25 comments/ 146435 views/ 59 favorites Paying the Family Debt By: YKN4949 I had been putting it off for a very, very long time. In fact, I had probably been putting it off a lot longer than I should have. I had waited past the point where anything rational could be done about the situation. But when I thought about it, we were screwed the moment that my mother got laid off. We were going to lose absolutely everything. I was sitting in the kitchen of my mother, Clara's, small home. It was more a cottage than a home. It had a kitchen, a small bathroom with a shower, and then upstairs it had two small bedrooms. She had bought it years ago, but the mortgage was still almost completely unpaid. That was part of the problem I came to talk to her about. She was sitting across from me now, stirring her tea with a very concerned look on her face. I had told her that I had something big to tell her. "What is it Jayne?" she said, reaching across the table to pat my hand. She looked very young when she was concerned, but I guess that true. Despite the fact that I was 22 years old, my mother was only 40. She was a little shorter than me, being only 5'4. She had long, beautiful blonde hair, thick pink lips, and dazzling blue eyes. She also had a young shapely body (likely because she had me and my brother so young). She was about 110lbs. and had large, C-cup breasts. Her hips were shapely and her legs were delicately tapered. People always told me that I looked a lot like my mother, but there were a couple of differences. I am 5'6 and about 100lbs. I have smaller, A-Cup breasts, and I keep my blonde hair back in a ponytail. But other than that we are very similar in appearance and in outlook. In fact, we are so alike that despite all of my mother's best efforts, I had a child out of wedlock with a deadbeat who skipped town just like she had. My baby's father didn't even stick around the 5 years my father did. He was gone before my baby was born. That is my roundabout way of saying that I have a 4 year old son, Toddy. "Well..." I said. Now that I had come to the point where I had to speak, I found that there weren't any words to make. I felt like I had let down my family. I felt like my mother, my 16 year old brother, my little boy, they were all relying on me and I failed. "Honey," my mother said, smiling now, "What do I always tell you about bad news? Why do you always twist into pretzels about this? Just say the bad news and we will figure it out," suddenly she seemed to realize something, "Oh god, you aren't pregnant again!" "Mom! No!" I said. I hadn't even had sex since my son was born (not that men don't ask me out constantly, but I just don't have the time). I decided not to try to beat around the bush, but to just throw it all out at once, "Listen mom, I really appreciate the fact that you let me take over the family's finances after my semester in college. But I think I screwed everything up. When I lost my job at the restaurant, everything was still okay. But then I lost my other job at the pet store and things got tight. Then you lost your job, and there was no more money coming in. And I stretched everything as far as I could but we are broke. I paid off this month's bills, except for cable. But I did that by pawning stuff. Next month we aren't going to have enough for your mortgage, my rent, either of the cars, or Toddy's preschool. I don't even know what to pay first, at least two things won't get paid. The whole thing collapsed and it is all my fault." By the time I was finished with my little speech I was in tears. When the last word dribbled out of my mouth, I collapsed on the table, covering my face with my arm. I didn't want to come out of that little cocoon again. Partially because I knew I had failed and partially because I knew what was coming next. Even before I looked up I could feel my arms around me, from behind. She was holding me close and whispering into my ear. "It isn't your fault," over and over again. I felt so guilty that I wanted her to blame me, but I knew that she wouldn't do that. She couldn't. She was my mom. "I am so sorry," I said, looking up now, but she was smiling down at me. "You lost your jobs, but it was because the places closed. You weren't lazy, you weren't bad. I lost my job for the same reason. We didn't do anything wrong and I don't want you to feel bad about it. We are okay," I could see there were tears in her eyes as well. And for a while, we just sat there, holding each other and trying not to think about the way the world was crumbling around us. But after a few minutes, our eyes were dry and my mother was back across the table, sipping her tea and looking at me with love that was undiminished. "Thanks mom," I said and she just sipped her tea, pretending she didn't hear. Because she didn't want to be thanked for what she felt she had to do. "So what are we going to do sweetie?" she asked now. We had both been applying to job all over the place, but nothing was working. We were out of options; no one was hiring a 40 year old woman with a GED or a 22 year old woman with a semester at community college. We were stuck. "I don't know mom," I said. "Well you can't let Toddy know anything is wrong, I am going to keep this from your brother as well," she said. "Don't you think that Greg is old enough to understand this stuff?" I said, feeling like I would have been offended at that age if something that big had been kept for me. My mother seemed to read my mind. "Your brother isn't as mature now as you were when you were 10. He won't understand. If we can fix this now, I am going to do it without him knowing there was ever a problem," she said. When my mother spoke, all questions stopped. You just had to do it. "Okay," I said, and then I realized I had to tell her the other bad news. I decided not to string it out anymore, I just had to say it, "Mom, I have to tell you something I am not proud of." "I think I know what it is," she said, sounding a little disappointed, but understanding. "I went out to the titty bar the other day to see if I could get a job. They were more than willing to give me a job, but they told me what they expected me to make and it just doesn't make sense. I know, I am sorry," I said all in one breath. The truth was, I couldn't imagine those eyes on my body, it would have had to pay a lot for me to do it. "It's okay. We just have to think of something," she said, just ignoring the situation. Then we sat in her kitchen, that wouldn't be her kitchen for long. And we were silent. Because there were no ideas left. * * * * * Three weeks past and the bills were going to be due in a week. I was starting to realize just how precarious the situation was. I was frantically searching the internet every day at the library, trying to figure something out to fix our money woes. I knew my mom was doing everything in her power. We didn't have any other family to fall back on. And as each lead came up dry, I became more desperate. I was a Tuesday when I finally went to my mother's house with my last unfinished lead. It was a job that I had heard about on one of my first days of searching. I had just rejected it out of hand. But now there was literally nothing left. The next step was to buy lottery tickets. That is what I was planning on doing. But I just wanted to go tell my mom about this job. Just so she could be as disgusted as I was and tell me that it wasn't worth it. This time, we were sitting in her living room. She was on the couch that faced a blank and useless television and I was on her favorite chair. She looked nervous and I knew she didn't look forward to my brother getting home from school because it meant that she had to pretend like nothing was wrong. That activity is actually very draining. "Yeah, same here," my mother said as I listed all of the opportunities that had failed, "I guess we are stuck. I have been looking for more affordable long-term hotels. We can stay a couple of months there before the little bit of equity I will get from selling the house runs out." She said. My mom had never looked so sad in her life. She was so proud of her home. For a moment I thought I couldn't even say the one job I had found that we could definitely do, but I had to say it when I looked at her face. I just had to make sure that she knew. "Mom," I said, and my voice sounded strange. "Yes?" "I did find one job that we can do," I said and she gave me a relieved smile. "What is it? Can we both do it or is it a young woman's job?" she asked. "We would work together," I said, but I had to stop hinting, it was making it worse, "I was looking for jobs on the internet for jobs. I was curious because there are lots of women who do like, webcam shows where they do stripteases and I thought maybe I could do that. It is the same as stripping and everything, and then no one would be looking at me, like where I could see them." "Uh-huh..." My mother said, her brow furrowing. "But they don't make very much money. It seems like amateur pornographers don't make any real money. But while I was on the sites looking at that, I found something that pays a lot of money that isn't amateur stripteases," I said. My heart was racing now, I felt lightheaded. It was hard to say this. "Well what is it?" she said, not liking how I was drawing this out. "There is an underground market for pornographic movies where... a woman and her mother have sex. They need to be actual mothers and daughters; they want you to show your license and birth certificates to the camera first. There can be other people, but the mothers and daughters have to be attractive and they have to...interact." "Oh my God, that is terrible!" my mother said, her face registered abject horror and I felt relief. "I know, I just felt like I couldn't keep that in. It paid so well, I had to tell you just so that you could say no too," I said and she nodded solemnly. "How much did it pay?" she asked after a very long pause. I forgot to tell her. "Well, they say if you are good you can keep making movies for as long as you want and you can negotiate more prices. But the first time they pay you $10,000. It is like $2000 less if you can't speak English," I explained. She nodded solemnly. At that moment, my brother came home, he gave me a quick wave and headed to his room. That meant I had to go and pick up my son at pre-school. My mother was still just staring at the television when I left. I came back when I had my son and the four of us ate a family dinner like we did most nights. Little Toddy was captivating, as usual, and made all of us laugh. My brother talked about school and girls and everything else in his life and we let our worries slip away. I didn't think about the fact that this wouldn't be our mother's house in a week for nearly ten minutes one time. After dinner my brother went up to his room to call one of his girlfriends and my brother fell asleep on the couch in the living room. My mother and I were sitting at the kitchen table again, drinking coffee. It was the first we had been alone since my brother got home from school. "How is Toddy's school going?" she asked. "Well," I said, smiling with pride. My boy was so smart, "His teacher said he is above age-level in most of the criteria they evaluated." Toddy's grandmother beamed as well. "Greg told me that his soccer coach said he can get a college scholarship if he keeps his grades up," my mother said, seemingly to herself. "He has always been so athletic," I replied. We sat in silence for a long while. My mother stirred her coffee but didn't drink it. We both knew what thoughts were running through our heads. "If we move into a hotel and take your little man out of preschool he will fall behind," she said suddenly and I could feel tears welling in my eyes as my fears were put into words for the first time. My little Toddy had to have things better than me and better than his grandmother. "I know." "Your brother, he is prideful," my mother said slowly, "If we move into a hotel he will be humiliated. He will withdraw from school and friends and he will let his grades drop," she said. I knew that she was right there as well. "God this is Hell," I said, "I just wish that there was something we could do." "There is," my mother said. Now her voice was barely above a whisper. She looked deep into my eyes and her fierce love pierced deep into my heart. Her passion for her family was a physical thing, I could feel it leaning into me and demanding something from me, "It is a mother's job to make sacrifices for her children when she has to," my mother told me, "We have to make sacrifices for our sons, and for ourselves. I want you to call up those... people we talked about before. Have then send out a camera," she said. As usual, my mother's word accepted to contradiction. I felt a bizarre feeling of relief. Then our minds completely closed out the idea, or so we pretended. ***** "The camera will be here tomorrow or the next day," I said to my mother the next day when our sons were at school. We were standing outside in her garden. "Good," she said, but she didn't sound like she thought it was good. "They said a check for half the amount will come with it, so we will be good for next