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Hidden Desires Pt. 01

By: Dru_Druthers



Author's note: One of the core themes of this story is the subject of being born intersex. If you are not interested in such a subject then please move on. 

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Chapter 1

Jade O'Connor Anders was in the prime of her life. At twenty-seven she was strikingly beautiful and seemed to have it all. She was a top literary agent in a successful company, had been married for four wonderful years to a handsome and successful man, and was entertaining the idea of having a baby.

Having come from a somewhat odd mix of Irish and Asian stock, she was five feet seven with well proportioned curves that caused men and women alike to suddenly take notice in a way that made them all tingle uncomfortably. Her straight jet-black hair and slightly Asian eyes gave her an exotic quality that was irresistible. Those alluring eyes were what had drawn Michael Anders to her in the first place.

Jade was in her third year of college when she and Michael met. He was twenty five, three years her senior. They had a whirl wind romance, became engaged and shortly thereafter they were married. Michael found success in real estate and with a few well placed investments; they had managed to become financially comfortable.

Counting what Jade contributed to the finances they could be considered wealthy having a nice three bedroom house, each their own car, a vacation cottage and a small boat.

Though the romance was missing of late, the sex was still good though somewhat infrequent. Thinking about it on occasion, Jade just thought it was because of the demanding schedule they both kept. How wrong she was.

Arriving at her office promptly at eight, Jade was greeted by her assistant Greg. He was a handsome and dedicated young man of twenty two with a sharp intellect and unnerving wit. He was also openly and quite flamingly gay.

After a frustrating meeting, Jade was prepping for her main event of the day, an afternoon contract renewal for one of the company's major clients. Going through her files she realized that the all important contract was not with her. Thinking back, Jade realized that the contract was sitting at home on her desk.

Cursing herself for the mistake, she quickly had Greg clear her schedule for the hour it would take to run home and return with the file.

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The first oddity Jade noticed was that her husband's car was in the drive way. She didn't really think much about it because she usually left before him and thought that maybe he was carpooling.

The second hint was that the front door was locked but the alarm was off. Still Jade didn't see a problem. Perhaps he had left in a hurry so he didn't remember to turn it on.

Jade hurried across the living room to her office door. As her hand grasped the doorknob she froze. There was the distinct sound of her husband's voice floating through the halls.

Her office forgotten, Jade slowly moved to the back of the house to where the bedrooms were located. As she got closer, she could distinctly hear Michael's voice.

"Fuck yeah...That's it...Harder...Do it harder."

The bedroom door was opened slightly and as Jade peeked inside she felt the bile rise in her throat. There, reflected in the vanity's mirror was Michael on his hands and knees on their bed and a blonde woman with a strap-on, fucking him in the ass.

As Jade forced herself to look away, her rage was rising. She had a temper, a gift from her Irish heritage but it was also tempered by the lessons learned from her Japanese grandfather.

She took a couple of steps back from the door. Breathing deeply she listened as her grandfather's voice passed through her head. She was reminded of her own inner strength, her personal honor and her independence.

She did not need to cause a scene; she would not shame herself in front of them by losing it. There would be time enough for that later. She blocked out Michael's voice and focused on her breathing. Then she concentrated on organizing her thoughts.

Killing him and his bitch was out of the question. Homicide was not the answer no matter how justifiable. Divorce was the only viable option but first, a little insurance was needed.

Steeling herself, Jade retrieved her smart phone from her pocket and set it to video record mode. She silently tipped the door open and aimed it at the couple, taking about a minute of footage. They were so into what they were doing that they didn't even notice her.

After getting as much proof as she needed she could have just left, but her pride demanded that she have her say. She secured the phone back in her jacket pocket then walked into the bedroom.

Her face was a mask of calm as she stood watching them.

"Having a good time Michael?" she asked her voice cold as a winter storm. The blonde screamed, nearly pulled out too quickly, and scrambled to cover herself as Michael turned pale.

"Ja—Ja—Jade," he stuttered, unable to think of anything to say.

"Don't bother Michael. There's nothing you could say. I want you gone by the time I get home from work. Take only what you own, you will be served with the divorce papers by the end of the week."

"Jade." He tried again but she was having none of it.

"Save it. I really don't care; after this I will not see you again. Contact Paula if you have anything to say."

With that Jade turned on her heel, she walked out the bedroom, out the house and left. The reason for coming home suddenly forgotten, she drove on auto pilot to Paula Kline's office. It wasn't until she was sitting on Paula's small sofa that she began to cry.

Chapter 2

Paula Kline was a successful attorney who specialized in family law. She had been Jade's closest friend since college and loved the woman as the sister she never had.

She was accustomed to Jade being a strong individual; in all the years they had been friends she had never seen her fazed by anything. To see her weeping and trembling was disconcerting and Paula's heart broke.

She held her friend in her arms but was at a loss for how to help. All Jade had managed to say, was that she found out Michael was cheating on her.

It took a full half hour before Jade had calmed enough to speak. She was curled up on Paula's small office sofa, her head in Paula's lap, her eyes swollen and red.

"Are you feeling a little better now?" Paula asked. Jade nodded and croaked out a yes. She sat up and wiped her face. Paula got up and went to her cabinet. She poured a large scotch and wordlessly handed it to Jade.

Jade downed it in one gulp and hissed as it went down her throat. When Paula sat back down, Jade saw the large wet spot on the front of her blouse where Jade had buried her face while she cried.

"I'm sorry, your blouse," Jade said. Paula waved her apology away.

"I didn't mean to break down like that."

"Oh don't apologize, you needed it. Are you okay enough to tell me what happened?"

"Oh Paula, that bastard," Jade started, her voice becoming hard.

"I left a contract at home and went to get it. I walked into my house and found him and his bitch whore in my bed and they were, God, they were..." she couldn't go on.

"Oh, honey, I'm so sorry." Paula said sympathetically, sensing what Jade had walked in on. Though she had never been married nor had a lover cheat on her, she had had many cases where one spouse had cheated on the other and saw all the hurt and pain it caused.

"I'm done with him Paula; I'm divorcing him immediately. I don't want anything more to do with him, not after what I saw them doing."

"It's alright. I know you'll never be able to look at your bed or the house for that matter, the same way again. You can stay with me if it'll help until you figure things out."

"Thanks, but I need to pull myself together and I don't want to hide from it. Those tears were the last I'll shed over this," Jade said with steel in her voice. This was the Jade Paula was used to seeing.

"Alright, no beating the bushes then, I'll start the paperwork. Do you think he'll want to contest?"

"Oh he'll think twice before he tries, I have some very damaging evidence," Jade said acidly.

"What kind of evidence?"

Jade took out her phone and pulled up the video she took.

"I was shocked and hurt but I have never been a fool," Jade said as she handed Paula the device.

"Oh Jade," was all Paula could say. She shook her head and looked up at her.

"Did you have any idea at all?" she asked.

"No. I mean how could I? We were fine; at least I thought we were. I didn't know he wanted to take it up the ass either."

"Well sadly I can't say that this is a unique situation. I've had other cases like this before."

"You're joking?"

"No, not at all. Anal sex for men is a very taboo subject. The stigma is that if you want that, then you're gay. However just like anal is pleasurable for women, it is for men too and more so because of the prostate thing. Many are ashamed and they don't tell their wives for fear of ridicule, so they go out and get it on with someone where there are no judgments."

Jade looked at her friend with narrow eyes.

"How do you know so much about this?"

"As I said, I've had cases in the past. I can't discuss details but I can tell you in broad strokes about what I found out while in the process of these cases," Paula said simply.

Jade nodded. "So, this is a normal sexual thing, but he didn't want to come to me with it," Jade thought aloud.

"Well think about it," Paula said, "If Michael came and said 'Jade, sweetie, I want you to strap a dildo on and fuck my ass with it', what would your reaction be?"

"I would have thought he was crazy. I mean strap-on toys and such are for lesbians, not for guys."

"Well that's only half correct but I understand your thinking. Now tell me, you love Michael don't you?"

"Yes, of course."

"And if he didn't want a divorce and wanted you to forgive him and be with him, could you?"

"I..." Jade paused in mid-speech. Did she want Michael after what happened? Could she be with him after knowing that he was with another woman, that he wanted sex in the ass?

"Jade?" Paula's voice brought her back from her thoughts. "Could you put on a harness and fuck your husband if that's what it took to stay happily married to him?" Paula asked.

Jade tried to picture herself in the blonde's place. A few moments later, she knew the answer.

Chapter 3

A month later Jade was packing the last of her things. Paula had pushed things along quickly, the divorce was final and she was moving out. At first she wanted to keep the house, but after going back home that first afternoon, she almost screamed at the memory on entering her bedroom.

She had come to terms with him wanting to be fucked in the ass but she couldn't get past the betrayal. His cheating instead of coming to her and talking had cut her deeply. She may not have been able to strap it on and mount him but at least they could have parted on better terms. She regretted that too, but it couldn't be helped.

She still wasn't speaking to him, but in the end she was amicable enough to split everything without argument. She kept the vacation cottage and Michael kept the boat. He also retained the house and paid Jade for her half of the house's worth.

Jade had spent the last few weeks in what was now solely her vacation cottage. She had taken the past month off to work through everything and, at Paula's urgings, had even seen a counselor to sort through her feelings. Now she was ready to go back to work and was searching for a new place to live.

The commute from work to the cottage was too long so she took Paula up on her offer to stay until she found a new place. It was like hanging out in college all over again. They went out to dinner and stayed up late talking. It was fun and Jade didn't realize how much she missed being with her friend.

Since her marriage they had drifted as friends; they lived and worked in the same city but, she realized, didn't see each other as much as she would have liked. They emailed every so often to say hi and let the other know they were okay but otherwise Jade could count on one hand how many times they had dinner together before her divorce.

The house hunt was slow, and she was worrying that she was putting a cramp in Paula's style. She was living with Paula for over two months now and the woman never dated nor had anyone over. Those feelings were reinforced by the phone conversation Jade over heard. Paula had declined going out for the evening. She decided to broach the subject after dinner.

"Paula, honey, can I ask you something?"

"Sure, what's up?"

"Sweetie, I'm sorry but I overheard your conversation earlier. You passed up a chance to go out and I can only surmise that it was because of me."

Paula smiled at her friend.

"It's alright Jade. You need me more right now than I need to be out with my other friends. What kind of friend would I be if I abandoned you?"

"Paula I'm fine. I'm doing well according to my counselor. I've come to terms with this whole thing with Michael and being divorced. My parents have even let up on wanting to come down and comfort me. You can go out and have a good time Paula. You're my friend and I love you so go, meet with your friends, have some fun, hell even bring someone home. You know I'm a heavy sleeper," Jade finished with a grin.

"Well, it has been a while since I've been out with the girls," Paula said with a smile.

"Then go and have fun."

"You want to come along?"

"Nah I don't want to impose," Jade said.

"No imposition, you'd be more than welcomed."

"That's sweet of you but no thanks, but you go, please."

"Alright. You're sure you'll be okay?" Paula asked again.

"Yes mom, I'll be fine. I have some work to do and then I'm off to bed."

"Okay then, I'll get changed and head out," Paula said as she gave Jade a quick hug and rushed to her bedroom.

Jade settled on the couch and dove into her paperwork. A few minutes later Paula emerged. Jade looked up and her jaw dropped as she barely recognized her friend.

Since moving in with Paula, Jade was used to seeing her in pants suits, jeans and t-shirts and the occasional pair of shorts but now Paula was in black biker boots, black tight fitting leather pants, a white wife-beater shirt and a black leather jacket. Her long, dark brown hair was tied in a pony tail.

Paula had discovered her bisexuality after college so Jade had never seen this side of her before.

"You alright Jade?" Paula asked with a slight smile, seeing the obvious shock on Jade's face.

"Yeah, I'm fine," Jade uttered, pulling herself together when she realized she was staring.

Paula laughed lightly. "You do remember I play both fields don't you?"

"Yeah. I just don't remember you being so, so..."

"So what Jade?" Paula asked with a serious look.

Jade didn't want to offend her friend and tried to tread very carefully.

"I apologize if I'm coming off as offending," she started, but was interrupted.

"Aw damn Jade, I was just playing with you," Paula said, her face breaking into a wide grin.

"Fuck Paula, I don't want to be insensitive or anything like that," Jade said shaking her head.

"It's alright J; I know this is new territory for you. The term you were searching for is butch, if you don't want to offend anyone that is."

"Right. And do you always dress like this when going out?"

"Only when I'm looking for a sexy little femme."

"And this is the best way to get one. Can't you just be the other you that I see every day?" Jade asked seriously.

"I could but truthfully, most of the femmes that frequent the club I'm going to prefer a butch woman to a regular one. If I want to score, I gotta be what the ladies demand. Besides, when I go after a girl, that's just what I want, a sweet little girly girl to fill my bed. If I want masculine, then I dress up pretty and find myself a man. It's my own way of life as a bisexual woman."

"I guess that makes sense, and if it's what's right for you, I can't argue. So I take it you're going to be looking for a one nighter? " Jade said, finding a new understanding of Paula's lifestyle. She had missed so much of Paula's life and was happy she now had the chance to know her friend again.

"Glad you got it and yes, one night of pure unadulterated sex with a beautiful girl. Am I freaking you out with this kind of talk?" Paula asked.

Jade smiled at her friend. "Never Paula. You are my best friend and I just want you to be happy."

"Good. Don't wait up," Paula said with a wink and a friendly pat on Jade's arm. Jade decided she liked this side of Paula. She seemed more relaxed and complete.

Chapter 4

A persistent bladder caused a very sleepy Jade to rise from her bed and seek relief. She went to the bathroom, but she didn't notice Paula's bedroom door was cracked, or the quiet sounds emanating from Paula's room. Coming out, being more awake, she noticed the unmistakable sounds of a woman in the throes of passion.

Having a moment of déjà vu, Jade found herself at Paula's door peering through the crack. The room was dimly lit but there was enough light for Jade to see clearly what was taking place. Her eyes became glued to the bed.

There was a young woman, naked and utterly beautiful, flat on her back on the bed. Her skin was alabaster and seemed to glow in the gentle light. Her hair was dark and fell elegantly around her head that was propped on a pillow. Her chest heaved with every breath and her generous breasts jiggled with her movements. Her legs were spread wide and lying on her stomach between them was a mostly naked Paula, who had her face buried in the young woman's pussy.

Jade was enthralled by what she was seeing. She knew women had sex with each other but never thought about what it was like. The dark-haired young woman was writhing under Paula's ministrations. Her hand, the one Jade could see, was clawing at the bed sheet, and the sounds that both women were making were noises of the purest ecstasy.

"Oh god baby, I'm so close, right there, oh god, yessssss. That's so good, baby, so good," the young woman panted out.

Jade watched with rapt attention as Paula reached a hand up and pinched one of the girl's nipples rather hard. That's all it took. She let out a high pitched scream and her hips lifted off of the bed. Paula had to hold on for dear life as the young woman's body stiffened then thrashed.

Jade had never in her wildest dreams thought that a woman could climax like that. She certainly never had.

Paula moved up and held the young woman close, kissing and stroking her gently as she came down from her sexual high.

"So, you ready to call it a night Lauren?" Paula asked as she held her companion tightly to her.

"Hell no, you promised to fuck me till I pass out, and as you can see, I'm still awake."

"Very well then, on to round two," Paula said with a sensual smile.

Jade watched as Paula rose from the bed. She was wearing what Jade thought were panties, but Paula retrieved something from the drawer of her bed side table and placed it at the front of what she was wearing. When Paula turned slightly, Jade's eyes went wide. Dangling from in front of Paula's body was a long, thick, flesh colored phallus.

Jade had had sex with only two men, her first and only boyfriend in high school and her husband, and neither of them was as endowed as what Paula was packing.

Jade heard the gasp of surprise from young Lauren when she also saw the size of Paula's equipment.

"Like my new toy baby? Think you can handle all of this?" Paula asked as she stroked the dildo affectionately. Lauren's reply was to spread her legs widely apart inviting Paula to take her. Whether it was as she thought it was or not, Jade had the impression that the girl's eyes were riveted with unbelievable excitement as she watched Paula and the phallus.


Hidden Desires Pt. 01



Paula applied a generous amount of liquid—Jade was guessing it was lubricant—to the dildo and then positioned herself between Lauren's legs.

Jade watched intently as Paula lifted Lauren's legs and pushed them up until they were pinned against Lauren's breasts. This gave Jade an unobstructed view of Lauren's sex. Lauren's pussy was hairless and Jade could see that her lips were swollen and widely splayed with her arousal.

Paula teasingly rubbed the dildo's head up and down Lauren's slit; Lauren groaned as it touched her clitoral area. Then Paula held the tip at Lauren's entrance and slowly pushed forward. 

Jade watched fascinated at how the large, bulbous head stretched Lauren's opening.

"You alright baby?" Paula asked. Lauren was breathing hard.

"Yessss," Lauren hissed, but if was from pain or pleasure, Jade couldn't tell.

Gently, Paula eased the large toy into Lauren's pussy until all of it was buried. She waited a few moments for Lauren to adjust then slowly she withdrew only about half way and worked it back in. She kept this slow and steady pace until Lauren was crying out in pleasure. She tried to move her hips to match Paula's movements but Paula had Lauren pinned to the bed, restricting her movements. Then Paula started to pound her hard.

It was the most erotic thing Jade had ever witnessed: the way their bodies looked together, the sounds of Lauren's cries of ecstasy and Paula's grunts every time her hips met Lauren's butt. The way they kissed. In that moment, Jade saw the beauty and the utter sexuality of how two women made love.

It wasn't something vile or ugly as all those hypocritical people claimed. It was sensual and passionate, filled with caring and affection to the highest degree. It looked heavenly.

Jade envied them for she had never felt that level of wonderful fulfillment that they seemed to have at that moment.

Paula's hips were moving a mile a minute as she fucked Lauren with everything she had. Lauren was breathing hard. Then with a high pitched scream she said, "Oh, gggod, now, baby, now."

Paula was right there with her and cried out that she was cumming too. Their orgasms seemed to go on forever though it was only a few seconds. Both shook and trembled before they collapsed, totally spent but extremely satisfied, evident from the smiles of pure joy each had on their faces.

Jade silently moved back to her own room. Her mind ablaze with what she had witnessed. Her clothes clung to her body she was so drenched in sweat. She realized how heated her body was and how aroused she felt.

Stripping off her clothes, she sat naked on the bed and pondered her reaction to what she had witnessed. The level at which she felt aroused concerned her. She wasn't a lesbian so why should seeing Paula and Lauren affect her so. Her thoughts were pushed aside by the growing need in her pussy.

It had been well over four months since she last had sex and after what she had witnessed Michael doing, she had not felt the need to masturbate, but now the urge was present and raging with a vengeance.

Lying back on the bed, Jade slowly ran her hand over her body. She cupped her generous breasts and gently massaged them bringing her nipples to life. She rolled the large dark buds and felt the wonderful tingle in her clit.

Her mind went to fantasy images of men she found attractive but all slowly transformed into memories of Paula and Lauren. Jade tried to put those thoughts aside but couldn't help herself.

She began to picture herself in such a situation, with an attractive woman lying between her legs eating her pussy. As the fantasy became clearer, Jade's right hand found its way to her dripping sex. She couldn't remember her pussy ever being so wet before.

She coated her middle finger in her juices and gently rolled it over her already engorged clit. The powerful sensations made her shudder. Her mind pictured that it was a woman's tongue on her clit, teasing her and increasing her need to cum.

Her breathing became erratic as her left hand joined her right and she slid two fingers inside herself. Jade rubbed her clit fast as her fingers sawed in and out of her, her mind becoming completely enthralled by the image of her phantom female lover.

Jade let out a harsh breath as her hips rocked and her muscles tightened. A low moan that started deep within her being was released, followed by a high pitched screech. She buried her fingers deep within her tight channel, her other finger a blur on her clit. Her back arched and she lifted her lower body off of the bed as she came hard.

Jade collapsed back onto the bed, totally spent and fighting to catch her breath. She had never had an orgasm that powerful before or fantasized about a woman while masturbating.

As she laid there recovering from those euphoric sensations she began to wonder if she was turning into a lesbian. Can a person turn into a lesbian if they weren't that way before, she questioned? With no answers coming, Jade rolled to her side and pulled the covers over her naked form. Perhaps she could ask Paula tomorrow she thought, but after what she had done, spying on her best friend during her most intimate of moments, how could Jade face her.

Chapter 5

Waking up and stretching languidly, Jade felt the remnants of last night's wonderful feelings of bliss. The memories came flooding back to her and Jade worried about seeing Paula.

Throwing on her robe, Jade made her way to the bathroom, hearing the soft whispers coming from the kitchen. She did her morning rituals and calming herself, she went to the kitchen.

Paula was standing at the stove, making pancakes in black boxers and her wife beater shirt from last night. The young woman, Lauren, was sitting at the small kitchen table, wearing Paula's robe and sipping from a mug.

Jade finally got a good look at Lauren's face in the light of day. She was pretty with delicate facial features and clear hazel eyes. Her skin was exquisite, almost glowing, her lips full and soft.

"Morning," Jade managed after a few moments of staring.

"Good morning J. Say hi to Lauren. Lauren, this is Jade, my roommate, at least until she decides on a place she likes better," Paula said with a grin.

Lauren rose quite gracefully and extended her hand to Jade.

"It's nice to meet you Jade."

"Nice to meet you too," Jade said, with a smile as she shook Lauren's hand. In the back of her mind she thought this was no different than if Paula had brought home a man. The scene would have been the same regardless of gender.

"Coffee?" Paula offered.

"Yes, please," Jade replied gratefully.

Paula layered three plates with pancakes and fruit, and joined them at the table. The conversation flowed along easily and Jade got to know a little about Lauren.

She was twenty-four and worked as a receptionist for a large company. She and Paula knew each other for just over a year after meeting at a club.

As they talked, Jade found her to be a very sweet and intelligent girl. She seemed very fond of Paula too, making Jade wonder how far their relationship went.

After finishing breakfast, Lauren excused herself to Paula's bedroom. She dressed and after saying her goodbyes to Jade, Paula walked her to the door.

Jade couldn't help herself, curiosity getting the better of her and snuck a peek at the couple. Paula tenderly held Lauren close to her and kissed her gently before she went out the door. Jade smiled at the softness of their embrace and was seated by the time Paula returned to the table.

"She's a very nice young woman; beautiful too," Jade opened it up.

She needed to tell Paula what she had done last night but wanted to let her friend know that she was okay with Paula's lifestyle.

"Yes, she is, but we're just casual," Paula admitted.

"Nothing serious; no long term?"

"Nah, she's not ready to settle down. She likes to have a night of lust filled passion every now and then. I'm good with that. She's sweet to be with even if it's only temporary."

Jade took a deep breath to steady her. She looked Paula in the eyes and began.

"Paula, I have a bit of a confession to make and I'm not sure how you're going to take it."

"Oh just spit it out Jade, it's not like you to stall," Paula said with a smirk as she eyed Jade over her raised coffee cup. She briefly wondered if Jade was going to confess having a problem with her lifestyle.

"You're right. Look last night I was on my way back from the bathroom and I heard noises. Your door was opened a crack and I had a moment of, I don't know what exactly, but I peeked into your bedroom and I saw you and Lauren—together—making love," Jade finished watching Paula closely for her reaction.

Paula's eyebrows shot up in surprise at Jade's admission. She put her cup down and leaned back into her chair, her eyes locked with Jade's.

The silence stretched out for over a minute with Paula just watching Jade. Jade became concerned and finally broke it.

"Please Paula, stop staring at me and say something."

"Sorry, it's just that, for someone who, in a manner of speaking, just had their first lesbian sexual encounter, you're handling it pretty well," Paula finished with a wide grin.

"Oh you bitch; you scared the crap out of me. I was worried that you would be mad."

"Well I'm not too thrilled about it, and definitely don't tell Lauren or she'll never be able to look you in the eye again, but it's my fault for not closing the door properly, especially since I have a house guest."

"Still, I'm sorry," Jade offered contritely.

"Apology accepted. Now tell me, how much exactly of our little play session did you see?"

"Well, when I first looked in, you were between Lauren's legs giving her head then you used that toy to fuck her."

"Ah so you missed when she ate me but got to see my strap-on performance. So what did you think about all that you saw?"

"God Paula, I thought it was the most erotic thing I'd ever seen," Jade said in an awed voice, "It was so sensual the way you both were together. I mean you were so tender and loving and yet so strong. Strong, though not masculine strong, but an attractive strong."

"Why Jade I do believe you're gushing," Paula teased as she giggled.

"Bitch!" Jade countered but with a big smile.

They laughed together for a bit before Paula steered the conversation back to what Jade witnessed.

"So you found it erotic, but did it turn you on?" Paula asked, once again her eyes locked with Jade's.

Jade blushed and looked away. Paula got her answer and smiled gleefully at her friend. There was another stretch of silence, but Paula broke it.

"So you got all hot and bothered watching me and Lauren huh?"

"God, this is so embarrassing but yeah, I did," Jade admitted her face burning with her blush.

"Please tell me you did something about it?" Paula pushed.

"If you must know, yes I did."

"And what was it?" Paula prompted, wanting all the details and wouldn't give up till she had them.

"Can't a girl have some secrets?" Jade avoided, but Paula's look was relentless. Finally Jade couldn't resist Paula's odd cross examination and gave in.

"I masturbated myself to a huge orgasm picturing I was the one getting head from a sexy woman," Jade said with a blush just as massive as her orgasm had been. 

"So, you're jumping ship then and coming over to party on my boat?" Paula asked with a smirk.

"I really don't know. Tell me Paula, can a person be a lesbian and not know it?"

"Hmm, well it's possible that you never felt the attraction to a woman before because you thought you were fulfilled, being married and all that, but now that you're not, your horizons are expanding. Besides we don't know that you are a lesbian; you could just be like me and be bi or you could just be bi-curious for that matter," Paula mused.

"So how do I find out for sure?" Jade questioned.

Paula smiled. "Well, I have one idea we could try."

Chapter 6

It was just past six pm on a Saturday night and Jade couldn't find a thing to wear.

"Paula, I need help," Jade called. She was standing in a dark blue satin bra and panty set with clothes thrown about her bed. Paula leaned against the doorframe and chuckled.

"Can't find anything to wear I see. You could go like that but you might cause a stampede."

"Oh will you shut it and help me," Jade pleaded.

"Fine since you asked so nicely," Paula laughed.

Jade was a nervous wreck, Paula had convinced her during their talk to go to a lesbian club with her to see if she was truly attracted to women. Paula insisted that she needed to have a full experience to find out the truth about herself, so she had suggested that Jade dress to impress the ladies. The only problem was that Jade had no idea how to do that.

Paula rummaged through the pile of dresses, skirts, pants and blouses, all with an amused smirk on her lips. After a short debate, she handed Jade a knee length black skirt and a dark red blouse.

The skirt fitted Jade's full hips but flared out nicely as it fell around her legs. The blouse was a halter back style, fitting Jade tightly and with a deep cut showing off an ample amount of cleavage. Jade didn't normally wear the blouse without a suit jacket but Paula shut her down when she pointed out that Jade looked hot.

Leaving her hair down and loose and with a very light touch of makeup, Paula assured her that she would have the women drooling.

The plan was a simple one. They were meeting Paula's other lesbian friends for a nice dinner and then they would hit Serafina's, the hottest lesbian club in the city.

* * * *

Arriving at the restaurant, Paula introduced her around before they were seated.

"Hi girls, this is Jade," Paula said to the group of five ladies seated around the large booth.

"This is Amelia and her girl Rachael, Vittoria, Dawn and Terry," Paula introduced them all to Jade.

"It's nice to meet you all," Jade said with a smile. She sat next to Paula and took in each woman, appraising their physical appearance.

Amelia seemed petite compared to the rest. She had short blond hair and strong facial features along with wonderfully deep blue eyes. Jade noticed that she had very little in the way of breasts, her shirt—a man's shirt—was practically flat against her chest. Her smile was quite warm and she seemed very much in love with Rachael as Jade noticed how she held the other woman closely to her.

Rachael was sexy. No other word could describe her better. Her hair was a rich dark brown and fell elegantly down and around her shoulders. Her brown eyes were rich, and sparkled every time she looked at Amelia. She had classic model type looks and seemed to have a body to match from what Jade could see above the table. Her breasts were small too but still enough for a little cleavage.

Vittoria was Hispanic and voluptuous. Her dark hair had a slight wave to it and went down to just past her shoulders. Her eyes were gloriously dark and her lips full and sensual looking. Her breasts were surely D cups or maybe even DD's; she had a look in her eyes that screamed predator.

Dawn was lovely to look at with her dark red, shoulder length hair and green eyes. Her face was the embodiment of cuteness with a small delicate nose, dainty lips and the cutest dusting of freckles Jade had ever seen. Her breasts were nice and appeared so firm that she didn't seem to need a bra and indeed wasn't wearing one.

And lastly there was Terry. She seemed quiet; more reserved than the others. She was tall, maybe taller than Jade's five feet seven inches. She was slim but quite attractive with smallish breasts and elegant facial features. Her light brown to almost blonde colored hair was very long down to almost her waist, but it was her eyes that caught Jade's attention the most. They were so light they looked gray.

"Chica, you never told us your friend was such a hot little number," Vittoria said with a seductive smile aimed at Jade.

"Down puppy. Jade is not ready for a tumble with you. She's just trying to find herself so hands off V," Paula said with a warning look aimed at Vittoria.

"Just giving the lady a compliment," Vittoria answered but she took Paula's warning seriously, and other than a few leering looks, she kept her interest in Jade to a minimum.

The dinner turned out to be a lot of fun, with everyone making Jade feel at ease. They all liked to laugh and did so often but they were also an intelligent bunch.

Jade noticed that Terry didn't say much but when she did speak, the others listened intently to her. She seemed to be the one whose opinions the others deferred to, yet she didn't flaunt that fact or act in a condescending way. Jade found herself more and more intrigued with Terry. For whatever reason, Terry was magnetic to Jade, so much so that she worried she might be looking at her too much. She certainly didn't want to embarrass anyone, and surely not herself.

* * * *

After dinner, the check settled, and a bit more girl talk, it was off to the club.

The line to enter Serafina's was very long with many scantily clad women of all ages and persuasions. Paula, with Jade and the others in tow, went to the head of the line and whispered something to the bouncer. He smiled at Paula and ushered them all in much to the protests of those in line.

Jade made a mental note to ask Paula how she accomplished that feat, but quickly forgot when she took a good look around.

The place was loud though not overwhelmingly so. There was a fast dance track playing and many women were on the dance floor. Jade was surprised to see a small stage with a pole in the middle. It didn't take a genius to figure out what it was there for, especially since there were several women walking around dressed in provocative costumes.

With Vittoria taking the lead, the group made their way to the large lounge area where they took two vacant tables with Amelia, Rachael, Vittoria and Dawn taking one table and Paula, Terry and Jade the other.

