10 comments/ 468215 views/ 67 favorites Babydoll Ch. 01 By: The Fantasizer I have rewritten this chapter, because I felt that I needed to. I rushed it out and when I wrote it. Most new authors have made that mistake. It was my first effort and probably also not my best. My hope is that it will be a little more enjoyable for the readers. I appreciate the comments and feedback of the Babydoll series. Of course these are fictional accounts, any likenesses or similarities are purely coincidental. This is a taboo topic, so I know that it is offensive to many people. The material is erotic to me because it is forbidden in society. In no way do I condone such activity. This is purely fantasy. Hope you enjoy the fantasy. Any feedback will be kindly appreciated. * As I had awoken from my dream, all I could think about is how horny my sister Ashley had been making me lately. She is blonde; standing 5'6'' tall with a slim ass, long legs, and nice firm B-C full sized tits. At this age (barely 18) she looks to be in her prime. I am one year older, athletic, 5'10" tall, and 160 wiry pounds. Ashley and I are very close - almost like twins. We always played together when we were younger and we still hang out together whenever we have the chance. We always trusted and confided in one another. Along with our older sister Janice, we had been latch key kids during our adolescent years. Although we are very close, it is a rare occasion when Ashley and I are at home alone together. Janice is always lurking around trying to cause problems and constantly getting on my nerves. Today was different; there would be no supervisor, no tattle tell, no bitch.... Janice was away on spring break and it was a holiday. I really enjoyed not having to go to school. Getting up at the break of dawn to get ready for school really sucks. On days like these I usually get up at 9am and today was no different. When I arose, Ashley was laying on the couch, in the living room, watching cartoons. She can be immature like that, but that really doesn't bother me. I was sort of groggy and so I just laid down in the recliner and tried to gradually awake. We started making idle conversation about school and I started to notice what she was wearing. It was a flimsy t-shirt that was riding up to the top of her legs. Man! She has some silky legs -- nice and thin, yet muscular. While she was sitting and watching those stupid cartoons, I was studying her every move. She had really started to develop in the last year or so. Her hair is sandy blonde and lustrous. She is thin, but well toned, and she has a model's complexion. I have seen her many times in her panties, but concentrating on this scene was really turning me on. She is one of those people that were into wearing tight fitting clothes. Her panties are always so tight against her ass. Her breasts are filling out very well and they are nicely shaped. I hadn't seen her naked in a while, but I sure wanted to. She started yawning and then proceeded to lie face down on the floor in front of the TV. Her ass was really beginning to make me hot. My dick started to tent my shorts. If she had turned around, she would have seen me rubbing it. I asked, "Ashley are you really watching this?" Ash nonchalantly said, "I'm bored." I understood that. There was nothing to do. I complained. "Well since you're not really watching this, then let me see the remote." She smart-mouthed, "I was hear first and I am watching this." I got down in the floor and tried to grab the remote, but she was too quick. I got aggressive, because I wanted the damned remote. I demanded "Come on let me have it." I started wrestling her for it, but she held on for dear life. As her t-shirt began to ride up her back I was able to grind my hardening cock against her firm ass cheeks for a few seconds. I don't think she really noticed. I got off of her, but man she felt nice, firm, and soft all at the same time. "Okay," I said, "you can keep the damn remote. There isn't really anything on anyway." I just got back up on the couch and thought about how much I wanted to get inside of her sweet tight little pussy. After a few minutes, I guess she must have been really bored watching the TV, because she flipped me the remote and headed upstairs to her room. I watched TV, but I couldn't take my mind off of her sexy body. I was so horny I had to be near her. I decided to go upstairs and see what she was doing. I looked in her room and saw that she was leisurely brushing her hair. I entered and sat down across from her. Then I asked, "Ashley you have such beautiful hair can I brush it." She handed me the brush, as I maneuvered on the floor, and sat behind her. I slowly and gently started stroking her hair with the brush. After a couple minutes her hair was as soft as silk strands. My balls were tight and my dick was taut. I laid down the brush and began massaging her shoulders -- stroking them ever so gently and lowering my head to smell her hair. I was awed, "Oh. Ash you are so pretty. Your hair is so silky." Ashley responded, "Thank you Jimmy. I'm going to go take a bath." I really didn't want this moment to go by, "Ashley let me wash your hair. I'd love to do it. I'll do a really good job. I bet it will really smell great once it's washed." Ashley squawked, "I can't let you wash my hair." I inquired curtly, "Why not?" She insisted, "I just can't." I persisted, "Please let me wash your hair. I promise. I'll do a good job and then I'll brush it again. I can wash it better than you can do yourself." Ashley begrudgingly agreed, "Okay Jimmy, I'll let you." So we walked into the bathroom and she turned on the water. She took off her nightshirt and I finally got to see her gorgeous breasts. They are full 34b's -- that's what her bra says -- with half dollar sized areolas. Then she got into the tub without taking her panties off. I looked at her with wonderment, "Ashley you sure are beautiful." She shyly responded, "thank you." and I proceeded to take some shampoo and lather up her hair. As I continued massaging her scalp, my mind swirled with lusty thoughts. My mind was steaming in the hot, humid bathroom. I really wanted to see her fully nude. I tried convincing her, "You can take your panties off." She seemed bewildered, "No I can't. I just can't do that." I snickered, "Ash. It's just silly to take a bath with your panties on." She continued to wash herself as I shampooed her hair. I wanted to get in the water with her, but feared that it would scare her away. I massaged her scalp a little longer and then I took a cup and rinsed her hair. She then wrung the excess water from her head. When I had finished rinsing her hair, she leaned back fully in the tub to completely rinse her body, and then she stood up letting the water cascade down her lovely figure. She asked, "Will you hand me a towel." I reached into the bathroom closet and grabbed a thick luxurious white towel. I took it and started hand drying that wonderful hair. Once she felt it was sufficiently dry, she stepped out of the tub, took the towel from me, and patted herself dry. As I stood back, ogling her, she wrapped it around her lithe body. As Ash moved up to the mirror to check herself out, her back was turned to me. I moved up to her, gave her a light peck on her cheek, and told her "God, You are beautiful" again. She didn't respond as she then turned and walked out of the bathroom and back to her bedroom. I magnetically followed her towel wrapped form. I laid down on her bed and admired the beautiful presence. Opening her dresser drawer, she shuffled through it picking out what she wanted to wear. Then she dropped her towel exposing her feminine charms once again. Her panties were soaked from taking a bath in them. My eyes roamed with wanderlust and I could tell that she must have felt my lascivious nature. "Jimmy turn your head while I change my panties." I turned my head for a second, but only to get her to take them off. Then I turned it back to see her in all of her splendor. She noticed and whined, "JIIMMMYYY." I was truly in awe, "Man, Ashley, You are so beautiful. Please just stand there for a second and let me look at you." She stood nervously, still modeling for a few seconds, so that I was looking at her pretty little pussy. It had just the slightest amount of fur covering it. After a few brief seconds, she put her tiny cute light blue panties and t-shirt on. She came over and sat in the floor and handed me the brush. I squatted behind her and began slowly stroking her hair again. I began creeping up closer to her until my legs were surrounding her tight little ass. I know she must have felt my boner rubbing against her ass. I was becoming intoxicated from the smell of her hair and it was driving me bonkers. As I brushed her hair, I asked her, " Ashley remember when we used to play soap opera. That used to be so much fun." Incredulously she stated, "We're a little old to be doing that now Jim." I nuzzled my nose into the base of her neck and began fondling her ear. I told her, "You know I love you. I always have. I quit stroking her hair and got up on the bed. "Come lay down beside me, like we used to do, just for old times sake" After pausing, she got up and laid down on the bed beside me. I was lying on my side and she was lying on her back. No words needed to be spoken. We cuddled restlessly with me fondling her and letting her know how much I desired her. I was hard as a rock and the aching sensation in my loins let me know that I needed more. I sat up, took off my shorts and t-shirt off, and laid back down with only my boxers on. "What are you doing?" she asked. "Just getting comfortable," I retorted nonchalantly. "Why don't you take your shirt off and we can cuddle. It will feel great. You'll see." I could tell that she was turned on, but her hesitation let me know that she was questioning her own judgment. She seemed a little frustrated, as she slowly lifted her t-shirt over her head, exposing her gorgeous breasts once again. After wriggling out of the t-shirt, she rested beside me once again I then positioned her so that we were lying together in spoon fashion. I let my groin nuzzle her in the crack of her panties as I lovingly kissed her neck. She began squirming and I could tell that she was getting as hot as I was. Then after a couple minutes of buttering her up, like this, I felt like I had gained control over her and asked her, "Let's take your panties off. I just wanna get another look at you." At first she didn't take them off, but I remained patient. " Come on Baby. I just want a quick look." I finally placed my hands on each side of her waist and slowly rolled them down. She didn't say a word as I slowly rubbed her firm ass. It felt so great to feel her naked beauty next to me. I still had my underwear on as I held her, kissed her, and groped her all over her shapely body. I was burning with lust thinking and then saying, "Hey Ash I'm going to get naked." "Jimmy," she stammered, "we shouldn't be doing this." Hell I knew that, but I didn't care. I was nervous as shit when I proceeded to take my underwear off. I had a raging hard on that slapped against her ass as I held her. It was like nothing I had ever felt before. I just rubbed against the crack of her ass for a while. I thought I was going to shoot off when I released her. She laid on her back and gave me a perplexing stare. There was no turning back. I had to tell her, "God! You are so beautiful Baby. You've got me so turned on. Look what you've done to me." She turned around and took a quickly glanced at the rigid mast. I noticed the anxious look on her face. I knew she was a little intimidated by the whole situation. I leaned on my elbow and coaxed, "Come on honey let me stick it in." "No Way" she protested. I fussed, "Why not? Just for a second. I just want to feel it for a second..." She stammered, "It just wouldn't be right. I want to wait. I've never done it before. I want to wait." I persisted, "I Love you Babydoll. I've always loved you. Will you be my girlfriend? I only want to be with you. You are the most beautiful girl in the world." Ashley responded, "I love you too Jimmy, but we just can't." I didn't want to stop, so I thought about a way to keep things going. I slithered down between her legs and kissed her pussy and then started licking the fine downy hairs. She really started squirming around my face. Her legs were holding my head like a vice. She must have had one hell of an orgasm, because she really started breathing heavily and tremoring. I slowly started licking her up to the navel. I crept up her body until we were face-to-face and then I kissed her voluptuous lips. The thought ran through my mind, at this point, that I was going to fuck her whether she liked it or not. I mesmerized her with a few more kisses and she seemed to enjoy kissing me back. I could feel my dick brushing against the fine fine hair of her mons. Then I lowered myself and stuck the head into her dewy labia. "What the fuck are you doing? Get it out!" Ashley fussed. "Come on Baby, I won't stick it in any deeper." I just rotated the tip between the moist lips of her pussy feeling my balls begin to pulse. If I had not pulled back, I would have climaxed at any second. I didn't want these precious moments to end. I focused on our kissing session once again. I was immersed in the electrical friction between our two bodies. Ashley was really breathing very erratically. The undulations of her chest caused her stiff nipples to keep poking me in the chest. We both seemed to be stuck in the throws of passion. I once again started grinding against her and decided I had to feel her pussy again. So I guided my cock to her creamy opening and felt the sensation of paradise once again. I only fed her the mushroom head of my bloated cock. Lubing it up and down the steamy slit. She pleaded with me not to do it, but I was in another world by then. Lust devoured all of my inhibitions. Her sultry pussy felt so unfuckingbelievably fantastic that the sensations drove me over the top. I grabbed ahold of her sides and thrust forward. My manhood was now bathed in the molten juices of her womb. She started grunting, groaning, and thrashing about as I slowly pumped in and out of her. Ashley pleaded with me, "Get it out! Get it out!" But she had the steely phallus locked in like a bitch in heat. She involuntarily milked my love tool until I couldn't take the electrifying sensation anymore. My cock was twitching as I finally managed to release it a millisecond before I came all over her belly. "Oh Ashley. So good, Oh God, Oh God, Oh God," I said as I gasped for air, trying to catch my breath. I kissed her on the forehead. "I love you so much," I continued to cuddle with her. Now you belong to me - you are my girlfriend." She exasperatedly spoke, "Jimmy you shouldn't have done that." (To Be Continued) Babydoll Ch. 02 It's been a while since I last posted. Appreciate the comments and feedback of Babydoll. Of course these are fictional accounts, any likenesses or similarities are purely coincidental. It took 2 years to write this because I wanted it to be better than the first – I hope it is. Please read the first if you haven't. My object is to create more of a love story, within this genre, as opposed to perverse, kinky, fruitcake stories that really turn me off. Hope you enjoy. Any feedback will be kindly appreciated. ------------------------------------------------- I left the room that day knowing that I was going to have to have that pussy again. The way Ashley's velvet walls clung to my cock was no match for jacking off. It was such a perfect fit that I knew that we belonged together. She had me hooked and I was obsessed. But, at the same time I didn't want to be too aggressive. I wanted her as much as her pussy. There is no way that you couldn't say that this was true love. I'd have to say that Ashley's one big problem is that she has very little self-confidence. I've already told you about her figure. She is fairly tall and thin, but well toned, and she has the complexion of a Swedish girl. How a girl this beautiful could be so reserved about her looks is beyond me. But, I was going to make sure that she knew how beautiful she was, while taking full advantage of the situation. The one thing that I held to my advantage was that I knew that since when we were little kids, my sister Ashley had this kind of crush on me. She was always hanging around me and wanted to do whatever I did. I really didn't mind and this is what had made me long for our first sex session. She was always into wearing tight fitting clothing and she didn't mind walking around in her panties, bra, or bikini. I believe that she was just as enamored by me as I was of her. The difference being that she was a girl and a girl isn't always comfortable about acting upon their sexual desires. I also think that her shyness kept her from accepting the forward advances of guys our age. I don't think that she truly thought that she was ugly or unattractive. It was more like she needed some aggressive positive reinforcement to let her know how hot she was. This is what had allowed me to get into that tight little pussy to start with. I knew that I would have to be patient. Sure I could attack her, but that would be tragic. Either I would get into a lot of trouble or she would be emotionally scarred for the rest of her life. I wanted love from her and for her to want it as much as I did. If this meant that I couldn't get my rocks off for a while I was willing to accept that. Another issue was our Mother, Step Father, and Older Sister. I couldn't be so forward about the feelings that I had for Ashley that I caused any suspicion amongst them about what was going on. Oh, I could give Ashley material things and splay beautiful words upon her; but I had to have a certain -- shall we say – healthy dose of paranoia about how the others might react. After our first tryst, Ashley kept a healthy distance from me and I didn't want to push the issue. The next day I let her know that I was serious about her being my girlfriend. I told her that she was my number 1 and that I didn't care about any other girls. She told me that she was so confused that she didn't know what to think. That what we had done was wrong and that it couldn't happen again. I promised her that I would never do anything that she didn't want to do again. Then I asked her for a hug, which she reluctantly gave to me. The assuring hug and the gentlemanly kiss on the cheek assured her that there would be no shenanigans on my part. That was my first step back into the permanent good graces of Ashley. But, I wasn't ashamed of what I had done. That pelt belonged to me. I was her first and no matter what happened that would always be. Now my good graces would get me a permanent position in her sexual life. The first step was to get back to experimentation. ------------------------------------------------- I figured that the best way to be near her was to start doing my schoolwork with her. I certainly wasn't a better student, but I figured that I could help her since I was a little older. This was also a smooth way to be near her, because we just appeared to be taking an interest in one another's studies and nothing would be thought of that. The funny part was that the residual effect was that both of our grades improved from C's and B's to A's and B's and praise began to be heaped upon us from our parents, grandparents, and teachers. Heck, this was a good by product of my dastardly intentions. It is funny how some good can come out of wanting to get your dick all ooey and gooey. The even better part was that I had won over Ashley heart and soul. Maybe not well enough to get her to lock another vice grip on my cock, but enough to where we would display a lot of affection towards me when there was no one else around. She was so proud of the fact that her mind was developing and that she was having praise heaped upon her. She had started to come to life in the way that she expressed herself, both mentally and physically. This brought out even more guys that were trying to make forward advances towards her, but I think she had decided to stick with me whether that was a conscious or subconscious decision. Our parents were so happy with our newfound maturity that they started leaving us on our own even more. Of course Jan would still be around much of the time to create her authoritarian havoc, but we found ways to deal with her – those were the best times for studying or doing chores. When we were all by our lonesome, we talked about our private issues so thoroughly that we were able to start communicating non-verbally. It had only been 2 months since our first sex and I knew that anything to fast would spoil my best laid plans. I had to be sure not to jump the gun. Hell, the occasional jack off session relieved a little pressure, but there wasn't the same kind of thrill in it anymore. After that first taste of Ash's muff nothing could compare anymore. I knew that I had to move things forward and I knew that I deserved a reward for the development of our maturity. I started getting to where I would kiss her for any reason at all. She never made me stop, but she didn't reciprocate. I would ask her for a hug and she had no problem with coming up and openly embracing me, but she would never initiate the contact. On the last day of the school year we were home by noon. We had found out our grades for the previous semester and Ashley came up to me and told me. She had made all A's for that semester and she was so thrilled that she threw her arms around me and kissed me on the cheek with a loving embrace I just melted into her as she said to me, "Jimmy I couldn't have done this without your help." I told her. "Ash you don't know how proud I am of you. You should realize how smart you are now. You are smart and sweet and you are so beautiful. Besides helping you has helped me. If you haven't noticed I am doing a lot better and staying out of the dog house." I started feeling tantalized as I held her and stroked her hair, " Ash, just think we've got the whole summer off to relax and have some fun. I think I'm going to go get in the pool and relax." With a twinkle in her eye ash she told me, " OK, I'll be out there in just a few." "Hey Ash will you wear your Black Bikini. You look so hot in it." Snickering a little wistfully, "Jim, I haven't worn it since last year. I don't think it fits." I wasn't going to pressure her because it was just a passing thought. "Ok, I'll see you out there in a few." I went upstairs and put my swim trunks on and went out and jumped in the pool. I didn't have a care in the world. Sure I might get a little part time job, but this was the end of May – the Friday before Memorial Day – and there would be no school for two and a half more months. This was freedom; the freedom that I knew that I needed to enjoy while I wasn't weighed down by the burdens of adult life. About twenty minutes later Ash came walking down and she was stunning. She was wearing that old black bikini and yes it did look a little more snug on her than it had a year ago, but man did she look sexy. It wasn't a string bikini -- my mother would never let her wear anything so scanty. But, the sides were very thin and the front didn't leave much to my boner's imagination. I loved the strapless bikini top. Her chest reminded me of Dian Parkinson's – the former Barker Beauty on the Price is Right. I couldn't hold back my smile at seeing her like this. It made me feel so warm that she had done what I wanted. All I could manage was to stammer out, "Hey Ash." I think she could see the love in my eyes as she nervously smiled back. She went a laid down on one of the lounge chairs next to the pool and proceeded to start rubbing Hawaiian Tropic on herself. That was a good thing, because she, like myself, needed to start working on her tan. I got out of the pool, not caring if she noticed the woody that she had created, and strolled over beside her, "Honey could you put some of that on me. I'm not wearing anything." "Sure and maybe you could put some on my back too." So I grabbed the bottle and put lotion on all the places I could reach. Then I sat in front of Ash and let her rub the lotion on my back. "Man that feels good Ash." It only took a few moments for her to get the lotion applied, but I enjoyed having her hands on me. Now if I could ever find a way to get her to voluntarily do so." When she was done, I sat beside her and gingerly rubbed lotion on to her back. I'd like to have been able to rub it all over her, but she had already gotten it on her in the places that she could easily reach. Then we proceeded to lay prone on the lounge chairs and let the sun's rays warm and soothe our bodies for the next 30 minutes. I was enjoying the rays immensely and I told Ashley, "When I get done with this lounging by the pool, I think I'm going to go take a nap." "Me too. The last few weeks wore me out. This feels great, but I think this heat is getting to me." I laid on my back for 20 minutes, and then I got up, got in the pool, and laid in one of the floating lounge chairs; while Ashley turned over and laid on her back. She couldn't see me staring at her since I had put my shades on. The sweat on her made her look so wonderfully sexy. After another 5 minutes she got up, stepped to the ladder, and lowered herself in the pool to cool off. My cock have a mind of it's own started to spring to attention. As she raised back up out of the pool and the water dripped off of her she did 3 unknowing things that beautiful women have a way of doing. She pulled her hair back – wringing the water out, then she wiped the water away from her firm tits, and then she pulled the sides of her bikini bottoms up since they had slipped down slightly. This was a show that any man would enjoy, especially in 3-D living color. She then proceeded to lie back down on her stomach for another 15-minute sun session. I didn't speak a word. Who needed to talk? Just being at this place in time was wonderful. Too many words could only spoil that. I just enjoyed getting in the water and being cool. It helped to control my spontaneous libido and reenergize me from the rigors of the last few weeks and the heat. I was biding my time. We had been out in the Sun for 90 minutes, I knew that Ash would be ready to go inside in a few minutes and then my coaxing could begin. I moved over to the edge of the pool where she was lying, "Whew it's hot out here I'm going inside here in a few." Ash looking at me while lying on her back, "Yeah, if I'm out here much longer I'll burn. Besides I'm about exhausted." So I swam a few laps and then just stayed neck deep for a few more minutes. Then Ash got up and got in the pool for another self-dunking session. Then she came over to where I was, " Well I think I am done for the day. If I stay out here much longer I'll be burnt to a crisp." I looked at her, "Yeah it's 2:15 right now. I think I'm going to take a nap. Mama won't be home until at least 5:30. Why don't you come upstairs and lie down with me." She looked at me nervously with goose bumps forming, "I don't know Jimmy. I remember the last time I laid down with ya" "Ash, I promise that I will not fuck you. Have I not proven my loyalty to you? Have I not proven that I love you? All I want to do is cuddle with ya. All I want to do is hold you and smell you and feel you. I looked at her and kissed her softly on the lips." She nodded slightly "OK. Let me dry off and I'll be up in a few." I went up and laid down on my bed. I rolled the sheets down about half way. I set the alarm clock for 4:30. It was 2:32. Then she came into my room wearing a Black T-Shirt and a pair of cutoff jeans. I set the alarm clock for 4:30, OK Ash. As she laid down next to me, "OK, That's cool." I raised the covers so that she could tuck in beside me as I lay upon my back. She crawled in and rested down on her side to the right of me. I turned over and she was in front of me. I started cuddling with her in the spoon position.. I began stroking her hair and caressing her. "Ash, you can get comfortable you know. Why don't you take off your shorts? They can't be easy to sleep in. I swear I'm not going to bother you." " I know." She started wriggling out of her cutoffs and now all she was wearing was her T-shirt and powder blue silk panties – my favorite. Her smell was intoxicating and the phermones were making my cock iron hard. "Mama won't be home for a while. You won't mind if I get comfortable do you? "OK, Jimmy, but remember no funny business." So I took off my shirt and shorts. I was nude because I wasn't wearing any underwear. My naked cock nestled in the crevice of her panty-clad ass. This surprised her. She rolled on her back and she demanded, "What are you doing?" "I am getting comfortable, why?" "But you're naked. Y-Y-You don't have any underwear on." "I wasn't wearing any. Trust me I won't do anything." And I wasn't because this was part of my long-range plan. "You're very hard." In a anxious tone of voice I'd seldom heard from her before. What could I say? "Yes." She stretched her body, showing me her belly button before pulling down her t-shirt covering her belly again. Then proceeded to pull the covers over us again. "What's got you so hard Jimmy?" She said in her natural baby doll tone that had my cock twitching against her side. I started to stroke her arms and caress her hair. Then I kissed her cheeks and neck, and nibbled on her ear lobe. "I'm laying next to the most beautiful girl on earth. You don't understand what you do to me. I just want to lay here and hold you and feel your body against mine." "But you scare me Jimmy." She said, whimpering a little like a child. "Honey, I don't ever want you to be scared of me. I would never do anything to hurt you," then I kissed her on the cheek. "But-but, you f-forced yourself on me the l-last time we were together." I whispered in her ear, "I am sorry. I was out of control, but now I am in control and I will do everything I can to prove it to you. Will you give me a second chance?" She conceded, "OK-K, I do love you. Do you know that?" I snuggled a little tighter, "I know you do and I am sorry that I did something against your will." My hot iron rod still nuzzling against her pelvis, "You know I want to make you feel good." "Huh?" She questioned I started the tantalizing proposition, "I know that you enjoyed getting off the last time. You were just scared when I stuck it in you. But, I know you had an orgasm." 'Y-Yes." She had admitted. "If I swear I won't fuck you, Will you let me get you off?" "I dunno." "Come on. Baby let me eat your sweet little pussy." .I purred in her ear. "I'll drive you crazy. I want to see you come." Then I reached over and cupped her muff and started licking her ear lobe. "Lets get these panties out of the way. If ya don't wanna that's fine. But why not give it another chance, doncha wanna come?" Blowing the words in her ear. With the submissive body language, "OK." "OK, What?" I whispered in her ear again. "OK, I want you to get me off." She surrendered. And with that I slowly dragged her baby blues off of her hips. She didn't offer any resistance. In fact she raised her legs to give me easier access to get them off. I was staring at her lovely mound. Her muff had a little more hair on it now than a few months ago. I could tell that she must have shaved it before she put her bikini on a few hours ago. I raised her shirt and kissed her belly button causing her abdomen to ripple. She was starting to breathe heavily as was I. " Come on Baby, let's get completely naked." I started raising her shirt and then she grabbed it and slowly pulled it off the rest of the way revealing her magnificent globes. Her tits had obviously grown a size since the last time we touched. Her aureolas were now half dollar sized and the nipples were firm and erect. I got between her legs and French kissed her belly button again causing her stomach to rumble and quake. Then I licked my way up to each nipple and flicked them with my tongue causing Ash to moan unwillingly. Sliding up further I kissed her on the lips and she started returning my advance until we were open all the way -- tongue after torrential tongue. And then my big boner started slapping at her pubic bone. "No, Jimmy, No." She pushed my shoulders down. "I Know Sissy. I'm sorry." I lowered myself to the original objective. I could tell that the kisses were having an electrical effect on Ashley. I could see that while she was scared that she would really enjoy this if I did it right. She didn't want to fuck and I wasn't ever going to force her to again. When we did it was going to be right and it would be her decision – or at least she would think it was. I lowered myself to her furry gap and kissed it causing her vagina to quiver and then I blew on it making her writhe. Then I placed my hands on her side and drug her to the edge of the bed. Getting down on the floor I had better access and control of her love. Ashley placed her legs on my shoulders, got up on her elbows, and started silently controlling my tongue' advances. "That feels great, Jimmy. Uuuummm, Oh oh, Uh Yeah., Oh yeah, Ummmm, Ummmm, Ohhhhh." That was all the encouragement I needed and I was eager to take it further. She was really turned on. "That's it," she hissed. "Do it, Do it, Oh God," she laid back down off of her elbows. Then I started to poke and stab making her writhe even more. My tongue started getting tired as I licked, flicked, jabbed, and cajoled her clit to it's every need. Then I got the idea to stick a finger in and motivate her g spot. This sent her into to shivers as her pussy started spouting it's love juice. "God your beautiful." "Oh God, Oh Yes, I'm gonna cum, huh, Uh, Oh, so good, Ohhhhh, Huh, Huhh, Huhh, Oh., Ohhh God., Oh, Oh, Oh my goodness, Ohhwwwww; flailing her arms softly on the bed and then grabbing at the covers. Then as she started to relax I let up and got up on the bed and laid beside her. As I looked at her she seemed to be in a tranquil daze. She seemed spent. "Ash, did that do it for ya?" "You couldn't tell?" She giggled. " I thought I was going to have a heart attack. I must of cum 5 times. I wanna do it again." "OK, now?" I questioned "Later - whenever, I love you." Then she moved forward and gave me a kiss and looked down at my purple-headed monster. "Looks like you need some relief. Can I touch it?" "Sure." I said, astonished at her quick change of heart. Her soft hand tentatively grabbed ahold of my buddy and squeezed him a few times." Babydoll Ch. 02 "I wanna help you get off, but we can't be fucking, ok?" "I know." I confirmed sheepishly "You know Jimmy, it was all good the last time, until you stuck it in me." She told me with a newfound confidence. I almost started to cry as I told her, "And I am so sorry about that. I was just out of control." "I understand that now, but you have to stay in control if we're gonna do this stuff. I am your woman and you are my man, but you can't take advantage. I could get pregnant and that would ruin everything," she admonished me. "So if you swear not to screw me over again I'll let you get off. Now lay back down here," funny how she was directing traffic now We were still naked and I laid down behind her with my Louisville slugger. " Ok Ash. Let me do this right." I whispered in her ear. I reached over into my nightstand and grabbed my baby oil and squirted some at the top of her ass. And rubbed it in as she started to sigh. Then I lathered up my rod and moved it over to her sweet ass and started sliding it. I slid my arms around her and fully embraced her grabbing hold of those wonderful Ta-Tas. I began gaining a wondertful rhythm grinding my cock in between her tight ass cheeks. "Ha ha ha ha. Come on baby, Rock it for me," As she obliged, "Oh God your beautiful. Oh I love it." Then I rolled her over completely on her stomach so that I could get better leverage. I picked up the baby oil and squirted some more on her back and started massaging and slathering it into her back. I placed my cock back in between her magnificent cheeks and resumed my rhythm with both arms to the side of her. Ash seemed to be getting into this as much as I did. She was erotically rocking back and forth. "Oh Jimmy, Oh,Oh,Oh." I grabbed the bottle of oil and squirted some more on her back. Lowering myself into her, I started slathering my chest into her back -- the friction of the oil making the sensations almost unbearable, I whispered in her ear, "Oh, Yeah, OH, Yeah. I'm gonna come. I'm Gonna come for you." I pulled her sides up to the doggy position and placed my thumb on my glans as I pounded into her backside. Then I began to boil. I pulled her up to me as I continued the rhythm. Sucking on the nape of her neck. "Oh, Oh,Oh Ah, ah, Ah," as jet after jet started to spew between us. "Unnnggghhh, oh, oh, oh., Shit." I collapsed and pulled her down beside me, furiously rolling my tongue with hers. "That was so great Ash. I love you, Oh God, I love ya Baby." Smiling at me, " I love you to Jimmy. I love you so much." We cuddled front to front for a while, nuzzling and kissing some more. I was starting to get excited again, but I wasn't going to get carried away. Looking at the clock it was now 3:30. The smell of sex was in the room. There was cum everywhere. We were going to have to clean up the mess before anyone got home. I looked at Ash, "Lets get cleaned up and go back out to the pool." She laughed, " You afraid we're gonna get caught." Chuckling back, "Only if you want to." Babydoll Ch. 03 That afternoon we got cleaned up and made our way down to the pool. I can say that I was quite satisfied. I wouldn't have thought by not getting back into that golden honey pot that I could say so, but the slick lubricated valley of Ashley's ass was more than enough to satisfy my lustful needs. On our way back out to the pool Ashley had put on her red one piece Baywatch Lifeguard type bathing suit. It looked so hot on her, but it was enough to keep my blood from boiling up again. It was surely a lot more conservative than some of her other bikinis and it was good to have a healthy dose of paranoia to keep us from getting busted. Mom showed up right at 5pm. Of course Jan never did come home. She was always out frolicking with somebody. And I am sure that Joe – our stepfather --was out drinking up a storm with somebody. We were still outside in the pool when mom came out and asked us what we wanted for dinner. An hour later we were eating burgers outside while the night sky began to cool as the sun started descending. We didn't say much to one another; we just had shit eating grins knowing that we had a secret no one else was party to. The one granted fact was that I had become addicted to Ash. These true feelings of love and lust had to be controlled. I could not let my life be consumed by my obsession for her. In a couple of months I would be taking a big step into manhood by attending college and I knew that I would have to leave Ash behind. Maybe she would find a boyfriend and that would probably be for the best. But, I wanted to be with her some more. I also knew that Ash would be going to the beach in a few days. She would be gone for 10 days and you don't know how my heart sunk at the thought of missing her. I didn't know whether this attachment was a good or bad thing. I was sure that absence would make the heart grow fonder. It would be a busy weekend. My graduation ceremony was to be held on Monday and the entire family wanted to be around; so there would be no chance for a clandestine rendezvous with Ashley. But we could hang out like normal brothers and sisters do. Man she sure does arouse me though. I didn't care if she could see my perpetual woody. Hell I hoped it would turn her on. ----------------------------------------- That weekend was hard. Knowing that she was leaving on Monday and that we couldn't be together sure made things rough. The occasional quick bump and dry hump did nothing to satisfy my cravings. She was leaving after the ceremony and it would be 11 days before I saw her again. After the early evening ceremony the family gathered around to congratulate me before I headed off with some of my buddies to the customary after graduation parties. She hung around for a second after everyone started to leave. I am sure that she saw the lost look in my eyes. She came up to me and gave me a kiss on the cheek and whispered in my ear, "Will you miss me?" With watery eyes, "Uh-Huh." She giggled, "We'll have some fun when I get back." And with that she turned around and was gone. She left with my parents so that she could get back home to meet her friends. They were hoping to be in Myrtle Beach by Midnight. I went to the big party at Lee Ann Johnson's house. I had always had a crush on that girl, but lately it had subsided. Even though she was now available again, I didn't even care about seeking her out to put a move on her. There were other girls that I had been enamored with too. I talked with Betsy and Norma. They would give me the time of day, but that was about it. I wasn't rich, I wasn't a jock, and most of all I wasn't a rich jock. I have always been the James Dean type. Keep to yourself, walk softly, and carry a big stick just in case somebody wants to fuck with ya. So I smoked some weed, drank some beers, and made some small talk, but none of these diversions could take my mind off Ashley. After a few hours, the party had become a buzzkill to me and I just wanted to get out of there. Some of my friends asked me where I was going. I just told them that I was tired and I wanted to get home and get some sleep. With a few hugs and handshakes I was off to the house. When I got home the house seemed so empty. My parents were obviously in bed asleep. Of course Jan wasn't home so it was almost like being an only child. I went outside to the pool and just laid back in the chaise lounge chair and fired up another joint. I was almost obsessed with the thoughts of Ashley. It wasn't as much about what we had done as what we had become. I wondered if she had the same thoughts. I could almost smell her in the air as my erection grew. I took off my shirt and walked over and lowered myself into the pool. I decided to take off my shorts and go skinny-dipping. Thoughts started coming to me about how I wished that Ashley were there. I knew one thing; before this summer was over I was going to have to get her naked in this pool. After a few minutes of swimming in the buff trying to clear my mind, I knew that my hard on was not going to subside. I went and pulled the lounge chair under the deck and laid back in it in the nude. There was a bottle of Hawaiian Tropic lying there that was the type that Ashley always used. I squirted some on my cock and lathered up my hot iron. Rubbing it from my glans down my hard shaft to my balls was sending an electrifying feeling through my head. I was thinking about Ash in that Black Bikini as my whole loin started to twitch. The stirring started in my ass, then quickly moved to my nut sack. I scrunched up as I started fondling my balls with one hand and stroked my rod with the other. As I stroked I was rubbing my glans with my thumb. Then the waves and pulsations took over as cum started flying everywhere. The first shot flew over my head, the second hit me in the face, the third was on my shoulder, the fourth was on my belly, and the next few made a pool in my pubic hair. What a graduation present. It was the best come I had ever had. But I knew it would have been better if Ashley had been there. She was still responsible. It was I thinking about her that made this happen. I went to get back in the pool to clean off. As I did so I thought I felt a presence. I looked up to the kitchen window and made out a silhouette through the curtains. The curtains seemed to be moving slightly. Who could it be? Was it Mom, Joe, or Jan? Oh well. This was embarrassing so I got into the deep end of the pool. I was just relaxing and cooling off wondering what was going to happen next. After a few minutes I started to think that it was all in my mind. About the time that I started to relax the door to the basement opened and out stepped my Mother. She stepped out and walked toward the pool. I never thought of my mother as a sexual object, but my late sexual desires must have caused me to notice how fetching she looked in the pink chemise that she was wearing. The way she wore her Auburn Hair and the shape of her body made her look a lot like Raquel Welch. Mom was only 18 when my older sister was born. She was a widow with three kids at the age of 22. She was a smart and very attractive lady. I guess having the three of us at such an early age had forced her to grow up quickly. Now at 38 she looked better than she ever had. She looked at me through the dim light glowing by the pool, "Jim, I thought you'd be out all night tonight. You're home awfully early." (Jimmy) – "Yeah, well I was tired. It's been a long weekend. I just wanted to come home a little early. I've got a lot to think about." (Mom) – "OK, I just wanted to make sure that you were ok. Did you have a good time tonight." Lying a little, "Yeah it was great. You don't get to graduate from school every day." Then I paused for a few seconds. "Did Ash get off to the beach alright?" (Mom) -- "Yeah, They left about 8:30(pm). They should be there about 1:00(am). I wish they wouldn't have left so late, but Jodie's Mom was driving. She said she'd call me in the morning." (Jimmy) – "Oh, OK." (Mom) – "I've noticed how close you two are and it makes me proud that you look out for her. She loves you very much and I know that you care deeply for her." If she only knew how much, I wonder what she would think. "I will miss her while she's gone Mom, but I am glad she's getting to hang with her friends." (Mom) – "Well don't stay up too late, ok?" (Jimmy) -- "I won't." Mom nodded, "See you tomorrow. You sleep in and enjoy the day." With that she turned around and softly padded back inside. That was cool. She didn't say a word about me being in the buff. For a second I thought about what I could do with her, but soon my thoughts turned back toward Ashley. It was surely going to be a long 10 days. I thought if I found a job that maybe it would take things off of my mind. I continued to enjoy the early June weather and the 78-degree pool. It allowed my cock and balls to feel plump and fertile. Eventually, I went and layed back on the lounge chair and took a few more tokes of weed. I just relaxed and daydreamed about an optimistic future. I stayed up until 1am and then went to bed. The next day, I rolled around in bed all morning and finally got up at noon. I decided to go talk to my Grandfather about helping him with his Law Firm. He had made the offer to let me work with him at my graduation. I went to his office to see if he was really serious. He agreed to let me help him as long as I was willing to do whatever needed to be done. I would mainly be running errands. That entailed both going and getting contracts to be signed or delivering them to be looked over and signed. It also included any grunt work that needed to be done, which included running errands and doing any other tasks that needed to be done for any members of the firm, their secretaries, or paralegals. I couldn't complain. This would be a heck of a lot easier than doing some medial labor. The best part was that My Grandfather said that as long as I was willing do this work during all my breaks from college that he would pay me $200 per week while I was in college. With my parents on the hook for my tuition and my Grandfather on the hook for spending money, I was pretty much hooked up to get a really good education. The only thing I really had to do was buckle down. In the last 6 months I finally learned how to do that, thanks to Ashley and the focus that my love for her had given me. For the next 10 days I focused on my new job. The days were long, but I wasn't busting my ass or anything. I had to be at the office at 8am and my Grandfather always insisted on me being punctual. By the time I got to go home it was usually 6 or 7pm. I enjoyed the job and got along very well with the people that worked there. The job kept me busy and slowed down my obsession about Ashley being gone. The $200 a week I was earning wasn't much, but the payoff would come in having the extra cash coming in while I was going to school. It also started me to thinking about pursuing a law degree. That would make Big Daddy (my Grandfather's nickname) very happy. It was a sweltering Sunday the day that we expected Ashley back from her beach trip. I had been in and out of the house all afternoon long. I made sure and got the grass mowed early that afternoon after we had gotten home from church. It was so hot that I would mow a little and then take a break, then mow a little and take another break. It was my one big chore and I hated it. Joe, my stepfather, always said that he wasn't paying a Lawn Boy to do the yard. This was my way to earn my keep. My sisters had to make sure the inside of the house was clean and I had to keep the outside clean. Even with the job at the Law Office, I had to make sure that I had my obligations completed at home. If I didn't there would be hell to pay. I wanted to get the yard mowed so that I would be done before Ash got home. I started at 1pm and was done by 4pm. When I was finished I decided to (you guessed it) go take a dip in the pool. The whole family was gone for the afternoon again. Mom and Joe had gone over to a friend's house and Jan, well god only knows what she was up to. I wasn't going to go skinny-dipping this time. Mama and Joe would be back to see Ash upon her arrival. I didn't want to get caught running around naked when they arrived back home. You see our house is a nice house, but it isn't off by itself. We live on an acre. That means that you can see the neighbors house, but it isn't right on top of you. We have a privacy fence built around the pool, but you really don't know when someone might show up unexpectedly. I was lying outside on a lounger in the pool, when Ashley arrived at 5pm. I could here the car pull up in the driveway so I scampered up inside the house and opened up the garage door to go out and greet her. I was so elated to see her that I could hardly speak. I could tell that she had gotten plenty of sun. Her hair was as golden as ever with little platinum streaks running through it. Her body was very tanned showing off those beautiful baby blue eyes and that pearly white smile. Yes the sun worshiping had agreed with her. Seeing her like this showed me that absence does make the heart grow fonder. I made my commiserate greeting to her friends (Jody and Amy) and Jody's Mom, but I really wanted to shew them away. No one was at home and I really wanted to spend some time with my babydoll, before they got back. I invited them in knowing that they were ready to go home. Of course Clara (Jodie's Mom) said they were tired and needed to get home. We saw them off and I helped Ash carry her stuff in. (Jimmy) – "I really missed you Ash, it looks like you had a good time." (Ashley) – "I did, we were out in the sun all day long practically every day. Where is everybody?" (Jimmy) – "Same old, same old, Mama and Joe are over at the Cook's house. I was just waiting on you to get home. They'll be back in a little while." (Ashley) – "Well I hope you've been alright. Mom told me that you went to work with Big Daddy." (Jimmy) – "Yeah it's great and he's gonna help me out with school money and everything. But it's a full time gig and I'm not gonna get to lay around this summer." (Ashley) – "Yeah, but you do have weekends off doncha and July 4th?" (Jimmy) – "Oh Yeah, I'll be around. Speaking of which. Can I have a kiss? I've been waiting for one for a couple of weeks now." I walked up and gave her a deep hug. My hands caressed her back and our bodies mingled as I opened my mouth and our tongues touched. My cock started to grow in between us as Ash slowly sighed and pulled away. Ashley gave a schoolgirl giggle,"God you never give up do you?" (Jimmy), "I can't help it. You aren't sick of me are you?" (Ashley), "No DoDo, I think I am more attracted to you than ever." (Jimmy), "Same goes here. In fact I'd like to spend some quality time with you right now, but I know that they could be back any minute." Ashley pick up one of her bags, " Hey let's take this stuff up to my room." We proceeded up the steps and put the bags in her room. "Then she grabbed my hand and led me to my room which is next door. "I never did give you a graduation present." (Jimmy) – "That's alright. I've got you" She leaned forward and we started our torrid kissing session once again. Then she reached down and started pushing down my swim trunks. Stunned I asked, " Ah, what has gotten into you?" "I just want to give my Big Brother a gift." Then she pushed me back on the bed and kneeled down grabbing my rigid pole. "You got some of that Baby Oil?" (Jimmy) -- "Yeah, it's in my nightstand." She let go of my vein of love, reached over and opened my nightstand. Pulling the bottle over to my nightstand she squirted a good amount on my firm member and started stroking me. I was totally stunned, "Oh yeah, Oh Yeah. Baby I don't know what's gotten into you, but I like it." This was so much better than doing it myself. (Ashley) – "You likee, well I lub my big bubba." (Jimmy) -- Rub my balls Ash. Rub my balls. She started rubbing my balls with her left hand as she stroked my cock with her right. The exclamations started flying from my lips, "Oh God Baby, fuck yeah, OH, Oh, Oh, YYYEEEAAAHHH!!!!" The cum started flying. I sounded like Scooby Doo, "BBBWWWWAAAHHHUUUHHHHUUUUHHHUUUHHHUUUH." The sensations just kept getting better. I had to catch my breath for a moment. The spasming and spewing of my cock had taken me to a new high. I pulled off my t-shirt and wiped the mess off of my chest. Ashley just smiled as I lay there spent, " Oh Baby that shit was awesome. I wanna take care of you now." (Ashley) – "Ok, bubby, That'd be great." She stood up and I started helping her lower her cutoffs revealing that she had no panties on. This exposed her light brown thatch. She had wriggled her shorts down to her knees as I grabbed her at the waist and moved in French kissing her belly button. About that time we heard the garage door start to open. "Shit," I exclaimed. We both started cleaning up frantically. Ash raced to pull up her shorts. I reached over and pulled her close, kissing her full on the lips. I then pulled away and told her, "Baby I'll take care of you later." My Mom came in the house calling me, "Jimmy, Jimmy." I grabbed a t-shirt, put it on, and went to the top of the stairs, "Yes Mom." (Mom) – "Is Ashley home yet?" Ashley had gone to her room. (Jimmy) – "Yes. She got home about an hour ago. She's in her room. I think she's taking a nap." (Mom) – "OK. Supper'll be ready in about an hour." "OK," I replied. Then I went to Ashley's room and told her, "Ash, everything's cool. Mom said dinner we'll be ready in an hour. I think we better chill for now. I think I'm going to go lay down for a while. Thanks for the love baby." As I started to close the door she responded, "Hey Jimmy," she blew me a kiss, "I love you." I just smiled back and closed her door. I went to my room and took a nap until mom came and got me for supper. That night the only chance I got to see Ashley was at supper. Mom rightfully monopolized her time until it was bedtime. I had to be in bed by 11pm so I could be ready for Monday morning and the long workdays ahead. Monday through Friday I did my usual 8 to 6's. That left me virtually no playtime. Ashley was hanging out with her friends a lot of those nights and since Mom and Joe were both around, there really wasn't any time to be alone. The few times we were alone I would steal a kiss here and there. On Wednesday that week my Grandfather came to me and asked me to go to Washington D.C. with him to meet some clients about an important federal case. He needed me to come with him to run errands. He told me that while we were there that I could learn a lot of educational information, history, and take in some sites. I was torn. Ashley had just gotten back and now Big Daddy wanted me to go with him on this trip. I couldn't turn it down. I knew he really wanted me to go. I love my Grandfather very much and I didn't want to disappoint him. I got Ashley alone on Wednesday night and let her know the deal. She was excited for me, "Jim, that'll be great. We've got plenty of time to spend together until you go to school." (Jimmy) – "I Know Ash, but we haven't had any time together hardly since you get back. I was hoping that maybe we could be alone some this weekend." (Ashley) – "Well Bubby, you still owe me and I haven't forgotten that. But you go with Big Daddy and we'll do something special for your Birthday. I promise." We went to Washington that Sunday and it was great. I had to fetch stuff for my grandfather, find some info out on the Internet, and tag along to his meetings. I never knew that my grandfather was associated with such big wigs. The work was very interesting and it wasn't hard at all. We spent 4 to 6 hours a day on the case Babydoll Ch. 03 The best part was the time that we spent away from the case. We stayed at the Marriott, which was unbelievable. I never knew that Washington had so many great restaurants. We also got to go to Camden Yards in Baltimore and watch the Orioles play. The trip was a real experience and I was really glad that I went We came back on July 5th. Once we were in the air on the way back home from Washington, I started thinking about Ashley. I had talked to her a few times on the phone that week. She told me that she missed me, but to remember that I'd be back soon and it was still a month until I had to go to freshman orientation at college. My grandmother picked us up at the airport and we all went back to my house. We arrived at 7pm and all enjoyed dinner outside by the pool. Ashley hung right next to me as we explained what we were up to in the Nation's Capitol. After dinner everyone split. My Grandparents went back to their place, my parents went upstairs to relax and get ready for the workweek, and Jan said she was going to get some sleep because she was exhausted. This left me alone with Ashley by the pool. I was really tired, but I was excited about having some time alone with Ash. She was wearing her Baywatch swimsuit and she had a pair of red gym shorts on over the bottom. When everyone went inside we stayed outside and went for a swim. It wasn't actually a swim as much as it was a soak. After a while I snuck up behind her and stole a kiss. She chided me, "Jimmy be careful, if someone sees you kissing me they are going to wonder why." I snickered, "They're all upstairs. We haven't been alone in 2 weeks. I want some time alone with you." Rebuking me," I'd like to have some fun too, but I don't think now is a good time." My mind was spinning. I knew we could go over behind the privacy fence. There is a grassy knoll there where no one from the house or neighbors can see what is going on. "Hey Ash I know where we can be alone, follow me." We both got out of the pool and went and dried off. "Ash bring your towel." I opened the side door to the fence and we both proceeded out walking around to the grassy knoll behind the fence. Once we were to the spot I laid my towel down and grabbed her's making us a little spot to sit on under the bright moonlight. I sat down first and then patted the combined beach towels to make room for Ash, "Come on Baby have a seat." She sat down and as we stared into one another's eyes I told her, "Now we've got some privacy. No excuses, I want a kiss." I rubbed her cheek with my left hand as I moved in and kissed her cheek. Then I slid over and started kissing her soft full lips. This had become so natural that she knew what I wanted. Our wanton mouths collided in a fury. Our tongues mingled like long lost souls. The kiss seemed like an eternity. I pulled away slowly, "I'm ready to make you cum, Ash." With the love in her eyes and her heart on her lips, " Please Jim." As I began lowering the straps I started kissing the nape of her neck down to her soft full breasts. I licked her with my sloppy mouth all the way down her body as I took her bathing suit and shorts off. Now her luscious body was completely exposed to me. I was ready to indulge my senses in the sights, sounds, smell, feel, and taste of her love. I pushed her thighs apart and set up her lovely pie and held her ass in my hands as I began probing with my tongue. It was sloppy between her juices and my saliva at full force. I raised my head, "You like?" "OH Yeah, oooh yeah, Oh I like," Ash struggled to stay composed as I tormented her with my tongue. I really was enjoying this plate full of pussy. I jiggled her soft ass cheeks in my hands as I nestled my nose into her soft downy fur. I decided to go in for the kill as I started licking her ass. "Wh Wh What are y-you d-doing?," she stammered, as she started pounding her open palms against the ground and raising her ass in the air trying to remain coherent as her multiple orgasm began to rock her world. "Oh Gawad, fuck yeah, Oh shit, Damn." I took my shirt off and started moving up her body, dry humping her as I started kissing her on the lips. Between kisses I let her know, "I love you," Although I was still dressed, my boner was buried against her snatch as I began making love to her. The electric feeling of skin on skin was more than I could handle. "I'm going to come. I'm going to come. I'm fucking you baby. Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh Yeah." Only a thin veneer separated me from what I truly desired. Just then I had exploded inside my swim trunks. Jets and jets of semen created a wet pool against my groin. I collapsed contented and happy holding my naked prey. We lay exhausted looking in one another's eyes wandering what the future would bring. Tonight was another step back into the pussy I wanted so desperately. I knew what I wanted and so did she. I could see that my effort wasn't being wasted. Her walls were breaking down. It was only a matter of time until my love would be snuggling with something nice, soft, and warm. Babydoll Ch. 04 It's been a while since I last posted. Appreciate the comments and feedback of the Babydoll series. Of course these are fictional accounts, any likenesses or similarities are purely coincidental. It takes a while to write these, because I want each to have meaning – I hope that they do. Please read the previous chapters, if you haven't. This is a taboo topic, so I know that it is offensive to many people. The material is erotic to me because it is forbidden in society. In no way do I condone such activity. This is purely fantasy. Hope you enjoy the fantasy. Any feedback will be kindly appreciated. Babydoll 4 I woke up the morning of my birthday feeling refreshed and ready to enjoy the day. It was the middle of July and it was blazing outside. It was Friday. I was going to enjoy this three-day weekend. My parents were leaving to take a vacation. It was their usual deal to take a vacation the second week of July. It always seemed to coincide with my birthday. When we were younger we would go on vacation with them. But now that Jan is 21, I am 20 (today), and Ashley 18; we all would stay home while the parents spent some alone time wherever. You may ask how I am 20 and just graduated high school. When my father had died, my mother became a lost soul. She was very young, Being 24 and having three young children was very hard on her. Mom told my grandparents that she needed to get away. Jan had already been enrolled in school so she kept on going. I had finished kindergarten, but my grandparents decided that it would be best if Ashley and I stayed out of school for a year because of the trauma that we were going through. It was really hard on us having one parent dead and another parent understandably nowhere to be found. Mom got herself together and finally returned after 6 months away. Ashley and I were enrolled in school a year later. Mom met Joe a couple of years after my father died. I never have looked at him as a father figure. My grandfather is my role model. He is the man that has always made sure that we were taken care of. I believe that my mother feels that she needs to be married. Joe is around when he wants to be, but when the going gets tough he disappears. I don't know and am not concerned with what he is up to. I always do what he asks of me, but we are seldom buddy-buddy. Getting back to my birthday, we were going to have an early afternoon celebration, and then I would take Mom and Joe to the airport to catch their flight. They were flying to Miami to catch a puddle jumper to the Bahamas. That would be a great vacation, but I expected Ash and I would enjoy this time alone together. I was lounging around in my room, when Ashley came in at about 10am. She sat on the edge of my bed. Leaning down she looked me squarely in the eyes and kissed me softly on the lips giggling, "Good Morning Sleepy Head, Happy Birthday!!! I've got a surprise for you later." "Oh really, well how long do I have to wait," I was intrigued by this. (Ashley) -- "Well that's a surprise and I don't want to spoil it. You need to get up and get ready. Everyone's going to be here at noon." So I got up, went and took a shower. I put on a pair of Bermuda shorts and a nice knit polo shirt and went downstairs by the pool. My mother came out in a beautiful floral patterned sundress that I assumed she was going to wear to the airport. She walked up and gave me a hug and pecked me on the cheek, "Happy Birthday Jim, everyone will be here in just a little while. You just relax." So I went and sat in the shade as everyone arrived and started giving me presents. It was great; all of my grandparents were there. It was just a close family social event. Everyone brought great food. Joe barbequed chicken out on the grill. We even had my favorite, coconut cake for dessert. I am always happy about whatever gifts I receive, but this year I got exactly what I needed for college. First, I got $500.00 from Big Daddy and Grams and then my other grandmother (we call her Nanny) gave me a gift card for $200 from a well-known electronics company. This would go along way towards buying that laptop that I wanted for school. Mama and Joe handed me a debit card and told me that they would be putting money in the account periodically to pay for my expenses at school. They also gave me some new clothes for when I needed to get dressed up – this gift had a card from Joe, Mama, Jan, and Ash (which was customary in my family). Everyone sat around and chatted about life and happenings. Of course with work, I hadn't had much time for friends, partying, or much fun; so I really didn't have much to say. I did answer the questions about my expectations of college and what I thought I wanted to do with my life. The one thing that I made time for was Ashley. Her 18-year-old beauty took my breath away. Hearing that she had a surprise for me on my 20th birthday made me a little anxious. I expected that when I got back home from the airport I would be in for one of the greatest experiences of my life. It was about 2:00 when Mom told me that they were ready to go to the airport. Joe had packed the bags in the car earlier. Ash came to me and reminded me, "When you get back I'll give you your surprise." Now I was really ready to get their asses to the airport and get back home. On the way to the airport Mama reminded me, "Don't tear up my house while we're gone. I don't care if you have some people over, but I better not hear about any wild bashes." She didn't have a thing to worry about. Jan was going out of town for the weekend, so Ash and I would be alone to do our thing. We got to the airport at 3:30pm for the 5pm flight to Miami. I helped Mom and Joe take their bags inside. They both let me know that they knew I had better things to do than sit and wait for their flight. I hugged and kissed mom goodbye and I was on my way back home. It would take me at least an hour to get home – especially with traffic. I wasn't in a big hurry. Heck, it built up the excitement just anticipating what my surprise would be. I didn't exactly understand what Ash meant by surprise. In my mind, my thoughts ran from my wildest dreams to the fact that I may be overestimating her overtures. I arrived back at the house about 5:30pm and went inside. I didn't see or hear anyone inside, but I did hear music out back. I went to the window and saw Ashley sitting in the chaise lounger in her pink denim shorts and blue tank top. She had crimped her hair while I was gone and it looked like she had put on a little make-up. I walked out back by the pool and smiled, "I'm Baaaccckkk, now what about that surprise." Ashley walked up and hugged me, "Impatient aren't we?" Leaning in, I gently kissed her luscious lips and let her know, "You know I am." "Come over here." She held my hand leading me over to a chair under the deck. She gently pushed me down into the chair and stepped back. Then she proceeded to start taking her tank top off revealing a black tube top. Then she sashayed up to me and nervously almost whispering, "This is your surprise." She grasped my hand and pulled it to her zipper. "Now help me take my shorts off." I lowered her zipper, not knowing what the deal was. Then I grabbed the sides helping her shimmy out of her form fitting pink denim shorts revealing the most erotic non-nude sight that I had ever seen. Standing before me was Ash in that black tube top and a leopard thong bikini. "Oh my God," I sat forward and nervously stammered, "You are a fucking goddess." (Ashley) "Well stand up and give me a hug Big Boy." I did as I was told. Standing up and holding my Babydoll, I believe we could both feel my boner grow to full mast. Ashley raised my shirt, and I obliged, as we held one another with my bare chest pressing into her ample bosom. Then she started lowering the zipper to my Bermuda shorts and followed by pushing them to the ground. My heart was racing in anticipation of what was going to happen. I stepped out of my shorts and there I was totally nude as I went back to embracing this hot little voluptuous vixen. My dick was resting against her thigh with the most erotic new height of lust that I had ever experienced. The heat of passion was dazzling as our tongues began to entwine. Ashley blew my mind when she commanded me by pushing me back into the cushioned wicker rattan lounge chair. "I'm gonna take us to the next level big boy. Are you ready?" (Jimmy) – "Hey Baby. You're in charge." Ashley laughed, "Good answer." She then proceeded to blow my mind by spitting on my cock to lube it up and jacking it from my glans to the base of my stiff cock. She was going at it for a few minutes. The sensations were unbelievable, but I was so stiff that there was no way I could shoot my load. Ashley continued bathing my cock with saliva and started taking both hands and pulling on my firm mast. She looked at me in the eye -- while she started massaging my balls in her hands -- with some inhibition said, "You gonna cum?" I looked at her seriously, " No Baby, it feels so good and I'm so hard I can't shoot." Then without saying a word she tentatively started licking the purple helmet of my cock. (Jimmy) -- Ooooh Yes, Oooh Yes, oh, that's it baby. Then she seemed to gain more courage as her mouth continued sliding down my staff an inch at a time while she continued stroking me. I was sliding a little further and further down in the chair as she molded her soft wet tongue around each vein of my phallus. She pulled off for a second and looked up at me, "This isn't that bad. I thought it was nasty, but it's like kissing you." She lowered her head and went back to work. I pushed her hair out of her face so that I could see the most beautiful site. That site and the feel of her tongue curled around my engorged cock made my balls start to boil and my cock start to twitch. I cried out "Oh God, Oh God, I love you baby, I love you, I'm gonna cum Ash." As she pulled her lips off my cock and continued stroking the come started flying, the first spurt in her hair, the second on her forehead, and the next few flew all over her gorgeous breasts. I was spent as watched her saunter to the ladder and descended into the shallow end of the pool. Her nude body looked so lovely as she lowered herself into the water to cleanse herself of my pearly pudding. Raising up her body glistened from the water cascading down her golden tanned body. Looking my way she exulted, "Come get in, this water is so warm and fantastic." I got up and followed Ashley into the shallow end. The 85-degree water did feel wonderful as it immersed my exposed nude body. I felt I was having an out of body experience. Here I was with the woman that I loved after she had helped me experience a new height of eroticism. I sidled up to her and embraced her. Skin on skin gave a feeling of electricity that gave me goose bumps. Her body felt so warm and luscious as I held her. She leaned forward for a kiss and our tongues mingled with love. She pulled away asking, "Jimmy, will you eat my pussy. I love the way you eat my pussy." I slowly waded her to the edge of the pool, "Wait here baby let me get a towel." I got out of the pool and grabbed a beach towel, which was sitting on a chair under the deck and grabbed some Hawaiian Tropic just in case I needed some lube. I walked back over to the pool and laid the folded beach towel and oil next to the pool. Lowering my nude body back into the pool next to Ashley, I picked her up and sat her on the towel. I knew the pavement was hot and I didn't want to burn her lovely ass. Moving up to her we began nuzzling one another until we were once again fondling each other's tongues. I knew what she wanted as she leaned back on her elbows. Ashley sighed in anticipation, "I've never wanted this more. Be good to me." Spreading her thighs with the open palms of my hands, I dove towards the peach fuzzed furrow with excited abandonment. Ashley wrapped her legs around my face as I went about pleasing her. She had always been laid back and would only start responding when her orgasm started overtaking her, but this time she was fucking my face. Riding my face like a cowgirl seemed to bring her arousal about quicker. I had gained a lot of expertise, since we had begun our sexual dalliances. I knew now how to easily push her buttons. I had split her slit with my tongue and now her flower had opened exposing her love button. I engulfed her clit with my whole mouth, burying my nose in the fine downy hair of her pubic bone. Ashley's newfound enjoyment of our adventures really turned me on. Pleasuring her gave me an excitement that overwhelmed me. I was making her shiver and quiver and undulate underneath me, caused by my tongues torrential assault. The power that I felt was awesome. I had control of all of her senses and emotions. This was so much better than my first time with her. I now had gained the knowledge of love. She truly wanted this. I could tell that she had a desire to be satiated -- to climax, to contentment. I knew we had been close to doing that in the past, but there was only really one step left to get there. Ashley was moaning, "Hmmm, hmmmm, uh-hmmmmm," now as I darted a couple finger in her now well lubricated cunny. This time she didn't say a word, she expected it and she enjoyed it. Her body language said everything as she writhed under my control. Then I began alternating between finger and tongue fucking her. Her legs grabbed my head like a vise as her pussy fucked my face. I really think that her pussy was now in total control of her mind. She shuttered and then convulsed into her orgasm. I lifted up, looked her in the eye, and was talking shit to her now, "You like it don't cha, your so hot baby, your so gorgeous. When you come... you are so lovely." "Oh God Jimmy, you blow my mind, and make me feel like heaven. You've been so good to me. Now I'm going to give you your last gift." Clasping the back of my head, she had a really serious look in her eye as she pronounced, "I'm nervous, but I wanna try this. You get nineteen strokes inside me, no more. Do you understand that?" I had a full-fledged boner, but I was scared, "Are you sure you wanna do this?" She nodded timidly, "Yes Jimmy, I've thought about it for a long time. I don't want to get out of control, and I'm not on the pill, but I want to do this. Nineteen strokes for your birthday." I held her by the hips and started pulling her towards me, "OK, then Come on Baby, then slide that pretty pussy down on my cock and take it for a spin." I leaned in and began kissing her gently. Our lips mingled as I slid my cock along the open pedals of her flower. As our lips parted, Ashley glanced down between us and found my cock. She moved up, embracing me, guiding herself she rubbed my glans along her clit as she hissed. Then she impaled herself with one fell swoop sliding down the length of my shaft until I was fully engorged inside her velvety love. "Oh, my God," she gasped trying to catch her breath. "One." I, too was breathless at the feeling as I my legs went limp. Pulling back, I almost pulled completely out before angling back in; pubic bone-to-pubic bone, "Two." Ashley looked intently between our interconnection as her contracting pussy milked my bloated staff, "Oh God, Jimmy," she gasped at last. "We're fucking! We're fucking, Three, Four!" This felt so wonderful; I wish it didn't have to end. Sliding in as far as I could, I leaned back a little so that I could have a good view of my cock slithering in and out of her now wanton pussy. I pistoned in three times and gave it a good roll at the hilt, I counted "Five, Six, Seven." The sheen of my cock coming out of her soft, moist, pussy was a sight to behold. The feeling of her love sucking on my big boner was to say the least exhilarating. I wanted to try to get her off with the few strokes I had left. With strokes Eight, Nine, and Ten, I made sure to grind my ball sack against her love tunnel and savor the delight of something I had wanted to feel again for so long. Her pussy was now convulsing and erupting as our genitalia splashed against the tepid water of the swimming pool. She was swirling the goo around the purple-headed beast as I began to boil. Raising up, she slammed back down for the eleventh stroke. She nuzzled her head into my shoulder as she climaxed. Ashley sucked my neck up to my ear lobe and was breathing in my ear, as I slammed into her 3 more times (in my mind counting twelve, thirteen, fourteen). I picked her up and cradled her chest to chest as she looked at me with doey eyes. My stiff pole enjoyed the weight of her swollen vaginal walls melding around it. The cum was beginning to boil in my balls at the eroticism of our encounter. Breathing heavily, I lamented, "Let's count them together," as I began the final Countdown. As I pulled her up, she let gravity help her fall back down. We muzzled together, "F-four, Th-Three, T-Two, W-W-One." Then I pulled her up and off of me and settled her into the tepid water so that she was kneeling before me. "Ok baby, I'm ready to cum." I leaned forward and wrapped her swollen tits around my lurching cock. "Oh wow, so good, so good," was all I could manage, as I took a few rapid strokes. My knees began to buckle as rope after rope jettisoned upon her shiny golden skin and flew up to her chinny- chin-chin. It was such an electrifying feeling. I was totally exhausted and permanently addicted. I didn't want this to ever end. I pulled Ash up to me as we gazed in one another's eyes. Then I leaned in and we started kissing again. Embracing, our lithe nude bodies became one once again. Pulling away I had to let her know, "I love you baby, so much, I love what you do for me and to me. I only want you. You are my heart and soul." She just stared in my eyes leaning forward to initiate another series of kisses. It seemed that she was as enamored by me as I was with her. We stood there and kept making out as waves of pleasure continued coming over me. Finally she must have been satisfied as she pulled away and lowered herself under the water to wash the sex away. Swimming away she went towards the pool ladder. Pulling herself up out of the pool, she grabbed the towel lying next to it, and began to dry herself off. Looking at me, she spoke with a serious tone, "Jimmy, this was a special occasion. I love you, but we can't be getting carried away. You do understand don't you? We can't get out of control." I nodded my head affirmatively stating, "I know Ash. I love you so much. I'll do whatever you want. If you never want to be with me again, then that's the way it will be. I cherish any time you give me. I just hope you enjoyed what we did. I don't want you to ever feel like I forced you to do anything. Because I will never do that again." "Oh Jim," with a sigh, "If I didn't want this to happen, it wouldn't have. I just want to take things slow. I don't want to get out of control. We don't want to get in over our heads. Love needs to be special. Let's keep it that way. Let's save this intimacy for special occasions." With that I walked up to her, leaned in, and embraced her, kissing her on her rosy cheek. Then I breathed in her ear; "I'm yours whenever you want." "Thank You," she graciously responded as she wrapped the beach towel around her body and proceeded up the stairs of the deck and inside the house. I lay there savoring the moment wondering when we would intimately reunite again. I knew we had the rest of the weekend, but I wasn't going to push it. I had finally felt her velvet love again and I would never ruin the closeness that we had achieved for selfish gratification – I was truly whipped. Knowing that college would be coming soon and I wouldn't see her for four months made me uneasy. Would she find someone at school? Would she lose interest in me? She was the only girl I wanted and I was grateful that she had given me herself on this wonderful birthday. Babydoll Ch. 05 It's been a while since I last posted. Appreciate the comments and feedback of the Babydoll series. Of course these are fictional accounts, any likenesses or similarities are purely coincidental. It takes a while to write these, because I want each to have meaning – I hope that they do. Please read the previous chapters, if you haven't. This is a taboo topic, so I know that it is offensive to many people. The material is erotic to me because it is forbidden in society. In no way do I condone such activity. This is purely fantasy. Hope you enjoy the fantasy. Any feedback will be kindly appreciated. Chapter 05 – Christmas It had been hard being away from home. I had been away at college on the other side of the state for 4½ months and had not been able to get home that entire time. I had never been away from home for that long. It was hard being away from my family and of course the one I missed the most was my sister Ashley. In many ways the semester seemed to last forever, but I concentrated a lot on my studies and that helped pass the time. I really wanted to do well since my grandfather was giving me a full ride. There were plenty of distractions and many times it was hard not to cave in to some of the wild events going on around me. I didn't live in a dorm. I lived in an apartment just off of campus. That helped a lot when it came to having peace and quiet. I was able study and get the rest that I needed to be successful. My roommate was pretty cool and never got too wild. I was able to make 4.0 that first semester and everything academically ran smooth. There were really good-looking women everywhere at college, but none of them compared to Ashley. The way she had developed was amazing. She has all the curves in all the right places. The girl truly could be a Playboy Playmate. She reminds me so much of Shannon Stewart. I can tell you that I have all of Shannon's pictures on my hard drive. There was no Ashley, but Shannon's pictures kept me plenty of company during that first semester. When I closed my eyes I could easily remember my days with Ashley. She was really the only woman I desired. The day was December 23 and final exams were over, so I packed the car and got ready for the 300-mile trip across the state. I was on the road at noon and took my time getting home. It would be a 5 to 6 hour trip any way you cut it. The entire trip my mind thought back to the past year and the closeness I had with Ashley. She was a part of my life that I truly needed. I had spoken with her several times over the fall. She always encouraged me about the fact that the time away wouldn't be that long. She reminded me that we would see each other soon and that she missed me as much as I did her. I encouraged her to date other guys. I didn't broach the subject, but I hoped that she wouldn't go too far with any of them. I wanted her to be faithful to me sexually. I had a very hard time thinking about thoughts of her being with another guy. She deserved to have her freedom and I wanted her to mature healthfully. I knew that our relationship was totally taboo, but one cannot help whom they love. Thinking back to the sexual connection with Ashley only brought back excitement to my 20 year-old mind. We had slowly progressed from the time earlier this year when I had taken advantage of Ash to a time when she had given herself freely to me. Now I was going back home to some apprehensive fear of the unknown. Did Ash truly have the same feelings that we had shared this past summer? Would she want to continue where we had left off or had she turned a corner where she wanted to be with someone in a more normal relationship. After my birthday weekend, I had discovered that the feelings sex gave us should be something special. The anticipation seemed, at the time, to be as important as the actual event. I really did not know if this was true, but I did know that when we were together that we created fireworks and I didn't want to spoil that. I made no inappropriate advances towards Ash. I wanted her to want me as much as I wanted her. So we were tight, but not intimately close, until the time when I left town. I pretty much always wanted her since our first time together: but even the lonely, insatiable, lustful feelings I have for her could not cause me to overstep the inherent boundaries in our relationship. As I drove further and further west, the sun descended slowly upon the horizon. I enjoyed the trip. The long shadows increased as the beautiful crisp winter sky released its amber hue. There is no feeling in the world like that of going home after you have been away for so long. Taking my time, I stopped at a few stores in towns along the way to buy some Christmas gifts I even stopped at a lingerie store and bought some lingerie for Ash. It is so much easier buying intimate apparel outside of one's hometown. You aren't going to meet anyone you know and you don't have to feel weird or inhibited about it. These were really presents for me. My imagination roamed as I imagined her in the silky baby blue babydoll and matching g-string. Then I couldn't pass on the sheer black panty and bra set. I had seen these on models, in some of the Playboys I had, and Ashley was certainly as beautiful as they were. I really hoped that I'd get to see her in these. I had bought some really nice stuff for the others, but my mind was preoccupied with what Ashley really desired. I bought each of the women in the family jewelry. My Grandmother would receive new charms for her charm bracelet, my mother would get these beautiful amethyst earrings and necklace, Jan was going to get small sapphire earrings, and Ashley would get a beautiful long African Beaded Rope Necklace. Every item would match their distinct personalities. After Dilly-Dallying at the stores along the way, I was ready to get home. I didn't know who would be there, but I figured that someone would be. As I pulled into town I was comforted by the fact that it appeared that nothing had changed. The landmarks were still intact and all the places I frequented seemed to be the same. I felt a rush of excitement, as I got closer to home. Although I had talked to everyone frequently, I had not seen any of my family in well over 3 months. I think that they wanted me to get adjusted to school on my own. There had been a couple of homesick phone calls, but the family consoled me by telling me to stick it out and reminded me that I'd be back home before I knew it. It was a few minutes before 6pm when I pulled into my neighborhood. As I drove around the block, I could see that my home was still in order. The grass had faded to its winter color and there were no leaves on the trees, but you could tell that everything had been given adequate attention. The dusky hue of the winter evening gave home a welcome glow. It was completely decorated outside with lights, bows, and wreaths. Mom always was one to fulfill all of the traditions of Christmas. A sense of excitement came over me as I pulled into the driveway. There were no cars in the driveway, so I really couldn't tell if anyone was at home. Parking my car, I left my belongings in it and headed for the door. As I went to unlock the door, my mother opened it and almost hysterically embraced me in a hug. When she pulled back she almost had tears in her eyes. "Oh Jimmy, I've missed you so much." I kissed her on the cheek and uttered, "Mom, you don't know how good it feels to be back. I never knew how much I'd miss this place." Mom was looking great. She was wearing a blue knit wrap-around dress and her make-up looked wonderful. Her hair was style with a shoulder length curly perm and the dark auburn tresses seemed to shimmer in the dazzling Christmas lights of the foyer. Since seeing her one night last summer, I have had a bit of Oedipal feelings towards my beautiful mom, but mom has always been reserved around me and I had never thought about pushing those boundaries. I always enjoyed being close to her, whenever possible. I love her so much and I most assuredly know that she loves me. As we left the foyer, I couldn't help ogle her hourglass figure as she sashayed to the kitchen. She looked nowhere near her 39 years. She looked even younger than she did when I left. I didn't know what she had been doing, but whatever it was, was definitely working. As we walked toward the kitchen, she inquired, "I'm getting dinner ready, where's your stuff." Snapping me out of my captivation. I replied, "It's out in the car. I just want to rest a few minutes, then I'll bring it in. Are you the only one here? Where is everyone?" Mom let me know, "Well, Jan and Ashley have gone shopping and Joe hasn't gotten home from work. Dinner'll be ready in about an hour. Your room is ready whenever you bring your stuff in. It's all in the same place. I haven't moved anything." I sat down at the kitchen table for a few minutes before going out and bringing all of my belongings in. It took a couple of trips to get everything since no one was around to help me lug it inside. I was only going to be home for a couple of weeks so I didn't go crazy, but there were still clothes, valuables, and presents. I stowed everything in its proper place before lying down and taking a catnap before dinner. I must have dozed off. I was awoken by a light knock on my bedroom door. As the door slowly opened Ashley appeared in my view. Slowly walking toward me she softly spoke, "Hey there sleepy head. It's time for dinner. Mama wanted me to come get you." Me eyes feasted on the sight I had longed for, for months. She was wearing a red button-up cardigan sweater over a white t-shirt that fully accentuated her full bosom. For pants, she was wearing a pair of Levi's that snuggly curved around her taut hips. Even though it was winter she still appeared to have a golden tan. She was a definite hotty. She smiled at me at first glance. Sitting down on the bed she leaned in giving me that knowing look, as she embraced me she gave me a peck on the cheek. She was definitely not a girl anymore. I could feel and sense the maturity that this woman I craved had developed. "God, I've missed you so bad Ash." I uttered as stroked the side of her face. As she nodded, "We'll have plenty of time to talk. Mom's gonna be yelling up here if we don't get down there for supper right now." We rarely ate in the dining room, but everyone was there. What a surprise it was to see the whole family there ready to eat steak with all of the various sides. Mom had really gone all out on this one. It was a little crowded at the table with 8 people there, but it was so nice and cozy. I had never felt such a bonding before with my family. There seemed to be a jovial holiday spirit. We talked about school, the holidays, and life in general. There was a lot of catching up to do. I tried to give everyone my up most attention, but with the sight and smell of Ashley wafting through the air, I was feeling mentally exhausted by the time dinner was through. My mother had everyone go to the family room as she brought us German Chocolate Cake and coffee. It was nearly 9pm when I looked at the clock. I excused myself to my room letting everyone know that I was exhausted. As I lay on my bed, there was a light knock on my door. I was thinking that it might be Ashley again, but it was my mother. She came and sat down on the bed next to me. Feeling my forehead she asked, "Are you feeling alright?" "Yeah Mom," I replied, "It's just been a long day and it was a long drive. I really enjoyed dinner. It was nice seeing everyone again." My mom leaned in. Brushing my hair back she lightly kissed me on the forehead lightly and let me know, "Jimmy, I've missed you so much. I'd do anything for you, I just wanted to let you know that." Oh My God!!! She was doing it again. I started having sensual feelings about her again. My senses were becoming filled with my mom. I never in a million years really thought that she was feeling the same, but she was getting me excited. As she got up from the bed and slowly strolled across the room, I once again couldn't take my eyes off of her form. Was it that dress or was it true? She definitely was looking tighter than when I had left home four months before. I laid there in my aroused state thinking, not about Ashley, but thinking about my Mother. She was quite modest around us when it came to sex. In no way had she ever done anything that you could call provocative around us. But here I was all of a sudden thinking about her as a sexy woman. Yes she was looking sexy. Would I do her if I had the chance? You bet I would. As I dozed off, I was thinking about Mom. I must have been asleep for an hour or so when I felt a presence in my room. As I slowly opened my eyes, I saw my Ashley standing before me. "Hello sleepy head," she uttered lightly. I smiled looking up, "Hello to you too, beautiful." She replied, "It's good to have you home. I really missed you." (Jimmy) - "I missed you too. You probably don't know how much I missed you. You are looking really good." Looking at me she moved in close sitting on the edge of the bed, "I know, I know. It's been a long 4 months. So what was it like at school." I sat up and cross my legs, "Well I pretty much just studied. I took 5 classes and made an A in all of them." She looked at me seriously, "No girls. No parties." I sincerely responded, "Nope. I told you. You are the only one that I want. You are all I thought about. I wish that you could have been there with me." She retorted, "You're serious. I'm sure that there are lots of good-looking women. You didn't even go out with one. Did you talk to any girls?" Maybe I am naïve, but I was stunned by her line of questioning, "So what about you?" I was nervous. Did I want to know the answer? "Have you been on any dates?" She seemed to be a little nervous, "Yes, I've been out with a couple of guys." I had that nervous jealousy thing going on, "Really. Anything serious?" She responded hesitantly, "No, not really." I was simmering a bit thinking about Ashley with some other dweeb, "May I ask you a personal question and will you be honest?" She tentatively nodded to me in the affirmative. I asked her, " Did you kiss any of them?" She nodded affirmatively. I was pissed and didn't know if I wanted to ask the next question, "Did you fuck any of them?' A tear rolled down here flushed cheek, "No you bastard. No I didn't FUCK any of them.!!! I'm not a whore. I made a vow with you." I retorted, "So you want me to believe that you were making out with these guys and you didn't have sex with them. Yeah right!!!" She turned red and venomously objected, "I didn't question you. I believe you. I didn't do anything you stupid bastard. I've always given you the benefit of the doubt. I kissed some guys good night after we went out. I have to go out sometimes. You want me to be a hermit?" At that moment she got up and left the room. I felt so bad. I had let my moment of jealousy come between us. I knew that being away from her would be hard, and now that I had her near me, I had let my ego get in the way. What was I going to do? I believed that I needed her more than she needed me. I was always the one that was the aggressor in the relationship. I didn't like the idea of sharing her, but I had to trust that she wanted to be with me. I knew that I had made a huge mistake, all because of petty jealousy. I decided to let sleeping dogs lie. I would do everything that I could to fix this in the morning. I wanted to apologize for what I had said and thought, but it was late and I wanted to give Ash some space. I turned out the lights, laid down in the bed, and went to sleep. I must have been pretty tired, because I didn't awake until 10am. It was the day before Christmas, but I wasn't very happy. I had pissed off my honey. I know she is my sister, but I can't help the connection that I feel with her. I was going to go apologize to her right then and get things back on track. I got up and went to Ashley's room. She wasn't there, so I went down to the kitchen to get some cereal. Mom was the only one in the kitchen. She seemed to have a puzzled look on her face, "Jim, what happened between you and Ashley last night? She seemed to be pretty upset about something this morning." "Ah, Mom," I answered "I was hoping she would be down here so that I could apologize. We just had a disagreement. Where is she?" "She left and went somewhere about an hour ago." Mom scolded me, "You just got home and you're arguing with your little sister. You know how much she missed you while you were gone. She talks about you all the time to everyone." This made me feel terrible. It was really hitting home just how badly I had acted. "I'll fix it Mama, I promise," I told her with the utmost sincerity. Mom continued, "You better. I don't want you two ruining Christmas." So I sat down and ate my cereal and started thinking. How could I make it up to her? What could I do as a gesture of kindness to get things back on track? Maybe if I bought her something really nice, something that was sentimental and personal, then she would come around. I had no idea what that would be. I knew that it couldn't be something totally over the top and something that others would question. I finished my breakfast, headed up stairs, took a shower, and got dressed. My mind was blank about what I would buy her. Getting into the car, I headed out to the mall. Women always love stuff that you buy at the mall. Once I got to the mall, I decided to go into Dillard's. The women in my family love that place. Something instinctively led me to the cosmetic area. After waiting patiently in line on the busy Christmas Eve, I talked to the lady at the counter. I told her that I was looking for something in the $100 dollar range. I wanted something that would be sentimental and personal as a gift for an 18 year-old woman. She asked me to describe Ashley's looks. I told her that she was Sandy Blonde, blue eyed, and had a medium complexion. She went over various combinations of items that would be in my price range. I ended up buying this Estee Lauder kit that had lipsticks, eyeliner, blush, mascara; Foundation, etc. It came with the purchase of this wonderful smelling fragrance called Cashmere Mist. The lady said, "Your girlfriend is going to love this stuff. You'll be getting some extra brownie points for this." She winked at me and packed my items in a nice gift bag. She even gave me some samples of colognes for Ash to try. I left the store and visited a few more shops before heading home. I was still a bit anxious, but I thought that this would definitely patch things up. When I arrived back at the house it was close to 2pm, I saw that Ashley's car was there. I snuck into the house quietly and headed upstairs with my purchases. After I had put the merchandise away, I headed downstairs to find Ash. My mother asked where I had been. I told her that I needed to buy a few more gifts before the stores closed. I asked her where Ashley was. "You going to go make up with her?" She asked sternly, "She's down in the basement getting things ready for tonight. You need to start getting ready too. Your grandparents will be here at 6:00 sharp." I slowly entered the basement and proceeded down the steps. I saw Ashley was wrapping some packages. I looked at her and she at me. She had a solemn expression on her face and I felt like a sad puppy dog looking at her. "I'm still mad at you," she volunteered. "I know and I am truly sorry," I responded. "I was totally wrong. There is no justification for the way I acted. I don't know why I did it. I don't want to make any meaningless excuses. I just want to tell you that I am sorry." Babydoll Ch. 05 "Well I still need some time," she said. "It really hurt the way that you treated me last night. I'm not some kind of whore. I love you. We shouldn't even have these kinds of feelings for each other. It's not right, but I can't help it. You do know that it is weird." I shook my head, "I know Ash, but I can't help it. What am I supposed to do? I love you more than anything in this world. It is weird. I do feel weird, but I haven't met anyone that compares to you." Looking at me, I think she was flattered and I think that she understood. At that moment, I felt like this might just be a mutual thing. There was a silly little smile that came across her face, as she looked at me. She seemed to be at a loss for what to do next. I stepped towards her and asked, "Will you come give me a hug?" She stood up and I embraced her fully. I gave her a kiss on her cheek and told her, "I just went out and bought you something. Will you come upstairs in 10 minutes and I'll give it to you." "Okay," she responded. So I went upstairs to my room and waited. I was excited about giving her this present. Finally after about 15 minutes I heard her coming up the steps. When I heard her enter her room I grabbed the gift bag and headed there. She was sitting on her bed, as I closed the door behind and entered. "Here you go Ash, I really hope you like this. I wanted to get you a little something extra. Plus I want you to know how sorry I am about last night." Ashley took the bag from me and smiled. When she opened the bag and looked inside, she had this look of stunned amazement on her face. She started bubbling and I could really tell that she was very happy. She effervescently spoke, "This is gorgeous. No it's beautiful. You know nothing makes me happier than new makeup. I mean there is everything I need here." She patted the bed, "Come sit down here." As I went and sat down, she leaned forward and hugged and kissed me fully on the lips. "Jimmy, I forgive you for last night. I understand that you were mad about me going out. I have to keep up appearances, you understand?" I felt obligated to say, "Yes, I understand, I told you that you needed to go on some dates. I just hate to think about anyone else being near you. I will try not to be so possessive." We both leaned forward longing to taste one another. One long, slow kiss began to melt into another. Our tongues slowly entwined wrapping around one another as we lustfully groped each other. We kept kissing for what seemed like forever. After a while I stopped, "I want to tell you something. I have something else that I want to give you. It's in my room." I went to my room in a full state of arousal and got the boxes with the lingerie that I had bought for her. I took them back to her room and handed them to her. She smiled and chuckled, "If I open all of these gifts, then what will I open tomorrow." I gave her a mischievous grin, "You won't want to open these in front of everybody anyway." She opened the first small box. It was the sheer black panty and bra set. She pulled it out and held it up by her fingers. Laughingly she said, "Not much to it is there." Looking at hers seriously, "I know. I hope you don't mind me buying it for you. I just think that it would look sexy on ya." She then opened up the medium sized box that contained the baby blue baby doll. She pulled it out and held it up. "God it's beautiful. I love the color." She leaned in and brushed my jaw line, then she gave me a kiss on the nape of my neck. I was really turned on just having her around me at this erotic moment. I was kissing her back, lost in the moment when she pulled back, "We better get downstairs and help mama get ready for tonight." A little frustrated, I responded, "OK." It was getting close to 3pm. We needed to have everything done by 5pm, so that we could take showers and be ready when the rest of the family showed up. On the way down the stairs, Mom was at the bottom of the staircase, I think she could see that we were happy, "Good you two made up. Now I need y'all to help me get this house cleaned up." Jan had to work at her retail job since it was the day before Christmas, she wouldn't be home until 7pm. Joe would be home at 5:30pm from his office job. So basically it was up to the three of us to get everything done. Basically we just needed to tidy the house up, help mom prepare some food, and set the dining room. So after a couple of hours vacuuming, dusting, organizing, and setting up the kitchen and dining room it was time to get ourselves cleaned up. I went upstairs and got ready to take a shower and put on some good clothes, since my grandparents were coming over. I took off most of my clothes heading to the bathroom for a shower. I walked down the hall in my boxers, to the bathroom, as Ashley came up the steps. I smiled as I looked into her beautiful blue eyes. Grabbing her by the hand, I pulled her into the bathroom with me. Lasciviously I groped and kissed her as I became instantly aroused. "Baby hop in the shower with me." Ash gave me a serious look, "Are you crazy? Mom is right down stairs. I've got to get out of here before we get caught." I looked at her and chuckled, "So no shower?" She shook her in disbelief, "No shower." Then she opened the door and quietly left as I lightly smacked her on her ass. I got the water very hot so that I could melt away in the shower. My plump woody slapped from side-to-side between my thighs. I lathered myself up and scrubbed myself down. I couldn't escape the thoughts of how I was not content. Jacking off wasn't going to cut it. I needed some pussy. I must have been in the shower for about 10 minutes, lost in my thoughts, when I heard a knock on the door. Was Ash coming back? I perked up. Then the voice came. It was my mom. She said, "Here are some towels," as I saw her head peaking around the bathroom door through the patterned glass of the shower door. Something crossed my mind. Was she checking me out? I shouted over the noise of the shower water running, "Thanks Mom, I'll be out in a minute." Thoughts of my mother had started dancing through my mind. Was she sending me subliminal messages? I was thinking about how hot she had been looking. She was definitely a MILF. Funny how a hot shower and a hard dick could make me think that I might just fuck her if the right circumstances ever arose. I turned off the shower, dried myself off, and wrapped the towel around my waist. Opening the door I started to my room. I then heard Ash open the door to her room and she stepped out wearing her robe. She looked and quietly chastised me, "See, she would have caught us." I grabbed her by the hand and pulled her to my room, which is adjacent to hers. I embraced her, telling her, "I just want a hug." As we hugged, I nimbly undid the sash of her robe and let my towel fall. Her front was completely exposed and my aroused cock was now slapping against her belly. I whispered in her ear, "I want to fuck you so bad right now. I can't stand it. I'm about ready to explode" Exasperatedly she reiterated, "I'm sorry, but we can't do this. Mom is going to catch us if you keep this up." She slowly pulled away and retied the sash of her robe. She opened the door and went on her way to take her separate shower. My frustration was killing me. My balls were aching from the constant state of arousal. I knew Ash wasn't meaning to tease me. I was being very aggressive and impatient in wanting sex with her. I knew she was right. We really couldn't do anything with Mom being around. It was now 5:30pm, time to get ready for our Christmas Eve dinner with the family. My cock felt heavy and plump as I slid on my boxers, loose jeans, and put on my t-shirt and sweater. There was no way that I could get my mind off of the pussy I hadn't had in 4 months. I had stowed away some weed for just this kind of occasion. I rolled a joint, put it in my pocket, and went downstairs. I told mom that I was going to go for a walk and went outside, walked through the woods, and lit it up. I sat down on an old stump and relaxed in the crisp winter air. It was just about sundown. I only took a few tokes, because I didn't want to get wasted. I sucked on a few Altoids and was ready to go back inside with a good buzz going. When I got back inside my grandparents had arrived. We did our customary hugging and went into the living room and talked while mom continued working on dinner. Ashley eventually came in and sat next to me on the couch. It was enveloped in the intoxication of sensations of having her next to me. Everyone else began to arrive and it truly seemed like a Rockwell scene. We had some appetizers while we awaited Jan's arrival at 7pm. When she got home, we would then move to the dining room and have our sit-down dinner. Joe asked me to come out to his car and help him with something. When we got out to his car he laughed, "You're grown up now. I've got some good apple brandy. Would you like some?" I was pleasantly surprised, "Sure." He took a drink and then handed me the mason jar and I took a good little swig. He responded, "Just don't let your mother know. She would kick my ass." I had a warm cozy feeling when we went back inside. It was really nice. Ashley looked so sexy in her tight burgundy corduroy jeans and cashmere sweater. My mom didn't look anywhere near 39 years old in her jeans and wool sweater. I felt surrounded by these two sexy