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Alyssa's Confession Ch. 01

By: nolimitstoryteller



As I sit here in front of my computer with candle light reflecting off of my wine glass, creating a golden glow bouncing off the walls behind me, I don't know whether I should retreat into a hole and hide from the world for the rest of my life or use this rare moment of bravery to share my secret confession and try to move forward. I know I cannot continue living if I don't share my story with someone else. I hope that there is someone out there who reads this and is able to identify and sympathize with my heartbreak. Because if there is someone out there who has done the things I have done and has found a way to live on, I could surely benefit from her wisdom. As I take another sip from my wine glass, I dig deep down inside of myself, trying muster up the courage to share my story here, where I have read some tales similar to my own, with the hope that nobody judges my actions and that I will find others like me who can empathize with my misery.

My name is Alyssa. I am a single mother to the most beautiful eighteen-year-old daughter that anyone has ever seen. Her name is Tammy. She has long straight blonde hair that flows just past the middle of her back, a bright white smile, and glowing blue eyes that can light up any room. She has a petite feminine frame with delicate budding breasts and lightly bronzed skin that makes her blonde hair look angelic. I dedicated my entire life to raising her so she could have the best future possible. While she was growing up, I didn't have any boyfriends because I was so involved with taking care of her and making sure I would have enough money to send her to college. I had always thought of myself as a good mother and I would do anything for Tammy.

She graduated high school with honors and was accepted at Brown University. I missed her dearly while she was away for her first semester. The house felt empty without her, and so did my life. I had thought about dating but it just didn't feel right. I spent so much time with Tammy that she had become my best friend. She was all I really needed. I spent the next three months missing her companionship.

I hurried to the front door when I heard Tammy pulling into the driveway after her first semester. It was a cold winter day and the wind was blowing through her blonde hair as she got out of her car. She was wearing white jacket, white pants, and matching white boots. She looked just like an angel. I ran outside and gave her a huge hug and a kiss on the cheek to welcome her home. I helped her take the luggage from her car and bring it into the house. I carried it to her bedroom which was exactly the same as when she had left. We sat in the kitchen, drinking hot chocolate as she told me about school and some of the new friends she had made. As the sun began to set, the snow started to fall. It didn't take long until there were a couple of inches on the ground. Huge flakes were falling from the sky, being blown by the strong gusts of wind that howled outside. So Tammy and I decided to stay in for the evening and sit in front of the fireplace in our pajamas. Though Tammy was not legal drinking age yet, I broke out a bottle of wine for the special occasion and we each had a glass. Before I knew it, the bottle was empty. I went and got another one, and it didn't take long for us to finish that one also. Neither of us was used to drinking so much but I wanted to celebrate having her home.

After the second bottle of wine we decide to move on to something stronger. We each had a large, stiff rum and coke. After that, we were beyond buzzed. We were sitting on the floor in front of the fire laughing at every word that was said, having a great time, until Tammy laughed so hard that she farted. The smell was so strong that we both laughed hysterically until she let out another, this time causing her to poop in her panties. She had a horrified expression on her face and began to cry. I couldn't bear to see my baby upset on such a special night. I took her hand, helped her up, kissed her on the cheek, and wiped away her tears. She was such a young, beautiful woman. It hurt me to see her cry. I held her hand and led her into the bathroom so she could get cleaned up. We stumbled down the hall together and staggered to reach the toilet. The smell of her feces had permeated throughout the house. I realized I actually missed that lingering sweet, stench; she would leave hanging in the bathroom after she used it.

I sat Tammy down on the toilet and knelt down in front of her. I carefully pulled down her pajama pants and her panties at the same time to avoid spilling her poo all over the bathroom floor. As I kneeled down before her I couldn't help but admire her young, silky, shaved vaginal lips. I think, at that moment, the combination of missing her, being drunk, the smell of her poo, and the sight of her perfect sweet sex is what caused me to lose control. She sat on the toilet, her legs partially spread in front of me, and her panties brimming with her savory excrement hanging just below her knees. I looked up at her. Her eyes were closed and I was not sure if she was passed out or lost in the moment. As I knelt in front of my passed out daughter, I rested my head on her lap with my lips brushing up against her tender, smooth crotch. The smell of her poo was rising up from her panties below. I don't know what came over me at that moment; I'll never be able to explain it properly, but it was as if somebody else had taken over my body and made me do the unthinkable.

