0 comments/ 127449 views/ 19 favorites Thanks Giving Ch. 01 By: welsh_gurl Chapter 1 “Shouldn’t you be out cheering or doing something with your preppy friends?” My brother Tyler came into the kitchen as I was getting a soda. It was about 7:15pm and he just came home from his band practise. We were twins, both with jet black hair and green eyes, he was tall and kinda skinny, when I was 5’6 and curvy. Our personalities and styles very different, in school, we never spoke to each other. We used to be real close when we were younger, inseparable, you know, couldn’t go one place with out the other being there. But as soon as we reached high school we changed and began to drift apart. I became a popular cheerleader, and Tyler became a greebo freak who spent his life playing his guitar in a stupid rock band they liked to call Unborn Satan, what kind of a name is that?! This sums its up we are VERY different although he is pretty hot for a grebbo. “No, actually, I’m going to Kristen’s party later.” I looked at him with my get-a-life face. “Wooooo! Party! I wish I was going!” He laughed sarcastically. “No, I don’t, just because you and your stupid greebo freaky friends don’t get invited to any of the cool party’s…” I slammed my soda can down on the counter and walked into the hall and up the stairs. Tyler thought that because he was born first, he had authority over me. I walked into my room and started to change, I guess It would have to be my red and white cheerleading outfit, if you were a cheerleader, you were expected to wear nothing different. I applied some more makeup and tidied up my hair. I walked back downstairs to see my brother in his room doing the expected, playing his guitar. “Don’t you get tired of that stupid thing?” I stood at the top of the stairs leading down to his basement bedroom. He stopped playing and looked up at me. “Don’t you ever get tired of waving stupid pom-pom’s in the air screaming ‘GO TEAM GO!” “Freak!” I whispered under my breath and I headed for the door. “Tell Mom and Dad that I’ve gone to Kristen’s party!” I shouted back, hoping he’d heard. * * * * * “Hey Courtney! How are ya?!” My best friend Kristen opened the door, wearing her cheerleading uniform. She held her arms out and hugged me. I hugged back and walked inside. “Right… the keg is in the kitchen… and I think Brad is too!” I smiled at her and made my way to the kitchen, greeting people on my way there. Erin and Jenna (also on my cheerleading squad)were chatting to a few guys in the corner, they saw me and waved. Krissy was right, Brad was there talking to a few other guys from the football team, we liked each other a lot and we both knew it, but unfortunately, we never did anything about it. He stopped talking and looked up from his cup of beer and smiled. “Hey, Courtney.” He walked over to me, still grinning. I could tell he was nervous. “Hey Brad.” I smiled at him, not knowing what to say next. “So… umm…” He started to make conversation but it wasn’t going anywhere. “Get me a drink then Brad, I wanna get wasted…!” “Oh yeah, sure babe.” He handed me a beer and we talked for a bit. A few couple of beer’s later we were both a little drunk. We were with the rest of the party dancing like everyone else. Krissy was in the corner making out with Wade. It didn’t take long for me and Brad moved closer. I put my arms around his neck, before I knew it we were making out and his hands were running all over my body, resting on my ass. We were pretty close; I could feel his boner near my lower stomach. Man I was horny! “Let’s go somewhere else…” He whispered into my ear. He took my hand and we made our way outside. The cool air struck me and made me more aware of the surrounding. We sat down on the bench in Kristen’s front lawn, under the trees. “You make me so hot wearing that cheering uniform.” His hand grabbed mine and he brought it to his crotch. I rubbed it through his pants. You know I’ve been watching you cheer in the uniform for weeks now, and I always had to go jack off in the bathroom after. He moaned and reached down to unzip his pants. I slide my hand under his pants and played with his cock. He encouraged me by moaning. I could feel my pussy getting wet, and I was horny as fuck. I started making out with him again while I stroked his hard-on. I could feel it’s heat, and the veins pulsing. He broke away… “Give me head Courtney?” Brad pushed my head down kind of forcefully. I thought for a moment and decided ‘what the hey?’ so I did. I was kneeling on the floor between his legs and I circled the head of his cock with my tongue, a little pre-cum leaked out, I licked it off and sucked on the head with my hand fisted his shaft. He was moaning and his hands came down and fixed onto the back of my head. I opened my mouth further and took his cock right to the back of my throat, he let out a sigh. I sucked for a bit and I started to fuck his cock with my face, getting faster. I took my hand and I played with his balls, rolling them. I took him all out of my mouth and I licked the underside of his cock, from the head to his balls, lingering there and kissing them. I licked my way back up to the head of his shaft and sucked while I jerked his off. “Oh God Courtney… Josh said you gave good head, but I never knew I’d be this good…” He started to breathe heavier. I stopped. He opened his eyes and looked down at me. “What’s up babe?” “So that’s what I am then? Someone you and your jock friends talk about when you’re in the shower?” “No, that’s not what I meant… you know I don’t think of you like that babe, I was real close so can you finish me off now…?” “Yeah ok…” I went down again, and sucked the head of his cock… “FUCKING BITCH!!!” Brad screamed. I bet that bite hurt loads. “Opps, sorry!” I laughed and stood up, smoothing out my uniform. “You’re a bad fuck Brad… and you cum way too fast… or at least everyone will think so…” I turned and smiled at him before walking off back into Krissy’s house. I tapped her on the shoulder and told her I was leaving, she asked why and I told her to call me. She nodded and I walked out still horny and frustrated. * * * * * “Oh look, if it isn’t my slutty sister… how many guys you screw tonight prep?” My brother was watching TV in the family room as I walked into my house. I mumbled something to him and I walked to the kitchen to get a cold, soft drink, I could still taste Brad in my mouth. Tyler came into the kitchen behind me and opened the fridge to find something to eat, he ate loads of food, but he never seems to put on weight, he just stayed his lanky self. “Mom and Dad went to gramma’s, Mom said their spending the rest of the week there and that we can look after our selves.” “What? A weekend with you? Fuck!” I resented ‘family time’ with Tyler. “Yeap, the guys are coming here for band practise too.” He stuffed some lasagne into his mouth from last night. It was Friday and I couldn’t stick three more days with him. “When?” “Tomorrow at about 10ish, we gotta gig on Sunday.” “Well, I’ll just ask Krissy if I can spend the weekend with her.” “You can’t, Mom said you gotta look after Sandy, and she’s guna check up on you. She also said something about a class project that’s due” Sandy was the family cat. Note: FAMILY! I didn’t see why Tyler couldn’t have looked after him, but he couldn’t periodically feed and bath himself. Krissy said she’d kiss some of the geeks to make them do our project for us. “So I gotta stay here