6 comments/ 67170 views/ 11 favorites Dad is an Exhibitionist Ch. 02 By: cburton The warmth of the sun's penetrating rays embraced my waking body the next morning. Kicking back the bed covers, I stretched my arms and legs, then arched my back as images of the previous night swam through my mind. I felt wonderful and whole. "Wow," I muttered before reaching down to fondle my tumescent penis. Then bolting upright, I repeated "Wow," this time aloud. Realizing that the angle of the rays could only indicate that it was late morning, my startled brain thought, "It's Monday, and the shop opens at seven." Jumping from the bed I said, 'Crap," and then "Crap" again while I fumbled around for my clothes. After hastily brushing my teeth, I scrambled down the hall past Dad's room, worrying about his reaction to my oversleeping. One of our agreements was that I would never be late to work. He hated it when employees were late to work, and it was already, I stopped to check the clock in the kitchen, "Shit, eleven thirty" I yelled out loud. Grabbing a banana from the counter I bolted to the front door before freezing in mid-flight as an image from the previous night came crashing into my mind. "Did that really happen?" I thought. Then I remembered that it did and my legs shook while I stumbled to the couch; my stomach was suddenly in knots. "Oh shit, shit, shit," frantically tumbled out of my mouth. Bent forward by feelings of nausea, I cupped my head with my hands. "You had sex with your father last night," roared a cold accusation in my head. Sitting on the couch my mind became a messy jumble of thoughts overlapping, looping around then doubling back, and in no ways coherent. My insides jangled from alternating feelings of horror, shame, pleasure and lust. In an attempt to calm my unraveling nerves, I tried to decide what I should make of our encounter. Searching inside me for an emotional point of view that was familiar; I found none. Everything which I had been known for certain seemed all akimbo. "What does this mean?" I thought. I tried to calm down by inhaling deeply. "What happens next?" There was surely some action that I could take to quell my growing panic. Dad hadn't come in to wake me. Was he angry? Upset? Did he regret what we did? Did I imagine it? "Go to work", the words shouted in my head. "Get to work and just act normal," I repeated aloud. "Fat chance," I heard an alternative voice mutter in my mind. I rose to leave the house. Shakily I opened the door and began the short walk to the metal building near the road. Though I was feeling stronger, my legs still were trembling with each step. Hunger gnawed at my stomach. Stripping back the banana peel I took a bite, and then a larger bite as I opened the back door to the shop before standing still, with a half-eaten banana in my mouth, greeted by the stares of Raul and Reynaldo. "I'm late," I mumbled through the banana. Raul turned to the older Mexican man and, extending his hand toward Reynaldo, twisted it side to side while mouthing in Spanish, "Mucho puta." Both men dissolved into fits of giggles and coughs as I walked past them. "Where's my dad?" I asked. "Houston," was the only reply. "Oh my god," I exhaled when I remembering that he was going down south today for a meeting on a bid that he'd placed for some custom tools for an off-shore oil well job. "How could you forget," I asked myself. Then I knew why I had forgotten. I realized that was why he hadn't waked me. "He must have left at five or five thirty," I muttered to myself. With the realization that he wouldn't be back until later in the day I relaxed a bit and, under the guise of feeling normal, began gathering some parts that I had planned to spend this week organizing in bins. After a while I was beginning to feel somewhat better. Later in the day, while absorbed in an activity, I realized that Hank, the skinny blonde, had been following me with his eyes since I had arrived. "Like a cat," I thought. "What?" I snarled harshly at him. After my blurting out, "What's with the stares?" he turned away with a sneer. Mumbling to myself "Fuck you Hank" I went back to my work. Despite my busy work the time seemed to crawl. Raul took care of any business that arrived, mostly inquiries. The other men, Reynaldo and Hank, were busy with their own jobs. I began to feel somewhat better though I knew nothing would be resolved until I could talk with my dad about last night. What was I going to say anyway? What was he going to say? "You give great head, son." "Thanks Dad, any time." I caught Hank staring at me again. This was my time to scowl until he turned away. "Trailer trash" I quietly uttered my mother's favorite term for people like Hank. "At least he still has his teeth," I thought. Still, I paused to look at him; despite his greasy hair there was something about him that was kind of cute. He did have sexy arms, wiry but muscular; and a nice mouth. And I did have to admit that the way his butt rose high in his tight jeans was interesting. "Damn," I said slamming down the wrench that I'd been cleaning. A stiffy was happening in my pants from eyeballing Hank. About four thirty Dad's truck pulled into the gravel apron in front of the building. Raul went out to greet him and they stood outside talking for at least ten minutes. My dad then handed him some drawings and came into the shop. "Hola machismos," he called out. Reynaldo looked up from welding and gave a slight salute. Hank smiled broadly at him, like he was really glad to see him. Scowling, I thought to myself, "What the fuck is that about." I grew anxious when I realized that he was coming over to me. He set down some mail that he was carrying and said in a voice not much above a whisper, "You doing okay today?" accompanied by a light pat on my shoulder. My tension instantly deflated. "I had trouble getting up this morning," I admitted. Laughing as he turned to go away he said, "Well, I think we can give you that one." That was it, nothing more was said. He walked through the open doors of the shop and called out to Raul, "You'll need to close up buddy, and I'm meeting with Marilyn in 30 minutes." Marilyn was his accountant. Lifting his arms as though pleading to the skies he said aloud to no one, "Damn quarterly taxes." I was watching him start the truck and then pull toward the shop when a finger signaled through the open window for me to come out. I walked up and he said, "You'll have to fend dinner for yourself tonight; I'll probably be late getting home." Saying nothing else he pulled away as I gave a slight wave of goodbye. Simple, easy, what was I so panicked about? But with no acknowledgement whatsoever of last night from him, that felt odd. Turning to go back into the shop I said "Good night," to Reynaldo as he passed me going to his car while in the shop Raul busied about closing up. "Can I help close up?" I asked him. "No," was his reply, "see you manana." I headed for the back door just as Hank stepped out of the rest room slicking back his hair. "Night," I mumbled while lowering my head when I passed him. I heard a grunt in reply. "Go home to your fat, ugly wife and kid, you bastard," I muttered to myself. "I guess he's jealous of me," I thought, ticking off the reasons why. Why shouldn't he be? My Dad's his boss. He's a high school drop out saddled with a wife and kid; I'm going to college; he's short and skinny; I'm better looking. But then I remembered my reaction when I watched him earlier this afternoon and wondered, "Still." Later that evening, after a dinner of peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, I made efforts to district myself from thoughts of the previous night with my father. Channel surfing through the television I switched from one program to another with no success. Finally, in frustration, I went into the back yard thinking that a walk might settle me down. For most of the evening I had been unable to separate myself from the concerned I had about my Dad's reaction. Though he had seemed casual enough during our brief encounters today, there was no indication of what he was thinking. Worse yet, I didn't know myself what I thought about the time we had spent at the pond. Certainly it had aroused me enough so that I had experienced my first real sex with another man. I had messed with a buddy in high school, but it had been nothing like what had happened last night. I had long been very aware of my attractions to some other men. However, for my first experience to be with my own father was disturbing me. "Was it wrong?" I thought to myself. I wasn't entirely certain that my unsettledness was due to the experience or to my father's lack of acknowledgement of our experience. Inwardly I was longing for the feel of him again. In short, I was in a muddled state. The walk outside hadn't helped me at all. Seemingly tired, perhaps from my anxiety, I fell into bed early and, imagined the feel of Dad's arms around me. The vivid memory of how his cock filled my mouth captured me, along with the strong taste of his cum. I was soon lost in memories of the previous night while I stroked my cock to a climax before falling asleep. Our chance to