13 comments/ 157181 views/ 10 favorites Katrina Finds Love By: Moondrift “If only Jim would…” But he didn’t. Katrina had met Jim at the Church Youth Club when she was sixteen. One day the club was out rambling and Katrina had started to run down a hill. Once started her momentum increased until she could not stop and she was in danger of taking a nasty tumble, but Jim was in her path and he caught and held her. After that, as she often said, “I only had eyes for Jim.” Both Katrina and Jim came from strictly religious families and sex before marriage, and some suggested even after marriage, was a grave sin. Katrina and Jim only did it once at a Youth Club Easter Camp. Just that once when on a warm summer night they both sneaked out of their strictly segregated dormitories and copulated in the long grass. They hadn’t meant to. They were only going to kiss and cuddle, but one thing led to another. They were both totally inexperienced sexually and it wasn’t even a very good coupling, but as a result Katrina was pregnant. Her parents went into hysterics and when all was revealed to Jim’s parents they too showed all the signs of panic. The cry was, “What’ll they think at the Church?” The minister was consulted and a hasty marriage arranged and, of course, there was a “premature birth.” Once caught in the bonds of marriage Katrina who, despite the religious and her family’s repressive stance, was in fact a very passionate girl, looked to Jim to meet her pressing sexual needs. They now had the freedom so she wanted to engage in frequent and imaginative love making. It therefore puzzled her why Jim seemed so inept and uninspiring as a lover. He engaged in very little foreplay and his coupling with her was no more than a quick injection of sperm and then withdrawal as if he wanted to get it over quickly. As her pregnancy advanced Jim used this as an excuse not to copulate with Katrina at all. She told her self that once the baby was born things would be different, and Jim would become the lover she dreamed of. It did not happen. For some five years Jim continued to have sex with her, but always infrequently and in an uninspired way. He seemed to dislike her body, being reluctant to even insert his fingers into her vagina and making remarks like, “It’s all yucky.” Katrina had read about oral sex and when once she had knelt over him with her vagina poised over his face and began to lower her self to receive oral sex. He had flung her away yelling, “I’m not licking that stinking thing.” He was not reticent about getting Katrina to do things for him like sucking his penis until he came into her mouth, but after he had come he would turn away and go to sleep, leaving Katrina weeping, and deeply frustrated, to relieve herself of her sexual tension. It was during the fifth year of their marriage that things took a turn for the worst. Jim seemed to go off sex completely. All Katrina’s efforts to arouse him achieved nothing – well not quite, he occasionally asked, or rather demanded, she masturbate him or give him fellatio. For herself there was nothing. She suffered the nights of deep frustration and weeping for more than a year, then one night after yet another attempt to get him to give her something, she screamed at him, “I’ll never sleep with you again,” and she never did. Katrina bought herself a nice big bed and moved into another bedroom and from then on satisfied herself with a vibrator. Even this gave her feelings of guilt because according to a little book she got at the church on sex, masturbation was evil, but then again, it seemed only to apply to the boys because it was not acknowledged that girls would do such a thing. So Katrina partially consoled herself with the view that the stricture did not really apply to her and when using her vibrator hung between pleasure and guilt. Jim, who sex apart, was quite a considerate husband, would enter her bedroom with a cup of tea each morning. Very occasionally he would have an erection and asked Katrina to help him. By now feeling compassionate rather than angry, Katrina would oblige, masturbating him or giving him oral sex. “There’s always the hope that one day we’ll have a real sex life,” she thought; but she hoped in vain. When one’s emotions and desires, the desire to give and receive love especially in its sexual aspect, become blocked, the frustrated one will often look elsewhere for satisfaction. It was thus that Katrina felt herself between two hell fires; the fire of her sexual craving and the hell fire of her religion that promised her eternal torment if she did seek and find gratification. In short, she thought about taking a lover. It would not be difficult because there were men both inside and outside her church who she knew looked at her with eager longing. She had been the prettiest girl in the Youth Club and many of the boys had pursued her, and