month," I said and she just nodded this time, "They had some other stuff they need us to do. I am supposed to tell you about it." My mother bent over and pulled out a weed. I couldn't help but check her out. I mean, I didn't want to. But it was sort of my job now. She was a beautiful woman. But could I...have sex with her? I didn't think so. We didn't want to think of what would happen if we failed. "What is it?" she asked. "We are supposed to shave out legs and armpits the morning we shoot. We are supposed to...trim anything else the way we like. They said we should go easy on the make-up because they want us to look natural," I explained. My mother nodded again. "Let's go inside, I don't think it is appropriate to talk about this out here," she said. I blushed and she wiped the dirt from her hands and we went inside, "what else?" she asked when the door closed behind us. "They said that we have to do...certain things. I will just let you know what they are when we are going, I don't want to say them to you. They said we should be creative and that the people who watch this like...kinky stuff," I felt like I was going to vomit when I said that but she just washed her hands in the sink and acted like I was describing a recipe for meatloaf. "Anything else," she asked. "No," I said, "Oh wait, yes. They gave me a list of questions that we have to answer to the camera before we start. They said we don't have to try to be sexy, just answer the questions honestly and the people would think it was...good." "Okay," my mother said and she took a beer from her fridge. She offered me one as well and I took it and drank. I didn't drink much, but I needed to calm my nerves. I had never felt so anxious in my life. We finished out beers in silence. "I have seen you naked since you were a little girl," my mother said and I nodded. I couldn't even remember what she looked like naked. I used to shower with her when I was a very little girl, but that had been a very long time ago. I could very vaguely remember her breast when my brother was still being breastfed a decade and a half ago. I wondered what she looked like. "Maybe we should go up to my room..." she said, looking out the window, not wanting to look me in the eyes. I felt myself blush, "Not to do...the actual thing without the camera. Just to look at each other so we aren't surprised," she said hastily. She got up and started to walk upstairs. I followed behind her, looking at the gently sway of her hips as I moved up the stairs behind her. She walked into her room and I followed behind her and closed the door. I locked it as well. "We will film here tomorrow or when the camera comes," my mother said. Even as she was speaking she was walking around the room, closing the blinds and the curtains on her windows so that it was dark and secluded. I turned on the small bedside lamp so that we wouldn't be fumbling in the dark. She walked back around the bed and stood in front of me. We just looked at each other for a long time. She smiled wanly. "I don't know what to do," I said. She reached across the distance that separated us and patted my hand the way she had all those weeks ago. "We are saving our family. We have to stop thinking like we are waiting for our own executions. Let's just pretend what we are doing is normal. Let's stop acting nervous before we speak. Let's stop being embarrassed. Why don't we just sort of own it now," she said, trying to convince herself as well as me. But she didn't say anymore. She acted. She crossed her arms around the bottom of her shirt and quickly lifted it up over her head and threw it on the floor. Her blonde hair was tousled and she looked sexy even. Her breasts were large and her cleavage well defined her shiny back bra. She was unzipping her pants while I was unbuttoning my own top. Soon my pink bra was exposed as well, my tiny breasts standing out proudly from my chest. My mother's jeans were in a pile on the floor and she kicked them away. Her panties were black as well, they were boy shorts and I could see the gentle swell of her firm buttocks as she twisted to brush away the jeans. I quickly dropped my cotton shorts, revealing my own underwear. I was wearing just a basic red pair of cotton underwear. They were new and they looked good on me. I looked down at my flat tummy, thin legs, and tiny feet and knew that I was sexy. But now I looked back up at my mother. Her legs were gorgeous, I could tell she was still working out. Her tummy was very flat and even a little bit defined. She had a very sexy hourglass shape that women half her age would be jealous of. If we could go through with this, we could make a lot of money. No we were standing in what could be out bathing suits. There was nothing particularly scandalous about where we were now. The next step was what really matters. We both knew it and began to act at the same time. My mother's bra clasped in the front and she quickly started to unhooked it. I reached around my back and did the same. We seemed to do a silent countdown and then we allowed the bras to slide off of our bodies. Both of our eyes moved to each other's chests. My mother's breasts were amazing. They were still quite firm despite the fact that she was 40, they did droop much at all as the bra was removed. They were perky even. Her areola's looked to be about the size of quarters and a light red in color and her nipples were about half an inch long. She looked perfectly proportioned and I found that I really did find her to be a sexy woman. It was a strange feeling. I had never had any lesbian thoughts before, especially not any concerning my mother. But I did respond to her breasts. I saw her looking at me as well, and I looked down at my own breasts. Without the bra to push them up they looked very small, just two little mounds. But they are nicely proportioned, very perky, and I have very nice nipples. They are about the same size as my mothers, they are a lighter, pink color, and my nipples are about three quarters of an inch long when they are hard. She smiled at me as I looked back up, she must've approved as well. "One last thing," she said. She hooked her thumbs into the elastic of her panties, bent over and started to slide them down. I did the same, looking at my own vagina and not her's. "Oh honey, that is cute," she said and I looked up blushing. I looked to her eyes and she was pointed at my pussy, "You shaved your hair into a cute little heart," she said. I looked down again. I actually waxed it that way. I was completely bare except for a little patch right above my clit that was a heart, about an inch and a half tall by two inches wide. I blushed even harder. But I kept my legs together. I couldn't bear for my mother to see my labia...until she had to. Paying the Family Debt Ch. 02 I stood in my mother's bedroom. It was dark outside and the blinds were drawn. The room's décor was completely different from the last time I had been there. My mom had said that she thought it would be a good idea for us to make it look like we went to different locales. I thought that it really didn't matter, people didn't watch this stuff for the upholstery, but I didn't say anything about it to her. I turned from the window and looked at the bed. She lay on it, spread out luxuriously with her hair down on her shoulders. She wore a little white bath robe, like they give you at a nice hotel. I knew that she wasn't wearing anything underneath. Her large breasts pushed up against the white fabric, aching to get out. I felt my heart beating faster. This was going to happen again. She fussed with her hair in the mirror, trying to get it right. She looked at the TV screen to make sure that she looked good. I was wearing a bathing suit and my hair was wet. It was a cute little pink bikini. This was so much different than the first time. We had been so scared. Now, we worried about looking good and making a video that people wanted to see so that we could get another contract. I think that it is so strange how the bizarre can become commonplace, especially when there is money involved. When the video company sent us the offer for a second video we had put it in a drawer in my mother's kitchen and not talked about it. I had paid our bills with the money and both my mother and I went back to looking for jobs. It was like nothing had happened. I took Toddy to preschool, visited my mom and Greg, and took care of my apartment. I surprised myself by going days at a time without thinking about what I had done to put food on the table and money in the bank. But sometimes, in my private moments in my bed, a sudden flash of memory would rock me. My mother's lips, her breasts, her body against mine. I would get the most conflicted feelings when this happened. First, shame would suffocate me. I didn't even know what I was ashamed of. Was it because I had had sex with my mother? Because I had sex for money? Because I had had sex with my mother for money? Because I was a pornographer? But the shame wasn't the only feeling. I also felt hot. The blood would rise in my cheeks and flow into my sex. I wanted so badly to touch myself when I thought of that day, but something held me back. Something told me it was wrong. So instead of giving myself a release, I'd roll over, convince myself I was thinking of something else and fall asleep. One thing I used to keep my mind off of my sexual problems was my financial situation. $10,000 had seemed like so much money when it was all put into a bank account at once. But running two households on that money drained it quickly. Before I knew it, it really was like nothing had ever happened. In a few weeks, the same money troubles would be at us again. When I was in my mother's house, I thought about that offer in the drawer. Part of me wanted to run to it, to pull it out and call the company immediately. Another part of me wanted to reach in and tear it up. Like if I got rid of the temptation to make money the shame and sexual temptation would be torn up with it. But I ignored it. Eventually, my mother brought it up. Our boys were both at school and I didn't have a job interview that day. I was sitting in my mother's kitchen, drinking a cup of coffee and looking out the window. That nagging financial worry was on me again. I thought about my son at school and what it would be like to raise him like this forever, always worrying about money. As I was thinking about it, I turned and saw my mother bending over to put the coffee maker away. Her heart shaped ass was just a few feet from me, straining in her tight jeans. I flashed back to my tongue running over her ass, and my face got very red. This was my mother, nothing had changed that. We had done something shameful, but that didn't mean that I was completely depraved. We had acted because we needed money. Right? She was still just my mom. "How much is left," she said in a very serious voice, sitting down in the chair across from me. Her beautiful face looked drawn and worried. "It is almost gone," I told her honestly. I ran my hand through my hair and looked down in my coffee. When I looked back up, I could have sworn that she was staring at my chest. "Any luck on the job front?" she asked, knowing the answer. I shook my head, "me neither." "I hate this," I said and I let out a long sigh. I was surprised to find my breath came out in a little hitching noise, like I was about to cry! I didn't hear her move, but I felt her arms around me. "Honey, you always knew what would happen if we couldn't get jobs this month, didn't you?" she asked. "What?" I asked, and the question was a lie. There were no mysteries left. "Come on," she said annoyed, "This is money. And what is better, it is money we know we can get. The people you found were honest the first time. We call them up and do another video." "I know," I said. I got up and walked over to the drawer. I opened it up. I didn't see the letter. Then I realized that my brother lived in this house. She wouldn't have left it in plain sight. I dug deep into drawer, pulling things out and dropping them on the floor. "Ahem," I heard my mother say, I turned and looked. She was holding the letter in her hand and giving me a wry smile, "Please clean up my kitchen!' she said and we laughed. Some of the tension went out of the room. I got down on my knees and picked up all of the items I had dropped. I could feel her eyes on me while I did it. "Let's call them," I said. So we made the phone call and they answered. They told us they had almost given up on us, but that the offer was still on the table. They gave us some direction about what they wanted and we agreed to whatever they said. They told us that $7,500 was already on the way and another check of the same amount was contingent on the video. We hung up and again, we had a contract. "Can we talk a second before we do this?" she asked. "What do you want to talk about," I asked, feeling my skin crawl. I just wanted to do this, I didn't want to talk about it. I wanted to do it badly, I just didn't want to think about it. "Listen," she said, I had never seen my mother seem so nervous, "the first time we...produced a movie, we didn't talk about it much beforehand or afterward. I