25 comments/ 49481 views/ 51 favorites No Bounds By: Passions_Fool I awoke with a shiver... dark shadows of black swirling in my head, concealing the images I had just been watching. Under me, the sheet was soaked and cold against my skin while I could feel a stickiness on my bare belly. Lying flat on my back, I was spreadeagled and sweating profusely, while the sheet that had been covering me was nowhere to be found. As my eyes began to focus in the dim, morning light, I recognized the ceiling fan blades whirling above me at full speed. The air from them on my body was hot and stifling... not cool and refreshing as it would normally feel. Reaching down, I dipped my fingers into the substance on my belly and lifted it up to examine it, realizing it was semen. Apparently I had cum all over myself during my dream. Propping myself up on my elbows, I looked down... my stomach was covered with several small puddles of it just above my flaccid cock. I didn't have a clue what could have caused me to ejaculate like this, since I couldn't recall anything lately about my dreams. My head was pounding. I had a headache... a bad one! Squeezing my eyes shut, I sat up and swung my legs off the side of the bed, encountering the missing sheet balled up under my feet. Grabbing it, I cleaned the mess off my belly before tossing it back to the floor. Dazed by the throbbing between my eyeballs, I stood and stumbled to the bathroom joining Jessi's bedroom to mine. Switching on the lights, I moved to the toilet and relieved myself before I turned to the sink and stared at myself in the mirror. It reaffirmed that I looked like shit. My skin was pasty, my curly blond hair was ratted up and my face was gaunt like a zombie. I had taken it very, very hard. Losing a sibling can never be easy, but losing my twin sister felt like I had died, also. Just cut me in half... just smash my brain in with a club... I surely would have felt better than I was feeling now. Even though I hadn't been there, I knew exactly what happened. I knew the road Jess was driving on to visit her friend, Susan, for the evening. I even knew the curve that the drunk driver had failed to negotiate just before he t-boned Jessi's little compact sedan, smashing it sideways into the deep ravine. The coroner said she died on impact... so had the drunk. At least we wouldn't have to go through a trial and relive her death over and over. Lurching into the shower, I turned on the cold water before standing under the spray and feeling nothing but the pounding in my temple. It had been like this since she died... nothing to feel... feeling nothing. Still dripping wet, I stepped to the sink and leaned on the counter, looking into the mirror again for a long while. Suddenly, my reflection went out of focus and shifted... there was Jess looking back at me like a semi-transparent hologram... then it was my face... then hers... mine... hers. I shut my eyes tight, took a deep breath, then looked again. It was hers... her lips were moving but I couldn't make out the words. I closed my eyes again and this time, when I opened them, it was my face. Before the image could change again, I turned from the mirror, opened the door to her room and went in, like I had done at least four times a day. It was still the same as the day after she left. The same clothes laying on the floor where she had dropped them after undressing... the closet door still open... her makeup stuff still strewn across her dressing table... nothing had changed. I sat on the edge of her bed and started to cry, just like I had every time I came in here to drown in my own self pity. "John?... John!" A voice called out and I turned to see my younger sister, Jen, standing over me. I stared blankly at her as she tried to help me up. "Come on... stand up... let's get you to your room." As I stood up and put my arm around her shoulders, I realized I didn't have any clothes on. "Shit!" I tried to cover my limp cock with a hand, but she ignored me and started to lead me back to the bathroom. "God, Jen, I'm sorry!... I can do this... " "Nonsense, John. Nothing I haven't seen before... other guys, of course... not yours, but I'm a big girl." She stopped me when we were by the sink and grabbed a towel, methodically beginning to dry me off. When I protested, she ignored me and dried my cock and crotch before working her way up my body to my hair. Finishing up, she urged me gently into my room. Walking to my closet, I pulled out my bathrobe, slipping it on quickly and tied the belt. She moved to my bed, stripped the sheet, then gathered the one from the floor. "Sit down... I'll be right back," she ordered me as she left my room with the sheets. I was still sitting on the side of the bed and staring out the window at the brightening sky and trees when she returned, carrying a cup of coffee. After handing it to me, she pulled my desk chair over in front of me, taking a seat facing me. She studied me sipping on my drink for a minute before speaking, "Talk to me, John... let me in... let me help you through this, please." When I didn't immediately reply, she pressed me more, "Look... I need help, too!... I need to talk about her and... .about us... Mom's a mess... and candy-ass Randy is never around - I'm not sure he gives a shit anyway - it's just you and me, bro... so, talk to me... please?" Leaning in, she placed her hands on my knees and looked at me with a pained and pleading expression on her face. I nodded slowly as I studied my sister. Two years younger than me at 18 years old, she had lost that look of a child and was now a full blown woman. Her dark gray eyes were framed by her medium-brown, curly hair that fell just past her shoulder blades. Clad in a simple t-shirt and cutoff levi shorts, you really couldn't see much of her body which was fairly voluptuous with maybe a touch of baby fat here and there, but suited her full breasts and hips nicely. She wasn't wearing a bra, so I could see her large nipples poking against the shirt with a hint of her dark areolae through the thin material. I had seen her in a bikini often enough to know her body was nice. She was definitely sexy... but she was my sister and I didn't really think of her that way. "I'm sorry, Jen." I apologized, reaching out a hand to cup her jaw. "I'm such a mess and I just can't seem to get it together. Thank you for just being here and putting up with my bullshit." Leaning in, I kissed her on the forehead. She had a tear in the corner of her eye which I wiped away, then she put her arms around my neck and moved in to give me a big hug, her head pressed against my cheek and breathing softly in my ear. I set my cup on the nightstand next to me and put my arms around her. We clung to each other for a minute before she slid from the chair and sat next to me on the bed, her arm around my waist and her head resting against my shoulder. After a spell, she asked me, "You seemed so out of it this morning... what happened? I know you've been going into her room a lot... I've heard you in there just banging around, but this morning was different." All our bedrooms were on the top floor with Jessi's and mine on one side of the hall while Jen was across from me and another bathroom between her room and our parents at the end of the hall. Pushing some loose strands of hair off her face, I tried to explain, "It's hard to describe, but I feel as if... even though I manage to get to sleep late... even when I do sleep, I'm