast, some eggs over easy and slices of ham and fruit were scattered all over the plate. 

'We need to eat,' she said, sitting down beside me and handing me a piece of toast to start off with. 

I took a bite of the toast and she started to eat some fruit. I don't remember much of what happened last night. I just remember the loud music, French kissing Lizzy during a game of spin the bottle, hopping the fence with Johnny to catch the beer bottle, and then coming up to Lizzy's room. Everything after that is blank. 

I swallowed the bite of toast and Lizzy sipped on the orange juice. 

'Lizzy, was it wild last night?' I asked, turning to her. 

'Oh yeah,' she said. 'It was... A night I won't ever forget,' she added. 

'You remember it?' I asked surprised. 

'Mhmm, don't you?' she asked, grabbing a piece of toast. 

'Not really, how did I end up in here?' I asked, looking at her bed. 

'Oh, I took you in here last night... We may have done a few things...' she said, cracking a smile. 

I smiled with her. 

'Yeah? Like what?' I asked. 

She leaned into my chest, and ran her tongue over it. 

I looked down at her, wondering what she was doing. 

She pulled back. 

'Yep, still tastes like vodka,' she said, smiling then continued eating her toast. 

I ran my finger along my chest and it was rather sticky. 

'How did that happen?' I asked. 

'I poured it on your chest, then licked it off,' she said, smirking. 

I couldn't help but feel extremely turned on. 

'Mmm... Did I like it?' I asked curiously. 

'I think so, you'll find out again one day,' she said smiling. 

'Then what happened?' I asked. 

'You undressed for me, then touched yourself, then I pushed you down and tasted you,' she said, looking away. 

'Mmm I would love to remember this, did I do anything to you?' I asked, looking at her. 

'Oh yes,' she said. 

'What did I do?' I asked. 

'You fingered me so good, then I had an amazing orgasm,' she said. 

'Really? How good was it?' I asked.

'So good,' she answered.

I couldn't help but smile. All these amazing things happened but I don't remember them. Maybe they will come back later on.

'Oh, and Katie,' Lizzy started. 

'Yes?' I asked, reaching for some watermelon. 

'After you fell asleep last night, I got up and went downstairs to see how the party was going,' she said. 

'Okay,' I said, encouraging her to continue. 

'And Nathan showed up after me and you had gone upstairs,' she said, looking down. 

'Oh... I see...' I said, surprised by what she was saying. 

'And he came over to me and asked if you were here, and I said yes, but that you had to leave early, so I made it sound like he was too late and had missed your arrival,' she said. 

'Oh...' I said, unable to know what to say. 

'He was really disappointed and asked me if you had mentioned him to me, and I said yes. He was happy to hear about it but wasn't so happy when I told him what I said after that,' she said. 

'What did you say afterwards?' I asked, very focused on the situation right now. 

'I told him that I love you, and that I asked you to be with me, that you're mine,' she said, making eye contact with me for a split second. 

'Lizzy... Are you serious?' I asked, shocked. 

'Yes... I couldn't help but tell him... I didn't want him thinking at all that you were single...' she said, looking away again. 

'Lizzy... I should have told him... I just wasn't thinking about it because I was too focused on trying to be with you...' I said, looking down. 

'No... I'm sorry I got in the way... He said how much he likes you...' she said. 

I gently grabbed her face, pulling her towards me. 

'You never got in my way. Don't ever think that. I wanted you, I came to you. If I truly loved Nathan, I would have went to him, but my heart was calling you,' I said, looking deep into her eyes. 

She smiled, and I smiled with her. 

'And if Nathan truly loves me, he will understand,' I said, placing a kiss to her forehead. 

She smiled reassuringly, and I did the same back. 

'You were all I wanted, and if I got you, I won't ever let go,' I said, pressing her forehead to mine. 

'No one could ever make me let go of you,' Lizzy said, gently kissing my lips. 

I almost lost her once, 

I won't ever lose her again. 

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Closer Than You Think Ch. 08



~ Can't Let Go

*****

I drove myself home from Lizzy's house once I sobered up. I'm not surprised so many people crashed in her living room and basement. A few other people stayed afterwards to help clean up the mess left afterwards. 

I walked to the front door. 

'I'm leaving now,' I announced throughout her house, turning the door knob. 

Lizzy came rushing downstairs. 

'Come on, I'll take you outside,' she said, smiling and opening the front door. 

I smiled as she lead me outside to my car. 

I walked to the drivers door and turned around to be met with one of Lizzy's embracing hugs.

I wrapped my arms around her tightly. 

'Thank you for the great party,' I said, and pressed a soft kiss to her neck. 

'Thank you for coming,' she said, making the hug tighter. 

We both pulled back, looking at each other's lips. 

'I love you Katie,' she said, touching my face with her soft hand. 

'I love you too Lizzy,' I said, smiling softly at her. 

She smiled and inched her face closer to mine. 

I moved closer, and our lips brushed. 

After a soft kiss, we both pulled away. 

She smiled, and I smiled back and opened my car door. 

She stepped back from the car as the engine rolled. 

I put my window down, then put on my seat belt. 

'Drive safe,' Lizzy said, crossing her arms over her chest. 

'I'll text you after,' I said, backing up out of her driveway. 

She smiled, and I smiled with her, and drove away. 

The second I hit the road, I tried to see if I could remember exactly what happened last night in Lizzy's bedroom. 

I was stopped at a red light, and tried to think extra hard. 

We were in the back yard then...

'Katie!' 

I looked over to my side. 

No way. 

In the car beside me at the red light was Nathan. 

'Oh, hey Nathan,' I said. 

'Hey, are you able to come over right now?' he asked. 

'Ummm... I actually had a few things to do but ...'

'No please come, just follow behind me,' he said, and started to drive away as the light turned green. 

I quickly hesitated, but I followed behind him to his house. 

'What does he need?' I asked myself as I turned a corner. 

He made one last turn and he was home. 

What am I thinking? What am I doing? 

I pulled up beside him and parked my car beside his in his driveway. 

He got out of his car. 

'Hey, come on in,' he said, walking up his front porch and unlocking the front door. 

'Sure...' I said, following behind him into his house. 

We both walked in and I closed the door. 

'Have a seat, I just need to get something,' he said, walking upstairs. 

I instead went to look at the framed pictures on the living room table. 

A picture of him with his soccer team and coach. 

A picture of him and his family. 

A picture of our grade 1 class. 

I gasped, and picked up the photo to get a closer look. 

There was me and Lizzy right beside each other in the photo, holding our teddy bears that we brought everyday for nap time. 

Nathan was in the back with his group of friends, all holding basketballs. 

I smiled and examined me and Lizzy once again. 

I'm dating her now... I can't believe it... I've known her so long. 

We've all known each other so long... 

I felt a presence behind me and a pair of arms wrapped around my waist. 

'What are you looking at?' Nathan asked, looking over my shoulder from behind. 

'Umm... Our grade 1 class...' I said stuttering. 

'Yeah, I've had that there for a while now,' he said, moving my hair over to my other shoulder, and kissing up my neck. 

I swallowed hard. 

'Nathan... What are you doing?' I asked shakily. 

'Shhhh... Please... Just once... Let me love you...' he said in my ear. 

'Nathan...' I turned around, removing his hands from me. 

'Please Katie, you know I love you,' he said, pulling me closer.

'No Nathan... I'm with someone else...' I said, looking down. 'And I'm very happy with that person..' I added. 

'I know, they told me,' he said. 

I looked up suddenly, looking into his eyes. 

'But they don't have to know about this one time,' he said, looking at my lips. 

'No, there is no one time. I need to go,' I said, heading for the door. 

He rushed to the front door and blocked it out of my way.

'Nathan, move,' I said, pulling his arm off the lock. 

'No, I won't move, you need to know something,' he said. 

'I don't want to know anything anymore, please just let me leave,' I said, getting stressed out.

He turned around and locked the door. 

'Nathan... Unlock that door... Right now...' I said, looking straight in his eyes. 

It had started to get dark out. I didn't leave Lizzy's until almost 5:30, it's probably close to 6:30 now. 

'No Katie,' he said.

'What do you want from me?' I asked, throwing my hands up in the air. 

'Your time, just a small amount of your time,' he said, picking up my hand and kissing it. 

I scoffed mentally. What is he thinking?

'I don't have any time, I need to go,' I said. 

He blocked the door again. 

'Kiss me,' he said. 

'I'm not kissing you,' I said. 'Now will you please move?' I asked.

He pulled me close to him, our bodies touching. 

'I said, kiss me,' he said, holding me tightly. 

'I heard what you said, but I'm not doing it,' I said sternly. 

'I'll do it then,' he said, and pressed his lips harshly against mine. 

'Mmmm!' I pulled him away, pushing him up against his door, slapping him across the cheek. 

He placed his hand over the reddened area of his cheek, looking at me. 

I stood there, breathing heavily. 

He took me by the shoulders and pushed me up against the wall. 

'Nathan, let me go!' I said, slamming my fists into his chest. 

He grabbed my wrists and held them above my head together. 

'Shhh... Don't talk,' he said, and placed his mouth over mine. 

'Mhmhm!' I squirmed in his arms. 

He kissed down my neck. 

'Open your legs,' he said, rubbing my thigh. 

'No...no!' I said, squirming as his body pressed against mine. 

He squeezed his hand in between my thighs, and began rubbing my slit through my leggings. 

'No! Nathan I --'

He placed his other hand over my mouth, kissing my neck and chest as he rubbed me through my pants. 

'Mmm!' I lifted my leg, kicking in between his legs. 

'Ugh!' he screeched, and fell to the floor. 

I frantically unlocked the door and opened it, rushing outside and slamming the door shut. 

I opened my car door quickly, hopping inside and driving away as fast as I could. 

The first light stopped me. My heart was still pounding and the shock still washed over me. 

'What the heck just happened?...' I asked myself, and drove away as soon as the light turned green. 

*****

* Please note that this story is completely made up, although the characters are real life people, they are NOT actually like this in real life. *

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Closer Than You Think Ch. 09



~ Fearless 

*****

When I arrived home, I had no idea what to do. 

Do I tell my parents? Do I tell Lizzy? 

I'm so scared... He left me terrified... 

I ran to my room, slamming the door. I stood up against the back of my door, placing my face in my hands. 

He... Completely took advantage... And no one was there to hear me... 

I ran through the memory once again, thinking of what could have happened if I didn't kick him. 

He could have done anything... 

I slid down my door to the ground, crying now, as I thought of how helpless and trapped Nathan made me feel... 

I brought my knees up to my chest, wrapping my arms around them, burying my head inside. 

I need Lizzy here right now... She would know how to make this all better...

I don't even know if I should tell my parents... What would they do?

I can never face Nathan ever again, but I know I will have to eventually... 

I reached for my phone with shaky hands, and dialled Lizzy's number, bringing the phone up to my ear. The line almost rang out until someone picked up. 

'Hello?' an unfamiliar voice answered. 

'Hello? Is Lizzy there?' I asked, holding back my tears. 

'Uhhhh ... Hang on,' 

'Okay...' 

I could hear the voices in the background. People must still be at her house cleaning up from the party. 

'It's some girl, she's looking for Lizzy, where did she go?' 

I listened carefully into the phone, over hearing the conversation. 

'Wait, what's your name?' the voice asked. 

'It's Katie, tell them it's Katie,' I said. 

'It's Katie!' the voice yelled out, her voice sounded farther away from the phone. 

My mind was racing. Where is Lizzy? This is her number, right? 

'Okay, she's coming,' the voice said. 

'Okay... Thank you...' I said hesitantly. 

After a few moments, that familiar and comforting voice came on the phone. 

'Baby? Is everything okay?' she asked, breathing heavily in between her words. 

'Oh sweetie I need you here... It's Nathan... He ...' 

'What did he do?' Lizzy asked sternly. 

'I ... I don't know where to begin... I was driving home after your party earlier today and he was beside me in the red light... He asked me to follow behind him...' 

'Did you do it?' Lizzy asked.

'Yes... I don't know why I did... But I did... We arrived at his house and he told me to come in and sit down...'

Lizzy didn't say anything. All I could hear was her breathing. 

'Then what happened?...' Lizzy asked softly. 

'It all happened so quickly... He told me no one has to know but then I told him that I'm happy with someone else...'

Again, no response. Just breathing. 

'I told him I had to leave, but he blocked the door ...' 

I took in a deep breath as a tear rolled down my cheek. 

Lizzy was silent, and a pause from both of us fell on the line. 

'He told me to kiss him... But I didn't... He ended up kissing me and put me up against the wall, where he held both my hands above my head, kissing me, and told me to open my legs... Oh Lizzy... I was so scared...' I cried into the phone, holding it tightly. 

Lizzy breathed in deeply before she finally spoke. 

'What... Did he tell you to do?...' she asked, pausing in between her words. 

'To... Open my legs... I didn't... So he ended up squeezing his hand in between my thighs...'

The line rang out, and no one was there anymore. 

I looked at the phone. 

'Lizzy? Are you there?' I asked into the phone. 

The line was silent. I couldn't hear her breathing anymore. 

I suddenly began to panic, and re dialled her number in hopes of her answering. 

No one picked up. 

'Where did she go??' I asked myself, feeling my heart race by the second in fear. 

I dropped the phone, opening my door and running out of my room. 

I bolted downstairs, picking up my car keys and heading out the front door. 

I was immediately met with Lizzy, who had just gotten out of her car. 

'Lizzy?' I asked, squinting my eyes to get a better look at what she was doing. 

It was nighttime now, possibly almost 1AM. 

She stepped up my porch, bringing me in an embracing and warm hug. 

I wrapped my arms tightly around her, crying into her shoulder. 

'What... What are you ... Doing here?...' I sniffled in between my words. 

She soothingly rubbed my back. 

'I wanted to come here. After you told me what he did to you, how could I not come?...' Lizzy said, bringing me closer to her. 

'Lizzy... Thank you for coming... I was... So scared...' I said into her chest. 

She placed soft kisses along my neck and collarbone, running her fingertips along my arms. 

'I know you were... He can't hurt you anymore... I won't let him... My words aren't enough to explain my anger towards him...' Lizzy said, burying her head into my neck.

'What?... Why are you angry?...' I asked, pushing the hair out of her face.

Lizzy pulled away from the hug, holding my shoulders, staring deeply into my eyes. 

'Did you just ask me why am I angry?' she asked me, gripping my shoulders.

I nodded slowly. What else would I ask? 

'Katie... Nathan just hurt someone who I love very much... Someone who is mine... Someone I love... Am I going to be happy he did this?...' she asked, looking down. Her tear drops fell to the cement of my front porch. 

I took this moment to look at Lizzy carefully. 

The emotion on her face, her tears... It says it all...

She really is mine... She really does love and care for me... 

'Lizzy... I'm... I'm so sorry... For asking such a question...' I said, tears rolling down my face.

She used her sleeve to wipe the tears off her face. 

'Katie... I love you so much... I don't appreciate people hurting the ones that I love... This isn't going to haunt you forever, this is going to haunt him forever...' Lizzy said, lifting her own face back to mine. 

'What... What do you mean?...' I asked, looking in her eyes. 

'Don't worry about it... You should go to sleep now... Come on, I'll bring you to bed...' Lizzy said, holding my hand and opening my front door. 

'Lizzy...'

She turned around to look at me, standing in the doorway. 

'Thank... Thank you so much... For coming...' I said, wiping my face. 

She smiled gently. 

'You're welcome,' she said, and continued to lead me to my room. 

We entered my dark room. She closed the door once we were both inside. 

'You should shower quickly, and get into some fresh clothes. Wait here,' Lizzy said, leaving my room. 

After a few moments of her gone, I heard the shower water running. 

She came back in, taking my hand and leading me out of my room. 

We entered the bathroom together, and she closed the door. 

She brought me in closer to her, and she began to undress me.

She lifted my shirt over my head, and unbuttoned my jeans, pulling them down my legs, going on her knees to take them off at my feet. 

She came back up slowly, kissing up my legs and stomach.

I smiled, letting out a small laugh. 

She smiled as she came back up to my face, holding my cheeks. 

'I love seeing you smile much much more than seeing you cry,' she said, planting a small kiss to my lips. 

I smiled again. 

