5 comments/ 10724 views/ 4 favorites The Journey of Victoria Morgan By: CatalinaGrissom This story will not take 3 years to be completed. ************************************************** Inside a downtown office Victoria Ann Morgan, a twenty-five-year-old Nubian beauty standing at five foot two inches of African-American woman with a slender frame and long black hair, is in her office at New Beginning Productions. Jessica, Victoria's assistant, enters the office and announces the arrival of her boyfriend. "Ms. Morgan, John is here to see you." John Thomas Elliot is a twenty-six-year-old Caucasian male who stands at six feet with short black hair. He is visiting to talk with Victoria about their weekend dinner plans. "Let him in please." "Okay, Ms. Morgan." "Thank you Jessica." Jessica leans outside the door and ushers John into Victoria's office. "Mr. Elliot?" John enters the offices and Jessica begins to exit. "Could you close up behind you Jessica?" Jessica closes the door after her exit. . "I am a very busy woman Mr. Elliot." "I just had to see you Ms. Morgan before our dinner on Friday." "Really, Mr. Elliot you could wait until Friday; so you had to interrupt my busy work day?" "Yes." "You didn't have anything else that could occupy your time?" "No, I am an addict and my addiction is you, my dear." John takes Victoria in his arms and they begin to kiss. "How much time do we have before your next meeting?" "We have all the time in the world, my dear." Victoria took a deep breath as she took in her handsome boyfriend. John kept the mood playful, and was moving smoothly as all he wanted was to take out his cock and pound hard into the wet, slick heat of his woman. Victoria's massive mahogany desk was the setting for her loving because he didn't want to take the time to move her to the couch. She wanted him to take her again and again and unleash his hot sticky cum in her pussy, or as she more commonly refers to it, his pussy. John sucked on Victoria's neck and bit down hard; she struggles to muffle her moans at the mix of pleasure and pain. He covers her mouth with his. Victoria becomes aware she was still covered and hikes up her skirt to display herself to John. He peels her lace red panties from her body and places them in his pocket. "My souvenir of today," he says with a smirk on his face. John gripped her legs and thought how lucky he was that she was dark skinned, otherwise she would be bruised right now. He spread her legs wide to his view. He wanted to eat her sweet and juicy pussy and suck on her brown nipples. He needed to see all of her now. John peeled her shirt from her body so the bra she wore was exposed, it was red and played well against her chocolate brown skin which drove John crazy. John pulled the straps off her shoulders; her nipples were hardened. "Oh your breasts, my love," John took Victoria from the desk around to her chair. "I love you and your hot pussy." She sighs, "Johnny boy, give me your cock." "Oh, maybe one day I can shave your pussy." "Fuck me, John." she whispered in his ear. "Fuck me, I need you so bad. I ache." He opens his pants to free his nicely sized cock that has been aching to be freed from its prison. "Not now, wait, I have to eat my pussy." He spread her legs over his shoulders. Victoria loved his hair and placed her hands within his silky strands. "Oh, so good." Was all she could speak, much she said between moans and was happy he was her man. "Cock ... need cock ... my cock." Victoria pushes John back and maneuvered him into her chair. Victoria takes his cock into her mouth and licks it like it is her favorite ice cream on a cone. She sucks on the red, hot tip and he grunts his appreciation. "Victoria", he moaned as she shows her love and devotion. He quickly rises out of the set places her back on the desk and savagely seats is cock within her pussy. "John, fuck me, I need your cock so much. I needed... this!" Neither cared about the people in the office; they were going to get what they needed from one another. John loved her and couldn't wait to mark her as his in every way and pounded her like there was no tomorrow. "Yes John, that is so good you're the best I've ever had!!" "I am the only cock you've ever had." "Oh, that's what makes you the best." She giggles. He covers her smart and naughty mouth with his own. He releases her mouth to suck on her breast. "You must cum inside me, please cum inside!" she begs between moans. They both are shaking with tension. Then John lets loose as his balls release everything inside his woman. "We have to do this again, you can come by anytime you want, my dear." says Victoria. *** TO BE CONTINUED....