1 comments/ 35161 views/ 7 favorites Alex+andra By: Maggie Red Rose This story, while fictional, is based on real life events in the lives of thousands born male with female identity. They are by nature psychologically and emotionally female but anatomically male. It is a matter of gender identity with these individuals. They are not transvestites but transsexual or transgender. In order to correct nature's mistake, as it might be called but not as yet fully understood, many of these individuals choose to have transsexual reassignment surgery, also know as SRS. SRS surgically changes their bodies that lets them identify their female perception of themselves. This transgender reassignment takes years to accomplish, beginning with extensive psychological therapy and then followed by years of individual kinds of surgeries and surgical procedures to complete the transformation. While this kind of surgery is done in places around the world, the small town of Trinidad, CO, has become known as "The Sex Capital of the World" because so many SRSs are done there. It is here Stanley Biber, MD, has done more than 3800 SRSs himself, and Marci L Bowers, MD, joined Doctor Biber to work and operate in the same field of SRSs. There have been many transgender individuals who have been and are beautiful and talented individuals whose names shall go unmentioned; although, many have been in society's and professional spotlights. In writing this story I have condensed the time frame needed to complete the whole process of transgender reassignment that includes SRSs, and beyond the specific place and professional names, any resemblance to places, characters, and events is purely coincidental. ---------------------------------------- Alexandra sat in first class on a Boeing 757 out of Trinidad, Colorado, to J. F. K. International Airport in New York City. It had been eight, long, pain filled weeks since she went to Trinidad, "The Sex Capital of the World," to have sex gender surgery done by Marci L Bowers, MD, who had left her thriving practice in Seattle, Washington, to join Stanley Biber, MD. Now seventy-five years old, he is in the process of retiring, having done over 3800 such surgeries during his practice at Mount San Rafael Hospital. As Alexandra stared out the window, her mind drifted back to her past when it all began. No one knew when she was born and named Alex that she was a girl with a boy's body. Nevertheless, in time, as she became older, she felt emotionally that she was a female trapped in a boy's body. Not to be signaled out, however, she did male things because it was expected of her; nevertheless, she was very aware of how she looked at herself and how she felt inside despite what she saw on the outside, and thus she lived a very unhappy childhood. Even her parents felt something was not quite right with Alex, but they had no clue or understanding as to what it might be. Oh, yes, they had taken her to a psychiatrist to see if she could help her understand why she should be more like a boy. All of this was to no avail, however. Therefore, when Alexandra became twenty-one and was on her own, she sought counseling regarding her being a female trapped inside a male's body. Fortunately, the female psychiatrist whom she saw was well aware of transgender physiological and psychological confusion. Believing this might be Alexandra's problem, she talked with her about transgender identity and her having the choice of having sexual reassignment surgery so that her body would be surgically changed in order for her to look on the outside the way she felt on the inside. Female to female and not female to male. Upon hearing this, Alexandra's interest was instantaneous, and she asked her psychiatrist to tell her more. She told Alexandra it was a long and difficult process that took years, first beginning with psychological counseling to determine if she were really a case of mistaken gender and, if so, did she really want to make the change since once having the transgender surgery there was no turning back. If, after it was determined Alexandra was, indeed, a candidate for Trans Reassignment Surgery or SRS, she would begin a series of female hormone treatments, estrogen, to stimulate the growth of secondary sexual characteristics such as breasts; however, with this kind of surgery the developing breasts would most likely require saline augmentation to increase their size, fullness, and shape, the new implants being made to look more like a woman's real breasts rather then the round bowl look. Estrogen would also stop facial hair growth. The surgery itself was very involved to change Alexandra's body from male to female with many procedures that were painful and costly, the SRS costing about $70,000 alone. However, being young, Alexandra thought it was worth it, and thus she had the surgery and joined the long list of those who had gone before her, many of whom were and are beautiful and famous in various professional fields such as movie stars, entertainers, writers, doctors, and more. Some were so beautiful they could make the centerfold of Playboy magazine. For a woman Alexandra was tall at five feet eleven inches and stunningly gorgeous. She had a beautiful face that was long, but her full-lips balanced it quite well. She had long, shining blonde hair that fell to one side or the other and down her back below her shoulders, and when she leaned her head forward or flipped her hair by tossing it with a shake of her head, it covered that part of her forehead and an eye, somewhat like the beautiful 50s movie star Veronica Lake. Her eyes were deep blue set off with dark, black pupils that always seemed to have a speck of light aglow in them, and her nose was straight with a sculptured, round end. Alexandra had the choice of the breast size she wanted...within the bounds of what the surgeons had to work with...and she chose to be a 34 C so her breasts would match the fullness of her hips that measured thirty-four inches. Her waist was twenty-five inches, giving her a beautifully balanced body, 34 – 25 – 34. All these memories of days, weeks, months, and years of mental anguish and physical pain weaved their way through Alexandra's mind during the flight until she was rudely shaken out of her reverie when the jet hit hard on the runway, and the Captain reversed the engines and raised the spoilers to slow the plane down to ninety miles per hour before he could apply the brakes. As always it took quite some time to deplane the passengers since the aisle was full of them getting their carry-on luggage from the overhead compartments and then filling the aisle only to wait impatiently to get off and on their way to wherever. First class passengers had the privilege of deplaning before the coach passengers, one of the perks for paying so much more for their tickets. Yes, first class cost Alexandra more money, but she wanted to have more space and not be enclosed with the crowded seats in the coach section. Since she had only her carry-on luggage and a handbag, Alexandra didn't have to bother going to Baggage Claim and buck the crowds waiting for their luggage to come rolling out on a conveyor belt. She went immediately outside to catch a taxi into the city. As usual there is always a line of taxis waiting to pick up passengers, so there was one for Alexandra immediately as she went through the set of double doors. A worker opened the taxi door for her, and as she entered the cab, she