and listen to your attempt of music and have your greebo friends oogle over me?” He just smiled at me and took the milk out of the fridge, drinking straight out of the carton. “And I gotta buy fresh milk after you slobbered all into it?” He looked down at the milk and smiled, putting it back in the fridge. “Funny enough, my friends don’t oogle over you, in fact, they think you’re pretty… ugly! So don’t flatter yourself… I’m going to practise my guitar now…!” He walked out of the kitchen and made his way to his room, his skinny fame hidden under a Deftones t-shirt and some baggy pants that dragged on the floor. He’s such a freak; I can’t believe we’re twins. I really didn’t want to be at home this early, but I spose it’s better than sucking Brad’s dick. * * * * * * Saturday morning, I woke up to the sound of thrashing rock music that sounded tuneless. Freaks! I took a shower, got dressed and headed downstairs for some breakfast. I looked for something to eat, but I decided that toast would be the easy option. I sat down at the breakfast bar, ate and read the newspaper left on the counter. I was distracted by my brother’s friend, and drummer, Travis. “Oh, hey Court…Is it OK if I get myself a soda?” “Travis… hi… I spose so…” He took my answer and accepted, getting soda for the 3 band members. He was wearing some old baggy pants and a Minor Threat t-shirt. “Um, Courtney, are you coming to our gig tomorrow? Erin told me that the squad would be there because she’s going.” Travis smiled eagerly. Erin was on the cheerleading team with me and he was dating her. She told us she only dates his cause he has a big dick. “I don’t know.” I looked back down to the paper and carried on reading. “OK, umm… Well see you.” Travis took the sodas and went back to the basement. A few minutes later, all I heard was Tyler. “Ok, Daydream, 3 clicks…” 3 clicks? What the hell? Rock talk I spose. The band started playing ‘Daydream’ and I headed out to the mall where I was meeting Krissy, Erin and Jenna. * * * * * It was 2pm and the 4 girls in my gang of friends were sitting around a table at the Dairy Queen. Jenna, Kristen, Erin and me. The talk was boring, and we were eyeing up some guys the other side of the restaurant. “So are you going to your brother’s little giggy thing?” Jenna asked breaking the silence. “I don’t know it’s kinda dumb” “Come on Courtney… there’ll be loadsa hot guys there for us to fuck, think of all the cocks.” Krissy was determined to cheat on Wade; it was her life long ambition. So it was decided that we would go to the gig only to get laid. “Is Travis at your house Court?” Erin eagerly asked. “Yeah, ya’ll coming round?” They all nodded in agreement and we headed out of the mall. The football team were just heading in so we were just in time. Brad just smiled at me awkwardly. I got into my car and the girls followed. * * * * * * There a silence in the house when we got to my place. But it soon broke when we heard a pile of laughter. I lead the girls into the family room where Tyler’s and his band were; watching a porno. All of the boys were sitting there with their pants bulging. “Oh shit… Courtney!” Tyler spotted us and switched the video off. Krissy just laughed and started to make fun of the boys’ lack of sex life. Travis saw Erin and they decided to leave and go some place quieter. Chad, the bassist, said goodbye to Tyler and left with embarrassment. I went to the kitchen to make us all drinks while Jenna and Krissy sat in the family room. “Umm… look sis, could you not tell anyone else about this?” The fact that I nearly caught Tyler jacking off freaked him out. Yeah, we used to take baths together when we were younger, but we’ve done A LOT of growing up since then. I bet his dick had grown loads. “What? You were watching a porno and I caught you? Everyone watches porn, not only you and your greebo friends!” “Yeah, well, they’re Dad’s films, and he doesn’t know I know where they are.” “Ok, Ok, besides, I really can’t be bothered to get into a petty situation.” I took the sodas into the family room and sat down with Jenna and Krissy while we talked about the plans for Sunday. We decided we’d make a latish entrance so we’d get noticed, I’d meet the girls at 8pm outside. The left at about 5pm and I was left in the house with Tyler. It was dinner time, so I thought I’d make dinner for us as I had nothing else to do. “Hey, Ty! What you want for dinner?” Tyler walked into the kitchen from his bedroom. He was only wearing a pair of boxer shorts and his hair was a mess. I didn’t actually realise how well build his body was behind all his baggy clothes since then. You could just about see a beginning of a six pack and a small line of hair from his bellybutton down to his pubic area… I wonder how big his cock was. “My sister, making me dinner?” He laughed, breaking me away from my incestuous thought. “Come here…” He opened his arms out signalling for a hug. I decided to go for it because I missed the closeness we had when we were younger. “You know what? I do miss being as close as we used to be.” I looked up at him from the hug and smiled. “Do you? Well… I can’t say I feel the same way.” I punched his stomach at the bad remark. “So, what ya making?” “Nothing! Let’s order pizza!” “Pizza it is!” He released me from the clutch of his arms and grabbed the phone. We ordered the pizza and we went to the family room to watch T.V. He slumped down in one of the arm chairs and flicked through the channels. I began to think of days when we’d go to the beach together and pretend he was the life guard and I was drowning, just looking at his face brought back dumb memories that no-one would normally remember… DING DONG! “Pizzaaaaa!” Tyler shouted, running to the door, he wasn’t ashamed of showing what he had to the pizza guy. I went in to the kitchen to get some soda to have with the pizza. I went back to the family room to see the pizza in the middle of the floor and Tyler with a piece in his hand. I handed him the soda and he thanked me with a full mouth of food. I knew tonight would be a lazy night, and its fucking Saturday! I started at the TV in boredom, as the sounds of Tyler eating filled the room. * * * * * * I woke up on the Sunday morning on the couch. Tyler must’ve put a blanket over me. The room was a mess, the pizza box from last night was still there, with empty bottles of beer scattered around the place. I sat up and stretched. The clock on the wall read 9:23, Tyler would still be in bed, he normally sleeps till noon. I put the bottles in the pizza box and took it out to the trash. I was in the shower when I heard Tyler fussing around; he must’ve been tiding up. He might be a greebo freak but he hated mess, something he inherited from mom. I got out of the shower and got dressed. I spose I should have been excited for Tyler’s first headlining gig because he was always there for my cheerleading competitions. He smiled at me as I entered the kitchen; he was dressed and ready to go. “Um… I gotta go to the venue right now Court, we gotta do a little bit of practise and some sound checks.” I nodded and I decided to take a drive before I would meet the girls there. He got up and hugged me, before picking up his equipment and heading out of the house. * * * * * The club was noisy, I walked in and Krissy waved at me. I smiled at her and met her at the bar. “The others decided not to come, I guess it’s just me and you.” “Yeah, I guess… what ya drinking?” I