5 comments/ 53381 views/ 1 favorites Hard To Learn # 401 By: NeedYou For those of you who asked, I do spell check on all my work. But as you know spell check will only catch some errors. I write for your enjoyment and my pleasure. This story is meant to belittle and show how dumb some racial stories are with cock size and the many orgasms that occur in the women. It is written to warn white women about the evil that awaits them if they play on the other size. Read it and be warned! It must be working since I have received a lot of hate mail from you know who or is it whom! Guess they can write about the white man and women begging for his black cock but I can't write about the evil and nasty other side. But I am and will! The story continues. Thanks. Day before Graduation day Every night Lisa had called Bud and talked about the classes and how they have learned to treat and educated hard to learn kids. She sounded happy and OK, as she told him about some of the improvement she was learning and couldn’t wait to try them out when she got home. She talked to him almost like she was reading from some sort of scrip. In fact she was, she was being told what to say and how to say it. Drugged just enough, Lisa took the commands and instructions from the black man with her telling her what to do. Without question she did it knowing her children were threaten by the HTL organization if she didn’t. With the help of the black man she talked to Bud and was told what to say about the class and training. Bud hung up every night and didn’t seem to think anything was wrong. So with each call, Bud settled in for the week with the children mainly waiting for her to telephone. Then Thursday afternoon came and the grand parents came over to watch the kids for the next week. Bud was now on his way to New Orleans to meet his wife for a second week of pleasure after the classes were over in New Orleans. Knowing he wasn’t there that night, Lisa didn’t bother to call and so she gave herself completely to Jerome and he took her again and again and again. She didn’t even remember at times that Bud was coming to see her tomorrow afternoon when the school was officially over. She only wanted that damn itching inside her to stop. It was driving her nuts! The more she drank the more it was bugging her. But the more she fucked the better she felt so Lisa fucked Jerome like she was insane. Now as Lisa was lying in the bed passed out from a very sever fucking from Jerome and three of his men all with monstrous cocks, he smiled down at her. “Lovely!” he said to himself, “Yes, Lisa you are the such a lovely white woman. Maybe the loveliest white woman I have ever had to fuck and train. Soon baby you’ll be working for me. I am going to really enjoy your training week to week. Yes baby! I plan on being serviced by you for a long time. I will even get you to fuck me in front of your poor helpless husband soon, very soon.” Jerome was smiling as he was thinking, “And then I will send her out to service other black brothers. First I’ll share her with my closest friends. But soon the word would spread between the brothers and I will have her doing more and more of them. Yes, any man would want this one! She was special and will bring in a huge amount of money for me. She will also serve up some fucking fantastic sex for them to enjoy. “I’ll have a line of men wanting you Lisa. But not right away, I want to enjoy you and destroy your little family first.” he said to himself. The other three men left and Jerome patted her face again and kissed her for the first time and said, “Wake up Lisa! You better wake up because that was just the start. We have a lot more fucking to do before sleep will be allowed for you.” He gave her a drink from the bottle water. As far gone, as she was, she took it gladly and drank it all. Then Jerome said, “Now, put me cock in your hands and suck the head with your mouth. Work it baby, work it like the whore you’re going to be for me. Touch me Lisa. Do you feel how big I still am? We have just started fucking each other tonight. We’ll be doing it long and hard. You ain’t with your little dick husband now. You’re with a man. A big man and you are going to love this night forever. We’re not done until I say we’re done. Then it will be time for your final class before I send you to meet your loving husband.” He laughed out loud. Yes, he had seen it happen many times before, she wished to do something constructive, to help her students. But with Jerome’s help she had fallen deep into his sex trap. She would become a sex salve for his organization and fuck as many blacks as he wanted her to do. The threat of blackmailing her and putting the fear in her that her family and friends would be finding out the horrible things she had done at the school and