19 comments/ 66825 views/ 42 favorites An Older Brother's Job By: SatanJD As always Easton is an entirely fictional town which if it did exist would be in the UK, all the characters featured in this story are over eighteen. This story is to be in no way reproduced, for profit or otherwise, without my written consent. Enjoy! -- I moaned as I plunged into her, not out of any particular pleasure or desire, but because I knew that was what she was hoping for. For the sake of maintaining the peace I played along to the best of my abilities, but this sexual encounter had been underwhelming so far. The girl, Bethany, was renowned for having been around the block... A lot. But... I'd been sexually frustrated lately and not recognised her in the bar where we'd met earlier this evening, by the time I had remembered who she was it was too late and so I resigned myself to a sexually encounter which promised to be a marginal improvement over masturbation. It felt more like I was rubbing up against something than inside her and I'm hardly small, in fact my nine inch member has always been something that brought me no small amount of pride, especially when I find myself lamenting my 5'7'' stature. Still I persevered and I could see she was enjoying herself, much to my amazement; well that or she was bothering to fake it. I had to restrain a laugh when it occurred to me that we might both be faking it, I wonder how often that happens? The next twenty minutes seemed to drag on forever as I rubbed and thrusted at every imaginable angle and tempo, from her perspective it must have seemed as if I was trying my best to please her and if her reactions were genuine it seemed I was, but in reality I was just trying to force some sensation through the brutally numbing surface of the condom. As her cries of pleasure reached a crescendo I managed to motivate myself (with a little assistance from my hand) into releasing, I don't think I've ever worked quite so hard for a load in my life and it did not match up to the effort. Slumping onto the bed I yawned and rolled over, pleased that the encounter had been exhausting if nothing else before drifting to sleep to the accompaniment of her ragged breathing. A proud smirk flashing on my lips before my mind went blank. I woke the next morning in an unfamiliar environment, I took me a few moments to realise where I was and in that time the muffled voice that woke me said something I was clearly meant to react to. "Hmmf?" I demanded, my voice clearly unable to keep up with the complex demands my brain was requesting, such as "Hello" or "Morning". "Geez Alex." Grumbled the voice. "Are you even listening?" "...mfethany?" A peal of laughter, I was really hoping that it was Bethany, I wasn't too keen on the idea of having someone other than the girl I slept with wake me up the next morning. "Who else would it be?" I let out a sigh of relief and briefly entertained the possibility of rolling over and back to sleep, but the gentleman I am at heart made me respond instead. "mfhat wer you ayin'?" "Boy you're really not a morning person are you?" she replied laughing again, I maintained my silence, unwilling to do anything that might prolong this conversation any longer, sleep beckoning to me. "Anyway I was saying that I have morning classes, so I'm gonna leave ok? The door locks without a key so if you leave make sure you won't need to get back in any time soon." I nodded, surprised by her trust, although honestly there was probably nothing of value in the room that she need to worry about, there wasn't a student on this campus that would be worth stealing from. And that was it. She left. No affection, no misconceptions and best of all a minimal amount of bothering me in the morning. I yawned and didn't even bother looking at the clock, I had no classes today, and that meant it didn't matter what time it was, I was going to sleep until I felt like getting up. I rolled over and happily fell back into my interrupted sleep. -- Having retrieved everything I remembered bringing with me I pressed myself against the door of the dorm room, pausing for a moment and listening intently to the sounds coming from the hallway beyond. It was half past twelve in the morning (although some may call it the afternoon in my books the afternoon was reserved for that brief period between two and four), this meant that there was no reason for anybody to leave their dorm rooms, as much as I felt bad about thinking that way I was still somewhat embarrassed to have slept with someone like Bethany and I really didn't need it getting round to anyone else on campus. Relying on my mission impossible like espionage skills I quickly snuck my way out of the building, happily encountering no one on the way, I grinned triumphantly, no awkward questions for me this morning it seemed. "ONII-CHAN!" NO! I howled inwardly as I was tackled from behind, she lives in a different half of the school and it's at least a five minute walk, how is she here? I took a deep breath as I pulled the clinging girl off of me, there was no way she could know where I've been I said calming down. For all she knows I'm just walking through this part of campus, my dorm isn't even that far from here so I have an excuse. "Really though onii-chan, Bethany? I thought your standards were higher than that!" I cursed and turned to face my Japanophile sister. "Why are you here May? and what business is it of yours what I do in my free time?" I tried to