9 comments/ 27071 views/ 22 favorites Freedom Ch. 01 By: virgin_sexpert I was raised in a quiet and small neighborhood in south Texas where things seemed stuck; every day was just like the last at home as well as at school. Suddenly things began to shake up in my town once the Civil Rights movement hit. In my white world I was ignorant to those who were different from me and did not understand too well what was actually going on and honestly I did not care because I was comfortable in my life. That comfort was challenged when I went off to college; my roommate Larry Grunth from the north challenged my passive thought and forced me to see things as they really were. Larry changed my world and it was never ever going to be the same again. My parents disapproved when I started going to Freedom Meetings with Larry and his friends. In the same room I saw both black and white students in harmony discussing how to peacefully solve this problem of gross injustice. The whole motion excited me as we the college students of America had the ability to a great change for the better. One night Larry and I were at a meeting making plans to go on a tour around Texas, making speeches, passing out pamphlets, and conducting peaceful protest. In our own city things seemed to be changing but even more so was my mind. I had never had such passion about anything. It gave my life color that I could not get enough of. Larry and I signed up to help out with the tour along with a black girl named Ella. I noticed her the first time I came to a meeting with Larry. She was sitting in the back all by herself wearing a yellow dress. Her dark brown hair was cut short and showcased her long lashes, high cheekbones, and full lips. There were plenty of girls in my life who I thought were pretty, but she was more than that. From that meeting on I would look for her. She rarely talked but when she did she had such eloquence, it blew me away. I thought I could listen to her all day. Larry told me that she was a writer and convinced her to write a few pieces for the members who came to the meetings. When I read them, I knew what I was doing was the right thing. We started on our plans and let out a bit early to avoid the brutes and aggressors who usually waited for us to finish so they could shout nasty things at us. Jared, a tall and skinny black guy who Larry and I had become friends with wanted to talk to Larry privately. I was about to walk back home alone when I saw Ella doing the same. "Ella!" I called out to her. She turned around and smiled. "Can I walk you home?" "Sure, thank you Daniel." I sped up to catch up to her. She looks so pretty that night in her dark green dress and red lipstick. How could anyone hate such a beautiful creature? The contrast between us was great. Her skin was the color of milk chocolate and her eyes were dark chocolate brown. She was around 130 pounds probably, 5'4, with 36C breast. I, on the other hand, was 6'1, athletic build, auburn hair and light green eyes that matched the color of glass. "I am really excited about his tour. Hopefully my parents will let me go." "My parents won't be too happy about it, but how can I pass up something like that?" I was so excited about the trip, excited to see young kid's mind open up like mine did. As she walked she looked up to the stars every once in a while and I could see the stars reflected in her dark sparkling eyes. I thought about her often but that night I knew that I liked her without a doubt. "Daniel," she started. "Can I ask you something?" she asked looking straight at me. I grew nervous and didn't know what to expect. I nodded for her to continue. "Have you ever wanted to just go away?" "Like to New York?" I asked, picturing me and her there in a hip jazz club. "Not exactly," she chuckled cutely. "More like just disappear to nowhere for a while." "I can't say that I have." Sure I wanted breaks from things, but I never wanted that. "Tell me about it." "I don't know. Sometimes I just get tired. I wonder if what we are doing is enough to change the attitude of a whole nation...I love this place, I love my home, and my friends, but there are people and places here that will never love me let alone like me back. There is no escaping hate, it will always be there. And no matter what I do, it will never all go away." "But you are doing so much. Its people like you and Larry who have changed my mind and my heart. I know change is only one person at a time, but we gotta keep striving." "I know, it's just hard sometimes when people are calling you things, ignoring you, and throwing things at you. Sorry I am ranting, it's just been a bad week." "No, its okay, do you want to talk about it?" "Sure." We passed her house just talking and walking. She told me about how her week and I told her about mine. I loved listening to her sweet voice. I loved hearing about the world from a totally different perspective. As she talked, I stared at her lips and her teeth. I noticed that she had a slight gap, but it was very fitting of her. I felt good at the end of it. She was encouraged and I was falling in like with this brilliant, insightful, and thoughtful girl. We approached a park just as a cop car drove past us very slowly. The old cop scolded us with his glare in obvious disapproval. I knew him, he was a friend of my father's. God I hoped he didn't stop and question us. I would surely get hell for this the next time I saw my family. At the park we sat on the swing set together. The park was for whites only but I told her it would be okay. "I'll protect you," I whispered wanting to get close to her. After we had our fun on the swings we sat on the tire swing together sitting very closely. Boldly I took her hand and pretended to read her palm. "You are in love," I told her jokingly. She pulled away bashfully and withdrew her eyes from me. "What?" I asked taking her hand again. "Your skin is really soft..."I examined her hand carefully along with her long slender hands. She smiled at me and laced her fingers in mine. "Look how good they look together." She looked at our hands and laced our other hands. "Ella," "Yes Daniel..." "I really like you." "I really like you too." "I think you are a beautiful person, the most beautiful person I know..." She smiled sweetly hearing all of this. I wanted to ask her if I could kiss those gorgeous lips, but I just went in for it. On the tire swing we leaned in for our first kiss. * * * * In her empty house, alone in her bedroom I watched as she unbuttoned her dark green dress to reveal her black satin slip. I had my shirt off and was laying in her bed waiting for her. She crawled into bed next to me and I pulled her in for another kiss. On our sides we made out furiously wrapping our legs around each other trying to get our privates as close to each other as we could. She was so small in my arms and she smelled so lovely. My hands traveled the contours of her brown soft body and wanted to go underneath her satin slip. I never wanted to touch anything so much, but I didn't want to scare her. I stopped to cool off for a bit. I was already hard, but I needed to make sure what her intentions were. "Have you ever been with a guy before?" I asked. "No, I haven't." "I've never been with anyone either."I admitted. "I really like you Daniel. And I know its probably not what you want to hear, but I am not ready for that tonight." "Its fine, but can I still kiss you?" She nodded and smiled in response. I hovered over her kissing her deeply and passionately trying to get my fill of those lips. I turned over and lifted her on top of me so that I could wrap my arms around her little waist. I loved feeling her breast pressing into me and the way she straddled me. This girl was driving me wild and I wanted more, so much more. Feeling her body move against my hard cock while I sucked on her tasty lips was a feeling that I wouldn't mind feeling the rest of my life. "Gosh I am so..."she started with her lips swollen. "So what?" I asked taking her bottom lip into my mouth. "So wet," she whispered shyly. I kissed her harder enjoying her answer. "We have...to...stop." She said reluctantly. I knew we had to also. I didn't have a condom, and I wanted to take my time with her anyways. She climbed off of me and I put my shirt back on. I didn't want to leave, but I could tell she needed some time to think and so did I. I said goodnight to her and gave her another kiss. "I will see you tomorrow." "Yes...Daniel, it might be best if we don't tell anyone about this. It could get out and your parents could find out." "I don't care who finds out." Maybe I was in a dream but she was all I wanted. Freedom Ch. 01 Life is often times unexplainable and people are even more complex. The way we think, act, and talk. The choices we make determine our lives. It may determine who we turn out to be; good or bad. There is not an in between. I have had both good and bad in me. I often recall the memories that strike me like a lightning bolt. The first time it happened made me open my eyes. The possibilities it beheld, the sensations that poured out were all too surreal. That first moment, the first words that made my body shake. **** "Who do you belong to?" "You, sir." "Say it." "I belong to you, sir." "Good girl." Fingers run through my hair as I instinctively lean in closer, yearning for more. This is the place where I was always meant to be. The place that makes me feel vulnerable yet strong. A place where I am protected, cherished, and loved. Kneeling at his feet is where I belong. This location I fantasize about is now reality. His strength, his tenderness always leaves me wanting more. Outside of this room, I am his companion, friend, and lover. I stand by his side and him by mine. The