This was an alien environment for Jade but she tried to relax herself and see if anyone piqued her interest. It was a truly cosmopolitan mix of women, from old to young, heavy to slim, butch and femme, and all shades of skin, hair, and eye color.

They were all interesting to look at, many were lovely and sexy, some were strange to look at with how they were dressed and some were just plain scary—too aggressive Jade thought. However, no one held her interest for more than a brief instant. No one, that is, except Terry.

Jade wasn't sure what it was about her that was irresistible. Was it her looks or something else; her quiet grace perhaps? Whatever it was, Jade found herself stealing glances at the tall beauty.

While leaving the restaurant, Jade had gotten a good look at each woman from head to toe. Amelia was indeed short, only about five feet three inches if Jade's estimations were correct. All the others were about the same as Paula at about five feet five or six inches but Terry was the tallest, a little more so than Jade.

As the evening progressed, Jade observed the various interactions between many of the club's patrons. Paula and Amelia attracted many stares, glances, and shy approaches from only femme women whereas Rachael, Dawn, Terry, and even Jade herself, were approached by a number of tough looking butches. Vittoria seemed to be the exception with there being a contest between both butch and femme women to get her attention.

The butches didn't interest Jade at all and she politely declined each advance, offer to dance, or buying of a drink. She noticed that Terry was doing likewise.

As the others mingled and had fun, Jade and Terry remained at the table. Slowly they began talking and learned that they had similar interests in entertainment, food and current events.

Jade learned that Terry was thirty one, which Jade didn't believe because she looked much younger, in Jade's opinion, and she was the owner of a small accounting firm. She had a good head for numbers but tried to stay clear of them outside of work. She and Jade both had a love of opera music and going to the theater for live opera shows.




Hidden Desires Pt. 01



Jade observed as Dawn danced with a lucky few and Rachael smiled politely as Amelia held her close when a butch approached. The same was true when a femme approached Amelia as Rachael would hold on to her rather possessively.

Vittoria danced with many and eventually stayed with a tall butch who had a hungry look in her eyes, and Paula danced with a few lovelies and eventually settled with a cute little blond. Even Dawn settled with a lithe butch and they subsequently left together.

In between dances, Paula would check on how Jade was doing, giving Jade the feeling of having a mother hen hovering so she told Paula to stop and enjoy herself with her pick up.

Jade downed the last of her drink and, noted that Terry's glass was empty.

"Would you like a refill?" she asked with what she hoped was a natural smile. She didn't feel so natural. Somehow she was feeling herself wanting to be tentative, and worked hard against it.

"Yes, thank you," she said. At that, Jade smiled with greater assurance.

On her way back she saw a large woman talking to Terry. As Jade approached she could hear the strange woman trying loudly to bully Terry into a dance. Terry was firmly saying no thank you but the butch didn't want to take no for an answer.

Jade felt a sudden rise of her protective instincts and hurried over to the table.

"Here's you drink sweetie. Sorry I took so long," Jade said loudly as to be heard over the music. The butch eyed Jade up and down and licked her lips suggestively.

"You two fluffs together?" she asked.

"Yes. Is there a problem?" Jade asked her voice calm but firm too, indicating that she was not intimidated in the least. She locked eyes with the butch, and stared intently at her, gauging her possible level of aggression.

Whatever the butch saw in Jade's eyes she laughed and spoke with mirth in her voice.

"Damn, you got some balls on you for a pretty little thing," she said shaking her head as she walked away laughing.

Jade let out a breath she was holding and sat down. When she looked at Terry, the woman had a look of disbelief on her face.

"Are you alright?" Jade asked as she sipped her drink.

"Me? Are you alright? That woman was huge, what if she didn't back down?" Terry asked her eyes wide.

"Well then I guess I'd have just hit her fist with my face until the cops showed up to save me," Jade said with a grin.

"Oh my god," Terry gasped followed by a fit of giggles. Jade joined her and they had a good hearty laugh.

The others chose this time to return and inquired what the joke was.

"Jade is crazy," Terry got out between breaths and laughing so much that tears formed in her eyes. Jade wasn't any better off.

"Okay, whatever, Rachael and me are out," Amelia said.

"Alright guys, take care, the night's still young and that stud over there wants to take me home and have her way with me so I'm leaving too," Vittoria enthused.

"And I want to do the same with that hot femme, but I'll postpone until another night," Paula said in a sultry voice.

"Nonsense, go have fun, I'll make it home alright," Jade insisted.

Paula hesitated but the femme was looking better by the second. She eventually gave in and with everyone saying their goodbyes, each went their separate ways.

As they each sat with their drink and saying little if anything, Jade was nonetheless feeling nice and relaxed. However, glancing at Terry sitting in the dim light, Jade felt butterflies in her stomach and realized she was really attracted to Terry. She wondered if Terry could be attracted to her as well but wasn't sure how to go about finding out. It had been years since she dated anyone and even then, she didn't do the pursuing. So what to do?

A slow song began over the speakers and Jade just took a chance.

"Would you like to dance, maybe let that butch keep thinking we're together?" Jade asked with a sly, conspiratorial smile on her face.

Terry grinned slightly. "Sure. We can't have your face boxing her fists in, huh?" They both laughed as they moved from the table.

Jade took her hand and slowly led her to the dance floor, but once there she was at a loss for what to do next. Terry immediately sensed it and took pity on her. Taking both of Jade's hands, she placed them on her hips, then hooked both her hands around Jade's neck and they started moving to the music very slowly.

Though Terry was a little taller, with her heels Jade became the taller one. They soon settled into a good rhythm. Jade fell into the role of leading as they stared into each other's eyes.

By the time the song ended, Jade felt flushed and she saw that same look on Terry.

"Thank you," Jade said as they went back to the table.

"Thank you, that was nice."

"Yeah, it was, and I still have my face," Jade said with a near grin.

Once more, they laughed as they went to sit down. In a moment, neither saying anything, both knew that something was happening between them.

As Jade tried to think and rationalize what was happening as she gazed onto the dance floor and noticed how the other women were dancing. It had not registered earlier in the night, or even when Terry did it, but Jade saw that all the femme type women held on to their partners by the neck and the butches held on by the waist or hips. Jade realized that Terry, though the more experienced lesbian, was treating Jade like she was the leader in whatever was happening. Being a 'take charge' type of person, Jade reached across the table and took Terry's hand.

"Say, how about we get out of here and go get some coffee or something some place where it's quiet?" Jade asked.

"Okay," Terry agreed. They gathered their purses and left just as the DJ announced it was time for the eleven pm special performance.

* * * *

Paula had driven Jade so they left in Terry's little black Audi. They managed to find a small diner that was opened 24/7 and took a seat in the back. It was truly too late for coffee so they ordered a couple of cokes and sat in silence sipping.

"You know I never expected this," Jade opened.

"Expected what?" Terry inquired.

"To be so attracted to a woman on the first night I decided to try out a lesbian club."

Terry smiled at her. "That's very sweet of you to say."

"It's not sweet, it's the truth and I see it in your eyes too. You're attracted to me," she said softly.

"Yes," Terry breathed out as she shook her head, "but this is dangerous."

"Why?" Jade questioned.

"It's...complicated," Terry finished feebly.

"How so?"

"I—it just is, okay. There are things about me...let's just say you don't want to get involved no matter how we may feel about each other right now," Terry offered. She looked out the window and Jade could see a great sadness within her. Jade covered her hand that was resting on the table with her own.

"Hey, what's wrong? You look really sad."

"It's nothing you can help me with so please just leave it alone," Terry answered. She turned her hand over and held Jade's for a moment then she pulled away.

Neither wishing to end it, yet Terry not willing to talk, Jade settled for looking at Terry as she looked out the window. It was difficult for both of them, but Jade had no idea why.

There was something troubling Terry deeply and Jade wanted to take that sad almost pained look away from her pretty face. They stayed until it was almost midnight then Jade suggested they call it a night. Terry drove her back to Paula's place.

As the car stopped, Jade wondered about which was the most appropriate way to end their time together. She wasn't sure if trying to kiss Terry would be welcomed but felt a hand shake was too formal. She decided to split the difference, so to speak. Before getting out she thanked Terry for a wonderful time and taking her hand in her own, Jade planted a soft, sweet kiss on the top of Terry's hand. Terry was startled at first but then smiled at the gesture. She waited until Jade was safely inside before she drove off.

Jade was feeling on top of the world. She had just spent her evening with a beautiful, not to mention sexy, woman and she felt really good about that. She was concerned that she might feel guilty—her religious upbringing and all that—about actually trying to attract a woman, but she wasn't. She just felt good.

And what a woman she had attracted: intelligent, sexy, a good sense of humor, and they had common interests, but she was getting way ahead of things. Terry had something deeply worrying her, a fear of starting something with Jade seemed to be the cause. She was obviously attracted to Jade but she had some mysterious reason not to pursue it.

As Jade entered the apartment, her mind was completely overwhelmed with thoughts of Terry, and how sexy looking she was. It didn't help matters either that as she passed Paula's bedroom she heard a young woman's voice screaming "Fuck me, fuck me, oh god, harder, ride me harder." Thankfully the door was closed this time otherwise Jade might have stopped to take a peek.

Crawling into bed, Jade masturbated herself to a sweet, gentle orgasm while thinking of Terry. Her last thought before sleep was that she was determined to start something with her. She was too wonderful for Jade not to try.

Chapter 7

The scene the next morning was the same as the last time. The only difference was that Paula was wearing a track suit and the girl sipping coffee was blond. Not being at all strange this time, Jade smiled warmly as she introduced herself to the lovely young woman.

She poured coffee and sat down as Paula was plating omelets. This young woman was named Gina and she was an aspiring violin player with the local music school. She was only twenty two but admitted that she liked to date slightly older women. She was straight forward and not shy at all in her admittance.

When Gina went to change, Jade told Paula, "I need to talk to you alone."

"Can it wait until after I take Gina home?"

"Sure. Maybe I'll take a nice bath while you're gone," Jade said.

Jade did take a long languid soak in the bathtub and really thought about what was happening to her.

Her father's side of the family was devout Irish Catholic and her mother, an American born Japanese woman, joined her husband in church often but never truly converted. Jade along with her brother grew up going to church regularly but by the time Jade was in high school she attended less and less. Now she only attended church for weddings or funerals.

Many religious people deemed homosexuality a sin, but in Jade's opinion, if it was between consenting adults, why should anyone care what went on between two people in private?

Was she worried about going to hell for feeling a sexual attraction to women, about dreaming about having sex with women? No she wasn't. A bigger question was how she felt about the actual act of sex with a woman. She fantasized about a woman licking her pussy but could she honestly reciprocate.

With Terry she thought yes she definitely could.

* * * *

Paula returned and they sat in the living room.

"So what is so urgent?" began Paula.

"I need your help," Jade stated.

"Alright, I'm all ears."

"Well first of all, last night I talked with Terry and after everyone left, we danced and..."

"And?" Paula asked her eyes wide with surprise.

"God Paula, I know I've only just met her but I'm really attracted to her. I—I want to see more of her, Paula," Jade finished in a breathless rush.

"Okay," Paula said shaking her head in disbelief. "You're really moving fast with this, and with Terry of all people." Paula blew out a heavy breath.

"What's wrong with Terry?" Jade questioned. She felt her stomach lurch. What did Paula know that she didn't?

"Oh, no, nothing's wrong with Terry per se, it's just that I've known her for almost two years and she's never seriously dated anyone. She goes out once or twice with a girl but she always breaks it off before it gets too serious."

"Do you know why?

"No, she just always says, they were not for her and she asks us not to pry any further. We've respected her privacy so we don't bug her."

"So are you telling me not to even try to date her, pursue her or anything like that?" Jade asked feeling her stomach sinking.

"No, I'm just saying that if you do try with her don't get your hopes up cause I don't want you to get hurt."

"Okay, I understand. It's just that there's just something so special about her. I can't help myself when I think about her," Jade revealed to Paula.

"If that's how you feel, go for it, just be careful and don't be surprised if it doesn't work out, okay?"

"Yeah, thanks," Jade said. She felt a bit discouraged but decided that she still had to try to see if this attraction could go somewhere.

"Paula, I also need some other advice."

"Okay, what is it?"

"I need you to coach me on how to pursue a woman."

Chapter 8

Bright and early Monday morning, Terry Matthews stepped off of the elevator and headed to her office. Her secretary, Darla, handed Terry her morning messages and with a little giggle said there was a surprise waiting in her office. Intrigued, Terry entered her office to find a large vase of lovely, light pink orchids. Terry stood in stunned silence as she stared at the beautiful display.

"Darla," Terry called when she regained her composure.

"Yes Terry."

"Where?" Terry asked as she pointed to the flowers.

"Oh, when I got in this morning, there was a delivery man here waiting. I signed for them and had him put them on your desk," a delighted Darla answered.

"Thank you Darla, I'll call if I need anything else."

"Sure." Darla grinned as she left.

Terry sat and stared some more before she noticed the small card envelope. Taking it, her hand trembled slightly as she opened and read the card.

Lovely Flowers for a lovely lady. 

I'd like to have dinner with you. 

Call me please. 

Jade.

Jade's phone number was scribbled at the bottom of the note. Terry felt her stomach flutter at the thought of the sexy and beautiful Jade. Then fear gripped her. She had gone through so much heartbreak in the past suffered so much rejection among other things, and now here was a woman she was really attracted to. She could even give her heart to Jade but her heart wasn't the problem.

Still it was only a dinner invitation, and she had liked Jade's company so much that it couldn't hurt to see her one more time. Just once, Terry promised herself as she picked up her phone and dialed Jade.

"Hello," came the energetic voice.

"Hello, Jade?" Terry asked tentatively.

"Yes, Terry?" Jade asked her breath catching. She had expected this call but for it to actually be happening was still very exciting to Jade.

"Yes. I, um, got your flowers. Thank you, they're very beautiful."

"I'm happy you liked them," Jade answered beaming.

"I do but I'm curious, why orchids, usually when someone sends flowers they send roses?" Terry said.

"Oh a little birdie told me that orchids are your favorites," Jade replied.

"A bird named Paula I bet," Terry remarked.

"Sorry, that's classified information," Jade said and Terry could hear the smile in Jade's voice.

"I see," Terry answered then asked, "Um, your card mentioned dinner?"

"Yes, I'd like to take you to dinner sometime, if that's okay with you?"

"Sure, I'd like that. When are you thinking?"

Jade stifled a squeal of delight and tried to make her voice as even as possible. She didn't want to rush this; Paula was clear about that. Slow and steady.

"Well, how about this Friday at maybe seven. We could go to a nice restaurant, nothing too fancy," Jade answered, her voice relatively normal.

"Okay, sounds good. I'll call on Thursday to confirm."

"Wonderful."

There was a brief moment of silence where neither seemed to know what to say next.

"Okay, until Thursday then," Terry finally offered.

"Yeah, Thursday," Jade said in just about a whisper as she felt those butterflies slowly turning loose in her again.

They hung up at the same time. While Terry sat back in her chair trying to calm her rapidly beating heart, Jade was dancing around her office like a crazed teenager.

Chapter 9

The week was slow to pass for both women. Jade tried to keep busy with work but the anticipation of the upcoming Friday kept distracting her.

Terry was no better off, feeling butterflies every time Jade crossed her mind.

Jade's real estate agent was sending pictures of possible house options but none were jumping out at her. She really needed her own place in case she and Terry became serious, at least that was a hope she harbored. That thought gripping her, she decided to expand her search to large apartments.

On Thursday afternoon, Terry did indeed call and they worked out pickup arrangements. Jade talked her into letting Jade drive and would pick her up at her home at six thirty.

By the time Friday evening arrived, both women were nervous with their excitement. Dressed in casual dress pants, nice top and low heels, Jade parked her car in front of Terry's modest little house.

When Terry opened her front door, a bouquet of irises greeted her. Terry was a vision in a dark green dress that fitted her tightly from mid stomach up with a delicate show of cleavage and flared out nicely just past her knees. Her lovely legs ended in a pair of flats that matched her dress.

"You look lovely," Jade told her causing a gentle blush to envelope Terry's face and upper chest. 

"Thank you. Please come in while I place these in some water," Terry said smiling sweetly at Jade.

While Terry disappeared into the kitchen, Jade took in the tastefully decorated living room, "I like your style; very lovely," Jade complimented.

"Thanks but I can't take all the credit, I hired a professional to do the work."

"Oh, just this room or the whole house?" Jade enquired.

"The whole thing; would you like a tour?" Terry offered, "That is if we have enough time."

"I'd love a tour and yes we have some time."

Terry took her quickly throughout the house, showing off the kitchen, her office, the three bedrooms and the two baths. Every room was done in beautiful colors with elegant furniture that showed sophisticated tastes but not overly expensive. Jade was in love with it all by the time they left for the restaurant.

* * * * 

They were seated at a secluded table at the back. The atmosphere screamed romance. They both faltered a couple of times trying to start a conversation before Jade took charge. Burying her nerves, she reached across the table and took Terry's hand.

"Hey, let's not put any labels or expectation on tonight okay. Let's just have a good time as friends and see where the evening takes us." Jade smiled with more confidence than she really felt but put on a brave face for Terry who seemed more nervous. Terry placed her free hand over Jade's and smiled.

"Sure," she agreed and visibly relaxed.

From then on the conversation flowed naturally. They discussed, themselves, their work, or rather, Jade's work; Terry didn't want to put Jade to sleep talking about numbers.

They spoke about which colleges they attended, their families and friends, but Jade had the feeling that Terry was holding something back; she didn't press the issue. She wanted things to go well so that they would have many more of these dinners, or maybe something else with them.

By the time dinner was over and Jade drove Terry home, the nerves had all but disappeared.

They returned however when Jade stopped in front of Terry's house. Jade really wanted to kiss Terry good night but felt some apprehension from her so she went the safe route opting to take Terry's hand for another kiss there.

"I had a wonderful time," Jade began with a warm smile.

"So did I."

"There's an opera performance by this small company tomorrow night. I've seen their work before and they're quite good. Would you like to go with me?"




Hidden Desires Pt. 02



Author's note: One of the core themes of this story is the subject of being born intersex. If you are not interested in such a subject then please move on.

Dru_Druthers wishes to express a heartfelt thank you to all who read, voted, favorited and commented on Part 01 of this story. The overwhelming support has made writing this story worthwhile.

(The story previously ended with: " 'Let me love you,' Jade whispered as she tugged Terry towards the center of the bed. She gently eased Terry onto her back, her head propped by a couple of pillows. Then Jade straddled Terry's stomach.")

Chapter 13

This was entirely new to Jade, but knowing how she liked her breasts treated, she utilized that knowledge to bring pleasure to Terry, as well as stir herself with the new excitement of feeling Terry's clitoris as she brushed it with her pussy with every movement she made. Each touch was maddening, her mind and emotions going through a rush of new thoughts that were so unfamiliar, and so stimulating. Though she tried to lighten the touches, they proved even more thrilling, more sexually provocative, sending ripples of sensations through her body.

Terry's senses were sent into overdrive as Jade caressed every inch of her face, neck and chest with her lips and tongue. She suckled Terry's nipples and licked the undersides of Terry's breasts. She squeezed and fondled them lovingly causing Terry to moan, groan, and cry out in sheer bliss. The light brushes Terry also felt from Jade's pussy, Jade's wetness against her clit thrilled her continually, her clit being so very sensitive.

Slowly, Jade worked her way down Terry's stomach and finally looked at Terry's sex. She had a small patch of brownish blond pubic hair that was neatly trimmed. She did indeed have a penis-like growth, right about where a clitoris should have been. It was very erect and about five maybe five and a half inches long. It wasn't too thick but very smooth. Unlike the rest of her body it wasn't pale but was pinkish red, she didn't have a foreskin and no head as Jade's ex had but did have a small opening which Jade knew was Terry's urethra. No testicles, but otherwise it did have the appearance of a penis Jade noted. 

Just below her enlarged clitoris, Terry had a vagina too but her lips were very tiny, seeming almost none existent to Jade. There was no sign of a clitoris otherwise as far as Jade could tell but she could see signs of Terry being wet, both from her urethral opening, and from her pussy's slit. The whole experience was so unknown and new to Jade, with her love of Terry, Jade was about to explode with her growing lust. 

Jade had loved intercourse with Michael, and had given him oral too, but she'd never honestly liked it, only giving it to him occasionally because she knew he loved it. However, with Terry, it wasn't a penis, it was her clitoris, her ultimate font of sexual sensation, and it was calling to Jade fiercely, hotly. That pull, that knowing that here she could provide Terry with innumerable joys, was so sexually compelling that Jade's nostrils were flaring with the passionate desire to give Terry a sexual experience unlike any woman ever had. Her breathing was becoming ragged, she so wanted Terry's enlarged clitoris.

Terry was watching Jade carefully, gauging her reaction.

"May I touch you?" Jade asked quietly, controlling her boiling heat.

"If you want to," Terry whispered.

"Do you want me to touch you?" Jade asked.

"Yessss!" Terry hissed.

She watched as Jade wrapped her hand around her hardness and stroked her gently. The sensations were mind blowing and caused Terry to let out a low groan.

She had stroked herself before, but this felt so different. Jade's hands were soft and so warm, and more, she always knew where she would touch, but with Jade, each touch was unexpected providing a greater sexual thrill with each movement of Jade's fingers.

"Does this feel good baby?" Jade asked. It wasn't the first erection she had handled but knew that everyone was different—and Terry certainly was different —she didn't want to hurt her by being overzealous.

"God yes!" Terry quietly panted. She was so aroused that Jade's efforts were bringing her dangerously close to the edge of orgasm.

"Jade, if you don't stop I'm going to..." Terry warned Jade. She slowed down not wanting Terry to blow just yet.

It was a bit odd for Jade. She had loved her husband and had held his hard cock in her hands many times but never had she felt the overwhelming joy she was feeling, touching Terry's member was constantly stifling her breathing, making her gasp repeatedly. 

Jade had not only disliked giving oral sex to Michael, she didn't like the idea of him cumming in her mouth but with Terry, she had no such reservations. In fact the thought of Terry cumming in her mouth excited her beyond words.

She locked eyes with Terry and smiled and then she slowly lowered to lick the head of Terry's enlarged clit. Terry's eyes went wide as she watched the erotic display of this exotic beauty placing her open mouth on her member. 

Jade's tongue glided along the smooth head and she tasted Terry's wetness. It was more than just intoxicating to her; it was wondrous, pulling powerfully at her desire for more of Terry's love. To her, there was an underlying hint of sweetness that inexplicably screamed at her to want to drink of it without end. Licking slowly, Jade found that she absolutely did love the taste that was so wondrous to her senses. 

Her tongue on the head of Terry's clit had all of Terry's nerve endings on fire. Wave after wave of pure sexual bliss shot through Terry causing her body to jerk from all of the conflicting sensations of pleasure she was receiving.

As they clashed marvelously in her, shooting arrows of sexual delights through her body, Terry reveled in them, and anxiously awaited the next and sweeter pleasures that she somehow knew were coming. Her moans and groans became louder and louder, her breathing coming in short, harsh pants.

So little had been done, yet Terry had felt so much. Is this how it was meant to be for her? Jade took things a little further and closed her mouth around Terry's member. She sucked softly on the warm, smooth skin that was throbbing mildly, an inviting staccato as fingers saying come hither. Occasionally running her tongue on the head, then moving her mouth softly up and down the shaft, she felt Terry's body stiffen.

Terry had never expected anything to feel as wonderful as a mouth on her large clitoris that had previously given her so much shame and guilt. The shaft was every bit as sensitive as the head, shocking her with so many delightful sensations that threatened to have her orgasmic soon. Jade's gentle ministrations had Terry going out of her mind. She had had orgasms in the past at her own hands, but it never felt like this. 

Her whole body shook, and then her muscles tightened. She closed her eyes tightly and saw lights behind her eyelids. She felt lightheaded and something monstrous building inside, just below her stomach and lower back.

Jade looked at Terry's body. Terry's knuckles were white from how she was gripping the sheets. She was covered in a light sheen of sweat and her skin had a light flush to it. Her face held a look of the sweetest ecstasy. In that moment Jade thought she looked so beautiful.

Terry let out a sudden feral scream; her hips bucked causing Jade to hold on tightly to Terry's cheeks. Terry's climax consumed her entire body as she ejaculated a torrent of fluid into Jade's mouth.

Jade swallowed as much as she could but it was just too much and some spilled out of her mouth and down her chin and chest. Jade was so hot, so aroused that the feeling of Terry's orgasm caused her own climax. She felt her own juices pouring out of her, but the taste of Terry's love consumed her, her mind swimming deliriously, all of her senses demanding more. 

It became a series of orgasms between them as Jade kept on gently at times, overcome with lust at others, working tongue and lips on Terry's marvelous enlarged clitoris. Jade's orgasms were mild, insignificant, where Terry's were strong, taking her to heights of pleasure she had never imagined possible.

Jade's heart was bursting with her feelings of joy, she thrilled at sensing Terry's delight, her orgasmic self unleashed in a way that was never expected, they were so often, so continuous. At last, when Jade stopped, Terry was having trouble breathing, her eyes closed, her face looking strained, yet somehow angelically satisfied. Jade crawled up to her and lay down beside her. She kissed Terry's lips softly sensing that she needed to control her lusting. Terry's eyes fluttered open and she smiled at Jade, albeit, shakily. 

"How are you feeling, love?" Jade asked.

"Spectacular. I never thought―what you did... My god!" Terry answered breathlessly. Her mind was reeling from all that had just happened, was still happening. She couldn't believe she had been missing out on something so unexpectedly wonderful for so long.

"I'm glad you enjoyed it sweetheart," Jade told her softly and kissed her again. Terry was feeling energized and kissed Jade with a renewed passion, turning onto Jade then working her way down, tasting herself on Jade's lips and elsewhere before continuing on to her neck and breasts.

She moved quickly and purposefully planting kisses all along Jade's body. All of Terry's earlier apprehensions were gone as she caressed, kissed, and touched all of Jade. She finally settled herself between Jade's legs and kissed her right above her slit. She inhaled Jade's strong scent and slowly extended her tongue. She licked tentatively at first, but slowly became more enthusiastic and explorative, varying the pressure of her strokes. 

The effects on Jade were phenomenal, but her mind couldn't forget how Terry's clit had felt, its sensitivity, and what it did to both of them.

Terry reveled in the feelings, both the physical sensations of her tongue moving through the juicy folds of Jade's labia and the emotions that were bubbling over inside her.

She was with the one she loved, bringing her pleasure, touching, tasting her lover in the most intimate of ways. Jade truly loved and accepted her, Jade had given her the greatest sign of this and now it was her turn to show her love too.

Terry's enthusiasm was driving Jade mad with pleasure. Her swift tongue was pushing Jade over the brink once again but more than that, Jade could feel Terry's love for her through every touch, caress and tease.

Terry felt like she could stay right there, between Jade's open legs, her tongue pushing inside of Jade forever but she wanted Jade to feel what she had, that unbridled, uninhibited, rampant release. Terry locked her lips around Jade's little nub and suckled hard. The effects were immediate.

Jade screamed, instinctively jerking away from the sharpness of the feelings that so suddenly shot through her, but then grabbed Terry's head and pulled her tightly to her as Jade's hips rose up off the bed, her features strained.

All of the anticipation, all of the unexpected sensations from making love to Terry, all of the love she felt for Terry were about to explode in raptures that were engulfing Jade's feelings along with every nerve in her body.

To her surprise, Terry felt a hot spurt of liquid shoot out onto her chin and down to her breasts. It was followed by two more bursts before Jade let go of her and fell limply back on the bed.

Terry looked up amazed; she didn't know women could have a climax like that with an ejaculation similar to her own.

Jade was panting hard, her eyelids half closed. It took a few seconds for her to come out of her orgasmic haze. When she did, she reached for Terry, who crawled up and tenderly kissed Jade's lips.

"Baby are you alright?" Jade asked seeing the perplexed look on Terry's face.

"Yes. It was just; do all women climax like that?"

"Like what?" Jade asked concerned.

"Well, you kinda did it like me, in a sort of spurt. It—they—were short and quite powerful."

"Really, I've never done that before," Jade said thoughtfully, "but then again, no one has ever made me feel like you do or did just now."

With a huge smile on her face, Jade pulled Terry to her and kissed her deeply. Terry kissed her back and snuggled close. They were both feeling the relaxing after effects of their orgasms and holding each other, they drifted off into a blissful nap.

Chapter 14

They napped for about an hour before Jade awoke and sighed contently as she watched the still sleeping Terry next to her. Terry looked so sweet, so peaceful and utterly beautiful.

They had drifted off, both uncovered and not caring. As the night progressed the room was slightly chilled and both women's nipples were responding to the drop in temperature.

Terry's buds were small and cute and Jade couldn't resist the urge to reach over and lick the closest one. Jade sucked softly but then, savoring the feel of Terry's hard nipple in her mouth, she sucked harder until she heard Terry moan. She felt Terry's hand on the back of her head gently playing in her hair.

Jade moved to the other breast and sucked that nipple, running her tongue over it in circular motions. Terry's back arched and she cried out Jade's name in a harsh whisper.

Jade released the bud and kissed her way gently up to Terry's lips and after a sound kiss, snuggled close.

"How are you feeling my love?" Jade asked.

"I can't believe how wonderful this is. Being here with you, lying naked with you after having some glorious, unbelievable sex; I never thought I'd experience this. I'm so happy I can't even describe it. I feel like I'm going to burst with joy."

"And excitement it seems," Jade giggled as she noticed Terry's enlarged clit becoming rigid again.

"I can't help it," Terry blushed. "You're lying here all warm and naked and sexy and I just want to―"

"Get physical again?" Jade asked with a smile. Terry bit her bottom lip in the cutest way and nodded.

"Well I have some ideas about some things we can try if you'd like?" Jade offered.

"Okay."

Jade turned her body around so they were lying on their sides facing each other's sex for a sideways sixty-nine.

They each went slow, teasing each other with soft licks and gentle suckling. Jade had focused only on Terry's clit earlier and now tenderly licked and probed at Terry's slit.

Terry was more confident and gently probed with her fingers, working one gently inside of Jade. She loved the warm, velvety feeling as her finger moved in and out of Jade.

Soon their movements became erratic as the sensations each were generating were causing the other to lose focus.

Jade's orgasm took her first. Her hips bucked as she rode Terry's fingers―now three―as they rubbed her most sensitive spots. Her moans were muffled as she tongued Terry's slit.

With Terry, it took a little more time as Jade was being careful, her finger just barely entering Terry. Terry was a virgin―in every sense of the word―and Jade didn't want to accidently deflower her. Jade had special plans for that. Terry's vaginal slit was, naturally, not nearly as sensitive so it took patience on Jade's part.

Taking Terry's clit into her mouth, Jade sucked softly and rolled her tongue over the tip, allowing for Jade to catch all of Terry's sweet spending. It also added some more sweet stimulation to the pleasures that Terry felt.

