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It Couldn't Be Helped Ch. 01

By: DavidJ



This is my first story and even though I originally wanted this to be a quick hitter, it eventually evolved into something else so I just went with it. I hope somebody out there enjoys it.

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I never knew I had a thing for black women until I met Crystal back in the mid 1980s. And even then, it took over two years and seemingly endless drama for that phenomenon to be discovered. I met her when I was a senior in high school. I played football and basketball in school and ultimately (and stupidly) rejected several small college athletic scholarships because, as I told my parents at the time, "I don't want to go to school anymore." My parents responded by saying "That's fine" followed by "the free ride is over..get a job and start pulling your own weight around here." Thus, a friend of mine got me a job working as a busboy at the restaurant he worked at. It was there that I met Crystal. 

She was 24 at that time and had just enrolled to get her Masters degree at the local university. Crystal was about 5'4 and weighed probably about 120 pounds. She had a dark mocha complexion, soft and full lips, radiant brown eyes, and beautiful shoulder length black hair that she wore straight in the winter and then put into braids in the summer. Crystal's piercing eyes and serious disposition made her look mean but if and when she smiled it really lit up the room. It was her body, however, that made a teenage boy like me drool. She had smooth and luscious curves everywhere highlighting her perfect ass, supple breasts, and long, slender legs. 

I, meanwhile, was two months shy of my 18th birthday and had no ambitions whatsoever except to graduate high school and find out where the next party was. I still had my athletic frame at 6'1 and 180 pounds which was complimented by my brown hair and brown eyes. Girlfriends had never been in shortage for me so I guess you could say I was decent looking. Even so, I never once considered or even contemplated hitting on Crystal. There was the obvious black/white thing up front but what was even more legit to me was that she was an educated and ambitious woman and I was just a clueless teen trying to figure out what life had in store for me. In my opinion, she was just way out of my league.

Crystal had gotten hired as a server a month or so after me and when I first met her she was quiet and very aloof. Not just with me but with the whole staff. She never smiled, didn't utter one social word to anybody, and represented like she was all business. At least that was the perception but the reality was that she was feeling like a fish out of water. 

As I found out later, Crystal grew up in D.C. and then went to an all black college so this was her first immersion into the real "white" world. Of course, I didn't know this at the time and thus, I didn't make it a priority to get to know her or to make her feel welcome. That inevitable result came about just by my natural disposition to talk shit to everybody and playfully provoke them. The bottom line was that color of her skin didn't preclude her from my swath.

I was a prankster at work but I was also productive and efficient so all the servers tolerated my shenanigans. Crystal was no different. I made it my goal to get her to open up and quit being so stand offish so I messed with her non stop. My best friend growing up was black and I had interacted with his family (he had two older sisters) and their friends for over a decade so I knew which buttons to push.

Little by little I got her to warm up to me and then eventually to everyone else. In only a matter of months she became one of us and was knee deep in our staff's social and work related activities. Crystal was conscience of and grateful that I had pushed her into opening herself up and that Christmas she gave me a pair of Nike sweats with a note that read "Without you, I don't think I could have made it work out here. Thank You."  

Over the next two years Crystal and I became closer and our relationship evolved into one where she took the role of my big sister. In fact, all the female servers were in their mid 20s to 40s so they all spoke down to me like that including Crystal. But the difference with Crystal was that she trusted me and I trusted her. She confided to me in her personal and work life and I sought out her opinion on problems in my life. There wasn't anything we were afraid to talk to each other about.

A few times we ventured into what seemed like intimate territory but the combination of her reluctance to take the lead and my outright fear of offending her kept us on the straight and narrow. I was infatuated with her but stopped myself short of dreaming because I honestly thought I had a better shot at winning the lottery than I did of ever getting with her. If you asked me she was still a class above and of course there was the race hurdle that, due to my life experiences, seemed like an impassable mountain instead of a conquerable man made hurdle. 

Regardless, we still had this thing about looking out for each other. I was constantly making sure she was always included and involved in whatever we did and I didn't hold back on my opinions of her boyfriends either. Whenever all of us went out partying, meanwhile, Crystal acted like my mother counting my beers and/or shots and then making sure I got home ok. She was even more motherly when it came to the girls I dated. I could bring by a girl who scored a 9.99 on a scale of ten and Crystal could and would find that 0.01 and hammer me on it until the cows went home. It annoyed me at the time but deep down it was nice knowing she had my back. 

When I turned nineteen I got promoted to bartender and as I excelled there, everybody pretty much shelved the little brother routine and treated me like an adult. Everybody except Crystal. She still spoke to me sometimes like I didn't know shit and made sure I knew that she controlled our interactions. It was as if in her eyes I wasn't a peer yet and that disrespect to my emerging manhood pissed me off. It wasn't overbearing, however, and in no way did it define our relationship because she was otherwise always sweet and generous. 

Still, however, that didn't stop her from commenting on every "trashy white girl" that came in to see me while religiously giving me the dos and don'ts of how to handle a female. She also relished jamming me up with my girlfriends by walking up to the bar and adding "baby" to my name or inquiring "we still on for later?" in their presence. Then she would just wink at me and walk away giggling leaving me with a suspicious and agitated girlfriend. Having dished out so much of the same shit myself, however, all I could do was laugh and take it like a man.

Our relationship changed forever one night when about two or three weeks after my 20th birthday Crystal asked me if I could give her a ride home after work. Having hooked each other up in this capacity several times before I didn't think twice and told her no problem. When we pulled up to her apartments at around 11pm Crystal flashed me a devilish grin and asked

"Want to come inside and burn one with me?" 

Never one to pass up a free buzz I replied "Most definitely!"

We went inside her apartment where she lived alone and fired up while we talked and drank some beers. I was sitting on her leather sofa while she reclined on the floor against it. Although this was the first time I ever partied with her solo, I still was in buddy mode and not even remotely thinking about pussy. Well, maybe a little but the truth was that she still intimidated me and as stoned as I was, buddy mode was the path of least resistance so I took it. 

We burned another J and were in the midst of laughing our asses off when Crystal excused herself and said she would be right back. When she came back my buddy mode took a fatal hit as the vision of Crystal in a white satin robe greeted my eyes.

With each step she took towards me everything began changing. There was an aura building with each stride as she got closer and closer and my eyes drank in her luscious curves and newly exposed brown flesh. The plutonic atmosphere was fading replaced by a tension that was both uncomfortable and exhilarating at the same time. I wasn't the only one feeling it as Crystal's demeanor went from slap happy to reserved as she noticed my inspection and walked towards me nervously like she was naked already.

She slid by me and then sat down on the sofa next to me and I could smell the sweet remnants of her perfume mixed with sweat after a hard nights work. That aroma, plus the contrast between her rich brown skin and the white robe, ignited a desire in me I had not felt since puberty. I had been intensely sexual with several white and Asian girls by then but seeing Crystal like that made me feel like I never had. It was as if I tapped back into the pure lust and agonizing curiosity of my adolescence. Nobody but my first ever brought that out in me and the culprit was obviously Crystal's sweet ebony skin and the sudden possibility that I could have it. 

I never personally ruled out black girls before but as I said, my life experiences had. The interracial taboo back then was real and the dirty little secret was and is that both sides psychologically preached it and enforced it. I had seen it and heard it from both sides and like many others I just conformed out of convenience. I gawked at beautiful black girls but it never occurred to me that they might be interested in me. I took for granted that because I was white it was a moot point. Thus, I never mentally explored the possibilities.

I already knew I had a thing for older women (what young guy doesn't) but in that brief instance with Crystal that fixation was compounded by my newly discovered lust for a black woman. It was maddening and my desire level went ballistic to the point where I wasn't sure if I could maintain control. Every cell of my body wanted her and there would be no turning back from that position. Not ever. 

"Damn girl" I said referring to her new attire while also hoping to get the festivities started. 

"Are you trying to seduce an innocent and naïve white boy like me?" 

"Please" she shot back in a condescending and disgusted tone while, as they say, ‘showing me the hand' to emphasize it. My cock was well on its way to its almost eight inch length before I heard that and then it deflated instantaneously as if punctured. 


But then Crystal turned to me with a flirtatious smile and coyly said 

"Besides, from what I hear you are neither naïve nor innocent when it comes to women and what to do with them." 

In a span of ten seconds she had dismissed sex as a topic and then reintroduced it. That exchange right there summed up the next half hour on her sofa. Over and over she would draw me in verbally with sexual innuendo and provocative smiles and then subtly push me away or dismiss me verbally. 

It would have been one thing if after a while she had said "So, how about those Cubs?" but that didn't happen. She was controlling the dialogue and she kept the subject matter strictly on sex while ratcheting up the intensity level with each question.

Her questions escalated from "Have you ever been with a black woman?" to "What would you do if you could have one?" while confessing to me that "I have always wanted to get with a white guy." 

Yet the second I inquired about making it happen right then or threw it back on her, she shot me down cold. The whole time making sure her robe stayed partially open giving me tantalizing glimpses of her bra less 36C breasts and brown inner thighs that sent my cock and mind into orbit.

She was toying with me and at first it was erotic as hell but after a while it just pissed me off. I could handle and even appreciate ten or fifteen minutes of teasing but thirty to forty minutes with no payoff or commitment was overkill and just fucking wrong. I angrily resented being a toy she thought she could play with and that, combined with her chronic little brother treatment of me, told me she didn't respect me one iota. 

There I was respecting her and the ‘no means no' mantra and my reward was more sexy body language and more hot ebony skin to look which only doubled my frustrations. I hate games and I couldn't take anymore disrespect so I finally said fuck this. 

"I gotta get going Crystal" I said in response to her latest verbal rebuff as I stood up. 

"Thanks for the brews and the buzz" 

"What? Why?" she asked with a pouty and sad demeanor as she looked up at me glancing quickly at the bulge in my pants. 

I started chuckling and shaking my head in disbelief as I headed for the door. 

"Figure it out Crystal" I said while reaching for the door handle.

"Sean wait!" She said urgently "What is it? Tell me!"

I turned around and looked at her beautiful body standing there in that robe, with her shiny black hair hanging down, her mocha skin radiating sex to me, and I couldn't believe I was walking away from a beautiful twenty six year old full blown ebony woman. 

But no pussy is more powerful than a damaged and resentful male ego. 

"Games Crystal" I said coldly "I have no fucking time for your games. Either put some fucking clothes on and change the subject or take the robe off and back up your talk." 

"Otherwise" I concluded bitterly "Find someone else to humor your ass." 

Crystal glared at me and started walking towards me and immediately I could see the anger in her face. I noticed her robe gyrating back and forth as her breasts swayed while her nipples formed sharp points on the exterior of her robe making me wish I had stuck it out ten minutes more. I braced myself for the ‘fuck you' and ‘get the fuck out' that I knew was coming. 

"How's this for games Sean?" Crystal said instead while bolting up on her tiptoes and wrapping her brown arms around my neck. She then encompassed my mouth with her thick lips pushing her juicy tongue into my mouth.

I couldn't believe it was happening. Yes, I kissed her back at first but it was a totally reactionary response devoid of any substance whatsoever. It was like slamming your foot down on the gas pedal and not knowing why you are doing it. The bullshit we had just endured and then her sudden advance caught me completely off guard. My eyes saw and my body felt that a twenty six year old black woman wanted me but my mind simply hadn't caught up to the reality of it..yet.

She leaned into me kissing me forcefully moving me against the wall adjacent to the door and began grinding her whole body against mine. My hands slipped around her waist and then down to her supple ass. Feeling the full and firm ass that I had been infatuated with for over two years brought my mind back online instantly. Now I knew why I was there, I knew what I wanted, and I knew how to get it. I lunged back at her bending her neck back as we kissed while my hands melted into the texture of her robe and around the perfect ass that lay beneath it. 

Crystal moaned with hunger as we kissed thrusting her pelvis into me until she stepped slightly back and began working frantically on my belt and pants while I undid her robe. 

"I've wanted to get with you since day one Sean, since your fine ass was eighteen" Crystal cooed to me while peppering my lips with soft kisses as she continued masturbating me verbally

"Watching your tight ass in that letterman's jacket, with all those little white tramps chasing after you then and even now, all the time knowing, just knowing…" she said while gliding her warm and juicy tongue across my lips as I undid the bow to her robe causing it to crack open exposing her deep cleavage and a jackpot of ebony skin.

"That none of those white bitches could ever make you feel like I am going to." She said as I felt the pressure release of my belt being unfastened. 

"I'm sorry for playing with you like that but" she said pulling my face down into hers for a juicy French kiss when seconds later I felt my pants being undone and my zipper going down. 

"But" she said panting after our lips broke "I wanted you to want this black pussy as bad as I want this young white cock." 

"Mission accomplished baby" I managed to reply while wondering what in God's name I did to deserve this heaven sent treasure. Either way, it was mine now so I claimed it.

"Bring it to me, girl" I said firmly 

As if on cue her right hand slid in between my pants and boxers and she purred "Mmmm" when she felt the length and girth of my raging hard cock as our lips engulfed one another again. I slipped my hands inside her robe and around her body savoring my first ebony touch as my left hand caressed the small of her velvet back while my right hand dove in underneath her panties and greedily scooped up a handful of her sweet chocolate ass. 

Our earlier kisses were of the "love me tender" variety but the second we felt each other they escalated to ravenous to the point where our teeth were grinding together, we bit each others tongues and lips, both our chins glistened with each others saliva, and it still wasn't even fucking close to being enough. The more saliva I gave her, and vice versa, the harder we hungrily dove back in to get more.

I stole a glance down at her full brown breasts mashed against my chest and the feel of their soft give, coupled with the contrast against my white shirt, redefined the words ‘animal lust' to me almost to the point where anything short of cannibalism wasn't going to satisfy me. I hated that I only had two hands and one mouth because I wanted to be everywhere on her at once. 

Thick strands of saliva dripped off our mouths as we continued to dine off each other when I plunged my other hand into Crystal's panties putting both hands on that tight ebony ass. I pulled one cheek to the side with one hand and reached down her crack as low as I could get with the other. I began stroking her ass crack opening my hand in the process and letting four fingers massage the crack while my middle finger bottomed out and glided over her puckered asshole. 

"Ohhhhh Gaaaawd" Crystal moaned loudly sending my ego soaring while I felt both her hands digging into my boxers until the unmistakable sensation of another person touching my cock poured through me like a flashflood. Crystal wrapped one hand around the base of my thick eight inch cock and jacked me firmly while the other she wrapped around the head alternating between hard stroking and soft twists. Each stroke shooting pleasure filled bolts throughout my body making me painfully flex my already engorged member again and again. 

"How's that cock feel baby?" I challenged taking my lips off her "Look at that shit girl" I hissed softly while Crystal stepped slightly back again giving us both a window to observe her soft brown fingers wrapped tightly around my thick white shaft. 

"Ohhhhh" Crystal whined hungrily paralyzed, as was I, by the sight of her ebony hands on my white cock "Its perfect Sean" she hissed "My first white cock….Sean's thick ass white cock.....oooohhhhh finally Sean….finally baby" She said frantically before slamming her face into mine again.

Crystal upped the ante by pulling my boxers down until they hugged my thighs. She dropped her hand off the base of my cock and began fondling my balls while her other hand now stroked the length of my cock from top to bottom effectively putting me in a state of incoherent animal lust. I violently yanked her panties down causing Crystal to break our kiss and gasp 

"Oh fuck yes Sean, take my shit baby! Take it!" 

The mixture of Crystal's earlier teasing, my resentful anger, our words, and now her hot body and hungry touch, took me past the limits of my civilized humanity forcing my game plan to be reduced to brutal simplicity: Get the robe off her, put her back against the wall, pick her up, lock her knees around my biceps, and then fuck the shit out of her right there against the wall. Then after that I could spend the rest of the night savoring Crystal in terms of her being older and ebony. 


It Couldn't Be Helped Ch. 01



In the meantime, however, stroking or eating Crystal's pussy or having her suck my cock just wasn't going to cut it. She was going to get fucked, and fucked hard, by the young white cock she craved.

Yet before I could launch my plans into motion I heard faint male and female voices and laughter coming down the walkway outside her apartment door. They got louder and louder until there was a sudden knock on Crystal's door. Crystal broke away from me and looked into the peephole and when she turned around she was flushed with fear.

"Oh No! Shit!" she hissed as she frantically redid her robe and told me to button up too. I knew Crystal didn't have a boyfriend so at first I wasn't scared but her panicked state was contagious and I got paranoid too. 

"What? Who is it?" I whispered urgently as she grabbed my arm and began pulling me towards the end of the hallway and her spare bedroom that she had converted into her study area. 

"Hold on ya'll!" Crystal yelled out to the door "I just got out of the shower so let me get something on!"

"It's my friends from school" she then said frustratingly to me. 

"So what's the big deal?" I asked quizzically, "let them in." 

Crystal frantically pushed me into the room and then in an incredulous tone like I was a moron said "I can't let them see me with a white boy up in here. What's wrong with you!"

"Please, Sean, don't make a sound." She said before closing the door behind her and locking it. 

I walked over to her desk and sat down. I was too shocked to be angry and too confused to be hurt. I looked around the room and saw a picture of Martin Luther King and realized that my presence in that room, behind a locked door, was proof that his dream had not come true yet.

I wasn't as angry as I was disappointed in Crystal. I never imagined her buckling under that kind of test. But, sadly, I understood what she was up against because I remembered the shit my best friend got from his family and in public when he took out a white girl. Like I said, both sides are guilty but the difference is that most white people will only stare and whisper their condemnation behind your back. Black people, however, will look you right in the eye and give it to you right then and there. Thus, in the interests of preventing bullshit drama, I couldn't totally condemn what she did. 

I heard voices and laughter resonating from the front of the apartment and after about ten minutes I could tell something was brewing because the voices were mobile and not stationary anymore. Then I heard the apartment door close once and a moment later I heard it close again. Then there was nothing but silence. I waited for Crystal to reappear but she never did. It was too quiet so after about five minutes I unlocked the door and peeked down the hallway. 

The apartment was empty. 

I walked towards the front door and on it there was a note. "Sean, it couldn't be helped. There is a key on the counter please lock up when you leave. Crystal"

Talk about being played. I stood there feeling like the Punk of the Week. She didn't even respect me or care enough to give me the lowdown face to face. She had enough time to write a note and stick it to the door but not enough time to come talk to me? Fuck that. And then I was supposed to be a good little boy and lock up? Please. I walked out of there beyond pissed and vowed I would make her pay for her disrespecting me like that. 

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Despite what had happened it took less than twenty four hours for me to realize that something good had transpired after all. Suddenly, the whole dynamic between Crystal and I had changed. The next day at work she avoided me like the plague ordering all her drinks from the other bartender and avoiding eye contact with me at all costs. 

Not only had she dogged me but she also confessed to having always wanted to fuck me and that tag team combination gave me the high ground and power. Her shying away from me told me that she was conscience of it and that she was afraid of my reaction and didn't know how to approach me. Now I was in control and I liked watching her squirm.

The whole shift passed without either one of us uttering a word to each other although I did notice her staring at me from afar several times trying to bait me into calling her over. I ignored her and went about my business. Crystal got off before I did so I assumed she was long gone when I closed up and was walking towards my car. 

The employee parking lot was a narrow depression adjacent to the main parking lot and was separated by a long hedgerow that made visibility virtually impossible from the main lot. As such it was procedure for female employees to get escorted to their cars at night. 

I was on my way out and escorting Melanie (the closing server) to her car and as we cleared the hedges I noticed Crystal's car parked next to mine. I sent Melanie on her way and as soon as her car hit the street Crystal emerged from hers practically blocking me from mine. 

I could see her exhales in the faint illumination from the yellow street light above which turned her mocha skin dark grey and made mine seem tan. She was wearing jeans and her beige down jacket with matching ear warmers.

"Excuse me" I said in a smug voice as the steam from my breath shot out into the cold January air "Can I help you?" 

"Sean" Crystal said softly "I know you are pissed and I don't blame you but you have to understand that…."

"I don't have to understand anything Crystal" I interrupted "you did what you had to do and that's that. I understand that and I am not upset about it."

"You're not mad?" she asked in an amazed voice. 

"I didn't say that" I replied "Yes, it bothers me but the race thing is what it is and it wasn't very realistic of me to expect you to challenge it. But I just thought since I was the one who broke the barriers down for you here you would at least have my back there." 

"But I guess it doesn't work that way and we are a one way street." I concluded.

I focused on the race thing even though it wasn't why I was bent. I wanted her to think that's what it was when really it was her punking me by way of written notice that had me up in arms. She bought it hook, line, and sinker. 

"No, Sean, it's not like that with us at all" she replied "You are right in that I reacted poorly but you don't understand my friends and their views or the shit storm they would have created if they saw you. I put you in that room to protect you and me, but more importantly, to protect us."

"That must be why you left me in there and never came back" I instinctively shot back while immediately regretting having revealed part of my true feelings. 

"To protect us" I added mockingly. 

Crystal had been locked eye to eye with me until that exchange and immediately she turned her head and crossed her arms in a transparent attempt to look upset while trying to buy time to concoct the right response. We stood there for a good thirty seconds while only silence and the vapor trails of our breaths decorated the lot.

"Sean, I just…….I just…….." Crystal stammered before uttering a resigning "Shit!" while shaking her head. 

