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How I Became a Slut Sub and Loved It

By: bonnietaylor



Where to start, where to start? Well it really was a long time ago, almost 40 years! God that long! Seems the older you get the faster the time moves. But, how did I get to this point in my life? I mean I'm a grandmother now and still I can't get enough of men and sex like my master Johnny gives me. I'm married almost 40 years and yet it's seems like a craving, no, a habit, no, more like an addition. Yes, like drugs. I need it so badly, so fucking badly it seems like I can't live without it now. I almost have trouble breathing without the pain and pleasure Johnny gives me. Oh God pain and pleasure, how wonderful they are together, especially when administered by a lover who really knows how to provide it. But before I forget, you're wondering about my story. My name you ask? Well that's not important but for the story just call me Mary. 

My uncle Bill was not a highly educated man but when I look back on it, he educated me like no other person in my life ever came close to doing. Bill had over a period of slightly less that 10 months conditioned me right, conditioned me to get this way and now I love to serve. I'm OK, really I am. OK, and love being a slut in the arms of the right man. 

Really, now you can say you know one. I am a full blown slut, but I can also be prim and proper. Even a little aloof at times when attending the socials that I go to with my husband. I told you I was married but I'll tell you all about that later. You would be surprise who I have meet and who I know. Big time players, mover and shakers and power people my husband and I mingle and entertain. But when the bedroom door closes and the right man like Johnny has me to himself, I am a fucking slut, a pig; a sub, whatever you want to call me. And God help me I love, need it and I want it, God I crave it actually. 

It started when I was young. I was just two days past the age of 18. I was sheltered, went to Catholic and then the best Private school and was never allowed to date or be with boys.  I lived with my aunt and uncle and attended the school near their home.

When we had my 18 year old birthday I saw my uncle looking at me like he never did before. Well that's not exactly right; he always looked at me sort of funny. But two days later, when the rest of the family left for the mall on Saturday afternoon my Uncle Bill showed me his cock for the very first time.

I was more shocked than scared. He simply called me to his room when he was sure the family wouldn't return. He didn't ask me to his room, he told me. Then he told me to sit in the chair that was facing his chair and to watch him as he jerked off. And I did it. I didn't turn and run, I didn't freeze or scream out in fear, I sat down in the chair and watched his reddish cock grow bigger and bigger. 

As he gently talked to me about his "man stick" which he later call his cock, I could see the red cock head moving out of the uncut skin that hid it when he wasn't so hard. I was amazed at how his "man stick" grew bigger and bigger and got thicker and thicker as he stroked the shaft. He had me call it his "man stick" too and as he pumped the shaft I saw how big his nuts sack was under his shaft. He told me to move closer and I did. He began to moan a little and told me what was about to happen, that he was going to cum. I had had sex education in school so I knew about men and ejaculation. But I had never seen a real cock until now merely a foot or two away from my face. 

He told me while I didn't have a "man stick" it was because I was a young woman now soon to be an experienced woman and I was made to be use for his or any man's pleasure. He told me I needed to learn all about that and that he was going to teach me. While he talked and explained to me how things were going to be in my life now he continued to stroke his much bigger cock and all I could do was sit there and watch as it throbbed at me.

While I was anxious, anxious my aunt would walk in, he told me they were all gone, out of the house for hours and not to worry. He told me what was happening was a private thing between him and me. He joked and talked nice as he stroked that 'man stick' and showed me his balls tightening. I watched as it still got bigger and thicker. He explained that men have these needs and women like me were made to help relieve the needs. He said that as I learned to ease and remove these needs for him I too would feel the pleasure he was about to feel.

Minutes passed and I just watched and listened. Then he started to breathe heavy almost like in he was pain. At least that's how I remember it. He told me between breaths that something wonderful was going happen and that he was going to come. That white thick fluid would be coming out of the end of his "man stick" and that I should watch it closely. He explained that this would be his cum, his seed, the stuff that makes babies some times. He told me to move the chair closer yet. I was sitting so close to him I could smell his musk and while I didn't know it, I saw pre-cum, drops leaking out the hole in his cock head. He said I should move as close as I could so I could see his "man stick" shoot. I moved closer until my chair was bumping his and I had to open my legs wide to straddle the chair. His legs were wide open too and as he pumped his cock harder and faster now I never took my eyes off of his "man stick".

When he began to cum I thought my heart would jump out of my chest. I remember I was sweating and even remember my pussy beginning to feel wet but I really didn't understanding everything that was happening to me back then. 

I was young and very, very immature for 18 years of age. Since it was the first real live "man stick" I had every seen, I marveled at it. Then when I saw it shoot, saw it cum, I was hypnotized and very excited. I almost clapped as shot after shot of his white fluid flew in the air hitting me and my uncle. Funny, now that I remember back at first I thought he was hurting himself when he shot his cum and moaned and gowned so loudly. There was so much of it too. When he was finished he smiled and had me clean up the cum off his legs my legs and the wood floor for him. 

I remember it vividly and I can still smell the scent of the musky cum. We both cleaned up and took me out to a drugstore down the street. He bought me an ice cream and as we sat alone he told me everything that happened with his body and his cock before, during and after he shot his load. He told me why he got hard and why he came. He explained how good it felt when the release finally came.

Then he told me how I was going to help him do it from now on whenever we could get the time alone. He said I was going to learn to do it for him because having someone else do it always feel better. Then he told me I was going to be his slut and help relieve his needs. He told me I was born to do these things for men. He said there would be all sorts of things and I would enjoy then and want more and more as I grew more experienced and older. 

I listened to my Uncle Bill softly talk and instruct me and tell me what I was going to do. From time to time he would ask me if I really understood. I told him yes and no. If I didn't he gave me more information or instructions and finally I did understand every point he was saying. 

As I remember it, looking back now it seemed so surreal. The way he talked, so nice, so softly and me licking my ice cream cone as he told me those things. I guess it was the way he told me and the things he told me that made me excited and sort of scared at the same time. But when he asked if I wanted to continue I told him I did and so we did.

Uncle Bill never surprised me after that first day. He would tell me what was coming next and we did it. And after every session we would sit and he watched me lick and eat the ice cream. I had to always lick my cone. 

We would talk about what happened and what was going to happen next. He asked me how I felt and did I enjoy it. I always answered yes. I always did enjoy it and wanted more.....always! He told me that the next time I would make his "man stick" cum? I smiled. He asked me if I would like that and again I smiled and said yes. He smiled back and made my heart warm. Then we walked back home.

It was another week before there was a chance for him to get me alone again. I was in my room doing homework when the rest of the family left for the Saturday morning mall trip. When the front door shut and the car left the driveway I heard his voice calling me. I stood up and went to his room. I opened the door and walked into the bedroom. He was standing by the bed and he told me to come to him and stand in front of him. I walked towards him and did what he said. 