talk didn't happen until the next evening over dinner. Dad ate dinner with the newspaper spread open and his eyes focused on the story he was reading. I sat trying to eat but not feeling hungry and wondering how to begin. Looking up from the newspaper, he caught me watching him and, with the gesture of closing a page said, "Is there something you want to say?" Taken back by this lack of subtlety, I fumbled and stammered before starting. "Well, I guess..." as I felt nervousness growing within me. "I mean..." I started trying to say something when he interrupted. "Say what you want to say Dave," he spoke out with some obvious irritation. "What we did," I blurted out, "I mean, shouldn't we talk about that?" "Okay," he said, "what do you want to talk about? What part of what we did bothers you?" "Duh," I found myself resorting to a childish expression I'd often used while I fidgeted. "Sure, I mean, yeah...that night, that's what I want to talk about." He sat back in his chair folding his arms across his chest and just looked at me. "Go ahead, I'm waiting; what did you want to say about the other night?" he said without expression. With increasing jitteriness I realized that in my mind I didn't know what I wanted to say. What I really wanted was to know that we'd do it again. That it was alright with him and he wanted it to also. I just wanted to hear him say that everything between us was good. But what came out was, "You're my dad, and..." I stammered for the words, "We did things together." He spoke slowly with a tone sounding vaguely sinister, "Yeah, it was pretty obvious what we did." "Was that right..." I started to say while knowing at that time that no words could have been more wrong. "Damn it Dave," he slammed his hand on the table. "Yeah, something happened between us and we're two men. Did I know that was going to happen? No," he nearly yelled. I sat upright in my chair, shocked by this burst. "No, I didn't expect it," he continued with a more subdued tone. "But you didn't tell me that you wanted to stop either." He stared at me with his eyes narrowed to only slits. I suppose that I was surprised by his remark. My face flushed while what felt like golf balls pinged around my stomach. I was speechless and could feel tears forming in the corner of my eyes. He leaned forward and his face changed to an expression hinting a smile. "You're a grown man David; you'll be nineteen next month. I've never lied to you or been dishonest with what I've told you. Whatever sexual experience you've had I know nothing about, nor is it any of my business." While I sat sucking air through my nostrils he continued. "I've suspected for some time that your interests were...." he appeared to be searching for a word, "heading that way. And that's fine with me. It's your life. I admit that I've had some of that myself. Last night was....," then he stopped. My father was a man unaccustomed to explaining himself to anyone. And he didn't like it. At that moment it felt as though all of the emotional scenarios that I'd built in my head from our time at the pond crumbled around me like a house of cards. All I knew to express was the anger that suddenly exploded. "Okay," I began yelling. "It was no fucking big deal. So your son is queer;" pausing for emphasis I said, "What's that make you?" I finished and stormed back to my room. He looked at me with surprise during this burst, but said nothing. I suppose he went back to reading his newspaper. After almost an hour I lay in my darkened room in tears over what had happened. How could everything go from being so good to so messed up? I heard his footsteps down the hall and they seemed to pause outside of my door, then a few soft raps. "What?" I yelled out in frustration. I could tell that he poked his head inside the darkened room. "Dave, I'm sorry that you're upset," he said quietly. "I was afraid that this would be like this and I should have known better. I should have never let last night happen." There was a pause before he ended with, "I'm sorry but I just can't deal with all this emotion." He closed the door which was immediately followed by the sound of his own door closing. I willed myself to sleep but woke about two o'clock in the morning with all the possible other things that I could have said in my mind. "Why had I been so reactionary?" I wondered. "I've probably shut any doors that I thought had opened between us on that night." Feeling miserable I went to the bathroom. There were no sounds coming from his room. "How can he be so unconcerned over what we did," I thought to myself. Returning back to my own room I couldn't sleep and sat looking out of the window at the dark night. Through the darkness, I saw someone approaching the house. At first it only appeared to be just movement back near the forest. But as I continued to follow I soon could recognize that it was my father approaching. Closer yet I could see that it he was naked and had his underwear thrown over one shoulder. I gasped when I realized that he'd been to the pond. The next morning I awoke to a light knocking on my door and heard him call out, "It's nearly seven." Shortly afterward I heard the front door close. Rolling over in my bed in a state of morning arousal, it only took a second before I was on my feet and heading to the bathroom. Noticing that I had only twenty minutes to get to the shop, I quickly stepped in and out of the shower, brushed my teeth, dressed, and woofed down a bowl of cereal. Despite the resentments that I held toward my dad, I knew that I didn't want to be late to work two days in a row. My work day was routine and my Dad spent most of his time his office in conversation with Raul over new specifications for a job. I knew that this was the first large job from a major drilling company that he was in line to receive, and it was really important to him. In the early afternoon he gave Raul and Rodrigo instructions for changes to the prototype and, under his supervision, they busied about making the changes that would be needed for meetings back in Houston in two days. I was excluded from the conferences taking place between the three men. By five o'clock they were still occupied and by then had even included Hank. Even though I was the least experienced in the shop, I resented that Hank would be included and not me. I left without saying goodbye to anyone. Dinner came and went and, according to the lights, Dad was still in the shop. Rather than spend another frustrating evening I decided to see if I could find the pond on my own. A swim would do me good. Alone in my room I debated if I should strip to my underwear. The unpleasantness between us the night before left me uncomfortable about nudity. "Still," I thought, "two can play this game," and I removed all of my clothes except for my boxers.. There wasn't much light as I walked toward the trees. Clouds were gathering and the radio had predicted rain before morning. I stumbled on the uneven ground a few times but soon found myself at the fence. Unsure if I was at the exact location where I had crossed with my father, I paced the fence line until I felt reasonably certain of the spot to cross. Ahead of me was a narrow path going into the forest. The trail didn't seem to be as clear as the night I was following my Dad. Of course he had known the way. Also, it was darker tonight. On several occasions I took what became an obvious dead end and had to back track my steps. Still, though trial and error, I continued on sensing that I was going in the right direction. I knew that the clearing at the pond was large enough that, if I could get reasonably close, I could find it. After perhaps half an hour I heard what I thought was the sound of splashing water. Standing still I listened until I heard faint sounds that seemed to be coming from the direction of my right. Turning in that direction while pushing aside branches as I made my way slowly through the underbrush, the moon suddenly appeared though the clouds and I spotted light faintly glimmering ahead. It was then that I heard the sound of voices. Stooping over, my heart racing with anticipation over what I might discover, I crept towards an opening in the trees in front of me. Crouching behind a bush I peered ahead to see the figure of a man reaching out to help someone from the pond up to the bank. Even in the dim light I recognized my father. Stunned, I froze and held my breath. I then heard what sounded like "Ouch, damn rocks," followed by a low chuckle which I recognized as definitely my father. The two men stood facing each other. I saw the back of someone shorter and more slender now standing and facing Dad. They were both nude and apparently speaking together quietly. At the sight of two naked men, my heart began racing and it became more difficult to inhale. At the same time I felt jealous that my father would be out here with someone else. In a very short time, the slender one crouched down and I saw his head go toward my dad's crotch. I gasped to realize that someone was giving my dad a blow job not fifty feet away from me. Even though offended and conflicted by the shame of my spying, I felt a rising in