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Hard To Learn # 601

By: NeedYou



Before I start the final chapter of my story, below is just one of the many e-mails I have received from black men about my story and me. I must have struck a nerve, be very close to the truth or close to home with my statements about blacks trying to fuck whites and then humiliating and blackmailing them and destroying their lives. Please read the comment.

LOOK LISA,SHIT FOR BRAINS 02/25/05 "WHITE MEN COULD HAVE DID YOUR DUMBASS.THIS COUNTRY WAS STARTED WITH THE PUKE OF ENGLAND.THEY WERE WHITE AND THE SCUM OF THE EARTH,SO WHEN YOU FUCK UP IT YOUR FAULT AND STOP BLAMING OTHERS. 80% OF BLACK MEN AND WHITE WHO CROSS THE LINE ARE HAPPY AND LOVE FUCKING WHITES.STOP SPREADING FEAR ABOUT THINGS,YOUR SMALL MIND CAN'T HANDLE.YOU NEED TO GO TO THE MENTAL HEALTH CENTER FOR HELP."

Guess I made him mad with the truth about his kind taking advantage of white women. 

Anyway, on with my story!

Bud finished listening to Lisa's telling him about her life over the past 8 months. He also finished watching the video he had received in the mail. Without say anything he just sat there looking at an imaginary spot on the wall. He couldn't deal with all the things he had seen and heard regarding his wife's involvement with the Black organization called HTL.

The call came in just like Jerome told them it would. A voice which Lisa said was Jerome's said, "I take it this is Bud?"

Bud told him, "Yes and I take it this is Jerome?"

The voice laughed a little. Then said, "OK! Good you answered the phone, shows guts. Now I am assuming you saw the tape by now. And are now waiting to hear what I want in order to hold off sending the same thing to the many people I intend to if you don't cooperate."

Bud said, "Well I'm listening but I have to tell you….."

Jerome who yelled interrupted him, " Look motherfucker, you don't tell me anything. I'm only going to say this one time and one time only. You will have to do what I say, exactly as I say, or the motherfucking tape will be mailed. So shut your fucking ass up and just listen pussy."

Bud didn't say anything. And then after a few seconds Jerome said, "Good! Now that we understand each other! I plan to be Lisa's man. I plan to come to your house with a few of my boys and fuck Lisa whenever I want. You will back the fuck off completely. You won't have a say in this part of my demand. You will either sit and watch me fuck your wife like you never will be able to do or leave. If you try to stop us you will be beaten and restrained. If you call the cops the film goes out. You will agree in writing to release your wife to me in all aspects of her life. OH you'll still stay married to the bitch but she will be my white slave. She will do my bidding and only fuck me and those I let her fuck. You will not be allowed to sleep in the same bed she does or touch her at any time unless you beg me for it. And then I might just kick your ass out of the room. Now we can talk about the next part but I want to ask you how you feel right now."

Bud didn't say anything for a few minutes and then said, "Well I want to talk with Lisa first before I give you my answer."

Jerome said, "Put the bitch on the phone."

Bud put Jerome on the speakerphone for the first time. Lisa said, "Yes Jerome I'm here."

Jerome said, "Well how do you feel baby? I told you last night this would happen and since you didn't do what I told you, your life and the life of your entire family is now in my hands. But that's not what I want to ask you. I want you to look at your pussyass husband and tell him that you want me to come over tonight and fuck you so we won't release the film you saw. Tell him baby!"

Lisa looked at her husband and didn't know what to say, "Bud took the phone from her and said, "Why not come over tonight and we'll talk!"

Jerome said, "OK! That sounds like a man who has already decided what he wants to do. I'll be there at 7PM have dinner ready for me and 4 of my men. Lisa knows what we like. And have a lot of drinks too Lisa."

Bud said, "Are you afraid to come here by yourself?"