He told me to unzip his slacks and pull them down. He kicked them off his feet and stood there nude from the stomach down with his cock rising and jumping as it grew and started to stick further and further out in front of him and facing me. 

"Kneel" he said and then told me to take his "man stick" in my hands.  I did and I wrapped my small slim fingers around the growing thickness of his shaft. I can still remember how big it felt in my small hands. (Actually now I know Uncle Bill was 7-inches long and 2 inches thick but certainly not the biggest I have had since then by a long shot.) But it thrilled me as I felt it harden and thicken and begin to throb in my hand.

When it grew bigger he told me to use both hands now and I did. He had me place one hand in front of the other around the long shaft and he began to instruct me on how to stroke it and please him. I listened and learned and did whatever he told me. I soon had it growing huge, long and thick, and throbbing with lust.

As he instructed me, he taught me what felt best to a man and how to move my hands and explore a cock and ball sack which hung under it. He told me all about the sensitive areas around the head and where it felt the best to touch a man. And then when he was about to cum he placed one of my hands on his balls and told me to gently feel how tight they were getting and that soon they would move and pump his cum out the tip of his cock head. 

He had me move my other hand up around the top of the hard long thick shaft just under the thicker arrow cock head fully out of the skin around it. I stroke him and stroked him and stroked him he moaned with pleasure. I was pleased.

He moaned and moaned as I worked his cock as he instructed me. Then he had me stroke him faster. Then he said to do it harder. Faster and faster harder and harder I worked doing exactly what Uncle Bill told me to do.  Then he told me; "Baby girl whatever happens do not stop stroking my cock. Don't ever stop until I tell you to stop."

I told him I understood and it was then that he threw his head back and growled loud. (I learned later he always did just before he started to cum.)

As his cock began to shoot his load I pumped his cock as fast as I could and watched in amazement and excitement as his cock jumped and throbbed and grew even harder and thicker. "My God how big did this thing get?" was all I could think about!

Shot after shot after shot came out the cock head and his cum hit my arms and blouse and covered both of my hands. I remember it seemed the more he shot his cum the faster I stroked and pumped his "man shaft' wanting to please him. 

I pumped his shaft with my hand so fast it looked like a blur moving on his cock which felt absolutely huge. His balls were moving up and down in my other hand as they produced more and more cum for me. More and more and more cum shot and then it began to leak out the head but I kept pumping. I stroked and pumped that cock until there was nothing coming out the hole in the cock head but little drops and still I didn't stop pumping it. His balls were emptied now and Uncle Bill finally told me to stop. He stood staggered a little and sat down on the side of the bed.

When he had recovered he told me as he dressed that I did a very good job with my hands on his "man stick" and he was so proud of me. I told him I was very happy to relieve his need. He gave me a hug and as I held his cock in my hand again I was thrilled. 

After he regained his voice, he told me that the next thing I had to learn was to take it in my mouth and suck it as I stroked it. He told how much better that would feel for him and me too if I made him cum with my mouth and hands. Then he told me it would happen the very next time we were alone. 

All I could think about was how I would do it. His man stick was so huge and my mouth was small. I wondered what he meant for real. Did he mean I was going to really suck the "man stick"? He hadn't told me to clean the cum up yet and he didn't put on his pants. We sat there for a few minutes on the side of his big bed. I saw his cock soften and shrink in my hand and again I was amazed at how it got so small and then so big and now so deflated and small again. I know cocks were a magnificent thing that men had. I wondered if all men would be like Uncle Bill and that if I stroked their cocks could I get them hard and make them cum.

As I sat on the bed with him he looked at me and lifted my face up so I was looking into his eyes. He smiled and told me to take my right hand which was still covered with cum and to lick the white fluid off of it.  He said he really want me to taste his cum. It would make him feel so much better if I would do that for him.

I hesitated for a minute and Uncle Bill took my index finger which was covered with cum and he lifted it to his mouth. He took a drop of his cum off my finger with his tongue. He smiled as I watched him swallow it. I watched with big wondering eyes. Then he told me again to taste it too and do the same thing he just done. He said it wouldn't hurt me and I had to learn to like the taste of cum. I moved my hand towards my face and again I remembered smelling the musky sent of his cum. 

Uncle Bill didn't push and he never over powered me. He just kept talking gently and moving my hand closer and closer towards my face. Then he told me to stick out my tongue. I did and he let the drops of thick cum slowly run from my hand to my tongue. He smiled as a few drops sat there white and thick and salty. He said just drink it baby girl. Just sample it and swallow it. There will be a time when you will love it, need it and have to have it. Drink the love juice from your Uncle Bill's "man stick" baby girl.

And I did. I drank what was in my mouth and then as he instructed me I cleaned my hand off completely. There was a large amount of cum which had covered most of my hand and I took all of it off and swallowed it. 

Then he took my left hand and had me clean that hand too. When we had finished he used my index finger and took the last drops of cum out of the hole in his cock head and put my finger in my mouth and I cleaned it just like he told me. We hugged and he dressed and told me to clean up the cum on the floor and to change my clothes and we would go for ice cream. 

I did as I was told and felt proud that I had done so well that my uncle had praised me and told me I was such a good young lady. He told me from now on I would have to clean up my hands and clothing with my mouth and to make sure I took all of his cum and drank it.  I smiled and walked with him, proud to be with him and to have served his needs so nicely.

We had to wait over two weeks before the rest of the family left and we were alone again. It didn't dawn on me that I was going to suck his "man stick" that day until it happened. I was again in his bedroom and he had me take his cock out of his pants again. That would be how it would be now. I would always take his "man stick" out of his slacks now and undressed him. It was a new rule but one I loved doing.

When he was nude from the stomach down, we moved to the bed and this time he started playing with his cock while I watched. He was lying on the bed and I was sitting on it near him watching him stroke his cock hard. I asked him if I could do it too and he told me to move around lay with him. My heart was racing and I was trembling when he pulled me close to his nude body and had me press my clothed body against his nude one. He gave me a long hard kiss and hugged me tightly as his hand stroked his cock. We laid there on the bed both of us watching his cock grow to its full hardness and length. Then he told me to sit up and kneel down between his legs. 

I did as he told me to do and he said today I should kiss his cock first. I moved my head down and with my lips I kissed his cock head. He said I should kiss the head like I kissed his lips a few seconds ago. I did.

He had me kiss it again and again, and again. Then he said I should lick it like it was an ice cream cone. I did that too. It didn't have much taste. So when he said to open my mouth and take the head and suck it I did it without hesitating. He gave me orders and directions to follow and I obeyed. He would arch up from time to time and moaned and told me I w doing a great job. My heart swelled but I wondered if he would really cum in my mouth! 

When he held my head down and I felt his cock head touch the back of my throat I almost fainted I was so scared. Scared so badly, I peed my panties as I kept sucking his cock as he kept instructing me. At that moment Uncle Bill didn't realize I had peed my panties. As I took more and more of his big cock into my mouth I peed accidentally and some of the pee got over my dress. 

