2 comments/ 12096 views/ 20 favorites My Journey Into Serenity: Intro By: cliffhangingtom I should be happy... but I'm not. My eye doctor says I've got twenty-twenty vision. My next-door neighbour's daughter has got a bit of a thing for me. And on top of all that, I've recently gotten into a relationship with quite a beautiful girl who's about to graduate high school, just like my sister. So, why do I feel like clawing out my eyeballs and crying out in anger and pain? --- It's been thirty minutes and Becca still won't hang up. I love my girlfriend a lot, but my elbow is getting sweaty on the kitchen counter, and my head is starting to hurt. "I'll see you tomorrow afternoon?" Becca said with a voice that sounds like the call is coming to an end. "You can count on it, sweeth---" My head jerked towards the loud slam of my little sister coming in through the front door. I looked at the time on the stove and noticed it was 11PM! I know, she was out with her punk, goth, emo or whatever the fuck kind of bad influential friends she has recently gotten into hanging out with. "---heart. I gotta go love, see you." My face turned to anger as I ended the call and slammed the phone into the charger on the counter-top. "Where have you been?" I said infuriatingly, knowing full well where she'd been. "None of your business, jackass!" she said, slamming into my shoulder and heading towards her room. Before she could rush past me, I turned around and yanked her left arm pushing her body into my chest. She pushed me back to make distance and tried to turn around, but I grabbed both her shoulders, forcing her to face me. "Let FUCKING go of me!" she yelled into my face, trying to punch me in the gut, but my arms were long enough that she couldn't reach. "Tell me where you've been, Serenity. Please, you know I get worried about you," I said, trying my best to hide the anger and replace it with the care I have for her. "Fuck you! Get your fucking hands off me!" she said, ripping her body away from the grasp of my hands. She bolted towards her room and slammed it shut. When had it gotten like this? It was only a month ago when she'd been that beautiful, innocent little girl who I had grown up with. The girl with blond hair, blue eyes as clear as the sky, and a smile and laugh that warranted a smile and laugh back. Why did we stop watching TV together? Why doesn't she let me pick her up from school any more? Now she comes home, smelling like fucking pot, wearing disgusting black clothing, horrible make-up, and a dirty mouth that stabs me like a knife in the heart. It's that fucking school she goes to. I swear, there's nothing in this world that could stop me from beating everyone of those little bastards! I marched towards the hallway and turned to her door. "Serenity, open the door," I said, knocking gently. If everyone god-damned door in the house didn't have a lock, I'd barge in right now. "Get the fuck away from my door and away from me, you fucking asshole!" she yelled. "OPEN THIS DAMN DOOR, NOW!" I yelled, hammering the door once with my right fist. She wasn't going to open it. I braced my elbows on the door and put my head down. I could hear her rummaging through her drawers. Just as I put my arms down to my side, the door swung open. "I'm going out, get out of my way," she coldly said, pushing me aside. "Dad wouldn't be proud of you," I said as a last resort, grabbing hold of her left arm, gently. She yanked her arm away from me and said, "Yeah? Well, Dad is dead!" I reached to grab her right arm but she stepped back. "I know, I was there. With you. At the funeral in front of the coffin. I held your hand and you cried into my chest." "I love you Serenity, but I can't say I don't like what you've become," I said with no emotion; I was all drained out. At that moment, I heard three loud car honks from outside the house. "Fuck your love, and listen carefully: I am going out with my friends, and I'm getting pissed drunk. There is nothing you can do about it, so fuck off and FUCK you," she said running to the front door. "LIKE HELL YOU ARE!" I yelled at the top of my lungs at her. She had already left the house and slammed the door, shaking the whole house. I turned towards the nearest wall and kicked it with my right foot. I kicked it again. And again. And again. I walked over to my sister's room with a limp. The walls weren't pink any more. The sheets don't have hearts or bunnies on them. The room smells of cigarettes and not of that sweet bubble-gum scent that it used to. My world is coming to an end; but, before it does, I'm