When the orgasm did come it was beautiful in its sensuality, leaving Terry feeling relaxed and in heaven as she felt herself as if floating in all the bodily joys coursing through her.

Having both had another sweet taste of sexual bliss, Jade pulled back the covers and they held tightly to each other and with a last few whispers of love both fell into a deep but contented sleep. 

* * * *

Saturday morning seemed to come all too quickly as Terry awoke. She felt Jade's soft breasts pressed against her back, Jade's arm was around her and her hand was holding one of Terry's breasts. It was all so new for Terry, to wake up naked in bed with another person. Her mind went back to all that had happened the previous evening.

From the time they arrived until now, Jade had been so wonderfully attentive. She had been so caring and loving and most of all so understanding of Terry's feelings about her body.

The love that they made was passionate, extremely intense and so unbelievably mind blowing that just the memories made Terry's body tingle deliciously. 

She felt Jade stir then she felt a soft kiss on the back of her neck.

"Good morning my love," Jade said then kissed Terry's shoulder. Terry turned around and looked into Jade's eyes. The love she saw there made her heart sing. She leaned in and kissed Jade's lips, pressing their bodies together. Jade felt Terry's stiff clitoris as it pressed against her.

"Good morning."

"So, I can feel that somebody's very lively this morning," Jade said as she rubbed herself mildly against Terry's clit. Terry shuddered and pulled back.

"It is feeling pretty good, but I need to pee; then it'll go down unless we start doing this again," Terry explained. "I better go before I have an accident I haven't had since I was four years old," Terry joked. She looked towards the door and hesitated for a few moments before she left the safety of the covers and walked across the room naked.

Jade watched her and felt proud of Terry. She knew that it was hard for her to show herself, her body in the light of day after hiding it for so long.

As Terry went through the door, Jade bounded out of bed and followed. She needed to pee too and they both needed to shower anyway.

Terry was standing in front of the toilet bowl when Jade entered. Terry froze.

Jade went past her to start the shower but noticed Terry, looking uneasy.

"What's wrong?" She asked concerned.

"It's just that I've never peed in front of anyone before," Terry answered and blushed.

"Oh sweetie, I'm sorry, I didn't even think," Jade answered, "I'll leave, okay?"

"No, we are lovers so it's okay."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes. It's just another part of us being closer. It's just a little strange for me, that's all." Terry said with a small smile.

Jade watched in fascination as Terry sat down on the toilet. Tucking her member so it pointed downward into the bowl and letting her stream flow. When she was done, she took some paper and wiped the end of her clit and then stood.

Jade stopped her from flushing and took her turn. This time it was Terry who was fascinated to see how Jade peed and wiped.

After flushing, Jade went to the shower and pulled Terry into the warm spray.

It was another first for Terry. She had not shared a bath with anyone since she was a child with her mother giving her a bath. Of course this was entirely different. Underneath the spray of hot water, Jade's hands were delicate and sensuous, washing every inch of Terry's body.

Starting with shampooing and conditioning Terry's hair―which in itself was a heavenly experience―Jade thrilled and titillated Terry with every touch. Working on Terry's back, scrubbing thoroughly with a bath sponge and moving down, she rubbed Terry's arms and legs, even working the sponge gently between Terry's butt cheeks.

Jade lingered on her breasts, using her hands to massage them and pulling deliciously on Terry's nipples. By the time Jade reached Terry's clit, it was hard and stood upright almost pointing straight up.

Focused on Terry's genitals, Jade's hands played a sensual symphony of pleasurable sensations. Accompanied by a chorus of 'I love you', a climax swept through Terry's body, leaving her shaky and holding on to Jade for fear of falling. Afterward, Jade was sorry not to have positioned herself to drink of Terry's plentiful love offering, then ruefully cleaned Terry again.




Hidden Desires Pt. 02



"I won't miss another drop again, darn it," Jade said, then smiled up at Terry.

"I hope not," Terry answered breathlessly.

After recovering, Jade handed Terry the sponge. It was Terry's turn to indulge her desires as she began washing Jade's body.

Using Jade's example as a guide, she washed Jade's hair and down Jade's back to her butt. She spent much time on Jade's breasts―maybe too much time―fondling and squeezing the plump flesh. She couldn't help but lean in and kiss her juicy nipples.

Eventually she moved on, actually going to her knees in front of Jade to properly wash her tummy, legs and feet. Terry couldn't resist lifting Jade's leg onto the side of the tub as she enthusiastically rubbed between Jade's folds, making sure every nook and crevice was clean. The end result was a sweet but powerful orgasm that Terry's mouth took advantage of.

"You are so beautiful, Jade, and you taste delicious too," Terry, serious at first, grinned at the last.

Finally, as the water started to run cold, both women got out and dried off. They both donned thick fluffy bath robes and set off for the kitchen. 

There wasn't much said as they helped each other make breakfast. There was a quiet, comfortable ease in which they moved around, as if it was an everyday thing. Somehow they just fit; each complimenting the other, and seemed to be what the other had been missing.

Chapter 15

With breakfast and the cleanup done, they lounged together on the sofa talking about the previous night.

"I have to admit, I was really scared about how things would go last night," Terry said as she held Jade's hand, intertwining their fingers.

"I know; I could sense it. I had some apprehensions too. I was trying my best to let you know that it was all okay. You know we could have stopped at any point don't you?"

"Yes, and I almost did when you zipped down my dress, but then you were so gentle and reassuring, your touches were as if you were trying to comfort me, and yet so...so sexy, thrilling. Still, I almost bolted when I was completely naked. You'll never know how hard it was for me to turn around," Terry told Jade.

"I can guess it was almost impossible but I'm so happy you did. You are utterly beautiful, and I am proud of you too."

"Really?" Terry asked as she straightened up to look Jade in the eyes.

"Yes you are. My heart leaped this morning when you stepped out of bed and walked naked to the bathroom. You truly are beautiful, my love."

"If I am, it's because of you. You make me feel beautiful, and like I can do anything," Terry breathed out as she leaned into Jade and kissed her deeply. When their kiss finally broke, Jade was breathless.

"Oh boy! That was just about too sweet," Jade told her.

"Just about?" Terry queried her.

"Well, yes; at least for what I planned for us if you'd like." Terry looked quizzically at her, but nodded. "Our time is so limited, and that kiss just about had me ready to rush us back into the bedroom," Jade said with a light, rueful smile.

"Maybe we should. It sounds good to me," Terry said, her breath halting again.

"God, Terry, you know I'm so in love with you, right? You have to know that."

Terry nodded instantly. "Just as I am with you," she said so softly that it was as a sweet whisper.

Trying not to get caught up in making love again, though Jade would have loved to do just that, she took a deep breath and started again.

"Honey, there's a place not far from here, a short hike maybe, but it leads to a wonderful spot I know, and the day is so beautiful; it's secluded too. I kind of planned it for us ahead of time, and I wondered if you'd like to do that. If so, maybe you could put on something light. Would you like that?" she asked, hopeful she hadn't been too brash in her planning.

Terry didn't think she was brash in any way. The look of love in her eyes told Jade she'd love it, and her head was nodding slowly in affirmation. Jade kissed her, a soft kiss that she had no problem keeping from becoming too serious; the thought of a picnic with Terry was so appealing to her.

"Let's get dressed then, okay?"

They went to the bedroom together and dressed. Jade put on a pair of shorts and a light top along with sneakers. Terry―who didn't wear pants because of her bulge―wore a summery dress and sneakers. Though it was almost impossible, Jade averted looking at Terry, fearful of seeing her large clit and being too drawn to it, it was such an aphrodisiac to her. She even made sure to hide her quickening breath.

They packed the picnic items Jade had prepared the day before they arrived along with a blanket and hand-in-hand Jade led them out the back deck and through a path that took them through the woods at the rear of the cottage.

There were some plants and shrubs, lots of large trees but otherwise the path was clear and easy to walk. They moved in silence, enjoying the sounds of nature. Before long, Terry's ears picked up the soft sounds of running water. Soon they met a small brook running along the side of the path. They continued for a little while before Jade led them to a small grove where the water ended―or maybe began―in a small pool.

The surrounding brush was short and seemed well kept and along with the trees, gave the area a sense of great privacy; the path ended right where they stopped, and there was no sign of there ever having been any other path. Off to one side were two large trees, growing closely together in a way that gave the impression of a semicircle. The ground was clean and shady, a perfect spot for the blanket.

"It's beautiful," Terry commented as she looked around.

"Yes and romantic I hope?"

"Oh yes that too," Terry quietly gushed in rapt agreement.

"But most importantly, it's private. This spot is part of the property the cottage sits on," Jade told her.

After spreading the blanket, they both sat and put out the picnic supplies. There were sandwiches, fruit, a light salad and a bottle of wine along with bottled water and a couple of slices of pie.

The pool had many shallow spots with small rocks separating the small bodies of water from the rest. Jade explained that the water came from a small underground spring; it was very cold and perfect to chill the wine and water. She pinned the bottles between some rocks and then joined Terry on the blanket.

They stretched out side-by-side, held hands and stared up at the trees and the view of the sky between the branches. It was different from their previous love and lust, a sense of peace for their love to grow in giving them a feeling of oneness just being in each other's company, and enjoying time together.

After awhile, Terry broke the silence. "Jade?"

"Hmm?" Jade answered.

"Can I―we talk?" Terry asked tentatively.

"Sure sweetie." Jade could hear the worry in Terry's voice and wondered what was on her mind.

"Jade, it's all been so beautiful, and this too, though very different and I love you so much. I know you love me too, very much so, because you've accepted me as I am. I need to know, I need you to tell me―" Terry stopped unable to find the words to ask what she wanted to know.

Jade rolled to her side and propped up on her left elbow. She cupped Terry's face with her other hand and smiled gently as she looked into Terry's eyes.

"I love you. You don't have to be afraid to tell me anything or ask me anything. Whatever it is, we can talk about it and work it out. In my past relationship, we didn't communicate enough. I don't ever want that to happen with us," Jade told her. 

"Okay," Terry said in a whisper as a few tears escaped from her eyes. Jade always seemed to know just what to say to alleviate her fears. After a couple of deep breaths, Terry sat up and spoke.

"Love," she pronounced the word to let Jade know she wanted to talk about it seriously, "I'd like to know where we stand; that is, where do you see us going in terms of our relationship?" she asked to show her sense of still feeling uncertain.

"I love you, Terry, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you," Jade answered immediately, her words soft and love filled.

"But have you thought this out? Have you considered what it will mean for your life? This―me―I'm your first female lover. You've only now discovered that you're a lesbian. You're going to have to decide how to live. Can you handle being out in the open or will you feel a need to hide us. Either choice will have repercussions," Terry said seriously.

She wasn't as out as others but she wasn't in the closet either. Her employees, while they didn't know about her being an intersex individual, they did know that she liked women.

She had experienced for herself how troubling life was for an 'out' lesbian. There were still many who hated a person just because of whom or how they loved.

Jade needed to understand these things, Terry felt, before she made any firm decisions, though the sex she had with Jade wasn't something she wanted to throw away. Yet there was the love she knew she had for Jade, and the absolute and certain strength of it in her, but... It pained Terry to think that she could lose Jade if she, or either of them, wasn't prepared for life as a lesbian couple, either in or out of the closet.

Jade sat up and quietly thought about all that Terry had said. She was deeply in love with Terry and wanted desperately to make a life with her. In all her planning she didn't think too deeply about what it would mean to be in a lesbian relationship, to be labeled a lesbian.

She had read reports in the papers and seen on the news about gay bashing and women being hurt, humiliated and degraded about their lifestyle. She had heard of the preaching's of various religious types condemning homosexuality, and promising a place in hell for those who practiced this lifestyle.

Jade had been aware of the many battles for equality and rights fought by the homosexual community, some winning some losing but truly never paid much attention since it didn't affect her.

However, as Terry pointed out, these issues now affected her directly. She couldn't pretend to be uninterested any more.

Hide? Would that be an acceptable solution? No!

Hiding her relationship meant that she would have to hide Terry as well. She could never pretend that she didn't have someone as sweet, kind, loving and sexy in her life. It wouldn't be fair to Terry, much less to the love she had for her, the love they had for each other.

Open or in the closet? There wasn't a choice there really. Jade had never been one to hide anything. She faced her problems head on, efficiently and with steel in her heart. This would be hard, harder than anything else in her life because this was her life now. She would have to deal with the small mindedness of the people around her. Surely her co-workers, many who already didn't appreciate her for being number one, would have much to say. Her friends? Well, she'd soon enough learn how many were her 'true' friends. Family? That was a big one.

Her parents were an unconventional match to begin with. Her grandparents on her father's side were very strong in their Catholic faith. They had reluctantly accepted her mother, but accepting an Asian woman into an Irish family was a far cry from accepting a lesbian granddaughter. They were already unhappy about her divorce; this might be adding fuel to the fire.

Her mother might be okay with it after she had some time to think and digest it, and if her mom accepted it, then her dad would follow. He would never admit it but mom had him wrapped around her little finger.

The one person Jade was sure would accept her new life was her younger brother. He adored her and would just be happy that Jade was happy.

All these thoughts swirled around Jade's mind but the bottom line was that she would never deny Terry as her lover, her partner and if Terry accepted, as her wife, as well as her being Terry's wife.

Terry could see the play of emotions on Jade's face as she sat deep in thought over what Terry had mentioned. She was nervous; actually she was scared out of her wits. She had no idea what Jade would decide.

It was possible that all of this might be too much for Jade. The pressures of this lifestyle, hiding or worse not hiding and having to deal with all the ridicule that could follow, could cause excruciating pain.

The trauma of having to reveal this secret to one's family and friends or keeping such a huge secret bottled inside could tear them apart, love or no love. What if Jade felt it would be simpler, easier to just stop and return to an uncomplicated heterosexual life?

Was Jade's love strong enough for her to want to stay with Terry? Was Terry strong enough to survive if it wasn't? Could she handle losing Jade, Jade's love and acceptance of her?

Jade saw the fear and panic slowly rising in Terry. She quickly pulled Terry to her in a tight hug.

"No! Baby no. You will not lose me. I will not give you up. I don't care how hard it might be, how much prejudice I'll have to fight. As long as you are with me, I'll be strong enough to fight it. If anyone―and I do mean anyone―has a problem with me loving you, then they can just fuck off.

"I feel it inside of me Terry, you are my everything. I was happier than I had ever been when we were just dating and spending time together and now that I know how incredible it is to make love with you, I'm complete. I'm whole Terry. You make me that way, and I'll never deny you, or our love."

Tears spilled out of both women's eyes as they held tightly to each other. Kissing each other they both felt the intense and undeniable oneness of their love. 

Somehow they were both fully on the blanket, Terry on Jade's breast, her sighs of joy easily heard, her contentment sensed by Jade just as Jade knew her own contentment.

After feeling peace in their love, Jade thought they needed to eat.

"Ready to eat a bite?" she asked Terry. "We may need some energy soon," she said with a grin.

"Yes, we just may," Terry answered with a smile.

Jade retrieved the wine, and they ate, affectionately feeding each other and at times, lovingly cuddling together. By mid afternoon, they headed back to the cottage, feeling even closer than before―if that were possible.

Still enjoying their commitment, they quietly cuddled on the sofa again. However, in due time, Jade's love of Terry, and the terrible pull of her sexy clitoris, she had to make love, had to enjoy Terry's marvelous love that was calling to her.

"Baby, I have to make love to you," Jade said with a heat that surprised Terry.

Though surprised by Jade's sudden need, she instantly felt her own. Their loving time outside had rekindled their sexual need of each other, and it screamed at Terry to love Jade also.

"Let me have you too. Please," she implored with a matching heat.

Their lust so aroused, Jade quickly stepped out of her shorts and panties at the same time, and tore her top and bra off even quicker as Terry simply lifted her hem leaving her panties to Jade to pull off.

Seeing Terry's clit outlined, Jade tried to be delicate in taking Terry's panties off, and yet rush to get at her prize.

"Hurry," Terry urged her.

Jade needed no urging, and quickly placed her body over Terry's in a hurried sixty-nine. She had her mouth over Terry's clit, taking it all in and then working it into her throat. Jade had done that to Michael once, but only quickly, and pulled back. It did take a bit of working, but it was doable, and with Terry, she loved doing that for both of them. She wanted all she could get of Terry's lovely clitoris that had been threatening to drive her insane with her wanting.

Feeling Terry already gorging at her pussy, she felt Terry's orgasm begin, and vowed not to let it out of her throat, she wanted to feel it all go directing into her. Her wish was fulfilled beautifully as she heard Terry's moans of pleasure and her own orgasm beginning.

Terry loved how Jade was loving her, how she gave her endless orgasms, taking some into her mouth after initially taking it all. She sensed Jade loved her taste as she loved Jade's taste.

Terry, though becoming distracted with her own climaxes at times, worked to give Jade the same treatment, planting her lips firmly on Jade's clit, sucking hard at the pearl and gliding her tongue over it.

She felt Jade's body stiffen but Jade's mouth did not release her clit and continued to suck hard even as Jade's orgasm crashed through her. They held on to each other, both refusing to let go but determined to wear the other out.

Finally after several hard orgasms, Terry cried out, "Please, no more. I need to rest. I need to rest," she repeated.

Jade pulled away reluctantly, her mouth still yearning for more of Terry's love even if her body was screaming for some rest too.

"I'm sorry, baby," Jade said.

"I'm not. God, that was hot. Fast, but hot as can be," Terry uttered in staccato fashion, still working to catch her breath.

After recovering, they went to clean up, then from Jade's supplies, together they made a vegetable casserole and had dinner on the deck, unable to take their eyes off of each other, their hearts still pounding. Leaving the dishes till later, they sat and tried to talk to each other, content, yet feeling their lust still needing to be fulfilled. When they finally did go to bed, they cuddled together. Their light touches and soft caresses quickly gave rise to their mutual lust for each other and before long, they were both naked.

Terry took the lead this time, which pleased Jade immensely. Slowly and sensually, Terry kissed and licked a trail from Jade's mouth all the way to her toes. She left Jade's nipples and lower lips alone but worshiped every other part of Jade's body.

Whilst lying on her stomach, she felt Terry's tongue working a wet and slippery trail along the length of her spine, from the back of her neck all the way to the start of her butt.

The sensations were almost more than she could take as the mix of Terry's hot tongue; her saliva on Jade's skin and the cool air all sending Jade to heights of arousal she never dreamed possible.

Jade could feel her wetness dripping out of her and her clit throbbing. Her nipples ached with the pressure of them being pressed into the cool sheets.

She felt Terry's hands on her butt cheeks, kneading and pulling the taut flesh apart. Feeling Terry blow softly on her rose bud and then shockingly, she felt Terry's tongue tickling her anus.

A loud moan escaped Jade's lips as the sensations overwhelmed her. Terry began licking a trail up and down between Jade's cheeks, stopping occasionally at her bud.

Terry urged Jade to spread her legs apart and after she did, Jade felt Terry's fingers teasing her lips and then entering her. The much needed stimulation after so much torture was just too much and as her long awaited orgasm washed through her, Jade's mind just slipped away and she gave in totally to the pleasurable sensations.

After what seemed like hours, she felt Terry urging her to turn over, a hand on her hip and another on her shoulder tugging gently.

She rolled and saw Terry looking down at her concerned.

"Are you alright love?" a worried Terry asked.

Jade was in a dreamy daze and smiled broadly; she pulled Terry to her and kissed her long and deep. Terry pressed her body to Jade's and they snuggled comfortably.

When Jade fully regained her senses some time later, she felt Terry's stiff clit pressed against her. She reached down took it in her hand, stroking it gently. Terry moaned and turned onto her back. Her eyes spoke volumes of her need for release.

Terry's clit was as hard as any erection Jade's ex had ever had. When she released it from her hand it wobbled slightly but stood on its own jutting out from Terry's pelvis.

Since their first conversation about Terry's body, Jade had wondered if it were really possible for Terry to penetrate her. She leaned in and whispered her request.




Hidden Desires Pt. 02



"Baby, I'd like to try something if you're up for it?"

"What?" Terry whispered back.

"I want us to try and see if you can put your clit inside of me."

Terry's eyes widened at the suggestion. She knew it was possible for her to do such a thing but never thought she would ever have the chance to try it.

"I've never done anything like that before. What if―"

"We'll go slowly and if it's uncomfortable we'll stop okay," Jade assured her. Any reservations disappeared as Terry looked into Jade's eyes. She knew she was safe with Jade.

Realizing Jade's experience with penetration, Terry had no problem with her taking the lead. After giving it some thought, Jade had Terry lie flat on her back, her head propped on a pillow.

Shortly, Jade straddled Terry. With her pussy against Terry's enlarged clit that was fully engorged and hot, her own pussy now splayed wide with her excitement, Jade teased them both a little while she slid up and down slowly until they were gasping with their wanting.

Jade was so excited to try this with Terry. The thought of being able to bring their bodies together in such a manner had Jade dripping and her vaginal muscling pulsating in its want to be filled by Terry.

Terry was more than horny. Jade's pussy covered her clit, surrounded it, and set off sensations that were excruciatingly sweet. She watched as Jade's pussy slid up and down her clit laving it with her juices. Seeing it happening as it was, Terry was gasping, she was so turned on; Jade's pussy sliding down seemingly revealing what she'd hidden from Terry. It was all too erotic for both of them. Peak-a-boo clit, Terry thought as her breath tried to fail her.

Having teased them both enough, she had Terry hold her clit up then started to ease her pussy down on it. Slowly, carefully, Jade pressed her pussy down onto Terry's clit, moaning with pleasure as she did.

At the first touch, Terry moaned too, her body coming alive as she felt Jade's hot moist tunnel encase her. If Jade's mouth was heavenly then this was beyond that. It felt like more than a joy, more than heavenly. Jade's wet juices coating her clit so slickly, sensuously; the new feelings were excruciatingly sexy. She felt Jade's pussy clenching her clit and knew it wasn't happening on purpose; no, it was Jade loving Terry in her pussy. How beautiful to see Jade taking so much pleasure from her.

Jade was very tight but not constricting or uncomfortable. As more of Terry's long and lovely clit fed into Jade's body, her mind was rattled with the blissful sensations. So overpowering were her feelings that her body threatened to explode.

Jade was using all her will power to focus. The marvelous sensations that she was feeling, her body, and her instincts were to push hard to maximize her own pleasure. Much as she wanted that she couldn't no matter how irresistible the feelings were, she had to go slow. The fact that this was so new, so unheard of made all of the sensations even more erotic, fantasy pictures flying through her mind. It was just about too hedonistic for Jade's mind.

After a painstakingly long time, Jade's body finally met Terry's; her clit was buried to the hilt inside Jade. Though Jade had thoughts of going slow for Terry, as well as for herself, Terry couldn't hold back, her ultra sensitive clit was too excited, and repeatedly so. She moaned as she ejaculated time and again, her juices slipping out only exciting both of them even more, their genitals were so slick now.

Terry's shaft fit perfectly inside of Jade, and was constantly pressing on that special sweet spot inside of her.

They looked at each other's faces. Terry could see that Jade was straining to hold back her wanton lust. Jade could tell that Terry was still crying out for even more relief from this marvelous sexual torture, her face emblazoned in Jade's mind, the ecstasies on Terry's face unforgettable.

Jade gently rocked her hips back and forth, enjoying their bodies being so sweetly connected. Terry groaned, her hands gripped Jade's hot thighs and squeezed as her body was assaulted with ever thickening, heavy sensations that were rolling, roiling wildly in her body consuming her entire being. Terry was in the grip of what all Jade was doing to her, the wondrousness of what she was being given.

Jade slowly increased her rocking; Terry's clit was playing havoc with her sweet spot bringing untold orgasms, but not the one that needed to come out. Not yet. Terry's breathing increased until it was coming in pants and hitches. Jade knew that Terry couldn't keep up with the myriad sensations, but that was fine with her because Jade felt that one orgasm of monumental proportions coming on fast.

Jade threw back her head and moved her hips faster, testing the limits of what Terry could take. She heard Terry utter an animalistic growl as Jade's orgasm washed over her. Her vaginal muscles contracted around Terry's clit and Jade felt the unrelenting urge to just let go, which she did.

Terry felt the pressure building within her both physically and emotionally. Jade's body tensed, her muscles squeezed Terry's clit with such force that it threatened to be painful. It was all Terry could take; she felt the massive hot release of fluid again as she heard an ear splitting scream erupt from Jade. Both her mind and her body let go and then she felt Jade collapse against her.

Both women were completely spent. Jade leaning forward on Terry as both remained limp, trying to catch their breaths. Terry's now softening clit was still inside of Jade and Terry could feel a large amount of now cooling liquid from both herself and Jade's spending. She was glad that Jade had a protective vinyl cover on the mattress. The sheets would be easy to change.

It took a few moments but at last, Jade found enough strength to break the connection to Terry's body. She took a few moments to breathe deeply before she forced herself up to check on Terry.

"Baby? Are you alright?"

"I think I might have died and gone to heaven and beyond. My god Jade. That was, was..."

"I know baby, I know. Words are not enough. Except for maybe, I love you," Jade told her with a tired smile.

Terry's smile was equally as tired, "I love you too."

Chapter 16

After resting their spent bodies, they took a long, languid soak in the bathtub, not getting out until the water was cold. The bed was a mess so they changed the sheets and snuggled together.

As the morning dawned, both women were elated to wake up next to each other once again. Jade would truly miss the feel of Terry's body next to hers. Terry was having the same feelings and she thought she had the perfect solution, if Jade would agree to it.

After utilizing the bathroom for their morning necessities, they cooked together again, making French toast. Both loved the way they just fit as a couple.

"Love," Terry began as they sat at the breakfast table, "how's the house hunt going?"

"Not well I'm afraid. Everything I've seen so far doesn't suit me at all," Jade answered sullenly.

Terry nodded in understanding as she wondered if it was the right time to say something.

"I really need to find something soon; I can't keep imposing on Paula like I have. She's a great friend and she won't ever say anything, but she needs her privacy too," Jade said with a smile, remembering what had happened all those weeks ago.

"You liked my house didn't you?" Terry asked softly, having sensed her opening.

"Yes, it's quite beautiful," Jade answered as she thought back to the homey feel Terry's house gave off.

"Would you like to stay?" Terry's voice was just a whisper now but Jade's ears picked up the words; was Terry asking what Jade thought she was?

"Baby, are you...?" Jade's voice trailed off leaving the question open.

Terry stood from her chair and then kneeled in front of Jade. She took both of Jade's hands in her own, her voice soft but sure, "These past two mornings, waking up in the same bed with you, your beautiful face being the first thing I see... I love you so much, and it's not only our lovemaking―though that is mind-blowing―but the little things too.

"I know this weekend has only been our first time together in such an intimate way and I'm sure it might be rushing things a bit, but I don't want to go home tomorrow without you being with me. Say you'll move in with me so I can wake up to your face again and again," she pleaded with soulful eyes that threatened to bring forth tears of joy.

Momentarily stunned, Jade looked into Terry's lovely eyes, and knew she also wanted to wake to them every morning and for the rest of her life if possible too. She nodded without thought.

"Yes," she finally said, her head still nodding slightly, "I'd love to," Jade whispered as she reached for Terry, hugging her tightly as tears of joy rolled down Jade's cheeks.

* * * *

They spent most of the day making plans about how fast the move could happen. Jade didn't have anything except her clothes and a few possessions that were currently in storage.

Terry was happy to move things around to accommodate whatever Jade wished to bring. Overall, it seemed that she could be moved in properly over the following weekend.

Both were happy in the knowledge that they were building a future together and were relieved that this newfound closeness would not end when the weekend did, but there were still many questions that were unanswered.

After dinner, they stripped and sat out in the Jacuzzi, enjoying the relaxing sensations of the swirling waters. Jade noticed that there was no hesitation on Terry's part in undressing before her now. The combinations of the dinner wine, the massaging jets and the quiet night, had both women feeling really good. In this relaxed state Terry felt confident enough to open up about some of her concerns.

"Love, you've made me so happy this weekend. You've given me more than I ever dreamt possible. Your love and acceptance of me, my body, and the way you've worked to alleviate my fears of rejection―it's all been so wonderful. I have to tell you, well that is―"

"It's okay baby, you can tell me anything," Jade interrupted Terry as she seemed to pause. She moved closer to Terry and encased her in a reassuring hug, then holding her hand, Jade waited patiently for Terry to continue.

"I have concerns about meeting your family, about my secret. You are the only person other than my doctor to know the full extent of my body. On the outside I look like an average woman, but I'm different."

Jade wanted to interject, to assure Terry that she was all woman, but she held back sensing that Terry needed to have her say without interruption.

"I know that you and Paula are really close and your parents, your brother too, but I don't think I could handle anyone else knowing about my, uh, about me. I couldn't bear it if they looked at me funny. I know you'll probably say that they are not like that and that they'll accept me but it's going to be hard enough for them to accept that you're a lesbian with a live-in girlfriend without the added hang-up of that girlfriend being as I am.

"Jade, I'm not like you, I've had my share of hardships but I'm not as strong as you might think. When I was younger, I had my mom to help me through it; after she died, it's like my strength died with her. I was hurt more and more until I stopped seeing people beyond a couple of dates because I didn't want to be hurt anymore. You've broken though my barriers and now I'm open and exposed. I've allowed you in, and I've come to depend on your strength but I'm still fragile. I can't be hurt, and if you tell anyone else―" she stopped, tears slowly, but steadily falling down her cheeks.

"Shhh," Jade hushed the now shaking Terry. Jade softly rubbed her back as Terry sobbed into Jade's shoulder.

This was a major fear for Terry. Jade loved her and understood, but others would not Terry was sure of that from her previous experiences.

Jade realized just how much the roles of this relationship were different from her previous one. It used to be that she was the soft one and Michael having the emotional strength. Now, Terry was the soft, feminine one and Jade was the one who had to be strong. She now truly understood what Paula had meant about femme and butch in their discussions of lesbian dynamics.

Though Jade would never be a butch like Paula was, she realized that she was the more dominant in the relationship and it would be up to her to take care of Terry, the way she had thought Michael had taken care of her. There was no big change to be made, Jade had always been stronger, both mentally and emotionally than most women so she was more than happy to be as a butch to Terry's femme. Besides, it would only be between them and no one else.

"It's alright baby," Jade soothed, "This is our secret, something that's personal between us. The same way that sex is something sacred that's just for us, so too is what our bodies look like under our clothes. It's no one's business but our own. I promise you my love; I will never discuss this with anyone else, not Paula, my parents, my brother, not even my therapist," Jade assured her as she kissed Terry's head and rocked her slowly.

They remained cuddled together in the hot bubbling water until Terry felt better. She was happy to be able to get her feelings out and felt relieved that Jade understood her fears.