women. It was all that I could do not to walk up and grind my cock into either one of them. Jan finally arrived at 7:15pm and we immediately went into the dining room for dinner. She had brought her boyfriend with her. It was the first time that I had ever met this guy. He seemed like an all right dude. All 9 of us sat cozily around the huge dining room table and enjoyed our wonderful Christmas Eve dinner. The tradition of our family is to get together on Christmas Eve and have a nice light meal of soup, shrimp, and sandwiches; then sit around and open the gifts from our grandparents and one present from the immediate family It used to tide us kids over, when we were younger, and keep us from getting up at 4 o'clock in the morning to open our presents. We've still carried on that tradition even though we are now grown. We were finished with dinner around 8pm and my buzz had started to wear off. I pulled Joe to the side and let him know that I could use another sip of the brandy. He gave me the keys to his car and I went outside and took another swig to get another kick going. I thought to myself, "Whew, this stuff sure is potent." When I eased my way back inside they were already ready to open some presents. We gathered around the living room in a circle. Ashley, being the youngest, divvied the gifts from and to our grandparents amongst us. My grandparents always go all out when it comes to Christmas presents. We all got a couple hundred dollars cash, clothes, knick-knacks, and other trinkets. They have always made sure that we had plentiful holidays. Once we were through opening the gifts from our grandparents, we each went up to the pile of gifts under the tree and picked one apiece. Ashley was the first to pick what she wanted and then Jan went next. I picked one from Ashley and I could see that Mom had picked the present from me that contained the necklace. Next, we took turns opening them. Ashley opened her small package, it was from Jan, and it turned out to be a bottle of perfume called "Heavenly" by Victoria Secret. She looked to be more than thrilled saying, "God I love this stuff. Thank You." She dabbed a little on her wrist and smelled it. Jan opened up her package next. It was a medium sized gift with white wrapping, silver trim, and a big gold bow on top of it. It turned out to be from Mama. When she opened it she was ecstatic. It was a cashmere ensemble consisting of a shirt, a white oxford shirt, and cashmere cardigan sweater. I'm not into clothes, but Jan and Ash really are. Jan ran over to mom and gave her a big hug. I could tell that mom was overly thrilled with how much Jan appreciated the gift. Next it was my turn and I opened my present from Ashley. It was a little bit larger than a medium sized elongated package and was wrapped in nice Santa paper. I opened it and it turned out to be a telescope. I had always wanted one. This wasn't just any telescope it was a nice Bushnell refractor telescope with a tripod. Ashley knew right away that I really liked this gift. She was beaming as I leaned over and gave her a hug thanking her. She asked me, "Will you let me tag along when you use that thing?." I retorted, "You can go with me any time you want. I'll have to figure the thing out first. I'm sure we'll have to go somewhere where there isn't a lot of light." She looked at me when no one is paying attention. You know, one of those moments when people are talking after someone has opened a gift. She gave me a sexy smile and winked at me. Mom was the last one to open her present. She seemed to be anticipating what it could be. She was all excited saying, "Hmmm...I wonder what this could be." My mother opened the jewel box and gawked at the amethyst earrings and necklace. She seemed to be so overcome with joy seeing them. She came over and hugged me and kissed me on the cheek letting me know, "Jimmy these are just so gorgeous. You really outdid yourself." I smiled and responded, "Anything for you Mama. You have been a wonderful mother and I want you to let you know that." We had finished opening our presents for the night and it was 10pm. My grandparents were all ready to go home. Joe and I helped carry their stuff out to their cars. We said our good nights and they headed home for the evening. They would be back at 2pm tomorrow for the big Christmas feast. Joe and I went to his car and took a couple more swigs of the Apple Brandy. I let him go on back inside, letting him know that I needed to get something out of my car. I went to my car, lit up my joint, and took a couple more tokes. It was pretty much gone now and I was feeling nice and cozy when I went back inside. No one was downstairs so I went to the kitchen and got a coke to take to my room. I then headed upstairs to my room. Entering, I turned on my stereo softly to listen to some music. I felt a little chill as I took off my clothes and changed into my lounge pants and t-shirt. After I had changed into my sleeping clothes, I heard a light rapping on my door. My mother opened the door and stepped inside. Entering my room she let me know, "Honey, I just came up here to say good night and Merry Christmas." God she looked good. She was wearing a pink silk chemise that went about halfway to her knees. She walked up and gestured that she wanted a hug. I went up to her and she embraced me. She was absolutely intoxicating as we wrapped our arms around one another. She wasn't wearing a bra and her cushiony breasts pressed into my chest as she held me tight and whispered Merry Christmas in my ear. I could feel a sense of stimulation and I knew she had to feel my woody firming up as it pressed into her soft tummy. She brushed the hair back from my forehead and gave me a soft kiss on the cheek. Pulling back she said, "It's amazing how my little man has grown up to be so handsome. You remind me so much of your father at your age." She paused for a second rubbing my back, staring into my eyes, while still embracing me, "Well, I'm going to head to bed and I will see you in the morning." All I could muster was, "Goodnight Mom," as she pulled away. Man I don't think she knew how much she had my mind swirling. I had the blue balls from hell. My pole had been up and down all day long with no relief. I just resigned myself to the fact that I wasn't going to get any relief. I was disappointed in how the last couple days had gone with Ash. I had thought that I would come home and we would find a way to hook up, come hell or high water. I really didn't feel like jacking off, so I just went and laid on the bed and covered up with my quilt. I just couldn't get my mind off of my cock. It was getting close to 11pm. I was just nodding off, when I heard a light knocking on the door. The door opened and in stepped Ashley. Her sandy blonde hair was straightened like silk and it looked like she had touched up her make-up. She looked a little nervous and I noticed that she was carrying a little pouch. She stammered a little smiling, "I hope you don't mind me barging in." I answered back, "You know you can come in anytime you want. You look very nice. Are you getting ready for bed?" She smiled and then came and sat next to me on my bed. "Everyone has gone to bed. I just wanted to come let you know why I've been acting a little strange. I'm having my period. It started a couple days ago. I'm not trying to ignore you or anything." I looked at her seriously, "To be honest, I knew that something was up. You know, a period is no big deal." She came forward to my face, "I know, but I knew you would be disappointed. I know that I am. We can't fuck. I just don't feel comfortable fucking on my period." She then got up and went to my door and locked it. "I'm ready to give you your other present." With that, she stood up and untied the sash of her robe and shrugged, letting it fall behind her. There she stood once again in all of her magnificence. She was wearing the leopard thong and black tube top once again. She seemed to be a little thicker than usual, but that made he even more enticing. She sauntered up to the bed, lifted the covers, and laid down beside me. We looked into one another's eyes and then she moved forward as our bodies enveloped one another. She kissed me and our tongues found one another as they danced in unison. She smelled and felt wonderful in the dim light of my bedroom. "You remember this don't you?" she chuckled. "Well I'm ready to give you your Christmas present. Now sit up," she insisted. She then pushed back the covers and went about arranging the six pillows against the headboard of my bed. Then she demanded, "Now just lay back and relax." I was perfectly reclined as she rose to her knees and began rolling down her tube top. Her breasts and pink aureoles looked swollen and succulent. She murmured, "Hmmm, hmmmm, my breasts feel so sensitive right now, " as she lifted and fondled her bulging globes. I was so tantalized, "Your so beautiful. I want to fuck you so bad. Why don't we just go ahead and fuck?" As she continued to rub up and down her body, "Hmmm, hmmm, ohhhh, wiiih, you bad boy. We can't. Maybe I'll just get myself off and you can watch." After a few more seconds of concentrating on herself, she reached down letting her hand drift back and forth over the bulging front of my lounge pants. She put her arms to either side of me and moved up, face-to-face and teased me." You love my big tits don't you Jimmy? Don't you?...Oh god they are so sensitive right now." She gave me a full kiss and motioned for me to rise up so that my shirt could be removed. Once removed, she had me lay back down again. Next, she slid her pendulous breasts down my chest. When she had lowered herself to my waist, she grabbed the sides of my lounge pants and began tugging them down. I raised my hips to allow her to more easily shed me of the confinement. My freely engorged organ plopped against my trim belly. Ashley then reached for the bag that she had earlier placed on my nightstand. I asked, "What is it?" "It's one of your Christmas Presents," she responded as she smiled. It appeared to be some form of oil. She removed the top from the bottle and generously poured it into her hands. Next, she rubbed her hands together and then began applying it to the insides of my thighs. Caressing my thighs caused my already firm manhood to immediately stiffen to full attention. There was a smell of cherry wafting through the thick air. Babydoll Ch. 05 She wrapped her perfectly manicured fingers around my erection and started to pump it. I was shaking from the sensations. Her lubricated hands were as soft as pussy. Ashley always took care of her hands and she has never had to do anything that would make her hands rough. I began to thrust back and forth into her wonderfully soft mitt. I let her know, "Shit. This feels incredible, you are so fucking wonderful." Ash was grinning at me in the soft light. She then looked down and gave full concentration to my phallus. I was so hard that the veins were bulging with each stroke and precum began oozing from the head. She really seemed to enjoy the control that she had over me. She spoke so lovely in a soft tone, "I love the feel of your cock, so thick and warm. It has a heartbeat of it's own." She started changing the rhythm over the whole staff, making sure she rubbed the underside of it. She slowly slid up to my chest and leaned over me. She kissed my chest as she rubbed her beautiful juggs all over my love tool. My cock rode high and hard through the valley of her slick swollen breasts. Up and down she went as her breathing became more irregular. I loved looking in her eyes as I was propped up on my pillows watching her slide back and forth. She hummed and hawed as she glided back down and took my member in her hand once again. Then she did her thing and took my stiffness into her mouth. Oh my god, the memories flowed back as her velvety tongue wrapped around the main vein and milked it. She took me so deep that the head of my cock was floating against the back of her throat. There was no way I could last long with this friction. It had been so long. My hips started moving faster and faster as I rose from the bed. "Unnngh, UnnnnH, Ohhh..." fucking her throat. I met her with each stoke and thrust. I was close and she knew it. She gagged a little and pulled her mouth back, massaging my corona with the roof of her mouth and the frenulum with her tongue. "Mmmm, mm-hmm, mmm-hmm." She once again took her right hand and started pumping the shaft, but this time she massaged my scrotum with her left.. It was the most incredible sensation. Her mouth was warm and wet and her tongue knew what to do. I totally lost it, I wanted to scream, but I knew I couldn't. "Yes, shit, yes, fuck!" I murmured. I couldn't control it anymore. My feet started twitching and my thighs began spasming. A second later, my cock lurched forward as the cum exploded out of me. Ash was humming like a champ as she sucked and pumped her hand faster. She milked shot after shot of my love juice into her mouth. She sucked and swallowed not seeming to lose a drop of it. And then it was over. Ash laid on her side, with her right elbow resting on the bed, staring at me with a lustful grin as a little of the pearl liquid dribbled down her chin. She continued to fondle my flaccid genitals with her left hand. It was everything that I could do to catch my breath, but I could not help but smile. Ashley had made this a wonderful night. I was totally spent. After holding back for so long, the intense release was overwhelming. "Baby come up here and cuddle with me," I asked. She moved along side me and I pulled the covers over us and spread out the pillows at the head of the bed. We spooned together as I wrapped my arms around her torso. The only thing separating our two naked bodies was the string of her leopard skin thong. God she felt so good. I whispered in her ear, "I want to satisfy you. I want you so bad." She tilted her head and said, "Not tonight Jimmy, not tonight. Just hold me." We settled down and snuggled together. I don't know when I fell asleep, but when I awoke at 4am she was gone. I was disappointed, but I understood. Everyone would be awake for Christmas morning in a few hours and it wouldn't be a good day if we were caught in bed together naked. I could not stand the anticipation. I knew that we would be together all the way. It was a matter of timing. I loved her and I could not wait to be joined together with her full consent. I needed to fuck her so bad. To be continued... Babydoll Ch. 06 Chapter 06 – New Year's Eve This one was actually written before the last one. It was much easier to write than the last one. Once again, I appreciate the comments and feedback of the Babydoll series. The encouragement has far and away outweighed any criticism that I have received. Any likenesses or similarities are purely coincidental. Please read the previous chapters, if you haven't. This is a taboo topic, so I know that it is offensive to many people. The material is erotic to me because it is forbidden in society. In no way do I condone such activity. This is purely fantasy. Hope you enjoy the fantasy. Any feedback will be kindly appreciated. * Christmas had come and gone. The family was all round for the holidays. There was hardly any time spent alone. There were always 4 or 5 people in the house. The only one of us working the week following Christmas was Jan. Sure it was fun, but I was beginning to wonder whether I'd ever get any time alone with Ash before going back to college. I was going back on the 4th of January. The week was flying by and the relief that I received on Christmas Eve was now wearing off. Although my concentration was still focused on Ashley, my mother was still catching my eye. Something about her was certainly peaking my curiosity. There was certainly something new about her aura. Mama seemed to be more caring, more loving, and more nurturing towards me. She was giving me hugs and kisses and certainly seemed to be around more frequently. More than once she complimented me on my maturity and told me how much I reminded her of my father. It certainly made me curious about what she was thinking... It was New Year's Eve and we were throwing a party at our house for friends and family. Since we had the nicest house amongst the general population that we associated with, it always seemed we were the one's that threw the big bashes around the holidays. This year was to be no exception. We all pitched in to make the house perfect for the occasion. I had been woken to assume my usual chores of outside house duties. The good thing is that it was winter so there was no grass to mow, but windows needed to be cleaned, cars had to be washed, and the landscaping needed to be detailed. This was easy work for this time of the year. Mom had me up by 9am and I was done by 1pm. Ashley, Jan, and Mom, on the other hand, were vacuuming, dusting, and detailing all three stories of the house up until 2pm. The inside and outside of the house were immaculate by the time we were finished. My stepfather put in his usual 9 to 5 day, so he was absolved of any household duties that day. He would stop by the liquor store on the way home and pick up some extra booze for the festivities. His only responsibility would be to play bartender in the evening when everyone arrived. He loved to show off his ability to make the most exquisite cocktails. After finishing my chores, the only cocktail that I was thinking of was getting my cock in Ashley's tail. Remembering the blowjob she had delivered for my Christmas present on Christmas Eve, I realized that our affair was building to a crescendo. During the little time that we had alone together after Christmas, Ash teasingly hinted that tonight could be the night that I would get the full attention that I been longing for. It would only be a few days until I would be heading back to college and I would have to make the most of the time that I had left with her. I was hoping that sometime during the upcoming semester that I could get her to pay me a visit. I don't know if Mom would go for that, but that is the future and this is now. Jan had disappeared. She told Mom that she was going to see her boyfriend and she wouldn't be back for a few hours. So for the next few hours there would only be Ashley, Mama, and myself in the house. I knew that with mom concentrating on the party that Ash and I could spend some quality time together, if you get my drift. Mom was starting the final preparations for the party. She still had to make sure all the booze, brews, and munchies were set up. There were going to be a lot of people that night. Although it was a "bring your own beer and food" type of party, you still have to make sure you have a bunch of stuff to throw a successful party. While all the girls were working downstairs, I had been up in my room listening to music and looking at some of my old Playboy's. The girls in the magazine looked so hot in their typical poses, but I couldn't help but pull out the May 2000 edition. She was the one Playmate in particular that always stood out and caught my eye. At 18, Ashley was looking very much like Shannon did in her portfolio. Shannon was 22 in 2000, 5"6" tall, 34-24-36. I could see that Ash's body had filled into the look of this one particular Playmate. Ash was a little taller, but they looked identical – body wise – in the photos. I covered the face and looked at the picture of Shannon standing in her red panties with her arms stretched out looking in a mirror. The perfect breasts, the flared hips, the smooth complexion, and wavy blonde hair all had an eerie resemblance to my lovely sister. My once flaccid member started growing thinking about the comparison. My beautiful sister was Playboy Playmate material. I just laid back and enjoyed the stimulating feeling of knowing that my sexual partner was a goddess. Heck, at that moment it didn't bother me that it had been so long since we had last hooked up. I had felt her body against mine and we both had climaxed many times. Even if we hadn't coupled since July, we still had done things that had fulfilled most of my desires. I was hard as a rock, but I didn't want to play with myself. I wanted my honey. I kept hoping that Ash would come around. I needed her. I was getting antsy waiting for her. What was she doing? Where was she? I kept the door to my room open so that I would know when Ash was coming. I tried relaxing listening to the stereo. Some good old Rock and Roll on the radio only intensified the feelings more. Listening to Led Zeppelin's "Whole Lotta Love" only gave me even more lustful thoughts. Finally I heard Ash coming up the stairs, going to her room. I stepped outside my door and saw her looking so hot with her hair tied up in pigtails, wearing a navy blue long sleeved t-shirt and faded blue denim skirt. I pulled her into my room, "Hey come here, I'm bored." Ash – "OK." I was going crazy inside, but I tried to stay cool. Once we had gotten into my room, I shut the door. I didn't want anyone to be happening by and peering inside. I hugged Ashley closely and softly pecked her lips. Ashley saw my Playboy's lying on the floor of my room. She sat down and started looking at them. After studying a few of the models in the pictorials she commented, "I've always thought this magazine is so classy. Look at these girls they are so beautiful." I knelt down behind her and massaged her shoulders, "Hey they are pretty, but you're just as pretty as them." Ashley gave me a dubious glare, "You're just saying that. These girls are perfect. I'm not." "They have flaws Ashley, nobody is perfect," I seriously retorted. "You know they airbrush the hell out of those pictures. I don't see any flaws in you. You have a perfect complexion, your body is amazing, and you carry yourself like a lady." "You really think so?" She questioned. "Hell yeah Ash. Let me show you this." I then proceeded to pull out the portfolio of Shannon. "Look at her. You know what I see in her?" "What, What do you see?" she anxiously asked. "I see you Ash." Then I covered the face of Shannon in the picture. "Can't you see it?" I picked up the magazine and walked toward the mirror. "Come here." I helped her up by the hand and we walked over to the mirror and looked in it, "Look at yourself." Ashley -- "I don't know Jim." "God girl, it's like looking in a mirror to me. I'll show you." Then I walked over and locked the door to my room. Proceeding back over to Ashley's spot in front of the mirror, I slowly started lifting her shirt. "Jimmy, what are you doing? Mama is right downstairs." I moved my lips to her ear and whispered, "She's busy getting ready for tonight." Coaxing her arms up I slowly removed the tight blue t-shirt she had on. We were both looking at her in her white lacy bra, I gently lifted her bra-covered breasts and let them fall "You see, look at your breasts so nice and soft and round and luscious. I think we need to get you into Playboy." She giggled like a school girl "Ohh, Jimmy. Your so silly." I slowly started unclasping her bra to set free her wondrous orbs, so that I could hold them in my hands. I began fondling and tweaking her nipples as they started to grow in my hands. I slowly sucked on the nape of her neck as I ground my cock into her backside. Raising my mouth to her ears, I blew into her ear, "God you turn me on Baby. I want you. Let me taste your pussy." Ashley – "I dunno. Remember....Mom." Jimmy – "I promise. It'll be alright." Without her saying a word, I raised her denim skirt and placed my thumbs in the sides of her skimpy blue polka dot cotton panties and slowly slid them down as I started kissing her back all the way down to her fine ass. I took her hand and lead her to the bed, "Relax baby, big brother's gonna make you feel good." Sitting on the bed, she grabbed my pillows and reclined back exposing her flower. She was completely exposed to me except for the denim skirt. She started to take it off but I coaxed her, "Leave it on. You look so hot and sexy in it." I slid it a little further up her waist exposing the neat Auburn tuft lightly covering her mons. Spreading her legs with my hands I pushed against the middle of her thighs and dove in with unabashed exuberance. There was already a fine dew emanating from her silky loins that excited my hormones even more. Ashley knew what was coming. She wriggled her ass against the sheets in anticipation of the upcoming onslaught. The dewy pink folds of her beautiful pussy began opening as I first ran my tongue along them. I gently spread her labia with my tongue and rested my nose against her pubic bone. I slowly started tongue fucking her entrance like a slow French kiss. As I pulled back I could see that her clit was no longer concealed. I slowly lowered my mouth and flicked her clit with the tip of my tongue sending her body into a writhing shiver. I looked to her eyes, but they were closed as though she was struggling with consciousness. I whispered to her, "I know you love it baby and I love doing it for you." I then gave her a surprise as I spread her ass cheeks and licked her asshole. She started giggling, "What are you doing, You're licking my ass?" "You better get used to this sugar, does it feel good?" Then I started lapping the whole area. She nervously giggled, "Yah, but that's dirty." "It's all dirty baby, It's all dirty," as I went back to work. Ashley was really starting to get into it as she inhaled deeply and became serious about her impending orgasmic fate. Then I started tonguing her ass again and she boisterously laughed as she arched her back in pleasure. She smiled at me, "Jimmy stop licking my ass." I stopped and looked at her with an inquisitive smirk, "You really don't like that?" "It's Just different. It feels really strange." "OK," In what I hoped to be the final assault I started back with a schloppy French kiss and tongue penetration of her pussy. I looked at Ash as she got a really stern look on her face. She started yammering incoherently. "Ya , Ya , ya,. fuuuuck , um, um, Uhhhhmmm. Oh my God." Jimmy -- "Is that good, Is that good baby." Ash – "Yeah, Yeah, Yeh, Fuck yeh." Then she started cumming hard. She grabbed a hold of my head with her legs like a vice. As she started to slowly come down I pulled back and licked my finger. I barely inserted it into her ass and went back to her clit. I thought she was going to have a heart attack as she lost it, " No, no, no, oh God, Oh Godddd!!!" She was having an orgasmic seizure that looked like a cowgirl bucking a bronco. Her pussy was spurting juice like a freakin' waterfall. I knew my job was done as I slowly slid my tongue back up to the top and kissed her softly on the lips. Then I hugged her and started cuddling with her. We were both sweating profusely even on this cool winter's day. Jimmy – "I hope that ending didn't bother you. I just felt like pushing a new button." Ash – "You know my buttons. You sure know my buttons." We cuddled for a few more minutes silently as I gently continued softly pecking her neck. Smelling her essence was so intoxicating. I could have laid like that all day. Breaking the complacency she turned around to face me. Speaking softly she gently whispered, "I love you so much, I wish you didn't have to go back to school." Jimmy – "You can come visit me." Ashley almost with a tear in her eye, "Yeah, if mom will let me. You know that's a 300 mile drive and she will worry to death." Jimmy – "Well let's enjoy this while we can." Then we met each others longing lips as the erotica once again started to flow. Ashley pulled back and started pushing my boxers down freeing my aching swollen member. I was so turned on that my rigid member was almost blue in nature. Ashley started to move down the bed, but I stopped her. I pleaded shaking my head, "That isn't what I want. I need your pussy. Please, I want to feel you. I want to be all of you. One." "You have been good to me, you are my love." With a voluntary affirmation, "You know what. I'm tired of this little girl bullshit. I'm a woman. Yes, I'm ready. I want it too. I want you to make love to me James. I want you." With a grin from ear to ear, " Well then, Let's get busy. "Why don't you be on top?" I sat back against the headboard free as a bird. She got on her knees and proceeded to straddle me. I was holding her close as she lowered herself and surrounded my pulsing cock with her warm ooey gooeyness. I whispered in her ear. "Hey diddy diddy put your kitty in the middle, let it swing like it didn't care." I French kissed her and then proceeded to lower myself and lie back as she started raising and lowering herself on my rigid mast. The feeling was better than the first time because I didn't have to take it. She wanted my cock as much as I wanted to feel the velvety walls of her pussy. She lowered her chest against mine. We were doing the naked lambada while her love muscles were milking my engorged tool. I knew that I couldn't last very long. Ashley – "Ah, Ah, ah. So good, so good." I had my head in the nape of her neck lightly biting, licking, sucking the flavor from her body, and drooling with lust. Ashley was finding a rhythm. Her vulva dragged along my length from base to cap. The friction was exquisite. We were one organism at that moment in time. "Oh god Baby, Do it Babydoll, ride it baby, riiidddde itttt!!!," I moaned in her ear. Just then our mother was calling from the bottom of the steps, "ASHLEY!!!" Ashley ripped her juiciness from my cock's clutches like a scalded cat. She frantically pulled down her shirt, grabbed her bra and shirt, and hurriedly got them on in seconds. She gently opened the door to my room and yelled, "Yeah Mama." Mom – "I'm gonna need your help with some of this food. I'm running out of time. There are gonna be people here at 7:00." Ashley - "OK, I'll be down in just a second." Looking back at me, "Woo, that was close." "I guess we'll have to finish this later." Taking her hand I slowly placed it on my stiff rod, "I'm always hard for you baby." Ashley smiled, "We can finish this later. I better go get cleaned up or she'll smell the the sex." My balls were going to ache because I wasn't going to go jack off. I was going to save this load for her. She was right. You could smell the love we were making in the air. I loved that aroma. I headed for the shower. My swollen 7 inches swung and swayed like my libido. I couldn't help noticing the pussy juice gleamed and glistened as I gave the rod a few strokes. Holding my hand up to my nose I could smell our sex. Stepping in the shower all I could think of was how wonderful this night was going to be. Babydoll Ch. 07 Chapter 07 -- Happy New Year This is the direct continuation of the last chapter. I promise that the next one is following very shortly. Once again, I appreciate the comments and feedback of the Babydoll series. The encouragement has far and away outweighed any criticism that I have received. Any likenesses or similarities are purely coincidental. Please read the previous chapters, if you haven't. This is a taboo topic, so I know that it is offensive to many people. The material is erotic to me because it is forbidden in society. In no way do I condone such activity. This is purely fantasy. Hope you enjoy the fantasy. Any feedback will be kindly appreciated. * I enjoyed the shower. I lathered up and pampered my plump rod getting him ready for the big show tonight. It was the first time in my life that I knew I was going to be getting some pussy at the end of the night. My libido was roaring in anticipation. It was such a natural high. Getting out of the shower, I dried myself off and wrapped the big soft towel around my waist. My cock was so hard, thinking about what had just occurred, that I could hang the towel on it. I was having fun flexing my boner with the towel. He was definitely ready to launch. I put on a nice pair of faded Levi's (without any underwear), a t-shirt, and a sweater. My genitalia felt super-sensitive, but not bound in this new confinement. Euphoria had set in to the thoughts of my sexual enlightenment. I felt free in every sense. I grabbed the telescope that Ash had bought me for Christmas. I was going to set it up in the back yard. It was going to be a clear crisp night and that would be perfect for gazing at the stars. It would also help me get Ash alone later that night. I also rolled a doobie before heading downstairs so that I could make another trek through the woods. There's something about firing one up on a special occasion that really gets me excited. I was ready to enjoy a good buzz. On the way downstairs I met up with mom. She looked as if she was finally finished with the night's preparations. She asked, "Hey Honey. You ready for tonight?" I smiled, "I am. You've sure outdone yourself getting everything ready. I hope you are finished. You need to relax." She responded, "Yes, I'm going to go take a long bath and get dressed. Where are you going? You know people are going to start arriving at 7pm." I let her know, "I'm just going outside to set up the telescope. I just want to get outside for a little while. It's nice out there." With that, she headed upstairs to her bath and I headed outside. I didn't see Ash. I figured that she must have already gone upstairs to get ready. It was nice outside. The sky was crystal blue and it was about 60 degrees. Everything about this day seemed perfect. I found what I thought would be the perfect place to set up the tripod. I sat the telescope up outside near the pool. The area had a great open view of the sky. There wouldn't be a lot of privacy there, but I didn't care. After I finished setting up the telescope, I took another walk out to the familiar wooded area. I found my favorite old stump and had a seat on it. I relaxed and enjoyed the warm winter day. The shadows were getting long in the late afternoon as I lit up the joint. I smoked about half of it, sitting back lost in thought, and meditated in my surroundings. I was thinking about the past, the present, and the future. I did my ritual of sucking on a few Altoids and was ready to go back inside with a first-class buzz going. I went back inside and started up the steps to my room. At the top of the steps on her way down was my mother in her terry cloth robe. She was happy to see me saying, "Good dear. Since you are down there, will you do me a favor and go get me a glass of wine and bring it up to me." "Sure Mom." I went to the kitchen and opened the fridge. Knowing that Mom preferred white wine, I grabbed the bottle of chardonnay and poured her a nice sized glass. Then I started on my way back up to her room. I knocked on the door and she told me to come on in. Mom was sitting in front of her vanity table applying the final touches to her make-up. She looked gorgeous with her back to me, looking at me in the mirror. She rotated around on her stool and reached out to me for her wine. I got a good look at her cleavage appearing from her loosening robe. "Thank You Darling. I was headed down to get this when you started up the steps....Are you excited about tonight. There will be a lot of people here." My buzz had me focusing a bit too much on the dazzling beauty before me, but I finally realized the words, "Yeah, it's going to be great. I always look forward to these parties." She got up and walked to her closet. "Oh, I don't know what to wear." She grabbed like three outfits and brought them back and threw them on her bed. Mom obviously needed some more time to get ready. "Well Mom, If that's all you needed, I'm gonna go watch some TV." I turned and was almost out the door when she called, "Jim." Upon turning around, I caught the site of a goddess. Mom's sash to her robe was open and I saw her in her full glory. She looked stunning. Her double D's only had the perfect sag of a mature woman with silver dollar aureoles, the belly pooched artfully around her navel, and she had the tiniest beautiful landing strip of hair above her pussy. In that split second, she caught me gazing at her and pulled her robe back closed and retied the sash. "Oops," she blushed. She then said, "If you are going to have a few drinks tonight, that's fine, but don't drink too much." All I could muster in response was, "okay." She then walked up to me and asked, "Can I have a hug?" She opened her arms and embraced me fully. Only I knew that there were two thin pieces of material separating my cock from her pussy and my cock was becoming more stimulated by the second. I knew that she could feel my arousal. Her headlights felt firm against my chest, but she said nothing as she kissed me on the cheek and told me, "Have fun tonight." She had me all stirred up and I was so excited that my breathing became irregular. I left her room and went back to mine so that I could calm down. I took a catnap trying to just relax before the long night began. Between Mom and Ash, I could not imagine any women being hotter. I don't know how to explain it, but seeing Mom naked almost scared me. It made me anxious to have this much of a sexual attraction towards her. I felt I was being drawn in by her female charms, but there was no way that I ever wanted to act on it. It was nearly 6:30pm when I had regained my composure. The people would start arriving in an hour. I went downstairs just to see what was going on. My grandparents had already arrived. I took their coats and hung them on the rack. Joe was getting ready for people to arrive by setting up the bar. I didn't see anyone else at the time. The main gathering place would be in the great room in the basement of the house. I escorted my grandparents downstairs. We just sat around and made small talk about when I was going back to school and what I would be up to that semester. A few others began arriving, Joe and I took turns putting up their coats. It wasn't going to be long before the party would start cranking up. Finally at around 7pm, my favorite girls came down. They were a sight to behold. Ash was wearing this gorgeous plaid European-style button up tunic dress, with a white top underneath, and what looked to be beige stockings. My mother was wearing frilly pirate blouse, which accentuated her cleavage, and a knee length black skirt. They both looked smashing. I could tell that they had put tremendous effort into their appearance. Mom had her hair fluffy with the bangs hanging down and the ends wispy. It was parted slightly to the side. This perfectly accentuated her cheekbones. In the low light of the room she in no way looked to be 40 years old. She looked to be a mature late 20's to 30ish. Ashley looked so cute in her dress. It looked like a schoolgirl outfit. Her hair was done up in a wavy style, parted towards the middle, with her golden bangs hanging sexily down. She had her make-up done to perfection. What I truly loved seeing was that she was wearing the African beaded necklace that I had bought her for Christmas. She was walking around mingling with everyone and it was hard not to ogle her. She had grown into a full-fledged woman in the past ten months. She and my mother looked a lot more like sisters than mother and daughter. Her body had filled out to perfect proportions. I had also grown since this had all began. I was now 5'11" and 175 pounds. Being away at school and working out had thickened my body, but I still had an athletic tone. I felt like I was a man, but I knew I still had a lot to learn about life. The house was beginning to fill up. By 7:30 there were 30-plus people. We had music going and it was getting quite loud. Most of the people were either people from my parent's jobs, from the neighborhood, or long time friends of the family. Everyone was talking and catching up on what they had done for the holidays. There were people everywhere. They were inside and outside of the house. I had set up tiki torches around the pool during the day. There were people upstairs, in the great room, and on the middle floor in the den. We were expecting over 50 people, so it would be a really nice party. I tried to be as sociable as possible and attend to peoples' needs. I'd go hang coats up as guests arrived, then go get drinks for people, and make sure that the snacks stayed full. If Joe needed more booze, then I'd go upstairs and get it. I was running around pretty good, but I was enjoying it. There is something great about hosting a party that I have always enjoyed. It's like showing off what you've got. After making one of the customary trips to restock the party materials, I saw Mom in front of the stereo in the open space that had been set up as a makeshift area for people to dance. She tinkered with the selection until she seemed to be satisfied. Once she was through, she turned around. She spotted me and began to approach. "Come on! Let's dance!..." Mom said as she grinned from ear to ear. Then she put her hands together in front of her and began to move and shake her hips and shoulders in time with the music. Mom looked like one of those ultra sexy go-go girls from the sixties. She raised her hands and snapped her fingers in time with the tune. I tried not to look too awkward, as I moved while trying not to be fixated on her. I was spellbound for a moment. Mom looked so sexy in her saucy ensemble. Next, a slow song came on and Mom moved up to dance to the slow number. As we danced I could feel the undulations of our bodies moving in unison. The soft linen shirt accentuated the suppleness of her large breasts, while the frilly black skirt highlighted the curvature of her waist. I was beginning to feel that familiar stirring in my loin. As my cock began to rise, I tried to pull away, but Mom wouldn't let me go. I know she had to feel the mass swelling between us. My rigid pole stirring against her soft belly, as we swayed, gave the coziness of a soft dry fuck. She gave me a telling look into my eyes as her lips parsed, "New Year's is such a special time. Like they say, out with the old and in with the new." I was so nervous that I could hardly speak. I felt apprehensive about this situation. Much more of this and I was going to shoot a load. I knew I had to get away. I stammered, "Yeah Mom, I know what you mean. I think I'm going to go get some air if that's alright with you." As I pulled away Mom had a slightly bemused look on her face as she smiled and nodded, "Okay." I grabbed my jacket and made my way outside. It was a good thing. The cool, crisp air was as good as a cold shower. My mind was swirling. I couldn't let go of the fact that it seemed unmistakable that my mother had been coming on to me. First, I had seen her naked and then I felt her soft mature body wrapped against me. I was like the guy with the devil and the angel on his shoulder. The bad side was saying that I would definitely fuck the shit out of her. The other side said that she was my mother and my life was already complicated enough with the way things were going. The party had cranked up inside and so there was no one outside. I fired up a joint and took a few tokes to go along with my Coke and Rum. I had a pretty good buzz going when Ash came walking up. "Let's go check out that telescope," she motioned. She was wearing a beautiful plaid winter coat that had a faux fur collar. She had a way of making me concentrate fully on her. I followed her, as she walked over and peered through the scope. She seemed in awe as she said, "It sure is a beautiful night." Looking at the form of her bent over I retorted, "It sure is." Ash straightened up and looked at me with a light-hearted smile, "I saw you and Mom. Should I be jealous?" I answered her with false incredulity, "What are you talking about?" She snickered, "I saw you dancing with her. You both looked pretty serious and I could see you were taking in an eyeful." "What?" I questioned. "Whatever," she laughed, "I think she looks hot tonight. I can't blame you." (Jimmy) -- "How much have you had to drink?" She gave me a "Who Me?" look. "Not Much. Only enough to keep warm." In my mind I wanted some privacy. "Let's go for a walk." I motioned and she followed me out the gate of the fence and into the woods under the starlit sky. Once we had gotten to my favorite little open area of the woods, I caressed her jaw line and leaned in to kiss her. I tasted her lips completely as she met me with unabandoned devotion. The passionate kisses lingered as we consummated our need for one another. Pulling back I inquired, "Ash, you ever smoked any pot?" "No," she said with a firm affirmation I pulled my cigarette holder out that contained my rolled joints, "Would you mind if I smoke a little. I don't smoke a lot, but I'd like to catch a little buzz." She tilted her head grinning, "Sure Jimmy. Go ahead." I pulled out a joint and fired it up letting the potent smoke fill my lungs. It wouldn't take long for its effects to take hold on me. I asked Ash, "Would you like to try a little?" "I dunno. I've never tried it before. I'm scared to," she said with a hesitant tone. I held it out to her, "It's alright. It's just a different kind of buzz. It's not like drinking. It won't hurt you, I promise." Apprehensively she took the joint and took a little draw off of it and almost immediately started to cough. (Jimmy) -- "Just relax when you smoke it baby and hold it in for a few seconds." She took another puff off of it and held it in very briefly before quickly releasing it. I knew her fresh lungs couldn't handle a lot, but I knew that she would catch a buzz off of it. She held it back out to me, so I took it from her and took another puff. My buzz was starting to settle in, which enhanced the feelings that I was having. I was feeling warm and fuzzy inside. The feelings of euphoria were overcoming my very existence. I couldn't help, but smile at the wonderment of this evening. I held the joint back out to Ash, but she shook her head no. This was some good shit that we were smoking and I really didn't want to get mind-blasted anyway, so I put it out and put the half that was left back into the cigarette case. After tucking the cigarette case into my pocket, I moved in face-to face with my lovely younger sibling and kissed her lips fully. Embracing her young firm body, I nuzzled my way to her ear and whispered, "We're gonna fuck tonight baby." She shuddered against me as I hugged her close and stroked her lower back down the soft globes of her ass. The anticipation of what was going to happen was overcoming her. Her full, unadulterated womanhood would be fulfilled this evening. We stood for a few more minutes wrapped together in a wonderfully sensuous package. The feeling of her soft loveliness against me had my arousal once again peaking. I could feel the swell of her full bosom against me and I knew that she could feel my hardness etching itself into her womb. Ash still hadn't said a word and there weren't really any words to be spoken. I grabbed her hand, "Honey let's go back inside. It's a bit nippy out here." As we prepared to enter the fence to the backyard, I reached into the pocket of my coat and pulled out some cinnamon Altoids, "Here take a couple of these. That way no one will smell the smoke on your breath." Needing to know I asked, "Ash, are you alright? You aren't too high are you." "No, Jim. I'm fine. I feel different, but it's a good kind of different." Then she let out a little giggle and proceeded inside the gate as I followed her. As we re-entered the pool area and walked towards the downstairs entrance, we had to mingle and make small talk with a few of the partygoers. Ashley was clinging by my side as I made small talk with the group. She only talked when she was addressed. Once we had run out of conversation we re-entered the house where most of the guests were. The party was roaring, now that it was growing past nine o'clock. Joe asked me where I had been and I told him that I had just gone out to get some air. He asked me to go get him some more booze and ice. So I made a couple of trips for him. Man the people were sure packing it away tonight. After I was finished with my errands, I noticed that Mom and Ash were in a fervid conversation. I was curious and a little worried about what they were talking about. I made my way up to them, just to see if everything was okay. "Hey. What's going on with you two? You two look like y'all are being a little too serious." "I think your sister is having a little too much to drink. I just want her to take it easy," Mom interjected. "I'm fine Mother. I'm fine," Ashley retorted tersely. I smiled at my mother, "I'll keep an eye on her Mom. She'll be fine." My mother had a stern look on her face as she turned and stomped away. I wondered what Ash had done that had gotten her going. Ashley seemed fine to me. Could my mother be having one of her motherly intuitions? I didn't know and I guess I really didn't want to know. I turned my attention towards Ashley, "What did you do to get her going?" "Well, when you went upstairs, she came over and asked where I had been. I told her that we had been outside looking at the telescope and that was all. I was a little nervous, when she asked, but I don't think I sound drunk." Ashley had a little buzz as she answered, but by no means did she sound as though she was drunk. Huh-oh was what I was thinking. Could my mother know what was going on? How could she? We had been so careful. I felt a little paranoid, but maybe that was the weed. I didn't know and I really didn't want to know what was going on with mom. (Jimmy) -- "Ash, just play it cool. Don't drink anymore for a while. Let her calm down. You know she's going to be checking you out for a while." (Ashley) -- "Okay, hey could we maybe go smoke a little more of that stuff here in a little bit. That was a good buzz." "Okay, but lay off the booze until mom chills out. Got it?" Ashley nodded her head as I walked away to go find Mom. After I had finished talking to Ash, I wanted to find out what was going on with my mother. I gave her a little while to chill out and then I milled around the house, searching for her. I finally found her in the kitchen straightening up and putting some dishes in the dishwasher. So I walked up to her and inquired, "Mom, is everything alright?" She seemed to have a little bit of a glazed look in her eye as she answered, "Yes honey, I'm fine." Her speech was a little slow as if she had a good buzz going Babydoll Ch. 07 (Jimmy) -- "Then what are you so mad at Ash for?" (Mom) -- "I'm not mad at her. She just seemed like she was getting drunk to me and I don't want her getting out of control. Where had you two been anyway?" Mom was the one that seemed like she was having a bit too much to me. I let her know, but didn't get into any details, "She doesn't seem too bad to me. We just went for a walk to get some fresh air." She gave me a deep look in my eyes. "You two sure have been spending a lot of time together." To me, she almost sounded jealous in her assertion. Was my mind playing tricks on me? (Jimmy) -- "We've just been hanging out and catching up. You know I have to get back to school in a few days." Mom moved up and embraced me. Stroking my hair she uttered softly, "I know. I'm going to miss you. It's been nice having you around. It's just not the same when you aren't here." God her warm, supple body molded against me as she hugged me close. "Mom, you can come see me at school anytime you want to. I missed not being here also, but we know that college is important and there isn't a better school than the one I'm going to." Her resigned tone had a longing quality about it, "Well my job keeps me so busy most of the time that it is really hard to find time to get away, but I would love to visit you there sometime. We'll see." Now I knew where Ash got it from, because the only thing I could think about at the moment was the beautiful, hot woman in front of me. "I missed not having you around when I was at school. It gets lonely down there sometimes. I'm serious about you coming to visit." She gave me a serious look, "Honey, maybe you need to work on finding a girlfriend, this semester. A handsome man like you should definitely have a girlfriend. That might keep you from feeling so lonely. You know what they say about all work and no play." I nodded affirmatively, "I know Mama, I know. I've been busy and I haven't really been paying too much attention to the girls. I really haven't had time." "I'm serious about that. You need to make time" She paused while staring me in the eyes. "Well, I'm going back downstairs. Thanks for the chat." She gave me a kiss on the cheek and sauntered through the kitchen and back down the steps to the party. I waited a minute or so before heading back down to the gathering. As I was getting ready to head back downstairs, Jan and her boyfriend came up. They both had their jackets on. "Hey Jim," Jan laughed. "Where are you two headed? I asked out of curiosity since it was still relatively early. (Jan) -- "Oh we're going to watch the fireworks downtown. Then we're going to Bob's house for the night. Guess I'll see you tomorrow." (Jimmy) -- "Well I'm glad to see you are so happy. Y'all have a good evening." She did seem a lot happier with this guy around. She used to always be a bitch when we were growing up. I didn't see her around much anymore, but when I did she seemed a lot more pleasant. Maybe there is something to having a normal relationship. I headed back downstairs. When I got over to the bar Joe asked me to tend the bar for a little while so that he could have a dance with Mom. I hadn't really seen them together a lot since I had been home. I knew that they slept in the same bed, but I hadn't sensed any closeness between the two of them in a long time. I mixed myself another Rum and Coke and mixed drinks for others while I tended the bar. Checking the clock, I noticed it had made its way past 10:30pm. It would be midnight in less than an hour and a half. I was hoping to get Ash alone for a wonderful midnight kiss. Watching my mother and Joe dancing, it just seemed as though they were going through the motions. Mom looked over and smiled a couple of times as she sashayed and shimmied to a couple of old disco classics. Damn that woman was hot at the age of 40. When they were through dancing, Joe came over and asked me to help him get the champagne ready. We made our way over to the spare refrigerator by the bar and pulled out 10 bottles of Korbel. Joe had an ice chest already prepared behind the bar and we stuffed it into the ice to get ready for the midnight toast. When I was through helping Joe, I was looking around the room and my eye caught Mom taking a long sip off of her Chardonnay. She caught me looking and gave me a wink and lip-synched for me to come over to where the people were dancing. When I got over to her she handed me her glass, "Could you refill this for me sweety?" I went and got her some more wine and went back and delivered it where she was talking to a couple of her girlfriends. She introduced me and they all made their comments about how cute and handsome I was. I was a little embarrassed by all of the attention, but my mother seemed to be eating it up. My grandfather, who had come to tell me that he was leaving, rescued me. I walked he and my grandmother to their car and saw them off. They were tired and really couldn't hang until midnight. Ash had joined us as we were walking out the door. We did our customary hugs and kisses before they got into their car. When they had gone, Ash turned to me and asked, "Let's go smoke a little of that pot now." We walked around the corner of the house. I pulled the half joint out that I had left from earlier and fired it up. I took a good toke off of it and passed it over to Ash. She took a good drag off of it and did a better job of holding it in before coughing. I had to remind her to relax. She took another drag and held it in a lot better that time. She handed it back to me and I took a couple of draws before putting the roach that was left away in my cigarette case. We were both standing in the dark as I leaned in to kiss her. As I pulled back I let her know, "It won't be long now. Don't get too tired. Jan's gone for the night, when Joe and mom go to bed I'll come get you okay." Ashley nervously responded, "Okay." I looked into her starry-eyes, "You look so beautiful tonight Ashley. I wish we could be alone right now." I kissed her fully on the lips. The scent of her perfume was intoxicating. I was utterly drunk with lust caused by the friction of our bodies rubbing together. "God you taste so good baby. I could eat you up." She just smiled, "God I am so turned on right now. Will you hold me?" I opened her coat (I wasn't wearing one) and felt our bodies mingle together as we hugged. Her taut bosom was pressing firmly against my chest and my lead pipe rubbed steadfastly into her womb as we kissed fervently. I pulled her hand to my groin, "Can you feel the effect that you are having on me?" Ash rubbed the front of my jeans and to my surprise began lowering the zipper freeing my cock. The fleshy tool escaped its confinement and she gently began stroking the pulsating organ. I could see that she was really enjoying the control she held over me. After what seemed like an eternity, I let her know "Not here. Not now. We'll finish this later. We better get back inside before they come looking for us." I tucked my erection away and reached in my pocket. "Here's some Altoids. You go on in and I'll be in, in a few." She looked at me in an odd way, reflecting on all that had happened, "God, It's hard to find time to be alone. It's just the circumstances. We're going to finish this tonight after everyone is asleep." I nodded, agreeing with her, I gave her a hug, as she turned and walked away. The anticipation of what would happen that night was killing me. I waited a few minutes before reentering the party. The evening was building to a crescendo as the clock moved closer and closer to midnight. Fifteen minutes to be exact. I checked out the television, where Dick Clark was doing the Time Square countdown. Joe had begun pouring the champagne for the toast. I sidled up to the bar and asked, "Joe, you think you could pour me another Rum and Coke?" He smiled and threw a few rocks in the tumbler before adding the liquor and mixers, "Here you go Jimmy. Are you having a good time?" (Jimmy) -- "Oh yeah, I love these parties. Everyone seems to be enjoying themselves." (Joe) -- "Oh yeah, I'm getting a little tired. I'm supposed to play golf with some of the guys tomorrow. So I'm going to turn in before too long." I felt a hand placed on my shoulder, "Where have you been?" my mom mother inquired smiling at me. I could see she had a good buzz going. (Jimmy) -- "I went and saw Grampa and Gramms off and then I just went and chilled upstairs for a while." (Mom)"It's almost Midnight... 10 minutes," as she gave me a kiss on the cheek. Then she fluttered back over to her girlfriends and they seemed to resume their frivolities the way that only women can do. I did notice that Ashley was one of the six women in the group as they smiled and looked over my way. "Hey Jim." Joe gathered my attention. He nodded and gave me the eye, "You keep an eye on your mom. She's seems to be tying one on." I sat and chilled for a few minutes before helping Joe pass out the champagne. Then I walked over and joined the ladies in light banter. They were talking to me about how handsome I was and why didn't I have a girlfriend. Mom's friend Kim even did one of these growling-purring things at me. We all laughed our Asses off at that. Finally: "Ten-nine-eight-seven-six-five-four-three-two-one-HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!" everyone shouted. I gave Ashley a big hug and a nice kiss on the cheek. There was no way we could be obvious about our feelings for one another in this crowd. Everyone had found their significant other to toast the New Year with. Mom looked gorgeous as she went over and gave Joe a pleasant peck on his lips. As I watched them kiss, I once again got a sense that they were just going through the motions. There was no look of love and that made me feel terribly sad for her. Finally, she stepped back away from Joe. Turning toward me, she walked over to where Ash and I were standing. First, she gave Ashley a warm motherly hug before turning to me. Up close I could smell the alcohol, along with her provocative perfume. She had a tipsy little smile as she leaned toward me. Then she gave me a soft, lingering kiss on the cheek as her body fully collided with mine. "Happy New Year, Baby," she spoke tenderly into my ear. I felt awkward from the sensuous hug and it taking place so near to my lover. "Uh, yeah, Happy New Year, Mom," I gulped as my cock started becoming involuntarily aroused. I was perplexed about the feelings that were lingering about my Mother. At that moment, she turned me on just as much as Ashley did. After the midnight celebration, the party slowly began to wind down. Most of the people left soon after. There were maybe twelve people left, besides the family, at 12:30am. I had to go and gather everyone's coats and see them out. Joe wanted me to make sure that no one that was trashed left the house. The good thing was that most everyone had a designated driver and those that didn't were given a ride home by others. I offered to give some of the people a ride home, but fortunately everyone had a ride. At 1am everyone had cleared out. Joe had disappeared somewhere and Mom, Ash, and I were the only one's left downstairs. Mom really seemed a little airy. I could tell that she had a little too much. Mom had gone to the bathroom, which left Ashley and me alone. Ashley let me know, "Man she is drunk as hell. We're gonna have to get her upstairs, somehow." (Jimmy) -- "Yeah, I don't know how long it's gonna be before she goes to bed." (Ashley) --"Well, I'm going to head up to my room. Come get me when she goes to bed." I nodded, "OK. I might have to put her in the guestroom, if she gets much worse." She leaned forward and kissed my cheek, while rubbing my chest, "I'll see you in a few." I smiled lasciviously, "Can't wait." I started cleaning up the room a little, as Mom came out of the bathroom, She swayed over to the bar pouring herself another glass of wine. I asked, " Mom, do you really think you need any more? She retorted curtly, "You keeping up with my drinking? I'm fine." Then she began lamenting, "I feel so alone sometimes. You're off at college, Jan's always doing god knows what, and Ashley is off doing her senior year things these days. I hardly ever see Joe. He's working all the time and then he's never at home." I walked up and gave her a hug. "It's okay, mom. Everything's going to be alright. You've got your friends. Y'all seemed to be having a good time tonight." "It's not the same, Jimmy," she whined. You just don't understand. Everything I know is falling apart. I haven't felt like this since your father died. I loved him so much." She caressed my jaw line, "You remind me so much of him. So loving, so caring..." Then with a dazed, almost lost look on he face, she leaned in caressing me and kissed me full on the lips. I felt so uncomfortable as she rubbed my arms and the kiss continued too linger. When I began to become aroused again, I pulled back, "Mom, you've had a little too much to drink. Let's get you up to bed." She had an almost resigned look, as she nodded her head, "Will you help me?" I led the way. Mom leaned on my shoulder and held my hand as we made our way up the steps. "I'm going to sleep in the guestroom Jim." I continued to the lead the way to the guestroom until we were there. The door was open and we walked over to where the bed was. I sat mom down and turned on the bedside lamp. "Are you going to be alright?" I asked. She nodded and took a few breaths; she seemed to be trying to compose herself. Everything seemed to be okay, but I had one lingering question I wanted to know. I wasn't sure how to broach the subject. Somehow I summoned the courage to ask it. "Mom...why...haven't you let me know?" (Mom) --"What, that I have been lonely? I dunno, I've just been holding it all inside. I don't want everyone to think of me as being needy." I shook my head, "No one would ever think of you as being needy. I've had a sense that something was going on with you, but I really don't want to pry." "Jimmy, I'm 40 years old and I'm not getting any younger. Joe doesn't seem to have time for me any more. I don't think he's attracted to me anymore. Ohhhh, I shouldn't even be telling you all of this." She bemoaned as she turned her head away. I took the few steps and sat beside her face-to-face. I put the palm of my hand to her cheek, cupping her face. "Don't ever talk like that. You are very pretty. You take care of yourself, and... ," I was so nervous that I couldn't finish. We stared at one another awkwardly. She very slowly brushed her cheek against my hand. "And what, Jimmy, what?" I hesitated not wanting to tell her how hot I thought she was, she reached out and embraced me with a gentle hug. She felt so soft and feminine to me, as I pulled her firmly to my body. When Mom dropped her arms, I knew she had to feel the bulge in my pants as her hand accidentally dragged by. Her attention seemed to be awoken as her eyes gave a lost gaze. I was feeling a mix of emotions caused from the present situation. To my shock and amazement, she leaned in kissing me fully on the lips once again. I chalked this up to her being drunk and in no way did I want to do something that we would regret later. She seemed to be letting her lips linger on mine. She was acting like she wanted me to take over, but at this point I was frozen and I could not. I could not push the envelope. I had to pull away. When she felt my lips leave hers, she leaned in seeming to want more. Eye-to-Eye, Face-to-Face, we continued to gaze at one another. We hadn't moved much and our lips were almost touching. Yet, at this point in time I could not make myself pursue this any further. I couldn't allow my mother to make this mistake. I decided to play it off. I kissed her on the cheek and abruptly stood up, addressing her, "Mom, I'm going to head on out. You get some sleep. We'll see you in the morning." She seemed exasperated as she retorted, "Will you wait one minute honey? I'll be back in one minute." She arose from the bed and went to the dresser drawers where she proceeded to rummage through a drawer to grab a nightgown. She entered the attached bathroom and partially closed the door. Standing in front of the bathroom mirror, it was hard not to notice her. She untied the sash she had around her waist and slowly undid the buttons before shrugging off the blouse and unzipping he skirt and letting it fall.. There again, I could see her magnificent womanly image. She had a beautiful black lacy set of bra and panties that enhanced her features. Next, she slowly rolled down the sheer thigh-highs that she was wearing before taking them off. Then I thought I saw her look up into the mirror at me with a sly grin on her face. I was hard as hell. My balls felt full and my cock stood firm and high. I was so uncomfortable, but I didn't want to disappoint her. I felt that I had to stay, because she had asked me to. I just knew I needed to get out of there soon for my rendezvous with Ashley. Next thing I knew, she reached behind herself and released her magnificent globes, letting the brassiere slide down her arms and fall to the floor. Then she hooked her thin black hip-cut panties with her thumbs and shimmied out of them. There she was again in all of her beauty, before me. I ogled at every line of her curvaceous body, as she once again seemed to be modeling her beauty for me. I was drawn to her bountiful breasts and her puffy aureoles. Her meaty ass was full and firm. Her belly and hips perfectly matched her frame. Oh and that trimmed pussy, my god my mind was swirling. God, it was hard not to try and test the limits of our relationship. She picked up her white gown and pulled it over her head. The fabric did nothing to hide her shape. Its translucence illuminated her body well. I could still make out everything as she turned off the light and stepped out of the bathroom. Walking up to me she said, "I just wanted to give my man a hug and a kiss goodnight before turning in." She stepped up and fully embraced me. I knew she had to feel my hardness as my aching staff molded into her cushiony womb. The flimsy fabric did nothing to subside the lust I was feeling. As she hugged me, she seemed to sway causing a dry fucking sensation that made pre-mum ooze from my overly sensitive glans. She kissed me on the cheek and as the kiss lingered, I swear that she was trying to get me to break the boundaries of our mother-son relationship. If I did not already have something going on with Ash, I knew that I would have. I also didn't want her doing something in her intoxicated state that she might regret later, so I stepped back. "Mom you have a good night's rest and I'll see you in the morning, okay." Her body language seemed resigned to frustration. That made me feel bad in so many ways, but I knew everything was for the best. She solemnly spoke, "OK Jim, I'm not getting up in the morning. If you need anything, I'll be in here. Good night." She went and got under the covers as I left the room. Now it was Ashley time. As disappointed as I was to be leaving my mother in that position, I knew that my wanton cock would be inside some tight, hot, wet pussy very soon. I walked down to Ashley's room, gently opened the door, and entered. She was lying on her bed resting as I approached. (Jimmy) -- Ash, are you asleep? She opened her eyes and smiled, "No. Where have you been? It's almost 2am." "I know. I had to get Mom to bed. She was a little tipsy. I had to make sure that she was alright. She's in bed now." I leaned in and kissed her as we started going at it. I pulled back a little, "We can't do this in here. Come on Baby, let's go fuck." I grabbed her hand and led her out of the room, as we tiptoed down the steps, so that no one would hear us. When we got to the middle level of the house, I reached in the linen closet to grab some blankets. Babydoll Ch. 07 "Let's go down to the basement, ok." Ash nodded in affirmation as we made our way downstairs to where the party had been raging only a couple of hours earlier. The basement was well out of earshot of the bedrooms two floors above. I didn't want anyone to be able to hear us should we get lost in the throes of passion. The best place to make love was going to be on the big sofa that sat in the corner living area. I turned the low level lamps on that gave the room an amber hue. Taking the blankets and pillows lying there, we arranged them on the sofa to make it into a comfortable little love nest. There would be plenty of room for us to be more than comfortable. We both slid down on the blanket-covered nest and began lustfully groping one another. The all to familiar sensations of our tongues exploring one another, had a rather ethereal quality. If only heaven feels this good. We spent minutes exploring the warm sensations of our togetherness. We paused, then Ash stood up before me and untied the sash of her knee length black satin robe. As gravity took effect, the sides gently fell open. Oh my! What a dazzling site. She was wearing the sheer black panty and bra set that I had bought her for Christmas. I was stunned at the site illuminated before me. What I had imagined a little more than a week ago was now coming to fruition. The bra perfectly encapsulated her glorious globes within the sheer fabric. Her pussy had that perfect auburn tuft of hair that I could see through the translucent panties. I felt I had a hand in creating the goddess standing before me in the dimly lit room. I was wide-awake and nervous as hell. I couldn't stop thinking about fucking. My mind was swirling from the stimulation that these women were causing me. I was going through sensory overload. The look and smell of these beautiful women, the feeling of my brief union with Ash earlier in the day and the connection that I felt with her now, was causing me to be supercharged and ready to go. She let the robe deftly slide down and off her lithe body. She stood vulnerably before. "Give me a hug Big Boy," she commanded before pulling me up to her. I stood and moved in, holding her weightless semi-nude figure. I knew the drill. I moved in and held my Babydoll tightly, knowing she could feel my rod already at full mast. Ashley began raising my shirt, and I obliged, as my bare torso brushed against her bountiful bosom. Then she started lowering the zipper to my jeans. My bloated cock catapulted from its confines. "You can see how hard you make me, this night has made me crazy," I intimated to her. She looked down and gasped as the purple-headed monster once again made yet another appearance for a sequel. Hooking her thumbs to the sides of my jeans, she lowered her body and pulled them to the floor. Now she was face-to-face with the angry beast. Saying nary a word, Ash made straight for my boner. She slapped it as it flexed back and forth. "Bad Boy, Badddd Boyyy," she giggled. "We'll see what we can do with you," She took it in hand and lovingly started stroking. My knees buckled and I couldn't help moaning as she gracefully massaged the engorged mass. Wow. My mind was blown, I felt like I was finally home. I stood there for a few minutes while she explored my unruly shaft up close, then she smiled saying, "God, this makes me think about last summer." She brought her lips to it and began to kiss and lick it, finally sucking it into her beautiful mouth and stroking it at the same time. Twisting and bobbing she went to work. She spit on it and kneaded it with both hands, swallowing it as though it were a sword. The most beautiful site was the drool hanging from her lips as she pulled back. I was light--headed from the delirious lust I was feeling. I knew I couldn't last much longer. I pulled her off my unyielding manhood, because I had to get the throbbing cock into some warm, gooey pussy before she made me prematurely explode. "Let's do this, I need you so bad," I pulled her down onto our makeshift bed. Ash took control of the situation. She pushed me back against pillows resting on the arm of the sofa, to where I was lying on my back with my cock straight up in the air. She then straddled me, her entrance right above the crown. It was time for us to finally become full-fledged man and woman. "Are you ready?" she exclaimed, as she lowered herself onto my rock hard manhood. I could feel the lips of her labia slowly spread and engulf the mammoth beast. There was no way that he could win, but he would definitely enjoy the battle. It was the greatest feeling ever. She descended until the whole phallus was inside her, before resting. God, she was so tight, and wet, and warm. Nothing could beat this. She looked at me seriously, "I want to be fucked by your cock tonight." I held onto her waist as she began to raise and lower herself, "Oh God, so good." It was such a lovely sight watching my shiny boner saw in and out of the golden furrow of her tantalizing tunnel of love. I loved the squish as it molded along every vein of my being. It felt great and I felt I was going to come watching her slide up and down my shaft, bouncing off me each time she buried it all the way in. I grabbed her tits and massaged them, holding onto her by her chest as she romped all over my genitalia. "Oh God, I love to fuck your hot cock," she panted as she suddenly cried out and shuddered all over me, sitting flat on my belly and swinging back and forth on my tool. I was buried balls deep in her wet love. She lowered her chest to mine and I enjoyed thrill of our body's friction. "Oh boy, This is sooo good!!!" she whispered in my ear. I started to piston my rod up and down inside her. It was tight and she coming all over my pubic bone. Nothing could stop us now. As I fucked her, she was moaning and twisting about, whimpering for me to fuck her harder. I didn't need to be encouraged. I was fucking my hot, horny sister and I knew that she would be mine for as long as I wanted. I was ramming my pole up into her rapidly and she began to jerk above me in a wild torrent, "I'm cumming, Baby, I'm cumming," she moaned as her body enveloped mine. It was all I needed, as I lifted my pelvis and shot my seed into her hot pocket. I jerked into her again and again as I came. I came so hard, I felt as though I would pass out. Jet after jet, at least ten times, each rope blasting further and further inside her wondrous womb. I felt like I broke my cock I came so hard. We lay embraced in one another's arms for a good 5 minutes. The sensations were wonderful. We both gasped for air as our tongues melded into one. I pulled the covers over our naked bodies as we nestled together, and continued to smooch, coming down from our torrid encounter. Soon, Ashley rolled over to where we were in a spooning position. The mix of sweat and cum had our bodies glued together. This was an all to familiar position that brought me back to the beginning of our sexual relationship. It flooded back to me how I had originally made my move. If I had never done that, then we would not be here tonight. It had been wrong, but it led to something that felt so right. I nuzzled into Ashley's hair and kissed the nape of her neck. I was slowly gaining my arousal again, even though I felt somewhat exhausted. Pretty soon, I would gather my second wind and I knew that I had to have her one more time this evening. The minutes passed by ever so slowly. It was past 3am. I knew that we would have to separate before dawn. We couldn't afford to be caught in this situation. I just wanted to feel her one more time. I pushed my hips forward into Ash's naked uncovered ass. She arched her backside until we were into a perfect position. I held her tight as as my erection began to reemerge. It didn't take long for me to get back to full mast. "I'm ready baby. I'm ready to give it another go," I whispered in her ear. I was ready to fuck for the third time today. I moved my manhood from pressing against her ass to a lower angle where I was at the backside of her drenched labia. I pushed very lightly before pulling back. Tantalizing us both aboutt our impending connection. Ash pushed back very delicately and my glans penetrated her ever so slightly. This went back and forth, until finally I had once again entered her tight passage of passion. I wasn't in all the way, but my cock was definitely enjoying its surroundings. Finally I pushed harder and my dick penetrated her all the way. We both lay there, with my phallus buried inside her balls deep. Neither of us moved, until I started to fuck her. I long stroked her for a few minutes as she lay still. I would pull my lance nearly all the way out and then push it all the way back in. I was enjoying it. Then finally, as I moved she began gyrating her hips until we found an exquisite rhythm. Her tight snatch vibrated all over my penetrating sword of flesh. I entwined myself completely around her body, freely groping her breast as we made love fiercely. I felt the come boiling through my inner being. We were both ready to climax. My cock had never felt so deep inside of her. Ash grabbed my hand and tilted her head back to lock lips, as we exploded in mutual orgasm. Spunk flew everywhere between us, our thighs enmeshed in a viscous mess. Finally, we lay still, satiated. It wasn't long before my dwindling erection slipped free from Ashley's friendly confines. Something then came over me. I felt a presence. I looked up, but I saw no one. My mind was playing tricks on me. Then I saw the clock; it read 3:30 am. We lay cuddled in our uncomfortable mess. "Thank You Ash, that was the most wonderful experience of my life. I love you so much." We sat and kissed for a couple of minutes before heading off in separate directions. I knew that we weren't going to be able to be together again until spring. In ways that made me feel lonely, but I took it to heart that we had finally gone all the way and Ash had let her inhibitions go. We were now definitely a man and a woman. We weren't kids anymore and now we could move forward into our adult lives. I went to the bathroom and cleaned myself up before heading back to my bedroom. It was getting toward dawn before I fell asleep. I didn't wake up on New Year's Day until 3pm. When I went downstairs Mom was sitting in the den watching a movie on the TV. I went in to talk to her, feeling a little awkward. She looked at me a little funny, "Sleeping in a little late, aren't we?" "Yeah, I guess that party last night wore me out," I retorted. Mom, smirked and nodded, "I had a little too much myself. I appreciate you taking care of me. I'm really going to miss having you around." "Well, you know you can come visit any time," I reminded her. "I'm going to grab something to eat and then I've got to start packing my car." I needed get back to school the next day. The new semester would be starting the week after and I needed to be ready. This time at home had been very special, I was totally happy and content with the way I was leaving things. Finally, I had unabashedly consummated my relationship with Ashley. We now had closure. No matter what happened in the future, we had an extraordinary New Year's together. Those memories would last a lifetime. Ash and I wouldn't have time to spend together before I left. I wish that I could have taken her with me. I truly felt like I couldn't get enough of her. We were very close and intimately bonded to one another. I had wanted her since our first time together and on New Year's she had shown that she wanted the same. On January 2nd I left to return to school. Everyone seemed to be melancholy, but nothing could change the fact that it was time for me to get back. Ash seemed to be doing well holding back the tears as I left. Mom could not and she cried openly as I kissed her goodbye. I started up the engine and pulled out of the driveway heading away from the sunset. I knew it would be a couple of months before I could get back home for Spring Break. That wasn't but 10 weeks away. I didn't know what the future had in store, but if the recent past was any indication, it was going to be good. Babydoll Ch. 08 I want to thank everyone for the appreciation that they showed me on the last chapter. I am grateful for any and all comments and feedback, which is what helps me understand whether I am close to developing a decent story line. Of course these are fictional accounts, any likenesses or similarities are purely coincidental. It takes a while to write these, because I want each to have meaning – I hope that they do. Please read the previous chapters, if you haven't. This is a taboo topic, so I know that it is offensive to many people. The material is erotic to me because it is forbidden in society. In no way do I condone such activity. This is purely fantasy. Hope you enjoy the fantasy. Any feedback will be kindly appreciated. Babydoll Ch. 08 – Spring Break Here we were on the edge of spring. March 15th to be exact. You know how it is. There is still plenty of coolness in the air, but the signs of the warming season were all around. The birds were chirping, the buds on the trees were almost set to blossom, and an almost balmy breeze was blowing on the 70-degree day. I had only been away from home for 2 ½ months this time. It seemed like yesterday, when I had pulled away from my house and headed back to college. I have to say that college just never felt like home, I always felt like a visitor there. It wasn't as hard being away this time, because I knew I would be home sooner. I was doing really well with my grades and I even found time to meet some people. There were always plenty of distractions, but my goals were steadfast. I hung out and studied with some of the girls, but I never moved past a platonic relationship with any of them. One girl, Jill, I had some interest in, but I wanted to take my time with her. She was very cute, but she was nowhere near as hot as Ashley. There was something about the genes in my family that made the women full bodied. Jill had a nice tight body, but was a little thinner than what I was used to. She was definitely nice and I could definitely see potential there. Jill came by that morning to see me off. She was more independent from her family, than I was from mine. She was just going to hang around campus for the next week This visit seemed to be a way of her letting me know that she was going to miss me. She gave me a nice hug before I left. I let her know that I would come see her as soon as I got back. My car was already packed and ready to go for the 300-mile trip home. I once again left at noon. Who wants to get up at the crack of dawn anyway? There was no need to get home early. No one would be home until 5pm anyway and it was going to take at least 5 hours to get home. When I had talked to my mother the night before, she let me know that Ashley was visiting one of the colleges that she had applied to. She would be back in a couple of days. Mom said that Joe had gone on a business trip and he wouldn't be back until the next week. It was just going to be Jan, Mom, and I home that night. The trip allowed me to contemplate all that had happened over Christmas. I had a very close bond with Ashley that had been consummated in a whirlwind on New Year's Eve. Then there was mom; I felt a connection there. It wasn't anything that I was going to push, but it was hard to keep the attraction from coming to the forefront of my thoughts. I had all kinds of feelings running through my mind as mile after mile clicked by. This sun was sinking slowly to the west as I got closer and closer to home. It wouldn't be dark until around 7pm, this close to the spring equinox. It felt great going home. I wish I never had to leave, but I knew it was part of the maturing process and thus was necessary. It was around 5:30pm when I pulled into the neighborhood. As I drove around the block, I could see that everything was once again as I had left it back in January. The grass was still it's winter color with its green hue beginning to peak through. There were no leaves on the trees, but there were buds appearing on the branches. Yes, spring was on its way and the last vestiges of winter were set to lose its inexorable control. It would not be long now until the ladies could begin wearing their lovely spring outfits. Thoughts of short shorts, mini dresses, and halter tops filtered through my lecherous mind. Spring leads the way to summer and half naked women running around the pool in bikinis. Yes, I really felt like this would be a very good year. Mom's car was parked in the in the driveway. I pulled in next to her car and proceeded to pull a few of my things out of my car before walking to the door. I unlocked the door and entered yelling out for my mother. She yelled back, "I'm in the kitchen." She smiled from ear to ear as she came up to hug me. "How was the trip honey?" She looked really nice in her white, thick, cotton t-shirt and faded Levi's. I responded, "It wasn't too bad Mom. I'm just glad I'm home." As she hugged me it felt as though she wasn't wearing a bra. Her soft, pliable breasts were mashed firmly against my chest. I hate to say that Woody was beginning to plump from the contact. (Mom) --"I'm getting ready to fix dinner, I'll have everything ready in a little while. It's just you and me tonight." (Jimmy) – "Where's Jan, I thought you said that she would be at home?" (Mom) – "She's working late. I don't think she'll be home until after 11pm. I sat down at the table as mom fixed spaghetti. She offered me a glass of Chianti as she had a couple of sips and added some to the pasta sauce. We talked about how things were going in school and made other small talk as we ate dinner. Of course I always enjoyed Mom's cooking. She is an excellent cook. She asked if I had found a girlfriend. I told her, "No, but I have a girl I've been hanging out with. Her name is Jill and we have been studying together." Mom thought that was wonderful. She was really being inquisitive about it. I chuckled about her worrying about such as thing. Since she was so interested in my love life, I had to ask, "Mom are you feeling better now. I was worried about you back at Christmas. You seemed a little melancholy on New Year's Eve." (Mom) -- "Oh, I'm fine Jimmy. I guess I was a little tipsy that night. I don't know what I was thinking. I don't really even remember." After that I wasn't going to push the issue any further. I was definitely glad that things hadn't gotten out of hand that night. Things were complicated enough, with Ash and me doing what we were doing. I was thinking, man that would have made things even more unbelievably confusing. It was a little past 7pm when we finished dinner. I went and brought in the rest of my bags from my car. I took everything up to my room and put it away. I could see that Mom had kept my room clean while I was away. Everything appeared to be in the order I had left it in. I changed into some lounge pants and a t-shirt before heading back downstairs. Upon entering the living room, I could see that Mom had turned on the toob and tuned in a movie on one of the Cinemax channels. She was lying on the sofa and I went and flopped down over in the recliner, which sits beside the sofa – only separated by a side table. I didn't really pay attention to the movie. It was just another chick flick like my mother watches while relaxing. There were a couple of hot love scenes that had me antsy to witness with my mom so close by. I was certainly stimulated from watching the nudity and intense sex in the scenes. This made it hard to take my mind off of Mom. She was so close and she looked so good. If she weren't my mom, there is no way that I would have thought she was 40 years old. She had flipped off her shoes and she looked very comfortable lying on the couch. She only moved a few times to take some sips of her wine. Mom lay quietly until I couldn't really tell whether she was asleep or awake. I remembered seeing her nude form back at Christmas. Damn, I was getting hard thinking about that night. She was so hot when she was standing there, that night, with her robe open, then later that night seeing her in that bathroom mirror. What a wonderfully voluptuous body. I couldn't help checking her out. It was 9pm when the movie was over. That set Mom in motion, she slowly sat up and stretched. Raising her arms above her head, she yawned and told me, "Honey, It's been a long day. I'm going to hit the sack." She rose from the sofa and headed around the corner to the stairwell, which leads to her room. Now that she was gone I thought about going to get into my stash and fire one up. I hadn't smoked any weed since the drive back to school in January. I had left some of the good shit in a hermetically sealed container tucked away in a secret compartment in my room. I waited a few minutes before heading upstairs to my room and retrieving a joint. I went outside and fired it up, smoking about half the joint. Two and a half months made my tolerance a little low and it only took a few minutes until I felt fried. It was still relatively early in the evening, being around 9:30pm. I went back inside and grabbed a soda and some chips, before heading down to the basement to continue watching TV. I went down to the family room so that I wouldn't bother anyone. I knew one thing; I was feeling horny as hell. I couldn't wait until Ashley got home the next day. My cock hadn't been wet in over 2 months and it was getting to my head. I heard Jan come in at 11pm, but she didn't come down to see me. I figured that she probably had a long day and since she was going to be getting up rather early, in the morning, that she probably was going straight to bed. That was no biggie, because we weren't super close or anything any way. Jan didn't go to college. She's smart, but she went straight to work out of high school. I think she makes pretty good money and is headed towards management already. I know she was pretty good at barking orders at me when we were growing up. I guess that was excellent practice. I went upstairs and grabbed some pillows and blankets around 11:30pm. It was a little chilly downstairs and I wanted to cover up, while lying on the sofa. All the lights were out so I assumed that everyone was asleep. When I got back down to the basement, I threw the pillows and quilt on the sofa and then I stepped outside to finish my joint. It was a little nippy outside, so I didn't stay out there very long. I just couldn't have the house reeking of weed. When I went back inside, I lay on the sofa and bundled up. I had a very good buzz going. I felt great. I was out of school and home for spring break. I had nothing to do for the whole week. I planned on lying around the house, smoking a little weed, staying up late, and vegging out. During school I usually tried to be in bed by midnight. It was early to bed and early to rise. I had a schedule to keep and I was successfully adhering to it so far. I had a plan this week too. It was to have no plan. I wasn't going to head to bed until I felt like it, which would end up being very, very late. The room was dark with the only light coming from the late movie on the television directly in front of the couch where I was lying. The movie was "Gone in Sixty Second." It's a great movie, even if I have seen it several times. I was just lying there, half paying attention, waiting to get tired enough to go up to bed. Mom and Jan, of course, were now upstairs sleeping. Mom would be up by 7am since she had to be at work by 9am and Jan would have to be at work also. I didn't think either would be very happy to be woken up at this late hour, well past midnight, by the sounds of cars racing around and crashing. I kept the volume low enough not to carry through the house, even though they were 2 stories above me, so that I could stay up as late as I wanted. I am not sure if it was the sound or the movement of a shadow out the corner of my eye, but I jumped when I realized mom was standing just in the doorway of the great room – a few feet away from where I was laying with my head on a pillow. I looked up and gave her a drowsy gaze. She smiled before coming over and standing in front of the middle of the couch while her eyes faced the television. Like a master of the obvious I inquired, "Can't sleep mama?" "I've got a big meeting with Ed (her boss) tomorrow Jimmy. It's no big deal. I'm just restless." Mom is a working professional. Her 9 to 5er pays well, but can be stressful. Her boss is demanding, but fair. Sometimes she needlessly worries about work related issues. Mom reached over and laid her hand upon my shoulder. Then looking down at me she asked, "Mind if I lay down with you, honey?" Of course I muttered, "Sure mom." I was a little taken aback that she would want to lay with me while watching a movie. There was a recliner and another love seat on each side of the couch where she could have easily kicked back and relaxed. But why would I care if she wanted to snuggle while watching the last half of the movie with me. It wasn't like she could ruin the plot -- as it was hard to screw up a movie that I had seen 5 times. The couch was more than large enough of the both of us - me being 5'11"and rather slender, mom being 5'5" with a firm build herself. I lifted the comforter and Mom laid down facing away from me, wiggling backward so that her back, bottom, and the back of her thighs were spooned against me. She pulled the quilt back up, covering our waists, and rested her head upon the large pillows. My lower arm lay upon the arm of the sofa above her head. She was lying lower down so that I looked over the top of her head of moppy auburn hair. I heard her mumble, "This is nice Jimmy. We haven't done this since you were little." She seemed to sigh contently and slowly sunk further and further into the soft cushiony sofa and against me. My upper arm, which had no comfortable place to lie, was on my own hip. I was afraid to reach over and touch her. Mom must have sensed that I wasn't completely comfortable. She cocked her head a little and asked over her shoulder, "You can be a little more comfortable, I don't bite." Mom immediately pulled my hand to where it was just below her bosom, my hand slowly opened so that the palm was against the softness of her stomach. This was much better for relaxing. When the next commercial break came on Mom asked, "Would you like a drink or something?" "No mom, I'm fine," I retorted, as I had finally gotten comfortable curling up with her. She wiggled her hips backward into my own, as we waited for the show to return. This gave me a brief moment to take notice of my mother. She was wearing a long over-sized cotton t-shirt that hung just above her knee and white ankle high cotton socks. Her fluffy auburn hair smelled of flowers, probably from her before-bed-shower that she had every night. I also noticed the smell of the fragrant lotion that I imagined she always applied to her skin after bathing. Her body beneath her gown seemed noticeably warm against me, and it was also incredibly soft. She felt wonderful against me. The movie returned from the commercials and we lay still and watched. After a few minutes; mom jerked suddenly during one of those tense moments, in the movie, causing her backside to jiggle against me. She turned her head seeming slightly embarrassed and mumbled, "Oh, sorry honey!" The next time she jerked from another edgy part in the movie, I could not help but become aware of how soft and cushiony her backside was and how great it felt against my loin. It was firm and soft at the same time. My eyes looked down at her body before me, her white t-shirt practically glowing with the flickering lights from the television as if she were on display. I started thinking to myself that I needed some pussy. It had been since January that I had last been with Ashley and I had an itch that needed to be scratched. Of course I took care of myself when I needed to, but it was just not the same. I was so horny that I was actually thinking about pushing the boundaries of my relationship with my mother. She was lying vulnerably here before me. God I was perplexed by these thoughts. Mom yawned exaggeratingly and mumbled, "I think I'll head back to bed at the next commercial." I was a little disappointed and at the same time a little relieved to hear that, because I was feeling a little strange about the sexual urge that I was having for my mother. Then it started happening. As the minutes passed my libido started growing more sensitive. You see, my dick had been growing slowly but steadily in my pajama bottoms. I closed my eyes and prayed for it to go down - knowing mom had to notice it against the firm cheeks of her wonderfully enticing bottom. The thought of mom knowing that she was making me hard and it pressing against her was tearing me up inside. I was paranoid about what she was thinking. Was this what she was wanting all along? I had scooted as far back into the couch as I possibly could. With mom's butt against my genitals, there was no way she could not notice my hardness. When I had reached the zenith of my discomfort, mom finally moved her hips forward and I sighed with relief. One would have to think that she must have been as self-conscious as I was feeling. She must have moved her bottom so that the situation could be quietly alleviated. I started to wonder when the next commercial was coming. Mom would then return to bed and the tension that I was feeling would be over. My dick, free from its contact with my mother's backside, rose upward from its downward angle so that it thrust back against my belly. This allowed it to harden even more, as the earlier position had kept it from reaching its maximum stiffness. There was a scene in the movie, where Angelina Jolie and Nicolas Cage get intimate while watching this guy and girl getting naked. There is a lot of sexual innuendo in that scene. Towards the end of the scene mom gently pressed her hips backward against me. It stunned me when she did this. Instantly, I realized that my hard cock was now pressed directly between the crack of her covered ass. My cock was now pushing the crevice of the covering between the cheeks of her fleshy bottom. The commercial finally arrived and it couldn't have been soon enough. My hormones were raging more and more by the minute. It was going to be difficult facing mom for a while, after what had transpired, but I guess no harm, no foul, and it was her that kept sticking her backside against my member. Mom lay still, facing the television. When the commercials were over she was still there. I knew that the tension could not grow any more. What was she doing? I couldn't help but ask, "I thought you were going to bed?" She looked over her shoulder with a sly grin and said, "I am enjoying the movie honey." Even in the flickering light I could see that mom's cheeks were flushed and her green eyes sparkled. I swear I sensed that she was really enjoying herself. So for the next ten minutes I lay frozen in nervous discomfort, no longer even paying attention to the movie. My hard cock was throbbing between the cheeks of my mother's ass and I felt terrible about the predicament. What was she thinking about? Was she going to say anything? It may be natural to get erection, but not to have it pressing against mother's rear end! The next set of commercials came on and I realized with desperate relief that the movie must be nearly over. Nicolas Cage was at the scrap yard where the Mustang GT had been destroyed; he then got the bad guys and saved the cop's life. It was not ending fast enough for me though and I was ready to get out of there, "Excuse me mom?" I had started to sit up, waiting for her to slide to the side so that I could make my escape. She once again cocked her head toward me still looking flustered, "Where are you going?" Babydoll Ch. 08 "I'm sleepy and I think I better head to bed." I was far from sleepy, but I had to have some excuse even though we both knew why I wanted to run away. "Oh honey - the movie is almost over and this is so nice and relaxing. Could you stay just a little longer?" There was a bizarre, almost anxious, feeling that I had about her request that had my mind reeling. I laid still and didn't say a word. When the movie restarted, I felt something for the first time that I thought had to be my imagination. Five seconds later she did it again and then again. Mother had pushed her hips back in a relaxed fashion, then she squeezed the meaty cheeks of her ass together which guided my surging cock between them, then she pulled her hips forward on the couch until my dick was almost pulled out of it's confines, then she relaxed her ass and repeated the process several times. My hand, which lay upon her hip, was now moving in rhythm to the undulating movements of her gyrating pelvis. She definitely knew what she was doing. Back at Christmas I felt like something like this was possible, but now that it was happening I felt totally lost. We had never had any extraneous contact such as this before, but the few hints and the build-up from a few short months ago were suddenly being consummated in this moment. I can tell you that I have always found her attractive. She has a sort of Raquel Welch look about her. I had seen mom in various stages of undress before, but there was never any sort of sexual repartee between us. As a matter of fact, she always seemed to be quite conservative when it came to sex. Our pace continued at the same tempo as my bloated staff succumbed to the wanted advances of her luscious ass. My mind was in a quandary while my body was simply enjoying the unbelievable feeling. My eyes watched as her ass undulated before me. Needless to say, it was mesmerizing. "Mom, oh god mom, what are you doing?" She seemed to be focusing on her own feelings, as she lifted her head up toward me and breathed, "Shh!" Mom reached behind to me and proceeded to pull me forward initiating a lustful bump and grind movement. My body did not need coaxing in this natural progression and my hips started to pump enthusiastically back and forth -- the tempo being totally under the control of my Mama. The wanton provocation of my mother's need told me that all of this was somehow acceptable. Suddenly, I no longer cared that this was my mother that was giving me these unbelievable feelings. Joe was not at home, Ash was off on her college visit, and Jan was fast asleep up in her room. I was now uninhibited in my lust for this woman – my own mother. She was leading me down this path and it seemed as though it was what she wanted and I was eagerly available to give it to her. I reached down with my top hand and quickly pushed my lounge pants down to the top of my thighs, below my balls, exposing myself against the t-shirt clad woman before me. Her ass did not pause in its delectable movements. Then I reached down with the same hand placing it against the topside of my mother's smooth thigh. This, under our movements, allowed me to slowly guide the hem of mother's long t-shirt up above her hip, exposing silky white bikini panties beneath. I was a little bit disappointment, seeing that mom had not gone pantiless beneath her shirt, but then I realized it only slowed me down for another few seconds. It would only take a moment to slide those freakin' panties down her legs exposing that sexy round ass for my selfish desire. I was really ready to fuck. Just as I hooked my thumb in the elastic waistband of the silky white panties, mother's hand grasped me firmly and pulled my hand away. Even in my rising passion, I realized that mother might not want me to take her panties off. Maybe that was the limit that she had set for now. Only a second's frustration filled me - most certainly my bare hard cock felt delicious with only the thin silk separating it and her provocative supple bottom. Perhaps, I could work on getting her panties out of the way later. Mom drew my hand toward her ample chest and pressed my open palm into her luscious big tits, the erect nipples were obvious as they thrust into my palm. She let out a low groan as I squeezed her breast with animal lust. My hips restarted their cadence, but with a more powerful purpose to them this time. I was becoming impassioned with each passing moment. She was bouncing up and down along the couch as we humped one another. The pleasure that was filling me from our union was exquisite. The taboo nature of having sexual relations with my mother seemed to make this situation even more erotically stimulating. It seems sin does have its rewards. My hand was quickly moved beneath the bunched hem of mom's long t-shirt. I reached for her grapefruit sized breasts, this time unencumbered by any fabric, and found that they were warm, soft, and very sensitive to my touch. The long nipple seemed to be writing into my palm without regret as I juggled mom's jugs. The sounds of my mother's arduous panting became audible enough that I could hear it over my own grunts and it was exciting to my senses. I was dry fucking my mother's nice firm ass without a care in the world. This may not have been intercourse, but it was a wonderful feeling. I had done this with Ash in the past, but this seemed even more taboo. When I was with Ash, all I did was concentrate on her enjoying the experience. This was totally carnal. I wanted to bust a nut so badly and that was all that this was about – pure uninhibited sexual desire. I was conscious that the lower half of my mother's arm was riding along the length of her body, her hand trapped between her thighs. Her orgasm was overcoming her and she began to shiver – almost convulsingly. The moment of climax was fast approaching and I subconsciously leaned forward and down to kiss mother's ear and then her neck with sloppy wet kisses. She groaned with the new intimacy and then surprised me by turning her face back to look at me – wide eyed and almost in shock. At that moment, my lips found her mouth open as if frozen in a silent scream and kissed them lasciviously. A moment later, my tongue slipped into her still wide-open mouth and tasted her as we continued our ride. She suddenly turned away from me, leaving me with the soft contour of her exposed neck. It was soon covered in my saliva as I found pleasure even in this forbidden touch. The sound of my own pleasure was getting louder to my ears, mother following with an odd symphony of audible lust. It felt as if her body was on fire beneath my lips, in my hand, through her panties and against my crotch. She was sweating profusely. I noticed that her amply- endowed breasts were slick to the touch and the backs of her bare thighs were sticking to my own exposed thighs. Mother's trembling now was almost out of control. Then I felt it. My cock began building pressure and it began to lurch forward. I pressed my face into mother's sweaty hair as we both continued to hump even as that first blast seemed to overwhelm me. Mother gasped loudly as my sperm began to pump out of my cock in a torrent. It came out in copious amounts and seemed to quickly fill the valley that my cock lay in, soaking into the thin white silk quickly, so that the crevice was slick with my love juice. I shot an enormous amount and when my cock slowed in its blasts I felt drained and exhausted. It was in the immediate aftermath that reality hit me hard. My mother was still humping against me, panting loudly and shivering in orgasm. A smell wafted to my nostrils as if for the first time, it was a thrilling pheromonal fragrance that could only come from one place. We both were excited beyond control. I was the sole witness to the most delightfully erotic moment in my life - watching my mother enjoy her own sexual climax as I watched over the top of her. She had my cock locked against her silk covered ass as trimmers overtook her body. The love that I had for her was becoming more immense by the moment. We both had melted in the intensity of our desires and now there was no sound except for that of us trying to come back down. I hadn't even noticed that the movie had finished. There were commercials playing in the background. I reached over my mother and grabbed the remote control off of the coffee table and turned the TV off. I tried to be subtle in my movements. What should I think? What should I do? I felt new emotions for my mother that I had never felt before. Now we were more than mother and son. We were lovers and this would be even more complicated by my relationship with Ashley. Time seemed to pass very slowly and I was very aware of the sexual intensity still between us. We had made a mess. There was cum all over my front and her ass. I was holding her, with my head lying against her back. We were enveloped in one another's sweaty mess. All I could think was: had I done something to bring this occurrence on? How would mom react to what just happened? Did she feel the same as I did about her? Then very slowly, she rose up on the couch. She then fumbled her panties down her waist, hips, and thighs before she removed them completely. She bundled up the silky garment saturated with our cum and placed it on the floor in front of us. My slick manhood lay along the lower curve of mother's naked backside and my eyes were looking down at her bare ass, where once there had been panties. My cock twitched, telling me that it was quickly coming back to life. I thought that maybe her removing her panties meant an invitation for more. I sure was hoping that we weren't finished. Mom must have felt it as well. The friction was causing the hot beef to once again rise against her silky smooth hot flesh. Suddenly she pulled her hips away from mine and then she pushed herself to an upright position. I took my hand and began caressing the soft skin of her lower back under her t-shirt. She sat before me, quiet for several seconds. I could feel the tension rising beneath the touch of my hand on her back. She wanted to talk -- to tell me something -- and I doubted that it was the message that I wanted to hear. Her breathing finally calmed enough so that it was no longer audible. Finally she broke the silence, "We shouldn't have...done that." I responded, "Mom, don't say that. You know I love you. I'm glad we did it." Then she said almost blurtingly, "I know about you and Ashley." I played it off, "Know what about Ashley." She curtly responded, "I saw you." I almost went into shock nervously stammering, "What?" She didn't look at me, "I saw you on New Year's Eve. I saw you right here. Are you planning on fucking every woman in the family?" I really was at a loss for words. I couldn't say anything. I moved my hand away from her back. She then scorned, "You're a little pervert. You know that. You are totally out of control." This pissed me off as I tersely told her, "Seems like you were coming on to me and initiated everything." She retorted, " I just wanted to see how much of a degenerate you really are and see how far you would take it. Things just got totally out of hand." I was pissed, but still aroused, "That is pretty fucked up, in and of itself, don't you think?" She responded, "I wouldn't have had to, if you weren't fucking your own sister. I just wanted to see if you had any morals." I pushed it further, " Joe must not be taking care of you. If you've gotta go around teasing me. Like you've been doing. I think you just need a good fuck and your confused about it." She cocked her head back with a blazing look on her face, "You little piece of shit." I lifted her t-shirt and began rubbing her ass, "Come on let's do it. Let's fuck. I'll fuck you out of your mind. Just lay down here." I began leveraging her down with my hand on her side. She retorted, but really wasn't fighting hard, "No, you little shit." "Come on, just one time. You know you want to" As I raised her t-shirt up past her waist completely exposing her ass. "Dammit!" was her response. "I despise this. You bastard. I'll fuck you if you leave Ashley alone." I didn't say a word in response to her. I slipped out of my lounge pants and pulled the t-shirt over my head quickly, before she could change her mind. I had tossed them both in a pile on top of the sticky panties that she had discarded out of necessity. I was now completely exposed lying with her The next thing I did was to begin leveraging her back down to a horizontal position. I reached my arms around her torso, began hugging her and cuddling with her; as my cock nestled once again against the soft globes of her ass. I began kissing her shoulder blades and kneading her large tits through her cotton t-shirt. Mom's neck was tantalizingly exposed, as I let my lips brush up and down lightly tickling it. My cock was hard as a rock and I knew she could feel every vein as it nestled between her ass cheeks. Reaching down, I lowered the purple helmeted monster with my left hand until it cozied up to the furry lips of her hot vagina. I rubbed my glans through her sparsely coated muff and then slowly and wantonly I pierced her tunnel of love. Feeling the warm, ooey, gooeyness that seemed ready for my advance. I was now massaging her soft, pliable breasts with my right hand; while I was diddling her poontang with my left. I encased her body like a leopard devouring its prey. Spooning her, and enjoying every minute of the lust filled exercise, I slowly pistoned in and out of her searing love. She slowly lost her inhibitions once again as she began manipulating herself all over my sword of flesh. She was breathing hard, as she softly stammered, "Y-yy-a thhh-iink you gg-got me. Ya ll-llitt-le Baa—stard. " She then started fucking me back. "Ohhh Fuck. Ohhh Fuck," she kept spouting. Involuntarily, she raised the leg in the air and held it high, pulling her right thigh back with her right hand, giving me better access to her sexy hot pocket. I had my left hand under her body as I stroked her soft pendulous tit with my hand. She then laid her head back against the couch's armrest as we pumped one another fervently. We panted and grunted as we collided with one another. As she raised her arms up involuntarily, I took control of her legs, holding her right leg up and long stroking her as she hummed below me. The sound of "oh, oh, um," played in my head as she reached down and started diddling herself, while I sawed in and out of her. I had not kissed her yet. I wanted to taste her beautiful mouth. Taking control of her arms, I turned her toward me so that I could invade her lips. She was lost as I opened my mouth and swallowed her lips "Ummmmmm," she murmured as she was forced to accept me. We ogled one another, in the dim light, as the torrential sex continued. . She pulled away and I could tell by her expressions that I had her. She was completely mine. She started pumping back with abandoned fervor. No words needed to be spoken. It was just complete concentration on a goal of being fulfilled. Mother grasped at anything she could find. Running her hands up and down her torso, grabbing her breasts, clutching the armrest on the couch, and then reaching back and palming my hip as it pistoned in and out of her. As she looked back towards me I could see that she was totally out of control. As I grabbed hold of her belly and began rubbing her clitty, she huffed and puffed her way into her first orgasm of this session. The little shrieks of a bitch in heat emanated from her lips, "Oh God, Oh God." The tremors caused her love to grasp at my sensitized cock, but having already spilled my seed once, I wasn't ready for climax. I wanted to feel her complete nakedness against me. Raising her t-shirt, she understood what I wanted, and thus she raised her arms so that I could pull the sweat-drenched shirt over her head. Now there were just two bodies colliding with a fine sheen of animal perspiration. There was an audible slapping and squeaking that could be heard between us. Now we were in complete unison. I could see her beautiful ripe melons as I pulled her back into me. She began further opening and closing her legs around my crankshaft as I slowed to a crawl, enjoying the fiery heat of her nether regions. Then she abruptly pulled off of me and resolutely declared to me, "I want on top." I sat up and back against the sofa as she stood on her still sock adorned feet. I could, for the first time this evening, see her full voluptuousness in all of its glory. Her body was thick and fit. She had a totally athletic look about her. This must have come from the years of yoga and other exercise that she steadfastly performed to keep herself together. Slowly she came forward and placed herself over me – her knees on each side of my waist. I reached around her grabbing my sticky staff and let her lower herself onto it slowly. This felt so deliciously wonderful, as she descended. Slowly, she impaled herself completely until I was completely inside her. As she began raising and lowering her hips, her slippery walls began grasping and pulling my rigid member. I pulled her torso into my chest until her fabulously soft mams were crushed against me. She continued the ride. I grasped my mother's ass and started controlling her movements. Slapping her soft jiggling ass, a few times, sent her to a new level as she rested her head against my shoulder and panted. She was insatiable as her new gyrations began. Suddenly leaning back and placing her hands on my knees, she began shifting through the various gears of my cock. I placed my hands on the sides of her waist, as I followed the movements of her ribbed love. God she was pushing me to unbelievable heights. This seemed to last forever, but it couldn't have been any more than a couple of minutes. I just knew that I really wanted to shoot my load. Grabbing her by the waist, I maneuvered her until I had her down on the couch. I then raised myself to be on top of her in the missionary position. Mom spread her legs wide, placing her right leg on my shoulder and dangling her left leg off of the edge of the couch. I began long stroking and slamming myself into her with unabandoned fervor. My mother's honey drizzled all over my knob, as I forcefully pushed in to the hilt. Every action was now met with an equal and opposite reaction. She was as ready for the ultimate climax as I was. Her hair now had a fine sheen from the intensity of our sexual workout. She looked so intense, and so vulnerable, as I looked directly at her undulating beneath me. Her head was constantly changing directions. One minute she was burying her face in the sofa, the next she was closing her eyes feeling the intensity of the moment, and then looking intently in my eyes. There was no smile on her face. It was almost as though she was not comfortable about the eroticism that we were sharing. She was oohing and ahhing in wild desperation as the pace was building towards a crescendo. Now as I went in to the maximum point, I would hold it for a moment and twirl in her love as she matched my movements. I was ready to spill my seed. I didn't want to ruin the moment and I didn't want to come inside my lovely mama. Mom was lost and I was lost as I pulled out and kneaded my genitalia on her cozy, cushiony belly. In just a few strokes, I was shooting jet after jet of lustful cream between us. The friction caused us both to shiver in the cool early morning air. The aroma of animal sex wafted through the air, as our torsos bonded together from the mess. An itchy sensation over came me as the last of my semen blended into our pours. I clung to my mother on top of the disheveled quilt, utterly exhausted, as we lay in a heap of bodily secretions. Babydoll Ch. 08 This was the only pussy that I had ever had besides Ash's. I wouldn't say the sex was better or worse it was just completely different. It was so much more mature, so much more experienced. I was quite happy with what had happened, but I lay bewildered by the events and the way my world had been turned upside down so quickly We lay entwined, as I told her how much I loved her. At that very moment in time, I felt like I would do anything for her. I knew that I wanted more of what we had started this night. I was exhausted and my cock was limp, but my mind could not be quenched with desire for this woman before me. My mother seemed in a daze as she wiggled out from underneath my spent body. She rose up on her unsteady sock-covered feet and retrieved her t-shirt placing it over her head and pulling it over her beautiful figure. She turned and gave me an expressionless gaze without saying a word. Then she turned and drifted silently away around the corner and up the stairwell. The only item left, as evidence of our rendezvous, was the cum-soaked silk panties that had been discarded only a short time before. I retrieved them to keep as a memento of the occasion. I knew that time would pass, but who knew what the future would hold. Our lives had been forever altered and our relationship would never be the same. It seemed Mom and Joe were headed toward divorce at some point. She had done a very good job of concealing from everyone how much their relationship had deteriorated. My mother was leading a full, but lonely, life. She appeared, in all respects, happy, but I had never realized how unfulfilled she felt until after our consummation. We were now inexorably linked as more than mother and son. God, I hoped that Ashley wouldn't find out that I fucked Mom. It was the first time that I had ever cheated on her. I really didn't regret it because the thoughts of that scintillating mature pussy really sent my mind reeling. I just couldn't help myself. Ash would be back later that afternoon. I was really fearful about her finding out, but I was thinking how would she ever know. It wasn't like I was going to say anything about it. I also knew that Mom wouldn't bring it up. But, there was the fact that my mother knew that I had a sexual relationship with Ash. I know that I had promised my mother that I would end my relations with my sister, but I only said that so I could get my dick inside of her. I needed Ashley and now I felt like I needed my mother. Hell, I didn't have a clue how this all would sort itself out, but there was no way that I would stop any of it from happening. After having sex with my mother, it was going to be hard not to think about pussy all of the time. Babydoll Ch. 09 Chapter 09 – Spring Break - The Next Day This is the direct continuation of the last chapter. Any likenesses or similarities are purely coincidental. Please read the previous chapters, if you haven't. This is a taboo topic, so I know that it is offensive to many people. The material is erotic to me because it is forbidden in society. In no way do I condone such activity. This is purely fantasy. Hope you enjoy the fantasy. Once again, I appreciate the comments and feedback of the Babydoll series. The encouragement has far and away outweighed any criticism that I have received. I really want feedback for all of the chapters. I truly think that whether positive or negative, that it leads one to become a better author. My eyes opened as I awoke from a deep sleep. Where was I? Hmmm, I was back in my room. The last thing I remembered was being down in the basement. Had it all been a dream. Had I really been with my mother? It didn't seem real, but it had to have been. The next thing I knew, the door to my room was opened and in came Ashley. Her 5'7'' frame was standing before me. Her long legs and slim ass were perfectly framed by a pair of faded cut-off jean shorts and those nice firm C-D full sized tits were accentuated by the white wife beater tank top she was wearing. 