Jerome said, "Afraid? No Bud I'm not afraid but I'm not crazy either. If I came alone you just might go crazy seeing me fucking your sweet wife with my 14-inch cock and try to kill me. That won't do. Now if you want to meet one on one, how about a safe place. Someplace neither of us can or would be able to do anything to the other?"

Bud said, "OK asshole where?"

Jerome said, 'Your church. Yes Bud, I know everything about you and your sweet whore of a wife. Your church on 7th street is open until 6:30PM every night. I'll meet you there and we can chat. Oh and don't bring the bitch with you or anyone else!"

Bud said, "Deal! And if you don't want the cops all over you, you will be alone or I'll know and won't show. I'm not crazy either."

Jerome said, "I'll only have my driver and he'll drive around the block until we're done he won't be with me."

Jerome had done this sort of thing many times. He always used the church because he knew the husband would think it would be safe. It was except, while the husband was in church his men would be at the house waiting for him to come back. If his wife didn't go with him, so much the better, Jerome said to himself. If she did then when they got home his men would take them both. Jerome had 10 or 20 men that would swear he was with them filming another ad for his fine organization. He always had an alibi. He already had it taken and waiting.

So Bud called Brad, Molly's husband and told him everything he knew. Brad dropped the phone twice and finally he and Molly came over to the house and they all talked. Brad told Bud while the two women were making drinks what he had planned and Brad agreed he would help. Brad was going to call his brother too and ask him for some help. 

Then Brad told Bud he was going to dump his wife if she have a black kid and if she wouldn't give it up for adoption. He wanted no part of a black kid running around the house with his other three kids. Bud told him he didn't know what to do yet. Brad told Bud he was almost sure Molly was having a black kid. Bud said he was sure too that Lisa would be having twins and that they too were most likely black. He hadn't been able to decide what he wanted to do yet. Both women were 7 months pregnant and both had been drugged and bred as jerome put it. That was the only reason Bud was still there with Lisa. 

With everything planned, Brad and Molly left Bud's house. And Bud went to the church alone but armed. He was sure Jerome was setting him up or at least he would be armed too.

When Bud reached the church he parked his car under the light in the front of the small church and went in. About 20 minutes later Jerome came in alone. He smiled when he saw Bud alone too. Jerome said, "Say what you want man and hurry up. I can't wait to get to your house and fuck some more of your old lady's pussy! Umm! Man she was so tight when I first took her."

He waited to see the reaction on Bud's face and he wasn't disappointed. Bud said, "OK! No more of that you cocksucker."

Jerome said, 'Don't call me that again or this meeting is over and your ass will know all about sucking and fucking!"

Bud said, "Is it money you want? If you plan to blackmail me I have to tell you we're not rich."

Jerome laughed and said, "No man it's not about money, well not only money. You just don't get it do you? It's about power man. Power, Bud, and the enjoyment of what I am doing to you and your white ass. However before I'm done I'll own everything you have and guess what? Your wife will be happy to give it to me. She is my slave, my white whore of a slave. She will never be happy with you or your white sex again. 

She may not want my cock and me now but eventually she will desire it again and then again and again. Face it man, your time with her is over. Your time as her man is over too. In fact, the time of the white man everywhere is over. We will take more and more of your women, fuck then and make lots of nigger babies for you to support and rise. While you is working we'll be home, your home, fucking your wife and having more kids. And they will welcome us. More and more people will see it happening and over time the majority will accept it as a normal thing, black men and white women. They will eventually stop looking at us as we walk them around in malls and stores showing them off to the poor white man It will grow to be fully accepted and eventually we'll be the majority and dominate your race like you have done to us for 100s of years. We'll be fucking all the white women we can and your poor white ass will just stand there, pay for us to have fun with your women and watch us do it. There's nothing you can do about it Bud. Nothing.