chips finally fall into the correct spaces. Yet, inside of this room he makes me crave more. I want to be pushed further; far beyond my limits. Every time we begin, my body experiences a shock. One that sends me hurling straight down. I push my guards down and they tumble at my feet, pushing me up higher and higher. "Focus," he stares at me, cutting my thoughts short. "I'm sorry, sir," I reply as I bow my head down and stare at the floor. His fingers lay on my chin, slowly lifting my head up. "Look at me," he commands. My brown eyes meet his striking hazel ones. I feel my body relax the moment he holds my gaze. His eyes full of love and warmth. One simple glimpse from him makes my knees go weak. I often wonder if he realizes the full effect he has on me. "I adore those eyes of yours," he comments. "When I first saw you, these were the eyes that captured me. And that smile." His thumb traces over my lips as I exhale, parting my lips slightly. "Stand up." I quickly pull myself to my feet and stand with my legs shoulder width apart, my head up looking straight ahead. "Perfect posture." I smile to myself, feeling the pride run through my body. "I stopped by the store on the way home tonight. Guess what I got?" I could see the smile in his eyes as he takes the glistening silver chain out of the neatly wrapped box. My heart starts to pound until it is the only sound I can hear. "Nipple clamps." He unravels the chain, letting me have a good look at them. I hear his footsteps as he makes his way over. Before I know it, he wraps his lips around my already erect nipples. I let out a moan, biting down on my bottom lip. "My pet is already excited hmm? Can you take a little more? Take a deep breath for me." I inhale as he clips one onto the left nipple. My breath catches in my throat for a second as I slowly exhale, feeling the tightness begin to travel down between my legs. "One more time." The other comes on with ease as I take a moment to look at them. "Look at me." I move my eyes to his. "How do they feel, pet?" "They feel...amazing," I answer, trying not to stutter. I have to show him that I am ready to be pushed further than I have ever before. I want him to feel happy, but most of all I want him to be proud of me. He leans in close and places his lips unto mine. I let out a small yelp as he pulls the clamps, the sensation almost too much to handle. Pain and pleasure mixes throughout my body. His other hand slips between my legs as he circles my clit, then running his fingers between my soft folds, taunting and teasing. He gives the clamps another pull as he meticulously works at pussy. My knees shake, trying to support my quivering frame. "Keep those legs open," he says, thrusting two fingers inside my aching core. My toes curl, gasping as his fingers curl up inside my sweet spot. In and out. In and out. He gives the clamps another pull, harder this time as he releases them. That hand moves up as he curls his strong fingers around my neck, forcing me to look straight into those lustful eyes. "Tonight, pet. Tonight, you are mine." Freedom Ch. 01 The beginning: For my 18th birthday, I had asked to repaint my room. After a long discussion, my parents decided that it would be a great idea. That evening, I could not sleep in my room. My brother has a bunk bed that we shared when we were smaller, so for the night it was decided that I would sleep there. Hi I am Thea, class president, born in a middle class Bengali family of four and spoiled by my ma and baba, and loved by my dada, my life was next to perfect. My brother always slept on the bottom, which left me with the top bunk for the night. Anyways, at around 12 o'clock, Dada said that he was going to bed. I said that I would read for a little while, but because there's a small reading lamp on the top bunk, he could turn off the lights and I could read without disturbing him, and then something happened, that changed me for forever. It started with a strange sensations in my stomach, and then I felt something different, an unexplainable feeling somewhere down below, I was feeling warm, what the hell is wrong is with me. I tried to read my book but I couldn't really focus on what was happening, my mind kept on wandering to different things. I thought about ma and baba making out in private, the erotic moments in any romantic movie, and then I thought about My brother. He really was quite cute. I thought about myself kissing him, biting his neck and pulling down his shorts. Quietly, before I could realise what was happening I slipped off my shorts and lace thong and began to massage myself down there. I rubbed my clit slowly, being careful not to moan or My brother would hear me. "Why are u doing this, what is wrong with", the fainting cries of my conscience were echoing in my head. As My juices were flowing out of me at the thought of him. I began to go faster, using two fingers and stimulating my clit. I then placed my fingers inside me. I imagined My brother taking off his shirt, kissing my breasts, taking them in his mouth. I pumped faster and faster, and before I knew it my body was shivering, I was quietly panting for breath and it happened for the very first time I almost shrieked with ecstasy for the next 45 seconds. How could thoughts of my brother make me do what I was doing? What had I become? I put my thong back on and tried to fall asleep. In about half an hour, I could feel myself dozing off, when I heard a moan from under the bed. It was My brother. I figured he was just snoring. But he did it again. I poked my head off the side of the bed, and upside down I stared at him. There he was, dick in hand, eyes closed, rubbing it ferociously. It was enough to knock out all of my civil senses, the rules and regulations imposed by the society. My limbic system shrieking, as if asking me to break all the shackles of the civilized world. I couldn't help but to stare shamelessly at my brother. Out of nowhere, he opened his eyes and we looked at each other, and my heart skipped a beat. "Oh, no, Thea, I'm so sorry. I thought you were asleep, and, um, well..." Even in the dim light I could tell my brother was embarrassed . I felt helpless as I instinctively slithered down to the bottom bunk. My loose sleeping shirt revealed my breasts, and it was obvious my brother was staring. He still had an erection. "Can I help you with that?" I asked, using my most seductive voice possible. "Thea, we can't do this. We're brother and sister." "Sishhh, So you admit that you find me attractive?" My brother blushed again, not knowing what to say. "I... I find you very sexy, to be honest." He pushed back my hair and cupped my face in his hands, slowly and passionately making out with me. I could feel his tongue in my mouth; he quickened the pace and kissed down the side of my cheek, down to my neck. I moaned quietly. His dick got harder and I took it in my hand and began to fondle it gently. I moved back and forth up the shaft as He pulled off my shirt. My boobs were exposed, and he stared at them, marveling at their presence. "May I?" "Please," I whispered. He was such gentleman. He grabbed one and began to lick it, just like in my fantasies. He pushed me down on the bed, and climbed on top of me. He sucked on one nipple until it got hard and then he moved onto the other one, routinely alternating back and forth as I took off his shirt. As he sucked my nipples I touched his abs, which were very sexy, and they turned me on quite a bit. I pushed up on him and we flipped positions on the bed, He was under me. I kissed his chest and moved down to his erect shaft, which had been exposed for the entire time. "Sit on the edge of the bed," The wildling in me commanded. He did as he was told. I climbed off of the bed and got between his legs. I put my mouth around his cock and slowly moved up and down. He groaned in a way that I had never heard before. I stroked and caressed his balls as I sucked his shaft, I could taste the precum oozing into my mouth. I went faster and faster, grinding harder and harder. I was performing like an state of the art machine designed to perform and perform. "Thea, I'm going to cum!" I instinctively pulled away from his penis but he pushed his hand onto the back of my head, grabbing my hair and holding my head in place as he came inside of my mouth. I swallowed all of it shamelessly. That slimy fluid multiplied my cravings by a thousand times. "I'm sorry. I don't know what I was thinking, did I hurt you?" He asked, genuinely concerned. "You taste good. Salty." I replied. We were smiling looking at each other. I immediately locked my lips with him and we were kissing each other passionately. There are still droplets of his cum on the edge of my lips. He didn't mind licking his own cum off my lips. Suddenly he withdrew himself. "Thea this is so wrong, we shouldn't be doing this." But I was very desperate to take his manhood in me. I tried to kiss him again, but he moved off his face and went to the hall and slept on the couch. I was disappointed but still horny the demon of lust was still unsatisfied in me . I fingered myself to another orgasm. I lay there motionlessly, as decency took over my basic instincts. I realized how wrong I could have gone few minutes back. I couldn't control myself back then.He is right. I loved him more and my respect for him grew much more. But the other part in me still told me that it's not wrong and it's sure that, if I had forced him he would have surrendered and that he'll surely come back to me. I cut through thoughts and didn't knew when fell asleep. Next morning, at breakfast, we weren't looking at each other and just involved in other things. We didn't talk the whole. I tried to talk to him, but he avoided. I think his guilt is