0 comments/ 250520 views/ 37 favorites Sibling Innocence By: Psydifisious Janis was trying to concentrate on what the teacher was saying, but her mind was racing way too fast for her to even hear the lesson. Her own thoughts and the feeling she had in her belly frightened her. She tried to copy the notes the teacher had put on the blackboard, but her head was spinning out of control. “What’s wrong with me? This can’t be affecting me this much!” Janis had never in her life been this scared of anything, but yesterday something weird happened that frightened her. ~ Janis had just turned twenty and had been attending college for a few years. She still lived with her parents because it was close to her school. Being jobless made it impossible to live on her own. Her brother, Joseph, also lived there. He was two years younger and was now a senior in High School. The two siblings always had a very good relationship with each other. Neither had ever dated very much and they usually spent most of their free time together. They loved to do things with each other; if one wanted to see a movie or go to a concert, the other would always go with. Janis and Joseph had always loved each other very much. It sometimes made people uncomfortable to see them always hugging and innocently kissing. They even sometimes held hands while walking together. Neither of them thought much about it. It always seemed natural for a brother and sister who loved each other to be so affectionate. That is not to say, however, that their affections may have gone a little too far sometimes. Maybe a simple hug might have lasted a little too long… or maybe an innocent kiss might have been a little more passionate than either had intended. They didn’t think much of it, though. Both knew that at times they may have overstepped some boundaries, but what harm could it be if they both enjoyed it? This question was answered yesterday, however, when their true love finally became apparent to them. ~ Joseph had just taken a part-time job at a local restaurant. It was a Sunday so he didn’t have anything else to do besides work that evening. He had stayed up really late the night before watching old movies. When he finally rolled out of bed at four thirty that afternoon he realized that he was probably going to be late for work if he didn’t get ready to go soon. Exiting his room he was surprised to learn that he was the only one in the house. Both his parents and his sister, Janis, were gone. So he grabbed his towel and went to take a shower. A few minutes later Janis came home from a long bike ride. She felt sweaty and her main thought when entering the house was how badly she wanted to shower. When she walked into her home she looked around and called out, “Hello?” There was no answer so she assumed she was the only one home. She went into her room and began taking off her clothes leaving only her panties on. Joseph had finished his shower and spent the last few minutes toweling off and then brushing his teeth. He was unaware that his sister had come home while he was in the bathroom. The clock in the bathroom read four forty-five. He only had fifteen minutes to get dressed and go to work. He was going to be in a lot of trouble when he showed up. Thinking he was still alone in the house, Joseph hung his towel on the rack and walked out of the bathroom totally nude. Also, thinking she was alone in the house, Janis walked out of her room still wearing nothing but her panties and headed for the bathroom. The two stopped instantly when they saw each other. They were facing each other, Joseph was totally naked and Janis had nothing on but her panties. Both were too embarrassed to speak. They just stood there staring at each other. Janis, not because she wanted to but simply by some instinct, let her eyes gaze down to Joseph’s cock that was quickly growing because Joseph was staring right at Janis’s breasts. He noticed that her nipples were suddenly becoming erect. Janis couldn’t help but be a little intrigued by the sight of her brother’s penis that had amazingly become completely hard in a matter of seconds; she had always wondered what it was like. Both looked up and gazed into each other’s eyes. They didn’t really know what to think at that moment; all they knew was that seeing each other naked made them start to feel as though their love for each other was too strong to contain. Joseph didn’t know why, but he wanted to grab her and hold her tight against his body. Likewise, Janis was feeling very weird; she felt as though she needed to touch him. Not knowing why, she took a half step toward her little brother. Joseph immediately met her movement, and stepped toward her. Neither had spoken one word to each other yet. Both, at the same time, stepped toward each other again until they were inches apart. They looked into each other’s eyes in a daze, not really realizing what was happening. “Hi Janis.” Joseph mumbled. “Hi Joseph… you’re naked.” She talked quietly. “You too.” Janis looked down again to look at his cock. She saw it fully erect and almost touching her belly. She felt dizzy when she saw it. “Joseph…” she looked into his eyes again, “are you turned on by me?” He didn’t answer, he just looked at her, confused and lost. She looked at his penis again and, without thinking, reached out her hand to touch it. His cock twitched slightly when she grabbed it and a little droplet of pre-cum trickled out of its head. Janis was still a virgin and had never before seen a real penis. With her thumb she smeared his pre-cum around the head making it shine. Joseph was in ecstasy as he felt his sister’s hand on his cock. He placed his hands on her waist and pulled her in closer. He was also still a virgin and didn’t know what to do. He leaned forward and kissed her, not knowing why. She didn’t fight it and kissed him back very passionately. He let his fingers slide over her breasts. Her nipples felt hard and Janis moaned in his mouth when he touched them. She began to gently stroke his penis while their mouths opened to find each other’s tongue. They licked each other’s lips until their tongues met. Their kissing became harder and neither of them felt that any of this was wrong, until… ~ Suddenly they heard the front door open, they both realized at the same time that their parents have come home. The front door slammed. “Hey kids… anyone home?” The voice belonged to their dad. Joseph was still into Janis’s eyes and could suddenly see the fear in them. She was suddenly out of her trance and very aware of what was happening and how naked she was. She looked down at herself and saw her topless chest and her very erect nipples. She began to feel very ashamed and felt the tears well up in her eyes. She threw her hands over her breasts to hide them; they felt very warm for some reason. She then ran back into her room. “I’m sorry,” she cried and then slammed the door. Joseph slowly backed into the bathroom, covered himself with the towel, and walked into his room quietly shutting his door. Joseph, still in a daze, dressed quickly. His bedroom is right next to Janis’s room and he thought he could hear her weeping. He was worried about what had just happened and how it had affected his sister. He looked down at himself and saw through his pants that he was still fully hard. The image of his sister standing there looking at him, with what he thought was lust in her eyes, is an image he would never get out of his head. He put his ear up to the wall and could definitely hear his big sister crying. He felt like he wanted to run to her. He wanted to put his arms around her and tell her it’s all right. Mostly he wanted to hold her; he wanted to hold her so very tight against his body and stroke her lovely hair, but his feelings confused him. “This isn’t right,” he said to himself. Joseph pressed his ear to the wall again to make sure his sister was still in her bedroom. He heard the sounds of soft sobbing and quickly left his room. He said a quick goodbye to his dad and left for work. He was really late now and he was upset to have heard Janis crying. Secretly, however, he wished badly that the moment they had spent with each other had lasted forever. Janis had completely soaked her pillow with her tears. She didn’t know why she was crying so much. Seeing her brother naked and watching him get so turned on by seeing her body really frightened her. She was really scared by what she felt when she touched him. “This is wrong,” she cried, “this is absolutely wrong!” Her mind was filled with the image of his naked body, and the more she thought of it, the more scared and yet turned on she got. At twenty she had definitely been on many dates with guys, and they almost always tried to get into her pants. She never let them; she never felt that special need from any guy she has ever seen… until now. She is a virgin and had remained a virgin because she never wanted to have sex with anybody. She never had that need, but seeing her little brother a few minutes ago had brought out strange feelings in her. She needed him, for some reason. She saw him differently now and knew that she wanted him. That is why she was so scared. That is why she sat in her classroom completely unable to concentrate on anything but the thought of Joseph. ~ When class was finally over Janis quickly grabbed her things and walked as fast as she could out of the school and to her car. She got in and looked at herself in the rearview mirror. She saw that her cheeks were red. Her fear was showing in her face. How was she supposed to go home and face her little brother? She had not seen him since the incident. She had gotten the impression that he was avoiding her, which was fine. She didn’t know if she was ready to face him either. She knew, however, that he would be home when she got there. She could see in her own face how upset and terrified that she was. Certainly her little brother would be able to see it too, and he would know what is wrong. A little while later Janis was pulling her car into the driveway. She turned off the ignition and just sat there for a moment. She reached for the door handle and somehow found the strength to open the door and get out. Slowly she walked to the front door and very quietly opened it. Her attempts to be unnoticed had failed, however, because Joseph greeted her at the door. “Dad was called away on business today, he won’t be back for a few days.” Janis looked at him, startled, “Okay,” she mumbled. “And mom wants you to call her at work as soon as you get the chance. I have to work tonight too, so I’ll see you later.” With that said Joseph opened the front door and left. Janis stood there somewhat confused. It was as though nothing was wrong, like nothing happened. “Maybe it was just me,” she thought, “maybe he didn’t have those weird feelings like I did. Oh god, what is wrong with me? What must he think of his older sister standing there naked and touching his penis? He must think I am mentally screwed up or something!” She felt the tears coming again but quickly held them back. “Well if he didn’t care, than neither do I!” She angrily threw her bags on the floor and walked into the kitchen. Janis grabbed the phone and began to dial her mom’s work number. It seemed to ring a long time while she went over what had just happened in her head again and again. Finally her mom answered. “Hi mom, it’s me,” Janis said. “Hey Jan,” her mom always called her Jan. “I just wanted to tell you that your father was called away to New York for a few days.” “I know, Joseph already told me.” “Okay, well I have to work late tonight. Can you fix dinner for you and your brother tonight?” “No problem,” Janis wanted to find some excuse to say no, but couldn’t think of anything at the moment. “There are some leftovers in the fridge,” her mom continued, “don’t stay up too late, it’s a school night.” “What time will you be home?” “Very late, probably after midnight. I’ll see you two tomorrow.” “Okay mom, love you.” “Love you too, be good. Bye.” “Bye,” Janis hung up the phone and sat at the kitchen table. She folder her arms and laid her head in them. All her thoughts eating away at her brain. Her mother just asked her to fix dinner for her little brother; her mom wants her to take care of her little brother and make sure he gets something to eat and doesn’t stay up late. The same little brother whom at this time yesterday Janis was lusting after so much. “Lusting?” She spoke the word out loud because it was the first time she was able to put words to whatever she had felt while looking at his body, but still “lusting” didn’t seem like the right word. “Loved” seemed more like what she wanted to say. She always knew she loved Joseph, but it was obviously normal to love ones brother. This love didn’t feel normal, however. She loved her parents and her friends, but never in a way that made her feel like she needed to be physically closer to them like she did Joseph. Maybe this had been going on for a while. Janis remembered a night a few months ago when she was falling asleep and heard soft groans from Joseph’s room. She knew what he was doing because she saw him sneak in that porn magazine that day. That night she listened to her brother pleasing himself in the next room. She remembered how it turned her on listening to him and imagining what he looked like stroking himself silently on his bed. She had wished she could see him doing it. No, she wished she could do it for him. This thought had sent her over the edge and she had begun to pleasure herself while listening to him. How could she have forgotten that she had fingered herself thinking about him? A few minutes into it her moans matched his and she could almost make herself believe that it was he penetrating her and not her fingers. They had climaxed together that night and the next morning Janis had forgotten about it… until now. “I do really love him,” she said to herself. The words made her tingle and she knew this love was different than what she thought it was. “But there is nothing I can do about it.” She began to cry again