I pulled down my pajama pants and panties and slid out of my tank top. I looked up to check to see if my daughter was conscious, but her eyes were still closed. Again, I rested my head on her lap. I began to gently stroke my clit with one hand while the other dipped its fingers into my daughter's soiled panties, coating my fingertips with her warm, succulent feces. I raised my fingers to my lips and sucked her poo off of my fingertips. The instant I tasted her shit on my tongue, my pussy oozed and my body shuddered in a delightful orgasm that had me seeing stars. My daughter looked like a sleeping angel above as I scooped a handful from her panties and ate it from the palm of my hand.

I had always prided myself on being a good mother to Tammy. However, that night I sat on the bathroom floor eating her excrement from my hand like a pathetic shit eating whore. I panicked when I heard my daughter moan, thinking she was going to wake up. To my surprise, her eyes were still closed and she was peeing on the toilet seat. Her urine was running down the sides of the toilet onto the white tile floor. I craned my neck down to the ground and lapped it up like a dog. Her pee was salty, and her shit had a robust, tangy flavor. It was a perfect combination of flavors. I could not help myself as I alternated back and forth from eating her scrumptious excrement from her panties and licking her spicy piss off the floor. I lost track of time, drunk on the bathroom floor, eating my daughter's feces and drinking her urine. I was completely mesmerized and could not stop myself.

Suddenly I heard my daughter shout, "Mom, what are you doing?"

My stomach dropped when I saw that she had woken up to see me naked on the bathroom floor with my lips coated in her waste. I stood up horrified.

"I'm sorry, I don't know what happened. I must've drank too much and lost control."

Tammy shouted, "Get out now!"

So I did. I went to my bedroom and closed the door. I sat on my bed sobbing. I heard the water running from the shower as she cleaned herself up. I heard her go into her bedroom and close the door and, a few minutes later; I heard her walking through the house again. The front door slammed closed. I went out to see what she was doing, but it was too late.

She was gone.

It has been over a month. I haven't seen her since that night. My heart is broken and I feel so ashamed. I don't know how to live with myself. I have no one that I can share this with; I am all alone, sitting here in front of my computer in the candlelight, drinking from a wine glass filled with my own pee. I don't know what has happened to me; I used to be such a good mother, and now I am nothing but a twisted, incestuous, shit eating, piss drinking whore with a broken heart because I have lost the daughter that I lived for. Hopefully, I will find some comfort by sharing my story here. 

Thank you for reading my confession,

Alyssa

*Special thanks to CelibacyForJealousy for his editing expertise, I could not have done this without him.*  

Alyssa's Confession Ch. 02



(edited by horrotica)

Chocolate Gour


Tammie's small apartment was cluttered with books and stuffed animals, as she sat in front of her computer feeling lonely and distraught; she rubbed the moisture away from her teary eyes. Over a month had passed since she last saw her mom, and with Valentine's Day approaching she felt alone and confused. Unsure how to express her feelings about what had happened the last time she visited, she understood they were both drunk, and not entirely responsible for what happened. However, Tammy couldn't forgive herself for pretending to be unconscious as her mother had feasted on the feces from her soiled panties. It has taken over a month for her to accept she also enjoyed the experience. Seeing her mother delving into her excrement, and lapping up the puddle of yellow urine as it spread on the bathroom floor made Tammy's tender sweet vagina tingle with delight every time she thought about it. 