ordered the drinks and we walked over to the dance floor, a band was on the stage setting up. When they did actually start playing, Krissy and I went and got a table because they were real bad. We got talking to a couple of guys from up state; they were here with another band. Matt and Andrew. Krissy told me she and Andrew were going to dance, or as he put it, jump up and down to the music. I told her I’d be fine so I stayed seated with Matt. Tyler’s band Unborn Satan, came out. I looked over at me and smiled, I waved back. “You know that guy?” Matt asked. “Yeah, he’s my brother…” I didn’t look at Matt, I just concentrated on what the band members were doing. “Oh cool… do you want to go somewhere else?” “What? And miss the show? Not yet…” “Fine, suit yourself!” Matt got up and said he was going to get us some more drinks. He came back and handed me a double vodka, neat. “Whoa! Are you trying to get me drunk?” He just laughed and acted as if he was watching the show. My brothers’ band was pretty good, and before I knew it, they were playing their last song and I was on my 4th double vodka. The room didn’t seem to be still anymore. I think Matt knew I was pretty drunk. “Come on…” Matt’s hand reached onto mine and pulled me up from my seat. “What? Where are we going?” He didn’t answer, instead he just lead me outside. We went round the side of the club where he pushed me up against the wall. He kissed me, trying to force his tongue in my mouth; soon I gave in and kissed him back. His hands were running all over my body and he started to squeeze my tits rather hard. “No… stop it! You’re hurting me…” I tried to plead with him but he continued. “Come on babe… show me the slut you really are…” All I could do was struggle, but nothing worked. I screamed and tried to push him off of me, but he was much too strong. I screamed turned into cried, and my face was soon wet with tears, I didn’t know if I would survive or not. I was scared, I was lost, all I could feel were his hands around me, trying to keep me still. He grabbed my arms and forced them around my back, holding them together while trying to unzip my jeans. I froze and my tears seemed like a waste of time, I decided to stop struggling, it was getting me nowhere. I just wanted to be safe, and I wanted him to leave me alone. The cold air hit me when my trousers were down around my ankles. I could smell the alcohol on his breath, and it made me feel sick. His hands grabbed the sides of my panties and he started to rip them off… “WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?” I let out a sigh; the familiar voice belonged to my brother. “GET THE FUCK OFF HER!” I could see him in the corner of my eye running towards me. Tyler punched Matt hard in the back, and he fell to the ground. My body went weak, and I slumped to the ground, crying. Tyler muttered something to Matt and he hurried to stand up and run away. “Courtney… Courtney… can you hear me? Are you OK?” Tyler put his arms around me. I was still shaking. “It’s OK Courtney, I’m here… your safe now, and I’m here…” He hugged me. “Ty… Tyler… he… I…” I couldn’t string a sentence together. “Shhh… its ok Courtney, I’m here.” He stood up, and pulled me up with him. I felt exposed to him, after all he was my brother, and I was standing there half naked in front of him. He leaned me up against the wall and he bent down. I could feel him trying to pull my panties back up. I looked down at him through my tear-filled eyes and stared at him. He looked up. “Um… sorry Courtney, I’m just getting you dressed, I’m going take you home, and you’re gonna take a bath and wash up. Everything is going to be ok…” He got my panties and jeans back up but I still couldn’t move. “Come on Courtney…” He held out his hand and led me toward his car. “We can pick up your car in the morning, I just wanna get you home…” He opened the passenger door and sat me in the car. He got in the drivers side and took his cell phone out. “Hey Travis, I gotta head home urgently, could you take me stuff back to your house for tonight? Yeah, thanks.” He hung up and looked at me. “Well… best get you home.” He started the car and began the drive home, it wasn’t far, but the journey seemed to last forever and none of us spoke. We arrived home, my parents still weren’t back. “Tyler, could you not tell Mom and Dad about this please?” I looked him in the eyes. “What? Courtney, they need to know!” “Just, please, don’t!” He looked at me with uncertainty in his eyes. “Yeah sure… come on, go take your bath, if you need help you know where I am.” I nodded and walked upstairs to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and saw the real me, a slut, and a mess. * * * * * * I walked downstairs after finishing my bath. My brother must’ve been down in his room. I knocked on him door. “Come in…”I pocked my head round his door and he smiled. “Hey, how are you now?” I walked down the stairs, his room was warm and cosy, the walls were covered in posters and his things neatly scattered around the room. I smiled at him, he was reading. Thanks Giving Ch. 02 It was a Friday, the weekend after mine and Tyler's encounter. Nothing happened that week, I wanted it to, but it was too risky. It was hard seeing him and not being able to touch him. My mom and dad always seemed to be there, and I couldn't spend time in his room with him because my parents would notice the difference in our socialisation. We were all eating dinner that evening when my parents announced their plans for another weekend trip. I made it sound like I was distraught that they were leaving, but my glances from Tyler proved to me that he felt like I did, happy. We waited until they left and we waited a good ten minutes after, you know, in case they forgot something and had to de-tour back. I was sitting in the family room flipping through the channels on cable when Tyler walked in. "Hey Courtney." He sat down on the couch and looked at me. I was wearing an oversized nightshirt and a pair of hot pants, him, just a pair of baggy shorts. I dragged myself up off the chair and over to join him on the couch. I sat beside him and he put his arm around my shoulder. I leaned in and rested my head on his chest. "I missed you..." I snuggled deeper into his chest listening to his heart beat and feeling his chest rise and fall gently. He kissed my head and pulled me closer. "I missed you too..." He raised my chin with his hand and he kissed me gently. Lingering there, it grew deeper and soon we were gasping for air. "Um... do you want go to my room?" He looked down at me waiting for my answer. I nodded and stood up, entwining his hand in mine. He followed my lead down the hall way to the door to the basement. The smell of his musky sent hit me and I took my first step inside. The smell made my stomach tingle. I looked around like I always did and found nothing had changed apart from his bed covers. His guitar was back in its old place and his bedside lamp was still on. I reached the bottom of the stairs and I turned around to look at him. Our emerald green eyes met enticing us closer together. