15 comments/ 82003 views/ 139 favorites It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 01 By: betweenthesheets This will be a long story, over 500 pages on a Word document. It takes time to build so please read, be patient and enjoy. I looked at my reflection in the mirror as I painted some black stripes under my eyes. My blue, greyish eyes watched my finger as it touched my skin and left a black streak. I looked at them again before I ran my hand through my shaggy, dirty blonde hair to fold it out of the way. It was getting kind of long and I did need a haircut. It hung over my ears and down my neck before it curled up. The girls teased me and told me I looked like some Abercrombie surfer model. I was far from that. I had never been on a surfboard in my life. We didn't have the waves on this side of Florida for surfing. I glanced down at the number eight and the mean looking bulldog logo on my chest. The jersey was well worn and had been sewn a few times to repair some tears in it. It had done me well though. I had filled it out a little more over the years of wearing it. I stood about six foot two and weighed in around one eighty five. Four years ago I was maybe one sixty five. I was still lean but twenty extra pounds of muscle made me look bigger than I really was. I wasn't into how I looked though. I was a down to earth, easy going and a laid back kind of guy. I tried to be nice to everyone and had a lot of friends because of that. Playing football and being the star quarterback at the high school did help, but I didn't let it go to my head. "You ready yet Goldie locks?" Jordan teased. "If you wait any longer the game is going to be over." "Yeah, yeah," I sighed. "Fuck off." "Come on pretty boy," he continued teasing me. "You have plenty of time after the game to get all primped up for the ladies." "It takes a lot to look this good," I joked back as I grabbed my helmet off the bench. He just laughed with me as we headed into the tunnel and stood behind the coaches at the end of the line. Jordan was my best friend and my go to receiver on the team. We met when we were five years old and in our first year of football at the peewee league. We were nothing special back then, but over the years we spent together in the youth leagues and the backyard games we became a pretty good duo. Now that we were seniors in high school, we were pretty much unstoppable. He and I could almost read what the other one was thinking and it made it very challenging for the other teams to stop us. Our freshman year was the only year that Jordan and I didn't play together. I made varsity as the second string quarterback. Jordan was probably good enough to play varsity that year but he was left on JV in favor of the two seniors and the three juniors ahead of him. Shane's voice carried down the hallway as he pumped the team up before we were to run out of the tunnel and break through the banner. Most of the guys got fired up and jumped around before they tore out of the tunnel and raced towards the banner. I could hear the home crowd cheer as they broke through and took the field. I was a slow paced and mellow player that saved most of my excitement for the game. I walked calmly out of the tunnel after the hype was gone and started out towards the field. I took in the crowd as they cheered when they saw me. I didn't acknowledge them as I took in my surroundings. The smell of the grass hit my nose as my cleats clicked on the track that surrounded the field. As I continued out a little further the smell of the concession stand floated my way. A hot dog sounded good right about now but I had to focus on the game first. Courtney caught my eye as my feet now found the grass as I left the track. I turned and smiled at her as she looked back up at me. She was five foot six with long brown hair that matched her eyes. She had a long narrow nose with high cheek bones and a small mouth. I wrapped my arm around her body and felt her perky B cups press into my padding on my ribs. They fit her tanned and toned body perfectly. I pulled my helmet off quickly and gave her a quick kiss. "Good luck," she smiled. "Score one for me." "And if I do?" I questioned. "Do I get to score one with you later?" "Always," she giggled. "Maybe I will score two then," I teased. "Just make sure we win," she ordered. "That's my plan," I sighed. "See you after the game Owen," she smiled and gave me one more quick kiss. She took off towards the concession stand to grab a drink. I watched her hot little ass flash in and out of view from under her little cheer skirt. I finally continued my slow march towards the field. I glanced towards the row of cheerleaders and noticed my cousin, Jamie, squatted down at her bag searching through it. She was five foot five with the same dirty blonde hair that I had. Hers had a light curl to it though. She had these blue eyes that were so pure and clear you could get lost in them. Her nose was this perfect little pert thing that sat above her big mouth and full lips. Her smile could light up a room when you got her laughing. She glanced over her shoulder and noticed I was watching her. She smiled that big smile as I walked her way. She stood up but remained bent at the waist as she tried to zip her bag closed. My eyes focused on her ass as it peeked out from under her cheer skirt. It was covered by some little shorts but there was no denying she had a perfect ass. It stuck off her body perfectly and made you drool just watching her move. She dropped her bag and turned my direction. I noticed her C cup breasts as she moved my direction to meet me halfway. They bounced lightly with each step she took. Her body was slender but athletic, with curves in all the right places. Jamie was the perfect example of the all American girl. She was naturally beautiful without wearing any makeup. She was always kind to whomever she was around even if she didn't know them. I don't think she had a mean bone in her body. Jamie knew she was good looking but she wasn't stuck up about it. She always made you feel important even if you were the school nerd and not that popular. That's what set her apart from the other popular girls at the school. She saw you for what you were and not for what you weren't. Jamie and I were very close. We were born just three weeks apart and had lived about a quarter mile away from each other all our lives. We were inseparable all throughout our childhood. She wasn't a tomboy but she wasn't afraid to be one of the guys and get into mischief with us. She had a girly side to her though. She was into cheerleading and dance and fashion. She had a pretty good fashion sense and created a lot of her own outfits. I started to notice her in a different way once we both started to change into young adults. It was nothing I acted on but I couldn't help but notice how much of a sexual creature she was. She must have noticed me too since there was always a playful flirtiness between us. Maybe it was just us being so close and open with each other. I always dismissed it as just that. She met me with a hug and that big smile I had always been so fond of. "Good luck tonight Owen," she smiled. "Thanks Jamie," I smiled back. "I don't need any luck though. I have you cheering me on." "I'll do my best," she smiled again. "Go get 'em Owen," a voice cried from the stands. Jamie and I both glanced towards the stands and saw Charlie standing there giving me the thumbs up. Charlie was a little loose in the head but he was harmless and always friendly to us. I couldn't help but laugh a little as I looked at Jamie rolling her eyes the way she did. We talked about how crazy Charlie was so it was an inside joke. A few more hoots and hollers came my direction as I smiled. "The home town hero has a lot riding on his shoulders tonight," Jamie teased. "It ain't riding on my shoulders," I teased back. "It's riding on my arm." "You'll do just fine," she said boosting my confidence. "I don't know," I sighed in my calm manner. "They aren't going to go down without a fight." "You have a new face watching you tonight too," she said and pointed softly his way. "I thought he looked out of place," I replied. I glanced up into the stands a few rows behind my dad and grandpa to see the man with a clipboard wearing a Texas Longhorns hat. The recruiters had been showing up to all the games this season to scout me. I had done interviews already with the two in state colleges that I was interested in going to. I skipped out on Miami since I was never a big fan of them anyway. I was invited to do some summer workouts and camps they offered over the summer and I was told I looked very well developed for an eighteen year old kid. They were both interested in offering me a scholarship when the time was right. All I had to do was continue to develop and show I was ready for the college level and they would let me sign. Texas was an interesting prospect but my heart was already set on going to State at this point. If it was there I would take it. I saw the State guy at the last game and spoke to him briefly before we headed back into the locker room. He was impressed once again with my command of the game and said he would be in touch with me in a few days. "I'm not worried about him," I finally said to Jamie. "I'd rather stay somewhat close to home if I can." "The more offers the better," she smiled. "Hey Owen," I heard coaches voice come my direction. "Quit fraternizing with the girls and get ready for the game." "I got to go," I chuckled. "Good luck," she said again. I turned towards coach now as he stood with his hands on his hips but had a smile on his face. Coach was a great guy and genuinely cared for all his players. He joked with me and gave me shit about the way I always took my time getting out onto the field. That's the way I was though. Calm and cool and didn't let too much bother me. He pointed to the field so I turned and headed out there. I picked up a ball and waited for Jordan to come my way so we could warm up. "Are you done now?" he asked. "I have to make my rounds and let the fans know I care about them," I joked. He chuckled at me before he lined up and waited for me to snap the ball to myself. We did just simple up and in routes as I loosened up but still glanced around the stadium and took in the sights. Our side was packed more than usual tonight and so was the visiting side. This was a very important game against our cross town rivals. We needed this win to keep our perfect season intact and secure the district title. They had dominated us in the past but we had been on a pretty good tear the last couple of years. I wasn't solely responsible for us winning. We had a good group of kids come through the school the past couple of years on both sides of the ball. Bobby made his way over to me now since he was finished warming up with the offensive line. I handed him the ball as Jordan lined up next to me and got ready to run another route. I stood in shotgun and lifted my foot to set the imaginary line. My hands clapped once as Bobby sent the snap back my direction. I spun the ball in my hands to find the laces. My fingers curled around them like I had done a thousand or more times before without looking. I looked left and pretended to watch the imaginary receiver in that direction before I turned back towards Jordan. He ran seven or eight yards before he turned in and made his cut in front of me. I stepped into my throw and sent it towards a spot where the ball and Jordan would meet. He caught it with his hands just like he had done thousands of times before and secured it tightly. He continued across then stopped to make his way back to me and Bobby. "What do you think?" he asked as we looked over at their team. "My dad scouted them a couple of times this season when we were on the road," I said. "The tapes show they bite on the pump fake pretty hard." He smiled. "Only one way to find out isn't there?" "Sure is," I smiled. "Run a hitch and go then I'm done for now." Jordan tossed the ball to Bobby then went out wide and got set. I stood behind Bobby with my hands between his legs and got ready to get the snap. I began my count and took the ball on a one count to make things simple for now. Bobby snapped it to me then got his hands up to block as I took a step back. I gave a hard pump as Jordan turned towards me. He took off once I reloaded and raced down the sideline. I threw it up and got some air under it as he chased it down. It fell right into his arms before he secured it and dodged between the rest of the team on his way to the end zone. Shane caught him right at the end as he tried to dodge him and score. They joked around in the corner as I turned away. I turned and walked towards the big bulldog logo painted at midfield. I knelt down at the 45 yard line and pulled my helmet off my head. I looked down and closed my eyes to say a few words to my mom. Just about a year ago she lost her battle with cancer and she was taken to a better place. It happened so suddenly so I guess in the grand scheme of things it was a blessing. She was always energetic and had a great zest for life. Over the course of a couple of months she started feeling fatigued and had unexplained joint pain and night sweats. She thought it was just that time in a woman's life when their bodies start to change so she didn't think anything of it. It wasn't until she got really sick and went to the hospital that we found it was something much worse. They ran a battery of tests on her since the white and red count was off. They diagnosed her with lymphoma and ran more tests on her to see how bad it really was. It was like getting kicked in the stomach when they delivered the devastating news. Cancer had riddled her body and spread to almost every part. Her chances were slim since it was so bad. If they would have caught it sooner her odds would have been better but since it was so advanced and so aggressive there wasn't much they could do. They tried treating it but she didn't respond. It was about six weeks after we found out that she was taken from us. As bad as it sounds, that was the only good part about it, that she was taken quickly. My dad and I didn't have to watch her suffer for a prolonged period of time. It was bad enough watching her for the short time that we did. True to her character she remained positive and happy until the very end. I knelt there for a few moments with my eyes closed and spoke to her. The crowd faded away as I told her how much I loved her and how much I missed her right now. I told her I needed her strength and her will to win this game tonight. I went silent again and let my mind clear before I lifted my head and pointed towards the sky. I stood now and wiped my tears away from my eyes before I put my helmet back on my head and started my slow walk back to the bench. Some days were better than others but tonight was harder than most. It was this team, this time last year that I played for the first time without her in the stands. It was the hardest thing I had ever done in my short life up to this point. I remember the game like it was yesterday. Coach almost didn't start me that night. He didn't know if I was emotionally right to be playing. It was just the morning before that my mom had taken her last breath of life. I was numb as I walked onto the field and tried not to show how deeply hurt I really was. He broke the news to me that he was going to make me sit. I told him I was starting or I was quitting and he would never see me throw a football again. He looked stunned I was so firm. He reluctantly gave in but told me that if I didn't look good, didn't feel right, or it got to be too much, that he would pull me. I told him I would be fine, this was a good distraction from everything and it would be something she would want me to do. I believe it was her strength that pulled me through that game that night. I stood in the pocket like a robot and completed pass after pass. I set the single game record for the most passing yards and the most completions that night. I never cracked a smile. I just went out there and did my job. I changed the plays when I needed, found the right guy, never threw a bad ball, and never made a mistake. Right after we scored I would head right back to the bench and sit there in silence trying to hold it together. I don't think anybody but Jordan and Jamie spoke to me that night. The rest of the team stayed their distance and were respectful. We won that game in a blowout. As I walked off the field I got a standing ovation. Words of encouragement, respect, and love echoed around me as I glanced towards dad and grandpa and Uncle Buck. Grandpa's tears almost made me break right there. I just gave a soft wave and hung my head as I trotted off the field and headed into the locker room. I always looked for mom before I left the field. I loved to see that smile on her face. I sure did miss it that night. I sat way in the back corner with my helmet still on my head as coach spoke briefly about tonight. There wasn't much to say about it really. We had played very well despite everything that was going on and he was proud of the character that the team showed. After he spoke he made his way over to me and sat down next to me. It was then that I broke down. I cried like a baby as everything about the week hit me all at once and overwhelmed me. I tried not to think about it now. I hated showing my emotions in front of everybody. It made me feel weak somehow. I just worked my way over to the bench and sat down to gather my thoughts for the coming battle tonight. I must have sat there for five minutes before coach made his way over there and sat down next to me. "Are you ok Owen?" coach asked. "Yeah," I sighed. "I'm good. It's just....you know, tonight." "I know," he said softly. He patted my shoulder before he spoke again. "You know she is proud of you right?" "I do," I smiled softly. "That is what keeps me going." "Make her proud tonight," he offered. "Make us all proud. I know you can do it. No pressure though, just go out there and do your thing." "I know," I smiled. "This is just a touch harder than normal with all things considered. But I'll get the job done coach." "Good deal Owen," he said before he stood. "Oh hey, did you see the new face you have up in the stands?" he asked. "I saw him when I fraternizing," I chuckled. "Alright," he chuckled. He patted my shoulder pads one last time before he headed off to find somebody else to talk with. I reflected for another moment about last year before I pushed it all out of my head and focused on the coming game. We had walked the walk all year long and dominated every team but one. We did manage to squeak it out in the fourth quarter to remain perfect. Now it was time to talk the talk and beat the Screamin' Eagles'. Now was not the time to lose our first game. I felt somebody lean over the bench as I sat in silence again. "Are you ok?" Jamie asked softly by my ear. "I'm good," I sighed. "I just miss her on nights like tonight. She always said the right things to give me confidence." "I know she did," Jamie offered. "She's watching you though and we both know she is proud of you." "Thanks Jamie," I smiled lightly. "You're going to do just fine tonight," she said with confidence and that smile of hers. "You've got this." I pulled my helmet off and smiled at Jamie. I reached down and took a shot of gator aid from the bottle to wet my mouth. "Good luck Owen," she said. She leaned down and gave me a soft kiss on my cheek. "Captains for the coin toss," coach called. "Got to go," I said. I stood and gave Jamie a kiss to her forehead before I jogged out to mid field and shook hands with the opponents. We won the toss and chose to receive the opening kickoff. They kicked it deep down the left side. Mack was normally sure handed but he bobbled the kick and let the ball slip free. He scrambled to cover the ball and was piled on top of just as he got it. The visitors' side roared as they got us down quickly. Their team jumped around all pumped up as they headed back to the sideline. We were deep in our own territory as I stood next to coach and got some instructions. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 01 The announcer's voice carried over the field as the starting roster was read. My name was called last as I walked onto the field and headed to the huddle. The crowd roared on our side as they called my name. I turned and gave a soft and humble wave to them before I reached the huddle and called the play. We broke from the huddle and headed to the line. I scanned the defense and saw that Jordan's defender was playing off like I had seen in the film. I knew I needed to change the play. I stepped back and pointed to my temples as I looked first at Jordan then over at Wade on the other side of the field. I turned to Mack as he stepped forward to get the change. I glanced at Jordan again and saw his hand shaking. He got the message as I went under center again and began my count. I took the snap on two and turned to fake the hand off to Mack. I pulled it away and set my feet to see what I had. Jordan was on a button hook route that made his defender retreat a little until he started to hook. I gave a hard fake towards Jordan then reset the ball in my grip as Jordan turned back up the field and took off. The corner jumped the fake then didn't have enough speed to recover once Jordan raced past him. I sent the ball on its' way towards the sideline. Jordan never broke stride as he ran under the ball and passed the safety as he caught it. There was nothing but open field in front of him as he easily pulled away from the safety. I knew he was going to score the moment I let the pass go. I held my arms in the air as it dropped right into his arms. He continued to pull away from the safety until he ran out of field and scored. 91 yards to open the game was a great way to start off the night. I pointed towards the sky then ran by my linemen to tell them good job in protection before I worked my way to the sideline. The bench cheering was drowned out by the home crowd roaring. They congratulated me as I worked my way down to find coach. He had a grin on his face as he wrapped his arm around me and spoke. "Alright Owen," he laughed. "You got that out of your system, will you listen to the calls I give you now?" "It was a freebie," I laughed. "You can't pass that one up." He could only laugh as he agreed with me. "I knew I kept you around for a reason." I laugh as I waited for Jordan to find his way back to the bench and find me. Coach had given me a lot of freedom this season. I remembered not so long ago I was on a short leash and I couldn't make my own calls. He trusted me now and let me make the calls from the line from time to time. Jordan cheered as he slapped my butt. "I guess you were right about them biting." I just nodded with a grin on my face as we went to the bench. "Good job baby," we heard Kelly call. Jordan smiled as he waved over his shoulder at her. "You might be getting lucky tonight," I teased. "I scored," he laughed. "Of course I am." "Now I have to score," I said. "I saved you some time," he laughed. We went into the half with us leading 21 to 14. I hadn't scored but I had thrown the three touchdown passes that gave us the 21 points. I hit Jordan on another stop and go route before getting Wade involved on a post route. We came out in the third and looked flat footed as they had adjusted on both sides of the ball. We hardly had the ball during the third quarter. They got the opening kickoff and worked their way down the field to even the score. We got the ball and went three and out after Jordan looked before he ran and dropped the pass. They got the ball back and drove the field again to get another score and take a seven point lead. The kickoff had promise but that quickly went away when the ball popped free around the 35 and bounced around the field. The visitors' side roared as they came up with the ball and had it just inside our 40. "There goes this game," Jordan groaned. "What the fuck are you talking about?" I quipped. "We have the fourth quarter to win this thing. Just don't drop the damn ball when I throw it to you and we won't be stopped." "Listen asshole," he laughed. "I was trying to pad your stats so you can go to college." "Instead it went down as an incompletion," I teased. "How's that padding my stats?" "Dick," he joked. They scored three plays later. A tired and deflated defense came to the sidelines as they kicked the ball off again. We kept the ball this time and finally took the field again. I led us down the field keeping things short and simple. Jordan caught a few and Wade caught a few. I hit Mack running the flats from the backfield on a few more. Finally, I ran it in from the fifteen and scored it myself. "Pussy all around," Jordan cheered as we got back to the bench. "Quiet down man," I hissed. "Damn, Courtney's dad is sitting right up there." "Sorry," he said sheepishly. We got a quick drink and talked about what we needed to do when we got the ball back. Jordan left the bench and went to watch from the sideline. I glanced back and saw Courtney smiling at me. I continued down the line of cheerleaders and saw Jamie smiling at me too. I stopped and studied Jamie as she banged her pompoms together and shouted to the crowd. Something about her kept my attention as I watched her move. The way her hips moved under her skirt had me captivated. Her ass came in and out of view as she jumped and twirled around. It was so supple and perfect. Why are you looking at your cousin I asked myself? I couldn't come up with an answer as I continued to watch her. "Hey Casanova?" Jordan barked. "What?" I cried. "We are about to get the ball back. They are punting." "Yeah, ok," I said coming back to the world and the game. I climbed from the bench and headed to the sideline to watch them punt. "Dude?" Jordan hissed. "What were you doing over there? I've never seen you check out of a game like that before. I was yelling your name for like a minute." "It wasn't that long," I quipped. "Still," he pressed. "I need a dip," I lied and gave a Bobby a joking look. "Sorry I sat on your can and broke it," Bobby offered. Bobby was the center and a genuinely nice guy. He was solid but fat and rather clumsy at times. We teased him a lot but he took it in stride and never let it bother him. The banter started as more guys started to get into a teasing match right there on the sideline. "If you watched what you were doing instead of stuffing your face all the time you would see things lying around. Damn, you know how important that stuff is to Owen." "I can't help it that I'm hungry," Bobby laughed. "Not everybody can be a fucking stick with the metabolism of a fucking cheetah." "Look at what you've done to Owen," Shane jumped into the teasing now. "He can't think straight." "I'll buy him another can after the game," Bobby croaked. "It won't do him any good now tubby," Jordan poked. "He needed to get his head straight and that shit is the only thing that helps him besides beer." "I'll buy you a twelve pack if you win us the game Owen," Bobby offered. "Dammit," I barked. "Can we stop already? We have a fucking game to win here boys." "It's about damn time we agreed on something," coach said as he came into the banter. "We have three minutes on the clock." He started giving instructions on what he wanted from us before we hit the field. We came out running the ball. We picked up a few but we needed more than a few to keep the drive going. Problem solved when Jordan slanted and caught a pass for ten yards. That gave us a first down and moved us just over midfield now. We ran it again on first down to keep them honest. We still had time so we didn't need to completely abandon the run just quite yet. Second down had me throwing towards Wade this time. It hit him right in the hands before he dropped it. "Sorry Owen," he said sheepishly as he came back to the huddle. "No worries," I said quickly. "Squeeze it the next time and make sure. We still got this, let's dig deep and get this. We got two downs left." We went with three wide as I went under center. I saw them stacking the line and knew they were coming on a blitz by the way they played up close. I knew I had to change the play as I stopped my count and pulled away from Bobby. "Mixer," I yelled and banged on the top of my helmet. "Mikey, go wide, motion out. Bobby, I'm moving back to shotgun." He glanced around his body to look back at me. I stepped away as I banged my helmet again and passed the word out to the three wide on my left. Bobby started passing the word to the line that I was moving back. Mikey slipped out and stood at the wide receiver spot now as I turned to Mack and pointed for him to move to my right. "Option Mack, if they don't blitz from that side. I know they are coming, I just don't know from where." "Yeah," he nodded. I scanned the defense again before I lifted my foot. They were still coming but I didn't know from where. Bobby set the line as I clapped my hands and waited. The snap flew into my hands. Everything was happening quickly but it seemed so slow as my mind worked quickly to decipher the play and make my choice. The blitz was coming from the right side leaving a small opening on the left. I knew Mack would pick up one of the two defenders and buy me a little time. The option of running left then tossing it to Mack was gone now so I took off myself rather than stand there and try to throw into traffic. I found a small opening and pushed through it. I was just about to break through the line when an arm smacked my shin and caused me to stumble. That was all they needed to slow me down and tackle me. If it wasn't for the one arm hitting my leg I would have had an easy first down. "Fuck," I grunted as I rolled to my feet and tossed the ball to the ref. "I thought I had that one." The whistle blew now as coach took a time out. I looked at the spot before I headed to the sideline to get the play call face to face now. It was fourth and two and we had to get the first or the game was over since we were still down by a score. "What the hell was that?" coach asked. He wasn't mad, he was just confused by my call. "I knew they were coming so I changed the play to the option. They ran right into it so I had to take it myself. I had it but it got tripped up at the last second. I have no idea where that arm came from." "Alright, alright," he said waving his hand. "It's cool. I saw the blitz coming, I just thought you would go to something short and simple." "I need Omaha for that. Three wide isn't a good one for short and simple since Frankie doesn't process audibles very well. Plus, they were coming. I wouldn't have had the time." "Right, right," coach sighed. "I got ya." "It's fourth and two, what do you want?" I asked. "Let's see," he sighed and scanned his sheet. "I'll give you Omaha, PA left sweep, J in out, W hard slant." "You got it coach," I said getting my orders then heading for the huddle. Jordan was looking at me as I started for the huddle with the play. Since that first long pass, his defender had been giving him the short stuff underneath the plays in order to keep him in front of him. He was always flat footed and basically stood there letting Jordan run his route before he moved to make the tackle. I knew we could beat him if we went for it. It was risky but I had that feeling. "Jordan," I called as I reached him. "Yeah dude?" he smiled. "Here's what I want you to do. If he plays off of you, I want you to run straight at him then straight through him. I'll drop one over your shoulder if the safety plays up to stop the run. If not, I'll throw a back shoulder pass that you have to come back for but it will get us what we need." "You think that's going to work?" he asked. "He's been standing there all night giving you the underneath stuff. If you press him he won't be able to recover. Just run it hard and fast and find the safety. He will dictate where I throw the ball." "You got it man," he smiled. "Alright," I called as I reached the rest of the men. "We have to get this. If not it's over. Let's get this done. Know your assignments and get this done. We got this." I gave the call as it was given to me. Jordan and I knew about the adjustment and we let it be just between us right now. I went to the line and stood under center and looked. Sure enough they were playing into what I wanted. They stacked the line figuring on a run. The corner playing Jordan was off about five yards so he could keep the play in front of him and break on the ball to try and stop it. I took the ball on a one count and stretched it out for Mack on the fake to the left. I pulled it back and rolled to my right to see what Jordan was doing. By the time I saw him he had about three steps on his guy with no help over the top. I set my feet and let one go that flew perfectly through the air then dropped over his shoulder as he adjusted to my throw and ran under it. I raised my hands high in the air as he caught it and continued on to score again for the third time tonight. I turned to coach as Jordan got to about the ten and started begging right away. The roaring of the crowd almost covered my voice as I ran closer to coach and called. "Coach, go for two." He looked at me and started thinking. "Come on coach," I called again. "Go for it. We got this coach. That just about killed them." He sighed. "This is the season Owen. You better make sure you guys get this." "I got it," I assured him. "What do you want then?" he questioned. "Play action with a fade to Jordan in the corner," I said confidently. "Jumbo," he yelled. "Jumbo package. Z, HB slash, PA, J fade right." I turned and headed back out on the field. I started waving the offense back onto the field as they were still cheering with Jordan in the end zone. "We're going for two," I called. "Come on, huddle up." "What's going on?" Bobby asked. "Two points," I called. "We are going to win this thing right now." I knelt and looked at Jordan. "You fresh?" "Shit," he chuckled. "That was nothing. I could do that about ten more times tonight before I get tired." "He's going to play you tighter now, cut in then turn to the outside for a fade pass. I'm going to hit you right in the back corner." He gave me the thumbs up as I gave the official play call and broke the huddle. I lined up behind Bobby, went through a quick look at what the defense was doing then took the snap. I turned and stuck the ball out for Mack before I pulled it away and set my feet. Jordan was making his turn against tight coverage but I had the confidence in him. We had done this a thousand times before in all the years we had played together. I knew he would make the play if I gave him a chance. I lobbed it gently to the back corner and watched him extend his arms and pull the ball into his hands. He was just like a pro as he dragged both of his feet in the green before the corner plowed into him and forced him out of bounds. He slid across the grass at the back of the end zone with the ball still securely in his grip. The ref raised his hands in the air, giving the signal that we had scored two. The home crowd roared loudly again as I jogged over to Jordan and hugged him. We turned and started back towards the bench and took in the sights of our home town cheering us on. I broke my usual calm manner and started waving my hands up and down to get them louder as we reached coach. "You changed my play again I see," he half smiled. "I ran the fade," I offered, knowing he wasn't referring to the last play. "Owen," he chuckled a little. "I saw something so I made the change," I smiled. "Only you," he smiled back. "If you didn't have such a high football IQ I'd wanna kill you sometimes." "A student of the game," I chuckled a little. "I know coach." "That was a great throw anyway," he smiled. He slapped my back before turning away and focusing on the kickoff then the defense. I worked my way to the bench and got another shot of water before returning to the sideline to watch the defense. The score we had just put up against them made them fold. They went four plays and then turned the ball over on downs. All I had to do was head out there and knell down to run the clock out. I did just that then tossed the ball to the ref before heading back towards the locker room. "Owen," Courtney called over the crowd. "Yeah," I called back as I worked my way to her. "Good job out there," she cheered. "Keeping the dream alive," I smiled. "Me and my boy." "Sure," she smiled. "What's the plan for tonight?" "You know what we do on a Friday night after we win. Let me get cleaned up and I will let you know when I am going to be at your house to get you." "Scrub yourself good," she sassed. I leaned in and kissed her a few times before I moved on. She smiled and waved as she went off to the parking lot. I found Jamie a few steps later and took her into my arms. "What are you going to do tonight?" I asked. "I have a date with Erik," she smiled. "Where are you guys going?" I asked. "I don't know dad," she giggled. "Out, I guess." "You're not coming out with us?" I asked. "I don't know what he has planned." "Just be careful," I warned. "Call me if you need me." "I will," she smiled at my concern. "I will see you later." She gave me another kiss on the cheek before she took off too. I ran into my next visitor but this was an unexpected one. "You looked really good out there," a guy with a Texas Longhorns hat said. I assumed he was a recruiter from Texas or he was really confused. "Thank you," I said. "I see you have quiet the fan base with the girls," he joked. "Yeah," I laughed. "Something like that." "The girls in Texas are a dime a dozen with those kind of looks," he hinted. "Is that a fact?" I asked. "Sure is," he smiled. "Do you think we can talk about your future sometime soon?" "I'm open anytime," I smiled. "I will be in touch," he said. He shook my hand before working his way back into the crowd. "Mr. popular tonight," Jordan joked. "What can I say?" I laughed. "When you look as good as you play it happens." "You're so full of shit," he said trotting into the locker room with me. Coach gave a brief speech about the game. He dismissed us and let us get cleaned up. I showered and got cleaned up before texting Courtney I was on my way to get her. I pulled up to her house and headed to the door. I gave it a soft knock and waited until her dad answered it. "You played a good game tonight Owen," he said, letting me in. "Thank you sir," I said. "You ready for the start of regionals next week?" he asked. "We have a long week of practice ahead of us but I'm sure we will be ready for it." Courtney came around the corner and smiled when she saw me waiting on her. I smiled back. She looked really good tonight. She wore a loose skirt that stopped at her knees and a yellow halter top. "Try to have her back by midnight will you?" he said. "Yes sir." We climbed into my truck and took off to the meadows as we called it. It was the local hangout spot way out on the edge of town. There were only a few houses around so we could have a good time if we didn't get to loud. We bounced down the dirt trail until it opened up into a grassy field. There was already a crowd there and a fire was blazing. We both started towards the fire where I knew Jordan would have a spot saved for the both of us. I could already smell the pot as we got close to the fire. "Well look who showed up," Jordan laughed. I smiled as I sat in one of the empty chairs. Courtney took the one right next to me. "Who the hell is smoking a joint?" I asked. "Probably Ronnie," Kelly answered. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 01 "Who invited him?" I asked. "He just showed up," Bobby sighed. "Better hope Terry don't show up then," I quipped. "Relax dude," Jordan smiled. "He knows we don't do that stuff." I shook my head and gave a hard sigh. We drank out here, that was it. We never did anything other than that and had it pretty good. Terry never bothered us too much other than to bust our balls and make sure we weren't getting to loud and rowdy. He looked the other way with the beer but the drugs would make him shut us down and run us off. "Beer?" Jordan asked holding one. I knew Bobby had made good on his promise but I wanted to tease him a little. "No thanks," I smiled. "Do you know what I had to go through to get that for you?" Bobby cried. "What did you have to do Bobby?" I teased. "You had to walk past the snack isle to get to the beer cooler?" "Yeah, well," he chuckled. "I know Charlie didn't give you any shit when you brought it to the counter." "No, but I'm broke for the week now," he laughed still. "What about my dip?" I asked. "I got it," he said. He reached into his pocket and tossed me my can. I cut the label and opened it. I held it to my nose and sniffed it. "Ah, sweet bliss," I chuckled. They laughed as I took a big pinch out and packed it into my mouth. "Now are you ready for a cold beer?" Jordan asked. "Toss it here," I laughed. I popped the top and sucked the foam down until it stopped rushing out of the top. I let out a long belch before taking a long drink. "That hits the spot." I sipped on my beer and laughed it up with the guys now. I loved Friday nights after we had won. I knew that this wouldn't go on forever so I made sure to enjoy it and soak it all in. Next year I would be at State most likely and I would be at the bottom again working my way into a starting spot. It was getting past eleven now and the crowd was getting louder and more stupid. Courtney had tipped back quite a few already and she was more than tipsy. It was typical of her to get drunk on a Friday night. I had cut myself off after three. I could have drank a twelve pack but I had to drive her home. Plus there was the potential that my dad would still be up when I got home. There was no way I wanted to deal with that. "I need another beer," Courtney begged. "You need to slow down a little," I said quietly to her. "We don't have anything left," Jordan called. "Beer run," Mack called. "Who wants to go with me?" "I'll go," Wade called. "What am I going to do in the meantime?" Courtney asked. "I have something else that might wet your whistle," Bobby offered. "Go get it," she slurred, pushing my side. "Come on Bobby," I said. "You ain't no help." "What?" he smiled. "She's already shitfaced and I haven't gotten any pussy yet." "Me either," he joked. "Well," I said jokingly now. "If we get her drunk enough." "Trish would fucking kill me," Bobby said quickly. "I was kidding Bobby," I chuckled. "I know," he smiled. "I wouldn't know what to do with her anyway. I might break her." I laughed hard as we reached his truck. He pulled the door open and reached inside when I heard a familiar voice call my name. "Hey Owen?" Officer Terry called. "Yes sir," I said, stepping back from the truck and covering what Bobby had in his hand. "I got a noise complaint about you guys," he continued. "Do you guys think you can tone it down a little?" "Yes sir," I said. "I will get them to quiet down." "Y'all ain't doing anything you ain't supposed to be doing are you?" He knew full well we were. He just asked like he always did then turned the other was when I said no. "No sir," I said with a smile. He laughed lightly. "Just tone it down some so I don't have to come back out here. Make sure nobody is too bad off to drive too." "Yes sir," I said. He turned and walked back to his patrol car before leaving. Terry and my dad went way back to high school so he wasn't too hard on us. He let us kids be kids as long as we didn't get into too much trouble. Bobby breathed a sigh of relief as he pulled the bottle from the truck and we headed back to the fire. "That's why I hate Ronnie here," I hissed. "Him and his fucking pot. Smoke it before you get here so you don't ruin it for the rest of us." "Terry didn't know," Bobby offered. "But I hate lying to him about it. Word will get back to my dad if he finds out." "I hear you Owen," Bobby sighed. "Alright," I called as we reached the group. "Ronnie needs to turn that radio down. The rest of us need to tone it down some." "Who died and made you king?" Ronnie questioned. "Officer Terry did," I said. "You're lucky he found me when he did. If not, he would have busted us for your pot and chased us out of here." "You are a dick sometimes Owen," he scowled. "A dick that keeps us out of trouble," I shot back. Shane heard the conversation and walked up next to me now. "Is this asshole giving to some shit Owen?" Shane was about six foot six and weighed in around 240 pounds of solid muscle. He was the enforcer in the group and made sure there wasn't any trouble. It was good to have him around even though I didn't have many problems with anybody. If there were problems, he made sure they got solved rather quickly. Ronnie changed his tune quickly. "I was just trying to make a point." "Your point sucks Ronnie," Shane said flatly. "Shut the fuck up if you don't like the rules we have here. Why don't you go on home?" "This party sucks anyway," he hissed. "I was just about to leave in a few minutes anyway." "It's been a few minutes," Shane shot right back. "Leave." He knew he wasn't going to win this battle so he retreated to his truck and climbed inside. "Thanks Shane," I offered. "No problem Owen," he smiled. "That fucking music was pissing me off anyway." I chuckled softly as I slapped him on the back. I turned to my chair and Courtney. "I got your bottle you lush," I teased. "Thanks baby," she giggled and leaned in to kiss me. I pulled back as her lips almost touched mine. "What's up with you?" she sassed. "I have a dip in my mouth and I know how much you love it." "I thought you were going to quit," she huffed. I shrugged and sat back down in the chair. "You should spit it out so you can kiss me," she said slyly. I flung the dip onto the ground and rinsed my mouth out with some beer. I quickly slugged the rest of it down before Courtney climbed into my lap. Her mouth met mine as she kissed me. My hands slipped under her skirt and cupped her firm ass as she giggled and used her hands to keep her ass from hanging out. "Maybe we should go somewhere a little more private," she whispered. She stood and took my hand as I pushed myself from my seat. "Somebody is going to score one more," Jordan teased. There was laughter from the crowd as Courtney gave him the finger. "Better be careful with that one Owen," Jordan warned. "She's feisty." I followed her to the back of my pickup. She pulled the tailgate down and patted it with her hand to get me to sit. I sat down on the gate as she got between my legs and stood in front of me. She leaned in and kissed me. She placed these wet kisses on my mouth as I opened and found her tongue. Her hands started rubbing my cock as it swelled in my shorts. She scratched it with her nails as I cupped her tits. I felt her nipples curl and harden as I rolled one in my fingers. She moaned into my mouth as she tried to get the zipper open on my shorts. My other hand felt the softness of her ass as I slid my hand under the hem of her skirt. I touched the soft line of her thong as it spilt her ass cheeks. She broke away from my mouth and hooked her hands on my waist band. I shifted softly as I let her slide my shorts down. My bare ass sat back on the cool metal of the tailgate and made me sigh at the unexpected coolness. My cock wagged in her face as she gripped it and smiled up at me. She teased just the tip with her tongue as she worked it. Just a little bit moved into her mouth as she opened and took my head in. She went down a little further with each bob of her head. She buried as much as she could into her mouth and bobbed up and down bringing pleasure to me. I moaned to her as she got into a good rhythm. She stopped and smiled up at me as she stroked me. I leaned in and kissed her again as she continued to stroke me. She stepped back and smiled seductively at me as she slipped her thong down her legs. She set it on the gate next to me as she climbed into my lap. I leaned back into the bed as she straddled me. My cock touched her wetness as she gasped. She shifted around until my head found her opening and started to slide into her. I slipped deeper into her as her cunny opened around my stiff shaft. It gripped me tightly as she rested with me buried inside of her. She leaned down and kissed me again. "Don't cum in me," she reminded me. "I know," I sighed. She started a slow rise and fall. She was gentle as she rode me. Just a slow pace as I started to buck up into her a little. My hands gripped her hips as I met her. She didn't like it when I did that so she sat up now and pressed me all the way into her again. My hands now went to her chest. I moved them under her top to touch them. She pulled it up her chest to reveal them to me. I gently squeezed them and found a nipple with my thumb and finger. I pulled it and made her moan in pleasure. She started a faster pace now as I teased her more. A Country Boy Can Survive played loudly from my pocket as my phone starting ringing. "Ignore it," she moaned as she leaned down to me again. I wasn't going to stop what she was doing to me so I ignored it. I found her nipple with my mouth and took it in. I used my teeth to chew on it lightly. She gasped at the feeling and clawed my head as I brought pleasure to her. My phone started playing the song again. She pulled away from my mouth as I started to buck into her again. This was her only flaw. I was her first and she thought that it should be soft and slow every time we did it. That and she wouldn't let me cum inside of her. She was on the pill so I didn't see the big deal. She said we should be more serious about each other before we took that step. After almost a year I thought we were serious but apparently we weren't. I reached down and teased her clit. It was poking out with excitement as I circled it with my thumb. She brought her feet up and to my hips. She sat now and started dropping with a little more excitement as I watched myself plunge into her. Her cunny drooled on my cock as I rubbed her. Her tits bounced with each drop as I teased her nipple again. My phone started ringing again as she twisted with pleasure. "Yes," she cried. "I'm cumming." Her pussy gripped my cock as she just worked the tip and rode out her orgasm. My thumb still worked her clit until she stopped gasping and looked down at me. She sank me back deep into her cunny and let her walls ripple over my cock as it quivered in the afterglow. She smiled at me as she slightly turned her hips. "I better see who that is." "Do you have to?" she asked. "Don't you want me to get off again? Then I can take care of you." "It might be important since it hasn't stopped ringing for the past ten minutes now." She climbed off and sat next to me as I found my phone in my pocket. It started ringing again as I pulled it free and answered it. "Hey Jamie," I said. "What's up?" "Please come and get me," she whimpered. "What happened?" "Please," she pleaded. "I don't have time to explain. I'm alone and scared." "Where are you?" "I'm by the barn," she cried. The barn was the other party spot that was used in town. I didn't like the barn that much. The meadows were more my thing since it was more on the outskirts of town. "I will be there soon. Just stay put." "Ok," she whimpered again. I could hear it in her voice. Something was very wrong. "I'm on my way Jamie. Stay calm and I will be there quickly." I turned and looked at Courtney. "I have to go. Something is wrong with Jamie." "Ok," she said highly annoyed with the situation. "You want to come along?" "No," she hissed. "I'll find somebody to give me a ride home." "Don't be mad," I sighed. "You and Jamie," she huffed. "Always dropping everything for her." "She's my cousin," I barked. "I don't understand why you get so mad at her. I can't just abandon her." "Yeah, I know." A nasty look covered her face as she said it. "I can come back after I make sure she is safe." "No, don't bother," she steamed. "The party is winding down so it wouldn't be worth it." "Come on Courtney," I sighed. "Don't be like this." "I feel like I'm second best when it comes to Jamie." "Jamie is important to me. I can't just leave her out there. If something happens to her I will never forgive myself." "Sure," she sighed. She jumped down from the tailgate and grabbed her thong. She slipped it up her legs and flattened her skirt out. "I will see you tomorrow," she huffed. I watched her stomp off back towards the fire. I sighed then climbed off the tailgate and pulled my shorts back up my legs. I quickly jogged over to the fire and found Jordan. "Hey Jordan?" I called. "Yeah dude, what's up?" "Something is wrong with Jamie. I have to go and get her. Can you keep an eye on Courtney until I get back?" He glanced her way as she took a quick swig from Bobby's bottle and looked pissed off still. "I will try buddy," he sighed. "She looks awfully pissed off right now." "I'll get her to calm down," Kelly offered. "Thanks Kel," I smiled. "Sorry I have to dump her on you guys but I have to make sure Jamie is all right." "Go," she said. "We got it for now." I raced back to the truck and started the old diesel engine. I put in gear and quickly took off across town to get to where Jamie was. I pulled off the road and bounced down the bumpy path to find Jamie. I saw two cars as I pulled to a stop. I got out and started calling for Jamie. I rounded the corner of the old, run down barn in the middle of an old cattle field as I continued my search. To be honest, this place kind of gave me the creeps. It was old and rickety and it gave me that feeling that a serial killer used it to dismantle his victims. Call me a wimp but it gave me the willies whenever I was here. I saw Jamie curled up in the corner by the old woodpile holding her phone and debating whether she should call me again. "Jamie," I called. "Owen," she whimpered. She climbed from the dirt and dusted herself off as she raced towards me. "What happened?" I asked. She just leaned against me and held me. "Jamie, talk to me." "Just get me out of here," she begged. "Ok," I said. I led her to the truck and opened the door for her. She quickly climbed inside as I shut the door and ran around to get into the driver's seat. "What happened?" I asked as I pulled us out of there and onto the road again. "Erik is such a fucking jerk," she cried. "He went fucking crazy on me." "What did he do?" I asked. "He flipped out on me." "Like how?" I asked. She just shook her head. "Let me calm down some and I will tell you." "Ok," I said. I drove us through town and stopped at the drive thru to get us a couple of milk shakes. After that I got back onto the main road. "Please don't take me home," she begged. "I don't want my dad to see me so upset." "Where do you want to go?" I asked. "I don't care, anywhere but there until I calm down." "Do you want to go to the meadows?" I asked. "I'm all done with people tonight Owen. I just want to be alone with you so I can calm down and try to forget about tonight." "Alright," I sighed. I looked at her sitting there in the seat. She looked good in her outfit so something must have happened to her on her date with Erik. I felt bad for her as I drove us away from the main drag in town and towards the edge of town. She deserved so much better than what she had gotten from her last few boyfriends. I knew where to take her to make her cheer up some. It was where we had always gone and hung out and it had a lot of memories of the good times we shared together. I parked the truck in the empty parking lot of the beach. She looked over at me and smiled that perfect smile that let me know I had picked the right spot. I knew her so well it was almost second nature to guess right. I went to the box in the back of the truck and took out the old, beat up blanket so we had something to sit on. We both walked in silence together down the beach. I spread out the blanket where the waves had smoothed the sand away at the high tide line. We both sat down then eventually lay on our backs to look at the stars and just listen to the waves break on the sand in a slow, calm and repetitive motion. I glanced over at her in the pale moonlight. She looked really good tonight for some reason. The light showed her yellow low cut shirt and her light and loose skirt. It barely came down to mid-thigh as we both lay there not speaking for the time being. I waited another minute before I tried again. "You want to talk about it or leave me guessing?" She sighed. "Have you ever...... popped, before you wanted to?" "Like, sexually?" I asked. "Yeah," she said slowly. "I can't say that I have. Is that what happened?" "Yeah," she said slowly again. We never had a problem with being open with each other. We were so close with one another that it was second nature to talk about anything, even sex. "There must be more than that," I pressed. "I have made him wait for a while to get into my pants. Tonight was the night. We started making out in the back seat and he was nice to start with. Then I let him get his hands under my skirt. I let him know that tonight he could go all the way with me. He turned rough after that." "Did he hurt you?" I asked leaning up on my elbow. "No," she quickly replied. "He pulled my panties off and was just rough with me. I tried to slow him down some by stroking him as he tried to get the rubber out of his pants. He slipped it on and tried to get in me. He never got inside of me before he started jerking hard and cursing out loud. It took me a minute to figure out what had happened. I told him to relax and we could try again in a few minutes. It happens sometimes, it's no big deal." "I've never heard of it happening," I interrupted her now. "Me either," she sighed. "But I lied to him so he wouldn't get upset. It didn't work and he continued to cuss and bang the seat with his fist. Then he started blaming me for making him wait for so long before we did anything. We argued for a minute before he punched out the window in his car." "Holy shit," I said stunned. "He flipped out even more when the window broke. I was so scared when the glass broke. I pulled the door open and fell out the other side to get away from him. He continued to yell at me and blamed me for making him break the window. I have never seen him act that way before." "Holy shit Jamie," I said still stunned. "He got out of the car and begged me to get back inside. There was no way I was getting back inside with him. He was scary Owen. Bat shit crazy at that point." "I don't blame you Jamie. I would have run away." "I did. He threw my purse out the window and took off in a rage. That's when I called you. I was so scared that he was going to come back and go after me." "I'm so sorry Jamie," I said sincerely now. "Shane and I can take care of him if you need us to." "No," she sighed. "I don't want to get you guys into trouble over stupid fucking Erik. Thank you for coming to my rescue Owen." "What am I here for?" I asked. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 01 "Thank you Owen." "If you change your mind," I offered. "No," she sighed again. "I guess I'm single again." "You deserve better than Erik anyway. He's a fucking meat head." "I know," she smiled over at me. "I just wanted to find a guy who doesn't want to get into my pants on the first date." "Is that why you wore a skirt?" I poked, hoping she would get my joke. "Yeah, I wore a skirt so he wouldn't try to get into my pants," she laughed. "You jackass." We laughed as she rolled over and grabbed my knee. I had always hated that and it made me jump. I poked her in the ribs which I knew she hated. We started poking and tickling each other as we grew rougher. We started wrestling soon after. I got the upper hand easily and pinned her to the blanket. My one knee was outside her legs and the other was inside. I stopped abruptly when I felt her skin on my knee as I rested between her legs. I shouldn't have felt skin if you get what I'm saying. I glanced down and saw her skirt was folded up around her hips. She just lay there with her hands flat at her sides. Her chest was rising and falling from the wrestling match we had just been in. I stared openly at her puss resting against my knee for a second before I broke my gaze. "Sorry," I said as I looked at her face then back down at her puss again. I looked up at her face again. She just had a mischievous smile on her face as I tried to read her look. She didn't seem to mind I was seeing her exposed like this and it left me a little rattled. I didn't want to make it any more awkward so I rolled from her and sat next to her. She sat up now and fixed her skirt as we faced each other. "Sorry," I said again. "I didn't mean to see you like that." "It's just a pussy," she said so matter of factually. "It's not a big deal." "But it's yours," I said. "I'm not sure if I should be seeing that one." "Like you haven't seen it before," she sassed playfully. "I haven't," I gasped. "You liar," she giggled and softly slapped my face. "You so saw me naked the other day when the hot water heater broke at my house and I had to take a shower in yours." "But," I stuttered. "I didn't mean to see it." She only smiled and giggled as she had me flustered. "You stared at me for like a minute." "It wasn't that long." "It sure felt like it," she laughed. "I wasn't expecting you to be standing there in my room naked," I offered. "You could have locked the door you know?" "I didn't expect you to come home so I thought I didn't need to." "It was certainly a surprise." "The look on your face was priceless," she laughed again. "I didn't see it like I just did right now though," I countered. "I mostly saw your boobs." "You were still drooling either way." "How could I not? You are beautiful." "Thank you," she smiled. "Truth be told, I didn't mind you looking at me. It kind of turned me on having you see me like that." "You're weird," I joked. "But you still love me," she giggled. "Why were you turned on?" I questioned. "I don't know," she sassed. Her shoulders shrugged as she said it. Her smile never left her face as she looked at me. "I guess it was the way you looked at me." "You are beautiful," I said again. "Some things you can't help but notice." "Thank you," she smiled. She had this look on her face as we looked at each other. I can't explain it but it spoke to me in some strange way. I brushed some of her hair out of her face as we stared at one another. My fingers softly touched her cheek as I did. She tilted her head and exposed her neck as I fixed her hair. Her tongue wet her lips before she chewed on her bottom lip a little. It sent a clear, sexual, signal to my senses as she did that. Her breath caught a little as she leaned closer to me and chewed her lip again. I started leaning closer now and never broke eye contact with her. I really don't know what I was thinking but it felt right. I leaned closer still and watched her full lips part just a little before my eyes closed and her lips touched mine. We had one very long and soft kiss before I pulled away and looked at her. The look she had on her face in that moment was one I will never forget. She had that gentle smile on her face as she panted a little. We were only inches away from each other still. I could feel her soft pant hit my face as I studied her face still. I fully expected her to hit me to be honest. What the hell was I thinking by kissing her? This was Jamie. "Sorry," I said faintly. I didn't expect what she did next. She leaned forward and kissed me again. It was another long and soft kiss that sent a wave of emotions through my body. I couldn't explain it, the feeling I had right now, it put my senses on edge as we kissed for a moment then stopped. We remained just inches away as I opened my eyes again and looked at her. "Don't be," she whispered. I was confused now as we still sat there looking at one another just inches away. We shouldn't be doing what we were doing right now but it felt right. The way she looked right now said she wanted more. The way she was right in my face with a soft smile. Her neck was tilted and her lips were swollen with excitement. She breathed softly as she waited for me to do something else. I wanted to kiss her again but I couldn't move. "Sorry," I said again. "I just fucked up didn't I?" "No," she whispered softly. "It was perfect. I love the way you look at me Owen." She was giving me permission wasn't she? She was basically telling me to kiss her again. My stomach was flipping as I looked at her mouth. She chewed her lip again as I studied those lips. I wanted to kiss them again but I was unsure of myself and the whole situation. Could she have the same deep seated feeling for me like I had for her? I looked up at her eyes and watched them study mine. "Kiss me Owen," she whispered. "It's ok. I want you to." I didn't hesitate now. I leaned in and watched her lips part before my eyes closed and found them. It was another slow kiss that let our lips press against each other. We took a little breath before doing it again. This time I brushed my tongue against her lips to gauge her reaction. She didn't hesitate and opened her mouth on the next one and found my tongue. We brushed our tongues together then tangled them and really tasted each other's kiss this time. She had such a hunger in her kiss as we continued like this was the most natural thing in the world. We continued kissing and pulling ourselves into each other now. We were losing ourselves in the moment. I had never kissed anyone like this before but it felt right. She gasped into my mouth as I found myself moving into her now. She yielded and started to lean back on the blanket again. My legs returned to the position I had been in when I first pinned her. Her cunny touched my leg right at my knee again. I felt the wetness of her desire as it brushed against me. Her hips were just slightly moving against me. I felt her lips parting and leaving a little wet trail on my knee. She moaned into my mouth as her hand barely touched my neck. My hand touched her knee. Her skin was electric as I moved it to her thigh. I stayed high and just felt the smoothness of her skin as I gently scratched it. I wanted to venture down her legs and touch with my fingers where her skirt had folded away again. I didn't want to cross the line though. We were kissing, making out at this point but I didn't know what she wanted. Her words from earlier about wanting to find a guy who just didn't want to get into her pants rang in my ears. I moved my hand to the outside of her thigh and up to her hip. Her breathing was ragged now as my hand crossed her hip and went to her tummy. Maybe she wanted me to dip down between but that wasn't my intention at this moment. I was enjoying the tender moment cousins shouldn't share together. I just tasted her kiss as her wet tongue battled mine. My phone started ringing again which made both of us stop. Her eyes sparkled as I sat just an inch or two from her mouth again. I could feel her breath mixing with mine as she panted. I glanced down at her chest and saw how turned on she was. Her nipples pressed painfully hard into her bra and raised them distinctly off her chest. I felt her puss wetly sliding over my knee as I panted with her. "You better see who it is," she whispered. I never broke her gaze as I searched for my phone in my pocket. I pulled it free to see it was Jordan. I set it on the blanket next to me and looked back at Jamie. I brushed her hair from her face again and looked at her lips. Damn I wanted those lips against mine again. I leaned down and touched them again. She kissed me back as my tongue traced her once more. I gently traced her face with my fingers to brush the hair away from her face again. She let out a little whimper as my fingers curled in her hair and brushed it behind her ear. I let my fingers touch her ear then down to her neck. Hers had wrapped around the base of my neck and started pulling me harder into her kiss. We were really getting into it again as my head started to swim. I couldn't believe I was making out with Jamie right now but I didn't have it in me to stop it. My phone ringing again was the only reason I stopped again. It was Jordan again. I knew I had to take the call. Jamie's eyes were still sparkling as I answered my phone. She was panting still, her chest rising and falling hard just as mine was. I sat on my heels to take the call and glanced at her cunny as my knee moved away from her skirt. It was too dark to get all the details but it looked good from what I could tell. Her outer lips were swollen with desire, hiding her little inner lips from view. "What's up man?" "Dude, you have to come back and get Courtney," he panicked. "She's getting sick all over the place." "Dammit," I cried. "I will be there in a few." "Hurry up," he cried. "I don't know what to do with her." "Just sit tight and I will be there in a few minutes." "Fuck," I sighed, looking at Jamie. "I have to go get Courtney." "I heard," she sighed. I stood and reached down for her. She took my hand and I pulled her up. There was this awkward moment as we both looked at each other. I wanted to kiss her again and I'm sure she wanted the same thing. She leaned down and picked up the half drank milk shake cups. I grabbed the blanket and we headed to the truck. We drove in silence again as I looked over at her sitting there. I looked at her face as the dashboard lights dimly lit her up. She had this perfect and content smile as she watched the road ahead with me. I wanted to say something to her about what we had just done. I wanted to know what she was thinking. I wanted to know it was ok and that this didn't change anything between us. I couldn't find the words to speak so I reached across the bench seat of the old truck and placed my hand on top of hers. She turned and smiled at me letting me know she was fine with everything. She turned her hand and held my thumb with her hand. We made the turn and bounced down the dirt path back to the meadows to get Courtney. What a scene we walked into as we reached the back of Jordan's truck. Courtney was crying drunk then started blabbering things that nobody could understand. She was more than wasted now and her crying just made it impossible to understand anything she was saying. "Holy fuck," I groaned. "What the hell did you do to her Jordan?" "I don't know man," he slurred. He was just as drunk as she was only he held his liquor better than she could. "Fuck," I croaked. "Come on Court, let's get you home and quickly before you pass out." "Fuck you Owen," she cried clearly this time. "Just calm down," Jamie said calmly. "Let's get to the truck so we can get you home." "My dad is going to be so mad at me," she cried. "We can worry about that later," I sighed. "We have to take you home." She babbled something again. I didn't waste my time with her anymore. I scooped her off her feet and carried her in my arms to the truck. She seemed to calm down now and wrapped her arms around my neck until we reached the truck. I set her in the seat and pushed her over until she sat in the middle. "Get in," I hissed to Jamie. "This is bad." Jamie slipped inside as I closed the door. Courtney leaned over on Jamie and rested her head on her shoulder. I quickly rounded the front and climbed inside. "Step on it Owen," Jamie begged. "I don't want her throwing up on me." "And I don't want the mess," I replied. "I'll go as fast as I can." I killed the headlights as I pulled into her driveway. Jamie and I helped her out of the truck and walked her to the back of the house where her room was. I pulled the screen clear on the window and pushed it open. Jamie had this grin on her face as I slipped inside like I had practiced this before. "Yeah, yeah," I sighed. "I've done this before." "Courtney, you have to help me out." "Ok," she breathed. I started to pull her in but she stopped. "Wait, wait," she hissed. She fell back out the window and found a shrub to hurl into. We tried again and got her inside this time. Jamie slipped in after. Courtney found the bed and rested on the edge of it. "Are you going to be ok?" I asked. "I don't know," she heaved. "I think I'm going to be sick again." "Fuck," I huffed. "Get the trash can." Jamie quickly found it and got it under her face as she started throwing up again. "One of us needs to stay here tonight," she said. "Well, I don't think it's a good idea for me to be here," I said. "Great," Jamie sighed. "No, I'm ok," Courtney panted. "You look like shit," I quipped. "This is your fault," she croaked. She found the can again but only heaved into it this time as nothing came out. I was about to open my mouth but I saw Jamie standing next to Courtney now. Her mouth made a big and silent, NO, just before I could speak. Smart idea I thought as I nodded and kept my mouth shut. Arguing with her would only make things worse. "Let's get you changed so you can get some rest," I said. Jamie sat with her as I went to her dresser and found her some shorts and a top. Jamie helped her get out of her halter top and then into her shirt. We laid her back on the bed so I could get her skirt off. It slipped from her legs as I pulled it free. She laid there in her pale thong with her eyes closed. "Let's just get her turned and under the covers," Jamie suggested. "She doesn't need the shorts." I picked her light little body up as Jamie pulled the covers down. I set her on the edge so she could roll over and throw up if she needed to. Jamie looked at me as I tucked her in. "Do you want to stay here or do you think she will be ok?" I asked. "I don't really want to stay but I can't leave her like this." "I can come get you in the morning," I offered. "I will call you if I need you." "Ok," I said. "Sorry about this Jamie." She shrugged. "You better go before we get in trouble." I turned and went to the window and slipped out. I turned to see Jamie standing there. "About tonight," I started. "Owen," Jamie said quickly. "It was fine. You didn't do anything I didn't want you to do. We don't need to try and find an explanation for it." "Are you sure?" "Yes," she smiled. "Now go before you get caught." * "Get up Owen," my dad barked as he pushed my door open. I opened my eyes and sat up quickly. "Do you want to explain what happened last night?" he asked sternly. "Courtney or Jamie, sir?" I questioned. "You may as well tell the whole thing," he said folding his arms. I started to explain about Jamie first. I told him how I had to get her after Erik went crazy and scared the shit out of her. I left out the part about them about having sex or at least trying to. Then I went on to talk about Courtney. He sat there and listened but the pissed off look never left his face. I knew I was in trouble. "I'm glad you got them both home safely but that doesn't excuse the fact you let her get so drunk," he quipped. "I wasn't there when she started drinking the hard stuff," I offered. "I had gone to get Jamie during that time." "I get that," my dad hissed. "You were responsible for her still." "Yes sir," I sighed. There was no point in arguing with him. "You know the drill Owen. Get your ass out of bed and get ready." "Yes sir," I sighed again. I climbed from bed as he left my room. I put on my running shorts and a shirt. I headed out to the backyard and waited for my punishment. My dad was a military man. He spent the better part of twenty five years in the Core before he got out when I started high school. He was always straight forward and didn't put up with any bullshit. It didn't matter if Courtney getting drunk last night was my fault or not, I was going to be punished for it. I sprinted down and back several times before listening to my dad yell for up downs. After that I ran more before doing bear crawls. Then it was more running and pushups. Then it was belly crawls, more bear crawls, then up downs. Finally, after about an exhausting hour of punishment he told me the lawn mower was in the shed. I went to the shed and cut the yard before being allowed to come back into the house and get cleaned up. "Are we good now?" my dad questioned. "Yes sir," I said. "Don't make any plans tonight," he said. "That's the final part of your punishment. No going out tonight." "Yes sir." "Is Jamie in trouble?" I asked cautiously. "Not that I know of," he sighed. "What about Courtney?" "You will find out on Monday." Comments always welcome. Thanks for reading. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 02 Courtney was grounded for a week. No phone, no TV, no internet, no going out except for cheer practice. And her parents weren't very happy with me either. I explained as best I could but her dad still wasn't happy with me. He thought his little girl was so innocent and she didn't drink. What a way to find out your daughter was a lush. Jamie on the other hand, skated by unpunished from the whole thing. I guess she really didn't do anything wrong. She just didn't come home that night since she spent the night with Courtney. She had a pretty legitimate excuse. I did rat her out a little when I told my dad about her being with Erik but she wasn't punished for it. Not that she ever really got punished for anything anyway. Sometimes I didn't understand how my dad and her dad could be related. My dad was hard on me and used physical punishment on me a lot. I rarely got hit, he was more of a make you exercise until you felt like shit kind of guy. Jamie's dad took a different approach with her. She just got lectured and grounded sometimes. It was probably because she was a girl and I was a guy. Either way we were both pretty good kids and we hardly got into trouble. "So, how bad did you get in trouble?" Jordan asked as we walked to lunch. "About an hour's worth," I smiled. "That's about average," he chuckled. "I don't know why I got into trouble," I said. "It wasn't like I made Courtney drunk." Jordan laughed a little. "I may have had something to do with that. I kept egging her on to go shot for shot with me." "Maybe you should have been in the backyard with me asshole," I joked. "Sorry if I made you mad Owen," he offered. "It wasn't your fault," I said. "Courtney does like to drink but she can't handle her liquor. Although, I did tell you to keep an eye on her." "I tried man. She was pissed off though. She did good......." Jordan's voice faded away as something else caught my attention now. Erik and Jamie were face to face in a heated argument, most likely about the other night. He was pointing at her and saying something as she stood there and held her arms out and barked something right back. A small crowd was gathered to watch the drama. Jamie and Erik continued on oblivious to them at this point. I started to speed away from Jordan now to get closer to figure out what was going on. "Shit Owen," Jordan called. "Don't do anything stupid man." I waved my hand at him as I started to hear Jamie's voice more clearly now. I pushed my through the small crowd until I was in the front row. "You were a dick," she called to Erik. "If I'm a dick then you're a bitch," he barked right back. "You're a fucking idiot Erik," Jamie cried. "I'm not going to stand here and listen to this shit. If you wanted a quick fuck then you should have gone and fucked yourself. Oh wait, you kind of did." "You fucking cunt," he called. "Go fuck yourself Erik," she fired right back. He reached out and grabbed her arm roughly as she tried to walk away. He shook her a little before she flipped her arm around to break free and caught him in the face in the process. He stepped back a half step as the back of her hand caught his face. "You fucking bitch," he yelled. He went to grab her arm again as she tried to get away. I lunged in the middle of them both and smacked his arm down before he could reach her. We stood face to face as Jamie hid behind Jordan and I. Erik looked at me then Jordan. "You leave Jamie alone," I barked and pushed him back a little. "How dare you?" "You stay the fuck out of this," he barked back and flicked my arm down. "This doesn't concern you." "It does concern me when you lay hands on my cousin you dumb son of a bitch." "You don't want to get in the middle of this pretty boy," he quipped. "It would suck if you couldn't play on Friday because I put you in the hospital." "Ha," I laughed sarcastically. "Not a cold chance in hell. I'd only have to last two seconds before I knock you on your ass you two pump chump." "You cock sucker," he snapped. "This is my last warning." "We aren't going to fight," I said firmly. "You turn the fuck around and walk away from Jamie and stay the fuck away from her. Do you hear me?" "You arrogant prick," he barked. "I warned you." I saw him go to throw a punch. The rest happened so fast I never saw it coming. In a flash, Erik was ripped back and slammed up against the row of lockers on the other side of the hallway. The crash of his body against the metal sent a loud echo down the hallway. His feet were kicking about a foot off the ground as Shane pressed his forearm into his throat and held him there. "You heard the man," Shane warned. "He said there wasn't going to be a fight and you are going to walk away." More people flowed to the hallway to see what was going on. The crowd had attracted more than just students looking to watch a fight by now. A few teachers fought their way through the mass of kids to get to the source of the crowd. Jordan and I both followed Shane to the other side of the hallway now to back him up. Not that he would need it. Shane was a brawler when he needed to be and could handle himself pretty well on his own. "Fuck you Shane," Erik managed to cry. "Put me down you fucking douche bag." "Let him down Shane," Mr. Hutch ordered. "Yes sir," Shane relented. He released Erik and let him drop. He slumped to the floor before finding his feet and giving Shane a shove for holding him. Shane just laughed at him before he pushed him up against the row of lockers again and held him. "Break it up," Mr. Hutch ordered. "He better not touch me again," Shane warned. "It's starting to piss me off." "Fuck you Shane," Erik barked defiantly now. "Really?" Mr. Hutch quipped. "Give it a rest Erik. Shane would crush you." Shane released him now. Erik fluffed his shirt out so it rested on his body properly. "What's going on boys?" coach called as he pushed his way to the front. "We are just settling a little misunderstanding," Shane said calmly. "You fucking choked me," Erik cried. "I didn't choke you," Shane laughed. "I restrained you." "Why is his lip bleeding then?" Mr. Hutch asked. "Actually, that was me," Jamie spoke. "I hit him." I glanced at Erik and noticed the corner of his lip was split and blood was trickling out of it. "Fucking bitch," Erik muttered. "Watch your mouth fucker," Shane barked and pressed him against the lockers again. "That's a girl you are talking to." "Easy Shane," coach said calmly. "Take it easy." "Yeah you oversized douche bag," Erik hissed, still being defiant. I could see it in Shane's eyes. He really wanted to hit him now but he showed composure and let him free once again. "Asshole," Erik croaked. "Hey!" coach called. "Shut the hell up! You and that mouth of yours really gets you into some trouble sometimes." He looked at Mr. Hutch now. "I got it from here." "Alright," he relented. "Clear out," coach boomed. "Get out of the hallway and get to where you are supposed to be going. You five, in my classroom, right now." We all headed into his room that was right around the corner. He flipped on the lights as we stood in the front of the class and waited on him to chew us all out. "What happened?" coach asked. "That bitch hit me," Erik barked first. "Then this jerk slammed me into a locker." "After you grabbed me Erik," Jamie shouted back. "Look at my arm." "You called......." Erik started. "Shut the hell up!" coach boomed. The room was silent before coach looked hard at Erik. "The language coming from your mouth towards a girl is unacceptable and you know it. Putting your hands on a girl is even worse. You should know better than that. You're lucky I don't turn Shane loose on you right here right now." This was about the most fired up I had seen coach in a very long time. He was face to face with Erik and looked like he wanted to hit him himself. "If I ever, ever hear that you've touched Jamie again, even the slightest touch, I'm going to beat your ass myself. Do you hear me?" "You can't threaten me," Erik said shocked. "Oh!" coach roared. "I'm not threatening you Erik. I'm promising you. Get the fuck out of my classroom before I let Shane turn you into a ragdoll." He quickly scampered out of the room. "Are you ok Jamie?" he asked calmly. "I'm ok," she sighed. "He just scared me." "Let me see your arm sweetie," he said. She held her arm out as he looked at it. It was red where he grabbed her but it wasn't too bad. "I'm sorry Jamie," he said. "It's not too bad," she sighed. "I think we can save it." He chuckled softly before turning to us. "Boys, I know you guys are looking out for each other. Just be careful when you guys do that kind of stuff. I'll let you slide this time on the administrative side. But the football side, you guys aren't going to slide. Be at practice an hour early so we can figure out a punishment for you guys." "Yes sir," the three of us replied together. "Make sure this is the end of it," he sighed. "Go on now, get out of here." "Yes sir," we all called again. We quickly scattered from his room and continued on to lunch like we had intended. "Thanks for having my back Shane," I offered. "What am I here for?" he laughed. "I hate that fucking guy anyway. I knew he was bad news." "Thank you Shane," Jamie said sweetly. "You didn't have to do that though. I don't want you guys getting into trouble." "You know me and trouble," Shane laughed. "They go hand in hand." We laughed as we reached the lunch line and decided on what we were getting. "There you are," Courtney said. "I was wondering where you were." She gave me kiss and took my hand as Jordan stood next to me and pulled a drink from the ice bucket. Courtney glared at him as he looked at her and gave his shit eating grin. I shook my head at the whole thing. Jordan got her drunk but she didn't have to drink. Now she was pissed off at him again. She had it in for him since her and I started dating. They had a love hate relationship that I tried to stay out of since I liked them both. We went through the line in silence until we reached the table again. We all took a seat and started eating lunch. "Thank you Owen," Jamie said as she sat across from me. "Not a problem," I said. "You looked like you needed some help." She just smiled as Courtney glared at her too. It was starting to piss me off that she was pissed off all the time at the two people who I liked the most. I tried to forget about it and let it go. Lunch was rather quiet after that. It was just Bobby yapping about Friday night after I had left the party. Practice wasn't what I had expected. Coach just had us sit in his office and watch some film from the last game. Then he let us do what little homework we had before the real practice started. I was thankful for that since I was still sore from Saturday and the punishment my dad had given me. The week went by quickly and without further incident. Friday night came quickly. Shane did his thing to get the team pumped up again before leading them out onto the field. I took my time as usual and headed out last. We warmed up and got ready for the game. I passed a few to Jordan before we stood there and talked about the other team again. Shane came up behind him and gave him a big bear hug. "Watch it you big fucking moose," Jordan laughed. "Not every day a guy like me can catch a guy like you," he joked. "Fucking cheetah." "Geez," I laughed. "You sound like Bobby now." "Who sounds like me?" Bobby questioned. "Nobody," I laughed. "So what do you think about them?" Jordan asked about the other team. "Charlie says they are going to be tough," I smiled. "And you're listening to crazy Charlie?" Shane laughed. "I didn't say I was listening, that's just what he said." "Your dad didn't scout them?" Jordan questioned. "He did," I smiled. "Nothing to worry about. Take away the run and they won't be able to move the ball." "That's all you Shane," Bobby said. "I got it fat boy," Shane smiled. "You just worry about them cheese burgers." "I already had two," Bobby laughed. I couldn't help but laugh before looking at Jordan. "Go long then I'm done." "I'm going to cover you," Shane teased. "This might be my easiest touchdown tonight," Jordan teased right back. I tossed the ball to Bobby and stood back in the shotgun. Jordan lined up close to Bobby with Shane standing right up on him. I gave my head a turn to the inside then back to the outside. Jordan smiled and understood just what I wanted. Bobby snapped me the ball as Jordan shoved Shane off of him then turned inside. Shane quickly scrambled to follow him as Jordan turned back to the outside. He pulled away from Shane easily as he tried to scramble and catch back up. I let it fly softly as Jordan caught it and held it out behind him to tease Shane as he chased him. I left them to bull shit in the end zone as I trotted to mid field to say my piece before finding the bench again. "You look relaxed tonight," Jamie said. "I have nothing to be worried about," I smiled. "I've got you here cheering me on." Her white teeth filled her grin and she smiled at me. She just leaned down and gave me a gentle kiss to my cheek. "Good luck anyway Owen. Even if you don't need it." "Thanks Jamie," I said. We went out and won the coin toss. We took the ball and ran it out to the thirty five. Four plays later we scored on a pass from me to Jordan as he cut across the middle of the end zone. They took the ball and scored after a long but quick drive to even the score at seven. That was all they did after that. We scored a few more times in the first half with a good mix of run and pass. The defense played very well after that opening drive and didn't allow them past mid field. We went into the locker room at halftime leading 35 to 7. The third started with the defense making a big play and giving us the ball back after Shane made a big hit on their quarterback. He fumbled the ball as Shane scrambled on the ground to get the ball. Once the pile cleared off, Shane stood with the ball in his hands and held it high in the air to show our home crowd that he had it. They roared as he jumped around and kept them pumped. "Let's go big or go home," I said to Jordan. "What did you have in mind?" he asked. "Let's see how he's playing you before I decide," I smiled. We headed onto the field and lined up after I gave the play for a simple hand off. I scanned the line and saw that Jordan's guy was playing him tight. I knew if Jordan burnt him off the line he would be free down the sideline. I pulled from under center and checked the play. "Eagle eye," I called. Bobby leaned back and got my check before he started pointing to get the line to change the blocks. I held my arms out wide for Jordan to give him the check. I turned towards Wade and gave him the same check. I glanced at Jordan and saw his hand shaking so he knew what I wanted. I got back under Bobby and took the snap. I didn't even look towards Jordan at first as I dropped back and got my feet set. I continued to watch Wade as he ran an up and in. The safety slide over to his side as I turned and saw Jordan had a step on his guy. I threaded the needle and zipped a pass in front of him and inside the other safety that was helping over the top. Jordan caught it and hit the brakes to dodge the safety. Once he was out of the way Jordan hit the gas again and quickly pulled away from the corner that was covering him. He ran into the end zone and jumped around once he scored again. "Owen," coach smiled. "Nothing like kicking a guy while he is down is there?" "Go big or go home," I offered. "I guess so," he laughed. We ended up scoring two more times that quarter as our defense kept them from scoring. By the time the fourth quarter came around we had a 56 to 7 lead and we were on the move again. Coach had decided that he had seen enough from me, Jordan, Wade, Mack, and some of the other starters so he pulled us and let the bench get some time in the game. The game ended with us winning 70 to 7. We were now moving on to the regional semifinal game. I found Courtney as I trotted off the field. "Good job tonight baby," she smiled. "Sometimes they come easy," I offered. "What are you going to do tonight?" she questioned. "Jordan and I are going to head out somewhere." "You're going out without me?" she asked. "You know we celebrate after we win." "Fine," she sighed. "What? Am I not supposed to go out without you?" "Do whatever makes you happy Owen. At least Jamie won't interrupt us tonight. You can just hang out with her." "I might just do that," I quipped. "I will talk to you later Courtney." I left and headed into the locker room to get the speech from coach before he let us get cleaned up. After we showered I went home and made sure it was ok for me to be out tonight. I went to pick up Jamie then I called Jordan to see where we were going. "Dude," Jordan cheered. I knew this was going to be good by the tone of his voice. "Old man Williams' is out of town and my parents are keeping an eye on the house for him." "Ok," I said. "We can head over there and hang out at his house. He has a fridge full of beer and some harder stuff in the cabinet." "You don't have to tell me twice," I said. "I will be there in a few minutes then." "Where are we going?" Jamie questioned. "Old man Williams'," I smiled. "Sounds fun," she smiled back. We pulled into the place a few minutes later and found Jordan and Kelly in the detached garage next to the house. Jamie and I grabbed a chair and sat down. Jordan was already handing me a beer before my ass even hit the chair. Kelly found the old radio and turned it on to play some tunes in the background. I found my can of dip and took out a big pinch as I listened to Jordan gloat about scoring three times tonight. I finished my first beer as Bobby pulled in with his girl Trish. "It's about time you got here," I sighed. "I'm about tired of listening to Jordan gloat about his damn touchdowns tonight." "Don't hate," Jordan laughed. "Just because you didn't score tonight doesn't mean you have to hate on me." "Just remember there pal," I laughed. "Without me you wouldn't have scored at all tonight." "This is true," Jordan said holding his can up. "Cheers to that." We all held our beers up before taking a drink. "Maybe you still can score tonight," Bobby joked. "When is Courtney getting here?" "She's not," I said. "She got in trouble last week." "Oh," Bobby sighed. "Sorry Owen." "I'm probably going to have more fun tonight without her here anyway," I offered. They laughed as the gravel crunched on the driveway indicating we had another visitor. Shane strolled from his truck with Mia at his side. A few minutes later Mack stopped by flying solo. Wade and his girl showed up about ten minutes after that. We spent a few hours shooting the shit and having a good time. "Fuck," I gasped. "I'm out." I tossed my empty dip can on the ground. "Have another beer," Jordan suggested and tossed one my way. "I guess I have to now," I laughed. I popped the top and took a sip. "I really need a dip though," I sighed. "I'm going to walk to the store up the street and get another can." "I'll go with you," Jamie offered. "I need one too," Shane said. "Let's go," I said. "I could use a snack," Bobby said smiling. We could only laugh at him. "We are going to head off," Wade said. "I have to get her home anyway." "Yeah, I've got to get up early and mow grass with my dad," Mack said. "I'm out." "Fuck," Jordan hissed. "I guess I'm going with you guys to the store then." It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 02 "Let's go," I said again. "Just wait a damn minute," Jordan called. He went to the back and grabbed a wheelie cooler and tossed some beers and ice in it. "Really," I laughed. "You can't leave without the beer?" "You never know where we might end up," Jordan smiled. We left the garage and headed down the street towards the store. It took us about ten minutes to walk there. Once we got there Jordan and Kelly stayed on the side of the building with the cooler as the rest of us went inside and got what we needed. "I need a dip," Jordan called. "You are in luck my friend," I said. "I just bought a fresh one." "In a pool or at the beach," he laughed. "You know I don't do that stuff. It makes me dizzy." "That's how you know it's working," I laughed back. "The beach is too far I told you," Kelly quipped. "The pool is just up the street," Shane smiled. "What pool?" Jordan questioned. "The pool at the condo complex," Shane replied. "I've never been," he said. "I'll show you then," Shane smiled again. "Are we going to get into trouble?" Mia asked. "Only if we get to loud," Shane offered. "Lead the way," Jordan pointed. "We don't have anything to swim in," Trish spoke. "Who says we need anything to swim in?" Jordan gave his crooked smile. "Well," she hesitated. "Once we get in the water you won't see anything anyway," Shane said. "It's going to be dark in there." "Ok," she relented. Trish was Bobby's girl but new to the group as a whole. They had been dating for a few months now but she had only hung out with us a few times. I'm sure she knew about us and the mischief we sometimes got into, but she had never been out with us when we did get into mischief. "You don't have to swim if you don't want to," Kelly offered. "You can sit on the deck and just drink with us." "And that won't be weird or anything," she giggled a little. "You guys all naked in the pool and me sitting there with my clothes on watching. If it's dark like Shane says then I should be fine." "What are you worried about anyway?" Jordan asked dumbly. "Because......I'm not exactly cheerleader material if you get what I am saying." "Neither is Bobby," I joked. "We don't judge. Besides, I think you look just fine." "Well....thanks," she blushed. "Yeah dude," Jordan added. "We were all shocked when you came along and pretended to be Bobby's girlfriend when we first met you. Even more shocked when you stopped pretending and kissed him for real." "I wasn't pretending," she giggled. "Gosh, you guys are brutal," Jamie giggled. "Come on," Shane laughed still. "The night isn't getting any younger." "Are you ok with this?" Jordan asked me referring to Jamie and I being naked. "I don't have a problem with it," I sighed. "It's just Jamie." "Sweet," Jordan chuckled. "Let's go." We went down three blocks and found the pool. It was an add-on to the condo so it was in the front of it and mostly out of the way. It had a large brick wall built around it for privacy so there was little chance of us getting caught once we got inside. We went down the side of the wall and looked it over. It was nice and quiet so we went for it. Jordan jumped the wall first then took the cooler as Shane handed it to him. He quickly lifted Kelly up and over the wall. Then he boosted Trish over the wall before he turned and grabbed Mia. She was quickly lifted over the wall and got a smack on the butt just for the hell of it. He turned to Jamie and waited for her. "I'm going to let Owen help me over the wall," she said. "I'm in a skirt." "We are going skinny dipping," Shane laughed. "But we will be under water and in a dark pool," Jamie sassed. "Just go." "Come on fat boy," Shane said leaving it be. "Yeah, yeah, fuck you," Bobby chuckled. As Shane gave Bobby a boost over, we could hear the first two splashes into the pool. Bobby gracefully rolled himself over the wall and plopped down on the other side. Shane took about three steps back and got a running start at the wall. He quickly scaled it by doing a handstand then dismounting onto the pool deck below. He reached down and took Jamie's out stretched arms and held them as I gripped her hips and lifted her up. She giggled as she hit the wall and twisted away with her legs dangling my way. I caught a quick glimpse of her panties before she sat down. She turned and hopped off the wall with Shane helping her. I climbed over quickly just in time to see Jordan cannon ball into the pool. "Jordan," I hissed as he came up. "Quiet down man." "Relax dude," he said. "Ain't nobody out here at this time of night." "Come on and get in," Kelly called. Shane was already naked as he slipped into the pool. Now it was just me, Jamie, and Bobby left to get in. He wasn't ashamed that he was overweight. He didn't try to hide it as he flung his clothes to the ground and jumped in. I tossed my shirt to a chair and turned to Jamie. She was hesitant at first but decided that if I could do it she could too. She slipped her skirt off her legs and set it on the chair next to my shirt. I caught her ass in her thong as she turned and blushed a little. "Stop staring," she whispered. "Sorry," I said before I tossed my shorts and boxers off. I was quickly getting hard looking at Jamie so I needed to get into the pool to cover myself. I jumped in as Jamie carefully set her stuff in the chair before turning towards the pool. I could just make out the soft details of her body and she turned and dove in. She was under water until she reached my side and surfaced. I glanced at her breasts with her hard little nipples poking above the water as she wiped her eyes and smoothed her hair out. She smiled then lowered herself in the water up to her neck to hide herself. Jordan passed out the beers as we floated in a circle and opened them up. "Aren't you glad I packed the cooler?" Jordan asked. I could only nod and glance towards Jamie. She smiled shyly at me as I took a sip. Once the initial shock wore off it wasn't awkward at all to be naked in the pool with Jamie or any of them for that matter. We just relaxed and shot the shit for a while. Everyone was mostly below the water and kept their eyes above it. I couldn't help but laugh as the time passed. Bobby kept glancing at Jamie and Kelly. He tried to hide it but he wasn't that smooth. Jamie must have noticed too since she started teasing him. "I have a face Bobby," she teased. "You do?" he said never missing a beat. Trish gave him a soft punch to the arm. We all laughed at him as he looked at her sheepishly. Trish was pretty. Not Jamie pretty but she was more than good enough for Bobby. She was a little thicker than the other girls. Not fat, just softball kind of thick. "You better pop his damn cherry one of these days," Jordan joked to Trish. "I have," she laughed. "All right Bobby," Jordan teased. "You fucking stud." "I know," Bobby said taking a drink of beer. "I'm a burning hunk of man." His hands rubbed his belly making us all laugh. "Who popped your cherry?" Shane asked Jordan. He looked at Kelly then smirked. "Kelly, you little slut," Mia teased. "It wasn't me," she laughed. "Who was it then?" Trish pressed. "Heather Groves," he said quietly. "When was that?" Shane asked. "Sophomore year." "She wasn't at school anymore," Jamie said. "Don't mean she wasn't around," he laughed. "Hey, didn't you bang Heather too Owen?" Shane asked. "Yeah," I smirked. "Freshman year though." "Is that who you lost your cherry to?" he questioned. "Yeah," I said. "It was after that night when Jason Ford got hurt and I got thrown into the game." "Yeah," Jordan said. "You led us back from fourteen points down and we ended up winning by three that night." "Against the Indians too," I reminded them. The Indians were our other big rival that we usually played midseason. "You've been starting ever since that night," Jordan stated. "I guess I have," I smiled. "You got sloppy seconds," Shane teased Jordan now. "Why you got to put it like that?" Jordan laughed. "Shit," I chuckled. "We all had sloppy seconds or one hundreds with her. Shit, she was screwing everybody with a cock. Even Bobby could have banged her if he wasn't too busy stuffing his face with food." "Fuck you guys," he laughed. "I'm glad I waited." We all laughed a little before we took drinks from our beers and got another round. "What about you Kelly?" Shane asked. She looked at Jordan. Nothing more needed to be said. Suddenly they looked at Jamie. She shook her head no and held her hand up. "That's a sore subject," Kelly offered. "It wasn't Erik was it?" Shane questioned. "Hell no," Jamie hissed. "We almost did it the other night until he fucking went crazy and broke his window in the car." "You shouldn't have made the guy wait so long," Jordan teased. "A guy can only give himself so many hand jobs before he's bond to snap," Shane laughed. Jamie just sighed. She didn't mind being teased but her love life was a touchy thing and it was bothering her now. "Come on guys," I sighed. "Leave poor Jamie alone." "Sorry," Jordan said sincerely. "My first time was with Frank Knox," she said quietly. "I can't believe I wasted my first time with him." "Didn't he break up with you the next day?" Mia questioned. "Yeah," she sighed. "That's when I learned guys are dicks sometimes." "I did kick his ass for you though," I said. "I remember that," Shane smiled. "You never did tell us why." "He broke her heart. It was the least I could do to make her feel better." "It did make me feel better," Jamie offered. She leaned over and hugged me from the side. The softness of her chest pressed into my arm and reminded me that we were all still naked and swimming in the pool. "We all make mistakes," Kelly said glancing towards Jordan. We laughed before Jordan splashed Kelly in the face with water. That started a splashing fight between the two of them. We started to drift away from them as they now started to get more into it and dunk each other. "Fuck," Shane croaked. "It's after midnight. I have to get Mia home." "More beer for me," Bobby laughed. "You don't need any more beer Bobby," Trish teased him. "I got the southern in the cooler too," he joked. I only laughed at them before looking at Jamie. She had her mischievous little smile on her face as she lifted herself more out of the water. Her nipples now appeared from just under the surface. She smiled at me as I tried to play it cool and just glance at them but hold my eyes on her face. "Ouch fuck," Kelly yelped. "That was my fucking nipple you just pinched Jordan." "I know it was," he laughed. I could see her reaching under the water and most likely was grabbing for his cock. "You're going to get yourself in trouble if you keep touching that," he warned. She just laughed and gripped him hard. "Ouch," he cried. "I give." Suddenly Kelly slipped under the water and went down to his cock. Her ass poked above the surface giving us all a little peek of her goods. I turned away quickly as Jordan sighed and tried to turn so she wasn't flashing all of us. "Quit looking Bobby," Trish teased. "Sorry," he said. "Pay attention to me," she sassed. Now they started kissing. Jamie and I looked at each other before turning and swimming away to give them their space. We would let them do their thing and just enjoy each other. Little did I know. We went to the middle of the pool as the other couples drifted to the opposite ends of the kidney bean shaped pool. We rested our arms on the ledge before we turned to face each other. "They have a hot tub," I offered. "Sounds nice," she smiled. We climbed from the pool together. I couldn't help but steal a few looks at Jamie's tits and her perfect ass. I couldn't see much in the dim light but it was enough to let me know she was sexy. My cock couldn't help but start to swell as we turned and headed straight for the hot tub. The pump was off at this time of night so the water wasn't steaming hot but it was warmer than the pool water. We both slipped in and rested side by side on the steps. I looked over at Jamie and her clear blue eyes as we sat there quietly and relaxed for the moment. It reminded me of last week and the beach. My eyes went to her lips next as I studied her face. They were full and moist as she licked them. I wanted to kiss them again for some reason. She smiled as she spoke to me softly. "Do you wish Courtney was here?" "To tell you the truth I really don't. She would probably be pissed off because of the conversation and about them doing that in the pool around her." She giggled softly as I smiled at her. "She is a little prude sometimes," Jamie said carefully. "You don't have to say it like that Jamie," I said. "She is a prude. She would most likely be drunk right now and pissed off that you and I were naked in a pool together." "Why? It isn't like we are doing anything." "That's the problem," I said taking a risk. "Those lips have been on my mind all week." "So why not put them on your lips instead thinking about them?" she asked coyly. My heart skipped a beat as she said that. She smiled when she saw my face react the way it did. "I'm sitting right here Owen," she whispered. I checked the pool and couldn't see anything as the darkness had them covered. I turned to Jamie now and leaned into her. She softly parted her lips as mine met hers. I let my lips cover hers before I let my tongue trace hers. She was just as soft and gentle as she was the other night as we kissed. Our tongues softly tangled around one another as I enjoyed the softness between us. We both parted at the same time and looked at each other. "As good as you remember?" she softly spoke. "Better," I smiled. She looked over the edge now to see if she could see anything. I stole a glance at her chest before she turned back my way and found my mouth again. It was another soft kiss that let my tongue find hers. I dug deeper into her mouth and really tasted her kiss at this point. It didn't feel as strange to kiss her now as it did last week. She let these soft little moans escape into my mouth as we fought tongues right in the hot tub. We stopped again as I turned to look out into the pool. I could only hear soft moaning coming from the end where Jordan was. A hand softly touched my cock as I turned back. I glanced at Jamie as she smiled back at me. Her look questioned if this was ok. I didn't want to speak for fear I wouldn't be able to get anything out. I just leaned in and found her mouth again. Her hand softly touched my cock as she gripped it. Slowly as we kissed more she increased her grip on my shaft. She started to slide her hand on it slightly. Her thumb circled the tip and teased my slit as I leaked out my desire into the water. I couldn't help but moan into her mouth as she teased me. My hand went from my side by her to her knee. I scratched her skin as I moved my hand up her leg towards her center. I reached her inner thigh as she gasped into my mouth. Her skin was so alive with excitement as I reached so close to her center. I could feel her gripping me harder and start to tug me a little more. My fingers reached the spot where her legs came together in the middle. I let my fingers find their way to her soft lips. Her cunny was smooth and hair free as my fingers touched her outer lips. I didn't want to dive right in. What we were doing was not normal but not something that I hadn't thought of. I just traced her slit from the top down as far as my fingers and her legs would let me. Her legs were slightly parted but not spread and giving me permission to go further. I just wanted to explore and wait for her. I traced them a couple of times as she still kissed me and panted into my mouth. She parted from my kiss to do another spot check on the others. Everything remained the same as she turned back to my mouth and gripped my cock tighter. The look in her eyes said she was ok with what we were doing. Mine said I wanted more but I was waiting on her. She just whimpered and kissed me as her legs now opened and silently gave me permission. I didn't go for it right away again. I traced her one lip then the other as she tugged me with a little more power. Her skin between her legs was so soft and feminine. Her breath caught a little in her throat as my finger reached the top of her slit. I parted her lips and pressed gently between them. Her hand stopped on my cock as my finger parted her open and touched her clit. I barely touched her clit as I circled it to let her know I was there. I continued tracing the soft skin of her sex before I found her opening. She gasped as I teased her there and circled her entrance. Her hand continued its' movement on my cock again as I circled her. My cock tingled with excitement as she stroked me. My finger just pressed into her center. Her desire was evident even in the water as I slipped into her. Her cunny gripped my finger tightly as she panted into my mouth. Her thumb teased my tip as I slowly pressed my finger further into her cunny. Her hips started to turn against my finger as I moved deeper into her center. I couldn't help but moan into her kiss as she started tugging me again. I pressed into her deeply before slipping from her wetness until just my tip was inside. Her heat and wetness surprised me as she gasped into my mouth with an audible moan. Her whole body was on fire as she pressed herself closer to mine. I glanced away this time to see what was going on in the pool. I could barely hear the soft moans from the pool as my ears rang with desire. We were being so bad and daring right now. This was totally unexpected but it wasn't something I was going to stop. Her hand left my cock as she moved from the seat next to me. My heart raced as she slipped one leg over mine and rested above me. I didn't know what she was going for but I wasn't afraid to let it happen. Her cunny rested against my cock as she pressed herself on me and turned her hips. My cock became trapped between my belly and her cunny. Her lips were spread around me as she sat there and looked down at me. "This ok?" she whispered. I didn't answer. I just reached for her mouth with mine and covered it as she moaned softly into my kiss again. Her hips began to undulate on my cock. Her cunny was split around my cock as she carefully moved herself against me. I let my hands rest on her thighs and feel the electricity of her skin. She wrapped her arms around my neck as her cunny squeezed my cock and pressed it against my belly. I could feel her wetness leaking on me. Her clit was riding me up and down my shaft. She was very careful and deliberate in her movements. Careful not to move to far up and careful not to be too obvious as to what we were doing. She parted from my mouth and looked over my shoulder as she continued. She rested her chin on my shoulder and panted next to my ear as she rocked her hips. My cock was slipping further down her parted lips now. She was so careful though as she rode me. My tip would just slip by her opening before sliding all the way up as she moved back down and teased her clit. I could feel my cock wanting to press into her center. It was right there. All she had to do was tip her hips just a little and I would be inside. The way her body was it would have been so easy. She whimpered as my tip passed her opening again. She was soaking wet, even with the pool water washing it away I could still feel it. My hand left her thigh and traveled up her stomach to her breast. I let it rest there waiting for her to give me permission again. She gripped my shoulder with her hand telling me it was ok. I took her breast into my hand for the first time. Her nipple pressed hard into my hand as she panted hard again. