0 comments/ 119490 views/ 9 favorites True Desire By: CaroleS31 The first time I ever thought about another woman in a sexual way was about a year ago. My husband and I had been fighting a lot and it had been about a month since we had been intimate. A month may not be a terribly long time, but even when we did have sex it lacked any passion. We didn't have any time to ourselves so it was always a quickie while the kids were asleep which ended with Ted having his fun but my itch barely being scratched. It was late at night and Ted and the boys were all asleep. I was still awake having thrown my final load of laundry in the washer. I turned on the television figuring I would watch something on cable until the clothes were ready for the dryer. As I flipped through the stations I came across a movie on Cinemax that caught my eye. I watched the movie for about ten minutes before I realized that it was a soft core adult movie. I came to this realization when the two attractive women on screen began kissing passionately and slowly shed their clothes. Their tryst continued and as it did my hand slipped under the waistband of my sweat pants and into my moist panties. I stroked my lips and the slippery opening causing my juices to flow steadily from my long ignored canal. My nipples were stiff, and my mons and clit were swollen as I watched these two lovely ladies explore one another's body. My breathing became labored as I continued my ministrations on my needy pussy until the ladies on screen and I all reached a wonderful climax. After that I thought about lesbian sex often. I began to look up lesbian sights on the Internet searching out pictures and stories of women enjoying each others bodies. I would read stories of women making love to one another and imagine it was me in the story. My fingers would stroke my nether regions and I would imagine they were the soft talented fingers of another woman bringing me to the heights of ecstasy. The more I saw and read the more I ached to be touched and loved by another woman. Ted and I stopped having sex altogether at this point and I honestly didn't miss it. For the next eight months we went through the motions of marriage, but with no intimacy or love, just constant bickering. At night after Ted would drift off to sleep I would stay up and look for the adult movies on cable, or drift across cyberspace looking for another story to satisfy my needs for a lesbian fantasy. My hands and my vibrator becoming the hands and tongue of the woman in the story on the screen, and always ending in a glorious climax. When my youngest son asked me why daddy and I fought so much I knew it was time to make a change. I told Ted that we should separate and the following week he was gone. I was alone for the first time in years and I was faced with the prospect of learning how to socialize and meet people all over again. It was a frightening thought. I had little time to interact with other people so I began to frequent chat rooms to satisfy my need for adult interaction, but as we all know that type of interaction while intriguing lacks the warmth and intimacy of human contact. I was alone and frustrated but unsure of how I could meet the person I dreamt about. She existed of that I was sure, but I was far too shy and inexperienced to take the initiative to go out and meet her. One day as I was traveling through the erotic world of cyberspace I came across a story that moved me far beyond the usual fantasy. It spoke to me in ways I can not express. As I read the story of a woman being seduced by a stripper at a Jack and Jill party I was taken by the erotic but tasteful images presented. The story seemed to speak directly to me, and when I finished reading and my breathing had returned to normal I typed an e-mail to the author. It was the first time I had ever commented on a story I read but I had to let the author know how much her story had moved me. As luck would have it shortly after I had sent the letter my computer told me that I had mail. It was a reply from the author. My heart fluttered for a moment as I opened the e-mail. After I read her reply I typed out an instant message just saying a simple Hello, I wanted to tell you how much I enjoyed your story. We began to converse and I learned that the story was fictional, but based on her life, and I slowly revealed to her my situation. She was pleasant and helpful in telling me how to go about meeting people and gave me some ideas which I assured her I would try. After nearly two hours we said our good-byes and I read her second story which she had directed me to. I was left with the same feelings of want and desire and retired to the bath to relieve the sexual tension that had build inside me all afternoon. The following day I decided to throw caution to the wind and go buy an x rated video. I drove to the next town so no one I knew would see me going into a seedy video store and parked in a far corner of the lot. Butterflies danced furiously through my stomach as I slowly approached the entrance. I pushed the door open and tentatively looked inside. There were boxes of videos displayed everywhere all with beautiful naked women smiling alluringly at me. I took a deep breath and pressed on. I slowly walked up