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer, kissing me gently on the lips. He stared into my eyes for what seemed like forever, and then the silence was broken. "Your so beautiful Courtney... can I make love you?" I smiled at him and nodded, moving into kiss him again, this time, the passion grew and I tickled his lips with my tongue. He opened his mouth enough for me to snake my tongue in to meet his, he responded kissing me back, massaging my tongue with his. He held me tight, and his hardening penis was digging in my lower stomach. It was weird to think that a few months ago, I hated everything about my brother, but here I am now, about to make love to him. He reached down to the hem of my t-shirt and gently started to pull it upwards, revealing my body. He kissed my neck slowly as his hands moved around my stomach and chest. He lowered his hands once again and gently pushed down my hot pants and my panties. As I stepped out of them he proceeded to take my bra off, throwing it to one side. He gently kissed me again, leading me over to his bed. He sat me down and kissed me again. His tongue trailed down my body to my thighs, he pushed my legs open and kissed his way around my pussy. I could feel his breath on my pussy lips, making my clit tingle even more. He moved his head closer and took a deep breath in, inhaling my sent. I gasped as I felt his tongue touch my labia. He opened my lips wider using his hands and he gently moved his tongue along my velvety insides avoiding contact with my clit. His tongue felt good as he lapped my pussy moving right down to my butt hole and back up, stopping just short of my clit. He could hear my moans get increasingly louder and my breathing heavier. I wrapped my legs around his shoulders and pulled him closer to me. My hands were running through his hair and when I least expected it; I felt his mouth sucking tenderly on my clit, biting it a little from time to time. His fingers trailed around my hole and down to my ass. I was so closer to coming. He started to flick my clit with his tongue and slip his finger inside my love tunnel. I yelled. "Oh fuck Tyler... I'm coming!" I bucked my hips and snapped my thighs shut on his neck; he kept lapping my clit gently as my orgasm washed over me. It died down and I released my grip from his neck. He stood up and walked over to his bedside table. He took a tissue and wiped my juices from his face. I felt him pull me up the bed and cuddle me; I was too weak to respond. I woke up still in Tyler's arms; we were both naked under the covers. I moved my head round to face him; I kissed him gently making him look down at me, smiling. "Hey, you're awake... I thought I made you pass out or something." "Yeah, thank you Tyler that was amazing." I kissed him again. We lay there for a while just talking about general things. I could feel the heat of his hard-on under the covers. After a while, I spoke again. "Tyler... I'm ready... make love to me please." He moved himself around to lie on top of me, and he kissed me again. "Here, wrap your legs around my waist." He pushed my thighs apart and I felt his penis gently rubbing on my labia. "Sorry if I hurt you Courtney..." He leaned in and kissed me again. His tongue moving gently in and out of my mouth. The head of his pulsation cock pushed my opening, stretching my pussy. He added pressure a bit and stopped kissing me. He looked into my eyes. I nodded my head for him to continue. He pushed in a little bit harder, and then pulled himself out again. "Here goes..." He thrust himself inside of me; I felt my hymen break and the blood seep out. It was a sharp pain, but it went quick enough. "Are you okay?" "I'm fine..." I kissed him again. He pushed his way inside of me even more and with drew. He thrusted in and out of my newly opened hole, the feeling got nicer each time. Soon, the pain of the first time experience had been abandoned and I was feeling nothing but pleasure. I gripped my legs tighter around his waist, pulling him inside of me more. My moans increased as my hands gripped his back, digging my nails into his skin. He fucked me faster and the sensation grew as his penis rubbed against my g-spot. "Oh my god Courtney, you so fucking tight! I love fucking you cum drenched pussy and I wanna feel you cum..." His mouth was right by my ear as he whispered dirty to me; I knew I couldn't last any longer. I felt my body tense up and my pussy muscles grip his penis. "Oh fuck Tyler! FUCK! I'M CUMMMMING! OH MY GOD, FUCK ME!" He picked up his pace and fucked me harder, his cock reaching the very depths of my cunt. "Oh fuck, you're so tight, I can't hold it Courtney, I gotta pull out..." "No! Don't! I wanna feel you cum inside of me...!" I clasped my legs tighter around him not letting him attempt to pull out. I felt sudden warmth hit the back of my womb, and Tyler was grunting in my ear. His cum filled me up, making me hit my second orgasm. I seemed to cum forever but when it stopped I could still feel his cum inside of me. Tyler pulled out after what seemed like forever. I felt empty without him inside of me, I felt our cum dribble down my thigh, I rolled over and hugged myself close to him. * It was Saturday. I slept in the same bed a Tyler last night, but I woke up and he was gone. He was probably upstairs making breakfast. My pussy ached a little bit and it was kind of sore. I got up and put Tyler's t-shirt from that was on the floor. The smell of his entered my nose, proving to make me wet again. "Morning sweetness!" His smile made me shiver with delight. My heart began to beat faster and the butterflies in my stomach doubled and I couldn't stand up straight. I reached out for the nearest chair and sat myself down. "What's the matter?" He winked at me. I think I was falling in love all the way over again. My brother handed me a plate of bacon and eggs, but I wasn't hungry. He sat down on the other side of the table and smiled at me, not breaking the contact between our eyes. "Wanna go to a gig tonight Courtney?" He looked up from his plate. "What?" "Gig tonight, are you up for it?" He repeated. "Um... yeah sure." I smiled awkwardly. I didn't really fit in with these gigs. "Is it your band?" "No, a band from California called April Snow." He laughed at the worried look on my face. "Don't worry babe, I wouldn't take you if I thought any harm would come of it." He stood up and kissed me on the cheek. "I've gotta go take a shower then meet Travis and Chad, I'll be back at 2ish." He headed back to his room and I heard his shower being turned on. * "So, here we are." He stopped the car and looked out the window towards to venue. A small pokey building with boarded up windows. He took the keys out of the ignition and got out. I followed his pace towards the door. The room was filled with marijuana smoke and tobacco, a smell of stale beer hung in the air. "Hey Courtney, if anyone offers you anything, that includes alcohol, say no!" Tyler kissed me on the cheek. "You wanna come and find Travis with me?" "No thanks, I'm just gunna sit here and listen to the band." "Are you sure?" "Yeah, I'm sure. Hey, you go and have fun okay? If I need you I'll call." "Well if you're sure!" He looked around to see if anyone was looking and then he kissed me. Tyler walked off into the crowd of people. I felt uneasy, I didn't fit in. I wanted to go home but I didn't want to spoil Tyler's fun. I got up to get a bottle of water, the bar was small and the counter was covered in dust. I felt a hand being rested on my shoulder. Thinking it was Tyler I turned around quickly and went to hug him. But it wasn't... "We meet again sweetie..." It was Matthew. His body clutched round mine so I wasn't able to be released out of his grip. "I missed you. Did you miss me?" He leaned closer into my