She unhooked my bra and took off my panties. She looked at the body presented in front of her.

'My gosh Katie... You're so beautiful...' Lizzy said, tracing my collarbone with her finger. 

I smiled again at her, blushing.

She smiled at me as well. She turned around and opened the shower curtain and helped me into the steamy shower. 

She got me in and closed the curtain halfway, standing at the shower ledge, helping me wash my hair and body. 

She pumped some shampoo into her hands, and applied it gently to my damp hair. 

I closed my eyes and moaned softly as she gently worked the shampoo into my scalp and hair. 

'Does that feel nice?' she asked sweetly, pressing a kiss to my shoulder. 

'Mhmm...' I moaned gently as she grabbed the shower head and washed it all away. 

She then lathered up some soap into the sponge, and softly rubbed it all over my body, starting from my chest, down my stomach, my legs, feet, working all the way up to my arms and back. 

She squeezed the sponge to allow all the soap to fall out, then she carefully washed all the soap away from my body. 

She connected the shower head back to the shower, and turned off the water. She opened the curtain, and wrapped me up in a fresh and dry towel.

She placed a kiss to my cheek as she tightened the towel around my waist. She picked up the fresh pair of clothes on the counter and lead me back to my room. 

Once we entered my room once again, she closed the door gently and turned on my little lamp. 

She unfolded my fresh pair of clothes and lifted the clean shirt over my head, pulling it down my upper body. 

Then she sat me down on the bed as she carefully placed on my fresh pair of pants. 

She bent down and opened my drawer, pulling out a hairbrush. She gently and carefully brushed out my hair, untangling all the knots that had formed. 

I moaned softly as the hairbrush stimulated my scalp, making me feel tired. 

'Come on, let's get you to sleep,' she said, placing down my brush and lifting me up gently to the top of my bed. 

She carefully lifted my legs and placed them under the sheets, bringing my bedsheets up to my chest. 

She lay me head gently on the pillow.

I opened my eyes once I was all tucked in, and Lizzy went and turned off the lamp, and came back to the bed side. 

She knelt down, stroking my forehead with her hand. 

I held her hand in mine. 

'Thank you so much for coming...' I said softly. 

'You're welcome,' she smiled and kissed my hand. 

I smiled, and slightly sat up. 

She leaned in closer, and so did I. 

Our lips brushed lightly. We soon fell into a deeper kiss. Our lips took over each other's. 

She held my face as we kissed, then she began to kiss down my neck. 

A soft moan fell from my lips as I held the back of her head gently as she kissed my neck. 

She kissed to my ear and then my cheek. 

'Goodnight Katie... I love you... I promise you, Nathan won't forget this...' she said, and gently kissed my lips one last time before she headed for the door. 

*****

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Closer Than You Think Ch. 10



~ I Couldn't Let Him Get Away 

*****

'Undress', Lizzy said, sipping from her vodka beverage, sitting on her bed in front of me. 

I twisted my arms around my body, unzipping my dress, and I pulled it down my body as it started to pool around my ankles. 

I stepped out of it. 

'You're so sexy, Katie...' she said as she reached her hand out and touched me. 

I moaned at the contact.

'Touch me Lizzy,' I said, moving my hips more towards her. 

'How bad do you want it?' she asked, pressing a kiss to my hip. 

I gasped, biting my lip. 

'Badly,' I said, begging her. 

She chugged the rest of her alcoholic drink and threw the bottle somewhere in the room. 

She took my hand, guiding me down on the bed with her. 

She lay down on the bed. 

'Sit on my face so I can eat you out, right now,' she said, lifting me up on her. 

I crawled on top of her, either one of my legs on both sides of her head. 

I bent down on her mouth, moaning instantly as I met with her lips. 

She held my hips down, connecting me securely to her mouth. 

She glided her tongue up and down my slit slowly, swirling it around me. 

'Shit Lizzy that feels so good,' I said through my teeth. 

'You like that, don't you? You love when I eat you out?' Lizzy asked inside of me, running her tongue relentlessly over my clit.

'Gosh... Yes... I love it...' I said. 

The feeling of her tongue pleasuring me was powerful enough to allow my body to almost collapse. I placed my hands over her head, hovering over her now. 

My breathing started to increase by a lot now. My hips were bucking constantly with the rhythm of her tongue, and a thin sheet of sweat covered my forehead. 

'Oh my gosh Lizzy... I'm going to cum... Don't stop...' I said quietly, lifting one hand and placing it over my mouth to quiet myself.

She continued to run her long and warm tongue over my clit, doing small gentle strokes. 

My body shook, and I pressed my hand harder to my mouth as my orgasm entered my body powerfully, taking over every inch of my being. 

I nearly screamed into my hand, and my toes curled inwards as the feeling of my orgasm spread throughout my powerless body. 

Lizzy carefully sat up, holding my body gently. 

I was face to face with her. 

She held my shoulders gently as my orgasm started to disappear. 

'You taste so good. I could eat you all night,'

My body was limp and spent, and her figure started to become out of focus, and I couldn't understand her words. 

'Katie? Katie?' Lizzy called my name, slightly shaking my shoulders, rocking me. 

Her words and figure were nothing but a blur. She seemed farther away from me now. 

She shook my shoulders a bit harder. 

'Katie, Katie?' she continued to call my name. 

I gasped into reality, with my mom hovering over me, calling my name, shaking my shoulders. 

'Katie? Katie! Wake up!' my mom called out. 

I slowly came to, opening my eyes from my dream. 

I reacted suddenly. 

'What? What's wrong?' I asked, holding my head, sitting up. 

'Sweetie... It's okay, just relax...' my mom said, pushing the hair out of my face. 

'Relax? Mom what's wrong? You sound scared or something,' I said, fully awake now. 

'Just... Here... Drink this first, you sound parched,' my mom said, handing me the glass of water she was holding. 

I took the glass, tilting it to my lips, allowing the cool water to enter, and soon coat my dry throat. 

'Thanks mom... Now, what's wrong? Why did you wake me up like this?' I asked, putting the glass down. 

My mom sat down beside me on the bed, and she took in a deep breath. 

'Nathan...' 

My heart suddenly jumped out of my chest. I swallowed hard. 

My mom placed her hand on my leg. 

'Sweetie, why didn't you tell your dad and I what happened?' she asked, her eyes filling up with tears. 

'Mom... I ... I was scared... I didn't know how to react... How.. How did you find out?...' I asked shakily. 

'Oh Katie... I don't think you want to know...' she said, looking down. 

A thousand thoughts ran through my mind all at once. 

'Mom...' I said, trying to find eye contact with her. 

She was crying, and she looked into my eyes. 

I asked again. 

'Mom... How did you find out?' I asked once again, holding her shoulder. 

'Sweetie... Your friend.. Lizzy... She..'

Automatically I started to cry too. What did Lizzy say? 

'Lizzy... Mom, what did she tell you?...' I asked, wiping my tears. 

'I.. I just got a phone call ten minutes ago from her parents... Apparently Lizzy never went home last night...' my mom said, looking at me. 

My heart dropped to the pit of my stomach. 

'What?... What do you mean?... Mom where is she?' I asked, becoming very worried. 

'Did she come here sweetie?' my mom asked. 

'Yes, she came over late last night and got me into bed,' I said, playing last night in my head. 

'Her parents knew that she was over here because Lizzy had told them...' my mom said, wiping her eyes. 

'Where did she go after she left here?..' I asked, tears rolling down my cheeks. 

'She... She went to Nathan's...' my mom looked earnestly at me. 

'No... No... Please tell me she didn't ...' I trailed off. I was lost for words. 

'That's where she went... That's why she never came home last night...' my mom began to cry once again. 

'Where is she now mom? Oh mom is she okay?' I asked, getting out of bed. 

'Sweetie sit back down...' my mom ordered. 

'Mom tell me where she is! What happened to her??' I began to raise my voice. 

My mom pulled me back down to the bed. 

'Just breathe... I'll tell you...' my mom said. 

I tried to calm down, but it seemed nearly impossible. 

'She's in the hospital... So is Nathan...' my mom looked at me straight in the eye as she told me. 

'What?... How... How did they end up there?..' I asked, in complete shock. 

'After she left here, she went to Nathan's, and he was in his backyard with a few of his friends...' 

I looked down, not wanting to hear the rest. 

'She approached Nathan, and questioned him about what he did to you... He wasn't ashamed, and he admitted to it all... That's when she went at him...' 

I burst out crying. 

My mom wrapped her arms tightly around me.

'Mom... Oh my gosh... This is all my fault...' 

'Don't say that... This isn't your fault...' 

'How did they end up in the hospital?...' I asked, afraid of the answer. 

'She just attacked him, and Nathan started to defend himself, and his friends ended up helping him... It wasn't pretty...' 

I cried harder. 

'Mom... I need to see her... I can't believe this...' 

'You can't see her right now... I'm sorry but you can't... I hate to leave you like this... Just lay back down and try to get more sleep... It's only 7:30..'

'Mom... Are they going to be okay?..' I asked nervously. 

'Yes... Everything should be okay... They are debating to put Lizzy under house arrest or not... The police was called..'

'Mom... If I hadn't gone to Nathan's, this wouldn't have happened,' 

'No, if Nathan had just kept his hands to himself and listened to you when you said no, then this wouldn't have happened,' 

My mom lay me back down, pulling the covers over me. 

'Just... Try to close your eyes for a bit longer.. I'll come back to check on you soon..' my mom said and she kissed my forehead. 

I turned over on my side as my mom left.

This is all my fault...

I closed my eyes once again, tears falling from the corners of my eyes, and I tried to fall back into a sleep...

Just so I could get away from this entire situation one last time... 

Visions of what the scene looked like played through my mind. 

I clutched my bedsheets tighter to me. Seconds later, my world was black. 

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Closer Than You Think Ch. 11



~ Let The Judges Decide 

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I only had another short sleep. I tossed and turned thinking about Lizzy...

Thinking about Nathan...

I can't help but feel this is all entirely my fault... I should have talked to Lizzy about it more clearly...

I just wasn't thinking straight...

As usual... 

I sat up and rubbed my eyes. The clock on my wall read 11:45AM. 

It is Saturday and school exams are now in session. Maybe I won't have to see Nathan very much, but I know I still have to face him at some point to figure this all out. 

I wonder exactly what happened... Like, what friends would Nathan be with at almost 3AM? 

And why would Lizzy go there in the first place?... 

I stopped trying to think about all the what ifs and got up and out of my bedroom. 

I looked down my stairs to see my mom on the phone once again.

Oh no... 

'I know but...' my mom was cut off mid sentence from the other person on the phone with her. 

I hid behind the wall as I overheard the conversation. 

'I don't know how this happened. He asked her over to his house and then it just happened. I didn't want to corner her about it,' 

I looked up to the ceiling as I stood against the wall. 

I tried to block out what Nathan had done. I have never seen Nathan like that. 

And I didn't like it. 

'I appreciate that. Okay, I'll talk to her... I don't know how she will feel about this but...'

Looks like I got some explaining to do... 

'No! She didn't tell us! She only told her friend,' 

I could tell by the sound of my mom's voice that she was getting impatient. 

'Okay, I'll talk to her. Bye,' 

I came out from behind the wall and started to walk down the stairs. 

My mom looked up, startled. 

'Oh sweetie, you're awake,' she said, placing the phone back. 

'I couldn't really fall back asleep... Was that another call?' 

'Yes... I need to talk to you if that's okay...'

I walked down the rest of the stairs and sat down beside her on the couch. 

'What is it?...'

'Okay... First, both Nathan and Lizzy are okay...'

'Thank God...' I said, placing my hand over my chest. 

'And...'

I locked eyes with my mom. 

'Lizzy was sentenced to 3 months under house arrest,' 

'Are you serious?' I asked. 

This really is all my fault. 

'Yes... Nathan and his friends are all okay and so is Lizzy. Lizzy explained to the cops exactly what she was doing; getting back at Nathan for assaulting her best friend. But since you and Nathan are both 18 and there were no further actions taken by Nathan, and you did defend yourself and reject his orders, Lizzy is under house arrest for attacking him. If she was under 18, it could have been up to 3 years in juvenile,' my mom explained. 

I didn't know where to begin... Lizzy is a prisoner in her own home for 3 months...

Because of me... Because she was sticking up for me...

'Mom... I need to see her...'

'I know you do. That was her mom I was on the phone with. The cops were just at her house getting her all set up and putting the ankle bracelet on her,' 

'This is all my...'

'Don't say that again. This isn't your fault. Nathan should have known way better, and I'm really disappointed in him too, and very angry. Especially after how long you two have known each other,' 

I looked down. 

'It's okay...'

'It's not okay, and that's why Lizzy went and did that... Because we all know it was wrong...' 

'Where's dad?' I asked. 

'He isn't too happy... He had to leave the house. He could kill Nathan right now...' my mom looked down. 'And so could I,' she added. 

I tried to hold back the new tears that were forming in my eyes. I got up from the chair. 

'I need to go see Lizzy,' I said, grabbing my car keys from the table. 

'Okay sweetie... Don't stay too long,' my mom said, getting up and hugging me. 

I hugged her tightly and kissed her cheek. 

She kissed me back. 

'I love you sweetie,'

'I love you too mom,' 

I turned and opened the front door, heading for my car. I closed the door. 

I unlocked my car and got inside. 

I need to see her. 

I started the route to her house. I started to think about what I was going to say to her...

Or if I would even say anything at all...

I arrived at her house. The cops had just pulled out and left. I took their spot on the driveway. 

Her parents weren't home either...

I walked up the steps and slowly opened the front door. I walked inside and closed the door shut. 

I looked around. A pile of papers and documents were placed neatly on the living room table. 

I walked upstairs cautiously to her room. 

I stood in the doorway of her room. 

And there she was. 

There was Lizzy. Laying down in bed asleep. 

I walked in slowly to the side of her bed as I knelt beside her in bed. 

I examined her face, holding it gently, hoping not to wake her. 

A black eye, 3 scratches to her neck, stitches on her forehead and a bandage starting at her cheek to her jaw. 

I mentally talked to myself as I began to cry quietly. 

Oh Lizzy... What were you thinking?... Look what you've done to yourself...

Her eyes slowly opened. 

I suddenly didn't know what to do, or say. 

She looked at me, smiling sheepishly. 

'Hey beautiful,' she said with a hoarse voice. 

I didn't know what to say... I pulled her in gently and hugged her. 

She hugged me tightly.

'Lizzy... What were you thinking?...' I asked as we pulled away from the hug. 

'I was thinking the right thing. I don't care if I'm stuck in my house for the rest of the summer, or that I have stitches and bruises, what matters most is that I stood up for what I believed in,' she said, stroking my cheek. 

I began to cry..

'Lizzy... I don't know what to say...'

'You don't have to say anything Katie... Just you being here with me is enough...' 

I carefully got up and crawled into her bed with her. She moved over to make room for me. 

I rested my head to her chest. I won't even ask exactly what happened, maybe another time we will have that talk. 

But not now...

I looked down to her left ankle to see it locked with her punishment. 

She kissed my forehead, stroking my cheek gently. 

I sat up, looking at her. 

'Is everything okay?' Lizzy asked, holding my hand. 

I placed my hand on her cheek, gliding it down her chest, to her stomach, to her legs. 

She watched me as I touched her body. 

I slowly began to lift up her shirt, carefully lifting it over her head. 

I looked down at her upper body to see bruises and scratches that were hiding under her clothes. 

I gently traced the scratches, looking at her as I did so. She was watching me, and she gently held my face.

I leaned down and kissed her on her neck gently. I kissed her neck, moving softly against her collarbone, to her shoulder, then to the other side of her neck, kissing it gently. 

She moaned softly and held the back of my head. 

I started to move down her chest, kissing it softly. I pressed my lips up against her stomach, kissing the tender part of her flesh where the bruises lay. 

She moaned softly, and ran a fist through my hair. 

'It feels better already,' she said, smiling down at me. 

I smiled up at her, tracing her scratches and bruises with my tongue. 

Her hips slightly bucked, and I knew what she wanted. 

Still kissing her stomach, I began to unzip her jeans, undoing the button as well. 

She moaned once again, running a fist through her hair. 

I carefully and gently began to pull her jeans down her legs. She bucked her hips to help in taking them off. 