my underwear. Debating whether I should leave, my curiosity over what I was watching overruled my sense of probity. Reaching down I began to rub the erection now pressing against the leg of my shorts. The two stayed still; the only movement was from the kneeling man. Dad had placed one of his hands down over the man's head and was moving it backward and forward, just as he'd done with me, while with his other hand he rubbed his stomach. Though trying to suppress my breathing, I reached inside the fly of my boxers and withdrew my cock, now dripping with the fluid of excitement. Wrapping my palm over my cock head I felt the sticky substance in my hand. Abruptly the man stopped his sucking and rose and turned away from my father toward where I was hiding. "Oh my god its Hank," I almost said aloud. It was Hank who was with my Dad. Anger and jealously surged through me at once and I wanted to cry out, "No," while at the same time I squeezed my erection, now grown even harder. Not only was I watching two men having sex, I was watching two men who I knew having sex. I had no explanation for why this was so exciting to me. Stunned, I watched while Hank leaned forward and pressed his butt against my Dad's crotch. Dad put his hand to his mouth and I could tell he was spitting. I quietly moaned at the prospect of what I was about to watch. I started stroking my pole, now throbbing with excess blood. Dad is an Exhibitionist Ch. 02 Watching my father use the hand that he'd just spit on as a guide, I knew that he was pushing his penis inside of Hank's ass. The younger man put his hands on his knees as though bracing himself and I heard grunts from both of them. I had dropped forward on my knees and was now stroking vigorously. Through a parting in the brush, I watched while Dad, placing his hands on Hanks' hips, began plunging forward and pulling back. I heard Hank first begin to moan, then say out loud what sounded like, "Fuck me, oh yeah man, fuck me." My Dad began riding him hard and even occasionally slapping his ass. Both men were rocking back and forth and, between Hank's moaning and my own breath; the forest seemed to come alive with sounds. I no longer worried about detection as I pounded away on myself, feeling a strange mix of pleasure from what I was watching combined with jealousy of whom I was watching. Hank was now stroking himself and they both seemed to be having difficulty standing from the force of Dad's pounding. I could even hear the slapping of skin against skin. I was certain that this was something that they had done together before. I didn't know who came first, me or Hank. I must have given a slight shout as Dad seemed to look my direction just as I felt cream jolting through me. My balls were contracted tight up against my body and I squeezed them with each surge. Hank had obviously begun coming while he shouted aloud, "Oh yeah, fuck, I'm cuming, fuck!" About then I heard a sound through my father's gritted teeth as he slammed into Hank with more force than before and causing the younger man to brace his hand against the ground. The pounding continued until Dad tilted his head upwards as a loud groan came from his throat. Then all movement stopped abruptly. I was spent but was still rubbing and squeezing my dick, still hard and wet with my fluids. My chest was still heaving but my breath had begun to slow. I inhaled deeply through my mouth and watched the men across the pond from me slowly pull apart. Once separated, Hank stood up to begin arching his back in stretching like motions. My father turned and walked to some bushes. After pausing I heard the sounds of him urinating. Suddenly I became become afraid of detection. Backing cautiously on my hands and knees through the underbrush, my penis grew flaccid and dangled through the fly of my boxers. Wet spots on the fabric stuck to my leg. As soon as I could hurry my pace away from the pond, I tucked my cock back inside my boxers. Using the moon's position I tried to steer my path towards home. It was easier to detect the trail out of the park than to follow it in. Arriving at the house after half an hour I was glad to see that I'd beaten my father home. I quickly went to my room and stripped before heading to the shower. Though I didn't hear him come in, when I left the bathroom his bedroom door was closed so I assumed that he'd gotten in and gone to bed. I did the same. The next morning I was again waken by taps on my door accompanied by, "its 6:30, and time to get up." I heard the front door close before I rose from bed. Thoughts of what I'd seen the night before busied themselves in my head throughout the day. Thoughts of my experiences with my father at the pond, thoughts of wondering what was going on between the two of them occupied me. I was filled with alternating rage, confusion, and lust. Rage at my father for being with Hank, confusion over our status, and lust from what I had seen. Everyone else was busy at work reading the new prototype tool when Dad stopped by to say that he'd be leaving early for Houston that afternoon. "What don't you go into town for a burger and movie tonight?" he said as he handed me two twenties. I mumbled that I might while averting my eyes from his look. "You okay Dave?" he inquired with no suggestion of real concern. "Yeah, sure I am." Resentment filled me again when he walked away. Resentment filled with anger followed by confusion. I remembered him saying that he hated emotion while at the same time I was nearly overcome by my own. The day passed uneventfully. Everyone stayed busy in the shop. At one point I caught Hank staring at me. I turned quickly away but felt flushing cross my face. By four o'clock, Dad had gone to the house then returned with an overnight bag which he placed in his truck. Afterward, he held a brief meeting with Raul. Soon he'd packed up the new tool, said a general good-bye to everyone in the shop, and was on his way. After work I went to the house and decided to shower before deciding where I would go for dinner. As I stood under the hot spray, images of what I'd seen the night before infiltrated my mind. Recalling the sight of Hank bent over while being fu ked by my father, I massaged my erection with a soapy hand. Squeezing down on my inflated rod I tightened my ass and with my free hand caressed my balls. In my mind I soon replaced images of Hank with myself, and heard myself mutter through my gritted teeth, "Oh yeah," as the tightening in my lower belly began. I yelled aloud, "Fuck me Dad," when jolts began shooting through me. Oblivious to the spray of hot water over my body I stood stroking even after my ejaculation had exhausted. Feeling depleted I continued washing my body slowly while my skin tingled with every touch. As I dried afterward, a feeling of resolve came over me. I would no longer be angry or resentful at my Dad. "We're just different," I thought to myself. We are very, very different I now knew. Driving into town I decided to eat at "Eddie's BBQ Joint" downtown. My Dad and I had eaten there for years whenever I'd visit. The food was good and the old black man who owned place knew me. Arriving, I was soon standing at the counter placing my order for ribs, beans and slaw. Eddie, standing in the kitchen, saw me and waved. I waved back. The food was as good as I had expected. The ribs, nearly falling from the bone, were tangy and sweet. I sat eating I looked around the room. It was mostly filled with locals, though Eddie's had a state-wide reputation and his place had become a regular drop-in spot for travelers. At a table near me sat four young men with Dallas written all over them. You'd have to be from Texas to understand that. As I watched them engaging in talk and laughter one looked my way and smiled. It took a moment for it to register that his smile was intended for me. Though I flushed, a slow smile in response crept across my face. A warm feeling crawled across my belly and faint twitching began in my penis. As I ate my meal we continued to engage in glances and smiles. The other three apparently noticed his attentions in my direction and they also began to occasionally look over at me. I smiled, they smiled, I looked, they looked, and throughout it all I began to feel pleased with myself for receiving their attentions. After I finished eating, I stood up at my table and, though I intended to pass by their table on the way to the door, shyness overcame me. I could only nod as I passed. Once in the car I watched while they returned to conversing among themselves. Still, as I pulled out of the parking lot a feeling of happiness swept through me and I shouted "Yes, yes." They had noticed me and I felt very pleased. I was beginning to find my own way. Back at home, I sat down in front of the television and began channel surfing. Finally selecting a baseball game, I put my feet up on the coffee table and comfortably settled back for the evening. By the fifth inning I had begun to nod off when an abrupt knocking at the door snapped me out of sleepiness. "Who the heck," I thought to myself. It was nearly ten o'clock. Opening the door I could only see the shape of someone when realized