play hardball, see if I could get her to back off. "So cruel onii-chan! And is that any way to treat your cute Miku-san?" she replied in her usually bouncy yet pouty tone. "May for the last time I'm not calling you Miku, even if you have caught mom up in your insanity." I sighed, wondering how I was going to get myself out of this. May was my sister and the world's biggest anime nerd, so much so that she demanded everyone called her Miku-san (not that many did) and referred to me as 'onii-chan'. She was also the worst person imaginable to have caught me after this. "Well that's just mean" she said pouting. "So mean I've got half a mind to call mom." I froze in fear. "Not mom, never mom, don't call mom." I said desperately, as far as my mother was concerned I had been born an asexual being and would remain as such until my wedding night, if May told her about me sleeping with anyone, especially someone as... as 'popular' as Bethany I'd be shot at dawn... or worse. She chuckled, a superficially innocent chuckle that contained the kind of hidden malevolence that had the potential to destroy life, mine specifically. "Well then I guess you know what you're going to have to do today don't you?" I sighed with dejection. "Treat you to..." I knew what came next but I could barely bring myself to say it. "Everything!" she exclaimed clapping her hands together happily. I glanced at my wallet, dejected, already resigning myself to my fate. "Alright then." I said trying not to let my raw misery leak into my voice. "Let me go get changed first." I sighed as we wandered towards my dorm, how could to such different people be siblings? I boggled my mind. We were literally polar opposites, I was here on my third year of a neurobiology course hoping to work towards a doctorate while she was here for her first year of English something or other with the dream of being a writer, worlds apart. Not just mentally but physically too, I was short, stocky build with somewhat impressive muscles I had forced onto the figure of a science nerd for my own vanity and had received the sharp pure black hair from our mothers side of the family while she was tall (to my great distress) , with long soft curves and a pronounced chest (to put it lightly), the bouncy sun kissed blonde curls of our fathers side setting off her warm brown eyes perfectly. As we exited my dorm room I laughed briefly as she tugged me along by my sleeve, even at eighteen and even though she had been a great deal taller than me for a long while now in my eyes she was still just a little kid. Maybe treating her wasn't the worst way I could be spending my day, after all putting up with his kid sister's whims was an older brother's job. -- As sunset hit the city my wallet was straining under the painful load that May had imposed on him, I could feel his pain as I myself was currently straining under the weight of all the things she'd bought while we were out as we struggled back to the dorms. Tragically I had no doubt that this was only a brief respite, no doubt when the sun had gone down and we were free of bags to weigh us down her intensity would only increase. True to my prediction as the clocks hit eight our day really began, we fluttered from bar to bar, nightclub to nightclub May drinking wildly and me carrying the same beer along for three different nightclubs watching her pour the last of my money down her throat. She seemed to have completely changed into her hyperactive setting with no end or off switch in sight, the hours spinning away from us as even I started to feel a little drunk. The flashing lights washed over me for a few hours as I simply followed her glowing smile from place to place, no real interest in what was going on just following my little sister wherever she wanted me to. That wasn't to say the night wasn't exciting, I'd never danced that much in my life, and more than once I had to rescue May from the hands of the drunk, perverse and enraged but I didn't mind. I came out of the experiences miraculously unscathed each time and with a smile and a giggle she would continue onwards. For a while it seemed like she would keep going forever, defying the alcohol in her system, but then suddenly she just completely lost her energy and crumpled to the floor. Laughing I pulled one of her hands around my shoulder and began the arduous process of carrying her home, after all looking after his little sister when she was all messed up was an older brother's job. Grunting slightly I dropped May onto her bed in the most delicate way possible, before leaning back against the bookshelf, breathing heavily from the strain of carrying her. I would have called a cab, but I didn't think I had enough money for the fair after everything I'd spent, I yawned, my sister could be a pain sometimes. Groaning I grasped my head, the room was spinning, I scowled. I had coped pretty well so far but at the moment I had far too much alcohol in my system, I stumbled and crashed into the bookcase, to my dismay the whole thing tipped violently and deposited dozens of books onto the ground. Grumbling I stooped over to pick them up, until certain volume caught my eye, I'd seen most of May's manga books before and this one I didn't recognise, stranger still the cover didn't match what was on the spine. I knitted my brow together and tried to read the tittle. "Forbidden... Sister... Flower?" I mumbled curious, I flicked through the pages and instantly recoiled in disbelief. Gratuitous