Obviously that wasn't the product I wanted so I took that as my cue to bolt. 

"Excuse me Crystal, but its cold and I'm tired so I'll talk to you later" I announced as I gently stepped into her moving her back and unlocking my car door. I had my door half way opened and was bending down to get in when I heard it.

"Come home with me Sean" Crystal blurted out boldly

I straightened back up and she stepped up to me 

"We already tried that remember?" I said sarcastically

"Come home with me Sean" she repeated softly but defiantly while obviously ignoring my sarcasm. 

"Come home with me so we can start over and finish what I fucked up."

Crystal slipped her hands into the pockets of my jacket and pulled me closer

"I want to take you home with me" she said sweetly "because it's important to me that I make things solid and right between us and..and because.." she stammered while blushing.

"And because what?" I asked grinning while she shyly looked down at the ground until she raised her brown eyes slowly and they washed into mine. 

"Because..Do you remember what I told you by my door before my friends showed up?" she asked seductively obviously referring to her confession of always wanting to fuck me.

"Yea, I remember" I answered cockily relishing my status of being the prey and not the predator anymore while my ego went off the charts from the fact that I had flipped a woman six years my senior. 

Crystal raised her beautiful ebony face even higher and her eyes locked onto mine with ferocity

"I meant every single word." She said "Every damn one."

It was music to my ears.

I closed my car door and stepped into Crystal backing her up until I had her pinned against her car. Simultaneously my hands went around her waist and her arms went around my neck culminating in our lips locking together urgently as we began kissing hungrily. 

"God damn I want you, boy" Crystal moaned to me before her ebony face melted into mine again sending her juicy tongue down my throat as we drank from each other heartily. 

"And you're gonna get what you want all night long baby" I promised her in reply before repaying her in kind while my hands slipped underneath her coat. 

I stroked her sweater covered back until I moved one hand to her ribcage extending my thumb in the process and began flirting with the underside of her left breast causing her to moan and kiss me even harder.

The second my extended thumb grazed her bra covered nipple it was as if an alarm went off and she gasped loudly breaking our kiss. 

"Not here Sean." She panted at me "Not here. Follow me home baby! Hurry!" 

"Copy that" I managed to blurt out having to adjust my hard cock in my pants in order to get into my car without injuring myself. We both pulled out of the parking lot and when we stopped at the first traffic light I pulled up next to her and motioned to her to roll down the window. 

"Listen" I embarrassingly confessed "I'm on "E" and I have to get some gas or I won't even make it to your place."

Crystal looked at me smiling while shaking her head like a disappointed but adoring parent. 

"I'll be about five or ten minutes behind you ok? Do you need anything or should I pick something up for us?" I asked 

"No, we're good" she said "the only thing I need is you" she giggled out before the light changed and we drove off. We exchanged smiles and laughs while we drove alongside one another until I pulled off into the convenience store and she continued on. 

I handled my business at the store and then got on the freeway towards Crystal's place. I could think of nothing but how good she tasted, how good she felt, how badly I wanted to fuck her, and how good it made me feel that she wanted me. As her exit approached I started feeling nervous and anxious wondering if earlier I had made the right decision and if our friendship would suffer from what was about to happen. 

"Fuck that Sean, quit being a pussy" I said to myself as I watched Crystal's exit come and go while I mockingly waved goodbye to it. I watched her exit pass through my passenger side window until it was only a glimmer in my rear view mirror. 

"You like games? How's this for games? Now we're even baby!" I laughingly yelled out loud while savoring the application of justice that reinvigorated my damaged pride "Now it's your turn to sit around and wait for something that isn't coming!"

I turned up the stereo and headed on towards the bar where our friends from the restaurant were gathered and with whom I earlier made arrangements to meet. Just like she told me, and I quote, "It couldn't be helped." 

TO BE CONTINUED



It Couldn't Be Helped Ch. 02



I met our friends at the bar but as the night wore on the bravado I felt regarding the Crystal situation began evaporating. I went through the motions of having a good time at the bar when inside I was consumed with nothing but thoughts of her. 

I began feeling genuine remorse for what I had done and felt ashamed that I wasn't able to emotionally rise above it. And when I factored in the older woman and ebony pussy elements on top of it, I hit rock bottom and hated myself. Needless to say, I got hammered that night. 

 The next day was a day of recovery for me both in terms of how I felt physically and emotionally. I felt bad for duping her like that but I also recognized that it was her status as a close friend that I cared for and admired that made the pain she inflicted on me so damaging. 

Most of all, however, she had unlocked a part of me that I thought would be quarantined forever. Suddenly, it didn't seem so far fetched for her and me to get together and once those walls came tumbling down, I was at the mercy of how I really felt for her. She had allowed me to taste my dream and then snatched it away smacking around my ego in the process. Any other girl I would have shrugged off the bullshit and hit the pussy regardless because the pussy was always the objective. But with Crystal, I couldn't. Everything had to be in line before I would even consider it. And honestly, that freaked me out. 

All I wanted was an apology and the respect that came with that gesture. But not once at work or in the parking lot the night before had she said she was sorry. Instead, she tried to justify it and then threw her pussy at me which made my decision for vengeance that much easier. 

I resolved to stand my ground and when the opportunity presented itself, if ever, I would put my cards on the table and let it roll. It's funny how enlightened you become when dealing with a four alarm hangover.

When I went to work that night I wasn't worried about any drama breaking out there. Crystal was way too classy and dignified to pull some shit like that. Instead, she walked right up to me and, with our unknowing coworkers and customers two deep at the bar, we engaged in our own meaningful conversation within a seemingly routine one. 

"So Sean, I heard you had a pretty good time at the bar last night" Crystal asked me nonchalantly while also shooting me a cold glare which told me she had gotten the lowdown and didn't like the answer as to my whereabouts last night.

"Yea, it kind of got out of control if you know what I mean, but like someone once told me" I said before pausing and grinning for effect "it couldn't be helped" 

Crystal recognized the phrase and smirked before resuming her fuck you glare.

"What about you, girl? What did you do last night?" I asked smugly while making her drink order.

"Wasted my damn time, that's what I did" She shot back coldly.

I didn't ask her to elaborate but she did anyway.

"I was supposed to get with this guy" she fumed "who I thought was pretty special but as it turns out he ain't shit. A punk ass wannabee man playing stupid ass games, that's all he is"

"Damn girl" I said grinning as I noticed others listening in "Tell me how you really feel!"

"I'm sorry" she said smiling to the crowd around us before resuming her glare at me and continuing "But this guy had me where it hurts and it's just frustrating. But, trust me; I won't make that mistake again"

"I feel you, girl" I said seriously "I hate games too. Been there and done that." I said while staring and pausing again for effect. "But I always say ‘do unto others' you know what I mean?"

Crystal came out of character and immediately shot back 

"Two wrongs don't make a right Sean!" which, to both our horrors, was a bit too out of character and presumed I had knowledge that I shouldn't have. 

We both scrambled to repair the damage while inquiring eyes and ears still looked on. 

"Well I don't know what wrong you did to make him treat you like that" I said while she nodded and said "I know, I know" before I continued

"But maybe he still thinks you never righted your wrong. Maybe if you talked to him about it you guys can work it out?"

"Please" she said disgustingly as she pulled her drink filled tray off the bar and our brown eyes collided head on "I will never forgive him for the shit he pulled." 

"Not Ever" She said emphatically as she walked away.  

 A week went by and we continued this little game until Crystal noticed that a girl I had met at a bar was coming in frequently to see me. I was moving in her direction hard and that seemed to make Crystal jealous because after she saw that she acted like I wasn't even alive. I didn't get one look or one word. 

At that point I resigned myself to having to put Crystal in the ‘what if' column because I wasn't going to apologize for shit and given her state of mind I knew one wasn't coming my way either.

Our Berlin Wall finally came down about a week after that when a bunch of us from work went on a one day ski trip. I was living in house with two friends from high school by then and our house had a huge backyard so we designated my place as being the meeting location where everyone not driving could park their cars. Crystal and I both had committed to going weeks ago and as luck would have it, neither one of us drove but we ended up in the same car along with three other people.

The trip to the resort took two hours and on the way there we engaged in conversation but only in the context of the group talk. As far as one on one communication it was still boycott central. 

When we got to the resort and started skiing everybody pretty much separated and did their own thing. It was only the second time Crystal had ever been skiing but she was pretty athletic and adapted well. Like most beginners, however, she got a dose of over confidence and decided she was ready to take the big lift to the top of the mountain. 

I had just finished a run from the top when I saw Crystal standing in the lift line. At the top a few friends and I had just burned a fatty before we headed down and consequently I was feeling nothing but love for my fellow man. Thus, I figured this was as good a time as any to get her alone and maybe squash the bullshit. The pussy might be gone but she was still my girl and it sucked having that wedge between us.

I said fuck it and glided over to where she was and asked the stranger she was paired with if he minded that I take the lift with my friend. He happily obliged me and before Crystal could react or object we were being called out to line up by the lift operator. Our lift chair turned a quick U turn and scooped us up and before we knew it we were all alone for the first time since the employee parking lot. 

We began ascending and for the first minute of the five minute trip we sat in silence taking in the blue sky, the bright sun, the majesty of the Rocky Mountains, and the tranquility of the soft wind blowing through the snow covered trees. 

I looked over at Crystal in her purple bibs, white ear warmers, and sun glasses and she looked good. The way her dark features stood out against the white backdrop and the way her peach lipstick sparkled against the sun made my mouth water. It was do or die now and I knew it. 

"Forgive me Sistah for I have sinned" I said rekindling the phrase I used to use with her years ago when we discussed my high school love life. 

Crystal's turned her face towards mine and shook her head as if to signify that I wasn't cute but the slight smile on her face betrayed that and told me I was in. 

"There was this girl, Sistah" I said beginning my confession "Beautiful, sweet, smart, generous, funny, older, black, AND…" I said before raising my right hand and bellowing loudly towards the sky 

"Lord above what an ass on this girl!"

Crystal started laughing and then abruptly stopped herself but she couldn't hide the smile on her face as she continued to shake her head like I still wasn't cute. 

"Seriously, Sistah," I continued "There isn't anyone even close to her in my eyes. Even though we never were an item, she has always been my measuring stick for other women. Did they laugh like her? Do their eyes look through me like hers do? Can I talk to them like I do her? Does their smile make me feel the way hers does? Will they look out for me like she does?"

"At first" I admitted "She scared me to death and I never imagined thinking of her like that. She was older, wiser, educated, and yes, black. So I never dared to dream despite what I knew was inside me. But then one night in her apartment changed all that and the possibility that I could have her became real."

"And ever since then everything has been spinning way out of control and I don't know how to stop it." I said sadly "I just want to, no matter what, regain the balance we once had."

"Because we did each other wrong, Sistah" I said solemnly while shaking my head regretfully and looking down at the people skiing below us "and we can't seem to get past it and that bothers me.." I said before turning my head towards her and adding

"Because I never wanted someone so bad in my life." 

My confession had an impact on Crystal as she slightly turned her shoulders towards me and then said softly 

"What do you think caused the rift between you two?"

"Respect" I answered immediately "or rather lack there of actually."

"Excuse me?" Crystal replied incredulously "You need to elaborate on that!"

"Happily" I smugly replied before beginning.

"I don't think she respects me at all and sees me as the high school boy she met almost three years ago." I said bluntly.

"She has never stopped talking down to me and even when we were in a sexy situation she toyed with me like I wasn't an equal or even a man. Then she locked me in a room and left me without the dignity of even a single word or explanation" I said coldly

"All I got was a note on the door like a little kid who is suppose to take out the trash too." I said bitterly before continuing

"It's like she wasn't concerned at all about her actions towards me because she didn't respect me or care enough for it to matter to her. She never even apologized, Sistah, can you believe that shit?" 

I then said righteously "So the next chance I got I did her wrong so she could walk in my shoes for a while." 

"And guess what?" I asked intently 

"What?" Crystal said softly

"She didn't like it either" I replied smugly

We sat there in silence for a second as the lift hummed along and I looked forward while Crystal remained turned looking at me. I could see the end of the lift in the distance and was thinking that I wished it was a longer ride when Crystal spoke.

"Maybe Sean" she said softly "She talks to you like that in front of other people because she is afraid that if she didn't, people would see right through her and know how she really feels about you." 

I continued looking forward and said nothing.

"Maybe she's scared, Sean" Crystal admitted "Scared of what she feels for you. Scared of the attraction she has always had for you. Scared that she is black and you are white. Scared that she is six years older."

"But most of all" she said "Maybe she's scared of the aftermath. Maybe she knows from the depth of their friendship and their brief physical contact that it could be everything she wants. That it will be so good and feel so right that she will want more and more."

"Maybe Sean" she said continuing "She left you a note because she was so ashamed of locking you up and because it gave her a way out from confronting the fears I just mentioned." She said intensely before elaborating "Maybe her friends showing up highlighted to her the social costs of following her real feelings and being with you."

Crystal was rolling now and only an act of Congress can get her to stop once she gets going. 

"Maybe Sean" she continued on "She didn't sleep at all that night. Maybe the realization that she had conformed to fit other people's prejudices while denying her feelings enraged her and made her feel cheated. Maybe that night she decided she would be true to herself and the whole world could go fuck themselves if they didn't like it."

"Maybe the next night she sought you out to convey that" she said "Maybe the words didn't come out right and maybe she chickened out and panicked and offered you her bed instead" Crystal continued before reluctantly admitting 

"Maybe she thought sleeping with you would somehow make things right or at least better. Maybe she thought her touch would show you how sorry she was"

"Maybe I am not built like that" I said bluntly as we watched the end of the lift approach to within ten yards of us.

"Especially when it comes to you" I said as our skis touched down and we skied off the lift. 

A few of our friends were gathered up at the top so our exchange ended there for the moment. When we broke up to go down I told Crystal to follow me and when we stepped up to the ledge where the easiest run began I swear she turned Caucasian. It looked steeper than it was and it took some prodding to get her to go but she eventually did.

She crashed twice on the way down but neither one was remotely heinous so when she got to the bottom she was pretty jacked and excited. Everybody gathered around and we laughed our asses off, Crystal included, as I mimicked her skiing and crashing. 

A couple of the females asked Crystal to go with them on another run while I removed my skies and headed to get some food and brews. As we all started to go our own way I heard Crystal calling. 

"Sean" she said smiling "Thank you for watching out for me up there" 

"No problem, girl" I said turning to leave

"Sean" Crystal said again as she motioned me to come closer and removed her shades

"What did you mean by ‘especially when it comes to you?" she asked tilting her head slightly and grinning like she knew she was going to like the answer. 

I smiled back at her subliminally complimenting her for taking my words and now making me accountable for them. I had no choice so I gave it to her straight and without hesitation. 

"It means if I had went to your bed that night, feeling the way I did inside, it would have been just for a piece of ass" I stated flatly before delivering the coup de grace

"And you Crystal" I said softly "could never, ever be just a booty call to me."

"There it is" I concluded as I opened my arms in a ‘that's all I got' gesture while I turned and walked away.

I got to the lodge steps and turned around and Crystal was still standing in the same spot gazing at me hard. She smiled and winked at me before turning around and joining the girls for another run. 

TO BE CONTINUED 



It Couldn't Be Helped Ch. 03



We got our money’s worth on the slopes staying until it closed and when it was time for the trip home Crystal made sure I went in the same car she did. Five of us piled into Greg’s Camry for the ride home with Greg and his girlfriend Laurie up front while Crystal, myself, and Jenna sat in the back with Crystal sitting in the middle. 

  The heater in Greg’s car was malfunctioning and it was cold as hell so the three us in the back wrapped ourselves up in a big quilt Greg had brought along just in case. Skiing is pretty intense on the body and mind so the second we hit the road we all passed out. When I awoke it was night time and we were pulling into a restaurant. Crystal had her head on my shoulder and was out like a light. 

  All twelve of us went inside and in order to seat us faster we had to split our group into two tables of six.  We sat in a six seat booth with Crystal by the window while I sat in the middle next to her. 

  We ate and when the waitress brought our change back everyone got up to leave but when I tried to slide my way out of the booth Crystal grabbed my arm stopping me. Only she and I were left in the booth.

“Sean” she said as I looked at her wearing her thick and soft white turtleneck sweater that hugged her ample breasts and highlighted her soft brown skin and black hair.

“Thank you for reaching out” she said “And I heard you. I did. I promise.”

“I never knew or appreciated” I replied regretfully “the things you were struggling with inside and why they made you do the things you did.”

“But I do now” I said softly “and I understand and feel like shit that my reactions only made matters worse and hurt you.”

“And for that” I added “From the bottom of my heart, girl, I apologize.”

“No, Sean” she said softly as she shook her head while looking down shamefully “I’m the one who should be apologizing.”

“It was bad enough being what it was” she lamented to me “But doing it to you, after how solid you have always been for me, is the shit I can’t live with.”

“I’m so, so sorry, Sean” she said softly.

“Don’t sweat it, girl” I said reassuringly “There is enough shame and regret to go around for both of us” I said grinning causing her to grin back at me as well. 

“We ok, boy?” Crystal asked softly 

“We’re good, girl” I replied grinning

  Crystal smiled and we slid out of the booth. We were making our way to the front of the restaurant when I then turned to her and asked the million dollar question

“Are you sorry enough to try again?” I asked as we walked slowly together side by side.

Crystal smiled sweetly at me nodding her head “yes” seconds before she made her stance perfectly clear

“Tonight, Sean” She said seductively “I want to try again tonight.”

“My place then” I said feeling a surge running to my cock “when we get back.”

“Yeah” Crystal said grinning happily “I’m down with that.”

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   We all piled back into Greg’s car for the remainder of the trip home keeping the same seating arrangements while those of us in the back threw the quilt over us as soon as we could. The trunk was packed with our bibs, boots, and boards so in the backseat we had our day bags on the floor causing all of our feet to be raised. This made the quilt rest on our knees as opposed to our laps and gave us plenty of seclusion under the quilt. 

  We hadn’t even gotten out of the parking lot when I felt Crystal grab my hand and interlock our fingers underneath the shield of the quilt.  We had over an hour left to go and for the first half hour or so we all talked while Crystal and I caressed each others hands steadily increasing the already unbelievable anticipation of what was to come later. 

  After a while, however, everybody quieted down and the chat drizzled out to nothing causing Jenna to fall asleep again while Greg’s girlfriend settled forward into her seat. Only the mid volume of the pop tunes playing on the radio thwarted the monotonous hum of our vehicle making its way down the road.  It was almost pitch black in the car with the soft blue lights from the dashboard giving a faint glow turning everyone inside into dark silhouettes.

 Our making up and subsequent hand caressing had me in the same state I was in sitting on Crystal's couch weeks earlier. I was burning for her and selfishly, I didn’t want to wait. I wasn’t sure if she would go for it so I just plowed ahead and did it.

 I unlocked my fingers from Crystal’s and slid my hand onto her inner thigh. 

  At first Crystal kept her hand on mine like a chaperone. I could make out her head looking around as she examined everyone in the car and assessed the risk. The logical and conservative Masters student emerged first when Crystal then hooked her thumb underneath my palm stopping my ascent cold. I didn’t give up so easily, however, and I began stroking what thigh I already had in my possession. 

  I could tell after a while that my strokes were making a difference. Crystal shifted her legs several times until the horny twenty six year old ebony female in her took over. I then felt Crystal’s thumb slide out from under my palm granting me access to her freedom trail. 

  She offered token resistance holding my wrist in a vain attempt to keep me away but as my hand began moving up her thigh it melted away. Her white flag then went up when I felt her opening her legs up wider. She was wearing a pair of tight fitting black cotton sweatpants and long johns underneath and the closer I got to her pussy the more I felt her heat emanating from her. 

 My hand slid softly onto her mound and I began stroking her covered pussy. Crystal shuddered and grabbed my wrist using it as her clandestine outlet to channel her excitement to me by squeezing and digging her nails into me. She was now obviously down for the cause but as I immediately found out, she had her own agenda as well.

  Crystal’s free hand went straight to my crotch and she began stroking my aching cock through the cotton Nike sweats she herself had given me two years earlier. I probably would have been content to restrict our playing to covered petting but the second I felt her hand gliding over my cock my whole outlook changed. I wanted to touch my first ebony pussy right then and there. 

  I stopped stroking her and maneuvered my hand up underneath her white sweater and then back down as my fingers began digging into the elastic waistbands of both her sweats and long johns. Given the angle of my hand and the firm elasticity of her waistbands, however, I wasn’t making the progress I had hoped. I felt Crystal’s hand leave my wrist and almost instantaneously I felt the pressure of her waistbands disappear off the back of my hand.

  She had taken her hand off my wrist and hooked her thumb under her garments and was pulling out on them practically giving me a straight path to her pussy.

  I couldn’t believe Crystal was going to help, let alone let me, feel her pussy in car loaded with our friends.

  I started gliding my hand down expecting to be guided by her pubic hairs but instead all I felt was smooth skin and small stubbles. Her pussy was shaved and that realization made me want to throw off the quilt that provided us with cover and just dive head first into her bald treasure. I had been with one girl before whose pussy was shaved but now I get a shaved ebony pussy too? Bottom line: There is a God and he loves me. 