those that she will do should keep her in line. If it didn’t there were other ways to handle a white woman. The white slave market was still a booming business in the mid-east and Asia. And, Jerome had his contacts and connections. But, he was sure that wouldn’t happen to little Lisa! She had too much of that “family is the most important thing background” and she would do what he told her with the threat of them all knowing what a whore she had and will be. As Jerome stood squarely in front of Lisa now, he again told her what would happen if she didn’t cooperate. He told her he would take her down hard. She was scared and knew for certain that he wasn’t kidding. To have her family find out what had happened over these past 4 days would be devastating. She knew she couldn’t live with the idea that they would know what she did, what she had become. She was now under Jerome’s complete control and she wondered how it had all happened? "I can't lose my family over this Jerome. I just can't! I’ll do whatever you tell me to do." Lisa almost cried. Jerome told her, “I know you will Lisa. I understand Lisa and if you do what I tell you, you won’t have to worry about it happening. Now, just listen to me! We at HTL want the wives in our group to stay with her family and to stay married. We would much rather have it that way. We want your family to be your foundation. And, all you have to do is cooperate and do what we tell you when we tell you. It won’t be so hard baby. After a while in fact you’ll grow to love it more and more. Each time you have sex with a black man you’ll learn to enjoy him and it will provide you with something your husband can’t give you. It will be much more exciting and dangerous since you’ll be cheating on him and the fear of being caught will make the sex much more exciting.” Actually it will be the drugs that will do that but Lisa didn’t know about them. She said, “But. you’re making me a slave to you Jerome. A slave and you’re take control of my entire life. Why do you hate me so much? Why? All I wanted to do is help children and you have turned that into something evil and disgusting.” He laughed and said, “I don’t hate just you Lisa! I hate all whites and there were times when you made us your slaves and made our women do exactly what we are making you do now with black men.” She said, “How can you be so sure?” Jerome smiled and aid, “Because Lisa there are women like you everywhere, we will soon have the white race subservient to the black race. It’s time for a change Lisa and we have no consciences about doing this to you, none at all. First it will start with white women being used and teaching them to like it. You can see it everywhere now, Internet, malls, movies TV, a black man with a white woman. It’s everywhere. Everywhere and your dumb ass race is help us to accomplish it.” She said, “You really fear females like me don’t you? You intimidate and threaten and blackmail and rape, yes even rape, to get what you want.” He said, “We’re no different that the white man was years ago with us. And in fact they are still the same, but in more subtle ways now. They are still raping us one way or the other. Now shut up and suck my cock Lisa! Stop talking and suck me hard again! We won’t have any problems if you just do as you’re told. There's no need for me to destroy your life baby. Umm! Yes that’s it suck the hard harder as you use your hands to jerk me off. Yes baby! That’s it! In fact, if you’ll do what I tell you your life will only be better. You’ll have more money and a much more and a better sex life than you had before. Don’t you see Lisa? It’s going to so good for you and me. Oh yes that’s it suck my big black cock baby! Yes! Oh your mouth is so warm and small. Yes that’s so good Lisa. Now time for round two. Lay back and open your pretty little body for me!” She looked at him and hated the fact that he was using her. But Lisa did what he told her. As she lay back on the bed Jerome’s big cock was bobbing up and down hanging almost straight out from his body. She saw the lust in his eyes and face, and it scared her. He said, “And if you do what I tell you Lisa, we won’t have to ever call your husband or family about you. Oh yes! Isn’t Bud coming down to see you tomorrow?” She said, “Oh My God! Yes he will be here tomorrow afternoon. I had almost forgotten.” Jerome said, “Well we’ll have to meet him again and make sure you’re OK before we let either of you leave.” This scared her even more. She asked, “What…..what do you mean by making sure we are Ok?” He said, “We just don’t want you running to him and confession everything that happened to you and the other ladies. So understand me good Lisa. If you want your husband and babies to live you’ll keep your pretty little mouth shut about what we did with you all