19 years of prime delight stood there before my sleepy eyes. The sound of her coming up the steps is what must have woken me up. I was groggy, so I just laid down in the bed and tried to stretch myself awake. The flimsy tank top was riding up so that her belly was somewhat exposed. Man! She looked really hot standing before me. Leaning down she looked me squarely in the eyes and kissed me softly on the lips giggling, "Good Morning Sleepy Head, I've missed you. Are you going to sleep all morning?" I already had morning wood and now this hottie was embracing me with her taut abdomen exposed. She had this golden blonde thing going on that looked wonderful surrounding her model complexion. Instantly I went to full mast feeling the heat from my senses being stimulated by her presence. "When did you get home?" I asked. She smiled, "I just came in about 20 minutes ago. I had to put my stuff away and I figured you were sleeping in anyway." (Jimmy) – "Y'all must have left pretty early." Ash laid down next to me and rubbed my chest while responding, "Well Liz needed to get back and it's only about an hour away. So we just came straight back." Then she leaned in and kissed me again, fully on the lips. Pulling back she let me know, "You know I have really missed you, us, being together. I haven't bathed today. Then she proceeded to stand up and walk out the door." Oh my god, this had to be a cue was all I could think. It took me back to the scene almost one year before to the day. It couldn't be. How hot would that be? I waited a few seconds before following her. Instinct led me to her room She was sitting in front of her mirror. She was looking in the mirror, smiling, as she leisurely brushed her hair. I entered and sat down across from her. As before I asked, "Ashley you have such beautiful hair can I brush it." She handed me the brush, as I went over and stood behind her. I slowly and gently started stroking her hair with the brush. After a couple minutes her hair was as soft as silk strands. My balls were tight and my dick was taut. I laid down the brush and began massaging her shoulders -- stroking them ever so gently and lowering my head to smell her hair. I was awed, "Oh. Ash you are so beautiful. Your hair is so silky." Then I chuckled as I leaned forward and whispered in her ear, "Is it true, what they say about blondes having more fun?" Ashley grinned slyly as she responded, "That's for me to know and you to find out. Isn't it? ... I'm going to go take a bath." I knew exactly what to say. It was déjà vu in a wonderful way, "Ashley let me wash your hair. I'd love to do it. I bet it will really smell great once it's washed." Ashley squawked, "Before I was scared, but now it is what I want." I gulped and nodded at the inferred aggression. Ashley led the way as I followed, mesmerized the wonderful denim covered ass sashaying before me. As she entered the bathroom, she went to the tub and turned on the water. Then she stepped back and proceeded to pull her tank top over her head exposing her wonderful jugs. She then unzipped her cut-offs and stepped out of them. She only had white silk panties on. She stepped into the tub and sat without taking her panties off. I looked at her with wonderment, "Ashley you make my heart palpitate." She leaned over to me saying, "thank you." Before we kissed again. I proceeded to take some shampoo and lather up her hair. As I continued massaging her scalp, I thought of last year and all the times that we had been together. I thought of the night before with my mother. Was I stupid? All I needed was the woman before me. My mind was steaming in the hot, humid bathroom. I had a need to see her fully nude. I asked, "Baby will you take your panties off?" With an assured smile she responded differently this time, "For you I will." She stood and shimmied out of the silky waterlogged panties. Standing fully nude before me I was breathless at what I saw. Ashley's muff was completely bare, as if she were a pre-pubescent teen. I stammered, "Oh my God," as my lust took me to dizzying heights. I was in awe of what stood before me. I leaned in and kissed her on the clean smooth skin. She cooed, "You like?" I seriously stated. "I like this way, I like the other way, I like anyway." She sat back in the water as I grabbed the soap and began lathering her body. She then took the soap from my hand and continued to wash herself as I once again began shampooing her hair. I wanted to get in the water with her and this time I asked, "Ash can I get in the water with you?" "OK Jim, go ahead," she said in a soft tone. I didn't have to be told twice. I pulled my t-shirt over my head and stepped out of my lounge pants, exposing my bloated cock. As she moved forward, I stepped into the tepid water and settled in behind her. I then started washing her hair again. I massaged her scalp a little longer and then I took a cup and rinsed her hair. She then wrung the excess water from her head. When I had finished rinsing her hair, she leaned back fully into me as I kissed her forehead. She looked back at me, "I'd like to shave you bare. Would you let me?" The thrill entered my mind. It would feel like two first time virgins fucking. "Sure," I agreed. When Ash stood up, the water cascaded down her shimmering body. She stepped out of the tub and walked over to the bathroom cabinet. Reaching into the drawer she gathered some shaving cream and a brand new razor. Then she came back and entered the bathtub where she requested, "Will you stand up." As I stood, she knelt before me. My cock bounced before her face with a heartbeat of its own. She took the can and squirted some shaving gel in her hand and then began lathering it into my pubic area. I didn't need a scissor trim, because I have always groomed myself every couple of months and I didn't have a lot down there at the time. I was a little nervous, "I've never been fully shaved down there before so please be careful." "Don't worry. I'll be careful," she grinned in response. Once she was satisfied with the coverage, she took the razor and gazed into my eyes. Nervously anticipating the event I meekly requested, "Be gentle now, you don't want to harm my delicate skin." She carefully went to work making a pass rinsing the razor and repeating the process over and over. I watched as the path was cleared of both foam and hair. She gracefully guided the blade, making certain that no stray hair remained. Slowly and deliberately she reached the point at the base of the rigid shaft, until there was no remaining hair left above my cock. She ran her fingertips over the shaved areas checking for any missed spots before moving on to the underside. Gently, she lifted the sack of my genitals and glided the razor along the skin carefully until nary any existence of hair could be found. She had used the utmost caution to make sure not to nick the extremely delicate skin. The sac was as smooth as if no hair had ever existed there. Taking a washcloth, Ashley rinsed away the last remnants of shaving foam. She gently fondled my now super sensitive barren genitalia with her nimble fingers as my legs turned to jelly. I almost felt reborn as the pleasure of the touch of her hands sent chills throughout my body. "Did I do a good job?" She had to have known the expert job that she had done. I could not imagine anyone taking more time and not rushing the strokes, but I knew that she needed to be assured that I was happy with her work. "Baby, you did a wonderful job." Her eyes left mine and traveled down my chest to the engorged monster drooling just inches from her beautiful face. She playfully slapped the bloated staff and let out a robust laugh before kissing it and giving it a couple of full strokes. I couldn't help but moan in ecstasy. Baby, you deserve a reward for doing so well. "Come on. Let's get dried off and go get in the bed. Would you like that?" She looked me in the eyes and shook her head in the affirmative. I reached down and grabbed a hold of her arms and lifted her up, hugging her against me. For the first time our bare nether regions made contact as my steely erection became sensitively mashed into her soft abdomen. We kissed for a brief moment until I broke away went over to the bathroom closet. I grabbed a couple of our best towels. I took one and started hand drying her as she stepped out of the tub and onto the bath mat. Finally, she took the towel from me, and began patting herself dry. I was entranced once again by her beauty, but finally reached for the other towel and dried myself. As Ash moved up to the mirror to check herself out, her back was turned to me. I moved up to her, gave her a light peck on her cheek, and told her "God, You are beautiful. You turn me on so much. Let's go get in the bed." She turned, giving a knowing grin, and walked out of the bathroom toward her bedroom. I took that as the signal to follow her towel wrapped form. As we entered her room, I laid down on the bed and admired the beautiful presence while she stood at her dresser drawers. It was like a reenactment of one year earlier as she stood at her dresser drawer. She rustled through the drawers picking out what she wanted to wear. Then she dropped her towel exposing her feminine charms once again. Her body glistened with moisture from the bath we had just taken. My eyes once again roamed her body with wanderlust as she seemed to find what she was looking for. "Jimmy turn your head while I change my panties." I turned my head for a second, but only to play the game. Then I turned it back to see her in all of her splendor. She noticed and this time giggled, "JIIMMMYYY!!!" I was truly in awe, "God, Ashley, You are so beautiful. Please just stand there for a second and let me look at you. You just keep looking better and better." Her confidence seemed to grow more and more as the days passed; she displayed her assets willingly for more than a few seconds. I took in the sight of her perfect tits and her bare pussy. She was all woman now. After a few brief seconds, she put on those tiny cute light blue panties and white t-shirt on again. She came over and sat in the floor and handed me the brush. I squatted behind her and began slowly stroking her hair again. I began creeping up closer to her until my legs were surrounding her tight little ass. I know she must have felt my boner rubbing against her ass. Only the towel surrounding my waist covered my bloated staff. I was drunk with lust from the smell of her hair. It had me overly sensitive. As I brushed her hair, I bent forward and whispered in her ear, " Ashley I love you. I've missed you. I want you so bad." Incredulously she stated, "I've missed you too." I reached down and loosened my towel letting my cock nuzzle in the crack of her satiny blue covered ass. As my chin rested upon the base of her shoulder and neck, her scent became intoxicating. I began fondling her ear as I told her, "You know I love you. I always have." I quit stroking her hair and got up on the bed. "Come lay down here with me baby, I need you." Without hesitation, she got up and laid down on the bed beside me. It was like deja vu. I was lying on my side and she was lying on her back. No words needed to be spoken. We cuddled restlessly with me fondling and kissing her and letting her know how much I desired her. My rod was stiff and the aching sensation in my loins let me know that I needed more. "What do you want to do?" she asked. "Just get comfortable right now," I retorted nonchalantly. "Why don't we just cuddle right now? I just want to hold you." I was really turned on and she showed no hesitation as she rolled to her side and we spooned together. There was no trepidation. We knew what each other wanted and needed. There were no frustrations, we were going to fuck in due time. Patience and titillation lead to a wonderfully climactic event. That is what good sex is all about. Slowly I reached down to her exposed midriff and slowly eased the t-shirt over her head, exposing her gorgeous breasts once again. After wriggling her out of the t-shirt, I cupped her heavy mams as I wrapped my legs around her sides and began unconsciously humping her. As I lovingly kissed her neck, she began squirming and I could tell that she was getting as hot as I was. Then after a couple minutes of buttering her up, like this, Feeling a déjà vu moment, I took control over her and asked her, "Let's take your panties off baby." At first she playfully hesitated, but I remained patient. "Come on Baby. I just want to be naked with you." I finally placed my hands on each side of her waist and slowly eased them down. She didn't say a word as I slowly rubbed her firm ass. It felt so great to feel her naked beauty next to me. Our nude forms created an explosive friction as I kissed and groped her shapely body. I was burning with lust thinking and then saying, "God this feels so good." "Jimmy," she stammered, "I know this isn't right, but I can't help it. I am so in love with you. I am so in love with this" I knew that "this" wasn't right. Ash didn't even know that I had fucked our mother just hours before. My lust just wanted to keep my cock wet. Mom's pussy was exquisite, but there was no way I wanted to give up Ash, especially with it splayed before me. I had a raging hard on that pulsed against her ass as I held her. We had been here before, but it had never lost its luster. I just rubbed against the cleft of her fantastic backside for a while. I had learned to control my libido or otherwise I would have shot my load in this highly charged moment. She turned on her back and gave me a perplexing stare. It was time to get back at it. I had to tell her, "God! You are so beautiful Baby. You've got me so turned on. Look what you do to me." She turned around and took a quick glance at the now barren rigid mast. There was an anxious, anticipatory look on her face. My 7-inch monster looked even more menacing with no hair to hide part of its length. Even though she no longer seemed intimidated by the whole situation, I could feel the tension in the air. I took my time with the foreplay. My mind raced thinking about what I wanted to do next. I slithered down between her legs and alternated between kissing her hairless mons and licking her unfolded labia. She really started writhing around my face, bucking like a wild filly as I inserted my index finger inside her love. This dialed up her first orgasm of the session as she began tremoring. As her cream began to trickle, I slowly started licking my way up to her navel. I crept up her body until we were face-to-face and then I kissed her pouty lips. The thought ran through my mind, at this point, about the events of the last year. My cock was going home once again. We began kissing fervently as our stomachs collided and I could feel the head of my cock brush against the nether lips of her pussy. Then I lowered myself and stuck the head into her moist labia. I pushed myself up, locking my elbows and coaxed, "Come on honey, I wanna fuck." I was between her legs and squarely over her. She leaned forward and wrapped her arms and legs around me, as she brought her lips to mine. Right there I had my answer. I pulled back, "Remember last year? I just wanted to feel it, to be inside you. I got carried away. I just wanted to feel it for a second..." Then I gently nudged my crown inside her soft, warm crevice. She stammered, "I just wanted to wait. I'd never done it before. I just wanted to wait." I slowly entered her, telling her, "I Love you Ashley. I've always loved you. You are the woman I want to be with. You are the most beautiful girl in the world." As we clung together Ashley whispered in my ear, "I love you too Jimmy, I love you too." I began focusing on kissing my playmate again. I was immersed in the electrical friction as our bodies collided in awkward angles. The sounds of passion filled my ears as we fucked furiously. The undulations of her torso were causing her stiff nipples to poke me in the chest. Once again we were lost in one another. My cock lurched in the heat of the moment. "Oh god, baby, I've missed you so much." I knelt up and pushed her thighs apart, as I watched my cock slide in and out of her hairless cunt. Ashley started rotating wildly around my shaft as I moved in and out of her. I felt like we were a couple of kids fucking and it was driving me crazy with desire. My sex gland began to pulse, a sign that I could cum at any moment, but I did not want to. I pulled out and repositioned myself to Ashley's side. I pushed her up and spooned her backside as thoughts of the exhilarating fuck session I had with Mama, just hours before, flashed into my mind. These two women were so much alike and so different at the same time. I reached around and cupped Ashley's large breasts in my open palms, squeezing them with animal lust as I once again started grinding against her. I had a need to get back inside of her. Guiding my cock to her creamy opening, I eased my way into her luscious snatch. She let out a primal groan, as I felt the now familiar sensation of paradise. I kissed between her shoulder blades, as I kneaded her swollen orbs. I whispered sweet nothings in her ear, "I love your sweet little pussy. It's so tight and hot. I always want to cum in you baby." There was an audible sound of our thighs smacking together, as we continued going at it back and forth. I let my lips brush up and down Ash's neck before I began nibbling on her ear. My cock was hard as a rock and I knew she could feel every vein as it burrowed inside of her unyielding pussy. Ashley began moaning, "Oooh yeah, Uh, Uh, Oh fuck, Oh yeah baby, Ooh yeah, I'm cumming baby, I'm cumming......Come for me baby, come for me." And I was more than willing to oblige. Her sultry pussy had me at the edge and I was just about ready to go over the top. I grabbed a hold of her sides and pistoned frantically in and out of the molten juices of her womb. We were grunting, groaning, and thrashing about as I pumped in and pulled out of her. Ashley pleaded with me, "Cum with me baby! Cum with me!" She now enjoyed the experience of riding up and down the steely shaft like a bitch with an unquenchable desire. "Oooh, Oooh, Oh Fuck!!!" I spouted, as my cock twitched and my body convulsed, spewing cream inside her velvety walls. She milked my cock until I couldn't take the electric sensation anymore. Babydoll Ch. 09 "Oh Ashley. So good, Oh God, So good," I said as I gasped for air, trying to catch my breath. I collapsed next to her as I weakly kissed her shoulder. "I love you so much," We cuddled in our erotic dew, as we attempted to come back down to earth. She breathlessly spoke as she slapped my thigh, "That was incredible." Just then I instinctually detected a sound coming from somewhere in the house. I hadn't heard anything, but maybe in being carried away with our passion, I had tuned out any sound. "Ashley," I whispered, "Do you here anything?" I scrambled up and to the door. It sounded like someone was downstairs. I turned around stark naked. "Ashley," I implored quietly, "Get dressed." I grabbed my towel and wrapped it around my waist. Stealthfully I opened the door, checking the hall, and quickly made a beeline to the bathroom to retrieve our clothes. It could only be Mom. Did she know? She had to know. "Oh God, what was I going to do?" I frantically thought. Babydoll Ch. 10 This is the direct continuation of the last chapter. Any likenesses or similarities are purely coincidental. Please read the previous chapters, if you haven't. This is a taboo topic, so I know that it is offensive to many people. The material is erotic to me because it is forbidden in society. In no way do I condone such activity. This is purely fantasy. Hope you enjoy the fantasy. Once again, I appreciate the comments and feedback of the Babydoll series. The encouragement has far and away outweighed any criticism that I have received. I really want feedback for all of the chapters. I truly think that whether positive or negative, that it leads one to become a better author. ----------------------------- After I got out of the bathroom, I made my way back to my bedroom where I put on a t-shirt and a pair of jeans. It was a few minutes before 1pm, as I looked at the clock. I was nervous as shit. I didn't hear Mom coming up the steps, but I knew I was going to have to make contact at some point. Swallowing the butterflies, I made my way down the steps to see my mother. Ashley was still in her room and you could here a pin drop from that direction of the house. When I got to the bottom of the steps, I walked toward the kitchen where I heard the refrigerator open and close. There was Mom in her business dress. She appeared to be a little tired. She looked up toward me as I entered with a blank look on her face, "I got through with my meeting so I came home to bring you some lunch. I got you a chef salad. It's in the fridge." She grabbed her Iced Tea off of the shelf and sat down at the kitchenette and started eating her salad. Then she inquired "Is Ashley home?" Nervously I gave a little less than honest answer. "Yeah, she got home a little while ago." (Mom) -- "Where is she?" (Jimmy) -- "I guess she's up in her room." (Mom) -- "Have you talked to her." (Jimmy) -- "Yeah, we talked." (Mom) -- "Did you talk about what we discussed last night?" (Jimmy) -- "No. I haven't brought it up yet." "Jimmy, I am serious," Mom gave me a demanding and unyielding look, "Look at me. I am serious." I meekly responded like the weasel I felt like, "I know you are." Then Mom quickly changed direction as she placidly expressed, "About last night...." "Yeah?" I nodded. Mom looked around, then shaking her head negatively, quietly said, "I'm sorry...It was a mistake.... That can never happen again....never...do you understand?" In a stupor, I just nodded my head affirmatively. So here she was insisting that I end my sexual relationship with Ashley and I was feeling terribly guilty about the intimacy of the night before, I knew I had terribly fucked up by letting myself get into that situation. How could I betray the one that I loved so much? I just wanted to forget the night before and put that out of my mind. I knew that I had stepped through a vortex and this was another situation where I knew that I couldn't go back to where I wanted to be. Things had changed and they would never be the same. My mind was swirling, because I was so hooked on Ashley that there was no way that I could live without the attachment. I admit that I enjoyed the sex with my Mother, but Ash the one that I needed. I had to get away. I had to get out of the house. I let her know, "Mom, I need to go take a walk and think. I'll be back in just a bit." I really couldn't read what she was thinking at this point. She looked at me with a somewhat perplexing look on her face, "OK Jim, I'm going back to work here in a few minutes. You have that talk with Ashley. I'll be home around 6(pm)." I went for a walk in the woods and contemplated the situation. It was one of those mortal moments where you feel the world closing in on you. I didn't want to give up my Ashley, but I also was feeling the pressure that my mother was placing on me. I knew that I would have to walk a tightrope if things continued with Ashley and I felt I would be walking the plank if I didn't do things right. I went to the woods and sat on my favorite stump reflecting on the past year. I knew that I had broken every taboo, but I had not really over indulged sexually. I had been with only one woman sexually before being with my mother the night before. God that sounds fucked up doesn't it? -- especially when the other had been my sister. The one good thing was that it seemed that mom didn't show any knowledge of the fact that Ash and I had been having sex when she came in at lunch. If she did, she sure wasn't letting onto it and she was being cool about it. It was another beautiful 70+ degree day outside and I was enjoying the weather -- somewhat. When I headed back to the house, it was a little after 2pm. As I entered the living room, Ashley gave me a somewhat poignant stare as she spoke, "She didn't say anything, but she knows." Playing ignorant I asked, "What do you mean she knows?" Ashley with her voice somewhat wavering spoke, "I could just tell that she knows. She came up to my room and she was asking when I got home and I told her about 11(am). She seemed to be looking all around the room. She knows. I just know that she knows." I walked over and tried to calm her down, even though I had to lie, "Ash baby, we'll just chill out. Everything's all right. I don't think she knows. You're just a little paranoid about it. I am too. We'll just chill. Okay." Then I kissed her and rubbed her cheek. "It's going to be hard to do this Jimmy. I'm going to have to stay away from you. When we're close I feel so out of control anymore. I just want to feel you and touch you." She leaned in and hugged me while she pouted on my shoulder. I knew exactly what she meant. She was the woman that I truly desired. She was the one that I felt I had a special connection with. I know that is fucked up, when she is my own sister, but it was the truth. Ashley told me that she had to get out of the house. She said that she was going over to see her friend Jodie. She went upstairs and got dressed before leaving. She looked so sad as she came in to tell me she was leaving and we kissed goodbye. The sexual tension once again began to flow, but Ashley reluctantly pulled back, "We can't." I gave her a kiss on the cheek and assured her that everything would be alright and then she was gone. I went upstairs and fired one up before trying to call some of my friends. It seemed that they were all busy or not at home for break. I decided to go for a drive out in the country to try and sort all of this stuff out in my head. I couldn't get Ashley out of my mind. I knew it would probably be best to get to some semblance of a normal lifestyle, but it was going to be really hard. It was getting towards evening when I returned home. When I arrived at the house there was no one home. I went up to my room and called Jill. She didn't answer her phone and this made me wonder what she was up to. A jealous pang ran through my heart, as I wondered where she was. I couldn't blame her if she was going out with someone else. I sure felt I hadn't shown her enough interest. I was in my room with a little buzz going. I had my headphones on and was listening to some tunes when I noticed the door opening. In stepped my mother. I could see that she had gotten her hair done. She stepped forward towards me and was saying something, but I couldn't hear her so I took the headphones off. She let me know, "Jim, I've been calling you. I stopped and got some food on the way home." "I'm not really hungry," I glumly replied. She tried coaxing me, "Come on now. It'll be cold. I got a big pizza with everything on it, just the way you like it." "Maybe after while," I retorted. "Where's Ashley?" she asked in a telltale inquiry. I answered harshly. I was pissed, but not totally honest, "She went to Jodie's, she knew that you knew something, but she didn't know for sure. I told her that you didn't know. I lied to her and I feel really bad about that. I just want to really be alone right now." "You know this is for the best," she chided and abruptly turned around and left the room. I never went down to eat. I sulked the rest of the evening and just stayed in my room sleeping. Ashley never came home that evening or the next day. I missed her very badly. I just decided to be reclusive and sleep spring break away. The next afternoon I tried several times to get in touch with Ashley on her cell phone. I couldn't understand why she wouldn't respond to my phone calls. She was making this whole situation even more difficult than it already was. When mom got home from work, I asked if she had seen or heard from Ashley. Mom answered, "She called and said that she and Jodie were going out of town for the night and would be back tomorrow." She gave me a knowing look, "Look Jimmy, I know this is hard, but you need to get passed it. This is for the best. I know you can't see that now, but you will see it's for the best." Tears welled in my eyes as I responded, "I know what we have done is wrong. It just happened. Just like you and me the other night. I'm sorry, it just happened." No matter what was said or done, we all knew that it was just a matter of timing and circumstances. We just spent so much time together and we knew one another's vulnerabilities. I don't know if this kind of thing happens in other families, but it just seems like it has to. We all have sexual needs and sometimes it is so easy to fall for those that are closest to us. It's just a matter of whether the mind crosses the line that carries us forward to the need to satisfy that sexual craving. Even the inhibitions of sexual taboos can collapse in a split second when carnal desires cross a certain boundary. My mother seemed to show a very progressive attitude about the whole situation. Most parents would have really been waylaid by such a situation and gone off the deep end, but my mother has always been more of a friend, than a motherly figure. Even though I could see she was perplexed by the circumstances, she showed a kind compassion about the abnormal state of affairs. Mom let me know, "I marinated some steaks so that we can have dinner together. We need to talk about some things that I can't talk about with the others around. This might be the last chance to do that this week. Will you go light the grill, while I get everything ready?" I nodded my head before heading out to the grilling area by the pool. As I went outside, I could see that Mom had set up everything and lit the candles around the pool area. The dusky sky created an amber hue that illuminated the warm evening. Mom brought out a couple of bowls of salad, plates, New York Strips, a bottle of wine, and wine glasses. She set them all up on the outdoor dining table adjacent to the deck. Mom handed the steaks to me and I threw them on the grill. She always expected the man to grill them in any situation and I had become pretty good at grilling a good medium rare steak. Mom asked, "You would like some wine, wouldn't you?" I nodded affirmatively as she poured a couple of glasses. I walked over, sat down, and nibbled on my salad as we waited for the steaks to finish. She opened the conversation, "I never have had the chance to ask you how school was going? Are you doing alright?" I replied "Yes, its fine. I'm doing well in my classes, it's not easy." "So what about this girl you have been seeing, will you tell me about her?" my mom asked. "Jill is very nice and she's intelligent. She's in a couple of my classes. That's how I got to know her. We study together." Nervous about this interrogation, I got up and walked over to the grill and flipped the steaks before walking back. "Are you two close?" Mom needled. I knew what she meant, but I played dumb, "What do you mean?" "Come on Jimmy. You know what I mean," she retorted. "No mother. I haven't slept with her. If that is what you are asking." I reproached. We sat for a few minutes continuing with our salads before I went and pulled the steaks off of the grill. Mom continued with further small talk about what I might need to take back to school. I could tell that there were other things on her mind, but she didn't want to push me too far. I sipped and savored the wine that she had poured as we finished our dinner. Mom had a couple of glasses and poured another for me. I guess she had loosened up and decided to inquire further about her curiosities. "You get homesick because of Ashley, don't you?" I shrugged a half yes and half no. How could I answer such a question truthfully? "You know honey, I was an only child, so there is no way that I could understand any of this. But, I did love your father and I met him when I was 16 and he was 18. He was my first and only love until he died in that accident. You remind me so much of him. You're a little taller, but he was a little thicker. He was so strong." She almost went into a trance with this recollection. I wondered where she was taking this. Life had grown ever so confusing over the past year. Wrong seemed right, up seemed down, and forward seemed so backwards, where was all of this leading? Mom continued, "I definitely can see the attraction that you two have for one another. Ashley is gorgeous and so are you. You carry yourself just like he did." With this she placed her hand on my shoulder and caressed it lovingly. "I don't know how all of this got started, but you will see that it is for the best that you put this behind you." I really don't understand why some people interject themselves into others lives and try to make decisions for them. My mother had just finished saying that she couldn't understand the relationship and then in the next breath was telling me what was best for me. How were those two subjects supposed to coexist? (Mom) - "The other night I was lost in the moment of feeling your father. I could almost feel his presence. I felt so young again. It was wrong, I was confused and making excuses... well it's just not right." I reached out and caressed her hand, letting her know, "I understand mom. Believe me, I understand." Mom let out an anxious smile. "Honey," she interjected, "I have some champagne from New Year's Eve that has never been opened. Would you like to share a glass." "What's the occasion," I asked. "Does there have to be an occasion? I'm just glad you're home and we're enjoying this lovely dinner." She got up and headed inside for a couple of minutes. When she came back outside she was carrying a couple of champagne flutes and one of the bottles of Korbel that I remembered from New Year's Eve. She motioned me over to the patio couch where she placed the glasses on the wicker-glass coffee table. She opened the bottle and poured a couple of glasses. We toasted the flutes before taking a couple of sips. The bubbly champagne gave me an energized feeling. I sat back and relaxed with nary a thought running through my mind. The next thing I knew Mom boldly asked, "You smoke marijuana don't you?" I nodded meekly in the affirmative, expecting to get blasted. I knew better than to lie about that after all of the revelations of the last few days. What she said next was a true surprise. "You know, I'm not a nerd... some of my friends smoked pot ... and I was around them when they smoked it...I've tried it, but I haven't smoked any in a long time. I need something to help me relax. I'd like to try some....Life's been a bit rough lately," she blushed nervously from asking me to do this. "You'd really like to smoke some weed?" I puzzlingly questioned her as she nodded affirmatively. "Okay," I answered and got up from the sofa and headed to my room. I couldn't believe it, "Damn, my mom wants to smoke some weed with me." I had some really good shit that I had been saving in my makeshift humidor. This was some good skunkilicious shit. It wasn't a relaxing kind of weed, this was the kind that would get you good and fucked up. I had been saving it for a special occasion. I headed back downstairs and outside under the deck to the candlelit area. The atmosphere had a golden hue, as my mother had poured us another flute of champagne. She was sipping on hers as I sat back beside her on the lounge sofa. I held the joint up to my mother, "Here it is." I lit the joint and took a long, slow drag before handing it to mom. As I exhaled the smoke, I watched mom who had taken a long toke -- more than what she should have. She started into a coughing spasm, so I rubbed her back and asked if she was alright. Mom had dropped the joint in the middle of her coughing episode. I bent down, picked it up, and took another draw before handing it over again. "Mom, you don't need to take a big draw off of this stuff, it isn't a cigarette. Just take a small one and hold it in." Mom took a small toke and held it in for a few seconds before exhaling. Then she took a few more sips of champagne. I took a couple of swallows myself. I was already feeling a little buzzed as I reached the joint back out to my mother. She shook her head no, before letting me no, "I think that's enough for now." We sat in silence, relaxing and letting the buzz flow for a few minutes. I could tell that mom was high as we sat back on the lounger. I raised the courage to ask about what had happened a few nights before. "Mom did you have what happened the other night planned?" "No, no way, not at all," she shook her head. Her thoughts seemed to come out carefully as she blurted the unexpected out. "I think Joe might be sleeping around. I can't really prove it; but we haven't had sex in months. Our marriage has been monotonous for a while. We've just been going through the motions." I don't know if it was the grass or the circumstances, I'm sure the buzz had something to do with it, but she started to tearing up. I tried to comfort her "Mom, everything's going to be alright. Don't cry." I reached out and took her in my arms, hugging her. "It's going to be OK. Are you sad because you think Joe has been cheating on you?" Mom cried on my shoulder, "No, I'm not positive that he has. That's not why I'm crying.... I'm a woman. I'm still young, and I need sex!" She gasped as she thought about what she had just said, pausing a few seconds while searching for the proper words, "I haven't been with many men in my life and I've never cheated... I shouldn't be telling you these things. I'm just frustrated my life is so screwed up. I'm upset that my family is so dysfunctional. I feel so responsible!!! I'm fucking responsible!!!" I reached out, hugged her, and then kissed her on the cheek. As I held her, her breasts pressed against my chest and somewhat unfortunately causing my cock to begin to stir. My tented pants pressed against her side. Mom stared me in the eyes and one thing led to another as we began kissing. Suddenly my mother pulled back, "We can't do this. We can't fucking do this." She stared at me and tried to speak, but no more words escaped the lips I had just been kissing. She seemed to be terribly flustered, as she continued to stare intently in my eyes, while she rose from the sofa, then she turned and hastily escaped into the house. I knew that I had fucked up. I tried to convince myself that I really wasn't a letch. I didn't mean to put any moves on my mother. It felt like it was a mutual thing, but she had laid the rules down and here they were completely broken. Oh, I felt shattered. I just sat in a lost daze wondering how I was going to remedy the situation. Before I knew it, I looked down at my watch and it had been thirty minutes. The air was becoming quite cool (temperature probably lower sixtyish), but I didn't want to face the music whatever that might be. I felt like going inside to further sulk in my pity. I put out the candles and headed in. Babydoll Ch. 10 I was going upstairs to my room to chill out for the rest of the evening. Climbing the stairs to where my bedroom is I noticed that the guest bedroom door was open and the dresser lamp light was on, which normally this room is closed, so this was something unusual that made me step inside the room to see what was up. I could see a reflection in the dresser mirror; which I recognized immediately to be my mother's. She was in the bathroom with the door partially closed. I took a few more steps in the room and turned to have a direct look into the bathroom. Mother was standing in front of the bathroom mirror, it was hard not to notice her. I harkened back to the déjà vu of the past New Year's Eve. She no longer was wearing her dress, instead she was sporting the sexiest white lace set of bra and panties my eyes had ever had the privilege of seeing... There again, I saw the epitome of a cougar's seductive reflection. She caught my gaze, but said nothing as she turned around to give me a full view of her full figured offering. My mind was torn as my instincts pulled my heart toward this desire for carnal satiety. My cock leaped with a craving as my adrenaline began to boil. I was so uncomfortable in my own skin, I had that feeling again. I would be lying if I didn't admit that Ashley was on my mind also, but I was torn by what was in my presence. Mother turned toward the mirror and dispatched her pendulous globes from their confinement for what seemed to be my viewing pleasure. Slowly the bra flowed down her arms towards the floor. She never looked my way as she hooked her lacy panties with her thumbs and stepped out of them. Then at that moment she glanced up with the look of a vixen that was performing some sort of sexual ritual. I once again was drawn to her feminine charms. The slightly pooched belly and flared hips perfectly matched her frame giving that wonderful hour glass look. Her womanly bottom was full with the perfect amount of roundness. Oh and that trimmed pussy, my god my mind was swirling. My instincts were going to test the limits of this relationship. She reached for her robe and put it on, then tied the sash. Oh my god, this purple robe was sheer and she had nothing on underneath. What was she trying to do to me?!? The fabric did nothing to hide her. Its translucence illuminated her body. I could still make out everything, in the soft light, as she turned off the light and stepped out of the bathroom. Walking up to me she said, "Can I have a hug and a kiss goodnight from my man before turning in." She stepped up and fully embraced me. I knew she had to feel my hardness as my now rigid staff molded into her cushiony womb. The flimsy fabric did nothing to subside the lust I was feeling. As she hugged me, she seemed to sway causing a dry fucking sensation that made pre-cum ooze from my overly sensitive glans. She kissed me on the cheek and as the kiss lingered, she whispered in my ear, "You don't know how much I love you." She pulled back, looking up with doey eyes, then moved her supple hands until she gracefully held my face into her palms. She then leaned in for a warm kiss on the lips and my urges made me oblige, but it couldn't stop with one kiss. The next was more fervent. The next simmered. And then the overflowing heat led to our tongues colliding in shameless eagerness. Mom and I hugged one another close. Our arms moved down until they were resting on one another's lower backs. I pulled her voluptuous body tight against my physical form, so that her breasts were firmly mashed into my chest. I then couldn't help rolling her fleshy ass cheeks with hands. This seemed to make her lean back somewhat away from me, but this was no problem because it allowed me to glide my left hand to mother's bountiful breast. I then bent forward to aggressively take her further into my control. Her chest heaved and her nipples began fiercely poking through the delicate fabric of her robe. We were both losing control under this torrential stimulus. My instincts took over and I untied the sash that protected her nude form. Mom breathlessy stammered, "Ohh, James," but she allowed me access to shed her from the flimsy sheer encumbrance. Looking down, I was once again in awe of my mother's frontal nude form up close and personal. Her puffy nipples stood tall and proud for a woman of her age that had bore three children and her pussy was beautifully trimmed, wispy auburn triangle My mother reached down and began unbuttoning my pants. I took that as a sign that I needed to rid myself of the shirt I was wearing. As I began to unbutton my shirt, I felt her trembling hands begin to lower my jeans. As my manhood sprang free, she gawked at the 7-1/2 inches of bloated phallus. The pulsing veins were engorged with a lecherous stew full of desire and lust. The crown was a shade of burgundy and it glistened with pre-cum oozing from the bobbing, bulbous tip. Once I had kicked off my shoes and stepped out of my jeans, I slipped my arms around her magnificent body causing her robe to completely fall free. We drew together in a full frontal nude embrace. It was a moment so erotic and powerful that I almost felt I would pass out from the excitement. For here I was, after expecting to get blistered for making what appeared to be another unwarranted advance on my mother and now we were in the uninhibited throes of passion only moments later. Things change awfully fast in this world and many times for inexplicable reasons. I truly cared about her. I wanted her to be happy. I wanted all of us to be happy. We were sharing a special love. My thoughts let me know that I was somehow taking the place of my father at that moment. She called me James, because that was my deceased father's name, the only man that she had truly ever loved. This was something special, sweet, and sensual. This physical intimacy would allow her to fulfill her dreams and vanquish her carnal needs. Mom lowered her head and began kissing my chest. I had never felt such a wicked sensation before. This mature love was taking me to surprising heights that I never knew were possible. As my mom looked down, I lifted her chin gently and kissed her forehead, then her cheek, and once again connected with her supple lips so that I could further sow the seeds of love. In this torrent of passion, we were Frenching without reservation. I lowered my lips to her neck and kissed slowly from one side to the other. Lower and lower l kissed until at last I made my way back to her pouting nipple. I bathed her torso with kisses patiently. Oh, yes, kiss me there baby, suck my nipple," she moaned, while the wispy hair of her bare pubis randomly tickled the head of my bobbing cock. I sucked her aureoles harder, nibbling on them while fondling her tits with my hands. Mom's hand began sliding up and down my chest and over my nipples as I moaned softly. Mom slid up a little, causing my rock hard member to pressing further into her abdomen. "Ohhhh, what have we here?" she asked, looking down at my rigid mast."God, that is a beautiful, you are so much like him." mom said, leaning closer for a better look. Her left hand slid between my legs, massaging my scrotum. "Oh, fuck, that feels good mom." I groaned. "Don't call me that, call me by my name, let me be Patty." she pleaded. Could it be better to think of her as another woman? Could I separate the two entities? I would try. "You liked that? How about this?" she asked, smiling, as her free hand grabbed the bottom of my shaft firmly, and then she pushed me down on the bed and crawled up beside me. She laid her head down on my chest and drug her head down my torso until she had lowered her lips and gently kissed the head of my knob of my thick root. "MMMM, awwwesome mm-patty," I grinned, watching as this woman did something I never thought she would do. She kissed the head of my cock, and then licked around the tip slowly, sliding her tongue around and around the head, covering the head with saliva before slowly encasing it with her mouth. "Oh fuck, yes, hot damn, your mouth feels so good on my cock Patty. So good." I slid back up the bed and propped myself on the pillows as Patty went prone between my legs. My right hand slid up to pull her hair out of her face, so I could watch my pole slide in and out of that beautiful mouth. What and erotic sight to see those pretty pink lips gliding up and down and creating such delightful friction. She concentrated on sucking my harder, inhaling over half my length into her mouth, lathering me with her saliva. I started to moan deeply, sliding further down underneath her, brushing her hair back and stroking her from scalp down to the back of her neck to encourage her. Patty tenderly massaged my scrotum, while pulling more of my cock into her mouth. Her tongue lovingly caressed the shaft as she began deep throating me, sucking me harder. I felt my orgasm start to build, as my testicles pulsed. I could feel the blood rushing from my bloated genatalia to every vein through of my engorged erection! God this woman knew exactly what she was doing. "I'm going to cum Patty, god it feels so fucking good," I warned her. She slid her mouth up and down the organ faster, sucking less, but luxuriating the shaft with her tongue, as she slid her lips up and down the rock hard sex, while pumping me with her right hand. I started to erupt, as she slid my cock out of her mouth until only the head remained. She sucked even harder, as I lifted my hips off the bed, cumming hard. I groaned and shuddered as I shot several large ropes of cum deep down her throat. Patty just looked up at me and smiled, her tongue swirled around the head of my cock, sucking and squeezing with fervor as she milked all of the seed from me. "My god, that was unbelievable," I expressed as she slid up beside me and rested her head in my arms. I kissed the crown of her head as she nestled it into my chest. We laid there in this embrace for a while, but I wanted more. I was lost in this woman. I turned to face this gorgeous vixen and began caressing her side, as I once again started a steady assault on her lips and guided her onto her back, making my way with kisses down her body. I lapped at her belly button and drug my tongue down to her love. I enjoyed the flavor of her skin, the smell of her perfume, and the feel of her soft skin as I kissed all the way down to the tickle of the fine hair of her pubis. Deliberately I split her legs as the smell of sex intoxicated my nostrils. There I was at my mother's nether lips. She confidently maneuvered her way into a comfortable position as she laid back, spreading her legs to show me her inviting honey pot. I grinned as I crawled between her legs, getting a good look at her glistening flower. Leaning in closer, I breathed softly as I inhaled the intoxicating aroma of her sweetness. Looking back up, I saw she now had her eyes closed as she began grasping the sheets in anticipation. Slowly, I took my index finger and stuck it inside the lovely Rose. I then began manipulating my mother's love with my thumb and forefinger. Her wetness began seeping out more and more as her lower body began undulating under this constant pressure. The pliable love melded around my finger. As I decided to slip in another digit, I could actually feel the temperature of her pussy rising and the petals open wider. I decided that I really wanted to pleasure her with my tongue for the first time. I was emboldened by the lust and the feeling of control that I held over this woman. I pulled my fingers back out of the drizzling brook. As I looked up, Patty pulled a pillow over her face and breathed with a heavy sigh. I had my hands at the side of my her hips as I dropped my head to lap up he juiciness. My nose brushed was nestled in the downy fur as I began frenching the rosy folds of loveliness that lied below. Avoiding her clit, I slowly licked up and down each of her labial lips. " Oh F---uck!" she groaned. When Patty's first orgasm waved over her, she arched her hips off of the bed. I cupped my hands under her ass, causing her to rest her legs on my shoulders. I took the opportunity to push into her and raise her pelvis, giving me even better access to her quivering quim. I lapped and darted my tongue in the dewy furrow with unabashed fervor. "Ahhhh . . ." Patty expelled as she pulled the pillow from her face and flipped it over my head. Then she grabbed the hair on my head and shook it from side-to-side. She seemed to be using me as a love toy as her legs tightened around my head and she tried to guide me to the right spot. I started licking her pussy faster, sliding my tongue up and down, back and forth, and all over the cleft, spreading her lips with my tongue. Sliding my mouth higher, I gently pecked her clit, pulling it gently with my tongue. I alternated between sucking lightly and then harder. I felt her hands rustling in my hair. "Oh god, fuck, yes, so good, god, you've got me." Her hips rippled underneath my assault, creating more waves of pleasure as I fervently tried my best to please her. My hands held onto her bucking hips, pushing her down as I frenched the mouth of her pussy. I slid my tongue around and around, pushing deeper and deeper swallowing her inflamed cunt. Patty started convulsing, and moaning louder and louder, as she let herself go. " Yessssssss , fuck, oh fuck, fuck,... yes, I'm cumming, I'm cumming," she screamed. Her back arched up off the bed as I pulled her bottom tight to my face, forcing my tongue deep into her pink crevice as she came in torrents. My face was already smeared in her sexy nectar as she continued her loss of complete control. "Uhh Ummmm Ohhhh Never" she pulsated, as she writhed underneath me. Then, suddenly falling limp, her chest undulated heavily as she gasped for air. She was trembling as I crawled and laid kisses all the way back up her body. After she had regained a semblance of composure, she breathlessly exulted, "Oh god honey, that was unbelievable." Reaching up, she pulled my torso into her, guiding me until our bodies were enveloped in unison. My reemerging member slapped at Patty's leg as we remained lost in one another. The heat of the moment had now begun to reenter my libido and I was ready for copulation. Her breasts continued to rise and fall as she breathed, her nipples firmly erected and pushing into my chest. "Make love to me Darling," she requested. She gazed into my eyes with a look of surrender. This was truly the first time I ever felt like an Alpha male. My brain was spinning from the power I felt at this moment. The sexual power was invigorating. Maybe it was from the good weed and champagne or maybe from the eroticism of the moment -- I didn't care. My sex was once again rippled, tall, and proud. I was as ready as I would ever be to give her the best fuck of her life. I got to my knees and pulled Patty's hips down to have a better angle of access. I pushed the turgid corona of my staff to the entrance of the steamy honey pot. The crown of my iron rod was poised at the entrance of the lovely lagoon and the heat of our juices co-mingled with impatience, attracting the polarization. There was an electrical feeling of the broken taboo at the moment of contact with her entrance. I entered slowly, titillated by the breaking of conventional rules. This was the second time in four days that I had fucked my mother, but this was different. This was a different woman. This time was better than the first. This woman had ripped away all of my inhibitions and here we were left with nothing but animalistic urges that needed fulfillment. The bloated monster was once again invading the sacred territory. I could see the fleshy pipe as it pushed into the folds of her labia. The heat of my hot-blooded staff blended with the friction of her internal juices, as it lusciously bathed in her hot, sticky love. I withdrew slightly, pulling her labial lips outward. A sheen of her dewy cum showed on my manhood as I plummeted back inside of her moist furrow. Pulling out and pushing back in, I slowly picked up the pace at a steady rate. Closing my eyes, I was lost in the moment. There was an exquisite feeling of wickedness about what we were doing. I grinned, sliding my hands down to her hips as she wrapped her legs around me, inviting me in closer; the phallus exploring more of the warm gooey cavern. Her wet pussy pulled me deeper, until the jewels rested against her opening. I leaned forward, kissing her softly. Our mouths melded together, as we leisurely tasted one another's tongues. Feeling her mature pussy grasp my hardness, I moaned intensely as my hips rocked back and forth slowly. She sighed deeply, kissing the nape of my neck as I thrust slow and deep. "Harder!" she whispered in my ear. I grabbed her legs and lifted her knees over my shoulders, shifting my weight forward as I built up a more rapid pace. "Oh yes, that's it, oh my, g-good," Patty was pleading, as I fucked her harder and faster, driving the stake deep into her heart of her soul. The quicker pace caused her breasts to bounce and roll as we slammed together. My balls slapped off her sex, as I continued to jackhammer in and out of her. "Fuck, this is so good," I moaned, feeling my orgasm well. Ash's pussy was always tight as it squeezed my cock into submission. I always felt I was on the verge of coming when I was inside her. Patty's pussy lathered, bathed, and caressed my bone; taking in all that I had to offer, enjoying the company. Both experiences were very sensual, but they were also very different. "Yes, fuck, I'm creaming all over your cock." she panted aloud. I thrust my hips faster and harder inside the luscious hollow. My body encased in hers as I pushed my chest into her soft torso and lowered my lips to suckle her bountiful breasts. Stoned fornication, it didn't get any better. A couple of days before, I was thinking that it had been a one-time thing. I was thinking that that was probably good. This woman was basically giving herself to me. Ashley was the one that I needed, but this was too much to turn away, I wanted it. I began moving in and out in long deliberate strokes, enjoying the sensations, breathing deep. I was confident and comfortable in the experience that I had gained in the past year. My genitals nestled against her bottom causing my sac to have even more of a feeling of fullness. The corona was so deep, that I felt that I couldn't go any further. Patty was making incoherent sounds, "Mmm, Oh! Ooh... Mm-nah, f-uck, f-uck me, oh yeah! that's it, that it baby! oh, yes! fuck me! fuck me," as the passion caused us to lose awareness of all of our surroundings. "Yes! Make me cum, I'm going to cum for you honey!! Come on, baby, cum with me!" I began to slam my engorged tool inside her wanton pussy, pounding so that our flesh smacked together in a perfect lascivious union. I couldn't help the primal grunts that escaped me, "Oh yea, oh yea, look at that.... that's it, uh huh, uh huh!... I'm gonna give it to you long, and deep, and hard, all the way in, all the way out, look at that...fuck yeah!! I'm gonna cum!" She was ready for the finale. "Oh God, yes honey, let's do it, let's cum together, do it, do it!" Her pussy fluttered, as she began to spasm and contract beneath me. Her gyrations set off the trigger within me. The bubble of goo rocketed forth from the apex of my sexual spirit. The great release jolted me out of control, as waves of pleasure propelled jet after jet of cum into her womb. The satisfaction came to fruition in an awesome climax of pure primal ecstasy. "I love this. I love you," I breathlessly breathed into her ear. The release was heavenly as all of the tension of life seemed to disappear. I enjoyed the feeling of our sweaty bodies sticking together. Babydoll Ch. 10 "Yes, baby, yes." she moaned back as her chin rested on my shoulder. The velvet love plumbed every drop of my fleshy pipe until no more came forth. I felt a connection with her that I never knew was possible. She had satisfied my masculine need. I continued nuzzling and flicking her earlobe as my once hard mast began to retreat from the seeping loveliness. My mother's chin rested against my shoulder as I felt her rested from her accomplishment. She sadly propositioned, "Hello Ashley. Did you enjoy the show?" I looked up to see a tear in roll from my mother's eye to her cheek. I quickly turned from my mother's bewildered stare to observe the torrid anger in Ashley's eyes as she stood in the doorway. Then she turned and ran from the room. Something inside me let me know that I had been setup. My mother had accomplished her mission. I screamed, "What the fuck? You used me. You fucking used me." I yelled as I jumped from the bed and wrapped a sheet around my naked waist. My mother confirmed my deepest, darkest notion, "I am protecting both of you," my exposed and vulnerable mother whaled. "It had to be stopped. It had to be put to an end." "She is going to hate me. She is going to hate you. I love her, I would never hurt her." I cried. My mother had a look of someone who had their grandest plans blow up in their face. As she ran to me, to comfort me, she whaled, "It will all be alright. It will take time. But now, you two can move on." What was I going to do? I had to pack my shit and get out of there. Oh my god, I had screwed up so bad. How could I ever get passed this all consuming guilt? My wants had consumed my needs. Babydoll Ch. 11 I know, I know... It has been too long. Please forgive me. The last few years, life has been really hectic. As you know, I am not a professional writer. This has been a hobby and it is down the list of priorities. I want to thank everyone for the appreciation that they have shown me over the years. I am grateful for any and all comments and feedback , whether positive or negative. I have enjoyed writing this series and the story I am weaving simply can't be rushed. In reading the feedback, I know that some have really enjoyed the series and some haven't. Some have enjoyed the twists and turns and some haven't. Like the saying goes about pleasing some of the people versus all of the people. If you write stories, you have to first and foremost please yourself or the story becomes mechanical and dull. I want each of these stories to have meaning – I hope that they do. Of course these are fictional accounts, any likenesses or similarities are purely coincidental. Please read the previous chapters, if you haven't. This is a taboo topic, so I know that it is offensive to many people. The material is erotic to me because it is forbidden in society. In no way do I condone such activity. This is purely fantasy. Hope you enjoy the fantasy. Your feedback is appreciated. Babydoll Ch. 11 – Thanksgiving - Homecumming with the family Eight long months had passed since that March day when my world had fallen apart. That day I had ran out of my mother's room distraught and in a fog. Have you ever felt that kind of overwhelming confusion? I was enveloped in loss and depression; lamenting in my own bewilderment. How could I have allowed this all to happen? I had lost everything. I quickly threw on some clothes, grabbed my wallet and keys and was gone 20 minutes after all of my philandering shame had been exposed. My mother ran after me in the beginning. I don't remember much other than her pounding on my bedroom door as I threw clothes in my bags. She pleaded and cried, as she told me how sorry she was and begged me to open the door and talk to her. Within a couple of minutes, I slung the door open and in one swift motion made my escape running by her without acknowledgment; jumping in my car and speeding off. Immediately, my cell phone began ringing. I saw that it was her number and I turned it completely off, as I drove down the Interstate back to school. My mind was flooded with a torrent of emotions and memories, skipping around like a pinball machine. I really don't know how I drove. Tears of anguish turned to dull shock and then screaming until I finally made my way back to my apartment. I immediately went into a funk. I stayed in my room and really didn't eat, bathe or shave for the rest of that week. Jill finally came looking for me that weekend. I hadn't talked to her, since a couple of days before the incident. When I opened the door, she looked really concerned as she saw the disrepair that I had fallen into. She asked why I hadn't been answering my cell phone. I told her that I had lost it, but I don't think I was very convincing. She was persistent in asking what was up and even through my denials she insisted that she knew something was wrong. She tried to comfort me with her beautiful warmth and friendship, but there was no way that I could ever answer her questions. She would not accept my disillusion and she did everything in her power to pull me out of the mourning that I would not admit to. Through Jill's determination, I finally came to the realization that I could not throw away my life. I had to get it together and move forward with my education and career path. I once again went into study mode and Jill was still my partner as we moved forward together in our studies. She was right there at my side. I had to be grateful, but there was just something that was keeping me from making any kind of permanent commitment as the weeks went by. After about a month, we eventually did make love. I did feel a sense of companionship with this woman, but it just wasn't the same. I think she could feel the distance, but it was obvious that she really did care for me and didn't want to give up on me; so she stayed by my side through the thick and the thin throughout the subsequent months. I will tell you that Jill is a very pretty girl; man would say she's a cutie. She has brown hair with highlights and a dimpled grin that reaches the sky. Her body is tight. She's about 5'6"and 130 pounds with a athletic physique. There is no curvaceousness, like with the women in my family, but she is what I would describe as a very feminine Tomboy. She's a year younger than me and I'd say that she's more mature mentally and emotionally than most women and men our age. Spring led to summer and beach time, but I just was not enjoying life. I was not prospering in happiness. It was just about fulfilling my obligation to get the education that my grandfather had insisted that I have. My mother continued to call and leave messages, but I never returned them. Somewhere deep in my soul, I always hoped that Ashley would call, but in my conscious thoughts I convinced myself that the chasm that had been created was irreconcilable. Don't ever think that I was putting Ashley in my past. There is no way that I ever could have. She is the person I felt bound to. The woman I felt I belonged with. She was in my heart and soul and I always craved her. My grandparents even came and visited me around the Fourth of July. They were oblivious to what was going on and they wondered when I was coming home for summer. I lied to them and dismissed the notion as I told them that I was busy with summer classes and devoted to the pursuit of the goal. And I was, but that was not the real reason. I just couldn't go back home to face the music. I couldn't face the consequences of what had happened and how could one expect me to. It burdened me deeply. This was a dark secret that could not be exposed, the secret taboo. Even on my birthday, I had hoped that Ash would call, but she didn't. Jill and I went out and I went through the motions of my birthday celebration and I think that she could really tell that I was suffering from some sort of distant depression. She kept asking me what was wrong, but there was no way that I could tell her. Through all of this she remained supportive. We made good love that night, but the whole time I was thinking of Ashley. At a point in time, it must've been late August - early September, Jill asked me about my mother. I think over time she put two and two together and realized that there had to be some distance between my mother and I. I told her that it really wasn't anything. She let me know, I guess it was female intuition, she knew there had been some sort quarrel that had taken place back at Spring Break. When she told me this, I chuckled a little, and told her that I was amazed by her sixth sense. Yes, she was right, my mother and I had a disagreement at that time. Jill tried to dig in further, but I told her that I didn't really want to talk about it. I think she could sense that it was something that I really didn't want to go over and that it was best to just leave it alone. But, from that time forward she would continue to bring the subject up, asking me if I'd spoken with my mother lately... and when are you going to speak with your mother. Time went on and on and I have to admit that I felt alienated and detached from my immediate family. The Time flowed by, summer turned to fall and October turned to November and finally it was the week before Thanksgiving. I received a call from my grandfather summoning me to get my "ass home" and yes that is the way that he bluntly put it. I asked him what was up. He told me he had a conversation with my mother and asked if she had talked to me about Thanksgiving. He said that she had broken down into tears and would not talk to him. He said she was distraught. She said she could not talk to him about it. He said he knew that there was something wrong and he didn't want to get into it. He told me that a lot of things had gone on that I didn't know about and that he wasn't going to discuss them over the phone. The conversation ended with him telling me that it was time that I grew up and time that I got home and he then added that he loved me and that he would see me next week. That day would be November 22. November 22 came and I was scared to death. I felt obliged to ask Jill about the possibility of her coming with me, but she told me that she really needed to see her family and she believed that I needed to reconcile whatever had happened back in March. And truth be told, I really didn't want her anywhere near my family. I thought about the mess that I had made. In reality, it had been hard being away from home. It had been eight months. This was the longest amount of time than I had ever been away from my immediate family in my life. Early, on the morning of November 22, I began the trek back home across the state. It was a grey day. Clouds hung low in the sky and the mist surrounded my car as I journeyed within and towards a blind destiny. I really didn't enjoy this trip, because I didn't know what to expect. I had not had any contact with anyone since that fateful day. I did not call my mother and tell her I was coming home. I just figured that I would show up and let fate lead me towards whatever destination it desired. I tried to keep my mind as blank as possible, so I blared the stereo listening to Led Zeppelin. I certainly had a fear about what awaited me. I have to admit that I stopped a few times and took a few shots of Jack Daniels along the way. I had even lit my one-hitter with some good weed I had brought home to self medicate during this excursion into the unknown. Occasionally I caught myself thinking about Ashley and her dating other guys. I'm sure that she was, a girl as beautiful as her who was free to do as she pleased certainly was not going to be leading the life of a nun. She was all that I ever needed and my primal impulses had destroyed all of that. I even had Jill, who was very attractive and intelligent, but like I told you it did not fulfill me. I knew what I wanted and I knew that it was gone... It's unfortunate that you never know a good thing till it's gone. As I pulled into town, the traffic was terrible and the cold, steady rain that was falling seemed to be a metaphor of my mood. It was as though the world had me surrounded in a Mire. I was concentrating on the traffic as I slowly, but surely, trudged back to our house. The anxiety was building to a crescendo, as I got closer to home. It was a few minutes before 3pm when I pulled into my neighborhood. As I drove around the block, I could see that the house was still in order. The grass had faded to its winter yellow and there were very few leaves on the trees, but you could tell that everything had been given adequate attention. Once again there were no cars in the driveway, so I really couldn't tell if anyone was at home. Parking my car, I grabbed my travel bags and headed for the door. I pulled my keys out. It certainly didn't look or feel like anyone was home, as I let myself in. The house was dark and a little on the coolish side. Normally there would be someone there to greet me. I thought of the last few times that I had come home and my mother was waiting for me at the door, such as last Christmas. I yelled hello a couple of times, but it was clear that there was nobody in the house. So I took my bags up to my room and threw them on the bed. It seemed that nothing had changed. All of my belongings were pretty much as I had left them; of course my room was spotless. My mother is just one of those people that like to have everything in its place. So I went out and explored the house just out of curiosity. It didn't seem like anything was different. I wasn't really hungry, but I had brought in my Jack Daniels and I was looking for a little something to mix it up with. I've always enjoyed a good Jack and Ginger, but I didn't want to get plastered with the music that I knew I was going to be facing that evening. I went outside and fired up the Doobie to enhance my buzz and sipped on my Jack and Ginger. It got to be four o'clock and there was still no one home. I was exhausted from my ride , so I headed up to my room and just chilled, laying down I must have dozed off for a little while. The next thing I knew, I felt a presence and looked up to see my mother standing in the doorway with tears in her eyes. She came rushing up to me and bent down and hugged me. Brushing my hair back she lightly kissed me on the forehead lightly and let me know, "Jimmy, I've missed you so much. I couldn't take it. I just couldn't take you being out of my life," as she kissed me on the cheek. I could not reciprocate, " I have missed you too Mama, but we know what happened and that is a hard thing to get over and get past." I could not bring myself to kiss her. She is my mother and I will always love her, but none of this, what we were experiencing at the moment could change the anger, the shame, the embarrassment, and the loss that had come eight months previously. My mother stood up, backed off and reiterated, "I am just so sorry. You don't know what's happened here. I've lost everything. Since you been gone, I've gone through hell. Joe left. He's gone. He said I was frigid, that I didn't know how to love a man. And Ashley stays gone all the time. She's never here and she hates me. And she's mean to me. And I can't blame her for that. Jan's gone to live with her boyfriend in Atlanta. There's no one here anymore. I'm so lonely and I'm at my wit's end. I have to fix things between you and me. That's all I've tried to do. And I can't blame you for not wanting anything to do with me. What I did was bad and I'm paying the price for it." Uncontrollable sobs matriculated from her being. She was hyperventilating and I could tell it was hard, but it was something that she had to say. I reflected, "Big Daddy (my grandfather) called me last week and essentially told me to come home. So I'm here and I'm sorry for what's gone on, but I really don't know what to say, what to think, or what to do. I'm just here. I'll just keep to myself, because I don't want to bother anybody, because I am a fucking freak and nobody can keep rational sanity by hanging out with a fucking freak." My mother looked down at me and told me, "You aren't.. a,,, a... freak and you should never say that. We all have wants and needs and desires. Everyone is different and everyone is unique. And you are one of the most unique and intelligent and wonderful people on this earth and you should never forget that.... I brought some dinner home. I'll leave you alone and give you some time. You just go down to the kitchen and get it when you're ready. I'm tired. I'm just going to go lay down for a little while myself. And we can talk whenever you want. I love you and don't you ever forget that." Her lips quivered and she trembled as she turned to leave the room. I asked, "What time is?" She told me was about 6:15 and volunteered, "No one's coming home tonight. Like I said, I've been pretty much by myself in this house alone since Joe left.." (Jimmy) -- "When was it that Joe left?" (Patty) -- "It was in early June. He had been in and out of here for weeks. Like I told you I thought something was going on, but I never could prove anything. I was never cold to that man. I really didn't trust what he was up to. I do know that he's sorry he was messing with another woman, at least that is what he's said, but I really don't care, because the differences are irreconcilable and they have been for a long time. We legally separated at the end of July. When he came and got most of his belongings in July, he told me I can keep everything. That he did care about me, but he really didn't think that I loved him. And you know what, he was right. I never had. So that is that." She turned to leave the room before turning back, "we're all going to eat Thanksgiving dinner at the country club tomorrow. We have a one o'clock reservation. Everyone in the family will be there. Your grandfather has insisted that everyone be there. So let's keep it together and not let him know anything that has gone on here." I nodded in a weak affirmation as she left the room. At the moment when my mother walked into the room and talked to me, I wasn't thinking that she had put on a little weight, but it was clearly visible that she was a thicker. Other thoughts were running through my mind when I first saw her and I certainly wasn't thinking anything about her looks, while we were talking. I'm not saying that she put on a ton of weight or anything, but it was clear to see that she had added some pounds. I can't say that I didn't think about what had happened last year. My mother and I had definitely grown closer and the bounds of propriety had definitely crossed into the taboo. Our relationship was now perplexing and maybe even irreparable back to normality. I still love my mother as a mother and I needed her as a mother. And now what was this relationship... what was this thing between us? I don't know what it was. My mother just disappeared into her room and I stayed in mine. Eventually I did go down and get something to eat, but there was never any sign of Mama. I did explore the house and it felt so dark and so empty and so cold. A house that had been so warm and full of life at times in the past now felt abandoned and soulless. Everything still seemed to be in place, but it seemed almost like a mausoleum. Darkness had fallen long before and the night seemed endless as I lay in my room listening to music. There were ghostly memories that crowded my mind. My brain was a whirl with what had gone on throughout this house previously. There was no way to get past all of this and I didn't know how I could live with what had happened and the implications of all that. I pondered that I could spend the next couple of days to get some rest. That is if I stayed here through all of this.... I dozed off... Eventually I was awoken from my slumber by the sound of a car and what sounded like a motorcycle, then I heard a car door shut and it sounded like voices coming up outside the house and then I heard the front door open and close and the murmuring sound of quiet voices. I went to the top of the steps and looked down and what I saw broke my heart. Ashley was standing there with some guy making out as he felt her up and down. My heart sank at the site of what I was witnessing. I made an "uhhh-hmmm" sound and as Ashley turned around they were both staring at me. Ashley spoke, "Oh hey Jimmy, I didn't know that you were home." This guy was just looking at me with the grin of a Cheshire cat as I made my way down the steps. Then she attempted to make an introduction, "This is David." I noticed that Ashley had lost weight and her hair was now nearly platinum blonde. Honestly, I didn't like it. It was like one of those Hugh Hefner Playmate looks. David reached his hand out to shake mine, but I just could not extend a hand. I just ignored him. He certainly was a pretty boy. You know the kind with hair that swoops down over the eye, perfectly coiffed, shoulder length, no blemishes on his skin, looked like he had never shaved a day in his life, leather jacket, faded jeans perfectly torn, boots, etc.... the GQ biker type, if you know what I mean -- a complete cliché of an oximoron. The stylish "Bad Guy." I was nervous as shit, "Yeah Ash, I just got in about three. I heard something. Just wondered what was up. Good to see you. Well I'm going to head on back to bed. " It didn't feel right to be this distant. "I'm really exhausted from the trip. I'll see you in the morning. Have a good night." She responded, "goodnight" and from there I headed on back up to my room, closed the door and laid down as my eyes teared up and my brain filled with anxiety until I finally fell asleep. There was nothing I could say and I certainly didn't want to get to know the guy. It was hate at first sight. Babydoll Ch. 11 I was later awoken by the sound of the dude's motorcycle cranking up and taking off. I laid awake for a while and then to my surprise the door to my room gently opened and in stepped Ash. She asked, "Jimmy.. Jimmy?" "Yeah Ash," I replied. I felt tension in the air and sensed the nervousness between us, "You know this is tough. I don't want to even say this. I love you and I hate you. I've missed you and I never wanted to see you again. We can't make this be hard. You fucked up and it changed our lives forever. You did something to me that can never be taken back, but we have to do the best we can and get through this one day at a time and you can't just fucking disappear. It doesn't look right or feel right. You just can't fucking do that." My heart tremored down to my soul as the tears began to fill my eyes. I exclaimed, "I know Ashley, I know. I can't take it back and I know I ruined a lot of stuff, but you'll never understand that I love you with my whole heart. Honestly I do." She chided me, "Little too late for that isn't it. You bastard. I gave you my heart and my soul and you fucked me over and I don't trust you. I should've never trusted you. You betrayed me twice now. And I gave you everything that I have and I let you see into my soul. Tomorrow, the family will be together for Thanksgiving and you and I are gonna be the loving brother and sister. .. You got that. " She then hesitated and sneered shaking her head, "Do you understand that?.. And you don't be mean to my boyfriend . You better fucking be nice to him!!!" I nodded. She pretty much emasculated me right then and there. What had she said that wasn't true? "So he is your boyfriend," I whimpered. "Yes!" she exclaimed "He always wanted me and kept after me until I agreed to finally go out with him. I began seeing him the day that I caught you and our mother fucking." (Jimmy) - "Do you love him?" She responded tentatively, "What is love? I love you, but I hate your guts too. So what is love?" I simmered thinking about Ashley with this asshole, "Well you've got me. This is killing me... my heart is broken. I know I deserve this. This feels like the end of me. I'll do what you want. I can't be nice to this guy, but I'll try not to be rude to him." She responded, "I remember last Christmas when you asked me if I slept with any of the guys I had dated. Well, I am telling you now that I never did. I never even kissed any of them seriously. I never went on any multiple dates and most of the guys didn't even want to go on another date with me after the first." She paused for a second and trembling with anger continued, "And I forgave you, you fucking bastard, because I had made a vow to you. And the worst thing that you could've done was what I caught you doing. Not only did I find out that I couldn't trust you, but I found out that I wasn't as special to you as I thought I was. You're just a male whore. You just like to fuck and you'll fuck anything at any time." The Crimson Tide continued to flow from my sister, "I never questioned you. I believed you. You are such a stupid bastard. I always gave you the benefit of the doubt and you expected me to be a hermit." "This has destroyed my relationship with Mama. I just finally got tired of that bitch's shit. You know that woman has always loved you more than Jan or me. She's never cared about us the way she does you. She has always doted over you. There's so many things that run through my mind on that. How many times did you fuck her? She set us both up, but you loved it, you enjoyed it. I saw it with my own eyes. It's all about sex with you. Our mother is beautiful and that is all you care about along with being a spoiled asshole." Tears streamed down my eyes as I pleaded, "You're so wrong." At that moment she turned and left the room. This is the lowest that I'd ever felt in my life. This had brought it all home. Being away from her was so hard and now here she was, so close and yet so far away. I laid in the bed stunned and mind numbed. The last time I looked at the clock it read 3am. I woke the next morning with a hangover and dreaded the thought of getting up. The time on the alarm clock said 10am. I knew we had to be ready in just a little while so that we could leave the house by 12:30pm to get to the club for our one o'clock reservation. I wasn't hungry and I really didn't need anything to eat. I went to the bathroom for my normal morning routine of shaving and showering. The house was subdued. There was no noise. When finished I went back to my room and dressed, it was 10:45am. I decided what the hell, this is going to be a long day, I'm going to go catch a buzz. So I rolled the Doobie and went for a walk in the woods to my favorite spot. It was a misty morning and the fog and drizzle hung low in the sky clinging to me. It can be this way for days at a time in the fall where we live. This type of weather serves its purpose. It is low energy and it keeps you relaxed and frankly I just wanted to relax. Jill gave me a call on my cell phone and I told her that I hoped that she had a wonderful Thanksgiving with her family. You know, I realized exactly what Ashley was getting at the night before about love. I do care about Jill, but she does not fulfill me the way that Ashley does. My mother does not fulfill me the way that Ashley does. But, everybody needs somebody and Jill has been there for me and I hated the thought of casting her away. I really have always felt in my heart that it is better to be loved than to love. I digress... By the time I got back to the house it was 11:30am. I could see in the driveway that my grandparents had arrived and I saw what appeared to be a Honda motorcycle, it was a cruiser not a crotch rocket, so that must belong to Ashley's boyfriend David. I took a deep breath and walked inside. My grandparents came up and gave me a hug. I could tell that they were truly glad to see me. That's the thing about grandparents. They see their grandchildren as their legacy -- their progeny – and that creates that admirational bond for each. Sitting around in the living room we went over the latest family life events, save the discussion about Joe and my mother. My Grandfather talked about what was going on at the law office, while I passed on information about my studies at the University. My Grandmother asked if I had met anyone special and my mother swiftly interjected about Jill. That caused me to glimpse at Ashley, whose eyes tilted downward, as I expressed that it wasn't anything serious, just someone I have been studying with and have gotten to know. Soon the clock read 12:30pm and then my mother, my grandparents, and I got into my grandfather's Cadillac to head to the club. Ashley and David got into her Accord and rode separately. My grandparents asked question after question about what was going on at the University. I answered them all, but my mind was off far away thinking of my sister and that guy that she was with. My grandmother asked if I was feeling well. I told her I was fine, just tired. Truth be told, it was because I couldn't take my mind off the situation with my sister. I was depressed about that and maybe the buzz I had affected that. When I looked over at my mother I could tell that she also had a forlorn look and that her mind was elsewhere. My mother most certainly was a beautiful woman. She had definitely put on some weight, but was by no means fat, only a little thicker. Her waist appeared to have widened, her belly pooched a little more, her legs looked a little thicker, but her hips seemed the same. She was wearing what I thought was the most perfect and elegant earth tone patterned knit dress to fit this occasion along with a brown knee length trench coat with a hood that looked like a collar as she wore it down inside the car. I've always truly appreciated my mother's style and elegance. She is definitely beautiful. She always wore clothes that perfectly matched the occasion. And this dress with its various autumn colors certainly fit the Thanksgiving occasion. We arrived at the club at 10 'til and gathered out in the lobby before being taken directly to our table. We had always spent Thanksgiving at our house as a family. This was certainly a different experience. Of course you will understand why my older sister Jan, as I explained earlier, wasn't there. We sat at a table for six. The club's dining area was packed and people kept coming up and speaking to my Grandparents and introducing themselves to all of us. I knew some of these people and there were others I had never met. My Grandfather has always been a big wheel in this town and this reassured me of the prestige that my family held. The selection of food was enormous and the atmosphere was very nice. There were all types of carved meats, fall vegetables, salads, breads, cheeses, etc. We had always had the traditional bird on Thanksgiving with my mother and grandmother fixing the accompanying foods. It had become a tradition, but now with Joe gone there was not that family feeling. Even if he was a step-parent, Joe had been the male figurehead in our household. But now all pretenses were gone. Ashley sat directly to my left and her boyfriend was next to her left. My grandmother sat to my right. This was good, because it kept me from staring at my beautiful sister. But I could feel her aura next to me and her perfume was driving me nuts. She was a great actress, because from the moment we sat down, she was able to carry on conversations with no sign of tension. Of course, David and my grandparents were oblivious to the true nature of the situation, but my mother and I had things to hide and it must have shown, because my grandmother asked us both at times during this dinner, whether we were alright. I had told her that I had had tests and had to prepare for fall finals when I got back to college and Mama told her that work had been hectic and with all that had gone on that she was just worn out. Ashley was jovial and spoke glowingly about various events she had attended and how she couldn't wait until Christmas. She continued on about her freshman year at the local college and how she couldn't decide what she wanted to focus her studies on. Of course my Grandfather mentioned the legal profession and how he could provide her with opportunities and he mentioned my studies and how well I was doing and that he was willing to do the same for her. My mother seemed agitated about the direction of the conversation and eventually excused herself to the ladies' room. We continued with dinner until it became noticeable that Mama had been gone for 30 minutes. My Grandmother asked me to go check on her. I found her in the bar with what appeared to be a vodka tonic. I walked up to her as she spotted me , "Mom, I don't know if having a drink is going to go over to well in this setting." She gave me a mean look, "First of all, I don't give a shit and secondly, you assholes make me nervous." She then took another swig from her double rocks glass. "I'll be back there in a few minutes just leave me in peace." I retorted, "If it makes you feel any better, I feel like a fifth wheel too. I don't want to be here either." Mom shot back, "No, it doesn't make me feel better, so just leave me be and I'll be back when I'm done. Fuckin' tell'em I'm having a drink. I don't give a shit." She was being a bitch and all I was trying to do was be supportive. It really pissed me off. "I'm not going to tell them that. I'll tell them that you weren't feeling well and you needed some air." "Jimmy," she chided, "Do you not understand the words, I don't give a fuck." "Fine," I shot back as I headed back to the table. When I got back, I noticed that Ash was gone and my grandmother said that she had said she would see us back at the house. My grandmother asked if my mother was ok and I told her that she wasn't feeling well and Gramms said she was going to go check on her, but I convinced her not to by telling her that my mother just wanted a few minutes to get some air and she would be back shortly. Mama came back about 10 minutes later as everyone was finishing dessert. Her body language showed that she had lightened up a bit. Gramms asked if she was okay and my mother actually smiled saying, "Yes mother, I just needed some fresh air. I thought about some things and I'm going to be alright." My grandmother patted her on the hand as if to reaffirm this revelation. Then she looked over at me and smiled, "Jim, thank you." And then she turned and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I was bewildered. Here it was only 15 minutes ago that she had basically jumped my shit for checking on her and now she was acting like I had done her some kind of favor. It was now a little after 3pm and my Grandfather said he was ready to head out. That was cool, because the club was emptying and the staff had begun breaking things down cleaning. On the way home, my mother seemed as though she was sitting closer to me and eventually she reached over and held my hand. I was a little hesitant about that, but I wanted her to feel better. I just didn't have a clue about what was running through her mind. Hell, thinking about it, I never had a clue what was running through her mind. We arrived home and I saw that Ashley's car was in the driveway. My grandparent's came inside and we all headed to the living room. Ashley and David were nowhere to be found. My Grandfather asked me to go tell Ashley he'd like for her to visit. In the back of my mind, I was hesitant, because I was thinking about what I might find. I thought she had to have heard us enter the house. I didn't think she would be upstairs in her room, so I headed down to the basement and called her. As I rounded the corner, I saw that she and David were heavily making out. Dammit, I knew that she had to have heard me. They were on the sofa and she was facing me. She moved her head towards his shoulder and looked towards me as he continued groping her. It made my blood boil seeing this. He was feeling her up and her eyes locked on mine as she told him she loved him. I stepped back around the corner and called her name one more time. She finally responded as I told her, "Big Daddy and Gramms are upstairs and they want to visit before they head home, will you join us?" Her clothes were tussled and I could tell that they had been hot and heavy into it for a while. David looked back towards me sheepishly seeming startled, but Ashley seemed to enjoy herself as she told me that they would be up in a minute. I headed back upstairs and my Grandparents asked if I had found Ashley and I stated that I had and she was heading up. A few minutes later she arrived in the living room and sat down and my Grandparents chatted with us all, but I had turned on the TV and pretended to watch the Thanksgiving football game. I wasn't really paying attention to the game, because I was checking out Ashley and this dumbass that she called her boyfriend. Ashley was cozied up next to David on the loveseat, while I sat in the recliner over in the corner. My mother was sitting in the other living room recliner, while my grandparents sat on the sofa across the room. I was getting as uncomfortable as I was at the Club eating Thanksgiving dinner. I sat back and assessed the situation and kept my mouth shut, while staring at the television, but tuning into the conversation going on around me. My grandparents seemingly didn't notice the contrived banter going back and forth between my mother and Ashley. There seemed to be some backhanded compliments and such, but since I appeared to be watching the game, which was drawing to a conclusion, everyone left me to myself. The game ended at 4:15 and as most of you know, there are always multiple games played on Thanksgiving and the second game would begin in about 15 minutes. I excused myself and went up to my room where I decided to smoke a bud before heading back downstairs. When I arrived back downstairs, I observed my mother on the telephone. Apparently, her friend Kathy had called and she was asking my mother to come over for a get together at her place. Kathy and my mother have been friends for years. It was just going to be a few friends over for the evening. My mother was begging off, "I appreciate the invite Kathy, but I'm tired and was just planning on getting some sleep this evening. And I really don't want to go out driving