not really sleeping... I'm exhausted!... I know I have dreams... big ones, but I can't recall them... they vanish before I can remember them... and I can't... " My voice trailed off as I failed to find the words. Hanging my head down, I shook it in exasperation. Her hand moved to the back of my shoulders as she began to firmly massage my tense muscles. "Okay, let's just try to start with this morning." She was being her 'get-the-facts' self as she tried to help me sort it out. "What do you remember from the time you woke up?" "I was laying in a wet bed, sweating like hell... and... this is embarrassing, Jen... " She gave me an encouraging smile, so I went on, "Well... I had cum all over my belly. I don't think I jerked off... but I sure as hell came." I felt my face flush, but she just looked concerned as she continued to work on my neck and shoulder muscles. "I used the sheet on the floor to clean off, then I went into the bathroom and took a shower... then I was looking into the mirror and I felt like I was on acid or something... it was my face, and then her face... then back and forth. I felt like I was freaking out, so I walked into her room and then you came in." "You left the shower running. I shut it off before I found you in her room," she informed me with a quick hug and peck on my cheek. "I did?... See what I mean?... I'm losing it." "Do you remember anything about your dream?" she probed for more. Falling back on the bed, I closed my eyes, trying to visualize what I thought I'd seen before I woke up fully. "Shadows... lots of darkness... and things in the shadows... I think there was a face... maybe a female, but not sure... and voices... several voices mumbling low, but I couldn't make out the words... I think a female and maybe one or two males... but I'm not sure." When I opened my eyes, Jen was leaning on her arms and staring at my chest. When she saw me looking at her, she suddenly flushed bright red, then quickly turned away. "I'm sorry, John!... I didn't mean to... " She sounded mortified. "Mean to what?" I asked, raising up on my elbows. Glancing down, I saw that my robe was laying open, exposing my semi-hard cock to her view. She jumped to her feet and stood with her back to me as I tried to console her, "Jen, I didn't realize...it's not your fault, sis... shit, I'm sorry!" Sitting up, I covered myself while attempting to grab her arm. She took a couple of steps to the door before pausing and glancing over her shoulder at me. "I'm gonna make us some breakfast. Come on down in a bit so we can talk some more, okay?" "Okay... down in a minute," I confirmed with an embarrassed smile. She smiled back as she left. Dressing slowly, I threw on my boxers, khaki shorts and a polo shirt along with tennies and no socks since it was supposed to get near 90 this afternoon. Jen was at the stove when I came downstairs and walked into the kitchen. "Making you an omelette, okay?" she inquired. "Great, thanks Jen." I grabbed some orange juice from the refrigerator before stepping to the patio door and looking outside at the pool. When Jen set my plate on the table, I turned and saw mom coming out of the laundry room. "Hi, hon. How are you?" She sounded tired and depressed, just like she had for the last week. Jessi's death had hit all of us pretty hard, and it had only been three days since the funeral. "Did you get any sleep last night?" "Don't think so, mom... still really tired." "Sorry to hear that... gotta give it some time, dear." Her voice was very monotone and emotionless. "Will you kids be alright if I run to church for a bit?" she inquired. It was more of a canned question because I think she just asked out of politeness more than anything else. "Sure mom... go ahead," I gave my approval just to ease her mind. She had always been a fairly closed person, so her church groups seemed to give her a feeling of belonging. It probably had to do with being able to be around women with similar interests. We all have our own way of coping, I guess. Jen joined me a minute later, and we ate quietly. I didn't realize I was so hungry, easily scarfing down my food, then chugging my juice. I heard the front door close as I went to the refrig to grab another juice, but came up empty. Spotting some of Randy's beers in the back, I said 'fuck it' and grabbed one. It was early, but I felt like maybe a couple of beers might relax me. Randy was our idiot stepfather who either worked all day or was at the bar with his buddies. Either way, he wouldn't miss the beer since he never kept track, and mom would just get some more when they were almost gone. In another month, I'd be able to buy my own. Jen looked at me funny when she saw me pop the beer open, but didn't say anything. Instead, she asked, "Come join me in the pool please, John... pretty please!... I need to talk some more." The temperature would be nice outside at this time of the morning, and she had let me do most of the talking earlier, so I agreed. "Sure... I'll see ya in a bit." I went upstairs and threw on my trunks. Sitting in a chair at the patio table, I was working on my second beer when Jen walked outside to join me, dropping a couple of towels in a nearby chair. She was wearing the lavender bikini that I liked the most and really showed off her voluptuous figure the best. I gave off a little wolf whistle, hoping to make her feel nice because we both seemed to need some cheering up right now. Grinning, she gave me a little curtsy in appreciation, followed by a slow pirouette. She always had a nice ass and this suit emphasized it's shape to perfection, the narrow band of material mostly disappearing between her butt cheeks. "You coming in?" She asked. "Sure." I stood up, watching her turn and walk down the pool steps. I noticed her sexy little wiggle for the first time. Maybe it was being so loopy from the lack of sleep, or maybe it was the beer so early in the day, but I was feeling better than I had in quite a while. Whatever the reason, I waited until she was well into the water before I did my famous cannonball right next to her, completely drowning her. She came up sputtering and yelling, "John!... damn it!" She laughed while trying to dunk me, but didn't stand a chance of moving my large frame which was almost double hers... 5 ft. 6 versus 6 ft. 1 does not a fair fight make. I did give her an A for effort, but she could never get the best of me unless I let her. In this case, I did and fell lamely backward. She chuckled at my false defeat, splashing me playfully. It was good to hear her laugh again... the first time in days any of us had shown any happiness. We played for a bit more before I got out and went over to the table to drink some more of my beer. I was surprised when I felt her bear hug me from behind, her full breasts squeezed up tight against my back. It gave me an unexpected jolt of sexual sensations that I shouldn't have had. I explained it in my head as the beer talking, but I really knew that it went deeper than that. I had felt something similar to this once before, and it ended up almost killing me... it may still. Quickly, I buried the thought and accepted her hug, even though I had that familiar filling of my cock that I was trying so hard to stop. I covered her hands with mine and asked, "What about you, Jen?" When she loosened her grip, I took one of her hands in mine as I turned to look at her. "How have you been dealing with all this... we talked about my problems, but