  I figured one good gesture required another so I pulled my sweats out and down releasing my imprisoned cock. Almost simultaneously my middle finger slid over the hood of Crystal’s clit while she latched her fingers around my cock. Both our bodies jerked and then shifted from the sudden impact of our touches.

 Just then our car merged off the interstate onto the short two lane highway that would take us to the interchange. That meant we were twenty minutes away from home. 

  I pushed my hand down deeper parting Crystal’s slit and rejoiced in finding the hottest and wettest pussy I ever felt. Her warm juices oozed out of her as my fingers gently sliced into her hot slit scooping and spreading her wetness all over her swollen lips and mound.

  We could tell from our silhouettes that we had our faces turned slightly towards each others while the danger of her, a black woman, and I, a white man, secretly fondling each other in public made the intensity indescribable. I could feel Crystal’s lower body quivering from my touch while I flexed my legs over and over trying to deflect the surges of pleasure that her brown hand was generating on my cock.

  Slowly the whole interior of the car began to illuminate as the headlights of an oncoming car approached and as it passed the whole back seat lit up for a split second revealing to me Crystal’s burning eyes flush with passion.

  Another car passed, and then another, giving us both snapshots of our escalating conditions as Crystal’s juicy pussy continued leaking all over my hand while my eyes revealed to her the impact of her strokes. 

  Then suddenly our private world was put on hold by the real one. 

“Slow down Greg” Laurie said breaking the silence from the front seat “Didn’t you see the construction signs?” she asked him irritatingly. 

Crystal panicked letting go of my cock but I didn’t move my hand at all. I was sure that it was only a matter of seconds until that unwanted interruption caused my hand to get removed from her pussy by force. 

I was wrong, however, because my black girl had heart.

  Crystal pulled her hand out of the quilt and covered her mouth while she coughed and then reinserted her hand back under the quilt and back on my cock. 

  Silence settled back in and the second she started stroking me again I realized her coughs were fake because I could feel her warm saliva lubricating my shaft. She picked up the intensity of her strokes causing me to slip my middle finger deep inside her as we both tried to remain still despite the crescendo that was building between us.

  Another car passed giving me another snapshot of Crystal but this time she was helpless, her eyes begging me, and her thick lips pouting for release.

  I could feel perspiration breaking out in my legs, crotch, and ass. My balls were in flames and I clenched my ass tightly trying to keep the lid on the explosion I knew was coming. I felt Crystal’s assault on my cock escalate as my fingers worked over her molten ebony pussy causing her head to rock up and down as she too prolonged the inevitable.   

  It was almost like a duel to see who could hold out longer. My body and mind clashed each time her hand engulfed the head of my cock as my mind rejected the logistical nightmare of cumming while my body readily endorsed Crystal’s position of making me spray everywhere. 

  My mind had an ally and savior, however, in the state of Colorado. Just as I was about to surrender the car jerked violently as we drove over a bump followed by the unmistakable bumping and shaking that comes with a road that has been ripped up and not repaved yet. The turbulence broke the rhythm of Crystal’s strokes giving me a blessed reprieve but my sweet black woman wasn’t so lucky.

  I clamped my hand even firmer against her mound pushing another finger into her black pussy causing her to retract her stomach in a pleasure filled response. I pulled back into her violently, practically pinning the ball of my hand into her aching clit. I then just held on and let the constant vibrations and volatile bouncing from the rocky road jackhammer her entire pussy inside and out.

  Crystal released her waistbands causing them to snap against the back of my wrist as she latched on to my forearm.  I knew she was close and my eyes begged for confirmation but all I could still see was her silhouette.  She began painfully digging her fingernails into my arm as the frenzy of the bumpy ride, the thrill of being caught, and the pleasure from my white fingers manhandling her ebony pussy smashed her boundaries of control. 

  I could feel my fingers shaking inside her juicy slit and my palm massaging her throbbing clit over and over as the car vibrated and jerked until Crystal’s hand practically slammed on top of mine. She lifted her ass slightly off the seat and I felt her pussy clamp down on my digits as she began climaxing. Her stomach and leg muscles contracting in unison as she started pushing hot cum out of her tight ebony body.

  My fingers before could feel the heat of her flesh and the contact between them but when Crystal came, my fingers felt only warm liquid saturation as her juices poured out of her and all over me. 

  I looked around cautiously and nobody was the wiser so I said fuck it and kept going. Except now instead of just locking in and letting the bumpy ride do the work, I started putting in work too. 

  I began stabbing my fingers in and out of her leaking pussy while the ball of my hand grinded up and down over her pounding clit. I reveled in having total control over her as my hand punished her pussy while the road continued doing its dirty work. 

  Crystal lost it. Her ass rose off the seat again this time higher and I frantically pushed back against her in a vain attempt to keep her ass down closer to the seat.

  Just then another car passed giving me another brief snapshot to cherish, this time freezing in my mind the vision of Crystal helplessly riding out another wave. Her neck veins bulged popping her mouth wide open as her brown face contorted to her silent scream. Her cum literally dripping off my fingers into her long johns.

  Crystal rode out that wave but the intensity of her orgasms and the silence discipline she executed flawlessly during them finally took their toll. The resulting lack of oxygen caused her to inhale urgently and, to our despair, loudly as well.

“AAAHHHHHHHHH” she gasped as I recoiled in horror yanking my hands out of her sweats. 

  I was almost afraid to open my eyes because I thought we were busted for sure. But my slick black girl then represented with cool precision whipping her hands out from underneath the quilt and quickly covering her mouth 

“CHOO!!” She belted out feigning a sneeze seconds before interior lights came on waking Jenna up as Laurie whipped around as well 

“Bless you” Laurie said before asking “Are you ok? You look wiped out.” 

“I’m fine, thank you” Crystal answered back in a scratchy voice “Just a little chilly” she said while openly shaking as real post orgasm chills ran through her body.

  Laurie turned back around and started in on Greg for not fixing the heater and by the time they turned the light off I was already quietly laughing my ass off in the corner. By now we had hit the interchange where the lighting was much better and we could all see each other. Crystal elbowed me to stop laughing but then she smiled and started giggling too as we basked in the relief of not getting caught. Then she put her hands back under the quilt and held my hand again. 

Her hands were still shaking and trembling. 

TO BE CONTINUED




It Couldn't Be Helped Ch. 04



When we arrived at my house I was beginning to think that Crystal and I were hexed because even more bullshit broke out when Jenna's ride home left without her. They left the restaurant before we did and consequently arrived back at my place before we did. They probably thought we already dropped her off since we had passed her side of town on the way back in. You have to remember this was back in the day when only rich people had cell phones. 

Of course, Murphy's Law was in full effect as everybody else, Crystal included, lived on the other side of town. Thus, like the guy who falls on the grenade to save everybody else, I stepped up and told Jenna I would take her home. 

I knew discretion was in order because Crystal and I both wanted to keep us on the down low for now. I slipped her the key to my place and told her to leave when everybody else did and then drive back and let herself in. 

Although I technically lived in house it was more of a duplex with my friends living in the main house while I lived in the guest house located on the other side of the back patio. The only way into my place was through the backyard so I left the gate open so Crystal could come back and park. She knew the lowdown of my place and said she was cool but then added for my benefit.

"Hurry up" she said grinning "we got unfinished business."

Jenna lived practically in the next county so it took me a good thirty five minutes to drop her off and get back. 

When I pulled into my house I saw Crystal's car and I got an adrenaline rush that made my heart pound and my cock swell. I couldn't believe I was minutes away from having my first ebony woman.

Yet alone Crystal.

I bolted out of my car and headed for my door. As I got closer I saw there was a note on the door and I would be lying if I said it didn't freak me out. My first thought was "You gotta be fucking kidding me. Not again!" That was, of course, until I read it. 

Sean, 

The last note I left for you said goodbye and go home. This note says come inside and stay with me all night. That night I locked you in a room and never came back. Tonight I am locking myself inside your house and I am not leaving until or if you ever let me out. This real and it is going to happen. You and Me. Come inside, Sean, so we can finally give each other what we feel.

Crystal

I had hit the lottery after all.

I held the note in my hand and looked up at the sky. "Thank You" I said feeling the overpowering realization that my dream was coming true.

The note also, however, then made me nervous. It was our physical attraction and desire for each other that thus far seemed to dominate everything. But this note, coupled with the things she told me on the ski lift, propelled emotion into the mix and I suddenly felt I had as much to lose as I did to gain. I wanted to please her, make her feel like she never did before and I wanted her to keep coming back. I stood there outside my door frozen and suddenly scared of the pressure to produce the "aftermath" she expected. 

I was malfunctioning and the panic was spreading because I wanted to keep her and I knew this was my chance. I was on the verge of a total meltdown when six simple words popped into my head erasing all my doubts and making the fear disappear as well.

"Just be yourself...and love her." 

I walked inside my house and immediately the warm interior air washed over my cold face and ears. The entrance to my place was in the kitchen and from there you had to turn left and walk through a hallway that led to the living room and beyond that to my bedroom. The lights were off in the kitchen and in the hallway but I could tell by the faint glimmer shooting out from the hallway that the living room lights were on. I launched my hat, jacket, gloves, and snow boots throwing them onto a chair by the kitchen table and then made my way through the kitchen and to the hallway.

When I turned the corner into the hallway I was stopped cold by the silhouette of Crystal standing half way down the corridor. I could see that she had a long sleeved shirt on but I could also see she had nothing on from the waist down. The smooth outlines of her long and naked legs stood out like a neon sign. 

"Get my note?" Crystal said softly and seductively as I looked into the space where I knew her face was but I still couldn't see it. 

"Yea, I got it" I said grinning. 

"Any questions?" she inquired coyly.

"Yes" I said softly "Just one."

"And what is that?" Crystal asked grinning. I couldn't see the grin but I could hear it and knew it was there. 

"What took you so long to come around?" I asked softly

Crystal giggled as I watched her silhouette change from one pose to another while her neck tilted slightly like she was blushing.

"I had to wait for you to grow up some more, Sean" She said softly as she began walking towards me.

"But now" she said as her facial features and the fact that she was wearing one of my white work shirts now came dimly into view.

"I can't wait anymore." She said wrapping her arms around me as mine consumed her.

We kissed. 

Softly and slowly at first like each one mattered. Like each one meant something. 

Loud lip smacks echoed throughout the hallway. Her soft lips melted into mine again and again while our tongues glided in and out of each other in short, savoring kisses. 

I pulled her into me tightly and we began caressing but without breaking the sexual glass or our kisses. I felt the small of her back and her sides before putting both hands behind her neck. I stroked her neck while my other hand grabbed her hair and got lost in it. 

Crystal, meanwhile, ran her hands through my hair and over my shoulders until she softly flattened her hands across my cheeks and pulled me deeper into her mouth. When we first started kissing her noose around my neck was held together by her hands interlocked together. Yet as we progressed it was tightened by her hands locked on her elbows. She was squeezing me with a purpose and depth that I felt in my soul.

I broke off our kisses and held her face in my hands. My cock was throbbing and pressed firmly against her belly and I could feel her bra less nipples poking into me. But at that second, I didn't care. Something was overriding sex at that moment and whatever it was, I was happy it was there. I knew right then that this woman, this black woman, was inside of me.

I stroked her soft cheek with one hand while gliding my fingertips up and down her velvet neck with the other. Crystal shuddered from my touches gazing into my eyes and then suddenly slammed her face into my chest and just hugged me like there was no tomorrow. I wrapped her up in my arms and just held her for I don't know how long. All I know is that it didn't seem long enough. 

We broke our embrace and smiled at each other while our foreheads touched. Romance aside, I was ready to get to the physical aspects of the program but I didn't want to seem like the eager and fumbling youngster so I just rolled with it. 

Crystal then came to my rescue. 

"O.K." she whispered to me grinning happily "Now that we got the prereq's out the way.."

Crystal lunged at me and we began kissing hungrily. She wasted no time and grabbed the bottom of my t-shirt and pulled it off me. I unbuttoned the two buttons keeping the white shirt on her and it fell to the floor at our feet. We just stood there for second teasing each other while our eyes drank in our dimly lit features. 

Then we practically jumped into each other.

The second her warm and soft breasts pressed against my naked chest it was like we were both shot by a taser gun.

"Ohhhhhhhh" We moaned in unison as the shockwave of our skins finally touching rippled through us. Crystal heaved her chest back and forth grinding her thick nipples against mine and across the hairs on my chest. The friction producing instant goose bumps on both of us while our tongues began whipping into a feeding frenzy inside our mouths.

I plunged my hands into her panties grabbing her full ass and squeezing it forcefully before I extended my thumbs up and began peeling off her panties. Crystal moaned enthusiastically digging her hands into my sweats and began pulling them and my underwear off at that same time. My freed cock shot up instantly.

We stopped kissing and stepped out of the remnants of our clothing as they lay crumpled on the tile floor all around us. 

Crystal then grabbed my hands and began slowly walking backwards guiding me towards the radiating lights of the living room. Our eyes were locked together as her silhouette began melting into reality right before my eyes. 

She stepped backwards onto the carpet of the living room and the lights gloriously washed over her. The illumination totally unwrapping her beautiful ebony body to me for the first time.

The impact stopped me in my tracks. 

Crystal kept pulling me but I couldn't move. I was completely paralyzed by the awesome sight in front of me. My eyes bounced back and forth between her luscious body and piercing brown eyes. 

I stared like a junkie at her hourglass ebony figure. Her thick and soft lips inviting me to put whatever I wanted into her mouth. Her perfect areolas and thick, dark brown nipples beckoning me to come suck and bite them. Her shaved pussy and the exposed juicy, brown folds teasing me to open them up, fill them, and drink from them. All of them tied together by the look in her sparkling brown eyes telling me to just take them. 

Her beauty had put a bubble in my brain grinding everything to a complete stop. But then it popped and I could actually feel my lust and desire overcoming me. I started grinding my teeth and flexing my already rock hard cock as I stepped into the light with her. 

We were still holding hands when Crystal started gazing at my toned white body as I towered over her. Her eyes latched onto my thick cock and I watched as her helpless expression evolved into desire and then into pure predatory hunger. 

I began pulling her to me when Crystal dropped straight to her knees. She grabbed my ass with both hands and eagerly pulled my crotch into her face. I latched on to her hair and she began rubbing her face all over my cock and balls. Over and over my white shaft glided against her brown face and across her thick lips until she tilted her head sideways and I felt my balls being raised up as they rested on her eyes and nose. It was pure heaven. 

The sight and sensations of an ebony woman between my legs weakened my knees and I slightly stumbled back against the wall. That didn't deter Crystal because she was in hot pursuit. She moved forward opening my legs wider and dove back in underneath until I felt both my balls enter the warm confines of her wet mouth. 

I rose up on my toes from the sensation and when her tongue started dribbling my balls around in her mouth it felt so good I didn't know whether to laugh, cry, or scream. Crystal eagerly sucked my balls again and again until I felt her bare tongue run up underneath them. She licked my balls tenderly before gliding her tongue out and up the underside of my shaft.

Crystal's searing eyes looked up at me hungrily. She began licking and sucking the sides of my shaft planting her thick lips around it and loudly and sloppily smacking her lips with each kiss. Her hands were now behind her body and I loved that she hadn't touched me with them yet. It was just my cock and her face and I cannot tell you how erotic it was watching her ebony body sway as she did her thing. 

She made her way to the head of my cock and started licking and swirling her soft and juicy tongue around it in slow and methodical swaths. Each one shooting bursts of heat to my spine. Even though I wasn't feeling it I must have had a tormented look on my face because Crystal then smiled up at me and warned

"Don't worry baby" she said hungrily kissing the head of my cock "I'm fixing to dine on your fine ass." 

True to her word Crystal wrapped her thick lips around the head of my cock while her beautiful ebony face and eyes burned up at me. I watched in glee as her cheeks caved in and I felt the suction stimulating my head.

"Mmmmm" she purred loudly stimulating my mind from the sound and my cock with the vibrations.

She then opened her warm mouth wider rotating her head like it was on a swivel and pushed my cock into both sides of her mouth. I shuddered at the combination of her hungry gaze and the sight of my cock pushing out the skin on her brown cheeks.

Crystal's hands slipped to her front side and she began feeling her breasts and pinching her nipples as she continued chewing on the head of my cock. That sight fucking destroyed me and I uttered out a helpless

"Oh shit, girl!"

The second my words hit her ears Crystal moaned loudly and lunged forward engulfing almost my entire cock down her throat. My head fell back and my eyes rolled back in physical and mental ecstasy as the warmth of her mouth rolled through me like a wave. I could feel her relaxing her throat and pushing more of me in her and when I looked back down and saw her thick lips and ebony face wrapped around the base of my cock, I knew black girls, or this black girl rather, were my destiny.

Crystal slowly retracted my drenched cock out of her mouth culminating in a sharp "pop." A thick strand of saliva kept her mouth and my cock attached. The strand broke splattering all over her brown breasts causing her to stuff my cock down her throat again. And again. Over and over she rammed my cock down her throat while her hands continued to fondle her rock hard nipples.

I was losing it. The flame in my balls was getting bigger and brighter. Given what transpired in the car earlier and now this euphoria, I knew I wasn't going to last much longer. I reached down to pull her up to get a reprieve and because I wanted to fuck her more than I wanted to live. 

"Oh hell no!" Crystal said almost pouting pushing my hands away as our eyes met. 

"This beautiful white cock and I are going the distance, baby" she said stuffing my cock deep in her mouth again. 

I endorsed her position immediately and grabbed the back of her head forcefully. 

"Yes Sean, Yes baby!" Crystal moaned as she popped my cock out of her mouth again sending her saliva flying everywhere 

"Fuck my mouth, baby, Fuck it and feed my black ass!"

I went ballistic. I pulled her ebony face into my white cock hard impaling it deep down her throat. I started thrusting wildly into her again and again as I felt my balls swinging and slamming into her chin. My entire cock swam in her hot mouth as saliva leaked out the corners of her mouth while her nose banged into my pubic hairs. 

I could feel the level five tsunami roaring down my spine to my balls. I knew I was only four or five thrusts away from having the greatest orgasm in my two decades on the planet. Crystal's hands then entered the fray as she began massaging my balls with one hand while the other latched on to the base of my cock. 

Crystal sensed my condition and fought me for control. Her neck resisted my tugging as she deep throated me and just held me deep inside her mouth. My first knee jerk reaction was disappointment because I was seconds from the promise land. But then the thought of prolonging this epic life moment seemed pretty fucking righteous to me so I happily rolled with it. Prolonging it, however, wasn't why she stopped me. 

She pulled back and my cock popped loudly exiting her mouth.

"No, baby" she said burning her incredible eyes into me "You aren't going to make yourself cum by fucking my mouth." 

"Oh, no" She said devouring my cock down her throat again and quickly pulling it out. 

"You are gonna cum because this black woman is going to suck it out of you." She cooed kissing and licking the head of my cock.

"Because I want it all over my face" she moaned as strands of spit stuck to her lips as she continued 

"And in my mouth" she hissed as she started jacking my cock from top to bottom.

"And Ohhhhh, yes" she said as her strokes became firmer and faster. 

"In my tummy too" she whined hungrily smiling up at me before settling in for the finish.

I heard all that and I was toast. Bought and paid for. Bagged and tagged.

Crystal then frantically attacked my cock. Her mouth eagerly engulfing and following her hand up and down the length of my cock. The combination of the two working in unison around my head and shaft took me to another level. The new sensations crippled me sending both my hands crashing into the wall behind me. Crystal picked up the pace moaning hungrily as spit began flying everywhere and her black hair flew back and forth across her brown shoulders. Her hot ebony mouth and hand engulfed my white cock relentlessly again and again in a brutal love crime that obliterated the pitiful remnants of my control. My ears began ringing and I could feel myself imploding from within.

"Give it to me, Sean!" She gasped frantically jacking my cock as I looked down in awe at her liquid brown eyes and vibrating ebony breasts

"Give Crystal all your cum, baby!"

That was the last straw.

"Ohhhhh Fuuuucccckkkk!" I screamed as the bomb inside me detonated. 

Thick ropes of hot cum began shooting out of me. The first rope splattered against Crystal's mouth and up across her nose almost to her eye socket.

"Mmmm.. Yeah..baby..Yeah..Give it to me!" Crystal moaned gleefully as my white cum splashed into her ebony face.

She then frantically planted her tongue underneath her hand and eagerly jacked stream after thick stream of my seed into her open and willing mouth. The whole time her eyes, those fucking eyes, never left mine. 

Crystal's tongue began raking over the head of my now spurting cock and strands of cum began spilling out of her mouth. They dribbled down her chin dropping onto her luscious brown breasts. 

Incredibly, especially to me, I still had more to give so I replaced her hand with my own and started jacking. Crystal pushed her chin up against the tip of my cock and then, as my final spurts landed on her lips and chin, she closed her eyes in a savoring gesture as she swallowed my cum. Then she smiled up at me and smacked her lips. My cum still dripping off her chin and running down her breasts. It was mind blowing and total fucking nirvana.

I fell back against the wall and Crystal dove back in cleaning my cock and gobbling up every bit of cum she could find. She used my cock like it was an edible napkin wiping her face and chin with it and then devouring it. All I could do was stand there and pray that my legs wouldn't give out as she continued deep throating me. I thought I was going to die from ecstasy in the two or three minutes it took her to proclaim me clean. 