now as adult men they still lusted for her. By the age of thirty six she had matured into a truly lovely woman; the sort men fantasise about when they are masturbating of even when ejaculating into a sexual partner they are really bored with. Yet even with opportunities aplenty Katrina did nothing. Still a strictly religious person and holding several positions in the local church, and taking her marriage vows in deadly earnest, she fought against entering what she thought of as “Illicit sexual relationships.” Instead she lived with the inferno of her heartbreaking sexual needs. Jim became ever more emotionally remote from Katrina. He might do all the practical things, but when it came to loving emotional support he constantly backed away. Katrina was a woman filled with love, and that not only sexual. She needed an outlet – one that would not be considered “sinful,” a relationship in which she could give and receive love, and she found it. With the birth of their son David, Katrina had experienced a new dimension in her life. She was still only seventeen when she gave birth and had needed a great deal of guidance in child rearing to begin with. The child was, she thought, beautiful. This was not surprising given that both his mother and father were very attractive people. She had felt a deep peace envelop her as she held him to her breast and he sucked on her nipple; so it was an early blow to her relationship when Jim, on seeing her suckle David, had remarked, “That looks revolting.” He always made a point of absenting himself thereafter when she was feeding David. Jim’s attitude had deeply hurt and disappointed Katrina for she had hoped that Jim would share the beauty of the occasion with her. I suspect that this was the clear beginning of the rift between them – a rift that grew ever wider when later Jim began to openly demonstrate that he disliked her body. Loving David right from the start, as Katrina’s life with Jim became ever more frustrating, she increasingly focused her love on David. Instead of Jim and David being the twin foci of her love, David became the sole centre of that love. As the years passed and David grew into a lovely child Jim became ever more remote. Katrina had made many suggestions about doctors and counselling, and all were rejected by Jim. He was it must be admitted a considerate father and husband, being what used to be called, “A good provider.” I suspect that the phrase is often used by women who are sexually deprived in their marriages, but want to find some virtue in their spouse. Jim, a very sporty sort of guy, wanted David to share his enthusiasm for “Footy” and cricket, and to some extent David did, but not with the zeal Jim thought appropriate for a boy. He would frequently complain that Katrina was, “Bringing him up to be a ‘softy’.” This started to change when David entered his teenage years. At sixteen he stood six feet two inches, being three inches taller than his father. He played rugby for his school and was generally physically well developed. David continued in the family adherence to religion, but things had changed over the years. Whilst it went unacknowledged within the church, most of the mothers had their daughters surreptitiously put on the contraceptive pill, and Katrina was well aware that David was enjoying himself with some of the church girls. Along with his sporting activity David shared many of Katrina’s interests. She liked to go and see films and attend the theatre to see plays and musicals. She had early learned that Jim had no interest in these things, and even if she could persuade him to go with her, he set about ruining the evening by sulking and making unpleasant comments. So it was David who, from a quite early age, became her companion in these things. As David grew into manhood Katrina took pride in being seen with such a handsome young man. On several occasions she had the pleasure of being mistaken for his wife. Although she told herself and David it was “ridiculous,” she secretly rejoiced at the idea that she looked young enough to be taken as David’s wife. This pleasure was added to when David commented, “I don’t see why it’s ridiculous mum, you look ten years younger than you are and I love being seen with you.” Katrina had blushed and fended off the comment, but nevertheless she hugged it to her inner self. It was around this time that a number of changes seemed to occur. Jim still brought her morning tea in bed, but he no longer asked her to masturbate him or give him oral sex. He also seemed a lot more cheerful and went about the house whistling and being as helpful as he could. David also seemed to be going through a change. Unlike many boys when they enter puberty he had not fended off Katrina’s affectionate hugs and kisses, but after his comment about her he seemed to become even more receptive. Previously, and when