what are yours?" I had caught her by surprise, so she took a moment to gather her thoughts. Gazing up at me, she described what she was going through, "It hurts a lot... no doubt. I also have trouble sleeping... I cry a lot, too... But, I seem to be able to just make my mind go numb and not think about it for periods of time. Soooo... it helps me deal with it better." "I'm glad to hear that... I just wish I could cure my sleeping stuff. Maybe I just need more time." I had turned my gaze out across the yard, and when I glanced back at her out of the corner of my eye, she was looking at my crotch again. It was just a quick look, but I could tell it was intentional. I had to figure out what to do about her sudden sexual interest in me, as well as my growing attraction to her. I didn't want to go down that road again right now. "I just want you to know, Jen, that I am here for you... so, please talk to me about anything you want... okay?" I insisted. When she nodded her understanding I went on, "I think I'm going to get some sun for a bit... maybe a short nap. Don't let me burn, okay?" "Okay, bro," she promised. Strolling to the pool, I dove in, making a quick lap and hopped out, grabbing one of the towels she had brought out and spread it out on the deck before laying on my back. The sun was already starting to heat up the concrete, so I knew I wouldn't be able to tan for very long. I hadn't been lying there more than a couple of minutes before I heard Jen's voice, "Let me put some sunscreen on you, John." I opened my eyes as she was kneeling beside me. When I nodded, she squirted some on my chest and her hands, then began to swiftly spread it over my body. I closed my eyes and let her work, well aware that she was probably going to get a good look at my bulge which was starting to enlarge despite all my attempts to not think the thoughts that I was thinking. She stayed well away from my upper thighs as she was covering my legs. Still, I could sense her eyes were fixed on my crotch. I rolled over when she commanded and let her cover my back. As she finished, she playfully slapped my butt, then I heard her dive into the pool... ******** Jess... it was Jess! For the first time since her death, I could see her face clearly again. She was beautiful... her straight, sandy-blonde hair floating about her face, her dark-blue eyes sparkling and her lips painted with her favorite pale-red lipstick. Wrinkling up her face, she flashed me that mischievous, sexy smile she had just before she pulled some stunt or did something else to surprise me. In this case, it was to plant a gigantic kiss on me as she jumped into my arms and wrapped her legs around my waist while pushing her pelvis against my crotch. I had never been able to figure out how she could mask this kind of stuff from me, since every time I would try to hide something or surprise her, she always knew what was coming. Somewhere around the age of 13, she developed this skill but never would tell me how she did it. I hated it... and she knew I did. In my book, it was never fair that she could hide things from me while I couldn't do the same. We even had huge fights about it until she made me a promise that she would never mask something important... she loved me too much for that. I took her at her word and never had any reason to doubt her Besides this, there was only one other difference between us... our sizes. Thank goodness for that! I would shudder to think of a 6 ft 1 in., 197 lb. woman with a high school, state champion, male gymnast's upper torso. She was only 5 ft. 9 in. with a lingerie model figure and D-cup, firm breasts about the size of a large grapefruit. The image suddenly shifted... now, I was in my bedroom. Glancing at the clock, it read midnight... she would be here soon. Laying back on my bed against some pillows stacked up against the headboard, I had my cock in hand, stroking it slowly in anticipation. I sensed her presence moving nearer just before I heard the bathroom door open with a soft squeak-'I need to get some WD40,' I mused- and Jess moved up next to the bed. In the dim, muted light of my cloth-covered lamp, she looked glorious, dressed in a silky-red, short kimono robe. Smiling wickedly, she looked down at me playing with myself, then said with an amused tone in her voice, "Starting without me, lover?" She untied the belt holding her wrap closed to reveal the minuscule, lacy, red thong just barely covering her pussy while her bare breasts were only partially visible, the nipples still hidden. She allowed me a moment to enjoy her body before licking her lips seductively. "That's my job, baby." Squeezing her shoulder blades together behind her, the wrap dropped to the floor, exposing her breasts fully. Proudly thrust forward, the large, pale-brown nipples were already rigid and leading the way. I released my shaft as she crawled onto the bed and bent forward, taking me in her hand. Shuffling her body sideways, she presented her almost bare ass for my viewing pleasure. In the dim light, I could still see how aroused she was as the band of red fabric was already pulled tight between her wet, open lips with her starfish clearly on display. No Bounds As I studied her body, she was reading me and thought, 'Glad you enjoy the view... it all belongs to you, He-J.' She used the nickname I had been stuck with since we were toddlers. Our mom had a thing about the letter 'J', so our nicknames reflected that. Jess was She-J and Jennifer was stuck with Lil-J. We hated them, but they were still used from time to time as more of a tease or playful name between us. 'Watch me suck you dry!' she projected as she looked back at me, taking me in her mouth. She had a way of working on my cock that drove me nuts. With her mouth open wide over the head, her tongue would rotate around it like a food mixer then the tip would curl up under the ridge and tease me there. When combined with her intermittent sucks and bobbing up and down on my shaft, it never failed to send shivers through my body. 'What are you waiting for?' came her question as her mouth came off me and her hand began to pump my shaft while randomly squeezing it. When she spotted some pre-cum at the slit, she quickly swiped it up with her tongue and tasted it with a smack of her lips and a smirk on her face as she glanced at me again. 'The shivers to stop!' I shot back. I knew she could tell the effect she was having on me, but was just yanking my chain. Reaching for her ass, I started to play with her cheeks, squeezing and massaging them firmly as I admired their softness and silky-smooth skin. She squirmed and wiggled, pressing back into my hands as she resumed working on my cock. Changing her routine, she plunged her mouth deeper and deeper on me while one hand slipped under me and tickled my anus with the other playing with my balls. Her words appeared in my head again, 'I love your cock, baby... love it... love it!' 'Bring that pretty cunt back here so I can suck on those lips and clit.' As she swung her leg over me, I placed my hands under her hips and lifted her to my face. Using my teeth, I drug her panties off to the side so that I could get at her. The heady aroma of her filled my senses as I looked at her flowered inner lips slick from her desire. Her clit was already peeking out from it's hood and begging for my attention. 'God, I love your pussy... I could eat you all night, baby.' 