troubling him. I felt sorry for him and thought that its better if I leave him alone. A month went through and everything was back to normal again. I almost forgot the incident and moving on, and My brother and I were back to regular sibling stuff. But when one night, I heard a knock on my door. I glanced at the clock. It was 3 in the morning. I turned over in bed, but didn't get up. I heard a knock again, louder this time. Who could it be? My parents were most certainly asleep. If there were a fire, someone would come bursting in, they wouldn't knock. The person knocked a third time. I reluctantly crawled out of bed, muttering under my breath, and opened my bedroom door. Before me stood my brother, in his boxer shorts. His abs made it hard for me to look him in the eyes, since I infrequently saw him without his shirt. "Dada... what are you doing up this late? I'm going to kill you for waking me up." "I... I really can't stop thinking... about us... and you...I want you, Thea." He looked me in the eyes, his dark ones gazing into mine, his eyes made him uncontrollably sexy. His words were more than enough my wild side took over me. In less than blink of an eye, I was no longer the sweet simple Thea that the society knew, I was a beast, free from the shackles of the society, unbound ,wild. All I knew that this is not me, I tried to fight , to take back my body but all I could hear was the thumping of my heart, the eerie sensation Down below. I was in just a shirt, my C-cup breasts with their hard nipples just poking out beneath, and my panties, with pink lace frills all over them. "You know it's wrong," I whispered. "It's so right. I know you want it as much as I do. Thea... please." I bit my lip and he took a step into the room. I took a step backwards, so we were the same distance away. He closed the door. "Dada!" I whispered. He took another step, and I took one back. This continued until my back was pressed up against the wall on the other side of the room. He put his hands on either side of my head, and without warning, bit the skin on my neck. I couldn't resist letting out a little moan. "Stop it!" I tried to push his arms away but he was too strong. "Thea, Thea, Thea," he said, each time he uttered my name he kissed his way up my neck and towards my mouth. He hovered above my mouth and whispered, "Just once. Please." I gave in. I sighed and wrapped my arms around his back. He kissed me, hard, pushing his mouth into mine. His tongue made its way around my mouth, and I kissed him back. His hand fell to my ass, where he squeezed each cheek a bit. He ran his other hand through my hair. Then, with one swift motion, he pulled off my shirt revealing my full, perky breasts. He kissed my lips softly and down to my neck and breasts, where he bit each hard, sensitive nipple. He then grabbed my ass and pushed me up against the wall, so he was lifting me. He was so strong. I wrapped my legs around his torso and threw my head back against the wall, where he sucked on each of my breasts in turn. He carried me to my dresser, no more than a foot away, and lay me down upon the top of it, and kissed down my body while rubbing his hands up and down my cleanly shaven legs. He kissed my belly and pulled off my panties, exposing my dripping pussy. He licked it once to tease me, and I wrapped my arms around his neck and he carried me to the bed. He lay me down upon it and I watched as he pulled off his boxers. His dick sprung out, obviously erect from earlier. I reached up to touch it, but he slapped my hand away. "No touching. Tonight I just want to be in you." I nodded my head several times, embracing his dominance. I reached under the bed and found a condom among some assorted junk. He grabbed it from me, and tore open the package, pulling out the lubricated beast. He slipped it onto his cock, which I swear was getting longer every minute. He got onto the bed, leaning over me, and proceeded to insert his cock into my pussy. "Fuck, Thea, you're still a virgin." "Be gentle,Dada, You're too big!" He pushed it in and it hurt so much. Tears were pouring out of my eyes. I was slowly expanding. Nothing this big had ever been in me before, it ripped my innocence apart, and the pain was exponential. "Brother, please don't stop until it's all the way in." He pushed it in and suddenly it started to feel good. He rocked my body slowly, going faster and faster. My breasts were jiggling wildly and I was moaning with every thrust he made. I could tell he loved my breasts, he was watching them bounce as he thrust into me, so I grabbed one of his hands and put it on my boob. He went faster, a shot of adrenaline seemed to have been spurred by feeling my boob. He pushed his body closer to me, and we made out as he thrust his penis into me, longer, slower thrusts. I clawed on his back and screamed. He went faster and faster, until I could take it no longer and started screaming. I was hit by orgasm, and he was too. "Fuck yes,AAHhhhaaa...!" I yelled. He came at once and panting as he slowed down to catch his breath. I wanted more, so much more but all I could do is to finger myself as he fell asleep in my arms, although later in the night I woke up to his light kisses on my breasts because he thought I was asleep and he left the room. I closed my eyes once again cursing myself, for my freshly committed sins. I got up from my bed, there was still a lot of pain in my body. I took a bath and then cleaned all the blood stains on the bed sheet. I walked up to the mirror, there was so much silence in the room as I was staring at my naked body, trying to figure out who this Thea really is. She looked like me but yet I couldn't recognize her, her cunt was still swollen and yet she want more and more so much more. I stood there in front of the mirror without a piece of cloth on my body, the cold December air that was leaking into the room through the ventilation was smacking my body, and even this was turning me on. I stood there in front of the mirror in that empty room staring at this new me. That was the first time I realized that I am a slave, a slave of my own sick mind and my desires a puppet in the hands of the lust and nothing else... Freedom Ch. 02 I invited Larry over for dinner to meet my parents for the first time. They knew all about him and his view points but they were willing to be civil for a night and meet my best friend. But all night long they were quiet and smug. I had never been so frustrated with my parents in my whole life. They were becoming so foreign to me, stuck in that old world I had left behind. My mind was expanding and I was growing. Maybe this city was too small for people like Larry and I. It was only a matter of time before we went on our Freedom Tour and I had yet to tell my parents. I was hoping to tell them that night, but things did not go very well. The day before I had even overheard a conversation between my parents where my mother said, "Next thing you know, he'll bring home a colored girl." I almost laughed out loud. If only they knew that I had been dreaming about slipping inside of Ella's tight pussy lately they would surely die of heart attacks. After the long awkward dinner Larry and I went up to my room to have a more private discussion. "I'm sorry about that, my parents are—" "Its alright. I have been to dinners more awkward than that. But what I really want to talk about is you and Ella." This took my off guard for a bit, I had only been seeing her for a few days and very secretly because she asked me to. I could not contain my smile at the thought of her and I would see her later that night. "I've seen you too exchanging those looks and walking home together." "She's great Larry. She really is." "Oh I am sure, she is a sweetheart and she is really smart." "We can't really come out, as much as I want, I don't want her catching hell for it and I sure don't want to deal with all of those hateful people, but gosh when you have something good you just want to share it." "Yeah, well that's what we are working for huh?" * * * * "It's a really good record. I would highly recommend it to anyone." She said staring off into the distance. We were in the middle of a wooded area, a secret hiding place we had been using for the past couple of nights to see each other. There had been no shedding of clothing only talking and dreaming. I watched her lips when she spoke and it was enough for me to go off into an elaborate fantasy of her crawling toward me in a sexy nurse's outfit ready to cure my cock of its aching. I found it hard to concentrate on what she was talking about and she definitely noticed. "Is everything okay?" "Yeah, just thinking..." "About what?" she asked. She laid on the blanket and propped her head up on her hand gazing right into my eyes waiting for an answer. Gosh her eyes were beautiful. "Everything," I started. "You, me, us...you know meeting in the woods is kinda romantic" "It really is. No one can see us and we can do anything we want here, just me and you." I didn't know if she was implying sexual things but that is exactly how I read her. "Anything..." Oh man she definitely wanted something. I joined her on the blanket and laid beside her. I could smell a slight hint of vanilla as I kissed her. It was a sweet gentle kiss, a I missed you kiss. Before we went on, I spoke again, "I wish we could kiss anywhere like that. In the park, on the street—" "In your bed..." she flirted. I had to kiss her again. "Anywhere darling...you're so beautiful." "Thank you Daniel." She kissed me and I kissed her back with eyes closed and my tongue taking liberty to explore. She was a little shy at first but as we progressed our kisses became aggressive and wanting. I wondered what she was wearing under her pretty