6 comments/ 21706 views/ 8 favorites Muslim Girl's Sexual Awakening Ch. 01 By: Scheherazade88 America- Just uttering the name made Haifa envision freedom. And not only freedom in-terms of personal liberty, but a freedom from the past. A past which kept many trapped into social customs, traditions, culture and family ties. America the ideal meant a land where men and women could be re-born and new ideas could take hold. America also represented peace and stability, which was unbeknownst in Haifa's native homeland. Haifa was born in America and is an American- but like many she is caught in-between two worlds. Whilst Haifa was always grateful for the newness of America- the reality of the place did not always match its ideals. There was a dark side to the American Dream- and that was the American nightmare. A merciless capitalist society, which treated little business and ordinary people brutally. The ideal of sobering Intellectual enlightenment had turned into drunken fornication. There was no morality out there- or so Haifa thought. It was for this that Haifa had always been grateful of her Shi'te Muslim upbringing and Lebanese culture. This culture served as a light house guiding her through the murky and morally questionable waters of the American nightmare. Only with the combination of American ideals and Lebanese culture could the American Dream be realized for her. Haifa is a beautiful girl. Her name means very beautiful in Arabic. Underneath the simple Hijab (headscarf) she wore- her long black hair nestled neatly. Her large dark eyes, along with her fair white milky skin, forced you too look at her. An angelic appearance. Haifa also had a tight stomach with a 23 inch waistline, but her butt made up for it. 35 inches round, very mouth watering. Haifa had always been embarrassed at her breast size- she always thought they were too big. 32d in size and she noticed men would look at them. She would always pray and curse the sinful men and their lust. Haifa was a respectful girl. The daughter of Ali Hassan- a local businessman, community leader and Imam at the local Mosque. Since moving to America, Ali, has built a very successful life for himself and a comfortable living for his family. He has a good reputation in Michigan's Lebanese Shi'ite community. He was so respected that he took up the position of Imam after locals elected him to it. Ali was born in Bint Jbeil, Southern Lebanon and descendants of a respected family. His great-grandfather, Salman, was a controversial figure. He emigrated to Bint Jbeil after he married Mary, who was half Maronite and half Armenian Christian. Salman was himself an immigrant into Lebanon- he came from Persia (Iran) and an immigrant with a Christian wife was treated with suspicion by locals. He had to earn his reputation. It took him many years but he did it and his descendants never forgot it. Honor, pride and morality were central family values. After Ali completed both Shi'ite seminary school and Western schooling he married Suhair, who was from Al-Dahiyya Beirut and moved to America. He had worked hard and built up the respectful reputation. Haifa, his daughter, was the fruit of that hard-work. He was proud of her, she was beautiful, intelligent, chaste, a virgin, pure, untouched and respectful. Unlike some of his relatives back in Lebanon. Many of his nieces and female cousins, who still lived in Lebanon, were sluts. Smoking, drinking, wearing short and tight clothes, partying and of course fornicating. One niece, Lina, had run-off with a Christian boy- whose father was a prominent Phalange commander- for shame. Luckily for Ali, Haifa wasn't like that. It's ironic growing up in America allowed her to be a good and observant Muslim, whereas had she been raised in Lebanon she would be running around with boys- or so Ali thought. When Haifa wasn't doing the housework or praying she was studying. She is a college girl and when she has spare time- she likes to read romantic poetry. Her favorite poem was the Madman of Layla and she would read verses like "I pass by the walls of Layla. And I kiss this wall and that wall. It's not Love of houses that has taken my heart. But of the One who dwells in those houses". Simply breathtaking. But much like the American ideals versus the American reality, such romance was also plagued by the same paradigm. All guys wanted was sex. Haifa knew very little about sex, except what she had read in magazines and books and seen in films. She did not understand it. Why do they go crazy for sex and why do girls dish themselves out so easily? Haifa saw sex as a grave sin. A woman who disrespects herself is not a real woman. Women should remain pure and untouched. Her virginity should be a gift to her husband- who she loved. Sex is sacred and should only been enjoyed between a man and woman. Causal sex only devalued the spiritual side of sex and ruined its meaning. Or so Haifa thought. No. Haifa would remain a virgin until she married a Muslim man. He had to be a Muslim for cultural and religious reasons. Also many non-Muslim men do not circumcise their cocks and this makes them unpure and dirty. No Haifa had it all worked out. But this didn't stop her from having occasional urges. Which she hated. It was all a sin, when she was younger and began her menstrual cycle she thought she would burn in hell. Haifa responded to these urges with zeal. Haifa became even more conservative than her father had intended. She responded to her sexual frustration by becoming even more extreme. Before she turned 18 and attended college, she use to wear pious but modern clothing. Simple Hijab (headscarf) with baggy western clothes. But as this was attracting too much male attention, which was a sin in her eyes, she began donning a black Burka or Chador. Her face was showing- but her head and body were covered in a single black garment. But the lecherous behavior of American men appalled her so much- she decided to take a summer vacation abroad. Instead of going to Lebanon, which she regarded as nest of sinful vipers- she opted to spend the summer vacation in Qom, Iran. There she would study in religious schools. Haifa was top of these classes, she quickly moved up the grades. But in addition to religious instruction- she began taking on political ideological instruction too. She would memorize the declarations of Khomeini and read the works of radical philosophers Ali Sharati, Frantz Fanon, Sartre, Edward Said, Al-Afghani, Muhammad Abdu, Sayid Qutub, Al-Ahmad and others. This religious and political zeal didn't go unnoticed by her instructors- one of her instructors decided to teach her politics and philosophy- in special one on one classes. She studied how the 'West' became decadent- by reading their philosophies. She was doing well, so well, that after two-months of non-stop study in Qom. Haifa decided to take a week off and go to Tehran the Iranian capital. She arrived in the bustling metropolis- Tehran was big, loud and confusing. A residential population of 14 million with an additional 6 million coming into the City to work everyday- the place was a mega city that never slept. Haifa was horrified. She came to Iran expecting to see an Islamic republic- a what did she get instead? Pimps, whores, wannabe gangsters and businessmen. Tehran was a modern city with sky-scrappers, which made the City look like New York. Entering the parks, felt like a sin, young women in tight American style jeans, tops and with a Hijab (headscarf) on with the full front fringe of their hair exposed. Walking in