handed the man five dollars. "Why, thank you, Mam," he said appreciatively for the generous tip. The cabbie turned his head slightly and asked, "Where to?" "To Bleecker Street down town in the Village just a few buildings off Broadway," Alexandra answered. "I'll let you know where to stop once we're there." J. F. K. International Airport is fairly far out from city center of Manhattan, so the drive was fairly long before the cabbie looked back in his rear view mirror and said, "Here we are, Mam, Broadway and Bleecker." The cabbie had tried making small talk with Alexandra since she was such a beautiful woman, but Alexandra wasn't in a talkative mood, so he stopped trying and drove in silence. "Oh, fine," answered Alexandra. "Turn right off Broadway onto Bleecker Street, and stop at the third building on the right. The cabbie did as Alexandra had said and parked the cab against the curb. So often the cabbies don't get out to assist passengers; however, since Alexandra was so gorgeous, the cabbie wanted to get a look at her legs as she got out of his cab. He, therefore, hurried from his seat and around the back of his cab just in time to open the door for Alexandra. As Alexandra slid her legs around to the side of the seat, her dress rode up on her left thigh, showing a little skin which the cabbie appreciated as he lowered his eyes down her shapely leg to her feet in black high heel shoes. "I'll get your luggage," said the cabbie as he was going to the trunk where he opened it and lifted out Alexandra's one piece of luggage. Alexandra, handing him ten dollars, and said, "Thank you. Have a good day." The cabbie tipped his cap before retreating back to his cab. Alexandra took her luggage in tow and headed for the door of a two-story building that had on either side of the front door a window with cameras and photos on easels in them. One of the windows had Alexandra's Photography Studio painted on it. She had hired someone to do this before she left for Trinidad to have her surgeries. Her friend and assistant Josie she left in charge to take care of business while Alexandra was at the hospital. Josie was the only person other than Alexandra's parents who knew about her decisions and the dramatic change it would be for her. Alexandra lived on the second floor that made it convenient for her to have her living quarters and business in the same building. After pausing for a few moments, Alexandra opened the door to her studio, and a bell rang, letting Josie know someone had just entered the studio. Josie had been arranging some stock in back, and therefore she didn't see Alexandra come into the studio. However, as soon as she heard the cling-clinging of the bell, she came from the back immediately to wait on a potential customer, either perhaps to purchase an item or schedule an appointment to be photographed after Alexandra's return. When she saw Alexandra standing before her so fantastically beautiful in a green blouse that had lapels cut down to her cleavage and was accentuated by a gold charm suspended on a gold chain that stopped at her cleavage; a short, white skirt that came seven inches above her knees; and her long legs that ended with her feet in green, medium heel shoes, she immediately took in every detail of her from head to toe, and her heart skipped a beat as she silently inhaled a gasp. Alexandra was a vision of loveliness, and since Josie was a lesbian, she couldn't help but admire her beauty and, yes, even desire her. However, in the brief seconds it took Josie to admire Alexandra, she cleared her throat and said, "Good-day, Ms, or is it Mrs.?" Josie said. "It's Ms," Alexandra answered casually. "How may I help you today?" Alexandra smiled warmly at Josie and said, "Don't you recognize me, Josie?" Josie stared hard and long at Alexandra, but she couldn't place the face in any of her memories, and she knew she'd never have forgotten one such as beautiful as Alexandra. "It's me, Josie! Alexandra," she said with pure delight. Josie stood dumbfounded, not being able to say a word. She also looked at Alexandra questioningly. "No, it can't be you, Alex+andra," Josie stumbled with her words. "Yes, it's me. The real me. The female me," she assured Josie. "So come here and give me a hug." Alexandra let her luggage stand on the floor and walked over to Josie as she was coming from behind the counter. They came together, and Alexandra wrapped Josie in a warm embrace. She then moved her head back and said, "Do you believe me now?" Josie finally smiled back and said, 'I can't believe it, Alexandra. This is going to sound silly, but you look so different." Alexandra laughed heartily. "Well, silly, that's what my surgery was suppose to do. Make me look different. Now, I not only feel like a woman inside. I also look like a woman outside. Do you like it?" Alexandra asked turning around full circle. "Like it? I love it. I wish I looked as beautiful as you," Josie replied. "Good. Then my $70,000 + wasn't spent foolishly," Alexandra said. Josie looked stymied for a few seconds, "You mean it cost you more than $70,000?" "Exactly. That was the total cost for all my surgeries and everything that had to be done to change me from male to female. However, the SRS didn't cover the cost of my two years of psychoanalysis, my breast augmentation, my facelift, the work on my nose, and the scrapping of my esophagus so it wouldn't be so large. Add those and the cost was closer to $100,000, " Alexandra assured Josie. Laughing but in a serious way, Josie looked at Alexandra and said, "Alexandra, $100,000! You are almost another million dollar woman!" Alexandra leaned into Josie and gave her another big hug, and when she did, Josie felt Alexandra's firm breasts pressing against her, and a quick warmth of sexually aroused heat passed through her, a warmth that generally comes over her when she becomes sexually aroused. Because of this sexual-generated warmth, Josie's face became flushed, changing her pale complexion to a rosy color as often happens with the Irish. Strangely, in one way but not in another, Alexandra felt the same kind of warmth as had Josie. She had always been interested in other girls, but she could never do anything about it. Alexandra had been not only a transgender, a female in a male's body, but she was also attracted to women and not men. That, she thought, would most likely mean she was a lesbian, desiring to make love with other women. "But where and how?" thought Alexandra. "I've never had such an experience even though I know how two women make love with one another, and I've envisioned myself in such ways. However, it seems so strange now since I have the right body with which I can become sexually involved with another woman or with a lot of women." "Alexandra," Josie broke into her deep thoughts. "What are you thinking about?" "Oh, nothing, Josie. Really, nothing," Alexandra denied, not really knowing how to answer her friend Josie whom she knew to be a lesbian for a long time. Josie looked up at the clock on the wall and said to Alexandra, "Well, it's five o'clock and time to close things up. All I have to do is check out the cash register receipts and put them and the money into the safe. I'll deposit the money in the bank tomorrow." Alexandra walked away from Josie as she said, "That will be fine. I'm going to turn the sign around so people will know we're Closed, and then, how about our going out for dinner to celebrate my homecoming? The treats on