Later after returning to the bedroom, Jade made slow, sensual love to Terry, showing that Jade could temper her raging lust for Terry when needed. Terry's orgasms were gentle and left her feeling spent but idyllic. She wanted to reciprocate but Jade would not allow it. This moment was all about showing Terry the extent of her love and wanting Terry to know how much Jade truly loved her.

* * * *

Jade awoke to a delicious tingling in her pussy and when she came fully awake she realized that it was from Terry's tongue gently licking her lower lips. Jade purred as the tingling increased. She felt two fingers enter her as Terry tongued her clit. Jade arched her back as Terry's fingers plunged hard and fast, glad that Terry's body was perfectly positioned, her mouth sucking eagerly on Jade's compelling and sensitive clit. The orgasm crashed over her causing her to bellow out Terry's name.

Though hating to leave Jade's luscious and hot, still throbbing pussy, Terry crawled up over her body and straddled her hips, Terry leaned down and sucked first one of Jade's nipples then the other. Jade pulled her lover to her and kissed her hard, tasting the remnants of her orgasm on Terry's lips. Jade felt Terry's hard clit lying at her tummy.

"Baby, put it in me," Jade begged in a husky whisper. Terry smiled shyly as she moved between Jade's legs. Jade spread her legs wide, opening herself to Terry. She parted her lips for Terry and watched Terry's face to see the play of her emotions. There was still some apprehension about this new aspect of their love making but the excitement was much greater, it's still newness a most stimulating sexual experience to be desired.

Terry moaned as the tip of her clit touched Jade's opening. The sensations were almost too much and she almost came just from that slight touch. She managed to hold on as she pushed slowly into Jade, but no sooner than she was all the way in, the warm, slippery feeling of Jade's velvety tunnel was too much for her over sensitive clit and she came, spraying her sweet juices into Jade.

Having Terry orgasm inside her was so erotic but Jade wished she had done so in her mouth again so she could drink all that wonderful fluid. No matter, she loved feeling Terry's clit inside of her, loved giving Terry pleasure and so Jade lifted and rolled her hips, giving Terry even more stimulation, not to mention giving herself more too.

Terry came several times, each orgasm rolling into the next until it felt like one long, uncontrollable orgasm that overwhelmed her senses and nerve endings. Terry fell unconscious onto the bed beside Jade and was out for almost a minute. Jade was worried she might have pushed Terry beyond her limits but then Terry was conscious again and smiled dreamily at Jade.

"God, that was so beautiful," Terry gushed happily.

They lounged in bed until ten o'clock before they rose and showered. While there, Jade had to have Terry in her mouth again, and went to her knees. It afforded Terry another hedonistic―really, a voyeuristic―view of them having sex that was pulse-pounding in Terry's ears. She'd never imagined seeing anyone taking her fully enlarged clit into their mouth. As she watched Jade taking her in and out, then all the way into her throat had Terry gasping and wanting, needing, to scream, it was all so exotically raw to her.

"God, baby, I love having your clit in my mouth," Jade gasped, almost as excited at their sex as Terry was.

"Jade, it's so hot seeing you taking my clitoris like that. God, just talking about it is keeping me horny. Horny! Yes, so horny. Thank you, my love, thank you," she said as she slid to her knees and kissed Jade hotly.

It was, they knew, the denouement of their weekend that was to seal them together.

While Terry made something to eat, Jade packed; it was time to return to the other world.

Jade drove them back slowly, savoring the last moments of a spectacular weekend. Jade dropped Terry off at her house and headed to Paula's. She was going to tell Paula about her decision and pack a few things for the rest of the week, the rest she would move on the weekend.

Chapter 17

Paula could read that something was up the minute she walked in and laid her eyes on Jade.

"My god, you look sexed out," Paula teased as she hugged her friend.

"If I do it's cause I am," Jade answered with a huge smile.

"Oh-ho-ho, that good huh?"

"I'm not telling," Jade said firmly but smirked in a pleasant way, answering Paula's question. They laughed and chatted idly until Jade got down to the matter at hand.

"Paula, I'm so in love with her and she loves me too, just as deeply. We connected, it was something beyond just the sex―though that was spectacular―but there's this; I don't know what to call it. We are just so in sync with each other. She compliments me in every way that I can imagine.

"She asked me to move in and I accepted. Now I know you might think it's too soon for that but it just feels right." Jade looked at Paula to see her reaction. She was mildly surprised to see a huge smile on Paula's face.

"Well my dearest Jade, it seems you've found your soul mate," Paula said with a happy smile.

The words echoed through her and she realized Paula was right. Terry was her other half, Terry completed her; she was Jade's soul mate.

"So you're okay with the move?" Jade asked though she didn't need Paula's permission or approval but wanted her friend to be happy for her.

"Hell yes! I can see how happy she makes you, and that was even before you screwed each other's brains out," Paula laughed and hugged Jade. Jade breathed a sigh of relief.

"Oh before I forget, I have something for you," Paula said as she sprinted to her bedroom. She came back holding a red drawstring bag.

"I wanted to give this to you before you went, but I figured that for your first time, fingers and tongues would be appropriate," Paula winked causing Jade to blush.

From the bag, Paula pulled out a black leather harness with various different sized dildos.

"Since you two are going to be living together, you'll need to spice things up every now and then," Paula mused. She went on to explain the finer points of harness use; giving Jade advice on technique and how different positions required minute adjustments.

"I never guessed it was all so technical. Michael made it look so easy," Jade said as she tried to absorb all that Paula was telling her.

"Well you have to remember that men can actually feel what's going on and they learn from that sense of touch. We have to think it through first and then work it out without the benefit of physical signals that we feel. I'm just giving you some pointers so you and Terry won't fumble too much, though I don't think Terry will be using this on you."




Hidden Desires Pt. 02



"What makes you say that?" Jade suddenly feared that Paula knew about Terry, or had guessed.

"Well I have known her a while. That woman is pure femme. She's not the dildo wielding kind."

"Yeah you're probably right," Jade said, thinking that Paula had no idea how right she was, or wrong she was depending on the context.

Paula also explained about the difference of dildo sizes, saying that one should never try to go from a normal size to a giant one in one step. Patience was the key, working with gradually increasing size if one wanted to go bigger.

"Oh, and if either of you decide to be really kinky, and think of anal, never ever go from ass to pussy with the same one, or without thoroughly washing it. Better to go from pussy to ass, okay?" she said, winking and smiling. "Hey, just in case, huh?"

Paula also showed Jade a very slim, long vibrator that Paula said was for anal use. Jade didn't object to it, remembering the heavenly sensations Terry inspired when she tongued Jade's rosebud.

Paula maintained that you could never have enough lube and to never rush entry. The slower the better until your partner asked for more.

"Thank you, Paula. I mean it. You're the best friend ever."

"You're welcome, babe. Have a happy life with her. You're both lucky, you know."

Jade went back to her bedroom and tucked her new equipment away safely. She would definitely use this but not right away. She had a great idea for using it but not just yet.

Taking her packed bags, she thanked Paula for letting her impose for so long, assured her that she'd move the rest of her things out on the weekend and rushed off to her new home.

* * * *

While Jade was at Paula's packing, Terry was making space for Jade's arrival. She had dreamt of this for so long, being in love and sharing her life, a home with a lover and partner. She was so excited about coming home to someone and not just an empty house; all joys and laughter they would share. Terry was even looking forward to the disagreements they would have; her friends always said that makeup sex was the best.

Terry giggled at that thought as she finished clearing out the right side of the closet—their closet. By the time she moved to the bathroom to make space for Jade's things, she was giddy with excitement.

When the door bell rang, Terry made a mental note to give Jade her spare key. She rushed to the door and opened it.

"Welcome home," Terry said with a sweet smile as she held the door for Jade to enter. Jade walked in, dropped her bags and wrapped Terry up in a tight hug, planting a sensual kiss on Terry's lips.

"Thank you baby. I'm so happy to be with you," Jade told her after their lips parted.

Terry showed her to their bedroom and helped her unpack. They decided to have dinner delivered from the nearest Chinese place which Terry said was very good.

While Terry made the call, Jade hid Paula's present at the back of the closet. She didn't want Terry seeing it until they had a chance to talk.

Putting out her tooth brush in the adjoining bathroom, Jade marveled at the huge bathtub. Unable to resist, she played with the water controls until she had the tub filling with warm water.

She spotted Terry's scented bubble bath and poured in a huge helping of the liquid. The scent of roses wafted throughout the house and drew Terry to the bathroom.

"Jade?" Terry questioned as she entered the room. Her waist was encircled by a firm hand as Jade pressed her already naked body against Terry's back. Jade shifted Terry's hair and kissed her on the back of her neck. One hand worked upward, gently cupping one of Terry's breasts while the other worked down to stroke Terry's sweet clit.

Terry's hand joined Jade's at her breast while the other reached back to Jade's butt, caressing the supple flesh. She could feel Jade's hard nipples pressing into her through the thin material of her blouse.

"Come on baby, let's get you out of these and into the tub," Jade said in a sultry voice. Terry's answer was to moan and nod.

Both sets of hands moved quickly and soon they were both sitting in the tub. Jade sat with her back against the tub with Terry sitting between Jade's opened legs, leaning her back against Jade's front, her head on Jade's shoulder.

Jade was gently running her hands over Terry's breasts occasionally gently rolling Terry's nipples. This was doing delicious things to Terry's already engorged clit.

Jade licked and nibbled Terry's ear as her right hand moved under the water to Terry's clit. It was hot and hard and Terry gasped sharply as Jade ran her palm over the head.

"Is that too much baby?" Jade asked.

"No, it was wonderful," Terry whispered heatedly. As Jade did it a few more times, Terry brought her hand up and wove her fingers in Jade's hair. She pulled Jade's head towards her and kissed Jade with such passion that Jade's head spun.

Jade wrapped her hand around Terry's clit and gently stroked up and down as their tongues danced together. Terry's body shook as her hips bucked, rippling the water they were sitting in.

Jade just held Terry's clit, allowing her to stimulate herself. With her free hand, Jade continued to play with Terry's breast. With Terry's movements, Jade's nipples were being rubbed in a delightful way and Jade could feel Terry's tight butt moving against her pussy. It wasn't enough to make her have an orgasm; however it was just enough to keep her highly aroused.

Together, naked in the tub, Terry luxuriated in the sexual play they were enjoying, but it was becoming quite serious to her. The sensations that were more than just pleasant were beginning to scream in her. Like an opera star singing to a steadily higher note, Terry's body was feeling the mix of the erotic going to higher notes in her until something had to give.

It was all too wonderful!

Terry broke the kiss and with a high pitched scream, her body stiffened and she climaxed long and hard; it all felt so delicious, so unlike when she masturbated. This was real. Jade held her close, until she relaxed and recovered.

"God love, that felt so good," Terry told Jade after she had caught her breath.

"I'm glad I could do that for you baby, I love giving you pleasure," Jade said and planted several soft kisses on Terry's shoulder.

Terry turned around to face Jade, her hand searching under the water for Jade's clit.

"It's my turn love," Terry said as her hand found the nub and slowly rubbed it with a finger.

Jade moaned but just as it was starting to feel good, they heard the doorbell; the food had arrived. Reluctantly, Jade climbed out of the tub and dried off quickly. She slipped into a robe and rushed downstairs to meet the delivery man.

After collecting the food and placing it in the kitchen, she rushed back to the bathroom. This time, Terry was the one who leaned against the tub and Jade sat between her legs.

Jade could feel Terry's still firm clit pressing on her butt but the way Terry was tweaking Jade's nipples quickly distracted her.

Terry reached down and slid a finger through Jade's lips. Terry began to slowly and sensually masturbate Jade, rubbing her clit and gently easing two fingers inside of her.

The sensations were driving Jade insane with pleasure. Then Terry did three things simultaneously; she sucked on the sensitive spot just below Jade's earlobe, squeezed one of Jade's nipples and she pushed two fingers into Jade as far as she could while she rubbed her thumb rapidly on Jade's clit.

Jade felt as if her whole body was tying itself into a knot. Everything, from her legs to her brain locked in a violent burst of pleasurable sensations that tore an ear splitting scream from her. She collapsed into Terry's arms with Terry being the only thing that kept her from sinking under the water.

When her conscious mind returned, she was cradled in Terry's arms. Jade felt relaxed and peaceful. She sighed contently; this is what love was supposed to be like.

Chapter 18

As the water drained from the tub, Terry switched on the shower head so they could rinse off. Jade watched as the warm spray cascaded down over Terry's sexy frame, admiring how the water dropped deliciously off of her still erect clit.

Jade couldn't resist―well she didn't really want to. Dropping to her knees, Jade hurriedly held on to Terry's hips and engulfed her clit, slowly taking all of it into her mouth, and eventually feeling it slide into her throat. One of the wonderful things about that beautiful clit was that even in its excited state, it was still somewhat pliable, and every inch of it was so sensitive just as her own clit was. Jade loved that about Terry's sexy clit.

Holding on to Jade's shoulder for balance, Terry moaned long and loudly as Jade's mouth worked a sensual magic on her most sensitive organ. The heat from Jade's mouth was incredible and as Jade slowly started to move her head allowing that firm piece of succulent flesh to slide out a bit, and then back in her throat, Terry's body went into that now familiar feeling of deliciously unbearable ecstasy.

While Terry's muscles tightened and her clit pulsed, her grip on Jade's shoulders became painful, however Jade wasn't about to stop to complain.

Terry's breath was ripped from her being in a harsh rasp as her orgasm over took her. She emptied a huge torrent of cum into Jade's willing mouth but Jade would not let her rest. Terry barely had enough time to grab a breath before Jade's mouth brought a second climax to her.

Panting hard and feeling completely drained, Terry's body sagged against a now standing Jade.

"Love, are you trying to kill me?" a partially dazed Terry managed to ask as Jade's body was the only thing keeping her upright.

"I'm sorry baby, but you are so sexy and you taste so good that I can't get enough of you or your love juices," Jade told her, kissing Terry gently.

They managed to finish rinsing off, donned their robes and made their way downstairs to dinner. They cuddled together happily and picked off each other plates.

"Paula wasn't at all surprised about me moving out to be with you," Jade said.

"She's a smart woman. I think she saw this coming before I even thought of it," Terry answered.

"You're probably right but she's happy about it."

"Oh I'm sure the others will be too when they find out. They've been trying to get me hooked up with someone for a long time," Terry said.

"I'm so happy that didn't happen otherwise I would have missed out on being with the most beautiful, sexy, intelligent woman I've ever met," Jade said heatedly as she kissed Terry deeply.

"So am I," Terry whispered feeling a little dazed from the heady kiss, "though Vittoria might not be too happy."

"Why do you say that?"

"Because she's so very attracted to you but has kept it in check because Paula promised to knock her into next week if she tried anything."

"Paula really told her that?" Jade asked.

"Yeah. Vittoria's kinda intense and she likes things rough."

"Rough? As in harder, baby harder or tie me up and spank me?" Jade asked. Terry blushed a bit as Jade spoke.

"She's into bondage from what she's said. She once told me that she has the best orgasms when she's been tied down and beaten with a riding crop."

"Well if that's her thing and gets her going then good for her―" Jade stopped when she had a concerning thought.

"Baby, is that something you're interested in? Being tied and spanked and dominated?"

Terry bit her bottom lip, a gesture that told Jade she was unsure of how to say what she wanted to say.

"It's okay baby, just tell me," Jade told her taking her hand and holding it in a comforting way. Terry took a deep breath and spoke, her voice full of conviction.

"Jade, I love how you've been with me so far. You've been patient and gentle and sometimes you've taken charge, which is really nice but you haven't taken over or tried to control me or anything. I really love that even though you're strong, you don't overpower. I don't want a relationship where I have to obey you. I like what we have and how we have it," Terry finished.

Jade relaxed and smiled brightly, "I love what we have too and I don't want it to change. I'm not into the dominating thing but at times I may get a little carried away and a stray slap might find its way to your gorgeous butt," Jade said as she pulled Terry to her and caressed her butt cheeks.

"I like making soft love to you and I wouldn't want to change that for anything," Jade whispered as she leaned her forehead against Terry's.

"Come on, let's clean up and go to bed," Jade suggested, Terry was more than happy to agree.

* * * *

They didn't bother with pajamas as they crawled in between the crisp cotton sheets. Jade was lying on her back with Terry stretching out on her stomach, partially on Jade's body, her leg draped over Jade's leg; her enlarged clit in its soft mode resting against Jade's right hip. Terry rested her head just above Jade's right breast with her right hand gently cupping Jade's left breast.

Jade's left hand was tenderly caressing Terry's hand that was on her breast, her right hand was snaked around Terry's body and was sensually stroking Terry's butt, her fingers occasionally dipping between those firm cheeks to fondle Terry's pussy lips as best she could. It was enough to tease Terry so that soft moans emanated from her lips. Pleased with her exploration of Terry's body, she coaxed as much of her juices as she could―as it turned out, Terry's love was flowing marvelously. It excited Jade so that her juices were flowing copiously too, and more, she could feel Terry's clit dripping on her leg.

Their breaths were both becoming stunted, Terry's nearly gasping in pleasure. Terry moved slightly and Jade felt warm, sensual lips caressing her neck, collar bone then just above her breasts. Terry began softly kneading Jade's left breast causing a small moan to escape Jade's lips. A bigger moan followed when Terry placed her mouth over Jade's right breast, sucking softly at the stiffening nipple.

Jade had seen this side of Terry once before over the weekend where she had gently taken control of the love making. It was a side of Terry Jade liked very much so she just relaxed and let Terry do whatever she liked.

Terry caressed, fondled and sucked on Jade's fabulous breasts, enjoying the softness of the skin and the firm texture of the breast itself. Jade's nipples were large and so inviting to nibble on which Terry did a lot of. Jade's body didn't object either.

After what seemed like an eternity to Jade, Terry moved lower, kissing Jade's stomach, tonguing her bellybutton and nuzzling Jade's bare mound. Terry planted a series of soft kisses on Jade's outer lips as she drew Jade's legs apart as wide as they would go.

Terry used her thumbs to gently pry apart Jade's inner lips and drug her tongue straight up the middle, her touch ending on Jade's exposed clit.

"Oh god! Baby," Jade cried out, her hips rising slightly from Terry's touch.

"You like that love?" Terry asked.

"Yes, oh YES!" Jade answered as Terry rapidly licked it a few more times.

Terry kept up her assault until Jade was right on the edge of climax then she changed tactics, denying Jade her release. Instead of licking, Terry began sucking on Jade's lips and clitoral area, leaving the clit for last. She enjoyed her mouth taking Jade's lips one at a time, and caressing within each one with her tongue, then lightly suckling the lips. She wished Jade could do that to her, then wondered if Jade would try it, it felt so delicious to Terry.

When at last Terry licked gently, but vigorously, on Jade's clit, Jade cried out as she felt her orgasm about to begin, but again Jade's release was held back as Terry changed her style once more. Terry mixed things up, licking and sucking Jade's pussy, driving Jade insane with her need for orgasm as she drank all of Jade's juices which she loved.

Jade was ready to beg, plead, threaten or blackmail Terry to let her cum when she felt two fingers entering her and Terry's mouth on her clit. Terry worked Jade's pussy hard and fast, taking a no-nonsense approach this time.

Jade's body felt like it was trying to turn itself inside out. Everything tightened, froze then tightened some more. Jade's back arched as the entire lower half of her body lifted off of the bed. Terry managed to stay with her as Jade's vaginal muscles gripped Terry's fingers so hard that Terry could no longer move them.

The first gush of fluid hit Terry's neck. She quickly released her lip lock on Jade's clit and placed her mouth over Jade's opening. Terry caught the next three blasts and drank the fluid down quickly.

Collapsing on the bed, Jade's orgasm left her exhausted but completely sated. Her body remained limp, she was panting so hard, her eyes closed but her lips curled into a satisfied smile.

Terry cuddled up next to Jade and held her tired lover. After many long minutes, Jade gathered enough strength to speak.

"Terry, baby, where did you learn to do that?"

"I read a lot of stories about how to give Sapphic pleasure," Terry said simply.

"Well baby you are amazing at it. I've never had orgasms like that with anyone else. I'd heard women talk about how they squirt when they cum but I never have before―before your touch. You're going to have to teach me or maybe show me some of those stories."

"Oh you do just fine on your own love but I guess I could spend hours teaching you all that I've learned," Terry answered, a smug smile on her lips. There was something in her voice, a playfulness or mischievousness perhaps. Whatever it was, Jade realized that in the coming weeks they might need to pace themselves. If their entire love making was going to be that good then they were in danger of death by orgasm.

Truthfully; if you had to go, Jade didn't mind going that way one bit.

Chapter 19

With the move completed, Jade and Terry began their lives together. There were many adjustments that both had to make, minor problems to sort through and even a few minor disagreements, but in the end they worked everything out and fell into a routine.

True to her word, Jade didn't hide her relationship or her newfound status as a lesbian. She didn't shout it from the rooftops either though. One of the first things Jade did was to place a picture of Terry on her desk. Greg, her trusted assistant was ecstatic, welcoming Jade with open arms into the family.

Being a loyal assistant, Greg kept his ear to the ground, reporting all that the office staff had to say. Jade wanted to keep abreast of everything so as to avoid any potential problems that might arise.

There was the general office gossip but nothing Jade couldn't handle. It seemed that no one dared to do or say anything negative, Jade was, after all, the best employee in the company and because of that, she was tight with the boss.

At Terry's business, all of the employees were thrilled at the turn of events. Darla had let the whole office know about the flower delivery and their employer's hot girlfriend. Terry's office became a revolving door of employees, all finding some excuse to get a glimpse of the photo of their boss' lady.

* * * *

It had been a glorious month so far in Jade and Terry's relationship. They loved being together, spending time with each other, going out or just staying at home. It wasn't all about the sex―though that aspect was spectacular―it was the little things that added so much to their happiness.

On the weekdays, Jade loved to awaken first and sneak out of bed to make the coffee. She would return with two steaming mugs, climb back into bed and awaken Terry with gentle kisses.

On the weekend, it would be the reverse, with Terry waking early and bringing a tray with coffee and some sort of breakfast pastry that she would bring home the evening before.




Hidden Desires Pt. 02



They traded turns during the week doing the house hold chores like cooking, and the dishes, sharing the cleaning and laundry on the weekends, but more than often doing them together. Whenever Terry made lunch for them to take to work she would leave little love notes for Jade. Terry also found notes that Jade left in different places at home.

They were blissfully happy and each wondered if it would always be this way.

After an especially sensual round of lovemaking one Friday evening, they were cuddled together gently stroking each other's bodies when Jade whispered in Terry's ear.

"Baby, tell me about your fantasies please."

"My fantasies?" Terry queried.

"Yes baby, you do fantasize don't you, about what you might like to add to our lovemaking, what you may have thought of before we met? I'd like to know about them; will you tell me please?" Jade asked gently.

"Jade, you've already made my fantasy come true by giving me your love," Terry told her and kissed Jade's neck.

"I'm happy to have done that for you hon, but I'm sure you have at least one sexual fantasy in there somewhere that we haven't fulfilled yet."

"Jade, love, before I met you, all my fantasies were of finding someone who would want to be with me. As far as sex was concerned, what I dreamed of was all that we've done so far. I hoped that someone would want to be with me despite my body and you've done that so beautifully for me," Terry said, a bit of sadness in her voice but also tinged with faint glimmer of excitement from somewhere within her.

She paused for a bit letting her words sink in. Jade knew how much Terry had longed for the intimacies that they now enjoyed and felt her heart bursting with pride and love that she was the one to be able to share this with Terry.

"There is one thing though, it's not a fantasy, but more of a curiosity," Terry said slowly, possibly more than a bit untrue.

"Alright baby, will you tell me?"

Terry sat up and leaned her back against the headboard. Jade joined her, taking Terry's hand in her own and giving her the time she needed to compose her thoughts about whatever she wanted to say.

"Back when I attempted to date men, there was always the thought in the back of my head about intercourse. If I ever got to that place with a man, my vaginal opening might not be able to handle penetration without me getting hurt, so my thoughts turned a lot to anal sex," Terry near whispered the last, giving a hint of just how much she had fantasized about it. Jade squeezed her hand reassuringly but didn't say anything yet; waiting to see if Terry had more to say.

"I did a ton of research about it, reading studies and help guides about how it was done. The risks and safety issues, if it would be pleasurable, that sort of thing. It seemed like the only way I could have a workable sexual relationship with a man," Terry said with a long sigh.

Jade cupped Terry's cheek and turned Terry face to her own. Jade smiled a gentle smile at her love and asked softly, "What about now, is it still something you'd like to try?"

Terry smiled a shy smile at Jade and nodded her head. Jade smiled back at her and kissed her softly on the cheek. In point of fact, Terry had subconsciously, if not openly consciously, hunted for anal sex information. Taken with her need to find a way to be acceptable, and still enjoy sex was a growing fantasy in her. It had become a secret vice to her mind, her desire for love and sex with a loved one.

"We'd need to get a toy and lube and take some special steps," Terry advised a bit shyly but with a smile in her voice that was tinged with impending excitement. Were her fantasies about to come to pass? She hoped so, she so often dreamed of them.

"Well, the lube we'll have to buy and you'll have to tell me more about those special steps but as for the toys―" Jade left the sentence hanging and moved from the bed. She retrieved the drawstring bag from the back of the closet and after resuming her place on the bed next to Terry, she placed the bag in Terry's lap.

"Compliments of Paula. I didn't know quite how to tell you about it," Jade said with a sheepish grin. Terry opened the bag and slowly removed the variety of dildos within; her eyes wide with surprise.

"Paula gave you this?" Terry asked her voice holding wonder at the things she was seeing.

"Yeah, the evening I moved out, and no, she had no idea of how you are, just a lesbian's thing she knew she liked. She wanted us to be able to spice things up, her words, but with your beautiful clit and the sexy way you can use it, well the need for a strap on didn't come up until now," Jade told her.

The assortment of sizes in dildos Paula had selected was imposing to Terry's mind. She couldn't imagine the smallest―which seemed to be about five inches and quite slender―going inside of her anus not to mention her vagina.

Jade saw the look of concern and touched Terry's arm, "Hey, we don't have to use these, we can buy the right sizes so you won't get hurt or feel uneasy about them," Jade reassured her. As always she just knew the right thing to say at the right time to help Terry feel comfortable and relaxed.

However, it wasn't only concern that Terry had, but also the realization now before her of what she had always wanted as a way to fulfill her needs. Though her needs were now changed for the most part, the fantasy was still there, still vibrant within her.

"Have you tried it on?" Terry asked.

"No, not yet."

"Will you, so I can see how it looks?" Terry asked her eyes so sweetly pleading, but lust-filled, so that Jade couldn't say no.

Jade fiddled with the straps until she had the basic concept of how it should go. Terry fitted a black, eight inch dildo into the ring system and Jade donned the harness. The dildo drooped slightly but stayed in place as Jade turned and moved around the room. They both couldn't help but giggle at how Jade looked.

"You look very well endowed," Terry said and fell over on the bed laughing at how Jade held the toy and dangled it while rocking her hips.

"What do ya say baby, wanna take a ride on this?" Jade teased in as deep a voice as she could make while stroking the dildo suggestively. She had Terry laughing so much that tears were running from her eyes.

They played around some more, fitting different attachments, joking and telling each other their thoughts. After having their fun, Terry spoke seriously about the safety measures they should take if they were really going to do this.

"There's a lot of bacteria that's in the anus and so it is recommended that we should do an enema first in order to get the passage as clean as possible. In addition to that, we should use a condom with the toy," Terry said seriously.

"Okay, I guess that makes sense," Jade agreed though not really sure of it all. "What else?"

"Then there's the issue of the lube. The anus doesn't lubricate so we must use our own. From what all the research says, there's no such thing as too much lube when it comes to anal sex. Water based is mostly recommended so I think we should go with that."

"Since you've done so much research on it, we'll go with what you say. Honestly, I don't know anything about it, or not much," Jade told her but remembered her ex's proclivities that she'd never suspected. 

"We also need to decide on the size of the toy we'll use."

"If there's something else you'd like to try later, then I'm all for it too. This is about making you happy and comfortable."

"Oh Jade, I love you so much," Terry said wrapping her arms around Jade's neck and kissing her fiercely.

A sense of doubt crossed Terry's mind. Did Jade really want to do this, or did it turn her off, for she knew about her ex, and she wondered if it did make Jade very uncomfortable.

"Jade, is this something you'd like to try also?" Terry asked after some time had passed.

"Well baby, when I was married, the idea never came up. I enjoyed straight sex and masturbation, but I wasn't too adventurous. You've brought out a side of me that I didn't even know I had," Jade told her, kissing Terry's lips heatedly. "And I love you so much for it. To answer your question, I think I'd like to try it out too, especially after what I felt at the cottage when you licked my anus so sensually."

Chapter 20

The next day they sat in front of the computer and researched for almost an hour about the practice of anal sex. They found many helpful hints and tips about the do's and don'ts.

While Terry stopped to make a quick lunch, Jade continued poking around the internet, checking out lubes and toys. Quite by accident she came across a site that specialized in sex toys. What made this site special was that they advertised a special type of dildo that was hollow. It was designed for both men with erectile problems and men who just wanted to thrill their partner without worrying about going soft.

The possibilities of what one of those dildos could do to their lovemaking were running rampant through Jade's mind. She loved Terry's clit and loved how sensitive it was, but because it was so sensitive she couldn't hold out too long while inside Jade without cumming repeatedly which in turn caused Jade to orgasm quickly―sometimes too quickly, not to mention all of her love juices running out of her. Then there were Terry's feelings of wishing she could keep from climaxing so fast while fucking Jade. Though this hollow dildo seemed to be the answer to that, she would actually miss that sweet knowing that Terry did love her so much as to bless her with her multiple orgasms which thrilled Jade to no end. Not mentioning the possibility yet, Jade decided to do a little more research.

One afternoon before going home, Jade stopped at an adult toy store to buy some anal lube. When Jade asked about the hollow dildo attachment, the woman―Cathy―was very knowledgeable about the device and helped Jade find a nice seized one that they had in stock.

A particularly small dildo caught Jade's attention; it was just about five inches long and not more than an inch in width, possibly more slender than the one they had. To Jade it seemed perfect for Terry's pussy. In the end, Jade left the store with lots of lube, three different sizes of anal toys, a hollow dildo with harness and the little surprise that she would use for Terry's virginity. However the last would be a surprise that Jade would spring on Terry in the most special of circumstances.

* * * *

Terry needed no foreplay. Not even a kiss. She was already struggling with her breath―she couldn't get a decent one. Jade noticed how turned on Terry was, how it was affecting her, taking her over. The fantasy that had most grown in Terry was about to be reality, and now, without thought, it was growing exponentially in her.

Taking things slow in their first attempt at anal exploration. They had each given themselves an enema earlier and had made themselves as clean as possible. They began by slowly kissing and caressing each other, Jade very intentionally, Terry automatically, lost in the wonder of her fantasy.