packs, with white fluffy dogs. Rich sluts- Haifa thought. Walking down streets, seeing all the latest European brands and fashions being sold. You would never have known the country was under sanctions. Seeing Tehrani youth gulping down American-style fast food. Haifa was outraged at this. But worst of all- the lustful behavior of the young people put America to shame. Walking along Valiasr street (reportedly the longest street in the world), seeing girls walking along the sidewalk. Men cruising along the road in their expensive cars- honking their horns at the girls on the sidewalk. And to Haifa's utter amazement- the girls responding to this by getting into the car. And they are not even prostitutes!! Haifa thought she was going mad in the jungle called Tehran. Whilst, in Tehran Haifa met up with an old family friend's daughter. They had coffee and what she told Haifa about modern Iran, left Haifa feeling gobsmacked and breathless. The reality was even worse than she thought. She told Haifa- that 20 years ago the average Iranian woman had 6.8 children. Today, the average Iranian woman has 1.2 children making it the fastest population drop in history. But worse still was the stories of bootleg alcohol and underground fancy-dress parties. Divorce rates were souring through the roof and many Iranian women (Milfs), who were divorced, would hire gigolos who were much younger than them. Haifa literally wanted to vomit with rage. Haifa began thinking to herself about what Al-Ahmad had said about Iranian society in his book 'Occidentontis: A Plague from the West'. He wrote that Iranian society was so struck or shocked by the West that it sought to imitate it. And that is exactly what she saw. She also thought about Sayid Qutub when he claimed that Muslim society had been so corrupted by the West that they had become non-Muslim.She needed to immunize herself against the city. The last day before Haifa was due to return to Qom had arrived. And Haifa was glad. The sooner she could get away the better. But as it was her last day, Haifa decided she needed to have a nice day out. She thought the Alborz mountains that surrounded the northern part of Tehran would be an excellent place to go. Taking a Taxi deep into the mountain range, where she would then disembark and take the cable-karts to the summit of the mountains. The view simply stunning. Seeing this made Haifa relax. She didn't mind that the cable-karts were built by the French when the Shah of Iran (Who was ousted by the Islamic Republic, wanted to westernize and modernize his country. No, she wasn't bothered by it at all. At least she would be away from sin, or so Haifa thought. The day on the mountain was fascinating and calm. But before Haifa left the mountain she went into a area lined with trees to eat a picnic. As she walked along she heard a noise. She moved slowly towards where the noise was coming from. There were some trees in front of Haifa obscuring her. And as she moved in- she eventually saw two people- a guy and girl, who were giggling. Haifa hid so they couldn't see her. Haifa looked- but nothing could prepare her for what she saw. The Guy a 20's rich Tehrani kid had his jeans and underware down. He was sitting on a big rock. In-front of his was a Persian girl, with dyed blonde hair and olive, almost golden skin. She was laughing and she was kneeling in front of him. She was gently poking his penis. Haifa had never seen a penis before- her mouth was wide open and her eyes open-wide. The girl proceeded to suck his cock. She made loud sucking noises- with gulping sounds and everything. Haifa was horrified but was frozen. She couldn't move or look away. The slut was laughing and when she pulled her mouth of his cock and opened her mouth to laugh. Some kind of white fluid was around her mouth and flying out her mouth as she laughed. Haifa now closed her eyes- but all she could see in her head was replays of the BJ. Haifa finally summoned up the strength to run away. But not before witnessing the girl being fucked doggie-style in her pussy.Oh the smell of sex was in the air. Haifa ran and ran. For as far as she could. Eventually she ended up at the cable-karts again and she got back to her hotel. But as she paid the Taxi driver she was shaking. It was like being electronically shocked. damm. As Haifa looked around the streets she could sense the air was more tense. Something was wrong. But she thought they must know what she had seen and she ran into her hotel room. She got in and locked the door. She sat on the floor in the corner of the room. She began to cry and pray. She then began to shout and scream. It was then that the urges came- stronger and stronger- like satanic whispering. Haifa could feel her nipples erecting and her pussy becoming wet and excitable. All she could see and hear was of that guy pounding that girl. Haifa resisted the urges as much as she could. But they got to strong, and she felt her hand had a mind of its own. Gently lifting up her veil and very slowly unzipping her jeans, which were underneath. Then pushing her panties down, she began to touch her Pussy, which was feeling fragile and sensitive. One touch and she gasped as if relief was on its way. She kept seeing the couple- their vertical pelvic movements. Wild, loud and animalistic- in her mind she felt like a camera zooming in on their pelvic movements. Haifa couldn't hold on anymore. She began to rub- slowly at first and then faster and more aggressively. oooohhh it felt so good. Haifa was gasping with pleasure. As she re-imagined what she saw, she began, to re-invent what had happened. She now imagined that as they were humping one another- she was masturbating in the trees. She had no clothes on except her long black headscarf. And as she rubbed herself more and more intensely- her body seemed to be drifting in the air- towards the couple. She drifts so far until she eventually ends up in-front of the lovely couple. Now the girl is being pounded to pieces and Haifa is in front of her masturbating. There was a refreshing smell of pine in the air and their were colors flying around. Red,green, pink, purple, yellow and more. Haifa was standing in-front of the couple with her eyes closed. Her headscarf fell off and heir beautiful black hair let out. Air ran through it- it felt liberating. And as she was rubbing- the guy came- but his thick jizz flew out of his cock and instead of going into the girl he was penetrating. It hit Haifa in the face and over the closed left eye. Haifa took her left hand without stopping her right hand from masturbating or opening her eyes- And she wiped it. And then opened her mouth and licked it. So sweet. It was at this point that Haifa saw sun razes getting brighter. And she felt so close. And then she came. Haifa snapped out of her day dream and opened her eyes. The carpet was wet and she had ejaculated. Haifa stared at it for a while. She then pulled herself two. She was in the post-orgasmic state. Her body was hot and she was breathing heavily. She stayed sitting in the corner for a while. Trying to recover. She then went to the bathroom and began to shower. Never had Haifa been this happy. She kept thinking of what next. She now wanted to have crazy sex. And now she began to love the West again. All she could think about was all the studs back in America. Big cocks walking around. dangling. She wondered about what real cum would taste like. Was it sweet, salty or neutral? Did it depend on what the guy had for breakfast? Could you get drunk of cum? Haifa even