But Uncle Bill didn't get mad when he noticed the smell and saw that I had peed. He took his cock out of my mouth and took me into the bathroom. He took off all of my clothes and wasted me completely with his hands cleaning my pussy and the pee off my body. Uncle Bill said it is was OK and that I would learn as we practiced more. 

I jerked him off in the shower and he came all over me. I felt a chill go up my spine when he did it. I shook with excitement which he told me later on was my own sexual feelings and need. 

He told me after I learned to suck his cock properly and drink his cum he would show me how to conquer my excitement and needs too. But only after I learned to suck his cock and drink his cum. He told me from now on his "man stick" is a "cock" and I had to learn to call it a cock from now on.

Yes we went for ice cream and we talked much more and longer this time about how he wanted me to please him and how he was going to please me. He told me it would take time and training and as I learned to one thing well we would go further the next time. 

I feel badly because I didn't suck him off and let him cum in my mouth that day. But I had relieved his need with my hands. It was the first time anyone had seen my body nude. Somehow it excited me so much I was leaking between my thighs for days about Uncle Bill seeing my small breasts and virgin vagina. He had washed both and then had me wash both. He never put hid fingers inside me, but had me do it. He just looked at them and praised me for having such a beautiful young body. That made me feel very warm inside and happy he liked what he saw.

But over the weeks and months we had together I drank his cum a great many times. He had me suck his cock every opportunity we had. Sometimes we would meet in the basement while the family was upstairs. That was extremely exciting for both of us, the idea we might get caught just served to enhanced Uncle Bills pleasure and my own. 

Or, when the family would go out without us I would be at his door as the car pulled out of the driveway. We always waited a few minutes to make sure they wouldn't return. I would under dress him and stroke his cock as we waited to be sure. Then I couldn't wait any longer and wrapped my lips around his hard on and sucked for all I was worth.

Sometimes at night when they were all asleep Uncle Bill would leave his door open and I'd sneak in and suck him off before he went to sleep. I always drank his cum now, never letting any slip out of my lips. If it did I would cup it in my hands and then clean my hands showing him I had it all. 


How I Became a Slut Sub and Loved It Ch. 02



As I write this second part of my life story I was told to put a 10 inch dildo in my hole and fuck myself. I am rocking on it now and want and need to get off so badly. I have been on edge since I started this thing a week ago. 

OK, part two now. 

Uncle Johnny told me, I believe it was two days in advance that I was to have my pussy licked and that he knew I would enjoy it more than anything we had done together yet. I knew what I could do with my mouth for Uncle Johnny's cock and I loved it. But, I kept wondering what it would feel like when me did me that way. 

I knew it when I woke up that day that it was my day. It was the day that Uncle Johnny was going to lick my virgin pussy. God I was so excited I masturbated the night before and again that morning. Then I showered and went to breakfast with my aunt and Uncle Johnny. 

I walked into the kitchen and saw Uncle Johnny looking at me with that lustful look in his face. I had seen it before when I sucked his cock and drank his cum and every time he saw me nude.

Then he winked at me which made me shiver. My aunt didn't have a clue as to what was going to happen today or what had been happening for the past month. She asked me to go shopping with her and I told her I was not feeling good and didn't want to go. My heart was pounding as she told us she was leaving right away to beat the crowd. I thought: "God it's going to happen this early today."

Uncle Johnny said; "If you don't feel well Mary go upstairs and rest."

I did. I went to my room and waited. It seemed like hours but I'm sure it was only a few minutes before I heard the back door shut and my Aunt's car start up. I head her pull out of the driveway and then I heard the back door close and lock. 

My heart was pounding as I waited for Uncle Johnny. Then I heard his foot steps coming up the stairs. OH GOD! I was already wet.

He opened my bedroom door and I looked over and saw him standing there looking at me. I was wearing my pajamas and only a small pair of flowered panties under them. No bra, my tits weren't really all that big yet. He smiled at me, still with the lust in his eyes and on his face. Then he slowly walked into the room, closed the door and stood right in front of me. He lifted my head up so I was looking into his eyes. Then he looked me up and down and smiled and said; "Well princess this is a special day for you, are you ready?"

I said very meekly; "Yes."

He smiled again and said; "What is it you want to do with me today to make it so special?"

I said; "To suck your dick like always Uncle Johnny."

He smiled into my face and this time he was firmer, his voice stern and he said: "Oh that will happen later little princess. But right now what is it you want from me. Right NOW Mary what can I do for you?"

I said; "I want to be licked by you like you told me I would be."

Uncle Johnny smiled and stepped back. He told me to take my bottoms off and drop them to the floor. I saw him lick his lips as he stood there watching me remove the bottoms of my PJ's and stepped out of them. I remember it was sort of weird because he told me while I did it that he had shaved so his whiskers wouldn't bother my soft inner thighs and the lips of my cunt.

That word cunt! It made me wet and still does when my lover calls it a cunt. You know, even today when someone said it, my pussy throbs and still gets wet. 

I also remember I had just a little pussy hair and since I'm blonde it doesn't hide much of my slit, today it's sort of reddish/blonde. 

Uncle Johnny then told me to remove my panties and stand there so he could see my cunt. I did as told and stepped out of them. Then he told me I had to understand that today was just the beginning of my real training as a slut, his slut now but later on any man's slut. He told me I should follow his ever demand. I told him I would.

He said: "Then squat for me. Let me see squat and see your cunt lips hanging down as you squat. Squat like you were going to take a shit and piss."

I did it. Uncle Johnny ran his middle finger under and between my legs and stroked my cunt and ass holes, He made me shiver more and moan as he did it. As I squated he played with my pussy making me wetter.

Finally Uncle Johnny said; "Now Little Princess I am going to make you a special girl today. My special slut is going to have her cunt licked and she will love it and cum. You will become a real woman soon, very soon. When you are ready I'll take your cherry and fuck you."

I said; "Make me your special slut Uncle Johnny. Lick my pussy and fuck me now."

He laughed and said; "That's right little princess, I'm going to lick your cunt. But, when you are ready to be fucked I'll do it. You're almost ready. Now take off the rest of your clothes and stand before your master completely nude and ready for me."

It wasn't the first time I was naked before him but it felt different this time. Now as I took off the top of my PJ's I was shaking. When I was completely naked he at down on a chair and I stood before him. He told me to play with my pussy for him. He sat there and watched me rub and stroke it and finger fuck myself.

After a while, he had me put a leg up and place my foot on his chair and he moved me close to his face. My cunt was inches from his face and he took a few deep breaths as I kept fingering my hole like the slut I was becoming. He just smiled and watched as he rubbed his big cock. Then he directed me to move and he got up and went to the bed. 

