8 comments/ 17180 views/ 9 favorites Sibling Rivalry Ch. 02 By: lovewords Lena had me all dolled up in one her insanely expensive dresses that was more like a few scraps of overpriced material than anything else. I was highly uncomfortable in it along with her unimaginably high stilettos. With my hair and make-up done the effect was transformative; I had become my twin. Granted the transformation was only physical, I had no idea how I was going to pull this off. Thoughts of why I was doing this for my ungrateful and spoiled sister rang through my mind as I stared at myself in the mirror. I literally had to tear away from my thoughts as I left to meet Mr. 'doesn't know how to take no for an answer'. His name was Gavin. The first thought that came to mind when my eyes laid on him was that he was a blonde haired, blue eyed Adonis. I had to blink at him a couple of times to make sure that he was real. His smile showed the deepest dimples I'd seen on a man before. He was; in a word, stunning. His sexy, intently low accent sent an electrical charge straight into my panties shocking me into a silent stupor. My nipples peaked just hearing him say hello. I found myself wondering where the hell Lena met guys like this but considering how gorgeous I now looked, it didn't take a rocket scientist to figure it out. I should have known Lena wouldn't fill me in on the entire story though. Gavin actually turned out to be a nice guy, a really nice guy. The 'thing' he'd invited my sister to was actually a showing at an art gallery. During the event I was fuming at Lena's selfishness but I kept my mouth shut and put on the fakest smile I possessed to a bunch of strangers. I didn't speak unless I absolutely had to. Gavin didn't seem to mind which led me to conclusion that his relationship with Lena didn't have a lot to do with verbal communication. No surprise there. When the gathering came to a close I was so relieved to have gotten through the night. Gavin ushered me out of the gallery and outside to his car and held my door open. As we drove along quietly in his car I fantasized about all of the torturous things I would love to do to my sister when I got home. I was also trying not to breathe in the unbelievable smell of his cologne that had been seriously clouding my senses all night. Throughout the night everywhere he'd touched me on my body had ignited a spark. I was drenched in between my legs not able to remember when the last time was that I had been so turned on, not since Nicholas. His voice pulled me out of my lust filled thoughts which startled me and caused me to jump from my skin a bit. Not catching what he'd said, I asked him to repeat himself. He obliged and the sound of his voice made my clit vibrate. "I said you've been really quiet tonight." "Yes, I guess I have." "Mind telling me why?" What bitchy thing would Lena say? Oh yes. "I'm bored." I drawled attempting to add conviction to my tone. "If I'm such a fucking bore then why did you ditch your husband tonight to be with me?" he snapped angrily. I mentally rolled my eyes. These guys killed me. Clearly as good looking as they were they had self-esteem issues. They always tried their damndest to please my sister while she neither cared nor appreciated it. Still acting as Lena, I put my hands onto my temples as if I had a headache, which was not far from the truth. My head was beginning to throb from all the tension rising in the car and from how high strung my body was. "Look, can we just not talk? I'm ready to get home." He eyed me glaringly. "Fine." I wasn't certain but it looked as if he had been gritting his teeth. ***** I didn't notice where we were as Gavin drove for about a half hour and finally he pulled into a long curved driveway that was connected to a really large home. This was definitely not Lena's home. "Where are we?" I asked him before I could think not to. For a minute he just let his eyes rest on me then he said in a harsh voice, "The condo isn't my only place of residence Lena!" I swallowed hard and told him that I really needed to get back home. For more than one reason. "I know." he said. "I just want to get a drink first then I'll take you home. Can you at least allow me that?" "Not really. Nicholas..." "Is obviously fine or you wouldn't be here with me." he cut me off. I frowned at the interruption and buried my back in the leather seat I sat in. "One drink." he pleaded. I found myself nodding and then wondering what the hell I was doing. Gavin smiled and exited the car. He approached my side and opened the door for me. He took my hand and led me inside. All I could say about his house was, wow. He left my side for a moment to fix two drinks at the bar. He handed one to me before he gave me the tour of his home which ended at his dimly lit bedroom. The huge bed was king sized and looked so inviting. As I stood in the door I took a sip of the drink in my hand. He came behind me and began softly kissing the back of my shoulders. "Take it off." he whispered in my ear referring to my dress. I moved my body away from him and felt the alcohol beginning to work its magic. It must have been strong stuff but that was good because I needed a little courage to do what I was about to. I watched Gavin move from behind me and walk over to the foot of the bed. He downed the rest of his drink. I should have known that I lost at his little game the moment I'd let him lead me from the car into his home. Taking a very deep breath I peeled off the scraps and stood in front of him in only my panties and bra, which were nothing more than a few scraps of lace themselves. "You are exquisite." he said watching me so intensely. He kept his eyes on me as he unbuttoned his shirt and undid his pants. My eyes shot curiously from my shaking hands to the erection underneath his boxers. "Come here." he said noticing where my attention was focused. I moved to him and he roughly pulled me to the bed. We went down together and as I lay back on the bed my heart was pounding. His hands found my lace panties and he ripped them off of me and which left my wet, heated pussy uncovered. He replaced my panties with strong and thick fingers. I jumped a little at his touch. "What's the matter Lena, don't I turn you on any longer?" I could literally feel the anger in his stare as I looked into his eyes. His head slowly dipped and he began to trail kisses down my body, over my breasts, stomach, thighs. When his mouth found my core I nearly jumped off the bed. He grasped my thighs firmly to hold me still while he savagely tasted me. With nowhere to go and so many feelings flooding my body, I felt my eyes begin to roll into the back of my head. "I'm going to come!" I heard myself yell loudly. At hearing this, Gavin seemed to show me no mercy. He started to lap at me harder, faster, and making the sexiest noises while he brought me to a soul shattering climax. My chest heaved as my back arched and as I was still feeling the effects, I felt Gavin attempting a naked entrance into my body. I stopped him just as I felt my opening being slightly parted. "You need a condom." I panted while pushing my body away and placing my hands on his well defined chest. "We've never used one before." he frowned as he stared down at me. The fierce glare did nothing to take away from his beauty. "Well we will tonight." I said firmly and met his gaze squarely. "Okay." he submitted and moved to retrieve a condom from the nightstand next to the big bed. He moved back over me in an instant and when he entered me it was with one powerful thrust. I was not a virgin but it hurt. It really fucking hurt. I should have expected it since my one and only other time happened the night of my sister's marriage to Nicholas four years ago. I yelled out in pain, my attempt at biting my lip to keep it subdued had failed miserably. Gavin's breathing seemed to be just as erratic as mine as he pulled back from me to look into my face, his eyes searching. I did not hide from him and a moment later he leaned down to take my mouth hungrily while pushing forward into me slowly. This new rhythm made me ache with need and soon I forgot everything but the way he was making me feel. My nails began to dig into his back, my mouth began to move of its own will to tell him how big he was, how hard I wanted it, how fucking good he felt. His hands seemed to be everywhere at once; in my hair, on my breasts and ass. I was so intoxicated from having him inside me. Right before he came he began to slam into me hard and harder until it seemed it was all I could do to spread my legs farther apart for him. I wanted everything he was giving to me, all of it. When he came he collapsed on top of me growling in my ear that I was his now. Hearing that made me freeze for a second then as I remembered what the hell I was doing here with him and I just held onto him wanting to relish in the moment for as long as it lasted. As he moved off of me I tried to sit up but found my limbs to be too heavy. He got off the bed and I got a perfect view of his glorious body as I watched him leave the room. I made the conclusion that he had entered the bathroom as I heard the toilet flush and the faucet begin to run. When he came back he turned on the light and approached me with a small towel in his hand. He delicately placed the damp cloth between my legs. The warmth felt good and soothed my aching pussy. I was appreciative and told him so when he was done dabbing my throbbing folds. He nodded and stretched out next to me on his back. He finally asked the question but it was directed more at the ceiling than to me. "You must be her sister." I sighed and felt my heart working overtime again. "We're identical twins." I turned to face him and noticed his eyes were now travelling my body from head to toe as if looking for any obvious distinctions between Lena and myself; which there were none. After my 'makeover' Lena and I looked to be one and the same. "What's your name?" "Stacy." "Well Stacy, what happens next?" he said using the same tone. "I was supposed to break up with you for her." I told him. He scoffed and then laughed. "Obviously, but what made you fuck me instead?" That question had me hopping off his bed and searching for my clothes. As I pulled on my bra and then reapplied the dress onto my body, I could feel his eyes on me. When I was fully dressed except for the torn panties, I felt confident enough to meet his eyes again. I simply told him that Lena didn't want to see him anymore. I wasn't expecting to see amusement on his face as his voice had sounded angry only moments ago. He got up from the bed and walked over to what looked like a walk in closet. "I hadn't planned on sleeping with you tonight either, of course I thought you were her." he said as he came to stand in front of me."Give this to her for me." In his hand was a small rectangular box. I was not so green in terms of sexual relationships that I didn't know what this little gift symbolized and it angered me for some reason. I wanted to know what all of that angry possessive male bullcrap he'd been pulling back in the car had been about if he had planned to dump my sister tonight anyway. When I asked hotly he shrugged and said that he was a man as if that was some kind of sensible answer. He then asked what my motivation for doing what we did was. His blue eyes swept the bed we'd just lain in. I was completely flustered but decided the truth was the only way to go. I had wanted him and so I had gone to him when he'd called. It had been wrong maybe but I didn't feel regret. He must have seen the answer on my face as he smiled at me with a knowing look in his eyes. He reached out and pulled me close to him, closing the gap I had made. "Yeah, you're not going anywhere, not tonight!" A sharp lip lock seconds later let me know Gavin was anything but through with me. The second time we had sex was in the shower and it was incredible. He filled me up completely as he took me standing in the middle of the space there. With nothing but his arms holding me up, I locked my legs around his waist as he pumped his body into mine. "My God." I gasped loudly when we'd both shattered to pieces. I laid my now heavy head on his shoulder and he laughed at that. I lifted my head to look into his eyes and couldn't stop the grin that was spreading across my face. "I didn't mean..." "Yes..." he said smiling arrogantly back at me. "You did." We exited the shower after sharing a smoldering kiss. I then got dressed for the second time as dawn was breaking. I was in desperate need of sleep and was running on pure adrenaline at the moment. Gavin offered me something to eat to which I politely declined but I did take the cup of coffee he held out to me. He then drove me back to Lena's car which was parked at their usual meeting place across town. ***** When I got to Lena's house I went in through the back door because I was basically sneaking in and I knew it. It shocked me when I walked into the kitchen and saw that Lena was up and waiting for me. "Well..." she looked me up and down. "I guess I don't need to ask you how your evening went." she said nastily. I fought to keep my mouth from falling. Are you kidding me?! "Why do you care?" I snapped at her. "You told me to dump the guy for you." "Yes Stacy..." her voice raised. "Dump him not FUCK him". I was angry as I rushed to her and retrieved the small box from my handbag. "Here, it's from Gavin." I practically pushed the gift in her chest. The way she looked at it stilled me. Oh. My. God. My heart began a fast descent inside my chest stealing my breath. This was so not what I thought it was. She was in love with him. She didn't have to say it, she was my twin and I knew her about as well as I knew myself. "You must have known that he was going to break things off with you." I picked my eyes up off the floor and forced myself to look at her. "That's why you wanted me to go and take your place. You figured I had no attachments to him and then you could go on with your happy little 'fake' life when it was all said and done!" "Thank you!" she snapped, anger now filling her eyes. I was slightly shocked when she pushed the gift back towards me. "You should keep this, I'm sure you earned it." I surprised myself with my next words. "You selfish bitch. You have everything, including a husband who is crazy about you, yet you're fucking around on him! So yes, I fucked your little boy-toy. It was good and I don't regret it." "I see I'm not the only one who lost her head over my little boy-toy." she shot back at me. "A little revenge Ms. Prissy?" "What?" I said astounded. "Tell me twin..." she continued. "On a scale of one to ten where do you rate Gavin? Because I give him a perfect score; from the way he devours my pussy to the way his thick cock stretches my ass!" "I wouldn't know!" I knew I was literally yelling now. "I have nothing to compare him to." I regretted the words the moment they left my mouth. Her eyes widened on me but she kept quiet as less than two seconds later Nicholas came into the room. "You two are up early." he said while grabbing a cup of coffee. He glanced over at me briefly, too briefly, and I hoped he didn't notice my heaving chest which had less to do with my fight with Lena and more to do with his proximity to me. "Late night?" he queried. He really didn't wait for a response as he took his mug and left. I could only breathe normally again once he'd fully left the room. "Don't think I don't know how you feel about my husband." Lena hissed at me. Tears filled her eyes, making me feel like shit. "I hate you." she said vehemently. The tone in her voice had my head snapping back to her eyes. I felt like she'd slapped me. "I have SO MUCH, right?" she spat out. "I'd give it all up to have my husband look at me the way that he does you." My gasp was completely audible. "Yeah, I got the guy Stacy but while he's fucking me it's you he's busy fantasizing about. I've known it for years but never had the guts to admit it until now." I was at a loss for words. "Don't act like you didn't know." she sneered. When she realized that I wasn't going to respond she stormed towards the kitchen door but then turned back to me. I was still stunned from her outbursts. "And p.s." she said matter of fact. "You can't have him." I honestly didn't know if she was referring to her husband or Gavin. I then thought back to the "little black girl lost" style journal entry/ letter she'd sent me to get me to this point in the first place. She was talking about Gavin. "Lena I didn't..." I mustered. "Go to hell!" she snapped and stormed toward the stairs while I was left alone in the kitchen to wonder if her words held any truth to them. Was her husband into me? And how did I feel about it? Who the fuck was I kidding? I knew exactly how I felt about it; I'd always been somewhat in love with Nicholas. But I would not ever do anything about it. And now with what I felt, yeah felt for Gavin what was I going to do about him. We'd made plans to see each other again and I didn't see myself breaking them. Had it really come down to this?Fighting with my twin sister over a guy? A male that I'd known less than twenty-four hours or was the fighting over the male who deep down I felt should have been mine in the first place? I didn't have the answer to this all I knew was that for the first time in our lives; between my sister and I there would be fighting. ***** Sibling Rivalry Ch. 02 "Just because we had sex doesn't mean I'm letting you take the car this weekend." Christine laughed as she punched me in the arm. "Jerk. That's not why I did this." "Why did you do this then? For ten years you've had dad wrapped around your little finger. He's given you everything you ever wanted. While I get to sit back and watch." She started to cry and I pulled her tight caressing her lightly. "You must think I'm a real bitch." "I have called you that a few times in the last few years." She giggled a little between sobs "Yes, you certainly have. And I deserved it every time you did." I kissed her forehead. "Pete, I've..." I looked into her face and she was biting her bottom lip. "God, I don't know how to say it properly." "Since I have no idea how to read your mind you're going to have to say something I can understand." "You always had so many friends when we were younger. I got jealous of how popular you were when I didn't have many friends at all. I wanted you pay attention to me and when you wouldn't I started to go to daddy. I got you into trouble a lot just so I could get you to talk to me. But my plan backfired and you pulled away from me even more. Pretty soon the only way to get you to talk to me at all was if I started a fight with you and then got daddy to back me up." "Wait. You were jealous of me?" "Still am a little. Do you know how many girls in school thought you were 'sooo hottt'? All of them. Including me." she bit her lip again. "But I couldn't say or do anything about it. I had to act like all my friends and the other girls in school were stupid for even suggesting you were desirable. And the more I heard about it the more I wanted to torture you." "So you tried to sabotage my relationships?" "Not consciously. But yes. I heard Beth Beyers telling some other girls about you and her having sex. I got so angry that I decided the only way to keep you from that was to take your car. After all no car, no way to take a date out for sex." "I still found a way." Christine got a sad look on her face at my confession. "Hey. Come on. I started hearing stories about you too. Brad Anderson told every guy in school you blew him on the first date and screwed his brains out a week later. Then every guy after that had to outdo each other. Paul Lewis told everyone he got your anal cherry. The list goes on." I could see fury in her eyes but not directed at me. "I can't believe those bastards. I barely let Brad feel me up over my blouse and bra. Paul was so scared on our date he almost passed out when I kissed him good night. The farthest I ever went was letting Jeremy Miller get a feel of bare tit." I laughed. "What's so funny?" "Jeremy told everyone he got you to give him a golden shower right after he ate you out." "That sick fuck." "After hearing all those stories from all those guys I started to believe some of them. I got really pissed off at you because you were using my car to go on dates and doing the stuff I was wanting to do. Not the golden shower thing, but most of the rest." She laughed again. I stood up and started walking toward the door. She looked scared for a second. "Just going to see if your jeans and panties are dry." Her panties were dry but the jeans were still slightly damp. I grabbed them any way and walked back to the barn. I knew that once she got dressed they would quickly dry. I handed her the clothes and she set them in her lap. "So what do you want to do now?" I asked. "I don't want to go home yet. Can we go somewhere and eat then come back out here? I really like how quiet and peaceful it is." "I need to make a couple of calls when we get to town anyway." "Who to?" "Mom and dad to let them know you are with me. And Jane Wilson. My reason for needing the car tonight. What about you? Anyone you need to call?" "No. I was just going to drive the car around for an hour then park until midnight and then drive back home. I've been doing that a lot." "What about Alan?" "I quit dating him three months ago. He kept trying to get into my pants and I didn't want him there. So we broke up." "Ready to get dressed now?" She nodded and started pulling on her jeans. No panties, I love it when a girl goes commando. I did the same thing just pulling on my jeans. We gathered our shirts and pulled on our shoes and socks. I patted my pockets and felt the keys. "Let's go." Christine said "Wait." As I turned she jumped into my arms and kissed me. I held her for a minute before breaking the kiss. I grabbed her hand and led her to the car. As we got in she slid all the way over to sit next to me. "I guess we won't be going toward home when we go out." "Why not?" "As far as everyone in town knows we hate each other. If they see you sitting in my lap they're going to know something is up." "I didn't think of that." I turned left when we hit the highway and we drove the forty miles to the next town. Christine reached into the back and pulled her purse off the floor. "I never did ask you how you got out to the barn." "When you accuse me of sleeping with dad I ran and jumped into the back seat. It was the only thing I could think of at the time." Christine pulled out her cell phone and called home. "Hi mom... yes Pete's with me... we're working some things out... no mom we're fine really... we'll be home some time tomorrow... tell dad to calm down or we might stay away for a couple of weeks... I love you mom... bye." "A couple of weeks? Are you serious?" "You don't want to spend time with me?" "The new you.Yes. If the old you comes out you'll be walking home." I reached for my cell and found Jane's number. I looked at Christine and said "I don't mean anything I'm about to say." She nodded and I could see worry on her face. I hit send and Jane answered on the third ring. "Hey Jane. I got bad news... yeah my bitch sister convinced my dad to let her have the car again... I know I promised... I'll make it up to you... don't say that... if my mom's family ever gets off their asses and divides up grandpa's estate I'll be able to move into my own place and no more problems... soon, I swear... love you too." Christine