When she finished I slid down the wall like I had just been lined up and executed. The only thing missing was a blood stain. I was now eye level with her and she smiled proudly like she just accomplished something significant. She most definitely did as far as I was concerned.

I had several girls blow me before and a few swallowed but none of them ever advertised it. None of them ever stopped me from fucking them. None of them ever made my cum the prize. None of them ever used their eyes as a weapon like Crystal did. None of them melted love and unashamed sexuality into the same act. I hadn't even fucked her yet and Crystal had already catapulted herself to number one in my list of lovers. 

"Now we're even, Sean" Crystal said tilting her head and smiling proudly.

"For what?" I asked still winded and dazed by the blow job of my life. 

"The car." She answered coyly. 

"What car?" I asked still completely devoid of any rational thought process.

Crystal raised her eyebrows and tilted her head the other way signifying that she wasn't going to dignify that question with an answer. Finally the light bulb in my brain came on. 




It Couldn't Be Helped Ch. 04



"Oh yeah" I said grinning remembering her cumming in my hand "That car. My bad."

To Be Continued...



It Couldn't Be Helped Ch. 05



Crystal was still on her knees sitting back and as I looked at her, despite the fact that she just redefined the word 'satisfied' to me, I could still feel myself burning for her. My body was temporarily content but my mind raged at the injustice of not feeling or touching the sexy brown body in front of me. But first things first I thought, I needed to give up the props first. 

"Crystal, damn girl" I said almost bewildered 

"That was so...It was so.." I stammered as I rifled through my vocabulary trying to find the right adjective to meet her deed.

"God.." I said shaking my head in wonder before trying again "It was so..so.."

"Yummy" Crystal said more as a statement than a suggestion as she smiled at me provocatively. 

"No" I said smiling back at her "Yummy doesn't cut it."

"Speak for yourself" She shot back smiling before she started blushing. 

I heard her calling my cum "yummy" and that was it. My mind then told my body point blank "Listen dude, I'm outta here. I'm going to get some of this black woman now. Your sorry ass can catch up later."

I was still sitting with my back against the wall while Crystal was on her knees to my left.

"Speaking of 'Yummy'" I said softly "Come here."

"Why?" Crystal asked teasingly as the sparkle in her eyes brightened from my request.

"A man has gotta eat too." I said grinning.

Crystal smiled and sat up. She swung her left knee over my lap and straddled my thighs. That action brought her breasts parallel to my face and I gazed at them like a man possessed. Her breasts were so full and firm wrapped tightly in her velvet like ebony skin. I could see bumps of excitement protruding from her dark areolas while her thick half inch nipples had me painting a bulls eye on those bad boys instantly. 

Crystal sat back down on my thighs but then something happened between us. We didn't kiss or even say a word.

We just stared at each other and started touching.

We touched but there was an unsaid patience between us. The car and her falling to her knees had taken the edge off and allowed us to afford the luxury of savoring. But there was also something else. Something internal in each of us and it wasn't just our evolving emotions. It was something just as personal and just as powerful. 

It was an aura of rebellious discovery. 

I glided my fingertips across her soft brown cheeks, her chin, and her lips. I stroked her coarse hair and from there to her neck, her shoulder blades, and her arms. Crystal did the same to me, gliding her hands softly across my white face, my shoulders, my arms, and through my hair. Our eyes gazed into each other while our jaws practically dropped in our laps.

I was "really" touching my first black woman and she was "really" touching her first white man. Not just in a sexual sense because it's easy to get turned on by contrasting skins or to have the sexual act highlight the contrast. We were already both gloriously and happily guilty of that. This touching was different. 

It was confronting and then celebrating our differences.

It was having the courage to open our minds up to self discovery while giving the finger to how we were raised and programmed. It was each of us shedding the bullshit and judging for ourselves by ourselves. Not just for a taste like we were an experiment or a fling, but rather to see if what we had inside ourselves as individuals, in addition to what we felt for each other, was deeper than the sea of prejudice we lived in.

It was me finding her ebony skin beautiful, not just because my white hand offered an exciting contrast to it or because it was suppose to be taboo, but because it was on her and beautiful all by itself. It was Crystal being intoxicated running her hands through my hair, not because it was new or was attached to a white face, but because it was on me and she loved how it felt in her hands. 

Those precious moments with Crystal sitting on my lap changed me forever. It was there that I realized there wasn't a label that applied to me or her when compared to how she felt against my touch. There wasn't an epithet or slur that anyone could ever utter to me that could challenge the security and depth of her caresses. I never felt more independent, more real, more alive, or more human in my life. I just know that the more we discovered and celebrated our racial differences, the more irrelevant they became.

Crystal was a beautiful and sexy ebony woman. Her race and the color of her skin enhanced her to me, drove me crazy, made me lust after her like no other. Yet the second I felt her heart beating against my fingertips, the second I felt her warm breath against my hand, the second I contemplated all the things that made her special to me, no matter how hard twenty years of programming made me try, I couldn't see the color of her skin anymore in the context I was "suppose" to. I wasn't afraid of nor did I give a shit anymore about the repercussions of being with her.

I just wanted to be with her. Period. 

"You are so beautiful, Crystal" I said softly still gazing into her eyes and touching her neck "I want to look at you forever." I whispered. 

That phrase wasn't a declaration of beauty; it was a declaration of love. I just didn't have the guts to drop the BIG four letter word on her yet. Rome wasn't built in a day anyway. 

Crystal blushed basking in my words. Then she spoke confirming to me that I wasn't alone when it came to caressing induced revelations.

"We're gonna make it, Sean" She said firmly her eyes sparkling with adoration "I feel it now. I know it now. But most of all because.." 

"I want it now too, Crystal" I said cutting her off and finishing her sentence "More than anything, girl, I just want my shot at the title."

"That's all I need" I said softly but confidently "Just one shot."

Crystal tilted her head and smiled. She recognized the boxing lingo and then offered sweetly

"What if I told you that you already were my champ?" She asked softly gazing into me.

"Then I'd quit fighting and retire on top" I said grinning "and take my CBA crown with me to the grave."

Crystal got the retiring part but I could tell I lost her with the acronym. 

"CBA?" she inquired "what the hell is that?" she asked smiling.

"Crystal's Black Ass" I replied with a straight face until we both burst into laughter. 

Crystal slapped me playfully in the arm and shook her head. Her eyes and her smile just poured affection into me. 

"You're so crazy, Sean" She said still giggling and shaking her head "Crystal's black ass crown."

"I don't have no crown" she said smiling mischievously "but I do have this"

Crystal rose up and kissed me softly. A series of lip only kisses that were as emotional as they were sexy. We moved our heads back and forth repositioning them after each kiss making sure every bit our lips got attention. 

"And I have these" Crystal said pushing her chest out and looking down at her breasts and then back up at me. She grabbed both my wrists and then sat back down on my thighs. Her eyes burned into mine as I overdosed from the reality that an older and beautiful woman was going to make me touch her. Not let me touch her, but make me touch her. We are talking Every Young Man's Fantasy 101 here. And Crystal was making me live it.

She slid her hands down my wrists to the back of my hands and put them on her flat tummy. Crystal looked at me longingly and then used her hands to guide my hands up her soft tummy until her thumbs grazed her brown breasts while my hands agonizingly were still underneath them.

I was completely under her spell when Crystal then slowly pulled my white hands completely under, through, and then on top of her hot ebony breasts. She broke eye contact, arched her back, squeezed her hands along with mine, and moaned "Ohhhhh."

It turned me on so bad I wanted to scream.

I could feel Crystal's hard nipples in between my fingers as I felt her full breasts for the first time. Her hands were still on top of mine and although I appreciated the escort, I now wanted them out of my way. As if she possessed ESP, Crystal let go of my hands and I immediately began kneading her breasts with soft yet determined strokes. The warmth and feel of her skin and the fullness of her 36C breasts drove me insane. I literally wanted to squeeze them until they popped like a balloon. I had to make a conscious effort not to squeeze her too hard as I grinded my teeth trying to deflect the animal lust her breasts ignited in me. 

I took my fingertips and softly ran them in circles around her areolas. Crystal shuddered and started swaying her body side to side purposefully making her breasts rock back and forth so my fingers would graze her nipples. I then planted my hands lightly on both breasts and opened my fingers wide. Crystal arched her back and began heaving her ebony breasts back and forth as her dark nipples raked across each of my white fingers before popping out in the spaces between them. The sight paralyzed me making my mouth water at the thought of devouring every inch of her chocolate mounds.

She continued swaying until I felt her nipples pop up between my middle and forefingers. Like two pairs of scissors closing and cutting, I clamped my fingers around her nipples and squeezed firmly watching them swell in between my white digits from the pressure. Crystal moaned loudly and arched her back even more pressing more of her luscious brown breasts into my hands. Meanwhile, having moments earlier come to the realization that we could now have our cake and eat it too, we both stared like a pair junkies at the awesome contrast between my white hands and her hot ebony breasts.

I desperately wanted them in my mouth but before I could act Crystal struck a pose with me that obliterated any logical thought I had left in me. As I squeezed and pinched her rock hard nipples, Crystal put one hand on the wall above my shoulder and the other she started running through her hair holding her elbow out. She then arched her back more and moaned from my touch rolling her neck back and forth as her face pointed towards the ceiling sending her black hair rocking back and forth. 

I have never seen a more beautiful or erotic sight in my life. 

Like a rabid dog I lunged forward pressing her breasts together and began devouring every bit those ebony mounds that I could. Crystal loved my crazed assault and she let me know it from the start.

"Yesssssss, Sean!" Crystal hissed "Ohhhh..Suck them baby! They're yours!" She moaned loudly 

Her hard nipples were helpless as I rolled them over and over into my mouth and sucked on them with every bit of pressure my lungs could produce. My saliva shined off her breasts and my chin as my face hungrily slid back and forth engulfing each chocolate mound over and over.

"Oh Yeah baby that's it!" She cooed "Eat my black titties baby! Oh hell yeah! Bi.."

Before Crystal could get the 'T' in 'bite' out of her mouth I clamped my teeth around her left nipple and bit down pulling away from her as I bit. 

"Ahhhh Ohhhhh Shit!" Crystal bellowed as her hand slammed into the wall behind me while her other latched onto my hair pulling my face even more into her bosom. 

From one fat nipple to the next I kept biting and devouring as much of her ebony breasts as I could feverishly jam into my mouth. Right then I noticed my body had came back online as I felt my cock twitching and enlarging. Crystal kept moaning loudly and swinging her head side to side as her hair flew everywhere.

Crystal then frantically grabbed my hair behind my head and yanked down pushing my face upwards. She lunged forward with so much force that if we had hit foreheads we both would have been knocked out. But her aim was true and her mouth was opened so wide that it immediately encompassed mine. Her tongue rammed straight down to the back of my throat and we began kissing hungrily. 

After a while Crystal broke our kiss and just burned her lust filled eyes into mine. She pushed back against me and stood up extending her hand for mine. 

"Take me to bed, baby" She said eagerly yet authoritatively. 

This was my first real equality test. So far it had been Crystal being the aggressor, Crystal setting the agenda, and Crystal leading the way. I guess it was natural for me to concede all those things to her because that had always been our disposition. Whether I liked it or not, the big sister aura was real and it was almost instinct for me to just defer to her. Plus, I was loving her aggressiveness and I really relished being the prey. It turned me on to no end watching her go get what she wanted which, of course, was me. 

Still, however, I wasn't going to let that message to be legitimized. I wasn't going to allow us, especially in light of our new status, to set the precedent where she dictated the who, what, where, when, and whys. I may have been six years younger and six years less educated than her and as much as I respected her and her accomplishments, that didn't equate to her having the right of way when it came to us or my desires. There was only one person on the planet that endeared that kind of fear and obedience from me and his name was Dad. Crystal, meanwhile, was about to find out that she wasn't him. 

"I don't think so, girl" I informed her while standing up.

I threw one arm around her waist and swooped up her long ebony legs with the other and picked her up. She felt as light as a feather to me. 

"I got other plans for you" I said looking into her eyes as I began carrying her over to my big beige couch. 

At first Crystal reacted with a look of almost complete shock. She obviously wasn't expecting me to grab the reins of power so abruptly and it caught her off guard. Her mouth was wide open and she looked at me like she couldn't believe she had just been deposed by my verbal and physical coup de tat. As I made my way to the sofa, however, her shocked demeanor vanished. In its place came a look of hungry and happy consent culminating in a big old Kool Aid smile and a flurry of kisses to my face and neck. 

I set her down on her back across the length of the couch while I knelt down on the floor beside her. The sight of her black hair splashed against the light exterior of my sofa and the depth of her dark brown skin exploding into my eyes had me grinding my teeth in anticipation. 

I pressed my weight against the front of the sofa and leaned over her and our lips met instantly. Crystal wrapped both arms around my head and pulled my face into hers while I cradled her head with one arm and began touching her tight ebony body with the other. 

I ran my free hand down her neck and through her cleavage until I scooped up handfuls of her breasts and began squeezing and twisting them. I worked over her nipples pinching them in between my thumb and forefingers causing her to moan loudly and violently suck my tongue deep into her mouth. Crystal was in flames now and her whole body squirmed back and forth as her legs began opening and closing like a wind blown shutter. 

I pulled her hands down from out of my hair and placed them on her breasts. 

"Press those beautiful breasts together, baby" I ordered "Show them to me." 

Crystal's eyes sparkled and she moaned gleefully before mashing them together putting her thick nipples practically side by side. I immediately pounced on her dark nipples running my tongue around her areolas and sucking and biting them hungrily. Crystal arched her back off the couch moaning and squirming even more. 

I then started running my hand down her stomach and clamped it firmly on her inner thigh. I stroked one thigh tenderly again and again before raking my hand across her drenched pussy and clamping on to the other thigh. Crystal moaned loudly and then gasped when she realized my hand wasn't staying put between her legs. I began stroking that thigh when I felt her hand leave her breast and latch onto my hand and pull it towards her pussy.

"What, girl" I said coyly after popping her nipple loudly out of my mouth "You think you are the only one who gets to take their time? You think I don't get to take you down piece by piece like you did me?"

"Think again" I said grinning breaking out of her grip. 

"Please, Sean, baby" Crystal gasped "Please" she echoed again revealing a vulnerability I hadn't seen before while confirming I did infact have power. This was new ground for us and I loved it. The days of my being intimidated by her were now officially over. Thus, having accomplished my mental mission while also being a sucker for good manners, I decided it was time to give her what she wanted.

But she was going to get it my way. 

"Is this what you want, Crystal?" I said looking into her eyes while sliding my hand slowly onto her bubbling ebony pussy. I let my hand encompass her entire shaved mound as my fingers caressed the folds of her slit while my middle finger grazed her opening. 

"Oh yessssss..." Crystal moaned slamming one hand into the back of the sofa while lifting her ass up to increase the pressure my hand was applying. Her thrust pushing her eager pussy more into my hand as I felt her hot juices leaking out of her. 

"You want Sean to play with this pussy don't you baby?" I cooed as I began stroking the length of her pussy. My hand bottomed out against the couch as I slid all five digits up against her dripping slit and spread her swollen lips wide open. Again and again I smeared her molten juices all over her smooth and puffy mound. 

Crystal moaned loudly and I watched as her hand began digging into the sofa. I started rubbing my hand around her pussy in circles brushing against her thick clit trying to get as much moisture out of her as I could without actually entering her. Crystal gyrated all over the couch getting hotter and hotter saturating my hand as I became even more drunk with power. She hadn't given me an intelligible response to my question yet so I felt the need to extract one from her. 

"I'm sorry, I didn't hear you, Crystal" I said before raising my wet hand off her juicy ebony pussy and flattening my fingers together. I whipped my hand back down firmly slapping her pussy across her clit and slit as the sound of wet skin getting whacked bounced off our ears. 

"Oooooooohh" Crystal belted out shooting herself up onto her hands while her eyes locked on to my white hand in between her brown legs. She moaned loudly at the sight until it became a helpless whimper and she crashed back down on her back. 

"Excuse me?" I said firmly as the crack of my hand smacking her pussy again echoed throughout the room making her cry out and sending her skyward again. 

"Yes! Yes baby! I love this shit!" Crystal wailed flinging her arms around me and sloppily and feverishly licking and biting my lips. 

"God damn I love you playing with my pussy" she hissed to me gasping.

"Good" I said totally obsessed with the thought of what I was about to tell her.

"Because I am going to eat your tight black pussy right now like no other." 

"Ohhhhhhhhhh" Crystal whined with a half excited and half helpless tone before crashing back down on her back.

I stayed on my knees at the base of the couch and grabbed her right leg under her knee. I pulled her leg out spinning her around and then draped her leg over my shoulder putting me in between her legs. Crystal's sleek brown legs hung off the couch until she clamped her heels into my waist. This cause her knees to bow out and I immediately put both hands on her inner thighs and began stroking her inner thighs from top to bottom while eagerly anticipating my first proper introduction to Crystal's sweet ebony pussy. 

Crystal was now lying diagonally across my sofa with her head in the corner between the armrest and back. Thus far I had been obsessed with her lower body and when I glanced up at her face I saw something that both surprised me and honestly, pleased me.  




It Couldn't Be Helped Ch. 05



Her eyes were locked tight and her face grimaced with a mixture of uneasiness and fear. Crystal was the most powerful sexual partner I had ever been with but now she was anything but that. Lying on her back with me between her legs seemed to make her feel vulnerable, insecure, shy, and powerless. And that scared her. And I could see it. 

Yet seeing it just made me want her even more. Maybe it was the old school part of me that rejoiced in seeing it. Just knowing that spreading her legs in front of me could produce that kind of real emotion. Like she didn't just do this kind of shit everyday and that she would silently confront those fears in order to give me what I wanted. 

I resolved right then and there that we would tear down those walls together.

"Open your eyes, baby" I said softly "Let me see those brown diamonds"

Crystal opened her eyes reluctantly and I watched as they fluttered in protest while her heels fell off my waist and her knees slightly retracted inward.

"Now get up on your elbows, baby" I said softly but to no avail as she whimpered and shook her head no.

"Now!" I said soothingly while nodding my head yes.

Crystal reluctantly sat up on her elbows. Her black hair flowed behind her while several strands rested on her brown shoulders and chest. She continued sending out mixed signals as her face glowed with a hungry anticipation while her short, labored pants revealed a deep held fear. 

I smiled in approval locking my eyes onto hers. I then grabbed her knees and began parting them slowly working my hands to her inner thighs and pushing her legs back as I went. Inch by precious inch I spread my first ebony woman wider and wider and wider. 

"Oooohhh God" Crystal moaned as her eyes rolled back into her head and her whole body began shuddering. 

"Don't leave me baby" I managed to say mesmerized by what was unfolding before me.

Crystal brought her helpless eyes back to me as I continued opening her up until I had her legs and shaved ebony pussy as wide as they could get. Crystal just gazed at me shaking.

I stared at this spread eagled ebony woman and a lust and desire hit me that I never realized I had in me. I could see a faint streak of pink meat in her slit surrounded by her swollen pussy lips that shined with her juices. The brown folds hiding her clit were semi opened and I could see how thick and big it was. Her puckered asshole beckoned me from afar. The second I added them all up, I knew it would take a crane to pull my face out of her ebony treasure.

"Don't worry baby" I said grinning into her helpless eyes while silently laughing at the plagiarism I was about to commit. 

"I'm fixing to dine on your fine ass too."

I lowered my face to that sweet ebony pussy with the intention of going slow and milking it for as long as I could before making her cum. When my face got within six inches of her slit, however, the smell of her juices smeared all over her bare mound by yours truly hit my nostrils and I found myself reevaluating that plan. Her sweet aroma spiked my appetite and I knew right then I might be able to start slow but the milking plan was getting launched. 

I stole a look at Crystal who was still on her elbows wide eyed watching me get closer and closer to her opened holes as her face painted the picture of shock and desire. I knew the sight of my white face in between her legs and the thought of being eaten by a white boy drove her insane. Her lips were in an 'O' shape and she was panting with anticipation. 

On second thought, I said to myself, fuck going slow. I planted my lips over Crystal's juicy slit and pushed my tongue deep inside. 

"OOOooooooooooohhhh" Crystal wailed rolling her eyes back into her head.

I started lashing her pussy with deep tongue strokes digging my tongue into the bottom of her slit and moving it all the way up and back down slowly and purposely. I ran my tongue inside her walls on both sides trying my best to suck up every bit of moisture she had inside that sweet kitty. I couldn't get enough and for several minutes I was lost in my own trance. Eating her pussy was suppose to be about her but I somehow lost track of that as her delicious taste and sweet smell made any agenda I had useless. 

Crystal didn't seem to mind my transgression as she threw her head back and forth moaning and groaning her approval while latching one hand into my hair. I finally caught myself and pulled my tongue out of her pussy and kissed her milky slit softly. Then I tested the waters.

"Talk to me baby" I said looking up at her and immediately noticing the transformation.

The grimace, the unease, and the fear were all gone. Her brown eyes burned only with passion.