Once I got to her ankles, I tried to be extra careful with her ankle bracelet. I carefully lifted her jeans around it, and soon her jeans were off. 

I ran my hands up and down her legs, kissing them up and down, and kissing her inner thighs. Thankfully her legs were scratch and bruise free, and I was happy to just see beautiful and clear skin. 

I looked up at her and we made eye contact. 

'What do you want me to do Lizzy?' I asked her, tracing her hipbone with my tongue. 

She arched her neck and back, gripping her own hair, then she looked intensely down at me. 

'I want you to taste me... Please...' Lizzy said in a quieter voice. 

I began to unroll her panties and soon they were off her as well. 

I licked up her legs to her inner thighs, allowing the tip of my tongue to brush against her slit.

She let out a small moan. 

'Mhmm you're so good..' Lizzy moaned. 

'Did you like that?' I asked, looking up at her, placing her legs carefully on my shoulders. 

'Yes... Do it again.. Please..'

I obliged, and I traced her slit slowly with my tongue. 

'Shit that's so good..' she said as she bucked her hips towards my face. 

'You like that?' I asked. 

'I love it Katie... Mhmm...' 

I broke through her lips with my tongue, and I slowly swirled my tongue inside of her. 

'Ughh Katie...' she trailed off, gripping my hair. 

'Mhmm? Does that feel good?' I asked, licking up her juices. 

'So... So good...' she said as her other hand gripped her bedsheets. 

I licked up her slit, enjoying the feel of her soft lips against my tongue. 

'Lizzy, you taste and feel so good,' 

'Yeah? You like it?' she asked. 

'I love tasting you,' I said, and began to swirl my tongue gently around her clit. 

'Oh yes yes... Lick my clit.. Just like that... So good..' she moaned. 

I continued to lick at her clit, doing small gentle strokes. 

'Ughh shit... I'm already so close..'

I began to slowly suck her clit, gently taking it between my lips. 

'Mmmm I love that...' she moaned. 

I sucked her clit a bit harder now, and slowly began to finger her. 

'Ohh mmmm...' she arched her back. 

I sucked her clit continuously as I penetrated her with my fingers. 

'Does that feel good Lizzy? Let me hear your beautiful voice...' 

'Yes Katie... It feels so good... Keep going, I'm so close...'

I continued my actions and her moans got louder. 

'Mmmm! Katie don't stopppppp...' 

I sucked her clit harder, moving my fingers faster. 

'Ughhh yessss I'm cumming!' 

I felt her warm juices coat my fingers from inside of her, and her clit began to throb in my mouth. 

She moaned loudly as the feeling worked its way through her body. 

I kissed up her legs, to her stomach and chest. 

Her breathing was heavy, and I kissed her neck to soothe her. 

'Oh my gosh Katie.. That was so good..'

I kissed her cheek, inching closer to her lips. 

'I love doing that to you,' I said and kissed her lips. 

She kissed me with a passion I had never known until now. This wasn't want, this was need. 

I need her. 

It's going to be a different next 3 months now that she's under house arrest, 

But I'm going to be with her every step of the way. 

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Closer Than You Think Ch. 12



~ I'm Officer Smith 

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The next day came and I had just finished my final exam. Lizzy has to write her final exams once her time is up. 

I still can't help but think it's all my fault...

Since exams are only a few hours long then students are allowed to be dismissed right after, I was the only one home. Everyone else in my family was still about in their day. 



I wanted to make some lunch then bring some food over for Lizzy. I gathered all the needed ingredients for Lizzy's favourite; egg salad sandwiches. 

Just then, the doorbell rang. 

I placed everything down and started for the door, opening it up. 

In front of my eyes was a police officer. 

He looked up from the ground, clearing his throat. 

'Good morning. I'm officer Smith. Is Katie in the house?' the polite officer asked. 

'I am Katie,' I said nervously. 'How can I help you officer?' I asked. 

'Oh you are Katie, my apologies. I'd like to know if I could come in and discuss a few things with you,' he said, looking at me. He knew I was nervous. 

'Ye-yes, of course... Come in,' I said, making room for him to get through, widening the door. 

'Thank you,' he smiled gently and walked in. The sound of his big black shoes walking across my floors echoed throughout my entire house. 

I sat down on the couch opposite him, and he sat down too. 

'Is it just you home?' he asked, taking out papers from his pocket. 

'Yes... I'm on exams...' I said, looking at him. 

He nodded, and took out a pen with a notepad. 

'Katie, I think you know the reason as to why I'm here,' he said, looking straight in my eyes. 

I cleared my throat. 

'I think I have a good idea as to why,' I said, folding my hands on my lap. 

'Okay, I need to ask you a few questions, then would like your entire input on the situation,' the officer said, looking through the documents. 

'Okay..' I said, swallowing hard. 

He gathered all his papers, looking through them. 

'Is it true that on the night of June 20th, you were asked to Nathan's house?' he asked, looking up at me. 

'Yes,' I said, biting my lip hard. 

'Was it just you?' he asked. 

'Just me sir,' I answered. 

'Is it true that you and Nathan have history together of going to the same school, and do you know of Nathan having any kind of criminal records?' he asked. 

'Yes I've known him for years, and not that I know of sir,' I said. 

'Is it true when you approached his house on that night, that he tried to convince you to engage in any kind of sexual activity, after you had declined the offer?' he asked. 

'Yes sir,' I said, trying to hold back the tears.

The officer shook his head, looking down at the papers once again. 

'Is it true Nathan stopped you from leaving his house, and lay hands on you without your consent?' he asked. 

'Yes, sir,' I answered. 

He looked through his papers once again for a few moments, writing down little notes and answering calls on his phone. 

His focus came back to me. 

'We've made a decision,' the officer said. 

I looked at him. 

'Nathan will be charged with attempt to rape, and a restraining order will be held against him from you. If at any time he breaks this restraining order and the boundaries regarding it, we have the right to arrest him,' the officer said, speaking sternly. 

I looked down, in shock as to how this entire mess happened. 

'We think these options are appropriate for this situation. Also, your parents called in and requested a restraining order. Despite the fact that you're 18, it is what's best for your safety,' the officer said, smiling gently at me. 

I offered a gentle smile back. 

'Listen,' he said.

My attention was back on him. 

'I've dealt with cases like this many times. It gets better. I know it's haunting, but time will heal your wounds. I'm so sorry this happened,' he said sincerely. 

I looked at him. 

I trusted him. 

'Thank you officer,' I said, tilting my head to show my appreciation towards him. 

He smiled and got up, putting out his hand. 

'It's what I'm here for,' he gave me a comforting smile, and I shook his hand firmly. 

I stood up in front of him, tears starting to stream down my face. 

He noticed my tears, and rubbed my back soothingly. 

'It will get better, I promise you,' he said. 

I nodded. 

'Is there anything else I can help you with today sir?' I asked, wiping my tears. 

'No, you helped me enough today. Thank you for your Katie,' he said, gathering his notes and documents. 

'No, thank you sir,' I said, guiding him to the door. 

He walked with me to the door, turning around once he got to it. 

'He can't hurt you anymore, okay?' he said, looking earnestly at me. 

'Okay,' I nodded and agreed. 

He smiled. 

'Thank you, take care,' he said and opened the door, heading back to his car. 

'You too,' I said and closed the door. 

I leaned up against my door. 

Lizzy's under house arrest for 3 months. 

Nathan's being charged for attempt to rape and is under a restraining order against me. 

And I'm still blaming myself... 

He said it takes time... That it will get better...

But every time I close my eyes...

I see it again, I live it again. 

The way Nathan grabbed my wrists firmly. 

His hand forcefully making its way into my thighs. 

His mouth covering mine...

I sat down on the couch, thinking about the conversation that just happened with the officer. 

I wonder what Nathan's parents think... I used to talk to them all the time...

I wonder what got into Nathan... Even though he's under restraining order, am I making a big deal out of nothing? 

Do I tell him I forgive him? 

I got up and tried to block out my thoughts, and got back into the kitchen. 

I should tell mom and dad that the officer was here when they get home...

I haven't spoken to my dad since the incident. He can't look me in the eyes. 

My mom hasn't spoken to him much either. He's kind of went off on his own way... I need to talk to him soon... I don't want this affecting my entire family...

I need Lizzy here... But she won't be coming over until summer is over...

I made the sandwiches, and soon made my way over to Lizzy's house. 

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Closer Than You Think Ch. 13



~ You Don't Seem Okay 

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*This chapter will also write from Lizzy's point of view (P.O.V)*

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Lizzy's P.O.V ~ 

She made her way through my door way once again. I feel awful that I can't go over to her house and see her, but I had to get back at that monster for attacking her. I know she's hurt, I know she's blaming herself, and I wish I could make her realize that I did it out of my own choice, she didn't ask me to attack Nathan. 

I simply just wanted to. 

Why? 

Because I love her with every inch of my being. 

She sat down on my bed with a basket of food. I examined her face, her tired and drained face. I can tell she hasn't been sleeping well, but she still looks just as beautiful and still brings a smile to my face. 

Those things will never change. 

She will always be beautiful and she will always make me smile. 

I haven't been sleeping well myself either. Of course I am still a bit sore from the incident and I don't care about that, it will heal soon enough. What's really keeping me up at night is the fact that someone else put hands on the one that I love and managed to scar them because of it. The fact that she's blaming herself and beating herself up over it is killing me. 

'Hey beautiful,' I sat up and kissed her softly on the cheek.

She offered a gentle smile, and I got up and gave her a tight hug.

I have to be be careful where I step as I have boundaries now. I know right now that I can't go beyond my driveway, or step past my deck in the backyard. If I do break those boundaries, my ankle bracelet goes off and notifies me that I have gone too far. Then I only have a limited amount of seconds to get back to safety before the cops show up to my house. 

It's a maximum of up to 15 seconds to save myself. If I'm too late, I'm under arrest again. 

I pulled away from the hug, pressing a soft kiss to her lips. 

I looked at her face. I looked closely at her eyes; her eyes that were tired and almost lifeless. She's not the same Katie anymore before all this happened. This has completely changed her, and I just have to accept that. 

I have to understand that things will be different now. I can't be greedy and wish for things to go back to the way they were before, just because I've done my work and what I wanted to do. I was greedy enough to make the matter worse for Katie by attacking Nathan and just thinking about what I loved. 

Because I know Katie didn't want this. She didn't want me to attack Nathan. She didn't want Nathan hurt, didn't want me under house arrest, didn't want me bruised and cut. 

She didn't want anything.

But I was greedy and selfish for what I wanted, and that was revenge.

I just love her too much to let anyone get away with hurting her. 

Now she's blaming herself for the incident with me and Nathan... I'll help her with that, I'll convince her one day that it was my choice to do it only because I love her. 

She won't take it, but one day she will understand. 

I also keep thinking about what happened that night at Nathan's. 

I can't imagine the way he touched her, the way he cornered her, the words his disgusting mouth said to her. I can't even -

I need to calm down before I attack him again. 

Then just cause more trouble. 

I offered her to lie down. She needs to sleep, she needs to forget only for the moment. 

'Lie down sweetie, you look exhausted,' I said, pressing her gently to my bed, hoping she accepts my request. 

'I'm just not tired,' she said. 'But please lie down with me,' she offered, patting my mattress with her hand. 

I engulfed her in my arms, pulling her closely to my body. 

She calmed her nervous and over worked body, and rested her head calmly on the pillow. 

I kissed her shoulder and neck gently, pulling the blankets over her. 

I still remember it all. 

I left Katie's and then I went straight to Nathan's. He was having some kind of hangout with a few of his friends. It was around 3 AM by the time I arrived his house. 

I made my way into his backyard and called him over. He seemed tough, and all cool about it. But he knew exactly why I was there before I even said a single word. 

He clarified that the incident had happened, that it was true. 

My rage was already beyond the roof when Katie had told me over the phone. Imagine my rage when I was standing right in front of Nathan with him admitting all the things he had done, like he was proud of it.

The rage by then was unbearable and powerful enough to make my entire body shake. 

I stopped him mid sentence as his words were like death to my ears. That's when I grabbed him firmly by the jaw and spat directly into his face. My other hand came up and in a fist and aimed directly for his nose, breaking it on the spot. 

My hands were filled and covered entirely with Nathan's blood. 

His friends began to reciprocate, and one held me back from Nathan as I continued to kick him and elbow him in his side. Due to my kicking and screaming, Nathan fell back and slashed his jaw on the metal fence. 

Needless to say, his jaw got broken too. 

His friend held me back while the other ran to Nathan who was bleeding uncontrollably from his nose. He cussed at me, and got up and came back towards my direction. 

I was going out of control, I was a lion being set free from his cage. 

His friend had to hurt me to prevent me from doing anymore further injuries to Nathan that could have been life threatening, and I was also scraping against the fence, falling to the ground, and hitting and scratching myself in order to have his friend let go of me.

Minutes after the episode, I heard sirens and the blue and red lights flashed in my face. I ended up falling unconscious because I was so worked up. My body just gave out. Afterwards, I was told that an ambulance was called too and me and Nathan were reported to the hospital with non life threatening injuries. Police talked to both of Nathan's friends and his friends told police exactly what happened.

'We were just hanging with our friend and then she just popped out of nowhere and attacked him! It all happened so fast, I don't understand!'

Yeah, you don't understand because you don't know the full story of what Nathan did.

I woke up in the early hours of morning that day in my hospital bed with my parents at the door talking to one of the nurses. I don't remember anything, the ambulance ride, when I got to the hospital, nothing. It's nothing but blackness.

I stroked Katie's arm up and down with my hand, kissing her neck gently as I did so.

She mewed softly as I stroked her arm, and she looked up at with me that new set of eyes; the tired, drained, lifeless, almost unrecognizable. 

'Do you want anything Katie?' I asked, kissing her cheek. 

She took my hand and placed it gently on her torso. 

I got the hint as to what she wanted, and I slid my hand underneath her shirt and started to massage her upper and lower torso.

I pressed my lips to the soft skin on her shoulder.

She moaned quietly in my ear.

'Does that feel nice?' I asked her in her ear.

'Mhmm..' she answered me calmly.

I slid my hand down her slim torso and slid my hand inside of her pants and continued to massage her over her panties.

She let out a small whimper, and gripped the bed sheets.

I myself was getting very turned on from her moans. I could feel my inner thighs dampening by the second.

After I massaged her through her panties, I slid my hand inside the next pair of clothing.

Her panties.

She moaned at the contact of my hand meeting her slit. I ran my fingers up and down her moist slit, and her back began to arch towards me.

'Go down? Please?' Katie asked, wrapping her arms around my neck.

'Anything for you,' I said as I took off her pants and panties at the same time and threw them to the ground.

I lifted myself up and hovered over her and began to kiss down her beautiful body, tracing her outlines with my tongue as I went further down.

Her moans are what kept me going. I only wanted more of her.

I was met with my favorite place, right in between her thighs.

She placed one leg on my shoulder. I licked up her slit softly, and she lay there, taking in what I was doing to her.

I licked up her slit repeatedly, meeting her clit, placing my fingers to her, and slowly sliding them inside.

By now, she is usually moaning loudly, gripping at my hair.

But this time, right now,

She's quiet. Hardly making a sound, hardly moving.

Am I doing something wrong? She always loves this.

I proceeded, and licked up to her clit, swirling my tongue slowly around it.

She let a small moan slip from her mouth, then it faded into nothing.

I took in her clit, taking it into my mouth, sucking it gently.

This drives her crazy.

Right now, her back slightly arched, and she moaned my name.

I discontinued my mission, kissing back up her body gently.

I hovered over her once again, and I was met with her eyes.

Those same eyes I looked into minutes ago.

The lifeless, tired, drained eyes...

'What? Why did you stop?' she asked me, looking confused.

'I'm sorry sweetie... You.. You just don't seem into it right now...' I said frowning. 

She looked stunned, looked as if she was unable to speak.

'Oh Lizzy.. I... I'm so sorry... I...' 

I interrupted her.

'It's okay Katie... I understand you're going through a lot right now. It's okay,' I offered a small smile.

She didn't offer it back.

'I'm so sorry... I can't focus... My mind is just consuming me...' 