manga sex scenes immediately jumping out at me, but what really shocked me was the subject. "It's incest?" I muttered unable to believe my eyes. "About an older brother and a younger sister?" "ALEX!" Suddenly I spun round and realised that while I had been examining the book May had climbed out of bed and crept up behind me. She stumbled away from me her eyes filled with fear. "You're not supposed to see that!" she stammered, "PLEASE!" she yelled frantically, "Don't freak out! Don't d-don't tell mom or dad." She suddenly dropped to her knees and mumbled "Don't hate me." "Weren't you passed out a second ago?" I demanded stumbling backwards. She looked down sheepishly "that may have been an act." She whimpered quietly. "Wha-why?" I asked confused. She looked away, her face burning red and answered, but refusing to meet my inquisitive gaze. "I guess it doesn't matter now you've seen the book. I was hoping that you'd make a move on me, it worked in the manga and I wanted you to..." she trailed off but she didn't need to finish, much to my despair. "That's nuts!" I told her. "So what? You have some kind of incest fetish? I guess dad didn't go for it so you decided to follow me to university and give me a try?" I regretted it the second I said it but by then it was too late. "NO!" from my perspective it seemed as though her shout reverberated throughout the entire building, I swore I could feel the building shaking under the sonic force, although that might simply be the alcohol. "It's not incest! I don't feel that way about dad, or our cousins or uncles, it's you! Just you! It's-It's not a fetish" I froze up, my head a whirl of questions, emotions and fears but one important thing stood out, I shouldn't have freaked out like that. I couldn't work out what to do, how to fix things, this was too much for me to handle. Briefly I started creeping towards the door, some part of my brain telling me to run, run until I could finally make sense of this insane situation. I heard a sob behind me, I realised as I turned around that May wasn't even looking at me anymore, her body had hunched over and crumpled up into a ball on the floor in front of me. I couldn't run away from this, older brothers don't run away when their little sister is crying, I took a deep breath and stepped towards her. I pulled her into a hug, but she just shook against me, I knew what I was about to tell her wasn't what she wanted to hear, but there was nothing else I could say. "May. I think you should stay away from me for a while, what you're talking about it's illegal. It's impossible." "No." She whimpered her arms suddenly locking around me, her muscles trembling with the effort. "Not forever, just for a while, until you get your feelings sorted out." The words felt hollow, I knew everything I said just hurt worse. "Sorted out" I was disgusted at myself, I was treating her like she was diseased but despite my self-loathing I continued, unsure and shaken. "I'm gonna go now. I'll come by in a couple of weeks when you're feeling better." Again, like she had a simple cold, and if we just left it alone for a while it would go away. Maybe it would, but there was no way her big brother could solve this, in fact I was the problem. "Goodbye." "No!" her cries were desperate, but weak. She could feel me already pulling her out of the embrace, her arms gripped ever tighter but I fought back and easily broke free of her grasp. She whimpered as I approached the door, but I made no movement to turn back, I couldn't, I knew that I had to leave and I wouldn't be able to if I saw her in this state. As I walked through the last threshold that separated this unfamiliar world from the normality I had taken for granted all my life I heard her voice behind me. Weak and forced, a single phrase forced through tears and mucus like a lost child struggling to be seen in a crowd. "Onii-chan." The door swung shut. -- I sighed as I leant back in my chair and let the lecture wash over my mind, I didn't really feel any need to listen when I could always just borrow someone's else's notes and catch up on things later, I had been too distracted later, just this one lecture was fine. It was thanks to my daydreaming that I noticed an elderly looking man accompanied by a middle aged woman enter the lecture hall together and, after checking the piece of paper in the man's hands, begin to approach me. "Excuse me. Alexander Francis Dominic?" "SHHHH!" I hissed angrily as several people looked around, "Yeah I'm ALEXANDER DOMINIC!" I snarled back, glancing around fearfully trying to work out if anyone had heard my middle name, my middle name that nobody outside my family knew, that this ass had just broadcasted. Welp it was time to leave. Now. The woman, seemingly understanding my intent, quickly started to push the older man out the door. "Can you come with us for a bit please?" she asked apologetically. "Sure" I muttered irately having already grabbed my bag from beside me. I followed them outside with minimal curiosity, right as I was concocting a scenario in which it would be feasible that they were both aliens and I would soon be required to battle in an intergalactic gladiatorial arena we stopped, my daydreaming brought to an end, I yawned. "So what's all this about then?" I asked without much interest. "Well today several girls in the university came to see us with some concerns, apparently your sister May hasn't been going to lectures. We went to her dorm to