'If we could get away with it... I'd let you,' she agreed as she engulfed my cock in her throat almost to the base. I shivered hard and pushed my pelvis up as I felt her throat muscles massaging me before she backed off. 'Fuck!... I love how you do that to me!' My ass dropped back down to the bed where her tongue swirled around my head again, sending more shudders through me and up my spine. 'And... I love to do it to you!' I returned the favor, heading straight for her clit with my lips. Sucking it into my mouth, I nipped it with my teeth, causing her to jerk and then spasm. I had very little experience before Jess and I became involved, but I did know her clit was a little larger and easier to coax out than other girl's. It drove her crazy and was my way of pleasing her just as much as she was able to please me when we orally attacked each other. I aroused her for a minute before I pulled back and inserted my two middle fingers inside her, curling them up and searching for the ridge of skin on the backside of her clit. When I found the spot, she quivered intensely. 'Gotcha!' I triumphantly declared as a muffled moan escaped her throat. 'You little sister fucker!!... race ya!' We had always been highly competitive growing up and it was no different since we had started fucking each other. The challenge was now to see who could make the other cum first. Knowing this was coming, I had left some of my tricks in reserve. As I felt her mouth on my cock, preparing to deep throat me, I clamped down on her clit with my thumb, roughly rolling it while my fingers inside her bore down aggressively on her spot. Simultaneously, I shifted my tongue up to work on her starfish, first teasing around it before trying to poke inside. 'You son-of-a-bitchin' cheater!' she screamed in my head and proceeded to shove her finger in my ass and probe for my prostate. It was hard to do much since we were both jerking and wiggling in response to each other's carnal assault, still I managed to shove the thumb from my other hand into her butt as I nibbled her ass all over with my teeth. It was insane! Her mouth was bobbing on my cock like a jackhammer as her throat muscles tugged and clenched on me. I knew my balls were tight against my shaft... my cum was just seconds away. 'No, She-J!... NO!' I screamed as she pulled my load from within me and into her mouth, my hips thrusting upward, trying to chase my cum inside her. 'I WIN!' she yelled in triumph, just before she came herself , flooding my fingers and chin with her cream... ****** "John!" It was a scream, but sounded very, very far away. Then, it was closer and accompanied by someone shaking me. "John... for god's sake, wake up!" Coming back to reality as my eyelids fluttered open, I could see Jen above me with her hands on my shoulders, staring at me with a wild look on her face. "John... what the fuck is going on?" Her expression was worried while I tried to figure out what was happening myself. "What, Jen?... what?" Lying on my back on something hard, I tried to raise up, finally managing to to prop myself up on my elbows. As the pool came into focus,the next thing I saw was unnerving. Jen was on her knees beside me looking at my face, trying hard to avoid looking down at my lower body. My trunks were pulled down to mid-thigh, my semi-rigid cock laying on my belly with puddles of semen covering me... just like I had experienced this morning. Jen dropped a towel over my nakedness without looking down while telling me, "I just wanted you to see that before I covered you up... I can't believe! what the hell I just witnessed, though." The expression on her face was one of shock. My face felt on fire and I knew it wasn't from the sun. "Fucking hell!" I sat up and used the towel to mop up the mess from my body. When I saw Jen had looked away, I pulled my trunks back on and stood up, staggering to a chair by the table to sit down. She watched me from her knees as I collapsed in the chair then dropped my head in my hands. Shaking my head slowly, I apologized, "Sorry, Lil-J... sorry you had to see that... don't know what else to say." She rose and came to sit in the chair next to me. "John, you scared me... that was something I can't even believe, let alone explain." I lifted my head from my hands and looked at her as I asked, "What, Jen?... what did you see?" She was shaking with a very pained look on her face, wringing her hands in her lap. With her head tilted at an angle, she was peering at me from behind strands of her hair as she tried to explain what she had witnessed. "I was laying on my belly just a few feet away from you... just getting some sun... and I heard you groan very loud. When I raised up and turned to look at you to see what was going on, I was shocked!" She paused while she thought for a moment. "You trunks were already down your legs and... and... your penis was... erect... standing straight up in the air... " Blushing brightly, she haltingly went on, "Your hands were groping above you like you were fighting something." She stopped, shaking her head with her eyes watering up. Reaching across the table, I grasped her arm, trying to comfort her. "Tell me, Jen... What else did you see?" She appeared to be screwing up her courage before continuing, "I don't know how to describe it... it was as if... I mean, it seemed like... aw shit!... John, it looked like something had hold of you!... your penis... I could see the skin moving up and down while it was moving around!... You raised your butt up like you were being lifted just a moment before you came." She shivered as if suddenly cold. "Then you collapsed... that was when I tried to wake you up." Her eyes were bulging as she finished. I was stunned. If she hadn't of witnessed what she had just described to me, then I would have chalked up the whole thing as just a very wild, wet dream. But tying in what she had just told me with my own dream... I was feeling a cold chill of my own. But... it couldn't be... could it? There had to be another explanation... I just hadn't figured it out yet. "I need a drink," I told her and rose to grab a beer from the refrig. As I was pulling one out, she was there behind me, her expression had changed to one of curiosity "What, John? I saw your look... you know something... what is it?" I walked over to the dining table and sat down while she followed me and sat down as well. Taking a healthy drink of my beer, I continued to think. "Jess," was my one word reply. "Jess?... what do you mean, Jess?" She was incredulous, her mouth hanging open. "For the first time since the accident, I was having a dream I can remember... it was about Jess. But, I can't... " I stopped. I had to leave it at that. Jen wasn't going to let it go. "You can't what, John?... you can't talk about you and Jess?... about what you two were doing?" She was staring bullets at me with a hurt look, causing me to look away. "John... I know about you two!... I've known almost from the beginning. You two weren't as sneaky as you thought you were... well, maybe from mom and the others, but not from me. I know you were fucking each other...I'm not a fool, or a naive little girl any more!" I had turned back to look at her when she had said she knew. "Looks like I owe you another apology, Lil-J. I should have trusted you more... I'm sorry." "Okay... enough of the 'apologies'... now what about Jess?" She pushed for the info. "What I was dreaming about was a lot like what you witnessed. Jess and I were 69-ing on my bed, and she was