'I know it is... When you feel up for this, just let me know.. I need to go take a shower, please wait here...' I said, trying not to cry.

She lay back down, watching me get up and undressed.

'I will... I promise...' Katie said, looking sadly at me.

I turned away and left my room, heading for the bathroom.

She's haunted, she's scared, she's unsure.

I have to be patient with her on this. This was a big and scary event to all of us, and I can't just expect Katie to be okay just because I beat Nathan up. Doing that made me feel a bit better. 

But it only made Katie feel worse...

And I should have thought that through.. But I didn't...

It was horrible enough after Nathan attacked her, and I went and added more...

Just to benefit myself...

That's my fault.. And I have no idea what to do..

I want that Katie back... I don't know if she ever will come back... But I have to stay by her side through this. Things are different now... I just have to wait...

Nathan... he took the Katie I knew away from me...

Although she's still with me...

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Closer Than You Think Ch. 14



~ I Want Her Back

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Katie's Point of View 

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I waited for Lizzy to be done her shower. I feel terrible... She tries to make me feel good, tries to help me forget this entire situation, but I can't focus on her. All I keep thinking about is the way Nathan just turned on me... I've never felt so helpless, so powerless, so useless in my life... Feelings like that don't just leave...

They're most likely going to stay with me my entire life. And they will most likely make me more afraid of who I talk to and who I trust now.

I'm shattered...

Even though Nathan wasn't a boyfriend or anything, I still thought he was my friend who I could trust...

He definitely proved me wrong... 

Lizzy came back in fresh clothes and with wet hair. She was brushing out her hair, and she came back in and sat next to me. 

'I guess you didn't fall asleep at all,' Lizzy said, brushing out the rest of her hair. 

'No, I didn't... Maybe later on I will,' I said, looking down. 

Lizzy cleared her throat, and put her brush down. 

She placed her hand on my lap. 

'Katie?' she asked. 

I looked at her hand on my leg, then at her face. 

'Yes?' I answered, looking in her eyes. 

'I... I just wanted to apologize... For all of this... If I hadn't attacked Nathan, things would be at least a little bit better for you...' she said, trailing off. 

'I... I still don't think you should have done that Lizzy...' 

She shot her focus back at me. 

'Excuse me?' Lizzy asked. 

'You had no right in attacking him. When my mom told me, I was a bit disappointed. I didn't think you would do that,' I said honestly. 

'Katie, he could have done anything to you! What was I supposed to do? Just sit there and listen to what he did to you? Do nothing? You should've known I was going to do something!' Lizzy's voice grew louder, and she stood up in front of me. 

I sat down still, looking up at her. 

'I didn't ask you to do this Lizzy! And look what you did! You got yourself locked in your house for 3 months, you're covered in bruises, Nathan's being charged and has a restraining order against me! You're right, if you didn't attack him, maybe this mess wouldn't be so big!' I began to yell back at her, and I stood up as well. 

'Katie he deserved that! He deserves to be charged and he doesn't deserve to be anywhere near you! Are you saying you're pissed at me for going after someone who hurt someone I love? You're mad at me for that? You probably would have done the same to someone who attacked someone you love!' Lizzy yelled, and I could see the veins in her neck. 

'Get your shit together Lizzy! Maybe I deserved that! Maybe I deserved to have someone come after me like that! Maybe I deserve to feel the way I do now! I told him to stop but he didn't, so I clearly deserved this!' I admitted, and tried not to cry. 

'Katie, don't ever say that... No one deserves that... No one! And the sooner you realize that he's a complete idiotic dick, and the sooner you realize I only did this out of my love for you, the sooner you will be okay! You're worth it Katie and you did not deserve this... I can't believe you'd say that...' 

'I'm hurt Lizzy! I'll never get over this! I still feel so helpless... How am I supposed to forget this happened? You don't understand!' I began to yell louder. 

There was a pause of silence. 

'Maybe I don't understand...' Lizzy said, her voice back at normal volume. 

'And I did deserve this!' I yelled. 

'No... Maybe I just don't deserve you...' Lizzy said, looking down. 

Her words immediately cut me like knives. 

What did she say? 

'Lizzy... What?...' I asked, trying to find eye contact with her. 

She looked at me. 

'Maybe I don't deserve you,' she repeated. 

'Lizzy, don't say that...' I said, tears rolling out of my eyes. 

'I only beat you up even more when you were already down... And I'm sorry... I can never take back what I did...' Lizzy began to cry, the tears hit her ground. 

'Lizzy... I didn't mean it like that... I..'

She cut me off. 

'I know what you meant. You wanted me to stay out of your business because this isn't want you wanted. I'm sorry for loving you, I'm sorry,' she said, looking down again. 

'Lizzy...' 

'You don't have to try to change your words just to please me. I get what you said, and I just have to accept it. And if I can't accept it, that's my fault, not yours,' Lizzy said.

I have nothing else to say except take back the words I just said. 

'Lizzy my mind is foggy right now... I'm all over the place... I'm so sorry...' I said, rubbing her arm. 

'It's okay Katie, I understand,' Lizzy said. 

'What do you want Lizzy? What do you want me to do?' I asked. 

'I want that Katie back... The Katie I knew before this happened... But I know I can't have her back right away... I know that's being greedy... But I miss her already...' Lizzy said. 

Her words continued to get to me... I wish I could put this all behind me...

But I can't.. I don't let go of things... That's my fault, not Lizzy's... I'm choosing to be upset... No one is making me upset... 

'I miss the way things were before.. I don't know how I will get over this, but I promise I will try to not let it get in the way of us... I promise...' I said, hoping she would believe me. 

'No, it's okay... It will take time... I have to understand...' Lizzy said, focusing back on my eyes. 

There was a pause of silence, a pause of just looking at each other. 

'Kiss me,' I said, looking at her lips then her eyes. 

Lizzy exchanged looks from my lips and my eyes as well, and she inched closer to me, pulling me closer, and pressing our lips together. 

I moved my lips against hers, pressing my palms against her face. I was so eager to have her right here, right now. 

She began walking forwards while kissing me, and soon enough my back hit a wall, and I was now up against her wall, kissing her passionately as she too kissed me with passion. 

Her hands roamed my body, and her lips soon fell from my lips to my neck, then to my collarbone and shoulders. 

I breathed heavily in her ear, pressing my lips firmly to her ear. 

'Take me Lizzy... Please...' I whispered in her ear. 

Immediately she turned and pushed me gently on the bed, and began to undress the rest of my upper body. 

I lay naked on her bed and she took off her pants and panties, stepping out of them, and she hovered over me, pressing her lips to my neck once again. 

'You want me?' Lizzy asked in my ear, kissing it gently. 

My back arched and a moan fell from my lips. 

'Mmmm yes... Yes Lizzy...' I said, holding the back of her head. 

She pulled back, lifting up my left leg and placing it on her shoulder. 

She shifted her leg and placed it on my side. She adjusted so her slit was almost in direct contact with mine. She held my leg steadily. 

'Mmm yes Lizzy... Rub your clit on mine...' 

Slowly, she bent down further, and our slits collided and brushed against one and other. 

We both moaned at the contact, and she gripped my leg tighter in her hand over her shoulder. 

She thrusted her hips back and forth against my slit, causing her entire bed to shake. 

I looked up above me to see Lizzy bucking her hips, head thrown back and eyes closed. This was the sight I've been longing to see. 

After she found a steady pace, our clit's soon brushed, and it sent bolts of pleasure throughout my entire body.

'Oh my gosh! Yes!' I moaned, gripping the bedsheets as Lizzy worked hard to pleasure the both of us. 

'Shit your clit feels so good on mine,' Lizzy said through her teeth, and she continued to thrust her hips up against me. 

'Oh Lizzy that feels so good... Please go faster, oh please...' 

Without asking twice, she moved her hips faster against me. Our clit's were rubbing constantly, and the pressure soon built up in my stomach. 

'Lizzy you're going to make me cum so hard...' 

'Ugh! Katie you feel so good...' 

Her hand gripped my ankle now as she began to buck her hips faster against my clit. 

'Shit! Yes Lizzy I'm going to cum!' I yelled, gripping my own hair. 

I looked at her as she concentrated so hard on both of us reaching orgasm. She works so hard for me. She really does love me, and only God knows how much I love her... 

The feeling started to spread from my clit to my entire body now, and I could feel the throbbing sensation between us. 

'Oh my gosh Lizzy I'm cumming!' I moaned loudly as her hips were bucking even faster. 

'Shit I'm cumming Katie...' Lizzy moaned, and I began to thrust my hips to meet hers, and we both rode out our powerful orgasms. 

We both exchanged cuss words and moans as our orgasms ran their course through our bodies.

I mewed softly as my orgasm disappeared. Lizzy rested my leg back down on the bed, and lay beside me.

Oh my gosh...

That was amazing...

I held her close to me in my arms, and we caught our breath together.

'Katie?' 

'Yes?' 

'That was ... Amazing...' 

I smiled to myself, and kissed her forehead. 

It was breath taking. 

We lay there and eventually we both fell asleep. 

She really does love me. She really does love me. 

Don't forget that Katie... She can help you through this... You can get through this... 

She really does love me... 

She really does love you Katie... 

*****

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You're perfect the way you are - Katie xoxo



Closer Than You Think Ch. 15



~ I Can Help 

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* Katie's point of view *

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It's been almost a month since the incident took place. I saw Lizzy for a bit last night. That was the first time I had seen her in a few weeks. Her parents are still trying to comprehend the entire situation and get it through their heads that their daughter is under house arrest. Things have been a bit rough at home for Lizzy and her parents as they try to get through this, that's why me and Lizzy have been sticking to text messaging and Skype for a few weeks. 

She says things are slowly getting better, but I know her parents are disappointed in her. I know her parents would never expect Lizzy to do that, and neither did I. 

Neither did my parents. 

Speaking of Lizzy's parents and mine, they still have no clue that Lizzy and I have decided to take our friendship to the next step... I know my parents will support me, but they also remember me and Lizzy playing all the time as little kids... They might find it a bit shocking that I'm dating my best friend that I've known almost my entire life. 

But you can't help who you fall for, and you most certainly can't help who you fall in love with. 

I sat up in bed and looked to my clock that read 9:08 PM. I can hear my parents downstairs discussing work, and I listened closely as they both suddenly fell silent. 

'Honey, what's wrong?' I heard my dad ask. 

I could hear small cries. 

'I'm sorry... I just still can't believe that happened to our daughter...' my mom spoke between her sobs.

I didn't hear my dad talk. I heard shuffling of chairs and soon it fell quiet again. 

My eyes were now watery as I listened to them. 

I didn't think my mom would mention it like that... 

I got up and opened my door quietly and peeked out into the kitchen only to see my mom and dad both crying, and holding one and other tightly. 

'It's going to be okay,' my dad said, rubbing my mom's back. 

'Okay... I'm sorry... I just can't believe it..' my mom said, lifting her head up. 

'I know... She's a strong girl... She can get through this...' my dad said, drying his tears then pressing a kiss to her temple. 

I dried my tears as well and went back to my room, closing the door quietly. 

I sat on my bed just thinking. I shouldn't be doing this, thinking here alone,

But I can't help it...

It's what's been on my mind for the past month... And I see no way of getting out of it...

How will I get over this?...

Just then, my laptop went off and I picked it up off of the ground, and placed it on my bed in front of me. 

I opened it up. 

It was Lizzy requesting a Skype video call. 

I placed my fingers on the keyboard, and accepted the call. 

The image soon came to life and I saw my reflection on the screen. 

It takes a few seconds to come into focus, and then I saw that pretty face on the screen looking back at me.

'Hey beautiful,' I said, smiling at her. 

She smiled back at me. 

'Hey, that's my line to say to you,' she said. 

'I'm sorry. You're so beautiful. What do you expect me to say?' I asked, getting comfortable on the bed. 

Her cheeks reddened, and she looked up. 

'How is everything?' I asked earnestly. 

'Everything is okay. My parents have been giving me some chores so I stay busy and not just in my room. But so far it's going okay. How about you sweetie?' Lizzy asked. 

I looked up to the screen. 

'Things are okay as well. I still haven't really spoken to my parents. I think they want to leave me alone a bit so I can get through this. They try to help me but I just can't... It's something I need to deal with on my own...' I said, looking down. 

'Katie, they want to help you. They want to see you happy again,' Lizzy said. 

'I know they want to help... Maybe I'll take their advice... I don't think they want to push or pressure me so they are kind of keeping their distance... They said they only want what is best for me...' I said, looking at the screen once again. 

'They do... But no one can force you, this has to go at your pace,' Lizzy said, reassuring me. 

'Thank you... For understanding..' I said, looking in her eyes through the screen. 

She smiled gently. 

'It's okay Katie. I miss you...' she said softly. 

'I miss you more,' I said smiling. 

'Is your door locked?' Lizzy asked me. 

I looked at my door to see that it was unlocked. 

'No, it's unlocked,' I said, looking back at her. 

'Could you lock it please?' Lizzy asked me. 

'Sure,' I disappeared from the screen as I got up and locked my door, turning the lock. I returned back to my bed and appeared back in front of the screen. 

'It's locked,' I said, getting comfortable again. 

'Okay... I need to see you...' 

I knew what she was thinking. 

I placed my fingers on the waistband of my pants.

'You want these off?' I asked her. 

'Please,' she said. 

I sat back from the screen, slowly dragging my pants down my legs and throwing them off to the side of my bed. 

'Better?' I asked, back at the screen. 

'Now your panties,' Lizzy said, looking me up and down. 

I stepped back again and began to remove my panties, kicking them off at my ankles. 

'How's that?' I asked, smiling at her. 

She smiled, looking at my lower body. 

'So much better,' she said. 'Lie down,' she added. 

'You want me to lie down?' I asked. 

'Yes, please lie down,' Lizzy said. 

I obliged and lay down on my bed. 

'Lizzy, are you still there?' I asked, looking up at my ceiling. 

'Yes, of course,' she said. 

'Start rubbing your slit, up and down with your fingers,'

My heart rate increased and my eyes widened. 

Is she going to make me cum on Skype?

I did as she said, and placed my hand to my slit, tracing it with my fingers. 

I heard her moaning, and licking her hips. 

'Oh my gosh that's so sexy,' she said. 

I let out a soft moan as I traced my slit up and down. 

* Lizzy's point of view *

I watched her closely through the screen as she lay down in front of the camera and rubbed her slit. 

I shifted on my bed repeatedly. I was getting so turned on. 

'Does that feel nice?' I asked her, looking at her closely. 

'Mhmm...' she moaned. 

I let out another moan as I watched her fingers move slowly through her slit. 

Gosh how I wish those were my fingers. 

'Mmm... Now start rubbing your clit...' I said, biting my lip. 

She moved her fingers up and began rubbing her clit. 

She cried out and moaned. 

'Oh my gosh Katie... How does it feel?' I asked. And I began rubbing my own self through my pants. 

'It feels so good Lizzy... I wish it was you doing this...' Katie moaned and arched her back. 

I rubbed myself harder. 

'Mmm pretend that's my tongue on your clit, moving softly over your clit,' I said, putting my hand inside my pants now.

* Katie's point of view *

I moaned loudly as she told me to imagine it was her tongue on my clit. 

I really started to imagine it. 

Her soft, wet and warm tongue doing slow circles around my clit...

Mmmm... 

My fingers traced my clit slowly, and I heard Lizzy moaning through the speakers. 

'Mmmm go faster Katie... Are you close?' she asked. 

'I'm so close...' I answered, and began to rub myself faster. 

'Mmm how I wish that was my tongue tasting you right now. Then I'd finger you so hard while I lick you,' she said.

My body caught me off guard, and her words sent me over the edge. 

'Oh my gosh Lizzy I'm cumming,' I moaned, and began to jolt as my orgasm hit my body. 

'Oh Katie you're so hot...' Lizzy moaned.

My orgasm washed through my body, and I lay there breathlessly as the feeling slowly disappeared. 

I sat back up and looked back in the camera. 

We both giggled as my hair was now a mess and my cheeks were flushed. 

'Oh my gosh Lizzy that was amazing...' I said, looking at her desperately. 

'That was so sexy. I hope you enjoyed,' she said, winking at me. 

I smiled. 

'I did thank you,'

I was still out of breath as my orgasm washed through. 