thought about women, but then pushed it out of her thoughts. She wasn't yet ready for that. As Haifa walked back into the main room- grabbed herself an orange drink. And wondered if she could get beer. As she wondered this she sat down at the end of her bed and put on the TV. She flicked by and it ended up on a news channel.And what she saw left her stunned. Lebanon was on fire and Israeli warplanes were attacking it. Suddenly, every moderate impulse in her body recoiled. And anger regained its strength- Haifa was outraged. And now she was turning back into a radical girl- and she now felt dirty. Like, what had just happened was a lie. Haifa returned to her zeal, as if nothing had happened. In-fact she was more confident and sure of herself now- then she was before. And when she returned to America, she knew she was on a mission. When she returned to college dressed in a black veil and chador (cloak), she wanted people to know she meant business. As well as, studying hard, she became leader of a number of Muslim student groups. Her father worried about her- he didn't want a radical daughter, just a good girl who studied hard. But between her political and student activism and her studies, Haifa had no time for family. But Haifa had caught the attention of Daniel. Daniel was a jock, a football player and all round popular guy. He had all the girls- but something about Haifa's forbidden nature allured him. He tried to initiate conversation with her- but Haifa just shut him down. Haifa had no time for him. And besides, he was an infidel. But cupid can surprise- Daniel wouldn't give up on her- no matter how many times she slammed the door in his face. For Daniel was developing a sexual obsession for her. It was more than a fetish- it bordered on insanity. Daniel would aggressively masturbate over her. He imagined cuming on that black veil of hers..oohhh the contrast of a black veil with thick white cum on it. Daniel became so obsessed he began stalking her- once he managed to gain access to Haifa's home- when no one was around. He got into her room and stole Haifa's underwear.He then fled the house. And for two-days no one saw him. Daniel missed class and football practice. For Daniel was at home masturbating- all day long. He wrapped Haifa's panties on his face and the sweet smell sent him wild. He had to get her. And as we will see in our next installment, he does. Muslim Girl's Sexual Awakening Ch. 02 I would like to thank jacosg21 for having the time and patience to edit this story, the work is entirely my own and any mistakes or faults are mine alone. "My soul was bounded to hers before creation" Nizami 'Majnun Leyla'. Daniel was lost in the wilderness of mirrors and self-delusion. His obsession over Haifa continued unabated and he used every opportunity to reflect on every action and potential action when it came to her. He could go weeks without seeing anyone- at times allowing stubble to grow and to go days without showering. He would spend the night wailing, crying, screaming and even praying. He fantasized about her endlessly. He even took to stalking her on social networking websites. He would spend hours staring at the pictures she posted, trying to tease meaning from them. He would look at friends of hers and people who she posed with and tried to work out their relationship. He was going to get her one way or another. Meanwhile, Haifa had barely noticed him, he was there one minute and gone the next. Haifa was buried in her student activism and school work. She was taking a class in European History and decided to do her essay on the French revolution. She locked herself away studying French history and philosophy and decided to look at the cause and origins of the revolution. She intensely studied Voltaire, Robespierre, Rousseau, Montesquieu and others. She was fascinated by the 'Reign of Terror' and Robespierre's dictum "Virtue without Terror is impotent, Terror without Virtue is Blind'. The messages were clear. "We will force you to be free" & "We love humanity so much, that we will eliminate those who stand in the way of its progress". For Haifa these ideas were not confined to Revolutionary France; but were also true of American Capitalism as well. Writing this essay, was also teaching her critiques used for activism. When she was trying to recruit people to her political causes she would write leaflets and extensively quote from Noam Chomsky, Gore Vidal and others. Haifa was also head of the Islamic society at college. She would run special Muslim girls classes- teaching Muslim girls about the Islamic way of life and how to reject cultural corruption. She would also organize events for religious festivals. One of her most famous initiatives was to get Muslim girls to wear Chasity Rings. She was also politicizing her fellow students, appearing on the front page of the college newspaper. Her piety and political activism had been noted by a young man named Faris. Faris was an Iraqi-American; he was 23 years old while Haifa was just 18 and a half. Faris was 5"9, green eyes, long, curvy hair and fair skin. His father was kicked out of Iraq by Saddam Hussein for belonging to a Shi'ite Islamist party. Faris desired Haifa, and Haifa wanted him as well. However, Haifa's father would never agree to such a match. She was too young to marry and in his eyes and Faris was also a political subversive. Not suitable for Haifa. Haifa's father was hoping she would grow out of radicalism and become more moderate- her radicalism was causing her to begin to disobey him. Haifa and Faris were going to set-up a new Islamist party together-and they would need to be husband and wife to do so. So Haifa found a way to get a friendly Imam to marry them secretly. Haifa would remain at home and see her husband secretly during the day. Their marriage was not binding under US law, but was recognized under Islamic law. A quick-20 minute ceremony and then Faris would take Haifa back to his home as his bride. Haifa arrived at Faris's place; she was nervous and told Faris to wait outside his room while she got ready. Haifa did her hair and make-up and put on a silky night-dress. When she was ready she called to Faris to come in. He did so and he was amazed at how stunning she looked. She was stunning, sexy and even a bit sultry. Faris could feel a hard growth in his pants and underpants. He was mesmerized. Fairs walked in and started kissing her. Haifa was excited she was finally about to lose her virginity. Faris began to kiss her more intensely, harder and harder. He lifts up her dress and takes off his own clothes while he is at it. Soon the two are completely naked, Haifa's smooth body before his. Faris started to work on her nipples and gave her breasts lavish attention, sucking and arousing her further. He then couldn't wait any longer; he just had to have her right then. His erect cock slowly pushed its way into her virgin pussy, causing her to call out as she began to bleed. Faris slowly worked up to pounding her good and hard. He spends 20-minutes slamming into her. Before he cums inside her, he bellows "AHH". He spends the rest of the time gentle caressing his bride. Haifa was not entirely satisfied though, she barely came and she began to wonder what all the fuss about virginity was. But despite her sexual dissatisfaction, she thought she loved Faris and he made her feel like she was the only girl in the world. You see, for all of Haifa's arrogance and independence, as well as, her rebellious behavior she desperately wanted a man. However, her father