***** The Journey of Victoria Morgan Ch. 02 Victoria and her mother Carrie Ann Morgan, an elderly woman who stood at 5 foot 7 inches with long black hair, are at lunch on a restaurant patio.. "How's work honey?" "Good, I'm having trouble closing a deal though." "I see." "You see what?" "Cakes you're twenty-five, I think it's time you marry John and have children. I would like more grandchildren before I die. You spend so much time at work closing deals; believe me, the day will come and you will be forty, unmarried, and childless." "What? I see...you only asked me to lunch to push me to get married...I have a job to get back too." Victoria opens her purse to retrieve her wallet and throws cash on the table. She gets into her car begins to drive while she calls her big brother Louis. "You wouldn't believe what mom just did to me!" she starts just as he answers. "She took you out to lunch and told you how much she wants more grandchildren." "Yes, how did you know?" "Did you forget I lived with her eleven years before you were even born?" "How do you deal with her? Did she treat you like this when she wanted you to go to medical school?" "Yeah that is why I'm lawyer. When speaking to her just listen to what she says but ultimately make your own decisions, I'll see you Sunday night." "See you. I'm here at John's." "Have fun but not too much." Victoria ends the called and goes into John's home and they begin to have dinner. "John, that dinner was delicious." "Thank you. Victoria I have something to ask you." "Okay? " "Victoria we have been dating for five years. I feel it is time to take the next step." "Okay?" John gets out of his chair and gets down on one knee. "Victoria Ann Morgan will you marry me?" Victoria starts to cry. "John...I wish I could but I can't... I'm sorry." John's has a puzzled reaction. Victoria gets up from the table, grabs her purse, and runs out of John's home. After running from John's apartment Victoria continues crying, gets into her car, and starts driving. She turns on the radio and No Air by Jordan Sparks starts playing. "What the hell did I just do?" says Victoria aloud to herself. John stands in front of his mantel staring at a picture of him and Victoria. He turns on his radio and No Air by Jordan Sparks begins to play. John is speaking aloud to himself. "Where did I go wrong? I can't marry..." "Him. What if it happens again? It wouldn't happen again, I'm talking to myself...it's unforgivable. Nevertheless we really have to..." John is speaking as if his love is still present. "...try to talk this out. Okay Victoria, you really hurt me; I poured my heart out to you. You rejected me and it hurts. I love you and you don't want to be with me..." "...Wait it's not like that. It has absolutely nothing to do with you and everything to do me and my family." "What do you think I'm talking about here? I am talking about us, Victoria." "You don't understand John ...listen to what I am saying. I can't say yes to you because of ..." "...of what Victoria, you don't want us to be together and you don't want to be my wife?" Victoria arrives at her mother's home for a family dinner. She is thinking about an excuse for arriving because she wasn't supposed to be there at that night. Her nieces run out of the house to meet her at her car; John walks into his dining room and starts cleaning up the dinner he and Victoria just had. The Morgan family which includes Victoria, Carrie Ann and her new husband David, Louis, Louis's wife, Melinda and their four daughters all around the dinner table. "Mom, Victoria, we have some news," says Louis. "Yes, my dear sweet boy, what is your news?" "I'm pregnant," confesses Melinda. "That is so wonderful." Carrie Ann gets up from the table and hugs Melinda and Louis and then looks at Victoria. "See cakes, that is what you are supposed to do, get married and have children. If you don't you are going to die alone, I won't always be around." "What the hell kind of comment is that? That's what I am supposed to do? Get married and have babies? That's not the kind of life I want, that's just the life YOU want for me. I don't even know why I came to this stupid dinner just for you to bash my lifestyle while praising Louis. I'm out of here." Victoria storms out of her mother's house and sits down on the porch. As she sits on the porch she thinks of her reoccurring dream. On a Sunday night in a room in Florida lays a little girl Victoria Morgan who dreams of the fun she had shopping on Saturday. Then she is awakened to the smell of pancakes on a beautiful Monday morning that wasn't so beautiful to Victoria. She rises to go down the hallway to her kitchen to find a monster standing there next to her mother; over her like a dark cloud hangs over at a park just before a huge rain storm. The monster was tall, black, and furry with long sharp teeth. The monster saw her and chased