and down the isles of videos finally finding a section labeled "All Girl". I smiled and looked for a video that caught my eye and settling on one called "All Eight Girls Are Wet and Working". I picked up the box and slowly waked over to the register. As I approached the counter I noticed that there was a young woman behind it. I sighed in relief, thankful that I would not have to face a man on my first foray into the world of x-rated videos. I shyly placed the box on the counter and waited for her to ring in the order unable to look up at her. As she entered the price into the register I could feel her eyes on me and I slowly looked up. Our eyes met for just a moment and she smiled. She was pretty, very pretty in fact. Her auburn hair reached just below her shoulders and framed a soft attractive face with bright blue eyes. I looked at her for just a moment before she said "this is a nice selection" and told me the cost. I reached into my purse and pulled out a twenty dollar bill and slowly handed it to her. Her hand lightly touched mine before she took the money and placed it into the register. It sent shivers down my spine. As she placed my change on the counter her hand reached over and lightly stroked the back of my hand. She smiled and said "you have never been with a woman before, have you?" "No" I answered. My eyes quickly looking away. Her hand continued to rub mine lightly and I looked back into her pretty eyes. Her hand moved up and began to stroke my arm while I stood staring at her not believing what was happening. Her other hand moved to my arm and pulled me toward her, while she leaned across the counter. Our lips met in a soft kiss. I swooned and our lips parted. I could taste the lipstick on her soft lips and the sweet taste of her mouth as out tongues began to dance. Her hands moved up my arms and ran sensually through my hair while we kissed, our passion beginning to build. My hands moved up to her face and I gently stroked her cheeks while I experienced the most wonderful kiss of my entire life. My nipples stiffened and I felt a familiar tingle beginning between my legs and spreading outward. I could feel the juices begin to flow while her hands slid down to my chest. Her hands found my hard nipples and lightly pinched them through the fabric of my sweater causing me to softly moan into her mouth. We continued to kiss there in the store her hands getting bolder and slipping under the bottom of my sweater finally touching my bare tummy. I let out another moan into her mouth letting her know she was pressing all of the right buttons. She took the cue and moved her hands up and released the front clasp on my bra allowing her access to my bare breasts. Her fingers brushed lightly against my hard nipples and I tried to make harder contact. She laughed into my mouth while our tongues dueled. Her lips left my mouth and moved to the nape of my neck kissing and sucking the soft flesh. She kissed and licked my ears as her hands pinched my nipples with increasing force. My body began to shudder and I felt the beginnings of a small tremor. She moved my sweater up exposing my breasts to the cool air, her hands rubbing my now achingly hard nipples. The tremors increased, her mouth sucked on my neck and ears, her hands rubbed my breasts and I exploded in a small but wonderful orgasm. Her mouth moving back to my mouth to muffle my moans and yelps of ecstasy. We continued to kiss across the counter until she broke off the kiss and asked me if I would like to continue this someplace more comfortable. Realizing where I was I breathlessly said "yes" and she locked the door and led me back to the office. There was a couch in the room and she led me to it by the hand. We stopped in front of it and she turned and kissed me again. Then our lips parted and she said, "By the way my name is Lisa" I laughed and told her my name was Lynn and then I pulled her back to me and kissed her. I was slowly feeling more confident as I felt her tight body pressed against mine. In the privacy of the office she slipped my sweater over my head and then slowly slid her dress off her pantiless body. I saw her body and my passion skyrocketed. I slid my jeans and panties over my hips and pressed my naked body against her warm flesh. My lips kissed her neck and slowly down to her breasts. I began to kiss her nipples, biting them lightly causing her to moan softly. I kissed her breasts learning as I went. My hands roamed over her body while I sensually sucked and kissed her taught nipples. She let out a soft moan while her hands moved to my head and lovingly caressed my scalp. I began to kiss my way down her body, my tongue leaving a wet trail down her tummy. I stopped momentarily at her navel before slipping between her legs and slowly kissing my way to her sweet wet sex. Her legs were spread wide and I studied the folds before leaning in to kiss the tuft of hair just above it. My fingers parted her lips and I inhaled her scent deeply. It was sweet and I loved it. I had to taste her. My mouth descended on her sex and my tongue slipped inside. She was sweet, sour and salty all at once and I lost myself in her wetness. My tongue was everywhere while I tried to inhale every drop of her juices. Her hands ran through my