see if we could find out what was wrong but she wouldn't answer us or open the door." She said. I tried to brush it off "Maybe she was just out?" The woman shook her head. "No we know she's in there, you see we could hear sobbing coming from the other side of the door. It's very concerning as you can im-" Just like that a flip switched inside of me, I was done listening to her, I set off at a run towards May's door without any interest in whether or not the two people I left behind could keep up with me. I covered the distance to May's door in under a minute, my breathing heavy as I vaulted the stairs two at a time. I stumbled to a halt in front of her door and pressed my ear against it, sure enough although slightly distorted by the fierce beating of my heart I could hear sobbing coming through the door. Behind me I heard the man and woman from before approaching, the elderly man was visibly pulsating sweat from the effort of keeping up with me. "You should go" I told them simply. "It'll be easier if I talk to her alone." The duo stopped on the stairs and for a moment it looked like the elderly man was going to carry on regardless, until the woman grabbed him by the arm and pulled him away, the two retreating down the stairs. I waited until I heard the buzz of the front door shut before I spoke, this was between me and May. "May?" I called out gently, my voice soft and careful, for a moment I was worried that my words hadn't penetrated the door, until I heard the sobbing stop. Motion from behind the door, I had to push "May? Open the door." The command was simple, but the feelings behind it were a lot more complex. To my relief I heard the lock slide open and without waiting for her to open the door I pulled the door towards me, inside May was stood in front of the doorway panting heavily. I soon realised why. "MAY!" I yelled a little louder than I meant to, her body was shaking, her face grey and lifeless and her skin pulled taught over her muscles. She must have lost at least a full stone of weight, she couldn't have eaten anything since I last saw her, had she even moved since then? "Oh Jesus." I muttered running forwards and pulling her into an embrace, I gently lowered her to the floor and ran towards her wardrobe, ripping the doors open and rummaging about inside. I quickly found the plain shoebox where she stashed all her treats, I was panicking but who wouldn't after seeing their sister in such a state? I was desperate to have her eat anything and quickly plucked the largest bar of chocolate from the top and dropped back down beside her. "Come on May get some of this in your system until we can get you a proper meal." I said pushing the chocolate towards her lips. She shook her head softly, I looked at her in disbelief. "You can't be serious you need to eat something! You could die! Come one, please." "Kiss." She muttered weakly. I looked at her confused and she tried again. "If onii-chan gives me a kiss, I'll eat. I couldn't believe it, but I didn't even have to consider it, after all doing whatever it takes to protect his sister is and older brother's job. I swept in and planted a light peck on her lips before pulling back and slipping a piece of hastily broken chocolate into her mouth. She pouted and for a moment I thought she was going to spit it back out again but to my relief she held true to her promise and quickly chewed and swallowed, I leant forward with another piece of chocolate only to be met with puckered lips and a clear intent. I sighed and leant in again, slipping another piece in her mouth after a light kiss. An Older Brother's Job We continued in this manner until the chocolate was gone, and I was able to lean back with some relief. "Alright" I said happily, "Now you've got some energy in your system we'll get you a meal and by tomorrow you might even be well enough to head off to your lectures." "No." she mumbled simply. "Why?" I asked. "You have to go back, you can't just stay in here all day." "Why not? I don't want to be out there, I just wanna curl up in here and die." She mumbled her gaze fixed on the floor. "May!" I shouted angrily before stumbling over myself and pulling her into a hug. "Don't-Don't say that kinda stupid crap! Do you have any idea how upset I'd be if you died?" she wasn't responding to the hug, continuing to sit precariously upright against the bed. "Prove it" she murmered. "What?" "Prove it!" she barked slightly more forcefully, her eyes turning on me and flashing fire for a brief moment, before she lost her strength and fell back into her dull demeanour. "Just one kiss, a real one, and I promise I'll get up and go to school and everything. If you give me a real kiss." I froze and felt her go rigid in my hands, waiting for a response. Could I kiss her? A real kiss, it was something I couldn't have imagined doing with my sister, but... I looked down at the brittle girl I was holding in my arms, she seemed so fragile, like a doll made out of paper. I had to bring her out of this pit she had fallen into, whatever it took, that was an older brother's job. I picked her up from the floor gently and carefully positioned her on the bed, then with the same cautious drawn out movements I sat beside her. I looked at her, a real kiss I told myself, a serious kiss. I locked eyes with May, my gaze penetrating deep into the very depths of her warm brown eyes, slowly I moved towards her, inching closer, closer. My breath began to mingle with