face and he tried to kiss me. His lips were ruff and cold, his breath smelt like alcohol again. "No! Get off me!" I tried to struggle, but the chance of getting away was slim. "I'm not letting you get away again princess, can I have a kiss please?" He forced his lips to rest on mine. My eyes closed, I didn't want to see what he was going to do. The music from the band was pulsating in my head. "Come on princess, outside to my car?" "No, get the fuck off me... TYLER! TYLER!" Matthew's hand was clasped over my mouth stopping my screams. "Don't scream sweetheart, it'll make people think you don't want to be with me." I mumbled but his hand became tighter around my mouth. He opened the door to his car and pushed me inside. The seat was hard and the material was coming off allowing foam and stuffing from the inside of the seat pour out onto the floor. I froze, unable to scream, I didn't know what was happening, or what was going to happen. Matt got into the driver seat. He took the seatbelt from my seat and wrapped it around my shivering body. He picked up some stuffing from the floor and held my nose making me open my mouth; pushing the foam into my mouth and letting go of my nose he tied my hands together with some rope. My head was screaming for me to try and escape but I just knew it would be stupid and cause more abuse from Matt. My heart was pounding in my ribcage and I hoped that Tyler would realise that I was missing and come and look for me. Matt started the car and put his foot down on the accelerator, the car did indeed accelerate and a fast speed out of the side street and onto the road leading to the freeway. The small shack of the venue disappeared. * He hurled me into a room on the 3rd floor of a block of flats. My legs were shaking and my heart was leaping into my rib cage. "Sit down." Matt walked into the room behind me and locked the door, leaving the keys in the lock. I sat down on a dusty old sofa and looked around. "What are you doing this?" My voice was shaking and my body was tense as I waited for his reply. "This is for your own good Courtney. When I don't get what I want, I get angry, and I don't stop until I get it." He lit a cigarette and walked over to the window. The only light in the room was that from the moon. The place smelt of damp air and the carpets were dirty and burnt with cigarette holes. He began to talk again. "If we just get this over with as easy as possible, you won't feel a thing if you don't struggle." He walked over to me and sat down next to me on the sofa. His hand was resting on my knee, slowly rubbing up and down my leg. "Get off me!" I pushed his hand away from my knee and getting up onto my feet, but I didn't have chance to get away; he pulled my arm towards him with a force making my body slump down next to him. I remained still and my breathing was short and fast. His hand was rubbing my breast through my shirt; I wished he'd stop... I wished he'd stop... "Do you remember me? Apart from last time?" He looked me in the eyes. I shock my head. "...no..." "I was that guy who sent you note upon note declaring my love for you, but you despised my existence, because I was more into my studies, not football." "I... I didn't know that was you..." "Well you wouldn't would you... you were too busy getting laid... I don't think you've ever looked at me properly! So, now... Courtney... I'm gunna take revenge for all the years of heartbreak you put me through." "What... what are you going to do to me?" "Well... if you're ready, I'd like for you to get naked for me." "What?" "You heard me sugar!" My head was racing. I was trying to think of something to do... I looked around the room. A lamp... all I needed to do was to knock him out with the lamp and make a run for I, but how I would go about it was a different story. I needed to think... "Courtney... I'm waiting sweetheart...!" Think... think! I looked up; Matt was still standing in front of the window looking out. I could do it now... "You know it would be better for you if you wait until I'm fully undressed to look." "Yeah, well hurry..!" I acted now... I got up and walked over to the lamp... slowly and quietly. My hands grasped around it and I lifted it up... it was a short walk over to the window... "What the hell do you think you're doing?" I froze. SHIT! HE'D SEEN ME! I didn't have time to so much as breathe, he hit the lamp out of my hands and he grabbed my arms. "I'm going to make love to you now... and you're going to like it...!" I was forced down onto the sofa, I crouched myself into a ball so he couldn't get at me. I closed my eyes. I opened them again to see the lamp coming down on my head... * I woke up as someone knocked the door. A hand squeezed mine tight. Tyler walked into the room. He looked a mess. "What? Where am I?" I opened my eyes fully as I spoke. I heard my mom's voice. "Oh God, Courtney! You're awake! You're in hospital sweetie, but you're going to be fine..!" "What happened?" "Well..." my mom's voice was shaky. "You've been raped Courtney... you were found on the side of the road, someone found you." I looked at my mom, she looked up at Tyler. "I'll leave you two to talk." Mom got up and walked out of the room. The door closed and Tyler sat down on the visitor's chair. "I'm so sorry, Courtney, I'm so fucking sorry." He began to cry. "No, don't be... you didn't do anything wrong." I took his hand and clasped it tight in mine. "I left you, I left you alone Courtney, I knew that you weren't too experienced with gigs and things and I knew about last time and I left you alone. I haven't slept since, I won't eat Courtney... I love you so much and I went and fucked things up." He pulled his hand away from mine and buried his head into his cupped hands. "Tyler! Look at me... please just look at me..." I took his hand away from his head and he looked up. "Look, I told you! I said that you could go and find Travis. Tyler, I know how much you love me, and I love you more than you could imagine and I know that you didn't mean for any harm to come to me and you didn't know that M... M... Matt was going to be there... you didn't know Tyler! I didn't know. Look, it happened and you can't prevent that now, its over and I wanna go back home and be with you, and forget that everything had happened. I know that it's pretty hard to forget, but I'm glad you were my first, not him... that creep... I'm so glad!" I stopped talking and I pulled him towards me, into my arms. I hugged him close not wanting to pull away. "Courtney... I'm going to make it up to you... you don't deserve all this shit. I realised you weren't there, so I looked all around for you... and I went home to see if you'd got a cab or something, I called Kristen and Jenna and Erin and all your other friends... Even that Brad dude... I didn't know where you went. I was scared, so I called the police and they said they couldn't do anything because it hadn't been 24 hours so I called mom and told her everything." "So mom knows, about the first time it happened?" I looked into his tear filled eyes. I shock my head. "Tyler... Tyler... look at me!" His moved his head around to face mine. "Did you tell mom about us...?" "What? No! I thought about it though... but I couldn't, she'd kill us. Do you want to tell her?" "No." I looked away. There were police officers outside the window. "Tyler... I think you'd better leave... I'll see you when I get home." With that, he left. * He was