going to get my sister back. I ran out of my sister's room, cursing as I stubbed my pinky toe on the door. I grabbed my jacket, pulled my car keys from the right pocket, and headed out the door. --- After a five minute drive, I was in front of the local bar. There was a time where I liked living in this shit-hole of a town. Little to no cops and if there were, they were corrupt and didn't even follow their own laws; hell, the laws were probably written on a crumpled piece of paper in a garbage can. Legal age to drink? Fuck legality. So long as you were tall enough and had a deep enough voice, you were good to go. I got out of the car and didn't even lock it. This was going to end fast, and it was going to end my way. If only I knew what car the bastards drove, I'd slash their tires and break their windows. I ran towards the bar door and pushed it open angrily. I nodded to the bartender, who also happened to be the owner of the place. She knew me well enough to know what I was about to do. Everything that I'm about to was justified; it had to be. I looked past her, down the bar, and saw a teenage boy grabbing a girl's tit, and another one touching my sister's right arm. That was as much contact as he was going to get, and it was going to be the last. I rushed towards him and leapt into the air, smashing my elbow against his nose. I threw him against the edge of a table to the left, and he was out cold. A girl screamed and one of his friends bolted out of the bar. I turned towards my sister who's eyes were on the boy's face I just bloodied. Her eyes shot towards me. "This is what I'd do for you," I said in a confident but caring tone. I grabbed her by the arm and took her into my car. --- The drive home was strange. She was sobbing in the back-seat. I couldn't help but look at the rear-view mirror to glance at her. If I was running red lights, I wasn't paying attention. --- We arrived home and she got in the house first. I slammed the door and she jumped in shock, turning around to look at me. I pointed to the door while looking at her. "That is what I'd do for you. I would run every one of those fuckers down. Anyone who even looked at you wrong. Who treated you wrong!" She started crying into her hands. My head felt like it was going to explode, and my right foot was killing me. I walked over to my crying little sister and brought her in for a hug. At first she struggled to break loose but she eventually settled in. "Why don't you love me anymore, Serenity?" I asked, caressing her black hair with my fingers. It may not be the same blond hair, but it felt the same. "You don't understand.." she tried to speak, but her tears and her face pressed against my chest made it sound muffled, and quite frankly cute. "Make me understand, Serenity. I'd walk in front of a train to get you to love me again. To go back to what he had. You are my only true friend..." There was nothing but passion and love coming from my mouth; I felt it. The anger I had before I entered the house completely evaporated. What she did next completely caught me off guard. She grabbed the back of my head with both of her hands, pulling me towards her face, and kissed me repeatedly on my lips. I could taste the alcohol on her lips. I could feel the electricity that conducted as her fingers pulled and let go of my hair. I felt her tongue flicking against my lips and I could feel her teeth chewing on my bottom lip. My eyes shot open immediately and I pulled away from her. She tried to go kiss me again but I held her by the shoulders. "Serenity! Wha- What are you doing, baby?" I said with confusion in my voice and on my face. "I love it when you call me baby," she said so hungrily. She leapt onto me and her lips attacked mine. I pushed her off of me again. "No... I love you Serenity but this, this is wrong!" I shook my head in confusion. "I love it when you tell me you love me. Kiss me, please.." she said with the emotion of a child lost in a mall desperately trying to find their mom. I stopped her again before she could try to kiss me. I gently pushed her towards the wall beside the front door. "Serenity, you need to tell me what's going on. How much did you drink?" I said, looking in her eyes trying to determine how much she really had consumed. They weren't red, and not even pink... "I'm not drunk. I was only sipp-" "If I find out that son of a bitch put something in your drink.. I'll ki-" I cursed in the air but couldn't finish as Serenity started licking my neck. I pushed her off again. "What's gotten into you!" "Oh my god, Jimmy! Can't you tell