this week. You understand I have a man who will be waiting for my call that will be within a block of your house . If I should call him he…..well…..let’s just say your two little ones and your mom and dad will be gone before you can get home again. That is if you get home again. I’m not an evil man when it comes to children Lisa but you do understand if you don’t obey, your family will suffer something terrible. And you will pay even more. Now open your pretty white legs and let’s see what I have in front of me. This time we’ll do it much more slowly. Do you understand everything I have said to you Lisa?” She said she understood. She cried as she told him she did. Lisa got the message if she didn’t cooperate and give herself to the HTL organization and do whatever they wanted with her, her family would pay the price along with her. She had to protect her children and husband. She just had too regardless of the hate now building inside her for this man and his HTL!! Jerome had anticipated her compliance and he knew she hated him. He didn’t give a shit. He hated the whites for what they had done to his forefathers. She lay there with her back on the bed and his big cock over her face as she sucked on again while Jerome enjoyed her body. He really enjoyed it when the white women finally gave in and accepted what their faith was going to be. He smiled down at her and said, “I can make your life a living hell and miserable beyond your wildest dreams Lisa. Or,” he chuckled softly , “I can make it better, so much better you won’t believe it. It’s really all up to you baby!” He again looked into her eyes and she saw his lust! He knelt next to her as she continued to suck more of his cock into her mouth and down her throat like she had been taught this week. He said, “See? See Lisa how you automatically take my cock deep into your mouth and throat? Your husband will reap the rewards of this training almost all of the time. Only when you’re at the weekly meeting will your body belong to someone else. But old Bud will love the way you suck him now I promise you. He’ll actually love you more as you become a better lover. And you will Lisa! You will become a much better lover from all the training we will provide to you during our weekly meetings. You’ll see baby! This will be good for both of us. I promise. Now I’m going to fuck you again Lisa. I want your body very badly baby! You are a very, very beautiful white women! Do you want me Lisa? Look at my cock! Tell me you want me in your pussy Lisa. Tell me!” The pretty little white woman shivered slightly as she saw Jerome move between her open thighs again. She saw his long hard black cock and wondered if she would pass out again from him fucking her so hard. She said, “You want me to tell you yes Jerome I know that. But I really don’t want you. I have no choice so get this over with.” He said, “Wrong answer Lisa. When a black man asked you if you want his cock you should be honored. You will always tell him yes, Now say it Lisa. Tell me you want my big black cock in you fucking you like your husband never will. Tell me Lisa.” She told him, “Yes! Fuck me Jerome fill me with your black cock.” Say it with more feeling. Say it with a want and a need. Convince me.” She did and he smiled telling her, “Good girl! Now remember this and always tell the black man you want his cock! Always!” Suddenly, he shoved his hands roughly between her thighs and opened them more. He pulled the foreskin back on his huge uncircumcised cock and took his long thick staff in his one hand. As he slid it up her thigh to her opening, he said, “Put me in baby!” She cooperated immediately and he pushed a good 5 inches right into her waiting pussy with ease. She moaned from the size of him. She was small and he was so thick it felt like she was being ripped. He lifted her legs up and placed her heels on his shoulders. He then bent forward and told Lisa to wrap her arms tightly around his neck as he pressed her knees against her breasts. As she did Jerome straightened up and pulled her small body up into an almost jack-knifed position. His big hands cupped the round firmness of her white ass, and pulled her hard toward him. When he did, Jerome’s massive cock shot deeper into her body a good four more inches. With nine inches in her, Lisa realized no one had ever been deeper except maybe Umboo the African who fucked her the other night! Jerome didn’t stop until he felt Lisa’s ass against his balls. He had penetrated her all the way this time. He smiled down at her knowing all 14 inches of his black clock was in this white woman now. He knew she had to enjoy it as he began to lift her and let her fall back on his shaft. As he held her off the bed, again and again he lifted her and dropped her making sure he inserted all of