just think that there is a chance we might be doing a few of these movies. I think we should try to do a few of them." She was so clinical, like she wasn't talking about having sex with me. It was sort of reassuring. "Right," I said. "We can't be awkward about this if it is going to be our job," she said, "I just want to say, let's be professional when we make the movie. We will talk about this stuff like we are business partners. Then, when we are done, we are mother and daughter again like nothing happened." I felt strange about this idea. Of course, it was the best solution. But it was disappointing too. I really was a pervert. My mother was just trying to get through this and I was having late night fantasies about it. I felt that shame again. "I think that is for the best," I said. So that was how we ended up here. My mom was on the bed, looking beautiful. I was dolled up, looking sexy, and we were about to earn another $15,000 for fucking. I checked myself in the mirror and then walked over to the camera and clicked it on. The video company had given us some guidelines on what to do. Not a story, but enough for us to make a story of our own. It made it easier. Made it more professional. "Jayne," Mom said, "Is it on?" "Yeah," I said and I saw her breasts heave as she took a deep breath. I giggled a little, maybe it was wrong, but there is no reason not to enjoy your job, especially if everything would just go back to normal when it was over. "Action," I said. Then I moved away from the window and into frame. From that point on, we were doing the little story we had worked out together. "Jayne," My mom said in an angry voice. I stopped walking, like I was stunned. She leaned forward on the bed, and I couldn't help but look down her robe, enjoying the view. "Uhhh, yeah? What's the problem?" I asked, putting my hands over my head and twirling my wet hair around and putting it in a ponytail. The water swirled off of it, some of it landing on my mother's face. She recoiled like she had been hit. "Did you even dry yourself off when you came into the house?" she asked, jumping up off of the bed. I could smell her perfume now. I was thinking about crushing her skin with my palms. I needed this so bad, I had needed it ever since we had finished the first movie. But I had to be professional. "I am just coming in to grab something to eat and then I am going back out to the hot tub," I said like I was a bratty teenager. I even rolled my eyes and tried to walk past my mother. "Listen, I know when you are at your father's house you do whatever you want, but you aren't at your father's house," My mother said, crossing her perfect arms across her breasts. Doing this made the little robe ride up even farther and the hem was only a few short inches from the bottom of her ass, "You are going to wreck my carpets if you track water all through the house. Go outside, dry off, and then come back in. Hell, if you just call me on your cellphone and tell me what you want, then I can come out and give it to you," she said. "Fuck off mom," I said. And she got a pained look on her face and I realized that my mom was a Hell of an actor. Her hand moved quickly and she slapped me across the face. It actually hurt. I knew it was coming and it still hurt. Naturally, my hand shot up to my face. For a second, my mom looked concerned, but she stayed in character. "You don't ever talk to me like that!" she said and then she quickly dropped down so she was sitting on the bed again. I was still holding my face and I felt her hand on my wrist. She jerked my arm hard and I fell flat against her lap, lying across her legs. "What the hell do you think you doing?" I asked. "Jayne, you might be an adult now, but you are still my little girl and you are still going to treat me with respect. You are a very, very bad girl and I am going to spank you," she said. She reached behind me and grabbed my bikini bottoms and she pulled them quickly down my legs. My ass was up in the air, facing the camera. "What the fuck do you think you're doing, you old bitch!" I yelled at the top of my lungs. I made like I was trying to stand up and she jerked my arm down hard. "You can get up when you apologize and say that you were a bad girl," My mother said. Her arm came up and the palm of her hand slammed down hard and flat on the meatiest part of my ass. I jumped, the pain was greater than I thought it could be. I let out a little yip. My ass was warm and it felt like it was vibrating now. And the endorphins started and it felt lovely. I moaned. "Apologize," she said. "NO!" I cried and her hand came down again, this time on my other ass cheek. My knees felt weak and I let myself drape over my mother's legs. I closed my eyes and grunted. Now both of my ass cheeks had that delicious vibrating feeling. She demanded again that I apologize and this time I just moaned and shook my head. And then her hand came down on my ass again, harder than ever. I moaned and my whole body was shaking. I had never done this before, but it was amazing. My pussy was already getting wet. "You are such a bad girl!" My mother said and her hand came down again. I could feel the muscles in her legs tensing. I think she liked it too. "Oh Mom, please stop it is too much!" I moaned and her hand came down again. "Apologize!" she said. "Never," I said in a low guttural moan. "You are a bad girl!" she yelled again and spanked me again. I was shaking all over, so much so that the camera could probably see it. I wondered if it could see the juices dripping from my pussy down my leg. Then she took her hand and placed it in the cleft of my ass cheeks. She pulled the cheek aside, exposing my asshole to the camera. "Apologize right now!" "No!" I said. Then, in a quick motion her other hand flew down and her fingers rapped hard against my asshole. The pain was so much sharper and deeper this time and I grunted. "Oh shit!' I said. Then her fingers came down again in one, two, three quick motions. And my mind was almost blank with pleasure and pain. "Say you are a bad girl!" My mother said. "I am such a bad girl!" I replied, panting heavily. "Say you are sorry." "I am so sorry mom," I said sincerely. And I felt her body get less tense. And I felt her hand gently rubbing my ass. Just patting it and soothing it. I moaned lightly, but just let her take care of me. She cooed at me but didn't say anything. "See honey, was that so hard?" she asked, after a very long time. "No mom, I am sorry I made you upset. I don't want to ruin your carpet," I said. I heard her laugh, and then she helped me up to a sitting position on the bed. My ass burned on her sheets, but I kind of liked it. "There you go," she said, "Now that you apologized and admitted you are a bad girl, you deserve a reward." I smiled and nodded my head. "What do I get?" I asked. She didn't say anything; she just untied her robe and pulled it off of her body. She dropped it on the floor. She reached over and untied my bikini top and let it fall onto the floor. Then we were both naked, sitting on her bed. She leaned forward and kissed me gently on the lips. It was a motherly kiss almost, but she held it far longer than any mother would. My body was on fire; my pussy was still dripping from my spanking. I needed to fuck my mom. I put my arms around her, pushing my little breasts against her big, firm ones. My nipples were hard and I felt them dig into her soft skin. Her arms wrapped me up as well. Then our kissing became more intense. She opened her mouth and I took her tongue inside of me. I felt her rough tongue against the rough sides of my teeth, felt her warm spit drip off her tongue and I swallowed it down. I felt inflamed. My hands moved all over her body, I squeezed her breasts and her ass, I pulled her in closer. I felt her tongue get rigid in my mouth. I sucked on her tongue. I let it slide out of my mouth, and then I pulled it back in. I bobbed my head. I felt her hands on my breasts, kneading them and making me moan. Then she moved away from me and jumped back on the bed. She lay down on it, but she kept her hand on my arm. She kept pulling on me, pulling me closer. I collapsed against her. Our faces inches apart and I was sort of draped across her legs and had my arm across her chest. We were kissing again. "I love you Jayne," My mom said and my heart fluttered. I felt like I might cry. "I love you too mom," I said. "So what do you want for your reward?" she asked. Being in character made this even easier than being professional did. "Eat my pussy mom," I said and she giggled. I rolled over on my back and spread my legs for the camera. I expected my mom to crawl down to the bottom of the bed and flop between my legs. Instead, she quickly straddled my head. I was looking up at my mom's beautiful pussy. I could smell its delicious scent and I could see her juices glistening on it and I wanted it more than anything in the world. I saw her ass as well, a little bigger than mine, but still pretty toned. I wanted to kiss it. I felt her leaning forward now, her breasts against my flat stomach. Her knees slid back and I could almost reach my tongue up and taste her. But then her warm tongue drug across my pussy. It was such a lovely feeling that I just sort of gurgled. I felt her tongue lapping at my clit; I could feel her spit and my juices starting to spread across my legs. I was looking at her cute pink pussy but I could barely control myself. "Lick me sweetie," my mother's muffled voice. I didn't need to be asked twice. I lifted my head up; sticking my nose into my mother's wet pussy, putting my tongue against her clit. And then it's sort of a blur in my memory. We just lay there in the 69 position, lapping at each other's pussies. I know I was mewing and making little noises the whole time. I could hear my mother as well. But I was focused on her delicious weight against my body, the way her tits mashed against my skin. I was thinking about the way her legs felt against her my head, and the way her salty skin tasted in my mouth. Finally, I came. It was an intense, warm feeling all over my body. I buried my head deeper into her pussy, feeling her drip down my face. Then I gave one last hard lick to her clit and I could feel a tremor run through my mother's body. I heard her moan loudly and a few more thick opaque drips of liquid poured out of her pussy and onto my face. And then she collapsed on top of me. We were panting in unison. I hugged her legs with my arm and I just wanted to lay there for a few minutes. But my mom got up first, walked up to the camera and turned it off. "I'll send it in tomorrow," she said, wiping her face with the back of her arm, "I think we did a good job Jayne." She said and she was so professional. "Me too mom," I said and I started to get dressed. * * * * * The check came about a week after my sent the video in. We were good for a few more weeks. More importantly, they sent an offer to make two more videos for the same amount of money. They didn't specify a time where they wanted to videos back, just whenever we were done. That was $30,000 more dollars. That would put our earnings up to $55,000, we were in great shape financially. I could breathe a sigh of relief. "Isn't this great!" My mom said when she read the letter and I agreed. "When do you want to make them?" I asked and I felt a little excited. I had had fun the last time; I wasn't allowed to ask my mom if she did too, because we were professional. So I just felt secretly excited and guilty about what had happened. "Oh," my mom said like she realized we'd have to do it again, "Let's not rush." She said and I felt my heart sink. Could I keep doing this professionally, when deep down I wanted it to be something...else? That afternoon I went to the bank and dropped off our latest check. Then I went to the preschool to pick up Toddy. At least the weight of the money was off my shoulder. I decided that I was going to take Toddy out for dinner. I was so excited about it that I got to the school a little bit early. I sat down in the parents waiting area in the hallway. I could hear the kids in the room doing some little song or something and I smiled. It was strange, you could something in private that was so weird and wrong, but if no one knew about it, then it was like it never happened. You could just go about living your life. I was smiling and thinking about this, when another parent sat down next to me on the chair. "You're Todd's mother right," the woman said, I turned over and looked at her. She was a bit older than me, probably around 30-32. She had long red hair and light skin. She had bright green eyes and very light freckles on her face. She was wearing a gray suit with a short skirt. Her breasts were large, although she was thin. In fact, they looked fake. Her legs were long and she had elegant little feet. She was shining a big smile as fake as her tits. "Yes, yes that's right." I didn't recognize her, "you're...I'm sorry, I don't know. Who is your child?" "Oh I'm sorry," she said in a fake voice and sort of laughed and tossed her head back a little, "Andrea Martin, my daughter is Andrea." "She is a sweet girl, so well behaved," I said. I had no idea who Andrea