that I hadn't turned on the porch light. I said, "Just a minute," while reaching inside to flip on the switch, and then turned to find Hank standing alone. "Hank?" I remarked. "Can I come in?" was the only reply. I stood back opening the door while a grinning Hank stepped uneasily through the threshold. I could smell beer as he passed me. "How 'ya doing?" he said through his crooked, grinning teeth when I turned back to the room. "Uh," I began, "okay I guess. What's up?" "I've been drinking up at Smitty's," came the reply, "and saw your lights on. I thought you might need some company." He stood grinning sheepishly at me. "Well, I was just watching the game," I mumbled while glancing around, uncertain of why Hank, of all people, would care whether or not I had company. "Dad's not here," was my answer. "I know that," he said. Then, as though stricken with a great idea, he said, "Mind if I grab one of your Dad's beers? I'm still thirsty." Without waiting for a reply he turned and went into the kitchen. "Do you want one?" he shouted out when I heard the refrigerator open. "Sure, why not." Dad had never given me specific permission not to have a beer; but he had not made any comment when I'd taken one before. Hank came back to the living room holding the two beers, both dripping foam as he walked. "Oops," he laughed looking down at the trail he was making. Handing me a beer he flopped himself on a chair and asked, "Who's playing?" "Oakland and New York," I answered. "I myself don't like baseball," was his response, "too slow. Now football, there's a game. Do you like the Cowboys?" "I guess." I had never become acclimated to Texans and their obsession with the Cowboys. We sat placidly staring at the television. I glanced over at Hank to see his eyes watching me as he took a sip from his beer. After turning back to the set I looked back at Hank and said, "What are you looking at?" He only responded with a snort and glanced toward the set then back at me. "So you're going to college in September." His voice held the shadow of scorn. "Yeah, looks that way," I said while trying to decipher what he was up to. "I didn't finish high school," he said as a matter of fact, "after Jenny got knocked up." He shrugged his shoulders and added, "So I had to go to work." "That must have been rough," while not knowing or caring if it was or wasn't. People like Hank seemed to take things like teenage pregnancy in stride, like the weather. "Your dad sure helped me out though when nobody else would. He gave me a job before the baby came, so we could get out on our own." Hank continued to stare blankly at the television. "Your dad is a great guy," he finished with a slight nod. "I owe him a lot." "Yeah, I guess so," I muttered and wondered how he paid him back. Out of the corner of my eye I saw that Hank was still looking at me. I startled when he suddenly rose from his chair only to drop down on the couch next to me. I must have looked at him quizzically as he said in a flat voice while still staring at the set, "I can't stand watching TV crosswise." I had turned back to the game in an attempt to concentrate on something other than the tension now between Hank and me when I felt his hand rest gently over my thigh. I gave another start and turned back toward him. "You about ready for another one?" he asked in a low voice, continuing to stare at the set. I felt a light squeeze on my leg. "You mean another beer?" I asked in a tremor while my heartbeat increased. "Yeah, I suppose," there was another squeeze on my leg. Turning to Hank I asked, "What's going on? What do you want Hank?" Pressure was beginning to fill my pants. As his hand slid up to cup my crotch he said, "Looks like you pack a pretty big one down there Dave. I guess I'm just wondering about it." "Wondering what, Hank," I said while glancing down and noticing the swelling in his pants. "Oh, you know," he said with a smirk. The engorged shape of my penis showed through the leg of my jeans while his hand moved over to it. I felt as if I should stop this. I hadn't asked him here and wasn't even sure that I wanted what was happening. I also didn't know if he was serious or just testing me. But the compression of his hand over my cock felt too good to stop. Already warm excitement filled my crotch. Setting down his beer he leaned over and began to unzip the fly on my jeans. "Let's see what we've got here," he said in a mildly caustic tone. I watched while he reached inside my boxers to begin tugging on my cock. "Easy," I said. "That's not one of your pipe wrenches. Be easy." Hank ignored my comments and once he had my dick through the fly he leaned over and placed his mouth on my throbbing erection. I leaned my head back and allowed the warm sensations of his mouth to rise upward into my stomach. . We stayed seated that way for while, Hank slurping up and down on me, his tongue over my cock head probing the slit, his saliva dripping down my swollen shaft. I could feel my crotch growing wetter. My fingers wrapped through his hair, it felt slick with grease. My mind went blank and I was only conscious of the feelings he was creating in me. I was glad that I'd shot a load earlier since I felt no urgent need to ejaculate, only to sit back and enjoy the experience. After a while Hank rose and began tugging on my jeans. "Get these off," he said. I stood while he pulled them down my legs along with my boxers. Kicking off my shoes I lifted one foot at a time while he pulled the clothing all of the way off. At the same time I pulled off my t-shirt and stood naked. Hank stood looking at me before he began removing his own clothes. "Yep," he said, "you've grown up to be a good looking man and you've sure got a big one down there." With that he stroked my piece before getting himself undressed. "Just like my dad?" I had to ask. I heard no response from him.. Once undressed, he turned away from me and reached his hand back to grab my swollen cock. "How'd you like to get some of what ole Hank's got back there?" I said nothing and he turned to began rubbing my cock. "You got something to put on this?" he asked. "No," I answered. "I know where your dad keeps his rubbers," he said turning to go down the hall. "I'll get one." "He knows where Dad keeps his condoms," I thought to myself. That realization had no impact on me. My anticipation was all on "...seeing what ole' Hank has back there." Hank returned gripping the small package in his mouth and tearing it open. Dropping the wrapping to the floor he was back facing me and I felt his hand go over my throbbing cock. Glancing down I watched as he rolled the latex down over my shaft. "There," he said, "that'll do. He then spat in his hand and reached back to rub himself between his cheeks. He turned, bent over and backed toward me. "Put it in," he nearly commanded. Uncertain, I gripped my shaft while probing around for an opening. The condom was lubricated and felt moist between his cheeks. Hank reached back to guide me and I heard him say, "There," as my head probed down into the hole. I hadn't expected to feel suction when Hank backed toward me taking in my cock, but I did. Warmth enveloped my latex-clad erection. I heard Hank give a groan when he pushed his rear into my crotch. With his skin flush against mine, I was buried deep inside of him. It was as though sound had suddenly been turned on when I started fucking him. I hadn't realized it had gotten so quiet when he arrived. Suddenly I heard the television, his loud breathing and moans, and my own halting breath while I began plowing back and forth with my hips. I remembered the scene at the pond and slapped his butt just the way my father had done. "Do you like this cock, Hank," I heard myself snarl. "Do you like getting fucked by this big cock? Is it just like my fathers?" I yelled. "Yeah," he replied through his gasping breath. "Fuck me big boy, fuck Hank." And I did fuck him. I leaned him over the couch and nailed him from behind. Then I turned him with his hands and knees on the coffee table and continued pounding. Through out it all he cried aloud, he entreated me with "Harder, harder." I yelled out obscenities as they seemed to pop from nowhere into my racing brain. We were both covered in sweat and breathing hard by now and I saw Hank began to stroke on himself. On the TV, the owner of a local car dealership ranted about bargains on his trucks and cars while I pounded away. The tension inside of my groin rose like the tightening of a wire. Hank began yelling that he was coming when I felt my own juice ready to surge out of me. We both were yelling out senselessly when, like a missile, my ejaculation pumped from inside of me. It seemed to sing through my body and then my shaft. I slowed from pounding him to a rolling motion and squeezed down to force out everything that was in me. My rolling switched to rocking back and forth as my hands gripped on his hips; slowly my erection began to soften. With the soft flesh of his ass pressed against me, my cock lessened and slid from the grip of his hole with a slight "whoosh." Hank remained bent over the coffee table while I pulled back and looked down at myself. The