He undressed completely and as he laid down on the bed he told me to lay down with him. I did as he instructed and with my legs closed together so just the top of my litle pussy slit showed. This was what he always wanted. He loved the idea of opening my thighs and looking at my wet half open pussy. We had done this many time before. 

We played like this with my legs closed and me playing with his cock. Then when he was super hard and thick he would open my thighs and look at my slit and my little red clit peaking out from under the hood as I used the free hand to spread my cunt lips for him. This usually made him cum hard. 

He loved telling me to spread the lips wide like the slut I wanted to be. He would tell me to show him all of my pink insides. And, like his slut, with no hesitation, I did it immediately on his voice command. 

Today was the same but he told me to open my legs even wider now and to show him his personal slut's pink pussy. I did as he commanded. He said: "Today and from now on we will call this hole a cunt. Now open the lips wide , more open them more for me so I can inspect your cunt."

I spread my legs as wide as I could get them to go. Then I opened the lips of my cunt. I felt a little proud and still a little frighten about what was going to happen. But I trusted my uncle and loved what we were doing. Uncle Johnny said: "Mary you are going to be a wonderful slut for me and many other men in your life time. During your life you will service many men and proudly open your thighs like you are doing right now for me. You will do this for any man who wants you to do it. Do you understand? "

I told him I did. He smiled and told me that licking a virgin pussy was the greatest pleasure a man like him. It would also be me. He rolled over to face me now. He looked down at me and asked me again what it was I wanted. This time I didn't hesitate. I said" "Lick me Johnny and make me cum for you please."

He asked me; "Why should I."

I told him because I was a slut, his slut and needed it done." 

He just laughed.

As I think back now on how I must have looked it thrills me that I had the guts to do all of it. But back then all I could think about was being a slut for Uncle Johnny. He told me how nice I looked with my legs open wide and my body fully nude laying there for him on my bed. Then and he gently touched my pussy with his hand and cupped it! It was the first time he had done that! He used his fingers now to touch just the outer lips. He sort of rubbed and stroked my cunt for a good long while loking at it the entire time. 

Then he used his thumb and touched my clit. I arched up off the bed immediately. He still hadn't put a finger inside me and I ached for him to do it just like I did it when I masturbated. He said to me: "What is it you want again slut?"

I just said:; "Oh please!! Please, please, please Uncle Johnny lick my pussy make me cum for you. Please."

I moaned and moaned again when he moved his face closer to me cunt. I could feel his warm breath on my inner thighs and then the skin on his face touched the sides of both of thighs. I can still remember that feeling. 

He took a deep breath and told me my cunt smelled wonderful. As he started kissing and licking my outer lips I heard myself moan again loudly.

So nice, so soft, so gentle and he spent a long time making love to my upper most inner thighs and the sides of my cunt lips. I stroked his head and the sides of his face. He moved all around between my legs licking and kissing all over my cunt, my ass and the insides of my thighs. 

But slowly his licks and kisses became a little more firm and he was moving his mouth and tongue faster. Then he did it!! God I'm wet now typing this. 

He circled my clit with his tongue as he began licking up and down my entire slit and finally my wait was over he began probing my virgin pussy hole with his magical tongue. Not deep but I could feel his tongue moving in and out of my cunt and presing the inner walls of my hole.

I cried out with pleasure and pushed up lifting my pelvis higher towards his mouth. He put his hands under my ass and lifted it up higher yet off the bed. Holding my ass up as if it was a gift to him he sucked my cunt and clit and began fucking my hole with his tongue moving in and out. Oh God I'm, cumming right now thinking about it. Oh it's a good one too!

OK. I'm back now. 

As I remember it, I so want his tongue deeper in my hole. He knew it too but didn't push deep, not yet. He licked into the wet slit and sucked my clit. As he kept eating me I felt my orgasms begin to roll in. I began breathing heavy and harder and harder and faster and then Jesus I couldn't hold back any longer. I lost it. Oh God how I remember that orgasm! It was the first one that was done to me by someone else, someone other than myself made me cum. Cum I did so hard and long! 

I came and I came and Uncle Johnny kept stimulating me and driving me higher and higher to a new levels of sexual stimulation. I have ever known that feeling before. I cried out as the orgasms hit me hard. Finally I cried out: "Please stop!"

He told me; "No princess show me what a slut you are and cum again for me."

OH my fucking God did I cum and cum and cum and cum as he sucked and fucked my hole with his tongue. Like a snake it went in and out, deeper and deeper until he couldn't get it in any further. I don't know how long or how many times I climaxed but it was a greta deal of them.

Finally he relaxed and removed his mouth from my cunt. When I had recovered he was kneeling directly between my open thighs. I was wide open, showing him everything. His spit waqs dripping out6 of my hole along with my cum. I felt it run down between my legs and over my as hole.

I raised my head to look and he told me to stop. He told me to just lay back fully on the bed and enjoy it. Then he grabbed my legs and pushed them up and back pressing my knees against my little titties. I groan and said; "Please Uncle, this is to much."

He moved back and just looked at me and I could see he got really mad. He stood there and finally said: "Shut the fuck up bitch and don't say another word until I tell you that you can talk. I'll tell you when it's too much."

He knelt down again and began to kiss the inside of my knee area. Then I felt his lips moving to my thighs. I was both, excited, very anxious and scared. His wet tongue and his breath are what I remember most about this part of the oral sex. Oh yes and the heat from his breath as he moved closer to my wet open virgin cunt again. 

I felt so open, so venerable in the position he had me in, my knees were pressed against my breasts, both holes were there for the taking. Uncle Johnny was much bigger and stronger than me and his face was between my open thighs. I could feel my wetness against the cool air in the room. Then he kissed my pussy hole again.

Kissing and kissing and then.....I felt it! His tongue...his tongue was there!! It was... OMG... it was happening. In two moves Uncle Johnny pushed my legs further apart and stuck his tongue as deep as he could get it into my cunt hole. Then he licked my ass hole. Then back to my cunt hole. I screamed from the pleasure he gave me. For a very long time he fucked me with his tongue using both holes and the tip of his fingers. 

I had never felt anything like this. Kissing and licking and sucking my cunt and ass hole, using different speeds and pressures he made me cum over and over again. And just when I felt I had died and gone to heaven, just when I felt it couldn't get any better than it was, Johnny did something amazing. 

He began to play round my clit, not really touching with his tongue, but licking right next to it, licking the sides of the hood that covered half of it. I mean the tip of his magical tongue was only a fraction of an inch from touching my clit! A fucking fraction of a fucking inch, that's all. I moved my hips trying to get him to touch it but he knew what I wanted and he knew he was driving me wild by not doing what I wanted. He did that for a long time and it drove me wild. Finally I went over that wonderful waterfall again. 