pink dress... "Daniel...Daniel," she whispered trying to wake me from my kissing trance. "What is it Ella?" "I thought I heard something." "It was probably just a bird or something." I didn't care what it was. I wanted more of those lips. I pulled her closer to me and tried to bring her to the place I was. I knew she was there once her body completely relaxed against me and she did not stop me from touching her anywhere. I pushed up her yellow dress all the way up to her lovely honey colored thighs. Her skin looked so appetizing and dark in the moonlight. We were so close to each other trying to feel each other's bodies through layers of clothes. I took off my shirt as she tried to undo the zipper at the back of her dress but she couldn't quite reach it. I got behind her and unzipped her slowly waiting for each path of brown skin to be revealed to me. I then pulled the top of her dress down to her waist. She was wearing a white lace bra which I also took the liberty of undoing. She slid the bra free from her lovely body in a very sexy way. From behind I took my first feel of those gorgeous 36C breasts. She leaned back against me and closed her eyes. They fit so well in my hands. I squeezed them as she softly moaned, the sound making me harder. I loved to see my glowing white hands on her dark brown breast, feeling her nipples harden against my palms. The contrast of our skins turned me on so much. I wondered if she could feel my hardness pressing against her back side. I had to pinch the tips of her hard nipples they were just begging to be played with. I could hear her responding positively in sweet pleasure whimpers. "You feel so good," I whispered in her ear. "I want to feel more of you..." On the blanket I laid her down gently and started to kiss her breasts. My mouth wanted to open up and go straight to her nipples but I took my time because I knew I would regret it later. She pressed her breasts closer and closer to my face urging me to take those sweet nipples and suck on them for a while. I sucked her nipples hard, playing with them inside of my mouth with the tip of my tongue. When I pulled away I could see her wet nipples glistening in the moonlight. What a pleasure it was to know that I would get the chance to hopefully do that again. But I was anxious to get down there to the valley of the sweetness. My hands dragged her yellow dress up and up, revealing long brown legs. I watched my hand slide up her soft skin to the rim of her white cotton panties. While I kissed her I caressed her inner thighs gently with the tip of my fingers, tantalizing her, getting closer and closer to her warmness. Before I touched her there, I rounded about her hips to squeeze the first cheek I could get a hold of. She moaned softly against my ear and whispered, "Touch me Daniel..." Ever so gently I slid my finger inside of her panties right where her pussy lips met her thighs. I nearly exploded at the touch of her velvety skin, her pussy— "What the hell is going on here?" a sudden voice called out with a flash light beaming on the two of us. I immediately went into panic mode as I rose to cover the half naked Ella. It was that same cop we saw the first night Ella and I were together, the one who was a friend of my father. Officer Judd was his name and he did not look at all pleased. "Daniel Hudson, I thought that was you. What would your parents say if they found out you were out here with a colored girl?" "I'd tell them it's none of their business and it is none of yours," I was surprised at my defiance and so was he. "I've seen you with those blacks around town, disgusting; you should be ashamed of yourself. You come from a nice respectable family and here you are messing around with one of them on private property I might add. If you get up and go home right now, I will let you off with a warning." "I am not leaving without her," I said feeling Ella holding onto my back in fear. "It's best if you do what you are told young man, before something bad happens." Hanging from his belt was his baton that I had seen ruthless cops like him use on people on television in a very violent way. He probably could have been armed as well, but there was no way I was leaving him alone to deal with Ella, he wouldn't lay a hand on her while I was there. "Like I said I am not going without her." My blood was hot with anger. How dare he come and ruin this night to harass and torment us. "Fine well I am taking you both in for trespassing—" "Daniel, it's alright just go. I don't want to get us both arrested," Ella pleaded. "No, I am not leaving you." "I'll be okay." "Judd—"another voice called. "Over here Paul." Another officer entered the scene and Judd gave the instruction to escort me home while Judd escorted Ella home. They forced us apart and threatened to beat or jail us if we didn't comply. A thought about fighting the both of them crossed my mind, but where would that get us? As I followed the other officer I looked back and saw Ella trying to keep face as she was commanded to follow Officer Judd to his car. My parents were mortified as the officer told them all about where I was and who I was with, but my mind was on Ella and her safety. As I was being yelled at, I already had a plan to sneak out to go see if she made it home okay. Freedom Ch. 03 At meeting Larry and I looked around for Ella to show up, but she never did. The Freedom Tour was that weekend and there was still some planning to be done. My parents banned me from seeing Larry and Ella, but they could not stop me. I was fueled to go on this trip. I had to do it for my friends and I had to do it for Ella and I. After the meeting Larry and I walked past Ella's house. I had not seen her since that night we were caught. I went by her house after the incident but she would not respond to me throwing rocks at her window. I was about to knock on her door but it wasn't such a great idea. I missed her and wondered about her. I went home and got started on a paper that I had to write for my history class but I was distracted by the sudden shift of the weather. I opened the binds of my windows and turned out all of the lights in my room. Rain, thunder, lightning, and a strong wind came through the city. It was a nice change from the lazy sunny days and mild nights. I haven't heard or seen heavy rain in a long time. It was very relaxing and soothing to have my thoughts on nothing but the weather. I decided to call it a night and get in bed, falling asleep to the calming storm. I took off my clothes everything but my boxers. Before I crawled into bed I took a good look at myself in the mirror, my body lit up every once in a while by the light of the flashing lightning. I wondered how Ella would see me when we finally got to make love. My auburn hair looked redder than usual tonight which really made my green eyes stand out. I always thought that I was an attractive guy, despite my terribly pale skin. Just like my father I was naturally muscular all over but not too slim. I pulled the elastic of my boxers away from my waist and looked down. There was my thick flaccid cock. I couldn't wait for Ella to see it, especially when it was erect and at its 7 inch length. I pictured her small hand wrapping around the sensitive skin while I touched her as well. We were so close the other night... Laying on my bed, I had my cock out stroking it with my eyes closed with the sound of the rain in the background. The pre-cum had already started to flow from my head when I heard a sound at my window, like a little rock. Reluctantly I put my hard cock back into my boxers and got up to see what it was. Through the thick rain I could make out a jacketed figure below my window. My heart was made glad at the sight of her. I opened my window and waved to Ella. She looked around for a way to get up there but there was no ladder or anything of that sort around. I looked around my room for anything we could use but I couldn't find anything. I looked down at her and she was patiently waiting for me to figure something out. I was at least glad for the time so my cock could settle down a bit. With a sudden stroke of genius I stripped the sheets off of my bed and tied them together making big knots for her to climb up. I dropped the white ladder down to her and she proceeded with little trouble up to my window. I helped her in and saw that she was soaked through and through. She wore a yellow jacket, tight black cigarette pants, and a red shirt that showed her wet cleavage very nicely. I helped her out of her jacket and kissed her before we exchanged any words. "I cant stay long" she said. "Its alright," I started before I kissed her again pulling her soaking wet body toward mine. "Are you okay?" "Yes." I looked into her eyes but she looked away. "He didn't touch you did he?" She avoided my eyes again. "Shhhh, your parents will hear us." She placed her finger over my lips and took my hand and placed it on the hem of her shirt. "I'm really cold and wet..." "Ella—" "Please just help me get these wet clothes off." I couldn't argue with that. She lifted up her arms as I lifted up her shirt over her healthy full bust. Underneath she wore white lacy bra that seemed to be a bit too small to hold her lovely full tits. I could see the brown of her nipples through the wet fabric and I could not wait to see those brown globes again in my big hands. I then unbuttoned her black pants and peeled them from her slender long legs all the way down to the floor and off from around her ankles. She stood there shivering in her wet underwear looking like a dark goddess. I bought her close to me again feeling the wet fabric against my bare chest. I kissed her gently moving my hand to the back of her bra, my fingers clumsily looking for