After sensually sucking on Terry's clit and bringing her to a couple of quick―even by Terry's standards―though very delicious orgasms, Jade donned the latex gloves and placed some lube on her finger. While Terry lay on her back, Jade carefully ran it over Terry's pink rose bud. Little by little, Jade massaged and pushed into Terry's bud, driving Terry wild with the pleasurable sensations―reality swiftly combing with fantasy.

It was unlike anything Terry had ever felt before. The slight and slowly increasing pressure from Jade's finger sent her senses into overdrive though it wasn't in her as yet. She felt herself becoming more aroused―if that was possible. Jade saw it too as Terry's clit was as hard as it had ever been and her pussy was incredibly wet as well. Jade heard it too in the way Terry was moaning and crying out.

After a few minutes of steady pressure, Jade's finger slipped into Terry's anus. Jade stopped all movement, allowing Terry to get used to the intrusion that was so unfamiliar. Very carefully, Jade moved her finger in a slow in and out rhythm as Terry's hips began moving of their own accord.

When Jade sensed that Terry was ready, she introduced a second finger inside of Terry, albeit, very carefully. Terry's hand flew to her clit, and she gently caressed herself. Terry starting to cry out was Jade's cue, and she quickly took Terry's clit into her mouth as a mind blowing orgasm swept through Terry so quickly that it left her dazed and panting hard. Jade, on the other hand, had a huge grin if only in her mind for she still loved the feel of Terry's clit in her mouth.

Removing her fingers and throwing out the glove, Jade cuddled with Terry until her breathing was even again, feeling satisfied with her own after glow from savoring Terry's love. She had to wonder if she didn't have an orgasm herself, she loved it so much.

"How was it baby?" Jade asked softly.

"My god Jade, that was amazing. I can't wait for you to feel what it's like," Terry said excitedly―she had quickly pushed Jade down on the bed and kissed her intensely―"and what you did, that was so sweet and felt so delicious," she raved as she still worked to catch her breath.

After resting a while, Terry fitted her hand into a glove and lubed it up, Terry, quickly horny as could be to make love to Jade, attacked her pussy with her tongue as her finger rimmed Jade's anal opening. She had to caution herself to reign in her passionate lusting for her breath was becoming too stunted; she so wanted to make love to Jade.

The combination of her tongue on Jade's pussy and clit as well as her finger pressing on Jade's rosebud had Jade fighting to catch her own breath; she felt so aroused that she was going out of her mind. As her orgasm threatened, she felt Terry's finger pushing steadily into her and when she felt a second one enter her, Jade's orgasm exploded, magnified tenfold, squirting on Terry's face.

Discarding her gloves and wiping her face, Terry held a shaking Jade until her body calmed. Though Terry, as sensitive as she was, had in the past given Jade some extremely powerful orgasms, this earth shattering one Jade just had seemed to be even more potent than any of the previous ones. 

"Jade, love? Are you okay?" Terry asked as Jade's body continued to shake, all of her nerve endings feeling like they were fried and still sizzling.

"Fine―baby―fine," Jade managed to croak out while trying to get enough air to fill her lungs.

After a few minutes, she was feeling much better and able to talk again.

"Baby, I think we need to pace ourselves and be very careful about how we do this anal sex. For a minute there I thought my body was going to rip itself apart."

"I know exactly what you mean. It was all so intense and just from our fingers, imagine what it could be like with a toy," Terry said her voice in awe.

"From our fingers and tongue, you mean. Just imagine using a vibrating toy too," Jade said and shivered.

Terry laughed lightly. "Now that would be something else, but you can't deny that your orgasm wasn't spectacular," Terry said with a small smile. Jade grinned at her love.

"No baby, I certainly can't deny that."

Over the next few weeks they continued to explore, testing the limits of how much they could take. Their love making was too enthralling at times. Gradually, they grew accustomed to anal penetration and both grew to love the feeling of their fingers entering them. The orgasms were so overwhelmingly intense that they tried to not overdo it. Maybe, Jade concluded, it was time to fuck Terry's ass as she wanted for so long.

* * * *

It was time. Terry's fantasy of being fucked in her ass had to happen as Terry, mild and loving though she was, had dropped a few hints that she was not only ready, but so wanted it.

Jade had everything in readiness. Showering, and naturally making love to Terry's luscious clit, Terry was more than prepped for what was coming. Kissing Terry endlessly as Terry had become accustomed to Jade doing, and loving it always, Jade knew she was ready. Getting up, she put on her harness and inserted the dildo.

"Baby," Jade started breathlessly, "I'm going to make love to you, but from behind," she couldn't get herself to say that she was going to fuck Terry in her ass, she was so nervous.

How swiftly Terry's features changed. Seeing Jade with her harness and dildo on, she knew what was coming. The very last act of her fantasy, now suddenly so close to being a reality instantly had her on edge. Her anticipation of being taken anally with a phallus had her body humming, her mind blazing with excitement, her pussy contracting and her ass tingling, whether real or imagined.

Jade saw her state and was becoming more anxious to fulfill this longing that Terry had for so long kept hidden. She couldn't wait to give Terry what she'd so long and often wished for.

Terry's eyes reflected her lust and craving for Jade to fuck her ass. Terry's breathing was becoming almost frantic, her chest heaving, her panting sounding almost desperate as she looked at the dildo in total fascination.

"Try to relax, baby," Jade admonished.

"Please Jade, now," Terry said. She tried mightily to get her breathing under control, as she lay back on the bed and spread her legs for Jade to begin.

Kissing her softly and tenderly, Jade said, "Turn over, baby."

"Uuh," Terry moaned softly at Jade's words, both excitement and fear clouding her mind, but with Jade's hands on her, she turned over.

Looking at Terry's smooth and sensual ass, and knowing what she was about to do, had Jade just about orgasmic herself. God, she looked so sexy; Jades pussy was clenching and dripping, the sight of Terry's ass was so erotic. Jade's breath hitched when she lifted Terry's hips, bringing another long moan of expectation from Terry. Neither could wait, but Jade prolonged it, albeit unintentionally. She was too mesmerized by Terry's ass already wiggling lightly with her wanting.

She had to kiss those lovely cheeks. Kiss and nibble at them, that is. She'd never truly considered the sweetness of Terry's ass, her globes that were so enticing, at least not as she was now. They were driving her crazy, and it only became worse when the kissing and nibbling began. Why hadn't she done this before, it was so sweet.

For a long time Jade gorged on her need to make love to Terry's cheeks with her lips, but Terry was in too great a need, and waited helplessly for Jade to fuck her. Terry sensed that her need, her fantasy, held her helplessly in thrall. Offering herself to Jade as she was, and unable to see, naturally brought on some fearful anxieties, but also an excitement that was absolutely thrilling.

Jade slipped her hand into a glove and lubed her fingers. She kissed one of Terry's cheeks first, and then slowly and carefully pushed first one then another finger into Terry's anus.

"Oh, god," Terry uttered with stunted breath. Jade could hear Terry's harsh breathing already.

When Jade's fingers were sliding easily in and out, Jade removed them, added more lube, and placed the head of the dildo at Terry's opening.

A huge rush of excitement shot through Terry's body when she felt the dildo tip at her entrance. Holding Terry's hips, Jade pushed slowly. Terry groaned when she felt the dildo meeting resistance.

"Relax baby, relax," Jade cooed as her hand took possession of Terry's clit and started rubbing her lubed thumb over the head. She had towels over and under Terry's clit anticipating her orgasm, and kept control of Terry's body with her forearms pressed against Terry.

The burst of blissful sensation from Jade's touch had the desired effect and the dildo slipped easier into Terry's hot and sweet ass.

"Ohhhhhh," Terry felt the sudden surges of extreme pleasures beginning. Jade paused, and allowed Terry to adjust. After an appropriate amount of time, Jade carefully moved her hips, working a little of the dildo out and then back in.




Hidden Desires Pt. 02



Terry was flushed, sweat covered her forehead and her eyes became glazed. Her breathing became labored and somewhere deep inside an animalistic growl erupted. Her hips started to swivel wildly and push back at Jade.

Soon, Jade was moving in and out of Terry's ass faster, but still making sure to keep control of Terry. Terry was matching Jade's movements at times, but at others she was too far gone in the sensations colliding so pleasurably in her.

Suddenly Terry screamed at the top of her lungs. Her clit, which was rock hard in Jade's hand, erupted almost violently. The towel catching most of it, Jade did get a handful which she quickly used to coat Terry's clit with enhancing all of the sensations even more.

Jade regretted that she couldn't have all the sweet and delicious tasting liquid, but it was making Terry's clit so slick and the sensations more heavenly.

With a mighty growl, Terry gave one last, hard push at Jade and then collapsed, panting and fighting to catch her breath. Jade pulled out carefully and quickly removed the harness. As quickly as she could, she moved to Terry and held her as she fought to get her breathing under control.

It took some time but eventually Terry was enjoying the afterglow and kissing Jade's breast spastically.

"I love you," were the first words spoken from Terry's lips. Jade smiled and softly kissed Terry's head.

Later that week, Terry returned the favor, though she could only do so with a hand held toy but the experience was in no way diminished for Jade.

* * * *

On Terry's birthday, Jade threw her a wonderful party. Paula and the gang, and a few other friends, attended making it a beautiful affair. Terry had never been so happy to celebrate her birth.

By eleven pm all of the guests had left and the house cleaned. Up in their bedroom after their shower, Jade presented Terry with a special birthday gift.

It had been a couple of months since they had gone from fingers only to Jade using a dildo and harness on Terry. That had brought about even more explosive orgasms to Terry. Whenever Jade fucked her anally, she always had a towel handy. Fucking her doggie style, Jade would soon caress Terry's hot and horny clit. Anticipating Terry's orgasm, Jade would wrap her arms about Terry, one hand holding the towel so Terry's cum wouldn't fly all over everything, and the other hand on her clit, Jade moved ever so slightly within Terry as she caressed the beloved clit to orgasm.

As Terry's orgasm began, Jade would take much of the fluids and coat Terry's clit with them thus heightening all of the sensations, and more, driving Terry to lose herself in the utter beauty of all her body was feeling.

However, Terry felt bad that she couldn't reciprocate, leaving her to only use her fingers and a hand held toy on Jade. As much as she wanted too, her clit was just too sensitive to penetrate Jade's anus as she wished she could, but all that was about to change.

"Happy birthday baby," Jade said handing Terry a beautifully wrapped box.

"What's this; didn't you already give me a gift?" Terry asked as she sat on the bed with the box.

"Yes but this one is special; it's really for the both of us," Jade said with a sweet smile on her lips, "Go on hon. Open it," Jade urged.

Terry ripped at the wrapping eagerly and opened the box. Her face grew puzzled at the contents.

"What?" Terry asked as she took out the light purple dildo and the harness to go with it.

"This, love, is for you to wear," Jade said as she smiled at Terry's confusion.

"Jade how am I―" Terry began as Jade came to sit next to Terry on the bed.

"Turn over the dildo and examine it," Jade said. Terry did and at first she still didn't understand until she placed her fingers into the dildo's hollow opening. Terry's eyes went wide at the realization of what she was holding.

"You mean―" Terry stammered, her voice thick with emotion.

"Yes baby, this is for you to make love to me with. Your clit will fit snugly inside and you'll be able to hold on from having an orgasm so you can take me both in my pussy and my butt for as long as you like," Jade said softly.

"Oh god Jade, my love, how―where...?" Terry tried to asked, her emotions getting the better of her as she began to cry tears of pure joy.

"I found it a little while ago and I've been saving it for a special occasion," Jade told her as she gently kissed Terry's cheek and held her close.

"Want to try it on?" Jade asked when Terry had stopped crying.

"Yes," Terry whispered. Jade helped her as she put on the harness and tucked her clit into the dildo. The harness was also special, having an opening for a penis―or in this case, Terry's enlarged clit. Tightening the straps, the dong―which was a little longer than Terry's clit―stood proudly, only slightly sagging from its own weight.

"Oh baby you look very sexy like that. How does it feel?" Jade asked as she watched Terry touch the dildo.

"It's strange to have one of these on, to see and touch it from this angle," Terry was barely able to say, her breath so stunted.

"Yeah I understand. Wanna give it a test run?" Jade asked.

"Yes, I'd like to make love to you with it," Terry said her voice still strangled from her love and fantasy driven lust.

Jade grabbed a bottle of lube and rubbed a generous amount on the toy.

"How would you like to have me hon, on my back or my tummy?"

"Your back please. I want to look into your eyes and kiss you," Terry responded, her voice a feral, lust filled growl.

Jade crawled to the middle of the bed and awaited Terry. Slowly she came to Jade and settled between her spread legs. She placed the tip of the toy at her opening and pushed forward as she normally did whenever she fucked Jade with her clit.

The dildo wasn't too thick and slid into Jade easily. Jade groaned when it was all the way inside of her. Terry lowered her body to Jade's and kissed Jade's lips hungrily as she slowly moved her hips.

After a while Terry found a nice rhythm and drove into Jade with increasing passion. Terry thoroughly enjoyed using the strap-on to make love to Jade. She had never been able to keep thrusting for more than a couple of minutes before she had an orgasm. The hollow toy gave only minimal stimulation so she kept going, giving Jade everything she could.

Jade started lifting her hips to meet Terry's thrusts, loving the feeling of the dildo going in and out of her. The look of utter joy in Terry's eyes as she worked to bring Jade to orgasm was priceless.

Their kisses remained passion filled as Terry continued to work her hips in a sensual dance of lovemaking. Their eyes stayed locked on each other, each reading the love and fulfillment the other felt.

After a long time of Terry working without pause, and beautiful sensation upon beautiful sensation, Jade felt the familiar stirrings of an impending massive orgasm. Jade moaned and called out, her voice thick with her feelings of bliss.

"Don't stop baby, you have me there, I'm―" Jade's voice went from speech to a guttural groan as her climax hit her full on. Her vaginal walls gripping the dildo so fiercely that Terry was forced to stop her thrusting.

Terry's legs and hips were sore from all the movement but her heart was bursting with happiness at having been able to keep going for so long.

"I love you Jade. This has been the best birthday I've ever had," Terry said her lips finding Jade's in a most love-laden kiss.

"I love you too. I'm happy that you enjoyed it baby. Of course, the night's not over yet. When you've rested; it's my week for anal.

Chapter 21

On their six month anniversary of moving in together, Jade announced that it was time for her to tell her family everything. That weekend, she took a plane on Friday and headed for her childhood home. During the flight, Jade went over in her mind what she was going to say. Just how does one tell their parents that after all this time, you've discovered that you're a lesbian?

Was she really? Jade was in love with Terry. When she thought of Terry, her mind, body, heart and her very soul sang a joyous chorus. Terry was her everything; she didn't feel an attraction to any other woman.

Now that the thought occurred to Jade, she realized it was true. In her line of work, she met many people, many women. Looking back over the last six months or so, Jade had met with a lot of beautiful and very appealing women. None of them even sparked an appraising look from Jade. She only had eyes for Terry. So, was Jade a lesbian or simply just in love with an incredible woman? In Jade's mind, it was the latter.

As Jade approached her parent's house, one thing was clear to her, regardless of her parent's views, she was going to return home and propose to Terry.

* * * *

Jade sat in the old kitchen that hadn't changed in the last twenty years. She sipped her herbal tea as she watched her mother moving about the kitchen making Friday's dinner.

Julia Kobayashi O'Connor was a tiny woman, only five feet two inches tall. Her straight, jet black hair was cut into a bob, falling just below her chin. She looked like a typical Asian woman except for her very American accent. Her looks aside, she wasn't to be trifled with and had a keen eye so nothing went past her. She knew something was up with her daughter. Jade would not come home just for a visit.

"So my precious girl, what brings you home? Not that you need a reason to come home," Julia said as she sat across from Jade.

"I have something to tell you and dad and Robbie," Jade replied.

"Well your dad and Robbie won't be home until tonight so you can wait if you like or you can tell me before you worry yourself into oblivion."

"I'm not worried," Jade said, trying to fib, but her mother could read her like a book.

"Jade, you couldn't pull the wool over my eyes when you were fifteen and you certainly can't do it now. Whatever it is, just tell me. Is it something bad? Are you sick?" Julia asked concerned.

"No Mom, I'm fine and it's not bad, at least not for me. Whether you agree or not well..." Jade trailed off.

"Just tell me precious. We'll work whatever it is out."

"Okay," Jade began, taking a few deep breaths to steady herself, "Mom, I'm in love with someone; we're living together and are committed to each other."

"Well that's wonderful precious. After your divorce I was worried," Julia said relieved.

"There's more, Mom," Jade continued.

"Okay?"

"This person I'm with is a woman."

Jade watched and waited for her mother's reaction. There was the obvious shock and confusion as Julia tried to absorb what Jade had said.

"Alright precious," Julia said after some time, "let me get this straight, you're living with and in love with a woman?"

"Yes Mom."

"So, you're sleeping with this woman? Are you gay?"

"Yes, I guess I am," Jade answered.

"You guess; you're not sure?"

"That's not what I meant. It's just a little complicated."

"So explain it to me?" Julia asked.

"There's nothing to explain, the bottom line is I'm in love with Terry."

"Terry, is that her name?"

"Yes Mom, her name is Terry Matthews. I met her after I divorced Michael."

"Is that why you and Michael broke up, you realized you were gay?"

"No Mom. Michael and I had irreconcilable differences but this wasn't a factor, I met Terry after Michael and I broke up," Jade assured her mother.

She couldn't tell her mother that she had caught her husband with another woman, or that her libido was suddenly awakened by seeing Paula fucking her lover. Her father would want to go after Michael with his hunting rifle if he knew he cheated so blatantly on Jade, and in their marriage bed.

"I need some time to think about this. Don't tell your father yet. Please keep an eye on the stew until I get back," Julia told her daughter. She grabbed her purse and keys and went to her car.

As far back as Jade could remember this had always been Julia's way of dealing or accepting something shocking. She needed to be alone to absorb, think and comprehend what she had just been told. She drove off leaving Jade to wonder what would happen next.

"At least I didn't get yelled at," Jade said to the empty house.

* * * *

After checking on her mother's stew, Jade took a quick shower and stretched out on her old bed. She had called Terry when her plane landed to let her know she had arrived safely but now Jade yearned to hear her love's voice.

"Hi baby," Jade opened as Terry answered.

"Love? What's wrong?" Terry asked worried. She didn't expect to hear from Jade again until the next day.

"Nothing's wrong, except that I miss you terribly," Jade replied.

"Oh Jade, I miss you too. Now tell me what's wrong," Terry demanded. She wasn't fooled for a second. In the past few months she had learnt to read Jade's moods, mannerisms and voice.

"Well, I told my mom."

"And?" Terry asked anxiously. She was very afraid for Jade and what might happen between her and her parents.

"She said she needed to think about it so she got in her car and took off. She asked me not to tell Dad yet. Actually she took it pretty calmly," Jade said. She was somewhat surprised about her mother's reaction. Jade thought her mother's reaction might have been greater, but apparently not.

"Alright, that doesn't sound too bad. Compared to some of the coming out stories I've heard, I think you just might be okay."

"I hope so. Tell me baby, what are you wearing right now?" Jade suddenly asked, her voice becoming lustful.

"I just got home so I'm still wearing my lilac skirt with the matching blouse," Terry told Jade. She knew where this game was going.

"I want you to take off all your clothes for me please," Jade told her in a low, urgent voice. She heard Terry struggling to get the garments off.

"Okay they're all off," Terry announced.

"If you're not in the bedroom, please go there and get on the bed," Jade requested. Terry did as she was asked. When she confirmed that she was on the bed, Jade continued.

"Baby, I want you to stroke your clit for me, stroke it until you orgasm. I want to hear your release. Will you do that for me please?"

"Yes love, I'll do that for you," Terry said, her voice quickly being as lusty as Jade's. Quickly finding a hand towel, she returned to the bed. Her clit was already hard and she was wet just from the way Jade's voice sounded; so full of desire for her.

Slowly she began to caress her clit tenderly, moving slowly over the length of it, her thumb giving special attention to the head, moaning all the while for her lover to hear. It didn't take long for Terry to achieve release, her clit being so sensitive. Terry cried out as her fluids shot out. In a way, Terry wished she didn't have the towel to catch most of her orgasm, she so wanted to feel as if Jade was truly with her. Still, it was just as delicious to her as it was to Jade.

She was breathing hard but heard Jade's moans over the phone.

"Jade, love?" Terry questioned when she caught her breath.

"I'm here baby," Jade answered her voice strained. Terry could picture what her love was doing.

"Are you close love?" Terry asked.

"God yes baby. Soon, very soon," Jade replied. She had been working her own clit in time with Terry and was just about at her peak.

"Jade, I love you and I'm hard for you again," Terry told her. The image of Terry's aroused body was just what Jade needed, the erotic words like magic to Jade's lusting. With a mantra of I love you, Jade's orgasm swept through her. So did Terry's again, and hard.

Chapter 22

After hanging up with Terry, Jade went to the bathroom and cleaned herself up. She dressed and went back to the kitchen to see if the stew was done. To her surprise she found her mother sitting at the table.

For a moment, Jade wondered how long her mom had been back and if she'd overheard her having phone sex with Terry. She couldn't tell; Julia was and had always been, unreadable.

Jade crossed the room and poured herself some juice from the fridge. She sat opposite her mother and nervously waited for what was to come. In a soft voice Julia started.

"I came back because I had some questions I wanted to ask you but I have all the answers I need," Julia said, a small smile playing at her lips.

Jade flushed crimson; she'd heard it all, or enough to know of how it was with her and Terry.

"Mom, I―" Jade began but Julia reached for Jade's hand across the table and shook her head.

"I may not always understand or approve of all the decisions you or Robbie made in your lives but the thing is, it's your lives and you both must live them to suit you, regardless of what anyone thinks. I want you to be happy and if what I overheard was any indication, then I have no choice but to accept this woman who brings you so much pleasure."

Relief flooded Jade to the point of tears wanting to start.

"Thank you, Mom," she whispered, her voice choking.

"You're welcome, but precious, we must handle things delicately with your father. I think it's best if I tell him. If you'll take Robbie with you after dinner, perhaps to the park and tell him, that'll give me time to talk to your father. Robbie loves you dearly and has a few gay friends so he shouldn't take it in a bad way. Try to give your father and me a couple of hours; I'll soften him up and then tell him. He usually takes shocking news better after a tumble."

"Mom, please. I really don't need to know about that," Jade said shocked that her mother would be so casual.

"Oh precious really―after what I overheard? You do know that your father and I still have sex, don't you?" Julia more said than questioned with a mischievous smile.

Jade covered her face with her hands and groaned realizing that her mother was just teasing―or was she? She wasn't sure. Still she was happy to know that her new lifestyle had not damaged their relationship.

"Alright my precious, tell me about this woman that has you so enthralled," Julia said.

"Oh Mom, she is just the most beautiful person I've ever known. Every day I'm with her, I fall even more in love with her―if that's even possible," Jade said.

Julia smiled at Jade's dreamy-like expression.

"Her family, do they know and approve of the both of you?"

"I'm afraid she doesn't have any. Her mother died when she was at college and her father left when she was a baby. No siblings that she knows of and no other relatives either."

"So what does she do for a living?"

"She's an accountant and owns her own accounting business," Jade answered proudly.

"So how did you meet this remarkable woman?"

"Well remember I told you I was staying with Paula until I found a place of my own?" 

"Yes," Julia answered.

"Well Paula invited me out with some of her friends one night. Terry was one of those friends and after we started talking, we discovered we had similar interests. We started going out, dating, and well I fell for her and her with me," Jade ended, skimming over the more salacious details that caused her and Terry's meeting.

"Alright, what about future plans? Have you thought this whole thing through, what it means to be gay in this society?"

"We've talked about it a lot and we know how hard it can be but we are committed to each other and the way we feel so there's no turning back."

Julia could see the conviction in her daughter.

"What about children? Am I going to get a grandchild from you? I know there are options for gay couples these days."

"We haven't discussed it yet but when we do I promise you'll be the first to know of our decisions," Jade assured her mother. 

"Thank you; that would be nice of you. When will you bring her to meet us?"

"If things go well with Dad and Robbie then I'll talk to her and work something out," Jade said, not committing to anything.

"You think Daddy will really be okay with this―with me? What if he doesn't agree? And what is Nana and Granddad gonna say when they find out?" Jade worried.




Hidden Desires Pt. 02



Julia stood and went to Jade. She held her close and tried to think of something comforting to say.

"I don't know precious. They weren't too fond of me at first but they came to accept me, perhaps they will with your Terry too."

"Do you think Oba and Oji would have approved?" Jade asked referring to her mother's deceased parents.

"From what you've told me about Terry and how much you both love each other, I think they would," Julia assured her.

When her father and brother came home they both hugged and kissed Jade, happy to have her with them again. Dinner was light and comfortable just as it was when she was younger.

However Jade couldn't help but worry about how her father would take the news as she and Robbie left.

* * * *

Luckily, the park was fairly deserted.

"So my big, little sis, what's up?" Robbie asked using the pet name he had given Jade since he had gotten taller than her.

"Why does something have to be up my little, big brother?" Jade replied as they made their way to the swing sets.

"Something's up because I know you. You wouldn't just bring me out here to catch up, so spill."

"Okay, okay, I do have something to tell you, something big. I met someone and I'm deeply in love."

"That's great Jade. I gotta tell ya, I never really liked Michael. He was nice, don't get me wrong but you two never really had that much chemistry, at least in my opinion. So who's the lucky guy?"

Jade took a deep breath and decided to just say it.

"It's not a guy, it's a woman," she paused and waited for Robbie's reaction. His eyebrows went up in surprise and she could see the wheels turning in his mind. After a long pause he spoke.

"Hot damn, I never saw that coming."

There was another long pause before he asked, "You happy with her?"

"More than I ever dreamed possible," Jade replied.

"Alright then, as long as you are happy then I'm all for it," Robbie replied with a huge grin.

Jade jumped off of her swing and dove into his arms. Luckily, Robbie seemed to anticipate her, and came up quickly too. They hugged for a long moment, Jade exulting in Robbie's acceptance of Terry.

"So got a pic of her?" Robbie asked once they had separated and were again seated.

"Yes, of course," Jade answered. She quickly pulled out her cell phone and pulled up the most recent picture of Terry she had.

"Damn sis, she's hot―smoking hot! What's her name and how the hell did you managed to hook a babe like that?" Robbie teased as he ogled the picture.

"Terry Matthews and just lucky I guess. What, are you jealous?"

"Hell yes, my sister gets to tap all of that," he grinned, "Seriously though, she is very pretty and I'm extremely happy for you," Robbie told her.

"Thank you Rob, that means so much."

"I take it that you haven't told Mom and Dad yet?"

"I told Mom and she's telling Dad now. She took it okay enough but I don't know how he's gonna take it. I'm a little scared Rob. What if he hates me because of...?" she left the question hanging, feeling a sudden fear.

"Hey, I know it's hard, the not knowing, but it'll be okay. Dad will probably be okay with it, especially if Mom has anything to say about it."

They continued talking with Robbie wanting to know everything about how Jade had met Terry. They caught up on their work, their lives and Robbie's own girlfriend that he adored.

"Her name's Margaret and I think she's the one. I'll introduce you tomorrow."

"I'd like that very much."

"Hey, are you that serious about her? I mean ring serious?"

Jade nodded.

"Well if that's the case, I've got a friend that owns a jewelry shop in town; I can take you there tomorrow and see if anything jumps out at you. He'll even give you a good price. Do you know her ring size?"

Jade smiled sheepishly, "I've been thinking about proposing for a little while now, I, um, measured her finger one night while she was asleep."

"Clever sis and sneaky too," Robbie grinned.

"Glad you think so, and thanks Rob, you're the best to help me like this."

"Anything for my big little sis, you know that. Well it's late, I think we should head back," Robbie suggested and Jade agreed.

* * * *

Their father was waiting for them. Robert O'Connor Senior was a large and imposing man with dark hair, green eyes and strong facial features. Being over six feet tall, he and his wife looked quite the odd couple.

Unlike Robbie, who was the spitting image of Robert, Jade had only inherited some of her father's height and his skin color. None who saw them could ever tell that she was his daughter.

"Hi, Daddy," she said using her little girl endearment she never quite grew out of as she kissed his cheek.

"Hi yourself, beautiful," he said as he usually did. "We need to talk, huh?"

Nervously, Jade nodded, then said, "If you're ready."

Julia and Robbie had left so they could talk.

"I'm ready. Sit down, let's talk a minute."

Jade sat down, her fingers wanting to do something, but she controlled them.

"Your mother says you're in love again, but this time with another woman. Right?"

"Yes, Daddy," she whispered softly.

"And that you two are living together?" Jade nodded.

"Is this something that you're sure of Jade? Have you always felt attracted to women or is it just this particular woman?" Robert asked.

"I think it's just her. I've been around other women, very beautiful women, but I've never felt anything for any of them," Jade answered.

"How long have you two been together?"

"Almost nine months now."

"And you waited so long to tell us? Did you think we'd abandon you? Disown you?"

"No, I don't know Daddy. It was all so new. I didn't expect to fall in love with her but I am, deeply in love, and she loves me just as deeply. She's all I think about when I'm not with her and when I am with her I feel complete. Do you know what I mean?" 

"Yes," her father said with a smile remembering he felt the same way when he had met Julia. "What are your future plans?" he asked.

"I want to marry her. I know there's a lot of debates about the right and wrong of it, but I want to do it. I'm going to propose to her when I get back home and I have no doubt that she'll accept."

"I take it you told Robbie and he's okay with it?"

"Yes Daddy."

"Alright, but we want to meet her before you propose. That is my only condition before I give you my blessing," Her father said with a crooked grin.

Jade was shocked speechless but recovered enough to hug her father tightly as she cried tears of happiness and relief into his neck and shoulder.

Chapter 23

It was very late when Jade finally crawled into bed. She was so happy about the turn of events that she couldn't wait to call Terry.

"Hello," Terry's sleep laden voice answered.

"Hi baby."

"Jade, what's wrong? Why are you calling so late?" Terry asked as she yawned loudly.

"Nothing's wrong, in fact everything's right. My parents are okay with us and I couldn't wait to call and tell you."

"That's nice love," Terry answered sounding like she was falling asleep again.

"Okay baby you go to sleep and I'll talk to you tomorrow."

"Okay, I love you," Terry said softly as she drifted off.

* * * *

The next morning Jade awoke to her cell phone ringing.

"Hello."

"Love, was I dreaming last night or did you call and tell me that your parents were okay with us?"

"No dream baby, it was all real. My parents are happy I've found love again," Jade answered coming fully awake at the sound of Terry's voice.

"That's wonderful love. I was worried but I'm so happy for you. What about your brother?"

"Oh he's good with things too. He thinks you're hot, which of course you are," Jade said and giggled.

"Hmm, you've been showing pictures of me to your family?" Terry asked.

"Only Robbie asked and yes I showed him one from my phone."