me." Josie's eyes lit up and she smiled brightly. "That'll be swell, Alexandra. Sounds good to me, but answer me this: Do I call you Alexandra or Alex for short?" Alexandra looked intently into Josie's eyes and said, "Call me Alexandra, Josie. Alex is dead. He no longer exists and, in fact, never really was." "All right, Alexandra it is," Josie said with certainty. Alexandra rolled her luggage behind the counter so it would be out of sight, and then coming around the counter she took Josie's hand and said, "Well, then, let's go get something to eat." There was a very good, natural food bistro not far from Alexandra's store on Broadway Street, so the two headed for there since Josie was a vegan who never ate any meat, eggs, milk or anything being an animal or coming from an animal. It was tofu, soybeans, soymilk, all kinds of sprouts, nuts, fruits, and veggies. The two had a wonderful meal and talked about many things; however, when it was time to go, Alexandra reached out and took Josie's hand into hers and said, "Josie, I hope you don't take this the wrong way, but...would you consider spending the night with me? I got so used to having support friends at the hospital that I don't want to be alone, especially on my first night home." Josie looked questioningly into Alexandra's blue eyes and answered, "No, Alexandra. I don't mind at all. In fact, I think it will be fun having a 'slumber party' at our age." Both Alexandra and Josie giggled like two little schoolgirls. That being settled, Josie and Alexandra left the restaurant, went back to the studio, and climbed the stairs to Alexandra's living quarters above the shop. While Alexandra unpacked and put away her clothing where they belonged, Josie went to shower and get into her sleeping teddy. By the time she was coming out of the bathroom, Alexandra had gotten undressed and had a mid-thigh robe on tied together with a matching sash. "Girl, that was fast," Josie said. "Well, I didn't have to take too many clothes with me since most of the time I wore hospital gowns...Yuck! You know, those sexy kind," Alexandra laughed, and Josie joined in her laughter. "All right then, I'll go turn down the bed while you go get your shower," said Josie. "I'll watch a little T.V. Maybe catch some of the news and weather for tomorrow. The days have really been scorchers." "Sounds all right with me," Alexandra said as she went into the bathroom, undoing her sash and taking off her bathrobe so that Josie caught a glimpse of her naked backside. Grabbing the doorknob with her left hand, she shut the door behind her. Josie heard the water running and Alexandra humming Moon River while she showered, and then she heard the water being turned off. It was about five minutes before Alexandra came out of the bathroom, and when she did, Josie couldn't help but look up at her. "God almighty," Josie sighed within herself. "Alexandra is even more beautiful without her clothes on...well, except for her shear, black teddy...and I can see the image of Alexandra's body through it." Alexandra couldn't help but notice Josie looking at her and wondered what she was thinking and how she thought about the new Alexandra look. As if reading Josie's thoughts, Alexandra struck a pose. She bent her right arm at the elbow and held her hair between splayed fingers, and her left hand she rested on her hip. Her right leg was straight, but the left one was bent towards the right one, throwing her shapely ass slightly out behind her. "How's this?" Alexandra quipped. Josie playfully scrutinized Alexandra before giving her an answer. "Wellllllll, you look ravishing, Alexandra," Josie answered seriously to let her know she meant it. "It's still hard, almost impossible, for me to realize you are not the same person whom I knew before you went away." "Oh, Josie, I'm the same person inside. That didn't change. It's just that I look different on the outside. Anatomically I finally look the way I feel inside. I look like a woman. That's all," Alexandra tried to help Josie understand her transformation. Josie answered Alexandra in a way that wasn't negative. "It's just going to take some time for me to get used to the new Alexandra. That's all. Other than that, everything else is the same. Maybe it won't even take much time at all," Josie added suggestively. "Fine, now move over and give me some room on the bed!" Alexandra chided Josie. Josie moved slightly away from the middle to the right side of the bed but not all the way while Alexandra, when she got into bed, came more to the middle, leaving just a small space between them. Minutes passed as each pretended to watch the weather report on TV, but neither one was really aware of anything but the sensual nearness of the other. In fact, from time to time each one caught the other taking side-glances at her. They were like chess players who made only passive moves rather than offensive players who moved their pieces in an attempt to win the game. However, both Josie and Alexandra felt uncomfortably awkward lying beside one another as they were. Alex+andra Finally, as if to break a stalemate, Alexandra looked over at Josie and asked, "Well, are we ready to turn the lights off and get some sleep?" Josie returned Alexandra's look and falsely yawned, "I guess so. It was a busy day." "I'll turn off the light then," said Alexandra as she pushed herself forward with her left arm for support and reached across Josie to turn off the light. However, when Alexandra did this, her breasts brushed across Josie's breasts, and in somewhat self-embarrassment, Alexandra said, "I didn't mean to do that, Josie. I'm sorry." "Don't be sorry, Alexandra," Josie answered. "To tell you the truth, I've been wondering what your breasts would feel like. In fact, I've been wondering what your whole body would look like even though I just said it might take some time for me to get used to the changes in you." While making that confession to Alexandra, Josie's heart beat faster, and she breathed more quickly as she felt surges of sexual excitement moving throughout her young, tender body. Alexandra's body was doing the same as she, too, wondered what Josie or another women would think about her body when they saw it. So, the two were mentally and emotionally dancing around the same issue regarding Alexandra's body without either one making the first suggestion or move. However, finally, Alexandra reached for the left strap of her teddy and slid it off her shoulder, allowing the material of her teddy fall to expose her left breast. Josie's eyes feasted on the hard, pink nipple and areola of Alexandra's left breast and the fullness of the breast itself. She marveled at how natural her breast looked, and she now wondered what it would feel like. Anticipating Josie's next wish, Alexandra said, "You can touch my breast if you'd like, Josie. Even put it into your mouth and suck the nipple to see how that feels." With her trembling right hand Josie reached out and cupped Alexandra's breast inside her palm and squeezed her fingers gently against the skin. It felt as real as it looked to Josie, and when she raised her body up to lean forward and sucked on the nipple, she thought the texture was pliable while yet soft and hard at the same time. "Oh, my, Josie, that feels good," said Alexandra. "You are the first woman...or anyone for that matter...ever to do this to me." In response, Josie reached over with her left hand and placed it on Alexandra's right shoulder