looked at me and her lip was trembling. I pulled over and took her into my arms. "I told you I didn't mean a word of that. Yesterday, I probably would have." She laughed and punched me "Jerk." I waited until she stopped crying before pulling back onto the road. We found a pizza joint and ordered a large half sausage half garbage. Twenty minutes later we were digging in with gusto. I paid the bill and left the waitress a nice tip. On the way out of town I stopped at the grocery store. Christine looked puzzled. "Let's get a bunch of food so we don't have to leave the barn until tomorrow night?" "There you go thinking smart again." The clerk must have thought we were having a party or something. I loaded all the cold stuff into the ice chest with the bag of ice I bought. I even tossed a few sodas into the ice chest so we could drink cold a few cold ones with our meals. Forty five minutes later we pulled back in front of the barn. Christine helped carry the dry stuff while I lugged the ice chest. I grabbed a roll of toilet paper and said "Back in a few." I disappeared into the woods a few feet. I could still see the barn but I was mostly hidden. I took my jeans off fully, not wanting to make a mistake like Christine had. Having shit in my jeans would be more embarrassing. As soon as I walked in the door I saw Christine standing wearing nothing but her shoes. She walked up and help out her hand for the toilet paper and went back to the bush she used earlier. I was nude by the time she came back. She smiled when she saw me. As she kicked off her shoes she said "Awfully sure of yourself there Pete." "I just figured if you were nude I should be too. You know all you have to do is tell me stop and I will. I felt like crap this morning for being so rough your first time. If I thought you were still..." "Relax big guy. It hurt for thirty seconds, if that. That orgasm you gave me lasted for five minutes. So I think you more than made up for a little pinch." I grabbed her arms and pulled her tight to my body and kissed her deeply. I slid my hands from her arms to her back and sent one up to her shoulder blades and the other down to her ass. After a minute I pinched her butt and she jumped. "Hey!" "Now I need to make up for a little pinch again." Christine laid down on the sleeping bag and I snuggled up next to her. We began to make out in earnest. She grabbed my cock and held in her hand for the first time. "I've never touched one like this before. I have rubbed on them through jeans but never put my hands on one directly." I began to kiss her neck. "What else haven't you done?" "I've never given a blow job, never received orally either. Right now I would like to have my nipples sucked again." "Let me take care of that for you." I moved my mouth from her neck to her right nipple and began to lick it light just caressing it with the tip of tongue. I blew faintly as I pulled my mead back a little and watched the nipple grow. I dove in hungrily this time and covered Christine's nipple and sucked like I was trying to give her a hickey. She began to moan loudly as my tongue began to flick across her engorged tip. I gave a light nip to her nipple before giving some attention to her left breast. Christine's moans of pleasure were egging me on. As I nipped her left nipple and pulled away she was anticipating me going back to her other breast. Instead I moved down and stopped just above her belly button. I licked around her little innie before plunging my tongue inside. I began kissing my way down and I could hear Christine's breathing getting more ragged as her excitement grew. I rubbed my chin again her manicured pubes eliciting a giggle. She had her legs spread wide in anticipation of what I was going to do. Her clit standing proud outside its protective cover. I blew lightly across her sensitive nub and she jerked her hips. I placed my hands beneath her ass and held her up a for a better angle at her lower lips. I moved my face lower and she squealed in delight. I gripped her ass cheeks and pulled them gently apart and started my tongue at her perineum and licked my way slowly up. I stopped just before my tongue made contact with her clit. She groaned when she realized I was going back down. I made four passes like this before I touched her sensitive nub. Her hips thrust at my face. I moved back down stopping to plunge my tongue as deep as I could into her pussy. She purred like a kitten as I lapped at her pussy. I pulled my right hand from her ass and slid my index finger to the second knuckle replacing my tongue. I began to wiggle my finger deeper.A sigh of contentment. I moved up and latched on to her clit like I had one of her nipples just minutes before. I anticipated her hip thrust and avoided a sore nose. I kept my lips attached to her clit and licked at it with just the tip of my tongue. Christine began to moan louder and louder I felt her body tense and her pussy clamped down tight on my finger. I eased off my pressure on her clit. One of my former girlfriends had informed me that continued stimulation caused the pleasure to become painful and I believed her. I moved my mouth to lap up all the juices oozing from her honey hole. She tasted sweet in spite of the slightly musky scent. My other girlfriends had saltier taste when I went down on them. I waited for Christine to come down a little from her orgasm before sliding my body on top of hers. I kissed her lips and she shoved her tongue through my lips into my mouth. I reached down and began to rub the head of my cock at her entrance. I broke the kiss and she nodded her head. I slid inside her with more care than this morning. As I bottomed out I held myself still. I looked deep into her eyes. "Would you like to be on top this time?" I asked. she simply nodded. "Straighten your legs and place them against mine." Once she complied I rolled us over in one quick turn. "Sit up and place your knees here." I patted next to my ribs as she sat erect. "Now rock your hips like you're riding a hobby horse." Christine giggled at the imagery. But soon her hips were moving. Slowly at first then picking up speed as she gained in confidence at what she was doing. Soon she began to raise and lower herself along the shaft of my rock hard fuck stick. I saw her face begin to glow as she revealed in her feelings of pleasure. She began to speed up even more and could feel a tingle passing between us. My hips were thrusting up to meet her plunges. She looked into my eyes and I moved my hands to her nipples and pinched both simultaneously. Christine's body tensed and I could feel her tight pussy grow even tighter on my cock. My own orgasm erupted unexpectedly when she cried out my name and collapsed on my chest. I kissed her forehead and held her tight to me.she was soon breathing slow and even. Asleep. I reached for the edge of the sleeping bag and pulled it loosely over both of us. There was no way to zip it up and get us bot encased without waking her so I left it alone. Soon I too was sleeping and dreaming. I woke up cold and realized Christine was not on top of me any more. I got up and did not see her in the barn as I looked around. I started to get worried. I grabbed for my jeans and heard the keys rattle in the pocket. Where the hell was she?Seconds later she came in the door holding the roll of toilet paper. "Something wrong Pete?" "I woke up and you were gone. I didn't know where you were." She came to me and wrapped her arms around we and leaned up to kiss me. "So sweet. You were worried about me." She headed for the sleeping bag after letting me go. "Hang on Chris." I started to zip the bag and she got the idea finally. When the bag was little more than half closed I slid in and she climbed on top of me. As I finished zipping us in Christine kissed me softly on the lips. "What happens when we get home Pete?" "I have no idea. But like I told you earlier, if old Christine starts going to dad for everything again you won't like what happens." "Is there any place we can go to be together as a couple?" "I don't know. We can always Google it I guess. But what do you want to happen when we go back?" "I want us to be just like we have been since we came out here to the barn." "We could always talk to mom about letting the family give us this place. Then we fix it up and turn the barn into a house. We would need to get electricity and gas out here. But I think we could make a go of it. Let me talk to mom Monday while dad's at work." "M Kay" Christine drifted off to sleep once more and once I was sure she was out I fell asleep too. Sibling Rivalry Ch. 03 It was eight-thirty p.m. and Lena was late. The door to her walk-in closet was open but she had yet to pick an outfit because instead of getting ready to go out with a few friends like she'd planned to, she found herself pacing a trail into her bedroom floor and trying not to explode from hearing the automated message that was coming out of her cell phone. Again. She'd heard it far too many times in the past couple of hours. Completely enraged at this point, she threw the thing across the room. It landed in the middle of her bed. Taking a deep breath she walked over to retrieve the cell phone and ended up tripping and stumbling over both her feet and the non-existent obstacles in her path. Okay, so she'd been drinking. A lot. Clutching the phone in her hand she crawled beneath her covers as if she were cold, and pulled a pillow over her head in an effort to not scream out loud. It was killing her that Gavin was not only ignoring every one of her attempts to talk to him but that he was also doing her twin sister behind her back. She'd been wide awake several times the past few nights that Stacy had come sneaking in. It had been so obvious what she'd been up to that Lena hadn't even confronted her, not when Stacy traipsed by her undeniably smelling of Gavin's cologne and his sex. Lena knew very well what they both smelled like. In a moment of desperate clarity, her head shot up from beneath her blankets, her eyes zooming in on the cordless phone by her bed. Gavin wasn't taking calls from her cell phone but he didn't know her home number. Just as suddenly a feeling of desolation threatened to swallow her. Was the dick really that good to her? Lena then scoffed at the need to ask herself that question. Of course it was and for that reason alone she was determined to get it back and her man right along with it. Se snickered at the direction in which her alcohol warped mind was turning tonight as she picked up the house phone off the night stand right next to her. She turned it on and placed it at her ear. She was a bit shocked to find that that the line was currently being occupied already. As she listened in she seethed with anger at Gavin's voice. "So I'll see you in about an hour then." "I'll be there." Stacy said in response. Lena grinded her teeth at her twin's stupid twelve year-old giggle. "And hey..." Gavin's voice sounded low and toxic to Lena, inflaming her too easily. "Don't wear any panties, I'm too impatient tonight." A second later the line went dead and Lena was feeling fucking homicidal. She had to take a couple of deep inhales while sitting on the side of her bed before she could go face Stacy. It was now clear that her mission was going to be slightly harder to achieve than she'd first thought. Finally feeling a little less out of control, Lena reached for her almost empty bottle of Partida Elegante. Nicholas would probably kill her for taking it from his private stash but at the time she hadn't given a damn. She probably would tomorrow though because the shit was three hundred fifty dollars per bottle. She grabbed the bottle anyway and sloshed her way towards that bitch's room. *** I sat on the bed after having gotten off the phone with Gavin letting my body air dry from the shower I'd just had. My mind began meditating on the words he'd spoken over the phone. He was waiting for me... impatiently. It saturated my pussy with juices just thinking about how he would have me. And Gavin was downright insatiable. I'd spent the past few nights sexing him all night long in one position or another. There was nothing we hadn't tried. When the door to my room flew open I jumped. I was startled a little, because of the force with which it was thrown wide and due to the fact that I was completely naked. Lena stood there looking at me with bloodshot eyes and a sneer that distorted her usually beautiful face. She came into the room and sat on the edge of my bed. I could smell the Tequila like she'd bathed in it. I didn't know what to expect a slap, some name calling, but instead she spoke to me in a soft voice. "I'm not over him... yet." She would not look at me so I tried to surmise her state of mind as best as I could. An instant later her red rimmed eyes shot to mine and she was now speaking in a perfectly normal tone of voice, well for a drunk person. "Here's the deal: you get Gavin to give me what I want and I'll let you fuck Nicholas, like you've been dying to for years." Was this the alcohol speaking? I began to wonder and then wanted to kick my own ass for even contemplating the idea of being with Nicholas. As much as my logical mind knew it was wrong my body was on full alert with anticipation. Lena knew this too. "I'll think about it." I told her finally. She got up from the bed and seemed to float back towards the door saying we'd talk when she sobered up. It took her three days before she approached me again with the subject of me making love to her husband. I had been sitting on my bed again, but this time for a different reason having been in the middle of reading a novel I'd recently picked up. She entered without knocking and stood in the doorway. "Well sis, what's your decision?" she asked. Damn! I was hoping I could get a lead-in question or something. She just dove right in the deep end and here I was in the hot seat as uncomfortable as it was possible for me to be. When I just stared in her direction with my face burning she came over to me picked up my cell phone and held it out to me. Before Gavin even answered my mouth was as dry as I imagined the desert must be. "Hey..." I said when he picked up and quickly continued before I could change my mind. "Lena wants you to fuck her again."I finished in a rush. I held my breath as silence spilled out over the phone. I could hear him moving around like he was repositioning himself wherever he sat. Then, he cleared his throat and still his voice sounded croaked as he asked me to repeat myself. "She's really sorry about lying to you and she wants you back." I urged. He seemed to have recovered by then as he questioned me. "And she asked you to talk to me about this?" "Yes, but I can see for myself that she misses you and wants you badly." I avoided looking at Lena as I said this not sure if I had actually been referring to Lena wanting Gavin or me wanting Nicholas. "And how do you feel about being in the room while I'm making your sister come?" he asked me. "Excuse me." I blurted just knowing I hadn't heard him correctly. "I'll have her only if I can have the both of you." He said this like we were speaking about the weather or something but I could tell from his tone how resolute he was about his decision. "I'll have to call you back" I retorted, my voice shaking. Telling Lena what had been said was like throwing gasoline on a bon fire. Her eyes lit up like the night sky on the 4th of July, and not in a good way. She responded through clenched teeth asking me how badly I wanted Nicholas and seeing as I couldn't think about the idea of being with Nicholas without shuddering in rapture, I found myself calling Gavin back. "I have an answer to your question" I told him feeling breathless when he picked up. I then told him that it would be a challenge that I was willing to engage in. He laughed at that and spoke as if I'd surprised him. His voice was laced heavily with lust. I could tell he was warming to the idea and probably imagining it in his head as we talked. We made plans to get together in a few days. *** I drove to Gavin's house Saturday around sundown since Lena didn't know the way. I was exulting in being a little bitchy as I took pleasure in the knowledge that I knew where he lived and she didn't. I could tell that it was bugging the shit out of her as we exited the car and walked towards the door. Together we stood on the steps and inadvertently reached for the bell at the same time. I couldn't otherwise tell how Lena was doing. She looked as cool as a fan and perfectly coiffed, but I was very fidgety and so tense that I could not stand still, especially as it took Gavin some time to come to the door. When Gavin finally did open the door he had a drink in his hand and he wore a plain t-shirt and faded jeans. He opened the door wide enough for both of us to enter. I noticed his smile was just as wide, encompassing us both as we walked in. We all went into his living room where we took seats around the furniture. Lena took off her jacket and threw it over one of the chairs. She seemed so calm and together, my hands were shaking and I became even more tense at the fact that no one spoke immediately. "Would anyone like anything to drink?" Gavin asked into the silence. He stood to get a refill of whatever he was drinking. "Yeah, I'll just have whatever you're having." I told him. Lena snorted and rolled her eyes as she called out an order like we were in a bar and Gavin was being paid to get it exactly right. She shot me a look when he turned to the bar to fix our drinks that signified that I was an amateur female. Gavin brought out our drinks and as I took a small sip of the brown liquid I thought maybe my twin was right. I should have shaken off my nervousness and asked for what I liked instead of just thoughtlessly blurting that I'd have what Gavin was drinking. I hadn't even asked what it was but it tasted horrible! I left it mostly untouched on the table. Lena took her time sipping her fruity looking vodka mix while Gavin slammed back a shot of the gross liquor he'd given me. When Lena finished with her drink she walked over to Gavin and kissed him on his mouth. For a second he let her do all the work and then when her hands twined themselves through his hair yanking at his head he began to kiss her back. He was not gentle or nice about it either. I was fuming watching this so I reached for the glass on the table and swallowed a big gulp of the nasty shit. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Gavin moving Lena's body towards the stairs so I stood to follow them as they went up. He didn't take us to the bedroom he and I used regularly. Instead this new bedroom had a hardwood black and white floor that matched the room's décor. It was not as cozy as the bedroom we used either but then this bedroom had a hot tub in the middle of the floor facing the bed. A small white wall kept the hot tub from being totally visible from the bed. Lena went over and immediately turned on the faucet letting the tub fill up while I took a seat on the bed and Gavin stood in the center of the room. I noticed his eyes tracking Lena's movements. "Come here." she called to him as she began to strip out of her clothes. She remained in her bra and panties that left nothing to the imagination and six inch black Jimmy Choo's. Gavin paced toward her and she quickly began ripping his clothes off. Once again he did nothing to help as she undressed him but I could see that he was as erect as he was going to get while still in his jeans. Lena stuck her hand into his pants and relieved him of that little problem. With his shirt off and jeans down she began to kiss him down his body. The jealousy that rolled through me made me turn my head as she squatted and took him into her mouth without touching him with her hands. His head flopped back onto his shoulders. I needed another fucking drink. Walking over to the side bar I grabbed the first thing that I saw and poured me a shot. By this time the two of them had moved into the hot tub. He was sitting and she was riding him. A perverse compulsion made me look. He seemed like he was enjoying himself, very much. His teeth were biting into his bottom lip as her perfect breasts bounced against his chest. I couldn't see much else of her, not that I wanted to, but I did notice that Gavin's hands were spread on the rim of the tub and not on her body. As I walked by the two of them and back towards the bed I let my hand trail across his arms and without having to check to see I knew his eyes were following me across the room. Sometime after the first or third drink at the bar I had lost my clothes. The alcohol had really kicked in and I was feeling more than a little stoned. I was so ready for him when he followed shortly after, leaving Lena in the tub alone probably with only a pissed expression on her face to keep her company. He was putting on a condom as he came toward me with that massive hard on; I assumed that he'd washed before he got out of the hot tub because all I could smell was clean when he reached me. Still wet from the tub he climbed onto the bed and on top of me sliding into me without preamble. It was so easy to succumb to the sensations and forget that my twin was somewhere in the room. "Oh my god, oh my god!" I screamed over and over and then yelled out his name as I came. "Say it again." he hissed. "Gavin...Gavin...Gaaavviinnn!" I screamed still feeling weightless from the fierce orgasm I'd just had. Two seconds later I noticed that Lena was rubbing at his back, pulling at him, and using her teeth to nip at his skin. I couldn't believe she had the nerve to get into bed with us, the whore. I hadn't gotten into the fucking hot tub with them. Gavin's eyes were so glazed over with sex that they were barely open. When he did open them fully, he looked into my eyes as if asking for my permission. I answered him by scooting up the bed letting his dick slide out of me. He took Lena by the throat and she moved into position in front of him like she didn't even see me, wiggling her butt for him, and making little mewling sounds. He was wiping up and changing condoms while she was posing in all different positions. I really wanted to slap her. Who the fuck did she think she was, Naomi Campbell or somebody? When he took her from behind, he began slamming into her while fisting her hair. The sounds they made were so animalistic and he seemed to be no less than captivated by her. I wasn't getting off on my sister having sex but I couldn't seem to take my eyes away from the sight. They moved almost as if they were one person and it made me realize the potential that sex held. What Gavin and I did was good but what they were doing looked beyond that to me. I scrambled off the bed about to leave the room when Gavin's voice stopped me in my tracks. "Get back over here." he growled at me. "On your back." she barked at him just as loud. I didn't leave the room but nor did I walk back towards the bed. As Gavin moved onto his back he called to me again but before I could get across the room Lena got astride him taking him into her. Again they moved like their parts fit perfectly together. I could tell he was close to coming as he shut his eyes tight and grabbed her ass in both hands. His body surged one more time and then he came shuddering and shaking while still inside her. I had no way of knowing whether or not Lena had come as I was not in any way interested in her part of this situation but from the laugh that she threw out a split