I started to buck and thrust my cunt up higher and higher into his face. I cried out and moaning with a lust I had never felt before. I was a slut and loved it. I was Uncle Johnny's slut. I knew it now and he did too. I would have fucked anything and everything at that point! I would have put anything in my cunt hole and fucked myself until I died. I would have fucked 1,000 men, 10,000 of them, sucking all of their cocks hard again and drank all of their cum. I would have done anything he would have told me to do it. No I would have done it without him telling me.

The tip of his tongue touched me now exactly where I wanted it! Touching my clit and then he moved his tongue over it. Back and forth, faster and harder Uncle Johnny touched the center of my clit and pushed into it! Jesus I screamed with pleasure. He pressed his face down on my cunt and his tongue pushed harder against my little bud and I arched up and shood as I climaxed. 

As his tongue tickled my clit and he began sucking it. Then he sucked all around my hole. Sucking and licking me into paradise, I began pushing my hips up toward his mouth faster and faster trying to fuck something! With all my strength I grabbed his head and fucked his face telling him to lick me, suck me, fuck me, make me cum again. 

Then he put his entire mouth over my clit and took it into his mouth holding it very gently with his teeth. Uncle Johnny started to suck it and suck it and suck it and I began to fuck his face as fast as I could.

I came so hard I was afraid I would die. But I didn't care it felt so fucking good. I was licked and sucked into cumming like I had never experienced before. God what a feeling, I remember my mouth was moving and following what he was doing to my cunt like I was licking my own pussy. 

It was now becoming so sensitive I could hardly stand it. I reached and pushed his head away because of the sensitivity. But he pushed my hands away and pushed his tongue into my pussy once again tasting me and giving my clit time to recover. It felt so good. 

After a few minutes I pulled his head up wanted it on my clit, I felt another cum building and rolling completely over me. I came again screaming for him to stop. I told him; "Please, please I can't take any more!"

Uncle Johnny stopped immediately. He said; "What did I tell you before?"

Uncle Johnny got really mad and told me to get the fuck off the bed and to get into the bathroom and clean my slut hole. He was so mean and nasty, I ran out crying, slammed my bathroom door and just fell on the floor crying and crying. 

I didn't hear anything for a long time and wondered what was happening. My instincts told me I had messed up badly. It was maybe about 45 minutes before I cleaned myself up and dressed. Then I went looking for Uncle Johnny.

I found him downstairs reading a book. I stopped when I saw him but he ignored me. Finally I said; "Uncle Johnny I am sorry."

He said nothing. I said it again and now came the introduction to what I was to become in my life. He told me I should come over to him on my hands and knees like a fucking bitch dog I was. 

And I did it. I did what he told me. He didn't even look at me as I crawled towards him. Then he instructed me to sit back on my heels and tell him again. I did saying: "I'm so sorry Uncle Johnny."

He stood up, took out his semi-soft cock and said: "Look at it."

I did, and then he told me to suck it hard and I did it. God did I ever suck it this time. I wanted forgiveness and I sucked him using everything he hard taught me about sucking cocks. To this day I don't know what got into me but that cock became my universe. I worked on it and worked on it the best I ever did. 

When he was about to cum he took it out of my mouth and shot his seed all over my face. I was shocked but didn't try to stop him. I let him do it. I wanted him to do it, hoping he would forgive me.

When he finished cumming on my face he told me to go look in the mirror near by. I did and it was shocking but exciting. He then told me go clean up. 

When I came back down he said everything was OK and explained that sluts are used that way and not to worry it was a good lesson for me. God my head was spinning from it all. 

Later he called me into lunch with him. When we finished Uncle Johnny simply said: "Go upstairs and take off your jeans and panties and wait for me."

I knew it was going to be another lesion for me. I hoped it would be a licking lesson on my cunt or maybe he was going to fuck me. 

This time I just laid back and let him do whatever he wanted. He worked on me for an hour with his mouth maybe longer giving me four more world shattering orgasms before he was done with my cunt. When it was over I felt very, very lucky.

When we finished he told me to put a dress on and fix my hair. Yes we went for ice cream again. I remember looking in the mirror and my neck was so red my nipples were rock hard and my cunt throbbed. I smiled! I was proud of what I had done and what had been done to me. I was his slut now for sure.

As I licked my ice cream, Uncle Johnny told me that my cunt was going to be eaten more and more. That we would be in a 69 position many times. He explained 69 and I felt my pussy leaking in my panties when he told me he loved eating a virgin cunt and knew I loved his cock and his cum. I told him I did. 

Then he told me I was almost ready to be fucked by a cock! That made me moan with lust and squeeze my thighs tight together. Uncle Johnny smiled and told me that soon little princess, soon I would become a real woman and a real slut. 

When we went back home I gave him the best blow job I could do before my aunt got home from shopping. He shot a huge amount of cum into my mouth not my face this time. It was a huge amount, more than ever before I think. I drank it all and loved drinking it. 

For those who want to know I came 4 times with my dildo in my pussy while writing this and thinking of Uncle Johnny. Oh my I want to be used right now. I could sure suck a cock. Wish one was around

Uncle Johnny taught me and got me to understand what I was to be in my adult life. He taught me to love it too and to be happy pleasing a lover. And, in doing so my life would be better for it. 




How I Became a Slut Sub and Loved It Ch. 02



I don't know if he was right but I am happy, very happy. Frustrated at times, yes like everyone I guess, but that's because I can't be more of a slut to my married lover or even my sad little cock bi-husband. He too has learned how to worship a bigger cock and a stronger willed man just like I do. 

But I have all the material things I want but most of all now, I have my lover. I love all the sex and pain he gives me. To this day the age of the person doesn't mean anything to me. Just as long as the person, male or female, knows what is about to happen between us. I could never force anyone to live my life style but usually I don't have too worry about that. The pleasure and pain from another person or persons comes willingly.

Uncle Johnny and I had a great relationship. He would call me 'little princess' when he was horny and let me know when my aunt was going to be gone. It excited me so much each time he did that. I lived with my uncle and aunt for almost 2 years. So Uncle Johnny and I got together a great deal. I think more then my husband and I do now. LOL.

I can deep throat pretty good now and actually have to be able to do it. You see my lover is big, like 8 inches long and thick. He can last forever too. Each time I'm with my lover I remember what my Uncle Johnny told me. My job as a slut is to do everything a man wants to make him happy and I'm here for my man and my cocksucking husband.

My husband you ask? Well he's cock is sort of sad, really, I mean maybe he's 5 inches and cut. I love uncut cocks like my lover has between his legs. Yes, my husband is a cocksucker now too. When we share my lover and a couple of others I sometimes feel badly for my little cock husband. I mean he gets no pussy only cum. But, he wanted this life style so fuck him he has it and I love it.

Uncle Johnny never got to fuck me. It was close. He told me one day that I was ready and that it was time to feel a real cock in my cunt. I shook with excitement. He told me the next time the family left the house he was going to take my cherry and take me to my bed and fuck me and fill me with his cum. My cherry had been taken by the dildo and vibrators long before. Uncle Johnny gave them to me and watched me use. But my cunt would receive his cock as the first one in my life and that was symbolic to removing my cherry.