giving me a blowjob just before I came." I had a look of confusion on my face. "I don't know what else to say... what you saw was almost exactly what we were doing in my dream." Another cold shiver ran through me. "Oh my... " Jen replied, shaking her head and as much in disbelief as I was. I tried to lighten the mood by making a stupid joke, "Maybe I need to buy a chastity jock strap so that I can get some sleep without embarrassing everyone." My smile was kind of goofy, but I still managed to get a chuckle out of her. She teased me back, "I just think it's kinda sad that you keep having orgasms but don't get to enjoy them!" I had to admit that it was kind of funny and laughed with her. "I think I'm gonna get changed and try to take a nap... maybe I can sleep and not dream this time... I could really use some rest." Standing up, I moved next to her and bent down to kiss her on the forehead, but she raised up and took me in her arms, giving me a big hug followed by a peck on the cheek. "Mind if I check in on you from time to time?" she asked, genuinely concerned. "Sure, hon." I headed upstairs, changed into my shorts and a tee and crawled on top of my bed. For the first time in days, I was almost instantly asleep. ***** I actually got a decent, undisturbed block of sleep. As my eyes opened I could see the darkness starting to set in outside. I assumed it was Jen, that was spooned against my backside, her soft tits smushed up and warm against me. Her arm was thrown over my hips and her hand was resting just against the front of my shorts. I'm sure it wasn't intentional and, at this point, I probably wouldn't even care if it was. After all she had witnessed and helped me through today, there was no need to worry about such a small thing. Beside, she had watched me cum just a few hours earlier! I lifted her arm and slipped out of the bed. She must have been sleeping lightly and roused when I did. Heading to the bathroom, I took a leak then splashed some water on my face. When I came out, she was sitting on the edge of my bed, looking at me. Her hair was all messy from her sleep and she yawned mightily. "Did you sleep as good as I think you did?... you were hard asleep when I came in and joined you a few hours ago." "I think so... don't think I had any dreams or anything... just lights out until now." She walked into my bathroom, coming out a minute later looking refreshed. I waited until she got closer, then took her into my arms and gave her a big bear hug which garnered me a loud 'Ummphh!' from her with her fingers digging into my ribs to free herself. "Thanks, Jen." She gave me a big smile. I grabbed her hand as we left my room and went downstairs. Mom was setting dinner out and Randy was there for a change, so we had a family dinner for once. Not much was said, but at least it was the most normal day we had experienced in a while. Randy said he had to head out and help George work on his truck... yeah... right... the bar was only a block from his house. Even mom seemed a little better, although she still looked pretty tired. We helped her clean up as Randy left, then decided a little TV felt good. Mom only watched for a couple of hours before heading up to bed, so Jen and I sat close on the sofa, but didn't say much. It was only a little after 9:30 when we called it a night. Kissing Jen on the forehead outside her door, I headed for my bathroom to take a much needed hot shower. Still drying myself off, I walked into my bedroom to find Jen leaning against my bedroom door. I started to make a feeble attempt to cover my nudity, but thought how foolish that was since what had happened by the pool. She had on her normal night shirt and, I assumed, panties underneath, but it hung too low to be sure. "Can I sleep with you tonight?... It felt so good to just cuddle with you this afternoon and get some solid sleep," she asked. After drying my hair off, I dropped the wet towel on my desk chair before pulling a pair of my boxers from my dresser. "Sure, hon," I agreed as I stepped into my boxers and turned to my bed, noticing for the first time there were no sheets on it. As she pushed off from the door and walked toward me, I stated the obvious, "I guess I should put some sheets on it first, though." She chuckled as she strode past me to the bathroom and grabbed a clean set of sheets. While we made the bed, I glanced at her and could see the soft swing of her breasts underneath her shirt as she bent and moved. The more I paid attention, the more I realized how much she had grown into a very attractive lady. She caught me looking and stuck out her tongue at me. "You're really very pretty, Jen... some boy's gonna be lucky to get you." "I need a man... not these stupid kids I keep running into," she retorted. "Hang in there Lil-J. You'll find one soon," I tried to encourage her. She never had been one to do much dating while most of her girlfriends were either already married or had gone off to college. I looked up to make sure the ceiling fan was still going, then shut off the bedroom light. "Leave the little light on, okay?" she asked in a small voice. Moving back to the bed, I crawled on with her right beside me. When I laid on my back, she cuddled in next to me, her body lightly touching me and her arm across my chest. I put my arm under her head which she tucked up under my chin. Sighing, she started to breath lightly against me as I closed my eyes and relaxed. "Thank you," she whispered, kissing my neck. "Night." "Night, Jen." I kissed her on the top of her head, feeling totally relaxed as I drifted off. ****** 'Gotcha now!' she was in my head again... Dammit!... Was it Jess that had been messing up my dreams at night? Was it her that I couldn't see in the darkness or the shadows there? 'Jess!... leave me alone!... let me get some sleep... you're killing me, baby,' I begged her. I wasn't sure how much more of this I could take. 'I need you, Big-J... Help me, baby... I need you!' I was pinned down. My arms were over my head and being held. Something heavy was sitting on my belly. I tried to open my eyes, but it was impossible. 'Jess... what are you doing??... why are you doing this?' I hollered at her in my mind. 'We can be together, lover... for real!... not just in a dream like this afternoon... but for real!' she pleaded. I could hear her need... she hurt my brain with her pain. I could also feel more. My cock was hard... very hard and surrounded by heat... a wet, liquid heat that was moving on me and sending shivers through my lower body where the weight was centered. 'What the fuck do you mean, Jess?... what is going on?' I was mad now and I knew she could feel it as I lashed out at her. 'I made it happen, baby... I've been trying to figure out how, and I've made it happen. We can be together now... just like always.' There was a long pause as the weight on my body was moving and the heat around my cock was spreading... working it's way up my back and down my thighs. 'I'm here, baby... open your eyes and look at me... I'm here!' I tried again and was able to open them a bit. She was above me looking down at me. It was Jess that was holding me down and grinding her body on me. However, something wasn't right. Her face had that same, semi-transparent look to it that I had seen in my mirror, and there was a flickering quality to it. I closed my eyes then forced them open again trying to get them wider and trying to concentrate on what I was seeing. It wasn't her!... she almost had me fooled, but it wasn't her! 