he had entered puberty, he had been the acquiescent receiver of Katrina’s physical embraces, but now he began to initiate such contacts. Katrina too began to change. Having long ago given up any hope she had that Jim would start to make love with her again, she felt relieved that he no longer approached her for his own gratification. In addition, she became increasingly aware of David’s physical attractions and his growing interest in close bodily contact with her. She delighted in this contact with David and was aware that he was no longer her “little boy,” but a vibrant young man. The changes were slow and subtle. If she went to see a film or went to the theatre with him, they started to hold hands in the darkness. She took to leaning her head on his shoulder and he would put his arm round her. On arriving home their goodnight kiss seemed to no longer be the filial kiss of mother and son. It lingered longer and their bodies clung together. This closeness Katrina enjoyed and even sought it, but at the same time was disconcerted by her response to this more ardent contact with David. Often now she felt herself growing wet between her thighs and her nipples grew hard. She did not blame David for this arousal, but herself. She would tell herself she was a “Wicked woman” for having such feelings for her son. She could share her worry over her feelings with no one except God, and she prayed frequently for God to help her and remove her “Licentious thoughts and feelings.” God did not seem to hear her plea, or if he did, failed to act on her fervent requests. Katrina decided many times that she must make a change in her relationship with David, but it was like trying to give up smoking; as someone has said, “Smoking is easy to give up, I’ve given it up hundreds of times.” More accurately, Katrina felt as if a great juggernaut had been set in motion down a steep slope and was gathering speed as it descended until nothing could stop it. A woman of strong sexual passions deprived for years of the physical love and contact she so badly needed, and now at last she getting a modicum of the physical love she wanted and needed from her son, she could not easily give it up. A war raged inside her; a war between as she saw it, good and evil, virtue and vice. When she resolved to cease the close physical contact with David, he only had to come near her for the resolve to collapse and let her self be taken into his arms. She became aware of David’s manhood, hard and large, pressing against her and her own responses of mingled pleasure and fear. She castigated herself for her behaviour with him saying to her self, “What am I doing to him? Why am I getting him so stirred up?” But for all her guilt feelings, she did not stop. Thus we humans torment each other. They were like two people standing looking at each other with a great void between them, yet longing to be together. That void would be there for as long as neither of them took the chance and leapt across it. For long that space stood between them or, to use my other metaphor, the juggernaut careered down the slope. It could not go on like that, and one way or another it had to cease. The agony was too great and eventually it was making them miserable. They began to become irritable with each other, and this might well have served as an excuse for them to break away from each other, but it didn’t. They had reached the point where both were aware of what was going on inside the other, and why they felt so wretched. Katrina went around feeling as if her sex organ was constantly engorged with blood and she was frequently lubricating. David seemed to have an almost permanent erection with the clear sticky pre-cum oozing out of his urethra. David no longer used girls to relieve himself, but resorted to frequent masturbation. Katrina too made ever more use of her vibrator, but with the close proximity of the loved and desired object, such measures served only as temporary relief. Something had to give way. The juggernaut finally crashed one night when Katrina and David came home from watching a film. David was driving and he dropped Katrina off and then went on to garage the car. Jim had long been in bed and the house was very quiet. Katrina was supposed to be making them a drink, but when David came into the kitchen it was to find her standing there pale faced staring into space. He went to her and put his arms round her. “Mother, are you all right?” “Yes, darling, I just feel a little…” She stopped speaking and looked up into his face imploringly. He bent his head and kissed her, and in that moment Katrina became like a crazed woman. All control gone she clung to his lips with hers, pushing her tongue into his mouth. In seconds he was responding and there bodies were pressed against each other, their lower abdomens rotating as if they were trying to fuse together. When