the snap but I couldn't find it. "It's in the front," she whispered. My hands moved around to the place between her breasts and I undid the clasp revealing her bare chest. The bra fell to the ground right before we embraced again. She wanted my body heat and I wanted to feel her cool wet breasts against my bare pale chest. So much for letting my cock calm down... On my bed we were back to where we were that night in the woods, my hands on her breasts licking her sucking at her dark nipples. I felt my cock against her thigh as I gently grinded against her. Be both only had our underwear on and were quickly warming up despite the weather and the chill. I laid down on top of her getting my cock closer to the place it wanted to be. She reached her hand down in between us and began to stoke me through my boxers. I was getting rock hard from her touch. I looked into her eyes as she wrapped her hand tighter around my hardness. My mouth was open and she reached up to kiss me sticking her touch deep into my mouth. I held onto it and sucked her tongue then giving her mine in return. When we rose up to take a breath I could feel the precum in my boxers making everything wet and sticky. It was time to get those things off and Ella seemed to read my mind. She pulled down my boxers and smiled at the appearance of my long, hard, and thick cock. I then took off her panties so that we could be naked together. I laid her down next to me just so that I could look at her and kiss her. I wanted her to stay forever in my bed, forever naked and mine. Her hand lightly brushed against my stomach all the way down to my wanting cock. Her small hand took my cock once more feeling the precum dribble. While on our sides I lifted her thigh so I could feel her as well. I dreamed about touching her sweet wet valley, tasting it, and being deep inside of it. My fingers passed over her small bush and touched her soft pussy lips for the first time. My middle finger grazed on top of her slit, each time getting deeper and deeper. Once my finger parted her lips I could feel the wetness that she had for me. My finger ran into her clit on one end and her pussy hole at the other end. I wanted to explore both with my finger, mouth, and cock. As I touched her she started to grind her hips against my fingers and I pushed my cock deeper into the grip of her hand. "I love you." I told her. She smiled and let out a little chuckle. She had the loveliest and biggest smile in the world. I didn't care if she said it back to me or not, I just wanted to say it. I wasn't too sure what love was, but it had to feel something like what I was feeling for her. I noticed every time my finger got close to her clit, she would let out a little whimper and when my finger edged close to her hole her thighs would tighten up a bit. She was in fact a virgin and I knew I would have to stretch her hole a bit to get my cock into her. "Can I...can I taste you?" she asked me. I nearly came right there. The way she said it was so sweet yet so sexy. I nodded and let her head go to the place she wanted to be. I loved watching her look at my cock with wonderment. Her eyes widened as she explored first with her hand then with her lips and tongue. She started my licking my cock upward from my balls all the way up to my cum hole. Her stokes got wetter and bigger with each pass. I closed my eyes and enjoyed this moment of pure pleasure. I could feel my cock venturing deeper and deeper into her open warm mouth. Her mouth made a perfect wet tunnel for my cock. She took as much as she could into my mouth without choking. My cock was a little big for her narrow mouth but she sucked my cock like she had been dreaming about it as well. With my hand on her head I pushed her mouth down onto my cock, bobbing her head, and worked up to a steady rhythm. With her other hand she took care of the base of my cock and my balls. I couldn't help but cry out in small moans of pleasure with every sensation. I loved watching my white cock disappearing into her mouth. As she took my dick I still had access to her velvety pussy. I pushed my finger into her pussy a little at a time amazed at just how tight she was. I twisted my finger inside of her feeling the fleshy inner walls of her. When I pulled my finger out it was covered in her fragrant wetness. With that same finger I massaged her swollen clit, which caused her suck me more vigorously. I couldn't hold myself anymore and I began to convulse. My breathing sped up in almost an instant and I exploded in her mouth before I could warn her. I could feel myself sweating from every pore of my body and I could not catch my breath. My chest was puffed and wasn't coming down so easily. I was indeed on the verge of an asthma attack. Ella covered in my cum and slightly confused tried to ask me if I was okay. I pointed to my bedside table where my inhaler was. She got what I was trying to tell her and got my inhaler for me. I took a couple of puffs and regained my composure. After a minute or so I could breathe again. I looked at Ella and we both began to laugh. I have never had such an intense orgasm in all my life. She had cum in her hair and on her eyelashes. We had fun getting her all cleaned up, my cum was everywhere! I wanted to continue on, but she told me she had to go. I wanted to take her into my bed and finish what we had started and then just hold her. Her clothes were a bit dryer now as she put them back on. "Do you have to go?" I asked watching her zip her pants back up. It was a shame she was leaving so wet, gosh I wanted to be her panties... "Yes, my parents are going to kill me." "Don't stay away Ella." "I wont," she told me. As she edged nearer to the window to climb out, I noticed a small bruise on her neck highlighted by the strong moonlight. "How did you get that bruise?" She froze for a second and said, "I fell." I reached out to touch her there but she pulled away. A frown formed on my face. I didn't want to push it, but I wanted to know what happened. "Later Daniel, I have to go." Before she went out of my window I grabbed her hand and pulled her in for one last kiss that stirred my cock once more. ****** She didn't show up to meeting and it was now the day of the Freedom tour. I snuck out of the house against my parents' wishes and left them a note on my bed explaining my actions. I would be gone for only two weeks and although Larry and all of my other friends were right beside me on the bus, I really wanted to see Ella. I worried about her, like I had worried about no one before. Larry noticed my slumping mood, but no matter what he did to try to cheer me up nothing worked. I felt so pathetic, like a love-sick puppy but I couldn't help myself, she was always on my mind. "Daniel—" "What?" I asked Larry as I glared out of the bus window. "Look who showed up." I looked up to see who Larry was talking about and there she was. Everyone erupted into a cheer as she boarded the bus and my face lit up. I wasn't the only one who missed her, her best friend Paula got up out of her seat to embrace her. I called out her name but she couldn't hear me over the voices talking to her, asking her questions. She smiled broadly like she always did and tried to answer each of the questions. She came right on time because the bus took off just as she sat down next to Paula. Maybe she didn't see me. Maybe her parents told her not to talk to me anymore. Maybe she decided that I wasn't worth the trouble. All of these thoughts raced through my head faster than the grass and scenery raced by through the window. I looked at the back of her head waiting for her to turn around and flash that smile to me and show me that she was really okay, but I got nothing. "Its gonna be a long drive." Larry said taking out his book, a giant work written by some guy long dead and gone. It would be three hours before we made a first stop, three hours until I got to talk to her. I asked Larry if I could borrow one of his books to make the time go by faster. Three hours later, I was counting down the seconds to be released from the bus. Before we could get off of the bus we were given a little briefing about what we would be doing. There was a non violent protest going on in the town square's library protesting a recent incident involving the beating of a small black school child in front of the library. We had signs made and we would be meeting up with other students from all over the area. As we were released from the bus we were also warned that this was not a very friendly town, but no matter what would happen we would not resort to violence. We crowed off of the bus and I pushed my way forward to get to Ella. Just as I reached forward to touch her back, she sped up getting further and further away from me. The library was a surreal scene, like those one that I saw on my television set. On the outside there was a sea of angry white faces holding signs and shouting hateful words into the air. You could just feel the tension, so thick it strangled my throat and I could feel my own anger boiling. Men were spitting, women were cursing, and young kids were learning to hate from their racist parents. There were cops lining the crowds but even more of them were staring at the group of students on the wide stairs of the library who were singing and chanting peacefully, waiting to arrest them. It was comforting knowing that there were others out there who saw the insanity in our current hypocritical society. There was so much noise and so many people, it was a bit overwhelming. But Larry and I were ready, ready to stand up for what we believe in. We took our place on the stairs and raised up our signs. It was all very inspiring and I remembered why I was there. I was not only doing this for Ella