when she spoke that last sentence. She sat at the table and sobbed for a few minutes before regaining herself. She wiped her face on her sleeve and stood up. She was feeling dizzy again; maybe she needed to eat something. She went to the fridge and pulled out whatever leftovers she could find and started to fix dinner for Joseph and her. An hour had passed and Janis wasn’t able to eat much of the dinner she prepared. She was feeling pretty exhausted and almost fell onto the couch in the living room. She grabbed the remote and began to scan through the channels unable to find anything good and felt her eyes get really heavy. Before she knew it she was sound asleep. ~ She awoke some time later and was startled to see Joseph sitting on the couch with her. Janis was spread out on the couch and Joseph barely had enough room to sit. He had the remote and was clicking through the channels. “What time is it?” Janis sat up and put her feet on the floor. “Almost ten thirty.” She sat there for a moment, staring at the TV. Her sleepiness was starting to leave and she began to feel awkward. She wanted to know what he was feeling. Has he been thinking about her? Does he think she is weird or confused? She continued to just sit there fixed on the TV for a few minutes. Joseph wasn’t saying anything or even acting as though something was wrong. This made Janis mad and she decided to just ask him. “What happened yesterday?” Her heart started to pound very hard. She had no idea what he was going to say, but Joseph played it cool. “What are you talking about?” “Yesterday afternoon…. in front of the bathroom?” Janis was getting madder. Joseph sank into the couch farther. He was quiet for a while then finally spoke. “I’m sorry if I startled you, I thought I was alone in the house.” “Is that it?” Janis was not about to let this go as long as they are finally talking about it. “Why did you touch me?” He turned to look at her. “Why did you touch me?” She was unprepared for that answer and didn’t speak right away. She looked Joseph in the eyes and saw that he was looking her in the eyes too. She somehow had all of his attention, but was unable to find any words. Joseph suddenly spoke. “You startled me too, not because I thought I was alone, but because… well, I have never seen you naked before.” “So?” “So… maybe I don’t get the chance to be with a real live woman naked much. I guess I was curious to see how you looked… and felt.” “Well if that’s all it was, then why have you been avoiding me? I mean, why haven’t you said anything to me about it?” Joseph seemed to be feeling braver. “I guess I was scared at my own reaction… I know you saw that I was turned on and I know you would think that is disgusting.” “I loved it,” Janis quickly put her hands to her mouth but it was not fast enough to stop the words from coming out. Joseph slid a little away from her on the couch and seemed to be gathering his thoughts. Janis crossed her legs onto the couch and slowly dropped her hands to her lap. She stared at Joseph who sat very still. She thought that he looked upset. What in the world must he be thinking? She just told him that she loved it that she turned him on. If there was a move to be made, then she just accidentally made it. Now it was up to Joseph’s response to see where this goes. He slid closer to her again, which made Janis tingle. Her skin felt very warm and she began to shake. Finally Joseph spoke. “What did you love, did you want me to be turned on?” “I guess I did.” He looked into her eyes and saw that she was being honest. “Do you love me?” “I do love you, Joseph, I love you very much!” “As your brother?” “Yes… and more,” she was so nervous that she felt she was going to pass out. “Maybe… a lot more.” Joseph looked away and quickly jumped off the couch. He looked like he was going to walk away but suddenly turned to face her again. He started to speak to her very softly, almost in a whisper. “Everything that you have told me is wrong… very wrong. Do you know that?” “Yes, I do.” Here come the tears again. “Joseph, it is okay for you to hate me. I just wanted you to know, for some reason, what I feel for you. But you are right, it is wrong, and I know that too.” She buried her face in her hands and felt the wetness around her puffy eyes. Joseph saw the fear in her, and yet saw how brave she was being. He took in her bravery and felt a lot stronger himself. He felt that maybe he could tell her what he felt and she just might be okay with it. “Janis,” he spoke very softly. She looked up at him with those tearful eyes. “Wrong or not…I… I love you too.” “I know,” she lowered her head again,” but only as your sister.” “No… a lot more than that.” She looked up again, “Really?” He moved to her and knelt down in front of where she sat. They were eye to eye and he placed his hands on hers. “I’m not as brave as you, I think that is why I wanted to run away and avoid this. But I’m glad we are finally talking about it. “ “Me too, Joseph.” Janis felt on top of the world suddenly. A huge weight lifted from her heart. She felt so good that she grabbed her brother and pulled him close. She hugged him tight. Joseph placed a hand on her back and held the back of her head with the other. “I was afraid of loving you too much,” Joseph whispered in her ear. “I was afraid about how unnatural these feelings are.” He let go of her and pushed her away so that they were eye to eye again.” Mostly I was scared of how you would think of me… being in love with my older sister.” “That’s exactly how I feel!” Janis felt so happy, yet she wondered what would happen now that they both had expressed their feelings. She decided to test him and pulled him closer so that their lips were just inches from each other’s. He didn’t fight it. Sibling Innocence Ch. 02 “Oh, come on, Joseph… please?” Janis looked into her brother’s eyes and pouted her lip a little. She had her arms wrapped around him and held him tight. “I wish I could stay, Janis, but I’ve missed work the past two days already.” She lowered her head onto his chest and faked crying. Joseph laughed and hugged her back. Janis was really sad that he had to work tonight, but she understood. Joseph had called in sick for the past few nights so he could spend more time with her, but he thought one more time might be jeopardizing his job. “I still have an hour before I have to go… what do you want to do?” She looked at him and pouted her bottom lip again, “Nothing,” she teased, “I don’t want to do anything!” She quickly reached down and grabbed his shorts yanking them down around his ankles. Joseph gasped, “What the…?” Janis jumped back and pointed at him laughing. She quickly turned and ran down the hall. Joseph bent and grabbed for his shorts trying to run after her and pull them back up at the same time. “Oh you're going to get it now,” he screamed as her giggles filled the house. He finally got his shorts back up and ran after her at full speed. ~ The past three months have been a blur to Janis and Joseph. Their lives became so much more complicated since they had first experienced each other’s love. It was tricky trying not only to find time to be alone together, but also trying to keep it secret. Their parents and everyone that knew Janis or Joseph had become suspicious, but it wasn’t a cause for alarm. They all knew Janis and Joseph had always been tight so it was not unusual for them to spend a lot of time together, but those times together have become a lot more frequent lately. Even their mother had asked Janis why she needed to spend all of her time with her brother, but Janis just shrugged her shoulders and told her mom that she had a lot of fun with Joseph. Those times together, however, were more than fun. Janis and Joseph were very serious about being alone together. It was the time when they didn’t have to act like brother and sister for everyone. It was those times they could act like the intensely romantic couple they had become. It was not just about making love, although they both enjoyed it very much. Being alone gave them the opportunity to talk about how each other is doing, or to talk about future plans, or even just to get to know each other better than they already had. Janis was more the playful type, though. She took chances that scared Joseph sometimes. A few days ago they went to a nice restaurant with their parents. Janis sat on Joseph’s right side with her left hand under the table caressing the inside of his thigh. Every once in a while she would gently squeeze his swollen cock through his pants. It drove Joseph nuts because she kept him constantly hard throughout the entire dinner. She knew what she was doing to him, and loved to tease him like that. Janis lived in the clouds all the time now. She was never seen unhappy or depressed about anything and she often acted like she didn’t care if anybody knew why. Joseph matched her feelings but sometimes had to be the sensible one trying to keep their love private. Controlling Janis, however, was hard to do. He was afraid that she would eventually give them away if she didn’t calm down a bit. ~ Joseph finally caught up to Janis in her bedroom. She backed into the corner when she saw him. She was still laughing at him. Joseph smiled and lunged at her wrapping his arms around her thighs. She screamed when he picked her up. She laughed again and was pounding her fists on his shoulders. “Put me down,” she yelled. He carried her across the room and dropped her on her bed. She smiled hard and reached up to him. Joseph shook his head. “No!” “Come here and kiss me, Joseph!” Janis reached out farther to him. “What? I can’t be kissing my own sister!” He crossed his arms in mock disgust. She sat up and grabbed Joseph’s shirt. “You will do what I say!” She pulled him on top of her and they both laughed. Joseph slid his hands behind her head and pulled her up to his lips. Janis kissed him hard and reached under the back of his shirt to drag her nails along his back. He moved one of his hands from behind her head and slipped it under her shirt. Joseph felt her smooth belly and reached further up to her chest. Janis felt his groin pushing down on hers. She knew he was growing hard and couldn’t wait to touch it. Suddenly Joseph stopped and rolled off the bed. “I’m sorry… I should probably get ready for work.” He turned and headed to her bedroom door. “What?” Janis sat up and watched him. Joseph left her room and a few seconds later she heard the bathroom door close. She couldn’t believe he had just left. Janis jumped off her bed and angrily marched toward the closed bathroom door. She decided not to knock and just listened to what he was doing. A minute later she heard the shower running. Janis was getting mad now and she put her hand on the doorknob. It was unlocked, so she barged in. The bathroom was dimly lit because Joseph had obviously forgotten to turn on the light. Janis stomped toward the shower and threw open the curtains. Inside was Joseph, completely nude and smiling at her. Janis looked at him and saw his swollen cock pointing at her. “I wondered if you would follow me.” Joseph grabbed his sister and pulled her into the shower. Janis screamed as she felt the warm water soak into her clothes. He held her close to him and kissed her neck. Janis couldn’t help but laugh. “I was so mad when you left me and came in here. You probably had this in mind all along.” “I just wanted to find a way to get you in the shower with me.” Janis was not about to give in without a fight. “Well, Joseph. I guess I’ll be going now.” She wanted him to work for it. “Have a nice shower.” Janis started to get out and Joseph grabbed her. “Hey… where are you going?” “Oh… I’ll be in my room if you need me.” She grabbed his hand and pulled it off her. Once out of the shower, Janis closed the curtain. She quickly pulled off her wet clothes and tossed them aside. When she was completely naked she turned back toward the shower. She was surprised that he had not opened the curtains again. Janis had hoped he would have chased after her. He knew she was still in the bathroom, though. So she grabbed the doorknob and jiggled it to make it sound like she was leaving. “Janis wait!” The curtains flew open again and Joseph looked out. He saw her standing there completely nude. Joseph looked into her eyes and she winked at him. “You are awful, you know that?” “Yes I am.” Janis walked back to him and got in the shower again. She closed the curtains behind her and threw her arms around Joseph. She held and kissed him very passionately. “So… now that you have me here, what do want to do?” “Everything.” Joseph rubbed his hands along her back feeling the smooth wetness of her skin. He loved the way her body looked and felt when she was wet. He stepped behind her and turned her to face him so that she was in the full stream of the shower. Janis closed her eyes and ran her fingers through her hair. The water was wonderfully warm and Joseph watched as it poured onto her hair and down the length of her body. He reached out with both hands and cupped her breasts with them. Janis moaned and put her hands on his, helping him stroke her hard nipples. Joseph leaned forward and began to suck gently on her neck. She released her hands from his and reached around his body. Janis put her hands on the lower part of his back and pulled him in closer. His throbbing hard-on was now pressing against her belly. Janis knew that if she wasn’t already wet she could probably have felt his pre-cum smearing along her stomach. Joseph squeezed her breasts harder and Janis groaned at his touch. She leaned into him and softly bit along his shoulder and up to his neck. She did this for a minute until Joseph could no longer stand it. He slid his hands down to her waist and dropped to his knees. He moved his hands farther down to her thighs and gently spread them apart. He could now see her beautiful cunt and watched as the streams of water fell between her legs. He leaned in and started to kiss the insides of her thighs. It sent shivers through Janis’s body. Joseph kissed all around her groin trying