Unfortunately, she hasn't been able to forgive herself for the way she stormed out that night, and for not contacting her mom since. She felt overwhelmed with guilt, because she knew how her mother must be feeling ever since that night, and allowing her to mother to carry the burden on her own. Since then, Tammy has spent her nights alone in her small apartment searching the Internet for scat porn and stories. Until now she had thought that she had seen and heard it all, but when she found a story on literotica.com called Alyssa's confession. She was shocked to read her mother's account of what had happened that night posted on the Internet. It broke her heart even more when she read how sad it shameful her mother felt.

Tammy couldn't stop herself from repeatedly reading her mother's confession. Causing her to relive the evening's events, conflicting emotions stirred in her as she fought with feelings that sexually aroused her and the gut-wrenching shame that came with her carnal lust. When she finished reading the confession for the tenth time, she scrolled down to read comments left by other readers. Every comment was sympathetic and understanding toward Alyssa's plight, not one harsh word could be found against her. However, many encouraged her to continue exploring her secret desires, advising her not to feel ashamed of her sinful hunger. By the time Tammy reached the last comment, she was crying. Tammy knew she had to find a way to make things right again with her mother. Furthermore, she knew she had to make a choice between doing what society dictates as the right thing to do, and doing what her heart told her. She spent the next several days trying to decide. During these few days all she could think about were the compassionate and understanding comments left by the other readers on literotica.com. A week before Valentine's Day, Tammy decided on a plan on how to confront her mother.

During one of her Internet searches, she discovered an article by a Mistress who called herself: 'The Queen of Scat-Play'. The article explained dietary techniques to create different textures and flavors of excrement. The article inspired her to make her own special chocolates to give to her mother for Valentine's Day. She only had a week to prepare her special gift, so she went to the health-food store and bought a bottle of chlorophyll. Drinking chlorophyll helps eliminate the foul smells emitted by feces. Her next stop was the farmers' markets to buy enough fresh fruits and vegetables to last the week, so her chocolate treats would taste delicious. She made one last stop at the grocery store, and picked up several bags of black beans. This added a smooth pliable texture that made her pooh easy to mold into various shapes.

For the following few days, Tammy ate nothing but fruits and vegetables, and drank chlorophyll. She kept a white Tupperware bowl in her bathroom that she used to poo into, so she could do a taste test and check its texture. On her first attempt at trying this, she felt awkward defecating into the bowl. Then she sat on the toilet seat holding a bowl of excrement on her lap, with a spoon in her hand. She struggled to compose herself as she scooped a spoonful of soft warm pungent brown stool, lifting it to her lips. She hesitated and gagged on her first attempt. On her second effort, she managed to get the spoonful of savory, slightly sweet, excrement into her mouth. Again she gagged at the thought of what she was doing, but the delicious flavorful taste gave her a sensation of utter freedom from all her inhibitions. The mouthwatering delectable flavor made her shiver.

On the fifth day of her endeavor she knew that she had found the perfect recipe. On that day she squatted above her bowl as the first silky smooth log slid from her perfectly white delicate rectum, the bathroom filled with an aroma sweeter that she had ever smelled before. She was not done yet as she gently pushed out a few more of her edible logs. As usual she sat on the toilet with her spoon ready to taste her pooh; she no longer had any hesitation in fact now it felt natural to her. This time she took a mouthful of her brown delight, her palette began to tingle with a wonderful, scrumptious sweetness that sent rippling waves of sensual bliss down her body; to her pink rosebud that peeked out from between the smooth, pale, young lips of her vagina. The waves of ecstasy continued all the way down to the very tips of her pretty pink little toes. Her mind reeled with a furious pleasure, her heart pounding inside her chest, as her body quivered and shook in ecstatic joy as she climaxed without ever touching herself. She had made a perfect gourmet aphrodisiac. She panted heavily as her delicious decadent excrement delight continued to melt in her mouth, as a gentle stream of nectar oozed from her tender sweet young flower onto the toilet seat. As she regained control of her breath, her body was covered in sheen of sweat that glistened from the bathroom light above. As the clouds of carnal pleasure began to dissipate, her mind tried to grasp what had happened. She never knew that it was possible to climax by eating something, and never having to touch herself.