anywhere." My grandmother, who obviously was worried about my mother's wellbeing and reclusiveness since her separation, interjected, "Patricia, we'll give you a ride over there. You need to get out and I'm sure they will get you a ride home." Ashley added, "Yeah Mom, you should get out. You're always here lately." My mother glared at my grandmother with a look that could have popped a balloon. We couldn't hear Kathy, but it seemed as though she wasn't going to take no for an answer. My mother answered back to Kathy, "Well, I guess I could use some time out. I guess, I'll be over in an hour or so." My mother, then looked at my grandparents, "Well let me go freshen up and we'll head out." My mother headed up the steps to her room and when she came back down it was getting close to 5pm. She put on her jacket and we walked to the front door where my grandparents hugged and kissed us and we said our goodbyes. I went back to watching football and Ash and David drifted back down to the basement. I was all to myself, but I was definitely fidgety with my mind running in overdrive with thoughts about what was probably happening downstairs. I decided to go out and go for a walk in the misty forest to my spot. I first walked upstairs and rolled a big one and headed out, bundled in my warm clothes and my rain jacket. When I got to my spot and lit up, it wasn't relaxing. The flood of emotions came over me as I thought about the times with Ashley. I was consumed. I stood and leaned against the old tree next to the old stump where I'd usually sit, but it was wet out and so I leaned against the tree thinking about how good things had been the Christmas before and how down I was feeling at the moment. It was just about completely dark out and I felt it was time to make my way back to the house. I finished off the joint and headed on back. I had a good buzz going, but it was a bit of a downer. You know how weed can intensify ones mood. When I got back, I noticed that David's motorcycle was still there. I wanted to go take a baseball bat to it, but I knew I couldn't; so I just headed in and back to the football game, which was nearing halftime, but wasn't proving to be much of a game as the Cowboys were up by 21. I sat there as my curiosity was getting the best of me. It's one of those feelings like the need to touch a hot stove. You don't want to do it, but there is something pulling you towards it. God, why was I going to do this? I didn't want to know, but I had to. FUCK!!! God Damnit!!! I removed my shoes and took my time, walking stealthfully, I opened the door to the basement and headed down. When I got to the bottom of the steps, I held my breath. Then I headed to where the wall comes to a corner and thought to myself at that moment about how this is what my mother had done when she had seen Ash and myself last New Year's Eve. As I stood around the corner of the television room, I heard some indistinct sounds of movement and what sounded like sighs of passion. I knew they were making out again. Walking to the edge of the entrance to the room, I was comfortable that the decorative curtain and door would conceal my presence. It took a few moments for my eyes to adjust to the darkness, but as I peered around the corner I caught a 3-D view of the scene of Ashley and David settled on the sofa as Ash uttered one of the sensual, sexy moans that were a characteristic of her passion. "Come here, let's get more comfortable," she coaxed. Babydoll Ch. 11 I could see very clearly that Ashley had the buttons of her blouse undone and the demi cups of her bra had her bountiful breasts nearly spilling over the top. They were fully engaged with their hands roaming one another's bodies. David pleaded, "Baby, I'm so hot for you. Will you.... (gulping) will you please take it out." My heart almost stopped as I watched my sister begin to slither down David's legs as he lay back on the sofa. Once down over his waist, she leaned forward and began unzipping his pants. Then she fished inside until she found his hard shaft. When she couldn't get it out of the opening, she unbuckled his belt and opened his pants. "Go ahead and pull them down." He lifted up and allowed her to pull his jeans to below his knees. It was all that I could do to fight the urge to rush into the room and thrash this motherfucker. I couldn't believe what was happening before my eyes. The fact that I wasn't naïve to the depth of Ashley's relationship was the only thing that held my resolve to let this carry on, but it certainly wasn't meeting my mind's approval. This was so surreal and it seemed as though the event was happening in slow motion. I realized she was obeying his request as she began tugging his jeans down, which took with it his underwear. A paradox of emotion washed over me, which made my body flush with heat. On the one hand I was excited seeing my goddess in such a vulnerable state. She's really going to do this, started whirring in my mind. I'm actually going to see her do this. This voyeurism caused my cock to instantly rise. I closed my eyes and involuntarily shook my head not wanting to acknowledge this nightmare, but I couldn't tear my eyes away from the eroticism of the moment. When I opened my eyes again I saw David's engorged rod pulsing in my sister's hand. It wasn't a huge penis, it was definitely skinnier than my own, but looked to be close to the same length, not that I am into any admiration of any guy's dick other than my own. Ashley was everything that I remembered. She began with a few licks of David's member, which seemed to lurch for wanting attention. Ashley's angelic face would do this to any man. David's sighs of pleasure rang through my ears as Ashley began caressed him, tenderly yet with purpose, tantalizing him with brief touches around his most erotically sensitive areas, running her fingertips up and down the underside of his hard-on and stopping just before she reached the ultra sensitive frenulum. She giggled when David begged her not to stop, and placed a delicate little kiss on the center of his pleasure, then continued wrapping her fingers around the shaft and began to jerk him off. David groaned in a mixture of ecstasy and frustration, while she blissfully took control of the situation. "Do you want to feel my mouth," I heard her say, "would that feel good, honey?" "Oh yes!" David panted, "Please, please. Please baby!" She suddenly bent forward and took his cock into the warmth of her mouth. Her experience was obviously having its desired effect on David as he audibly moaned louder and louder. From where I was looking, about fifteen feet away, I could plainly see Ash's tongue come out and begin to lick the precum and mix of juices from the underside of his shaft. She worked her tongue up and down, cleaning off the mix of fluids, leaving only a dangling trail of her spittle behind. I found myself jostling my ball sack trying in earnest to find a level of comfort as my genitals bloated and became impinged against the denim gusset of my jeans. This lustful agitation of witnessing Ashley's oral exploits of David's dick had me aching with desirous envy and it was all that I could do to remain surreptitiously in the background. But then she did something that drove me nearly over the edge with lust and frustration. As she manipulated David's engorged member – deliberately licking, sucking, squeezing and teasing it , she turned her head and looked straight in the direction in which I attempted to remain anonymous, before turning back to give full attention to the task at hand. As her tongue flicked delicately on the flesh under the swollen distended head she smiled and groaned as if she knew I was there in the background the whole time. And then she sent me nearly over the proverbial cliff when she pulled off and cooed in a seductress's voice, "Oooh Baby I love you. Are you enjoying me licking your lollipop? How many licks does it take to get to the center of your lollipop?" She licked and counted one, two, three and then took the whole staph to the back of her jaw. I could only imagine the past wondrous sensations of having Ash's velvet tongue enveloped around my Phallus. I had definitely been exposed and Ash seemed to take sadistic joy in her revenge as she looked in my direction and pulled back from the lurching meat leaving dribbling drool dangling from her lips to the tip of the cockhead, Ashley held David's glans upright in her hand and began to lick gently all around the head, and give it little sucking kisses. At the same time, she lightly stroked his balls with her supple fingers. I knew that Ashley was milking this for all that it was worth. Her facial expressions and body language were driving me nuts. I was losing it in my mind, because I knew that Ash was taunting me and frustrating me deliberately. I hated how my arousal made me feel. And the erotic exhibitionism displayed before me intensified the torment. David was gasping and moaning in ecstasy at this treatment, unaware that Ashley was making a show of all of this, while occasionally gazing in my direction as she seemed satisfied to willfully break me down. She bit her lower lip, then rounded her lips into an "ooooooo". Her intent seemed to be to let me know what I had lost – The message in my mind was a mocking taunt: "Ohhhh isn't it driving you crazy to watch this? Haha, I know you know how this feels! You want it so much, don't you? I'm the best! Aww, too bad it's for my boyfriend, not for you..." Her facial expressions became so exaggerated, so contorted, as if she longed to stick the dagger in my heart and like her hand manipulating David's cock was meant to twist a knife in my heart over and over and over again. She had broken me. I was very much aroused at the exhibition, which made me feel like even more of a pervert. The scene was like watching an up close and personal view of Jenna Jameson taking control in a Porno. I was fully tormented with emotions that I had never experienced before in my life. After what seemed like an eternity, David requested, "Baby, can you give me a little more head." I couldn't breathe as I watched the tongue, which once belonged to me, move up the shaft until the luscious lips hovered over the pulsing head. "Is this what you want?" she cooed before delicately tracing the tip of her tongue up the underside of his shaft to the head, where she softly flicked from side to side just below the rim. Looking up at David, she pouted and took little nibbling sucks on the head of his cock, allowing her lower lip to gently massage the underside, but always quick, brief, tantalizing. Then she opened her mouth wide to take the head inside. I felt disoriented and dizzy with a cold clammy sweat washing over my body as my knees buckled, almost as though I were about to faint from the shock of the moment I was witnessing. This couldn't be happening. That couldn't be my sister sucking a stranger's cock in the very spot where we had made such passionate love in the past. (David) - "Mmmmmm, that's nice. You are so beautiful. Let me see your eyes. You look so beautiful sucking me like that. Ohhh... I love that... Please don't stop.... Don't ever stop..." She hummed as he begged her not to stop, and placed a delicate little kiss on that center of his pleasure, then continued dancing her fingertips all around it. David groaned in a mixture of ecstasy and frustration, while she happily continued teasing relentlessly. The pressure in my veins was exploding, as I continued to be glued to viewing what once was mine. Ashley prolonged the pleasuring of David's cock, as I jealously wished that it were me in his place. David's eyes opened wide as he smiled with pleasure, "Oh God Baby you spoil me. Keep Going. Oh shit. That's it. Fuck that's incredible! hmmm," he hissed. "You're a sexy cock sucker?" Ashley moaned as if the words of encouragement seemed to flip a switch and she began to suck the head even more fervently. "Jack it baby," he demanded. "That's it. Oh Fuck yeah, I'm getting close." It was all that I could do to keep from screaming when the feeling washed over me that David was going to cum in Ashley's mouth. Ashley purred, while the torrential pace of her hand began to build steam, milking the shaft as though she craved the cream. I watched as this son of a bitch's cock disappeared entirely, while he deep throated the person I loved the most in the world... "Oh yes, oh God," David moaned as his hips began to buck up at the sucking mouth. David suddenly screamed out that he was going to cum and Ashley pulled him all the way in and held him there. I could see him shaking as he came down Ashley's throat. His hands seemed to willingly hold Ash's head as he pushed her mouth down making her gag a little. "Ooohh Fuck baby, " he hissed through the contortions of his face. My heart sank knowing that I was separated from this woman. It was one thing to experience the beauty of sex with this princess, but to see it from a third person observation was breaking down my mental state. I experienced Ash's special abilities in this realm first hand and I've seen women give blow jobs in pornos, but watching this was an out of body experience that stirred and ignited the feelings of lust and love I had for my sister, while burying me in the despair of knowing all that I had lost. What Ashley had done was something that would not easily escape my mind or my soul. I knew that I deserved this fate, but it drove me insane with feelings of lust and frustration. I was flushed with horniness from the exhibition of Ashley's oral treatment of David's cock and I was seething with envy. I grasped my bloated genitalia in earnest through my tented jeans to try to create some comfort as I quickly turned to retreat back up the stairs and escape back to the confines of my bedroom. Masturbation would not relieve me of my condition. I just had to lie down and meditate and try to erase it from my mind. I was exhausted, but my blood pressure had to be shooting through the roof from the lustful jealousy and dissatisfaction caused by what I had just witnessed. I was hurt and confused and at the same time I was fully aroused by the raw eroticism fully displayed by my sister. I must have laid in shock for 15 minutes, when a light rapping sounded upon my door. I didn't answer. The door creaked open and Ashley stuck her head in, "Why don't you answer?" I still refused to say anything as she shuffled up to my bed. She bent down looking me in the eyes, "I saw you. You saw what happened just now. You stood there like a pervert and watched... a pervert. Well, David and I are heading out. I'm spending the night at his place. You have a good night." She slowly turned and walked to the door before turning around and silently shaking her head from side to side. It was 7pm. Ashley had a cruelty to her tone that seemed to twist the knife that had been stuck in me. I had laid there in stunned amazement until I had dozed off. I was awoken by my cell phone ringing and its lights blinking. I looked at the clock in my room, which read 9:07pm. When I looked, my phone showed that the call was from my mother. I answered, "Hello." "Jimmy, can you come pick me up at Cathy's house?" she asked in what seemed to be a hurried, frustrated fashion. "Sure, but I thought they were going to give you a ride home," I asked in confusion. (Patty) - "Yes, Honey, they were, but now they want me to stay here for the night and I just want to come home. Will you please come pick me up?" (Jimmy) – "OK, It'll be about 30 minutes." (Patty) – "Ok. Thank You Honey." I was still dressed, but I had to shake out a few cobwebs, so I went downstairs and poured a Coke and drank some before heading out. It was nearly 30 minutes later when I pulled into Cathy's driveway where there must have been eight cars. It had certainly cooled off more, about 35 degrees, and in my rush I hadn't put on a heavy jacket, but at least I was wearing a hoodie. I got out of my car and headed to the front door of Cathy's home. I rang the door bell and it didn't take 5 seconds for Cathy to open it. "Here's my boy now. Say hey to everyone Jimmy!" My mother said while not 5 feet behind Cathy in the foyer. I smiled at Cathy who seemed to be a little flustered, "Hey Cathy... Good to see you... Everything alright here?" "Yes, it's good to see you Jim... What's it been like a year?" she retorted, "We offered to let your Mother spend the night here, but she insisted she was ready to head on home. So, we were going to let Charles give her a ride home, but she insisted on calling you... I hope you didn't mind. We said we would get her home and now we've inconvenienced you." My mother leered at Cathy for her honesty as I responded, "It's no inconvenience Cathy. I was just chilling out at home. There's really nothing much to do." I looked at my mother, " So Mama! I guess you're ready to head on out?" (Patty) - "I really appreciate you coming to take me home Jimmy, I do hope it wasn't too much trouble" (Jimmy) - "No, I'm happy to do it. Like I said, I didn't have anything to do anyway. I was just laying in my room listening to some music." Cathy chimed up, "See Patty, we probably woke the boy up, while he's on his vacation." "He's fine. He's just looking out for his ole Mom?"... My mother chuckled, as she sidled up beside me, squeezing my arm and resting her head on my shoulder. A smell of intoxication wafted through my nostrils along with the essence of her perfume. My mind began swirling with the base instincts a man feels when a pretty woman presents herself in such a vulnerable position. There was a sense of anxiety in the air knowing that I would be alone with my mother the rest of the evening. The sensation of the heat of my mother's soft curves resting against me was making my already buzzing brain feel like it was spinning out of control. "You two be careful and Patty you call me when you get home. There are a lot of people out there drinking tonight and I'm sure the cops are out." Cathy was admonishing in a maternal way. "We'll be fine Cathy." Mom, looked over at me, then grabbed my hand, turned and pulled me towards the door. "Let's go honey." Mom called back over her shoulder as we exited. Then once outside the door, she put her arm around my waist and leaned in even closer beside me and whispered in my ear..."This feels really good. Thanks for coming to pick me up... I didn't want to spend the night here and Cathy's been trying to get me to go out with Charles for the last two months. I told y'all I didn't want to come over here. I knew something was up. I'm just ready to get home. You didn't mind coming to rescue your old mom did you honey?" as she gave me a kiss on the cheek "No! Of course not and you aren't old. Don't say that." I smiled as I opened the door allowing her to gracefully slide into the passenger seat. We live across town from Cathy's and it was going to take about 20 minutes cutting through town to get home. Mom had turned sideways and rested her head on the headrest of the low setting seat of my car. She appeared to have a nice rosy grin on her face. She tilted her head further. And reached out to lithely grasp my hand and taking hold of it, "You don't mind do you?" as the smile broadened upon her face. I didn't say anything as she lovingly caressed my hand. She leaned over closer. Close enough to where I could feel the warmth of her breath and smell the wine she had obviously consumed "This feels so nice, " as she gazed at me with sparkling eyes, further settling back in her seat. The effect of the closeness and the contact had me holding my breath, which intensified the electrical feeling in the air. Before I knew it, we were a few miles into the trip across town, close to the downtown area, as the bright lights of the city lit up the car with an amber glow, when involuntarily my cock had begun to stiffen and form a tent in my jeans. I was beginning to feel uncomfortable, but I couldn't adjust myself without drawing attention to the situation and I didn't want my mother to see my predicament. Suddenly my mother spoke, "This reminds me so much of when your father and I used to go out before we got married," she waxed nostalgically. I had to shift in the seat to gain some kind of comfort as I glanced towards my mother who seemed to be in some sort of trance... Ut oh! pinged in my head as I thought about where I had seen that look before. Mom had lowered her window just a crack and as we stopped at the various lights in the Downtown area, each stoppage allowed her intoxicating perfume to waft throughout the car and enter my nostrils enveloping my every sense with its exotic scent. Each time I glanced her way, I noticed her eyes ogling me with the deepest intent. I was trying to ignore this, but it was impossible and it scared me to death to feel this tension once again permeating my carnal being. Mom eventually began scooting a little closer to me, before releasing my hand and letting her arm glide until she graced my jawline and began wisping my hair with her finger tips. "Ohh, it is so good to have you home darling. I've missed you so... so... much. I am truly so sorry for all the bad things that have happened." She moved even closer until I could feel the swell of her breasts lightly pressing up into my upper arm. My libido rolled into hyperdrive as I felt my nerves tingle and body shiver. I looked over to catch her gazing at the noticeable tent which had formed in my denim trousers. She looked up with a smirk of mischievousness as though she were enjoying my predicament. Mama purred as she leaned forward and planted a warm kiss on my cheek. She made sure that her voluptuous tits were grinding into his arm as she did so and let her fingertips drift up to my ear where they flickered about teasingly. "Do you mind if I ask you a question?..." she asked, pressing in even closer while my nervous tension made me shake. She invaded my space with her presence, sweeping the oxygen out of my lungs as I fruitlessly attempted to keep my eyes on the road, "Hmm Hmm..." I struggled to affirm, because I couldn't speak. I could feel the burning blood engorging the veins of my phallus as my balls began to ache with virility. God I just wanted to get home. Was this my imagination? Did I want to go through this again? This was the wrong place at the wrong time. Mama had pulled back, but her glow had me thinking that she had to know what this was doing to me. This felt so much like those cock teasing episodes of the past. She seemed to be contemplating something as she leaned towards me again to where her lips nearly brushed my ear as she spoke softly..."You and that girl Jill. It's more than studying?" "Whatta ya mean?" I continued as I tried to focus on the road, we were in the home stretch with only a few more miles with no more lights. "Are things serious between the two of you?" she almost cooed in her questioning. "I don't know?" I answered with brevity. She patted me on the chest and giggled, "What kind of answer is that? Come on now.... Are you serious with the girl?" "I don't know what you mean by serious," I retorted as I seemed to catch hold of my nerves. "There are different levels of serious. Yeah , we hang out and study and we are exclusive, I suppose. Is that what you mean?" Babydoll Ch. 12 The following is my twelfth submission in the Babydoll series. I truly appreciate those who have supported the series and especially those who have written me offering encouragement or giving me constructive criticism. I appreciate all feedback. I was somewhat disappointed with the reception of the last submission. It seemed to receive some negative votes, but without feedback. I am truly interested in why people gave negative scores. I believe it was because they were disappointed with the direction of the story and not because of grammar or composition. In the end, this is my story and I take ownership of its praise and its flaws as decided by you. I have enjoyed telling this tale. Apologize that I haven't been able to put it out at a faster pace. When I sat down to further this a few years ago, I wrote what amounts to three or four chapters and now they are ready for release. As I have finished, I have had to go back and fill in the gaps to maintain the continuity. Just like with a movie script, you don't always know where the direction of the story will lead. The further you get down the road, the more intricate the details become and demand attention. You know where you started and where you would like it to end, but the getting there means that you have to go with the ebb and flow. Each chapter lends itself to the big picture as a sequel -- just like a movie. Of course these are fictional accounts. Please read the previous chapters, if you haven't. This is purely fantasy. Hope you enjoy the fantasy. ------------------------------------------------- It was December 21st as I waited for my girlfriend Jill to finish up at her work. My finals in school had finished the week before and it was time to head home for the holiday. We were both Sophomores at one of my home state's universities. Jill was coming to stay at my house, with my family, until the day after Christmas, when I would be putting her on a flight so she could be with her own family before the winter break ended and the start of the Winter semester would begin as we prepared to finish our sophomore year. I had been home just 4 weeks before at Thanksgiving. That was a tumultuous time that I needed to get out of my mind. I only stayed for parts of three days, because of the events that had taken place. Before that, I hadn't been home for 8 months. At Thanksgiving, you could say that I had gotten my come uppance for the previous dalliances that I had had with my sister and my mother. Now here we were and it was time to head home again. While there was certainly a reluctance, as if playing dangerously with fire, I was drawn to what I understood was a necessity. Originally, being in college had been hard, because of being away from my family and mostly Ashley, whom I thought of all the time. I was always concentrating on my studies and Jill had helped pass the time by being my friend and study partner. I always looked to please my grandfather since he had done so much to take care of me. Don't think that thoughts didn't enter my head to cast my responsibilities off and run away. Many times it felt like I was just going through the motions. I was only a year and a half into the journey towards earning a Law degree. That is troublesome many times when your path has been laid out for you. I lived in a single room apartment just off of campus. You know what is basically a glorified off-campus dorm room. That helped a lot when it came to having peace and quiet. Jill had gotten to where she spent most of her time with me at the apartment, although she kept a place of her own and she had roommates. I think she was enamored with how independent I was. It helped to have a partner to work with to accomplish our goals. Sometimes I felt Jill was clingy, but I never mentioned that to her. In some ways I enjoyed it, although it could be uncomfortable, when you know what I had lurking in the background. The car was packed and the tank was full as we got ready for the 300-mile journey across the state. It would probably be 3pm before we could leave and we probably wouldn't arrive at my home for nearly 6 hours after that. I spotted Jill driving up in her little Ford Focus as she parked it next to my car in the designated space for my apartment. I met her halfway to greet her with a kiss, as she entered the apartment, "You ready to get going babe?" "I just left work and came straight here. Would you mind if I take a shower and freshen up a little before we leave." "OK, but I'm wanting to hit the road before it gets too late," antsy to get a move on. " It's already going to be 9pm when we get there." She tugged my hand, "Come on, I need you to wash my back." "Jillllll, I've already taken a shower," I responded. " Yooou haven't taken one with meee," she smirked as she insistently pulled us towards the bathroom. Once we got there, Jill held interlocked my fingers as she leaned her back against the counter of the hand washing basin. "Have you been thinking about me today?" she asked seductively. "I've been thinking about you all day long... Thinking about our trip." "Of course I think about you Jilly," I confided as we began nibbling on one another. The touching and feeling aroused me, as Jill reached down and grasped my burgeoning woody through my pants. "Oh my. We can't have you driving around for 5 hours like that can we. I think we better take care of this, don't you agree?" as she pushed in and hungrily consumed me. "You're the boss," I breathed in her ear, as the provocation began to consume me . "So what are we going to do about it?" I snickered anticipating what was next. She took my hands and pulled them to the buttons of her blouse, "I want you to undress me honey." And I started at the top button and began releasing the little catches. As I did so, she released the belt on her skirt and slid it and her panties past her hips, letting them fall to the floor before kicking them to the side. She put her hands on the edge of the counter and lifted herself so that she was sitting on it as I leaned into her, and then she spread her legs open to reveal her smooth pussy to me. Her little pink labia peaked out from behind the swollen lips; thin and rosy brown. She pulled at the buckle of my belt until it released, then uncinched the button of my jeans as she deftly pulled the zipper apart and let them fall from my waist. She then wrapped her toned arms and athletic legs around me and pulled me in for a closer embrace. We were face to face, looking each other straight in the eyes as we once again let go in the raw passion of our kisses. There was a certain look on her face as we resigned ourselves to where this moment was heading. I could feel the heat of her flushed skin against my own. There was a wetness a to our salivating mouths as we savored one another. The taste of her skin and the sensations of our movements excited me to know end. Jill slowly slid off the counter and headed towards the shower, where she turned the water on and waited for it to warm. As she stepped in, she motioned for me to join her, "Come on baby, I need you." As I stepped in behind, Jill pulled the shower curtain forward to enclose us and then turned to face me. There was a twinkle in her eyes as we stood nude together with the hot water pulsing over our bodies. "I'm sooo excited." Jill sparkled as she revealed. "Thank you for taking me home with you for Christmas," as she took the soap and began lathering my chest. "You're welcome," was the only thing I could think to say. She smiled, as she put her face and hair under the water. As we stood pressed against one another with our naked bodies touching, she reached up and kissed me, then she grabbed the shampoo and started lathering her hair, before reaching up to lather mine and rolling her hands down thoroughly washing my chest, which she seemed to enjoy. Seeing the positive joy she expressed caused me to pull her close, feeling her torso against my own, while I proceeded to kiss her. Our faces melted together under the hot stream of water with tongues exploring and enjoying one another. I started massaging her now slippery wet breasts, before taking the soap from its holder, working a lather in my hands and washing her back as she wriggled within my clutches. Eventually she asked, "Jim, will you wash my hair." As she turned away towards the showerhead it only made things better. I massaged her scalp with the sudsy foam before turning my attention to her shoulders. Tenderly washing her, I continued down her back, her bottom, her thighs, and her calves as the water cascaded down continually rinsing the soap away. At eye level I kissed her fine derriere and gave her a light smack before standing back up to admire her firm, toned figure as it glistened with water. She certainly had me turned on. She reached up and changed the shower setting until it emitted only a fine mist of spray. I was surprised when she reached back and took my shaft in her hand and began rubbing the tip along the folds of her warm labial opening. It was all the encouragement I needed. As she gazed back at me over her shoulder, the look of seduction on her face was enough to make any man weak in the knees and I had no doubt about who was in control of the situation. "I want to feel you now. I want that hard dick inside me," she commanded. With each pass of her pink tenderness, I felt the crown of my root nudge its way further and further into her honey pot until I was just deep enough so that she could release her grip. My cock was now firmly embedded inside her sex. I strode forward with light thrusts as her fleshy petals opened up and took me deep inside and straight to where it seemed she desired. My bloated member instinctually took this encounter to the next level. Jill leaned forward and placed her hands on the shower wall. I wasn't sure if I was pressing into her or she was pulling against me, but as she placed her foot on the shower ledge, it really didn't matter who was taking the lead. This was truly a sensual pleasure. As she slowly stepped backward with one foot and then the other, her firm ass pointed upward in an exhibition of sexuality I had never before encountered. As her warm honeycomb completely enveloped me, she once again receded back against my torso and I knew she expected to be rewarded with kisses, which I obliged. We were connected in the most erotic way possible, oblivious to the water raining over us. She seemed to enjoy the feeling of me deep inside her, not moving, but simply enjoying the feeling of the union. As my excitement grew, I rhythmically began sliding my cock in and out of her gracious love. I found a rhythm bumping and grinding into her luscious backside, cupping her breasts as her back melded into my chest. Now and then the water from the shower would splash into my face making me fully conscious of the reality of this blissful copulation. She was grunting as my own guttural moans escaped my eternal being. She joined me as her hips raised and lowered on and off the protruding purple headed monster. She had found the perfect spot as she continued humping the hard shaft. "Ohhh fuck!" she exclaimed. "That's it!!! That's it. Right there. Fuck me, I want you to do it," she bellowed as she threw her head back, panting as my hands grasped her hips tightly causing her cervix to tighten even more firmly onto my thick piston as it rutted in and out of her love. There was nothing that was going to be done slowly or gently now. I began pounding myself hard into her velvet. There was an awareness of the bare skin slapping together. I grabbed her hips and forcefully pulled her to the base of my cock, filling every inch of her sex. With each thrust of my cock, Jill seemed to grunt with a higher level of animal sexuality associated with the purity of copulation. I began to feel that familiar tensing of her inner being, only this time it seemed to be to a level neither of us ever could have imagined. Her pussy was kneading my shaft from tip to tail, repeatedly clenching and releasing with a sensuality that was quickly bringing me to the edge. I held on for dear life as I continued kissing her neck, even as I felt the shudder from her cumming and crying out in ecstasy. The tension soon wound down until she slowly raised her hips and slipped herself off of me. Turning to me, she rested her head on my chest, leaning on me, and simply hugging me, enjoying the moment. My hands went down to the beautiful globes of flesh of her bottom, massaging and rubbing. We stayed in this position for what seemed like an eternity, until she slowly slid herself down my body and onto the shower floor looking up at me the whole way down, "Now it's my turn," she proudly boasted as she began stroking the rigid serpent. The softness of her hands on my engorged tool combined with her the wetness was invigorating. My manhood was now bobbling in her face. She took it in hand, feeling the twitches, as she lathered it with soap. She let the water rinse it off, stroking it as she did so. When she slid it into her mouth, I let out an obvious gasp. She was sucking me off very fast and deep; bobbing her head up and down very quickly causing me to groan. The water continued to stream down, hitting the top of her head, matting her bangs to her forehead and over her eyes, as I slunk back against the shower wall. She pulled her mouth off my cock and continued stroking, "I want you to cum in my mouth. I want to taste your cum," she said with a tone of aggressive provocation." She immediately resumed, moving her head rapidly, in and out, while her tongue caressed my glans. The slurping noises were too much, I was ready to blow. After all of the excitement, I could feel a huge percolating in my testes. "I'm gonna cum," I said, arching my back, knees weakening. She kept her mouth on me, but stopped stroking. She just massaged the cock head with her tongue as it exploded violently inside her mouth with jets of cum shooting out from what seemed to be the depths of my soul. As I came, Jill pulled my ass, making sure that I had no escape and everything I had to give was given to her. I gently held her head for a few seconds until the vacuum that was surrounding my cock extracted the final spasms of seed. I finally had to reach forward to grab a hold of the curtain rack to steady myself, lest I fall in exhaustion. Jill slowly looked up, giving me the same smile she flashed when this session began. At that moment I realized how pretty her green eyes were, I had known her for two years and had not really enjoyed them like I did at this moment. I knew that she was truly in love with me, by the way that she had devoted herself to me to the extreme. You understand how much a girl has a thing for you when she has your cum dribbling down her chin. I leaned over and turned off the shower's now tepid water. As Jill stood, I kissed her forehead telling, "I love you Honey." Sure, I always thought of Ashley, but Jill was certainly a goddess in and of herself. In any way and by any right. I pulled the shower curtain back, stepped out of the tub and grabbed one of the towels from the rack and reached to Jill and proceeded to start drying her back and legs before she grabbed the towel to finish. Then I grabbed another towel and did the same for myself. We shared a kiss before I went to my room to get myself ready, "I'm going to go get dressed now. We need to get going pretty soon. It's already close to dusk. I'd like to be home before everyone is in bed." Jill smiled and nodded in the affirmative, "Twenty minutes." Well, as usual 20 minutes turned into 45, but I wasn't going to dare belabor that point. It was 4:30 when we left. I drove through the drive-thru of a burger joint as we headed out of the edge of town so that we could get something to eat, but keep moving. As we pulled onto the interstate, the shadows were long and the sun was flashing directly in my eyes as we headed west. I put my sunglasses on and put the car in cruise control at 70 mph. I let Jill pick out the music she wanted and after she finished her burger, she leaned over and kissed me a few times and told me she loved me and then she settled back in her seat, curled up a little to the side and fell asleep. I looked over from time to time catching glimpses of my slumbering girlfriend. I had Jill with me on this trip, but my mind was on a trip of its own, thinking back to the past few years and Ashley. She was a part of my life that I longed for. I had not spoken to her since Thanksgiving. I remembered times in the past when she had always been there to encourage me about life. I had encouraged her to date other guys and then after everything blew up and I went home at Thanksgiving, my heart ached when I saw her with David. I wanted her to be belong to me sexually, but I hadn't been faithful and knew that I deserved what I got. I had a very hard time with the thoughts of her being with another guy. Of course the relationship that we had had was totally taboo. Then there was the sex with my mother that had dealt a death blow to what Ash and I had. Looking at Jill in the passenger seat of my car made me think of my mother and the little mating ritual that had taken place on Thanksgiving night. That was the wildest night of sex I had ever had in my 21 year reality. And now I was going back home, which had always seemed to bring some level of apprehension. Ash had told me that she needed me in her life, but what about all that had happened? We would never have a normal sibling relationship. Could we? Jill and I had slowly progressed from earlier times where I had kept her at a distance to where now I willingly accepted her as what I felt was a permanent status. Ash seemed to have turned a corner where she wished to be with someone in a normal relationship. I pretty much always desired Ashley since our first time together; to the point that sometimes when I was making love to Jill that I would see Ash when my eyes were closed and my cock was gliding in and out of Jill's honey. About an hour into the trip, the sun had descended below the horizon until there was a purple haze with the other cars surrounding me. The cold winter night took on a life of its own under the moon and stars that twinkled above. Jill would rustle every now and then bringing her presence to my attention, but eventually I would settle back into my own thoughts and reality. Once again feeling a twinge of me against the world. I thought about the trip home that I had made the year before. How I had taken my time... stopped at the stores... bought the perfect gifts... schemed plan after plan... and everything had fallen so perfectly into place until I got everything I wanted. I was focused then. I had it all. And then I got greedy. My mother interjected herself into the situation and little did I know what a fool I was. I thought I was flying everything under the radar, but we were soon to find out differently, didn't we? It all blew up in my face, but that is how life goes and you have to learn how to adapt in order to survive. It wasn't like I was doing without. The sex with my mother was torrid. It wasn't the love I had with Ash. It was purely animalistic. She was a teacher of life in many ways and I loved her even more for it in a twisted sort of way. We would always have a special bond because of what she had done to me, but it was over. I had tasted that fruit and I was now passed it. I had my fill and I didn't want any more. I think she understood that when I called her a couple days before and let her know to expect my arrival. As mile after mile went past, I felt a rush of nerves, as I got closer to home. I figured my mother, like at Thanksgiving, would be the only one home when we arrived. As I pulled into town it felt natural, because it was apparent that nothing had changed. There were the landmarks still intact and all the places I frequented were still in business. Babydoll Ch. 12 We had made good time. Jill had slept away the entire trip, except for the one bathroom stop I had made about halfway home. I knew she had to have been exhausted from the work and anxiety that she had put in the last month with school and her job. It was a little before 10pm when I pulled into the neighborhood. As I pulled into the driveway thinking about being home. I thankfully saw that everything still seemed in order. I was worn out from the drive as I pulled the keys from the ignition. Jill was asleep in the passenger's side as I spoke up, "Well we're here." She groggily awoke with her sweet emerald eyes looking up towards me with a sheepish grin, and what I interpreted as adoring look, before leaning up and tenderly kissing me. "I'll come back and get our bags in a while. Let's just go inside and relax for a few minutes." We then proceeded to get out of the car and walk to the door. A cool chill filled the air of the winter night as we approached the door. Jill seemed to shiver with excitement and anticipation, "I'm a little nervous, but I'm also thrilled to meet your family." That was good, because it maybe helped to mask my own anxieties of the moments that laid ahead. Quietly I pulled out my keys and opened the door. By my watch it said that it was 9:56pm and I saw there were a few lights on. I announced myself, "Hey, I'm home." I heard some clinking noises coming from the kitchen and then was shocked as Ashley came bounding to the front door. My heart and nerves went into overdrive from the shock of Ash being there to greet me, much less being home and much less seemingly in a joyful mood. "Hey Jim, this must be Jill. It's nice to have you here. And then she gave me a most cheerful hug." And man did she look and smell good, oh man. I was in a fog as we left the foyer and walked through the kitchen and towards the living room. When we entered the room Ash asked, "Would either of you like something to drink?" I headed to sit on the loveseat as Jill came and sat by my side, "That would be nice." As I continued in silence. Ash asked again, "Jim, would you like anything," to which again I didn't respond. Jill spoke up, "Earth to Jimmy... hello... your sister is asking if you want anything to drink." Startled I responded, "Ohh... oh...oh... yeah a coke would be great. Thanks.. sorry... long trip..." I replied. Ashley went to the kitchen as Jill and I sat and relaxed. When she came back she had a couple of cokes that she handed us. We both seemed to give knowing glances at one another and it felt as if for some reason a veil had been lifted and there was some sort of forgiveness in her eyes. I asked, "Where is Mama?" (Ash) - "She's gone to bed... she has to be up early in the morning to be at the office. She said she would call you. She probably wake you up when she gets up... We fixed up the guest room for Jill." (Jimmy) - "Oh. OK. Our stuff is out in the car. I'm going to go bring it in." (Jill) - "I'll help you." (Jimmy) - "Nah... that's OK. You just relax. I'll be back in a few..." It took a few trips to bring in all of our belongings. Jill had a suitcase and a carry on, since she would be flying out the day after Christmas. After the last couple of trips home, I didn't know how long I would be staying so I didn't go too crazy, but there were presents and other belongings, so it took a few minutes to put things in all their places. After stowing everything in its proper place, I headed back to the living room where Ash and Jill were chatting it up like a couple of old chums. Ashley was laughing as I entered the room, "I like this girl Jimmy. I really like this girl. And I've just met her..." They sat and chatted for two hours while I dozed in and out. A little after midnight, I told the gals that I was heading up. Jill said, "I'll walk up with you, but I'm not too tired. You don't mind if we girls stay up a little longer." "Nope... that was just a long drive and I need some sleep." Ashley smiled, "Thanks Jim, I'm glad to have you home." And then she came up and gave me a big tight hug like we hadn't seen one another in years. Jill headed upstairs with me. I showed her the room she would be staying in. "I'd rather sleep with you, she related. "I know, but I don't think my mother or my grandparents would care much for that idea." I gave her a deep, sensual kiss as I headed to bed. Jill went into the guest room and changed and came back into my room and we resumed kissing for a few minutes before she headed back down to spend the evening with Ash. ------------------------------------------------ It was still dark when I felt a presence in my room. "Jimmy... Jimmy," I heard in a whispering tone, "It's me." It was my mother and looking at my clock I saw that it was 6:05am. She was standing by my bed right next to me. She leaned in and brushing my hair back she lightly kissed me on the forehead and whispered, "Jimmy, I'm glad you're home... things have changed, I just wanted to let you know that." "OK Mom," I acknowledged. She nodded affirmatively as if trying to give me some type of assurance, "I have to be at work at 7am. There's a big shipment coming into the warehouse for Christmas and I need to sign some papers, but I'd like you to meet me at the club for lunch. Please bring Jill, so that we can meet." I noticed that she was fully dressed in a dress suit as though she were getting ready to leave. "OK Mom," I nodded. She leaned in and gave me another light kiss on the forehead whispering, "OK Jim, I'll meet you around noon." She then turned and left the room and I fell back asleep. ------------------------------------------------ I still was tired when Jill came in and woke me up with a kiss at 10am, "Wow... this is a neat room," she said with a twinkle in her eye, before crawling into bed and resting her head in the crook of my shoulder. "Your sister just left. She said she needed to go do some shopping." she kissed my cheek, "She's a sweetie. It didn't dawn on me that we are the same age... her birthday is just a months after mine. I could tell she really loves you. You two must be really close. She was telling me all about you two growing up." This gave me a lump in the throat. It made nervous to think about Jill ever developing any premonitions. "I thought I told you about all of that." (Jill) - "Nope.. not that much really... This is going to be a really neat Christmas." (Jimmy) - "My Mom came in this morning and she wants us to have lunch with her at the club and meet her there at noon." (Jill) - "Yeah Ashley told me. Would you like to go take a shower with me this morning." (Jimmy) - "I dunno... after yesterday... I don't think we have that much time and besides we might wake up the neighborhood with the way we carried on." I chuckled. (Jill) - "So no time for any fun this morning?" (Jimmy) - "I'll show you where everything is." I got up and walked Jill to the bathroom. Showed her where the towels were and headed back to my room to lay out my clothes. Jill finished her shower and came in in just her towel and dropped it and we made out for a couple of minutes, which brought me to a state of arousal, but we only had a hour and a half to be at the club, so I disappointedly had to get a move on and skip the dalliance. Jill certainly looked cute in her winter attire as we made our way to our dinner date with Mama. We arrived with perfect timing. When we entered I saw that Ashley and my mother were awaiting our arrival. "So this is your girlfriend?" My mother stood and cheerfully inquired as she walked over and gave Jill a warm hug. As usual the food at the club was great and the atmosphere was very nice. I had a club sandwich and the girls had salads. It was a table for four with Ashley sitting to my left, Jill to the right, and my mother sat directly across the table. They made small talk for the hour that we were there like they were old friends. Eventually Mom told us she was through with work for the day and she was going to do some shopping. She invited Ashley and Jill to join her and they both agreed. The three women in my life that I had slept with were going out on the town shopping. The thought of these three together made me a little anxious, but I decided to go with the flow. What could I do about it anyway. Ashley's presence always seemed to have a restless effect on me anymore, when we were around others, and today was no exception, I could never forget how good she smelled. As always she displayed grace. I was very nervous at the beginning of lunch, but Ash eventually made me feel at ease with the way she seemed to carry on conversations with no sign of tension. My mother on the other hand seemed to be ticking a little. I noticed her eyes darting to and fro, but soon she even seemed to ease into the moment. Jill seemed to be oblivious to any of the dynamics of out familial relations. Of course, I was beginning to wonder where David was. I hadn't heard Ash mention him once since we had been back, but of course we hadn't been back long. When lunch ended, mom told the girls to go on ahead and she would catch up with them at the mall. She said she needed to talk with me about a few things. When they had gone, my mother gave me a serious look saying, "Well, I think that went well, don't you?" (Jimmy) - "Yeah, not too bad." (Patty) - "Well, I'm sure you were nervous and believe me so was I, but we need to put it all behind us and enjoy Christmas. Your Grandfather wants you to go by his office and see him. He said he had something for you." (Jimmy) - "Okay." Mom gave me another serious look, "After you left at Thanksgiving, I had a talk with Ashley. It's going to take time for things to heal, but I think we are moving forward." (Jimmy) - "Okay and I'm sorry." (Patty) - "Well.. OK... but let's just put it behind us. OK Honey. Please." (Jimmy) - "OK, but I hurt you. I hurt Ashley. And I love you both deeply." Mama gave me a pensive look with an inwardly crinkled brow before pushing away and getting up from the table, "I'll see you this evening," and she leaned over and gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek. I have to say that she is a beautiful woman, but I did have a sense that the lust that I had for her had moved to the background of our relationship. -------------------------------------------------- When I got to my Grandfather's office, he gave me a big hug and we made some small talk about how things were at school and he said he and my grandmother were excited to meet Jill, and he was glad to see my mother had started turning her life around, "Jim, I don't know what you said to her at thanksgiving, but her attitude sure is better." We went around for a little meet and greet with everyone in the office to get reacquainted, since I hadn't seen most of them in over a year. The main thing he wanted was for me to do some work at his office over the following week, "We won't be here but from 9am to 4pm, but I need someone here with me so that everyone else can take off. There aren't any court dates or anything. I just need someone to help answer the phone and maybe do a little paper work and run errands." (Jimmy) - "OK Big Daddy, I just need to take Jill to the airport the day after Christmas, besides that I'm free." Big Daddy smiled, "That'll be fine boy. That'll be fine. It's just I want to get you ready, because I want you to come here and work. I don't want to invest a bunch of money and have you go skiddaddling to New York or somewhere. I want you to come home." (Jimmy) - "That's been my plan all along sir." Through all of the insecurities in my life, it was good to have my Grandfather to fall back on. We spent a couple of hours together. He told me that we were going to have dinner at our house that evening. It was being catered by Alexander's, because he didn't want my mother to have to do the cooking. He asked that we help her clean up so that she could relax. He didn't want her stressing and getting depressed again. -------------------------------------------------- The following day was the eve of Christmas Eve. I still had shopping that I needed to get done for Christmas. I had bought some things, but because I had been away at school, I didn't want to lug everything back home. I also didn't want to go out and do a bunch of shopping on Christmas Eve. I told Jill that she could hang out at the house with Ashley because I needed to my shopping done and she seemed fine with it, "If you bring me a present," she said. Once I had finished my breakfast, I headed up stairs and took a shower and got dressed. Getting into the car, I headed out to the mall. The mall is always the fall back plan. Everything is there and the shops are basically a woman's marketplace. Women always love the stuff you buy at the mall. When a box has the name of a mall store on it, a lady's eyes will light up. The first place I always go when I get to the mall is Dillard's. Every woman in my family loves that place. Once there, I headed over to the perfume and cosmetic's area. There were people everywhere and so I had to be patient and wait for a sales lady. I found it hilarious when the same exact lady from the year before came up to ask me if I needed any help. Once she asked me if I needed help she gave me a quizzical look, "Do I know you from somewhere?" "No mam," I answered, "But I have shopped in here before and you waited on me." "Wait... Wait... I remember you from last Christmas Eve. You were very nervous and wanted to buy something special for your sweetie," she giggled. It made me sad, because I knew she was talking about Ashley, "Yes mam, but you can say that about most everyone that comes in here can't you?" "Yeah, I guess you're right, but there was something different about you. " she responded with a smile, "So how are things working out with your sweetie." (Jimmy) -- "There not." She interrupted me, tilting her head and sadly responding, "Ohhh--hhh!!!" "We're still friends though. I made some mistakes and it just didn't work out.... I would like to buy her that make-up kit I bought last year. It is Estee Lauder and can I still get that Cashmere Mist fragrance." "Sure, give me one sec and I'll get it." She went behind the counter and gathered it all up and came back. "Here you go... what's your name?" "Jim... Jim Jameson." "Well Jim... I don't know your circumstances, but you seem like sweet young man to me and I hope you get a second chance.... I bet you could if you wanted... Here, I wanna give you my card." I looked at it. Her name was Michelle Davis. "If there is anything you ever need. You give me a call and we will see what we can do for you." (Jim) -- "There is one more thing Michelle, I would like a two bottles of Chanel No. 5. She was a lovely lady, maybe 30 or so. You see these women working in the mall and it is like they are anonymous. She seemed different, very nice, in a real kind of way. She went and retrieved the Chanel perfume and came back and rang me up, while throwing in a handful of various samples of other frangrances and cosmetics. We said our so longs and I was on my way. My next stop was Victoria's Secret where I purchased several lingerie items. I've never been crazy about being in women's stores, a young lady clerk asked if she could help, but I felt really self-conscious and made a few selections and headed to purchase and get out of there before anyone I might know would stop me. Girls love this sexy pop culture stuff and it was sexually appealing; but to be honest, I've seen stuff on the internet that is a lot sexier for a lot less money, but you know as I do, it is more symbolism than substance. I stopped at a few more shops along the way. One stop was at a shop to get my Grandfather some cigars and pipe tobacco; he enjoyed those on occasion. Every year I lament over what I should buy my grandmothers for Christmas. My paternal grandmother isn't rich, but neither is she poor, but I enjoy it when she gets some of the finer things in life. I went to the club and bought her a spa package for $150. Gramms is rich and she didn't need a spa package, because she treats herself to that sort of thing all the time and frankly anything she wants she can buy herself or Big Daddy buys it for her, so I just bought her a pendent and some charms for her charm bracelet, which I am sure would just sit in her treasure trove jewelry box, but what else is a boy to do. By the time I arrived back at the house it was close to 5pm, Ashley's car was parked in the driveway, so I knew the girls must be inside and l decided to leave the packages in the car and head in. I'd bring everything in and put it away later. I entered the house in time to find out that we were heading out to a party. My Grandparents had been invited to a Christmas Party and we were also invited. My mother begged out and she wouldn't be going with us. It would only be Ashley, Jill, and I. The party was at a local restaurant and those in attendance would be mostly from my grandfather's law firm. My car was packed, so I borrowed my mother's Beemer and we headed out at 6pm. As we drove up to the restaurant, I saw that cars filled the parking lot and so I dropped the girls off at the door and went searching for a parking space. I had to park a good ways away from the door entrance and when I got back I entered and told the hostess who I was and they escorted me back to my family. As I made my way back to the family table, a waiter asked me if I wanted anything to drink. I ordered a Bourbon and Ginger and headed over to sit at my Grandfather's table located up at the front of the main dining room. Soon after approaching the table and shaking my grandfather's hand and hugging my grandmother, my drink arrived. It wasn't a formal party. Only a dinner being thrown by one of my Grandfather's junior partners. There was a nice buffet with shrimp cocktail, Roast Beef, Salmon, Salad, Nice Vegetables, etc. Everything was great. You could see the great camaraderie of the people from the Firm. They were like a family unto itself and they readily accepted me, because of my grandfather who they all seemed to glowingly admire. The atmosphere was festive and everyone was having a great time talking and carrying on. The evening went better than I could have expected. Jill was a hit with the people from the firm. The folks kept coming up to me and telling me how this girl was a keeper and they were surprised that she was also interested in obtaining a law degree. Big Daddy let me know that Jill was the talk of evening. All of the ladies were giving her rave reviews. He put his arm around my shoulder and said with a smile, "Make sure that you hold on to that one, because she is perfect. She would do this family proud." I couldn't have been happier to have her accepted, but I had to set some boundaries, "You know I'm a little young for you to go marrying off and besides you don't want to scare her away." He retorted, "Jim, I wasn't much more than your age when your grandmother and I were married... So you might want to think about it. There is nothing wrong with getting serious and settling down." (Jimmy) -- "OK, Big Daddy, but times are different these days." (Big Daddy) -- "Boy. Don't go wasting an opportunity. If she's the right one, then don't let her get away." The thing my grandfather didn't understand was that when I thought about the right woman , it was Ashley who occupied my heart. The party was wrapping up by 10pm and we stayed around another 30 minutes until my Grandparents were ready to go. I had had a few drinks and felt fine, but Ashley decided that she would rather drive home, since she hadn't had any. I rode in the backseat, while the ladies sat up front. My eyes swayed back and forth and my mind wandered as I thought about the two of them. I loved them both, but to be honest, I loved Ash more... Babydoll Ch. 12 When we arrived home a little before 11pm, my mother was waiting up on us in the living room. One things I had taken note of since we had been home was that she hadn't been drinking any alcohol. She asked as we sat in the living room chairs, "I hope y'all had a good time tonight?" We all affirmed in various way that we had. I added, "You should have come Mama, you would have had a good time," "Well, I just wanted to stay home and get some rest. It's been a long week. I called and talked to Jan. She asked me to come stay with her next week. I told her I would and I agreed to. I'll be heading out the day after Christmas." "Are you flying down there or driving?" I asked. "I'm flying. Jan arranged the ticket a few weeks ago. That is one of the reasons I agreed to go. I don't want her money to be wasted." Ashley grinned, "That was awfully nice of her. I love Atlanta. You can go shopping and out to nice restaurants." "So you need a ride to the airport?" I chimed in. "Nah.. the shuttle has been arranged." "Mama... I'm taking Jill down there any way. You don't need to take a shuttle." "You and your girlfriend need time to see one another off." "No. Mrs. Jameson. You need to let us take you to the airport," Jill insisted. (Patty) -- "That's awfully sweet of you honey, but I don't want to be a burden." (Jill) -- "We Insist, don't we Jim." (Jimmy) -- "Yeah Mama, we are heading that way anyway. We'll be getting up at the crack of dawn. Jill's flight is at 9:30." "Oh, well my flight is at 9am. If y'all are alright with it, then ok," a look of hesitation came over her face as she looked towards Ash and I, "I guess you two kids will be on your own." Ashley spoke up looking at me and then at Mom and then back at me and then at Mom, "Well I don't know about Jimmy, but I have plans. Amber (Ash's good friend) and I are going shopping and then we might head out on a little trip, but we haven't decided where." A look of relief seemed to sweep over my mother's face. The girls may not have noticed it, but I did. I don't think she wanted to think about Ash and I being in the house together, even if she had come to terms with all that had happened. "Well Jim, I guess you'll have to fend for yourself." "Well, Big Daddy is wanting me to help him at the office until New Year's Eve, so I guess I'll do that and hang out with him. I'm sure he won't mind." We sat and chatted for a while until it was close to midnight. I excused myself, while the ladies continued on with their feminine banter into the night. Frankly, In my mind I was a little relieved myself to know that Ash wouldn't be home after Christmas. I really didn't know how I would have dealt with that. I changed into my sleep clothes and soon fell out. Later I was awoken by Jill coming in to tell me goodnight. I was so tired, I could hardly keep my eyes open. She kissed me softly as she stroked my hair and then I fell back asleep. I figure she must have headed back to the guest room. -------------------------------------------------- I awoke at 9am on Christmas Eve to a great sense of serenity. Everything in the house seemed to be settled. Of course there was some housework and chores that needed to be done before the evening. I went and woke Jill up and we went downstairs and had some cereal and coffee. We all pitched in to get the house ready for the next couple of days. Jill and I then went outside and did some yardwork Ashley and Mom did the inside detailing. We always started early so that we could relax before the evening gathering. We were finished outside by 2pm and so everyone sat down to have some lunch. Mama asked me to go run some errands. She wanted me to go by the grocery store to get a few food and drink items for the next couple of days. So, I asked Jill if she wanted to come along. She seemed very happy about that, since we had practically no time together over the past couple days. When we got to the grocery store, Jill unbuckled her seatbelt and practically climbed over the top of me, kissing me. "Wow" was all I could say as she practically drew the breath out of me. "Hmmmmm," she moaned as our mouths lingered and our tongues jostled in joy. She pulled her head back, "Damn I've been holding that back for two days... I had no idea that we weren't going to have any time to ourselves." (Jimmy) -- "Honey, that's the way Christmas is." "Well, I hope we get some alone time tonight," she bemoaned. "I have to go home in a couple of days and I need you... I need you," she whimpered. "Well I dunno if we will have any alone time, but remember that I love you. And anticipation is a high quality aphrodisiac," I winked and then leaned in for another kissing session. We held hands in the stores and made out in the car during stops. It was a fun and fulfilling time that made me wonder if this was what life was all about. We were gone for a couple of hours and returned in time get ourselves ready for the night. -------------------------------------------------- At 5:30pm, on Christmas Eve, we were all getting ready for our traditional family Christmas Eve dinner. I was in my room sliding on most comfortable pair of jeans and putting on a t-shirt and a sweater. Let's be honest, I was in a state of arousal from all of the intoxicating females and their poontang excitedly strutting around the house. Of course, I had some weed stored in the secret compartment of that old cedar chest I have told you about. I haven't told you how much was in there, but let's just say it is a lot and nobody knows but me. Long ago I had resolved not to take this stuff to college and so I had this on reserve when I came home. I decided to go get Jill and see if she wanted to partake. I rolled a joint, put it in my pocket, and went to see Jill. I went to the guest room and Jill wasn't there, so I went to Ash's room and neither were there either. I headed down the steps and heard voices in the living room. I looked in to see both the girl's sitting in the recliners apparently ready for the evening to begin. I told them that I was going to go for a walk and Ash eagerly chirped up, "Jimmy are you going to your spot?" Jill looked at Ash and then at me with a twisted curious expression, "Your spot?" she inquired. "Do you mind if we come along?" Ashley asked. "I don't know." I contortedly responded. You see Jill knew that I smoked some weed on occasion, because I did partake at a few parties we had been to, but she didn't know I was a connoisseur like I was. As I said, I was going to invite Jill, but I didn't know if I should bring the lovely Ashley along after what our smoking had led to in the past. I was thinking that it would probably be flat out uncomfortable. "Come on Jimmy let us head on out with you?" Ash insisted. I hesitated before easily relenting, "OK, let's get going, if you are coming." What harm could there be. It was our affection that had led to past circumstances, not the marijuana. "What are you two talking about?" Jill queried insistently. "You'll see," Ash got up and you could see that she was excited, while Jill had this nervous and cautious look etched on her face, as if she were heading into a strange situation. We walked out the backdoor and headed towards the path to the woods and my spot. Jill gazed around with a look of wonder like Alice through the Looking Glass "Wow. This is neat." In my mind, I had wanted some privacy, but now that we were out there, it wasn't so bad having both girls along. Out there, I looked at Ash and it was as if we both could read one another's thoughts. I was thinking about the year before when we had stood in this very spot kissing and caressing one another. I had so many emotions that I had to hold in. There was a sense of tension and melancholy as I looked at Ash, while Jill seemed to be off in a world of wonder taking it all in. I explained the scene as Jill examined it all, "Yeah... This was my fort growing up. I cut down these trees. Of course the thing collapsed over time and that is this wood lying in this pile. We ended up burning some of it. You can't see the path, because the ;leaves are laying over it." Ashley and I looked at one another knowingly as I pulled out the joint, "Jilly, we came out here to smoke some weed, you don't mind do you? It's just something we do at Christmas. You know catch a little buzz." I didn't even wait for her to answer as I sat down on the old tree stump and relaxed in the crisp winter air. It was right at sundown. I lit the joint, letting the intoxicating smoke fill my lungs . I could see she had a little anxiety about the situation, "OK. Y'all go ahead, OK," she responded, but I could see a little anxious look in her eye. Ashley crooked her eyebrows as she looked at me and then took the joint from after I had inhaled a couple of tokes. Before she pulled it to her lips she asked, "Jill, you've n ever smoked any pot?" "No," Jill shook her head and meekly affirmed. As Ashley exhaled, she asked Jil , "Would you like to try a little? You oughta try a little. It won't hur-cha." "I'm scared to try it. I've never done it before," she seemed intimidated by the situation. I reached out for the joint and took it, "You don't have to Jilly. We just like to catch a little holiday buzz. We aren't looking to get obliterated or anything." I then took another toke and handed it back to Ash who eagerly accepted. Ash took a couple of puffs before handing it back with the joint about halfway gone, before telling Jill " It's a different kind of buzz. It's not like alcohol. I was scared the first time I tried it, but I liked it. We aren't like stoners or anything. Jill seemed like she was growing more comfortable with the situation and you could the curiosity begin to feel her eyes as the pungent piney aroma wafted through the air. "Jimmy, I'd like to try a little." "Are you sure?" I wanted to make sure before she took the joint and attempted to smoke. As she took the joint, I wanted to make sure she wasn't surprised by the experience, "Just take a little draw." Well, Jill had never smoked anything before, so she really didn't know what a little draw was. Like any newbie with fresh lungs, she immediately started to cough. As Ashley averted her eyes and lightly chuckled, I went up and rubbed Jill's back "Just relax and hold it in for a few seconds. Everybody coughs, especially the first time they smoke anything." I took the joint and handed it to Ash, Ashley grinned and said, "Welcome to the team Jill" and then she took another toke and held it in before exhaling like a pro. As my buzz settled in, I noticed the nature all around me. It was totally dark now other than the street lights in the distance. I knew that the girl's had to be buzzing as we finished off the joint. Jill had taken a couple of tokes. "You ladies ready to head on back?" I asked, ready to get on back to the house knowing my grandparents would be there at any time. It was a few minutes before 6pm as we headed back through the backyard and to the gate where the pool was, I reached into my coat pocket and grabbed my cinnamon Altoids and passed them out to the girls. "You ladies aren't too high are you," I snickered shaking my head. "I know I have one hell of a buzz and Big Daddy and Gramms are probably up there waiting on us." "I'm fine Jimmy. Good buzz, but fine" Ashley responded ,then she giggled and then guffawed. Oh brother I thought to myself as Ash headed inside ahead of Jill and I. And then I looked at Jill who stood right by my side and looked like a little church mouse. "Are you ok Jilly," I asked. "I'm scared." she responded. (Jimmy) -- "Why are you scared?" (Jill) --"I dunno. I've just never had a buzz like this and now I'm going to be in front of your family." (Jimmy) -- "Just relax and enjoy your buzz. It doesn't last forever and there is absolutely nothing to be scared of." I leaned in to comfort her and kissed her cheek, "I love you." She gave me a silly little grin with a twinkle in her eye as we headed inside. As we walked upstairs, I could here my grandparents chatting with Ash. Entering the living room, we did our customary hugging, while Mama continued working on dinner and soon Gramms went to help. Jill sat next to me on the couch, while Ash and Big Daddy took up the recliners. The buzz was certainly having more of an effect on me than usual. The meal had been delivered by the caterer earlier in the day and all my mother was having to do was set it up. We had some appetizers and spiced punch as we waited for everything to be finished in the kitchen. Jan wouldn't be here this year, because she had stayed in Atlanta and Joe was no longer around the scene. My other grandmother, who was a widow, was coming with my Aunt Judy and they would be arriving any moment. When they did arrive, we would then move to the dining room and have our sit-down dinner. My mind felt warm and fuzzy as I looked at the ladies. Ashley, as usual, looked very sexy in her tight red jeans and this funky green Christmas sweater. My mom of course looked splendid wearing black corduroys and a white blouse, and burgundy Christmas cardigan of course with an apron on top. And Jill fit right in with her white corduroys and green and red sweater pullover. I was surrounded by sexy women. Nanny and Judy finally arrived at 6:45pm and sat and chatted for a while in the living room before we all went into the dining room. The tradition of our family is to get together on Christmas Eve and have a nice light meal of soup, shrimp, and sandwiches; then sit around and open the gifts from our grandparents and one present from the immediate family. The tradition arose, because it used to tide us kids over, when we were younger, and keep us from wanting to get up at 4 o'clock in the morning to open our presents. We continued to carry on that tradition even though we are now grown. Dinner was over around 8pm and my buzz had started to wear off and it was now time to open some presents. We gathered in the living room. Ashley divvied the gifts from and to our everyone. As with every year we got a huge haul from the grandparents. My grandparents were the ones who always made the holidays special. Once we were through opening the gifts from our grandparents, we each went up to the pile of gifts under the tree and picked out one apiece. We let Jill pick first, since she was our special guest star, then Ashley picked the gift she wanted and then it was my turn. Ashley and Jill both picked gifts from me and I picked a gift from Jill. Mom picked a gift from Ashley. and then we all took turns opening the gifts. Ashley opened her package and could see that I had once again bought her the Estee Lauder makeup from the previous year. She looked down and then meekly up turning her head towards me. She made a big deal out of how much she appreciated it. There was no way that anyone could mistake how thrilled she was. Then Jill opened her gift to see that it was a pair of gold hoop ear rings and she told me how beautiful they were. Next up I opened my gift from Ashley. There was a note and a pair of cuff links. "What's this," I asked. The note read, 'You'll need this where you're going.' Jill smiled seemingly enjoying the moment. "Come on. It's in the closet over here. I'll show you. We went over to the closet and Jill opened it and pulled out a hanger bag and a box and handed it to me. I opened the hanger bag to see a beautiful brown Oscar De La Renta suit and then the box had a pair of brown wingtip Florsheim shoes and a couple pairs of designer socks. Jill was jolly as she said, " Don't worry I know this stuff fits, we all figured out your measurements. You need to start wearing stuff like this if you are going to follow in Big Daddy's footsteps. I've never been into clothes, but this gift and the words meant a lot. There was obviously a lot of thought that went into this gift and it was elegant and obviously expensive. As we stood at the closet alone and out of sight, Ashley kissed me on the cheek, "Thank You for that make-up... You remembered... Last Year... So much.. So much..." she took a big sigh as if trying to catch her breath as she stared in my eyes and then she walked away. I followed Ash back to the room and we retook our seats as my mother opened the package from Ashley and there were charms for her charm bracelet and there was a note inside and when my mother read the note she went over to Ash and hugged her and then said, "Thank You, " and you could see that they were both visibly moved. Ash and I kept catching one another's gaze throughout the evening. I would catch her looking at me when no one was paying attention... or maybe she was catching me. When we caught one another we would just smile and then look away. When we had finished opening our presents and chatting, as a family that didn't always get to see one another in a hectic world, it was a little past 10pm.Ashley and I helped organize everyone's stuff and carry it to their respective cars as we sent them on their merry way. They would all be back at 2pm the next day for the big Christmas feast. When everyone had left I went in and turned the Spiced Apple Cider into a hot toddy for myself and the girls by adding some cinnamon schnapps to it and heating it. My mother had gone to bed. Everything inside the house was feeling nice and cozy. We sat and watched the Christmas Eve events on TV until it was getting close to midnight. With Christmas being such a long day, I decided that I was ready to go get some shut eye. I said my goodnights to the girls and I headed to my room where I took off my clothes and changed into lounge pants and t-shirt. It was getting close to midnight and I was just nodding off, when I heard a light knocking on the door. It opened and in stepped Jill. Entering my room she let me know, "I just came in to wish you a Merry Christmas." She was so adorable in the little robe she had on. Her full bodied brown hair was splayed around her shoulders. I could tell that she had dolled herself up before coming to my room. She stammered a little, " Everyone's in bed. You don't mind if I lay down with you for a while, do you?" She then walked over to the bed and tumbled in.. I answered back, "Well you are my girlfriend so I think it's alright tonight." I rolled over and embraced her. My libido was stimulated as we wrapped our arms around one another. I could tell she wasn't wearing a bra, causing her breasts to poke into my chest as we embraced and stared into one another's eyes whispering Merry Christmas. And then we pecked one another's lips. Pulling back she said, "God, I am thankful to have you in my life. You're all I need. I love you. " She paused for a second rubbing my back, staring into my eyes, embracing me, "Let's make love." "I don't know if we should Jilly, but you certainly have me excited," and with that I took her little hand and drug it down to where she could feel my hard cock through my lounge pants. "You see." My mind was in a tizzy as my virility took charge. I had plenty of female stimulation over the last few days with no outlet and now Jill was once again ready to come to my rescue. She scooted forward to my lips and kissed me again, "I want to give myself to you for Christmas." She then turned on her back and untied the sash of her robe, letting it fall to the side. And there she was in a little red babydoll gown. She shimmied up to me, lifting the covers, and hugged my body to her own. I looked into her eyes as she kissed me and our tongues found one another roiling in union. Her essence was intoxicating as I lost myself in the dim light of my bedroom. I was in a state of bliss as she pulled back and let the straps of her gown fall exposing her taut breasts, before coming back and pressing herself into me. I certainly was bedazzled as I felt her lithe body radiate in the heat of the moment, "Oh man, you certainly have me warmed up." Babydoll Ch. 13 When I began furthering this story a few years ago, I had no idea that it would take this long. There have been a lot of things that have happened across that time span and it was hard to find the time to continue. I do take this seriously and it does bother me that some may think that I don't. By the same token it is very satisfying to see that the vast majority have enjoyed this series. So, after writing a little here and a little there, it amounts to three, maybe four chapters, if I can shortly sew up the fourth and am comfortable with its release. I hope to finish this set out before the New Year, but that isn't a guarantee. This submission is the third of that set. I dedicate this chapter to the true fans of the series. ------------------------------------------------------------ The traffic was as horrible, as I figured it would be. I was exhausted when I pulled in the driveway having already practically put in a full day. It was 11:15am, Meaning that I had just gotten back from a 4 hour trip and driven more than 100 miles in heavy traffic. I was ready to just go and relax. I entered the house and went to the living room; cutting the TV on and sitting in the recliner, I kicked up the foot stool and laid back ready to doze off. Even though I was very tired, I really enjoyed not having to go to class. The days at school had been long. The full schedule could be very hectic. At home there were no tests to take... no homework to be done. Some days at school, I was up at dawn and still doing school work at midnight. On days when I didn't have school, I would get up around 10am, but now that I was going to have to help my grandfather that was going to be nixed. I was going to have to get up by 8am at the latest over the next four days. I was pretty much wiped out, so I just laid down in the recliner and drifted off losing consciousness. I don't know how long I had been asleep, but something startled me and when I looked up I saw Ashley bounding into the room. I don't know why, but she was there. "Jimmy... Jim... Are you awake?`" she chimed. I shook my head and the cob webs, "I am now." I slowly opened my tired eyes taking notice of what she was wearing. Ash can make a burlap sack look sexy and the silky red chiffon nightie and robe she was wearing were no exception. It hung at above mid thigh level and fully displayed her smooth legs. This sight had most assuredly woke me up, causing me to shiver from the visual stimulation. Since Thanksgiving, her hair was nearly back to its natural color, just a little lighter blond than usual and she looked like she had put some weight back on, which certainly made her look more healthy than she had just a month earlier. Just looking at her, she seemed to be wide awake and full of energy. I was surprised when she asked, "Jimmy are we good with everything?" "I'm the one that should be asking you that, not the other way around.... Of course we're cool Ash. You know I love you. I never ever wanted to hurt you," I responded as I lowered the recliner and thought about getting up and heading to my room, "Why are you asking?" (Ashley) -- " I don't know... I'd just like to put all the bad stuff behind us. You're my best friend and I need my big brother." Nodding my head in the affirmative, I replied, "OK." (Ashley) -- "Now that she's not here... I'd like to tell you that I really do like Jill.. She's very pretty and sweet and attentive. I can see that she's really into you. You have done well for yourself there. And I'm very happy for you. I'm truly sorry about the other night. I ruined things for y'all on Christmas Eve." I can't help but admit that seeing her in her nightgown turned me on a little. Looking back, over the earlier part of the week she had been wearing flannel pajamas, which hid her femininity, but now what she had on did nothing to conceal her beauty. She looked at me with a glint of satisfaction in her eyes and then extended a full grin? Here I was with the woman I had always adored most in the world. I didn't want to affirm her confidence in Jill as my partner. I searched her eyes quickly trying to sense her intent before looking away. Ashley then interrupted my awkward thoughts, "Will you go shopping with me. I got some of these gift cards and I'd like to exchange a few things and I don't want to go alone." I curiously expressed, "When I got back here, I thought you were going to be gone. On Christmas Day, you said you were going shopping and maybe out of town with Amber. What happened with all of that?" (Ashley) -- "She called me earlier and said that something had come up with her family... her grandparents expected them to visit and her parents insisted she come with them, so she was going to have to hang out with them for the day." Grousing I responded, "I was just gonna hang out here and watch some ball games. I'm not much in the mood for getting out in that day after Christmas circus. I was already in that traffic this morning on that trip to the airport... and remember I have to work in the morning." (Ashley) - "Oh come on now, that is the reason why I need you to go with me, I'm sure there might be some things you'd like out there at those sales. Besides, I need someone to help keep me company and you know Big Daddy isn't gonna put a heavy load on you. He just wants you to keep him company too." I didn't want to say anything, because the one thing that I'd want out there wasn't on sale. For what she had been through with the recent apparent break up with that boyfriend and with what had happened with me, it sure did seem like she was turning the corner and ready to head forward with her life. I sensed that she had found confidence in herself. I was measured, not really sure what to say. Ashley just shrugged, looking at me with a perplexed insistence - a standoff that seemed endless with an expectant outcome. I felt a certain anxiety come over me. All I could think was 'God she looks delicious in that little red babydoll nightgown.' I couldn't help but eventually break down, "Ok. I'll go, but this better not take up the whole day." Ash clapped and clasped her hands and seemed thrilled by my acquiescence, "Good. I'll go get ready.... I'll be ready as soon as possible. .. Might be 45 minutes. " My heart fluttered as she bounced from the room. Something told me that I would be hanging out with Ashley all day. I had agreed to the shopping trip and now I had to go get ready myself. I headed up to my room and got some fresh clothes and went and took a shower in my mother's bathroom, making sure that I looked decent enough to head out into the public zoo that was the mall the day after Christmas. ---------------------------------------------------- (A few hours later) I helped Ashley carry her packages to and fro the car, moving from shop to shop. There was nothing out there that I found interesting for myself. I already had all of the material goods I needed. Frankly, I was more than a little tired from the experience after a couple of hours. The only thing I found exciting was the Playboy model that was my sister. 5'7" tall wearing that Pink Cashmere cardigan over a white semi- low cut t-shirt that fully displayed her ample bosom along with designer jeans that perfectly hugged her hips and those brown leather Cowgirl boots that made her 3 inches taller bringing her to almost eye level. By God, she was a fucking knockout. I mean sizzling hot. The highlight of the trip was watching her ass cheeks dance as her hips slung from side to side while she sashayed wherever she decided. As we passed by guys, you could see their heads swivel. I snickered in the background as I saw more than a few pissed off wives and girlfriends. All in all we had visited about 10 shops with Ash trying on different outfits and even coming out to ask my opinion of a few. While she was in one of the shops changing into different outfits, Jill called and told me that she had arrived home and was tired and laying down to take a nap before her family spent the evening together. She told me how much she had enjoyed Christmas with my family and hoped that soon I would meet her family and that she loved me and missed me. After a little conversation about the flight we said goodbye. I hate to admit that as soon as that call ended my attention went 100% back to Ashley. Ash was in a really good mood, smiling and beaming her pearly whites nearly the whole day. We had a sit down late lunch snack and I was as patient as possible, but after about four hours, and dusk settling in, I was ready to get back home. Ash still hadn't finished all of her shopping, but I think she took notice that I was a little antsy and finally she suggested that we had done enough for the day and she could come back out over the next few days to finish up. The thing is, in the back of my mind, I held out hope that this day wouldn't end. I hoped that since I had agreed to the shopping excursion it had earned me points and we would spend the rest of the evening just hanging out together. ----------------------------------------------------- When we got home, we had to unload everything and by the time we were finished the sun was down. Since Mama was gone, we had the place to ourselves. I suggested that we call in a pizza. Ash likes light food, so I ordered her a Vegetarian, while I ordered the Meat Lover's. As soon as I ordered, I told Ashley that I was going to go catch a buzz. Ash responded, "Hmm... I don't know if I should, but I'd like a little about now and it is the holidays." I retorted, "Well, I'll go upstairs and roll a joint and be back in a few...." I headed upstairs and frankly I was so excited about the way things were going I could hardly stand myself. My hands shook as I rolled the crumpled buds in the paper,twisting the ends as deftly as I could. When I got back downstairs I looked and saw Ash in the living room with a glass of wine and another empty glass on the table. She shyly asked, "This is a nice Merlot would you like to try some?" I was 21 years old now and Ash still wasn't of age, but frankly we were both adults and many would say after all I have explained, well beyond our years. I answered, "Sure" and Ashley proceeded to pour me a glass as I lit the joint. I took a hit off the spliff and then handed it over, before lifting the wine to my parched lips and slowly taking a sip. Ashley was now more experienced with smoking marijuana, so there was none of the coughing fits from inhaling too deeply. We smoked about half the joint before Ash put her hand up saying she didn't want any more. I had a good buzz, so I went and put it out to save the rest for later. At some point the pizza arrived and I went to the door and paid for it. We sat in the living room eating our slices of Pizza and sipping our wine when Ash picked up the remote control and flipped on the menu screen saying, "You know. I'd like to watch some movies tonight. Will you hang out with me?" All I said was, "Sure.. Ok." I could feel myself trembling with thoughts. It is difficult to describe the excitement that was rising in me as I thought about watching movies with Ash. With the buzz, my senses overwhelmed me of spending a night alone with Ash, something I had doubted would ever happen again. As the first movie ended, Ash searched through the menu of upcoming movies and saw that one of her favorites was coming on. Ashley pronounced, "Ahhh, The Notebook... I'm going to head upstairs and put on some jammies. I'll be back down in just a bit." Then she got up and sashayed out of the room as she has a talent for doing. No ass hugs a pair of jeans like hers. ----------------------------------------------------------------- I was nervous thinking whether I too should go put my pajamas on, but I decided not to. I grabbed the bottle of wine and refilled our glasses before sitting as coolly and calmly as possible back down on the sofa. About 20 minutes later Ash finally reappeared in her knee length red silk robe and I could see that she was wearing that red baby doll camisole again, because she didn't have the robe tied. As she entered the room, she turned down the lights about as low as they would go without turning them completely off. She carried a blanket that she laid on top of herself as she sat upon the sofa, since it was a cold December night. I was sitting at the far left side of the couch as she scooted towards the middle. She sat next to me, and I sensed a tension in the air. I knew it couldn't just be me. She reached over and grabbed her wine from the coffee table and took a sip, "You know I really appreciate you going shopping with me today. You are the most gentlemanly person I know, which is what blows my mind when I think of all that has happened between us. I don't think you've ever meant me any harm." "I am so sorry, I truly am." I capitulated. "I do love you... love you with my whole heart." She had one of those puzzled female expressions a woman gives when they know they have hurt you, but didn't mean to. She grinned, "Well today was a great day and this has been a great week. I'm just glad things are better between us." She took another sip of her wine before sitting it back down, "Oh, this wine is really good," she happily added as she leaned back into the sofa and put her feet up on the coffee table. "This is so nice." I drank in the beauty before me as the tiny silk gown clung to the curvature of the goddess's body. I grabbed my wine from the side table next to the sofa and it was all I could do to control my trembling hand as I leaned back taking a sip of the light, earthy wine. I slowly sipped and savored the drink so that I wouldn't look like the nervous klutz I felt like. I really didn't know what to say. I had so many thoughts, so many subjects I was nervous to bring up. It just led to me remaining quiet. The movie started and we watched for a while. At one point, she suddenly rose up and reached for the bottle of wine, topping off her glass and asking if I would like the last portion. I told her that mine was fine. With the way she was sitting, the blanket had fallen forward and her gown had risen up to where the slit on the side exposed her legs and I could see the creamy, taut skin of her upper thigh. I couldn't stop looking at her bare thigh. To see her in this ensemble of negligee had my heart skipping beats. My cock had now started to awaken. I picked up my half full glass of wine and took a sip to quench my now parched mouth. I then nervously put the glass down, and breathed out, the movie was now completely background noise to me. I practically stammered, "I uhm am g-glad, we're putting the past in the past Ash?" "Hmmm-Hmmm," she voiced as she continued to stare intently at the screen. I continued, "I uhm am glad we went shopping and uhm we spent this day together. It uh meant the world to me Ash." Looking out of the corner of her eyes, she seemed to coyly grin, "The same goes for me Jimmy. I've missed my big brother." I was so nervous. "Y-You know you have always meant more to me than anyone else in the world." She turned her head and closely looked me in the eyes, as though she were trying to read my mind, before continuing, "And I love you too. I said some really harsh things to you at Thanksgiving. I've been even angrier over the past year, but I can't stay that way... You know I got you a present. It's really nice. I really think you'll really like it." "Mmmm k," was all I could respond. There was a long silence and the movie came back to attention, but I couldn't focus on it, nor did I care to. I felt a sense of excitement and wondered if Ash felt what I was feeling. The hair was standing on my arm. I felt so anxious, so scared, thinking about Ashley, right here beside me. Something came over me as I leaned towards Ashley. Ash turned and looked at me with a furrowed brow. And then I did it. I leaned in further and kissed her on the lips. Ashley quickly pulled back as if shocked, "What was that?" (Jimmy) -- "I'm sorry, I couldn't help myself. I just wanted to..." as I completely fell back into the sofa -- dejected, demoralized. Ashley swooned into me and rested her head upon my shoulder, "Oh Jimmy," she whimper, "So much... So much has happened. Why? Why?" I lifted my arms and placed them around her, "You are the most beautiful woman in the world. I have never lied about that." I felt Ashley begin to shiver as I continued. "You know the times we were together were the most fulfilling of my life. I lost something not being true to you. I've learned that sex isn't always about love. I wouldn't have known that if not for my mistakes... I - I love you Ash," tears trickled down my face as I looked away, far off in the distance. I sensed Ashley turn her head towards me and so I looked back to her, staring in her angelic blue eyes. It was obvious that she was crying too. I was lost in the moment as she didn't move and neither did I. She slowly closed her eyes, and I moved to her, holding her tightly to me, never wanting to let her go. And then I leaned into her, brushing her lips with mine and awaiting a tell-tale response. She held her mouth there for me, but her lips didn't relax. I was kissing her again, but what about her consent? Softly she opened her mouth and we touched tongues. The breathing grew heavier as she leaned into me and we melded into one another's passionate embrace. The intensity continued to build as our tongues continued to fuck. Naturally, I allowed my left hand to glide to her bare hip. As we continued, I insatiably pressed myself into her as we devoured one another orally. She instinctually leaned back along the sofa as I followed her down. Her arms wrapped around my neck as we leaned into the cushions of the sofa. As I continued kissing ,she spoke, "Please. We have to stop." "Noooo," I moaned, our lips touching as she insisted, "Please. We have to." I pulled back looking her in the eyes." Please just kissing," pleading. She gave me a sad mournful look as she responded, "I don't wanna either." Then she initiated the kissing again... then she stopped, "We're gonna sit up on this sofa, and watch this movie. We can't be doing this," she shook her head. We sat up and I felt flustered by the whole situation. We were both blushed and breathing erratically. I was very uncomfortable. I would look over at her, then away. She never looked at me. I did this several times before telling her, "I'm going up to my room. I don't wanna bother you. It's just that you drive me crazy. I can see you... I can smell you... I felt you...I tasted you... " She smirked giving me a perplexed look. And then cocked her head to her left and pleaded, "Please don't go... Please Stay" I shook my head, "No. I can't... I can't stay. I'm just going to go up to my room.," I responded and then I got up to head to my room. Ashley arose and grabbed hold of my arm, "Jimmy I want you to stay here," she insisted. "I want, no I need, I need some wine... And if you just stay here, I'll be back shortly. You told me you'd hang out with me tonight." I lightly rolled my eyes in frustration, "I'll tell you what Ash, I'll go change into my pajamas and I'll come back down... OK, but shouldn't we... wouldn't we be better off if I just stayed in my room?" "Please just hang out with me... You owe me that, don't you?," she requested. "You can at least have another glass of wine with me." "OK, I'll come back down," and I headed on up to my room, horny as hell and having second thoughts about what I was doing. When I got to my room, I saw that Jill had called,so I called her and spoke with her, talking about the shopping with Ash, letting her know about how Ash's friend couldn't go so I took her place. Obviously I didn't get into the personal stuff. I really wasn't comfortable with the conversation, especially when she was telling me how sweet it was. In my mind I was dealing with all that was going on in the present, so I told her that it had been a long day and that I was planning on taking a shower and hitting the sack. She didn't seem to mind and again she told me she missed me. I told her that I missed her, then she had to go and tell me she loved me as she always does. Babydoll Ch. 13 God, the thoughts of Jill really made me feel guilty. It made me feel like I was using her. Then of course I was here in my house where all of these things had gone on and there were so many reminders everywhere I looked. I took a shower with my mind bouncing between female subjects like a yo-yo... Ashley... Jill... Mama. The steamy water flowed over my brain and soothed the stresses of thought. It made me more clearheaded. Out of everything came Ashley. I stepped out of the shower and dried off.. I was going to head back to my room and put on my PJ's and head back down to my sole focus of the evening... Ashley. I wrapped the towel around my waist and opened the bathroom door and standing at the upstairs rail... Ashley. (Ashley) -- "I was wondering where you were. I was coming to get you. Let's go. (Jimmy) -- "OK, let me go put my pajamas on and I'll be down." Ashley grinned, nodding in approval, headed back down the steps as I entered my bedroom. My cock was chubby as I slid into my lounge pants and t-shirt. For good measure I jostled and arranged my balls, which felt virile and sensitive from all of the stimulation. I headed back down the stairs and entered the living room seeing Ashley watching another movie, in the room's amber glow, curled up in her blanket against the arm of the sofa. Her wine glass was about half full. She caught my eye, "I poured you another glass of wine," which I saw on the table where it had been. She continued, "Can we smoke some more of that joint?" "Sure," I sat down and bent to the table retrieving the half joint, lighting it before passing it to her. Then I took a couple sips of the wine before taking the joint back. We passed it back and forth a few times before it was finished. Ashley opened the blanket and motioned me underneath. I obliged. "You really think I'm beautiful?" she glowingly inquired as I nodded. "You're not just saying that?" "Ash, I may have made a lot of mistakes, I know I have hurt you, but when have I ever not said you are the most beautiful woman in the world?" I vehemently insisted. "You are." She then looked me in the eye, "You know the David thing.... It was never real... It was just a fling... I was never really into him...and I was just a play thing to him... He's a dumbass." Shaking my head, "I never wanted to ask Ash. I didn't want to intrude, but I did wonder." And with this revelation I was aroused as I leaned in and gently grazed my Babydoll's lips. There was no resistance. Once again on this night we were kissing. These were short, sweet, delicate little patient kisses, as though we had an eternity. Upon these soft lips I savored the red wine we were drinking. And then we came up for air. "Hmmm... I tasted the Wine... Did you taste the wine? That was nice."Ashley picked up her glass of wine and was swirling it... staring intently at it. Taking sips, she seemed to be savoring the moment, while contemplating the situation. Such beauty I was witnessing. She had the look of pleasure and confidence a woman has when they know they are being desired. It was me who finally said, "Ash. That kiss was incredible." I noticed her nightgown was drawing up to where it exposed her red bikini panties. She saw my eyes ogling her body, but made no move to pull the flimsy negligee down. We both continued taking more sips of our wine. She took a final sip and with her tongue licked the last drops from her lips. "Your kisses are one thing that I often have thought about. It's made it harder you know. And tonight... to stop I mean. You know that?... I mean we've got to stop this." "Yeah I know," I said as I sat fidgeting, drinking in the little satiny number she was modeling. I mean she wasn't wearing a bra and here were her generous globes of flesh staring me down with the nipples attempting to peak out. God I was high as hell, but I was even more intoxicated by the heavenly beauty before me. I moved forward so that our cheeks brushed together and whispered in her ear, "just one more," and then I took her chin in my hand and rotated her until we were face-to-face... and then our lips brushed together, and as we kissed I whispered, "Merry Christmas." Our bodies intertwined as our tongues fucked again. I loved the feeling... How she succumbed to my touch and the feel of our bodies grinding needfully into one another, melding into one, hoping this would never end. As I pulled away, we were both panting. She says, "Ok. Ok. Ok," and sitting herself back upright. "Enough." She was smoothing her nightie again, looking completely disheveled, and as she was adjusting herself, I took the opportunity to adjust myself. My hot rod was now fully erect running down my leg, pinned to me by my pajama bottoms. God I was hard. She looked at it and then in my eyes, but said nothing as she leaned to the side and settled, resting against my side, as I draped my arm across her shoulder. We both seemed to need a breather. "Don't you think we're getting a little too serious here." As she leaned her head into my shoulder and laid her hand upon my thigh. "It might be giving you thoughts of something.. somewhere that we can't go." I looked down at the tent in my pajamas and affirmed, "Hmm-Hmm." She sighed, "Hmmmm." Everything was going through my head, the wine, the weed, my sister snuggled up against me with my arm wrapped around her and this little game we were playing. All of my senses were in hyper-drive. We stared at the movie playing on the TV, but now it was the farthest thing from my mind and I believed the same held true with Ash. It was all becoming too much. I looked down at her, she had her legs practically curled up underneath her, which caused her gown to ride up her side. I kissed the top of her head, inhaling its fragrant smell, as I breathed quietly to her, "You certainly are stunning?" She looked up at me, "You make my heart melt." Her voice a bit tipsy. "Me too," I responded before leaning forward and delivering a delicious slow kiss, before leaning back and trying to clear my woozy head, "Wow! This is driving me crazy... the way you feel, the taste of your sweet lips." "Ohhh my..." and then she leaned up and kissed my lower lip, tugging it a little before releasing it and settling back down, reaching for her wine again and taking a couple sips. (Jimmy) -- "God we better stop." "Ya Think?" she laughed. "This attraction, I feel it. I know you feel it. It makes us crazy. It makes me crazy. Kissing and then you know where this ends up..." gulping as I nervously thought about what I had just said. "I know... I know..." She laid back, resting her head once again on my shoulder, as my hand fell towards her chest, which rose and fell with her every breath. She looked down and seemed to tense for a moment, but then seemed to relax as my hand caressed her chest. I finally cupped her breasts, while turning towards her and fully embracing her. Slowly I began roaming her torso and could see her nipples stiffening through the flimsy fabric. Without moving Ashley said, "Jimmy, I don't think we should do that," but she never pulled away or pushed me away, so I slowly continued the embrace as I lowered my face to hers. "No???" I questioned as I whispered in her ear, brushing her cheek with mine, as I slowly withdrew from our embrace and stared directly into her pale blue eyes." How about this?" Leaning back in I pressed into her; kissing, probing, twisting and intertwining with an open mouth as my torso drug up her own. She pushed me back and frowned, "No Jimmy. We can't go there.... We've got to stop. I've had too much to drink. The kissing is bad enough... We just can't go there." ." She shifted herself up on the sofa, and tugged her gown down to cover her exposed panties. Frustrated I answered, "Unh... Yeah... OK. I'm sorry. I know what you mean. I better head on upstairs to bed. It's getting late (it was about 10:30pm) and I'm pretty tired and I have to get up in the morning." I needed to extract myself from the situation, I definitely didn't want to force myself on her. "Yeah, I'm pretty tired too... been a long day... long week actually," she hesitated while staring intently in my eyes. "One more kiss... One last time and then we hit the hay," Then she rose upon her knees and pushed me back into the sofa, while pressing herself into me and began kissing me before pulling back to stare in my eyes again. Ash was splayed across my chest with her legs straddling mine, her breasts heaving up