second after Gavin came I was certain she hadn't. It was a not so much inclusive laugh, like she was fucking with him. He pushed her off of him and onto her back then got down between her legs. No matter what he did with his tongue at first, she remained noiseless. He lifted his head after a minute and I realized that he had forgotten about me being there as he stared at her seeming almost angry. "Come for me." he said in a voice that sounded as if he might have been begging her, might have been commanding. He went back between her legs and I stood there unable to move away as she began to move her pussy against his mouth, sighing. Right before the waves of orgasm passed through her body she looked over at me and our eyes connected. In hers I saw victory. The bitch was smirking at me while coming. I had guessed right. I should have realized this earlier. Even as we'd sat in Gavin's living room having a drink she had set out to teach me a lesson. As Gavin got up from between her legs she moved to take his mouth in a devouring kiss while holding on to him like he was the most valuable thing she had ever touched and he seemed to be eating the shit up, he really did. I was burning up inside, not because I was jealous or even hurt that he preferred her. My only thought was duly noted bitch! Sibling Rivalry Ch. 03 Sunday morning I woke to the feeling of little kisses on my neck and collar bone.My hands were still wrapped around Christine's waist. I slid them down to her cute little butt and squeezed. "OOH! Your finally awake." She cooed. "What do you want for breakfast babe?" "Since we have a choice of pop tarts or pop tarts. I'll say pop tarts." She giggled "I love it when you're silly like this." "I almost can't remember why we always fought." "Because I was stupid and selfish and narcissistic and and all around bitch." "There's that, but I still loved even thought you pulled all that shit over the years." She pinched me and laughed. "You didn't have to agree so readily. I love you too Pete." We got up and polished off a box of pop tarts each. We're young we can handle a little indulgence like that. Besides we had to recharge after yesterday. "Would you like to get a tour of the property? Just in case we can get the relatives to cede it to us instead of selling it off like they plan." "Sure." We both got dressed in jeans, shirt and shoes. I led Christine out the door and explained "We own everything from the main road to here and back this way for a bit. We walked toward the creek and I helped her across. In a few minutes we were at the property line. "Now side to side we don't have nearly as much but if you follow me I'll show you." We crossed the creek again by the barn and we walked just a few yards past the lane and there was a fence. "This is the western edge of the property here." I turned and we walked past the barn and into the woods there. "The eastern edge is here." We could still see the barn through the trees but the place seemed fairly secluded. Christine was coming around to wanting to move out here. "So, if we get the place, what do you think it will take to make it livable?" "I know it's going to cost a lot. We're both going to have to get jobs to pay for whatever work I can't do myself. But in the end we can have the house of our dreams out here. I can do the drawings and you can give me some ideas of what you want in the floor plan." We walked inside and I showed Christine the potential of the space just by describing what room could go where. She was soon as involved and making a few suggestions which I had not considered. She even made a few suggestions about outside. I was really liking the new and improved Christine. We ate lunch and made a few more plans. Including coming out here by ourselves as often as we could. We kidded a few times and around four we decided it was time to go face the music with dad. After loading the car we held hands and looked at the barn. Already envisioning it as we had been talking about. We pulled into the driveway a few minutes before five. Mom met us at the door and hugged us both. "How are you guys? Get everything worked out?" Christine answered. "Mostly. We still have one or two things to iron out but we are definitely going to be much nicer to each other now." She kissed me on the cheek as emphasis. Mom started to tear up. "So where's dad? I need to apologize to him. One of the things Chris and I talked about this weekend was pretty intimate and I learned I was completely off base." "Your father made a confession to me after you drove off Friday night. You were only partially right Pete." Christine and I looked at mom like someone had just told us that grass was orange and the sky was chartreuse. "Your father has been having an affair. He swore that he never laid a hand on Christine, but he wanted to. He is however sleeping with Christine's best friend Ashley. Ashley might even be pregnant right now. They have an appointment tomorrow to verify. But Ashley has missed two periods now, so the odds are pretty good you two are going to have a half brother or sister. Your father is no longer welcome in this house. Pete, I'm going to need your help in getting some of his things ready for him to take." I nodded. Christine and I were in total shock. We looked at each other and she shook her head. She read my mind. I was wondering if she knew about the affair. "Mom, I hope you know I had no idea about dad and Ashley. I can't believe that slut seduced my dad. She's no longer one of my friends." Mom started crying and Christine and I both hugged her. After a few minutes mom kissed us both not the cheek. "You kids are so good. So where were you this weekend?" "Do you remember the old farm great grandpa owned?" "The one north of town?" "That's the one. We camped out in the old barn. I've actually been going out there for a few years. It's where I go to blow off steam. Christine and I kind of fell in love with the place while we were out there." "It is nice and secluded. I'll bet it was peaceful out there." Christine nodded. "Pete and I were wondering if we could get the family to give it to us. We want to convert the barn to a house." "Just the two of you out there living alone?" "Mom we got a lot of things off our chests this weekend. We agreed that the two of us would never fight or argue at the farm if we lived there. So do you think we could talk to everyone about a deal giving us the land and the barn?" "One of the reasons it has been tied up in trust so long is that nobody wants to really sell the land. That land was the first place your great-great grandfather Olsen bought when he moved to the US. There used to be a house about fifty yards from the barn. Your great grandfather tore the house down when he moved to town just before he died. My father used to go out there and kept the barn in good shape. I remember going with him a few times and handing him tools while he worked. I am pretty certain I can get everyone to agree to giving it to you." It took about one hundred phone calls and two visits to the family lawyer. Three months after making the proposal the land and barn belonged to Christine and me. Mom had a little surprise for the two of us though. Grandpa never trusted dad. So he had put in a secret codicil to his will. Mom inherited almost three million in stocks. Payable on the day her divorce from dad was final. So in three more months we would have the money to do whatever we wanted at the property. It took almost two full years from the time Christine and I came to the old farmstead together before we finally moved into our house. I handed her the keys to the door. As we entered the house, for the first time an official couple, I grabbed her from behind and kissed her neck. She spun around in my arms and kissed me lightly on the lips. "I love you Pete." "Love you too Chris." "Which bedroom do you want to break in first?" "Well since we have four. Why don't we try them all out one at a time tonight?" A smile came to her face, her eyes lighting up with glee. "There you go thinking clearly again." We wrestled our way to the closest bedroom, shedding clothes as we went. I picked her up at the door to the room and carried her easily to the bed. I laid her down softly and watched as she slid to the center of the queen size bed. I crawled in next to her and placed a soft kiss on her lips. I moved my mouth to her neck and kissed my way across her collarbone. This was going to be just like that first day in the old barn. This bedroom almost in the exact spot the sleeping bag had lain the first time we made love. I continued to kiss her and moved down to lavish attention on her breasts. I knew now what would drive her to orgasm and what would bring her back down. I felt her tense up as I lapped at her nipple while sucking it into my mouth. I let the nipple pop from my mouth and started rubbing my hands up and down her back to calm her down. As i continued to stroke her back i began to kiss my way down her stomach. My tongue circled her belly button before plunging inside, eliciting a moan of pleasure. As I continued to kiss my way down I felt my chin contact her neatly shaved landing strip. I immediately skipped all the way to her right knee. "Bastard." She laughed. I smiled as I kissed my way up her thigh. As i came to her pussy I could see her clit was fully emerged. I centered my face over her slit and blew lightly across her clit. "Quit teasing." I move to her left knee and she moans in frustration. I begin kissing my way up her thigh and as I get to her slit once again I inhale like I'm going to blow on her clit once more. Before she can complain I dive in and begin attacking her dripping slit. Still sweet as the first time I ever tasted it. I made great pains to avoid contact with her clit as I savored every inch of her honey pot. As I remove my right hand from her thigh she squeals in anticipation. This is something we both enjoy. I rub my index finger across her gash getting it good and lubed. I teased a little more just touching the outer folds of her labia with the tip of my finger before withdrawing it. She had tensed her hips eagerly awaiting the plunge into her depths. Once again I place the tip at her entrance and she tries to force it inside. As I withdraw the finger once more she whines. "Please, let me cum." The tip is once again poised at the gate and she whimpers. I finally relent and thrust inside as I consume her clit. My tongue dances across the end of her rosy nub and her body locks tight in sweet release. I alternate my tongue between her slit and her clit causing intense jolts of pleasure to cascade over her whole body. "Enough." she cries. I slide my body up hers and place a kiss on her mouth. "God I love how I taste on your tongue babe." "I love how you taste on my tongue too." "Smart ass" "I love you too Chris." She reaches down and grips my hard on. She rubs the head through her lips and purrs as she drags it to her clit. She repeats this twice more before holding me steady at the entrance to her silken tunnel of love. She looks into my eyes and nods once. In one fast thrust I enter completely. She quickly has another orgasm. I hold still until she comes down once again. I kiss her lips tenderly and she smiles. I begin to pull out slowly and stop half way. I slowly push all the way back in. Once again slowly withdrawing only to slam home quickly. Now I'm just teasing myself. So I begin to find our familiar rhythm. "Yes Pete fuck me. Cum for me baby. Make a baby with me." I look into her eyes. Mom had put her on birth control when she was 14, thinking Christine would soon become sexually active based on her demeanor. "I quit taking my pills three months ago. We've been lucky so far that it hasn't happened yet. But now that we can relax more in our own place, I want your baby Pete." I become animal like at the thought. The woman I love and who loves me back wants to have my child. My cock begins to jack hammer in and out and Christine starts showing signs her climax is very close. She reaches her left hand between us and strokes her clit. This sends her over the edge and I feel her pussy lock my diamond cutting cock in its silky embrace. Pulsating from all directions at once. I don't stand a chance of holding back. I begin spurting my seed as deep into her womb as humanly possible. Christine has passed out from pleasure overload as I continue to rock in and out lighter and lighter. I roll us over so that she is on top. I rain tender kisses on her lips. Finally her eyes flutter. "Welcome back sweetie." Christine smiles just before she clamps her mouth to mine and plunges her tongue inside. I look up at her angelic face. "What room do you want to try next?" Sibling Rivalry Ch. 03 Erin's parents arrived home roughly fifteen minutes after her shower. She greeted them, but quickly retired back to her room. Her mind was still on sex, and she didn't want to risk acting abnormally around them. She had enough problems as it was without jeopardizing her "good girl" image. Damage control was critical; she needed her parents to believe that there was absolutely nothing out of the ordinary going on. Hiding out in her room, she counted down the minutes until 11:30. She repeatedly reminded herself that she was dreading it, but she just couldn't seem to feel anything other than anxious anticipation and desire. She regretted that she hadn't masturbated more when she had the chance – while her time in the shower had been immensely enjoyable, it hadn't gotten it all out of her system. Sadly, it was too late to do anything about it – Alex was still in his room and her parents were downstairs; there was nowhere that she could go to relieve herself. Her parents went to bed slightly after 10:00, as was normal behavior for them. Her parents were heavy sleepers, and with their bedroom on the second floor while Alex and Erin lived on the third it was unlikely that they'd be able to hear any noises that Erin or Alex might make. She wasn't quite sure how she felt about that. On the one hand, it was nice knowing that her parents wouldn't walk in on her and catch her sucking off her brother. On the other, she worried that there would be little incentive for Alex to keep things quiet. Eventually 11:30 rolled around. Erin remained in bed for another few minutes. Though she was secretly looking forward to what might happen she didn't want to appear overly eager and give her brother reason to believe that she was actually enjoying the abuse. As 11:32 flashed on her alarm clock, though, she heard Alex knocking on the shared wall that separated their bedrooms. Not wanting to provoke him into further sadism, she walked out of her bedroom and into his. Alex was lying in his bed, already naked. He had obviously been thinking about what was about to happen – as he laid on his back he casually stroked his erect cock. Erin looked away instinctually – even after what had happened between them it still seemed completely inappropriate to see her own brother naked, especially in such a lewd pose. Alex seemed to find that funny. As she turned her head to the side, he began to softly chuckle. "I think it's okay for you to see me naked, sis," he laughed. "I have fucked your face, and all. Modesty doesn't really make sense at this point." "It's gross," she insisted, refusing to look. "I'm not a pervert like you. Normal people don't stare at their sibling's naked body." "Now you're just making me self-conscious," he sighed. "There's nothing gross about my body, Erin – lots of women seem to like it. I'm pretty sure you're one of them, by the way – don't think that I don't notice you checking me out when you think I'm not paying attention. Go ahead and look, I know you want to and I really don't mind." Erin knew that he was right. Though she never really meant to ogle her brother's body, she had caught herself sneaking glances from time to time. She always forced herself to look away when she realized what she was doing, and she assumed it was only natural – her brother had a nice body, and she was a healthy, sexually mature woman, and looking didn't hurt anyone. It bothered her that he had noticed, though, and she didn't feel like discussing it with him. In the hopes of ending the conversation, she turned her face back towards him and gave herself permission to look. Though she tried to stop herself, her eyes gravitated towards his erection. "See, that's not so bad," Alex encouraged her. "Unfortunately, I think I still feel self-conscious after your hurtful remarks. I'll get over it in time, but I think you can do something to help that along. Lose your clothes, bitch – I don't feel like being the only one here who is naked." "I can't," she gasped. "I'm sorry, Alex, but this is sick enough already. I can't let you see me naked." "I've fucked your throat," he reminded her. "You've tasted, drank, and worn my cum. A little nudity is the least of your problems. Anyway, I'm not asking. Strip naked on your own free will, or I'll spank you until you're begging me to let you take your clothes off. I'm good either way, but you should probably pick carefully – I won't be gentle just because your ass still hurts from earlier." "You can't spank me," she replied defiantly. "Mom and dad will hear my screams. They might be heavy sleepers, but they'll wake up quick if they hear their darling little daughter screaming in agony." "I'll gag you first," he shrugged. "And hopefully you'll do your best to be quiet – if mom and dad were to walk in on me spanking you I might have to do something drastic to get their attention off of me, such as show them the pictures. Regardless, I'm done talking about this. Either lose your clothes, or I'm going straight to the belt." Erin studied his face carefully. Sadly, it looked like he wasn't bluffing – his facial expression and body language made it very clear that he'd make good on his threat without hesitation. Figuring that she'd end up naked one way or the other but she could at least spare herself a little further pain, Erin reluctantly stripped down to her bra and panties. Feeling her brothers eyes crawling over her body, she nervously folded one arm over her breasts and positioned the other over her crotch in a futile attempt to shield herself from his vision. "That's not naked," he sighed. "The parts of you that I'm actually interested in are covered – both by your underwear and your arms. You're trying my patience here, Erin, which leads me to believe that you secretly want another spanking. If that's the case, then everything is going to work out great – I'm about ten seconds off bending your disobedient ass over my knee and reminding you of your place. If I'm mistaken, though, you had better lose your clothes in a hurry." Realizing that she was beaten, Erin stripped out of her underwear. Fully nude, she again folded her arms over her body to conceal her nakedness. She knew that Alex probably wouldn't appreciate it, but she couldn't help herself – she was uncomfortable enough with just being naked without his openly leering at her. Fortunately, while he didn't seem grateful for the obstruction to his view, he didn't seem angry enough to actually punish her for it. Raising his hand, he motioned for her to get into his bed with him. "I don't know why you look so nervous," he stated as she approached. "You have an awesome body, sis – at least I think that you do. I still can't see the whole thing, but from what I can see I can tell you that you're fucking hot. It almost feels wrong that you don't show it off more – a hot piece of ass like you ought to be getting fucked as often as she can." Erin wasn't sure how to react to his compliment. Thanking him was out of the question, but she didn't want to anger him by outright ignoring it. She gave him a polite nod to indicate that she had heard him and climbed into his bed. Reaching over, Alex grabbed her wrists and pulled them away from her body; exposing her full nudity. Erin crossed her legs tightly, but it didn't seem to do anything to prevent him from staring. "Your nipples look just like I thought they would," he laughed as Erin struggled against him in a vain attempt to cover herself up. "They look very sensitive. I wonder, do you play with them when you fuck yourself?" "I don't do that," she lied, embarrassed by the overtly sexual nature of his question. "Erin, come on," he laughed. "We've lived together for all of our lives, and I'm sure you realize how little sound that wall blocks. You might be able to claim that you don't masturbate if you had only done it a few times, but I think we both know that's not how you are. I hear you fucking yourself at least once a day, and usually more – and that's just what I notice. It's like I told you earlier, bitch – everyone else might think that you're some chaste little princess, but I know exactly how much of a slut you really are." "I am not a slut," she growled, "and I don't appreciate you eavesdropping on me, you fucking pervert." She knew that she had been behaving in a slutty way, but that wasn't who she was and she didn't care for Alex claiming otherwise. "Not a slut," Alex laughed. "Good one, sis. Say, even with your legs crossed I couldn't help but notice a lack of pubic hair. Tell me, Erin – why are you shaving your cunt if you're not a slut? Is it because you like men to be able to see your cunt in graphic detail, or does the hair just get in the way when you're fucking yourself?" "Can we please just drop it?" Erin asked, desperately wanting to change the conversation. "Someone's eager to get to work," Alex laughed, releasing her arms. "I'm not surprised – like I said, you I know that really are a slut. It must be torture for you to have to sit around talking when there's a hard dick that you could get inside of you. As your big brother, it kills me to see you suffering like this, so go ahead. Suck my cock, you disgusting little whore." Erin hated the way that he spoke to her, but she was eager to end the conversation about her perceived sluttiness any way that she could. Crawling down the bed, she laid down on her front with her head roughly level with Alex's crotch, hoping that the position would prevent him from seeing too much of her naked body. As she brought her head into Alex's crotch she restrained herself – though she was actually looking forward to what she was about to do, she didn't want him to know. Feigning absolute disgust, she sucked his cock into her mouth and began to slowly bob her head. Erin gradually built up speed; though she found that she couldn't go quite as fast as she had the last time. Her throat still hurt from the blowjob that she gave Alex that afternoon and from her own self-abuse in the shower. Each time that she went too deep she gagged painfully, her throat protesting the rough treatment. She tried her best, but eventually accepted that she simply wouldn't be able to be as aggressive as she had that afternoon. Unfortunately, it didn't seem like Alex was okay with her slacking off. He had been relatively passive and willing to let her do all the work that afternoon, but that was apparently no longer the case. Placing his hand on her head he guided her motions, forcing her to go far deeper and faster than she was comfortable with. It was tremendously painful, but he didn't seem to care about the suffering that he was inflicting on her. Despite the tremendous pain and discomfort that he was inflicted on her, Erin found herself reacting in precisely the same way that she had earlier. With each thrust she found