waiting in the living room when I got home from the hospital. He looked better than he did before, he must've cleaned himself up. "How are you feeling?" He didn't wait for me to sit down. He came over to me and hugged me tight. "I'm good thanks." I hugged him back, it felt good to be in him arms after all that time. "I'm so sorry for what I put you through... so... if you want to that is... I've squared it with mom... me and you... you and me... we are going on vacation." I stopped hugging him and looked up into his eyes. He smiled questionably at me, waiting for my answer. I nodded. "Yes, yes, that would be amazing, but really Tyler, you don't have to..." "I know, I know, but I want to. I want to spend all week with you, taking care of you, making sure your okay. I don't want anything like this to happen again." He hugged me again and whispered into my ear. "I told mom and dad that we had some things we need to talk about. We leave the day after tomorrow, and it's a surprise where we're going...Come down to my room later... I got something for ya." He kissed the top of my head and walked to his room. I looked around. My mom had been fussing to make everything look good for my arrival home. I smiled and walked upstairs to take a shower. * I tapped his bedroom door and cranked it open. Tyler was jumping around his room playing his guitar. "Hey sexy... what ya playing?" I closed the door behind me and walked down the stairs. He stopped jumping and looked embarrassed at my walking in on him. "Err... I was just practising some Killswitch Engage riffs. How did it sound?" "Like it always sounds... a hopeless noise, no offence." The room smelt like Tyler. A smell I hadn't really noticed before, but now it only took a few seconds for my heart to react to it. His room was tidier than usual, although that wasn't possible and his walls still plastered in posters. He set his guitar down on its stand and threw his plectrum to the floor. "Do I get to kiss you better?" He smiled and held out his arms for me to hug him. I walked over to him and I released my breath as his arms were wrapped around me and I could hear his heartbeat. My head was telling me he was going to turn any minute now and force me down or something. I pulled away from him. "What's the matter?" He looked at me questioning my move. "You're a guy; guys are pricks who go around feeling me up because I'm a slut..." I started to cry. Thanks Giving Ch. 03 Authors note: I apologise for any spelling mistakes as I don't have a spell checker at the moment and I don't really want to read it ANOTHER time. I hope you enjoy this as much as Chapter 1 & 2. Thanks for your time. Welsh Gurl. ____________________________ Chapter 3 "Courtney!" It took me a while to snap out of my daze. I stood there staring at the pixels of my cell phone. All it read was "Hello." I snapped my phone shut and stuffed it into my pocket. My brother was outside packing the suitcases into the trunk. "Courtney! Come on! We're going!" I looked around my room to make sure I had everything I need before getting into the car. "So, how are you feeling?" Tyler started the engine and pulled out of the driveway. "Hmm." I looked out of my window at the expensive houses that decorated the countryside. "What are you thinking?" Tyler looked over at me. "I'm thinking that I wanna spend time with you and no-one else and I'm glad that we're going on vacation together." I looked back at him and smiled. I just wanted to hold him right there. "Well, the sooner we get there the sooner I can hold you In my arms and make you feel special." He moved his right hand from his knee and moved it so it was resting on my hand. "Courtney, we're going some-where where no one knows were related. I can make you feel special and let everyone know your mine all the time now." He leaned over and kissed my cheek. My pussy tingled and my face burnt. I just wanted him inside of me right that minute. I knew Tyler would be gentle and not force me into anything, but I wanted this more than he did. "Uh Tyler? Where are we going?" "Well I was gunna take you to some log cabin. But then I realised how much you loved cheerleading camp so we're going camping." "Tyler, we didn't sleep in tents in cheerleader camp, we had log cabins." "Opps?" He laughed shyly. "No, its okay, it'll be fun." * * * The camping site was beautiful. We chose a nice spot with room for a camp fire to pitch our tent. Tyler decided it would be fun to do it by himself; it sure was fun watching him anyway. When he finally got the tent to stay up, he just stood there admiring his handy work for a few minutes. "We have to sleep in that?" "Yeah, sure we do." "Yeah but it'll be freezing! I know we got blankets but still!" He looked and walked over to me. "I'll keep you warm babe." He hugged me close to him. He broke away. "Right, next! I'll go and find some wood for the fire. You STAY PUT!" He looked at me. "No actually, I'm going to keep an eye on you." He grabbed my hand and led me off into the woodland. "You know Courtney, you look real pretty today." He turned around and pulled me close to him. "Can I kiss you?" That was all he asked. But he didn't have to wait for an answer; my tongue was already down his throat before he could stop it. He began to moan, pulling me closer. He pulled away after a good few minutes. "No sweetie, we gotta get wood, we can't cook with kisses." He kissed me again and pulled me to find some wood. After Tyler got the campfire started up he thought it would be nice to make dinner, but all we had were potato chips. He laughed and told me he'd visit the store if I was hungry but I wasn't hungry for food. We ate the potato chips and sat inside the tent Tyler had lined with blankets and pillows. "Well, I over-estimated the woods. There is really not much to do…" He lay down on his back and crossed his hands behind his head. I looked at him. He was lying there with his eyes closed. I looked around the tent and rummaged over to the door to zip it up. He continued to lie there. I moved closer to him and straddled his waist. He opened his eyes and looked up at me. "Hey! What are you doing?" He asked with a large smirk on his face. I didn't answer; all I did was lift my vest top over my head. I sat there on top of him in my bra and jeans. "Your really know how to get my started, don't you?" He moved his hands from behind his head so they rested on my sides. My body tingled as soon at he touched me. His hands started to move up and down on my sides, moving slowly to my back and stomach. He rested them on my ass as I leaned down towards him and kissed him gently. I opened my eyes to stare into his. I kissed him again but this time he tickled my lips with his tongue so it could slide into my mouth. I stretched my body out and his legs opened so I could rest between them. I felt the beginning of his erection near my pussy. He pulled me so I was inline with his bulge. He stopped kissing me and sat up enough to take his band t-shirt off, I took my bra off and he smiled. We resumed the position from before; I loved the feel of his body up against mine. "Come here." He rolled over so I was lying on the blankets and he kissed me again, moving slowly downwards toward my breasts. He began to suck and lick my nipples. He kissed his way down my stomach and he kissed me just above my jeans before un-buttoning them and pulling them down. He looked up at me and grinned. "Whoa! Your very wet sis." I