Once her body cooled, she got off the toilet and carried the bowl into the kitchen sitting it on the counter. She wobbled to her bedroom to lie down naked on her bed as the shuddering echoes of carnal bliss slowly calmed to a simmer. Tammy had never had an erotic experience this intense before. It took her about an hour to gain her composure; she got up, took a shower, got dressed, and went into the kitchen to begin working on her wickedly scrumptious treats.

A sweet robust aroma permeated the kitchen as Tammy kneaded the logs into in to a large brown ball. Then she flattened the ball and used a rolling pin to create a three-quarter inch thick slab of appetizing excrement. Next she used a heart-shaped cookie cutter, and carefully cut-out over a dozen perfectly heart-shaped fecal-candies. She wrapped each gently with a ruffled paper, then placing each candy filled wrapper into a heart-shaped box. On the inside of the lid Tammy wrote: I love you mom, from Tammy. She closed the box placed it in the refrigerator to keep it fresh for tomorrow Valentine's Day.

To be continued...



Alyssa's Confession Ch. 03



(Edited by Horrotica) 

The February sky was grey, turning to black as the sun set. Ice and sleet began to shower the pavement as Tammy parked in front of her mother's house. Her heart pounding furiously as her sweaty hands let go of the steering wheel. Her mind raced with the sound of the icy pellets hitting her car as she gazed into the windows of her mother's house seeing the candlelight flickering inside. Knowing that this decision will change their lives forever, she stopped to reconsider what she was about to do. Her body was gripped with nervous tension, as her bowels rumbled she squeezed her butt cheeks tightly together containing her urge for total release. She took a deep breath and rallied her courage; she picked up her heart-shaped box, exited her car and ran through the freezing rain to the front door of the house.

Tammy's hand shook as she rang the doorbell and waited for her mother to answer the door. The door creaked as it opened, she saw her mom in the flickering candlelight wearing a short silky silver Chinese robe artistically decorated with red flowers and trimmed with lace. Her mother's luscious red hair reflected the candlelight as her face lit and her plump red lips smiled when she saw Tammy standing in the doorway. Tammy wearing her standard all-white outfit smiled back as her mother opened the door to greeting her.

Tammy stepped into the house wrapping her arms around her mother, they held each other in a warm embrace for over a minute. Once they let go of each other Tammy took off her jacket and sat on the couch with her mother, admiring her mom's perfectly shaped legs as they crossed her pretty red toes dangled in the air.

Tammy gazed into her mother's eyes, then said, "I am sorry for the way I left and for not calling you afterward. I didn't know what to say, and I needed to sort my feelings, because I was so conflicted."

Then Tammy handed her mom the heart-shaped box. As Alyssa accepted the gift she replied, "I am sorry too, I never meant to disappoint you and I know my actions were inappropriate. Still it felt right despite how wrong my actions may seem. I can't help the way I feel and what happened that night has changed me forever. I don't want to fight my feelings, I hope you understand and forgive me."

Tammy replied, "try one of the chocolates I made them special for you."

As Alyssa opened the box of chocolates, she closed her eyes and inhaled the sweet aroma the corners of her lips turned upward into a subtle smile. She recognized the scent causing a shiver to race up her spine. She took one of the chocolates out of the box and slid it through her luscious red lips onto her moist tongue. The excrement treat melted into the saliva of her mouth. The taste sent tingles from her tongue to the tip of her toes, then back up again to the sweet spot just beneath her clit. She shuddered with pleasure as the as gourmet fecal Valentine treat slid down her throat. Tammy smiled as she watched her mother's sensual display of pleasure and felt her own temperature rising.

Tammy leaned toward her mom reaching behind her head while caressed the back of her neck and pulling her forward. Their lips eagerly greeted each other Tammy could taste the delicious taste of her own excrement on her mom's tongue as a slid into her mouth. They kissed slowly, savoring the moment. Alyssa's clit swelled with delight as she tasted her daughter's lips against hers. Tammy opened her mother's robe exposing her full breasts slightly brown areola and hard nipples. Tammy lowered her head and gently placed her lips around her mother's nipple and began to suckle. Contentment engulfed as he sucked on her mother's nipple.