herself getting more and more turned on; before long she could feel her own juices seeping down her thighs. She was deeply ashamed of her reaction, and her forced nudity made things even worse. As her clit began to throb in desire, she worried that it would be more difficult to hide her arousal from her brother. "You can fuck yourself," he laughed, briefly taking his hand off of her head. "You obviously want to – don't hold back on my account." "I do not," she insisted after pulling her head off of him. "I'm not the pervert here." "Please," he laughed. "I can smell your cunt from all the way up here. Don't get me wrong, I don't mind – it smells good and I'm actually wondering if it tastes good as well. Remember, Erin, I'm the one person who actually knows how often you fuck yourself. You're not fooling me, and I'm not asking – finger yourself, slut. Show me what you were doing in the shower earlier." Erin was mortified. She didn't know if he had heard her in the shower or just guessed what she was doing based on how long she was in there, but the confident way that he accused her led her to think that he absolutely knew. She considered telling him that he was wrong, but that didn't seem like a great idea – he'd probably want to argue with her, and she didn't want to talk about it at all. Hoping to distract him, she forced her head back down his cock and began to suck him violently. It hurt like hell, but she needed him to forget about getting her to masturbate. Unfortunately, he didn't seem interested in letting her ignore his demand. "I'm not going to warn you again," he sighed. "I know how badly you want to fuck yourself, and as your brother it pains me to see you suffering like this. If you really can't bring yourself to do it, I'll do it for you. It's your choice, bitch." Erin groaned in despair. She hated the idea of masturbating in front of her brother. It was humiliating, disgusting, and she knew that he would take advantage and watch her like the pervert he was. Even more troubling was the fact that she knew she wouldn't just be going through the motions – she knew that once she got going it would be blatantly obvious that she was enjoying Alex's blackmail just as much as he was. Still, she figured she could at least prevent him from being the one that actually got her off. Reluctantly, she slid her hand beneath her body and between her legs. She focused her willpower on the goal of staying silent as her finger made contact with her clit. Unfortunately, her body betrayed her – the instant she began to rub she found herself completely unable to mask her moans. Trying to focus on getting Alex off she hoped that his cock would muffle her moans of lust, though that didn't seem too likely. Even though she was masturbating as timidly as she could, she couldn't seem to keep quiet. "Your moaning seems to have improved," Alex commented. "It looks like the key wasn't learning how to fake it better – it was just putting you in a situation where you wouldn't have to fake it. I think from now on all of my blowjobs are going to be like this. You'll be fully nude, and you'll fuck yourself for my amusement. Understood, bitch?" Erin absolutely didn't want to agree to those terms, but she didn't really have a choice. She knew that if she argued Alex would just force her to agree, and she really didn't think that she could handle another spanking. Besides, with her libido taking over she thought the idea of having to masturbate while sucking her brother's cock was extremely hot, even if she consciously knew that it was disgusting. Keeping his dick in her mouth, she timidly nodded to indicate that she understood. "You're doing better," he continued, "but I don't want you getting lazy and there's still room for improvement. Listening to you fuck yourself is incredibly hot, but I've heard it before countless times. I want to watch you getting off, I want to see your fingers slipping in and out of that hairless little fuck hole between your legs. Twist your hips so you're lying on your side and keep your legs nice and open – I want to see everything, bitch." Erin looked up at him, pleading with her eyes for him to reconsider. She was still uncomfortable with being seen naked at all, being seen naked and masturbating in such a vulnerable and exposed position seemed impossible. Unfortunately, the look that he shot back made it very clear that he was not open to negotiation and she'd regret it if she didn't obey quickly. Hoping that he'd stop pushing if she just gave in, she reluctantly followed his orders. "Jesus Christ, slut," he laughed. "I knew that you were wet, but you're positively dripping! It looks like you could cum any second, so now is probably the time to let you know your next rule. You can fuck yourself to orgasm whenever you're not around me, but when you're sucking my cock you're to ask permission before you cum. Now, I know that orgasms are important to you – if they weren't I doubt that you'd fuck yourself so goddamned much. Be warned, though, I know exactly what you sound like when you cum and I will notice if you get off without my permission. Do that and I will punish you severely. I'm not talking about just a simple spanking, either – I will make sure that you regret it." Erin groaned again in despair. Though she wasn't exactly right about to cum, she wasn't far off either. She absolutely despised the idea of needing her brother's permission to cum, but a part of her found it deeply erotic. She realized that it didn't really matter what she thought, though – Alex didn't seem interested in debate or compromise. After a couple of minutes Erin felt her orgasm drawing dangerously close. She slowed her masturbation, but it didn't seem to help – she was far too close to calm down. Looking up at him she begged him with her eyes to grant permission, but he simply ignored it. She hated the idea of actually having to verbally ask her own brother to let her cum, but she didn't want to find out what horrific thing he'd do to her if she broke his newest sick rule. "Can I please cum?" she forced out, hating herself for saying the words. "After just two minutes?" he laughed. "Goddamn, sis – you really are a slut. I've listened to you fucking yourself countless times, and I don't think I've ever heard you get off this quickly – you must really love sucking your brother's dick." Erin was deeply ashamed, but she couldn't think of an argument. She wanted to tell herself that her high state of arousal had nothing to do with the things that he was forcing her to do, but she just couldn't believe it. The fact that he knew was humiliating, but it wasn't her biggest problem. Her biggest problem was that she needed to cum, and he still hadn't given permission. She really didn't have time to discuss the matter with him. "Okay, I'm a slut," she whimpered. "Can I please have permission now? I can't hold off much longer." "I don't think it would be appropriate," he sighed. "As your brother, I feel compelled to guard your honor – and cumming this quickly is just undignified. I'm not completely merciless, though. You can stop fucking yourself for a few minutes, just so you can calm down. Keep your legs open, but take your hand off of your cunt." Erin groaned loudly. As humiliated as she was, the pain of being denied an orgasm when she was that turned on was tremendous. As she followed his directions her pussy screamed at her, aching with desire for satisfaction. Unfortunately, as much as she wanted to cum she was far too terrified of what he might if she disobeyed him. Alex reached forward, grabbed her by her wrist, and began to pull it up to his face. Erin was mortified – her hand was still dripping with her cum, and she didn't want him taking a closer look. She resisted, but he was far too strong for her. As she watched in horror and disgust he brought her hand to his face and licked her fingers, tasting her juices. "You taste even better than you smell," he commented as she went back to sucking him in a futile attempt to distract herself. "In fact, you taste so good that I might not mind sucking that little whore pussy of yours. I bet you'd like that, wouldn't you?" Keeping his prick in her mouth, Erin shook her head to indicate that she wouldn't. The idea seemed so disgusting to her – she hated him knowing how wet she was and was still disgusted by the fact that he now knew exactly what her pussy tasted like, letting him go down on her was out of the question. Unfortunately, as much as Erin's conscious mind despised the idea, her cunt was enthralled. She was desperate for her orgasm, and willing to put up with pretty much any indignity in order to get it. "Aww, that's too bad," Alex laughed, releasing her hand. "I'm a little hurt, but that's okay. I'll ask again later, just in case you change your mind. I have a feeling that you will." He was right and Erin knew it. Her need for an orgasm was intense; it had taken a serious effort on her part just to decline his offer the first time. She realized that she'd almost certainly allow him to taste her directly the next time, but she figured she could at least save a little dignity by putting it off. Sibling Rivalry Ch. 03 Erin continued to suck Alex, straining to keep her legs open. It wasn't just the shame that made it difficult, though. She was so aroused; having her legs open but being forbidden from actually doing anything about it was pure torture. Unfortunately, while keeping her hands off of her clit had stopped her from reaching orgasm, being forced to suck Alex's cock prevented her from calming down in any serious way. "Okay, I think that's a long enough break," Alex announced after a few minutes. "You look so desperate; it would be cruel for me to prevent you from fucking your whore pussy for even a second longer. Remember, though – I absolutely have not given you permission to cum. You can play with yourself all you like, but if you finish you will regret it." Erin didn't need any further encouragement. She hated that she would have to ask him for permission to cum when the time came, but at that moment the only thing that she cared about was getting some kind of stimulation to her aching groin. Plunging her hand back between her thighs she masturbated aggressively, making up for lost time. After having been denied her last orgasm Erin was even more aroused than she had been the time before. After only a minute she felt herself already on the edge of a powerful orgasm. Realizing that it would be nearly impossible for her to hold it off she wrenched her head off of Alex's cock and prayed that he'd be a little more merciful than he had the time before. "May I please cum?" she whimpered. "Jesus fucking Christ," he laughed. "It hasn't even been a minute, you fucking slut. I'm sorry, but I just can't let you cum this quickly – it's just not dignified." "Please Alex!" she begged. "I need this! If I don't cum I'm going to explode!" "Poor slut," he sighed. "I'll tell you what – I won't let you fuck yourself to orgasm. You've done that more than enough today, and you really ought to be ashamed. I'm not entirely unsympathetic, though, so here's what I'll offer. Spin around and bring that tight little twat up to my face so I can taste you while you suck me. If you can manage to cum from having your brother's tongue in your cunt, you have my permission to do so. Of course, you'll have to go the rest of your life remembering that you actually got off from having your brother tongue-fuck you, but that's your problem." Erin suspected that Alex thought she would have to think about it for a while, but he was completely mistaken. She knew how disgusting what he was proposing was, but she didn't care – she'd have been willing to do just about anything just to get some satisfaction. Spinning around quickly, she hiked one knee over Alex's shoulder and straddled his face. She knew she'd regret giving in so easily later, but delaying her orgasm any longer just wasn't an option. Alex seemed a little shocked that she had complied so easily, but he held up his end of the deal just the same. Reaching forward he placed his hands on Erin's ass and groped it crudely. Erin winced in pain as he roughly squeezed her sore ass, but the pain did nothing to turn her off. Running his hands up her waist, he pulled her back towards his face until she could feel his breath against her sensitive flesh. As Erin continued to force her mouth up and down Alex's cock, she felt his tongue finally making contact. An initial pang of disgust shot through Erin, realizing that her brother was actually licking her pussy. It felt so corrupt and wrong; she couldn't believe that she had sunk so low. That pang faded quickly, though, as his talented tongue went to work. It didn't take long. Erin was already on edge, and her brother was disturbingly good at what he was doing. After only a minute of feeling his tongue flicking against her clit and exploring her hole, Erin's orgasm began. Forcing her head down on his cock, she hoped that it might muffle some of the noises that she knew she'd be making. As waves of pleasure coursed throughout her body she thrust her ass back, grinding it against her brother's head. She felt terribly slutty behaving like that, but she knew it was far too late to pretend that she wasn't getting off on what she was doing. Besides, the humiliation of acting like that with her own brother was a major turn-on; it seemed to only magnify the intensity of her orgasm. As Erin rode out her own orgasm, Alex's began. With his cock almost entirely in her mouth, Erin felt it spurting inside of her as her mouth quickly filled with the taste of his semen. Still high on the bliss of her own climax, she greedily swallowed it all down. She didn't want to be punished again, but that wasn't the only reason. She didn't want to admit it, but being forced to drink her brother's cum seemed tremendously hot – even if it was disgusting at the same time. The siblings stayed in that position until their orgasm eventually ended nearly half a minute later. Erin laid on top of her brother, completely exhausted and panting for air. She could still taste his cum in her mouth, and she was aware that his face was still in her naked crotch, but she just didn't care. She simply didn't have the energy to move herself, even as she felt Alex playfully flicking his tongue against her cunt while grabbing her ass. "I don't want you getting used to this," he explained, sounding just as exhausted as Erin was. "I don't mind sucking your cunt, but I don't want you getting the wrong idea. You're my bitch – you come here to get me off, not to exchange oral. In the future I'll expect you to get yourself off while I watch. I might occasionally take pity on my poor little slut sister and throw her a bone, but don't start thinking that I'm obligated to help make you cum. Is that understood? " "It is," she panted. She didn't like acknowledging that she'd be masturbating for his enjoyment when she sucked him off in the future, but she didn't have the energy to argue the point. "Good slut," he laughed. "You should probably get back to your room now and get some sleep. I expect you back here first thing in the morning to suck my cock again, and I want you to be well-rested so that you can do a good job." Still in a dreamlike state, Erin did as he asked. Crawling off of him, she grabbed her clothes off of the floor and headed back into her room. She was so dazed that she didn't even bother to dress herself before heading into the hallway – it seemed pointless anyway, her room was right next door. Climbing into her own bed, Erin's mind raced. She had attained the sexual satisfaction that she had been craving all day, but she knew that it was only a matter of time before it returned. Sibling Rivalry Ch. 04 As I was showering in a bathroom down the hall from the room I'd just shared Gavin with Lena when she came in wearing a black robe that must have been his. I didn't need to look at her to know that her eyes were wild with her triumph over me. I'd only want to strangle her, so I kept my eyes on the tile in front of me as she began to speak. Dropping my clothes to the floor she asked me in a mocking tone if I were done or did I want more, referring to the deal we'd made about Nicholas. "I never lose Stacy, you should know that better than anyone" she laughed. And how was I going to argue with that after what had just happened in the bedroom. I felt tears pricking my eyes but I would be damned if I let them fall while she stood there mocking me. "You know what I think?" she continued, "we should probably just call this whole thing off; you obviously don't take defeat well". I guess I hadn't done enough to hide my true feelings, but then we were twins. I somehow found my voice after that. It was clear and certain when I told her that I most definitely did not want to call off anything. "No?" she asked curiously as if giving me a chance to reconsider and more wisely this time. I turned off the water got out, then dried off with one of the fluffy black bath towels. "I said no. We had a deal. I stuck to my end and now you will keep your side." I looked directly into her eyes as I said this. She looked me up and down as if trying to assess my new-found attitude then said, "okay, whatever but when I win this round, and I will win, don't ever even think of screwing one of my men again". With that she left the bathroom shutting the door behind her. I continued to get dressed and then left the bathroom. I could hear the two of them still going at it as I made my way down the hall. We had come together but I felt like fuck Lena; she could make her own way home, so I took the car keys and left. *** "Where is Stacy?" Gavin asked Lena the moment she had come and rolled off of him. "She left" Stacy told him. "She—left?" he queried. "Yes she left" Lena answered a second time. Gavin sat up on the bed and moved to get off of it as he said to her coldly, "and yet you're still here." Not a question. Ouch Lena thought. "So what are you in love with her now?" Lena asked not caring if she sounded seriously jealous. He didn't bother to answer her; instead he got off the bed and left her alone going into the shower. This could not be fucking happening Lena thought, wondering why the hell Gavin wasn't still giving it to her. They used to go for hours and hours at a time. Maybe he was just taking a shower and would be back she guessed as she lay in the bed waiting for him. When Gavin came out of the shower he left the room without so much as a word to her. Following on his heels she found him in another bedroom. This one was larger and was decorated in mostly black. The floor had soft plush carpeting and the bed looked like it could fit ten people. The room also smelled strongly of Gavin's cologne. "What room is this?" she asked him with a sinking feeling that grew worse as she looked over at the dresser he stood next to and spotted a pair of those cheap earrings her sister wore. Gavin pulled a pair of boxers from his bureau and pulled them on. Next he grabbed a t-shirt and pulled it on, and then he walked past her turning off the light and stepping out of the room. "It's my bedroom" he told her. To Lena that hurt, it fucking hurt. "So I'm not welcome in your little love nest?" she asked while following him down the stairs that led to his living room. He walked over to the bar and poured himself another drink while Lena sat down on the couch. While he took a drink her eyes scrutinized his face. "You are in love with her" she accused him; feeling like her heart was bleeding. "No I'm not." Gavin took another swallow of his bourbon. "But I do want you to tell me what she was doing here with you tonight." Well, well Lena thought maybe she could turn this around in her favor after all. Looking into his face she said, "oh I promised her that I'd let her fuck my husband if she got me back into your...good graces." Really" his eyes regarded her like he was searching for an indication that she was lying. In this she was happy to allow him to look all he wanted. "Yes, she's been in love with him since the 11th grade." she said meeting his eyes. Gavin walked toward her laughing harshly as he said, "And I'm sure that had more than a little to do with the fact that you married the guy." When he reached her he pulled her up from the couch taking her mouth in a brutal kiss, almost like he was trying to hurt her. He snatched the robe off her body and bent her over the back of his couch. Lena hated herself for letting him inside her body in anger and maybe resentment but she was in love with him and would take him anyway she could get him. When he came he pulled out and spilled onto her back. She then turned around to kiss him determined to make the most out of this, whatever it was. As he kissed her back he picked her up and carried her back upstairs. She could not ignore the fact that he walked past the black bedroom and instead he took her to the bedroom with the hot tub. The sex was great...incredible but as she lay beside him in the dark Lena wondered again how the hell her twin made guys feel for her the way she did . Gavin was out of his mind if he thought she believed that he didn't care for her twin, no matter how many times he came with Lena like it was the best one he'd ever had. *** The house was quiet when I got up the next morning as I sat in the kitchen having made myself some bacon and eggs when Nicholas came in from a run. He wore shorts and sneakers but his chest was bare and made me ache just thinking about touching it. He was sweaty and his hair was damp and all I could think of was using my tongue to lick him clean. He looked at me as he always did when we were alone, as if he were trying to decipher which twin I was. As I hadn't lowered my eyes quick enough from his body, I could imagine it was a lot harder for him to determine the answer. We both gazed at each other for a moment, just as both of our heads swiveled around as Lena came through the kitchen doors an instant later. She looked tired and I could suppose that she would be, having gotten in close to dawn last night. She didn't even look at her husband as she came toward me slapping something on the table in front of me. I looked down at it shocked to see a plane ticket. "It's open, but I suggest you use it as soon as possible", she snapped. In her other hand was that bottle of tequila from the other night; at least I thought it was the same bottle. "You're drinking at 8 am?" Nicholas asked her incredulously, from across the room. "Yes and--" she turned her head to face him like she wanted nothing more than to fight with him, then she took another drink, obviously to instigate their argument. His eyes narrowed on the bottle at her lips. "Is that my fucking Partida Elegante?" he asked her, almost yelling now while walking toward her. His eyes were focused on the almost empty bottle when he reached her and then took it from her hands. She laughed and he asked her if she were drunk. "No I'm not drunk" she spit out and didn't really sound to me like she was. "I was trying to keep myself from having a hangover." She explained. "Well here's a tip for you then, don't go out and stay out all night drinking in the clubs with your fucking friends." Nicholas scolded her. I got up to put my dishes away and I guess that gave her a reason to pay attention to me again. "You need to leave" she said, in a tone that made me rethink my earlier opinion of her not being drunk. "Why are you talking to your sister like that?" Nicholas