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 02 I couldn't help but kiss her neck. I wanted to be inside of her now. I wanted to tell her that I've always wanted her. I just kissed her neck and let her know that way without words. She panted and let the tip of my cock slide against her opening again. She whimpered hard as she turned her hips and let me slide against her clit again. I palmed her breast harder now as her cunny slipped up my shaft. My head crossed her clit until it rested at her opening again. I could feel it like a little mouth wanting to swallow me inside and take me deep into her. She panted next to my ear again, breath ragged as it caught in her throat. My fingers curled around her nipple as I felt my tip part her just a little before she tipped her hips and let my slide between her parted lips and catch her clit again. Her lips split around my cock as she slid down on me again until her cunny rested against the base of my cock. My lips were still working her neck. I tried to control how hard I was kissing her neck so I wouldn't leave any marks. It was hard with what she was doing to me now. We were so close to having sex right now. Her cunny was so wet against my cock as she twisted her hips and started to slide up again. She looked at me now as she let my tip rest against her clit. I was just an inch away from penetrating her as she sat there with her mouth open. I leaned up and found those lips again. She pressed them into mine and kissed me harder than she had up to this point. Mouth fully open before our tongues would slide over one another and tangle before retreating. A quick breath from both of us then back together for more. Her hips undulated hard against my cock. She stopped moving her body and just used her hips to tease my cock and stimulate her clit. Her cunny lips were flared around my cock making it feel almost like I was inside of her. Her heat and wetness coated me and let me slide so easily against her sensitive skin. She whimpered now, a deep sexual cry, as her hips twisted with a little more urgency now. I could feel it building inside of me, the release was starting to come fast. "Jamie," I whispered. "I'm going to cum if you don't stop." "I'm not stopping," she panted back. "I'm going to cum too." She leaned over my shoulder again and rested her chin right where it was before. My head rested against the side of her head as she tipped her hips hard and let out a low moan. It wasn't sex but it was intense and I couldn't take it anymore. My muffled moan covered hers as we both started to cum. I shot thick ropes between us as my head started to spin. It was the most powerful release that I think I had ever had. The whole time she was panting hard into my neck as she turned her head to cover her gasps. She leaned off my shoulder and looked at me. Her face was so flush with excitement from what we had been doing. She leaned down and kissed me again. Her lips were swollen red from her excitement as I found them with mine again. She panted into my mouth as she opened and let my tongue find hers again. Her hips still turned against my cock. It was still hard and begging for her to take me inside of her. I could feel her wetness leaking from her more now that she had cum. My hands covered her ribs at her sides and held her. I traced her skin, feeling how excited she was as we tangled our tongues together. Her cunny was sliding higher up my body again. My cock was passing by her entrance as she moaned into my mouth. She tipped her hips this time, letting my cock just catch her opening. I wanted it so bad right now. I wanted to leave the seat and press inside of her. I just couldn't find the courage to do it. I didn't want to me this up. I wanted her to make the moves and be in control. I knew the thoughts that were running through her head right now. She was so ready to press back and take me inside but so unsure of what it meant for us. She tipped her hips in the opposite direction and let my cock slide back between her parted lips until my tip started to pass over her clit. She slid down all the way until the base of my cock was teasing her clit. She took the temptation away now. She used her hips and rolled her cunny over my cock to tease her clit again with the middle of me. The tip stayed clear of her opening now. It was a good thing. My will was breaking and if she passed my tip over her opening again, I didn't know if I could stop myself from entering her. I pushed the thought out of my head for now. I focused on her perfect lips on mine. I felt her soft tongue trace mine as she whimpered softly into my kiss. She was so soft and tender with her mouth. The best kisser I had ever kissed. She used her mouth with perfection and made my desire to enter her fade. We had been kissing for a long time now. A lot longer than we had been earlier when we stopped to make a spot check on the others. Time seemed to fade away and it was just us here in the hot tub. She finally moaned as she pulled back and looked at my eyes. They studied mine before she smiled at me with those big, swollen lips. "I love those eyes Owen," she whispered. "I love the way you look at me." "I love those lips on mine." I whispered back. She growled as I leaned up and closed the distance again and found them. They were so soft against mine. Just a hint of her cherry lip gloss remained on them now as she tilted her head and traced her tongue over mine again. I pulled her tighter to my body and felt her chest press against mine. Her nipples touched my skin as my hands traced her down to her hips and over her butt now. She moaned into my kiss as I gave it a soft squeeze. It felt even better than it looked as my fingers curled around her cheeks. My fingers explored her body as we kissed with more intensity now. Her hips had stopped sliding over my cock, we just focused on each other. My fingers traced her butt again before I went down to her legs at my sides. Then I went up her legs and over her tummy to her chest again. Cupped her tits and felt their slight weight in the water. Teased her nipples and curled them in my fingers as she whimpered at my touch. Up to her neck and tangled my hands in her hair as I pulled her harder into my kiss. She was so content with what we were doing. She had been jaded so many times by her past boyfriends. She knew I wasn't that way. I wouldn't ever do that to her. Even if it was strange that we were doing what we were doing. That was fading quickly with each trace of her tongue over mine. I had never done this with anyone before like what we were doing. I was always in a hurry to get to the prize. I started to realize the dance was more important than the music so to speak. I traced her body again creating a mental map of her skin in my mind. Felt her ribs ripple under my fingers as I went down her sides. Cupped her butt again and felt how perfect it felt in my hands again. Traced her back now, fingers softly scratching her spine all the way up to her neck. Across to her shoulders and her tight muscles as she cupped my face with her hands and pulled me into her kiss. Up to her neck now, curling my hands around the back of her head. My thumbs touched her small ears and felt the studs she had in them. Back over her arms and under until I was at her throat. She panted as I touched her there and traced her sensitive skin. Down her chest, over her collarbone and over her breasts again. I felt her nipples rub my palms as I went further down over her tummy to her navel. Flattened my hands out on her tummy and let my thumbs rest on either side of her navel now. My fingers touched the little points her hips made on her skin. She was a beautiful creature. Every little detail my fingers touched seemed so perfect right now. Her hips started to move against my cock again. She was sliding all the way up my cock this time. The tip pressing into her lips and almost catching her opening again. I tried not to think about it as she moaned above me and let me slide down her cunny until her clit touched my base. I tried not to think that maybe she would take me inside of her this time as my tip touched her opening again. It was shattered as my ears spoke to my brain. I pulled away from her mouth and turned my head to listen. The gate at the far end of the pool started to rattle as somebody shook it. I focused hard trying to see if it was one of us trying to get out or somebody trying to get inside. There were no outlines of anyone on our side. Somebody was trying to get inside. The jingling of keys put the last piece of the puzzle together. "Shit," I hissed softly. "What?" Jamie asked. "The gate," I stammered. "Somebody is at the gate." "Oh crap," she half giggled. "Get up," I whispered. "We have to get out of here." She lifted her body quickly off of mine and climbed the stairs. Even in my panic I still noticed her body. Her body was so flush with excitement right now. Every part of her body looked like it was tingling with excitement. I watched her perfect body leave the water and stand on the pool deck before I snapped out of it and moved myself from the water. "Jordan," I rasped. "Hum? What?" "Security man. We have to bolt." "Shit," he quipped. "You sure?" "Yeah, come on." "Bobby," I rasped in his direction. "I'm coming," he called softly. I couldn't help but chuckle with Jamie as her mind went to the gutter. Four bodies left the pool quickly as the gate rattled and the keys jingled again. "Bobby," I called. "Grab the clothes. Jordan, get the beer and head to the back. There's a gate that we can use to slip out if we hurry." "Naked?" I heard Trish question. "No time right now Trish," I hissed. "We have to go." "Fuck, fuck, fuck," Bobby hissed as he found the piles of clothes on the deck and the chair. "Come on," I rasped. "Let's go. Go Jamie, open the gate and hold it for them." She bolted for the gate and pulled the latch once she got there. I stood on the deck and waved the other four on. They all rounded the pool and passed by me before I fell in line behind Bobby and followed them to the gate. "Oh my god," Trish gasped as she slipped through and headed under the amber light that lit up the storage area behind the pool. "I can't believe we are doing this." "Just go," I panted as I slipped through the gate. The gate at the front of the pool opened finally. The security guard must have seen a flash of me as I tried to close the back gate softly. Thinking back on it now, there was no way he didn't see me. The light showed my every move. "Hey," the guy called. "Stop right there." "Fuck," Bobby hissed again. "Run for it," I called. The beer in the cooler sloshed around as Jordan quickly pulled away from us. "Where the hell are we going?" he called. "Around the boat trailers," I answered. "There's a small gate that leads out to the road." "The road?" Trish shrilled. "God, I'm going to be running down the road naked now. Holy shit, if we get caught I'm a dead woman." "Then move," I ordered. "Go, go, go!" Jordan navigated us through the trailers and behind the one big RV that was parked in there. He was smart enough to find the gate and tossed the cooler down to figure out the handle. It popped loose as he flung it open before grabbing the cooler again and slipped through. "Jordan," Jamie called. "Hold the gate you ass." "Fuck, sorry," he called back. He kicked the gate open with his foot just before it slammed shut. Jamie hit the gate and held it open for the rest of us. We flowed through quickly in a single fill line. I was the last to exit and was seen again by the guard. "Hey I said," he barked. "Stop running and come here." "Fuck you," Jordan howled. "Geez Jordan," I hissed. "Where to now?" he asked. "That way," I pointed. "Down the street a little then we can slip in behind the hedgerow and have some cover to get further away." "How far away are we from the house?" Trish asked. "Three blocks.....maybe." "Oh god," she gasped. "It's late," I offered. "There isn't anyone out at this time of night but Terry. Just go." "Even better," she hissed. I passed by Jordan now and took the lead. I navigated us down the side of the road until we reached the hedgerow. We had to sprint across the street to get to it but it was the only option. There was nothing coming from either direction so I bolted across. One by one the rest of them followed me as I led us through the grass and into the darkness. "Can we stop now?" Trish begged. "I'm calling the cops," the guard called from the road. "Hell no," I rasped. "Keep going. Don't worry about us seeing you naked. We are all in the same boat." "It's not you guys I'm worried about. It's everyone else." "Three blocks and we are home free. Just keep moving." "Shit," Bobby huffed. "I'm losing stuff." "Fuck it," Jordan called. "Just keep fucking moving." We reached the end of the hedgerow and had to cross another street. It was clear once again so we bolted across and slipped between two houses to get to another street. We crossed without incident again and raced between two more houses until we hit a road block. "Fuck," I quipped. "Fucking fence." "Go," Jordan called. "I think it's open in the back." "Geez fucking whiz," I croaked and pulled the gate open. We slipped inside and continued on. I was cautiously leading us through the pitch black backyard until I hit the fence. "It's not open you idiot," I chuckled. "What the hell are we going to do now?" "We're trapped," Trish quipped. "Out of the way," Bobby called. He just lowered his shoulder and hit the wood planks on the old fence and barreled right on through. The poor fence exploded into chunks as he put his full force into it. "Damn," I chuckled. "I knew we brought you for a reason." The five of us slipped right through and headed through another backyard. A dog howled and barked as we slipped by a porch and continued on with more encouragement now. We rounded the front of the house and stopped as we reached the side of the road. "We can take the long way around and go behind the laundry mat in the dark or we can chance it and run the road," I said. "How long will the long way take?" Kelly asked. "Two or three minutes," I offered. "But there's no telling how many bums are out back sleeping in the alley." "I'm taking the road," Jordan called. "This just gets better and better," Trish huffed. "The house is right there, the road is dark and clear. It might not be if we keep talking about it," I said. "I'm not waiting," Jordan called. He started running again with Kelly quickly on his tail. "Let's roll," I called and started following Jordan. I heard the rest of them following me as we started down the road again. We ran right along the side of the road in the ditch as the Williams' house came into view. Headlights dimly glowed from behind us as a car now started to come down the road. "Holy shit," Trish shrilled. "Go," I cried. "Faster." We flew into the garage and made our way to the back as the car quickly passed by the house but didn't notice us. "Give me my damn clothes Bobby," Trish hissed and panted from the long run. Jordan and I looked at each other now. We started laughing. It turned into a hysterical laugh as we doubled over and held our stomachs. I leaned back and found a chair to sit in I was laughing so hard. Jordan fell into his and tipped it over. He landed with a thud. It brought out more laughter from me now. Jamie and Kelly couldn't help but start now as Jordan just lay there. We tried to get out words in between but nothing was coming out. We must have laughed for a solid minute before I calmed down enough to speak. "Gosh damn, that was fucking close." "Holy shit," Jordan still chuckled. "You ain't a kidding Owen." "That was the dumbest thing I have ever done," Trish now smiled. "That was pretty crazy," Jordan agreed. "It's right at the top of my list," I offered. "But damn was that fun." "I don't know how that was fun," Trish still giggled. "It scared the shit out of me." "It just is," I laughed. She looked at us as we sat in the chairs and still laughed about it. It finally occurred to me that we were still naked. Trish and Bobby were the only ones fully clothed now. "You two aren't embarrassed that you are still naked?" Trish asked the girls. Jamie shrugged. "I've seen Kelly plenty of times." "But Owen and Jordan," she pointed. "I'm not looking at them," Jamie offered. "I know they're both naked but it doesn't mean I'm looking at them." "Relax Trish," I sighed. "You can't be shy around this group." "I guess not," she laughed now. "Alright Bobby," I sighed. "Hand what you have over." He sorted and passed out what belonged to the proper owner. "This is all I got?" Jamie teased. "My thong. That's all you grabbed." "I told you I was dropping things," he said sheepishly. "I'm sorry." "Here," I said. I tossed her my shirt as I slipped my shorts up my legs. "Thank you Owen," she said sweetly. We got dressed now. Jordan and I were shirtless since Bobby dropped Kelly's shirt too. We sat in the chairs and opened up another round of cold ones as I popped another dip into my mouth. We still laughed about it for a while. "So, what other kind of crazy shit have you two done together?" Trish asked. "Two?" I questioned. "Don't make Jamie out to be so innocent." "I'm a good girl," Jamie sassed. "Bullshit," Jordan and I said at the same time. "Tell her about that time we climbed the billboard," Jordan chuckled. "Oh god," Jamie giggled. She went into the story as Trish listened and laughed about it. We spent about another hour telling stories of our mischief that all of us had gotten into together. It was well after two in the morning before we called it a night and headed off for home. I opened the door for Jamie and let her slide into the cab of the truck. I got a little inadvertent flash from her as she got in the truck. She smiled a dark smile at me as I looked at her before closing the door. She never did put her thong on I thought. I got into the driver's seat and drove us the short drive home. It was a silent ride home except for her singing some country song on the radio as I drove us home. I couldn't help but rest my hand on top of hers. She closed her hand in mine and continued to sing like there was nothing out of the ordinary about anything that had happened tonight. I pulled into the driveway after I killed the lights. I glanced over at her as she just smiled her smile and waited on me. "Are you going to get the door for me?" she sassed. "I didn't know this was a date," I teased back. "It sure felt like it," she smiled. I slipped from the truck and opened the door for her. She openly flashed me her cunny before slipping out the door and let her feet hit the ground. The way she looked at me as she stood there made me want to kiss her again. I didn't care if she was my cousin. I had never had this feeling before. A feeling like I wanted to feel every part of her. Maybe it would get to that point and maybe it wouldn't. I leaned down and found her lips again. It was just a soft and tender kiss that she stopped after a minute. "I guess you are ok with what happened tonight," she softly breathed. "I had the best time with you tonight Jamie. I wouldn't change anything." "Me either," she smiled. "Do you want to know something Jamie?" I asked. "Tell me," she said. She tilted her head and looked at me with her blue eyes. They said she probably already knew what I was going to say but she wanted to hear me say it. "I've had a crush on you for as long as I can remember. I just never said anything since you are you and I'm me, you know?" "I know Owen," she smiled again. "I've felt the same way. You are the one guy who has never let me down." It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 02 "So you aren't at all scared about what happened tonight?" "No," she giggled a little. "Are you?" "Not at all," I sighed. "I just don't know where we go from here." "You have to go home. If your dad figures out you aren't home......look out," she said, avoiding the obvious meaning of my last statement. "Yeah," I sighed. "Don't remind me." "How about we just see where it goes ok? I don't want to be in a hurry to take things to far if you get what I'm saying. You're my best friend so I'm not in a rush because I know it won't hurt us to take things slow." "I can live with that," I said. "Walk me in," she said holding her hand out for me. I took it and walked her to the back door that was next to her room. I faced her and expected to give her a good night kiss. "Do you know why I slept with Frank?" she asked suddenly. "No," I said confused. "I was mad at you because you slept with Heather." "Ok," I said more confused now than before. "How did you come up with that idea?" "I don't know," she said. "I was pissed off at you. That's all I could come up with at the time." "Were you jealous of Heather?" "In a way," she sighed. "I wouldn't be jealous of her," I said quickly. "Heather was willing to put out and I wanted some so I went for it." "Am I in the same boat as Heather?" Jamie asked. "Far from it. Heather and I had sex and that was it. You know you mean more to me than anything in the world Jamie." "I know," she smiled now. "I just wanted to hear you say it." "Ok," I said still confused. "In a way I kind of wanted my first time to be with you," she said softly. "You did?" I asked stunned. "Yeah," she replied softly. "I'm weird, I know." "I guess I went and screwed that up didn't I?" "It's not your fault Owen," she sighed. "It wasn't like I told you or anything. It's just a messed up thought I've had in my head since that night when we were like fourteen or something." I gave a questioning look now as I tried to think about some significant event that had happened when we were that old. "Fourteen?" "Yeah," she smiled shyly now. "Don't you remember the dance?" I had to think for a moment before I gave my answer. "In junior high?" "Yeah," she smiled shyly still. "That one." How could I have forgotten that I asked myself? We were in eighth grade back then. It was the winter formal dance that the school put on just before we went for Christmas break. My date canceled on me at the last minute. She was sick, I mean really sick. She caught the flu and was at home in bed sick. I had bought the tickets so I decided to go anyway. Jordan, Bobby and Shane would be there so I would just hang out with them and see what it was all about. Back then Jordan and Shane were between girlfriends and Bobby hadn't started dating yet. It wasn't from the lack of trying, girls were just superficial back then and they didn't want to date a bigger guy. Jamie had gone with this guy she liked named Victor. They had been dating for a couple of weeks or so before the dance. And when I say dating, it was more like they just hung out and held hands and that sort of stuff. We were only fourteen back then so it wasn't like we were going out every Friday night or anything. You couldn't go far without getting a ride from your parents. I remembered seeing her there though. She was all dressed up and looked good for the dance. Back then Jamie was in that awkward stage, the period in which she was going from being a cute kid to a hot teenager. That happened almost overnight but that's a different story. Jordan, Shane, Bobby, and I were hanging out in the hallway that led into the gym doing whatever it was that kids did back then. Hell I don't even remember what we were doing. Mack found me and told me Jamie was sitting behind the bleachers crying. He didn't know the reason he just knew she looked very upset about something. I left the group and went to find her. She was sitting right where Mack said she was. She had stopped crying by now but she was still very upset. I sat with her for a long time trying to calm her down. She told me Victor had dumped her because she wouldn't kiss him. He told her she wasn't pretty enough for him anyway and he didn't want to see her anymore. I told her Victor was crazy and that she was beautiful. I told her she deserved better and she would find better. Victor was an idiot if he thought she wasn't pretty enough. It took a while but I finally got her to smile. We spent a few more minutes sitting there laughing before I got her to come out and rejoin the dance. We left the bleachers and headed back out to the gym floor. The DJ had just put on a slow song to try and get some of the kids to go out there and dance. There were about ten kids brave enough to actually go out there and dance to one. I pulled Jamie out there and danced with her. It wasn't really dancing now that I think about it. We just leaned against each other and turned in a circle. But it brought a smile to her face that I was willing to dance with her. Another slow song came on so I stayed right where I was and danced another one with her. When it ended she looked at me with those perfect blue eyes and that million dollar smile of hers she had. It was a look of happiness and satisfaction as she thanked me. I gave her a soft kiss on the cheek and told her she was perfect and she didn't need Victor or anyone else to tell her that. We left the floor and went to the group of guys before I excused myself to go take a leak. I walked by Victor and his group of friends on my way to the bathroom. I could hear him talking about Jamie and making fun of her still. It aggravated me but I let it go. I did my business then returned from the bathroom. Victor was still carrying on about Jamie as I headed back to my group. He was dragging her name and my name through the mud now. Laughing and teasing Jamie about how she had to dance with her cousin. It was loud enough that we could hear it where all of us were standing. Jamie looked uncomfortable again as she stood there with us. I knew it was making her feel like a piece of trash. He was calling her ugly and a prude and things like that. She wanted to leave now. Her evening was ruined and it only fueled Victor to carry on more about it. It pissed me off to the point I broke my normal, calm manner and left the group. I knew I was going to be in trouble as soon as I started across the floor but I didn't care. It was one thing to poke a little fun at her, it was another to be so vulgar about it and keep carrying on. He had already hurt her, now it was becoming cruel. I walked across the floor until I was behind Victor. He was still going on and on about Jamie as I tapped his shoulder. He turned to see who it was. Wham! I cold cocked him right there and watched him flop to the floor in pain and surprise as I punched him. "Shut the fuck up," I barked. "You've done enough to ruin her evening already." Yup, I got in trouble all right. I got tossed out of the dance and suspended from school for three days. My dad was home for the holidays that year and I was punished pretty badly for my actions. My mom lectured me for an hour about how fighting wasn't the answer. Grandpa laughed about it and said sometimes people need to be put in their place. He was proud that I stood up for Jamie. The only thing that made it worth it was seeing Jamie smile about it afterwards. Victor wore his black eye for about a week but he didn't talk shit about Jamie again after that. "That was the first time I felt something for you," she said softly. "You took the time to calm me down and make me feel better. You told me I was beautiful and perfect, that Victor was a jerk and I deserved better than him." "Because you are beautiful and you did deserve better than him," I offered. "I'd punch him all over again if I had to." "I know you would," she smiled softly. "But you didn't just say those things to make me feel better. It was the way you said them, you meant what you said. You made that night perfect even if I did get dumped." I smiled at her standing there. She had a soft smile on her face but still looked a little unsure about the secret that she had just confessed to me. "You think I'm crazy don't you?" she questioned. "No," I said firmly. "Not at all. I just didn't realize that event was so special to you. I didn't know it would lead to all of this." "I've thought about all this before," she confessed now. "But I didn't know how you felt. I couldn't just tell you." "How far have you thought?" I asked. "How far do you want this to go?" She thought now, took a moment to really think about what she wanted to say before she spoke. "I don't know what I want," she finally said. "We might not have had sex tonight but it felt better than sex to me. The way you touched me, looked at me, felt my body, touched my skin, the way you kissed me. There was such passion in your touch, hunger in your kiss, you had me on fire tonight. Then you were so patient with me, you didn't push me. It's the first time I've done something like that and felt so desired and wanted during then not cheap after." "I'm not going to lie to you Jamie. I really wanted you tonight. But I don't want to do something that you don't want. We are changing the boundaries of our relationship. We can't take it back if we do something together and it's not something we both want. I don't want to ruin what we have together. You are my best friend and I don't want to change that." "And you didn't," she said softly but with that perfect smile. "You were perfect tonight Owen, absolutely perfect. Thank you." "You're welcome." She looked up at me and smiled again. "Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight," she sang so sweetly. I smiled now. I had heard that song over a hundred times on the radio but I never really listened to it until she started singing it. "No, I don't want to mess this thing up, I don't want to push too far. Just a shot in the dark that you might be the one I've been waiting for my whole life, so I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight." "Perfect," I smiled. I leaned down and found her mouth. Placed this long and tender kiss on her lips that let our tongues touch before we both pulled away. Our eyes met as my hands held hers. She smiled that perfect smile up at me before I let her hands go and fall to her side. "You better go Owen. Before your dad finds out that you aren't home." "Yeah," I sighed. "That's a mood killer." She smiled again. "Good night Owen." "Good night Jamie." I killed the engine and rolled silently into the driveway before I parked in the grass next to my dad's truck. I hoped like hell he wasn't up waiting for me or sleeping on the couch. The house was pitch black as I carefully opened the front door and slipped inside. I navigated carefully through the house until I reached my room. I shut the door and slipped into bed hoping I didn't get a wakeup call at the butt crack of dawn. It came as a surprise when I woke up about nine thirty. Dad hadn't gotten me out of bed so I figured I had gotten away with it. I rolled out of bed, put on my shorts and a shirt and headed outside to get in a quick workout before having breakfast. Dad wasn't home so I relaxed until noon. Then he came home and got me so we could go to grandpas to do some work around his house. I checked my phone after we got done and were heading back to the house. There were about ten messages on it. Jordan wanted to hang out at old man Williams' house again. Bobby said he went back to the condo and got the rest of our clothes from behind the hedgerow. Shane couldn't believe that we had run down the road naked. Courtney wanted to do something tonight since she had gotten off being grounded. Holy shit. I had forgotten all about Courtney until now. The only thing I could think about was Jamie. I called Courtney to see what she wanted to do. She wanted to hang out with me, just me and her. No going out with Jordan or Jamie. I agreed and met her at the mall at six so we could get dinner then go see a movie after. We met, went inside and ordered before we sat at a table and started eating. She was moody about something but hadn't said anything to me about it yet. I knew exactly what it was about. Last night and the pool. If Shane knew about it then everyone in our circle knew about it. She picked up her burger and took a small bite. I glanced at her and picked mine up to take another bite. She chewed then looked at me. "I heard you guys had a pretty wild night last night." "Ah, not really," I sighed. "We hung out at old man Williams' house and had a few drinks." "How did you guys end up at the pool then?" she asked annoyed. "We walked," I said sarcastically. "Well duh," she hissed. "Why did you ask then?" I half smiled. "Don't play stupid with me Owen," she snapped. "I know what else happened. I heard you guys ended up skinny dipping then running down the road naked." "Yeah," I said nonchalantly. "No big deal. It was better than getting busted." "You don't see swimming naked in a pool with Jamie as a problem?" "We were in a pool. You couldn't see anything anyway." "But running down the street you could," she hissed. "I wasn't looking," I said, stealing Jamie's line. "We did what we had to do to get away." She sighed her annoyed sigh. "Everyone was naked," I said factually. "Kelly, Jordan, Shane, Mia, Trish, and Bobby. It wasn't just me and Jamie in the pool. Everyone was cool about it." "I'm not," she quipped. "You weren't there," I offered. "You didn't have to worry about it." "It's weird," she snarled. "Come on," I quipped. "You're making it into a big deal and it's not. Get over yourself will you." "I don't like it," she snapped. "I don't like you being so comfortable with Jamie that you guys can get naked around each other." "It was Jordan's idea," I said. "So it's ok when he says it's ok?" "Why not?" I asked. "It seemed like a good idea at the time." "I don't like Jordan. I don't like Jamie either." "I'm sorry you feel that way," I sighed. "I'm not going to stop hanging out with either of them if that's what you are hoping. Jordan is my best friend and Jamie is my cousin." "I think Jordan is a bad influence on you." "You're being ridiculous," I groaned. "We both get into mischief, it's not one sided." "He's the one who got me drunk last weekend," she snarled. "Oh he did?" I asked. "He held you down and poured the booze down your throat." "Pretty much," she said, sticking to her story. "Right," I quipped. "Keep telling yourself that. You were shitfaced before I even left. I'm sure Jordan did that to you too." "You can be a jerk sometimes Owen," she huffed. "Truth hurts sometimes doesn't it?" "Why are you such an asshole?" "Asshole? Me? And what are you then? A bitch maybe?" "Fuck you," she snapped. "I'm done with this shit Courtney. Jordan is my boy and Jamie is my girl. If you don't like that then you can enjoy the evening alone. Girlfriends come and go, great friends don't. I'm not picking you over them." "It figures you would pick them," she hissed. "Have a nice evening Courtney. I'm outa here." I pushed myself away from the table and left her sitting there stunned that I was leaving. She didn't even bother to argue now. I made my way towards the door as my phone started ringing. I almost didn't pick it up since I thought it was her calling me. "Hey Jamie," I answered. "What are you doing? I thought you had dance tonight?" "I do," she said quickly. "I'm sorry to bother you but I need you again." "Ok? What's wrong?" "Can you get away from Courtney for a few minutes and help me?" "Yeah, I'm free. What do you need?" "I thought you were with Courtney?" "Not at the moment." "I can't get my car started." "I'll be there in a minute. Where are you?" "Near Penny's in the parking lot." "I'm heading that way. Be there in a few." "Ok. Thanks Owen." I cut across the parking lot to get to my truck. The first cold front of the season was blowing into the state. The wind was blowing the trees around as a light but steady drizzle was falling. I started my truck and cleared the window before driving around until I found Jamie sitting in her car to keep dry for the time being. "Hey Jamie," I smiled as I got out. "What's up with the car?" "I don't know," she said. "It won't start." "Did you leave anything on inside of it?" "No. It started hard when I drove here but I didn't think anything of it. Now it doesn't do anything." "Alright," I sighed. "Pop the hood and let me try jumping it first. If that don't work then we can go from there." She worked to get the hood open as I went to the box and pulled the jumper cables out. I circled the truck and opened her hood. I hooked it up as she waited for me. The dome light started to glow as my truck powered her car. "Give it a try and see what it does," I ordered. She turned the key and the engine turned over but didn't start. "Stop for a second and give it a minute," I called. "It's doing more than it did before now," she offered. "Your battery must be bad. Maybe the alternator is too. Give it a minute and then try it again. My truck will charge it for now." "I don't want to keep you waiting," she said. "You're not," I sighed. "We just got into a fight and I was heading home anyway." "Why? What happened?" "She was pissed off about last night," I said. "I told you she was going to get mad. We argued about it and I left before I got really pissed off." "I'm sorry Owen." "I'm done with it really. She told me she can't stand you or Jordan. I'm not giving you two up so fuck her." "I'm sorry Owen," she said again. "I know you liked her." "It's been going downhill for a month now. This is the breaking point." She shrugged. "I don't know what to say." "What is there to say really? I don't want to do this anymore anyway. I mean, how does this make you feel? We've been doing stuff behind her back. I don't like doing that." "Maybe we shouldn't do anything anymore then," she said with an uncertainness in her voice. "I don't want to stop though," I said quickly. "I've never felt these feelings for anyone before." "I don't want to say you should break up with her," Jamie sighed. "But I do feel bad for doing this to her behind her back. But then again, it's not like we can say we are doing anything to anyone anyway." "Gosh damn, this is confusing," I sighed. "Do what you feel is right Owen," she offered. "I can't make the choice for you." "I know," I sighed. "It's going to be a hard battle if we continue the way we are going. Is that something that you are willing to do?" "I wouldn't have kissed you if I didn't want to take the risk," she smiled in her playful way. "Didn't I kiss you?" I asked. "I willed you to do it," she smiled again. "Let me figure it out." "No rush. I'm not going anywhere." "It's not fair to you though." "I've been waiting for a long time Owen. It won't kill me to wait a little longer." I shook my head again. I decided to give it a rest for the time being and figure it out after I got home and had some time to cool off. "Try the car again," I sighed. She turned the key and listened as the car groaned to life then finally turned over. "Yay," she cheered. "How far will it get me?" "It's going to die as soon as you turn it off again if your alternator is going bad." "Shit," she hissed. "How am I going to get home from dance?" "Just ah..... just take my truck and I will take your car home. I'm not going anywhere anymore tonight anyway. I'll look it over tomorrow again and fix it for you in the morning." It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 02 "Really?" she smiled. "You'd let me drive old Betty?" "You've driven her before. Just be careful with her. She's all I got." "I will," she smiled. "Let me get my stuff out of the trunk." We swapped vehicles quickly before she thanked me again for helping her out. She took off in my truck as I squeezed into her little car and put it in gear. My phone started blinking telling me I had a text. Can we talk Courtney asked? I suppose. Where are you? I left and I was heading home. Ok. That doesn't answer my question. Go to the school so we can talk. Where at the school? The football field. Be there in a few. I drove to the school now and parked the car. The rain had picked up now and was coming down in a heavier drizzle. I started down the track and looked at the bleachers as I moved at my unhurried and steady pace. I looked way up at the top and noticed her standing right up under the overhang of the announcer's booth to stay dry. I slowly climbed the steps and reached the top. She stood there and looked at me before reaching out for a hug. I took the peace offering and hugged her back. "Let's get out of the rain so we can talk," I sighed. I grabbed the handle of the announcers' booth and gave it a firm twist. It stuck at first but then thumped and opened. I pulled it open and let her head inside before I followed her. "I'm sorry about tonight," she sighed. "You said some pretty hurtful stuff about them tonight Courtney." "I know," she sighed. "I just hate it that you want to spend so much time with him. I hate it even more that you guys went out and I wasn't there." "It's what we do on a Friday night after we play. It's been that way for as far back as I can remember. There's only a few more games left then it's over. I'm never going to get this back. Next year I'll be gone off to college and it won't ever be like this again." "I get it," she sighed again. "I'm not dropping Jordan and I'm certainly not dropping Jamie. It was always me and her before anyone else was even thought of. I'm not ever giving that up." "I know. It's been hard for me to adjust to that." "That's not ever going to change," I said firmly. "I'm always going to be there for Jamie." "I know," she sighed again. "I'm sorry about what I said. I just get jealous of you two." "I'm sorry too," I offered. "For what?" she asked. "I was the one who said what I said." "I'm sorry for calling you a bitch." "But I was," she smiled lightly. "Let's just forget about it," I smiled. "I'm sorry anyway," she sighed. "I was stupid." She leaned closer to me and wanted a kiss now. I hesitated before finally giving in. It was just a soft kiss that let her know I was still hurt but that I didn't want to be mad at her for it. "Can I make it up to you?" she asked. "Show you that I'm sorry for being a bitch." "Yeah," I sighed. "I guess. What did you have in mind?" "Me," she smiled. She stepped back and went for her shorts now. Unbuttoned them and dropped them to her ankles as she still smiled at me. Jamie. I was reluctant now because of Jamie. She knew I was with Courtney but it didn't feel right to do this with her now. She was putting her life and her feelings on hold for me and here I was about to have sex with Courtney. But I couldn't turn Courtney down. She would wonder why and start asking questions. That would lead to another fight and more suspicions as to what happened the other night. I had to put my game face on now and perform. Maybe after I could tell her this wasn't going to work out. Then I would look like the asshole. How did I get myself into this? "What?" she asked. It was taking my too long to do something. "I just didn't think you wanted to do it here that's all," I said quickly. "Where else are we going to go?" she asked. "We can go to the truck if you want." "I don't have the truck right now. Jamie had to take it." "Oh," she said with a look. "Right here is fine. Just don't press any buttons on the score board." She glanced to her side and saw the buttons as I dropped my shorts. I stepped closer to her and looked at her as she sat there on the desk. Her legs were dangling off the edge with her shorts still at her ankles. I knelt down and took in her scent as she turned back to me. She giggled lightly and opened her legs for me. I took in her scent again as I looked at her cunny. Her little lips were swollen with excitement as I tasted her with my tongue. She sighed deeply and leaned back a little more on the desk to open herself up more. I circled her opening and tasted her before moving up to her clit. She let me lick her for a minute. Started to moan and get more into it as her cunny leaked her desire onto my tongue. I brought my fingers to her opening and slipped one in. She twisted her hips in pleasure before she leaned forward and spoke. "Just fuck me Owen." "What?" I asked. "I just want you to fuck me tonight," she panted. I shook my head in confusion now. She normally liked me to bring her to orgasm first before I fucked her. I didn't question her now and kicked my foot free from my shorts. I gripped her hips and brought her closer to the edge of the desk and opened her up more. She slipped down the desk and bumped her head against the window. I gripped my cock in my hand and circled her entrance a few times to get it wet. Her cunny drool on my cock letting me know she was expecting to get fucked tonight. I found her opening and started to press into her. She gasped as my head pressed in and I slipped all the way into her. I let my cock rest inside of her before I pulled back and slipped down her tunnel again. She panted hard and wrapped her legs around me as I reached her end and plunged back into her. My mind thought of Jamie now. This didn't feel right for some reason. Last night was still fresh in my mind and it felt incredible. Right now I was just going through the motions. I pushed it out of my head and focused on Courtney. This was going to be my last time with her. I couldn't do this to her or Jamie anymore. Jamie was the one I wanted to be with. She was so perfect in every way for me. We had been so close for so long. I picked her legs up and pulled her closer to the edge of the desk. This made the angle better and I could really slip deep into her cunny. She gasped louder and ran her fingers over her excited clit to bring more pleasure to her body. I tested her and pushed into her a little harder. She moaned louder and let me much to my surprise. I continued on and only the slaps of sex filled the small booth as she moaned over them. "Fuck," she gasped. "Let me turn over so you can fuck me from behind." I slipped from her and questioned her. She had never let me fuck her from behind. "Are you sure?" I asked. "Yeah," she whispered. She quickly turned over on the desk and waited for me. I stepped forward and gave her ass a light slap as I tried to find the mark in the dark room. "No spanking," she barked. That was the Courtney I remembered. I slipped my dick up her slit until it parted at her entrance. I pressed forward and into her. I watched my cock slip inside of her as I pressed deep into her. She moaned loudly as I reached my max and then returned out. My cock stretched her lips apart as her wetness glistened lightly in the low light. I got into a nice pace as my hips banged into her ass and made it ripple gently. She panted more and gripped the edge of the table with her hands. Her cunny started gripping me tighter telling me she was getting closer. I could feel it too but I didn't dare break the rules that she had set for us. I just let her cunt milk my cock as she got off. "Fuck, I'm cumming," she gasped. "Don't cum in me." "I know," I sighed. I watched as she moaned in pleasure as she rode out her orgasm. I slowed my pace as her walls gripped me and allowed my cock to slip easily inside of her. I went to a slow press as I pushed into her all the way then paused before sliding out. Just the tip remained in her tightness before I pushed back in. "Let me finish you off," she whispered. I pulled from her and turned to lean against the desk. She reluctantly took the head of my cock into her mouth. She worked the head only and jerked my shaft until I felt close. I warned her when I was close. She stopped sucking and just went to jerking me. I shot thick ropes of cum onto the carpet as she continued until I was spent. She stood now and leaned against the desk with me. I caught my breath as she looked over at me. "Are you ok?" she asked. "I guess," I sighed. "We just said a lot of things tonight." "Maybe we should see other people," she sighed. "This issue isn't going to resolve itself." "You want to break up with me?" I asked. "We can still be friends," she offered. "But us being together just isn't going to work. We both know that." "Is that what you really want?" "Yeah," she smiled weakly. "Plus with you going off to college in the fall, we won't last." "That's a long time from now though." "I know. But it will save us from having to say that hard goodbye when the time does come." "Ok," I said looking down. I did want this to end but I expected her to be more upset than she was. "We can still be there for each other until then," she offered. I tilted my head and looked at her. "Be there?" "Yeah," she said sweetly. "You know? If I need something from you, you can give it to me. If you need something then you can come to me and get it from me." "Like a booty call?" "Don't say it like that," she giggled a little. "What if we start dating other people? Then what?" "You have something else you are looking at already?" she asked. "No," I said quickly. "I'm just asking you a question." "Well, until we move on then. Then we won't have to worry about it." "Ok," I sighed. "I guess. It's a little strange but I guess." "It will make things easier. I won't have to worry about what you are doing and we won't have to fight about it." "If that's what you want," I sighed. "That's what I want," she smiled. She pushed herself away from the desk and found her shorts on the floor. They slipped up her legs as she redressed. I followed and got dressed right behind her. We left the booth and strolled back to the parking lot together before we reached the cars. "I'll see you around Owen," she smiled. "Yeah, I guess." "Don't be upset about this. It's for the best." "I know," I sighed. "It's just going to take a few days to get over us breaking up." "It's better this way Owen." She pulled her door open and got inside. She started her car and backed out before driving away. I stood there and watched her go before I shook it off and went to the car. I climbed inside and sat there for a minute. I wanted to break up but I was actually a little down that it had happened. Monday was going to be a long day since that's all anyone was going to talk about. The star player just got dumped. I turned the key, it clicked but did nothing. "Fuck," I muttered. "Jordan?" "Yeah dude?" he cheered. "I'm at the school and I need a jump. Can you help me?" "Be there in five man," he cheered. "Thanks man." It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 03 Monday started out longer than I thought it would be. Not because I was single and people were talking. I was hung over from Saturday night and Sunday. Jordan jump started the car for me then we drove it to old man Williams' house. Shane was there and pretty good at turning a wrench so we started working and drinking. We ran to the parts store and got the alternator and a new battery. I felt the brakes weren't what they should be so we picked up those too and started fixing it once we got back to the garage. Between beers and bullshitting we did work. We must have been up until past two working on her car until it was finished. I didn't have anything planned for Sunday now so I went back to the house and hung out with Jordan and Shane again. We started screwing around with Shane's truck and ended up pulling half the engine apart to get to the one belt he wanted to change. It was more beers and more bullshit in between until we got it fixed. I sat at the lunch table and picked at my food. Jordan was right next to me in almost the same catatonic state I was. Too much beer and not enough sleep were catching up to us. I pushed my meat product around and got a piece to break off so I slowly brought it to my mouth and chewed. I saw Jamie come around the table now with her lunch tray. She took the empty seat right next to me and sat down. I glanced up at her and gave her a soft smile before I looked down at my food again. "Your lunch isn't going to eat itself you know," Jamie teased. "Oh, yeah," I sighed. "I'm afraid it might eat me if I'm not careful." "Ain't that the truth," Jordan chuckled. "Are you ok?" she asked me softly. "I'm hung over," I sighed. "And tired as hell. It's been a long weekend." "Thank you for fixing my car," she offered. "It runs great. How much do I owe you?" "I'm not sure. We just went down and got the parts from Merle (Shane's dad) and said we would square him up later. It shouldn't be too much though since he knew it was for you." "Thank you," she smiled. "Thank Shane too when you see him. He did most of the work." "I'll be sure to do that," she smiled. "Hey?" Jordan called. "What about me?" "Yes," Jamie smiled. "Thank you too. Thank you for drinking some of the beers so Owen didn't have way more than he should have." I had to laugh at him now as he smiled his shit eating grin. "I did my best." She looked at me now and leaned closer. "I meant whether you were ok with the Courtney thing." "It is what it is," I sighed. "There's nothing I can do about it. She thought this would be best. In some ways it is." "You didn't break up with her?" Jamie asked. "No," I replied. "Is that what everyone thinks?" "We just know you two broke up. We don't have any details on who did it to who." "She decided we should just be friends and I agreed. I doubt we will be hanging out every weekend but I don't hate her." "I'm sorry anyway Owen," she smiled. "I know you liked her." "It's all good," I smiled back. "I was going to do it but she beat me to it." "The girls are already lining up," she teased. "You get your pick." "Wasting their time," I sighed. "I'm not interested right now. I'm going to focus on football and other things for the moment." "So I'm just a thing now?" she teased. "No," I smiled. "You are the focus. Football is the thing." "You didn't say it that way," she teased. "It came out wrong," I offered. "I'm still hurt," she sassed. "I'll make it up to you. What are you doing tonight?" "I don't have any time until Friday. I've got a busy week." "Well, so do I. Friday night it is then." "Who says I'm going to want to hang out with you anyway?" she sassed again. The bell buzzed overhead telling us it was time to clean up and head off to the next class. "See you around Owen," she smiled. The week passed by pretty quickly. Practice was intense since we knew the game on Friday would be tough. I didn't think about anything but football for the week. In some ways it was a blessing to be free. I didn't have to play peacemaker between Jordan and Courtney. I didn't even see her but a couple of times during the week. * Jordan and I stood in the tunnel at the back of the line again. We listened to Shane hype them up again before they went tearing out of the tunnel and onto the field. Jordan and I trotted out there faster than we had ever done in the past. We hit the field as the home crowd cheered for us again. I gave them a soft wave as I headed straight out to the field and started throwing with Jordan and Wade both tonight. I hit them on several simple routes before they came my way and stood around me. "What do you have on them?" Jordan asked. "They have a safety that is getting some looks from colleges so he will be all over the place tonight. They play pretty well against the run too so it might be a long night for you two catching balls." "Sounds like it's going to be a good night for us then," Jordan smiled. "Let's hope so," I sighed. "Are you ok?" he asked. "You're not still stuck on Courtney are you?" "No way," I smiled. "I got over that Saturday night. I just know this game is going to be a hard one. This will be the hardest defense we have played against all season. They don't particularly score a lot. The defense carries them." "We got you," he said slapping my pads. "I know you do," I smiled. The first half went just like I thought it would. That safety was all over the place. He would come from the edge on blitzes and force me to move or throw before I was ready. Then when he wasn't blitzing he played the field and could cover ground quickly. I hadn't been picked off but he almost got me on a few passes. I had to make sure I was on the mark every time. I sent a few balls off the mark where nobody could get them. I was so worried about the pressure I wasn't focusing on what I was doing. I had pressure every time and felt uncomfortable standing there in the pocket trying to find a guy to pass it to. I tried to get the line to block better by pointing out to them where I thought they would be coming from. They hid what they were doing pretty well and the line couldn't pick it up. We had moved the ball on a couple of drives but never came away with anything. My bad passes and a few penalties always put us in a bad spot and made getting first downs that much harder. We got inside the twenty twice and came away with nothing. I got sacked and fumbled it on one of them. Mack caught the ball on a swing pass and got thumped and lost the ball on the other one. We went into the locker room trailing nine to nothing. We retreated to the locker room and knew we were going to get chewed out. I hid towards the back and found my can and put a big pinch in my mouth. I had never dipped in the locker room but I needed something to calm myself down. I hadn't played this bad since I was a freshman. I sat back there as coach tried to make things simpler for the offensive line. Put a hat on a hat and block so I could throw a pass and not get thrown to the ground in the process. I hoped they could figure that out. I was already starting to feel the soreness in my body from how many times I had been tossed to the turf. They weren't bumps either. They had been penalized twice for roughing the passer when they hit me. It was them trying to send me a message. We stayed in the locker room until the last three minutes of halftime. We normally never stayed in there that long. He finally told us to hit the field and focus on the task at hand. The game wasn't out of reach so we were still in this thing. We lined up and started to trot out. "Sorry I'm playing like shit Shane," I offered as we got ready to head back onto the field. "I know you guys are busting your asses off out there keeping us in this thing on defense." "It's all good Owen," he said. "We've kept us in the game. You can't make throws if you don't have time to stand in the pocket and find a guy. You've gotten us down to the twenty a couple of times already. Those guys will get it together for you." "I hope so," I sighed. "I'm fucking beat to shit already. I don't know how much more abuse I can take from them." "Have faith in them Owen. They will come through for you." We got the ball to start the third and moved it pretty well. The line was blocking well but they hadn't sent in a blitz yet. I knew that was going to change once we crossed midfield after I hit Jordan on an up and out. He broke a tackle and got down to the thirty five. I walked to the line and saw them stacking it. I knew they were going to blitz but I didn't know which one them was going to be coming. It could be all of them if I didn't know any better. I rubbed my hip silently telling Jordan that he needed to figure out which way his guy was going to turn him, then settle down so I could get the ball out of my hands quickly. I took the snap and saw they sent the safety and dropped the rest of them back into a zone. I knew Mack should be there to pick up the safety but I had that sixth sense kick in so I slid to my right towards Jordan. I could hear Mack's voice as he yelled bust. That meant he was beat and I was the next target. I continued to roll and wait for Jordan to find a spot. I pushed it as far as I could before he got open and waited for me. I sent the pass his way as my legs were wrapped up and I was taken down again. I braced myself for the landing but still got a facemask full of grass for my troubles. I rolled over and watched as Jordan stuck his arm out and held off a defender until he slipped away. He had some field to work with as he pushed hard to gain as much as he could. He went across the field and broke another tackle, got a great block from Wade, and turned on the jets to score. We were right back in this thing now. They were slow and steady now. They used the run in a wing back setting to keep the clock running and moved the ball slowly down the field. They burned the rest of the quarter moving the ball. They got inside the ten but were stopped and held to just a field goal. It was twelve to seven now. We repeated what we did on the last drive. We moved the ball quickly on short passes and handoffs to gain ground. A holding penalty slowed us down once we got inside the twenty again. It brought us to a fourth and two as I looked to the sideline for the call. "We are going for it." I gave a thumbs up and waited. "Omaha, 81 slant, Z rig, HB option," he called. "Get the ball out quickly." I knew that part. I made the call and headed to the line. They were stacking it again with the safety standing right over Bobby. I knew that was their plan so I pulled away and crossed my arms to tell Jordan just to do a simple hitch and be ready to jump for it. I turned to Wade and gave him the same signal. Then I turned to Mack to give him orders. "He's going come right up the middle. I'm going to drop right, you have to block." "Got it," he called. I leaned into Bobby and pointed. "31 Bobby. Watch the middle. Snap count." I went to a quick snap count and took the ball on one. I took a step back and saw the safety leap over Bobby in a single step. He was right in my face before I could do a damn thing about it. I tried to fight him off and protect the ball at the same time. It wasn't a battle I was going to win. Mack slammed into him, trying to get him off of me but it was no use. The three of us went to the turf hard. Mack climbed off of the pile first then the safety. He stood over me to taunt me a little before Mack gave him a shove to get him away from me. I rolled and tossed the ball to the ref before pulling Mack to the sideline with me. The safety leapt away in celebration as we walked to the sideline. "Fuck Owen," Bobby huffed. "I'm sorry. He got off so fast." "I know," I sighed. "Not your fault Bobby. There's nothing we can do except put me in shotgun and give me a little more space." I stood next to coach as he chewed Bobby and Mack out for letting me get hit again. Then he turned my way. "Sorry coach," I sighed. "Take a breather Owen," he said. "You can't throw it if you can't stand up in the pocket for more than two seconds." I went and sat on the bench all by myself. I had been playing like shit all night long. It wasn't just Bobby. I couldn't be mad at him anyway. He was really trying out there but the safety was just too damn quick for him. I looked over my grass stained uniform as I thought about what I needed to do if we got the ball back. There wasn't a lot of time left on the clock so the defense needed to hold them. The visitors' side roared loudly as they just made a big play and brought the ball way down the field. I knew it didn't look good now. "Cheer up," Jamie said as she broke my thoughts. I looked over the bench at her and noticed her cheer uniform was slightly open and showed me her cleavage as she leaned over to talk to me. "There isn't much to cheer about," I sighed. "Sure there is," she smiled. "You guys are still in this thing. You only need a touchdown." "Yeah, we need the ball first." "True," she smiled. She had this calm about her and that smile was so perfect in that moment. The crowd faded away as she just leaned on the bench looking at me. "But once you get the ball you can win it. I know you can. I've seen you do it a million times before." "Not a million times," I smiled at her exaggeration. "Ok smart ass," she laughed. "What about earlier this year when we were down by two and you single handedly won us the game with less than a minute left in the game?" "Yeah, that was pretty cool wasn't it?" "Except for all the pushups we had to do after you scored. That part sucked." I laughed at her a little as she still smiled and started to make me feel better. Every time we scored they did pushups as a fun thing to keep us wanting to score. Last game must have sucked for them. "You are going to do the same thing tonight," she said confidently. "I hope so," I sighed. "I don't want it to end like this." Our side roared now. I didn't see the play so I wasn't sure what had just happened. "Owen," Jordan's voice called. "Come on man. We have the ball back. Shane just sacked him and picked up the fumble." I smiled at Jamie as I stood. "Now you just need that touchdown," she smiled. "You got this." I pulled my helmet on as Jamie's hand slapped my ass. I smiled at her one last time before I found coach. "We have a lot of ground to cover and not a lot of time to do it Owen." he called. "Keep it simple and move the ball and keep away from the damn safety." "I've been trying that all night long," I croaked. "Try harder," he begged. I took a deep breath as I headed onto the field. Something inside my head clicked as I got to the huddle. I took the snap and stuck the ball out to hand it off. At the last possible second I pulled it away and turned to the left. The linebacker was right there but somehow I side stepped him and spun away. Now I had plenty of open field in front of me so I sprinted as hard as I could and got as much as I could before I smartly slid feet first and killed the play. They spotted the ball as I looked at coach. He signaled the call in. I hurried to the huddle and quickly barked out orders. They lined up as I scanned the defense and called my coverage. Then I took the snap, gave a hard fake to Jordan then turned and hit Mack slipping out in the flat. He dodged one guy and lowered his shoulder into another. He drove him for another five yards before more of them piled on and took him down. I checked the clock and watched it tick under the two minute mark. I knew we didn't have a lot of time but we had some time. I didn't panic, I held my fingers up saying I wanted two plays so we could hurry things up and move faster. Coach called in two for me quickly but told me I could change them if I needed to. We went to the line and got ready. I checked it since I saw Jordan's corner was angling him to the inside to keep him inbounds and the clock moving if he caught it. I stood back in pistol, a three yard shotgun type thing so I would have just a little more space so I wouldn't get swallowed up if they blitzed. I took the snap and quickly found Jordan on the hard slant. He got it and continued on to gain seven before he went down. I hustled them to the line and called the play as we lined up. This confused them and they didn't get set quick enough before I got the snap. Jordan was open, running to the side, so I fired it in there. He caught it and broke back to the inside to try and gain more yards. He only got a few before he got tackled. He bounced to his feet and tossed the ball to the refs. They quickly spotted it as I waved the guys to the line without a huddle. I turned to coach and got another play signaled in before I walked around and barked orders. I went under center this time and took the snap on a quick count. I retreated quickly as they came on an all-out blitz. It actually hurt them this time since they tried to squeeze two guys through one gap and they got tangled. I got it out quickly regardless since I didn't want to take the hit now. Mack caught it in the flats and made five before tossing the ball to the ref and waiting for my orders. I knew they were coming again on this play. I took one step back and threw it high and hard over Jordan's head and out of bounds to stop the clock and not take the loss. It was smarter than trying to force something and being thrown for a loss or worse. I looked to coach and held my fingers up saying I wanted two more. They stacked the line again then started to jump back as I went through my count and pointed. Instinct told me they were not blitzing this time so I stuck with the play. They dropped to the edges to keep the play inbounds and the clock moving. This left the middle of the field open right where Jordan cut across. I sent a nice touch pass over the backer and into his arms. He juggled it a little before controlling it and tucking it away. He slipped under the hit and went to the ground to kill the play. Wade was my target on the next one. He cut under the coverage on a slant and caught it. He was smart like Jordan and went down to kill the play so we could get back and run another. I called a simple handoff to get the yards we needed to get a first down. That stopped the clock until they spotted it. Coach called a time out now to talk things over. "You are doing great Owen," he said calmly. "Great calls and great checks. Let's keep this thing going. Here's two more plays. If it isn't there, just throw it away like you did before." "Yes sir," I called. "Keep the clock in mind now. It's down under a minute. You have a ton of time but still keep it in mind since we have to score a touchdown." "Yes sir," I called again. "I know." I went to the huddle and gave my play. I reminded them that we had to get back to the line quickly and either kill the clock or run a play. We broke the huddle and headed to the line. I adjusted where I thought they were coming and took the snap. I rolled to my right since they were coming from my left side and found Mikey open as he settled down in the zone. I threw it softly his way since he wasn't sure handed like Jordan or Wade. He made the catch, turned, then tripped over his own feet and went down for a gain of nine. "Hustle," I called. "Hustle. Omaha, Z max." They knew it was a run to get the first down. It took a little longer than I wanted to get them to the line and get the ball snapped. Mack cut through the line and got the first down before they piled on top of him to stall. "Get up," I called. "To the line. Let's go, let's go." I was standing there with most of the line ready to get the snap so I could kill the clock. The whistle blew now as play stopped. Coach had called the last timeout since it was taking too long to get them unpiled and ready for play. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 03 He was stating his case to the ref as I went to the sideline to get orders. "They were stalling Owen," he called once he turned my way. "I had to use it." "I know coach. What's the call?" "Where are we?" he asked. "About the twenty four," I said. "Alright," he smiled. "Let's run a screen. That should catch them off guard. Get to the line and kill the damn clock if you guys don't score." "I know," I called. "Alright," I said to the huddle of men. "Let's dig deep and get this done. If we don't get a first down we are running to the line to kill the clock. Here's the play." I gave the play before continuing on with my call. "I'm changing the snap count after this play. It's going to be on three after this play. We clear?" They got the message as I headed to the line. It was a wide receiver screen that had Jordan step back and run my way. I quickly threw it to him as he worked his way back across the field to the opening. I started up the field to help. I found the safety that had been chasing me down all night closing in on Jordan. I lowered my shoulder and slammed into him. He flew off his feet and landed on the grass as I slid to the ground. I quickly got to my feet and looked down at the safety as he rolled over to watch the play. He glanced my way before climbing to his feet and bumping me as he ran by. I gave him a shove to let him know he wasn't intimidating me any. He just smiled and continued on his way. Jordan had made it to the twelve before he was taken down. They knew to get to the line so we could kill the clock. I did just that and stopped the clock. "Good fucking block on that last one Owen," Bobby cheered. "It's about time I pay that asshole back," I laughed. "He's been up my ass all night so it's about time he felt what it's like to get slammed to the ground." I made my call and reminded them that we needed to get back to the line if we didn't score. I went to the line and scanned. I leaned back and called to Mack to tell him that my old buddy was going to be coming from my blind side and he needed to pick him up. He nodded yes as I got back under center and took the snap on a three count. I knew the safety was coming from my blind side but I didn't realize how fast he was closing on me. I rolled away and tried to toss the ball away. I was getting pulled down before I could get it out of my hands. Rather than tuck it I just threw it towards Jordan. It was a dead duck as it wobbled around and was snapped out of the air by their linebacker for the interception. I was thrown to the ground for my trouble as the backer cut up the sideline and headed for the end zone. I sat there on the ground and looked at the turf. I had just fucked up and the season was over. Why didn't I just tuck it and take the sack? We had time to get back and spike the ball. This was not how I wanted this to end. I looked down the field and saw them celebrating in the end zone at the far end of the field. I also noticed a yellow flag sitting on the ground near me. "Get up Owen," Bobby yelled. "They jumped off sides. We have the ball still." The ref made the call that the safety had jumped and the interception didn't count. We now had the ball second and five from the seven yard line. They decided they needed a time out to talk things over. I raced to the bench shaking the last play out of my head. "Alright Owen," coach called. "Shake that last play loose and forget about it." "Already done," I sighed. He scanned his sheet for what he wanted. "Shot gun, zebra 3, J end delay, read option." "Yes sir," I said. "Owen," he called. "You got what I want?" "Yes sir, I know my plays." "Throw the damn thing away if you can't find anyone. You have that clock in your head, don't ignore it." "Yes sir." "If you see something then adjust." I gave him the thumbs up as I hustled back to the huddle and said the play in my head again. Zebra 3 was three receivers on my left. J was Jordan playing as the tight end on my right. He was to delay his release to the middle so I could read the three then look his way or take off. I gave the call before I headed to the line and scanned the defense. They shifted everything to the left side to watch the bunched up receivers. The right side of the field was open with just a backer covering Jordan. I knew I could get him to slip out into the open area and make a play against a slower backer covering him. I took two steps to my right and barked my change to Jordan as he leaned back to get what I wanted him to do. I still wanted the delay but I wanted him to release to the outside. I went over to my left now to give more orders. Unexpectedly, Bobby decided to snap the ball. It hit my shoulder as it flew back my direction. I reacted quickly and started to give chase along with Mack. It bounced on the turf as I moved to my right. It hopped right back up into my hands on a lucky bounce. Now that the play was started, everything was a jumbled mess. I was moving to my right now, away from the bunch of receivers I was supposed to be looking at before I went to Jordan. I glanced back and slowed to see if maybe by some chance I had a play. The only thing I saw was my old nemesis flying through the middle of the play and closing on me fast. The option part came into my head now. Take off to the right and maybe something would be open. Jordan was blocking for me so I had something to work with. Only problem was the safety had a full head of steam and he was closing fast. I know I'm not the fastest guy out there and I wasn't going to kid myself now by trying to run away from him. Throw the ball away and live another down. Just as I loaded up to throw it I saw Jordan shake loose from the guy he was blocking. He tripped to the ground as Jordan moved towards the corner of the end zone wide ass open and waiting for me. I saw the other safety in the middle start to scramble towards him. It was now or never. I clutched the ball hard in my grip as my arm went forward to throw the ball away. I had to slow down just a half step as I reloaded to get my feet in the right spot to make a decent throw. I knew the hit was coming but I knew the pass had to be in the right spot. I threw it high and soft as my legs were wrapped up and I was taken to the ground with force. I must have slid ten feet before I stopped and turned over. The safety was on the ground beating it half to death with his fists as I looked at him. The crowd roaring finally reached my ears as I turned to see Jordan jumping around in the end zone. I laid flat on the ground now and held my arms out as Bobby grabbed me and lifted me up. I could hardly hear him cheering since the home crowd was so loud. Soon I was swarmed by the rest of the guys as they cheered and slapped my helmet. We started back to the bench as I jumped around and hugged Jordan. "Dammit," coach yelled. "You scare the shit out of me when you do that kind of stuff." "I wanted to throw it away," I said. "But I saw Jordan at the last second. He was either going to catch it or miss it and kill the clock." "These hands don't miss," Jordan joked. "It was a hell of a leap but I got it." "Damn," coach smiled. "That's probably the best play I've ever seen in all my years of coaching. You never gave up on it." "That," he said, pointing with both hands to me, "is something you can't be taught. Great job Owen." "Thank you coach," I smiled. "I guess I will let the dip in your mouth at halftime slide this time," he joked. I could only laugh and work my way to the bench for a drink. Jamie stood there smiling at me as I took a quick drink. I pointed at her silently saying that I thanked her for the boost of confidence she gave me earlier. She just giggled before turning back to the crowd and chanting for defense. I went back to the sideline and watched the defense as they tried to hold onto the lead. Two plays later the game was over and we were heading to the regional finals. Fourteen to twelve wasn't the prettiest way to win a game but it got the job done in the end. The crowd never stopped roaring as I made my way to the tunnel to get off the field. The local paper stopped me and Jordan to get a few interview questions. We gladly talked about the final play as they snapped our picture and scribbled down a few notes. We quickly raced into the locker room just as coach had everyone sitting down to give his speech on the game. "That wasn't our prettiest game by any stretch of the imagination," he started. "But the seniors showed their leadership and resolve to keep us in the game. You guys made me proud tonight. You never gave up. We have some things to work on over the next week before we face a tough opponent next week on the road. Get cleaned up and enjoy the weekend. Monday will come quickly so be ready." A hot shower never felt so good to me tonight as I stood under the water and let it hit my body. I was going to be sore in the morning without a doubt. This was the most punishment I had taken in a long time. I left the school and headed home briefly to see my dad and wait for Jamie to arrive. Once she did we both headed off to the meadows again to celebrate another victory. We rolled in a little earlier than we normally did. I was already starting to get stiff from the game so I found a chair and parked my ass in it as Jordan handed me my first beer. "What's with the groaning?" he asked. "You sound like a fucking old man." "I got my ass kicked tonight," I sighed. "I'm already starting to get sore." "Sorry about that last play," Bobby offered. "I thought you said go so I snapped it." "It's all good," I said. "We got the job done." "You sure did," Mack said. "That was a great play Owen." "I couldn't have done it without Jordan." "Yeah, yeah," Jordan laughed. "I'm the man, I know." I could only laugh and take a long drink. We sat around for a little while shooting the shit like was had always done when we won the game. I was tired tonight and getting more and more stiff by the minute. "You look tired," Jamie said. "I'm beat," I sighed. "It's been a long week." "Let's go home and I can give you a massage to loosen you up," she offered. "I wouldn't pass that up," I said. "I'll catch you guys later," I said standing. "If y'all need me call me." Jamie and I headed to the truck then to my house. We headed in the house and found my dad sitting on the couch watching some TV. "You're home early for a Friday night," he said. "Yeah," I sighed. "I'm tired and sore." "I bet," he laughed a little. "You took some punishment tonight." "We won the game so I guess it was worth it." "How are you tonight Jamie?" he asked. "I'm good Uncle Dan," she smiled. "That's good," he offered. "I'm going to chill out for a while," I said. "Don't stay up too late," he warned. "We won't," Jamie said. We continued on to my room. She went in and I shut the door. She quickly sat at my desk and used the computer to load up her page as I lay flat on my bed and rested. "Take off your shirt and get comfortable," she said. "I'm only going to be a minute." "I was comfortable," I sighed. She giggled as I sat up and tossed my shirt at her. It landed on her shoulder as she laughed. She turned and whipped it at me completely missing me. It hit the stereo and turned it on. "Good shot," I said. She smiled as I slipped my shorts off my legs and stood there in my boxers. She giggled a little before turning back to the computer and went about doing what she was doing. I again rested on the bed and closed my eyes to relax. "Do you have any lotion?" she asked now that she was done. "Under the sink in the bathroom I think." "I'll be right back. Turn on your back so I can start." "Yes ma'am," I teased as she left. She returned with the lotion in hand and stood at the foot of the bed where my head was. She squeezed out some on my back and started rubbing it in. I sighed at the coolness of it as it hit my skin. She giggled a little and started at my shoulders. I rested my eyes and let her hands bring relief to me as she rubbed me with firm but perfect pressure. Her hands on my skin let my mind drift to the past couple of weeks between us. I couldn't help but turn my head up and look at her as she worked. Her face had a soft smile on it as she concentrated on my shoulders. I continued down and took in the soft swell of her chest in her shirt. Her breasts in my hands last week made my cock swell with desire as I thought of them. My eyes continued down her body to her shorts. They were right at my eye level as I lay there on the bed. They hugged her hips tightly as I looked at them and her tanned legs as they came together at her mound. She looked beautiful right now and I couldn't help but want to touch her. My hands left the bed and slowly reached out to touch the back of her legs. She paused for a second and sighed as I felt the warm skin of her legs. Her tight muscles of her legs tensed a little as I pressed my fingers into them lightly. Her skin felt alive as I touched her and rubbed them. She paused to get more lotion and squirt it on my back. I gripped her legs a little as the cold liquid hit my back. She could only giggle again before working it into my skin. I let my hands wrap around her legs and feel her muscles again as she stepped forward to reach further down my back. Her mound was right in my face as she stretched down my back. My fingers continued to feel her skin as she touched mine. I let my hands trace up to the start of her short little shorts. I could just feel the soft swell of her ass as I dipped my fingers under her shorts. She breathed a little harder as I traced the crease her ass made on her leg. I left her shorts and teased her skin all the way down to her knees. I tickled her there knowing she was ticklish. She giggled and moved her legs around to try and get me to stop. Her fingers dug into my ribs to pay me back. My hands moved back up to her shorts again as I giggled and moved around from her teasing. I went further inside her shorts this time. I slipped both of them under each leg hole and felt the crease of her ass on her legs again. I continued up as she pretended nothing was going on. My hands were cupping her cheeks now as she worked my lower back. My cock was fully hard now and trapped under my body pointing towards my hip. My fingers just touched her crack as I felt the soft little piece of cotton splitting the middle. She remained silent and let me touch her. Her fingers dipped under my hips now as she grazed my cock as it pointed hard against my hip. I skipped a breath as she touched it. She made quick circles around my hips and continued to tease my tip as my hands continued to touch her butt. I let one hand fall free as my other turned lower and searched between her legs this time. I could feel the cotton guarding her entrance as my tips just touched it. She bent a little more as her breathing became a little more audible now. Her legs parted just slightly as I touched her center over the thong. I could feel how damp the fabric was already as her finger and thumb circled the head of my cock. I brought my arm up and wrapped it around her legs to hold her still. She panted as my finger searched for her cunny. Her fingers remained on my cock as she teased the ridge on the head. The massage was all but over now. We remained as we were just because. My fingers just slipped under the edge of her thong as it covered her cunny. Wetness met my fingers as I felt her soft lip kiss my finger tip. She gasped a little as I touched her cunny and let it wet my finger. I softly probed her hole as she opened her legs more now. I turned my hips as she forced her hand harder under my waist to grip my cock. Her hand pressed under the waistband to touch my cock skin to skin. She was so wet at this point my finger slipped inside as far as her shorts would open and let me. She started grinding her cunny down on my finger as her hand gripped my cock and squeezed it. I was all twisted up, half on my hips, half on my chest with my fingers pressed inside her shorts. I decided to turn over to make it easier for her. She didn't back away. She let me turn before finding my cock and pulling it from the pee hole. I starred up at her from between her legs as she still stood over me. I worked at an unhurried pace to find the little button and zipper on her shorts. I pulled them both open and worked them gently from her hips. She smiled down at me as I got them off her hips and let them fall to her ankles. Her thong was off center and exposed the one lip of her cunny as I took it in. I slipped it off to the side and took her cunny in for the first time. It looked so inviting and perfect as my fingers touched her again. She panted softly and gripped my cock harder as I pressed my fingers over the soft skin of her puss. I let one slip inside as she parted her legs further. Her heat and wetness coated my finger again as her thumb smeared my precum all over my tip. I pressed into her with one finger and used my other hand to find her clit. She gasped hard as I circled it with my thumb. I looked at her face as I stimulated her center. Her eyes were closed as her mouth hung open in pleasure. Her hand had started pumping up and down on my shaft again as she moaned softly. I looked back down at her cunny again. She was beautiful down there. This perfect pink slit in between her legs. Puffy outer lips were swollen with desire as her wetness coated my fingers. Her skin was so smooth, no stubble or razor burn, as my fingers curled around her lips. I checked her face again as my fingers continued to tease her. Her eyes were still closed, mouth still open slightly, her arm was still working my cock. I glanced at her cunny again. I wanted to taste her now. I wanted to know exactly how she tasted. That was a big step but I wanted to take the risk. I couldn't quite get to her from where I was right now. I needed her to open her legs more and hover over my head. I pressed my hand against the inside of her thigh. She looked down to see what I was doing now. I pushed it again trying to get her to open more. She got the idea now and kicked her foot free from her flip flop. Her foot slipped free from her shorts as she widened her stance more. It opened her up but it didn't bring her any closer to my mouth. I let it be for now. I cupped her cunny with my hand and teased her opening. Felt her wetness dripping onto my hand as I pressed a finger deep into her again. She let out a low, sexual growl as I circled my hand around her back and squeezed her butt. She bent more at the waist as my hand searched for her hole for behind. I switched fingers now and slipped my other one in from behind. She gasped as I went all the way in until my hand pushed up against her butt. My other hand circled her clit a few times before I moved it down her thigh. I pushed against her leg and made her lift it. She lifted and stood on one leg. "What do you want?" she whimpered. "Put your leg on the bed," I ordered. She did as ordered then returned to my cock. Pulled it softly and worked more fluid from the tip before smearing it around my head. I continued to probe her with my finger. Dug so deep into her before curling it and making her gasp. Her cunny was open and so wet right now. She was still off the bed and away from me. She wasn't expecting me to taste her. I couldn't stand it anymore. I pulled her butt closer to the bed and slid down so my head rested right between her legs. My hair touched her thighs as I tilted my head and took in her scent. It was intoxicating to me as I breathed her in. I pushed my tongue out of my mouth and touched her lips. Wetness instantly coated my tongue as I tasted her for the first time. Her feminine juice was perfect as I gave her clit a firm lick. Flicked it with my tongue as she gasped now and realized what I was doing. Her hand paused on my cock as I held her over my mouth and tasted her again. I knew she was looking down at me as she let me lick her clit again. I could only imagine the look on her face as I teased her down there. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 03 I pulled her closer to me now. My head slipped between her legs more until my ears were touching her thighs. I let my finger slid from her hole and replaced it with my tongue. I tasted her juice right from the source. It left me wanting more as my tongue lapped at her. I circled her opening with the back of my tongue before running it along her soaked lips all the way to her clit again. She yielded now. The first move she had made since I touched her cunny with my mouth. Her foot kicked out of her other flop and her shorts. She climbed onto the bed with both knees and rested them around my head. I wasted no time pulling her closer to my face again. Stuck my tongue out and pressed it right into her opening again. She was completely open now. Legs spread wide around my head as I lifted up and licked her cunny. She tasted so perfect to my tongue. Little whimpers escaped her mouth as I teased her opening then her clit with my tongue. I couldn't believe she was letting me do this to her now. Her juice was running from her as I focused on her clit. She leaned down over my body and rested above me. I knew what was coming next as she took my cock in her hand. I gasped hard as her mouth covered my cock. She took me gently into her mouth as she coated me with her spit. I pulled her hips hard to my face as I focused on her cunny and not cumming in her mouth. She started a slow rise and fall on my cock as I pressed my tongue against her clit. It was swollen with desire as it pushed free from her hood. Her cunny was so open now as she moaned on my cock. Her hips started to turn more as she bobbed up and down on me with a little more speed. She whimpered hard and came off my cock as my fingers slipped into her wetness. Her little puss gripped my fingers hard as she coated them with her wetness. Her white cream making them slip so easily in and out of her. I continued chewing on her clit. Lips closing around it and rolling it with them as she turned her hips harder and whimpered. "Owen," she panted. I knew that was her warning. Felt her little cunny squeeze my fingers as she turned her hips harder. A flood of wetness coated my fingers as she came. These perfect little whimpers and gasps of pleasure leaving her mouth as she flooded me. I never let up. I just slowed my fingers and let my mouth do the work now. I continued to lick her as she slowed down and recovered. My fingers slipped from her as my tongue went to taste her cum. White cream coated my tongue as I dipped in and circled her opening. This perfectly sweet taste leaked from her as she finally moved away from my mouth and stood. Her legs were a little uncertain as she stood at the foot of the bed. I looked up at her hoping I hadn't pushed too far. That perfect and content smile on her face let me know I hadn't. She took a hard breath before she climbed into bed next to me. I rolled to my stomach then sat up next to her. I didn't know what she wanted now. She had this look on her face as I tried to read her. Her lips were so swollen with desire as she smiled at me still. Her eyes were full of lust as she leaned towards me. I opened my mouth as her lips covered mine. I knew she could taste herself on my mouth as we tangled tongues. The kiss grew more intense as she pulled me closer to her. A little moan left her mouth as our lips parted then came back together. It sent a chill down my spine as her tongue brushed against mine again. She tilted her head and pulled me into her kiss more. She was so hungry for my kiss. She started to rise up on her knees as she kissed me. She was above me as my arms wrapped around her body. I started to fall back into the bed as she followed me. Her mouth was so hungry against mine. The heat of her kiss was something I had never felt before. As her hand curled around my cock I couldn't help but moan into her mouth. I rested against the pillows as her hand slowly started to move against my cock. My hand found her leg as she sat next to me still on her knees. The way her skin felt against my fingers was electric. It was so smooth and warm as I let my tips press into the tight flesh and creep up towards her center again. She continued stroking me as I reached her inner thigh where her thong had covered her lips again. I cupped her cunny through the material and felt how much she had leaked into them. They were soaking wet as I teased her slit and pressed my finger against her clit. Her lips were red from kissing me as she pulled away from my face. She kissed my neck as she moved down to my chest. Her hot lips left little wet kisses on my nipples as she continued to softly stroke my cock. My fingers stopped moving against her cunny as she bit my nipple teasingly. She released then smiled as she continued down my body to my cock. Her mouth opened and took me in as I moaned in pleasure. Her mouth coated my cock again with spit as she took half of me in her mouth. The pressure she put on my shaft was perfect. Her tongue swirled around my head as my fingers parted her thong again. I explored her puss again. The soft lips were soaked and still swollen with excitement as I traced her slit. I pressed my finger between her lips and found her opening as she took me deeper into her mouth. I could feel the back of her throat as she moaned on me. My fingers pressed deeper into her cunny. I could feel how wet and excited she was as I twisted them around and stimulated her. She started a steady rise and fall on my cock with her mouth. Her spit was running down my shaft as she gasped on me. I started cupping her whole cunny and pressed another finger into her center. I opened my eyes for the first time since she took me into her mouth. Her blue eyes met mine as she tried to smile. My shaft buried half way in her mouth made the task difficult. I took in her cleavage as her v neck top opened and showed her thin white bra. I wanted her. I wanted to be inside of her and feel her wrapped around me. I wanted to feel every inch of her as she continued giving me pleasure with her mouth. My free hand collected her hair and moved it off to the side of her face. She moved quicker on my cock as my fingers drove harder into her cunny. My hand was soaked as I pressed deep into her. She was squeezing my fingers as she closed in on another release. My hand found her breast and squeezed as she moaned loudly over me. I pinched her nipple then twisted it a little before letting it go. I curled my fingers in her hair to pull it off her face again. She continued up and down on my cock as my fingers pressed quickly into her cunny. It hit me all at once as she bobbed up and down on me. I felt the tingle that said I was going to cum and cum quickly. "Jamie," I gasped. "I'm going to cum." "Um hmm," she moaned as she didn't slow down. "Jamie," I begged. "I want to feel you. I want to be inside of you." She shook her head no as she drew me deeper inside of her mouth. I pulled my fingers from her as I moaned and tried to stop myself from cumming. I knew she had pushed me too far and I couldn't hold back. My whole hand started rubbing her clit as she continued sucking me off. Her hips turned with my hand as I stimulated her. "Jamie," I cried softly. "Fuck, I'm cumming." "Hum hmm," she gasped as I bucked softly off the bed into her mouth. I started filling her mouth as she held just the tip and used her tongue to milk me. She held what I released into her mouth as she moaned and came again. I could see her throat move as she swallowed me down and continue to tease me with her mouth. My fingers slowed to a stop as she panted and looked up at me. My cock stood straight up and bounced to the beat of my heart as she swallowed again and wiped her mouth clean of what had dripped out of the corner. I lay there panting hard trying to recover from another intense release that she had given me. She turned to the nightstand and took my water bottle. She drank quickly before setting it back down and smiling at me with that look in her eyes. I sat up now and looked at her flush face. Her big lips seemed fuller and redder now after she had done what she had done. Something about them made me want to kiss her again. I leaned in and found them. She didn't hesitate to kiss me back. We didn't use tongue this time. They were just open mouth kisses as she panted into my mouth. I started pulling her to me as we continued kissing. I still wanted her, wanted to feel what it was like to be inside of her. She started to fall into my body as I leaned back to the bed again. She was on her knees next to me as I rested on the bed again and kissed her deeply. I tried to get her to straddle me by gently pulling her leg open. She stopped suddenly and sat back on the bed. "Ok," she said as she pulled away. "We need to slow down and cool off for a minute." "Did I do something wrong?" I questioned. "No," she smiled. "You just need to remember where we are." My eyes opened a little wider as I remember. My dad was sitting in the living room watching TV still. At least I hoped that's where he was. "Yeah, you get the picture now," she giggled a little. "We are not alone in this house." "Sorry," I said. "Sorry I said what I said to you." "No you're not," she sassed and gave me a playful slap. "I let the situation get to me," I offered. "It's ok Owen," she sighed. "I'm not having sex with you when somebody could just come on in here at any moment. It's bad enough we just did this." "So if we were alone?" I started. "Maybe," she sassed. "Maybe not. I don't know if I want that right now. I like just exploring each other." "I do to," I smiled. "Don't lie," she giggled. "I'm not Jamie," I chuckled. "I'm still sorry I asked." "I know," she smiled. "Maybe we will but not tonight. You've done way more than I had intended tonight as it is." "My back feels better," I joked. "I bet it does," she giggled. She had this glow about her as she sat there giggling. "My legs are a little shaky right now," I added. "Gawd," she giggled. "Mine were like jelly after the first one. I can't believe you put your mouth on me." "Why not?" I asked. "There's nothing wrong with you down there." "I've never had a guy do that to me and I never expected it to be you." "Get out of here," I laughed. "I really never have," she said shyly. "You're perfect down there." "At least you were my first at something," she said lightly. I thought about our conversation last week and Heather Groves. "I'm sorry I screwed Heather," I offered. "Owen," she said taking my hand. "You didn't know. Don't be sorry for what you have done. Maybe I shouldn't have told you that." "It hurt you," I offered. "That makes me feel bad. And then Frank hurt you because of it." "But you made up for it when you kicked his ass. That more than made up for it." "I guess," I smiled. "Don't worry about what we have done in the past," she offered. "Everyone has one." "Alright," I sighed. "Come on," she sassed. "We better get dressed." "Do we have to?" I asked. "Yes," she sassed again. We both rolled off the bed and started to get our clothes back on. I couldn't help but take in her body as she slipped her shorts up her tan legs and button the button. Her body was so intoxicating to me now. I didn't know what it was about her but she looked so perfect right now. "What?" she giggled as I stood there with my shorts in my hand looking at her getting dressed. "I think you are beautiful Jamie." "Thank you," she smiled. "Really beautiful," I continued. "Your body speaks to me in a way I can't describe right now." "Maybe you can find the words after you get your shorts on," she sassed. "Right," I said slowly. I slipped them up my legs and made my way over to her. She just looked up at me and smiled at me as I took her into my arms. Hers wrapped around my body as I leaned down and found her lips again. It was this slow tender kiss that let my tongue find hers again. "Hey Owen," my dad called as he tapped on my door. We both leapt away from each other like we had just been jolted. "Yes sir?" I stammered. "It's time for Jamie to go home," he said opening my door. "Yes sir," I said more firmly this time. "You have to be up early to help me at your grandpas tomorrow. Then that guy from Texas is coming by to give his pitch about college there." "Oh, yeah. I forgot about him. He's just wasting his time really." "It don't matter," he said. "You still need to hear him out." "Yes sir," I said. "Good night Jamie," he smiled at her. "Good night Uncle Dan," she smiled back. I took her hand and lead her out the door and to the car. We stood there and had another couple of kisses before she took off for the night. * I met the guy from Texas the next day after working at grandpas for part of the day. He gave his pitch and left me to decide what I wanted to do. I already knew I wasn't going to play in Texas so I didn't get too excited about what he was pitching. The week went by rather quietly and uneventful. Jamie was busy all week after school with cheerleading and her dance recital that was coming up on Saturday. I spent the week practicing hard so we would be well prepared for Friday night. We had to travel north to the middle of the state for this game. Our town basically shut down by 3pm that day as most of them traveled up there to watch us. We took the field as a slow rain fell on the field. It was already making the ball slippery and the field a mess as we warmed up. "What have you got on them Owen?" Jordan asked like he had always done. "I hear they are fast on offense and play the run really well on defense." "So we could be in for a long night of passing?" he smiled. "With this weather I don't know what coach has in mind." "Whatever he decides we should be ok." "We sure will," I said. "Go long one last time." I passed it deep to him as he juggled the ball before it slipped free from his grip. I decided to head to the bench and prep my mind again. The first half was fast paced and nothing but offence out there. It was thirty five all when we headed into the locker room. The field had deteriorated quickly turning into a muddy mess as both teams tore it up. My uniform was about the only clean one left of the bunch of guys that had played tonight. I was thankful for that since I hadn't gotten hit yet tonight. There were more points put up in the third quarter. It was tied at forty nine all as the quarter came to a close and they had the ball to start off the fourth. "Are they really that good?" Jordan asked me. "Or are we just playing like shit on defense?" "Shit, I don't know at this point," I sighed. "All I know is we have to score to keep up with them." "I don't think either team has punted tonight," Jordan offered. "We haven't," I said thinking. "We have scored every time we have gotten the ball." "Alright," coach said making his way over to us now. The whole offense was standing around as coach began. "We have to find a way to slow this game down. I hate to tell you this guys', but you can't go out there and score in five plays. We need to give this defense some rest so they can try to hold them off. Let's run some slants and some screens if we can get them." "Some quick hitches and some quarterback keepers will help out too," Dave, his assistant coach and offensive coordinator, offered. "I don't want Owen getting hit," coach said firmly. "I will be smart coach," I said. He just sighed and looked at me hard. "Be careful then." "Yes sir," I said. Dave started to go over what he wanted from us as the defense tried to hold them off. They scored again as he finished up. "Alright," I said. "Let's play smart and keep things short and simple. Get open, get the ball, and get down. Don't try to do anything stupid with it and turn the damn thing over. Mack, you are going to get some looks going to the flats. Get a few then get down." "You got it Owen," he smiled. "I've been doing nothing all night long in the run game so I may as well do something in the passing game." "Let's get this done and give those guys a good rest so they can stop them late in this game." We took over after Mack brought the ball out to the twenty five on the kick off. We started out running it and gained a few. The next play we called a screen that let Mack gain some yards before he slowed up and got tackled for a first down. Coach called for a run play on the next one. Mack got swallowed up as he hit the line and didn't have a hole to work with. He tried to turn and push through a different gap but he had his legs wrapped up. He was forced down but the clock was moving so it wasn't all bad. I listened to coach call for another hand off. I didn't want to be in a third and long so I changed the play hoping I would be right. "Alright," I barked. "Omaha, fake dive right. I'm going to keep it and roll left. Bobby, you better find somebody to clobber or I'm going to get my ass chewed out. On two." "I got you," Bobby smiled. I took the snap and went to give it to Mack. I pulled it away at the last second and found Bobby already running left to try and find somebody. I followed behind him as he threw his body into somebody and created a nice little hole for me to slip through. I gained about eight before I slid to my knees and avoided the hit. Coach called in the next play but not before he scolded me for taking it myself. It was a wide receiver screen that went towards Wade this time. He caught it and gained enough for the first down before he slowed down and got tackled. The clock continued to tick away as we slowly worked our way down the field. I sent Jordan deep on the next play to keep them honest with the deep ball. He was open and I could have hit him but I knew we needed to take more time off the clock. I took it myself for six before I slid down and bounced back up and went to get another play. The clock had reached the four minute mark as we got inside the fifteen again. Two runs and a slant got us to the three and another first down. They stuffed us on the first run attempt and we got nothing. Coach again called for another run that got us closer to the end zone but not in. It was third and goal with about a yard and a half to go. I saw the jumbo package coming onto the field. That meant Wade and Mikey started heading to the bench. I listened to the call and relayed the information to the huddle. "Jumbo, PA left dive, J delay fade, FB flat release, on three," I called. We broke the huddle and headed to the line. I let them get set as I looked at the defense and smiled to myself. They had stacked the line and brought everyone to the middle. I knew I would have Jordan releasing to the corner with a safety or a backer playing him tight. Just a simple touch pass over his right shoulder would give us a score. I wanted to be sure of what I had on Jordan. He glanced back as I went under center. I pulled my foot which he knew I wanted him to go in motion now. He motioned out as I watched the backer slide over slightly and follow him. I quickly called for the snap and took it. I turned to Mack and stuck the ball to his chest. I pulled it away and turned to see Jordan moving to the corner with a step on the backer. Just as I released the ball their feet got tangled and they both tripped. The ball landed harmlessly in the corner of the end zone. Jordan rolled from the turf and pointed to the backer that had tripped him hoping they were going to throw the flag. I protested a little but they weren't going to throw the flag now. I shook it off as coach called time out and said a few words to the ref before I reached the sideline for the call. Coach sighed as I reached him. "That's a bunch of bull." It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 03 I didn't focus on the missed call. I remained ready to get the call and worry about the next play. He scanned his sheet before finding the play he wanted. "I'm calling your number Owen," he said. "You have to score or this thing is over." "I know," I said. "I'll make sure I get in." "Just get behind Bobby and drive your way in." "Yes sir," I said. I went back to the huddle with the call that the guys already knew was coming. I lined up and saw them stacking the line. I motioned Jordan to come across the field as a distraction. Bobby snapped the ball and tried to drive the pile. It happened so fast I went on instinct at this point. He went low as the defense went lower to create a hole for the backer to dive into. I took a step back and decided I needed to leap over the pile instead of driving through it. I went air born and got banged around as I cleared the pile and landed about a foot in the end zone for the score. There was pile of bodies on me as they tried to pull me out of the end zone. The refs had already made their call so it was pointless now. I jumped up and down once the pile cleared off of me and celebrated my score. I didn't get to score that often myself so I was excited when I got to do it. "Dammit Owen," coach yelled. "I told you to push the pile not dive over it. Track doesn't start until spring time. Save the hurdles for then if you want to jump so damn bad." "Sorry coach," I laughed a little. "I got the job done though." "Yeah," he smiled. "I'm not going to have any hair left once this thing is over with." "You had some to start with?" I joked. "Gosh damn," he laughed and hugged me. "I did until you joined the damn team. Good work anyhow." They returned the kick to the thirty five and had three minutes or so to score again to take the lead back. I just hoped somebody would make a big play and stop them. They moved the ball with two big plays and were inside the thirty five on the other end of the field quickly. I shook my head as they did this so effortlessly. Shane was barking orders as he paced around on the field trying to get them motivated. I could only watch from the sideline as they got ready to run another play. Shane dropped back off the end of the line where he normally played. He saw the pass coming and jumped high into the air and tipped the pass. He landed and quickly found the football in the air. He got under it and grabbed it for the interception. He started running towards the end zone. Their quarterback went to make the tackle but bounced off Shane as he steamrolled his way down the field. The whole team was cheering as Shane puffed his way down the field and scored. I left the sideline and raced down the field to celebrate with him. "Whooooooo!" he cheered as he jumped around out of breath. "Now who's the fucking cheetah?" I joked. "I am," he yelled. We led for the first time now at sixty three to fifty six. I couldn't believe the score as I looked at it again. It looked more like a basketball score than a football score. We kicked it off to them again. They returned it to the twenty before we finally brought them down. They ran a few plays gaining big chunks of yards on the first three. Then they slowed down as the defense broke one play up and made a great tackle on another that could have been big if we had missed. They tried another pass that went to high and was incomplete. It got them into a fourth and five near the thirty at our end of the field now. They decided to go for it since there was just under two minutes left on the clock and they needed to score. They got four and a half. The clock stopped for the official measurement and they were just short. Shane jumped around shouting as the defense left the field. "I got you the ball again Owen," Shane called. "Go do your thing." "I got you Shane," I said slapping his butt. I knew they were going to blitz me now to try and created some pressure. All I had to do was find the right guy and get it out of my hands. We ran it to Mack for a gain of two. We ran it again and got three. They called timeout to stop the clock and decide what they wanted to do. I took a shot of water and listened to coach as he told me to get the ball out of my hands and find somebody. I went to the line and scanned it. I knew they were coming on a blitz so I would have one on one coverage. I checked to both Wade and Jordan to get them to slant inside. I took the snap and looked. Wade was locked up so I checked Jordan. They had dropped the ends and had him well covered. The backers blitzed from the edges along with a safety. The whole middle of the field opened up except for the one backer watching me. I made my choice and tucked the ball. I ran hard to the opening in the middle. I ran straight at the backer and twisted right once he got set to make the tackle. His arms slipped off my legs as I spun free and continued running ahead. I had more than enough for the first down but I kept running. I cut right and headed down the sideline in a foot race to the end zone. I felt the last guy wrap his arms around me before I shed him and had nothing but green grass in front of me. I could have scored but I didn't. I slid to a stop right at the two yard line to kill the play and keep the ball. "Why didn't you score?" Mack asked as they called time out and stopped the clock with forty two seconds on the clock. "Why?" I said. "The game is over. All I have to do now I kneel down twice and we are regional champions." "Smart play Owen," coach said. "Way to use your head out there." "Thanks coach," I said. It took three kneel downs but we ended up winning the game. They used their final timeout for whatever reason. I guess they hoped Bobby and I would fuck up the snap somehow. We didn't. The crowd on our side roared as we walked off the field. Coach gave his speech before turning us loose to get cleaned up. The locker room was loud as we celebrated our victory and the first regional championship our school had won in forty years. The bus moved as quickly as it could back towards home. We all found out as we boarded the bus that the next game would be way up in the panhandle. That would mean a hotel stay and a charter bus ride north. I wasn't thrilled about traveling that far north but that's the way it worked out. They ranked better than us in the state rankings so we would have no choice but to travel again. "Hey," Jordan said breaking me out of my light sleep. "What?" I sighed. "Can't you see I'm trying to sleep?" "Wake up then," he laughed lightly. "This is important." "It better be," I smiled at him. "Party tomorrow at the beach around noon. We are going to grill some burgers and dogs and just chill." "Is this a supervised party?" I asked. "Hell no," he laughed. "How the hell else are we going to drink?" "We can't bring beer to the beach though," I said. "Well duh," Jordan laughed again. "We can bring the hard stuff in some bottles and drink from solo cups. I'm not as dumb as I look." "That sounds better," I said. "I can't drink too much though. Jamie has her dance thing at six and I want to be there this time. I haven't been to one in a long time so I owe it to her." "Drink until three then sober up some before you head there. Hell I might even go with you." "Yeah right," I laughed. "What?" he questioned. "Girls in tutus have always interested me." "They aren't ballerinas," I chuckled. "It's a choreographed dance kind of thing. They do wear some interesting outfits though." "See, that might make it worth it," he smiled. "Count me in for the beach," I said. "Now shut the hell up so I can sleep." "Shish," he huffed. "At least next week we will be staying in a hotel so you can get some beauty rest. You're ugly when you don't sleep." "Yeah, yeah," I sighed. "Fuck you." He laughed before slipping from the seat and going back to talk with Bobby and Shane. At this point I didn't care. I was tired so I drifted back into another light sleep before the bus arrived at the school. * Jordan and I got to the beach around eleven to make sure we got a good spot. It was first come first serve at the beach and we were lucky to grab the one last pavilion that was left. We set the coolers down to mark our spot as we continued going back and forth to the trucks to bring in everything we needed. "Who the fuck planned this?" I asked as we both carried the grill from the bed of my truck to the spot. "Shane, Bobby and I," Jordan replied. "Why?" "Where the hell are they? How come it's always me and you doing all the heavy lifting?" "Beats me there sleeping beauty," he chuckled. "Maybe you should have been awake during the planning phase so you could have coordinated this better." "I guess so," I sighed as we got the grill into the spot. "I'll be sure to let you plan the next one," he chuckled. We sat there for a minute and poured ourselves the first rum and coke of the day. Bobby and Shane showed up about five minutes later with the food and another cooler. "I guess we timed this one out perfectly," Shane said to Bobby. I shook my head but laughed anyway. We all sat around and had a drink before more of the team started to show up. I started the grill and began cooking the burgers and dogs. The rest of them stood around and talked and drank as I cooked. "How much longer?" Jordan asked. "A couple of minutes," I sighed. "We are going down to the water to cool off for a minute." "I'll call for you when it's done." "Thanks man." I watched them run towards the water as I continued rolling the dogs so they wouldn't burn. "Don't burn anything," Jamie said. "I'm trying not to," I smiled. I glanced at her and had to do a double take. The red bikini on her tanned body looked stunning. The way it hugged her body showed every curve. I was wearing my sunglasses but she could tell I was taking her in as she leaned against me and hugged my chest. "Where is everyone?" she asked. "Swimming," I sighed. "I got stuck cooking." "Do you need anything?" she asked sweetly. "I could use a refill." "Be right back," she smiled. I watched her walk off with my cup. The red bikini bottoms hugged her ass perfectly. Her cheeks rippled perfectly with each step she took. The suit was a little low on her butt and showed just a hint of skin where the sun hadn't touched. She reached the cooler and bent to pull the rum from the ice. The bottoms pulled tight over her cunny making a defined outline before she stood and worked to get my drink. I was already semi hard as I turned away and tried to focus on the food. I heard the lid shut as she made her way back towards me. I couldn't help but glance back at her as she walked my way. There was just a hint of her slit outlined in her suit as she walked towards me. I tried not to stare at her but I couldn't help myself. "Here you go Owen," she smiled. "Thanks Jamie." I took my drink from her hand and had a sip. I gasped a little as it hit my throat. She made it a little stronger than I had expected it. I shook the burn off then took another sip. "Did I make it too strong?" she asked. "A little," I smiled. "But I'll let you slide just this once." "Thanks," she giggled. "You look good today," I offered. "Thanks," she giggled again. "So do you." "I'm in my board shorts. It's far from that number you have on." "But you don't have a shirt on," she teased. "You're making me..." "Making you what?" I asked. "Nothing," she said shyly. "Can I have that one?" She pointed to a dog in the grill. "Sure," I smiled. "Get a plate." She picked one off the pile and waited for me to pull it from the grill. She took it and returned to the table as I started pulling everything from the grill. I took the food to the table and set everything down. I picked a burger and a dog for myself before whistling and waving the group towards the food. They quickly left the water and came running to get some food. I sat at the table next to Jamie as they came in and grabbed what they wanted. We all sat around and ate while talking about the game and the pool incident. We still laughed about it. After they were done eating they all took off back to the water leaving me and Jamie to clean up the mess. I didn't mind it to be honest. Jamie and I flirted with each other as we picked up the trash and put the leftover food into a cooler. She bent over and placed the tray into the cooler. I was standing right behind her and got a good view of her ass as she did. I couldn't help myself now and gave it a soft slap. She stood straight up and turned to wag her finger at me. "You better behave Owen," she sassed. "You shouldn't have worn that bikini if you wanted me to behave." "I'm at the beach," she sassed again. "What did you want me to wear?" "I kind of liked what you had on when we were at the pool." "Did you now?" she said playfully. She glanced at my shorts and saw I was semi hard still and tenting them slightly. "You better hide that before they come back up here," she said coyly. "Then you better put on a shirt or something to hide your body." "Oh," she giggled. "It's my fault now." "Kind of," I smiled. "If I have to put a shirt on then so do you," she sassed. "Why?" I asked. "Hmm," she growled. "Let's just say I'm a little damp down there." That didn't do anything but make my cock swell more. I knew she was turned on by the way she had been acting all afternoon. Hearing her say it though made my cock swell. "Come on," she said suddenly. "Let's go take care of that." "Say what?" I asked stunned. "Let's go to the bathroom so I can take care of that for you. I can hide my wetness better than you can hide your boner." "Yeah but...what about them?" I pointed. "If we slip away they won't notice we are gone. Or you can walk around like that all day long." I thought for a second before she turned and grabbed my arm. I followed her as she led us towards the bathrooms. I watched the sway of her hips and the ripple of her ass as she led the way to the bathroom. She was glancing around checking the group out as we reached the door. I ran right into her as I was also looking around. She giggled as I caught her before we both ended up on the ground. She opened the door and gave my chest a firm shove inside before she pulled the door shut on the family stall and locked the door. "Get it out," she said slyly. "What about you?" I asked. "I'm doing this for you Owen." She squatted down at my crotch before looking back up at me with her big smile. My eyes traveled down her body to the little gap between her legs as she waited for me. Her suit was pulled so tight over her cunny that it left little to the imagination. Not that it did when she was standing. I slipped my shorts down my legs as my cock sprang free. She giggled again as it wagged near her face. She smiled up at me with that look of lust in her eyes. She licked her lips as her hand wrapped around the swollen shaft. "I can't believe I'm going to blow you in the bathroom. We are so bad you know?" "You don't have to," I said. "I can just try to control it." "I'm here," she said coyly. "I might as well finish what I started." Her mouth took my cock in about half way as she started to blow me. My knees about buckled as she worked her mouth back to the head. Her tongue swirled around the tip as she smiled up at me. My hands brushed her hair off to one side before she slowly started to move her mouth back down me. I sighed as she started a quick up and down on my cock. "Fuck," I sighed as she went deeper down on me. "Hmm," she growled. I looked down at her as she looked back up at me. I wanted her again but I knew she wouldn't go for it here. She smiled as the thought crossed my mind. She knew what I was thinking and only giggled and swirled her tongue around my tip again. Her hands pushed her top off her tits so I could see them as she sucked me off. Her tits were perfect mounds of flesh as my hands found them. I teased the erect nipples as they stuck off of them. She moaned and worked my cock harder. The feeling was intense as she drove down on me then back to my tip, drawing my cum quickly from my sack. The way she was squatted down sucking my cock was thrilling. I wanted to touch her now. I wanted to see her cunny from behind that thin little piece of fabric guarding her center. I tried to see around her body and look between her legs. I couldn't see anything as she went up and down on my shaft coating it in her spit. My desire to want to taste her again took over. I reached down and gripped her arms as she held my base with one hand and teased my balls with the other. She paused just for a second and nodded thinking I was ready to cum now. I pulled her up as she lost contact with my cock and stood. She giggled at the sudden change then moaned as my mouth covered her in a hard kiss. My cock pressed into her tummy as I pushed her back towards the counter. Her ass bumped into it as our tongues tangled still. I gripped her hips and lifted her to sit on it. She moaned and kissed me harder as my cock pressed against her cunny. Her hands went to my chest as she pushed me lightly and broke the kiss. "I'm not having sex with you in here," she said softly. "I know that," I said. "You said you were wet so I wanted to do something for you too." My fingers were working her suit to one side as I spoke. She gasped when my fingers brushed her cunny. She didn't protest when my lips caught her nipple in my mouth. She pressed her body into my mouth as my finger slipped past her opening and into her wetness. A soft whimper escaped her lips as I nibbled on her lightly. Her fingers now tangled in my hair as I chewed one before I moved to the other one. I sucked it into my mouth as my fingers pressed in and out of her spreading what she leaked all over the inside of her legs. I slowly left her nipple and kissed my way towards her cunny. "Did I ever tell you how beautiful you are?" I asked. "Once or twice," she smiled at me. My lips hit her cunny as she spread her legs wider and put one on the counter. She was open now and letting me taste her again. My hands now wrapped around her hips as I controlled her movements better. She was turning her body into my mouth as I licked her. Wetness and desire covered my face as I pressed my tongue into her opening and really tasted her. Her skin was on fire as my fingers traced her hips down to her ass. She panted softly as I moved from her center to her clit. The little pearl was exposed from its hood now as I took it into my mouth and rolled it around. She moaned louder this time as her hands pulled my hair. She held me tighter to her body as her legs closed around my head. I could hardly catch my breath as she rolled her hips with my tongue and tried to get off. I didn't care if she was suffocating me. I wanted to taste everything she was leaking. My tongue started going from her opening all the way up to her clit as she panted hard. "Owen," she warned. "Cum for me," I rasped. "Fuck, I am." I lapped at her as she creamed my tongue. Her taste was perfect and it left me wanting more from her. I continued a slow lick that focused mostly on her opening as she heaved for air and moaned softly. Her legs slowly let free from my head and I was able to breathe better. Her hands clutched my arms as I continued my soft assault on her cunny. It was so open and wet as I licked her softly and smiled up at her. "Ok," she panted. "You're going to make me cum again if you keep doing that." "What's wrong with that?" I questioned. "I thought I was supposed to be taking care of you." "I can wait," I teased. "You are too delicious to stop now." It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 03 My tongue found her cunny again as I couldn't get enough of her taste. She pulled my ears teasingly to get me to stop. She leaned up from the counter and brought her legs around my body as I stood between them. Her lips locked on mine again as she kissed me. My cock had a one track mind as it touched her sex between her legs. I didn't penetrate her. I just let it rest there as she slowly turned her hips and let me slip against her wet lips. I could feel myself pressing her lips open. She was turning her hips against my cock as we kissed. I could feel myself opening her up as my head started to catch her opening. Whimpers escaped her mouth as I felt the very tip start to penetrate her. I pulled away as she moaned into my mouth. I found her nipple in my mouth as I teased her. She sighed as I kissed my way back up to her throat. I could feel her moans on my lips as I kissed her wetly there. "Fuck Owen," she gasped. I smiled as her skin glowed and was covered in goose bumps. Her fingers found my cock as she wrapped them around the wet skin. She started stroking me as I kissed her neck more. She head tilted to the side offering me her tender skin. I could taste the salt of her sweat as I kissed her. Her soft feminine smell made my cock swell more in her hand. She was stroking me and touching herself as I continued to work her neck up to her ear. She panted and moaned next to mine as I felt my cock touching her lips between her legs. I could feel her debating on whether she wanted me inside of her. I wanted to be but I didn't want it to be here. Taking this step would change us forever and I didn't want it to be in the bathroom at the beach. "Jamie," I panted. "I know," she whimpered. She knew what I meant. "Step back." I stepped back as she dropped from the counter and kneeled before me. Her face was so flush with excitement as she took my cock into her mouth again. She was tender now as she used only her mouth to slide back and forth on my cock. She let her spit run from her mouth and coat me as she sucked me off. All the excitement from earlier left me ready. "Jamie," I warned. "Umm hmm," she moaned as my cock started to fill her mouth. She drank me down as I filled her. Shot after shot coated her mouth as she swallowed then waited until I filled her again. She swallowed three times before I was spent. She continued on me softly until I couldn't take it anymore. I pulled away from her as she stood and smiled. She wanted to kiss me but held her finger up. She turned and went to the sink to rinse. I took her in my arms as she stood and kissed her shoulders. I parted her hair and kissed her neck as she growled and leaned into me. My hands softly cupped her tits as she stood there molded into my body and let me kiss her. She tilted her head as I caught her mouth now. I kissed her raking her tongue with mine as she pressed her ass into my still swollen cock. This made her giggle and pull away. "I thought I took care of that?" she sassed. "It has a mind of its own," I offered. "Bad penis," she sassed and swatted it. It only wagged back and forth before sticking straight back out towards her. She giggled as she smiled up at me. "You're going to have to deal with it for now." "It will go down in a while," I said. "We better get back out there." "We probably should," she smiled. "Thank you Owen. Thank you for not pushing me." "As much as I want you right now, I wouldn't want it to be in a bathroom." She just smiled and adjusted her suit to fit again. I grabbed mine off the floor and pulled it up my legs. She opened the door cautiously before slipping out and leaving me inside. I splashed water on my face before rejoining the group. Jamie had another rum and coke waiting for me as I sat in my chair. I sipped on it as she sat next to me and glowed. My cock deflated some but not much. I really wanted her. My mood changed as Courtney walked my way. "You played really well last night," she offered. "We all played well," I said. "But you won the game for us." "I'm pretty sure that was Shane that did that. He made the play. All I did was run the clock out at the end." "Yeah, but you had that long run at the end and like ten touchdown passes," she said. "I'm going to find Kelly," Jamie said. Courtney wasted little time taking Jamie's chair. I shot Jamie a look that said thanks a lot for leaving with her. I watched her walk away and took in the sway of her hips as she went around behind us. She opened the cooler and dug through it as Courtney spoke again. "So, what have you been up too?" she questioned. "I thought you had left when I didn't see you." "I've been here all day. I had to get a can so I was gone for a little while." As I said this I dug into my pocket and found my dip. I put in a big pinch as Courtney continued her little game. "So, what are you doing later on?" "I'm going to watch Jamie at her dance thing." "Oh, what time is that?" "Starts at six but I'm outa here in a little while to get cleaned up." "Oh, ok," she sighed. Jamie walked past us again as she headed towards the water now. The breeze caught her blonde hair making it wave around before she reached back and pulled it together. She tied it in a loose bun as she continued away from us towards Kelly and the group of them talking by the water. "How long is a little while?" Courtney asked. "What do you want Courtney?" I asked, cutting to the chase. "I was hoping we could... you know?" "Bootie call," I said. "Don't say it like that," she quipped. "That's what it is isn't it?" "We agreed we would be there for each other so I wouldn't call it that." Jamie had reached the group and must have said something to them. Jordan looked my way with that shit eating grin on his face that he normally had. I silently signaled a check play to him hoping he would get the picture. He wasn't sure exactly what I wanted but he was smart enough to know that I needed his help. He quickly took off my direction as I looked at Courtney now. "I don't know Court," I said. "Where would we go with all these people?" "The bathroom dummy," she laughed. "Hey Owen," Jordan called. "We, ah..." "Ran out of ice," I said, filling in something for him. "I know, Jamie told me a minute ago." "So...ah...can I burrow some cash to get another bag?" Jordan asked, trying his best to be smooth. "Sure man," I said standing. "Let me get my wallet. Be right back Court." "Sure," she sighed. I walked away with Jordan towards the parking lot. "Thanks man," I sighed. "I owe you one." "Can you fill me in on what the hell is going on?" he chuckled. "Courtney wants a bootie call," I said. "What's wrong with that?" he asked rather stunned. "I'm not in the mood for it," I said speaking the truth but lying at the same time. "Alright," he laughed. "What time is it anyway?" "It's only two," he said. "Let's go play some volleyball or something so I can get away from her." "You really don't want some ass?" he asked. "I don't want to deal with the after," I lied again. "She will be all clingy and I don't want that from her." "You guys aren't together anymore though," he said. "She shouldn't be clingy." "You know her Jordan," I sighed. "I'll get the guys and we can play." "Thanks man," I smiled. He took off to head back to the beach to get them ready to play. I put a dollar into the ice machine and bought a bag. I walked back to the cooler and dumped it in. Courtney stood next to me and I smoothed the ice over the drinks and shut the lid. Jordan called me from the beach. "Dude, get over here. You're on my team." "Be right there," I called back. "Do you want to play some volleyball?" I asked trying to be nice. "No thanks," Courtney sighed. "I'll watch." "Suit yourself," I shrugged. We played a slow paced and friendly game that lasted for about a half an hour. Then we took a break and headed back to the shelter to chill out and have another round of drinks. Courtney kept her distance now. She knew I was blowing her off. "I have to go," Jamie said softly to me. "I'll see you in a little while," I replied. "You really are coming?" she smiled. "Yeah, Jordan and I are going." "I'll look for you when I'm up there," she smiled. I hugged her tightly before letting her go on her way. I took out another big pinch from my can and refilled my drink before I got back into the group and stayed clear of Courtney. Jordan and I stayed right up until five. We left the beach half drunk and headed home to quickly change. We were off to the auditorium and got there at 530. The doors were open and the place was filling up fast. We were lucky to get a seat near the front. "This better be worth it," Jordan sighed. "You could have stayed and hung out with Kelly," I offered. "She has to be into work at seven tonight so I'm free tonight." "What the hell are you complaining about then?" I joked. "I'm just busting your balls dude," Jordan chuckled. The lights dimmed and the curtain parted as the show started. There were all different age groups that had performances tonight. They ranged from the little kids that were about four all the way up to Jamie's adult age group. She was out there several times and held my attention each time she was out there. She moved so gracefully and elegantly as she performed. It had been a long time since I had been to one of her shows and it was worth it tonight. She spotted me as the curtain was about to close on the last act of the night. The smile on her face let me know how much it meant to her to have me here. She giggled lightly when she noticed Jordan right next to me waving at her like an idiot. I smacked his arm down and busted his balls about embarrassing her in front of everyone. We left the auditorium and headed to the drive thru to get a bite to eat. Jordan and I sat there and waited for Bobby and Shane to join us. We decided on another twelve pack and a trip to Shane's house. We sat in his garage and shot the shit for a while before finally calling it a night. I drove home and took a shower before getting my list of things to do from my dad for tomorrow. I lay there in bed trying to fall asleep. Thank you for coming tonight Jamie texted me. You look stunning out there. It was well worth it. Thank you. See you tomorrow? I've got to work tomorrow remember? Monday then. For sure. Good nite Owen. ***** Thanks for reading. Comments are always welcome. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 04 School and football practice dominated my week and left little time for anything else. Practice was intense since we knew the upcoming game was to get into the state championship game. It was the talk of the school and the eyes of the town were on us. We had moved into the number three spot in the state rankings so we were to face the number two seeded team. They were a well balanced team on both sides of the ball so we knew we couldn't take them lightly. We practiced hard each day until Friday night rolled around. We left the school about a half an hour before we normally got out. We climbed aboard two charter buses and headed north towards Pensacola for the game. We checked into the hotel and got settled before we got back on the bus and headed to the school. We ate lightly before sitting around the locker room and relaxing before the upcoming battle. The locker room was filled with light chatter as we sat around and shot the shit for a while. Once the game grew closer coach gave his motivational speech about tonight and how this might be the last game for the seniors. He wanted us to play our hearts out and leave everything out there on the field. He was very proud of us for making it this far. Shane did his thing and got us pumped up before we took the field. The home side was packed as I headed out onto the strange field. Our side had a few fans that traveled this far north to watch us but it was nothing like last week. I started throwing with Jordan to get loose. We didn't have a whole lot to say to each other tonight. We were focused on what we needed to get done. We passed for a few minutes before I decided I had had enough. I worked my way to midfield to say a few words to my mom before I went to the bench to clear my mind like I always did. I sat there in silence for a few minutes before Jamie leaned over the bench and broke my thoughts. "Are you nervous?" "Yeah," I said honestly. "Don't be," she smiled. "You've got this. I'm cheering for you." "I know," I said. "I've always got that working for me." "Your friend is back too," she said. I glanced up and saw the Texas guy there. I also saw the State guy sitting a few away from him. "Guess I have to play well tonight don't I?" "You always play well," she offered. "Good luck." She gave me a simple kiss to my cheek before she turned and walked away. It felt strange to only get a kiss on the cheek from her. I watched her legs as she walked away to get a drink. I turned away as she bent over and grabbed it off the ground. I had to focus on the game and not on wanting her. We lost the toss tonight so I had to sit there and let the defense take the field first. They played slow to start the game and gave up a couple of big plays before they figured it out and slowed them down. They ended up holding them to a field goal. Mack took the kick off and headed straight up the field. He broke back to the left and found a huge hole. After he broke the kicker down he was in a foot race to the end zone. He got dragged down at the two and was denied the score. "HB left slam Owen," coach called. "Let's get Mack that touchdown he deserves." "You got it coach," I said. I went to the huddle and called the play. I handed the ball off to Mack and watched him slam into the line and push his way through after Bobby bounced around and ran up Mack's back to push him through. We kicked off again and stopped them relatively quickly. They moved the ball before stalling and having to punt. We got the ball back and tried to get something going. We went a few plays before stalling and had to punt. That was pretty much the way the first half went. Both teams would drive for a little while then stall and have to punt. We managed a field goal after Mack returned a punt a good ways before the punter grabbed him. We went into the half leading ten to three. Mack took the second half kickoff and brought it out to midfield. We ran him up the middle on the next play and only got a few. Then we ran him left and got another few. We needed four now for the first down. Coach gave me the call as I went to the huddle and gave it. "Zebra, drive slant, two count," I said. "Mack, stay home then slip out." We broke the huddle and headed to the line. Wade and Jordan were both on the same side of the field. I took the snap and dropped back. Wade drove hard down the field as Jordan drug under the play and was open for the slant. I planted my foot and threw. Bobby rolled between my legs and knocked me over as Jordan caught the ball and fought for as much as he could. "Fuck," I called as I hit the turf and pulled my foot from under Bobby. He rolled over and climbed to his feet. He turned and pulled me up. "Fuck, fuck, fuck," I gasped and hobbled around on my feet. "What's wrong Owen?" Bobby questioned. "Fuck," I groaned. "You just rolled my ankle. Dammit, that fucking hurts." The pain was sharp and intense as I tried to walk it off. Bobby had twisted my ankle as he rolled between my legs. I knew it wasn't going to just be walked off. I would have to head to the sidelines and get taped up. I wasn't going to leave the game at this point. We were getting something going so I just tried to ignore the pain and grit it out. I turned to the sideline to get another call. Coach's face was concerned as he looked at me and talked to me. "Are you ok?" "Yeah," I grunted. "I'm good. Just tickles a little. What's the call?" "You don't look good," he pressed. "I'm good, let's go. Give me a play." I waved my hands around to tell him to hurry up. He looked at his play sheet and called in the play as I knelt down and started relaying the call to the guys. "HB slam right," I said. "Check that. HB sweep right. Bobby, pull hard and find a guy. On two." "Yes sir," Bobby said. I grunted hard as I climbed to my feet. "You ok Owen?" Jordan asked. "Fine," I grunted. "Let's go." I limped to the line and went under center. I took the snap on two and turned hard to my right to stick the ball way out there. The pain shot through my ankle as I stepped down and reached. I managed to get the ball into Mack's arms before I rolled to the turf and sat there watching the play. Mack ran hard right and hid behind Bobby. He threw one hell of a block and let Mack slip through the hole. He went up the field before turning back to the left and headed across the field now. He shed one last guy and sprinted home to the end zone. I got to my feet and limped off as Shane ran out there to give me a hand. "What the hell happened?" coach asked. "My ankle got rolled when Bobby hit me." "Ah shit," he huffed. "Where the hell is the trainer at? Get him over here and get that thing taped up tight before it swells." I limped over to the bench and pulled my shoe off. It was already starting to swell up as the trainer started wrapping it up tight. It took some of the pain away as he finished and I put my shoe back on. I spent a minute or two testing it on the sideline. It wasn't the best but I could at least move. Meanwhile, we had kicked off and they were working their way down the field. They were stopped shortly after they made it to the forty. They punted the ball away from Mack this time to avoid him getting it. I did my best to hide my pain as I trotted out on the field again. We ran the ball three plays in a row before coach wanted a pass. I made the call then checked off to Jordan once I saw the back angling him to the outside. He turned hard inside then hand battled him back to the outside. I planted my feet and threw a pass. It hurt to plant and throw but I made it work. It went over Jordan's outside shoulder where he caught it and was brought down for a twenty yard gain. Coach was standing there looking at me wondering if I was ok. I gave him the thumbs up as I got the next call. "HB slam left," I called. "Check that. HB sweep right. Bobby?" "I know," he smiled. "Find somebody to hit." I handed the ball off to Mack. He followed behind Bobby until he found a hole. He turned up the field and was gone in a flash. "You like that damn sweep play don't you Owen?" coach asked. "It's worked twice now," I smiled. "I can see that. Just remember not to go to the well too many times." We had a twenty four to three lead with only a little time left in the third. They pushed the ball down the field but stalled again as Shane made a great tackle and held them from getting the first down. They tried a field goal but it went wide right. We took over and tried the sweep play again. It got us ten. I threw a quick out to Jordan. He got five. Then I handed the ball off to Mack heading left this time. He got another ten before he got taken down and the quarter ended. I paced around trying to keep my ankle loose as we waited for the start of the fourth. I went to the line with a run play and saw both safeties were at the line trying to stop the run. I pulled back and checked to Jordan and Wade. Mack stepped forward to get the change. The safeties didn't retreat so I snapped the ball and gave a hard fake to Jordan. He turned and waited before taking off. The corner played the fake pretty well but Jordan had a step on him. I reloaded and sent the ball on the way. It was just a touch too long but Jordan made the grab with his finger tips and brought it under control. The corner gave chase as Jordan continued to pull away from him and scored. With that he set a new school record for the most receiving touchdowns in a single season. "Alright Owen," coach smiled. "That was a great throw. Depending on what happens on this drive I'm probably going to pull you from the game." "I understand." "I don't want something stupid to happen and you get hurt worse." "Yes sir," I said. Three plays later BJ, our safety, snapped the ball out of the air and took it in for a score. I knew my night was over with a thirty eight to three lead with five and some change left on the clock. The trainer untapped my foot and packed it with ice before wrapping it up again. It ended thirty eight to eleven. Next week we would be playing for the state championship at the Citrus Bowl in the middle of the state. The hotel room was alive with excitement as we arrived back under very strict orders not to venture out and do anything stupid. We sipped on soda tonight as we relived the game. Soon there was a knock at the door as coach made his rounds. He warned us not to stay up too late. After he left there was another knock at the door. Bobby pushed his way into the room and gave me a hug. Shane was on his tail as Mack and Wade celebrated with them. "Sorry I rolled your foot," Bobby offered. "Fuck it Bobby," I said laughing. "Buy me a twelve pack when we get back to town and we can call it even." "You got it," he said. "In the mean time I got you this." He pulled out another can for me and tossed it my way. Another knock at the door soon followed. Jamie, Courtney, Kelly, Mia and Trish pushed their way into the door. We sat around for an hour bull shitting about the game and the coming week. We settled down after that as Jordan started wheeling and dealing. "Can you go back with one of them so I can keep Kelly in here with me tonight?" he begged Wade. "I'm not sleeping with one of them," Wade hissed. "My girl will kill me." "I'll go," Mack said. "I'm still flying solo." "I wanted to go back with Trish," Bobby said. They started talking over one another as they tried to figure out who was going where. I just sat back and spit into my cup as they tried to figure it all out. "I can stay here with Owen," Courtney's voice met my ears. "So I have to sleep with Mack?" Jamie questioned. "I don't snore that loud," he joked. "It's not the snoring I'm worried about," she smiled. "You're single," Courtney said. "What's the big deal?" "So are you," Jamie retorted. "You go with him." "Where are you going to go?" she asked. "I can stay with Owen." She gave this pissed off look at Jamie before turning to me for help. "You know my answer," I said. "Jamie always comes first in my life. Isn't that the reason we broke up?" "Fine," she huffed. "Come on Mack." "Thanks Owen," Mack sighed. "Leave me with the pissed off one." "Anytime," I said. "Where the hell does that leave me?" Wade asked. "Go with Mack," Mia said. "We only had three in there so there's an extra bed." "So I have to listen to those two?" Wade joked. "Haha," I laughed out loud. "She's so pissed off right now there isn't a chance in hell. She probably wouldn't fuck me at this point." They all stopped to look at me. I just shook my head at what I had just said. Wade reluctantly left the room to catch Mack. The others left right after my warning about waking up early and getting back to the right spots before seven. "So, do you think you and Jamie can leave us alone for about an hour?" Jordan asked. "You got thirty minutes Jordan," I hissed. "I'm ready for bed and I can't go far on my ankle." "Fine," he smiled. "I guess the anal beads are out of the question Kelly." "Yeah," she said shaking her head. "As if." "He was talking about himself," I joke. They laughed as I limped to the door and took Jamie with me. I leaned on her as we walked slowly away to the pool deck. She pulled two lounge chairs together so we could sit and talk. I quickly plopped down in mine as she stood there with a half-smile on her face. "I could have helped you sit down." "I got it," I sighed. "It's not that bad." "If you say so," she giggled. I watched her walk in front of me so she could take her seat. Her little pink night shorts caught my eye as she turned to sit down. The words pink written in white across the butt were so true. I smiled to myself as she got comfortable and looked at me. The thin white shirt that covered her body did little to hide her dark bra that was underneath it. "So, what's up with you and Courtney?" she questioned. "What do you mean?" I played dumb. "Why does she think you want to sleep with her still and why did you make that comment?" I sighed. "She thinks we are going to still be there for each other now that we are separated." I put the quotations with my fingers around the 'be there' part. "Oh," Jamie said. Her mouth made a big O as she said it. "Yeah," I said. "So, have you been there?" she asked playfully, making the quotations herself. "No," I said shaking my head. "I've ah...kind of been seeing this other girl." "Have you?" she sassed. "What's she like?" "Well," I smiled. "I think she is perfect. She has this smile that lights up the room when she walks in. Her laugh is contagious, her eyes are so pure you get lost in them. Her physical beauty is unmatched by anyone I have ever met." "But," I said before Jamie could speak. "She's more than just physically beautiful. She makes you smile and laugh. She is so kind and caring and giving. She lights up my day every time I see her. It's this feeling I get whenever I'm around her, butterflies in my stomach I guess." "Her kiss leaves you wanting more. The way she touches me, I'm never in a rush to take things too far because I know the wait is going to be worth it. She's perfect to me. I couldn't ask for more. And the best part is I've known her all my life so I know everything about her." "And you still want to be with her?" she joked. "Of course," I chuckled a little. "Why wouldn't I want to be?" She giggled her little girl giggles now. "You should let me meet her sometime. She must be something special if she's got you talking like this." "The most special girl I have ever known," I said. Jamie just smiled more as I looked over at her. "You can be so sweet sometimes Owen." "Or lame," I joked. "No," she giggled again. "Sweet." "Thanks Jamie," I smiled. She had her content smile on her face as she studied mine. She sighed before she looked over at me again and spoke. "We aren't officially together," she said softly. "If you want to be there for Courtney you can." "Why would you think that?" I asked. "Because we haven't had sex yet?" "Well?" she thought. "Let me ask you this," I said carefully. "Have you ever been with a guy and jumped in bed with him on the first or second date?" "No," she said shaking her head. "Then why is this any different than any other time you have started out dating somebody? I've had a one night stand once in my life. After that I dated for a while before I took it to the next level." "I just... I don't know," she thought. "I guess this is a little different because we know each other so well and have for so long." "But we are changing the boundaries of our relationship," I offered. "I'm seeing you, that's all I want right now and that's what I'm focused on. And the best part about all this IS the fact that I know you so well. I know every little thing about you and that makes this different than all my past relationships." She smiled at me now. Her perfect smile that told me I had said the right things to make her understand how I felt about us and what we were doing together. She reached over and took my hand into hers and just held it for a minute as she thought about the conversation. "I guess you are smarter than I give you credit for sometimes," she offered. "I've got a soft side under this ugly mug," I teased. She giggled again before we moved onto something else. We sat there for over an hour just talking about anything that came up. We didn't realize how long we had been out there until we both started yawning more and more. I checked my phone and saw it was way past the time we had set for the other two. We climbed from the chairs and headed back to the room. I opened the door cautiously and listened for anything from the other two. I didn't hear anything so I took out my phone and used the dim light to guide us into the room and past the other bed. Jordan and Kelly were both curled up and sound asleep as we worked our way to the bed. "They are sleeping," I whispered. "I figured." I slipped my shirt and pants off before climbing into bed. Jamie's outline was against the curtain as she pulled her shirt off over her head and dropped her bra to the floor. She slipped her shirt back on before dropping her shorts and climbing into bed with me. "Did you set the alarm?" she whispered. "Yeah." "K. Good night." I lay there flat on my back as she rolled over and face me. She rested her arm over my chest as she got comfortable. I could just make out her soft smile as my eyes adjusted to the low light. I smiled back and closed my eyes to try and get some sleep. * "Owen?" Jamie whispered. "What?" I grunted. "Shhh," she hissed. "What?" I whispered. "I'm freezing cold." "What do you want me to do about it?" I whispered. "Hold me." "Come here." I turned my body to my side and wrapped my arms around her as she turned and curled her body into mine. Her skin was cool to the touch as I pulled her against me. My hand crossed her chest as I moved around to try and get comfortable. "Damn Jamie," I said softly. "You are cold." She giggled softly. "I told you." "Those things could cut glass right now." "Perv," she giggled again. Her body against mine started to have an effect on me. My cock started to swell slightly until it rested against her cheeks. She could feel it but didn't say anything. She just lay there and ran her fingers over my arms as I held her in the dark. We laid there for a while just holding each other. Her soft skin against mine made me want to touch her more. My hand started to drift along her arm feeling her skin. I could feel the very fine fuzz that covered her arm as my fingers glided over them. Her breathing never changed. She only shifted harder into my body and enjoyed my calming touch. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 04 I eventually left her arm as I reached her shoulder. I slid my hand down her ribs towards her hip. She just remained calm and quiet as I reached her hip. Her night shirt was still covering her up down there. I made it to mid-thigh before I found her skin again. By now it was warmed by our body contact. I ran my fingers over her leg and felt the smoothness of her skin. I traced her skin for a while. I just drew little circles on it feeling its softness and warmth. I ventured up her leg taking her shirt with me as my hand slid up her leg. It caught on her other hip as my hand slipped under it. I continued these soft circles on her skin until I reached her hip. I traced the little point it put against her skin as she shifted just slightly and sighed contently. As my fingers crossed her hip and went to her tummy I realized something. I hadn't touched anything but skin from her leg to her tummy. She was naked underneath her shirt. My cock swelled more as I took in this detail. I wasn't in a hurry to act on it. I just let my fingers continue to touch her warm skin. I let my fingers trace where her panties should have been resting on her tummy towards her navel. As I reached her navel I let my fingers remain there. I just drew more circles. I flattened out my hand now and rested it on her tummy. Her hand now moved on my arm as she finally acknowledged I was touching her. I continued moving my hand again. I let it slide across her tummy towards her chest. Her breathing changed slightly as I went further up her chest until my hand rested right at the edge of her breasts. I slid my hand back and forth over her stomach. I loved the feel of her skin against my hand. It felt perfect under my touch. As my hand climbed up her body again she sighed hard and grabbed my hand before I could return back down her body. She held my hand before pulling it higher up her body. She wanted me to touch her chest. I didn't hesitate as I let my hand climb the soft swell of her tit. My palm rested against her nipple as my fingers wrapped around her tit. Her hand gripped my wrist with desire as I squeezed her chest. Her breathing changed as I used my thumb to tease her nipple now. I circled it feeling the rubbery flesh. It still poked out hard off her chest but it wasn't from being cold at this point. My forefinger and thumb closed around it as I tweaked it lightly. She gasped at the suddenness of it. Her head turned now as she looked back at me. I continued to twist and tease her nipple as her hand still gripped mine. Her hips were now starting to turn against my wood as it pressed against her butt. I licked my lips before I pressed them against her neck right where her shirt left the skin exposed. She sighed deeply as I kissed her silently. I continued to kiss her neck and tease her nipple as she turned her body slightly. She was still resting on her side but she wasn't pressed against me as hard. "Fuck Owen," she whimpered so softly. "What are you doing to me?" I growled a little as I kissed her neck. My hand left her chest and started to slip south again. She whimpered again as I reached her navel. She knew where I was going as I circled her navel. Her legs parted slightly as I pressed into her valley. My fingers traced her slit as she turned her body more to lie on her back. She lay on her back with her legs spread softly. My fingers traced her lips below before parting them open. Her cunny was soaked as I pressed against her skin between her legs. I slipped so easily over her excitement as I found her opening and teased her there. Her hand went for my boxers as I pressed one finger into her wetness. She gasped quietly as her fingers wrapped around my cock and pulled me from the pee hole. I circled her cunny as I spread her juice around her swollen lips. Her fingers gripped my cock and worked the head making my fluid leak from me. She slipped her thumb around it and coated my head before teasing the sensitive underside. I slipped from her wetness and found her clit. I coated it with her juice as I circled it. She gasped again and tipped her hips into my fingers as I teased her. Her hand started a slow tug on my cock as I teased her cunny. Our eyes met as we pleasured each other under the covers. She leaned closer to me and found my mouth. It was a long and silent kiss as I dipped back into her cunny. Her hot breath hit my face as she panted without making a sound. I let my fingers slip from her again to find her clit. She wiggled around and pulled her shirt so it rested above her hips now. She was exposed from the waist down as she rolled back onto her side again. She pressed her body against mine again as I held my hand still and waited for her to get comfortable. She pressed herself right against me. Her hand pushed my cock between her legs until it crossed her cunny and rested against it. My heart skipped a beat as my head touched the wetness she leaked. She brought her leg up and gave me just a little more room to touch her. My fingers started teasing her clit again as she turned her hips against me. My cock was right there on her cunny. My fingers were bumping it with each circle I made. The way her body was right now it would have been so easy for me to enter her. Everything about her body was pointing me towards her center. I resisted for the moment. She turned her hips against me as I circled her clit with a soft touch. My cock was sliding over her wetness and touching my fingers each time she turned her hips. I was parting her, sliding along her wet skin between her legs and almost finding her opening as she tipped her hips. Maybe she wanted me to press it inside of her. Maybe she was just happy to tease me. She turned her hips again and let my cock slide up until it bumped my fingers touching her clit. Her breath caught in her throat as she turned back and let my cock slide along her wetness again. She turned so much that my cock caught her opening this time. I could feel the head start to part her. Her little lips opened around the head and started to let me slide inside. It took all I had not to thrust my hips forward and bury myself inside of her. She whimpered and pulled away just a little. My cock released and slipped along her wet slit again until I touched my fingers at her clit again. I slipped my fingers under my cock, along her slit, until I found her hole. I pressed one inside and listened to her gasp as I let it sink inside and fill her. Her hand went between our bodies as my finger pressed in and out of her cunny. Wetness leaking out of her like a river as she found my cock between her legs and gripped it. She turned her hips again until my cock was free from between her legs. She pushed it between her legs until it touched my finger that was still inside of her. I let my finger slide free from her hole and return to her clit. She had my cock and control of what she wanted to do with it. I circled her clit as she teased her opening with my cock. I was close to entering her as the tip teased her opening again. The only thing stopping me was her hand holding me there at her wet entrance. She teased my tip against her opening as I circled her clit. She was soaking, sopping wet down there now. Everything that was touching her down there now was soaked by how turned on she was. I could feel her hand slipping away as she pushed her hips back against me. My cock started to enter her before she turned her hips and let me remain on the outside. I didn't say anything now, I just teased her clit and let her decide. "Owen," she panted in a ragged breath. "I want you right now." "I'm right there Jamie," I whispered. "All you have to do is let me." She tightened her grip on my cock as she pushed her hips back. I touched her opening again before she let her hand fall away. She continued pressing back as my head entered her. Her hips turned and took me all the way inside until my hips touched her ass. I was deep inside of her as she whimpered. The feeling was nothing I could describe. Her walls squeezed me tightly as I panted and circled her clit still. She let out a broken whimper as l felt her cunny squeeze and quiver around my cock. She undulated her hips softly, only letting me slide an inch or two in either direction as she came. It happened so suddenly I didn't realize it at first that she was cumming. I had to slow my fingers once I figured it out. She whimpered softly as she soaked me. Her hips moved just a little faster as she twisted around in intense pleasure. I turned my hips softly and continued bringing her pleasure until she finished cumming. She was soaked now, leaking from the edges as I turned my hip with the softest movement. She looked over her shoulder at me now. A content and lustful smile covered her face as her hips started to move with mine again. She let me fill her and enjoy the afterglow for a moment before she stopped and rested with me deep inside of her. Then she pulled from me. I thought it was over as I slipped from her. Maybe she regretted doing this now and wanted to get away from me. She rolled completely over and faced me now. Pushed my hips and gently forced me to lie on my back. Her lips covered mine as I lay on my back. This deep but soft kiss covered my mouth as she moaned into my mouth with a deep wanton. Her one leg slipped over my body until she was straddling me. She lay flat on my body now. We were chest to chest with her mouth still finding mine in these soft but deep and meaningful kisses. Tongues tangling and breath mixing as we both panted in the moment. She pushed her body back until her cunny touched my cock. It slipped up her slit as she turned her hips to catch her opening. My hips turned to find her. I felt myself open her up and sink into her hot wetness between her legs. I sank all the way in until I touched her end. A deep sexual growl escaped her mouth as she let me rest deep inside her. Her hands cupped my face as she pulled me into her kiss. All the sexual tension was finally releasing. Her desire to hold back and hide her feelings for me were gone. We took the last step now at something we both knew was coming. It felt so right to be inside of her. My best friend for as far back as I could remember. Always had this want to be like this with her. She was so perfect in every way possible right now. Lips crashing into mine as her hips turned so effortlessly over my body taking my cock so deep into her center with each turn. I pulled her harder to my body. Hands tracing her skin under her shirt now. Following the map of her body that my mind had already created of her. Held her sides as her muscles worked her body over mine. Turned down to her hips and over the soft little points she made until I reached her legs at my hips. Her skin was electric as I circled her up to her butt. Squeezed the perfect flesh as she undulated her hips and took me deeper yet again. These little whimpers left her mouth around her kisses. We had kissed before but not like this. She was letting me know how much this meant to her right now. How much she trusted me and the way she felt about me. "Owen," she whispered. "You feel so incredible right now." "So do you," I said faintly. The pleasure was intense as my hands left her butt and climbed her back. I scratched the skin over her spine all the way up to her shoulders. Her lips found mine again as I turned back and ran my hands down her sides again. The weight of the situation hit me just then. I was having sex with my cousin. There was no going back now. But it was Jamie. My best friend in the whole world and the one girl who I had loved my entire life. The way her body was moving above mine told me she wasn't scared about what we were doing and where it was going. She pulled away and looked at my eyes in the dim light of the room. She looked so sexy right now. The way her face was so flush, the way her lips were swollen with desire. The way she looked at me now, it said she wasn't scared of this and she had been waiting a long time for this moment. I smiled at her before finding her mouth again. Pulled her hard into my kiss as her hips started to move just a little faster on me. I knew she was getting close again. The way her cunny was squeezing me tighter silently told me. The way she whimpered and turned her hips just a little quicker against me told me she was on edge. It started to push me over the edge. "Jamie," I whispered to warn her. "It's ok," she moaned softly. "Cum with me. Fill me with all you have." I didn't hold back as I started to shoot off inside of her. I moaned a little loudly as the first wave left my cock and entered her womb. She quickly covered my mouth with her hand as she let me fill her. Soft little whimpers and muffled gasped surrounded us as we both climaxed. Once I had filled her she took her hand off my mouth. Her lips crashed into mine as she continued to turn her hips in the afterglow of sex. We must have kissed for ten minutes before she stopped and looked at me. "Was I worth the wait?" she asked. I could only nod my head as she smiled at me. She slipped her hand under the pillow and found her panties. She carefully pulled from me and pressed them to her lips so I wouldn't leak all over the bed. I shifted around and waited for her. She curled back up against me as I pulled her into my arms. "You were amazing," I whispered. "Hmmm," she growled softly. "So were you." * I woke up about ten minutes before the alarm clock was set to go off. I was still spooned up against Jamie. My cock was just as hard as it was when we fell back asleep. Her warm skin against mine did nothing for my current situation. I wanted her again. She felt me shift in bed so I could roll over and find my phone. I grabbed it and rolled back against her body again. She giggled softly as she felt my cock press against her butt. She knew what I wanted when she saw me open my phone and cancel the alarm. I set the phone on the bed and pulled her body tight against mine. "Get on the other side of me so I can watch the other bed," she whispered. I didn't question her now. I simply climbed over her body as she turned over and faced the other bed. Her hands quickly slipped her panties down her legs as I settled on the other side of her and pulled the covers back over us. She tucked her legs against her body and tilted her hips back towards me. She was open and waiting as I nestled up against her. The hesitation of having sex was over now. I spooned against her as my cock poked her butt again. She reached back and took it in her hand. She placed it right at her opening before letting go. I used my hand to open her more and find her softness between. As my cock touched her lips I gasped a little at how wet she was. "I know," she whispered. "I'm so wet right now." I started to press into her. In short little strokes I started to penetrate her. She whimpered once my head pressed into her opening. She started meeting my thrusts as I inched deeper into her cunny. My hips met her ass as I pushed all I could get into her. She moaned softly and gripped my arms as I rested deep inside of her. I turned my hips slowly feeling how wet she was right now. Her cunny was so tight but so slippery as we became one again. It put the perfect amount of pressure on my cock as I turned my hips. Her hand found my hip as she pulled against me with each plunge of my body into hers. I wrapped my arms around her body tighter and found her nipple. I gave it a soft twist making her moan softly and press back against me. "Gawd," she moaned softly. "You feel so good inside of me." "You feel perfect Jamie," I whispered. "I love the way you feel." "Hmm," she growled. I continued this soft plunge into her. Her hand kept pulling my hip, encouraging me to get deeper into her center. My fingers now traced her skin as my hips moved. Her skin was so alive with excitement again as I slipped under her shirt and teased her nipple. She whimpered as I twisted it. Her nails dug into my thigh as I pressed deep into her and held before slipping out until just my tip remained inside. I left her nipple and continued up to her throat. I traced her neck with my fingers as she moaned softly. I was learning her body now and I knew she liked to be touched on her neck. Her wetness was leaking out of her as I fucked her with a little more speed. She panted more and pressed her body into mine. The bed was softly creaking with each turn of our bodies. I turned her head to my face and found her lips. Her tongue traced mine before she bit my lower lip in her playful, sexual way. I smiled as I looked at her face. She looked so content with me filling her right now. Nothing about what we were doing seemed to scare her anymore. I parted her hair from her face gently before finding her mouth again. I placed these playful but tender kisses on her mouth. My tongue danced with hers before I pulled away then went back for more as my body turned into hers. The bed creaked a little more as she pulled from my kiss in a soft pant. "Cum with me." "Um hmm," I panted. "Fuck," she breathed. I could feel her cunny start to squeeze me hard. I stopped holding back and let loose another wave of cum deep inside of her again. Shot after shot filled her as her cunny milked me for every drop. I was spent but I still pushed into her. I couldn't get enough of her. Her mouth covered mine again as we kissed passionately. We both heard the door click shut to the bathroom. We both stopped kissing and looked. It was still dark in the room so we couldn't tell who had gotten up. "I thought you were watching?" I whispered teasingly. She just giggled and kissed me again. "Fuck um, they didn't see anything." I giggled into her kiss. She bit my lower lip again before pulling back. She simply glowed as she lay there looking back at me. We could have stayed here all day and done this. The toilet flushing reminded us that it was time to stop. She quickly searched for her panties again. I slipped free as she covered herself again and waited for the bathroom to open up. Jordan came out and yawned as he shuffled his way back to bed. Jamie grabbed her shorts from the floor and headed to the bathroom. "Don't get to comfortable Jordan," I warned. "The alarm already went off once." "Ah fuck," he hissed. "What's going on?" Kelly now stirred. "It's time to reorganize again," Jordan sighed. She sighed and turned over to face Jordan. I could hear them giggling as they talked quietly. Jamie came out of the bathroom. She seemed to float across the floor towards the bed. She playfully jumped in before bouncing and laying over me. "Thank you," she whispered. "I needed that. I was wet." Her hot breath hit my ear as she said wet. It sent a chill down my spine and made my cock stir again. "Me too," I smiled. She kissed me once more before turning over. "Get up Kelly," Jamie ordered. "Fine," she sighed. I could see Kelly moving around to get up. "Jamie," I whispered. "Get my pants so I can hide myself." She giggled before whispering. "I thought I took care of that?" "You told me you were wet," I smiled. "That unfixed it." She giggled again as she realized the effect her body had on mine. She found my pants and threw them at me. I slipped them on and went to get out of bed. The sharp pain in my ankle reminded me of the game last night. "Fuck," I grunted. I quickly caught the bed before trying again with more care this time. "Jordan," I barked. "Get up and let's get moving." "Fine," he groaned. We started down the hallway to get things back to the way they were. I banged on Bobby's door as Jordan reluctantly went to where Wade and Mack were posted up. Within five minutes we had everyone back to where they supposed to be. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 04 I put on a pot of coffee and waited for it to brew as the rest of them got dressed to leave. I poured myself a cup and had my morning dip as we waited around and watched some TV. I packed a bag of ice on my ankle and sat there for a few minutes until there was a knock at the door. "You guys ready?" coach asked. "All set," Jordan smiled. "Let's get going then," he ordered. "The bus is waiting already." * I was sore Monday when we started practice. I did some light work with the team but was told I needed to take it easy for the time being. I iced my ankle and worked with a band to bend it and try to get some strength back to it. Tuesday I was feeling good enough to drill lightly for the whole practice. I wasn't a hundred percent but I was able to drop back and throw. I iced it again after practice and worked it to get it stronger. By Wednesday I was back to full practice. It still had a dull ache to it but I didn't let it show. I wanted to leave little doubt that I was ready for Friday. The buses were followed by a convoy of cars out of town. This game was closer to home so it shut down once again. We drove in silence as most of us were preparing for the game tonight. The weight of the game was starting to be felt by everyone on the bus. We rolled in and headed into the locker room. We sat around again and talked quietly amongst one another until coach started with his speech. He again told us to leave everything on the field and play hard. Tonight would be the last game the seniors would play together regardless of how it ended. It was a somber reminder that I wouldn't see these guys on the football field next year. I would be a part of a brand new team. I would have to build new relationships and find a new go to guy. Shane started hyping them up as we stood in the tunnel. After he did his thing we all raced out onto the field and started warming up. I threw some passes to Jordan before heading to the middle of the field. I said my thing before finding my way back to the bench. I sat there and prepared my mind before getting ready for the coin toss. We won the toss and decided to kick off. We headed back to the bench to wait. "Alright," I said as the team was almost ready. "This is the last time us as seniors will take the field together. Let's make the most of tonight and go home champions. We don't want to remember our last game together by losing this one." "Amen to that," Shane cheered. "Let's do this Bulldogs." The first quarter was uneventful for both teams. Both sides were out there feeling each other out for the most part. They drove to the twenty before they turned it over on downs. We drove down the field and got a holding penalty called against us that put us in a long down and distance. We ended up missing a field goal as the first quarter came to a close. The second wasn't much different than the first. We had a chance but Jordan bobbled the ball and dropped it. If he would have had it, we would have scored. The corner had let Jordan run free and the safety didn't come over the top to help. I put the pass on the mark but Jordan just dropped it. I didn't give him shit about it. There was enough pressure tonight so I didn't want to add to it. It was seven to nothing as we trailed going into the locker room at half time. The third started off with us having the ball. They blew another coverage on Wade this time. He didn't miss and scored a sixty three yard touchdown. They drove the ball down the field and scored on their next possession. We used a balance of run and pass to score again as the third came to a close in a fourteen all tie. The fourth was another battle of the defenses. We drove for a little while before the drive would stall. They would drive then stall and punt the ball away. It was getting closer to the end of the game as they prepared to punt the ball again. Mack took the punt and cut up the left side through a little opening. He hit the brakes and turned back to the middle of the field before they finally tackled him right at midfield. We headed out onto the field and ran it on the next two downs. It got us five over the two plays and put us in a third and five. I got the ball and dropped back to pass. The pressure started to close the pocket so I stepped up and let it run by me as I looked at Wade then to Jordan then back to Wade. I felt the pressure again so I stepped to my right and kept moving away from it. Jordan saw me moving to the right so he came back to the ball and gave me something to throw to. He caught right at the marker and was taken down as soon as he made the catch. They stopped play to measure as I went to the sideline to get the call directly from coach. "Owen," he barked. "If we don't have it I want you to keep it and push the pile. And when I say push I mean push. No jumping." "Yes sir," I smiled lightly. "If we have the first we are going to run something a little unconventional. I think it will catch them off guard and we could get something big out of it." "Sounds like my kind of play," I smiled again. "What do you have in mind?" "Do you remember the flea flicker that we have practiced?" My face lit up in a smile now. I had always wanted to try it out but we had never done it. "How could I forget that one?" "It's time we run it then. You guys thought I was crazy all these years for making you practice it. This is the chance to use it." "Sounds good to me," I said. "Make sure they understand what they are doing and get it done," he said firmly. "If it isn't there just throw it away and live another down." "No problem coach. Let's make you proud." The ref spotted the ball on the right hash and pointed ahead indicating we got the first down. "Here we go boys," I called as I reached the huddle. "You guys ready for this one?" They looked at me as I began my call. "Omaha, HB left, flea flicker right, delay deep post to you Jordan, on three." "What's that again?" Wade asked. "Coach's old trick play," I sighed. "The flea flicker play." "Ohh," he smiled. "I remember that one." "Does everyone remember the play?" I asked. There was a collection of yeses and I remember it. We headed for the line. I scanned the defense and looked it over to be sure if it was even possible to run the play. They were playing neutral but it looked like they were ready for another running play. I stood under center and took the snap after a long count. I took the snap and turned to give it to Mack. I saw Jordan out of the corner of my eye as he stood there and watched the play. His guy figured it was a run and took about two steps towards the line where Mack was heading. I turned around and saw the ball coming my way. It left Mack's hands and I caught it. Mack was swallowed up and taken to the ground. Jordan had taken off and was moving quickly away with nobody around him. I spun the ball to get the laces in my grip before I set my feet and threw it hard. It spiraled through the air as I felt contact on my waist. I went with the hit and fell to the ground unharmed as Jordan caught the ball in the middle of the field wide open. He ran at half speed to the end zone for the score. The other team looked stunned that he had scored. I was surprised that it had worked as well as it had. With that we had a one touchdown lead late in the game. Our side roared with cheers as we scored. I jumped around and hugged Mack as we celebrated our way to the sideline. Coach was all smiles as I reached him. He gave me the biggest hug that I had gotten from him since I started playing. "Holy shit," Jordan cheered as he got to the sideline with me. "I can't believe that worked." "You sold it perfectly," I smiled. Shane hyped them up again before they went back on the field. The trick play really excited them and they played that way. They quickly got another stop and got us the ball back again. We headed out onto the field running the ball to take time off the clock. "Omaha, HB slam left, check that, HB sweep right, on one," I called. I came to the line and scanned the defense. They were playing the run pretty heavy now as they knew what our game plan was. I pulled back from Bobby and turned to Jordan. I crossed my arms quickly before turning to Wade on the other side. He got the same check before I turned to Mack and passed on the check. The line had relaxed to get my check. They knew the call as I came back under center. I quickly glanced at Jordan and saw his hand shaking like he had always done when he got the check call. I took the snap, took a three step drop and passed it off quickly to Jordan on the hard slant. He got it and was quickly wrapped up for a five or so yard gain. I turned towards coach and swirled my fingers to check with him about the next play. He nodded telling me silently that I was to run the run play from the previous call. "Run the sweep play on three this time," I called. They went to the line. The defense had backed off some as I went under center and began my count. I took it on the three and turned to stretch it out to Mack. He got it and headed right. He ran into a tackler and bounced back to the left. As he did the safety was there for a solid hit. The ball shot loose and started bouncing around as a foot kicked it away. I gave chase and got it on a lucky bounce. My eyes started to scan down the field to see what I had. There was nothing in the immediate area so I continued left and found some open field. I ran as far as I dared before I slid to a stop for a ten yard gain. Play came to a stop as Mack lay there on the turf. I raced back to him to see what the problem was. "Mack," I called. "You ok?" "No," he grunted. "Fuck that hurt." "Stay down until the staff gets out here ok?" I called. "Yeah," he breathed. They stood around and let them do their thing with Mack. I went to the sideline to get orders from coach. "Way to keep your head up Owen," he said. "That could have been bad." "Right place right time coach," I offered. "Stick with the run and keep the clock moving. If you see the checks don't hesitate to call them." "Yes sir." Mack walked off the field with nothing more than a bruised ego and the wind knocked out of him. He started getting evaluated for a concussion as I saw the backup running onto the field to take his place. We kept the clock moving with a few hand offs gaining enough each time to get another first down. It wasn't until we got inside the twenty that I checked to Jordan on quick out and threw another pass. He caught it for a small gain. We ran it again for two. It left a third and six. They called time out to stop the clock and save some time. "Just keep the ball in your hands Owen and center the thing," coach said. "We are going to kick a field goal and go up by two scores." "Yes sir," I said. "Don't check the play Owen," he ordered. "Just do what I'm asking you to do on this one." "Yes sir," I said. "I understand." I took the snap and went left and lost a couple of yards doing it but the ball was right in the middle of the field and in a perfect spot for a field goal try. We put it through on the next play and went up by ten now. The kick off got them to the twenty. They knew they had to pass so we played them for it. They moved the ball on the first couple of plays before we finally slowed them down. They dropped the ball on first down. They got a holding penalty on the second play that took back a big play. They made a small gain on second down and another small gain on third down. It was fourth and nine and they knew they had to go for it. I could do nothing but pace around on the sideline and hope for the best. They broke the huddle and headed to the line with four wide. Everything seemed to slow down and be magnified as I placed my hands on my knees and watched. The crowd was a distant rumble. The guys on the sideline calling for defense was barely audible as I watched Shane switch from his left hand down to his right. He twitched as they went with a hard count and tried to get us to jump. We stayed home as the ball finally was snapped. There was a frantic scramble as the quarterback went right down the line instead of backing up to get set to pass. I saw the ball bounce once on the ground before it slipped through his hands again. He continued to chase it. They had screwed up the center, quarterback exchange and the ball was loose on a broken play. Shane didn't press the edge like I was accustom to seeing him do. He dropped back about two steps then raced down the line in pursuit of the ball. As the quarterback finally got a handle on the ball and started to look for his options Shane broke through the line. He was full speed ahead after their quarterback. He spun the laces and tucked the ball. He hit the brakes and back pedaled as Shane reached him. He had ahold of him but not in a tight enough grip. He was shed as the quarterback turned back to his left and tried to make something out of nothing. Our defense stayed with their assignments and he didn't have much. Shane had spun back around and started chasing again. As the quarterback slowed to try and find something Shane closed in on him a second time. This time it was a solid hit that wrapped his arms up as he let his weight and momentum force the quarterback to the ground. Their bodies bounced on the turf as more players piled onto the mess. The crowd now roared loudly as the whistle blew the play dead. I jumped around the sideline with everyone else as they unpiled. Shane begged the ref for the ball before getting it and jumping to the sideline. We circled him and jumped around as he howled out loud. The celebration was short lived as coach's voice carried through the noise. "We have to take the field and still get a first down. Owen!" "Yes sir," I called. "You know the drill. Nothing crazy. Just hand offs. Make sure they protect the ball." "Yes sir." I went to the huddle. I could feel the excitement as I reached the guys. They were still rowdy as I knelt down and began my call. "Alright," I barked. "We don't have this thing just yet. Let's execute the plays like we have always done and get the first down. Then we can celebrate. Omaha, HB dive, two count. Keep your hands on that ball." Scottie looked nervous as I made sure he understood the situation. He was the backup running back since Mack was still on the sidelines. I went to the line and took the snap. I handed it off and watched him push into the line for a two yard gain. They called timeout. I went to the sideline to get orders. Coach wanted another simple hand off. I felt some relief as Mack followed me back into the huddle. "You all right?" I asked. "I passed," he smiled. "I'm fine." "It's in your hands," I said. "I got it," he smiled. I knelt in the huddle as the guys welcomed Mack back to the game. "Same thing boys only on a one count this time." Mack took the ball and went right. He stopped and bounced left finding a little crease and pushed his way through for a six yard gain. They stopped the clock again. "Owen," coach called. His voice was full of excitement as he spoke. "I'm calling your number this time. Don't leap over the pile this time. Just tuck in behind Bobby and push the pile for the first down." "Yes sir," I said. I jogged the huddle and knelt down to give the call. "Zebra, QB keeper, right up your ass Bobby so you better push. On one." "I'm going to give you a hole you can drive a bus through Owen," Bobby smiled. "Alright," I said. "Listen," I barked. "I'm going to pull away and give a fake check call. We are not changing the play. I'm just barking orders to get them to loosen up. On one." I went to the line and set up under Bobby. Just like I had promised I pulled away and looked back at Mack. "Check, check," I barked. He nodded. I turned to both Jordan and Wade and made a hand gesture. They nodded as I went back under center and checked the defense. They were talking and pointing as I gave the go and got the ball. I quickly tucked it and pressed in behind Bobby. He flattened his guy to the ground and left me with a huge hole to drive through. I gained two yards quickly before I dove forward for another and more than enough for the first down. Bobby pulled me from the turf. I bounced to my feet and hugged him hard. He was laughing as I told him good job. The smile on his face melted my heart. He was so happy right now and he couldn't contain himself. The ref pointed ahead signaling a first down. They spotted the ball as the clock started ticking again. All I had to do was kneel down and the game was over. I didn't need coach to tell me that. Nobody needed to be told that. I went to the huddle and gave my final call. "Victory formation, QB kneel, on one." We broke the huddle and went to the line. The crowd was roaring loudly as I slowly went to the line. I scanned the crowd and found my dad standing there in the front row cheering. I pointed his way as he pointed back. Grandpa and Uncle Buck stood right next to him. Even from this far away I could see the emotion on grandpa's face. It almost made me break down right there. He had been to every single game I had ever played in and he was probably the most proud of me. I shook it off and went under center. The crowd erupted as I knelt down. I kept the ball and headed to the sideline as the team jumped around and cheered in celebration. I was swarmed by the team as they cheered and jumped around. Time went so fast after that. I don't remember half of it. It slowed down once we made it in the locker room to clean up. Coach said his thing. He spoke about how proud he was of us. He said we worked so hard for this and made his job fun and easy. He was so emotional as he tried to get it all out. We could only cheer and chant for him as he started to break down. We got back into town on top of the world that night. We had done our little town well by winning the state title. It was well after midnight when we rolled in. We would celebrate this one tomorrow at the beach just like we had done a few weeks ago. I got home still amped up from the game. Dad was waiting for me as I came in still holding the ball that I had saved. "Congratulations son," he cheered. "I'm so proud of you." "Thanks dad," I smiled. "How are you guys going to celebrate this thing?" "We are going to the beach tomorrow," I said. "I have to work tomorrow so you guys have fun and stay out of trouble." "Always," I said. "Hey," he started. "Your uncle, grandpa, and I are going to the property this Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday to try and get a buck. I know it's late in the season now but with you playing this deep into the year it's the only chance we've had. Do you want to come with us?" "Yeah," I said. "I will leave right after school on Friday and meet you guys there." "Don't forget your hunting stuff then," he smiled. "How else am I going to get a buck?" "You won't," he joked. "Not until I get mine first." "Ha," I laughed. "You're on dad." He gave me a hug and said he was proud of me again. I hugged him hard and told him thank you. We went off to our rooms after that. I opened my door and flipped on the lights. I stopped dead in my tracks as I saw Jamie. She was lying in my bed on her stomach playing on her phone. She had these little boy shorts on that showed her ass off perfectly. The hem of one of my shirts rested on the small of her back. "Whoa," I gasped. "I was wondering when you would get here," she sassed. I quickly shut the door and locked it this time. "What are you doing here?" I asked dumbly. "What do you think I'm doing here?" she said coyly. "Dressed like that you must want something." "This is how I sleep," she giggled. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 04 I just smiled as she looked back at me. She simply glowed as she lay there on the bed looking more than sexy right now. I dropped my shirt to the floor along with the football. She just stayed right where she was as I climbed into the bed with her. I rested between her legs as my crotch touched her ass. She giggled softly as I pulled her hair off her neck. I started kissing her neck as she sighed and arched her ass into my cock. It was quickly swelling in my shorts as I tasted her skin. I kissed around her neck to her cheek before she turned her head and smiled at me. Her blue eyes pierced mine as I found her lips with mine. We kissed a couple of times before I went back to her neck again. The whole time her ass was arched off the bed grinding against my cock. I kissed her neck again before sitting back between her legs. I took in the soft swell of her cunny as she just lay there and let me take in her body. I rolled the shirt away from her back more and exposed more of her skin. The little dimples on her back looked inviting so I found them with my mouth. She exhaled deeply as I kissed her there. My fingers curled around the waist band of her panties as I moved them off her ass. With each inch of skin I exposed I placed wet little kisses on her body. She shifted her hips and let me pull her panties down her legs until they rested at her knees. I took in her cunny as she lay there still content to let me do what I wanted to her. The phone had fallen to the bed now as she stretched her arms under her face and rested there. Her cunny was this pink little slit between her legs. It was already moist as it glistened pink in the light. White cream pooled at the center as I spread her cheeks away and exposed her. I took in her scent as I leaned closer to taste her. As my mouth touched her lips she exhaled sharply. She arched her ass higher into the air and opened herself up more to me. My tongue tasted her desire as I pressed it into her wetness. I made quick circles around her opening as she started to lift herself from the bed. She was arched up like a cat in heat as I folded her lips apart. She was open and exposed to my tongue as I pressed it into her. I licked and lapped at her, tasting the desire that she leaked from her opening. She tasted perfect right now. I slipped my tongue further down her slit until I reached her clit. It was exposed from under the little hood. This pink little pearl that showed her excitement as I circled it. Her hips turned against my face as my tongue pressed against it. Little sexual pants left her mouth as I licked her there. I loved her taste and how wet she got when I did this to her. I let her know how perfect she tasted before I went back to her hole and dug in. She pressed her hips harder off the bed and into my mouth. Her arms had extended from under her chin now so she could ball the sheets in her fists. Hips were softly turning against my tongue as my thumb slipped between her legs and touched her clit. A deeper whimper left her mouth as she grew closer to her release. She turned her head and buried it into my pillow to muffle her gasps. Felt her cunny start to quiver around my tongue as I lapped at her. These deep muffled gasps filled my ears as her wetness started to flood my tongue. I kept eating her, drinking everything she released as she came hard. She finally turned her head to the side and let out a content sigh. I kept tasting her. Dug my tongue deep into her hole and flicked it around. She giggled a little before reaching back and stopping me. She shifted now and slipped her knees under her body to sit up. I wrapped my arms around her body and kissed her neck again. She melted to my touch and leaned her body harder into my lips. My fingers curled around the hem of her shirt that rested at her hips still. I pulled it up her body until it cleared her head and landed next to us on the bed. My hands circled her body and cupped her breasts. Nipples pressed out between my fingers as I teased them softly. My mouth started at her neck again right where her shoulder started. I placed these wet kisses on her skin as my hands ran over her stomach and touched her skin. Her arms wrapped around my head and curled in my hair. Pulled me harder into her skin as my tongue traced her neck. "Fuck Owen," she gasped. "The things you do to me." "You should see what you do to me," I breathed. "I can tell," she cooed. Her hands left my head as I brought mine back up to her chest. I curled my fingers around her nipples and twisted them lightly. Her fingers went to my hips and hooked the waist of my shorts. She pushed them down until my cock sprang free and slapped the skin of her ass. She arched her back and pressed her butt into my cock as her hand slipped between her legs. She touched my cock and felt my desire leaking from me. She placed me at her entrance. I felt my head parting her lips as she turned her hips and took me inside. She was soaking wet as I slipped into her. I bit her shoulder softly as her heat and wetness surrounded me. She let out a pant as my teeth lightly marked her skin. I pushed my hips forward and sank further inside until I reached my max. Her walls squeezed me as I rested there. I started to turn my hips as my hand turned her chin so I could find her mouth with mine. She gasped as I kissed her. Each press of my body into hers made us pant into the kiss. Her body was on fire as I gently and slowly pressed into her. Her wetness was leaking from her as we became one again. Her hands reached back and gripped my butt. Nails dug into the skin as she pulled me deeper into her cunny. "Fuck," she gasped almost breathlessly. "You feel good inside of me." I growled against her neck as I kissed her skin again. We were turning together now, wanting every inch of me inside of her. Her back arching harder now to take me as deep as she could. My fingers left her one breast and went down her tummy. Skin was so alive with excitement as I ran my fingers over her skin. I reached her cunny and found her little clit with my pointer. I circled it gently as she whimpered in pleasure. My face was pressed right up against hers as the intensity grew. My hand left her breast now and climbed her neck right at her throat. Her breath came in a ragged pant as I touched her flush skin there. Her chest from her collarbone down to her breasts was flush red with excitement. My pants blew the strands of hair that had escaped her loose bun around with each press of my hips into her. She tipped her head up as my fingers softly scratched the skin by her throat. My lips found her neck right by her ear as she moaned in pleasure. Felt her cunny start to quiver and squeeze me again. Hips turned harder against me as she started to cum. My hips drove harder into her as her pleasure peaked. I could feel how wet she was right now. Wetness leaking from her as my cock slipped all the way in then all the way out. I rested deep inside of her as she finally came down from her high. She let out a long sigh as she turned her head back towards me. Lips found mine in another deep and passionate kiss. Our tongues tangled in the middle before we pulled away then came back for more. She paused now, her blue eyes studied me before she smiled her perfect smile. There was no shame, no hesitation, no regrets for what we were doing now. There was just this happy and content look on her face as her eyes still studied mine. Her look said that she knew all the waiting was worth it. She slowly pulled away from my body. My cock slipped along her cunny until I parted from her wetness. She turned to lay on the bed as I watched her body move before me. Once she settled I couldn't help but look at her perfectly beautiful body. It was the first time that I really got to have a good look at her completely naked. She was so beautiful and I let her know that. She smiled her warm smile before slipping her panties the rest of the way from her body and dropping them to the floor. She let me admire her body still before I moved and kicked my shorts free. Her eyes searched my body as I settled back between her legs. She took in my details as a smile covered her face. I returned her smile before I looked at her body once more. "You are so beautiful Jamie," I whispered. "Thank you," she smiled. She was open on the bed waiting for me to penetrate her again. Her cunny was glistening pink with desire as I moved between her legs. White wetness covered her lips as I found her opening again. I pressed so easily into her as she moaned again. I brushed her hair from her face as I sank into her deeply. I found her lips as she wrapped her legs around me. I lowered myself to her body until my chest was pressing against hers. I didn't put my full weight on her. I wanted to feel as much of her body as I could. Her nipples pressed against my body as she pulled me tight to her body. Our tongues tangled as I slipped in and out of her. I rose and fell inside of her. I lost track of time as I was so into her. We kissed long and passionate kisses as our bodied came together in the middle. Her hands raked my back sending shivers down my spine to my core as I buried myself deep inside of her before falling away. She was turning her hips into me as I pushed deep into her. Little whimpers escaped her lips as I fell over the edge. I started spraying into her as her cunny quivered around my cock again. I filled her with my seed as she wrapped her arms around me and took my full weight on her body. She wanted me so close to her body as I released. I continued to rise and fall inside of her well after I was spent. I couldn't get enough of her. She finally released her legs from around me as I started to soften. I still didn't want to pull from her. She giggled and grabbed my shirt from the bed. I slipped from her as she covered herself so I wouldn't leak all over my bed. I lay next to her on the bed and recovered. I glanced over at her and watched her chest rise and fall as she tried to recover. She smiled back at me. She was glowing more now as she kissed me once. She just rested her head on my chest and smiled up at me. "Now that was amazing," she whispered. "Better than last week?" "Umm hmm," she growled. "Are you staying?" I asked. "I was planning to," she smiled. "Unless you don't want me to." "I would love it if you stayed." "I bet," she giggled. "Cover me up. I'm cold again." I smiled as I checked on her nipples before I pulled the blanket over her. "Perv," she sassed. I laughed as I went to kill the lights. I climbed back into bed with her as she snuggled close to me. "Do you feel guilty about us?" she asked softly. "Not one bit," I replied. "Me neither." "Are you going to be there tomorrow for the beach party?" I asked. "I have to work," she pouted. "Have a few for me." "I will," I laughed. She was gone when I woke up in the morning. I knew she wouldn't be here in the morning. We couldn't take the risk of getting caught. I relaxed for the morning until it got near one. Then I headed to the beach for the party. We had a great time celebrating. We drank way too much but we didn't care. It was probably the last time we would party like this. I made the most of the day even without Jamie there. Sunday I was hung over. Dad knew it but he left me alone. I tried to stay out of sight and out of mind until well into the day. I showed my face, got spoken to about getting drunk, then was left alone. ***** Thanks for reading. Comments always welcome. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 05 A warning to all my readers. This chapter has deer hunting in it. It's nothing graphic but there are some deer that are taken. If that bothers you then read carefully and skip over it. ***** We were on top of the world again when Monday morning rolled around and we showed up at school. Teachers and students alike congratulated us as Jordan and I headed off for our first class. There was a pep rally just before lunch on the football field for us. We showed the trophy off to the school before handing it to the principle so he could put it on display in the trophy case in the gym. We left the field and headed to lunch. I finally found Jamie. It was the first time I had seen her since the other night. "Hey beautiful," I said grabbing her arm. "Hello," she smiled. I suddenly wanted to kiss those lips again. "I heard you guys had a wild time at the beach the other day." "Yeah," I smiled. "I wish I was there." "I drank a few for you," I offered. "I heard," she giggled. "Your dad said you didn't get out of bed until the afternoon." "I was a little hung over," I laughed. She giggled with me as I held the door for her to head inside. "What are you doing tonight?" I asked. "I was hoping we could do something." "I bet you are," she said slyly. "I wasn't thinking like that," I said. "I'm just kidding Owen," she giggled. "Even if I was." Her eyebrows raised as she looked up at me. "Well," I said. "What are you doing tonight?" "I have practice here then practice at the dance school. I don't have time tonight." "What are you practicing here?" I asked confused. "Cheerleading practice," she said. "But football is over." "Well duh," she giggled. "There's more to cheer for than football Owen." "There is?" I joked. "Basketball," she sassed. "Right," I laughed. "I forgot about that." "There's a game tomorrow night," she said. "I'll be there. Maybe you can come and hang out with me." "I might just do that," I offered. We left the line with food to go and sit down. I had just parked my ass in my seat when Jordan came flying through the lunch room to find me. "Owen," he called. I turned to see him stop right behind me holding a letter in his hand. "I just got a letter from North Alabama," he panted. "Ok," I smiled. "They want me to play football for them." "That's great," I cheered. "Great?" he quipped. "This is fucking awesome." "I know it is," I smiled. "It's not the big time like you," he offered. "But it's something." "It's better than nothing." "Fuck yeah," he cheered. "Where is Kelly?" "In line," Jamie pointed. He turned quickly and ran right into Bobby. Bobby twisted around keeping his tray under control as Jordan dodged around him and raced to the line now to find Kelly. "What's he all assed up about?" Bobby huffed, taking his seat. "He just got his scholarship offer for college," I smiled. "Lucky guy," Bobby smirked. I smiled as I turned back to Jamie. She was smiling too as I picked up my food and resumed my conversation with her. Even though football was over Jordan and I still found ourselves on the field after school was over. I knew what college wanted from me with my off season workout. Jordan now had something from a college and a new found motivation. He and I spent about an hour running routes, conditioning, and doing a few footwork drills. After that we both hit the school gym and lifted for another half an hour before calling it a day. The next day we repeated the same thing after school. Jordan and I hit the field to run a few routes and do some conditioning drills. Then we hit the gym again and lifted before calling it a day. I went home to eat a quick bite before returning to the school for the basketball game. I wasn't interested in the game really. I wanted to spend some time with Jamie. "Hi Mrs. Heart," I said as I got to the pay station to get inside the gym. "Owen," she smiled. "Congratulations on the big win." "Thank you." "Oh," she smiled as I tried to hand her a five. "You can just go on in." "Are you sure Mrs. Heart?" "Shhh," she said. "Go on." "Thank you ma'am," I said. I slipped into the gym. It was just starting to get crowded as the JV game was coming to an end. I noticed Jamie at the far end of the gym. I started down the bleachers as Charlie shouted my way. "Yeah Owen. You the man!" I could only laugh and shake my head before I waved at him. I continued on my way until I found Jamie. "What's up girl?" I said. "Girl?" she sassed. "I'm just girl now?" "Well," I smiled. She just smiled at me as I thought. I leaned in close to her ear and spoke. "I was going to call you sexy but I didn't think that would go over very well." "You don't say," she sassed again. "Especially in that little cheer outfit," I added. "Hmm," she growled. "You want to know something?" "What's that?" "I'm not wearing any panties under this little skirt." Her smile was devious as she looked at me for my reaction. "You still have shorts on under them though." "How do you know?" she teased. I gave her a questioning look as she waited for my answer. "You do don't you?" I questioned. She just giggled her little giggle as I looked at her. She smiled at me one last time before she turned and headed to the concession stand to get a drink. I was left standing there seriously wondering if she had shorts on underneath or not. It sparked my interest and I wanted to find out now if she would be so daring. "Owen," Mr. Hutch called, stopping me for the moment. "Yes sir," I said. "Congratulations on the big win the other night." "Thank you sir." "That trick play was something else," he offered. "We practiced it once a week and we finally got a chance to use it," I said. "We ran something like that back when I was on the team back in the day," he started. "You don't say," I said. My mind was so caught up on Jamie right now I wasn't hearing half the stuff he was saying. "Yeah, but we..." I half listened to him for a minute before he stopped and waited for my response. "Did you win?" I asked, taking a stab in the dark now. "No," he sighed. "We ended up dropping the pass." "I'm glad we didn't," I said. Jamie smiled at me as she passed by heading back into the gym. I couldn't take my eyes off of her. Thankfully Mrs. Pinto walked up to him with a question. I took the chance to slip away and follow Jamie. "Jamie." She glanced over her shoulder at me but continued on without giving me a response. "Jamie," I called. I chased her like a little puppy. "I have to get ready to cheer Owen," she teased. "Go sit and watch the game." "Why must you do this to me?" "You shouldn't have kept me waiting the other night," she answered. "But I thought I made up for it?" "Hmm," she growled. "You did but I can still hold it against you." I sighed. "Go relax for a while. I'll see you at halftime." "Ok," I sighed. Sitting near her would only torture me more. I sat a few rows away from her and pretended to watch the game. I was solely focused on Jamie at this point. I don't think I even saw a minute of the first half. She was glowing as she saw me watching her. She knew that it was killing me that she was playing hard to get. The first half ended and they took the floor to do a cheer. I was watching until I got a text from Bobby wondering if I was going out tonight. I started my reply as Jamie walked by and waved softly at me. I watched to see where she was going. She went back into the girl's locker room. She glanced back a few times before she disappeared. She was being so flirty right now and it was killing me. My phone started vibrating again as I sighed. I pulled it out and looked down at the text from Jordan now. Dude, where are you? I'm at the basketball game. What the hell are you doing there? Hanging out with Jamie. Have fun then. I'm at the Williams' house again. Fridge full of beer. I'm not drinking on a Tuesday. More for me and Bobby. You guys enjoy. Maybe Friday I will head over. Beer will be gone by then. A blue pair of short shorts hit my lap as I started to text my reply to Jordan. I looked up to see Jamie had passed by. She looked over her shoulder at me and smiled a dark smile at me again. I put my phone away and took the shorts in my hands. I stood and followed after Jamie. "What are these?" I whispered once I caught her. "What do they look like?" she asked coyly. I looked at them then at her. She only smiled at me. Her lips were full and flush as I looked back down at the shorts again. "I'm going to the bathroom," she said to Kelly. "I'll be right back." I watched her walk off towards the locker room. I just stood there and watched her go. "What's with you?" Kelly asked. "You look like you just saw a ghost." I stuttered. "Well... I ... I just remembered I was supposed to do something." She laughed lightly at me before she turned to get her drink. As she bent at the waist her little shorts peeked out from under her skirt. It reminded me of the shorts I was still holding in my hand. I quickly stuffed them into my pocket and looked to see where Jamie had gone. She was standing next to the brick wall of the hallway looking my way. I started walking quickly her way. By the time I had reached where she had been she was gone again. I went down the hallway to the girls' locker room. She was standing at the door. "It's about time you showed up," she cooed. "Well," I said still at a loss for words. Her hand grabbed my shirt as she pulled me inside the door. She let it shut before she pushed me against it. She giggled before pulling my head down to her lips. She kissed me hard letting her tongue find mine. I finally broke out of my stupor and kissed her back. Her hands started working the zipper on my pants to free my cock. I slipped out as she giggled and stroked me. She wrapped her arms around my neck and lifted herself into my grip. I held her as my cock touched her smooth skin between her legs. I could feel her desire as she moaned against me. "I told you I wasn't wearing anything under my skirt," she teased. "I can see that," I gasped. She pulled herself higher in my hips until my cock caught her opening. Slowly she settled herself on me. I slipped slowly into her opening as she moaned softly into my mouth. I bottomed out inside of her as her cunny squeezed me. Her heat and wetness made me want to cum right there. I made sure I leaned harder against the door just in case somebody tried to come in. She started a quick rise and fall as her legs used my hips as leverage. I quickly slipped in and out of her opening. Her wetness slowly leaked down my cock and pooled on my zipper as she moaned against me. Little whimpers escaped her lips as she fucked me with a quicker pace. I could feel her squeezing my cock hard with her cunny. The walls put this exquisite pressure on my cock as she rode me. My hands fell to her ass and gripped the bare skin. Her muscles worked hard to hump me as she panted into my mouth. Her mouth fell away from mine as she looked at me. Her eyes were taken by lust as she bounced on me. Her mouth hung open as her nose wrinkled as she panted. We were being so daring right now, fucking at the school in the locker room of all places. It made me want her more. I gripped her ass as I turned us around. Now she was pinned against the door as I found her neck. She panted loudly as I held her thighs and opened her up more. I started sawing into her wetness. Little gasps of pleasure left her lips and met my ears. I liked her little moans but now wasn't the time for them. "Jamie," I panted. "You have to quiet down." "Fuck," she squeaked. "Fuck me and make me cum then." "What about me?" I asked. "Cum with me then," she cooed. "Fuck," I gasped. I moved her off the door to the wall. I left my one foot pressed hard against the door as her ass hit the cold bricks of the wall right next to the door. She gasped at the coldness of it before climbing my body more so I could plunge into her deeper. She was so wet now. I was slipping into her so easily. I could hear her wetness reaching my ears as I pressed into her harder. She whimpered softly and begged me to cum with her. I could feel her walls really squeezing me tightly as I fucked her with more power. Her cunny quivered around my cock making my will break. I started letting loose and filled her with all I had. I finished deep inside of her before I stopped. I rested deep inside of her and let her puss milk me. We both panted hard as I looked at her. She smiled up at me and giggled lightly. "We are bad," she whispered. "You started this," I smiled. "You finished it," she sassed right back. I lightly fucked her as she moaned and bounced with me. I could feel us leaking from her as she giggled. "You couldn't have waited until after the game," I chuckled with her. "I was horny," she sassed. "I couldn't wait anymore." "Works for me," I said still pressing into her. "Put me down and give me my shorts back," she ordered. "I'll put you down but the shorts are mine." "Owen," she gasped. "No. I have to have them on or everyone will see me." "You should have thought of that before you gave them to me." "You fucker," she giggled. I smiled and stepped back. Her legs hit the floor as I pulled away from her. She giggled as my seed leaked out and dribbled onto her leg. She caught it with her fingers before wiping it on my shirt. "Hey," I cried. "If I had my shorts," she countered. "Do you want them back?" I asked. "Nope," she smiled deviously. "Here," I said giving in and held them out. She gave another dark smile before she pushed them away. "I really do have to pee. Get out of here before somebody finds you." She turned and walked calmly away to the back of the locker room where the bathrooms were. I tossed her shorts on the bench before I opened the door and quickly slipped outside. I stood against the wall and waited for her. She opened the door casually and walked out into the hallway. I followed her down the hallway as we headed back into the gym. "Did you put them back on?" I asked. "Maybe," she said coyly. "Maybe not. You can check if you want to." We were in the gym now and walking the baseline to get back to the bleachers. She knew I couldn't check now so I was left guessing. I followed her like a puppy again until we reached the other girls. She was so careful when she sat down. I was hoping for something but she gave me nothing as she sat and crossed her legs. I told myself to calm down and take a seat. We sat there and talked as a group like nothing was out of the ordinary. The game started again and went on for a little while until they took a break. I watched intently as Jamie climbed from her seat and headed out to the floor. The first leg kick gave her away that she had put her shorts back on. Once she finished she came back to the bench and sat right next to me. I breathed a sigh of relief that she hadn't been so bold. "Did I have you sweating?" she asked, knowing the answer. "Yeah," I nodded. "I had to put them back on," she whispered next to my ear. "I was still so wet." Her hot breath on my ear as she said wet made my cock swell. "Owen," I heard somebody call. "Yes sir," I said looking at the principle. "I'm glad you're here. Listen, we are going to unveil the state championship banner at Friday night's game. I was hoping you could be here since you played a big role in bringing this honor to our school." "I... ah... I was going to be out of town on Friday," I said. "I was planning to go get my buck with my dad." "Oh," he said disappointed. "What time were you planning on doing this thing?" "Before the game," he said. "I tell you what," I started. "I'll stay around for it then leave once you finish. I will have to drive all night but it sounds important to you so I'll be there." "Thank you Owen," he smiled. "It would be an honor to have you here. You only get to do this once you know?" "I wouldn't miss it Mr. Kenny." "Thank you Owen. So, have you decided where you are going to play at next year?" "I have," I smiled. "Well?" he pressed. "I'm heading to State," I smiled. "My Alma mater," he smiled. "Good luck to you Owen. You've made us proud so far." "Thank you sir," I said. He turned and walked away. "You guys are going to the hunting camp and you didn't invite me?" Jamie asked. "You were never interested in that," I laughed. "Your dad went out and got you all that hunting stuff for your sixteenth birthday and you never used it." "It's not too late to start is it?" she asked. "I guess not." "So, can I come then?" "You won't like the camp," I said. "I didn't say I wanted to hunt," she smiled coyly. I smiled at her as she grinned at me. "It's not quite what you are thinking of in your head." "No, why not?" "It's a rustic shack really. It has a small kitchen, an open sleeping area and a bathroom off to the one side. It's not very private if that's what you're hoping for." "Oh," she sighed. "Can I still come? I'd like to just spend some time away with you." "Of course you can go," I smiled. "But there won't be any of that." I pointed to the bathroom as I spoke. "I like to spend time with you," she said. "We don't have a whole lot of time left together before you leave." "I know," I sighed. "Might as well get in as much as we can," she offered. "Umm hmm," I sighed. I thought about what she meant by that. I didn't know where this was going. I wasn't sure how long this would last or what she wanted out of this. Hell at this point I wasn't even sure what I wanted out of this. It wasn't like we could tell people about us being together. I had spent some time thinking about what it all meant but I hadn't come up with anything solid. Could I be with Jamie long term? I could. But what did she think? Did she want something more than us screwing around? How would we tell people that we were together? She left my side to head out to do another cheer as a timeout was called. I didn't even see her go as I was so lost in thought right at the moment. "What are you thinking about?" she asked. "Us," I said. "Oh?" she questioned. "It's nothing," I sighed. "Don't worry about it." "Ok," she smiled. "Just don't hurt yourself by thinking too hard." I laughed and shook my head. She just smiled and put her hand on my leg. "Don't worry about it too much Owen. I know what you're thinking. It will work itself out somehow." I nodded. It was hard not to think about everything now. I wanted some kind of answer for everything. I tried to act normal but it was hard and she could see right through it. She again told me not to worry about it that much and make the most of the time we had together. We walked out of the gym after the game ended and headed towards her car. "Jordan and Bobby are over at Mr. Williams' house," I said. "Do you want to go over there for a little while?" "Not tonight Owen," she smiled. "I've got a long day tomorrow again." "Alright," I sighed. "I will see you tomorrow." I glanced around before leaning in and giving her a kiss goodbye. She smiled her perfect smile as she climbed into the car and waited for me to shut the door. I watched her back out before I turned to get into my truck and head home. "Hey dad?" I called. "Yes," he said waking up from his light sleep on the couch. "Jamie wants to go to the camp with us." "Ok," he shrugged. "Did you tell her it's not what she's picturing?" "Yeah." "If she wants to go then she can come." "There's been a slight change of plans though." It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 05 "Ok," he said concerned. "What's changed?" "I can't leave until after seven on Friday. They want to hang the banner in the gym and they want the team to be there." "You'd have to drive all night to get there by morning," he said. "I know." "That means I have to set up your hunting spot." "If you could," I begged a little. "I can do that," he smiled. "Thanks dad." "Well," he grunted and yawned. "I'm hitting the hay." "Me too." "Good night then." "Good night dad." * "Do you have everything?" I asked. "I think so," Jamie replied. "I've never been to the woods so I'm not sure what I need." I looked over her stuff. She had everything she needed to hunt with. Camo, her gun, and her hunting permit. I glance around again before I noticed something was missing. "What are you going to sleep on?" "I could just snuggle with you," she smiled. "I have a one man sleeping bag," I laughed. "You could try and squeeze in there with me." "I should be fine," she smiled. "It's a one man sleeping bag. It doesn't say anything about one man and one woman." I chuckled. "I have an extra one. You can use that." "Thank you but I have one in my closet. Let me run and get it." She quickly headed into the house before returning with her pink sleeping bag all rolled up and still in the original packaging. "Let's go get this thing over with so we can hit the road." "Sounds good," she said. We climbed into the truck and headed to the school. "What's the weather going to be like?" "Dad says it's cold up there," I replied. "He said a front pushed through this morning and the wind is blowing in some cold ass air." "I hope I'm warm enough," she said. "I'll hold you," I smiled. "We know where that leads," she giggled. "You always end up warm though don't you?" "Amongst other things," she giggled again. I pulled into the school. We both headed inside the gym and waited for the time. She wasn't cheering tonight so she could leave right away. We found Jordan and the guys and took a seat to wait it out. After they cleared off the floor from their warm up we took the floor and waited. The principle spoke about how proud he was of the school and of the team. Shane and I were given the ends of the rope so we could pull the tarp off the banner. We both pulled and sent it falling to the floor. The state title banner hung above as we looked at it. He read the names of the players on the team before they applauded us. I shot the shit for a minute before heading off to get on the road. We drove along for a while before we stopped to get a drink and more fuel. Then we got back on the road again. I kept looking over at Jamie as she sat there and sang along to the radio. She looked perfect sitting there as she smiled back at me. The burning questioned came to my mind again as I watched the road then looked back at her. "Hey Jamie," I sighed. "Hum?" she looked at me. "Where are we going?" "To the hunting camp I thought." "You know what I mean." She sighed. "I don't know." "I'd like to figure it out," I said. She looked at me before thinking again. I reached over and turned the radio down some as I waited for her to come up with something. "Where do you want it to go?" she finally spoke. "I'd like this to go further than July when I leave for school." "I'd like that too." "So, how are we going to do that then?" "I haven't thought that far," she sighed. "I was hoping you had something more than that." "Do you want something long term with me?" she questioned. "That's why I'm bringing this up." "Then we will stay together." "But I will be off at college and you will be here," I said. "How will that work?" "I can come visit you as often as I can. I'm going to be in college too, just around here. I will find the time to come see you if that's what you want." "I would," I replied. "So we can do that and see how it goes. If it works out then we can go from there." "And if it goes well," I started before I paused. "How are we going to tell everyone that we are together?" "Beats the hell out of me," she shrugged. "That's what I was afraid of," I sighed. "We don't have to solve the world's problems in one night," she offered. "It would be nice to get a few ideas out there though." "Why don't we just see where we end up by this time next year? If we are still together then, we can try to figure something else out from there." "What do you mean if?" I questioned lightly. "I can't see us not being together." "You never know," she said. "You being the big time college stud. You might find somebody better." "Ha," I laughed. "I'm not interested in anyone but you and that's the way I intend to keep it for the time being. I'm assuming you feel the same way." "I do," she smiled. "So?" I questioned, emphasizing the current conversation and wanting to find some kind of resolve. "So we date for a while and see if it's really what we want then. If it is, we can figure out a way to tell everyone. I don't know how they will take it. We don't have to worry about it right now. We are just starting out." "And what if?" I paused. "If we don't work out? I don't want to lose you as my best friend." "How about we both make a deal right now," she said. "If we happen to grow apart from each other we still have to be friends. No matter what the circumstance is, we have to be there for each other." "I can do that," I smiled. "That's one problem solved," she smiled back. "So how are we going to solve the next one?" "We put it on the back burner for now," she offered. "I just said we can't solve all the world's problems in one night." "We could always run away and not tell them anything," I joked. "We might have to anyway," she giggled. "They will probably disown us." "My dad will," I sighed. "That I know for a fact." "And you're willing to be disowned for me?" "I won't be the only one," I laughed lightly. "Let's just see where this thing goes," she said. "The deal is there so we can see where we end up." "Ok," I smiled. I reached out and took her hand in mine. She squeezed my hand tightly and began singing again. It was quiet in the truck except for her singing and the hum of the tires on the road. As the night wore on she rested her head in my lap and tried to sleep. I stayed focused until we reached the camp at four in the morning. I pulled the truck down the dirt path before stopping next to my dad's truck. I killed the lights and let the engine idle for a minute as I looked at Jamie sleeping peacefully in my lap. She had a soft smile on her face even while she slept. I curled one loose strand of hair away from her cheek that had escaped her loose bun. She softly stirred as I tucked it behind her ear. "Are we here?" she asked. "Just pulled in." She sat up and looked ahead taking in the camp for the first time. The porch light was on so it gave her some idea of what she was getting into. "Should we go inside?" "No," I said. "They will be sleeping. Let's just try to get comfortable in here and rest until somebody wakes us up. It won't be but another hour or so before they get ready to head out." "Ok," she yawned and stretched. "Let me lay against the door and you can lean against me between my legs," I ordered. "Ok," she yawned again. I turned my body as she moved around until I was stretched down the bench seat. She rested her back against my chest and tried to get comfortable. I wrapped my arms around her body and held her. She sighed contently as she rested her head against me. I fell asleep quickly as the long drive had worn me out. Five thirty came quickly as my dad tapped on the window and broke me out of my shallow sleep. We both untangled so I could open the door. "You two could have come inside," he laughed. "I didn't want to wake you guys." "It beats sleeping out here in the cold." "He kept me warm Uncle Dan," Jamie giggled. "It's just after five thirty," he laughed. "You should come inside and get a cup of coffee and something to eat." "Sounds good," I sighed. We both climbed from the truck and headed into the cabin to get some coffee and a quick bite. I was still worn out but the excitement of the coming hunt made me feel awake. The coffee helped as I sipped on it. "Alright," dad said. "I'm heading out to my stand." "Where did you put me?" I asked. "I got you in a blind on granddad plain," he said. "Half way down on the east side of the tree line so you won't be shooting into the sun." "A blind," I sighed. "I like to be in a stand." "How are you and Jamie both going to fit in a stand together?" he smiled. "I guess," I sighed again. "You brought her," he smiled. "You get to teach her." "Thanks dad," I said sarcastically. "No problem," he smiled. "See you back here by ten if you don't get anything before then." "Yeah." "You two be careful," grandpa warned. "Yes sir," I said. "Good luck," Uncle Buck offered as he picked his gun up. They went out the door leaving Jamie and I to get ready. We went back to the truck and grabbed our hunting gear. We quickly went back inside to escape the cold. "What do I need?" Jamie questioned. "Strip down and get your camo on," I ordered. I was already half naked as she watched me. "Sounds like you want to get busy instead of going to hunt," she giggled. "We could," I smiled. "But I'd rather get a buck to shut my dad up first." "Fine," she sassed. "I see where I'm at on your list of priorities." I watched her strip down to her bra and panties before looking over her stuff. I couldn't help but take in her sexy body before I slipped my under thermal on before my pants. Then I pulled my jacket on and zipped it shut. She followed my lead and quickly got dressed. Once we were dressed we went out the door. I stopped her on the porch steps to spray a scent lock on her clothes and boots. I did myself before grabbing my rifle. She took hers and followed me off the porch towards our destination. "Where are we going?" she asked. "This way," I pointed. "It's about a half mile walk down a winding path." "Ok," she said. "I hope you know where you're going." "I do," I offered. "Just follow behind me." We walked along quickly as I led us towards the old plowed field. It wasn't the best spot but it was open and had a food plot. With the cold front that had just gone through and a light frost on the ground it might have done the food in but I could only hope it hadn't. "How can you see?" Jamie whispered. "I just can," I said. "I'm going mostly on feel at this point." "I hope we don't get lost." "I've been here a hundred times when I was younger. I won't get us lost." "What's out here besides deer?" "Bear, bobcat, coons, coyotes, anything really," I sighed. "You are in the woods after all." "Bear?" she questioned. "Yeah, I've seen a few before. I'd be more worried about the coyotes then the bears." I glanced back at her as I stepped over a log in the path. "You better not leave me out here," she huffed. "I wouldn't do that to you," I said. "How much further?" "Just around the turn up ahead," I sighed. "Now quiet down so we don't spook anything." "Fine," she hissed. I reached the flap to the blind and opened it. I let her slip inside and before I followed her in. She looked at the small inside before wondering what to do next. "Take a seat," I whispered. "Chamber a round in your rifle and make sure the safety is on. Lean it against the rest. I'll be right back." "Where are you going?" "To squirt some piss on the ground." "What?" she questioned. "Deer piss," I laughed lightly. "If a big buck is in the area he will come in to investigate the smell." "Ok," she said in disbelief. "Stay put." She worked her rifle as I went out and found a place to dump some of the deer piss we had saved from last year in the freezer. After that I returned to the blind. "What if I have to pee?" she questioned. "There's a bucket in the corner," I offered. "Pee and put the lid back on." She gave me another look of disbelief before she realized I wasn't bluffing. "I can hold it," she sighed. "Better pee now," I said. "Once the sun comes up we can't be moving around in here. We need to be quiet." "Fine," she huffed. "Don't watch." "I've seen you naked Jamie," I laughed lightly. "It wouldn't be anything I haven't seen before." "Peeing is a private matter," she hissed. "I won't look." I glanced back as she unbuttoned her pants and slipped them down her legs. "Stop watching me Owen," she giggled. "Just checking you out a little. I'm not going to watch you pee." "Turn around," she sassed. I turned just as she squatted over the bucket. I could hear it softly hitting the bucket as she relieved herself. She rested on the bucket as I glanced back at her. I couldn't see much in the darkness of the blind anyway. Just the outline of her body over the white bucket between her legs. "What do I use to wipe with?" "Hold on," I said thinking quickly. I shuffled through my pockets until I found a hand towel I used when I field dressed a deer. "Is this clean?" she questioned. "It should be," I chuckled. "Fucker," she giggled. She finished her business before getting dressed and taking her seat next to me. "Feel better?" I asked. "Yeah," she sighed. "Good," I sighed. "What if I have to do number two?" she asked sarcastically. "You hold it," I laughed lightly. "I was just kidding," she giggled lightly. I smiled over at her as she picked her rifle up and looked it over. "What do we do now?" "We wait and hope we see something." "Ok," she sighed. We sat there for a long time in silence until the sun just started to peek over the horizon and cast long shadows over the field. I started glassing the field once I could see. "I'm cold," she whispered. "It is rather cold out here isn't it?" I whispered back. "I should have put on another layer," she sighed. "The sun will help. Just give it a minute." I continued to glass the field until the sun grew a little higher in the sky. I spotted some movement way out on the other side of the field. I could just make out that it was a doe. It was too far out at the moment and there was too much in the way for a clean shot. I just watched it and waited for something better. We sat there for another hour barely speaking as we waited. Jamie was being patient but I could tell she was growing less patient as the time passed. I hoped we would see something soon. "This is kind of boring," she whispered. "I like sitting out here," I offered. "It's peaceful and a great way to clear your mind." "If you say so," she sighed. "You wanted to come along," I pointed out. "I told you it wasn't anything special." "I thought there would be a little more excitement." "The deer don't always cooperate." "I suppose they don't. I can't see a deer waking up in the morning and saying, I think I want to go out and get shot while I'm looking for some ass." I couldn't help but laugh a little at her as she smiled back at me. "No, I suppose they don't. But getting some ass is probably on their priority list along with getting breakfast. That's where we come in." "Poor Bambi," she giggled. "All he wants to do is get some pussy and you're going to ruin his day." "If I can't get any then why should he?" I smiled. "Who says you can't get any?" she smiled. "I can't. At least not here." "Why not?" she asked coyly. "Because I'm here to hunt." "There's nothing out here," she teased. "Nothing but the two of us." "Um hmm," I offered. I picked the specs up again and started to glass the field. I felt her shift in her chair and lean against me. Her hand touched my chest and trailed down it towards my lap. I ignored her for the moment as she teased me. Then her lips softly kissed my neck as she leaned into me more. The warm and wet kiss sent a chill down my spine as she kissed me again. "What are you doing?" I questioned lightly. "Just passing the time," she whispered next to my ear. "Is that what you're calling it now?" I teased. "Umm hmmm," she growled. I sighed as her lips kept kissing my neck. Her hand was in my lap and searching for my rapidly inflating member. She found it pressed up against my leg. Her thumb scratched it as she whispered in my ear. "Can't we take a ten minute break?" Her hot breath on my ear sent another chill down my spine. I turned to her now as she smiled right in my face. This teasing look of lust covered her face as she waited for my answer. "What did you have in mind?" "Same thing that the deer has in mind." "You want some pussy?" I teased. She giggled. Her hands were on the buttons on my pants as she smiled back at me. One by one they opened as she looked at me still. Her lips were so flush with excitement as she pulled my pants open and reached into the hole in my boxers. I couldn't help but want her now. Her cold hand covered my cock as she found me. I jumped a little as she gripped me. "Sorry," she giggled. "I know my hands are cold." I found her mouth in a soft kiss as I dropped the specs and pulled her body to mine. She yielded quickly and turned. She was in my lap as I continued to taste her kiss. I knocked my hat off my head as her hand worked to free me from my boxers. She giggled as it fell to the ground. She followed and tossed hers on the floor. Her hair was stilled tied up in the loose bun as I cupped her neck and pulled her harder into my kiss. My cock was free and out as she stroked me quickly. I moaned into her kiss as my hands searched for her chest. I slipped one under her jacket and felt the warmth of her skin as I reached her tit. She gasped at the sudden intrusion of the cold before breaking the kiss. She stood and turned around. I could see her working the buttons on her pants as she glanced back at me. They opened and slipped to mid-thigh as she glanced back over her shoulder at me. I gripped my cock and pointed it to her cunny as she bent down at the waist. Her perfect ass peeked out from under her jacket as she found me. The cold was replaced by the heat and wetness of her cunny as her lips settled over my shaft. She was already soaked and leaking her desire as I opened her up and started to slip inside of her. Slowly she let me stretch her as she took me inside of her. She panted quietly as she sat on my lap and let me fill her fully. "Hmm," she growled. "Isn't this better than sitting here?" "I can agree with that," I sighed. She pulled away and let me slip up her tunnel until just my tip remained inside of her. White cream already coated my cock as she started to fall on me again. Her little cunny was swollen with desire as my cock split her open again. Her heat and wetness made me moan as she rested with me deep inside of her again. My hands gripped her bare hips as she started a slow rise and fall. She jumped at the coldness of my hands on her skin. I giggled lightly as she moaned and squeezed her cunny tighter around my cock. I let my hands slide up her skin taking in her warmth all the way up to her tits. Her nipples pressed hard into her bra as my thumbs brushed them. She panted hard as I teased them. Her rise and fall slowed down as she moaned lightly. "My legs are tired," she giggled. "Get up," I ordered. She quickly withdrew from me leaving my cock coated in her wetness. The cold air stung my cock as I lifted myself out of the chair and set the specs on the ground. She stood there with her pants around her knees now. Her little cunny just peeked out from under her jacket as she waited for me to give orders. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 05 I unzipped my jacket and tossed it on the metal chair. I pointed and swirled my finger to tell her where I wanted her. She willingly placed her knees on the chair and gripped the backrest. She arched her back and stuck her ass out as I got behind her. I took in her pink little cunny as it glistened wet in the morning light. "You going to fuck it or stare at it all day?" she sassed. "I can't help but want to look at it. It's beautiful." "Sure it is," she sassed again. "It's the nicest one I've ever seen before." "You're not so bad yourself," she giggled. "Am I?" I questioned. "Um hmm," she growled. My cock pressed between her legs now and tried to find her opening. I was low so I pulled back and poked her again. I hit the pucker of her butthole as she giggled. I left myself there and pressed against her with a little more force. "Owen," she giggled. "You're too big for that hole. I'd need some lube before you went in there." I pulled back and pressed against her cunny lips. They started to part as I opened her up and started to slip into her. "So, you've done anal before?" I questioned. I slipped deeper into her cunny until my hips bumped her ass. "I have," she moaned. "Not with something of your size though." "With who?" "A girl can't tell all her secrets," she sassed. I started to pull from her. I watched my cock as it traveled from her depths. She again coated me with a white cream as I made it out until the head was just inside of her. I started to change course and press back into her. Her lips flared wider as I slipped into her so easily. "But if you must know," she gasped as I bumped her end with my tip. "It wasn't with a person." "Hum?" I questioned as I pulled back. "I used my pink little dildo a couple of times on myself," she panted. "I've always wondered what it would feel like." "Did you now?" I moaned. "Umm hmm," she growled. "I fucked myself so many times with my dildo my pussy was aching but I still wanted to get off. I tried it and it felt pretty damn good." "Fuck Jamie," I gasped. "Oh gawd," she gasped as I picked up my pace and pressed into her harder. "You like it when I talk dirty?" "Fuck," I gasped again. It was all I could manage at this point. "It felt so dirty to have something stuffed up in my ass. I came so fucking hard. So hard that I soaked the sheets. Hmm fuck. I haven't cum that hard until that night we fucked in the hotel room." I was slapping into her hips. Being quiet was just an afterthought now. Her dirty talk was making my cock swell more with desire as I gripped her hips and pulled myself to her with each crash of our bodies. "Fuck," she cooed. "I can't wait until we get home. I want to feel you stuffed up inside my ass. I want to feel you stretching me with that fat cock of yours." I stared down at her asshole as I hammered into her cunny. She was dripping wet now as I pressed deep into her at a rapid pace. Her lips were nothing but a blur as I fucked her and listened to her talk dirty to me. "I want to feel your cum dripping out of me after we finish," she moaned. I pressed my thumb against her asshole as she moaned hard. I pushed it gently inside and listened to her moan and press back against me. "Fuck," she panted. "Right there. Fuck, that feels amazing." "I'm going to cum Jamie," I warned. "Fuck me," she cried. "Fill me full." I was about to release as I felt her cunny start to clamp down and quiver around my cock. Her cunny squeezed me so hard it forced me out. A stream of cream came rushing out of her as she gasped and gripped the chair hard. I quickly found her cumming hole again and pressed myself back inside. She gasped hard and pressed back into me as I started firing off inside of her. I soaked her walls with my cum until I was spent. I leaned down and rested against her back as we both breathed hard and tried to recover. "Wow," she panted. "That's the hardest I've ever cum." "I'm soaked," I laughed. "You aren't disgusted by me are you?" she asked sheepishly. "Fuck no," I laughed. "That was fucking hot." She just giggled and turned her hips with me still buried inside of her. I could feel us leaking from her edges as she rocked her hips. I was so turned on by her I was still rock hard and wanting to fuck her again. I started slipping in and out of her again as she moaned and looked back at me. "Don't you have a deer to shoot?" she sassed. "I think we've pretty much ruined all chances of that," I laughed. "Probably," she giggled. "But I need to recover after that one. My legs are like jelly right now." "But you feel so good," I begged. "We have an evening hunt don't we?" she teased. "Yeah," I smiled. "Save it until then," she giggled. She squeezed her cunny hard on my cock as I still pressed into her. I finally relented and pulled from her as her hand covered her cunny. Her pink little lips remained slightly parted and leaked me out as she caught what she could. I grabbed the rag and gave it to her. She pressed it between her legs before turning over and resting on the other chair. I grabbed my jacket and covered myself again. I took a seat next to her and breathed heavily still as I rested. She sat there contently and let me drain from her. I breathed hard and watched my breath frost in the air before I looked over at her and smiled when she did the same thing. I looked out over the field and saw more does in the middle. I remembered what we were here for and quickly buttoned my pants. I grabbed the specs and scanned as she finally tossed the rag to the corner and buttoned her pants. "Whoa," I rasped. "Right there. Fuck, that's a big one." "What?" she questioned. "A big fucking buck," I said with excitement. She looked out and saw the ten point way out there in the field. "Get your rifle," I hissed. She quickly grabbed it and set it in the tripod. "Just relax and take some breaths to calm yourself down," I whispered. "Ok," she breathed softly. "What do you want me to do?" "Just relax and wait on him. It's a good one fifty out so let's see if we can get him to come in closer." I grabbed the call and gave it a hard burp. The buck lifted his head and looked our way. "He's coming closer," Jamie whispered. "That's the idea," I whispered back. "Do you know where to shoot?" "The vitals," she hissed. "Ok," I said. "Just making sure." Slowly, the buck worked his way closer to us. He was very cautious as he made his way closer. He would stop and look around. When his eyes were looking away I called again. He quickly turned back and studied the area we were in. He knew something was up but he still came closer. "When?" Jamie whispered. "Just wait," I hissed. "He has to turn broad side so you can hit him cleanly. I don't want him wounded." "Ok," she squeaked with excitement. He got to seventy five yards before he stopped. He was still head on to us so I made Jamie wait. Suddenly there was a distant shot. It echoed through the trees and made Jamie jump. I held steady as the buck turned. "Ok Jamie," I whispered. "Now would be as good a time as any." "Ok," she whispered back. "Safety off," I ordered. "Hold it steady and pull the trigger nice and slow." I heard the safety click. I waited for what seemed like forever until the gun barked loudly. I looked over as Jamie settled the recoil and looked back through the scope again. "What do we do now?" she asked. "Did you hit him?" "I think." "Chamber another round and make it safe again. We will wait for a minute then head out so see what you got." She chambered another round as I glassed the field. The other deer had scattered along with her buck. Only time would tell if she hit him or not. The field was empty as I glassed the area where it had fled to. We waited a minute before I turned to her. "You ready?" "Yeah." "Get your hat and the orange vest so we don't get shot." "Ok," she smiled. "I hope I got him." "We are about to find out." An hour and a half later we made it back to the camp. "Holy shit Owen," my dad cried. "You got a monster." "This would be Jamie's handy work," I smiled. "Damn girl," my dad croaked. "Not bad for your first time." "I had a good teacher," she smiled. "I guess so," he laughed. "Where is my dad?" she asked. "He's still out there tracking," my dad smiled. "Where is grandpa?" I asked. "Uncle Buck is tracking grandpa's deer. They will be along in a while I'm sure." "Grandpa got one?" Jamie asked. "Didn't you hear the shot?" "Right before she got this one," I smiled. "It worked out perfectly. He turned and she shot." "Let's get it cleaned so we can take it to the processer." We started working until grandpa and Uncle Buck came back. He had a nice six point. They were all proud of Jamie's deer. Once we got them dressed we headed into town to have the processer do the rest. We headed back to the woods to eat lunch and rest until the evening. I went to a different spot this time. I didn't take Jamie this time. I was on my own as I found a trail next to a watering hole and rested near a fallen tree. I stayed until it wasn't light enough to see anymore before I pulled out and returned. "You got skunked," my dad laughed. "Shit with the two already down every buck knows we are here. I may as well not head back out anymore." "You got shown up by a girl," Uncle Buck teased. "Daddy," Jamie sighed. "He did help me out so it wasn't like he didn't get anything." "Still," my dad joked. "He didn't punch his card." "Neither did you old man," I teased. "Not yet," he laughed. "Wait until tomorrow." "Don't forget," grandpa offered. "Y'all didn't get anything either. All y'all just got shown up by a girl." They laughed as grandpa smiled proudly at Jamie. I couldn't help but smile at her too. Dad struck a match and tossed it into the pile of wood he had set out. The gas quickly flashed and got the wood burning. We sat around and relaxed by the fire roasting dinner and talking about the old times. This is what I loved about being here. The being away from everything and enjoying the family. Jamie and I sat on either side of grandpa and listened to him tell stories of years past. We just nodded and laughed as he told so many stories of his life. We didn't know how much time we had with him anymore so we soaked it up as much as we could. With me heading off to college I wouldn't be able to see him as much as I would like too anymore. I leaned back behind grandpa and picked up the Mason jar. I twisted the lid off and glanced at my dad before taking a sip. I let the smooth but potent liquid slip down my throat before breathing hard. Dad still watched me but had a smile on his face. He knew I drank but he was lenient on me when it came to this, especially when we were here. I had been drinking here since I was sixteen so it wasn't unusual. Jamie holding her hand out for the jar wasn't. She hadn't told anyone that she drank with us even though I'm sure they suspected it since she hung out with me all the time. I handed her the jar and glanced at my dad again. "Be careful with that," my dad warned. "That's fireball. It's not the wimpy beer you guys are used to drinking." "Who says I drink beer?" Jamie giggled. "Terry tells me all about you kids," he laughed. "What?" Jamie giggled again. "Oh yeah," he laughed. "As long as its beer and not anything else I don't really care." "Sometimes it's not," I said truthfully. "Pot?" my dad questioned. "No sir," I said. "Just something a little more than beer. Never drugs. You know that." "Well," he sighed. "The drinking I can deal with but I would beat your ass if it was drugs." "Yes sir. Just some alcohol after the games. Nothing more than that." "Y'all just be careful with that stuff," grandpa warned. "Yes sir," Jamie and I both spoke. She took the jar and put it to her nose. "Wow, that smells strong." "Take a sip and find out," I teased. She took a sip and breathed hard as it burned her throat. "Fuc... fudge, that's strong." "I told you," my dad roared. "Watch the language there little miss," Uncle Buck barked. "Sorry daddy," she smiled. She took another sip before passing off to my dad. If only he knew what a dirty little mouth she really had. He took a big swing before sending it to Uncle Buck. He gladly took a long sip before handing it back to me. I took another before giving it to grandpa. He only chuckled before passing it off again. "I'm getten to old fur that stuff," he sighed. "I cain't feel my feet when I drink it and I don't walk so good then." We chuckled as he watched Jamie take a small sip and pass it along. It stopped at my dad as grandpa started telling a story of how his dad used to make moonshine and sell it. He was just a kid then but he helped out since it was a big money maker back then. "Why don't you make it anymore grandpa?" Jamie asked. "I did up until ten years ago," he smiled. "I'm too old for it now." "How much did you make selling it?" I asked. He chuckled. "It seems like a small amount now. Maybe three to five hundred dollars a load depending on how much we made." "That's more than I make in a week," Jamie offered. "But you ain't doing it illegally though," he chuckled again. "Once prohibition ended we got into other business ventures but we still did moonshine on the side. It was the way things were back then." "I remember back when we was doing moonshine," he started. Jamie grabbed the jar off the ground and took another small sip as grandpa told us another story. We all sat there and listen to his past with interest as he went on and on. The jar made a few more rounds before it stopped at dad again. I could feel myself nodding off as he went onto another story. I loved listening to him talk but I couldn't keep my eyes open anymore. "I got to get some rest or I'm going to fall asleep right here," I yawned. "Better get your rest son," dad smiled. "You wouldn't want to fall asleep in the stand and miss your buck." "I know," I nodded. "I best turn in too," grandpa sighed. I helped him out of his chair. He stood and stretched his tired body and cracked a few times before he followed me into the cabin. I found my air mattress in the corner and stripped down to my boxers before I quickly climbed under the sleeping bag. Grandpa took the one bed we had in the place and curled up. * "Owen," Jamie whispered. "What?" I quipped. "Shhh," she hissed. "What?" I whispered. "Scoot over." "Go get your own bed," I grunted. "Mine has a hole in it. It went flat." "Sucks for you," I chuckled. "Come on Owen," she begged. "Fine," I relented. I flipped over and unzipped my bag. I flattened it out and waited for her as the cool night air covered my body. "Hurry up," I hissed. "Sorry," she giggled. She quickly threw her pink sleeping bag over me and climbed in next to me. I leaned against the wall as she pressed her back into me and tried to get comfortable. "Why are you hard?" she whispered. "Don't ask me," I whispered back. "Bad penis," she breathed and batted it. "Stop it." "Sorry," she softly giggled. "I forgot it has a mind of its own." "Yeah, yeah," I sighed. "Go to sleep will you." "Keep me warm and I will." I sighed. I wrapped my arm around her and pulled her tighter to me. She molded her body to mine as I held her. Her hair rested against my face and filled my nose with a soft flowery smell. It did nothing for my erection as I tried to rest my eyes and find sleep again. I was just about there when she rolled over to face me. I pretended to sleep as faced me. I could feel her eyes searching my face. I kept a blank look on my face as her hand softly touched my chest. She rested it there then moved her hand over my nipple. Her nail scratched it lightly making my cock swell even more. My breathing changed just a little as I shifted a little. She knew I was awake but didn't say anything. She kept teasing my nipple for a while before moving her hand slowly lower on my chest. She crossed my stomach tickling me a little and making me move again. She sighed as her hand rested flat on my stomach just above the hem of my boxers. She left it there for a minute. Her warm skin against mine felt perfect as she drummed her fingers lightly. She made her move and slipped under the elastic of my boxers. Her hands touched the trimmed hairs above my cock before she found it. She traced the base of it before cupping my ball with the gentlest touch. My breathing grew a little deeper as she rolled them around before turning and letting her fingers trace my shaft from the base all the way to the tip. Her thumb smeared my desire around my tip before she gripped the head and held it. Her thumb scratched the underside as she teased me silently. Her thumb worked my wetness around my head again as she breathed a little deeper. "Owen," she whispered. "I know you're awake." "So," I sighed. "What's it to you?" "I'm wet," she breathed. "We aren't having sex in here." "I didn't say I wanted sex," she giggled softly. "I just wanted to play a little." "So play," I whispered. "What about me?" she whimpered in her little girl voice. My hand instinctively went to her tummy and touched her navel. She sighed deeply as I felt her little shorts on my fingertips. I pressed under them as she turned onto her back. My fingers traced the smooth skin of her pelvis until I reached the top of her slit. I rested my fingers there until I turned on my back. She growled now as I moved my hand down her slit. Her legs were parted, one of them rested over mine, as I felt the skin of her lips. They were smooth and damp as my fingers parted them. I splashed into her wetness as her hand began a slow rise and fall on my cock. She moaned so softly as I pressed into her folds and into her center. She was soaking wet as I dug my finger deep into her and twisted my hand around to tease her. Her hand moved faster on my cock as I pressed in and out of her. I could feel the liquid heat she leaked as my finger slipped so easily inside of her. I pulled back and found her clit as I rolled onto my side and used my other hand. I slipped it under her little shorts, over her ass, and around to her cunny. She gasped as I pressed into her cunny and teased her clit with the other hand. Silent little whimpers left her mouth as I stimulated her. Her hand went faster on my cock as I looked at her. Her eyes were closed and her mouth hung open as she barely breathed. I leaned closer to her face as her eyes opened and searched for mine. She turned her head and found my mouth. We open mouth kissed without tongue as she whimpered. It was a slow and sensual kiss as I worked her cunny with one hand and her clit with the other. Her hand was still tugging my cock but with less speed as I brought pleasure to her. I wanted to be inside of her now but I didn't want to risk it. This was bad enough as it was. Her legs closed on my hand suddenly and forced me to stop. She covered her mouth with her free hand and panted into it as my middle finger still rubber her clit. I felt her humping my hand as she came in relative silence. Just one little gasp escaped her lips as she slowly brought herself under control and breathed hard. She growled softly and opened her legs to let my fingers move inside of her again. I pressed deep into her cunny and twisted them up to find her spot. She was so wet now I pressed another finger into her. She let out another low gasp as I teased her. Her hand quickly started moving on me again as I left her clit alone and focused on her cunny. I could feel her pressing against my fingers as I drove them deep into her then twisted them around. Her cunny started quivering hard and she gasped. My hand left her clit and covered her mouth as her hand went faster on my cock. She panted hard into my hand as she bucked into my fingers. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 05 "Jamie," I gasped. She understood and stopped stroking me just in time. Another few pulls and I would have blasted all over the blanket. She gasped again into my hand as her cunny clamped down on my fingers. As I pressed in and out of her I could not only feel her cumming but I could hear it. She soaked my hand as I splashed into her. It was a liquid rush leaving her body that soaked my hand all the way down to the blanket below us as she came hard. I had to slow down as it sounded like somebody was splashing water from her body. She panted hard around my hand as she looked at me. Her eyes were glazed over as she breathed hard in heavy gasps. I let my hand fall away from her mouth as she started tugging me lightly again. "Fuck, I came hard," she whispered in a ragged breath. "I can feel it." "It's all the way down to the blanket." "Good thing it's on your side," I joked. "Funny," she sassed quietly. My fingers left her cunny and traced her slit all the way down to her crack. I touched her pucker as I felt what she leaked all over the place. Everything was wet down there as I teased her pucker before coming back to her slit again. "Your turn," she whispered. "I'm not cumming in the blankets too," I hissed in a low voice. "In my mouth," she sassed. "Jamie," I whispered. She was already moving the blankets around and slipping under them. I was going to protest but she already had my cock touching her lips as I started. I quickly went silent as she took me into her mouth. I slowly sank into her mouth until I touched the back of her throat. She bobbed a few times before teasing my tip with her tongue. I sighed as she licked up one side then down the other. She took me back into her mouth and went down until I touched the back of her throat again. She sucked me with the perfect amount of pressure letting her spit run down my cock and catch on my boxers. I felt it coming quickly as I gripped her arm to warn her. She never slowed down as I started to release into her mouth. She took everything I gave her swallowing me down. She continued sucking on my cock long after I had cum. It still sent wonderful sensations down my cock as she cleaned every last drop from me. She pulled off and kissed my cock before twisting from under the blanket. She rolled off the mattress and headed for the bathroom. I laid there for a moment and recovered before I returned my cock to my boxers. I rolled back on my side and waited for her to return. She silently slipped back into the bed with me and curled up against me again. Nothing was said as I pulled her to me and tried to relax again. I softly traced the warm skin of her tummy before we both fell asleep again. * "I should get a picture of this," my dad laughed. I opened my eyes to the soft light burning in the kitchen area. I glance back and saw dad and Uncle Buck standing by our bed looking down at us. Jamie was still pressed up against me as I was still against the wall. "I don't know what's worse," Uncle Buck chuckled. "Those two snuggled up against each other or the pink sleeping bag covering Owen." "Laugh it up dad," Jamie giggled. "Maybe if you wouldn't have given me a broken air mattress I wouldn't have had to make Owen sleep with me." They both laughed as she sat up and rubbed her eyes. I just lay there for the moment. My raging hard on wouldn't let me do anything but that at the moment. Jamie felt it as she shifted around and made sure she left me covered. She headed for the bathroom as I rested there and waited for them to turn away. "Are you going to get up anytime soon?" my dad questioned. I yawned trying to look normal. "Yeah. In a minute." "The deer ain't going to wait on you," he chuckled. "I know," I sighed. "I'm leaving in fifteen," he offered. He turned to get some coffee. I adjusted and sat up as Jamie came from the bathroom. Her hair was all disheveled as she climbed back into bed. I climbed over her and headed to the bathroom. I pissed and threw on clothes before I exited to get a cup of coffee myself. I took a sip then looked over at Jamie. The sleeping bag covered her whole body as she lay there resting silently. "Hey," I hissed. "Get up." "I got my buck," she giggled. "I'm sleeping in." "Suit yourself," I laughed. Uncle Buck, my dad and I quickly drank some coffee and had a quick bite to eat before we geared up and headed out. Jamie and grandpa stayed behind as we stood on the front porch and talked. "I'm going back to my stand," Uncle Buck said. "I'm going to my other spot," dad offered. "Where are you going Owen?" "I'm going back to the flag pond," I sighed. "I saw some rubs and tracks so maybe I can find one there." "Good luck," dad offered. "Be back by noon so we can pack up and get to the processer before we head out of town." "Yes sir," I sighed. We all went our separate ways. I silently crept back to the spot I had been at yesterday evening. I set up and waited. I must have drifted off as I waited for the sun to come up. I opened my eyes and heard movement to my left. I very slowly and deliberately turned so I could scout it out. I could see the antlers of a big buck but nothing else. There was too much shit in the way to clearly see him. All I could do was wait patiently and hope he would move more to my front where the shooting lane was. An hour past as I waited. I saw him move a little more to the right but he wasn't coming anymore. I knew he must have bedded down and was resting. I waited on him for a while longer before I decided I was going to try and slip out. I moved at a very slow pace to cover the ground to the opening in front of me. I knew if I could get there undetected I would have a better angle on him and maybe I could get off a shot. I must have slithered fifty yards in silence before I reached the opening. I began my turn and heard a few twigs break in the area of the buck. I turned more quickly as I knew he was getting up. He either winded me or heard me and was getting anxious. As I turned my body I heard him snort and spring from the brush. I didn't even have time to pull my rifle to my shoulder as he bounded out of the cover and headed deeper into the brush. I saw him for a flash as he leapt away with his white tail high in the air. "Fuck," I muttered. I knew my hunt was over at this point. I would be leaving empty handed as I stood and dusted myself off. I was covered in mud as I leaned against a tree and vented my anger. I checked my watch and saw it was just about eleven now. I shouldered my rifle and headed off silently back to camp. I saw Jamie and grandpa sitting on the porch talking as I came around the corner. "Where's your buck?" grandpa chuckled. "He got away," I quipped. "He came in and bedded down on me. I tried to flank him and I spooked him. He was about a twelve pointer too." "Always next year," grandpa offered. "I suppose," I sighed. "You look like a pig in the mud," Jamie giggled. "Yeah," I sighed. "Tell me about it. I feel like one too." "Go take a shower," she offered. "I left you some clothes on the counter. I packed everything else up." "At least I don't have to pack." I went inside and shed my clothes before taking a hot shower. I faintly heard a rifle report as I shut the water off. I quickly toweled off and got into my clothes. I headed back out to the porch to sit and wait. "Somebody shot at something," grandpa offered. "I heard," I said. Fifteen minutes later my dad showed back up. He kicked the dirt as he walked up the path. "I fucking hit a god damn tree branch and I missed," he scorned. "I can't believe I did that." "At least you got off a shot," I offered. "I spooked mine." "Guess the bet carries over until next year," he smiled. Uncle Buck quickly came around the corner. "Well, that's not good," he smiled. "I heard the shot and thought for sure you got one." "I hit a branch and missed." "We got two," he offered. "That's plenty of meat for the time being." "Alright," dad sighed. "Let's get packed up." "Already taken care of," Jamie smiled. "I left you guys some clothes in the bathroom if you want to shower before we go." "Thank you Jamie," dad smiled. "I knew we brought you along for a reason." "If you didn't you wouldn't have anything to show for the trip," she giggled. "What about me?" grandpa asked. "You too grandpa," she smiled. She leaned down and gave him a kiss on his forehead. "Let's get changed and head to the processer. You and Jamie can head on home if y'all want to. We will see you back at the house." "See you at home then," I said. "You ready?" I asked. "Yeah, I miss my computer and my bed." "Get in then," I chuckled. We climbed into the truck and back out to get back on the main road. Jamie sat there smiling like a little school girl that had a big secret. "What are you smiling about?" I asked. "Nothing," she giggled. "Come on," I begged. "Let's hear it." She giggled again before laughing a little harder. "My mattress didn't have a hole in it." "What?" I asked confused. "I let the air out of it," she giggled again. I couldn't help but smile at her as she looked at me with her shit eating grin now. "And you call me a trouble maker," I smiled. She giggled again before reaching across the seat to take my hand. The trip home seemed to pass quickly as we talked nonstop. With the one issue of us taken care of I was much less worried about the near future. We would figure out the rest when the time came for us to cross that bridge. ***** Thanks for reading. Comments are always welcome. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 06 "Where is Jamie today?" Jordan asked as we sat at the lunch table and ate. "Senioritis," I sighed. "She skipped today." "Wow," he smiled. "I wouldn't expect her to do that." "We only have a week left before school is over," I offered. "It ain't like we are going to learn anything in that short amount of time anyway." "Which is why we should skip tomorrow and hit the beach or something and get our drink on," Jordan smiled. "Yeah," I smiled. "You think?" "Fuck yeah," he cheered. "Come on Owen, grow a pair." "Tomorrow's Saturday you dumbass," I chuckled. "Well fuck," he laughed. "Maybe Monday then?" "Let's see how much trouble we get into over the weekend before I make my decision," I offered. "What could possibly go wrong over the weekend?" he asked with his shit eating grin. I didn't even answer him. I just chuckled again before taking another bite of food. There was an endless amount of trouble we could get into this weekend. Tonight was just the beginning of a two day adventure. I don't know how Jamie talked me into it but I had agreed to dance with her on stage at her final dance recital of the spring. It was just her and I doing some form of the tango that she had thought up in her mind and put it into action. Dancing wasn't my thing, but if it made her smile I would try it out. After that we were going out on the boat to do some bow fishing with Jordan and Kelly. There would be drinking of course, that was a given. We would get in late then sober up during the day before we headed off to prom. It was the final big, unsupervised, event before graduation. We knew we weren't going to do much drinking at the graduation party since all the parents would be around. Prom was the last big thing we would do together before I left for State in a few weeks. I wanted to be there to learn and maybe have a chance at getting the starting spot. There was a slim possibility that I could get the job as a true freshman. The senior was graduating and the next in line was a sophomore. That, at least, left the door unlocked for me to try and get it. The more time I spent there with the team the better off I was or so I thought. It would mean leaving Jamie sooner than I wanted to but she said she would get up there and see me through most of July so I wasn't concerned about it. My thoughts were broken as Courtney circled around the table and pulled out the empty chair right next to me. She sat down with a plop and hissed to herself before looking at her phone. I glanced over at her then back to Jordan. He gave his crooked smile before he shrugged and picked up his fork to shovel another bite into his mouth. I knew he wasn't going to be any help but a guy could hope. I glanced back at Courtney as she rested her chin in her hands and stared off into space. I knew she wanted something and was waiting for me to start the conversation. It was probably another, whoa as me, pity party conversation but I knew I couldn't avoid it forever. She had been playing this game since we broke up. I tried my best to avoid them but I somehow got wrapped up in them all the time. "What's wrong Court? What's going on?" "Oh nothing," she sighed. "Oh," I said. I turned back to Jordan. "Are you going to put the boat in the water before or after the show?" "I was thinking after," he said. "I don't want to leave it down there." "Owen?" Courtney interrupted. "Yes?" I said slowly and turned her way. "Is there something wrong with me?" "I don't know," I answered honestly. "That's a pretty wide open question. You might want to narrow it down." "I haven't been asked to prom," she said. "Really?" I asked rather stunned that she hadn't. "Don't act so shocked," she hissed. "I'm being honest when I say that Court," I quipped. "Oh," she said quickly. "Sorry. I thought you were being sarcastic." "Do you want to see if I can get somebody to take you?" I asked. "I don't think Mack has a date yet." "Can you maybe take me?" she asked sweetly. "I'm already going with Jamie." "Figures," she huffed. "I figured you would have been taken so I asked her," I said, trying to soften her up some. "Well, I haven't been asked yet." "So, what about Mack? Do you want me to drop the hint to him?" "No thanks," she sighed. "What about Bobby then?" I offered. "He's going with Trish," she countered. "Not anymore. They broke up." "When did that happen?" "Like last week," Jordan chinned in now. "Have you been living under a rock since then?" "No asshole," she barked. "I haven't. I've been busy with studying for my finals so I can try to get into a good school. I don't have it easy like you two." "Maybe that's why nobody has asked you yet," Jordan shot back. "The way you act turns people off." "Fuck you," she hissed. "Stop," I barked. "Both of you." "He started it." "I don't care who started it," I hissed. "Stop." "Do you think you could take both of us?" she asked now. "It wouldn't be fair to Jamie. I'm taking her." "Fine," she said defeated. "Go alone and pick somebody up while you are there," I suggested. "It won't be as bad as you think." "Yeah right," she sighed. "I don't know why you just can't take us both." "Hello?" I cried. "Do you not remember why we broke up? You don't like Jamie. I'm not being put in the middle of a cat fight all night long. No way, not going to happen." "Fine," she hissed again. "See you later and thanks for nothing." "No problem," I said. She pushed herself away from the table and stomped off. Jordan started laughing to himself as she stormed away. "What the hell are you laughing at asshole?" I joked. "You sure do know how to squash them," he chuckled. "I can take her if you would like," I teased. "She would love to make your night just as miserable as hers." "No thanks," he laughed still. "You keep right on squashing." "Then shut the hell up and quit laughing." * "You ready?" Jamie asked. "There's no turning back now," I smiled. "It's pretty hard to do a dance without a partner." "True," she smiled back at me. We stood there and waited behind the big curtain on the stage. It was probably the most nervous I had been in my life. I was not a dancer by any stretch of the imagination. A month and a half of practice had changed that very little. I knew the steps and could move but it wasn't something that was natural to me. Jamie was a natural at it and moved so elegantly on the floor. She had done this for years so it was easy for her. I was athletic, that was my only saving grace. I could move my feet and follow some simple instructions so I had improved a lot but I wasn't going to get a call from the ballet anytime soon. I looked down at her as the lights dimmed. It was just about time. She smiled up at me again. Her perfect lips were covered in a deep red lipstick. It was probably the only time I had ever seen her wear makeup. I couldn't help but lean down and kiss her on the mouth. One deep and soft kiss before I pulled back and held her like I was supposed to before the music started. She giggled a little then wiped my lips so I wouldn't have red stuck to my lips. "Red isn't a good color on you," she smiled. "I suppose not," I chuckled. The curtain flew open as the stage lights turned on and showed us standing there. I took one last breath to calm my nerves before the music started. I could hear the guys hooting and hollering just before the music started. I didn't respond. I focused on what I had to do. Three minutes. We started. I spun her around before running my hands over her body as she stepped around me. I caught her as she spun around before we both moved at the same time. I focused on her and what she was doing. The smile on her face never left as we moved together very closely and pulled off a couple of spins and twists. Her leg rested against my chest as I ran my hand down her leg to touch her butt. The long dance dress she wore was hanging between her legs and exposed a lot of her skin. I had had my hands on that skin for months now but it still did something to me when I touched it. It sent a wave of excitement through my body before she kicked her leg off and twirled again. I let her all the way out until my hand caught hers. I pulled her firmly back to me as she twirled around and into my arms. She cupped my face and leaned so close to me now. I could feel her breath against my face before we both twisted away and moved more. I gave her a soft toss then caught her before we came back together again. We moved across the stage as I let the music remind me of where I was to be going and what was next. Her body pressed up against mine as we twisted away then came back together again. Her hand cupped my face as she smiled up at me before we held hands and moved as one again around the stage. We were halfway through now. It was going smoothly. I hadn't missed a step but the hard part was coming. We just moved together now, hands all over each other as we danced. It felt so sensual to touch her and move with her this way. I guess that's why they call it the tango. I twirled her again and caught her before I dipped her. She smiled up at me. Those beautiful blue eyes looked right through me as I brought her up again and put my hands on her hips. Her skin was so alive as my hands slipped under her dress at the hips. That wasn't supposed to happen but we just ignored it for now. We hadn't practiced in what we were going to wear. Her dress was split all the way up to the hips on both sides so it just happened. I brought her up and held her high in the air. Her pelvis was right in my face as I held her then tossed her into a spin. I caught her just like I was meant to then spun her around again. We twisted away together. Her hands all over my body just like mine were on hers. It didn't feel awkward at all to touch her like this. It was the most natural thing in the world to us right now. The hard part now. She jumped into my arms with her legs spread wide. My hands caught her thighs and held her above my head. She wasn't hard to lift, it was the spinning with her in my hands that was the hard part. I had dropped her more than once while we were practicing. I hadn't dropped her in a week now. I just had to remember not to spin too fast and get her off balance. She did the splits above me as I moved us across the floor. I glanced up between her legs to make sure she wasn't off balance. The material pulled tight over her cunny making a defined outline of what I knew was there. I had seen it so many times now but I never got tired of it. I completed the turns as I moved us across the stage. I pushed hard and tossed her into the air before I caught her. I let her slide down as she curved her body and slipped between my legs perfectly. Just like we had practiced. I held her with my arm around her back. She looked up at me and smiled as her hand ran over my chest. Mine did the same and ran between her breasts to her tummy. She pushed herself between my legs and came out the other side. Wrapped her arms around me and held me before I turned into her again. I held her tightly and wanted to kiss her now. She smiled before pushing me away teasingly. I caught her again before we both spun around and moved with grace. The hard part was over. We just had to wind the dance down and finish. We moved to the other side of the stage while making perfect steps and running our hands all over each other in the process. Her leg kicked high into the air to show her flexibility until she stood on one leg. The other rested on my shoulder as I dipped to my knee. Her leg curled over my shoulder as I reached my knee. She was so open now, the dress hung between her legs and covered her but I knew what was there. We parted as she kicked her leg over my head and got both feet back on the floor. We worked our way to center stage before we both came back together and dipped down again. I was kneeling as she rested her one leg over mine and knelt with me. Her arms were around my shoulders as I held her tightly on her lower back and let her dip down so she could see the crowd. The music stopped and the crowd cheered as she pulled herself upright and looked at me. Her cheeks were molten as she smiled at me. We were both panting hard from moving so much. I smiled at her as she looked at me. "Thank you Owen. Thank you so much." "You were perfect Jamie." "So were you," she smiled back. It was that big smile that showed her teeth and lit up the room. I loved seeing that smile on her face so this was worth all the teasing and hard work. She leaned forward and kissed my cheek. "Thank you." We stood and turned now to face the crowd. They were still cheering as we held hands and bowed for them. "Owen," Jordan's voice rang out over the crowd. "Yeah Owen," Bobby called now. I pointed and smiled for the first time at them. Jamie was giggling her little giggles as she smiled. "You were awesome Jamie," Jordan called. We bowed once more before we took off and left the stage. "Alright," she smiled. "I have to change and get ready for the next one." "I'll see you after Jamie." "Thank you Owen," she smiled still. "You don't know how much that meant to me." "Anything to see you smile like that Jamie. It was well worth the effort." She kissed me softly before she turned and headed to the dressing room to get changed. I left the area and went off to the side to make my way back to the crowd. I found my seat next to Jordan and Bobby and waited until Jamie came back out with her group and did another dance. "Are we still going out on the boat tonight?" Jordan asked. "Uh, yeah," I sighed. "Why wouldn't we?" "I thought you would be practicing for the next one there twinkle toes." "Yeah, yeah," I sighed. "Fuck off will you." He chuckled with me as the curtain opened for the next act. Jamie and her group of girls started moving across the stage doing their dance. * I picked Jamie up at the hotel on the beach where the night would eventually end. She left her car there so we would be able to get home in the morning. She climbed in and buckled up before I took her back to her house. "You could have taken Courtney instead of me," she said. "Why would I want to do that?" I asked. "I don't know," she sighed. "I heard she asked." "And I said no because I'm taking you." "You could have taken us both," she said unconvincingly. "I'm with you," I said. "I know," she smiled. "But I feel bad for her." "I kind of do too but this night is about us. She would make things rather difficult." "What are planning on tonight?" she teased. "I didn't mean it like that," I sighed. "She would be in a mood because of you and Jordan. Its better this way." "I know," she giggled. "So why did you ask?" I chuckled. "Just thought I would bring it up just in case you didn't want your cousin to be your prom date." "I wouldn't want it to be with anyone else but you," I said. "I wouldn't be going unless it was with you." "Ok," she smiled. "I'll see you in a while," I said as I pulled up. "Bye," she smiled before slipping out of the truck to go get ready. I finished fixing my tux as I stood in the bathroom and looked over myself. I looked funny standing there in this. I was more of a t-shirt and blue jeans or board shorts kind of guy. I was a blue collar worker and this suit and tie thing wasn't me. But, this was for Jamie. She had been looking forward to this for about a month now. Taking her to prom was a little victory for us. Sure we wouldn't be making out in front of everybody but we would dance and hold hands and be close all night long in front of everyone. It would make us feel more like a real couple even if it was just for the night. I clicked the light off and headed out to the living room. "You look good Owen," my dad offered. "Thanks I guess. This thing makes me itchy." He chuckled. "I ain't one for the monkey suits either. But it's going to make Jamie happy for you to take her. I still can't believe she didn't get asked." "High standards," I lied knowing the real truth. "How did you manage to pass then?" he chuckled. "Beats the hell out of me," I laughed. "Listen," he started. "I know I don't really have to tell you this but I'm still going to. If you should happen to find a girl tonight, make sure you're safe." "Ah geez dad," I sighed. "I know," he said embarrassed he had to make the comment. Mom would have been the one giving me this talk. "I just have to say it, you know?" "You're a little late for this talk anyway," I said. "I'm not blind Owen," he sighed. "I know. Just be safe." "I always am." "Anyway," he continued. "Make sure you keep Jamie safe and out of trouble. And try not to drink too much." "Who says we are going to drink?" I asked. "I'm missing a jar of fireball," he chuckled. "I'm pretty sure I know who has it." "Do you want it back?" I relented. "No," he smiled. "Just don't drink it before the prom. Save it for the after party so you don't get into trouble." "Yes sir," I smiled. "I'm proud of you son," he smiled back. "Thanks dad," I said. He hugged me lightly then patted me on the back. I headed for the door and out to the limo that had just pulled up. I climbed inside and sat there alone as it headed over to pick Jamie up next. I climbed out when he stopped and headed for the door. I knocked and waited until Uncle Buck opened the door and let me inside. "You look good tonight Owen," he said. "I'm all itchy," I said. "I know," he laughed. "Dressing up isn't my thing either." "It will make Jamie happy though," I offered. "It will. Listen, take care of her tonight and keep her out of trouble." "I will, you know that." "I know," he smiled. "I just have to say it. It's my job I guess." We both turned as Jamie walked into the living room. My jaw dropped as she smiled when she saw my reaction. She was a little untraditional in her red dress. It stopped around her shins so it showed some leg. It was a single strap over her shoulder giving some cleavage. Her hair was up and perfect along with her makeup. Deep red lipstick covered those lips I loved to kiss so much. Little pearl earrings hung on her ears. Her heels clicked on the tile as she continued walking towards us both. "Wow," was all I could offer. "Thank you," she smiled. I held my arm out and waited for her to take it. "You kids have fun and be safe," Uncle Buck reminded us. "Yes sir," I said. I walked her out the door. "You look stunning," I said. "Thank you," she smiled. The driver opened the door and waited for us to get inside. We got situated as he got back into the cab and headed to get Jordan and Kelly. We pulled up a few minutes later to them standing on the porch waiting. I climbed out and met him at the door. "What up dude?" he cheered. "You look good," I commented. "I know," he laughed. I gave him a half hug before I let him climb inside. I could hear him telling Jamie she looked good as I hugged Kelly and said about the same thing. We got into the cab and headed to get Bobby. He was flying solo and didn't seem to mind it at all. Then we stopped to get Shane and Mia. Then it was over to get Wade and his girl. The last stop was to get Scottie and his date. Then it was off to the prom sight. I broke out the jar and passed it around. Everyone took a drink before I twisted the top back on and set it on the seat. "To tonight," Jordan said as we pulled up. "Let the memories of tonight last us a lifetime." "One last who rah," I cheered. The door opened as the driver waited for us to get out. We all climbed out and headed to the door. The photographer took our picture as we stood in a group and smiled. After that we headed inside and checked the place out. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 06 Tiki torches flickered around the pool of the beach club. Overhead light softly glowed above as we strolled in and headed for the dining hall. We all took a seat and were given drinks as we waited on the food. There was laughter and good conversation as the food arrived and we ate. We finished dinner and left the dining hall to head back to the pool deck. The girls wanted more pictures and the fading sun over the sand on the beach was the perfect backdrop. We carefully headed down the steps to the beach. The girls left their shoes at the bottom and walked across the sand barefoot. I took phones and cameras and designated myself as the photographer for the time being. Each couple struck a pose and I snapped a few. Jamie was nice enough to stand in as Bobby's date so he could have a picture with a girl by his side. We did a few funny pictures of him pretending to chase the girls. Then we did a few solo shots of him too. He didn't seem to mind at all that we were teasing him about coming solo. "What about you Owen?" Jordan asked. "You want a few pictures too?" "Of course he does," Jamie answered. "I wouldn't want to go home with nothing from this evening." "Strike a pose then my friend," Jordan ordered. I stood next to Jamie and smiled as he snapped a photo. She leaned on me for the next one. Then I stood behind her and hugged her from behind for another. She tilted her head back for the final one and kissed me on the cheek playfully. I wanted her lips on mine but it wasn't going to happen here. I could see the look on her face as I looked down at her after she pulled her lips back from my face. She wanted more than just a kiss on the cheek. She smiled up at me and playfully pushed me away before grabbing the phone away from Jordan to see what he had gotten. I followed her and looked too. "You look damn good," I offered. "I know," she giggled. "You guys want a group photo?" Mack asked as he stood at the top of the stairs. "You have to be in it," Jordan called. "Scottie," Mack yelled. "Get over here and snap a photo of us." He took the camera for this one. We all stood in a line with our dates in front of us to get the shot. Once we finished we turned and climbed the steps. I brushed Jamie's feet off and helped her slip into her heels again. I let her climb the steps and noticed a few flowers growing along the steps. I pulled one off and caught Jamie by the arm as we reached the top. She turned to see what I wanted. I slipped the flower into her hair and adjusted it to fit. She smiled as I looked down at her. I wanted to kiss her so bad right about now. She looked absolutely perfect. She just flashed that big smile of hers again and took my arm in hers as we strolled back to the pool deck. Jordan was already telling a story and had the growing crowd laughing. We stood there talking for a while. Jordan kept telling stories about what he and I had done over the past four years at the school. I threw in my two cents when I needed to or when he had the slightly wrong facts in the story. He could only laugh hard when I corrected him. The conversation took a moment's pause when Trish cautiously approached the group. Everyone glanced at Bobby then at Trish as she stood across from Bobby. "Can we talk for a minute?" she asked softly. "Whatever you have to say to me you can say in front of everyone," Bobby replied. "Fine," she sighed. "I was wrong Bobby," she started. "I made a mistake and I jumped to conclusions. I'm sorry. Is there any way you can forgive me?" Bobby stood there for a minute before he smiled. "Yeah. Come here." I couldn't help but smile as she crossed the middle of the circle and gave him a big hug. "That's so sweet," Jamie smile. "Good thing he didn't ask Courtney to go with him," I said. "You didn't?" Jamie sassed. "I suggested it," I laugh lightly. "Owen, you're terrible." "She didn't want to go alone so I just thought." "That's terrible," she said again but giggled after. "Why would you want to subject him to that?" "It was bad judgment," I offered. "Terrible," she giggled. "Speaking of which," I said. "I haven't seen her yet." "She's here," Jordan said. "I saw her at dinner." "Who was she with?" I asked. "Nobody that I could tell." "Why do you care?" Shane joked. "I don't really," I sighed. "I was just wondering." "Might be your only shot at getting laid tonight," Jordan laughed. The group laughed as I shook my head. Jamie giggled and hugged my arm a little tighter. If they only knew. "Hey?" Shane called. "What the hell happened last night? I heard you guys were out all night long." "Oh yeah," Jordan chuckled. "Not because we wanted to be," I added. "It's kind of hard to get back to the dock when you boat is piled up on a sandbar ten feet away from the channel marker." "How the hell did you end up there?" Shane asked. "Ask Jordan and his shitty electrical work," I joked. "Come on," he laughed. "It could have happened to anyone." "Yeah, because everyone puts caulking on electrical terminals to hold the positive and negative in the right places," I joked. "It was all I had." "What the hell happened?" Shane asked confused. "He put caulking on the terminals since the ends corroded off instead of spending the ten dollars to fix them. They popped loose and shorted everything out." "How the hell did you guys get home?" Shane asked. "A crab boat came by and towed us off the bar," I replied. "It stunk like shit," Kelly hissed. "Dead fish was more like it," Jamie giggled. "God that was awful." "It got the job done though," Jordan smiled his smile. "If tonight wasn't prom and Jamie hadn't agreed to go with me, I would be at home right now still running around in the backyard." "I'm sure you will get it tomorrow," Jordan joked. "Yeah, and your ass will be right out there with me too," I quipped. "What did you guys do out there all night long?" Shane asked. "Drank beer," I smiled. "And other stuff," Jordan chuckled. "Jordan," Kelly sassed. "Your ass fell asleep," I joked. "I wore myself out," he laughed. I thought about what really happened out there last night. * We got on the boat just after dark and headed out on the water. We bow fished for a while and got quite a few fish despite us not being very good at shooting a bow. We had a lot to drink that night and were having a great time out there. It was fun and peaceful to be out there that night. Four great friends just enjoying some beers and some fishing. It was on the way home that shit went downhill. The wires finally worked themselves loose which killed the spotlight and the navigation chart. We idled along trying to navigate by moonlight while I sat all twisted up inside the console working on the wires. I couldn't see shit and couldn't tell what went where since the terminal block was made for five switches, not the ten that Jordan and his dad had wired it up for. Jordan got impatient and said fuck it. He sped up and used the moonlight to navigate through the channel. It was fine until a cloud blocked the light at the worst possible moment. We needed to be exact on this stretch and make the turn or find the sandbar that was ten feet outside the channel. We missed the turn and found the sandbar instead. A group of white herons squawked and cried as we closed in on the beach. Jordan killed the engine before we hit so it wasn't as bad as it could have been but it was still pretty bad. We piled up on the sandbar with the motor barely in two inches of water. The girls were sitting on the front deck when we hit and got tossed out onto the sandbar. Jordan and I slammed into the console before bouncing back and landing on the leaning post seat. It was just short of a miracle that nobody got seriously hurt. I had a cut on my forearm from bracing myself against the console. That was the only injury besides a few bruised egos. We laughed about it once we figured out we were ok. I had to bust Jordan's balls about it for a while over another round of beers. After that we started digging in the sand so the motor would be in the water so we could try and get off the bar. We tried backing out once we had the sand out of the way and a good amount of water to work with. I knew it wasn't going to work but we had to try. We changed tactics now and tried to push the boat backwards off the sand. It moved about a foot after ten minutes of pushing. The only thing it really did was tire us out. We gave up and decided to just wait it out and let the tide come back in. When it was high tide the bar had about six inches of water over it and that would be more than enough to float us off. Waiting was the only option for the time being. Jamie and I decided on a walk down the sandbar just to get away and pass the time. We walked for a while just talking and looking at some shells on the sand. I was enjoying the time with Jamie as we walked along. We reached the far end of the bar before we turned back and took our time returning to the boat. When we reached the front of the boat we saw two beers sitting there on the deck waiting for us. I knew that was Jordan's signal that he didn't want us climbing back in the boat and finding him and Kelly. Jamie and I took the offering and walked to the water's edge again. We popped the tops and took a few sips before she looked over at me. "Can you hold this for a minute?" she asked, handing me her beer. "Sure," I smiled. "Where are you going?" "I need to pee," she replied. "Can you hold these too?" I watched as she pulled the strings on her bikini bottoms and slipped them off her body. I gave her ass a gentle squeeze before I took the bottoms out of her hand. She slipped off the bar and went into the water until she squatted down. I turned back to the island and let her pee in private. An owl screeched from the trees as I stood there trying to figure out which one it was in. Jamie returned from the water silently and bumped my hip with hers as she returned. I smiled at her and gave her the bottoms back. She slipped them up her legs and tied them on her hips again. "Do you think it's safe to go back to the boat?" she asked. "We can stay at the front of the boat for the time being," I offered. "K," she smiled. We headed back to the front of the boat and leaned against the deck once we got there. I finished my beer and wanted another one. Neither one of us had heard anything from the back of the boat since we had gotten back. I was seriously wondering if maybe they had gotten off the boat and went for a walk themselves. "Jordan?" I called. Nothing. "Jordan?" I called a little louder this time. Still nothing. "What the hell?" I hissed as I looked at Jamie. She shrugged her shoulders and looked to the back of the boat with me. I shrugged with her and decided I would take a chance and investigate a little further now. I climbed the deck and looked towards the back still. I moved along slowly until I could see over the console. There they were, all snuggled up together in the back cut out seat sound asleep. I laughed to myself before opening the cooler and took out two more beers. "Unbelievable," I hissed as I jumped off the front deck. "What?" she asked. "They are sound asleep back there." She giggled a little as I popped the top and took a long swallow. I set my beer down and glanced at Jamie as she stood there next to me. She smiled then bumped my hip with hers again. She had her mischievous little grin on her face. I knew that look by now, it was her playful, I want you look. "What do you want?" I teased. "Nothing," she sassed. I chuckled a little knowing she wanted something. Her tongue wet her lips before she chewed on her bottom lip softly. It was her smoldering, sexual look that she always had when she really wanted me. I couldn't resist her even if I tried. I knew it was daring to do anything with her here but I figured they were sleeping so I went for it. I leaned down and found her mouth. She gasped into my kiss as my hand started at the small of her back. I let my hand trail down the curve of her ass until I was between her legs. She parted her legs a little and let my fingers find the space between her legs. I curled them around her cunny and traced her slit through the material of her suit. I brought my hand up until it was on the curve of her ass again. I slipped my fingers under the suit and let them find their way back to her cunny. I traced her soft and delicate lips until I found her opening. Wetness was already pooled at her opening as I let one finger open her lips and press inside. She moaned softly as I slipped one inside. She broke the kiss and looked at me as I let it circle her opening again. "I almost begged you not to get on the boat tonight," she whispered. "The way you danced with me tonight, I've been so wet ever since then." "Have you now?" I teased her a little. "Umm hmm," she growled. Her teeth chewed on her lip again as she spoke. "You could have said something," I teased her still. "I figured we would be back by now," she sassed. "I thought we would be in your bed all snuggled up together." "That does sound like a lot more fun than standing here on the sandbar." "I know," she growled again. "But your fingers are making this a little more fun." "I've got more than just fingers," I said slyly. "I hope so," she giggled a little. "They feel pretty damn good inside my little pussy. But your cock would feel a whole lot better." "You don't have to ask me twice," I smiled. I dropped my shorts down my legs until my cock poked free. The elastic caught under my sack as I slipped my finger from Jamie. I moved until I was standing behind Jamie. She was holding the deck with one hand as the other pulled the string at her hip. Her bikini folded away and left her exposed as she waited for me. I stood behind her and teased her cunny with my cock. I let her cunny drool on the head as I slipped it over her lips. She let me tease her for a moment before she pulled herself up on the deck. She rested on her chest and left her legs dangling off the ground. The angle and height was perfect now as I moved a little closer to her cunny. I used my fingers to open her up until my cock touched her wetness between her legs. I sank slowly into her wetness in short strokes. She muffled her gasps as I reached all the way inside and let her walls squeeze me. I loved that feeling. The feeling of her warmth and wetness wrapped around my cock and squeezing me. I slowly started to slide out as she whimpered again. "You better not make too much noise bad girl," I whispered. "I wanna cum Owen," she begged. "Please. I'm so fucking wet right now." "Then you need to be quiet about it," I teased. "Umm hmm," she growled. I could feel her cunny already rippling over my cock. It was quivering and gripping me tightly as I started a quick in and out. I was slipping so easily in and out of her. Her wetness was leaking heavily as she whimpered into her hand. She turned to look back at me. Chewed on her lower lip as I stroked in and out of her. Pleasure already building in her quickly as she clawed the deck and started. Wetness flooded my cock as she came while biting her lip. She wanted to cry out in pleasure but knew we were being too daring right now to do it. I let her cum. Felt her wetness leaving her cunny with each stroke of my cock. Coating my shaft then running slowly from her to my sack. Sticking there and on my shorts right below. I knew they would be soaked but I didn't care. I loved how wet she got each time she came. Loved the look on her face as she whimpered and finally glowed after it coursed through her body. I slowed now and went to short thrusts as my hips pressed against her ass. I was touching her end with each push of my cock. She was soaking wet now, dripping down my cock, as my hands reached for her shoulders. I gripped her there and pulled her back. We remained together as her feet touched the sand. My stance widened as she gripped the deck with her hands to steady herself. I was right behind her thrusting up into her hole. Pressing so deep inside of her as I nuzzled her neck. I panted against it letting my breath hit her neck. Little goose bumps covered her arms as my lips now found her neck. She growled into my touch. Twisted her body into mine and let me kiss her. My arms wrapped around her body now. Pulled her closer to me as I thrust into her with more urgency. She was panting harder, hands reached back and cupped my hips as she grabbed me. Pulled me deeper into her wetness with each thrust. Both of us closing in on release. I released into her. Flooded her cunny with my seed and gasped into her shoulder. My teeth lightly left a mark on her neck as her cunny squeezed me hard again. She forced me out this time. Her cunny squeezed me so hard I slipped from her. Wetness ran from her as my fingers took the place of my cock. I pressed them into her cunny and fucked her with them. My other hand went quickly to her mouth to cover her pants. I knew it was intense so I did everything I could to keep her noise to a minimum. She creamed my fingers. Covered them with her cum and mine as it ran from her. I felt her mouth open and wet my hand as she panted into it in silence. Her legs twisted now as her body couldn't take it anymore. I pulled my fingers from her cunny and held her as she twisted around. My hand fell away from her mouth so I could hug her and hold her. She panted hard. Deep, ragged breaths as she tried to recover. I just held her and loved on her. Kissed the flush skin of her neck as she gathered the strength to stand on her legs. She turned and looked at me. Lips so flush as she smiled her content and exhausted sexual smile. "Did you cum?" she whispered. "Oh yeah," I smiled. "I thought so," she whispered. "I came so hard I couldn't tell though." "You don't have to tell me that," I whispered. "I can tell." She smiled. Leaned in and kissed me now. These tender kisses that let me feel her full lips against mine. She pulled my lip with her teeth before we broke. This content smile on her face as she tried to sit up on the deck now. I gave her a boost and let her sit. She fixed her suit as I jumped up next to her. "Do you mind?" I asked as I dug out my dip. "No," she half smiled. "Just don't cry to me when you can't kiss me anymore because your lips fall off." "Yeah, yeah," I sighed and took out a pinch. She leaned into me and wrapped her arms around me. I pulled her to my chest and wrapped my arms around her. She smiled contently as her head rested against my chest. We sat there for a long time just content to be holding one another and listening to the sounds of the night. It must have been a half an hour before the crab boat idled by and stopped to see if we needed some help. * "I always miss out," Shane laughed. "Quit being such a damn puss and come with us sometime," I joked. "I really should shouldn't I?" he asked. "Fuck yeah," Jordan laughed. "We had a hell of a night." "So what happened last week when you guys went out on the four wheelers?" Shane asked. Jordan chuckled before he started telling the story. I had to correct him on a few details but he was mostly right as we all laughed about it. "Let's go guys," I called. "I'm starting to sweat a little." "Good idea," Jordan agreed. "Inside to soak up some A/C and get dancing to the beats. Show us the waltz there twinkle toes." "It was the tango," Jamie giggled. "I missed that too," Shane laughed. "I bought the DVD," Jordan joked. "We can watch it later." We pushed our way through the door and took a look around. "Oh shit," Shane croaked. "That looks like trouble." It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 06 I glanced to my left and saw Erik standing face to face with Scottie. Erik didn't look very happy but that was almost normal for him. Scottie had asked Jessica to prom the day after Erik did. She ended up declining Erik to go with Scottie. Erik was all pissed off about it and I assumed he was letting Scottie know once again how pissed off he was. We pushed our way through the crowd to get to Scottie now. "You better not be fucking with Scottie," Shane warned. "You mess with him you're messing with us all." "You're lucky Scottie," Erik hissed. "You're lucky," Shane shot back. "You keep running that mouth of yours and your luck is going to run out sooner or later." "Fuck all you guys," he hissed before he retreated. "Thanks guys," Scottie sighed in relief. "I thought I was about to get my ass kicked." "We got your back Scottie," I said. "He wants you he has to get through us all first." "Come on," Jordan said. "Let's chill for a while." "I got us a table," Scottie offered. "You stole his girl and his table," Shane teased. "No wonder." "Hey," Scottie laughed. "I didn't know he asked her until after I asked her." "Smart choice going with Scottie," Jamie said to Jessica. "I can see that now," she giggled a little. We sat at the table but kept a lookout for Erik just in case. We bullshitted some more before the girls went to the bathroom to do whatever it was that they did in there. "Thanks for letting me hang with you Owen," Scottie said. "You're one of us Scottie," I assured him. "You shed the same blood, sweat and tears as we did out there on the field." "I'm going to miss you guys when you are gone," he sighed. "You're going to be the star next season," Shane laughed. "You won't even think about us after tonight." He just laughed a little before I changed the subject to something else. I looked up and saw Jamie as she led the girls back from the bathroom. The way the light was catching her right now made her look stunning. Not that she needed the light to look good. She had been on my mind all night long. She smiled as she came and sat down next to me. "You look stunning tonight," I whispered. "Do I?" she questioned. "Umm hmm," I growled. "Did I mention that I'm not wearing anything under this?" "I figured as much." "Do I even need to tell you how wet I am right now?" "I'd rather you not. It's just going to make me frustrated." "Hmm," she growled. "So wet." The words rolled off her tongue right next to my ear as she stood. "I'm going to get a drink. Do you want anything?" "Not unless you are on the drink list." "Later," she sassed. She grabbed Kelly and headed to get a drink. I quickly reached into my pocket and checked my back before I packed a big pinch into my mouth. It caught the attention of Shane as he held his hand out and waited for me to pass the can. I handed it over to him so he could have a dip with me. "When the hell can we get out of here?" I asked Jordan. "I need a drink." "Slow down there you boozer," he laughed. "We have to wait for the prom king and queen to be announced." "When is that going to happen?" I questioned. "About another hour." "Geez," I sighed. "Where the hell do you have to go anyway?" he asked. "I thought you wanted to enjoy the night?" "I enjoyed it but now I'm ready for the after party." "Just relax," he laughed. "And don't slobber on me with that stuff in your lip." "Shut up," I laughed. "I'm going to dance," he laughed. "Just sit tight and be patient." He took off as Shane pulled a chair closer to me and handed me an old cup to spit into. "I'm ready to get out of here too," he offered. "I don't belong in this monkey suit," I sighed. "Blue collar guys don't tend to fit into them too well," he agreed. "Yeah," I smiled. "So how bad was the boat?" he asked. "Did it get all fucked up?" "Surprisingly it wasn't bad. Some of the bottom paint got knocked off but we can fix that. I'm surprised the motor didn't break off. We buried it pretty good." "Owen," Jamie called. "Come dance with me." "I did my dancing last night. I'm all set for now." "Please," she begged. Her little girl voice coming out as she begged. "Come on O," Shane groaned. "Let's make the ladies happy." "I guess," I sighed. Shane and I both walked to the dance floor. Jordan was moving and grooving to the music. I decided to give it a try and follow what he was doing. The group was laughing as Shane and I both tried to copy him. He was pretty smooth and made us look like idiots. I looked around and saw that most of the guys out there weren't much better than me so I stopped worrying about it and just moved. Jamie cut in and joined me. I focused on her as she moved her hips around me. I tried to follow her around and dance with her. It turned into us just goofing around and laughing about it. She turned and shook her butt at me to tease me. I gave it a quick but sharp smack that made her yelp. She turned and shook her finger at me teasingly. "Behave Owen," she sassed. "I am," I laughed. She turned and shook it at me again before I gave it another smack. She just laughed and bumped me with her ass before turning back around to me. "Bad boy," she said shaking her finger at me. "You think this is bad," I said. "Wait until later." "That's what you think," she teased. "Alright, ladies and gentlemen," the DJ called. "Let's slow things down for a minute. Get that special person and head on out." "Dance with me?" I asked. "I thought you'd never ask," she smiled. I took her into my arms and held her as the slow song started. I pulled her to my body as she rested her head against my chest. It felt so right to hold her right now. Her soft smell filtered into my nose as I slowly turned us around the floor. We danced until the end before we pulled apart. I leaned in and gave her a soft kiss to the cheek before the next song started. We danced for a couple before he changed things up again and sped it up. "I have to go spit," I said. "Gross," Jamie sassed. "Go before you slobber on me." Shane and I left the floor. Once we sat Bobby worked his way over to us and sat down. "You and Trish work things out?" "I think," he smiled. "She wants to go back with us to the hotel after." "Good thing I rented you a room," I smiled back. "You did?" he cheered. "You are the man Owen." "I know," I laughed. "How much do I owe you?" I waved my hand. "Fuck it Bobby. You're my boy. You don't owe me anything." "Thanks Owen," he said slapping my back hard. Jordan now came back over to take a break. The three of us shot the shit for a while until the girls came back over. We continued to talk until the DJ came back on the loud speakers. "And now, the moment you've all been waiting for. It's time to announce the prom court and prom queen and king." The place fell quiet as he looked at the names on his list. He called out two names I knew but didn't hang out with them. They walked onto the dance floor and stood there as he called the next set of names. "Can I get Shane Dexter and Mia Miller, please?" "Damn," Shane called. "I won." The place laughed loudly as he strutted up there and took Mia into his arms. He planted a kiss on her mouth before he dipped her down and looked at the crowd. The announcer waited until he was finished before he called out the next set of names. "Next, I need Owen Hansen and Jamie Hansen." I was sweating when they called my name. I felt more relief when they called Jamie. I didn't want to head out there with Courtney. There had been some talk but thankfully they didn't vote me and Courtney together. I walked out on the floor with Jamie. We bowed before standing in line and waiting for the next set of names. They were called as I looked over at Shane. He smiled and pointed towards Jordan. "He's going to be the king." "How do you know?" "I bet you," he said. "And last but not least, the prom king and queen. Drum roll please." "Jordan Johnson and Kelly Wright." "I figured as much," I laughed. "I told you," Shane gloated. "You were in the running until you and Courtney broke up," Jamie offered. "I couldn't really care less to be honest." Jordan put his hand to his ear to get them to cheer louder for him as he walked across the floor. We all clapped as he stood there and got his crown. Kelly got her crown before they started another slow song and let us dance. "Let's hear it for the prom court," the announcer called as the song ended. We all took a bow before we slipped off the floor and headed back to the table. "Are you ready now?" Jordan asked. "I've been ready," I sighed. "Let's roll," Jordan called. We hit the limo and climbed inside. I grabbed the Mason jar off the seat and twisted the top off. I took a quick sip before passing it around. The jar was empty by the time it made it back around to me. We quickly drove to the hotel and got out. "On the beach in twenty minutes," Jordan called. "And that's orders from a king." We laughed as we walked down the hallway to our rooms. I opened the door and let Jamie inside. She took in the room before she turned to me and smiled. "Unzip me," she ordered. "You don't have to ask me twice," I smiled. "And behave too," she sassed. "I can't promise you that," I laughed. I unzipped her dress as she shrugged it off her shoulder. It slipped down her body and crumpled on the floor. I took in her body as she stood there in just a strapless bra. She smiled over her shoulder at me before pulling her shorts from the bag on the bed. "Get changed," she ordered. "Sorry," I sighed. "I was distracted." "By what?" she teased. "You've seen me naked a hundred times now." "But you do something to me Jamie. I can't explain. Seeing you naked is like the first time every time." "Really?" she questioned with some sass in her voice still. She shrugged her bra off and let it hit the floor. She turned so I could take in her boobs before she slipped another thin bra over her chest. I had to focus as I quickly pulled off my jacket and tried to get changed. She watched me as I finally got out of my monkey suit and into some clothes more up to my standards. We left for the beach to find Bobby and Trish waiting for us near the water. "I thought you guys would be making up," I joked. "I'm saving that for later," Trish giggled. "I'm glad you two worked things out," Jamie offered. "Me too," Trish smiled and hugged Bobby. I could hear Jordan calling as he walked down the beach to find us. "Over here," I hissed. "We have to move down the beach so we ain't in front of the hotel. We can't build a fire if we are here." "Let's move then," I said. We headed down the beach a little and got away from the hotel lights. Jordan set down the wood as Shane finally arrived with the cooler. Beers were passed out as Jordan held a lighter to the paper and started the wood. It smoldered for a minute before it finally took off. We sat there and listened to the radio as the fire glowed in front of us. Jordan was rambling again as he sipped on his beer and told another story. I glanced around the circle and saw everyone was holding their dates as we listened to him talk. I reached over and hugged Jamie. She smiled and leaned into me as I pulled her to me. I kissed her cheek softly before I stood to get another beer from the cooler. She nodded telling me she wanted another one. I grabbed two and returned. I sat behind her and pulled her to my body as my legs spread around her. I popped the top off her can and handed it to her as she looked over her shoulder questioning what I was doing. We were never this close in front of other people. "Relax," I whispered. "This is all I'm doing." She just giggled lightly and took a sip. I opened mine and took a sip before setting it down between her legs. My hands rested softly on her legs right at her knees. Her warm skin felt good under my fingers as I rested my hands there and listened to Jordan and Bobby banter back and forth for a minute. My fingers carefully moved further up her legs to mid-thigh before I stopped and returned. Jamie didn't move and just let me touch her in front of everyone. Nobody was really paying attention to us anyway so it wasn't a big deal. She relaxed after a few minutes of my gentle touch. We sat this way well into the night. My hands just softly touched and teased her skin as we bullshitted well into the night. I couldn't count the number of stories we told and how many times we laughed about our years together. We knew it would never be like this again. Everyone was going in different directions after next week. Jordan and Kelly were going to North Alabama together. I was going to State. Jamie was staying local and going to college here. Shane was going to work for his uncle at his shop. Wade was going into the Marines. Bobby wasn't sure just yet but he wasn't too concerned about it. It would come to him eventually. Mack was going to work in construction with his dad. It was time for all of us to head off into the world and leave the safety of this place. It was just after three in the morning when the fire died out. The group stood and parted ways. Most of them took off back to the hotel for the night. I stood and pulled Jamie to her feet and dusted myself off after she stood. "Where are we going?" Jamie asked. "Let's take a walk," I offered. "Ok," she smiled. Her white teeth showed up brightly in the dim light of the night. "See you guys on Monday if we don't catch you tomorrow morning," Bobby offered. "You know it," I smiled. "Come on," I said taking Jamie's hand. She tangled her fingers in mine as we started down the beach. I took in the stars as the waves gently washed the sand having that calming effect on us as we strolled hand in hand down the beach. "It's beautiful out here," she offered. "It's so peaceful," I agreed. "I'm going to miss this when I'm gone." "It will always be here," she said. "I know. I'm just going to miss all of this." "Are you worried about us?" she questioned. "No," I smiled. "I know this is going to work somehow." "That it will," she smiled back. We strolled along for a while before we stopped to look at the stars over the water. We sat down on the sand and relaxed. She sat in front of me between my legs leaning against me. I wrapped my arms around her and held her tightly. She sat there contently as we listened to the waves against the sand. I leaned closer to her and breathed softly on her neck. She sighed as my breath hit her and tilted to give me more skin. I kissed her gently on her neck tasting her skin. She giggled lightly and leaned into my kiss. I left little wet marks on her skin as I got down to her shoulder. My hands touched her legs and felt how warm her skin was as she sighed again. Her head turned around as she found my lips. I kissed her deeply as my hands worked up her legs towards her center. I rested right in between her legs as we kissed hard. She panted into my mouth and started to turn her body into mine. I leaned back until I hit the sand with her on top of me now. My hands cupped and squeezed her firm ass as she pinned me to the sand. She pressed it back into my touch as we kissed. Her cunny pressed against my cock as she turned her hips over me. The hunger in her kiss made my hunger grow for her. They were these passionate kisses of love. I opened my eyes for a second to take in her face. Hers opened right as mine did. She giggled as we looked at each other before closing them again. I wanted her more than I ever had before. My fingers caught the elastic on her hips. She shifted as I rolled them down her legs. She let me slip them free before she took mine in her fingers and pulled them down. My ass hit the cool sand as I returned down. She was still above my body and kissing me as her cunny trapped my cock against my body. She turned her hips letting me slide over her wet skin. She giggled as she reached back and found my cock. It rested at her entrance as she paused for a second. "We have a room you know?" "I know," I laughed with her. "But this is where we got started way back when." "We never did finish did we?" "No time like right now." "Hmm," she growled and pressed back. I slipped into her wetness as she sank down on me. Her sticky wetness surprised me as her mouth covered my gasp. She kissed me deeply again. These wet soul kisses as she turned just her hips with me buried deep inside of her. Her knees were digging into the sand making little mounds next to my body as she undulated. She sat up a little now, pressing me deeper inside of her. I was touching her very core I was so deep inside of her. My hands rolled her shirt up her body taking the bra up with it. She panted as my mouth found her nipple and sucked it into my mouth. Sexual growls of pleasure as she rocked her hips above and let me slip into her wetness. I was deep inside of her as she rolled her hips and panted hard. I could feel her cunny squeezing me as she released. I let her rise and fall on me soaking as she got off. I controlled myself so I could continue. I wanted this never to end. Her hands slipped under my shirt and scratched my chest as she moaned above me and came. Wetness leaked from her as she controlled her body again. Her nipple pulled free from my mouth as she returned to my body and turned her hips again. Her cream pooled up at my sack before leaking down between my legs. Her mouth found mine again as I kissed her. Her mouth was so hungry for mine. Little whimpers escaped her mouth as she softly turned her hips as she recovered. She began to rise and fall with more speed again. My hands gripped her hips with the lightest pressure to guide her movements. She whimpered above me as she rode me. This slow pace of rise and fall as I found her end again. Her cunny was so smooth and wet as I slipped so easily inside of her. Her legs pressed into my sides as she panted into my kiss again. Slowly she built the pace again. She sat back up and pressed her hands to my chest. I started pushing into her softly now. I wanted to be so deep inside of her. My hands feeling the soft features of her body. Her skin was so warm and alive now. The slightest bit of sweat covering her as I ran them up her ribs to her shoulders. I pressed her a little harder to my body as she undulated her hips hard. Wetness still leaked from her as I pushed deep inside of her. Her walls quivered around my cock as I felt myself closing in with her. She pressed me deep inside of her as I started to fill her. Her puss milking me as she came with me. Her eyes closed in pleasure as I filled her so deeply. She fell to my body and rested on top of me. She panted hard in the afterglow but still found my mouth. I kissed her again. Tasted her kiss as she panted and still turned her hips. I was still hard and wanting more from her as she sat up in my lap. I sat up and held her to my body. She gripped me tightly wanting me just to hold her now. I finally started to soften and slipped from her. We remained just tangled up in each other's arms kissing lightly. The moment was perfect and neither one of us wanted it to end. She finally relented and stopped kissing me. "Take me back to the room and clean me off," she growled. "Clean you?" I questioned lightly. "I'm the one with sand in places it doesn't belong." She giggled those little girl giggles as she lifted her body from mine and found her shorts. I stood and slipped mine back up my legs. I took her hand and walked us back down the beach to the room. I pushed the door open and let her inside. She made an immediate turn to the bathroom as I let the door shut and latched the lock. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 06 The water was on and she was standing there naked as I joined her. I dropped my shirt then my shorts. Sand scattered on the floor as I wiggled out of them. She giggled as I shook off. She turned and glanced over her shoulder as she got into the shower. I wasted no time and followed her inside. She stood under the water and fixed the temperature to her liking before she turned back. I already had the rag soaped up and ready. She smiled at me as I started at her neck. I was very slow and gentle as I cleaned her body. I cleaned her arms before heading down her body. I washed each part of her body carefully all the way to her feet before I stood. I couldn't help but take her back into my arms and find her lips again. They were so swollen and red from earlier I couldn't resist them. She giggled her little girl giggles as she kissed me back and let the water pelt her. My cock responded to the touch of her body. It started to swell and point into her stomach as I held her. She teasingly pushed me away to let the water rinse her body clean. It was my turn now as we slipped by one another and changed spots. I felt more sand fall from my body as she got the soap ready for me. She was quick to clean my body. She smiled up at me as she finished and pointed for me to rinse off. I started rinsing as she slipped out of the shower and grabbed a towel. I shut the water off and climbed out. I toweled off quickly as she disappeared into the room and found the bed. I dropped my towel to the floor and left the bathroom. She was lying on the bed waiting for me. I didn't hesitate as I climbed into bed with her. She giggled lightly as I climbed between her legs and took in her cunny. It was a perfect piece of skin between her legs as I leaned in and blew on it. She smiled down at me as I opened my mouth and covered it. Her gasp hit my ears as my mouth took in her taste. She was so perfect down there. I tasted her. She moaned softly as I licked her from her opening up to her clit. It glistened pink as I looked at it then up at her. She had this look of desire on her face. It didn't matter to her what we were. It only mattered that I took her for what she was. The complete object of my affection. She sighed deeply as I licked her cunny again. I pressed my tongue deep inside of her and twisted it around. She pulled my head tighter to her cunny as I teased her. Her desire leaked from her as I lapped at her. I couldn't get enough of her taste. She moaned and found my ears. She pulled them gently to get me to stop. "I want you inside of me," she whispered heavily. I didn't hesitate. I slowly kissed my way up her body until I was at her mouth. She opened her legs wider as I pressed against her lips below. Her mouth found mine as I started to slip into her. Her cunny was on fire as I slipped so deep inside of her. I felt her end as I pressed so deep into her. Her legs wrapped around my body and held me deep inside. I turned my hips and brought pleasure to us both. She let her legs fall to the bed again giving me permission to have her. I started a slow rise and fall inside of her. Every inch of her body tingled against my skin as I became one with her. Her wetness leaked from her as I pressed into her. My mouth never left hers as I kissed her. She started to meet me as I fell back into her body. I was so into her time stood still. It was just us in here together doing something we weren't ashamed of anymore. We were just two people who were falling for each other. The thrust of her hips into mine left little doubt the future for us was going to be good. Her cunny started to squeeze my cock again as she grew closer to release. I stopped holding back once I felt her grip me. I started filling her again with what little I had left. I washed her walls as she soaked the sheets below us. I still pressed into her once I had finished. I gazed into her clear blue eyes. They said everything I needed to know right now without saying a thing. I finally slipped from her and lay next to her. She turned her body and curled up next to me. I held her tightly for a while as we rested and recovered. "I need to go to the bathroom," she whispered. I let her go as she rolled from the bed. I peeled the covers back and waited for her return. She quickly came back and slipped under the covers with me. I took her into my arms and held her. "Thank you for a perfect night Owen." "You made it perfect," I whispered. "I know," she giggled lightly. * The rest of the month flew by it seemed. I left for college the second week in June and took one summer course so I could legitimately be at school and workout with the team. It was difficult in the beginning to be away from home. Jamie made it easier when she came up in July and spent the month there with me. We picked up right where we left off until school officially started in the fall. ***** Thanks for reading. Comments are always welcome. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 07 The old bed creaked softly as I turned and rolled over again. I laid there for a few minutes but I knew I wasn't going to get back to sleep. I sighed as I turned again and looked at the clock. 307 in the morning. I pushed myself out of bed and decided to pack up what little I had and hit the road. I had a good twelve hours of driving ahead of me anyway. If I left now I could make a quick stop at home to see my dad before I continued on my way to my final destination. I shut the power off to the water heater and made one final check of everything before I shut the door to the hunting camp and headed to my truck. I had been in isolation for the past four days now. I needed to clear my head from the past week and another let down. The camp was the only place I could think of that would get me away from everything for a couple of days. I played my four years at college. We never won it all but we always competed for it. One or two losses a year and our chances always came to an end. I had started three of the four years I had been at college. I was told I was good enough to enter the draft and maybe play at the pro level. I did just that and spent the better part of a month going from team to team interviewing and getting a feel for who might want me. I should have been picked. I was in the top ten for quarterbacks entering the draft this year. Then the perfect storm of shit happened in free agency before the draft started. One of the veteran quarterbacks decided he wanted to come back for one more season to try and win it all. Two of the better backups were traded away for picks in the draft. One good quarterback left for another team in free agency. The need for college quarterbacks shrank from about twelve down to eight. Then this junior quarterback that was in the running for the Heisman trophy decided he was leaving school early to enter the draft. He had said earlier that he was staying for his senior year then changed his mind right at the end. That put him as one of the top three quarterbacks in the draft. With all the moves before the draft and that kid deciding to come out early, it changed everything. I knew I wasn't going to be a one through three round draft pick so when I wasn't called on the first day I wasn't concerned. Then four through seven went and I wasn't picked. My dream had ended. I never thought playing and winning the bowl game was going to be my last game I would ever play in. I always thought I would be playing on Sundays. I stared blankly at the road in front of me as my mind drifted back to that last game and the reporter interview. "I'm here with Owen," the reporter said as I stood there. "Owen, how does it feel to win this game?" "It feels great," I cheered. "It's a great way to finish this season and my career here at State. I can't thank my teammates enough for making my time here so special. It's been a joy to have played and fought hard with them week after week." "What are your plans for the future?" she questioned. "Well," I smiled. "First and foremost I have to graduate. Then I can see what my options are for the next level. I can only hope that I've played well enough to get some attention from the owners in the pros. That's really been my dream since I got here four years ago." She smiled lightly as she pulled the microphone back to her mouth and asked the next question. "How does this win compare to last year's win that was largely considered an upset?" "Last season was great but that was last year. This win, I think, was more important because it may well be my last game I will ever play in. It hasn't sunk in all the way yet. I'm still overwhelmed with emotion. My teammates really helped out in this one though so I have to give them props for playing well down the stretch and pulling it off." "How did you manage to get that pass off late in the game?" she questioned. I thought quickly about the play she was referring to. Being there in the heat of the moment didn't do it justice really. I had to watch the replay on the big screen twice before I realized just how spectacular it really was. It was third and eight from about the forty yard line late in the game. We were down by four and needed to score to pull ahead. I took the snap and dropped back. My first read was covered so I quickly scanned to my next option. By the time I left that read to turn to my third I felt the pressure from my sixth sense and started to move to my right. I took my eyes off the coverage to see what was chasing me. They had dropped a lineman and blitzed a safety and the backer from the edge. The safety was closing fast as I glanced quickly to my blind side. I saw the hit coming and tucked the ball quickly. I side stepped him using my arm to try and keep him at bay. He grabbed my jersey and arm to hold me. I started to struggle to escape as another guy caught me from the same side and started to drive me to the side. I twisted hard and back peddled away from both guys. One guy slipped to the turf as the other was dragged with me still clinging to my jersey. I twisted around again and slipped from his grip. He planted his hands on the ground and got his footing quickly as I swung my body around and held the ball in my grip. My eyes scanned quickly down the field knowing I only had a split second to make a choice and throw before I was hit again. I saw my guy behind the defense as I looked. He had two defenders on him but they were in front of him watching the play and kind of keeping tabs on my receiver. I knew that was my option. I flung it hard his way. He started backing up to get under the pass as I was hit again and went to the turf. It knocked the air right out of me I was slammed so hard. The defense saw the pass and tried to play it. They both jumped up to try and knock it down. By some miracle it had just enough to clear their finger tips and land in the arms of my guy. He back peddled five yards before he got his balance and turned to run towards the end zone and make the score. "Honestly, I don't really know," I smiled, answering the reporter's question. "I got away from the pressure and saw that Kevin was behind the defense so I flung it out there. He made a great catch, never losing his concentration on the football. Without him there it would have been just an incomplete." "Well, it was one of the best plays I've ever seen in person," she smiled. "Thank you," I offered. "Well, good luck in the draft this spring and hopefully we will see you playing on Sunday next year." "Real quick," I said pulling the microphone back from her. "I just want to say something." "Sure," she smiled. "Jamie, if you are watching... I love you and I'm sorry." "Ok," she laughed a little. "This is Wendy reporting live, now back up to you in the booth Trent." "Sorry," I said as she clicked the mike off. "I needed to say that." "No problem," she smiled. "I take it Jamie must be important to you." "Very," I sighed. "I'm lost without her." "Well," she paused. "I hope she sees this and it fixes whatever you're sorry about." "I hope so too," I sighed. The truck vibrated loudly as I drifted off the highway a little and hit the rumble strips to warn you if you were drifting. I shook my head and straightened out the wheel. I wasn't sleeping, I was so lost in thought I had drifted off the road. I glanced down at the picture of Jamie and I on the dash as I got back in my lane. I thought about her and what I had said at the end of my interview. I love you and I'm sorry. Shit, there was a thousand more things I needed to say to her but that was all I could think of I that short amount of time. Maybe she heard it, maybe she hadn't. Jamie stayed closer to home but still attended college. She was interested in fashion and design and all that went along with it. That's what she majored in and went to school for two years to get her degree. We managed to still stay together and see each other as often as possible. She was a full time student just like I was so it wasn't like we had a ton of time for each other but we made it work. It was just one of the many conditions that made our relationship complicated but we didn't care. All the stuff faded away when we were together. She got her degree and took a summer internship with a company in New York. I hardly saw her that whole summer. When I did see her finally she told me the company really liked her and they offered her a job. We knew this would put a lot more distance between us but she couldn't pass this offer up. I told her to go for it and we would be ok. She reluctantly took the job. It was during that time that we seemed to drift a little. We both wanted us, but it was so hard with the distance. She could hardly ever get away to see me. I couldn't get away. I was a scholarship player so I couldn't be skipping classes to fly up there. The last thing I needed was for my scholarship to be pulled. Things settled down after that first year at her job. We survived the strain and she got some time off. She used it sparingly and came to visit as much as she could. Life was still pulling us in different directions but we were seeing more of each other. It wasn't until about five months ago that things went very wrong. The whole thing was entirely my fault. It was about a week before that last game I played in. She was visiting since it was right around the holidays and she had some time off. I was at school getting ready for the bowl game we were playing so I was on campus but not completely away from the team. I did make time for her and we had a great time together. It was Monday morning and she was all packed up to head back home. I walked her to her car and was saying my goodbyes to her. I was placing these gentle little kisses on her lips as she smiled up at me. "Owen," she said. "Yeah," I replied. "I have some big news I wanted to share with you but I didn't know how to bring it up." "Oh crap," I sighed. "You aren't pregnant are you?" "No," she giggled. "That's not it." "Ok," I breathed. "What's the news then?" "I got offered a big promotion at work," she started. "Ok," I said. "So what's the problem then? Why didn't you tell me until now?" "It's going to change things a lot." "How?" "They offered me the job of flying around the world to our overseas offices to make sure everything is going well. I would also go to big events and promote our line. I would be gone until mid-June before I came home for the summer." "Oh," I said. "That is a big change." "I know. I don't know if I want to take it or not though." "Why wouldn't you?" I asked. "That sounds like something you've always wanted to do. You get to see the world and do something you love while doing it. And I'm sure they are going to pay you well for it too." "Six figures," she smiled lightly. "But that means I'll be away from you a lot." "I only see you once every six weeks as it is. I'm sure you won't be gone for a solid six months at a time." "No," she sighed. "I would come home once every four to six weeks for a break." "See," I said. "So what's the problem? It will be just like it is now. Except you will be out of the country." "Yeah, but when I get back I won't be able to come a visit. I have to stay in New York and work at the office up there." "I guess that is a little different," I relented. "But I will be done with school in a couple of months. I can move to New York once I finish and find something to do up there." "You make it sound so easy," she sighed. "Because I think it is," I said. "We have been doing this for four years now. When you left for New York we went through this and we are still together." "Just not as much as I want to be," she offered. "But we knew that going into this thing that it was going to be hard Jamie." "I worry about us. This is going to put a lot more on us if I take it." "I'll still be here Jamie," I smiled trying to ease her mind. "Just like I have always been. I'm not going anywhere." She sighed hard and thought about everything. "I think you should take it Jamie. I'd hate for you to look back one day and say I should have taken that offer." "It's just a lot to ask of us being away from each other for so long." "We are going to be ok Jamie. I'm not going anywhere. I'll still be here when you get back." "It's not until June then I move onto something else," she said. "If I'm good at it I'm going to be doing it for a couple of years at least." "Well," I thought. "Is there a way to try it out for a while and see whether you like it or not? Then if you don't you can come back home and get your old job back." "I haven't asked that yet. This is a big deal and I don't want to seem like I'm not capable of handling this. If I turn this down I don't think they are going to offer me anything like this ever again. If I change my mind it will make me look bad." "So, take some time and think it out and decide if you want to do it. I'll still be here if you decide to take it." "I just don't know Owen," she sighed hard. "I don't want to be away from you like this." "I know you don't," I said. "I can't make up your mind for you. You have to decide if this is what you want. I'm not going anywhere for the time being." "It will take me away from you a lot though," she said again. "Why did they pick you?" I asked. "You've only been there for a little over a year." "They wanted somebody young and single and motivated to do this job. It's demanding and it asks a lot from whoever gets assigned it." I laughed a little. "You're not single though." "As far as they know I am. And when I say single, I mean, they want somebody who isn't married and can travel and be away from home for a while." "I don't know Jamie," I sighed. "If it's something you want to do then you should. We've been us for this long doing the long distance thing so this isn't going to change us that much." "It will though," she hissed. "I will be gone and you will be here. It's going to be a lot harder than you think. I don't know if I want this right now for us. We are doing so well right now." "I know we are," I smiled. "It's just one more test for us. A test to see how strong we really are." "How strong are we though Owen?" she asked. "I mean, how serious are we about each other?" "It's been four years Jamie," I sighed. "That's pretty serious. I'm with you, that's all I want right now. If you're concerned about me leaving you shouldn't be. I'm going to be right here waiting for you to get back. Nothing is going to change that baby." "I'm just so torn right now," she said softly. "I want to take it but I don't. I just don't know what the right move is right now. We keep getting further apart from each other." "Absence makes the heart grow fonder," I offered. "Do you know why I'm so hesitant to do this?" she asked. "We just spent ten minutes talking about it. I'm pretty sure I know." "No, you don't. I don't want the distance anymore. I want us closer, not further." I sighed now and tried to think of something to reassure her again. "I love you Owen." I froze. Being different and not doing things like normal people went with the territory when it came to Jamie and me. We had been together for four years now but we had actually never said those three little words to each other in all of that time. We both were afraid of it. Jamie had been hurt so many times in the past so for her to say it was taking a huge step and really opening herself up. For me, it was something very different and very personal to me. I had never opened myself up like this to anyone before. In all my past relationships I had never said those words to anyone. The feelings were there I just never expressed them. I took after my dad when it came to expressing myself. I knew he loved mom but I couldn't remember him ever telling her that in front of me. It wasn't like I didn't love Jamie, I did. It was just...we were together, or we wanted to be. But life was taking us to different places. We were apart more than we were together. When we were together it was just us and everything was right in the world. When we were apart, we were leading completely separate lives. She was in New York starting her career and I was in college playing football and getting a free education. It's hard to explain, it was just the way we were and we both accepted it and hoped that we would come out on the other side together once it was all over. So there I stood as she said it to me. I should have forced myself to say it but it completely caught me off guard and hit me in a place I never thought those words would. I couldn't do anything but stand there and let it hang in the air as she waited for me to say it back. "Owen," Jamie called. "I just said I loved you." "I know," I said slowly. Her face looked so hurt right now. To this day I could see how much it hurt her that she said it and I didn't. "And you're not going to say it back?" she asked very hurt. I couldn't just blurt it out now. It wouldn't seem genuine. I knew I had just messed up the best thing I had ever had in my life. "I do love you," I said trying to recover. "But you can't say it back?" she asked. "No, that's not it," I said. "It just caught me off guard." She just shook her head and checked her watch. "I have to go or I'm going to be late." "Jamie," I called. "Please, I do love you. It's just..." "It's ok Owen," she said sadly. "I shouldn't have sprung that on you with everything that I just said." "It just caught me off guard," I repeated. "I do love you Jamie. Don't question that." She shrugged and still looked very hurt. "I guess that answers my question about how serious we are about each other." "Jamie," I begged. "Please don't be like this." "Don't be like this?" she quipped. "I just said I love you and you just stand there like I'm talking French to you." "I know it looks bad Jamie, but I do love you. Don't question that." "I'm not questioning that," she hissed as she opened the door and slipped inside. "I'm questioning how serious we are about each other. That gives me my answer." "Jamie," I begged again. "Owen...maybe we should take a break and really think about our lives and what we want from each other." "I want us," I pleaded. "I want you in my life and us to be together." She shook her head in pain. "I want a break Owen." "Jamie," I pleaded again. "I have to go Owen. When you figure out what you want then call me." The door slammed shut as I continued to beg her to stop. She started the car and pulled away. All I saw was her face and the pain that was clearly written on it. I hung my head as the car made the turn around the corner and disappeared. I couldn't count the number of times I called her that day. I was almost certain she wouldn't answer but I had to try. My last resort was to pack my bags and fly to New York. I was on my way to the airport the next morning when I got a text from her. I took the job and I'm flying out of the country today. Please don't press the issue anymore. We can talk when I come home in the spring. We can talk, just not about us and the problem we are facing right now. I don't want to do that over the phone or emails. I want to do it face to face. I knew pressing the issue would only make things worse. I did what I was told and dropped it. I focused on college and football. I emailed her every week and told her what was going on in my life. She did the same and told me about her time overseas. They were always vague responses. It wasn't the same Jamie I had known over the past four years. I was looking forward to going home and dreading it at the same time. I knew I would see her and have to try and explain myself. Maybe she would forgive me and maybe she wouldn't. I hoped she would. My life had been on the downslide since I had lost her that day. I had performed well on the field. That was my escape from everything. I flipped a switch and it all went away once the helmet hit my head. When I was off the field everything flooded back. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 07 I didn't know how I was going to approach things when I saw her. I didn't want to ruin the week for Jordan. He and Kelly were tying the knot and I was to be his best man. Jamie was to be the maid of honor for Kelly. If things went bad between us I was afraid it would be a black cloud over Jordan's big day. I wouldn't be able to forgive myself if I ruined it for him. I had a couple of more days to really think about what I wanted to do. I was heading to Key West to meet Jordan and hang out with him for a couple of days. It wasn't a bachelor party or anything like that. He and I just wanted to catch back up and chill out before the big day arrived. Maybe I would wait until after the wedding to talk with her. I was kidding myself really. I knew as soon as I saw Jamie I would want to work things out. I looked down at the picture on the dash again as I thought of Jamie. I missed her so much right about now. She was all I could think about as I drove on in silence. The gas light glowing next to the picture reminded me I had to stop or I wouldn't make it much further. Eight hours of driving left me tired but wide awake as I pulled into the driveway of my old house. I opened the front door and walked inside. I could hear my dad talking to his new girlfriend at the table as they had lunch. "Owen," he called. "I didn't expect you home. I thought you were going to the Keys with Jordan." "I'm just stopping by for a few hours," I sighed. "Where the hell have you been for the past few days?" he questioned. "I tried calling you." "I've been at the camp." "What camp?" he asked. "The hunting camp." "Oh," he smiled. "I thought maybe you were at a team camp or something." "My football career is over dad," I sighed. "I was at the camp to clear my mind for a few days." "Don't you still have school?" he questioned. "I'm basically done. I've got to take one final exam at the end of the month but I'm done other than that." "Alright," he smiled. "I don't want you to miss out on graduating. You are the first one in the family to go to college and graduate." "Have you forgotten about Jamie?" I asked. "Well," he said taken aback. "I meant the first four year college grad." "Don't worry," I said. "I'll graduate." "So, what have you been doing at the camp?" "Working and laying low. I fixed the water heater, cut the grass, trimmed the trails, planted a food plot in the plain, and I fixed the leak in the roof." "Damn," he laughed. "At least you made good use of your time." "I have plenty of it," I offered. "I know," he sighed. "I'm sorry things didn't work out for you." "Not everybody makes it," I hissed. "I really thought I would but I guess things don't always work out your way." "There's the Canadian league," he offered. "I'll see what my agent can find but at this point I think I'm done." "Keep your chin up Owen. You made us all proud you know." "I know," I smiled lightly. "Come on and sit down. Let me fix you a sandwich or something." "Thanks dad," I said taking a seat. He didn't make me a sandwich. His new girlfriend Lisa started working on it as I sat there and waited. "So, is Jamie around?" "I haven't seen her if she is. Call your Uncle Buck and ask him." "I'll stop by before I leave." I sat there for an hour or so and talked with my dad and Lisa before heading out again. I made a quick stop by Uncle Buck's. There wasn't anybody home so I continued on towards Key West and Jordan. I arrived after a long trip south. I checked into the hotel before I met Jordan. We headed down Duval Street and ended up at Fat Tuesday's for a drink. We started catching back up on the ends and outs of life as the drinks kept coming. "Have you gotten any calls?" he asked. "For what?" I asked. "Teams," he smiled. "I hear they call sometimes after the draft if they have a need to fill." "I got nothing," I sighed. "I'm done." "Don't feel bad," he sighed. "I didn't even get a chance to enter the draft. You should consider yourself lucky you got a chance." "I guess," I sighed again. "Come on," he laughed. "You are a great player that got over looked." "Sure," I laughed lightly with him. "So what are you going to do now?" he asked. "Graduate then look for a job. That's all I can do at this point really." "Just like ninety five percent of all college grads," he joked. "Yeah," I sighed. He caught the attention of the bartender and waved her over. She came over as he pointed to his empty cup. "You want another one?" he asked. "Shouldn't I be buying for you?" I asked. "Well duh," he laughed. "I'm just making sure your glass doesn't go empty. That's alcohol abuse isn't it?" I laughed as I looked at the machines swirling the frozen drinks behind the bar and decided on another drink. She poured it and couldn't help but laugh at Jordan's comment. I took a sip from it and looked out at the crowds as they passed by and thought. "What else is on your mind?" he asked. "Ah...nothing," I sighed. "Come on," he pressed. "I know that look. Something else is on your mind." "It's nothing," I said. "I've just been down for the past couple of months." "Is it not getting drafted?" he questioned. "That and other stuff," I sighed. "Like what?" he asked genuinely interested in why I was not myself. I thought for a minute before I sighed and gave in a little. "I pissed Jamie off pretty good a few months ago. I've been trying to sort that out since." "I ah... I saw the interview after you won the game that night," he said. "Did that have something to do with it?" "You saw that?" I asked. "I think half the country saw that one," he laughed. "I guess so," I sighed. "It was on TV wasn't it?" "So, what are you sorry about?" "It's a long story." "I have no place to go," he said. "Well," I started then paused. Did I really want to tell Jordan the lie I had been living with since we graduated? "Come on man," he pushed. "You can tell me. It can't be that bad." "You're my best friend right?" I asked. "Of course," he said not fully understanding the weight of what I was about to tell him. "If I tell you something you have to promise me you won't be weirded out by it." "Oh god," he said backing up. "You aren't going to tell me you're gay, are you?" "No," I laughed lightly. "I'm not gay." "Not that I would hate you," he said quickly. "But you sure would have had me fooled." "I'm not gay," I hissed. "Then, what is it?" "Promise me it doesn't ever get repeated." "Well, damn Owen," he said serious now. "You got me worried." "Jordan?" I pressed. "Fine, I promise." I took a long sip of my drink and got brain freeze for my troubles. I slapped my forehead to try and lessen the pain. Once it let off a little I looked at him. "Naw, forget about it." "Owen," he said. "You can tell me anything. "You're my boy. I won't judge." I sighed again. This was harder than I thought. Maybe a dip would settle me. I pulled my can from my pocket and packed a big pinch into my mouth before I tried to find the courage to speak the truth. "Is it that serious?" Jordan asked as I packed my mouth. "Sipping and dipping with you means something." I just nodded then turned to look at him. "Hang onto the bar for me so you don't fall out of your chair." He jokingly grabbed the bar and waited as I spit into a cup then looked back at him. "The reason I said what I said after that game is because... Jamie and I were... together." His eyes squinted then grew bigger as he tried to understand what I was telling him. "Like, together as in... together?" "Boyfriend and girlfriend together, yes." "Wow, ok," he said shocked and took a drink. "It wasn't like some fling," I explained. "We were together for four years. It wasn't until a few months ago that everything got screwed up." "I just... holy crap dude. That's a bombshell. I would have never thought..." "You and Kelly complete each other right?" I asked trying to get him to fully understand. "You would do anything for her and you feel like you'd be lost without her." "Yeah, but I mean it's Kelly and me. We aren't... you know...?" "That's how it was with Jamie and me. She means the world to me and I fucked everything up. It's killing me on the inside knowing I hurt her the way I did." "Ok, so slow down a minute," he said. "So, you and Jamie were...together...like dating for the past four years?" "Yes," I said. "Since we were in high school. I've spent the last four years with her." "In high school?" he questioned. "Yes, right after Courtney and I broke up. Jamie and I started seeing each other." "Wow," he said shocked still. "I know it's weird," I said. "But when you find the right person you just know it. She was the right person." "I guess," he said for the lack of words. "When did it start again?" "High school," I said again. "Courtney and I broke up and things sort of happened between us." "Humph," he sighed lost in thought. "You probably think I'm fucked up don't you?" I asked. "Four years," he replied. "Yeah. Dating the whole time. Together, just me and her. In love until I messed it all up." "Well," he said. "It is rather strange. But I guess it wasn't a fling. Four years is a long time." "It wasn't a fling. We would still be together if I didn't go and fuck everything up." "You and Jamie?" he asked again still stunned by everything. "Yes Jordan," I sighed. "Jamie and I have dated since high school after Courtney and I broke up. We dated until I screwed it all up." "Ok," he said finally grasping onto what I had just laid on him. We both took long sips from our drinks before he looked back at me again. "It all makes sense now. That's why you didn't date anyone and why Jamie didn't date anyone. You two were together." "Yeah," I nodded. "It wasn't that obvious though or was it?" "Well...no. But now that I think about it...it makes sense now. I never would have thought that was the reason though." "That was the reason," I sighed. "So what changed? What happened now that you aren't dating anymore?" "I never told her I loved her," I replied. "She said it to me and I froze." "What do you mean you froze?" he asked. "I froze when she said it to me. Then I couldn't just blurt it out. That wouldn't have seemed like it meant anything." "Sorry Owen," he sighed. "Forgive me but I'm having a hard time...you know...processing this. I just... I never expected this." "I shouldn't have said anything," I sighed. "I knew this was a bad idea." "No, I didn't mean it like that. I can see it's got you all shook up. I didn't realize it was that deep." "It is," I sighed taking another sip. "I'm lost without her. I want her back." "So go get her back," he said quickly. "I've never seen you back away from something you've wanted." "It's not that easy," I sighed. "Don't you think I would have done that already if it was that simple?" "Well...when did you guys break up?" "We didn't break up officially," I said. "We are on a break. But that was back in December when she said we needed to take a break. She took the job right after that and we haven't talked about the incident since then. She didn't want to talk about it unless it was face to face. That means this week." "Was that the only time you didn't say it back to her or something?" he asked trying to get all the facts in order. "That was the only time we had ever said that. Well... that she said it. It was the only time that either of us had ever said it. I guess it was just assumed that we did but we never actually said it." "That's a little different," Jordan offered. "Nothing has been normal for us," I said. "Yeah, I suppose not," he chuckled lightly. "I really want her back." "So, tell her you're sorry and beg for her to take you back," he offered. "You've talked to her since then I hope." "Just emails. She doesn't want to talk about it that way. She wants a face to face." "Well," he said. "When you see her you can tell her." "But what do I say?" I asked. "How do I explain why I didn't say it back?" "Why didn't you say it back?" he asked. I sighed hard. "It's the stupidest reason really. It's my mom...it's what happened when she passed away. She told me a lot of things that night before she went. For some reason when Jamie said it to me...it completely locked me up and brought me back to that night. I was frozen. I couldn't say anything when Jamie said it." "So it's just a misunderstanding," he said. "Try telling that to Jamie." "I thought I wasn't allowed to repeat any of this?" he joked trying to get me to relax some. I just sighed. "Owen," he said. "You love Jamie?" "I do." "So tell her that and explain it to her. If she really does love you back then she will understand." "I hope so." We both picked up our drinks and finished them before asking for another round. I twiddled my thumbs on the bar as I waited. "I don't think any different of you," Jordan offered. "I mean, if you really do love her..." "I do Jordan. With all my heart I love that woman." "It's just a lot to take in, you know?" "Yeah, tell me about it." "So, am I the only one who knows about this?" "What do you think?" I questioned lightly. "How are you going to explain you two to everyone else?" "Jamie and I were going to figure that out," I sighed. "We never made it that far." "You guys were really serious about each other then?" "Well, yeah." He looked at me and questioned my answer. "She asked me how serious we were about each other. Then she told me she loved shortly after. She thinks I'm not serious about us but I am. I'm as serious about her as you and Kelly are about each other. I guess I should have told her that. I'm so fucking stupid sometimes." "It's just a misunderstanding," he offered. "Don't beat yourself up over it." I just sighed and took another drink. "So you guys have been hiding this for four years?" "The past couple hasn't been hard since I was away and nobody knew us," I said. "The first few months were hard since we were still back in school and around you guys." "So... you guys were fooling around right under everyone's noses then?" "Together," I corrected him. "We weren't fooling around. When I went away to the hunting camp after we hung the banner in the gym that night we talked about what we wanted from each other. We both wanted this and wanted something long term. It was never just fooling around." "So you guys knew back then it wasn't just a fling?" "Um hmm," I sighed. "That's commitment," he offered. I looked over at Jordan and saw him thinking. He turned my way with a serious look on his face. "You have to tell her how you feel Owen," he said. "You know that right? You can't just let her get away from you." "I don't want to screw up your big day though. This is about you and Kelly." "You won't ruin the wedding," he smiled lightly. "I know Jamie and she has enough respect for us to keep a level head and make sure things go smoothly." "I guess so." "Talk to her man. Don't let her get away from you again without letting her know how you really feel about her." "I want to I just don't know what to say." "Tell her what you just told me. Explain it fully and maybe she will understand. Hell, you went on national television and said you loved her. That has to count for something." "I can only hope," I sighed. "By the way," he paused. "Did I mention that Jamie and Kelly are coming into town to join us tomorrow?" "Say what?" I gasped, almost choking on my drink. "Well," he laughed lightly. "I mentioned to Kelly a few weeks ago that you and I were doing this. She wanted to come along so I told her she could come. I didn't think you would have minded. Then she mentioned it to Jamie and she wanted to come. I wasn't aware of all the other stuff going on between you two." I took a breath. "Ok. You didn't know. I guess this will be easier now. I won't have to do this at home a day before you guys get married. I can do it here and if things go bad she will have some time to cool off." "See," Jordan cheered. "I knew you'd find a silver lining in all of this." "Does Jamie know I'm going to be here?" "I, ah, I don't know. I assume Kelly would have said something." "Is there any way you can find out if Jamie knows I'm going to be here without giving too much away?" "Sure," he smiled. He pulled his phone from his pocket and sent out a quick text. In a minute the phone beeped with Kelly's reply. "Jamie knows you are going to be here," he smiled. "And she still wants to come?" I asked with some disbelief. "See," Jordan smiled. "You're making a big deal about nothing. Jamie wants to work things out with you or she wouldn't come." "I can only hope," I smiled back. We sat at the bar for another hour talking about what I had just revealed to him. He seemed to understand what Jamie meant to me as I paid the tab and we walked down the street to find something to eat. After dinner we hit another bar before wobbling our way back to the hotel. We got up late the next morning. Hell it was closer to noon by the time we got up. We went out and got a bite to eat before finding another bar and having more drinks. Then it was back to the hotel to rest for the afternoon before getting ready for dinner and meeting the girls. I had never felt so nervous in my life as Jordan and I walked to the restaurant. I made a quick stop and bought some flowers for Jamie as a peace offering. "Really?" Jordan joked. "Now I have to buy some flowers or I'm going to look like an ass." "You don't have any ass kissing to do," I said. "But still," he laughed. "I can't go in empty handed now." We both left with flowers and headed down the street. We were late now. He busted my ass the whole way down the street until we reached the place. "Good luck man," Jordan offered. "She's not going to go off on me with you guys here. It might be a little weird between us but nothing violent." Jordan opened the door and I walked in past him. There was Jamie standing there along with Kelly waiting for us. She looked simply stunning standing there with the late evening sunlight catching her skin. It was still tan and glowing like the last time I had seen her in person. Her white and yellow sundress fit her body perfectly. She looked like she had lost some weight since the last time I had seen her. Her smile met my eyes as I looked at her blonde hair pulled back in a loose bun. The same pearl earrings graced her ears just like prom night. "You have to go inside," Jordan joked. "I can't get in the door with your big ass in the way." I stepped forward and let Jordan go by. He hugged Kelly as she cheered about the flowers. I continued to stand there and look at Jamie. She only smiled at me as I looked at her. I took a tentative step forward and moved towards her. "I, ah, got these for you," I said softly. "They look beautiful," she offered. "Just like you," I added. "Thank you," she smiled. She took them out of my hand and smelt them. I glanced over at Jordan as he smiled at me. "You can hug me," Jamie said. "I don't bite." "Well," I stuttered. "I wasn't sure what I should do at this point." "We have to be there for each other Owen," she said lightly. "Remember our deal?" "I do," I smiled lightly. "I just wasn't sure if you were still mad at me." "I'm not mad at you," she said. "I'm really hurt by everything but I'm not mad." "I'm sorry," I said taking her into my arms and hugging her. "Please know I'm sorry." "Now isn't the time Owen," she whispered. She squeezed me hard. Feeling her body pressed against mine reminded me of how much I had missed her. I held her for longer than what was appropriate. She finally had to pull away from me and take a step back. She shyly smelt the flowers again as the host waited to take us to our table. She turned and followed the group. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 07 I quickly started following. There was this tension in the air. An uncertainness of how I was supposed to act around her now. I wanted to tell her everything right now but I knew this wasn't the time or the place. I would just have to play it cool and wait for my moment. We sat down at the four top table. Jordan and I were on one side, the girls were on the other side. The waiter came to the table immediately after the host left. I ordered something stiff to try and shake the awkwardness of the situation away. Jordan ordered a beer. Jamie also ordered something stiff much to my surprise. Maybe the strangeness of the evening was getting to her too. Kelly did a beer just like Jordan. "You look stunning," I said to Jamie. "Thank you," she smiled. "How has life been treating you?" Jordan asked. "How's the new job going?" "It's going," she offered. "I just got back from London. I'm pooped." "Where have you been besides there?" Jordan asked. "I started off in New York. Then I went to Berlin. I stayed there for a month before going to Barcelona. Then I went to London. Now I'm back here." "That's quite a ride," Jordan offered. "Tell me about it. I like London the most so far." "Where are they sending you from here?" I asked. "Back to London for another week or so then I think Paris or Milan," she replied. "I haven't gotten my orders yet. I think I might be going to Cannes for some time too." "Bumping elbows with the Hollywood types are we?" Kelly giggled. "It attracts a lot of fashion so I might get sent there." "I wish I could go," Kelly sighed. "We have to pay off your college first before we travel," Jordan sighed. "I know," she hissed. "Don't remind me. If somebody wasn't so gung ho on playing football we could have gone someplace else on an academic scholarship." "I couldn't pass up that opportunity," he said. "How's life treating you Owen?" Kelly asked. "So, so," I sighed. "I heard you didn't get drafted." "Nope. Missed it by that much," I said holding my fingers up. "What are you going to do now?" "Graduate then figure my life out," I sighed. "Alright," the waiter said. "Who ordered the long island?" "Right here," I said. "And the Malibu?" "That's me," Jamie said. "I guess you two are the beers," he said. "I've been drinking all day," Jordan chuckled. "I have to change things up a little." "What can I get you guys to eat?" We ordered as he scribbled down the order before asking the next question. "Is this separate or all on one?" "All on me," Jamie said quickly. "Are you sure?" I asked dumbly. "Well," she smiled. "I am the only one with a steady job at the moment." We laughed as the waiter took off to the kitchen. "I didn't mean it like that," Jamie said. "You go right on ahead and mean it like that," Jordan laughed. "It don't hurt my feelings any. I can't complain about a free meal." We laughed again as Kelly asked Jamie about her job again. I fell silent and listened as she went on to tell us about Berlin and the culture. The way she spoke about the world was fascinating. The way she sat there and talked with her hands held my attention. Jordan had to kick my foot under the table to snap me out of my stupor. "What?" I hissed. "You look like a zombie," he whispered. "Sorry," I sighed. "Relax." Jamie glanced at me as she spoke about Berlin still. I smiled shyly as she paused then continued on. She was just about to start on Barcelona when the food came to the table. It was just the salads but it slowed the conversation down some as we ate. Kelly was interested in the past few weeks of my life and the draft. I reluctantly told her what it was all about. By this time I had told the story to several people and I was over it by now. The main course arrived and we continued to eat and convers about whatever came up. We were all finished up and just waiting on the bill. The waiter came to the table. "Can I get you guys anything else?" "Just the bill," Jamie replied. "Sure thing," he said setting it in front of her. She slipped her card inside and waited for him to take it away. She giggled a little as he took off with it. "You guys can thank the company for the meals." "Can you do that?" Kelly giggled. "I'll find out won't I?" she laughed now. We all laughed about it for a moment until the waiter returned to the table with the bill for Jamie to sign. "Can one of you leave the tip?" she asked. "I got it," I sighed. She signed the bill as I took out a twenty and tossed it on the table. We stood from the table and headed for the door and the next stop on our list. I watched as Jordan took Kelly's hand and held it as they walked ahead of us. Jamie was ahead of me and following them out the door. It left me at the end of the line and wishing I was holding Jamie's hand now. "Where to now?" Jordan asked as we exited the restaurant. "A bar," Kelly cried. "I didn't come to Key West to sit in the hotel room the whole time." "Why not?" Jordan asked. "We have the honey moon for that," she giggled. "Sloppy Joe's?" Jordan asked looking at me. "Yeah," I sighed. "I guess." I wasn't really in the mood for drinking. I wanted to get things figured out between Jamie and me. The more I looked at her at dinner the more I wanted to talk to her about everything. "Which way is it?" Jordan asked. "What am I, a map?" I quipped. "It's down that way a couple of blocks," a guy in the crowd said. "It's packed though. Might want to try somewhere else." "Let's try someplace else then," I said to the group. "Lead the way dude," Jordan cheered. I turned and started walking down the sidewalk. Jordan and Kelly held hands and looked so happy together. I looked over at Jamie as she walked by me but not close to me. I wanted her back so badly right about now. I just held my cool and continued us down the sidewalk until we reached a bar. "Grab us a table while we get some drinks," Jordan called. "What do you want?" I asked Jamie. "You should know what I like," she replied. "But surprise me with something you think I would want." "Sure," I sighed. Jordan and I went to the bar and waited for the bartender to serve us as the girls went and got a table on the patio area of the bar. "Do they make a drink that says I'm sorry?" I asked Jordan sarcastically. "Beats the hell out of me," he chuckled. "I can ask." I just sighed. "Talk to her man." "I want to but she doesn't right at the moment." "We can bolt out of here if you want and leave you two alone," he offered. "Naw," I sighed. "I'll figure it out." We ordered then headed back to the table. I handed Jamie her drink and sat down next to her as she took a sip. "Good choice Owen," she smiled. "I like it." "I know you," I smiled. "I haven't forgotten." She just smiled shyly and took another sip. I took a sip from mine and looked over at Jordan. He whispered something to Kelly that made her giggle. She turned back to Jordan and said something to him. I looked over at Jamie again then leaned in and spoke to her. "I'm so very sorry Jamie," I whispered. "I know," she sighed. "I am too." "I can't stand us being like this. I don't know how I'm supposed to act around you." "It's not any easier on my end either," she offered. I glanced over at Jordan. He was listening but pretending not to be. He saw my glance and looked away to a TV and pretended to be interested in what was on it. Jamie picked up on it too. "I think we need to talk about this later," she whispered. "How long is later?" I asked. "I can't sit here and pretend I'm happy when I'm not." She looked over at the two of them again and caught them pretending not to be paying attention to us. "Don't make a scene about it please," she whispered. I sighed. "I'm going to head back to the room. I ah...have a headache so I think I'm going to rest for a while." "Owen," Jamie hissed. "Don't be like this." "Sorry," I sighed. "But I can't sit here and pretend. It's giving more than a headache." I pushed myself away from the table and stood to leave. "Owen, wait," Jamie hissed. "Can we be excused for a minute?" Jamie asked the other two. "We have to talk about something." "Yeah," Jordan smiled. "We will be here when you get back." We both stood now and left the bar. We circled down the side street that ran next to the bar and headed away from it so we would be out of sight of the other two. She continued on to a quieter spot next to an old brick building before she stopped and leaned against the wall. "Let's talk," she sighed. "I'm so, so sorry Jamie." "I know that," she sighed again. "What do you want to do about us? I can't stand us being like this." "What do you want to do about us?" she asked. "I want us back together," I half begged. "My life has been shit since you left. I know I screwed up and I screwed up really bad. But I do love you Jamie. With all my heart I love you." "But you couldn't say it to me when I said it to your face?" she vented a little. "You had to go on national television and say it there to a million people." "Shouldn't that count for something?" I asked. "Not to me it doesn't," she hissed. "It was insincere and pretty damn lame if you ask me. Why couldn't you just say it back when I said it?" "I just... I froze up Jamie. And that's not even really the reason why." "Then why?" she asked sternly. "Tell me the reason why." "It's just...it's complicated. You wouldn't understand why it's so complicated." I knew the reason why but she wasn't in my head. She didn't know what was going through it and she didn't understand how much it had really affected my life. I didn't even understand how much it affected my life until she said it. It triggered some repressed memory that froze me. "Then help me understand why Owen," she said venting more of her anger. "You made a scene in front of our friends because you want to talk about it. I'm giving you a chance to tell me why and you're giving me the, it's complicated, line. This is a bunch of bullshit if you ask me. I opened myself up to you, basically held my heart in my hand and offered it to you, and you just stood there with a stupid ass look on your face. Do you know how much that hurt me?" "I know it did Jamie. And I'm so, so sorry that I hurt you." "Then tell my why. Tell me why it's so damn complicated." "It just is Jamie," I cried. "It's not that it's complicated, it's just really hard for me to talk about." "What's so hard about it?" she barked. "It seems pretty simple to me. You were, or are, seeing somebody else and you're too much of a chicken shit to tell me about it or it's some unexplained reason that I need and explanation for. And the, it's complicated, line isn't a good way to explain it to me." "I'm not seeing anyone else," I hissed. "Then tell me why Owen," she almost begged now. My emotions started to get to me now. I rubbed my eyes as the tears started to well up in my eyes. I hated showing my emotions and I knew talking about would break me down but I had to tell her. It was that or lose her forever. I wiped my eyes again then leaned against the brick wall as I looked at the ground. "It's my mom Jamie," I whimpered. "It's something my mom said to me before she went." "Your mom?" she asked lost now. "Yes," I said softly as my lips quivered. "It was the night before she died. She sent my dad out of the room so we could talk alone, just me and her. She said a lot of things that night. How proud she was of me, how I had grown up to be a perfect young man, how I was going to do great things in life and continue to make her proud even if she wasn't going to be there to see it. But the thing she said over and over was how much she loved me." "Nobody Jamie, nobody has ever said that word to me since that night. Not my dad, not your dad, not grandpa, nobody. It wasn't until you said you loved me that day. It brought back all the stuff she said that night I was with her. I froze up. I could only see her trying to keep it together as she spoke to me. She knew she was going but she didn't want to admit it. It was her way of saying goodbye without actually saying it." Jamie's hands came to her face and trembled as she covered her mouth. Her tears started to flow just as hard as mine were now as I spoke the truth. "You said you loved me and it trigged a flashback to that night. I froze Jamie. I could see nothing but her laying there in that bed telling me she loved me and everything was going to be ok when it wasn't. That's why I stood there. That's why I didn't say it. Not because I don't." "Oh my god Owen," she whimpered. "I'm so sorry. I didn't know." Her arms opened as she reached for me. She took me into a big hug and held me as I cried on her shoulder. We stood there for a while just holding each other until I calmed down enough to talk again. "I didn't know Owen. I'm sorry." "Nobody did Jamie. When you said that to me it brought me back to that day. I felt like I was given a gut check again. I'm sorry I didn't say it back. It just took me by surprise. It's a lame excuse but that's the truth." "It's not an excuse Owen," she said softly. "I can see it in your eyes. It has cut you pretty deep. I know you, you hate to cry." "I'm so sorry Jamie. I do love you. With all my heart I love you. I know it took a lot for you to say that to me and I'm sorry I didn't say it back. I didn't realize what those words were going to do to me until you said it. You are the first person to say that to me and mean it in the way that you meant it." "I'm sorry too Owen. I'm sorry I was so cold to you after. I had no idea that you went through all that. I would have never left if I knew. I would have never asked for a break." "What are we going to do about us? I want you back. I want us to be us again. You asked me how serious we were about each other that day. I'm willing to give up anything to get you back. I hope us being apart for so long hasn't changed how you feel about me." "I want you back Owen. I've missed you. I've missed you being in my life. Being away from you hasn't changed that. Do you remember what you said to me before I left you?" "Absence makes the heart grow fonder?" "Umm hmm," she smiled. "We don't have to be apart anymore. I'm done with school. I can move to New York and we can be together. If that's what you want." "There's nobody else in your life?" she questioned. "Not one person," I said honestly. "Even with the break we were on there was nobody. You were all I could think about. Every day since you left you are all I have thought about." "That's what I thought when you didn't say it back." "Never. I couldn't do that to my best friend." "I just doubt us sometimes," she sighed. "Don't ever doubt us Jamie." "I don't understand how you can be so content with me and so certain about us." "Because it's you. Don't ask me how or why, I can't explain that one to you. I've loved you for as far back as I can remember. I just didn't realize it until now how much I really do love you. You're my best friend in the world, the one who I can trust with all my secrets and my darkest fears. You make me feel like I'm the luckiest guy in the world when I'm with you. I'm far from perfect but you make me feel like I am. Nobody can make me happy like you do. Nobody can make me feel the way I feel when I'm with you. I can search the world over and I would never find another person as perfect for me as you are. I'm not just content with you, I'm truly, truly happy with you. That's why I can be so certain about us." She smiled at me now. That perfect smile that brought out her teeth. Her eyes studied me and had that look that I was so used to seeing. They said everything she couldn't in that moment. She knew how important she was to me now. I had never really expressed that to her before. She licked her lips as she leaned closer to me. I leaned into her and took her in my arms. Wrapped her up tightly as my lips touched her. She melted in my arms and kissed me like she had never kissed me before. A deep and tender kiss that I had been hoping for since she left. One that said she forgave me and that it was all over with. We stood there and kissed. Long and deep soul kisses that lingered before we parted and took a breath. Then it was right back for more. I had missed those lips on mine. Missed her passion and the taste of her kiss. Missed her hot breath panting in my face as we grabbed a breath then went right back for more. Missed the feeling of her soft and tender skin as my hands cupped her face and pulled her to my mouth. People were watching us as we stood right there and kissed on the sidewalk. We finally parted from each other. Her eyes studied mine again. Lips so full of desire as she panted a little from the exchange. I had missed that look. Knew she was mine again. We were starting over again. Building something that we both wanted to last. It was a hard test but we made it. It was the longest we had never been together ever. "Are we done with our break?" I asked. "Yeah," she smiled. "Just don't do something like that again." "I tried to explain but you wouldn't talk to me about it." "I was hurt Owen," she sighed. "I'm sorry I didn't let you explain. It would have saved me all the heartache I guess." "Me too," I smiled. "So there's no doubt in your mind," she started. "I've been alone since we took a break too." "I wouldn't even question that," I said quickly. "You were never that way." "Sorry I was kind of a bitch to you," she offered. "You had your reasons," I joked. "That kiss more than made up for it." "Best kiss of my life," she smiled. "Is there anything else I need to explain? I've got nothing to hide." "No," she smiled. "The way you looked at me when you explained your reason leaves no doubt in my mind." "What do we do now?" "You take my hand and we never let go," she smiled. I reached for it and took it firmly. She smiled at me as we started back for the bar. We reached the steps before she tried to let go. I held her tightly and wouldn't release. "Owen," she sassed. "You can let go. It was just a figure of speech." "Well," I said. "There is one thing I didn't tell you." "What?" she questioned. "I told Jordan about us yesterday." "You did what?" she cried. "I told him about us," I said unsure that I had done the right thing. "Oh my god," she gasped. "He took it well. I explained what you mean to me and he understood. Hell, he told me I should beg you to forgive me and not let you get away." "Ok," she said unsure. "If we are going to be together we are going to have to tell everybody about us at some point. Jordan was a small step." "What about Kelly?" "What's wrong with letting her know? She's your best friend. Let's bring it up and see how it goes." "Oh my god," she sighed. "I don't know how we are going to tell her." "I'll do it," I offered. "No," she sighed. "Let me figure it out and I will do it." We held hands proudly as we returned to the seats we had left fifteen minutes before. Jordan was smiling at me as I pulled the seat out for Jamie and let her sit. I climbed into mine and took another sip of my drink. Then I pulled my can from my pocket and packed my mouth. The stress was killing me. "I see that hasn't changed any," Jamie sighed. "I'll work on it," I sighed back. "Well?" Jordan asked. "Yeah," I smiled. "And you were worried," Jordan smiled. "I'm happy for you two," Kelly offered. "You are?" I questioned. "Yeah," she smiled. "Jordan told me last night." "Jordan," I hissed. "Well," he smiled his smile. "I figured you two would work things out. And I had to tell somebody. She was going to find out sooner or later." It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 07 "And you are ok with us?" Jamie asked. "Jordan isn't much for being sentimental and emotional," Kelly started. "But the way he explained it on the phone to me last night made me realize how important you are to Owen. He said Owen was crushed and not himself because you two were apart. It took a lot of courage to tell Jordan how much you meant to Owen." "I'll admit it's different. But after we hung up I started thinking about you and how many times you've had your heart broken over the years I've known you. If Owen makes you happy and you're happy with him then I'm perfectly fine with that. I want you to be happy like we are so please be happy and not worry about us. I'm not going to judge and I know Jordan won't." "And you were worried about Kelly," I smiled at Jamie. "Shut up," she sassed. She leaned into me and gave me a soft kiss to my lips. It shocked me a little that we were kissing in front of somebody that we had known for so long. I shrugged it off and continued on until she pulled back. We glanced over at Jordan and Kelly. They just smiled at us. Who knew what they really thought but I didn't really care. "To happiness between all of us." Jordan cheered and raised his glass. "Cheers to that," I said. The cups clicked together before we all sipped. The night was normal after that. They didn't bother to ask many details about us. We mostly talked about our lives over the past four years since we left for college. We had a lot to drink and had a good time laughing just like we had done in years past. I couldn't have been happier sitting there with them and being open with Jamie about us being together. We called it a night after a few too many. Jordan and Kelly went to their room as Jamie and I went to the one I had rented. I latched the lock on the door and kicked my shoes off as she headed for the bed. She sat on it then fell back into it with her arms stretched out wide. I looked at her as she lay there and smiled back at me. I moved to the bed and lay next to her. She smiled at me as I studied her body. She looked so inviting right now as we just lay there for the moment. I knew we were going to have makeup sex sooner or later. But I didn't want to just jump right into it. I wanted to show her that I was willing to win her heart back and do anything to make her happy. "It feels good to be back in the states," she sighed. "Why is that?" I asked. "Europe is very different then here," she replied. "When do you have to go back?" "Monday morning bright and early." "What are we going to do about us?" "I don't know," she sighed. "I... could always go with you." "Don't you have football or something?" she teased. "I've got nothing for the immediate future going on at the moment. I want to focus on us." "Hmmm," she growled. "I like the sound of that." "Do you now?" I teased. "I do," she sassed. I wanted to kiss those lips right about now. She was reading my mind as she turned over and kissed me softly. They were just little kisses that let our tongues touch before she giggled and pulled away. "Undress me," she ordered. "I want to go to bed. I'm pooped from all the traveling." We both sat up and stood. I reached for the shoulder straps of her dress and let them slip down her shoulders. She pulled her arms out and let it slip to the floor. I unclipped her bra and slid the straps down her arms. My hands took in her skin as I gently let it fall away from her body. Her head tilted slightly as she let me touch her. I gave her just a soft kiss to her shoulder by her neck. She giggled a little but moved away in a teasing manor. I wasn't going to get her this easy. I stood with my hands on her hips as she waited for me to take her panties. I hooked my thumbs on the elastic and slowly dropped them down her legs. My hands again took in the feel of her skin as I guided them down her legs to the floor. She stepped out of them as I picked them up. She turned back to face me with a smile on her face. I took in her body as she stood there. She had lost some weight as I looked her over. "You are still as beautiful as I remember you," I said. "Except for that." "What?" she sassed. "What's with the bush?" "It's not a full bush," she sassed. "I keep it trimmed." I looked over her cunny and the dirty blonde hairs that covered her slit. They were trimmed but it wasn't the smooth as glass look I was used to seeing. "Shave it off if you don't like it," she teased. "Sit in the chair," I ordered. "I'll be right back." "Yes sir," she saluted. I went to the bathroom and got a towel and the ice bucket. I filled it with some warm water before finding a face cloth and my shaving kit from my travel bag. I returned to see her sitting in the chair with her legs opened. Her pink little slit parted open showing her desire. I took a breath before slipping a towel under her butt as she lifted. "You better not cut me Owen," she quipped. "I haven't cut my face in a long time," I offered. "My pussy isn't your face," she sassed. "No, but shaving is shaving." She giggled as I wiped the wet cloth over her skin and dampened her hairs. I lathered her cunny with shaving cream before taking the razor and looking at her waiting on me. I started at the top of her pubes and slowly worked the razor over her pelvis to remove the hairs. I swished it in the bucket with each stroke letting the blonde hairs clear the razor before returning. "I hope you rinse that thing out before we leave," she giggled. "Not my problem," I laughed. She could only laugh with me as I continued to remove her hair. I wiped her clean once I got most of her hair off her body. I reapplied again and took a moment to prepare for the detailed work of her lips. I was so careful as I let the razor glide smoothly over her little folds. Each pass removed more hair. Now it was starting to look like the Jamie I remembered. I took great care to turn the razor over the contours of her cunny. She just sat there the whole time and let me work. I wiped her clean again and noticed I had missed a few hairs. I also saw a little spot of red where I had cut her. I quickly cleaned up the edges until every last little hair was gone. She glanced down at my work and gasped when she saw the little spot of blood. "Sorry," I said softly. "It happens," she smiled. "Not bad for your first time." I wiped her clean again making sure every last bit of cream was off her body before I set the cloth down. She looked again and smiled at me as I leaned in. I was only inches away from her now as I blew softly on her cut. She giggled as my breath hit her skin. I blew on it again as I inched closer to her. She knew what I was going for but didn't try to stop me. My lips touched her skin where the cut was and left a wet kiss on her. By now it had stopped bleeding. She knew that but let me kiss it anyway. I kissed her cut again and glanced up at her face. She returned my look and had a smile on her face as I moved over just a little and kissed her skin right along the edge of her soft lip. She let out a soft sigh as I moved over again and kissed her cunny. I left a wet kiss there before I released. I went back and kissed it again before letting my tongue slip from my mouth to touch her lips. Her cunny was open and visibly wet from me sitting between her legs. I took my lips away and traced her slit with my tongue. I tasted her desire as my tongue pressed into her opening and dug in just a little. She gasped as I continued. Her taste was perfect against my tongue. I had missed her soft feminine taste for so long now. I was slow as I licked her from her opening up to her clit. I let my tongue circle her before I stopped. I looked up at her and continued kissing her pelvis. We both knew what this was going to lead to but I wasn't in a hurry to get there. I wanted to worship her body and let her know how truly sorry I was for the pain I had caused us both. I keep kissing her all the way up to her navel. Let my tongue trace the indent on her tummy before continuing my way up her tummy to her breasts. I didn't stop at her breasts. I skipped over them and went to her collarbone. My fingers traced her leg towards her center as I continued up to her neck. She let out little whimpers of pleasure as I reached her throat and kissed her wetly. My fingers found her cunny and touched her now smooth and soft lips as I kissed her neck. She let out a low sigh as I kissed her throat again. My fingers pressed into her wetness up to the first knuckle. She was so wet by now, I was coated by her desire as I twisted them softly and teased her cunny with them. My lips continued up her jaw towards her ear. I knew how much she liked to be kissed here. I felt her hands tracing my arms as I continued loving on her body. They went lower and caught the hem of my shirt to pull it off my body. My lips paused for a moment until my shirt left my body and dropped to the floor. My lips wasted no time in finding her skin again. I kissed her spot right under her ear and watched her skin tingle with goose bumps. Felt her whimper against my lips as I kissed back down her neck to her throat again. Her eyes were closed in pleasure as my fingers pressed into her cunny still. I was just teasing her and brining her soft pleasure. My lips found hers now. They were so swollen from excitement and felt perfect against mine. I kissed her deeply, letting my tongue trace hers. Her kiss was wet with excitement as I opened my mouth and let my tongue tangle with hers. We kissed and breathed into each other's mouth before I left her lips. I found her throat again and nibbled it softly. I heard her whimper into my kiss as her hips started to turn a little more against my fingers. I continued down her throat to her collarbone again. Her skin was so flush right there. A deep red against the golden brown of the rest of her chest. I knew how turned on she was right now. The wetness leaking on my fingers gave her away further. I continued down her body now. She was just content to let me love on her right now. We were in no big hurry to get to where the night was leading. I took the time now to taste her nipples. Took one into my mouth and teased it with my tongue before releasing and moving to the other. I nibbled on it a little before letting it go and continuing down. I let the back of my tongue lick her tummy all the way down to her navel again. Stopped at her navel and gave it a soft kiss then continued down her skin to her pelvis. I kissed her pelvis where the hair had been earlier. I placed these loving and tender kisses on her body as her fingers curled through my hair. Her legs opened wider again as my mouth reached the top of her slit. The back of my tongue flicked her clit as my fingers slipped free. I teased the sensitive bud as she gasped in pleasure. I flicked it a few times with the tip before moving further down her body and finding her center. White wetness clung to her opening as my tongue slipped inside her swollen lips. Her taste was stronger now as her desire had grown. It was still just as perfect as I remember it being. I knelt back down between her legs and licked her opening. Dug my tongue as deep as it could go before pulling away and finding her clit. My fingers spread her lips away to open her up and expose her fully. She gasped hard as my mouth covered her clit and sucked it into my mouth. I rolled her pink little bean over my lips as her fingers curled through my hair again. My fingers pressed back into her as her hands guided my movements. I knew her body so well, I hadn't forgotten anything about her. These soft little whimpers met my ears as her hips started to turn with my mouth. My fingers curled inside of her and touched her spot as my tongue worked her clit. Her wetness was running from her body now as she moaned in pleasure. I kept licking and lapping at her. She pulled me this way and that way just because. All the anger was leaving her body as I loved on her. I kept circling her clit, tasting her wetness as she turned her hips with more urgency now. I knew she was close. Her cunny was gripping my finger harder, her pants were more urgent, her hips were bucking a little harder as she started. I had to let her lips go and hold her pelvis so she didn't shake me free. I stopped my fingers from moving and just used my tongue. Her whole body shook as she released. It felt so good to do this to her. I knew that everything was going to be ok now. She was mine again. We were starting over again but we were building something that was going to last. She finally slowed as her body shook one last time. I continued to taste her. I let my fingers slip from her cunny so I could taste her. That perfect taste coated my tongue as I licked her hole lightly. She let me taste her for a moment before her hands cupped my cheeks and pulled me. I stood and came to her face. Her mouth opened as she kissed me. No doubt she tasted herself as my tongue found hers. Her wetness was covering me all the way down to my chin. We kissed for a while. My hands tracing the skin of her legs as she wrapped them around me. Her hips turning against my cock that was still trapped inside my shorts. I couldn't take it anymore. I had to have her. I gripped her back and pulled her from the chair. She tightened her legs around my waist and let me lift her. We continued kissing as I carried her to the bed. I gently set her on the edge before she parted from me. I dropped my shorts and kicked them away before joining her. She was so open and ready for me as I slipped between her legs. My lips found her again as my cock touched her cunny. I let it rest there and touch her as my tongue traced hers. Her nails traced my body as my cock slipped inside now. They dug into my back and sent a wave of pleasure down my spine as we became one again. It felt like the first time all over again. The feeling of entering her was nothing I could describe. All I could do was moan in pleasure as her heat and wetness surrounded me. I rose and fell into her. Her hips turning to take me deeper into her. She pulled me to her, forcing me to rest most of my weight on her body. Her arms and legs wrapped around me only letting me move slightly inside of her. It felt so good to have her skin against mine. We were sweating now from the act. My body was dripping wet from how hard we were exerting ourselves. We never slowed. It was just a steady rise and fall into her. My mouth never left hers. I just turned my hips and sank into her wetness. Her nails were still digging into my back, sending both pain and pleasure through my body as we made love. Her whimpers grew urgent again. Felt her cunny quivering around my cock as she started to cum again. Her hips bucked into me more and took me deeper into her. I was touching her end as she gasped with each plunge of my body into hers. Felt her cunny release a flood of wetness. Her cum started to leak around the edges as she moaned loudly and gripped the bed. I let her cum before I slowed down. I sank all the way into her before I found her neck. I kissed her neck and tasted the salt from her sweat. My knees slipped under her legs as she parted them around me. I sat up more now and started to rise and fall into her again. She was so wet and slippery but still so tight as I plunged into her. I wanted her close to me. Wanted to feel her skin against mine again. I wrapped my arms around her back and pulled her up. I was sitting on my knees now with her in my lap. My arms held her tightly against my body as she undulated her hips and took me deeper into her center. I held her tightly as I looked into her eyes. I loved the way she was looking at me right now. Those perfect blue eyes said everything I needed to hear without saying a word. I found her neck again right by her throat. Nibbled it softly and tasted more of her sweat and her soft feminine scent. Something about the way she smelt right now made my cock swell bigger inside of her. It was her smell mixed with lust and sexual desire that spoke to my animal instincts. She gasped as she felt me swell bigger inside of her. Her arms held me tighter, nails digging into my back again as she undulated her hips harder against me. Our bodies were clinging together as the sweat made us sticky. Her hair was sticking to her face as my hand pulled it away to expose her neck. I took in more of that smell before I kissed her wetly again. Her loud moans filled the room as I started to buck into her a little. Her hands curled into my hair now as I moved down to her breast. I sucked her nipple into my mouth and teased it with my teeth. Her nails raked my scalp before they curled and pulled my hair lightly. I let the one go to find the other. I used my tongue to tease this one. I flicked it then sucked it into my mouth. She tipped her head up and gasped at the ceiling as her body drew closer to release again. I took the chance to find her throat again and kissed it wetly. I pulled her back harder into my body. Loved the feeling of her wet skin against mine. She whimpered her little whimpers above me as I kissed her throat and the tender flesh on her neck. She tilted her head off to the side as I worked her neck. Her mouth was right next to my ear as she panted a ragged breath. Her hot breath on my ear sent another shiver through my body. We were wrapped so tightly around each other now as we grew closer to release. I didn't want it to end. We had never been like this before. It was so intense and passionate this time. It was always good before but this was so much better. She leaned back just slightly to look at me again. Her blue eyes had so much intensity and love in them as we pressed into each other. Her arms held my neck as mine slipped to the small of her back. I pulled her there and ground her cunny harder against my cock. I could feel her leaking as we bucked into each other with the slightest movement. We were still barely moving but it was powerful. She let out a ragged pant as her hands found my face. Pulled my mouth to hers and gasped into my kiss as I found her. I could feel her cunny squeezing my cock as she released. It was intense and soaked me as she climaxed. She was cupping my face as she whimpered. Forehead against mine as her hot breath hit my face. Eyes closed tightly as the pleasure ran through her body. Lips so full and flush, turning a deeper red then their normal pinkish look. Her eyes opened and found mine as she finished. My hands gripped her butt and spread her cheeks open. Made her more open now as I started bucking into her with my hips. She had that smile on her face now, that lustful and content smile that said so much to me right now. Her hands were coated in my sweat as she held my face. Her thumbs traced my lips as I gasped in pleasure and silently told her I was cumming. I started pushing her down on my cock just a little harder as my orgasm tore through my body. The first release I had had in a very long time. My eyes were closed as I let my senses take over. I felt her thumbs move from my lips as she covered them with her mouth. Her hands were pulling my face into her mouth as I pulsed into her cunny. We kissed quick and hard kisses that paused for a moment so we could both pant hard then return and find each other again. I released wave after wave into her and filled her full. We finally paused kissing and just held one another. Her forehead rested against mine as we panted and glowed in the afterglow of great sex. I released her butt and pulled her into my body again. Held her tightly as we both just panted and tried to recover. My eyes opened just as hers did. This time I didn't hesitate. "I love you Jamie. With all my heart I love you." She smiled. "I love you too Owen." It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 07 "Sorry I went and screwed everything up." Her finger went to my lips now. "No more saying you're sorry. It's over." "Ok," I smiled lightly. "I've missed you Owen." "I've missed you too baby." "Come to Europe with me," she whispered. "You will love it there." "If it means being with you I'd love too. I'll go anywhere with you." "K," she smiled. She kissed me again. These slow and soft kisses that meant so much right now. She finally pulled herself from me and headed to the bathroom before returning. We lay there in the bed for a while and talked about the past couple of months that we had been apart. We eventually curled up and went to sleep. ***** Thanks for reading. Comments always welcome. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 08 "Owen, fuck," Jamie gasped. "Hmmm," I growled. "Yes, right there. Oh gawd, I'm going to cum again." I stood on the floor at the edge of the bed sawing into her. Her legs were resting on my shoulders as I slipped deep inside of her wetness. Her fingers wrapped the sheets tightly in balls as she writhed on the bed. "Cum with me Owen," she begged. "I'm going to be so sore now. Please." Her chest heaved as she panted hard for air. Her tits bounced back and forth on her chest as I pounded her. Sweat covered both our bodies as we had been at this for over an hour now. "Fuck," she gasped loudly. "I'm cumming." I could feel her cunny gripping me. It squeezed me hard as she begged for me to cum with her this time. I let myself go this time and started filling her with my seed as her puss clamped around my cock and soaked the bed again. I pressed deep inside of her as she undulated her hips and made me fire off deep inside her womb. Her legs parted around my body as I went to her. They dangled off the edge of the bed as my knees pressed into the edge of the mattress. My arms stopped my body from fully falling on top of her. Her mouth found mine in an eager and passionate kiss as I still softly pressed into her. "Oh my gosh," she panted. "You are amazing. But fuck, I'm going to be sore now." "Always other places to put it," I teased. "Haha," she laughed. "Maybe." I flexed my cock deep inside of her swelling it inside her wetness. Her cunny squeezed my cock as it quivered around me again. I was still so hard inside of her. I wanted her again. "No Owen," she giggled. "I know that look. No more. Not until later. I'm raw down there now." "Please," I begged. "I want to make up for lost time." "You're coming with me," she sassed. "We have all spring to make up for it." "I know," I smiled. "But I've missed you so much. Five months felt like forever without you." "You have me now." "Thank goodness for that," I said kissing her again. "You mean so much to me." "Do I?" she sassed. "More than you will even know." "You could tell me," she giggled. I slipped a little deeper inside of her. "I said tell me," she laughed and snorted a little. "Not show me." "My life is empty without you. There's this void when you aren't by my side. It's not even about the sex. It's just everything. The way you make me feel when I'm with you." "I know," she smiled. "I love the way you look at me Owen. I'm the complete object of your desire. I love the way you understand me and love me for who I am. You make me feel so perfect." "You are perfect," I said kissing her again. "In every way possible." "Hmm," she growled. "Well, little miss perfect is hungry and wants to get breakfast. All this has made me starved." "Let's go get something to eat then come back and have another round." "I wouldn't mind that," she giggled. "But I don't have anything to go out in. My luggage is still in the car." "Guess we have to skip breakfast then," I laughed. "Fine," she sassed. "Let me turn over then." I slipped from her now as I stood. Her cunny leaked my seed out as she quickly climbed to her feet and stood. She turned herself and got on the bed on all fours. Her lips were swollen red from this morning. I closed the distance and lined myself up with her. I slipped into her wetness as she pressed back against me. "Fuck," she gasped as I slipped deep inside of her and touched her core. "Um hmm," I growled. "You can't fuck me for an hour though," she sassed. "Just a quick one," I said pulling away then slipping back into her. "That's what you said before." "Putting it into perspective," I said. "That was quick." "Geez," she moaned. "I'm not going to walk straight for a week." "So?" I growled. She just growled back as I pressed into her faster now. She was so slippery and wet from earlier. Her cunny still gripped me tightly even though I had been inside of her stretching her open for the better part of the morning. My hips banged into her ass making it ripple with perfection. She pressed back into me to meet me halfway with my thrusts. White cream from us both leaked from her and coated my cock thickly. Her fingers curled into the sheets again as her toes curled at my knees. She glanced back at me as she moaned loudly. Her little nose wrinkled as I smiled back at her. "What are you smiling about?" she panted. "You," I smiled. "What about me?" she moaned. "You have no idea how sexy you are to me. The things you make me want to do to you." She growled back at me. This sexual growl that fueled my lust and drive for her. It had returned with a vengeance since she took me back yesterday. My cock hadn't gone down since last night. Her sexy little body was the only thing that had been on my mind. Her lustful moans reached my ears as I pressed into her harder. My hands gripped her sweaty hips as I pulled her to me. The slap of our bodies filled the small room as we remained one again. She pressed her hands harder into the bed and arched her back. It brought her butt higher and opened her puss up more to my cock. I moaned loudly at her offer. My chest rested lightly on her back as I molded my body to hers. I let my hands trail down her arms as I touched her moist skin. My lips found her shoulders right up by her neck. She moaned lightly as I kissed her. The skin on her arms popped with goose bumps as I wetly kissed her skin up to the back of her neck. She half giggled and half growled again as I wrapped my arms around her body and continued to kiss her neck. I lifted my body from hers and pulled her to follow me. She followed me up and arched her back hard to let me press into her still. I sunk into her deeply as she squeezed her cunny hard around my shaft. She was so wet and open and felt perfect against the head of my cock. A loud moan left her mouth as she remained on the bed on her knees with me behind her on the floor slipping deep inside of her. My hands ran over her chest and caught her nipples. They pressed so hard off her chest now as I let my fingers tease them. I twisted them making her cry out in pleasure. My one hand left her nipple and climbed her chest to her neck. My fingertips touched the sensitive skin of her neck right at her throat. I let them softly scratch and trace her skin there. I knew how much she loved to be touched there when we were together like this. I never choked her. I just applied firm pressure with my fingers making her pant loudly and vibrate my fingers as she moaned. Her skin was so alive with desire as I pressed deep into her then pulled away to let my cock slide over the velvet skin inside her cunny. Her hands reached back and grabbed my ass cheeks as I slipped deep into her again. Her nails dug in as the pleasure ran through her body. My arms held her to my body as I pressed into her. The soft sounds of us coming together as one filled the room as I turned my hips. We were both moaning loudly as I felt her cunny squeeze my cock hard again. Her breath was a ragged pant at this point. Her voice was hoarse as she called my name. "Owen, fuck me. Fill me Owen. I'm going to cum. Cum with me." "Um hmm," I growled back and pressed deeper into her still. Her cunny clamped down on me soaking my cock as I reached deep inside of her. I started filling her again. It was more powerful than the first one I had fired off into her. I gripped her tightly and filled her full as she pressed back into me hard and took everything I gave her. I finished filling her full again before I rested deep inside of her and held her tightly. My lips found her neck as I nuzzled her. She giggled her sexual little girl giggles and tipped her head. The smell of her body made me want her again right now. It was a soft feminine smell that was mixed with lust and desire. It left me hungry for her as I slipped softly into her again. "No more," she panted in her hoarse voice. I let her fall to the bed. She lay flat on her stomach with her legs dangling over the side again. My seed leaked from her cunny as she lay there panting hard. Her body was rising and falling as she tried to recover from our act. Her cunny was still open and dripping as I flopped next to her and rested on my stomach. She reached out and found my hand with hers. She wrapped her fingers around me and held my hand softly as she smiled. She was so content right now. Her blue eyes studied mine as I lay there getting lost in them. "I love you," I whispered. "You want to know something?" she smiled contently. "I love you too." We laid there for a few minutes just holding hands and looking at each other. The past was all but forgotten now. It was just her and I again, in love like we had been for the past four years. The only thing that had changed now was we had both said it and we both meant it. "Can we please go get something to eat now?" she asked. "I suppose," I sighed. "Go get my suitcase while I get cleaned up." "Yes ma'am," I teased. I lifted myself off the bed as she rolled over. I couldn't help but catch her in my arms and kiss her once more. She giggled into my kiss then pushed my away playfully so I would leave her alone. Her hips swayed as she walked to the bathroom and flipped the light on. I grabbed my shorts off the pile on the floor along with my shirt. "Don't use all the hot water," I called. "I'll be right back." "I'll be waiting," she replied. I almost tripped over her luggage sitting there right outside the door. I caught myself on the door frame before leaping over it. That saves me the trip I thought. I picked it up and a small note that was written on a piece of paper sitting on the top. We didn't want to disturb you. If you decide you actually want to leave the hotel room for breakfast we are going out around nine. Call me if you want to go. Kelly. I grabbed it and headed inside. I checked my phone and saw it was 845. I scrolled through the names and found Jordan's number. I sent him a text saying we would meet him in the lobby at nine for breakfast. I slipped my clothes off and quickly headed to the shower. I climbed in and watched as Jamie washed the soap from her hair. Her body was so intoxicating to me as the water beaded off her skin. She was perfect in every way possible. She smoothed her hair back before wiping her eyes. They opened and she jumped a little as she saw me standing there with her. "Fuck, you scared me." "Am I that ugly?" I joked. "Hmm," she giggled jokingly. "No baby. You are gorgeous." "Well beautiful," I said. "Jordan and Kelly left us a note on the door along with your luggage." "They heard us," she smirked. "Oh well," I laughed. "Anyway, they want to get breakfast too so we have fifteen minutes to get ready." "Hurry up then," she ordered. "And put that thing away. I can't believe you are still hard." "Have you forgotten?" I teased. "I know," she giggled. "It has a mind of its own." "It seems to like you," I laughed. "Hmmm, and I like it too. But, I need a break. Get cleaned so we can go." She slipped out of the shower to towel off. I washed quickly before shutting the water off and climbing out. We dressed quickly and headed down to the lobby to meet the other two. Jordan could only smile when I showed up with Jamie at my side. "You two have a long night or an early morning?" he joked. "Both," I laughed. "Owen," Jamie sassed. "I did too," he laughed again. "Jordan," Kelly giggled and swatted his arm. "Breakfast," I said pointing to the door. "You lead the way," he said. We walked out the door and headed down the sidewalk. Jordan and I walked next to each other talking about what we wanted to do today. Kelly and Jamie talked quietly behind us as I tried to find someplace to get a bite to eat. "Where the hell are we going?" Kelly called. "I don't know," Jordan said. "I'm following Owen." "What the hell are you following me for?" I asked. "I don't know where I'm going." "Geez," Jamie giggled. "Talk about the blind leading the blind." "I don't see you helping out any," I joked. "Only thing you've said is that you're hungry. That's all I've heard all morning. Owen, hurry up, I'm hungry." We all started laughing as Jamie turned slightly red with embarrassment. She finally let out a soft laugh as I continued us down the quiet sidewalk. "I know there's a Denny's somewhere around here," I said. "I passed it when I got here." "We are not eating at Denny's," Jamie hissed. "Where else do you want to go at nine in the morning?" I asked. "This is a bar town. Nothing opens until noon." "It's true," Jordan added. He started pointing. "Bar, bar, bar, look, another bar." "Fine," Jamie sighed. "Denny's it is." "You've forgotten what Jamie does for a living Owen," Jordan teased. "She's refined and proper now that she's been around the world and has experience culture." "Fuck off," Jamie laughed. "I still remember who I am. I'm the same old small town girl I've always been. I've just been out there and seen some stuff." We laughed as I leaned closer to Jordan. "She wasn't refined and proper this morning. You should have heard some of the stuff she was saying." "She must have learned it from Kelly," Jordan shot right back. I looked at him and laughed. The grin on his face said he knew what we were doing in the hotel room and he couldn't care less. As long as I was happy he was happy for me. We continued on for a few more blocks. "Owen," Jamie called. "What sass box?" I called back. "We will be there shortly." "Look," she said. "I want to do this." I turned as she handed me a flyer with some diving information on it. I read it quickly before handing it back to her. "Let's get to the restaurant and I will call them and see what they have available. That's if these two want to go." "What?" Jordan asked. "Diving? I'm game if you guys are. I've never been so I'm not sure if I can go or not." "They will teach you everything you need to know before we go," I said. "Count us in then," Jordan smiled. Finally we reached the restaurant. I pulled the door open to the mostly dead inside and let the three of them pass by me. I swatted Jamie's ass as she walked by. She turned and giggled at me but wagged her finger telling me I was bad. As soon as she turned around I gave it a firm squeeze. It felt perfect to my touch. She giggled loudly as she wiggled away. "Behave," she sassed. I pulled her chair out and let her sit down. Then I joined Jordan as we looked over the menu. I pretty much knew what I wanted but I checked it over just to make sure. We ordered and waited for the food to come. "Where's that number so I can call that place?" I asked. Jamie slid the flyer over to me. I dialed the number and got an answer much to my surprise. I explained my story and told him what I wanted. I listened to what he had to say before saying we would be there as soon as we were done with breakfast. "I take it you got us in?" Jamie asked. "We have to be there by eleven to take a short class in the training pool. Then we can hit the water by two and have about an hour long dive exploring a shallow reef before we head back in." "We don't have to take the class do we?" she now asked. "We have been diving before." "You didn't get certified did you?" I asked. "I never got around to it." "I got certified so I don't." "When did you guys go?" Kelly asked. "Panama City on spring break last year," I replied. "I kept going and got certified. Jamie here had to get back to work so she didn't have the time." "I was busy working my way up the ladder," she offered. "You climbed it quickly," I said. "How much is this trip going to run us?" Jordan questioned. "I got it," I said. "Don't worry about it." "How the hell do you have cash?" he asked. "You'd be surprised how much the school alumni pay the scholarship kids to do odd jobs around their houses when the season is over." "I always wondered how that worked," he said. "They can't give you money," I said. "But they can pay you to work for them. They pay a lot knowing you are a kid in college and you don't have a lot of time for anything but school and football. Is it legal? Yes. Is it walking a fine line? Most definitely." "How much did you make?" "Depended on the job I guess. My biggest paying job was twenty dollars an hour to build a big deck on a big time donor's house. I was told to 'take my time' and do a good job. I was there every weekend after the season ended for like three months. I could have finished it in two weekends but he insisted on sitting around and talking for six hours at a time." "Was he at least interesting?" Kelly asked. "Yeah, he was cool," I smiled. "He always had an interesting story to tell. After I was done he gave me the chop saw and the air gun since he wasn't ever going to use them again. I still have them up at the camp." "You get all the breaks don't you?" Jordan sighed. "That's the way it was," I smiled. "Shit, this one kid got twenty dollars an hour to cut some guys grass. He didn't have any grass to cut. It was all shell and mulch." "How the hell do they get away with that?" Kelly asked. "It's just how it is," I sighed. "As long as the guy has you on his payroll there isn't anything anyone can do. It's all legal." "I need a job like that," Jordan said. "I never spent a dime really the whole time I was there," I said. "Must be nice," Jordan sighed. The waiter set the tray down and started handing out the food. We dug in and ate quickly before paying the tab and hurrying back to the room to change for the pool. We left the hotel and headed to the pool for training. We were giving basic instructions on the equipment before getting into the water and getting comfortable with breathing under it. We were in a pool with ten people total. It cut the rate down some since we had such a big group. Once we spent about an hour learning and getting comfortable we headed out to the boat. We climbed on and started out the channel for the reef. The boat came to a stop and tied off. The dive master gave us another round of instructions before we started to gear up and get ready. We hit the water and descended to the bottom. He led us around letting us explore the reef. It was way better than I had expected. The reef was so alive and colorful with hundreds of fish swimming around us. This was way better than the dive Jamie and I had done in Panama City. I took in the fish and the sights but also took in Jamie a lot too. Her skimpy little baby blue bikini left little to the imagination as it clung to her body. I gave her ass a gentle squeeze as we looked at the fish swimming around. She blew bubbles hard and wagged her finger at me as I tried not to laugh. Then she pointed at the rocks and looked hard. I saw the eel sitting way up in there looking out at us. I waved her away and circled around to see more. She gripped my arm hard as we stopped and looked under another rock. I saw the shark sitting there resting. I knew it was a nurse shark and mostly harmless as long as you didn't piss it off. She pulled me away and continued on. I gave chase checking out her legs as she swam away. The little piece of fabric barely covered her cunny as she kicked her legs wide and swam. It left me wanting her again. We spent a little over an hour down there before the dive master gathered us at the meeting place. We slowly worked back to the surface before we came up. We snorkeled back to the boat before climbing the ladder and getting out of the dive gear. All Jamie could talk about was the shark. Jordan and Kelly had missed it since they had gone the other way with the dive master. I was given more freedom since I was certified. My job was to watch over Jamie and make sure she stayed out of trouble. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 08 We got back to the dock and thanked the guy for a great time. We walked down the road to find a bar to grab a few drinks. We ended up at Hog's Breath and took a seat on the patio. We ordered drinks and waited on our food to arrive. It was another casual conversation between the four of us. We sat next to our girls this time. Jamie leaned on me as Kelly talked about the coming wedding. Jordan threw in a few things here and there as she gave us a rundown of what was going to happen. We had dinner and a couple more drinks as the evening wore on. We left there and decided to find another bar to hit up. Jordan led us down the sidewalk and found another one. Hell, they weren't very hard to find. We strolled in and sat at the bar before ordering. Jamie smiled and leaned into me for a kiss. I couldn't resist those lips of hers. I kissed her back. We kissed slow kisses with my tongue finding hers in the middle. She giggled into my mouth before pulling back and smiling at me. "I love you," she said. "I love you too." "Get a room," Jordan joked. Jamie just giggled and kissed me one more time. My hand rested on her leg. I teased her bare skin as I slipped my hand up her leg to the hem of her loose skirt. She smiled a sexual smile at me as I slipped under her skirt. She was playful now and opened her legs more to let my fingers explore further. I reached her bikini bottoms right at her inner thigh before I stopped. I let them rest there just drawing soft circles on her skin. My fingertips touched the fabric of her bikini right at her cunny every so often. She just let me touch her as she turned to Kelly and said something. She giggled before whispering something back. Jordan glanced around them both and looked at me questioning what they were talking about. I shrugged having no idea myself. Our drinks finally arrived. Jordan was quick to pick his up and take a long drink. "Ah," he sighed. "That hits the spot. I'm parched." "Me too," I smiled and slugged some of mine down. The girls sipped on theirs and talked quietly still. "Hey Jordan," I called. "Get me a cup." He reached over the bar and grabbed a plastic cup along with a napkin. He knew the drill as I packed my mouth with dip and spit into the cup. "I thought you were going to quit?" Jamie scolded me. "It's been so long I can't quite give it up yet," I sighed. "You better pack a supply of it then if you're going with me," she offered. "I haven't seen any of that overseas." "What kind of hell hole are you taking me to?" I joked. They laughed as Jordan stood behind Jamie and Kelly so he could get closer to the conversation. I took another drink before I set my cup back down. My fingers were still next to Jamie's cunny. I slowly moved them over her mound and scratched it. She remained calm and continued to talk with Kelly. Jordan excused himself to take a piss. When he returned he sat in his chair behind Kelly. We talked about the old times we had shared together as my fingers traced Jamie's slit. Her legs shifted further apart letting me touch her. We were pressed up under the bar top so we weren't out in the open. She just talked like nothing was going on. I wanted to see how far she would let this go. I traced her slit for a little while as Jordan started telling a story about him and Kelly when they first got to school. I caught the edge of her bikini and slipped my finger under it. Jamie turned her body just slightly more towards me as I touched her lip. I just traced the edge of her as Jordan continued on with his story. I wasn't about to take it any further than this. I ran my fingers softly over her as she ignored me. Jordan finished up telling his story as Kelly turned back to him and kissed him. I ran my hand over her cunny once more before I pulled out and rested my hand on her leg. "Chicken shit," Jamie whispered. "What?" I laughed. "You want me to go into the bathroom and take them off so it's easier for you?" she teased. "I can wait until we get back to the room," I said. "Chicken shit," she teased again. "Hush you," I smiled. I leaned in and kissed her softly. She kissed me back before pulling away. "Owen," she shrilled. "You kissed me with worm dirt in your mouth." "I kept my mouth closed," I offered. "That's so gross," Kelly giggled. "Tell me about it," Jordan added. "Every time I got into his truck I had to check all the cup holders to see what was in them. I remember this one time we went down a bumpy ass dirt road and one of them tipped over and got all over my leg." "Ewe," Jamie cried. "That's so gross." "That's not as bad as that one time you almost drank it by accident." "Oh god," she shrilled. "I thought I was getting a drink of his sweet tea from his cup." "Good thing I told you," I laughed. "I would have thrown up on you if you didn't." "Another round?" the bar tender asked. "Hell yeah," Jordan cried. He quickly slammed down his drink. I followed and finished mine off before spitting into my cup again. Jamie just shook her head but leaned in and kissed me softly on the lips anyway. We spent the next few hours drinking and laughing the night away. It felt good to hang out with Jordan like old times. Jordan and I leaned against the bar feeling pretty damn buzzed by now. The girls were out on the dance floor dancing with each other. Jamie shook her ass around before twerking her hips. Her skirt flipped up with each turn of her body and flashed her bikini bottoms. I glanced over to Kelly and watched her do the same exact thing. They had been out there for a while now. Jordan and I just watched and drank. They both turned now and danced their way back towards us. I smiled as Jamie stood in front of me and bumped her ass against my cock. I slapped it roughly as she turned and twerked her hips and lowered herself down in front of me. Her hands teased my cock lightly as she smiled up at me. "Shake that money maker," a guy called as she slowly worked her way back up to me. She turned and rubbed her ass against me before responding to the guy. "This ass hasn't made me a dime." "I'd pay to see it," he called back. "No thank you," she said politely. "He's the only one who gets to see it." "You are one lucky dude," he smiled. "That I am," I said mostly to Jamie. Her lips covered mine as she kissed me hard. I cupped her ass as she leaned on me. It sent me off balance. I gripped the bar hard and stopped myself from falling over. "Hey," he said as he pulled up next to us at the bar. "Aren't you the quarterback from State?" "I was," I said lightly. "I graduate this spring though." "I thought that was you," he smiled. "You broke my fucking heart every time you played my team." "Sorry I had to do that," I offered. "Are you going anywhere in the pros?" "Undrafted," I sighed. "Nothing so far." "That's too bad really. You were pretty damn good even if you played for the enemy," he smiled. "Thank you for the compliment," I smiled back. "Hey Joe," he shouted as he walked away from the bar. "This guy played for..." He got too far away to be heard now as the music drown him out. "I think it's time to go," Jordan called. "Yeah," I said. We stumbled out of the bar and started back down the sidewalk to the hotel. We laughed as we joked stupidly about the day and each other. The walk seemed further now that we were intoxicated. Maybe it was us just traveling so slow and laughing the whole way. We made the turn off Duval and started down the street that would lead us back to the hotel. "Dude," Jordan called. "We should hit the pool and take a swim." "Get us a round and I'm in," I replied. Jordan turned suddenly and went right into the first place he found. The rest of us followed him inside and ordered something to go. We made sure we were well prepared for the pool as we all ordered two drinks each. We quickly paid and left the bar. The pool was the next stop on the list. "How far is this fucking place?" Jordan cried. "Geez," I huffed. "It's right there." "Well damn," he cheered. "I thought that looked like the place." We were laughing hysterically again as we crossed the street and headed through the parking lot. I pushed past the gate and held it for the rest of them. Our clothes hit the chairs as Kelly and Jamie took off in a double cannon ball into the pool. Jordan and I set the drinks next to the side before we copied them and plunged into the pool. I surfaced and blew water off my face as I cleared my eyes. Jamie was right there in front of me. Her arms wrapped around my neck as she pulled me to her. "What up good looking?" I asked. She just smiled and rubbed her leg against my groin. "Seems you are," she giggled. "Fuck," I hissed. "That's not my cock, that's my fucking phone." Jamie laughed again as I reached into my pocket and took the now waterlogged phone out and let it drip. There was no saving it now. I tossed it over to the edge and let it smash. The cover popped off and went tumbling along until it came to rest out of sight. "They make these things called cell phone cases," Kelly laughed. "You should try one sometime." "Haha," I laughed sarcastically before splashing her. "Be nice," Jamie scolded me. I drifted to the side of the pool and grabbed my drink. I took a sip and held it as the rest of them followed suit and grabbed theirs. I slid in behind Jamie as she took a sip. I wrapped my arm around her tummy and pulled her to my body. She growled just slightly and pressed her body against mine. I slid my hand down her body until I rested at her bikini bottoms again. She knew where I was going from there but made no attempts to stop me. The pool water was dark and very hard to see into. The pool deck only had the soft landscape lights around it. We just drifted a little further away from the other two. Jordan wrapped her arms around Kelly and hugged her from behind. My hand worked around to her ass. I cupped the soft flesh as she looked back at me. A little grin covered her face as I gave her another squeeze. My fingers traced the edge of her bottoms along her ass until I reached her legs in the middle. "Remember the last time we all went skinny dipping in the pool?" Jordan asked. "We ain't naked," I said. "No, but don't you remember the last time we went?" "I do," Jamie giggled lightly. My fingers dipped under the elastic edge of her bottom now right where her legs came together. She softly opened her leg standing more on one to give me a little more room. "Remember when we almost got busted?" Jordan asked. I laughed lightly. "We did get busted as I recall. We just never got caught." "True," he smiled before taking another drink. My fingers had slipped further into her bottoms now and just touched the edge of her lips from behind. She breathed just a little harder but took a sip from her cup like nothing was going on. She had been playful all night so this wasn't a surprise to me. My fingers just touched her lip as Jordan continued. "It's a good thing you were paying attention though. We could have been so busted that night." "Somebody had to keep an eye on things," I offered. "I've never seen Bobby move so fast before," he laughed. "He was freaking out." "That poor kid had never been that deep into shit before," I laughed right back. "I don't know what his dad would have done to him if we did get busted." "What about your dad?" Jordan laughed again. "You and Jamie naked in the pool together, shit he would have had a fucking fit." "I might not be here right now having this conversation with you if he would have found out," I said. "I might be dead." They all laughed hard. Jamie shifted lightly to the side making my hand catch her slit now. I let my fingers trace it now. Just a slight up and down on it feeling just how wet she was even in the water. Her cunny was on fire as I teased her opening. "So?" Kelly started. "Were you two together back then?" "Well," I said thinking. "Kind of," Jamie offered. "We hadn't gone all the way yet. We were still in the feeling each other out stage at that point." She looked a little lost as to what Jamie meant. "We had kissed each other by that point," I said. My finger slipped into Jamie as she started to speak. Her first word came out a little heavy before she brought it under control. "I wanted more but I wasn't sure how he felt. By the time we left the pool we were somewhere between second and third base." My finger was pressed deep inside of Jamie. I slipped it in and out slowly teasing her. "When did you guys go all the way?" Kelly carefully asked. "Kelly," Jordan quipped. "It's ok," I offered. "We want to be open with this. I want this to be as normal as possible for us. I know it can't be completely normal. We both have accepted that." "You guys really are in love aren't you?" Kelly asked. "Without Jamie I'm just not myself. It's something we both want. So yes, I really do love her. I've loved her all my life really. It just took a very long time for me to figure that out." "I find that so sweet," Kelly smiled. "I'm already getting used to it. If you two are happy then I'm happy for you." "Thank you Kelly," Jamie said. "If we do bother you with how we are in front of you then please tell us," I said. "No," Kelly said quickly. "I don't want to interfere with your life. That's not my place. Like I said, I'm already getting used to it." "At some point we would like to tell everyone," Jamie offered. "I don't know how but we would like too." "Your secret is safe with us until you say otherwise." I smiled at her before taking another drink. Jamie turned her hips against my finger telling me she wanted me to touch her again. I let my finger slip from her cunny and trace her slit to her clit. Her hand moved from her side back to my hip now as I teased her. Slowly it went from there to my painfully hard cock before she gripped it softly. My finger traced her slit back to her opening before I pressed back into her again. "When was our first time?" Jamie asked. "Come on," I teased. "You know when it was. It was when we went to the state semifinal game." Jordan chuckled lightly. "I remember that night. We kicked you guys out so we could get freaky." "You guys did it that night?" Kelly gasped. "Where?" "In the bed next to you," Jamie giggled softly. Kelly giggled. "You want to know something? We had a midnight rendezvous too." We laughed lightly as Kelly turned to Jordan and kissed him. Jamie leaned back and whispered in my ear. "Get it out." "Hum?" "I want it in me." "You get it out then," I whispered. Her hands pulled on the velcro and parted it. As she worked to get me out I tried to distract them. "We didn't intend to have sex that night. It sort of happened." "What?" Jordan laughed. "You went to the bathroom and then fell onto him when you came back?" "She was cold so I spooned with her," I chuckled. My cock was free now as Jamie pulled it out. She pressed her ass back into me where my hand had slipped under her bottoms. I moved carefully and let my head slip under her bottoms. Once I was inside I pulled her suit off to the side of her ass. I was resting right against her cunny now as I tried to continue. "I don't know what I was thinking really," I continued. "Her body pressed up against mine, the softness of her skin, the way I felt about her." "I might have instigated it a little bit," Jamie offered. As she spoke her hips turned just a little under the water. It opened her cunny just enough. I pushed my cock up and caught her opening. I felt myself open her and start to slip inside. I rested there and tried to cover my actions. My hand reached for my back pocket and pulled my dip out. "Good thing I didn't lose this," I said. I tossed it off to the side as Jamie pushed subtly against me and let me slip deeper inside of her. "What do you mean you started it?" Kelly asked. "Well," she giggled. "I took my panties off before I told him I was cold. It was only a matter of time before he found out." She squeezed her cunny around my cock bringing pleasure to us both. Her hips barely moved now as I rested deep inside of her. The heat and wetness of her cunny made me lose my breath for a minute. The whole situation made me pant really. I tried to control it as best I could. "Did you know you wanted to be with him?" Kelly asked. "Since I was fourteen years old," Jamie said softly. "I didn't want to have sex with him then. I just knew I felt...differently about him than what I should have." "That long?" Kelly gasped. "Umm hmm," Jamie smiled. "What about you Owen?" Jordan asked. "It was probably much later than that," I said. "I don't know exactly when I knew. I had a crush on her for as long as I can remember." "When was the first time you guys did anything?" "I remember that like it was yesterday," I smiled. "It was the night Erik went crazy on her. I picked her up and drove her to the beach to chill out for a while. We got into a tickling match that ended with me kissing her. She kissed me back and we kissed for a while before I came back to pick up Courtney." "Yeah," Jordan laughed. "I got her so drunk that night." "Is that why you and Courtney broke up?" Kelly asked. "No," I replied. "Well...maybe. It's complicated." "How?" Jordan asked. "Courtney hated all of you guys. Jordan was a bad influence on me. You were too pretty. Jamie and I were inseparable and she couldn't stand that. I was choosing Jamie over her all the time. I could see her argument there now that I think about it but its Jamie. She's been the one important thing in my life so I couldn't let her down." "But the night we went skinny dipping was the breaking point though. She was pissed off I was with Jamie naked in a pool. We broke up that night when she said I was going to college and she wasn't going with me. There was no way I could do a long distance thing with her so she didn't see the point." "I was too pretty?" Kelly questioned. "That's what she said. You are pretty but that's not something you can help. She was half crazy anyway." "I was a bad influence on you?" Jordan laughed. "Yeah, I can see that." "We both got into trouble," I laughed. "The breaking point was the college thing. At least that's what she says. It could have been anything really with her. I think she wanted to be with me because I was popular and I was her ticket to get in with the in crowd." "That worked out well for her didn't it?" Kelly giggled. "I don't think I was that popular," I offered. "I played sports, that was about it." "I can see the college thing being a logical excuse," Kelly offered. "But Jordan and I made it." "That's a little different though," Jordan offered. "We went together." "We made it too," Jamie said. "I went and visited him as much as I could." I slammed my drink down and tossed the empty cup to the side of the pool. There was quite a pile of crap from me sitting over there by now. My hands went to her hips so I could slowly pump into her wetness again. "That's incredible you guys made it this far. Didn't anyone wonder why you were single all the while in college?" "College was easy," I smiled. "Nobody knew who I was and nobody knew Jamie was my cousin. It was easy. I had a few girls get friendly with me but I had Jamie so I shot them down." "You've been with just Jamie for this whole time?" Kelly asked. "Yeah, I don't want to be with anyone else but her. I love this woman. I want her right by my side. She's the love of my life." "You're so sweet," Jamie said. "Thanks baby," I smiled. She pulled free from me now. She quickly turned to face me. Her arms and legs wrapped around my body and I held her weightless body in the water. My cock slipped under her open suit as rode along her ass. She giggled softly before kissing my mouth hard. I tasted the rum on her breath as I kissed her back. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 08 "You guys do make a cute couple," Kelly giggled. "Thank you," she giggled. "Put it away Owen," she whispered. "You can have me later. Any way you want." "I kind of want you right now," I whispered back. "No," she sassed. Her mouth made a big O as she let go and turned around. I used her body as a shield and quickly returned my stiff and swollen cock into my shorts. I left her side to get my can and my other drink. I took out a pinch and grabbed my cup. "How are you planning to tell everyone?" Kelly asked. "Beats the hell out of me," I shrugged. "We are going to get through this week and let you guys have your big day first. Then we will figure something out." "We are open to ideas," Jamie offered. "I got nothing for you dude," Jordan sighed. "I wish I could come up with something to help you guys out. I can't imagine what it must be like to love somebody as much as you do and not be able to express it." "It's been a battle," I sighed. "But I'm never going to give up the fight. Even if I'm hated by everyone I'm never going to give up on her." "You always have us," Kelly said sincerely. "And we can't thank you enough for that," Jamie smiled. "You're my boy Owen," Jordan said firmly. "If you ever need anything from us don't be afraid to ask." "The same goes for you too man." "So?" he said changing the subject. "Do you have your best man speech all written out?" "Hell no," I laughed. "I'm just going to wing it. But I've got some ideas." "That's my boy," Jordan laughed. We laughed about it before moving onto something else. We talked about the old times again and finished our drinks up. "I'm getting wrinkly," Kelly said. "It's time to head up to the room." "Sounds good to me," Jordan sighed. "I'm worn out anyway." "I'll see you guys in the morning. Check out time is at eleven so don't be late." "I hear you," Jordan groaned as he pulled himself out of the pool. "Meet in the lobby at ten." "Don't call me though," I said as I stood on the deck and picked up the pieces to my phone. He shook his head. "Where the hell is my phone at?" "You left it in the room you dummy," Kelly giggled. "Oh yeah," Jordan laughed. "See you guys in the morning." We all left the pool now and headed for our rooms. Jamie let me know how wet she was as we split from Jordan and Kelly and worked our way down the hallway to our room. I already knew that by the way she was in the pool. I pushed the door open and turned to her. Our lips crashed together as I pulled her inside and let it slam shut. Her fingers found the strings on my shorts and untied them. My hands worked her bikini top letting it fall to the floor as my shorts slipped to my ankles. I let her go as she bent and dropped her bottoms down. I picked her up again and held her body tightly to mine as I kissed her again. She giggled as my cock poked her leg. She positioned me at her entrance and closed the gap. Each step I took to the bed drove me in and out of her. She moaned loudly as I found the bed still completely torn apart from this morning. I turned and sat in the bed never losing her. My legs dangled off the side as I went flat and let her be in control. She giggled and pointed for me to move up more so she had more room. I slipped across the bed lifting her with me. She gasped when I pressed into her as I moved. She squatted on her feet as I pressed into her cunny. Her wetness was leaking from her as I slipped deeply into her before falling away. Her nails dug into my chest as I pushed deep into her. I let her take back over as I found the pillows. Her legs dropped next to my sides as she took me deep into her. Her cunny was so wet and tight as she squeezed me. Nipples stuck way off her chest as I twisted one making her cry out in pleasure again. She started a quick bounce that drove me to my limit into her. I pressed against her cervix with each crash of our bodies. I ran my hands over her body feeling her skin. I loved her skin on my hands. It was electric as I scratched her lightly and made her moan again. Her wet hair bounced in waves as she sat above me and looked down at my cock inside of her. She couldn't help but touch it as she pulled up and let me slip to her entrance. Her fingers circled my cock coated in her sticky juice before she sank back down. She brought them to her mouth and tasted herself. I moaned my approval as she smiled seductively down at me. My hands gripped her hips hard squeezing them as she dropped down again. I bucked into her now really reaching deep into her womb. "Oh my gawd Owen," she gasped. "I can feel you in my throat. Fuck!" Her puss suddenly clenched tightly and started to release. She quickly flooded my cock as she whimpered above me. I fucked her hard as she rested and let me take over. My body completely leaving the bed to buck into her cunny. I was lifting her high in the air before dropping away. She would follow slamming down on my cock. The wet slap of sex bounced off the wall with each drop of her body. She finally dropped down and held her body to mine as she finished. She worked her whole body over my cock letting me feel her cunt as it quivered in the afterglow. I ran my hands up her body now as I leaned up from the bed. She stopped moving and giggled her sexual little giggles now. My fingertips teased her throat as I held myself up and kissed her hard. She gasped loudly into my mouth as I let her recover. My hand left her throat and went to the base of her neck. I gently pulled her more into my kiss. I knew how she liked to be touched after she had a hard orgasm. I was so in touch with her body. She knew mine well too as she squeezed her cunny hard. I moaned into her mouth telling her how much I loved it when she did that. "Do you want me in the butt?" she whispered. "I like you just where I'm at," I smiled. "Unless you are too sore." She growled and pressed me to the bed. I leaned back as she straightened out her legs. Her cunny wrapped around my cock tightly making me moan. She turned her whole body around never losing me until she faced away from me. Her perfect ass came into view as I slapped it lightly. She positioned her legs at my sides again as she glanced back at me over her shoulders. She started undulating her hips as I gripped them. My cock slipped in and out of her soaked slit. White cream leaked from the edges as I watched it slip so easily into her. She lifted a little and started twerking her hips hard making my cock flash in and out of view quickly. "Fuck," I gasped. Her ass shook with perfection as she fucked me with a quick pace. I knew I wasn't going to last long now. Something about the way her ass shook when she fucked me like this made me lose it. She knew and only moaned louder. "Fuck me Owen. Fill me with you cum. Stretch my little cunt with that wonderful cock of yours." "Fuck Jamie," I panted. "I want it so deep inside of me. Wash my walls with your seed." "Cum with me Jamie," I begged. "Oh, I will," she moaned. "I want to feel you leak from me after." My hands curled harder on her hips as she moved faster still on me. My loud moan was covered by hers as I started to fill her. I fired thick loads deep into her as she slowed and took me all the way into her. I couldn't help but buck off the bed into her as I came. She twisted her legs around as she sat up then leaned back. Her back rested on my chest as we both breathed hard and recovered. She leaned off to the side and found my mouth as I still pressed into her. It felt so good to be inside of her still. She pulled away from me and let me slip from her. I could feel my seed drip from her and land on my pelvis. I continued kissing her and feeling her skin. My hands traced her tummy over to her ribs then up her body to her breasts. I cupped a soft feel before running them back down her sides making her giggled. She stopped kissing me and looked into my eyes. I loved that smile of hers as I returned her look. She swung her body around and looked at my still swollen cock. Her mouth covered me as she cleaned us from it. Her hot mouth made me moan as she took my whole length into her mouth and sucked me clean. She had this dirty look on her face as she released me. Her mouth moved over the puddle I had leaked from her. She tasted it with her tongue and giggled when I commented on how dirty she was being. "After what we were doing in the pool earlier this is tame," she giggled. "I can't believe you let me fuck you in the pool with them in there." "They were doing the same thing," she smiled. "What?" I asked stunned. "You couldn't tell?" "I was a little busy with you." She laughed then rolled from the bed. I lay there thinking about us in the pool trying to remember what I had seen. I couldn't remember much so I gave up as she returned with a towel and cleaned me off. I pulled her to me as she climbed in. We lay there in silence as I drew circles on her skin. "Are you ready to head back to reality tomorrow?" she sighed. "Unfortunately," I sighed back. "Have you come up with anything on how to tell them?" "Not a fucking thing." "I don't think they will ever understand anyway," she said faintly. "I know," I said thinking. "Another day?" she questioned. "What's one more?" I sighed. I leaned over her and clicked the lamp off. I rested against her warm body and tried to sleep. She fell asleep quickly leaving me there to think about it. I wanted to get it out in the open so our relationship could continue to grow. Jordan and Kelly was a small step but it felt so good to get it out there and let somebody know. It sucked not being able to express myself towards her around people we knew. My dad would never understand. There was no way around that. He would blow up and disown me. Maybe my mom would have. If I really made her understand what Jamie meant to me she might have been able to accept it. It didn't matter though. Mom was an angel taken well before her time leaving another void in my life that I had to get over. I thought about her now as Jamie lay next to me sleeping so soundly. * There was a firm knock at the door. "Hey," Jordan's voice called through the door. "You said we had to be on the road by ten. It's fucking a quarter till. Get out of bed." I rattled myself awake and looked at Jamie. She yawned unconcerned and rolled over. I climbed from the bed and went to the door. I opened it just a crack. "Sorry man, we overslept." "Get ready dude," he called. "We have to get going." "Give us twenty minutes," I groaned. "Hurry the hell up," he ordered. "Come on Jamie," I called. "Yeah, yeah," she yawned. "I'm coming." She rolled from bed. We both climbed into the shower and quickly cleaned off. She dressed and fixed her hair as I packed up and set everything by the door. Twenty minutes later I opened the door and led us out. I banged on Jordan's door. "Where the hell are you? We are ready." The door opened and he strolled out. Kelly was on his tail. "About damn time," he croaked. "What were you two doing in there?" "Sleeping in," Jamie giggled. "Until we were rudely interrupted." "We have things to do, places to go and people to see," Jordan joked. "Let's go." "You're a big ball of fucking fire this morning," I hissed. "I'm fucking hung over." "I never get hung over," Jordan laughed. "Fucking amateurs." I sighed as I toted the luggage out to my truck. I tossed it in the bed of the truck. "The rental place is by the airport," Jordan said. "I'll follow you over there so you can drop the car off. Then I'll follow you home. We have the rehearsal dinner at six." "I know," I sighed. My head was pounding and all these facts were hurting my head right now. We left in a convoy and headed down Duval to the far end of it. We made a couple of turns before getting to the airport. Jamie and I went inside and turned in the keys. I still didn't understand why we kept the damn car for the extra two days. Jamie didn't seem to mind and put it on the company credit card. We got back on the road and drove the long trip home. We pulled in after a six hour drive. I had to go to the phone store and get another phone since mine was ruined. After that we relaxed at the house until it was time to go to the rehearsal. Jamie and I spent the next two days acting like we were nothing but cousins here for the wedding. It was a beautiful wedding besides that. Jordan and Kelly both looked so happy as they exchanged their vows and made plans to spend the rest of their lives together. I couldn't have been happier for both of them and I only hoped Jamie and I could get to this point someday. I never said anything to anyone about leaving with Jamie. I simply packed my bags and left for the airport with her on Sunday. Jordan and Kelly wished us good luck before we left town. We thanked them for being great friends and understanding us. ***** Thanks for reading. Comments are always welcome. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 09 This is a work of fiction. Names, character's, businesses, places, events and incidents are either products of the authors imagination or used in a factitious manor. Any resemblance to actual events is purely coincidental. Some of this is written in Italian and French. Translations are included. I used Google translate so if they don't translate out perfectly, it's not my fault. Blame Google. ***** Jamie and I sat in the airport early Sunday morning waiting on the plane. I was so relaxed right now. Jamie was back in my life and I couldn't be happier. She was leaned up against me resting her back against my chest as I held her. The silence was broken as my phone started ringing. I pulled it from my pocket and saw it was Phil, my agent, calling me. "Hello?" I answered. "Owen," he cheered. "What's up man?" "Not much," I sighed. "I have some good news for you buddy." "What's that?" I asked. "New York can't get a deal worked out with their QB," he started. "He is still holding out so they are exploring their other options at the moment." "How is that good news for me?" I asked, knowing what he was going to say next. "How soon can you get on a plane and head to New York?" he asked. "I got an interview for you with them. I'm already heading to the airport as we speak." "Well," I paused. "What do you mean well?" he asked. "I was about to head out of town for a while," I said looking at Jamie. She had a curious look on her face as I looked at her. "Cancel it," he said quickly. "Get on a plane to New York." "I... ah." "Owen," he called. "You might have a job man. Get on a plane to New York and now." "How certain are you about this?" I asked. "They need a quarterback and you are available. That's a fairly good shot." I thought for a second. Jamie still looked at me as I thought. "Who is it?" she mouthed. "Come on Owen," Phil croaked. "Hold on just a second," I sighed. "Who is it?" she asked. I held my hand up to tell her just wait a minute. My mind was racing right now. My dream was to play in the pros. My life was with Jamie though. She was leaving town and I didn't want to let her leave without me. Jamie was more important to me than anything in the world. "It's nobody," I said to Jamie. "Hold on just a second." "Hey Phil," I said. "I can't talk right at the moment. Can I call you back in a while?" "Are you kidding me right now Owen?" he snapped. "I got you an interview with a fucking team and you can't talk right now?" "Phil, I've got more important things going on right now. I'll call you back in a few hours." "What the fuck...?" I clicked end and silenced my phone. "Who was that?" Jamie asked concerned now. "That was Phil, my agent." "You have an agent?" she questioned. "Yeah, I got an agent when I went into the draft. It's normal." "What did he want?" "Nothing important." "Owen," she sighed. "Don't lie to me." "He wants me to fly to New York and do an interview. They can't come to terms with their starter so they are exploring other options." "Oh," she said. "Are you going?" "No," I sighed. "Football is over for me. I'm going with you to London and wherever else you go." "Are you sure that's what you want?" she asked. "Wasn't it your dream to play in the pros?" "It was," I sighed. "But now it's not what I want anymore. I have what I want. I'm looking right at it." She smiled sweetly at me as I said these words to her. I smiled back at her sitting there looking so perfect to me. Her face had a soft smile on it as she took my hands into hers. "We are flying to New York anyway Owen. It's the first layover before we get on another plane to fly to London. It won't hurt for you to see what they have to offer. I don't want you to regret not seeing what they have to say first." I sighed. "I want to be with you Jamie." "And you have me now," she smiled. "I'm not going anywhere but to London. Let's see what they have to say." I sighed again. "And if they want me then what? I'll be stuck here again and you will be gone. I'm tired of doing this. I want us to be together and our relationship to grow. Its good right now, I know that. But it can be so much better if we are together." "I'll quit then," she offered. "We can move to New York and be together there." "No," I said lightly. "That's crazy. I don't even know if they want me or not. It's just an interview." "Why not see what they have to say?" she questioned. "If they sign you then we can figure it out from there. I say we go and see what it's all about and go from there." I sighed again still torn on what I should do. "Come on Owen," Jamie said. "It's been your dream to make it all the way. It's so close right now. Let's go and see and figure it out from there." "You're a pain in the ass you know that?" I chuckled. "I know," she giggled. "Fuck," I sighed. I picked my phone back up and saw Phil had called me twice already in the short amount of time Jamie and I had been talking. I hit the send button and let it ring. "You better tell me you are getting on a plane to New York or else," Phil barked. "Funny thing is I am getting on a plane to New York but I was going to continue on to London after that." "What the hell is in London?" he asked. "Something very important to me. But I can make a detour and see what they have to say." "I'll get everything set up," Phil cheered. "Just get there and call me when you land." "I'll be there in three hours. I'm about to get on a plane, literally, like right now." "You move fast," he joked. "I'll see you in a few hours then." I hung the phone up and looked at Jamie sitting there. She smiled that big smile of hers and shrugged her shoulders. * I sat there in the meeting room and listened to Phil talk to the executives. He was rambling on and on about how college players often get overlooked and how most of the top college athletes that get drafted high don't amount to much. He started listing names off the top of his head as I sat there and rubbed my eyes. It had been a long day already and Phil was making it that much longer. Jamie and I landed at JFK and were taken from there into New Jersey where the team headquarters are. It took forever to get through New York. Now we had been here for over an hour talking about anything and everything. I started out talking about my plans for the future and about my college career. Now Phil was rambling on about this and that. I just sat their patiently and let him talk. "I hear what you saying Phil," the GM said. "So getting a player further down in the draft or in free agency often pans out more than making a high draft choice," Phil said driving his point home. "I've been around long enough to know that," he offered. "We didn't draft a QB this year because we hoped we could come to terms already with the one we have. Right now, we just want to have some options, that's why we called Owen in." "I've got a lot of guys I'm trying to find jobs for," Phil offered. "I truly think Owen is at the top of the list. If it wasn't for the offseason moves before the draft he would have been drafted." "I can agree with that," the GM smiled. "So, what are we looking at numbers wise and what is the potential for him here?" Phil questioned. "Based on his college career and his intangibles that he has he should have a pretty good shot at making the team. I can't say for certain but he has potential. He's got a great arm and a quick trigger when he makes his choice. His pocket presence is very developed for such a young player." "The only drawback is his inexperience but we know that. The other thing we would like to see him improve on is his footwork and release. He needs to drive the ball to the receivers like a Peyton Manning or a Tom Brady would. That can be fixed with a good quarterback coach but it's not something that we are too concerned with right at the moment." I smiled inwardly as he talked about the positives. Then I started questioning my mechanics and my throw. I thought I was fine but then again I can't be a good judge of my own skill. I was the best player out there in my mind. It did annoy me a little that they were talking about me like I wasn't even in the room. "Right, right," Phil smiled. "So what are we looking at for numbers? I mean, how close are you to getting a deal worked out with..." "The negotiations are not public Phil," he sighed. "You should know that by now. I understand you are trying to get the best deal for your client. We are doing the same thing for the organization." I glanced over at Phil as he shifted around in his seat. He had a blank look on his face as he settled down and looked over at the men across the table. "This is what I want to do right now," the GM said. "I want to give Owen a ten thousand dollar signing bonus to sign. We will give him six thousand for each preseason game he plays in. That's twelve for two games and if he makes the first cut he will get another twelve. If he makes the final cut we can go from there. Most likely it's league minimum if he makes the roster or ends up on the practice squad." "So he's getting ten to start and could possible make thirty four for the preseason," Phil confirmed. "That's what all that adds up to," the GM confirmed. Phil gave a soft smile as he looked over at me. "That's not bad Owen." "It's more than what I have now," I offered. "Understand that you are getting $24,000 to basically tryout for the team during the preseason. If you make the 53 man roster we will sit down again and talk more numbers. What you do with your chance is entirely up to you. Play well and we will compensate you for that. Flop and its, thanks for trying and better luck next time." "I understand that," I smiled. "I'll draw something up then and have it ready in an hour or so. You have to get a physical tomorrow and pass an evaluation before we make all the details final." Tomorrow I asked myself? I wanted to be on a plane for London today. "What happens after I sign?" I asked. "Am I required to stay here and be around the facility or can I go about my business?" He chuckled a little. "That's an unusual question. I've never had that in all my years. Most players want to be at the team facility all the time to get their face out there." "Owen," Phil hissed. "Excuse us for a second." "Dammit Owen," Phil whispered. "Make it sound like you want to be here. They just made you an offer. Don't give them doubt." "I get that Phil," I said. "But that girl you put up in the hotel room before we came here is more important to me than anything in the world. That includes football. I fucked up once, I'm not fucking it up again." "Fine," Phil hissed. "I'm sorry about that," he said turning back to the guys across the table. "No problem," he smiled. "Owen has another obligation in the coming weeks. He is just concerned that he won't be able to fulfill that obligation. He wants the job but he wants make sure it's ok for him to travel." "Oh?" the GM questioned as he looked at me curiously. "I made a promise to somebody so I have to make good on that," I offered. "What was that if you don't mind me asking?" "My girlfriend took a job that has her going to Europe for a few more months. I promised I would go with her since I wasn't picked in the draft. I don't want to let her down. I messed things up with her before so I don't want to mess it up again." "Let me put your mind at ease," he said. "Tomorrow you will get a physical and an evaluation. If everything checks out then we will give you an orientation about the organization. After that you will be given an off season workout schedule and what we expect from you. OTAs will start the first week in June. You aren't required to be there but being in your position it would be very beneficial for you to attend." "A mandatory minicamp will be somewhere at the end of June. You have no choice but to be there or forfeit your contract. After that we will give a date for training camp. Once the mini camp is over we like most of our guys to stick around and be close to home." "So, I would have about a month and a half to travel?" I asked. "Two months if you skip the OTAs and just come to minicamp," he replied. "No, I wouldn't miss the OTAs," I said. "I just want to spend some time with her. It's been a long road for us. Four years at college put a lot of strain on us." "College will do that to you," he sighed. "But if this deal pans out for you, you won't have to worry about that anymore. You will be able to take care of her and she won't have to work anymore." "That would be a big relief," I smiled. "Having said that," he started. "I would hope you give this organization you full commitment once we get things rolling in the summer. I don't want you to be distracted by your personal life. This isn't college anymore. This is a business and players come and go all the time. Thousands of guys just like you are wanting what you have right now." "Yes sir," I said firmly. "I understand that fully. I just wanted to spend some time with her and get things back on track. We split up for a little while when she took the job so I want to make sure things are solid again between us. Football is one half of my life and she is the other. When I return here I will be fully committed to making the most of my opportunity here. I guarantee you that." "I like the sound of that," he smiled. "Let's get something on paper and go from there." "Thank you sir," I smiled. We all stood now and shook hands. We parted from the room and headed down the hallway. "Do you want to see the place while they get something drawn up?" the other executive asked. "Can I make a phone call first?" "Go right ahead. I'll be in my office. Come get me when you are ready." "Yes sir," I said. My hands were shaking with excitement as I pulled my phone from my pocket and dialed Jamie. "Jamie," I cheered. "They are signing me." "Oh my god Owen. Seriously?" "Yeah. They are drawing up something right now. There's only one problem." "Oh no," she sighed. "I have to get evaluated tomorrow. I can't leave until after that." "I have to be back in the office by nine tomorrow," she sighed. "I can't stay here tonight." "I know," I said. "How much longer are you going to be there? Should I leave for the airport now?" "They are drawing something up now baby. Phil has to look it over and make sure it's what I want. I'll sign then I'll be on my way. "I have to leave by five. It's a twelve hour flight." "I know," I sighed. "Another hour and I should be back." "You got the job though?" she quickly changed the subject. "I'm so happy for you right now." "I wouldn't get to excited," I said. "I'm not making shit." "Still," she said, being positive. "You've got your foot in the door. That's something." "I guess. Listen baby, I have to go. I have things I have to do right now. I'll see you in a little while." "Ok," she cheered. "Love you Owen." "I love you too Jamie." I followed the guy around the place checking everything out. We spent about forty five minutes touring before we went back into the office and I signed. Phil shook my hand and bid me good luck before he hit the road. I took a team provided ride back to the hotel to see Jamie. I had a copy of my contract as I waited for her to open the door. She took it and looked it over before she jumped into my arms and hugged me. "You made it," she smiled. "I'm so happy for you. Aren't you glad I made you go?" "Yeah," I smiled back. "Are you still able to travel?" she asked. "Once I get cleared I'm free until June. I have to be back here for OTAs and camps." "I'll almost be done by then," she said. "They give me the summer off before I head out again." "Well," I smiled. "If I do make the team I will make the league minimum, $350,000. You might be able to quit then." "That would be nice," she said. "We would be set then." "Let's hope I make it then." "In the meantime," she said. "I have a job to do. I have to get going." "Yeah," I sighed. "The driver is waiting to take you to the airport." "I guess I have to get going then." "Come on," I said taking her hand. We took the elevator down to the lobby. I walked her slowly out to the car waiting to take her back to JFK. The driver stood by the door and opened it was we approached. He stood there waiting for Jamie to get in as we stopped and looked at each other. "Could you give us a minute?" I asked. "I can close the door once she gets inside." "Oh, yeah, sure thing," he said. "Most guys expect me to do everything." "I ain't most guys," I laughed lightly. "Sure thing," he said moving to the driver's side now. "See you in a few days?" Jamie asked. "Shouldn't be longer than that. If everything gets cleared tomorrow I will be on a plane first thing Tuesday morning." "Alright Owen," she smiled. "I'll see you then." I kissed her softly before it grew into a lovers kiss. One that said I'm going to miss you but I know you will be there once I get there. "Love you," she smiled. "Love you too," I said quickly. She giggled softly as she turned to get in the car. I kissed her once more before I shut the door. I stepped back and watched the car quickly pull away. It almost felt the same way as a couple of months ago when she drove off. Life was pulling us in different directions again but we were together fighting through it once more. Hopefully by the end of the summer we would have a better idea of where we would be. If I made the roster she could quit her job and stay here with me. If I didn't make the cut I would travel with her. I called my dad once I got back into my room and told him the news. He was thrilled telling me that he knew something would come up. He asked me about every detail. I had to lie about some of it. I told him I was going to be here for a couple of days getting everything finalized then I was heading back to school to finish up. I didn't want him to know I was traveling with Jamie. I passed my physical and evaluation the next day. I got my off season workout requirements and my date for the first OTA. After that I was free to go. * There was a steady drizzle falling as I relaxed on the bed in my boxers. I had the bedroom doors that led to the porch wide open letting the soft breeze filter into the room. The buzz of the city hummed below as I flipped the TV on and watched whatever was on. I couldn't understand a word of it anyway. It was all in Italian, I was just passing the time until Jamie got home from work. We had left London about a month ago and moved to Milan. I really liked London but the job said she had to go so we left. She had been very busy since we got here. I still didn't understand all the details of what she did exactly but she enjoyed doing it and was pretty good at it from what I understood. The company must have thought so too since they had already increased her monthly salary for doing such a good job. We had just about two more weeks of time left together before I had to return to New York for the start of preseason workouts. It wasn't clear when Jamie would be joining me back home. Before we got here they had said she was needed in Paris once this assignment was completed. The latest email from the boss said that the Paris thing might be on hold until the fall. She wasn't worried about where she was going next. She just worked hard on her current assignment and didn't worry about what was next. She knew by the end of June she would be back home and have the summer off before she headed back out if she chose to. All that was important to her was that we were spending time together with each other. We spent as much time as we could together and we were so happy to be with each other right now. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 09 It was the first time in four years, since we graduated high school really, that we had spent this amount of time together. It was just what we needed to be honest. We were so in love right now, so happy to be together and seeing the world and all that it had to offer. People spent their whole life saving money to travel the world and here we were doing it on somebody else's dime. And she was getting paid on top of it. We were staying in a small apartment inside the city near her office. It was cute and perfect for just the two of us. It had a small kitchen and a living area. The bedroom was in the back and it opened up to a small porch that we often sat on during the evenings. I had just spent the past couple of hours working out hard, getting my body ready for the tough road ahead of me. I ran through the city before hitting the local gym and really pushing myself today again. The locals teased me about my workouts. They spoke some English and made sure they teased as I pushed myself. They had never seen a football player before. An American football player that is. Soccer was football to them. Once I finished working out I headed down to the park every day. The first time I was there I met a couple of the local kids who were playing soccer. I joined them and did my best to compete with them. I was naturally athletic so I did ok playing soccer with them. It was really a great workout to play against them. On Fridays and the weekends their numbers would swell from the six of us to more than twenty. That's when things got really fun and I enjoyed running with them. I played for a few days with them before I brought my football down there. They had never played football before but they had seen the Super Bowl a few times. We tossed the ball around for a while until I talked them into running routes and letting me throw a few to them. It gave me a chance to fix my throwing motion and not lose the feel of throwing. As suggested by the general manager, I had gotten in contact with one of the better quarterback coaches in the league. We talked over the internet about my throwing motion and what areas I could improve on. I took his advice and started working to get my feet into a better position and my arm to release with more drive on the ball. I wouldn't know if it would pay off until I got back. Right now I was just getting more comfortable with the new throw. There was still no breakthrough in the grid lock between the team and their star quarterback. My chances looked pretty good to get a spot. Still, at any moment he could sign something and the holdout would be over. I was still signed for two preseason games so I knew I had to make an impression when I got back to the states. I heard the front door open and close. There was some rustling in the living room as someone set a few things down. I lay there wondering if we were getting robbed. Jamie came through the door with a smile on her face as she saw me lying on the bed. "What are you doing home so early?" I asked. "I finished up early," she smiled. "Well, that's a pleasant surprise," I smiled back. "Why is that?" she teased. "I was just thinking about you." "Really?" she giggled. "Umm hmm," I sighed. "I was thinking about you too," she giggled again. She came to the bed and climbed in straddling my legs with hers. She kissed my chest as she smiled up at me. I lay there letting her tease me as she worked her way up. Her teeth lightly bit my nipple as she reached them. I gasped softly as she licked it now. My hands trailed down her arms as she climbed higher up my body until her lips met my mouth. I opened and let her tongue slide over mine as we kissed. It was a long and slow kiss as our mouths turned and pressed into each other. "Um," I growled softly. "What do you have on your lips?" "I found a new lip gloss today. You like?" "Tastes pretty damn good," I chuckled. She giggled. "I was going for the sexy, wet look." "I bet something else is wet and sexy," I said coyly. "Hmmm," she growled. "Wouldn't you like to know?" "I would," I said quickly. I went to turn her over but she resisted. "No, no," she sassed. "Not so fast. I want to play first." "Flirt," I sighed and kissed her again. "I am a little bit of a flirt aren't I?" she giggled. "I'll let you slide this time," I teased. "I bet," she giggled again. She kissed me again before working back down my chest. She stopped at my nipple again to tease it with her tongue. I sighed as she bit it before continuing down my body. Her mouth stopped at my boxers and kissed my skin again. Her hand teased my shaft as she slipped it up my leg and gripped it. Her nails scratching my skin lightly made me wiggle. "I didn't know you were ticklish on your legs," she giggled. "Me either," I laughed. She teased me again by lightly touching my legs. I laughed a little as she returned back up my leg and gripped my cock again. She kissed my skin again right at the edge of my boxers. I smiled down at her as she looked up at me with those blue eyes I loved so much. They seemed to look right through me as she hooked her fingers on my boxers and pulled lightly. I lifted quickly letting her take them down my legs and off. My cock waved stiffly in the air as she tossed them to the floor. Her hand took my cock as she leaned down and looked at it. Her tongue ran up from where her hand was holding me all the way to the tip. I sighed my approval as she repeated and looked up at me. Her mouth covered me this time as she took my head inside. I gasped as her wet mouth covered the sensitive head and licked my slit. I reached down and folded her hair to the side as she turned her head and took more of me into her mouth. "Fuck baby," I sighed. "Ah hah," she giggled lightly and licked the head now. She went down on me again taking me further into her mouth. Her hand left me now as she slowly took more and more inside. She retreated each time letting her spit coat me before going down a little further. I watched her eyes watching me as she took me half way in and sucked her mouth harder on me. She bobbed to the tip before wetly popping off. She tossed her hair around and off to the side again before she went back down. She comfortably took half of me inside and sucked me with the perfect amount of pressure. Little sucking sounds escaped her mouth as she slowly worked up and down on me. I just lay there and ran my hands over her arms then to her hair to keep it out of the way. She bobbed up and down before pulling off and holding me in her hand again. She licked up one side then down the other as I softly sighed. She let go again once I was in her mouth. She took me half way in again and worked her way back to the tip. It was slow and perfect as I rested there and let her pleasure me. She wasn't trying to get me off. She was just pleasuring me. I let her go a little while longer before I stopped her. My desire for her had reached about as much as I could take from her. I rested my hands on her cheeks and stopped her. She smiled as she lifted her head from me and let me pop from her mouth. She rolled on cue and rested on her side of the bed. I flipped over and sat between her legs. Her little skirt opened up and showed me her red boy shorts. I hooked my fingers around her skirt at her hips along with her panties and pulled them both. They slipped down her legs as she lifted and let me have them. They joined my boxers on the floor as I took in her cunny. It was leaking her desire in the middle as she opened her legs and let me look. Her pink little lips were parted just slightly and looked very inviting. I leaned in and took in her perfect feminine smell. It was so intoxicating to me as I inhaled her. I turned and kissed her thigh right next to her lips. I worked my way up to her pelvis. I kissed her little red heart tattoo she got while we were in London. It was just inside her hip where her bikini would cover it. She giggled as I kissed it a couple of times. "You like that tattoo," she giggled. "I do," I said. I kissed it again before moving down her pelvis to the top of her slit. I kissed her lips as I continued down to her opening. I kissed her a few times before I opened her up with my tongue. I licked her desire as she moaned and turned her hips. My tongue pressed deeper into her before I pulled out and kissed her cunny again. I flattened myself out on the bed now as she turned her hips up and opened herself more. My tongue met her opening again as I licked her long and slow. My fingers spread her open letting my tongue slide further inside of her. I twisted it around as she moaned and gripped my hair. Her fingers curled easily in my long blonde hair. "You need a haircut," she gasped as I circled her cunny. I chuckled softly as I licked her slit up to her clit. I focused on it as I held her open with my fingers. My tongue circled it as her hand moved my head to guide me where she wanted me to lick. I knew her body so well I didn't need the help. It was more of a reaction from her at this point. I knew how to push her buttons. I wetly sucked her clit into my mouth. She gasped and bucked her hips as I rolled it with my lips before teasing it with my tongue again. "Fuck Owen," she gasped. "Right there." I stayed in my spot and sucked her clit hard. She gasped loudly before bucking her hips. Her fingers gripped my hair harder as she moaned and panted. I could feel her cunny cumming as I licked her and stayed locked on as she thrashed in the bed. "Fuck," she squeaked. I let her ride out her orgasm before I slowed down and let her clit free. I tasted her cum as it leaked from her body. The white little pearl of moisture that leaked from her tasted so good on my tongue. I lapped at it until she begged me to stop. I rested on my heels as she sat up and took her shirt off. Her bra quickly followed as she tossed them wildly from her body. My lips met hers as I lowered her back to the bed. My cock pressed against her cunny searching for her. She turned her hips and let me catch her opening. One soft push and I slipped into her wetness gasping as I did. "You are so wet right now," I moaned. "Tell me about it," she panted. "All day it's been like this. I'm glad I finished early." "Me too," I chuckled. I slowly rose and fell inside of her as the rain picked up outside. It came down in heavy waves as we crashed together. Our bodies slapped together with power and I pressed deep inside of her. I rested on my arms above her watching her face twist in pleasure as I touched her very core. Her eyes opened and looked at me as we were one. "I love those eyes," she whispered. "I love the way they look at me." "That's because you're perfect," I smiled. She just smiled up at me as I continued at an unhurried pace. I loved this woman so much. I couldn't have asked for more. She closed her eyes and let the pleasure run through her body again. I wanted to taste her skin now. I lowered my mouth to her throat and kissed it wetly. She yielded quickly by turning her head to the side and gave me more skin. She loved to be kissed here and I loved to kiss her. Our bodied came together as the wind picked up and blew the long curtains into the room. The rain was really coming down hard now. Her nails dug into my arms as I kissed her neck. She was silently telling me she was close now. Her cunny squeezed me harder letting me know I had pushed her over the edge. I was close but I wanted more from her. The things she did to me. I rested deep inside of her as her cunny quivered around my cock. Her breath came in ragged pants as she sweated lightly. "Fuck," she sighed. "That was good." "Um hmm," I growled. "I love how wet you get when you cum." "Let me roll over," she giggled. I slipped from her cunny and sat back. She rolled to her tummy and laid flat on the bed. Her back arched up letting her puss peek out from between her tight little ass. White wetness clung to her pucker and the inside of her thighs. I couldn't resist as I leaned in and tasted her. She giggled loudly as my tongue touched her butthole before trailing down to her cunny. I tasted and licked her cum from her lips before I moved over her. She looked over her shoulder at me as I got myself into position over her. This sexual, smoldering look covered her face as I pushed my cock down and parted her lips. She was so wet still that I slipped inside effortlessly. I let my cock slide deep inside of her before I moved my body to get comfortable. I rested above her and slipped into her by doing a pushup over her. She gasped and moaned as I plunged so deep into her before pulling back until just the very tip was still inside of her. I kept this up until my arms started to shake from fatigue. I let myself rest on her body as I changed positions again. "You're squishing me," she giggled. "Sorry," I laughed back. "I'm sore from my workout today." She giggled again as I moved my legs to her sides and sat above her. She arched her back harder and pushed her hips up to open herself up more. My thumb found her pucker as I resumed again. She moaned loudly as I pressed it and held it there. She relaxed and allowed me to slip inside of her. In all the years we had been together we had never actually done anal. I knew she was open to the idea but for whatever reason I had never tried. It was like she was reading my mind. "The lube is in the dresser." "I want you here," I said pressing deep into her. "Unless you want me there." "Hmm," she growled. "I like you right there." Her cunny squeezed me hard as I slipped away. "But you can if you're curious." "No," I sighed. "Fuck me then," she begged. "I want to cum again." "I'm close," I warned. "Fuck me Owen," she gasped. "Make me cum again." I groaned loudly as her cunny squeezed me hard. I pressed into her deeply as I pulled my thumb from her butt. I used my hands to open her cheeks more making me slip into her that much easier. My cock stretched her lips as I fucked her harder. Her loud moans were music to my ears as I felt myself start to cum. "Fuck," I panted. "I'm cumming." "Keep fucking me," she begged. "Yes, I'm going to cum hard." I washed her walls as I filled her. Filled her so deeply as I released inside of her. My cock still plunged into her as I wanted her to get off again. It wasn't that much longer when I saw her hands grip the pillows hard as she started. Her cunny squeezed me so hard it almost forced me out. Wetness leaked from her as she panted loudly and cried obscenities as she came. I rested inside of her as she turned her hips fucking me now. Her cunny was soaked and on fire as she finally calmed down and lay there panting in the bed. "Fuck, that was good." "Um hmm," I moaned. "I think I have to wash the sheets again after that one," she giggled. I laughed and slipped from her. She quickly rolled off the bed and looked. A wet spot stained the sheet as I dripped from her. She leaned down and kissed me now. They were quick kisses that let our tongues tangle before she pulled back then returned again. She giggled with each kiss before she finally teased me by biting my bottom lip. She pulled it out before stepping back and started for the bathroom. "Good thing it's on your side," I laughed. "Fucker," she giggled from the bathroom. I stripped the bed as she took care of her business. I passed by her as she sat on the toilet with the sheets in my arms. I found it odd that the laundry room was right off to the side of the bathroom. I stuffed them inside and started the load. She was getting fresh sheets from the closet when I returned. We made the bed together before falling into it and laying there together looking at the TV. "Do you understand what they are saying?" she teased. "Not a fucking thing," I laughed. "I guess I should try to learn it shouldn't I?" "Naw," she giggled. "We will be heading out on Friday." "Where?" I asked. "They decided on Paris," she smiled. "I got the word today." "I kind of liked it here," I smiled jokingly. "You can stay if you want," she sassed. "I'm leaving." "I guess I got to go then," I smiled again. She shifted now and moved closer to me. I pulled her to my side as I watched the TV. "I'm in Paris for two weeks then I'm heading home for the summer." I turned and looked at her. "Did you request that or is that something that was planned?" "They want me there to go over everything with the store in Paris. Then I am heading home for the summer. That part was already planned. I will work from New York until the end of the summer then I'm hitting the road again. Paris should only be about a weeks' worth of work. We have the option of leaving right after or spending a week seeing what it's all about." "We are staying right?" I asked. "If you want to," she smiled. "I would love that Jamie. I love this time with you." "Then we can stay." "Any idea where you will go once the summer is over?" "Tokyo," she smiled. "Japan?" I asked. "That's the only Tokyo I know of," she giggled. "Geez, that's a long way from home." "I know and maybe they won't send me there. I'll hint around that I would like to stay in Europe." "I'll be stuck at home either way," I said. "It's ok Owen," she smiled softly. "We are doing so well right now. The distance won't change us." "I know," I sighed. "I just know I'm going to miss you." "I'll push for a month's stay over here then two weeks at home. The boss really likes me so I think she should be ok with that." "Do what you have to do," I sighed. "I don't want to be selfish and hold you back from your dream. I know how much you like this job." "Thank you Owen. Don't worry about the distance. Like I said, it won't change how we feel about each other." I leaned over and kissed her. Just a gentle kiss that said I loved her. She had this confidence in us now since that day we got back together in Key West. Nothing was going to tear us apart now. Not the distance, not the stress, nothing. We would fight through it all. We laid there for a while until we both drifted off. We must have slept for an hour before she rolled off the bed and went to change the wash. Her stirring from the bed woke me up. I just lay there and let her change the load. I looked out the door and saw the rain had stopped and the sun was shining through the clouds. "Are you hungry?" she asked. "I'm always hungry," I smiled. "Get dressed and we can get some dinner." We left the apartment and walked down the busy street. It was beautiful here but way to crowded for this small town boy. I felt a little at home as there were a lot of American tourists walking the streets. But the mass of people was sometimes a little overwhelming for me. I liked my space to say the least. Jamie and I walked along heading to one of the little corner restaurants that we had been to a couple of times. As we walked along a street performer caught our attention as he moved about in front of Jamie. She giggled as he stood there and touched his stomach to show her he had a six pack. He pointed to it and wanted her to touch. "Pretty lady," he said in a thick Italian accent. "You touch?" "Haha," she laughed. "No grazie." (No thank you) "Feel," he said. "It's nice." "No grazie," she said again. "Ho il mio ragazzo al tatto. Vedi?" (I have my boyfriend to touch. You see?) I knew it was something about me. Jamie had taken language classes in college. She was fluent in French and knew some Italian. She reached for my shirt and pulled it up. I crunched my stomach to make my abs pop out a little more than they normally did. She ran her hands over my stomach to show him that she liked my six pack a little better. "Oh," he smiled. "I touch?" It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 09 "Geez ,"I sighed. "Ah... perché no?" (Why not?) He shook his head no and laughed before waving us away. We both laughed as we continued on down the street. "Have any clue what I said?" she asked. "Something about liking my abs more than his from what I gather." "Good job Owen," she cheered. "You're getting better." "All for nothing really," I smiled. "We will be in Paris soon. I guess I have to learn some French." She just laughed with me as we made it to the restaurant and took a seat. The waiter came over quickly as we sat down. He started quickly telling us about the menu in Italian. Jamie knew what she wanted as she spoke slowly to let him know. Then he turned my way. I sat there for a second and looked at the menu. I had no clue what any of it said. I looked at the table next us and saw what looked like chicken parm. That's what I wanted. "I will... che per favore," I said pointing. (that please) "Chicken," he said speaking perfect English. "Yes sir," I smiled. "Your girl, she is the smart one," he laughed. "Learn from her." "Tell me about it," I laughed. "Wine?" he questioned. "Per favore," Jamie smiled. "Vino rosso, qualcosa di dolce." (please. Red wine, something sweet) "Subito bella signora," he cheered. (at once pretty lady) "Grazie," Jamie smiled. "What did you ask for?" I whispered. "A sweet red wine," she giggled. "I'm going to be so screwed if you ever run off and leave me," I joked. She giggled. "Don't worry silly boy. I left my running shoes back at home. I'm not going anywhere." "Whew," I laughed and wiped my forehead. She giggled again. She was so happy right now sitting here. She was glowing as the waiter returned with the wine and let us taste it. It was smooth and sweet and hit the spot. He waited for my reaction. "Perfetto," was all I could come up with. They laughed at me before he slipped away and headed to his next table. I reached across the table and held Jamie's hand as we waited for the food. She could do nothing but smile at me. Her look was so content right now. It had been since I had arrived in London. "I love you baby," I said. "I know," she giggled. "I'm so happy with you here right now. This is a dream come true. The love of my life traveling the world with me. I can't believe it sometimes." "And they are paying to do it too," I smiled. "That's an added bonus," she smiled back. "So, what's the plan then for next week?" "Well," she sighed. "Tomorrow is my last day in the office. It's only a half day mostly for me to pack up and make sure everything is set. Thursday and Friday we can do whatever we want. I have to be in Paris by Monday." "Have you found a place for us to stay?" I asked. "All taken care of," she smiled. "They sent me the address and said they would have the key to the place waiting for me when we get there. It's just another small apartment but it shouldn't be too bad. We won't be there but for two weeks." "I have to be home two weeks from Monday anyway," I sighed. "OTAs start." "I know," she said. "We will get you there." "I have to find someplace to stay when I get back. Unless you want me to share an apartment with you and Ariel." "We need our space," she smiled. "I don't want to burden Ariel with both of us being there." "Then I need to find something before we go back," I said. "I looked into a few places already," she offered. "It's right in down town not too far from my office. It's a little ways away from the practice facility so I hope you don't mind that." "What did you find?" I asked. "Something nice on the Upper East Side," she smiled. I remembered one of Jamie's favorite shows that she used to watch when we were together in college. The Upper East Side seemed expensive in the show. "The Upper East Side," I smiled. "It looked expensive in that show you liked to watch. How much are we talking?" "Three thousand," she said softly. "A month?" I gasped. "The company will pay some of that. Not all but some." "Holy shit," I said, still shocked at the price. "I have the money," she said. "What the hell am I going to do with it all? I have my meals paid for and my travel paid for. When I'm on the road they pay for me to stay in the apartments. I've got just about everything I've earned in the bank right now. Why not splurge a little?" "I guess," I said. "Don't worry about it," she smiled. "Once you make the team we will have plenty in the bank. This is something I want." "Ok," I sighed. "If you are comfortable with it then I guess I am too. I want you to be happy." "That will make me happy," she smiled. "I want something nice and safe and close to my office. That's the best area around the office." "Let's have a look at it when we get back to the room then." "The one I'm really interested in is nice," she smiled. "It just opened up too." The waiter hustled to the table with our food. I looked it over before digging in. Authentic Italian food put what we had in America to shame. I stuffed myself full before I leaned back in my chair to try and make room. The sun had set and the air started to get a chill to it now. We left the restaurant and walked back to the apartment to settle in for the night. I left the doors wide open still as we curled up into bed. "Are you trying to freeze me out?" she asked. "I'm trying to acclimatize myself for New York. It's going to be cold as hell come winter time. I hate playing in the cold weather." "Hold me," she begged. "I'm cold." "You know where that leads," I teased. "And you say it like you don't want it," she giggled. I pulled her close to me and snuggled up against her naked body. We both rested peacefully until the morning. She quickly climbed out of bed and headed into the office. I rested for another hour before I headed out to get my morning workout in. We spent the next two days seeing the sights of Milan and the surrounding areas. It was quite the adventure seeing everything. We packed up that Saturday and headed out of town. We left Milan on the high speed train towards Paris. It took us through the mountains and gave us more breathtaking views as we traveled along. It stopped a couple of times before we finally made it into downtown Paris. We found the apartment and got settled in. It was pretty much the same thing we had in Milan and London. A one bedroom with a kitchenette and a living area. It was a little bigger than the one we had left. The porch was larger and had a better view. That's where we spent the rest of the evening. The two of us sitting on the porch watching the Paris nightlife. I thought Milan was crowded. Paris didn't even compare. I followed Jamie down the road a couple of blocks walking her to her office for the day. I kissed her goodbye then started my morning jog with a map in my pocket just in case I got lost. I ran along until I found the Jardin des Tuileries. The park was beautiful as I jogged through it and noticed a few painters sketching and painting away. I took in the beauty as I jogged through and crossed over a bridge at the River La Seine. I dodged through the crowds already getting an early start as I crossed over and head along towards the Eiffel tower. It took me a little while to cover the ground and make it to the foot of the tower. It was then I slowed down and looked up at it. Seeing it in person did it justice now. It was huge and breath taking. I marveled at it for a minute before I decided to take off. "Owen?" I heard a voice. "It that you?" I turned to see Vinnie, one of the guys I knew from college, standing there with a camera in hand. "Holy shit," I cried. "Vinnie." "Yeah," he cheered. "I didn't expect to find you here. It's a small world after all." "No kidding huh. What are you doing here?" "I came to see what all the hype was about when we took that world history class. I'm doing a documentary." "That's cool man," I smiled. "What have you been up too?" "Been traveling around with my girlfriend Jamie," I smiled. "We just got in the other night. We had been in Milan for the past few weeks." "What's that like?" he asked. "I thought about going to Italy and seeing that too." "It's cool. London is my favorite so far. You can actually understand the people there." "I took French so this isn't too bad," he laughed. We stood there talking for a while detailing our travels for each other. It was something totally unexpected to find somebody I knew over here with all these people around. Vinnie and I weren't great friends but we had taken classes together so it wasn't like I didn't know him at all. He recognized it was me in the middle of Paris after all. "We should do something together," Vinnie offered. "I'm here for a few more days then I'm moving on to the next city." "Sure man," I smiled. "Anytime. I'm here for another two weeks. Then I have to get home and start the grind. I signed with the Jets." "No kidding," he smiled. "That's cool." "Here's the number to the place I'm staying at. Call me if you really do want to go out and do something." "Yeah," he smiled taking the paper from my hand. "I might just do that." "Alright buddy," I sighed. "I've got to get back to my morning workout before I lose interest." "Take care Owen and good luck." I thanked him before I took off again. I crossed another bridge and dodged the growing mass of people as I worked my way back towards the apartment. Once I got back to the room I did some stretching and light training. Pushups, sit ups, things like that since I hadn't found a gym yet. After that I took out a book on learning to speak French and started studying it. Jamie came home around 430. I had been studying all day long now. Some of it had stuck while most of it didn't. "Hey baby," she called. "Salut belle," I smiled. "Comment était ta journée?" (hello beautiful. How was your day?) "Ah," she smiled. "Longue et épuisante. Je suis affamé. Vous voulez obtenir quelque chose à manger?" "Crap," I hissed. "Hold on." I started flipping through the book to figure out what she had just said. I knew about seven different things and none of what she had just said was on the list. Long and...borning? long and...??? Food was in there too, I think. She smiled her coy little smile now. "Peut-être que nous devrions avoir des relations sexuelles?" Sexuelles. I could figure that one out. "Yeah that one. I could go for some sex right about now." She laughed so hard as I looked at her wondering if maybe I got that one wrong too. "All you got out of that was the sex part?" "I got that part right though didn't I?" I asked. "Yeah," she giggled still. "My day was long and exhausting. I'm starving. Do you want to get something to eat?" "That was the first part," I said. "What about the second part?" "Maybe we should just have sex," she sassed. "I knew I got that part right," I smiled. "One word," she teased. "I should get something for that," I teased her back. She laughed again before leaning in for a hug and a kiss. "Permettez me changer alors nous pouvons aller manger." (let me change so we can go eat) That was different then the first two. "So, we aren't having sex?" "Bébé plus tard," she giggled. "Say what?" "Later baby," she giggled. "I kind of wanted sex," I teased. She laughed again as she pushed me away playfully. "Tell it to me in French and you can have me." "Sexuelles," I half begged. "No bad boy," she giggled. "I need a whole sentence." "Damn," I groaned. I shook the mouse awake on the computer and started typing out phrases to translate. I had a dirty mind so I started with a few dirty ones and an old pickup line. She stood there in the kitchen and looked through the fridge for a bottle of water. I was writing things down on my paper as she walked by me. "You better hurry up Owen," she sassed. "I'm going to get changed. If you don't have anything by then it's nothing for you tonight." "Fuck," I hissed again. I wrote down another phrase quickly as the phone started ringing. I answered it thinking it might be Vinnie. "Hello?" "Oh...ah...hello" a girl's voice replied uncertain. "Can I help you?" "I was calling for Jamie. I must have the wrong number." "No ma'am," I said. "You got the right number." "Ma'am," she laughed. "You must be from the states." "Yes ma'am, born and raised in the good old U.S. of A. I'm just on a little vacation with Jamie." "Oh," she laughed lightly. "A vacation? That must be nice." "So far so good," I chuckled. "Although, she is pretty busy these days so I don't know how much of a vacation it is really. But I'm enjoying my time with her." "Busy?" she asked, a hint of sarcasm in her voice as she spoke. "Why is she so busy?" "She's been working on an assignment that she was sent on," I replied. What the hell was this about I asked myself? It kind of sounded like Ariel but I wasn't sure. I met Ariel once when she came to the airport to pick me up when I went home to graduate. I stayed the night then flew home to walk before I returned and headed back over here. "Is this Ariel?" I asked. "No," she giggled a little. "Who the heck is this then?" I chuckled. "You've got me stumped." "It's Carrie," she giggled still. "I'm Jamie's boss." "Oh...crap," I laughed lightly. "No," she giggled again. "Don't be worried about it. As long as Jamie is working hard and not playing too much, I don't have a problem with her bringing you along." "She's working her butt off," I said. "That's why I sent her," she offered. "I knew I could count on her." "I suppose you called to talk to her and not to me?" I joked. "I did, but I don't mind talking to you if she isn't there," she replied with a laugh. "She's here," I said. "She just walked in the door. I'll go get her for you so I can work on my French some more." "I see she's put you to work too," she giggled. "She thinks it's funny to say stuff to me in French," I offered. "I guess I need to figure out what she is saying so I don't miss something important." She giggled again. "What has she been saying to you that is so important?" I stood in the doorway of the room as Jamie sat on the bed and brushed her hair. She had a curious look on her face as I stood there talking on the phone. "Beats the hell out of me," I answered Carrie's question. "All I know is I'm not getting anything special tonight unless I figure it out and quickly." "Typical guy," Carrie laughed. "I know right," I laughed with her. "Tell her... vous êtes la plus belle femme que je aie jamais vu," Carrie said. (You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen) "What? Say that again?" "Vous êtes la plus belle femme que je aie jamais vu." I repeated what she said to Jamie hoping it was something good. Jamie smiled then giggled her little giggles as she looked at me with that curious look still. "She laughed and smiled about," I said to Carrie. "It must have worked." "Alright," Carrie giggled. "Let me talk to her so you can go work on your French." "Ok," I smiled. "Here she is." "Who is it?" she asked as I handed her the phone. "Carrie," I smiled. "Hi Carrie," Jamie cheered as she put the phone to her ear. "Sorry about Owen, he's a butt pain sometimes." She started laughing at whatever Carrie was saying to her. She held up her finger and said she would be a few minutes. She rolled over in bed now and rested on her stomach so she could relax while she talked with her boss. This would buy me a little more time now to write a few more things down. I left the room and went back to the computer. I can back to the room and looked over her body again. She was laying there in bed having a casual conversation from what I could gather. They were laughing together with Jamie telling her about Paris. I found what I was looking for as she lay there laughing about something. I moved over her body and rested my head next to her face. She glanced over at me and smiled lightly as I moved to her ear. "Vous avez les yeux très sexy," I whispered. (you have very sexy eyes) She looked at me and giggled silently. I looked at my paper again before trying the next one. "At-il fait mal quand tu es tombé du ciel?" (did it hurt when you fell from heaven?) She put her hand over the speaker on the phone and giggled out loud this time. I couldn't help but laugh with her as she smiled at me and kissed my cheek. "No," she sassed to me. "Keep trying." "Votre corps parle pour moi. Je te veux." (your body speaks to me. I want you) She giggled again as I looked at her eyes. They had a little sexual glint to them as I rested my hand on her back. I started moving my hand down her back to her pants. I rested my hand right at the small of her back where her pants started. She giggled again as my fingers just dipped under them and touched her crack. I wasn't sure if she was giggling at the call or my lame French. Either way I was going to try. I slipped my hand down her firm cheeks tracing her crack as I ventured down. She didn't deny me. She simply opened her legs further and let me touch. I reached all the way into her pants until I touched her cunny. I moved my hand around and didn't feel any panties. I figured she didn't want any panty lines in her white pants. I teased her slit as she talked. The way her body moved as I touched her said she was horny and didn't mind me touching her. My fingers teased her for a minute feeling how wet she was getting. I folded one of her lips away from her opening and traced her again. Wetness covered my finger as I slipped it in just a little. She let out a soft breath as I slipped it deeper into her cunny. Her hips turned just the slightest amount as I pressed deeper into her cunny. I watched her face as she talked on the phone. It had lust written on it now as she pretended not to see me looking at her. I slipped further down her slit until I found her clit. She gasped silently again as I moved my finger over it circling her sensitive spot. I kept teasing her, tracing her slit and pushing into her cunny before slipping out and finding her clit. Her mouth opened in pleasure as I scratched it with my finger. She held the phone away from her mouth as I rubbed it harder. A silent gasp escaped her mouth again before she tried to speak. I sat up now wondering how far she would let this go. My hand left her pants and gripped them at her hips. I gave them a soft tug to let her know what I wanted. She lifted her hips from the bed and let me take them. They slipped down her hips and over her ass. The soft white flesh of her cheeks came into view as I slowly pulled them down. They rested a few inches below her ass on her thighs now. Her pink cunny was in plain view resting between her legs. It was moist and looked more than inviting as I leaned down to kiss her butt. I left one little kiss on her right cheek before switching to the other one. She made no indication to what I was doing. She only talked about last week when we were in Milan and the sightseeing trip we had taken. I spread her cheeks away from her cunny opening it. White moisture clung to her opening as my mouth drew closer to her. She had to cover the phone and gasp away from it was my tongue traced her puss. I licked it hard and slow letting her know I was serious about fucking her right now. She let me taste her never moving from her spot on the bed. I licked her a few more time tasting and spreading her wetness over her cunny. I shifted in the bed and dropped my shorts down my legs. She glanced over her shoulder at me and knew full well what I was doing. She kept talking about Milan as I sat over her body with my cock touching her lips. I pressed her lips open letting my cock touch her juice. I traced her slit with my head until it was soaked with her. I started to slide inside of her slowly. My cock opened her up as I let a few inches split her. She bit her finger as I moved more inside of her. More and more of my cock sank into her lips until I was all the way inside. Her body shifted in pleasure as I rested there and let my cock stretch her more. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 09 My legs were on either side of her as I sat on her thighs with my cock buried inside of her wet folds. Her cunny was so tight and wet in this position. I leaned forward and rested my head next to her ear. "Vous êtes mouillé," I whispered. (you are wet) "Oui," she panted. "Je suis." (yes, I am) I slowly withdrew from her until I slipped free. My cock still touched her cunny as I silently kissed her neck. I pressed lightly and let my cock open her up again. She breathed hard as I slipped back inside of her again. She was trying so hard to control her voice as I started a very slow rise and fall back into her. I wasn't trying to make her cum right now. I was just slowly pleasuring her until she was done. I knew her body and this would drive her crazy until she was finished on the phone. I could see her eyes as I pushed deep inside of her. They rolled shut before opening and looking straight at me. Her mouth hung open as she let me fuck her slowly. She wanted it harder now but I wouldn't press the pace. I wanted her to suffer as much as I was. She spoke again letting out a soft moan as she tried to get her words out clearly. Her hips started to move into my slow press. I could feel every curve of her cunny as I slowly sank into her. She was getting very wet now as I continued to feel her cunny squeeze me. I kissed her neck again before I turned and whispered in her ear as I looked at my paper. "Vous avez une petite chatte serrée." (you have a tight little pussy) She growled as she pulled the phone away from her mouth. Her hips pressed up into me as I slipped deeper into her cunny. She squeezed me hard as I rested deep inside of her. The way her mouth hung open and the look on her face. I knew her body and I knew she was close. Her face was flush, lips big and full they way they got just before she was about to cum. I stayed deep in her cunny not wanting to make her cum while she was on the phone. "Baise-moi Owen," she whispered faintly. (fuck me Owen) I had no idea what that meant but the way her hips undulated against mine told me she wanted to cum. I pulled away then drove back into her harder than I had done since we had started. "Oui," she gasped away from the phone again. That was yes so I must be doing something right. I dropped into her cunny, filling her all the way before pulled out and stopping at her entrance. The drop of my body sent another wave of pleasure through her body. I knew she was cumming now. She gripped the bed and pulled the sheets into her mouth to muffle her gasp. She was so slippery as she came hard. She pressed the phone to the bed to keep her muffled gasps from being heard on the other end. "Fill me Owen," she gasped. Guess the French talk was over. "In French," I teased and moved inside of soaking wet cunny faster. "Fucker," she sassed. "Um... me remplir de ta semence chaude." (fill me with your hot seed) "Sounds good to me baby," I gasped. She picked the phone up to see if she had missed anything. I pushed deep into her and felt myself start to boil over. My soft moans made her wave her hand back at me as I fired off inside of her. I washed the walls of her cunny as she turned her hips with me again. I finished and rested by her head again. "Stay there so I don't leak," she whispered. "I got a better idea," I smiled. My shirt left my head as I sat up. I pulled back and slipped from her cunny as my seed followed out. She had such a strong little pussy that she squeezed some of it out before I could cover her. I pressed my shirt between her legs and rolled to her side now. She smiled and glowed as she still talked to her boss. "Je t'aime Jamie." ( I love you Jamie) Her smile grew wider on her face as I said that to her. She softly touched my cheek. "Je t'aime trop Owen." I was smart enough to know not to look up just dirty words to say to her. I could be childish sometimes but I knew better than to be all the time. We both lay there for another fifteen minutes before she finally hung up and focused on me. "You are so bad you little shit," she giggled. "You let me," I offered. "I did enjoy it though," she smiled. "Carrie thought you were funny," she offered. "You didn't get in trouble did you?" I asked. "No," she smiled. "I told her I was bringing you along. She didn't care as long as I didn't let it get in the way of work." "I told her you were working hard," I offered. "That's what she said." "Do you want to get dinner now?" I asked. "Let me get changed," she giggled. "I hadn't intended for you to learn French so quickly." "I can learn quickly when it's something I want," I laughed. "You better come up with some new ones then," she sassed. "Something romantic." "I said you had beautiful eyes," I joked. "And you were the most beautiful woman I had ever seen. Wasn't that romantic?" "I guess," she smiled getting off the bed. I let her go to the bathroom as I laid there in bed still. "I ran into Vinnie today," I called. "Who?" she called back. "Vinnie, one of the guys I took a couple of classes with in college." "Here?" she asked shocked. "Yeah. Can you believe that? Half way around the world and I ran into somebody I knew." "Where did you find him at?" "I was jogging around by the tower and I ran into him. He's shooting a documentary for his summer project." "That's cool," she offered. "He might call us so we can do something together." "Have I met Vinnie before?" she asked. "Yeah, he went with us to the basketball game that one time. Remember the short guy, kind of over weight?" "Was his girlfriend the Asian girl?" "Yeah." "I remember him," she smiled. "He couldn't keep his eyes off of me." "Do you blame him?" I asked. "Vous êtes belle." (you are beautiful) "Il était un peu étrange," she said. "You sound so sexy when you talk to me like that." She laughed hard as she sat down on the bed again. "I said he was a little strange." "Oh," I laughed. "When you put it that way it doesn't sound so nice. He probably won't call me anyway." "If you want to see him it's ok. I'll deal with him for a night." "I doubt he will call anyway. He was just surprised to see me probably." "I'm ready," she said. "Get dressed so we can go." We strolled along the busy streets to find a small café on the corner. We sat down and ordered some wine to start things off. We talked about her day until the waiter came back and took our order. "So," Jamie sighed. I knew this was going to be something by the way she said so. "Yeah?" I offered. "I got an email today," she continued. "From?" "My mom." "Your mom?" "Yeah," she said slowly but with a smile. "Your mom?" I asked again. "Umm hmm," she smiled. Jamie's mom. What a piece of work if you asked me. My dad had a lot of choice words for her too. She left Uncle Buck when Jamie and I were about three or four years old. It was probably the first memory that I could recall from my childhood. For no good reason really, she just packed her bags and took off one afternoon when both of us were at daycare. She told Uncle Buck that she wanted something more out of life then living in the small little hick town that we were in. She felt like she was trapped here and she couldn't take it anymore. Uncle Buck begged her to stay. He told her he would do anything to make her happy. They could move out of this place if that would make her happy. They could go someplace and start over if she would just stay with him. She wanted out, she wanted a new life and a fresh start. He told her it would kill Jamie when she got home and found out. She said she had thought about that but Jamie would get over it. She was still young and she would forget about it over time. The rumor was she had left town with some guy she had been seeing. They went out to Hollywood so she could get discovered and become a movie star. She was always a little unstable from what my dad had told me. She had a screw loose in her head, that was the nice way of putting it. When it did come up from time to time as we got older he was a little more blatant about it. Jamie was devastated when she got home that afternoon and found out her mom was gone. For weeks she cried hoping by some miracle that she would come back home. She got over it in time but she always wondered why. My mom did a great job filling in in her absence. When my mom passed away it was just as hard on Jamie as it was for me. Jamie had always wondered where she was and why she had left. She had teased the idea for years about tracking her mom down. The family told her she could but wanted her to be careful in doing so. She had never acted on the idea until a couple of months ago. The burning desire to find the answers to her questions finally won out and she hired a private investigator to track her down. "Are you sure it's her?" I asked. "It's her," she sighed. "She knew right away that it was me trying to find her. She knew this day would come sooner or later." "Ok," I said slowly. "What do you intend to do?" "I want answers," she replied. "Are you sure you want to hear what she has to say?" "I want to know why? Why did she just up and leave me? Was I that much of a burden that she couldn't take being around me anymore?" "I don't know Jamie," I sighed. "Whatever you do I just want you to be careful." "I will," she smiled. "I have you by my side." "I'll be there every step of the way for you," I offered. "But I'm going to be protective over you. I don't want you getting hurt again." "I expected that," she smiled again. "Why didn't she look for you?" I questioned. "I don't know," she sighed. "Maybe she knew I would be hurt and she didn't want to open the wounds again." "What did you say to her?" "Just that I was looking for my mom and that she left me when I was three. She said she was the one I was looking for. I haven't said anything other than that. We sent a couple of emails back and forth today getting a few more details from each other." "Are you sure it's her?" I asked again. "Yeah, it's her." "Just be careful," I warned again. We moved onto something else while we waited for our food to arrive at the table. I wasn't too crazy about French cuisine. I missed my good old American food. I was looking forward to going home since Jamie would be coming with me. Plus, I was almost out of dip. We ate and talked some more before leaving. It was just dusk now and the city was starting to light up. We strolled along the route that I had jogged earlier and took in all the sights. We saw a boat sitting at a dock filling up with people to take a tour down the river and look at all the sights at night. We bought tickets and boarded to see what it was all about. It was beautiful traveling down the river listening to the guide talk about each sight. Jamie and I snuggled close to one another and took in the beauty of the city. The Eiffel tower was flashing brightly as we passed by it. It looked more spectacular at night. We passed by a few other well-known landmarks before the boat docked and the ride was over. We strolled along the streets like we had done when we got to Milan. We were taking in everything they had to offer. We walked the markets and browsed the merchandise. Nothing really sparked my interest. This was all for Jamie and her sense of fashion. I was just enjoying the time with her. Once I got back it was all business trying to make a name for myself and get a job. She found a purse she really liked so she bought it. We continued our walk down the streets taking in the sights of the city. We were playful as we walked. We laughed and joked with each other. We kissed and held hands and just simply enjoyed the time we were spending together. We danced together as we passed by a street performer playing an instrument. She laughed as I twirled her around and around before taking her into my arms and loving on her a little. I loved that smile of hers. It was brighter than all the lights in the city as I held her and told her how much I loved her right now. We moved on again and worked our way back to the apartment. I pulled a couple of wine glasses from the cabinet and headed out to the balcony to sit with her and enjoy the evening. We watched the streets as the people still hustled along below us. "I can't believe we are here," I said. "Look at us, sitting here drinking wine in Paris." "Funny where life takes you isn't it?" she smiled. "I'm just glad I'm spending this time with you. I couldn't be happier right now." "This has been the best part of my time. Spending it with you not having a care in the world." "I know," I agreed. "I haven't even thought of home. Except for this." I reached into my pocket and pulled out my can. "I'm down to four now." "You better make them last," she sassed. "Tell me about it," I laughed lightly. "I got an email from Kelly today," she said. "You got all kinds of emails today," I joked. "I know," she giggled. "How are they doing?" "We might be god parents." "Already," I laughed. "I thought they were going to wait." "I guess he got a job as a plant manager in Alabama," she said. "He's going to need it," I sighed. "Kids are expensive." "Do you ever want to have kids?" she questioned. "When the time is right," I said. "After we tell everyone?" she questioned. "Yeah," I sighed. "And when we know we are ok. You can't be traveling the world totting along a baby." "I know," she sighed. "Maybe in five years." "You want to keep doing this for that long?" "Us?" she asked. "No," I said. "This job. I assumed us would be forever. I want to marry you some day." "You do?" she smiled. "What gives you the idea that I want to marry you?" "Because you love me," I laughed. "I do," she smiled again. "And I do want to marry you. Just not yet." "I'm not asking anyway," I teased. "When the time is right I will." "You're crazy," she giggled. "Vous êtes fou. Mais je t'aime quand même." "I'm crazy but you love me?" "You might pass for a French man yet," she giggled. We sat out there for a while longer and enjoyed each other. It was the perfect was to end the evening before we retreated inside and curled up in bed. * I walked Jamie to work every morning before I took off around the city and ran. Then I went back to the apartment and worked out. Then I worked on my throwing motion and footwork. It was starting to feel more natural to throw but I wouldn't know how I would react under pressure. That would be seen when I got back to the states and actually hit the field for practice. After I finished my morning routine it was closer to eleven. I would work on my French for a while then relax before hitting an afternoon workout. I was probably in the best shape of my life right about now physically. I knew the mental side would wear me down over the course of a season but I could handle that. Now that I was out of school I didn't have to balance classes and football. I could focus solely on football and study every aspect of the game. I sat down at the table with the computer open and the language software running as I studied French. I was grasping it quickly but I still had a long ways to go. I watched then repeated the phrases for a while until the phone rang. I sighed as I reached over and picked it up. "Bonjour?" It sounded like Jamie but I wasn't sure. She was speaking quickly in French and I was losing track of what she was telling me. "Ralentir s'il vous plaît. Je ne parle pas français que bien." (Slow down please. I don't speak French that well) "It's me," Jamie giggled. "I thought it sounded like you." "Don't answer the phone talking French if you don't want me to speak it," she giggled more. "What do you want you pain in the ass?" "I was wondering if you wanted to go to lunch with me?" she asked sweetly. "Sure," I cheered. "Not like I have anything going on right now anyway." "I don't take lunch for another hour," she said. "Meet me here in a half an hour." "I'll get cleaned up and head that way," I said. "I'm on the fifth floor. Just ask the receptionist which office I'm in." "Sure thing baby. See you in a little while. I closed the computer and changed my clothes. I left the apartment and walked to her office. I got on the elevator and rode it up to the fifth floor and found the receptionist. "Can I help you?" she asked. "I'm looking for Jamie please." "Second office on the left. No, wait. It's the third on the left. I think." "Blonde hair, blue eyes, this tall," I said describing her. "Yeah, third on the left. Sorry, I'm new here and I'm just learning the faces." "That's ok," I said softly. I headed down the hallway and went to the third door on the left. I opened it cautiously and peeked inside. Jamie was sitting at her desk talking on the phone. She saw me and waved me in as she talked quickly in French to the person on the other line. I came in and sat down in one of the chairs off to the side of her desk and waited. She was talking fast and with authority as she gave orders over the phone. She set the phone down and pressed speaker as she left the desk now and went to the filing cabinet on the opposite wall. The speaker blared the voice on the other end as she searched through the drawers. I watched with intent as she bent at the waist and squatted a little to dig through the bottom drawer. The tight little mini skirt pulled tight over her ass and showed no panty lines. It climbed high up on her legs and showed a lot of her tanned skin. She pulled what she was looking for and turned around to head back to the desk with the file in hand. She was talking quickly as she picked the phone up and took it off speaker. She flipped through the folder and searched until she found what she was looking for. She read what was written as the door opened to her office and a guy came inside. He looked at me a smiled a soft smile before he stood in front of her desk and waited for her. She held her finger up to tell him she would be a minute. She barked into the phone saying something to the affect that it had better be done and by this afternoon or else. She hung the phone up and turned to the guy that was patiently waiting on her. She left her chair and circled the desk to see what he had on the paper he had brought in for her. I watched her as she moved and spoke. It was sexy to watch her give orders and demand that they be done quickly. She wasn't a bitch about it. She said what she needed to say but did it in a way that was nice and friendly. He took the folder with him and quickly headed out the door. She leaned against the desk facing me now and sighed hard into her hands. She looked a little stressed but still sexy as ever as she looked at me with her little smile. "Shit went crazy there for a minute," she sighed. "It sounds like it," I offered. "Hopefully it all gets straightened out though." I smiled at her. "You look sexy giving orders and bossing people around." "I'm glad you think so," she sighed. "Sometimes I think they think I'm just a pretty face." "If they only knew," I smiled. "Yeah," she sighed and moved herself up on the desk now. Her legs dangled off the edge, slightly parted, giving me a peek between her legs. I could see her pelvis between them and maybe the top of her slit. I glanced up at her face as she watched my eyes travel back down to the small space between her legs. "What are looking at?" she sassed. "I'd say your panties but I don't think you have anything on under that skirt." She opened them a little more now and looked down between her legs. "Hmm," she growled in her teasing way. "I must have forgotten them this morning." It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 09 "That seems to be happening a lot these days," I teased her back. She shrugged and slipped off the desk. She turned and went to the computer and stood there slightly bent over as she used the mouse to click on a few things. "Come tell me if this looks ok?" she asked. "You want my opinion on something I have no idea on?" I asked. "That's the best one to get," she smiled. "If it catches your eye then it should catch everyone's eye." "I see something that is catching my eye right now," I said as I pushed myself out of the chair. "Sure you do," she sassed in her playful way. I rounded the desk and stood behind her. Her ass looked so good in that skirt right about now. It was pushed out just right and made it stand out off her body. I ignored it for the moment and put my hand on her back as I leaned down with her to look at what she wanted me to see. I looked over the layout and nodded my approval. She clicked on the next one and waited for me to look it over again. I gave my honest opinion of the layout before she moved onto the next one. My hand slowly started to move down her back to her ass as she clicked on the next page. I gave it a gentle squeeze and felt the firm flesh on my hands. She looked over her shoulder at me and smiled her soft smile. She bumped me with her hip as my hand continued down and touched the skin of her leg right where the skirt stopped. I looked at her face as I let my hand rest there. She had that little sexual glint in her eyes as I curled my hand to the inside of her thigh and started to move up towards her center. She clicked next and let me look at the next page. The whole time my hand was climbing higher up her leg until I touched the tender flesh right between her legs. She didn't acknowledge I was there right away. She just waited for me to give my opinion before she went to the next page. My hand flattened over her cunny as she clicked the next page. My middle finger traced her slit for a moment before I let it part her lips open. She was wet as my finger found her opening and slipped inside her warmth and wetness. She whimpered softly for the first time as I pressed into her. We both just stood there and looked at the computer. My finger sank into her cunny then wiggled around inside of her before I brought it back out. I sank it back into her again as I told her the page looked really good. She panted a little and turned her hips into my touch now. Her body was responding to what I was doing to her. More wetness was leaking from her as I spread it around her lips. My finger touched her clit this time. Just a gentle touch as I flicked it with the tip and sent a jolt through her body. Her hips turned as she let out another soft moan. I circled her clit a few times before I went back to her opening. I pressed my finger into her wetness and plunged all the way inside until my hand stopped me from going in any deeper. Her hips dropped and pressed against me, trying to take me further inside. My cock was so hard inside my shorts right about now. It was pressing painfully into my shorts and tenting them out hard. She clicked the next page and whimpered as I circled my finger inside of her cunny. I looked at it but really didn't see half of what she was showing me. Her hips turning against my finger had me more than distracted at this point. Plus my other hand was working the zipper down silently to get it open. I started fucking her with my finger now. Slipping it in and out quickly as she panted louder with each plunge. Her hips were turning harder against my hand, her cunny was dripping wet now as my hand reached inside my shorts and pulled my cock free. I moved over just the slightest bit and stood behind her. She didn't notice I had moved yet. She was looking down at the desk and moaning in pleasure, presumably with her eyes closes as I got behind her. My finger slipped free and wiped her wetness on the tip of my cock. It was a quick and flawless move as my legs parted to reach her level. My cock touched her lips and opened her up with ease since she was soaked by this point. My cock parted her lips and started to slide inside of her. She gasped hard when she figured out it was my cock replacing my finger inside of her. She glanced over her shoulder at me once my hips touched her ass. I let my cock rest inside of her and felt her gripping me before I started to slip back out. She whimpered and gasped as I reached my end then pushed back into her. Her fingers gripped the desk as she gasped in pleasure. Her cunny was so wet and hot today. I don't know if it was the situation or just because, but she felt incredible right now. I looked at her eyes and moaned a little before gripping her hips. I started pulling her into me as she pushed back against me. She looked down at the desk then up and at the door. "Go make sure the door is shut and locked," she whimpered. I slipped free from her cunny and watched it close quickly once my cock left it. Her white wetness coated her lips as I backed away and went straight for the door. I pushed it to make sure it was shut before I twisted the lock and locked it. I turned back to the desk and Jamie. She had moved to the front of the desk as was sitting there with her legs apart and waiting for my return. I stood between them and let my cock touch her cunny as I cupped her face. I found her mouth and kissed her now. I had wanted to kiss her since I had gotten here but I had failed to do so. She gasped into my kiss as her other lips teased my cock. They begged me to enter her as her hands gripped my hips and pulled me forward. My cock pressed against her lips then slipped up and over her clit. I started sliding my cock over her clit to tease her as she whimpered against my mouth. "Owen," she gasped. "Fuck me Owen." My fingers pressed against the base of my cock to find her opening now. I felt her part as my cock opened her up and slipped inside of her. I gripped her hips as her legs curled around my back and pulled me deep into her wetness. My knees hit the desk as I found her end before I retreated all the way out. She gasped hard as I pressed all the way back into her with force and slapped softly against her skin. I picked up the pace and drove into her harder as she begged for it. Her arms wrapped around my neck to hold on as I pressed into her hard and fast. I could feel her wetness leaking from her cunny as my cock hammered into her. I slowed just a bit and pulled the button on my shorts. They dropped from my hips and piled up at my ankles. Now we were slapping together skin to skin and making a lot more noise. Her arms must have gotten tired of holding me. She carefully let go and dropped back to the desk. I didn't miss a beat and moved my hands under her legs to pull them from the desk. I lifted them high into the air before I rested them on my shoulders. She was so open now as I slipped deeper into her yet. I was still pressing into her with speed as she gasped on the desk. Her arms had extended down now as she gripped the desk so she wouldn't slip away. I slowed and changed the angle slightly so I was pressing more up into her cunny. I knew it would make it more intense for her since I would be riding against her spot. She let out these little whimpers and gasps mixed with profanity as I made the change. "Owen," she gasped. "Fuck, I'm going to cum hard." "I know," I smiled. "Cum for me baby. Cum all over my cock." "Fuck," she whimpered. I could feel her cunny quiver now. Felt her wetness leak and her puss squeeze then release in a quick spasm as she started. I slowed as her wetness ran from her body. She was writhing on the desk now, the pleasure ripping through her body as she came hard. Her cream leaked from her and coated me as she started to calm down and recover. I pulled from her before slipping my fingers into her cunny. I twisted them around and found her spot again. I curled them and teased her with them making her pant and warn me again. I knew she would cum again if I did this. It was the whole reason I did it. She panted hard and bucked her hips as I stimulated her and got her to cum hard again. Wetness dripped from her as my fingers worked hard to make her cum. "Stop," she gasped and twisted her legs from my shoulder. "Fuck." I let my fingers slip from her cunny as she gasped for air. "You ok baby?" I asked. "Yeah," she smiled. "It's just intense. I want to scream but I can't considering where we are." "I love it when you cum like that though," I smiled back. "So you say," she smiled. "I don't know why." "Just something about it," I teased. "Hmm," she growled. I looked at her then to the big window behind her desk. I wanted to fuck her there now. I don't know why but it intrigued me now. "Come on bad girl," I said. I reached down and pulled her hand so she could stand. Her legs were a little unstable as she stood and looked at the window that I was looking at. "What are you thinking?" she asked. "I'm thinking I'm going to stand behind you and press you up against that window over there. I'm going to slide my cock into your wet little pussy so I can fuck you while we watch all the people below us." "Bad boy," she growled. She turned and headed for the window before I could. She pulled her skirt up her legs until it rested at her hips as she reached the window. She stood with her legs slightly spread and her ass pointed out in my direction. I got behind her and widened my stance so I could make up the height difference between us. My cock slipped between her legs as I wrapped my arms around her body. Her little fingers pressed against the head until it slipped inside her opening. I gasped at how suddenly and easily I slipped into her and sank in. My hips pressed up against her ass as she moaned loudly. I used just my hips to slip in and out of her. It was a firm and steady motion as I fucked her. We both looked down and saw all the people below on the streets completely oblivious to what was going on above them. My one hand pressed against the small of her back to keep her hips arched back. The other curled around her body until I found her throat. I let my fingers lightly scratch her throat as she panted hard. Her upper body was pressed against the window now. Her breath was hitting the glass and fogging it up with each pant that left her mouth. I let my hands trace her throat then down her body until I reached her hip. I started pulling her into my thrusts as her arms spread out and pushed against the glass. She started pushing back into me and bending more at the waist. It made me take little steps backwards until she was bent over and resting against the glass now. We kept this up for a little while. Her soft moans filled her office and continued to fog the glass as I pressed into her. She was enjoying this but I could tell her legs were hurting her from earlier. They were shaking as she kept changing her stance and tried to find a comfortable spot to stand. "Turn around," I said softly as I slipped from her. She turned as I reached for her. She climbed into my arm as I pressed her up against the window again. "That's cold," she gasped as her butt touched the glass. I chuckled at her as she took my cock into her hand and pressed it between her legs. I slipped right back inside again. I held her hips and pressed her hard against the glass. I started thrusting my hips up into her now. I just held her and used my hips to press so deep into her. Felt her end with each press of my body. Her nails were digging into my shoulders as we fucked against the glass. I was so into her right now I forgot about all the people below. It was unlikely that they would notice us anyway. We were up five floors so if you weren't looking you wouldn't notice us. It was still thrilling to say the least. I was thrusting into her hard still. Felt her breath against my face as we were one. I knew she was getting closer by the way she was moaning. Mine was closing in on me fast. I gripped her butt a little harder to let her know I was going to cum soon. She begged me to go faster. I pushed as fast as I could without dropping her. Our bodies were crashing together loudly. The wet slaps sex filled her office as we both started cumming. It wasn't as intense for her as the first one but she still leaked her wetness as I fired off deep inside of her. Her cunny milked me for everything I could give her. My legs were shaking now as we both finished. I quickly pulled her away from the window and walked to her desk. I set her down but remained inside of her. Her little cunny was still squeezing me and sending pleasure down my cock. "That was a good way to blow off some steam," she smiled. "Is that what you had intended when you called me down here?" I asked. "Maybe," she said coyly. "I was pretty wet this morning when I woke up. I had a dream about us and I was pretty turned on this morning." "Why didn't you wake me up?" I asked. She smiled. "You looked so peaceful sleeping there so I left you alone. I fucked myself in the shower instead." "Jamie," I teased. "Bad girl." "Hmm," she growled. "I wasn't satisfied until now if that makes you feel any better." "Next time wake me up will you?" "Are you mad I played with myself?" she asked shyly now. "No," I smiled. "I would have loved to watch you though." "Owen," she sassed. "You perv." "Yeah," I smiled still. "I am. But you love me anyway." "I do," she smiled. She leaned back and turned the clock so she could see it. "Lunch time," she smiled. "Get dressed so we can go." I slipped from her and found my shorts. She fixed her skirt then redid her hair so it wasn't a tangled mess. We made a stop at the bathroom before we left her office and walked down the street to the little café to get lunch. "Today is my last day," she said as we sat down. "It is?" I asked. "Yeah. Can you help me later on? I need help carrying my stuff from the office back to the apartment." "Sure baby," I smiled. "Where do you want to go from here?" I asked. "Do you want to go home now or do you want to stay and explore more?" "Well," I paused. "I've always wanted to see Norway or Sweden." "You have?" she questioned. "Why is that?" "It's our homeland," I offered with my smile. "I ah, I guess I'm missing something," she said confused. "We are all Scandinavian if you trace our roots back a few generations. Great-great grandpa and grandma were from Norway. Great grandpa was from there. Great grandma was from Finland. Grandpa is Norwegian, grandma was Swedish. My dad and yours are Norwegian and Swedish. My mom was Swedish. Your mom, from what I was told, is German but that's close enough. I think it would be kind of cool to see the place anyway. I've always wanted to go there since I was a little kid." "That explains why we all have the blue eyes and the blonde hair," she offered. "That it does," I smiled. "We can go there if you really want to," she offered. "That's up to you baby. It doesn't matter to me where we go as long as we go together. All I know is I have to be back home by Monday." "I know," she sassed. "You keep reminding me of that." "Well," she said after some thought. "Let's stay here for the weekend and explore some. Then we can go north and explore Norway or Sweden until Friday. Then we can go home and unwind from the trip so you can be fresh for Monday. I'll look for an apartment while you are training so we can settle in somewhere and make a house a home." "That sounds perfect Jamie." She sighed now. "I can't believe it's almost over already. Where did the time go?" "Beats me," I sighed. "I had so much fun over here with you. I couldn't have asked for a better spring." "So true," she smiled. "I can't wait to get back home though. I miss my TV shows." "I miss people that I can actually understand," I smiled. She just laughed then took a sip of her wine as we waited for lunch. ***** Thanks for reading. Comments are always welcome. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 10 This is a work of fiction. Names, character's, businesses, places, events and incidents are either products of the authors imagination or used in a factitious manor. Any resemblance to actual events is purely coincidental. ***** "I'm going to run," I whispered. "Do you want to come?" "Not today," she yawned. "Maybe tomorrow." Jamie wasn't a runner. She was in very good shape and did exercise, but running wasn't her thing. I kissed her softly and said I would be back in a while. I took off and ran around the city. I returned home and opened the door panting hard. "Owen," Jamie cried. I could clearly hear the pain in her voice as she called my name. Something was really wrong as the hairs on my head tingled. "What is it baby?" I asked. "I just got off the phone with my dad," she whimpered. "It's grandpa." "Oh no," I gasped. "He's gone isn't he?" "Yeah," she sobbed. "Fuck," I cried. I took Jamie into my arms and held her as we both cried. We knew grandpa was old but he was still in good health so this was a sudden passing. I was glad that I had spent some time with him when I went home to graduate. "What happened?" I asked. She sniffled and wiped her eyes before she spoke. "Thursday he had a heart attack. He passed that evening." "And he's just now calling you? It's freaking Saturday." "There's nothing I could do from here anyway," she sighed. "He's been busy with your dad making arrangements for everything." I shrugged. She was right, there was nothing we could do from here. "He says your dad has been trying to reach you," she continued. "Yeah, I figured as much." "How are you going to explain why you haven't returned his calls?" "I don't know," I sighed. "I'll figure something out. When is the funeral?" "It's Monday." "When are we leaving?" "Today if we can. If that's ok with you?" "Let's get packing and going," I sighed. "What are you going to tell your dad?" she asked again. "I don't know," I said frustrated. "I'll figure it out. I'll tell him I've been busy or something." "You know he's going to be mad." "That goes without saying," I sighed. "Let's just drop it for now and get going." "Sorry Owen," she offered. "I'm just worried about what's going to happen when we get home." "I'll deal with it babe," I sighed. "Let's not worry about it for now." Jamie started calling the airport to see if we could get a flight home today. I started packing our things and setting them by the door so we could go at a moment's notice. The whole time I was thinking about what I was going to say to my dad. He was going to be pissed when I got home. There was no questioning that. He'd want an answer as to why I hadn't talked to him in a month. We got onto a plane about two hours later and started the long journey home. We landed in New York and met Ariel at the curb to give her some of our stuff before we caught another flight to Florida where Uncle Buck picked us up at the airport. "Where have you been Owen?" he asked once we got on the road. "I've been in New York working out and training," I lied. "Your dad is awfully pissed off you haven't called him in a while. He's even more mad that he couldn't get ahold of you." "I know," I sighed. "I'm just giving you fair warning that he's going to be pissed off when he sees you." "Yeah," I sighed again. "It's just one of those things. You get busy and you forget." "Sure Owen," Uncle Buck sighed. "I'm not buying it but it doesn't bother me like it's going to bother him." "Daddy," Jamie sighed. "He went with me to Europe. He knew Uncle Dan would be upset if he said anything so he didn't. And if it's not too much to ask, can you not say anything?" "Sure honey," he smiled. "I won't bring it up but if he corners me I can't make and promises. But ah... why didn't you just say that in the first place?" "You know how he is Uncle Buck," I sighed. "He's going to be pissed. I know exactly what he is going to say. You should be in New York training with the team." "He probably has a good point," he offered. "But it's your life and he can't tell you what to do anymore." "He can certainly try though," I sighed. "What were you two doing over there together anyway?" he asked. "It's kind of scary over there all by myself," Jamie offered. "I felt better having Owen with me." "Is it safe over there where you are?" he asked. "Yeah," she said quickly. "It's just...you know? It's different being alone in a different country and not knowing where you are going or anything like that." "I guess," he smiled. "So how was it besides that?" "We had a good time," she smiled. "We got to see some pretty cool stuff between all the work I was doing." "Where were you this time around?" he asked. We talked for a while now about the time we spent together. It passed the time quickly until we started to head into town. "Can you take me to the Williams' house?" I asked. "I left my truck at Shane's and he said he put it over there so it was out of the way." "I thought I saw it driving around town a few weeks ago," he said. "I thought I was seeing things." "I told him not to be driving it around," I hissed. "That was over a month ago," Uncle Buck offered. We made a couple of turns until we reached the Williams' house. I climbed out of the car and grabbed my bag from the trunk. Uncle Buck warned me again that my dad wasn't going to be happy when he saw me. I shrugged and told them I would see them later. I knew I would have to face it sooner or later so I climbed into the cab and headed home. Sure enough, he was waiting for me and was pissed off. "It's nice of you to show up," my dad barked. "Where the fuck have you been?" "It's nice to see you too dad," I quipped. "Cut the crap Owen," he snapped. "Where have you been?" "New York," I said calmly. "Where do you think I've been?" "Then why can't I get ahold of you when I call you?" he hissed. "I've just been busy dad," I sighed calmly. "Bull shit," he hissed angrily. "Don't try and pull that, I've been busy, shit with me. How come nobody can get ahold of you? Uncle Buck has tried to call you too." "I just told you," I shot back. "I've been busy. I've been working with a quarterback coach on my mechanics and when I haven't been with him I've been training my ass off to get into better shape." "You couldn't call me once in a while and tell me how your life is going? I haven't seen you since you graduated in May." "Because I've been busy dad," I hissed now. "I get that Owen," he fired right back. "I've been busy in my life too but that doesn't mean I couldn't take five minutes to call somebody and let them know how I've been doing." "I meant to call but I get caught up and I lose track of time." "Sure Owen," he sighed angrily. "So, how have things been going in New York?" "Well," I sighed. It threw me off a little that he gave up so easily and changed the subject. "Alright for now. I've been busy working on my mechanics so I have more drive on the ball when I throw. When I haven't been doing that, I've been busting my butt off to get into better shape." "Really?" he questioned with a serious undertone. "Yeah," I said firmly. "Put the damn shovel down Owen," he said bluntly. "Quit digging yourself deeper into the hole." "What are you talking about?" "You take me for a fool?" he barked. "I wasn't born yesterday Owen." "I never said you were a fool," I said quickly. "Do you remember what I did for a living Owen?" "Yeah, it's kind of hard to forget that." "I was in intelligence for the last twelve years I was in the Corps Owen. But it doesn't take a great detective to figure out you are lying your ass off right now." "I'm not lying dad," I said firmly. "Bull shit Owen. Stop fucking lying to me." "I'm not." "Really?" he asked smugly. "Then your friends must be lying." "What friends?" I asked. He shook his head before he looked at me sternly again. "Do you remember graduation? Remember all of us standing around after you had walked? It was me and you and your friends and some of their parents standing around talking." "Yeah," I said uneasy. Where the hell was this going? "You went with grandpa to show him where the bathroom was. One of them asked where you went. Another said you probably went to call your girlfriend. Another said you two had broken up. The first guy said you guys were back together again. They joked about it for a minute until they looked at me and asked me. Did Owen and Jamie get back together?" My face must have turned white as he said that. I knew he knew and shit was about to hit the fan. "After I picked my jaw up off the floor I told them I didn't get into your affairs since it was too hard to keep track of things in your life. But I did ask how long you and this Jamie girl had been together. One of them said you guys had been together for forever. Another said you guys had been together since high school but you had broken up when she took some job that had her leaving the country." "They were just misunderstanding the facts," I lied. "Bull shit Owen," he barked. "She came to visit me once in a while," I shot back. "It's too much of a coincidence," he barked again. "And I have more than just them telling me about your lies. I did a little more digging into the matter. I searched social media and found a few pictures of you and Jamie together on some of their pages. You guys looked a little closer than just some friendly visits." "But I dug deeper still. I found out where your mail was being forwarded to. I got the number and called it just to see. I talked with an Ariel and she said you were out of the country with your girlfriend Jamie. After that I called in a favor and had them run your passport. London, Milan, Paris, and New York all hit. The same places Jamie has been." "So," he said looking at me hard. "I know for a certain fact that you have been lying. You lied to me about being in New York all this time. You've lied to me about your girlfriends and why I've never gotten to meet any of them. You've been lying to me for over four years now. The only thing I didn't realize is how big, how deep, how complex, and how much of a fucked bunch of lies you have been telling me all this time." I stood there stunned. I didn't even know what to say or where to start. "The only thing left for you to do right now is to come clean on your lies and tell me what is going on. And don't try and twist it all around or dig yourself deeper. A dozen people have told me they have seen you with Jamie and that you two are together. The pictures don't lie and the passports don't either." "I'm sorry dad," I said softly. "I don't know what to say." "Tell me what the fuck is going on with you and Jamie," he said coldly. "I've got all the facts, the writing was on the wall the whole time I just never put two and two together until I started digging. I've seen the way you two are around each other and it all makes sense now. The only thing left for you to do is tell me the truth." "Do you really want to do this now?" I asked. "With everything that's going on, do you really want to do this now?" "The situation isn't going to change the truth Owen. Do you think that in a week this is going to be easier?" "No, but I don't think this is the time or the place for this," I replied. "Then don't say anything Owen," he snapped. "Just go on and keep pretending everything is all fine and dandy." "Is that going to make it better?" I asked. "Is hearing it somehow going to make it ok? If you know what's going on then why do you want to hear me say it?" "Because I hate a fucking liar," he barked. "I can't stand them. I never thought my own son would be such a liar. Fuck, I thought I raised you better than that." "Fine, fuck it," I hissed. "What do I have to lose anyway? It ain't going to change a damn thing. I'm still going to love Jamie even after you tell me to go to hell. But before I tell you what you already know, try to understand how much I really care for Jamie. Try to understand how deep my feelings for her really are. I love that woman with all my heart and I couldn't see myself without her by my side." "Owen," he said shaking his head in dismay. "Just say it." "Jamie and I are together, in love, and very, very happy to be together." "You are fucked up," he snapped. "Where the fuck did I go wrong with you?" "It's nothing you did. It just happened." "Did you go blind or something Owen?" he cried. He was irate now. "Did you take a shot to the head that fucked you up somehow? How the fuck did you wind up with your cousin? You need to go see a doctor to figure out what the fuck is wrong with you." "Fuck you dad," I roared. "And you wonder why I lied to you about everything." "Because you are fucked up," he yelled back. "Fucked up in the head and in need of some serious help. Jamie too for that matter." "Shut the fuck up dad!" I yelled louder now. "Take your shots at me but you better fucking leave Jamie out of this." "Get the fuck out of my house!" he roared. "Get the fuck out of here!" "This is why," I hollered back. "This is why I lied. Because you wouldn't understand. You don't understand how much Jamie means to me. The only person who would was mom. She would have understood." "Goddammit!" he snapped. He launched himself at me and punched me right in the face. The blow knocked me back before he grabbed me again in a big bear hug. He drove me back until I slammed into the wall. The drywall busted and left a big hole in the wall as a few pictures and knickknacks fell to the floor. I reacted quickly and hooked my arms around him. I put my leg out and spun him around until he tripped over it and fell to the floor. I was free now and took off to the door. "How fucking dare you bring your mother into this? Get your ass back here so I can kick it." "You're a fucking psycho," I yelled as I raced to the door. "I'm not getting into a fist fight with you." He stumbled to his feet to give chase. I heard him crash into the chairs at the kitchen table as I reached the door. "You fucking son of a bitch!" he cried. "You are not my son. Get the fuck out of here and don't ever come back!" I was out the door and in my truck. I fired up the engine and put it in reverse, burning rubber all the way down the driveway. He was at the door still shouting at me. "You ever come back around here and I'm going to kill you." "I will be here tomorrow to pay my respects to Grandpa," I called. "I hope you have the decency to let me to that." He grabbed a brick paver as I put it into drive and punched the pedal to the floor again. The tires spun down the street leaving black marks and smoke as he threw the paver. It landed harmlessly in the road behind the truck as I raced away. I raced through the streets towards Uncle Buck's now. I left black marks at each stop sign as I hurried to get there. I was shaking so bad by the time I pulled to a screeching stop on the road at Uncle Buck's. I left the truck running as I raced for the house and went right on inside. "Jamie," I called. "Come on, we have to go." "Why? What happened?" "My dad went fucking crazy. Come on." "What happened to your face?" Jamie cried. "I don't have time to explain. Get in the truck. We have to go." "What the hell is going on?" Uncle Buck asked. "My dad punched me and blew up. I have to get Jamie out of here." "What the hell is going on?" Uncle Buck called again. "He knows Jamie," I cried. "He knows. Come on, we have to get out of here. I'm afraid of what he might do. He snapped. He fucking snapped." Jamie knew exactly what I meant when I said that. She didn't hesitate and quickly pushed herself out of the chair and followed me to the door. "Where are you going?" Uncle Buck called. "I have to go daddy," she called back. "I'll call you in a while and explain." "What the hell?" he called. Jamie and I hurried to the truck and took off. I punched the pedal to the floor again not knowing whether my dad was coming this way or not. I had no idea what he was capable of at this point. The only thing I knew was I needed to get Jamie away from any chance of him finding her or me. "You told him now? Of all the times to tell him you chose now?" "He figured it out Jamie. He figured it out at graduation. My friends said it by accident that I was with you. Then he went digging and found everything he needed to know. Fuck!" "Oh no!" she gasped. "I never thought about that. How could we be so stupid?" "How could they have known Jamie? We were just us when we were at college. They didn't know anything other than that." "Does my dad know?" she asked. "Do you really think he would have been quiet about it?" "What do we do?" she asked in a panic. "He knows too much as it is. He's going to call your dad and want to know why you got hit." "Fuck," I croaked. "I don't know. I guess call him. Call him and get him to meet us at a hotel or something so we can tell him. Do it now before he calls my dad." She sighed long and hard before she pulled her phone from her pocket and started dialing her dad. * There was a soft knock at the door. Jamie opened it and let Uncle Buck in. "What the hell happened between you two Owen? Gosh damn, I've never seen him hit you before." "Sit down dad," Jamie said taking charge. "We have something we need to tell you." "Ok?" he said unsure. "Owen got hit because he said something that is very hard for us to tell people. It's not something you would expect from the two of us. We both understand if you don't like it but it's what we have chosen to do together. There's nothing you can do to change the way we feel." "Ok?" he said still very lost. "Daddy, Owen and I have been together for over four years now. I'm in love with him." If a picture paints a thousand words, Uncle Buck's face painted about three thousand. He looked stunned, then lost, then confused, before finally having a blank expression. "Daddy," Jamie said softly. "I love this man. He makes me feel like I'm the only woman in the world. I can't see myself without him by my side." Uncle Buck's hands pointed and swirled around as he tried to find the words to talk. Nothing came out as he tried to figure out what to say. "I know this is crazy but I can't change the way my heart feels. I love him with all of mine. If you don't understand that's ok. We have made this choice together and want a life together. We want you to be a part of our lives but if you can't accept us then we understand." "Holy shit," he finally spoke slowly. "I love Jamie Uncle Buck," I said softly. "I've been in love with her since we were eighteen years old. I can't live my life without her. We aren't asking you to jump for joy and say that you are happy for us. We just want you to know that we are together and we would like you to understand that we love each other." "I don't want you to hate me daddy. I want you to understand how much Owen means to me. If you hate me and never want me to come around anymore I would fully understand." "I ... ah... I don't know what to say," he said blankly. "It's my life daddy and my choice. I want to be with Owen." "I didn't see this one coming," he offered. "We didn't either Uncle Buck. We fell in love. The details don't really matter. My love and my feelings for her are the only thing that matter. I want this woman by my side for the rest of my life." He sat there in silence as we looked at him. It was a long moment before he spoke. "How the hell did this happen?" We sat there and explained. It took about a half an hour to explain everything and try to get him to understand. He was at least civil about it. He just asked questions and made comments and concerns when it was appropriate. By the time we had finished explaining he seemed to understand. Maybe he didn't fully have it sunk in yet. Who knows really? He was calm and composed so that was a good start. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 10 "How the hell are we going to fix this?" he asked, pointing to my face. "You can't," I said. "I knew dad would get angry. I didn't expect this but I expected him to get upset." "I'm going to catch a bunch of shit from him about this. He's going to expect me to be on his side in all of this." "We aren't asking you to choose a side daddy. All we want is for you to know and understand us." "That will take some time," he sighed. "And I'm not going to take sides. Jamie is all I have and I don't want to alienate her. This is going to be hard." "We don't have to be open with us in front of you Uncle Buck. We just wanted you to know we are together. The timing is bad but you were going to find out sooner or later." "I'll see what I can do to settle your dad down Owen," he offered. "He told me never to show my face again. You've got a lot of work to do." He sighed. "Come and pay your respects to your grandpa. I'll make sure he is civil enough for that. After that, I suggest you two get out of town until he cools off. It's going to take some time for all this to sink in. For both of us." "What about you daddy?" Jamie asked. "Jamie," he started then stopped. He thought before choosing his words carefully. "I don't know how I feel about it. It's really strange to hear this. I know it's taken a lot of courage to come forward and tell me this. Maybe you two should give me some time to let it sink in as well. I may not be mad like your dad is Owen, but it's still very different." "I'm sorry we had to tell you this now daddy," Jamie said softly. "I know honey," he said softly and smiled at her. "If anything, you two can live your life together but just do it quietly when you are around me. Let me get used to it first." "That's all we have ever wanted Uncle Buck. We want to be us and not hide it from anybody. Do you know how hard this has been for both of us?" "I can't imagine," he sighed. "Listen," he said after a moment of thought. "I will be there for you two if you need me. I may not be fond of this but I don't want to cut you two from my life. I can't do that. I love the both of you too much to do that. Pay your respects to grandpa then leave town for a while until everything cools off." "Thank you Uncle Buck," I said. "Thank you daddy," Jamie said. She quickly gave him a hug. "Get some rest," he said. "I love you daddy. I'm sorry if we upset you." "I'm not upset," he sighed. "I'm just in shock. There's no sense in being upset over something you can't change." He sighed again. "Now I have to see Dan and settle him down." "Good luck with that," I offered. We paid our respects to grandpa. Dad didn't even acknowledge I was even alive. He just went about his business and pretended I wasn't there. He was even cold to Uncle Buck. Once it was over, Jamie and I took off in the truck and headed back to New York so I could join the team and prepare for the comings weeks. * I worked hard during the OTA's and the training camp. I picked up quickly on the new system that I had to learn and felt pretty confident when we broke camp and started preparing for the first preseason game of the year. I didn't start that game and I didn't expect to at this point. They let the backup from last season make the start since the starter hadn't signed a deal yet. I played the entire fourth quarter of that first game. The stats weren't that impressive, I stuck with the game plan and did what I was asked. It must have caught the attention of the coaching staff because I got into the game at the start of the second quarter in the next preseason game. I played well into the third quarter before I was pulled so the next quarterback could get some time. I played well in the time I was in there, throwing a touchdown pass and picking up a few yards on the ground when I needed too. The controversy over the star not signing was really starting to heat up by the time we played the third preseason game of the year. The press was giving all sorts of opinions on what the team should do. One said we should cut the starter and move in a different direction. Others said they should give in and give him what he wanted. Others had no idea but said this season was going to be a disaster if nothing was done. My name came up several times over the course of the week leading up to the third game. Some of them liked me and others said I wouldn't make it past Monday of next week. I watched as little as I could but it was hard to completely isolate myself from it all so I heard my fair share of it. We played like crap in the third preseason game. I got in during the second quarter again and led the team down the field on my first drive and gave us the only score of the night. Every drive after that ended when we got penalized for something stupid and we couldn't overcome it. I was pulled again in the fourth to give the next guy another look. After that game they trimmed the roster down to seventy five. I was listed to stay around for one more game. I knew that was good but I wasn't out of the woods yet. A deal was signed and the star was to make the start the next game. I got into the game at the start of the third quarter in the final preseason game. I played hard, trying to give them a reason to keep me around. I managed the game and had no mistakes during the entire time I was in the game. I was pulled midway through the fourth to let another guy have a chance. All I could do now as hope that I had done enough to stick around. I knew the drill. The final roster had to be trimmed before the five pm deadline on Monday. I was brought into the office on Monday and sat down. I was nervous as hell as I sat there and waited for my fate. "Well Owen," the GM sighed. "Do you have any clue why I've called you in here?" "I have a pretty good idea," I sighed. "I'll turn in my stuff and say thank you for the opportunity to play for the team." "You don't need to turn in your stuff Owen," he smiled. "I don't?" I asked stunned. "We want to keep you around Owen. You shouldn't doubt yourself and listen to the media. They don't know shit about you or what we have going on behind closed doors." "I try not to," I smiled. "But that's all I've heard for the past month." "Lesson number one," he chuckled. "Don't listen to them. Listen to the people in the organization if you really want to know where you stand." "Yes sir." He reached over and pushed the button on the phone. "Hey Phil? Are you there?" "I'm here," he called. "Is Owen there?" "I'm here," I said, not knowing what the hell was going on. "Do you want to tell him Phil or should I?" he asked. "Owen," Phil cheered. "I got a copy of a new contract sitting in my hands right now. There should be one sitting in front of you now." As he spoke the GM slid another contract in front of me. "I see it," I said still unsure about what was going on. "We are moving you up Owen," he smiled. "We want you as the number two guy on the roster. We want to compensate you for your talents." "Ok?" I said hardly containing my smile. "I didn't expect this." "How's five hundred thousand a year sound for the next three years?" Phil asked. "Holy shit," I gasped. "More than I expected." "I looked it over this morning Owen. It all looks good. I'd be there to go over it with you but I'm in California right now so I couldn't be there. Read it over and make sure it's what you want. It's solid though Owen. You should sign." "I'll take your word Phil. Thank you so much." "No, thank you," Phil called back. "I'm getting a pay day because of you." "Well, you're welcome then," I smiled. "Just sign on the dotted line and we can get the paperwork sent off to the league office. Congratulations Owen, you are one of us now." I quickly scribbled my name down on the dotted line before I slid the paper back over to the GM. "All done Phil," he said. "Get that chicken suit out so we can make Owen dance in it at the next practice." "Say what?" I laughed. "Was that in there?" They both laughed before he said he was joking. "You run on home to that beautiful young lady you have and tell her the news," Phil cheered. "I'll call you in a few days to see how things are going." "Thank you Phil," I said again. "Now that that is over with," the GM sighed. "I have to deliver the bad news to the next guy." "Let me get out of here then," I said quickly. "I don't want to see the guy that I'm taking a job away from." "It's just the nature of the business Owen. Players come and go." "So I've been told," I said standing. I shook his hand. "Thank you for the opportunity to play here sir. I won't let you down." "The pleasure is all ours Owen. It just sucks for the other teams that they missed out on your talent." "Fuck em'," I laughed. "I've got a great team to play for." He laughed hard before he patted my back and showed me out the door. I went down to the next office and asked if I could get a copy of my contract so I could surprise Jamie when I got back home. "Well?" Jamie asked when I walked in the door. I kept a blank face as I walked inside and set my stuff down. "My contract got dumped." "I'm sorry Owen." "I got this instead," I smiled lightly. She took it out of my hand and started reading it. Her face concentrated on it until she realized what it said. "Happy birthday baby," I smiled. "We are set now." "Oh my god Owen. This is so amazing. I can't believe this." "I know right," I cheered. "I was expecting to get cut not sign a new contract worth more money." "I told you not to listen to the press and you being a bubble player. You should always listen to me. I'm always going to be right." "Yeah, yeah," I smiled. "At least you will be in a pleasant mood when we got out tonight," she laughed. "I would have been fine," I sighed. "I had prepared myself for bad news. Who is going with us again?" "Ariel and her boyfriend," she replied. "Have I met him yet?" "Not yet." "Have you?" I asked. "I met him the other day when he stopped by the office to drop something off for her." "So you don't know him that well either?" I asked. "Not really. Why? You scared to meet new people?" I laughed. "I've never been afraid to meet new people. I just wanted a little insight to how he was that's all." "Ariel thinks he's ok. Isn't that good enough?" "Yes ma'am," I sighed. She laughed and looked at my contract again. "This is so amazing." "I'm going to take a shower and relax. I was sweating like a fucking pig in there. They scared the shit out of me." I looked at her like I wanted to her to come with me. She smiled and hugged me tightly for a minute before she pushed me away. "You smell," she sassed. "Aller prendre une douche." (go take a shower) "Yeah, yeah," I sighed. "Se déshabiller et être au lit à la fois que je suis fait." (get naked and be in bed by the time I am done) "Dans votre rêves bébé," she giggled. (in your dreams baby) I kissed her softly before I turned to get in the shower. "Do I even need to learn French anymore?" I asked. "I have more than a steady job now." "Yes you still need to learn French," she sassed. "We are traveling again once the season is over with. Besides, it's good for you to exercise your mind and learn something new." "If you say so," I replied. "What did I just tell you?" she asked while giggling. "I'm always going to be..." "Right," I finished for her. I could hear her giggling as I turned the water on and waited for it to warm up. I showered then got out and relaxed with her until dinner time grew closer. "Where are we eating?" I asked. "I wanted to try that Japanese steakhouse up off of Broadway," she said. "That place is kind of pricey," I said. "Can your friend afford that?" "You can," she smiled. "Mr. football." "I haven't gotten paid yet silly girl." "So I have to buy my birthday dinner?" she sassed. "No," I laughed. "I'll dip in a little from my savings." "How haven't you not gotten paid yet?" she questioned. "I only get paid after we play. I get a check every Monday." "I see," she said. "Can you spot me and I'll make it up to you later?" I joked. "Whatever," she sassed. We got ready and headed down the elevator to the lobby of the apartment complex. Jamie looked stunning in her white little cocktail dress. It sat about mid-thigh and left a lot of skin exposed on her shoulders as it was strapless. Her hair was down for once which made me happy. She always looked good to me with her hair down. Her small diamond studs hung in her ears making her face sparkle that much more. "Do you want to drive?" she asked. "My old beat up truck," I laughed. "Let's walk through the park and take a cab home." "Sounds good baby," she smiled taking my hand. We walked through the park and got to the restaurant a little late. We met up with Ariel and her boyfriend David. Ariel was really nice and I got along with her very well. The first time I met her was when she picked me up at the airport when I came home to graduate. There wasn't a silent moment the whole time we rode in the car back to her apartment. She was easy going and very down to earth despite being from the city and having never really been outside of it. Jamie and I were both from a small town and she had never met anybody like us but we got along despite the big cultural differences between us. After Jamie and I got back to New York, after the big incident with our dads, we lived with her for about a week until we moved into our new place. She didn't mind us being there but we knew we needed a place of our own. Jamie had been living with her since she took the job so they were pretty good friends but it was time for her to move on and get a place of her own. Ariel introduced me to David. He didn't have a whole lot to say and was rather quiet as we stood around and waited for the hostess to take us to the table. We were seated next to our dates and given menus to brows for the time being. "So, is it true?" Ariel asked. "Your bubble didn't get popped?" "What?" I asked confused before the light bulb finally clicked on. "Yeah, I made the cut. Second string as a matter of fact." "That's awesome," she cheered. "Even if it is with them." "Yeah, yeah," I sighed. "I know you're a big fan of them. Sorry I had to break your poor little heart." "I'll cheer for you but quietly," she giggled. "If you play my team though you can forget about it." "Didn't you already play them?" Jamie asked. "Preseason but yeah. I threw for a touchdown in that game." "Don't remind me," Ariel croaked. "You play in the pros?" David now spoke. It was the first words he had said since I shook his hand when we first got here. "I just signed a three year deal," I smiled. "Three years," Ariel cheered. "Wow Owen, that's so cool." "Hopefully I will get in there this year. I'm not saying I want to see somebody get hurt but I don't want to be sitting on the bench for three years. I sat my first year of college and that was long enough." "You'll get your shot Owen," Ariel said confidently. "They must see something in you if they kept you around." "Hopefully I'm more than just a pretty face to them," I joked. The girls giggled as the waiter came to the table and waited to take our order. We all ordered a drink before we picked up the conversation again. Jamie asked Ariel about work and they started talking away. I watched David for a minute. He glanced over at Ariel before quickly turning is eyes towards a girl that was walking by. His eyes went straight for her ass as he watched her cross the floor. I turned and checked her out but dismissed it quickly. She had a nice ass but Jamie had her beat. "So, what do you do for work?" I asked David. "Oh," he said shaking away from the girl and turning back to me. "I do some freelance photography for the Post." "That sounds pretty cool," I offered. "Have you done anything good?" "A few here and there," he said. His eyes were following the next girl that walked by. I glanced and saw the blonde walking by in a tight pair of pants. "What do you do mostly?" I asked. "Sports or current events or whatever you can?" "I'm not into sports that much," he sighed. "No offense, but jocks don't interest me that much. A bunch of meatheads playing a game doesn't do much for me." "Why is that?" I asked a little annoyed. "I don't know," he sighed. "I guess it's because I was a nerd in school and got picked on by them. I was smart so I used my mind and my intelligence to get a degree and find a real job." "Oh," I sighed annoyed. "No offense," he said again. "I went to college and I have a degree," I offered. "I can speak two languages so I'm not just some dumb jock." "Well," he paused. "You are few and far between then. Most guys just coast through college because they can play a silly game." "Sure," I sighed. He gave me a goofy smile then turned his head to follow a waitress as she walked by carrying a tray with some drinks on it. It seemed David was only interested in females and not the one that he came with. Ariel was very pretty so I didn't understand what his deal was. I dismissed my thoughts on him and turned to Jamie and Ariel now. Maybe they had something more interesting to say. "You're so full of it," I teased Jamie as she told Ariel about me in Milan. "I am not," she giggled. "That's only half true," I teased more. "The look on your face said it all," Jamie giggled and leaned against me. "The girls over there a little more open than they are here," I offered. Jamie and Ariel both giggled again before Jamie leaned in for a kiss. I planted a soft one on her lips as she giggled into my kiss. She turned back to Ariel and started talking again about the girl we ran into at the bar while in Milan. She wanted to come back to the house with Jamie and I and have a threesome. Jamie had to turn her down since I didn't know but five words in Italian. Not that I would have said yes if I could speak the language anyway. I watched David again as he studied another girl sitting at the table across from us. He was undressing her with his eyes. I could almost read the dirty thoughts running through his mind as he sat there. That annoyed me but not as bad as it did when Jamie and Ariel excused themselves to go to the bathroom. His eyes were glued to Jamie's ass as she walked away. He undressed her with his eyes again as she came back to the table. I almost said something but the waiter and the food arriving at the table stopped me. He set our food down and we started to dig in. The conversation was about the same all throughout dinner. Jamie, Ariel, and I were doing most of the talking. David was mostly quiet and checking out every female in the area including Jamie again. I was happy to pay the tab and get out of there. Jamie and Ariel wanted to go for drinks afterwards. I reluctantly agreed to go. We walked down the street and went into an upscale bar. We all ordered and sipped on our drink as the girls continued to talk. I gave up on talking to David and focused on what Jamie had to say. He was too busy watching the girls and didn't have much else to say. His looks towards Jamie had me very annoyed as the night wore on. They went to the bathroom again. I watched him follow Jamie's ass as she walked away. She was very stunning tonight. The way her dress hugged her curves had me flustered all night long. I guess I couldn't blame David for checking Jamie out. He could be a little more discreet about it though. When she returned I pulled her close to me and gave her another kiss. Then I hinted to her I was ready. "Quand puis-je vous ramener à la maison?" I whispered. "Je m'ennuie." (when can I take you home? I'm bored) It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 10 "Soyez gentil," she whispered back. (be nice) "Il pourrait agir comme il veut être ici." (he could act like he wants to be here) She kissed me softly as I looked at her. "Je le ferai à vous plus tard." (I will make it up to you later) "Bien," I sighed. (Okay) I kissed her again before she turned back to Ariel and started talking to her again. I sat there with my hand on her leg feeling her smooth skin. She glanced back at me playfully as I ran my hand up and down her leg stopping at her dress. I knew better than to try anything here. We had a couple of more drinks before we called it a night. I knew Jamie was having a good time with Ariel so I dealt with David for the rest of the night. I tried to get him to talk again but he was too busy watching the girls. We finally said our goodbyes and called a cab so we could return home for the night. "See why you need to keep working on your French?" she teased. "You said what you needed to say and they didn't have a clue." "I guess," I smiled. "This has been a pain in the ass trying to learn a new language." "I know it's hard," she said. "But you are doing so well." I held her hand and looked out the window at the busy New York streets. I missed the small town quiet right about now. Life had led me here though and with Jamie. I couldn't be happier about that. I squeezed her hand and looked over at her. She just gave me a soft smile as I looked at her. "Owen, would you be mad if I said I didn't want to quit my job?" "Not at all," I said smiling. "I already figured you wouldn't." "I love what I'm doing and I don't want to give it up right now." "So don't," I offered. "Keep on doing it. I'll be busy anyway." "I'll be leaving in a few weeks again for Tokyo," she sighed. "I'll travel with you once the season ends. It's just a couple of months long." "I talked with my boss," she said. "I told her I love doing this but if you made the team I would like to be closer to home and you. Tokyo is a must. She will see what she can do about keeping me here but she couldn't promise me anything." "Do what you have to do Jamie. It's your passion and I don't want to keep you from that. I'll be all over the place anyway so you might as well do something to pass the time." "Thank you Owen. Thank you for being so understanding." The light changed and the cab took off again. "So, David has some wandering eyes," I said softly. "Wandering eyes?" Jamie questioned. "You didn't notice? Every female that walked by us was like a piece of meat to him." "No," Jamie said in disbelief. "Really?" "You didn't notice him burning a hole in your ass?" "He was checking me out?" "You and every other girl that walked by." "I did notice his eyes wandering around. I guess I didn't put two and two together." "You should probably tell Ariel. He's bad news for her." "She kind of likes him though," she sighed. "He's going to break her little heart though," I said. "I guess I should say something shouldn't I?" she asked. "I would," I sighed. We pulled up to the apartment a few minutes later. We both went in and headed up to the room. She went out to the balcony and waited for me to come out there. I grabbed a bottle of wine and two glasses before I joined her on the big out door sofa bed thing we had bought. We sat together and sipped on wine as we watched the skyline and the sights below. The fake candles in the tea glasses flickered in the night as we just laid there and relaxed in each other's company. "You sure do like wine," Jamie teased. "You turned me onto it when we were traveling. I kind of like it. It's a good way to relax the evening away." "That and other stuff," she said slyly. I turned to see her moving my way. I remained still as her lips covered mine. It was a soft and gentle kiss that let me taste the sweet red wine on her tongue. Her kiss grew more hungry as she leaned more of her body on mine. My hands went for her hips as I slipped them under her little dress and felt her skin. I traveled all the way up to her hips before I found the tiny little piece of fabric on her hips. I wasn't in a rush tonight. There was no need to be really. I let my hands rest at her hips before moving them back and cupping her perfect ass. The skin felt so good to my touch. I was more into what her mouth was doing to mine. The hunger in her kiss left me wanting more from her. It surprised me when she made the first move. She parted from my mouth and lifted her dress over her head. She carefully put it on the chair next to her before finding my lips again. She was still covered by her strapless bra and the tiny white thong. Her legs swung over my body as she rested in my lap. I moaned into her kiss as my hands traced her sides. She giggled softly as my fingers touched her ribs and tickled her. My hands curled around her chest and cupped her breasts as my tongue softly traced her. I gave them a gentle squeeze making the clip release and her bra to fall down her back. I felt her skin on her breasts as I gently cupped them. Her nipples pressed into my palms before I ran my thumbs over them to tease her. She growled into my mouth as I rolled them around. I teased them as I moved from her mouth to her neck. The soft skin felt perfect on my lips as I tasted her. She let her fingers find the buttons on my shirt and opened them one at a time as my mouth moved down her neck to her throat. From there I reached her nipple as the last button opened on my shirt. She opened my shirt and curled her hands in my hair as I sucked on her gently. My hands ran up her sides again pulling her harder into my mouth as I switched sides and gave the other breasts some attention. I sucked it into my mouth and licked the rubbery flesh as she gasped above me. Her hands took my face and pulled me back to her mouth. I found her kiss again as my hands drifted down her body and traced the fabric as it ran down her crack. My fingers touched the small cotton pad between her legs guarding her entrance. Her lips were spread on either side of it letting her desire leak from her. My fingers touched the damp material. I slipped under the edge and touched her opening. She gasped into my mouth as I slipped one inside and felt how wet she really was. I teased her opening as she panted above me. She slid back now and opened my belt. I looked up at her face as she pulled it open. She had this smoldering look of wanton on her face as she pulled my belt free and sent it to the floor. She smiled down at me as she opened the button and pulled the zipper down. I moved as she pulled my pants off my hips and down my legs. My boxers went with them and stopped at my knees. She sat on all fours and let me get my pants off my legs. I found her mouth again as she worked to get her thong down her legs. It rested at my feet as she straddled my body again and rested her cunny on my cock trapping it for now. I kissed her hard again letting my hands feel her skin. It was on fire with desire as she kissed me with such passion. She tipped her hips on my cock wetting it with her desire as we kissed still. Slowly she moved her body forward and let my cock free. It pointed up now and touched her cunny as she pushed back. With a practiced skill she let me find her opening. I felt myself part her as she gasped heavily. My head slipped inside and continued down her tunnel until I reached her end. She just turned her hips and let our shadows dance on the wall in the dim candle light. The feel of her against me was perfect. I pulled her tighter to me and let her skin rest against mine. I loved her body against mine. She breathed softly into my kiss as her hips turned and brought pleasure to us both. She sat up on my body and buried me all the way inside of her. Her cunny leaked her wetness on my sack as she slowly rose and fell above me. I looked at her as she gasped in pleasure. She looked beautiful as she sat above me and let us be one. I looked down at us as we came together. The little red heart met my eyes as I brought my hand out and traced it lightly. She smiled down at me before she returned back to my body again. Her hips undulated and continued our pleasure. I leaned up and found her nipple again. I sucked it into my mouth and rolled it on my tongue before biting it lightly. She moaned loudly as I chewed on her. I knew how much she liked to be teased just before she got off. Her hips turned faster as I felt her cunny start to squeeze me. It was her warning just before she came. I couldn't hold on any longer as I bucked into her lightly to let her know I was on edge. Her breath came in a ragged gasp as she started to flood me. I started filling her as she soaked me down to the cushion. Her hips turned softly as I let her nipple go and found her mouth again. We rested there kissing for a minute before she rested her head against my chest. I smoothed her hair out of the way and looked at her lying against me. My heart beat loudly as she drummed her fingers on my chest to it. "I love you Owen," she whispered. "Thank you for treating my so perfectly. I couldn't have asked for more." "That's because you are perfect Jamie," I whispered. "Thank you for staying with me through everything." "You are worth the struggle. I can't see myself with anyone but you." I reached my arm under the cushion and pulled out the blanket from below. I covered us up as we lay there for a while longer side by side and just listened to the city. It was peaceful with just the two of us laying there for the longest time. "I'm tired," she yawned. "I'm ready for bed." "Me too," I sighed. We both flipped the blanket off of us and headed for the bedroom. We fell into bed and curled up next to each other. "Are you going to lock up?" she asked. "Who's going to get in way up here?" I asked. "Nobody I guess," she giggled softly. "Is my alarm set?" I asked. "I have to be in at nine." "Me too," she sighed. "It's set." ***** Thanks for reading. Comments are always welcome. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 11 This is a work of fiction. Names, character's, businesses, places, events and incidents are either products of the authors imagination or used in a factitious manor. Any resemblance to actual events is purely coincidental. ***** The crowd was in full throat at the season opener down in Miami. We had just started the second half with us trailing ten to nothing. We had had our chances in the first half. We would get the ball and start driving. Then we would make a mistake. We fumbled on one drive, threw a pick on the next, and got some stupid penalties on a few others. That would end the drive and our chances of coming away with something. We were driving again as I stood on the sideline wearing my headset and listening to the calls that were being sent into the offense. I listened to them then deciphered them to make sure I was understanding them just in case. I watched the snap and the quarterback drop into the pocket. The blitz came quickly from his blind side as one of the linemen missed his block. "Damn," I gasped. "That look like it hurt." The defenders came together with the quarterback sandwiched in the middle. They all fell into a pile as the play was blown dead. He stood and started waving to the sidelines as he trotted off the field holding his helmet in his hand. The facemask was broken and was dangling by one screw as he worked his way off the field. "Owen?" the coach called. "Where the hell is Owen?" "Right here coach," I called standing next to him. "You're up. Get in there." "Yes sir. What's the call?" "Snap deuces, twin right, 58 read, zee candy," he barked. "Yes sir," I called. I pulled my helmet on and started jogging onto the field. Holy shit I was in the fucking game! I quickly pushed out the jitters as I reached the huddle with the call. The guys didn't care one way or the other if I was a rookie or not. We all had a job to do and I was just cog in the machine that was trying to get some points on the board. I knelt down and made my call. In a simple term, it was a hand off to the right side. I went to the line and made an adjustment to the line before taking the snap. My first snap and it was a hand off to the back. He slipped through the line and gained three. The crowd roared as he was driven to the ground. I stood with my hands over my ear holes to listen for the call. I expected the starter to be heading back into the game but he was still on the sideling getting his helmet fixed. "Snap deuces, slide left, 43 split go, Charlie zee candy," came the call. "Seriously?" I quipped. "What the fuck?" I sat there on my knee and looked at the men in the huddle not understanding the call. "What's the call rook?" a voice rang in my head. "Fuck," I hissed. "Um..." I flipped my wrist guard open and scanned the play sheet on it for a different play. It was third and seven and I wasn't going to go with a run play. We might as well just send the fucking punt team on the field now. We weren't going to get seven yards with a run play. I would get my ass chewed out and I knew it but fuck, a running play? "Thunder plus, jet 23, slant dig, twin left, slide right," I barked. They clapped their hands and headed to the line. I went and started my count before I pulled back and called 55 as the mike linebacker. I went back under center and took the snap. I dropped three steps and fired a hard pass to my receiver slanting off the edge. He caught it right on the money and was dragged down right at the first down marker. The refs stopped the game for an official measurement as I was called over to the sideline again. The starter was heading back in. "What the fuck was that?" the coach asked. "I didn't get all of it so I improvised," I said. "Dammit Owen," he barked. "You're lucky you got the damn first down." "Yes sir," I smiled. "I know." "Stick with the calls I give you." He was done with me after that. He picked up his play sheet and started barking orders as I slipped to the sideline and found my headset again. "Good pass Owen," I heard the quarterback coach say. "You might want to stick with the play calls next time through." "I know," I sighed. "I didn't want to see us punt the ball away when we only got three yards." "I know," he sighed. "Just stick with the calls." "Yes sir," I relented. We ended up with a field goal after all that. We wound up losing the game by ten. It was a long flight home and another long week of practice after that. But, I got into the game. As brief as it was I got in and made a pass. * "Hey baby," I said as Jamie answered the phone. "What are you doing?" she asked. "I'm on my way home. We ran late today." "I can see that. Don't worry though I'm not home yet either. I'm still at the office." "You working late too?" "Well," she paused. "I actually called my mom." "You did?" I asked shocked. "Yeah. We have been talking for about an hour." "About what?" "Anything and everything," she sighed. "Oh, and how is that going?" "Good," she said happily. "We just talked for a while about a lot of things. She's out in Colorado at the moment. She would like to come and meet me some day just not yet." "Are you ready for that?" "No. That's why it's someday. I'm not letting her back in my life that easy." "Understandable," I sighed. "Anyway," she sighed. "When you get home don't forget to get ready to go." "I know," I laughed lightly. "I haven't forgotten." "Alright," she giggled. "I'll see you when I get home baby." "Love you Jamie." "Love you too Owen." I drove down the interstate quickly to get back into the city. It took longer on some days than it did on others. I made good time today and pulled into the parking garage. I parked the truck and got out to look it over one more time. It was the first new vehicle I had ever owned. I figured it was about time I bought something and tried to blend in with the locals. My old beat up truck must have been the talk of the building since Jamie and I had moved in. We were crackers (Florida natives) and we certainly didn't fit in in the big city. I smiled one last time before I clicked the remote and locked the doors. I quickly went inside the building and checked the mail slot before turning to head up. "What's up Wilson?" I called. "Nothing much today sir," he replied. "Stop calling me sir," I teased. "I'm working class just like you." "I'm sure you are Mr. Hansen," he sighed. "But it's my job." "Wasn't your job to stay tied on that raft and keep Tom Hanks company so he didn't kill himself," I joked. Wilson half smiled at me as he thought about it. "Are you talking about that movie again?" "Yeah, the one you were a costar in...wwwwiiiiillllllsssssoooooonnnnnnn!!" He laughed lightly. "You know, I've never seen that one." "Are you shitting me?" I laughed hard. "I'll buy you the damn thing if you promise me you will watch it." "I'll buy your album then," he joked right back. "Only one problem with that," I laughed. "My name is Hansen not Hanson." "Ah," he chuckled throwing his hands in the air. "Whatever." "You tried Wilson," I offered. "It was funny and surprising that you know about Hanson." "Yeah, yeah," he chuckled. "We watched you last week," he said. "You looked good for the two plays you were in there." "Thanks I guess. I got my ass chewed out after that throw. I was supposed to hand it off." "Sorry to hear that," he smiled lightly. "It is what it is," I sighed. "I have to get back to work," he said. "Hey, you have a good day," I smiled. "You too Mr. Hansen." Wilson was the door man and a really nice guy. He was funny as hell if you got him going. He was low key today since it wasn't after five yet and the boss was still around somewhere. I rode the elevator up to the upper floor before exiting and going inside. I stripped down and climbed into the shower quickly. I was just toweling off when Jamie came into the bathroom. "Hey beautiful," I called. "Handsome," she smiled. "How are you today?" "Ready for tonight," I smiled. "I can't wait to see what you have to wear." "Hmm," she growled in her teasing way. "I think you will like it." "Can you wear your hair down again? I like it when you do." "Certainly," she smiled. "Let me shower so we can get going. Your clothes are on the bed." "Thanks baby," I smiled. I went to the bedroom as she climbed into the shower. I started getting dressed and had everything but the tie in place as she came from the bathroom and laughed at me trying. "Here," she giggled. "Let me do it." "Thank you baby," I smiled. I couldn't help but slip my hand under her towel as it hung on her body and touch her butt. I gave it a soft and playful squeeze as she batted my hand. "Bad boy," she scolded playfully. "I can't help it sometimes. The things you do to me." "Tell me about it," she growled. "Well," I said reaching for her butt again. "This thing is perfect. Makes me hard just thinking about it." "Then stop touching it and think about it," she giggled. "We need to get going." She adjusted my tie and centered it on my shirt. She leaned in and kissed me deeply. Her tongue reaching into my mouth as I found hers. I slipped mine over it and caught her hips pulling her closer to me. The towel slipped from her body as it was just resting on her chest. My hands now hand something else to touch. I quickly climbed her body and cupped them gently. Her nipples pressed into my palms as I squeezed them with a light amount of pressure. "Hmm," she growled before pushing me away playfully. "Later baby. We have to get going." "You're no fun," I pouted. "I know," she sassed. She turned as I sat on the bed to watch her get dressed. She pulled a skimpy black thong from the drawer and a strapless matching bra to go with it. I watched with interest as she slipped it up her legs and fixed it to cover her cunny and run down her crack just right. She smiled as I watched her clip her bra and turn it around so it covered her chest. Her body was so alluring to me as she turned and went to the closet and found her little black fit and flare cocktail dress. I loved that one. "How did you survive college?" she asked suddenly. "I had you," I replied not fully knowing what she was referring to. "But I didn't see you before game days," she said. "Who tied your ties?" I laughed a little. "I never untied them. I just slipped it over my head and hung it up." "Owen," she scolded me. "You're bad." "Tell me about it," I laughed. "You going to spank me?" "Hmm," she growled again. "Shouldn't you be spanking me?" "I tried but you won't let me." She giggled again then walked to the night stand and pulled her earrings from it. As she walked past me this time I gave her butt a good smack. "Ouch," she sassed. "Bad boy." "You should hear what I'm thinking," I teased. "I know you have a dirty mind," she teased. "But... mine is probably thinking much worse." "Do tell," I smiled. "No, no," she sassed. "Just know that I'm so wet right now." I climbed from the bed and took her in my arms from behind. My cock pressed into her butt as I hugged her and kissed her neck. "Owen," she giggled. "Behave." "Fine," I relented. "You're no fun." "Later baby." "Get ready then. The sooner we get there the sooner we can get home." "So you think," she teased. "I'm driving so when I'm ready it's time to go or you're stuck." She just laughed at me before she started on her hair. I left the room now and went to the living room and sat at the computer. I opened some game film and took ten minutes to look at some of it before she was ready. "You ready?" she asked. Her hot breath on my ear made me jump just a little. Her wet kiss on my neck made my soft cock start to swell again. "Let's go," I said closing the film. I walked to the kitchen and grabbed the milk crate full of the good stuff and started to carry it out the door behind Jamie. "What are you brining?" she asked. "The good stuff. It's not for tonight." Jamie had this skeptical look on her face as we got to the elevator. "What's it for then?" "It's for Greg in the office. He knows I can make the stuff so he asked if I could get him a few." "Grandpa's recipe?" she asked. "The one and only," I smiled. We reached the lobby and headed out to get to the garage. My attention was focused on Jamie and her little black dress. She looked absolutely stunning in it. It hugged her curves perfectly then flared at her waist. The short hem showed a lot of her tan legs. I knew it was going to drive my desire for her all night long. "David is going to be drooling tonight," I joked. "Haha," she laughed. "Didn't I tell you? Ariel is single again." "That's a load off my mind. Now I won't have to be bored all night long." "You won't," she smiled. "Carrie's husband will be there." "Sweet," I cheered. "I like him." Steve was Carrie's husband and a huge football fan. We hit it off instantly the first time we met when Jamie and I went out with the two of them for dinner. We had been out together several times over the past couple of months and I always enjoyed talking to him. This was the first time Carrie was having an office dinner party so I would get to meet all the people she worked with. I clicked the remote and unlocked the doors. Jamie looked around to see who was around us. I walked to the driver's side and opened the door. "Oh my god," she gasped. "You didn't?" "Like my new ride?" I smiled. "Shut up," she laughed. "What did you do with old Betty?" "I kept her," I laughed. "She's parked at the facility for now. I'm taking her home in the off season so Shane can fix her up like new again." "At least we will fit in better now, even if it is still a truck in the middle of New York." "I can't give up all my roots," I laughed. She slipped inside and smelt the new smell. "I love that new truck smell," she smiled. "You're not mad are you?" "No. Why would I be? You deserved something new." I turned the key and started the truck. The navigation came to life along with some country music from my iPod. "Where are we going?" I asked. She leaned forward and started punching in the address. The navigation started talking instantly telling me to get on the road and take the next right. I took off and started fighting my way through traffic until I got out to the interstate. I drove along for a while until we were well out of the city and heading down Long Island. "Where the hell are we going?" I asked. "Wherever this thing is taking us," she offered. We drove along some more until we turned off the highway and headed down a few uncrowded streets. It was the first time since we had been in New York that I had seen actual houses and not high rise buildings. We pulled up to a nice house in the woods if you want to call it that. It was the first stretch of trees other than Central Park I had seen in a very long time. I parked and we both headed to the door hand in hand. "Owen," Steve called. "You made it." "I thought I was lost," I said shaking his hand. "It's out here isn't it?" "It's nice though. I don't mind escaping the city for this." "You looked good last Sunday," he offered. "Even if it was short lived." "I know," I smiled. "Felt good to get in there and throw one." "Keep your chin up," he offered. "If he keeps playing like that you should get your shot sooner than you think." "I can only hope," I sighed. "Is this guy bothering you Steve?" Jamie teased. He laughed. "I will call security and have him chased out of here if he gets to be too much." We all laughed before Jamie slipped away and found the boss. I hung out with Steve and shot the shit with him while having a few drinks and eating some finger foods. Dinner was informal, everyone grabbed a plate and found a seat. Steve and Carrie joined Jamie and I at a table so we could talk more. I smiled to myself as we sat there and talked with them. They were well off and had a lot of friends who were well off. But they didn't act that way. They were so down to earth and easy going. I almost forgot that I had only known them for a couple of months as we sat there and talked about anything and everything. Dinner finished up with Carrie taking a few minutes to thank everyone for coming. She went over a few business things but kept the mood light and entertaining. After she was done Steve and I headed out to the backyard so I could see more of the place. It was beautiful and had more land than it looked from the road. "It doesn't look this big from the front of the house," I noted. "The lots are funny," Steve chuckled a little. "They are narrow at the front but open up in the back. I wonder if the developer was drunk when he drew the lines." "How much space to you have?" I asked. "About an acre and a half," he replied. "It runs all the way down to the tree line in back." "You see any deer around here?" I asked. "The neighbor said there are some but I haven't seen any. Are you a hunter?" "I've been hunting every year since I was seven. Except for last year. It's the first time I haven't been able to go." "A couple of the guys I know are in on a lease out in Texas," he said. "If you are interested in going I could get you out there sometime." "Hell yeah," I cheered. "I'd go for that in a heartbeat." "Let me know when and I will come with you," he offered. "There you are," Jamie smiled. "I thought you left me." "I'm sorry I'm taking him from you," Steve offered. "He is very interesting though." "That's Owen," she smiled. "He has never met a stranger." "There's nothing wrong with that," Steve smiled. "Steven," Carrie called. "Can you come here for a second? We ran out of vodka." "There's some in the cabinet." "No there's not," she called again. "Excuse me for a minute," he said. "You better hurry," I joked. We watched him hurry off to the house. "You two have been chatting it up all night long," Jamie smiled. "For not wanting to come you sure seem to be having a good time." "I didn't say I didn't want to come," I chuckled. "I just wanted you before we came." "Why would you want me?" she teased. "Because I love you. And you are perfect in every way possible." "Am I?" she teased more. "Especially in this hot little number you are wearing," I added. "You look incredible tonight." "You don't look so bad yourself," she smiled. "Of course I would like to see you out of that hot little number." My hands cupped her ass as I pulled her to me again. I squeezed her playfully as she kissed me. I could taste the vodka on her breath as my tongue traced hers. "What's down there?" she asked slyly. "My cock," I chuckled lightly. "No silly. I know where that is. I know where I want it to be too." "We could break in the truck," I hinted. "Or we could go down there to the gazebo and check that out." "I'd be careful if I were you bad girl." She let out her little sexual growl as I took her hand. We walked to the gazebo at the far end of the pool. We climbed the two steps and went under the cover. We both leaned against the railing and looked around the yard and the house in the distance. We could see them inside through the big glass windows that ran along the back of the house. We stood there for a minute just listening to the still of the night and the soft chatter coming from the house. It was peaceful standing there listening to the night. She playfully bumped me with her hip and smiled up at me. I leaned down and gave her a soft kiss to let her know I loved her. She moved in front of me and teased my cock with her ass. I wrapped my arms around her and held her as I started kissing her neck. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 11 She let out a soft moan as she pressed her ass harder into my cock. I pulled her a little tighter to me and ground my cock into her ass harder. She turned her head and chewed her bottom lip as she looked at me. I responded by sliding my hand up her body to her chest. She whimpered as I cupped her tits and squeezed them. "Lift up my skirt Owen," she whispered. "And do what?" I teased. "Anything you want." "Really," I smiled. "Anything at all." "Umm hmm," she growled. "I'm so wet." I lifted her skirt and slipped my hand under it. I started at her ass cheek right where her legs came together. I traced her crack up her back not feeling anything in between. I turned back south and went between her legs as she opened them just slightly. My finger met her cunny as she leaned forward just a little more. I circled her wet lips before pressing one inside. She whimpered softly as I soaked my finger with her juice and touched her core. "Hmm Owen," she growled. "Fuck." "You're a bad girl," I teased. "I know. What are you going to do to me?" "Anything I want." "Please," she begged. I kept circling my finger inside of her cunt. She was soaking wet right now and dripping down my hand. I softly slipped from her and found her clit. It was swollen and excited, exposed from her hood as I pressed it lightly and made her whimper again. I teased it and found her tit with my hand giving it a firm squeeze. Her body turned into my fingers as I kissed her neck. I fingered her, letting her cunny leak its wetness on my fingers. She was moaning softly, letting me touch her as she pressed her body back into mine. She was so horny but I wanted to tease her a little before I had her. She knew and just let me stimulate her as we watched the house. I finally gave in and dropped to my heels behind her. I wanted to taste her cunny. I pushed her ass cheeks open as she took a step up onto the railing and bent more to open herself. My tongue started at her pucker and slipped down to her slit. A soft whimper met my ears as I tasted how wet she was. I dipped in with my tongue as far as I could. My hand circled her body and found her clit from the front. I made soft circles around it and tongued her puss as she bent more over the railing. Her body was shaking softly as I teased her. She moaned softly as I hit the spot and stayed there until her hips turned and moved me off the mark. She quickly turned back and let me find the spot again. "Fuck Owen," she whimpered. "I'm going to cum." "Already?" I teased. "You are such a bad little girl." "I know," she gasped. "I can't help it. The things you do to me." "What about me?" I teased. "Get it out then and fuck me," she sassed playfully. I stood now just as she was about to cum. I knew her body so well. She whimpered when I left her before my cock touched her cunny and slipped over her wetness. She reached back and quickly lined me up where she wanted me. I gave a soft push and opened her up. Her wetness let me slide right on inside until my hips touched her ass. I rested inside of her and let her walls squeeze me for a second. "Fuck me," she begged. "I want to cum." I slipped to her entrance before pressing slowly back inside of her. She whimpered as my cock touched her core and sent a wave of pleasure through her body. I slowly started to pull out until just my tip was resting inside of her again. She pushed back with me as I plunged down her tunnel again. I could feel her milking me as she started to cum. "Fuck," she whimpered. I rested inside of her and let her fuck me. I just stood there as she pushed me deep inside then pulled back. My hand went and covered her mouth as she panted out loud and came all over my cock. Her mouth opened and pulled my fingers inside of her as she moaned on them. I knew she could taste herself on them. It fueled my desire as I pressed deep into her just as she finished. "I needed that," she cooed. "I told you to let me have you earlier," I teased. "Shut up and fuck me," she sassed. My hands gripped her hips as I softly slipped inside of her. She pressed back into me with each plunge of my cock into her cunny. I flipped her skirt back up her back and held it with my hand as she moaned loudly again. "Jamie," I scolded playfully. "Quiet down." "Sorry," she giggled now. "It feels good." I kept pressing deep inside of her as she moaned quieter now. I glanced over my shoulder and saw the lounge chairs sitting there on the floor. I left her quickly and took two steps backwards to sit on one of them. She turned and looked at me to see what the problem was. She smiled at my imagination and quickly followed me. Her legs straddled my body and the chair as she centered herself over me. I pointed my cock up and let her find me again before she dropped hard on my cock. She glanced back over her shoulder at me as I picked up her skirt to keep it out of the way. She was stretched over the chair and fully open as she took me all the way into her cunny. It was drooling wetness down my cock as she went full in then all the way out until just my tip remained. I was quickly getting ready to fire off inside of her when she stopped and sat with me deep inside of her. "My legs are killing me," she giggled. "Can we switch?" "Stand up," I laughed lightly. She quickly stood as I climbed to my feet. "Put your foot up on the thing," I ordered. She giggled as she stood then put one foot on the chair and left the other on the floor. I lifted her skirt out of the way and pressed my cock between her legs. She took it in her hand and giggled at how wet it was before she found the mark again. I slipped in and held her hips to keep her from falling. "Oh fuck," she whimpered. "I'm going to cum hard again." "Me too," I grunted. "Fuck me Owen," she panted. "Quiet down," I hissed playfully. "Damn woman." "Sorry," she whispered. She stood up more now and let my arms wrap around her chest to keep her balanced. I used my hips to plunge deeply into her cunny as we stood there silently fucking. Just the crickets chirping covered our soft moans for each other. Her cunny was soaked now as she started to cum again. I was slipping so easily into her velvet glove of wetness. I could feel her leaking down my shaft and covering the front of my black dress pants. That was the least of my worries right now. I wanted to fill her and I was just about there. "Come on Owen," she begged. "Fuck me. Full me with your hot cum." I gripped her hard as I started to fill her pussy full. Shot after shot washed the walls of her womb as I moaned softly into her shoulder. She pressed into me as I filled her. I rested deep inside of her and let my cock twitch and leave everything inside of her. She leaned back and found my mouth with hers. I kissed her heavily before she pulled away giggling. I slipped from her as she pulled away. She stood there leaving her legs open to let me drip from her. "Come here," she ordered. I stepped forward as her hand covered my cock. She pulled me to the front of her and covered me with her mouth. I moaned softly as she cleaned me. She smiled up at me then pushed me away still smiling at me as I stepped back. I quickly put myself away and waited for her. She smiled a devious smile before she checked her cunny and brought it to her mouth to tease me. She licked it just a little and laughed at the look on my face. "We better get back inside," she smiled. "I suppose," I sighed. "I need to clean you off of my pants." "Bathroom is down the hall on the left," she said. She hurried inside and went to find another drink. I went to the bathroom to clean my pants off as best I could. There wasn't much I could do really so I gave up and left the bathroom to find Jamie. The party was winding down now and some of the guests had left. I found her in the kitchen standing next to Carrie and Ariel. She was glowing now with that fresh fucked look on her face and I wrapped my arms around her and hugged her. She let me kiss her neck softly before handing my drink. "Sorry I had to run off," Steve said. "It's ok," I smiled. "We were enjoying the peace and quiet of the backyard. It's beautiful out there." "You can come by anytime Owen," he said. "It's no big deal. I'm hardly ever here. We are always in the city or I'm on the road." "Maybe once the season is over," I offered. "Right now I'm just too damn busy to come here and unwind." "The offer will always be here Owen. Feel free anytime." "Thank you," I smiled. "I'm going to head home," Ariel said. "I've got to be at my mom's in the morning so I need to call it a night." "Alright," Steve said. "Thank you for coming." We stood around at the kitchen table and sipped on our drinks as more and more people left until it was just Jamie, Steve, Carrie and I still there enjoying the evening. "I need a refill," I said shaking my empty glass. "That was the last of the rum," Carrie sighed. "I told Steve here to stop at the store before he got home." "I know," he sighed. "I forgot." I smiled. "I have some stuff out in the truck." "No," Jamie giggled. "You are not brining that in here." "Come on," I chuckled. "That's for Greg anyway," she added. "What do you have?" Steve asked with curiosity now. "My best home brew." "Home brew?" he questioned. "Moonshine," I said. "I make it myself." "I've heard of it," he smiled. "Pretty strong stuff," I added. "Go get it," he chuckled. "Bosses orders," I said smiling at Jamie. "I thought I was the boss?" Carrie giggled. "You are my dear," Steve smiled at her. "Go get it," Carrie giggled still. "I want to see what it's all about." "Be right back," I smiled. I left and went to the truck. I grabbed the crate out of the back and headed back inside. Steve and Carrie looked it over as I set it on the kitchen table. "What is it?" she asked. "Fireball, lemon drop, and apple pie," I said. "I feel like we are in Virginia or something," she giggled. "How does it taste?" "Fireball will get you fucked up quickly. Lemon drop will do the same thing but it tastes like lemonade. Apple pie isn't my favorite but it's just as good. Tastes just like the name says." "Let me try some lemon drop," she said. I reached in and pulled the jar out. I twisted the top off and handed it to her. She took the jar and smelt the liquid before pulling her face away from it. "Good god," she gasped. "That smells strong." "Goes down smooth though. Take a sip and try it out." "You're going to get her so drunk," Jamie sighed. "Save some for me," Steve laughed. "Take a jar," I offered. He pulled a jar from the crate and twisted the top off. He smelt it and raised his eyebrows before taking a sip. He coughed a little before clearing his throat. "Damn, that is strong. But it's smooth." "That's the idea," I laughed. I reached in now and pulled the fireball out. I twisted the top off and took a long swig from it before I passed it off to Jamie. She didn't hesitate now and took a small drink. Carrie smelt her jar again before taking a small drink too. Her face twisted around as she swallowed it. "That is strong but very good. Where did you learn how to make this?" "My grandpa," I smiled. "He used to make the stuff during prohibition. Well, his dad and granddad did. He was little then but he helped out when he could. At least that's what he says." "How old is he?" "He was in his nineties. He just passed away not too long ago." "I'm sorry to hear that," she offered. "Yeah," I said sadly. "I am too. I miss him." "Here's to him," Steve said and raised his jar. We all took another sip before setting it down and laughing a little at the faces. Steve was a big story teller and started telling one right away again as we took sips from the jars and laughed about it. The liquor was working and we started to sweat a little. We took the jars outside and stood around the pool as Carrie pointed to the stone waterfall on the other side and told us about how long it took the contractor to get the thing right. "I put a koi pond in when I was in college," I said. "I could have gotten it right the first time." "Is that what you did while you were in school?" Carrie asked. "I know it's hard to get work when you are in school." "I did whatever the donors wanted me to do. I had a lot of jobs when the season was over." "I wouldn't quiet call it work," Jamie joked. "You hardly did anything and made a shit ton of money doing it." "Not a shit ton," I laughed. "But I agree with you when I wouldn't call it work." "So, how did you two meet?" Carrie asked. "Jamie never mentioned that." "We met back in high school," I answered. "Been dating for what, five years now?" "Five in December," Jamie confirmed. "Aw," Carrie smiled. "You two are like high school sweethearts?" "Yeah," I smiled. "I guess we are." "That's so sweet," she giggled. The moonshine was definitely having an effect on her. "It's been a struggle," Jamie offered. "With us apart so much it was a struggle. But I wouldn't want it any other way. I love this man." "I know all about struggles and being away," Carrie added. "Steve and I have been doing it for twelve years now." "It makes us stronger," he said. "Being away from her so much makes me miss her more. It feels good after being on the road for a while to come home and know she is here." "Steve," she giggled. "Stop. You are too sweet sometimes." "Why can't you be like that?" Jamie teased. "I am," I laughed. "Every time we got together after you were gone I showed you how much you meant to me." "That you did," she giggled. "Why do you have to make stories up then?" I joked. "Bad girl." "Bad girl?" she questioned. "I'll show you a bad girl." I was standing right on the edge of the pool deck. She reached out and gave me a soft and playful shove that sent me a little of balance. I could have stopped myself from going in but I didn't. Instead, I reached out and grabbed her arm and continued over. "Owen," she shrilled as we both started to fall into the pool. "You fucker," she giggled hard as we both came up from the water. I floated and splashed water at her as she returned the favor. Steve and Carrie were laughing hysterically on the pool deck as we splashed water at each other before she climbed my shoulders and dunked me. I caught her as I surfaced and dunked her under. She surfaced still laughing and grabbed onto me again. Her arms and legs curled around my body as she clung to me. I couldn't help but laugh out loud then pull her in for a kiss. "I love you," she giggled. "Even if you did just ruin my favorite dress." I glanced over at my shoulder and saw Steve still laughing. His arm went straight out and caught Carrie in a firm push. She flailed around before splashing into the pool next to us. "Steven," she gasped as she came up for air. He plunged in next to her in a big cannon ball sending a wave of water over her head. "I told you that stuff goes to your head," I laughed. "You ass," Carrie laughed before splashing Steve. I kissed Jamie's neck as she looked over her shoulder at her boss trying to dunk Steve under the water now. "I can't believe you did this," she giggled. "You started it," I chuckled and kissed her again. She giggled again as my hands cupped her butt under the water and gave it a firm squeeze. She had that look in her eyes that said she loved me and she wanted me again. Her teeth started to chatter as she smiled at me. "You want me to warm you up?" I whispered. "I would ,"she growled. "But not now." "Let's get you out of the pool then," I laughed. We stood on the pool deck dripping wet while we waited for Carrie to dig some towels out of the pool house. I stripped my clothes off down to my boxers as we waited. She came back and handed us towels. I wrapped Jamie up in one before I did myself. "I have some clothes you can use if you would like," Carrie offered Jamie. "I should have some stuff in my bag in the truck," I said. "Go get it," she smiled. "Come on," I said pulling her. "Be right back," Jamie sighed. "Take your time," Carrie smiled. "I have to get changed and take my makeup off. It's running." Jamie and I slipped out the side gate and around to the front where the truck was parked. I opened the back door of the truck and grabbed the gym bag. I opened it up and searched through it to find something for her to wear. "Here you go," I said as I turned and looked at her. She stood there with just the towel wrapped around her body. Her hands held everything else she was in beforehand as I looked her over. "What?" she giggled. "Nothing," I smiled. I took her wet clothes out of her hand and set them in the bed of the truck. I turned back around to see her standing there with the towel in her hand. She handed it to me and held her green shirt out in front of her to look at it. Her naked body had an instant effect on me. She saw me looking at her and smiled a seductive smile at me. "Are you hard?" she asked. "Always. Especially when you are naked." "I'm wet," she cooed. "You should have toweled off better," I joked. "Hmm," she growled. "I don't think the towel can take care of this kind of wetness." "No?" I asked. "What will?" "This," she teased. Her hand reached out and touched my swollen member through the wet fabric of my boxers. "Might just make it worse," I teased. She giggled again but continued to softly stroke me still. I was willing to play if she was. My hand went and touched her chest lightly. I traced my fingertips over her swollen nipple making her pant softly. Her hand slipped through the hole in the front and gripped my cock roughly. "You want to fuck me?" she asked seductively. "Does a wild bear shit in the woods?" I chuckled. "I think the real question is, does he wipe after?" Jamie giggled. I chuckled at her response. "I think he does." "How does it feel to want?" she teased me back. "That's not very nice," I pouted. "It's not very nice to throw your cousin in a pool either." "As I recall, you tried to push me in. I just took you with me." "True, true," she smiled. "Well, since I am standing here naked and you are almost naked we might as well not waste this chance." "You don't have to ask me twice," I said. I turned her shoulders and made her move to the open door. She gave me a seductive squeal as I moved her abruptly and forced her over the seat. She shrilled when I smacked her ass lightly making it ripple with perfection. Her hands went to her cheeks and covered them so I couldn't get in another smack. I gripped her wrists and held them together as I pulled them away from her cheeks. "Owen," she called again as I smacked her ass. "You're a bad girl for pushing me into the pool," I whispered next to her ear. "You need to be spanked." "Fine," she whimpered as I softly smacked her as again. My cock touched her right between her legs and on her cunny as I leaned over her and whispered to her again. "Say you're a bad girl." "I'm a bad girl," she growled. "Say you want to be spanked." "I want to be fucked," she growled again. I smacked her ass lightly again making her jump. My cock slipped along her slit almost penetrating her wetness right then. She was so wet and horny as she shifted her hips and tried to get me to enter her. "Better say you want to be spanked," I whispered. "Fine, spank me. I'm a very bad girl." I let my cock slip into her about an inch. She let out another low growl of lust as I stopped and held her in place still. Her hips still turned trying to take me deeper into her cunny. I could already feel her wetness flooding my tip, begging me to slip deeper into her. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 11 I leaned off of her just a little and gave her another firm slap making her cry out in pleasure as I slipped just a little further into her. I could see her cheeks were starting to turn red even in the dim light of the night. One more ought to do it I thought. I smacked it again but held my hand to her ass after and squeezed her ass. She jumped again and pushed back into me from the little space I had let her have. I found myself buried all the way into her. Her cunny squeezed me tightly as I rested and let my cock stretch her open. "Fuck me Owen," she begged. "I said I'm a bad girl." My hand let her wrists go now as I pressed into her deeper feeling the end of her tunnel. She gasped as the pleasure ran through her core. My hands traced her spine up to the back of her neck and her shoulder. I gripped her there lightly as I pulled from her then pushed back into her cunny roughly. "Fuck," she yelped. I slipped my hand around her neck and let my fingers lightly press against her throat. She moaned loudly as I banged back into her ass with my hips. I started squeezing her throat a little harder as I got more into fucking her. She panted loudly before turning and looking back at me. "Not so rough," she whimpered. "Sorry Jamie," I said sheepishly. I let my grip relax from her throat now and pulled her up. She went willingly up and leaned her stomach against the seat as I leaned on her again. I found her neck and left wet kisses on her there before I traced her skin with my tongue all the way to her ear. "Sorry," I whispered again before licking her ear. "You can fuck me hard," she growled. "Just don't chock me." "Sorry baby," I whispered again. "Kiss me." She turned her head and found my lips with hers as I pressed into her. Wetness leaked from her cunny and coated my cock as I rapidly plunged into her. These soft little whimpers left her lips as we kissed. I sucked her tongue before I let it slip from my mouth. I stood up more now and gripped her hips. She looked back at me as I buried myself into her all the way. I pulled from her quickly and stepped back just a step. I turned her hips making her face me now. I quickly directed her by lifting one leg up and setting it on the floor board of the truck. I changed my stance and dropped down before pressing my cock over her swollen lips. She turned her hips out and let me find her again. She smiled at me as I stood on the ground and plunged deep into her again. I held her closely as I pressed into her. I watched her face as it twisted around in pleasure. Her nose wrinkled as her mouth hung open and silently gasped at each crash of our bodies. She looked so sexy to me right now. I loved the way she looked as I watched her letting me fuck her. I pulled her to my kiss now. My mouth was hungry for hers as we met with passion. Our tongues tangled as our bodies crashed together. The soft slaps of sex and our moans rang around us as we were one. My hands had moved to her ass again. I was pulling her into my thrusts as we came together in the middle. Her soft pants let me know she was close. I was ready as she whimpered into my mouth and started. I filled her again never slowing down as she flooded my cock. She was so wet and slippery as I finished but continued fucking her with a very slow speed. We spent the moment just kissing and feeling each other's skin before I finally slowed to a stop. I slowly slipped from her and stood there on shaky legs as she leaned against the seat and recovered. She smiled up at me as she reached for the towel and cleaned what I leaked from her leg. "Sorry I was a little rough with you Jamie." "It's ok," she giggled letting me know I hadn't made her mad. "I was a bad girl after all." "Get dressed bad girl. We have to get back inside." She picked her shirt up off the seat and slipped it over her head. Her tight and paper thin yoga pants followed as I dropped my boxers and found my gym shorts. I tossed a shirt on and closed the truck up. We walked back to the house together and made our way back to the pool deck. It was then I noticed how thin her pants really were. It was a good thing she was clean shaven now. I could see the dark line of her ass crack in the pants as we sat down. She was still turned on from earlier, her nipples gave her away along with the soft glow on her face. Carrie and Steve had just returned back to the pool deck as we sat down. She had a glow to her as well. I could pick that up from anywhere. She knew that I knew and just smiled an embarrassed smile at me before she picked up the jar and took another sip. "This reminds me of home," I said breaking the ice. "How so?" Steve asked. "A good group of friends sitting around drinking the night away. We used to do this every Friday night after we played a home game." "I miss those days," Jamie sighed. "Life was so simple back then." "Tell me about it," I agreed. "I miss being home and in high school." "But look at all you have now?" Steve said. "Jamie said it best," I sighed. "Life was so simple back then. I love what I have but I loved it when it was simpler." "We went through this when we were in our early twenties," Carrie offered. "Life settles down in a few years. Just stick it out." "It only gets better as you age," Steve added. "Just like a fine wine." "True that," I said raising my jar. We stayed for another hour sipping and talking. It was getting late and I wanted to get going. Jamie hinted at it a few times before Steve finally took the bait. "You better hit the road," he said. "Don't you have practice tomorrow?" "I have to be there by ten," I sighed. "Hit the road then. I don't want to make you over sleep." "We had a great time," I said standing. "I did too," Steve smiled. "This stuff is awesome." "Keep it," I offered. "I can always make more." "Thank you," he said. We said our goodbyes then hit the road. We made it back to the apartment by two. We both dropped our clothes and hit the bed. * "I'm heading home," I said as Jamie answered the phone. "You're done early," she offered. "It was just a walk through. Nothing special today." "Well, I'm out with Ariel shopping right now." "Oh boy," I sighed. "I can only imagine what you got." "Something you might like." "Like what?" "The lingerie store was on my list." "Oh," I said excitedly. "What did you get?" "You can see it later," she sassed. "When are you getting home?" "In a little while. We have a few more stops to make." "Alrighty," I said. "I'll see you when you get home." I hit the interstate and drove quickly home. I parked the truck and headed into the lobby to check the mail slot. "Mr. Hansen?" Wilson called. "What's up man?" I said. "How is your day?" "Not bad. Listen, there was a guy here about twenty minutes ago looking for you." "There was?" I questioned jokingly. "I knew I couldn't hide from the law for forever." Wilson chuckled at that. "Was it Steve?" I chuckled. "Umm?" he thought. "Business type, suit and tie guy?" "No, not a suit and tie guy, that's for sure." "No," I said. "Who was it then?" "I don't know," he said. "I didn't catch his name." "You're no help," I joked. "What did he look like?" "Well," he thought. "About this tall, built like you, bluish eyes with shorter blonde hair. Looked like ex-military by the way he carried himself and the backpack he had." "That sounds like my dad," I said confused. "I don't know," Wilson offered. "He didn't say who he was." "Where did he go?" "He left after I called your room and you didn't answer." "Hmmm," I thought out loud. "That's strange." "I'll keep a lookout for him. If he comes back I'll call you. Are you going to be home for the day? "Probably until dinnertime. Jamie and I will probably go out for dinner tonight. Excuse me for a minute, I need to make a phone call." I had this sinking feeling now. Something wasn't sitting right. I dialed Jamie. "I said I would be home in a little while," she sassed. "I'm not spending that much of your money." "Did your dad say anything about my dad?" I asked. "No," she replied. There was an instant concern in her voice as she replied. "Why would he have? Is there something wrong?" "Wilson said he might have seen him here today." "At the apartment?" she asked. "Yeah. Let me call your dad and ask him." "Are you sure Wilson was seeing things right? Maybe he is mistaken." "I don't know Jamie," I sighed. "I've got a funny feeling right about now. Let me call you back." "You're scaring me a little Owen," she said. "Is there something going on?" "Jamie," I sighed heavily. "I have a funny feeling now. I don't know if there is anything going on or not. Wilson described a guy that looked like my dad so I want to figure it out." "Ok," she sighed. "I'm just worried now." "Let me figure it out and I will call you back. I'm going to call your dad." "Let me know please." "You will be the first to know." I dialed Uncle Buck now. "Owen," he cheered. "How have you been?" "Good Uncle Buck. Listen, somebody here at the apartment complex said they thought they saw my dad. You wouldn't know anything about that would you?" "No, not really," he said confused. "I haven't seen your dad in a couple of days but that's nothing unusual for him. Do you want me to call him and see if I can track him down?" "If he's here he probably won't answer," I sighed. "What makes you think he's there?" Uncle Buck asked. "The door man said he saw somebody here looking for me that looked like him," I replied. "I've got that funny feeling in my stomach now." "A gut feeling," Uncle Buck offered. "I've always trusted mine. Let me finish up here real quick then I'll run down there and see if he's around. Maybe Lisa will know something." "That would be helpful Uncle Buck. Thank you." "I'll call you back in a few minutes." "Hey Wilson?" I asked. "How old did this guy look? What was he wearing?" "He looked about mid-fifties," he offered. "He was wearing some faded blue jeans and one of those fishing shirts that you sometimes wear." "That sounds just like him," I sighed. "Did he say what he wanted? Did he give a reason why he was here?" "No. He just asked if you were here so I called the room. You didn't answer so he said he would come back." I sighed. "Do I need to be concerned?" he asked. "Yes and no. We had a fight a few months ago and we haven't spoken since. It's odd that he would come all the way up here without saying anything to anyone at home. I don't know. Let me figure it out." "Good luck," Wilson offered. I turned and walked to the front door. I went outside and looked around the street. The street was crowded as usual so I couldn't pick anyone out that looked like my dad. Maybe he went to get a bite to eat. I walked down the street and went into the Burger King that was a few stores away. I looked around and didn't see him anywhere. I left and went down to the end of the block and continued to search. I checked a few of the storefronts but didn't see him. I still had that sinking feeling something wasn't right as I turned back for the lobby. I'd just have to wait to see if my hunch was right and he would show back up. I headed back into the lobby to go up and relax and wait for Uncle Buck to call me. I stopped dead in my tracks as I saw him sitting there looking over a magazine. Wilson was waving at me to get my attention and pointing over at him as I stood there stunned. I gave Wilson a soft wave saying, I got it from here just give me a minute to compose myself. I cautiously approached him as he turned the page in the magazine and continued on. "Dad? What are you doing here?" "Owen," he said startled. "What are you doing here?" I asked again. "I ah... I came to find you and hoped that we could talk." "Talk?" I asked. "You could have just called me." "Well," he sighed. "Past experience has taught me that calling you doesn't always work. I figured doing this in person was better anyway." "Ok," I said still stunned he was actually here. "How the hell did you manage to track me down?" "I called in another favor." I shook my head in annoyance now. "What do you want dad? Did you come to finish the fight you started?" "No," he said quickly. "I want to talk this time. Can we talk?" "Talking is fine. If you want to throw punches again you can forget about it. I'll have security escort you out of here." "No fighting," he said quickly. "I promise. I lost my temper the last time. A lot was going on and I let my emotions get to me." "What do you want to talk about dad?" "The obvious." "Everything ok Mr. Hansen?" Wilson asked as he approached. "So far so good. This is my dad." "I guess you were right," Wilson offered. "Mystery solved." "Well...sort of." "If you need me just let me know," Wilson offered. "We were just about to head up to talk. But I will let you know." "I don't want to intrude," dad said quickly. "You don't want to intrude? How are we going to talk? Do you want to do it right here?" "No," he sighed. "I figured we could go someplace like a restaurant or something." "I'm heading up to relax. If you want to talk then we can do it upstairs. If not, come back in a couple of months when the season is over and I have time to kill." "I don't want to intrude," he said again. "Jamie isn't home dad. It's just me right now for the next hour or so. Let's go up and talk." "Alright," he sighed. "You sure?" "Jamie isn't mad at you anyway. She's hurt by the way you treated Uncle Buck but she's not mad at you." "Are you ok to talk?" he asked. "You're my dad," I hissed. "I have enough respect to at least hear what you have to say. It doesn't mean I'm going to listen to it but I'll talk with you." "Thank you Owen. Thank you for at least talking to me." "Come on," I sighed. He stood and picked his backpack up and followed me to the elevator. We stood in silence as we rode it up. He followed my into the apartment before we both sat down at the kitchen table. "Can I get you anything?" I asked. "Do you have a water or something? My throat is dry." "Sure." I stood and went to the fridge. I pulled a water out and returned. I slid it across the table and sat there waiting on him. He pulled the cap off and took a drink. He set it back on the table and glanced around the place. I sat there in silence and waited for him to start talking. I knew what was coming but I waited until he started. He was the one who had done wrong. "Nice place," he offered. "It's not too bad," I said. "It's what Jamie and I wanted." "The whole area is nice. I didn't expect that being in New York." "It's the Upper East Side dad," I laughed a little. "New York isn't just one big project you know. This is the nicer part of town." "I see that now." "It's close to Jamie's office so it works." "Oh," he said. "Is it close for you?" "No. It's quite a drive for me but I don't mind it. It makes Jamie happy to be so close to work so I manage." "That's good I guess," he said carefully. "Can you excuse me for a second? I need to call Jamie and tell her I found you." "Sure," he sighed. I pushed myself away from the table and went to the living room and away from my dad. He watched me dial Jamie before standing and heading to the window to look outside at the view. "Did you find anything?" she asked before I could even talk. "Oui. il est assis juste en face de moi," I said. (yes. He is sitting right in front of me) "Holy shit," Jamie gasped. "Are you ok?" "Yes," I answered quietly. "What does he want?" "De parler. Je ne suis pas encore sûr. Je voulais juste que vous sachiez qu'il était ici." (to talk. I am not sure yet. I just wanted you to know he was here) "Should I stay away for now?" she asked. "Only if you want to. Laissez-moi voir ce qu'il veut. Je suppose qu'il veut dire désolé pour tout." (let me see what he wants. I assume he wants to say sorry for everything) "I will be home in an hour if you want me to," Jamie offered. "Come home anytime you want to baby. Can you call uncle... your dad and tell him." "Yeah," she said. "I can." "I love you Jamie." "Love you too Owen." Dad turned back to me as I said I loved Jamie. His face showed no emotion as I hung the phone up and sat down on the couch. He took the cue and found the chair across from me and sat down. "Nice view," he offered. "Not too bad," I replied. "It's a little busy for me though." "I know," he smiled. "The streets sure are crowded. I guess that's why they say it's the city that never sleeps." "How long have you been here?" "I got in this morning. It took me a while to track the place down." "Well... you found it." "Yeah," he sighed. He took another sip of his water and looked around the place again. "I see you've learned some French," he offered. "Traveling Europe kind of led me to that," I replied. "I was in France for a while on leave," he said. "I didn't really like it there though." "I like Milan better," I offered. "I never made it there." "It was nice. Maybe you should check it out sometime." "Doesn't interest me," he shrugged. Silence filled the room again as I watching him shift around in his chair. "So, how are things at home?" I asked. "So, so," he sighed. "I've been working and keeping busy. I went to the camp last week. The roof looks good." "That's good." We were both silent again. I knew this was killing him. He was always the aggressor when I was younger. The fight we had was the first time I had ever really stood my ground with him. I knew he had a lot to say but I was waiting for him to bring it up. He took another sip of water before twisting the cap back on and setting it down. "I guess I'll start," he sighed. "I'll start by saying I'm sorry I hit you and that I'm sorry for everything I said to you." "Hitting me didn't solve anything," I hissed. "I know," he said. "And I'm sorry I hit you. Really sorry. I lost my cool. That was a very hard week for me." "Try doing it for four years. Try hiding it from everyone for four years." "I can't imagine," he said softly. "Imagine? No, you can't. You can't imagine how hard it has been to love someone as deeply as I do and have to hide it every single day. It sucks. And we knew going in it would be like that since we knew you guys wouldn't understand." "You guys don't have to hide it anymore," he offered. "It's out in the open now." "So what? All that got me was hit, hated, called a bunch of hurtful things, and disowned. My own dad punched me in the face and threw me into a wall. Then he treated me like shit while I was trying to say goodbye to my grandpa." "All I can say is I'm sorry Owen." "I get that," I sighed. "Do you know why I got so mad Owen?" he asked calmly. "Because I'm dating Jamie. It goes against what society deems as normal." "No. I got mad because you lied to me about everything." "Because I had to. I was afraid you wouldn't understand. I was dead on with that one. You reacted worse than I thought. You flipped the fuck out." "And I'm sorry for that. I really am sorry. I should have never ever hit you. If I could take that back I would." "Are you looking for me to forgive you?" I asked. "I forgive you for hitting me then. Let's move on to something else now. Let's move on to me and you and why you are here and what you want to get out of this." "I'm here to say I'm sorry, not just for hitting you, but for everything. I want us talking again and trying to mend some fences." "Then you have to have an understanding of Jamie and me. You have to understand what she means to me. Life has tried to rip us apart and we have fought for each other together. I love Jamie with all my heart. We didn't plan for it to happen, it just did. We don't care what other people think either. We have each other and nothing else matters. If you want to mend some fences as you say, then you have to understand that Jamie and I are together and we will always be together." It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 11 "I want to understand it," dad said softly but firmly. "Uncle Buck and I have talked at length about the whole thing. I'm over the initial shock of hearing the news. Now I want an understanding of what all this means." "Jamie and I are deeply in love. I don't know what else there is to explain. We ain't going to stop loving each other because it upsets you." "I get that," he sighed. "And I'm not here to try and stop that. I guess I want to understand how it happened and what it means for the future and how you plan to tell everyone. Uncle Buck and I know but what about all your friends? What are they going to think?" "I don't care what they think. If it bothers them then they weren't really a true friend to us anyway. We told Jordan and Kelly and they were happy for us. If anyone else doesn't like it then oh well. I have Jamie and that's all I need in life. She's my best friend, always has been, always will be." "You are really firm on this," he stated with a slight smile. "Because it's Jamie. I love her with all my heart. There's no other way to be but firm. It's just like it was with you and..." "Me and mom," dad finished. "It's all right Owen. We can talk about mom if you want to now. Mom was my other half and I haven't been the same man since she passed." "Yeah, but the last time I brought her up I ended up getting slammed into a wall. I am sorry I brought her into it but I still think she would have understood this better than you have." "It was the situation," he sighed. "It touched a nerve. And you are probably right, she would have understood this much better than I could. But I understand what you are saying when you say that. You'd do anything for Jamie just like I would for mom." "Opinions from other people don't matter to us. We have fought through everything for five years now. That's what makes us so strong." "Nobody has an easy road," he offered. "But I can say yours is harder than most." "But it's a battle worth fighting. Jamie is worth fighting for. That's why I never quit and never give up on her." "I'm beginning to understand that." He reached over and took another sip of water before he set it back down and looked at me as he thought. "So tell me how it all started. I don't mean to be forward but I have to know how you two went from being best friends into what you are today." "Do you remember the night when Courtney got drunk and Jamie got the shit scared out of her on her date with Erik?" "How could I forget that phone call?" he chuckled. "Well..." We started talking. We talked about Jamie and I and our life in high school. Then we went on to talk about college and the distance. We talked about the breakup, the getting back together, the traveling, then the blowout. We talked about the past few months and football. Then we moved on to him and his life and what he had been doing. We were making amends and talking civilly until the front door opened. "Hey baby," I said standing. "Hey Owen," she said softly. I hugged her now and gave her a quick kiss before I let her go. "Uncle Dan," Jamie said. "How are you?" "I'm good," he sighed. "Listen, I'm sorry for what I said and did. I was overwhelmed by everything so my actions were irrational and I'm sorry for that." "That's ok Uncle Dan," Jamie smiled. "To be fair though, you didn't actually do anything to me." "I did things to Owen though and you are a part of him so it was against you too." "I don't hold grudges Uncle Dan," she offered. "I don't like to waste my time on things like that when life has so many other possibilities. I forgive you though if that's what you are looking for." "I'm not looking for anything but to try and mend some fences between all of us," he replied. "Let's work on that then," she said. "Thank you Jamie," he said sincerely. She looked at me now as she took some of the bags she had gotten shopping to the bedroom. It was my silent cue to follow her. "Excuse me for a minute dad," I said. "We covered a lot of stuff," he sighed. "It's probably time for me to get going." "Don't leave just yet," I begged. "I haven't seen you in months. You can't just drop in for an hour then leave. Just give us just a minute to talk then we will be out." He sighed and looked uncomfortable. "Just sit and make yourself at home for five minutes." "Alright," he sighed. I followed Jamie into the room and closed the door. "Well?" she asked. "What happened?" "We talked and tried to sort things out. He said he was sorry for everything and asked me to forgive him. I made it clear it was me and you together and nothing was ever going to change that. He accepted that and wants to work on getting us back to the way we were before he punched me." "You're going to give him a chance right?" "Of course I am," I smiled softly. "He is my dad after all." "You were awfully hurt by him Owen," she started. "I didn't know if you would forgive him." "I can forgive baby. I won't forget but I can forgive." "He still seems uncomfortable though." "He's worried about you," I offered. "He still thinks you are mad at him." "I'm not," she sighed. "I've never been mad. I've been hurt but never mad. I was hurt by the way he treated my dad. That's what I hurt the most about." "Let's take him out to dinner and talk. Is that ok?" "It's not liked you cooked anything anyway," she sassed. "True," I smiled. "Go tell him and let me get changed." I kissed her again. I placed these soft kisses on her lips before I let her go to get changed. "Hey dad?" "Yeah?" "Do you want to join us for dinner so we can talk some more. Jamie would like that." "I ah... I don't want to intrude on you guys and your plans." "I have a game tomorrow dad. We weren't going to do anything extravagant tonight anyway. Please join us?" "I guess," he smiled softly. "Then can you suggest a place for me to stay. I haven't found anything yet." "What's wrong with here?" Jamie asked. "I don't know. I don't want to be intrusive on you guys. I know we are just starting to talk again so I didn't want to be a bother to you." "It's quite alright," she smiled. "I, we, wouldn't mind it at all." "My flight leaves tomorrow at ten so it wouldn't be but for the night." "It's fine," she said. "I can take you to the airport in the morning." "You walking?" I asked. "I have to take the truck." "I'll take a cab," he said. "Actually," I said. "Can you do me a favor dad?" "I guess," he sighed uneasy. "I need you to take old Betty back home. She's been sitting at the facility since I bought a new truck. I'll pay for the fuel if you take her home." "What do you want her for?" he asked. "You should sell her if you bought something new." "No way," I cried. "Way too many memories with her to let her go. I talked to Shane. He says he's going to fix her up like new again." He chuckled. "I'll drive her home for you then." "Thanks dad," I smiled. "Where would you like to go eat at Uncle Dan?" Jamie asked. "I don't know where anything is so it's up to the two of you," he replied. "The steakhouse was pretty damn tasty," I suggested. "Let's go," Jamie smiled. "I thought you might want to go there." I took Jamie's hand and led her out the door. Dad quickly followed behind us as we headed to the steakhouse. We sat around and had a nice dinner before returning to the apartment for the evening and more talking. It was really good to start a relationship with my dad again. ***** Thanks for reading. Comments are always welcome. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 12 This is a work of fiction. Names, character's, businesses, places, events and incidents are either products of the authors imagination or used in a factitious manor. Any resemblance to actual events is purely coincidental. ***** "You're on in a few minutes," Laura, the media coordinator, said. "Ok," I sighed. "Are you ready?" "Yeah. Why wouldn't I be? They are just going to ask me a bunch of questions. All I can do is answer them honestly." "Just remember to stay calm and speak clearly," she offered. "It's hard to get up there and speak in front of a bunch of people." "I've spoken in front of the cameras before Laura. I should be fine." I took another calming breath and waited for my turn. "At least it won't be for long," she offered. "They ran late with the coach so your time will be shorter." "I'm fine with that," I smiled. Three minutes later I was in the hot seat waiting for the press to ask me questions about the upcoming game and anything else that they could think of. It was slow and easy for the first few minutes I was up there answering questions. I was starting to relax when the next question hit that was a little more involved than the first few. "You guys are three and eleven at this point in the season, what's the motivation for this team going forward from here? What are you guys playing for?" the reporter asked. "The season hasn't gone the way we had hoped it would," I started. "But that doesn't mean you quit and give up. We have a good group of guys who want to win games. That's what we are playing for right now. We are playing for pride and for each other at this point. We are going to try and build on what we can in these next two games and carry that over into next season." "The motivation is an easy one to answer. Pittsburgh is a team that needs to win the next two games to secure a spot in the playoffs. If we beat them tomorrow we will end that hope for them. That's a great motivator for us right now. These guys haven't given up and we have practiced hard all week long so we can get our fourth win of the season." "Is the change at quarterback going to be a permanent thing?" "I can't say that for certain," I sighed. "I've been giving the opportunity to start this week and I'm going to make the most of this opportunity. Keeping the job isn't up to me at this point. I will play my best and let the coaches make the decision on whether I keep the job or not." "Do you feel the pressure of being thrust into the spotlight?" "There's always pressure," I smiled. "Is there more pressure on me? I would say yes. I've been given a big chance and I'm going to try and make the most of it. All I can do is handle the pressure and go out there and perform. I've got all the tools I need to succeed so I'm going to go out there and stick with the game plan and try and get us another win." "Is there friction between the front office and the starter? He spent most of the off season and the preseason as a hold out only to come back and get two wins thus far." "That's between him and the staff. I don't worry myself with what goes on between him and the office. I'm here to do a job and give what I can to this team. That's all that I've done since I've been here. I've done what they have asked and I haven't worried about what is happening between anyone else." "Still, you have to know something," he barked before the next question could be asked. "I honestly don't know," I sighed. "I'm here to play football and not worry about what else is going on." "How is it that you are so calm out there? I've watched a lot of film on you. College, preseason and the last game and you are so calm. It's almost like you don't care about being here. "I care about being here," I smiled softly. "Otherwise, I wouldn't be here." The room laughed softly as I put the emphasis on being here. "I guess that's just the way I've always been. I don't know if it's calm or me just being focused. I've got a lot to worry about when I'm out there. The play call, the line, what the defense is doing, what I need the line to do. Do I need to change the play? I've got guys trash talking to me and trying to get inside my head. I just ignore it and stay calm and focused on the game. By me being calm it makes the rest of the guys not get too excited so they can focus on what we are trying to execute out there." "Are the trade rumors true?" "Trade rumors?" I asked confused. "Am I being traded?" There was light laugher in the room as it finally clicked in my head that they weren't talking about me. "I don't know," I laughed a little with them. "It's the first I've heard of it. I think it's a little late in the year to be talking about trades isn't it? That deadline passed a long time ago. Honestly, I don't know anything about that." "That's all the time we have," Laura called. "Thank you," I said before I stood. I quickly moved out of the hot seat and headed back behind the curtain. "You did really well," she smiled. "I'm impressed." "That was stressful," I sighed. "Holy shit I'm sweating like a pig." "You did great," she said again. "Good job Owen." I slipped out and headed down the hallway to get away from the press. That was rough. I pulled my phone from my pocket and called Jamie. "You did great," she cheered. "It sure didn't feel like it. My gosh they are stressful." "You did well. Good job deflecting the tough ones." "Thanks," I smiled. We spent about ten minutes talking before I hung up with her. I was missing her on days like today. She had been on the road traveling again for the past three weeks. She had been gone off and on since the third week of the season. She was gone more than she was home lately and I was missing her terribly. It was the life we had chosen though. We knew it would be tough. This was a little harder than I had thought it would be at this point. She wished me good luck for tomorrow. It wasn't the first time I had started a game this year but it was the first time the starter was benched and not because of an injury. Week nine, somewhere in the second quarter, he got thumped and had a concussion. I had to take over and played pretty well. We did lose that game but I kept us in there for most of it. The next week I made the first start of my career. We played well as a whole team and we won that game. The starter was cleared after that and given the nod to return to the starting role. I was named the starter again after last week when we were blown out by New England. I was inserted into the game at the start of the fourth quarter after the starter had thrown his fourth interception of the game. We were down forty to nothing at that point. I drove us down and put a touchdown on the board. Then I took us to the red zone before we got a couple of penalties and we had to settle for a field goal. After the game the press started grumbling again. They had been grumbling about anything and everything to be honest. Their biggest gripe was why they had put him back in there and left me on the bench. He had been playing like shit the whole season and didn't keep the games competitive. Coach answered their calls and told them in the post-game presser that I would be starting this week and the team would go from there. If I played well I would start the last game of the season. "Good job out there," the coach said. "You handled that very well." "Thanks coach," I smiled. "It didn't feel like it went well." "You did fine. You were very poised." "Thank you." "Are you ready for tomorrow?" "As much as I can be." "Get some rest. Tomorrow is going to be a big day." "I know," I sighed. He patted me on the back then went down the hallway back into his office. I quickly slipped out the back and climbed into my truck to head for home. I rested quietly in the apartment alone before eating dinner and studying more game film. Then it was off to bed for a restless night's sleep before heading back to the stadium and getting prepped for the game. * I was nervous but poised as we broke down the tunnel and headed for the field. I was my usual slow self, taking my time getting out onto the field. The place was buzzing with excitement as I stepped out of the tunnel and looked around. I had done this in every game but it was the first time I had started a game at home. I took in the sights of the crowd in full throat as they cheered for us even with the poor season we were having. The air was a crisp fifty degrees outside and perfect for playing football. I was glad it had warmed up some since earlier in the week. The snow had melted and it was tolerable. I did my thing stretching and throwing a few passes. I continued to look around the place and took in the sights. I threw for about ten minutes before I headed to the center of the field and knelt down to say a few words. "If you are watching me mom or grandpa, I could use something extra today," I whispered. "I miss you guys." I stood and headed to the bench to wait for the start of the game. * It was late in the fourth quarter now and we were trailing by just three. We needed to get down the field and at least get a field goal to tie the game. We took the ball off the punt and gained a few before we were stopped around the thirty five. I knelt in the huddle and made my call. It was just a simple hand off to the right. I went to the line and called the adjustment to the line before going under center and taking the snap. I handed the ball off and turned to watch him cut through the line and gain about seven. The crowd roared as he almost broke the last tackle. He would have gone all the way if he would have broken loose. I held my hands over my ears to get the call. "Alright," I called. "Stretch deuces, twin left, end O right, 5-55 slide, check on three." We broke and headed to the line. I scanned and barked orders to the line. I took the snap on three and handed the ball off on a stretch play running left. He broke a tackle in the backfield and gained another ten yards before he was taken down. The crowd was going crazy now as we worked the ball closer to midfield. I had to cover my ears again to get the call. I started getting the call as the personnel changed. A third receiver came onto the field as the tight end left for the bench. "Twin shield, flanker post, z curl, x drive, slide right, shifty free, check on two," I called. I walked to the line and scanned like I had always done. I went under center and pointed out the mike linebacker so the line knew who to adjust to. "Omaha, hurry, hurry, ready..." I paused as they shifted around. I didn't look right as instinct took over. The film I studied clicked in my head as they shifted around and changed their look. I backed away from center. "Alert!" I barked as I tapped my helmet. "Tiger, alert three, jet set." The line started pointing and making their changes as I turned to the twin receivers and called alert three again. I turned to the single receiver and held my hand up giving him the three signal. "Fifty five is mike," I called to the center. He pointed again and got the line to adjust their assignments before I went back under center. "Hurry, hurry, ready, go." I had changed the play to a quick pass to the wide receiver. I took one step back and quickly fired it out to my right. He snapped the ball out of the air and tucked it away before breaking a tackle and running quickly up the sideline. The safety caught him at the ten after a huge gain. The crowd was wild now as we grew closer to scoring. "Good change Owen," coaches voice rang in my ears. "I like it." I turned to him and gave him the thumbs up. I headed down the field quickly to get into the huddle. I listened to the call as I trotted down. "Good throw rook," I heard as I knelt down. "Good catch," I called. "Twin shield, flanker slant, z drive, x slash, left slide, right hold, check on three," I barked. I went to the line and watched the defense shift around. It didn't look right again as I pulled back and processed quickly what I thought they were doing. "Alert 5!" I yelled. "Twinkie, alert 5, sally shift, read red." Everyone on the line talked as I passed the change to the receiver on the far side. I came to center again. "Fifty eight is mike," I called. "Hurry, hurry, go." I took the snap and dropped back. The running back slipped to my left as I started scanning my first receiver and picked up the blitz I figured was coming from that side. I was glad for that. I left my first read since it wasn't there and tried my next one. There was nothing there as I started feeling the pocket close around me. I never took my eyes off the play as I simply moved to my right to get away from the pressure and continued to look. There was a small window now but the safety was over the top and watching me like a hawk. I knew better than to throw it in there. It would either leave my receiver out to dry and he would get blasted or he would break up the pass and possibly pick it off. I just continued sliding right knowing I was being chased but not too worried about it. I was outside the tackle box now and I knew I could just throw it away and try again. I saw the receiver that I had looked at when the play first started cutting under the play where there was a void in the defense. I watched him as I continued moving to the sideline and waited on him. He continued on and was open. I gave the ball a soft toss that left some air under it so he could adjust and run under it. It was about a seven yard pass but I knew better than to throw it in there hard. He ran under it and caught it in stride. He continued his way to the end zone untouched as I felt myself get wrapped up but not taken to the ground since I didn't have the ball anymore. The place was electric as we scored and took the lead now. I couldn't help but jump up and down in celebration. I quickly raced to the end zone to share the celebration of the score with him. "Take the ball," he cheered. "It's your first one. Keep it and remember this one." "Thank you," I called. I took the ball into my hands and headed back to the sideline. The team banged on my helmet and pads as I worked my way back down the bench to find coach. "Way to stick with it Hansen," the coach called. "Yes sir, thank you." I watched as we kicked off and sent the ball way out of the back of the end zone. That put them on the twenty as they started driving. There were a few runs and a couple of passes that got them moving. I could only watch and hope for the best from the defense. We ended up winning the game by four points and ending the hopes of Pittsburgh getting into the playoffs now. I was nothing special really in the game when it came down to it. I made eighteen completions for one hundred and seventy six yards and that one touchdown. I didn't throw a pick so I guess I did what I had to do to get us a win. It wasn't all me though. The defense played with passion and stopped them on that final drive they had. "Hey rook," I heard the call. "We are going to dinner tonight. Are you in?" "Yeah," I smiled. "I guess." "What do you mean you guess?" he laughed. "You're going. We have to celebrate. You're batting a thousand right now." "Everyone gets lucky once in a while," I laughed. We got cleaned up before I went and did my postgame interview. It was much more laid back since we picked up a win and bumped Pittsburgh out of the playoff picture. They asked me a bunch of easy questions before I was told it was time for me to let the next guy go up there. I disappeared off the stage and headed home to talk with Jamie before I headed back out to have dinner with the guys. "Hey baby," I smiled as she picked up on the video chat. "Congratulations Owen," she cheered. "You played brilliantly today." "Sure," I smiled. "I took me a while to get going but I got the job done." "You did really well baby," she said. "Don't kid yourself. I thought you played great. That last drive was perfect." "I had to change a couple of things but it got the job done." "All that extra studying paid off," she offered. "Without you here I don't have a whole lot else to do." "I know baby. I miss you." "I miss you too Jamie." "I've been thinking about you for the past couple of days now," she said coyly. "I bet," I smiled. "Do you want to know what I do when I think about you?" she asked. "I would," I smiled. She giggled her little giggles then pushed the laptop back so I could see more of her body. She was sitting on the bed in her bra and panties. I smiled as she spread her legs open and let me look at her cunny hidden behind the lace. "I'm pretty wet right now," she teased. "I can't tell," I joked. Her fingers slipped under the edge and pulled her lacy panties out of the way so I could see her cunny. Her pink little lips came into view and glistened lightly in the light. "That's better," I smiled. "Sorry I haven't shaved in a few days," she offered. "I've been really busy." "I bet it tastes just as good hairy as it does smooth," I teased. "I don't know," she sassed. Her fingers traced her lips before she let one slip inside. She whimpered a little before she pulled it from her cunny and brought it to her mouth. She teased her finger with her tongue and watched my reaction. "It does taste pretty good," she said coyly. I shifted in my chair now and adjusted my cock. It was swelling up in my shorts. She smiled then teased herself again. Pressed her finger into her cunny and twisted it around before she brought it out and touched her clit. My thumb was scratching my cock as she teased her clit for a moment. "Let me get more comfortable," she offered. She leaned back on the bed and brought her legs up. Her panties slipped from her hips and up her legs until she dropped them to the bed. Her cunny flashed in and out of view until she returned to sitting with her legs spread wide for me. Her fingers slowly parted her lips open showing me how wet she was. It glistened in the light as the moisture clung to her center. It was a white pearl in the middle of her pink folds. I licked my lips wishing I could taste her right about now. "You look tasty," I smiled. "I am," she smiled back. Her fingers traced her lips before touching the moisture in the middle and spreading it around her fingers. She traced her lips again before touching her clit. She circled it softly to tease herself and moaned as she pleasured herself. Her other hand now opened herself up as she dipped her finger back into her center. "I wish your tongue was touching me down there," she cooed. "You and me both," I sighed. She teased herself again and whimpered in pleasure as I rubbed my cock through my shorts. "Get it out and stroke it for me," she begged. I slipped my shorts down my legs until my cock sprang free. I pushed myself back some so she could see my cock as my hand stroked it. "The camera makes it look bigger," she teased. "If you say so," I laughed lightly. "Hold on just a second," she said. She reached over to the nightstand and grabbed something. I knew what it was when I heard the soft buzzing sound. Her pink little dildo slipped between her legs now and touched her clit. She whimpered as the vibration sent a wave of pleasure through her body. "Fuck," she gasped. "I wish this was your cock." "Mine doesn't vibrate like that though," I teased. "But it doesn't compare," she giggled. "If it's any consolation, my fist doesn't quite have the same magic as your pussy does either." She giggled as she teased her clit again. She circled it a few times before she slipped it down and into her opening. I watched her lips part and take the slim pink piece of plastic into her folds. She whimpered as she pressed it into her cunny and teased herself with it. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 12 "I want your cock baby," she moaned. "I'm so fucking wet right now. Look at how wet I am." "I know," I panted. My fist went a little faster on my cock as she teased herself. "Hmmm, feels so good to touch myself. You are all I think about these days. I'm so horny." "Show me baby. Fuck yourself and let me see that cum." "Hmmm, fuck," she growled loudly. The dildo buzzed loudly before it disappeared deep inside of her puss. She twisted it around before she pulled it back out of her cunny. She moaned loudly again before she started to rapidly fuck herself with it. It buzzed loudly as it slipped in and out of her cunny. I could see the white wetness that coated it as she played with herself. My hand went faster on my cock as she put on a good show for me. She pulled it free and spread her cunny open again. She pressed it against her clit and let it buzz against the swollen bean. She moaned over the buzzing as she teased her clit and held it there. She circled it hard then drove it back into her puss again. I could tell she was getting close by the urgency of her hips. They were thrusting into the dildo as she panted hard. Her wetness was leaking out of her as she whimpered loudly. She was panting hard as her body twisted on the bed. Her legs closed around her hand as she started to cum. They opened quickly again so she could show me. The dildo slipped from her cunny and went to her clit again. She held it there and panted as her hips humped against the wet plastic. White cream started to leak from her cunny and pool at her opening. "Cumming," she panted like I couldn't tell. I felt myself on the edge so I slowed down so I didn't have a mess to clean up. I watched as the wetness started to leak from her cunny and run down to her butt. She whimpered again before she pushed the toy back into her cunny and fucked herself again. Wetness coated it heavily as she panted and slowed down. "That looked like it was a good one," I smiled. "Fuck," she panted. "It was. Better than I thought it was going to be." "It's running from you." "Really?" she squeaked. "Umm hmm," I replied. "All over the bed." Her fingers touched her cunny then followed the wetness all the way down to the bed. "I did cum hard," she smiled. "Just imagine what I'm going to do when it's you down there." "I'll warn the neighbors," I teased. "Funny," she giggled. "Taste it for me baby. Tell me how it tastes." She brought her fingers to her mouth and tasted her cum. "Umm," she growled. "Good." "I wish I could taste it." "Soon baby. Another week then you can have me as much as you want." "Better be careful," I warned. "Remember the Keys?" "I do," she giggled. She opened her cunny up again with her fingers to tease me again. Wetness was still pooled at her opening. I leaned forward now and licked the screen where her cunny was just to be stupid. She laughed anyway before closing her legs and sitting up again. "What about you baby?" she asked. "You going to cum?" "I put it in the spank bank for later baby," I smiled. "I don't want to ruin the rug you bought." "Ok," she giggled. "What are you doing tonight?" she asked now. "Going out with the guys to celebrate a little." "Don't get to drunk," she warned. "I won't drink tonight. Well...maybe one. I've got to get ready for next week. I can't be hung over in the morning." "I've got a long day tomorrow," she sighed. "Get some rest then. I'll call you tomorrow when I finish up." "Alright baby," she smiled. "I love you." "Love you too baby. Sleep well and know that I miss holding you at night." "I miss it too Owen." "Good night baby." She blew me a kiss before she clicked the end button and the screen went blank. I sat there for a minute and just thought about her. I missed her pretty badly these days. I sighed after some thought and knew it was just another week then we would have six months together again. It kept me going thinking about that. I pushed myself away from the chair and went to get changed. It was just about time to leave and go hang out with the guys. I was looking forward to that. I helped us win so I was accepted into the group now. It was the offensive line and one receiver and me that went out that night. We sat around at the table and shot the shit for a while as we ate and drank a little. It was good to get out and unwind from the long week and the game. Next week was just around the corner and the grind would start all over again. The waitress came to the table and circled around us again as she asked if we needed anything else. "I could use a refill," I said. "Anything for you," she said smiling a flirty little smile. "Oh shit Owen," one of them laughed as she walked away. "She wants you." "Right," I said sarcastically. "Come on dawg," he joked. "She's putty in your hands. Mold her and take her home with you." "Thanks but no thanks. I'm spoken for." "We've never met this mystery lady you speak of," he teased me more. "She's off on a trip to Europe at the moment," I sighed. "I won't see her for another week." "That cats away," he smiled. "Yeah, but this mouse don't play." "What's it like?" he teased now. "To be so whipped?" "Better than getting my ass touched like you," I joked right back. They erupted in laughter now as I took a shot at him. "Damn, Owen does have a pair," one of them howled. "Fuck you guys," he hissed but still laughed. "She's all in need and more than I can handle at this point." "How do you do it?" another one asked. "I can't imagine my wife being gone for so long." "We've fought this battle our entire life together. She's had this job since I was a junior in college so it's nothing new. Even before that she was at a different school. We just make it work." "How long have you known this girl?" he asked. "Well," I smiled. "My entire life. We grew up together. I mean literally we grew up together. Went to the same school together. Lived like four blocks away from each other." "That's cool," he offered. "For you being a homo and all." "I guess," I sighed. They poked fun at me for a little while longer until the waitress came back to the table with my drink. She smiled and ran her hand across my back as she set it at the table. I just thanked her and got another round of ball busting until they moved onto something else. The bill came to the table. The other rookie lineman tried to pass it off to me. "What the hell are you doing?" the veteran croaked. "Hansen here won us that game. You aren't sticking him with the bill are you?" "Well," he smiled sheepishly. "You let him get sacked," another joked with him. "I guess I do owe him don't I?" he smiled. "Hell yeah you do. You take it." He slapped the bill down in front of him. He reluctantly pulled his wallet out and placed his card in the slot. "There goes this week's pay," he sighed. "You know the deal," he laughed. "You let the quarterback get hit and you pay the price." "I can pay for some," I offered. "Naw dawg," he said. "He's got it. He knows the drill." I just sat there now as he took care of the bill. Once it was paid we all got up and headed for the door. "Where to now?" the rookie asked. "We can't call it a night just yet can we?" There was a collection of voices saying they were calling it a night and heading home for some sleep. He looked at me now. "What about you Hansen? You aren't going to puss out on me are you?" "Yeah," I sighed. "I am. Sorry man but I've got to get some rest and study some film." "Guess I go it alone then. I wasn't called the lone wolf in college for nothing." "Have fun and stay out of trouble," I offered. "Trouble knows to stay away from me," he laughed. "See you guys tomorrow then." * I trotted down the tunnel towards the field in the middle of the group of guys. I could feel the sting of the cold night air start to hit my face as I grew closer to the opening. I was not looking forward to starting tonight's game. It was twenty nine degrees and falling with a light snow starting to cover the ground here in Buffalo. It was the final game of the season and dubbed the loser bowl by the press. We were four and eleven at this point, Buffalo was five and ten. Nothing was on the line but pride amongst the division rivals. The focus was all on this game though since it was the Sunday night game and the only one on this late. As I hit the field, the cold cut through the two layers I had put on in hopes of keeping the cold out. I couldn't help but think back to yesterday and the pregame interview I had done. "How will playing in the cold weather affect you?" "I don't know," I shrugged. "I haven't played in anything below forty degrees and that was two years ago now when we played in Boston. I'm sure I will be uncomfortable out there but that will all fade away when we take the field. The focus is on winning and not on how the weather is making me feel." I almost turned back and went into the locker room. The snow crunched under my feet as I set foot on the field. It was worse than I thought it was going to be. The football was rock hard as I picked it up and tried to loosen up. I threw it for a minute before running to the sideline and finding my jacket to cover my body. "Are you warm enough?" the equipment manager asked. "Not by a long shot," I hissed. "Do you want gloves?" "One for my left hand I guess. I haven't thrown with a glove on before. I tried earlier and I don't have the feel for it." "We will keep your hand warmers fresh," he offered. "That should help." "I can only hope," I sighed and shivered as the wind guested suddenly. Standing in the cold was one thing, playing in it was another. If I thought playing would distract me from the cold I was wrong. The air was cold, the ball felt even colder. My breath frosted in the air as I made my calls and constantly reminded me of how cold it was. When I was hit, and I did get hit a couple of times, it stung and didn't let up for a couple of plays afterwards either. My fingers were numb, making my feeling for the ball in my hands that much harder. I threw a couple of bad passes and got picked off twice. I wasn't the only one playing bad that night though. A couple of fumbles, a few missed tackles and some stupid penalties put us in a ten point hole as we went into the locker room for halftime. The temperature hadn't changed all that much in the start of the third although it did feel much colder. That was probably just the snow falling heavier now. The grounds crew was constantly running out there and pushing the snow off the five yard increments to keep the field somewhat playable. Not a lot happened in the third. Neither team moved the ball very far. Both sides had their fair share of penalties, missed passes and punts. We drove a little but had two holding penalties that we couldn't overcome so we ended up punting. They got the ball late in the third and put something together and scored after a missed tackle. We started off with the ball in the fourth trailing by seventeen now. I trotted out onto the field and continued to blow into my hands to keep the as warm as possible. They were still numb and had lost most of the feeling in them. I tried to push that out of my head as I knelt in the snow and began my call. "Thunder plus, z slant, x out, shift left, flat delay, check on three," I called. I walked to the line blowing into my throwing hand to try and keep it warm before I went under center. I saw the defense shift and stack the line. I knew something was up and I needed to change the call. "Alert 4," I called as I stepped away. "Bullfrog! Shift right. 51 is mike." I turned to my left and swirled my hands letting my receiver know what I wanted. He pointed like he knew what I meant as I went back under center and called 51 as mike again. I took the snap and dropped back. I checked left and saw the receiver didn't get what I wanted. He started running an up route that I knew was going to be covered. I left him quickly and looked at the right side. He was pressed to the outside and had a lot of help over the top. My next option was the back. He was working his way through traffic as my sixth sense kicked in and caused me to step up in the pocket. As I let the rush pass me I continued looking and saw nothing but open field in front of me. I decided to take off and get what I could before the pocket closed around me. I made it five yards before I met the linebacker waiting on me. He was shuffling his feet to try and see what way I was going to go. I faked hard to the left before pressing my feet into the ground and turning back to the right. He followed me and retreated a little as he tried to keep me in front of him. I almost wanted to laugh when he turned and tripped over the umpire that was stationed in the middle of the field. They both tumbled to the snow covered field as I ran past them both. The crowd groaning reached my ears as I darted by them both and took a look to see what else I had in front of me. I looked up just as the safety was closing in on me. I dove head first under him and slide in the snow about five yards before I stopped. I heard the cracking of helmets and bodies as I came to a stop and was touched to make sure I was down by another player. I rolled to my feet and jumped up to dusk myself off. As I turned back around I saw the safety on his back and a lineman sitting there in the snow looking dazed. The refs whistled for a stoppage in play as they sorted the injuries out. I glanced up at the replay on the big screen and realized just how lucky I was. The safety had teed off on the lineman thinking it was me. The lineman was trailing just a yard behind me trying to get me from behind. Had I not dove, I probably wouldn't be standing right now. I started for the sideline to meet coach and figure out what he wanted next as the refs voice spoke over the loud speaker. "There is no foul on the play for leading with the helmet since the defender did not make contact with the quarterback," he called. "Time out for an injury." "Holy fucking crap Hansen," my receiver called. "Get the fuck down next time man. You're going to get your head taken off if you keep that up." "I got down," I smiled trying to shake off the almost. "The season is over Hansen, live to play again next year." "I want to win," I called. "Have you looked at the score lately?" he asked annoyed with me. "It's pretty much over. We get paid just the same if we win or lose at this point." My whole body hurt at this point in the game. I took one hell of a shot back in the third and I was still aching from it. My hands were frozen stiff, it was everything I could do to grip the ball and throw it accurately. My lip was split and bleeding from the cold. My voice was hoarse from all the calls at the line I was making. My lungs were burning from just breathing let alone running in this shit. If I was willing to play in this shit so should everyone else. "I've been down by more in my life and have brought us back to win before. There's plenty of time to get this thing done." "I love your enthusiasm Hansen, but sometimes you got to know when to concede," he said annoyed. "You know what?" I barked. "Maybe if you played a little harder we wouldn't be where we are right now. We might actually be ahead." "Excuse me?" he asked stunned. "You heard me," I call back as we reached the sideline. "If you played a little harder we might not be where we are." "Yeah right," he said smugly. "How many passes have you dropped today?" I asked. "You're seriously going to do this with me right here right now?" "Five," I replied. "Because you haven't thrown them to me," he barked back. "You gave up on the routes on some of them. Of course they went over your head. But when you stop running they have no place to go but over your head." "You better watch yourself there rookie," he warned. "Go sit the fucking bench if you don't want to try then. Let somebody else take your place who actually gives a damn about winning. I wasn't raised a quitter so I'm not about to give up like you." "Fuck you," he barked as he got in my face. "Whoa, whoa, whoa," came some cries as players separated us now. "Fuck that guy," he snapped. "Alright you two," coach called. "Knock it off and save the shit for the locker room. I don't need it out here. I'll make the call on who plays and who sits." He looked at me now. "Hansen, you have to watch your ass out there. This isn't college anymore. Guys here are fast. You almost got your head taken off. Get down next time." "Yes sir," I sighed. "You," he pointed at the receiver. "Get your head in the game and play or go take a seat." "Yes sir," he replied. "Twin shield, back slash PA, flanker drag, x curl, z streak," he called. "Yes sir," I said looking at the receiver. "You two play nice and get it done," coach ordered. I rubbed my hands together before sticking them back into the hand warmer on my waist to warm them up some. It figured he would make this call. He wanted me to try and pass it deep to the guy I just got into a confrontation with. I'd lay it out there for him and see if he would bite if he was open. If not I'd come under to the drag pattern and see if I couldn't hit that. We stood there for another minute until play resumed. I went to the huddle and made my call before going to the line with my hand still in my waist. I wanted it as warm as possible so I could grip the ball and let it fly. I saw them shift around as I called my first cadence. I didn't like the look so I pulled back and thought about changing the play. I saw the corner was trying to angle my receiver to the inside. I placed my right hand over my ear and silently gave him the signal for a double move. If he understood what I wanted he would drive to the inside then turn up the field hard. I stepped back under center and called the mike linebacker again. I took the snap and stretched it out to the back on the fake. I pulled it away at the last second and turned to set my feet. The double move must have worked because he had a step on the corner with no safety playing over the top. All I had to do was drop the pass over his shoulder and he would have a big gain. I didn't make the rookie mistake as I threw it. I put some air under it since there was no help over the top and he had a lot of field to work with. It would give him a chance to find the football and run under it. My throw was perfect and it dropped just over his inside shoulder and into his arms as he barely broke stride to get it. It was a footrace to the end zone now. Both of them puffed down the field through the snow. The defender made the attempt and dove for the receiver. It was just enough to knock him off his feet and trip him up at the two yard line. Another step or a stumble or a dive and he would have scored. Some things just weren't meant to be sometimes. I slowly trotted up the field as I listened to the call. I reached the huddle and knelt down to make my call. "Hey Hansen," he barked. "Good throw." "Good catch," I offered before I started my call. "Thunder plus, PA sweep right, QB sprint left, check on three." I knew the reason for this call. I was a mobile quarterback, not the fastest guy out there, but I could use my legs to get away from time to time. They didn't have a lot of film on me so a good fake to the back would get them moving right before I would turn to the left and hopefully run into the end zone. It was that or I was going to get swallowed up by the backer playing the backside of the play. Looking over the defensive formations when I was on the sidelines said they would over play the run and I should have a free pass to score. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 12 I went under center and scanned the defense. They were stacking the line and playing the run pretty heavy right now. I thought about changing the play but I stuck with it and took the snap. I turned hard to my right and stuck the ball out for the back. I used my body to shield the ball as I held it against my side and turned for just a split second to watch him run to the right. They over played it just like we had hoped. I took off and ran wide around the line and was untouched as I went to the end zone and scored my first rushing touchdown of my career. I pointed to the sky as I trotted into the end zone then held the ball and started back for the bench. My teammates jumped around and celebrated with me as I thanked them on my way to the bench. I passed by the defense still sitting there and getting some instructions from the defensive coordinator. "Get me the ball back," I called. "I'm going to go out there and do it again." The middle linebacker stood and pumped the team up now. If I was all in then they should be too. I continued my way down the bench to find my jacket and wait for the quarterback coach to bring me the notebook so I could study it quickly. We both sat there now and looked things over as we tried to figure out what we could do to beat them again. They started driving again but were stopped just before they got to midfield. They punted it away again and we took over at about the fifteen. There was seven and some change on the clock now. It was getting late and with us trailing by ten, we needed to score again and quickly. I had to make good on my promise to the defense. We started out in shotgun with four wide and the one back next to me. I began my count then saw something I didn't like so I stepped forward and started barking orders again as they pointed and shifted around on the other side of the ball. I took the snap and stuck the ball to the backs chest. He covered it like he was running the draw play before I pulled it away and got set to throw the pass. It left the safety frozen over the top as he watched the back. My receiver on the other side had a step on the corner and was running a post play. I set my feet and fired one in there hard and fast. He caught it in perfect stride and ran as fast as his legs could carry him. He got brought down just over midfield but had gained a huge chunk of yards. We went to work from there and ran a few running plays before I had to pass a short one over the middle. I really wanted to speed things up now. The clock was ticking away and we needed two scores to tie the thing at the very least. We got a holding penalty that set us back ten yards once we reached the twenty. We got it back on the next play and gained ten. Then we passed but it was dropped. He had it then turned to run but it slipped from his hands. I didn't worry about it and just focused on the call as it came in. "Hansen, we are digging deep into the playbook," coach called. "Yes sir," I said and gave the thumbs up. "Snap deuces, PA slam left, QB waggle right, PA flats left, Z slant, big E," he called. It took just a second to think the play through and know what he wanted. I relayed the call to the team before we broke the huddle and headed to the line. It was an all or nothing play as I went to the line and pointed to the mike linebacker. I took the snap quickly after I let the line adjust. I wanted to take them by surprise. I turned hard to my left and stuck the ball out there like I was handing it off to the running back. He slipped his arms over the ball as I pulled it away and rolled right. Everything was moving to the right as I made my turn. The guard from the left side had pulled to block down like it was a sweep or a screen. The tight end and the fullback were pulling and looking to block. The one receiver was blocking while the other was running a route to distract. The whole play looked like it was going right which made the defense pull to their left and follow the play to figure out what was going on. I continued going right and watched the one receiver do his thing before I planted my feet and looked back to the left. The running back had faked the handoff, bounced into the line, stopped and pretended he got 'lost' before he sprung out to the left side now. He was wide open in the shallow flat with nobody within fifteen yards of him in any direction. I softly lobbed the pass his way and watched him trot under it then continue on to the end zone to score. There was just about four minutes left on the clock as we scored. There wasn't a lot of time but we had some. I looked to coach and saw him holding up two fingers saying he wanted to go for two points. It was a bold move but I knew the idea behind it. If we did stop them and got the ball back, we would need just a field goal to win the game, not just tie it. If we missed it, we would need a touchdown to win the thing. I took the call for a simple handoff as the jumbo package came onto the field. They stacked the middle but the line opened up a hole and the back ran right on through all the way to the back of the end zone before he stopped to celebrate. We were down by two now and it fired up the defense further. They knew they had to get us the ball back. If they did we really had a shot at winning this thing. I think it was the first time in about ten games that they really looked focused and wanted to get a stop so we could get back out there and try to win this thing. They took the kick and started working the clock knowing they had a two point lead and they just needed to keep it moving. They ran on first and second before completing a short pass on third down to give them another first. I watched from the sideline as they ran it on first and second again before completing another pass on third down to get another first. I knew if the defense didn't stop them on this set of downs there wouldn't be enough time left to do anything. They ran on first, threw an incomplete on second and didn't get enough on third. They ended up punting and giving us the ball back around the thirty on our end. There was just over a minute left and one time out on the board. I got my orders from coach and waited until the last possible moment before I shrugged my jacket off and took the field. We played in shotgun again since running the ball wasn't going to help us move it faster. I stood back there and hit a few passes underneath the coverage. I dropped back again and tried to force one that almost got picked off. I shook it off and went back to work again telling myself I wouldn't try to force one. I dropped back again and felt the pressure coming from my blind side right away. I stepped up and let it go by knowing it wasn't going to be for long. I scanned and saw nothing so I took off. I sprinted quickly down the field gaining about fifteen before I slid down and killed the play. I was waving my arms to hustle the guys back to the line so I could kill the clock. My lungs were on fire as I panted hard and took the snap. I slammed the ball to the turf killing the clock with sixteen seconds left. "We need ten more yards to be close enough for a reasonable field goal," I heard as I covered my ears. I knew that already. "Four wide, parallel slants on z and y, streak on x, post a, deuce clear out," came the call. I knelt and repeated the call. I took the snap after pointing out the blocking I wanted. I stood tall and worked through my progressions. Nothing was really open without forcing it so I checked down to the back. He was covered as I felt a hand hit my leg. I stepped out of the tackle and ran to the right. The one backer was spying me so he followed me to make the play. I gave a hard pump making him jump and giving me just that little window to slip by him. It was short lived but it got us about ten yards before he caught up with me and took me down. I was on my feet immediately after I went down. I was shaking the snow from my face as I raced back to the line to get them set so we could kill the clock. The whistle blew as coach took our final timeout to think it over now. We had the ten he wanted but there was still time on the clock to try and get a little closer or try one big throw to get the touchdown. He opted for the field goal try and called us off the field. I stood there and watched them prepare for the kick. Our team was out there digging the snow off the ground to give him a clean spot to kick the ball from. They lined up now and got ready. The snap was perfect, the hold was solid as the kicker put toe to leather. The ball stayed to the left the whole time. It was on line to squeak by on the left side but at the very end the ball started curling to the left more. It clanked the left upright and bounced off it. "Fuck," I muttered. "All that for nothing." The crowd was thrilled he had missed. We lost by two as they knelt down and drained the remaining time off the clock. I collected my stuff and shook hands with their coach and quarterback before making my way into the warmth of the locker room. I didn't know what next season would hold for me as we took the flight home. I had started three games, played in a few and won two of them. The thing I was told over and over was that even in the losses, I had still kept us in the game and kept them competitive. All I could do now was prepare for next year and compete hard for that starting spot when the time came. Who knew, the trade rumors were still swirling around the team and maybe he would get traded and the spot would be mine for the taking. * I hit the brakes and turned to the curb as I saw Jamie walk out the door at the airport. I couldn't help but smile as I saw her. She was dressed in one of her fashion sweaters with a scarf around her neck. Her tight jeans covered her legs all the way down to her cold weather, but still stylish, boots. I threw the truck into park and climbed from the cab quickly. She saw me as I rounded the front of the truck and headed her direction. "Owen," Jamie cheered. I smiled as she almost looked like she wanted to cry as she ran for me. She leapt into my arms letting her luggage flip to the curb as I gripped her tightly and hugged her. "I've missed you so much Jamie," I said between kisses. "You have no idea," she laughed. "I've missed you too." I pulled her into another kiss as I continued to hold her in my arms. Just holding her made my heart warm. I missed touching her, feeling her, tasting her kiss, her soft feminine smell. Everything about her flooded my mind as I kissed her and held her tightly. We finally stopped kissing and looked at each other. "I love what you have done to the place," she giggled. "I fucking hate snow," I laughed with her. "I watched the whole game yesterday. You looked really cold." "Cold doesn't begin to explain how I felt," I chuckled. "I'm still sore and tired. I could have stayed in bed all day if I didn't have to go into work one last time." "You lazy bum," she teased. "Yeah, yeah," I laughed with her. "Hush up you." She giggled again. "I love you Owen. I've missed you so much." "I'm all yours until June baby," I smiled. "Let's get you out of the cold." "Sounds good to me," she giggled again. I set her back on the ground and kissed her again. She giggled into my kiss before she bolted to the truck leaving me to pick up her luggage. I quickly tossed it into the bed before climbing inside and rubbing my hands together to get them warm. I glanced over my shoulder before pulling into traffic and heading down the road. "When do you have to go back to work?" I asked as we got on the highway. "I took this week off," she smiled. "I have to see Carrie tomorrow but I'm free for the week after that." "Nice," I said. "I was hoping we could head home for a week or two and get out of this cold weather." "We can do that," she cheered. "I wouldn't mind that. But..." "What?" "I was wondering if you wouldn't mind flying with me to Colorado and meeting my mom." I sighed. "Please," she begged in her sweet little voice. "I guess." "Thank you baby," she smiled. "No problem," I sighed again. "It won't be that bad baby," she offered. "So you think. I'll try to be on my best behavior." "Thank you." "When did you want to go out there?" I asked. "Sometime this week," she replied. "Then we can go home after that." "I guess I can agree to that." "So how was your trip?" I asked changing the subject. "Long and boring this time," she sighed. She started detailing her days in Paris and what she had been doing. It passed the time quickly until we reached the apartment and parked the truck. We quickly hustled along to escape the cold and get inside. "Wow Owen," she smiled. "I'm impressed. You kept the place clean." "I've hardly been here," I offered. "If I wasn't at practice I was working out. I basically slept here for the past month." "What is that smell?" she questioned. "It smells good." "I've been slow cooking ribs in the oven since this morning. I wanted to put them on the smoker but it's too damn cold for me to be outside messing with that." "They smell yummy," she giggled. "Are they ready?" "The longer they stay in the better they are," I smiled. "You know that." "True," she smiled. She turned and went to the oven to have a look at them anyway. She opened the door and looked inside at the ribs wrapped in foil that sat in the oven. She peeled back the foil and looked at them. "They look perfect," she cheered. I was looking at her butt pointing my way. It had been so long since I had had my hands on the perfect ass. I stepped forward and ran my hand down the tight material and gave it a squeeze. She giggled a little and she fixed the foil. I moved behind her and gripped her hips with my hands. I pulled her into my crotch to be a perv and humped her butt. She let me for a moment and playfully pushed back into my humping. Then she stood and closed the door before taking me into her arms. She had that look now. The, I want you look, as I leaned down a little and found her lips. I kissed her hard and found her tongue. She growled into my kiss as her hands slipped under my long sleeve shirt and touched my stomach. She let her hands climb to my chest before her nails scratched me lightly. She let them run down my chest to my stomach before she found my shirt again. She took it and lifted it up my body and over my head before she let it fall to the floor. "Holy crap Owen," she gasped. "What?" I asked. "You look like you've put on some muscle since I left." "Maybe," I shrugged. "Without you here I don't have anything else to do but train and study." She let her fingers trace my skin from my stomach all the way up to my chest. She ran her nails over my skin sending a wave of excitement through my body. She traced my nipples before she turned and headed up my chest to my shoulders. She felt my broad shoulders before she curled her hands around my neck to pull me into her kiss. The look on her face had changed as my mouth found hers again. It went from I want you to I want you bad and now. I knew the look. I had seen it from her every time she had gone away then come back. She gasped into my kiss as I lifted her body and set her on the counter. Her legs went wide around my body as her cunny turned against my cock. My fingers started working on the button of her jeans as soon as her ass hit the counter. It got it open quickly and worked it over her hips as she lifted and wiggled for me. They slipped from her hips and dropped to the floor at my feet. As soon as her jeans hit the floor she started on mine. They opened and dropped to the floor at my ankles. My cock poked straight out and into her pink panties that still guarded her cunny. I didn't even bother to try and take them off now. I pulled them to the side as she leaned back a little and gave me room. My cock touched her smooth cunny as it searched for her wetness. I pressed it down and found her opening as I moved forward. We both gasped at how wet she was. I slipped in and let myself slowly slide into her cunny. It felt so good to finally feel her again. I carefully moved her closer to the edge and held her so she wouldn't slip off. I pressed into her with careful speed as she gasped in pleasure. Her mouth hung open as her hands gripped the back of my neck to steady her. I wanted to kiss her neck now. Loved the taste of her skin and what it did to her when I kissed her there. She hadn't taken the scarf off yet, much to my dismay. I tried to sort out the wrap but couldn't figure it out. She giggled her little giggles before she let go and pulled on one side to free it. "Is that better?" she asked as my lips found her skin. "Umm hmm," I growled. "Much better." I kissed her soft skin as my hips pushed harder into her cunny. Wild lust was starting to consume us both. She was thrusting into me as I pressed into her. We were slapping together loudly as her cunny gripped me. Her wetness was leaking from her now, coating her panties and my cock as I fucked her. Whimpers and grunts of lust and desire filled the kitchen as we came together in the middle. I could feel her cunny gripping me the way it did when she was about to cum. I knew I couldn't hold on until she got off. It had been too long for me and my desire for her was boiling over. I didn't want this to end so quickly though. I knew we would be doing this later but I wanted it too last a little longer than this. I pulled from her just before we both were about to cum. I hooked my fingers around her panties and pulled them hard. She shrilled when they slipped from under her butt and flew down her legs. My fingers quickly found her cunny as I leaned down and let my tongue taste her. "Owen," she yelped. "Fuck." I circled her clit and let my fingers saw into her. Her fingers tangled in my hair as she slumped down on the counter and knocked a pan to the floor as she opened her legs wider for me. I didn't stop to see what it was or what kind of mess it had made. That could wait. "You taste perfect," I said softly. "I've missed your taste." "I've missed that wonderful tongue of yours," she gasped. Her hips were bucking into my fingers and tongue as I worked her cunny. I felt how wet she was now, dripping and coating my fingers and tongue as I ate her. She whimpered loudly before gripping the counter with one hand and my hair with the other. It was a strong orgasm as she cried out in pleasure. Not a squirting one but still a good one judging by the way her body shook and she panted. Her wetness leaked from her as she reached her peak then started to come down. I stood once she had finished and looked at her. The spot on her chest, right under her throat, was flush red with desire. I loved the way her body reacted to my touch. She was so perfect to me in every way. I was so glad that I had her each and every day. How could I ask for more? I couldn't really. I took her arms and pulled her from the counter. She slipped from it and expected me to lead her to the bedroom. I held her still and took her shirt into my hands. She let me take it from her body before she reached back and slipped her bra from her shoulder and let it fall. I took in her body for the first time, in person, in over a month. "You've lost some weight baby," I smiled. "I've been busy," she sighed. "It happens when I'm away from you." "You are still so beautiful though. Absolutely beautiful." "Thank you baby," she cooed. I saw the scarf sitting on the counter and let my imagination take over. I turned her around and made her face the counter. She leaned a little and offered to let me take her right there. I leaned over her and took the scarf into my hands. I pulled it over her eyes and let it cover her. I started to tie it around the back of her head. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 12 "Owen?" she questioned. "Close your eyes and let your other senses take over," I whispered. She took a breath and waited for me to touch her again. I leaned close to her neck and softly blew on it. She tilted her head as she felt my breath hit her skin. I could see the smile on her face as I leaned a little closer and kissed her neck. She let me kiss her a few times before she leaned into me and felt more of my skin against hers. I kissed her a couple of times near her throat, feeling her breath catch as I did. My hand traced her skin from between her shoulder blades all the way down her back to her butt. I gave it a soft squeeze as I continued around her body to her front. My hand was following me but trailing across her skin as I circled her. She was looking the whole time and trying to see me. She was blindfolded so I knew she couldn't. I let my hands trail over her hip then around to her tummy. I took my hand away so she couldn't tell where I was before I brought it back to her chest. I let my hand cover her breast, felling her nipple curl hard and press into my palm. My lips covered hers in a very soft kiss. She let out a soft moan as my lips covered hers. She lifted her arms and tried to hold me as I kissed her. I felt her movements and broke the kiss to stop her. I gently placed her arms back at her sides before I moved away. She yielded now and left them there as I circled her body silently until I was behind her. I could see her breathing a little heavier as I stood behind her and let her wonder where I had gone to. I leaned in and brushed her hair away from her neck until it fell down her back. I moved closer to her body and kissed the base of her neck near her shoulder. She let out an audible pant as I touched her skin with my lips. Her mouth hung open as she tilted her head over to give me more skin to work with. I pressed my body closer to hers until we touched. I gently tilted her head up and back so I could lean around her and kiss her more. I kissed her skin at her jaw under her chin. She sighed again and cheated a little. She felt my cock touching her butt and slipped her hand around to touch me. Her fingers curled around my cock and held it until I moved away. "Bad girl," I whispered. "No touching until I say." She gave me a playful, pouty face as I moved away and stopped kissing her. I moved to the other side of her neck and leaned in again. My breath hit her neck as I exhaled then took in her scent. It was a soft scent that only Jamie had. It always did something to me. Stirred that deep desire for her as I took it in then exhaled again and let my breath hit her neck. I whispered that I loved her before I kissed her again. She whimpered softly as I took her into my arms and wrapped her tightly against my body. She cheated again as she lifted her arms and pulled my head against her neck. I let her get away with it as I wetly kissed her again. She shifted her body slightly and turned her hips against my cock. It was sliding along her skin as she begged for me to stop teasing her. I didn't give in just yet. I kissed her a few more times before I slipped under her arms and circled her body until I stood in front of her again. I took in her body as I stood about a foot away from her. She looked radiant right now. Her chest was flush right under her neck all the way down to the space between her breasts. I took in the curves on her body, the soft and slightly tan skin that covered those perfect curves. Her nipples were hard and pointing off her body, a deeper pink now that she was excited. Her firm tummy that led down to the valley between her legs. The red heart tattoo that I loved to kiss so much. Her little clit was poking out from between her cunny as she stood there trying to find me from under the scarf. I ran my fingers across her cheek to her lips. I traced her lips before she opened her mouth and took one inside and sucked it lightly. I let her for a moment before I pulled it away and ran it down her chest to her nipple. I circled it lightly and teased her. I watched her chew on her bottom lip in anticipation of what I was going to do to her. I loved that little lip bite she did. It was so sexy the way she chewed on it. "What should I do to you Jamie?" I whispered. "I don't know?" she panted softly. "Anything you want." My fingers trailed down her body until I reached her cunny. Her legs parted a little more to let me touch her between them. I traced her cunny and bumped her clit as I went back and forth. Her mouth opened as she panted softly then chewed her lip again. I leaned in and kissed her mouth. It didn't take her but a second to lean into my kiss and find my tongue. I tilted my head and kissed her with a deep wanton before I pulled away and started to kneel down. I kissed her tummy a few times before I stuck my tongue out and traced her skin. I went up to her breast and took her nipple into my mouth. I teased her nipple with my tongue before biting it lightly with my teeth. I let it slide free and saw it standing off her body wet with my spit. I reached back and squeezed her butt as I kissed down to her tummy again. I continued down her tummy, over her pelvis to the smooth skin that led to her cunny. I blew on it and watched her smile again. She knew what was coming next as I let my tongue slip between her legs and into her folds. She parted her legs just a little and opened to give me a little space. I could taste her wetness as my tongue traced her slit. She was wet from before but this was a different wetness now. The anticipation of what was to come. I tasted her for a minute. My tongue digging into her folds as she whimpered above me and enjoyed my touch. I kissed her cunny now as her hands left her sides and curled in my hair. I knew how bad she wanted me right now. I decided not to keep her waiting anymore. I stood now and circled her body once more until I was behind her. My hands trailed across her body as I moved so she knew where I was going this time. I stood behind her and pulled her into my body before I started to knell down. She followed me now, fully trusting me as we both knelt down. My butt touched the cold floor right in the kitchen as she rested in my lap. I flattened out with her in my arms the whole time until her body was resting on top of mine. Maybe laying on the cold kitchen floor wasn't my best idea but I went with it anyway. I wrapped my arms around her body as she lay on me. She didn't make a move now, she just let me hold her until I spoke. "Go ahead Jamie," I whispered. "Put it in you." She growled as she reached between her legs and found my cock. It was throbbing as she found her opening and let me slide inside. She was wetter than before. Desire dripping from her center as she took me inside all the way. Her legs spread around me as I started to thrust into her slowly. I slowly pressed into her as my hips turned. I buried myself all the way in until I reached my max. Then I started to fall away as she whimpered with desire. I turned her head as I moved over just the slightest bit. She turned and found my mouth as we thrust together now. Both of us pushing into each other in perfect rhythm as we lay there on the floor. My one hand trailed down her body until I found her cunny. I started teasing her clit as my other hand cupped her breast. I twisted her nipple making her gasp between kisses. My hand continued to tease her clit. I could feel my cock slipping inside of her so deeply. Her wetness soaked my cock as my fingers bumped it with each rise and fall. My other hand left her nipple and continued up to her neck. I put soft pressure on her, knowing she loved to be touched there. Her breath was ragged as it caught in her throat. Little whimpers of pleasure escaped her mouth as we panted together. Her hand covered mine as I circled her clit a little harder. She gripped it tightly as the pleasure ran through her body. She broke the kiss and panted hard now. Her mouth hung open as she whimpered and gasped in pleasure. Her movements were more urgent as she pressed harder against my cock. I felt it squeezing me as she started to cum again. I let her buck against me as she came. I rested flat and let her twerk her hips and take me all the way inside of her. She finally rested against me and panted. I reached up and pulled the knot on the scarf to let it fall away from her face. She blinked and smiled at me as the light from the kitchen hit her eyes. Her lips were so swollen and flush now. She smiled at me again. Chewed on her bottom lip as she gave me her perfect, sexual smile. She lifted herself off my body but kept me inside of her. She put her feet on the floor outside of mine and rested on one hand. She started rising and falling on me now. My hips started leaving the floor as I bucked up into her. Her little whimpers were music to my ears as my cock pressed all the way into her body then fell away from her. She sat a little higher off the floor as she held still. She was on her toes with both arms resting at my sides as she let me press into her now. I was pressing straight into her and filling her all the way to her core. Each press of my cock into her puss let me touch her end. I could see her juice leaking from her and coating my cock white as I continued at my unhurried pace. She started rising and falling again with me. I rested on the floor again and moved my hands to cup her butt and guide her up and down. She kept the pace as I held her. Her toes were curling on the floor as I held her and bounced her on my cock. Her hair was bouncing in waves against me face as she leaned back just a little more and cried out in pleasure. I was sinking so deep inside of her as she bounced with a little more speed. I could feel her cunny squeezing me again. Her little whimpers were her warning that she was getting closer. She glanced back at me as I felt myself closing in again. She was begging with her eyes now to cum with her. I moved my hands from her ass to her hips. I started pulling her down harder on my cock as I felt myself start to cum. I erupted inside of her as she cried out again in pleasure. Wave after wave of pent up sexual energy left my body and filled her womb as she started to cum again. Her cunny was squeezing my cock as she came hard. I could feel her flooding my cock as I filled her. She closed her legs together as she gasped and let me buck into her. The tight pressure of her legs closing around my cock made me cry out as I kept shooting off inside of her until I was spent. I dropped to the floor as she followed. She fell flat on my body again as I wrapped my arms around her body and held her tightly. We both lay there for a minute and panted hard as we recovered. She turned her head and found my mouth again. We opened wide before we came together and let our tongues tangle in the middle. Each kiss broke with an audible pop as we took a breath then went back for more. "I've missed you Owen," she whispered. "We got until June now baby," I smiled. "Nothing but me and you together going wherever life takes us." "Umm hmm," she smiled back. We laid there for another minute and just held each other. It felt so good to hold her once again. I had missed her over these past weeks but I was looking forward to traveling again and seeing the world. Hopefully we would be seeing more than just Paris this time around. The boss kept sending her back there over the past few trips. She finally lifted from me and climbed to her feet. I stood and gathered our stuff from the floor before we went to the bedroom to change. We both dressed in our pajamas before we returned to the kitchen to get dinner out of the oven. She set the table as I got the ribs out and sliced them up. I brought the ribs and the sides to the table before we both sat down and had a quiet dinner. After we cleaned up we both went to the bedroom and lay in bed. I was still beat from yesterday and she was tired from her long flight. She clicked on the TV and started watching her favorite shows to catch back up. I lay there for a while until I drifted off. ***** Thanks for reading. Comments are always welcome. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 13 I was cautiously optimistic for Jamie as we boarded the plane and headed to Colorado. I wanted to see Jamie happy and try to start a relationship with her mom after all these years. I still couldn't help question why though. Why didn't Jamie's mom, Becky, try and find Jamie herself? It wasn't like it was that hard. Jamie had been in the same place for twenty years of her life. It would have been easy for Becky to find her. It wasn't like Jamie had moved several times over the years. I was to be on my best behavior and try to behave while Jamie searched for her own answers. I was just there to support her during this time. We landed at Denver International then rented a car before heading east towards Sterling. After the long drive we pulled into the driveway of a modest little house off the main drag and parked the car. I stretched my tired legs and took a deep breath of some cold ass air. "So much for getting someplace warmer," I sighed. "Soon enough baby," Jamie laughed. "Just two days." I glanced around the neighborhood as we started up the driveway. "This sure is a long ways away from Hollywood," I sighed. "Please be nice," she quipped. "I'm just stating a fact," I offered. She gave me the look. The one that said please be nice so I don't have to get mad at you. I sighed softly before taking her hand. We reached the front door and knocked. The door opened and there stood the spitting image of Jamie just older. She smiled as she saw Jamie for the first time in a very long time. "Jamie?" she cheered and questioned at the same time. "Can't you tell?" I joked with a little bite to it. Jamie shot me another look before she answered. They both stepped towards each other and hugged tentatively before she turned and looked at me again. "Owen?" "The one and only," I sighed. "You sure did grow up into a handsome young man," she offered. "Thanks, I guess. Time will do that to you though." "Yes, indeed it does," she said before offering me a hug. I took it reluctantly before we separated and waited. "Come inside and get out of the cold." She opened the door further and let us inside. It was very clean and orderly as I glanced around. She led us inside to the kitchen table before offering us a seat. "Can I get you anything to drink?" she asked. "Water," Jamie said quickly. "Owen?" "Water is good for now," I replied. She went to the fridge and grabbed two waters before returning to the table. "How was the flight? It wasn't too hard to find the place was it?" "It wasn't too bad," I offered. "Pretty much a straight shot from Denver to here." "That's good," she said. It was awkward sitting there. We all knew the reason for this trip. It was to meet each other of course, but the underlying reason was to find out why. Why did she take off all those years ago and never try to contact Jamie again? Becky avoided the question for the time being. "How have you been Jamie?" she asked. "I heard you just got back from a long trip to Europe again." "I did," she smiled. "It was long an exhausting this time. I didn't have Owen with me this time so it seemed to drag along." "Owen travels with you?" she questioned. "Last spring he went with me," she replied. "The trip flew by. This time it was boring. The hours were long and the work was a pain in the ass." "How long are you home for?" "A couple of weeks then I'm going out again." "Are you going with her this time?" she asked me. "That's the plan. I don't have anything going on now that the season is over." "That's right," she smiled. "You got some playing time I hear." "Yeah, I started the last two games." "That sounds exciting," she said quickly. "It's a lot of work," I sighed. "Oh?" she questioned. I started to explain and paint a picture of what it was like getting ready for the game on Sunday. She listened with interest as I talked a lot about the prep work. "Do you mind?" I asked, pulling my can from my pocket. "No, not at all. John used to dip all the time. Have at it." "John?" I questioned. "My ex-husband," she sighed. "Ten years for nothing." I nodded. "He was a good man," she offered. "Once we moved from Hollywood to Vegas, we drifted in different directions. It's been five years now that I've been divorced." "Is that who you left my dad for?" Jamie asked suddenly. That surprised me that Jamie was so forward now. "Well," she sighed. "Sorry if I'm being forward," Jamie offered. "But this was going to come up sooner or later." "I know," she sighed again. "I left with a man named Jimmy and we went to Hollywood. We spent a year together trying to get me discovered. It was a hard road and the stress made us fight a lot. He ended up leaving me. I met John shortly after and dated him for a couple of years. We married and continued to try to get my name out there. We spent another year or two trying and nothing was working so we gave up." "That's when you moved to Vegas?" I asked. "Yes. The city was booming back then and I got a job on the strip in one of the shows. I hoped it would lead me back to Hollywood. That didn't pan out as you can see. John and I wanted different things out of life and it made us fight a lot. We split up for a while then got back together to try and make it work. It just wasn't meant to be and we called it quits after that." "Why did you leave my dad then?" Jamie asked. "Was he not a good man?" "He was a good man Jamie. Don't question that." "Why did you leave us then?" "I had always dreamed of being a movie star when I was a little girl. We were going to move to Hollywood but you came along. He wanted to stay close to home and focus on raising a family. The Hollywood thing was just a dream and it wasn't going to happen. I wasn't happy with the life I was leading so I told him we needed to move and get a fresh start. He didn't want to go since he had a steady job and his family there." "So I ruined your dream," Jamie said hurt. "No, don't say that," Becky said quickly. "You were never the reason why. It was all me. I wanted to make something for myself and I was tired of being the house wife so I left. I'm sorry I left you Jamie. If I have one regret in my life it was leaving you. I made a big mistake not being there for you and I'm so sorry for that." "So you ran away from everything and never bothered to contact her?" I asked. "I regret not being there," she said. "I felt guilty for leaving and I couldn't take it back so I felt the best thing to do was to stay away. I know I was wrong for doing that. Nothing I can say can explain it. It's not your fault though Jamie. Don't let yourself think that it is." "You broke her heart," I quipped. "She cried at the door every night for a month hoping you would come home." "All I can say is I'm sorry," she sighed. I shook my head and spit into my cup. Jamie sighed as I looked over at her. "I'm sorry I wasn't there for you Jamie. I missed out on so much and I regret that. It must have felt terrible not to have a mom there for you." "My mom filled in for you," I said. "She did a great job making Jamie feel loved." "If I ever see her again I will make sure I tell her how much that means to me then," she offered. "That's going to be a little hard now," I sighed. "She passed away a few years ago." "I'm sorry to hear that Owen," she sighed. "I really am." "Me too," I sighed again. "I really miss her." We sat there in silence for a moment until she started again. "All I can say Jamie is I'm sorry and I hope you can forgive me someday. I can't make it up you but I can try and make up for the time I lost out on." "That's why I'm here," Jamie said. She looked at us again before sighing and changing the subject. "You two sure grew up fast. You are beautiful Jamie and you look just like Dan." "I am his son," I offered. The timer went off on the oven as I was about to ask another question. She stood and headed to the oven to check on dinner. My phone started to ring in my pocket as she opened the door. I pulled it from my pocket and looked at the number. "Wilson," I said answering it. "Yes sir, Mr. Hansen," he said. "Hold on just a second," I sighed. "Be right back baby." I left the table and grabbed my jacket off the hanger before I stepped outside. "What can I do for you Wilson?" I asked now that I was outside the house. "I have a package here at the front desk for you Mr. Hansen." "I'm out of town for a while. Hold it there or take it up to the room and toss it on the table." "Yes sir, Mr. Hansen. I'll deliver it to the room for you. Enjoy your vacation." "Yeah," I said sarcastically. "I'll try. See you when I get back." I put the phone back in my pocket and stood outside for a minute breathing in the clean and crisp air. It was good to get away from the city but I'd rather be home right about now. There was something twisting in my gut that said there was more to the story than Becky was letting on. I took a moment to clear my mind before I went back inside. Jamie and Becky were talking again about Hollywood and fashion when I went back inside. I sat at the table and sipped on my water until dinner was ready. With the hard part of this visit somewhat taken care of things went a little smoother. We ate dinner then sat around the table and talked more about life and what we had been doing. Things were less serious now as we talked. "Owen," Becky called from the garage. "Can you come here for a second and get a few boxes down for me. Jamie wants to see some old photos and I can't reach the boxes." "Sure," I smiled. I headed to the garage and looked to where she was pointing. The boxes were high up on a shelf in the garage. "Which one do you want?" I asked. "All of them?" "If you could," she smiled. "I'm not sure which one has the photos I'm looking for." "Sure," I sighed. I started lifting the stack of boxes that was four high. "Damn," I panted. "What the hell do you have in these things? A dead body?" She laughed lightly as I pulled a little harder and got the boxes off the shelf. The bottom box suddenly split open and dumped everything out onto my feet. This caused me to jerk and knock the other three off and onto the floor. I stood there holding the one empty box. "Shit," I gasped. "Sorry about that." "No, don't worry," Becky quickly offered. "They are very old. I'm surprised they have held together this long." "At least you didn't dump everything on the floor," Jamie giggled a little. I set the broken box on the floor after folding the flaps back in place. The other three had held together and didn't dump everything out. "Let me get some tape so I can fix that box," Becky offered. "I'll start cleaning this up," I said. "If you don't mind," Becky called. "I did make the mess," I said to Jamie mostly. She moved a few things into a pile for me then fixed the other boxes that had fallen over. I started making a pile to make things easier. I looked over the stuff as I moved it around. It was old photo albums and a few loose pictures. I saw Becky in a bunch of them along with a few guys that I didn't recognize. I didn't bother to really look at them as I made a pile. There were a bunch of notebooks and journals at the bottom of the pile once I cleared the pictures out of the way. I stacked a few before I found one that had opened. It was just by shear chance or blind luck that this one in particular had opened the way it had. Fate maybe. I glanced over the words written on the page. It was a diary entry of some sort but it caught my eye almost instantly. I have this guilt I read. I can't live with this guilt anymore. It's going to destroy Lynn if he knows. (Lynn was Uncle Buck's real name but we never called him by that. He hated it.) And Jamie for that matter. We look like a happy family on the outside but on the inside I'm dying. I can't keep doing this. Why did I make such a horrible mistake? "Where is that box?" Becky asked, coming back into the garage with the tape. I quickly shut the journal and set it on top. I was onto something but I knew I didn't have the time to find out what it was all about. "Right here," I sighed. She took it and started taping the box as Jamie flipped through an album and asked about a picture. "Just give me a minute," Becky giggled. "We can sit down and look through them in the house. I can't leave this mess out here." "Here you go Owen," she said. "All fixed." "Thanks," I said. "Do you mind putting them back on the shelf for me?" "Do they go in any particular order or doesn't it matter?" "No," she smiled. "Just as long as they get cleaned up I don't care." "Works for me," I sighed. "This is the one I'm looking for," Becky said as she picked up a box out of the pile. I took the remaining boxes and stacked them back on the shelf. I put the one box that had the journals in them on the top so I could come back to it later if I got the chance. I had to know what it was all about. I would read the whole damn thing if I had too so I could figure out what she was writing about. Jamie and Becky sat at the table and looked through the old photos for a long while. I wasn't interested in her life to be honest. I had my laptop open and my headphones on as I watched game film from last week at Buffalo. The season was over but I wanted to keep my mind sharp and be at my best for next season. "What are you doing over there Owen?" Becky asked. "Studying," I sighed. "Studying? For what?" "Next season. It's game film from last week at Buffalo." "Oh, I thought you meant for college or something." "I'm past that now," I smiled lightly. "He constantly studies," Jamie offered. "That's all he does when we are home." "Home?" Becky asked. "Do you two live together?" "Yeah, we share an apartment," I said honestly. "You two are still close I take it." "We have been together since birth so it's only natural," I offered. "True," she smiled uneasily. "He's always been there for me," Jamie said. "Every bad date, every hard break up, all the bad days. Owen has always been there for me. He's good to me and I can't thank him enough for that." "I've always got your back baby," I said not thinking. Jamie didn't even catch it as she smiled her perfect smile and gave me that look of love she had always given me. Becky caught it but didn't say anything about it. She smiled a curious smile at me then yawned deeply before looking over at Jamie. "I'm worn out. I'm going to call it a night." "I'm tired too," Jamie agreed. "Who is going to sleep on the couch?" she asked. "I've only got the one bed in the other room." "I don't have a problem sharing a bed with Jamie," I said cautiously. "It's kind of small," Becky warned. "We will make it work," I sighed. "I will see you two in the morning then." "Good night mom," Jamie said softly. She smiled at Jamie before pushing herself away from the table and went to her room. Jamie and I retired to the room. Jamie started to change as I sat on the bed. "She caught what I said to you," I said softly. "What?" "I called you baby." "You did didn't you?" "Yeah, she caught it too." "What should we do?" she asked. "Should we just come out and tell her?" "I don't know yet Jamie. Let me feel her out a little more before we decide." "You don't trust her do you?" "Not fully. There has to be something more to her story than just what she has told us." "Can't you just trust somebody for once?" she hissed. "I'm trusting my gut on this one baby." She sighed before crawling into bed and pulling the covers over her body. "Don't be mad at me baby." "I'm not," she sighed. "I know you are looking out for me. That's all you've done your whole life is protect me. Sometimes it's a little much though." "You are so important to me. I can't help it." "Sleep on it Owen. Tomorrow is another day." "I know," I sighed. I kicked my pants off and slipped under the covers with Jamie. She let me snuggle with her but I could feel her annoyance with me right now. * I awoke sometime in the night with her body draped over mine. Her one leg was spread out over my hips as her arms were gripped around my body holding me like I was a pillow. My cock was poking against her leg as she softly breathed in my face. I went to move my arm but couldn't as she had it trapped against my body with hers. It was sleeping and tingled as I lay there trying to get her to move off it just a little. "I'm cold," she whispered. "I don't know how you are so warm all the time." "I don't know," I whispered back. I twitched my cock making it bump her leg again as she giggled softly at my movements. My free arm moved to her hip and touched her night shirt just above her hip. I traced her warm skin down her leg feeling how smooth and soft it was. Something about her skin always turned me on. I flexed my cock again into her leg making her giggle again. "Put it away," she whispered softly. I said nothing still as I continued touching her skin. The smooth and firm skin of her thigh slid so easily under my fingers as I traced it. I went higher and higher up her leg each time until I was touching her butt. Nothing met my fingers but her skin as I softly drew circles on it now. It was relaxing me and I almost drifted off again until she moved her leg slightly higher on my body to my stomach. I inched over more and traced her crack down to her center. My fingers found her slit in the dark room. They touched the soft skin of her cunny as she sighed a content sigh. Her soft little hairs tickled my fingertips as I traced her lips. I let my fingers tease her some as she lay there pretending to sleep again. I pressed in a little and felt them part open from my touch. Her warm wetness met my fingers as I let one slide against her inner lips. She moaned softly as I touched her now. Her hips turned just a little to meet my touch. I let my finger slide along her cunny spreading her juice up to her clit. It was still hidden under the hood as my finger touching it lightly. I traced back down to her opening and dipped in just a little. She was soaked already as I let my finger press further inside. I could feel her walls squeeze me as I moved my finger around and teased her. I let my finger fall away from her and move back to her clit. I bumped it with my finger before circling it with the lightest pressure. She moaned again and shifted her leg to open herself up more now. "What do you want?" she whispered seductively. "You," I replied softly. She growled softly as my fingers circled her with a little more pressure. My cock was leaking my desire now as I slipped back into her wetness. She whimpered softly as I twisted my fingers around and touched her spot. More wetness coated my fingers as I slipped out and went back to her clit. "Fuck Owen," she panted. "You know all my spots." "Five years together will do that to you," I offered. She went to shift around now and straddle me. I pressed my arm against her leg denying her movement for the time being. She whimpered as I pressed back into her cunny and fingered her with a little more force now. "Owen," she begged. "I want you inside of me." "I am inside of you," I teased. I twisted my fingers around hard inside of her sending pleasure to her core. She moaned loudly as I started a quick in and out on her. "I want your cock," she whimpered. "Cum for me and you can have it." "Fuck," she whimpered again. Her nails dug into my chest as she turned to me now. Her lips found mine as she panted into my kiss. My tongue found hers as she panted and whimpered as my fingers worked her harder. As she moved my other arm was given some space to move. It was numb as my finger tingled. I concentrated hard to find her clit with them. Her whimpering into my mouth let me know I had found the mark. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 13 Both my hands were busy stimulating her cunny as she kissed me with a lovers kiss. I loved those lips on mine as she softly kissed my mouth and traced my tongue. "Fuck," she whimpered. "I'm going to cum." Her cunny flooded my hand as I continued to play with her. Her breath hit my face as she whimpered again and came on my hands. I let her rest as my one hand fell away from her clit. My other pressed into her softly. She shifted again in the bed and straddled my body. She reached back and slipped my cock out of the hole in my boxers. She gripped it and smeared my precum around my head before she pointed it to her cunny. I slipped in so easily now as she gasped at my intrusion. Her cunny was still quivering from her orgasm as she pressed me all the way into her. Her heat and wetness made me gasp as she sank all the way down on me. She rested with her body flat against mine. She carefully pulled the covers over us to keep the cold out. There was a little gap that let some in. Did Becky not run the heat in this house I wondered? She tipped her hips hard making me touch her end as she found my mouth again. She started undulating her hips letting me slip to her end before quickly turning them again and taking me all the way into her wetness. She stopped kissing me and panted in my face as she growled. Her legs shifted again as she pressed her knees into the mattress at my sides. Her body lifted up lightly as she made some space between us. "Fuck me Owen," she begged. I wasted no time gripping her waist and bucking my body into hers. She was so slippery and wet as I slipped into her deeply before falling away quickly. The bed started to squeak and shift below us as I bucked into her body. The soft slaps of us crashing together filled the room. She panted above me and begged me to quiet down a little. I slowed my pace until the bed quieted down. She started falling into me and met me halfway with each plunge. Her cunny was so wet and slippery now as she grew closer to another release. I knew her body so well. I could feel her squeezing her muscles trying to get me to cum with her. My hands left her hips and found her nipples. I twisted them roughly making her whimper softly as she bit her lower lip. Her nails scratched my chest as she held off for the time being. I knew she was close now. I could feel myself swelling inside of her cunny as I started to release. She knew my warning as my breath quickened and rasped as I started to fill her. She flooded me as she came. She leaked around the edges as I filled her womb with all I had. She sank back onto my cock taking me all the way inside as she rested her head on my chest and panted. The blankets has slipped down her back as she lay there basking in the afterglow. I reached down and found the blankets. I pulled them up over her shoulders keeping the cold out again. She giggled lightly as I pulled her tighter to me and held her. "Even I get cold sometimes," I offered. "I can't wait to get to Florida," she whispered. "I've had enough of the cold too." "Why did we move to New York again?" I teased. "Because you love me," she giggled. "Yeah," I chuckled with her. She cupped herself as she slipped away from me. She silently went to the bathroom to clean up before coming back to the room. "Ow fuck," she yelped as she bumped into something. I chuckled. "You ok baby?" "No," she giggled. "That fucking hurt." "What did you hit?" "The door," she giggled again. "I closed it on my toe." She pulled the covers back as she slipped into bed. "Hey," I chuckled. "You're freezing me out." "Hush up," she giggled. "Hold me." I pulled her into my arms as she got comfortable. "I love you baby," I whispered. "You want to know something?" she giggled softly. "I love you too." We talked softly for a few minutes until we went silent. I lay there thinking about this visit. Jamie's breathing started to grow more steady as she finally went to sleep. I remembered the box in the garage. I had forgotten about it until now. I rested there for another twenty minutes until Jamie was deeper into sleep. Her breathing was slow and steady with just the lightest snore. I moved very slowly to pull my arm from under her body. She didn't stir as I got free and slipped out from under the covers. The cool air hit my warm body as I opened the door and carefully walked to the front door to get my jacket. Once I had my jacket, I worked my way back through the house to the garage. The door clicked open loudly making me cringe at the noise. I waited a minute before opening it and going into the cold garage. I shut the door silently and flipped the light on. I found the box I was looking for right on the top. I pulled the box off the shelf and set it on the floor. I pulled the top open and started digging through it until I found the journal I had had in my hands before I was interrupted. I didn't know what page I was on when I started reading but I knew I was about halfway through it. I started at the beginning and read a few boring entries for a while. Things got interesting as I turned the next page. I read for a while and gasped out loud when I got a little more to the puzzle. I kept turning the pages and reading. Every page I turned made me gasp and say the same, holy fuck, I had just said on the page before. I eventually passed the page I had started on earlier in the evening. I must have spent an hour out there reading everything that was written in her diary. I couldn't believe what I was reading and had to reread some of it twice just to make sure I wasn't misunderstanding it. I was numb after I read the whole thing. It wasn't because I was standing in the cold ass garage either. It made me sick to my stomach to find out the truth. And the worst part of all was I was going to have to break it to Jamie at some point. I couldn't keep this from her. It was going to kill her but I knew I couldn't keep it from her. I searched the box again and tried to find something that was earlier than what I was reading. I searched for another twenty minutes trying to find something but I couldn't. The clock inside my head told me I needed to get back to bed so Jamie wouldn't stir and not find me there. I had been out here for over an hour now so it was time. I had enough as it was anyway to break Jamie's heart and that was bad enough. I put the contents back into the box except for the journal I had read. I placed the box back on the shelf and headed back into the house. I retraced my steps and headed back to bed with Jamie. I didn't sleep at all for the rest of that night. I just laid there and listened to her sleeping so peacefully right now. The morning was going to be more than rough for her. I checked my phone again for the hundredth time since I had crawled back into bed. It was just past 630 now. I couldn't take lying here anymore. I had to do something to get my mind off of things. I was exhausted from the sleepless night. I went to the kitchen and found the coffee and got a pot started. I worked my way around the kitchen and got a cup and some sugar before pouring a cup. I took it to the table and sat there with my laptop again and tried to study film. My mind wasn't into it though. I rewound the same play several times before Becky came into the kitchen. "I thought I smelt coffee," she said. "You are up early this morning." I wanted to explode when I heard her voice. My pulse quickened as I felt my blood start to boil. I knew I couldn't just explode on her though. Jamie was already annoyed with me for being so cautious about trusting her. I had thought about how I was going to break it to Jamie. I was going to open the diary and let her start reading it. She could ask the questions once she read a little of it. Then it wouldn't have to be me breaking it to her. It was still going to be bad but I couldn't find the heart to tell her. I took a calming breath as I pull the headphones off my ears and closed the lip to my laptop. "I get up early every morning," I offered. "That's how I've always been unless I had a long night out." "I know all about long nights," she said softly. "I've had my fair share of them." "I bet you have," I sighed, trying to contain my anger. "Do you guys go out a lot?" she questioned. "Jamie and me?" I questioned. "Yes." "Not lately," I replied. "We have been too busy. Plus she has been away for the past five weeks so I wasn't in the mood to go out." "You guys spend a lot of time together," she said with an undertone. "Yeah, that we do." "You guys seem to be close," she said with the same undertone. "Very close," I said. "I've always been there for Jamie. I've always looked out for her and gotten her through the really tough times in her life. Today will be no different." The last part of that either went right over her head or she just ignored it. "I get the impression that you guys are...closer than just family." "What's it to you?" I asked. "Is that why you called her baby last night?" she questioned. "Again, what's it to you?" "I don't know the whole situation, but that seems like a big skeleton in the closet if you ask me," she said. "It's a good thing I'm not asking you," I hissed. "Where is all this hostility coming from?" she asked with some anger. "Because it's none of your business what Jamie and I are," I quipped. "Jamie and I chose this life together. It doesn't matter what you or anyone else thinks for that matter." "I get that I haven't been there and I shouldn't get a say," she started. "But...what does everyone else think?" "Again, it doesn't matter what everyone else thinks," I hissed. "Jamie and I chose this life. But, if you are so concerned about it, my dad and Jamie's dad know all about it. It took some time but they accept us for what we are." "And what is that exactly?" Becky asked bluntly now. "Truthful," I barked. "Unlike you." "I told you my story," she started. "And what a story it is," I said sharply. "You talk about having a skeleton in my closet, you must have about twenty in yours." "My closet is pretty bare," she shot back. "Just like your cold fucking heart too." "Don't you come into my house and talk to me like this," Becky barked. "You can take your sorry ass out the door if you want to be like that." "I'll be leaving soon enough," I smiled angrily. "But not until you tell Jamie the real truth about why you left. The Hollywood thing is a great story, but it's just that, a big fucking story." "Owen," she started. "You are hardheaded just like Dan. Why can't you just accept what I have told you?" I wasn't listening to her anymore. I pulled her diary from under my laptop and set it in front of me before I looked at her. "I can't accept a story if it's a lie," I barked. "You can't act you way out of this one Becky." "What is that?" she questioned uneasily. "You know damn well what this is," I quipped. I flipped the journal open to the page and started reading. "I can't live with this guilt anymore..." I read the entry before I looked up at her with anger in my eyes. She looked as white as a ghost as I finished and shot her a look. "Hear that sound?" I hissed. "That's those skeletons banging on the closet door." "Where did you get that from?" she asked still stunned. "Who fucking cares where I got it from," I barked. "You've finally been caught in your lie. And the worst part about all this is its going to destroy both Jamie and Buck. But you probably don't care. If you did you would have come clean when you found out you were pregnant. Instead, you just abandon your daughter and your husband on some lame excuse that you wanted to be an actress." She covered her mouth as I let my words sink in. "You've been a pretty good actress your whole life. Too bad nobody in Hollywood knew how good of one you were." "Owen please," she whimpered. "Try to understand." "Don't fucking Owen please me," I barked. "How can I even phantom this with some understanding. How the hell are Jamie and Buck going to understand this? You are going to crush her all over again just like you did when you left the first time." "I just...,"she trailed off. I thought of Jamie now and what it was going to do to her. "You owe it to Jamie to come clean now. She's spent her whole life wondering if she was the reason why you left her." "I can't tell her," Becky cried. "You have to tell her Becky," I snapped. "This isn't fair Owen," she cried again. I could feel my blood boiling now. "Fair!" I roared. "You want to talk about what's not fair now? What you have done to this whole family isn't fair. A whole life of lies. Dad was right, you are fucking certifiably insane and need some serious medicine." "What the hell is going on?" Jamie cried as she came from the bedroom. "Why are you two fighting?" "Because she is a fucking bold faced liar," I barked. "Owen," Jamie called. "Calm down." "Calm down? This fucking woman is crazy." "Owen," Jamie hissed still. "Tell her Becky. Tell her why you are crazy. Tell her the truth!" "No," Becky cried. "I can't." "For once in your pathetic life be honest," I barked. "You do realize that your whole entire life has been one big lie up to this point." "Owen," Jamie cried. "Stop this. Just stop." "Tell her!" I roared again as I ignored Jamie. My hand was banging the table and the journal. "Tell her the truth you nut job!" "Shut the hell up Owen!" Becky snapped. "Do you think this is easy for me? Do you think I have wanted to live with this? The guilt has consumed me." "Don't you dare turn this into something about you!" I boomed. "You did this. You created this mess and it's time for you to come clean." "Owen!" Jamie cried. "What the hell is going on?" "Gosh dammit!" I barked. "Calm down Owen," Jamie begged. "I've never seen you like this." "Because I've never been so disgusted in my entire life." I turned to Jamie now. "Baby, I found this last night by accident but it has the ugly truth about why she really left you and your dad all those years ago. I can't comprehend it to be quite honest." "What does it say?" she asked me. "I can't Jamie. I can't repeat it. I don't want to be the one who has to break your heart. It's bad enough I was the one who found this shit. She has to tell you." "Mom?" Jamie questioned. "I'm sorry Jamie. I'm so, so sorry. I thought that maybe having you come out here would somehow make this easier if we started a relationship." I pushed myself away from the table and stood next to Jamie now. "Just tell me," Jamie begged. It took Becky a second to respond. "Buck might not be your father Jamie," Becky sobbed. "What?" Jamie gasped very slowly as her words sunk in. "Buck might not be your father," she sobbed again. Jamie looked at me now. The pain on her face ripped right through me as I took her into my arms. Her face hit my chest as she started to sob. This hurt so bad to see Jamie like this. I knew it was going to kill her but I couldn't live with this secret. It wouldn't be fair to Jamie. "Who is my father?" Jamie cried. "I don't know," Becky whimpered. "I was with Buck and two other guys when I got pregnant." "Holy fuck," I gasped. That wasn't in anything I read. It just said over and over that she didn't know if Buck was her dad or not. It never said there were a few options out there. I didn't realize Becky was such a whore. "The guilt I had made me run away Jamie," Becky started. "I'm so sorry Jamie." "I don't want to hear it," Jamie sobbed into my chest still. "I wanted to explain," she started again. "You shut the hell up!" I barked. "That's enough out of you. Don't you dare turn this around and try a pity party on yourself again." "Why?" Jamie sobbed. "Why did I come here?" "Let's get you out of here Jamie," I said calmly. "Go get changed so we can get the fuck away from here." She just sobbed into my chest before she spoke. "I'm going to pass out. This is too much." "Don't pass out baby," I begged. "Let's just get you out to the car. I'll grab our stuff so we can get the hell out of here." I had to guide her to the door before I slipped her coat over her shoulders. I put my shoes on her feet so I could get her out of there quickly. I clicked the car and started it as I led her to the passenger side. I opened the door and let her sit in the seat. I couldn't even begin to try and calm her down. This was way too much for me to even handle right now. "Just try and relax," I sighed. "I'll be right back." "Hurry," she sobbed. I went back into the house and grabbed our stuff quickly. Becky must have locked herself in her room while I was getting Jamie into the car. I didn't make a scene, I just got our things then left the house. I had nothing to say to her really. She just broke my best friend's heart all over again. I got into the car and took off down the road back towards Denver. I tried to calm Jamie down as best as I could. What do you say to somebody who just had this dumped on her though? I'm sorry? I know what you are feeling? It's going to be alright? She looked over at me once we got onto the highway and had been driving for a little while. Her eyes were still red from crying but she had at least stopped for now. "I'm so sorry Jamie. I didn't mean to cause you all this pain." "It's not your fault Owen," she sighed. "I stumbled on it though, I'm the reason this all happened." "As much as this hurts I'm glad you did find out the truth. It's better that I found out now rather than sometime down the road when I really had a chance to get to know her better." "I'm still sorry it went down like this," I sighed. "How did you find that?" she questioned now. "When that box broke last night I found it. By pure chance I found it when I was cleaning up. The word guilt stood out on the page that was open so I started reading it. I went back in there after we went back to bed and read the whole thing. I didn't want to tell you but... I had to. I had to say something." "I know you did," she offered. "I'm glad you did. You would have been just as bad as her if you didn't say anything." "It's killing me to see you like this baby. I'm so sorry I found it." "Don't beat yourself up over it," she said quickly. "You weren't the one who was lying. You were looking out for me. I should have trusted you and your gut." "There's no fault between us," I offered. "We had no idea this was going to happen." "My whole life has been a lie," she quipped. "The story was a lie," I said quickly. "And she did go to Hollywood, she just didn't go for the reasons she said she did." "She lied to my dad though. And to me even if I was too young to remember why." I looked over at her as she sat there in thought. I placed my hand on her knee and gave it a soft squeeze to let her know I was here for her and I was going to be with her until the hurt went away. She looked at me as my hand moved up and down her leg a little and put her hand on mine. Her fingers curled around mine as she held my hand. "What if?" she started. "What if my dad really isn't my dad?" "Buck is your dad Jamie. He raised you by himself and has loved you as his daughter your whole life. Even with everything we have put him through by being us he has still loved you. That man is your dad." "Do you think he knows? Does he even have a doubt or a suspicion that maybe I might not be his?" "He wouldn't keep that from you Jamie," I said softly. "There's no way he wouldn't tell you." "It doesn't matter," I said after a minute passed. "That man is your father. He made you who you are today." "I know he raised me but is he really my dad? I mean... should I look for my dad? Should I make sure he is or isn't my dad first, then should I look?" It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 13 "Where would you start?" I asked. "How would you know if Buck isn't your dad?" "They make paternity tests you can take at home now," she sighed. "I could start there." "How is that going to make your dad feel though?" I asked carefully. "I don't know," she sighed frustrated. "This has been a disaster. One big fucking disaster. I should have listened to everybody. They all warned me but I didn't listen. I knew best. I just had to find her and now..." "Jamie stop," I said calmly. "Nobody knew it was going to be like this. It's fucked up but it's not your fault. You didn't do anything wrong. That nut bag did you wrong. She did everyone wrong in our family. You can't beat yourself up over something you didn't have any control over." "I know...but I feel so...jaded and hurt right now. Why has life chosen me to walk this path? It's got so many twists and turns and no clear directions." "You're not walking it alone," I said quickly. "I'm walking it with you and I'm just as lost as you are. But we have each other and we are going to get through this together." She looked over at me and stated the obvious now. "We might not even be related. All this shit we have been through and we might not even share the same blood. That's just another slap in the face." "It doesn't change us, does it?" I questioned. "No, not at all," she quickly assured me. "It's just... we have fought this battle for so long and now we find out it might not even have been necessary." "But we have been cousins all our lives. As far as everyone knows we are related. Even if it turns out that we ain't, it's still not going to change anything considering we have been together for as long as we have. We were us before we found this out." "That's another reason I'd kind of like to know," she sighed. "Are we related?" "We are," I said quickly. "How?" "Because Buck is your father." "He's always going to be my dad," she said firmly. "But is he my dad? Is he the one who gave me life? I want to know." "If it's something you really want to know then I'll stand by your side. Whatever you decide you want to do I'll be right here with you every step of the way." "I know you will baby," she smiled softly. "I love you. You have no idea how much I love you and how much I need you right now." "I'm right here Jamie. I'm not going anywhere no matter what." "How am I going to break this to my dad? How am I going to ask him if he would be willing to find the answers I'm looking for?" "I will," I said confidently. "Let's get to Denver and find a hotel so we can shower and change. We will get some breakfast then I can call my dad and break it to him. He will know what to do." "I want to get out of here," she sighed. "I don't want to be in the same state as that woman." "I'll call the airport and see what they have so we can get out of here then. Let's just get to a hotel and get cleaned up and changed so we can get things organized." She nodded then fell silent again as I sped down the highway towards Denver. We arrived a half an hour later and checked into a hotel so we could get cleaned up. We found a restaurant and got a quick bite to eat before I called the airport and got us on a flight that evening. Then I called my dad to explain everything that was going on. "Owen," my dad cheered as he answered the phone. "What are you up to today?" "Hey dad," I sighed. "Yeah, what is it Owen?" he asked. He could tell by my tone this wasn't a call to chat with him. "I don't even know how to start to explain," I sighed. "What happened?" he asked worried. "Is everyone ok?" "Not really. Jamie and I went to meet Becky yesterday and it went really, really bad." "Becky?" he questioned. "The bitch who left Buck? What the hell did you go out there for?" "Dad...she wanted answers so we went to meet her." "Well, what the hell happened?" "I ah... I don't even know where to start," I sighed. "You have to start somewhere," he sighed back. "It sounds pretty bad by the tone of your voice." "Bad," I hissed. "It's fucked up is what it is." "What did she do?" he asked. "Tell more lies and bullshit about why she left. I told you she was crazy Owen." "I know," I quipped. "Only she didn't lie this time, she actually told the truth." "Ha," he laughed sarcastically. "I find that hard to believe." "It would be better if she just lied to be honest," I sighed. "What did she say Owen?" "Where are you right now?" I asked. "At home just about to sit down for lunch." "Is Uncle Buck around?" "No, why?" "Because it's that bad," I sighed. "It's just me right now," he said. "Lisa is at work and Buck is doing whatever he does these days." I sighed hard before I broke the news to him. "Buck might not be Jamie's biological father." "What?" he cried. "Say that again." "Becky said Buck might not be Jamie's dad. She was sleeping around with more than one guy when she got pregnant with her." The phone was silent as he let my words sink in. I could imagine the look on his face right now. "How the hell...? How the hell did you get her to tell you guys that?" he gasped. "I found her diary when we were looking for some old photos in the garage. I read it from cover to cover and it said over and over that she felt consumed by guilt because she had cheated on Buck and that Jamie was conceived. She didn't know for sure if it was his or someone else's. That's why she left. She couldn't take the guilt anymore." "Holy fuck!" my dad gasped. "I flipped the fuck out when I saw her this morning," I continued. "I started reading to her what she wrote and she didn't deny it. Then Jamie woke up and came into the middle of it. Becky told her that she had been sleeping around and she didn't know for sure." "Wow Owen," my dad crooked. "I'm speechless." "I really wish I wouldn't have read what I did," I sighed. "Poor Jamie, she's so hurt right now. I don't know what to do to try and make this better." "It ain't your fault Owen. It's nobody's fault." "I've said that but the damage is done dad." "Gosh Owen," he sighed. "I'm so sorry son." "What's worse is we have to tell Uncle Buck. He probably doesn't have a clue. I can't see him keeping this from Jamie if he knew. Could you?" "No way," he said quickly. "I know my brother. He wouldn't be so cruel. He would have sat her down when she was old enough to understand and told her if he knew." "How am I going to tell him? Jamie can't stomach it. I have to do it. But how?" "I will," he offered. "You have enough to worry about with her. I can't imagine how she feels right now." "I can't even describe it dad. There isn't a word strong enough to describe it." "You take care of Jamie and I will deal with Buck." "Thank you dad," I said sincerely. "I really mean it when I say thank you." "Where are you guys at now?" he asked. "I hope you got the hell out of there when all this shit went down." "We are at a hotel waiting for a flight to Florida. We will be there by tonight. We were coming to surprise you guys tomorrow but with all this shit going down it kind of put a damper on things." "We will be there to pick you guys up Owen. We can talk about it more when you get here. Go take care of Jamie and I will deal with Buck." "Thanks again dad," I sighed. "I'll text you the flight info once we get to the airport." "Alright Owen. See you when you get here." * We landed in Florida late in the evening. Dad and Uncle Buck were both there waiting for us to arrive. We drove home and talked about everything as we drove. Once we got home we talked some more before we settled in for the night and got some rest. The next morning we picked right back up where we left off and talked some more about it. Uncle Buck was the one who brought up the whole DNA testing idea. He knew that it was on Jamie's mind. It was one way to answer one of the many questions she had. If he was indeed her father, everything would be answered. If he wasn't, at least they would both know. She made sure over and over that it wasn't going to change anything between them. If he wasn't, she wasn't going to see him differently. He would always be her dad and she was always going to be his little girl. We went to the store and bought a testing kit. We returned and sat it on the table before opening it to have another talk about it. Was it really something we wanted to do? Did we really want to open this can of worms and find out the truth? They both agreed that it would at least answer the question of, is he, and it would bring some resolve to the issue. Letting it go would only make them always wonder. "Open it up Owen," Uncle Buck ordered. "Read it and tell us what we have to do." "You got it," I sighed. I pulled the box open and read the directions fully before opening the rest of the contents in the box and going step by step again. They did their thing before we sealed the box and set it on the table again. "This doesn't change anything daddy," Jamie smiled sweetly. "You are still my daddy no matter what this test says." "I know baby girl," he smiled back. "You are always going to be my little girl. Nothing is going to change that." "Do you want me to run it up to the post office?" Lisa asked. "I've got to go that way anyhow to get stuff for dinner." "No thank you," Jamie sighed. "I need to do it." "How about we both go?" Uncle Buck asked. They both left for the post office then returned so we could all have dinner together. After that Uncle Buck and Jamie went home for the evening so they could spend some time together. Dad, Lisa and I hung out at the house and talked about life until we retired to our rooms for the evening. * "Come on old man," I chuckled. "Slow down then," he huffed. "I haven't been running in a while." "I can tell," I joked. "Shut up," he tried to laugh. He was panting too hard to get it out though. "You don't want to be that former Marine that was fit and trim then turned into a fat old man," I teased more. "You're lucky I'm too tired to catch you Owen," he laughed. "I'd beat your ass if I could." "I have a point though," I teased more. "Yeah, you do," he agreed. We jogged around the block two more times to make three miles before we called it a morning. He panted his way into the house and said he wasn't going to let himself go. He would make sure he got up every morning and did something. We ate a light breakfast before I headed to Uncle Buck's to be with Jamie. Yesterday was hard for all of us. I hoped today would be a better day for her. "Hey baby," I smiled as I climbed into bed with her. "Good morning," she smiled. "How did you sleep?" "Ok I guess," I sighed. "I missed holding you." "I know," she sighed. "I just wanted to be alone with my dad." "I know you did baby." "Tonight you can sleep over if you want." "In this little bed?" I joked. "Makes it easier to snuggle," she giggled. "Come on and get dressed," I smiled. "I want to go to the school and see coach before we go down to the beach." "You are full of energy this morning," she yawned. "I know right," I cheered. "I got up early and made my dad run with me. He was beat by the time we got back home. I guess he hasn't been running in a few weeks." "This warm weather is doing you some good isn't it?" she giggled. "Sunny and eighty degrees with no chance of snow," I laughed. "You can't beat it." "Enjoy it while you can," she yawned again. "Next week it's back to snowing and blowing." "Yeah," I sighed. "Don't remind me." "Let me take a shower and get ready." I gave her a loving kiss before I pulled her out of bed. I was trying to keep her busy so we didn't think about the pending test result. She seemed happy this morning so that was a good sign. She yawned and stretched before pulling me into a hug and kissing me. "Thank you for being here with me Owen." "Where else would I be?" I questioned. "True," she giggled. "But thank you anyway." "You're welcome," I smiled. She slipped her panties down her legs before tossing them onto her luggage. She slipped out of her room and headed to the bathroom. I heard the shower start as I headed to the kitchen to get some coffee started. "Owen," I heard her call. "Yeah?" "Can you come here for a second?" "What?" "I forgot my stuff in my room. I need my brush and my soap." "I'll get it," I sighed. I found the items before returning to the bathroom. I opened the door and saw her brushing her teeth at the sink. Her naked body took me a little by surprise. She smiled as she spit into the sink. The soft lean of her body made her ass stick out. I couldn't help but cup it and take in the soft and warm flesh of her skin. "No bad boy," she giggled. "None of that here." "Why not?" I asked. "Your dad isn't home." I wrapped my arms around her body and hugged her tightly. My lips found her shoulder next to her neck as I gave her a soft and wet kiss. She growled softly and tilted her body into my lips. I kissed her again on the base of her neck as she growled and reached back to touch my hips. "Are you sure he isn't home?" she questioned. "His car is gone. He still works." My lips found her spine right between her shoulder blades. I knew her body and how turned on she got when I kissed her there. I kissed her a few times there before working her neck again. I glanced at her reflection in the mirror as I kissed her neck. She smiled back at me as her hand cupped my face and let me kiss her more. Her nipples curled off her breasts now as they hardened from my kisses. "Are you in the mood?" I asked softly. "I'm always in the mood," she growled. "Especially when you kiss me there." Her face as she said that to me. I could see the desire on it as I kissed her neck closer to her jaw. Her head tilted over giving me more room to kiss her soft skin. Her hand ran up my face again. It was a soft touch telling me she loved how I worshiped her body. "You look so sexy this morning," I whispered. "This looks sexy to you?" she giggled. "Umm hmmm," I growled next to her ear. "My hair all messed up, my legs not shaved, my morning breath?" she cooed. "You brushed your teeth," I chuckled. "But yes, all of it is so sexy to me." "Hmmm," she growled. Her other hand touched my cock through my board shorts. "I guess this doesn't lie," she said coyly. "You must have forgotten that it has a mind of its own." She giggled as my lips kissed her shoulder again. I could feel her finding the strings on my shorts. There was a soft tug before she had the knot loose. The crunching of the velcro letting loose made me smiled. I brought my hands down and worked them off my hips before they slipped over my cock and dropped to my ankles. My cock touched her ass before she found it with her hand. She stroked me lightly as I continued working the skin of her neck. My hands now worked up her sides and tickled her ribs before finding her chest. Her hard nipples pressed against my palms as I cupped them and took their weight into my hands. I rolled her nipples between my thumb and palm making her pant softly. I watched her face as I teased her. She smiled her perfect smile at me as I looked at her reflection in the mirror again. "I love you baby," I whispered. She smiled her smile again as I went back to her neck. I felt her hands shift my cock further down her body until I was between her legs. Her wetness touched the hard skin of my cock as she turned her hips and let me touch her center. I spread my legs further to get my body lower. She arched her back and let her ass stick out further as I slipped along her soaked slit. I kissed her shoulder blades again as she whimpered softly and tipped her hips. I could feel her cunny parting over my cock as I continued with my soft kiss. She was melting to my touch. I reached down and took my cock into my hands to point it where we both wanted it to go. She pushed back now letting me open her up and start to slide inside. Slowly, with soft thrusts, I worked my cock into her wetness. She gasped with each thrust and each inch of my cock entering her. I pulled her face softly to mine and found her mouth. We stood there kissing and lightly fucking each other. She gasped into my mouth once I pressed all the way into her. I let my cock rest inside as she squeezed me with her walls. I let her mouth slip away from mine as I gently gripped her hips and started to slide in and out of her. Her eyes met mine as I looked at her reflection in the mirror again. She had this content and loving smile on her face as my hips touched her ass before I fell away. My arms left her hips now and wrapped around her body. Her arms covered mine as she gripped them. Her nails softly dug into my skin as I molded my body to her. The firm slap of our bodies coming together filled the bathroom over the running water in the shower. The steam was starting to fog the mirror as we continued on. Her little whimpers grew with more urgency as we continued on as one. I knew she was close by how wet her cunny was. She was leaking her desire and coating my cock thickly. I turned my hips harder and changed my angle so I was filling her more now. I was so deep into her cunny, touching her end with each crash of my body. "Owen," she panted in a ragged breath. I growled against her neck as I watched her face. Her eyes closed in ecstasy as she started to cum. Her walls rippled over my cock almost making me want to cum with her. I fought for control as she whimpered loudly and pressed back into me. Her cunny almost forced me out as she came so hard. Wetness leaked from her as I slowed to a gentle thrust. Her eyes finally opened as she recovered. Her blue eyes pierced me as I looked at hers then my blue gray ones. She smiled that loving smile before leaning back and kissing me again. Her tongue traced mine as we kissed. I loved her kiss. It felt so perfect against my lips. "Step back for just a second," she moaned. My cock slipped from her cunny. It was coated thickly with her white cum. I watched as she climbed onto the counter still facing the mirror. Her knees pressed the counter on either side of the sink before she spread her legs and lowered herself. Her cunny was just touching the edge of the counter as she looked over her shoulder at me. I smiled at her imagination before looking down at her puss. It hung open and leaked her desire as I stepped back up and stood behind her. "What are you smiling about?" she giggled. "Your imagination," I chuckled. She giggled again as I stood on my toes now and found her cunny. I slipped so easily into her. She was so wet and so open in this position. Her years of dance and cheer made her flexible and I enjoyed that. It made for some fun nights back in college when we had to slip away from the dorm rooms and find time for each other. I pressed into her all the way. My cock pressed against her cervix as she moaned loudly at my intrusion. I gasped myself as I filled her. I started slipping into her cunny as I pulled my shirt off my body. I tossed it to the floor right next to her shirt before gripping her hips. I was slow now as I slipped into her. I let my cock slide over her velvet walls and feel every undulation of her cunny. She carefully bucked back into me as we got into a steady pace. The way her cunny was teasing my sensitive head in this position was almost more than I could take. I knew I wasn't going to last long. My face must have shown my torment as I started to pick up the pace and become more audible with my moans. "Fuck me Owen," Jamie begged. I opened my eyes and saw hers looking back at mine. She was inches away from the mirror now. Her mouth hung open as I pressed into her. I picked my pace up just a little more. I looked down at her cunny as my cock split it. She was leaking white around the edges as I watched my cock slip deep into her puss. It came back out coated in the same white as my tip reached her opening. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 13 I couldn't hold back anymore. The way her cunny was gripping me was too much to handle. I started pushing faster into her. Soon I was filling her cunny with my seed. Wave after wave left my cock and flooded her body. I could feel her cunny grip me as she started to get off again. It squeezed then released in quick bursts before she reached her peak then started to come down. I continued pressing into her long after we had both cum. Her cunny was still rippling over my cock and milking me for every drop. The way she was all spread open made me want to fuck her again right then. She could see the look in my eyes as I watched her face in the mirror. She whimpered her little whimpers as I pressed deep inside of her again and held. I found her skin right at her shoulder blades and kissed it wetly. I worked my way around to her neck and watched her face as she moaned with desire and chewed her bottom lip the way she did. It was like a sexual dinner bell when she did that. Something about it spoke to my animal lust and made my cock swell that much more inside of her. She giggled as she looked back at me. She chewed her lip again before my mouth found hers. I kissed her hard and let my tongue trace hers before she giggled again. "Can I take a shower now?" she teased. "Before we run out of hot water." "There's plenty of hot water at my house," I teased. "I bet," she smiled. "But all my stuff is here." "Fine you tease," I relented. I slipped from her and retreated back a few steps. She climbed from the counter now, my seed dribbling from her as she got her feet to the floor. She turned and kissed me again. Placed these playful kisses on my lips before she pushed me away. "Get dressed," she sassed. "I'm going to take my shower. I was so rudely interrupted." "I might need one now too." "You already took one," she sassed again. "How do you know?" "You shaved," she smiled. "I can smell your aftershave and your body wash. You always have that fresh, clean smell that makes me wet when I smell it." I took her into my arms again and nuzzled her neck to try and get her to smell me. She laughed hard then snorted a little before playfully slapping my face. I loved her playfulness and the smile she had on her face now. Her white teeth came into view from behind her full and flush lips before I kissed her again. She cupped my face and let me kiss her a few times before she pushed me away playfully again. "Go make some coffee bad boy," she giggled still. "I'll be done in a minute." "Yes ma'am," I joked. She smiled her playful smile as she slipped into the shower. I got dressed and shut the door before heading to the kitchen to make coffee. I sat there at the kitchen table and sipped on my cup of coffee and read the newspaper as I waited for her. It was about twenty minutes before she came out dressed in a white shirt and some short little shorts. She ran her hand across my shoulders before she leaned around my body and gave me a gentle kiss. She let her lips linger on mine before she pulled away and smiled down at me. She looked so happy right now. It brought a smile to my face seeing her this way. She continued on her way to the cabinet and took out a coffee cup. "I already poured you a cup," I said. "Oh, thank you baby," she smiled. She took it from the counter next to the coffee pot and joined me at the table. "Anything interesting going on in town?" she asked. "They are going to start repaving the main road," I offered. "It needs it," she sighed. "It's getting pretty bad." "I can't remember the last time they paved it. It has to have been twenty years ago." She smiled before taking another sip. "It's good to be home," she smiled. "I miss this place." "Me too," I agreed with her. We sat there for a little while longer before she finished her coffee and was ready. We got into old Betty and headed for the high school. Pulling into the place brought back a flood of memories as I parked in the visitor's parking spot and opened the door. We both started talking and remembering the time we spent here. It was funny back then, we couldn't wait to get out of school. Now, we wished we were back again. We walked into the school and headed into the office. I didn't make it far when I heard an old voice call my name. "Owen Hansen," Mr. Kenny cheered. "I never thought I would see you again." "You still work here?" I joked. "A couple of more years," he smiled. "Then I'm done." "Jamie," he smiled. "How have you been?" "Good," she smiled. "Really good." "What have you been up to?" "We decided to come back home and see the place," I smiled. "Not a whole lot has changed," he offered. "Ain't nothing wrong with that," I replied. We stood around and talked for a while about life and what we had been doing since we got out of here. He was thrilled for us. It always made him happy to see his students return to the school and tell him about their lives. "Is coach still in his same room?" I asked. "Same place," he smiled. "He will be thrilled to see you." "That's what we came for." "You didn't come to see me?" Mr. Kenny chuckled. "I didn't think you would still be here," I offered. "I thought you would be on a little island somewhere sipping something from an umbrella covered cup." He chuckled. "Soon enough. It was good to see the both of you. I'm glad you two are doing so well." "It was good to see you too Mr. Kenny." We left the office and headed to the gym first. We passed by the trophy case and saw the championship trophy we had won. I looked at the pictures that surrounded it and couldn't help but smile. I looked so young in them. I had filled out more but I still looked about the same. I just had that baby face look of an eighteen year old kid in it. It brought back so many memories of that year though. The games, the team, the guys, starting out with Jamie, the whole year flooded my mind as I looked at Jamie. She smiled like she was reading my mind. "Brings back the good times doesn't it?" she asked. "It does but I'm happy where we are now," I smiled at her. "Life has gotten better since we left this place." We left the gym and headed to our destination. I opened the door and stood in the doorway as coach stood in the front of the room. He paused his lecture to see who was coming into his room. "Holy crap," he cheered. "Owen." "Hey coach," I called. "Hi coach," Jamie smiled. "Jamie too," he smiled. "What a treat." He came my way quickly and gave me a huge hug. He quickly let go and found Jamie in another hug. "Come on in and sit," he offered. "I'm just about done here then we can talk." We pulled some seats out next to his desk as he returned and finished up his lesson. Then he made his way to the desk quickly so he could chat with us. "It's been a long time," coach said. "How have you been?" "Doing really well," I smiled. "I bet," he chuckled. "I saw you played in a few games." "Hopefully next year it will be in all of them." "You have a great head on your shoulders Owen," he offered. "I'd start you if I was coaching." "You had your chance," I joked. "How has the team been doing?" "Ah," he sighed. "We haven't done shit since you guys graduated. We won districts that following year but we haven't had a winning season since. We haven't had the talent." "I'd come back if they would let me," I offered. He chuckled. "How have you been Ms. Jamie?" "Doing really well coach. Thank you for asking." "What have you been doing and what brings you back?" "We just came home for a visit before I hit the road again." "I heard you were traveling all over Europe." "I am. I got a job with a company in New York and they send me all over the world." "That sounds like fun," he smiled. "It is," she smiled. "I love it." "I was thinking about taking a trip to Italy over the summer. What's it like over there?" We sat there and talked about Europe and anything else that came up for the better part of the hour. It was a really nice treat to sit there and talk with him. I credit him with really molding me into the player that I had become. Without his coaching and his trust in me to make my own calls I might not be where I was today. He forced me to use my mind and really think about what I was doing out there. College was helpful in preparing me for the pros but I still used a lot of the stuff he taught me to this day. He took a short break when the class let out and the next one came in. We stayed another half an hour and talked more. I could have spent all day with him to be honest. I saw him as second father to me when I was here and the time away hadn't changed that at all. I could listen to him all day long tell story after story. The bell rang again as the classroom emptied and it was time for him to go to lunch. "I don't want to keep you guys," coach said. "You ain't keeping us from anything," I said. "We were just going to go down to the beach and chill out for a while." "We have to soak up the sun before we return home to the cold," Jamie offered. "I bet," he chuckled. "It was really great to see you coach," I said. "The pleasure has been all mine Owen," he smiled. We stood and gave him another hug before we headed out. "Anyone you want to see?" I asked. "No," Jamie said. "The cheer coach left last year so I don't have anyone." "You ready for the beach then?" "Yes I am," she giggled. We left the school and headed to the beach. I remembered the old parking lot as I pulled in like it was yesterday. It was crowded more than usual but then again it was the dead of winter and all the snowbirds were down from up north. I chuckled to myself as we took out the towels and headed for the sand. "Are we considered snowbirds now?" I asked. "Hell no," Jamie laughed. "I think you have to be retired to be considered a snowbird. Plus I think you need to be from up north originally." "That certainly isn't us," I laughed. We walked down to the beach hand in hand and found a spot in the sand. I threw the old blanket on the sand and set some of our stuff on it. She shimmied out of her short little shorts and took her bikini bottoms down a little ways with them. She giggled as she quickly pulled them back up her legs and checked around to see if anyone was watching her. "You got my attention," I teased. "When don't I?" she giggled. "Your back is almost as white as your ass is," I teased more. "Hush up you," she sassed. "I'm going to a tanning booth when we get back home." "The sun will do you some good for now though," I offered. "You better put a little lotion on my back so I don't burn." "You don't have to ask me twice," I smiled. She lay down on the blanket as I grabbed the lotion from the bag. I unclipped her white strap that covered her back and let the strings lay at her sides. I couldn't help but lean down and kiss her back right between her shoulders now. She growled softly before I started putting the lotion on her back. She sighed at the coolness of it before my hands rubbed it in. I worked my way down her back taking in the feel of her warm skin against my fingers. Her body relaxed more as I worked my fingers down her spine and stopped at her lower back. I rubbed her feeling some knots in her lower back. I dug my finger in and pressed on one of them. She moaned in pleasure as I worked out the knot and moved onto the next one. She laid there for ten minutes and let me rub her back and release the tension from her body. I continued down to her legs making sure I got all of her skin covered by the lotion. My fingers softly slipped under her bottom and touched her butt. She giggled playfully as I cupped her butt under her suit. I finished and set the lotion down before I found her neck in a gentle kiss. I left little wet kisses on her skin as she giggled at my touch. I kissed her cheek softly before she turned a little more. I found her lips in a tender kiss that told her I loved her. She was content now as I left her and lay next to her. We faced each other as our fingers tangled around each other's. "I love you," she whispered. I smiled at her as we both just laid there and enjoyed the warm sun on our backs. After a while we both turned over and lay on our backs to get some sun on our chests. It was peaceful with just us laying there enjoying the sun and hearing the waves wash up on the shore. All the stress of the past week seemed to melt away as we lay there for a long time and just relaxed. "I could use a cold one," she said after some time. "It does feel a little out of place to be at the beach and not have a few cold ones doesn't it?" "Go walk across the street and get one," she ordered. "I'll be right back then." I left the beach and went to the truck to get my wallet. I headed across the street and went into the store on the other side of the road. "Holy shit," I gasped. "Bobby?" "Owen," he cheered. "Is that really you?" Bobby hadn't changed much since the last time I had seen him. He had maybe lost some weight, you couldn't really tell. He quickly came around the counter and grabbed me in a hug. We released after a short time and stood back to look at each other. "It's me Bobby," I smiled and answered his earlier question. "You look good Owen," he offered. "You've put on some weight." "You look like you lost some," I said. "I'm down about ten pounds," he smiled. "What brings you back into town? I didn't expect to see you around here." "I came back to visit my dad for a couple of days," I replied. "I figured since I wasn't here for Christmas I owed him a visit." "Yeah," he smiled. "I bet you have been busy." "What about you?" I asked. "What the hell are you doing here? You working or did you club the clerk so you could steal all the beer?" He chuckled a little before he answered. "This is it. I was working for the county but I was the low man and I got laid off a few months ago. I have to work so here I am. It sure isn't what I want to be doing that's for sure." "No kidding," I sighed. "I'm sorry man." "Shit happens," he sighed. "Don't I know," I offered. "What have you been up to?" he asked. "Living life," I offered. "How is New York treating you?" "Pretty good," I smiled. "I hope I get the starting job next season." "Man that's awesome you made it." "We should get together tonight. When do you get off?" "In a few hours," he smiled. "Jamie and I are over at the beach right now. You should stop by when you get done." "Jamie is here too?" Bobby smiled. "Yeah," I smiled. "She is here with me." I couldn't help but smile at Bobby now. He had a crush on Jamie too. "Come on over after you get off and see us." "I have to go home after I get off Owen," he sighed. "I have to get the kids from her mom's house." "Kids," I laughed. "You have kids?" "Two of them," he smiled. "My pride and joy." "Damn Bobby," I laughed still. "I know," he chuckled. "Crazy right?" "Do you still want to do something tonight?" I asked. "I miss you." "Yeah, we can do something," he smiled. "I miss the old days too." "How about we go out to dinner in town? Six good for you? I don't know how your kids are so you tell me if that isn't good." "Six is fine," he smiled. "I just have to check with the old lady to make sure it's ok." "Just come Bobby," I said. "I will take care of everything if that's what you are worried about." "No," he said. "Well, yeah. Since I got laid off things haven't been easy. It just sucks." "Bobby," I smiled. "I hear you. Don't worry about it man. Get the kids there and let's have a good time. Just like the old days." "I miss those days," he sighed. "We had life by the balls didn't we?" "I miss them too Bobby. Life was so simple back then." "Yeah it was," he smiled. "Remember that time...?" We must have spent twenty minutes talking about life and the good old days until a few kids walked into the store and started getting drinks from the machine. Bobby had to get behind the counter and wait on them. I took the chance to slip away and get the beer that Jamie was waiting on. "It was good to see you Owen," Bobby said as I paid. "I'll see you tonight Bobby." "I can't wait." I pushed the door open and headed back across the street. I thought about the good old days as I walked through the sand towards Jamie. It made me remember her and I and when we were first starting out. I still couldn't believe sometimes that we had actually made it this far together. "I just ran into Bobby," I cheered. "I was wondering what took you so long." "He has kids," I laughed. "Kids?" she questioned. "As in more than one?" "I know right," I laughed. "Crazy. He wants to do something with us later on tonight after he gets off of work." "Sounds good to me," she smiled. "I miss the boys." "We ought to call them and see what they are up to," I suggested. "Maybe we can all get together." "Get your phone out and make some calls," Jamie offered. "In a minute," I sighed. "I need my cold one first." Jamie and I sipped on our beers before I made a few calls. I called Shane since I knew he was still in town. He had done a great job on my truck. It was running better than I could ever remember it running. We talked for a little while about the rest of the guys. Most of them had moved away. Bobby and him were about the only ones still left in town. I could try Mack but he was about two hours away and probably couldn't come on such short notice. I called him anyway but he didn't answer. "We are having dinner at six," I said to Jamie. "I heard," she smiled. "I can't wait." We relaxed again on the blanket soaking in the sun. I was resting my head on the bag of towels and clothes we had stuffed back into it. Jamie was resting her head on my chest as she lay on her back looking at the water. We were just making small talk now and enjoying the time we were spending together. I was checking out her body was we lay there. The way her chest pushed the bikini top off her body. The way her skin was slightly moist with sweat and some sand that had blown on her body. Her skin was flawless still. We were all of twenty three years old so I guess it should still be perfect. I looked at her oval belly button as she sighed contently and started talking about going back to Paris in a few weeks. I didn't hear half of what she was saying as she spoke about the upcoming assignment. I was looking at her bikini bottoms and the way they hugged her hips. The stings were just under the points of her hips that pointed off her body. I could see how the material followed the curve of her cleft and left a little line in the middle where her slit started. I continued down to her toned legs as her feet rested in the sand off the blanket. I loved her legs. I traveled back up her body and took in her firm stomach. I couldn't help but rest my hand on her tummy and start to draw small circles on her skin. She sighed at my touch as I drew on her skin. It was warm from the sun as my fingers circled it. I looked at her face as she went silent now and rested there letting me touch her. Her small ear with her little diamond earring made me smile for some reason. Her hair was tucked behind it and draped over my chest to the blanket behind me. I looked at her soft face as her eyes closed while she rested there. Her pert little nose stood off her face as her big lips wore her perfect smile. I realized how much I loved this woman right now. It wasn't just her physical beauty that attracted me to her. It was everything about her. It was the way she made me feel when I was with her. She was my other half. The person who made me whole. It didn't matter what the test would say. It didn't matter what other people thought about us. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 13 "I love you Jamie," I said softly. She smiled bigger now as she opened her eyes and looked over at me. Her piercing blue eyes looked softly at me as she giggled a little. "I love you too Owen." I brought my hand to my lips and kissed my fingers. I reached over and put my fingers on her lips. She giggled a little at my silliness but kissed my fingers anyway. I smiled at her before resting my hand on her stomach and circling her skin again. I drew circles on her skin for a while. I traced her navel and tickled her a few times. She giggled her little girl giggles as I teased her now. I kept drawing circles and feeling her youthful skin against my fingertips. I dipped lower after some time and traced the hem of her bikini bottoms. My fingers slipped under it a time or two just to be a tease. She just laid there and let me touch her. I traced her pelvis a few times before I let my fingers dip under her bottoms again. I lifted them slightly and peeked under them. I couldn't see anything but smooth skin as I looked. She turned her head and smiled her playful smile at me before I let go and continued touching her skin. "Owen," she said playfully after a while had passed with me touching her skin again. "You have to stop that. You are making my nipples hard." I couldn't help but glance at her chest. Just like she said they were pressing her bikini top hard and leaving little doubt. "Hard nipples just means you're horny," I teased. "No," she sassed. "It does not." "You are a terrible liar," I teased her. "So what if I am?" she sassed again. "Nothing," I smiled. She rolled from her spot now and turned to my face. She smiled her big smile before she leaned down and placed this gentle little kiss on my mouth. I remained just as I was and let her kiss me. She started to rest more of her body on my chest as she pulled my lower lip out and chewed on it gently. She growled softly as I pulled her by the neck and into my kiss now. My hand traced her face as we tangled tongues and started getting more into it. I felt her shift more and straddle my body as she moaned softly. I couldn't help but reach up and feel her chest now. She giggled her little giggles as I pinched her nipple. "Bad boy," she sassed playfully. She didn't stop me though. I teased it softly as she came back and found my mouth again. My other hand squeezed her ass as she pressed her body on top of me and let me touch her. She growled into my mouth as I cupped it and traced where the suit touched her skin on the edges. I felt her hips turn over my cock now as it tented in my shorts. I knew she could feel it the whole time. She moaned again as she felt it touch her excited cunny. She just kept kissing me as my hand slipped under her top and touched her nipple skin to skin. She broke the kiss and tossed her hair off to the side before returning to my mouth. There was a hunger in her kiss now. At first it was just a playful kiss. Now it was turning more sexual as my fingers twisted her nipple lightly and sent a wave of pleasure through her body again. She pulled my lower lip out again as she opened her eyes and looked down at me. Her hand brushed my face as she growled her sexual growl now. She brushed her hand over my face before she pulled me back into her kiss. My hand left her breast and slid down her body. I knew the top had slipped up her breast and left her nipple exposed. I ran it down her side and let it join my other had that was still resting on her butt. I squeezed her soft flesh on her ass as she moaned again. I dared myself to slip one finger under the bottoms and touch her cunny. Felt how wet she was as I quickly let it pass over her slit. I slipped my finger back out before she could say anything and traced her skin back up to her breasts again. Felt the exposed nipple on one side as my hands squeezed them. "You better take me to the truck Owen," she panted. I smiled up at her now. Her face was flush with excitement. Her lips were full as she breathed a little harder. I brushed her hair out of her face as she waited on me. "I told you that you were horny," I teased her. "You better do something about it then," she sassed. "Get off of me and let's go," I teased her still. She stood quickly and fixed her top as she did. She looked around at the beach and noticed a few people watching us. I grabbed her hand before she could change her mind and pulled her towards the parking lot. "What about our stuff?" she asked. "I'll come back for it in a minute." "Just a minute?" she teased. "Five then," I teased back. I opened the door to the driver's side of the truck and slipped inside. She was quickly behind me as I slid all the way to the passenger side. I pushed the bench seat all the way back as far as it could go until it bumped the back of the truck and stopped. Her hands were already pulling the strings on my shorts as I opened my legs and slid my ass down in the seat until I was barely resting on the edge. The ripping of the velcro was followed quickly by her hand reaching for my cock. I was out and in her mouth as I reached for her cunny. Felt my cock touch the back of her throat as my fingers pulled the material of her suit to one side and exposed her cunny. I pressed my fingers into her wetness as she moaned in pleasure. She was soaking wet already as I twisted them around and found her clit with another finger. I spread her juice around as she whimpered and bobbed on my cock. Her spit was running down my sack as she sucked me deep and hard. She was being dirty and sucking me hard and fast. I had to pull my fingers from her cunny and grip her head to stop her. She pulled off just as I was about to explode in her mouth. I couldn't believe that she had me so close to cumming already. She wasted no time now. Slipped her leg over my body and rested in my lap. She gripped me and sat up just a little before pressing me against her opening. I slipped so easily into her cunny as she settled her body down on me. Her wetness made me gasp as she pressed me all the way into her. She sat there for a second and found my mouth with hers. She placed these kisses on my mouth now that were driven by lust. Wild kisses as she gripped my head and pulled me hard into her mouth. I felt her puss start to squeeze me as she used her muscles to bring pleasure to us both. She started turning her hips. I barely moved in and out of her as she undulated her hips and brought pleasure to us both. I was touching her core as she pressed herself down hard on me and continued kissing me with those animal lust kisses. My hands went to her hips and forced her harder down on my cock. She cried out in pleasure as she finally broke the kiss. She flipped her hair around and started bucking harder on me. The old seat creaked under the force of us crashing together. Felt her cunny start to squeeze me hard now. Knew she was going to cum hard. Her nails dug into my shoulders as she started to cum. It sent a chill of pleasure down my body as her cunny drooled and leaked its wetness from her body. Her legs pressed into my hips as she squeezed them tightly and let the pleasure run through her body. I watched her eyes close and her nose wrinkle the way it did. Her mouth hung open and softly cried out her lustful gasps as she finally finished and started to bring her body under control again. She smiled down at me in the afterglow. I loved that look on her face as she rested with me deep inside of her. I leaned up and found her neck right at her throat. My favorite spot to kiss her and her favorite spot to be kissed. She growled her sexual growl as I continued on towards her jaw line. She started to rise and fall again. Her cunny was so soaked now. I slipped so easily in and out of her tight puss. Her white cream left a visible ring around the base of my cock as the rest ran down and soaked my shorts. I stopped kissing her as she leaned back. Her back hit the dash as she leaned against it. She started twisting her hips again. Her knees lifted from the seat to give her more leverage as she thrust her hips. My cock sank deep into her wetness before slipping most of the way out. My thumb went to her clit now and circled the wet pearl as it peeked from under the hood. She whimpered in pleasure and bit her lower lip to suppress a moan. She kept undulating her hips hard as she fucked me. My cock was glistening with her cream as she pressed hard into me. My thumb circled and teased her clit hard as she whimpered again. That look of lust covered her face as she panted above me. She twisted her legs and spun like a top on me now. She put her back to me as I shifted up in the seat so she could have more room. She pressed her feet on the floor and started to twerk her hips as she leaned forward against the dash. Her head bumped the window a few times before she found a steady pace. She knew what this position did to me. She knew it would make me cum quickly. I gripped her hips harder to let her know it wouldn't be long now. She twerked harder and squeezed her cunny to make me cum. I gasped loudly as the first wave started to fill her. Wave after wave sprayed into her as she moaned with me. Felt my cock touching her end as she pressed so hard back into me and started to cum with me. Her puss milked my cock as she panted and bumped her head off the windshield again. She finally stopped and leaned back to rest her body against mine. We were soaked in sweat as I held her and kissed her shoulder. She still growled at my lips touching her skin. Her hips still moved and brought soft pleasure to us both. I could have had her again right about now. She turned her head and leaned so I could find her mouth. Kissed me with a more tender kiss now. The wild and lust filled part of her was satisfied. These were soft and loving kisses as we rested and recovered. "Fuck," she sighed. "That was good." "Umm hmm," I agreed. "You better go get our stuff and get us home. I need a shower after that." "Do I have to?" I teased. "I'm still hard. I could go again." "No," she sassed. "Go get the stuff. You can have me at home." "Sold," I cheered. She slipped from my lap and opened the door. I climbed from the cab and tied my shorts back in place before heading to the beach to grab our stuff. I collected everything and headed back to the truck so we could head home. * "Looks like my dad is home," Jamie said as we pulled up. "Do you want me to drop you off so you can get cleaned up?" I asked. "I will go home and get cleaned up then come back and get you so we can go out." "That sounds like a plan to me baby," she smiled. "See you in a little while." She leaned over and gave me a kiss before she slipped out of the truck. I turned around and went to dads to get a shower and cleaned up. My phone was ringing as I left the bathroom. "Mack," I cheered. "How the hell are you?" "Man Owen," he cheered. "It's good to hear from you. How long has it been?" "Since Jordan and Kelly got married," I reminded him. "It's been that long?" he questioned. "Man, time flies." "We need to catch back up. I'm in town and I'm going to dinner with Bobby and Shane. You want to come?" "Hell yeah," he cheered. "What time?" "Six." "I'll be a little late but count me in. Can I bring my girl with me?" "Yeah," I laughed. "Girls are welcome. I'm bringing Jamie." "She's back too?" he asked. "I thought she was traveling the world." "She's on a break," I offered. "She will be leaving in another week or so." "I will see you there Owen." "Good deal Mack. See you there." Jamie and I got to the restaurant early and got us a big table. Bobby showed up right on time with his wife, Mary, and their two little ones. Libby was the oldest and had just turned four. Mark was fifteen months and looked just like Bobby. "There's no denying that one is yours," Jamie said. "He looks just like you." "That poor kid," I joked. "Come on Owen," Bobby laughed. "I'm handsome." "So is he Bobby," I said. "Your kids look beautiful. You are quite the lucky guy." "Thanks Owen," Bobby smiled now. "This is my wife, Mary. She's the reason I am such a lucky guy." "So, you are the famous Owen Hansen that Bobby always talks about," Mary smiled as I took her hand softly. "I don't know about famous," I chuckled. "But I am the Owen he must always talk about." "It's nice to finally meet you and put a face to a name," she offered. "He has some pretty wild stories about the two of you when you guys were younger." "I bet he does," I laughed. "Not all of it is true though." "Ooooowwwweeeennnnn," Shane cried as he found the table. "Shane," I cried. "How the hell have you been?" "Not as good as you have been from what I hear," he offered. "Mia," Jamie cried. "Oh my god. This is a surprise." They hugged now as they giggled like school girls. I looked at Shane. "Yeah, we got back together. We worked out our problems and are doing better now." "You were pretty broke up about it at the wedding," I offered. "I realized I was stupid so I begged for her to give me another chance. I'm lucky she did." "Good for you," I smiled. "Hey!" Bobby croaked. "Sit down and quit eating that." "Takes after you," I joked. "Damn kid eats like a horse," he chuckled. "Well," I said and pointed at him. "I know," he sighed. "Just like me." We sat down and ordered some drinks and some appetizers to get things started. We were about two drinks in when Mack showed up. "Well look who decided to show up," I cheered. He smiled as I left the table and hugged him. "You look good Owen," he smiled. "You've put on about twenty pounds of muscle since the last time I've seen you." "Got to keep my body healthy for the long grind," I offered. "This is my girlfriend, Ann," he said. "Nice to meet you," I said taking her hand softly. "The pleasure is all mine," she smiled. "I've never met anyone famous before." "I'm not that famous," I sighed. "The way these guys talk about you it sure sounds like it," she offered. "They are full of shit," I joked. She giggled as I turned to take my seat again. "This is Jamie," I said to introduce them. "Hi," Jamie smiled. "Your wife?" Ann asked. I had to catch myself now before I spoke. "Cousin," Shane said for me. I glanced back at Jamie. She just smiled and nodded with her head so I would sit. We hadn't talked about whether we were going to say anything before we got here. I took my seat and leaned over to her. "We probably should have talked about this before we got here," I whispered. "Don't worry about it Owen," she whispered back. "I don't think we need to say anything right now." "Alright," I smiled. "How's the truck running Owen?" Shane asked. "Oh man," I smiled. "Runs great. How much do I owe you for it?" "I put a couple of grand into it. I hope that wasn't more than you wanted." "I told you to fix her up Shane," I said. "I'll square you up before we get out of here tonight." "No rush," he said. "I don't know when I will be back in town so I better pay you before I forget again." "What are you doing back in town anyway?" Mack asked. "What?" I chuckled. "Can't a guy come back home once in a while?" They laughed before I gave a half true answer. "I wanted to escape the cold for a while. It's snowing and blowing up in New York right now." "You can't beat sunny can you?" Bobby asked. "You sure can't," I sighed. "Are you ready to order now?" the waitress asked. "Those two need a drink," I pointed at Mack and Ann. "I could use another one too." "Same here," Bobby smiled. "Not too much Bobby," Mary warned. "I know," he sighed. "What would you like?" the waitress asked Mack. "Whatever Owen is drinking," he smiled. "Me too," Ann smiled. "And you?" she asked Bobby. "Same as I've been getting," he smiled. "I'll be right back," she smiled. She left to get the drinks as the group of us started talking about life. We remembered the good times we all had and talked about where life had taken us since we got out of high school. The drinks flowed along with the laughter and the good times. We ate and drank and sat around for a long time enjoying the evening. The kids were growing restless once the food was gone. Nobody wanted to call it a night since it had been so long since we had all gotten together like this. Mary took the kids and headed home. I would give Bobby a ride home later on. She warned him not to drink too much. Jamie said she would make sure he was behaved and that he got home ok. We moved to the bar and continued drinking and carrying on. Mack and Ann left after a couple more drinks since he had to get up early in the morning and get to work. Plus with the long drive home for him he needed to stop drinking so he was able to drive. That left just five of us now at the bar. The skinny dipping incident at the pool that one night came up as we got another round. Shane never did hear the whole story so we told him about how we almost got busted and how clumsy Bobby was as we ran from the pool and lost half our clothes. We all busted his balls about it as he laughed along with us. "It was worth it," Bobby laughed in his drunken way. "I got to see Jamie topless." "You didn't have to lose my top in doing it though," Jamie teased. "You could have just looked." "Who says I wasn't the whole time?" he smiled. "Yeah, we saw," I chuckled. "I wasn't that obvious was I?" he questioned. I turned and looked at Jamie and stared at her chest. "Just about like this," I teased him. "Come on," Bobby laughed. "Give me more credit than that." We had more drinks and told so many stories of years past between us all. The only thing missing was Jordan and Kelly. They came up a few times throughout the night. We all agreed we needed to get together sometime and really party like we did before we left the safety of this little town. We stayed right up until midnight and last call. None of us wanted to leave but we knew it was time. Shane and I hugged and said our goodbyes before I moved on to Mia and did the same. Bobby and I stumbled through the parking lot to get to my truck. "Scoot over Bobby," I hissed. "I'm pushed up against the door as it is," he chuckled. "Quit fighting children," Jamie teased. She turned the key and started the engine to drive us home. She was the responsible one and quit drinking a couple of hours ago. It was a good thing too because I couldn't sit straight in the seat at this point and I was leaning against Bobby. He was being goofy in his drunken way and wrapped his arm around me. "I'm glad I found a sexy hunk to take me home," he joked. "You better not pass out before I have my way with you." "Who says I'm not going to have my way with you?" I shot back. "You did buy my drinks all night," he chuckled. We both erupted in stupid laughter as Jamie pulled onto the road and giggled with us. "God you guys are drunk," she giggled still as Bobby and I continued to joke around. "Thanks for taking me home Jamie," Bobby slurred. "Somebody had to take care of you. Besides, I told Mary I would look after you." "Gosh damn," he sighed. "She is going to kill me when I get home." "It was worth it though," I chuckled. "Tell her it's my fault." "That'll make it better," Jamie laughed. "You think?" Bobby laughed. Jamie smiled as she turned the signal on and made the turn. "I haven't had this much fun in a long time," Bobby smiled. "I miss getting drunk with you guys. Those were the best days of my life." "We should do this more often," I said. "Fuck yeah," Bobby cheered. "Next time we need to plan this a little better though. I can get a sitter and we can stay out all night long." It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 14 I leaned over and softly kissed Jamie on the cheek before I rolled out of bed. She didn't even stir as left the room. She was probably tired from the past week of work. She had been very busy this week getting the catalog ready for the spring issue that was due out early next month. I turned and looked at her one last time before leaving the room and heading for the thermostat. It sure didn't feel like spring was just around the corner. It was quite cold here this morning in Paris. The weather didn't usually stay this cold but for some reason it was. A light snow had fallen last night and covered everything a dusty white this morning. I knew by noon it would warm to about fifty degrees and it would all melt away. I turned the temperature up and rubbed my hands together before I went to the kitchen. I found my beany cap on the bar top where I had left it last night so I pulled it over my head. I probably should have put a shirt on over my bare chest but my sweat pants and cooking over the hot stove would keep me warm. It had been like this every morning since we had gotten here. I got up early and worked out before coming back to cook Jamie breakfast before she went to the office. I slept in a little this morning since it was too cold for me to go jogging around anyway. I would wait until the afternoon before I ventured out and braved the crowds. I pulled the bacon and eggs from the fridge and placed them on the counter. I cracked open a few and scrambled them in a bowl before placing the bacon in the pan to get that started. I worked to get the coffee started as I tended to the bacon so it wouldn't burn. I found the pastry from yesterday and pulled it from the box to take a bite. I set it down and turned the bacon before dumping the eggs into the pan to cook them. I turned around and got a cup for my coffee. "Hey baby," I smiled as Jamie wandered out into the living room. "Morning baby," she smiled. "Thank you for cooking again." "I make a good house husband don't I?" I teased. "Yeah," she smiled. "You will make some lucky girl happy one day." I smile at her as she sat down at the bar stool and waited for me to finish. "You could have woken me up and I could have cooked," she offered. "I kissed you good morning but you didn't move. I thought I would let you sleep in." "I need it," she smiled. "I've been so busy this week. Sorry I'm not my normal self." "Don't worry about it baby," I smiled. "Once this week is over we can take a break and get out of the here." "I can't wait," she cheered. "I'm actually getting tired of Paris. Carrie needs to send me someplace else besides here." "Isn't that the truth," I chuckled. I rounded the bar top to where she was sitting in her chair. I leaned down with her coffee in my hand and set in on the bar top next to her. I turned to her and placed a gentle kiss on her mouth as she smiled at me. She giggled softly into my tender kiss and returned the favor in that loving way she had always done. I pulled back after a couple more and looked at her smile. Her white teeth showed brightly behind those big lips I loved to kiss so much. She pawed my face and pulled me in for one more before I stepped back and headed for the stove again. I flipped the bacon again and glanced her way as she pushed herself from the seat. She headed towards the big window in the apartment to pull the curtain open. Her long sleeved shirt hung about mid-thigh and kept my attention now as she reached the curtain and gave it a pull. The morning sunlight flooded the room brightly as she looked out the window. "The snow is still hanging in there," she noted as she started to stretch. "Great," I said sarcastically. "My favorite thing." She laughed softly as I looked her over again. The shirt was pulled high up on her legs and showed the soft creases of her butt cheeks on her legs as she stretched her arms above her head. "It won't be so bad," she offered as she turned and held her pose. She caught me in a dead stare as the shirt remained high on her legs and showed me the soft line of her cunny. She held her pose a little longer in her teasing way before she brought her hands down to the hem and pulled it to cover her puss. I wanted her already. I had wanted her since last night but we ended up working on the catalog instead and were too tired by the time we went to bed. I never let that bother me though. It wasn't just about the sex with her. It was just being here with her and spending time with her. That's what really mattered to me. A couple of months from now I would be focused on football and she would be out on her own again doing her job. She walked slowly across the floor back towards her seat again. She slightly slid across the floor in her socks was more like it. Like she was ice skating across the wood floor until she reached her seat. She leaned over the bar top and pulled her hair from her loose bun to retie it. If only I was on the other side of the counter. I moved over to my left a little and caught her butt as it reflected in the mirror. She slipped into her seat again once she was done and satisfied that her hair was ok. I winked at her before I refocused on the eggs and stirred them again. Then I found the blender and dumped a scoop full of protein in with some milk. I pressed it on and let it mix before stopping it and pulling it off. I took a sip and continued to look at her. She sat there with her hands folded under her chin and waited on me to finish our breakfast. The way she looked at me now with her pure blue eyes. They studied my eyes before she smiled her perfect and content smile. I couldn't help but smile back at her before I took another drink. I blew her a kiss as I set the cup down and leaned against the counter again. She batted her eyes and continued to look at me. Those eyes seemed to look straight through me and into my heart. She could see that I truly loved her and nothing else mattered. I loved the way she looked at me just as much as she loved the way I looked at her. The clock inside my head went off as I turned and went to the eggs again. I gave them another turn and found them firm and cooked. I killed the heat and grabbed two plates to divide them up. I put a smaller portion on her plate before dumping the rest on mine. I gave her half the bacon and myself the other half before grabbing both plates. I sat next to her as she leaned in and gave me another kiss to say thank you for making the breakfast. I took a bite of my eggs and glanced over at her sitting next to me now. Her legs were apart as she sat there relaxed and ate her food. The way the sun was striking her tanned skin kept my attention. My hand couldn't help but leave my side and rest on her leg. Her warm skin met my fingers as I rested them there and softly touched her. She smiled at me as she ate another bite and chewed it silently. I rubbed her skin as I took another fork full of food and chewed it. I felt the soft skin run under my fingertips. She just ate and gave me that smile and those eyes again. Her legs parted just a little as I reached the hem of her shirt that rested on her thighs. I didn't venture past the hem for now. I just stroked her leg and felt content as her warm and soft skin ran under my touch. She smiled at me touching her as she ate slowly. "I love you Jamie," I said softly. I drew a heart on her leg with my fingers as I took my last bite. I trailed down to her knee and touched the back side of it to tease her a little. She giggled as my fingers touched her ticklish spot. I took my last sip of my drink before looking at her again. Her eyes were playful as she brought her hand over to my stomach and felt my tight skin. Her fingers teased my skin as she traced the outline of my muscles. She flattened her hand out over my stomach and moved it up to my peck. She squeezed it in her hand before she teased my nipple with her nail. That always made my cock stir for some reason. She knew and did it just to be a tease before she let her hand fall to my lap and rest against my cock as it strained in my pants. "What time do you have to be in this morning?" I asked. "Not until ten," she replied. "What do you have going on today?" "A photo shoot for some underwear we are going to have in the catalog this spring." "Some handsome hunk going to be the model?" I teased. "I don't really know," she said. "I just made the call and asked for a model. I don't know what I am going to get." "Oh," I said. "I should have just used you," she teased. Her hand rubbed my leg now as she spoke. "I'm not a model," I sighed but still smiled at her compliment. "No," she giggled. "But you are sexy like one." "If you say so," I sighed. "I do," she said as she finished her last bite. "And I'm always right too." I chuckled softly as I pushed myself away from my stool and stood. I went behind her and reached for her plate. She turned her head and looked at me with those eyes again and that smile of hers. I knew she wanted a kiss so I found her lips with mine and placed a gentle one on her mouth. Her hand found my chest again as she kissed me with just a little more force behind it. "Thanks for the vote of confidence," I said as I pulled back. "It's true," she smiled. "You are very sexy." "Sure baby," I smiled back. "You are the better looking one of the two of us. Especially with those eyes of yours. And those perfect little legs that lead to that perfect little butt of yours." I dropped my hand to her butt and gave it a soft squeeze. She giggled her little giggle as her hand trailed down my chest to my pants. I couldn't help but lean down and kiss her neck right at her shoulder where the shirt left the skin exposed. I let it linger there and kissed her wetly. She melted to my touch and tilted her neck a little more to give me more skin. The skin on her arms popped with goose bumps as she let out a low, sexual growl. I continued up her neck to the spot right up by her ear. I knew her spots and got the response I wanted from her. She leaned into my lips more telling me she was getting turned on. My hand slipped under her shirt at her tummy. I traced her skin all the way up to her breast as she continued to let me kiss her neck. Her nipple was hard and pressed into my palm as I cupped her tit. She let out her first moan as I teased her nipple with my fingers. Her breath caught in her throat as I gave it a soft twist and moved my lips to kiss near her throat. I felt her body start to turn and rotate the chair towards me. We worked in silence as she twisted her body around and spread her legs out around mine. My lips never left her neck as she stopped moving and moaned again. It vibrated against my lips as she tilted her head and let me work. Her hands found my cock and traced it as it pressed hard against my pants. Her thumbnail scratched the ridge as my hands worked down her body and between her spread legs. I moved the hem off her hips and let it rest in her lap as my fingers worked back towards her middle. I was kissing further down her neck towards her collarbone as my finger traced her slit. She tilted back in the chair now and opened herself up to me more. I slipped one finger inside as she gasped at the suddenness of me slipping inside. I let it rest there as she hooked her thumbs around the elastic of my pants. They slipped down my legs until my cock sprang free. Her fingers curled around it as her thumb circled the wetness at my tip. I started moving my finger inside of her as she stroked me. I listened to her gasp again as I reached deep inside of her. She pulled me faster and shifted in the chair again so she was sitting right on the edge of the seat. She pulled me closer to her until my cock touched my hand between her legs. I slipped my hand from her wetness and gripped her legs right at her knees. I lifted them up as she teased her opening with my cock. She coated it in her wetness before shifting her body again to take me inside of her. I felt my cock start to part her as I pushed forward to close the gap. We both let out a gasp as I opened her up and slipped in so easily. I let myself slide inside until I was almost buried all the way inside. I had to spread my legs just a little to get a better angle before I pressed the rest inside. I rested there for a moment and let her heat and wetness surround my cock. She squeezed her muscles as I found her mouth with mine now. We kissed with a deep and desirable kiss as I slipped away until I was barely inside of her. She gasped into my mouth as I slowly returned until my hips bumped her legs. I retraced her tunnel all the way out. Her wetness coated me and let me slide so easily out of her. I loved how wet she was right now. I had to pull away from her mouth as she gasped again. Her hot breath hit me in the face as I slipped into her again. I looked into her blue eyes as I pressed into her at a slow and unhurried pace. The way she looked at me now, it made me smile as I felt her love and passion for me. Her hand softly pawed my face again as she pulled me closer and found my mouth. She placed these deep, open mouth kisses on me. She panted into my mouth with each press of my body into her. I picked her legs up higher as I changed the pace a little. I folded them over and held them together before placing them on my shoulders. She slipped just a little further down into the chair and rested her head on the countertop as I pressed so deep into her now. I changed my stance just a little more and slipped deeper into her still. I could feel her wetness leaking from her center and coating her cheeks as I slipped in and out of her. She was moaning, gasping hard, as I fucked her with an unhurried pace. I focused on her eyes as I slipped so easily into her center. She was soaking wet now and close to cumming. I knew her body so well. I could tell she was right on the edge as I pressed into her and tilted my hips just a little more to touch her end. She gasped and moaned as she gripped the counter with her hand to control her body. She flooded me as she started to cum. I slowed just a little and let her cum hard before stopping my body. I rested deep inside of her and let her walls squeeze me. I just softly turned my hips and slipped in the flood she released. She smiled her content but hungry smile at me as I looked at her. She playfully pushed me away to tell me she wanted to change. I stepped back and slipped from her wetness as she spread her legs around my body. I fell to one knee before she could sit up and leave the chair. I spread her legs wide again and moved to her center. My tongue touched her cunny. Splashed into her wetness with my tongue as I tasted her cum. Loved the way she tasted after she got off. She gasped at my touch. Fingers curled in my hair as she relaxed and opened her legs more. I licked her from her pucker all the way to her clit, tasting her sweet cream as it leaked from her. I dug my tongue into her hole, lapping at her as she moaned playfully. I dug my tongue deeper into her hole and brought my fingers up to spread her open. Gasped as I exposed her cunny more and teased her clit with a finger. My whole mouth covered her cunny as I ate her and sucked her cum from her. Felt her fingers curl hard in my hair and pull it as she moaned loudly. Her hips started to turn against my tongue as I dug my tongue into her hole. I knew the flood was coming as I worked just her clit. She pulled me so tightly to her cunny as she whimpered and bucked her hips against my face. I held my breath and sucked her clit into my mouth and rolled it on my tongue and between my lips. Her chest heaved as she gasped hard. Ragged pants as she flooded my mouth and gripped my hair harder to pull me tighter to her cunny. I never slowed down as she cried out her warning and squeezed her legs around my ears. It was just a muffled gasp as she flooded my chin. I slowed down as she released her grip and let me breath again. I looked up at her from between her legs. Her chest rose and fell hard and fast from the act. Her eyes were slightly parted as her mouth hung open and took in air. She smiled down at me now as I gave her another long lick and tasted what she leaked again. I finally leaned back just a little and took in her cunny. It was just as perfect now as it was when I had first tasted it that night in my room on my bed. Her outer lips were puffy and swollen with excitement, her pink little inner lips were barely visible. Her clit stood out proudly from behind its hood, a trickle of white wetness leaked from her middle. I leaned in and tasted her sweetness before I stood now and wiped my chin. She stood on shaky legs as she climbed from her chair. I took her in my arms to steady her. She pulled me to her mouth and kissed me, tasting herself as she did. I loved that most about her. She wasn't afraid to be a little dirty. We kissed a few times before she went to turn. I couldn't help but find her neck and kiss it again. Her skin was so flush and red from earlier. She growled and finally pulled away from me. She turned around and sat back in the chair with her back to me. Her legs hung off either side as she let her ass and cunny hang off the back of it. She arched her back hard to bring her cunny up and out and give me the space to find her from behind. I could have either hole in this position but I chose her puss. I knew that's what she wanted anyway but she would have gone for either at this point. I couldn't help but kneel down again and taste her cunny. I couldn't get enough of the taste. I licked her from her clit and stopped at her pucker. Tongued it hard and pressed the tip inside before pulling out and slipping it into her cunny. Her fingers curled in my hair as she stopped me from licking her now. I glanced up at her as she looked at me with those lustful eyes. She curled her finger as she directed me to stand and find her once again with my cock. I stood and took my cock into my hand. Pressed it against her soaked cunny and felt it part her lips. Her lips parted as I felt her heat and wetness surround my cock as I sank into her once again. She whimpered then gasped as I filled her all the way. Hands went to the counter and gripped it hard turning her knuckles white as I slipped all the way inside until my hips bumped her ass. I slowly started to pull out until I was just stretching her with my head. One single fuck left her mouth as I started to slide back inside of her again. It was the first word she had said since we had started this. I was careful now as I slipped in and out of her. I didn't want to press too hard and knock her off balance and off the chair. I widened my stance more to allow myself to press deep into her and touch her spots. She shifted in the chair slightly and got more comfortable. Her grip on the counter never changed as I pressed deep into her and touched her end. This position was intense as her cunny gripped me tightly despite how open she was. It was the angle and how my cock was slipping into her. It was intense for her too as she looked over her shoulder at me. I could see it on her face as she gasped as my hips bumped her ass again. I leaned over her body and kissed her neck as I moved my hips now. She gasped again as my lips touched her sensitive skin. It sent another wave of goose bumps down her arms as I fucked her lightly. I placed my hands on her hips and held her firmly to the chair as I started to pick up the pace a little more. She undulated her hips a little making me slip from her. I quickly gripped my cock and felt her sticky wetness coating it thickly. I pressed it against her folds and listened to her gasp as I filled her once more. I stood more upright now so I wouldn't slip from her again. My hands still gripped her hips tightly as she twerked her hips in rhythm with me. She glanced over her shoulder at me as I picked up the pace again. Her eyes were open then closed quickly as she gasped hard. Her mouth hung open and her nose wrinkled the way it did when she was in intense pleasure. I loved that look. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 14 I felt her cunny start to squeeze me again as she grew closer. Her one hand finally left the counter to grip my forearm as I held her hips still. Her nails dug into my skin as her pleasure began to intensify. I knew she was ready to cum but she was waiting on me. "Almost baby," I panted. She relaxed her grip just a little and arched her back harder. Little whimpers leaving her mouth with each crash of our bodies. Her nails dug into me arm again sending pain and pleasure through my body. Her cunny was quivering as she could barely hold on now. My loud cry told her I was cumming. I felt her cunny squeeze then release as I flooded her. I shot wave after wave inside of her quivering cunny. The room started to spin as I filled her deep inside her womb. I had to slow down and rest deep inside of her. Her cunny milked my cock for the last drops before we were both spent. We were both panting hard as we looked at each other. I wanted to kiss her now so I leaned down and caught her mouth. My cock slipped from her as she sat up and kissed me. It was a hard and passionate kiss as I pulled her head to my mouth. Our tongues tangled in the middle until she pulled my lower lip out and chewed it softly. She let it go as her eyes opened and found mine. I could feel my seed dribbling out of her now and landing on my cock as it rested between her legs on her lips. It was still just as hard as it was when I first entered her. I could have had her again right about now. The thought was running through her mind as she smiled that smile at me. I checked the clock and saw it was past nine now and she still needed to get ready to go. But still, maybe it wouldn't hurt for her to be late just once. My hand touched the sticky mess between her legs as I pushed my cock against her opening. "No, no, bad boy," she giggled. "I have to work." "Damn," I joked. "Can't blame a guy for trying though." She giggled her little giggles again. "No, I certainly can't. That was a great breakfast though." "Umm hmmm," I agreed. "I can't think of a better way to start the day," she smiled. "Seconds?" I teased. "Oh god," she giggled. "I don't know about that. My legs are like jelly right now." "I can take you to the bed and lay you down," I started. "I can make love to you all day long. You wouldn't have to do a thing." "That does sound tempting," she smiled her coy little smile. "But I have to go in today." "Go get cleaned up baby," I smiled. There wasn't a hint of disappointment in my voice. "Thank you," she smiled back. "I love you Owen." "Love you too Jamie." "What should I make you for dinner?" I asked slyly. "I hope it's as good as breakfast," she smiled. "I'll think of something." "Hmmm," she growled and kissed me again. She playfully pushed me away and headed for the bedroom to get ready. I watched her go. She seemed to float across the floor now as she headed off. I turned and went to get the dishes started and to clean the mess off the chair and the floor. I had just finished the last dish when the phone started ringing. "Can you get that?" Jamie called. "Sure," I replied. "Bonjour," I said. (Hello) "Bonjour. Puis-je parler à Jamie se il vous plaît?" (Hello. Can I speak to Jamie please?) "Tenir une minute se il vous plaît. Permettez-moi aller la chercher." (Hold on just a minute. Let me go get her) "Puis-je demander qui appelle?" (Can I ask who is calling?) "Il est Anna de l'agence de mannequins." (It's Anna from the modeling agency) "It's for you," I said to Jamie. "Who is it?" "Anna from the modeling agency." "Bonjour Anna," Jamie said. I turned and headed back to the kitchen to start drying the dishes so I could put them away. Jamie followed me out into the kitchen and listened to Anna talk. "Vous avez à me faire marcher," Jamie cried. (You have got to be kidding me.) I looked up as she had a pissed off look on her face. She listened still then spoke in the same annoyed tone. "La date limite est demain. Je dois avoir des photos faites aujourd'hui." (The deadline is tomorrow. I have to have the photos done today.) "Vous êtes désolé?" she quipped. (You are sorry?) "Vous ne devez pas quelqu'un d'autre?" (You don't have anybody else?) "Court préavis? Je réservé ces deux semaines à l'avance." (Short notice? I booked this two weeks in advance.) "Oublier. Je vais comprendre." (Forget about it. I will figure it out.) "Non, il est très bien. Je ai un autre modèle que je peux utiliser." (No, its fine. I have another model I can use.) She looked at me as she said this. I knew exactly what she was thinking as I shook my head no. She shook her head yes as she listened to the woman on the other end of the phone. "Ne vous attendez pas que nous utilisions votre agence plus. Je ne suis pas besoin de ce casse-tête." (Do not expect us to use your agency anymore. I don't need this headache.) She hung the phone up and looked at me with her pleading eyes. "I'm not a calendar boy," I said quickly. "Good thing this isn't a calendar shoot," she joked. "It's an underwear modeling shoot." "I ain't that either," I said quickly. "Please Owen," she begged now. "I have to get this done by today and you are my only option right now." I couldn't resist those eyes but I really didn't want to do it. "Please," she begged again. "I'm not an underwear model," I said. "I don't have to body for it." "Look at you Owen," she said confidently. "You have the body that drives women crazy." "If you say so," I replied. "I do baby," she smiled. "Believe me, I know." "Do you now?" I teased. "Trust me," she smiled again. I sighed. "Please Owen," she begged. Her little girl voice coming out as she looked so damn cute right about now. "You owe me then," I joked. "What do I have to do?" "Get dressed and come with me," she smiled. "We can work it out once we get to the office." I sighed before I slipped my pants off my legs and headed for the bathroom. "Should I shave?" "No," she said quickly. "The scruffiness is the perfect look. Just get dressed." "Can I take a shower first? I want to feel clean." "Hurry up," she sassed. "I'm going to be late." "I tried to talk you out of going into work today," I teased. "Yeah, yeah," she sassed again. "Hurry up you pain in the ass." "I'm the pain in the ass?" I chuckled. "Yes you," she giggled her little giggle. "Hurry up." "Should I bring a sock or something with me?" I asked from the bathroom. "A sock?" she questioned. "To stuff in my underwear so I look bigger," I answered. "Geez," she laughed. "No, you are plenty big without a sock." "Are you going to fluff me a little?" "You're sick," she giggled again. "Besides, the photographer is a guy." "Say what?" I called as I got into the shower. "Just kidding," she said sweetly. I scrubbed myself quickly then got dressed. We were out the door and got to her office just a little late. We went up and into the office so she could make a phone call to Carrie to let her know what was going on. Then we went up another floor to a bare office that was set up for the photo shoot. "Je pensais que nous allions annuler," the photographer said. (I thought we were going to cancel.) "Non, je trouvai un remplacement," Jamie said. (No, I found a replacement.) "Je suppose qu'il va faire," she said looking me over. "Il a l'air assez beau." (I guess he will do. He looks handsome enough.) "Juste attendre jusqu'à ce qu'il prenne sa veste. Il ya beaucoup sexy," Jamie smiled. (Just wait until he takes his jacket off. He is plenty sexy.) "Hey," I said to Jamie. "I'm not a piece of meat." "Que dit-il?" the photographer asked. (What did he say?) "Il a dit qu'il est heureux d'être ici," Jamie lied. (He said he is happy to be here.) "Bien," she smiled. (Ok) "I take it she doesn't speak English?" I whispered to Jamie. "Only a little," Jamie replied. "And she doesn't know you can speak French either." "Hmm," I smiled. "Let's keep it that way." "Why?" she asked slyly. "It could be fun." "Oh god," she sighed. "Or I can leave," I teased. "No," she sassed. "We can have a little fun with her I guess." "That's my girl." "Bon, laissez-nous commencer. Le vestiaire est ici," the photographer ordered. (Okay, let's get started. The changing room is over here.) Jamie repeated what I already knew and showed me to the changing room. It was just a small room with a curtain covering the door. There was a little bench seat and a few hangers to hang things from. I stood in there and dropped my jacket off my shoulder before I took my shirt off. "Ceci est le premier que vous allez commencer," she announced and pulled the curtain open. (This is the first one you will start with.) "Good thing I wasn't naked in here," I said. She just smiled and tossed the jockey shorts my way. I knew she couldn't understand me anyway. I dropped my pants and my boxers and stood there naked in the small room. I slipped the underwear up my legs and stood there looking at myself in the mirror. Jamie is going to owe me I thought as I looked at the reflection. I pulled the curtain back and walked out to the white wall and stood there waiting for instructions. "Perdre le chapeau et fixer vos cheveux," she barked. (Lose the hat and fix your hair.) I almost pulled the beanie off my head but I waited until Jamie told me in English to do as I was told. I tossed the beanie her way. "What's wrong with my hair?" I asked. "It's just a little messy," she smiled. "Let me fix it for you." She fixed my hair and turned to look at the photographer. "Est-ce bon?" (Is that good?) She nodded and took her camera out and checked on it. "Il est assez beau. Je voudrais l'estomac. Il est très en forme," she offered. (He is pretty handsome. I like the stomach. He is very fit.) "Oui," Jamie smiled. (yes) "Tenez comme ça. Poussez vos hanches sur," she ordered. (Stand like this. Push your hips out.) I understood and did as I was told since she was standing how she wanted me to stand. She started snapping pictures of me as I moved around and did different poses that she instructed me to do. Jamie was telling me what she wanted like I didn't know what she was saying. I was surprised she was playing the game with me like she was. The camera girl was flirty and making all sorts of little comments about me. She wanted to see me without the underwear on. She bet I was hung and could make her toes curl. I just smiled the whole time and pretended like I didn't know a thing. "Bien," she said. "Allez mettre sur les bleus maintenant." (Ok. Go put on the blue ones now.) I turned to go back to the room. "Dois-je le suivre et jeter un coup d'oeil à lui?" she asked Jamie. "Peut-être que je peux le ramener chez lui avec moi. Si vous ne voulez pas lui." (Should I follow him and sneak a peek at him? Maybe I can take him home with me. If you don't want him.) I couldn't help but turn around now. "Je suis déjà pris mais je vous remercie." (I am already taken but thank you.) She turned beet red as Jamie laughed. "Ouais, je peux parler assez bien le français. Voilà pourquoi je suis tellement souriant." (Yeah, I can speak French pretty well. That's why I have been smiling so much.) "Je suis désolé. Désolé si vous avez trouvé me inapproprié," she said embarrassed. (I am sorry. Sorry if you have found me inappropriate.) "Il est très bien. Je trouve ça drôle," I replied. (It's fine. I find it funny.) I turned and went to the changing room to get into the blue ones now. I couldn't help but laugh as I stepped out of the changing room and headed back out for another round of photos. It went easier now since she knew I could understand her. She still made some comments about me but she had backed off some. She ordered me to turn around and shake my butt a little. They both laughed as I did my best to do what I was asked. "You shake it better than I can," I said to Jamie. "That's my trademark isn't it?" "Especially when you are riding me," I said. "Owen," she sassed. "You're bad." "I hope she can't understand us," I smiled. "Wouldn't that be funny?" "No," she smiled. "It wouldn't." "I can't wait until I get you home tonight," I teased. "You want me to twerk my hips like that?" she asked. "It's making me hard just thinking about you doing it." "Owen," Jamie sassed. "Bon, revenir à nouveau autour," she ordered. (Ok, turn back around again.) I was a little turned on as I turned back around. My cock was pushing the underwear out just a little more as I turned. Jamie noticed right away as her eyes focused on my cock. She wasn't the only one that smiled as I stood there with my hand on my hip. I pushed it out just a little more as she snapped a few shots. "Le temps d'une pause. Je dois changer la batterie." (Time for a break. I need to change the battery.) "Voulez-vous que je change dans la paire blanc?" I asked. (Do you want me to change into the white pair?) "Oui," she smiled. (Yes) I left the floor and headed back to the changing room again. I pulled the curtain closed and slipped the blue underwear off before tossing them into the corner with the other ones that I had already done. The curtain opened as Jamie slipped inside with me. "Fuck," I croaked. "Haven't you heard of knocking?" "Knocking?" she questioned. "On what, the curtain?" "Touché," I smiled. "How are you doing out there baby?" she asked. "Alright I guess. This isn't my thing." "You look hot out there Owen," she said. "Really hot, I'm turned on. My panties are soaked." "That's a lie," I teased. "You probably aren't wearing any." "I'm wearing some today," she sassed. "It's a tiny little thong though. They are so damp right now. Hmmmm, fuck." That little growl at the end. It made my exposed cock start to swell. She walked to me now, ran her hands across my chest as she looked up at me with those sexy eyes of hers. They said she wasn't lying about being wet. She licked her big lips, which seemed to be swollen more than normal, to wet them. I knew that look, I had seen it a thousand times before. One that spoke to my sexual side and made my cock continue to inflate. I pulled her closer to me and kissed those wet lips of hers. She growled and gasped into my kiss as her nails gently raked my skin from my nipples all the way down to the base of my cock. It sent another chill through my body as she touched my base and curled her small fingers around my mostly swollen cock. She pulled my bottom lip out with her teeth gently before she let go. It stunned me as she squatted down in front of me now and looked at my cock. She licked her lips again as she looked up at me with a look of lust in her eyes now. I watched as she opened her mouth and took me inside. I slowly slid all the way into her mouth in one swallow until I touched the back of her throat. Her heat and pressure from her mouth made me gasp as she held still and let her tongue trace me. "Fuck," I gasped. "Jamie, what about what's her face?" "Hmmm," she growled as she retreated and pulled my cock from her mouth. "Elle a besoin d'une autre batterie. Elle a dû courir au magasin pour en obtenir un," she said softly. (She needs another battery. She had to run to the store to get one.) My cock went back into her mouth before I could process and respond. It took me a second to translate and comprehend what she had just said to me. I felt the back of her throat as she tried to relax and let more of me slide into her mouth. It happened just as I finally processed the information. I felt her teeth gently close around the base of my cock. "How long will that take?" She shrugged her shoulders as I started to come out of her mouth. She teased the tip with her tongue and circled the head before taking me back inside. I couldn't say anything but a long fuck as I felt the back of her throat again. "Hum hmmm," she growled again. She let me slide from her mouth again until I was out. She looked up at me as she held me now and ran her tongue the length of my cock to my sack. She went back up the other side still looking up at me with those eyes. "Stand up," I ordered. She didn't hesitate and stood quickly. I grabbed her hips and turned her into the wall. I forced her against the wall like I was the cops and I was frisking her. She pressed up against the wall as I dropped to my knee behind her and worked the button on her grey dress pants. It opened quickly and the zipper followed just as fast. I worked them off her hips until her perfect ass with the white string splitting the middle came into view. I let them rest right at the bottom of her butt as I kissed the supple flesh on her cheeks. She arched her butt out harder in response to my mouth against her butt. She let me kiss her as I slipped her pants further down her legs until the piled up at her ankles. I used my hand to pull her cheeks apart and expose her cunny covered by the smallest piece of fabric. Both her lips flared open on either side of the cotton but hid her opening for the moment. She was wet just like she said. The white cotton showed how much of her desire had soaked into them. Her little lips were moist as I leaned in and licked the cotton right between her legs. I tasted her desire as she gasped at my tongue touching her. I slipped it under the edge and touched her opening. She brought her hands back and pulled her cheeks open to give me more space. "You're a bad girl Jamie," I teased. "Tell me about it," she sassed right back. "Why are you so wet?" I asked. My finger pressed into her wetness as she gasped. I slipped all the way inside in one push. "Because you are fucking hot in those underwear," she whimpered. "I'm not in them now," I teased more. "I know," she gasped again. "Even hotter now. Fuck, I'm so wet right now." "Bad girl Jamie," I teased again. "Please," she begged now. "Please fuck me." "Jamie," I gasped in mock shock. "Right here?" "Yes," she panted hard. "Fuck, I need you right now." "I don't know about that Jamie," I continued. "What will that lady think when she hears you moaning?" "I don't care," she begged. "Please, don't leave me like this." "Leave you like this?" I asked. My fingers pressing in and out of her as we spoke. "What about me? Look what you have done to me." "I'm so wet Owen," she played along now. "You would slide inside so easily. Please." Her little girl voice was coming out now as she begged. I couldn't ever resist that voice. My fingers curled around her hips and pulled her thong down her legs until it rested at her knees. I never left my spot but pulled my finger from her cunny. She still held herself open as she rested her body against the wall as she waited on me. My tongue took the place of my finger as I tasted her desire now. Her cunny was soaked and leaking her wetness as I pressed into her opening. She gasped as I licked her and circled my tongue against her cunny. "Please Owen," she begged again. "Fuck me." "Since you said please," I teased as I stood. I changed my stance since there was a height difference between us. I pressed my cock against her opening as she still held herself open. I felt myself part her and open her up for the second time today. She seemed wetter and more turned on right now than she did this morning. My cock sank slowly into her as she moaned her desire. My hips touched her ass as I bottomed out inside of her. I held myself close to her and thrust my hips into her now. It was just a short but powerful stroke as I fucked her. My hips slapped against her ass making the sounds of sex fill the small room. Each crash of my body into hers made her ass softly ripple with perfection. I curled my fingers around her body from the front to get between her legs. She let out another whimper as I found her clit and circled it with my fingers. I could already feel her cunny squeezing me as she grew closer to cumming. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 14 "Already?" I asked softly. My mouth was right by her ear. "Fuck," she gasped. "Yes. I told you I was wet." "I can tell," I whispered again. My hot breath hitting her ear as I spoke. Knew it would make her pant more. "Cum for me Jamie. Squeeze my cock with that little pussy of yours. Soak my cock with your cum." Her hips undulated as I held my cock deep inside of her. She started pressing back into me now as I held still and let her fuck me. She was up on her toes as she tried to fuck me with more force. Her muscles tensed as she started to cum. "Fuck," she yelped. "Cumming." I used my hand to cover her mouth as she bucked hard against me and flooded my cock. She panted in a ragged breath around my fingers as she came hard. These little whimpers left her lips as she finished but never slowed down. I withdrew and stepped back. My cock glistened with her cream as I continued backwards to the little bench seat. She wasted no time now. Kicked her boots off her feet then climbed out of her pants and left them on the floor. The thong quickly followed as she threw it at me. I moved my head out of the way as it hit the wall next to me. She followed me to the bench and turned around. She spread her legs around mine as she settled over me. Took my cock into her hand and pointed me to her wet opening. I watched from behind as I split her again and we became one. She took me all the way inside in one stroke. Placed her hands on my knees and started a hard rise and fall. She took me all the way inside before pulling up and letting me slide up her slippery tunnel until I was just inside. Then she dropped her weight down on me until her ass hit my pelvis. The loud slap filled the small room as she panted hard. "Slow down baby," I begged. "I don't want to cum yet." She slowed down as she pulled off of me. Let me slide all the way to her opening before holding and twerking her hips on my tip. Her wetness coated me and leaked all the way down my shaft to my sack. She started to take me back inside now. I disappeared all the way inside as her butt rested against me again. Twerked her hips again as I rested deep inside of her. She repeated this over and over until the tingle in my balls went away. I gripped her hips and started to buck into her now to let her know she could increase the pace. She panted hard before stopping and standing. I slipped from her and thought it was over. Maybe she heard the photographer and it was over. "My legs are still tired from this morning," she sighed. I smiled. "Sit on me again. Face me this time. Feet right here." She didn't question me now. She just did as ordered and climbed into my lap. Her feet rested on the bench next to my hips. Her cunny hung over my cock as it bounced and waited impatiently for her pussy. I pointed it and pressed it between her lips again. Sank part of the way in as I gripped her wrists and brought them to my neck. She got the idea and wrapped her arms around my shoulders and neck to hold me. She was squatting over my body as I rested on the bench below her. I gripped her hips and planted my feet firmly on the cold floor below. I pulled her body to mine as I bucked up and into her. The slaps of sex filled the room again as we crashed together in the middle. Her mouth hung open as she let out a long but silent gasp of pleasure. We were crashing together hard now, my cock touching her end with each plunge. She remained silent with her mouth hung open above me. Her eyes were closed as she enjoyed the ride I was taking her on. "Owen," she panted hard. "Owen...I'm gunna...fuck...hard Owen. Yes...fuck...gunna cum hard..." I never slowed down now. I just listened to her little whimpers and squeaks as she sat above me. Orgasm ripped through her body as she whimpered above me and let it take over her body. Her little cunny squeezed me hard then quivered as she soaked my cock and forced me out. Wetness leaked from her and covered my legs down to the seat below me. Her forehead banged against mine as she bucked with pleasure. She rested her head against mine and panted hard. Her hot breath hitting my face as my cock found her soaking wet opening and slipped back inside. "Fuck Owen," she gasped. "Fuck that was intense." "Umm hmm," I agreed as I slipped deeper inside of her again. "Sorry I banged your head," she whimpered as I filled her again. "Hardly felt it," I offered. She giggled softly as I pressed all the way in then out. She dropped her weight on my lap now and wanted control. I smiled as she still held her head against mine. She started a slow rise and fall. I slipped so easily into her cunny. She was still leaking her wetness as she pressed me all the way into her. I could still feel her cunny quivering as she moaned above me. Her feet slipped behind her as she went to her knees now on the bench. Felt her legs tremble as they pressed up against mine. I finally relaxed my grip on her hips as she found my mouth. It was slow and gentle now, she was still trying to recover from her last orgasm. Those ones always took a lot out of her. Our lips pressed together as she worked her hips and squeezed my cock trying to get me to cum now. I could feel it coming but was holding back hoping I could give her one more. She knew what I was doing as I closed my eyes and concentrated hard so I would cum just yet. She knew all my tricks just like I knew hers. It was like a little game now. She twisted her hips hard and drove me deeper into her cunny. My response was to find her clit with my thumb and circle it. I knew how sensitive it would be right now. She would be on edge again quickly. "Owen?" I heard the photographer. "Jamie? Je suis de retour. Finissons." (I'm back. Let's finish up.) "Fuck," Jamie whispered. "Shhh," I hissed. "Tenez juste une minute," I called. (Hold on just a minute.) "Le temps c'est de l'argent," she called. (Time is money.) Jamie had stopped riding me as we spoke. My thumb hadn't stopped circling her clit though. She whimpered at my stimulation then started rising and falling again. "Où est Jamie?" she asked. (Where is Jamie?) "Elle descendit à faire un appel téléphonique," I lied. (She went down to make a phone call.) "Je vais prendre un verre. Je reviens tout de suite," she called. (I'm going to get a drink. Be right back.) "Prenez votre temps," I called back. (Take your time.) "We better hurry," Jamie whispered. "You better hurry," I teased. "Hmmm fuck," she growled. She picked up the pace and started a hard rise and fall on me now. We softly slapped together. I hoped she had really left to get a drink. I looked up at Jamie as she rose up again. I wanted those swollen lips again. She read my mind and found them with hers. I kissed her hard, tasting her and tangling my tongue around her. She whimpered above me as my thumb left her clit and gripped her hips again. I was pulling her down on me as we both grew close. I started leaving the seat again and met her halfway as we came together in the middle. Her whimpers grew louder as she started again. "Jamie," I gasped. "Quiet." "Sorry," she panted. "Cum with me Owen." "I planned to," I moaned. She dropped down and held me deep. Ground and worked her hips hard over my cock. Flooded me as I started to flood her. Wave after blissful wave left my body and filled hers. She rested her forehead against mine again as we both panted hard. I could just make out those lips of hers and the smile she had on her face. I filled her full before I turned my head and found her neck. I kissed the flush skin under her jaw as she moaned her playful moan. She still tipped her hips and brought pleasure to us in the afterglow. Then she leaned back and smiled at me still. "You are a bad girl," I teased. "I know," she smiled. "But it felt so fucking good. I can't believe how wet you made me." "That's what I do," I said confidently. "Ok Mr. Cocky," she giggled. "Get dressed so we can get this over with." "Yeah," I smiled. "I can't find the white underwear she wanted me to wear though." "You could wear mine." "Your size zero isn't going to fit my big ass," I chuckled. "I'll get dressed and find them for you," she giggled. She slipped from me now. My seed dribbled from her cunny and caught against her leg. She looked around for something to clean herself. "Use my beanie," I offered. Her dirty side came out now. Used her finger to scoop me from her leg before she brought it to her mouth and licked her fingers. She repeated as more of me dripped out. I sat there with a dumb look on my face as she pulled her fingers from her mouth. Never missed a beat as she dipped between my legs and took my cock into her mouth. I moaned as she sucked my half deflated cock and cleaned me. By the time she was done it was almost hard and bounced with my heartbeat again. She shook her head. "I can't believe you sometimes. I don't know how." "What have I always said?" I asked. "Yeah, it has a mind of its own," she giggled. I sat there and watched her slip her thong up her legs and cover her cunny. She picked her pants up and shook them before getting them back up her legs. Her boots followed and just as quickly as she slipped into the room she was gone. I sat there and rested thinking about how crazy we were sometimes. It made us fun though. I stood as she returned and pulled the curtain open again. "Here you go sexy," she sassed. "Get them on and get out there. She is waiting for you." "Yes ma'am," I sighed. I walked back into the room and stood in front of the white wall to do the last round. Jamie sat there contently as the photographer returned with a bottle of water and found her camera again. We went straight into poses and finished up quickly. I left the room and got changed back into my clothes before heading down to her office. They sat around the computer and looked over the photos before choosing three to send off to Carrie for her choice on which one she liked the best. The reply came within ten minutes with her choice. They picked the photo and made a layout. "I'm never going to hear the end of this," I sighed. "What?" Jamie asked. "This is going to be plastered all over the locker room when training camp starts." She laughed. "Shouldn't there be pictures of girls on the walls?" "This is too good for them not to bust my balls about," I sighed. "Thank you Owen," she smiled. "Thank you for being a good sport and helping me out." "How could I resist those little puppy dog eyes you gave me?" I asked. "You didn't have to," she said. "But thank you for doing this anyway." "It made you smile Jamie. It was worth it." I left shortly after and did my overdue workout before heading back to the apartment to study more French and then relax. I had a pretty good grasp of the language but I still wanted to learn more. I relaxed after that and did another light workout before waiting for her to come home. She got home late that evening. She said she was sorry but she had to get everything finished. I told her it was fine. I knew the day was going to be long when it started off bad. We bundled up and left the apartment and headed out to find dinner. We strolled along holding hands and taking in the sights as we walked. We had seen it plenty over the past few weeks since we had been here but it was always different every time we went out. We ate at a small café and had a casual conversation about what we were going to do once she finished this assignment. She suggested Sweden since we had never made it there but I declined this time. It was cold here, Sweden would only be colder. I wanted to see Sweden in the springtime when it was warmer so we could be outside and enjoy the sights. "Maybe we should just go home," I offered. "Or we could go see Jordan and Kelly and the new baby." "That's not a bad idea Owen," she smiled. "I never thought of that." "We might not get a chance if we don't go now. We have Berlin coming up in a few weeks. Then who knows where you will go from there." "True," she smiled again. "Let me talk to her tonight and see if it's ok for us to come." "Sweden will always be there," I offered. "Yeah," she said picking up her fork and getting another bite of food. "It will." We finished dinner then headed out on a walk before we went home. We loved walking the city at night and seeing the sights. It was different each time we went out and we never grew tired of it. We loved the city itself, she just didn't like coming here all the time for the work. Berlin was going to be a nice change of pace since the office was smaller and less stressful. We passed by the tower and took in the sights before we crossed over one of the bridges. I stopped and leaned against the railing to look at the water below. She followed my lead and leaned against my side while she held my chest. We listened to the tour boat pass through the water below us and give the tour of the city. "I love you Owen," she whispered to me. "I love you to baby," I smiled. She leaned into me more and wanted a kiss. I didn't hesitate and found her lips in a soft kiss. It was just a simple kiss that said I love you and I never thought I could be this happy in life. She smiled up at me once we stopped. The look in her eyes told me how much she loved me and how happy she was living this life with me. We both turned to look out at the water and all the people still filling the streets even at this time of night. Her knee brushed against one of the many locks that were shackled to the fence on the bridge. She looked down at it then turned to me again. "I never could figure out what all these things are for." I smiled at her. "Creepy Vinnie told me about them." "Oh, he did," she giggled a little. "It's the touristy thing to do in the city of love," I explained. "You get a lock and write your name on it along with the person you are in love with on it. Then you chain it to the fence and throw the keys into the river. The story says that you are stuck together forever once you throw the key away." "I wonder how many keys are at the bottom of the river?" she questioned. "A lot judging by how many locks there are," I offered. "We should do it," she smiled shyly. "If you want to that is." "The lock shop is right over there," I pointed. "I've been by it a hundred times when I go for my runs." I took her hand and pulled her along towards the lock shop. We bought a lock and used a marker to write our names on them. Jamie drew a heart around our names before we walked back to the center of the bridge and found a little space near the top. She hooked it around the fence and waited for my hand to cover hers before we both closed the lock. We both turned now with the keys in hand and threw them into the water. We heard one hit the water then the other. "You're stuck with me now," she teased. "I wouldn't want to be anywhere else but stuck," I smiled. She smiled up at me and showed me her white teeth as she did. I loved that smile. It was a content and loving smile that I had grown to love over the years with her. But I wanted something more than just a lock chained to a bridge in Paris. I reached into my pocket and felt the little ring box as I did. "I don't consider being with you as being stuck," I said. "I love you Jamie, more than I ever thought I could love somebody. I've loved you all my life to be honest, I just didn't know how much I really did love you until now." "Yeah," she smiled shyly. I think she knew what I was doing but she wanted to let me continue. "Do you remember that night on the beach when we first kissed?" I asked. "How could I forget?" she smiled sweetly at me. "I was terrified that I had just made the biggest mistake of my life," I chuckled a little. "But I knew in that moment that my life had changed forever. I had just kissed the person who I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. I didn't know it back then, I just knew my life had changed and for the better." "It's kind of like now. Life is going to take us places that we had never thought possible. And I can't see myself going through life without you by my side. You give me purpose and meaning in my life and make me the happiest man alive. I love you so much because of that." "We have been through a lot together Jamie. We've fought the battles that would break a normal couple. Our love is far from ordinary, it's extraordinary, and the life we are going to share together will be extraordinary because of that." She smiled at me still as I paused and pulled the box from my pocket now. "I guess what I'm trying to say is...will you take my hand and never let go. Will you show the world with me that we aren't afraid and we won't be broken?" "Yes!" she cheered. "Of course I will. I already told you to take my hand and never let go." "This is my way of showing you I don't want to let go." "The ring is small Jamie, but it's important to me," I said as I opened the box. "I know," she smiled tenderly at me. "It was your moms. And I don't care if it's small, it's coming from you and that means more to me than anything in the world. I know how important she was to you so by you giving me this ring it tells me how important I am to you." "The most important thing in the world to me Jamie. Maybe I should tell you more often." "It's not who you are Owen," she offered. "But I know, it's the way you look at me, that's how I know." She smiled up at me as I placed the ring on her finger and held her hands once it was in place. I kissed her now, a slow and tender kiss that told her how much I really did love her. I could feel the love in her tender kisses as she kissed me back. "Thank you Owen," she smiled sweetly at me now. "Thank you for being so good to me. I don't know what I did to deserve you sometimes but I'm thankful for each and every day that I wake up next to you." "I don't know either. But I'm always going to be there for you and I'm going to give you all of me so you have the best life you can possibly have." "I know you will," she said as she looked into my eyes. "And I love you so much because of that. You treat me the way I've always dreamed of being treated when I was younger. I've always dreamed love could feel like this but I didn't know it could actually come true until you kissed me that night. Ever since that night I knew my life was going to be better because you were a part of me." "You couldn't of said it better Jamie," I offered. "Me and you, forever." "Forever and ever," she smiled. "Forever and ever," I agreed. ***** Thanks for reading. Comments are always welcome. It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 15 This is a work of fiction. Names, character's, businesses, places, events and incidents are either products of the authors imagination or used in a factitious manor. Any resemblance to actual events is purely coincidental. ***** The past six weeks had been quite the adventure since that night in Paris. We headed home after the assignment had ended and spent a week in New York. Then we went to Alabama to see Jordan and Kelly and the new baby. We told them we were getting married and we needed their services as the best man and the matron of honor. They were so happy for us and gladly accepted the job. After that we went to Berlin for three weeks before going home again. We went to Florida and told our parents that we were getting married and soon. We wanted to get married in early June before training camp and the preseason started. If we didn't do it before then, we wouldn't be able to until February after the season was over. After that we were back on the road again. This time it was Barcelona. So far this was my favorite place we had gone. It was near the water, the temps were pleasant and her office was just around the corner. There wasn't a whole lot for her to do here but buy a few things and make sure things were running smoothly before we headed home again. I was thankful that Carrie sent her here this time around. It gave us a really good chance to plan the wedding and get everything in order. "What do you think about these?" Jamie cheered as she came into the living room. "What is it?" I asked. "The center pieces I'd like to have on the tables." "They look nice," I offered. "Or do you think we should use these?" She pointed to a picture of another center piece she had looked at earlier in the week. "I like those ones," I smiled. She looked at my look and giggled a little. "You don't really care do you?" "Well," I paused. "I like them but I'm not going to notice them. I'm going to be focused on you." "Typical guy," she sassed. "We need to figure out where exactly we are going to get married," I said. "You've given a list of ideas but you haven't really said firmly where you want to do this at." "I kind of like the beach idea at sunset like Kelly did." "That was nice and it would be a sentimental thing since that's where we had our first real kiss but..." "But what?" she asked. "Dad said you couldn't hear the vows and you couldn't see us because the sun was blinding them and the waves drowned out their voices." "True," she smiled. "But it did provide us some cover when we snuck off after the pictures." "You were such a bad girl," I smiled as I thought about it. "But you didn't turn me down," she sassed. "I'd never turn you down," I smiled. "Well...where do you want to do it then?" she asked. "Maybe Paris on the bridge where you asked me. I've seen it done there before. That's sentimental." "How is everybody going to afford that? How are Jordan and Kelly going to get here with a baby? And Bobby and Mary? Libby is still going to be our flower girl isn't she?" "Yeah," she sighed. "You're right." "I like that idea but I just don't think it's feasible to have everyone come all the way over here." "Do you have an idea?" she asked. "Actually," I smiled. "I just thought of one. What if...what if we ask Steve if we can use the house and have it there? Its big enough, it's not too far and it's out of the way." "That's a brilliant idea Owen," she cheered. "I didn't even think of that." "I'm not just a pretty face," I smiled. "No," she teased. "Maybe sexy, but not pretty." "Hey," I joked. "Be nice bad girl." She shrilled as I stepped forward and smacked her butt hard. The thin material of her capri pants did nothing to protect her ass from my hard smack. "Ouch Owen," she cried. "That hurt." "Sorry," I said. "Kiss it and make it better," she sassed in her little girl voice. "Bring it here," I smiled. She turned and backed up to me as I sat on the couch. My hands caught her hips and pulled her a little closer to me. She giggled a little as my fingers felt the soft skin of her tummy. I lifted her shirt up a little and saw the dimples on her back right at her waistline. I wet my lips and kissed her spine right where her pants started on her back. "You smacked my butt Owen," she sassed. "Kiss lower." "I'll get there," I teased. My fingers curled around her waist and pulled her pants gently off her hips. Her white lacy boy shorts slowly came into view as her pants left her hips and slid down her legs. I could see the slight red mark on her cheek where I had hit her and I did kind of feel bad. My fingers curled around her waist again and hooked the elastic of her panties. I slowly worked them down her hips as I started kissing her back then down to the cheek I had hit. She let out a soft moan as her panties slipped down her legs and joined her pants at her ankles. I let my fingers curl around her hips until I touched her pelvis and the smooth skin that led to her cunny. My lips were working her butt, placing wet and gentle kisses on her skin. I kissed the red hand print on her ass a few times as she stood there and let me kiss her. I worked my hand around her body to her ass. I cupped it firmly and felt the tender flesh in my fingers. I parted her cheek away from her butt and exposed her cunny in the middle. I smiled to myself as her pink lips opened and showed her excitement already. A little white pearl of moisture hung in the middle. I circled my fingers around her butt until I touched her cunny. My middle finger spread the juice around on the way to her clit. She was already excited as my finger touched her clit and bumped the excited nub. She let out another moan as one of my fingers slipped into her. "That's not my butt Owen," she cooed. "It's not?" I teased. "No," she sassed. "Oh, should I stop?" "No," she whimpered. My finger curled deep inside of her cunny and touched her spot on the inside. Her legs twisted just a little in pleasure before I kissed her cheek again. My other hand started to move under her shirt and up her firm but soft tummy. I let my fingers trace her skin as my lips climbed higher up on her butt again until I was at the small of her back. I licked her spine until I reached her shirt. She moaned above me as her hips started to turn against my probing fingers now. I felt them turn ever so slightly at first but now she was pressing her cunny harder into my touch now. Her foot carefully slipped from her pants as she pulled it free. She stood wider now and let my fingers tease her better with more space. I wanted to taste her now. I could feel her juice leaking from her and running on my fingers. I turned her softly at the hips until she faced me. I silently directed her with my hands until she moved where I wanted her. I didn't move from the couch, I made her rest her free foot on the couch at my side while the other stayed on the floor. She opened her legs wide and moved her hips closer to my lips as I leaned in. I took a long lick and let my tongue linger on her lips as I tasted her. I knew she was turned on and her taste confirmed that. It was sweet but strong like she always was when she was wet like she was. I flicked her clit with the back of my tongue once I finished my long lick. I kept teasing it, flicking it with the back of my tongue then using the tip to press on it. It didn't take her long to moan loudly and run her fingers through my hair. She curled them through my hair and pulled me tighter to her cunny as I lapped at her. I used my hands to grip her butt and pull her harder to my face so I could control her undulations. She started turning her hips harder as my tongue continued working her clit. One hand had slipped away from her butt and opened her up. It brought her clit out further and really let me tease it. My lips closed around it as she humped her hips against my face now. Her gasps were louder as she started to cum. Just these little whimpers and squeaks left her mouth as my tongue circled her until she pulled away. She had this smoldering sexual look of lust on her face as she smiled down at me. Her hands went quickly to my shorts and pulled on them. I lifted from the couch and let her take them all the way to my ankles. I was barely settled on the couch before she was straddling me and resting in my lap. My cock found her wetness quickly as she settled her light weight on my cock. I gasped at how quickly and easily I sank into her cunny. Her cheeks rested on my thighs as her cunny squeezed my cock. Her mouth found mine as my hands gripped her butt again and gave it a firm squeeze. She started turning her hips against me. My cock was sliding along her wetness and feeling it grip me with perfection. She gasped into my kiss as her hips eagerly turned against me. I started lifting from the couch to press into her further. We were slapping together now as she panted in my face. She changed the pace as she whimpered above me. She settled on my cock and started grinding on me. My cock was pressing so deep into her center now. Every twist of her hips let my cock touch her end. She was so slippery and wet right now, white wetness was running from her and coating my sack as she panted above me. She looked down at me as she started to rise and fall on me again. My cock would travel the length of her cunny until just the tip remained inside. Then she would drop back down and let me burry myself all the way until I touched her end. I was pulling her hips harder as she dropped in my lap. I loved that feeling of plunging all the way into her and touching her end. We changed silently now. She left my lap and moved to the couch next to me. I stood and looked at her as she leaned down and offered her cunny to me from behind. My feet slipped out of my shorts as I stood and turned to get behind her. Her cunny looked perfect right about now. Swollen and wet, the pink little folds looked so good I had to taste them again. I leaned down and gave her a firm lick tasting her desire. She growled and gripped the back of the couch as my tongue touched her lips. I tongued her hole for a minute and tasted what she leaked. She looked over her shoulder at me and begged me with her eyes. My tongue felt good but she wanted my cock. I couldn't resist those eyes and the way they looked at me. I stood again and found her puss with my cock. I slowly opened her up and watched her pink lips part as the head stretched her open and let me sink into her. I let myself sink into her as she squeezed the couch and turned her knuckles white. She let out another long moan as I reached my max and started to pull out. I plunged into her with a steady pace. I watched her ass ripple with perfection as my hips bumped into it with each stroke. She moaned loudly and started her dirty talk. I loved that side of Jamie. You'd never think she would be the way she was behind closed doors. I was the only one who got to see that side of her though and I loved her because of it. She arched her back more and brought her ass higher in the process. I was pressing down into her cunny as I stood on my toes and picked up the pace a little more. Her cries became more urgent as she grew closer to release. Her legs started trembling as her orgasm tore through her body. Her body shook as she started pressing back into me. I had to grab her body and steady her so she wouldn't slip away. Her one arm fell away from the couch and gripped my forearm as I steadied her. Her nails dug into my skin as she cried out in pleasure. Her cunny squeezed my cock and sent me over the edge now. Her wetness flooded my cock as my cock filled her with my seed. She lifted herself from the couch as my arms pulled her to my body. I was still flooding her cunny as her mouth found mine. We placed these hungry and passionate kisses on each other as my cock still emptied into her. My hips still turned into her as the last of my seed left my body. We slowed to almost a stop as we both finished. She panted into my face as she smiled her content and loving smile at me. I loved the way those blue eyes looked at me. I loved the way she smiled and softly stoked my face with her hand. I found her neck and kissed her there as my fingers traced her throat. Felt her breath catch as I traced her neck. She chewed her lip the way she did as I looked at her face again. "Hmm, fuck Owen," she growled. "I know," I smiled. "Too bad you have to go back to work now." "Hmm," she growled again. "There wasn't a whole lot going on there today. Maybe I can call off for the rest of the day and spend it in bed with you." "That would be twice this week," I teased. She giggled now. "I have been skipping work a lot haven't I?" "It's up to you baby," I teased still. "I could go for seconds. And thirds." "Bad boy," she sassed in her little girl voice. "Tomorrow's Friday, then we have the weekend to do whatever. I better go back in." I slipped from her but caught her before she could turn and leave. I found her mouth and kissed her lightly. My tongue found hers as we tangled them slowly together. I tasted her kiss for a minute before I finally let her go. "I love you baby," I smiled. She smiled up at me. Her perfect and content smile that said she loved me without a word. "Love you too Owen." She kissed me again before she slipped by me. I watched her go before I put my shorts back on and looked at the center piece she had brought home for my opinion. It looked nice and it would do. "Do you really like it?" she asked. "Yeah," I smiled. "It's perfect." "Do you want me to call Carrie and ask her or are you going to call Steve?" "I'll call," I replied. "It was my idea." "Alright baby," she cheered. "I'll be back by five so we can get some dinner." "Later baby," I smiled. The apartment was quiet now that she had left. I sat on the couch for a moment and decided if I wanted to work out again or not. I had hit it pretty hard this morning so I was thinking about not doing another one until tomorrow. My phone started ringing from the bedroom. It was very unusual for me to get a call on my phone when we were overseas. "Hey Phil," I answered. "Owen," he cheered. "I didn't wake you did I?" "No," I chuckled. "I don't think we are on the same side of the pond." "Oh?" he questioned. "Where are you?" "Barcelona Spain." "Shit," he chuckled. "I guess we aren't are we?" "Nope," I chuckled with him. "It's that time of year you know? Offseason and traveling with Jamie." "How's it going over there? Am I missing much?" "If you don't like beautiful women then you ain't missing much," I joked. "I'll be on the next flight over then," he laughed. "I'll come pick you up." "No, no," he laughed still. "I've got a lot going on over here. No time for a vacation right at the moment." "You getting ready for the draft?" I asked. "Yeah," he replied. "You know how it is." "Not really," I joked. "It's busy right now," he offered. "I bet." "Listen, the reason I called you is I have a little bit of business to discuss with you." "Alright," I sighed. "What do you have?" "New York called me and asked me if you would be interested in being traded." "Traded?" I asked taken aback. "Did they give a reason? I pissed them off with the sideline thing didn't I?" "No," he chuckled. "They forgot all about that as soon as the kick went wide left. They have bigger things to worry about than that." "Ok?" I questioned. "It's nothing you did Owen. It's all business." "Ok?" "It's nothing against you Owen, trust me. I've been around long enough to know that. It's just a business thing. They screwed up and they have to make a move to fix their own fuck up." "I don't understand," I sighed. "Let me explain so you have a little better understanding of what's happening," he sighed. "What's his face played really well the season before you got there so he held out so he could get the deal he wanted and he did. Last year he played like shit. He got hurt, he didn't produce, so on and so forth. You came in and played very well for a rookie. You started three games, played in a few others and played very well. You may not have won all those game but you kept the games competitive. You scored points, made good plays and showed the team you are ready to be a starter." "This season you are going to come in there and most likely get the starting spot. I can't see you not getting it. You have a year under your belt. You understand the ins and outs of the pros now and your game is only going to improve. He's on the downslide right now. He's getting older and that one good year was probably his peak. You follow me so far?" "I guess," I sighed. "If I'm that good then why would they want to trade me?" "Business Owen," he sighed. "It's all about the dollars. I see it going like this. You get that starting spot next year and play well. You give the team a winning record and maybe you take them to the playoffs. The following season I come in there and tell them you want more money and a new deal to secure your future. You need X amount of money to be happy and comfortable. You know the drill." "Yeah," I smiled to myself. More money did sound good to me. "The problem with that is pretty simple. They signed him to a four year deal worth a lot more money than I would have paid him given his age and résumé. With you wanting more money, it's going to cut into the cap space by having two high dollar quarterbacks on the roster. They won't be able to attract talent in other positions without them having money to offer." "The logical thing seems simple and I know it's what you're thinking. Trade him away to free up some cap space. And they want to do that but who's going to take a guy with that amount of money attached to his name at that stage of his career? I can't think of anybody." "So you think of the next option. Dump him and focus on you. And that's all fine and dandy but...if they dump him they still have to pay him the guaranteed money he has coming to him and it's still going to count against the cap. They are in a no win situation right now so they have to clear up some cap space to save their asses." "Hmm," I sighed as I thought. "They don't want to trade you Owen but they have to really. They are going to pick another quarterback in the draft, sign him to a three year deal and wait for the other contract to expire. With the CBA deal they just signed, the new guy can't come in there and ask for the moon. He's bound by the deal for three years. In three years the other contract runs out and he gets dumped that way." "I guess," I sighed. "It makes sense if you look at it that way." "They are doing you a favor by asking you this to be honest," Phil said. "They could do the dick move and dump your contract and pay you the two hundred they owe you in guaranteed money and tell you good luck. Then you would have to try and find a team and hope for the best. If they trade you, they will help sell you just like I'm going to help sell you. It sounds complicated and it is but...this is a better deal to take a trade rather than take your chances again." "Well," I sighed long and hard. "Who is interested in me?" "I can think of four teams off the top of my head. I haven't made any calls since I have to ask you about it first. We put that no trade clause in your contract so you have to clear it before you can be traded." "How long have you known about this?" I interrupted him. "I found out about it last night around five. I was busy so I told them I would get ahold of you today and give them an answer as quick as I could." "Ok," I sighed. "So who is interested in me?" "Like I said I haven't made any calls but four teams come to mind since they are looking for a quarterback. Oakland, Tampa, Miami, and Cleveland." It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 15 "You can forget about Oakland," I hissed. "I'll make a note of that," he chuckled. "What about Tampa?" I asked. "That would be cool since it's close to where I grew up." "You don't want anything to do with Tampa Owen," he said quickly. "It would be a nice story but that's about all it would be is a nice story. If you hated losing in New York, you're going to hate losing in Tampa just as much." "Why?" "Ownership sucks Owen," he said flatly. "They have a coaching carousel down there. They don't have a line to protect you, they have one decent receiver, no running backs, and I couldn't tell you anyone on defense but the one guy that I work for. Until they actually take winning seriously, I'd stay way far away from them. The only thing you are going to get out of Tampa is being on somebody else's highlight reel." "Since you put it that way," I sighed. "Where should I go then?" "Miami is the place to go. They had three different quarterbacks start last season so they don't have a clear starter. They have a pretty good line, good receivers, an up and coming back, and the defense plays very well. Hell, with all the change at quarterback they still almost made the playoffs." "The coaches are good. The system they run fits your style of play. You're not the classic, drop back, pocket passer like New York is trying to make you. They use boot legs and quarterback movement to create angles and passing lanes. It's right up your alley and you will only excel if you get into that type of system." "The city itself is a great place to be too. You have South Beach, the malls, and lots of fashion for Jamie. The real estate is top notch, the weather is perfect, and the fans are very loyal. Now I'm not saying that you will end up in Miami, it's just something I can think of from the top of my head. You have to give me the green light to send my feelers out there and see what is really out there." "Is there any way I can stay in New York?" I asked. "Jamie has her job up there, I've got a place up there, I've got friends up there. It would be a huge change to move anywhere from there. Jamie and I are finally at a place in our lives where we are really, really happy and I don't want to change a whole lot." "Look, I know it's hard and it's going to be a big change but I think this could be a very good change. It would get you out of New York and put you on a team that needs just that one last piece of the puzzle to really compete for a championship. New York is nice but let's face it, they are aging and they have a lot of cap issues. They won't get good for at least five more years if they play their cards right and start rebuilding now. You don't want to wait five years to even complete for a title. I hate to play the devil's advocate but...what if the what if happens? The average career for a player is about six years. You don't want to spend the next five playing for nothing. Get on a team that has a chance now." I sighed long and hard now as I thought. "Owen, I get this all the time. You're a smart kid but you aren't thinking like the owners think. This is a business. No matter how it looks on TV or on paper, it's not a game. It's a business and they are going to make a business move whether you want them to or not. I get you like it there because you have everything going for you right now, but you have to stop thinking like you are in college and think like a business man." "He's not getting traded. At least I can't imagine him getting traded. With his lack luster season last year, his off the field comments about the team, his age, and his contract that he would take with him if he were traded, it just doesn't look good. If I was an owner or GM, I wouldn't even consider touching him. You on the other hand, you had a great season given what you had to work with. You've got a great football IQ and played with more poise than your experience shows. You're something a team is looking for. I'd get out while the getting is good. Otherwise they might just say sorry kid, it's just the nature of the business and see you later. Then what do you do?" I sighed again. "I guess go ahead and explore my options. I don't know how I'm going to break it to Jamie. She got her career off to a great start but this is going to put a damper on that. I can't see her staying in New York while I'm somewhere else. We have already fought that battle and are done with it. Plus, I just asked her to marry me." "You did?" he cheered. "Congratulations Owen. I figured that was coming sooner or later." "Yeah," I smiled. "We have been busy planning everything out." "That's another thing you have to think about then," he said. "You and Jamie are getting hitched, you know what happens next don't you? You guys are going to start a family." "Yeah, eventually we will," I chuckled. "So she can't be traveling forever," he offered. "Somebody is going to have to focus on raising a family. With you playing, you can't be there all the time." "We planned for that already. She was going to step away from traveling once we got married and the season started. She was just going to stay in New York and work from there." "You get a new deal and it secures your future," he said. "That's one less thing you'd have to worry about in the future." "I suppose you're right," I sighed. "You're going to be ok Owen," Phil said confidently. "You are going to go someplace with more opportunity and sign a big deal next year and make more money than you ever thought possible. You just have to get through the uncertainness of moving and you will be just fine. You are a great athlete and the sky is the limit for you. Don't be stuck on New York. Take the opportunity and the experience and learn from it." "I guess so," I sighed. "I kind of feel...let down in some way. Like they don't want me or something." "It's business Owen," Phil said again. "But use that as motivation to improve and play with a chip on your shoulder. Show them they made a mistake by trading you." "Well," I smiled now. "If I do go to Miami I would get to play them twice a year." "Alright," he laughed a little. "Listen, I have one more thing I'd like to run by you if you don't mind?" "I'm listening." "I know a guy who has worked with some of the big names in the sport to develop them more for playing in the pros. I'm not saying you are a bad player, I'm just saying he can elevate your game and bring you from good to better to maybe elite if you give him a chance. You have the mental aspect of the game down pretty well. You decipher defenses better than I have ever seen for such a young player. You have intangibles that GMs look for when they try to find a future player. The only thing you need to continue to improve on is your footwork and your mechanics. This guy will find a comfortable set up for you and get you comfortable with it. It will only elevate your game to the next level if you give him a chance." "Where do I sign up?" I asked. "I'll give him a call and see what he has. But...you would have to spend a month or so of your time with him. It wouldn't be go and visit him for a day and then go home to do whatever it is that you do. It's a commitment if you do it. I'm throwing a lot at you but it's an investment that will pay off." "I'm willing to commit if it means I'll have a better chance at running the show and not watching the show," I replied. "That's what I like to hear Owen. I'll give him a call here in a few minutes and get you in. Then I'll call New York and let them know you are willing to be traded. Then I'll call around and see what teams are interested in you. It might be tomorrow before I call back but I'll get back with you. I've got a lot of other stuff happening right now." "Just don't send me to Oakland Phil," I joked. "I don't think Jamie would like that very much." "I'll make sure you don't end up there," he chuckled. "So, when's the big day and what should I get you guys?" "The first week in June. Just bring yourself, I don't need anything." "Is this my official invite?" he chuckled. "It's going to be in the mail here shortly. I have to make a call and get the wedding site squared away before I print out the invitations." "You're really going to invite me?" he asked. "Well, yeah. Why wouldn't I? I don't just consider you my agent, I consider you my friend too." "Well...friend," he chuckled. "I'll look for the invitation and I'll get on the search to find you a new home." "Thanks phil." "We will be in touch Owen. If not today then tomorrow." I hung up the phone and sighed to myself. Here we go again, life is pulling us in different directions all over again. * Jamie and I both got up early the next morning. We were both in the living room laying on the floor doing our own morning routines for workouts. I was doing pushups, sit-ups and some stretching. She was on the floor next to me stretching and doing some yoga to relax herself. I hadn't said anything about the phone call from Phil yet. In my mind I knew my time in New York was all but over but I still had hope that maybe it would work out somehow. I had just finished a set and I was resting on the floor looking over at Jamie. She smiled at me softly as she pushed herself from the floor and arched her back hard, forming a bridge with her body. The years of dance and cheer still left her body more than flexible. She curled her body around and could almost stick her head between her legs at her feet. She held the pose and smiled at me as I watched her. I glanced at her face and returned her smile before looking a little higher to her cunny. The tight boy shorts she wore right now clung to her cunny and made a defined outline of her middle. I looked for a minute before she pushed her feet up to the ceiling and started doing a handstand with little effort. She held the pose for a moment before she twirled around and gently returned to the floor on her tummy. I watched her as she lay there for just a moment. I followed the soft curves of her body down to her ass. The way it stuck off her body was tantalizing at the moment. It was this perfect curve of flesh that pushed away and stuck out so perfectly. Of course she noticed I was looking and arched her back just a little to push it out further. I looked at it for another moment before I rolled to my stomach and got ready for another set of pushups. She smiled and tried to copy me now. We went up and down together for about twenty before she started to slow down and I pulled ahead of her. I continued on as she stopped and rested on her tummy again. I did about fifty in that set before I stopped and rolled to my back. I lifted my legs up and held them before starting some butterfly kicks. She quickly rolled over and followed my lead and did them with me. We finished then rested again. There was still this playfulness between us as we lay there. She smiled at me with her perfect smile and giggled a little when I blew her a kiss. She rolled on her side as I lay there and watched her. She started lifting her one leg in the air until it was stretched vertical. My eyes darted to the gap between her legs as she did. I couldn't quite see what was between but I let my imagination fill in the blanks. "Perv," she sassed. "I know," I chuckled. She rolled over to do the other leg now. I still watched as she lifted. Her boy shorts pulled tight against the center and hugged her cheeks just right. I was tempted to roll over and touch her right in between but I resisted for now. I turned over and got ready to do more pushups. I started again as she rolled over and watched me. "Show off," she teased. "You do just fine for a girl," I offered. "Yeah, yeah," she giggled again. "Get on my back please." "You have to get twenty out of this one," she ordered. "Shouldn't be a problem," I smiled. She rested her body on my back and gripped my chest as I started. Her weight wasn't hard to lift but it added a little extra strain. I did ten easily then slowed to really stress my body by going slow. I reached nineteen before she tickled my sides and made me drop to the floor. We both lay there laughing as she continued to tickle me. "Cheater," I chuckled. "I know," she giggled. She pressed her weight on my body again and kissed my neck. Her wet little kiss sent a chill down my spine as she did. I just lay there with a smile on my face as she kissed my neck wetly to tease me. "I love you," she whispered. I turned now until I was on my back. She rolled with me until she was face to face with me. Her nails lightly scratched my chest as she lowered herself down until my mouth found hers. It was a tender kiss now. She giggled between kisses as our tongues traced each other's. My hands started running the length of her body until I was at her hips. I felt the little points on her sides before my hands cupped her ass and gave it a firm squeeze. I slipped my fingers inside her panties and cupped her ass skin to skin. She let out a growl as my fingers traced her lips. I felt her wetness as I teased the soft flesh between her legs. She giggled into my kiss before she pulled away and looked at me with her smile. "I'm wet," she said seductively. "You don't say," I teased. "Umm hmm," she growled. "Take your panties off and I will see what I can do about that," I smiled. "You take them off," she sassed. We both rolled now as she shrilled with laughter. She was on her back with me between her legs. I sat on my heels and gripped her panties and started to pull them from her body. She yielded and lifted her ass off the floor to let me take them. I rolled them from her legs and tossed them aside before looking at her cunny. It was already wet as the pink folds parted slightly. I looked back at her face as I started to slide my shorts off my hips. She chewed her bottom lip as I tossed them to the floor next to her panties. "Come on," I said standing. She reached for my hands and let me pull her from the floor. I picked her up once she was standing and held her. She wrapped her arms and legs around my body. She climbed higher into my grip as I pointed my cock to her cunny. My head opened her pink folds and as she slowly let her body drop. I slipped in so easily now as she held my body and let me fill her. I adjusted my grip so my arms were under her legs and holding her up. It opened her up more and let me sink just a little deeper into her cunny. She trusted me completely and let me hold her. Her hands cupped my face and pulled me into her kiss. She had a little more passion behind her kiss now. Her tongue dug deeper into my mouth as my hips turned and pressed into her. Little whimpers slipped from her mouth as my cock touched her end with each turn of my hips. I turned us now and started moving us towards the couch. I leaned with her and gently set her on the couch. She pulled her legs to her chest and opened herself up more for me. I leaned my body down so I could saw into her quicker. I slipped in and out of her quickly as she whimpered below me. I smiled down at her as she closed her eyes and let the pleasure run through her body. I loved that look on her face. The way her nose wrinkled and her mouth hung open as I pressed so deep into her cunny. Her hips started to turn against my cock now with more urgency. I drove into her faster until she was just about to start before I pulled out. I quickly slipped my fingers into her cunny and curled them around to touch her spot. She panted loudly as she started to cum hard. Her wetness flooded my hand as I curled my fingers in her cunny. I could feel it leaking from her as I slowed just a little and let her thrash around on the couch. White wetness leaked from her as I slipped my fingers from her. I smiled at her as she lay there panting hard trying to recover. She gave her seductive smile at me before she turned from the couch. She was on her knees next to me leaning on the couch. Her ass was pushed out and waiting for me to take her from behind. I quickly moved behind her and opened her up. My cock found her quickly and slipped back into her. Her cunny gripped me tightly but was soaking wet at the same time. I changed my stance and stood on my feet but leaned over her body. She gasped at how far I was pushed into her now. She arched her back harder and brought it higher off the couch. I pushed into her hard and fast. My hips banged into her ass and made it ripple with perfection. There was a chorus of whimpers and moans as we both started fucking each other now. I dropped off my feet as I felt myself closing in on release. I leaned down her body and kissed her neck. I loved the feel of her skin against mine. I placed these wet kissed on her neck as she growled her sexual growl. My hips pressed myself deep into her as I felt myself start to release. She wasn't far behind and started flooding me as I flooded her. We both gasped one last time before I rested against her back and held her. I could feel her smiling as I lay there for a moment and basked in the afterglow of release. She turned her head and looked back at me. This perfect and content smile on her face as she looked at me. I kissed her softly before I pulled free and stood now. She climbed to her feet and took me into her arms. "I love you Owen. How could I ask for more?" "I know I couldn't," I smiled. She smiled at me again and kissed me once more before she slipped away. "Can you get breakfast started so I can get ready?" "Sure baby," I said. I started cooking as she got ready. By the time she was dressed I had everything ready for her and waiting. She joined me at the table and started digging in. "Phil called me yesterday," I sighed. "Yeah, and?" I sighed hard. "I'm probably going to be traded." "Traded? To where?" "I don't know yet. He is looking into it." "Why?" "Business," I sighed. "That's what he says anyway. He says the team needs to free up some cap room so I'm on the list." "But you don't make that much money," she said quickly. "How is trading you going to help?" "Phil seems to think I'm going to be the starter this season. Next year he will ask for more money since I would deserve that if I do well. There wouldn't be enough cap space to fund two high dollar quarterbacks so there choices are to trade me now or trade the other guy. He seems to think that nobody will want him so I'm the one who has to go." "That seems kind of shitty," she hissed. "I know," I sighed. "It just sucks. We have everything going for us and now this. Why can't life just be simple for us? Why does it always want to test us?" "To see how strong we really are," she said quoting me. I sighed again. "Maybe I should just stick it out in New York so you don't have to be without me. So what if I don't make a million dollars?" "Because you deserve it if you are worth it," she smiled softly. "I said my life was with you. We have a life in New York. I don't want to change that." "And I said I would quit if you got the job," she said quickly. "Maybe it's time I hold up my end of the deal." "But you are already stepping down from traveling as it is. I don't want you to give it up all together." "I'm not staying in New York without you Owen. If I have to quit then I have to quit. Us, me and you, is the most important thing in my life right now. The money, the job, where we live, it doesn't mean anything to me without you with me." "I know," I sighed. "Do you know anything other than they want to trade you? Do they know where you are going?" "Nothing yet. He should be calling today to let me know." "Let's see what happens from there Owen. Then we can worry about it then. I'm not staying in New York without you. So if you go then we go." "I just hate that you have to make that choice. You enjoy what you do and I enjoy going with you." It's The Way You Look At Me Ch. 15 "I've always wanted to open my own store. Maybe this is my chance." "Maybe," I sighed again. "Don't worry about it baby," she smiled. "We have each other. That's all the more I need to know." "I'm glad one of us is positive in all of this," I offered. "Let me know what happens when you get the call. I have to get going or I will be late." "Alright baby. Have a great day today." "I have you to come home to tonight. Every day is a great day when I have that." I smiled at her as she rounded the table and gave me a soft kiss. I sat there as she left the apartment and headed off to work. * It was just about time to go. Me and the guys stood in the room making last minute adjustments to our tuxes before we headed out. "I just want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart that all you guys could be here today," I said. "It means the world to me to have you guys here." "We wouldn't miss this for nothing Owen," Jordan said quickly. "Besides, I have to pay you back for that embarrassing best man's speech you gave at my wedding." I smiled and shook my head a little as I chuckled. "Thank you all for being so understanding. I know it's not exactly normal but..." "Owen," Shane interrupted now. "You're happy. That's all that matters." "Yeah dude," Jordan added. "We have your back and we don't think it's strange. If you're happy then we are happy for you." "Thanks guys," I smiled. "Hey Owen," my dad said. "They are ready to go." We left the room and walked to the front of the crowd to wait for bridesmaids to walk and join us. "Is this good daddy?" Libby called as she threw another handful of flowers onto the ground. "Yeah," Bobby chuckled along with everyone else that was here for the big day. "You're doing great honey." She continued down the path and tossed a few more handfuls out before she reached Bobby. He wrapped her up in a hug as she stood in front of him and looked at the crowd. The violinist started playing as the crowd fell silent and stood to look back. "You ready?" Jordan whispered. "I'm standing here still ain't I?" I chuckled. "Not too late to run," he joked. "If you can do this I certainly can," I chuckled. Jamie caught my eye as she came around the corner. She looked stunning and perfect as she slowly walked up the aisle towards me. The white dress hugged her curves on her upper body then flared out at her waist. She had designed it herself and I didn't expect anything less from her as she continued her slow walk towards me. She wore that big smile of hers as her eyes met mine. Time stood still as she reached me and took my hands in hers. I smiled at her as she tried to keep it together now. She looked absolutely perfect. True to herself, she wore just the slightest amount of makeup. Just some eye shadow and some soft lipstick but that was all she needed. "You look so beautiful Jamie," I whispered. "Thank you," she smiled her big smile. "We are gathered here today to witness the joining of two lives into one. Owen and Jamie have chosen to share their lives together in the vows of marriage. Marriage is a commitment built on trust, sacrifice, love, honor, faith, happiness, and the will to fight for each other. I've gotten to know Owen and Jamie over the past couple of weeks and have listened to their journey together as two separate lives. Hearing their story of struggle and triumph leaves me with little doubt that their love and faith in each other will bring them a lifetime of happiness and joy together." Everything faded away as I focused on Jamie again. He could be telling me my pants were on fire and I wouldn't have heard a word of it. Jamie was the only thing I could focus on right now. It was the most beautiful I had ever seen her in all my years of knowing her. I couldn't take my eyes off of her. She smiled shyly at me as I focused on her eyes. He continued on talking about being married and how it was a lifelong sacrifice. I was still focused on Jamie as he spoke. She didn't hear a word of anything he said either. It was just the two of us standing here right now. It was just like it had always been, the two of us and nothing else really meaning anything. "Owen and Jamie have chosen to write their own vows," he said. "If anyone has any objections, speak now or forever hold your peace." Nobody said a word. Nothing but the birds singing and some background noise filled the backyard for a moment before he continued again. "Owen," he smiled. "When you are ready you can start." "Well," I smiled. "I didn't think she was serious when she said we were going to write our own vows." There was some laughter as I stood there. Jamie smiled as I pulled my notecard from my pocket and looked at it. "I really didn't write anything," I said. I turned the card around and showed that I wasn't bluffing. My note card was blank. "I have thought about it for weeks now and wrote a few things down here and there but nothing really felt right. I'm going to speak from the heart." I tossed the card down and took Jamie's hands into mine as I looked at her face. She still wore her smile and trusted me completely. "Wow, you look beautiful by the way, absolutely beautiful." "Thank you," she smiled shyly. I cleared my throat then started. "We both have heard of love at first sight. It's a phrase and part of a story that's as old as time. Two people see each other for the first time and everything stops, everything changes and they just know. I don't remember the first time I saw you, I was just three weeks old back then. My mom said that the first time I saw you was the first time I smiled. Maybe it was love at first sight." "I remember us growing up together as kid. I remember all the fun, the adventures, the good times we shared, the mischief we got into, and the small amounts of trouble we often found ourselves in because of the mischief. It's a good thing they only found out about half the stuff we did." There was some laughter as I smiled at Jamie. "But the one thing that stands out the most about all the times we shared together was this feeling I had for you. I couldn't put my finger on it back then, I just knew there was something about you that was different from every other girl I had known. Some people call it a crush or puppy love. Whatever it was it was a feeling I couldn't explain." "It became clear what I was feeling for you that fateful night in late November though. It was the night that I kissed you for the first time. That one kiss sparked a flame that grew my feelings for you deeper and deeper every day after that night. I didn't realize it at the time but that one kiss was the defining moment in my life. It was the last time I would kiss somebody for the first time. That one single kiss changed my life forever. It was the beginning of us." "I have been on the rollercoaster ride of my life since that night. We have had some incredible highs and some heartbreaking lows in the time we have shared together. But through it all we have fought for each other. We didn't let the weight of the world stop us from staying together and fighting for each other. It's truly what makes our love the most extraordinary thing in the world." "Sometimes you question why. Why are you so certain about us and why are you so content with me? I'm not perfect and I'm never going to be perfect. My answer has always been the same, because it's you. To me, you are the perfect woman. On the outside you are the most beautiful person I have ever seen. Your smile lights up a room. Your laugh is infectious and brings a smile to my face every time I hear it. When I take you in my arms I still get butterflies in my stomach and I often ask myself as I'm holding you, how did I get so lucky to have someone like you." "It's not just the physical beauty that I'm in love with though. It's who you are on the inside that sets you apart from everyone else. You inspire me to be a better man because of your character. I've learned to fight for what I believe in. I've learned that I don't need to hide my feelings, my fears, my concerns, and my weaknesses because I have your strength and courage to pull me through. I've learned a countless number of things from you. But the single most important thing that I've learned is that I can't live my life without you by my side. You could take away my football career, the money, the very shirt off my back and it wouldn't bother me as long as I have you. Without you I wouldn't have a meaning and a purpose in life." "My vow to you is simple Jamie. I promise to love you each and every day with all my heart. I promise to put my back against the wall and fight for you no matter how much the odds are against us. I promise to remind you how important you are to me in the days of doubt. I promise to give you all of myself and not hold back so you will be the happiest woman in the world until my last breath. I'm going to be there for you and give the strength and the courage you ask for so you can make all your dreams come true. You're my best friend in the world, so I'm standing here today, taking your hand, and never letting go. My life wouldn't be the same without you in it. I love you with all my heart." She smiled at me still, tears in her eyes as I stopped and waited for her now. "You really didn't write anything down?" she sobbed. "I have a good memory," I smiled. "Apparently, my memory isn't as good as Owen's," she smiled as she wiped her face. "I had to write mine down so I wouldn't forget anything." There was light laughter as she paused to gather herself before she started. "Owen, where do I start? You've been more than just my best friend for my whole life. You've been like my knight in shining armor. You've always been there for me in the darkest moments in my life and have given me the courage and the strength to keep on pushing through." "I remember the first time you came to my rescue. We were just fourteen and at the winter dance in junior high. My date dumped me, lucky for me I might add, and I felt about this big. You found me, took the time to comfort me and made what I thought was a disaster into the perfect night. You were a perfect gentleman that night and made me feel like I was the most important person in the world." "Four short years later you were there again. You came to my rescue again and made my horrible night into something I never thought possible. We shared our first kiss that night and my life, too, changed forever that night. Somehow I knew that I had just kissed the man I was meant to spend the rest of my life with. Since then I feel like I've been living a dream. A dream where the perfect man comes along and makes a not so perfect girl feel like she is. Our love has only grown from there. I've loved you all my life, I just didn't fully understand it until that night." "We struggled through the college years, the distance between us, me taking the job and moving to New York, and yes, the break we took from each other. But in all that time you always remained true to your character and told me to have faith in us, that we would make it. You made a promise to me that you would always be there and you have yet to let me down on that promise. At any time you could have thrown your hands in the air, slammed the door and walked out. You could have stopped trying and given up but you never did. You're stubborn and persistent to say the least but always faithful." We both laughed a little before she looked back down and continued on. "People sometimes ask me, how can you be so sure Jamie? How do you know Owen is the one you are meant to spend the rest of your life with? With everything you two have been through, how can you be so certain? The answer is so simple. It's the way you look at me. You look at me like I'm the only woman in the world. It's the love you show me each and every day." "Love, it's a simple word with a complex meaning. Love is defined as an intense feeling of deep affection, a deep feeling of romantic or sexual attachment to someone. Our kind of love is more than that. I looked at hundreds of poems and listened to hundreds of love songs to try and find a better definition of our love. But I couldn't find anything even close to what we have. I had to define it myself." "Your love, to me, is the beat of my heart, the air that I breathe, the untouchable feeling I get when I have you by my side. It's the strength you give me when I'm down. It's the laughter you bring into my life. It's the affection you show me when it's just us. It's the little things you tell me and the little things you do for me that make me smile. It's how you make a long and stressful day melt away when you take me into your arms and tell me that you love me. It's the little boost of encouragement you give me when I need it the most. You're my safe place, a shelter in the storm of life, my warmth on a cold winter's night. You're always strong, always faithful, always telling me to chase my dreams, never letting me doubt myself. I've never claimed to be perfect but you always make me feel I am. You pick up where I leave off and complete me. That's love, our kind of love." "You've done more than just define love in my eyes. You live it, you do it every single day. You've resorted my belief in love because of the way you love me. I didn't think there was such a thing as true love until you came along and showed me that there is. I don't know what I did to deserve you and your love but I'm thankful for each and every day that I have you." "This life would probably kill me if I didn't have you by my side. I couldn't live without you by my side so I'm going to do my damnedest to keep these simple promises that I make to you today so I don't have to live without you." "Owen, I promise to always be there for you. I promise to love you with all my heart, to fight for us, to encourage you to chase all your dreams, to fill your life with happiness and joy, to chase away all your fears, to protect your secrets, and to comfort you in your times of need. I will remind you how much you mean to me, how much I need you, how important you are to me, how important our love is and the life we share together is. You're more than just my best friend, you're my love, my life and my happiness in it. I love you Owen, with all my heart." "Wow baby," I whispered. "That was perfect." She smiled that perfect smile as I took her hands back into mine. "Can I have the rings please?" I turned to Jordan and took the rings from him. We exchanged the standard vows now as we placed the rings on each other. "Congratulations, you are now husband and wife. Kiss the bride." I looked at her as she stood there smiling back at me. I will never forget how happy and beautiful she looked in that moment. I leaned closer to her then spoke softly. "You look so beautiful baby." She smiled shyly as she tried to hold back her tears of joy. "First kiss of the rest of our lives," I whispered. "Yeah," she giggled softly. "You better make it a good one then." The photographer capture the moment with a simple eloquence that still brings a smile to my face every time I see the picture. Life changed for us after that first kiss of the rest of our lives. Jamie and I are still together and we couldn't be happier right now. My trade went through and we both moved to Miami. I won the starting job during the preseason and never looked back. Just like Phil predicted, I did very well down there. He worked out a deal the following offseason that was worth way more than I expected. Jamie's career took off as well. Carrie had bought a store down in Miami the same year Jamie started her job at the company. Carrie had planned on opening it up but she never found the time or the right person to be in charge of it. When Jamie handed Carrie her resignation she gave it back to her along with a set of keys. She told Jamie to open the store and run it. Then when she was finished with her own line of fashion she could put it in the store. Jamie took the offer and, just like me, she never looked back. ***** Thank you for reading. I hope you have enjoyed this story. Your comments are always welcome. I've carried this story as far as I can for the time being. Maybe in the future I will revisit this but for now this is the 'and they lived happily ever after' moment.