they finally broke from their kiss David’s hand was cupping one of Katrina’s breast. She pressed harder against him and he gasped, “Mother…oh mother.” Those words seemed awaken her to what was happening and what would happen if they went on. She gave a stifled scream, broke from their embrace, and fled from the room. The juggernaut had finally crashed and lay in ruins. After this clear exhibition of their sexual craving for each other there could be no more cosy mother and son relationship, although it had not been cosy for some time. There would be no more going out together; no more joy in each other’s company, and at best only a wary and distant relationship as they carried within themselves the knowledge of their desires. Katrina ran to her bedroom and flinging herself on the bed, wept as she had never wept before. She wept for her dead relationship with Jim; she wept for her now destroyed relationship with David; she wept with self loathing for coming so close to breaking the incest taboo and the moral dictums of her religious convictions. David too fled for his bedroom, but his mood was not quite the same as Katrina’s. He was fiercely angry. Sexually aroused as he had never been before with a raging, throbbing erection, he felt betrayed; they had gone so far down the track and at the last moment Katrina had turned back. He told himself he had not sought what had become the sexual content of their relationship. It was she, his own mother, who had “led him on.” In his frustration and fury he did not acknowledge that he had been as much a party to the development of the relationship. He was like Adam in the Garden of Eden who, when confronted blamed Eve; “The woman you gave to be with me, she gave me the fruit of the tree, and I ate.” The endless tale of human irresponsibility – “He/She made me do it.” David did not weep, but he was close to tears in his frustration and fury. He ripped off his clothes and put on his pyjama shorts and made to climb into bed to masturbate. In her room Katrina, her sobs now subsiding, began her own preparations for bed, but having no hope she would sleep that night. She undressed slowly, taking off the clothes she had so carefully chosen to please David. The remembrance of that selecting earlier in the evening; the memory of how she had so much looked forward to being with David, brought on another paroxysm of weeping. Miserably she finished undressing, and as was her habit in warm weather she was about to climb naked into the bed. She had taken her vibrator out of the bedside cupboard and was just pulling back the bed covers, when David burst into the room. He stood staring at her nakedness, and Katrina, paralysed by this sudden intrusion stared back at him, speechless. She gazed at him, seeing him for the first time in seven year nearly naked. “Dear God, he’s got a beautiful body,” she thought. Through the cloth of his shorts she could see his erection standing up hard and long. Being naked before him she felt utterly defenceless. She was completely aroused and if David could read the signs of her firm nipples and the obvious wetness between her thighs, he must know what she wanted. She made a desperate effort to act calmly. In a voice that sounded to her as if it came from a long way off she asked, “What is it you want, darling?” It was a ridiculous question since she knew it was. She naked and he nearly naked, it was obvious what he wanted, and for that matter what she wanted. David, in his anger and frustration, having invaded Katrina’s bed room, behaved as we often do when we are angry and suddenly see how foolish we look. He too strove to calm himself, trying to find some reason for his behaviour. Struggling to speak he finally choked out the words, “It’s gone too far.” He made no move towards Katrina, but simply stood helpless not knowing how to go on. All pretence and avoidance gone, Katrina said, “I’m so sorry, darling, I truly am sorry; I didn’t mean it to…” She stopped, seeing David’s despair as he suddenly seemed to be utterly deflated. The mother instinct in her took over and forgetting her nakedness she went to him and putting her arms round him said, “Oh my darling, I’ve done a terrible thing to you.” Too late she realised that not only had she done a “terrible thing,” but had now given him the final provocation. Her naked body pressed to him, her own urgent need and the feel of his manhood pressed against her lower abdomen was to pour petrol on the fires of their lust for each other. His hand was cupping her breast and he bent to kiss her, his tongue seeking the recesses of her mouth. Katrina in extremis slipped down his pyjama shorts and took his penis into her hand and began gently stroking his foreskin over the pre-cum soaked crown. David gave a gasping groan and moved her to the bed, drawing her down onto it. Katrina, now beside herself with