'I'll sure be thinking of this later on in the shower, then it will be my turn to cum,' Lizzy said smiling. 

I smiled back. 

'I'll be waiting to hear how it was,' I said. 

'I'll be sure to tell you,' she said.

I smiled. 

'Katie I got to go now, got to help my mom with something. I hope to see you soon,' she said. 

'Okay, you too Lizzy,' I said. 

'Goodnight Katie, I love you,' 

'I love you too Lizzy, goodnight,'

Her image froze and her screen went black, then her picture icon for her Skype was there where the video once was. 

I closed my laptop and lay back down breathlessly as I could still feel my orgasm. 

Wow... My gosh that was hot...

I heard my phone vibrating on my night table, and I reached for it and looked at the screen. 

It was a text from a number I don't recognize.

Who is this?

I opened the text and began writing to them. 

The text from this person said 'hello'

I began to write back. 

'Hello? Who is this?' 

After a few seconds, the person wrote back. 

'Is this Katie?'

I looked at the text, rather confused as to who this was. 

'Yes, I think you have the wrong number. You're not in my contacts'

They instantly replied back. 

'It's Nathan'

*****

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You're perfect the way you are - Katie xoxoxo



Closer Than You Think Ch. 16



~ I Love Her

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I re read the name that appeared on my phone.

Over. 

And over.

And over again.

Is he serious right now?

'Nathan who?' I replied back.

'You know exactly which Nathan I am' he replied.

'Nathan, you are under restrictions. I'm one of them'

'Yeah I know. I just thought I'd check in to see how you are'

'That's none of your business anymore Nathan. What is it to you? I'll have to call the cops if you don't stop. You'll get yourself into more trouble'

'Ahh I got nothing to lose. I'm asking because I love you Katie and you know that'

'You love me but you attacked me? Makes sense'

'You're giving into me Katie, I love it' 

What are you doing Katie?

You could be in trouble for giving into him as well.

This is what he wants. He wants this attention. He wants to make a big scene.

Control yourself Katie, don't give into him anymore.

I put my phone down, trying to retain my self control.

Regain your self control Katie... Regain your self control...

He texted me back.

Not once.

Not twice.

Several times.

'Answer me Katie, I know you're there'

'You love me, don't you?'

'No one has to know'

No one has to know.

The very words he said to me the night he attacked me.

I grabbed my phone again and immediately blocked his number.

He's gone... He's ...

There was a soft knock on my door.

I jumped, gasping.

My mom opened the door lightly.

'Sorry sweetie, can I come in?'

I placed my hand on my chest.

Shit I thought it was Nathan.

'Yeah, sure,' I said, flustered. 

My mom looked at me as she closed my door, and sat down on the chair by my desk. 

'Are you okay Katie? You seem... Scattered brained...' 

'Yeah yeah... I'm fine..' I said, holding my head. 

'Okay... Well, I just thought I would come see how you're doing... I could leave if you want..' 

'No no, you don't have to leave mom,' 

Suddenly, I remembered that my parents still don't know about me and Lizzy. 

'Actually, I ... I have something to tell you..' I said, looking at her then looking away. 

'Sure, anything. What is it?' she asked, her full attention on me.

I cleared my throat, playing with my hands. 

'I... I'm not too sure how to put this...' I said, trailing off. 

'Just say it the way it is,' my mom said softly. 

'Okay... Well clearly you know Lizzy,' I said, unsure of how to continue. 

My mom spoke. 

'Yes of course. She's been your friend since you were just starting school,' my mom said. 

'Yeah... Well...' 

I suddenly became very distracted by my phone. It kept beeping with notifications and messages. 

I looked at it from the corner of my eye, shocked to see the results of why it wears going off so much. 

From what I could see, it was only one thing. 

'Thought you could block me huh? I have a different phone to contact you' 

'I know you're there reading my texts'

'Katie. Katie. Katie. Katie' 

I trailed off on my sentence mid way. My mom looked confused. 

'Oh my gosh, who's texting you so many times?' she asked, looking over. 

I immediately turned my phone over. 

'Ugh... Nothing... It's just ... One of my friends...' 

'Oh, okay. But anyways, what did you want to tell me?' my mom asked, coming back to the situation. 

'Right... Well... Lizzy and I ...' 

My mom looked at me, awaiting my response. 

'I... I love her...' I said with a shaky voice. 

My mom looked at me with a blank face. 

'Katie... You what?' my mom asked, leaning closer. 

'I love her mom. I'm dating her now. I have been for the past month and a half...' I said, looking down into my lap. 

'Wow... Lizzy?' my mom asked. 

'Lizzy,' I stated. 

'Is it not... Weird? You two have known each other for so long,' my mom asked. 

'No mom, something has never felt so right...' I said, explaining myself. 

'Well, how is it going so far, I guess I should ask?' my mom asked, looking at me. 

'It's great so far, she's perfect and treats me so right,' I said. 

'And you love her?' my mom asked. 

I nodded. 

I do. 

'Okay, well as long as you're happy. Just be careful... What if things don't work out? Will you still have her as a friend?' my mom asked, curiously. 

'We've talked about this. If something happens, we are just going to try to work with and through it,' I said.

'Okay. Are you happy with her Katie?' my mom asked, getting up. 

Again, I nodded. 

I am. 

'Okay, that's all that matters. I guess I'm just a bit shocked because of how long you've known her, but you can't help who you love,' my mom said. 

I looked at her. 

You really can't help who you love. 

'Thank you for telling me sweetie. And has Nathan listened and kept his distance like he's supposed to?' my mom asked, looking at my phone. 

I know she knows something is up. 

'Ugh yeah, of course, why wouldn't he?' I asked, hoping I didn't look too obvious.

'Just wondering. People can break restarting orders in the blink of an eye,' my mom said.

'I don't think we have to worry about that,' I said nervously. 

'Okay, thank you again sweetie,' she leaned over and kissed my forehead. 

'Thank you for listening and understanding,' I said, offering a small smile.

'Oh anything for you Katie,' she said, smiling then leaving my room, closing my door. 

Suddenly I didn't know what to do. Nathan is still constantly texting me. I looked to see that I had 28 unread texts from him. 

I can't talk back because that's the kind of attention he wants. 

I can't talk back because then I'd be going against the restraining order...

Oh if only Lizzy could come over right now... I know she would be here in a heartbeat...

I awoke suddenly with my phone still in my hand. 

I didn't even know I fell asleep... 

I looked at the clock and it read 2:34 AM. 

And I was out for a few hours. 

There were another 34 unread texts. 

From Nathan... 

What is he thinking? Is he asking to be arrested? 

My phone beeped with another text, and I hoped it wasn't Nathan. 

Thank God, it's Lizzy. 

'Best shower orgasm ever'

I smiled. She always makes me smile. 

'Good to hear. Lizzy can I please call you?' 

'Yes, of course. Is everything alright?' 

I immediately called her, and she picked up on the first ring. 

'Lizzy?'

'I'm here,' she said. 

I took in a deep breath. 

'Is everything okay?' she asked.

'Lizzy... It's Nathan...' 

'What?' she asked, with a solid tone. 

'It's Nathan... I don't know what's up with him... He won't stop texting me...'

'Katie, despite how kind you are, and how much you hate drama, you need to report this back to police. He's breaking strict regulations. Have you texted him back at all tonight?' she asked. 

And I know she knows that I did. 

'Umm...'

'Katie,' she said in a serious tone. 

'I texted the person to see who it was, then once I found out it was Nathan, I told him to stop and that he was only asking for trouble... Lizzy what else was I supposed to do?..' 

'What else did he say?' she asked quickly. 

'Oh... That he loves me... That he's got nothing to lose...' 

'You need to report this... Katie don't make me come over there,' she said. 

'Lizzy... It was only an accidental run in through communication...' 

'Katie, it was not! He violated you once again! When will you finally have some self respect and common sense? He's trying to get you to fall into his trap and you're slowly falling into it!' she yelled into the phone. 

'Lizzy would you keep it down? It's almost 3 AM, and it was only an accident, he didn't mean to text me. Why would he text me if he knows it could get him into trouble?' I asked curiously. 

'Because he doesn't give two shits! He's right, he really doesn't have anything to lose, so he can do whatever he wants and just accept the consequences because he doesn't care. This is law Katie, this is serious. This isn't a little joke anymore, when will you just realize that?' Lizzy asked me in a stern way. 

'Lizzy I don't know, I've never been through this before... He won't stop texting me...'

'I'm coming over,' 

'Lizzy! No! You can't! Do you want to get arrested tonight?' 

'I don't care Katie. I'll be like you and have no self respect for myself,' she spat at me, then hung up. 

I dropped my phone in frustration. 

'What is she thinking? Oh my gosh I'm in trouble... I'm in huge trouble...' 

It only took minutes for Lizzy to come to my house. She sppeared at my bedroom window, and then I heard it. 

The sound of sirens coming down my street. The blue and red lights filled my street...

It's all my fault...

This is all my fault...

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'You're perfect the way you are' - Katie xoxoxo



Closer Than You Think Ch. 17



~ Make You Love Him

*****

I awoke suddenly with my phone in my palm. I grasped it tightly. 

I gasped, texting Lizzy immediately. 

'Lizzy, please don't do it, please don't come. It's not worth getting in trouble,' 

Seconds went by before she replied. 

'What are you talking about? What's wrong? I just got out of the shower,' 

I held my head as I tried to remember. 

It was only a dream. 

I scrolled through my text messages. None of them were from Nathan, none of them were from an unfamiliar number. 

Lizzy isn't really coming to me because Nathan never really texted me. 

So was me telling my mom that Lizzy and I are dating just apart of my dream too?... 

Was that all a dream? 

I guess so... But wow, it felt so real... 

'Oh sorry... Nothing... Just a bad dream...' I texted her. 

'It's alright. Are you okay? Is everything okay?' she texted back. 

'Yes. I should get back to sleep. Goodnight, love you baby xo'

'Night night, love you too'

I placed my phone on my dresser and closed my eyes to sleep once again. 

The next day I awoke in the same position I had fallen asleep in. I remembered I had to go to the store and pick up a few things. Then I was going to visit Lizzy. 

I got up and put my hair in a quick and messy bun, and threw on a v neck t-shirt and some tracks. I drove to the store. 

I grabbed a little cart and made my way down to the juice section. Lizzy and I wanted to make some iced tea. 

I looked to my side as I reached for the lemonade, and I was met with an unfamiliar girl. 

She looked blankly at me. No expression on her face whatsoever. 

I cleared my throat. 

'Do I know you?' I asked.

She nodded and shrugged at the same time. 

'Well?...' I asked. 

'No, you don't,' she finally said. 

I placed the lemonade gingerly into my cart, never breaking eye contact with the girl. 

'Can I help you with something?' I asked, not sure of what she wanted.

'Oh, I think you can,' she said quietly. 

I rose an eyebrow at her. 

'What's that supposed to mean?' I asked, rather confused. 

I looked just past her, and I swear I saw Nathan heading into the aisle next to us. 

I shook my head, trying to see if I was just seeing things. 

'Okay, well, I have to go. Your name?' I asked. 

'Ashley,' she said, very flat out. 

'Well it was nice to meet you Ashley, and I'm -' 

'Katie,' she said. 

I looked at her with my jaw still opened from talking. 

'Yeah, and how did you know?' I asked curiously. I was rather creeped out.

'I just know,' she shrugged. 

'Right... Well, take care...' I said, leaving the aisle. 

I turned my head just before I went to checkout, and that same girl was there, standing near the checkout, watching me. 

I thought I saw Nathan again... What the heck is going on? 

I payed for what I got and left in a hurry. I tried to block out what had happened in the store.

Who was that girl? And did I really see Nathan?

I unlocked my car with my keys as I became closer to it. I opened the trunk, placing the bags of groceries inside. 

I felt a hand wrap around my mouth, and I immediately screamed into it. 

'Don't scream, don't talk,' the person said, placing the rest of my bags into the truck with their free hand. 

My heart raced uncontrollably. I was terrified. 

They pushed my cart aside. The parking lot was quiet, and no one was near. 

I began to cry as the person lead me to the front of my car, and placed me inside the drivers seat. They closed the door and made their way to the passenger seat. 

They got in and closed the door. I turned my head to look at them. 

It was that same girl I had met inside the store.

'Who the heck are you? What do you want from me?' I asked loudly, becoming very scared. 

'Listen, I know you don't know me, but I know you very well. And I need you to listen carefully to me,' she said. 

'No! Get the hell out of my car before I call the police!' I yelled as I grabbed my phone. 

She took my phone quickly from my hands and reached over me, locking all the doors. 

'No one is calling the police. You need to listen to me,' she said. 

'No! I won't listen to someone I don't even know!' I yelled, becoming both frustrated and scared. 

'Please... You need to listen to me... I just need some of your time...' 

I surprisingly calmed down, breathing heavily as I did so. 

'What is it that you need so bad?' I asked, gripping the steering wheel. 

'I need you to come to my place every Monday, Wednesday and Friday,' she said. 

'Oh yeah, because I'm going to do that!' I said sarcastically. 

'You will, you have to,' she said. 

'And why is that? I don't know you, I don't want to, and there is no need. This is stupid. Get out of my car,' I said. 

'No... You need to listen...' she said, placing her hand on my thigh. 

I looked down at her hand, breathing heavily.

'Get your hand off of me,' I whispered through my teeth. 

'Listen to me and you won't get hurt,' she said. 

'Listen to me, and I won't call the cops,' I said. 

'You won't call the cops. You will listen to me carefully. Every time you come to my house, we will engage in numerous sexual activities. You will tell me what you like, and I will record everything you like and say to me. You will do it,' she said. 

'Um, no thank you. I am dating, and you are very foolish to think that a complete stranger would listen to you about this bullshit,' I said. 

'Start your car, and I will show you the directions to my place,' she said. 

'Make me,' I said. 

She quickly grabbed my keys and placed them inside, starting the car. 

I was no longer going to try being tough. I was terrified now. And this is serious. 

'Drive,' she said, her lips to my ear. 

I took it out of park mode, and drove out of the parking lot. 

'Where to?' I asked shakily. 

'Turn right at this stop sign,' she said. 

'Can you please explain to me what you are doing this for?' I asked, looking at her as I turned the corner. 

'Nathan -'

I cut her off. 

'Are you kidding me? You have something to do with him?!' I yelled, driving down the road. 

'I need to finish. Nathan is going insane. He can not keep still about you. He has to have you... So since he can't have you, he is paying me to love you until you fall in love with him.. Until you want him...' she said. 

I was silent. I pulled over to the side of the road. 

I calmly turned to her. 

'Repeat exactly what you just said,' I said. 

'Nathan... Wants you badly but can't have you... So he is paying me to make you fall in love with him... Everything I will do to you is what Nathan would actually do to you if he was with you. He told me everything that I had to do to you in order to prove his love to you. And since he can not show his love, he is making me... I have no choice... He is threatening me if I don't... I am so sorry...' 

What... On... Earth...

'He is paying you?' I asked. 

'Yes... It is the only way I can get my mom back on her feet with her losing her job... I do not want to... And I just need you to help me out... Please...' 

'How do you know Nathan? How did you know I was going to be at the store?' I asked. 

'Katie, Nathan knows where you are all the time. I don't know how, but you are connected somehow to his phone. And it tracks your every location. His friend introduced him to me and he would not stop talking about you. And he found out that I am desperate for money. So he made up this plan...' 

I didn't know what to think... 

'Did he tell you that he is under strict regulations against me? That he cannot be within 300 feet from me? That he tried to rape me? That I've known him for almost my entire life? I bet he didn't,' I said. 

She shook her head, looking ashamed. 

'He didn't. He just said he is not allowed to be with you,' 

I couldn't believe this right now. A girl, who looks around my age, is desperate to help her mom get more money, and she has to do so by having sexual encounters with me, all to make me fall in love with someone who tried to rape me, and while I have a girlfriend... 

Tell me I'm still dreaming...

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Closer Than You Think Ch. 18



~ Tell Me What You Like 

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I somehow slipped from the shock, and continued driving. 

'Just up here,' she said. 

I nodded. What have I gotten myself into? 

I have a girlfriend who I love very much... But this girl needs the money... Does she work? 