"I hope it was a picture of my good side."

"Baby all of your sides are good," Jade told her in a husky tone, "Hey sorry about waking you up last night," Jade continued.

"It's okay, it was important after all."

"Thank you baby. Now that you've awaken me, how about making my day. Tell me, what are you wearing now?"

"Oh, love, is that all you think about?" Terry laughed softly her voice filled with her love for Jade and her growing lust too.

"Always, my beautiful baby; I need a taste of your sweet love to keep me from going crazy from missing you," Jade begged.

"Mm, my only love, if you must know, I'm sitting on our bed and I'm completely naked after just having stroked my clit to orgasm while thinking of you," Terry said in a sultry voice. Jade moaned at the mental picture as her hand started to descend into her panties to rub herself.

"Are you hot and wet for me right now?" Terry asked.

"Oh god yes," Jade hissed as one of her fingers parted her folds. She was dripping already. It excited her to no end; Terry's new level of sexuality that seemed to keep growing and growing, not to mention how at times she would take charge like this. It thrilled and captivated Jade so completely. She loved how Terry had opened up so sweetly under their love.

"Are you touching yourself?"

"Mm-hmm," Jade answered as she touched her clitoral area sending a jolt of pleasure surging through her body.

"Are you going to rub your clit and cum for me love?" Terry asked.

"Oh Terry, yes baby, yes," Jade answered as her finger rubbed her now engorged clit.

"Tell me what you're doing right now."

"I'm caressing my clit," Jade whispered.

"I want you to stop and push two fingers inside yourself," Terry told her. Jade did it and moaned at the penetration.

"I want you to work them in and out slowly until you're just about at your peak."

Jade continued for several minutes while Terry kept talking so sexily to her. Jade finally announced that she was feeling that familiar tingle in her lower back.

"Love, take your fingers out and rub your clit hard and fast for me, I want to hear your climax."

Jade did exactly that as the pressure on her body became unbearable. Trying her best not to scream and alert the rest of the house, Jade turned into her pillow so only Terry could hear her. She grunted and groaned as the strong orgasm rocked her mind and body fiercely. It was amazing how she sensed her mouth as if it had Terry's magnificently sexy clit in it.

Breathing hard from her euphoric bliss, she heard Terry's asking if she was okay.

"I'm fine baby, but have I told you lately that I love you?" Jade managed to say.

"Not since yesterday," Terry answered. "That was a very sweet orgasm, love. You made me want to be with you right now."

Jade loved what Terry told her. "Baby, were you really naked and just had an orgasm?" Jade queried her. She heard Terry giggle.

"No, I Just wanted to see what you would do if you thought I was," Terry answered in a fit of giggles.

"Oh, you are so going to pay for that when I get back home," Jade warned but laughed.

"I might just pay for it now, you've made me hard."

"Mmmmm, just the way I like you; I wish I was there to take care of it for you, baby," Jade said with heat as she pictured placing her mouth on Terry's hard enlarged clit, sucking her and having her spraying her lovely juices down Jade's throat.

"Oh love, as much as I'd love to stay and play with you, I have a breakfast date," Terry said wistfully.

"Oh, I'm out of town for one day and you've already found someone else to date?" Jade joked.

"Yes, and if I play my cards right I'll be having hot monkey sex later."

"Without me? Oh you wouldn't dare!" Jade said in mock sternness.

"And what if I do, what will you do to me, or should I say, for me?" Terry challenged, but with an excited hitch in her breathing.

"I'm gonna come home and tie you to the bed and tease and tantalize you until you beg me to give you release," Jade answered in a lusty growl.

"Oh promises, promises," Terry laughed, but with her voice having a strain in it that Jade knew was Terry's need for sex with her. Still Jade laughed too, her own voice much as Terry's.

"Seriously, if I don't get going I'll be late," Terry said with regret.

"Then by all means my love go; I'll talk to you tonight," Jade told her. She knew Terry had made breakfast plans with one of her friends.

"Thanks love. Until tonight, I love you and I'll be naked and waiting." Jade groaned but before she could reply, Terry laughed softly and was gone. Jade chuckled as she put down her phone and stretched.

She dressed and after a quick stop at the bathroom she went to the kitchen. Julia was already hard at work with breakfast, cooking eggs, bacon and hash browns.

"Good morning, can I help?"

"Morning precious, and yes, you can get the toast done," Julia told her as she stirred the eggs.

Jade set the toast and got some coffee just as her father came in and sat. Jade poured him some coffee and retrieved the first batch of toast and set another.

By the time Robbie joined them, the food was all laid out so they all dug in.

"So what are your plans for today?" Robert asked Jade.

"Well, Robbie promised to introduce me to his girlfriend and I thought I'd go pick up a little something for Terry," Jade replied.

"That's good," Robert commented.

"What kind of something are you picking up?" Julia asked, knowing full well Jade had something up her sleeve.

"Just a souvenir Mom, nothing special."

"Uh-huh," Julia replied not believing Jade for a second but she let it go for now.

* * * *

Breakfast ended and Robbie drove Jade into town. He chatted excitedly about Margaret, telling Jade that she owned the small roadside café.

Jade followed her brother through the front door of The Salt and Pepper Café. She watched as Robbie went up to a woman who was somewhat older than she expected, and embraced her warmly.

"Mags, this is Jade," Robbie said smiling brightly.

"Nice to meet you Jade. Robbie talks about you non-stop," she said. She had a smile that lit up her whole face.

Jade was stunned. Robbie was only twenty five and yet he was in love with and dating a woman that was fairly older than he was.

"Rob will you go down to the market for me please, I need a few things? I'll keep Jade entertained."

"Sure babe," Robbie replied happily. Margaret gave him a list and he was on his way. Margaret led Jade to her office in the back where they'd have some privacy.

"I take it this is a bit of a shock for you," Margaret opened. Jade liked that she seemed to be a pretty frank woman.

"Yes, I must say, Robbie never mentioned that you were older than he is," Jade told her. That got Margaret laughing. It was like listening to sweet music; the way Margaret's voice sounded. Jade loved it.

"Yes, older, I like that, but it's okay to say that I'm old."

"Well, I don't want to offend in any way."

"Thank you, I appreciate that. Just for the record, I'm thirty seven, twelve years ahead of him."

"Hmm, ten ahead of me. Tell me honestly Margaret, do you love my little brother?"

"More than I've ever loved anyone else in my life," Margaret said looking Jade squarely in the eyes. Jade could see no deception there. This woman really did love her brother deeply.

They continued to talk honestly and quietly until Robbie returned. Jade watched how happy her brother was and she could see why. Margaret had this natural warmth to her personality that just drew people to her. Jade could see how devoted they were to each other. By the time they left the café, Jade was looking forward to having her as a sister.

* * * *

After a bit of persuasion on Robbie's part, Margaret agreed to accompany the siblings to Robbie's friend Dale, the jeweler. The trio spent the better part of an hour looking over the most popular styles of engagement rings available.

The rings were all beautiful but none seemed to fit what Terry would, or should wear, at least in Jade's opinion. She noticed that both Robbie and Margaret seemed enthralled with a lovely platinum ring with a large diamond in the center and twelve smaller stones set at six on either side of the center piece.

It was a very nice ring and would look good on Margaret's hand but it was not for Terry. Jade was about to call it a day when something in the corner display case caught her eye.

It was just striking. The center stone was surrounded by six smaller stones; three on either side. The pattern of the smaller stones were triangular, with two sitting side by side next to the large stone and the third sitting by itself after the first two.

The ring band itself was slender giving the whole ring a look of elegance but in a quaint sort of way. It was like Jade could hear a chorus of voices singing just how perfect the ring was―it was Terry's ring.

"What's got you smiling like the Cheshire cat?" Robbie asked as he and Margaret joined Jade at the display.

"There," Jade pointed.

"Oh my, it's simply breath taking," Margaret said in an awed voice.

"So it's not just me thinking that then?" Jade asked.

"No way, it's gorgeous," Margaret replied.

"Does that look like something your Terry would like?" Robbie asked.

"Oh yes, it's definitely her."

"I see this beauty has caught your eye," came Dale's voice behind the trio, "would you like to see it?"

"Yes please," Jade said eagerly.

Dale explained that the ring's design was an antique. The stones were diamonds set in platinum and quite expensive. It would put a small dent in Jade's bank account, but there was no way she was leaving without that ring.

* * * *

Julia was waiting patiently for Jade's return. As soon as Jade entered the house, Julia stepped up to her daughter and held out her hand.

"Let's see it."

"Um, see what Mom?" Jade asked sheepishly.

"Don't even try it. I know you and I'll bet the entire house that you went out and bought an engagement ring. So produce it young lady," Julia said, her voice stern but a smile playing at the corners of her lips.

"How do you always know Mom?" Jade asked as she handed over the small velvet box.

"All part of being a mom, someday you'll know," Julia said as she popped open the box.

"Oh my god! Precious, it's exquisite. Well you've always had great taste so I'm not totally surprised," Julia said proudly.

"Thanks Mom."

Julia reminded Jade of her promise for the family to meet Terry before any proposal was made. Jade assured her mother she would comply and asked her mother to hold on to the ring for her until she needed it.

Jade spent the rest of the weekend getting reacquainted with the neighborhood and the few friends she had during high school who still lived there. It had been almost two years since her last visit and Jade was surprised at how some things had remained the same while others were so very different. The friends and people she had known from school who stayed all seemed to be happy with their quaint suburban lives and Jade smiled thinking that she was just like them too living with and loving Terry.

By Sunday afternoon, Jade said goodbye to her family until her next visit, one where Terry would be joining her. Though happy to be with her family, Jade was looking forward to returning home to the arms of her love.

Chapter 24

Jade felt a rush of excitement as she parked in front of her house. Not bothering with the garage, Jade rushed to the front door, hurriedly unlocking it and quickly closing it behind her. She was expecting to find Terry waiting for her in the living room but she was not there.

"Terry, baby?" Jade called as she made her way up the stairs. Jade entered her bedroom and both her bag and her jaw dropped. The bedroom lights were dimmed and standing next to the bed was Terry, dressed in the sexiest outfit Jade had ever seen.

Terry's breasts were incased in a strapless, lacy, white, bra styled top that was held together in the front with a crisscross of ribbons. She was also wearing a matching lacy white micro mini skirt that did very little to disguise the outline of her clit that was incased in white French cut panties that helped to outline that lovely clit of hers.




Hidden Desires Pt. 03



Author's note: One of the core themes of this story is the subject of being born intersex. If you are not interested in such a subject then please move on.

Dru_Druthers once again wishes to express a heartfelt thank you to all who read, voted, favorited and commented on Parts 01 & 02 of this story. The overwhelming support has made writing this story worthwhile.

(The story previously ended with: Terry snuggled into Jade, her voice soft and sleep laden, "No fair, you ambushed me and now I'm too tired to love you," she complained.

"You'll love me another time baby. You needed this to help you get rid of all that pent up tension. Don't you feel much better now, much lighter?"

"Uh-huh," Terry agreed. She mumbled some more then Jade heard her soft, quiet breathing as she fell fast asleep.

Jade kissed Terry's cheek and thought about her plans for tomorrow. She quickly followed Terry into sleep.)

*

Terry awoke feeling relaxed. Memories of what Jade had done flooded her and she felt her clit enjoying its own reminiscences. Jade was still asleep. If they were at home, Terry would have quietly sneaked to the kitchen and return with breakfast but after last night―her not reciprocating―she felt a need to treat Jade to some early morning loving despite the possibility of being caught. It was of the forbidden, but it made Terry feel a sense of her old fantasizing, the naughty part of her mind enticing her.  

Terry slowly slipped beneath the sheets. Fortunately, Jade was lying on her back so Terry carefully lifted Jade's night gown up over her hips. She had to feel her way around because it was quite dark but with some maneuvering she managed to part Jade's legs and shift her panties out of the way without waking Jade.

As her face drew closer to Jade's sex, she could smell Jade's delicious scent. Breathing deeply, Terry luxuriated in the heady aroma that was all Jade. Starting off slow, Terry licked Jade's outer lips, working her way up one and down the other. She flattened her tongue and went straight up the middle then fluttered her tongue on the clitoral area.

She heard a quiet moan and felt Jade's legs on either side of her moving, kicking off the sheets. Needing more access to Jade's now dripping center, Terry quickly pulled Jade's panties off and returned her mouth to that heavenly place. Jade's hand found the back of Terry's head and drew Terry tightly to her as she locked her legs around her lover's body.

Terry wasted no time. She knew all the right places to lick, when to suck and when to nibble lightly. Soon she had Jade's hips moving as Jade rode Terry's face. Terry's tongue buried itself as deep as it would go inside Jade's slit.

One hand was entangled in Terry's hair, trying frantically to press Terry deeper into her pussy while the other had grabbed a pillow and forced it to her face to muffle the scream that her climax might cause.

It wasn't an overly powerful orgasm to make her squirt but it was a most delightful way to be awakened. How it was that Terry's tongue bringing her to orgasm could be said to be delicious, she had no idea, but delicious it was. Unlocking her now aching legs, Jade tugged Terry up to her, kissing and licking the remaining juices from Terry's lips.

"Mmmm, good morning my sexy baby. That was the best wakeup call ever," Jade said with a dreamy smile.

"Good morning. I'm glad you enjoyed it; I certainly did."

They kissed and cuddled since it was still early. Soon they heard movement from other parts of the house and decided it was time to get up. They took turns in the bathroom. Terry was feeling better so Jade didn't need to guard the door this time.

After dressing they went to the kitchen together where Julia was already cooking breakfast. They both pitched in, Jade finding some fruit and fixing coffee while Terry helped Julia with cooking the pancakes.

Robert and Robbie joined them and they all sat down to a peaceful breakfast.

"So precious, are you going to take Terry around town today, show her the sites, few that they are?" Julia inquired.

"That's what I planned to do unless you have something you'd like us to stay and do?" Jade replied.

"Oh no, just wondering what your plans were. I'm going to be at the store today, helping with the stock count," Julia told them.

"We could help too if you'd like?" Terry offered, "It could help make things go faster."

"That's very nice of you to offer Terry but I'm sure Jade has plans for you two today," Robert said with a warm smile. He was really starting to like Terry.

"We can do the sites tomorrow before we leave, if you need the help we'll be happy to Dad," Jade said in earnest.

Terry was a wiz with numbers of any kind so this was a good opportunity for her to spend time with Jade's parents, doing something that was familiar to her, or so Jade thought.

"Well how about a compromise?" Julia offered, "You two can help us out until lunch time and then you can spend the rest of the day site seeing."

"Sounds like a good plan to me," Robert said.

"Me too," Jade agreed. "Baby?"

Terry blushed slightly at Jade using her favorite endearment in front of everyone. Robbie grinned but kept quiet after last night's warning. Robert and Julia looked at each other and smiled.

"Yes," Terry said and smiled.

* * * *

It turned out that with Robert's four regular employees, Robert himself, Julia, Robbie, Jade and an expert accountant in Terry, the stock count, which usually took two days, was done in record time. Terry and Jade stayed on until well after lunch in an effort to finish the job.

During the work, the family saw the change in Terry from nervous to professional accountant. Taking charge, Terry showed Robert a more efficient way he could do the count thereby lessening the time it took. By three pm the last numbers were crunched and the final tally taken.

"Goodness, you certainly know your stuff Terry," Julia said warmly. They were all lounging around Robert's small office, recovering from the seemingly endless counting.

"That she does. Thank you so much Terry, this new system will make things so much easier from now on," Robert said with a little bit of excitement in his voice.

"You're welcome Robert. Truly, it was my pleasure to be able to help."

"So now that we've finished so early how about we head home, get cleaned up and I'll treat all of us to a very nice dinner. Rob be sure and bring Margaret too, okay?" Robert said.

They all returned home, showered and dressed. Robbie hurried off to pick Margaret up as Robert drove the rest of them to the nicest restaurant in town; Aquarium. Robbie and Margaret arrived a little while later.

"Terry, this is my beautiful Margaret," Robbie said happily.

"It's nice to meet you Terry," Margaret said with a bright smile and an offered hand.

"It's nice to meet you too," Terry replied.

Terry was slightly nervous but Margaret's warm and inviting personality won Terry over and soon the pair was chatting like old friends.

Robert decided that he liked Jade's choice in a mate and started thinking of Terry as another daughter. Counting Margaret, now Robert was proud to say he had three.

* * * *

"I really liked Mags; your brother is a lucky guy," Terry said as they were changing out of their dresses.

"Yes, but not as lucky as I am," Jade said as she hugged Terry from behind and buried her face in Terry's long hair, breathing in Terry's scent.

"God you smell so good," Jade whispered as her hands crept up to cup Terry's bra covered breasts.

"Ohhh, are you attempting a repeat of last night?" Terry purred as Jade's hands lightly pulled at Terry's nipples.

"Yes, definitely. Think I can get away with it?" Jade asked as she pushed her hips forward, grinding her mound on Terry's firm butt.

"You might not but you certainly get an A for effort," Terry replied enjoying all that Jade was doing. Her anxieties about being over heard were all but forgotten when a light knock at the door caused both women to freeze.

"Just a second," Jade called as both scrambled to put their robes on. Covered and with a nod from Terry, Jade opened the door to find her mother.

"Hi precious, sorry to disturb you two but I just wanted to know how early you two were planning to go out tomorrow?"

"I'm not sure Mom," Jade answered.

"Early morning church service. I'll leave breakfast for the both of you if you're not up before we leave."

"It's okay Mom, we can make something or go out for breakfast so don't worry," Jade said.

"Are you sure?" Julia asked.

"Yes Julia, it's alright. We'll be fine," Terry agreed.

"Okay, have a good night girls," Julia told them as she kissed first Jade's cheek then Terry's. She left closing the door behind her. Jade turned to Terry and saw her holding her cheek where Julia had kissed her.

"Baby?" Jade questioned looking at Terry.

"She kissed me. Does that mean that she's okay with me?" Terry wondered aloud.

Jade took her somewhat stunned girlfriend in her arms, "Yes my love, my mother likes you and so do Dad, Robbie and Margaret. I was watching Dad today; he had this little smirk all day while you were working. I think you impressed him a lot."

"Yeah?"

"Yes. They see how happy I am with you, how content I am. They know that the spring in my step, my constant smiling and laughter is all because of you."

"You do those things for me too Jade."

Cuddling in bed, they were content to just hold each other until they both fell asleep sensing that life couldn't get any better.

Chapter 28

It was still dark out when Jade woke up. Terry was sleeping soundly so Jade carefully slid out of bed and went to the bathroom. She smiled to herself at what she had planned for today.

Knowing that her parents woke up early, Jade tapped lightly on their door and heard her father's voice telling her to come in.

Her parents were both propped up against the headboard of their bed. The reading lamps were on and it seemed they were waiting for Jade's arrival.

"You both knew I'd be coming huh?" Jade asked as she sat on her mother's side of the bed, facing them.

"Yes Jade, we expected you since yesterday," Julia said with a smile.

"Well?" Jade said and waited for what her parents were going to say.

"She's a lovely girl precious. Beautiful and smart, reserved but I can see she loves you completely," Julia told her daughter.

"I agree with your mother, the love she has for you is obvious and I can tell how much you love her too. You've been married before so you know what it means to share and compromise. You've been living with her for some time now so you already know if you two can make it together," Robert told his daughter seriously.

"From what I've seen over this weekend, you two are good together. We are happy to have Terry join our family," Julia announced proudly as she opened her arms to Jade.

Jade went to her mother and buried her face in her mother's shoulder as she hugged her tightly.

"Thank you Mom," Jade said softly. She did the same with her father before she sat back down.

"This means a lot to me and to her too. She was really worried that you wouldn't like her," Jade told them.

"Well meetings is a scary thing. I was petrified when I had to meet your parents," Robert said while looking at Julia with a small smile.

"Yes, you were so nervous, your hands were shaking," Julia said to Robert with a grin, "I had dared to tell him what your Oji promised to do to any boy who came calling," Julia told Jade and laughed.

"What did Oji promise to do?" Jade asked intrigued.

"Well, he didn't trust these American boys so he told me to warn them that if they didn't treat me with the proper respect, he'd use his katana sword to take their manhood," Julia said and shook her head at the memory.

"So you were afraid Oji was going to do that to you Daddy?"

"Well you have to keep in mind that I was young and dumb. A part of me actually thought it could happen," Robert admitted.

Jade couldn't help herself and laughed at her father's then naiveté'. They chatted some more before Jade made her way back to her room but not before making sure that Julia left Jade's surprise out where she could easily find it before she and Terry went out later on.

Terry was still asleep so Jade slipped back into bed for another couple of hours rest.

* * * *

They left the house by nine so they would have plenty of time before they had to catch their flight later that afternoon.

There wasn't much to see in the little town. Jade took Terry to the town's botanical gardens where they walked, enjoying the flowers. They spent an hour at the small flea market, picking up a few souvenirs for their friends. They stopped at Margaret's cafe for a quick bite and to say farewell then Jade took Terry to The Overlook.

The Overlook was the local romantic spot used mostly by the town's teens. A small plateau of sorts, it afforded a great view of the whole town especially at night.

During the daytime it was mostly deserted, especially on Sundays. Jade parked her mother's car in a shaded corner and the pair stepped out into the cool breeze. There were a multitude of different sized rocks that visitors often sat on to take in the view of the town.

They found a shaded rock that was large enough for both to sit on. Terry leaned on Jade and enjoyed the quiet companionship of her lover.

"Baby, have you ever been to Vermont?" Jade asked after a while.

"No, I haven't. Have you?"

"No. I thought it would be a nice place to visit," Jade said.

"Yeah, I guess so."

"There is another reason I'd like to go," Jade said softly.

"Oh, what's that?" Terry asked.

"This," Jade said as she stood and then went down on one knee as she reached into her pocket for the little box.

"Terry," Jade began, her voice thick with all that she was feeling, "these few months that we've been together have been the most wonderful of my life. You've given me more happiness than I've ever dreamed possible. Please Terry, say you'll be with me forever, that you'll be mine always. Terry, marry me, be my wife and let me be yours," Jade finished as she opened the box.

Terry's tears were already flowing at Jade's words and the emotions that Terry saw in Jade's eyes. She let out a big gasp at seeing the beautiful ring that Jade held.

"Yes!" Terry squealed as she hugged Jade tightly almost knocking her over in her rush to embrace her. They held each other, neither able to keep their tears at bay.

After a long while, they parted and both sat back on the rock as Jade placed the ring on Terry's finger.

"Oh Jade, it's so beautiful," Terry said her voice catching at what the ring on her finger meant. She had dared to dream that someday it might happen and now another dream was coming true, thanks to Jade.

Jade quickly scanned the surroundings and seeing that they were alone, brought her lips to Terry's. The kiss was long and slow, each feeling the overflowing love within the other.

"So you ready to go tell the family that we have a wedding to plan?" Jade said when the kiss ended.

"Yes, I want to tell everyone," Terry said excitedly.

"They'll probably want to throw us a party if my parents haven't already organized one."

"They knew?" Terry asked her eyes wide.

"Yes, I bought your ring when I was here last month. Mom's been holding on to it for me," Jade told her with a smile.

"You've been planning this for a month?" Terry asked shocked.

"Baby, I've been planning this since the first night we made love," Jade said seriously. She kissed Terry again before she continued, "Sweetheart, since that first time, I knew I never wanted to be without you. My mind, my body, my heart and my soul all belong to you."

"Oh Jade, my love, my only love, I feel that way too," Terry gushed as she pulled Jade's lips to her own again. 

"Oh baby, I love you and I just want to rip your clothes off and make love to you," Jade growled as she buried her face in Terry's neck, breathing in her sweet scent.

"So do I love but it'll be much sweeter to wait until we get home," Terry told her though her voice didn't sound all that convincing leading Jade to believe that she was feeling just as desperate to be naked with Jade.

"Baby, let's postpone our flight until tomorrow and check into the motel for a couple of hours," Jade said her voice reflecting her need to have Terry.

Terry's want of Jade was just as urgent, "You call your parents and I'll call the airline?" Terry suggested as they both stood and rushed to the car.

"Hi Mom, listen―" Jade was cut off as her mother started asking about the proposal and if Terry accepted.

"Mom! She said yes, we're pushing our flight back until tomorrow so we can celebrate. We'll be home later," Jade paused as she listened to her mother's protests about them not coming home right away.

"Mom we are going to celebrate for a while on our own then we'll come home and you and dad can do whatever," Jade told her. Her mother was not happy, but relented, figuring out what Jade probably meant about 'going to celebrate'―she was already planning a special dinner.

Terry had gotten through with the airline and their new departure time was set for seven the next morning.

Jade drove them to a little motel. The desk clerk was an attractive older lady who gave them a knowing smirk when Jade asked for a room at the back. Handing Jade the room key, she grinned and gave Terry a little wink, causing Terry to blush.

"I think the clerk knows why we're here," Terry said as they walked briskly towards their room.

"Yes, I believe she does. That was Ms. Rhodes and as far back as I can remember, rumors about her all point to her being a lesbian," Jade said, "Besides, I want you so badly that I'm sure it's visible," Jade told her as they reached their door.

Chapter 29

With the room door closed and locked, Jade felt her desire for Terry rise almost to the point of madness. Jade felt a near desperation in her wanting of Terry. She was just about ready to rip Terry's clothes off and ravish her until neither could move.

Terry was scanning the room and had no idea of the thoughts passing through Jade's mind but she too was in great need of loving Jade, of wanting to take Jade and be taken by her. She could already feel her clit swelling at the thought of what they would be doing to each other.

When Terry turned to Jade, her smile, one of purest love, tempered Jade's lust. Placing both of their purses on the small table at the side of the door, Jade took her lover in her arms and kissed her. A kiss filled with all her joy of being with Terry.

Slowly, Jade started removing Terry's clothes, kissing and caressing all of Terry's skin as it was exposed. The feel of Terry's soft skin, the scent of her body was driving Jade to go faster but she forced herself to slowdown and savor the experience.

Terry was thoroughly enjoying how Jade was treating her. Jade's soft touches and sweet kisses, licks and light nibbling all caused Terry to momentarily forget that she wanted to touch and kiss Jade too. She remained standing there, floating in the ocean of sensations that Jade was eliciting. Before she realized it, Terry was wearing only her panties as Jade guided her to the bed and had her lying on her back.

Terry watched, her eyes drinking in the sight of Jade as she slipped out of her clothes. Naked, Jade moved towards the bed, her pussy lips already glistening and distended with her arousal. Terry growled at the erotic way Jade's breasts jiggled slightly as she moved and licked her lips in anticipation of tasting Jade's wetness but she would have to wait.

Jade's eyes feasted on Terry's beautiful body and the outline of her engorged clit covered by her black panties. Starting with Terry's right foot, Jade licked sensually at Terry's toes, sucking each one slowly, causing little moans to escape. Doing the same to the other foot, Jade worked her way up Terry's leg and nibbled her inner thighs. She sucked softy on the sweet flesh and gently nuzzled her cheek against Terry's groin.




Hidden Desires Pt. 03



"Oh Jade, oh love," Terry called out but no sooner had she started than Jade stopped.

Taking Terry's panties off, Jade extended her tongue and licked just above Terry's clit, up to her stomach. She paused briefly to swirl her tongue in Terry's bellybutton before licking up to the undersides of Terry's breasts.

She moved up leaving a saliva trail all around Terry's breasts, avoiding those hard nipples for now. She lightly suckled Terry's neck, nibbled on Terry's earlobes and plunged her tongue in Terry's mouth.

It was torture but of a deliciously erotic kind that both women enjoyed.

Sucking hungrily on Jade's tongue, Terry ran her hands over Jade's back, loving the feel of Jade's soft skin. She cupped Jade's firm butt cheeks, squeezing and massaging the taut flesh and making Jade moan into her mouth.

Jade, for a moment, was distracted by Terry's fondling but she recovered, breaking the deep kiss and latching her lips to Terry's nipple. Jade tongued it rapidly and sucked hard causing Terry to cry out. In time she moved to the other one and did the same. With Jade's mouth on her nipples along with everything else Jade had done so far, Terry was feeling frantic.

"Ohhhhhh Jade, love, please," Terry begged as her hips tried to move under Jade's body showing Jade her need. She was desperate for some sort of contact on her almost painfully erect clit.

Jade shifted, adjusted both their bodies and lowered her wet, swollen pussy to Terry's clit. Terry's clit, long and slim as it was, fit nicely as Jade's swollen and widely splayed lips covered it as if to hide it from any and everything but her love. Jade's pussy, slick with her instant liquid love, easily slid along the length of Terry's sexy and sensitive clit bringing them both pleasures that racked their minds and bodies with their sexual love.

Jade loved how her pussy covered Terry's clit, and couldn't help but look down as if seeing her pussy swallowing that lovely clit that brought them so many joys. Sensations of love, of unadulterated sex, shot through her as she heard Terry's voice moaning with her maddening joys.

"Jade. My god...oh-oh, don't stop. I love you, Jade. Oh, I love you!" Terry uttered hotly as her climax was so near.

Jade, feeling her own climax so close, the sensations rushing through her, just had to take Terry's clit in her mouth. Her body screamed at her not to stop her movements for wanting her own release but she quickly moved and took Terry's clit into her practiced throat, and moaned deeply as she felt Terry's love gush into her and down her throat.

Terry, her hips lifted to the air, still raised her head looking at Jade with wildness in her eyes as she saw Jade taking her fully. The sight was so erotic, so compelling, that Terry grunted in both disbelief at all she was feeling, but also the utter decadence of their love that was so beautiful, so wondrous to her. She gladly gave Jade spurt after spurt of her love, her hands reaching spastically for Jade's hair, but finally giving up in total exhaustion.

Reluctantly, Jade released Terry's clit. Jade's own sex was throbbing madly in its wanting release. Terry, though tired, sensed Jade's need.

"Jade, come and let me love you please," Terry called, her hand pulling on Jade for her to move up and straddle Terry's face.

Jade did so happily, holding the headboard for support she gently lowered her hungering pussy to Terry's waiting mouth. To taste Jade's sweetly flowing love caused such a feeling of bliss in Terry. She loved Jade's taste, Jade's scent. It brought her such pleasure to lick those puffy lips and suckle Jade's sexy clit.

Jade was so hot, so in need that with only a few practiced strokes of Terry's skilled tongue, she shuddered in delicious ecstasy.

"Terry, oh baby!" Jade cried out, her hands gripping the headboard fiercely. Jade's hips jogged automatically on Terry's face then quickly sitting on it in her throes as her conscious mind worked to force her to maintain some control so as not to hurt Terry, her orgasm washed through her so hard.

Jade felt Terry's hands on her cheeks, pulling Jade's pussy tightly to her mouth, drinking all of Jade's love as it poured from her. Terry's tongue delved deep into Jade's sex, greedily pulling every ounce of liquid from Jade.