excruciating lust parted her legs to receive him. It was as she felt the crown of his penis pressed against her vaginal opening that she made a last desperate effort to stem the tide of their hunger. “No David…don’t darling…you mustn’t…we can’t you know we…” He was inside her, pressing to her depths. It was beautiful; it was her fantasies of love come true, yet still she tried to bring their coupling to a halt, yet knowing it was hopeless. Katrina Finds Love “Darling, please…we can’t…you might…I can still get…no darling…aaaah…oh my God…” In his frantic need for her he could not hold back and was ejaculating into her. She felt his young sperm bursting into her, and the time for averting the situation was long past. Katrina was helpless in the grip of the orgasm that now overwhelmed her. The years of deprivation; and even when Jim was still copulating with her the unsatisfactory outcomes; the long banked up frustration; and now, at last, a young man taking her with a fervour she had never before experienced; she had no will to make further resistance. Katrina clung to him as she orgasmed, crying out, “Yes…yes darling…yes…” And David, with each new ejection moaning, “I love you…I love you…” She knew he loved her, and as the situation proved, he loved her with all the passion of a man for a woman. In the midst of her orgasm her thoughts whirled in kaleidoscopic colours. “He’s mine…I made him…I want…I’ll keep him always…I love him…” David finished his ejaculating and held onto to Katrina as she sobbed through her aftershocks. She kept murmuring, “Oh my love…oh my love…it’s beautiful…so wonderful.” He had been on the verge of pleading for her forgiveness. He had acted violently; had taken almost by force the woman he loved and whom he knew loved him; but her words made no forgiveness necessary. He had merely initiated what must have happened if their relationship was not to be completely destroyed. They lay together, David’s penis still in Katrina’s vagina. They spoke no words for a long time, but looked deep into each others eyes and seeing there the love they sought. Katrina thought she might feel remorse; that together they had condemned each other to the eternal hell fires the preachers of her childhood and youth had promised to the sinner. Yet she felt no such remorse. Her one thought in that regard was, “If I have to burn for all eternity, I shall still have him.” She drew down David’s face to hers and began to plant soft kisses like the brush of a butterfly wing on it. He fondled a breast with his hand, and his penis was stirring in her again. “Yes, darling…yes…its all right now,” she whispered. They began to move in gentle rhythm with each other, delighting in each other’s body and the security they now felt in each other’s love. They made no special promises; they did not speak about what was to come next. They both knew that what they had now begun they would not stop. They had enjoyed a mother and son loving relationship, and now they had added to that. They were lovers and would remain such. There was an exquisite dimension to their sexual bonding that is probably absent from most sexual relationships. In penetrating Katrina’s vagina David was entering the very place from which he had emerged into the world. Both Katrina and David were intensely aware of the beauty of this, and when David suckled her she felt as if he were her baby again, but this time she knew she was satisfying a different hunger in him and in herself. Perhaps it was the knowledge of his birth that led David, much to Katrina’s delight, to make almost a fetish of oral sex, and perhaps for him it did indeed harbour magical powers since he found penetrating her with his tongue so overpoweringly satisfying. When he finally entered her with his penis the clinging warmth, the sweet moistness of her tunnel, and Katrina’s instinctive flexing of her vaginal muscle and her movements in rhythm with his, made her irresistible to him. He loved to look at her sex organ. It was almost as if he was worshipping at some holy shrine. He would linger long simply licking her and sucking her clitoris. He seemed to relish the taste of her vaginal fluid and its fragrance. Katrina felt that oral sex was one of the most loving things a man and a woman could do for each other. When she felt herself coming under the stimulation of cunnilingus she would clutch his head to her murmuring, “Oh my love…my lovely boy,” and his tongue grew more intensely active. Over time Katrina experienced with David all the things that her fantasies had in the past conjured. Now, in its reality, as she sucked and licked David’s penis, when he sat across her, his shaft between her breasts and she folded them over it, and as he shot his sperm so that it splashed over her face, she could have wept with joy. The fire that made them burn for each other never seemed to be