angrily snapped at her. "I'll leave" I told her quietly, "when I get exactly what I need, I'll leave right after that" I said walking away from them towards the stairs. "Oh you can hang that up bitch!" she shouted at my back. "Lena!"Nicholas shouted at her again. I spun around to her at hearing that, my eyes looking directly into hers as I declared, "And if you think I will 'hang that up' you need to think again." Her eyes glowered back at me. "What's the matter Lena your night didn't turn out so well as you first thought?" I had no idea what had happened, if anything at all had. I just knew that I felt like pushing her buttons the same way she pushed mine. And I was getting Nicholas in my bed, one way or the other. I glared at her to get my point across before leaving her alone with her husband, who was looking back and forth between the two of us like he wanted to know what the hell the big secret was. *** The next few days I dodged calls from Gavin, not wanting to admit that I was upset that he had chosen Lena over me. My feelings didn't make sense to me and they were too complicated to work through. I would rather pretend that it hadn't happened or at least move on from it. Lena wasn't seeing Gavin either, for whatever reason. She was too busy at home sticking to Nicholas's side like she was his body guard. Not to mention that she'd taken to torturing me by having sex with Nicholas in random places in the house so that I'd see them. She always made it so that I could hear even I didn't get the visuals, hell the neighbors could hear, she was so loud. Yeah Lena and I were definitely not on speaking terms and of course Nicholas was right in the middle trying to get us to work out our differences, hounding us both to talk about it, but of course neither of us was spilling. *** A little over a week had passed since the night Lena and I had spent with Gavin. I decided to replace the bottle of tequila that Lena had taken as sort of a peace offering to Nicholas, since Lena and I had been fighting so much, and he'd been trying so unsuccessfully to get us to stop. I planned to just leave it on the desk in his study but when I went to take it in he was in the room having a drink, of the same tequila that I had bought for him. He was dressed a beautiful tux that made him look like he owned the world. As he turned to see me standing there ogling him the small smile on his face crippled the blood flow to my heart. He walked over to me and I handed the bottle to him and he thanked me. "Sorry if I was staring" he disclosed. I hadn't even realized that he was. "It's just that every time I look at either you or Lena it takes me a minute to figure out exactly who I'm looking at, especially now that you wear your hair the same." He remarked. He put the bottle I'd given him away and then poured me a shot from the open one on his desk handing it to me. It burned all the way down but not like the drink Gavin had given me. It was more of a smooth burn, the kind that you could take over and over again not realizing just how potent it really was. It tasted delicious. And fuck, it hit hard. I think I got tipsy that fast from that one shot. "You have to sip this stuff" Nicholas said grinning as though he got what it immediately did to me, as I looked in his direction blinking and trying to clear my head. "Hey" Nicholas said to me a second later sounding like he was far away, "if you're not doing anything tonight Lena and I are about to go to this dinner party I have to attend; hence the monkey suit", he tugged at his tie. "If you want to come, I mean it might not be the most exciting night of your life, but you won't be sitting in the house alone." My face must have shown exactly what I was thinking about that statement because just as I was about to tell him what I thought about his pity invite he laughed. The sound tightened my nipples and I had to look away from his sexy face. The next thing I knew he was taking my arm and guiding me out of the room, "it's not a pity invitation he said as if he'd read my mind I want you to come." Just hearing those words had me dangerously close to doing just that now, especially as his hand at my elbow was sending flames up my entire arm and those flames were spreading rapidly to every other part of my body. I wondered if it was his touch or the tequila making me feel like I was on fire. He helped me up the stairs, not that I really needed it, and then letting go of my arm he asked if I could be ready to go in an hour. I told him that I would be. *** The dress I chose was satin and forest green in color. I knew that it would compliment Nick's eyes perfectly. It had a sweetheart bodice with a classic empire waist and a sweeping hemline. Its long sleeved jacket gave it a Victorian styled elegance. I pulled my hair back into a simple bun at my nape with a part down the middle. I chose black Ferragamo high heeled sandals to complete the look. When I looked in the mirror even I couldn't tell that I wasn't my twin but then frowned at the thought as soon as I had it. I was not, in any way, trying to be Lena. They were both in the living room when I came down the stairs. Lena looked stunning as always in a yellow dress that looked like it was molded to her and was very revealing. The slit up her right side showed the length of her leg every time she took a step. Her eyes traveled down my body and I was surprised when all she did was shrug with her eyebrows not saying anything nasty. We rode to the event in Nicholas's car. *** The building that the gala was being housed in was absolutely breathtaking. We had to walk up a mountain of steps to get in and then there was the foyer. The art displayed on canvases around the vast room was incredible. Most of it was sketches or paintings of architecture in some stage of its planning. As we walked into the ballroom where we were going to spend the evening I saw that it was filled with round, cloth covered tables, all with elegant place settings. It all looked so ordered I had to wonder if the seating was already arranged how Nicholas had gotten me in on such short notice. All the names and faces of the people that Nicholas introduced us to became a blur after a while to me. Social engagements weren't really my thing but the tequila had mellowed me out some so I found myself being more talkative and also really enjoying myself. I took it easy on the champagne not wanting to get wasted. It seemed like every time I looked up a waiter was passing by with a tray full of the stuff. Lena was her naturally perfect social butterfly self. She handled Nicholas's business associates with ease and charm. She even managed to be nice to me though I knew it was only an act. *** Two things happened to change the atmosphere of the evening. I think I had a small heart attack when I looked up to find Gavin making his way toward us. Lena hadn't noticed yet because she was engaged in conversation with the wife of some guy whose name and title I couldn't recall. Gavin stopped right in front of us and he and Nicholas shook hands and spoke. It was obvious that they knew each other but not in that sense that they were friends or even close associates. I took a serious swallow of the drink I'd been carting around all night as Gavin's eyes swept over me while mine avoided his gaze. "And who is this Gavin asked Nicholas?" nodding in my direction. "This is my wife's twin sister Stacy." Nicholas answered. Gavin and I finally made eye contact. His blue eyes were ice cold and just when I thought he might say something like, "why the fuck have you been ignoring me.", Lena showed up. The look on her stunned face was priceless. She was clearly at a loss as to what to say and it was actually painful to watch. Gavin didn't help her out in any way as his eyes lazily perused the entire length of her body. I thought it was beyond bold for him to do that but he wasn't looking like he cared that Nicholas was standing there. When Lena finally found her voice she sounded strangled as she turned to Nicholas and told him that we should probably go take our seats. She barely spared Gavin a glance when she told him it was nice to meet him then she practically pulled Nicholas along behind her to get away from where Gavin stood. The nightmare just got worse because we were all seated at the same table. Nicholas sat between Lena and I and Gavin sat directly across from me with his date sitting next to Lena. She was a pretty blond who he introduced as Kelly. This was probably the only thing that Lena and I agreed on as we glanced at each other surreptitiously. Neither of us liked Kelly; though she said little more than hello, as she sat down to join us. Lena kept asking a million questions along the lines of how Nicholas knew Gavin, which seemed to me to border on paranoia. Gavin was asking conspicuous sounding questions as well, about the length of Nicholas and Lena's marriage. At least it all seemed suspicious to me. Nicholas didn't seem to notice though as he answered the questions, meanwhile Gavin kept shooting Lena glares like he wanted to stab her with his dinner fork. I was waiting on pins and needles for Gavin to drop the bomb he appeared so inclined to want to. When he finally did he ended up dropping it in my direction, not Lena's as I kept waiting for him too. "So Stacy, you don't live in the state right?" he asked me pointedly. I needed to take a sip of water before I could answer. "No I don't uhm live here" I told him clearing my throat. "Hmm" he responded, "so you'll be leaving soon then?" "Yes, in about a week." I wondered what the hell he was getting at. And then he told me. "So you've gotten everything you came for then?" My eyes shot to his and the smolder in his let me know that I was not mistaken in questioning what he meant. I could feel my face light up like a Christmas tree. In that moment I wanted my sister's head on the end of my dinner fork. "No." I answered him honestly. He seemed to be cruelly satisfied with my answer and laid off of me for the rest of the night but I could barely function after that. By the time the evening was over I had a headache and both Lena and Gavin were looking at each other like they reveled in hating one another. I wasn't certain about Gavin's feelings but I know for Lena that it was a huge front. Before we left for the evening to go home Gavin made a big production out of sliding a business card across the table to me, asking me to give him a call. As if I didn't get his meaning quite clear enough he tacked on soon to the end of his statement. *** No one spoke on the ride back to Lena and Nicholas's house. I wanted nothing more than a hot shower and to curl up with my novel and to go to sleep. When we got inside the house Nicholas asked Lena and I if we wanted anything to drink. I declined and Lena did as well so he headed up the stairs saying that he was going to take a shower. "Well I guess I'm going up to take a shower with my husband then" Lena smirked at me once Nicholas was gone and then she followed him up the stairs. Okay. I'd seriously had enough of Lena. Sometime during the evening I had decided I would definitely be leaving soon. With her words grating on my brain as I went up the stairs on the way to my room I don't know what made me stop in front of their bedroom door. I didn't bother to knock. I just twisted the doorknob and when it opened I went inside. Lena was standing with her back to me, her gown unzipped and her mouth and hands all over Nicholas. They both froze as I came into the room both looking at me, Lena shockingly and Nicholas as if he expected me to have something important to say. "Don't stop on my account" I told them. "As a matter of fact when you're done helping her out of that thing you can come help me." I said to Nicholas. I spoke to him however; I kept my eyes entirely on my sister, daring her to deny me. Sibling Rivalry Ch. 04 To say that Nicholas was looking stunned is an understatement. He began to stutter and move away from his wife as I walked towards them. "Stop running from me, I swear this isn't going to hurt". I smiled at him. I stopped right in front of him, pulling his head down to me and took his mouth in the most possessive, invasive kiss I could muster. I could feel him holding back, only the tip of his tongue grazed my mouth. It frustrated me. My twin stood on the sidelines watching with what looked like morbid curiosity. Seeming to realize what he was doing Nicholas pulled away from me, his hazel eyes were full of lust, fear, and confusion as his gaze shot over to Lena. When she said nothing, his eyes narrowed on my face, and he pulled completely away from me. "What the fuck is this?" he snarled at us both, but since I was closer I could feel the full impact of his words. "Get the fuck out of my room" he told me. It felt like he'd slapped me. "Nicholas" I begged him, not caring that my twin was witnessing and no doubt gloating in the face of her husband's rejection of me. "Now" he roared not even looking at me, but staring at his wife. *** As soon as her twin left Lena wanted her husband more than she had ever wanted him before. She walked over to him and placed her lips on his. He pushed her away, "did you not just see your fucking sister kissing me?" he turned to go into the bathroom and slammed the door behind himself. Yeah; Lena thought, she should act as if she were more affronted than she obviously was. Damn she laughed inwardly; she couldn't get enough of the pitiful look on Stacy's face when she found that Nicholas didn't want her. As soon as Nicholas came out of the bathroom Lena said to him, "she's always wanted you and I told her if she thought she could have you then to try it. I knew you wouldn't go for it though." "Is that right?" he scoffed at her. "Yes" she continued though her confidence faltered a little at his tone. "Let me tell you what I know Nicholas breathed, I know that you've been fucking Rusconi" he said of Gavin. Her mouth dropped open and she started to deny it. "Do you think I'm stupid Lena?" He waited for her to answer and when she took too long he roared the question at her again. It made her jump but she answered him that he she did not believe he was stupid. "Do you think a man can sit across from another man for three hours and not know they're fucking the same woman, when she's sitting right there?" "Nicholas I— The way that he looked at her made her shut her mouth without finishing her statement. Lena had never seen him look so enraged before. She feared that he could kill her if he wanted to but seemed to her to manage to contain his fury, even as he shot out questions about her relationship with Gavin that she felt compelled to be honest about. He had dried off and had gotten completely dressed for bed by the time that he'd gotten all of the information out of her that she had to give. "You can find somewhere else to sleep tonight." He told her. "Where Nicholas, where am I supposed to sleep?" Lena snapped at him finding some of her inner confidence again. "I don't know. Call Rucsconi for all I give a shit. Just get the hell out of here. I don't want to see you." He fluffed the pillows on his side of the bed before getting in. "And not just out of this room, get out of the house." When Lena just stood there looking at him and wondering if he'd gone off the deep end or something he told her in the same tone that he'd used with her twin, to get out now. *** Lena blindly stumbled down the stairs of her home and numbly walked to her car and got in. She had no place in mind to go so she just drove around until eventually the car headed in the direction of Gavin's home. She thought that she should probably call him first, in case he had company. She was surprised when he even picked up. "What?" Gavin barked into the phone. "I need to see you" she said in a thick and teary voice. "I'm at the condo" he said hanging up on her. When she made it to his door he held it open so that she could come inside. He wore the pants he'd had on earlier and nothing else. "I can only assume that you're here all fucked up like this because your husband is enjoying your sister's pussy a little too much" Gavin said between clenched teeth. Lena took a really deep breath that she held for almost too long; because she knew it would hurt to let it out, she hadn't even thought about her sister once Nicholas had started his attack on her. But then she remembered that he'd rejected Stacy and felt slightly comforted by that. Gavin went into his bedroom and grabbed a blanket and pillow for Lena. He took them and dropped them on the couch where she sat. All she could do between her sobs and tears that would not stop running down her face was to squeak out a thank you. She didn't want to be alone tonight and though it was clear to her that Gavin no longer wanted her he wasn't going to deny her a place to sleep. *** Nicholas lay in his bed and in the silence of his bedroom a long time unable to sleep. He was angry for a lot of reasons. Finally he got up and went to Stacy's room. I lay in bed with the television watching me because I couldn't sleep. I had booked my flight and just waited for the hours to pass so that I could go to the airport and be back in my own home, never having to speak to or see my sister or Nicholas ever again, when Nicholas came into my room without knocking. My body jerked up at seeing him and my heart stuttered in my chest as he came to sit on the end of the bed. He didn't speak for a while and when he finally did I found it hard to grasp what he was saying. "I thought she was you" he told me. "What do you mean?" My heart began its crazy beating out of my chest. "The night that you left for your job interview in Arizona, Lena showed up at my door. She had on jeans and a sweater with sneakers and I thought that you had decided to not go after all, and that you were coming to me." He laughed sadly then continued. "I didn't even give her the chance to say a word. I just picked her up and stripped her out of her clothes then took her hard against the inside of the door to my living room. I only found out later who she was and that she had come to see if she could stay at my place for a few days because one of her stalker ex boyfriends wouldn't stop harassing her." I wanted to ask why he hadn't said anything to me afterwards and why he felt he had to marry her because of it. He seemed to be able to read my mind as he said, "I was going to say something to her after I knew who she was but then she kissed me again and every brain cell I had flew right out of my head. I took her to my bed. After that I couldn't see anything but Lena. I wanted her with a desperation I'd never felt before." I could believe that because hadn't I seen it with my own eyes, the way Gavin had forgotten about me in his effort to please Lena. "And even after I had fallen for Lena I didn't stop...thinking of you." He finished. "So I don't really blame your sister for any of this." He hung his head and rubbed his forehead like he had a headache then his hand snaked around to the back of his neck and began rubbing there. Like it was an afterthought he said, "I wanted to make love to you in my bedroom earlier and part of me still does, but if we do this there's no going back for me." He sighed heavily.His eyes lifted to my face. We looked into each other's eyes and all I could see was the way I'd always felt for him. I wanted that now, to feel him inside of me. I wanted it with a hunger that had me leaning towards him for a kiss. It seemed to happen in slow motion as I moved toward him and in the back of my mind I heard a dull buzzing sound but didn't fully recognize what it was until Nicholas picked up my cell phone from near the end of the bed where he sat and handed it to me. I answered it thinking it could only be one person, Lena. I was surprised to find that it was Gavin instead. "Your sister is here asleep on my couch." He told me. "Is she okay?" I asked him getting up from the bed to walk around the room. I needed to get away from Nicholas's intense gaze. "Yeah he said but that's not why I'm calling." His voice sounded strange and made my heart flutter just hearing it. I thought maybe I'd reacted that way because I'd been through so many emotions tonight and my nerves were frazzled. "Is he there with you now?"Gavin asked me. Electric currents shocked their way through my body. "Gavin I--" "I want you." He said cutting me off. "I don't fucking want him to have you." "Gavin", I whispered his name as if that could stop my feelings for him from erupting inside me, like lava from a volcano. "Just, please think about it first before you do something that I'll regret." He sighed. "What about Lena?" I heard myself asking. "I'm not in love with Lena" he said making me gasp at the sincerity with which he spoke. "Let me come pick you up, not to have sex. I just want you in my bed again with me, where you belong." I couldn't think, I was so confused as I looked up into the face of the one man I'd truly loved for the longest and at the same time listened to the one I'd fallen for the night I'd met him plead for me to choose him. "I'll just meet you there." I heard myself saying and hung up the phone as my heart raced inside my chest. "You're going to be with him." Nicholas said. It wasn't a question. "I need to be sure." I told him and knew it was for both our sakes. He looked like he might say something but then he changed his mind and just left the room. *** I drove to his home and Gavin was just pulling up when I got there. I didn't want to acknowledge the way that my heart kick-started at seeing him. He unlocked the door and then we went inside and upstairs to his bedroom. He undressed down to his boxers and I pulled off my jeans and shoes but kept on my t-shirt and panties then followed him to the bed. We got in and he wrapped his arms around me like he did every night that we fell asleep together. It felt right, so right but I also couldn't stop thinking about Nicholas, and everything that we'd said to each other tonight, the way I'd responded to him. "We can do this every night." Gavin said interrupting my train of thought. "You're the only man that I've ever slept with which makes me confused as to what is real." I told him. "Then don't think like that." He responded. "Lena's in love with you." I told him. "No, she's not." He responded. "Yes she is." "You're trying to pick a fight with me." He accused. "No, I'm simply telling you what I know to be true." He sighed sounding frustrated. "Maybe I should go." I thought out loud. "Now you're trying to piss me off." Gavin spat. "I'm confused; I've never been in this situation before." "You're confused because you want to be." he snapped sitting up on the bed. "And what the fuck is that supposed to mean?" I snapped sitting up with him. "That is one thing I like about your sister, at least she knows how to go after what she wants." He said getting off the bed and glaring frigidly down at me, then turning to leave the room. "Don't you dare compare her to me--you fucking prick", I yelled at his back, angrier than I could manage at the moment. "Why not afraid you'll come up short?" he threw back at me before leaving and shutting the door. No. Fuck that, I thought. I followed Gavin out of the room as pissed as I had ever been before. I found him walking towards the stairs. I stopped him by grabbing one of his arms. He turned around and we were face to face, so close that all either of us had to do was lean forward and our lips would touch. We were both too angry for