Being satisfied that she had completely gotten all of Jade's climax, Terry placed several gentle kisses on Jade's slit then she helped Jade move to lie next to her. Both were feeling tired, but sated for the moment and gladly snuggled into each other.

"I love you so much and that was so amazing," Terry whispered breathlessly to Jade along with many sweet kisses.

"That was almost too good my beautiful baby. I love you and I love that you're wearing my ring," Jade said with a mischievous grin.

"Hmm, you marking me with this ring, showing that I belong to you?" Terry asked with a teasing tone.

"Oh yes, you're mine and mine alone. No one else can have you and do you know why?" Jade said seriously.

"Why?"

"Because you own me," Jade said breaking into a wide grin.

"Love, that doesn't make any sense," Terry said.

"Doesn't have to make sense to anyone else my beautiful love, it makes sense to me, to us," Jade replied and followed with a hard kiss that stole Terry's breath.

"You're right, yes, that did make sense," Terry giggled.

They rested for a bit, lovingly caressing each other, stirring the feelings of want again. This time Terry pinned Jade down as she kissed and licked Jade's body. No part of Jade was left untouched by Terry's lips and tongue; even raking her teeth lightly over Jade's nipples. Jade really liked that and growled her approval.

Making her way down Jade's body, Terry lifted Jade's legs so she could lick and suck the back of Jade's thighs and knees. Terry worked her lips down to Jade's cheeks, nibbling those sweet globes.

Jade held on to her own thighs helping Terry to have access to her butt. She felt Terry's hands part her cheeks and Terry's tongue fluttering lightly on her rose bud. The sensation almost sent Jade into orbit.

"Oh god baby, don't tease me like that, please," Jade pleaded as Terry tongued her bud without mercy. She felt Terry slide first one then two fingers inside her hot, wet pussy. Jade whimpered in protest when those fingers left her pussy but she groaned when she felt one finger at her bud.

She felt Terry's tongue move up her slit and settle on her clit as she worked her finger in and out of Jade's anus, then a second finger gently joined the first. Terry wrapped her lips around Jade's clit and sucked hard as she continued to finger Jade's anus.

Jade's whole body shook, trembled, wound and unwound itself as she experienced a lightshow behind her eyelids. She screamed out her joy as her anus tightened around Terry's fingers, her vaginal walls contracted and her orgasm gushed, soaking Terry's chin and neck.

Spent and trying desperately to breathe, she was vaguely aware of Terry leaving the bed and going to the bathroom. An eternity later or maybe just a few minutes, she felt Terry get back on the bed. Jade opened her eyes and looked into Terry's beautifully smiling face; her gray eyes were filled with love.

"I love you my soon to be wife," Terry told her and leaned in for a kiss. Terry's lips on hers spurred a spike in Jade's passion and desire once again. She pulled Terry's body on top of hers, pressing their bodies tightly together. She felt Terry's hard clit pressing on her and groaned her need to feel that sensuous organ inside of her.

"Baby, love me, your clit...fuck me with it," Jade cried desperately, her need overwhelming her.

Terry positioned herself between Jade's legs. She eased her long clit inside Jade's slit, her own arousal driving her. Slowly she began humping her hips sending pleasurable sensations through both of their bodies.

"Yes-yes-yes," Jade chanted out her pleasure. She reached up and cupped Terry's beautiful breasts, her fingers settling on Terry's hard little buds. Jade pinched, having learnt just how much pressure Terry liked.

Terry threw her head back and cried out, her hips moving faster as she was rushing to another climax. Jade, knowing Terry and how close she was, wrapped her legs around Terry and pulled her tightly to her, Terry's clit going as deep inside of Jade as possible.

"Oh Jade, Jade, Jade, Jaaaadddde," Terry screamed as her orgasm hit, triggering Jade's as well. The blissful feelings seemed to roll through both and lingered as they fell, exhausted and happier than ever.

With their passion abated, they snuggled together, despite the wet spot they made, holding on tightly and with whispered words of deep love; they fell into a deep sleep.

* * * *

Sometime later, Jade stirred and awoke. It was still bright outside with a little sun streaming through the curtains. She turned and saw her beautiful fiancée looking at her.

"Hi baby. Been awake long?" Jade asked as she stretched languidly.

"A little while," Terry answered. She moved to Jade and laid her head on Jade's breast. Jade's hands automatically went around Terry.

"I love being like this with you," Terry said and sighed her contentment.

"Mmmmm, so do I. I hate to have it end but we should shower and head back," Jade said with regret.

"Yes we should. A nice long shower," Terry said with heat in her voice. Jade grinned as they sprang from the bed and raced to the bathroom. It would be a while before they would be finished.

Chapter 30

Returning the room key had Terry blushing again but even with her salacious grin, Ms. Rhodes remained professional biding them a 'thank you' and 'please come again'.

Arriving back at Jade's parent's house, they were greeted with a huge banner hanging in the living room. Jade's parents along with Robbie and Margaret were there.

"Congratulations you two," Robert boomed loudly as he hugged Jade and kissed her cheek then did the same with Terry.

"Thank you Daddy."

"Thank you Robert," Terry said as Julia moved to offer her well wishes too.

"I'm glad you're joining the family Terry," Robbie said in earnest, hugging her after he had hugged his sister, "Now, just because you're a lady doesn't mean I won't give you the 'you hurt my sister and you'll get it' speech, I've got my eye on you," Robbie told Terry seriously.

"Oh don't mind him, he's all bark," Margaret said and laughed at Robbie's look of disbelief at her selling him out. She too hugged the pair and wished them well.

"It's a good thing I love you Mags otherwise," Robbie warned but all could see he was bluffing at being stern.

Julia hustled them all to the dining room where she had a large dinner spread waiting. After their romp, Terry and Jade were famished and ate heartily.

"So any word on a date yet?" Julia asked.

"Not really, we haven't talked about it much yet," Jade said.

"Are you two going to go for a marriage, a civil union or a domestic partnership?" Margaret asked.

"Whichever one lets me call this wonderful woman my wife," Jade said making Terry blush sweetly.

"Gosh you really are in love, I've never seen you so sappy before," Robbie told his sister, shaking his head as if in astonishment.

"Oh leave you sister alone and be glad that she's happy," Robert said with a smile.

"I am Dad, I was just making an observation," Robbie said in his defense.

"Seriously speaking though, the legalities of it all are very limited in that if we get married it may not be legally recognized in most states. A civil union or domestic partnership is even more troubling because it affords even less protection under the law," Jade told them.

"Some states now allow for same sex marriage but outside of their borders very few states will recognize the marriage, it's still all so complex where laws are concerned," Terry said.

"We lucked out in that we live in a state that will allow us to have a civil union or a domestic partnership but we may lose out on some of the simple freedoms that straight married couples enjoy," Jade informed them. She had done a great deal of research on this in preparation for her proposal.

"One of the basic things about a straight marriage is that if I'm in the hospital and my husband arrives, he'll be taken to me immediately but it's not necessarily so with my wife. The hospital may not have a friendly policy about same sex relationships.

"The same applies if I'm injured and can't make any medical decisions for myself. In that case, we must have a specially made legal document that states that my wife is able to make any medical decisions I cannot make. The system is terrible but until it changes, we'll just have to make do as best we can," Jade said wearily. Her revelation of just how complicated their life would be dampened the celebratory mood somewhat, but Terry and Jade still loved it.

"It will be a challenge, sure, but you two are happy together, in love with each other and that's all that matters. If push comes to shove, we support you no matter what," Robbie declared with conviction.

"Well put my darling boy," Julia said with tears in her eyes. She had never been more proud of her son.

* * * *

Having to catch an early flight in the morning, they called it a night and Jade and Terry retired to bed.

"It's unfair how same sex couples are treated under the law," Jade said her voice filled with anger and some frustration.

"I know it is Jade, it's especially hard for you who enjoyed the freedom within a straight marriage to now be restricted with the confines of a lesbian one. However, look at it this way, things are much better now than they were a few years ago. Things are changing even if it's slowly," Terry told her trying to look on the brighter side of things.

"Yes, you're right baby," Jade agreed. "Have you been researching lesbian marriage in preparation for us?" Jade asked with a smile.

"Oh love, every lesbian who dreams of marriage knows the ins and outs of the law when it comes to marriage rights. I do however admit that it's been in the forefront of my mind lately."

"Good, because I am going to marry you, you will become Mrs. O'Connor."

"Really, are you going to be Mrs. Matthews?"

"If you want me to be. We'll have to decide on those things."

"Yes, we have a lot to talk and think about."

"We'll work it out baby. I love you so much so whatever makes you happy, I'll be good with it," Jade said as she pulled Terry close.

"I love you too and it's the same for me," Terry agreed as she snuggled into Jade's warm embrace.

* * * *

The booming sound of Jade's phone alarm jolted her awake. She snatched it up off of the bedside table and shut it off. Terry stirred but didn't wake. She looked so beautiful and Jade hated to wake her but they had a plane to catch.

"Terry, baby, we have to get up," Jade implored as she gently nudged Terry. Terry grumbled a bit but then opened her eyes. Her hand went to Jade's cheek and she smiled.

"We're going home today," she whispered.

"Yes baby, we are."

They rolled out of bed and Jade packed their few remaining things as Terry went to the bathroom. Jade took her turn quickly when Terry returned to the room and after dressing they rushed downstairs.

The rest of the family was already up including Margaret, who had spent the night. Julia had made coffee and was putting out bagels for breakfast.

"Good morning girls," Julia said happily as they entered.

"Morning Mom," Jade answered as she reached for the much needed coffee.

"Good morning," Terry said following Jade's lead and pouring herself a cup.

"Got everything packed?" Robert enquired.

"Yes, did the last this morning." Terry told him.

"Well we wish you didn't have to rush off but as soon as you've finished eating we have to go," Robert said his tone showing his regret that they couldn't stay longer.

"We know Daddy, but you'll see us again soon, promise," Jade assured him.

"Are you two gonna visit again or are we going to come to you?" Robbie asked.

"Good question but either way, we'll see each other," Jade said with Terry nodded her agreement.

With hugs and kisses, they said their goodbyes to Robbie and Margaret. Robert and Julia drove them to the airport and watched with mixed emotions of joy and some sadness at their departure.

On the flight home they both napped in preparation for their return. Though both wanted nothing more than to go straight home and relax, they each had things that wouldn't keep any longer. With a quick goodbye, they each went their separate ways to work.

Chapter 31

After informing their friends about the engagement and the ensuing party that Paula insisted on throwing, Jade and Terry went about deciding on just how they were going to get married. It was a tedious job deciding the fine details.

As Jade had suspected her grandparents wholeheartedly disapproved of her choice in a mate. Her grandmother tried to first bully, then guilt Jade into stopping the so-called madness.

It hurt her to do it but Jade told her grandmother flatly, accept it or don't either way her soon to be wife was here to stay. In the end the older heads of the O'Connor clan turned their backs on Jade.

It amazed Terry that someone as kind and understanding as Robert came from parents who were so narrow-minded and bigoted.

* * * *

Jade was determined to have a Vermont honeymoon along with the official paperwork. Having a large wedding there could be a problem for the fact that everyone would have to fly there, it would be much easier on everyone to just have everything right here at home. The commute would be far less expensive.

They were sitting at home debating the issue when Terry's keen mind came up with the possible solution.

"It's going to be hugely expensive for everyone to go all the way to Vermont just to see us wed no matter how much they love us," Terry said with a frown.

"I know baby but even if our state won't recognize the Vermont certificate, I really want to have one and an actual marriage, even if it's only valid in a handful of states," Jade said stating her case.

"Love, what if we do that and have the wedding here too?"

"Two weddings?" Jade asked, her face showing her skepticism.

"Well think about it love, we have all our friends here and it's just a couple of hours on a plane for your family. We could have a nice celebration here with friends and family. We could have a simple ceremony with us declaring our love and commitment then we can go to Vermont and have the wedding you want and our honeymoon," Terry ended with a sexy smile.

"It sounds perfect, and we should talk more about it later but for now, let's practice for that honeymoon," Jade said seductively as she pulled Terry from the couch and to the bedroom.

* * * *

Three months later they were ready. The paperwork had been filed and approved for their civil union within their state and Jade had flown to Vermont and filed for their marriage license and made arrangements for their long awaited honeymoon.

So far things were on schedule. Jade's parents, along with Robbie and Margaret's arrival was set and Terry was handling the last minute details with the decorator and caterer.

The backyard was large enough to hold the thirty or so guests they would have. It accommodated the small arch where they would stand, enough room for the tables and chairs, space for a short aisle and even a small dance area for the reception. It was set to be elegant and beautiful.

* * * *

"Precious, your dad is walking you down the aisle but who is going to give Terry away?" Julia asked as Jade was getting them settled into the bedroom they would be staying in. Terry was down the hall doing the same with Robbie and Margaret.

"Well Mom, Terry decided that she wouldn't walk down the aisle but would just wait at the altar with her maid of honor," Jade told her.




Hidden Desires Pt. 03



"I don't know if this would be something you both might like but why couldn't I walk both of you down the aisle, at the same time?" Robert suggested.

"Your father and I talked about it and we feel it might be nice and kinda symbolic to show that we are happy and accepting," Julia interjected.

It was a beautiful thought and Jade loved her parents for thinking about it.

"Daddy, why don't you ask Terry if she'd like you to do it and see what she says? It'll mean a lot coming from you," Jade told him.

"That's a good idea," Robert agreed.

After dinner, Robert asked if he could have a private word with Terry. Her eyes searched and found Jade's as Terry silently conveyed her worry but Jade just smiled warmly.

Terry led them out to the backyard. The decorator would be by the next day to turn the empty space into a beautiful setting.

"How are you feeling Terry?" Robert began.

"I'm happy, excited and a little nervous," Terry said softly.

"Listen, I was thinking about this walking down the aisle and Jade said that you're not walking. Terry, every girl deserves to walk down the aisle at her wedding. I know you don't have a dad to walk with you so I was thinking that maybe you'd like to walk with me," Robert told her. Terry gasped at hearing his offer.

"I thought that you and Jade could walk with me at the same time, one on either arm."

"Oh god, Robert that's so sweet of you to offer," Terry said, a few tears suddenly rolling down her cheeks. This was so much more than she could have hoped for; this was Robert's acceptance of her in his daughter's life, and perhaps as another kind of daughter as well.

"So do you accept? Can I walk you down the aisle Terry, my daughter?" At hearing the words 'my daughter' Terry cried out her joy and rushed into Robert's open arms. She had never had a father and now this wonderful man was offering her something that she never thought she'd have.

Terry truly felt blessed to be entering into this family of amazing people. Jade and Julia were watching from behind the curtains and both smiled at the display. They both rushed outside and joined in the loving moment. Robbie always the joker came out with Margaret singing we are family. They too got pulled into the family hug. Jade smiled brightly; life was good.

Chapter 32

For having done this before Jade didn't expect to be so nervous but here she was feeling like a wreck. Paula was no help as her maid of honor since she just laughed at Jade's anxiousness.

"There's nothing to worry about J, you're going to go out there, looking beautiful like the sexy, confident woman that you are and marry your girl. Honestly, what's there to be nervous about?"

"I can't wait for the day when you do this then the shoe will be on the other foot and I'll be the one laughing," Jade spat at Paula finding her to be a convenient target for her frustrations at feeling so nervous.

"Oooh, there's that fire I know you have. Be sure to save some of that to knock Terry's socks off on the honeymoon," Paula said making Jade grin widely at the thought.

"Oh Paula, I'm so happy but I have butterflies too. I feel that everything is so right now. As long as I have Terry it's like my life is perfect," Jade said her voice heavy with her emotions.

"Okay babe, don't start the water works yet, you'll ruin your makeup. Besides you have to look pretty for your girl," Paula told her as she embraced her friend in a warm hug. "Have I mentioned how happy I am for the two of you?" 

"Yes, but I wouldn't mind hearing it again."

"Jade, honey it's time," Julia popped her head into the room and announced. Her daughter looked so beautiful in her honeydew colored gown―Jade had insisted that only Terry should wear white since this was her first wedding.

"Let's go babe," Paula said and extended her hand to lead Jade out to her dad.

"Yes."

* * * *

If Jade was nervous, Terry was a basket case. She had asked her friend Abby to stand for her as her maid of honor and now Abby was doing her best to keep Terry calm―which was almost impossible.

"Terry, you have to relax. Just think, soon you'll be married to the woman of your dreams. It's going to be wonderful."

"What if I can't do this? What if I choke when I have to say my vows?" Terry worried as she paced around the room. Abby shook her head. Terry was looking so beautiful in her gown and the small, delicate veil. She was a vision and Jade would be stunned at how lovely Terry looked.

"Alright girl, come and sit down," Abby said as she took Terry by the hand and guided her into a chair.

"Girl, you are beautiful and in love. Today is all about making a commitment to that love and you will do just fine. At the right moment you'll say what's in your heart, pledge your love for Jade and promise to be with her forever. Then we'll all party like the animals we are," Abby growled the last and got a laugh out of Terry.

"Thanks Abs, you are a great friend."

"I know I am," Abby said with a smug tone making Terry laugh more and worry less.

"See, you've got nothing to worry about. I remember I was nervous too on my big day but I got through it and if I can then so can you."

Terry was about to reply when there was a gentle knock at the door. Abby opened it and Julia stepped into the room.

"Oh you look so beautiful Terry," Julia gushed happily.

"Thank you Julia."

"If you're ready dear, it's time," Julia told her.

"Okay," Terry said. With a few deep breaths, she took her bouquet and made her way out.

* * * *

Jade, Paula and Robert were waiting as Terry and Abby made their way down the stairs.

Jade gaped when she saw Terry. Terry was the picture of lovely elegance. Her dress, which was a pristine white, was strapless with a sweetheart neckline. The skirt was side draped with flowers on the waist and a thin veil flowed down and around her shoulders. Seeing Terry looking so spectacular stole Jade's breath away.

There were no words for how gorgeous Jade looked. The lacy, halter back sheath dress was sexy and complimented Jade's body, showing off her curves in a beautiful and tasteful way. Terry was in awe and stared for several seconds before Jade's voice snapped her out of her stunned silence.

"Hi beautiful," Jade said as a glowing smile spread across her face. Terry blushed at how Jade was looking at her and how she had been staring too.

"Hi yourself. You look magnificent."

"Yes you are both to die for, now ladies let's do this," Paula urged. She had to move things along otherwise they would stand there all day and just admire each other.

Robert stepped up and offered each bride and arm as Paula offered hers to Abby. Julia went to take her seat and to signal the DJ to start the music. A soft, sweet melody began as Paula and Abby slowly walked down the aisle and took their places.

The traditional wedding march began and the guests all rose to watch the two brides. Julia, and even Margaret, shed tears at how beautiful the pair looked.

Taking their places under the arch in front of the Chaplin, Robert kissed first Jade's cheek then Terry's and took his place at his wife's side. The music stopped, all took their seats and the Chaplin, Lillian Peterson began.

"Family, friends, we have all gathered here to witness the joining of these two beautiful souls. They have shared their lives and now stand before you to pledge their commitment to each other.

"I met these two ladies some time ago and from the moment I saw them, I saw what is known to all of you already, and that's how much they love each other. Goodness, it's so sweet to see so much love passing between these two," she said as Terry blushed happily, and Jade mildly as she looked at Terry and thought of how right Lillian was.

"Jade, Terry, marriage is a public joining of two people who openly and freely acknowledge before everyone that their love is so sacred to them that they will pledge themselves to each other for all time.

"Love, when it is as great as you two have, is our ultimate expression of our joy in each other, and our wish to share our lives in every way. Love as yours is in each other is a thing of beauty to see, something that gives us all hope in the beauty of life.

"Before pronouncing you wife and wife, I know that you two wish to express your everlasting love to each other, and give to each other symbols of your love and commitment to each other," she said, then looked first at Jade.

Taking a deep breath, Jade looked into Terry's eyes and began.

"Terry, my life was incomplete but I didn't know that until I met you. When you came into my life, you brought joy, laughter, fulfillment, and love. You are everything that I have dreamed of in a partner, a mate and lover.

"Today I promise to you that I will forever love you, always stand with you and support you in all that you do. I will be there for you in the good times and the not so good times. I will cry with you, laugh with you, share everything that I am with you and always be faithful to you.

"I will be there when you're sick to take care of you, listen when you need someone to vent to; I will never take you for granted or deny who you are to me for you are my life, my love, my everything."

Paula quickly passed Jade the ring and she continued.

"Terry, you complete me; I love you and I give you this ring as a symbol of my love and commitment from this day until the end of my days and beyond."

They had decided on simple platinum bands with their initials engraved on them. Terry couldn't help the tears that ran down her cheeks as Jade placed the ring on her finger.

All nerves faded as Terry looked into Jade's eyes and saw only love. Stalling her tears for the moment, she spoke.

"Jade, I was alone for so long before you came into my life. I never thought I would find someone so sweet, so kind, and so beautiful to love me, someone whom I could love and trust.

"You've shown me nothing but unconditional love and I vow to you today, in front of everyone here to love you in the same way, always and forever. You've given me your heart freely and I will cherish it always, as I give mine to you. I will be your rock when you need strength and be soothing to you when you need calm.

"I know we'll have our ups and downs, good times and bad, we'll get sick and we'll be healthy but through it all I will be with you to share it all.

"I love you Jade and you are my one and only. There will be no other, and for as long as I live I will be faithful to you. I give you this ring as a sign of my promise to be the partner, mate, and lover you want and need always."

Jade couldn't hold back her own tears as Terry slipped a ring identical to the one Jade had given to her on Jade's finger.

Lillian, her face showing she was about ready to cry too at the beauty of their love, said "Jade, Terry by the power vested in me by our state, I pronounce you both united as one. You may kiss your bride."

Their lips met in a tender, love-filled kiss as the cheers erupted from the guests. Arm in arm they walked down the aisle to the applause of the guests as the DJ announced, "Ladies and gentlemen, I present to you Mrs. Matthews-O'Connor and Mrs. O'Connor-Matthews."

* * * *

The reception party was wonderful. Many toasts of kind words and well wishes were given causing both brides to smile endlessly. The cake; three tiers, was decorated with white lilies and honeydew colored flowered vines. They both cut and fed each other amusing everyone around.

They danced together, both sighing with pleasure and joy. Robert danced with each, whispering to Jade, "She's beautiful, marvelous, and loves you as you love her. I know you'll be happy together," then to Terry, "Jade does love you dearly, and I don't blame her; you two are beautiful together."

When Robbie danced with each of them he caused tears, but they were from too much laughter.

Finally, late into the night, with all guests gone, Jade and Terry called it a night. The day had drained them completely and after showering they crawled into bed. As much as they might have wanted to, they were just too tired for anything more than a soft kiss, words of love and a few giggles about being wives. There would be time enough for all the sex they could handle after tomorrow morning when they would leave for their honeymoon.

Chapter 33

The flight to Vermont was long and slow but Jade and Terry didn't mind. They held hands for most of the trip and both kept looking at their rings and each other with blissful smiles.

They landed and took a taxi to the inn. They were promptly checked in by the friendly and welcoming staff. Their room was a large suite with its own small fireplace and Jacuzzi tub in the bathroom. The bed was king size and comfy. They had a meeting scheduled for later on with the person who would legally marry them.

They decided to forgo any intimacies until after the ceremony, leaving an air of romance to their honeymoon. They had a full week to be together and make love until they couldn't move so a little abstinence would only enhance the rest of the time they would have together.

After having a short nap and a refreshing shower they went to the dining hall for lunch before they met with the Justice who would marry them.

Lunch was buffet style with a wide range of delectable treats to choose from. While filling her plate, Terry felt a body bump into her. She turned and found a young blonde woman who was blushing from head to toe with embarrassment.

"I'm so sorry Miss," she apologized, "I didn't mean to walk into you, I wasn't paying attention."

"That's okay, accidents happen," Terry said with a warm smile.

"Sweet pea?" a voice called, the young blonde flushed even more.

"Everything alright pea?" The woman asked, her accent telling that she was British.

"Yes Jesse, I wasn't looking and accidently bumped into this lady. I was apologizing," The blonde answered.

"What are we going to do with you? This is the third one today. I'm sorry about her Miss?"

"Terry," Terry volunteered.

"Terry, I'm Jessica and I hope you can forgive her, she's just been so excited about the trip and we can't seem to burn off the energy no matter how hard we play."

"Jess," the blonde said and blushed at Jessica's admittance and what it indicated.

"As I told her it's okay, accidents do happen sometimes," Terry said with a smile.

"Baby, everything okay? Jade asked as she walked back to Terry.

"It's fine, just a little accident, nothing to worry about. This is Jessica and―oh I'm sorry I didn't get your name," Terry said to the blonde sensing that introducing her as 'pea' might not be acceptable though it seemed to be an endearment.

"It's Paige."

"Jessica, Paige, this is Jade, my wife," Terry blushed herself as she said the last, a smile spreading across her face.

"Hi there," Jade said, smiling, having heard how Terry introduced her.

"Well aren't you two cute. I'll bet the Queen's crown that you're newlyweds," Jessica said and grinned.

"Did I hear something about newlyweds?" another woman with the same British accent said as she joined them, throwing an arm around both Jessica and Paige.

"Yes darling, this is Terry and Jade. Ladies this is my wife, Victoria," Jessica told them.

"It's nice to meet you both. Sweetie did you get everything you wanted? We're all holding up the buffet line," Victoria pointed out.

"Yes Vicky, I'm good," Paige said.

"Alright, if you two are finished would you like to join us at our table?" Victoria offered.

Curiosity getting the better of them, they accepted. There was something interesting about this trio. Jade and Terry wanted to find out what kind relationship they had.

It turned out that the trio was actually a love triangle with Victoria and Jessica being together for some time and Paige only just entering into a relationship with them as their paramour. This getaway was a celebration of Paige's joining them.

Jade and Terry were quickly warming to them. They were very nice people, pleasant and very loving with each other. They showed many pictures of their son and spoke fondly of their life at home and their many friends. They were thrilled to learn of Jade and Terry's plans about a second wedding and asked if they could be there to support them. The answer was an instant yes.

* * * *

The Justice of the Peace was an older gentleman who was very kind in his welcoming of them. He questioned gently about what kind of ceremony they would like and other such particulars.

Since they had already had a big ceremony they opted for the quickest and simplest. Witnesses were offered if they didn't have any of their own. They had initially chosen to go with that option but decided to ask their new friends if they would be willing.

A couple of hours later, Jade, Terry and the trio stood in front of the official as he efficiently went through the simple ceremony and pronounced them married.

Victoria took them to a nice, lesbian friendly restaurant and with a bottle of champagne, toasted to Jade's and Terry's happiness. They had a good dinner and thanking the trio they headed up to their suite for the much anticipated honeymoon.

* * * *

"Why don't you get the fireplace lit while I take a shower," Terry suggested after Jade had showered.

"Sure thing baby unless you want some help in there?" Jade purred as she pulled Terry for a kiss.

"As much as I would love that, I have a surprise for you so please just wait a little won't you?" Terry asked and pouted her lower lip sweetly. That sexy lower lip had become Terry's secret weapon against Jade to get her way. Jade was unable to resist any request Terry made when she did that sexy pout. This time was no different and Jade quickly complied.

Getting the fire lit, Jade spread out a blanket and some pillows in front of the fireplace and poured them both a glass of champagne. Terry didn't know it but Jade had a couple of surprises herself, the first of which was under her robe.

Jade spent the next twenty minutes eagerly anticipating what Terry's surprise would be. She guessed it was some sort of sexy lingerie that would showcase all of Terry's charms. Her body was humming in anticipation of seeing Terry. Jade became lost in her little fantasy of what Terry would look like, how she'd be dressed and felt her pussy becoming wet as her nipples stiffened.

"Jade," Terry's soft voice called bringing Jade out of her daydream. Turning to face Terry, Jade's eyes almost popped out of her head at the erotic image Terry presented.

Terry was wearing a black, sheer mesh baby-doll with off-the-shoulder ruffled sleeves and matching panties. Her honey colored hair was strewn about her shoulders in a sultry sort of way. There was no bra to the outfit and Terry's breasts looked magnificent with the thin fabric draped over them. The materiel was so thin that Jade could clearly see Terry's protruding nipples and puckered areola.

The hem ended just past the top of Terry's thighs and the see-through mesh gave a lovely showing of her taut stomach and the sexy little panties she wore. They were skimpy but had just enough cloth to cover her clit that was already engorged. She also had black satin mules with small fur puffs that accented her long, slender, and sexy legs.

For almost thirty seconds, Jade just stood, open mouthed, her eyes drinking in greedily the view of Terry dressed so erotically. Unlike the last time Terry had worn something so scandalously hot, there were no nerves this time, but a new confidence that her body was beautiful and desirable.

"Do you like how I look?" Terry asked a sexy little smile playing on her lips at Jade's gaze. At first Jade could only nod, her eyes traveling up and down Terry slowly, savoring every inch of her wife's loveliness.

Jade swallowed hard and licked her dry lips repeatedly before she spoke.




Hidden Desires Pt. 03



"You are a goddess," Jade uttered, her voice telling of her being in awe.

"Oh love," Terry said as she carefully walked to Jade.

Jade, having regained some semblance of herself, went to Terry and took her in her arms. Jade kissed her passionately, conveying her love and of how scrumptious she found Terry to be.

"Baby you are gorgeous and I just want to keep looking at you but if I do that, I won't be able to make love to you and I'm desperate to do so. I want you so badly, god it's almost driving me out of my mind, but I have a surprise for you first though it can't possibly top yours," Jade said as she guided Terry to the blanket and helped her sit.

Stepping back, Jade undid the tie of her robe and let it fall. Terry gasped in surprise seeing Jade's body. Jade's bra was black and lifted her breasts to give a divine showing of cleavage. The bra cups however had thin slits in them and Jade's rock hard nipples were poking out through the slits in the most inviting way.

The panties matched the bra and hugged Jade's body so sexily but upon closer inspection, they were crotch less. Jade's lips, already slick and swollen were uncovered and calling out to Terry to suckle, kiss, lick and nibble them. Terry suddenly wanted to bury her face in Jade's hot, wet center, breathe her glorious scent and taste her flowing love.

"Oh Jade, you look so sexy. I think you're the goddess. Let me be your devotee and worship you," Terry said her voice trembling as her craving for Jade's body was almost too much.

"Soon baby, soon," Jade told her as she knelt next to Terry and handed her a glass, "I want to make a toast first. To you my sweet wife who honored me so much today by accepting my hand in marriage. I love you and look forward to the long and happy life we'll have together."

They each took a sip then kissed as if to seal what Jade had said.

"Jade, my love, my life, I toast you who holds my heart, loves my body, stimulates my mind, fulfills my fantasies and enriches my soul. I love you and the life we are building together my wife."

Another sip and another kiss, then Jade took the glasses away.

Chapter 34

Lying on their sides, their hands running sensually over each other's heated skin, Jade was taken over by her lust. Twining her fingers in Terry's hair she pulled their lips together and kissed her wife with an almost desperate need. The kiss was wet, and so erotically charged that it had them moaning deeply into each other.