her. She was running and running and then she fell. Suddenly she heard her mother call to her "Victoria, Victoria." Then she woke up screaming, and knew it was just a dream. Her mother said "You don't have to be afraid, it was just a dream. Don't run from the things you are afraid of, face them head on." That day she went to school and everyone was being nice to her and she knew why. Her whole day was like that and she hated it; she wanted to yell at them, throw things at them, smash things and scream so loud that it would break glass. But Victoria didn't want to cause her mother any more worries than what she knew she already had on her mind. So Victoria went on acting like she was happy and okay even though everyone knew she wasn't. Here we are Monday night, that same little girl is sleeping. Tonight she dreams about a day with her father: him helping her do homework, going to the park and playing basketball, then shopping and playing video games in the mall. She is in the toy store with her father and suddenly she can't find him, she screams "Daddy, Daddy!" then she starts running around the store but still no sign of her father. Then over the intercom she hears "The store will be closing in five minutes," Then she feels a hand land on her shoulder, she is once again awakened from a nightmare by her mother. The dreams continue Wednesday and Thursday till it is Friday night and Victoria doesn't want to go to sleep. She tries to stay up as long as she can but it doesn't work, she has fallen asleep once again. She then awakens to a desert with no one in sight, nothing but cactus and weird looking animals. But there it is, that black, tall, furry monster with long sharp teeth. Then she hears her mother "Victoria you have to face your fears." Victoria says, "I'm not afraid any more, hear me again I am not afraid anymore. You're not real." Then the monster turns into her father, "Victoria, you don't have to be afraid of death, it is a pleasant beautiful experience. Princess, don't be afraid to live either." Saturday morning all of her family is in town; she went to the store with her mother and received a new toy as her mother picks up a new camera. Then they went to the cemetery to lay her father to rest because he had died on Sunday morning. This is how Dreams Mirror Life. Louis stepped out of Carrie Ann's house and sat down next to Victoria, snapping her out of her flashback. "How's it going?" Louis says. "Are you kidding me?" "Okay, that was a stupid thing to say." The little sister tried to gain the upper hand with her older brother. "You think?" "Let me try this again. She just wants the best for you." "She wants what she thinks is best for me. Not what I know is best for me." "Maybe you're right kid." "I know I'm right." "What happened in there?" "Before I came here I met with John and he asked me to marry him." "Great! My little sister is getting married!" "No, I'm not." "Why did you do that? "I don't know ... Well." "I know, and it's okay. Let's go back inside and finish dinner." "Whatever. I need you to come over my house sometime this week and fix my master bathroom's sink." "Sure, what are big brothers for; I already have a key to your house." Louis and Victoria walk back into their mother's home and are greeted by their mother Carrie Ann. "I am glad you blew off steam and dealt with the truth," says Carrie Ann. "Blow off steam, mom...deal with the truth?" "Yes, honey you needed to figure something out about your life." Victoria begins laughing. "How the hell are you to tell me about my life or the truth? Yeah you're my mother. But that's all you are, the woman who gave me life. But did you tell me the truth? When I really needed it? No. When I was having nightmares as a child did you help me get to the root of it? Shit, all you said was I can find somebody for you to talk to if you need it. Well I did need someone to talk to... you. But you were so consumed in your own life you didn't even notice my pain." "I did the best I could." "The best you could? Your best wasn't enough. When dad died you should have told me he wasn't coming back. I spent last sixteen years of my life hoping and praying my father would come back to me." Victoria's laughter has turned to tears and she beings to cry. "It was your responsibility to tell me that he wasn't ever coming back. I just broke up with John did you know that? He asked me to marry him and I couldn't say yes because I was afraid he would die and leave me just like my father!" "Victoria Ann--" "No! Mom don't give me that shit about 'he was sick and it was his time to go.' I don't want to hear it. I gotta go, I have work in the morning. Thank you for dinner." Victoria exits her mother's home, gets into her car, and drives away. *** TO BE CONTINUED....