hers, warm, moist, neither of us made a sound, closer, every breath I took brushed lightly against her lips. My throat was dry, only a few more millimetres to go, I could almost feel her lips against mine, the lightest delusion of a true sensation. Finally our lips met. May was submissive as I pushed against her lips, my tongue easily penetrating her mouth, the moment I did her tongue wrapped around mine. They twisted together inside her mouth twirling and rubbing against each other, waves of pleasure wracked through me, I hadn't moved and neither had she, both of us sat perfectly still connected only through our mouths. Incredible sensations, my tongue began to move through her mouth exploring every inch, each and every nook and cranny were slowly uncovered by my inquisitive tongue. I was overcome by the kiss, I wanted to experience everything my tongue could, then, as our embrace intensified even more I started to feel a strange sensation slowly perforate into my body through my mouth and begin to spread through me, slowly, mere millimetres at a time. "Mpfft!" Suddenly May pulled away, the sensation vanished, I fell forward onto the bed with a light thud, looking up I saw that some of the light had returned to her eyes. "Now go!" she said forcefully her visibly body shaking from the effort. "Wha?" I responded, my brain fried. "I'll...I'll go to lectures and get out of bed and eat properly andevery thingbut youhavetoleaverightnow!" her words mixed together as she shoved me backwards and ejected me rudely from the room, I couldn't help but smile, May wasn't May if she wasn't being childish and weird after all. After a few moments the door quickly snapped open and my bag shot out from within before it slammed shut again, I chuckled, disorientated, but pleased to see May with some of her usual spark. There was a thud from the other side of the door and for a moment I was worried she had collapsed, however my fears were soon dismissed by the loud sound of May munching on the remains of her treats box. Relieved I began the walk back to the lecture hall, mulling over the forbidden kiss I'd experienced. -- "Yo Alex, you still with us? ALEX!" Danny's voice woke me from my daydreaming and I glanced around disorientated, right, I was in a booth in one of the many bars in the middle of Easton with Danny, Jack and Sam, it was already approaching eleven at night and the priority for the evening (at least in Danny's books) was picking up girls. I groaned and gave myself a quick slap on the forehead, I was so distracted I couldn't remember arriving at the bar, what was wrong with me these last few days? "Give him a break Danny" Sam told him laughing "I think all that neuroscience had finally melted his brain." "Hey we can't all screw our way to success now can we?" I remarked making Sam recoil embarrassed. "Goddammit Alex you make it sound like I'm doing something seedy." He replied in mock outrage. "I do have a job you know. Just because Leah's dad was willing to offer me a lot to make sure that no reporters ever found out about our relationship doesn't make me some kind of gigolo. Anyway I needed that money." "Yeah so you could buy yourself and Aston Martin you lucky son of a bitch!" yelled Danny laughing and throwing his arms around Sam in something that was neither hug nor chokehold, before turning to me in half drunk seriousness. "Alright bro now as I was saying, since you've gone the longest without getting any we're gonna let you go after the redhead on the far left of the bar okay? Meanwhile me and Jack are gonna take her two friends. Sam's playing wingman since he drew the short straw." I glanced over at the girl and shook my head as soon as I caught sight of her. "No way man, just because I haven't got any in a while doesn't me you can stick me with the average looking friend." "Average looking friend?" Danny looked at me like I was crazy. "Your standards gone up recently? She the best looking girl in the bar!" I glanced around and realised he was right, in fact looking at the girl again I realised she was pretty hot, still I wasn't really feeling it for some reason. "Nah man I'm out." I said shrugging. "I'm just not feeling it." Danny looked at me again, as if expecting me to suddenly burst out laughing and yell "psyche!" before shrugging. "Alright then Sam, looks like you get a shot after all, Alex can play wingman." Sam shook his head as well. "No can do Danny." "Oh right I forgot about your sister" Sam and I nearly choked on our drinks, had I heard that right? "His sister?" I asked in disbelief. Danny looked at Sam in confusion. "I didn't realise it was a big thing, Sam's sister is staying with him while she goes to uni, so of course he can't bring random girls back to his place can he?" "Oh" I said, it was obvious now I thought about it. Sam finished choking and nodded. "Yeah that's pretty much it" he said. "Didn't realise I hadn't mentioned it to you guys." "Anyway" said Danny, determined not to be side tracked from his original mission. "Come on Jack, we've got work to do." He exclaiming grabbing Jack by the arm and pulling him towards the bar. For a while Sam and I just sat in silence, I was content to return to my daydreaming and he seemed engrossed by Danny and Jack's clumsy attempts to pick up the girls at the bar. Without warning Sam broke the silence. "What's on your mind Alex? Something wrong?" I looked at Sam for a moment, hesitant, but decided it might be worthwhile getting everything off my