to increase her excitement until he finally pushed into her and kissed the folds of her lips. Janis shivered and immediately put her hands behind his head. She held him there and tried to guide his kisses to where she needed them. Joseph felt her needing him more so he finally slipped out his tongue and used it to play with the enlarged nub above her slit. She shivered again and held his head tighter. “Oh, Joseph.” She purred and ran her fingers through his hair. Janis looked down and watched him. Joseph slowly licked and sucked on her nub. She felt his hands slightly tickling the outsides of her thighs. One of his hands eventually made its way to her groin and she felt one of his fingers probing the outsides of her lips. Joseph slowly slid his middle finger into her pussy. Janis moaned and closed her eyes again. He bit softly at her clit and Janis started to rock her hips to match the movements of his finger. Her body started to tingle as she felt the pleasure rising through her body. He continued to suck and bite on her nub while he pumped his finger into her faster. He kept going faster and faster until she could no longer stand still. Her legs went weak and Janis had to grab the showerhead to keep from falling. His tongue was fiercely stroking her clit and she felt his finger probe deep within her. It didn’t take long until the orgasm raced through her body. Janis shrieked and involuntarily clenched his head between her legs. Waves of ecstasy shot through her veins making her dizzy with excitement. Joseph removed his finger and grabbed her backside to keep her steady. His tongue found it’s way inside her and he licked as far as he could into her cunt. Janis’ body shook under control of her orgasm that seemed endless. Finally Joseph slowed his tongue and he tasted the outsides of her pussy. Janis felt really dizzy once her ecstasy subsided. She released her grasp from the showerhead but unfortunately her legs couldn’t hold her. Joseph fell backwards into the tub as Janis collapsed onto him. He caught her and wrapped his arms around her. Janis rested her head on his chest and tried to speak but couldn’t; she needed to catch her breath first. Joseph massaged her back while she laid on him. Janis was breathing hard and her ears were ringing. She decided to lay there on Joseph for a while to try and savor the moment as long as she could. The tub was too small for Joseph to spread out in so he had to prop his feet up on the edge. Janis was starting to relax finally and he reached his hand up to stroke her hair. She surprised him by finally speaking. “I’m going to marry you someday, Joseph. You know that?” Joseph couldn’t believe what he heard. “What?” Janis raised her head off his chest to look at him. “I said that I want to marry you.” She was almost as surprised as he was to hear the words coming out of her mouth. “I don’t think we’re allowed to do that, Janis.” “I don’t want to live the rest of our lives as just brother and sister. There has to be a way we can do it.” Janis’ eyes conveyed the seriousness of her words. Joseph, however, was speechless. Did his own sister just ask him to marry her? He almost passed out at the thought. “I…” he tried to speak but couldn’t find the words. Janis lifted herself up a little and slid her hand down his chest to his groin. She found his hardened cock and stroked it softly. Joseph found it hard to concentrate on what she had just said to him. His cock twitched under the touch of her soft hand. He looked at her face and she flashed him that sweet sexy smile that always melted his heart. Janis moved herself lower and released her hand from his penis. She lowered more and felt his tip slightly parting the folds of her pussy. She teased him for a minute gently pushing herself down until just the tip of his cock was in her. She then lifted back up letting the tip slip out. She repeated this a few more times and Joseph had put his hands on her hips trying to force him farther in to her. Janis smiled at him again and finally rested herself on him and his cock slid deep inside. Joseph held his breath as he felt the warmth of her. He pushed himself up slightly and into her further. Janis was motionless and just felt him slowly pump himself into her. The shower was starting to loose it’s heat but neither cared at this point. Janis started to push herself down on his cock. She tried to synchronize with his thrusts. Her cunt itched as she felt his groin slide along her clit. Joseph held her body against his while the shower slowly turned colder. The cold water caused them to hold each other tighter. Janis shivered from the cold yet it excited her more. Joseph began to shiver too; his love making intensified the colder it became. Soon the water was almost freezing and Janis and Joseph powerfully thrashed against each other. Their mouths pressed tightly together and all of their hands quickly searched every inch of each other’s body. The wetness caused sucking sounds as they released and collided their hips together. Joseph felt the burn in his cock and knew he wouldn’t last much longer. Janis wasn’t far behind; her body shook and she couldn’t tell if it was from the cold or from the electrified pleasure Joseph’s lovemaking sent through her body. After a few seconds Joseph grabbed at her ass and pushed himself hard up into her. He stopped his movements and held onto her with his cock buried as far as it would go. Joseph gasped as he felt his penis swell with his juices. Janis continued to grind her clit along his groin when she felt the hot cum burst inside her. She screamed when she felt her own pussy convulse around his cock. Joseph looked into her eyes while his cock filled her with his cum. Janis moaned, “I love you,” to Joseph when she felt the shock wave of her own orgasm. She stopped moving and felt her pussy squeeze around his cock. Joseph began to relax, but his cum still pulsed inside her. She laid her head back on his chest and held his head with her hands. Joseph felt his penis release the last of it’s load and he wrapped his arms around her. He held her tight and stroked her hair. Janis felt very cold suddenly and lifted up to turn off the shower. Once it was no longer running she fell back into his arms. She felt she could fall asleep in the shower lying on him if she wanted to. They laid together for a few minutes, neither said anything. Eventually Janis lifted her head from his chest and kissed him sweetly. She suddenly spoke. “I’ll be yours forever, Joseph… if you want me.” Joseph didn’t hesitate to respond, “Of course I want you, but I’m…” he couldn’t find the right words. Janis, boldly, asked her question again. “Joseph, will you marry me?” This time he did hesitate. Janis thought she knew why, but couldn’t help to be a little disappointed at his lack of response. Finally Joseph opened his mouth as though he was about to speak. Janis quickly got off of him and stood to open the shower curtains. She was hurt and she knew she didn’t want to hear what he was about to say. Joseph had lifted up on his elbows. His mouth was still open as he watched her open the curtains and step out. “What are you doing?” “I’m drying off.” Her tone wasn’t good. “Janis… I,” She cut him off, “Joseph, you’re going to be late for work if you don’t hurry.” He stood to his feet and stepped out of the shower. Joseph stood there for a moment and watched his sister dry herself. The wetness and the light through the bathroom window caused her skin to shine. He watched the towel gently stroke her smooth body. He knew he had hurt her and felt his heart sink to his stomach. Joseph stepped toward her and took her hand. She looked at him with tearful eyes. A knock on the door startled them. Janis’ eyes grew wide suddenly. “Hey Joseph, are you in there?” It was their mother. “Joseph?” Janis whispered, fear in her face. She wondered what her mom was doing home. Joseph panicked and threw a towel around his body. “What do we do?” His voice was too loud. “Shut up.” Janis whispered again, but this time her mother heard the second voice through the door. “Joseph!” Their mother had an angry voice. “Who is in there with you?!” “Be out in a minute!” Joseph screamed at the door. “Open this door now!” She pounded her fists against the locked bathroom door. “Just a minute, mom!” “Joseph, you better not have some girl in there with you!” “What’s going on?” Janis and Joseph heard their father’s voice farther away. Neither of them could figure out why both of their parents were home so soon. They listened to their father’s footsteps come closer to the bathroom, then mumbling as their parents talked to each other. Janis had managed to gather some of her clothes and had slid her bra and panties on. Joseph stood still with the towel around his waist. More banging on the door by their father now, “Open this door, Joseph!” Joseph walked to the door and put his hand on the knob. “Wait Joseph!” Janis stepped back into the shower and closed the curtains. There was just no other place to hide. Joseph watched his sister disappear behind the curtains and finally opened the door. “What do you want?” he couldn’t control his nervous shaking as he suddenly faced his parents. “Who the hell is in there?” His father looked at him with piercing eyes. “Nobody, just me.” Joseph stepped out of the bathroom suddenly causing his parents to step back out of the way. He tried to close the door behind him but his mother threw her foot in the way. His father punched the door back open with the palm of his hand. Joseph was pushed out of the way as his parents stormed into the bathroom. His mother was the first to speak. “I know what’s going on in here… where is she?!” She looked at Joseph with an angry glance. His father stomped over to the shower, “I wonder where she could be?” he threw open the curtains. Neither parent was prepared for what hid behind and both had to take a step back. “Jan!” Their mother cupped her hands over her mouth as she stared at her half naked daughter. “Joseph!” Their father glanced back and forth between Janis and Joseph , unable to comprehend what was going on. His eyes finally stopped on Joseph, “What the hell is going on?!” “I…” Joseph was terrified and unable to speak. He looked at Janis hopping she would be able to explain this all away. Janis looked at her brother and saw the fear and confusion in his face. She knew she was going to have to be strong for both of them. She moved her gaze back to her mother’s angry face. “Joseph and I are in love!” “Oh no…” Joseph turned away and looked at the floor. That wasn’t exactly the explanation he was hoping Janis would give. He couldn’t believe she just told them. “What are you talking about?!” Her father fixed his gaze back on Janis. Janis stepped out of the shower and spoke again to her mother, “ Joseph and I love each other… that’s the only thing I can say.” “I don’t believe this.” Their mother stepped away from Janis and turned to look at Joseph. “Have you two been having sex, Joseph?” “I guess so.” He didn’t even look up. His father snapped at Janis, “How could you do that to Joseph?! To your own brother?!” “I didn’t do anything he didn’t want!” Janis’ voice quivered, she looked at Joseph for support, but he was quiet. “If we love each other it can’t be wrong!” Their mother lowered her head and started to cry. “I can’t believe what is happening. Don’t you kids realize what you’re doing?” Sibling Innocence Ch. 02 Janis watched as Joseph stood silently. “ Joseph, aren’t you going to say something?” Then she mouthed silently to him, “Help me, please.” “You leave him alone!” Her father yelled at her, “Haven’t you done enough?!” Their mother shot him an angry look, “It’s not entirely Janis’ fault!” “She should’ve known better! She’s the oldest!” His father walked over to Joseph. “Go to work, we’ll talk when you get home.” Joseph walked out of the bathroom and entered his bedroom. Janis watched him leave her alone and tried not to cry. “Get dressed, Jan.” Her mother hissed and both parents walked out of the bathroom. Janis walked to the bathroom door and looked down the hall. Joseph’s bedroom door was shut. She closed and locked the bathroom door and sat on the tiled floor. Through her sobbing she could still hear her mother and father yelling at each other somewhere in the house. A few minutes later she listened as Joseph’s door opened. Seconds later she heard a soft knock on the bathroom door. Janis stood and wiped her tears. “Joseph?” She whispered through the closed door. She put her hand on the knob. Suddenly her father yelled. “Joseph, go to work!” Janis heard soft footsteps walk away from the bathroom door, then the front door opened and slammed shut. She suddenly felt very alone. ~ That night was by far the worst night at work Joseph ever had. He couldn’t concentrate on anything and had to spend most of the time away from his co-workers. They were obviously concerned about him and everyone had asked if he was okay. Joseph had called in sick for his three previous shifts and now, back at work, looked horribly ill. His boss finally sent him home after four hours of torture. Joseph wasn’t sure he wanted to go home. When he arrived and walked to the front door he noticed the house was dimly lit except for the light in the kitchen. He opened the front door and quietly walked into the house. He made his way to the kitchen and heard voices. First his mother’s, then Janis’, then his father’s, then Janis again. She was being drilled. He slowly walked closer until he could see the three of then sitting at the table. His mother and father had their backs to him, but he could see Janis’ face. Her cheeks were red and her eyes puffy. She had obviously been crying for some time. He took another step and the floor creaked slightly. All three looked back at him. “Joseph!” Janis stood and ran to him. She threw her arms around him and Joseph hugged back. She buried her head into his shoulder and Joseph felt the wet heat of her teary cheeks. “Stop it!” Their father stood up fast causing the chair he was in to fall crashing to the floor. “What did we just talk