"Oooohhh God please don't stop, baby! Please!" Crystal whined lovingly

"I love you eating my pusssssssssssyyyyyyy." She said while the vision of my tongue slicing into her slit again extended her pronunciation. 

Crystal was being a trooper and was still on her elbows watching me lick and devour her pussy. I then decided it was time to reward my ebony baby for her courage. I slid my tongue out of her pussy and took my middle and index fingers from both hands and place them on the sides of her clit and opened the folds as wide as I could.

"Ohhh Shit!" Crystal wailed titling her head back and rolling her eyes back again but like an addict she brought her eyes right back. 

I leaned forward more so I could be over her clit and then looked at Crystal seductively and then back down at her clit. I opened my mouth and stuck my tongue out slightly and then let every drop of our mixed juices slowly roll off my tongue and onto her clit. I looked back up at Crystal and slowly began poking my tongue around and on top of her ball as my spit ran down her canal to her slit. Crystal lost it.

"Ohh God Sean, Nooooooo!" she whined loudly shaking her head back and forth overdosing from the sight of my white face and pink tongue stabbing into her brown flower.

I clamped my mouth around her clit and began licking it softly poking it with my tongue slowly escalating it to full and long strokes. Crystal inhaled loudly and I felt her whole body start to vibrate. She instictively and inadvertently rose up off her elbows placing her hands flatly on the couch lifting herself up and slightly away. This pulled her clit away from me and I wasn't having any of that.

"Don't you ever take this pussy away from me, girl!" I scoldingly growled to her. 

"Not ever!"

I forcefully hooked my arms around her thighs and pulled her back closer to me locking her in place. She fell flat onto her back helpless.

"Ohhhh God Seannnn!" Crystal wailed panting.

I fastened my lips back around her button and drove my tongue hard into her throbbing clit licking and stroking it with authority. Crystal's hot body started trembling severely as her hips thrust wildly forward while my white mouth remained tightly sealed to her ebony mound. Crystal jerked violently but there wasn't anything or anybody who could have pried my mouth off her delicicious ebony pussy. My neck easily rode out her thrusts as I was hell bent on making this beautiful black woman cum in my mouth. Crystal then slammed her hands into the sofa and cried out almost apologetically

"I can't hold it, baby! I can't!"

I replied by hungrily sucking Crystal's entire clit into my mouth while ramming two fingers deep up her quivering ebony pussy. 

"Aaaggghhh" Crystal screamed at the top of her lungs as she began cumming. Her body convulsed violently lifting her ass up and clamping her legs around my shoulders while I sucked her clit hard and drove my fingers in and out of her climaxing pussy. 

"Uuuuggghhh' she groaned flexing her stomach again and pushing more hot cum out of her body as her tight pussy locked around my fingers. Her face contorting and relaxing as each wave rippled through her while her warm cum began drowning my plowing fingers. 

"Uuuggghhh God Sean!" Crystal screamed again from her loins shooting up on her hands and whipping her head wildly as her beautiful black hair flew everywhere. She latched onto my hair violently and pulled it with abandon while unleashing more hot cum into my face. 

"I can't stop! I can't stop cumming! Ohhh Fuckkkk!" Crystal belted out as another wave slammed into her body shooting her ass off the couch again while digging her fingernails viciously and painfully into my neck. 

Crystal's confession told me that this was the pivotal moment. I could keep going and totally decimate her right now or I could throttle down and keep the festivities going. I chose the latter because of how good she did me and because I didn't want her to ever forget the first time I ate her pussy. Crystal was going to get my entire oral sex playbook.

Thus, it was time to diversify.

Crystal rode out the wave but before she could get aboard the next one I took my tongue off her clit and pulled my fingers halfway out of her pussy. I curled them slightly upward and massaged her G spot keeping the flame alive. 

"More baby!" Crystal whined to me passionately her body still tense and loaded "I have so much cum for you!" she said squirming and panting loudly. 

"I know, baby" I said sexily as my other hand entered the fray stroking her swollen lips and teasing her clit before stating my demand.

"But I want that special shit baby."

Crystal replied with her eyes as they told me point blank I could do whatever I wanted to get it.

"I want that special shit baby" I said seductively "that thick, white creamy cum that has been in you since you first wanted me, since I was eighteen" 

Crystal cooed loudly at the words that confirmed I was going to make her cum again.

"And I know how to get it." I said softly

Crystal was burning but she looked at me curiously and then sadly as I removed my fingers out of her leaking pussy. I took my saturated fingers and put them in my mouth slowly sucking her cum off them while my left hand slipped two new fingers back in her pussy. 

"Ohhh that's my baby!" Crystal blurted out happily watching me eat her cum as the new fingers inside her continued fanning her flame.

I burned my eyes straight into hers and slowly pulled my fingers out of my mouth. I took my now liberated hand and dropped it down past my left hand and started running my wet fingers over her already saturated and puckered asshole. Crystal figured out the game plan and began squirming and whimpering helplessly

"No..No..No.." she wailed dishonestly shaking her head back and forth just knowing this was going to rip her apart.

I didn't give her time to elaborate as I began sinking my middle finger deep up her tight ass and down to my knuckle in one slow, but fluid stroke.

"AAhhhhhhhhiiiieee" Crystal howled in a long, high pitched voice bolting up on her hands as I began pumping and twisting my finger deep up her tight ass. I pulled my fingers out of her pussy halfway and bent them to the side so she could see what my white fingers were doing to her ebony pussy and dark asshole. Over and over I worked both juicy holes slowly causing Crystal's mouth to lock in an 'O' shape as she whimpered and stared in awe at her brown holes swallowing my white digits.

"I want that special shit baby" I cooed to her again "that thick shit you have been saving for me since day one"

I then savagely slammed two fingers deep into her pussy again and teasingly pulled my finger almost all the way out of her asshole barely leaving the tip inside. After that vision hit her eyes Crystal became possessed.

Her eyes burned into me with a mixture of pleading and anger. She panted loudly and grabbed my right wrist frantically trying to push my finger back up her ass. I could see her fighting to hold back until she got what she wanted but I purposefully fought her. It wasn't until I was able to covertly place another finger on top of the one I already had in there that I let her have her way. Crystal pulled violently on my wrist getting one more finger up her ass than she bargained for letting out a primal scream that still resonates in me to this day.

"AAAAGGGGGHHHH" Crystal screamed from my four digit invasion as her brown body began convulsing violently and her monster climax began.

"Ohhhhh...Ohhhhh..Ohhhh..UUUUGGGGHH" She wailed as I pummeled both holes viciously grinding and fucking them so hard that her sweet juices started flying off my hands.

"Fuck yeah, baby!" I growled "Squirt your shit all over your man!"

"Ohhhh Gaaaawwwddd" Crystal shouted flexing her entire body as I felt her warm cum flooding around my fingers. Her long black hair flung wildly side to side and front to back while her head whipped violently in all directions. 

The whole point of this was to get the creamy white stuff so my mouth went straight down to her clit to get it. I hungrily sucked her hard clit into my mouth rolling it around between the roof of my mouth and tongue while humming moans of encouragement.

"Sean! Ohhh baby! Ohhh Fuuucckkk!" Crystal growled as the added stimuli of my tongue and mouth humming around her clit decimated her effectively ripping out her remaining cum by force.

"Uggggggghh Ohhhhhh Uggggggghhhh!" Crystal groaned intensely as her body contracted violently. She grabbed my hair savagely and pulled my face deeper into her ebony pussy as wave after wave crashed into her one on top of the other.

Crystal belted out screams and long, labored groans over and over as she thrashed uncontrollably pushing out her liquid love all over my face. Her tight, black body flexing and vibrating non stop while she made sounds I never knew a human being could make.

Crystal's sweet ebony body kept convulsing and cumming but she had no more air to scream with and could only make sobbing whimpers and silent screams as she then released my hair and began pounding her fists into my shoulders. I kept going and going until couldn't tell the difference between ecstasy and agony anymore. 

I rose up and pulled my fingers out of her. Crystal fell to her side like a rag doll. Her body kept shaking and twitching uncontrollably as her eyes fluttered and closed. I sat there and I remember laughing not in a bad way but just chuckling because I felt so good making her feel so good.

I basked in the stardom of being, as she put it, her champ. She might have said it but now I felt like I deserved it. This was my moment to raise my championship belt and parade around the ring with it. 

Crystal was curled up in the fetal position and I stroked her hips and the small of her back until she regained herself. She opened her eyes and smiled before blushing uncontrollably. I smiled back at her grinning proudly like I was the shit. 

"You ok?" I asked softly. 

"Hell no, boy" She said with a scratchy voice and grinning "You almost killed my black ass, Jesus!" she said before we both busted out laughing. 

"I only have two things to say to you Sean Joseph" Crystal said smiling using my middle name skillfully.

"One, You ain't ever getting rid of my black ass after that" she said smiling.

Cha Ching. The aftermath she had expected me to produce had indeed been delivered.

"And two, who in the hell taught you how to do that?" she asked shaking her head in disbelief while giggling. 

I grinned at her and then in my best female ghetto voice complete with hands on hips and neck gyrations I said

"All them little white tramps that's who! Uh huh, that's right, I said it! Them young ass white bitches taught me. Yeah, Bet!"

Crystal burst out laughing at my imitation shaking her head.

"You're so crazy, Sean" she said laughing as she grabbed a pillow off the sofa and snuggled it into her bosom. Crystal quit laughing and then gazed happily into my eyes and added

"But that's why I adore your ass." 

To Be Continued...



It Couldn't Be Helped Ch. 06



Sorry for the delay but I had the final chapters on my laptop and the hard drive crashed so I was hosed. Thus, I had to write it over and that brought me down! Anyway, I condensed all of it into this final edition as a goodwill gesture to my adoring fans. lol Thanks to everyone who reached out and to Julie, my real life Crystal and my love, who put every word in me. Peace. DJ

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I won't lie. It took every bit of restraint I had not to jump up on the couch with her and just slam my reinvigorated cock deep up in her. I wanted to make love to her so bad it hurt but I was also hearing unfamiliar voices in my head telling me that wasn't the right play. It was just like in the movie "Animal House" with the Devil whispering to me in one ear: "Fuck her, hard, right now. Get yours!" while the Angel said calmly into my other ear "Take your time, make it real, and make it count." 

Crystal was still glowing from my making her cum so hard. I could see it in her content expression and in the way her beautiful brown eyes sparkled at me. Her ebony body was motionless and her breathing was littered with deep, savoring inhales as if she was basking in something wonderful. I didn't want to wreck that beautiful portrait of her by launching a kamikaze attack on her pussy because I loved what I was seeing. It was me who created her current disposition and I reveled in the satisfaction of that fact. It would be like asking Da Vinci to wreck his Mona Lisa. It just wasn't going to happen. Thus, the Devil in my ear got the finger despite my overwhelming desire to taste the fruits of the dark side. 

Instead, we continued basking in the preciousness of being together as we talked and laughed at how awesome it was to finally hook up. 

"I knew it would be like this" Crystal said softly "I just knew it."

"Define 'this' for me" I asked grinning.

"Natural" she replied smiling "and easy."

"Feels good huh?" I asked 

"Yes" Crystal said confidently before breaking down and blushing burying her face into the pillow. 

"I feel you, girl, and I can't believe it" I said shaking my head in wonder "This is like Christmas for me and getting everything I wanted."

"Ho Ho Ho!" Crystal said giggling causing me to bust out laughing too. 

I was still on my knees leaning against the couch with my elbows on the cushion and my head resting on my hands. Crystal was lying comfortably on her side exhibiting her ebony body's luscious curves. As we talked my hard cock receded making it now possible for me to join her on the couch without causing a devil induced "incident." 

I then got up off my knees to join her on the couch.

"Yeah, come here, baby" she said moving herself against the back of the sofa giving me room to lay with her as I sat down. 

Then out of nowhere she inhaled loudly and urgently looking terrified.

"Oh my God!" she said shooting upwards and softly grabbing the back of my head and my chin. 

"Did I do that?" she asked regretfully inspecting the back of my neck.

Five scratch marks, two of them deep enough to draw blood, stood out against my white skin. Crystal whined like a regretful parent whose child just skinned their knee. 

"Ohh no, Ohh I am so sorry, baby" she said softly kissing my wounds "I didn't realize what I was doing"

"I was gonna say something" I replied while pretending to play the victim "but screaming out 'Medic! Medic!' while you were going off just didn't seem like the right thing to do." I quipped. 

Crystal burst out laughing and smacked me on the arm.

"Quit it, Sean. Stop!" she said smiling at me adoringly.

"Stop what?" I asked grinning.

"Stop being so damn lovable." She replied kissing my lips quickly before she started in on me again. 

"Besides, your injuries are your own damn fault!" she said smiling defiantly.

"Smacking around my kitty like you own it, putting your fingers inside places that hadn't ever been felt before." She said before inserting a quick side note.

"Yes, Sean, you are the only person I have ever let play in my ass." She said blushing before continuing.

"Making me cum so good, so hard, and so long like no other." She said before reemphasizing heroically to my ego 

"God, like no other" she said as she shook her head and sighed.

"So" she said smiling mischievously and locking her eyes back on mine "I'll take responsibility for my part if you take responsibility for yours."

"Ok, I plead guilty" I said grinning while revealing my defense strategy.

"Guilty by reason of ebony" I declared "Shit…book my ass Danno!" I said shaking my head and chuckling.

Crystal laughed loudly and just burned her liquid brown eyes into mine. 

"What did I tell you?" She said before kissing me quickly again "Quit being so damn adorable!"

"So it's official then" I said grinning while my head and ego swelled to size of the Hindenburg due to her praise "we both took each other to town and blew each other up like never before." 

"Let's celebrate" I suggested "Want some ice cream?"

I will never forget the way Crystal looked at me after I asked her that. Her playful disposition vanished replaced by a look of joyful shock. Her mouth fell open and she just gazed at me while her eyes got happier and brighter with each passing second. She sighed shaking her head and looked at me like I had just done something significant and special. 

Honestly, I didn't know what I had done to make her look at me like that. It was as if I just gave her a diamond ring and then saved her puppies from drowning. All I know is that it felt good being the object of her escalating affections and I wasn't going to bite the hand that was feeding me. It wasn't until she spoke that I was able to finally put two and two together. 

"Yes, baby" Crystal said burning her eyes lovingly into mine "I would love some ice cream right now." 

"And you" She then said in a scolding yet loving tone as she placed her brown hands on my cheeks and slowly slid them back across my face until my hair was in her hands and our faces were inches apart. 

"You are doing everything just right" she said kissing me softly.

If I had known exactly what I had done to merit this praise it probably would have felt even better. But as it stood, it felt pretty damn good anyway.

"You are doing me just right, baby" she said softly before making her intentions perfectly clear "and as soon as I share some ice cream with my man, I am going to show him just how much I love the way he is doing me." 

Crystal kissed me again and then stood up grabbing my hand and led me to the kitchen.

As we walked it finally dawned on me that I had inadvertently bridged the age gap between us. I had also learned a valuable lesson about older women. 

I was used to twenty and under girls who were more insecure about their sexuality and presentation so there was a definite line between romance and sex. Once the sex started, it was total tunnel vision until it was ALL over. Otherwise, they freaked out thinking something was wrong with them. Crystal, however, had already passed that stage and was more into making sure the route there was just as satisfying as the destination. Eating ice cream, to her, was just as important to our evolving relationship as the sex that would follow it. That kind of thinking was foreign territory to me and I luckily stumbled onto it not because of some grand design but rather just out of trying to act older than I was. I knew I needed to buy time and I knew I was hungry so I suggested ice cream. But I would be lying if I said eating ice cream or enjoying the route there were my first priorities. 

Either way, it made her happy so I took the credit regardless of my motives. I just rationalized it like shooting a three in hoops. It might go in off the backboard but just because I didn't call out "glass" before I shot it, doesn't mean it doesn't count. It's still a three on the scoreboard and that's all that matters. 

En route to the kitchen Crystal stopped in the hallway and slipped my work shirt back on. Again, her putting clothes back on didn't seem right to me almost as if we were taking a step back or something. I followed her lead and put my boxers back on but I remember not being too happy about it. I knew she wanted me as bad as I wanted her so our getting semi dressed again didn't compute in my twenty year old pedal to the metal mentality. I figured there had to be a big picture or solid motive behind these actions but I also knew that I wasn't seeing it yet. 

I conceded to her the act of putting clothes back on but I drew the line at how far. 

"Not in this house, girl" I said grinning as I watched her buttoning up my white work shirt effectively erasing from my eyes chunks of her beautiful ebony skin.

"In this house and in my clothes we follow the one button rule." I said as a matter of fact.

"So unless you want to start a riot your black ass needs to get to unbuttoning about three of those buttons right now." I said before playfully slapping her ass for emphasis. 

"And if I don't?" Crystal said mischievously looking back at me as she walked quickly into the kitchen with me in hot pursuit. 

Crystal made a beeline to the refrigerator and started to open the freezer when I came up behind her and pushed it closed. I spun her around and pinned her back against the fridge.

Crystal started giggling and I could tell she loved our goofing off and my chasing her.

"Since this is your first time" I said as I put my arms around her waist and my hands slipped underneath the shirt and began stroking the small of her back softly. 

"I am willing to bend that rule to two buttons but that's as far as I can go." I said smiling.

Crystal burned her eyes preciously into mine and flung her arms around my shoulders. She then bolted onto her tip toes and pulled me to her so she could kiss me. 

"Please" I said grinning. I pulled back 'giving her the hand' while glancing back and forth suggestively between her eyes and my work shirt and its outlaw buttons. 

Crystal grinned and playfully sighed annoyingly. Her brown fingers then appeared on her white shirt and she slowly unbuttoned three buttons leaving only two fastened. Just watching her undo those buttons turned me on big time. 

"Happy now?" she asked smiling reattaching her arms around my neck while mine whipped around her. 

"I'll be happy if you keep going and unbutton them all" I said grinning as our faces got closer while I felt my cock begin to stir. 

"If I did that then we'd definitely have a riot on our hands" Crystal said seductively.

"So I need you to be good now, boy" she said kissing me softly with her thick lips before pulling back and adding "so that later when we get bad" she said before kissing me again

"We get really bad." She concluded provocatively before kissing me deeply and passionately. Crystal didn't let that kiss get too far out of hand and broke away. 

"Feel me?" she asked smiling. 

"Yeah" I said resigned to the fact that I was going to have to follow through on my ice cream proposal "I feel you, girl." 

Crystal turned and opened the freezer to get the ice cream while I grabbed two spoons. 

"Bowls or bucket?" I asked her.

"Bucket" she said "and we only need one spoon." 

I know that exchange seemed harmless but I really dug the idea that we would share a spoon. Some girls would French kiss you forever and then turn around and be grossed out by the suggestion of sharing a utensil. Crystal wanted to share one with me and I guess the trust factor that she exhibited by saying so made me feel good. Not to mention other benefits. 

"Now you are the one doing everything just right" I said smacking her on the ass again.

"I love a woman who minimizes the amount of dishes I have to wash." I said grinning. 

"Oh no you don't!" Crystal said incredulously and unrelated to my dishes comment as she then pulled the ice cream out of the freezer showing it to me. A huge smile washed across her face. 

"Chocolate & Vanilla Swirl?" She asked in an accusatory tone complete with raised eyebrows.

"A black woman in your bed and chocolate swirl in your freezer?" she said shaking her head as if she had just uncovered the smoking gun. 

"Sounds to me like you have issues that none of your country ass white friends know about" she said as she snatched the spoon out of my hand and took off towards the living room giggling the whole way. 

I was hot on her heels as we entered the hallway en route to the living room. I watched her black hair sashay back and forth while her perfect ass and long ebony legs made my work shirt sway back and forth against her body. Even though the sight was awesome I still shook my head in disbelief. One, because I still couldn't believe her and I were happening, and two, because I couldn't believe she wanted to engage in a shit talking with me. She knew better. 

"Ok, you got me" I said reaching out with my right hand pinching her fleeing ass. 

Crystal jumped from my assault and howled out laughing. She then practically ran to the sofa and jumped on it settling down in the corner. I was right behind her. 

"Yes" I said as I watched her set the ice cream down, grab the pillow, place it on her lap, and then pat on it telling me to lay my head there. 

"I will admit to having a thing for black women and mulatto milkshakes" I said as I laid my head down on the pillow and looked up at her smiling face.

"But lets talk about you Cryst.." I said cutting her name in half like it was a slip of the tongue that I even started saying it. 

"Oh, I am sorry, my bad" I said grinning "I didn't mean to call you that."

"Please forgive me Mrs. Robinson."

Crystal was a film buff and immediately got "The Graduate" reference. She laughed and then started blushing uncontrollably. 

"Hey, I know" I said tongue in cheek "Maybe in the morning we can go cruise the junior highs and scope out some prospects for your cradle robbing ass."

Crystal responded with total silence and a smile. Then she took the spoon and started whacking me with it as we both burst out laughing and started wrestling around. 

"Is that all you got?" I said mockingly while I tickled and pinched her all over as she giggled with glee and continued tagging me with the spoon. 

"You obviously didn't take your Geritol today Mrs. Robinson." 

School was in session. And I am not talking about talking smack either. Crystal was taking me to school in the arts of romance and intimacy. If I had my way we would have already been butt naked and the highlight of the night would have already passed. The energy that fueled our prolonged mental foreplay already expended.