hair directing me to her most sensitive places. When my tongue touched her clit she moaned her ardent approval. I began to concentrate on her clit, licking and sucking it into my mouth. My fingers slipped inside her pumping furiously while I continued my assault on her clit. Her legs began to shake and shudder while I licked and sucked her. She began to talk to me..."Yes that's it, come on lover make me come" she pleaded. Spurred on by her words my free hand moved to her breasts while my mouth devoured her sex and my other hand slid in and out of her soft wet hole. She continued to talk..."yes that's it right there, oh yes, I'm close, oh yes right there" she yelled as her body began to quiver and shake violently. She yelled my name as she exploded in a fabulous release. I continued to lick the folds of her sex avoiding her hypersensitive clit before I slowly kissed my way up her lovely body. I pressed my body against hers and kissed her on the lips again, letting her taste the delicious juices I had just enjoyed. "Are you sure you have never done this before?" she asked "No never, but I plan on doing it again," I replied. "Well, not before I do!" she said before kissing her way down my body and bringing me to heights I never knew existed with her very talented tongue. I left the store with the video, a new vibrator and a new lease on life. True Desire I have this desire within me, it bubbles and burns at the very core of me; it must be fore filled, doused in the waters of heaven only he can give. The house is quiet and the lights are dimmed but I know he is in there waiting for me, wet from the shower and clad in only his boxer shorts. I was rite. He stood boldly in front of me, and I Just wanted to give in there and then to lust inside of me, but I knew that I couldn't, I had to be strong. I let the fire take control... I looked him dead in the eyes, his whisky brown locking with my violet. I raised my hand and slapped him hard round the face. "What else...?" he drawled slowly, his thick Puerto Rican accent breaking in apprehension of what was to come. His eyes still duelling with my own. He was trying to psyche me out I could tell, he always played this tactic when I began to take control. He was trying to make me submit to him and had succeeded many times before. I walked in, brushing past him, my arm just grazing his. I could feel the heat radiating from him and smell his scent, a mixture of soap and masculinity. He's so strong and used to being in control but not this time. I took off my Jacket and shoes as he slowly closed and bolted the penthouse doors, the muscles in his arms, shoulders and back rippling beneath his taut tanned skin as he shoved the dead bolts home. As he turned to me I beckoned him closer, taking his left hand in my right and grazing the fingernails of my left hand up his arm to his shoulder. I grabbed him by the back of the neck firmly and placing my right hand on his shoulder I flipped him round to face away from me, he let out a gasp at the sudden movement and a whoosh of air as his body connected hard with the bars of the cage which enclosed his bed. I took off my top and rubbed my bare breasts against his back slowly letting him savour the friction of my flesh against his. Then I lowered myself downwards, kissing his neck then his shoulders and down his back until I reached the curving point, then I stuck my tongue out to run it down his spine, removing his boxers as I traced my tongue down further trailing wetness between his buttocks. Then placing his arms above his head, his fingers curling higher around the bars on the side of the cage, I ran my hands over his chest revelling in the moisture that hung of it like dew drops, his breathing quickening, his heartbeat picking up pace as I rolled his nipples between my thumb and index fingers. Then I quickly took off my bra and panties. Wrapping my fingers around the bars above his, I pulled my body up to wrap my legs around his lean waist, I flexed my hips rubbing my wet shaven pussy against the top of his buttocks his ass clenching beneath me and an anguished groan escaped his lips, my control over him coupled with my teasing where getting to him, I could almost see his desire tightening like a coiled spring. Pressing my erect nipples into his back I nibbled his earlobe and whispered "how much do you want me?" he didn't answer so I let my body slide down him and repeated "how much?" he turned to look at me his eyes laden with passion but still he said nothing. So I slowly and gently swayed my way round the other side of the cage so that the bars where between us, I knelt down to take his now rock solid cock into my mouth, yet another moan of passion escaped him, could feel him throbbing in my mouth as I licked the engorged tip then deep throated him. He could take no more he growled fiercely as he pulled away from me stalked round the side of the cage, picked me up and almost threw me onto the bed. He mounted me and thrust deeply into me in one thrust, paused then began pummelling my pussy hard and fast with almost brutal force. I was screaming his name over and over now "TONY! TONY!! TONY!!!" begging him to stop with one breath and pleading with him not to with the next, I could feel my orgasm imminent