extinguished. They made love whenever they could, but of course, they were constrained by Jim’s presence in the house. David came each night to Katrina’s bed, but left after a few hours because Jim would bring Katrina’s tea in the morning. In recent times Jim had taken to going out a great deal, mainly, he said, to football matches. This gave Katrina and David some degree of freedom. This was enhanced when Jim began to follow his team to away games. He had not done this before, but he began to do this soon after David and Katrina began their sexual life together. Their sexual need for each was well matched. Katrina felt herself to be insatiable, and David seemed to have amazing powers of recuperation. Katrina found it to be something of a challenge to try and drain David’s testicles of their semen; she did indeed succeed in this on a few occasions. Katrina had arrived, not in hell, but in heaven, and it looked as if the ruined juggernaut was not beyond repair, and they were destined to spend the rest of their lives making each other very happy. However, there is always a snake in the Garden. The wily serpent arrived via Katrina’s discovery that she was pregnant. There was only one possible impregnator, David. She had known the risk she ran in copulating with David, but had accepted that hazard. Right from the beginning of her marriage neither she nor Jim had taken any precautions against pregnancy, the idea being that they would have more children. This had obviously not eventuated, and when Jim ceased all sexual penetration of her, Katrina had given it no further thought. That first time David had taken her such protest as she had made had been based on the knowledge that he might make her pregnant. When she found that David was all she had ever wanted in a lover she had ceased to care if he got her pregnant, indeed, in her heart she wanted him to. A child by her own child seemed to add spice to their unions and in ecstatic moments she had cried out for him to “fertilise” her. What David thought about this was not clear, but he had certainly not taken any precautions himself, and whether or not he thought Katrina might be on the pill or using some contraceptive device may remain for ever unknown. When Katrina announced one night as they lay in bed that she was expecting a baby, David was full of remorse. “My God, mother, what have I done to you?” Katrina said, “Darling, I’ve just told you what you’ve done to me; you’ve made me pregnant.” “Yes…but…God, I’m so sorry, mother…what are we going to…my God, dad! He’ll go raving mad.” Katrina seemed amazingly sanguine about the situation. David thought she ought to be in a panic, but no, she appeared to be in complete control. He continued his protestations of guilt and sorrow, but Katrina would have none of it. “My love, you thought you were man enough to become my lover, and I decided I was in love with you enough to let you. This is simply the outcome of that love. “But you’ll…you’ll get rid…” “Don’t you dare even think it, David,” Katrina snapped. “You may have put it there, but now it’s mine and I want it.” David continued his wild protests but was smart enough to avoid any further suggestion of an abortion. The truth is, that since she and David had become lovers Katrina had gained a great deal of self confidence and self esteem. She felt herself loved and knew she could hold her man. In short, for once she felt herself to be in control. She smiled and said, “If you’re worried about what you father might say and do, don’t be. He doesn’t have to know you’re the father. I shall simply tell him I’ve had a lover and not mention who.” “But mother, that’s not fair, I should…” “Don’t be stupid, David. How much worse do you think it’ll be if he knows his own son has been making love with me?” David saw the point but continued his abject apologies. Katrina became angry at this and said, “David, we’re both responsible, and if you didn’t want this to happen why did you start? How do you think I feel? I at least knew it could happen, and surely you couldn’t have been blind to the possibility? And now, to hear you rejecting it…not wanting the baby…it’s heartbreaking.” “Mother, I didn’t mean…in any other circumstances…if we weren’t mother and son…” “You’d have been quite happy about it?” “Well, yes, I couldn’t have wished for anything better for us.” “Well we are mother and son; we are lovers; I am pregnant and I’m not having an abortion and you don’t even have to carry the responsibility. That’s how it is. I love you and I’m glad to carry what we’ve made, but if you don’t like it…” “Mother I didn’t mean…I didn’t say that. If you’re happy about it, then so am I.” Katrina calmed down. She realised that David loved her and was concerned for her, and the whole circumstance was somewhat bizarre, but if he was happy about it she’d work something out. Jim had to be told, of