I mean more and more the young white girls are fucking blacks men every year. The word is spread that we have bigger and harder cock and we last longer. Even if it's not really true, more white women are wondering about it and sooner or later many of them will try it. And as they do more and more will talk about the thrill of it, the taboo of it will make it much more exciting than fucking you white guys. They will talk with their girl friends and the word will grow and grow and grow. Hell Bud, we have more white pussy now than we can handle. The white bitch is so fucking dumb compared to our black bitches! They believe when we tell them we love them and they open them white thighs for us and we go wild fucking their small white pussy. 

You do know it's every black man's dream to fuck a white woman? And the best ending of fucking her is to have her let us do it bareback and knock her up. It's in our blood baby! We just love sinking our cocks into white pussy and making them do things with us that they would never do with their white boy friends or husbands. They turn into whores once the color taboo is broken. They just seem to become more evil and willing to fuck us like a whore to show us how sexy they are and how good a fuck they are. I know your wife went crazy on at last 16 black men when she was away from you for one week in New Orleans. Sixteen black men in one week Bud, have you ever fucked her 16 times in any week since you have been married? I don't think so. And she did other things Bud, things she never done with you. And your wife was just one of the many. 

But Lisa is special Bud. She is extremely sexy, beautiful, built like a black woman and fucks like a dream I have to give her that! I couldn't get enough of her and I know she felt the same way about me. And because it that Bud, we have a special place for her in our organization. 

Now what was it you felt you had to say to me face to face that you couldn't say over the phone?"

Bud was boiling but he stayed cool he said, "And if I won't agree to let you destroy me and my life with Lisa? Then what?"

Jerome said, "Well I don't see where you have any say in it. I have all I need in order to destroy your lives. And you'll loose everything anyway."

Bud said, "Well you are right Lisa does want to see you and since you are a man and did come alone. I'm going to allow it just this once."

Jerome laughed and said, "Allow it!!! You are an arrogant bastard Bud I have to give you that! If I want, all I have to do is wait until you leave for work on any day and then call her. She will come to me if I tell her to Bud and you're not there to stop her. Or, I might decide to fuck her again in your bed Bud. Did that upset you when you found out I fucked her along with a few of my closest friends in your own bed? Did you cry when she told you about all the black cock she took over these months? Were you ready to kill me when she told you about me shooting my load all over your side of the bed? Well Bud? Did she tell you I wouldn't let her change those sheets and we had you slept on my dry cum more than once?"

He saw the look on Bud's face and continued, "No, I can see it in your face, she didn't tell you that part. Did she tell you how she met us at the door nude and ready to fuck three men at once? No! You didn't know that until you saw it on the DVD. OK Bud I'll play your game let's go to your house."

They left with Bud driving his car and Jerome's driver picked him up. They met again at his house. When Bud stood by the door of Jerome's limo he had his gun at the ready. Jerome's driver was still in the car. Bud told him if he tried anything, anything at all Jerome would be the first to die. Jerome told his driver, "Stay in the car man, I'll be OK."

As Jerome walked inside he saw Lisa sitting on the sofa with her hands folded. He came in and said, "Hey baby! Come here and give me some sugar."

He immediately felt a gun pressed to the back of his head. He was told by Brad to shut up and place his hands behind his back. Bud shut the door and Jerome did what Brad told him to do. But he said, "Well Bud. I guess you just can't trust white folks."

He laughed as Bud cuffed him. Jerome was then pushed into the living room and then down into a chair. It was then that he saw the other two black men gagged and bound in the corner by the fireplace. He smiled and said, "And I guess I underestimated you Bud. That's one on me! So now what you gonna kill the three of us? Don't forget my driver? He's already on the phone with my other friends Bud. You gonna watch for us all the time and kill us all?"

Bud said, "As much as you need killing Jerome, and as much as I would love to be the one to do it, I want to tell you something. Then believe it or not, I'm going to let you go with the police as I press charges against you for rape, robbery and breaking and entering." 

Lisa is ready to testify against you and your organization and so are 7 other women. It's your time that's just about over asshole."

