4 comments/ 27669 views/ 28 favorites Those Eyes Alone Ch. 01 By: MzSapphiria Hey everyone I'm back and hopefully better at writing. These events are based on a similar situation but this is fictional. For all anon commenter's if you don't like it don't read and go write your own story and stay off of mine. I did write it in the characters pov so I hope you guys don't get confused, I try to identify them. It might be a little short but I'm seeing how you like it so far. I hope you all enjoy. Chapter One Her: I've always fantasized about different sexual situations, but always opted against them being old fashioned, saving myself for marriage. I would read different stories and wish those things would happen to me. I was once told to be careful about what I wished for because it could possibly come true and boy were they right! I couldn't believe some of the things that were happening were actually real. All of the different sexual situations I had read about had happened to me. Four months ago, I was working with my aunt cooking lunch and dinner for this organization of the community we lived in. I was working with her because it was summer time and I had opted against taking summer courses for my major since things were going to go by in one month. It was hard to find a job and I was grateful for what little work I could do. While we provided lunch, my aunt liked to in on the meetings and I would be bored and stuck listening to them talk about the community and new building projects and trust me I was not interested in that kind of stuff. Don't give me wrong I have nothing against the people in the community or the meeting, most of them were powerful or had good community jobs, but the problem I had with them was age. Most of them were 35 and up and very few were younger. They laughed at things I didn't find amusing and even though I was a 21 college student, I was still uninterested in all of that, but I dealt with it because I wanted to make some money and that was the only way. One day I was cleaning up and I noticed that someone was watching me. I discreetly looked up and saw HIM. Our eyes met and I quickly looked away and kept working. I had never really paid much attention to the people, but there were a few I had gotten to know personally by accident. Thinking he was just curious, I pretended to scan the room and he was still staring at me. His eyes were literally following my every move, but I kept working. After a minute or so, I just couldn't take it anymore; I walked off to the supply room and tried to shake off the jitters. He was dissecting me, atom from atom. He could've probably told the very anatomy of my DNA if they asked him. I didn't know what to think. 'Was I doing something wrong? Is there something on my face?' I thought, but nothing was there. What was his problem? ********* Him: I hadn't really paid much attention to her until she walked out of the kitchen. She was beautiful. I had the opportunity to see her face in an up close view this time. If I wanted to, I could've touched her and there really wasn't much she could do about it. She worked for us and she was being paid to serve us, but the moment I saw her face, my eyes were glued. She had the prettiest eyes I'd ever seen. She had in different color contacts, but beyond that, her eyes were friendly and inviting. Behind them lay a mask of seduction and lust. In her eyes I saw her need for release. She needed someone to touch her, to please her. I'm not a psychologist but she couldn't hide that look behind the friendliness and happiness. She had delicious looking lips and a cute button nose behind her chubby face. Those eyes alone drew my attention. I knew she could feel my eyes on her because she looked up and our eyes met and she quickly looked away trying to hide the lust behind her eyes. I surveyed the rest of her body, she was short, very short, and chubby, but she carried herself very well. She had silky black hair that fell past her brown shoulders. She kept her nails done and always wore a touch of lip gloss and eye shadow to enhance her look even though she really didn't need it. She had at least DD cup breasts and a nice squeezable ass to follow. On top of that she had the prettiest chocolate skin I had ever laid eyes on. It was smooth and had a hint of caramel to it and she had a glow and she made me wish she could be my dessert. I was fixated, but then again, were my attractions normal? Was this acceptable? Would she even go for me? How was I going to approach her? I was hit floods of questions and negative thoughts, but the look in her eyes had me so intrigued, there was no turning back. How was I supposed impress her, get her attention? I was determined to at least talk to her. That night I went home and the only thing that crossed my mind was her. My girlfriend had constantly been talking to me about her day, not once asking about mine. When she saw that I was zoned out, she would nudge me and say "Are you listening to me?" After the 20th time of her asking, she finally asked, "What is wrong with you today? You're usually so tentative." "Nothing, I just...my mind is swamped. I'm sorry." I answered. "Well maybe you should try and relax; I'll make you a drink." She said bouncing off to the kitchen. My girlfriend Keaton was my night and day. Once we move in together, hell came on wheels. She released a side of herself that I had never expected. She was lazy, she was a slob, she was always jealous, she always wanted her way, and she only wanted to shop. I tried to love her continuously and train her to be different. How many nights did I come home from work expecting a meal, but having to go right back out to buy fast food only to have her nag and whine about how greasy it was and how many calories it obtained and what it would do to her figure? Gosh I was getting annoyed every single day. The only home cooked meal I got was the lunch I got every Wednesday, and I didn't want to seem greedy, but those women were feeding me like I needed to be fed. Keaton was a total opposite of the beauty I had seen. She had very beautiful long blond hair, and nice lips. She was a beautiful woman and had the body of a goddess, but she was so spoiled and vain her parents were happy to give her to anyone who would take her off of their hands. I guess I was that idiot anyway, I hadn't been happy for a while, not even sexually, but all of that would change soon. Fuck if I only knew her name. Those Eyes Alone Ch. 02 Her: All that night I tossed and turned. I kept seeing his eyes following my every move. No one had ever stared at me so intensely. I couldn't even replace his face with other thoughts. Me...this short, curvy black girl, and him...this taller white guy, with piercing hazel eyes. He always had his brown hair neatly done, and he dressed very professionally and neat. Very rarely did I see a hair out of place. When he smiled, he had prominent canines, enough to say if vampires were real he would be one, but reality is what it is. I never really paid much attention until that day. After awhile, I came up with the conclusion that maybe my grey contacts caught his attention. Maybe he thought they looked weird or something. I could sleep easy; I could expel him from my mind and stop thinking about him. I knew nothing could or would come from mere curiosity, so I stopped thinking about him and went to sleep. That next Wednesday I planned to go through the day normally. I didn't know what to expect and I honestly didn't care. That's how I felt before I got there. When I stepped in the building my stomach twisted. "Why?" I said rubbing my face in frustration, but I shook off my frustrations and went along with my day. I sat up the food and prepared the tables. Not too long after, the people started walking in. He had to be the 5th or 6th person to walk in. There he was, hands in his pocket, nice and neat man with the staring problem. He was talking to another guy who looked to be around his age and they seemed to be good friends. I took a deep breath and assured myself that everything was just coincidence and everything would be different. When he walked up to the table to fix his food, he kept his head down and I kept my eyes on my phone. Suddenly, a plate of dessert fell over. I got an ugly look on my face and quickly replaced it with a blank expression and looked up at him. "Oops my bad, let me help." He said with a sly grin on his face. "No, no it's fine, I got it." He looked at me deeply, sucked in his lip to keep from smiling and walked off. Just who the hell did that prick think he was? Was this some kind of joke? I kept a straight face making sure no one could tell I was irritated. I kept telling myself... 