about?!” He stomped over to them and physically separated their embrace causing Janis to fall to the floor. “Don’t hurt her!” Their mother was now standing and walking over to Janis. She helped Janis back to her feat and turned to Joseph, “We’ve been talking to Jan about this… you need to stay away from her.” “You can’t keep us apart!” Janis screamed at her. “We can and will!” Their father screamed back. Janis looked at Joseph who was standing against the wall now, looking confused. “They want to send us to a shrink, Joseph.” “What?” Joseph finally spoke. His mother walked over to him and put her hand on his shoulder. “Because you are both confused. You may feel like you love her, but it’s just not right Joseph.” “We are both adults, mother, you can’t tell us what’s right and wrong anymore!” Janis fought against the anger that stirred inside her belly, but she was starting to loose the fight. Her father scowled at her, “You are still our children and you will do what we say if you are to live under our roof!” Janis lowered her head and sighed. She felt ashamed that at twenty years old her parents still had control of her life. They gave her a home and paid for her education. She was unable to gain her own independence while relying on them so much. “We’ll talk after you meet with Dr. Sanders.” Their father walked down the hall. “Go to bed, we’ll wake you both up in the morning.” He stood between their bedrooms and motioned for them to follow. Joseph noticed something odd as he walked to his bedroom, the doorknob has been replaced with one that had a lock. He looked closer and saw the lock was on the outside of his room. Joseph looked around and saw his father forcing Janis into her room. Once she was in his father slammed the door and turned the lock. It clicked and now Janis was locked inside. “What is this?” Joseph asked. His mother had walked down the hall and faced him. “We have to control your behavior to make sure this doesn’t happen anymore.” His father waved his hand toward Joseph’s room. “This is for your own good, hopefully you will realize how sick and wrong it is for you to be sexual with your sister.” Joseph walked into his bedroom and turned to face his parents, “You can’t do this… what if I have to use the bathroom in the middle of the night?” “I’m sure you’ll figure something out.” His father slammed the door. Joseph heard the click as his father locked the door to his room. Joseph grabbed the knob and tried to turn it. He was locked in. He listened through the wall and could hear his sister crying. This was going to be the longest night of his life. ~ Janis and Joseph were both woken up fairly early the next morning. Neither had gotten much sleep. After an awkward breakfast and an even more awkward car ride they found themselves in the office of Dr. Sanders. They both knew Dr. Sanders, he was a counsel for their parents back when it seemed as though they might get a divorce. He helped their parents to straighten things out, somehow, and their mother and father had remained married. “Well, it’s nice to see both of you again.” Dr. Sanders spoke from behind his desk. Janis and Joseph sat in chairs that had once been side by side, but now obviously separated by a couple of feet. “So, who wants to speak first?” They both sat silent. “Well, I guess I can start with you, Janis. What do you want to talk about?” Janis looked at him and saw a gaze that seemed half concerned and yet half intrusive. “Our parents caught us together and they freaked out.” “It seems understandable, Janis. Can you blame them?” “Yes I can blame them,” she stood and walked over to Joseph, grabbing his hand. “I can blame them for getting in the way!” “In the way of what?” “In our way!” The doctor walked around to the front of his desk and rested himself on the edge. “Janis, you are forcing your family against each other. Can that be right?” “I don’t want to hear what you people tell me is right!” Janis squeezed Joseph’s hand tighter. “I am an adult… and Joseph is an adult! What is right and wrong in our lives should be decided by us!” “Janis, this is not a trial here. You really don’t have to be hostile.” She managed to calm herself down a little. Janis released Joseph’s hand and sat back down in her chair. She looked over at Joseph and saw him looking back at her. He hadn’t spoken a word this entire time in Dr. Sander’s office. Janis felt a little betrayed by his silence. “Joseph…” She spoke to her brother, “I’m getting a bit frustrated at you being so quiet all the time. Can’t you please help me?” “I’m scared, okay!” His voice trembled, “I didn’t expect this!” “What did you think would happen when people found out about us?” “I didn’t think they would ever find out!” Joseph shuffled nervously in his chair. He was upset at himself for letting Janis down once again, but he felt completely unprepared for any of this. He really never took the time to think about what would happen if they had been discovered. In fact, he was still angry that Janis had been so quick to confess about their secret love. Dr. Sanders approached Janis, “Maybe it would be easier for me to speak to you both one at a time.” “No,” Janis stood again, “I want Joseph here.” “Well, I was thinking of talking to Joseph alone first.” He turned to Joseph and walked to his chair. “What do you think, Joseph? Will you talk to me alone?” Joseph immediately looked over to Janis and saw her shaking her head at him. “I don’t know…” “It will be okay,” The doctor continued, “you’re not in any trouble here. I just want to help you.” Dr. Sanders reached out and put his hand on Joseph’s shoulder. Joseph looked at the doctor’s hand resting on his right shoulder and again looked up at Janis. Her face still said no, but she wasn’t shaking her head anymore. “I guess it would be okay.” “Janis…” Dr. Sanders released his hand from Joseph’s shoulder and spoke to her, “Why don’t you wait outside for a few minutes while I talk to your brother?” Janis reluctantly walked toward the door of the office and stopped briefly to look back at Joseph. She frowned at him and walked out slamming the door behind her. She walked to a row of waiting chairs and sat on the one closest to the office door. She hoped she would be able to hear the voices inside, but the door was too thick. Janis felt like crying again, but she held back. She didn’t want to let go, not right now. ~ “So what your saying is… your relationship with your dad has always been good, but you have always felt very distant from your mom?” Dr. Sanders questioned Joseph. “That is what I have always felt.” Joseph had spent the better part of an hour in Dr. Sander’s office. He answered question after question as honestly as he could. The main focus of the doctor’s questions was not about Janis, but surprisingly more about his relationships with his parents. He mentioned to Dr. Sanders that he had always been very close to his father, but had never really felt loved by his mother. His mother, however, was always very close to Janis and Joseph felt left out of his mother’s life. Dr. Sanders really seemed to know what he was talking about. “Joseph, this is not an unusual situation.” The doctor rested on the front of his desk facing Joseph. He crossed his arms and spoke to him with years of knowledge, “Cases of incest have been the most predominate cases that I’ve had to work with and recent studies show that sibling incest probably occurs the most, but it is also the least likely to be reported.” Joseph nodded his head but failed to understand. He questioned the doctor, “What do you mean?” “What I mean is that any kind of incest can cause problems in a person’s life, and even be completely detrimental to some. The cases of incest that are usually reported involve parents and their children, but cases involving siblings being sexually active with each other hardly ever get reported. That is not to say, however, that these cases don’t have the same negative effect on someone that parent-child incest does. Sibling incest is probably the most common, but out of fear, or out of love, the victims of sibling incest rarely come forward.” “I am in love with Janis… I don’t feel anything wrong about what I feel.” Joseph didn’t like what he was hearing. His love for her was different than some statistic could define. “I don’t expect you to feel wrongly about what you have done,” Dr. Sanders continued, “But, could it be possible that what you desire from Janis could be a direct result of the fact that you never felt loved by your mother. Your mother obviously loves Janis very much, and maybe your subconscious feels that by being so intimate with your sister may replace the absence of love your mother never gave you? Maybe you feel that through Janis you will finally be able to acquire your mother’s love.” Joseph lowered his head almost down to his knees. He rubbed his head with his hand trying to take in the observations the doctor had given him. Dr. Sanders made sense, Joseph couldn’t dismiss that. He felt so right being with his sister, but the doctor was fiercely punching holes in Joseph’s mind. Dr. Sanders saw the confusion overwhelm Joseph and knew he was on the right track. “What do you think about Janis? Do you wonder now that maybe the lack of love your father gave her might have caused her to seek his love through you? Your father had given you his love, but it seems as though he really put you first and maybe loved her second.” “I really don’t know what to think about all this,” Joseph mumbled, “I guess you must be right.” “So the key must be, Joseph, to fix the broken relationship with your parents. Specifically the mother that was so cold towards you most of your life.” Joseph’s eyes began to water. “How can I do that?” His voice trembled. Dr. Sanders knelt next to Joseph’s chair and put his hand on the boy’s shoulder. “I can help you. Will you let me help you?” Joseph nodded yes and the tears finally broke through. “What about Janis?” “I’ll talk with her and then we’ll all talk together with your parents here. This situation isn’t totally your problem or Janis’. It must involve the entire family in order for the healing to begin.” ~ Janis had been sitting patiently for the better part of an hour. She was dying to know what was being said in that office. Finally she had forced herself to calm down a bit when suddenly the door flew open. “Joseph!” Janis stood and faced her brother. The look on his face was wrong. No expression was visible. He seemed blank, robot-like in his gaze. Janis could only imagine what sort of mind-control techniques this doctor has used on him. Even his eyes seemed empty. “What’s wrong?” He just stared at her shaking his head. Janis knew the doctor had gotten to him. Joseph started to walk toward her and Janis opened herself a little expecting him to embrace her maybe, but he didn’t. Instead his eyes left hers as he walked right by and headed for the exit. “Where are you going?!” Janis turned to watch him open the front door. He paused for a second and finally turned to face her. “Sorry,” was all he could say. He walked outside and very softly, almost without any sound, shut the door behind him. “Are you ready, Janis?” She turned and saw Dr. Sanders now standing in his office doorway. ~ As expected, things that evening at home were horrendously awkward. Janis and Joseph now sat at the dinner table at opposite sides. Neither looked at each other but chose to stare down at the barely-eaten food on their plates. Nobody spoke, not even their parents. No one seemed all that hungry tonight. Everyone poked and prodded at their portion of chicken casserole hoping it would magically eat itself. It did not go well for the doctor during Janis’ session. He had given her the same spiel about the loveless parents and her somehow finding the love she was missing in the wrong place. She didn’t buy into it. She thought the whole speech was crap. “Daddy didn’t love me,” she had said, “so I guess I’ll screw my brother.” It didn’t make sense, any of it. “Of course,” Dr. Sanders had replied, “this will not be easy to accept. Not until you are at least willing to admit how wrong your actions have been.” “Is this what you told Joseph? Did he buy all this?” “Joseph seemed eager to correct his mistakes.” That last word had hurt Janis. Is that what Joseph had said? Did he think it was all a mistake? She envisioned herself as the monster imposing her will on her brother. No… she wasn’t. He wanted her just as much, right? “The only mistake,” she had finally said, “was getting caught.” “What did you expect, Janis? To be with Joseph forever? To get married? Have his children?” “I don’t want to talk about that, doctor.” She had spoken the word doctor with such sarcasm in her voice that Dr. Sanders almost winced. Never did she accept what he was saying, nor did she even care. The truth was they got caught. And the only reason she was talking to the doctor was fear of what her parents would do. She lived under their roof, they paid for her school. They would probably disown her if she didn’t do what she was told now. Janis had made all this very clear to Dr. Sanders during the hour-long session. By the end he seemed frustrated. Worn out even. Janis now managed to look up from her dinner plate. She saw Joseph staring at his food and she quickly looked away. Their parents had been remarkably quiet most of the night and she didn’t want to start it all up again by being caught staring at her brother. “I’m going to bed.” Janis started to get up from the table when her mother stopped her. “Finish your food.” “I’m really not very hungry, mom.” “At least eat your vegetables.” “I’m not ten years old, mom! I don’t want to eat!” “Do what you’re told!” Her dad snapped. “Fine.” Janis set the plate back down and tried to force the mushy, warm broccoli into her mouth. “Joseph,” their father spoke again, “I want you to pack up as much as you can and be ready to go in an hour.” “Where am I going?” Joseph looked up from his plate. “I don’t think this is such a good idea.” Their mother said, visibly upset. “Where am I going?” Joseph asked again. “We