Funny how life is, sadly Uncle Johnny died three days later of a heart attack while I was in class. God I felt worse than any other death in my family. Uncle Johnny was so special to me and as I look back I know he gave me all of my sexual confidence but at the same time made me a slut, a willing slut, but a slut. 

He taught me to look at people and learn to tell how they were by the way they treated each other. He showed me that Aunt Bessie and he worked together but he let me know she did what she was told just like me. He pointed out that we all have roles in life and he thought I would be a good girl for men. He was right! 

He taught me I should only trust men if they were nice to me in other ways, material ways, giving ways. A slut should be rewarded for her special services. It's sort of hard to explain. 

We would sit and talk for long periods of time after out sexual encounter and he would point out different people and how he thought they would be as a couple. You know arguing one time and loving the other times. He pointed out the women who were controlled by the men by how she would talk and react to him. And he showed me that sometimes there were women that control men. He showed me how to tell the difference and how to be in control of my husband and a slut to him and others at another time. 

I will tell you about the time I was screwed by a group of real cocks later. In the next chapter I will tell you about Mr. G my neighbot and how I got gang banged. Hope you enjoyed this one. Let me know if you came and how many times it was. OK? As I said, for me it was four. 



How I Became a Slut Sub and Loved It Ch. 03



OK, now let me talk about Maggie.  Sadly to say, we have since lost touch but back then, “WOW” she was my best friend and lover and I was her girl friend, and her slut. 

We started school in the same class and our last names both started with M, so we got to sit near each other.   It was a natural relationship both of us strangers to the new school and so we hung out together and just talked about boys, clothes, sex and other stuff girls of 19 talk about.

Maggie was my age and we were the same size.  We always exchange clothes and both of us were kind of skinny. I had reddish blond hair or auburn and no freckles and she was blondish red.

Then one day she asked me if I like pot and I said: “Sure!”

She said great and that her older brother had some good stuff.  So she invited me over to her house. It seemed she was always calling the shots when we met, you know like what to do and where to go and all that stuff.  She sort of ran the show. 

One day she asked me to stay over her house for the night and my Aunt said it would be OK once she talked to Maggie’s mother. So I spent the night and we talked more and kidded about boys and their cocks and balls and our own titties, vaginas and periods. Then when she asked if I wanted to go outside and do a joint, I told her sure. 

We lit it up and right away I knew this stuff was really strong because it hit me quick and hard.  I told her it was really hitting me and she just smiled and said: “You should take a couple of more hits Mary and you’ll be ready for me to seduce you and the hell with boys.”  

I kind of let that go and didn’t reply.  Then her older brother came out and talked with us while we shared the joint.  He told me: “Watch it Mary, Maggie loves pot and girls.

Then he gave a hardy laugh.  I looked a Maggie and she shrugged, smiling and said: “Oh well, if you want to go home I’ll understand Mary.”

I told her no, I wanted to stay and she said that was great and took my hand.  We were giggling and laughing and her mom asked what had happened? Maggie said it was just a joke about her brother and that we were going to bed. 


We went upstairs and she closed the door and locked it this time.   I was flying high as she pushed me against the wall. She started kissing me firmly and pushing her body against me.  We were like mirror images.  I began to give into her as she probed my mouth with her tongue and pushed her pussy into me and her hands cupped and squeezed my breasts.  I pushed back and sucked her tongue like Uncle Johnny taught me to do. 

She looked at me funny and I asked what was the matter with me. She said she thought I wanted it and I said yes kind of but I never done it before with a girl.  Then she told me I was just a slut for guys and why not let her have some fun with me too.  It hurt me when she called me a slut but it was the truth. But I guess it was because of the things I told her and now she was using it against me. 

I started to cry and she told me to stop to shut up and accept that I was a slut. Then she told me: “Mary, I wanted to lick your pussy. Do you want that too?”

I meekly said yes.  She told me to tell her what I wanted and I just couldn’t do it.  It was then that she said: “Look Mary why don’t you just leave and go home?

I pleaded with her saying: “No please no, no!”

She said OK then asked me, like a good slut that I want my pussy licked.  I told her she was mean.  She told me: “I’m more than that Mary and I’ll make you do things to me and I’ll do things to you that you won’t believe possible. “

She took my head and made me look into her eyes and said: “Now Mary, tell me what you want me to do to you.”

I said: “Lick me Maggie please lick my pussy.”

She pulled me toward the bed, said: “Sit on it.”

I did immediately. Then she smiled and said: “You want this don’t you Mary. You want me to eat you slut cunt don’t you?”

I said: “Yes I do Maggie but please, please stop. It’s embarrassing me.”

She knelt in front of me and told me to lay back. I did as she directed and she said: “Spread your legs for me sweetie.”

I said: “No!!! No please just kiss me and play with my titties and make me feel good.”

She jumped on the bed and we started making out like a couple.   She was so good to me that day.  It gets me so wet right now thinking about it.  She had me melting in her hand and I ended up licking her pussy first.  I was so excited that since that day I have been a bi woman and love woman and girls.  Yes I said it, women and girls but oh well I love to lick pussy and suck cocks so I’m good with both sexes. 

Maggie was someone who helped me get past that asshole senior who hurt me and was the first to sink his cock into my cunt.  Why I ever continued to fuck and suck him after he hurt me I don’t understand.  Maybe because he was so demanding.  So with the drugs, my neighbors and Maggie I got hooked. It became a bond between all of us.  

Anyhow we became friends quickly and we went to her house every Friday after school and did it. We smoked and had sex.  We would smoke a joint and she would ask all kind of sex questions which I felt I need to answer truthfully.  She told me right out how much she liked girls and I told her that was OK with me too.  But I wasn’t sure yet if I liked only girls or boys.  I told her I didn’t have a lot of experience with guys (a white lie)

I didn’t tell her right away about Uncle Johnny or Mr. & Mrs. G. I did tell her how I love to play with myself and that I had stuck a bunch of different stuff up my pussy hole like a hair brush and a cucumber, and even the center of the paper towel roller all kinds of things.

She said she had done the same but she really liked to play with her clitty too. I told her I loved that way too and how it would swell when I climaxed. 

She told me she had had sex with a cousin 2 years older than she was last year when she had visited Boston.  That was about 8 months ago and she told me she liked it a lot but she liked girls better. She said: “I love having my pussy licked for a long, long time Mary. It makes me cum better.”

I told her I had had my pussy licked too and I liked it very much. I was always feeling pretty good when we smoked the pot and she smiled at me and asked if she could lick my pussy now.

I had to tell her I was having my period.  She then moved over to me lying on the bed and kissed me and said it was alright and we could do it next weekend.  We were becoming closer, much closer and friends and lovers. She was so demanding and I loved giving her all I had.