and gently pushed it so that she rolled Alexandra over onto her back, following until she was lying half way on top of her. For what seemed like a long time Josie and Alexandra just looked into one another's eyes, but then, as if in mutual agreement, Josie lowered her head and placed her lips onto Alexandra's, and they shared a passionate, warm kiss, their tongues searching inside one another's mouths and their lips in turn sucking on the other's lower lip. When the kiss ended, Josie gasped, "Oh, Alexandra, I never meant for that to happen. It was just...just that you looked so beautiful and your lips so invitingly tempting, and I gave into my normal urges. You know I'm a lesbian. Always have been. But, on top of being curious to see you naked, I am also very attracted to you for your being who you are. A female. So, I'm sorry if I stepped out of bounds and offended you in anyway." Alexandra reached up and placed her right hand on the side of Josie's face and said, "Why, Josie, I'm not offended at all. In fact, I am flattered you find me attractive since you know what you do about me. I wanted your kiss as much as you apparently wanted mine, so our feelings were mutual and mutually satisfied." Josie sighed with relief. "I don't want to do anything that would hurt our friendship." "That's not possible, Josie," assured Alexandra. "We've been friends for a long time." Josie smiled because Alexandra had accepted her for who and what she was and for what she had just initiated into their relationship. However, now that she and Alexandra had gotten past the first intimate step with their kiss, she wondered deep down inside if she might be able to go further so great was her desire to see Alexandra and satisfy her curiosity about the results of her surgeries that took many years to complete since they had to be done in stages. Steeling her emotions and desires, Josie asked Alexandra the poignant question that maybe Alexandra already knew would come. "Alexandra?" "Yes." "I know this might be too much to ask of you as well as too soon, and I embarrassed even to ask it, but..." "But what?" Alexandra asked calmly and directly. "Now that I've seen you, touched you, and felt your one breast with my hand and had it inside my mouth, not to mention our passionate kiss, would you be willing to show me your whole body naked?" "Whew! There, I said it," thought Josie deeply within her wonder and curiosity. Alexandra didn't answer Josie's question right away. She needed time to think about such a thing since Josie would be the first person to see her body naked except for all the surgeons who did the surgeries on her: the forming of her genitalia, the breast augmentation, the electrolysis to remove facial hair and any other places where hair was not wanted, the scraping of the larynx so it was smoother and less noticeable than in males, the facial surgeries to make her face look even more feminine than it already had, all of which took time, patience, and recovery from her surgeries and the extreme pain she had to endure to become who she is...Alexandra. After considering all this, Alexandra answered Josie's question. "Well, Josie, I must admit I am very nervous about doing such a thing; however, there has to be a first time, and it should be with you since we are such close friends and you know all about my transgender change. Besides, I know you are a lesbian and you know I've been attracted to women since I can remember. So, why not?" Alexandra said. Josie's eyes lit up, and she smiled warmly. Once more her face turned from pale to rosy pink, and her slightly turned-up nose dotted with a few freckles; her sparkling green eyes; and her long, fluffy, curly red hair let one know she was, indeed, all Irish from head to toe: Josephine (Josie) O'Malley from County Galway on the west coast of Ireland. Alexandra looked seductively at Josie and said, "Since you were the one to ask, you be the one to take off my teddy." Josie was sensually surprised that Alexandra should invite her to undress her even if it were only her teddy that lay between Alexandra's being dressed to naked. Josie raised herself onto her knees and moved down to Alexandra's round, firm thighs, feeling the heat radiating between them. Alexandra had already slid her right strap down from her shoulder. "Raise your hips, Alexandra, so I can slip your teddy off you," Josie said. Alexandra, resting her forearms on the mattress for leverage, raised her hips, and with trembling hands, but with great sexual anticipation, Josie took the bottom of Alexandra's teddy into her fingers and slowly slid it down her body, uncovering her breasts first and on to her narrow waist. Once there where the teddy was lying in folds, Josie slid it over her broad, well-defined hips that complemented her chest measurement, and finally slid Alexandra's teddy fully down her molded thighs and calves. With a final tug, Josie pulled the teddy underneath Alexandra's feet and tossed it aside. All of this was very exciting for Josie; however, what caught her attention the most was Alexandra's pussy covered with blonde, silky, pubic hair that formed a perfect triangle between her legs. Her legs were parted slightly, but Josie didn't have a good view of Alexandra's vulva, but patience willing out, she knew she would before the night was over. Josie's heart raced, and her breathing became irregular at the sight of Alexandra. Never did she have the faintest idea Alexandra would look as she did, as much a woman as any other woman as far as her outward appearance was concerned. "You're beautiful, Alexandra," sighed Josie. "Absolutely beautiful. I never imagined there would be such a physical change that I see now. Before you went for your surgeries, I had only images in my mind as to what you might look like afterwards." Alexandra smiled, half-embarrassed by Josie's looking at her in amazement. "That's what $100,000 gets you," she tried to side-step Josie's admiration of what she saw her to be, but she was more than pleased to know she saw her as a complete and beautiful woman. Josie's few words of approval made everything Alexandra endured during those many years worthwhile, especially now since she was in the body of a female that she always knew she was since birth. While Alexandra let her mind wander, Josie took the bottom of her teddy and pulled it up over her head, turning it inside-out, and then she tossed hers onto her side of the bed. Now they were both nude and accessible to one another. When Alexandra returned from her subconscious walkabout, she saw Josie kneeling beside her and looking at her. What Alexandra saw was Josie completely naked, her long, curly red hair accentuating her pale face. Josie was short, about five feet three inches tall, and her body was small. Her breasts were small but firm and tipped with cute, very pink areolas and nipples. Her waist was narrow. Her stomach was concave which showed the tips of her hipbones, and her legs were small and thin, too. However, she had a very, thick bush of red pubic hair that matched the color of her hair. Her ass was pleasingly small but round and firm. However, Josie had an adorable, impish smile that attracted other women to her. Even Alexandra, as she looked at Josie still kneeling beside her with her legs spread apart to keep her balance, saw Josie a young faery without wings. Alexandra was drawn to Josie's naked body that she had never seen before, and she felt stirrings of sexual desire