and down as she breathlessly spoke, "Tonight.. for old times... Tomorrow... for reality," another kiss, more intense, "back to normal, OK?" I wrapped my hands around her upper back and held her to me, while lightly caressing her. The motion eventually caused her flimsy silk gown to rise exposing her abdomen. My hands felt the bare skin and naturally worked their way down until they felt the globes of her soft tush. Feeling her silky panties, I slid my hands under the elastic grabbing the bare mounds of womanly flesh. She looked back at my hands caressing her tender rear under the fabric, "Jimm -eee," she shook a finger in my face, "Just kisses." I brought my lips below her chin and began dragging kisses down her neck and then back up her chin and to her ear as she tilted her chin back exposing her throat to my foreboding tongue. "Oh god Jimmy, you drive me cray-zee!" I moved my mouth to her ear, as my hands caressed the delightful fleshy globes of her fine derriere, feeling her entire body meld into my own, "Ahhh... this is too good. I am so in love with you." We continued kissing, as I felt her push against me, "Ok. Ok. Don't say that... That's enough... We better stop. Jimmy, we need to stop." She brought her face back away from me so we could look into each other's eyes. She was now laying full on top of me, her legs open on either side of my hips. I whispered, "Ash, It's true. She closed her eyes bringing her lips to mine, and as she did I felt the mound of her puss press down hard against my crotch. And the moment she rose up I felt my rock hard phallus escape the flyhole of my lounge pants and press into flesh of Ash's soft belly. Oh god, the sensation was electric. Quickly she reached down and jostled the steel rod back into its confines. She cooed, "Mmmmm, we better stop," but her actions said something different. "One more time. One last time," I whispered. And she lowered herself too me once again. This time, I pulled her to me so that her breasts were pressed firmly against me. I needed this. I had no guarantees that I would ever feel this again. The woman I longed so deeply for. Ash's gown had now formed a tent as its material gathered with the t-shirt I was wearing. Under the materials lay the soft supple skin of her thighs against my torso. Pulling the silky garment up and reaching beneath the panties, I once again fondled her bare bottom. Her hips rolled against me, lifting and lowering her panty covered puss so that it repeatedly bumped my steely rod. She made no mention of my hands on her bare bottom and I began to trace a line along the crack of her ass and up under her nightgown, softly rubbing her bare back, drawing the nightgown higher and higher as I did so. My hands roamed freely pushing the robe off of her shoulders exposing the spaghetti straps that lie below. I caressed the bare skin from her upper back to the swell of the globes of her fine derriere. The serpent, with a mind of its own once again pushed out of its confines as she involuntarily slid along its length, while caressing its girth. She felt so light and lithe straddling me. God she felt so good. I did not want anything to stop this. I could feel the heat of her pouty nether lips melded against the crown of my desirous manhood. I knew we belonged together. "Mmmmm..." trailed off through my ears and my mind as I listened to her express all of the sensations. I knew I was breathing hard as my heart raced from the excitement. Once again the familiar sounds of animal magnetism filled the air. God, I wanted more and I knew that my rigid member was near full exposure as it felt the heat and subsequent cool from her hips rising and falling against me. I instinctually rose, setting the wandering snake free as my forearm rocked the cradle of her behind, causing her to come further up my body. Ash gave resistance, making me fall back and suddenly she came crashing down, tits and all, until I felt a bolt of electricity and melting lava covering the unyielding serpent of my loin. Somehow Ash's panty legging had opened up and she had impaled herself upon my intruding manhood. God, we were in a bind. I so wanted her. Both of us hesitated, but neither pulled away. This was so insane. I felt her legs open, as her nightgown rode just under her voluptuous breasts. Instinctually I began to piston inside the steamy honey pot, feeling every sensation imaginable. The grunts and groans filled my inner being as the craziness of the moment consumed me. As I moved to push her gown further down her waist to fully feel her swollen breasts and bring her completely to me, she stiffened and fully fell upon me bringing her head to my side while quivering against me. She lay like dead weight in the subsequent moments, before raising her head with eyes closed, then opening them and looking at me with a certain daze and then an awareness that we had crossed the line. I pulled against her to attempt to continue, but Ash pushed herself up and away from me until she disconnected and hovered over me shaking her head, "I'm sorry, so sorry," was all she would say as she pulled at my pants opening causing the intrusive slathered serpent to recede back into its confines. Her appearance was disheveled as I am sure was mine. She set the straps of her gown back in place as she attempted to cover and rearrange herself. Her hair was tussled and her little nightgown was matted against her frame with her exposed panties thinly stranding her feminine charms. She inhaled deeply and then let out this long bewildered, "Ohhhhhh my." As she looked down at herself, raising her hand to her lowered forehead with obvious embarrassment. I knew she was thinking about what had just happened. With her eyes on me, a withdrawn whispering voice stammered, "I am so sorry Jimmy. We can't do that. It's, It's late. We HAVE to. I've got to go." She began lifting one leg up over and off me. As she pulled her panties up , a perfect view of the cleft of her pussy appeared behind the fine silk undergarment. Her nightgown clung to her hips until she pulled it below her thighline. My pajamas were certainly worse for the wear and my libido certainly hadn't gotten what it needed with my balls aching, because there was no release, no relief. She stood a moment, facing away from me before turning to look at me with a forelorned expression. We said nothing as Ashley pulled back her sweat tussled hair a few times. I stared at her, standing in that nightgown as my balls ached with a longing for satisfaction, I needed to cum so badly. I wanted to reach out and pull her back to me. To fully make love. I needed the release, but at the same time I didn't want to force anything. And then Ash shook her head reemphasizing, "Sorry." I appealed, "For what? It was all my fault" Ash - "I shouldn't have climbed all over you." Jimmy - "No... No... I pushed the boundaries, because I'm in love with you and I want you. I love being with you. It just gets carried away, because I crave you." She crinkled her eyebrows looking toward me with exasperation, "You need to quit saying that. What about Jill? I like her. She's the one Jimmy... You need... We need to be normal people." She pleaded as a tear rolled down her cheek. I stood and went and hugged her, before leaning in and kissing her Jawline, as my hands once again sunk into her panties. She inhaled deeply as she lifted her chin for easier access to her neck. I think I could have taken her right then if I had wanted, but that wouldn't have been right. She pressed herself against me. "Mmmmm, this feels nice. This feels right." I let my hand wander lower one last time, just lightly lifting her firm ass and letting it fall. She held me tight as my rock-hard cock pressed into her abdomen. She said nothing, but surrendered to my touch. "We can't do this. We can't go down this road. We have to think about the future and this thing with us can't work. I love you too, but we can't be together anymore... again." (Jimmy) -- "All I want to do is hold you. And be with you. Who cares about the future. I just want you here and now. Screw tomorrow or the future. I want you now. And no one is going to know." She shook her head, "We will know.... We will know." With her eyes on me, Ashley spoke in a shy voice, "Ok. Ok Jimmy. It's late. We need to go to bed." "OK... " I conceded. And she turned and started walking as I followed her up the stairs watching her curvy ass, the flair of her hips, the way the red fabric hugged in at her waist, each step swinging from side-to-side. Her blonde hair waving with a bit of perspiration cascading down her back. The femininity of her slender, yet muscular legs. The bottom hem of her gown shimmying from side-to-side with each step. When we reached the top of the upstairs level, we stood where stairwell leads to our bedroom doors. Ash reached to me with her hand and took it in hers. Leaning into me, we touched lips one last time. I didn't want this to end. Standing there, I couldn't take my eyes off her. I took both of her hands into my own and lifted them and kissed them, and then pulled her hand over my heart, "This is yours. It beats for you. Can you feel it? You make it skip beats." She smiled as I sensed the mutual attraction. It was agonizing. I couldn't let go. I physically couldn't let go. Ash finally pulled away, then walked toward and opened her door. She hesitated and then looked back over towards me, "You could come in with me... for a few minutes... If you will behave.... Will you promise me that?" She gazed at me questioningly. I didn't say a word as I magnetically walked towards her. Instinctively she grabbed my hand and pulled me into the her room, turning the night light on next to her bed, which gave the room an amber hue. She has a large queen sized bed, bigger than mine. Her room is always very neatly arranged and it certainly smelled of her essence. We were still holding hands, as we sat upon the bed together with my heart pounding in my chest as the moment consumed my very being. "Will you just hold me. I am just so confused," she murmured as she leaned in and softly kissed my lips. As we embraced, Ashley massaged my back with her embrace as I did the same. This was a gift from heaven and I certainly did not want to ruin it. She had finally come to the point where she was reaching up under my t-shirt rubbing the bare skin of the middle of my back. I was consumed as though I was in the middle of a blaze. My engorged arousal pulsed as blood coursed through every vein of my body towards my racing heart from the feeling of Ash's femininity intertwined with my own libido. She cooed softly to me, "I know you love me and I love you." Which caused me to once again take her mouth with my own. Our tongues fiddled and faddled and diddled and daddled until we finally had to come up for air. After that electric fornication of tongues she coyly receded and rose from the bed. "Here... Stand up... Let's get under the covers." As I rose up, Ash neatly pulled back the covers of the queen sized bed. "It's ok if you take your shirt off, but you have to keep your pants on, ok." I nodded in the affirmative. "You have to promise to behave... OK?" "OK," I meekly responded. And as I slid under the covers she blew my mind as she lifted her slinky red gown over her head and tossed it to aside. She immediately followed me under the covers and while lying on her back pulled them over us. Babydoll Ch. 13 As I turned towards her, she took my hand and pulled it to her ample chest and then she turned on her side away from me. "Cuddle with me Jimmy." she softly commanded as I pulled her towards me. "Mmmm, I love the way it feels when you hold me... This is nice..." As she lay there, I constantly felt her nude body. I just couldn't lie still with all of the skin-to-skin contact. Her head tilted back as she commented, "This is so inappropriate. You do understand that. We shouldn't be doing this. Haven't we learned a lesson.... What about Jill... What about all that has happened." I said nothing. I just held her tight. "Aren't you going to say anything?" she chided. "No. I'm happy. This is where I want to be," I finally replied. Ash started talking about the past, "I've never said this. I always held it over you, but that first time when you took me... that first time I was thinking about going all the way... I was torn... I really was... I wanted to give myself to you... and you took me without my consent. But, I forgave you, because I really wanted to be with you." "The second time," she continued, " When we were out by the pool. You made me feel so desirable. That was the first time I truly felt like a woman." Thinking about that day, I slid my arms around her, fully embracing her, grabbing hold of her wonderfully feminine bosom. I began grinding my covered cock into her panty covered ass, inhaling the smell of her hair and sighing, "You certainly are intoxicating." "Jimm-ee... you're being bad," she scolded causing me to retreat and settle down, "I remember your birthday, when we were here alone. Oh my god that was bad... and then you went away... I was so lonely thinking about you all the time. You don't know... and then you came home. That was the happiest time of my life... And to think that was just a year ago... There has certainly been a lot of growing up." Jimmy -- "I know Ash... I know... I have thought about you and all that's happened every day... I love you... This is where I want to be." "Dammit Jimmy, what about Jill? You need to think about other people for once. There are more people than just you," she paused and then ardently emphasized "and me!" I responded, "In the beginning there was only you and me... There was no Jill... I screwed that up... but screwing it up made me understand how much that you are the one I love more than anything. I love you in every way. You give my life meaning." I reached and cupped her chin and pulled her towards me, softly kissing her lips before pulling back. "I know this world says that this love is wrong... but being here with you in this moment and all of the moments past say it's right. Who is this World is to tell us something is wrong that feels so right?" With that Ash turned over, leaned in and kissed me, before speaking, "Jim, we can't do this." And then she reached over me and slid across my front, laying across my entire length. Her body entangled with mine, while her voluptuous breasts mashed into my bare chest, as I once again held her while slipping my hands under the elastic waistband of her panties and jiggling the globes of her delightful derriere. Her eyes were open as she pressed her lips to mine. I pulled her close, as our mouths opened to tongue fornication, pressing myself into her, feeling our bodies meld into one. And through all of this I could feel the friction of her body sliding up and down against my own. My rock hard manhood only covered by a thin sheath of cotton. Her pubis covered only by a thin sheath of silk. "Ohh God, how I have missed you, I yammered... I think of you... of this all the time." She was completely naked other than those skimpy panties. I pulled my hands from her bottom and let them wander to her hips and then up to her bare back, as she rocked herself against me. My genitals were now stimulated to the max and ready to explode ,when abruptly Ash rolled off. "B-b-but I know... I know... we shouldn't be doing this?" I questioned yearningly out loud as I attempted to slow down and catch my breath. She rolled her eyes in frustration and shook her head, "No... We mustn't... I just lose self control around you... I just want to lie down... It's late... I'm so tired... so exhausted." I asserted, "I-I could give you a m-massage if you would like, that might help you relax and m-maybe fall asleep... I know I'm not g-going to fall asleep right now. I'm so n-n-nervous" "That sounds nice, but you do promise to control yourself... your behavior don't you?" she questioned. "O-Of course," I laid my hand at the small of her back as she rolled onto her stomach. I whispered down to her as I sat up beside her, "You are m-most certainly beautiful." "Mmmmm, and exhausted and lightheaded and It's been a long day." She looked over her shoulder at me, while yawning. "You are the most charming man. No one else can get me in the predicaments you do. That scares me and at the same time it's exciting... in one night look at me... You make... I feel so vulnerable." I enjoyed the feel of her soft skin, and the view of her perfect rear end. "Do you have any lotion I asked?" "Huh- Hmm... Over on my dresser," Ashley groggily answered as she buried her head in her pillow. I got up and went over and got it. It was some good stuff. Palmer's Cocoa Butter. I opened it and smelled it's chocolaty fragrance. I guess due to the cocoa. I went and sat on the bed and took out a generous amount and rubbed some in my hands to warm it before applying it to Ash's lower back and running my hand rhythmically from her shoulders to the small of her back. I then moved my hands past her panty clad buttocks and massaged her perfect thighs down to her dainty feet and then back up again. Her legs were slightly parted and I could make out the sight of her labial opening through what appeared to be slightly dampened material. I slowly massaged every inch of her body gently and then firmly, constantly changing the pressure I applied over and over again. My throbbing tool was strained in my lounge wear and I truly at this moment was enraptured with thoughts of just going ahead, pulling her panties off, and taking her. I continued to go through the motions of caressing and stroking her as I rubbed her sides, pulling my fingers along the edges of her breasts, up and along her shoulders, pressing my thumbs in the small vertebra in her neck and then retracing the movements back down to her hips and then up her backbone. When next I stroked down the small of her back I pressed my fingers between her legs and felt her ass rise as if to accommodate me. All I was hearing from Ash were sighs. When I would ask if she was ok, she would nod into her pillow and affirm with a "Hmm-Hmm." I kept wondering at what point I might cross the line in which she would stop me. "Is this good?" I asked as my hands traveled down her tailbone, which lay behind her panties, causing her to lift her ass from the mattress and her legs to part further. As I traveled back to the top of her neck, she subconsciously continued parting her legs, giving me the opportunity to get between them and give a more firm and aggressive massage to her spine. At this point, I couldn't tell whether she was conscious or not. I continued applying more lotion, starting at her tailbone again. Then I massaged, extending my body up to the top of her neck, then over her shoulders, down her sides, and slightly pulling at the waistband of her panties and then doing the same over again each time more exaggeratedly extending my body until I know she could feel my boner traveling the channel of her covered bottom. Finally, she softly told me, "Jimmy, I think that's enough. I'm ready for some sleep and I'm sure you need some too." Frustrated and figuring I had worn out my welcome, "OK, Ash... I'll head on to my room. See you tomorrow." "No-ooo," She took my hand and pulled me down so that I was behind her, tugging my hand over her waist, "Jimmeee, I want you to hold meeee," she cooed. I slid myself up into her, pulling her bare back into my chest. I let my hand fall to her tummy before reaching down and putting my fingers inside her panties and feeling the wispy hairs of the weetness. "Ohhhh, Mmmmmm!" she exasperated, wriggling her hips, clamping her legs around my hand as I held on and sidled up even closer behind, pressing my bloated skin flute against the crevice of her supple backside. "You know, I want too much," I breathed in her ear. (Ashley) - "Oh Jimmy... I know... Not. Not now. I don't know, we can't. I need sleep. You've got to try to sleep. Please... K?" "Can I at least take these lounge pants off? I just can't get comfortable," I begged. "You're wearing panties. Can I at least take these off?" She didn't say a word and at worst she would kick me out and I was resigned to accept the fate I would be dealt, but my aching iron clad rod needed to be freed of its imprisonment. I released her from my clutches, rolled on my back and lifted my legs and started taking my pants off. Caught in my waistband momentarily, my erection violently snapped back against my belly. "Jimmy. You know you shouldn't." she blearily responded. "I know, but these pants have been bothering me... It's so hot. I usually sleep in boxers or in the buff, ya know." I was free of the lounge pants and cast them to the side as she turned to face me. "Just kiss me," she commanded in her sleepy state as I took her in my arms and we simply laid together, kissing softly in the soft light of her room, her body nearly naked along with mine. This was the sweetest agony. I held her to me, letting my hands lightly roam the parts of her body I had access to, pulling her to me, feeling her unconsciously respond to my every touch. At this moment, I felt I could do anything to her, except what I wanted the most. Eventually I did fall asleep and subsequently awoke, not knowing how long I had been asleep, but it still seemed as though it was the middle of the night. I looked at the clock to affirm that it was 1am. I felt Ashley laying curled up into my frontside. I was spooning her as my pistol involuntarily pistoned up and down the crevice of her curvy cloth covered bottom. I could tell by the sounds of her breathing that she was sleeping. I really needed to piss badly, so I extracted myself slowly from the bed and headed to the bathroom and relieved myself. When I had finished, my pecker had deflated, but still my balls ached with virility. I thought for a second about whether I should return to my own room or Ash's. My inner being wanted and needed to be with Ash, even if it was a forbidden love and even if it was only to embrace her. I reentered her room to get back in bed with my princess, and as I lifted the covers, I saw how her panties had rolled a little down her hips. This turned me on to no end as I once again assumed the position of cuddling with her. Now upon reentering this predicament and seeing my beautiful lover in a vulnerable state, the sensitive crown of my genitalia sought its familiar refuge, causing my sex to reinflate to the maximum. As I embraced her, the length of my staph nestled against her tush as I wrapped my arms around her torso. The skin of her half clad heinie created a delicious friction as my libido raged from the sensation caused by the contact with the bloated head of my serpentine sex that many times had gotten the better of me. My mind filled with thoughts of how we were very nearly completely naked together. As I lay against her, I began to undulate my hips, as the frenulum of my cockhead glided along the channel of the globes of my babydoll's sweet ass. I justified that this wasn't actually intercourse. She obviously wasn't awake. If I couldn't have her completely, this most certainly wasn't a bad consolation prize. My mind travelled back to the second time we were together. And here was my true mate laying virtually naked in my arms once again.. And yet I couldn't violate my promise. My hand rested on my sister's hip as I slowly gyrated towards the climax I desperately needed. Oh God, how was I going to do this. My passion was making it impossible to stop. I was too far gone, but I certainly couldn't cum on Ash. What was I to do?... What could I do? Maybe just long slow thrusts I thought to myself... Maybe that would work... maybe that would help me settle down... Letting the fleshy mast slide all the way up and then all the way down her backside. The precum oozed from the tip of my phallic crown, providing lubrication as the staff slid between the softness of our clinging bodies. In my mind I could justify this, because we still weren't actually fucking. I had broken into a cold sweat as Ash's panties continued sliding lower and lower, while at the same time the bulb of my cock slipped further and further down until it nestled into the gusset of her panties, which sent an electric shiver through my testes and all the way up my spine. Even though my genitals pulsated, I didn't cum, but soon I would. It couldn't have been more perfect. Sliding back I could feel the whole backside of the serpent slithering along the moist opening of her pussy creating a vacuum of delicious friction. As I pushed forward I could literally feel her labia unfurl over the tip of my root. "Jimmy... you shouldn't... we shouldn't..." she murmured... startling me, causing me to pull back. I pressed my face into her hair and breathed, "I can't sleep." She turned her head to the side, "You said you could control yourself." "I'll leave?" with my mouth still at her ear. "No... No?" she said perplexingly. "You know. I want you," I breathed in her ear. (Ashley) -- "Oh Jimmy. You poor boy. I know we shouldn't, but..." Just then the red hot poker pierced the fleshy petals on the upstroke as she pressed her hips back to help me inside. "Ohh, Gaw-wed," I groaned at the wicked sensation, slipping back a little before pressing in again. With every thrust she opened a little more. I felt a mix of guilt and pleasure as we lay there with my 7+ inches of throbbing manmeat fully settled inside her perfect little love box. I had to accept that no feeling was better than this. It was right and yet so wrong. Fucking my sister like this felt more taboo than ever, but the sensations would not allow me to stop. My hand caressed her hip as she squirmed, causing her vagina to further constrict my cock as she now began thrusting against me. God, she felt so tight. After what all had gone on, this feeling was overwhelming. Feeling the heat of her beauty melting into me. I pushed her panties further down her hips until she pulled forward and raised her legs to shed them. We now had more access as I slipped back a little before pressing back into her. We were completely naked and we were really fucking. "You OK with this?" I breathed as Ash sighed and seem to answer by clamping onto me and holding me inside while I rocked my hips back letting the length of the staff slide slowly in and out. The aching of my loin was turning to relief as I anticipated my climax. Worlds collided as her molten tunnel trembled around my pulsating manhood. Her copious lava flooding over our engaged pubis. "Oh Jimmy.. Oh Jimmy... What are we doing?" her breathing becoming more ragged as the pace quickened. The erotic movements encouraged one another to become more bold. "What are we doing Jimmy." as she continued sliding back into me, impaling herself on my loaded gun. "Mmmm... Mmmmm," she would slide down hard and wiggle her ass into me before pulling away again, until just the tip of my glans was inside her and then she would..... Push back down again, fully burying the root inside. "I Love You.... God I love you," Soon, my hand tracing along her abdomen until it landed upon her clit and I began diddling her love button until she writhed in ecstasy. "You are such a bastard, dammit...fuck! Oh god what you do to me! Oh god. Jimmy.. Dammit... Jimm-eee," Ashley squealed as she appeared to enter climax, I rolled her over onto her stomach and enjoyed penetrating her prone backside. "Oh my God... so good... Yeah that's it." She was down on her elbows as I hovered above drilling into her. I felt her shudder as she suddenly arched back into me, tipping her head back into my shoulder. I thrust until my whole length was buried to the hilt inside her velvet walls. "Baby, you don't know how I've missed you," expressing the thoughts as my chest sank into her with the steam of our bodily secretions blending into unity and burrowing into my soul. Her trembling body pushed back, grinding and thrashing into me. The tender love an feelings we shared through sensual kisses and touching had disappeared. I will never forget the way she arched her head back into my shoulder and as our cheeks touched. My arms bent forward along her sides to her sides steadying me on the bed as I pistoned in glory in and out of her love. We both began to stiffen as I sensed the culmination drawing near. Our copulation became animal in nature. The inhibitions had been shed down to their primal, carnal core as I held on for dear life with Ash willfully giving herself to me, as we insatiably sought eternal bliss. She was giving as good as she was getting with our pelvises smacking together. I angled up on my knees so that I could reach and finger her clit as her head bobbed up and down. while we whelped and shrieked together in ecstasy. "Oh god, so good," she writhed, "Keep doing that. Oh fuck! Oh Fuck!" as her dewy love melted all over me. I arose pulling her shoulders up until we were once again head to head so that I could plant kisses along the nape of her neck until I made my way up to nibble her ear, "You are my Baby Doll." I turned her head and kissed her jawline as we continued fucking. I could feel Ashley tensing as my scrotum began to percolate. She shuddered violently as she fell flat into the cushioned mattress. "Oh my God. I'm cumming. I'm cumming baby," letting myself go as my whole length spasmed into the clinging warmth of her sultry womb, filling her with jet after jet of my seed. Moaning, "Ah, Ah, Ahhh Gaw-dd," I collapsed down deep inside her, convulsing in pure ecstasy against her body as my pulsing testicles seemed to fill her with abundant amounts of viscous cream. After a few seconds, and somewhat regaining my composure, I began gradually sliding inside her again with deliberate intentions of emptying myself completely. Ash said nothing, as I felt my cock sauce mix with her juices until as I pulled back the mixture seep out onto our comingled pubis. Ashley lay still upon the bed with me still inside, slowly gyrating my phallus in and out of her weeping pussy. Never wanting to stop, fighting my softening erection with each moment, as she countered its every movement, opening herself up allowing me to slowly glide in and out of her with soft, deep strokes until finally our sex decoupled. Once again we were back to the tenderness of our love. "Oh god Jimmy. We shouldn't have?" She whimpered as she turned away from me. "Ash, don't turn away. I love you," I placed my hand upon her shoulder and leveraged to turn her towards me as I collapsed upon the cushionuntil we were face to face, laying upon our sides. I pushed the hair out of her eyes and tenderly kissed her forehead as she lay with her eyes closed before opening them to stare into my own. She asked, "Why?" Pleading, "Why does this have to be? Why do I love you so? Why this forbidden addiction? Why can't we just leave well enough alone?" I focused upon her in the amber background. "We knew where this was going to lead to. You knew I wanted you and I believe you wanted me. I don't regret a thing." I looked down between our nude bodies and laid my hand once again upon her hip. Touching her, I pulled her to me until we were mashed up skin-on-skin once again. I still felt aroused as my virile genitalia pressed into the soft skin of my lover's belly. Our lips brushed gently as we continued to give into one another. Babydoll Ch. 14 I knew it was going to be a long day as I heard the faint sound of the alarm sounding off in the distance in my room . Maybe I had slept four hours, I thought, as I worked to extricate myself from being intertwined with the cuddling nude form of Ashley, in her bed. Oh how I would have loved to have stayed right where I was. I was aroused, but I didn't have time to pursue any indulgences. I kissed the back of Ash's neck, but she only responded with a sigh. I was worn out, but I had 30 minutes before I had to leave the house. My Grandfather was never the type to accept tardiness and especially from me. So, I hopped in the shower for less than 10 minutes and then went to my room and got dressed. Before leaving, I went and looked in on and said goodbye to my sleeping lover and by 8:30am I was out of the house and on my way to my grandfather's downtown office. I actually ended up being 10 minutes early, which thrilled Big Daddy. There was no one there as he sat in the open area of the office reading the newspaper when I walked in. "Good morning Jim, if you'd like some coffee, I made a fresh batch, so help yourself." I took him up on the coffee, because honestly I needed to get my wits about me. Really, over the time that I had been home for this Christmas recess, I hadn't had a whole lot of rest. First, there was the time that I had needed to get ready to come home, then there was the trip home, then the time with Jill, Christmas day, and then the tumultuous events that led to my re-engagement with my sister. I was truly feeling wiped out on this morning. My grandfather must have known something, "You look a bit tired son," giving me a bit of his signature cockeyed look. "Seems to me that you wouldn't be tired, being on vacation and all." "Sorry Big," as I many times called him for short as I had gotten older, "I just didn't sleep well last night." (BD) - "That girl must really have a spell on you." I was a bit taken aback, before I realized that he was talking about Jill. Ash was so much in my thoughts that Jill had receded to the back of my mind. I nodded my head in a half yes, half no fashion, not wanting to acknowledge the inquisition. (BD) - "Boy, she's a pretty young thing Jim... a good catch... and smart... don't let something like that go to waste. I met your grandmother in college and here we are over 40 years later and I love her just as much today. It can happen Jimmy." "OK Big, I'll keep that in mind," I affirmed as I hoped to move away from the subject. "OK Boy. I have to go make some arrangements for a client. Seems he got drunk and got in a wreck last night and got put in jail. I'll be back in a couple hours. You know how to answer the phone. Just take messages. I'll decide if they are important when I get back. There might be a few people walk in. Just tell'em everyone is on vacation and I'm out for the morning and I'll be back after lunch... We'll go to lunch when I get back." Big went and got his long coat and headed on out. I was left to sit and play around on the Net. There were a few phone calls. I took the messages. And there were a few folks that came by along with a couple of my Grandfather's associates who came in to check on their own messages and get some things from their office. Big Daddy, true to his word was back by 11:30 am and we proceeded to the Downtown Club for lunch. Lunch at the Downtown Club was great. The office is only a couple blocks away, so we just walked over. I enjoy hanging out with Big. He's a great guy. He's 62 years old and he seems to be doing well physically. Everyone likes him and that lends to everyone giving me the benefit of the doubt just because I am his grandson. We headed back over to the office around 1pm, just as a light wintry mix began to fall. No one else came to the office, but Big took and made phone calls the rest of the afternoon in his office. There really wasn't much going on and I just continued finding busy work and surfing the net the rest of the afternoon. Big kept reminding me, "See this isn't so bad is it." I was ready to roll at 5pm on the dot, but Big talked to me a few minutes asking about what I was going to do that evening. I told him I was just planning on chilling out. The weather on that Wednesday afternoon, late December, a couple days after Christmas had continued to get nastier. The ride home was going to be a little treacherous with the messy mix of sleet and snow covering the road. Everyone was taking their time and there looked to be a couple bump-ups turning the 20 minute afternoon traffic drive into a 35 minute excursion. I felt more than anxious as I finally got home as the Dusk had settled into complete darkness now, a few minutes before 6pm. When I got home, I was feeling a little frayed and I just wanted to sit and chill. I entered the house quietly, leaving my backpack inside the door, and taking off my wet boots as I walked quietly towards the kitchen in my socks, placing my coat on the rack in the hall as I went. In the Kitchen, I went to the fridge and poured myself a Coke. It was really quiet, but the house was warm and cozy compared to the cold outside. I headed for the living room and turned on the news where they were informing the audience to expect this Winter Storm to stick with us throughout the evening and into the better part of the next day. It didn't seem as though it would be a terrible storm by any means, but it wasn't something that could be ignored. I was watching for about five minutes when the phone rang. I picked it up and answered simultaneously to Ash, "Hello." "Hey Darlin', this is your Big Daddy. How are you this evening?" (Ashley) -- "I'm doing fine. Is everything OK?" "Good. Yeah everything's OK. Jim there?" (Jimmy) -- "Yes Big." (BD) -- "Good. Well I was going to tell you that we don't need to go into the office tomorrow. This storm's going to last 'til tomorrow afternoon. Nothing is all that important that we need to get out in this stuff. OK?" (Jimmy) -- "OK. So I'll see you Friday?" (BD) -- "We'll play it by ear and I'll let you know tomorrow. You get some rest. You looked awfully tired this morning." (Jimmy) -- "Will Do sir. Thank You." (BD) -- "OK. Let me speak to Ashley for a minute." "OK." And with that I proceeded to hang up the phone. I sat back and chilled, while the news continued. A few minutes later I heard footsteps coming down the steps from upstairs. I looked to see Ash rounding the corner in a pair of plaid flannel lounge pants and a long sleeved t-shirt. Even in such an inconspicuous attire, she was a feast for my eyes. As she came forward, I looked into her eyes noticing her hair pulled back in a tight pony tail. I couldn't help thinking she looked pretty hot. 'Damned if I couldn't help thinking about THAT!' I silently told myself. "Looks like we're stuck here for the night Jimmy. I got up at noon and I thought about going out, but this weather. Yuck!" she grinned. "Come here and sit in my lap Baby." As I reached forward and grabbed her hand to pull her towards me. She recoiled, "Jimm-meee! We can't," as she shook her head negatively. (Jimmy) -- "Why not?" "Last night was a mistake." "No it wasn't," I denied as I pulled her hand, "Come here." (Ashley) -- "Jimmm-eee." I insisted 'til she fell into my lap. As we gazed in one another's eyes, we naturally began kissing. Ash pulled back, "Jimm-eee we can't do this. We can't do this anymore." "No one needs to know Baby. No one needs to know," I basically pleaded. And then Ash put her arms around me, "We said that before and look where that got us." "I know Baby. I know," I acknowledged. (Ashley) -- "This isn't normal. We can never be normal. That's why you and Jill belong together. I've only known her for a few days, but she is wonderful and you can tell whether someone is faking or not and she's not faking Jimmy." "I know Ash, but let's be honest. It is you that I love," I pulled her head to mine and kissed her soft lips. " Between kisses, "It is you that I need... I want to take you out on a date. Would you be my date on New Year's Eve?" (Ashley) - "We can't go out romantically together. That's what the issue is here." (Jim) - "... and why not?" (Ashley) - "People would see us." "We can. We can just go out of town. New Year's Eve is on Sunday. Even if I have to work on Friday, we can go somewhere on Sunday... Please!" I pleaded. (Ashley) - "I dunno." (Jim) - "One date... out of town. We'll go somewhere nice. I'll make the arrangements in the morning. You'll see. It'll be great." She contorted her head with a perplexed look. "OK, if you insist. We'll go, but I'm nervous about this." I thought to myself. Four nights away from paradise. I am so going to love having my Babydoll to myself without reservation. She will be mine I thought to myself with an euphoric affirmation. Once again our faces drew close as we could not help ourselves. Closing my eyes, I lowered my lips to grace hers as she came up to meet me. I couldn't tell you what constitutes a kiss versus kisses, but there was a pleasure to tasting her lips again and again. Flowing endlessly, my mouth trailed down her cheek to her neck, which naturally opened to me. These were unquenchable, desirous kisses. Eventually Ash sighed and rested her head in the crook of my neck. I was very tired as I meditated in the luxury of the moment relaxing further taking it all in. I don't know what happened as I felt a movement above me. I must have nodded off as I became aware of Ash rising above me. I reached out my hand to her hip, "Where are you going?" "You had fallen asleep, so I was going to head up to my room," perplexingly Ash responded. Appealing, shaking my head, "I don't want you to leave. Please don't leave me." "Jimmy, we shouldn't be..." she trailed off. "Please," I pleaded reaching out and grasping her hand. "Jimmy..." rolling her eyes to not look to my own, "We shouldn't. You know we shouldn't," then nodding, "but you can come with me. Would you like to come with me?" "Yes, Yes I would," I affirmed grinning from ear to ear. I stood up and Ash turned as we walked hand in hand until we got to the steps in the foyer that lead to the upstairs portion of the house. Ladies first was always a given as Ash sashayed to the top of the staircase. Of course I was mesmerized by the sway of her hips as she moved before me. ------------------------------------------------ As we arrived at the top of the steps, Ash turned with her lovely ocean blue eyes meeting my own, "Bed... orrrr Bath...?" she propounded. "Bath," I smiled, as I drew her close until we stood chest to chest. Floating my fingers under the elastic waistband of her loungewear, enjoying the mounds of the baby soft flesh of her derriere... losing myself in endless kisses... As we entered the bathroom, I thought to myself, 'Oh my my, here we are again.' We were definitely happy with one another again. We may not have been completely content with the circumstances, but we were living the moment. Nine months ago we had taken our last bath together, and I was euphoric, because I thought this day would never come again. Every detail from the past experiences came flooding back in my mind. My heart pitter pattered from being in this moment with my Babydoll. Ash reached into the Bathroom Cabinet and pulled out a bottle of Burt's Bee's Bubble Bath. Moving to the bathroom tub, she turned the water on and checked the temperature before opening the cap and pouring the Bubble Bath in the water immediately creating a mass of accumulating suds. Standing back, Ash slowly stretched her long sleeve t-shirt up and over her head, revealing a white bandeau sports bra that clung tightly to her feminine bosom. Then she shuffled out of her winter slippers that protected her feet from the cool draft of the house. Without even trying she was creating an erotic display that captivated my vision. There was a nervous tension that always permeated the environment in the background of our passion. She untied and drew out the strings of her lounge pants, thumbs in waistband, she eased them over her shapely hips, pushing them down leisurely and kicking them up against the bathroom cabinet. As she stood exposed in her white silk high cut bikini panties and bra, I couldn't help it. I had to feel her, pulling her to me as we naturally made out again. After a few seconds of kissing, she pulled back, "Jimm-eeee, the waters running. We're gonna take a bath." Then she proceeded to unclip her bra and let it fall to the floor, stretching straight, while arranging her hair back behind her shoulders. And now her wondrous tits stood out for me to see. My desire overwhelmed me, "Baby, I can't help it. My heart melts for you," as I kissed her cheek. She leaned further into me, "and mine for you," kissing my ear. I smiled as I lowered my zipper, dropping my pants before unbuttoning my dress shirt, letting it fall and then pulling my t-shirt over my head. I pushed down my boxers letting my engorged member spring from its confines. As I pulled my socks off standing in my nakedness, I kicked my clothes over into the pile Ash had left behind. Ash turned off the filled tub and got into the bubbilicious water, relaxing down into the back of the tub, "Jimmy... I want you to sit in front of me... K?" She giggled, watching my cock bobble around as I moved towards the tub, "Be careful with that thing, it could poke somebody's eye out.. haha-hahaha," and then she leaned forward and playfully slapped it as I took the first step into the tub, "bad boy, bad-bad boy, hahaha," she mused. The water was very hot, but not so hot you couldn't sit in it. As I sat before her in the simmering water, she leaned into my back and took the bar of soap and sponge from the holder and leaning back worked it up into a rich lather. Starting at the center of my neck, she worked her way to my shoulders and down my arms, before reaching forward and over, washing my torso. I scooted forward, making sure to not to weigh her down, and pulled her legs atop my own lower abdomen, while relaxing my shoulders back into her belly. I could look up now and see her staring at me intently as she took the sponge to my scalp. This was sending tingles down my spine. All I needed was this woman. Oh how convoluted life had become. Gently, I took the sponge and turned over. Torso to torso, running it down the front of her supple body, gently washing her stomach and breasts as they heaved with fullness and the puffy areolas protruded forward with each stroke. "You're so damned beautiful," I virtually whimpered at this loveliness before me. I felt a calling to taste her lips again. As I slid up, my groin contacted her own and the unquenchable fire of this sensuality sent me shivering in ecstasy. The kiss went on forever as we writhed and moaned in the body-to-body pleasure, enveloped in this moment of true love. The feeling of my turgid cock passing over her supple mound was overwhelming. I felt like I could die right there from the intensity and the steam of the hot, humid bathroom. A few moments later, Ash pulled back and looking in my eyes volunteered, "Way-way-wait, I need to shave my legs Jimmy. Let's chill a minute." They actually felt and looked smooth wrapped around my waist. Ash never seemed to have coarse hair. The hair on her head was full and incredibly soft. The hair on her pubis always light and fluffy, the hair on her legs had never been noticeable. I pulled back and Ash sat up as the water cascaded down her shimmering body. Reaching over to the soap holder she grabbed her shaving gel, requesting, "will you?" Reaching out I affirmed, "Sure." The dissipating bubbled bath water had cooled substantially as I squirted some of the gel in my hand and began lathering her legs, starting at her upper thighs and continuing to the tips of her toes. Ash relaxed back in radiance enjoying the virtual massage of her legs. Sighing she volunteered, "Jimmy, I only shave from the knee down." "Oh, OK," naturally, I understood that she was ready for me to begin. Taking the razor from the holder I was a little cautious, "OK. I'll start." I had never done this before. I went to work on her delicate skin making a pass before rinsing the razor and repeating the process over and over. Slowly I worked the blade in long deliberate strokes on both legs until I had finished. Ash pulled her legs back and ran her fingertips over the shaved areas checking for any missed spots before speaking, "I had my legs waxed a few months ago. I've just had to shave the past few weeks. You did great Jimmy," she professed. Taking the washcloth the from holder, she made sure to rinse away the last remnants of any residue that had been left behind. I was speechless as her eyes left mine and traveled down looking at my entire body. "I need you to do something else for me Jim." she gave me a knowing grin. "And what's that." I queried. "I need a little trim," as she ran her hand through her fuzzy little muff. "Uh Huh," I nodded, "but I do like there to be a little hair there to be honest." I don't know why I told her, but it was true. She bashfully nodded, "Oh. OK. Let's get outta here, We can't do it in here. We'll do it in my room." "Why not my room?" I responded. Looking me in the eyes she shook her head in the affirmative, "OK. Your room ." Stepping out of the tub, I was soaking wet as I went to the bathroom closet, reached in and grabbed two of the plush towels stacked on one of the shelves. Reaching to Ash, I handed her one of the towels as she stood dripping in the tub after having started to let the water out. I quickly dried myself and wrapped my towel around my waist. Looking at the bathroom window, I could see that the snow was accumulating at the edges of the steamy panes. "Man, it's really coming down out there." Ash had begun drying her hair with the already damp cloth. I wanted to take care of her so badly. Reaching for another towel, "Here you go," as I draped it over her head and proceeded hand drying her voluminous hair, "I don't want you getting sick. It'll be a little cool outside here." As I stood back, admiring her, I was enthralled as she grabbed her white terry cloth robe from the bathroom door hook and jostled about wrapping it around herself and finally one of the towels around her head. "We're gonna need some things to do this." She reached in the closet and grabbed some hand towels and placed them in the sink to run under hot water. Then she gathered her razor and shaving gel from the tub and reached them out to me, "Here, I need you to carry these." Then she turned the hot water off at the sink and wrung the towels out. Folding them, she placed them upon the dry towels that we would also needed. As Ash moved towards the door, I moved up behind her and embraced her. Then as she opened the door and we headed to my bedroom, she commanded, "Let's go." ----------------------------------------------- As we entered my room, Ash walked over and laid the hot hand towels on my side table and then the big towel upon my bed, while I placed the big mug on the side table, which held the razor and was a quarter filled with rubbing alcohol. It felt a little cool in my room compared to the steamy bathroom we had been in, so I turned on my portable radiator heater that I sometimes use to supplement the heat. After that, I went to over to my dresser drawers, dropped my towel, and picked out a pair of lounge pants and a t-shirt. I turned to Ash and smiled as I pulled the pants up and then pulled the t-shirt over my head. I walked by Ash for a moment, as she arranged the bed, and across the room where I looked out the window to see the blustery snow continuing to fall outside defining our separation from the reality of the outside world. Ash was taking the pillows on my bed and neatly arranging a place to comfortably recline. Babydoll Ch. 14 As I stood to her side, she scooted herself back upon the bed, sitting atop the big plush towel. Stepping back, I could see the puffy pinkness of her labia between her legs surrounded by downy fur. I was very excited by the prospects. Trying hard to calm myself. "Are you ready to do this, Baby?" The mons of her private area was very lightly covered with a half an inch light sandy brown hair. "OK?" I asked, "What would you like me to do," looking at this sweet girl in a very vulnerable state, lying there stretched out with her slender toned legs dangling off the edge of the bed. Ash reached over and picked up the comb and scissors, batted her eyes up towards me, then reached out handing the tools to me, "OK Jimmy, the first thing you need to do is comb the hairs, then I need you to lightly trim with the scissors." "OK," doing as she said I combed the hair with a few strokes and then with my left hand pulled it towards me, while with the right hand I took the scissors and was poised to make the first cut." "Jimmee!" she startled me with the exclamation as I concentrated while proceeding. "God girl." as I looked up at her. "What?" "I'm sorry... you will be careful." she questioned. "Of course I will. Just relax." With deliberation I slowly trimmed the fine hairs above her pussy. As the wispy hairs fell, she seemed to become more and more comfortable as did I. I was becoming extremely aroused by the sight and smell of the piece of pie that laid there before me. Eventually after only a few minutes, I made my way to where I was studying her swollen nether lips and she seemed to tense up once more, "Jimmy, you've really gotta be careful right there, one little nick and I'll be feeling it for a week." Looking up I cautiously grinned, "I know Ash, I know... I've trimmed myself before. That's why I'm taking my time." Finally, I began trimming the stray hairs that lay along the outside of her pussy lips. The flower began to open and reveal itself as Ash sat up to studiously gaze. I no longer needed the comb as the hairs in this area were extremely sparse. As my left hand involuntarily rubbed over her mound, her clitoris ultimately poked out from under its hood to reveal itself. At this point the triangle of her pubis was leveled out with only a quarter inch length patch of sandy hair remaining. "Ok Jim, it's time to shave now." I took the shaving gel in hand and rubbed it to a lather as Ash took the lukewarm wet cloth and wiped herself. ' Will you put that other cloth on the heater to heat it up. I like them hot." I did as she asked. Taking the foam, I spread it all over her mons and inner "V" area, covering the leveled out fine hairs of her pubis. I was deliberate in spreading the foamy lather along the outer lips of her vulva. I could see that Ash was in a state of arousal only maybe somewhat muted by anxiety over the fact that I would next be taking a sharp implement to her most sensitive area. "I think that's good. I've probably spread this around enough now. You ready to do this?" I said as I picked up the razor. She looked down before laying back as she shivered and took a breath turning her head towards me and closing her eyes. "OK... be easy... Take your time." she said. "OK," I affirmed and nodded towards her even though her eyes were closed, "This is it then, yeah?... Where would you like me to start." Hesitantly, yet firmly, she pointed to the area, "Start on the inside of my upper thigh." I took the razor and drew the sharp double blade inwards from her upper thighs and across toward the direction of her puffy nether lips. The fine hair offered no resistance to the blades as they cleaned up nice and smooth. Alternately I would continue shaving before taking the warm wet towel and wiping away the soapy residue to only find baby smooth skin left behind. Once this appeared to be finished, Ash leaned up on her elbows, "You're doing great. Now..." as she pointed to her furry mons, " I need you to trim me up a little here... OK." I proceeded before hesitating, "You're going to have to tell me what it is exactly that you want." She leaned up further, pointing as she placed a finger on the fluffy fur. "I want a little strip up to here... not much. Just a strip... OK." "OK," I imagined what she wanted as I took the blade and pulled down, removing a little bit of the delicate hair above her pussy. I rinsed the blade before taking another little bit away and going back over the area... Rinse and repeat... rinse and repeat... rinse and repeat... Ashley laid back again and relaxed as she began to trust the situation. I took in the solid view of her nude form as I knelt before her. I caught an adoring glimpse of her eyes as she stared at me gracefully, as I took care of her private treasure. "Am I doing alright. I don't want to do too much. I so like some hair down here. I always enjoyed that." I said, and pointed to the edges of her bush, wanting to touch her there, but holding myself back. Ashley with head falling to the side looking at me, "You do?" she questioned. "Most girls now go bare... Say it makes them feel more clean." I glided the blade down one more time, removing a little more, before doing the same to the other side to make sure I kept the fur symmetrical. There was no longer a triangle of fur, only a narrow two to three inch strip that rose about 4 inches above the opening. "Any more?" I asked. "Just a little," she replied (Jimmy) -- "Top or sides?" Ash came up on her elbows again and looked down assessing the situation, "Top, maybe an inch more." I obliged, concentrating before glimpsing at her as she nodded, "That's good... perfect, will you hand me that hot towel." I reached and gathered the towel and handed it to her. She wiped the area, then looked at me. She curled up on her side and cocked her head up on her elbow, glowing as she stared deeply at me. "I need you to do something else for me Jimmy," she asked. "OK, will you go in my room? There's a hand mirror on the dresser. I'd like to take a closer look." I quickly rose and headed to her room. As I opened the door to head out, Ash spoke... "Could you bring the cocoa butter back also. I like to rub some in when I shave. It keeps me from getting chafed." Wow, I noticed as I headed out to retrieve the requested items, 'it sure is cool out here.' We keep most of the house on 68 degrees in the winter. It must have been about 85 in my room. I hadn't noticed how much I was perspiring until it hit the cool air. Quickly I retrieved the items and headed back where Ash laid upon on her side and rested comfortably looking so innocent. I had only been gone a minute or so. I handed the items to her and then pulled my room chair forward and sat down. Handing the mirror forward, Ash asked, "Will you do it for me Jimmy?" I held the mirror up so that she could look as I noticed that there were a few strays, "Oh Ash, I see I've missed a couple. I grabbed the razor and flicked the strays away, and took the wet cloth and wiped the area, seeing that the skin was now clean and clear. The small landing strip was about 2 inches wide, 3 inches high, and around a quarter inch thick. I gazed in wonderment before looking into her eyes. "OK Baby, I guess that's that." She reached and handed me the cocoa butter, "Ok. Now will you massage some of this in?" (Jimmy) -- "OK, but I don't really know what I'm doing here. You're going to have to tell me what to do." (Ash) -- "You've given me a massage before. Same difference." I opened the jar taking a generous amount in my fingers before applying it to Ash's thigh and began rubbing it in, "Is this what you're wanting?." As I rubbed and rubbed and rubbed all over her legs from thigh to toe. "Yeah Jim, but all over. Everywhere I shaved. Here let me see the cocoa butter." She commanded. She reached and grabbed a couple fingers full and dabbed it upon her mons, "There, now please rub that in... Why be shy now," she quirkily snickered before receding back upon the pillows. Now I was flustered and fully aroused from stroking her pliable puss, watching her pubis sink and rise around my fingers as I gently rubbed the butter in. Slowly, but surely, a sheen developed from the greasy substance penetrating every pore of her supple skin. She sighed as I massaged her sweetness in and out to her thighs and back to the areas that encased her sweet rear end. After a few minutes, I felt I had done as much as needed to be done, "OK Baby. I guess that's it." As I slapped my legs sitting back in my bedroom chair. She lay sprawled before me, legs spread, her body glowing with heat. "No-no-no, not yet," she coyly admonished. Jimmy -- "What?" "I need some more attention." "Ash, I can't rub any more, Your skin is oozing with this stuff." (Ash) -- "Nah. I don't need any more cocoa butter. Your tongue... I need your tongue. I need you to make love to me with your tongue." "OK!... Will do!," and with that I enthusiastically cupped her ass cheeks in my palms and pulled her to the edge of the bed 'til her ass dangled over the edge. Lowering myself to my knees, I reached up and traced the outer folds of her labia with my index and middle fingers. Her sweet, warm pussy weeped as it further unfurled before me. The tiny tuft of hair we had created above her pussy looked like an arrow pointing towards the smooth shaven treasure below. I leaned forward not wasting a moment diving into my sister's pretty pink pie and its intoxicating essence. I was dizzy with lust as I French kissed the hot passage of passion. As she laid back, both of her legs naturally draped over my shoulders, "Ohhh Jimmy... Wow... Damn." Her distended clit stuck out from beneath its hood begging for attention. She twitched as my tongue sank between the extended folds of her labia. She altered between whimpers and moans as I pulled back lapping and flicking her sex. As I drug the surface of my tongue against her sweetness, my upper lip hovered over the pink nub of her clit as it pulsated, "Oh god... Ah Fuck... Fuck.... Ah yes, stick your tongue back in me," she moaned. I steadied myself within her throbbing pussy as she clamped onto me harder until submerging my face in her pubis. I felt her pussy muscles tense as she contracted around my tongue, her thighs pulling me further into her. As her hips rose from the bed, my hands naturally scooped up her buns, lifting her and giving my slithering tongue the ultimate access. Ash groaned above me. I began fluttering my lips into her, which sent her completely over the edge, causing her hands to grip the hair on the top of my head and ensnare me completely in her sex as she shuddered in orgasm. "Oh, Jimm-meee.. . Jim," she breathed as my saliva comingled with her cum flooded nethers. The sexy nectar deluged my lustful mouth as she jostled around me up close and as personal as one could ever be. A powerful wave of climax seemed to overtake her. Her breathing was irregular as she bucked and mumbled unintelligible words repeatedly. Ashley's primal clamoring seemed as though it might go on for an eternity as I began to wonder if I might accidentally be asphyxiated. As her orgasm finally subsided, I slowly pulled back and massaged and feathered her thighs with my palms and fingers. It was obvious that her skin was flushed from the experience. As we locked adoring eyes upon one another, Ash grinned, spoke silently, and made the symbol 'I heart you' to me. Her entire body quivered as hot juices flowed out of her pussy, her ass undulating on and off the cushion. Oh how hard I was as I scooted up to kiss my Baby. She had a look of contentment as I nuzzled up to her and kissed her cheek. "I love you so much Baby," I confirmed as I continued planting the kisses, involuntarily rubbing my hardness up and down her side needing relief. She turned and curled into me, while looking in my eyes with her an exaggerated glare, "Jimmy, I'm starving." I wanted her now, but I was hungry as well, not having eaten since 1pm and now it was getting close to 9pm, but I didn't want to leave the coziness of the confines of my room. Moving over to the steam fogged window and wiping it with my hand, I could see that the winter bluster had enveloped our surroundings. Ordering in or out wasn't an option. (Jimmy) -- "Ash, you just take it easy up here. I'll go downstairs and fix us something to eat." ----------------------------------------------- I headed down the steps and entered the kitchen. It was a little cool in the rest of the house, especially when compared to my bedroom where it was so hot. I opened the fridge and saw that there were still a few leftovers from Christmas day. I saw the shrimp up in the freezer that we had used for cocktails and knew that we always had Ramen noodles in the cabinet, so I made some Asian Shrimp noodles with some soy sauce, french green beans, rice wine vinegar, Sriracha, peanut butter, and a table spoon of apricot jam. With a couple packs of Ramen Noodles it would make a pile of food. There were a couple bottles of Riesling in the fridge. One of those would be great with the meal, I thought. About 20 minutes later the food was ready. I continued to be astonished looking at the winter wonderland of snow that continued to fall. I went to the living room and opened the back door that leads to the deck and could see that we must have already had three or four inches of snow and it looked like the end was nowhere in sight. When I was finished cooking I headed back upstairs to summon Ash to dinner. It was right at around 9:30pm as I entered my room where Ash was sleeping on her side. I shook her awake, "Baby, dinner's ready." She yawned as she sat up, grinning bashfully. Her hair was tussled, but she was still as gorgeous as ever. "Could you bring it up here?" she requested. "Let's eat up here." "OK. I'll bring it up here. I hope you'll like it." I thought aloud. I made my way back down the stairs and grabbed a couple TV trays, bowls, utensils, wine glasses, and napkins before heading back up to our love nest. Then I headed back down and grabbed the pot of noodles and the wine. We were set. I used one of the trays to set the pot and other serving items on and we shared the other tray to rest our bowls on and sat our wine glasses on the bedside table. Ash and I both sat back on the bed and had a couple bowls of noodles and every once in a while sipped on our glasses of wine. Soon we were finished and placed everything to the side and laid down in one another's arms and relaxed. "You won't believe the snow coming down outside," I informed her. "We definitely won't be doing anything for a couple of days. They said it would be done by afternoon, but I think we're gonna have 10-inches." Ash faced me and pecked my lips before looking in my eyes, "Well, we might not get to go on that date if it doesn't clear up." I affirmed, "Darlin' we're going on that date." Ash coyly chuckled, continuing to gaze in my eyes and smirk, "Since we won't be going anywhere let's catch a buzz Jimmy," she proposed. "OK my darlin... Let me get some." I went to my closet and opened the old cedar chest where I kept my stash and pulled it out along with the rolling papers and rolled up a decent sized joint. I'd had this same batch of weed for over two years and there still was way over half of it left. Every time I smoked this stuff it seemed to lead to an erotic life experience. About ten minutes later we were sitting together on the bed, passing the joint back and forth. The weed definitely hadn't lost its potency. I was going to finish this one off. My buzz was making me tingle all over and being with my sister, my love, had my cock tenting my lounge pants. Ash's robe had somewhat loosened and there was a blush and sheen to her skin as her breasts stood out. Her breaths were noticeable as she stretched and twisted her body with the close proximity causing her body to brush against me. Eventually she rested her arm against my thigh and began stroking my knee with the palm of her hand . No words needed to be spoken as I leaned in and we began making out. After a few moments, I kissed her cheek and nuzzled into her ear, "I need you Baby." "Not yet Jimmy," she responded. Remember what we were doing?" She slowly slid herself off the bed and tied the sash of her robe before grabbing the things we had used to shave her. She coyly grinned, while sashaying out the door, "I'll be back in a few." I was a paradox or relaxation and anticipation as I laid back upon my bed. My raging boner had now tempered down to a sensitive woody. I wondered if Ash had these feelings throughout this night. Yes, this was wrong, but nothing ever felt more right. -------------------------------------------------- I was beginning to feel a little antsy just as Ash entered the room. She naturally drifted towards the bed and placed all the materials she needed to shave me to the side. I grasped her hand guided her until she was sitting next to where I was lying, "I was wondering where you were." (Ashley) - "I needed to use the bathroom and clean up a little... Then I looked out at the snow. It's still coming down hard." Intently staring into one another's eyes, we gravitated towards one another's lips until we were making out again... We just couldn't help ourselves. Kisses were layered upon kisses until Ash pulled back from the unrestrained love and sighed, "Jimmy...," looking towards the shaving materials, "Are we ready?" Disappointment from detachment turned to desire as I grinned in response. I suddenly grew erect again as I thought, 'Cock is always better than lips any dar.' I expressed, "Yeah." Looking at her robe covered body, all the way up to her eyes, I rolled over and got off the bed tugging my tented lounge pants down and off. Ashley involuntarily licked her lips as she saw my erection spring free. My cock stuck straight out as I pulled it to the side, but it kept jutting forward and up due to my arousal. Ashley gulped and cleared her throat. "Wow," she muttered as she stared intently at the bobbling monster. She directed, "OK, now sit down and get comfortable so we can do this." I let my cock go causing it to leap and jerk, pointing directly at what created its provocation. Sitting down upon the towel where Ash had been sitting not long ago as I had taken care of her, now it seemed so fantasy like thinking that she was going to shave me; to treat me like I was a King. As she leaned forward, her robe slightly opened, exposing the globes of her perfect breasts. I have explained to you before how perfect Ash's breasts looked to me. They were the perfect shape; full, round and bouncy with silver dollar areolas that stood out and lifted and fell with her every move. She reached over to the side table and picked up the can of gel and the fresh razor from the nightstand next to the bed as I laid back into the propped up pillows to relax. My stiff phallus extended fully until it reached near my belly button. My taut testes throbbed from the stimulation and yearning that had engulfed my libido. Ashley was doing what I had done earlier. She sprayed some of the shaving gel in her hand and was lathering it up in her hands until she proceeded to spread it upon my private area. The feeling was incredible as she was virtually giving me a handjob through her massaging motions. As I laid back to enjoy the feelings of my sister's slim fingers sliding and gliding over me so deliciously, I really didn't care about the fact that she was getting ready to administer the sharp implement upon my most sensitive and vulnerable of areas. If I die right here, I thought, I would most certainly have left the earth as a happy man. This evening was just getting better and better. Babydoll Ch. 14 Finally, she picked up the razor and readied to shave me. As she began, she pulled my cock forward with her left hand and first removed the hair that laid at the top of my pubic region, before going to the side and working her way down. The base of my scrotum pulsed as my edginess boiled from the stimulation. As I grew more settled, I sat up on my elbows watching as she deliberately worked to make sure that my skin was clean as a whistle. She seemed enthusiastically encouraged as she graced my scrotum with her nimble nails, enjoying the moment she glowed, "Jimmy, let me shave the hair off of here? I'll be extra careful.". This was scary, but exciting at the same time. I tentatively nodded affirmatively as I thought about Ash cleaning my lemon. Who was I to turn down something so exciting? Looking down at the results thus far and then glimpsing in Ash's eyes I virtually whispered, "Please be careful. Like you said earlier. You nick that and it's gonna hurt for a while." My whole organ contracted, and I felt I might cum as she placed the razor at the base of my phallus and began pulling down slowly, removing the straggly hair that had been there since the inception of puberty. Ohh Wow, how wonderful this all felt. I was completely in her power now as clear fluid leaked from the tip of my glans. I was completely at her mercy, but with her adept skills, I grew more and more comfortable as she perfectly cleaned my whole tool until there was nothing left but a small patch of pubic hair that rose from the top of my cock about 2 inches in height and spread about 4 inches in width. As Ash finished at the base of my balls, she took the razor, placed it in the soaking cup and grabbed the hand towel sitting on the radiator, which was saturated with steamy water. She then wiped away the remaining residue of soap inspecting her handiwork. Seeming very satisfied, she studied the area, seeing that there was no hair remaining. "All Done" she affirmed as she pulled the phallus back and giggled as it snapped back slapping my belly. Ohhh, how at this moment I needed to cum so badly. My entire genital region blushed with a burgundy hue. I involuntarily grabbed my cock and rubbed it. Coming to reality I pleaded , "God, I need relief Ash." "Wait Sweetie" she said with cocoa butter in hand. "We don't want you getting Chafed," as she scooped a copious amount of the waxy butter into her finger and proceeded rubbing the area above my cock and eventually taking both hands and trailing down the left and right hand sides into the creases of my groin and back up towards my scrotum... Exaggerating her body movements, she had slid down until I could feel her breath upon my balls. This sent a shiver into my very being. As her fingers began to massage my lemon, I began to understand what Robert Plant was singing about when he said he was going to fall right out of bed. I needed a Whole Lotta this Love and Ash was sending me over the edge as I knew with proper attention I couldn't last much longer. Finally, wrapping her soft loving fingers around the steely shaft of flesh, she began slowly pumping from tip to tail, twisting on the upstrokes and then down, fondling the sensitive mushroom cap with every stroke. "Uh, uh, Unghh..." Stroke... stroke... stroke... "Fuck..." I groaned, looking down to see her concentrating on my pleasure. These weren't quick strokes. These were slow, deliberate grinding strokes. "Cum for me baby... Cum for me." she cooed, as my cock jerked and my core shuddered. The friction of her hot buttery hand perfectly wrapped around the fleshy serpent was amazing. I treasured this attention. She must have sensed I was very near surrender as her hand slid down to the base one more time and she lifted up taking the head between her luscious lips. Oh the immaculate feeling as the cum percolated. "Ohh my... uh... uh.. unghh," ('Na hold back. longer. Nah,' - I fought.) "Ohhh...." Overwhelmed in a microsecond, the first spasm barely escaped it's barrier into Ash's mouth. As she pulled back, the next jetted out in an enormous explosion right onto her face and drooled down her chin. My cock lurched as a modest load blasted her chest and drizzled down between her breasts. Suddenly, she moved down and gobbled half my cock sucking hard. The warmth went to the center of my soul as the final seismic gush caused my whole body to lunge forward. When the final climax was complete I jerked and fell backwards as she pumped with fury. It seemed like I came for an eternity as she emptied me. ---------------------------------------------------- When the moment was over, Ash took the damp cloth and cleaned herself off and then me, before drying us both with one of the towels we had brought to the room, while I laid back on the bed in a tizzy of exhaustion. My eyes were fighting to stay open. Looking at me, Ash had my attention as she spoke, "Jimmy, I'm going to take this stuff to the bathroom and clean up. Why don't you get under the covers." I scooted up and under the covers, "OK. Are you coming back here? Will you spend the night with me?" She nodded in the affirmative, "Yeah, just give me a few," as she headed out the door of my room. I must have nodded off, because the next thing I knew she was quietly creeping back in the door. Thank God that had drawn my attention, because as I raised my eyelids I was able to see the most beautiful sight of her shucking her robe and getting under the covers where we laid fully nude together. Nary a word had to be spoken, as she snuggled back into me, I breathed in her ear, "Hmmm Baby, this is always where I want to be." We cuddled intertwined in a spooning position,; her nude backside resting against my torso. "Oh my.... I love being with you." She wriggled her upper body and crooked her head, "Shhh... It's late... We still need to talk... Good Night Jimmy," before lowering herself and guiding my arm to her tummy until we were enveloped as one in a cocoon of love. The fragrance of her tussled Lilac hair filled my senses as I confessed, "I love you more than anything in the world". The feeling of my hand on her belly and my chest on her back held me in utter bliss and I sensed that the closeness made her feel the same. It had been a long, exhausting few days... as I drifted off, there were no reservations as to who I loved. I was semi-conscious and don't even remember the sweet nothings I whispered as my head rested against hers; drifting off with my cock wonderfully nestled between her the cheeks of her derriere, my left arm draped over her, hand against her womb, as I softly kissed the back of her neck. She sighed with satisfaction, wriggling her naked bottom against my cock as I fell into unconsciousness... Babydoll Ch. 15 I truly appreciate those who have supported this series and your feedback and your favoriting the story. Sorry, I haven't been able to write more and conclude the story. It's been six months since I released anything. Here is another chapter that I hope you will enjoy. Personally, I can't wait for the day that I am able to finish this. I can't wait for readers to be able to read the full story from beginning to end. Thank You to those who have appreciated and tolerated the twists and turns. Thank You to those who have encouraged me and lit my fire to continue. Thanks for the suggestions and ideas, even if I don't implement some of them. Just in general, I'd like to thank those who have read this story - Peace Out! -------- Startled awake, I heard the unique sound of a cell phone ringtone going off in the distance. The ringtone belonged to Ash's phone. Her movement might have been what had awoken me. As she moved forward and lifted the covers, I could feel a very cold draft invade the space. "God, it's freezing in here. What time is it?... What fucking time is it?" Ash freaked and fussed, while standing and looking around in a state of confusion. Clearly it was morning, as one could see that the sun was up. Looking across the room and to the window, I saw that the sky was gray, but very bright with snow and ice resting upon the window seal. Ash grabbed her robe and headed out through the door of my room, apparently towards her own. That seemed to be where the phone was ringing from. I just pulled the covers back up after seeing there was no time showing on the clock on the stereo in my room and knowing that the power must be out. As I had started to nod back off, Ash re-entered my room. Coming up to the bed, she handed the phone to me, "Jim it's Jill." I slowly reached to the phone and took it from her as she quickly turned and made a hasty exit, "Hello," I answered. "Jim, why didn't you answer your phone?" Jill asked. "Sorry, I must have left it downstairs." I responded. (Jill) - "Oh." "What time is it?" I asked. "10:20am... I was just calling to talk to ya... I called you last night a couple times and you didn't answer. I started getting worried. I called a little while ago and you didn't answer, so I called Ashley... She gave me her number the other day... I saw where there was a big snowstorm down there last night... I just wanted to make sure you were alright..." "Well, apparently the power is out... It's freezing in here... I was staying in bed, relaxing... I don't have to go into work today, so I thought I'd just take it easy... It's pretty warm under these blankets." We continued making small talk for a while longer. She told me that it looked like the storm that had hit us the night before was just beginning where she lived. I was very vague about the night before. I just continued telling her I was going to get some R and R before heading back to school. I told her about working with Big the day before. I really wasn't comfortable with the conversation, particularly when she was telling me how much she missed me. Mostly, I let her do the talking. She asked me a couple of times if everything was alright and I told her I was and just reiterated the situation about the power being out. I don't know if she was content with the answer. One always gets paranoid about female intuition. She told me that she would be back to school on the fourth and how much she missed me and she'd like to talk again in the evening, but she didn't want to get on my nerves. I let her know that she wasn't getting on my nerves and I'd talk to her in the evening. She wished us luck about getting the power back on and told me to thank Ashley for bringing me her phone so that she could speak to me. ------ After the phone conversation I wondered and needed to know what Ash was up to. I knew she was probably in her room and I was going to take her phone back to her. I pushed the covers up and off and it was most certainly cold in my room and I suspected in the rest of the house. It must have been about 50-some degrees in the room. I hurried over to my dresser where I got some lounge pants, a t-shirt, and a sweatshirt, then put a pair of socks on and finally my bedroom slippers before heading to Ash's room. Sure enough, she was there bundled up in a long heavy coat, sweat pants, her bedroom booties, and her comforter sitting on the bed, "Come on Baby, let's get back in bed. It's not like we can do anything. We can keep each other warm. I'll go build a fire in a little while." (Ashley) - "No Jimmy. I want you to go build a fire now. I'll call the Power Company and let them no it's out." (Jim) - "I think they probably know." (Ashley) - "I'm going to call them anyway." (Jim) - "OK. You do what you think is best. I'm going to get another quilt and lay down in my bed a little longer. When you're done will you come get back in bed with me?" (Ashley) "Jimm-eee... Just go build a fire. I'm cold and I'm hungry. I asked you to do this one simple thing." "OK," I conceded to her wish. I headed downstairs to the living room, to the fireplace, and set about building a fire. We had everything needed to build a fire in place even though we generally only built them on special occasions. There was a small stack of wood on a rack on the ledge of the hearth and also starter logs, paper, and kindling there for starting a fire - and if needed, there was a cord of wood out back. Carefully, I placed a starter log on top of a pile of kindling and crumpled balls of newspaper. Then once it was started, I placed a big log on top. I hadn't built a fire in a while, but many times over these last several years, it was I who would build them. It made me think of family gatherings during holidays of the past when I had built many of those fires. The fire was just starting to blaze up as Ashley entered the room. I went upstairs to the hall closet and gathered a quilt, a down comforter, and a blanket along with four pillows and took them downstairs. Once downstairs, I laid the quilt down, then a blanket, and the comforter on top, before laying the pillows at the top near the hearth. Then I went out to the kitchen and gathered our tea kettle that we used for the fire place and everything I needed to make homemade hot chocolate. I looked at Ashley sitting bundled on the sofa as I pulled back the blankets and got underneath, "Ash... come crawl in here with me." She looked at me with a look of agitation, "Jimmy, it doesn't bother you that you just got off the phone with your girlfriend? You know you come off as a cad." "Ash, I'm not going to argue with you. I thought we were past all of that. Have I not proven how deeply in love with you I am? Have I not proven that I need you? It's cold in here. Just come lay down with me." She shook her head in a perplexed fashion, "I dunno." I patted the area where she could lay down, "I've set the tea kettle on to boil, but it's going to be a little while before it whistles. We'll have some hot chocolate then. Just come warm up with me." Practically pleading. She hesitantly got off of the sofa and came down on the floor, getting under the covers with me, "OK, til the tea kettle boils." She pulled the covers up and rested down on her side facing me. I stared at her, as I began stroking her honey blonde hair... caressing her... holding her... and wrapping my arms around her as she relaxed and scooted up in my arms. I began drifting off in immaculate bliss. (Whiiiiirrrr-sssssss-ewwwwwww!!) The tea pot simmered and whistled, waking me from my half sleep. I couldn't have dosed off for more than a minute or two. I pushed back the down comforter and noticed that the room was growing considerably more comfortable as the fire crackled a couple of feet above. I like my hot cocoa rich, so I took the Ghiradelli powder mix and placed a couple of tablespoons of it in the 16 oz. cup and then poured some of the simmered water in and stirred it before adding a shot of cream. "Ash, I've got some of this Godiva liqueur, would you like some." "That sounds nice," she responded as she continued with her head laid upon the pillow. I poured a shot of the liqueur in and stirred, "Well, you're gonna have to sit up to drink it." As she sat up, I took the large pillows and propped them so that they were against the hearth of the fireplace. "Well, it's starting to get nice and toasty in here," I told her as I took a tiny sip from the mug. "Yes it is," as she followed suit. The drink was so hot at the moment there was no way to take more than sips. (Jim) - "You aren't really mad at me are you?" (Ashley) - "No. I just feel guilty. I cheated with you last night. We cheated on your girlfriend. I like her. It just isn't right to do that." (Jim) - "She might be my girlfriend, but you are my woman. You are the woman I love." She lightly smiled, "You make it sound like it's OK, but you know it isn't. It's plain to see the girl is in love with you and we can't go on like this." (Jim) - "If I hadn't slept with Mama, then I wouldn't be with Jill now. Ash suddenly got a wild eyed look, "Let's get this fucking straight... ok... God Dammit... You did sleep with our mother... you make out like it's a matter of fact thing... who knows how many fucking times... but that was a blessing in disguise, because we have always been fooling ourselves. First of all, you are the typical guy." I rebuffed that notion, "Don't say that." (Ashley) - "You are... all you care about is sex." (Jim) - "That's not true... I always wanted to be loyal to you." (Ashley) - "You know in a funny way I believe you, but in the end it doesn't even really matter." (Jim) - "She came on to me... she was always on to me... after my graduation... that night... I came home... I wanted to see you... I wanted you to be there." (Ashley) - "Why are you telling me this... don't tell me this." (Jim) - "I have to... you have to know... it's the only way... the only way to let you know how much I love you. You are right. Mama does have an infatuation with me... She admitted it to me. She sees our father in me. I had a sense about all of this a long time ago... The night I graduated from High School. I came home and I had this euphoric high and you weren't there... All I could think of was you. I so wanted you to be there, but you had gone to the beach." (Ashley) - "I know Jimmy, but..." (Jim) - "I actually went skinny dipping in the pool and was out there by myself. I had been out there for a while and I felt a presence. After a few minutes Mama stepped out from the basement..." A pall of anger seemed to wash over Ash's face as I continued, "So that was the first time you fucked her." (Jim) - "No, honestly I never thought of our mother in a sexual way, but you have to admit she is attractive. I see a lot of you in her and her in you... It was a hot June night and she was wearing a short silk gown. There was something about it and she was asking a lot of questions about you." 'Pssshhht,' she emoted like a burst balloon with flushed frustration, "OK, you've piqued my curiosity... Continue... You're leading to something." (Jim) - "I came back at Christmas. She seemed like she had missed me a lot. It's one thing to talk on the phone and another to be there in person. It's been the same with you ten times over. I desired so much to see you and remember how I pissed you off." She continued with the boiling, "Yeah! You thought I was sleeping around." (Jim) - "No, not really, but I didn't say the right things and I am so sorry... it was fear, because I wanted you so bad... and then it was me that... and what I did... and that was last year... and so much has gone on since." Ash visibly grimaced in the pain of her thoughts as she shook her head. (Jim) - "On New Year's Eve, Mama tried to seduce me... If you remember we had been together in my room... I'm pretty sure she knew that something was up between us.. She told me later that night that she and Joe weren't getting along and he was cheating on her..." (Ashley) - "Yeah and she was antagonizing me that night... bitching, saying I was getting out of control... when she was the one who got drunk and had to be taken to bed... I know you didn't sleep with her that night. You couldn't have." (Jim) - "No, early on that evening she exposed herself to me. She tried to act innocent about it, but you can tell when something like that is intentional or not... When I took her up to her room. she said she was going to sleep in the guest room, so that is where I took her. She kissed me on the lips and I swear I didn't return it and then she flashed me again when she was changing in the guest bathroom. I wanted to get to you and that is when I came to your room and got you." (Ashley) - "I believe you Jimmy, but what about Spring Break. I know what I saw. I know what I heard." (Jim) - "Yes, I cheated. Do you want to hear the whole sordid mess." (Ashley) - "Might as well now... now that you are spilling the beans." (Jim) "I got home and you were gone. I had been so looking forward to seeing you. You were off visiting a college and so it was just Mama and I." (Ashley) - "OK. Go on." (Jim) - "It was late at night around midnight. I was watching a movie and Mama must have known I was in the basement. She sat down and started watching it. She said she couldn't sleep... The next thing I know she is laying down with me and then it all started spinning out of control. I don't know how it got to where it got..." (Ashley) - "You're a guy. You're all the same." "Ash. I'd like to think I'm not... She told me that night... She told me that she had seen us in the basement on New Year's night... She told me about it after the fact... after we had been together..." (Ashley) - "And I knew it... I told you." "I won't say I was seduced ... Our mother is attractive... She's beautiful... I just have a weakness... I am so sorry... I wish... I wish I had never, but I can't take it back." "And then you were with me the very next morning... you have some whore in you, boy," and she surprised me when she giggled and shook her head. "But believe me, I've been with you, Jill, and Mama, and you are the one I make love with... the one I want to be with..." "She set us up... She called me up and told me to get home... She said she had to talk to us about something and it couldn't wait... I almost didn't come home, because I thought she was going to confront us about being together... I came home to protect you... I came home, because I didn't want you to have to deal with it alone... I got home and..." Ash slapped me as hard as she could across my face and it stung like hell. I lost a little of my senses with that slap, but not enough, "I deserved that... I really do." I started to tear up, not from the slap, but from the pain I had caused Ash. Ashley got up and turned, kissing me where she slapped me as she bellowed, "I'm sorry, but I heard you tell her that you loved her... How could you say that." The tears flowed like a waterfall down her face. I reached to hold her... to comfort her. "Nooo... don't touch me," as she jerked away. I contended, "I wasn't saying it like that... I was lost in the moment. I seduced you, but she seduced me... Jill seduced me... You know that feeling... I always wanted you more than you wanted me... They wanted me more than I wanted them... Can't you see the difference... You don't understand... You can't..." "That's not true... it's not true... it's not true..." she wailed. "I always loved you. You were my hero. I always loved you." she bawled. Finally, I was able to hug and comfort her as she cried in my shoulder. She couldn't control the crying for minutes on end. Her face was red and puffy. Her nose ran and her eyes became bloodshot. "I have to go to the bathroom. I'll be back in a little while... I told you there was something I needed to tell you." She bundled back up in her robe and took off disappearing upstairs. --------- Ash had been gone for about 10 minutes when I thought about going to look for her. I knew it was cold in the rest of the house. There was no way that she could stay in a 50 degree bathroom with no electricity for that long. So after a few more minutes I got antsy and decided I would go look for her. I put my hoodie sweater back on and headed upstairs. She wasn't in the bathroom, so I went to her bedroom where she was sitting bundled up on her bed. "Ash, what are you doing? You need to come back downstairs to the fire. I built it for you and now you are up here sitting in alone." "I was just thinking Jim... I just needed some space." she quietly responded. (Jim) - "Please come back downstairs. I don't want you getting sick. If you hate me I understand. ... I don't want you getting sick." (Ashley) - "I don't hate you, you big oaf. I'm trying to figure out a way to tell you something." (Jim) - "Tell me what? You've been saying that since I got back home." (Ashley) - Just give me a little bit longer and I'll be back down there... You know... Fix me another one of those Hot Chocolates like you did a little while ago and go roll a joint... That'll help... I'll be back in a few... Just go back downstairs... Please." I went to my room and rolled a joint before heading back downstairs and placing another log on the fire. I went to the kitchen and filled the tea kettle and placed it on the rack in the fireplace where we can cook, before going back to the kitchen and getting the cast iron skillet and some ham and eggs from the fridge along with bread, cheese, and butter. I had them cooked up in no time. I fixed me a plate and was eating as I spotted Ash rounding the corner and heading into the room. "Come here and sit down," I requested as I fixed her a plate of food and made her Hot Chocolate... "You eat that and then you can tell me what you have to tell me, OK." We sat eating, as I frequently glimpsed at Ash's formerly tear stained face, which had nearly disappeared, but she wouldn't look at me. She had a look of melancholy and a gloomy tension filled the room as Ash sulked while looking in her plate. (Jim) - "Just relax ... We've gotten it all out in the open. OK... I'm the one who has to feel the shame of breaking your heart." "No Jim, I broke your heart... At Thanksgiving I broke your heart," as a tear rolled down her cheek and she wouldn't look me in the eye. "And you took off again... Mama's heart seemed broken when you up and left again that night... and it was because of me." (Jim) - "Ohhh... not again. I deserved it Ash... I deserved it." "No... You didn't deserve it... I didn't deserve it... David didn't deserve it." as she finally looked up into my eyes. "Whatta you mean?" I asked curiously wondering where this all was headed. (Ash) - "Do you have that weed?" (Jim) - "Yeah." (Ash) - "Will you light it up." "OK." I pulled the joint out of my pocket and fired it up and took a quick drag before passing it to Ashley. "I need this," she emphasized as she pulled it to her lips and took a slow drag before holding it in and eventually exhaling. Then she took another slow drag before handing it back. Finally, looking down at the ground, she spoke, "I did what I did to hurt you and I lied... I acted like a whore to hurt you." I crinkled my brow in confusion, "What?" "I made you think that I had been going out with David since soon after you had left. Well, that wasn't true," she sputtered in admission. (Jim) - "Explain..." "Well... he had been after me to go out with him, but we only went out a few times... What you saw that night... That was the first and last time I was ever with him... Like that... I felt so dirty... it felt so dirty," she began crying again. Babydoll Ch. 15 (Jim) - "I don't understand... What?..." "I-I w-wanted to get back at y-you... ah-and I-I d-did... B-but you are the only one I have ever wanted to be with... B-but I know we can't b-be." she cried. (Jim) - Oh ... my poor ... my poor lovely. I love you so... But this doesn't make any sense. She chuckled in her tears, "Whatta ya mean it doesn't make sense... I told him I would go to his place and spend the night with him and I didn't... I took off and disappeared... I went to Amber's house and stayed there... I came home the next morning and you were gone." There was no way that I was ever going to tell her what had happened on Thanksgiving night. Ashley continued, "The only thing I know was that Mom stayed in bed the whole day. I saw her on Saturday and she said that we needed to talk. She told me how much she loved me and she was sorry for all that had happened. She asked me for forgiveness. I forgave her Jimmy... I forgave her. I can't forget what happened, but I forgave her.. and I forgave you." I just tipped my head down in my unabashed shame. On one hand the weight of the world had been lifted. On the other hand I thought of what I had pushed her into. How she had lashed out at me by making herself vulnerable in the most darkest of ways... How I had succumbed to the darkness myself and how I had pulled the closest people to me down with me. "Oh," I wept... "How I let you down... how I let everyone down." Ash responded, "Yes... but the world has let us down... this world can't and won't accept our love and we have to pay the price for that." I got up and stoked the fire and then got under the covers of the makeshift bed, while rearranging pillows, "There isn't going to be anything to do until the power comes back on. I'm just gonna lay down here and get some sleep." Ash still sat up against the hearth as I laid down. She took a couple more tokes off the joint, before setting the rest of it down on the bricks of the hearth. The next thing she did was take her robe off and put it on the sofa before moving back over and arranging her pillows down next to mine on the makeshift bed. Pushing the blankets back, she slid underneath until we were lying face-to-face on our sides. She must have seen my vulnerable state through my teary eyes as she spoke "I forgive you Jimmy," and then she gave me a soft kiss on my lips. She smiled, "You won't mind me getting comfortable. I won't bite. I might kiss, but I don't bite." She turned on her back pulling her knees up and fumbling beneath the blanket before stretching her legs out and pushing down. Before I knew it she was tossing her flannel lounge pants off to the side. She then turned back towards me with a sly grin. Now she was only left with only her oversized flannel sleeping shirt and panties. It was really hot now, so I sat up and took off my shirt and then my lounge pants and cast them over towards where Ash's lounge pants were lying. I was now only wearing my boxers. So now here we were getting close to naked again. When I laid back down she smiled, "You're gonna be a good boy aren'cha?" Then she turned over away from me, "Will you just hold me... You'll behave yourself won'cha?" After what she said and how she said it my cock quickly hardened. As it became a rigid mast, it poked out of the hole of my boxers against the flimsy material of her fine cotton panties encasing her soft tush. "Hmmm... there you go being inappropriate again... that's what got us in all this trouble to start with," she cooed in her natural babydoll tone. "I can't help it baby... I just can't help it," I timidly confessed. I stroked her as I put my nose into her hair to smell its essence before kissing her head. Then I nibbled on her ear lobe. "You are the most beautiful girl on earth. Do you know what you do to me. .. holding you... feeling your body against mine." "Are we going to take a nap Jimmy?" She whimsically asked. I whispered in her ear, "I'm sorry. I get out of control when we're one-on-one. I love you Babydoll." She accepted, "And I love you too. You do know that?" I put my arms around her and pulled her into me, "I know you do and I am sorry for ever letting you down." My hot cock involuntarily pistoned up and down the crevice of her cotton candied ass. "You make me feel so good... so alive... I just want to be with you." I pulled the hem of her t-shirt up and pushed my hand into her panties feeling her sweet muff as I breathed in her ear, "Lets get these panties out of the way. If ya don't wanna that's fine. But I wanna be with ya?" Blowing the words in her ear. Along with submissive body language she answered, "OK." "OK, What?" I whispered in her ear again. "OK, we'll take them off." She agreed. And with that I slowly pushed the flimsy cotton down her hips as she raised her legs to give me easier access. I kissed the base of her neck as I enveloped her with both arms, pulling her to me. My right arm draped over her and under her night shirt lightly fondling her breasts, while I positioned myself with my lower torso cradling her exposed rear. "Come on Baby, let's get completely naked." I started tugging her shirt up until she grabbed it herself and hurriedly pulled it off the rest of the way giving me complete access to her magnificent globes. Her protruding nipples were like bullets pressing into my palms as I held them. Sliding up further I licked her shoulder as she met my loin at its advancing position. My big boner started rubbing at her smooth pubic bone attempting to find entrance. Ash reached down to tuck it as I gently pressed forward until it popped inside her juiciness... Her tunnel of love clamped onto me and caused me to shiver with desirous lust. "I never want this to end, Baby." "No, Jimmy, Oh God No." She shrieked in her first orgasm. "I Know Sissy. I know,"" I tried to comfort her as she contorted against me. I took my time, enjoying every sensation as I moved inside her. She felt so perfect... This felt so perfect. My left hand felt down to her tender V until I found her exposed clitty and lightly massaged it as I began further sliding in and out of her. I had found paradise again and I didn't want to leave, as my cock throbbed with the perfection of this moment. There was a melody of moans that filled the air as we sought the ultimate sexual fulfillment. This was her... she had initiated our coupling. She whimpered "Oh Yes, Oh God, You made me cum, huh, Uh, Oh, so good, Ohhhhh, Huh, Unggg, Huhh, Oh., Ohhh so good, Yes, Yes, Oh my goodness, Ohhwwwww. As she moved forward so that my chest no longer against her back, she turned and laid on her back while raising her leg. I reached up and held her knee as I leveraged the easy access pistoning out of the buttery folds of her honey pot. She was so hot and moist and sticky... As we continued our unabashed fucking, the covers had now been pushed away until there was nothing left but our exposed nakedness. We were now animals seeking fulfillment. My rod was lathered in her goo as it moved in and out of her sweetness. I slid my arms around her, fully embracing her and fondling her wonderous Ta-Tas. The rhythm continued as I moved ever closer to climax. "Ha ha ha ha... Come on me baby, come all over me... You're so beautiful... Ohhhh... I love you... I love you soo..." Then I rolled and leveraged her onto her stomach so that I could have complete access. I picked up the pace of my rhythm with both arms to her sides as I lunged with long, deliberate strokes. Ash seemed to relax and enjoy the sensations as I did my work. "Oh Jim-mmeee," as she spread wide the base of her hips and legs giving me complete access to the deepest part of her sex. "Oh, Yeah, OH, Yeah. I'm gonna cum. I'm Gonna come for you Baby.. I'm gonna cum." She pushed her arms up, raising her torso, causing my libido to boil. I pulled her up to me and held her chest as I sucked the nape of her neck. "Oh, Oh,Oh Bay, Bay, Baby," as I percolated until the first jet of cum shot into her womb. "Unnnggghhh, oh, oh, oh., Babydoll." Shot after creamy shot pulsed forward and flooded her inner sanctum as we copulated in utter bliss. In the seconds that followed, I fell forward exhausted onto her back, which forced her down, feverishly I kissed her sweat glistened back. Tasting the saltiness of her perspiration, "Unbelievable Baby... You own me Baby... You own me..." ------- The phone rang waking me from my slumber. I looked at the time on the phone, which read 12:03pm. "Hello," I answered. "Jim, This is Big Daddy... I just wanted to check in and make sure you and Ashley are OK." (Jim) - "Big, the power is out, so I built a fire and we're in the living room... It's not too bad in here. I fixed us some breakfast..." (Big) - "I'll come pick y'all up. We've got power here." (Jim) - "No, we're fine... I don't want you getting out in this mess." (Big) - "Boy, you don't know how long something like this will last. It stopped snowing, but we were watching TV and they're showing the power was out in a lot of places, so it might be a while before they get out your way. I'll get over there to pick you up in a little while. "The last thing I need is for you to get out in this mess and have something happen," I respectfully admonished. "I'll tell you what. I'll wait 'til they clear the road and then we'll come over there and stay. 