'Accidents do happen', but that damn smirk on his face made my blood boil. When they started talking in the meeting, I had time to sit and cool off and I avoided his stare every time he looked at me. I wouldn't give him the satisfaction of looking back at him. ****** Him: The look on her face was priceless. I had to get her attention some way otherwise she would've avoided me the whole time I was there and I wouldn't have been satisfied. I wasn't satisfied anyway; I wanted to know her name. I tried to keep from laughing but it was hard. It was nearly impossible to keep from laughing when the death glare ran across her face. She looked u at me and I looked deep in her eyes and started feeling like a teenage boy crushing on some chick in school. I couldn't help myself; she's so beautiful to me. I wanted to know so much more about her, I was getting restless. My friend Brendan saw the little episode and soon caught on that I either liked her, wanted to sleep with her, or I was just being mean, and I am nowhere near a mean spirited type of guy. "Man please tell me you're not attracted to her." He asked. "Is that wrong?" I asked thinking that he had a problem with her race or her size, but his mind was on Keaton. "Yes, you're with Keaton. I thought you were bragging about marrying her soon." He said. I had honestly forgotten about her. "Look man, I never said I was going to cheat on her-" "When you're attracted to someone, you get curious, you talk to them, it leads to something else, and you find yourself in the middle of some bullshit that could've been avoided." "You act like I'm married to her." "You don't want to miss out on something good." "Have you ever stayed around Keaton for more than one day?" "No." "Then you wouldn't understand." "What is it?" "You'd have to experience it to understand it." "Just make sure this doesn't end in a bunch of drama and make sure you make the right decision." I nodded at him and continued eating barely speaking. "Slow down buddy, the foods not going to walk away." Brendan laughed. He just didn't understand. Not only was I hungry, but my mind was going in 17 different directions and all led to her. She sat there quietly listening to her music and playing on her phone. Her hair was in loose curls and every now and again she move it out of her face which only made its way back to its place of comfort. She was quietly beckoning me; she quickly looked up at me and then back down to her phone. I had to get close to her so I grabbed my plate and took it in the kitchen where she was. I stood behind her admiring her curves. My stomach had butterflies and my member grew a little. She looked up and looked left then right, and then she turned and looked at me. She almost dropped her phone and fell out of her seat when she saw me. I smiled at her. "How are you today?" I asked. She straightened up and said, "Fine thank you and yourself?" Her voice was beautiful. It wasn't a timid little voice; it was strong, yet light. "I'm Nathan, and you are?" "Trystynne." There I had her name. It was beautiful and it fit her to the tee. Everything about her was beautiful. "Well nice to know you." I said. She nodded and fought back a smile and turned away from me. When I go home all I could do was think about how great her name fit her. Trystynne...every time I looked into her eyes, I saw more and more behind them as if they were telling me her story. I thought I'd be satisfied if I at least knew her name, but it only made me want to know more. Brendan's stupid voice chimed in my head. 'Don't miss out on something good.' What if I was making a mistake? I had to make sense of what I was doing I knew exactly who to talk to. Those Eyes Alone Ch. 03-04 Hi everyone! Her are the 3rd and 4th Chapters of the story. I put these two together so you guys could read it all at once and it not end so abruptly. Hopefully you guys are enjoying this story and I hope I can keep things flowing in the right direction. I'm not an English major, so this won't be perfect but bear with me. If you don't like it don't read it, I didn't come here for a grammar lesson that's what I go to school for thank you very much. Sit back relax and enjoy. Btw, there is a sex scene that occurs and I utilize HER as an identification of Trystynne, so please beware of that, and said scene may not be as great due to the circumstances of the plot as of now. *Also notice a tense change, its there for a reason, its a hint to something.* So please enjoy and comment. * Him: Okay, I had to get a grip on reality because this was all so unreal. I was honestly attracted to someone who didn't or at least pretended not to be attracted to me, but the lust behind those eyes, the desire behind them spoke to me. I went to my friend Craig, who hadn't been to a meeting in awhile, for advice. He was always joking and goofing off, but he had a reason for it. Being a cancer survivor who was right at the edge of death, he had a reason to be jovial. He was my best friend and informant, but when I went to him for advice and I needed him to be serious, he was. When I walked in his office, he stood up and greeted me with a crazy smile and a joke. Then he saw that I was in need of some advice. "So tell me what's going on." He said sitting back in his chair. "Well, I'm in a dilemma." I said and he nodded for me to go ahead. "Well you know that I've been constantly ranting about Keaton and there's this girl at the place, she helps cook with her aunt or grandma and ...Craig she's so beautiful, she pulling me in and I'm falling for her. Brendan figured it out and he was saying it was wrong because I'm with Keaton, be he doesn't understand, I'm trying to tolerate her, but she' so...Craig you see what I put up with. Today she told me her name and Craig she's so...I see the look in her eyes-" I said talking over myself not really making much sense, and pacing back and forward in front of his desk. When I looked at him, he was just sitting there with his mouth open. "Well, say something." "I will, just start over and slow down." "Okay look, I've got feelings for this girl who cooks for us at the meetings," "Trystynne?" "Yea, how do you know her name?" "You know I joke around with everyone, I just wanted to make her laugh and then I talked to her, she's a really smart girl." "Tell me what all you know about her." I said with a hint of jealousy in my voice. He took a deep breath and looked at me. "Before I do, don't you dare treat her any differently, she doesn't deserve it." He said with all seriousness in his face. "I won't." I said matching his seriousness. "She's a 21 year old college student majoring in psychology. She lives with her aunt, the lady who also cooks for us, because she's having a hard time finding a job." "Does she have any children or anything?" "I didn't dive into her personal life, but I do know she has no children." "Why would I treat her differently then?" "But you'd treat her differently if she was a single mom?" "Craig, that should be understandable." "What if you two start dating? You can't accept only part of her. What about Keaton?" "That's why I came, I need advice." "Look, I can only give you advice. I think you should get to know her, and try to be friends first, but be warned, have your shit in order so no one gets hurt. Make sure you stay clear of drama." "I hear you I'll talk to you later." I made my way out of his office and made a decision on what I would do. ******** Her:When I got home that evening, I told my aunt I had a lot on my mind and I went for a walk. I had to think things through. I was starting to get attracted to him. When he looked at me and smiled my stomach flipped. I was like a high school girl with a crush on a jock. I had to get real, he wouldn't go for me. I kept thinking about the possibility of him having a girlfriend and how he would only be after sex if he did talk to me. Then I thought... 