already talked about this, let’s not change our minds again.” The father speaking to the mother while ignoring Joseph’s question again. “We never really agreed on anything!” Their mother yelled, “I don’t want anyone to leave!” “Where am I going?!” Joseph screamed. “Where is he going?!” Janis repeated. Her voice got the attention of the whole family. Now all eyes were on her and she couldn’t ignore the anger in the faces of her parents. “You just keep out of this, Janis.” The father spoke. “This is all your damn fault anyway.” “What?!” Janis was furious. “I guess Joseph will be staying with Uncle Jesse for a while.” The mom was speaking quietly again. “For how long?” Joseph asked. “Until things return to normal around here,” father responded. “Until you two learn the difference between right and wrong.” “Oh that’s right,” Janis clenched up with anger, “we’re stupid little kids that have no idea of right and wrong.” “That’s it!” Their father stood up and slammed his palms on the table. He slowly leaned in to where Janis was sitting, locking eyes with her. “You know what’s right?” He spoke quietly, but as if holding all of hell’s rage somewhere behind his clenched teeth. “You know what’s right? Fucking your brother… is that right? Your mom and I did not work our asses off trying to raise a good family only to have this sort of bullshit going on behind our backs. Just what the fuck has gotten into you two?” Janis was trembling with fear. She could not look into her father’s eyes anymore. When she glanced away she saw the same terror on her mother’s face. Never has anyone heard her father talk like that before, with such language and an almost murder-like inflection in his voice. “It’s okay,” Joseph added softly, “I’ll go. I will pack my things right now and go.” He got up from the table and started to walk away. “No Joseph,” Janis looked at him then met her father’s angry gaze again. “I’ll go.” She had to get out of there, somehow. She felt threatened and had to retreat. She understood immediately what she was saying, what she was about to do. Janis will lose everything, her home, her education, her family. Was it worth it? Maybe her own stubbornness was preventing her from seeing the larger picture. “You’re not going anywhere,” her mother said, “Uncle Jesse is expecting Joseph to stay with him.” “I wasn’t planning on going to Uncle Jesse’s house.” “Where, then?” Her father asked. “Where will you go?” “None of your business.” “You’ll be back…” “Don’t plan on it!” Janis stood and walked fast, away from the table, past Joseph and towards her room. She heard her father yelling at her but ignored it. “You’ll come back, and when you do you will find nothing here for you! No forgiveness, ever! We don’t have a daughter…” his voice trailed off as Janis slammed the door shut in her bedroom. She started to cry but never stopped moving, quickly snatching the suitcase out of her closet and stuffing as much clothes out of her dresser and closet that she could into it. Sibling Innocence Ch. 02 When she was done and while trying to close the over-stuffed case she heard the click behind her. “Oh shit!” She turned and looked at the door knowing immediately that someone had locked her in from outside her room. ~ Joseph was commanded by his father to go pack as planned. He would be the one leaving after all. As he walked through the house to his room he heard Janis screaming and pounding on the door from inside her bedroom. “Open this door!” She screamed between pounds. “Let me out!” Joseph saw his mother standing outside Janis’ room sobbing. She did not make her presence known to Janis after locking her in, but just stood there listening to her daughter yell and watching the door rattle with the hits by Janis on the other side. He entered his room and decided not to shut his own bedroom door. He stood there for a moment, trying to take it all in. He listened to the yelling of his sister and the pain in her voice. He blamed himself for her pain. He wished he had the strength to stand up to his parents like she did. He wished he could fix all this. Maybe go back in time somehow and stop Janis and him from falling in love. No… that’s not what he really felt. He wished they had never been caught. He loved her and didn’t want that feeling to go away. Dr. Sanders had to have been right though. This love was wrong, maybe it wasn’t even real. All this talk about right and wrong… did it not seem right? Joseph closed his eyes and saw flashbacks of the last three months with Janis; the closeness he felt with her. He saw the way her face lit up when she looked at him and felt the stirring in his heart when he looked at her. He remembered her smile; he wished he could see her smile again. Thoughts of her embrace made his skin feel warm even now. Thoughts of her kiss sent tingles through his lips. He could almost hear her whisper, “I love you,” into his ear as she so often did while he came inside her. Right and wrong? He imagined their love as being the one right swimming in a world of wrongs. Now it’s all fading away. Joseph was startled out of his daydreams. He realized that what has startled him was silence. No more screams or pounds coming from elsewhere in the house. Janis must have given up. He packed his bag quickly. He was able to fit most everything he wanted, not owning many clothes. A few minutes later he stood at the front door saying his half-hearted good-byes to his parents. He was about to open the door when a very loud bang came from the hallway. His mother and father both looked at each other. His mother spoke. “Did that sound like a gun?!” All three of them immediately turned pale with that thought racing through their heads. “It can’t be.” The father spoke. “Where would she…” Another loud bang interrupted his thought. This one sounded more like wood splitting. Joseph’s parents walked back into the hallway. Right away they saw a rather large crack in the door to Janis’ room. Both parents gasped as they saw the damage. The father turned completely red. He snapped open the lock on the door and pushed it open. There was Janis, holding one of the drawers from her dresser, which she had been using as a kind of battering ram. “What the hell are you doing?!” He charged at her and ripped the drawer out of her hands. “Ow!” Janis cried as she sprained her wrist trying to hold on to the drawer. “You can’t keep me prisoner! Just let me leave!” “Fine, we’ve had enough of this! Go!” He pointed to the door and Janis grabbed her suitcase on her way out. “Jan… wait!” The mother followed her out and tried to grab her shoulder. Janis stopped but didn’t turn to look at her. “Janis, don’t go! That’s it,” the mother now spoke to the father, “I’m putting a stop to this right now. Lock them up if you have to, but I’m not going to let the family split up…” “It’s too late, mom.” Janis interrupted her. “I don’t want this family anymore. I’m leaving no matter what.” Her father stomped toward his daughter and Janis turned to him. No longer afraid of this man whom she felt she didn’t even know anymore. Janis expected the worst, but was too pissed to back down now. “Get out bitch!” He spit at her. “Fuck you, dad!” He smacked her… hard. It was that kind of back-handed hit across the cheek that makes everything go white for a few seconds, with force that turned her head almost completely around. “How could you?!” She heard her mother scream. Janis’ eyes filled with tears and her face felt like someone had thrown burning hot grease on her. She regained her composure and at first thought about fighting back, but there was nothing she could do. Her father looked ready to kill her and she wouldn’t be able to stop him. Janis backed away, suitcase still in hand. Only after about five steps back did she finally turn away from him and walk away. He did not follow, nor did her mother whom Janis heard saying over and over, “How could you…how could you…” Joseph had never left his position by the front door this whole time. He could hear what was going on but didn’t totally understand what had happened until he saw Janis walking toward him. Her eyes misty with tears and her cheek now turning red, Joseph knew. “He hit you?!” Joseph questioned. “Don’t worry about it.” Her voice was stern. “Goodbye, Joseph.” She brushed past him and reached to open the door but Joseph put his palm against it to hold it closed. “Where will you go?” “I don’t know…” Janis tried to think but couldn’t. She just wanted to leave. “I’ll think of something.” Joseph wanted desperately to be able to say the right thing at that moment, but nothing came to mind. All he could manage was just what he felt, “I love you, Janis.” Janis turned and now smacked Joseph, not hard like her father had done, but enough to get his attention. “How dare you, Joseph!” She growled. “How dare you say that to me now! You never loved me, you loved to fuck me, but that’s it!” “That’s not true…” “It is true, you couldn’t possibly have loved me and then let me fight this battle alone!” She was right. “I’m sorry,” he whispered, “but I do love you.” “I’d tell you to prove it,” she whispered back, “but it’s too late for that now.” Janis forced the door open against his hand and two seconds later it was slammed shut. Hurt and sorrow was Joseph’s entire world at that moment. Janis hated him, his parents hated him, and he certainly did not like himself too much right then. He was weak, he betrayed his true love but was unable to stop it. The most beautiful thing he has ever known just walked out the door and was now probably getting into her car. She’s going to drive away and maybe out of his life forever. Joseph questioned himself. He wondered why he wouldn’t stand up for himself, or for Janis. Was he really that weak? Or maybe he was just to embarrassed to confront his parents. How horrible it was, to be caught pants down with your own sister. How horrible it was to be caught, but how wonderful it was to be with her. She was his angel, and maybe she was right. Maybe all that stuff the doctor had fed him was crap. Maybe that doctor didn’t know what he was talking about. It’s true Joseph has had a tough time getting along with his parents, specifically his mother. But if those relationships needed to be fixed, it should have happened a long time ago. Now he and Janis are adults, and if their love is the by-product of messed up parenting, then it’s the best thing his parents have ever given him. Maybe it’s not too late. Janis’ love was pure, and wasn’t that worth fighting for? Joseph snatched his suitcase and moved to open the door. “Now where are you going?” He turned to see his father walking out from the hallway. “I’m leaving too, dad.” “Bullshit. Go to your room.” “I don’t want to spend another second in this house. Or with you.” “Oh yeah?” His father walked closer to Joseph. “You gonna run away like that slut sister of yours?” Joseph didn’t answer him. “I know,” he spoke again, “your going to run away with her, aren’t you? What a happy little couple the two of you are, brother and sister. You gonna live together? Get married maybe? Have a couple of retarded kids? Is that your new life, Joseph?” Joseph was so pissed off at this point that all fear turned to anger. He hated this man, his father, now. He hated him for what he was saying, for what he was doing. Mostly he hated him for what he did to Janis. That thought alone made Joseph see red. “Whatever it is I decide to do,” Joseph spoke, “it’s no longer any business of yours.” “You are sick! Screwing your own sister is disgusting!” His father shoved Joseph back against the front door. Joseph’s head fell back and smacked hard against it. He was shocked, he never knew his father to have this kind of violence within him. His father never tried to hurt his kids before. Joseph’s rage amplified, he didn’t see this man as his father anymore. This was now a threatening intruder whom invaded Joseph’s privacy and was now threatening Joseph’s well being. He launched back at his father, shoving him back hard and knocking him down. Joseph tripped over himself and fell on top of his father. He tried to grab Joseph and push him off, but Joseph managed to pull his hands away. Joseph started to swing wildly at his father. All his fear and anger now balled up into two fists. He managed to land a few hits along his father’s nose and left cheek. His father responded with yells and cries of pain. A few more hits landed across his mouth and jaw. Joseph was hitting furiously and without control of himself. He felt his hands crunching into his father’s face and saw the blood, but it didn’t seem real. He heard his father cry out for help and beg Joseph to stop, but he didn’t. Eventually his father stopped fighting and stopped yelling. Joseph was able to regain control and stopped hitting. His father was motionless under him. Not dead, Joseph hoped, just knocked out. It seemed like an eternity passed within those next few seconds as Joseph managed to crawl off the still body of his father and back onto his feet. Blood was trickling out of the nose and mouth of his father and pooling under his head. It was at this moment that Joseph finally noticed his mother standing in the doorway leading to the hallway. She had seen the whole thing but seemed unaffected. She stood as motionless as her bloodied husband lying in front of her. Joseph didn’t know what to say, or even what could be said. He turned away and picked up his suitcase once again. His mother spoke as he was about to open the door. “Wait…” she said softly. He turned to face her again and she was now animate as if someone turned her power switch on finally. She bent down to her husband and reached into his backside pocket. After retrieving the wallet she flipped it open and took all the cash out from it. She dropped the emptied wallet back on his chest and raised her money-filled hand at Joseph. He didn’t know what to do. Instinct guided him back over to his mother and he took the money from her hand. He didn’t know how much it was, but anything would be helpful now. His mother still knelt at the side of his father