condom gathered wrinkled around my cock and the tip filled with my white cream swung downward. As Hank stood up I saw that he'd come all over the coffee table. He turned to me blinking and said, "Man that was good. You must have done that a lot." Looking down while I gripped the condom to pull it off, I laughed and said, "No, it was my first time." "Really?" he answered in genuine surprise. "I didn't know," was all he said while he began gathering his clothes. I walked into the kitchen to dispose of the condom in the trash. When I returned he had already dressed and was standing by the door and gripping his can of beer. "Hey," he said with a small wave of his hand, "I'll be seeing ya." He left with as little fanfare as he had arrived. Later, alone in my bed, my mind pondered the changes in my life in just the past few days. It seemed preposterous that I could have gone in such a short while from a mindset of naiveté and inexperience to one where I could contemplate my role in the vast world of sex. Dad returned the next afternoon from Houston with the news that he'd gotten the contract for the drilling tool and delivery needed to begin in six weeks. In all total, he had a contract for one thousand tools over four months with an option to provide another one thousand by Easter. We seldom spoke as he scurried around the shop holding meetings with Raul about supplies, some new equipment he needed, and bringing on a few more employees. By the afternoon Hank and I were told to relocate some of the existing presses and other items to make room for more equipment. We hadn't spoken since the night before when we started our chore. After struggling to move a particularly heavy piece of equipment I was standing catching my breath when Hank leaned over and began to whisper. "There's a bar outside of ...," and he mentioned a town which was about an hour away. He told me that he thought I might find it worth my visit. He was precise about the location, one mile east of the town on a state highway. I mumbled "Thanks" as I committed the address and name, "Miss Kitty's," to memory. Dad is an Exhibitionist Ch. 03 "I hope you understand, Dave. This job is what I've been working for all of my life and I can't mess it up." Sitting across from me in the restaurant, Dad had explained that, for the remainder of the year, he would be engaged nearly exclusively in work. "A lot of eighteen hour days," he had said. He apologized that he wouldn't have much time for me and that I'd have to fend for myself. Offering to help any way that I could, I explained that I understood how important the job was. "I appreciate that offer Dave, but it probably won't be necessary since I'll be bringing on some experienced tool workers." He told me that I should just keep cleaning up and helping the way I had done. "After all," he said, "it's your last summer before college. You deserve a little free time." After a moment he added, "I think that you'll need to use the car. Take it up to Dallas or down to Houston some weekend if you want to." There had been no mention of sex during the entire meal. In fact, it was as though nothing had happened since I had arrived. I wondered how easily my father could turn the subject on and off. "Maybe I'll be that way some day," I thought to myself. We stood up to leave and he left money on the table to pay the bill. As we walked to the car Dad slowed and appeared to have something to say. "What is it Dad," I said stopping beside his pick up. "Well, maybe I shouldn't mention this, but" he paused, "Hank told me that he stopped by the house the other night." Then he looked at me and appeared to be testing for a reaction. After looking at the pavement I shrugged and said, "Yeah, he did. He surprised me stopping by," I paused before adding, "I guess we had a pretty good time." Sounding relieved, Dad broke into a laugh followed by, "Well, I suppose I should have warned you about him. Hank's a pretty randy guy." He turned to unlock the door and shaking his head added, "But he sure manages to keep that wife of his pregnant on top of everything else." Apparently his wife was going to have another child. Nothing else was said on our drive home. Later that evening in bed I recalled my experiences with Dad and Hank and wondered what to make of it all. I couldn't decide if they were in league together to bring me out to my true nature, or if everything was as unplanned and happenstance as it appeared. Finally, with images from each encounter in my head, I pleasured myself to relief and eventually sleep. The weekend came with Dad away at the shop so I decided to drive up to see my grandparents. I thought that spending time with them would help keep my mind from idle thoughts. I stayed until dinner but, by the time I was ready to leave, I was thinking more of a trip to the bar that Hank had told me about. Hanks' directions had been precise and in half an hour I was pulling into a gravel parking lot in front of the gaudy façade of a country bar. The lot wasn't full, but random autos and pick ups, as well as a couple of motorcycles, showed that it had customers. Other than sneaking into a bar with some high school friends, I'd never actually gone into one before. Once inside of this one I was instantly taken aback by the dim lighting and shadowy figures huddled at the bar. They had all turned to look at my arrival. It took a moment to get my bearings before I heard, "Welcome honey, come on in." The voice had come from a large man standing behind the bar. I approached awkwardly and pondered what to do since I was underage. At the bar I was greeted by who turned out to be Miss Kitty. He was a large, heavy-set man with a face clearly made-up to include bold eye liner. "What'll you have, doll?" "A beer," I answered in a near question. "Got some I.D.?" Miss Kitty responded. "I forgot it," I replied hesitatingly, lowering my head. "Give me a Coke instead." Miss Kitty came back holding a mug overflowing with foam. Leaning towards me he said, "Just be careful who sees you drinking this, honey." I dropped five dollars on the bar which was greeted by a big smile and, "Why thank you Sweetie Pie." Miss Kitty swooped up the bill and, after simulating putting it down his décolletage; he dropped it in a tip jar with a hearty laugh. Retreating to a table along the wall and near the juke box, I took my seat to survey the scene. There were seven men seated at the bar and all had returned to their conversations. At one table were two Mexican men and a woman. One man and the woman rose when a new song began on the box and took the barely lit floor to begin dancing. It wasn't until then that I realized that the woman was actually a man in drag. The couple embraced and began a slow, undulating dance to the music. From the corner of my eye I caught movement as a man, soon followed by another, came out of a door marked "Gents." Both took seats at a nearby table. It was on this distraction that I caught sight of a solitary figure seated at another table looking in my direction. A large, white cowboy hat rested on his table. Turning to stare at my beer, I felt the back of my neck burning. After a few seconds and a deep breath, I turned to look over my left shoulder and found him still staring at me. This time he nodded his head and lifted his beer in a small salute. I nodded back, then turned quickly away and found myself reddening as I repressed a smile. The pleasure I felt from this attention superseded my awkwardness. Before I could gain the nerve to glance at him again, I saw a pair of blue jeans with a large bulge in the crotch standing beside my table. I looked up to find the man smiling as he dropped his hat on my table. Sitting down across from me, he said "Mind if I join you?" Despite my efforts to stay calm, I felt another smile erupt across my reddening face and I responded, "Sure, why not." A large hand suddenly whipped in front of me from across the table, "My name's Roger," the man said. I felt my own hand trembling as I took his and said, "I'm Dave," then mumbled, "Nice to meet you Roger." Roger was a little taller than me. He was slender, though his shoulders were wide. He wore a denim western shirt half unbuttoned to reveal a swirl of chest hair. "Well, Mr. Dave," he continued unreserved, "Judging by the excitement you created amongst the swishy crowd at the bar, you must not come here much." He then added, "First time?" "Uh," I stammered, "yeah, first time." I was unnerved by the directness of his smile and look. He was very handsome, probably in his early 30s. He was younger than my father but obviously mature. He continued to grin back at me as I surveyed his angular face. His dark hair was pushed back behind his ears. I saw ringlets around his collar. He spoke in a distinct but unfamiliar twang. "I don't either," and after pausing said, "I drive a rig across country. I've been here only a few times over the past couple of years." I asked, "A rig? Where did you park? I didn't see one when I came up." "I carry a motorcycle, it's parked in front. It helps me get around when I'm stopped. My rig is at the big truck stop just outside of town." I had passed that truck