'Do you work?' I asked, pulling into her driveway. 

'I do. I get hardly any hours. That's why I am so desperate for money. It's urgent for my mom. She is trying so hard. You got to help me. Nathan will take my savings I have for my mom if I refuse this plan. I'll do anything,' she said, trying not to cry.  

'It's okay... I'm going to help you... But how exactly will Nathan know what we have done when we are together? I could easily just lie and say that I love him just for his own satisfaction. You don't really have to do this. We could just pretend we did and I could just lie and you could still get the money. But it will cause a lot of trouble. If I go anywhere within a certain distance from him, and the same goes for him, me or him could both get charged or get sent to jail. It's a big mess, Ashley. There are consequences for every action,' I explained to her. 

'I know it's a big mess and I'm sorry I have to put you through this. I should not be forcing you... Maybe I should just get a job and work harder for my mom... I wish my dad didn't have to leave us... He helped so much with the bills but now it seems like everything is unaffordable. I'm sorry Katie. I'll just tell Nathan to take whatever he wants,' she said, opening her door. 

I felt guilt, I felt sorry for her. I understand how hard it is to pay for bills. My parents struggle with it every month. How can I leave her like this...?

'Wait,' I said, stopping her. 

She turned to look at me from over her shoulder. 

'Yes?' she asked. 

'Are you comfortable with doing this?' I asked her. 

'Yes, of course. Anything to help my mom. Are you?' she asked. 

Suddenly, Lizzy popped into my mind. She can not find out about this at all. If so, she will find Nathan and possibly kill him. Then it's just jail time for Lizzy at that point. 

I love her... But I have to do things with another girl so I can 'fall in love' with the guy who tried to rape me... And so this girl can get more money... 

'I'll do it...' I choked. 

'Thank you ... Thank you so much...' she said, hugging me. 

I didn't know what to think. I gently hugged her back. 

'Please come in. I will show you my place,' she said, getting out of the car. 

I nervously and shakily got out. I am supposed to be at Lizzy's house now. I am supposed to be with her. 

But I'm not... 

I closed my car door and followed Ashley into her own house. It was dark, and looks rather like an older house. The window frames were hanging, just waiting to fall. I swallowed hard as I stepped inside. 

She closed the door. 

'This is my house,' she said. 

'Is your mom home?' I asked her. 

'No, she went to go pick up a few things for dinner tonight, if she can even afford it,' she said, taking off her jacket.

'Oh... Where did your mom work?' I asked. 

'She was a nanny. She babysat two wonderful kids. She got fired. Their mom said she had found someone else to watch after them. And her job was lost just like that. The kids loved her too. She took such great care of them. Much better than their own mom could ever do,' she said. 

Wow... Things are so rough... 

'Come,' she said, leading me up the stairs. 

The wooden stairs made unstable noises as I walked on them. I guess we are headed to her bedroom to get down to business... 

'But, how exactly will be know we have done things together?' I asked once again. 

'I am also tracked on to his phone. It tracks my every move, and what kind of move I make. He will know if I was just sitting down, or actually doing something. And he will always know whether I am alone or not,' she explained. 

'What on earth has gotten into him? He's turned into some kind of freak show... He's a stalker, he's a creep...' I said. 

'I know... Believe me, I'm terrified...' she said. 

I could see the fear in her eyes. I knew she was scared. 

'So... Now what?' I asked.

Ashley breathed out. 

'Lie down,' she said. 

I anxiously lay down on her bed, resting my head on her pillow. 

She gently hovered over me, looking into my eyes. 

'Are you sure?...' she asked. 

I nodded. It's the only choice I have for the girl... 

'Okay...' she leaned down, and pressed a soft kiss to my lips, moving slowly to my cheek. 

I shuffled as I thought of Lizzy. This feels so wrong... 

'Are you okay?' she asked, looking up at me. 

'I'll be fine... Just please do whichever you have to do...' I said.

She obliged, and continued kissing me. She kissed my neck, and I tilted my head back to give her more access. 

She started to gently suck the flesh on my neck. I gasped. 

'Oh, please be careful. I bruise easily there,' I warned her. 

'Sorry,' she said, unbuttoning my shirt as she did so. 

'It's fine... I just don't want my girlfriend to know anything... So please try not to leave marks on my skin...' 

'I'll try... I feel horrible for doing this even though you are dating...' 

'It's fine... We have no choice... It will be over before we know it...' I said. 

'Just let me know when you fall in love with him... Even though you already love someone else...' she said, kissing my chest. 

'I'll never fall in love with him even if I were -'

I gasped and got cut off from my sentence as the girl removed my bra and took one of my nipples into her mouth. 

'Oh... That feels good...' I said, gripping her hair. 

'You like that?' she asked me, moving to my other breast. 

'Yes, it feels good..' I said, looking down at her. I wish it was Lizzy doing this to me. 

She massaged my other breast as she sucked the other. I moaned. 

She continued to kiss down my stomach. I was turned on, and I felt guilty about it. 

I shouldn't be turned on by someone else, when I am dating someone else... 

'Does this feel good?' she asked as she massaged me through my pants. 

'I prefer if you rubbed me through my panties, please,' I said. The guilt just kept building up inside of me. Lizzy knows everything that I like... 

She slipped her hand inside my panties, and massaged me gently through my panties. 

I moaned. 

'Like that?' she asked, looking up at me. 

I nodded. 

'More circular please,' I said. 

She rubbed me in a circular motion. I moaned again. 

'That's good... You can put your hands inside now please...' I said to her. 

She slipped her hand inside my panties, and I moaned at the contact. 

'You like that, don't you?' she asked. 

'Yeah...' I said, biting my lip. 

I watched as the stranger began to finger me slowly. My back arched. 

'Good?' she asked. 

'Yeah, keep going,' I breathed. 

She continued, and her thumb brushed my clit. 

I cried out in pleasure. 

'That feels good... Just like that...' I told her, gripping her hair. 

She kissed my side as she did so. I was so close. 

'Oh... I'm going to cum...' I said. I could feel my legs shaking and my stomach tighten. 

I cried out as I came. The blissful feeling took over my body. She kissed back up to my face as I breathed harder. 

'How was it?' she asked. 

'Good...' I said, running a fist through my hair. 

'Today was just a warm up... Just a starter for me to get to know your body... I don't know how long this goes on for... But we have to keep doing it until you fall somewhat in love with him...' she said. 

I caught my breath. 

'I'm sorry...' she said. 

'It's not your fault,' I said, getting up and putting my shirt back on and buttoning it up. 

The girl sighed. I could tell she felt bad. It's a tough situation. But we can get through it... 

I hope...

I got up and stood in front of her. 

'Well... Thank you for this... So I come back Wednesday?..' I asked. 

'Yes.. Wednesday... Thank you again... So much...' she said. 

'I don't know what to say about that... But how old are you?' I asked curiously. 

'I'm 20. You're 18?' she asked. 

'Yeah... Would it be rude to ask how much he is paying you for this?' I asked. 

'Let's just say it is definitely above minimum wage...' she said, looking away. 

I was surprised. But...

Wow... 

'Right... Well... I guess... See you Wednesday...'

'You too.. See you then...' 

I headed down the stairs and left. I closed her front door and made my way into my car, starting it. 

What the heck just happened?... 

I drove out of the driveway. What is happening?...

I made my way to Lizzy's house. I pulled up in her driveway and got out, grabbing all the supplies I had bought earlier. 

I walked inside and closed the door. The guilt was way worse by now. Try not to think about it... It means nothing... It's only for the girl... 

'Hey, what took you so long? You were supposed to be here an hour ago,' Lizzy said. 

I looked up as I took off my shoes. She was in the kitchen. 

'Oh hey. Sorry, I couldn't find regular lemonade anywhere. I went to like 4 different stores. Then I got stuck at the bridge,' I lied, looking down as I walked over to her. 

She smiled. 

'It's okay,' she said, pulling me into a hug. 

I hugged her tightly.

She breathed in, inhaling into my shirt. 

'New perfume?' she asked, pulling away. 

Shit. I remember Ashley was wearing a really strong perfume. It must have rubbed on to me when she was on top of me. 

'Yeah, you like it?' I lied again, feeling uncomfortable. 

'I do, it's nice. Where did you get it?' she asked me, politely taking the grocery bags from my hands. 

'Umm my mom got it for me a while ago. I just thought to use it now,' I said, hoping I don't have to make up anything else. 

'Oh, well it's nice,' she said, pressing a kiss to my cheek. 

I grinned. 

Don't think about it. 

She pulled me in, moving my hair away from my neck to my other shoulder. 

She examined my neck, looking closely at it. 

No... Shit please no... 

'Did I leave the hickey that close to your neck last time?' she asked. 

Shit...

'Yes you did,' I lied again. 

Even though the last time she gave me a hickey was on my shoulder... It was no where near my neck... 

'I thought it was on your shoulder,' she said, looking at me. 

'No, you left one on my neck too,' I said, hoping I sounded convincing. 

'Hmm, okay,' she said, and started to kiss my neck. 

I closed my eyes as she did so. It's already off to a rough start... 

I hope this doesn't ruin anything between me and Lizzy...

I wish I was still dreaming...

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Closer Than You Think Ch. 19



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I caught my breath as I kissed back up Lizzy's stomach, carefully removing her legs from my shoulders. 

'Did you like that?' I asked her, pressing gentle kisses to her cheeks and neck.

'Yes... I did... As always...' Lizzy said, out of breath. 

I smiled, and lay down beside her. 

I rubbed her chest to soothe her. She caught her breath. 

'Katie?...' Lizzy said, looking up to the ceiling. 

'Yes Lizzy?' I asked, resting my head on my hand, looking at her. 

She turned to me, looking me in the eyes. 

'Don't get me wrong, I think our sex life is great... I love everything you do for me and I love doing those things back to you as well..' she said. 

I looked at her. My mind wondered as I thought about where she was going with this. 

I nodded, requesting her to continue. 

'So I thought we could add a few things to it, make it more special, more exciting,' she said. 

I smiled. I was really happy to hear this. She wants more, she wants to go deeper. 

And I do too. 

'I bought this months ago... And I always dreamed about doing this activity with you... I think it's the right time..' she said, getting up and going to her closet. 

I watched her as she pulled out a bag from the darkness in her closet. 

She reached inside the bag and slowly pulled out a strap on dildo. I could feel my eyes widening by the second. 

She looked at me. 

'Well... What do you think?...' she asked. 

'Wow...' I was speechless. But I was so ready, and I really wanted it. 

'Lay down and close your eyes,' she said gently, placing me down to the mattress. 

I closed my eyes and lay down against her mattress. I was really excited, but also really nervous. This is intense... It is serious... 

So intimate... 

I heard metal clinging and Lizzy breathing heavily. I felt her hovering over me now. 

I suddenly opened my eyes.

'Close your eyes,' she said, kissing my cheeks. 

I closed them once again. The anticipation was driving me crazy. I tugged on the bed sheets. 

I could feel the tip of the dildo press up against my clit as Lizzy brought her hips closer to me. 

'Ugh... Lizzy...' I said, trying not to open my eyes. 

'How's that feel?' she asked, circling the tip around my clit. 

'Feels great...' I moaned, arching my back. 

She continued the torture, leaning down and kissing my neck. 

'Oh shit Lizzy... You'll make me cum soon...' I said, tugging her sheets even harder now.

'How soon?' she asked, licking up and down my neck. 

I moaned as the tip circled my clit so gently. 

'Mmm... Very soon...' I said, still trying not to open my eyes. 

To my surprise, Lizzy replaced the tip with her hand and continued to gently massage my clit, while she gently eased the dildo inside of me. 

'Agh!' I cried out at the sensation, holding onto her back as she did so. 

I felt so filled up. The entire dildo was inside of me, and Lizzy stayed in that position for a moment's time. 

'Are you okay?' she asked, kissing my cheek. 

'Ye-yes... It's good... Trust me...' I said, rubbing her back. 

She started to slowly buck her hips, thrusting in and out slowly. 

The feeling of the dildo going in and out of me was amazing... And the fact that it was actually attached to Lizzy made it all much more special... It's like we are actually having sex... 

I wish Lizzy could feel it too though... 

'Oh Lizzy... It feels amazing...' I moaned, throwing my hands over my head. 

'I'll do this for as long as you want, okay?' she said, thrusting her hips and touching my neck with her lips. 

The guilt stabbed me in the heart. It makes no sense... How do I know that this girl really needs money? How do I know that everything is really all hooked up to Nathan? 

Don't think about that now, you're supposed to be enjoying this. 

And I am... 

I blocked out the situation in my head, and began thrusting and moving my hips to Lizzy's rhythm.

She continued to rub my clit gently with the palm of her hand, all while thrusting in and out of me. 

My legs shook, and I placed them up against Lizzy's sides. 

'Lizzy... I've never felt so good before...' 

I could hear her breath quickening. She works so hard for me... She does so much to make me happy... 

She's the only one I love... The only one I want to be with... Maybe that needed to happen with that other girl so I could realize just how important Lizzy is to me... Just how much I love her....

She began thrusting harder. The feelings and sensations within grew deeper, grew rapidly. 

I moaned loudly, gripping onto her back. 

'Feel good babe?' she asked, attaching her lips to my neck, thrusting harder and moving her hand faster over my clit. 

'Ugh! Yes! I'm going to cum soon...' I moaned, shaking due to the pleasure I was feeling from Lizzy. 

The tips of her fingers brushed my clit repeatedly, and her hips bucked and thrushed harder into me. 

'Shit Lizzy! Yes! Just like that... Please...' I said, running a fist through my hair. 

'Anything for you, Katie...' she said, continuing everything she was doing. 

The feeling built up inside of me, and I was on the edge. 

'Oh Lizzy... You're going to make me cum...' I turned my head to the side as she kissed my neck, and the feeling took over and invaded my entire body. 

'Agh!' I cried out as I came. The rhythm of her hips and hand slowed down, and she showered my shoulder in kisses. 

'Oh my gosh Lizzy...' I opened my eyes, breathing deeply. 

She slowly pulled out, gently removing her hand.

'Was that good?' she asked, leaning down on her elbows over top of me.

'Oh... Lizzy... It was perfect...' I breathed, sweat was trickling down from my hairline. 

She pulled me closer, holding me gently. 

I took this moment to realize... To be reminded...

That I love Lizzy... I only want her, no one else... I don't ever want anything to tear us apart... 

I calmed down from my high, and Lizzy sat up, helping me and placing me on her pillows comfortably. 

I pulled her down with me, holding her closely to me. 

'Lizzy... That was amazing...' I said, kissing her chest. 

She stroked my hair with her fingertips, kissing my head softly. 

'I'm glad you enjoyed,' she smiled. 

Suddenly, the situation resumed in my head. I trust Lizzy, and I love her...

I sat up. I need to tell her. 

I sat on top of her legs, pulling her closely to me. 

She pressed her forehead gently up against mine.

'Is there something you'd like to talk about?' she asked, holding my hips. 

There was a pause of silence. 

'Lizzy?...' I said, closing my eyes and taking a deep breath. 

'Yes Katie? What is it?' she asked, concern in her voice. 

I began to cry. I placed my head directly into her chest, sobbing. 

She held my back, rubbing it gently. 

'Katie what's wrong? Did it hurt? Did I hurt you?' she asked worriedly. 

'No Lizzy... The sex didn't hurt... It was amazing... But... Something else hurts inside of me...' I said, pulling away to look into her eyes. 

She brushed the hair out of my face, holding my face gently. 

'What is it Katie? Please talk to me, you're worrying me..' she said, looking deep into my eyes. 

'I promise I didn't mean to... I promise I didn't mean to Lizzy...' I cried harder, my vision becoming blurry. 

'Didn't mean to do what Katie? What happened?' she asked, wiping my tears as they hit my cheeks. 

'I promise you I didn't mean to go to her house... I didn't mean to listen to her... If I didn't, Nathan would have taken everything...' I cried as I talked. 

'Who's house? What did Nathan do?' she asked in a calm tone, holding me. 

'I... I promise you that ...' 

She cut me off. 

'Please calm down,' she said, wiping my tears. 

I tried to calm down, looking into her eyes as my tears faded. 

'Please explain to me what happened, what's wrong?' she asked. 