'Jess!!... stop it!!... stop it NOW!' I screamed in my head as loud as I could, then I gave her an ultimatum, 'Stop it or I'll hate you forever!... forever, Jess!... I mean it!' 'Baby, please!... I need you!... please?' She was crying. It was tearing me apart inside but I had to do it... I had to make her stop. 'Jeessss!...noowwww!!' I could hear her still crying as her image faded out. Shit!... It was Jen who was fucking me. Her face was blank and emotionless like a robot. She was naked and rocking on me, her tits swaying invitingly above me, but she was not there... just her body. 'Let her go, Jess!!... for me, baby... let her go!' I was gentle with her this time, but had to make her understand that what she was doing was wrong. 'It's our baby sister, Jess... pleaseeee!' Jen stopped moving. I could sense her body stiffen and then her eyelids fluttered before I knew it was Jen inside there. Her eyes grew wide as saucers before her hand clamped to her mouth to stifle the scream she almost made as she realized where she was and what was going on. She bolted... flying backward off me and tumbling off the foot of the bed before scooting on her butt across the floor until she ran into the wall. She cowered there in terror... her knees pulled up to her chest with her arms locked around her legs. She began to sob as I jumped off the bed and ran to her. I wasn't sure what to do, finally deciding to sit with her and comfort her as much as possible. 'I'm sorry, John... I'm sorry, baby!... Tell her I'm sorry, but I didn't know what else to do!... tell her, please... ask her to forgive me!' Before I could say anything to her, Jen told me what had happened. "It was Jess! I was asleep and she came to me in a dream. She said she had to be with you." Jen was trembling, reaching out to hold me as she went on, "Then, she just took over... I couldn't speak or move... I could feel and see, but she was in control. She took off my clothes, then she had me take off your boxers and get you hard with my mouth and my hands. You were either totally under her control or dead asleep since you didn't move while I aroused you, or when I got on top of you and stuck you inside me. I could feel you inside... I could feel myself getting aroused and my nipples hard... but, just before you woke up, I could hear your voices! They were far away... I could barely make them out, but I could hear you both." She had calmed down and uncoiled herself a bit. I pulled her to my lap where I wrapped her in my arms, caressing her back and neck. No Bounds She laid her head against my chest as she told me the rest. "I heard her pleading with you... and, I heard your anger and her pain. Then finally I heard you very loud... It came into my head like a loudspeaker when you yelled at her to let me go. The next thing I knew, I had my body back." She shivered against me once more. 'Tell her how sorry I am, baby... tell her I love her and I won't do it again,' Jess begged. 'Do it yourself, Jess... Tell her yourself!' I said it mad, but wasn't sure she could. I believed that if she could punch a hole big enough to do what she had just done, surely she could talk to Jen. Jen raised up off my chest and looked at me strangely. "What, John?" Before I could answer, I saw her eyes flash wide open as she sat up straight. "John!... I can hear her!... holy shit!... I... I... yes, Jess... can you hear me?... You scared me to death!... I know... I love and miss you too!... I understand... it was just such a shock... okay." A wonderful smile came over her face. All the terror and shaking had stopped. I could almost sense a glow emanating from her skin as she sat with me. 'Jess?' I called to her. There was a short pause before she replied. 'Yes, baby?' She felt normal again in my head. 'Can you take a walk... ummm... go away for a bit while I talk with Jen alone?... at least make it seem like we are alone, okay?' 'I can still block you out... will that work, John?' 'Yes... just give us some space, please.' 'Okay... I'll come back in a bit then... I love you!' 'I love you, too, Jess.' And she was gone. I can't say how, but I knew she had left. Standing up, I offered my hands to Jen. When she grabbed them, I pulled her up and walked her over to the bed, sitting on the edge where she sat beside me. It dawned on me that we were both fully naked, but it didn't matter... I was way beyond modesty now and it appeared she was, as well. Examining her body, I truly enjoyed it for the first time. She had beautiful breasts... full, firm and proud. Her nipples were hard and colored bright pink, like two oversized pencil erasers. Lightly tanned, her skin was still somewhat pale and satiny smooth as a baby's bottom. A light scattering of nearly transparent freckles crossed the top of her chest just above her boobs. While she was looking down at her hands which were folded in her lap, I checked on her state of mind, "Are you alright, babe?" Looking up with a weak smile, she replied, "Yes, thanks... still in shock, but I'll be okay." "What did she say to you?... Do you believe she is really sorry for what she did?" When she didn't respond immediately, I went on, "I feel she is gone for now... I could always sense when she was near... I don't feel that now. I told her to leave us alone for a while so we could talk." "Yeah... you two were always weird that way!" She stuck out her tongue playfully while scrunching up her face at me. Her dark gray eyes had a little sparkle in them as she continued, "Yes, I believe her apology... She was in a lot of pain, John... emotional, not physical, of course. She's desperate to try and stay connected to you... it was all she could think about. I knew you two were in love, but this time I could feel how deeply she loved you... I never realized someone could love somebody that much. It sent shivers through me when she had control of me but I could still sense... uhhh... feel her emotions." She stopped and put her hand on my cheek, softly stroking my face with her fingers as she looked into my eyes. "It was the most beautiful thing I have ever experienced... I could see what she saw in you that made her feel that way. I probably shouldn't tell you this, John, but... it made me jealous as hell... it made me want to be like that with... you... too!" It must have been hard for Jen to tell me that as she blushed and pulled her hand from my face while looking down again. Reaching out, I took hold of her face, turning her to look at me. There were tears running down her cheeks with her lip trembling, but she wouldn't look me directly in the eyes. "I had no idea, Jen... now I feel like an idiot... I had no idea at all," I apologized. "I understand, John... how could you know since you and her were so much into each other. You were blind to almost everything around you... I was just your 'pain-in-the-ass' sister. But, I was in love with you, too. I had no chance, so I stayed away and hid it." The look in her eyes for the first time was revealing how she truly felt. I couldn't believe I had missed this... I'm sure she had probably given me signs, but I was so wrapped up with Jess, I was totally oblivious. Her confession was so moving to me that I wanted to show her. I leaned down to give her a kiss on her forehead, but she wanted more. Lifting her face up, our lips met for the first time. It was a sweet kiss with lips closed until her emotions demanded more and I could