and she turned her head away from Joseph after he took the money. Nothing was to be said between the two. No “good-bye”, no “good luck”, not even a “take care” would seem right at this moment. Silence said it all. Joseph turned away from his parents for the last time and now made it out the front door at last. ~ Joseph’s first reaction to the outside world was to ask himself, “What now?” The night air felt good as it tingled across his skin. He was sweaty and tired, but somehow now felt rejuvenated. He felt free and more alive than he had in the hours since his troubles began. This night air brought hope and possibilities. It also brought questions. “What now?” He asked himself again. It didn’t take long for his answer to come. As Joseph stepped off the front porch he saw Janis’ car still sitting in the driveway. Inside the car, slumped over with her head resting on the steering wheel was his sister. It had only been four, maybe five minutes since she had walked out the door and she was probably trying to compose herself a little before she could drive away. “Janis!” Joseph yelled to her as he started to run towards her car. She lifted her head and saw him coming at her. She wanted to start the car and drive away, but as he got closer she saw something that Joseph still had yet to notice. There was blood on his shirt and all over his hands. Janis opened her door and climbed out. “What happened?” She asked. “Don’t leave yet!” Joseph panted as he ran up to her. “I want to go with you.” “Why? What happened?” “I don’t want to stay here, I don’t want to be without you!” Joseph reached out to touch her but she backed away and stared at his hand. Joseph now saw the blood coating his knuckles. “What did you do,” Janis questioned, “whose blood is that?” “Dad’s,” Joseph mumbled, “he attacked me.” “Did you kill him?” “No. No… I don’t think so. He’ll be all right. I want to go with you.” There was something different about Joseph now. Janis thought he seemed stronger and more confident. Totally unlike the scared little kid he was just minutes ago. Janis had no idea why, but she accepted his offer to go with her. At least for now. “Fine. Let’s get out of here.” Janis fell back down into her seat and Joseph ran to the other side. Once they were both in, Janis started the car and pulled out of the driveway. She glanced quickly over at her brother who smiled at her. She didn’t smile back but turned away instead. Janis stepped on the gas, and after a short squeal from the tires, they were now on their way. Neither knew where they should go, but any direction leading away from that house seemed just fine. ~ About an hour had passed and both Janis and Joseph sat quietly in the car. They traveled along a highway heading roughly east. Joseph sat with his head against the window watching the white line on the side of the road. It was too dark out there to really see anything else. Janis was getting tired. Joseph had earlier told her everything that had happened. He told her what he had thought about after she walked out, about his fight with their dad, and about his mother giving him the money from their father’s wallet. It turned out to be almost two hundred dollars. The conversation only lasted about twenty minutes with both agreeing to drive as far as they could and maybe stop somewhere for the night when they got tired. Now neither had said much in the past half-hour. Janis eventually spoke. “I think we should stop somewhere in the next city.” “Okay.” Joseph mumbled as he struggled to pick his head up off the window and look at her. Janis didn’t know what she was doing anymore. She hated him when she left the house. Now she was glad to have him with her again. At least for the company. She didn’t want to be alone right now. Janis didn’t want to admit it, but in her eyes Joseph almost redeemed himself by beating up their father. It wasn’t the act itself that she was proud of him for, but just the fact that he finally overcame his fear. He finally stood up for himself and for her. He seemed different now. He wouldn’t need her to baby him anymore; he just needed her to love him. Janis felt like she could. Twenty minutes later they sat together in the cheapest motel room they could find. They had stopped briefly before at a local convenience store to buy supplies. Snacks, toiletries, and a small first-aid kit which Janis used now to bandage Joseph hands. Not all of the blood was his father’s. Joseph had cut his knuckles fairly bad somehow when he was landing blow after blow across his father’s face. The silence was awkward. He had hoped she would have been happier to have him here with her. But he couldn’t blame her for her silence. Joseph sat on the edge of the bed with Janis kneeling on the floor in front of him. He watched her face as she wrapped the bandage around his hand and between his fingers. She looked beautiful to him. Her kind eyes concentrated on his hands; her soft fingers caressing his. Her face looked delicate and pale. It was hard not to notice the bruise appearing on her cheek courtesy of their father’s angry hand. Joseph almost wished he had killed him. Janis finished securing the bandage and was about to stand when Joseph reached out to touch her face. Janis felt his fingers stroking her chin and she now looked up at him. A single tear fell from her eye as she stared at him. She stayed like that for a few seconds, feeling his fingers run across her chin and down to her neck. She eventually reached up with her own hand and held his against her neck. “Don’t you ever do that to me again.” Janis whispered. “What?” Joseph whispered back. “You really hurt me, Joseph. You acted like it was all my fault, it was like they told you I was evil and you believed them.” “No, Janis, I didn’t think that at all. I honestly didn’t know what to think.” Joseph leaned in closer to her. He wanted her to know she had all of his attention. He was willing to listen to her frustrations about him. Mostly, he wanted to know what he could do to make it up to her. “The worst part of it,” Janis continued, her lips and voice quivering, “the worst was felling like you didn’t care about me. To watch you just sit there the whole time not sticking up for me or even yourself; it really hurt. I had no choice but to assume you didn’t really love me.” Joseph moved off the bed and knelt on the floor next to his sister. He put both his bandaged hands on her shoulders and she looked down trying to hide her tears. “I can’t even begin to understand how that made you feel. I realize now how badly my inaction was hurting you. Our parents scared me, the doctor confused me, but I never stopped loving you. Okay?” Janis nodded, “Okay.” “You have to tell me what I can do to make it up to you. I want to make it up to you.” Joseph pulled her in closer and wrapped his arms around her. Janis held him back and laid her teary face on his shoulder. “Just don’t ever do that again. You can make it up to me by promising you’ll never betray me like that again because I can’t take that. Not from you, Joseph.” “I promise, I won’t. I promise to always love you.” Joseph spoke into her ear. “I’ll always love you too.” Janis replied. She lifted her head off his shoulder and leaned in to kiss him. Joseph met her kiss and felt overjoyed to be given such a gift. It was not a passionate kiss, but more like a loving kiss a couple might have after being apart for a long time. The kiss lasted a long time and it was exactly what they both needed right then. When they were finally able to break away from each other Joseph ran his hands through her hair. “Does this mean I am forgiven?” He asked. “Not yet.” Janis looked at him with that sexy smile he loved. She stood up and raised Joseph to his feet also. Janis turned and fell backward onto the bed and scooted up to the headboard. She motioned for Joseph to follow and he climbed onto the bed and laid himself next to her. They both smiled at each other for a second and locked lips once again. This kiss was far more passionate. He tasted her tongue as she ran it across his lips. He gently kissed her tongue before moving his inside her mouth. Without breaking the kiss they blindly began to remove each other’s clothes. Joseph started with the buttons on her blouse, exposing the lacey bra hidden underneath. Janis pulled at Joseph making him lay more on top of her. She spread her legs a little letting him rest between them. She moved his shirt up off his back but couldn’t completely get it off all the way unless they broke their kiss. Neither wanted to stop the lovemaking between their lips and tongues. Sibling Innocence “Janis,” he breathed, “kiss me.” That was all she needed to hear. She put her hands on the back of his head and placed her lips on his. She quivered as she felt his hot mouth start to open and his tongue gently licked her lips. Janis pulled him in harder as her tongue slid across his lips and finally met his tongue. He tasted good and she felt the excitement stir between her legs. Joseph released after a few minutes and started kissing her gently on her cheek. He moved up and tickled her ear with his tongue. Janis was getting too excited and started to let herself go. She moved her hands down and began squeezing his ass. By instinct Joseph got off his knees and started to climb onto the couch with her. Janis knew what he wanted and spread out on the couch. Still holding on to his backside, she forced him to lie directly on top of her. She felt his weight rest on her and thought how wonderful it was to have him like this. He continued to kiss down her face and down to her neck. She felt something hard resting on her thigh, she knew what it was and the thought of him being so hard because of her just turned her on more. Both of them had become so filled with passion that they almost completely lost control. Their hips had begun to press hard into each other. She was pressing her thighs up and into his crotch. His cock was throbbing so hard that he had to hold it down against her leg. His lips had left her neck and they were kissing each other so hard Janis thought he might bruise her lips. She reached down his back and pulled up his shirt. He picked himself off of her just enough to allow her to pull it completely off him. Janis touched his chest and felt how hot his body had become. Before he fell back on top of her, he took a moment to start to unbutton her shirt. He watched in fevered anticipation as he released her beautiful breasts one button at a time. The shirt parted and finally fell to her sides. He was disappointed to see them still covered by her silky violet bra. “Hold on, “ she panted, and arched her back so that she could reach the clip on the back of her bra. Joseph saw the bra relax as Janis pulled her hands from behind her back. She lifted her hands above her head as Joseph pulled her bra and shirt completely off her body. Finally they were both exposed from the waist up. He stared at her breasts. Her nipples were hard and they pointed to him as if they were choosing him to touch them. He placed his hand on one of them and slowly stroked her hard nipple. Janis groaned under his touch and he began to stroke harder and stopped to pinch it. She was moaning constantly now and he lowered himself down and put his mouth on her nipple. She grabbed the back of his head and pressed him into her as he began to lick and suck on her. He glanced up at his sister’s face and saw that she was looking right at him and was smiling and biting her lip at the same time. He continued to suck on her tits moving from one to the other, the whole time glancing up from time to time to meet her eyes that stared at him. She was so into him and yet still worried how this was going to affect them later. She certainly wanted to be with the man she loved in every way she could, but since it was her own brother she wondered how they would deal with the inevitable consequences that would probably follow. As his kisses moved from her breasts down her belly and right above her waist she lost all care about what would happen later. She became totally into the moment, and reached down to unbutton his pants. He lifted himself up and helped her take his jeans off exposing his white cotton boxers. Janis thought she could see the head of his cock looking through the opening in the front. Once his pants had been thrown to the side she began to undo her own. Joseph helped his sister slide off her pants. He watched as they slid down, exposing her legs an inch at a time. While he followed them down he stopped and looked at his own underwear, which had a wet spot high on the front. He looked at her panties and saw wetness on them too. He became very nervous then. “Janis, “ he spoke. She tossed her pants to the side and looked into his eyes with such love and lust that it made him sigh. “I don’t know what is going on… this should be wrong but I have never felt this high before.” “I know, Joseph.” She said. “I feel as though what I have been fighting for so long has suddenly become so very right. It may be wrong to everybody else, but between us it seems right.” She smiled a sexy grin at him that he had never seen before. His crotch pulsed and ached when he saw that. How much more beautiful and wonderful could his sister get? Joseph fell down on top of her again and pushed his arms under her back and held her tight. He moved his lips up to her ear and whispered to her. “Janis, this is the most wonderful thing I have ever been through. You are the most sexy and beautiful woman I have ever seen, and… and I love the fact that I am sharing this moment with you, but I want you to know something.” he was noticeably nervous and Janis let him go to look at his face. “What is it?” “I… I have … never… been with a woman.” He felt embarrassed to tell her this. “I mean I don’t know how far this is going to go right now. I want to be with you in every way, but I don’t know how.” “Joseph,” she seemed amused. “I have never had sex either. In fact we have already gone farther than I ever have before with anyone.” “Really?” He was surprised. He was sure that