*** The Journey of Victoria Morgan Ch. 03 Victoria knocks on the door to John's office. "Come in." "Hi," says Victoria as she enters. "Hello." "I need to talk to you about our relationship." "Yes?" "Umm... I'm sorry for the way things happened but I would ...still like to be friends." "Friends? We dated for five years! I loved you since the first day we met at college orientation. Victoria I don't want to be your friend, I want to be your husband. Get out of my office!" "John--" "Now Victoria!" Victoria leaves John's office and ignores his co-workers while racing to get into the elevator. While she is driving the song, It's Not Supposed to Go Like That by Rascal Flatts comes on and she cries all the way to her home. Victoria can't believe he asked her to marry him and when it didn't turn out like he planned he flipped. Doesn't he know you can't just spring things on a girl like that? John is confused and angry; he loves her, they have the perfect relationship, or so he thought. Victoria walks into her home; she turns on her radio and When Can I See You by Babyface begins to play as she changes into a dark blue night gown, pours a glass of wine, takes it into her bathroom, and places on her bathroom counter. She proceeds to go into her medicine cabinet, takes out an aspirin bottle, picks up the glass of wine and takes a large amount of aspirin as she gets into her bathtub. Sometime passes and Louis arrives at Victoria's home. He knocks on her door with his tool box in hand and waits a minute before using his key. "Hey Torry, I'm here!" he calls to her. "I guess she is still at work." Louis continues through Victoria's home to the master bathroom in Victoria's bedroom listening to When Can I See You by Babyface and finds her passed out in her bathtub. "Torry!" Louis is slapping her face and checking her pulse. He rushes to the phone next to Victoria's bed and calls 911. Moments later Victoria is lying in a hospital bed and her father is sitting in a chair next to her bed. "Hello, princess." "Hello dad." "So why did you do it sweetheart?" "It hurts not seeing you. Every day I wake up I get out of bed and walk into my kitchen I hope to see you making French toast and when I realize you aren't there I am disappointed. Then at the end of my day I can't wait to hug you and tell you about it and I walk into my home, look around for you, and you're still not there. Then it hits me that you died, you're never going to be home again. Why are you here now?" "I'm here to correct a mistake." "That mistake would be?" "I never told you that one day I wouldn't be here. I saw how things are going with John." "So you're a heavenly stalker now?" she joked. "Watch it." "Okay, go on correcting your misdeeds, daddy." "I know your mother keeps giving you that line 'I'm in a better place...' She is just trying to comfort you; I know it's not working. She should have told you sixteen years ago that I was dead and never coming back. She was in a lot of pain at the time of my death, just go easy on her. My earthy body was in a lot of pain and I would gladly feel that pain to be with you every day in that same body, but I am with you every day in spirit. My blood flows through your veins. I have never left you..." "Okay..." "Okay nothing! Victoria, think about what I just said. Give your mother a break, forgive her Victoria and give John some time. Tell the boy the truth and Victoria you are not your mother. Sweetie, take a chance on love. Oh, and don't you EVER try to kill yourself again. I have to go... I love you my princess." Benjamin disappears. "Comeback ... Dad ... Come back!" Louis peaks his head into Victoria's hospital room as she says this, "Come back? We just got here." "Um...forget it... just thinking out loud." "I see ... Can mom and I enter?" "Sure." Louis and Carrie Ann enter the room. "Thank you." "Anytime... So what? Mom wants to yell at me for trying to kill myself and failing?" Victoria hears Benjamin's voice. "Give your mother a break, forgive her Victoria," "Sorry mom." "I'm a little hungry, anyone want something from the cafeteria?" asks Louis. Victoria and Carrie Ann voice their opinions together. "No, thank you." Louis exits the room. "Baby why did you do it?" pleads Carrie Ann. "I was sick of the pain." "What pain, baby?" "The pain of losing dad and the fact that you never told me he was dead and never coming back. I have waited sixteen years for my father to come back to me. Why weren't you woman enough to sit me down and tell me he wasn't coming back; I broke up with the only guy I could ever see myself marrying because..." "I know... the stories you wrote as a child that I told you to stop writing. I am sorry. Your words cut me like a knife, I couldn't explain to you that and your brother that your