Martin was but she nodded. "Todd is a sweet boy too," she said and I thanked her, "So just picking him up?" she asked. I hated this little 'we are both parents' small talk crap, but there was no way to be polite about it. Paying the Family Debt Ch. 02 "Yeah...uh" "Helen," she said. "Yeah, that's what I'm doing," I said in a way that kind of showed that I didn't want to talk anymore. Just then another parent sitting next to Helen got up and walked towards the bathroom. "So Jayne, what are you doing after you pick up Todd?" Helen asked now. I looked over at her, but the smile was different now. It was lupine and a little bit terrifying. I didn't want to talk to her anymore. "I don't know," I said. Then I realized something, "How did you know my name?" Her smile grew even more grotesque and she leaned over and whispered into my ear. "Do you ever remember saying, 'Okay mom, I have heard that there are some boys and girls out there who want a show and we are going to give it to them'?" I felt a cold stab in my stomach. I got dizzy and I put my hands on the arms of my chair. "I don't know... I don't know what you're talking about," I managed to say, but I knew that there was no color in my face anymore. "Let's not drag this out. You know that I know you made a little movie with your mommy." "How do you know about that," I said, and I felt sick. I put my head down between my legs. Then I realized I looked suspicious. So I sat up, looked directly forward, and just stared at the wall. But I kept talking to her. "Don't be stupid Jayne," she said, "You put a movie of you having sex on the internet and used your real name. People will find out about it." And I realized she was right. Of course people would find out. What could I do about this? More importantly, what did it matter to her? "I don't see how what I do in my private life is any of your business, can we not talk anymore?" I said desperately. And for a glorious minute there was silence. I kept looking at the clock, waiting for class to get out. I had to talk to my mother about this. "So what are you doing after you pick up your son?" she asked again, breaking the silence. And now I was more confused than ever. And I was pissed now. The shock had worn off and I hated this woman for talking to me about this stuff. It was none of her damn business. "What?" I asked sharply. "I will tell you what you are doing," she said quickly and I turned to look at her, "Unless you want everyone at this school to find out about your little video, along with all of your neighbors and everyone else who you don't want to know about it, you are going to do what I say. You will take your son to your mother's house and drop him off. Then you will come to my house and you will do whatever I say. If you do that, I will never bother you again," she said. Then, without looking at me she handed me a card that had her phone number on it. At that instant, the door to the classroom burst open and a tiny army of children poured out. Todd ran up to me and Andrea ran up to Helen. "Hi mommy!" Toddy said and threw his arms around me. I held him close, trying to pull his unconditional love into me. "Don't think about it, just do what I said," Helen said, and she picked up Andrea and walked out the door. * * * * * * About half an hour later I was sitting in Helen's driveway, breathing heavily. I had done what she said. I had dropped my son off with my mother and told her I had a quick personal matter to take care of. She is always happy to have Toddy around so I raced home, changed out of my clothes because they were drenched in terror sweat, and then dashed to Helen's house. I was wearing a t-shirt, jeans, and flip-flops. I had no idea what was going to happen next, but I knew that it was not going to be good. I took a deep breath, got out of the car, and walked to the door. It didn't look like anyone was home. The lights were out, there weren't any cars outside (although there was a garage with the door closed). I knocked tentatively on the door and nothing happened. So I knocked again, louder this time. I waited about two seconds then turned to walk back to the car. I wasn't even thinking about what it meant to leave. "Jayne?" I heard, and spun back around. Helen was standing in the doorway of her house. She was wearing a sexy silk nightgown the barely covered her hips and had little tiny straps. She was holding a glass of white wine to her lips and giving me a very unpleasant look. "I didn't think you were here," I said. "I told you I would be," she said. "Where is Andrea?" "She is at her grandmother's house as well. And my husband works very late tonight, he might even stay in town. We are home alone, come on in," she said. With that, she turned around and disappeared into the house. I stood for a moment in the gathering darkness. I looked one way down the empty suburban street and then the other way. Finally, with nothing left to do, I walked towards the house and went in. I saw immediately, that I had been wrong about the lights in the house. It wasn't that it was completely dark, it was that all the lights were candles. I was standing in a little hallway that was lit gently with flickering red candles. I saw dark rooms to my left and right, but a trail of candles in front of me. I followed them into the kitchen. Helen was sitting at the kitchen table, again taking a sip of her wine. The bottle was on the table and another glass was poured. She looked up at me and then motioned for me to sit down across from her. I quickly did as I was told, settling in the seat and letting my eyes adjust to the dark light. She slid the glass closer to me. "It's pretty good," she said, and downed her glass. Then she poured another one. I noticed her hands shaking a bit when she did. "What do you want with me?" I asked, taking the glass, but not picking it up. "Just drink some wine," she said very quickly. I looked up at her, and into her eyes. She was still putting on a tough face, but I noticed something different now. Away from the school, in the privacy of her home, she didn't seem as tough. She seemed nervous. What was she planning? Was she poisoning me with this wine or something? "I'm not thirsty," I said, swirling the wine in the glass. She laughed, but it was a little bit too high pitched, a little bit too involved. She looked at my eyes and I saw my own terror reflected in her face. "You really had sex with your mother?" she asked. I felt my face get hot and I took a little sip of the wine, hoping it was poison, "Of course you did. I mean, I did research on it after I found the video." "What do you want?" I asked. She didn't answer, but she finished her second glass of wine and then stood up from the table. She walked around beside me. She was standing over me sort of, looking over my shoulder at my glass of wine. Then she put her hand on my shoulder, her shaking hand. I felt repulsed, I wanted to drop my shoulder and slide out from underneath of her, but I was afraid to move. She knew my secret, I needed to find out what she wanted and then get her out of my life forever. "I have a younger sister about your age," she said wistfully. I looked over my shoulder at her, but she was looking away. I followed the line of sight for her eyes. I saw a picture on the refrigerator. It was a woman, she looked a lot like Helen, but younger. And her hair was much darker. Her eyes were blue. This was likely the sister. Why was she telling me this? "That's nice," was all I could think to say. This seemed to snap her out of the little trance she was in. For a moment she looked very embarrassed. Like she was in over her head. I had seen that face before, on the videos I made with my mother. I had made that face. "She is lovely. She is so beautiful and smart. So... sexy. My sister Denise, sexy," she said and smiled to herself. Then she looked down at me. "I am sure she is a wonderful girl," I replied. "Listen, I just want what you have," she said and I furrowed my brow. Now I am not stupid. I could see where this was going. But I desperately fought that knowledge. She held the power of life and death over me, she could ask me to do anything and I would have to do it or she would destroy me. I just didn't want what she was going to ask of me. "You don't understand," I said, "It isn't like that." "I saw what it was like," she said, looking down at me. Her face was beautiful in its passion, confusion, and lustful menace. I didn't like that it was beautiful, but it was. "I mean, it is very professional," I said, adopting my mother's word for what we did, "I think you just don't understand." I felt her hand kneading my back over my shoulder and I could tell she wasn't listening to anything I said. Slowly, her hand reached over my shoulder and rested gently against my breast. "I love you Denise," she said in a slow voice, looking down over me with a smile. "I am not Denise," I said and I felt her hand grasp tightly to my breast. She put so much pressure on it that it hurt. "Don't be a kidder Denise, I am trying to be serious," she said in a girlish, laughing voice, but I screamed out a little in pain. She dropped down, so that her lips were against my ear, "Play along and this is over tonight," she hissed, "fight me on this and I will do...something." Her voice broke a little when she made the threat now. I couldn't see her eyes, but I got the feeling she didn't know if she could keep the threat. But there was enough confidence for me to know that I couldn't risk it. Helen's hand relaxed on my breast, but stayed on it. "I love you too Helen," I said and I felt sick. Her hand started to rub my breast gently through my shirt and bra. "Uhh... Helen, what are you doing, you are so silly." I was trying to sound like I thought she wanted me to sound. This was so bizarre. What was my life becoming? "I don't think you understand Denise," Helen said in a deep, sexy voice, "I will always love you as a sister. But right now, I love you like a woman." And I felt her lips against my neck. I let my head loll to the side, her arms wrapped around my chest. Her lips were all over my neck, I could feel her tongue licking my skin. And her hands were moving all over my breasts. "I want you too sis," I said. And that seemed to drive her mad. She grabbed my shirt and jerked it over my head. She tugged my ears and I called out in pain. She pretended like she didn't notice. She unhooked my bra. She moved around me incredibly quickly. Then she was standing in front of me. She had one hand on either armrest of my chair, bending over. Her face was a half inch from mine, she had a sort of glazed look in her eye. I looked down her gown, her breasts were hanging round and pale. And I liked the way they looked! Why was I even thinking about that? This was too weird. Then she pulled my bra off in one smooth motion while she pressed her lips against mine. My eyes were opened wide and I was looking at her forehead, her closed eyes. I could taste the wine on her mouth and smell her perfume and her sweat. And her musk. I felt her hand snake around the back of my head and pull me into her lips harder. Then my mouth opened and her tongue danced against my lips. She felt hot and wet and I let my lips get pried open and felt her run her thick tongue over my teeth. She moved her other hand against my tit. I felt her palm against my nipple. Her hands were a bit sweaty and she moaned into my mouth when she squeezed me. I opened my teeth and let her tongue plunge into my mouth. Then she started to roll my nipple between her thumb and forefinger. Her tongue darted quickly in and out of my mouth. The entire time, I kept my hands clamped in my lap. But I was kissing her back. My lips sealed against hers, my tongue dancing. Then she broke the kiss. "Denise, there is something I have always wanted to do for you," she said, and then kissed me on the nose. "What sis?" I asked. Then she smiled. She dropped her head down and took my nipple into her mouth. She sucked on it gently, flicking her tongue over it. Despite myself, I felt my body responding to this touch. I arched my back into her mouth and felt the pleasure wash over me. But she wasn't done. She reached down into my lap and moved my hands. She unbuttoned my jeans. She kept sucking on my nipple while she hooked her fingers into them. She started to shimmy them down my hips and I lifted my butt off the chair and she pulled them harder. My jeans were sort of tight and my panties got stuck in them and soon they, along with my jeans, were down around my ankle. My nipple popped out of Helen's mouth and she got down low, pulled my jeans and panties all the way off and throwing them across the room. I was sitting nude in this crazy woman's kitchen. I had never felt so naked. I pushed my knees together. "You look just like your movie," she said and then realized that she had broken the sort of little character thing we were doing. She put her hands on my knees and gently tried to pull them apart. I tried to keep them together, but she gave me a very grave look and I let her pry them apart. "Sorry," I said, not wanting to piss her off. "Denise," she said, dropping back into it. I could see she was still shaking though, "Do you remember