stop, all lit up, on my way to the bar. "I'm pretty much on the road all of the year, so I need an occasional diversion." He broke into an even larger grin accompanied by a wink. "Do you like it, being on the road, I mean." I quickly lifted my beer to cover my mouth, since every comment I made seemed to set off another wave of blushing and grinning. "Yeah, it's a good life for me," Roger replied. "What about you Dave, what are you up to?" "Oh," I answered feeling awkward, "I'm working this summer at my Dad's. He has a machine shop south of here." Not knowing what else to say I blundered on, "I start to school this fall," then added, "community college." "School, huh," Roger answered immediately, "that's a good thing. I figured you were young but hadn't figured that I might have a chance to land me a school boy." With that he broke into a loud guffaw while I blushed again. His teeth were white and very straight. I sat nervously looking at him. "Tell you what my friend Dave," he said leaning forward over the table, "I'm not a man who likes to waste time. And frankly," pausing he grinned at me, "You don't seem to be a man with a plan, so why don't we go back to my rig? I have something in the cab that I think might interest a school boy out doing some research." He smirked and added, "You are interested in some 'research' ain'tcha Dave?" He sat back pleased with his humor. I stammered hesitatingly and said, "Your rig? Is that okay?" "Sure," he replied. "I've got it parked at the back of the lot where it's real private. My cab is extended and has a small room off the back where I sleep and wash up," adding with a grin, "among other things." Soon we had agreed that I would follow him to his truck. We rose to leave and as we walked out I heard someone at the bar say, "That was quick," and Miss Kitty call out, "Y'all come back boys." He sped off toward town spewing gravel in his bike's wake and I gunned the car to catch up with him. Apprehension as well as excitement filled me and we were soon turning into the lit up truck stop. I followed him through the lot until he stopped at an enormous black cab towing a trailer and parked on the back row where the light was dimmer, just like he had said. By the time that I'd shut down my car, Roger was at my car opening the door for me. "This is a man who wastes no time," I thought. . "Welcome to mi casa, Dave," he said with a swooping arm gesture before turning to walk past the motorcycle, its engine still crackling from the drive. He opened the door to the cab. "Step on in my friend. Between the seats there's an opening to the back." As I climbed in I felt his hand on my ass. I climbed over the seat and stepped into a small room perhaps six or seven feet deep behind the cab. In front of me was a mattress built over some sort of chest with drawers. To my left was a sink above which hung a vanity mirror. On the other side of the opening was a clothes rack with several shirts and pants on hangers. A small refrigerator sat on the floor beneath the clothes. The truck hummed with sound. "Built ready to roll," he said, suddenly pulling me to him and adding, "just like me." I felt his arms go around me. He leaned down to plant a kiss on my lips. Surprised by this abruptness, I felt heat rise immediately from within me. We ground our lips together, his tongue pried open my mouth then darted in. Enflamed by his touch, I responded, placing my arms around him and grinding my hips into his. Both of our breathing increased sharply. We stood grinding our lips together with slick tongues probing each other's mouths. I felt his hands on my ass pressing me into him. Bulging erections rubbed against each others through our jeans. Roger pulled back and looked down at me. "It's been a long time since I've had a pretty thing like you in this cab Mr. Dave. Let's see what you've got under all that wrapping." With that he proceeded to lift my t-shirt up and off my head, tossing it to one side. Then in one unhesitating motion he quickly undid my belt then zipper before yanking down my jeans and underwear. I stood immobile, my breath gasping hard, while he squatted down to take my stiff cock into his mouth. As he aggressively sucked and slurped on my shaft I felt my legs begin to tremble. In a very short while I was stripped of all my clothes and laid back on the mattress. My heart pounded with excitement while I watched him tearing out of his own clothes then pausing, naked and hard, to look me over like a hungry wolf surveying it's prey. "Fuck, you are a beauty," he said with a grin. His body was lean with muscles wiry from exercise. His wash board stomach was cut by a small ribbon of hair to his navel. His cock was stiff and lifted vertically from his groin. Heavy balls dangled low between his legs. "I sure got lucky tonight," he said to no one. With that he straddled my chest and pressed his rod toward my mouth. I opened wide and took it in to begin sucking the fleshy pole while he held it downward. His hand went behind my head and began pulling me toward him when he pushed his cock downward, then relaxing his grasp as he withdrew. I could hardly hear through the roaring in my ears and pounding from my heart. After a few minutes he was on me kissing, rubbing his hands over my shoulders and chest. Our hard cocks ground against each other. I felt fingers flick over one of my nipples before he bent over to began nibbling on it. This was a new sensation and I yelped like a puppy from a combination of pain and pleasure. My fingers gripped his buttocks and squeezed the flesh. It was small and tight, like the asses I had observed on runners. I pulled to spread his cheeks and pushed my finger between them, feeling the warm puckered hole. I probed into its moist stickiness. Roger licked downward over my stomach and once again took my cock in his mouth. My fingers clutched at his hair. It was long and thick and clean. Spreading my legs while he sucked on me, I pushed my hips upward, arching my back as I let out a moan. My rod was throbbing with the suction of his warm mouth. He withdrew his mouth and licked around my shaft and over my balls. Using his tongue he toyed with them as I gave in to the new sensation. I felt his mouth take one of my balls and the tugging sensation of his gentle suck extended up into my stomach. Without a word Roger flipped me over and lifted me onto my knees. I let out a small cry when his hot tongue began licking at my hole. He spread my cheeks and lapped around the opening like an animal at a bowl. I groaned from the feel of wet tongue probing my anus hole. I heard him spit and then felt a finger pushing inside of me; I flinched from a short but brief pain. Glancing backward I said, "Roger, "I haven't..." "I know Baby Boy," he whispered, interrupting my timid protestations. "I know how to take care of you." Once again I gave into the new sensation, stranger than others before, but one that quickly became a welcome invasion. My buttocks rolled with his finger probes. In my mind I let go of any nervousness over what might come and give myself over to him. My sphincter muscle began to relax as his finger continued to probe my slowly spreading hole. His mouth and tongue covered the root of my body from my anus to the base of my balls with intense attentions that rendered me powerless. After what seemed an extremely long time, Roger flipped me over to my back and was suddenly on top of me kissing; his mouth now had a flavor of musk from my hole. The rich aroma of my own ass hole filled my nostrils, exciting me even more. In a while he sat up to reach beneath the mattress; I heard a drawer slide open and the sounds of retrieval. Then I felt the cool smoothness of lubricant as his finger probed me again. He reached again and I watched as he drew his hand to his mouth to began tearing open a small package and extracting the rolled latex. Smoothly he unrolled it over his hard shaft. "Just relax Dave, I'll tell you what to do," he said as I felt a push against my anus, which instinctively tightened from the unfamiliar sensation. "Relax now, boy, push against me with your hole, don't tighten, instead push outward," he instructed. I did as he said and felt his fullness enter me abruptly. I was startled by the sharp jab when my sphincter muscle spread open, "Oh," I cried, "that hurts." "It will for a second, boy," he said, "just relax to it." He then reached down to begin kneading my cock, which had softened at the pain. Soon warmth began to flow and I became rigid again. Roger pressed deeper and the pain began to subside. I felt myself loosen and a new feeling of deep penetration filled my lower torso. He hooked my legs under the crook of his arms and lifted above me. "Take hold of yourself down there, boy. Stroke that pecker of yours." He rode me while I stroked myself, aware of an unfamiliar tingling filling my groin. Closing my eyes I moaned while giving into this new pleasure of being impaled by his tool. He leaned over to press his mouth against mine. Our tongues met amidst the hot gasps of our breathing. I felt his body's smooth rhythm with each thrust and withdrawal of his rolling hips. Shortly a surge began to