'What's so wrong about that? I've gotta lose it anyway huh? Why not get it over with. Then again, what if I get attached? What if I get pregnant? What if I lose my chance to find love? ' I was so confused. A lot of my friends would tell me to take risks and live, but I didn't want to be stupid. What would I do? I needed advice, so I decided to call my friend Havanna. She had so much experience in relationships and if she didn't her rich bitch friends did. When ever they had brunches or tea times, she would invite me. She would fix my hair and help me pick out a nice dress to help me fit in. They would sit around and sip on Chardonnay and talk about their boyfriends, their flings, engagements, or the latest gossip floating around the golf club. Havanna was a high middle class girl who could portray the rich life very well. She never shunned me because I was having problems, and I never really told her about my problems until she over heard a conversation I was having with a debt collector before I lost my apartment. I called her. "Hey beautiful sista!" She said. "Hey miss cutie." I said smiling. "What's up? I haven't heard from you in two days, I know you're not trying to break up with me." She joked. "No crazy girl, I've been very confused lately and in need of some good advice." "Okay, I'm all ears." "Well, there's this guy and he is...he stares at me a lot. Today he pushed a plate over to get my attention and when I looked at him, he had this cute, mischievous grin on his face. He offered to help but I told him no. The he walked back where I was and stood there. I didn't know he was there until I turned around. Then he asked how I was and my name and I told him and that was that." "Is he cute?" "Yes, very." "Well I think he likes you, but right now he's in the process of testing you, but he's totally into you. Go for it, take the risk, live." "Yeah, yeah." "I'm serious, my friend girl, well this girl I know, Keaton was telling me about her boyfriend and how he's been avoiding her and how he hardly talks to her. She's been wondering if she should leave him or keep him. I told her that she only gets one life and she better make the right decision or she'll regret it and that she may need to look at herself and see if its something she's doing to push him away. Trys, do me a favor." "What is it?" "Take a chance please. You never know what happiness awaits you" "Okay Han." "Love you much." "Love you too." With that I made my decision. ******* Him:That night, when I got home, I was greeted by Keaton who had on red lingerie and there were candles lit. I was shocked, not to mention she had never done that before. "Um, Keat. What's all of this?" "I wanted to have a romantic evening. Sit down and relax honey." "OOOkay." I sat down and she sat down beside me and started massaging my shoulders. "Baby, I've been thinking and talking with my friend Havanna, and I want to get married." "What?" "Yes, its time we settle down and have children. I want us to be together forever." "Keat-" "Now, I know you're shocked to hear this come from me, but I want this, I want to be your wife." "Keaton listen-" "Come on baby, let's eat a little." She led me to the table and we sat down to eat. "You cooked?" I said shocked. She hesitated then finally answered. "Yes." I cut into the steak and took a bite and immediately dropped my fork and knife. That slut lied to me. I know an applebee's steak when I taste one. "Do you like it?" "I'm not hungry." "Nathan, I know you need time to think, but I want this. You told me you would do all you could to make me happy and this will make me happy beyond measure." "Keaton you need to lis-" She crushed her lips onto mine and straddled my lap. Her hand traveled my chest to my crotch and she rubbed. The friction she was creating caused me to get harder. She undid my pants and fished out my growing member. As she lowered she was staring at me intensely. I squinted against the dim light and I saw HER face. I saw her licking her lips in excitement then rubbing her tongue over the head of my now fully erect cock. I saw HER full, luscious swallow me whole. I felt HER throat relax trying to take in as much of my 9" cock as she could. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the feel of the mouth on me while imagined HER. I imagined HER greeting me in a beautiful lingerie set and heels making her reach me a little better. I saw HER kiss me and ask how my day was, SHE would lead me over to a real home cooked dinner. I imagined HER showing those big beautiful chocolate breasts, I could literally taste them. Keaton lifted up and kissed me. I could taste myself on her lips, I stood up and still imagined she was Trystynne and I took things mid pace. I removed HER panties with my teeth letting my tongue lightly slide over her clit making her hiss with pleasure. I pulled one leg over my shoulder and teased HER juicy wet cunt. I liked around HER clit never giving HER the pleasure of touching the sensitive button and making HER beg for what SHE wanted. I wanted HER to beg for release, but I had that it was Keaton not Trystynne. I climbed up and pushed my stone hard cock into Keaton and plowed into her without mercy. I only saw Trystynne, HER calling out to me, touching me, me pleasing HER. Before I blew my load I pulled out and shot my jizz on Keaton's chest. She laid there rubbing my spunk all over her. "That was good babe, I want this forever!" she smiled. I got up and went to take a shower. I kept thinking over and over about Keaton wanting to get married. She wanted to be happy, and she wanted this forever, but not once did she say she wanted to get married because she loved. Love never escaped her lips. It had to end. ******** Her:I jumped up out of my sleep from a dream I had. I could feel him, kissing me, touching me. I could see myself sucking on him. I had to either get over this or talk to him, but I was scared. What if he was engaged? I got up and walked to the bathroom, I felt wet and sticky from that dream so I jumped in the shower. I washed up and figured I'd go shopping. I got out, got dressed and went to one of the malls in our town and I a bunch of cute outfits, then I saw a very sexy lingerie set and decided to buy it for the heck of it. I then when to one of the stores and went to the electronic area. I was standing in front a 55" flat screen daydreaming when I heard a soft deep voice speak. "Mesmerizing isn't it?" "Very," I said looking at the man then looking back at the screen. I quickly looked back and it was Nathan. He looked at me with a black face. I backed away from him and looked back at the television to avoid looking him in the eye. "Sorry, I didn't notice it was you." "I see, what brings you to Wally World?" "I came to get out of the house." "Nothing wrong with that, usually when I want to get out of the house, I go for a walk. Would you like to join me?" "Don't you have to be at work?" I said still looking at the television. He reached over and touched my cheek then he gently placed his hand under my chin and turned my head to look at him. I looked in his piercing eyes. "Now that's better. Does it kill you to look at me?" "I don't know, I haven't stared long enough." "It's better than you avoiding me. I'd rather you stare until you can see through my clothes than you looking elsewhere." He said seriously. I looked at him for a minute and couldn't help but laugh. "You've been around Craig too much." I said. He started laughing with me and people started staring at us. "Ahem. I think we're a little too loud." "Ah, go to hell." He said. He grabbed my hand and we walked off ending up in one of the deserted areas of the store. When it got quiet, I felt the urge to kiss him, so I turned around and started tinkering with some of the items on the shelf. "So, Trystynne, what do you do when you're not being bored to tears in those meeting?" "Well," I said and turned to face him. He was leaning back with his arms folded looking down at me. He looked so good. I had never really paid much attention to how muscular he was. "I try to find jobs and take "etiquette lessons". I said referring to the brunches. I told him about my struggle to find a job to see if he would act differently. "Are you in college?" I nodded. "Well I understand how that is, but I used to fish and hunt when I had spare time." He said with a big grin. "Who do you think I am Martha Stewart? I don't fish, camp, hike, none of that." "You should." "Why? I hate heights, I loathe spiders, I love my life and I'd prefer to die peacefully in my sleep of old age, not mauled by a bear or mountain lion." I said. He laughed and grabbed me playfully by the shoulders. "I'm gonna have to toughen you up." "Don't you have to go to work?" "Why? Looking at me starting to kill you?" "No haha. I just wouldn't want stain your punctuality." "What's that supposed to mean?" "Look at you, you are so neat and trimmed all the time...well except when your stuffing your face, but I've never seen you with a hair out of place." "Hmmm." "Then again, I do only see you at the meetings." "So you do watch me as much as I watch you." He said with a smile at the corner of his mouth. "What?" I said defensively. "You've been watching me like I've been watching you. If you didn't, you wouldn't know how neat I am." "Whatever," I said getting pissed off at myself because I was caught. "I know you can feel me when I look at you." He said walking behind me and whispering in my ear. He grabbed me under my chest and I couldn't help but shiver at his touch. I had only dreamed of him touching me but to feel the real thing was like an electric current surging through me. "I've been waiting to hold you close to me and I know you've been waiting too I can feel you shaking." I felt a tingling sensation between my legs, and my breathing became shallow. "Oh, I've got to be dreaming." I said feeling my face. I had started sweating a little. "I'm tired of dreaming, I'm ready for reality." He said kissing my neck. My knees buckled and I tried to move away from him but he held me there, close to him, feeling him, wanting him. "I dreamed of you last night, you've been clouding my mind since your eyes first met mine." "Nathan," I said