'Cause I don't want you and Gramms worrying." (Big) - "OK, but I'm going to call here in a little while and make sure y'all are alright and if I have to I'm going to come pick you two up and bring you here myself. It'll be getting dark around 5pm." (Jim) - "OK, if we don't have power by 4pm, We'll come over there." Big was satisfied and so he hung up. Ash had woken up and sat up where she had pulled the blanket up around her. "So we're going to be heading over there?" (Jim) - "Looks like it... Most likely." She got up with one of the blankets wrapped around her and headed over to the window of the living room where she peered out, "Wow... there must be a foot of snow out there... It's beautiful." (Jim) - "Not as beautiful as what I see in here." Ash looked at me with a swooning smile, "Well I'm going to need to go get cleaned up and dressed." (Jim) - "I'm sure the hot water is out, let me go run some water in the tea kettle and boil it and you can put it in the sink and run some water to take a warm sponge bath." Ash agreed as I got up and put my lounge pants, shirt, and slippers on and went through the cool, draughty hall that led to the kitchen where I filled the kettle. When I got back to the living room, Ash had put her sleepwear back on and was laying back down as I stoked the fire, threw another log on, adjusted the rack and placed the tea kettle on it. I then headed upstairs to my bedroom to retrieve my battery powered stereo and then headed back to the living room. I tuned it into our local AM radio station where they were talking about this being the heaviest snowstorm we had had in over a decade. They were urging older and younger people to stay home throughout the day, but informed the public that city trucks were out scraping the roads and the power company was doing everything it could to restore power as quickly as possible. Seems the power was out in nearly a quarter of the city and mainly out where we lived. I went and put on a pair of jeans, boots, a t-shirt, a hoodie, a pair of gloves, a heavy jacket and headed outside to assess the situation. It looked pristine outside. The clouds were rushing away and being replaced by bright crystal blue clear sky. The temperature was in the upper 20s. It was breezy, but very quiet other than the wind and a few birds rustling around. I didn't see any obvious reason that the power would be out, but there was certainly a ton of snow on the ground. My car was completely covered along with the driveway. First I cleaned off my car, which was sitting in the driveway, and then I went into the garage and got out the wide based snow shovel that we kept for just such occasions and went to work. After about an hour of shoveling, I had removed enough snow so that I was going to be able to get my car out. I backed the car up to where I would be able to drive forward when the snow plow came by. When I was finished, I went back inside to see that it was now after 2pm. Ash came into the cozy confines of the living room where she reached over and picked up some hot chocolate, "Here you go lover." "Thanks Darlin." I'd rather spend another night here with you, but I don't want Big sending the posse after us," I chuckled. I better go get ready, because I don't see any way that they're gonna get the power back on before dark. Smiling at me, "Yeah, I guess we won't be going on any date. " (Jim) - "Oh, Yes ma'am, We're going on that date." We sat around and each of us took turns going upstairs and packing an overnight. Yeah, we couldn't keep away from one another. Yeah we'd make out a little. Yeah, I was copping a feel of Ash when I could get the chance. But for the most part we behaved ourselves knowing we were headed to the grandparent's house. The fire in the living room dwindled over the next while, until a little after 3:30pm it was nearly out. " The phone rang around that time and I answered, "Jimmy, this is Mama, are you two alright." "Yeah, we're OK." (Mama) - "Good, I just called and spoke to Daddy and he said you two were going to be heading over there if the power didn't come back on." (Jim) - "We were getting ready to head out now." (Mama) - "OK. Good. Make sure and go around the house and see that everything is off. There could be a power surge when the power does come back on." "OK Mama, I didn't think about that." (Mama) - "Just make sure you lock everything up tight." (Jim) - "OK." "And Jim..." "Yeah Mom." "You can drive my car over there. My spare keys are in the my room in the top drawer of my dresser. My car has all wheel drive... just be careful going over there." (Jim) - "OK." "Jimmy... I love you... You be careful... and tell Ashley to please call me when you get to Daddy's, OK..." "OK Mom and I love you too," I hung up the phone and went and got Ash and told her we'd be driving my mother's Audi over to the grandparent's house. We packed the car and I called Big Daddy at 4pm to let him know we were on our way. ------- We spoke in the garage as we sat in the mother's car warming it up, "Jim, we're going to have to be good at Gramm's and Big Daddy's OK. We can't get caught messin' around." I leaned in and kissed Ash, "OK, I'll be good," as I pushed the button to open the garage door. I backed out until we were in the road and got the car pointed straight, taking my time as we headed out over the compacted snowy path. There were now kids out in the neighborhood running around enjoying the winter wonderland as the shadows grew long in the afternoon. There were some people and cars out, but not many. The area looked desolate as we made the 10 mile journey to the other side of town where my Grandparents resided. Their house wasn't huge, but it was a comfortable 3 bedroom house in a very nice section of our old home town that they had made additions to over the years they lived there. It took twice as long to get there, even in very light traffic, because I was driving 25 to 30 miles per hour over snow covered icy road. After about 25 minutes, we finally arrived. It was still pretty bright outside as the sun glared off of the white snow covered house and yard. The windows were golden as the late afternoon sun shone against them. In the seat next to me, I noticed a change in Ashley's demeanor. She seemed a little withdrawn and obviously nervous. I could see that my grandfather was out in the sunroom, which had a nice fireplace for auxiliary heating. So he was obviously going to greet us there. I reached over and took Ash's hand. I leaned in and looked in her eyes. "You alright?" I asked with concern. Ash shook her head affirmatively and looked out the window before looking back at me, "Do I have any other choice? I'm just nervous going in here. Just make sure you cool your jets. OK?" "I sure would like a kiss," I smiled. "No way you dumbass," She chuckled. "Let's do this." And with that she turned briskly and opened her car door. She reached into her backseat and grabbed her travel bag and I grabbed my back pack and we made our way to the sunroom entrance where my grandfather was stoking the fire. "Hey kids," he greeted us joyfully as he came up and put his arm around each of us. "We're getting ready to have dinner. Y'all go put your things in your rooms and come on back down." Each of us had a room that we customarily stayed in when we visited, so we knew where to take our belongings. We both were back down the stairs and out in the sunroom in a matter of minutes. This room was where my grandfather enjoyed having company. The sun had now almost completely disappeared and there was only a purplish hue that shone in the two corners of the room that had a southern exposure. My grandfather had friends that hunted and my grandmother was one of the best cooks I knew when she chose to do so. One of Big's favorite things to eat, especially on an occasion like this, is venison chili. Gramm's had made a big batch and we were having that with cheesy bread and an Italian salad. It was delicious as we sat out in this big open room with the fire crackling in the background. It almost has the feel of sitting outside. After we were through eating, my grandfather went inside and I followed him into the living room. He turned on the TV where the local news crew was out and about showing the effects of the snowstorm. They were saying that a quarter of the city's homes still didn't have power and it could take three days for the power to be restored in some places. "Well Jim, it looks like you're stuck with us. You can drive us into the office in the morning to check on things. OK boy." "OK sir," naturally that was no problem. We sat for a few minutes and then Gramm's came in. She looked overjoyed as she informed us. "I set up Monopoly in the Sunroom on the table. So you boys come on upstairs. I've got some cocoa going too." We joyfully followed orders and headed upstairs. I hadn't played Monopoly in years. I don't think any of us had, but it was certainly a fun family activity and i enjoyed the game. It took right at an hour and a half to play the game. Ash was the first out and then Gramms, before Big finally finished me off. When we were finished, Gramms brought out some ice cream and chocolate chip cookies. We sat around and conversed a little longer before Big informed us, "I'm gonna head on upstairs, "You two don't stay up all night. Remember Jim, we're going into the office at 9(am). I'll get you up at 8." "OK Big, I'll see you in the morning." "Good Night Big Daddy," Ashley added. Gramms said she was going up to bed too, as she took our cups and dishes and put them in the kitchen. Ash and I headed to the living room and watched some television. The Den area sits downstairs directly under our grandparent's bedroom. We tried to keep the sound down on the television so as not to bother them. There's a recliner and a couple of sofas in the room, which is about 15 feet by 20 feet in dimension. Ash sat in the recliner and I laid down on the sofa that sits at an angle to it. I looked at the TV, but really didn't pay attention. Ash was on my mind the entire time. I knew we couldn't/shouldn't do anything and so I kept to myself and minded my manners. I would look at Ash and she would catch me and give me a perplexed stare. Finally, I decided that I had had enough and decided to go to bed. It was getting close to 11pm when I went over and leaned down to peck Ash on the lips, "I'm going to head on upstairs, since I'm going to have to get up at 8(am)." As I rose up, Ash turned off the TV and as I made my way up the steps Ash followed. I didn't say anything. Babydoll Ch. 15 As we were heading upstairs to the bedroom area from the middle level of the house, she reached and pulled me to her and kissed me, before quietly whispering in my ear, not wanting anyone to hear. "I wish you could spend the night with me. I'm getting used to it. Is that terrible?" "No Baby, me too." I stopped in my tracks and leaned down, tilting Ash's face up to my own. I kissed her on the lips and pulled away, eyeing her carefully. "You could come with me." "No I can't," she chided. Ash had a look of consternation on her face and I knew I must have also. She belonged to me and she would always be mine. She knew how I felt. We were stuck. There was no way out. I didn't know what the future held. How could we be together. I wanted to run away with her, but it wasn't realistic. I enjoyed every moment with her. I was addicted, but I knew time was always running out and these moments of togetherness were fleeting. This made me want her even more. "We've gotta to be careful, Jim," Ash whispered in my ear. "One too many people know about us already... what if we got caught." "I know Baby." I grabbed her waist and pulled her to me and could feel the heat of the growing excitement. I stared into her baby blues, as we hugged tightly, not wanting to let go. There was a thrill as we felt one another in this taboo moment. I let my hands roam down Ash's slim back to the swells of her buns. My hands settled there as we pressed into one another in a full embrace. "I want you so bad Baby.. so bad... now and forever." I murmured, inhaling her essence. Ash sighed deeply as she pulled back, "You are impossible... so impossible... just go to bed..." she trailed off as she flabbergastedly exhaled, she lipspoke silently, "Go to bed." I replied with my own lipspeak, "Come see me," as I grasped at her hand. "Come sleep with me." I pulled her to me and whispered, "I want you tonight." Ash, without speaking a word, pulled away and headed up the steps to the upper level of the house where the bedrooms were located. I followed and entered the guest bedroom that I was accustomed to from spending time in this house while growing up. I entered the room and put on my sleepwear, which consisted of a t-shirt and lounge pants, and after tossing and turning for a while, I finally nodded off. I don't know what time it was, but I awoke to find a soft body snuggling back into my own. "Ash?" I leaned in and pulled her to me... "I didn't think you'd come?" It was crazy for her to be here with me... in bed with me... in the middle of the night with our grandparents down the hall, but I didn't care. I had my love where she belonged. The room was mostly dark, but a soft light filled the room from moon gleaming off the white of the snow outside creating a bluish hue. "I couldn't sleep... I shouldn't be in here. I kept tossing and turning. I don't know why I came. I'll go back to my room," her mind seemed all over the place." "Shhh... It's okay Baby. Just lay here a little while and then you can go back to bed. They're sound asleep." I reached my arms around Ash's sides and pulled her to me, "C'mere." She shifted back into me and cuddled into my embrace. I enveloped her softness and heat and the world seemed a warmer place on this frozen night. "What time is it Baby?" "It's 1am," she responded as she sighed. Anymore, I was always overwhelmed by Ash's presence. Whether I was happy or sad, elated or in a moment of despair, my mind and my thoughts fell back to her . How was I going to deal with her not being around ran through my mind. "I want you to come back to school with me Ash. I want you to ditch this place. I want you with me." "Shhh... You're being ridiculous Jim." "I need you Baby... I always need you," I practically whimpered. "Shhh... just hold me... don't ruin the moment..." she trailed off, as she nuzzled her neck back into the pillow. "You'll always be mine, Ash, you know that... And I'm yours whenever you want me." I promised. No words needed to be spoken as her nightshirt rose above her hips giving me access to her soft waist as we lay in that familiar position - in love in bliss. I was becoming excited and fully awoken as Ash seemed to be relaxing in an opposite manner than my own. In the dark, I gazed down at Ash as I slid my hand down and tendrilled it on her hip, kissing her head as I allowed my hand to creep up under her shirt to her bare torso until I cupped her breast, kneading it and caressing it, feeling the nubbin of her nipple poking between my fingers. Ash turned over on her back as I fell to her side and we once again were kissing and in the full throes of sexual desire. I was now fully aroused again, feeling myself flush. I moved down Ash's body, "Raise up a little," I whispered, pulling her cotton panties with me, kissing her stomach down to the furrow of her sex. Once there, I allowed my tongue flick and lap her labial opening, tasting her feminine essence. I held her buns in my hands as I licked up with my foretongue, before probing with the back tongue. As I continued for moments that seemed an eternity, I could feel her legs shift around my head and shoulders. "Ohhh... so good, Jimmy," she writhed, while attempting to be as quiet as possible. I just wanted to give her the same pleasure she'd always given me. I owed it to her. I spread her labia with my tongue, feeling her inner private area cling to my mouth as I French kissed her pussy over and over again. I pulled up, "Yeahhh. Remember this?" as I deftly popped a finger into her little bung hole, causing her to flinch and contort up onto her elbows and jettison some of her juices onto my face. "You dirty boy," she bit her lip and then whispered, "You almost had me screaming there." I put my finger up to my lips, "Shhh..." I snickered, "Just relax Darlin." Ash held back her groans and grunts as best she could as her hips bucked and then she squirmed a multitude of times while she took the wild ride. It seemed like forever, but in reality it was only a few minutes. There was a point at which she just collapsed into her own satiety and at that point, I knew I needed my own fulfillment. I crawled up Ash's body and hovered over her. Staring into her eyes deeply. "Your so gorgeous Ash." I kissed her chin and then her forehead. My cock was bouncing off of the fur of her mons, as Ashley naturally wrapped her legs around my waist and slid up until I had found the entrance of her tunnel of love. I groaned as the cock head found and split the dewy petals of her flower.. One stroke and I had sunk balls deep. "Oh my, Ashley," I swooned. She was so slick and buttery hot that I could have melted in the moment, "Baby, I'm not gonna last." I felt like I was flying as my climax arose to soar majestically over this beauty... this love. Ashley was encouraging me with undulations and grinding, persuading me to cum as she whispered. "It's okay, Baby, c'mon. Fuck me, Jimmy. God, you feel so good, fuck me!" As she grabbed my ass to pull me as deeply as possible, bucking her hips in time with my own thrusts, her mouth contorted into a vision of pure animalistic ecstasy. Cum burst from my balls and splattered the inner walls of her womb creating a most wicked sensation. I spasmed and convulsed as I felt every nerve in my body and saw flashes of pink and white light flashing in my vision. My conscious arousal was dominating my being as my slathered cock had to stop. I couldn't take it, but I wanted more, but each time I moved, I seized up. Was this sanity or insanity? At this time, I couldn't have felt any more alive. Finally the orgasm subsided and I rolled off and to Ashley's side. "I love you, Baby," I whispered. "I need you with me always. Let's run away. I want you forever." "Shhh... I love you, too Jimmy. It'll be okay. We'll be okay. I know it. We'll be alright." I was exhausted. I just had to close my eyes for a minute... Babydoll Ch. 16 Another direct continuation of this series. Hope to have the next one out before long. Once again, I appreciate the comments and feedback of the Babydoll series. The encouragement helps me move forward towards wrapping this story up. It takes a while to write these, because I want each to have meaning - I hope that they do. There may be certain chapters you like and others you don't. Please give the story a chance even if there may be something that doesn't suit your fancy. Isn't that the way all dramas work? I am trying to pull in all of your senses. Anyway, any likenesses or similarities of character are purely coincidental. Please read the previous chapters, if you haven't. This is a taboo topic, so I know that it is offensive to some. The material is erotic to me because it is forbidden in society. In no way do I condone such activity. This is purely fantasy. Hope you enjoy the fantasy. ------------------------ "Rise and Shine Boy." My Grandfather bellowed, as he shocked me awake with the hall light shining behind his dark figure. It was almost as if God had come to visit. "What time is it?" I questioned in a state of anxiety, startled awake, wondering if the past night had been a dream or had really happened. I knew that it had happened, but in the state I was in there was no wonder I was questioning it all. (Big) - "7:30am. We're gonna leave in an hour. OK?... I'll have ya some coffee and something to eat when you get downstairs. You go getcha a shower and get ready." I went and took a 15 minute hot shower. I'd had enough sleep, but I was wondering about Ash. She had obviously gotten out of my bed. Thank God she had done that. What if we had gotten caught. Man-oh-Man alive, to think of the bad consequences that would have come along with that. I would have been hung alive by Big. After getting out of the shower, I went and got dressed in a pair of jeans and a sweater that I had brought with me. It didn't take long to get dressed and I was a little frustrated by having my grandfather wake me up so soon, because we had plenty of time to get to his office before 9am. I decided to go check on Ash in her room, but she wasn't there. I wondered where she could be. I headed to the kitchen thinking maybe my grandfather had woken her also. As I entered the kitchen, Gramm's was standing up at the stove finishing the breakfast meal she had prepared while Big read the paper. Big spoke, "Sorry to get you up so soon Boy. There's still a lot of snow on the ground and I wanted us to take our time getting to the office." "That's OK Big, I Understand," I hoped he didn't notice my hesitant tone of response. Gramm's queried, "Why'd you leave your sister downstairs to sleep. I went downstairs when I woke up and she was asleep down there with the television on." "She does that sometimes," I didn't want to bother to carry on further. Gramm's seemed as though she was going to continue with something, but decided not to. She brought me a plate of scrambled eggs, sausage, and toast. There was already coffee and orange juice on the table. It had been a long time since I had had a formal breakfast. There were so many things I was no longer accustomed to. I had found such a comfort level with the strangeness in my life that normal accepted patterns of behavior now caused me to feel a certain level of apprehension. My grandfather had the news on the television in the dinette area of the kitchen, while he was finishing up his coffee and reading the paper. The weatherman was saying that the temperature would gradually rise into the mid to upper thirties, but would drop back below freezing after dark and into the mid twenties over night. This meant that we would definitely need to get what we needed to get done before nightfall and that we would definitely be spending the night at the grandparent's house again. When I had finished my breakfast, I made out like I was going to head upstairs to finish getting ready, but instead I made my way downstairs to see Ash. She was under a blanket and a comforter on the sofa as I approached. I leaned down and kissed her forehead. She awoke a little startled as she looked at me, "Jimmy, you've gotta stop." (Jim) - "I'm sorry, I just wanted to say good bye." (Ashley) - "I know, but we're gonna get in trouble.. we gotta chill." ------------------------- As we left the house around 8:15am, the temperature read 27 degrees on the thermometer. There was a blue hue on the ground casted by the shadows as they reflected the early morning light. The sky was a brilliant light blue with an amber orange horizon revealing the new day's sun. Big had me drive his Cadillac. There was a definite icepack on the road, but as we turned onto the highway to head into town, there was more traffic and this had created a groove of pavement, which allowed more traction. I concentrated and took my time as my grandfather, sitting in the passenger's seat, made a few calls to his partners on his cell phone letting them know that he was heading into the office to check on things. We pulled into the office parking lot around 8:45am. We were the first and only people to arrive and walk into the building on this morning. Walking by the receptionist area, we saw that there were several messages that needed to be answered. I walked with Big to his office where he proceeded to sit down and take on the task of checking the messages. People have said that his success was attributable to the personal attention and detail he gives to his partners and clients. Once he had someone on the line he needed to converse with, he placed his hand over the phone transmitter and told me, "Jimmy, this is going to take a while, you can use Linda's desk. If you get a call, please take a message and tell them I will get back with them." "Yes sir," I responded as I headed out to the receptionist Linda's area. I had my own password that had been set up for the computer network, so I just got on the internet and messed around, while I took a few phone calls. It was a couple of hours before Big came around the corner to check on me. He must have known I was pretty bored, "Jim... I've got a few more things I want to get done here. You wanna go pick us up some lunch?" "Sure," I nodded. "You just be back in a couple hours. Here's some money." He handed me a $50 bill. "You keep the change... and thanks for coming back up here with me this morning." He headed back towards his office, "Just bring me a soup and half sandwich." I grabbed my jacket from my chair and put it on as I headed out. My hometown is like any other. You understand what it's like in Downtown areas in a city. They want to keep business going even in adverse weather conditions. These are the first streets that get scraped in the city. It had warmed up around noon to the point that the pavement was wet, but free of most of the snow, because of the salt-brine they had laid down before and after the storm and they had scraped the area. I headed to the square and the Downtown Deli. This was as close to a New York Deli as you could imagine. Maybe because the guys that owned it were from Brooklyn. They were always open no matter what and they were friends of the family. I had time to burn, so I decided to walk around the square. There wasn't a whole lot going on, but a few of the shops were open. One shop caught my eye and spurred my thoughts. 'Yeah... Yeah,'" I thought and I went in. I can't tell you what I did, because it would spoil the surprise, but it was perfect. This would be really nice. I finished doing a little shopping at the stores and put everything in the trunk before heading over to the deli to pick up lunch and then back to the office. Getting into the car, I relaxed back in the big Caddy seat and made a few phone arrangements for my date with Ash. I gambled that everything would work out the way I was arranging. I still had a few details to iron out, but let's just say my awesome imagination was working overdrive. Those phone calls only took a few minutes and my provisional plans were set. I still had time to make a few calls I knew I needed to make. I decided to call Jill first. I dialed the number and she picked up on the second ring, "Hey Jim... I love you." "I love you too," I felt compelled to respond as she had seemed so worried in her tone. (Jill) - "Listen... I'll be back to school on the 4th. School doesn't start back until the 16th, but I'm missing you after a few days and I've still got a week to go... When I get back, I don't want us to get out of bed for that next week, except when we have to... OK.. I miss waking up next to you in the mornings. I miss talking to you. I miss not having you around me. How about it? I'm sorry if I'm getting on your nerves, but I need you." "OK," was all I could muster feeling bad about my infidelity and Jill's plight of need. "How about I pick you up at the airport on the 4th." I was scared. Scared of this devotion that Jill had given me. The way that she was always there for me. I did love her, but I was drawn to Ashley like a drug... Jill continued to talk, but I had a hard time paying attention, because all I could think about were the impending choices that would have to be made. In the back of my mind, I was thinking that this wasn't going to work out, but I couldn't break this lovely girl's heart. We talked for a few more minutes, before I told her that I was back at the office and needed to go inside. She seemed sad that I was having to go, but I needed to call Ashley. I thought to myself, "Man, I should have called Ash first.' After I got off the phone with Jill, I dialed Ash's number with a trembling hand. She picked up on the third ring, "Hello." (Jim) - "Ash, you by yourself?" (Ash) - "Yeah." (Jim) - "Where's Gramm's?" (Ash) - "Upstairs." (Jim ) - "Good, your alone... I've got an idea." (Ash) - "What?" (Jim) - "We'll go to the cabin up in the mountains for New Year's... I'm going to tell Big that I'm going skiing." (Ash) - "What?" (Jim) - "That's where we'll go for our date." (Ash) - "I dunno." (Jim) - "I'm going to tell him when I get back to the office. He sent me out for lunch." (Ash) - "Oh." (Jim) - "You just need to call one of your girlfriends and tell them to cover for you." (Ash) - "I hate lying." (Jim) - "It's no biggie." (Ash) - "Yeah, but what if the whoever I ask to cover asks me what I'm up to." (Jim) - "Tell'em just to cover and not worry about the reason." (Ash) - "I dunno." "Please," I pleaded. (Ash) - "OK. I'll try, but what do I tell Big Daddy and Gramms." (Jim) - "Tell'em the girl that you will be staying with." (Ash) - "Yeah, but stuff like this always backfires on me." "It'll be alright..."Please. Just do it," I insisted. "I'll see you in a little while. OK." (Ash) - "OK." (Jim) - "Bye. I love you. I miss you." It was Friday afternoon. If all worked out, Ashley and I would be making our journey in two days on Sunday... New Year's Eve... a special day for us. I got out of the car and headed into the office, Big was still on the phone. I had gotten him a pastrami and Swiss on rye and a bowl of corn chowder that I sat on his desk. I got an Italian grinder. That deli makes the best Italian grinders in the world. I went out and got us a couple Cokes, before I headed back into Big's office where he was no longer on the phone. "Good choice on the lunch Jimmy," he smiled as he took a bite of his sandwich. "Thanks. I remember that's what you've eaten in the past," as I sat at the seat across from his desk and took a bite of my own sandwich. "I'm pretty much done here. We'll head on back home after we're done eating. I'm sure the girls miss us." I smiled nervously thinking about the unintended innuendo of such a statement, as I thought about there being no time like the present to ask what I needed to ask. "Big, it looks like the weather's clearing up... I talked to Rob and Dave and they were thinking about going skiing on New Year's Eve and New Year's day. Do you mind if I use the cabin?" "I was hoping you'd spend New Year's Eve at the club with us Jim," he had a little disappointed look, "but I know you'd like to spend some time with your friends and I want you to. I'll get you the keys when I get home... no wild parties though, OK." I nodded affirmatively, "Yes Sir. Just skiing. I'll take care of the place. You won't even know we were there." Of course you know I had lied. I hadn't spoken to those guys in person in a while. The lie was a necessary evil so that I could get what I wanted. I'd send them both e-mails to cover for me before we left. As Big finished swallowing another bite of his sandwich, "Jim, I don't care about that. I want you guys to have a good time." He smiled. "Oh well... I guess it'll just be your grandmother, your sister, and I..." He reminisced, "We always went to your house for Christmas and New Year's and now with all that's gone on, we'd hoped to spend time with you kids at least... but that's OK. The guys say that New Year's at the club is a blast." We both finished up our sandwiches and headed back to Big and Gramms' house. It was a little after 3pm when we closed up the office. The roads had pretty much cleared along the main highway and there were now more cars out. You know how it is after a snow storm. Most people have to get out no matter what. They get cabin fever for the sake of having cabin fever, not because they have been pent up in their homes. It was pretty obvious that the snow would clear up in the coming days. The weather forecast called for cold nights in the 20s, but highs in the 40s. The snow would stay on the ground, but the roads, even the secondary roads, wouldn't be a hindrance to me making a trip to the mountains. I couldn't stop thinking about my Babydoll... and then I'd think about poor Jill... and occasionally my infidelity. But really, who was I being disloyal to? My intent wasn't to hurt anyone. Circumstance is what had harmed us all, certainly not any intent. How was I going to make this all work out? We got back to the house and headed into the kitchen where Gramm's had obviously put something in the crock pot to cook. It smelled awesome. My grandmother was one of those old fashioned ladies who really knew how to take care of her family and that was her number one priority. Big and I headed into the living room where Gramms and Ash were sitting watching some afternoon soap. Gramms smiled upon seeing us and asked, "How was y'alls day?" "Pretty uneventful actually," Big responded. "How about yourselves." Gramms answered, "Well, nothing to do actually, so I cleaned and organized a little and Ashley helped. I've got some spaghetti going in the crock pot and I made a salad. I hope that's ok. Ashley and I've been sitting here watching the soaps... Is it bad out there?" As Big sat in his recliner, he answered, "It was a little treacherous this morning, but it's been melting all day... The main road's pretty clear, but they're saying it's going to refreeze after sundown." Gramms nodded affirmatively with understanding. "Speaking of which, Jim's wanting to go skiing over New Year and asked to use the cottage. I told him it would be alright... You do need to call your mother and let her know of course," he stated looking towards me. Gramms frowned slightly, "Ohhh... I thought we were going to the club together for New Year's Eve... I made reservations for four." I let her know, "Well I had a couple friends who want to go and so I said I would and since the cottage is near the slopes... I thought I'd ask." Big added, "Well, you girls and I will have a good time... won't we?" To my surprise and disappointment, Ash grinned and nodded yes. I wondered what was up with that. Was she backing out on me? I was perplexed and I am sure some disappointment showed on my face. "It's no big deal Jim," Gramms responded, "hopefully next year the whole family can be together again... Your grandfather and I are used to you being around for New Year's." It was all settled and so everyone sat quietly for a few. My grandfather picked up a book he had been reading, Ash and Gramm's continued watching the soap, and I sat there wondering why Ash hadn't told them she was heading out of town also. This went on for 15 minutes or so until I dismissed myself, "I think I'm going to go up to my room and take a nap." I looked at Ash with a confounded expression as I left the room. I went upstairs and listened to my walkman and must have dozed off. I had the weirdest dream of a wedding. The funny thing was that Ash and I were the ones at the altar and it seemed as though I was ready to say I do, when Jill starts screaming. 'You can't... you can't... you can't do this... please... please... please.' Suddenly I woke up and Ashley was standing in the doorway. It was dark, "Hello... Hello... Hey sleepyhead, wake up. It's time for dinner." "What time is it?" I wondered all confused. "A little past 6 o'clock," she answered, "You must have been pretty tired." "Will you come here." I begged. "No. Come on. They're waiting," she admonished and turned, scurrying away quickly. Now I was mad. Why was she doing this? I was going to be pissed during dinner. I laid in the bed ruminating in my anger wondering why Ash was acting standoffish and whether all was for naught. I thought we had an agreement. After a few minutes, I figured I better get down to dinner before Big came to bug me. I headed downstairs and entered the kitchen where the smell of tomatoes and garlic wafted through the air. I could see through the venetian doors that everyone was in the sunroom. I headed on out where everyone was sitting at the table. "I was getting ready to come getcha boy... are you ok?" Big predictably admonished. (Jim) - "Yeah Big, I was just tired and needed the nap." "Well have a seat," He encouraged. I sat with nary a word being spoken as the pasta bowl was passed. As I looked out of the corner of my eye, I caught Ash with a nervous grin. Next the Spaghetti sauce was passed, then the salad and finally the bread. Big chortled, "It's nice having y'all here. We don't eat this well normally. Your grandmother is a great cook, isn't she?" "Yes sir, she certainly is and always has been," I responded as I began to dig in. Big had even opened a bottle of Chianti and had poured us all a glass. We must have been eating for 15 minutes or so when Ashley's phone rang. She looked at the phone. Oh it's Amber... you don't mind if I get this do you?" "No Ashley, you go on ahead and take it," Big replied. Ash dismissed herself from the table as we continued to eat. A few minutes later she came back to the table. "Big Daddy, Gramms, Amber has asked me to join her and some friends on New Year's Eve at her house for a party." "I dunno Ashley," Gramms responded. "Ashley, I thought you'd be coming to the club with us," my grandfather feigned interest. "I don't want you out gallivanting. You're still a young girl." "Would you like to speak with Amber," Ash countered. "OK," Gramms put out her hand to take the phone and Ashley gave it to her, "This is Ashley's grandmother. She says you've invited her to a party at your house." Gramm's listened for about a minute before speaking, "It's just a slumber party... ok... yeah... your parents will be there... oh... yeah... ok... ok..." Gramms handed the phone back to Ashley and sat in contemplation. She nodded in the affirmative, "OK Ashley... You're a grown woman. I just worry about you. I helped raise you when you were a baby. I'm not trying to be overprotective of you. I know your mother would let you do what you want. You don't need my permission," She smiled, "You go to your New Year's Party." Babydoll Ch. 16 Ashley smiled as she looked around the table, "Thank You Gramms..." Then she spoke into the phone, "OK, I'll see you New Year's Eve... OK in the afternoon." I know I felt excited and relieved, as if the weight of the World had been raised off of my shoulders. This was going to be awesome. I surely owed Amber one. Ash walked off to finish her conversation before returning to the table where we all finished up dinner. After dinner my grandmother pulled out the Scrabble board and we played a couple games. Gramm's even brought us some ice cream between the games. Around 10:30pm we finished the second game and my grandparents said they were heading up to bed. We all headed inside to the main part of the house after putting out the fire and closing up the sunroom. I headed down to the living room and turned on a movie. Ash went upstairs and changed into her pajamas - a thermal shirt and lounge pants. When she came back downstairs, she sat on the sofa across from me and laid down covering up with a blanket. Once she was comfortable that the grandparents were in bed for good and not coming back downstairs, she came to my sofa and snuggled up next to me before leaning in and breathing in my ear, "You thought I was bailing on ya, didn't cha." I half nodded, while looking in her eyes . "Well, that's alright, because I'm looking forward to our date... " She leaned in as we continued staring in one another's eyes before she initiated a deep sensuous kiss for a few seconds before pulling back, "I can't wait to go on a real date with you." We then made out for a few more seconds, before she pulled back again, "Now you be a good boy... let's be good and sit here and watch this movie and then go to bed." She had sprayed some of her vanilla perfume on and it was driving me bonkers. She came up against me, kissing my temple, as her breasts and then torso rolled up pressing against my shoulder and her hand grazed my swollen package. "Tonight and tomorrow night, we sleep alone, OK." My mind whirled and my libido growled. I was fully aroused and my heart was pounding to the point that I was emitting a cold sweat. Ash went back over to the other sofa and laid down to watch the movie. I couldn't take my mind off of her and definitely didn't give a damn about the movies. I just stared and studied her and occasionally she would glance my way with a provocative smile. I definitely wanted her. Now!! Ash soon fell asleep and I was beginning to nod off. It was around nearly midnight when I decided to head on up to bed. I went over and tried to wake Ash up to go to bed, but she was out. I didn't want to bother her, because she looked so peaceful lying there. I put another blanket on her to make sure she was warm enough. I gave her a kiss and turned out the lights, before heading up to bed. Though my mind raced with the thoughts of the day and the future, it didn't take long before I fell asleep. During the night, I once again had a dream of Ashley being my bride and Jill trying to stop the wedding. In this one, it continued with us standing at the front of the church my family has been members of all my life - although I hadn't been for a couple years. Jill was standing in the back of the church screaming, although I couldn't make out her words, as the pastor asked if I wanted to kiss the bride. I remember that I couldn't stop looking at Jill and wondering what she was trying to tell me... and then I awoke. It was pitch dark in the room and I don't know what time it was. I closed my eyes and went back to sleep. ------------------------- On Saturday morning I awoke naturally in silence. It was the first time since I had been home, well in my hometown, that I hadn't been awoken by a person, alarm clock, or phone. I was very comfortable lying under the down comforter that covered the bed. The light coming through the windows was very bright reflecting off the snow that covered the ground. I looked at the clock in the room, which read 9:38am. I could have laid in the bed longer, but something told me to get up and get moving, because the sooner that I got through this day, the sooner tomorrow would arrive. Anyway, I felt pretty good, having finally been able to get a good amount of sleep. Tomorrow was Sunday, the date of my destiny. The day of my long anticipated date with my lover, who just happened to be my sister. I wished that it could all start at that moment, but I needed to be patient. It would be here before I knew it. I had slept only wearing the typical lounge pants and t-shirt. I put on a sweater and a pair of socks, I didn't have a pair of slippers and I've never owned a robe in my life, and I wandered downstairs and into the kitchen where I saw that there was some coffee, so I poured myself a cup. There was also a pan of scrambled eggs and sausage links on a plate. I walked over and once again saw that my grandparents were hanging out in the sunroom, so I went and joined them. "Good morning." my grandmother said in a pleasant voice as I entered the sunroom. "Good morning." I replied with a good feeling in my head. Big was sitting in his favorite lounge chair reading the morning paper. He must have finished breakfast not long before, because there was an empty plate sitting on the glass dinner table. He looked up from his paper at me, "Jimmy, why do you keep leaving your sister to sleep downstairs." "She fell asleep during this movie and I tried to wake her, but she wouldn't budge, so I just covered her up and headed on up to bed." He shook his head, "OK... I don't know about her. She's got a bed upstairs." I confirmed, "Yessir." Gramms as a proper lady asked, "You saw the eggs and sausage in there. Would you like me to fix you a plate?" "You don't have to do that Gramms. I'll go get some in a little while. Thank You." She smiled, "OK. You can fix you some toast and there's some orange juice in the refrigerator. You fix it when you're ready." After about 15 minutes, I went inside and got some food. It was certainly nice in the sunroom and the view was tremendous with the windows to three sides and the sky windows above. The fireplace crackled in the background as I looked out at the snow surrounding us. As I was finishing up my food, Gramms spoke, "I know you have a big day planned tomorrow. We were hoping you'd go to church with us?" It was funny because I had a dream about the place the night before and now my grandparents wanted me to go the next day, How could I say no and disappoint my grandmother, "Sure Gramm's I'll go and I'm sure Ash will have no problem with it either." It was about 10:15am when I finished my food and took my dishes to the dishwasher. I was surprised that Ashley was not up. I could understand relaxing on a Saturday, but this would mean she had been asleep for 11 hours. I decided to go down and check on her. I headed down the steps to the living room where Ash was curled up facing the back of the sofa. I got down on my knees and lightly shook her, "Ash." (Ashley) - "Oh, it's you." she rolled over looking at me. "Can we go home." (Jim) - "I don't know if the power is back on... we can go see." "I just wanna be home," she opined. (Jim) - "OK. You get up and get ready and we'll go home and check things out, but I have to tell you that Gramms asked that we go to church with them in the morning." (Ashley) - "God Jimmy, we're leaving to go to the mountains." (Jim) - "I know, but I couldn't say no. It's alright." (Ashley) - "We're running out of time." "No we're not," I retorted, "We've got the rest of our lives." (Ashley) - "No. You're going back to school in a few days and we'll be separated again. We're running out of time and soon you'll realize that too." (Jim) - "I have to tell you that I'm thinking I'm going to break it off with Jill when I get back." (Ashley) - "No you're not." "Yeah, I think I am. I don't want to hurt her. It's you I want to be with," I reached in and hugged Ash. (Ashley) - "No you're not. No matter what you think now, this is just a fling." (Jim) - "Bullshit... I love you." "I love you too, but we can't be together, so this is just a fling," she said in a serious tone. "We're the same thing as fuck buddies." (Jim) - "No we're not dammit... don't say that. Don't ever say that." (Ashley) - "Yes we are... don't get mad about it. We just like to fuck each other." (Jim) - "I love you dammit. I'm in love with YOU dammit." (Ashley) - "Shhh... Lower your voice Jimmy. They're going to hear you." (Jim) - "OK... Go get dressed. We'll get out of here for a little while, but we've got to get back here and go to church in the morning, OK?" (Ashley) - "OK... don't be mad." I was fuming, "I'm not mad," but my crimson boiling blood was probably displaying the truth. Ashley got up and went upstairs and hung out with the grandparents while I took a shower. When I was finished she took her turn and then got dressed. The temperature had risen above freezing around mid morning and it was supposed to be in the low to mid 40s by the afternoon, but once again the temperature would be falling after dusk and it was expected to be in the upper twenties overnight. I let Big and Gramm's know that we were going to go home to the house and check on things. I also informed them that we'd be back to spend the night so that we could all go to church on Sunday morning. By the time Ashley was ready, it was a little past noon. It took about 15 minutes to get to our house where we arrived a little before 12:30pm. Once inside, I went and checked to make sure everything was ok and in its proper place. The power was back on but the house was very cold - around 60 degrees. I told Ash that we needed to pack what we were going to take to the mountains, because we would be leaving as soon as we could after church. She headed upstairs to get her things ready as I built a fire in an attempt to warm the house while we were there. After I had the fire lit, I proceeded up to my room to get my belongings for our trip. Of course, Ash and I couldn't stay apart and I kept finding excuses to steal kisses. At 1pm my cell phone rang and it was my mother, "Jim, I called Daddy and he said y'all had gone home to check things out... so is everything alright?" (Jim) - "Yeah, the power's back on, but it's about 60 degrees in here. It must not have come on too long ago." (Mama) - "Good... Daddy said you were going to the mountains tomorrow to go skiing." (Jim) - "Yes ma'am . Dave and Rob and I. I told Big and Gramms we'd go to Church and then I plan on heading out after that. Ash is going to a friend of her's house for New Year's Eve." (Mama) - "Oh... Good. You can drive my car if you like. It's great in bad weather. Just make sure the house is secure when y'all leave." "OK Mama, I'll lock it up tight... and thanks for letting me borrow your car... are you having a good time down there?" She seemed pleased that I asked and she said she was having a blast. She said that they were going out to a big event at CNN Center that night. She proceeded to tell me how well Jan was doing and how happy she was she had made the trip. I let her know that I loved her as I hung up the phone and then I went and handed the phone to Ashley so that they could speak. I finished packing in my room and took my bags down and placed them in the car trunk before proceeding back into the living room, which had warmed considerably from the fire I had built. Ash came down the steps around 1:30pm with a carry on and a suit case, "OK, I'm packed." (Jim) -"You can put it in the car trunk." "OK," she responded as she went into the garage. The room was nice and toasty as Ashley reentered , "All done and ready to go," she exclaimed, smiling and vibrating as she walked to where I was sitting in front of the hearth on the quilt and pillow arrangement I'd gathered a few days before. "Thank you for bringing me home Jimmy." (Jim) - "Well, we needed to come check on things and get our things for tomorrow night... and I know you needed some space." Like a wanton child, she fidgeted as she asked, "Will you fix us some of that hot cocoa like you did the other day?" "Sure," I got up off the floor and went out to the kitchen where I gathered the tea kettle and other ingredients and in just a few minutes I was back in the living room. Ash was staring as I reentered the room and walked towards her and the hearth. "What?" I asked. (Ashley) - "I dunno. We just keep falling for one another. I just keep falling for you. You just keep coming back. I dunno." "Ash, I'm in love with you. Not as a sister... I can't get enough. You are my first... and my only. You know I need you. I am deeply and desperately and madly in love with you. You don't get that?" I arranged the tea kettle to boil and sat beside my Babydoll. I was so embarrassed and vulnerable about my feelings that I couldn't look at her, but she seemed bemused by my emotional state. She shook her head in a perplexed fashion, "I dunno... I dunno. This is not good." She laid down and propped her head on the pillow. "Lay down here with me Jimmy." I laid on my side facing her, stroking her hair, feeling every sense of my being come to the surface... the crackle of the fire above... the fresh smell of Ash's vanilla perfume... the exasperated, yet contented look on her face as we snuggled... finally consummated with a kiss. We made out for a few minutes until the kettle boiled. I mixed the cocoa in my famous way just as I always have, adding a shot of cream and a splash of chocolate liqueur. We sat back and enjoyed the delicious concoction in silence. (Jimmy) - "I'm glad to be here with you right now, but I can't wait 'til tomorrow night." (Ashley) - "Me neither. You've got things planned out." "Yep." She had no idea of the surprises I had in store." She slyly grinned, "I remember last year... It was so perfect... so wonderful." I reminisced about all that had occurred on that New Year's Eve. Heaven would be a day like that every day of your life. I wanted to get back there, but this time with just me and my Baby, no distractions. I was just enjoying the moment of having Ash in my presence with no one else around. No fear of anyone walking in. No worries of anyone penetrating our bubble. We finished the cocoa and settled back down. She was facing away as I held her lithe body and we fell into a blissful slumber. When I awoke, I saw that it was nearing 4pm. Ash continued to snooze as I held her. At one point she turned over and leveraged me until her head rested upon my chest. She lightly rested her hand upon my leg and rolled it up to the crotch of my pants before coming up to kiss me. (Jim) - "Your awake I see." (Ashley) - Yeah. (Jim) - "As much as I always want you. I want to wait until tomorrow night. Besides, we need to get back to Big and Gramm's soon." (Ashley) -" You are always full of surprises." "No. not really. I'd rather be with you all the time, the rest of my life with no clothes on, making love; but tomorrow is what I really want... to take you out and have you really be mine in this world. We're going to make our world a reality." And with that, I leaned in and we kissed as only Ash and I can kiss. The sparks of paradise were flying. ------------------------- It was around 4:30 pm when we headed back to the grandparent's house. We stopped to fill the car up with gas along the way and went to the drug store so that Ash could get some things she needed, if you know what I mean. It was around 5:15pm when we got back to the grandparents. Saturday night at Big's wasn't a new occasion. We had done it all our lives. Not every week mind you, but several times per year. Saturday night was steak night. Tonight wasn't any different. When we walked into the kitchen, there were a couple of huge T-Bone roasts, about two pounds each, laying out in a pyrex dish marinating. We wouldn't be eating until 7pm, so we all sat and chatted out in the sunroom. It was certainly a beautiful and relaxing environment as dusk turned to a starlit night. Gramm's brought the steaks to Big about 6:30pm and he and I stepped out back and grilled them for 20 minutes, while the girls readied the table, salad, garlic bread, and iced tea. When the steaks were ready, we brought them in and allowed them to rest for ten minutes before Big sliced them so that we could get the amount we wanted. They were a perfect medium rare. We sat around taking our time eating for about an hour. Savoring the deliciousness of all in a setting of comfort brought back feelings of the past that one doesn't take for granted. You have to remember that some of my earliest memories were of growing up as an toddler in this house. I had more of those memories than Ashley, since she was over a year younger than myself. After dinner we all sat back and relaxed for a while, before Gramms asked us if we would play Scrabble one more time. It was obvious how much she loved that game and she always smoked the rest of us when she played. Scrabble, Crosswords, etc., anything to do with words she was good at. She had been an English and Journalism major in college where she had met my Grandfather. The story goes that he met her in Freshman English and helped him edit his papers happily ever after and had been doing so ever since. They might snipe at one another on brief occasion, but in the end they were what most people would refer to as the perfect couple. Gramms brought us all cheesecake between the rounds of the game. We sat and chatted about the past and the future and then resumed round two of Scrabble. We played the second game, which Gramms won again making her 4 and 0 after the previous two nights. Once again when the game was finished, we found ourselves at 10:30pm. That was the time of night my grandparents liked to head to bed. My grandfather was always an early riser, saying that he got his best work done early - 'the early bird gets the worm' type; the prototypical self disciplined military man where he had spent 4 years between high school and college. I on the other hand obviously didn't have that kind of discipline. Look at the mess I had gotten myself into. Gramms let us know, "We'll be leaving for Church at 10:30am. So I need you two to get up at 9am... I think you can be ready by then can't you Ashley," she said in a motherly insistent tone knowing how Ash could dawdle about getting ready. ------------------------- On Sunday Morning I awoke at 9am with a sense of excitement and anticipation. Church would begin at 11am and would be over by 12:15pm, since we were having communion. We'd be back home a little after 12:30pm and have a light lunch. My hope was to get on the road by 2pm at the latest for the 2 hour ride to the cottage. I went downstairs where Gramms had pancakes and Link sausage awaiting. Ash came down the steps not long after. I felt as though I was beaming. It was obvious with Gramms, "Good Morning, you sure do look happy this morning. " I kissed her on the cheek, "I feel pretty good. I slept pretty well." Ash on the other hand seemed a little reserved as she sat at the table. It was apparent that she had already taken her shower, which was a good thing, because we'd only have an hour to get ready when we were finished with breakfast. Gramm's served everyone their plates. Big, of course, was wrapped up into the middle of the sports section of the newspaper. He had obviously been up a while. After Breakfast, I went and got ready, putting on my blue suit with red tie and wing tips. My grandparents smiled as I reentered the sunroom a little past 10am. "Boy, you sure look dapper this morning," Gramms chimed as I took a seat in one of the rockers to await our departure. My grandparents were already dressed and Ash was the only one left to wait on. She entered the room at a quarter after and we all relaxed waiting for 10:30am. She looked very nice in her blue blazer, white oxford, and tan skirt. She wasn't wearing anything she had to work too hard at, but she certainly looked elegant to me. Of course, we left promptly on schedule and arrived at church at 15 'til. By the time we entered the chapel and had our seats, it was 10 'til and we chatted with the fellow members sitting around us until the organist started up at 5 'til. One thing is certain. The ritual hadn't changed since I had been gone. Babydoll Ch. 16 The sermon in Church was about the upcoming year and the future. Pastor Bob talked about the name "January" coming from the Roman god Janus, the god with two faces, one looking to the past and the other looking to the future. That certainly had me reflecting upon my life. He said that this was the time of year for one to think about the purpose of their existence and that is why we make resolutions to come to terms with mistakes of the past and to take action to resolve how we will promise to lead a better life going forward. That does not mean that we would succeed, because being human means that we are never perfect. It is the effort that brings us closer to the divine. Wrapping it all up, he told everyone to be careful and enjoy themselves, because you only have so many New Years to celebrate in a lifetime and each one should be cherished. After the sermon, we sang another hymn, passed the offering, and then had communion. During communion Ashley walked down the aisle in front of me. It was hard for me to take my eyes off of her sexy bottom sashaying forward towards the alter without thinking about the plans that laid ahead that evening. I was paranoid wondering if anyone caught me stealing those wandering glances. It would only be a matter of hours until we were completely alone. I was happy to return to the pew and sit down because my libido was becoming excited. The last thing I'd ever want was to have an erection in church. We sang one more hymn and the service was finally over. We began to make our way down the aisle where Pastor Bob was greeting the congregation on the way out. Big and Gramms made a little small talk before reintroducing us to the pastor I hadn't seen in two years. Pastor Bob told Ash and I how good it was to see us and how he had missed us and for us not to be strangers, "This is your family's church and has been long before I became the pastor here and I certainly want it to stay that way." Big and Gramms kept chatting it up with everyone. Several friends of the family, who were members of the club, were saying they would see them later on. A couple folks offered them rides. And Jill and I saw our share of old high school acquaintances. I thought I kept up a good front, but I was growing antsy by 12:35pm. I just wanted to get to my Grandparent's house so that we could eat lunch and get on our trip. It seemed like an eternity before we finally got to the car and got to the house. ------------------------- By the time we got back to Big and Gramms' house it was nearly 1pm. Everyone went upstairs and changed out of their Sunday clothes into something more casual. When Ash emerged from her room, she had a pretty girl next door look in her pink cashmere sweater and Levi's. Gramm's had prepared a light Sunday lunch of sandwiches and chips and we all sat around and relaxed for a little while and ate. When we finished it was getting close to 2:00pm. I winked at Ash at one point when no one was looking and I think she must have read my mind. "I think I'm going to hit the road Big. I wanna get to the cottage before dark." "Oh, Ok Jim," he replied. Jill chimed up, "Can you give me a ride to Amber's?" as she smiled nervously. "Sure, you got your stuff." Big and Gramms were half paying attention as Gramms arranged things in the kitchen and Big continued reading the Sunday paper. (Ash) - "I put it in the car yesterday. Let me go to the bathroom and get my pocketbook." This was going off without a hitch. I went to Gramms and gave her a hug, "Thanks for letting us hang out over here the last few days." "Wish you were around here all the time my Jimmy Boy," she replied as she kissed my cheek. I went up to Big as he put down the paper, "I'll see you in a couple days. Thanks for all you do Big Daddy." He reached for his wallet and pulled out a couple $100 Bills, "You have fun boy... and don't go getting hurt on no damn skis." "I won't." I answered as I took the money and gave him a hug. Ashley came down and gave her hugs and kisses and then we headed for the car. As we pulled out of the driveway, I smiled, "That was easier than I thought it would be. I have to admit I was nervous as shit." Ash reached over and held my hand, "Honestly, I wasn't nervous at all. I thought I would be, but I was ready to go." Then she pulled up to my side and insisted on a kiss through her body language. Her closeness stimulated me immensely as I thought about where we were headed. Before I knew it, we were a few miles outside of town, and on the highway that was the most direct route to the mountains. As we headed west, the sun shined brightly on its downward trajectory in the sky and reflected off the glistening snow. The amber hue of my sunglasses seemed to intensify the colors. I was definitely aroused and was feeling that good kind of uncomfortable as I adjusted myself while attempting not to draw attention to my predicament. As we left our home county, there was the distance sign that showed we were 75 miles from our destination. Ashley spoke, "This is nice," as she sighed and slunk back in her seat. In a déjà vu moment I thought back to giving my mother that ride home on Thanksgiving night... the paradox of having seen my Ashley together with that other guy and the anger I felt. And now it had all been explained away. Sure I was still a little unsettled about it, but I was at peace, because it was all on me. I owned the whole situation. The chickens that had come home to roost were all of my doing. As I glanced over at my sister, who seemed to be daydreaming, I thought about where I had seen that look before. She certainly did look like a lot like a younger version of our mother. Ash was sitting to my right in her bucket seat a foot away as we held hands in the center console. I didn't want to let go. "Babydoll, I wish we would have done this a long time ago." She turned her head, though I couldn't see her eyes through her sunglasses, "Shhhh! Let's not think like that." I felt a little emotional, "I'm truly so sorry for all the bad things that happened." She closed up until I could feel the swell of her breasts pressing against my arm, "We've got now don't we?" And then she kissed my cheek again and we pecked one another's lips before she rested her head on my shoulder. I needed to concentrate on the road as I felt so many emotions and my body shivered. ------------------------- An hour and a half later, we turned into the little town where the mountain cottage is located. We stopped at the grocery store to get a few things, before continuing to the cottage. It was nearly 4:30pm, when we got back in the car and started the final few miles of our journey. Along the way, I thought about the plans for the evening. The plans were perfect and everything had fallen into place. I was overwhelmed as I reminisced, "It'll be nice to get to the house. It's been a while since I've been up here... a couple years." Ashley stared into the distance, looking around, as we turned into the village where the cottage was located. "Yeah, I think that the last time I came up here was that Sunday, when we all came up here to eat lunch, when Big Daddy and Gramms were up here in August." I pulled the car into the driveway and parked, leaning forward I placed a hand on Ash's thigh and stroked it, "Well, we're here. Let's go inside and turn the heat up and then I'll come back out and get our things." I felt like a newlywed as we made our way up the path and inside. The house is a beautiful wooden structure that is sort of reset into the mountainside with a covered porch that runs all around it. The side where we parked is level to the house and leads up to the covered porch entry. The backside has full southern exposure and a balcony deck with the most beautiful view of the town below and the cities in the far distance. It was definitely cold inside, but not ridiculously so. It wasn't going to take long to warm the place up. My grandfather has one of the local real estate people maintain the property. As I said, this property gets a lot of use from friends and associates of my Grandfather. I went to the wall and turned the thermostat up to 70 degrees and then went to the fireplace in the living room and proceeded to build a fire with the wood and kindling that were neatly in place on the hearth. Ashley excused herself to the bathroom as I made a couple trips back outside to gather our belongings. Long shadows had begun to settle into the evening as I walked down the pathway to the car. We weren't staying long, so we didn't have much besides the groceries and the overnight bags containing my suit I would be wearing this evening and whatever Ash had packed. After walking back in with our groceries, Ash came along from the kitchen where she had poured us a couple of Cokes. She then asked, "Did you bring some weed?" (Jim) - "Yeah... a little." Ash smiled showing her pearly whites as she clasped her hands, "Oh goodie... can you roll one up?" (Jim) - "I already have." I went over to my overnight and pulled my cigarette holder out and opened it up and pulled out one of the six joints that it retained inside. "Darlin, I'll let you have the honors," as I handed the joint and a lighter I pulled from the bag to Ash. She lit it up and took a drag, inhaling it like a connoisseur before slowly exhaling the smoke through her mouth; she then passed the joint back to me. We smoked until half the joint was gone before Ash informed, "that's enough for now," and she came up and pecked me on the lips. "Are you ready for tonight?" (Jim) - "Yes... Are you?" "I am now," she beamed. "I'm going to head upstairs to the bedroom and get ready... I'm gonna need some time. (Jim) - "OK Baby... I'm going to go get ready myself." As Ashley headed upstairs to get ready, I grabbed my suit bag and headed to the guest bedroom. There's a main bathroom that I used for a little sponge bath and brush my teeth before changing clothes. While I was in the guest room changing back into my navy blue suit, red tie, and brown wing tips that I had worn earlier to church, I shook my head, thinking of all of the memories that had led up to this moment. As I looked in the mirror, I thought about how the suit definitely made me look older. I was definitely a man now. It took me 20 minutes to get dressed for the evening and then I headed downstairs. While I was downstairs, I arranged a playlist on the CD player in the living room for setting the mood for later in the evening. It was now dark outside and so I went around the lower level of the house and set the lights. When I finally had everything arranged, I sat on the sofa and lit the joint that we had half smoked and finished it off. Of course, the longer I waited the more anxious I became. There was basically nothing left to do other than to wait on Ash. I shuddered with nerves as I was forced to wait patiently for my lovely to emerge. ------------------------- Finally, I heard the door to the master bedroom open and watched as Ash, stunning in her shimmering silver cocktail dress, walk down the steps towards me. I later learned that it was called a corset dress. It was form fitting, accentuating all of her curves and showing her beautiful legs covered by the neatest pair of gray lace up boots that came up just below her knees. The sheer stockings along with the boots would protect her lower body from the cold of the winter evening. "My liebchin. You are so lovely... so beautiful... You know how special I want this night to be. You're so amazing... so special," I was compelled to express as I leaned in and tasted her ruby painted lips. She paused for a moment, "Well, you look sharp as a tack in that suit." I reached in the pocket of my blazer and pulled out the small jewel box that I was saving for a surprise. "Here, I bought this for you." Ash had a surprised look on her face, "What is that?" she questioned as her eyes opened wide with surprise. I held the box in my clutching left palm and proceeded to pull it open. Inside the box was a Diamond and Sapphire wedding ring that I had found at the pawn shop on Thursday when I had devised these plans. "Oh my God. It's beautiful. But why?" "Well, you are my wife," I smiled. Her eyebrows crinkled into a state of bewilderment at what I had just said. "Don't say that. You mustn't say that." Well, I made the reservation under the name Jameson and I don't think they need to know that you are actually my sister. A little perturbed, she mocked emphatically bobbing her head, "Yeah... they certainly don't need to know that." I smiled as I took the ring from the box and slipped it on her finger. 'Wow,' I was amazed at how the ring fit perfectly. It was the first one that caught my eye and it had seemed like it would fit - little did I know how perfectly. I had slipped into Ash's room on that morning and grabbed one of her inexpensive rings from her dresser. I was a little worried about this $395 ring not fitting, but like everything else it was perfect. "Are you ready to go? Our reservation is for 8pm." I asked. Ash handed me her elegant gray trench coat and I helped bundle her up as she wrapped a black and white plaid scarf around her neck. The temperature on this clear winter night, in the mountains, was in the upper twenties and the stars were out in all their glory as we walked to the car. I walked around the car with Ash and opened the door for her to get in. She thanked me as she sat and swung her legs into the floorboard, relaxing back as I walked around to get into the driver's side. Who wouldn't have noticed how magnificent she looked with her hair done up and her make up just right. She most definitely could be a model. The restaurant where I had made reservations was only a couple miles away at the ski lodge. I pulled into the parking lot of the resort where the restaurant resided and parked. I walked around and opened the door for Ash to get out and felt overcome by a sense of pleasure that I was with the woman I loved in a setting made for a couple that belonged together. As we entered the restaurant, I told the hostess that we had a "table for two for Jameson." Before leading us to our table, the hostess asked, " 'Mrs. Jameson' would you like to check your coat." Ashley beamed a smile as though she were going to burst out laughing when the hostess said, "Right this way Mr. and Mrs. Jameson." The food was exceptionally good. There were limited choices for the evening, but all sounded fabulous. First, they brought me a glass of Cabernet. Ash didn't chance ordering any, because she was still underage, but I would allow her some on occasion as the night continued on. The house salads were exquisitely fresh. I had the New Year's Eve special Surf and Turf consisting of a six ounce Filet Mignon, 8 ounce Lobster Tail, Potato Soufflé, and Asparagus. Ash had the Cedar Planked Salmon with Almond Rice Pilaf, and Haricot Verts. The meal finished off with dessert of our choice. Ash had a New York Cheesecake with Strawberries Grand Marnier and I had Bananas Foster, which they Flambéed at the table. There was a certain lover's anxiety in the air during the meal that gave the night a breathtaking edginess. As dinner ended, Ash reached out her hand to mine, "This was perfect Jimmy." When she said that I felt all of my nervousness fall away. Eventually the server came and we settled up the bill. The server brought her coat and as it was now getting close to 10pm, we made our way next door to the Resort's club where the New Year's Eve festivities had started to crank up to full throttle. When we walked in, I paid the $50 cover charge and then one of the club's hostesses walked us to a table, which was one of several tables that surrounded a huge dance floor. It was definitely noisy as we sat and a lady server came and brought us a complimentary glass of Champagne. House drinks were included with the cover. She didn't card , but Ashley did look very mature on this evening so I wasn't all that surprised. We sat and sipped the initial glasses of bubbly as Ash effervesced, laughing and giggling and having a great time. Eventually she grasped my hand, "let's dance," as she pulled me from the booth and onto the dance floor. We had been together intimately many times now, but this would be our first official dance. The band was playing a tune that had us dancing close together. As the tunes continued and the tempo slowed further, we found ourselves embracing until Ash had laid her head upon my shoulder. My hand naturally found a resting place upon the swell of her fine derriere. It felt so wonderful holding her in my arms, it seemed right to be in this moment, having a great time, here with my Babydoll. The songs continued and the dance floor never emptied. We took a break and I had the server bring me Bourbon, while Ash sipped on some more champagne. At one point, we were sitting side-by-side as Ash looked seriously into my eyes, "Thank You for tonight," before delicately pressing her face to mine and tenderly kissing me. Then I felt her tongue slip between the creases of my lips. The drinks we had had loosened our inhibitions a bit. Ash moaned slightly as our tongues melded inside one another's mouths. We were oblivious to our surroundings as I pulled her closer. Finally we made our way, as a happy couple, back to the dance floor. Eventually the music softened as the lead musician stepped up to the microphone, "Ladies and gentlemen we've truly enjoyed being here with you this evening. It's almost midnight, we have some blasters if you'd like one. Five minutes to go. Happy New Year everyone." As we stood together on the dance floor, a server came by and gave us our horn blasters. More couples crowded the dance floor until there was hardly any room to maneuver.. At 1 minute 'til, the lead singer with the band started the countdown... "50... 30... 20... 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1... HAPPY NEW YEAR!! Olde Lang Sine began as I pulled Ash closer to me, lost in the moment, shutting out the world as we kissed. "I love you Jimmy, thank you for this wonderful evening." "It's not over yet. Come on, Mrs. Jameson, we'll finish the dance and then let's head home." Ash nodded her head before resting it upon my chest. I palmed her tush knowing it was mine, swaying in time to the music. The other couples seemed to be as lost in the moment as we were, but there was no way they could have been more in love. We melded into one another, My senses were magnified by the essence of Ashley 's perfume as we rubbed against one another's bodies. I couldn't get enough of the heat of her body... so soft... so warm. ------------------------- - After Midnight - I helped Ash put her jacket on as we made our way to the parking lot. It was very cold outside, but it didn't bother me much, because I was so warm on the inside. "I do believe my date has gotten me a little tipsy," Ash volunteered as I walked around and slid into the driver's side of the car after securing her in her seat. "Just go with it Baby. Just enjoy the evening. Just let go. Don't hold back." I gently kissed her lips. "Tonight you are mine, my wonderful, beautiful, sexy woman, and I hope you want to be with me as much as I want to be with you. I don't want to think about anything else... I don't want you to think about anything else... I am yours... You are mine..." Ashley nodded her head and then cuddled closer to my side, resting her head against my shoulder. It wouldn't be long now 'til we were back at the house and alone for the evening. Finally, I pulled the car into the driveway and parked it just as the heat had started to kick in good. I reached over and turned Ash's chin until we were face to face, eye to eye, "... To us...". Leaning in, I kissed her soft lips for what seemed like an eternity. Finally we stopped, realizing it would be better to continue inside. Hastily, I made my way out of the car and walked around to open the passenger door allowing Ash to make her exit. Babydoll Ch. 17 Another direct continuation of this series. Next one is well in the works. Wanted the rest of the story to be well on the way before this submission. The wrap up is coming. Once again, I appreciate the comments and feedback of the Babydoll series. The encouragement has helped me move forward towards the end. It takes a while to write these, because I want each to have meaning - I hope that they do. There may be certain chapters you like and others you don't. Please give the story a chance even if there may be something that doesn't suit your fancy. Isn't that the way all dramas work? I am trying to pull in all of your senses. Anyway, any likenesses or similarities of character are purely coincidental. Please read the previous chapters, if you haven't. This is a taboo topic, so I know that it is offensive to some. The material is erotic to me because it is forbidden in society. In no way do I condone such activity. This is purely fantasy. Hope you enjoy the fantasy. ***** My eyes opened to the glaring light from the sun shining brightly through the windows facing south in the room. As I came to consciousness, I awoke to the greatest feeling of contentment. I had experienced satisfaction a few times in my life, but lying here naked and cuddled up, holding my Babydoll, skin-on-skin under the warm blankets felt like a new level of liberation. The night before had been the most wonderful experience of my young life. Ashley and I had been able to shed our inhibitions and express our love to one another in every way possible. The awareness of her body against mine brought me back to full arousal. I inhaled her sweet essence and kissed her tussled hair as I pulled her closer to me. She sighed as my hands roamed her torso until I had hold of her upper abdomen below her soft, pliable breasts. My lower body wriggled as my distended genitalia once again found its way to the crevice of my lovely's luscious buns. There was no way to control myself. My phallus stood like an obelisk. I wanted to show her how much I loved her as I released her and crawled down the bed ,leveraging her onto her back to where I was perfectly positioned between her legs. Ash was slowly awakening as I looked up and smiled at her opening eyes, "You're the only thing I've ever needed." We stared intently at one another as I gently feathered her curvy torso, "You know I love ya Babe." I could never get enough of her. I was ready for a taste as I spread her base apart, leaning in and kissing the peachy fuzz I had groomed a few days before. Her sex emitted an intoxicating aroma as our excitement grew to a fevered pitch. I opened my mouth to French kiss Ashley's flower, which unfolded before me. My tongue gently flowed along the inner folds of her pussy as she arched up in reaction to her sensitivity. I had to physically press her legs apart as they began to contract together. I had her squirming as I buried my tongue inside her deliciousness, swirling it before sucking in the voluminous juices. I went after her clitty with the tip of my tongue and gently flicked it through the channel of her labial lips, treasuring her reaction as a feeling of power washed over my soul. Ash was struggling in her ecstasy under my oral manipulations. Dragging my lips up to and sucking in her vulva, I played with her vulnerable sexual buttons, bringing her to the edge and over an ethereal climax. "Oh! Jimmy," she writhed, frantically grabbing at the sheets. She looked to be in the throes of ultimate pleasure as she suddenly gasped for air, then fainted back into the pillows; her chest heaving as she convulsed in the waves of her erotic bliss. I felt quite satisfied, enjoying the moment, knowing I had accomplished my goal. I grinned as I gave one last kiss to the downy fur of her mons and then lapped up the sweet juice that that covered her sex, feeling the coating of her secreted pleasure, which covered my face, "Baby, you taste so good." The passion consumed me as I massaged her belly, my other hand draped along her thigh. I rose up to lay beside her as she scooted over to lay her head on my chest, where she rested contentedly. Relaxing, I had thoughts flowing through my mind I had to express, "Baby, l don't wanna go back home. Let's stay here." Ashley cooed, "Jimmy, you know we've gotta get back home... You know how it is. Somebody'll be wondering where we are and how are we going to explain all of that." (Jim) - "I don't care what people think." (Ashley) - "You say that now, but think how uncomfortable you'll be if people find out about this." I grimaced, thinking about reality, "Dammit Ashley, I wanna be with you." (Ashley) - "I wanna be with you too, but it can't be... We can't make that happen... You need to be with Jill... She's great. We've had this time. We've got to move on." (Jim) - I can't move on. This is what I need... I need you... I need you every day." "Jimmy... please, if you love me, then you'll listen to me for once... you'll do this for me." (Jim) - "But..." (Ashley) - "No Buts..." (Jim) - "But..." (Ashley) - "Shhh... Just hold me... We leave at dark..." (Jim) - "Please list..." "Nooo Jimmeee... Just hold me." ================================================== In the illuminated room, I reached down and pulled the covers back over our nude form. The room was cool, but the blankets helped remove the draft as we settled into one another. My erection was full as I laid upon my back with Ashley draped across my chest at an angle, the top of her head resting just below my chin. We laid motionless for a long while. I couldn't stop thinking of everything; Ashley, the beginning, the past, the night before, Jill, my mother, my family, society... at times I truly hated the world. I knew Ash had to be thinking too, but I had no idea what about. Eventually she kissed my chest, before turning to gaze into my eyes. "I love you," she grinned with a forlorned look. "I love you too," I replied with melancholy, feeling that she felt the same about the inhibitions of the outside world. "Do you know what time it is?" she asked. (Jim) - "I'll have to get up to look." "Ohhh," she disappointingly responded, as I began to move. I turned to the edge of the bed and headed to the room that has the Jacuzzi. I don't know what you would call that room. It's like a bathroom, dressing room, Jacuzzi room all rolled into one. As I entered the room, I took note in consternation, moving over to shut off the water jets that were still stirring from the night before. Reminiscing about what had taken place a few hours before, I retrieved my watch and phone that sat on the shelf at the entrance of the room. Looking at my phone, I was sort of shocked to see that it was 12:24pm. It was past noon and I could see that Jill had called multiple times, but I wasn't going to call her back. All I wanted was my Babydoll... All I needed was my Babydoll. I went back to the bedroom and saw Ash still curled up in the blankets, where she seemed to be sleeping again. I went to the windows and closed the blinds to darken the room, before heading back to bed. As I raised the covers to reenter, Ash opened her eyes, smirking. I could see what she was looking at and it made me conscious of my erection as it lopped down my leg, "There you go again. You could kill somebody with that thing." I rolled my eyes as I laid down facing her and brought my arms around to kiss her, "It's nearly 12:30pm." She responded with the same wide eyed 'where has the time gone' look that I had upon my own discovery. My hand found a resting place upon her hip, as I allowed my fingers to run back over the skin of her tush. I kissed her lips softly, before pulling back, "Please... Let's stay the night." "Jimmy, you know we can't... We've already been over this... Someone will be wondering where I'm at... They may even go out looking for me... You know how they are... You know how they worry." "Come on Baby... let's stay," I insisted as I kissed her again. "Jimm-eee," she pulled back... "Don't make this hard." (Jim) - "It already is Baby... It already is." "I can see that," she whispered in my ear as she rubbed her cheek against my own, exhaling a frustrated sigh. She then reached up and pulled her beautifully disheveled hair back as she kissed her way down my chest. It was more than obvious what she was doing, as I lay in impatient anticipation, waiting to be taken orally. My cock jerked against her chin as she approached it. She turned her head to look back at me with a sultry 'do you want this?' look. As my eyes met hers, I gave her an affirmative grin... and then she turned her head and went down on me. Sliding the head of my cock between her soft lips, she slowly allowed the contours of her tongue to envelope the fleshy phallus. Reaching down, I gently petted the back of her head as the action tantalized my libido, when she continued taking my engorged cock further into her mouth. As she took me all the way in, I felt a coating of saliva roll down the base of my scrotum when the crown of my glory touched the entrance of my princess's throat. I moaned, as the sensitivity overwhelmed me, and I couldn't help thrusting until I entered her mouth deeply causing her to gag. The reflex caused her to pull completely off of me. As she turned to look, I worried, "I'm so sorry Baby. Are you alright?" "I'm sorry Jimmy. I'm not good at this," she apologized. "Baby, you're wrong... you're so wrong..." returning the apology. "It was me Baby. I'll be more careful. You overwhelmed me. You're the best baby. Take your time. We can do something else, but that felt so wonderful." She smiled as she grabbed my tool with her hand and began to milk it, "You want me to continue?" (Jim) - "If you want Baby... I'd like." As her hand pumped me, she pushed the steely flesh against my abdomen and proceeded to lick the sack she had shaven a few days before. The next thing I knew she grabbed the base of my cock and raised my phallus at a 90 degree angle and sunk her mouth down on me, taking me deeply once again. Ash had given me blow jobs a few times now, but this was a mind blowing deep throat! Hands free, she slurped her way back up to the tip of my cock, before leaving just the head in her lips where I could feel my frenulum sliding against the roof of her mouth. She sucked me for a few seconds before she bobbed her head a few times at a slow steady pace. Even with this sensation of pleasure, my consciousness brought me back to Ashley. As she stretched out to my side, I gave her shapely tush a good squeeze, which triggered a moan that vibrated around my cock causing my whole body to involuntarily lurch forward to a degree that I couldn't fully recognize. Ashley didn't miss a beat as she shifted up on her knees, which changed the angle of my cock and seemed to give her even more control of the situation. My head turned to the side, as I took in the sight of Ash's bare hip. "Baby." I sighed as I smelled her feminine essence and tilted slightly to kiss the part of her body I had access to. It didn't take long for me to decide I wanted more,"Come over me," I cajoled as I reached to her opposite side and pulled her towards me. She naturally accepted as the thigh nearest me rose over my chest. I tried to remain calm from the excitement as I felt my heart beating in my chest. The delicious friction of her lithe 120lb frame straddling my torso drove me nucking futs... and now her naked pussy was pouting at me as she settled it right in front of my chin. Through all of this commotion, her sweet mouth never left my cock. Ashley's pussy glistened as I grabbed her hips and repositioned the pie for perfect access.. With my thumb and forefinger, I split the folds and twiddled her clitty. I felt the weight of her tummy moving against my own as she suddenly jolted, moaning harshly around my cock. Reaching both hands beneath her hips, I pulled her back and ran my tongue vertically up her slit. Ash never stopped sucking my cock, and she now seemed to be focusing more intently than even before. When she finally pulled off, I felt her hand vigorously take hold of my shaft and pump it with long deliberate strokes. I caught my breath as the sensation of her jerking my saliva coated shaft overwhelmed me. My thighs contracted as I consciously focused on holding back my impending climax. The sweet musky aroma of her pussy was intoxicating, as I took note of the sensation of the fine hairs of her labial lips tickling my tongue. We bucked against one another as our mouths sent us to new, overpowering heights. Her thighs squeezed tightly around my head as her hips slid away from my mouth. As she moved back towards me, the cheeks of her ass would spread exposing her little bung hole. My playmate's hot little pussy was melting all over my face as the downy fur of her landing strip tickled my chin when I sucked her in. I maneuvered her hips, as I became more aroused, so that I felt I had full control over her; but in reality I wasn't sure who had control over whom. In my mind, it felt like we were challenging one another to see who could get the other to climax first. I'd already succeeded, but I could always kick it up a notch. The next time Ash rocked back, I thrust my index finger against her puckered little asshole. Ash immediately gasped around my cock, before she pulled off and pumped furiously. She paused and turned back looking at me with squinting eyes, "there you go being a dirty boy again," she chided. "Why you gotta be a dirty boy." "I already told ya before Baby, it's all dirty." I smiled as I reached and pulled her hips all the way against my face. I was smothered in her feminine charms as her hot, wet sex spread open for my invading tongue. She lost it as my tongue darted into the ass. "So dirty," she exhaled, "So good, but so dirty. Mmmmm... Mmmm... uhhhh..." her sounds encouraged me on. Even with her lost composure, Ash had gone back to devouring my cock. Her breathing was erratic, as she took all of me in, sucking hard while bobbing her head up and down my length, slurping when she came back up to the corona. My sensitivity was almost to the edge as I felt the cum effervescing in my balls, but I continued probing my lovely's sopping pussy, while hugging the small of her back. Ashley squealed one last time as I felt the frenzy of my climax overwhelm me and I began fucking her mouth in earnest. She may as well have been a porn star, the way she took me all the way in. She had won... she won... , "Ohhhh Baby... Babydoll... I'm cuh..." Fireworks burst as I surrendered falling back. She must have known. "Mmm-hmm!" she encouraged, as the first glob of cum jetted out with a fearsome force. She choked and pulled back as I spasmed and volleyed subsequent loads all over her angelic face and in her hair. "Ohhh Ashley!" I groaned loudly, "I'm sorry," apologizing, knowing that her face had to be covered with my sperm. I felt terrible, but in another way my Alpha Male had taken over. I couldn't help myself as she drained me. My cock had been past the point of arousal for a while and being on the edge of exploding for what seemed like an eternity had just kicked everything into overdrive. Ash released my deflating cock, causing it to flop to my belly. I tried to catch my breath and compose my nerves, staring dazed into space. Ash always amazed me with the heights she took me to. We were the perfect match. Could it be because we were so much alike? Because we were related. She could always bring me to a level of sexual satisfaction that no one else could. "That was fucking incredible," I anxiously had to let her know, hoping she wouldn't be mad that I had covered her face with my cream. As she crawled towards me, we stared intently into one another's eyes. One couldn't help but notice my pearly goo drooling from her lips, dangling off her chin, and a rope that ran erratically from one of her cheeks to her forehead and up through her hair. "Holy fuck Ash... I'm so sorry" I paused shaking my head. As I laid back spent into the mattress. She was propped up on her hands overlooking me almost as though she were stunned. I pulled her down to me, "You look so sexy," I mused as I uncontrollably kissed her mouth. She pulled back "Jimm-ee... Ewww... I've got your cum all over my face... are you crazy." I smiled, thinking about the salty substance I tasted and felt, "I don't give a fuck. I've never loved you more... Besides, you're all over my face too." We both chuckled as Ash came back for more kisses. "Well, I guess we need to go get cleaned up," she crawled out of the bed and took my hand leading the way. We headed nude back to the room with the Jacuzzi. As we entered, Ash ran some water in the sink and washed her face as I went over to use the bathroom. Looking at her after she had scrubbed her face and patted it dry, it was easy to see that she needed no make-up. I was lost in thought when Ash told me, I'm going to brush my teeth and I'd suggest you do the same." "Yes Ma'am," I affirmed her wish. I had placed my toiletries in this room the night before, when I had gotten dressed for our date. Ashley headed back to the bedroom to get hers. ================================================== When she got back, I was finishing up brushing my teeth. "I went downstairs and got this," she smiled as she displayed the bottle of dish soap in one hand and her toiletry bag in the other. "I figure if they say it's good for your hands, it won't hurt our skin. She put her bag on the cabinet and headed over to the Jacuzzi tub, turned on the water without starting the jets and poured some soap in it causing it to bubble up. In the meantime, she came back over to the sink and brushed and rinsed her teeth before gargling some Cinnamon mouthwash. I had gotten into the tub when she came to me with the mouthwash, "Here, this is some good stuff." I gladly listened and gargled some myself, then spit in the cup she provided me. She took it back over to the cabinet before coming back to the tub. Mind you, we had been walking around the house like a couple of naked jaybirds. Ash entered the tub and made her way directly to me, where she knelt down and went straight to my lips. I couldn't help but groan as our mouths came together. Leaning forward into one another our foreheads made contact. "Mmm you feel so good." I whispered in her ear, while wrapping my arms around her waist and pulling her into me. I turned her around and pulled her to my lap. She leaned her head back on my shoulder as I ran my hands across her tummy. I bent forward and nibbled at the nape of her neck before trailing up to her ear and flicking her lobe with my tongue. She shuddered back into my torso as I jostled her swollen jugs. Breathing, "I love you... I only love you." "Oh Jimmy," she sighed. The moment brought forth excitement as my libido found new life. Something... someone so sexy, who always made me feel so alive. I had chills as I became erect once again. So many times I had felt this, no matter whom I was with. I was totally overcome by my feelings of desire for this woman. No matter what happened, it always came back to Ashley. My whole body tensed as she touched my cock... moving down awkwardly, leaning forward, and positioning the glans with her hand. Slowly, she lowered herself down, whimpering as I slid into the entrance of her wet pussy once again. With a heavenly thrust, I went deep inside until I felt my balls resting against the spongy flesh of her soft bottom. With my hands to her sides, I began to slowly withdraw inch by inch until only the crown remained inside her labial opening. As I began the push-push again, she pulled her legs firmly to my side. I leaned in and kissed between her shoulder blades as I wrapped my right arm around her tummy and pulled her towards my chest. She pulled to my left side and crooked her head into the nape of my neck and we kissed as we found a pleasant rhythm to this copulation. Babydoll Ch. 17 Slowly she rode up and down and up and down, milking me. Neither of us could help the grunts and groans of this sexual ecstasy. As I began fondling her tits, she spread and bucked harder on the downstrokes. Her breathing became raspy from the exertion as my shaft swelled inside her. I caressed her, sitting back and allowing her to take us towards climax. Ash gasped deeply, her inner walls contracting around my bloated mast. Her knees widened as the sensations once again became overwhelming with her pussy juices gushing in copious amounts between us. I was lost in massaging her as she rode me like a cowgirl on her favorite stallion... and it certainly stoked my masculine id. "Fuck me... Fuck me," She fussed as I tweaked her sensitive nipples lightly. She was really fucking me hard, bouncing on my groin before grinding down, and rising up to do it all over again. I was close to cumming... so very close. I dropped my torso back, causing us both to recline to a more horizontal position. The friction caused by the wet contact of our skin sticking against one another in the hot soapy water created an intense electrical wave to my senses. She was lying against my torso and to my side as I stared deeply into her baby blue eyes. 'Thank You,' I spoke with my lips."Baby... this is wonderful. This feels so very wonderful." I began to pick up the pace with Ash cradled to me, my slick cock churning her buttery love. We continued staring deeply as I graced her lips. Devouring one another's mouths, I could literally taste my lover's soul. I nearly convulsed as I erupted. Ash continued on, even through my cock spasms. The sensations were wickedly amazing, though my load had nowhere near the volume of our earlier encounters. A few seconds later, Ash fell out, collapsing in orgasm on my chest, trying to catch her breath. I held her tight, as we had both lay still, satisfied in the fulfillment of our carnal urges. This continued for a few minutes, spent from our exertion, before Ash rose and looked back with the furrowed brows of a wistful stare, "Well, that's it." She stood up in the tub and reached for my hand. "We need to go get ready to go home." I stood with her as we left the tub. Hugging her and kissing her cheek, "It's never it Ash... I love you with my whole heart. I always have and always will." Ash grabbed a towel and handed me one, "Well, let's get ready to go home. OK. We need to get this place cleaned up and get back home." I smiled, "Wish we could just stay." (Ashley) - "No arguing." "OK. I won't push it," I conceded as I leaned in and kissed her cheek again. Ash finished toweling off and wrapped the towel around her body, before leaving the room as I dried myself and began to dress. We now had to prepare for our trip back home and to reality. I wore the same clothes I had on the day before, but of course with fresh underwear. Ash, on the other hand, hadn't just thrown some clothes on for the ride home. She curled her hair and put on a nice black long sleeve thermal shirt, black vest, and a pair of jeans that showed off every curve of her tight bubble butt. The cinnamon perfume she was wearing wafted through my nostrils straight to my heart. We hadn't made much of a mess, other than the bed. I had cleaned up the Jacuzzi room, before heading towards the bedroom where Ash had removed the sheets to wash them. I helped her to remake the bed with fresh sheets and blankets, as we washed and dried the old ones. Other than that, it didn't take us long to have the place looking like it did when we had arrived 24 hours before. I fired up a joint and we caught a buzz in the living room as we sat and held one another awaiting the bedsheets to wash. There was a whole realm of emotions in the air thinking about the gravity of our paradise coming to an end. We didn't talk much, only kissing and cuddling and listening to sappy love songs on the stereo as early afternoon turned to mid afternoon. It wasn't long before the washer cycle was finished and Ashley went to put the sheets in the dryer. While she did that, I went to the kitchen and fixed some sandwiches with the groceries we had bought the day before. We took a break from one another just long enough to eat our sandwiches and then we went back to holding one another, knowing that as the minutes ticked by, our connection would be separated by the barriers outside of this place. We napped on the sofa, but were eventually awoken by the sound of the dryer buzzing to let us know that the bedsheets were ready. Ash got up and went to the dryer and came back with the sheets in her arms, "I need you to help me fold these." We folded the sheets together perfectly. Somehow I ended up holding the fitted sheet, which was the last one we folded. I smelled it's essence and smiled at Ash, "I will always remember this smell, this moment... these moments... You... no matter what." "You silly boy," she shook her head, "You silly silly boy... You make my heart melt." She took the sheets and went upstairs to put them in the closet before coming back down. It wasn't long, "Well, I guess we better get out of here." ================================================= Ashley giggled, as she sidled up beside me, squeezing my arm and resting her head on my shoulder for the walk to the car as we headed home. There were a plethora of different emotions going on. I saw her in a new light after this time we had spent together. My base instincts were at the fore as I thought about the future and how I could possibly move forward from here. Everything started out with me taking actions to have Ashley and control her and now it seemed she had a hold over me. At this moment, I was anxious in now understanding what she had meant when she said that time was running out. All along she had been rooted in reality and I was allowed to dream. I opened the door and tucked Ashley, like precious cargo, into her seat. It was a little past 4:30pm when I pulled the Audi out of the driveway. The sun was waning in the sky, the wind was whipping up and it was 35 degrees. We were silent as I pulled out onto the road and got to the entrance of the highway. I had a sixth sense that Ash was thinking something as I caught her looking at me and turned to see her beautiful face. "Jimmy..." she confirmed my thought. "Uhm... yes?" I came to attention from my wondering daydream. "Will you hold my hand?" she asked putting her left hand out to me. I met her halfway as I took hold of her hand and brought it to my lips and kissed it, "Of course. I lowered our hands to a comfortable resting place in the console as we continued our journey. We rode quietly for a few more minutes before Ash spoke, "I just want you to know that I had a great time. It was really special. I won't ever forget." "No regrets?" I queried. "No regrets," she confirmed. She pulled up close to my side and we kissed... a small kiss on the lips. The closeness greatly stimulated me as I thought back over the past 24 hours. Now we were on the highway back down the mountains; headed home. Heading east, we descended through the hollows as the golden sun rolled up and down the slopes behind us. As we slipped in and out of the shadows, I thought about all of the transitions I had been through over the past couple years. It wouldn't be long until the light was gone and that seemed to foreshadow this period of my life. My emotions waxed and waned from the comfort of having Ashley beside me to the sadness of knowing that I had to go back to school in a couple days. Before I realized it, we were 30 minutes into our trip. We'd be home in an hour and a half. Ash had her head turned towards me just staring at me and there was no way I couldn't notice. I didn't say anything as she continued with her gaze and lovingly caressed my hand. Finally, I turned, "What's on your mind." She leaned in close, close enough to where I could feel the warmth of her breath as she whispered, "I'm gonna miss you is all, " as she came up and kissed me cheek, "I'm really gonna miss you." "We've still got a couple days," I replied. "Jim... I'm gonna have you drop me off at Amber's when we get back." "Ash... I wanted you to stay with me." (Ashley) - "I think it's best that I go to Amber's." (Jim) - "Why?" (Ashley) - "Because, we both need to get some rest and we know what will happen if I come home with you." "Ohhh Ashley. Don't do this," I whined. Now there was a pall of sadness in the air. Ash pulled out her cell phone, turned it on and hit the speed dial. In a mere moment, she was speaking, "Hey Amber... (Amber spoke)... I'm gonna stay with you tonight if that's alright... (long pause as Amber spoke)... It's no big deal. I'll call them. I just headed out of town with a friend and they didn't need to know... (long pause as Amber spoke again)... I'd rather just leave it at that right now. I'll be there by 7(pm)... (long pause as Amber spoke again)... I know. I'll call him... (Amber spoke)... OK, I'll see you then." Ashley hung up before tilting her eyes towards me, "Yep... just as I expected. Big Daddy called over to Amber's." She pushed the buttons on her phone, "See, he's been blowing this thing up..." she laughed, "I told ya we needed to get back home." (Jim) - "What did Amber say?" "She told me that she told him that I was taking a shower. And the second time he called back, she told him that a friend had come to pick me up and she had given me the message... So I guess I better call him... but I'm gonna wait a few minutes." Ash pulled away and slunk back in the passenger's seat as we both sat in quiet reflection as the sun finally seemed to find its daily resting place and the sky found complete darkness. We were halfway home, when Ash pulled her phone up, its light illuminating the cabin of the car, and she speed dialed our grandfather. "Big Daddy, Amber said you called... (Big spoke)... Yeah, so sorry about that. I should have called... (Big spoke)... Yeah, I know you worry. I'm sorry. Maybe I'll come for dinner tomorrow... (pause as Big spoke again)... I went with Elizabeth over to her house and now I'm headed back over to Amber's... (Big spoke a while longer)... Well, I guess he's still in the mountains skiing... (Big spoke a while longer)... OK, I love you too," and she hung up the phone. "(Huuuee)," she breathed, "I hate lying to that man. It's like being on trial sometimes... My paranoid side..." "I know whatcha mean," I agreed. "I hope he's not suspicious," she carried on. "That'd be some deep shit... ," she seemed to shake as she tried to dismiss the thought. "Well, I need you to take me to Amber's. OK," she demanded. "O-Kay," I frustratedly agreed. "I do love you Jimmy. I want you to understand that," she insisted as she once again took hold and caressed my hand before again kissing me on the cheek. The bright city lights lit up the car as we entered the first town at the base of the mountain. We were only a couple towns over from home and we'd be there in 45 minutes. Ash spoke, "I went on a few dates with some guys over the past few years, but like I told you, nothing happened..." She paused and carried on, "They were boys and they made me feel like I should be a clumsy girl... You made me a woman. That's why I love you... We are adults now... We aren't kids." What she was saying actually made me sad. I had taken away her ability to be a girl a couple years before. I had stolen her virginity. But, we fought our way through all of that and it brought us to this moment in time. She owned me. She had my heart. Ash stared at me and seemed as though she was trying to come up with the perfect words for the moment. I was having a hard time concentrating on driving as the essence of her intoxicating perfume wafted through my nostrils and her physical loveliness filled up my senses. She moved a little closer to me, before releasing my hand and letting her arm glide until she graced my jawline. I am going to miss you... I am. She came even closer until I could feel the swell of her breasts lightly pressing upon my upper arm. I felt my nerves tingling as I became excited again. The goosebumps rose up my skin and I shivered. I looked over at her as she stared at me intensely. She purred as she leaned forward and turned my face to hers, kissing me deeply on the lips. It was a good thing we were on a straightaway and there was little traffic out or I definitely would have wrecked. Her voluptuous tits were grinding into his arm as she wrapped a hug around me. "God Ashley," I fussed. "You're gonna have me wrecking." "Sorry Jimmy," she made a pouty face, "I may never get to kiss your lips like this again." "Don't say that," I protested. "You don't mind if I get personal?..." she asked, as she remained in my space. What... What personal could she ask that we hadn't been over?.. In that few seconds of contemplation, I felt so much nervous tension that I could hardly remain cool. We had been through most everything, but I was anxious about where this was leading. I was to the point of a dizziness coming over me. I honestly was beginning to worry about whether I could continue driving or not. "I don't think I have any choice other than to allow you to say and do whatever you want." My sixth sense was telling me that something was up and I was struggling with coming to grips about what she was going to say. "I don't want you to blow it with Jill." "Ashley! I wanna be with you." I turned and looked in her eyes, "We fit... we're perfect." "Do you know how serious she is about you?" she spoke in a soft tone. "Yes... " I hesitated, "Do you know how serious I am about you?" She reached over and rubbed my chest at the heart, which helped me relax in this heat of the moment, "Jimmy... if it wasn't for this... us... you'd want her in every way`... wouldn't you?" "I don't know," I retorted as I caught hold of my nerves from Ash's heart massage. "Maybe... maybe not... how can I say?" "Come on now Jimmy. She's beautiful and smart... You said it yourself. She threw herself at you. Do you think you're going to ever find that again?" She fell back into her seat for a moment, then she leaned up into my space again speaking softly. "The best reality is you accepting this... accepting her... accepting that this world isn't going to let us be together..." I felt confounded as I contemplated what she was saying, "Do you love me?" "Yes," she stared deeply at me as I tried to pay attention to the road and carry on this conversation at the same time. "Do you love me?" she rebutted. "Yes. How can you even ask that now... Have I ever said otherwise?" The seriousness of the moment cast a shadow over me. "I believe you with all of my heart... and you need to listen to yourself and to me," she spoke with a somber tone. "We can't run away... we can't disappear... we can't give up our love for one another... We have to deal with it... We have to face it head on." (Jim) - "Bu..." "Shhhh..." Ash put a finger to my lips. "You say you love me. You need to accept reality." she continued, "You know I have a hard time with this too. I allowed this to happen. Last week, that day after Christmas... My mind told me no, but my heart told me yes... I always come back to you. I always fall for you, but I want what is best for us... It makes sense. It's all there. It's all right there." I stared straight ahead as I thought aloud, "What on earth are you talking about." (Ashley) - "Jill is the solution... She's the one that is going to help us break this curse." (Jim) - "Curse... It's not a curse." (Ashley) - "You know what I mean." I did know what she meant... It was easy to be with Jill... It was natural... It was what male-female relationships are supposed to be. Ashley was painting the picture of truth, "You know you always make me feel so pretty. You make me feel so confident. You helped me with school." She tilted her head with a little tear rolling down the inside of her eye to her cheek, "No one will ever take your place. You are my first love... and this is hard..." She sat back and seemed to gather her emotions as we continued our journey homeward. We came into town and I was thinking to myself, as I took a deep sigh, 'Damn, this is it.'