would not approve of Faris, as he did not approve of Haifa's politics and lifestyle in general. Her father was such an important man- everyone in the community looked up to him. But for all his goodness, he barely hand any time for Haifa. Haifa did everything to get noticed and being noticed is what drove her. You see, she had an empty self-complex. Her radicalism was designed to shield her deep inner insecurities, projecting herself on others. The reasons she disliked lust was twofold. Number one was that it is sinful and she had a deep fear of pregnancy, social isolation and sexually transmitted infections. She believed these were a result of divine retribution. But also she worried that she would not measure up- sexually- and be unable to please a man. Plus there was her families' social standing to think about- initially her early radicalism was about safeguarding that. But she got lost somewhere along the line, and now she needed Faris to keep her on the straight path. These were the fears that drove her. But marrying Faris could be a double-edged sword. He was charming, charismatic, handsome, witty, caring, educated, intelligent and on his way to becoming a great political leader and orator. But he was also arrogant, over-confident and believed in himself too much. He had strong narcissistic tendencies and Haifa couldn't work out if he had a semi-messiah complex or not. He was also very popular, he traveled a lot, gave speeches and lectures and helped found and grow the Islamist political movement that Haifa was now a senior member of. Faris was a private person and the two still did not live together. Haifa would be in the library reading things like Chamberlain's 'Foundations of the Nineteenth Century' or Joseph Conrad's 'Into the heart of darkness'. When most students would take lunch breaks Haifa would take blow job breaks. Faris loved mid-day blow jobs and he demanded Haifa fulfill this role. They would go to private dorm rooms or even unused lecture halls and classrooms and act out their lustful urges. Haifa mostly wore black Burkas, which consisted of a headscarf and black long gown. She mostly removed this for the blow job sessions- but on occasion would leave it on, because Faris could get carried away sometimes and ejaculate on her headscarf. And white cum stains are a pain to remove. Haifa always did a good job cleaning Faris out. She would often start kissing him on the lips and then drop to her knees- kissing him all the way down. She would then kiss the bulge in his pants and remove them and his underpants. She would then kiss up and down his erect penis and spit on it. She would usually massage his cock and rub the spit in. She would follow with a gentle hand job and then of course Haifa would suck. Once-a-month she would treat him to a deep-throat. Her wet lips and mouth on her man's cock really hit her every nerve. What a talent the way she feels. Some wonder what she wore underneath the Burka. Well, she wears tight jeans or skirts with tops. But high-heels were a massive 'no-no'. High heels were invented to sexually empower women- but it was predicated on the idea that real power lay with men. And that it was a woman's job to arouse a man in order for her to get the power. But only certain women could do this. It was based on how attractive you looked. High Heels were just one tool of males control over womanhood - or so Haifa thought. She wore a black burka, and if you asked her why she would tell you three things. Number one it is because she is in mourning, number two she is protesting and number three is helps bring about her 'cultural revolution'. Why mourning? She was mourning two things. Number one- no true Islamic state existed and injustice was rife as a result. Number two, it was mourning the destruction of womanhood by American hyper-sexualism. It was a protest against it. Women needed to reject these capitalistic overly-sexual notions of individualism. Because far from freeing a woman they only made her a prisoner and they destroy female power and make them subservient to men. Only through collectivism and solidarity could women free themselves of their chains. And the veil represented the elimination of artificial differences. Women could be judged on their content of character and intelligence and not on the size of their boobs. It is then that women can achieve real emancipation and lead to a just and egalitarian society. And egalitarian society is an Islamic society. This is how Haifa saw it. The veil represented a revolt and took women back to point zero, in-which they could re-build themselves and then the world. Haifa and Faris were always attacking other Muslim girls for dressing like 'meat'; trying to impress the 'White Man'. But for all the grandiose ideas, the truth was that Haifa was beholden to Faris. She had annihilated herself into his flame -they were one- a collective meme. And this gave Haifa a sense of confidence she never had before. That was something her family could never understand. Also, being a radical gave her a cause and hope in life against a backdrop of spiritually-empty materialism. The golden couple built up the political movement together and built a cabal or inner-circle within the movement. Meanwhile, Daniel was distraught. He didn't know if Haifa and Faris were married, but he knew they were together. He became a hopeless wonder. Daniel had taken theology classes a while back and he remembered learning that Jews didn't believe in hell. For a Jew punishment was to be stuck in an intermediate state between worlds - and they were unable to breathe in the divine air or be in the presence of The Divine; they were left to wonder and wail. It was a lot like limbo and that is where Daniel felt he was. He was unable to breathe in Haifa's heavenly air. This place was his adobe- Haifa was both his salvation and damnation. He eventually snapped out of this state after an old friend paid him a visit. He got himself in order and began planning on how to get Haifa. It had been six-months, Haifa had turned 19 and her secret marriage was going through a testing phase. She had begun to have doubts about Faris and she kept hearing rumors about him. Faris had many female admirers and their political movement had turned into a cult of the personality. All of this had made Haifa very uncomfortable. Worse still some members of the inner-circle had begun a secret organization within the party. The Secret Apparatus -as it was called- was designed to keep tabs on other party members and do vetting. They also gathered information. All of this sounded too Orwellian for Haifa. She began to notice contradictions in everyone's characters and there was a lot of back-biting and rumors flying around. Faris had changed too- power had consumed him. Haifa was getting desperate. The collective meme was failing. She had also heard rumors of mass infidelity among the inner circle. Rumors of wife swapping abounded and Faris seemed to be the Kingpin of it all. Rather than confronting him, Haifa went into a state of denial. But the contradictions of the movement had brought her to George Orwell. She began reading 'Animal Farm, 1984 and his notes from the Spanish Civil War'. All of this had led to a creepy realization that the movement was not going in the right direction. It was going in the direction that Orwell had warned about and this startled her. Dostoevsky's novel about political activists caused a crisis of faith in political activism for Haifa. She was becoming remote, isolated and timid. She then