chest. "Sam, have you ever done something that you thought was right at the time, even afterwards you think it was the right thing to do, and everything went exactly as you planned, everything went back to normal, but for some reason it still didn't feel right?" Sam leant back in his chair, his gaze had shiftedfrom his drink and locked onto my eyes, for a brief second I almost thought that he knew exactly what I was talking about, but that quickly passed. How could he? Even I could barely understand. That afternoon, that kiss, everything had worked exactly as I had intended, May had gone back to school and as far as I could tell back to normal. With one exception, she no longer stalked me on campus, no more surprise hugs, or blackmail, when we spoke she seemed happy and cheerful but the intimacy we'd had, both as siblings and friends, was gone. "Maybe you don't want normal anymore?" I wasn't sure how long it took Sam to respond, I'd been daydreaming from the moment I'd asked the question, but when he did his answer wasn't what I expected. "Wha?" "Maybe you thought it was the right thing to do at the time, and still do, because it would make everything go back to 'normal' but the reason it doesn't feel right is because at some point you realised you don't want things to be normal anymore." ...his answer had been the farthest thing from what I'd expected, and it had visibly shaken me up, the words had cut through the muddled jumble of thoughts I had been carrying around these past few days, maybe because they rang so true. Sam seemed to notice the effect he'd had on me and laughed, "I'll leave you on that note bro." he said downing his drink and rising. "My sis said she'd wait up for me tonight so if I go home too late I'll get an earful." He sighed as he left, "being an older brother sure is hard huh?" I blinked as Sam wandered out of the bar, had that comment been directed at me? Nah it couldn't have been, I don't think I'd ever mentioned May to Sam more than once or twice, had to be a coincidence. I sat, my thoughts washing about inside my head to the accompaniment of the idle murmur of Easton, then I stood and wandered out of the bar. -- As the unnecessary and intrusive sound of the Easton university clock tower informed those of us still awake that it had just turned midnight I found myself outside May's dorm, the night was cool but not cold and I'd made my way there in a daze, one question ringing in my mind. If I didn't want normal, what did I want? I had to face her, this had all started with that kiss, maybe if I saw May I'd be able to find out what it was I really wanted. When May opened the door I didn't even wait for her to ask me in before I entered. "What makes you think you can just barge into my room in the middle of the night Alex?" she snapped. I strode over to her bed and threw myself down, before glancing over at her. She'd been sleeping in her bra and panties only deciding to throw on a t-shirt before answering the door, as I scanned her I realised that this was a very flattering look for her, the lack of jeans made her long shapely legs more obvious and the tightness of the t-shirt around her chest accentuated her natural endowment. "Big Brother's Privilege" I replied, a concept so childish I hadn't thought about it in almost five years. "We're not nine anymore Alex" she replied scowling. "Why are you being so juvenile?" I shrugged and sat up on the bed. "Doing some soul searching I guess, trying to attain inner peace or something." "Well do it somewhere else! I have classes in the morning Alex!" The word grated me every time she said it, it sounded unnatural, weird. She wasn't supposed to call me 'Alex', just like no one else was supposed to call me 'Onii-chan'. It seems I had discovered the first thing I wanted, I wanted her to call me 'Onii-chan' again, just like she used to. "Onii-chan" I said ignoring her. "What!?" "Come on you know you want to say it. Stop calling me Alex, it feels weird." May scowled. "No actually what's weird is all this! You showing up at my dorm at midnight and suddenly deciding that you want me to call you Onii-chan! You said it yourself, it wasn't normal." She jumped slightly as I stood up without warning and put my hands on her shoulders. "I don't think I want normal." Without giving her a chance to react I leant in and kissed her, a forceful kiss, filled with confusion and desire. For a while we stood locked together and wrapped in pleasure, then I gentle pulled away and fell back down onto the bed my mind filled with nothing but the sensation of that kiss. "THUD!" May flopped to the ground like a stringless puppet and I leapt forward concerned only for her to slap away my hand. "WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME!?" she howled, her eyes filled with tears. I stumbled back confused. "What do you-" "THIS!" she yelled angrily. "You said it was impossible didn't you? So I tried to give up, act normal, stop doing all that stuff you'd called weird. Stay away from you and hope that the feelings would just go away! That last kiss was supposed to be it but then out of nowhere you wander into my room and kiss me again! I-I-I can't get rid of these feelings Onii-chan, I love you so much and whenever I think about other guys, about dating it just feels wrong. You're the only guy I want in my life, and if you would just leave then at least I could just try and forget about you but-but I can't take it if you keep teasing me like this." I