I took in another deep breath. 

'While I was at the grocery store earlier today, I had an encounter with some girl... And I swear I saw Nathan trailing farther behind her...' I explain, trying not to cry. 

'Okay...' Lizzy said, shaking her head. 

'She said her name was Ashley, and I told her I had never seen her before...' 

Lizzy nodded, letting me know to continue. 

'I left and it was really awkward... I checked out and went back to my car, where she placed her hand over my mouth and placed me in my car, then she sat in the passenger and she told me to listen to her...' 

Lizzy looked down, but then looked back up at me. 

'Okay...' she said. 

'At first, I was freaking out, and telling her to get out, but she only told me to listen to her... She said I had to... I told her I was going to call the cops but then she took my phone... Oh Lizzy I'm sorry...' 

'What happened after? What did she want?' Lizzy asked, holding my shoulders. 

I sighed heavily. 

'She pretty much told me she is 'working' for Nathan to get me to fall in love with him. She is getting paid by him to have her do sexual things to me to make me love him...' 

Lizzy's jaw opened, then closed again. 

'Oh... Okay...' she said, looking down once again. 

'She said she was desperate for money and that she met Nathan through one of his friends... And he made up a plan to do this once he found out she needs money for her mom... She told me to drive, so she could show me where her place is... She said if I wanted to help out, that I would need to go over to her house every Monday, Wednesday and Friday to engage in sexual encounters... Everything she does is what Nathan would want to do...' 

I looked at her cheeks, as they were covered in tears. 

'Did... Did you end up going over?' she asked, looking down. 

'Oh Lizzy... I did... I felt like I had no choice... She was pouring her heart out to me about how they have no money and how her mom just lost her job...'

'What did she do to you?' Lizzy asked, looking up at me. 

'She took me to her bedroom, I promise you she only touched me with her hands... oh Lizzy.... I hate myself... I wish I never gave into her... '

'Is that why you were so late coming to my house?..' Lizzy asked me. 

'Yes... Oh Lizzy I'm so sorry... I don't want to continue doing it... It was only that one time today... I don't care what Nathan does to me, I just don't want to do anything anymore that could come between us...' I said, crying once again. 

'Katie... It's okay... You had no choice, you felt sorry for her... I am sure many people in relationships would have given into her if they were as kind as you... I also have to understand, that after your scary experience with Nathan, you are going to be more vulnerable, you are going to be scared and just give in to others to prevent yourself from getting hurt... I understand... It's not your fault, it's Nathan's... If he had never done this, you wouldn't be so scared... But I have to understand that you are... It's okay Katie... You told me because you care... So thank you for caring...'

I was lost for words. 

'Lizzy.... That experience made me realize how important you are to me and how much I love you... I thought about you the entire time... I even told her I am dating... I wish I could take it back...' I cried again. 

'It's okay Katie... You're damaged, you're hurt, what choice did you have?' she said, looking at me. 

'I could just let Nathan take all her savings...'

'Katie... I'm not mad. Of course I wish it could have been me doing those things, but you felt sorry for her and you are now a new person after your experience with Nathan... Like I said, you're more vulnerable now, more exposed... You will give into it so you don't get hurt...' 

She understands... I wish I could understand it myself, but I am too mad at myself to be that nice to myself... 

'The only thing I wish you did was look into it more... To actually meet this girl's mom and talk to her... But like I said, you're different now... I have to accept that... Things can be okay again... But Katie...?' 

'Yes?..' I said, listening closely. 

'This needs to be reported... I know it's bad and terrible, but you don't know what this girl needs the money for. It is so easy for people to lie... And it involves Nathan... This is illegal, he is breaking regulations... And if this girl really needs help, the cops will help her and send her to further help...'

She's right... She is so right... 

'Okay... You're right Lizzy... I understand if you are mad...' 

She kissed my forehead. 

'I'm not mad. I understand what you are going through. It's not your fault. You telling me makes you feel like you really care. It's not your fault you are more afraid now, that you're more vulnerable... It's not your fault... I'll get you through this...' 

I cried. Not because of what's going to happen with Nathan and everything, but because of the overwhelming love and support Lizzy is giving to me, despite the fact that I went behind her back... She still loves me, she understands...

'I love you Lizzy...' I cried, holding her closely. 

'I love you too Katie, thank you for telling me,' she said, hugging me. 

I wiped my tears, leaning my head on her chest. 

She lay me back down on the pillows, covering me up. It was getting late. 

'Shh... Close your eyes and go to sleep... It will all be okay before you know it...' 

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Closer Than You Think Ch. 20



~ Dream Come True 

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I awoke suddenly in my bed. I looked around my bed, my room. I'm alone. 

I was at Lizzy's last... It was amazing... I don't remember leaving then coming back home. I fell asleep perfectly in her arms. 

My phone lit up with a text. What time is it anyways? 

I unlocked my phone. It read 11:37 AM. 

It's Sunday... 

Thought it was Wednesday... Or something like that...

I drifted from my thoughts and finally read the text. It was from Lizzy. 

'Good morning Katie, you up for hanging out today?'

I smiled, and began writing back. 

'Good morning my love. Thank you for driving me back home after last night x'

After a few seconds, she replied back. 

'What do you mean? You weren't over here last night'

What? Yes I was... Now I'm just confused... 

'Yes I was... I came over and we talked, remember?..' 

'No... That didn't happen... I'll be over in about half an hour'

'Lizzy! You're still under house arrest, I'll come over'

'Okay Katie, what were you drinking last night? lol, see you soon'

I dropped my phone in confusion. What the...? I was at Lizzy's last night where I told her about Ashley and Nathan...

Right?...

Right. 

Another text got sent from Lizzy. 

'Lol and why are you calling me your love?' 

I lay down. Now I just feel messed up. 

About twenty minutes later, Lizzy appeared at my doorway. 

'Pfft, nice listening skills you got. Prepare to have the police here in about 20 seconds to arrest you,' I said, scoffing. 

'Can you stop talking like this? Honestly, I have no idea what you're talking about,' Lizzy said, sitting at the end of my bed. 

'You are under house arrest for attacking Nathan! He tried to rape me Lizzy and you went after him!'

'What?! He tried to rape you?? Why didn't you tell me?!' Lizzy yelled at me, standing up. 

I couldn't talk. I felt way too messed up, and I was beyond confused. 

'Lizzy... What the heck is going on?...'

'I could ask the same thing! I didn't think Nathan would do that...' she said, looking down. 

I went through thought by thought in my head. Clearly Lizzy is messing with me, but the cops aren't here, and her house arrest system is off her ankle... 

'What about Ashley?...' I asked. 

'Who's Ashley?... Can you please explain to me what is going on??' Lizzy asked, lifting her hands. 

Then it came to me. 

Did I dream this entire thing? Was this all just some big dream?...

Oh my gosh... It was...

Lizzy still stood there, looking like she had just seen a ghost. I have no choice but to explain myself. 

'We fell in love. Nathan asked me out and I told him I had loved you. He told me to come to his house after your party where he tried to rape me. I told you and then you went and attacked him. Both of you were hospitalized and you were put under house arrest for the entire summer. Nathan got a restraining order against me and I met a girl named Ashley who was getting paid by Nathan to do sexual things to me... We had sex, then I told you about it, and now we are here...'

Lizzy looked at me with no expression to her face, her jaw was opened but she couldn't seem to speak.

'What...?' Lizzy said, looking confused out of her mind.

'I love you Lizzy... We fell in love... Don't you remember?..' I asked her, holding her hand. 

'We... We did?...' she asked me, looking at my hand. 

'Yes, we did... I messed up, but I promise that I will never hurt you ever again...' I said, kissing her hand. 

'Katie... I'm so confused...' Lizzy said, looking at me. 

I looked into her eyes, leaning towards her. 

'I guess it was nothing but a big dream... It felt so real though... I thought I had you, I thought everything was going to be okay, but it's messed up... I'm sorry I confused you, but I'm just as confused as you are...' 

She continued to look at me; confused. 

I sighed. I feel so stupid, so embarrassed...

'You can go... I'm sorry I wasted your time, I'm sorry I embarrassed you...' I said, looking down. 

But it felt so real...

'I don't want to go... I'm interested in how this went... How did it feel being in love with me?...' Lizzy asked curiously. 

'Oh Lizzy... It was amazing... It was like I had found the other half of my heart, it was like being with an angel... It was beautiful and it completed me... I would do anything to feel that way one last time...' 

Lizzy looked at me, a tear rolling down her cheek. 

'Really?' Lizzy asked, looking into my eyes. 

'Yes...' I began to cry... I can't believe it was all just a...

I was cut off from my thoughts when I felt Lizzy's lips press to mine. Her lips silenced mine, and I could finally feel it in real life. 

The kiss was magical, and it felt so right. I'm not dreaming right now... I'm not... 

Lizzy gently pulled away, looking me in the eyes. 

'I felt it too,' Lizzy said, biting her lip. 

Lizzy gently pushed me down to the mattress, kissing me once again. 

Now I was in shock. I was dreaming all those other times, but this is now no dream. I'm actually kissing my best friend... 

'I do love you Katie... I just never told you..' Lizzy said as she kissed my neck. 

Oh my gosh... I do love her...

Maybe the entire thing was a dream, but these feelings are real...

We actually do love each other... I learned from my mistakes in my dreams, and I won't let them happen again in real life...

I love her, and these feelings are real... 

I can live out my love for her once again in actual life. I won't make those same mistakes, I won't let anything get in the way. 

'I love the thought of you being mine Katie... I can't believe I am doing this...' she said, kissing me. 

In my head, in my dreams, I've already seen all of her... And I can't wait to see it again in real life... 

It might have all been just a big, stupid snd crazy dream...

But these feelings are real...

And they always were...

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Closer Than You Think Ch. 21



~ I Love Her 

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On my bed, we resumed kissing. 

This isn't a dream too, right?

'Lizzy... Wait...' 

She pulled back, looking me in the eyes. 

'I'm so sorry... I know this is a bit... Different... I'll stop.. I'll go if you want...' she said. 

'No... I want to talk about this...' I said, pulling her closer. 

'Okay... How did it feel in your dream? How did it happen?' she asked me curiously. 

'Well we've known each other for so long... In my dream we just fell in love... We talked about it, and we trusted each other... You would come over to my house then I'd go to yours and we would just do amazing things to each other... It felt so right... No one knew but you and I... It felt so right, so good... You were like my other half...' 

Lizzy looked me straight in the eyes as I explained myself to her. 

'Really?...' she asked me, looking sincere. 

'Yes... I wouldn't lie about it...' 

'Because I had a dream too...' Lizzy confessed to me. 

'What?... Are you serious?..' I asked her, shocked from what she said. 

'Yes... After me and you finally got things together with me being under house arrest, you started talking to this girl named Ashley... You and her did a few things together to help save her from Nathan going after her... When you told me, I was so upset... But I awoke...' 

Oh my gosh... We were dreaming the same dream... 

'Lizzy... I remember it so well... Why did you act as if you didn't know what I was talking about earlier?' I asked her. 

'Because... I didn't know how to come over and just tell you about this dream I had about me and you... I didn't know... I thought it would be one of those things that just passes, that I'll get over eventually... I didn't think I would actually come over to only find out that you were dreaming too... I didn't think I would tell...' 

'I'm glad you did... I was dreaming the same as you...' I told her, placing my hand to her cheek. 

'I'm sorry if this is too much... I've known you for so long and now I'm suddenly talking about feelings...'

'Hey, I am too Lizzy,' 

She offered a small smile. 

'If I could ever fall asleep again and dream that same dream, I would never hurt you. I would do everything so differently...' I told her. 

'If I could dream it all over again, I'd never let Nathan hurt you, I'd drive you home so you wouldn't be stuck with him alone on the way home after the party...' Lizzy said. 

Okay... So this is actual real life... There are feelings, but the entire relationship was just a dream...

'So... What do we do now?' I asked her nervously.

She looked at me, grabbing my hand, and placed it to her chest.

'We could take a step together, and live out our love instead of dreaming it,' she said earnestly.

I thought for a moment. I loved being with Lizzy in my dreams. The way she made me feel, the way she comforted me, the way she loved me...

And the way I loved her back...

I need that. And I could have it, all I need to do is trust her, and take it one day at a time.

I do trust her, and things could work out slowly...

'Be with me,' I told her, looking into her eyes.

'You don't have to say it again,' she smiled, and leaned her forehead softly up against mine.

I smiled back, and suddenly that warm feeling grew inside me.

I really do love her. I've never felt this way before.

'How does this feel?' Lizzy asked me softly, looking into my eyes, our foreheads still together.

I sighed happily.

'It feels so right...' I breathed, holding her hand.

'It does...' Lizzy said, looking at my lips.

Without speaking, our lips softly brushed. Her soft lips sent shivers down my spine as they moved rhythmically against mine. I was already breathless.

'I remember in my dream, you loved when I kissed you here,' Lizzy said, making her way down my jaw to my neck.

I moaned as she softly kissed the base of my throat. I leaned my head back.

'Lay down,' Lizzy said softly, pressing me gently up against my bed.

My heart skipped a beat as I rested on my bed.

'Close your eyes,' she told me gently.

I breathed, closing my eyes softly. The only thing I could feel was her hands up against my legs as they tugged on my waistline.

I gasped as she gained a firm grip on my pants and began to drag them down my legs. They hit my floor.

'Shh... It's okay...' she said gently, softly kissing up and down my legs. I could feel her breath on my skin.

I tried not to open my eyes. I closed them tightly.

My breath hitched in my throat as I felt her kissing up my thighs. She softly rolled my shirt up and covered my eyes with it.

I can't see anything now... Oh my...

'It's okay...' she whispered in my ear, kissing along my neck and down my stomach.

She gently placed my legs on her strong shoulders. Her breath bounced off my skin, and it was getting me so turned on.

'Oh Lizzy...' I whimpered.

Softly, she pressed her mouth up against my lips, kissing me gently in between my thighs.

I let out a long and soft moan, tugging at my bed sheets.

She let out her tongue, and swirled it gently in between my lips, softly brushing my clit.

'Oh my gosh Lizzy it feels so...'

She cut me off in the middle of my sentence.

'Shh... Don't speak... I'll take care of you,' she said, softly kissing my legs again.

I tried to keep quiet, but it was so hard when she was making me feel so good.

I shuffled in my bed as she continued what she was doing. Her soft tongue found its way to my clit, and she swirled her tongue slowly over it.

'Mmmm... Lizzy...' I moaned, tugging her hair.

She gently took my clit into her mouth, sucking it softly.

My back arched and my hips bucked.

'Lizzy... It feels so good..' I told her, holding onto the back of her hair.

She obliged by sucking more, still keeping that soft and gentle motion.

I cried out as she continued. It felt so good.

'Oh my gosh Lizzy... You're going to make me cum...' I told her breathlessly.

She licked my clit gently, and that was all it took to send me over the edge.

'Lizzy!' I cried out her name as my orgasm drove my body, hitting all my nerves and taking control of my entire being.

She kissed my legs softly as I moaned through my orgasm. It felt so good and so right.

I tried to catch my breath as she kissed back up my stomach. I let go of my bed sheets, and she gently removed my shirt from my eyes.

'Don't worry, I'll take care of you,' she said.

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Closer Than You Think Ch. 22



~ First Date 

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I lay in bed with Lizzy at my side. I kept running my fingers through her short hair as her head lay on my chest. The sound of our beating hearts were one. 

'Katie?' she said, raising her head to me. 

I looked down at her. 

'Yes Lizzy?' I answered her, still playing with her hair. 

'We didn't ever have our first date in our dreams,' she told me, running her finger over my chest. 

I couldn't help but smile and blush. The girl that I loved, the girl that I've known for basically my entire life, just mentioned a first date. Our hearts weren't the same anymore, because mine skipped a beat. 

'Would you like to have one Lizzy?' I asked her coyly, biting my lip. 

She quickly sat up, meeting my face with hers. 

'Yes. Yes of course. Would you like to go out with me Katie?' she asked, gently holding my hand in hers. 

That wasn't even a question in my books. 

'Yes, of course. I would love that Lizzy,' I said, placing a kiss to her cheek. 

'How does tonight sound?' she asked, holding me tightly. 