had final confirmation of her husband's endless affairs. Faris had gotten together with Lina- a gorgeous Lebanese girl. Faris came home one night and asked Haifa to accept the fact he wanted a second marriage to Lina. Haifa had become weak and beaten. But the moment he had asked her this, she flew into a fit-of-rage. She was jealous and tried to hit him. He wrestled her to the ground and as part of his rage decided to punish her. He pulled down her panties, and slid his cock into her anus. He began to violently hump her from behind. Haifa was scared and begged him to stop but he won't listen. He kept pounding at her, as if she was a piece of meat. He would not let go. It took ten minutes but he eventually came. Haifa had stopped wailing and crying and was now silent. She had lost her capacity to think and say anything, and the horrible realization had crept in. Faris thus left her, but did not divorce her. She was now terrified. She avoided seeing him for a while. In short, she had been broken. But this feeling would not last forever. Two-months after this, Faris married Lina. But, unlike with Haifa, they also had a civil marriage meaning in the eyes of the law Faris and Lina were lawful man and wife. But Haifa pretended to accept this and began to re-build her fragile character. She was promoted within the party's ranks and was now head of the woman's section and PR. She would give rabble-rousing speeches and lectures. But deep-down she was still fragile. And it was at this point that Daniel re-entered her life. He had left college for a few months to work on himself. He was now a more confident man. And he was almost back to his old ways, with one important difference. He was only interested in Haifa. And now Haifa was prime. After a controversial speech that Haifa gave at a political protest- Daniel managed to catch-up to Haifa. He was beaming with confidence. He wanted to ask Haifa about what she had said. Haifa was initially suspicious of him- but humored him. He looked cute and Haifa thought that he was incredibly hot. Despite all her anger, Haifa had always thought that American guys were hot. But she had hidden it, until now. There was something about Daniel that made him different. Daniel was now working for the student newspaper and he wanted to 'understand' the organization. He began having a series of interviews with Haifa for a feature piece. At first the atmosphere was rather frosty, but after a while Daniels charm and silly jokes had begun to win Haifa over. She began opening up to him and he gained unprecedented access to Haifa's private thinking. But for all their pleasantries Haifa knew Daniel was a Christian and that anything between them should remain platonic. Beside, Haifa had her plan for revenge, for within the movement Haifa too had her own following. She sought to launch a coup against the leadership, place herself as head and restore the party back to its original aims. Starting a relationship with Daniel would only complicate matters, besides he was small fries. Haifa had ambition. And she wanted a divorce from Faris that everyone would accept. But despite these ambitions, Haifa was growing more attracted to Daniel both emotionally and physically. She decided that her purpose was to try and convert Daniel and then she would marry and control him. It became known as 'project Daniel'. She would do it slowly and gently. She thought Daniel would agree if she became his girlfriend. Daniel was unaware of this and was stunned, aroused and amazed when Haifa said she wanted to be with him. She said she dreamed of a big-strong American taking her away on a white horse. The truth is this project was the only way Haifa could justify pursing him. She couldn't fall in love with him as she was afraid of getting hurt again. As Haifa's position in the party became more consolidated she began to change her appearance. She took off the Burka all together - she claimed this would help more people join. She now wore a headscarf, a jumper and jeans. She even began wearing high-heels and make-up. But because of her position and her zeal no one could say anything against her; she too had informants. While this was happening she was developing her relationship with Daniel. She would visit him in his dorms. They would hold hands, dance, hug, and started kissing. After three-months, Haifa would remove her headscarf when she was alone with Daniel. She became more flirtatious and playful. She was going further and further with Daniel. She began to allow him- to grope her breasts. When they had dinner together alone- she would wear a cocktail dress showing her arms. She was also beginning to indoctrinate him. He was like a sheep, blindly following. But while this was happening, Haifa had begun to wonder about Daniels penis. That big, uncircumcised all-American cock. For Haifa, uncut was dirty but also a source of fascination. Being with Daniel gave her a new sense of confidence - which would be necessary in the coup to come. Haifa was also having wet dreams about Daniel, and she then decided to take their relationship one step further. Her fascination for uncut penises had gotten the better of her. She decided she was going to give him a hand-job. When Daniel whipped his big uncut 9-inch cock out for the first time- Haifa gasped and almost came at the sight of it. It was so beautiful, a mutilated penis, a real work of art. The foreskin was interesting; she began poking it and pulling it back. Daniel laid back and enjoyed. Haifa would aggressively rub him in. She began spiting on it and rubbing this in. She did this for a month- before she finally decided suck Daniels cock. She did it well. Firstly, gentle teasing, spitting and rubbing him in. He tasted so nice. This big uncut cock in Haifa's mouth was a revelation for her. So meaty. She would suck very loudly and swallow him whole. She was very enthusiastic with her BJ's. She loved the taste. Aahh sex was in the air. She did this for a month, eventually, however she began to have guilty feelings about misleading Daniel. She was also struggling with her basic faith. She had diluted it with politics and now she wondered what remained of it. Also she began to question her position within the party. The Coup was making her lustful for power and in the wrong way. What remained of her ethics? She took a bold move- she had decided between politics and Daniel. She was able to get Faris to agree to an Islamic divorce in-exchange for not leading a coup and leaving the party, which is what she did. That movement had changed her beyond recognition and made her question her faith. It was rotten, poison and she didn't need it in her life. Haifa decided to sleep with Daniel on the evening of her resignation. She had made some other important decisions too. She was going to put Islam on-hold for a while. She wanted to re-discover spiritual roots. She started attending Church, Buddhist and Hindu temples and Jewish synagogues. She took off her headscarf and finally started dressing like an American girl. But Islam would always be a part of her life and she began studying Sufism. Her political activism didn't entirely stop either. She became a 'leftist feminist' with anarchist tendencies. She was now politically secular. But her change in lifestyle was the final straw for her family, and she eventually left home and moved in with Daniel. Muslim Girl's Sexual Awakening Ch. 02 Haifa wanted to have fun with her body and began dressing like a slut. The night she came to Daniels place after resigning had finally convinced her to take this path. Daniel was amazing in bed. He kissed and inserted his tongue into Haifa's mouth. His tongue gently teased Haifa's throat and he was licking around. Haifa loved Daniels smooth tongue. She enjoyed his tongue licking her nipples. And then her pussy, what a sensation. Then Daniel pulled out his big juicy cock and used it to tease Haifa's nether lips before inserting, which stretched Haifa's pussy. 