Funny but this time when her lips touched my mouth it was like a shot of electric shot into my clit.  I couldn’t help but kiss her back and aggressively, she pushed me back looked in my eyes and said: “You’re my girl friend now and you must do what I want.”

I laughed and she just glared at me as I remembered it.  She kissed me again and gave me her tongue.  Then she told me to kiss her again and give her my tongue. I of course complied. 

Maggie reached and touched my breast and by I was only wearing my PJ's.  She started to unbutton my top and I was trembling and kissing her harder now as we sucked on each other’s tongues. She too my hands and put them on her breasts.  I started feeling them up and around finding and feeling her nipples become rock hard.  

She pushed me back and my top was wide open. Maggie started to kiss my breast and suck the nipples. It was like she tried to get as much of my tit into her mouth as she could get. God was I so excited.  She sucked them until my nipples were rock hard then she came back up and looked me in the eyes.  She asked if I truly wanted to be her girl friend and if so she would be my boy friend.  I was stoned and so high with lust at the moment I looked at her and her titties hanging down in front of my mouth and said OK.

She got up from the bed and brought back a ring and put it on my left hand ring finger.  She said: “You’re my girl now Mary. And you will do whatever I want right.”

I said yes meekly.  She told me she had these domination dreams with another female and that I would I do it with her.  I of course said yes and told her I felt I was submissive anyway.  She told me that in public we would just be friends but when we spent time alone she was going to fuck me and suck me and I was going to suck her and fuck her.  She told me to that I would learn to lick her so nice I would want to do it all the time. She said: “I want you to eat me until I scream and cum and can’t stay it any more. Do you understand Mary?”

I told her I did.  We kiss and played with each others breast and finally fell asleep.  In the middle of the night I had to change my pad and she woke up.  We started kissing again and touching each other’s body. God she was so sexual. I could feel the heat off her body and when she held me it was so nice.  We feel asleep in each others arms after sex almost every Friday night.

The next morning we had breakfast and went back to her room and she told me to kiss the ring she gave me. Now that I wasn’t being high she told me again what I was and what we were going to do. I said I was her girl friend and I was OK with what she told me my job with her was to be. She smiled and we hugged and kissed until her whole family was up and moving around in the house.

The next weekend was special.  I did fall in love with Maggie, she and I deserved better and more of what we had but at the age of 19 and from private schools we just didn’t know better.



How I Became a Slut Sub and Loved It Ch. 04



As I remember it, back then my pussy hair was a nice fiery reddish/blond. The hair on my head was auburn and the hair on my body has always been sparse. My skin was very smooth, I mean even now, I have no scars or stretch marks with my labia very close to my body. Actually I look like a teen then and now. My nipples are about the size of 50 cent pieces with nice raisin size tips.

Maggie was blondish/brown with light blonde color hair on her head. Her nipples where some of the best I have seen with nipples the size of a quarter and her actual nipples would jump out when excited to 1/2 or ¾. She had nipples that wouldn't quit

Here goes a little more about her and me. I think things happen for the best some times. You know my Uncle Johnny was wonderful to me and got me looking at it and enjoying it. But meeting Maggie got me going in another complete direction. 

Sure, I always thought some other girls were cute and I found out later that being with Maggie that one time was so wonderful. I mean about her sexuality which was gay. Her life didn't take her there before she was with me. I was actually her first kiss and her first oral sex and fuck. She was my first too. But as you know it was not going to be my first time getting licked, Uncle Johnny did that to me first. But it would be my first time licking another female and getting fucked by one.

We planned on every Saturday. Usually I went to the football game on Friday night with my sister. Once there, she would ignore me but I hooked up with Josh the senior that hurt me so badly. We would talk and have some fun playing with ach other's body under the blanket. But my mind was on Saturday night with Maggie. God I am wet thinking of those days. I knew I was going to have my pussy licked every Saturday which I loved dearly. I knew too that I would lick Maggie's cunt and make her cum too. 

Yes, every Saturday it was set with Maggie because I wanted it and she did too. It really continued my life and training as a submission woman and increased my need for pleasing others. My Uncle Johnny set me up to be that way and Maggie I think sensed it from the first time we were alone in her room. 

So I got the football game out of the way With Josh and went home with my sister or our mom picked us up. I would rush to bed so I could touch myself. Josh did work me up a great deal with his hands in my panties and up under my bra. My sister and I shared a bedroom and so I didn't have much privacy. I also just wanted to get high, sex does that to me. I would masturbate fast and furious and cum before my sister got into the room. I think she knew I did it, from the sexual musky smell that filled the room. And I know she did it too. But we never did it to each other or together.

I couldn't wait until Saturday afternoon when my mom took me over to Maggie's house. The only people home were Maggie and her mom. This made me so disappointed because I was hoping to go at it with Maggie and have sex with her right away. Her mom being there made me nervous and my pussy felt hot and wet waiting until Maggie and I could get a chance to get away by ourselves. 

I remembered back when I sucked Uncle Johnny cock first time and how I wet my panties. I had the same feeling each Saturday waiting to get Maggie alone and didn't want to do that again. So I would say hi to Maggie's mom, Mrs. M, and she would ask me how things were going in school and stuff like that. She was actually a beautiful lady. I remember her well, she was a MILF. But not like they think about them today. She was beautiful, with large breasts and a round ass and long legs. You know what I mean, I honestly could see her having sex. But, I never, never saw my mom like that, you know in that way. When my daddy died she never dated again. She just became the alpha female in the house and I was Cinderella doing all the work.

Then Maggie would call me and wanted me to come up to her room to show me some new records she bought. I knew that wasn't it and I hurried down the hallway to her room wondering if her mom could smell my sex which was almost leaking out my panties.

Once I was in her room she would close the door and push me firmly against the wall. She would kiss me and French me with her tongue. Her hands would start exploring my body immediately. I was told by her to wearing a skirt and a blouse and no panties, but I was scared and wore them. She worked on my body! God she took her time too making me feel so fucking good. I would hump her hand almost immediately as we stood there with my back against the wall and Maggie was pushing her hands between my legs playing with my cunt and tits. I think she had a fantasy or two on how she would do it each week when I got there. She acted more experienced than me and I think she was. 

While we were the same size back then she would later be taller and definitely tower over me. That actually made it even hotter for me to obey her. 

Anyway, she kept kissing and moving her hands over my body and I was just standing there humping and fucking myself on her hand which never left my cunt slit. She would kissed down my neck giving me goose bumps and put her tongue in my ear then pulled away and licks her way down my body to my pussy. 

She would whisper to me: "Do you want to lick my pussy Mary. Do you want to taste me, I'm so wet baby?"

I just answered; "Yes Maggie, please."

She would then pull me over to the bed and we both would lay on the bed as we watched her pull her skirt up high. I looked down at her with no panties on and just stared at her wetness. She said: "Well? Do it! DO IT NOW!"