in a whisper that sounded like a plea. "What do you want? Tell me, I'll do it." He said kissing little trails down from my ear to my neck. "I can't, I just..." I tried to speak but nothing was making sense in my head. All I that clouded my mind was asking him to relieve the tension between my legs. I need the release and I wanted him to release me. "You will." He said kissing my neck one last time "See you Wednesday." He let me go and walked away. When he left there was a noticeable absence and I felt empty. I tried to breath normally but I felt like I was going to faint, so I quickly left the store and went home. ******** Him:I left the store with my hands in front of me hoping no one would look hard enough to tell why. When I got in my truck, I had to catch my breath. Her body was so soft and smooth. I was 20 minutes late for work so I called off. I smiled when I told them I wouldn't be going in that day, I thought about her saying 'ruin your punctuality'. She had been watching me, and with all of my thoughts confirmed I had feel her. When I touched her she shivered and so did I. I thought over our little talk. She had a great sense of humor and sexy smile. When she first laughed it sent a wave through my body. I had been waiting for her to at least smile at me and when she did I wanted to grab her and kiss her. I wasn't going to let keep avoiding me, so I made her look at me. She's a beautiful woman and there was no way she was going to avoid eye to eye contact with me. I drove home, when I got there the house was empty so I got comfortable and lounged around for awhile. I thought about how I was going to take things Trystynne, I didn't want to move too fast, but I didn't want to move too slow. I wanted to get up and drive around town until I found her, but I felt that would be too much at one time. My phone rang and I answered. "Hey what's up mane?" Craig said trying to sound like Boomhauer off of King of the Hill. "Craig you asshole." I said laughing "What's the news on you and Trystynne?" "I talked to her, we had a real conversation." "Whoa-ho, way to go bro." He said sounding like a surfer. "Come by the office and tell me all about it." "I'll be there in a minute." When I got to his office, I told him about everything except that I almost took her in the store. "Well you know, this might be your step up, if you're going to be with someone why not have someone who's going to be there for you." "True." "And one of the best parts is that she can cook that good food we get at the meetings and more." That had me thinking even further than just being curious in the bed. She was beautiful, with a good sense of humor, and she was smart. I wanted to know her more than the simple things; I wanted to know her favorite color, foods, and seasons of the year. I could see her walking around the house playing with two little ones. I was moving so fast and feeling so much, but how could I change that without taking a chance first? Wednesday I walked in and saw her walking to the supply closet. I couldn't resist temptation, I had to talk to her, feel her. I walked in the supply closet and stood there watching her scramble to find something. She turned around dusting herself off not paying attention. "Well I don't see any-Ahh!!." she screamed and I covered her mouth. "Shh, you don't want anyone to bust in on our private meeting." "Ok, you can't just creep up like that; you scared the hell out of me." "Oh such a dirty word for a pretty mouth." I said cupping her chin in my hand. She smiled and looked up at me with those hypnotizing eyes of hers. "I do have to work today." "You're looking for something, who knows how long that could take." I said locking the door. "Not long. Unlike you this is my only source of income of income and you pay to get this food, so if you want to eat you better bet out of my way." She said never losing her smile and playfully pushing me against the door. I cupped her face in my hand and looked deep in her eyes searching for the desire. She looked down and away, but I lifted her face and brushed my lips against hers then I gently kissed her slow and carefully. She accepted and moved for another and I met her lips and I kissed her with more passion and intensity than before. She put her hands on my chest and looked down trying to catch her breath. I couldn't stop, I wanted more, so I lifter her face and kissed her more. "I have to get back to work." She kissed me one last time and I let her go out the door. Her lips were soft and delicious. I could still feel her on my own lips. I wanted to kisses her longer, and in more places, not in a supply closet, but somewhere special. I had feelings I could not and would not repress. Just as I sat down Keaton crossed my mind. I looked over at Trystynne and she was listening to her music and playing on her phone. I wanted her to be mine but I had to get rid of that road block before I messed up something good. Those Eyes Alone Ch. 05 Her: Oh my gosh his kiss was amazing. I had never been kissed so passionately before. I wanted so much to do more, but then again I couldn't just let my guard down. I felt so different around him and I didn't want to push him away, but he was pulling me deeply. I had to contain my emotions I didn't want him to know that I was feeling so much so soon. Every time I thought about us kissing I couldn't help but smile. Doubt flooded my mind again and before I could block out the negativity I thought... 'He's probably not even making a big deal out of it, he's probably forgotten about it.' If I wanted to contain my feelings, then that thought alone sure as hell had me holding in then. Those thoughts made me a little sad, but just the thought of him kissing me made me smile all over again. Was it possible that my life was going to turn into one of those romance movies I had seen on television? I was so happy, yet so scared of letting down my guard and getting hurt. I didn't want to give it up and then end up alone the next day, but for a moment of happiness with someone that's been in my dreams and every thought I was willing to go for it. I felt that he would help me put away some of the built up tension I had. For months on end I was restless, I was getting tired of the constant dreams of sexual release. Masturbating wasn't doing enough anymore and I just didn't see how some people made it to their 40th birthday without having sex. I felt like something wild within me needed to be released and maybe that was his purpose. I giggled at the thought and then thought about calling and telling Havannah, but opted against it. Not that I didn't want to tell her, I didn't want to jinx myself. All I could do was hope for the best until something happened. ******* Him: Her lips, that kiss, and those eyes; that's all I could think about. I hadn't felt that way in a long time. When I first met Keaton, her beauty and grace captured me. She was a sweet spirited person with good moral values, but as I got to know her more, I slowly but surely found out none of that was real. I didn't want to hurt her, but I wasn't happy with her and I didn't love her like I used to and marriage with her was out of the question. Maybe I had done things a little backwards, but I didn't regret that I had allowed myself to grow feelings for someone else. I knew Keaton didn't love me; all she wanted was the status and the name that followed. When I got home she was standing in the door way, arms folded and a frown on her face. "What the hell? I've been calling you and you can't answer the phone at least once?" "Was it an emergency? Is someone in the hospital, hurt, or deceased?" "No!" "Then what could have been so important that it couldn't have waited until I got here?" "When I call, you answer, it shouldn't matter weather it's an emergency or not. The fact that I'm calling you is reason enough." "No that's not reason enough, just because you call doesn't mean I have to answer. You don't control me. Get that through your thick head before it bites you in the ass." "You know what? I'm not going to keep arguing with you. You need to get your shit together so you can help me plan this wedding." "Keaton look, I've put up with you for as long as I could, but you've been selfish, lazy, and spoiled the whole time you've lived with me. I thought I could help you change, but you haven't been thinking about anything or anyone but yourself, and I can't take it. You said you wanted to get married because you want to be happy and you want what we have forever. What do we have? Not once have you asked me if that's what I wanted and not once did you say you wanted to get married because you love me. Keaton I don't want to get married and you only want to marry me because it'll make you look good." "That's not true. Nathan how can you say all of that? Why shouldn't I have what I want? Why should I change? You haven't said anything in all of this time and I can't help but wonder