Jerome laughed and said, "And how many times do you think I have had that threat before Bud? If you watched the DVD closely you would have seen and heard each black man asked the white women to put their cocks in their pussy, every time. 

There's no rape Bud, each woman actually put our black cocks in their white cunts. Ain't that right Lisa? They were all asked and they all did it for us. Then the other bullshit of robbery and breaking and entering how you going to prove that?"

Bud said, "We'll all testify. And….."

Jerome almost laughed as he interrupted Bud saying, "And it will be your word against yours. We'll counter sue for assault and battery. Look at those poor black men all tired up. I'm a very important person Bud, who are they going to believe?"

Bud didn't answer him he knew Jerome didn't want this publicity. He finally said, "As least we'll get out time in court and with the press."

Jerome stopped smiling and said, "OK look what do you want?"

Bud said, "Nothing except to expose you for what you are which is a big time fucking pimp and criminal, a little gangster!"

The police showed up and arrested all three of the black men. They put them in jail, including Jerome. He and his men were all out one hour later on bail. He called Bud and told him he was out of jail and would see him real soon. The trail was scheduled for 3 months from now. So Bud had to guard his house and family for three months, which was impossible since he went to work. Lisa was on her own a lot of the time. She drove the kids to school and back. She was scared to death but nothing happened for another month. She was now in her 9th month and very heavy with the babies. 

One day she got a phone call from work telling her that her position had been eliminated because of budget cuts. And, that once she was off of her 10 weeks of maternity leave she would not be hired back and should look for another job. It was as shock that one of the 4th grade leading teaching jobs was removed but the referendum was defeated and she knew there was going to be cut backs if that happened. Then Molly called a day later and told her she to wasn't going to be hired back either. Lisa knew it was Jerome. She couldn't prove it but she knew. The union was told that if a job opened back up both women would be hired back based on seniority. 

Then a week later, Lisa got a call from her sisters in New York and Philadelphia and her mother in Virginia. All had received a copy of the sex DVD and played it as per the letter. The letter was unsigned but the women watched the video and were coming to see her over the weekend. Lisa was so embarrassed and humiliated but she couldn't talk them out of visiting them. She told Bud she would have to tell her sisters and mom why she did what she had done. Bud reminded her that she was drugged and they both knew this could and most likely would happen. But Lisa was about to have a nervous breakdown. She was bed ridden now for the most part. The doctor only allowed her to go out with her husband once a week for an hour or so. She was to rest and given a small dose of a mild sedative.

Then later on she got calls from neighbors calling her a whore and a black cum slut, etc. etc. She and Molly should "Fucking move to the slums or the projects and fuck all the blacks they wanted there."

They all hoped she and Molly had AIDs and worst etc. They didn't want her, Molly or them in the neighborhood." 

Then about a week after the neighbors stopped calling there were new phone calls from some church members who told her she was a disgraced to her race and an embarrassed to decent black people as well. They suggest she not come back to the church. One actually told her she should kill herself before she had those damn black kids. Molly received the same messages from the so-called church going folks. 

Then one day about a week later while she was shopping with Bud for food, she passed a news stand. As she walked pass she just happened to glance at the paper. She saw her best and only remaining friend Molly's face on the front page. They quickly purchased a paper to find that Molly died a horrible death by taking an overdose of some drug while being pregnant. They hadn't recognized the drug yet, but Lisa knew what it was!

Molly was found in the back alley of a black bar and dance hall well noted for drugs and prostitution. Her body was nude and she was beaten to death. There were definite signs of rape too. Her unborn child, who was black by the way, was dead too. There were no clues at this time as to who did it. 

Lisa then had her nervous break down. Bud had to stay home the last two weeks taking vacation and sick time before the babies were born. All the time he and Lisa stayed together they both wondered about the babies, but neither of them was brave enough to talk about what would happen if they were black. 