. The sobriety of the moment stood juxtaposed to the perfection of the date and the intimate time we had together. I thought about how life could change so fast - at a moment's notice. Ash spoke, "Just take me to the house Jimmy and I'll drive my car over to Amber's. OK?... She knows this car and will be wondering why you are bringing me there." At the same time she firmly gripped my hand and pulled it to the console. I had to drive by our neighborhood to get to Amber's anyway. We were only a couple miles from home and both of us became more reserved in those final few minutes before our arrival. Ash stared solemnly into the distance and further tightened her grip on my hand as we approached our neighborhood and then our street and then our house. As we pulled in, the driveway and most of the yard had cleared from the snow of the week before. Ash's car and my car sat in their places as I opened the garage door and pulled in. I started closing the garage door as Ashley leaned forward placing a hand on my thigh and rubbed it, while I stared in her eyes, "It's not going to work out with Jill and I... because of you... because she can't be you." "Don't say that Jimmy?... You mustn't say that." Ash pleaded. "I know this is terrible... but this is how it has to be... I know you love me." I leaned in and took her lips and the kiss was electric. We couldn't stop as we devoured one another in passion. I pulled back, "I can never have that with anyone but you." Ash froze as she trembled in nervousness, "Ohhhh Jimm-eee. Last week you were happy with Jill. Everything was settled and then we fell back into this mess... It's my fault," she cried. "I fell back into you. I never stopped loving you... I can't stop loving you. " "Last week there was no you. You wanted nothing to do with me. And now... Let's go upstairs... So let's be together... Forever..." I leaned in and lost myself in her lips again... "Nooooo..." she caught herself. "No more." She turned and opened the car door, grabbing her travel bag as she headed to the door to the inside of the house. I quickly jumped out the car door and chased her, "Don't leave," I begged. "I gotta," she insisted. I caught her and grabbed her arm, then took hold of her hand, "No you don't." (Ashley) - "Yes. I do."" (Jim) - "I wanna see you before I leave... OK." She turned, but wouldn't look me in the eye, "I dunno." "I'll never change my mind... you are the one... the one I love," I stole another kiss from her supple lips. "Jimm-eee..." she pulled back and shook her head. She said nothing further as she turned and briskly walked out the front door. I followed her and watched her get in her car, standing at the front stoop of our front door, watching, but I couldn't see inside her car. I knew better than to chase her, to force her. I just continued watching. After a couple minutes, I saw the tail lights light up and the headlamps come on. With that, she backed up, I waved bye and I saw her do the same in the dark of her car. She pulled up and out of the driveway and then she was gone... gone with my heart. I never felt so lonely. Babydoll Ch. 18 I appreciate the comments and feedback of the Babydoll series. This is meant to be a Dramatic series filled with Romance, Intrigue, Taboo, and most of all Sex. I want each of these chapters to have a symbolic meaning. Some chapters have been liked more than others and that is natural. Please give the story a chance even if there may be something that doesn't suit your fancy. The next step in the journey might make it worth your while. That's the way the best dramas work? I am trying to pull in all of your senses. Anyway, any likenesses or similarities of character are purely coincidental. I hope you will read the previous chapters, if you haven't. This is a taboo topic, so I know that it is offensive to some. The material is erotic to me because it is forbidden in society. In no way do I condone such activity. This is purely fantasy. Hope you enjoy the fantasy. ****************************** I laid down in the dark feeling a sort of despair. It wasn't a feeling like it was the end of my life or anything, but there was a sense of abandonment that I couldn't come to terms with. I wasn't happy. In my mind there was a certain way that I wanted things to work and Ashley wasn't cooperating with my plan. I fell asleep at some point in time and when I awoke, I had no idea what time it was. I continued lying in the dark for a while before I felt the cold of the house which seemed to enhance my sense of melancholy. Eventually, I decided to head downstairs and turn the heat up and get my belongings out of my mother's car. Entering the car, I could still smell Ashley. I saw on the dashboard that it was 10:53pm. I reached for my phone and turned it on and saw that Jill had blown up my messages. There were several texts and messages in my inbox. I really didn't care to talk to her, but I knew I needed to. I also saw that my mother had called a couple times and I remembered that I was supposed to pick her up the next day at the airport. I figured that I might as well get it over with and call her and then I'd call Jill. I went into my phonebank and speed dialed my mother. She picked up the phone on the first ring, "Hey Jim." (Jim) -- "I saw you called a couple times. I didn't have my phone with me." (Mama) -- "That's OK. I just wanted to remind you to pick me up at the airport at 6pm tomorrow." (Jim) -- "Yeah, I just remembered before I called you. I'll be there." (Mama) -- "Everything alright." I thought she must have sensed something, I played it off, "Yeah, I just fell asleep in my room and I came downstairs to get my phone and saw the messages... " (Mama) -- "Are you feeling sick?" (Jim) -- "Nah, just tired... I'm going to get some more rest." (Mama) -- "OK, I'll see you tomorrow evening. You get some rest." We said our goodbyes ending the call. I decided to head downstairs to the bar in the basement. As I entered the area where the bar is, I had a torrent of thoughts about the many things that had happened down in this room as I looked around. God, my mind bounced between these female subjects like a yo-yo... Ashley... Jill... Mama. The thoughts of Jill really made me feel guilty. It made me feel like I was using her. Then of course I was here in my house where all of these things had gone on and there were so many reminders everywhere I looked. I grabbed the bottle of Jack Daniels sitting on the bar as I headed back upstairs to the living room where I decided to light another fire and spend the night. The living room was always my favorite room in the house. I've said it before and I'll say it again, if you were caught up in such a perplexing lifestyle, you would be here where I am today. These women... These emotional beings controlled me. I was helpless if I wanted them in my life. The only way out would be to run away and that wasn't an option. Ash said it, I had to face it head on and just accept whatever happened... just go along for the ride. I went upstairs and put some sleeping clothes on before coming back to the makeshift bed Ash and I had made the week before. I could still smell Ashley in the fabric of the pillows as I propped the them up and reclined back at the base of the hearth. I twisted off the cap of the fifth of Black Label Jack Daniels and took a swig. The combination of the warmth of the fire, booze in my gut, and Ashley's smell flowed into my brain and soothed the stresses of thought. It seemed to make my thoughts slow down to where I could relax. I closed my eyes and meditated for a few moments and out of everything came Ashley. I took another slug of whiskey before picking up my phone and calling Jill. I had a feeling this was going to be a hard phone call. She picked it up on the first ring. Before she could utter a word, I felt awash in anger and resentment, "What is the deal with you blowing my phone up like that?" I reprimanded her. "I missed you. I wanted to talk to you," she lamented. I chided, "I looked at my phone and you called seven times and left three texts. I was going to call you. WHAT is going on?!?" She took a deep breath and sounded frustrated as she asked, "Why are you being so distant?" How dare she. She didn't know this turmoil. Throw it back on her, "What? Distant.. I went to the Mountains yesterday... Maybe it's in your mind??? I don't know what to say... We're like 350 miles apart right now." "Your my boyfriend. We have been together virtually every day for a year and you disappeared... New Year's Eve and you didn't even call me. The last few days and we've barely talked," she whimpered. "You act like you don't even miss me." The thought crossed my mind about ditching her as I shot back, "I'm sorry, but I guess I'm not good at distance. You've been way to clingy for my taste the past few days... maybe we ought to cool it." With a disheartened reaction, "Uhhh... don't say that. Please don't say something like that. I'm in love with you." What Ash had said flashed in my mind, "I'm sorry... I didn't mean to argue. I don't wanna hurt you. I'm sorry about yesterday." (Jill) --"I'll be back to school on Thursday. Will you pick me up?.." I indignantly affirmed, "Yesss, I'm going to pick you up at the airport." She whined, "Well, if it's going to put you out, I can find a way back to my own place." Now the guilt kicked in. I didn't want Jill to feel abandoned. I did love her. I did feel a need to protect her and make sure she was alright, "Jill, I told you I was going to pick you up, OK. Everything will be alright." "OK," she sounded as though she sniffled a tear. I told her my schedule for the next few days, "I have to pick my mother up at the airport in the evening tomorrow and then I'm going to drive back to school on Wednesday evening... and I'll pick you up on Thursday afternoon." Jill attempted to make small talk with me as I took a couple more swigs of whiskey. I don't know what happened, but at some point in time I fell out. I never ended the conversation with her. I remember waking to the crackling fire during the middle of the night and then closing my eyes and falling back asleep. -------------------------------------------------- I awoke to sunshine the next morning. I looked and noticed my cell phone was dead. I guess the battery had died when I didn't shut it down the night before, after I had passed out talking to Jill. I had a little bit of a hangover, but it wasn't anything a good little buzz wouldn't cure. I went up to my room to retrieve my little cigarette case that had my joints. It was in my overnight bag. While I did this I looked up to see that it was a little past 10am on the clock. I would need to clean up the living room a little and check to make sure everything was in the right place before. I needed to leave the house by 4pm to make sure I was at the airport on time. After catching a buzz, I went and ate some cereal and proceeded on the house cleaning and arranging mission. By the time I finished it was a little past noon. I called Jill up and apologized about the night before. The funny thing is that she seemed a little more settled and the accidental passing out on her, while talking to her on the phone had done the trick. My mental gymnastics had led to exhaustion and the benefit of it all was that Jill seemed a little more settled that I wasn't going to dismiss her. After talking with Jill for a little while, I tried to call Ashley, but she didn't answer. It seemed the more things changed the more they remained the same. I knew in my mind that she wasn't ignoring me. She felt the distance was for the best. She had told me so. It didn't settle the situation in my mind. We all know that she is the one I truly love. I went upstairs and took my shower and put my clothes on. Time flew by and before I knew it, it was mid afternoon. Looking back on it, the whole Christmas break had seemed to fly by on one hand, but on the other, so many things had happened during the two weeks that it seemed like a lifetime since I had left school with Jill to come home. I walked out to my favorite place in the woods and fired up another joint. I sat on my stump and reflected on my life, meditating under the warm sun. The temperature was only about 45-degrees, but the direct sun sure seemed warmer as I soaked in its rays. I wondered if other people had gone through what I was going through. Could this be a social norm? It couldn't be, I thought to myself. How many families had surrendered themselves to such a predicament as this? One thing I understood was how spoiled I was to be surrounded by such beautiful women as my mother and sisters. They were elegant and demure, even if we were all a little twisted. But I also felt a certain level of guilt in thinking that I may have been responsible for some of the twisting. I contemplated how I should have and could have better controlled and suppressed my feelings over all of this time. Maybe that would have been impossible, I don't know, but I did know that there was a magical connection between Ash and I that I hadn't experienced with anyone else. Maybe it was the genetic code. Maybe we were too much alike and that brought about this attraction. I just had a hard time with controlling my urges when it came to Ash. Nothing had seemed to break my desire for her. I wondered if she felt it to the same degree I did. It definitely seemed that she was better at controlling herself or she seemed to have better ways of suppressing her feelings. The shadows had grown long as the day moved towards the late afternoon. I sucked on a few cinnamon Altoids and enjoyed the exhilaration of my first-class buzz as I got up and walked towards the house. I was motivated by the fact that I would soon need to start making my way to the airport. I made one last check of the house, and grabbed a couple ice cold cokes, before heading out to the garage. I had decided that I would take my mother's car to the airport. I hit the Interstate and blasted the stereo listening to my mother's Foreigner "4" CD. Wow what an iconic CD, I thought. Those songs sure hit home. 45 minutes later and I was listening to her other best of the 80s CD. This stuff was old, but it was good and I could relate to a lot of it. Before I knew it, I was pulling into the parking deck at the airport. The buzz sure did help make the trip pass by quicker. It was 5:45pm and I figured by the time I walked to the terminal, my mother would be arriving in minutes, so I shouldn't have to wait very long, or at least I thought. As I watched the Delta Airliner land, I wondered if that particular one was my mother's. It had to be I thought. Thank God the plane was on time, I thought to myself. I certainly didn't like sitting around the airport waiting. I did have a seat in the concourse waiting area and certain enough, I saw on the video screen that Mama's plane had arrived. After about five minutes, I spotted Mama entering the gate to the concourse. 6pm, right on schedule, here she came wearing her winter trench coat. I took note that even with the coat covering her from shoulders to below the knees, she had to have been somewhat dressed up. Of course it seemed that my mother was always wearing some sort of fashionable attire. The trip from Atlanta only takes a couple of hours and most of that is due to our modern security system. Mom had her hair pulled back as she was sporting a cool western fedora hat on her head. She certainly looked distinguished with what she was wearing. I met her halfway from the waiting seats and she gave me a hug. "Hello Mama," we smiled at one another, "Well, I know you said you were having a good time the other day. " (Mama) -- "It was a wonderful trip, but I am glad to be getting home." (Jim) -- "Well, let's get your bags. " We proceeded over to the baggage pick up and I grabbed her suitcase, while she toted along her carry on. We then were off to the parking garage and intermittently she would add conversation bits, "I have to be back to work on Thursday. So I plan on taking it easy tomorrow... Thank goodness, I'll only have to work Thursday, Friday, and a short day on Saturday to get caught up." It wasn't a distant walk to the car, where I threw Mama's suitcase in the trunk and we were headed home in under 15 minutes. As we left the airport, my mind drifted into reflection. Being near Mama brought back my thoughts of Ashley and how much I had declared my love for her. Of course our love was not a normal love, but something far deeper. Not just the love of siblings, not just the intimacy of lovers, but an exponential love created from the combination of the two. Being in the car with Mama made me more determined than ever that I would insist that Ashley meet me before I left. I was brought back to reality by my mother's sigh. She had sunk back into her car seat and relaxed patiently as we road on. The traffic wasn't too bad for it being a little after 6:30pm on January 2nd. As we entered the Interstate, I looked out of the corner of my eye and caught my mother with her eyes closed. Her Fedora rested in her lap and she seemed to be chillin' for the hour we had left until we would be home. With her being quiet, I was more comfortable. I feared the unknown of where a conversation might lead. There was no reason she would give me the silent treatment and I knew she would want to converse eventually. I thought to myself, 'Might as well relax. Why be nervous.' We were about five miles down the road when she sighed again, "Jim..." in a questioning manner. (Jim) -- "Yes, Mama." "I think we need to talk... You know over the years, there have been a lot of things that happened." She began a slow cadence, " I married your Dad when I was still practically a girl... he died in a god awful manner... It drove me crazy Jim." "You weren't crazy Mom," I rebutted. "Just listen. I met Joe and he was great, but he wasn't your Daddy... he couldn't replace your Daddy. I think he saw that in my eyes and it frustrated him... and we were already a family and he didn't have one. I never could let it all go and he couldn't let things go... and that is how we drifted apart... he's still a good man and I hope you will still stay in contact with him and be his friend," She propped up her head on her extended fist as her elbow rested on the passenger's windows seal and then she continued speaking in a forlorn manner. "As you've grown up, you've come to be your father... that is the reason I lost myself in you." (Jim) -- "I'm so sorry Mama." "You have grown up to be your Daddy and Ashley has grown up to be me... I was jealous of her... I should have embraced her, but I pushed her away... I was sick. I longed for your Daddy. I wanted you." (Jim) -- "It wasn't you Mom... You're beautiful." She shook her head negatively, "No, no, no... I had control of the situation. The woman always has control of the situation... Well, almost always. Sometimes we get in over our heads." I continued to listen, thinking about Thanksgiving night as my mother went silent. Thinking about my first time with Ash... I would never forget that... I never forgot any of it. I have to admit that it made me antsy as it aroused my libido, but not in a way that I wanted my mother again. That had led to so much trouble. We continued down the road and eventually my mother carried on, "I always want us to be best friends... OK?" she reached out and took my hand from the steering wheel, pulling it to her own, before insisting, "OK?" (Jim) -- "OK... Yes Ma'am." "I've come to realize that you and I aren't like a mother and son..." She left that hanging in the air for a moment, as she gathered her thoughts and I wondered where she was taking this, "Sure, I'm responsible for you being here. That gives us the ultimate bond... I have to look out for your well being, for what's best for you... but you are an adult and that should be respected... and I should be respected... we crossed the line. We weren't respecting one another... More than anything now, we are friends. We should never do anything to screw that up." I wanted what she was espousing very much, "I'm sorry for everything that happened. You were vulnerable. I don't know what I could have done, but I wish that stuff hadn't happened." Mom tilted her head with an anxious smirk, "You're right in many ways, but things happen for a reason. You've grown up so much over the past few years. I miss not having you around... I'll be glad when you can move back here after college. You'll have a family some day and it'll be nice as I get older." "One thing is Mom, you don't need to dwell on getting older," I paused as I took her hand. "You're still young... You are a beautiful woman. Things didn't work out with you and Joe, but you can move on. You can find someone..." She grimaced, "Jimmy... love hasn't worked for me." "But it can... you have to try." I took her hand and kissed the back of it. "It can... will you try for me?" She swooned into a far off distance, "I will try for you." We released hands as she slunk back in her seat and closed her eyes. A few seconds later she asked, "I'm hungry. Can we stop somewhere and get something to eat?" We were nearly halfway home, "Certainly. I don't have anything planned... there's not much out here, but we'll be back in town in about 20 minutes." "OK," she confirmed. (Jim) -- "What would you like to eat?" (Mama) -- "Pretty much anywhere would be fine by me. You choose." (Jim) -- "How about Italian?" (Mama) -- "Sounds good to me." (Jim) -- "Bongiorno's be alright?" (Mama) -- "That sounds great." We were going to Bongiorno's Bistro. It's a nice little Italian place downtown. They have authentic Italian food. The place has been in the family for three generations and they don't cheat the recipes. The food tastes the same as it always has -- excellent. My mother sat back and relaxed. The center of the city is perfectly situated on our path home from the airport. 10 minutes after we would leave there, we would be home for my last night of my visit. We pulled in to a mostly empty parking area, but that was to be expected with it being the beginning of the new year and people recovering from the holidays and getting ready to head back to work and school. I parked and got out of the car and headed around to open my mother's door, but she had already exited the passenger's seat and was ready to head inside. I hadn't been out to dinner alone with my mother in years. She had put her hat back on and bundled up on the freezing night as we climbed the steps of the neat art deco colonnade building in which the restaurant is located. As we entered, I handled the interaction with the hostess and asked customarily, as taught by my grandfather, if it was alright that we didn't have a reservation. The hostess said, "... of course. Not tonight. Table for two?" Which I confirmed. Babydoll Ch. 18 Before leading us to a table the host asked Mom if she wanted to check her hat and coat. When she removed it, I held my breath to stave off my nerves. Mom looked exceptional in a dress that closely related to the one she had worn on Thanksgiving. The knit dress was grey with black side panels that perfectly matched the stockings and boots she was wearing and molded perfectly to the contours of her figure. Who wouldn't have extreme feelings as they accompanied such a lovely lady. The food was exceptionally good. House salads accompanied the meal, Mom had Lasagna and I had a Stromboli. My mother suggested a couple of glasses of Chianti and decided we should save some of our entrees, so that we would have room for some of the Bistro's famous Tiramisu. Mom had a cup of straight coffee, while I had a shot of espresso added to mine. When we were through, the server brought us a couple of boxes for our leftovers and the bill. We were ready to head out, so Mama reached into her pocket book and handed him her credit card. The server left and was back in a few minutes and we were paid up and ready to go. On the way out, we stopped at the host stand so that the hostess could retrieve Mama's coat. The hostess helped her put it on and bundle up, while I held our leftovers. We hurried through the frigid air to the car. The temperature inside the car wasn't much better as I cranked it and turned the heat on full blast. We remained quiet as I pulled onto the road that would have us home in a few minutes. To be honest, I was pretty tired and not thinking about much of anything at this point. I was just ready to get home and get some rest. Lost in my serenity, I hadn't really taken notice of my Mother's silence, but she was. We were nearly to the entrance of our neighborhood when she startled me by breaking the silence, "Will you have a brandy with me tonight?" My heart was stimulated thinking back to Thanksgiving, "I dunno!...I dunno if we should..." (Mama) -- "It'll be alright Jimmy. We can have a little drink and then I'm going to bed." "OK. I'll have a Brandy with you." I figured what harm. She'd have a drink, which would help her sleep and she wanted a little company. I put the rest out of my mind for the moment.. We both fell silent again as I pulled into the neighborhood. Time sped up in my mind, as I contemplated everything. It was only a few moments later that we pulled into the driveway where there was only my car in its usual spot. I opened the garage door and pulled the Audi into its usual place and then suddenly felt a little anxious again, but how could I refuse an innocent little drink with my mother. As the car came to a rest, Mama opened the passenger door and swung to the side and was out of the car in a flash. "Jimmy, will you open the trunk." I pulled the lever to open the trunk, while she had already opened the backdoor to retrieve her carry on. I walked back to the trunk to grab her suitcase, "I'll get that." I said as I looked at her. "No. I'll get it," she insisted, "It's not that heavy... You take our food in and put it in the fridge and go downstairs and pour us a couple glasses of that cognac," she was already headed to and through the entrance of the house. I did as she asked, placing the food in the refrigerator, and heading down to the basement bar. I poured a couple glasses of Cognac in the snifters and sat on the couch awaiting Mama. 5 minutes turned to 10 as I awaited her arrival. The longer I awaited, the more antsy I became. Just sipping, I finished the first glass of fine spirits and was back to the bar to pour another, when I finally heard my mother padding down the steps into the basement. When I saw her rounding the corner into the room, I took note that she had changed into her sleepwear. "Sorry I kept you waiting," she softly apologized. "I just wanted to clean up after the trip and put on something a little more comfortable." The nearly floor length pink silk robe she was wearing, tied firmly at the waist, wouldn't be considered exceptionally provocative, but with what I had expected and our history over the past couple of years, I was caught off guard. I had figured she was just going to go put some things away and be right down. I grinned nervously, "That's fine. Here's your brandy." I walked over to the side table at the sofa where I had placed it and handed it to her. "Thank You Jim," she gracefully accepted as we both took a seat. 'Oh the stories this furniture could tell,' I thought to myself, completely aware of where I was at in this moment. Mama looked me dead in the eyes, "Jill... she's a great girl... such a lady... such manners. I loved the way she'd call me Mrs. Jameson. You didn't tell her my last name is Richards." (Jim) -- "I didn't think about it. Heck, you bringing it up now is the first time I've even thought about that." "It was cute... It didn't bother me... People do that all the time when I'm around you kids and they haven't met me. I actually rather enjoy getting to be Mrs. Jameson again." I grinned in return to what she was saying. Mama seemed to be getting a good buzz going and in my mind, I didn't want any unforeseen consequences, so I tried to make sure that we were both nursing our drinks, but Mama had finished hers and gone up to the bar and poured another. I was reticent in knowing that if she started tying one on, then she could become unpredictable. She sat back down on the sofa, her robe opening slightly displaying some cleavage from the matching pink nightgown she had on underneath her robe. I think she saw my eyes wander, but she said nothing. I truly believe that my mother enjoyed the fact that she had a visual effect on me. Women are emotional and they want to be desired. Too many times I allowed these emotional beings to take control over me. When life becomes about emotions, then women are in charge. That's part of the whole men are from Mars, women are from Venus thing. Emotions are the element of women. Let them have that territory. My mother tilted her head to the side with a look I could read from miles away, "You don't mind if I ask you something personal?" "Mama, I'm having a drink with you. Please, no loaded conversations. I just want to relax." She continued, "You and Jill are going to make a go of it aren'cha?" I made sure to make eye contact with her and rolled my eyes. She was insistent on waiting for an answer. "Sorry, but will you answer." "Mom!" I rebuked her for pushing. "Please," she begged. "Whatta you mean?" I knew what she meant, but didn't want to concede. She smiled in her persistence, "You know, engagement." The conversation flustered me, "I dunno. Maybe... We'll see." She pushed, "You do care for her?" "Yeahhh, of course. Why would I have brought her here if I didn't?" I surrendered, just wanting her to leave it alone. Her brow crinkled, "Don't screw it up," she mandated. Perplexed by her determination, "Mom. I asked you not to bother me with this." (Mama) -- "OK Jimmy, I'm sorry." "It's alright." I accepted, " I just don't want to talk about any of that stuff right now." (Mama) -- "OK... Well, when are you leaving tomorrow." (Jim) -- "About 6pm. That way I'll be back around 11pm." (Mama) -- "OK, well, I'm sleeping in 'til noon. We'll get everyone to go have lunch at the club at 1pm. If that is alright with you." (Jim) -- "OK." "I'll call everyone in the morning." With that, she came forward wrapping her arms around me, "I just want one more hug from my man." I returned her hug as we swayed together with her torso mashed into mine. She sighed as she released me and stood up. "One last hug." she requested. I stood up and reciprocated. Her flimsy robe and nightgown molded to her bouncy breasts and the womanly charms of her torso. This supple body would have an effect on any man's libido. It certainly did on my rampant, hormone filled 21 year old body. She pulled me in closer until I knew she could feel what were the beginnings of an erection pressing into her soft belly, "Please forgive me. " A tear rolled down her cheek. (Jimmy) -- "What's to forgive." "I love you so much. It's just that you are so much like your father... and I loved him so much." She kissed my lips and left it to linger. I moved my lips to her cheek and held her, my body betraying me, while my mind said 'no.' I stroked her back, as her warm body melded into mine. She was definitely the best hugger I had ever experienced, with her mature breasts smashed into my torso and my turgid cock buried in her pliant belly. Life certainly has a way of repeating itself. What's a boy to do? She cradled my head, where we stood cheek to cheek, before she turned to kiss my cheek again. "It's been a long day." She pulled back and stared deeply in my eyes, "I wouldn't turn you down, if you came to bed with me," as she kissed me wantonly on the lips. But something in me kept me from responding, even in the heat of this moment. I kissed her on the cheek, "Not tonight," I shook my head. She leaned back and sighed in reply, nodding her head affirmatively with a look of horror. "I'm so sorry... I know... I don't know what comes over me." "Don't be sorry. You're so fucking hot," I shook my head in the charged atmosphere, "...and to be honest I'm tempted. I mean you are a doll, but like you said, we crossed the line." I reached for her hand and pulled it to my face, and kissed it. You are my friend for life... Now, you head on up and I'll see you in the morning. We'll go have that lunch with everyone..." I leaned in and pecked her lips, "Now you go on to bed." Why did I have to be the adult? She stood with her eyes closed as though she were lost in the moment, before releasing my hand and without saying a word turning and sashaying away. A moment later, she was around the corner of the room and up the steps. Whew! Was all I could think as I receded back down to the sofa. That was deja vu with a better outcome. I had done the right thing for once. It was a paradoxical emotion as I felt anxious, but proud of myself at the same time; because of this exercise of self-restraint. I can't lie. I didn't say my mother is hot because it made her feel good.. I said it because it is true. If she could ever release herself from the emotional bondage related to my father, then she would make someone very happy. After sitting down on the sofa for several minutes and thinking, I ended up with my head in my hands, thinking... I just needed to relax. I laid down and closed my eyes, but couldn't shake my thoughts enough to sleep, because everything ran through my mind about what all that had transpired in my life. I decided a little weed might do the trick. I got up and headed to my room where I was going to roll a big one and step outside to smoke it. Then I'd come back in and zone out until I could fall asleep. The house was eerily quiet as I topped the steps to upper level of the house. Then I heard a faint noise that sounded like it was coming from behind my mother's closed bedroom door. I edged up to her door where I was certainly aware of the sexual moan of a woman in a state of arousal. I also heard a low hum singing underneath my mother's gutteral melody. I wondered if she could have any clue that I might be on the other side of the door. In my mind, I knew that she was playing with herself to thoughts of me -- maybe my father. I was certainly flattered. One side of my ego was pulling me towards opening the door to look in on her and the other was telling me I was a perve and I needed to pull back and walk away. In slow motion, I was convincing myself that I could quietly open the door and have a look at what she was doing. But could I? Could I actually peep on my own mom doing the nasty? Something so personal ... Something so private? I was torn. I knew I shouldn't, but I couldn't help myself. Curiosity overtook my better judgment as I stealthfully began to turn the knob and slowly push the door open, hoping it wouldn't creak... it didn't. Finally I pushed the door until it was several inches open and I caught a glimpse of my mother lost in her own little world... fulfilling her own fantasy in the most vulnerable of positions. She was definitely a sight to behold. There was a soft golden glow from a candle that sat on her bedside table. She had the covers pushed down and she was laying on top of the bed with the bottom of her silky night gown pulled up above her waist and the top pushed underneath her bountiful tits where she cradled them with the underside of her left forearm. Her hair and makeup were still well intact, but her eyes were closed tight in a state of focus as she sought her self-satisfaction. I stared in stunned silence as my mother's knees pulled completely back to her chest. She rolled the buzzing instrument through the furrow of her sweetness as she inhaled deeply. Gently she tweaked her nipples and rolled her neck as she seemed to shed her tension. I had fallen into a mesmerized haze, taking in the beauty of the erotica before me, as she slowly opened her eyes acknowledging me in the doorway, "Jimmy?" she went stiff releasing the magic wand. "Nnnoooo!!!" she bellowed in embarrassment as she turned on her side and curled up. Her moans and sighs seemed uncontrollable as she quivered in the intensity of her passion. I pulled the door shut and headed to my room. 'I hope she'll stay in her room,' I thought to myself in my self-conscious state. I had a cold sweat as I thought about embarrassing her in her most private of moments. I went into my stash and quickly rolled a joint, which had been my plan when I had come up the steps. Much to my relief, my mother stayed in her room as I headed back down the steps and back out to the pool area. As I smoked the joint, I had a premonition that Mama was looking down at me, but I saw nothing when I looked to her bedroom window. I was in a full state of arousal as I called Ashley. I wanted Ashley to come home and spend the night with me and I didn't care if Mama knew. I needed Ashley at that moment as the phone rang for the third and then the fourth time. 'God Dammit' I thought to myself as the phone went to voicemail. I was beside myself in a state of panic, 'Fuck, I need you,' reeled in my mind. "I need you Ashley... I want you to come home and be with me... I need you. Please come home," I pleaded to her voicemail inbox. I sat hoping and waiting as five minutes turned into 10 and then 15. She wasn't going to call. I fell into despair. I thought about Jill. She's always there for me. If I call she'll answer. I need somebody... anybody. I called Jill's number and after the first ring, "Hello." -------------------------------------------------- I felt pretty good when I awoke at 10am. I obviously needed the rest. I recollected back to my conversation with Jill. The separation of the past week had made it easy to dismiss her. I didn't want to hurt her. I did love her... not the same way as Ashley, but what made me love her was the fact that she seemed to love and care about me so much. She wanted me. I ended up sleeping in the nude, so I had to get to my dresser drawers to put some clothes on. I put on underwear, a t-shirt, blue jeans, socks, and a sweatshirt, and my slippers and headed to the bathroom to relieve myself and brush my teeth. When I was finished, I headed downstairs to the kitchen and brewed a pot of coffee. In the kitchen, I fixed and ate a quick bowl of cereal and drank some orange juice as I waited for the coffee to finish brewing. When it was done, I poured myself a cup and doctored it up before fixing one for my mother. I headed up the stairs thinking about how I was going to deal with my peeping in on her the night before. She certainly needed to get up and make arrangements for lunch and I needed to pack my car for the trip back to school. I took a deep breath as I reached the top of the steps. 'Now or never', I thought to myself before opening the door and entering her darkened room. I approached her bed where she lay on her side beneath the covers, holding her pillow. "Mama, I brought you some coffee. It's 10:20am." She rolled over towards me and accepted the coffee, pulling it to her mouth and taking a swig. Eyes lifted, she spoke softly, "Jimmy, I'm embarrassed." I feigned ignorance, "What?" I decided that denial was the solution. (Mama) --"Last night you saw me... Why were you standing in my doorway?" "I don't know what you are talking about," I insisted. She puffed and looked at me flabbergastedly, "Whatever?" I ignored her, "You gonna make those phone calls? I figure we better get moving. I'm supposed to leave by 6pm... Remember?" "Ok... I'm getting up," she seemed to accept that I was going to have none of a conversation about what had occurred the night before. "I'm gonna call Nanny. She went to Uncle Bob's for Christmas and I'd like to see her before I head back... I guess she's back... I hope so." -------------------------------------------------- Mom and I arrived at the club shortly after 1pm. Big and Gramms were already seated at the table along with Nanny. As I walked to the table, I pulled the chair out for my mother to sit in an attempt to be chivalrous. "Y'all been here for long?" I inquired. Big smiled as I walked around and hugged each of them, "No sir... been here about 10 minutes... Your Nanny was here before us." Nanny laughed in her usual humble way, "Well, being a nurse, we were always taught to be early. It's the doctors who are always late." We all laughed as I hugged her and she kissed my cheek. We sat around with our menus as we impatiently awaited Ashley's arrival. The server had told us the specials, but we knew what we wanted. I generally would have a club sandwich and I decided to have the same. We had ordered our food and were waiting on it when Ashley casually strolled in and greeted everyone as my mother and I had done 20 minutes earlier. I was sitting between my grandmothers at the round table and Ash had a seat reserved between Nanny and Mama. Of course Ashley's presence had an effect on me from the moment I spotted her entering the room. I did my best to disguise my provocation, since the family was around me. She just looked so god damned gorgeous in her pink cashmere cardigan sweater, denim oxford shirt, denim skirt, black leggings, and black cowgirl boots. It was good that we had been separated at the table. I don't know what I would have done with her beside me, smelling her and feeling the aura of her presence. She was like a beauty queen in the way that she carried herself, always so proper. I would be lying if I told you that I didn't have the butterflies when she arrived, but the way she carries herself always allows my nerves to settle eventually. I always wondered if Ash got nervous in situations the way that I did. She would tell me that she was nervous, but in public settings it didn't seem visible. If there was one thing my mother got right, it was the way she taught her youngest daughter to carry herself with grace. My mother also seemed relaxed on this occasion. I've seen her virtually ready to explode in public environments before, but then again, I have seen her carry herself with elegance most times. It seemed she couldn't quite control her emotions as well as Ash. In my mind, I was thinking that maybe she thought if she got through the next few hours, then she could have some serenity, because I wouldn't be around vexing her. The food and service were impeccable as usual. I had a my club sandwich and house salad. Big had a club and soup and the girls had soup and salad. We all made small talk the entire time and the atmosphere was happy, yet seemed a bit subdued due to my impending departure. Babydoll Ch. 18 My grandfather had the server bring out a dessert sampler platter. There were mini New York Cheesecakes, Turtle Cheesecakes, Coconut mini tortes, and Pecan Tartlets on it. We all had a few bites of each as we finished our dinner. Big had already said he was going to have to head back to his office right after he ordered dessert. He had excused himself while we wrapped up lunch. I had no clue what Gramms was going to do, but she excused herself along with Big. We said our goodbyes at the table and they were off. I figured Gramms was going to head back to their house. Mama had talked all through lunch about going back home and getting some rest, because she would have to head back to work on Thursday, Friday, and Saturday. I had driven us to lunch and I would be driving us back home. Nanny wanted Ashley to visit with her, which she had agreed to. That bothered me a little, because I wanted to spend time with Ash before I left. Mama eventually asked if I was ready to head home, which meant that she was ready to head on out. So Nanny, Ash, Mama, and myself headed to our respective cars. Ash and I didn't say anything. How could we with Mama there. I gave Nanny a hug and then went to Ashley and we gave one another a brother-sister familial hug, hiding our true feelings, as Mama got into the passenger side of her car and Nanny got in her car and was backing out to head home. "So you're going to Nanny's to hang out?" I asked to confirm. (Ashley) -- "Yeah. I thought I should. I haven't seen her in weeks and since Pops passed, she gets lonely." (Jim) -- "I was hoping to spend some time together before I headed out." (Ashley) -- "Well maybe it's for the best we don't. I'll miss you, but you know you belong with Jill." (Jim) -- "I tried to call you last night." (Ashley) -- "I know, but it was for the best... You better get going before Mom gets pissed." (Jim) -- "I'm going to call you here in a little while." (Ashley ) -- "Why?" (Jim) -- "I wanna see you before I leave... We'll you come meet me?" (Ashley) -- "I dunno." (Jim) -- "Please." (Ashley) -- "I dunno." (Jim) -- "I'll call." (Ashley) -- "You better get going." And with that we hugged and separated and Ashley took off to follow Nanny to her house. I walked over to my mother's Audi to drive us home. It was right at 3pm on a what was a crisp early January afternoon with the temperature hovering around 45 degrees. Starting the car, I turned the heat on full blast. I was a bundle of nerves as we headed back to the house. Mom asked and stated, "Are you OK... I know you love her... more than a brother should love his sister, but you need to let it go... please Jim, let it go." "Yes Ma'am," I answered as tears welled in my eyes and a couple escaped and trickled slowly down my cheeks. It was a composed melancholy and I hoped my mother didn't notice as she sat reclined quietly in the passenger's seat on the ride home. Nary a word was spoken as we winded our through the streets and roads home. Mama was probably thinking, 'what good could come out of such a conversation.' It had been a year since I had left home on good terms, why screw that up. We pulled into the garage at 3:20pm. Mama spoke, "I enjoyed lunch. I miss times like those... they aren't the same as they used to be, but it is still nice when we can get together." I nodded and agreed, "Yeah," as I turned the car off and began to exit. "I'm going to go lay down Jim. I'll get up in a little while. I want to say bye to you, ok." "OK," I agreed as I headed up to my room where I changed into a hoodie and a comfortable pair of warm up pants for the long ride through the night back to college . I just had a few more things I wanted to tuck in my car for the trip. My mother and grandparents bought little care package items that would keep me stocked up for a while. After a couple trips out to the car, it was ready for travel. I went back inside and laid down in my room around 4pm to take a little power nap. I awoke around a quarter after 5pm and decided to call Ashley. I dialed her number hoping she would pick up this time. The phone rang three times and I figured she was going to ignore me, but on the third ring she picked up, "Hey Jimmy." My heart lightened a little, "I was wondering if you'd pick up." (Ashley) -- "I had to leave the living room. What's up?... " (Jim) -- "I wanna see you before I leave." (Ashley) -- "Jimmeee, you know that's not for the best." (Jim) -- "Please. I'm leaving the house at 6pm. You can meet me at the mall at 6:15pm." (Ashley) -- "I dunno... " "Please," I pleaded. "OK, I'll meet you." she finally agreed. "Cool... thank you. I'll see you in a little while." I felt a sense of euphoria. I gathered my wits about me and headed to my mother's room, "Mama, it's 5:30pm, I'll be leaving shortly." My mother got up and came down and sat with me in the kitchen. The sun would be down very shortly, so the house was dark other than the lights and the golden and blue hues that shined through the windows. She fixed us some coffee and we nibbled on some muffins. The minutes grew short as Mama spoke, "Jimmy, you are only young once. Don't waste it. You don't get it back." I scrunched my face, "What the hell does that mean?" "You've gotten away with a lot so far. You haven't been through what I went through when I was your age... and I hope you never do." she insisted. "OK," I sat befuddled wondering what she was getting at. "You can have what I had with your father, but not with your sister... You could have that with Jill. Don't screw it up." I thought to myself in this brief personal moment, 'How the hell could she know? She was an only child for one thing and I never had intended to fall for Ashley the way I had.' But, I kept it simple in these fleeting moments, not wanting to argue, "I understand Mama." We didn't say much more as we just sat together and enjoyed one another's company until about ten minutes before 6pm, when I made one last check around the house to be sure I hadn't forgotten anything, I was upstairs sitting on the bed in my darkened bedroom, when I heard Mama walk up the stairs and call for me, "Jimmy, you ready to get on the road." I was ready to head on out, as I met Mama at the top of the steps, "Yeah, I was just having one last look around... You know I do miss this place when I'm gone." The past twelve days seemed like a lifetime. I had grown up a lot. I was heading back to school a changed man, not totally happy with how things were. I wanted and needed my Ashley. When together alone, we were one and nothing else existed. Nothing it seemed would ever be settled in my family. We could never step back across the lines that had been crossed. The memories, both good and bad, would always be there, the rest of our lives. Ash and I would be meeting in a few minutes for our goodbyes and then it would be over -- at least for a while. I wanted to take her with me. I wanted to run away and disappear with her. Mama certainly seemed melancholy as she walked with me to my car. It would be years before this routine would be over. I still had 2 1/2 years of undergraduate study left and then two more years of law school. Mama cried openly as we kissed goodbye and I could see her watching, as I looked in the rearview mirror and drove away. I certainly loved my Mom. -------------------------------------------------- I pulled in at the west wing entrance of the mall and parked pretty far away from the building. There were no cars around me, so it would be easy for Ash to spot me. I pulled out my cell phone and called Ash, she answered on the second ring. (Ashley) -- "Hello." (Jim) -- "You're still coming?" (Ash) -- "Yes, but against my better judgment." (Jim) -- "I'm parked over on the west side. You'll see my car." (Ash) -- "OK. I'll see you in a couple minutes." It wasn't long before Ash drove by slowly and then headed down where most of the other cars were parked. I followed her. She parked and I stopped behind her. She got out of her car and hopped into mine, "We gonna go in here or are we going somewhere else." (Jim) -- "We're going somewhere else where we can talk and be alone." "I want you to get on the road Jim. It's already going to be near midnight when you get back." I pulled out of the Mall parking area and headed where I knew we could have some privacy. "Jimmy, where are you taking me?" "Back to school," I chuckled. "I'm kidnapping you." Ash gave me a perplexed look, "That's not even funny... Don't be driving somewhere miles away." "Ashley, I'm not going anywhere that far off. I'm just going somewhere where we can have some privacy... I just wanna be with you Ash. I might never have that chance again." "Oh Jimmy, we shouldn't," she looked a little reticent, "You're making me nervous." (Jim) -- "Just one last time my love... Just one last time." A couple minutes later, I was pulling into the back entrance of a subdivision of the Golden Hills Country Club. I creeped along the streets being inconspicuous, as though I were a resident. I knew about this area, because I had friends that lived near here and we had played golf here over the years. On a cold night like this, I doubted any security patrol would be coming out this way. I parked and turned the lights off at the end of the road, where the development had been cleared for new houses that hadn't been built yet. This was a cul de sac near the 5th hole of the golf course , which was perfect, because there were no lights and no houses in the vicinity. Ashley looked around as she unbuckled her seatbelt. She shyly grinned and muttered, "Weeknight... School night... I guess it's just you and me." The only light came from the luminance of the display panel of the car's dash, but it was more than enough to take notice of my sexy lover in the passenger seat... the toned legs covered by the black wool leg warmers that extended mid thigh from her denim skirt exposing just enough skin to stir my senses. My cock had expanded in the comfortable athletic warm ups I had put on for my 5 hour ride back to college. "Come here baby," I cajoled as I leaned in, while sliding my arms around her. "Ohh man," Ash exasperated as our tongues began a rhythmic fuck, Ash naturally gravitated towards me. The heat of the car and the sensations of love had my mind spinning as I pushed the seat back as far as it would go and leaned the upper part back until it rested on the back seat. Our hands wrestled one another frantically as Ashley came to a rest upon my upper torso. A feeling washed over me as I realized it would be a while before I would see my lover again. I anxiously reached up to unbutton her blouse to feel her skin, feeling that this could be the last intimate time we would ever have together. I pushed the shirt off as she assisted me in its removal. Before I knew it, her luscious tits were once again mine. We were back at it with our tongues fornicating in the full throes of passion. With desire overcoming us, we both leaned up to pull my shirt off, briefly recessing our kisses, "I need you Ash. I need... I need you," I pleaded as I pulled her skirt up and pushed her panties down, exposing her beautiful sex. With my cock at full mast, nature took course as Ash slid down and the crown eased inside her. Ash's heaving chest displayed her overwhelming desire, as she fell down upon me. "Oh Jimmy, Why? Why does this have to be?" she panted. "No... No..." she writhed as she lost her breath, turning her head and resting it upon my face. "You are my Babydoll, my liebchen, my flower... so very, very pretty... so very, very beautiful," I whispered in her ear as I pistoned in and out of her loveliness. I was in pure ecstasy as she came all over my cock. With her in my full embrace, I reached around and unhooked her bra, allowing her wondrous tits to be completely free from their confines, while I continued to hug her. Ash continued resting upon me as I continued to slowly pull out and push back into her. I could feel every nerve from the friction we created. Soon she turned back to our passionate kisses as she took my hands into her own. With the seat leaned back as far as it could go, she raised our hands to the top of the seat above my head. Straddling my waist, she began to ride me... up and down... up and down... up and down... skin on skin. Then she released my hands; throwing her head back and shedding her bra completely in one fell swoop, while lithely pushing her stretched panties the rest of the way off her feet. It was like participating in beautiful erotic art. Her beautiful upper body was now on full display with her skirt being the only item left as it clung to her mid section. I was mesmerized as her tits bounced on her chest, and the sheen of perspiration glistened the beauty that was her body. As she hovered above, I reached up and filled my hands with her bodacious bullets, causing her to grab on to the top of the seat as our groins rutted together in a carnal rhapsody. "Oh God, yes, yes!" she whimpered as we continued our copulation, "Oh Jimmy, I love you! I love you!" she cried as my testicles jiggled from her gyrating and grinding my cock as I had bottomed out in her womb. I pushed in and slowly pulled back out, watching her beautiful face and feeling the pleasure that only Ash could deliver. "Oh yeah baby, that's my girl!... my girl... my girl!" I moaned with every subsequent thrust. I could feel her losing control. "Oh Jimmy, oh God! Yes, oh God, yes!" she groaned as her chest joined mine and she buried her head in my shoulder. "I wish this would never end... but it has to... it has to end, it has to." she whispered in my ear as we moved in unison closer and closer to climax. She grasped my hands and pushed them high as she arose again, earnestly milking my shaft from tip to tail, "Please Jimmy... please," she cried, " help me... help me do this." She wanted me to fuck her back so that I would cum. "Oh Ash, you are so precious!" I growled as I joined her in the exaggerated coupling. Her muscles contracted around my cock like the first time we had ever been together. "Oh Ash, oh my Baby... ung! ungh!" my body shuddered as the jets of cum filled my lovely's womb. The sensation overwhelmed us both as we orgasmed together -- thrashing, shuddering, and quivering about. I held her tight as it all washed over us. After moments that seemed forever, I continued grinding and pushing into her, releasing all of my seed, "Oh My... Oh My..." I chanted, attempting to regain my breath as Ash nuzzled her cheek into my own. "I love you Babydoll," I murmured in her ear, as we rested with our torsos literally glued together in a muddled mess. It all felt so natural, like we would always be connected... Babydoll Ch. 19 Once again, thank you for the comments and feedback of the Babydoll series. This is meant to be a Dramatic series filled with Romance, Intrigue, Taboo, and most of all Sex. I want each of these chapters to have a symbolic meaning. Please give the story a chance even if there may be something that doesn't suit your fancy. The next step in the journey might make it worth your while. That's the way the best dramas work? I am trying to pull in all of your senses. Anyway, any likenesses or similarities of character are purely coincidental. I hope you will read the previous chapters, if you haven't. But, you can always jump in here and go fill in the missing pieces provided in the earlier stories. This is a taboo topic, so I know that it is offensive to some. The material is erotic to me because it is forbidden in society. This is purely fantasy. Hope you enjoy the fantasy. ************* It had been nine days since Jill and I had seen each other, but it seemed like a lifetime. I hadn't gotten back into town until nearly 3am. I was exhausted when I arrived, so I just laid down on the sofa in my apartment and passed out. By the time I awoke, it was nearly Noon. I made sure the apartment was clean and then headed to the grocery store, since I hadn't been home in two weeks and the fridge was empty. Before grocery shopping, I went and washed and vacuumed my car, even on this cool, cloudy day. I remembered what Jill had said about wanting to just stay in bed until her work and classes started back. After all that had happened, I was a little antsy thinking about seeing her face-to-face. I worried about her intuition and her possibly knowing that something had gone on while we were apart. As I drove to the airport I couldn't deny the fact that I that I missed Ash. Remember that Crosby, Stills, and Nash song about 'if you can't be with the one you love honey, love the one your with.' I loved Jill, just not as much as Ashley. I pulled myself out of the trance I had been in all day, as I pulled into the gates of the airport. I looked at the clock on the dashboard knowing I was early. It would be another hour before Jill's plane would arrive, but I didn't have anything better to do. I got out of the car, because I was paranoid thinking and knowing that Ash and I had had sex in this car the night before. I prayed that Jill wouldn't notice. The car was spotless, but I was having difficulty settling my brain on all that has transpired since the last time I had seen Jill. I went and bought a magazine and then headed into the little eatery in the concourse and had a burger, fries, and a Coke; because I hadn't eaten since I had woken up. After I finished my food, I headed to the terminal and had a seat to await Jill's arrival, which looked to be on schedule and would be here in 30 minutes or so. I sat in my seat and read my magazine, waiting, there was a lot of hustle and bustle going on all around me. It being towards the end of the first week of the New Year, I figured there were visitors flying out of town and natives heading back in. It was definitely nearly impossible to read the magazine and it was more like flipping through the pages than reading the articles. Soon, I heard the announcement that Jill's plane had arrived at the gate. I was nervous thinking about seeing her at any moment. Time was in a different dimension as I looked up towards the terminal entrance. As I stared at the gate, I looked at each passenger when they came walking through until finally I spotted her. She certainly looked lovely as we caught one another's eyes. As she gravitated towards my direction, all of my inhibitions about this reunion subsided to a great degree. I was happy to see her. The outfit she was wearing accentuated her prettiness. Jill always had a fit, shall we say athletic, look about her. The rust colored corduroys she was wearing tightly hugged her firm legs and behind. She had on a brown ski vest over a tartan flannel shirt that had the sleeves rolled up to the elbows and the top three buttons were unbuttoned displaying a white t-shirt underneath allowing her firm chest to almost pronounce, 'I'm here.' I got up and walked up and into her arms as she tightly embraced me with a bear hug... or as much as someone of her size (5'6" and 130) could into someone my size (nearly 6' and 190). She looked up and into my eyes, before we pecked one another's lips with a hello kiss and then she giggled hysterically as she tilted her head to my heart, which fluttered with the anxiety of the moment. I spoke, "Let's go get your suitcase and go home." We made our way over to the baggage pickup area and quickly found Jill's suitcase and a new duffle bag that apparently contained the gifts her parents had given her for Christmas. She had her backpack around her shoulder that she was utilizing as a carry on. I felt better about things as we exited the terminal and made our way to the parking lot. In no time we were at my car where I popped open the rear hatch and placed the suitcase, duffle bag, and backpack in before shutting it. We both slid into the front seats, smiling at one another. I don't know what it was, but somehow she looked better than when I had seen her the day after Christmas, the day I put her on that jet to send her home. Her hair was basically the same, but it appeared to be slightly highlighted and more full bodied than usual. The way she had her makeup done looked really nice. She didn't have a lot of on, but the way she had it done perfectly accentuated the demure character of her face. It struck me that I had maybe taken her for granted. Come to think of it, she was looking better than ever. As we drove out of the airport parking lot, I glanced to my side and noted her feminine maturity. She definitely wasn't a girl, she was all woman. She obviously had had her hair done, as it hung a little past her shoulders and fluffed out three-quarters of the width of her upper back and the highlights made her brunette locks appear more golden as the late afternoon sun shined through the car window. Her brilliant green eyes were highlighted with a subtle eye shadow that had them glow in the sunlight. Her pouty lips were accentuated with burgundy lipstick. It was obvious she had done this all for my benefit. As soon as we pulled away from the airport entrance and onto the highway, Jill unbuckled her seatbelt and came towards me. She was running her hands through my hair and kissing me as she reached over and began rubbing my cock underneath the athletic pants I was wearing. "Jill, what are you doing?" "Isn't it obvious that I've missed you." My cock certainly showed interest as it lurched to attention. My mind said something else, "I'm driving Jill." Jill didn't stop, but instead moved her face to meet my eyes and grinned, "Make me stop." My mind immediately flashed back to the night before and Ash and I in this very car. There were cars flying around as Jill unbuckled the belt of my pants, unsnapped them, and then slid the zipper down. She then reached her hand down and fished the turgid one eyed monster through the opening of my boxers. Before I could fully comprehend it all she had her head in my lap as she slobbered all over the knob of my pistol. She wasn't messing around as she gulped me down until her nose was pressed into my pelvis and the crown was settling deep in her throat. She came up gagging, but seemed to be on some sort of mission as she went back down, bobbing and twisting up and down and all around my shaft. I'd be lying if I didn't say the sensations were exquisite. I was completely turned on, but god dammit I couldn't drive like this. Involuntarily I pushed upwards, the cockknob finding its way to tickle Jilly's throat. I drove with my left hand, as my right hand rested in her hair, guiding her, as I thrusted and she tugged in unison.. This had become the blowjob of a lifetime, especially in this predicament. How the fuck could I concentrate? But I couldn't last very long... this couldn't last very long. Thing is, every time I thought I was ready to blow, she'd go and fucking back off a little before starting up again. She had complete control of the situation. And then I caught the eye of that truck driver in the next lane smiling like a Cheshire cat. I began laughing. Jill looked up, while looking in my eyes and continuing to pump my glistening cock, "Why are you laughing?" "You wanna turn around and smile at that truck driver you're giving a show too?" "Oh my god," she blushed, but she couldn't help but turn around to see the guy as he have her a thumbs up. She pulled her hand up to cover her mouth, "OHHH MYYY GGODDD!!" But then she laughed and surprised me, "What the Fuck," as she lowered herself again and went back at it. The guy in the truck gave me another thumbs up and nodded his approval. 'We'll be home in a few minutes,' I thought to myself as I relaxed and settled into my first driving blow job. I was pretty turned on. There was a thrill to the exhibitionism of it all. And it was happening in broad daylight. (Jim) - "We'll be home in five minutes. Why don't you sit up and be a good girl." Jill chuckled, then gaggled, around my cock as she began sucking furiously. It was obvious that she wanted me to cum before we got to the apartment and that time was rushing forward as my now aching balls felt the impending rush. I was going to wreck if she didn't stop. I was having difficulty controlling the pedals and I panicked at the thought of cumming while driving in traffic. I insistently rubbed her shoulders, "Darlin you've gotta stop or I'm seriously gonna wreck." She pulled off, "OK, but this continues at home." Jill sat back quietly as I drove the last couple of minutes home. I had no idea what was running through her pretty little head as she flipped her brunette locks back. I thought about all that had gone on since the last time we were alone together in my apartment. As I glanced to my side, I took note of her hands properly clasped in her lap. I sensed she was trying hard to control her nerves. She finally spoke, "God, I missed you so much the last week. It'll be so nice to be alone. It was only a few moments later when we finally arrived back at the apartment complex and pulled into the parking space in front of the apartment, "Well, we're home." Jill unbuckled the seatbelt and made no attempt to get her things as she exited my car. "Jill, you don't want your suitcase?" I questioned. (Jill) - "I'll get it later... I just want to go lay down." "OK," I followed her to the door. When I pushed the key into the lock and turned the knob, she quickly pushed us both inside where she leaned up into me and brushed her lips to mine, then a full kiss turned to our tongues slipping inside the connection as we both sighed deeply. I felt a need to please this woman, who had always been there for me and tried to make me happy. My thought was to give her what she wanted as I pulled her into me. Our kisses became more animated and I let my hands roam lower and lower until I was pushing the soft skin inside the waistband of her rustic corduroys. "Let's go to bed," she whispered in my ear. She pulled back and began taking her clothes off as she headed to the bedroom. I followed her lead as clothes were strewn from the living room to the bedroom. Jill walked over to the bed after having shed the last of her clothing, her panties, and pulled the bedspread back. Laying down and receding on her back, she held her arms out, "I've missed you. I want to feel you." I stood at the edge of the bed and began pushing down and stepping out of my boxers. My stiff cock bobbled as I rolled down into the soft flesh of her young, lithe body. We were chest to chest as she sprawled herself beneath me. I kissed her lips and then her jawline before raising up to study the expression on her face. She was so into it - so into me - as I came back down into her and nuzzled her neck and whispered in her ear, "Your wish is my command." "We've got plenty of time... You take care of me and I'll take care of you," she requested. I understood exactly where she was coming from, as I kissed her lips and then trailed my them down her jawline, her neck, before receding back until I was at eye level with her firm breasts. Her nipples were fully erect as I pushed at the sides of her breasts and flicked at the little nubbins for a few moments before continuing downward, pecking and licking her belly, kissing my way down to her pubis. As I reached it, I moved into position, raised her legs with my shoulders and began to kiss the inside of her thighs. I took a moment, tilting my head, resting it against her lower hip, looking at her, "You are so beautiful." In my mind, no one could take the place of Ashley's beauty, but Jill was truly something else. I rolled back over, lying flat on my stomach, as my eyes became transfixed on Jill's little sweet honeypot. I thought about what I was doing and what she would want. I moistened my index finger with saliva and trailed it down the puffy slit of downy fur that coated the lips. Up and down, up and down I traced the cleft of her pussy before barely dragging the back of my finger inside, teasingly splitting the dewy channel. Her moans turned into groans as she flexed her ass in reaction to my actions, thrusting her sex towards my face. She begged, "Oh please... kiss it... lick it." I moved forward to kiss her labial lips, gently sucking first one and then the other petal as it opened like a flower. "Oh God... so good... Wow!... Ohhhhhhh, please, just a little more...just a little more...ohhhh, unnngghhhh," I flipped the little nubbin of her distended clitty with the tip of my tongue. She was virtually breathless. Her first climax consumed her. She never came down as I cupped her buns and immersed my face completely in her sex. She writhed, pulling her knees back. I pushed my mandibular organ deep inside her hot fissure. Her pussy melted all over my face as she quaked, then quivered, before falling out from the throes of orgasm as I moved back atop her. I was hard as hell from the blow job in the car and all that had followed. Jill's soppy pussy would be no match for the ache of the turgid, hungry monster. He was angry and he was ready to blow. I held Jill's wrists to each side and aimed the cock of steal towards her heat. She gasped as my cock sank completely into her soaking pussy. It had been Christmas morning since I had been with her this way. With eyes opened, I looked at this beautiful girl below laying at my mercy. Eyes closed, a vision of my Babydoll consumed me. Eyes opened, I mashed myself into this slender, toned beauty. Eyes closed, I thrust forward, sinking my cock, in my mind, into Ashley's waiting pussy as I thought of heaven. Eyes opened, 'this is a beautiful creature, but she isn't my Baby.' I've heard some guys say that all pussy is the same. That would be to say all women are the same. Maybe that's the case upon penetration, because at that moment it's all about you, but in reality they are full of shit. Jill's pussy was tight, like Ashley's, but the longer this copulation continued, the more I noticed there was a subtle difference that I just couldn't explain. It has to be the DNA. Ashley was better, but Jill tried harder. Jill fucked back harder. Jill raised her legs and wrapped them around me, engorging herself upon my staff. "Hard please," she breathed in my ear. I pulled back until the tip of the crown held open her labial lips and then pushed back through the searing buttery passage as it flooded all over me. This wanton woman proved insatiable as she pulled up and fucked me back. I thought to myself, 'if she wants it, then I'll give her more than she bargained for.' I thrust hard, ramming into her as far as I could before slowly, deliberately pulling my hips back and thrusting once more into her harder, with so much force it pushed her up the bed, eliciting, "Oh God!" and an abrupt gasp. My pent up demon was oozing. I wasn't really angry with Jill, but I was mad at the World... mad at my family... mad at Ashley... mad at myself for the circumstances, as I slammed my cock into her hard, grinding against her. Pulling back, I did it again, even harder, fucking with viciousness, doing my best to push her right through the mattress. Again...and again... and again.. I long stroked her, feeling every nerve ending in my piston rod as time became irrelevant. I had found a rhythm when she pulled her hand to cover her mouth and seized up, cumming hard on my cock. She struggled to breathe, but I didn't stop. I only picked up the pace. She groaned with the roar of a lioness, when she had finally surrendered herself completely to the moment... listless to my mercy. "I want to cum... I need to cum so badly," I begged feeling the need for her assistance to ride over the edge. She squinted her eyes open and put her index finger up, "Just a moment... one moment... please," she appealed as she simmered down with short shallow breaths. I had pulled out and fallen to her side as my virulent balls ached for release. I felt stuck, loathing the moment. I was too tense... too overcharged as my nerves stood on end. Finally Jill gathered her wits and turned over to kiss me, "Thanks babe. I'm gonna take care of you now... You just lay back... You ready to get your brains fucked out?" I just smirked when she climbed aboard my torso, sliding downwards, relaxing as her sex opened naturally accepting my bloated cock as it slid right in. Her upper body fell flat to my own. She brought her lips to me and we kissed like lovers do with probing tongues. She rocked back as I pushed forward. Grasping my hands, she balanced herself, pulling back, sitting up, "Fuck me Jim... come on... cum... fuck me!" Laying back in the pillow, I enjoyed the sight of her working me over with her warm silkiness milking my cock. The heat was present as we met one another's thrusts. "MMMM," Jill murmured, "So good!" as she began to bounce up and down, leaning backwards as she did so. She was in complete control, enjoying being on top. And I would be lying if I said I wasn't enjoying it too. "Ummm yeah... it feels so good." She had found a rhythm as she leaned backwards with eyes closed and bounced. I released her hands and grabbed a hold of her waist. Bouncing, bouncing, bouncing... away she went, lost in herself and the moment, "Ohhh... Ohhh yeah... umm. Oh fuck!" "I love watching you Babe... just like that. You know what you're doing. Yeah... just like that... so good," I urged her on. She blew my mind when she relaxed back and put her feet forward to my side. With arms flexed back on the bed, I looked to see her grinding my cock. "I'm so wet Baby... so wet for you... can you feel it Baby... I'm so wet for you." "That's it girl... that's it... just like that... just like that girl... ahhh," I encouraged her. I felt myself sex percolating as she rose up, leveraging herself with her arms on my knees and beginning to bounce again. She chuckled sexily, "You like it? ohh, ahhhh... ohh... ahh," milking me with her creamy honey pot. Rotating my rod, I found the edge. I felt the nerve I needed - the spot..., "I love it.. Right there Baby. Right there," with three good, deep pushes, "ahhhh," the electrical tension shocked me as cum blasted past its barrier, shooting forth deep inside the searing warmness, my nerves pulsed and relaxed erratically with the ejaculation that followed. The stress of reality had been scurried away for the moment as Jill came back forward to envelop me... to make me one with her as we snuggled. "I'll give you whatever you want... I'll do whatever you want..." she whispered in my ear before she reached down and pulled the covers up over us, nestling back into me until we spooned, exhausted from our rendezvous. I didn't respond. What could I say at the moment. I just hugged her tighter to my body and kissed the back of her head. Why should I feel so guilty over something so pleasurable. We fell asleep. Two intertwined beings, flesh to flesh. Babydoll Ch. 19 ------------- Jill had gotten her wish, we barely left the apartment over the next week, except when she had to work or we went grocery shopping or such. We both had to start back to class on the 15th and then it was time to concentrate on our studies again. I had rebonded with Jill, because of all of the time spent together. That didn't mean that I didn't miss Ashley any less. I thought of Ash every day, several times a day. I'd even call her and we did speak a few times over the subsequent weeks, but she wouldn't allow me to turn the words in an intimate direction. There seemed to be a certain aloof quality to the conversations. I made sure that she understood that I missed her and I sensed that she missed me; but in the end, by what was left unsaid, it was clear that she wanted me to be with Jill. It was during the first week of February that I had received a call from my Grandpa. Now, let me say that I had talked to Big a few times over the past month, but this was a unique call. Big was calling me and wanted me to make a special trip home. It seems that he was the Chairman of the annual Heart Ball that centers around having a Valentine's Dance at our Country Club. "Jim, I'm the Chairman of the Heart Ball this year and I need my family to be there to support the event," he let me know, "... so I need you to be there and bring Jill. It's next weekend. I've already paid for everything, so all you need to do is dress nicely and be there." It had come as a surprise to me. There was no way that I could say no. I had already debated in my mind whether I was going to go home for Spring break, because of all of the circumstances and now I had a week and a half before I would have to be back there again. There was a problem with Jill. She had to work that weekend and it was going to be hard for her to get out of it. Jill tried to find someone to work for her, but in the end she couldn't get out of it. It was decided she would have to stay and I would be travelling home alone. I tried not to think of all the implications of Ash and I being near one another again without Jill there. The days had moved along quite deliberately and the closer the event approached, the more anxious I grew. Jill had worked on Valentine's night, which was in the middle of the week, but when she got off of work we spent some special time together. I had bought her favorite wine and some roses and we made love to the wee hours of the morning, even though we both had to be in class early the following morning. On Friday, I could see that Jill wasn't happy that we would be missing our weekend together, "I wish you didn't have to go Jim..." she bemoaned that morning. She would be busy working on Friday and Saturday night and I'd be back on Sunday. Even though I maintained the logic of it all by assuring her that I'd be back before she knew it, nothing I said seemed to settle her anxiety. In my own mind, to be honest, I was more than a little unsettled. I was heading back home where I'd be next to something that I desired more than anything in the world. I'd be next to my Babydoll. I'd be going to a dance with her. It wasn't arranged by us or for us, but we would most certainly be in one another's presence over the next few days. The possibilities certainly had my mind stirring, but at the same time I tried to calm my excitement and promise myself that I could be true to Jill and Ash was going to insist on that in the process. My last class that Friday was over at 3pm. I had a test that I was going to need to take when I got back on Monday, so I took my books home with me. It was a five hour drive home and a five hour drive back. I'd have to study on this night and Sunday night to be prepared for the test Monday afternoon - tis the reality of a university student as you might know. I had packed my bags at lunch and said goodbye to Jill with kisses as I headed to class. She'd already be gone to work when my class was over and I got on the road immediately thereafter. It was February 16th. You know how it is in the middle of February. It's sort of like how they say, 'it's always darkest before the dawn.' Well, the dead of winter was over and the sun would go down later, but it was still plenty cold and there really weren't any signs of Spring other than the sun warming the sky a little more. The temperature had risen to the upper 40s on this day and would hover there until the sun went down. Like all of my trips, the sun slowly sank westward as I got closer and closer home, causing me to reminisce about the past few years. My acceptable reality wasn't with me and I'd be heading into something that confronted me head on. Can you relate to the multifaceted thoughts that pinballed in my mind. I was as unsettled as a pinball surely would be, but yeah, 'it's all on me,' I had to acknowledge. The shadows lengthened and the sky darkened over the first half of the trip until around 6:30pm when it became completely dark. The foreboding darkness brought an anxiousness that I could not quell over the last hour of the trip. The clock on the dashboard read 8:15pm when I pulled into the neighborhood. As I pulled into the driveway, everything looked like a picture perfect snapshot of what I had left it back in January. There were even remnants of snowfall laying in the exact same places. The temperature had fallen precipitously during the drive, which felt unexpected compared to the toasty confines of the car, but that was to be expected compared to the more temperate climate 250 miles away. Thoughts ran through my mind of Spring Break. In the fleeting moment, I thought to myself that I wouldn't be coming home this year. I wanted to head to Fort Lauderdale or Key West and enjoy the benefits of sun and fun in 80 degree weather for a week to recharge my batteries. I certainly hadn't gotten much rest over Christmas, but yeah, once again I had to confess that was my fault. I saw Ashley's car parked in its usual place in the driveway, as I parked in my usual spot and proceeded to pull my things out of my car and walk to the door. I unlocked the door and entered, surprised to see Ash standing right in front of me. She grinned softly and immediately came towards me, embracing me in a soft hug as I dropped my belongs. "How was the trip?" She looked really nice in her winter knit lounge pants and sweater. I responded, "It was alright." As she hugged me, I wondered what was running through her mind. I have to admit that I was so nervous that I was probably shaking and maybe that prevented me from getting a true sense of the situation. "Have you had dinner?" she asked. "No, I came here straight from class." I returned. She grinned, "Oh, well... We have some soup and sandwich stuff in the fridge. I'll fix you some, if you'd like." (Jim) - "That'd be great. Where's Mom?" (Ashley) - "She's at Cathy's... went there after work. She said she'd be back afterwhile. I think Cathy is going to the dance tomorrow too." I remembered what happened at Thanksgiving when I was home and she was at Cathy's. It gave me a little shudder thinking about that evening, but I was brought back by a sense of knowing that Ash and I were alone for the next few hours. Ash headed towards the Kitchen as I let her know, "Ash, I'm going to run my bags upstairs, OK." I headed upstairs with my suitcase and backpack. I dropped them down and perused the room which looked to have not changed over the preceding six weeks. But, I took note that someone had to have at least dusted and vacuumed, because while nothing looked to have been moved, it definitely was clean. I headed back downstairs, where I found Ash putting everything back in the fridge that she had used to make me a BLT, which sat on the table, while she finished heating up what looked to be homemade Beef-Vegetable soup. I went and fixed a Coke and had a seat at the table. Ash finished preparing my soup and then brought it over to me. "Thank You," I responded as she went back and grabbed some cookies and a glass of milk for herself before heading back over and sitting with me. I smiled and ogled her beautiful presence, "It's certainly nice being around you, I've missed you." "Jim, there's some things I have to let you know... ," she put forth with a melancholic expression. "OK..." I responded with a sad curiosity wondering what she was going to lay on me. "I have to let you know that I have a date for tomorrow night," she spoke with a bit of a blank expression. I cocked my head with interest and a tinge of jealousy, but I knew it was her turn to speak. "His name is Mitchell Davis," she let me know. "He's an attorney that Big Daddy has gotten to know. And he is apparently trying to woo him to join the firm." I had to ask, "How long have you known this guy?" "Big Daddy invited me out to lunch last week and let me know about this whole Heart Ball thing," she said matter of factly, "Well, of course it was a set up, because this guy comes walking in and Big Daddy introduces us, then he has him join us, because this guy happens to be going to be eating alone... One thing leads to another. Big Daddy talks about the Heart Ball... asks if I have a date, which you know I didn't, and before I know it he has it arranged for this guy to be my date tomorrow night... I couldn't say no... I can't say no." "Ash, I wouldn't want you too," I reached my hand out to her own, touching it, and conceded with a heavy heart as she smiled cautiously and nodded affirmatively. "Have you had a chance to talk to the guy?" "Yeah, a couple days ago and last night... He's nice and he was thanking me... He's a nice looking guy and well mannered... reminds me a bit of you... He was talking about how he was working all the time trying to build a career. He said he hadn't been on a date in a year." "Wow," somehow it lifted my spirits, because this guy sounded a bit harmless. We sat in silence as I took a little over 15 minutes to finish my soup and sandwich, but I did eventually ask, "Why aren't you out tonight... seems like on a Friday night you'd find something to do besides just hang out here." "I've just been sticking around here... and besides tomorrow is going to be a big night." She responded. "I have this neat dress I'm going to wear, Big Daddy gave me his credit card and told me to go Downtown to the boutiques and buy whatever I wanted." "Hmmm... you've piqued my curiosity," I thought as my lascivious nature crept upon my imagination. "I'm gonna go upstairs and catch a buzz. Care to join me?" "Nah Jimmy, I don wanna..." she shied away. "You sure..." I persisted. "No Jim... I don't want to," she insisted with no hesitation. "OK," I headed upstairs to my little cedar chest and went into the hidden compartment. Everything was still in its place as I reached in and pulled the good stuff out. There certainly wasn't as much as there used to be, but I'd say there was still a good half an ounce. I had taken a little back to school with me, but my chances to partake had been few and far between and I'd never broached the subject with Jill. I rolled the joint and opened the window in my room. The stuff still had a great potency as I only smoked about half the joint before putting it out. I laid back on my bed and my mind rattled with several thoughts. Ash was looking as good as usual and I knew why she didn't want to smoke up with me. It always seemed to lead to us taking our clothes off and doing the deed. I was definitely tired from the drive home, but Ash being in the house caused me to be a little excited. I knew that I wanted to hang out with her. Her being around certainly stoked my libido, Mama wasn't home, Ash was here, Jill was 250 miles away... who would even know if we did anything. I surrendered to my primal desire thinking about testing the water. Ash did say she didn't want to go out. She did sound like she hadn't been on any dates. 'Maybe she would like to fuck?' I thought for a second. I got up and headed downstairs. Entering the living room, I saw Ashley look up as I headed towards the sofa where she was sitting, "May I have a seat?" "You'll be a good?" she inquired. "And why wouldn't I be?" I appealed. "Because you never have been," as she rolled her eyes before looking back at the screen. I plopped down beside her and minded my own business, but she was so close that the warmth of her presence indeed was having an effect on me. I turned and couldn't help staring at the beauty before me. It didn't take long for Ash to notice, "Whaaaat?" she asked in an exaggerated manner. (Jim) - "Nothing, it's just that I have truly missed you. You know I have." She cocked her head in a flustered manner and took a deep breath. "You could be wearing a burlap sack and you'd still be the hottest woman I ever met. I'm spoiled having you in my life." She stared intently in my eyes as I leaned in and stole a kiss from her. She leaned back incredulously placing her hand over her mouth, "What was that... why did you do that?" (Jim) - "I'm sorry... I couldn't help myself..." "You... Jill... Why... Why do you do this to me?..." she exasperated. "I know, I'm sorry... I'm sorry for loving you... Always have... Always will..." the words trailed off as I leaned back in to kiss her again. "No Jimmy. No... I need you to be good." "Maybe tomorrow?" I posed. She stared at me and hesitated, tilting her head as if she were thinking hard about something, and then without saying a word, she got up almost as if to escape. She headed upstairs and something instinctively told me not to follow. I laid back on the sofa to rest my eyes as my mind drifted. In my mind, I was thinking about Ash and tomorrow night, but this brought Jill to mind and how I wasn't being faithful to her by chasing after Ashley again. There were still sparks with Ash; there always were. I felt it in the kiss, but she pulled back. She didn't want to travel down that road. But there was that hesitation. I knew Ash better than anyone, but I certainly didn't always know what she was thinking. My mind was reeling with all of these thoughts. I was certainly tired, but my intent was only to rest my eyes for a few minutes and then go to my room... "Jim... Jim... Jimmy," something caused me to awaken, I opened my eyes to see my mother standing over the top of me. "Hey Mom," I stared at her. She seemed to be wearing her work clothes, but had the oxford shirt of her business unbuttoned and untucked, as worn when relaxing. "Did you just get home?" She bent down to the sofa and kissed my forehead, "Yeah, I went out to dinner with Cathy and some friends and she just gave me a ride home." (Jim) - "Oh... OK." (Mama) - Did you bring Jill with you? (Jim) - No she couldn't come. She had to work. (Mama) - That's too bad. I was hoping to see her again. I enjoy her. I didn't respond. (Mama) - "Is Ashley here?" (Jim) - "Yeah. I think she's up in her room." My answer seemed to put Mama at ease, as she once again kissed my forehead, "I'm going to head on up... I'll see you in the morning... I had your navy blue suit dry cleaned for tomorrow night. I bought you a neat tie and handkerchief to go with it. I knew you wouldn't want to wear a tux." My mother left the room and I drifted back off into my stupor. I fell asleep and barely remembered waking up to head up to my bed where I passed out. ================================================== When I woke up it was right after 9am. I went downstairs and fixed a bowl of cereal as the house remained quiet. Apparently my mother and Ashley were going to sleep in on this morning. I grabbed my bowl of cereal and headed back upstairs to read my Political Science book for the test I would be taking on Monday afternoon. I had my head buried in this textbook when I heard my mother's door open and a light prancing down the steps. I continued reading , when a few minutes later, Mama knocked on my bedroom door asking if I had had any breakfast. I let her know that I had and she didn't need to fix anything for me. I continued reading my book, but in my mind thoughts lingered as I noticed that Ashley was still in bed. I went to her room and quietly opened the door. She still appeared to be sleeping, even though it was 11am and she had gone up to bed well before I had. I decided to let her continue sleeping and headed downstairs to grab another cup of coffee and chat with my mother. Mama was now dressed in an athletic suit and looked to be doing some household cleaning. She looked and asked, "You need anything." (Jim) - "Nah." She nodded her head affirmatively, "You'll have to fend for yourself for lunch. I figured since we're going to this big dance that we wouldn't need much lunch. They'll have plenty of food there." (Jim) - "OK." "I'm going to go run some errands. I hope your sister will wake up soon...," she paused before continuing, "Jim, she's been being sort of distant again. Not like before mind you, but she's been keeping to herself a lot last couple weeks. She hasn't been hostile or anything, but she doesn't leave the house much and I haven't seen any of her friends around... She's been here a lot." These were, in my mind, very curious statements. My imagination had me thinking that this was all because of me. How could it not be. Ashley wanted to be with me, but had reconciled in her mind that it could never work out. Even though I was with Jill, Ash would always be the one that I loved most. We could run away. We could be together. If only she would allow it. "I'll talk to her Mama," I interjected. My mother gave me a cautious look, "OK," but she also gave me a knowing, cautious, circumstantial stare, as though she were scared to know of what the conversation might entail. I grabbed my coffee and headed back upstairs to my book. I read a while longer. Two chapters down and one to go, I thought to myself as I put down the textbook and stretched. I still had about 20 pages to read, but I needed a break. I would read the next chapter in the afternoon and then read back over the material again on Sunday evening when I got back to the apartment at college. It was getting towards noon when I figured that I needed to go have that conversation with Ash. My heart started pounding in anticipation of where these words could lead. I had a cool perspiration that had formed on my forehead as I moved towards my door and out into the hall. I took a deep breath and exhaled as I approached her door. I knocked, "Ash, May I come in." "OK," as I opened the door, she was stretching and sitting up Indian style, yawning, with her back against her pillows. I walked in closing the door behind me and proceeded to sit at the foot of her bed, "Mom says you are being a bit of a recluse." With a bit of an emphatic bitchy tone, Ash spoke, "Why is she telling you that?" (Jim) - "I guess she's worried... and worried enough to send me of all people up here to speak with you." (Ashley) - "That's pretty ridiculous, isn't it?" (Jim) - "We are the two closest people in this family... I think she wants you to come out of it." (Ashley) - "OK... whatever." (Jim) - "Now this isn't the girl that greeted me at the door last night." She admitted, "I know... I'm sorry... I've just got a lot on my mind." (Jim) - "My DarIing, I love you more than anything on this earth... Maybe after this dance we can spend some time together... and I'll try to be good." She gave a little knowing smile and looked away, "Jimmy, can you let me have some alone time now... I have to get some things done." "OK, I'll leave you alone." I walked out the door and headed downstairs to the basement; taking my book along to finish up the last chapter I needed to read. When I was finished with my book, I laid down on the sofa and watched some basketball. Eventually I nodded off... Babydoll Ch. 19 ================================================== It was around 3:15pm when I awoke to the sound of the front door bell ringing. No one was answering the door as it rang for the third time. I headed upstairs and when I opened the door, I was stunned to see Jill standing there as I opened the door the rest of the way. "What are you doing here?" In questioned in near shock. She came forward and kissed my cheek, "Surprise... Joanie at work said she'd be willing to take my shifts, if I had wanted the days off. Last night she said I looked depressed and she needed the money... so here I am." I tilted my head in a half yes and half no fashion, "OK." She looked back towards the outside as I began to close the door "Could you help me bring my bags out of the car." Ashley was the top of the steps, "Who is it?" I turned to look up, as did Jill. "Oh, hey Ashley," Jill smiled. "Hey," Ash replied, almost in an ambivalent fashion, but with a bit of a smile as she started down the steps. They both met and hugged as I told them, "Y'all visit. I'll get your bags." Then I headed out to Jill's car and fetched her suitcase, a dress bag, and her backpack from her car trunk. I took Jill's things to the guest room, while she and Ashley chatted. I fixed Jill a Coke and took it up to her, in Ashley's room, and asked if she would like anything to eat. (Jill) - "Nah Jim. I'm good. I ate some breakfast before I left." (Jim) - "So you must have left about 10am. You should have called. What if something would have happened." (Jill) - "I wanted it to be a surprise... It's OK... I told Lauren (Jill's roommate and friend) and the guys at work knew. You're glad I came aren't you?" "I am," I lied, but it was no big deal. After all, she was my girlfriend. "So what time is this dance?," she asked (Jim) - "7pm is when it is supposed to start, but we're leaving at 6:30pm, because Big wants us there, since he's in charge of it... you brought a dress?" (Jill) - "Of course... It's nothing really snazzy, but I think you'll like it." "OK," I smiled. Ashley broke in, "Jill you can help me get ready and I'll help you... It'll be fun... I've got to go take a shower first though..." She winked as she turned and headed up the steps. Jill came up and kissed my lips, "We'll have fun tonight... I'm looking forward to this." I could see that there were many cards in play at this moment. A lot of wildcards in the deck. There was something going on here that made this moment fill different, as though the stars were lining up for something that would be life defining. (Jim) - "Jill, I have something I need to tell you." (Jill) - "OK." (Jim) - "I like to smoke a little pot occasionally." She gazed at me a warily, but said, "OK." (Jim) - "You won't mind if I smoke a little." With the furrowed eyebrow of concern, she answered, "No, you go ahead." (Jim) - "I'm not going to smoke any now, but I may smoke a little later. I just wanted to let you know straight up." "OK," she grinned with relief as though she had been taken off the spot. "Ashley has a date," I let Jill know. "I think she'll be leaving about 6pm. So, I know how long she can take to get ready. You'll have to start getting ready here soon." "So, we're gonna meet everyone there?" Jill inquired. "Yeah... we'll be taking Mom with us... she'll be back in just a bit. She went to have lunch with Gramms and Jan. She was going to run some errands afterwards and get her hair done... You haven't met my sister Jan, she and her boyfriend are hanging out with my grandparents. She's going to spend the night over there. You'll meet her at this dance." "Your mom went to see her at Christmas," Jill looked to confirm. (Jim) - "Yeah, she lives in Atlanta now. I haven't actually seen her in a couple years. She is an assistant manager of a retail store down there, so she works a lot." (Jill) - "Oh... OK." (Jim) - "I've got some chips and dip in the fridge. We'll go have some while you wait on Ash to finish her shower..." (Jill) - "OK." We went to the kitchen and sat at the table eating some nachos, salsa, and guacamole. It was getting pretty close to 4pm, as we waited for Ashley to come down to get Jill and take her upstairs to get ready. Mama made all kinds of noise as she came bounding in. She was certainly blown away to see Jill sitting with me. "Jill... I thought you weren't going to be able to make it," she exuberantly emoted as she came right up to Jill and hugged her. I definitely saw the excitement she was exuding in her expressions - or was it relief. Right on cue, Ashley entered the room in her terry cloth white robe with slippers on and a huge towel wrapped around her head, "Oh hey Mama. Your hair looks nice. They did an excellent job." Really, I hadn't noticed in the reverie of the moment, but Ash was right. "Jill, you ready to go get ready for the big night?" Jill smiled and nodded at my mother, "I hope you don't mind me... Ashley said she'd help me get ready for tonight." My mother was beaming, "No... you two go on ahead and get ready... I need to do the same." The girls left the room and my mother turned to me, "What a nice surprise... It's so nice to have her here isn't it." "Yeah Mom," I smiled, but wondered if she could sense my disappointment. She didn't seem to notice or was it that she didn't care, because she was satisfied with the situation. "Well Jim, I'm going to head on upstairs. You need to get ready yourself here soon." (Jim) - "OK mom... I'll see you here in a bit." I decided that now would be the perfect time to go catch that buzz, as I waited until the girls were all up doing their thing, getting ready for the night, and then I headed upstairs to my stash. Funny thing is that when I reached into that old cedar chest something drew me to those panties I had put in there a couple years ago. 'Ahhh, Mama's panties,' I chuckled... It all brought the memories of that night to the surface of my mind. I rolled me a tight one and headed out to my spot. The winter meant there was no overgrowth out there. I could see the edges of our property and the house in the distance. This was one spot where nothing had changed. It was now 4:30pm, the shadows were long in the midst of a crystal blue sky and the sun falling below the top of the tree line. It was a wonderfully warm day for a February with the temperature around 65 degrees. I needed to go get my shower and get my suit on. Unlike the ladies, I never take too long to get ready. I fired up the joint and sat down on my old stump and relaxed in the warmth of the day. After a few tokes, my libido was aroused by the thoughts of sex. I was excited thinking about how these three women I'd had sexual relations with were inside getting dolled up. I couldn't take my mind off all of that scintillating pussy hanging out under that one roof. But, to be honest, there was one woman in that house that the others couldn't hold a candle to. She was my Babydoll. I sucked on a few Altoids and pondered what all had happened and thought about the night. I couldn't really settle things in my mind. I still wanted to be with Ash. She was right there, but things were so complicated. Why did it have to be complicated? I thought to myself. I looked at my watch and popped a couple Altoids before getting up and heading inside with a nice little buzz. When I got back inside, there was still no sign of the girls. ================================================== When I walked into the house it was getting close to 5:15pm. I knew I needed to get ready. I headed to my room where I went in my closet and pulled out my navy bIue suit and brown leather wing tip shoes. Mama had had them cleaned and I saw a matching dark red tie and handkerchief set that had embroidered hearts inset as a pattern. I laid those items on the bed before proceeding to the bathroom for my shower where I turned on the water and undressed. As I stepped into the tub and under the water, I couldn't help but think of the times I had spent in here with my lovely sister. With the buzzed thoughts I had going through my mind and the hot water cascading all over me, I couldn't keep my genitalia from coming to life. As I soaped my balls, my swollen 7 inches began to swing and bobble. Down boy, I thought to myself as I stroked staff and massaged the crown. I shampooed my hair, but couldn't help taking some of the viscous liquid and applying it to my cock. "Ahhh,' was the feeling of the gooey substance that mimicked pussy juice as it gleamed and glistened while I gave the rod a few more strokes. 'Careful,' I thought to myself... let's save all this for a proper fuck. I soaped the rest of my body and finished my shower, drying myself off and shaving before heading back to my room to get dressed. I actually enjoyed wearing a suit on occasion and think I look pretty good when formally dressed. I actually own seven suits. My mother and grandparents bought them for me. I kept a blue, a black, and a tan one here. I have four others at school. My grandfather is big on dressing up for appropriate occasions. Blue has always been my mother's favorite for me to wear. By the time I was finished dressing it was a few minutes before 6pm. I heard the girls in Ash's room, but knew better than to disturb them while they readied themselves for such an important event. I decided I'd head on downstairs and await their arrival. I hadn't been downstairs , waiting in the living room more than a couple minutes, when I heard and then saw someone coming down the steps to the foyer. I wouldn't be exaggerating, if I told you that what I saw took my breath away. It was Ashley and she was fucking gorgeous. It was exciting. She had on this shiny red gown that made me think of her looking like a real life version of Jessica Rabbit. And, I mean she had done something to temporarily color her hair with these highlights that made her hair strawberry. I was virtually drooling and I know she could see it in my eyes. She looked like a movie starlet. Her breasts were already amazing, but this dress really accentuated their voluptuous nature... mind you, without being completely risqué. There was just something fuller and more womanly about her figure and her complexion was glowing with the splash of glitter she had applied. In my mind, I was thinking to myself in the moment, 'Somehow, some way I'm going to fuck her brains out before this night is over.'