looked at her, so vulnerable and shaken, I'd done that to her and it hurt me to think about it, but I did. I thought about everything that had happened since that fateful night I'd knocked over her bookcase and started everything, and then I started to think about everything, our life together, growing up. One thing kept coming back to me, "it was an older brother's job" something I had said and thought for as long as I'd known May, and it was a lie. I hadn't done those things because of some imaginary rules; I'd done them because it was what I wanted. So what did I want now? I looked at May and the answer came as clear as day, Sam had been right, I didn't want normal. I wanted to hug and kiss the beautiful girl in front of me, to tell her that these emotions she was feeling were fine, that I would accept it all and that it didn't matter what was supposed to be normal. I wanted to show her how much I loved her, not as a sister, but as a person. I approached her ignoring her piercing glare, her hands that tried to push me away, I pulled her into an embrace warm strong and I whispers gently in her ear. "May, ever since these things happened between us I've been confused, confused because what you said started to break down all the lies I'd told myself to try and fight the truth, because I wasn't as strong as you. Everything I did was what other people thought was normal and I thought that was fine, because I was scared of being different, but you, you were brave. You were true to yourself and all I ever did was try to break you down, because I loved you more than I should have and I wasn't ready to accept that. Even if you were." "O-onii-chan" "But now I'm ready to accept that part of me, the part that isn't 'normal' I want to show you how much I love you. That is, if you can forgive me for everything I've done." She didn't answer, not with words anyway. Instead my beautiful sister simply looked up at me, catching my gaze with those inescapable eyes, before gently leaning in and kissing me. The kiss that followed was different to the previous two, gentle, slow and sensual, unlike before this kiss was simply a prelude into something much bigger. May made the first move, pulling her lips away slowly and sliding her hands to my waist. She deftly sipped my t-shirt over my head, only to stop in her tracks as she caught sight of my shirtless body. "Y-you, you look different to how you used to." She said caught off guard. "I wasn't expecting you to look this...good." I laughed at her comment and slipped her own shirt off. "Thanks" I said smiling before leaning in for another kiss. "I'm not the only one who looks good." I said as we separated again. "But then you've always been beautiful." She blushed and I had to supress a grin as I leant forwards and began to softly kiss my way along her neck as I unclasped her bra, working my way across her cheek until I pulled her into another deep passionate kiss, her bra falling away as our tongues twisted around each other. We broke apart and she nimbly flicked open my fly and dropped down to pull my jeans off me, as she did I felt her hands tremble as they pulled away from my skin, jumping immediately from my discarded jeans back to my flesh as she rose. "Are you okay?" She looked at me her body still quivering. "I've just been thinking about this for so long." She whispered pressing her chin against my shoulder. "I feel like if I let go you'll disappear and this will have all been a dream." Without even thinking I slid my hand down her side, before quickly pinching her buttock, she yelped in surprise and when she looked at me I just grinned. "Well I guess this can't be a dream can it?" tears forming in her eyes and a wide smile spread across her face I cupped her cheeks and pulled her into another kiss. I pulled away and expertly hooked one finger around my own waistband and one around May's, crouching and removing the last remaining piece of clothing we were wearing, before tossing them aside and pulling May with me as I tumbled onto the bed. Propping myself up on my elbows I looked down at the girl bellow me, her breasts were large likely double ds if not bigger, and they were topped by large pink areolas. More perky than I'd ever expected such large breasts to be, I found myself transfixed by not just her prefect breasts, but everything about her. Her face, gently spilling tears and under the influence of an uncontrollable smile. Her long sensual legs, so smooth and sexy under my touch. Her cute snatch, so puffed and untouched, and yet it was glistening with moisture and her clitoris completely erect. Everything about her aroused me and it amazed me that I'd been able to deny her before now, as it was I was rock solid and my dick felt like it was on fire it was so hot. As I lay there simply admiring her I saw her catch sight of my dick, she let out a small gasp before pulling herself free of my grasp and twisting herself upside down. Pushing herself under me a placing a hand on my dick, I shifted myself so that she could lie under me and buried my face in her cunt. My tongue wriggling its was inside her, receiving the desired effect when I heard her gasp and felt her shudder underneath me. However her retaliation was swift and potent, and I felt myself tense slightly as her tongue began to work magic on my shaft. Her lips, soft and slick, ran up and down the length of my shaft, which was now encased in the warm moist expanses of her mouth, her tongue flitting