and I but for the good of this country. After the protest, we were invited to a local black church for dinner and rest. This was my chance to finally talk to Ella. As everyone else socialized and talked about the day, I followed Ella as she existed to the hallway. I found her sitting on a bench with fidgeting her hands in her lap with her head down. "Ella?" She looked up but then quickly looked back down. I sat down next to her and took her hand. He slide closer to me and rested her head on my shoulder gripping my hand tighter. Gosh I missed her. "I really, really, and I mean really missed you." "It didn't seem like it," I started. "Why have you been avoiding me?" "I've been avoiding you because I didn't to talk about depressing things." "Tell me, you've got me worried sick doll." She took a deep breath and told me what's been on her mind. "That night when Officer Judd took me home, he threatened my family and me. He told me if he ever caught us together again he would hurt my family. On top of that when I got home my parents grounded me and told me that I couldn't leave the house unless I was going to school. That night I snuck out and we...well you know, they caught me coming home and told me if I do it again they are going to send me to stay with my aunt in the north for a while. I really like you Daniel, I really, really do..but—" "But what?" "I don't want to sneak around my parent's backs but even more so I don't want to put them in harm's way." "And what happened here?" I asked grazing over the fading bruise on her neck. "Officer Judd." Those same feeling that boiled inside of me at that protest were coming back tenfold. My fist curled up and my knuckles were white. "Don't worry about it Daniel." "Too late for that," I said underneath my breath. "You know why I am here?" "Why?" "I am here for us, for my family, this is more than personal, this is my life Daniel. And right now it's complicated." "What are you saying Ella?" "Daniel," she said. "Right now I can't be with you. It's easier not to." My heart tore in half right there on that bench holding her hand. She withdrew from me and walked down the hallway further to the bathroom and let the door slam behind her heavily. The sad thing was I needed no further explanation. If me being with her would cause her any harm, I couldn't do it—easier said than done. Freedom Ch. 04 One evening after a long night of protest and speeches, a couple of dozen of us from the tour went down by a lake for a bonfire and a little pep talk and some down time. Some of the guys had bought their guitars and were singing songs of hope and happiness. It was good to hear all our voices rising up in a collection of peace and harmony, but my mind was on the freedom of people, but the freedom of my heart. I stared across the bonfire at Ella seeing her smiling face lit up by the blazing fire. I wondered if she ever thought about us the way I did. At night every time I closed my eyes I saw her face, the way it looked when I touched her in the most private of places. I could still feel her soft pussy lips on my finger tips and the hardness of her nipples on my lips. Just thinking about her was making me so very hard. "Daniel?" Heather piped in interrupting my fantasy. Heather was a sweet girl, pretty, blonde, blue eyed—physically the kind of girl my parents would love to see me bring home. She sat down next to me very close and asked what was on my mind. "Oh nothing."I didn't really feel like talking. I just wanted to be alone with my thoughts. "You've just been very quiet this whole trip. I heard what happened with you and Ella. I am very sorry. We were all cheering for you guys but I guess those types of relationships just aren't meant to be." I didn't say anything back to her for a while but then she took my hand and spoke again. "Maybe if we lived in some other time and some other place...and I know that's why we are here but it's gonna take a while to get there." "I don't want to wait. How long do you think that they have been waiting?" I didn't mean to get into it, to bring myself to those angry thoughts again, especially in that atmosphere where everyone was carefree. I pulled my hand away from Heather and left the bonfire to go deeper into the woods. It reminded me a lot of the woods Ella and I would meet up in. I found a little clearing and sat as I looked over the water, faintly hearing the voices of my friends in the background. If only we were in another time, another place...well I am not and I won't be, so I have to live with the time that has been given to me. I just had to keep fighting, I didn't know why, but I was stuck on this girl and I would keep fighting for her. Under the moonlight I feel asleep and had my first dream about her... In my dream I stood in the same woods, but it was morning. The sun was on the rise waking the birds and the colors of life. All of the blues, greens, yellows, and reds before me looked more vibrant than even the most saturated paintings. In the shallow end of the lake I could make out a figure dressed in white. I walked closer careful not to scare my subject away. Covered by the bush of the shoreline I got a closer look at the lake bather. It was Ella in a sheer white gown gently playing in the water and washing her hair. She filled the jug she held in her hand with the cool clear water and from over her head she poured the slow stream of water onto her body. The water flowed down her like a sensual water fall, making her hair sleek, racing down her neck to her breast, then down her belly. The sheer fabric stuck to her skin exposing her brown skin and her many mountains and canyons. I could have just sat there and watched her, but my cock would not allow it. I emerged from the bush and discovered that I was naked. She saw me coming toward her and began retreating further into the water in a very teasing way. I ran into the water anxious to wrap my arms around her body and hold it close to mine, but no matter how fast I was I could not catch her. She treaded back to the shallow part and ran out of the water into the bushes from where I had been watching her. I followed with a hard cock and a giant smile on my face. On the other side of the bushes a nice little blanket palette where she laid still in her wet clothes waiting for me. "There you are," I said walking toward her, watching her take all of my nakedness in. But before I could reach my love I hit a glass wall. She didn't know it was there either from the look on her face. I pounded the clear barrier but I could feel that it was indeed thick. I ran down the wall trying to find an opening on either side but there were none. Just on the other side of the glass Ella was waiting for me with her hands pressed against the glass. I went up to the glass as well and pressed my hands to where hers were on the other side. She smiled and looked at me lovingly. I wanted to break down the wall and just hold her and talk to her like I had been longing to do, but I couldn't. Ella began to press her lips against the wall and in turn also pressed her wet breasts against it too. My eyes went from her lips to her dark brown nipples showing through the white fabric. I pressed my lips up to the glass as well, trying my hardest to pretend that my body wasn't touching the cold wall but her warm body. It was torture to be so close yet not able to touch what my cock wanted. Ella stepped back from the glass and began to shed the wet white gown that had been hugging and hiding her wonderful body. Her skin was the color of smooth milk chocolate and I wanted it to be poured all over me... After she stripped she came back up to the glass to show off herself to me. She looked just like she did in real life. Her hourglass figure and long legs teased my cock until it was almost painful to be standing there. My hand was wrapped around my cock gently stroking and already feeling the precum ooze. Her sweet demeanor switched to sexy as she pressed herself provocatively against the glass... She seemed to be a bit frustrated over there with no one to touch her lovely body. No matter how hard she pressed she couldn't feel me and I couldn't feel her. She turned away from the wall and I got a bit sad because I thought she would leave me but she just laid back onto the palette. She could see me stroking my cock for her and I could tell it pleased her because she began to spread her legs. Her sweet pussy came into view for my delight. Her big wide brown eyes looked straight into mine, lips parted, and fingers touching her velvety folds. She tried to keep eye contact with me as she began to play with herself but every once in a while when her hand would pass over her clit her eyes would close sexily. "You are so beautiful..." I said to her hoping she could read my lips. I watched her fingers explore her wanting pussy. She wasn't shy at all in front of me; she parted her pussy lips wide and showed me the pink within. I couldn't help but push my stiff cock against the glass trying to get it closer to her tight little hole... I closed my eyes like she had done envisioning my cock pushing into her warm love tunnel. What I wouldn't give to make sweet love to her in the woods just like I wanted to. My imagination must have been very strong because after a while I couldn't feel the glass...I looked down and my cock was poking out through the glass, through a hole onto the other side and there was Ella crawling toward me ready to devour my cock. Her open mouth inched toward my perky cock— "Daniel...Daniel...Daniel!" I woke in a sweat at the hands of Heather on my right shoulder. Damn it. I wanted to push her away and go back to sleep before my dream was lost, but Heather wouldn't allow it. "Daniel, the bus is going to leave