Jade rolled them so her body was now on top of Terry's. Their mouths never parting as they ravished each other until the need for air forced them apart.

"God baby, you are so exquisite," Jade whispered into Terry's ear. Jade sucked and nibbled on the sensitive spot just below her earlobe. Jade slowly sucked Terry's neck lightly and licked every inch of flesh that the baby-doll didn't cover.

Terry mewled out her pleasure at Jade's lips scorching her body as her own hands were tracing up and down Jade's exposed back and occasionally using her nails, tantalizing Jade's skin with gentle scrapes.

Jade couldn't resist Terry's nipples and sucked on them through the thin fabric. She bit down gently on one as her hand cupped and squeezed the other breast. Terry growled, her hands going to Jade's shoulder and pressing for Jade to keep moving, going down to where she needed to feel Jade's mouth the most. Her hips were fighting to raise, her clit desperate for a touch, anything to help relieve the sexual aching that was becoming unbearable.

Jade was more than happy to comply, lifting the sheer material up and over Terry's stomach. She went straight for the clit, licking it through the panties and finding the garment soaked with Terry's essence. Jade lapped at the moistness and sucked the firm flesh underneath.

"Oh Jade, please stop teasing me," Terry begged in a heated rush. She needed to cum and she needed it now.

Jade deftly pulled the panties off of Terry and wrapped her hand around Terry's swollen clit. It was hot and pulsing in Jade's hand. She stroked it gently while looking at it with lust filled eyes. Terry's hips came off of the blanket as a harsh breath flew from her.

Guiding her hips back down, Jade dipped her head and ran her tongue over Terry's vaginal lips repeatedly as she continued to slowly stroke Terry's overwrought clit. Terry made every throaty sound known to exist as her body succumbed to Jade's ministrations.

Jade saw the signs and knew Terry was close. She quickly took Terry's clit and with velvety mouth and tongue sensuously stroking, brought Terry to a screaming orgasm that was long and beautiful. Jade was rewarded with a torrent of Terry's fluids that she drank with fervor.

Terry was in a world of pleasure and love as she felt Jade's hands caressing her, helping her to come down from her euphoria.

Willing her limbs to work, she reached for Jade and pulled her love into her arms. With Jade's wanton desire fulfilled for now, she kissed Terry tenderly conveying her love. Terry however was feeling her need to give to Jade what she had just experienced. 

Pushing Jade onto her back, Terry kissed Jade hard, stealing her breath and sending delicious tingles through her body. Jade's nipples, still hard and poking sexily through the bra cup slits were too sweet to pass up. Terry took her time, lavishing her tongue on those large buds, sucking hard and scraping her teeth to heighten Jade's pleasure.

While continuing to work wonders with her mouth, Terry shifted her body slightly, and her hand slipped down to Jade's slit. Jade's juices were freely flowing out of her and Terry's fingers were immediately covered in the slippery fluid. Rubbing her fingers teasingly over Jade's pussy lips, she spread Jade's juices all over her center, lightly brushing her clit.

"Oh-oh-oh baby," Jade cried out, her arousal overwhelming her, her hips trying to lift even with Terry's body on hers.

"You like that?" Terry asked as she very slowly rubbed the pad of her finger on Jade's clit.

"Yes, oh yes baby, yes Terry," Jade wailed her hands grabbing at Terry's shoulders and arms, "Please baby, please," Jade cried in desperation.

"What do you want lover? What do you want me to do?"

"Please, please, put your fingers in me, I need to feel you inside me," Jade called in near panic, her need being so great.

Not wanting to torture Jade any further, Terry plunged two fingers inside Jade's silky interior. An ear splitting scream erupted from Jade's throat as her fingers dug into Terry's shoulders. Her hips fought to buck but couldn't with much of Terry's weight on her.

Rubbing her thumb vigorously on Jade's clit, her fingers sawing in and out in a well practiced motion, Terry bit down on one of Jade's nipples. The light pain mixed with the intense pleasure she was feeling had Jade's body straining.

Knowing Jade's body signals, Terry knew Jade would explode. Making love as they were, Terry's excitement was further heightened by her fantasy ridden self―those crotch-less panties were just too good to pass up with Jade's vulva pushing out of them. The eroticism of it all was maddening.

Quickly going to Jade's pussy, she was just in time to catch Jade's cum that squirted into her mouth as powerfully as hers ever did. Terry sensed the marvel of the proclivity of her mind to fantasize, and how having her mouth on Jade's pussy through those sexy panties almost had her squirting too. Luckily, she kept from it as she enjoyed both Jade, and her fantasy of Jade as she was.

It truly was one of those good and hard orgasms that left Jade panting and feeling drained of energy. Her head seemed to spin and her mind lost focus. The next thing Jade registered was Terry's hand on her cheek and her voice calling out to Jade.

"Jade, love, can you hear me?" Terry's concerned voice asked.

"Yes I hear you baby," Jade answered, her voice low and scratchy. Terry helped her sit up and gave her some champagne to wet her dry throat.

"You okay?"

"Yes, what you did was just so wow, no words my love, no words for that," Jade said and wrapped Terry in a hug.

"So was that beautiful orgasm of yours," Terry said, her breath suddenly bated.

* * * *

They rested, holding each other, kissing softly. When Jade felt she had regained enough strength, she sprang her other surprise on Terry.

"Baby, there's something I want to talk to you about," Jade said seriously as she sat up.

"Okay, what is it?" Terry asked as she sat up also and looked at Jade.

"Terry, my sweet wife, remember that day when you told me about how your body was? We talked about your physical traits and about the possibilities of how you could have sex."

"Yes Jade I remember. You were so very accepting and understanding of all that I told you," Terry told her and kissed Jade's lips lightly.

"I loved you and I didn't care about anything other than being with you," Jade offered as she too kissed Terry's lips.

"Baby, when we talked, we touched on you having intercourse with a woman, using your clit and we found out since then that it's possible and feels so hot and sexy, but we haven't tried the other side of things yet. We haven't tried you having intercourse, having your pussy filled," Jade said gently.

"Love, you know it might not be possible. It could be painful and I could get hurt. Besides all the toys we have are too big to even try with. I've never had anything bigger than one of your fingers in me," Terry pointed out.

"I know baby, that's why I got this," Jade told her as she lifted one of the pillows she had placed on the side of the blanket. Jade held up the short, extremely thin dildo and harness that she had bought all those months ago.

"I found this sometime ago. It's just over five inches long and it's no more than an inch wide," Jade explained and handed it to Terry. Terry examined it closely, her eyes wide and her mind swimming with what Jade was proposing. Her fantasies were suddenly beginning to revive.

"Jade, are you saying that you want to umm, take my true virginity with this?" Terry asked her voice very soft, almost a whisper.

"Yes baby, if you're willing for us to try. I would like very much to deflower my bride," Jade said gently.

Terry snuggled into Jade, burying her face in Jade's neck as her mind reeled. Did she want to try this? Would it feel good and would she like it? She was silent for a long while thinking hard and sorting through her feelings. Jade was patient and just held her wife as she worked through her apprehensions.

If the answer was no, Jade would respect it. She would not push Terry into this if she wasn't comfortable with it. Jade loved Terry too much to go against her wishes on any matter.

"Love, I would like to try but I'm scared. I think I still do have a hymen and it's painful when it gets broken right? I'm worried that it'll only be painful and not pleasurable," Terry voiced to Jade.

"Yes baby, breaking the hymen does involve some pain but it only lasts for a short time, but sometimes not at all. Afterwards the stimulation feels good and you'll only be sore for a little while too if we do this. Terry, we don't have to do it if you're not okay with it. It was just a suggestion not a demand alright. If we never do this then that's okay with me," Jade told her and kissed Terry's head sweetly, rocking her body gently to comfort and chase away any fears that were left.

They sat quietly for a while then Terry kissed Jade's neck and sat up.

"Even though I'm apprehensive about this, I know I'm in good hands with you. I love you and I want to give you every part of me. So my love, how do we begin?"

Terry was apprehensive, but it was her fantasy driven mind that pushed her over the edge. Jade would fuck her, and lovingly. Untold beautiful sensations swirled around in her mind. If it did hurt, she would still be giving Jade pleasure, and she wanted that for both of them―and maybe it would be pleasurable for her just as Jade said.

"You're sure Terry? It's not an obligation baby; it's not a requirement on my part."

Terry hushed Jade's words with a deep kiss that proved that Terry wanted this. That she was willing to try. Very much willing to try it.

Jade slipped the baby-doll off of Terry then removed her own lingerie. She retrieved two of the thick towels from the bathroom. Folding one, Jade placed under Terry, the other she placed to one side for Terry's expected orgasmic flow which she thought might be spectacular this time.

Donning the harness and setting the dildo, Jade placed a bottle of lube nearby and then stretched her body out over Terry's.

Jade could see the nervousness in Terry's eyes even in the dim light. She kissed Terry's lips slowly, her tongue gliding along Terry's lips. Terry's lips parted and Jade's tongue slipped into Terry's mouth. Jade made sweet, sexy love to her mouth in an attempt to chase away her worry.

There was no rush, as both enjoyed the feel of each other's bodies, their heat and growing passion. Terry's hands moved over Jade's body, down her sides and over her hips, to her cheeks, the small of her back, up to her shoulder blades and resting finally on the top of her shoulders, holding Jade firmly to her as their kissing continued.

Jade eased them out of the kiss, her tongue scraping along Terry's cheek and to her ear. The way Jade's tongue worried her ear made Terry moan her delight.

"Are you ready baby?" Jade asked.

"Yes," Terry uttered.

Jade lifted her body and taking the bottle of lube, rubbed a generous amount on the dildo. She positioned herself between Terry's opened legs and applied a generous amount of the lube between Terry's pussy lips.

"I'll go very slowly alright? If at any time it's too much, too painful and you need to stop just say so and I will, okay?" Jade told her seriously. Terry nodded and closed her eyes as Jade began massaging her opening with one finger. Slowly, Jade's finger slipped inside of Terry. With the unusual physiology of Terry's body, Jade wanted to take every care with her.

"Baby how does that feel?" Jade asked as she carefully worked her finger in and out. Jade could feel how tight Terry was.

"It feels nice," Terry said and sighed, her body enjoying what Jade was doing so far.

Jade tried to gently slide another finger into Terry and felt the resistance.

"Baby, I'm going to start using the dildo now okay?"

Terry took a deep breath and nodded.

Using her hand to guide it, Jade placed the head of the dildo at Terry's opening. She felt Terry's body go still but she didn't object. Leaning her body down until she was on top of Terry's, Jade told her, "I love you," and kissed her hard.

At the same time that their lips met, Jade began to push forward, but gently. She felt Terry flinch, and pulled back to ease the pressure, then pushed forward again, still without too much pressure. Continuing as she was, soon the pain was passing as Terry's pussy began to respond naturally, her inner moistness facilitating Jade's intrusion.

Through it all, Jade never stopped kissing Terry's lips in an effort to distract her from the pain. Soon Jade sensed her patience being rewarded.

Terry's body relaxed and Jade pulled back from the kiss.

"Terry, baby? Are you okay?"

"Yes, it's not so bad anymore. It's actually starting to feel really nice," Terry said as her hands started moving along Jade's back again.

"I love you, baby," Jade said, and kissed Terry softly as she began to move in her again.

Jade gently rocked her hips and kept her eyes on Terry's face for any sign that she should stop but there was none. Instead there was a look of fascination at what she was feeling.

Gradually Jade was moving the dildo in and out of Terry's body in smooth strokes as Terry hummed her pleasure at the sensations.

Jade increased the power and speed of her thrusts as Terry started moving her hips as much as she could to match Jade's movements. Jade could feel Terry's clit pressed between them. It was hard and Jade could feel how wet Terry was.

Jade raised her body off of Terry's, propping herself up on one elbow, and grabbed the second towel and placed an end under Terry's clit. She flipped the rest of the towel over Terry's clit and slid her hand under it and onto her clit, all the while she continued to work her hips. Jade pumped the dildo in and out as she stroked Terry's clit with soft teasing motions. Terry loved the mix of wonderful sensations soaring throughout her body, the pleasures many and heavenly. In time, it was just too magnificent not to find its glorious relief.

"Oh-oh, yes, yes, don't stop, please Jade don't stop, god, it's so good, it feels so good," Terry cried as her own hands went to her breasts, squeezing and puling at her nipples.

Shortly Terry let out a shrill scream, her whole body tensing, as her orgasm washed through her. Jade didn't slow her stroking of Terry's clit, her flood being caught by the towel as well as Jade's hand that took some of it and used it as an aide to the pleasure of having a clit such as Terry had. The feel of her clit lubed on the outside extended Terry's joy, the sensations lusciously manifold and delicious to her body.

Terry had thought that sex before was the most wonderful thing she had ever felt but had never felt anything so astonishing as what Jade was doing to her. Her mind at one point couldn't comprehend it all and just stopped, taking Terry's consciousness with it to a heaven she never wanted to leave, save she had to have Jade with her.

* * * *

Terry awoke to Jade's soft humming. She tried to speak but her tongue felt heavy. Opening her eyes she saw her wife's beautiful face looking at her.

"Hi baby, welcome back," Jade said and kissed her.

"How―how long?" Terry asked after getting her tongue working.

"Not long, only about a minute. How do you feel?"

"Tired, happy, a little sore," Terry said after some thought.

"Well my darling that is normal. That was quite a first ride you took your pussy on. Want to try sitting up?" Jade asked. Terry nodded.

Sitting up in the dim fire light, Terry winced a little at how tender her pussy felt. Looking down at the towel she was surprised to see how little she had bled, there being only a tiny bit of redness on the towel.

"Expecting more blood?" Jade asked at seeing Terry's inspection.

"Yeah, I guess I thought there would be more but I'm not complaining," Terry said with a weak smile.

"I know baby. Do you feel up to standing so we can get you cleaned up?"

"Love I'm not fragile, I can stand and move, on my own too," Terry told her worrying wife.

"I know Terry but I can't help it."

"Yes I love you too," Terry grinned and pulled Jade for a kiss.

They went to the bathroom together and as Terry stepped under the warm water, Jade soaked the soiled towels in the sink and washed out the dildo thoroughly with soap before joining Terry under the spray.

They kissed, caressed and washed each other. Though Terry was tired, she felt an enormous hungering for Jade that blotted out everything, including any tiredness she had. Dropping to her knees, Terry used her tongue to bring Jade to a screaming climax, relishing every drop her tongue teased out of Jade's sweet pussy. The noises she made overshadowed those from Jade's lips, the urgent sense of need drove her so.

When Jade had climaxed, Terry was still unsatisfied, and discomfort or no, she kept on licking and suckling as best she could on Jade's lovely and still horny lips that poured out even more of her love than before.

Jade couldn't help it. After her second climax, she had to sit, she was so limp from the sensations that so weakened her legs.

"God, baby, that was so... Wow!" she exclaimed weakly.

"That's what you get for waking me up and not letting me have my share of you," Terry got out, her breath still as if needing to love Jade again.




Hidden Desires Pt. 03



"Think I'll do this often then. Knock you out, then wake you up, I mean. Damn, baby, that was so hot."

After drying off they both crawled between the cool sheets. Both were tired and in need of some serious sleep.

"Jade, love?"

"Yes baby, what is it?"

"Thank you for being so gentle and patient. I love you so much and I'm so happy that you were/are my first in all of these experiences," Terry said softly.

"You're my first too, baby, and I am very happy and thankful that you are. I'm so happy that we've found each other. I love you Mrs. O'Conner."

"Hey, we agreed its Mrs. Matthews-O'Conner," Terry said in mock sternness.

"To the world it is but you'll always be my Mrs. O'Conner, my wife, my partner, my other half, my better half," Jade whispered and kissed Terry's lips gently.

Though she'd often heard similar words from Jade, still, a feeling of supreme happiness engulfed her as if she were hearing them for the first time. Happier than words could say, she snuggled into Jade's warm, sexy, and comfortable breast. "I love you too," Terry whispered softly, she was so touched by Jade's words.

They snuggled closer, then Jade gently moved Terry so she could spoon her. Jade held Terry tightly against her body as both of them wiggled to get maximum feeling from Terry's ass against Jade's still moist pussy. Jade, holding Terry tightly, possessively, felt a powerful surge of love that had her sensing she never wanted to let Terry go.

Chapter 35

When morning came their positions were reversed with Terry spooning against Jade's back, her face buried in Jade's warm and inviting neck. Jade's butt was pressed tightly against Terry's groin and as Jade awoke she could feel the firmness of Terry's clit. A sense of warm, non sexual joy seeped into her leaving her with a sense of tremendous sweetness that was comforting sweeping through her.

Remembering the previous night's activities, Jade's body came alive with arousal and a need to feel Terry's clit inside of her.

Turning her body slowly, she managed to not wake Terry as she came face to face with her. Jade's pussy was already wet and ready as she brought her body close to Terry's, then lightly and carefully placing her leg over Terry's hip, bringing her slit as close as possible.

Touching her clit made Terry stir but she didn't awaken until Jade pressed the head into her opening. Terry's eyes shot open upon feeling her clit entering Jade. There was no time to protest―if Terry wanted to protest―as her clit was engulfed inside Jade's warm and velvety moist pussy.

"Oh god, Jade, are you trying to kill me?" Terry moaned as Jade started moving her body. Her words aside, Terry was still subject to her fantasizing mind, and was instantly horny.

"I'm sorry baby but I just had to have you inside me; come on baby, love me with your clit," Jade told her with bated breath as she rolled them both, putting Terry on top. Jade had been careful not to press on Terry's tummy so as not to pressure her bladder.

All objections were fully forgotten as Terry anchored her knees and started thrusting her hips. Jade's hands took hold of Terry's breasts and squeezed and massaged them pinching the nipples.

Terry groaned as her climax came. She pushed hard into Jade, grinding her mound into Jade's clit as she emptied her love into Jade's sex, triggering Jade's climax as well.

As Jade's orgasm ebbed, Terry pulled away from her and quickly buried her tongue in Jade's sensitive center. She licked and sucked their combined orgasmic juices out of Jade while gently rubbing her thumb on Jade's clit throwing Jade into a second then a third climax until Jade couldn't take any more and pushed Terry away. Terry had never had such a delicious fantasy.

"Oh god, whose trying to kill who?" Jade asked after her breathing returned to normal.

"That's what you get for ambushing me in my sleep," Terry said with a wicked grin and ran laughing to the bathroom as Jade threw a pillow at her.

* * * *

After a quick shower and getting dressed, they went for breakfast. There was much to do in the beautiful town and Jade had planned surprises for Terry for the duration of their stay.

She had rented a car for the week and drove them to their first stop, a day of shopping. With over seventy unique stores, they had their work cut out for them. There was art, jewelry, nationally recognized crafts, and award winning Vermont specialty foods, plus clothing and more to see.

They found many charming little gifts to take back for those at home and had fun just being together. Terry especially enjoyed taking as many photos as she possible could, wanting to remember every moment.

Returning to the inn, they were exhausted but happy, having enjoyed the day and the time spent. They both collapsed into the hot, bubbling waters of the Jacuzzi. The water working its magic washed away their exhaustion and awoke their passion.

Jade couldn't help wanting to feast on Terry's delicious clit. The tub, which was set in the corner of the room, had large side lips, one between the wall and the tub that allowed one to sit comfortably on it with their feet in the swirling water. Jade helped her wife up on it so she could have easy access to Terry's delightfully enlarged and lovely clit.

Taking her time, Jade licked slowly and sensually up the length of Terry's clit shaft, avoiding the overly sensitive head and causing Terry to growl and squirm in frustration and instant need.

Jade went lower and licked between Terry's pussy lips rapidly. She slowly eased a finger into Terry's pussy and gently worked it in and out while continuing to torture Terry's shaft with her tongue.

In a fit of desperation, Terry wrapped her fingers in Jade's wet hair and pushed Jade's head firmly against her clit. Jade allowed the clit to go into her mouth and down her throat, as Terry had slid so her body was wholly on the Jacuzzi's lip, then pushed and pulled at Jade to give herself what she so urgently needed.

When Terry's release came, it was long and drawn out by Jade who now had two fingers pumping easily in and out of Terry's very wet opening.

Jade helped Terry back into the water and cuddled her as she rested, a singular rush of instant memory of Terry's tasty orgasm soaring through her body. Recovered and feeling revitalized, Terry now hungered to give Jade the same experience she had just had.

Having Jade take the same position as she'd taken before, Terry kissed Jade's inner thighs and licked all around Jade's mound. She loved the feel of Jade's smooth, soft skin on her tongue. Jade's own hungering increased exponentially as she moaned in pleasure.

Holding Jade's lips open with her thumbs, Terry licked straight up the middle of Jade's slit sending shivers through Jade's body. Terry kept up this slow and torturous licking, avoiding Jade's clit and driving Jade's arousal higher and higher as she also suckled each of her lips as she was loving to do.

Just when Jade thought she couldn't take anymore, Terry sucked her clit and lashed it with her tongue. She pushed two fingers into Jade's pussy, and upward, and moved her hand in a vibrating motion. Jade's hips lifted, using her hands to hold them up.

A high pitched wail erupted from Jade announcing that her orgasm had arrived. Terry pulled her lips from Jade's clit and replaced it with her left thumb as she placed her mouth in time to catch the first squirt of Jade's climax.

Terry drank down everything Jade gave and pushed Jade to a second orgasm for more. By the time she was done, Jade could barely move and needed Terry's help to get dried off and into bed. It was an experience they would cherish and try often to recreate.

* * * *

Bright and early the next day, Jade collected the picnic lunch she had ordered and took them out for a drive. The long, winding roads, with their picturesque views of the snow capped mountain ranges was breathtakingly beautiful. Coupled with the telltale signs of the fall foliage, the drive proved to be quite the colorful experience.

On the way back, taking a different road, they were awed by the open spaces of farm land and dairy farms. Further along the way were many small groves. Jade had learned from the locals they could stop and be alone at any of them for enjoying a private picnic. It was to be more than just a picnic though, Jade hoped. At least a few kisses would be had.

Seeing a particular place that looked as if it might provide a goodly amount of privacy, Jade parked. Blanket and the basket in hand, Jade and Terry strolled along the small foot trail and stopped in a small clearing under a large tree. As Jade spread out the blanket, Terry's thoughts went to their time at the cabin and the picnic they had there. Her life was so different now, she knew, the thoughts running pleasantly in her mind.

They sat and ate, unable to keep from giving each other gentle touches and loving caresses. A cool breeze passed, causing a few leaves to rain down over them. A reminder to them that fall was in the air.

"It's so beautiful out here, isn't it love?" Terry said as she inhaled the clean smell of nature.

"Yes it is, but I prefer to look at your beauty," Jade answered. Terry smiled and blushed slightly at hearing Jade's sweet and welcome words.

Seeing Terry's blush, Jade pulled her wife close and kissed her lips with passion. Having filled her physical hunger, Jade now hungered for Terry's body. It was far too risky to get naked out here, not knowing who might happen upon them but Jade just had to have a small taste of Terry's goodness.

"Oh baby, I love how you blush like that. It's so sexy, you're so very sexy. I have to have a little of you right now," Jade whispered heatedly into Terry's ear and blew softly into it. Her hands slipped down to Terry's breasts and fondled the soft mounds, her fingers finding Terry's nipples and teasing them to stiffness. Terry shivered and moaned as Jade's actions were causing her needs to rise.

Lying Terry down on her back, Jade slipped her hands under Terry's flared skirt and slipped her panties down to the top of her thighs. Terry looked around nervously but didn't see anyone so she didn't try to resist.

Jade took Terry's partially erect clit in her hand. Terry was already wet and her juices coated Jade's hand. Jade stroked her clit to full stiffness, quickly working Terry into a sexual frenzy.

They had never before had an experience like this; being out in the open, a definite cause for Terry's mind to rush into a wild fantasy of forbidden, but ultra stimulating sex. Jade was thinking that if Terry had time to think about it, she'd want to stop out of fear of her secret being discovered but Jade was certain that they were alone and increased her ministrations, not giving Terry time to think too much. She still didn't realize the extent of Terry's fantasizing mind.

The way Terry's juices were pouring out so freely, the slight pulsing and heat of Terry's clit in her hand had Jade's pussy gushing. Her body felt alive with sexual energy and her heart was thumping hard in her chest with excitement.

"You know you drive me wild, don't you, baby? God, I love you so much," Jade said. She knew Terry was in no way able to respond to her words, she was so horny by now, so lost in all the sensations she was feeling.

Terry's small grunts and quiet moans were so thrilling. To Jade this was beautiful, exhilarating, not to mention naughty as could be. That wasn't lost on Jade either. To be able to make love here, out in the open in such a natural and scenic setting was more than thrilling. The entire experience was causing Jade's desire for Terry to sky rocket.

As Terry was getting close to orgasm, Jade raised her skirt up and took her lovely clit in her mouth. After just a few quick movements of her tongue and just the right amount of sucking, Terry filled Jade's mouth with her love juices.

"Oh god Jade, I want you so badly right now," Terry panted.

"I know baby but you'll have to wait," Jade told her as she returned Terry's panties and arranged Terry skirt to cover her treasures once more.

"Let's hurry back then, I'm dying to taste your sweetness my darling wife," Terry almost growled. Packing up quickly they rushed back to the inn and to their room.

Terry wasted no time in stripping Jade and taking her quickly with tongue and fingers.

"Oh yes baby, don't stop. Just like that baby, ohhh Terry, Oh god, oh-oh-oh," Jade cried out, her voice rising with each crest of pleasure as Terry sent her spiraling into one climax after another.

* * * *

Having arrived on Monday, the days seemed to fly by. It was already Thursday and they would be leaving on Saturday. They spent the morning in bed making love, and having room service breakfast. By twelve pm they were dressed and finally left the inn. Jade headed into town stopping at a lovely little restaurant for lunch after which they walked down the street to a quaint little chocolate shop. 

There were numerous handcrafted candies and a demonstration on how to make special hand-dipped chocolates. They left with an armload of goodies and a large helping of liquid chocolate that Jade made good use of that night.

It was incredibly sensual for Jade to lick the sweet liquid off of Terry's clit and nipples.

On Friday they met Paige, Jessica and Victoria at breakfast. The trio had plans to go on a tour of a winery and invited Jade and Terry along. Having no set plans until the evening they accepted and joined them.

They all piled into the trio's suv and made the drive that took them out of the town. They partook of the various wine samples offered along with the assortment of cheese plates as they were shown how the wine was made from start to finish.

Returning to the inn, they shared dinner and said fond farewells to the trio who were leaving early the next day whereas Jade and Terry were leaving in the afternoon.

Racing back to their room, the showered and donned the formal dresses they had purchased on Monday and headed to a show at the local opera house. Jade had purchased the tickets online before they had even arrived.

The evening was blissfully romantic as they sat and held hands while enjoying the show. When they returned to their room they undressed each other and fell into each other's arms on the bed where they loved each other with a familiar heat and ardor, taking each other to their limits. Exhausted and too happy for words, they fell asleep, tangled together and needing nothing else in the world.

The next day greeted them with mixed feelings. They were happy to go home but sad to have it all end. They loved being together, away from everything and everyone but knew it was time to get back to their normal life.

They spent a last few moments walking around the grounds of the inn then went back to their room for one last sexual romp before they showered, dressed, grabbed their packed bags and checked out, vowing to come back again to this, their romantic hideaway. 

Epilogue

It was just over two years since the trip to that special town in Vermont. Much had changed for the pair. Terry had expanded her business and taken in a business partner. Jade had been promoted in her company and was now running her department in the lit agency. Things had changed so much within their lives, their family and friends.

Jade's grandparents though still unhappy about it, came to understand that by clinging to their beliefs, they were missing out on their granddaughter's life and so they tried to be at least civil to Terry at family gatherings.

Robert and Julia remained wonderful and continued to accept Terry as just another daughter in their life. As long as Jade was happy, so were they.

Robbie followed his sister and proposed to Margaret. They celebrated their one year anniversary by taking a short cruise.

Paula surprised them by marrying her long time on/off girlfriend Lauren, and accepting that though she was bisexual, she loved Lauren enough to forgo men completely.

To Terry, her love of Jade, and Jade's love of her, was like releasing all of her hidden desires, those that had always been as a curse, a sore spot with her no matter how sweet masturbating felt. It had never been right, always as a damning thought to her. Now it was a beautiful fact, a reality that was much more than she could ever have dreamed of. Though fantasies remained in her, they were now subsumed by a reality that was even more fantastic than any fantasy. To the world, she still hid her unusual physicality, but no longer hid as she had before Jade's love changed her completely.

To Jade, loving Terry was the most beautiful event in her life. They shared so much passion, and Jade had an unending desire, an inability to leave Terry and her marvelous love alone. She always had to be touching her, bringing her pleasure. Pleasure! Yes, and when Terry felt the joys Jade gave to her, Jade felt it too. Jade sensed all of the new hidden desires in her too. Never had she ever thought it possible to not only love a woman, but to wholly and completely adore one who had a clitoris that was so like a penis, yet so different and so wonderfully sensitive throughout it's over extended length. Jade knew she was obsessed with Terry's lovely clit, but it was as the sweetest of obsessions for Terry loved all of the love Jade heaped on her so constantly.

The beauty of their love never seemed to end.

The biggest change was Jade's desire to have a baby. Terry didn't think she'd ever be a parent but when Jade brought it up she wholeheartedly agreed.

It took some time to find the right donor, going through many profiles at the clinic, but eventually they found the perfect one. Same height, hair and eye color as Terry, the baby would look like a mixture of both of them. It took a few tries but in the end they joyfully found Jade to be pregnant.

After many birthing classes, weird craving for odd foods at strange hours, some mild mood swings, and false alarms, the day finally came. After ten long hours of labor, Ethan Matthews-O'Conner was born.

As Terry held their newborn son, Jade, exhausted but happy beyond belief, smiled and thought that now, her desires, though many were hidden at first, were now all completely fulfilled.

End

This story, Hidden Desires, is an original story. This story is copyright protected © by Dru_Druthers. No use, in whole or in part without the express written consent of the author, Dru_Druthers.

Though this story is fictional from the mind of the author, Dru_Druthers, yet people such as Terry in the story are real, though not widely known of. Being intersex can mean many different physical appearances are possible. In May of 2012, the world was told of Steve Crecelius, who married, had several children with his wife, then went to a hospital to be checked on for kidney stones. While there, an ultrasound was reported to have found Steve was a female. He and his family decided to have him be wholly female, and a year later was wearing women's clothing. Many news sites carried Stevie's―the new name she adopted―story. See the many sites on the Internet attesting to this, including major news broadcasters and papers nationwide.

Dru_Druthers expresses her sincere thanks to her beta reader who wishes to remain anonymous.

And lastly, Dru_Druthers expresses a special thank you to two wonderful ladies who also supported her and her work.