rising within her, so much so, she knew she wanted more than just the kiss she and Josie had shared. Therefore, Alexandra, said, "Josie, since you are already on your knees, come up here and sit on my face so I can kiss and eat your pussy. I have always wondered what a woman would taste like." Josie trembled inside at the very thought of Alexandra's offer to eat her pussy, but she didn't hesitate to do as Alexandra had asked. She immediately slid herself upward until her legs were in line with Alexandra's chest. She then, holding onto the headboard of the bed, raised her left leg, and crossed over Alexandra's body until she put it down onto her right side. Now, she was kneeling right over Alexandra's breasts, and seeing the proximity of them, Josie lowered herself until her splayed, wet pussy impaled itself onto Alexandra's right hard, erect nipple. Josie let out a sigh of passion that inspired Alexandra to want more of Josie. "Come up and over my arms so I can get them around your thighs and put my hands on you sweet ass," said Alexandra. Josie did as Alexandra said and raised her knees one at a time and put them onto the bed while Alexandra wrapped her arms around her legs and grabbed her ass cheeks in her hands. Now, with Josie's thighs resting against the sides of her face, Alexandra looked up into Josie's naked pussy. Her pussy hair was, indeed, the same color and texture as the hair on her head, and the skin of her vulva was a rosy, pale red with her labia being a pale pink as were her areolas and nipples. With Josie's legs spread over her face, Alexandra looked up at Josie's vulva and saw her cum-coated vagina. Sadly for Alexandra this was something she could not do with her female body. Her vagina did not make its own natural lubrication when sexually aroused. Instead, she had to use K-Y Jelly or Astroglide in order to have a lover insert her finger, dildo, or vibrator into her pussy; however, Alexandra saw this, too, as a price she had been willing to pay for her becoming the woman she always was and wanted to be. Alexandra said as she was pushing down with her hands, "Josie, lower yourself down until you are sitting on my face. I want to taste your pussy. I've waited a long time for this." Josie lowered herself until she felt her pussy lips touch the waiting and willing mouth of Alexandra, and Alexandra felt Josie's pubic hair tickle her nose and mouth before she felt the flesh of Josie cover her mouth. Upon first contact Alexandra swooned with sexual gratification as she licked Josie's pussy with her tongue and smelled the musk of a natural woman for the first time. It was intoxicating to her, and in the throes of her passion, she thrust Josie's pussy into her face, thus letting her insert her tongue inside her vagina as far as she could get it. "Oh, shit, does Josie taste good, and to think I had to wait all these years before I could go down on a woman to find out what a pussy tastes like," Alexandra thought to herself as belated tears welled up in her eyes. Alexandra wiggled her tongue inside Josie's vagina and moved her lips on the small lips of her vulva, sending erotic chills throughout Josie's body. "Ohhhhhh, Alexandra, I love your tongue inside me, and I love your lips moving on my pussy. I'd never think this is the first time you've eaten out a woman," moaned Josie. "You have my pussy tingling all over and my body quivering with sexual desire." Hearing Josie telling her what she was doing to her made Alexandra work even harder to help Josie have an orgasm. She was curious about just what it would be like for a woman to have an orgasm while sitting on her face. Alexandra also wondered what it was going to feel like to have her own orgasm because the surgeons had told her she could become sexually aroused, feel sexual sensitivity in her clitoris, and experience an orgasm when making love. Since she had never experienced these emotional, physical, and sexual sensations, however, Alexandra was hesitant to let Josie eat her out as she was now doing Josie's pussy. However, for now she just concentrated on satisfying Josie's wanton desires. Alexandra moved her face from side to side as best she could to excite Josie's pussy while at the same time Josie rocked back and forth, rubbing her vagina and clit with each sensuous movement of her hips. Working as they were together, Josie felt her sexual sensations become stronger and come faster in her pussy, and she knew her orgasm was near. Her heart beat faster. Sweat formed on her forehead and over her body. Her breathing was irregular. "Ohhhhh, yeah, Alexandra. I'm almost there," Josie moaned. Alexandra worked her tongue in and out of Josie's pussy even faster and nibbled at her pussy lips with her mouth. She even gently nipped Josie's clitoris that she had been flicking with her tongue and sucking on with her mouth. "Yes! Yes! Yes! That's what I like, Alexandra," cried Josie. "Do me. Eat my pussy. Lick my clit. And just so you know, I squirt ejaculate from my pussy, especially when I'm really excited as you have me now. Hear how wet I am?" Alexandra couldn't answer Josie verbally, but she did shake her head up and down to let her know she understood, and this rocking motion of Alexandra's head sent Josie over the edge. Her body shivered. Her thighs trembled. She pressed down on Alexandra's beautiful face with her red haired pussy, and then with a sudden burst of sexual energy Josie began her orgasm. She took Alexandra's head between her hands and lifted it upward and forward as she pushed down with her hips so that Alexandra's face was buried into Josie's pussy as much as it could go, and as Josie buried her face into her pussy, Alexandra opened her mouth wide and covered Josie's vulva as much as she could, especially her urethra and vagina. Josie gripped the headboard, and a long, strung out cry of "now" echoed inside both Alexandra's and Josie's ears as the two of them readied themselves for Josie's orgasm. It built up slowly at first, but then it increased in volume and force, until it exploded at Josie's over-sensitive clit. Josie couldn't control her bodily functions once her orgasm began, and so in the midst of her intense orgasm, her body ejaculated love juice from her vagina and similar fluid from her urethra, both tasting about the same to Alexandra. The difference between them was the ejaculate from Josie's vagina came in large volume while that from her urethra squirted out in a strong stream of liquid. However, Josie knew she wasn't peeing into Alexandra's mouth since a gynecologist told her while a woman is having an orgasm she cannot pee. The two just can't happen at the same time. Alexandra didn't know any of this. All she knew was her willing and open mouth received all the liquid Josie had to squirt into it, and she swallowed as quickly as she could so she would not lose a drop of Josie's elixir of love, although, some did squeeze out of the corners of her lips. Seconds passed. Then minutes. Then five minutes. Finally, Josie relaxed. Her legs that had closed when Josie's orgasm hit her went limp. Her hands that had Alexandra's head in them lowered it to the bed. Her eyes opened, and she cleared the blurriness from them. Josie then looked down past her red pubic hair at Alexandra whose face was still between her splayed legs. Her heartbeat slowed to normal, and she breathed more easily. Her orgasm was over, leaving a euphoric sense of pure emotional and physical release in her body