'Aahh' Haifa thought - this uncut cock feels so much better. Much better than Muslim dick'. Daniel really pounded Haifa, her pussy went red and the sound was of intense animalistic humping. Haifa came twice in the thirty-minutes Daniel was fucking her. Daniel then came and Haifa then began removing his cum from her pussy. She would dig in with her finger and then insert it into her mouth. She didn't waste a drop. Haifa continued to study hard- but now she played hard too. She began attending dancing classes and became more physically active. After she moved in with Daniel they began trying new positions and techniques. Haifa now loved to fuck. But sadly their relationship did not last. Daniel cheated and now Haifa had the strength to walk away. It was now the last year of college and Haifa was going to party hard. Part III will explore Haifa's new sexual appetites. Muslim Girl's Sexual Awakening Ch. 03 Following graduating from college, Haifa, was a much changed woman. Her experience with men had turned her against serious relationships. Having distanced herself from her family, culture and religion, the now ex-Muslim Haifa had found a new circle of friends. Leaving behind her far left sensibilities, she had found herself increasingly drawn to the Republicans and became a young spokeswoman in their youth movement. She had also joined anti-Islam groups and became a rising media figure for them. But despite all of this, sexuality was a part of her life she was very open with, she began publishing erotica short stories and had a weekly column in a prominent New York magazine. She would write things like this. "I'm stretched out over the couch, suddenly I hear "Guys' come on, Haifa wants to screw at least five team members." My heart starts racing, as five football players enter the room and begin examining their 'reward' for the day. I've always wanted a white Christmas, but I never imagined one like this. In my own mind, I'm the Greek goddess of love, Aphrodite, whose subjects are performing ecstatic libations before me. In their mind, I'm a piece of meat ready to be devoured by hungry cannibals. Eric, the team captain and one who always prided himself of being the first among his men to rise to a challenge, unzips his pants." But she would also write angry articles addressed at her family and culture. "Men are the keeper of women? Is that all I ever was too you, a possession? From the pulpits you preach objectification- you talk of preventing vice by promoting virtue- but your virtue can be summed up by the Bedouin phrase 'The Arabs bury their daughters'. Like Scheherazade, the daughters of Arabia must spin fanciful tales of splendour and wonder in order to subdue your barbarous plans." "You say I spread 'Fitna' (Sedition) and promote 'Zina' (Fornication), simply by my truthful utterance. You call me a whore and say that I lay with 'Abd' (black men), Farang (European men) and that between my sheets Shaytan (Satan) sleeps. Like the rat catcher of Saxony, I shall play a flute and allure the daughters of Arabia out, but unlike the Pied Piper of Hamelin, I shall lead them to freedom and not death. Arabian women are naturally free-spirited, but we are asleep like the people of the cave (The biblical story of the seven sleepers), we shall awake when there is freedom and take back our bodies from your treasury. Our booties are yours no more" Hafia also began to chronicle her tastes for other women and published a series of essays about her first time. "The temperature had reached fever pitch, my palms were sweaty and sweat ran down my brow. Jessica was biting her lips and looking at me expectantly, her skin looked soft and radiant with a healthy glow which lit up the room. Devil eyes telling me to come get it. I recoiled at the idea of taking female lovers, there was still a part of me, which had held onto the conditionings of Muslim culture. Not that beautiful Jessica with her open-liberal Californian parentage would understand this. My heart raced and she reached out and touched me. She wanted me and she was going to get me." But it was this article that got her critical acclaim. "Why am I a Republican? The Democrats are soft on Islamo-Fascisim, the preach false values, they claim that all people are essential good and adhere to our values of freedom and democracy. Islam is not a faith like Christianity, it's an Imperial ideologue that seeks to convert all non-Muslims. It preaches that there are two kinds of worlds, Dar Al Harb (House of War) and Dar Al Islam (House of Islam), anything that is not Dar Al Islam is Dar Al Harb. Islam must be stopped and the Democrats don't get that! I'm a Republican because liberalism is under threat and only those who understand Islam know why it's under threat." Strong words which got her the attention of Republican congressman Alex Russo, who is also the founder of an anti-Islam group. He had been watching the beautiful and exotic Haifa's rise to prominence with great interest. Russo is married with three children and a fervent Evangelic Christian or at least he is publicly. In practise he is a cold-hearted Machiavellian, an atheist and borderline psychopath. Russo is from an old rich Texan oil family and his father is a high-profile Televangelist. His wife is very religious and terrible in bed, Haifa has the look of someone who will give him what he wants. Russo sends a message to Haifa and invites her to intern in his office in Congress. Russo looks forward to meeting the dilatable Haifa. Russo: "Yes?" Sectary: "Congressman Russo, Haifa, your new intern has arrived." Russo: "Good show her in." Haifa walks in and she is wearing white top, black blazer and black medium length skirt and has stocking on and high heel leather boots. They greet each other and Haifa takes a seat and crosses her legs. Congressman Russo cannot believe he's got this gorgeous creature in his office. Russo: "Haifa, I can call you Haifa can't I?" Haifa: "Sure, I prefer first name basis." Russo: "Well good, I do too. Call me Chris from now on. So, I'm glad you're able to join our little team. Many Americans are rightly concerned about the proliferation of Islam, but are not trained to spot or understand the Sharization of our Judeo-Christian civilisation. Many think that a Muslim is an Arab, but I know that many Arabs, especially women, have suffered under the veil of Islam. You're a rising star and I want us to co-ordinate our efforts, because I see great potential in you." Russo looks down and checks out Haifa's body and smiles. Haifa: "Thanks Chris and of course I agree with you. I am so honored that you have asked me to come and work for you." Haifa now leans forward "and I believe you and I can do some great things together." Haifa leans back into her chair "I'm totally committed to the cause of female liberation." Haifa tilts her head upwards "but won't this cause problems for you? You're an Evangelical Christian. Not that I have a problem with Christianity it's a great religion, I sometimes attend church for peace and solace." Haifa now tilts her head downward. Russo: "No, no problem at all. America is about