blushed and looked down at him wondering what he'd do next. He moved down further and opened my legs. He breathed in hard and I felt his tongue lick the fabric of my thong. I breathed in as he moved the fabric away from my pussy lips. I felt his breath on my folds and then I felt his tongue touch me. He started to lick his way up and down my slit avoiding my clit to tease me. "Tell me where you want to be touched Courtney?" "Hmmm…" That was all I could manage. "You want me to lick you here?" He swirled his tongue around and inside my hole. "Or here?" He licked up and flicked my clit. I moaned and I grabbed his head and pushed his tongue towards my clit. He feebly stuck his tongue out and flicked it again, sucking it into his mouth and biting on it gently. I felt a wave of pleasure so I begged him for more. He responded by licking my clit faster while his hand moved from my leg so his fingers could fuck my hole. His movement felts so good and I wanted to cum real bad. I moaned to him. "Tyler, please, please, please, I really need to cum, I'm aching to cum, please make me cum." He didn't need anymore asking as he started to lap my clit faster, sucking it from time to time, all of this while he continued to finger fuck my hole. I moaned to him that I was coming close to my climax and I knew it would be a powerful one. He sucked my clit in my mouth and I began to cum hard. My body shook and my legs shut around his head as I moaned hard and screamed his name over and over again. He continued to fuck my hole with his fingers as my orgasm washed over me. I felt his try to loosen my legs from around his neck, so I let go. He moved up so his head was level with mine. He looked into my eyes. "Mmm… I love going down on you sis, you taste so sweet I can't get enough…" He kisses me briefly and moved down for more. It didn't take me long to cum again and again. He smiled as he moved up to be level with my head. He started to make out with me and I tasted myself in his mouth. He broke away. "Feel that?" He grinded his crotch against my naked pussy. I nodded. "That's what you do to me." He sat up and moved away to sit next to me. He un-did his jeans because he said it was painful. He took down his boxers too and his cock sprang up. I don't think I've ever seen it that hard. He took it in his hands and he started to stroke it. He looked over at me. I moved around to face him and I opened my legs again, I watched him stroke his cock while I started to play with myself. He moaned at the site of me masturbating. I saw how bad he wanted to cum as his strokes got faster so I sat up and moved over to sit on his lap. He looked at me and I pushed him down to lay on his back as I sank myself down on his cock. It stretched my pussy and I smiled at him as it all got inside of me. "Wow, you're still as tight as the day I first made love to you." He smiled and I started to rock back and forth on his shaft. He moaned and moved his hands to rest on my hips. I started to move up and down on him as his hands guided me. I loved the feeling of him inside of me, it felt so right. He was breathing faster now, and he sounded real sexy. His left hand moved from my hip to my clit. His thumb gently rubbed over it. The sounds of sex filled the air as I started to ride him faster. He moaned that he was close and I knew I was too. He grabbed both my hips again and he thrust down on my harder and faster. "I'm gunna cum… shit, ohhhhh." The feel of his cum hit the back of my pussy made me cum, squeezing him tighter with the muscles in my pussy. I couldn't last much longer. I'd already come four times now, and I was too tired to stay where I was, my body became limp as I collapsed down on him. He moved his arms so they hugged me. He moved his cock from out of me and rolled me over so he could put the covers over me. Tyler got under the covers with me and hugged me tight to him, kissing me now and again. I heard him whisper "I love you" before I was in dreamland. * * * I woke up in complete darkness. I was shivering cold. Tyler must've rolled into the side of the tent. I sat up and looked around, I was still naked and the cold air clung on me more. "Tyler! Tyler, wake up!" "Hmm... what? What is it?" "Tyler, there's someone outside!" "No there's not, it's probably just the wind sweetie." He rolled back over and hugged me tight. "Tyler! No! There is someone outside!" "Well… if you want me to go check, I will." He started to unzip the tent. He took a look outside. "Courtney, there's nothing outside. I promise you there isn't… well I can't see anyone anyway." I let it rest, there obviously wasn't anyone outside. I think I was just nervous because of the rape thing. I hugged back to Tyler and I listened to his heart beat slowly. I closed my eyes and just rested my body, but I didn't feel comfortable. I rolled around some and Tyler woke up again. "Hey, what's up?" Tyler looked down at me. Even thought it was dark I could just make out the outline of his face. "I don't trust this. It seemed like fun at first, but now… I'm just scared. I know you're here to, like, protect me, but I still don't feel safe after you know what." I looked away. "Oh… well… um… do you want to sleep in the car, if it'll make you feel better? We can lock the doors and put the heater on, it'll be warmer too." He started to move himself to put his clothes back on. "Yeah, I think it'll be better if we do that." I sat up and got dressed in the cramped space. I felt Tyler rustle with the blankets and pillows and he un-zipped the tent. He took my hand and pulled him out with him and led me towards the car with all the blankets. It was better inside, warmer and I felt safe knowing that the car was locked. The next morning, we drove home after collecting the tent back up. I had this weird feeling that he was there. He's still after me. * * * School was a nightmare, we had a lot of mid-terms and I had a lot of cheerleading practises. I saw Tyler a lot in the corridors in school with his greebo friends. I just smiled at him. I wanted to go and make out with him in the hall way, but I couldn't. Then I saw it. I was following Kristen down the hallway with Jenna and Erin following when Krissy stopped right in front of the school notice board. "Hey, look girls." Kristen pointed to a sign on the board. I and the other girls crowded round. "It's the Fall Ball. We have to go! We'll get new outfits and accessories." I stared at the sign. It was in just 2 weeks. "It's going to be great! Come on, let's get lunch." My mind wandered on the way to the dinner hall, I just thought about me and Tyler at the dance together, but then I realised that it would be impossible. I took my lunch tray to the cheerleader and jock table and sat down. Brad came and sat next to me. "Hey Courtney!" "Oh, hey." "Look, I know that we had that little fight back then, but I'd really like to take you to the Fall Ball. Whatyasay?" "Um… I'll get back to you, I might be busy." I looked around the cafeteria to Tyler, he was sitting with the greebo's, and they were all sitting there reading music magazines. I stood up. "I'll be back in a minute." I walked towards Tyler's table and I stood behind him. "Tyler…?" He turned around and looked at me, and so did everyone else. "Yeah?" "Can I talk to you for a moment please?" "Um… yeah, okay." Tyler stood up and walked to the tray rack with me to talk. Boy, he looked hot today. "So…" He asked. "Have you seen the banners?" "What