that to happen though. "I'm not going to beg you to be here" he said fire still shining in his eyes. "I'm not asking you to beg me but if you think for one minute that I'm going to sit here and listen to you compare me to Lena then--" I had to stop talking because he chose that moment to advance on me. I was already close to the wall but now he had me pinned against it. "What?" he said as I just stared up at his lips. "Finish your rant." "I wasn't ranting" I said right before he took my mouth in the most amazing kiss. Our tongues met and held, tasting one another. My hands crept up into his hair and I couldn't help the moan that stole out of me nor the wetness that filled my panties. I could feel him hard against my stomach and I began to rub my body against his, telling him without words what I wanted. He wasn't gentle as he pulled off our clothes and then picked me up right there and slid into me as deep as he could go. With my back against the wall and my legs wrapped tightly around his waist I had the most inappropriate thought. I needed to thank Lena. As he drove himself into me over and over I could think of nothing more than thanking my twin for introducing me to Gavin. As I came shuddering all over and holding on to my man I thought I would do exactly that. "You know" Gavin said like he was thinking along the same lines, "I never thanked Lena for sending you in her place that night. I should really do that." I laughed and told him that he should. He carried me back into the bedroom where we spent the next few hours making love until we were both too exhausted to do anything but sleep. *** Nicholas reached over and turned off his alarm clock as soon as it began going off. He hadn't been to sleep at all as he'd waited up for Stacy thinking about everything he would say to her, how it had always been her for him, but she never came. It hurt like shit that she stayed with Gavin especially as he'd finally come to his senses about what he wanted and needed. He made himself get out of bed, though the pain in his chest weighed him down. When he got half the way down the stairs he sat down on a step, letting his misery consume him. *** Across town Lena woke up knowing that she had overslept. She knew it was the middle of the day from the way the sun shining through the windows stretched across her face. Gavin's couch had been very comfortable, though her body still seemed heavy. Depression settled over seconds later her as the events of the previous night flooded her mind. She found the note Gavin had written he on the coffee table across from where she'd slept telling her he'd gone home. She figured she should go home too, that is if she still had a home. She let herself in through the back door walking through the kitchen towards the stairs. As she looked up she was startled to see Nicholas sitting on the steps, his head down. When he looked up at her he didn't even try to hide the tears falling from his eyes. His next words shocked her. "Do you love him?" Nicholas asked Lena. Lena had a lot of time to think about that as she'd lain on Gavin's couch. The answer was yes, she loved and she wanted him, so she told Nicholas the truth. "Good" Nicholas said with a cold expression that she had never seen on his face before. It was far scarier than what he had been like the night before even. "Because I'm in love with your sister" Nicholas continued, "I always have been." Lena didn't know what to think or feel hearing him say that. Hadn't she known this, deep down? She knew that she had so she nodded her understanding then asked him where the two of them went from here. "She's with him right now."Nicholas told Lena in answer to her question. Lena's heart froze and breathing became too difficult to contemplate. "Don't look so sad" Nicholas said as he stood up on the steps, "I have no plans of allowing her to remain there." "He is in love with her" Lena told this new Nicholas that she had never met before. "Yeah I don't give a shit" Nicholas retorted surprising her further. Lena crossed her arms over her chest feeling better than she had in a while, "so what's in this for me?" she asked. "Help me and I won't leave your ass broke and penniless" he said to her. To Lena that sounded fair and she thought if Nicholas was going to get Stacy back she was definitely going to make sure that she got Gavin back. No matter how much Gavin cared about Stacy now Lena knew that she had meant something to him before she'd let him know that she was married. "What's the plan?" she smiled at Nicholas. Sibling Rivalry Ch. 05 Lena lay awake in the queen sized bed of the guest room that she had been using for the past couple of weeks since she and Nicholas were no longer sleeping together. Her thoughts were on her upcoming anniversary. She planned to still have her party no matter what as she had been arranging it for a while now. She wanted to make sure that this one was going to be the best and most elaborate of any she'd thrown previously. She wasn't having things end any other way. It was the middle of the night and yet she could hear Nicholas moving around upstairs. He was being so noisy that it sounded like he was moving furniture or something. She assumed he was, probably trying to purge their old bedroom of every memory it held of her again. He had "redecorated" twice in the last month alone. Even louder than his slamming and knocking around was the extremely loud heavy metal that he was listening to. She felt that if she heard Dead and Broken by Godsmack one more time tonight she was going to march up the stairs into his room and destroy his stereo with her bare hands and maybe a knife from the kitchen. The sound of the music was coming all the way down the stairs and seemed like it was beating on her closed bedroom door. She had been listening to some music as well, but at a normal level for two am. In response to his obvious disregard for her need for sleep she turned up the volume on her stereo. It still didn't drown out the sounds of Godsmack well enough. In order to keep herself from running up the stairs to give Nicholas a swift kick in the ass she focused on what she was listening to and sang along while Monica belted out the lyrics to her song, So Gone. Lena had been listening to it and a few others on repeat for the past few weeks. After she had learned that her twin was moving here to the city where she lived to be with Gavin, for the first time in her life Lena decided to give up on something she wanted. It wasn't an easy decision for her but as far as she was concerned this sibling rivalry between her and Stacy was over. It cut her deeply to admit defeat but then when she thought about her behavior over the last couple of months she knew that she would rather be alone and unhappy than with Gavin or Nicholas knowing they wanted someone else. Nicholas on the other hand was behaving like the Incredible Hulk. He was fine one minute then all of a sudden he blew up at her without cause. Like if she happened to look at him for longer than a second at a time. Just the other morning she was in the kitchen making pancakes when he'd come in from a run. She had simply looked at him as he entered the door and his facial expression immediately transformed into one of anger that bordered on rage. Still, she'd met his heated gaze with a cool one of her own. She refused to allow him to think he intimidated her. They stared at each other until Lena remembered that she had actual intentions of eating the food she was preparing. She'd dropped her eyes to the pan on the stove, in order to flip over her pancakes and Nicholas had left the kitchen and went upstairs. After he had gone she realized that he might have been staring because of her hair. She had changed the color recently. It was not a comforting thought when she wondered why changing her hair color would make Nicholas angry. If it was because he could no longer look at her and imagine that she was Stacy well; but no, it didn't even bear thinking about. Lena had grown tired fast of watching him use every ploy in the book to get Stacy. She watched him call Stacy day after day and be totally ignored. To her knowledge Stacy hadn't returned any of his calls. In the beginning Lena had been right there with Nicholas. She had called Gavin just as often as Nicholas had dialed Stacy. Lena had even showed up at Gavin's office unannounced in a damn trench coat with nothing on underneath. It pissed her off now to think of just how pathetic she had been. Lena hadn't bothered to tell Nicholas that she was no longer interested in keeping her end of their deal. If she did that she knew he would flip out worse than he already had been. She was planning to end her marriage in her own way. She was not going to settle for a few alimony payments and a studio apartment. Nicholas could kiss her ass if he thought she would. Trying her best to block Nicholas out Lena shut off her stereo and curled up under her blanket to go to sleep. She had a busy day ahead of her tomorrow, which involved spending lots of her soon-to-be ex husband's money. *** I was asleep, for the most part. I mean I hoped I was as thoughts of making love to Nicholas filled my mind. They were vivid pictures of me underneath him; my legs spread wide capturing him between them as his nice sized cock plunged into me over and over again, making me lose my breath while my nails dug deep into his back at the pleasure/pain that I felt. As a warm and bright light intruded on the images in my mind they began to fade. This was most definitely was a dream, the same one I'd been having for the past week and a half. Even in my half asleep state I could feel the cotton sheets from my bed twisted inside my fists. I knew too that if I reached down between my legs and into my panties I would feel utter wetness. There was no sense in continuing with the debate over whether I was or was not still asleep. If I had been asleep moments before I wasn't now. My nose picked up the scents of coffee and some kind of delicious smelling pastry. My stomach growled in response. I finally opened my eyes to see Gavin lifting the shades on all of the windows in my bedroom. He was walking around in his boxers and he still had bed hair. I started to laugh out loud at the sight of it. Without warning he came across the room and pounced on me. I let out a shriek as he began to tickle my rib cage. "You sleep like the dead woman. I tried everything to wake you up, the alarm clock. I even tried putting coffee near your nose. You're going to make me late" he said but with a tiny smile on his face. His fingers were still moving up my sides like ants or spiders, making me shudder. I couldn't stop laughing enough to reply until he finally stopped tickling me and then I guess he had something else on his mind as he pulled me out of bed by my hand leading me into the bathroom. This was so that we could have our usual love making session before he went to work. We brushed our teeth at the sink in my tiny bathroom before getting into the shower while I ignored the 'look' that Gavin kept sending my way. I knew it meant something like if I had moved in with him instead of my own place we wouldn't be bumping shoulders while trying to share the same tiny space. After deciding to move here to be with Gavin I didn't want to just jump right into living with him, though it was what he wanted. I'd admitted to myself that I was in love with him and didn't want to live without him but I wanted my own space so that we could take our time before making such a huge commitment. He understood where I was coming from, great guy that he is, but he didn't really like it and never missed an opportunity to tell me how much better things could be if we lived under one roof. I finished brushing first and then stepped into my small shower stall and faced the wall. I placed my palms against the tile and waited with a little shake of my ass for Gavin to come and give me what I was craving. I was way hot from my dream still and as Gavin's hands came around to grab at my breasts I knew it wouldn't take me long to come. I could feel his breath on the back of my neck and smell the mint from his toothpaste as he told me to spread my legs. I whimpered as I followed his instruction already knowing what was going to happen. He took his right hand from my breast and slid it down my side then between my legs. His fingers toyed with my clit as his left hand came down and guided his thick erection into my hot hole. We both groaned at the entry. It didn't take long for us to work ourselves into a frenzy. Our morning sessions were hardly ever slow and sweet. Gavin took me hard and fast. He pounded into me so deeply that I had to almost remain constantly on my tiptoes in order to be able to take him comfortably. An image came to me just as I was about to explode from orgasm, of the dream I'd had of Nicholas and I right before I'd woken up. It was an image of him between my legs as my nails scored his back. It was too late to shut the images out as pleasure blinded me. I shut my eyes against the thoughts but they didn't go away. Minutes later as Gavin pulled his dick out of me and my level-head had returned I felt almost like I had cheated on him and it wasn't a good feeling. He kissed me as I walked out past him to let him have the shower to himself so that he could actually clean up before getting ready to go to work. I tried not to think of what had just happened as I stood near the sink waiting for him to finish his shower. ** I was really sick of my thoughts of Nicholas intruding on what I had with Gavin. It wasn't intentional which made it worse because I felt like I couldn't control it, whatever it was. I didn't want to think about it much less define it. After I showered and got dressed I joined Gavin at the table in my kitchen and we ate the breakfast he'd gone out early enough to get for us. When we were done eating Gavin gathered everything he needed to go to work. I walked him to the door and we kissed. I felt devoured by his lips as I did every time he kissed me. "Are we staying at my place tonight" he asked me in a pleading tone before dropping one more soft kiss on my mouth. I seriously thought this man was trying to wear me down enough so that I'd just give in and move in with him. "I can't I have to finish unpacking" I looked up into his luminous blue eyes pleading myself. There were boxes all over the place even after three weeks. That's how long I'd been back in the city to stay. Part of the reason that we often ate out was because I had yet to unpack any box labeled kitchen. "I have tons of calls to make and I really need to focus on getting this place set up. Not to mention finding a job, so I was thinking maybe you could sleep at home for a night or two and I could sleep here, just so I can get some things done." I knew that I was babbling but I hoped that he would understand and not get that suspicious look in his eye as was his normal reaction to my suggesting we sleep apart. I almost sighed out loud as the suspicion in his mind made its appearance almost instantly in his eyes but I didn't want my frustration to show. I waited for him to agree, it took a minute. "Fine I'll call you later" he finally said. I watched him walk out to his car and get in then drive away. After he was out of sight I closed and locked the door to my apartment. I went into my living room to attempt some unpacking and to hopefully shake off the feelings I'd had from thinking of Nicholas while making love to Gavin. The minute his car had gone from my sight the thoughts of my dream had come flooding back into my mind. As I got down onto my knees with my box cutter so that I was on level with the unopened boxes, I thought of all the things I had done to keep away from Nicholas for the past few weeks. I seriously regretted going to meet him for lunch two weeks ago. I'd gone for some reason I couldn't fathom or maybe didn't want to. Nicholas hadn't pulled any punches from the moment I'd sat down at the table with him. He'd told me he wanted me and he hadn't been subtle about it. The entire time he spoke his deep hazel eyes had been full of heat. The way he'd looked at me made me feel like he was no longer restraining that pent up energy inside of him that I'd known had been there all along but had never seen firsthand. After he'd finished speaking it was all I could do to get up and leave him alone at the table. My panties were drenched and my hands shook as I made it to my car praying that he wouldn't follow me. I didn't know if I would be able to resist him if he so much as touched me. Thankfully he hadn't followed me. After that day I had ignored each of his calls. I hadn't returned them and I had no plans to but it didn't stop me from thinking about him way too much, apparently. I needed to get him out of my system in the worst way, just as part of me fought the very idea. Shaking my head as if it would help me to clear my thoughts, I got down to the business of unpacking my new place. *** When Nicholas woke up his dick was as hard as steel. The dream that he'd woken from had his erection heavy and standing at full attention. He didn't have to look down to know it, he could feel the thing throbbing. It was almost painful. He threw back his blanket and crossed his disaster area of a bedroom going into his bathroom to take care of it the only way he could, now that Stacy was with Gavin Rusconi, and he no longer wanted anything to do with Lena. As he stood under the spray of the water he closed his eyes and thought of the one thing that would surely relieve his aching dick. His left hand wrapped around his hard length as he thought about what it would be like to have sex with Stacy when he got her back into his life. In his mind he could hear her breathless moans as she called out to him while he took her anyway that he pleased, since she belonged to him in this fantasy. God! He thought frustrated; he had almost been ready to come until another voice interrupted his thoughts. As badly as he wanted to come he didn't want to do it in front of Lena. He opened his eyes and looked toward her. She had the gall to look almost embarrassed as she stood in the doorway to his bathroom. "I knocked several times but I guess you didn't hear me" she explained to him. Hey eyes gave away nothing of the merriment he knew she found at his predicament. She was beautifully made up in a red satin baby doll dress and endless black high heels that made her toned brown legs look like they went on for days. Her make-up and hair were flawless. It made Nicholas's dick throb just looking at her but he wouldn't go there as she wasn't the one he wanted. He asked her why she felt the need to come into his bathroom when she could have waited until he was done to speak to him. He already knew the answer, he could see the need in her eyes, although she hadn't directed that gaze at him in a long time. She would fuck him if he went to her but he also knew that she would be thinking of Rusconi, just as he would be thinking of Stacy. Nicholas thought they had enough to worry about and didn't need to add another complication to the mix so he told Lena that he would be out in a minute and to meet him in his study. As she nodded and turned to leave his eyes detached themselves from his brain and he watched her ass move as she left the bathroom. And what an incredible ass it was too, he thought. The moment he heard his bedroom door close he went back to his fantasy. He took his dick in his left hand again and began stroking it while his thoughts turned back to Stacy. At the moment that he came an image of Lena walking away from him, in that dress that he knew she wore no panties under, just sprang into his mind and before he could catch himself he came hard and forcefully. His come shot out of him and sprayed the wall of the shower and his soap dish. *** Thirty minutes later when Nicholas walked into his office Lena sat in a chair in front of his desk. She didn't bother to look up when he entered. He noticed that she was focusing on whatever she had in front of her, reading it. He'd dismissed his thoughts of her in the shower as nothing more than supreme horniness but as he took a seat in his chair behind his desk he couldn't take his eyes off of her crossed legs and all that gorgeous thigh she displayed by sitting the way she was. He had been staring at her a while when she finally decided to notice that he had come into the room. As she lifted her head his eyes met hers on their way to land on some other more neutral spot. He did not want to get caught ogling his soon to be ex-wife. If she noticed him staring he couldn't tell from the look on her face as she got up to walk around the desk to where he sat. This close to her, he could smell her perfume and it was driving his libido wild. He added this to the list of things that pissed him off because she didn't seem to notice the effect she was having on him, which was so unlike Lena. In his eyes she was nothing if not cold and calculating. Instead of the paper in her hand his eyes focused on the swell of her creamy looking breasts as they were directly at his eye level since she was bending down to show him whatever it was that she had in her hands. When he finally dragged his eyes up past her overly exposed tits to her face the expression she held was blank. It irritated him even more for some reason. Stacy passed the documents over to him while biting her bottom lip. He wondered, before looking at the documents if she was trying to re-negotiate the terms of their divorce. They hadn't spoken of it since they'd made the deal for her to help him get Stacy back. He thought maybe now that things weren't going as planned she wanted to make sure that she would still get paid. His answer to whatever she'd come up with was going to be no regardless of how fair she would try to convince him it was, but as he looked down at the documents he was surprised to find that she had been working on plans for their annual anniversary party . "What is this?" he asked her more than a little perplexed. "You have been having no luck in getting Stacy to even talk to you, how are you going to get her alone long enough to seduce her?" Lena said in explanation. He gritted his teeth not wanting to admit that Lena did have a point. He hadn't told her about the botched lunch the week before last after which it had been impossible for him to get into contact with Stacy. "Oh that's fine" was all that he could think to say about the menu and seating arrangements. He got up from his desk telling her to do whatever she thought was best and to not wait up because he would be later than usual. The last part was spoken automatically. His mind had moved on to other things even as he hadn't left the room yet. He didn't see Lena nod at his back because he'd already turned away from her. *** Lena got that Nicholas had made a slip of the tongue. After all she hadn't waited up on him since the first couple of months of their marriage. As Nicholas left his study to go to work, Lena stayed to put the last few touches on her party arrangements. Feeling somewhat closer to normal than she had in a while Lena laughed a little at the amount of money she was spending on this party. She had been all set to haggle with Nicholas over the expenses and he hadn't even bothered to ask about them. She guessed he didn't give a damn about how much of his money she spent now that they were getting a divorce. *** After Lena had run a few errands including picking up her