now as he thrusted mercilessly into my body over and over and over... Till it finally broke washing over me in a sea of spasms and fireworks, he too had cum growling and moaning in my ear, spurting round after round of his essence deep within me. He collapsed on top of me breathing raggedly, and all I could see was stars, we fell asleep in each others arms as we came down from cloud our high. My most fantastic and true release a once in a lifetime experience that can never be touched by another. True Desire Every night, I lie in bed and explore my body. My hands slide gently, caressing every inch of me, from my thighs to my voluptuous breasts. My hands tickle, rub, caress, and squeeze the parts of me that are the most thirsty for attention. Legs spread; I like to run my hands up and down my inner thighs while my clit swells. My touch excites me, but it does not give me the fulfillment I desire. I often wish that someone would come to me and show me such pleasure that no other woman will ever know. A secret lover. Someone who will indulge in my body with no chance of ever being discovered. After dreaming for so long, my wish finally comes true. One night, as I lie in bed as usual, the silhouette of a tall muscular man appears in my doorway. I gasp and sit up suddenly, but he lifts a hand and calm floods through my body. I am now completely relaxed. He shuts my door quietly, turns the lock, and approaches my bed. Then he turns on my lamp, letting the dim light fill my bedroom. I look up at him, curious. He is at least six feet tall, with ashy black hair and a toned, muscular body. He is wearing nothing but a pair of fitted black briefs, through which I can see the huge bulge of his cock. He looks at me seductively and when I ask who he is he replies, "I am your desire. I represent everything you need to fulfill your sexual thirst. If you do not want me, I will leave, but if you wish to have me, I can come to you at any time." There is something so magical about him that I cannot turn him away. I whisper carefully, "I want you." He steps closer to me where I sit on my bed and says "Your room is now soundproof. No one will ever know I am here." With those words he climbs on top of me and kisses me. It is a fierce kiss, his lips clutched against mine sensuously. He pushes me back so I am lying beneath him. He moves to kissing my neck, flicking soft wet tongue across my body. He moves down to my rock hard nipples, sucking and teasing them. I moan in ecstasy. I never knew that this could feel so good. While switching from one breast to the other, he reaches his hands down. One massages the inside of my left thigh while the other pets my pussy, which is dripping wet. He makes me gasp by sticking an unusually long finger inside of me, feeling around, pressing in all the right places. Suddenly, he sticks two more inside of me and I feel my wet pussy lips contracting over his fingers. He removes his fingers and lowers his head to my pussy. He blows on me, and the feel of his breath on such a sensitive area makes me moan loudly. He puts his lips on my swollen clit and kisses it gently, then harder. Soon, he is flicking his tongue all over it, making me even wetter. He sticks his fingers inside me again and moves them in and out quickly, still licking and sucking my clit. I pinch and squeeze my own nipples in ecstasy while he does this. Then he pulls his fingers out and lowers his tongue and puts it deep inside of me. I can feel his wet tongue poking around inside of me, inducing more pleasure than I ever dreamed imaginable. I begin to orgasm wildly, spilling my juices into his mouth, which he eats up greedily. The orgasm never seems to stop. When it seems like it will be over soon, it somehow builds itself up again and takes off. Finally, he removes his head from me and kneels before me. I sit myself up to meet him. I look down and see that his cock has grown erect inside his black briefs. I force him to lie in my place so that I can explore him properly. I grab his cock through his underwear, feeling the firm, massive bulge. I lustfully remove his briefs and stare at it in awe. It is bigger than I ever imagined a cock could be. I start squeezing it, pulling on it, making it grow even bigger. I move my mouth to it and it tastes like a combination of all the sweetest candies I have ever eaten. I suck hard, never wanting to stop, pushing it far into my throat. I am giving him pleasure, and it turns me on even more. Finally, he cums and I let his huge load wash down my throat, the most delicious drink I have ever had. After I suck him dry, he lifts me easily and pulls me onto his lap, facing him. Swinging his legs over the edge of the bed, he lifts me and eases me onto his cock. It plunges deep inside me, causing me to moan loudly. Then, grabbing hold of my bottom, he slides me up and down on his cock. It moves smoothly inside of me, plunging deeper than I ever thought possible every time. His balls slap against my ass as he fucks me deep and hard. Finally, we both cum at the same time, our juices colliding. I pant heavily when he finally lifts me off of him and lays me on my bed. Then, without a word, he turns off my lamp, picks up his discarded briefs, and leaves me, sweating and panting in the dark.