Lisa was one of the lucky ones. The other husbands divorced their cheating wives within weeks of them having found out they were due to have a baby. And, that baby was most likley a mixed color baby. Jerome wasn't kidding, one of his men were there almost minutes after the husband left. These men then made slaves of the white wife and lived off the husband's support checks. They took and took and took until the poor woman had nothing left to give.

Lisa knew from what Jerome told her that these women would have more mixed children and were breaded and whored out for all to see that they had been fucked by a black man. Black men would now begin to share them and eventually she would have to move in with one of them permentally to survive. Their lives were as good as over. In a few years most acquired some venereal disease or AIDS. The rest when reaching an age that wasn't appealing, where left to fend for themselves, or were put out on the street to fuck and suck for a living. Jerome's people control that end of the system as well. 

When Lisa's babies were born, they were in fact black, not light but dark color. Bud was sick and Lisa told him she wanted to die. When she told the authorities she was raped and drugged, they finally decide to work with an adoption agency. The children were awarded to a black family in LA who couldn't have any children. It was the best thing for the children.


Hard To Learn # 601



Now all they had to do was move and try and work out what had happened. But 3 weeks after they sold their house and moved to another town they received another package. Inside was another letter from Jerome and another DVDs, which he also mailed to at least 7 different places including the neighbors in their new development. He explained he did it when Lisa refused to come back to him and leave Bud the day before the move. 

Lisa never told Bud about it and Bud was really pissed. The letter explained how Lisa got breed in the first place. The DVD showed her being fucked by Umboo in his native, fertility outfit. That was all that was on this DVD. Just her and Umboo with her on the table. But this time it show all of that afternoon and how Lisa screamed for his cock and begged for it to fuck her again and again. It showed how Umboo fucked her 5 different ways before sinking his big cock into her body one last time and cumming directly in her womb. The sex had lasted on and off about two hours. 

While there was hard sex with screaming orgasm on the DVD, Bud knew it was made to make Lisa a slave. And from then on she would do what Jerome told her to do until Bud had broke the sort of blackmail spell she was under that night holding a gum on Jerome and having him arrested. 

With the use of drugs, blackmail and rape to keep her asking for more and more black cocks, Jerome was able to hold Lisa and all his women in line to do his bidding. But now, in the end it didn't matter. Everyone found out what had happened and what Lisa did. Yes, Bud and her employers, her school, both families, her husband and all her dear friends had found out what she did. 

Then the trail took place and Lisa and her husband were humiliated again because the lawyer for Jerome's organization went over every detail of the time Lisa had spent with them. And he made it very clear that she had put the black cocks in her pussy and therefore, no rape was involved.

It worked! Jerome was only fined and put on probation for his attempt to the so-called blackmail. The judge didn't call it that and there was a plea bargain before Bud had a chance to say he didn't want it. The white DA settled the case for a fine of $50,000 and time served. Probation was for 2 years and neither Jerome nor any of his employees were to contact Bud or Lisa in anyway. A restraining order was put in place.

Things went on without any contact for about 6 months with Bud and Lisa working with a few different agencies to receive help to resolve their issues and stay married. While there was still no intercourse, Lisa was starting to feel better and was renewed. Bud was still very upset and just seemed to see Jerome fucking his wife everytime they tried to have sex. He actually had been getting sick at the start but was getting better with the pasting of time. And Lisa knew it would take time.

Then one day out of the blue, Lisa got a phone call with a voice saying, if she didn't want her husband dead like Molly, she would call Jerome and invite him to her house. 

When Bud came home she didn't say anything to him at first. Then as they ate dinner Bud told her he was almost run over today by some black guy in a big caddie. It just missed him.

Lisa held her hand to her mouth and said, "Oh Jesus! It's him! It's Jerome! We're never going to get him out of our lives. Bud!! I....I got a call....a call today telling me you would die if I didn't call Jerome and.....and invite him to our house! Oh God Bud what are we going to do?"