My twenty year old outlook on romance departmentalized the whole process in a specific order that was written in stone. First comes the pickup, then some flattery and charm to get in the door, followed by some romance and token intimacy to tear down their defenses, and then get to the sex and stay there until finished. That was how I always viewed the process and it wasn't up for negotiation. 

Crystal got a hold of my process and ripped it to shreds. 

Suddenly I found myself confusingly yet gloriously bouncing back and forth between stages with no order or predictability within sight.

She fell to her knees and sucked my cock like a woman possessed and THEN came the romantic touches and talking. 

What? That isn't how it's suppose to go. 

I ate her pussy and THEN there we were being intimate and goofing off while eating ice cream.

Huh? That isn't right. 

Yet there I was completely happy and content laying on my couch and goofing off with a beautiful, older, and semi clothed ebony woman AND I hadn't even fucked her yet. 

What? Holy Shit! What the fuck is wrong with me?

My instincts might have been tripping but inside my heart was all good. As each second passed and we continued enjoying each other I finally could feel the value of what we were doing and how it enhanced what had already happened and what was still to come. I began to see that the route there was indeed the best part and not just a necessary evil. I learned that real intimacy didn't require total nakedness and that wrapping ourselves up into each other patiently and emotionally only made us want each other more physically. 

I was right. Crystal was at another level. I learned more from her in two hours than I did in eight years with dozens of other girls/women. She told me I was "doing her right" when the reality was that it was dumb luck that I picked the right path. Her desire to go slow and savor each moment was genuine and true while my ice cream proposal was just a gimmick to buy time. That fact made me feel guilty because I desperately wanted to be where she was. Shit like this flew through my mind and just the fact that I was thinking and feeling these things and not contemplating how I was going to get to the pussy was both uplifting to my soul yet treasonous to my search and destroy bachelor instincts. 

This girl had me all fucked up. I felt powerless yet so powerful, so vulnerable yet so safe, and so scared but so damn happy. I had no idea where we were heading or what was on deck and I didn't have the answers or a map to guide me. All I had was Crystal. All she had was me. All we had was each other. And all I knew was that I wouldn't have wanted it any other way. 

We eventually settled down and talked while Crystal worked the spoon and fed us. We bantered back and forth covering a variety of subjects until the topic of our "status" came up. I knew we had come to the conclusion that we needed to be together but needing and making it happen are two different things. Thus, I pressed the issue. 

"What are we, Crystal?" I asked "Are we a full time gig now or what?" 

"Twenty four seven" Crystal replied seriously "but I think we should keep a low profile until I graduate so we don't jeopardize ourselves at work and so we can get everything in line before the wedding." 

"What!" I said incredulously looking at her like she was crazy. 

Crystal burst into laughter effectively stopping my impending heart attack. 

"I am just playing, boy" she said still laughing as she turned and placed the ice cream on the corner table. 

"But I am not playing" she then said turning back and burning her serious brown eyes into me "when I say that we should keep us under wraps for a while until we get our shit together." 

"In the meantime" she continued "And I am not playing when I say this either"

"I don't want to share you, Sean." She said softly.

"I waited too long for this" she continued "I can't and won't share you with anyone." 

"And that includes that blonde white bitch with an IQ of a grapefruit named Shannon who has been coming into the lounge every God damn night this past week to see your ass!" Crystal said grudgingly yet playfully while pushing me off her lap and sending me crashing to the floor. 

I landed in the wide space between the coffee table and my sofa easily breaking my fall with my hands. I was just about to get back up and jump in her shit when Crystal sat up, pushed me back down on the carpet, and slid off the couch on top of me. Not one part of her touched the carpet as she lay completely on top of me. The feel of her weight on me and the combination of her body's firmness and softness instantly jumped started my arousal. 

Crystal slid up my chest and planted a wet kiss on my lips as her rich black hair splashed into my neck and chin. 

"You hear me, boy?" She asked smugly as if proclaiming that I already was her domain. 

"Yeah, I hear you" I said with a wily smile before continuing "But I am suppose to go out with her tomorrow night" I said grinning ironically and testing her resolve. It was true. I was suppose to take her out the next night. 




It Couldn't Be Helped Ch. 06



The thing that always drove me crazy about Crystal was her confidence. She just exuded it. Her reply was totally Crystal and it totally smashed my hapless challenge. She raised her head as she absorbed what I told her and then a cocky grin emerged followed by her response. 

"That is going to be hard to do, Sean" She said as she lowered her beautiful ebony face back towards mine. 

"When you are going to be in my bed tomorrow night" she said kissing me softly

"Making love to me.." she said hesitating and biting my lower lip before adding 

"Again" as she pushed her warm tongue into my mouth. 

Game. Set. Match. 

I wrapped my arms around her as we began kissing passionately. Torrents of blood rushed to my hardening cock as I felt Crystal's legs slip off and then around my legs increasing the weight and friction between our crotches. I clamped my hands onto her perfect ebony ass and pulled her into me as our mouths consumed each other. 

Crystal moaned loudly into my mouth and began hungrily grinding her pelvis against my throbbing and boxers covered cock. There would be no turning back now and we both knew it. At least I thought so until she fucked up my 1-2-3 get the booty process again.

"Two things, baby" Crystal moaned breaking our kiss and panting as I looked at her hungry brown eyes and shiny lips smeared with our saliva.

"One" She said kissing me again hungrily before pulling back and declaring

"No condom, Ok?" She asked almost pouting "I don't want anything in between you and me" She said before plunging her tongue back down my throat. 

Oh hell yes. You go girl. I suppose given twenty years of retrospect I should have been thinking about pregnancy and AIDS. Please. I believed in my ability to maintain so that handled the pregnancy issue and the only AIDS in my world were Live Aid, Band Aid, and Farm Aid. I was feeling what she was saying and I wanted exactly the same thing. Thus, I was all systems go on that request. 

"Just me and you, girl, hell yes" I said in reply as our lips parted sloppily. 

"And two" Crystal said pushing herself up and straddling my crotch as her brown eyes burned into mine and I sat up as well. 

"Your eyes, baby" Crystal said softly whipping her arms around my neck and kissing me tenderly with her soft, full lips while my hands navigated under her shirt and grabbed her naked waist. 

"I will never stop you from hitting this pussy, Sean" Crystal said kissing me again.

"Any way you want." She hissed at me still kissing me. 

"But tonight, baby" Crystal said pulling back and burning her beautiful brown eyes into mine

"I want us to see each other." She said "I want to see your face when we do it. I want you to see who is making love with you and to you. I want us to look into each others eyes when we give up everything." 

"Because you ain't no booty call to me neither, Sean" she said kissing me tenderly again and declaring 

"This is for keeps, baby" she whispered to me "this is where I make you mine."

"I want you to see, feel, and know that Crystal is loving you." 

"Always" She concluded softly before pressing her thick lips into mine again.

What the fuck was I suppose to say to that? What could I have possibly said that would have matched that? There I was with a beautiful, older, semi clothed, panty less, ebony woman, who, by the way, had always been my fantasy both emotionally and physically, straddling my covered but throbbing cock while practically telling me she loves me. What the hell do you do when the gates of heaven swing open like that?

You walk in. That's what you do. Even though Crystal was ions ahead of me in all facets at least I was smart enough to know that. So I walked in and staked my claim. 

"Girl" I said as Crystal kept kissing me tenderly until I pulled back "Look at me."

Crystal opened her eyes and I could see the desire and passion in them mixed with the vulnerability and fear that comes from saying what she just said to me. Even though she didn't drop the Big Three on me specifically, she still had said she loved me in a safe way. Like in poker she had just put her cards on the table and was anxiously waiting for me to call. 

That unfamiliar voice, however, reappeared and told me that wasn't the right play. Something inside me wouldn't let me just call her bet. 

Instead, I went all in. 

"You don't have to ask me that" I said softly "because I know who has been loving me, in ways I never knew existed, ever since I first walked in my door tonight."

"I know who I want, Crystal, who I have always wanted" I said looking into her eyes "I know what I want to give you and I know how I want to make you feel."

"My eyes are wide open, baby" I said "I know this is for real and I'm not scared nor do I care what anyone would say."

"Because I already know who and what you are."

It's funny and yet sad how that last statement can be interpreted in two different ways. Had we both been black or both white it would have stood on its own, as it was intended, as a tribute to her personality, her character, and her value to me. 

Yet, because we weren't, there suddenly existed the possibility that it meant something else. That maybe I was labeling her or admitting that her color, or mine if the tables were turned, was a necessary evil I was "heroically" willing to deal with despite its "handicap." 

Until I said that Crystal was my ebony M&M melting to my words and in my hands. But after I said it I could see her struggling with the content as she fought the impulse, learned from living in a fucked up world, to condemn me for interjecting race in between us. My heart sank as the atmosphere began changing. 

She felt it. I felt it. 

Crystal was an educated black woman which made her even more prolific at sniffing out racial innuendo real or imagined. I watched her eyes harden and her demeanor go slightly into protective mode but it wasn't a total shutdown or even close to one. She was trying to give me the benefit of the doubt but her life experiences had taught her to always put up some walls just in case. 

Either way, I wasn't going to retract shit. I suppose I could have chosen better words but I didn't want to spend my life editing or worrying about the words that came out of my mouth with her. That task was big enough all by itself without having race thrown in as well. I just wasn't going to let us operate under the assumption that we were black and white first and then came us. Surrendering to that made everything we just celebrated and discovered half as beautiful. And I wasn't having any of that. 

It was easy for both of us to proclaim that we were colorblind earlier but now my choice of words had made us confront it head on. Either Crystal believed in me and could see what I was saying or she didn't and I was just another generic stereotype. We were either above the two way bullshit that ruled outside or we weren't. And if we weren't then what was the point? We would find out right now. 

Crystal, however, was too sly and too polished to be put on the spot like that. This girl had total game. Instead, she spoke two languages to me as her body language told me point blank she believed in me. One hand she ran through my hair while the other caressed my cheek and stroked my shoulder while she remained pressed firmly against me. 

Then she broke out in the other dialect. 

"So, Sean" she said as she dropped her chin into her chest before raising up and burning her now curious eyes into mine

"What is that suppose to mean?" she asked with the intensity and suspicious nature of a detective. 

I hated myself for unintentionally opening this door but I also didn't like being the target of an inquisition. My heart and motives had the pure and high ground and I wasn't going to lay down with dogs and get fleas. I wasn't going to pollute what I was feeling for her by engaging in this forum. 

Thus, I didn't say shit. I just stared back at her. 

Crystal waited for an answer but not for very long. 

"Who and what am I, Sean?" she asked with the same intensity but this time with an agitated seriousness. 

My heart was pounding with fear and anxiety but not because I was afraid I had offended her but because I knew what I wanted to say all along. I knew in my heart that it was going to come out one way or another. I just didn't like the setting or the drama. But fuck it, I thought, the truth had always set me free. 

"You're Crystal" I answered looking into her eyes 

"The girl who always has my back, always gave me her ear, her shoulder, her wisdom, the one who was always there, my best female friend."

"You're my girl." 

"That's who you are." I said defiantly.

Crystal liked that. She liked it a lot. I could see her keystone cop attitude vanishing before my eyes as she tilted her head to the side and smiled. She then sighed as if relieved that her faith in me was paying off. 

But I wasn't done. She was going to get both parts of her question answered. 

"My dream come true." I said "That's what you are."

Crystal's eyes softened and her smile melted inward.

"My hopes and my desires" I said "That's what you are."

Crystal inhaled loudly and held her breath while her expression turned into helplessness.

"My heart and my future." I said softly "That's what you are."

Crystal's eyes turned to mush as her mouth locked in an "O" shape. 

"My love, Crystal" I said staring into her eyes.

"That's what you are." I said 

"It's what you've always been" 

"No more. No less." 

Seven hours ago we weren't even talking and now this shit. I couldn't believe it was happening. I couldn't believe I just opened myself up like that. I couldn't believe just two hours of intimacy with her made me like this. What the hell is happening to me I thought. 

Crystal just gazed into my eyes awestruck. Her eyes misted and she swallowed hard trying to push the lump in her throat back down. She began breathing heavier and faster until her arms began tightening the noose around my neck pushing our faces towards each other culminating in a long and luscious lip only kiss. No woman had ever kissed me with more feeling than Crystal did with that kiss. It transcended sex. It transcended everything.

The whole scene was total Hallmark Movie of the Week material which under normal circumstances would have required a vomit bag handy for me to watch. But God help me because I loved it.

I also knew this was the yellow brick road to the pussy but Crystal had already slain my killer instinct and replaced it with a lover's conscience. Now I wanted redemption from her more than I did her pussy. I wanted to hear "my bad, Sean" more than I did "fuck me, Sean." 

I found myself exactly in the same spot I was in the night I stood her up. Crystal's body right there for the taking yet there I am passing for principle and peace of mind. If my friends had known about this shit they would have staged a Player Intervention on the spot. But fuck it, I loved her. That was my story and I was sticking to it. 

Thus, I endeavored quickly to bring some humor and my need for justice back into the fray. When our kiss finally broke I stepped up to the plate.

"So Crystal" I said mockingly complete with neck gyrations, raised eyebrows, shit eating grin, and accusatory tone "that is what that is suppose to mean."

Crystal burst out giggling and a huge smile washed across her ebony face as she reacted to the humor of it. But there was a message in it as well and she knew it had to be dealt with. She didn't waste any time setting that straight either.

"I'm sorry, Sean" she said looking down and shaking her head and smiling embarrassingly "I should have known better than to go there with you." 

Crystal then raised her face up and her brown eyes locked onto mine. Her smile was gone replaced by one hundred percent sincerity. 

"I'll never doubt you again, Sean" she said "Not ever, baby." 

It wasn't on all on her and I knew it. My choice of words sucked and I probably would have been thinking the same destructive shit she was if roles had been reversed. But we had overcome it so I was eager to move on and bring the subject back up to our level. 

"So I don't have to worry about any 'march for justice' down my street and to my house?" I asked grinning while making love to her reestablished itself as the number one priority in my life. 

Crystal's million dollar smile returned as she shook her head and poured her happy brown eyes into mine. 

"No Sean, there won't be any march down your street" she said giggling "You're so crazy." 

"And if there is" she continued "it'll be a black and white march."

"The black people will be out to stone my ass and the white people to lynch your ass!" She said laughing.

"No shit!" I said joining her in laughter and nodding my head in agreement. 

"But to hell with them" Crystal said smiling mischievously "Nothing is going to stop this train."

Then she paused and a tint of seriousness overlapped her smiles.

"Especially after the beautiful things you just said to me" she said "and how good and happy they make me feel."

Crystal blushed but recovered quickly and started shaking her head and grinning like she couldn't believe I was everything she hoped I'd be. Her love struck gaze just poured affection into me to the point where I was almost uncomfortable. Then she rescued me again. 

"God" she said shaking her head and smiling "your momma and daddy sure taught you right."

I tried to reply but Crystal quickly placed two fingers over my lips stopping me. 

"I wonder if they know just how much this twenty six year old black woman adores their son" she said as she leaned forward and kissed me tenderly. 

I tried to reply again but the second I opened my mouth Crystal put her thick lips all over mine purposely shutting me up with wet and sticky kisses. I could feel the reigns of power gloriously slipping from my grasp. 

Then I saw it. The same flame I saw in her eyes earlier when she pulled me into the living room and fell to her knees. Blood started pouring into my enlarging cock and although I know the kissing started it, I will go to my grave knowing that it was "that look" that opened the valves completely. 

"I wonder if they know" Crystal said pushing me back down on my back while she stayed upright straddling my crotch "how badly I want to make love to their son." 

"How I want to give him my body" she said as she whipped her neck back and flung her pitch black hair behind her shoulders "and feel him inside of me" she said tilting her head sexily.

"I wonder" Crystal purred "what they would do if they knew what I was going to do to their son right now" she said almost possessed as I watched her brown fingers start to unbutton her white shirt. 

The final button came off and a large gash of ebony skin from her pussy to her thick cleavage exploded into my eyes as the shirt popped open.

I wasn't stupid enough to even attempt to open my mouth or say anything now. I was too lost and too paralyzed watching Crystal make my fantasy come true. It was as if she was already in my head and knew my fantasy of her better than I did. Like all she had to do was show up and say "roll tape." Everything she said and did made my cock so hard it hurt.

"I wonder if their son knows" Crystal said changing angles and burning her eyes into mine "that he did this."

"You made this happen, Sean" She said searing her dark eyes into mine as she opened and pulled back on her shirt causing it to slip off her shoulders and fall onto my thighs behind her. 

The vision of her naked brown body poured into my eyes and straight up decimated me. The perfect curves of her hips, the fullness and depth of her breasts, the perfect outline of her shoulders, and the way her shaved mound snuggled into my crotch, all of it, seemed brand new again. 

The light bulb then suddenly went on in my head and now I knew why she put the shirt back on after our prelims. Now I understood. Class fucking dismissed. 

"You thought you were just trying to get a shy girl to open up" she said referring to when we first met as she used both hands to fling her hair back behind her brown shoulders again while my hands began creeping up her thighs. 

"But what you really did was send my ass home every night thinking of you." She said smiling as her brown hands descended to my white chest. 

"Wanting you" she said seductively "fantasizing about you."

Crystal then arched her back and began openly and purposely grinding her pussy back and forth over my imprisoned cock. She had no fear, no timidity, and no restraint. She was flat out rubbing her pussy against my cock and was advertising it. The friction stopped my hands in their tracks and I felt my fingers digging into her thighs.

Crystal then looked at me hungrily as her liquid brown eyes burned a hole right through me.

"If you only knew how many times I made myself cum thinking about fucking you" She cooed as the contact between us intensified "If you only knew how many times I cried out your name cumming."

I heard that shit and I blew up. I didn't want to kiss, lick, taste, or bite her, I wanted to eat her. Fucking Hannibal Lechter put a bone in my nose headhunter style. I flexed my engorged cock again and again futilely hoping to break the one hundred percent cotton barrier between us. 

"Oooohhh" Crystal moaned softly closing her eyes and biting her lower lip as her nostrils flared and her hips continued powering the contact between us. I could feel her wetness seeping into my boxers and saturating the material around my cock as she went deeper and deeper into a trance grinding and rocking her tight pussy against me. 

Hearing and seeing Crystal like that launched me into a nether world where my desires and my sense of satisfaction collided head on. Every limb I had wanted to be on her and in her. My mouth watered and yearned to taste any part of her sweet ebony body yet the worst part was that I knew I had the power to make it happen. 

Because at the same time, I absolutely loved the way she was dominating me. I loved that this older ebony woman was just taking my ass. Crystal was only six years older than me but when you are nineteen or twenty there is no difference between six years and sixteen. I may have teased her and called her "Mrs. Robinson" but the Mrs. Robinson vibe between us was real to me and the thought of my own Mrs. Robinson dominating and fucking me turned me on to no end. 

Thankfully, the internal voice that had thus far guided me to this point bailed me out again.

"Listen, fool" it said "Look at her! She is getting off just rubbing against you. She is fixing to fuck the shit out of you. You can't touch or taste shit without breaking her rhythm or changing the posture. Is your dick hard? That's all you need! She will do the rest. DO NOT attempt to fix what isn't broken. You can get yours later." 

Fucking Amen brother. 

Crystal opened her now flaming eyes and slowly slid her hands up my chest to my shoulders until they slipped off my shoulders onto the carpet. She fell forward lifting her neck up so we could both watch her brown breasts descend into my white chest. 

My hands rejoiced at the new positioning as Crystal's ass rose up and I clamped them onto both cheeks with a vengeance. Her thick, dark nipples touched down first followed by the warmth of her breasts as Crystal's black hair flowed onto me framing everything. 

"Ohhh" we both moaned at the sight of our contrasting skins coming together coupled with the electricity and friction their meeting generated. We were anything but colorblind now. 

Crystal rocked her ebony breasts across my white chest panting and moaning loudly. Her moving forward had taken her slit off me and now I could feel the cold dampness that her oozing pussy had left behind on my boxers. Cold sensations are supposed to make your dick shrink but Crystal's juices, at any temperature, only made my cock harder. 




It Couldn't Be Helped Ch. 06



Crystal lunged forward and started kissing me like a woman possessed. Her tongue rammed down to the back of my throat pouring her saliva into me while her hands ran wildly through my hair. 

In response I dug my whole left hand into her ass crack and began rubbing her whole crack from top to bottom with authority while my right hand roamed up and down her silky smooth back. Crystal moaned in my mouth and started sucking my tongue into her mouth so hard I thought she was going to rip it out of me as our bodies flexed, arched, rubbed, and grinded together singing the same song.

I then broke into my signature move. Every girl I did this with loved it and I knew Crystal would love the change of pace being the process annihilator that she was. 

I grabbed her thick black hair with both hands and pulled firmly backwards pulling her lips off mine as our excess saliva strands stuck to our lips and chins and we both panted loudly. I pulled back and up until her brown chin was above my whole face and she put her elbows on my shoulders for support. 

I tilted my head slightly and started softly kissing the base of her neck. Slowly and softly I began gliding the tip of my warm and wet tongue up her tender ebony neck. Halfway up I felt Crystal's entire upper body start to shiver and tremble. 