and mind. She was happy and content, knowing her friend Alexandra and now her lover, was introduced to lesbian love, and once she recovered herself, she would do the same for Alexandra as she had done for her. Give her an orgasm; although, she admitted to herself she wasn't sure just how Alexandra would have an orgasm. She knew she would just have to wait and see. Josie raised her left leg and brought it over Alexandra's chest and lowered it down to the bed, and she brought her arms with her, putting them there also. Now she was in a kneeling position with her small ass resting on her calves. She leaned forward and kissed Alexandra softly on her mouth and licked around the edge with the tip of her tongue. "Mmmmmmm. I taste pretty good," Josie said. "Yes, yes you do," Alexandra agreed with her as she licked her own lips and could still taste Josie's love juice in her mouth. Josie smiled at her friend and said, "Thank you, Alexandra. That meant very much to me. You let me be the first to see your naked body, and you went down on me and ate my pussy, allowing me to introduce you to the art of lesbian love at which I must say you are very adept." "Thank you, Josie, in teaching me some of the art of Lesbos," Alexandra said in return. Josie and Alexandra shared a warm smile, and then Josie said to her, "But now, Alexandra, it is my turn to give in kind the gift of an orgasm; although, I must admit I'm more than a little unsure of myself regarding your female genitalia and its ability to respond to sexual stimulation that leads to orgasm. Is it possible?" Alexandra gave Josie a hint of a smile and put away any unanswered concerns she might have about her and lovemaking. "To set aside your questions and concerns and set your mind at ease, Josie. Yes, I can become sexually aroused, first in my mind as any woman is, and then in my body in response to those mental impulses. My nipples become erect and hard, and I feel erotic tingling in my clitoris. Yes, my clitoris was made from my former genital self to my present self, but all things were made so I would look and function in most ways as any woman, and as you can see, my genitalia are that of a woman's. Of course, I can't lubricate as you can, and I can't have children, but otherwise, things are pretty much the same. Hopefully, you'll find this out as we continue making love," Alexandra assured her. Alex+andra Thus, having some of her doubts reassured, Josie made amorous love to Alexandra, feeling, licking, and kissing her all the way from her head to her toes, stopping at specific parts such as Alexandra's breasts and pussy. Josie was pleasantly amazed that what Alexandra had told her was true. Her breasts, despite the saline implants, looked and felt real, just as many women have their breasts augmented with saline implants and many look and feel real. However, what intrigued Josie the most was Alexandra's vulva. If she didn't know any better, she would never guess Alexandra's was surgically constructed. It looked and felt so real. So anatomically correct. Alexandra had a vagina and urethra between her legs, and her vagina and rectum were separated exactly as they should be in a woman. Her vagina and urethra were in between her small labia, and the two came together at the frenum that begins the clit and the hood. Beyond Alexandra's clit and protective hood was the shaft of her clitoris, and all of these female parts were covered with soft, blonde, pubic hair on her mons veneris. Josie ran her fingers through Alexandra's pubic hair as one runs a comb through her hair, and having done so, she lowered her face and kissed Alexandra's pussy, inhaling the fragrance she had applied on her pussy. It was a soft, gentle smell like lilacs, and it stimulated Josie's senses. As she continued to study Alexandra's pussy, she used her fingertips to separate her labia so she could get a really good look at her slightly opened vagina, her urethra, and, of course, her clit. Everything was in the right place as far as her eyes could see, but now to feel Alexandra's pussy. Continuing with her fingertips Josie ran them from her ass hole, along her perineum, and up to her vagina that Alexandra had lubricated with Astroglide so Josie could use her fingers on and in it. When she reached Alexandra's vagina, she circled the outside with her right index finger before attempting to insert it inside her. She was surprised, however, that when she put pressure to enter Alexandra's vagina, it slid in quite easily, and she was able to get her whole finger inside. This really amazed her. Once inside, Josie stroked in and out of Alexandra's vagina, and she felt her move with this digital attention as well as heard Alexandra moan softly. Thus, having found Alexandra had feelings in her sensitive pussy, Josie pulled her finger out and slid it up between her small labia until she came to her clit that was extended beyond its protective hood. Josie studied it closely, looking for something unusual or different about its appearance; however, she had to admit Alexandra's clit looked similar, if not the same, as all women's clits, considering the fact that among females there are many differences in how their clits look. Some clits are small enough as not to be seen but are hidden inside the labia folds, other clits are medium in size, while there are some that are quite large as clits go. Again, there was nothing of a surprise with Alexandra's clit. Having come to that conclusion, Josie tentatively reached out with her fingertip and slid it over Alexandra's glans, and the reaction was something for Josie to see and hear. Alexandra pushed her pussy onto Josie's finger and moaned more loudly than she had before when she had insinuated her finger inside Alexandra's vagina. "Oh, Josie, that feels so wonderful. It feels as if tiny pricks of electricity vibrate throughout my clitoris, something I felt for the first time. I can't tell you what this means to me and how I feel. It's as if my life has been given a whole new meaning, the real knowledge and sensation of being truly a woman," Alexandra sighed with joy. Josie smiled outwardly for Alexandra to see and inwardly for herself to know it was she who helped open these new feelings for Alexandra. These firsts. It was as if she had broken Alexandra's hymen even though she had none. With great anticipation and sexual excitement Josie flicked Alexandra's clit back and forth several times, causing her to thrill to the new carnal sensations this gave her, and while filled with the joy of this new experience, Josie lowered her head with open mouth and brought it down on Alexandra's tingling clit and sucked. The feelings that shot through Alexandra's body were indescribable for her. These erotic feelings were the greatest she had known in her lifetime, and she absolutely allowed herself to melt into the wanton maelstrom of her mind and body. Josie was caught up in this whirlpool of erotic desire, too, as she ate Alexandra's pussy. In doing so, she concentrated on sucking her clit, feeling its fleshy texture. It felt the same as the clits of her other lovers and the same as her clit when she masturbated. Wanting to share with Alexandra how she was felt, Josie stopped sucking her clit and lifted her head. "Ooooo, Alexandra, your clit is so real and feels good in my mouth. I just love it," Josie said adoringly. And then Josie went back to sucking Alexandra's clit before she had time to be uncomfortable with her having