Bud was mad, as she had ever seen him, even madder than the night he had a gun pointed at Jerome's head. He said, "I'm calling the cops and my lawyer."

He did and was told he needed proof and without it there wasn't much they could do. The burden of proof was on him. If he got a license number or recorder the call they might be able to link it to Jerome. If so they would arrest him. But he was a central figure in the state's educational system now, and they just couldn't accuse or arrest him without proof. 

Bud understood and decided to take matters into his own hands. He didn't tell Lisa what he was going to do. He saw on the news that Jerome was holding his annual awards dinner on Thursday night. He knew what was going to happen there. It would be the start of an entirely new set of white women inducted into his criminal ring. He decided to not let that happen. He took his gun and drove to the event. He waited outside the rear entrance of the school. He was standing in the shadows where no one could see him. He waited and waited and finally he saw the big limo pull up and four men exited from all four door. Bud aimed his gun and fired. He struck Jerome in the left shoulder separating it. Jerome went down and the other three men turned and open fire as they pulled their leader into the school. 

Then all hell broke loose. Bud got away and drove towqrds home and dumped his gun in the river outside of town. Lisa would tell anyone who asked, that he was home with her in bed. The police visited him three times before they arrested him for attempted murder. While the charges didn't hold up and his alibi was solid, he was in jail for three days on $1 milion dollar bail, which they didn't have.

That gave Jerome's men three days to get Lisa. They did. They took her right from her front porch and blindfolded her. They held her against her will, fucking her like mad dogs, that they were, for two days and nights none stop. They filmed her too. Then they just let her go. No DNA since they had on rubbers and made her shower and duce three times while they all stood there and watched her. They gave her a new set of clothes and took her old ones. Then the old city row home they were using was set on fire. And that DVD was sent to Bud a week later. The police found nothing to press charges on anyone since their faces were never shown. Only Lisa's face was shown. Bud was almost insane and Lisa knew it. She knew this was her fault and she had to do something to save her husband's life and the lives of her children. 

Finally one day Bud came home and found a note from her saying she was going to visit Jerome and try and work out a deal. She told him she loved him with all her heart but to save them both. But, she had to do what Jerome asked her to do. She told him she would stay with Jerome until either he released her from her obligation or he or she died. The note didn't say where she was or anything else. Bud ways frantic and called the officer on his case. He told Bud to say home. They would search for Lisa. 

That was the last time Bud ever saw Lisa. He read about her from time to time when she killed another one of them, another HTL leader. So far she had taken out 20 of them. The 20 from New Orelans they were the first. And they all died the same way. A gun shot which blew off their cocks and then a shot to the stomach and then one to the head. 

Jerome was the first to die. He was shot dead along with his number two man in his high rise apartment by the gun that she had somehow purchased. She got it most likely on the street and purchased it from a black man. Funny how things seem to go around isn't it. It was an almost new 44 magnum, with 50 rounds of ammo which had been reported stolen two weeks earlier in a robbery. 

The police knew it was Lisa that had killed Jerome and his top man. The security cameras showed her standing in the doorway of his apartment firing at least 4 rounds into the room. But Lisa had fired 4 more shots at the two men before she got to the door. 

The police also found a large quantity of DVDs with 100s of white women on them all having sex with black men. Some were disgusting. Some were held as proof of what Bud had reported. There was now a large amount of proof, which would shut down the HTL operation. When Jerome's key men that hadn't been killed were eventually caught, the FBI had enough proof of what was going on over the past 5 years in just about every state. They arrested over 400 people, all black. They were tried and convicted and are now behind bars. 

But the organization didn't die of completely. It was like the drug dealers and the terrorist. You can cut the head off the monster but it grew another one to take its place. The gangs and the organization of Jerome's blackmail and white slave ring continue to this day in various parts of the country but at much lower levels.