course. Even if she said nothing the situation would eventually become obvious. She didn’t want David around when the anticipated explosion took place, so one evening she told him to clear out for a couple of hours. Jim was sitting in the lounge watching television, and Katrina marched in, turned the set off and sat down. “Hey,” protested Jim, “I was watching a replay of the game, why did you…” “Because I’ve got something important to tell you.” “Oh, all right, what is it, the gas bill?” “I’m going to have a baby.” Jim did a double-take and there was a long silence. “You’re what?” “I – am – going – to – have – a – baby. Is that clear enough for you?” There was another long silence. “But you can’t be, we haven’t…” “No, we haven’t Jim, not for years.” “Then…Oh my God,” Jim burst into laughter. “You’ve done it at last. You’ve actually done it, religious scruples and all. I’ve wondered all these years how long it would take for you to break down and get your self screwed, and you’ve finally done it. Been a bit careless haven’t you, sweetheart, taking it in the raw like that?” Katrina was stupefied. She had expected a tirade, and instead Jim had laughed. Recovering slightly she went on to the attack. “What the hell else did you expect? You haven’t fucked me for years and…” “And knowing what a randy lady you are I expected you’d have to take someone on board sooner or later. I’m just surprised it took you so long and that you’ve been careless enough to get pregnant. I hope it’s worth it sweetheart. Does he still want you and the little bundle of joy as well? By the way, who is daddy, anyone I know?” “That’s my affair, Jim.” Jim laughed again. “Yes, I suppose it is – well not quite – it’s his affair as well.” “What the hell are you laughing at Jim? It’s no joke.” “No I suppose it isn’t for you – well not for me either really, but it does give me my freedom.” “You’ll leave me, then?” “Either that, or you’ll leave me. You didn’t expect much else, did you?” “No. What did you mean by your ‘freedom’?” “Ah, yes, you see, I’ve got my own little confession to make.” He sat grinning at her and she sat waiting for him to go on. “Well, aren’t you going to ask me; aren’t you curious about my little secret?” “You’ve got another woman.” Another and even more uproarious laugh from Jim. “Darling love, you’ve got it all wrong.” “Well what then?” Still grinning Jim went on, “Not long after we got married I gradually came to realise that my orientation wasn’t for women but men.” “You mean you’re…” “Gay; yes. I tried, I really tried, but the female body just doesn’t appeal.” “But you haven’t actually done anything about it?” “Oh yes I have.” “Who with?” “Now come on, you won’t tell me who your lover is, so why should I tell you who mine is?” “Fair enough. What are we going to do?” “Well, I don’t think we should be hard on each other. I didn’t give you what you wanted, so you went elsewhere. You didn’t have the right anatomy for me, so I went elsewhere.” “So…?” “So I’ve had a standing invitation for a long time to move in with someone, and now I’ve got no reason not to; see what I mean?” “But David…he still…” “Yes, I know. I think, given the anticipated generosity of my friend, I shall be able to be equally generous to you and David, but please, don’t expect me to keep the new born infant as well.” “No, of course not.” “Katrina, let’s not have any ill will. We made a mistake, that’s all. I didn’t know what my sexual leanings were when we got married, I just sort of discovered it as I found…” “My body undesirable?” “That’s being a bit hard on yourself, darling. It’s just a pity it all took so long for me to find out.” A sudden thought flashed through Katrina’s mind and she muttered, “It’s just as well it took so long.” “What was that?” “Oh, nothing…nothing really…just a passing thought.” Katrina smiled to herself. “Now,” Jim went on, “we can settle details later, but if you don’t mind, I’d like to get back to the match.” He turned the television set on again. A somewhat relieved if bewildered Katrina headed for her bedroom to await the arrival home of David. About an hour later an anxious David joined her in bed. Once she had allayed his anxiety she suggested that he might like to make love. David protested, “But you’re pregnant, it might…” “Silly boy,” she sighed, “yes, I’m pregnant, but not ill, and I’m feeling horny, so show me how much you love me.” He parted her legs, raised her buttocks, and after looking at her sex organ for a few moments, showed her how much he loved her with his tongue. Katrina lay back gasping with pleasure and the thought came into her head, “Whatever would they think at the church if they knew?” She had another thought. “Bugger what they’d think at the church.” Then she gave a loud cry, put her hands behind David’s head, and held him to her as she felt that moment of intense pleasure sweep over her.