stopped eating Alexandra's pussy. Now, however, Josie not only sucked her clit, but she lowered her right hand and re-inserted her first two fingers inside Alexandra's vagina and started finger-fucking her. Of course, Alexandra didn't have what is known as a G-Spot that fills with fluid from the paraurethral tissue that forms the ejaculate in women who squirt during orgasm. She also didn't have a cervix. However, these were, again, a few of the sacrifices Alexandra knew she had to accept before she went into the process of gender reassignment surgery, but, she knew it would be worth it in order for her to become the female she was. Besides, while this was true, Alexandra did have feeling inside her vagina, so Josie's fingering her vagina and sucking her clit brought her closer and closer to her first orgasm, the frenzy of sexual release from deep within herself that finds its way to her clit. Once there, Alexandra raised her hips off the bed and at the same time put her hands on top of Josie's head and pushed down gently, pressing her face into her pussy. "Oh, Josie, I'm not sure what my orgasm should feel like, but the power of sensation in my genitals is so excruciatingly powerful. The feelings are almost too much for me," Alexandra moaned as she squeezed her legs onto Josie's face. Once there she held on throughout the rise and fall of her waves of orgasmic joy. After she relaxed, Alexandra let her legs open, and she dropped her ass to the bed, allowing Josie to lift her head and sit up. She looked down warmly at Alexandra in wonderment at the intensity of her orgasm, not knowing just how it would be. This, of course, was true for both Alexandra and Josie. It was a first for both of them. "Come here, Josie," Alexandra said, motioning her to come up beside her. Once Josie was there, Alexandra reached up, placed her left hand around the back of her neck, and brought her to her lips. She kissed Josie warmly, moist and sweet. "Josie, thank you. What you did to me and for me I'll remember forever from this day for the rest of my life, my new life," Alexandra said gratefully to her friend. Josie shook her head knowingly and said, "You're welcome, Alexandra. I'll never forget this night also. It was a first for both of us." "Let's get some sleep," Alexandra sighed deeply. "Reach over and turn out the light." Josie turned out the light, and she and Alexandra were in darkness yet they sensed the closeness of the other. Alexandra reached over, took Josie's hand into hers, and closed her eyes. Morning came with fond memories for Alexandra as she awakened pleasantly but tired from making love with Josie the night before, and as she stretched the kinks out of her body, she let her mind wander through the memories of making love, how it felt and how she loved being a woman. As she looked over at Josie who was still asleep, her breasts rose and fell with each breath she took, and her curly red hair framing her lovely face looked so beautiful and peaceful. Alexandra smiled when she remembered what they had shared. Alexandra reached out and ran her fingertips lightly along Josie's right arm, not to awaken her if she were still sound asleep but if half-awake to let her be aware of her presence beside her. When Josie felt Alexandra tracing her fingertips along her arm, she rolled over onto her right side and looked at Alexandra with her sparkling, green eyes set off by her flowing, red hair. Smiling warmly, Josie said, "Well, good morning, Alexandra, my friend, and now my lover. How are you this morning after having made love with a woman for the first time?" Josie was curious if there were any doubts lingering in Alexandra's mind that negated what they had shared last night, and so she patiently waited for an answer. Alexandra returned Josie's smile and said, "No, Josie. No regrets. No second thoughts about our having made love last night. It was absolutely marvelous. You introduced me into the world of lesbian love and let me know how my body feels when being with another woman. You also helped me experience the joys of giving and receiving and helped me achieve my first orgasm in my new body. For that I shall always be grateful." "I enjoyed it, too. And in my own way, I feel honored being the one who did this for you. Your loving me was wonderful," replied Josie. "I am so glad we both share the same feelings, Josie. But for now I think we should go for showers and get dressed. I see it is just a little before eight o'clock, and we open the shop at nine. You go first," said Alexandra. Josie got out of bed and headed for the bathroom while Alexandra made the bed. She heard the water running and imagined what Josie looked like with water cascading over her slender, faery-like body. "Yes," Alexandra thought, "put wings on Josie's back, and she would look like a wee faery. By now Josie was finished showering and came out of the bathroom naked, using her bath towel to dry her hair. Because her hair was naturally curly, all Josie did was shake her head until it fell around her shoulders and then let it dry naturally. Josie got dressed while Alexandra took her shower, and when she had finished and gotten dressed, the two walked down the flight of stairs that led to the studio on the first floor. It was now eight-thirty, and Alexandra and Josie did not have breakfast; however, there was a coffee shop around the corner on Broadway where they could get some coffee and a muffin or crescent roll. It wouldn't be much, but it would hold them over until lunchtime. Alexandra and Josie bought what they wanted and brought it back to the shop where they ate it in the back room where Alexandra's photography equipment was set up and a section of the room set aside for taking photographs. After finishing their breakfast, Alexandra and Josie went out to the front, Alexandra going to unlock the door and turn the CLOSED sign to OPEN while Josie went behind the counter to get the cash register receipts and money she had put into the safe the day before when Alexandra came into her photography studio and surprised the hell out of her when she found out the beautiful woman standing before her was, in fact, Alexandra. "If it's all right with you, Alexandra, I'll go deposit the money at the bank and be right back," Josie said. "That's okay, Josie. Business is usually slow in the morning," replied Alexandra. This was the way the two days went for Josie and Alexandra until the weekend. "I'm sure glad it's T.G.I.F.," said Josie. "Me, too," agreed Alexandra, looking forward to the weekend so she could get some much needed rest. She was still feeling the healing process, and despite how marvelous making love was two nights before, Alexandra had to admit her pussy was more than a little sore the next day; nevertheless, her libido was still strong. It was getting close to quitting time, and Josie had already closed out the cash register and taken the money to deposit it in the bank where the shop had its account. She didn't know what her plans were for the weekend...whether to chill out for the two days or go out and do the bar scene where she often met willing love partners for the night; however, now that she and Alexandra had become intimate and she had strong feelings for her, Josie wasn't as interested in jumping into bed with just anyone. Besides, she didn't know what Alexandra's feelings were towards her and what her decision was now that she was able to go out into the world as a woman. After Alexandra