freedom of religion and pluralism, all the things Islam seeks to destroy. We have a common enemy and should unite forces, besides, I think you'll find we have much more in common that you think." Haifa now leans forward and places her elbows gently on the desk "how so?" She says in a seductive and smooth tone. Russo starts to rub his tie and then coughs "Well, I'm strongly in favour of women's rights, unlike many, and I have enjoyed your articles." Haifa: "You're too kind, I don't know how to thank you." Russo managed to resist his urges for Haifa that day. But as time went on and the two worked together further- this was becoming harder to do. Haifa would continue to write her erotic essays in magazines. "Oh knight, you go off to fight battles, but leave me unfulfilled. I dream about your strong arms wrapped around my body- I'm but a fair woman-but also feisty. Please don't leave me chaste, my apple is the sweetest and most succulent, but you behave as if my fruit is forbidden and leave me hanging. Reclaim, reclaim what is yours, your taste buds sense me and cry out for a bite." Russo knew that Haifa was talking about him and reading about her urges made him incredibly horny. But he did not openly acknowledge it- Russo would play the long game. Meanwhile, Haifa continued to sleep around and Russo would hear about her exploits in her columns and poems. Haifa attended a sex orgy with young Republican activists, over 50 people were involved, including 25 girls and 25 guys. "Let me tell you about the town, the town called Gomorrah. The ethos of the town is to outdo the citizens of Sodom (Democrats), Sodomites do not party like Gomorrians, nor do they play as dirty as we. Republican Gomorrah is the ultimate experience. Juicy manhood parted my lips and teased my throat, while another manhood drilled away in my colon. But the beasty pleasures did not stop there, one pregnant woman provided me with sustenance, her fresh milk helped wash down man juice and quenched my ultimate thirst." Reading lines like this only made Russo more desperately horny. Russo was preparing for a direct weekend alone with Haifa, he had a sex slave theme weekend planned, but this would be a surprise for her. Haifa was planning her Islam awareness week, which would include conference and speeches and she had prepared articles promoting the conference. The sex weekend would be a treat for her after the conference. Haifa's first article promoting the conference had been published and Russo picked up the magazine and started to read. "Women have no body, no mind nor soul, Islam has stripped her of these things. My breath does not exist and my orgasms are a sin. The American liberal values founded upon the noble principles of Judeo-Christian culture are being eroded by appeasing Islamo-fascism. Islamo-facism has taken and stripped the woman and it will soon take America and strip that too. America still has a body, a mind and a soul and we must use the three to resist the advancement of Sharia. Join us and take a stand." The conference day arrives and congressmen Russo takes his position in the audience, Haifa is due to deliver an electrifying speech and in the meantime, other Islam experts are giving talks and speeches. The conference hall is packed and there are media from up and down the country present. Russo looks at his watch; he can't wait for Haifa's speech to start. The time arrives and Haifa walks onto the stage in her high heels, grey skirt and white t-shirt with grey blazer. Her walk is composed and elegant and she soon takes the microphone, the crowd is cheering and screaming her name. Her facial expression is serious and she raises her arm and moves it downward, indicating to the audience to quieten down. Silence falls and everyone looks at Haifa, expectantly. Haifa knows this speech could launch her political career, and so she has planned something resembling a Fuhrer rally. Haifa pouts a little and then she begins to speak. "Ladies and Gentleman, I am troubled by a disturbing vision, this vision is of our country, America, the land of the free and home of the brave." Haifa moves her hand, "Allow me to share this vision with you. We are the greatest nation on earth, when other nations were sending their citizenry of to Internment camps; we were welcoming those who sought liberty. 'Give me your tired, your poor, your huddled masses yearning to breathe free,' that was our message to the world. I, myself, am the daughter of immigrants, who sought to breathe free. My father, born in Lebanon, is today an Imam and community leader, he breathes free today." "However, freedom for him did not translate into freedom for his daughter, me. For all my father's yearning for freedom, he had be conditioned by an ideology, an ideology called Islam. Islam does not share the peaceful roots of Judeo-Christian religion. Islam is an empire of faith, spread by the sword, by desert nomads and they seek to control the world. Islam divides the world up into two sections, Dar Al-Islam and Dar Al-Harb, Dar Al-Islam means adobe of Islam and also means lands of peace. Dar Al-Harb, means the adobe of war and generally refers to non-Muslim lands or to put it another way, lands Islam has not yet conquered." The crowd is enthralled. Russo feels a hard-on coming on, he knows he does not have long to wait before he will taste the fruits of the Levant. How hot Haifa will look covered in his sperm. The rest of the conference goes well and a little while later, Russo approaches Haifa and makes his intentions clear. Russo: "It must have been hard being disowned by your father, I've never told you how sorry I feel for you. And what a naughty daughter you've become." Haifa: "It's nothing. I'm use to it by now." Russo: "Well I will never abandon you, you'll always have my support. In-fact after this conference I have a treat for you- a little thank you- but I'm not going to tell you what it is. " Haifa: "I look forward to receiving it." A few days later and the conference is over and it has generated high level media influence. Russo is excited, because his reward is awaiting, and while Haifa does not know what is in stall. She knows the next few hours will be erotically interesting. She meets Russo in the lobby of her hotel and they both head off to a private home in the countryside. The conversation is normal and there is no indication of what's about to come. They arrive at the private house and it's clear that no one has inhabited the house of a long time. Russo opens the door and let's Haifa walk in first, once she is through the door and the lights have been turned on, Russo grabs Haifa from behind and squeeze her. Russo: "Thought you would get away from me? Teasing me with your exotic ass and a tasty ex-Muslim pussy. Everyone has had a go on you, except me, and all these other guys and girls mock me for not trying you. I'm gonna fuck you into a thousand pieces." Russo pauses for a moment and breath and smells in Haifa and closes his eyes to imagine the possibilities. He places his hand on Haifa's ass and squeezes it hard, "Mmmm..Fresh meat," Russo says. Haifa: "You don't have the balls to take me on." Russo: "I will empty the content of my balls onto you and inside you." Russo pushes Haifa into the house and closes the front door behind him. He run towards Haifa and smack her across the face. Haifa lets out a cry of pain, but she is enjoying the treatment nonetheless. Russo slaps her again and again and then kicks her, before grabbing her from behind. "Remember you're a piece of meat for