his big cock into her body at different angles. Then he found the right one and she screamed. “Oh, god, yessssss...! There right there!” He almost laughed out loud hearing hr tell him what he needed to know about her body. She shouted. "Oh fuck yes Jerome! There, right there keep going!!! Oh yes! Oh yes!!! OH FUCL ME! YES!!!!" He could feel the head of his cock against the hard barrier of her cervix and then it would push into her womb. He could feel her body shake and shiver as it continued to be stimulated. Lisa’s pussy walls could feel his cock moving along their tight channel. She jerked hard with excitement again and again as he continued to thrust into her. Jerome moved her many different ways and watched to see her reaction. When he found the best method of fucking her he recorded it in his brain. He knew all her sexual secrets after a week of watching her fuck and suck many men. Hell she had told them everything they needed to know to seduce her. "Do me Jerome," she whispered in a deep sexy husky voice, “Do me and make me cum!” His hands began moving her ass slowly back and forth then from side to side and then finally back to up and down. He let his long hard black dick manipulate the soft walls deep inside her tight little white pussy, which wasn’t as tight as it use to be. He wondered if Bud would notice it? Lisa groaned and moaned and then cried out louder and deeper until she couldn’t hold back any longer from his continuous teasing and body stimulation. She threw her head back and cried out in abandon and climaxed like an animal. Jerome had changed Lisa that night. She was now much more aggressive and vocal when she came. And he was making her cum again and again and again! Jerome was now pounding in and out of her like a train going downhill. Lisa’s pretty little white pussy was squeezing and holding Jerome just like he enjoyed so much. “Yes….Yes….Yes Lisa! That’s it baby! Squeeze your pussy against my hard cock! That’s it! Just like we taught you! Ys Lisa!! Umm baby! Your pussy feels so good. Squeeze me Lisa!” He loved the small ones the best! And with every stroke now Lisa was moaning and begged for more. “Squeezed Lisa!” And Jerome pulled his cock out about 4 inches before shoving it back into her. “Squeeze me baby! Hold me on it, baby,”, he said each time he buried it back into her. “Yes!! That’s it Lisa! Again!! Again!! Again!!! Oh yes!!! You got it now Lisa! Yes baby! Squeezed me!!Again! Again! Again!! Again! Again!! Yes! Yes! Yes! Oh Yes Lisa!!” And then she screamed suddenly. "I'm cum.. ...Oh fuck yes!! So good." She slammed into the big black man as she took all of his cock, and as she did he pushed with his own hips and buried his cock so that he was balls deep inside her. A scream of pain and pleasure shot from both Lisa’s and Jerome’s mouth! Lisa began pumping her sexual oily cum secretion all around his hard shaft deep inside her body as her orgasm screamed and then burst from deep inside her again and again. It seemed like she was having one after the other as Jerome fucked her hard and fast now. "Cummmming.....cumming…..Againnn! OH Jesus Jerome!! Oh God! Oh God!! Oh God Ooooooooohh...GOD! I'm cccccummmminngggg!! OH GOD! IT”S SO GOOOOD!!!!” she screamed. Every muscle in Lisa’s small body seemed to be exploding with her orgasm. She tightened uncontrollably around Jerome’s cock and milking the complete length of his hard shaft. It drove him crazy with his own needs. He bent his knees more and let her legs go. She immediately wrapped them around his body. He slid his arms under her arms and held her shoulders for leverage as he rammed into her. Lisa’s tits were bouncing up towards her face before coming back down as he pumped hard into her body. As Lisa’s shapely legs sprang wide apart, and then surrounded his stomach again tighter this time, her heels pressed down on to his ass trying to push him even further into her cunt. Jerome pounded her white cunt as hard and as rapidly as he could. Suddenly, he gasped with his sexual lust and delight. His body went rigid and his cock felt thicker and hard as stone. Hot cum pumped into Lisa with huge thick globs. They fell off the bed as Lisa pounded into him and rolling them from side to side. On to the floor in loud bang, they fell. He never missed a stroke as she kept her legs and arms wrapped around him tightly. The only thing that had changed was she was now on top! And Lisa threw her head back cried out with some long lost animal sound that came from deep in her throat. She rode herself up and down on that big black cum spewing cock until she could no longer feel any part of her body but her cunt. His cock in her pussy continued with the hot jets of cum that were pumping into her. Jerome had cum so much his seed ran out her cunt around the huge shaft buried in