about the most sensitive areas of my dick bringing small bursts of unexpected pleasure. I moaned and redoubled my efforts, eliciting more gentle shudders from May before pulling away. As I knelt on the other side of the bed May looked at me confused. "Just gimme a sec" I said panting. "I've never been this excited before and I don't want to blow too early." May smiled and pushed herself up onto her knees, bent over on all fours she balanced on one arm and brought her other hand round to her snatch, spreading it apart as if to coax me inside. I didn't need any coaxing to say the least. Positioning myself behind her and rubbing my head against the entrance, then in one smooth motion I buried myself inside her. I was however, dragged from the incredible ecstasy of my entrance by the sight of blood trickling out of May's snatch, a miniscule amount, barely noticeable, but enough to tell me what she hadn't. "May this is your fi-" "Don't" she said interrupting me. "Don't worry about it, it hardly even hurts, I just wanted to save my first time for someone I really loved." This time I was the one holding back tears, not because she was a virgin but because that showed how long she had waited for me. How much time must she have spent without a boyfriend? Watching me sleep with girls I didn't care about, not only that but bragging about my conquests to her, how much had I hurt her over the years? "I love you" I said simply as I began to thrust, harder and harder, both of us moaning furiously as the sensations washed over us. It felt amazing, incomparable to any sex I'd had before, not just her tight hot snatch, but also the sensation of so many years of pent up feelings being released in one go. Incredible pleasure that left me nearly senseless as I pumped into the woman I had fallen in love with, our moans were incredibly loud, we made no attempts to conceal our voices which had become uncontrollable as we lost ourselves in the moment. An Older Brother's Job Without warning I pulled out and deftly flipped her over, as she fell back onto the bed I gripped her thighs and pulled her up into my arms flipping my legs over the edge of the bed. She was disorientated for a moment before I practically dropped her back onto my dick, brutally spearing her, before beginning to thrust into her once again this time with our lips firmly locked together. I don't think I'd ever held an orgasm in as long as I did that night, I seemed to be at the perpetual edge of climax for an eternity before I heard May howl "I'M CUMMING" her head flying back and her whole body shaking wildly. The moment I felt her orgasm against me I lost control, as if a cork had been removed my dick erupted inside her warm moist cunt. Huge torrents of jizz pumping up into her body and we both tumbled back against the wall, panting heavily. May leant over and pushed me down onto the bed before wrapping herself around me and nuzzling into my chest, I smiled and planted a kiss on her forehead. "What are we going to do now?" I asked her sliding my hand under her body and pulling her closer still. "I don't care" she said, her expression peaceful and content. "Just stay with me." "Forever." I said. This wasn't an older brother's job anymore, but I didn't want to be her older brother anymore. -- I yawned as Danny bolted from our booth after the girl who he was convinced had just winked at him before she left, beside me sat May, a safe distance away to avoid suspicion, and across the table sat Sam and his sister April. He'd been the one who had suggested May come, apparently April had wanted to get out the house but all her friends had been busy and he hadn't wanted her to be the only girl there. I didn't mind, and judging from the fact that May had been holding my hand out of sight under the table for the entire evening I figured she didn't mind either. As Danny left Sam's eyes met mine and I suddenly felt that same piercing glare I'd experience before, it lasted for a few seconds before a wide grin spread across Sam's face. Then without warning he grabbed his sister's should and to my amazement pulled her into a long deep kiss, as soon as they broke apart she began glancing between May, Sam and I, lost for words. Sam simply leant back against the chair and winked at me. I stammered lost for words as Danny returned before a wide smile spread across my face, I squeezed May's hand tightly and glanced at May for a moment before I winked back, much to Sam's immediate pleasure and April's immediate relief. "What are you lot so happy about?" Demanded Danny in a huff as he returned empty handed. "Nothing much." I replied. My smile was completely uncontrollable by this point, and had spread to the other three. "Just happy to have friends that get me you know?" -- Man it felt good to write this, it was a lot of fun. I forgot how much I enjoyed writing for Literotica, hope everyone enjoys this, it's basically an indirect sequel to It Started With His Bass. They're both setting up another story that I'll probably end up writing in a while, for now however I think that after this I might try going in a different direction. After all Easton is a big place filled with interesting people, and plenty more interesting stories for you to enjoy. I wrote this in only one POV because it didn't really fit the dual POV I used for It Started With His Bass (plus some people found it confusing) hope this is as well received as ISWHB and as always any and all criticism is welcome.