printed invitations she drove directly to Gavin's place of work. She meandered her way past his secretary with a smile and wave like she belonged there, or more like she was Stacy. As she passed the secretary she thought that Gavin needed to get him a new assistant. Did the woman just not care or what? Gavin was on the phone when Lena entered the large masculine looking room without knocking. He sat on the edge of a large desk while looking through some papers that sat on top of it. He told whomever he was speaking with that he would call them back once he noticed her standing near the door. "What are you doing here?" Gavin asked Lena as she continued to stand in the same spot. "And what did you to your hair?" Gavin asked her because he couldn't stop himself. Her normally chestnut brown head of hair was now black. Sibling Rivalry Ch. 05 Lena was surprised that he noticed; especially that he'd mentioned it. Still she ignored the thrill that ran through her as he continued to look at her. She decided that at this point honesty was the best policy. "You should know that Nicholas intends to have Stacy" she told Gavin as she walked over to him. "Yeah well he can't have her" Gavin practically growled back at Lena. She handed him the invitation she'd come to bring and smiled sadly at the possessiveness in his tone. He took the invite and laid it on his desk as she explained what it was. Gavin told Lena he wasn't sure if he and Stacy could make it but that he would talk to Stacy about it as he walked her to the door. As she left the office Lena felt her eyes start to sting, though she refused to cry. When she got back to her car she seriously thought about driving straight home as she was having a hard time keeping her tears at bay. But then she went ahead and made the drive that she had been reluctant to take in the past weeks. When she pulled up in front of the small complex her first thought was wondering whether or not her car would be safe. This wasn't the worst neighborhood but then it was far from the likes of her neighborhood or that of Gavin's for that matter. She rolled her eyes at the thought that Stacy had no doubt been the one to suggest she move into a place she could afford on her own. Getting out of the car and double checking that her doors were locked Lena walked quickly to the door she knew to be Stacy's and rang the bell. *** I was in need of a break from unpacking when my doorbell rang. I had no idea who it could be, maybe UPS because I'd recently purchased some books through amazon.com. I opened the door and my heart dropped. Lena stood there looking as fabulous as ever, not even breaking a sweat, even though it was warming up outside. The first thing that I noticed was that she'd changed her hair color. The new color looked stunning on her, especially against the red dress that she was wearing. I had to stifle the urge to run my fingers through my tousled hair and straighten my clothes. I moved to let her in without saying hi and as we stood in my living room she looked around at the place. "I haven't finished unpacking and everything so it's still kind of a mess." I told her. "I'm sure you've had other things on your mind." She said in that dismissively arrogant way of hers as she took a seat on one of my two small sofas. Ever the queen, she asked like I had no manners and wasn't going to, if she could get something to drink. I went to get her a bottle of water from the fridge. When I came back she was still sitting in the same position and held a small pink envelope in her hand. I handed her the bottle of water which she promptly sat in the middle of my coffee table, on top of a pile of take-out napkins. "Aren't you going to drink that?" I asked her. She smoothed her bangs and I noticed her nails were perfectly manicured and the same wine red color as her dress. "Sometimes I don't know how we grew up in the same household and yet came out so different" she frowned speaking to me as if she hadn't heard my question. "Why are you here?" I asked as she rolled her eyes like I was daft. "I brought an invitation to Nicholas and my anniversary party." She handed the invitation to me, which I took, wondering why I was so bothered by the thing. As I looked at it in my hand for maybe longer than necessary I looked up to find her eyes on me. "Take it from me" she said. It would be a mistake to try to have your cake and eat it too." "I'm not— "And I thought I was the liar in the family" she cut me off then stood to leave. She then turned back to me once she reached the door. "Don't worry I'm not going to tell anyone your little secret. It would be too much fun to watch you fall on your face when they both dump you" she finished as only Lena could. I let her out not commenting on what she'd just said, and then I locked my door. She was being a bitch, it was her middle name but I also knew that she was hurting. It pained me even though she'd been acting like the wicked witch of the east for the past few months. *** Lena walked back to her car and got in. As she's left her twin's apartment the tears she had been holding at bay started to run down her face. She couldn't stop them if she tried. Once she was inside her car she dabbed at her face with some napkins and then checked that she looked okay in her rear view mirror. Her eyes were red but she was okay. She would be okay she told herself as she started her car. It was still in the middle of the afternoon when she got home. Nicholas had told her he wouldn't be in until late so she expected the quiet and yet it unnerved her somehow. The house seemed as empty as she felt. Just as she headed toward her room she could hear the phone in there start to ring. She walked at a brisk pace to get to it. She picked it up just as the message beep sounded. The receptionist from Dr.Banks office, who said that she glad that she had caught Lena in, took what seemed to Lena forever to come back on the phone after asking her to hold. Lena wondered what was going on. She had gone in recently for her annual check-up. Dr. Banks had taken some blood because Lena opted to be tested for diseases, just to be on the safe side. Oh my god she thought as she continued to wait, what if she had some terrible disease. Lena ended up speaking to Rachel, Dr. Bank's midwife because Dr. Banks was not in the office. She had started the call pacing around her bedroom but by the time it was over she was curled up in the middle of her bed bawling her eyes out. She could not believe that this was happening. The thought of it had her gasping deeply in the effort to try to get enough air into her lungs to breathe when the urge to vomit had her jumping off her bed and running to the bathroom. She hadn't had anything to eat all day so she only dry heaved over the toilet while holding her stomach. When she was done she washed her face and rinsed her mouth out. She went to lie down in her bed feeling all kinds of NOT okay. Anger, confusion, disbelief, fear, and other emotions she could not name all vied for position at the front of her brain. She wanted it all to go away. As her head hit her pillow she thought back over the last few weeks even though she didn't want to. She already knew that she'd had sex only once in that time. It had happened about five weeks ago. The memories played in her mind like a car accident now. She had come home to find Nicholas on the couch in the living room palming a bottle of his favorite alcohol. From the looks of it he'd downed enough to give a person alcohol poisoning. It wasn't that she'd felt bad for him, not after she'd just come in from driving by Gavin's house to see if his car was there. It had been and she'd watched morbidly as he had fucked her sister inside the car. They hadn't even been able to wait to get inside the house. But anyway Lena didn't think she should allow Nicholas to drink himself to death. After all, someone might try to pin it on her somehow. Inebriated herself, she had laughed at the joke she'd made then she went to stand in front of his down bent head. She took the bottle from his hand and poured her a shot and then downed it in one gulp. When she left the room moments later she took the bottle with her. She had no intentions of drinking any more of it and was just putting it away in the case in his study when he came in. He stood there looking at her. His eyes were so hazy from the alcohol that they were unreadable. Lena had been horny, hurt, and past tipsy. She didn't know who had taken the first step towards the other but suddenly they were kissing and ripping each other's clothes off and then fucking on the floor of the study. In the light of day she couldn't even remember the details or much about it. She had woken up in the guest bedroom and he had been nowhere in sight. She told herself that next morning that she would never get so wasted again. And she hadn't. The two of them had given each other plenty of space after that. And now Lena was pregnant. She had no idea what she should do, the one person she called whenever she had problems was as liable to hang up on her or curse her out as she was to give Lena the kind of support she needed. She couldn't call Stacy and she decided she couldn't tell Nicholas either, not yet, if ever. *** It was after 8 pm when Nicholas pulled into the parking lot of Hal's Sports Bar. The sun had already set. He got out of his car walked inside and looked around for the person he'd come to see. Finally he noticed that Gavin was already at a table in the back of the bar. Nicholas walked over and sat down across from him without speaking. Neither man was entirely comfortable with being in the other's presence so the atmosphere around them was very tense. Gavin asked Nicholas why he had asked to meet him here tonight. Nicholas didn't beat around the bush. He told Gavin that he wanted a night with Stacy, to which Gavin scoffed and swallowed some of the Scotch he'd been drinking before Nicholas had arrived. "I could have just made love to her that night and not let her go to you when you called begging, but unlike some men I'm not that worthless."The look on Gavin's face let Nicholas know that he had hit his intended mark. "First of all" Gavin growled, " I didn't know that Lena was married when we were together and second you couldn't take my woman from me yesterday, today, or tomorrow" Gavin smirked. "You couldn't even keep your own wife away from me." Nicholas gritted his teeth as his hands ached to grab Gavin around the throat and choke the life out of him. "Did Stacy tell you she met me for lunch last Tuesday?" Nicholas smiled at Gavin nastily. Gavin looked at Nicholas as if to judge his sincerity and decided he was lying. "She didn't, did she?" Nicholas asked again his smile widening across his face then he said, "One night is all I'm asking for and considering the circumstances of our acquaintance I really don't think that's a lot to ask." "l--love--her" Gavin ground out, fast losing the little patience he had left. "Yeah well, I love her too" Nicholas declared. The two men glared each other in the eye for a moment then Gavin stood up to leave before he did something that he would regret in the light of day. He swallowed the last of his scotch and ignored Nicholas as he called out to him. "So you'll get back to me then?" A waitress chose that second to walk over and take Nicholas's drink order. He swallowed it down the minute she sat in front of him and then asked for another. After I finished working for the day I looked around at all that I had done and was satisfied with what I had accomplished in a few hours. My back and shoulders were a little stiff. My brain hurt as well from trying to keep thoughts of Nicholas and Lena's visit at bay. I took my time in a steaming hot shower hoping that it would relax my aching muscles. It did a little. Then I got something to eat. I'd made a trip to the grocery store earlier after Lena left so now I had a few basics. I made a sandwich and a small fruit salad. I washed it down with bottled water. After doing all of this it still wasn't late enough for bed and I wasn't even sleepy but I wanted to be. My head was literally hurting from the thoughts floating around in my brain. It was so quiet in the apartment since I was alone and that didn't help. I couldn't stop my mind from wandering as I was wound way too tight. The thought came to me that if I had an orgasm I would be relaxed enough to maybe go to sleep. I could definitely use a release from some of the tension that had built up all day. I went into my bedroom and relaxed back onto my bed with my purple colored, dolphin shaped vibrator for company. The thoughts that came into my mind as I began to touch myself were of Nicholas. I was so tired of fighting thoughts of him that I didn't push them away. It was his hands that I felt on me as my own hands crept into my panties. They parted my thighs and I could feel his mouth moving towards my clit, as my two middle fingers did the same. I could feel--. The fantasy was cut off as light flooded my bedroom and a pissed off looking Gavin stood in my bedroom door. My hands stilled immediately and I knew I looked as guilty as I felt. "Don't stop on my account he said" sending me through a tunnel of déjà vu. "I have one question. Where were you last Tuesday, for lunch?" he continued to stand inside the door like he didn't trust himself to get too close to me. My eyes closed as a feeling of regret and anger at Nicholas overwhelmed me. After I told him I had been with Nicholas he glared at me like he wanted to kill me and then he walked over to my bedroom closet and started taking his things out. I found it hard to breathe watching him, even though I knew I was wrong. "I probably deserve this for fucking his wife" he shook his head, "but no more, the two of you can have each other." "I don't want Nicholas." I told Gavin as I stood up to go over to him. His voice stopped me from doing that. "No of course you don't" he roared. "That's why you send me home so you can spend time alone with your thoughts of him while making yourself come." "I had to be fucking stupid to believe that you're not like your sister." He spit out as he left the bedroom. I found him in the bathroom getting his toothbrush and other things and carelessly tossing them into the box he'd grabbed from somewhere. "Gavin please" I said as tears filled my eyes and spilled over, "don't leave." "Why are you crying? You should be happy, now you can have him with nothing in your way and you won't even have to worry about him thinking of Lena when he's with you" he snarled as he passed by me to leave the bathroom. That last statement had me lifting my eyes from the floor and I followed him through the apartment and into the living room. "What did you say about my sister?" I yelled at him though I'd heard him just fine. The implications of that statement are what made me scream out a second later, "you motherfucker, you've been seeing her behind my back." He turned to me in a sigh and in a calm voice said, "Funny how angry you are about that considering why I'm here right now, but no I'm not seeing your sister. She stopped by my office today to give me an invitation to her anniversary party. Now could you get my keys, I don't want to see you again." I immediately felt horrible about my outburst. "Gavin I don't know what it is, these feelings that I have for Nicholas." I pleaded with him to understand. "Yes you do", he sighed, "before you met me you were in love with the guy. "I thought I was." I sighed heavily. "All the more reason for you to see what's there" he said walking out of the door with his box of stuff. I ran outside after him because I just couldn't let him go. "Gavin please I don't want to be with Nicholas. That lunch wasn't about getting together with him. I just needed closure." Gavin closed his trunk after putting the box into it then walked around and got into his car without a backward glance at me. Moments later he sped away. *** Nicholas didn't feel like going home after he left the bar. He knew that he would just sit in one spot and drink himself into a coma. The last time he'd done that he'd ended up fucking his ex-wife on the floor of his study. He drove around town for a few hours. It still wasn't late enough for him when he finally got home. He made his way up to his bedroom and then promptly turned around at the sight of it. He had no plans to straighten it up tonight so he decided to go to his study. The door to Lena's room was open as he passed by but she wasn't in there. As a matter of fact he had to do a double take, there was not much of anything else in their either. The room was clean, too clean he thought as he walked into it. The bed was made but that wasn't too unusual, the fact that her dressers were cleared off completely was. The phone and answering machine were still on their stand but her iPod dock was missing. Walking over to the closet he opened it to find that all of her clothes were gone. He left the room upon seeing that her clothes were missing and went through the rest of the house in search of her. He didn't know why his heart was thundering in her chest at the idea that she was gone. He looked all over and found that to his absolute disbelief that she had left. He found a note in his study on the desk. On top of it were her wedding and engagement rings. He picked up the note. She told him in the letter that she'd had enough of 'everything' and that she no longer wanted to help him get her sister back. She wrote that it had been a dumb fucking idea in the first place. She wished him luck in his efforts and told him to take care of himself. Nicholas balled the piece of stationary up in his hands as he contemplated what to do next. When he went back into her room for no good reason he noticed that the red light was flashing on her answering machine. He pushed the play button. The first call was a hang up, then a woman's voice spoke and then Lena's. This made Nicholas pause and pay attention. He listened as the woman clearly a receptionist, asked Lena to hold. There was silence and then a moment later another woman came onto the phone speaking to Lena. Rachel something or other, Nicholas didn't care. He almost took a dive when he heard the woman tell Lena that she was pregnant. The dead silence following the statement made him think the call had ended but then the Rachel woman started to say hello. She had to say it more than once to get Lena to speak again. He then heard the woman ask Lena if she would like to set up an initial appointment. Lena's very curt no made him feel as if someone had shot him in the chest at point black range. Nicholas barely made it to the toilet before he lost all of his liquid dinner. After he was finished in the bathroom he felt so weak that he curled up on the guest bed and just lay, there shutting his eyes. He was going to find Lena in the morning when he felt better and when he did--. He really hoped for her sake that she hadn't done something stupid. *** I had called Gavin so many times after he left that he'd turned off his phone. I spoke to his voice mail for the third time in an hour begging him to call me back. When he didn't and I couldn't stand waiting around. I got out of bed and drove to his house only to found out that he wasn't there. The next place I looked was his condo. His car was out front as I pulled up and parked. I got out of the car not caring that I was in my pajamas and house shoes or that my hair might have needed a brush. I hadn't been thinking of those things before I left home. I walked to his door and knocked pretty hard. He came to the door wearing only boxers. He had a drink in his hand as he looked down at me his blue eyes were bloodshot. I wondered how much he'd had to drink. He had only opened the door slightly at first but now he swung it wide open and stepped back to let me in. I closed the door behind me while he staggered back to the couch where he sat watching Financial TV. I walked closer to where he was sitting and asked him why he had turned off his phone. He turned to me with a smirk on his face and said that he hadn't turned his phone off his battery had gone dead. "Then why didn't you answer my calls before?" I snapped. He shrugged. "I was pissed off and didn't want to talk to you." "That's very fucking mature Gavin— He moved fast as he pulled me down onto his lap and then barked at me to watch the way that I spoke to him. Sibling Rivalry Ch. 05 "Why are you here he asked me?" "Because I love you and I don't want us to be apart." I found it hard to speak because his lips were kissing and sucking at the back of my neck. It was turning me on. "That's bullshit." He retorted surprising me. "It's bullshit that I love you?" I tried to push out of his grasp but he wouldn't let me go. "I asked you to marry me before you came back here to live and what did you say?" "Gavin— "No" he cut me off, "just answer the question." "I said no. But we--" "And when I asked you to move in with me when you decided to move here, what did you say?" I sighed but told him what we both already knew. "And then the moment he calls you go running." "Gavin--" "I don't want to hear it" he said. He somehow moved his body so that I was lying underneath him. He then began kissing me and taking off my clothes. I assisted him in all of his efforts. My sweat pants came down easily enough and then my lace panties after that. He had already removed his boxers when I opened my thighs and he came down on me again. He entered me and I let out a little scream as he nipped my neck with his teeth. His movements were slow and deliberate. They were driving me crazy too. His head lifted and his warm mouth moved up towards my ear. His next words shocked my entire body into stillness. He said, "I'm willing to share you with him, but only once." I had no words. I couldn't have made my mouth move if I wanted to. I tried my damndest to get out from underneath him but he just gripped my hips firmly and started a steady thrusting that had me thrashing around and moaning his name. He started moving as deeply into me as he did when we had our morning shower together, only in this position I had nowhere to go. "Gavin!" I screamed shutting my eyes tight. "Please." I didn't even know what I was begging for. I just knew that if he kept this up he was going to ruin my pussy. "Admit it" he said between breaths. My eyes flew open right into his; he was looking down at me with an indescribable expression on his face. "You want to feel him make you come. Say it" he continued to pound away at my pussy. I refused to. He refused to allow me not to say it. He repositioned me gripping my thighs so firmly that I was sure I would have bruises later. The pace of his strokes sent me over the edge as he intended them to. "Say it" he growled just as the wild spiraling orgasm ripped through my body. I heard myself like I was far away from my body, "I want him to make me come" I screamed, while moaning in pleasure. To add insult to injury, I think that saying the words prolonged my orgasm. I felt my pussy snake around Gavin's cock so snuggly. My body writhed like I was no longer in control of it. When Gavin pulled out of me his cock was still hard. I knew he hadn't come yet. And I was right. He got off of me and stood up. It still stuck out from his body as he pulled on his boxers. I felt so terrible I could only watch him as he walked across the room. He picked up his cell phone from the charger it was connected to and then brought it back to me. My heart stalled