Alyssa felt deep warmth that wiped away all the anxiety she had been feeling over the previous month. She breathed a sigh of relief as Tammy's wet tongue gently massaged her breast. Alyssa leaned back on the couch as Tammy switched to suckle on her other breast. All her inhibitions fell away, she began to finger her moist vagina until Tammy stopped and stood. She lifted her shirt over her head, revealing her small budding breasts with tiny pink nipples. Then she peeled off her white skin-tight pants. Her mother admired her smooth young pussy spotting the tip of her pink clit poking through her pussy lips. She knelt on the floor and began licking inside her mother's thighs. Her tongue glided towards the wet pussy shrouded in aged red hair. The tip of her tongue entered her mother's slit the tangy taste filled her mouth. Her tongue explored the inside of her mother's wet vagina tasting every crevice. She then worked her way out until her tongue greeted her mother's swollen bud of pleasure and licked it gently.

Ripples of ecstasy washed over Alyssa while she watched her beautiful daughter licking the vagina from which she was born. She leaned back on the couch relaxing her muscles while inhaling a deep breath. Releasing the pressure in her bladder, a short stream of pee squirted into Tammy's mouth. Tammy caught the golden nectar with her tongue and swallowed it, she looked up at her mommy smiling, giving her a nod of approval. Again Alyssa relaxed her body and released another stream of pee into her daughter's mouth this time filling it until she had to swallow a mouth full. Tammy looked up and her mother like a dog this time the stream of pee was constant filling her mouth, and dripping down the front of her body and down her mother's legs. She swallowed several mouthful as the stream became a trickle. She licked her mommy's pussy clean, then followed the stream of pee down her mother's legs with the tip of her tongue licking the pee from between her mother's toes, then finished by slurping the golden liquid from the puddle on the floor.

Alyssa slid off the couch onto the floor and took a sip from the puddle with her daughter. Alyssa reached over and gently moved Tammy's beautiful blonde hair away from her face. Tammy looked up at her mother's loving eyes. Alyssa slowly lay down on the wet floor wrapping her arms around Tammy holding her close. The feeling of Tammy's wet naked body cuddled up against her filled her heart with joy. Unable to contain her motion Alyssa pulled Tammy's head toward her, Alyssa closed her eyes and began kissing her daughter with unrestrained passion. Tammy kissed her back without hesitation. Alyssa could taste the salty flavor of her own pee in her daughter's mouth. Their bodies entwined as they lay on the floor in a puddle pee feverishly making out.

Alyssa alternated kissing Tammy's lips to licking the nape of her neck, as her hands explored her daughter's tender body. With her tongue continued to move further down. . Sucking on Tammy's nipples, then licking her belly, eventually she came face to face with her beautifully smooth vagina. Percent was tangy sweet and as she pressed her tongue between her youthful pussy lips, tasting her daughters forbidden fruit for the first time: Tammy moaned as she thrust her body forward, rubbing her pussy in her mother's face. She felt her mommy's wet tongue slide inside her like a snake looking to escape the cold. Her tongue slithered around and around and as deep as it would go, sending waves of rapture throughout Tammy's body.

Tammy rolled onto her hands and knees, lifting her ass into the air. Alyssa admired her daughter's ass pale and etched with tan lines that encircled her perfectly round cheeks. Without hesitation, Alyssa accepted the invitation to lick her precious baby's ass. She gingerly licked her daughter's puckered sweet spot with keen attention. She licked around her daughters buttonhole like a mommy cat licks a kitten's ass to make them poo. Tammy let out a purr and took a deep breath, held it and pushed her bowels feeling a firm log moving through her intestines toward her exit, as her mommy continued to lick around her rectum. Tammy's tight pucker slowly expanded revealing a brown turd about the exit. Quickly Alyssa placed her lips over her daughter's asshole and gently sucked. She felt Tammy's hole expanding more, then a savory log slid out of Tammy's buttonhole and into her mother's mouth. Steam rose from her warm stool, like a bun fresh out of the oven. Alyssa wrapped her lips around it as if it were a big brown cock, tasting its sweet, tangy flavor.