that time, when I was in college and I came back home for the weekend? And you were a senior in high school I think. And I was masturbating in the shower and you came in?" She asked. I had no idea whether or not Denise remembered that particular event. But as 'Denise,' I felt that I did. "Yeah sis, sorry about that," I said. "See, you didn't know I saw you, but I did. And I liked that you stopped for a second to watch me. I had never thought about you like that, you know?" she said. And as she did she started to inch herself closer to me on her knees. I felt her hair against the inside of my thighs and I gripped the armrests. "I know," I said. "And ever since then I have wanted you. I have been waiting for the perfect time to bring it up to you, to tell you I love you. And that I want you too," she said and I could feel her breath against my labia. "I want you too sis, I have been waiting all this time for you. I need you to fuck me," I said and I felt her tongue touch my little pink clit and my hand gripped the wooden chair until it creaked. I felt electricity run through my body. And I knew my body was betraying me even worse than before. I felt myself start to get wet. I moaned as her tongue raked up and down my pussy. Helen lovingly sucked on my clit and dipped her long tongue into my box. I bucked my hips into her face. I looked down at her. Her face looked sort of pretty, pressed against my clit and her ass was actually pretty nice, sticking out while she was on her hands and knees. She was very hot, actually. She was rubbing my hips with her hand and her hair kept tickling me. It felt so wonderful. She didn't say anything while she did this. She just kept licking my pussy in a methodical, rhythmic way. And it didn't take long. In a few minutes I screamed as a powerful orgasm built from my pussy and then spread out all over my body. My arms and legs were shaking and my eyes were sealed shut. My mouth was opened but no sounds came out as the pleasure reached an indescribable crescendo. And then, my body stopped responding and I went limp. The next thing I was able to feel with any actual particularity was a kiss on my mouth. I could taste my pussy and I opened my eyes and saw Helen's eyes staring back at me. She sort of smiled with her eyes; I could tell that she had gotten something she had been wanting for a while. I had hoped that it was enough, but then I found that it wasn't. "Denise, did that feel good?" she asked. "It was lovely," I said and it was the truth. The physical feeling was undeniably amazing. But I felt so dirty for liking it. I felt like my body had let me down. I let her know that she gave me pleasure. And there was no way I was acting. "Don't you want to repay the favor to your big sister?" she asked and I wanted to scream at her, but I nodded. "What do you want," I said, a little too harshly, "Sis?" I said, to soften it. She stood up and pulled her little nightgown up over her head. She had a lovely body. Her breasts stood up perky and proud, her skin was pale, smooth, and lightly freckled. Her pussy was shaved completely bare and she had an hourglass shape that didn't show that she'd had at least one child. I expected her to come at me in the chair, but she walked over to the refrigerator. She opened it up, bent over and gave me a gorgeous view of her ass and pussy, and reached into it. She turned around with a large, curved cucumber in her hand. And she walked over to me. She leaned forward and gave me a quick kiss. Then she hopped up onto the kitchen table, spreading her legs, her pussy just a foot or so from my face. She handed me the cucumber. I looked at it. "Oh come one Denise," she said with a laugh, "Get it wet!" So I took the cucumber into my mouth. It was a pretty big cucumber, and I forced it between my teeth. I felt her eyes one me. I stretched my mouth farther. It was cold against my tongue. Then I felt her hand against mine. She forced it hard into my mouth. My eyes bugged wide open and she giggled. "Gmmsf" I snorted. "Come on Denise! Just a little farther," she said. I felt the cucumber tickle the back of my throat. I started to gag, but she kept the vegetable deep in my throat. My eyes were watering and I heaved. And finally, the pressure from her hand dropped and I pulled the glistening cucumber out of my mouth. "You know what to do!" she said. I turned towards the table. I could smell her glistening pussy. I put the tip of the cucumber against her labia and rubbed gently. She moaned and pinched her own nipples, pulling on them. I kept rubbing for a while and she ground her hips into the cucumber. Then she stopped moving. "Okay?" I asked. "I don't want it there," she said coolly. I looked at her face and raised my eyebrow. Then I saw her hand moved between her legs. She gently tapped her asshole with her finger. "Come on Denise, let's do something extra naughty," she said. I moved the cucumber against her asshole. I saw her fingers grip the sides of the table, "better get it wet too." I knew what she wanted. I set the cucumber down on the table and leaned into her. Her smell was even stronger before. She started to rub a hand through my hair. I was only an inch from her tight, pink asshole now. My stomach churned. I really did not want to do this. But my tongue did. I stuck my tongue out. I taste salty, earthy skin. I heard Helen moan loudly. I let my tongue spread wide across her entire asshole. Then I began to slowly lap her anus. I felt her squirming and heard her moaning. My rough, wet tongue just kept sliding, up and down, over the little wrinkled folds of her ass. She kept playing with my hair and I buried my head further, digging my tongue into her. Finally, she pulled my head out. "The cucumber now sis," she said. I grabbed the cucumber and positioned one end of it against her glistening asshole. Then I started to push. She helped, holding the sides of the table and driving her hips against the cucumber. The tip of the cucumber popped into her ass. She screamed loudly and threw her head back. I stopped, but then she put her hand on mine, pushing harder. I kept working the cucumber deeper and deeper into her asshole. Sometimes I would pull it out slightly and jam it back in. She moved her legs wildly. "Lick my pussy too!" She yelled. I leaned back in quickly. I took her tiny little clit into my mouth. I flicked my tongue over it, letting her juices run over my face. The whole time I kept working the cucumber harder and harder into her ass. She was moaning and screaming the entire time. She squeezed my head with her legs and grabbed her breasts. Finally, when it seemed was louder than I thought any woman could get, she came. She shook and she pulled my hair and she screamed out her sister's name. The she collapsed in a heap on the table, breathing heavily. I pulled the cucumber out of her ass and she didn't make a sound. I set it down on the table and I quickly got out of the chair and started to put my clothes back on. Paying the Family Debt Ch. 02 I was very nearly dressed, when I saw Helen sit up on the table. She was looking at me, "Hey uh..." she said and her voice was different. She looked a little embarrassed and I could see her skin was very red. She was blushing! "Don't ever talk to me," I said and she looked taken aback. "I'm sorry," she said and I didn't know what she was apologizing for, "I just wanted to..." Then she started to cover herself up. It was the strangest thing. Like she had been in a trance and awakened. I needed this to stop. "Listen to me Helen," I said and then I had a burst of inspiration, "I didn't know what you wanted, but when I came here I put a tape recorder into my purse. I have recorded all of the noises that happened here. If you ever say anything to me or anything about me to anyone else, I will send the tape to your job and to your husband and your sister. I don't want anything to do with you." It was a pretty convincing bluff, I figured. Plus, even if she was pretty sure I didn't have anything on her, she couldn't take the risk, "Your husband will definitely win custody of your kid if the divorce court finds out you are blackmailing other women to do incest role-playing with you!" I said, making sure she understood the full implications of what I was threatening. Her face fell. "I wasn't ever going to bother you again anyway," she said and she sounded so deflated, "I don't know what came over me," she said. "I don't care what came over you!" I said, finished getting dressed and walking briskly to the door. "I am just so jealous of you," she said, "You get to be with the woman you want, even if society says that you shouldn't" she said, and the door closed behind me and I was crying as I ran to the car. * * * * * "Hey honey," my mom said when I came into the house. I'd managed to stop crying on the way home, but I knew my eyes were still puffy so I was looking at my feet, "Did you do whatever you needed to do?" "Uh-huh," I said, "Where is Toddy?" I wanted to get out of the house and go home as fast as possible. "Your brother took him out for ice cream. They just left," She said and I let out a ragged sigh. Of course they were gone. My mom was cleaning up her kitchen, putting away some dishes and putting all of my brother's stuff in a big pile. "Ok," I said. "What's wrong Jaynie," my mom said, looking up. Her hair was in her face and she looked a little flustered. And beautiful. "Nothing," I said, but she had that otherworldly mother power. She kept looking at me and I started to cry again. She could always do that to me. I sat down at the kitchen table and put my face in my hands. I didn't see my mother run out from behind the island in the kitchen; I didn't see her sit down next to me either. But I did feel her arm go around my shoulder and I heard her pleading into my ear, begging me to tell her what had happened. "Nothing," I said again. "Jaynie, I am not stupid, tell your mother what is wrong," she said. And then, for a beautiful moment, all of the weird sex stuff was gone. I was just sitting with my mother and she wanted to help with my problem. I cried even harder. Then, when I got myself together, I told her everything. I told her about going to pick up Toddy, and the conversation at the school, and driving over, and then Helen's sister, and everything she did and made me do. And why. She didn't ask any questions. She just encouraged me to keep talking and she held me close. Finally, I was finished with my story. And I felt incredibly dirty. "It is okay honey," she said and shushed me. She wrapped her arms tighter around me and I held her as well. "I am so sorry mom," I said. I didn't even really know why I apologized, I just did. "Why?" she said, surprised. She pulled my head away from her shoulder and held my head in her hands, looking into my eyes, "You didn't do anything wrong." She took my hand now and stood up from the table. She started to lead me out of the room. I stood and followed. "Where are we going?" I said and I was confused. "You need to know something Jayne, I am not too old to teach you a lesson," she said as she led me to the stairs. We started to go up, "Sex is not a weapon. It was wrong of that woman to use your sex against you. You can't let her ruin it for you," she said and my head swam. This didn't sound like something my mother would say to me, we never talked about sex, unless we were talking about the videos. "I know it was wrong," I said. And she pulled me into her room and sat me down on the bed. I put my hands in my lap. 