when he handed it to me. I didn't want to take it. "Either call him or leave now and don't ever come back" Gavin said. I was used to his accent by now but I had to really strain to understand him just then. I took the cell phone and dialed Nicholas's number. I was so thankful when his voice mail picked up. "Hey Nick, it's me, uhm Stacy— I felt like I was going to cry. Gavin took the phone from my hand and sighed deeply before he spoke into it asking Nicholas to call him back, then he hung up. I got up to put on my clothes while Gavin left the room. He didn't come back and I couldn't force myself to go find him. Tears spilled from my eyes as I sat back down on his the couch with my face in my hands. I wanted so badly to call Lena, I needed my sister so much right now but there was no way I could call her. And say what! Hey Lena I just admitted to Gavin, my boyfriend and your ex that I want to have sex with your husband. Yeah that would go over very well. I curled up on the couch to try to go to sleep, not that it mattered. I could see the sun already beginning to rise through the blinds in the living room window. I was completely unprepared to face the day. ***** Sibling Rivalry Ch. 06 When Nicholas woke the next morning after he'd found Lena gone he found too that his mind was made up about things he hadn't even taken the time to think about the night before. He'd gotten dressed, had him some breakfast which he sorely needed, then went into his office to look for any clues that would help him figure out where Lena had run off to. He prayed that he reached her in time or he was damn sure that he wouldn't be responsible for his actions. While in his office looking through the paperwork she'd left on his desk, he'd taken out his cell phone with the thought in mind to call Stacy, just in case Lena had called her. He saw that he had a missed call from Stacy and that she had left a message. He hit the voicemail button on his phone. Surprise lit up his chest when he heard Stacy asking him to call her back, then Rusconi got on the phone asking him to do the same. He couldn't lie; the message shook him to his core. He started to call back immediately but realized that finding Stacy was much more important so he'd pocketed his phone. Stacy had left the plans for the anniversary party on the desk along with the note she'd written him and her wedding rings. He looked through those but found nothing that would indicate where she had gone unless, unless he thought she had decided to get a room at the very inn where she had booked the anniversary party. It was worth a shot to check. It was an expensive enough place, he saw from the brochure he picked up. He also saw the figures for the entire party, he would be angry about those at a later date, he promised himself. He dialed the number on the brochure and when an operator picked up he asked if his wife had arrived at the hotel yet. He assumed that this was not the same as being given information about a guest to a stranger. When the operator told him after checking that she had no guest by that name he hung up the phone and sat down in his chair wondering where in the hell he should look next. *** It was the third day in a row that Nicholas had been searching for Lena. He found her after first driving around for several hours; making calls hadn't gotten him anywhere. He had to bribe a few front desk receptionists to give him information and then a key to her room. He used the key card to enter the room to find Lena asleep in the bed. The rage that had been building up in him softened as his eyes laid on her. It had to be that he knew that she carried his child inside her that made him feel this way. He sat on the edge of the bed and gently shook her awake. *** When Lena opened her eyes to see Nicholas sitting next to her on the bed, without caring how he got in or what he was doing there she asked him to leave. "I'm not going anywhere." Nicholas declared to her. "God!" she exclaimed throwing back the covers and getting out of the bed, "What do you want?" Lena went into the bathroom where she washed her face and brushed her teeth. Nicholas was standing by the bed when she came back out. "I heard your message on the answering machine." "What message?" she snapped. She was already in a bad mood after being woken by him and now he was making up stuff. "The one from your doctor." He told her heatedly. She froze at hearing this. "You picked up after the beep. I also heard her ask you if you wanted to come in for an initial appointment and you told her no. Please do not tell me you did something stupid." He snarled. "What does it matter to you what I do with my body?" she walked away from him. He grabbed her wrists and jerked her back towards him, "It matters." He said through clenched teeth. Lena had never seen him look so fierce before not even when he was pulling his Incredible Hulk routine the past weeks. His hands were clamped rigidly around her wrists. The look in his eyes told her something that she could hardly believe something that she scoffed at. "So now you care? Really?" she asked caustically then, "Let me go" she demanded glaring at him. After he released her she went to sit on the bed. "What is this about? Because I know it isn't about me. Did it finally get through to you that you can't have Stacy?" Tears filled her eyes and she wanted to make them go away. She didn't want this fucker to see her crying. She had been crying for the past few days straight, any little thing set her off. She realized that this had been going on for a while, before she had even known that she was pregnant. Pregnancy had made a cry-baby out of her and as far as she was concerned it was not a good look. She broke off the nasty taunt she had been serving up to Nicholas because she knew it didn't have the same effect while she had tears running down her face. She held her face in her hands trying to get a grip on her emotions. Nicholas kneeled down next to her on the floor and when she felt his hand on her she cried harder, then his arms were around her and she sobbed against his chest. As Nicholas held her he felt like utter shit. The only thought on his mind was getting her home where they could just work out—FUCK—everything. He didn't care how long it would take or how hard it would be, it was the right thing to do. It was what he wanted to do. He'd known that coming to the room. *** Once Lena stopped crying Nicholas and she had a long talk. They talked about things that they should have spoken about a long time ago including how they each felt about their motivations for getting married and Stacy. At the end Lena decided to go back home with Nicholas to see where things would go for them. They were inside the house when she turned to him with one final thing to settle. "If you are sure that you want to try to see where this thing with us can go I won't do it if you're still going to pine for my sister like you have been." "What are you saying?" Nicholas asked her. "I think you know and I don't need details, either go to her and stay or come back here and we can try." She shrugged. She turned to go up the stairs then almost like it was an afterthought turned to him and said, "And until you do you can sleep in the guest room." *** I was home alone when my phone rang. I hadn't spoken to Gavin in days or rather he hadn't spoken to me. He made it crystal clear that if we were going to be together that it wouldn't be with the thought of Nicholas hanging over our relationship. But Nicholas hadn't called me back. A small part of me hoped he wouldn't. So when my phone finally rang I hoped it was Gavin calling me, but instead it was Nicholas. He wanted to meet me. After speaking with Nicholas I immediately called Gavin. I was surprised that he answered but then I figured that he must have already talked to Nicholas. I told him that I had no plans of meeting Nicholas on my own. My hope was that he would stop me from going through with it as some point. To my relief he agreed. *** I rode inside the car with Gavin on our way to the hotel. The silence was so loud it was hard for me to tell whether or not I was awake or dreaming. And if I was dreaming then was this a nightmare? I had been surreptitiously watching Gavin from the corner of my eye while he drove. He seemed to be fine, in control even. We drove up to the front of the hotel where a valet took Gavin's keys and handed him a ticket. We walked to the front entrance where a doorman held the door open for us while we entered. The lobby was expansive and beautiful. There were flowing water fountains and actual live ducks waddling around. Instead of going to the front counter that faced us across the room as we went in, Gavin took my hand and guided me towards some elevators to the right. I was so nervous and shaking that I was glad for him to take me by the arm and lead me to wherever we were going. The heels of my shoes were loud as they clicked against the floor. We got into the elevator and rode it up to the sixteenth floor. The walk down the hall to the room was the longest one I'd taken in my life. We didn't go far. Gavin stopped at the third room on the right and took a key card out of his pocket. He used the card to unlock the door then stepped back to let me go inside first. I crossed my arms, in an effort to steady myself. My heart was beating so fast I thought I might pass out. My throat had gone as dry as a desert, I put my hand up to it to massage it some, not that it helped. In spite of my complete nervousness my eyes bugged at the beauty of the room. The king sized bed was against the far right wall across from it was a sitting area with sofa and chair, a small coffee table. Fresh flowers sat on it and the few others spread around the room. The two double sized windows would have been covered by cream colored curtains except that someone had pulled the curtains back so that the city below was entirely visible. That's where my eyes landed on Nicholas. He stood, in a suit, looking out of the farthest left window, a drink in his hand. A brief second later he turned and our eyes met. Even from across the room the heat from his gaze seared me. His stare did things to my body that it yearned to have his hands and mouth do as well. I closed my eyes against the feeling, couldn't believe that this was happening. "Would you like something to drink?" Gavin asked from behind me. Not trusting my voice I nodded that I would like a drink, needed one actually. He produced a glass of white wine from the small bar I had neglected to take in behind me. My hands shook so much as I took it that I thought I might spill it. I took a sip then as Nicholas began to walk toward me I tilted the glass back and gulped it until I had swallowed all of the contents. He smiled as he came towards me. I wasn't sure what he would do when he reached me but he only said hi. He was two inches from my face as he said it. I could feel his warm breath on my lips and could not stop myself from imagining what his mouth would feel like on my breasts. They pebbled, aching to know. "Come on let's go have a seat." He took my hand and I followed him slowly after looking over my shoulder to see what Gavin was doing. He was tossing back Scotch like it was water. Our eyes connected but he seemed to be looking through me rather than at me. I had no idea what he was really thinking but it was clear that he was not here to rescue me. As I followed Nicholas I hadn't realized that the part of the room that I was in wasn't on level with where Nicholas had been. I tripped on the raised platform that served as a step into the second half of the room. Gavin caught me and held onto me for longer than necessary before letting me go again. I was grateful. I needed something to let me know that he was here in this with me, as selfish as that may seem. But then again his ultimatum had been that I—do this—or that our relationship would be over. And he'd meant it, which was a large part of the reason that I was here, though not totally. I moved towards the windows and stood looking down at the bright city lights and the traffic against the backdrop of night. I felt slightly calmer now. I think the wine had gone straight to my head as I hadn't been able to eat much all day long. I felt hands lift the hair from the back of my neck and then lips press against me. I closed my eyes at the feel of it. I could also feel the hard length of his cock as his entire body pressed into mine and his hands came up around the front of my dress. He cupped my breasts in his hands while plucking my nipples through the fabric. I wore no bra. "Nicholas" I moaned from the sweet torture he was inflicting on me. His right hand began to trail its way up the outside of my thigh, he made his way under my dress and inside the strap of my black thong as if he were going to pull them off, but then his fingers stilled where they were and I could feel him turn away from me, towards where Gavin must have stood. "What did you do to her?" he asked almost casually as his fingers stroked the area around my thong. I could tell by the sound of his voice that he was referring to Lena. The reply from Gavin took a second. I assumed he'd taken a swallow of his drink as he spoke. His voice was strong and full of bite. "Everything." he answered Nicholas. Nicholas's hand gripped my thigh harder and I moaned out loud from the exquisite pleasure. "You like that?" Nicholas turned back to me, his hand reached into my panty front. With two fingers he spread my folds. I was slick and hot, his fingers had me gasping in no time. Finally he pulled back from me before I could come and I heard his fingers go into his mouth. He made loud slurping noises as well as making sure we all knew he liked the taste. Oh god I thought. I didn't know if I could handle this. My body was still shaky but now it was from need. I needed Nicholas to finish what he started. I needed him so bad I wasn't sure I could control myself. I didn't want to lose Gavin. "I need to taste more of you." Nicholas said as he pulled me over to the large bed. He helped me out of my dress and then pulled my thong off. Now I was naked in front of him and Gavin who sat in a chair in the corner of the room, his eyes on me. Nicholas wasted no time taking my breasts into his mouth. He seemed so hungry for me that it was all I could do to allow him to touch me without ripping his clothes off too. He guided me back onto the bed still kissing and marking me all over with his tongue. Finally he made his way down to my impatiently waiting pussy. The moment his mouth touched me I came so hard. His warm mouth covered my mound and made sweeping strokes until he pulled just my clit into his mouth and sucked and nibbled it. "Nichooolllasss." I screamed loud enough for the neighbors on either side of us to hear. My hands were planted firmly in his dark hair. "That one doesn't count." He said looking up at me his hazel eyes full of sparks. "I could have been anyone." He stood and undressed while I watched him, much more relaxed now since I'd come. As soon as he was undressed and had a condom on he moved between my legs. *** Gavin knocked back more Scotch as he watched Stacy come from having another man's head between her legs. He tried not to compare the way that she came just now to the way she came with him. He wanted to snatch her away from Nicholas and leave the room but he couldn't do that. He couldn't continue to wonder about where her thoughts lingered. Did she want him or the other guy? He had to know so he suffered through this. Nicholas had her on her back and the way he was pumping into her made Gavin feel insecure for probably the first time in his life where a woman was concerned. It wasn't that the guy was bigger, it was simply the way that she looked at him, responded to him. If Gavin hadn't known any better he would have sworn that they had been doing this very same thing for years, at least. The way their bodies moved and he tried not to notice but it was almost impossible, they moved like they had no question as to what they each wanted and like they were both getting it exactly from each other. The way Stacy's thighs gripped him, the way she pulled at his hair, the way they stared each other in the face and laughed at the same time. Gavin could barely take it any longer. *** Nicholas was an animal and his sex was amazing as I knew it would be. He could make me come just by asking me to and had several times already. He was also as insatiable as Gavin. Even through this I'd seen Gavin. He had been walking back and forth in the room to get drinks and staring out the window while I gave myself to Nicholas. As Nicholas lay flat onto his back and I sat on top of him after we'd both come for seemingly, the thousandth time, I knew that what I had been feeling as we'd had sex wasn't all on my side. I could fuck Nicholas for the rest of my life; he'd make me come and scream so good. I would probably always feel for him, love him, but he wasn't Gavin. And I hoped that what I was seeing in him meant he felt something stronger for my twin than what he felt for me. Our eyes connected as I looked down at him seeing a reflection of my thoughts in his eyes, we both knew that this had been a one- time occurrence. Considering the situation I probably shouldn't have but I was too bursting with happiness not to. I leaned down to kiss his mouth to thank him for the night that I wouldn't ever forget, for knowing that we would be able to remain friends after all of this was over. In the middle of our goodbye kiss I heard the door click shut. I yanked my head around to see what I already knew had happened, Gavin was gone. *** I was naked, I didn't care. I grabbed a sheet from the bed and ran out of the room as fast as I could go. There were people in the hall that I ignored as I caught up with Gavin just as I reached the elevator where he stood having pushed the down button. "Gavin, please don't leave." I begged him. He turned to me with a look on his face that rendered my heart stopped. He looked so hurt that I wanted nothing more than to wipe that destroyed look off his face. His voice slurred when he spoke. "I won't stand in your way anymore and I hope that—that you are happy." "Gavin." I couldn't help myself even knowing it was the wrong thing to do, I grabbed his arm. "Don't fucking touch me." he roared yanking his arm away like I had burned him. "I'm sorry." I said as tears came to my eyes, "don't leave please." The elevator door opened and he got on, I got on and the few other people waiting and pretending not to be paying attention to our conversation got on. "What are you doing?" he asked me. "I'm coming with you." "Why" he snapped. "Why do you think?" I snapped back at him angrily. I dashed the tears that were running down my face away in my frustration. As if he just realized it he said to me, "you don't have any clothes on." "I'm coming with you." "You're just going to walk down into the lobby of this hotel and outside in that?" he asked as the elevator dinged and opened up. I tucked the sheet around me and attempted to step off into the lobby. Before I could he pulled me back into him and scooped me up into his arms. We must have looked a sight to the patrons and employees that were entering, leaving, and just walking around near the lobby. I thought someone would ask about the sheet I was wrapped up in but we made it to the door with only stares from everyone. Maybe things like this happened all the time at this hotel. Outside Gavin went into his pants pocket and handed the valet his ticket. The valet looked like he wanted to say something but again all he did was stare and then went off to get the car. *** When Nicholas made it to the lobby his eyes followed those of everyone still in the viewing distance of the front doors. Gavin stood there holding Stacy in his arms while she was still wrapped up in the sheet. Nicholas brought her clothes down with him and figured since the room was in his name he'd better pay for the sheet. He settled it at the front desk and then walked out to where Gavin was helping Stacy into the driver's seat of the car. Nicholas held out Stacy's things to the other man. Gavin could have dealt without ever seeing Nicholas again. "You keep them" Gavin sneered at Nicholas. They both knew that he meant in a souvenir type of way. Gavin was never letting Nicholas near Stacy again. When Nicholas just shrugged and said that he didn't want them it took Gavin a moment to process the information. It hadn't been said with malice or disappointment or anger. The two men eyed each other and a second later the clothes changed hands. Nicholas handed his ticket to the valet as Stacy drove away. *** Nicholas got home around 2 am. He climbed the stairs and went to the shower in his bedroom. He washed every inch of himself then pulled on some clean underwear and a t-shirt. Sibling Rivalry Ch. 06 He then went upstairs to check on Lena. She was asleep in the new bed he'd recently bought, on her side, a pillow between her legs. He wasn't an expert but he was sure that the whole pillow thing was for later when she wasn't able to sleep on her stomach. He picked up the book she'd been reading and put it on the stand next to the bed. What To Expect When You're Expecting. He watched her for a moment noticing how vulnerable she looked in her sleep and the fact that she had taken to the whole mothering thing had made him look at her so differently, no more so than tonight. After his experience with Stacy he knew that Stacy would always have a piece of him but he wanted what he had in front of him. For the first time in his married life he looked at his wife and didn't see her twin. He saw his wife, the mother of his unborn child and that was enough for Nicholas. He turned out the lamp and eased in the bed behind her pulling her close. If she woke up in the morning and wanted nothing to do with him he knew that he could handle it. He would have to. *** 3 weeks later I had to give Lena credit. She knew how to throw a party. The decorations and everything looked like Aladdin meets another Disney princess story for grownups. As Gavin and I walked out into the magnificent gardens I spotted her and Nicholas standing next to each other greeting people as they walked by the two of them. They had chosen to expand this anniversary party to include announcing Lena's pregnancy. ** Lena saw her sister coming a mile away. There was no way she could not have with the rock on Stacy's left hand reflecting light from the sun and blinding people Lena thought. ** As the two sisters reached each other they hugged and held each other tightly. Tears came to both of their eyes but they managed to keep them at bay as neither one of them were sad. Lena then asked Stacy to walk around with her and greet more of the guests. The twins took off hand in hand, like they had in the very early days of their relationship when there had been no such thing as a rivalry between them. Gavin and Nicholas both watched their women walk around the beautifully decorated gardens together, each with eyes for only one of the women. Gavin looked up from the drink he was nursing to find that Nicholas was looking in the same direction as he was. Nicholas turned his head from the sight he was looking at and saw that Gavin was now standing in his line of vision. With small smiles that turned into full sized grins they raised their glasses to each other. They would probably never be friends but they both knew they were no longer enemies. THE END