rise from my tightening balls and I stroked myself harder. Muttering "I'm going to cum Roger," I knew that it was impossible to resist the rise of feeling from my balls. With my words his probes became more abrupt, accompanied by the music of his deep moans. I gave a loud cry out when the tingling of hot spray shot outward through me splashing onto both of our stomachs. At virtually the same moment, he began uttering a series of grunts accompanied by the sharp thrusting of his hips. I knew that Roger was delivering his load. Afterward we both relaxed while his kisses became softer and our breathing slowed. Our lips brushed when I felt a gentle release as his cock slipped from me accompanied by the sensation of my anus muscle relaxing. I slipped back onto the mattress flat on my back and dropped my legs. Roger rested above me on one elbow while with his other arm he reached again into the drawer to withdraw a package of cigarettes. Rising to sit beside me with his legs on the floor, he lit a smoke and inhaled deeply. "Something about that calls for a cigarette," he smiled and offered me a drag. I shook my head and then asked, "Was that okay, since I'm so new at this?" "Dave," he leaned towards me, "you have no idea how beautiful that was. It was an honor to pop your cherry." Then he laughed and I grinned even while blushing like the proverbial school girl. We both grew quiet while he smoked and I softly ran my fingers over his back. He was handsome in a wild sort of way and I knew that I could become lovers with a man like this. "Well, Dave boy," he said, putting out his cigarette, "I hate to end this little party of ours but it's late and I've got a lot of driving to do tomorrow." He stood to strip the condom off his flaccid cock and drop it into a container attached to the wall beneath the sink. "Where do you have to be tomorrow?" I rose and began locating my clothes. Roger tossed his own clothes into a corner, obviously intending to remain naked. "I have to head out early for LA. I want to get into California before I have to stop for the night." "And then, what there, where do you go?" I asked. "Up to do a drop in Seattle. Then I pick up a load in Vancouver afterward," he answered. "Do you come back this way often?" I said, hoping that he would say "Yes." "Not really boy, probably not, but it's pretty unpredictable." Looking at me I supposed he read the look in my eyes. He said, "You'd probably better not count on us meeting again, though it's possible, I suppose." I turned away from him to finish my dressing with the feel of a small weight suddenly around my heart. "I can't tell you enough what a special time this was for me, Dave," he spoke touching my shoulder. "But the problem with my job is that my life is pretty unpredictable and all situations are temporary." I supposed that my disappointment showed and he added, "But I won't forget my Dave, I truly promise you, I won't," as he hugged me to him. It was late when I drove back home. The evening had turned cool and rain had been forecast for tomorrow. On the dark road I thought of how my life was changing. First my father, then Hank, and now Roger, and I knew that I was becoming a different person. Over the next few weeks I seldom saw my father. He made several return trips to Houston for meetings, but even when he was at home his time was exclusively dedicated to the shop. I spent most of my own idle time either reading or watching television before retiring to bed and a prolonged masturbation session every evening. I missed the company of my father and I definitely missed seeing his naked body around the house. Dad is an Exhibitionist Ch. 03 One even when I was considering another trip to Miss Kitty's, my mind was interrupted by the ringing of the telephone. I answered, "Hello," to find that it was my mother calling from Atlanta with exciting news that would change my life forever. The previous year I'd applied for several engineering scholarships at East coast universities before proceeding with my plans to move to Texas. My mother's voice excitedly announced that a letter had arrived at her address from Georgia Tech, which she had presumed to open. I had been accepted for a full scholarship in the semester to begin in three weeks. After an hour of conversation with my mother I hung up the phone exclaiming to myself, "Whew." I was nearly in shock to have my plans change so suddenly. I was beginning to feel comfortable in Texas and adjusting to life with my father. But I knew this was an opportunity that I couldn't pass up. I also needed to tell my father soon. It was another day before he returned from Houston. He pulled up to the shop about three in the afternoon. Before he could gather the men in his office for meetings, I interrupted him. "Dad, can we talk a second." I suppose that my tone had conveyed importance, because the look on his face when he turned to me was one of concern. "Sure, I can take a minute. Come on into the office." Once in his office I told him about my mother's call and the offer of a scholarship. I hadn't anticipated his reaction since he'd grown distant as he got busier with the new contract. However, as I spoke I could tell that a creeping change came to his normally impassive face, and his eyes registered warmth toward me. "David," he stammered, "that's wonderful. I'm really proud of you." Pausing, he hesitated before stepping forward and grabbing me in an embrace. I felt his arms around me again, and for a brief moment, longed for the affection we'd shared at the pond. I pulled back first and he responded. His expression changed to efficiency and I could see his mind reengage. "Well, that changes everything," he muttered. "You're going to accept, of course. This is too big an opportunity for you." I nodded my head in agreement. "When do you want to leave?" "I haven't thought about it," I said. "I guess soon?" "No," he replied, "don't rush. You wanted to see San Antonio, why not take the car and drive down there before you go. Better yet," he suddenly looked pleased with himself, "you'll need a new car for college. Let's go get you one this weekend; then you can think about leaving." I was surprised and pleased by the offer of a new car. In our exchange we agreed that I would ride with him to Houston the coming weekend to pick out a car. I left the shop with my head spinning with all of this news as he returned to work. The following Sunday we left early for Houston. My dad had meetings again on Monday and I had a new car to select. It was an easy purchase and I quickly found my favorite; my father had previously made arrangements for financing. By mid-afternoon I was on my way home in my new car while he remained in the city. Though I had little to do in preparation for my trip back, the week seemed to flash by. I decided to leave the following Sunday and selected a route which would allow me to see a few sights I'd not previously visited. My Dad also told me that he wanted us to share dinner my grandparents on my last night. We went to my grandparents the following Saturday afternoon. My Grandmother had prepared quite a spread and the talk centered on my scholarship and my future. After affectionate good-byes, Dad and I returned to his house. We were both silent on the return drive. We arrived late and Dad said that he was tired and needed to get to bed early. After an awkward pause, he extended his hand to shake mine, and then as our hands met he pulled me into him for a brief embrace. "I will miss you Dave," he muttered quietly. "Same here, Dad," I said awkwardly as we separated. Without a word he walked down the hall and entered his room. I was perplexed and frustrated. I didn't want our last evening together to end this way. But with no outward sign, no suggestions of an alternative from him, I was unsure of what I could do. I wandered from the living room to the kitchen, then back again. I turned on the TV, and then turned it off. I found myself standing at the back door looking toward the woods when I noticed lightening. Rain had been predicted before morning. Suddenly I knew what I must do. I walked quickly back to his room and opened the door abruptly without knocking. Dad was under a sheet in bed but jumped upright as if I had interrupted something. "What do you want Dave?" he sounded startled and slightly annoyed. Without hesitation I walked to his bed then sat down on the edge. I hadn't prepared any words, at this moment I only knew my urges. "Dad," I responded while I laid my hand over his extended leg. "Dad," I repeated, pausing to think of words as my hand rubbed upward on his leg to find that his penis was erect. I knew that I'd interrupted him in the middle of his masturbating. "Dad," gripping his cock through the sheets, I suddenly knew the words I wanted to say, "I think you owe me one thing more." With that I fell over his body and took him in my arms while firmly planting a kiss on his mouth. After a hesitation, he responded by wrapping his arms around me as our tongues probed each other's mouths amidst sudden and hard breathing. While we kissed I felt his hands around my waist. I lifted to jerk the bed sheet down and then