In some cases it's one or two men who seduce white women and do terrible and evil things to them as they blackmail them. In other parts of the country in big cities the organization is more complete with Internet sites showing blacks on whites etc. and stories about huge black cocks and white women who kneel to their masters! All the sites show big cock. No black man with a small or average cock was ever put out for white women to see. They only saw the big cock blacks guys. It was what the blacks wanted them to see. 

These gangs were dealing in drugs and blackmail, prostitution and humiluation of white people. Some are into cuckolding of the husband too. 

They are still somewhat organized and still adding new white woman wit the lie of big cocks. And Jerome was right when he said, "White women who fall for the big cock bullshit of a black man and are tempted by the rumor and legend are dumb! Very, very dumb! They give up their soles for a lie! A fucking myth which was started by blacks for blacks!" 

There is no happy ending to this story for anyone.

Like I said before, I eventually killed all the other 20 men that had been on the plane and at the New Orleans conference. Then I would take out any black man I could fine who was involved with HTL and the gangs.

Disgusting story, I should know, I lived it and wrote it. But it was enough to finally wake others up and made them realized what's going on. I had to get out of Jerome's hold on me and my family or die. I decided on the killing only after I had lost my husband and children and my family. All except my mother were now living new lives. She visited me when I'm in her town, unknowing to everyone. 

Yes blacks are still using me, but now I use them as well. I do it to add to my collection of the dead ones. When they come up to me, I come on to them. I take them to a hotel room and depending on what happens, I kill them either before they can fuck me or after they finish and fall asleep.

Usually, I do it before they can use me. But sometimes I have to wait for them to sleep. Then with a coke bottle 3/4 filled with liquid, a poor girl's silencer, I shoot them three times. 

I make them beg me and plede for their lives. It doesn't matter what they say, I just want them to beg. Then the first shot is close up and at their cocks. They aren't big when I aim the gun at those black cocks and balls. I have them nude when I do it so I can see the shot blow off the cock completely or hit it so it's hanging half off their bodies. I love to hear them scream! It almost makes me orgasm! 

Then the second shot is in their stomach and I smile as they double up again in pain. And finally I put them out of their pain with the final shot to the head. Crazy? Yes I'm crazy, but I was driven that way. They are always dead when I leave the room. 

Sometimes they get to fuck me and then I get to kill them! Jerome was right, once you go black you never go back, alive! So now, that more of a fair deal! When they are finished with me, I finish them for good. Then I move on to another city and find another one. 

What Jerome did to me absolute disgraced and humbled me as a white woman. Once I was a teacher of small children who I loved. I was a respected person in the neighborhood. I had a loving family and children and a vert good life. Now look at what I am. Fom fucking a black, I'm a cum holder for the black man and a killer of them as well. 

Searching and killing them one at a time starting with Jerome has made me very happy. When I move on to another city and find another of his key men, or just a black guy with a white woman, I kill them. City by city, state by state, even country by country, I have killed 173 in the four years before the police got me. 

Now, I am in Seattle awaiting trial. My plea is insanity. Do you hope I get off? My husband does? Oh, he's not my husband any more. He remarried about a year ago but he did come visit me. My children think I'm dead and so I am. As far as I'm concerned inside, I am dead and have been ever since Jerome took me in that hotel room in New Orleans. 

My only wish now is that have been able to keep Jerome hidden somewhere. And each day I would work to drive him wild with my gun to his cock. I would do it each morning he got up and each night before he went to sleep. 

You know have him gagged and chained to a wall someplace where they couldn't hear his scerams as I first used the current in the wall to electrify his balls for 10 or 20 minutes daily.

Then I would make him wonder if today the gun would be fire as I would smile at him as I pulled the hammer back and then pull the trigger real slow. He would wait and wait and wait for the bang or the click. I would have one live round in the other gun I have now, a 38 special. It held 6 rounds. Neither he or I would ever know if it was today that his big black cock got shot off.