When she raise her voice she would always startled me. And I would kneel between her legs and started kissing her thighs. I could smell her sex or maybe it my own sex which I smelled. Maggie had already removed my panties as we stood together against the wall. They lay on the floor by the door. 

I looked at her pussy and saw lots of hair. There between the hairs was her wet slit. I thought to myself, "My hair is scarce compared to her cunt hair."

I never expected so much hair but it didn't matter I kissed her pussy and lick it and god it shook me up so much knowing what I was doing. She called me a cunt lapper and pussy eater, and that kind of stuff. She let me know what to expect at our future times together. God I was hungry for her juices. I went looking and exploring her slit and seeing her clit. I knew where it was and when I touched it with my tongue she groaned and reached down and pulled my head hard shoving my mouth into her pussy and telling me to lick and fuck her hole.

I was so excited knowing I was pleasing her I did what she told me when she told me. She directed me and had me touching myself. But she stopped me from cumming and told me she wanted me to make her cum first. 

God when she said that it drove me wild with lust and I licked and probed her hole with my tongue and circling her clit with my lips and them gently sucking on it. Maggie pumped her hips fucking her cunt into my mouth as she started to cum. She had to put her pillow over her head to muffle her screams and then sounds coming from her throat. And god what an orgasm she had! It seemed to go on and on and on for such a long time. I just kept licking and sucking her cunt and she kept fucking my face as she held my head firmly against her opening as she pumped and pumped.

And for me it was so good too. I was watching another female have the biggest orgasms I had ever seen and it was so wonderful knowing I had done it. I was so proud of myself.

Seriously, se must have had contractions for a minute or maybe two or three but just one orgasm. She said that was very nice and she got up like nothing had happened. She walked out of her bedroom leaving the door open. 

A few minutes later she came back in and said lets go out. We went for a walk. Just like that we went for a walk; I mean it was the weirdest shit I can remember. Actually looking back on it, it was like my Uncle Johnny all over again. She told me how she felt and that she was purely gay. She thought and I did too that I might be gay too. But later on I said no but I loved licking her and I told her I wanted to do it again and again to please her. 

I remember when I said that she stopped what she was doing and hug me and she held me and cuddled with me and I felt safe like I had found a true lover, my first female lover. 

Later that night in her room as we lay in her bed she made love to me. I learned that making love with a woman was like now. Maggie explored every part of me. It was very late and everyone in her house was sleeping. We kissed and touched each other and it was marvelous I felt so safe in her arms. She licked me into 3 orgasms and kept going until I had to push her head away. She told me never to do that to her again. Then she asked me if she could be my lover and girlfriend. God my heart almost come out of my mouth. I hugged her so tight and said of course you are my girlfriend and lover.

I knew I wasn't a lesbian but Maggie was going to find out being gay didn't mean she or I weren't going to have any cock. We fell asleep in each others arms like lovers. I guess we really were now. I would never, never get that close to another female again. Oh I have had other female lovers but not with what Maggie and I had. 

If we had not gotten messed up on drugs so badly, I could have become her bitch for life. I loved her so much I am crying now as I write this. I think of what could have been but then I would not have my children. 

Maggie deserved better out of life, if not with me, with someone special. I feel somewhat responsible for what happened to her but I have come to realize we are responsible only for ourselves and what we do with our lives. 

Next I'll tell you about the drugs and sex with Mr. & Mrs. G



How I Became a Slut Sub and Loved It



Uncle Bill was so right about me. I was now just like he said. I wanted, needed and it became that I had to have a mouth full of his cum once or twice some times every day of the week if we could do it without being caught. I loved it and would be on his cock minutes after the car pulled out of the driveway or whenever we could do it regardless of the family being in the house. We made plans to meet and they worked.

It seemed I was always pulling down his pants as fast as I could and sucking and stroking his big beautiful cock just loving to see it grow as it filled my mouth. And when he came, when he shot his load into my mouth I sucked and sucked and he held my head and I took all of his seed. Every drop was milked out of his balls and into my mouth until his cock head was so sensitive or his balls hurt too much to keep going and he would tell me to stop. I never stopped sucking until he stopped me. He always told me I learned very well. And he was so proud of me.

Some days I would wait for him to come home before anyone else. On those days I sucked him off in his room or my room before the family got home. I was always looking for ways to see his beautiful cock and to suck him so I could relieve his needs.

Some Saturdays when they went shopping I would spend the day with him sucking his cock until his balls were so drained he would stop me. I was taught to slowly strip and dance and put on a show him while we waited for him and his cock to recover. I loved to dance for him. He told me how my breasts had grown so nice now and were much bigger than the first time he had seen them in the shower. I was now a full B cup. 34B actually, and a B cup was starting to get tight now.

He taught me how to enjoy playing with them for him and he explained what parts of my body were called, my pussy, ass hole or tits. I love to squeeze my tits for him and spread my thighs open wide and show Uncle Bill my cunt.

He taught me to play with myself in front of him opening my pussy with my fingers and showing him all of my pink insides. As I opened the lips showing him my insides that usually made his cock ready again.  He told me that soon, very soon he would fill my hole with his cock and I would feel his cum fill me up! God I wanted that so badly now that I know what was expected of me eventually!

After I danced for him and showed him my pink insides, I would begin to work on his cock trying to make it hard again. Once he was hard I would take his cock into my mouth again and suck him to another orgasm. Some days he would cum so many times in my mouth when he had his last orgasm he wouldn't cum more than a few drops.

The thing that really excited me now was to take his cock soft and work it until he got super hard and shot his load. That took a great deal of sucking and stroking and made my jaw sore. He taught me so much about being a woman and a sub slut that I am today.  

Uncle Bill never touched my pussy with is cock, and he never played with it inside. He did show me how to masturbate for him. He instructed me on how to achieve the best orgasms from my clit and hole. He gave me my first vibrator, and then a dildo and I fucked my self like a crazy woman as he watched. He took my cherry with that dildo and it hardly hurt. I was so worked up from Uncle Bill working that wonderful fake cock into me and fucking me I didn't realize I had my cherry brokered until I saw the spots of blood on the sheet, which I washed for him. 

It was wonderful to lean how to cum properly for Uncle Bill. I was shameless now and did whatever he told me to do. He saw me fuck my pussy until I couldn't do it any longer. One day he had me cum 6 times in a row before I as allowed to stop. I was so tired but I felt so good, warm and loving just like Uncle Bill told me I would feel. I even learned to fist my pussy with my own hand. My entire fist was in my little cunt and I came and came and came, fuck I loved that so much.

Then one day Uncle Bill told me the next time we got together I was going to have my pussy licked and that I would love it so much. I know what I could do with my mouth to please Uncle Bill but I kept wondering what it would feel like when Uncle Bill did it on me. I was to find out soon