Tammy pushed harder as the whole warm chocolate log fell into her mother's mouth. Alyssa chewed the excrement and swirled it around her palate, trying to extract every bit of flavor she could. Her body shook in ecstasy as the excrement melted into her mouth and rolled down her throat. While Tammy's tongue began to explore her mother's pussy, her body trembled furiously in orgasmic bliss. Her mind was shocked into a sudden stillness as her body quaked in rapture. In the stillness she was outside her body watching herself lying on the floor in a puddle of Piss, eating her daughter's feces, as her baby girl licked her cunt. As she observed from outside her body, she realized that there is a profound beauty in what others may consider horrible and disgusting. In a foggy haze her consciousness reentered her body resuming the carnal bliss.

Alyssa felt wave after wave of uncontrollable pleasure jolting her body, she shuddered in euphoria, jarring her consciousness back to the present.

She swallowed the last remnant of her daughter's feces, proceeding to lick her daughter's pussy like a hungry animal attacking her from behind. Tammy's body trembled in a climatic eruption of delight, her bladder opened, causing urine to pour from her young pussy into her mother's mouth. She could feel her mother's lips encapsulating her vagina to capture every drop. The salty stream of pee filled Alyssa's mouth washing down the sweet, tangy excrement that remained. The stream slowed to a trickle then stopped, Alyssa swallowed the last few drops, cleaned her daughter's pussy and ass with her tongue then leaned back on the floor in exhaustion. Tammy's body collapsed on top of her mother's with her face still her mommy's pussy.

After a couple of minutes, Alyssa rolled over and stood and walked toward the bathroom. Tammy looked at her mother's red hair blowing in the candlelight, with brown excrement streaked across her lips as she headed towards the bathroom.

Tammy said, "mommy, where you going?"

Alyssa responded "I have to go pooh, and get cleaned up, but don't worry baby I will be right back"

Tammy looked at her mother's plump round ass and replied, "stop mommy come back here, that would be a waste of good pooh." Tammy looked up at her mother and smiled.

"Please mommy? We can share it together."

Alyssa turned back to where her daughter is lying on the floor. Tammy looked at her and said, "please mommy, pooh right here on the floor for me?"

Alyssa smiled back at her daughter as she squatted inhaling a gentle breath. Her mind stilled, as she held her breath and pushed. Her buttonhole opened releasing a flow soft brown mushy stool that spiraled onto the floor like soft ice cream into a cone. The strong rancid smell filled the room, as Alyssa watched her mother creating a small brown pile on the floor in front of her. The pooh continued to flow from her mothers ass in an endless swirling log, the pile of excrement grew larger as each second passed. When she was done there was at least a pound of gooey stool on the floor.

Tammy pulled herself up onto her hands and knees and moved across the floor like cat toward the steaming pile shit that before her. She slowly approached the mound pulling her hair to one side. Leaning forward, she inhaled the pungent aroma of the stool. She reached out with her tongue dipping it into the filthy pile of excrement. The taste of her mother's shit didn't repulse her, she savored it, rolling it around her tongue like a connoisseur of fine wine.

Alyssa stood for a moment, watching her daughter looking like a dog eating shit off the floor. Then she too got down all fours and began eating from the huge smelly brown mountain of shit. Enjoying the warm, chunky consistency with the sour, salty taste, she feasted with her daughter. Alyssa stopped eating for a moment to look at her daughter who looked back at her with love in her eyes, and brown excrement smeared across her face.

Tammy smiled back to her mother and said, "happy Valentine's Day mommy, I will love you forever"

Alyssa's heart filled with overwhelming joy as tears of happiness ran down her face.

The end