her. It spilled from her pussy in creamy streams and ran down his softening shaft, and over the crack of Lisa’s ass forming another puddle under him on the floor. Both orgasms were extremely long and hard. And both people were exhausted for the time being. The fire of lust that Jerome had for this white woman was ebbed at least for the current. Jerome lay on top of Lisa panting as they both tried to recover. He held her now and didn’t say anything. She actually was thinking now how good Jerome felt against and in her. She needed to be held and he was at least giving her something other than just a fuck. Hard To Learn # 401 There were no reservations or fears now about the future she faced. She realized that if she could give as good as she got with Jerome, she could handle any man. She would have to deal with the cheating and the disgusting things she would have to do with him and his men. But she knew she could keep her family until she could figure out how to escape the hold he had on her. She would keep her soul while she did it too . “ What goes around comes around”, she said to herself. Jerome will get his one-day too. Jerome lay there and just looked up at this beautiful naked white woman on top of him and he smiled He smiled as he looked at the love making marks he had refreshed on her body. He wondered how she would explain them to her husband. Lisa didn’t realized what he had done to her breasts and thighs while he licked and fucked her. But she would the first time she looked into a mirror. Her sweet lovely well-built married body will surely give her away. He smiled again to himself as he sat there thinking, “How is she going to explain the suck marks on her body. I mean Jesus they look like some sort of a rash there are so many on her neck, shoulders, tits stomach and thighs all the way up inside and around her pussy. Yea! My men did this little whore real well this week and last night. I mean she looks used up now, her tight little pussy is gapping wide open now. Hell her old man would have to strap a 2x4 across his back so he don’t fall in!” He didn’t say anything for what seemed like a very long time to Lisa. In reality, it was on a minute. Jerome finally lifted her head and told her she was done. She could sleep now. She looked up at him as he began to gently touch her breasts. "Please," she said, “One more time!” Jerome knew she was broken and had gone over to him completely now. She was his! Her eyes and smile were very familiar to him. He had seen this kind of need before this beautiful white married woman now exhibited towards him. He knew what sexual need she wanted to experience again. He would relish her introduction to fucking a black man for the rest of her life. They stood up and moved back to the bed. Lisa knew she would have a hell of a bruise in the morning from falling off the bed earlier. As she moved her hand between Jerome’s legs she froze when she touched him. The she ran her hand up the length of his cock and grasped. She felt him still almost as hard as he was before he had cum in her. Jerome was truly different than most men, he stayed hard for a much longer time and could still be hard enough to fuck her again after cumming twice. She knew she had fucked him hard and long, made him cum twice and still he was hard enough to fuck her again. She licked her lips now with her own lust. Motherfucker or not, she wanted Jerome inside her again. So with one hand she pulled him moving his cock head to her open pussy. Her mouth opened wide to welcome his probing tongue. When he lift back up off of her mouth, Lisa told him in no uncertain terms that she was open to him in every way now. They moved on the bed in unison. Jerome positioned himself between her legs and licked each nipple, which only drove Lisa, more crazy that she already was. Her engorged clit between her legs was begging to be stimulated again. He pushed into her slowly and steadily, inch by wonderful inch. Within seconds of rubbing his large cock shaft against Lisa’s huge clit, she cried out, “Oh god! I'm cumming. I... don't... believe it... Oh god!" She bucked up against his body uncontrollably as her first orgasm swept over her and overtook her completely. Jerome held his cock still and let her small wonderful body fuck itself on him. When it had subsided, she was breathless and holding on to him. Her body shaking with lust and passion she had never known before.. Jerome moved up again now until the head of his cock was just touching the insides of Lisa's very wet very opened slit. He pushed forward again with his long shaft gently. Lisa moaned and opened her legs wider. Her arms and legs circled him and she pulled him toward her. She hissed at him, “I need you now! NOW! Jerome! FUCK ME!!!” He pressed firmly against her. The swollen head