you." Reluctantly I followed Heather out of the woods and to the bus where they had been waiting on me. Larry saved me a seat next to him and for some reason had a goofy look on his face. "What were you and Heather doing back there?" he smirked. "Nothing—" "Sure..." "I fell asleep that's all." On the bus ride to our motel I feel asleep again, praying that my dream would continue, but it didn't. It never does. I ended up having some random dream that didn't have her in it. Once we got to where we were staying Larry and I along with a few more guys went to check out the city, trying our best to stay out of trouble. We found an old abandoned building and went up to the roof. It was the kind of place that I wish I could show Ella. The view was amazing, and so was the peace. Up there is was a different world, one without hate and without worry. We didn't end up coming home until about 3 am, which was probably a bad idea since we had to go to a church early that next morning. The next morning in the church all of us were trying our best to stay awake during a series of speeches and sermons by old men who had no charisma whatsoever. But then Mr. Jones, one of the sponsors and leaders of our tour announced the next speaker, which happened to be a very bashful Ella. I sat up in the pew and perked my ears. She wore a lovely deep blue dress that was a little too small for her chest area but fit her perfectly everywhere else. She wore a big smile like always and started her speech a little shaky as she looked out into the audience. I stared at her wondering eyes hoping to catch her attention. I leaned forward listening to her every word and feeling her every feeling. She spoke of change, rebellion, and Christian morals, all the regular things that we had been hearing in these speeches over the past couple of days. In the middle of her speech she suddenly paused and looked out into the audience finding my green eyes set on her. There was an awkward silence, a pause in her speech as she flipped over her notes and started anew. She began this time unscripted and raw: "Not too long ago I met this guy who looked at me and didn't see a black girl, but saw a girl that he liked and I liked him too, a lot. He's white and I am black, and that's all I ever hear from others, that's all I hear from the media, from my community, even from my parents. I do not wish for our colors to disappear. I love the color of my honey skin, I love the natural golden brown highlights of my hair, I love the green in his eyes and the little flecks of brown and gold, the color of his hair reminds me of fall. I wish that others could see me the way that he does. He could tell you the color of my skin, my hair, and my eyes, but he also knows my favorite song, what makes me happy, what I dream of, he even knows about that embarrassing time I had in Greendale. Love is the only way to see others like that, but I can't wait for the rest of the world to love me first. I have to love the racists, the passives, and the people who mean me harm. Humans have become a twisted race as a whole, but if I could just untwist one more heart, see a person as God had made us—as loving creatures. I don't want to give up on them, and I don't want anyone to give up on me, especially the boy I love—" Ella with her wide compassionate eyes looked straight at me. I mouthed "I love you too" with my lips. I didn't care that everyone was looking at me. She continued her speech which just turned into a little passionate rant. I missed listening to her ranting in the woods. I would lay back and just watch her go. I loved the way she moved her hands as she spoke. There was so much passion in her that not a lot of people knew about. I could hardly contain myself sitting there. I imagined me going up to her when she was done and kissing her right there in front of all of those people, but maybe it wasn't the time. When she was done the crowd applauded her as she took her seat once again, several pews in front of mine. She said she loved me, in front of all of these people. It made me the happiest guy in the world knowing that she still thought of me. When it was time to go we were escorted out of the church by a few police officers. There was an angry crowd waiting for us outside of the church. One older white male was particularly aggressive and loud shouting things toward Ella and her friend. I left Larry's side and pushed my way forward next to her, taking her hand before she even turned around to see me. I could hear the reaction from the angry crowd grow but I didn't care. I grabbed hold of her tightly and we started running away from the crowd, our group, and everyone else. She didn't know where I was taking her but she followed along as we ran as fast as we could. I took my love to the abandoned building, straight up to the rooftop. I was out of breath and so was she but I immediately pulled her in for a much needed kiss. She didn't protest at all as she kissed me hard like it was her last time. Her tongue pushed into my mouth as she held onto me tightly. I welcomed it in sucking on her tongue and her lips lightly. "Just a second," I told her. I reached into my pocket and pulled out my inhaler. She laughed sweetly as I took a couple of puffs. "That won't happen ever again." I knew that right there on the roof of the building I would make love to her. Freedom Ch. 05 Note: This chapter is going to switch to Ella's point of view, but I am not sure if I will keep it that way after this chapter is done. Tell me what you think. Also I am sorry that it took me forever to get this out. This is my senior year of college and I have been super busy. I should have edited this, but I was anxious to get it out there. I hope you enjoy :) * Who was I kidding? In a short time, I had fallen in love with Daniel and there was no way I could tell him no again especially while I was in his arms being kissed by him. On top of that roof I let myself go, giving into my mind and my body all at once. The moment was suspended above everything—above the time, the ignorance, the hate, the people who told us no. I kissed Daniel, my love, hard and needingly thrusting my tongue deep into his warm mouth. I felt his tongue with mine—two wet extensions of ourselves meeting in bliss. My hands gripped his jacket tightly and I felt his hands on my lower back pulling me closer to him. Nothing would get in between us on that rooftop, but I did feel something of his grow stiffer between us. I thought of all the times we had been together, always at the verge of giving into our wants. Every time I was with him I desperately wanted him to touch me. I wanted to see his hands on my skin—to feel him love me. I felt Daniel's head shift and his tongue travel to my ear and then down to my neck. I let out a little moan not being able to control myself as he kissed my sensitive neck. I never knew I was so sensitive there, but Daniel knew how to make my body come alive. I couldn't believe that I had deprived myself of his touch for so long. I closed my eyes and let him enjoy the feel of my neck and how is gently sloped to the swell of my breasts. When I could no longer feel his kisses, I opened my eyes and saw him staring at me. His green eyes and my brown eyes were trapped in a lover's lock. My lips were still parted, swollen, and not yet satisfied. "I love you." I told him. He looked at me and did not say anything but touched my plump lips, tracing them with his thumb. Then with his whole hand he brushed my check. I had never been looked at like that. It made me burn and the heat escaped from between my legs making my look down with bashfulness. "How could anyone not love you?" he asked lifting my face back up, holding it in his hand. I took his hand from my face and held it in my hands and kissed it. Those were the only hands I wanted to touch me. With his hand in mine I pulled it down to where the heat from my body was radiating. I held his hand right over my womanhood as I leaned in close to his ear and asked him to make love to me. He smiled sweetly and kissed my forehead. The rooftop of a building was not the ideal place to lose my virginity, but it didn't really matter where you were, it was who you were with. The rooftop was bare, and only up 3 or 4 stories. There was a low brick wall that surrounded the perimeter and shielded us from onlookers. I watched as Daniel pulled off his jacket and laid it on the floor for us. It was a kind gesture and I joined him there laying down on my side still looking into his eyes. Our kissing continued, but his time more touchy and passionate. As I pushed my leg in between his, his hands reached for my backside taking hold of the fabric of my dress as well as the cheeks of my ass. With his hands he spread me apart and I could feel my panties falling toward the center touching my dampened pussy. His body felt so great this close to me, but I need to get this dress off. We undressed him first. His shirt, pants, undershirt, socks, and shoes came off in a hurry until he was left in his underwear. In his stripped gray and green boxers I could see his large bulge reaching outward toward me. I wanted to go for it and reach out and touch him, but his exposed looked so inviting. He was as pale as ever and it always shocked me to see how my hand looked on his chest. He looked so good to me up there on the roof. The sun highlighted him nicely, lighting up every auburn hair on him body. With my hand I traveled down his chest and down his auburn trail to the rim of his underwear, but before I could venture any further he began to unbutton my dress. I helped him take it off of me revealing the matching pale pink set I had on underneath. With my arms in the air I let him take off my bra all by himself, watching