if you've been cheating on me. How can you say you don't want to get married now when we've talked about it so many times before and now that I'm ready you want to pull out? I'm not letting that happen." "Keaton I don't want this anymore, I can't take it." "Look we can make this work, we can go to counseling. Look...I'm gonna give you some time to yourself. I'm going on a two week vacation with Rachel and Leah and when I get back we can get back to our plans ok?" "No Keaton we're over." "I'll be back in two weeks and I'm sure your mind will have changed when I come back." "Are you fucking serious? Did you not hear me?" "Nathan, I understand that you're nervous about being committed, but at some point we've gotta settle down, you're not getting any younger and all it takes is a simple I do. By the way I've already told everyone so there's no sense in making ourselves look bad, so we're going to make it happen. Bye honey." I was so shocked that she had totally blown off what I said, but I knew I had done what I had to do. Weather or not she listened was at her own discretion. That night I thought about Trystynne and our start of something new. I couldn't wait to see her again. I didn't think I would make it to the next Wednesday. By the time Wednesday came I was half crazy. Not hearing her voice, not feeling her lips, not looking into those beautiful eyes was more than I could bear. When I walked in the building she wasn't there and it almost pissed me off because I'd have to wait another week to try and start a relationship with her and I wanted to make her mine right away. I saw a younger look alike of her and I knew it was her sister. "Hi there." I said "Oh hello." She said turning to face with a smile matching Trystynne's. "Where's Trystynne?" "She is under the weather today." "Really? I know I'm asking for much, but could you give me her number? I'd very much like to call and see how she's doing." "I know who you are and I know a better way to cheer her up." She said with a sly grin. She gave me the address to her aunt's house and I quickly left. I went and bought something warm to help her feel better and I bought me a combo meal since I'd be missing the food at the meeting. When I got to the house I walked up and knocked on the door. She opened the door, looked at me, gasped, and slammed the door in my face. I knocked again. "What are you doing here?" "I heard you were under the weather...I had to see you." "How did you find me?" "Well let's just say I had a really good source." "Amaya." she said in a growl. "Are we gonna talk through the door? I'm not going anywhere." "You can't be here, you'll catch what I have." "I don't care, it can't be that bad. I need a few days off anyway." "Nathan...I have pinkeye." "Trystynne, I'm not going anywhere." She slowly opened the door and looked up at me then quickly looked away. "Well I think you're undergoing a fast recovery, you don't have that gunky stuff in your eye and it's not pink or read. It's a little swollen, but you're still beautiful." I said lifting her head to look at me. "I don't want you catching this." "I want to see you and talk to you. I don't care." She moved to the side allowing me to enter. It was a nice sized house. Big and roomy one story house with a large gathering room, they seemed to be well to do people. "What's all this?" she asked looking at the bags in my hand. I turned and looked at her. "I bought you some soup to help you get better." "Thank you. So what's my damage?" "Excuse me?" "How much do I owe you?" "I wanted to buy it for you, you don't owe me anything." I looked over her. She had on a black tank top with pajama pants that stopped mid calf. Her curves were prominent and it looked like she didn't have any underwear on because her ass jiggled with every move she made. Her breasts sat high and proud showing off the print of her nipple through her shirt. She had straightened her hair and it fell well past her shoulders almost touching the middle of her back. She was making my mouth water. "Well come have a seat." She said as she led me to the dining room. After we ate we made our way to the couch and got comfortable. She tried to sit far so I wouldn't catch her pink eye, but I pulled her closer to me. "Trystynne get your butt over here." "Nathan-" "I came to be with you and I'm not gonna spend what time we have with you on the other side." "But you should-" "I'm not gonna keep discussing this with you. I mean what I say." She smiled at me, "Why are you so stubborn?" "Because you make me feel different, you bring out something in me that I haven't felt in a long time and I care about you and I want to be with you." She looked at her hands and smiled then she looked back at me. "I want to be with you too." She said looking really happy. She wanted to lean over and kiss me but pulled back. I leaned over to kiss her and she covered her eye and we kissed. I didn't want it to end, but she pulled away. We started talking about our likes and dislike and every now and again she would grunt in frustration and almost rub her irritated and itching eye, but I'd move her hand away. I held her while we talked and she smelled so good. "Nathan, what was with staring contests we were having at first?" "You caught my attention and when I looked in your eyes I was drawn. I saw so much behind them I was curious. After that, I couldn't stop thinking about you and instead of holding back, I acted on my feelings and so far, one of my best decisions." "You know, I kinda felt the same way. I thought at first you just wanted to look at my contacts but that next Wednesday was the same way. I didn't know what to think, but I'm glad things have come to this point." I leaned down and kissed her long and passionately. 20 minutes later I had to leave and I could tell she didn't want me to go, but she got up and saw me out. While I walked back to my truck I had my hand in my pocket and I felt loose paper. I pulled it out and saw she had put $5.00 in my pocket. I smiled and went back to work. ******** Her: I called Havanna and told her about Nathan. "Ahhh! Oh my gosh, I'm so happy for you. I told you to take a chance." "Yeah I guess." I joked. "I'm just happy for you by the way, we have an engagement party to go to in about 2 weeks." "Who's getting married?" "That girl Keaton, she invited me and a guest and of course you're coming. It's an hors d'oeuvres and wine type of party." "Oh, I'll eat before we go." "Good girl, I've taught you well." "Ok, well should go shopping this weekend." "Ok, well I will get back at you later on so we can talk more about new boyfriend." When we ended the call, I couldn't stop smiling. I was happy beyond measure. I wished he could've stayed longer, but it was nice just knowing he card. 'How'd this even happen?' I kept thinking. I felt so weird, yet so right. That night while I was sitting around, he called. "Hello?" "Hey babe, how are you?" "I'm good, how about you?" "I'm really good. What are you doing this weekend?" "Nothing really, why?" "I want to take you out this weekend and spend some time with you." "I'd like that a lot." "So, you been thinking about me?" "If I told you yes, you'd get the big head." "No I'd just feel special." "Yes, I've been thinking about you." "Good because you have been the center of my thoughts all day." "Really now?" "Yes. I don't think I can wait for the weekend, how about now?" "Where will we go?" "I don't know yet, I'll figure something out." "I still have pink eye." "I'm not listening to you, I'll be there in 15 minutes." He said then he hung up. I rushed to find something nice to wear, I quickly fixed my hair and make up . When I was done, I had on a purple mid length dress with a gold shimmery blazer and my favorite pair of shimmery gold peep toe slingback heels and a Kim K. bouffant ponytail. I used purple and gold eyeshadow and a touch of nude pink lipstick. I felt really pretty and I hoped he liked the way I looked. ******** Him: When I pulled up in front of her house I walked up to her door and she was standing there waiting. I could only see her silhouette, but when she stepped out and greeted me I was speechless. She looked edible. I had never seen her dressed so sexy. Her short thick chocolate leg looked a mile long with the length of her dress. The dress held her large smooth breasts perfectly. She stood in front of me with a pose. Her hair pulled back to show the full beauty of her face. "So?" she said turning around. "Did I do okay?" "Okay? Babe you look great." I stepped up to her and kissed her. She was a lot easier to reach now with those sexy heels. I made a mental note to have her in those heels and nothing else really soon. I escorted her to my truck and helped her in. The height of the truck made her work hard to get in and when she climbed up I could see her black lace underwear that cupped her ass just right. I made sure she was all settled and I went to get in. I tried to control my semi hard member but I knew that would be hard. I took her to a nice bar and grill Mexican restaurant. They had a lot of fun and festive things going on and I knew she would like it. We talked about our talents and I learned she could speak a little Japanese and she was good at detecting emotions. "Can you sing?" I asked. "Um...I do my best." she said smiling. "Let's see how good your best is." I said pulling her out of the booth. "She wants to sing." I said yelling at the D.J. over the crowd. "Alright, alright we got a singer. Let's see if she'll Talent of the Night. Now I'm gonna pick out a jam for you because its random jam night. Step up to the mike sweetheart." He said over the speaker to the crowd on the dance floor. "I'm gonna kill you." she said with a huge grin. They started playing a song and she sighed with relief. ******** Her: The D.J. started the song and thank the stars I knew it. It was Rihanna's "You Da One". I breathed deeply and started singing and performing. I kept my eyes on my man. He stood there with his mouth open. While I was singing I walked to the front of the stage and knelt down to him, rubbed his face, and closed his mouth. 