I love you and I want you? I've wanted you for so long... You've always taken care of me when Mom was out drinking..." she hugged me, rubbing her head on my chest, just below my chin. "You.. You want me? Twenty minutes ago you told me to-" "I told you that because I'm jealous," she blurted out loud before I could finish speaking. "Jealous?" A frown appeared on my face as I brought my hand to wipe the sweat building up on Serenity's forehead. "I'm jealous of your stupid fucking girlfriend. You're always with her when I need you the most! I, I fucking hate her and I want to k-" "I didn't know how you felt... I-" She started laughing hysterically as tears fell down from her eyes, "I'm a freak who wants her brother.. I'm sorry, Jimmy, don't hate me, please..." At that moment she turned around and balled her eyes out. Every tear that fell from her eyes added a hundred pounds to my heart. Everything I did for her, I would have never done for my girlfriend; and I didn't feel like a bad person for it. I didn't feel like a bad person because I realized who I really loved was crying right in front of me. I couldn't take it anymore. I turned her around and plunged my face into hers, kissing her passionately on the lips. The smacking of our lips echoed throughout the house. I lifted her up and into my arms and she hooked her legs around me. I stopped kissing her to navigate towards my bedroom and she licked the right side of my neck as I did. As I approached my bed, I turned around and jumped back first onto the bed, with her on top of me. She pulled off her black blouse and kissed me repeatedly on the lips while taking half a second breaths in between and saying, "I love you." My hands crawled up her back and rubbed her smooth creamy skin. They fell down towards her ass, and I squeezed them and pulled her ass cheeks apart and back repeatedly. She moaned into my mouth, "I love you so, so much..." I didn't notice I had a major hard on until it started hurting bad. At that moment, my sister stopped kissing me and put her mouth in front of my ear. "I want your cock in my mouth." My eyes opened wide and I saw that beautiful smile on her face. I couldn't help but smile back even though the expression that should be on my face is of one that meant I was going to get my dick sucked by my beautiful little sister. She slowly moved down towards my erect cock. Along the way she pulled off my shirt and planted small kisses all over my chest. Her mouth was hovering over my belly-button and she made circles with her warm tongue around it. "Oh gosh, Serenity, baby... I love you so much..." "Call me baby again," she demanded with love in her voice. "You're my baby." She roughly unbuttoned and unzipped my jeans, pulling them down my legs. She rubbed my cock through my underwear and looked into my eyes. She pulled down my underwear and started licking the shaft. "Wow," was all I could say. She took my dick with her left hand and jerked it a bit before licking the head. Before I could tell her how much I loved her again, she took the whole thing in her mouth and began bobbing up and down on it. I could feel the wetness and warmth of her saliva being plastered all over the head of my cock by her tongue. The sucking sound she made turned me on so much. I put both my hands on her head and fucked it a bit; she moaned in acceptance. "I- Serenity... I'm gonna cum..." "No! Not yet!" she said, pulling out her mouth. "Are you okay, Serenity?" I said frighteningly, and propped myself up on my elbows. She pushed me back down and started pulling down her pants and her panties. "Serenity.. what are you doing," I said, looking at her throwing her clothing onto the floor. "I want you to fuck me in my pussy and cum inside of me. I want this more than anything, please?" I never thought I'd hear those words being said by my little sister in my lifetime. Before I knew it, I was on top of her with my dick inside of her. She was moaning my name. "Oh, Jimmy... Fuck your little sister... Show me how much you love me...- Oh!" I'm in Serenity... literally. "I'm going to cum, Serenity... We-" "Jimmy... god I love you!" she said and started kissing me on the lips as I blew my load inside her, shot after shot. I plopped myself out of her and laid beside her, taking her into my arms. I kissed her forehead. "Do you love me, Serenity?" I asked, knowing full well the answer. "I always have." she responded. She straddled me as I rubbed her naked back. "It's okay, you can go to sleep. I'll carry you to your room before mom comes home," I said. She was already fast asleep.