father had died because it took me years to understand myself...please forgive me." "I am really sick and tried... of holding a grudge against you. I forgive you mom." Carrie Ann and Victoria hug. Chapter 4 John knocks on the door of Victoria's apartment. "Coming, who is it?" "John." Victoria looks through the peep hole and then opens the door. "Hello, Victoria." "Hello John. Why are you here?" "I heard what happened to you. I tried to see you at the hospital but since I wasn't family they would not let me." "Okay." "I have been thinking about our last conversation. I love you Victoria Ann Morgan. It hurts that you don't love me back." Victoria starts to cry. "I love you too John. My not saying yes had nothing to do with me not loving you; it was actually having everything to do with me loving you." "I don't understand, you turned me down because you love me?" "Yes...I turned you down because I love you too much. I didn't want to end up like my mother." "What does your mother have to do with our relationship?" "John, hear me out. You know my father died when I was nine. But what you don't know is that my mother never told me my father was dead. For a long time I wanted for him to come back until one day I realized he was never going to. I had never dated before you asked me out five years ago." "Why?" "Because I was afraid that my husband or any man that I loved would die or leave and I would end up like my mother. Then a really good friend came to me the other day and told me that I am not my mother and I should tell you the truth." "Victoria, I love you and I promise I would never leave you." "No! John you can't promise me that you would never leave me. You can't control when you die; if you die you would leave me." "If God calls me home; know that I loved you as long as I could, it wasn't not my choice to leave, and will love you for eternity." Victoria hears Benjamin's voice. "Sweetie, take a chance on love." "John, I love you and if you'll still have me I want to be your wife." John gets down on one knee. "Victoria Ann Morgan will you marry me?" "Yes!" The Journey of Victoria Morgan Ch. 04 Victoria exits her car with flowers in her hand and walks up to a headstone on the cemetery ground. A cool wind blows as she bends down to put the flowers on the headstone. "Well dad, you already know John and I got married two weeks ago." "Yes, I knew before you were married, it would happen." Victoria turns around to see her father. "What would happen, dad?" "I knew you and John would get married." "How?" "Because princess, I sent him to you. I love you at twenty-five it was time you let your fear go, dear." "Thank you." "You're welcome; you deserve all the happiness in the world. I want you to know that just because you don't see me every day doesn't mean I am not here." "What?" "I never left. I have seen your fear and how you isolated yourself from relationships." "Hey, I did that because I didn't want the pain of losing another man I love." "Remember what I just said I never left, I am always in your heart. I am always watching over you. I was at your high school graduation, and when you graduated from the University of Florida. Not to mention when you first saw John at orientation." "So does this mean you'll always be here?" "Yes honey that is exactly what it means" "Nice." "Yes, really nice and I'll be here for your children as well. "What children? Come on dad you're starting to get like mom, I just got married." Benjamin laughs. "Yes you did. But in about nine months you're going to become a mother." "Huh?" Victoria looks at her watch. "Well dad I have to go." "I'll see you around princess." "Bye daddy." "Bye princess." ************************************************** Victoria is sitting on her couch in her living room talking to her brother, "Louis, I think I am going crazy." "Why, do think you are going crazy?" "I went to the cemetery last week and talked to dad." "That's not crazy, I do that all the time." "He talked back." "What?" "He talked back." "Okay, I think you need to explain." "I was talking to him and he appeared and told me I was pregnant and I went to the doctor today and I really am pregnant." "That's great!" Victoria and Louis hug. "But back to this talking with our dead father thing." "When I was in the hospital he first appeared to me and started talking to me about forgiving mom and talking to John. Then I went to the cemetery to tell him how everything turned out, he reappeared, and we talked." "Okay I see it was your subconscious speaking helping you figure out things." "Okay, it wasn't but if that's how you want to see it all I'll let you believe that." "Yes, that's what I want to believe. Let's go get dinner ready for our family." "Okay lead on chef." "That's master chef to you."