off him, exposing my father naked beneath me. Pausing, I looked down the length of him. My hand cupped his balls, lifting them toward his engorged cock. "You are one sexy father, Dad," I heard myself say as I leaned over to begin sucking on his hard pole. As I sucked I felt his hand rubbing from my head down my torso, then reaching around to begin unbuckling my belt. Releasing his balls my fingers followed the crack of his ass until I found the warm pucker of his moist anus. One finger rubbed around the opening before sliding inward without resistance. I heard a groan as he yanked open my jeans and withdrew my hard cock through the opening in my boxers. I heard him say "Turn your legs up here," and he turned my body to where my legs were on either side of his head. I continued probing his hole with my finger. Then, using spittle, I pushed in a second finger. His hips undulated while I thrust in and out, synchronizing my mouth on his swollen rod to match the movement. "Damn that is good, Dave," I heard him say. "Finger me down there, baby." His words calling me "baby" only excited me further as I felt his mouth swallow my dick now hanging above his head. Sucking on my hard cock, the sounds of his smacking filled in the room. My two fingers were buried deep within his hole as my tongue lapped down over his balls. Gently I urged one of them into my mouth and began to suck slightly on it, resulting in even louder moans from beneath me. Soon he was jerking down my jeans and boxers. "Take these things off," I heard him say. The command from my father to get naked with him caused me to cease my ministrations on his ass and balls. I stood from the bed and quickly stripped from my clothes while my naked father laid spread eagle watching me. I knew what I had to give him and I knew that he would accept it. My cock stood rigid as I paused to look down on him before laying over him and settling between his open legs. "Dad, I'm going to give you a fucking that you'll never forget." `"Take what you want, son," I heard him answer quietly. Lifting his legs I lowered my head to begin licking around his cock and balls. I felt his fingers gripping my hair while I continued to explore him with my tongue. With my shoulders I pushed his legs upward exposing his butt crack. My hands lifted his legs forward while my tongue drove downward tracing the crack toward the moist entrance below. I lost track of his cries and moans of pleasure while my tongue first licked around the opening and then probed into the wet hole. I had no idea of the time that I spent fucking his hole with my tongue, but as I probed, it loosened to my touch. I was behaving on sheer instinct. I had long since left the realm of any previous sexual fantasies. I only knew that I wanted to devour my father. He was now pitching and bucking from my probes. I heard him scream "Fuck me Dave, fuck this man's big hole," several times. His cries became indistinguishable from my own groans and moans. My breath had become abrupt and brutal. I began spitting into and around his opening in preparation for what I knew was to come. Rising up to lift his hips higher I saw his eyes searching my face and a mysterious grin appear on his lips that said more than any words. I knew my father loved me and was mine and I was his. His hips rolled back and his legs were flung upward. I looked down to see past his hard cock lying flat on his stomach and his round balls lying on either side, I saw down to the opening of his anus. My father's dark hole waited for me like a cavern tantalizing me with its secrets. At first he resisted my cock's probing. He said, "Wait," and shifted his hips to a better angle. As I pushed my hard prick downward into him I felt the initial pushing back of the muscle ring, then a release as my pole thrust downward entering him completely. His cry of initial pain quickly slid into a pleasurable groan. With my cock deep within him I leaned over to take him in my arms. As he lifted so that our lips could meet we were lost in the feel of each other. The soft warmth of him engulfed my shaft as we locked, tongue seeking tongue, mouth feeling mouth. I felt the coursing throbbing of his blood beating a staccato around my shaft. He moved first. It was only a barely discernable rocking of his buttocks. I realized that he was using his extended arms to rock his body. I leaned up and looked into his eyes. We looked fully into each other as his eyes spoke, "This is what you wanted. Now take it." And I did take it. My thrusts quickened as my gasping increased. I rolled his body from side to side with my cock deep within him. Crude and tender words, words tumbled from our mouths. "Fuck, Ass hole, Man, Cunt, Love, Cock, Son, Father, Bitch, Prick," they each took on their own meaning as I pounded him. I alternated between slamming my cock violently into his ass to gently rocking while holding him in my arms. My hands touched his head, his face and I felt his return on mine. I felt his finger pry open my own butt checks and reach into my own hole. My mouth opened with an "Ahhh" when one of his fingers slipped into me and seemed to attempt to pull me open. I saw his hand grasp his hard shaft as he begin to stroke himself. I felt my balls tighten against my body and pressure begin to rise deep inside of me. I continued my pounding, purposefully pushing inside of him to rub against his prostate with the head of my prick. With each push he moaned louder. His eyes closed to slits as I watched his face. This was the father that I loved and he was sharing all that he had with me. "I'm going to cum soon, Dave," I heard him say after a while. "I want you to shoot your hot cum inside of me. Leave a lot for me to remember you by." "You can have it all, Dad," I replied. At that moment I felt hot cream from him shoot up and splash against my chest and stomach. His yells filled the room as he continued to spurt hot liquid. "I'm cuming," I heard myself begin to cry. The pressure had drawn up inside of me like magma in a volcano. Then the magma erupted. I screamed, "Dad," and felt rivets shooting out through my cock. "Oh my god," I heard one of us say amid our cries. I felt his pitching beneath me, rocking like waves on a relentless sea. I rolled with him as though I was riding a wave shoreward. I realized that his fingers had been digging into my side. Then we paused; turbulent breathing gasped through our open mouths. Sweat dipped from my body onto his chest. With one hand he stroked the side of my face. I released his legs and dropped down over him; my cock slipped from his hole with a soft, vacuum-like pop. His arms clamped around me. I felt kisses on my cheek and turned to meet his lips with my own. Tears had formed in the corners of his eyes. All things began to move slower. Night sounds reentered the room. The air cooled. I was aware of the wet between our bodies of sweat and cum. Husky smells of man sex permeated the air. With any shifting, we felt our skin stuck together in a vacuum. His eyes were closed. My mind was blank. A stray thought wandered aimlessly looking for a hearing, but I banished it with "Not now." "Now is not the time," I thought. "You can think about all this later, perhaps never." I heard a self-conscious chuckle and grunt as his body moved beneath me, his arms pushing me to one side. I moved to free him from my weight and he sat up abruptly before exiting the bed toward the door. "Bathroom," he muttered. He was gone a long time. I tried to ignore the sounds and took it as a sign to return to my room. Gathering my clothes I crossed the hallway back to my room, leaving both doors open. I heard sounds of flushing and water running, then him coming out of the bathroom. I looked up and he had paused at the entrance of my room. "Well, that was..." "Amazing," I responded. "Yeah it was," he said. Pausing, and then looking at me directly he said, "Do you need to talk?" I returned his gazed before answering, "No, I think we've said enough." He began to turn towards his own room then returned my look. "I think so too, son; in fact, I think we've said it all. Good night Dave." "Good night Dad," I answered. Somewhere in the night one of us, I don't remember who, said, "I love you." I received an e-mail from my Dad the other day. He and Marilyn are doing well; they've been married nearly a year now. Hank's wife, Jenny, is pregnant again, this will be their fourth. "Good grief Hank," I chucked. Sometimes I wondered if my Dad and Hank still meet at the pond. I hope they do. It's been three years since my last summer in Texas. I'll be a senior in college next year. It's hard to believe that time has passed so quickly. I'm writing as I'm waiting for my latest boy friend to call about our date tonight. He's an Atlanta cop who is working a football game this afternoon. I still haven't completely settled that summer in my mind. Though I know that nothing more could have been said, or done, or even explained. There is still a slight hollowness when I remember all that happened between me and my Dad. Perhaps that's what is absent. It was all that it could have possibly been and I'm still wanting more. Maybe that's it.