'Baby come take me now, hold me now, make me come alive. You got the sweetest touch I'm so happy you came in my life. Cause you know how to give me that you know how to pull me back when I go runnin runnin tryna get away from lovin ya. You know how to love me hard I won't lie I'm falling hard, yep I'm falling for ya but there's nothing wrong with that.' Ironically the song was true, I was falling harder and harder or him, I think I was too far gone. When I stepped down from the stage he grabbed me and kissed me in front of everyone. Everyone awed and made love sick faces at us. We walked back to our table and ate our food. "I would seek revenge by putting you up there, but I wanna get you good." "You do your best? You were awesome. I think you've been holding out on me." I laughed and humped my shoulders. Every bit of that night was the best night ever. When we pulled up at my house, he kissed me goodnight which only turned into 20 minutes of mouth fucking when we really wanted to go further, "Nathan," "No, no don't go." He said kissing me more. "You have to work in the morning baby." "Come home with me, I can sleep better." "I have no clothes." Then I thought... 'As if I need them.' The look he gave me showed he was thinking the same thing. "Ok look, next time you're coming to my house." "Ok, I can deal with that." I said kissing him. He had me again, kissing me deeply. His seat moved backwards and he pulled me to straddle his lap. I looked deep in his eyes, our eyes glossed with lust. I lightly licked his lips and a growl sounded in his throat. His hands traveled up my thighs to my now barely covered ass. He rubbed and squeezed my cheeks with his strong hands. He reached under me and rubbed my lace covered wetness, and he began kissing down my neck making trails to my eager to be freed breasts. ******* Him:I wanted her so bad, I was losing control. I didn't want to take her in my truck, but she was pushing me. I pulled the top of her dress down releasing her beautiful chocolate tits. I nearly poked a hole through my pants while they moved up and down to the rhythm of her breathing. Her heat was rubbing against my steel hard rod and the friction was more than I could stand. Her nipples reminded me of chocolate kisses. I massaged her tits and she leaned back and moaned sweetly, I almost blew a load. When I rubbed back over her hot wet pussy she practically cooed. "Oooh Nathan." I took a chocolate nipple in my mouth; she sucked in a breath and unconsciously started grinding against my hand. "Baby we gotta stop before I go crazy." She said breathlessly. I smiled and gently bit her nipple. "Nathan" She said at the edge of pleading. I wanted her to go crazy, I wanted her to beg for her release. "Nathan, baby we really gotta stop." I looked up at her and she was trying to be serious through her sensations. I stopped. "What's wrong?" I asked. "Well, I hope this isn't a deal breaker, but I'm a virgin and I don't wantmy first time to be in an Avalanche." I smiled and kissed her. "Of course it's not a deal breaker. When we do this, we'll do it right." She smiled and kissed me. I pulled her dress over her breasts and helped her out and walked her to the door. I kissed her goodnight and headed home. That girl was going to be mine, not just mine but MINE. Those Eyes Alone Ch. 06-07 I know its been too long, but school had been kicking my butt. I hope this satisfies your cravings for Nathan and Trystynne. Thanks for your comments and words of encouragment. Without further ado. Those eyes alone Her: That weekend Havannah and I went to the mall to find our dresses for the engagement party. "So..." she said with a smile. "So what girl? Spit it out!" I said. "Tell me about new boyfriend." She said with an anxious smile. "Oh, oh my gosh girl, he is sooo...indescribable. I haven't been this happy in a long time." "Yeah, I can see the glow. Now I know I'm not the one to talk about things like this, but I think its time we had "The Talk"." "What? I had "The Talk" when I was 12." "Yeah but you need this "The Talk"." "What? That makes no sense." "Just listen. You're going to get your cherry popped eventually, and this could possibly be the guy to do it. First things first-" "Havannah, are you really going to do this in public?" "Yes, I am, so anyway..." She continued giving me her version of "The Talk" while we shopped. After we were done, I went home to put my new ensemble in the closet and Nathan was there waiting for me. "Nathan, what are you doing here?" "I came to see you of course." He said kissing me and handing me a bouquet of red and white roses. "Aw, baby you are too much." "I love seeing you smile. I want to keep that sexy smile there forever." He kissed me again. "What's all of this?" He said helping me with my dress. "Havannah invited me to be here guest at this engagement party." "Oh, you know who it is? I might know them." "No, not really, one of her bunch brunch buddies. I wanted to make a good impression so I got something new." "The only impression you better be trying to make is on me." He said with that sexy sly grin. He made me so hungry with lust; he made me wet just looking at him. "So, why don't you model the dress for me?" "Sure, why not? I need a man's opinion anyway." I went to my room and started to pun on my new dress, then I decided to give him a little show. I found the sexiest dress I had and put it on with my lingerie that I had bought for the hell of it and my 5.5" leopard print heels. "Ready?" "Yep" When I stepped out, I had on a royal blue dress that had a deep v-neck and a hugged me tightly around my hips and ass. It was very short and sexy. I wanted to go all the way this time. "You're joking." "So, you think they'll like it?" He stood with darkness in his eyes. He walked up to me and stared me down. "If you didn't like it, all you had to do what say so." I said pushing his chest. He grabbed my wrists firmly, pushed me against the wall, and pinned my hands above my head. "You really like teasing me don't you?" "No, I just-" "No?" He pulled me down the hall and turned to the bedroom he guessed was mine and shut the door. "Where's your aunt kitten?" "Casino" He pushed me to bend over on the bed. "Don't you dare move." He said in a husky voice. He removed my dress and unhooked my bra. For a moment I was getting self conscious because of my weight, but when I felt his lips on my body, I got so excited. He rubbed his against my now soaking love cave. "Do you feel what you do to me? I've been wanting you since I first laid eyes on you. I'm gonna make you mine." He kissed down my back, and reached up and gently rubbed my sensitive nipples. It felt so good, I put my face on the bed to keep quiet. "I want to hear you baby. Tell me what you want." He continued kissing my body. He kissed and made love bites on my neck while he pulled my panties down and rubbed his hand through my wetness. I shuddered and he chuckled. He grabbed me around my waist and pulled me away from the bed and told me to touch my toes. I didn't know what to expect. ****** Him: I could now see a good view of her wet virgin pussy. I toyed with her little button and she started moaning in her little sweet way again. "You like teasing me huh? Do you know how bad you've been? Good girls don't tease their boyfriends' do they Kitten?" I said easily slipping my finger inside of her. "Oh gosh no. Oh Nathan, mmm." She was panting and enjoying what I was doing to her body. She was so wet and I wanted her good and ready. I wanted to taste her, have her, love her. Her first little orgasm rolled through and she shuddered. I turned her to face me. Her eyes were glossy and wide, I kissed her deeply, tasting her mouth. I let my tongue travel down to her big beautiful chocolate breasts. I