"Oohhh" She moaned gleefully and threateningly as if saying I would get mine for doing this to her. 

Crystal's hands then dropped back onto the carpet above my shoulders and she began heaving her hot ebony breasts into my chest and feverishly grinding her pussy into me while jealously protecting the distance that created the perfect contact and pressure my tongue applied to her whole neck. 

I started running my fingertips ultra soft up and down her spine and back maximizing the tingle effect as Crystal shivered and moaned uncontrollably. I could feel the goose bumps exploding all over her whole body as my tongue and fingertips lightly brushed over her. 

"Oh God damn you, Sean" Crystal moaned lovingly while shaking "I knew you would make me like this..ooohhhh"

Then with the speed and precision of a ninja Crystal sprang back and in the blink of an eye was straddling my thighs. How in the hell she got down there so fast I will never know. It was as if I was Major Nelson and she just 'blink blinked" her ass down there like she was Jeannie. One second I had handfuls of ebony flesh and the next I didn't have shit.

What I did have when I opened my eyes, however, was my ebony dream Crystal reaching for my cock. 

"This" Crystal said as she began feeling my cock through my damp boxers "is what I want, baby."

Her touch instantaneously brought me up another level and made my cock ache and throb even more. As a natural reaction to her touch I flexed my cock and a slight pain shot through me notifying me that my thick cock was maxed out. Not one more drop of blood could fit inside. 

"I want it" Crystal said hungrily over and over as her eyes locked onto the bulge in my boxers and her face became more serious and desperate. She swayed her head slowly side to side as I watched her hair swing back and forth across her brown shoulders and chest.

Seeing Crystal on top of me with her hourglass figure and rich ebony skin, combined with the look in her eyes and feel of her touch, fucking tamed me. I was no longer a leader or even a partner. I was a happy follower and she was the leader of our cult. 

"I want to fuck it and cum with it" Crystal hissed softly her demeanor getting more desperate and agitated as I arched my back desperately trying to release my imprisoned cock.

Crystal's hands then opened the pee hole of my boxers and I rejoiced at the fact that she was going to reach in and pull my stiff cock out of my boxers. 

Yeah right. Think again rook. I forgot I was dealing with a major league caliber ebony woman here.

Instead, Crystal's hands locked onto both sides of the hole and she pulled hard tearing my boxers to shreds from top to bottom. 

My freed cock instantly shot up into the air and Crystal immediately wrapped both hands around it and began jacking it slowly. My eyes rolled back into my head overdosing from her aggressiveness, the sensations, and the sight of those brown fingers wrapped tightly around my white shaft. 

"Oh, hell yes" Crystal growled as I felt her pulling my cock towards her and semi painfully straight up in the air. Then her whole upper body collapsed onto my crotch.

Just as her thick and wavy black hair splashed into my stomach and erected a visual blockade I felt her warm mouth swallowing my cock whole.

The warmth of her mouth flooded my whole body with heat as I moaned loudly and clutched the top of her head with one hand while the other clawed at the carpet. Crystal swayed her neck side to side as she loudly and sloppily devoured my throbbing cock over and over leaving me in awe from the sensations and the sight of her beautiful black hair gliding back and forth across my stomach. I wanted to see more but I didn't even contemplate complaining.

I heard the beautiful sound of her thick lips popping my cock out of her mouth before feeling my cock snap back down against my stomach. 

"You wanna see it don't you, baby" Crystal cooed to me looking up and whipping her hair back behind her. 

I told you this fucking girl had ESP. 

"I got something I wanna see too" She hissed at me hungrily. 

Crystal sat up slightly and leaned forward grabbing my white cock as her 36C ebony breasts towered over my crotch. She took my saliva drenched cock and ran it over her thick nipples poking and grinding them together smearing her saliva from my cock all over her tits. I watched in total awe as Crystal raked my cock over her glistening areolas and rock hard nipples again and again. 

In one swift move she then pushed my white shaft into her brown cleavage and used her hands to wrap her firm ebony breasts around my cock. She then snugly pressed her breasts together smothering my white cock with her warm chocolate skin. 

"Yeah, baby, that's what I'm talking bout" Crystal purred transfixed at the sight of my white cock surrounded by her dark skin. 

"Gotta keep my baby's cock warm" she moaned as she began rocking her upper body front to back fucking my cock with her hot breasts. 

The contrast alone was enough to paralyze me but coupled with the warmth of her skin and the look in her eyes it damn near killed me. If she didn't fuck me soon I would be doing 10-15 hard time for rape. 

"I used to think" Crystal said looking down and watching the head of my cock appear then disappear into her brown mounds as her tongue licked my stomach hungrily "that I wanted you to fuck me more than anything in the world." 

"But now that I am finally with you" she said releasing her breasts and rising up as my now unwrapped cock slapped back into my stomach and her flaming brown eyes met mine head on. 

"I know I want to fuck you more than anything else in the world."

I was numb with….hell I don't know what I was numb with. All I know was I felt like I was in a dream and I thanked God for giving me life and this moment.

Crystal was straddling my thighs but moved herself forward until her head was completely over mine. Her hair hung over me like a cocoon. She began kissing me deeply and I grabbed two handfuls of ebony ass and squeezed them with every bit of strength I had.

I expected her to reach back, grab my cock, place it in her slit, and then get to work. But that was just too damn routine and simple for Crystal. 

Instead, she leaned forward and dropped her entire upper body on top of me pushing her pelvis into mine while her now extended legs locked onto my hips. She was now laying on me and I could feel her juicy slit leaking all over my throbbing shaft as she worked her way forward in order to get her pussy above my cock. 

Crystal was driving her tongue deep into my throat and heaving her heavy breasts into my chest when I felt the stubble of her shaved mound rake against my stomach as it cleared my cock leaving my member throbbing, wet, and isolated. 

Then she pushed her pelvis hard into my stomach and began probing backwards as her pussy hunted for my cock. 

Crystal slowly started moving her hips backwards and I could feel the heat of her pussy all over me as the head of my cock teasingly banged against and around her gushing slit sending pangs of fiery anticipation into my racing brain. I painfully flexed my aching cock again and again desperate to feel the inner heat I knew was only inches away. Crystal swayed her hips methodically side to side while creeping down even more raking the head of my cock against her slippery mound as my cock began bending from the pressure of her body's weight. 

Crystal knew when it was going to happen before I did and she made sure I knew too. 

She broke our kiss sighing loudly as an almost helpless veneer washed across her face. Crystal then nodded her head emphatically and burned her lust filled eyes into mine purposefully and eagerly telling me that one last adjustment would erase our plutonic friendship forever.

Crystal's mouth locked into and "O" shape and her eyes consumed mine as I felt her hips adjust and finally bring us together. 

The pressure of her weight bending my cock against her skin vanished instantaneously as the head of my cock pierced the lips of her tight pussy and sank inside her warm ebony body. 

"Ohhhhh" we both cried out as I felt her hot flesh splitting open and engulfing the head of my cock sending lighting rods of passion spearing through my body. 

Crystal moaned loudly and started biting my chin and wiggling her hips down further sinking the head of my cock deeper into her tight canal. My hands kneaded her supple ass tugging and pulling her cheeks down desperately trying to force more of my cock into her. 

"Fuck yeah, girl" flew out of my mouth as Crystal hovered over my lower face moaning uncontrollably while our now sweaty upper bodies grinded together and her pussy locked its heat around the two inches of cock she had thus far consumed. 

I was fucking afire. I still had six inches to give her and I wanted to prove it. But Crystal was still almost prone on me and the law of physics prevented it. Thus, I knew I had to get Sir Isaac Newton on my side and fast. 

My hands flew off her ebony ass and I planted them on the carpet. I began pushing my upper body up raising Crystal with me as I ascended.

The law of gravity then gloriously kicked in as her weight that was on my chest shifted to my crotch and my cock sank deeper into her. 

"Ohhh Sean, oh shit baby!" Crystal wailed enthusiastically as two more thick inches of white cock pushed into her tight ebony pussy causing her to whip her arms around my neck and ram her tongue deep down my throat as she moaned relentlessly. 

Our juicy lips parted sloppily spilling saliva all over our lips and chins as the four alarm fire her pussy ignited around half my cock spilled into my whole being. Despite my gravity ploy the angle still wasn't right for total immersion and my frustration boiled over almost into anger. 

"I want all of it, Crystal" I growled hungrily "Give me all this pussy."

"Oh hell yes, baby!" Crystal bellowed back at me almost pouting as she slammed her hands into my chest pushing me back on my back by force. 

Crystal rose up pulling her knees forward causing my cock to retract somewhat but not completely as her hungry and tight pussy kept its meal snugly inside. Once she was in position Crystal flung her hair back behind her brown shoulders and placed her hands squarely on my white chest. Her whole upper body swelled and receded wildly as she panted loudly and eagerly. Then her eyes, those fucking eyes, incinerated me with a look of pure lust and passion. 

One minute I was in the fray dictating the action and the next I was on my back paralyzed by her eyes while my heart pounded out of my chest. 

My three year fantasy of Crystal was seconds away from coming to a climax and I knew she would finish me off with a bang. I knew she would say something provocative, something massively erotic, something so sexy it should be banned, and something so powerful that it would utterly blow my mind to smithereens as she brought me totally into her body. 

She did.

And nothing was ever the same after that. 

"I love you, Sean" she said passionately "this pussy comes with my heart, baby."

Boom.

In one fluid pounce Crystal then rammed her body down on top of mine sinking my entire thick, eight inch white cock deep into her tight ebony pussy.

"Aaaggghhh" we both cried out in unison as I felt the heat and power of her flesh wrapping around my whole cock for the first time. My eyes clamped shut and my entire body flexed and then wilted as her body's white hot inner flame spread over me and through me.

Crystal's pussy was so hot yet so warm, so tight yet so wet, so soft yet so hard, and so hers but so totally fucking mine. I belonged there and the feeling her hot pussy gave my cock combined with "I love you" bouncing around in my head reinforced that credo tenfold as each warm cell inside her encompassed me. 

Crystal didn't move an inch. She kept my throbbing cock buried inside her to the hilt while her upper body leaned forward and I felt her breasts press against my chest. I opened my eyes and saw only the top of her head and her black hair falling onto me. 


Then Crystal raised her face up towards mine and I could see the pain and discomfort on her face. I recoiled in dismay thinking I was hurting her as her nostrils flared and deep wrinkles lined her forehead while her mouth hung open and her face shook and grimaced in anguish. Her eyes were locked tight. 

I let go of her ass and immediately put one hand on her neck and the other I placed softly on her cheek caressing them both. 

"Are you ok?" I pleaded "Am I hurting you?" I asked panting.

Crystal's eyes opened and the second I saw those brown jewels I knew. She grabbed my hair with both hands and pulled violently and then confirmed what her eyes had already told me as surrender replaced anguish in every facial feature she possessed. 

"I'm cumming, Sean" she whined helplessly as her face vibrated in my hands and I felt her whole body flex and shudder intensely "I'm cumming, baby" she whispered lovingly.

Every instinct I had told me to thrust up and pulverize her tight pussy while she came.

But this orgasm wasn't sexual. This shit was personal. 

Crystal didn't belt out expletives or start thrashing around wildly. She didn't move an inch. Instead, she drove her lethal brown eyes straight into my soul via my shell shocked eyes and made it "crystal" clear that this was more about me, more about her, and more about us, then it was about my cock or her pussy. A blind man would have seen it. 

So I didn't move either and just kept her face in my hands. I flexed my engorged cock and watched as her whole body contracted again and again while her eyes fluttered with each contraction and she snuggled her brown cheeks into my white hands and moaned gleefully. I could feel the tight seal of her pussy expanding as her cum washed over my cock ratcheting up my blood pressure with each drop.

Right then the reality of Crystal's whole package, everything about her, from her laugh to her grade point average to her body, all of it, hit me like it was Armageddon and the world was ending. As if there was only one thing I could do that would save the world and my life at that same time.

And now that I was with her, I wanted to live. 

"God I love you, baby" I said softly peering into her fluttering eyes. 

Crystal heard me say that and her face exploded into a helpless smile as she rode out the final waves of her orgasm panting and semi giggling with joy. 

I knew I had scored a direct hit to her heart and that in itself felt just as awesome to me as her pussy did. Three hours ago I would have recoiled in horror and rejected those feelings as being weak and pussy whipped. But Crystal had heinously smashed that ideology forever. Now I happily embraced what I was feeling both inside and out. 

Right then, I learned upon reflection, was when I became a man. 

Crystal, however, had already come to that conclusion and she wasted no time proving it. My words had unleashed something inside her and now it was manifesting itself in the form of unbridled lust. 

She yanked her face out of my hands and rose up pulling my cock slightly out of her while her eyes burned into me like a woman possessed. Then she fell back down on my cock consuming me with her tight ebony pussy as her tits raked across my chest. A look of untamed lust poured out of her and she began fucking me with a slow but powerful purpose. 

"Uggghhhhh" we cried out over and over with each thrust as I locked my hands onto Crystal's ample ass guiding her up and down on me. Her pussy sucked my cock into her like a vacuum smothering my white cock like a warm silk sponge as I felt her juices running down my cock to my balls and saturating my pubic hairs. Each time she rose I could feel the chill of the cool air on my shaft only to be erased by the snug warmth of her meat as she impaled herself down on my cock again and again. 

Feeling her body firmly pressed against me while mine entered hers reduced me to a bowl of mush inside but made me violently hot at the same time. If we weren't pinned in between the coffee table and the sofa she would have gotten rolled over and fucked into oblivion right then and there. But she had me where she wanted me and all I could do was lay there and let her have her way with me. It was hard God damn work. Smile.

Crystal then grabbed my hands and intertwined our fingers and pressed them back slightly over my head. I raised my knees and dug my heels in and she began fucking me with long, powerful thrusts pulling my cock out of her slowly and then slamming herself back on it, grinding and vibrating her hips and ass over and over.

With Crystal now fucking me I realized my Mrs.Robinson fantasy had run its course. It was awesome letting her do her thing but now I was imploding with lust and was eager to establish my own rightful place at the table. Thus, I fired the first shot across her bow.

"You love fucking me don't you, baby?" I declared firmly "You love Sean's white cock up in you, don't you?"

"Ohhh Fuck Yes!!..Yes!!…Yessssss!!" Crystal desperately cried out panting wildly.

"Here it is, baby" I growled thrusting up breaking her rhythm while manhandling her ass downwards and spearing my throbbing cock into her. 

"Feel it" I hissed grinding my teeth "Feel me in you, baby, feel me fuck this pussy"

"OOhhhhh Gaaaawwdd Seannnn!" Crystal wailed loudly whipping her head wildly side to side sending her black hair flying all over as her pace intensified.

"Show me baby" I purred "Show me how hungry that black pussy is for my white cock"

My education continued, however, as Crystal then taught me ebony female lesson #1: Never sexually call out an ebony female without confirming beforehand that your libido and stamina are up to the challenge. 

Crystal moaned loudly and eagerly as a look of rabid determination consumed her features. There was a power and urgency in her machinations that let me know she wasn't backing down and I was definitely going to get what I asked for. She burned her illegal eyes into mine and then began fucking me at a torrid pace.

"Fuck it! Fuck it! Fuck it! Oooohhh" she screamed at me driving her hips violently into me and pounding her tight ebony pussy all over my aching cock .

"Oh shit" I wailed back at her as I felt her warm meat giving way to my thick intruder over and over while the power of her flesh ate away at me.

Seeing her ebony breasts jiggle and slap against my white chest while her hair flew all over was so erotic and so awesome I simply cannot describe it. Crystal started breathing in short bursts and her now familiar 'I am going to cum baby' face lit up my world as she wailed and cried out bouncing up and down on my hard white cock. 




It Couldn't Be Helped Ch. 06



The sound of her ebony ass and thighs violently slapping into my white thighs bounced off the walls when tragically, at least to me, I felt my spine burning as the avalanche of heat her pussy injected into me began to make its way to my balls rippling to every branch of my body.

I was going to cum. Oh no, fuck no, not yet I said to myself. Oh well, fuck it I thought, live and learn.

But then I found out that I wasn't the only one who knew something about facial expressions.

Damn this girl knew me. Crystal deciphered me and stopped fucking me so hard and instead unlocked my hands and rose up over me as the heat of her pussy encompassed my cock full time while the warmth of her ass settled onto my crotch. 

I was blown away by her stopping herself from cumming so she could prolong mine but that was Crystal. She always had my back. It was why she was such a special woman in and out of the bedroom. And why I had no choice but to fall for her. 

"Not yet, baby" Crystal said soothingly to me in between labored breaths "Not yet." 

Whew. Talk about the cavalry arriving in the nick of time. Crystal may have saved my ego from despair but in doing so she turned the tables on me. Now she was back in charge and she quickly set out to answer my shots across her bow with direct hits of her own.

Crystal placed her hands on my chest and began grinding her hot pussy down on my cock with authority. She arched her back pushing her ebony tits together with her arms and rode me slowly moving her hips in wide circles and front to back grinding my cock deeper and deeper into her oozing pussy. 

"It's your pusssssssy, Sean.. Ooohhhhh.. All yours.. Aaaahhhh.. This is your black pussssssssssy, baby" Crystal moaned while rocking on my cock as she swayed her head in opposition to her hips sending her coal black hair swinging side to side. 

"You own it" She moaned over and over as she continued grinding me to dust.

I am a voyeur deluxe and there isn't a pleasing sight I can't look at forever but at that second I couldn't take anymore. I had never had so much woman, so much passion, so much eroticism, and so much desire piled on me back to back to back. 

I overloaded and felt my body tremble and everything turned black as my eyes unvoluntarily rolled into the back of my head. It was the first time I ever felt every sensation of an orgasm without actually having one. 

It was fucking insane. 

I heard Crystal making labored giggles as she panted and when I opened my eyes she was smiling proudly. It was her turn to gloat at making me feel so good. 

I was happy to know she was proud of herself but I also knew she had geared down to stop me from cumming and I wasn't going to live with that guilt. I rose up and grabbed her ass lifting her pussy entirely off my cock. Crystal whimpered sadly when I slid out but cooperated fully when I kept raising her ass up and up until she was standing over me.

"Keep your feet flat on the carpet, baby" I ordered "and squat down"

"Ohhhh Seannnn" Crystal squealed while descending.

Crystal's hourglass figure and her long legs seemed to open up forever as I watched her pussy lips begin to part as her she bent her knees and lowered her ass more and more. 

"Grab my cock, Crystal" I said as she wrapped her brown fingers around my slippery white cock saturated in her juices.

"Now rub it all over your slit baby." I ordered

"Ohhhhhhhhhhhh Nooooooooo" Crystal whined helplessly as she began running the head of my white cock over her thick and dripping brown folds. Over and over she ran the shiny head of my cock up to her clit and back down her slit as we watched her puffy lips and folds retract and spring out as my stiff cock raked over them. 

Crystal brought her eyes back up to me and they burned into mine with ferocity. Her legs were shaking from the stress of keeping her pussy elevated while her brown body shook from the eroticism of seeing my white cock against her ebony pussy. 

My eyes told her 'go ahead baby' and with that she looked back down and then dropped her weight onto my crotch impaling her juicy pussy onto my stiff cock.

"Oooohhhh Gaaawwdd" Crystal belted out in a high pitched voice as the vision of my white cock sinking into her ebony pussy seared into our eyes. 

She began eagerly bouncing up and down on my cock as I reached under her brown legs and opened her wider while helping her ascend and descend.

Crystal's pussy gripped my cock with a vengeance and with her getting me so close to exploding before I had since recovered and knew I could now do this pussy justice. I grabbed a hold of her upper thighs and began slamming her body onto mine spearing my cock violently into her as I arched my back and thrust my ass upwards.

Bristling with confidence I then I took another crack at Ebony Female Lesson # 1.

"Fuck me Crystal" I growled at her "Bust that pussy wide open baby"

"Ohhhhh Gaawwd" Crystal screamed back at me "Fuck Yes!!Yes!!Yesssss!!" 

"AAggghhh..OOooohhhh" Crystal shrieked over and over as I bottomed out in her molten ebony pussy our skins slapping loudly together. She reached back putting one hand on my knee and the other on the coffee table stabilizing herself and then started fucking me like a woman possessed.

Crystal's face shot towards the ceiling contorting in ecstasy while her arms and legs worked maniacally pushing herself and her pussy to the tip of my cock before shutting down and making every ounce of her body weight fall onto me spearing my thick cock violently into her hungry pussy. Again and again she pounced wildly.

"Get it! Get it! Get it!" Crystal screamed at me impaling herself onto the white cock she had craved for years.

It only took four or five thrusts of this magnitude to light Crystal's rocket and her body began shaking uncontrollably as suddenly her weight fell down on me permanently sinking me deep inside her molten ebony pussy to the limit.

Crystal's whole body vibrated violently and then caved in sending her shoulders inward, her knees inward, and pushing her head down as her hair flew forward. 

Then like a flower blooming instantaneously she whipped open her legs, arched her back, and shot her head up screaming 

"I'M CUMMMMMMING!! OOHHHH GOD!! OHHH UGGGHHH!!"  

I was flush with a combination of pride, redemption, and vindictiveness. I rejoiced at making her cum but Crystal had also trumped me when I first called her out and now my fickle male ego wanted payback. 