'But you need to know something else," she said, "Sex isn't business either. Sex should only be about love." She leaned forward and kissed me on the lips. It was a gentle, loving kiss and I melted into her. It was like she was sucking all of my cares and worries out through her beautiful lips. "I don't understand..." I said, "Do you want me to turn on the cameras now?" "No honey," she said, "This isn't for anyone else to watch. This isn't for sale. I love you. I just want to show you how much I love you. I was afraid by these feeling. I have had them since... since the first time. But I can't deny it anymore. And you need it now. No cameras, my beautiful baby girl, just the two of us." Then she kissed me again and it was electric. It wasn't the soft, loving kiss from before. It was a kiss that screamed sex. I felt her tongue dip into my mouth. She broke the kiss for a half second, but only to quickly pull my shirt off and then she was kissing me again. She smelled so wonderful. She pushed me over onto the bed and she was lying between my legs, kissing me. We kissed for a very long time. Deep, passionate kisses that filled my mouth. I pulled her shirt over her head while we kissed. Then she stood up and unhooked her bra, letting her beautiful breasts free. She leaned forward and unbuttoned my jeans and deftly pulled them off. She slipped off my panties as well. I took my bra off. She was looking at me and smiling. "You are the most beautiful woman in the world!" she said and I felt myself blush. I felt the same love I always felt for her. But I allowed myself to feel another kind of love as well. I could see that love in her eyes as well. She slipped off her panties and we were naked. She lay down next to me on the bed. I was on my back and she was on her side, her head propped on her arm. We were staring at each other. She didn't say anything. She just took her other hand and started to swirl it around my nipple. It tickled and I giggled a little bit. She kissed me again, but kept playing gently with my breast. I turned my head toward her and started to suck on her nipple. She started to knead my breast. I moaned into her breasts as she did so. Her hand moved down between my legs. She rubbed my pussy with her fingers, swirling her fingers around. I sucked harder on her nipple as the pleasure of her touch rushed through me. I heard her breathing shallowly as she enjoyed my touch. For a long time we stayed like that and I wanted it to last forever. But then she broke away from my pussy. She whispered in my ear. "I want to do something," she said. Then, she left me lying on my back, but she lifted her leg over me. She was straddling my head again. "What are we doing?" I said, and I kissed the inside of her leg. "When we did this in the video before," she said, 'I liked it. But I want to do it right. Be my lover baby, be one with me." She said and I felt like I might cum just from her talking. She stretched her knees back and her pussy was just a fraction of an inch from my nose. Her smell was wonderful and strong. I felt her hair on my legs. I could feel her lungs fill as she sucked in my smell. We began to lick each other at the same time. It was slower this time. We weren't hamming it up for any cameras. Her taste was just as mind-blowing as before. I felt her tongue on my clit. I felt her driving her tongue into my pussy as well. I gnawed gently on her labia, the soft supple skin and she giggled. She did the same to me. I dug my tongue deep into her pussy, where it tasted coppery and tense. We were moving in a rhythm now, together. We lay together on that bed. A continuous loop, neither ending nor beginning. We were quiet, except for a few muffled groans and moans. Then a building feeling started, deep inside of our bodies. It swelled and grew and soon we were both having orgasms at the same instant. I cannot even describe that feeling. That sexual harmony and...rightness. It was magical. I felt her body tense and I felt my own body do the same. And then we collapsed on top of one another, panting. She rolled over and lay next to me now. She was smiling and she looked glorious. Her hair was messed up and her lips shined with my juices. I am sure I looked very much alike. Not just because my face was wet and my hair was mussed, but because we looked so much alike. She was my mother. My mother was on her back now. I was on my stomach, laying with my head on her bare breasts. I felt tears again, but this time it was because I was so happy. "What does this mean?" I asked. "It means that I am yours and you are mine," she said and I felt warm all over. "What about the videos?" I asked, "Are we out of the business then?" My mother was quiet for a moment and I looked up at her, she looked very contemplative. "Well," she said finally, "The way I figure it, we are lovers now. We are going to have sex sometimes. If, every once in a while, that happens to make it on a video and that happens to make us a little bit of money, so what? right?" "We'd be having sex anyway, right?" I asked and she nodded. I squeezed her tightly. We heard the door open and we heard two sets of footsteps coming into the house. "Let's go downstairs and see our boys," and I kissed her again before we got up to get our clothes. The End The first 7 stories I submitted to Literotica were written over the course of a couple of years. I had no intention of ever showing them to anyone, but then I found this site and couldn't resist a chance to see what other people thought. "Paying the Family Debt" was by far the most widely read of my initial submissions, so I wrote this sequel. It is the first story I have ever written with this particular audience in mind. I am indebted to everyone who made suggestions after the first one, especially Suna. Please comment on this story as well. I read all the responses and I want to give you all what you want. Also, if you liked this, read my other stories and comment on them as well. Hell, if you have a suggestion for another story you'd like to hear and want me to write it I will CONSIDER doing it. Thanks YKN Paying the Family Debt "Thanks," I said. I looked up at her now as well. She seemed to feel the same way as I did, keeping her legs together. "Do you wax bare?" I asked now it was her turn to blush and nod. Her pubis was bare, silky looking, and beautiful. Now we were both completely naked, looking at each other. I giggled a little bit. It was almost a little bit of fun. A little...naughty. Plus, for now it was harmless she giggled as well. It had the feel of a sort of sexy slumber party. "What do we do now?" she asked finally. I sort of shrugged my shoulders, and felt my bare breasts jiggle slightly. It was oddly sexy. It was so long since I had known I was going to have sex, I didn't even think about it anymore. This sudden heightening of sexual tension was very strange. And good. I think my mother felt the same. "Maybe, before we get dressed," I said, "we should just hug?" I wanted our skin to touch together, just a little bit. Just to know how it would feel. She nodded. We walked forward until our nipples were almost touching. We looked into each other's eyes. My mother had an awkward smile on her face, which I returned. She put out her arms and we both naturally threw our butts out backwards. Our arms wrapped around each other's shoulders and our cheeks brushed together. I felt my mother's warm breasts against my own, felt the friction of skin on skin and the heat that that produced. I felt my nipples against the top of her breasts and felt her nipples against the bottom of my own breasts. I felt so strange. After a short time, we broke out hug. I looked at my mother. "I love you momma," I said and she smiled. "I love you too," she said and it didn't matter that we were naked or what we were going to do. We loved each other, so it couldn't be all bad. We started to get dressed then, walked back downstairs and continued our wait for the camera. ***** "You be good at school today," I said to my son two days later. He was sitting in the backseat in his booster chair and I was looking at him in the rearview mirror. "I will Mommy," he said as the teacher's aide opened our back door. "Hello Ms. Thomas," the woman said and I nodded to her. She started to talk to my son about the day and he got very excited. I smiled at him. "I love you Momma," he said as he bounced out the door. "I love you soooo much little one," I said and blew him a kiss. I watched as he bounded up the stairs into his school and then I pulled away from the curb and headed towards my mother's house. There were several parcels on the passenger seat of my car. Most were letters. They contained checks made out to various banks, lenders, and other debt holders. The check had arrived from my new employer and had been direct deposited. I was keeping all of us in our homes and cars for the next month. But also on the seat was a package which contained a camera, some clothes, and a list of instructions. I hadn't even opened it yet. It felt toxic sitting there on the chair. I drove very slowly up to my mother's house. I got out and took all of the packages as well. There was a large mail box in front of my mother's house and I just dropped all of the bills in. In a few hours, even the cable would be back on. Now I had to earn the money. "Hey sis," Greg said as he came out of the house and started towards the bus stop. I just waved at him and headed towards the house. The package felt heavy in my hands, "Mom said to just come up to the room when you got in. She was doing spring cleaning or something today," he said. I nodded. I went into the living room first and put the box down on the coffee table. I found a butter knife in the kitchen and quickly opened it. The camera the first thing I saw. It was small and had an adapter so it could plug in the wall. I was glad, because I didn't want to have to wait while it charged. I wanted to get this over with. Inside I also found the clothes folded nicely and the directions printed on nice white paper. I separated my clothes from my mother's and went up to her room. I went to open the door and found that it was locked, "Mom, it's me," I said and it promptly unlocked. I walked into the room and saw the spring cleaning my mother had done. The room looked like a hotel room. All of the personal items had been removed, including my grandmother's quilt which usually sat at the edge of the bed. My mother was looking at me nervously. "I think it looks alright, right?" she asked and I nodded. My heart was whirring and she looked nervous as well. But she also looked beautiful. She wasn't wearing make-up, but she looked alive. She looked sexy. Suddenly realizing that with the blinds now closed, there was nothing left for her to do, she sat down on her bed and folded her hands in her laps. It was very quiet. "They sent some clothes we are supposed to wear," I explained and she looked at me, "We are supposed to put on our sexiest underwear and wear this stuff over top of that." I handed her the clothes that had been made for her. She got up and walked to her bathroom without talking. When the door was closed I quickly too k off my clothes and quickly slipped on the big nightgown I had been given. It looked like a little girl's nightgown with long, tight sleeves and a long, shapeless trunk shape all the way to the ankles. I felt silly. But I walked over to the front of the bed and put the camera up on the television stand. I plugged the camera in, turned it on, and then I looked in the viewfinder and found that it covered the entire bed and that if we sat at the headboard, we would be completely in the shot. I hooked it up to the TV, so we could see where we were on screen. I turned the camera off and took the remote control back towards the bed. I sat down on the bed and set the remote control next to me. A moment later my mother came back into the room. She was wearing a tight grey skirt, a white button-up blouse, and a black cardigan. I suppose she was supposed to look like some sort of old-fashioned housewife, but I giggled when I saw her. She returned the giggle. "You look silly," she said and I said the same. She came over to the bed and sat down next to me. She took my hand in hers, "Are you ready?" "Yes," I said. It felt like we shouldn't just start now, like we should say or do something. But there was nothing to do. We had to get this going or it was never going to happen. She nodded once more and I rolled to my side and grabbed the two pages of questions off of my mother's nightstand. I fumbled around in the comforter of the bed next and eventually pulled up the remote control to the camera. "Go ahead sweetie," she said gently and I pushed the button. I saw the red light on the camera come on and I looked over at my mother and took a deep breath. She rubbed my hand gently and it woke me up to the situation. This was the recording we would be sending in. I had to get started now. "Umm...Hi, my name is Jayne Thomas and I am 22 years old and a mother of one beautiful little boy. And this is my mom..." As I said this, I took out my drivers license and held it, my mother did the same. I realized we were too far away. I took my license and my mother's license and went up to camera and showed them closely. We had blocked out our addresses and ID numbers, but our names were on there. It wasn't a fake. I went back and sat down. "I am Clara Thomas, I am 40 years old and I am a mother of the 22 year young woman to my right and a young man as well," she said and she sounded natural, she sounded good. This little camera didn't appear to be intimidating us. I still felt nervous. I looked down at the questions. "Okay mom, I have heard that there are some boys and girls out there who want a show and we are going to give it to them." "Let's do it," my mother said, sounding almost excited. But I could see the fear in her eyes. "Well, before we start, there are some questions the people are curious about from us. Can I ask you some questions mom?" I said. I got up on my knees and turned towards my mother. "Sure thing baby," she said calmly. She didn't know what I was going to ask, and to be honest I didn't really know all that I was going to ask either. I was actually a little curious. My mother was looking at me expectantly. I felt like a lot of time was passing, so I started to ask the questions. "Mom, when was the last time you had sex?" I found myself asking. I saw my mother blush, but she wouldn't back down either. "Ummm...If has been 15 years since I have had sex," she said and I was shocked. She hadn't had sex in that long! It was longer than I had EVER gone without sex, "Close your mouth you jerk!" I actually giggled at that. "Sorry. It has been five years since I had sex," I said and realized that was a long time as well. "Mom, do you masturbate? If so, how often?" "I do play with myself. Usually just once