me and I'll treat you however I want, got that bitch?" Russo places his finger down Haifa's skirt and panties and place it inside her butt. He then pulls his finger out of her butt and sniffs his finger. "Mmmmm...Fresh meat always smells, so very good." He places his hands around Haifa's neck and turns her around to face him, while lightly choking her. Haifa's eyes widen and her mouth opens, as she struggles to breath, but she is still enjoying it. Russo kisses Haifa on the lips, he slides his tongue into her watery mouth and their two tongues dance with one another. Sliding back and forth, their two mouths form a perfect union, but this moment of intimate pleasure does not last. Russo withdraws his tongue from her mouth and starts kissing around her neck and earlobe. He licks and sucks around the neck and earlobe and starts biting, leaving red marks, he then stick his tongue into Haifa's ear and lick it out. He then desists, but shoves his tongue down Haifa's mouth and reaches the tip of her throat, it feels very painful and Haifa can't stop him. While Haifa is struggling to breath with a mouth full of tongue, Russo places his finger down Haifa's skirt and panties and places it on her virginal lips. Haifa's face is turning red, Russo withdraws his tongue and takes Haifa's tongue into his mouth and starts sucking it hard. Meanwhile, Russo shoves three fingers into her pussy, without warning, and Haifa lets out a scream and Russo accidently bites her tongue. There's a little bit of blood, but Russo does not stop and starts violently fingering her. He withdraws from Haifa's mouth, to let it recover and focuses his attention, on speeding up and intensifying, the finger masturbation. Russo fingers her so hard that, Haifa's internal juices shake around aggressively, and make a lot of noise in the process. In produces a little bit of leakage, which leads Russo to pull his fingers out, and he shoves the glazed fingers into Haifa's mouth and forces her to swallow. Haifa has never tasted herself before. It is a new experience, but after taking it down in one gulp, she could now understand why guys and girls enjoyed eating her cunt out. Russo grabs Haifa by the back of her hair and pulls her towards the couch. He takes a seat and pulls Haifa's head downward. He unzips his pants and yanks out his large manhood, which is so large it slaps Haifa in the face. Haifa looks amazed at this uncircumcised beast, it looks like a delicious but high calorie sausage. Russo grabs his cock and starts rubbing it against Haifa's facial cheeks and then places it on her lips and rests it there. Haifa mouth waters, it begins to salivate, she closes her eyes and sniff Russo cock in. She then opens her eyes and mouth, she lets out a large drool, which dangles from her mouth and lands onto Russo's cock. She rubs the drool in, pushing back the foreskin and making sure the cock is will drooled up. She then kisses Russo cock, Russo places his hand behind Haifa's head and pushes it forward. Haifa starts spitting and drooling onto Russo's cock, which she massages her saliva into. Haifa pulls Russo's cock upwards and starts working her magic tongue on his balls. Russo grabs his balls and places them onto Haifa's eyes and stares at them for a few moments, before dropping them downward and letting Haifa continue her magic on them. Haifa swallows one nut and sucks and bites on it. She has to pause every few moments to spit out the hair. She then spits his balls out and starts to suck his dick, she tries to push his cock into her mouth, as far as it will go. It reaches the edges of her throat, when Russo pushes her head into his cock and forces it down her throat. He pulls on her hair and Haifa is choking. The only way out is to suck her way out. A Adams apple like lump appears in Haifa's throat, while she tries to control it, Russo starts throat humping her. Little pelvic moments, but humping nevertheless. Haifa is struggling to breath, but Russo does not care. The throat fucking continues for 10-minutes, before Russo lets go of Haifa's head and brings his cock out. Haifa grasps for air, Russo stands up and removes the remained of his clothes and Haifa does the same. He then lies down on the couch, starts jerking himself off, until Haifa has recovered enough to continue. Haifa then climes onto Russo and continues the blow job, but her pussy and ass are in Russo's face. Russo starts licking his fingers and insert them into her pussy and starts fingering her again. While finger her pussy, he starts licking her asshole, inserting his tongue and teasing it. Russo shoves Haifa's ass downwards and starts eating it out. He does this for five minutes, before exchanging her ass for her pussy, and he repeats this pattern. Meanwhile, Russo's precum is coming think and fast, and Haifa has to take them down in large gulps, she makes a lot of noise while swallowing. She even gaggled some of the precum. 30-minutes had passed and Russo was still is ass and pussy heaven. But he decides to stop, it's time to move on to the next phases. He pushes Haifa onto the floor and jumps off the couch, he helps the injured Haifa up and places her on the couch. She spreads her legs and opens her butt up, Russo teases the outer cheeks and rubs his precum into them. He then spreads the cheeks further and inserts his enormous cock into her. Haifa lets out a sigh, but tries to contain herself, Russo reaches into her anus. He kisses the back of her head, then starts making pelvic movements, which rapidly speeds up and humping commences. Her butt cheeks go red, Haifa's ass is in tremendous pain, and she fears that nothing of it will be left when the congressman is done. Talk about taking a battering in the mid-terms! But Haifa knows she deserves this and wants Russo to give it to her as hard as possible. She craves a real man. She stars crying, but not out of unhappiness or pain, she cries out of joy and happiness that it finally happening. Russo is so turned on, that he doesn't notice, he has an ass to destroy. His cock seems to be ripping Haifa's bouncy ass, he will tear her new hole. He doesn't stop for anything, not even to wipe the sweat from his brow. He sweat leaves his brow and hits Haifa on the ass, but Russo just screams and fucks harder. Even if he loses his cock, that ass will be his. Muslim Girl's Sexual Awakening Ch. 03 20 minutes passes, Russo has done a lot of damage to Haifa ass and it has started to bleed. Russo withdraws, Haifa breathes a sigh of relief, he turns Haifa around and now enters into the finial phrase. He shoves his cock into Haifa's pussy. Pushes it all the way in, and pulls it out again. He repeats this process with great speed. Full frontal fucking and Haifa is groaning loudly. Two sweaty bodies, swinging against one another. Haifa's heart is racing, Russo is fucking her pussy, and he's doing it well. Pounding, pounding there is pounding, the couch shakes violently. Russo screams his lungs out and swears repeatedly. For Haifa the idea that her body is giving pleasure to someone is comforting. Russo rolls his eyes back and does Haifa. Russo: "Oh my God, I'm ready to cum..Fuckkk.." Cum comes oozing out of the congressman's dick, the tiny exodus is turned into a massive flood. Haifa's pussy is being filled with foreign juice, which is hot, thick and white in nature. Haifa soon relieves herself. The two are done fucking, but Haifa now can't sit down or walk straight properly. The next few days at work, Haifa is visibly limping, but also smiling. Wait until her readers hear about this...