laid her down and spread her sexy thick thighs. I made little kisses and nibbles down her thighs passing over her wetness. I spread her luscious lips and tasted her for the first time. She was so sweet I couldn't control myself. I flicked my tongue over her little pearl and slowly let my fingers explore the inside of her. "Oh yesss!!!" She hissed. I pressed against her spot, and she yelled out and I felt something warm and wet hit my face. My girl was a squirter! I was so turned on. I gave her three orgasms back to back. "Baby stop! No more." I stopped and kissed her deeply, letting her taste herself on my lips. She did something I didn't expect so soon. She started unbuckling my pants. I pulled my shirt above my head and she stared at my chest and abs. I wasn't overly built; I always thought I had a biker's body. She reached up and kissed me and made trails down my chest to the top of my boxers. She lightly licked the where my boxers stopped and it felt so good. She finally pushed my pants and boxers down and I sprung out at her. She jumped a little and marveled at the size. A scared look passed her face, but she calmed down and reached out and grabbed it firmly yet softly. I growled and waited for her to do more. She leaned forward and kept moving her small hand up and down my shaft. The thought of her beautiful mouth on my rock hard cock made me twitch. I closed my eyes and enjoyed her soft hands on me. Then I felt something wet on the tip. Before I could open my eyes, I felt her warm mouth swallow me. She bobbed her head up and down, and circled her tongue in the process. It felt so good I began to moan and I could hardly catch my breath. I stopped her because I didn't want to cum in her mouth just yet. I kissed her and laid her on the bed. "Are you ready princess?" I said rubbing her swollen clit. "Nathan!" she moaned. "What baby, tell me." "Please." "What do you want me to do?" "Release me." She said in a whisper. I placed myself at her opening and kissed all over her. When I pushed in she squirmed a little, and I stopped. She nodded telling me to keep going. I pushed half way in and she took a really deep breath and grabbed me tightly. "Oh fuck, Nathan wait." She said breathlessly with her eyes tightly shut. "Look at me baby. Breathe okay? Just breathe and relax. You're so beautiful, I love you so much." I said stroking and going deeper and deeper until I bottomed out. "Oh baby don't stop." I worked in and out of her gently at first so she could get comfortable around me, then I picked up the pace. After awhile I was pounding her sweet tight pussy fiercely. She felt so good around my thick long cock. Her beautiful breasts moved to the rhythm of our love and little beads of sweat started to form. I rubbed and squeezed all over her body and she was scratching and squeezing me and it felt so good. I felt like I was going into a different world. I pulled her on me and she started fucking me. :"Oh fuck I'm cumming!" She said hitting her climax head on. She shook and jerked like she was convulsing. She hit her orgasm so hard she pushed at me looking straight in my eyes lost at words and breath. She tried to pull me out of her as I pumped all of my seed and touched her over sensitive clit. I moved her hands as her first REAL climax ripped through her body like electricity. She fell limply on me and we reveled in the height of the moment. I tapped her so she could lay down and rest but she wouldn't move. I looked at her face and she had passed out. I smiled and laid her down. She felt so damn good in my arms. She was mine and nothing was going to stop that. Ten minutes later I was ready to go again. I wanted to wake her up differently, so I lifted her leg and entered from behind. "Mmm, baby you feel so good inside of me" She said with a sleepy smile. "You're so tight baby, I want all of you." I said pounding into her. Our skin slapping against each other. I watched my white dick disappear into her chocolate and strawberry pussy. My long hard rod into her brand new wetness and that sent me over the edge. We spent the whole weekend making love and temporarily satisfying our cravings. ****** Her: It was Wednesday and I was still a little sore from our first time together. When he walked in he smiled at me and walked back to the kitchen and kissed me. "Babe, I missed you.' "After two days?" I teased. "Anytime away from you is too long." "I might call you to get me away from this boring engagement party this weekend." "You need to be with me this weekend, I'm hungry for you again." "You will, like I said, I'm going to call you when I get bored, or as soon as the party's over." "Okay, I'm going to go eat, 'kay babe?" "Go ahead." I kissed him while rubbing against his crotch. "Kitten, you keep that up I'm going to take what's mine right now." I laughed and started to walk away. "Oh before I leave, I wanted to give you this." Before I could turn around, he was putting a gold necklace with two diamond hearts that had "My true Love" going through it. It was so beautiful, I wanted to cry. I turned and kissed him with tears clouding my eyes. "You better go eat." I said walking away from him. He walked behind me and comforted me. When he finally went to eat, I took a picture and sent it to Havannah who quickly called me. "No fucking way!" "Yes! I cried, no one has ever done this for me." "I'm so happy for you. I can see you guys going far. Hold on to him." We talked until it was time to start working again. Since Nathan and I wouldn't see each other during the weekend, we decided to spend the days we would have together going out and having fun. The weekend came faster than planned. Havannah and I met up and got dolled up for the engagement party. Havannah wore a sexy red dress with rhinestones going down the back. She pinned her long flowy hair into a nice classy bun and wore a full red lip and silver rhinestone heels to accent the dress. I wore a nude pink baby doll pin up dress with 5" nude heels. I gave myself glamour curls to make a 1940's look. Because I couldn't be with Nathan I wore the necklace he bought me and I felt really special. When we got to the party, I saw it was held in the couple's home. We walked in and immediately received compliments on our glamorous style. For the first time I met Keaton. "Hey girl, congrats on the engagement, this is my friend Trystynne." Havannah said introducing us. "Hi, nice to meet you, congratulations." I said holding out my hand. She shook it and smiled really a really elated smile. "Nice to finally meet you. Havannah's told me so much about you. Well you guys have a good time and mingle. My fiancé should be home soon." We walked around and chatted with random people. After awhile Havannah and I grabbed a seat at the bar and talked about some of the dresses we liked and disliked. After awhile, the crowd started to stir and gather by the door. Someone made their way through the crowd and I saw it was Nathan. He rushed over to me. "Hey baby, I didn't know you'd be here." "So this is Mr. Boyfriend? Wow! Nice." Havannah said giving me the thumbs up. "Baby please, I need to talk to-" "Baby, I knew you'd be home soon!" Keaton said rushing over to him. She grabbed his face and kissed him lovingly. My stomach dropped. "Keaton what the hell is going on here?" He asked. I began to shake. Havannah looked at me and back at them. "Our engagement party. I told you when I came back we'd move ahead so, this is our step closer to the wedding." She said with a huge grin. "Oh were are my manners, Havannah, and uh...I'm sorry I forgot your name, but this is Nathan, my fiancé." ******** Him: Her face was blank, she leaned back in shock and her hand flew to her chest where my necklace hung from her neck, but her face was blank. She took a deep breath. "Well, congratulations to you both, and I hope you guys have a happy life." She said turning away from me. "3 please." She said to the bartender. "Oh Trysta," Havannah said comforting her. "Come on babe lets mingle." Keaton said walking away. The bartender gave her three shots of vodka and she gulped those down in a split second, then she turned and grabbed someone's glass of champagne and gulped it down. "Baby stop, let me explain." I touched her and she got up and walked away. "Trystynne." Havannah called going after her. "Vannah, leave me alone." She said under her breath. She pushed her way through the crowd and found Keaton, I tried to follow her but people were trying to talk, slowing me down. I saw her snatch the necklace off. "This was given to me...by someone who is no longer in my life. I'd like you to have it as something borrowed." My heart shattered. She walked out, I started to go after her but Keaton caught me. "What the fuck is all of this? I told you I don't want to get married and you come here and ruin everything." I said on the edge of explosion. I cleared everyone out of the house and was tempted to throw Keaton out on the