banners?" He looked puzzled. "The banners advertising the prom." "Oh, yeah, I've seen them. What about it?" "Well…" "Courtney, I hope you know that we can't go together. I'm sorry but it's impossible." "I know that, but, who are you taking?" "Um… I was thinking of asking Roxie." "Roxie? Why Roxie?" "Well, she's just like me, you know, into my kinda thing. It won't be too suspicious then." I felt depressed. I hoped he wouldn't be going at all. "Look Courtney, don't be sad, please. Look, I gotta go now, I'll see you at home." He walked away. * * * I saw Tyler outside of school saying goodbye to his friends. I knew it wasn't his fault, but I really wanted to go with him. I walked past him, and I started to walk home, I didn't want to take the bus today. "Hey! Hey, Courtney!" I carried on walking. "Courtney!" Tyler stopped his skateboard right next to me and he picked it up. "Are you okay?" "Yeah, why wouldn't I be?" "Well, you seemed pretty sore after I said I was going to the prom with Roxie." "Hold up, you only said you were asking her, you didn't say you were gong together." "Well, I asked her and she said yes, so we are now." "I don't mind. I'm going to the Prom with Brad." "Cool." I looked over at him. He looked back. "Courtney, you know I'd take you but that just too revealing. You're my heart, my love. I write songs about you. Come on!" He grabbed my hand and pulled me into this bush thing. He looked deep into my eyes and he kissed me. His lips were soft and my body tingled. I still kept my eyes closed when he broke away. "Urm, Courtney. Are you okay?" I opened my eyes. My heart thumped hard. "Yeah, I'm fine." He pulled me close to him and he kissed me again. "You know, you do look hot in that uniform. What you got on under there?" He moved his hand under my skirt. "Whoa! You wear a thong on under that? For everyone to see when you do those flip things?" I blushed and looked at him. "Are you supposed to be all wet?" His hands started rubbing over my slit. His fingers slide into me as he fingered me. He started to make out with me again. With that his cell phone rang. "I betta answer that Courtney. Hello? Oh yeah, hey Roxie. How are you? Yeah, I'm fine. Yeah I will… are you? Sweet." He looked over to me. "Look I gotta go… yeah, sure, okay, bye." "Sorry about that." I didn't answer him. I just picked up my backpack and I made it out onto the sidewalk. Screw my life! I couldn't even be with the love of my life! I had to watch him and his girlfriend oogle over each other. "She's not my girlfriend Courtney!" Tyler was behind me again. "I didn't say she was." "No, but you were thinking it." I turned around and he smiled at me. "We're twins remember?" There was a roar of an engine as Brad pulled up next to the sidewalk where we were standing. "Hey Courtney. Wanna ride?" I looked at Tyler and looked back at Brad. "Yeah, sure I do." Tyler stood there on the sidewalk looking at the car as I got in. He looked down at his skateboard and positioned it on the floor so he could ride it again. I waved back at him as we drove off. I turned to face Brad. "Look Brad, I'd love to come to the dance with you. I'm sorry about that happened last time I was with you, I'd like you make it up to you. After the Prom, I promise you a good night… Up for it?" He looked at me amazed. "Wow, that would be prefect. Can I share something with you?" I nodded. "Well, I'm kinda… well… this will be my first time." I couldn't believe it. "Wow, well, I'll be sure to break you in." I leaned over and kissed him. As soon as I broke away, he was still standing there shocked as hell. I laughed to myself. "You can stop here Brad." He stopped the car and he got out. "Call me okay?" He nodded, still in shock. Tyler still wasn't home yet, I figured he was still skating boarding. I began to think about what prom night will lead to. "Courtney?" He put his board down on the table and took his backpack of his back. "Oh, hello Tyler." "Courtney, I don't trust that Bradley dude. He's going hurt you and I know it." "Like you care anyway, you and Roxy are going fine." "You know what? I'm going to call Roxy and tell her that I can't go to the dance. Okay?" I stared at him, he looked serious and I wondered if he would actually do it. "Yes I'm serious." With that he walked out of the room to his bedroom. I got pissed off with that. What did he mean by Brad is going hurt me? He wouldn't hurt me, he said he really liked me and I was the only girl for him. Yeah, I believe him, sure I do. * * * Well it came, prom night at last. I and a few others went out shopping for prom dresses and accessories. I wasn't the only one who was going get laid after. I stood in the hallway looking In the mirror when Tyler came up from his room. He looked at me and smiled. "You look hot." He tried to kiss me but I moved my head away. He blushed. I turned around and stared at him. He looked so different. His hair was tidy and he was wearing a tuxedo. "I thought you weren't going to the prom." I carried on perfecting myself in the mirror. "I have to go, the band is playing there and I can't bail now. Uh Courtney?" I turned around and looked back at him. He shocks his head "Never mind. I'm off. Bye" He picked up his guitar and left the house. I looked at myself in the mirror and wished that it was me who was going to the prom with Tyler. * * * Once Brad came to pick me up, I no longer felt like I should be going to the prom with Tyler. I don't think I wanted to sleep with Brad thought as he wasn't really someone I wanted to sleep with. When we got there, Tyler's band were already playing some song i'd heard before at one of his gigs. It was a light song that people could dance to, and people were doing just that. "Do you wanna dance?" Brad took my hand and started to pull me. My cell phone beeped in my purse. I picked it up and and read my 'one new message'. Shit! I didn't know what to do. It was a number i'd never seen before, but I knew who it was off. 'Hello sweetums.. i'd like to see you sometime soon. I'm out and i'm looking for you..' "No." I looked over to the stage and over to Roxie who was standing at the front of the stage looking at my brother. I wanted to go and hit her or something... I didn't like her looking at my boy like that. Brad nudged me and handed me a drink. I sniffed it. "There's vodka in this.. I don't want alcohol. You know I don't drink" He just looked at me and drank his own drink. "Well you dont have to drink it.." I walked away from him and walked to the front of the stage, I wanted to tell Tyler. but he was standing with Roxy with his back to me. I walked around to try and see his face but all I could see where them in a liplock. I felt the tears build up inside of me and I just ran. It was cold outside. Very cold. Maybe it was because I was lonely. I couldn't manage to breathe. "Courtney...! Courtney!!" I stopped in my tracks and turned around. Tyler was standing on the side walk looking at me. "What do you want?" I cried. The tears fell down my face and landed on my dress. "I know you just saw that.. I couldn't help it. She kissed me. She kissed me!" He walked towards me and took my hands. "You know I love you and nobody else... and not in the way that a brother loves his sister. You mean tripple to me than she does. Infact, more than that. Do you wanna go home or something. I'll take you. Unless you wanted to go back and finish up with Brad. I'm sure he's still there waiting for you."