feel her tongue trying to push inside. After all we had been through, I decided I wanted it too, letting her inside. For some reason, I really wasn't surprised when I also began to desire more as our kiss deepened into one that lovers would share. Her arms came up around my neck and pulled me to her while my arms wrapped around her back, urging her body to me. I pulled her with me as I fell back on the bed with her on top of me. Her breasts were hot and soft against my chest. As our kiss had intensified, I felt my cock twitch and begin to move. It was somewhere between her thighs and when she closed them together it became pinned between the softness there. She began to rub my cock between them as I moved my hands slowly down her back and to her ass to fondle and play with her cheeks. Finally out of breath, we broke our kiss. She lifted her head back and stared at me. The lust and desire in her face was breathtaking as she told me what she wanted, "Fuck me please, John... just you and me this time... fuck ME!" She legs opened and straddled me while she lifted her pelvis up and rocked backward, searching for my cock. I felt it pinned between us as she sought to grind her cunt against it. Wet and open, she found what she wanted, surrounding my cock with her lips and heat. I spread her ass cheeks with my hands down low where I could feel my cock with my fingertips as she moved up and down it. Pushing herself up on her arms, her eyes never left mine as we gazed at each other intently. "Just you, Jen... no one but you!" I promised her. I released her butt and sat up, moving her arms around my neck before taking her breasts into my hands for the first time. I had sometimes wondered how they would feel when I had watched her around the pool and elsewhere. Now I was going to find out. They were extremely soft... but not spongy for their size. When I kneaded them, the flesh was firm and taut beneath my fingers. As she slowly continued to grind against me, I rolled one of her nipples in my fingers and felt how hard and large it was. She leaned into me and put her cheek against mine, her tongue moving to probe and trace my ear before moving down to nibble on my neck. In turn, I bent to nibble along her shoulder blade and up her neck. Her breath was hot and panting in my ear as her arousal was intensifying. "Take me... put it in me... I need it now." I leaned back to look at her as she raised up on her knees. Gazing into her eyes, I reached down between us and probed her pussy with my fingers. She jerked and sighed when I rubbed between her lips then slipped a finger into her hole, fucking it for a second before I took my cock in my hand and looked down between us. Her lips were full and glistening with her fluids as I swiped the head of my cock between them before finally setting the tip at her entrance. She sensed when I was at the right spot and pushed down on me. She felt like molten fire inside, letting out a loud gasp as we coupled. Although we had just been fucking a little while ago, I had not been aware of how she truly felt wrapped around me. I wanted more of her and pushed up steadily until I was fully inside her. She was tight... and hot!... I could feel her using her muscles to grip and clench on me. Not moving, I just enjoyed the feeling of us being connected like this for the first time. I wanted her mouth to celebrate what we were sharing, so we moved together to kiss again. This one was lust-driven and urgent. Wanting more, she started to fuck me, her hips building speed as our kiss became more needy. My hands found her ass and spread her cheeks apart, roughly squeezing and pinching while my fingers reached down and picked up some of our mixed fluids leaking down to my balls. I brought them back up and covered her crack and sphincter before I took a fingertip and pressed against her hole. She broke our kiss and leaned back until I could see her face which had a look of surprise showing on it, but no resistance as to where I was playing. A soft smile appeared as the sensations took over and my finger pressed firmly against her muscle. When it entered her, her eyes flashed wide and she yelped but pushed down on my finger urging me to go deeper. I obliged her and went to the second knuckle. She shuddered hard while her eyes closed for a second. I rotated my finger inside her as she continued to push down on it until she forced it fully inside. Her head shot back and her back arched as a violet groan came from deep inside her. When her head came forward again, she exclaimed, "Fuck!... what are you trying to do to me?" "Make you cum... " I confessed with a sly grin. She was staring bullets at me as she began to drive herself on my cock with a vengeance... done with being subtle as the lust had taken control. She was breathing heavy with a small moan escaping at each stroke. My cock was burning inside her as my finger began fucking her ass to match the rhythm she was fucking my cock with. Looking wild and almost violent, she informed me, "You're... gonna... get... your... wish... cum with me... please!... " I knew I was close, too. My ball sack felt loaded and tight... my shaft was pulsing and ready... my spine was tingling with my ass cheeks clenched. She came with a low, guttural, savage moan. I sensed she was holding back knowing that our parents were just down the hall. They were usually dead to the world after they fell asleep, but we didn't want to tempt fate. Arching backward, she shuddered violently on her last stroke as I took over and drove up into her, feeling my own climax commencing. I wrapped my arms around her and continued to fuck her while I unloaded into her body. My brain and spine lit up like a cherry bomb as I jerked backward, pulling her with me... my semen firing in volleys until it could only ooze out. She was panting harshly against me, her breasts squished between us with her arms out to the side. As I slowly regained awareness, I realized that Jess had returned. 'How long have you been back?' I asked with just curiosity and no objection. 'A few minutes... that was beautiful, baby... Jen has been in love with you for a long time and if I can't be with you, then I want her to be the one who is.' Jen suddenly forced her way out of my arms and sat up. She looked at me with a questioning expression, and her face flushed red. "Jess!...that was private!" she scolded her sternly then went on, "I can hear you both talking in my head again. But, It's different now... I can hear you both as if you were really here... very clear and normal-like" Jess responded to her, 'I'm learning how to control this... before, I would just go into your head and talk... now, it's like I broadcast my words. I guess it works, huh?' I swore I could hear a smile in her thought. Jen was quiet for a second before a puzzled look came over her. "But, apparently John can't read my thoughts... just you then?" 'I'm afraid so... I heard you call to him but it doesn't work that way I'm afraid,' Jess informed her. 'John, I want to talk to Jen alone for a moment, if it's alright?' 'It's up to her, Jess.' "It's okay with me, Jess... go ahead." I sensed Jess blocking me while they talked. It was very strange to watch Jen suddenly look very intensely out into space as they spoke, her face changing expressions as she did so. I got up and went to the bathroom to take a leak and clean myself up. When I came back into the room, I glanced at my clock and it was nearly 3 in the morning... I was drained. Jen was still sitting on the bed and looking at me as I came and sat beside her. She wrapped her arms around my waist and hugged tight to my side. 