locked up for the weekend and they were standing outside the studio, Josie asked her a question, tossing a little bait to see how Alexandra would react...what she would say. "Alexandra, do you have any plans for this evening?" "To be truthful, Josie. No, I don't have any plans. Haven't given it too much thought," answered Alexandra. Josie gave Alexandra a pensive look and said, "Well, I know this club right here in the Village. Club Sappho. I've gone there quite a few times, and since it's a club owned and run by a woman and just for women, in particular lesbians, we can relax and not worry about others being judgmental of who and what we are or have them stare at us. We can just be ourselves. There is also a live show every Friday night that is both entertaining and satisfies a woman's sexual appetite. We could go there for a few drinks and have some fun if you have nothing better to do. Do you want to go?" Alexandra hesitated because she felt a little awkward about being in a public place; although, she would be with Josie. Therefore, having given it some thought, she said, "All right, Josie. I'll go. It ought to be fun, and to tell you the truth, even though I feel withdrawn being out in public, I know I must do it sooner or later. So, I guess it might as well be this evening." Josie's face lit up with a big smile, and her green eyes sparkled with joy. "That's great, Alexandra. As I said, I think you'll feel comfortable there, and besides, who is going to see anyone but a gorgeous woman just as I had done when you entered the studio?" Bolstering her courage, Alexandra said, "You're right, Josie. No one will ever know. Is Club Sappho far from us?" "No, not really. But it's too far to walk, and as you know, it's not the safest thing to do, especially for women, to be walking the streets of New York. So we better take a cab," Josie said. "All right then, what time should I come by your apartment in a cab?" asked Alexandra. "Well, the evening doesn't really get started until about nine o'clock even though the doors open at seven o'clock, so why don't you pick me up about quarter to nine. Is that all right with you?" Josie asked. "Oh, sure. That's fine," Alexandra answered. "How should we dress for this evening?" "Casually," answered Josie. "Although, one can see just about any kind of attire from leather and denim jeans with tops to blouses and skirts. You might even see a few in cocktail dresses. It's a mixture of all kinds of women, some come just to look and have fun while others come, hoping to make contact with someone with whom they connect for the night. You just have to make your own decision, Alexandra, as to what you want to happen." "All right, Josie. I understand," said Alexandra. "However," added Josie, "with your beautiful looks you can be sure there will be many women hitting on you...some just for talk...some for dancing...and some, once again, for a night together for making love. The choice is yours, and even though I was your first lover doesn't mean I'm possessive. You can pick up or be picked-up by whomever you want? All right?" "All right, Josie. That, of course, goes both ways," Alexandra said. Josie answered Alexandra with a yes look in her eyes. Alexandra closed her studio. Josie went home to her apartment on West Houston Street, and Alexandra went upstairs to shower and change her clothes. Alexandra wasn't too much into jeans when it came to going out for the night, so she chose a sexy, black skirt that was tight-fitting and came about nine inches above her knees, showing off her well-formed ass and long, shapely legs. Underneath her skirt she wore a black garter belt that snapped onto shear, flesh-colored nylons so it looked as if she had no nylons on at all. Over her garter belt Alexandra wore a pair of sexy, lacy, black panties that were cut high on her round hips. For her feet she wore black, short-heeled shoes that complemented her skirt but added to her height, not that she needed it. To match her black garter belt and panties Alexandra wore a black, lacy, uplifting bra that was cut low and held her breasts in the cups, accentuating the cleavage in her size 34 C. Over her bra she wore a tailored, white blouse with a collar that came to pointed lapels in front, and it, too, accentuated her cleavage, fitting just above her bra. Around her neck Alexandra wore a gold chain from which was suspended a small, gold pendant in the shape of the symbol for transgender women. It is a full circle with an arrow to the right (This is the symbol for male and the planet Mars.), an upside-down cross on the bottom (This is the symbol for female and the planet Venus.), and an arrow with a cross piece under it on the left side (This is one of the symbols for a transgender woman.). The three-sided symbol as a whole symbolizes the complete, transgender woman. Alexandra wasn't self-conscious about wearing her transgender pendant because most women didn't know what it meant; therefore, the only women who would know what it meant would be other transgender women and a few who might ask its meaning. Alexandra's pendant rested against her warm flesh just above her cleavage, and she was very proud of her natural-looking, full breasts. All she needed then was a satin black belt inside the loops around the waist. Once dressed, Alexandra looked at herself in the full-length mirror she had on the back of her bathroom door. She took a cursory look at her outfit and was quite pleased, and then she looked at her blonde hair that was straight and brushed back so it fell whichever way she moved her head. Often some of it would fall across the top of her forehead and accentuate an eye. All she had to do to change her look was to shake her head gently, and it was done. Before getting dressed, she had applied eye shadow with a white base on her eyelids, and then from the eye ridge she used a soft violet that she raised upward to her brows. After the eye shadow she used pink eyeliner to accentuate the shape of her eyes. Finally, Alexandra applied mascara to darken her eyelashes and curl them at the ends. She already had applied a base to her face, but after she had finished her eyes, she put on warm pink Lip Gloss. Alexandra took one last look at herself from both front and sides and was ready to go. After picking up Josie and then a short taxi ride, Alexandra and Josie stood in front of Club Sappho. Noise, talking, and music greeted them as they walked through the doors. For a moment they stood still to let their eyes get accustomed to their darkened surroundings, but this didn't take too long. Josie looked Alexandra over once more as she had when she got into the cab, and exclaimed, "Damn, Girl, do you look HOT or what? They're going to eat you alive inside either with there eyes or some will definitely want to with their mouths. I know I do myself." Not waiting for a reply, Josie took Alexandra's hand into hers to reassure her all would be just fine. She also wanted the other women to know she came with her. Josie had her own sweetness about her with her faery look of red hair, green eyes, and fair skin, but Alexandra who was five feet eleven inches tall without heels had a sexy, shapely figure. She was, indeed, an eye-pleaser. She was stunning, and Alexandra's beauty captured the stares of many of the women in Club Sappho. Besides, since they had never seen her before, an air of excitement filled the room as it usually did when some new, fresh meat came into the club.