'Tonight is perfect,' I said, kissing her neck. 

She smiled. 

'And where should we go?' she asked me, stroking my arm up and down. 

'I want you to choose a place that will be special for the both of us,' I told her, smiling at her. 

'I think I have a place in mind,' she said, smiling and pressing a kiss to my cheek. 

'Is it a surprise?' I asked excitingly. 

She nodded, smiling at me as she looked deeply into my eyes. 

My God, I love her so much. Everything about her just seems so perfect. Everything just seems to make sense when I'm with her. 

'I'll come back and pick you up at 7,' she said, getting up then pressing a kiss to my forehead. 

I smiled once again. I was so excited. 

'Okay,' I said, smiling at her. 

She leaned down and pressed a soft and gentle kiss to my lips. 

She makes me melt with everything that she does. 

'See you later,' she said, leaving my room. 

I was left there in awe. I heard the engine of her car starting up, then driving away. 

I can't wait. My first date with the one I love. 

And I don't have to dream this time. This time, it's real. 

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The time was arriving when Lizzy said she would be here. I picked out a fall September outfit with high boots. I picked up my purse and awaited her on my front porch. The autumn night was cool and brisk. 

The headlights came down the street. I smiled. 

She pulled up on my driveway and got out of the car. She was wearing nice jeans and a black t shirt. I walked down my porch to her car. 

'You look really nice,' she said, opening the door for me. 

I blushed. 

'So do you,' I said, sitting inside her car. 

'Thank you,' I added, as she gently closed my door. 

She made her way back to the drivers seat and sat back inside. Her car was warm, and from the radio, I could hear her favourite band My Chemical Romance playing. 

'This is nice,' I said, putting my seat belt on. 

She put hers on as well, started the car and drove out. 

She placed her hand on my lap as she drove. I couldn't be anymore happier. 

'So like I said, I do have a place in mind,' she said, stopping at the red light. 

I smiled. 

'Any hints?' I asked excitingly. 

'You'll just have to wait and see,' she said smiling, rubbing my leg up and down with her hand. 

We arrived moments later. Lizzy parked and got out to open my door, welcoming me out of the car. 

I smiled and kissed her cheek to thank her. She closed my door and lead me to the main entrance of the restaurant. 

The glistening glow of white Christmas lights filled our space as we walked to the front doors. It was so beautiful. 

She opened the door for me once again, and I just couldn't help but smile and be even more excited. 

'Hi there, how are you?' the host greeted us, standing behind the little table. 

'Good thank you. Just two tonight,' Lizzy said, gently brushing her hand against mine. 

'A table over here just opened up. Follow me,' the host said, grabbing two menus and walking through the restaurant. 

I was in awe as we were going to our table. The entire place was decorated beautifully with lights and spotlights. The booths looked extra comfy and the carpet was designed with little roses. I've never seen this place before. 

'Here you are,' the host said, placing the menus on the table. 

Lizzy and I sat comfortably across from each other, grabbing our menus. 

'Your waiter will be with you shortly,' the host said, smiling then leaving. 

'Thank you,' I said, looking back at the menu. 

'They have everything here,' Lizzy pointed out, smiling as she looked up at me. 

'It looks like they do,' I giggled as I looked up. 

'Thank you for joining me, Katie... It means so much...' she said, placing her hand on top of mine. 

'You don't have to thank me for something that I wanted to do Lizzy,' I said, smiling gently. 

She smiled gently back at me, holding her chin up in her hand, gazing into my eyes. 

'God you're beautiful. God I love you so much,' Lizzy said. 

I wanted to stop blushing, but I couldn't help it. The more she said, the more I blushed. I feel the exact way about her. And that will never change. 

'I love you so much Lizzy. Nothing will ever come between us,' I said, holding her hand tightly. 

'I'm really glad to hear that,' she said, smiling at me. 

We both just took the moment to look at each other. Our eyes flashed up from our eyes to our lips. I wanted to kiss her so bad. 

The waiter came over and we ordered our drinks and meals. We got a huge Italian platter between the both of us. 

Sometime during the dinner, we just looked at each other. I couldn't stop smiling. She was smiling too. 

Just then, I felt her knee brush up against my core from under the table. I slightly gasped. 

'Lizzy,' I breathed, letting out a small laugh. 

'Yes Katie?' Lizzy asked, trying not to smile. 

'Your knee... It...' 

I was cut off from my words as Lizzy repeated that same action. 

'Mmmm... Lizzy... Not here...' I said, biting my lip. 

'Not here? What are you talking about?' Lizzy asked, smiling at me. 

Her knee kept brushing over top of my jeans. The feeling was amazing, and the feeling kept building. 

I breathed harder and faster as Lizzy gently moved her knee over me. I'm going to cum because of her knee...

'Lizzy...' I whispered, trying not to be noticed by the others. 

'Are you going to cum?' she whispered over the table. 

'Yes...' I moaned, gripping the table harder. 

'Cum for me baby...' she whispered as her hands gently moved up and down my arms. 

'Oh God...' I whispered, shivering as my orgasm slammed into my body, and exploding everywhere. 

I convulsed in my chair, trying to keep in control. 

'It's okay baby, I got you...' Lizzy said, gently grabbing my arms. 

I breathed quickly. I smiled about what just happened as my orgasm slowly started to disappear. 

'Oh my God...' I giggled, feeling my body become warmer. 

'Did you like that?' Lizzy asked me gently. 

I nodded. It was amazing. 

I stumbled as we rose from our seats. I giggled as Lizzy kindly grabbed my arm for support. We payed and made our way back to the car. It was an amazing first date, and I know there's many more to come. 

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Closer Than You Think Ch. 23



~ My Turn

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We walked into the door from the date into my house. The fall breeze followed us inside as I closed the door. I need to pay her back. In my dreams, she was always taking the lead, always loving every inch of my body. I want to give her the same back.

'Well that was a really nice night,' Lizzy said, taking off her shoes and placing her purse on the counter.

I walked up gently from behind her, placing my hands on her hips softly.

She looked down at my hands and smiled, placing her hands on top of mine.

I leaned in from behind her, and grazed my lips against her neck. I started at the back of her neck and slowly made my way up to her ear then back down. I showered her entire neck with kisses, switching sides from time to time.

I could hear her breathing increasing, and her grip on my hands became tighter.

'You like this?' I asked her, gently pushing the fabric out of the way to kiss down her shoulder.

'Mhmm...' she moaned, and I could feel her body slowly falling back on to mine.

I gripped her from behind tighter, moving my hands to around her waist.

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Lizzy's P.O.V

Oh my God...

I'm melting right in front of her... It feels so good... So right...

It feels way different in person. In person, it gives more emotion, more passion. It's actually real.

I moaned once again as her soft lips grazed up and down from my neck to my shoulder. That familiar tingling sensation grew deep within my thighs, and I was craving her more and more with every kiss.

She gently spun me around, and lifted me up, placing me on top of her kitchen counter.

I moaned the second our lips touched. We kissed heavily, and I pressed my hands up against her cool cheeks. She moaned and our tongues tangled together. 

She ran her hands along my sides, giving me shivers up and down. She placed her hands gently under neath my shirt, and her soft hands came in contact with my skin.

'Mmm...' I moaned at the feeling of her soft touch.

'Is that nice?' she asked me through the kiss.

I breathed.

'Yes... Your touch feels so nice...' I breathed out as I spoke.

'Your skin is so soft, so beautiful...' she said, looking down at her hands touching my skin.

I wrapped my arms around her neck and pulled her closer to me. She kissed all around my chest, softly pulling down my shirt and bra together. 

My breast became exposed, and she softly ran her smooth and soft tongue along my breasts and nipples while using her hands on them as well.

I moaned and tilted my head back from the pleasure she was producing on me with her mouth and hands on my breast.

I dug my nails deep in her hair, making a fist in her hair. She moaned.

She flicked her tongue over my nipples, sucking them gently.

'Oh God...' I moaned, leaning down to watch her.

'Does that feel good?' she asked me, looking up.

'Oh yes...' I breathed, gently pulling her in again for more.

She continued to lick my breasts gently with her tongue, running her fingers and tongue over my nipples.

I couldn't stop moaning. She was making me feel so good.

She kissed down my stomach, slowly leaning down in front of me.

I looked down at her. She is so beautiful.

Her long hair swayed against her shoulders as she got down to her knees in front of me, running her hands up and down relentlessly over my legs.

She kissed my thighs and legs over my pants, giving me shivers.

She softly reached up and unbuttoned my pants and belt, dragging them down slowly down my legs, placing kisses everywhere on my legs as she did so.

'Oh Katie...' I moaned as my pants hit the ground.

'Yeah baby? You like this?' she asked me, kissing up my now bare legs.

'Ugh yes... You make me feel so good...' I moaned, breathing heavily as she inched closer and closer to my panties.

Her hands continued to run up and down my legs, and her soft mouth kissed me over my panties.

I nearly jumped up. She is making me feel so amazing right now.

'Oh my God, Katie...' I moaned, biting my lip.

She slipped out her tongue and licked me through my panties. I shivered.

'Oh God...' I shivered as her lips and tongue gave me so much pleasure.

She continued to gently lick me through my panties, and slowly started to drag them down my legs.

My panties came off at my toes and hit the floor. She carefully lifted my legs, kissing them, then placing them on her shoulders.

I looked down at her as my hands tangled in her hair. She licked the inside of my thighs, kissing my lips gently.

'Oh Katie..' I moaned as I gripped the edge of the counter.

Her soft tongue pushed through my folds and softly massaged my clit. 

I shivered, and I couldn't contain my moans. 

'Oh my God Katie, that feels so good,' I told her, looking down at her. 

She looked up at me as she licked me, and smiled gently. She ran her hands up to my chest and massaged my breasts as she licked me softly. 

My toes curled as I pressed my heels deep into her back. It felt so good. 

She flicked my nipples with her fingers as she pressed her tongue to my hole and swirled it inside. 

'Oh shit...' I threw my head back, holding onto the counter more tightly. 

She brought down her hands and used them to hold my folds open to give her more access of me, and the feeling made me crumble. 

'Mmm... Ugh...' I closed my eyes softly as I enjoyed the feelings going through my body. 

'You like this?' she asked, sucking my clit gently. 

'Oh my God yes... You're going to make me cum,' I told her, breathing heavily. 

'You're so beautiful Lizzy, I love your body,' she said to me before she softly continued to suck my clit again. 

I am breathless. My body is feeling so amazing right now. 

My stomach tightened and my toes began to cramp from them curling so hard. I'm going to cum, and it's going to be amazing. 

'Oh my God, I'm going to cum... Just like that, right there... Don't stop oh my God...' 

She continued making me feel amazing, taking me higher and higher and closer to orgasm. 

The feeling caught up to me and let off. 

'Agh!' I cried out as I came. The feeling was blissful and by far the most beautiful feeling I've ever experienced. 

She slowed down and my entire body felt refreshed. The feeling spread to my entire upper body, coaxing me with its beauty. 

I could feel my cheeks becoming more flushed as the seconds went by. She stood up and wrapped her arms around my powerless body. 

'You taste so good,' she said, pressing a kiss to my neck. 

I breathed hard as my orgasm faded, and her words made me melt even more. 

'My God that felt amazing,' I told her, holding her face, trying to come back into focus. 

She smiled. 

'You deserve everything,' she said, holding my face. 

I feel so complete. I can't explain the way I feel. 

I love her. 

And I can't wait to go deeper into this with her. 

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Closer Than You Think Ch. 24



~ Come With Me 

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Lizzy had ended up staying the night. When we got home and made our way to my bedroom after, we ended up falling asleep perfectly together. My bed was made for us. 

'Good morning beautiful,' I said, pressing a kiss to her cheek, holding her tightly against me from behind. 

'Hey gorgeous,' she stretched her arm out.

'That was the best sleep ever,' she added. 

I smiled, and pulled her closer. 

'You like my bed?' I asked her. 

'It's so warm. It fits the two of us perfectly,' she said, smiling over at me. 

It really does fit us perfectly. 

I suddenly remembered that it was the weekend coming up where I go to visit my family that lives a few hours away. My parents are already up there. They've been there for a few days now. All my aunts, uncles and cousins are down there. It's so beautiful. They live right on the beach, and in the fall, it's even more beautiful. 

'Don't you go see your family tomorrow Katie?' Lizzy asked me. 

'I do. I was just thinking about that,' I told her. 

'I'll really miss you,' she said, bringing my arm closer to her and wrapping it around her waist once again. 

We are staying for 5 days. 

Then I suddenly came up with an idea that I really liked. 

'Come with me,' I told her, kissing her neck. 

She turned around to face me. 

'You want me to come with you?' she asked, holding my face. 

'Yes, of course. It won't be a problem. You can drive up there with me in my car. My aunt has a spare bedroom at the back of her house. We can share that room, and bed,' I smiled. 

She smiled big. 

'What do you say?' I asked, kissing her forehead. 

'I really like the sounds of that,' she smiled, and kissed my lips. 

I was even more excited now that Lizzy can make it. We are out for school for fall break. We have a few weeks off. And I couldn't be more excited to spend those few weeks with Lizzy and family. 

'I'll start packing tonight,' she said excitedly. 

'Sounds great, I will too,' I said to her, pushing the hair out of her face. 

It was going to be a great weekend. 

Lizzy left and I cleaned up the house. My jacket had ended up on the kitchen floor, and my heels were kicked towards the TV. I guess after that moment in the kitchen last night, things got intense. I do remember her pushing me up against the kitchen cupboard and kissing me harshly, kissing me with so much love. Then we went to my room and had the best make out ever. 

I do love her. 

I put my jacket and heels back at the front door where they belonged. I decided to take a shower afterwards too. 

I undressed and stepped into the shower that was now running with the perfect water temperature. I stood underneath the water, letting it travel all around my body. 

I ran my hands along my arms and legs, allowing the water to cover me entirely. 

I looked down at my chest where I found a little mark. I smiled and remembered that Lizzy had been sucking there last night. I let the water wash me out. 

I let my hands travel to in between my thighs. I began to touch myself as the water escaped and found its way inside my thighs. I gasped. 

I placed my fingers to my lips and began to roll my fingers around. I pushed my fingers through and my fingertips met my clit. I moaned as I touched myself under the water. 

My mind started to wander as I touched myself. I thought of Lizzy, and her amazing tongue and fingers. I pictured her in here with me, kneeling beneath me, licking me out, tasting every inch of me. 

The thought made me moan and lose balance. I backed up against the wall for support, and continued to rub my clit slowly just like the way Lizzy would be doing it if she was here right now. 

I thought of her fingers moving in and out of me, all while her talented tongue still kept that slow and soft rhythm on my clit. 

I moaned, leaning my head back on the wall. 

The feeling kept escalating, and I was so close.

I rubbed myself faster as the feeling grew bigger, and it soon exploded and spread to my entire body. 

I sighed and breathed out as the feeling of satisfaction and beauty took over my body. 

I stumbled off the wall, slowly regaining my balance. 

I continued my shower and washed my hair off. I soaped up the sponge and lathered myself up. This would be so much better with Lizzy here. 

I finished my shower and got dried off into new clothes. My legs suddenly twitched and jolted as my orgasm still lingered somewhere in my body. I made my way to my room and grabbed my big bag and suit case and began packing. I decided to pack a couple pairs of sexy panties, and some comfy sweaters and track pants just for when we go by the beach. It gets cold down there at night. 

I continued to pack and got ready a few more outfits for the rest of the week. I packed a few snacks at the side and decided to pack a few things for the bedroom there. 

I zipped up and locked up the bag and suitcase and placed it at my bedroom door. 

I grabbed my phone and texted Lizzy. 

'Hey beautiful, come at my house tomorrow morning at 7? x'

She replied within a few minutes. 

'Sounds good beautiful x' 

I smiled and placed my phone back down. I made my way to the kitchen and cooked up some dinner. I decided to throw together a little pasta bake and pop it in the oven. 

After dinner, I went on the couch and put on the music video channel. I find it quite entertaining and you can always listen to some new great songs. 

I must have passed out after dinner on the couch. The music videos were still playing and I looked at the clock. 

It was 3 AM. 

I turned back on my side on the couch. I have a few more hours left of sleep before we leave. 

I can't wait to see her again. 

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