'Jen has something to talk to you about, my love. I know it's late for you... I can stay up forever, but... I'm going to go for now... I love you both... so very, very much. Good night.' 'Good night, baby," I told her. 'Night, sis!' Jen chimed in. I swear I felt something pass through me that was both cold and warm at the same time. I shuddered and then she was gone. The shock was too much and I felt a couple of tears running down my face which Jen reached up and wiped away. I shivered again. "Let's go to bed and I'll tell you what we talked about... we need to get some sleep soon." Thank god no one would bother us. Mom pretty much left us to our own devices. Even when it came to meals, it was only dinner that we ever seemed to do together. We had taken the week off for the death, and all of us had jobs with different schedules, so we were on our own. Randy was a house guest it seemed like, and mom never peeked in on us anymore, so I felt safe in having Jen with me in the morning. Heaven knows, Jess and I had pulled it off all the time, but the adjoining bathroom made sneaking around a lot simpler. I did make one concession and we both got dressed in our sleep wear before we curled up together in bed. As she got comfortable in my arms, she gave me a synopsis of their conversation "Let me see if I can get this right... she wants to try and have a '3-way'." "A what?!" I had to jump in immediately at the seemingly outrageous idea. She put her finger to my lips and tried to go on. Deciding I wanted to touch her again, I slid a hand up under her night shirt to play with her boob. I loved the feel of her skin which was a lot softer and more pliable that Jessi's. "She wants to be with you so badly at least once more, that she will try anything to make it happen. I want to help her, love. We talked about what had happened when she took over my body and... when I told her I could still feel your penis and all even though she was in control, she had a brainstorm. That's what she wants, John... she wants to feel you with her once more. She doesn't know what she is supposed to do or why she is still here and not 'moving on'. She thinks she won't be able to because her desire to do this is so strong that she can't go until she does." Jen was softly kneading my chest and belly as she explained. There was nothing sexual about our touching, just enjoying the feel of each other together. "She wants to see if she can 'be in me' and feel you without being in control of me... sharing my body, so to speak." She seemed to have finished. "I see now. So what's the plan then?" I asked. "She wants to try tomorrow night after Mom and Randy are down for the count. It's kind of funny, but she said she has no concept of time now. It all seems to flow strangely and all she has to do is think of somewhere she wants to be and when she wants to be there... and it happens. She said she would leave us alone and just 'pop back in' then." She laughed softly and I joined her as the image amused me also. I'm not even really sure when we went to sleep... we just hugged and closed our eyes as we settled in... then the light was pouring in my window. When we finally went downstairs, Randy was gone and mom was headed out the door for her Friday church luncheon group, then some kind of committee for a Saturday Brunch and Lunch thing. She had given up on us going to church just after we became teenagers as it was more trouble than it was worth to try and get us to go. Jen and I spent one of the best days we had seen lately. We got a little crazy and did some nude, pool groping along with patio, table/living room, floor/stairway fucking, and 69-ing. It was an amazing transformation from just the day before. I was in disbelief about how much I didn't know about my 'Lil' sister. I had my blinders on with Jess while entirely missing out on how intelligent, funny, sexy, adventurous and loveable Jen had become. Then, to top-it-off, realize that the only reason she had seemed so shy and 'not into boys' was because she was so much in love with me. It was quite an awakening. I would always love and miss Jess, but I had also found someone who could mean just as much to me as she did. Even dinner was a lot better for a couple of reasons. Mom seemed to be in a much better mood... probably because Jen and I were as well... and helped to cheer her up. Randy didn't stick around... he must have been late for happy hour or something. I'm probably too hard on him, sometimes, because he was basically a good man and provider, and he was a happy drunk when he did get carried away. I just didn't understand how mom could put up with him because he never seemed to be with her. I guess she just got comfortable. Mom headed to bed about 10. Then, we were both shocked when Randy came home just a little later and made a beeline upstairs. After a while, Jen ran upstairs and came back down a few minutes later giggling like a school girl. Seems she had snuck down the hallway and could hear them going at it like horny teenagers. He must have gotten frisky at the bar and came home to take it out on mom. Just the image of them fucking made me shudder. We watched some more TV and waited until 11 before we headed up. Jen snuck down there again to check on them while I went into my room to wait for her. I was laying against the headboard naked with just the covered lamp by my bed on. When she came in a few minutes later, she had on her bathrobe. Pausing long enough to tell me that Randy was sawing logs and mom was out like a light, she came over to the side of my bed and dropped her robe. I didn't know what to say... she was a raving beauty standing there in the dim light dressed in her satin pink, transparent, babydoll nightie. The spaghetti-strapped halter barely contained her lovely tits with her areolae and rigid nipples fully visible while the fully transparent gauze skirt hung down to just below her tiny, bright-pink thong panties. Her light brown hair was pinned back by her ears with two pink butterfly clasps. The pale pink lipstick matched the color of her nightie. I had never seen her like this before and all that I could muster up to say was, "Oh my God!"... pretty lame, but the look on my face must have made up for my lack of words as she lit up... the smile on her face was worth it all. I finally managed a few more, "Beautiful, Jen...fucking beautiful!" I jumped up from the bed and took her in my arms. Her lips were waiting for me and when my tongue entered, hers was waiting to greet me. She smelled like flowers, but I didn't know which kind... 'Lavender, you fool!' Jess mentally kicked me in the shins. 'Damn... you here already?' I retorted while chasing Jen's tongue some more. 'And, quit reading me, lover!' 'Would you two shut up... there's kissin' going on here!' I cracked up and had to pull back from Jen. She looked at me with an amused grin. 'God, Jen you're beautiful... that nightie is stunning! You look unbelievable!... were those the words you were trying to say, John?' Jess cut in. It was going to be one of those 'tit-for-tat' kind of evenings. 'Yes, they were, Jess... yes they were... she's gorgeous!... I'm just not used to thinking of her like that, is all.' 'HEY!!... I'm right here you two!... now cut it out!' Jen and I were outright laughing now.