of his cock penetrated into her body again further than anyone else had gone. Lisa was so overwhelmed by these new sexual and erotic feelings and sensations that were attacking her body that she was afraid she might pass out again. He was stretching her pussy tunnel so much, she didn’t think she would ever be the same, especially her pussy won’t be. "Please... oh please, “ she moaned to him! Please what Lisa? Tell me what you want me to do baby.” Jerome smiled down at her holding his cock 2 or 3 inches in her pussy and waiting. Lisa knew what he wanted her to say and this time she said it and meant it. “Do it... hurry! Just do it. Fuck me! Fuck me Jerome!! Fuck me hard!! Fuck me fast!! OH God Fuck me! Fuck me!! FUCK ME!!!" she cried. Jerome was well past the point of no return himself. This little white woman was almost more than he could handle by himself but he wanted to fill her cunt again with his cum! He was driven to show her how good a black man could be when it came to fucking. But instead this little white woman was showing him how great she could be when it came to fucking men especially with this damn itch between her legs. Together they had reached the explosion point. He took a nipple between his lips and licked it. Jerome pushed forcefully forward and back first burring five or six inches of his cock inside the squeezing pussy. Then he withdrew the same number of inches. The next thrust was harder and the withdrawal more. Soon Jerome was fucking in and out of Lisa’s cunt with a good 10-inchs. He was in heaven, she was almost delirious with pleasure. And it went on and on until the light of the morning came into the room. "Oh God! It's so big!! I'm going to cum again... oh... oh... I'm cum-m-m-m-ing!" Lisa seemed to screaming or moaning these words ever few minutes! Jerome remained still each time Lisa bucked and humped her cunt as she climaxed around his big penetrating cock. He was trying to save himself from cumming. He knew if he did, it would be over for him. He had never cum three times and still stayed hard. Never. "More... don't stop!! Give me more! Oh Fuck!! Damn you Jerome! Give me it! Fuck me! Fuck me! Fuck me!!!! Fuck me damn you!" Lisa screamed out to him. Jerome continued to withdraw more and more of his cock, so he could slam the full length of his shaft into the tightly stretched squeezing pussy of this white woman. He loved fucking this married woman who was moving with him fucking him back so well. "So good... so good... more... harder" – faster”, she moaned, almost ordering him with each of her words Lisa lifted them both up off the bed with a thrust of her hips and ass now. She was going wild, becoming uncontrollable with her movements. He loved it!! He pumped his cock slowly and deeply inside her now bring out more wonderful animal sounds from the almost delirious Lisa. It wasn’t going too much longer before Jerome knew he would have to get relief again. He always loved the moment when he emptied his abundant load of cum deep inside his new white whore. Deeper than anyone or anything had ever been, Lisa felt him swelling again. She knew he was going to cum soon. She also knew she was totally Jerome' property now. Lisa had been completely taken over by her lust, passion and desire for the sexual feelings she was experiencing for the first time in her life. Even under these horrible conditions and circumstances she was in, she was aware that Jerome had her. She would do whatever and whenever he wanted her to do. She also had a briefly moment of despair for her husband and children. She was going to miss out on so many years with them. She knew sooner or later she would be caught and she would be left with nothing. But at that moment she only wanted Jerome and his big dick. Hell it could have been yellow green or red she didn’t care. It was bigger and thicker than any she ever had before and she was going crazy on it! Just then Jerome pushed more firmly against her and she felt him hardening and knew it was his time to cum! She wrapped her legs tightly around him and pulled against his buttocks as his orgasm approached. She screamed out to him, “Now...now…now Jerome!! Fuck me! Hard! Cum in me... pleaseeeeeeee! Cum in my pussy! Fill me!! Oh yes baby! Oh yes baby!!! Do it!! Doooooooooo Itttttttttttttttt!! Oohhhhhhhhhhh God! Yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!” Jerome smiled down at her as he obliged. He penetrated Lisa’s body to the maximum he could and then as his cock felt like it would explode again, he stopped moving! Just as his cock began to gushed inside her, Lisa was overtaken with such a powerful orgasm that she briefly felt she lost consciousness. But, she continued to hold Jerome in a vice-like grip with her arms and legs. He grunted with each shot and there were many! His