the delight of his face as my round and full breasts came into view. He immediately grabbed for them, which were a little more than a handful for him. I felt this kisses on my neck once more as he massaged my breasts. I couldn't help but moan and urge him to knead them harder and harder. My legs began to twist anticipating this type of attention to another wanting part of my body. He laid me back down on his jacket where he could easy suck on my taut nipples. I looked down and saw his mouth wrapped around my dark brown nipple enjoying every bit of it. He sucked both of my nipples hard, just like I wanted him to. When he pulled away from my nipples they were wet and chilled by the air. I knew that they would stay hard for a while. Next he attacked my lips, sucking on them just like he had sucked on my nipples. He was paralyzing me with his touch. I wanted to touch and kiss him so badly, but I was under his spell and all I could do was to lay there and receive it. Every time we talked I could catch him staring at my lips, so it didn't surprise me to feel him attack them. He was on top of me kissing me. I had my legs open welcoming his crotch area to get as close to mine as possible. Through my panties and through his underwear I could feel his cock rubbing against my pussy. With each movement I could feel myself getting wetter and wetter. I raised my pelvic bone to meet every thrust that he was making at me. My hands became bold and made their way to his backside, guiding him to push harder against me. He was so hard and I was so wet—finally we were ready, but not before I got to taste him again... I reached my hand down his underwear and grabbed his firm manhood. He immediately cried out in pleasure, forcing him to do nothing but remove them. I was ready to go down on him, just like that time we were in his bedroom, but he took off my panties too. I became aware of just how wet I was. I could feel wetness beginning to trail down my thighs. He laid down on his back and told me to get on top of him. I was a little confused but he guided me. The position we ended up in was like a position I had read about in a dirty book. His tongue met my pussy lips and my lips met the head of his cock. It was like nothing I had ever felt before. At the moment I was doing everything that everyone had told me was bad. It was bad to have sex when not married, it was bad to socialize with a white boy, and it was bad to mix the two, but damn it felt so good. There were times I could only hold onto his cock and feel his tongue venture into the depth of my wet folds. I could hear him lapping me up. Every time his tongue made contact with my clit my whole body would jolt and my thighs would close around his head. Having his cock so up close to my have made it look huge. I tried to fit as much as I could in my mouth. I dreamed about his cock, waking up in the middle of the night with a hopelessly wet pussy. Now that I had his cock in the grasp of my lips, I did not want to let him go. While his cock was tightly help in the grip on my lips I felt myself coming onto an orgasm as he began to suck on my clit. I moaned loudly onto his cock as I spread my legs wider pushing my pussy down onto his face. As I came, I released his cock from my mouth and let out a sound that I had never made before. He continued to eat me out even as convulsed and tried to catch my breath. It was the most explosive orgasm that I had ever had. When I finally unstraddled his face, my legs were like Jello and every inch of my body tingled. He laid me back onto my back and got in between my legs. I had hardly caught my breath when he began to kiss me. I felt his cock pushing against my sensitive pussy. I couldn't believe that there was more pleasure to come. At the moment, I was completely ready for Daniel to penetrate me—to push his cock into my dark and wet tunnel. My hole was ready for him, and as he engaged me into a deep kiss, he thrusted into me with one quick motion, making me cry out into his kiss. My hands tighten around him feeling the thickness of his dick split my tight pussy hole. All 7 inches of him were in me balls deep, making my tunnel stretch to its max. My mouth was open at full gape as I tried to comprehend the feeling as my legs wrapped around him tightly. He held it inside of me a while taking in the feeling just like I was. Wetness gathered in my tear ducts, but only one tear from each eye flowed down my cheek. He kissed me again as I got a little more used to the feeling. Gently he began to pull his cock outward, but not too much. My breathing was so heavy and the feeling was so intense I could barely keep my eyes open. The feeling was one of soreness, slight pain, friction, but it really wasn't that bad at all. In fact it was wonderful in its newness. After only 2 minutes of Daniel sliding his cock in me he started to make louder sounds and his breathing changed. In a hurry he pulled out of me and took a hold of his hot cock just as a stream of white substance shot out right at me falling onto my stomach and chest. After the first big load, he shot again this time falling short dripping off the tip of his cock and onto my pussy lips. A big smile formed across my face. "Sorry," he said smiling too. "It's okay." I touched the cum on my body and spread it across my stomach and my breasts. It did not rub in so Daniel helped me clean up with his undershirt. With cum still left on my fingertips I licked his seed tasting the salty stickiness. He laid beside me as our bodies began to cool down. I felt no shame with him in my nakedness. He had seen and felt ever bit of me. We didn't really know what to say to each other in that moment, but I knew that we just shared the best time of our lives so far with each other. *********************************************** "So where did you and Daniel run off to?" Paula asked me when I finally got back long after midnight. I wondered if she could tell that I had just made love to him. I wasn't wearing my panties because I left Daniel keep them and I came back with his jacket. "Nowhere," I answered, not really wanting to talk. All I wanted to do was to get into bed and replay the events of that night. "That was some show you two pulled off." "It wasn't a show Paula. I love Daniel and I really don't care anymore what others say." "And you think that he loves you?" "Yes, I know that he love me." I was a bit confused at what she was getting at. "He doesn't love you Ella. He is just wants one thing, just like they all do. And it looks like he got it tonight. Don't be surprised when he is telling his other white friends that he got to fuck a Negro girl." "What?" "You know what I mean Ella, don't be so naïve." "He's not like that. We love each other. It's not a black and white thing Paula. Not everything is black and white." "And you really think that he is going to bring you home and go steady with you?" "I—" I started to say. "And you really think that your parents are going to allow you to see him? What about your family Ella? They could be hurt; you could be hurt, something really bad could happen—" "Don't you think I know that Paula? I have thought about all of these things, but I can't keep my heart in a cage. I've tried and I have failed. And I don't know the answers to those questions, but I do know that I love him and he love me. Love is worth fighting for. Isn't that what we are fighting for? I am so sick of all of these limitations!" I could feel a knot growing in my throat. "I didn't ask to be born this way nor in this time, but I don't want to be white or in another time, I just want to be me, a girl who loves and wants to be with a guy—that's it. Why can't I just do that? Why does everyone always tell me no?" I could feel tears forming in my eyes. "I'm sorry Ella. I didn't mean to make you cry. You are my best friend and I just don't want you to get hurt." "I would be hurting more without him." I told her. Our discussion stopped there and I got ready for bed. As I laid down I tried to block out all of the voices in my head except for Daniel's. His words were the only ones I needed to reassure me. I feel asleep hoping to dream about him and fantasying about having him in my bed. It was a wonderful deep sleep, savoring the complete peace until tomorrow. I woke up to the scream of Paula and shattering glass. Someone had thrown something heavy and flaming into our room just missing Paula. Outside in the distance I could hear some shouting and chaos as Paula and I tried to put out the small fire. As we did so there was a brisk pounding at the door that made my heart stop. Paula and I looked up at each other than at the door. I could hear my heartbeat in my head as sweat began to lightly cover my body. "Paula!" someone called. With a huge sigh of relief we unbolted the door finding our friends Walter and Larry who both looked frantic and panicked. "We need to leave," they told us. "Get all of your things as fast as you can. We aren't welcomed here anymore." We put on our coats and stuffed our belongings into our suitcases. Walter and Larry then escorted us back to the bus. It was all so fast I could barely comprehend what was going on. I could hear loud shouts in the distance still and everyone was running to the bus. I asked Larry where Daniel was just before the sound of a gun was heard piercing the air and everyone's ears. It was too dark out to tell what exactly was happening but I had a very bad feeling, like that time I visited my grandfather where I had to watch him be beaten by two white males as I hid under the bed. Minutes later, I could finally exhale when I saw Daniel along with 4 other guys board the bus. He was bleeding from his head and a black and blue bruise was forming around his swollen eye.