a week," she explained. I couldn't look her in the eye. I never even thought about her doing that. "I do everyday," I said and felt very awkward. I felt like this was the first really strange thing to know about my mom. For a moment I just couldn't help but picture her, laying on her stomach on her bed, with her face buried in her pillow and her finger deep inside her body. Then I sort of snapped out of it. "Have you ever fucked a girl momma?" I asked and I didn't have to look at her to know that she recoiled. But I did turn to her. Her distress was bringing out her youthful looks. "No," she said in a little whisper. Her face was bright red and I felt bad. But I pushed on. "I haven't either, I haven't even ever kissed a girl have you?" I said. I was trying to sound sexy, but I could hear my voice warbling, I was so nervous. She shook her head. "No," she said. "Have you ever fucked...a relative before?" I asked and felt my throat catch on those words. I could hear my mother groan under her breath. I thought that she was going to tell me that she couldn't answer any more questions but she just shook her head slightly and kept going. "No I haven't," she said. "Me neither," I said. "Mom, do you think that I am beautiful?" I asked. "Of course!" she said, as though she was relieved. She brushed her hair out of her face and her large breasts stood out proudly under her sweater. "I think you are beautiful too momma," I said and I meant it, "Do you think I am sexy, do you want to fuck me?" I asked. I didn't even think about anymore, I just asked the questions. But I would be lying if I said it wasn't a little fun to say dirty things. And just thinking about sex... it had been so long. I didn't realize I was horny until I realized I was going to have sex. Even if it was with my mom. "I want to fuck you honey," she said and I felt my blood boil, in a good way. It was so strange, and so naughty. I turned to look at her and her face was still red, but she was looking at me intently. I loved her right then, so much. "I want to fuck you mommy," I said and I bit my lip. We were getting to the end of the questions, we were going to be doing this soon. "Did you ever think about me sexually before we started this site?" "No." "Me neither, but I am excited." "Me too," I don't think either of us really meant excited, but we were in our roles now. We were acting and we were a mother and daughter who were desperate to fuck, "I just have one more question. Did you breastfeed me as a baby?" My mother seemed taken aback. "You know that I breastfed you honey," she said, and then realized that I had to ask the question even though I already knew it to be the case. She blushed a little. We sat for a brief moment on the bed and she looked up nervously at the camera. She leaned over and whispered quickly into my ear. "What do we do next, you said there were instructions," she said. I looked at her chest. "I have to suck on your nipples," I whispered back quickly. She nodded. If we kept talking, we were going to break up the flow of the video and the pornographers might not pay us money. Now was the time to get started. She quickly slid off her sweater and let it fall on the bed. She brushed it off. I leaned in towards her again, "I should take your clothes off. They said it is better if the other person does it," I explained. She didn't say anything, but she stopped taking her clothes off. Her breasts looked massive under the tight tank top. She was sitting with her ankles crossed and her legs bent up under her body. She was smiling uncomfortably at me and her arms were folded in her lap. My heart was pumping quickly and I could feel the adrenaline really starting to mess with my mind. I reached forward furtively and took the bottom of her tank top in my hands. She nervously moved her hands away from her stomach. As I started to pull the tank top up her body, she lifted her arms in the air. I saw her smooth, taut white skin exposed as I rolled up the shirt. Soon the shirt was up over the swell of her breasts, showing a beautiful, lacy black bra. Her large breasts were rising and falling sharply as she breathed in deeply. Then it was up over her head and on the bed. Her hair fell back down over her reddened face, and she looked gorgeous as she shook it out of her eyes. My hands were trembling as they reached forward. Her bra clasped in the front my fingers inched towards her breastbone. I felt the plastic clasp. My knuckles brushed up against the silk of my mother's bra and I could feel my hands sink ever so slightly into her soft, firm breasts. I heard her gasp as the contact was made. The clasp came free on the bra. I swung the cups backwards and flipped the straps up over her shoulder. Her breasts jiggled gently against her bodies. Her nipples were hardened in the cool air of her room. I looked up at her face. She was biting her lower lip. I put my hands down so that one was on each of her hips. I lowered my head. I could smell her perfume and feel the heat from her body as I bent forward. I stopped, just a few short inches from her body. I looked at her large, beautiful breasts, staring into them. They quivered as my mother shook and I felt nervous. But I couldn't deny that they were beautiful. I leaned forward further and soon her breast covered my entire field of vision. I opened my mouth and found I was shivering for some reason. I felt my mother's hand on my shoulder, gently pulling me in. The first thing I noticed was the hard, silkiness of my mother's nipple as it tripped over my lower lip and slid into my mouth. I heard her breath hiss in. I slid the nipple into my mouth as far as I could, then closed my lips around it. I closed my eyes now. The nipple was hot and hard in my mouth. I stuck my tongue against it and flicked it softly. I heard my mother suck in her breath sharply. The nipple rolled evasively around my tongue. I sucked in gently, creating a vacuum around the nipple, sucking it, not too hard, but not soft either. It occurred to me that I had done this hundreds of times in my life, just not for a very long time. My mother was gently stroking my hair. I slipped my hands now, so that they wrapped around my mother's waist. I slipped my arms around her and linked my fingers together. My face was pressed against her breast and I was still sucking her nipple. I felt her breathing quicken and could hear her shallow, halting breath. At the same time, I felt strangely hot. She tasted so good, salty and silky. I liked her heat against me and I liked the feeling of fucking for the first time in forever. It was hot. "Baby," My mother whispered into my ear in a husky tone, "rub my other breast. It will play well...I think" she said and then moaned loudly. I didn't need to be told twice. I slipped my right hand out from behind my mother's back. My eyes were still closed, but I moved the hand quickly to my mother's other large, silky breast. I continued to suck her nipple and play with it against my tongue, but my hand cupped her left breast, on the bottom. I massaged it gently, feeling is weight and heat. I squeezed it, felt her reacted against my hand, pushing her chest against me. I moved my thumb and forefinger around her nipple, squeezing it. I continued to rub her breast gently with the palms while I squeezed. My mother was moaning loudly now, and I felt her squirming on the bed, panting. It made me feel sexy. For a while we just did stayed there. I continued to play with her nipples, my left arm wrapped around her body. She gently stroked my hair and breathed against me. I was shocked to find that this action was making me wet. I wondered if my mother was getting wet as well. I wondered for a moment if it would look sexy on the camera. Then I realized that I had been sucking and stroking my mother for a long time. I opened my eyes and slipped my lips off of my mother's nipples. I saw her nipple glistening with my spit, a small string of which still attached my lower lip to her breast. I licked my lips, breaking the connection. My mother was still stroking my hair, her face was flushed and she was clearly turned on. "What now?" She whispered to me. "You have to lick my nipples," I told her, remembering the sequence. She nodded her head. I sat down now on the bed, putting my legs up in front of me, "Say something sexy..." I instructed quietly. She paused for a moment, and then spoke. "Come on baby, you've sucked my nipples plenty of times. Now it is my turn," she said it like she really meant it. She bent over me now. She took the bottom of my nightgown and started to pull it up my legs. I felt the smooth fingernails slide against my skin as she moved up my shins, over my knees, and up my thighs. I lifted my butt off of the bed so that she could take slide it around. I liked the way her hands felt on the outside of my panties. Soon her hands and my nightgown were up over my flat stomach, her knuckles rubbed against my breasts. My arms were in the air and now the shirt came up over my head. I was sitting in my red panties and red bra now. I smiled sexily at my mother and she threw the nightgown on the floor. She put her arms around me now. She put her head on my shoulder and looked down at the back of my bra. She was fumbling with the clasp, I could see now that her hands were trembling a bit. I didn't even think, I bent my head down and started to nibble gently on her ear. She squealed audibly and then froze for a moment. Then she seemed to melt against me. It was clear she enjoyed this. It made me ever hotter than before. I felt the clasp go on my bra and my mother moved away from me, her ear sliding hard between my teeth. She was holding the bra in her hand and she threw it on the floor. My nipples were hard from my arousal and I almost put my hands over them, but I didn't. "You are so beautiful, my little girl," she said. "Suck my nipples like I sucked on your mommy," I said and she moved quickly. I don't know if she just wanted to get it over with or if she was excited to try it, but in a moment her mouth was wrapped around one of my long nipples. Her mouth was warm, wet, and her tongue flicked hard. I felt a chill run through my body and I shook. My mother put her arms around me, hugging me tight. She started to suck on the nipple hard. This was so wrong. It felt so good. I heard myself make a slight noise. "Oh momma, suck my tit," I heard myself say. It just came out. I wanted to say it. She kept sucking, but now she started to rub my breast the same way I had rubbed her. I felt her fingers against my nipples; she was rolling it with a bit of strength. I felt her hand sinking into my small breasts. She was rubbing and sucking with a beautiful, sexy rhythm. I couldn't take it, I squeezed my legs together, feeling the heat between my legs. I wanted to stay there forever, and for a while we almost didn't move. Just my mother's hand on my tit and the sound of her lips sucking on my nipples. Paying the Family Debt "What now," she said, almost too loud, as my long wet nipple pulled out of her mouth. I looked down at her, her chin against my breast and the nipple hard against her lips. I wanted to touch my pussy so bad. It was such a strange feeling. I felt dirty and wrong, but I was starting to feel too hot to care. I put my hand on my nipple, it was sensitive to the touch. My mother's beautiful face was looking up at me inquisitively. "We are supposed to rub each other's vaginas through our panties," I said. This was jumping things up a level. My mother unhooked herself from around my waist. I lay on the bed and spread my legs a little, looking into the camera. My mother sat down next to me on the bed. Then she stood up and unzipped her skirt. I wanted to tell her that I was supposed to take off her clothes, but the skirt was on the floor and she was sitting next to me again. It was better not to throw off the flow, now that I thought about it. My mother sat down next to me again. Now she spread her legs as well, put her right leg over top of my left. The hot weight of her leg pushed down on me. Her skin felt smooth and taut. She looked at me now. I sort of shrugged my shoulders and she knew what I meant. Slowly I moved my hand over her leg, squeezing it as I moved. I was staring at her leg, focusing on it. First I felt just the slightest bit of her panties. Then I felt the softness of her pussy through her panties. It was white hot. "Oh Jaynie!" my mother said loudly and I looked to see that her eyes were closed and her head was rolled back. It felt good. I felt a wave of pleasure rush over me. This was kind of hot. I slowly started to circle my fingers around her vagina, feeling her lips and clit through the panties. She was breathing quickly now. But suddenly, I felt my own body rocked with pleasure. My mother was now cupping my pussy through my panties. She was gently circling her palm around on my clit. I gasped loudly. I looked over at my mother now, and she was staring into my eyes. We didn't say anything, but we both sensed something had changed. I still don't think either one of us really wanted to fuck, but there were no second thoughts anymore. We were going to take this all the way. For a few minutes we just sat on the