cum emptied again into her womb filling it and her pussy tunnel. She was so full of desire she started to cry when she felt her relief and his coming together. “Yes! Yes baby! Cum in me! Fill me! Give me all your black seed! Oh fuck yes Jerome!! It’s so good baby! Finally they both relaxed in each other's arms. He remained inside her until his cock was completely soft. Lisa had found relief and pleasure and sensations that she had never dreamed of. And she owed it to this man, Jerome, who had brought her into a New World-a world she knew she would never abandon. Her head was spinning. Her pussy stretched and squeezing a very large and thick cock shaft deep inside her as she was rode him now. Lisa loved being on top and Jerome held her hips and bounced her up and down watching her full round white tits bounce up and won along with her as she rode him. She was good and squeezed his cock shaft as she moved on nit! She moaned thinking she would be fucked like this at least once a week at the HTL meetings. Then she arched her back and rotated her ass and hips giving him all of herself. she was his black cock whore now and all she had to do was keep it from her husband. At this point I have to stop the writing of this story. The image of this terrible black man ramming his cock into me the first and the last time with three other men hold me down, made me sick. I’m sure I am going to vomit. After resting and taking some stomach medicine which now for me was a daily occurrence taking it twice a day. I started writing again. I remembered back to where I was in the story. Oh yes. Once Jerome had his climax, then the other three men each took their turns, twice before the night was over. I had four men working on me sexually for over three hours before I passed out. The last thing I remembered was Jerome’s teeth smiling brightly around his black face and then my eyes rolled back into my head. I still remember his eyes seemed to dance as he watched me being taken again and again and again by his three men in all my female holes. Finally it drove me crazy and I remember screaming and that’s the last thing I remembered until Jerome was patting my face and waking me. I now know that the three other men worked on me until Jerome was ready again. He would seem to be the big lover when in fact he had three other men fucking me while he rested. I received no rest and was fucked continuously. I didn’t realize it then but I do now. And, Jerome didn’t make love to, or try and please me. He gave me pain and pleasure! My body gave me over to the pleasure after a long time of pain. I couldn’t help myself as I orgasmed from his big cock, but it wasn’t love and it wasn’t fun. Now he was using me for his own pleasure and the pleasure of his HTL. He didn’t give a fuck about me and in fact I was like any other HTL supply, pens, paper, etc. If he broke me or I didn’t do what he told me I would be throw out like a brokered pen. He would I knew it and he would see that my life was wrecked. My life, week by bloody week, was being destroyed anyway with these meetings when I got home. Again I didn’t realize it then. He made me perform sex acts that night I would have never wanted to do. I was blackmailed now and would be blackmailed more at the weekly meetings. I had no choice but to do what he told me to do. I was a slave, pure and simple, no thinking differently. He said jump and I asked how high. He said fuck and I opened my legs to any man or men he told me to do. But now as I write this story my dark secret not a secret any longer, I was going to stop this madness put on me weekly by this cruelty, this terrible injustice to me and other white women. I wasn’t going to be the puppet any longer. It was too late for me, I knew that now. But, what I was going to do and how I was going to do it gave me hope that it would result in headlines that might save another white woman from falling for the black man’s bullshit. They were all involved as far as I was concerned. Every black man, who had ever tried or succeeded in fucking a white woman, or gave her a mixed baby or broke her marriage or lived in any way with her family was just as bad as Jerome. Blacks should be up in arms about what was happening in this country, the black woman especially! She should be very concerned. White men should take up arms to protect their families. Kill if need be to stop a black predator from infecting his women. But I wasn’t concerned about any of them now only about if my plan would be achieved. I didn’t care how long it took or what happened to me, my life was over anyway! I had determined to stop my slavery and hoped that it would at least free the white women in his local organization. Yes, I would soon be ending this anguish, this pain, this sorrow and this horrible wrong.