she had to have been with someone. “We are both virgins,” he tried to hold back a smile. For some reason he thought it was funny. Janis was more serious; she always wondered whom she would loose her virginity to. She hopes that it will be Joseph, they are so close right now. Are they going to stop for now or try to go all the way? Janis felt nervous. She wanted to so badly but didn’t know what he wanted. “What do you want?” she asked. Joseph smiled and kissed her gently. “I think,” he paused, “I know that I want to.” She closed her eyes and ran her fingers through his hair. She moved her other hand down his back and slid it under his boxers. She pulled his waist down and ground her hips up into him. She could feel how hard he was and she couldn’t wait for what was going to happen. She whispered to him, “I need you, Joseph. But not here… let’s go to my room.” He climbed off and they gathered their clothes and straightened up the couch. They didn’t want any evidence left of what they were doing left behind. Once they were both ready, Janis took his hand and led him to her room. They dropped the clothes and Janis slid on to her bed and looked at him. Neither of them bothered to turn on the light and Janis could barely see his face. He moved closer to the bed and she reached up to him. He climbed onto the bed and was on top of her again. He started to suck on her neck. She sighed and wrapped her legs around him pulling his crotch into her wet panties. Between their underwear she could still feel the head of his penis on her cunt. This excited her more and she was forcing herself harder up to his cock as he moved down to stroke and bite gently on her breasts. “I want this moment to last forever,” she moaned. “But I need you now, Joseph.” He stopped licking her tits and rested on one arm at her side. He took his free hand and slid it under her sex soaked panties and started to slide them off her. She didn’t resist and allowed him to pull them off her. She watched him toss them aside and felt the air on her wetness making her shiver. “I’m cold,” she said and started to pull on the bed sheets to get under them. “Just one second,” Joseph moved his way down and spread her legs a little. He wanted to get a good look at her. She had her panties on when they saw each other in front of the bathroom, so her tight little cunt is something he had never seen before. The moonlight shone through her bedroom window and onto her. In this light he could clearly see her slit. The hair was short; it looked like she kept it trimmed down. He suddenly got an idea. He ran his fingers down her tummy, almost tickling her. He then moved his hand further down until it rested on her pussy. She raised her head to look at him wondering what he was up to. He matched her gaze and flashed her a smile. She smiled back and lowered her head and closed her eyes. Joseph then lowered his head and kissed her cunt. Janis let out a soft moan when she felt his lips on her private area. She was already very wet when Joseph stuck out his tongue and began to gently lick her cunt. She tasted so sweet and he wanted more. He kissed and sucked on the lips while moving his tongue into her. Janis’s hips began to squirm as he began to make love to her with his mouth. He moved his tongue into her and stretched it as far as he could get it inside her. She groaned and put her hands on his head. He continued to lick her and she felt her excitement build. She then guided him with her hands and forced his head a little farther up her slit. Joseph didn’t understand why she did this but continued to suck and lick her harder now. He then felt something with his tongue. A little nub of flesh just above where he was licking. He took it into his mouth and sucked on it. Janis shrieked when he did this and he stopped and looked at her. “Are you okay?” Janis was so excited by then. She felt a little wicked and grabbed his hair forcing him back to that same spot. “Get your tongue back down there, little brother!” Joseph was stunned by his sister’s forcefulness, but also really liked her controlling him like this. He went back and started to lick and suck on that nub again going faster than he had before. Janis was writhing in ecstasy and Joseph had a hard time sucking on her because her movements were so erratic. He did the best he could. Hearing his sister moan so loudly and feeling her become so wet was making his erection hurt. Two or three minutes later she brought her legs up and squeezed his head between her knees. Joseph wasn’t going anywhere now. He sucked and licked and softly bit on her as fast as he could until Janis sat up and pushed his head into her, almost smothering him. “Oh!” She was yelling as she watched him taste her as fast as he could. “Oh my… Joseph… this is it! It feels too good… I’m… going… to…!” She didn’t even finish her sentence as Joseph felt her groin twitch and convulse. She let out a long yell as she fell onto her back again. She pushed him into her harder for a few seconds then slowly let go. He was still licking her, trying to capture all her wetness, when she grabbed his shoulders and pulled him up onto her. She saw his face was totally wet and it shined in the moonlight. She moved her head up and kissed him a very long powerful kiss. She tasted herself in his mouth and loved it. Any thoughts of backing out now were pointless. Her little brother just made her cum like she never had before. She knew what she wanted to do now. “My turn,” she said as she forced him to roll onto his back. She tried to roll on top of him but it took a few tries before she did. Her legs were weak from holding his head so tight. When she finally laid on top of him Joseph could see her face. It looked flush like she was still glowing from what he had done to her. He was happy he was able to please her so much. Janis lowered to kiss him again. She continued to kiss him while moving down, kissing his neck, his chest and stomach. She stopped as she reached his boxers that were pulled tight from the force of his rock hard cock straining to be released. Janis had never done this before, she was a little scared that she might hurt him or that maybe he wouldn’t like it. She was too excited not to try, however, and she knew that he was too. She straddled over him with her pussy lips just inches over his groin. She allowed herself to push down and sit on his penis. She could feel him throb against her through his underwear and that sent tingles up her spine. “Not yet,” she thought and lifted back up to reach down and tug the boxers off his body. She was totally overwhelmed by the sight of his cock. She had seen it before but was too confused to really see it. She stared at it noticing the long shaft and plump head at the end. All she could think of was how beautiful it must be to feel such a thing inside her. She had to wait… for now. She slid back to where she was facing his cock. It was so hard and his pre-cum coated the head. Janis closed her eyes and softly licked the head. She was unsure of how it would taste. Joseph gasped when he felt his sisters tongue on him. Janis decided the taste wasn’t bad at all and hearing her brother made her more brave. She opened her mouth and tried to take as much of his cock into her that she could. She got to where she felt she could take no more, but Joseph instinctively pushed himself further into her. She gagged when she felt him entering her throat. He pulled back and stared at her. Janis looked up at him and flashed him a sweet smile before going back down. Joseph laid back and tried to control himself and let her do the work. Janis was slowly moving her mouth up and down half the length of his penis while Joseph groaned from the hot feeling her mouth had. She was biting the insides of her lips trying to be careful not to let her teeth scrap his shaft. Joseph felt unable to control himself anymore and was pushing up to meet the strokes of her lips. Janis learned that by opening her throat a little, as though she was about to swallow, she could take more of him inside her. She was getting so turned on by the felling of his pulsing shaft hitting her throat that she began to move faster and deeper with every stroke. Joseph had spread his legs out as far as he could and Janis grabbed the base of his cock. She began to suck on the tip and quickly started to rub his shaft up and down. He began to force himself into her harder and faster so she let go and slid her hands under his ass and squeezed his cheeks hard. Joseph didn’t have a monstrous cock, but Janis could feel the strain on her throat as he entered her farther. “Oh sis…you’re going to make me cum!” Joseph was twitching under her and she moved her mouth up and down him as fast as she could. She was able to take his full length now and buried her face into his pubic hair while her tongue licked ferociously along his shaft. Janis was loosing control and she needed him to cum right away. She didn’t have to wait long and Joseph gave one last hard thrust into her mouth and held himself there. He let out a few loud groans as she felt her mouth began to fill with his hot liquid. His cock pulsed violently in her mouth as she felt his cum overflow out of her. She didn’t know what to do, so she instinctively started to swallow as much as she could. Just when she thought it might be over Joseph released another shot into her and she swallowed more. Finally after three large spurts Joseph relaxed and she let him slip out of her lips. She continued to lick the sides of his shaft and decided that she loved his taste. Once she cleaned his cock she moved to his balls and licked them clean too. Janis couldn’t get enough of it. She kept thinking how much she loved this and how she couldn’t wait to suck on him again, but Joseph was spent and she saw him relax in a deep peacefulness on her bed. Janis licked her lips and wiped the rest of his cum off her mouth and chin with her bed sheet. Joseph reached up to her and she fell into his arms. Her head rested on his shoulder and she faced him. “Oh Janis,” he said, ”I now know why I’ve waited.” “What do you mean?” “I mean why I have had so many dates with women that I thought I was really interested in, but I never wanted to be this close with any of them. It’s not like I never had the opportunity; some of my girlfriends seemed very willing to be with me like this. I have always had this burning need to be with someone, but with them…” Janis knew what he was trying to say and finished his sentence,” But with them, Joseph, it always seemed wrong. You knew, maybe not consciously, but you knew that there was someone else.” “Janis?!” Joseph almost yelled. He pulled himself on top of her. “Janis, that is exactly how I felt! I knew there was someone for me… but I think I was too afraid to admit to myself that it is you!” Janis grabbed his hands and held them. She looked up at him while he was resting on her. “I have felt that for a long time now. There wasn’t a man that I dated that didn’t want me this way. But I never let them touch me, I felt it was dirty and I felt I needed to save myself. It was only recently that I discovered who I was saving myself for. Like you I didn’t want to believe it.” “You’re my sister…” Joseph seemed shocked as he spoke. “You’re my sister and you’re the one that I need to be with. Why is that, Janis? This can’t be good!” “I don’t know… I am so confused by all of this. I look at you and see the little brother that I grew up with, and yet… yet, Joseph, you’re the one I’ve always wanted.” She believed it, but had a hard time telling him. “I knew it, deep inside… but… but I didn’t want to know.” “Janis, people are always going to look down on us for loving each other this way. It should bother me, but I don’t want to be without you. You have been what I’ve always wanted even though I had a hard time realizing that.” Janis smiled hard knowing that he was feeling it too. She was so worried about her feelings toward him and thought she would never be happy without him, but he just told her that he didn’t want to be without her. Knowing how he felt about her made Janis feel as though she had finally found that special someone. He was there for her all along and she hated herself for never knowing it. She moved her hands over his chest and felt his smooth skin. Joseph rested his hands on her flat stomach and fingered her belly button. Janis, feeling somewhat playful, reached her hands under his arms and tickled him slightly. Joseph laughed and scratched his nails down her sides as she screamed and giggled. It became a competition as they tickled each other harder. They both laughed as they tickled and rolled around on her bed in their excitement. Janis ended up on top of Joseph after a while. Janis was still tickling and laughing but Joseph was suddenly more serious, he could feel the wetness of her cunt resting on his penis. He stopped his playing and closed his eyes. The warmth made his cock stir and come to life once more. She wondered why he stopped his tickling until she felt movement under her. She realized that she was resting her moist pussy on his cock and knew that he was starting to become aroused again. Janis thought that their loving might be over for the night, but was realizing that maybe they aren’t done yet. She ground her hips slowly across the length of his shaft. Joseph open his eyes and looked to see what she was doing. Janis fell onto him and rested her head on his shoulder with her hands holding the back of his head. “Joseph,” she moaned, “I think I’m ready.” He felt her pressing down on his cock and knew what she was talking about. “Do you want to?” “I think so… but I neither of us have done it before. Do you want to?” Joseph ran his fingers through her hair. “I thought that’s what this was leading up to. I think I’m ready too.” Janis had a worried look on her face. “Do you think we’ll wake up tomorrow and wonder why we did this? I mean, what if we regret it? Brothers and sisters shouldn’t be doing this kind of thing.” Joseph remained calm, “What do you want… really?” “I want us to never regret