No justice no peace. Fucking A right. 

I arched my back and locked her in place with my hands and began vibrating my hips jack hammering my thick white cock up into her sweet flowing ebony pussy. 

"OHHH FUUUCK BAAAABY AAAGGGHHH OHHHHH" Crystal screamed as her hips lunged forcefully front to back grinding her brown mound into my pubic hairs while her gushing pussy coated my cock with the first wave of her hot cum. 

I knew Crystal was going to cum forever now and I didn't have the angle to do it properly so I ordered her to do it instead. I reached forward with both hands and opened her slit wide while opening the folds to her clit as well. I could see base of my shiny white shaft being swallowed by her brown folds and juicy pink meat. 

"Rub your clit Crystal" I growled hungrily at her "NOW!!" 

Crystal's hand flew off the coffee table and smacked down so hard on her pussy that she practically slapped it as she began stroking her clit with such force that her fingernails painfully dug into the base of my cock. 

No pain no gain was my mindset. 

Crystal's tight ebony body began vibrating even more violently telling me the next wave was about to break.

"Stroke that bubbling clit for your white boyfriend baby" I hissed at her possessed with making her pay for showing me up moments earlier 

"Yeah, girl, that's it, stroke it baby and cum all over this white cock." I growled hungrily watching her brown digits sliding up and down her folds feverishly working her throbbing button.

"OOOOHHHH GGAAAAAWWWWDDDD" Crystal screamed loudly 

"HERE IT COMES AGAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNN" she bellowed thrashing her head and body up and down as her ebony breasts bounced wildly while her hair flew everywhere. 

"UUUUGGGGHHHH" She grunted over and over as her body flexed and contracted again pushing more warm cum out of her pulsating pussy and all over my drowning cock. Her body shook forcefully and her face went from agony to ecstasy with each juicy contraction as my ego set out to set things right.

"Who owns this black pussy Crystal" I growled at her "Who owns your black ass"

"You Own It!" Crystal wailed back at me deliriously.

"Say My Name!" I yelled back at her snarling.

"Sean! Oh Fuck This Pussy Sean! Get It! Get It! Sean, Baby Oh Fuck!! AAAGGHH" Crystal cried out clamping her pulsating pussy around my cock as her body trembled and violently pushed out more of her liquid love on to me. 

"UUUGGGHHH FUCK!!" She screamed her body spasming uncontrollably while her flowing juices flooded my already saturated pubic hairs. 

Crystal rode that wave out and immediately started panting in a way that was a mixture of nervous laughter and sobbing. She looked at me with a loving and startled gaze like she couldn't believe this was happening. 

I was feeling her big time on that. Been there and done it. 

Making this beautiful black woman cum was awesome but the fallout was that I was now critically turned on and the only cure would be my pounding that ebony pussy as hard as I could.

I sat up and Crystal adjusted and swung her arms and legs around me and we both gasped at the new feeling but it wasn't even close to the contact I required. 

"Hold on" I commanded and Crystal wrapped her legs around me in a vice like grip and put her arms around my neck. I put my hands flat on the coffee table and the couch and pushed up until I could get my feet flat and then gently leaned forward putting Crystal on her back. Her brown body exploding into my eyes as the cream colored carpet highlighted her tone.

I pulled back and my cock slipped out of her as I rose to my knees staring at her with fire in my eyes. I grabbed my already torn boxers and yanked ferociously on them ripping them in half and chucking them to the side. Crystal cooed helplessly knowing what was in store for her before making sure I knew too.

"Come get this pussy, boy" Crystal said squirming running her hands provocatively over her entire body and spreading her legs eagerly. 

"Fill me, baby" Crystal cooed panting and extending her hands out invitingly "fill this pussy full of cock and cum." 

I heard that shit and lost it. I violently pushed the coffee table away from the couch giving us more room and pounced on her slamming my chest into hers and ramming my aching cock into her mocha pussy to the hilt. 

"AAAAAhhhh" Crystal wailed as I began tenderizing her ebony pussy with long and determined thrusts while her long ebony legs wrapped around my waist and her arms consumed me in a passionate bear hug. My face was buried in her hair and I could feel her tongue and lips kissing and licking my neck and ear. 

I pushed my raging cock into her hot black pussy again and again until I rammed it in and started grinding it hard while giving her my own version of wide circles. Crystal loved that shit. 

"Oh God, Sean! Your cock is so good, baby, so fucking good" she hissed

"Nobody fucks like you, Nobody! Oh yes, fuck it, take it, get it!" she bellowed straight into my ear as my hips swirled like a tornado filling her sweet pussy at every possible angle.

"Oh Sean, baby" she then said panting and almost pouting as her nails dug into my back and her heels locked into my ass "You're gonna make me cum again, baby, you're gonna make Crystal cum all over your cock again." 

Shit. I was going to make "Crystal" cum. She just had to say that. I could have withstood "me" or "my pussy" or even "my black pussy." But the second I heard her say her name, due to the totality of its fantasy value to me, it smashed the mental blockade I had in place allowing me to keep my stamina in line. The second I heard it I felt everything collapse and my balls told my brain point blank: "Houston, we have a problem."

I rose up and burned my eyes into her and Crystal piled even more on. 

"Please Fuck Me, Baby! Fuck Me Hard!!" She cried out desperately "Make my pussy bleed!" 

I went berserk with lust. I viciously slammed my cock into her and Crystal's pussy muscles instantly contracted fanatically around it. She began thrusting back at me and when our sweaty bodies met there was an explosion of pure sexual savagery that turned us into animals as we started bouncing backwards and sideways from the force of our violent collisions. 

This was the contact I required.

"AAAGGGHHH UUUGGGHHH OOOgggghhhh" Crystal screamed as she started climaxing again. I felt her lifting us off the carpet as her ass and back arched upward unleashing torrents of her warm cum all over me. I could feel her pussy throbbing and her insides getting even wetter and warmer while her screams pierced my ears and boosted my ego. 

Then I felt the power of the her passion rolling through my body with uncontrollable force. 

I was on the brink and knew it. 

I reached back frantically and grabbed Crystal's left leg and then her right putting my forearms under her knees and then pressing my weight forward until my hands were next to her shoulders and her feet were straight in the air. Our faces were only inches apart. 

This position was a win/win for both of us because Crystal wanted to look in my eyes when I came while I wanted to pound her pussy into extinction. 

With that I started pile driving my white cock into Crystal's hot ebony pussy as fast and as deep and as hard as I could. I could feel my balls banging against her ass crack as my raging cock punished her willing pussy again and again. 

Our contrasting skins slapped loudly together while she screamed and I grunted at the brutality of my hard thrusts. But it was Crystal's eyes, those fucking eyes, that just reached into me and stole my whole being.

"Cum with me, Sean!" Crystal belted out as her vibrating ebony face became locked in helpless anguish holding back her next wave so it could meet mine head on. 

"Cum with me, baby!" She begged.

Everything blurred into slow motion as the enormity of what I was feeling and seeing smashed my consciousness. My mouth was wide open and I could feel my face contorting as I felt my body recoil in preparation for unleashing everything I had. 

I wanted to warn her and tell her I was cumming. I wanted to be thoughtful and responsible since we weren't using protection but my brain and mouth weren't working. 

It didn't matter. Crystal already knew and she already knew where she wanted it. 

"In me, baby!" Crystal shrieked "I want your cum in me! Cum in meeeeeeee!"

"UGGHH GOD" She screamed clamping her hands powerfully and firmly on my ass locking me inside her as her orgasm overcame her. Crystal's climaxing ebony pussy squeezed my cock with such vengeance that it literally started sucking the cum right out of me. 

"OOHHH I'M CUMMING!!" Crystal screamed "SEAN! SEAN UGGHH!!"

My body started quaking and everything inside me imploded instantaneously.

Dreams do come true. 

"AAAAGGGGHHHHH" I screamed savagely as I unleashed my first stream of hot cum into Crystal's climaxing ebony pussy. Crystal dug her fingernails into my ass pulling me deeper into her and encouraging me on. 

"Yes!! Yes, Baby!! All of it!! Give me all of it!!" She roared whipping her head side to side moaning and smiling deliriously. I arched my back plowing my spitting cock into her pushing out a seemingly endless load of my milky cum deep into her drowning pussy. 

I swear to God time stood still and as we came together.

Burst after burst of my hot seed shot inside her while she exploded all around me and all I could see was the pleasure on her face and the pride in her eyes. One just fed the other and my mind went into total lockdown to the point where I couldn't hear or comprehend what I was seeing and doing. It was so good it didn't seem real.

"OHHH UUGGHH" I growled over and over spraying my creamy cum inside her warm confines as our bodies shook and floundered in ecstasy. How I could cum so much after the epic blowjob she gave me hours earlier still baffles me to this day. I just know my balls kept reloading and Crystal's pussy kept sucking it out of me with unbridled hunger. I never came so good or so hard in my life. I didn't want it to ever end and even when it did, it didn't matter. 

I kept going anyway. I thought I was still cumming but had no idea if anything was coming out of my cock anymore. I just kept pumping her and pumping her and pumping her. 

A moment later it was obvious that I wasn't shooting anymore and she had maxed out as well but I kept going nonetheless. I freed her pinned legs from my forearms and Crystal happily wrapped them around my waist again. Fatigue slapped me down hard and my thrusts slowed considerably but something inside me kept telling me over and over to push into her just one more time. Just one more time. Just one more time.

It was her.

It was Crystal making me push into her again and again. 

It was her soul telling me through her eyes and love struck expression that even though the fireworks had passed, she wanted me there. Inside her body. Inside her heart. Inside her soul. Inside her life. She didn't want me to leave any of them. We gazed into each other's eyes totally surrendering everything. 

Everything. 

My body gave out before my mind did as I fell onto Crystal like a rag doll totally spent and totally hers. Our sweaty bodies kept twitching as she wrapped her legs around me jealously keeping me inside her. Our cum began slowly seeping down her inner thighs and onto the carpet. 

We didn't say anything. We didn't have to. I lifted my head and we started kissing softly while we stayed wrapped into each other. 

After a few minutes I became conscious of the fact that I was completely on top of her. I tried to lift myself off her so my weight wouldn't be uncomfortable to her but Crystal then proved to me by what she said next that all women, no matter what color, are all alike. 

"No, baby" Crystal purred "Don't go" she said squeezing me harder with all her limbs and strangling my softening cock with her pussy lips. 

I was exhausted and happily collapsed back on her. Crystal then started softly kissing my neck until she got to the space between my shoulder blades and my neck. She kissed that spot over and over until it finally dawned on me that she wasn't kissing it but sucking on it. 

"Girl, what the hell are you doing?" I asked chuckling knowing she was giving me a hickey. 

Crystal started giggling but giggling with her mouth full. I heard her lips smack loudly breaking the seal on my neck. I rose to look at her and Crystal was beaming with pride staring at her handy work on my neck. 

"Oh no you didn't" I said grinning and shaking my head in shocked disbelief.

"You bet your ass I did" Crystal said proudly while smiling ear to ear 

"I just had to mark the man who just made awesome love to me"

"The man who just gave me the fuck of my life" 

"My man." Crystal said confidently while smiling. 

"Jesus, why don't you just lift your leg and pee on me too while you're at it?" I said still shaking my head and smiling trying to remain "cool" despite the fact that the words she just said to me made me want to jump up and do an end zone dance like I was White Shoes himself. 

"I would have but your cock is in the way" Crystal shot back as we both burst out laughing. 

I eventually rolled off her and we grabbed some pillows and a blanket off the couch and snuggled on the carpet. I laid on my back while Crystal draped herself on me resting her head on my chest. It blew me away how easily we made the transition from having sex to being how we always were. Nothing changed. And that was the simple greatness of it. 




It Couldn't Be Helped Ch. 06



We laughed, teased, and praised each other savoring the reality of what we were now and what we had just done. If there were any reservations before between us they were now officially extinct. I knew then I was knee deep in some serious shit with a beautiful twenty six year old ebony woman who was playing for keeps. And I loved it. 

Despite all this, however, there was something gnawing at me the whole time as I heard my Dad's two basic tenets of how I should conduct my life swirling around in my head. The first was, and I quote: 

"If you ever get put in jail, you better break out before I get there." That obviously didn't apply here. 

But the second: "Sex is temporary but fatherhood is forever" did. Crystal and I didn't use any protection and post mortem that ate away at me because fatherhood scared the shit out of me. 

I decided to come clean on the spot. 

"Crystal" I said softly "You know I loved it but I feel kind of scared because we didn't use any protection." 

"That was kind of reckless don't you think?" I asked. 

Crystal lifted her head off my chest and smiled. Then the smile vanished replaced by one hundred percent seriousness. 

"I want to have your baby, Sean" she said "I want to make lots of babies with you." 

I could feel myself gearing up for a nervous breakdown/heart attack tag team combination. Life as I knew it had ended. 

Then Crystal burst out laughing. 

"Gotcha" She said shaking her head and laughing "I am just playing with you, boy."

I was saved and born again on the spot.

"You don't have to be scared, Sean" she said "because I am on the pill now." 

"What?" I said incredulously.

A little history is due here. Crystal was the biggest anti-pill person I ever knew. If I had a dime for every time I heard her go off on the bad side effects of it and how the man needed to bear some responsibility for birth control too I would be a rich man. Thus, I broke into my Crystal imitation and started throwing her usual party line back in her face.

She laughed and then came clean too. 

"I know" she said smiling and nodding her head accepting the guilt of her flip flop.

"But after that night in my apartment, by the door, and then coming home and realizing what I wanted and how badly I wanted you" she said grinning

"I told myself I was going to have you no matter what" she continued "so I took my ass down to the clinic the next day and got hooked up because I knew that if I didn't" she said pausing and blushing

"My black ass would have been pregnant with your baby within weeks."

"So you knew?" I asked with raised eyebrows "Even after I stood you up that night, you kept taking them because you knew this would happen?"

"Hell yes I knew, baby" Crystal said smiling confidently "I just didn't know when." 

"But when I turned and saw you getting into the lift line with me today" she said blushing again.

"That was when I knew I had you. That was when I knew it would happen for sure because I knew we would make up." 

"So, basically" She said looking down at my chest and running her fingers through my chest hairs before raising up and locking her perfect brown eyes on mine.

"Your fine white ass never stood a chance. You just didn't know it" She boasted smiling mischievously. 

I just laughed and kept holding her. She was right though: I never did stand a chance. 

It was almost 1am by now and we were spent both physically and emotionally. Crystal and I both started yawning and after a while I told her we should go to bed. 

"Oh, so now you are ready to take me to bed?" She inquired sarcastically with a smile on her face as she rolled off me and stood up.

"To sleep" I said as a matter of fact "After you got a hold of me tonight my dick won't work for a week and I will need an IV just to get enough fluid in me to lick a stamp." I quipped standing up also. 

Crystal laughed and put her arms around my neck while I slipped mine around her waist. 

"I'm sorry for your condition, Sean, but the truth is" She said grinning as our noses touched and we started Eskimo kissing. 

"It couldn't be helped." She whispered before our lips met as we started laughing at the irony. 

I guess not.  

Nor could it be helped that there I was, two hours and one short nap later, pounding Crystal's tight pussy from behind with a handful of black hair in one hand and a handful of ebony ass in the other. But don't get me started on that shit.

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Two months later Crystal gave her notice at the restaurant. She was set to graduate with a Masters in Accounting and already had a job lined up at a local brokerage firm. We stuck to what she called "The Plan" and kept our relationship pretty much under wraps although we practically spent every waking hour and every night together. We knew people were talking but as far as we knew our cover wasn't blown. 

Crystal's last night at the restaurant the whole crew threw her a surprise "moving on up" party after close. There were probably 25-30 people there. She was so touched that she broke down and cried. She went around hugging and kissing everybody – everybody except me that is. 

We had live entertainment in the lounge nightly so they hooked up the microphone and Shelly, Crystal's closest friend and fellow server, acted as MC and went around the room with the mike and had people tell their favorite "Crystal" story. Then they would present Crystal with a funny or prank gift. Everybody was laughing and partying and from what I could hear it was a pretty loud and rowdy affair.

I say "from what I could hear" because I didn't see very much of it and only caught the beginning. When you are a bartender in a busy restaurant and lounge you are always the last one out the door because you have to clean up last, restock, and then count your register. Thus, I was still working during the bulk of the celebration but I could hear the goings on while I counted money in the back offices located in the kitchen. 

I had just finished up and was putting the cash in the safe when I heard Shelly's voice booming into the mike.

"Where's Sean? We can't have a party for Crystal without Sean! Sean, Get your ass out here damnit!!"

Then the rest of those drunken fools started chanting "Sean! Sean! Sean! Sean!"

I started to make my way through the kitchen to the lounge but I was a confused and nervous wreck. I knew they would hand me the mike and expect me to roast Crystal unmercifully. Three months ago I could have and would have brought the house down talking about her and would have relished doing so but now everything had changed. 

The things I could get away with saying while we were "friends" now came with a potential price tag and my instinct to protect her publicly now far outweighed my desire to tease her publicly. Plus there was our new status and I didn't want to reveal that. 

If I slammed her the way they expected I would be in trouble with Crystal and if I didn't I risked exposing us. I didn't know what to do or what to say and felt like a man being led to his public execution or suicide. Take your pick.

I walked out of the kitchen and everybody cheered. Shelly was in my face instantly trying to hand me the mike but I bought myself some time by saying I wanted to get a beer first. That worked for about a minute because she was back in my shit as soon as I took my first drink and before I could object the mike was in my hand and everybody was looking at me. I looked over at Crystal's smiling face and she knew immediately by my demeanor that I didn't want to do this. 

I started speaking into the mike saying some harmless introductory stuff but then I totally locked up. Nothing came out of my mouth at all. 

Just silence. 

Me, the guy who relished verbal combat and lived for stuff like this, was now a deer caught in the headlights. I was drowning and dying right there in front of all our friends. 

But then the girl who always had my back, always looked out for me, and always cared about me, sprang to my defense. Crystal walked up to me and took the mike out of my hand and turned around to face everybody. 

"He can't talk shit right now" Crystal said softly into the mike "Because he knows if he does I will kill him when we get home." 

With that she tossed the mike to Veronica, turned back towards me, whipped her arms around my neck, and kissed me passionately. 

Crystal "outed" us right there. 

We never hid what we were ever again. 

We underestimated almost everybody thinking they would freak out but for the most part everybody, including our families, were pretty cool. My mom and dad had more concerns about her age then her race but the second they found out that Crystal was on my ass about going to college she became their damn Joan of Arc. She couldn't do anything wrong. My extended family already had a Polynesian and Hispanic presence so Crystal being added to the mix really wasn't an earth shattering event. 

Crystal's family, meanwhile, was a different beast and more complicated. Her family was huge. The women were pretty easy and they embraced me immediately. They always made me feel welcome. The men, however, were another story. After I met her parents for the first time her dad walked up to me later and asked

"What are you going to do if somebody calls my baby a "nigger" or "uncle tom?" 

"Nothing" I said "I'll just laugh, walk away, and take her home." 

"But they better pray I don't ever see them again when I'm alone" I said. 

"That's right. Don't get lured into any bullshit and protect her" he said nodding his head and grinning while extending his hand "Welcome to the family." 

It was sports however; the greatest racial unifier on the planet, that eventually broke the ice for me on the male side of Crystal's family. 

Her family had annual football and basketball games during Thanksgiving and Christmas that pitted one side of the family against the other. The first time I played in the basketball game Crystal was terrified. She knew I could play but she kept telling me it wasn't like playing back home. She acted as if I had never been the minority before while being on the court. Who did she think I played against my whole life? Frat boys? Where did she think I learned how to talk shit? 

I played and got off stealing the ball on game point and taking it the length of the floor and flushing it. I was in like Flynn after that. 

During the game one of Crystal's cousins was guarding me and kept talking trash saying "white boy" this and "white boy" that. After about the third or fourth jumper I drilled in his eye I turned to him and declared to the whole gym:

"That's Mr. White Boy to you, son!" 

Her whole family blew up laughing while Crystal damn near fainted from stress. She just didn't understand the difference between the street and the court. Still, however, the name stuck and I was affectionately known from then on as "Mr. White Boy." 

Crystal and I got married in the spring of 1991 during my senior year of college. We had the first of our three kids the following year. 

Just the other day our eldest daughter, Veronica, went to her first junior high dance. She was supposed to meet Crystal at a designated time and spot after the dance but she showed up some thirty minutes late. Crystal was livid and when she brought her home we sat her down for the interrogation. Apparently a group of them, broken down into couples, had left the dance right before it ended and went on a little lover's stroll. 

"I didn't mean to be so late" Veronica said "but there was this boy who finally asked me to dance and I was so excited that I didn't want it to end."

"I'm sorry." She said "But 'it couldn't be helped' because I was so excited and I just lost track of time." 

Crystal and I looked at each other knowingly and incredulously as our daughter unwittingly uttered out the phrase that held so much emotional and sexual power between us. To most people it was just a simple phrase but to Crystal and me it had history and represented the unstoppable force of a boy and girl overcoming everything to be together. It represented fate, lust, love, and passion. 

"You're grounded!" We said in unison. 

THE END