Damn I would have loved that! Oh well at least now I had the others scare they would be next. No one knew where I was or who was next on the list I found in Jerome's appartment that day. It was a list of all the key men in his organization and their home addresses. Who's next? 

There are other stories on this site and other sites that can provide you with added information and knowledge and show you what deception a black man will go to have his cock in your white pussy.

There are other stories that deal with the treachery, seduction, fantasies, and evil games that are pulled by the blacks men against whites women and sometimes their husbands.

This last part is dedicated to Mark who sent me the e-mail about his wife. While I was writing this story he wrote and asked me if I enjoyed black cock since it sounded like it. The answer to that is NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mark when I look back it was very painful. It was different and thrilling to be fucked by any new man. But it destroyed me mentally and everyone I ever loved. It wasn't worth it! You don't bring the black man up to your level, you fall down to his. You wil do things for him that will make you want to die when you get older and look back on what you did with your life.

Mark told me his lovely wife was wondering what it would be like to fuck a black man. And it seems that poor Mark was all for it and wanted to give her that pleasure and to provide one of her fantasies. He was sure that all the rest ws rumor and bull shit. He had no fear of his wife leaving him or doing things she didn't want to do with him too. He even set up the meeting and she has already met this back man and is now thinking about fucking him. All I can say is the poor dumb bastard set the meeting up to help his wife get fucked by some other man! A black man!!! To Mark I say, " You're a fool and your wife is such a dumb white girl just like Jerome told us they were! Mark if you really love her you'll stop her. No matter what it takes you'll stop her. It may be too late now Mark for you. She wants this or she wouldn't have met this man. I pity both of you!" 

For the rest of you, including Mark and his wife I say, "If you'll read some of the stories on Literortica like "Lamar's Game", "He Dominates White People", "A Wife Taken In Adultery", "Revenge", and lastly "Great Horn of Africa", you'll see that what my story gives is one more theory about the legend. They also shows the length a black predator will go to get a white woman and what happens to her and her family when he does. They can not be trusted. So don't!

There seems to be great emphases on the black man taking of white women and how the white woman is now a pawn and a prize for the black man. There is usually no love or honor of the white women, only that a black dick has been in her. If she should become bred, and has a black baby, tough shit for her. If her husband doesn't take care of her and the baby, she'll have to do it on her own. The black man usually leaves her at this point. The white woman with a mixed baby has almost zero chance of remarrying a white man again. So she will date and stay with black men. They know she is a whore but as long as she fucks and sucks them, they don't care. When he tires of her he'll pass her off to a friend or worst put her on the street to earn money for him. 

Generally and most of the time the black man won't be around to assist her or help support the baby. That means the family of the white girl has to help her or no one will. 

The white woman is the prize! Well I should say fucking the woman is the prize for these black men. Once they get her they usually take what money and other things she has and then moves on to another white women. It's now almost an accepted life style for many of them. Just look around. It's like Jerome told us in my story, soon it will be fully accepted and then it will be to late for the white man.

There are good and evil men of all colors out there. The bad are just waiting to take advantage of people. This is a story about a group of very evil black men who pry on white women. And they do so with ever-greater success. 

So husbands and wives be on guard! And, the women readers please read and relate to these stories and see if or how you are being manipulated and played. If you're wise and know what's going on, you'll be leery of the black man's advances whenever he comes on to you. That way, you won't be a woman who was bred just for the sake of being fucked by a black cock. He won't be able to destroy your life and the ones who really love you. 

That is unless you so desire to be a slave and destroyed. If you do, please seek medical help immediately because you are destroying your own race and are to dumb or don't care to see it.

By being aware, you won't have a mixed child and/or have your husband walk out on you if he's a real man. 

You won't become a slave and your husband a cuckold if he stays with you. You have been warned!!! Please pass this on to your white friends! It's NOT- - - Hard TO Learn!!!