corner, but I had to make sure she had a clear understanding that there was no more "us." "Nathan! What the fuck is wrong with you? You embarrassed me in front of all my friends, some of my family-" "No Keaton, you embarrassed yourself. I told you I don't want to get married. You blew me off, and then you pulled this stunt." "Nathan, you know how much this means to me and-" "Why?" I said staring her square in the eye. "Why Keaton? Give me 5 good reasons why and I won't end it. I'll try to make it work." "I- uh...Nathan, we've talked about this before...I-" She stumbled. "What's the real purpose of getting married?" I asked. "We look so good together. We...we've been together so long, long enough to get married." "Do you love me?" "Of course I do?" "Are you in love with me?" She hesitated and looked at me with tear filled eyes. "No." she whispered. I pulled her close to me and kissed the top of her head. That night, we finally got a clear understanding that our relationship was over. Now I could get the woman that had captured my heart from the moment I looked into her eyes. After Keaton left, I called Trystynne over and over, each time failing to get an answer. I wanted to go out and find her, at the same time I wanted to give her space and time to think. I kept thinking about how upset she looked, how she had blanked everyone out, how she had closed me out before I even had the opportunity to explain. I was sad, hurt, angry, and I had to get her back. ****** Her: My world shattered before my eyes. I couldn't believe I had really fallen for him. I kept telling myself to be strong. I wouldn't dare cry. Apparently, I was just another notch in his belt and that's all I could and would ever be. I stupidly gave myself to him. My love, my affection...my virginity. At that thought I fell to the ground. I could hear screaming, but I didn't realize it was me. My heart was torn. I had never felt so hurt before. My feelings were so hurt I started feeling physical pain. Havannah walked up behind me and put her arms around me. "Don't touch me! Let me go!" I yelled but she never let me go. She helped me up and we walked to her car and drove to her apartment. My phone rang over and over all night long. I cried all night long. Havannah never criticized me, she never told me to get a grip, she was my best friend and she comforted me until I fell asleep. That morning, when I woke up, I decided that the night before was my last night crying, I was done hurting and I had moved on. Nathan who? "Trysta, hun, you cannot hold your feelings in. I know you want to be strong, but-" "No, I'm done crying." I said hoarsely. "I'm moving on and I'm leaving." "Okay, I'll get my keys." "No Vannah, I'm leaving. I'm going to go live with my mom." "Trystynne La'Reigna! You're honestly going to go back to that emotionally destructive place? No I won't allow it.' "You have no say in my life Vannah." I said with more attitude than intended. I saw her grey eyes grow cold with anger and I had to make things better. "I love you Vannah, you're the best friend anyone could ever ask for, but I can't stay here. I'm hurting too bad. I'm so heartbroken, my body even hurts." I said defeating myself at my own game of being too strong to cry. "I knew it was too good to be true. I let my emotions and his empty words cloud reality. I'm so stupid." "No, don't you ever, ever let me hear you blame yourself for loving. So what the guy's an asshole. He doesn't realize that he missed out on the best thing he could've ever had. I envy you sometimes. You have a beauty about you that is so pure and real. People look at you and they see happiness even though you're plus-size." She said crying. "You'll find Mr. Righ, and he'll be the best man in the world for you." When we finished crying, we sat and talked all day long. Havannah was my best friend and would forever be that, but it could never fill the huge hole in her heart. ***** Him: I wanted to give her time to calm down, but I couldn't and wouldn't wait for that. She was mine and there was no changing that. The moment I stared into those big beautiful brown eyes, I knew she was going my wife. It was tearing me apart that she was avoiding me and calling it quits, but unbeknown to her that wasn't happening. I didn't care if I had to kidnap her, tie her up while she yelled and screamed until she lost her voice. I wasn't letting her go. My heart was hers and hers was mine. One night, I went by her aunt's house to her so we could talk and work things out. "Look," her aunt said with a sigh. "She's gonna kill me for doing this, but I've seen you two. The way you look at each other, the small touches you give when everyone else is too busy laughing at nothing. I know you love her and she loves you, otherwise you wouldn't be here. I know you meant no harm in whatever you did, and I won't let her give up that easy. She went to stay in her brother's condo in Cypress Hill #42C. Don't let her get away." Trystynne's aunt said with wisdom. I hugged her and gave her a kiss on the cheek and went to claim what was mine. When I arrived at the condo, I was prepared for an all out war of wills and I was going to win. I knocked on the door twice before that sweet voice answered. "Who is it?" I didn't answer because I knew if she heard my voice she'd never open the door. The door flew open after she asked the second time. "Listen, I got a gun don't fu-" she said looking up in my face. Those beautiful eyes were wide with disbelief. I was grateful that my reflexes were good because she tried to shut the door in my face. "Hello Kitten." She stepped away from me looking angered and terrified at the same time. "We have much to discuss." I said walking towards her. "Nathan I don't want to talk about you and your girlfriend, so get the fuck out now." "She's not my girlfriend and watch your mouth." "Oh right your fiancé. How could I ever forget? Just leave, you can't use me anymore and you got what you wanted now leave me alone." "If I leave, you're coming with me." "I'm not going anywhere with you. I don't fuck around with men who are about to get married." Those Eyes Alone Ch. 06-07 "Watch your mouth." "You know, you could've told me, better yet, you could've left me alone. I would've never done that to you, and you have the audacity to come here and think that I should listen to more of your lies. Leave me alone, I don't want to hear shit you have to say, your words mean nothing to me." My heart ached hearing the hurt behind her voice, but I wouldn't let her go. When she turned to walk away I grabbed her and she turned and started hitting me. Tears rolled down her beautiful face as she struggled to get away from me. I grabbed her hands and held them behind her back. I used my belt to tie her hands together. I went to one of the rooms and found a scarf and I wrapped it around her mouth. I escorted her out of the condo and took her to my house. When I went and opened the door to help her out she swung her short legs around to kick me and missed by an inch. "Try that again and we'll have a serious problem." I said pulling her out of the truck. When we went in the house, she started breathing differently and I could tell she was uncomfortable being in the house where she found out that my crazy ex thought I was joking about marriage. I sat her on the couch. "Let's talk." I said sitting in front of her, and untying her hands. "Let's not." She said looking down and rubbing her wrists. "Trys, we're not going anywhere until we work this out." "I don't want you anymore, I'll never love you again. You'll never break my heart like you did before." Tears rapidly fell from her eyes. "I went so far as to think that you really loved me...as much as I loved you. Nathan I was so happy with you and stupid me, I should've known it was impossible for you to love the fat black girl who lived with her aunt and is trying to finish college. I just want to leave and forget about you like you forgot about me all those nights you came here slept with her." She said trying to her hide her face from me as she sobbed like a baby. I could see the emotional pain she was in as well as the physical pain as she wrapped her arms around herself and cried. I touched her and she snatched away, but I pulled her into my arms. I couldn't believe it but I was crying too. "Baby I love you so much. I do love you. I'm so so so sorry. I didn't mean for any of this to happen. I called the relationship off but she came back anyway. I didn't even know about the engagement party. I love you so much, I mean that with all my heart. I know you're hurting and I know you might not believe me, but I can't let you leave me. I can't and I won't live without you. Please forgive me." We sat together with her crying until she fell asleep. She woke up and tried to get up, but I held her tight in my arms and told her how much she meant to me and how much I loved her until she drifted back into a peaceful sleep