bed, rubbing each other through our panties and moaning softly. Then I dropped my head and once again took my mother's beautiful nipple into my mouth, while we both continued to rub each other's pussies. My mother's panties were very wet now and I could feel her heat strongly. She reached her free hand over and started to play with one of my nipples. Then, for the first time, my mother took the lead. I didn't have to tell her what was next, she knew. She took both hands and started to tug off my panties. I didn't resist. In fact, I hopped my butt up so that she could get them off. I wasn't touching her pussy anymore. She dropped my soaking panties onto the floor. "Jaynie you are so wet," she said. "You did it mom, you make me so wet," I said, as I spread my legs again. The camera would be able to see my little patch of pubic hair. For a moment my mother just let my spread pussy show to that camera. Then, very slowly, her hand went back to my leg. She inched it forward, walking it up my thigh. Each little touch of her finger made me hotter than before. Then it happened, the slightest tip of finger touched my pussy lip. I shuddered. "Oh god mom!" I said in complete sincerity. I wasn't play acting. It was amazing. Then she was slowly moving her fingers over my pussy lips and occasionally flicking my clit. "Kiss me Jayne," my mother said. I closed my eyes and leaned into her. My mother's fingers were dancing over my pussy and now we were kissing deeply. Her tongue probed deeply into my mouth and I felt her hair all over my face. Still her fingers worked me over. Then, in a slow but deliberate motion, she inserted her index finger into my pussy. I felt my entire body shaking. My mother held me close, but she was working my pussy hard, curling her finger inside of my body. She was rubbing my clit with her thumb at the same time. I kissed her harder, feeling our skin stick with the moisture from our sweat. It was so powerful. I could barely hold out of a minute. Soon, my entire body was convulsing as wave after orgasmic wave of pleasure ripped through my body. "Oh momma, oh momma, fuck me," I kept saying over, and over again, as my mother continued to fuck me and kiss my neck. After several minutes, the overwhelming feeling started to subside. "Forget the list, let's just do what feels right," I whispered quickly into her ear and she nodded, kissing my neck again. I felt so hot, I wanted her to cum as well, as a reward. Now I quickly worked her out of her panties, throwing them in a damp pile on the floor. I kissed her again. Then I lay down on my stomach, pulling her legs apart and putting my tits on her thigh. I wanted the camera to see her snatch while I ate it. I was going to eat her pussy. I felt her hand on my hair as I started to move closer. Her smell was so strong there, and it was surprisingly good. I looked at her sweet, tight little pussy. She played gently with my hair, but pushed me gently towards it. She hadn't had sex in so long, she knew that she was finally going to get it. I stuck my tongue out tentatively. I pushed forward, unsure of what I was doing. Suddenly, I felt the slightest taste of saltiness and I felt my mother quiver. "Jaynie, my baby," she said in a deep, long sigh. I opened my eyes and looked at her pussy again. I gently rubbed my tongue against the ultra-soft skin of her labia. I tasted her wetness. It was at that moment, I remember that my mother had told me that while my younger brother was delivered via a C-section, I had been delivered vaginally. I had come out of this place all those years ago, now I was back. For some reason, this thought really turned me on. I started to lap at my mother's pussy, tasting her juices and flicking her clit with my tongue. "Oh fuck Jaynie, you are so sexy," she said suddenly and this turned me on even more. I felt the hardness of her clit, sucking it into my mouth and rubbing it gently with my tongue and slurping on it. My mother reached underneath of my to rub my tits. While she did this, she started to thrust her hips in towards my face. I was loving it. So was I. It was so good to have the feeling of getting someone off. I slide my tongue into her pussy on occasion and I could tell that she loved it. For a very long time I just kept working on her pussy. Tasting it and feeling her reactions. Listening to her moan and gasp. The gasping grew more persistent. Her moans became louder. Suddenly, my mother loudly screamed out my name. She came hard, her entire body shaking. She even came a little bit, splashing my mouth and nose with thick, translucent liquid that tasted delicious. "Oh baby that was wonderful," she said as I looked up at her from her crotch. She was breathing heavy and her hair was plastered to her face with sweat. "Do you want to thank me?" I asked. I was going to ask her for something I had always wanted but had been too afraid to ask a boyfriend to do or even to try it myself. "Sure thing honey," she said, "what can I do?" "Will you finger my asshole?" I asked and felt myself blush. I wanted it so bad. I felt my mother recoil a bit, as though she had been hit. "Do you really want that?" she asked and I was turned on a little by the disgust in her voice. It was like the whole situation, she would do it even if she didn't want to. And hell, she might like it. "I need it mommy," I said, putting on a pouty face. "I would do anything for my daughter," she said and kissed my nose. With that I quickly got up on my hands and knees with my ass facing the camera. My mother, still shaking from her orgasm got up and moved around in front of me. I felt her hand on my butt, pulling the cheeks apart and looking at my little pink rosebud. Then she quickly inserted a finger into my mouth. "Get it wet baby, I don't want to hurt you," she explained. Her finger was salty from my pussy and I sucked on it hard, then I covered it in spit and she pulled it out of my mouth. Then next thing I felt was the slightest pressure as the pad of her finger grazed my asshole. "Oh momma, fuck my asshole," I said and I heard my mother moan a bit. But then I felt the pressure heighten on my asshole. I felt the finger press against the hole and then suddenly it popped in. The feeling was intense. It hurt a bit, but felt good. She kept pressing, getting the finger deeper and deeper into my body. As she did, it hurt less and felt better and better. I felt her lips as they kissed my ass cheeks. Suddenly, I felt her had against my ass, her finger was all the way inside of my anus. She kept pushing hard, curling her finger inside like she was fingering my pussy. The feeling was intense. "I have my finger all the way up your ass, sweetie. Is that what you wanted?" she asked and I could tell she liked it more now that she tried it by the way she said it. "So good," was all I could manage to say around my moaning and gasping. I was pushing now, shoving my ass back against her finger. She held it still, fucking my asshole with the finger. The pressure was building, the feeling was incredibly intense. I had never experienced anything like it. Suddenly, the world went half blank and I felt the most intense orgasm I had ever experienced. I fell off of my knees and my mother's finger popped out of my asshole. I came to a few moments later. I felt my mother's tits on my back; she was kissing my neck and rubbing my butt cheeks. She kept asking if I was okay and I assured her that I was. I couldn't believe what I was feeling. I was completely outside myself now. Lust had completely taken over me. I needed to do more. I needed the camera to fuck me along with my mother. It felt too good. I had a dirty idea. "Get on your knees like I did momma," I said finally, although I was still breathing hard. "I don't want my asshole fingered Jaynie," she said, but I shook my head. She looked so sexy now, I wondered what she was thinking of me. "I won't" I said, but didn't tell her anymore. She nodded her head and was quickly up on her knees, her asshole facing the camera. I got up from the bed now and got on my knees next to her. I started to massage her butt and she moaned gently, she obviously liked it. I spread her butt cheeks open, spreading her wide open for the camera. It looked so pretty. I knew she was going to protest again that she didn't want to get fingered in the ass so I acted quickly. I bent my head down and looked briefly at her cute, pink asshole. I couldn't believe I was about to do this. I needed to do it. I stuck out my tongue and dove in towards her asshole. I felt her shake before I had the sensation of touching her asshole with my tongue. But then it happened. I felt the salty taste of skin and the crinkled, ridged sensation of her anus. My tongue was hard and it pressed hard against her anus. I loved everything about the way she tasted there. It was almost better than her pussy, because it was wrong. Just like everything else we were doing. It was perfect. I think she felt the same way. She cried out. "Holy shit!" she said and I felt her knees getting weak. I let my tongue soften now. I kept pulling her cheeks apart with my hands. While I did I lapped at her anus, feeling the ridges move over my tongue. I felt my mother pushing back against me, driving my tongue against my ass. I kept pulling her open, letting her asshole wide open while I tongued it gently for the camera. I looked into the camera lens now. "Lick my asshole baby, lick your momma's asshole," my mother moaned and she wasn't acting. She needed it. I kept lapping. But she pushed my head in with her hand, driving me deeper into her asshole. I made my tongue rigid again. Now I was shoving it into her asshole, fucking her asshole with my tongue. I felt my tongue penetrating her deeply, felt the metallic taste of her insides. When I pulled the tongue back out it would stay slightly open for a second, and I couldn't believe how much I liked it. And I moved my finger quickly between my legs. I was toying with my clit now, masturbating. My mother arched her back. I knew she was rubbing her tits and she was moaning. "JAYNE! Oh fuck your momma, Jayne!" she cried out loudly. I shoved my tongue deep inside of her now, her rectum squeezed my tongue and her taste was intense. Suddenly she was bucking hard and she was gasping for air. I knew that she was coming. It was happening so fast, she didn't need much ass play to go over. This sort of put me over the edge and before I knew it, I was cumming as well. My body shook and my tongue slipped quickly out of her asshole. I fell over on the bed and she did the same, quivering with pleasure. I can't even describe what it was like. The orgasm was more intense than anything I have ever felt before. The psychological effect of the strangeness of the day combined with the multiple orgasms broke something loose inside of me. I was just lying on the bed panting. I felt so complete. It was perfect. I was sexually satisfied, the danger to my family had passed, and everything was right, even if it was wrong. Part of me felt so dirty that I couldn't bear it, but that part was overpowered. It seemed to die inside of me, although I suppose it will always be there. A few moments later I felt my mother's arms around me. I felt her nipples on my skin, her breast against me. Then I felt her tongue in my mouth. Our tongues mashed together. Finally I opened my eyes again. I looked into my mother's eyes and we broke our kiss. She was now just smiling at me. I hugged her closely, entwining us deeper. We kissed quietly and slowly for a long time. We didn't speak, we just expressed our natural love in a most unnatural way. I wondered if she tasted her pussy and her anus on my tongue. At one point I picked up her finger, tasting my own pussy and anus, and loving it. Then we just lay there for a few minutes, holding each other. "Go turn off the camera baby," she whispered. I untangled myself from her legs and body and got up from the bed. My legs still felt weak. I made it to the camera, blew it a kiss and then turned it off. Then I went back to the bed, took my mother in my arms, and gave her another deep kiss. And there we slept. ***** "Hey mom," I said about a week later as I walked into her house. She was sitting on the couch, reading a book. she looked up when I came in and gave me a big smile. "Hey Jaynie, what's up?" she asked in a cheerful voice, putting the book down next to her on the couch. I sat down on the chair. "Got another check in the mail," I said and I handed her the money that she would need for her bills. She took it quietly. We hadn't spoken about anything since we had awakened in her bed. She had gone to get a shower, I had gone to pick up my child from school, and that was it. Nothing seemed to change. I didn't see her sexually anymore, she was my mother again. But I saw something flash in her eyes when I handed her the money, like she was reliving the filming for a moment. "And..." I said. "What?" she said, sitting on the edge of her seat. "There was an offer to do another video." "Oh?" "A $5,000 raise," I explained. I looked up at her now. Her face was a blank slate. I smiled at her and we both shrugged. The End Please Comment, I won't get any better until you tell me what I am doing wrong.