this. I want us to never care what this world or anybody thinks about it. I want to be with you forever, never anybody else, just you and me together forever.” Sibling Innocence Joseph was surprised, but not in a bad way. He knew he wanted it too. “Then that’s the way it will be.” Janis looked him in the eyes and saw that he meant his words. It was what she needed to hear. She lowered down and kissed him softly. She licked his lips and his tongue reached out to find hers. Their kissing became more passionate as they held each other tighter. Janis rolled off Joseph and onto her back. He climbed on top of her and started to suck gently on her neck. She loved the feeling and felt a tingle in her cunt that started to itch a little. Joseph moved down and kissed one of her nipples while rubbing and pinching the other. He moved his other hand down to her crotch and felt the warm wetness between her legs. Janis squirmed under his touch. She could feel his hardness resting on her belly and ached for it. “Joseph,” she whispered, “go ahead.” He slid up and kissed her lips again as she reached down to grab his penis. Janis opened her legs more and Joseph fell between them. She pointed the head of his cock to her opening and rubbed it along her slit. With a deep breath she pulled the tip into her and let go. She put her hands on his shoulders and closed her eyes. She had never felt anything down there this big before and knew that she was going to have a hard time getting used to it. “Please be careful… okay?” Joseph slid himself in very slowly and Janis parted her legs more trying to open herself as much as she could for him. “Janis,” he whispered. She opened her eyes and saw him looking at her. “I want you to know that I’m so happy that my first time is going to be with you.” “Me too, Joseph… me too.” He pushed himself in her a little more and she closed her eyes again. She was squirming under him, trying to adjust to the feeling of his cock in her. Suddenly Joseph felt some resistance. “What’s wrong?” Janis looked at him again. “I can’t go in anymore.” Joseph looked puzzled. “Yes you can,” Janis moaned. She moved her hands behind him and grabbed his ass. “I know you should be able to come in farther than that.” Joseph pushed a little more, but it was still too gentle. He decided to pull out a little bit. He then, harder than before, pushed back into her and felt himself push through what was blocking him. “Joseph!” Janis screamed as she felt an intense pain inside her. Joseph was almost all the way into her now, but he stayed still for a moment. “What? Are you okay?” Tears welled in her eyes. “That hurt,” she cried, “just don’t move for a minute.” Tears were falling down the sides of her face. She tried to relax her body and get used to his cock in her. She laid there for a moment sobbing until the pain started to calm down. “I think I’m okay.” “Do you want to stop?” “No… not yet.” Joseph pulled out a little and pushed his way back into her. There was no resistance this time and Janis felt relieved it didn’t hurt as bad this time, but still she cried. “Are you okay?” Joseph asked again. “Make love to me, brother,” she sobbed, ”but please go slow for now.” He lowered down and kissed her tears while he gently pumped his cock in and out of her. Very slowly he moved, but the need to move faster and deeper was beginning to affect him. Janis was still felling a little pain, but the more Joseph stroked himself inside her the more she started to like the pain. She had her hands on his ass and started to pull him into her farther and harder. She was crying harder now but not from the pain. Her tears had started to feel happy as he started going faster. She loved it. She lifted her hips a little causing Joseph to grind against her clit when he was all the way into her. Each time his body brushed her clit it sent shivers through her and caused her pussy to itch more for his cock. She pumped up a little harder to meet his thrusts that were becoming faster. She squeezed his butt cheeks and pulled him inside farther and farther until he could go no more. Joseph had beads of sweat on his forehead. He watched tear after tear fall from her eyes as he made love to her. He thought that he was still hurting her until she smiled and he felt her hands on his backside pushing him into her. He tried to be gentle like she asked but somehow lost control, his cock throbbed inside her. She felt so warm and he could almost feel her cunt pulling on him, trying to keep him in. She still smiled and bit her lip as her crying continued. She was almost painfully grabbing his ass and pushing her cunt up in rhythm to his own pumps. Her nipples stood erect and he was sure there was a puddle forming beneath their lovemaking. She acted wildly, rubbing her hands all over his body. He couldn’t believe how excited she was; seeing her in such passion excited him even more, if possible, and he began to understand her tears. Her love for him and the passion she felt was overwhelming her. He felt as though he was going to orgasm any second, but he didn’t want to yet. He loved this so much he wished it would go on forever. She moved her hands to his back and pulled him down onto her so they were face to face. She felt his hot sweat on her breasts and wrapped her legs around his waist. She couldn’t get enough of his cock; it just felt too good. Janis felt the pleasure build in her. It kept rising and rising and she felt completely out of control now. Her hips bucked wildly up as she felt the need to explode. She didn’t have to wait long as her climax shocked through her body. She pulled Joseph’s head onto her shoulder and screamed into his ear. A lightning of ecstasy shot through her cunt and up through her body. It kept going, as Joseph’s lovemaking became intense as he was almost slamming himself into her. He lifted his head up, his face wet from her tears. He looked at her and saw the power of her orgasm almost make her pass out. The look on her face was sending him over the edge very quickly; but he stopped. He became motionless as he watched his sister come down from what was probably the most powerful climax she has ever had. He felt so happy to have given her such a gift. Her cunt squeezed on his cock as she finally relaxed. “Oh Joseph. Please don’t stop.” Janis was numb from her orgasm and the beauty of it. She was still crying and couldn’t stop herself. The crying started from her pain, but the joy and pleasure from being with her brother had made her lose control over it. Joseph rolled on his side and pulled her on top of him never letting himself slip out of her. Janis felt his cock move father into her as she rested her weight on him. She liked the feeling of being on top and ground her hips down. Joseph was pushing into her again. His cock felt like it was boiling. She was so wet now; he slid into her farther than he had before until his balls tightened. He felt the explosion about to build as he reached his arms around her back and held her tight. He pushed up harder and faster as Janis kissed and bit hard on his neck. Finally, Joseph pulled her head up until he could see her face. She was flush and her face moist with sweat. They looked into each other’s eyes and Joseph felt his cock start to twitch. His orgasm started to take control of his body, making him shake. “Janis,” he moaned. “You’re… you’re so beautiful.” She smiled as she watched his face. He kept his eyes focused on hers while she felt him throbbing inside her. He moaned at her and he pushed up hard lifting his back off the bed. Janis felt the hot liquid fill her and continued to watch Joseph’s eyes as he gazed at her. He had his hands on her hips forcing her down on him as he pushed up. She felt his orgasm pulse in her cunt as his juices started to leak out of her. She was alive at the sight of him in so much pleasure. Her tears had calmed down but she felt them coming back. The sight of her little brother in ecstasy filled her heart with such joy. She really felt complete with him. Joseph released his hands from her waist and wrapped his arms around Janis. They both relaxed and Janis rested her head on his chest. They were both worn out. “Joseph,” Janis mumbled, “that was wonderful.” “Your amazing, Janis.” He felt weak. Janis was still lying on top of him. She was sad that it was over but doubted that she had the energy for it again. She was lying with her face on his chest; his cock still hard inside her. She wondered how long it will stay hard and thought maybe she should take it out, but she didn’t want to. Janis was starting to feel tired, but she didn’t want to sleep yet. She didn’t know what time it was and knew their mother would be home soon. Joseph’s breathing became harder and she knew that he had fallen asleep. She held him tighter and decided to lie there for just one more minute. ~ Joseph awoke and was feeling too warm. He was surprised to see his sister laying on him, but his memory regained a split second later. His heart skipped a beat as he recalled the evening’s events. “Did we really do this,” he thought, “Oh wow, I can’t believe it.” He heard the soft snores as Janis slept on him. Her hair was tickling his neck. He picked his head up slightly and saw her naked ass. She looked so sexy on him; he studied the image so he would never forget it. He suddenly heard a noise; someone was in the kitchen. He put his hands on Janis’s shoulders and shook her gently. “Janis… wake up.” He whispered, trying to be quiet. She stirred on top of him and picked her head up to look at him. He thought he could see a confused look on her face for a moment. He wondered if she was startled to wake up like this like he had been. Janis smiled when she realized what was going on. “Hey… what time is it?” “I don’t know; I think mom is home.” “What?” She looked worried. “Joseph you have to get out of here.” She rolled off of him and also off the bed. She started to look for his clothes. Joseph got off the bed and she handed him his pants and underwear. He didn’t bother with the underwear and quickly put his pants on. She gave him his shirt and went to her closet and threw on a robe. She whispered, “Have everything?” “I think so.” He walked to the door of her bedroom. And reached for the knob. “Joseph, be quiet.” He slowly turned the knob and it didn’t make a sound. He opened the door slightly and poked his head out. He could see a light on down the hall. Janis pulled him back in and kissed him softly. “I love you, Joseph.” “I love you too… goodnight.” He walked out into the hallway and quickly opened the door to his room and ran in. He closed his door and dropped the clothes he was carrying. He stood there for a moment and listened for Janis though the walls. He couldn’t hear her, so he climbed on his bed to try and sleep. Janis was back on her bed staring at the ceiling. With Joseph gone she couldn’t sleep anymore. She listened to the sounds of her mother in the kitchen. What would she think if she knew what her kids were up to? Janis giggled a little at this thought. It’s going to be hard to hide this from their parents. Finally Janis heard her mom walk through the hallway outside her door and into the master bedroom at the end of the hallway. The door shut and Janis knew her mom would be asleep soon. She hated being alone with her love in the next room. She wanted to sleep but knew she wouldn’t be able to without him. ~ Thirty minutes had passed since her mom went to bed and Janis was still lying on her bed looking at the ceiling. Suddenly she thought she heard a door open and shut. A second later her own door slowly started to open and she sat up. Joseph’s head was poking around the door. Her heart jumped as she saw him. It was too dark for him to see her, though. “Joseph,” she said quietly. He walked in and shut the door behind him. “I can’t sleep.” “I can’t either. Come here.” She reached out to him and he crawled on the bed with her. They kissed hard and fell on their sides, facing each other. “Mom would freak out if she caught us in here together, Joseph.” “Why? We’re not doing anything now. She’s asleep anyway, I could hear her snoring when I was coming in here.” “What are we going to do about mom and dad?” “I don’t know, Janis, I guess we just have to hide this.” “I guess, but it’s going to be hard.” “I think it’ll be fun to have our secret and to try and be together behind everyone’s backs. The only hard part is the fact that there will be times that we cannot be together no matter what we do.” “That’s going to drive me crazy, Joseph. I don’t want to feel that I can’t be with you.” She reached her arm around and started to stroke his back. “It’ll be okay, it’ll be easier as we get older.” Janis smiled. “I hope we’re together forever.” “We will be, Janis, I’m sure of it.” “Are you going to stay in here tonight?” “Sure, we’ll both be up long before mom is, so I don’t think she’ll catch us.” Janis rolled over and grabbed the little clock off the table next to her bed. She set the alarm and placed it back where it was. She rolled back to face Joseph and they wrapped their arms around each other. Joseph closed his eyes and looked as though he was getting tired again. Janis kissed him and whispered, “I love you.” “I love you too, Janis.” Janis closed her eyes and felt his body heat making her warm. Her mind was racing again; she wondered how the rest of her life was going to be. She wondered what people will say if they knew. Mostly she thought about Joseph. The thought of him made her feel weak with love. Did he really know how much she loved him? She hoped so. She felt the sleep start to come and her mind relaxed on one thought. She knew that things would be difficult at times and people will always look down at them, but her thought was knowing that, no matter what, she will always have Joseph. He is all she needed to make her happy and nothing else will ever matter. Janis took one last deep breath and drifted off with Joseph in her mind. Their lives are going to be so different from now on. Good or bad, at least they finally have what they never realized they needed.