... How was I going to get her alone? Oh god, I had to have her... Dammit. I smiled and confirmed, "You look stunning Ash." I suddenly took note and became aware that my mother and Jill would be entering the room soon and I needed to do everything in my power to quell my simmering libido, but that felt impossible at the moment. For certain, my blood pressure was like the inside of a pressure cooker. I grabbed Ashley's hand and turned, pulling her with me. She protested in a whispered tone, "Jimm-ee, what are you doing?" "Shhhhh..." I led her down the basement steps as she attempted to provide resistance, but it was useless. At the bottom of the steps I pulled her to me and kissed her flush on the lips. I knew she felt my hard cock poking from my trousers and into her abdomen as I pushed into her. Inhaling her intoxicating essence, I confessed, "You have me spellbound... always have and always will." Ash pulled back, "Ohh Jim... not now... I've got to get ready." I whimpered, "I want you tonight." I felt I had nothing to lose as I took her hand and pulled it to my hardness, "This is what you do to me Ashley Rabbit." Babydoll Ch. 20 Thank You Literotica and its followers for indulging me in this fantasy. Thank You for the comments, feedback, scores, and especially the encouragement to continue with the Babydoll series. This is meant to be a Dramatic series filled with Romance, Intrigue, Taboo, and most of all Sex. My goal has been that each of these chapters has symbolic meaning. This is a direct continuation of the last chapter. I have attempted to keep the chapters from being too long winded. This chapter was written at the same time as the last one. Please give the story a chance even if there may be something that doesn't suit your fancy. The next step in the journey might make it worth your while. That's the way the best dramas work. I am trying to pull in all of your senses. Anyway, any likenesses or similarities of character are purely coincidental. I hope you will read the previous chapters, if you haven't. But, you can always jump in here and go fill in the missing pieces provided in the earlier stories. This is a taboo topic, so I know that it is offensive to some. The material is erotic to me because it is forbidden in society. This is purely fantasy. Hope you enjoy the fantasy. ************* Here in this moment, I wanted Ash so bad that it was literally driving me crazy. Not only did I crave her, I actually tasted her on my lips and I didn't care about anything else in the world. Frankly, I didn't give a fuck about what the outside world thought. Ash shook her head with a wariness, "Jimm-eee, you are incorrigible..." as she pulled away, immediately heading back up the steps. I was left in a daze. Maybe I had done what I had done because of the buzz I had going. I pondered whether I would have done so otherwise and thought to myself, 'Probably.' I went to the bar and grabbed the Bourbon, twisted off the cap, and took a quick swig before grabbing a Ginger Ale from the fridge. After shaking my head and waiting a minute or so, I had myself back somewhat under control. I took another slug of Bourbon and then carried my Ginger Ale as I headed back up the steps. I was comfortable in my embarrassment now. With this good buzz nothing was going to bother me. When I got to the top of the steps, my mother was on the phone in the living room. Apparently, Gramms wanted to make sure that we would be leaving soon, because she and Big wanted to plan for us all to arrive around the same approximate time. I headed to the front sitting room and relaxed on the sofa as I heard Ashley and Jill come down the steps together. Ash basically walked before Jill and presented her to me in a very fetching , sleek, dark burgundy and black dress. Ash smiled, "What do you think?" The dress was eye-catching to say the least, "Wow... very nice Jill. That looks great on you." Her breasts were on display as I had never seen them before. The dress was tight in the midsection and flared at the hips coming to rest with the hemline right at the knee. She was a beauty in the dress, not like Ash's Jessica Rabbit ensemble, but certainly attention grabbing in her own right. I always thought she was pretty in a cute sense, but this was the prettiest and most feminine I'd ever seen her. Mind you, Ashley was still hotter as a woman, but Jill had that Girl Next Door making her debut look. The contrast would be to see that picture of Sophia Loren and Jayne Mansfield sitting at that table in Hollywood. This would most certainly be an interesting evening. The doorbell rang and I went to answer. It was Mitch. He put out his hand, "Hi, I'm Mitch Davis. I'm your sister's date for the evening. You must be Jim. I've heard a lot about you." "Good things I hope," I lifted my eyes to him trying to hide my jealousy. "Nothing but the best," he chuckled. This guy gave off a good, relaxed vibe as I turned to allow him in the door. He was a fairly good looking guy, but not in a pretentious way. He was wearing a black suit with a red tie - just a normal , ordinary business suit. Ash was coming up behind me when I turned, "Your date is here," I attempted a smile. He smiled and I could see his eyes roam her beauty, "Hey Ashley." (Ashley) - "Hey Mitch... My mother is on the phone... I need to formally introduce you to her." "OK," He agreed as they headed towards the den. Jill came into the foyer and Ash looked at her and smiled, "Mitch this is Jim's girlfriend Jill." Jill shook his hand and nodded at him in acknowledgement. Ash continued smiling, "Well, I hope you two don't mind. I'm going to go introduce Mitch to Mom and then we're going to head out." I smiled as best as I could and nodded in acknowledgment. It all tore me up inside, but what could I do? Ash and Mitch disappeared around the corner of the kitchen and I could hear them talking to Mama, while Jill came closer, "You like it?" Jill asked, smiling and turning and slowly twirling around to show off her elegant form, which also gave me a better view of her cleavage in the process. "I hope you don't mind me showing off a bit," she wondered aloud. "Ashley let me borrow some accessories and gave me some pointers," she smirked as she leaned in to kiss my cheek and hug me. She let go, "I guess we better get going. Is your Mom ready?" she inquired as she walked past. The silky fabric of her dress clung closely to her bottom as she sashayed by, showing off the perfect shape of her firm derriere. Her tight, athletic bottom never looked better. Just about then, Mama, Ashley, and Mitch finally made their way towards us from the living room. "I need to run upstairs for a minute and then we'll head out," Mama informed us. Ashley grabbed her long overcoat from the coat rack in the foyer, "We'll see y'all there in a few." I helped her get her coat on and then she and Mitch were out the door and on their way. I grabbed Jill's overcoat off the rack and helped her get it on and did the same for myself. Mama came down the steps with her coat already on and was ready to go. My watch read 6:30pm, as Jill, my mother, and I entered the garage and got into my mother's Audi and were on our way to the club. Ashley and Mitch had already left and were nowhere in sight as I backed out into the driveway and entered the street to head towards the Club. Mama had insisted that Jill ride along side me in the front seat. As I looked in the mirror and caught Mama's gaze, she was virtually beaming a smile as she relaxed in the backseat. She told Jill and I several times how nice we looked and how exciting this all was. She was obviously enjoying herself as she asked questions about what was going on in our lives. We answered them all politely, as we were obliged to do. My mind kept drifting off thinking of my Babydoll and that guy that she was with. Mama asked if I was excited about the dance and having my girlfriend to show off for the evening. I smiled and looked at Jill, figuring I better play this for the best, as I affirmed my mother's wish that I was happy, even if I was nowhere near content. Another glance back in the mirror let me know that Mama was virtually vibrating in her exhilaration about this evening. The whole family was going to be together for the first time in two years. I could see in her eyes that her mind was right and I didn't want to do anything that would spoil that. It had been a long time since I had seen her anywhere near this happy. Mama was definitely a gorgeous woman in her own right. I mean she was fucking hot. I just wished that she could keep the happiness I was seeing on this night. She deserved to be happy after all she had been through in life. Mama's outfit wasn't flashy like Ashley's. It was the red dress theme of the evening also, but much more modest and matronly. The elegant red dress was collared with sleeves that ran to the elbow. It was one of those old fashioned dresses like were worn in the 1950's with buttons on the front that began above her ample cleavage line and ran all the way down to the bottom of the dress's skirt, which billowed out. She was wearing a big black belt with a silver buckle that cinched around her waist and accentuated her curves. The woman was definitely a MILF. We arrived at the club at 10 'til, pulling up to the front entrance. For this special occasion, the club had valet service. The valet and an attendant opened the doors for the ladies and I and we were escorted to the main lobby and from there we were taken to our table at the front of the grand event room, which had been turned into a ball room filled with red and white balloons and fresh flowers. As we approached the table, everyone stood and greeted one another. My Grandfather made a point of introducing Jill to Jan and her boyfriend Robert, who we all call Bob. As I told you, this was the first time I had seen my older sister in a couple of years. Even though there was always a sibling rivalry between the two of us, there was a sense of camaraderie in the air on this night. The table was set for 12, even though there were only 9 of us in the family. The club was packed with people seemingly surrounding every inch of us. Big most definitely seemed to enjoy being the center of attention on this night. It was hot , which seemed to be accentuated by the amber hue of the room. It had the feel of sitting in the midst of a campfire, but with a sweet feminine aroma making me feel drunk with lust from the surrounding feminine charms. It was like the PG-13 version of a Roman orgy. The first thing we did after our greetings was to get some food. I was famished as I walked up to the smorgasbord that had been laid out. I made a bee line for the Shrimp and Carved tenderloin. The selections were enormous with all sorts of finger foods, including all kinds of vegetables, fruits, cheeses, sushi, and canapes. The ice carvings were sensational and you couldn't even imagine the rest unless you were there. I made my way back to the table and enjoyed my hors d'oeuvres, while we all chatted about life in general. The band started up at 8pm and it wasn't long before Jill hinted that she wanted to head to the dance floor where the Jazz ensemble was playing various tunes to set the evening mood. I'm sure that you understand that these occasions aren't made for men. Sure it is romantic, but these events are designed for women. Men are just along for the ride - there to do what the ladies want to do. Jill led the way, pulling me to the middle of the dance floor, which had become quite crowded as happy Valentine's couple danced the night away. It was early, so the slow moving tunes flowed languidly along one after the other. Nothing provocative was taking place. Just nice, mellow music easing people through the night. "I really love this Jim," Jill confirmed as she snuggled up into my body, while a crooner sounding like Tony Bennett sang 'Smile' in the background. Funny thing was that we had never been dancing in all the time we had been together. And guiltily, I couldn't help but hearken back to New Year's Eve and being with Ash and reminisce about the most special evening of my life. While I was lost in my daydream, Jill had maneuvered my arms around her waist until we had formed a tight bond against one another. She rested her head against my chest as we slowly swayed to the melody of 'Who Can I Turn To'. Her firm chest pressed against my own as her arms drifted lightly up my sides until they found a resting place around my neck. My own hands slowly traveled down to the small of her back. I'd be lying if I didn't admit that when I could focus on Jill, the circumstances certainly felt nice. Slowly, she turned her head to look into my eyes, with our faces just inches apart, I stared into the look of love. The same look that I had with Ash on New Year's Eve. I sensed that she wanted to kiss as suddenly Ashley came into view in the background dancing with Mitch. As I continued dancing with Jill, Ashley's gaze caught my own. I felt so guilty in so many ways. We continued dancing until the number ended and then I told Jill, "I need a break... let's go sit and have a drink." I walked Jill to our table and then went over to the bar set up in the ballroom. I ordered a Bourbon and Ginger for myself and got a little champagne for Jill. When I got back to the table, Big had gone to the front and stopped the music and started speaking to the crowd. "Ladies and Gentleman" Big spoke, "It has been an honor and a privilege to be placed in charge of this event. Like many of you who have had loved ones effected by issues of the heart, high blood pressure, stroke, and the other diseases involving such issues, we understand the importance of raising money for such causes. Events such as this celebrate and enhance the fundraising efforts that help with research on these issues. Please, enjoy yourselves, but please also remember why we are here. Remember to involve yourself, your time, talents, and resources to the cause... Well, that's all for now. Back to the party." Big made his way off the stage where the band was playing and chatted with people along the way as he eventually made it back over to where we were standing. He beamed as he came to me in his black tie and tux, "You enjoying yourself Boy?" "Yes sir," I nodded affirmatively, "You sure are impressive... I'm proud of you." Big grinned, "Well, you're gonna have to take my place eventually. I hope you're ready, because I'll be throwin' you in the deep end soon enough. I don't know why, but suddenly a cold chill ran down my spine. Such a thought as Big was introducing here made me extremely nervous. I thought I was grown up, but I suddenly realized at that moment that I was a punk kid who didn't know shit. Big leaned in, "Whatta ya think about Mitch?" "He seems alright enough," I ambivalently replied. Big tilted his head down and stared me in the eyes, "I like him... 28 years old and just graduated from law school last year. He wasn't top of his class, but he's smart, hard working, and ambitious... I think I'm going to bring him into the firm... so you know what that means." "Yes sir," I knew that Big gets what Big wants. Big looked me square in the eyes and sternly insisted, "You will get along with that boy." "Yes sir," I nodded in submission. Big's mood changed swiftly back to being jovial as he got a big grin on his face and slapped me on the back, "Well, back to the party." He looked to a guy he must have known, "Bill..." and his words trailed off as he walked away leaving me standing there flabbergasted by what had just transpired. I walked back to the our table where Jill and Ashley were chatting it up alone. I felt very self conscious about averting my eyes from Ash to the extent that it made me uncomfortable trying to hide my true feelings. My eyes wanted to travel downward and look at the feminine charm of her full bosom showcased in her satin gown. It was the same type of material as the little nightie she had worn the night after Christmas when we reconsummated our love. I knew she had to know that she was turning me into melted butter, but as I've said before, she was a Hollywood starlet when she needed to hide her emotions. I sat and enjoyed my drink, which had watered down from the ice melting in it. I still had a little bit of a buzz going, but it had subsided somewhat since the night began. My real high came from being nervous around these women who had always had an effect on me, especially Ashley. I knew Ashley had to have noticed me stealing peeks. She had to have known I couldn't help it. I think the effects of my love for her had always flattered her to the point that it allowed her to lower her inhibitions until we had crossed the line. To me it was never a matter of crossing the line. I didn't look at that way. I looked at it as her belonging to me. I knew what I wanted, who I wanted to be with, who was always on my mind, who was always in my dreams... She was mine and always would be - til death do we part, so to speak. I looked her straight in the eyes, "Ash, where's your friend? I would have thought y'all would have been dancing the night away?" She gave a little knowing smile, "He's been talking business with one of his associates. He said he'd be back in a few. He's sitting right over there." She pointed at Mitch as he took notice. She smiled and waved and I followed suit. He waved back. "Jill, would you mind if I dance a couple dances with Ashley?" I inquired. She smiled, "Y'all go right ahead." Ash scrunched her brow and gave me a perplexed look, "Jim, you can't leave her sitting here by herself." Jill insisted, "I'll be fine Ashley. You need to go dance." (Jim) - "Thank you Jill." I took Ashley's hand and we walked over to where Mitch was sitting, "I'm gonna steal a couple dances with your date. You don't mind?" "Be my guest," he smiled, "But don't run off with her..." he chuckled. I could see the guys he was talking with giving my sister a huge once over. If ole Mitch boy only knew what my intentions were. With permission of all involved, we headed to the dance floor where one neat little Jazz instrumental was ending as we began to dance. I was focused on Ash completely, but when this lady stepped up to the microphone and started singing Cole Porter's "Every Time We Say Goodbye", it stole my attention and reinforced the sense of this moment. This was a soft swaying tune that the band played smoothly. Ash's eyes and my own locked and we both could read each other's minds as the tears welled in our eyes. The blonde headed lady singing on the stage reminded me so much of Diana Krall, as she receded and the band allowed the saxaphone artist to go into a solo for over a minute at the end of "Goodbye", which then led to the Songstress beginning a smoky version of "Somewhere over the Rainbow". The emotions brought out by this excellent band playing before us piqued and surrounded me in a sentimental journey of the past, the present, and the future. Ash and I couldn't help but dance closer. She couldn't rest her head on my shoulder as she had on our special date, not with everyone all around, but we still danced closely as I led the way. Her firm breasts poked my chest as we moved in unison along the dance floor. I couldn't ignore the arousal she brought out of me. My cock began its own dance as it twitched between us. The smell of her familiar essence was once again wafting through my nostrils, which sent a shiver down my spine. In spite of my efforts to keep cool, pressure began building in me as my groin tingled. This is going to become awkward, I thought to myself. I leaned forward and spoke in Ash's ear as the music played loudly surrounding us, "I appreciate what you did with Jill. She's gorgeous, but she isn't you. No one can ever replace you... You are my Valentine... always have been and always will be," I declared. Dancing a few more steps, I continued speaking softly, a whisper wouldn't suffice, but in no way did I want to create a spectacle, "I keep thinking back to New Year's Eve... about how much I love you Ashley. I can't get over you." Ash whimpered, replying back as we continued dancing closely, "Ohh Jimmy, sometimes things just can't be. I have something I have to tell you... I've been meaning to... I've been wanting to, but the time..." I knew she loved me and she wanted to be with me and now we would find the opportunity to figure it all out, "We need to talk... I know the perfect place. Meet me outside the bar in five minutes." We parted and I slipped away and headed to the bar. I hoped my erection wasn't noticeable on the ballroom dance floor, but I was fully aware of it. The trip to the bar, gave my tented slacks somewhat of a reprieve. I certainly hoped that no prying eyes would take note of my predicament. When I got to the bar, I had the bartender pour me another Bourbon and Ginger. I took it out to the hall and sipped on it as I awaited the arrival of my love. I had been in this building enough that I knew the perfect room in which we could be alone. Babydoll Ch. 20 As I stood waiting in the hall outside of the bar, one of the club's gentleman servers came up to me. Mr. Jameson, your grandfather is looking for you. He wanted me to bring you to him? "OK, Yes sir, lead the way," I acknowledged as he began walking towards our destination. 'Damn, to be interrupted,' I thought to myself, 'Probably wants to make another of his pronouncements.' When the server turned towards the right and we headed down another hall, instead of taking me back towards the Ball Room, I became more curious about why Big might want to meet me alone. The server stopped outside Club's Board of Director's meeting room. He opened the door and I walked inside. Big was sitting in a chair off to the side of the big table that dominated the old Victorian room, sipping on some sort of drink, "Come in and have a seat. We need to have a conversation." "OK," I responded as I went over and took a seat next to where he was sitting, while wondering about why he was wanting to have a conversation at this moment, when he'd already basically let me know the way things were with Mitch earlier in the evening. (Big) -"You having a good time tonight?" (Jim) - "Yessir." (Big) -"Jill having a good time tonight?" (Jim) - "She seems to be." Big set his drink down and put his hands together while flexing his knuckles, "You make a nice couple. I enjoy having that girl in the family... such a neat girl... so appreciative of everything." I felt a sense of concern with the tenor of this conversation. He was shaping my relationship with Jill to be more than I intended it to be. I cared about the girl, but most parental figures tell you to take it slow and not rush into things. It felt like he was being pushy, like my mother was at times. I just continued sitting in silence, wondering what he was getting at. Big continued, "You remember what I told you a couple months ago... about your Grandmother and myself. Look at how happy we are all of these years later." Suddenly the door opened with a female server holding it and in behind walked Ash, "Come on in Ashley," Big urged, "I need to have a conversation with you and your brother." This unexpected event took my breath away. I had gone to rendezvous with Ash and been intercepted and summonsed to this room and apparently the same happened with Ash. At that moment, it all crashed in. I thought, 'He knows. He fucking knows.' Big got up from his chair and walked over to one of the chest of drawers sitting in the corner of the room. He pulled out his keys and unlocked one of the top drawers, I wasn't sure which, because I was looking at Ash and she was staring back towards me. Big turned around and walked back over towards where I was sitting. He was holding a manila envelope, which he handed me, "Open it up boy." I opened it and saw that there were large 8x10 pictures inside. There must have been twenty. "Pull'em out and look at 'em," Big insisted. I pulled the pictures out and one-by-one and saw that they were pictures of Ashley and I at the mountain cabin. I could see that they were taken from the various places. We were caught. I had tears well up in my eyes as the panic set in. "What Jimmy... What are you looking at?" Ash asked in an concerned manner. Ashley came and took the pictures from me. She looked at them as her jaw dropped and her eyes bugged out, "Where... Where did you get these? How???..." "I don't blame ya boy... I'm a little star-crossed about it, but she is a pretty little thing... she's always been my pride and joy... she has you mother's and grandmother's qualities." "I'm so sorry Big... so sorry," I sniveled. As the tears began to roll down my cheeks, my grandfather sought to chastise me and yet comfort me. He came over and palmed my shoulder. Calmly he spoke, "Get ahold of yourself boy. I'm not here to kill you... Last week I wanted to... I had suspicions something was happening long ago. I just got curious and you know what they say about curiosity." He walked back and sat in the chair he'd been sitting in and took a sip from his tumbler of what looked to be straight Bourbon, "I didn't know what to think or what to do... I figured with Ash here and you back at school that everything was safe and I'd deal with it later... Then last week..." He looked towards Ash as she stared incredulously back at him... "Ash... are you going to tell him?" Ash stomped her foot as she sneered at him, "There's no way you can know that!!..." "Ohh Darlin... No... Eventually, I find out everything in this town," He gave her a grimacing grin. Ash sunk down in the chair beside her and began to shiver. (Big) - "OK.. and I do love you darlin'... Jim, she's pregnant with your child." I went from deeply depressed to beyond baffled as I gave her a sideways stare, squinting my tear soaked eyes. My brain went into overdrive, 'How? No way... she couldn't be... she was on contraception.. No!' I thought to myself. Ash had begun to cry in embarrassment as Big stood up and made his way over to her and knelt down. Handing her his handkerchief, he tilted her head up at the chin and looked her in the eyes, "Dry your eyes little darlin, we can't afford for you to lose it here... I had to do this, because I saw where you two were headed... You've gotta be strong girl... for all of us... for the family. So please no crying right now." Ash wiped the tears away and we both sat lost for words, as Big turned to concentrate his gaze upon me, "We've just got to figure a way out of the mess and I think I've got a plan... and you are going to accept that plan." (Big) - "Ashley, you're gonna stay here and you're gonna have my grandchild... You're not going off to college now. When she starts showing, we're going to tell people she made a mistake and ended up pregnant. This is the 21st century. I wish it hadn't happened, but it did and we're gonna deal with it." In a forelorned manner, I asked, "Does Gramms know?" "She knows nothing boy!!" he imposed with pissed intent, "And she's to know nothing until my plan comes together... got it... and she'll never know that you fathered this child." "Yessir," I answered fearfully. He actually chuckled, which surprised me, "This is screwed up boy, but we're like one of those royal families now. Not that I'll want people to know I have a grandchild under these circumstances, but I figure in the end it'll turn out alright. I don't really find it too amusing, but after finding out about it this week... Well, I've to come to terms with it somehow." His attitude really didn't put me at ease and it shouldn't have. I went over and knelt down to Ash, "I'm so sorry Ash... so sorry... I'm so sorry for what I've done to you." I shook my head in disgust at myself. She looked up at me with a look of pity, "I'm sorry Jimmy." I looked over at Big, "I do love her more than a brother should ever love his sister... I can't help it... You'll never understand, but I do." Big nodded, "I know son... I'm not going to pretend to understand what happened, but I do know you have always loved her. When you two were kids, you were inseparable. You practically had to pry you two apart." He continued, "I know you care about Jill too and I can see in her eyes that she adores you... she's the way out." He reached into his pocket and pulled out a small box, "These are your Great Grandmother's engagement and wedding rings," he opened the box. "They were going to be yours for your future wife some day... You're in the deep end son and I'm offering you a way out. He pushed the box in my hand forcing me to accept, "You're going to ask Jill to marry you." I looked at him with a shrill, questioning gaze, shaking my head negatively, "Big, I can't do that." "I'll leave you two alone. I guess that's OK to do now... I'm heading back out to the party. I'll see you two in a few minutes... Don't be too long... Jim, you need to go have a conversation with Jill... I think if you sincerely ask that she'll say yes. When she accepts, I want you to let me know." As Big left the room, I continued to look at Ashley, "I'm so sorry. This is all my fault... so, so sorry." Ash looked up into my eyes, "Jimmy, They're right about it taking two to tango... but thanks for apologizing and taking up for me... I wanted to tell you... I was trying to tell you... This is what I was trying to tell you. I just didn't know how." "Ashley, You are who I want to be with the rest of my life... It's hard when you aren't around... I'd run away with you. We could get out of here... Let's get the fuck out of here." Ashley mocked with her moist eyes, "Jimmy, come on... Knock Knock... Reality HELLO. We can't go anywhere. We have to do what Big Daddy asked us to do. We can't make it on our own and we can't go out here and hurt the people that love us." (Jim) - "But I love you more than anyone... and what about my child?" "Jimm-eee," she shrieked, "I love you too, but we have to do this. I'll never keep you from this child. The child will always be close to you, but no one can know you are the father. If you love me, you've got to show me... you have to help me... you have to do this." I fumed in the fury of frustration, "I don't want to do this." Ashley begged, "Please, you have to." "Only if I can have your love," I leaned in to her face. She granted, "You have my love, but you can't have me." "Dammit," I cursed the world. "One last kiss," I stole a kiss from her lips and she returned it. Ash, Brushed my Jawline, "Now go do what needs to be done." (Jim) - I just need a few minutes... are you going to be alright to go out there. "I'll be alright Jimmy," she replied with the paradox of a melancholy smile. When she stood up, I stood with her and placed my hand on her belly and kissed her temple before conveying, "I promise you that I will always take care of you both. I swear." From there Ash walked out of the room, while I sat in stunned silence. I was officially in the deep end. This was a new level of scary. I tried to gather my wits and nerves as I thought about the words I'd be delivering in a few minutes. I pulled the ring box back out and stared at their classical beauty. It was a little past 9pm when I left the room and headed to the bar. I knew the bartender Walter. He'd been at the club since I was a kid. I sidled up to the bar where Walter seemed know I was in a predicament. His grimacing grin seemed to empathize with the gravity of my mood, "Jim, you look a little too serious for a night like this." "Got some stuff on my mind Walt... You think you could pour me a double Bourbon and put it on my grandfather's tab." Walt poured the drink without hesitation and handed it to me. I took the glass and inhaled it in one fell swoop. I looked back at him, "Thanks... Wish me luck. It's showtime." "Good Luck whatever its about," he replied as I walked away. In less than a minute, I was back in the main event room where the ball was now going hot and heavy. I walked to the table where Jill and my mother seemed to be enjoying the conversation along with... I couldn't believe it... Joe, my stepfather. "Joe, it's good to see you. I've been going to call you when I had a chance. What are you doing here?" "It's good to see you too boy... I've missed you. Your Grandfather invited me and I just got here a little while ago." "So you and Mom are talking? That's good," I opined. Joe insisted, "Jim. I still love your Mother." My mind was actually focused on something else, "OK...Well... I'm going to take my date and go do some dancin' if y'all don't mind." I grabbed Jill's hand and we headed towards the dance floor. I once again had a good buzz going as we made a beeline to the dance floor. My focus nearly had me running over my mother's friend Cathy, who tapped me on the shoulder as she headed towards our table. "Hey Jim," Cathy beamed, "It's nice to see you." We stopped for a moment to be cordial, "Nice to see you too Cathy. This is my Gal Jill." I angled away to allow the two ladies to acknowledge one another. "I see your Mom is over there with Joe," Cathy stated while looking towards the table. Almost as though she were gauging my attitude about the state of the circumstances. "Yes ma'am... It's good to see him and good to see you... Well, Jilly and I are gonna go dance. Maybe we'll see ya later." I did a semi-curtsy and Jill and I resumed our path to the dancefloor. Ash was nowhere in sight as we got into the middle of the crowd while the band went on with some instrumentals. Finally, after a couple of songs, the two vocalists stepped up to the mics and sang "The Best is yet to Come" as a duet. The next song slowed down the tempo with the crooner and songstress singing "Faint of Heart". We swayed to the tune as Jill once again dropped her head to my shoulder. My buzz helped me to understand that we would be engaged on this night. Finally the set ended with a duet of "All or nothing at all." I led Jill off the dance floor and into the hall, where I found a corner where we could have some semi-privacy as I kissed her fully on the lips. "Jilly, I wanna show you something," as I pulled the ring box out of my blazer. Her eyes grew big as I opened it, "The little ring is your engagement ring. The big ring is the wedding ring." I led her further into a private area and kneeled down on my knee, "Jilly... will you marry me?" She put her hand over her mouth as though I had taken her breath away, she seemed to vibrate as she tried to rein in her emotions, "I am in love with you Jimmy, but this is so sudden. I don't know if we're ready." (Jim) - "You tell me that you love me, but you're saying you don't want to marry me?" "No Jim, I love you totally, but this is the second biggest step." (Jim) - "Well take it with me." (Jill) - "How do you even have those rings?" (Jim) - "Big gave them to me. They belonged to my Great Grandmother. He's in love with you. He encouraged me. He wants you in our family." (Jill) - "Yes." (Jim) - "So you'll marry me?" (Jill) - "Yes, I'll marry you." I stepped in and hugged her knowing I had sealed the deal. I was alive in the deep end. At least I was living in this moment, as I felt Jill squeeze herself so firmly into me that I thought she was trying to crawl inside. We kissed to consummate our engagement and then I slipped the engagement ring on her finger and placed the box with the other in my pocket. (Jim) - "Well, you ready to go tell the family." (Jill) - "Maybe... not here." "We've gotta go tell'em Jill. Let's head on back in." I took her hand and tugged her back into the ball room. As we entered the room, we passed by Big and Gramms who were dancing on the outer edges of the dance floor. I nodded at Big and he slyly grinned. "Jill, let's wait right here." The band finished the number they were playing and I motioned Big over. He and Gramms weren't 20 feet away as he leaned in and said something to Gramms and they began gravitating through the crowd towards where we were standing. When Big got to where we were standing, I lifted Jill's hand to him and smiled as best I could, "She said yes..." In my mind I was seeking his approval and saying, 'I hope you are happy.' Gramm's looked at me with a knowing, yet quizzical stare, "Jim, what did she say yes to?" she asked. (Jim) - "Jill has agreed to marry me." "What? I had no idea," Gramm's looked at Jill and then me again. "Congratulations," then she stepped in and pulled us together giving a group hug. "Who else knows?" Jill beamed, "You and Mr. Paige are the only ones that know so far." Gramms looked at me, "Your mother doesn't know?" "No," I replied. (Gramms) -"Well, I think you should go tell her." "OK," I affirmed and we turned with Gramms and began making our way back to our table where my mother and Joe were chatting and seemed to be getting along well for a couple that had been split for months. Gramms pulled out her chair and began to sit, "Your son has something he'd like to tell you." (Mama) - "OK, what is it you want to tell me Jim." Once again I lifted Jill's hand, this time for the sake of my mother, she instantly figured it out and beamed, "You asked her to marry you?... didn't cha?... didn't cha?..." she got up from her chair and nothing could stop her from coming towards us. "Yes Mama and she said yes," and then once again we were enveloped in a group hug situation. "Congratulations Boy," Joe chimed in. At that moment, Big once again stopped the band, "I hope everyone is having a good time... I know I am... I'll be leaving soon and I want to thank you all... This has been a special evening for me. A once in a lifetime event. I hope you will indulge me... I just have to announce why I'm smiling from ear to ear. I have only one child, but she has three wonderful children, Jan the oldest, Jim the middle, and Ashley the youngest. They are like my own. Jim is like the son I never had..." he paused and looked my way. "Anyway," Big pulled the microphone closer, "The boy went and asked his sweetheart to marry him... He's right over there... May I introduce to you the future Mr. and Mrs. James Jefferson Jameson." Everyone in the room burst out in applause. Even I had to enjoy the reverie of that moment... 'Wow,' I thought to myself, as Jill and I raised our clasped hands in that moment and smiled. Then I saw Ashley walking in front of Mitch and coming towards us. She had a serious look on her face as she approached. In a moment that seemed like an eternity, I didn't know what to think. I didn't know what would happen. As she approached I was caught off guard as she suddenly broke into a radiant smile, "Congratulations Jill, welcome to the family," she declared as she leaned in and enveloped Jill in a hug; as she did this she gave me a look that stared deeply into my soul. "Big continued on the mic, "Come on up here Jim and dance, " The sea parted as Jill and I made our way up to the dance floor and the rest of the family followed. Jan met us at the stage and laughed, "Let it be you that creates a commotion at an event like this. Congratulations Jimmy." Then she went over to Jill, "Congratulations Jill." Big came up and smiled and hugged us, "Sorry y'all... I couldn't help myself." "That's alright Big," I smirked, "I didn't expect anything less." We took the middle of the dance floor again as the band struck up another number and soon the duet were singing "I've got the World on a String". After a few moments the dance floor refilled and the multitudes danced around us. What had been a series of tumultuous events had led to something that felt relatively easy. Jill stared in my eyes as the band performed "I've got a crush on you." We danced a few more dances and then made our way back to our table. It was getting near 11pm, when Big announced he was heading home. Big had a limo bring Jan, her boyfriend, Gramms and himself to the party and so they would all be leaving together. Ashley was nowhere to be found and Mama announced that she and Joe were heading out and she told me to be careful going home. I didn't ask what 'her heading home with Joe' meant. The party was still going strong, but it was obvious that the crowd had dwindled somewhat. Jill and I had no reason to stay, so we made our way to the exit and headed home. We went to the server station and picked up Jill's coat and the maitre d' sent for the car. It was only a few minutes later that we were headed home. Jill rested her head upon my shoulder during the trip home. The twenty minute drive home seemed to last forever. The day began with Jill not even being in the picture and me thinking about spending the night with Ashley. Ashley had dominated my thoughts during the day and most of the night. Yet, I was heading home with this woman, who fairly soon would be my partner for life. Babydoll Ch. 20 I pulled into the garage and we headed inside. Jill wanted to kiss and I obliged, since now there was no way to refuse. We went into the living room and sat on the sofa and talked. We talked about when we would get married and didn't come to any conclusions. "We've got Spring break in about a month. We can go visit your parents and go from there..." I brought us to that conclusion. "I should call my parents," she said. "It's late and you'll have them up all night. You should call them first thing in the morning," I said and she agreed with the logic. A little after midnight Ashley came in from her date. I was somewhat taken aback as she gently sauntered into the living room. "Hello, you two. I guess y'all had yourselves a big night," she smiled as she sat in one of the recliners as if it were no big deal. I thought about how I had made love to her in this very room under a crackling fire; how we had sipped hot chocolate and lived as lovers, as though we were the only two people in the world. And here was Ashley and none of this seemed to phase her. Or was it that how she could always put on a good front when needed? "Where is Mom by the way?" she inquired. (Jim) - "She said she was going to go out with Joe." (Ashley) - Oh... OK... wow. I never saw that one coming. (Jim) - Well, there's always something in life you don't see coming. "You got that right," Jill affirmed. Ash and I couldn't help giving one another knowing looks about the backstory Jill would never be in on. "I think I'm going to head to bed. It's been a long day," Jill propositioned. "Yeah... It's been a very long day. I think I'm going to head up too, Ash agreed. I think everyone just assumed that Jill would be sleeping in my bed. "Jill... I hope you don't mind. I'm going to go catch a buzz and I'll be up in a few. It'll help me relax a little. You can just go ahead and head on up with me." We all headed upstairs at the same time. I went to my room and grabbed a joint. Jill made her way to Jan's old room, which was the guest room, I presumed to grab her night gown, and Ashley had headed to the bathroom. I went into my closet and grabbed my cigarette case that contained my joints and grabbed it and headed out when Jill entered the room, still in her evening dress, but carrying what appeared to be her night clothes. I let her know, "I'll be back in just a little while." Jill came up to my face and pecked me on the lips, "OK." I pulled the door to my room closed as I exited. As I headed down the steps, Ash was leaving the bathroom. She didn't say a word, but gave me a knowing stare. At that moment, I saw her true emotions and that she really wasn't happy. I turned to follow her, but she shook her head, 'No.' I knew better than to push the situation, so I continued my way down the steps and grabbed my heavy coat in the hall, where it was hanging on the coat rack, and then I headed outside to smoke my weed. As I stood outside, I couldn't help but reminisce about the last couple of New Year's Eves. I thought about the little setup we had a couple New Year's before, when I placed the telescope outside just so we could have some alone time together, while there was a party raging inside. I couldn't help but think about the feel of her body and the taste of her lips on that night. I was brazen about my intentions on that night, as I had been on this night. Ash had never smoked any pot until that night. I remember her pulling my cock out and stroking it right here in this very spot. My mother came onto me that night, foreshadowing the troubles that would lie ahead. But, Ash and I fucked the night away, an occasion that defined our coming into adulthood. I had smoked half the joint and placed the rest in my cigarette holder. I was ready to head to bed, feeling nervous as shit thinking about sleeping with Jill in my bed and Ash being so close in her own room. I felt so bad about our predicament. Bad for Ash and I couldn't help having some self-pity. I reentered the house and made my way up the stairs to the upper floor of the house. I entered the bathroom where I relieved myself and brushed my teeth to get ready for bed. When I was finished, I opened the door to head to my room. As I exited the bathroom, I couldn't help but notice the door to Ashley's room was halfway open. I was drawn to her room. As I approached her door, I saw her sitting back on her bed against propped up pillows. I stood in the doorway, where she caught my gaze, but said nothing as she rose up and motioned me to 'come here'. I was so uncomfortable in my own skin, a feeling I had had before. My subconscious clued me to the fact that Jill was behind the door of my room only a few feet away. My god, I couldn't help but notice the sheerness of the flimsy white chiffon fabric of the robe she was wearing, as I approached. It was obvious that she had nothing on underneath. What was it that she wanted, I questioned myself. The translucence of the robe illuminated her body in the amber glow of the candles that burned on the table next to her bed. She had put on some weight and now I knew why, but she was still early in the pregnancy and she was glowing in her feminine charm. Ash stepped up to hug me without saying a word. As our arms enveloped one another, she rested her head against my chest. I knew she had to know the effect she was having on me in this moment. She pulled back, looking into my soul, as she moved her hands up to the sides of my face, before leaning in to kiss my lips. After the kiss she pulled back, "I am so sorry," she whispered as she laid her head back on my chest again. "Why... why are you sorry?" I appealed. She lifted her head and kissed me on the cheek, before continuing in my ear, "You don't know how much I love you." "... and I love you," I responded as I nuzzled my nose in her hair and enjoyed its essence. We continued hugging one another close, as the sash to Ash's robe began to unravel. Our arms moved down until they rested on one another's lower backs. Her voluptuous body had me mesmerized as her bulleted breasts heaved against my chest. Her nipples fiercely poked through the delicate fabric of her robe, leaving nothing to the imagination. "But, I have to send you on your way," she yammered. I breathed in her ear, "I'd rather be with you," my cock inflating as we swayed. Ash inhaled, before speaking softly, "I just wanted to feel you." As she reached down, her robe opened exposing her full front to me. She rubbed her body against my own and we abandoned all in a moment I wished would never end. We were once again in a blissful union. The breathing was heavy, when Ash kissed my ear, "You've got to go." She stepped back away, causing me to wonder whether this was heaven or hell. My eyes drank in the sight of the most beautiful woman on Earth causing me to shake with desire in the rush of the moment. I just had one thing I needed to know. "Ash, I just don't understand how this all happened... I am so sorry... I would have been more careful..." I searched for words not to offend her... " I thought you were on protection." Ash gave me a agonizing look, "I was... I was on the pill... I didn't..." she whimpered. I stepped in to comfort her, "I'm so sorry... I didn't mean anything by saying that... I'm so, so sorry..." Ash, softly pushed me away, while shaking her head 'No'... "We can't lose control... You've gotta go... please." I backed away a few steps towards the door, but couldn't avert my eyes from my Babydoll. I ached for her beauty, but she was right. She retied the sash of her robe and sat back down on her bed. Turning her head, she looked at me, "I love you Jimmy... I'll be thinking about you tonight." I backed out and pulled her door closed as I made my way down the hall to my own room. I opened the door and entered my room where only the soft light on the bedside table was glowing. I undressed down to my boxers and lifted the covers to enter the bed. I observed that Jill had drifted off to sleep in the nude, but she awoke as I sunk down onto the mattress and covered us. My queen sized bed was plenty large for the both of us. Jill was laying on her side towards the middle of the bed facing away from me, but turned her head to acknowledge my presence. She inhaled and exhaled as she wiggled back into my arms, lifting her head up and back into the pillows we shared until my jaw rested at the back of her head where she found a comfort zone. She murmured, "This is so nice Jim. To sleep together on such a special night," sighing contently and further resting back into me until I was completely enveloping her. Jill had pulled my hands to where they held her soft tummy. I just tried to relax and go with the flow. She wiggled her hips back into my own, "Why don't you take those boxers off honey?" "OK," I replied and turned on my back, lifting my knees, and dispatching my underwear. I rolled back on my side and cozied up to her again, stroking her hair, caressing her, breathing in the essence of the perfume she had worn to the dance. Her feathery hair still had the smell of honeysuckle and the lacquer of hair spray, but now with a hint of perspiration that gave it a primal quality. Her nude body was hot as her skin melded to my own. The friction of her soft, cushiony backside obviously was having an effect on me, especially with all that had transpired over the past several hours. Instinctually, I thought about needing pussy. I was horny and my balls felt heavy; created from all of the tension and provocation of the beautiful women that surrounded me. Jill laid wantonly here before me. She was here and she wanted me. "Hmmm... You're very hard," Jill spoke in an restless tone as my cock extended fully between us. "Uh huh," was all I mustered as my nose nuzzled further into her hair and I pulled her upper body to me. "What's got you so hard?" She cooed as my cock twitched in the crevice of her backside. I lifted my hand and stroked her arm and caressed her hair, kissing and nibbling on her ear lobe, before breathing in her ear, "You my darling girl." I wasn't giving her the whole story. "You don't know what you do to me... feeling you against me and knowing that you're belong to me." Honestly, it didn't feel right to have Ash crossing my mind, while I was laying here ready to make love to another. My libido was in hyperdrive, thinking of these beautiful, sexual creatures. I closed my eyes praying that what I was thinking could not be discovered. Being hard with thoughts of my sweet Babydoll coursing through my mind actually brought tears to my eyes. I was paranoid thinking that Jill might figure it all out. With our nudity, my cock, free from any encumbrances, stood at its majestic maximum pressing between my belly and the soft globes of Jill's ass. My hormones raged thinking about Ashley. I considered for a moment if she was doing the same. I recalled what she had said just minutes earlier. I wondered if she was sleeping in the nude. After all, she had been naked under her robe. It was too much for me handle to think about Ashley and be laying here ready to make love to another, especially with Ash being so close by. I shook my head thinking about how difficult it was going to be to face the world in the morning, after what had emerged from this day. I turned over and reached up turning the light off on the bedside table; hoping somehow that would make it all easier. It was now dark in the room, except for the luminance of the light of the outside night emanating through my bedroom window. As I snuggled back into Jilly, she pushed her hips back in a relaxed fashion and then contracted the cheeks of her bottom, guiding my turgid cock between them, pulling her hips forward bumping against my engorged manhood several times. My hand, which lay upon her hip, began moving in rhythm to the undulating movements of her gyrating hips. As the pace continued, my bloated staff was succumbing to her obvious desire. My whole body writhed as my nerve endings tingled. "That feels... hmmm." Jill turned her head and took a deep breath, while reaching back to me and pulling me further into a deliberate bump and grind movement. I didn't need coaxing as my hips started to pump trying to match her movement. As we found our rhythm, I no longer cared about who or what I was thinking of. My uninhibited desire longed to be satisfied as the delectable motion inspired me to seek Nirvana. We were on the same wavelength as Jill's hand reached back in an effort to grab and guide my cock, at the same time I reached down to feed it into her honey pot. Her pussy exploded all over me when I sank in balls deep on the first thrust. My hand had found its way to the topside of her silky thigh at the same time we aimed for the cadence of a good fuck. In my rising passion, I felt Jilly seize my arms and move my hands towards her chest where my open palms cupped her luscious tits. The nubbins of her rigid nipples rolled through my fingers as her back slid against my prone chest. "Mmmm, this feels so nice," She mewled like a cat as I naturally continued kneading her breasts . "It does," I agreed as the bumping and grinding continued. The moment made me think back to the first time my mother and I had fucked. We had fucked just like this on the sofa in the basement. Then I thought about Ashley and myself the Summer before I went to college. We may as well have been fucking. The more I thought about Ash, the more pleasure filled me. Here in the dark, I imagined Ash splayed before me as I pulled Jill in tighter, wrapping my arms completely around her slender frame. "You belong to me now... don't you?..." I thrust hard, bottoming out until our pubic bones joined. The taboo nature of thinking of Ash as I fucked Jill made the situation even more erotically stimulating. I'd be lying if I said this was the first time. The echo of Jill's labored panting reverberated in my head as I sensed her first climax beginning. Her orgasm was like a complete loss of control, even as I continued pounding her beautiful ass while she writhed and bucked against me. My sexual fulfillment had taken on a carnal spirit. I needed to cum so badly. There was a sheen of perspiration that coated our bodies from the commotion. Our bodies were on fire. The front of my thighs and the back of hers stuck together as we jostled about. Jill's climax was subsiding when I leaned forward and nuzzled my nose in her hair, yet again, breathing in her essence. She moaned with acknowledgement at my exaggerated movements seeking fulfillment. I knew at that moment that she would let me do whatever I wanted. My sac was boiling. Suddenly, the sensitivity of the crown of my phallus went into overdrive and the percolating pressure in my cock surged, as I felt the base of my sex lurch forward. I pressed my face further into Jill's hair as I pumped my hips furiously until the first blast of my burning seed violently volleyed forth into her loving womb. "Oh, Oh,Oh Ah, ah, Ah," I pled, and Jilly gasped, as jet after jet of spunk spewed between us. "Unnnggghhh, oh, oh, oh., Shit." I collapsed and pulled her all the way into me, nibbling, flicking and breathing in her ear lobe as I attempted to catch my breath. "That was so great. I love you, Oh God, I love ya Baby. Thank you." The day was literally coming to an end at this moment as my beleaguered soul lay in a heap, shifting down in these moments from ecstasy to reality, thinking about what I had just done... about what I had just said. I called her 'Baby'... I was subdued in this moment in my own mental quagmire. I felt guilty. I felt dirty. I felt I was using this girl. I had felt this before. Jill had earned my love and I owed it to her to give this a try. I didn't want to take her for granted, but, there was always Ashley. There would always be Ashley... I laid still as Jill collapsed to her side in apparent exhaustion. It was well past 2am. I continued laying still, trying to make my mind go blank, but I couldn't. It seemed like I laid there forever. After an hour of this, I felt I needed to go to the bathroom anyway. I got up, without waking Jill, who seemed to be enjoying a blissful slumber. I went to my dresser drawers and put on some lounge pants, a t-shirt, and a sweater, while grabbing my cigarette case. I made my way to the hall bathroom and relieved myself. I had decided I was going to go downstairs and smoke a little more weed. When I got to the middle level of the house, I looked out in the garage and saw that my mother had apparently not made her way home. I grinned thinking that maybe she and Joe could work their differences out... and maybe my Grandpa did know what was best. I stepped outside and lit my joint, while looking up at the crystal blue starry night, reflecting upon the World I had experienced to this point in life. I was a fortunate person financially. I had experienced luxury that so many others had never been afforded. But, there was something I longed for that I could not afford and would always be denied to me. I had a good buzz... I needed sleep... I would be driving on that long trip back to school in just a few hours and I had plenty of schoolwork and responsibilities moving forward here in the deep end. I headed upstairs, back to my room, but I found myself standing in Ashley's room instead. I walked over to her bed and knelt down beside it. She was obviously nude under the covers. A epiphany struck me in that moment that we were in the same boat. With this child, no matter the circumstances, we would always be tied together and no one and nothing could separate that. It was obvious that we both loved one another more than anything in the World and would until this child came along. I brought my hands together and prayed that everything would turn out alright. I promised that I would do whatever I could to make sure that Ash and this child would always be taken care of. I arose and hovered over Ashley. She shifted as I pushed her hair back and kissed her forehead. I will always remember the smile on her face as I turned and proceeded to the future of whatever life had in store for me. Babydoll Ch. 21 Thank You for the comments, feedback, scores, and especially the encouragement to continue with the Babydoll series. I have read the private e-mails and comments sent my way. Thank You for your patience. This should move us closer to the end of this story. This is meant to be a Dramatic series filled with Romance, Intrigue, Taboo, and most of all Sex. Like previous installments, this is a direct continuation of the last chapter. I have attempted to keep the chapters in a one session format. I have multiple chapters that I am currently editing and putting the finishing touches on. Those who have written stories will understand that life can cause delays and writer's block can stall progress. I never intended this story arc to take this long to write or to be this long (voluminous). Like I have said before, please give the story a chance, even if there may be something that doesn't suit your fancy. The next step in the journey might make it worth your while. That's the way the best dramas work. I am trying to pull in all of your senses. Anyway, any likenesses or similarities of character are purely coincidental. I hope you will read the previous chapters, if you haven't. But, you can always jump in here and go fill in the missing pieces provided in the earlier stories. This is a taboo topic, so I know that it is offensive to some. The material is erotic to me because it is forbidden in society. This is purely fantasy. Hope you enjoy the fantasy. ************************* It was late September, September 27th to be exact, when I received a call on my cell phone. I had been in one of my morning classes when the phone rang. I had a notion what this phone call was about, when I saw who was calling. It was my grandfather. I had to wait out the thirty minutes, until the class was over, before I called Big back, "Jim, she's in labor. We're at the hospital. He's going to be delivered any time now." In an anxious tone, I requested, "OK... you'll call me back when he's here?" "Yes son... it won't be long," he confirmed. I was nervous thinking about my son soon coming into the world. I had wanted to be there, but Big and Ash insisted long ago that it was not for the best. I'd been in contact with Ashley several times over the months. We laughed about it and cried a lot, but the secret was ours. She had let me know all along the way that the baby was healthy and in May she informed me that it was a boy. My mother was naturally pissed when Ash had told her, in mid-March, about being pregnant; but in the end she was supportive, especially since Mama had herself gotten pregnant at an even younger age. I'm sure my mother had suspicions about me being the father, but they were allayed by the timeline Ash had presented. The way Ash presented the "facts", the baby would have been conceived in late January, and with me at school during that time, my mother had no hard and fast evidence that I could be the father. Only Ash, Big, and myself knew, and Big had made sure that the medical people would not let anyone know, but in the end we didn't know whether it would all work out or not. My mother wanted to know who the man/boy was that "knocked up" Ash. She let my mother know that it was a guy that she had only dated for a little while and she really didn't want to deal with him, because she had discovered they weren't compatible... and it was all a mistake... and she hadn't found out she was pregnant until a month after she had last seen him. We got lucky to a certain extent. Ashley had told everyone the baby would be born towards the end of October, when the reality was that a full term pregnancy would mean his arrival around September 24th. And here we were with the boy coming on September 27th. A couple hours later, my mother called. She seemed emotionally happy. Any angst she had was dispelled by this new member of the family. The boy was here and he was healthy - a little less than 8 pounds. To find out that my son was healthy was a relief, but I was anxious to see him for the first time. I asked about Ashley and was informed that she was doing well, but resting. Mama said that she would tell her that she had talked to me and I could call back later that evening. We said our goodbyes and I hung up and headed to my next class. I couldn't think straight and was certainly ready to get the day over. There were calls throughout the day. Big had called while my afternoon class was going on. When I called him back, he had just left the hospital and was headed back to his office. He updated me, "Your mother told me she called you. I'll confirm the boy is healthy and the delivery was routine... your mother was in there with her when she delivered." "Wow... I want to see him," I stated in a flat out manner. "I know you do boy... I know...," he conceded. I'm going to have some pictures to send to you, here in a few hours." "Big, I'm truly sorry for all of this," I spoke into my cell phone as tears welled up. "Get ahold of yourself, it's a little late to worry about all that Son... I forgave you long ago. It is what it is," I felt my Grandpa getting emotional too. "You just take it easy and don't get too wound up. You can come home soon. You'll get to see him then... remember, we have to keep up appearances... This is going to be hard on Ashley... being a single mother. You have to help with the adjustment... and you hovering around will not make that easy." "Yessir, I understand." We had an emotional goodbye where we both told one another that we loved each other. Classes were over and I headed to Jill's workplace to let her know that Ash had had the baby. Jill is a hostess/server at a local restaurant and so I went in there. The manager didn't mind me hanging out as long as Jill could get her set up work done. I went in and sat at one of the tables. Jill brought me a Coke and sat with me while she rolled silverware in napkins. Like I've said before, this girl is easy to be around. She was very excited about her future nephew and asked when we would get to go see him. "We have Fall break coming up in October, but most likely Thanksgiving. Can you get some time off then?" "Yeah, I'm sure I can swing it with some notice." I smiled and tried to carry on the conversation, but my mind was floating back home. I kept thinking about Ash. I kept wondering what had been going on in her life, since all of this had gone down. I was blind to any reason, since my banishment from her. I hoped and prayed she was alright. ------ Here I was with Jill. Her presence had me thinking about what all had gone down since that night in February. Jill was all excited to call her parents the next morning. They were completely different than my family. They wanted us to slow down. They were those parents that tell their children to take their time and make sure that they know what they are getting into. They talked to Jill about finishing college and making sure she had her independence. It was decided, in that original conversation, that we would visit her family during Spring Break. Ashley had left the house that morning - only leaving me a letter. Joe brought Mom home at 10am. She seemed happy. She and Joe were going to be "Friends", is what she told me when I had asked. I thought that was a good thing. She needed someone in her life to keep her mind out of the troubles she liked to dwell on and why start over, when Joe had been loyal until she was pushing him away. A month later, in mid-March, Jill and I drove the five hours to her hometown and I spent four days of Spring Break with her family. I learned a lot more about her during that week. It was actually refreshing to get to know her parents. They were an above average middle class family with both of her parents in the education profession. Jill was the oldest and she had a younger brother, Andy, who was still in high school. The shock to my system was that her parents were older than what I was used to. Her father, George, was 52 and her mother, Elizabeth (Betty), was 50. They were very much a proper, structured, family. They lived in a modest house in the historic district where George was a college professor. I slept in a makeshift loft room during that weekend, that was part of the old attic. George told me it was his man cave for when he needed to not be disturbed, to get work done. We always had family meals at the dining room table. George seemed to like me. He didn't give me any trouble about being his daughter's significant other. It was March Madness time and we watched a lot of college hoops that weekend, along with Andy. Jill and I drove around and she showed me what her life was like growing up. It was actually nice to focus on what she was all about, and see how normal people lived. By the time the week was over, they had come to accept me. The one caveat was that we couldn't get married until at least a year after we had been engaged and the preference was that I needed to be a college graduate. Their apprehension was calmed, when Jill explained the situation, but as Betty put it to Jill, "Honey, you need to be able to stand on your own two feet." ------- I left the restaurant and headed back home where I ruminated in my troubles. I tried to concentrate on my books, thinking studying might take my mind off of Ashley and the baby. I fought with myself over whether to call Ashley, and in the end I didn't. It was right after 8pm, when my phone rang. I looked to see who was calling and it was Ashley. I picked up the phone, nervous as shit, "Hello Ash." "Hey Jimmy," she spoke in a soft, fatigued, tone. "I was going to call, but I didn't know whether I should..." I yammered searching for the words. "He's beautiful... I just wanted to wait until everyone cleared out... I do love you Jim," she confided. "And I love you Ash... Always have and always will... I've thought about you all day. I've thought about everything," I confided. "I know Jimmy. I felt your presence here with me, even if you can't be," she admitted. "I love you with my whole heart Ashley," I sniveled as a few tears streaked down my cheek. "I'm coming home to see that boy as soon as possible." "He's something we will always share," she agreed. "I love you." We loved one another, but this World wasn't going to allow that love to co-exist with reality. Ashley and I would always have to be guarded about the details of our love. Our love was not an unrequited love. It was an insatiable love that could never be fully satisfied. It was 10:30pm, when Jill came home to find me sitting in the dark in my recliner. It was a time of reflection and only as Jill could seem to do, her intuitive nature tried to coax out what was going on in my mind. "It's just been a long day Darlin'... I was just resting my eyes," was all I could admit too. She came over and sat in my lap and kissed my temple as I hugged her. She was tired from her shift at work and just sunk down in my hug for a moment. "Are you sure you're OK?" she cajoled. (Jim) - "Yeah... Just thinking." (Jill) - "You can tell me." 'No I can't,' I thought to myself. "Nothing really," I answered. (Jill) - "Well, I won't press you, but it looks like something is weighing on you... I think it's your sister and the baby." 'Oh God,' I thought about how close to the truth she was, but answered as calmly as I could, "Yeah... I'm worried. I hope it will all work out." (Jill) - "I understand. I know you two are best friends. It'll all work out." Nodding my head in the affirmative, I agreed. As I gazed into her eyes, she leaned forward and we naturally began kissing. I wanted to lose myself in her, at this moment, so that I could take my mind off Ash. Besides, it would get her to stop talking about a situation she was so close to and so blind to. Jill put her arms around me, "I just want to love you." "I know and I you," I approved. (Jill) - "This is so nice... to get to come home to you... hmmm..." she continued the kisses as she rotated further in my lap. "And someday soon, we'll have our own little family." I pulled back, "You are protected?... I worry." (Jill) - "You know I am." "I know," I blurted out, "but Ash said she was on the pill." ... catching myself in a state of paranoia. "She told you that," Jill asked in a curious manner. "Sorry... yeah, I asked her about it." I tried to disarm the seriousness of my response. "Well... yeah... I'm on the pill... I've never thought about getting pregnant... Hmmm," she presented me a absurd stare. I pulled her head to me and kissed her soft lips, "I'm sorry for bringing that up. I didn't mean to worry you..." "Well, if I did get pregnant, we'd just get married sooner," she interjected. (Jim) - "... and your Mom will be pissed?" (Jill) - "Oh well... she'd get over it... Your Mom isn't pissed... I she?" (Jim) - "She was... but she didn't seem too bad today. She seemed pretty excited when she called." (Jill) - "And, my mother would get over it too... So this is what was on your mind?" (Jim) - "Yeah..." She contorted her face, as though trying to figure out what I was getting at, before leaning back down and kissing my forehead. Closing my eyes, I raised my lips to grace hers when she drew closer. I couldn't help the kisses that went on, while subliminal thoughts of Ashley flickered in my mind. How could I ever get over my love for her? How could I move on? I was going to have to try. Jill sighed and relaxed her head into the crook of my neck. My reflection brought me back to the reality of the moment. I needed to make the best of it. We had laid in the recliner like this for a while, when I felt Jill begin to move. "Jimmy..." (Jim) - "Yes?" (Jill) - "I love you..." (Jim) - "I love you too." Jill turned, pulling her hips over me to straddle my lap, while rubbing her torso into my own, "I want you to feel good... I want to feel good." Her lips once again pecked my temple before trailing down my cheek, my jaw, and finally my neck. Then she leaned over and kissed my lips as she slithered down my body, nibbling on my shirt covered chest, trailing down my abdomen until she was kneeling in the floor before me. My libido roared to attention as Jill reached to undo my belt. "I love ya baby?" she murmured as she fumbled with the button of my jeans before unhooking them and moving on to pull down the zipper. She nuzzled against me and kissed my covered cock as it sprang to life, while I lifted my hips from the recliner so that she could tug my pants down. She looked so beautiful when she pulled her head back to stare into my eyes. I was all heated up and ready to go, my cock springing free from its confines. It was unusual that we would have sex on a weeknight, this being a Thursday, but this was a special occasion and it looked like we were going to get the weekend started early. Her hand slid over to rub and squeeze my unencumbered cock, my heavy balls virulent from the manipulation. I absorbed her devilish smile the moment before she went down on me and took me into her warm, wet succulent mouth. I shuddered as her tongue enveloped my shaft and the frenulum tickled her tonsils. Jill wasn't a girl that lived to suck cock, but she knew what she was doing when she did. Her hand slowly kneaded and jerked my cock, while the other gently massaged my scrotum. This had turned into a full service blow and it certainly had gained all of my attention. Quickly, I had gone into overdrive at my maximum hardness and sensitivity. I couldn't help but moan, as I tingled all over, watching my lovely Jill lick my dick like it was a new trick. She seemed to enter the zone as she held the base of my seven inches in such a manner that it made her fingers look tiny and my bloated staff look larger than life. Once again, she opened her salivating mouth and wrapped her lips around the crown of my glory, before sliding most of my sex in wantonly, slurping the fleshy hot rod. I couldn't help wrapping my fingers in her thick mane of hair and pushing down until she had accepted all of me. Ohhh, the sensations as the bulbous head tickled her tonsils... I let go, surrendered, falling back into the recliner. My hips involuntarily arched, driving into the tightness of Jilly's sultry throat. This was all too much as she gagged and expelled the entire staff with a thick string of cock slobber trailing from her lips to the tip of my tool. "Huh-huh-uh," she attempted to catch her breath. "I'm sorry," she whimpered, shaking her head 'No', as I gazed into her apologetic, watery eyes. "I'm just not good at this." The same type of virtue that had been displayed by Ashley before. Such sweetness, such innocence... who could not feel love in such a moment. "Come here," I coaxed, taking her demure hands and pulling her up into me, while reaching to nuzzle her and caress her head in an attempt to help her relax, "I'm sorry... I'm the one that should apologize... you were so wonderful. It was just too much... I'm sorry." With that I pulled her face to where I could kiss her lips. Our kisses found a rhythm until we were tongue fucking with a passionate fury. Eventually Jill had calmed and rolled atop me, trapping my exposed cock between my bare stomach and her oxford shirt covered torso. The friction of Jill pressing my shaft back into my naked belly caused a delicious sensation that had the pistol leaking droplets of seminal fluid. She placed her arms to my sides and ground herself into me as our breaths became ragged. This semi-dry fuck continued as I pulled her up with my hands underneath the hem of her skirt, cradling her delectable white linen, panty covered ass in both of my hands. Moaning and groaning from the intensity, I felt every inch of her incredible body sliding up and down my own, even through our clothing. In time, Jill rose to hover over me as she began to unbutton the top of her shirt. I rubbed her thighs as she rustled about, eventually receding to the floor where she casually flicked her shirt and then bra away. I took note and finagled my entangled jeans and underwear down and off of my legs and then removed the t-shirt I was wearing. We were both now completely nude, except for Jill's skirt, which for some reason she had decided not to remove. Now disrobed, she came back and we both fell into the reclined chair with her on top. Her firm, shapely breasts mashed into my own chest as we once again fornicated with our tongues. No words were spoken. There were only the primal sounds of two animals mating in heat. She ascended above me, taking the Alpha Female position, before lowering herself to naturally sink my exposed cock into her hot, wet honey until we were conjoined completely. We groaned into one another's mouths as my cock churned inside her buttery love. Slowly she raised and lowered herself as I matched her with every thrust. Perspiration flowed, as she unfurled herself all over me and we rocked steady in the sturdiness of the recliner. Jill brought her head down to the side of my own. Her raspy voice tickled my inner ear as she whispered, "Fuck me. Fuck me Jimmy..." She nuzzled into my neck, licking and sucking my shoulder, the nape of my neck, and then trailing up to my jaw line, before resting her face against my own. Her hair spilled all around us as we rode together in a deliberate rhythm. I clenched Jilly's waist in my hands as I guided her up and down my hardness, flipping us over as we stayed coupled in a now disheveled mass. I was between her legs and squarely over her, up in her face and focused on kissing, while pushing her back and up into the recliner. She pulled herself up into me, wrapping her arms and legs around my prone trunk. We clung together with Jilly murmuring in my ear, "I love you Jimmy... I love being with you." Babydoll Ch. 21 I concentrated on my climax, pulling back to stare into her lovely sea of green eyes. The electrical friction pulsated throughout my system as our bodies collided in this awkward position. The sounds of passion permeated my mind as I rutted in and out of Jill's love furiously. The ebb and flow of our fornication had Jill's stiff nipples standing from her areoles like two pyramids. Once again we were lost in one another. My cock lurched in the heat of the moment. "It's coming Jilly... It's coming," I warned as I knelt up and pushed her thighs apart, looking down to see my cock slip and slide in and out of her pretty pussy. Jill shimmied wildly all over my shaft as the sticky comingled cream flowed between us. My entire cock pulsated, a moment before the climax. I literally convulsed as I came. Growling, my body seized, halting my thrusts due to the overwhelming sensations that electrified and roared through me. Ultimately, it felt as though someone had thrown a bucket of cold water on me. But, Jill hadn't stopped her movements and honestly I couldn't take it. I couldn't breathe. I laid my head to her side and must have passed out. ------- Thanksgiving It was decided upon that I would come home at Thanksgiving. Jill would be coming with me and Little John would be christened at church during a private christening on Saturday. That was natural, since he would be right at two months old. So after classes on the Wednesday before Thanksgiving we were packed and ready to go. Jill came by my afternoon class and picked me up. I had decided that I would let her drive and I was going to sit back in the passenger's seat and chill. It was a little past 4pm when we left, so with a couple of stops to eat and use the bathroom, we were expected home around 9pm. As I sat back in the passenger's seat, I tried to hold all of the emotions running through my mind in check. I had to do my best to hide what I was going through from Jill. There was a lot of anguish about all that had happened with Ashley. There was the shock of the baby. But, I was excited that I was going to get to meet and hold my son... and I still loved Ash like I could never love another. And, I did love Jill. I needed Jill in my life. I needed her companionship. But, Jill thought she was my only. The anxieties ran through my soul, but I had to hold it all in. I was going to lose my mind. You know, I loved the city where I was going to college. I didn't really know for sure whether I would be accepted into law school there and there were other, more prestigious, law schools around the country. I had just grown accustomed to this trip home that I had made several times now. It wasn't so far that I couldn't get home, but it wasn't close enough that I could make a day trip. It was just about far enough that I could clearly think about what was facing me when I got home. I never really did understand why Jill cared so much for me. When I would become distant, she always seemed to know what to do to reel me back in. Of course, I didn't understand why I allowed myself to love Ashley the way that I did or how I allowed myself to get into the predicament I had with my mother. I didn't understand the feelings that Ash or my mother had for me. How had this web gotten so tangled? Jill was always there for me through thick and thin, just like she was in this moment. One thing Mama had always been right about, Jill was good for me. Once again I was making the trek home for Thanksgiving after a long period of time of not seeing them. I had plenty to worry about. There was no estrangement as there had been before. I had talked to them all on the phone, but there was plenty that just couldn't be said. As we continued west in our journey, the sun continued its descent in the crystal clear sky. The long shadows of fall brought out the brilliant colors of the few leaves left behind by summer. I had lost much of the homesick feelings I had in the past. The experiences I had been through over the past several years had done a lot to dull that ache. That ache had been replaced by the apprehension of anxiety. The one thing that was different about this trip was that I was walking into the situation sober. I wasn't sipping whiskey or smoking any weed. I was going to meet this situation with a clear head. I didn't want to see my son for the first time with a buzz on. But, that meant that I had to live with the consequences of my frayed nerves. As we pulled into town, the traffic was heavy, as one would expect on the day before Thanksgiving. The temperature on that evening was in the upper 50s, which is fairly warm in comparison to most late fall days. The sky was clear and the stars were out, but they weren't as noticeable when we were rolling through the city. With Jill driving, I looked around and took note seeing that not much had changed since I had been gone. Like every time I had made the trip home from college, it seemed that my anxiety was building to a crescendo. I was trying to suppress the butterflies in my stomach. It was right at 9:15pm, the last time I looked at the dashboard clock, before we pulled into the old neighborhood. As Jill drove into the driveway, everything looked to be in order. Even in the dark, I could see that the grass was yellow and the trees were headed towards winter mode, but everything looked as it should for the time of year. Ash's car was in the driveway and the front porch lights were on, I figured in anticipation of our arrival. Jill parked my car and we grabbed our bags and headed for the door. I pulled my keys out and opened the door and was immediately greeted by Mama, who was wearing an apron and looked to be coming from the kitchen, she smiled from ear to ear and excitedly embraced me with a hug. Pulling back, she utterly glowed in the moment, quivering with excitement as she next embraced Jill while asking how the trip was. I kissed her on the cheek, letting her know, "Mom, it's so good to be home. I've missed it." I couldn't help noticing how great she looked again, in the fall plaid ensemble and skirt she was wearing. "Oh Jimmy, I've missed you so much," she would have continued on and on, but Ash was making her way down the steps. Ash's smile was more reserved, but I could read in her eyes that she too was glad to see me. She was wearing a pair of red plaid patterned lounge pants and plain black hoodie that was zipped up most of the way over a white t-shirt. She looked so mature now. There was definitely no girl left in her. She was a woman. She continued to smile as she approached me, coming up and giving me a firm hug, and pecking my cheek, "I've missed you big brother," as she held me tight. "Where's the baby?" I asked, antsy to see him for the first time. Ash turned and hugged Jill while answering, "He's asleep. I didn't want to wake him up, but we can go up and see him." Mama chimed in, "Y'all go up and see him. I'll be in the kitchen. Y'all come back down and I'll fix you something to eat and drink." We headed up to Ash's room. It was obvious when we entered that the boy lived in her room. There was a crib at the foot of her bed. We walked over, "Do you want to hold him Jimmy?" she asked. "I can wait... he looks at peace there sleeping. I don't wanna wake him up." The moment took my breath away seeing that beautiful baby. Jill cooed, "You have a beautiful nephew there." I turned to look at her, but what could I say, In that moment I resented that he was being called my nephew. He belonged to me. I wanted her to call him my son. My son was beautiful. I needed to get a hold of myself. I so wanted to hold him as we hovered over him for a few minutes, but I truly didn't want to disturb him. Eventually I felt a little awkward, "Ash, we'll go downstairs and see Mama and leave him in peace." "OK Jimmy," she said as if she could read my mind. "I'm going to hang out up here for a little while. I'm a little bit tired myself." We headed downstairs and sat at the kitchen dinette table. Mom had made some hot chocolate and asked if we would like a sandwich. We told her that we weren't that hungry, because we had stopped and gotten a sandwich a couple hours earlier. We did settle on having some pound cake though. Mama had been and continued to work on the food for the next day., She was getting the accompaniments together, so that she wouldn't be scrambling around in the morning. Jill offered to help, but she insisted that she was almost finished any way. She sat down and we all spoke about classes at school and what we had been up to. Eventually the idle chit chat turned to plans for our wedding and by the time the conversation began about Ash and Little John, I felt awkward. What could I say? I had nothing to contribute to that conversation, so I sat there like a third wheel in awkward silence. Eventually I found the courage to excuse myself, letting the ladies know that it had been a long day, I was tired and I was going to head upstairs and get ready for bed. I headed upstairs and saw that Ash's door was open and was naturally drawn to see her. Her essence filled my nostrils as I approached. We had talked over the phone, but I hadn't seen her since that fateful Valentine's night when all had been discovered. We had been artificially separated by the circumstances of life. It had been nine long and arduous months and seeing her briefly had brought everything back. It is true what they say about absence making the heart grow fonder. She must have noticed my presence when I stopped at the door to look at her. I just wanted to see her. She was so beautiful sitting on her bed reading a book. I noticed Little John's crib in the corner. He appeared to still be sleeping. Ash rose from the bed and came towards me, "Where's Jill?" she whispered. "She's downstairs talking with Mom." I replied. She came up to me and hugged me and suddenly turned towards the baby, "Would you like to hold him?" "Yeah, but he's asleep," I answered. She smiled, "He's always sleeping these days. That's what babies do." She walked over to him as I followed. Picking him up she placed him in my naturally cradled arms. He opened his eyes with a 'what the hell is going on around here' expression as I was awed by the natural love that I felt for him. He was so beautiful. I shook my head, "I'm so sorry Ash. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I've always loved you more than anything in this world. It torments me... the way I feel. Nothing compares to you. I want us to be together." as I couldn't hold back the tears. Her face mirrored my sad expression, as she mouthed, 'I know." She leaned into me and whispered, "... But you promised you'd take care of us. You have to take care of Jill to take care of us. We're family." I inhaled deeply trying not to cry harder, shaking my head, feeling the electricity of anxiety roll through my nervous system. "You've got to get a hold of yourself Jimmy," Ash insisted. "People can't see this. The way you are feeling now," she paused, "... I've been feeling that forever. You can't let people see that. You've got to keep that in." "I know..." I blubbered feeling the crimson blood roll through my being, "I know." I took another deep breath trying to suppress the feelings, while looking at my beautiful son. Ashley took him from my arms, "Jimmy, please go to the bathroom and wash your face. You've gotta get a hold of yourself." I kissed her cheek, "Thank You..." lingered as I walked to the door, turning, "I love you." I headed to the bathroom to wash my face. It was going to take a while to gather my composure, so I decided to take a shower, where I could reflect on the situation in solitude. When I left the bathroom, I saw that Ash had closed her bedroom door. That was for the best. I went to my room and put on my pajamas and laid down. It wasn't long before Jill came into the room. I pretended to be asleep while she grabbed her nightgown and headed to the bathroom to get ready for bed. She came back in not bothering to wake me, but scooted back up in my arms as we seemed to have fallen asleep in unison. It had been a long day. ------ I woke up at 10am to the smell of the Thanksgiving Day Turkey wafting through the air. Apparently Jill had already awoken, because she was nowhere to be found, but I saw her nightgown, so I assumed that she was already dressed. I went to the bathroom to relieve myself and brush my teeth, but I wasn't worried about the normal morning routine. Since we were staying home, there was no need to shave or shower. I headed back to my room, not putting on anything fancy, just jeans, t-shirt, sweater, socks, and shoes, before heading downstairs. Thanksgiving and Christmas were always my favorite holidays, when I was young. Thanksgiving was great, because we weren't in school, we had four days off, it had always been a wonderful time at home, watching parades and football and being around the family. All of that had changed over the last few years and I tried to put last Thanksgiving out of my mind, though it crept back in frequently. This year Mom was going all out to bring the holiday back. We weren't going to the club. We were going to have a traditional Thanksgiving at home and even Joe would even be there. Only Jan wouldn't be present because of her job. She had been successful in her retail job and had the opportunity to transfer to Atlanta, where she had been for a couple of years. The day after Thanksgiving would be the dreaded Black Friday. She would have to be up in the middle of the night readying her store to open at 5am. Mama and my grandparents really missed her, but they spoke with her often. Everyone understood that this was the reality of getting older. Jan, being the oldest, had always been pretty much of an independent soul. Sometimes it was as if she wanted to pretend she was an only child. We were never close and I only spoke with her on the rarest occasions; like when she was in the company of one of the other family members or if she needed something from me. Jill, Ash, and Mom were in the kitchen preparing for the meal, which had always taken place in the early afternoon. The turkey seemed to be at least halfway done and some of the other side dishes were sitting on the counter. The girls appeared to have everything right on schedule and were sitting at the dinette having coffee, nibbling on muffins, and talking when I entered the room. As I walked by, saying "good morning," all eyes turned towards my direction. Mama told me, "Jimmy, there's some coffee and muffins over on the counter. You better eat something, we won't be eating until probably 2(pm). I smiled at all of them as Jill came over to me, smiling, "Good Morning my love," hugging and kissing my cheek. "Did you sleep well?" I smiled without saying a word, noticing Ash and Mama staring at me. I couldn't help wondering what they were thinking. I had slept well. It always did seem easier to sleep in the bed that I grew up sleeping in. No matter the awkwardness that I sometimes felt being here, I was home and it is true what they say, when they say, 'Home is where the heart is.' Mama came up to me, while Jill made her way back to the table. She hugged and kissed my cheek, which was welcomed but awkward in front of Ash, "It's good to have you home." "It's good to be home," I smiled and stared in Ash's eyes, while Jill sat down. I so longed for a hug from her, but sensed it wasn't forthcoming, which was understandable. I grabbed my coffee and muffin, "OK ladies, I'll get out of the way, I'm going to the den." I headed to the den and smiled, seeing my son laying in his crib. I turned on the television, before heading over and picking up Little John to cradle in my arms. I was definitely drawn to the boy. He opened his eyes and looked to be focusing in another 'What the hell's going on around here' manner. I definitely was in love. The Macy's Thanksgiving Parade came to my attention in the background as they went to commercial. I felt a presence as Ashley entered the room, coming up to me, kissing my cheek, "He's beautiful isn't he." I smiled while looking at her. She mouthed the words silently, 'He looks just like you.' I so wanted to hold them both in my arms, as I mouthed back silently, 'Thank You.' It was another paradox. It sucked that I would be tormented by this situation the rest of my life, but on the other hand this little boy was so beautiful that I couldn't be ashamed that I had helped create him. Jill entered the room and Ashley took John in her arms, "I've gotta go feed him. I hope y'all don't mind," then she headed out of the room." Jill sat down with me on the sofa and we looked at the parade. We both reminisced about watching that parade growing up. It was generally Ash and I that would watch it and I would be waiting for the football pregame to come on. Usually when the football started was when the family would begin to arrive. Jill said her family basically did the same, but they had Thanksgiving dinner in the evening, usually around 5pm. It wasn't long before Ashley brought Little John back to the den, "Here, you wanna hold him?" she asked as I extended my arms. Mama had continued in the kitchen making the preparations and Ash asked Jill to help set up the dining room. This gave me the one-on-one time with my son that I craved. I so loved holding him, here on our first full day together. So many thoughts ran through my mind. I hardly paid attention to the parade going on in the background. I didn't know how I would leave come Sunday. I wasn't going to get to see the boy again until at least Christmas. It wasn't long before Jill and Ashley had gone upstairs to get ready for Joe and my grandparents to arrive. Mama came into the living room and took John from me, hugging him and placing him back in his cradle, "Jim, I need you to keep an eye on things in the kitchen. I've got to go take a shower." "OK," I replied. "What do you need?" "Just go in there every little while and make sure nothing is burning," she commanded. "The turkey should be ready when I get back... and please don't be eating everything." "OK," I snickered knowing that I couldn't help but do a little nibbling. Mama hadn't been gone long when I went in to check on everything. 'I don't know what she's worried about,' I thought to myself, everything looks good to me, as I deftly peeled some of the meat from the bottom of the turkey to sample it. About that time the doorbell rang and I went to answer it. It was Joe. I actually gave him a hug when he entered, "It's good to see you Joe. You didn't have to ring the bell. You could have just walked in." "Thanks," he replied, "But I don't live here anymore." He looked down at the ground. "Let's not worry about that today... Mama's getting ready upstairs..." I led the way back to the den. "Your old chair is still there," I pointed. The football pregame had begun, but Joe went over to check out the baby. "Hello little fella," He chuckled. "You can pick him up," I insisted. while going over and picking him up and handing him towards him. "I dunno," he resisted. "Come on," I forced John on him. Joe, reticent at first, took a shine to the boy. He held him for a couple of minutes before putting him back in the crib. "You know I always wanted one of those." "You had me," I laughed. "You were grown up and in kindergarten when your mother and I met," he smiled and I knew what he had meant. In no way did I take offense to what he had said. He wasn't the perfect stepfather. He was a little stand-offish when it came to most parental matters, but he had become a really good friend through the years. I certainly missed him. The football game had begun the next time the doorbell rang. I went to the door to see that it was Big and Gramms. 'What is wrong with these people,' I thought to myself. They can just come in. They are family and Big had paid a huge chunk for the down payment on this place years ago. Babydoll Ch. 21 Gramms gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek, before Big gave me a big bear hug, "It's so good to see you boy. We've missed you."His eyes seemed to glaze over in thought. "You know I've missed you too Big," I replied. It was about that time that the ladies opened up the doors to their rooms on queue and headed down for greetings. The girls hugged Gramms and Big, as I had done, before we all headed towards the Kitchen. Big and I continued to the den, while the ladies stayed in the kitchen. Big saw Joe, "Hey Joe," and walked up to him to shake hands. Then Big went and picked up Little John and cradled him. while looking side-eyed towards me. Gramms soon appeared to do the same. We sat and watched football for a while and Gramms would leave and come back in to check on things. Mama would come in, the girls took turns coming in... and everyone was constantly checking on the baby. When everyone had arrived it truly felt like our traditional Thanksgiving minus Jan and Nanny. Nanny was spending Thanksgiving with my Uncle, who lived 200 miles away. Eventually everyone, except Joe and I, had gone into the kitchen, while the game carried on late into the second quarter. At the two minute warning Joe looked at me and asked, "I've got a little sipping juice out in my car. Would you like to join me?" "Sure," I gladly agreed. We went out there and he pulled a mason jar of homemade mountain apple brandy out of the trunk and took a sip before handing it to me, "You're old enough now to drink this, but don't tell your Mama, she'd be sure to tan my hide." I grinned, "Nah... I don't think so. Maybe you oughtta offer her some," I laughed. "And what's good for the goose is good for the gander. She's in a good mood. You oughtta ask her out tonight." He smiled, "I might just do that." We both took another swig and both knew that we'd had enough. I felt warm and fuzzy when we reentered the house. In the den, we saw that the ball game was now at halftime. Seeing that the ballgame was now at halftime, we headed to the kitchen where Mama had finished the final preparations and placed the pumpkin and pecan pies, that Gramms had brought, in the oven to warm. Big said the blessing and we all gathered our plates and got what we wanted to eat, before heading to the dining room. There was the roasted turkey that was a beautiful glossy golden brown, gravy, stuffing, creamed corn, green beans, sweet potato casserole, cranberry salad, and yeast rolls. The warm fuzzies helped me notice how attractive the women in my presence were, maybe they were too attractive. I couldn't help noticing Ashley. Sorry, but she'd always be my favorite. The girls both looked so pretty in their corduroy jeans, t-shirts, and cardigan sweaters.. Mom still looked way too young to have children our age and Gramms was certainly a mature beauty for a lady in her mid 60s. It was easy to see where Mama and Ashley had gotten their looks from. There were 8 of us, including the baby, sitting cozily around the crowded dining room table and enjoying our wonderful dinner. I was truly happy to have gone back to this tradition versus spending Thanksgiving at the club the way we had the previous year. Even with the background issues, everyone in this moment seemed profoundly happy. Of course, some people knew nothing, some people knew something, and I knew pretty much everything - in my mind. We finished dinner a little past 3pm and the ladies took their time tidying up the dining table and working on the kitchen. I pulled Joe to the side and let him know that I could use another sip of his brandy, because my buzz had worn off. He and I headed back out to his car and took a couple more swigs, before going back inside to the den to watch the end of the football game. It wasn't a great game. Detroit was getting beat soundly, but they were trying to mount a comeback. It was just obviously going to be too little too late. The tryptophan from the turkey, my full belly, and the brandy were doing a number on me. I was feeling mentally and physically exhausted as I kept nodding in and out of consciousness. The ladies had finished doing the necessary cleaning and Mama came in to ask us what we wanted for dessert, as Joe changed the channel to the Dallas game. I had some Pecan Pie and ice cream, while I sat silently reminiscing about what had gone down the year before. Thankfully, ironically on Thanksgiving, we would not be having a repeat of that scenario. So much had happened. So much that needed to remain unspoken, but so much that could never be forgotten. The one thing I could say was that when I looked at my mother, she seemed a lot more together than she had been over the past couple of years. She wasn't withdrawn like she had been a year ago at Thanksgiving, She was kind and attentive and there for everyone. She seemed to have gotten back to being herself - comfortable in her skin again. She was definitely a beautiful woman. She looked healthier and more vibrant. Maybe having a baby in the house had done that for her. Although she hadn't been thrilled when Ash told her she was pregnant, there wasn't really room to be judgmental when she had children herself at an even younger age. Ash's close proximity always had an effect on me like no other. On this day she was jovial, but kept attention on Little John. Not long after dinner she excused herself to take him upstairs for his feeding. She was breastfeeding him and this gave her a chance to get away from everyone and everything. She didn't come back down, so I assumed that she was napping after the feeding. That was a pretty convenient excuse to not have to deal with the troubles we faced. At some point in time, I hoped we would have some privacy to address some of our issues. I worried about Ash. She had just started college and quit after the pregnancy began. I wanted her to be able to get back to her studies as soon as possible. She has a great mind when she applies herself and she could do anything she wanted, but it was understandable that she didn't want to deal with the repercussions of being pregnant and knowing so many of the people around town. The Thanksgiving football game continued, but I wasn't really paying attention to it, because I kept thinking about the circumstances. I thought about the past, the present, and the future. One year ago, I had sat in this very spot and the world tumbled further out of control within a matter of hours. I hearkened back to the intensity of that night and seeing Ashley with another. The jealousy along with my mother's own issues had driven me insane. I thought of my love for Ashley and how I had betrayed her and how much of a mess life was. Eventually everyone, minus Ash and the baby had migrated to the den. Joe sat in his recliner, while my grandparents sat on the sofa across the room. Jill had come over and made room to sit beside me as I sat in silence and stared at the game. There was a lot of conversation going on all around me, but I was oblivious to it. It was about 4:30pm when the telephone rang. It was like a déjà vu moment when I heard my mother speaking with her friend Kathy, who was asking her to come over to her place for the traditional Thanksgiving get together. Last year my mother had wanted to beg off, but now she seemed enthusiastic, "Wait a minute," She covered the phone speaker, "Joe, would you like to go to Kathy's party tonight?" Joe perked up. "Sure," nodding his head yes. My mother answered back to Kathy, "Joe is going to come. The family is still here so it will be a little while." My mother hung up the phone, then looked at all of us, "I don't want y'all to rush off, y'all stay here, I'm going to go upstairs and freshen up a bit. I'll be back down in just a bit." I knew what "a bit" meant with my mother. That is where Ash had gotten her deliberate readiness from. It might be an hour before we'd see my mother again. My mother headed up the steps to her room and when she reappeared thirty minutes later she was wearing a completely different ensemble and wearing some nice cologne. She sat down for a few minutes and spoke about how nice the day had been. Like I said, Joe had certainly perked up. You could tell how much he had missed my mother. It was another case of absence making the heart grow fonder. It was halftime of the second football game of the day when my grandmother spoke up to my grandfather, "Well, I think it's time we head home... and Patricia and Joe have a party to get to." She looked at my mother with a wide smile. My grandparents, Joe, and my mother got up and made their way to the foyer and the coat rack. Jill and I had gone with them and gave them their hugs goodbye. My grandfather called up to Ash to tell her that they were leaving and Ash came down the steps to say her goodbyes as well. Mom came up to me and leaned in, "I might not be home tonight. We'll see. You be a good boy." I grinned back knowing what she meant, nodding and answering, "OK." She was thinking of staying with Joe and getting some. I was happy she didn't have to be lonely anymore. I walked up to Joe, putting my arm around his neck and smiling, "Y'all have a good time tonight." I looked at him and winked. He grinned in reply as they turned and walked out the front door. After they had gone, Ash headed back up to her room and Jill and I drifted back to the den after grabbing a couple of cokes. Jill was bored, but she humored me by curling up with me and watching the ballgame. Dallas took an insurmountable lead, which caused me to lose interest in the final outcome. "Jill, I'm going to roll a joint and go get high. Would you like to join me." She cocked her head, "Jim, you know I don't smoke that stuff, but sure, I will on this occasion." "I've got some stashed away in my room. Give me a few minutes and I'll be back down." She nodded as I got up from the sofa and left the room. I walked upstairs and rolled a big one and grabbed my light jacket. It was a cool, but not a cold evening. I grabbed my battery powered camp light since it was past 6:30pm and the night had completely fallen nearly an hour before. I left my room and saw that Ash's bedroom door was open. I couldn't help feeling drawn to it. I walked to her door and lightly knocked, "Ash, Jill and I are going to go for a walk. We'll be back in a little while." "OK," she nodded in the affirmative. I continued into the room and up to the crib of my son. "He's certainly beautiful," he had that infant smile and was making baby noises as he fidgeted in his crib. I felt like the boy looked like me at his age, but who wasn't going to think that. Of course that could be chalked up to my being his Uncle. Ash smiled in appreciation, "He certainly is and I love him." I turned and looked at her and mouthed, '... and I love you,' which she returned with a quirky look. "I'm sorry," was all I could say. She tilted her head in a perplexed fashion, "not again." (Jim) - "I hope we can talk before I leave." (Ashley) - "We'll see." (Jim) - "I have so much I want to say." (Ashley) - "OK... but Jill's waiting on you downstairs. You need to get down there." I nodded and headed back down to the living room. Jill was waiting with her jacket in her lap. When I looked at her, it was as though she had a bit of a weird look in her eyes. "What's up?" I asked. (Jill) - "Nothing." (Jim) - "It doesn't look like nothing." (Jill) - "I just don't smoke weed." (Jim) - "You don't have to if you don't want to. You can just walk with me." "OK," she responded. We headed out the door, with me leading the way to my favorite spot with Jill following close behind. I felt a need to reveal something to her, "Jill, I'm taking you to what I consider my sacred ground. It is where I go to think sometimes. You need to understand that this place is special to me and I am taking you there, because you are special to me." "Oh... OK," she stammered as I took her hand and led her the last few steps until we were in the small clearing in the woods. The moon was semi-bright and small on the clear night with the lamp providing some additional lighting. I looked up at the star lit sky as I fired up the joint and took a long toke, I exhaled asking Jill, "You want some?" She hesitated, and I told her, "You don't have too you know." She took the joint from my hand and took a small toke and coughed. I tilted my head in a 'ok' manner, "You alright?" I questioned as she passed the joint back to me. "Yeah," she affirmed. I took another long drag and held it in, while passing the joint back. She took it and took another small toke. This time she didn't cough. She wasn't taking big tokes, but her lungs were virgin and I could tell she didn't need any more. I took another long toke and snuffed out the joint. Since I had been in college, I had cut way back on my smoking. I didn't need much to get lit up. There was always a flood of emotions came over me when I came to this place and stood next to that old stump and tree. It always came back to thoughts about the times with Ashley. I was consumed. It felt good to have Jill here with me at that moment. She asked, "You look a million miles away. What are you thinking about." "Oh nuthin," I lied... "Just gotta a good buzz going. She nodded accepting the answer, "Yeah, I'm not used to this. It feels kinda cozy as she stepped up to me. I knew what she wanted as I leaned in and kissed her lips, You taste like smoke," I giggled. She seemed embarrassed and tensed up. Jilly, I was just kiddin'," I reached into my jacket pocket and pulled out some cinnamon Altoids, "Here try a couple of these." She took the Altoids and I did too. She placed them in her mouth and seemed to savor the flavor. While she stood there I took her lips and sucked the Altoids into my mouth before rolling them back into hers. Our tongues mingled in the erotic essence of spicy cinnamon. The weed definitely intensified the mood as we continued our passionate kiss for a while before pulling back to stare deeply into one another's eyes. I took her hand, "Let's go for a walk." We walked the neighborhood aimlessly for an hour, stopping at the little convenience store, which lies on the outskirts of neighborhood on the highway that leads into town. I bought us a couple of Cokes and candy bars and we started back home. We stopped a few more times along the way to take a few more tokes. Each time we repeated the kisses. I'd be lying if I didn't say I was horny and I'm sure Jill was feeling the same. The weather outside became brisk, but it wasn't cold. The temperature was just starting to dip into the 40s, when we got back home. It was just after 9pm and we headed upstairs to my bedroom. Ash's bedroom door was still open and Jill wanted to go see the baby. We both walked in and saw Ash laying back under her covers, continuing with her book. Jill headed for the crib, while I stood in the doorway. She stared at the baby and smiled, "He's a pretty baby Ashley." "Thank You," Ash replied. I was looking at Ash, who was looking at Jill looking at the baby. Jill continued, "I imagine this is what Jim looked like when he was a baby." Ash's eyes suddenly darted to me in fear. I, myself, had a moment of terror and paranoia at what she had said. There was no way she could know. Jill turned around, "I guess good looking genes run in y'alls family." "I guess they do," I returned the smile as Jill looked towards me. "Well, we'll leave you alone Ash." Jill chimed, as she turned and walked by and out the door. I followed, but couldn't help glancing back at Ash as we left her room and headed to mine. I walked into my room, on edge, wondering if I should think anything of what had just happened. My mind was doing mental gymnastics as Jill undressed. She surprised me when she didn't put a nightgown on and went to get under the covers. That was a clue that I was to do the same. I undressed into the nude, feeling a sense of guilt over the thoughts that floated through the air. I hoped that the expression and apprehension related to my inner conscience were hidden in the dim light of the room, as I sunk beneath the covers of the bed. Jill wanted to make love and my anxieties couldn't keep me from being aroused in the moment. I moved forward to envelope my beautiful fiancée, taking my hand and gracing her cheek, leaning forward and taking her lips. Our hands went to one another's sides and we continued our kisses in the comfort of two beings that knew one another oh so well. Jill turned on her back bringing me to hover over her. Our touches had me in a full state of arousal as our mouths opened to naturally melt into one another. She pulled back staring in my eyes, "Here, I wanna try something." I nodded, while she rose up to push the covers all the way off of us and pulled my two pillows to the small of her back, before receding back. Propping her hips up gave me complete access to her loveliness. "Let's do this lover," she spoke in an almost matter of fact fashion. With her sex so prominently displayed, I reached my finger and thumb to diddle her clitty. It didn't take long for Jill to begin breathing deeper and faster, which naturally made me lower my face to softly lick her nether lips. Suddenly she was squirming in sensitivity, raising her thighs to ride my face from side-to-side. I looked to see her face turned to the side, her eyes closed and lost in a most vulnerable state. I could see that she was very sensitive to each additional touch, but hadn't fully climaxed. She had surrendered herself to me. I was in complete control, which had me intoxicated with arousal, as I readily pulled my torso up between her legs. She sunk further back into the bed as I hovered above, spreading her legs around my hips, before reaching down between us towards her soppy pussy. Her breasts were heaving and falling in a state of utter bliss. as I brought my chest down to envelope her upper body to kiss again. I stroked her hair and breathed in her essence, taking in her being. I was so ready to fornicate in this moment. "Oh Jimmy..." She moaned as my cock twitched between the heated skin of our lower bodies. I was awe struck, when I opened my eyes to watch her facial contortions as we both understood what was to come. I couldn't help smiling at the sight as I slid up her body, taking her hands and pushing them high above her head. Her tits grabbed my attention as they heaved and fell, causing me to take one in my mouth. I gathered myself and pulled back, while she opened her eyes to take in my gaze. With her ass propped on the pillows, and her legs splayed wide, this was anything other than a normal missionary position. It was a "here, this is yours" position. I was all too willing to accept as I grabbed a hold of my bobbling manhood and positioned the tip at the entrance of her pouty pussy. Teasing her, I rubbed the head against the sweet lips of her labia, stirring the lubrication between the two of us, before pulling it back and slapping the piston head a few times against her downy feather covered mons. "Jimmy, please!" she whimpered and whispered a mindless chant, begging me to fuck her until I pushed my hips forward into her, but she bucked making the angle odd and my cock, instead, slid through the crevice of her ass. "Ohhh..." she released at the awkward feeling of the crown of my phallus poking at her bung hole." "Jimmy... Jimmy, nahh... uh-uh..." she panicked as she shivered in the unexpected moment, retreating away from the scalding serpent. I hovered over her, feeling powerful, controlling my prey. The excitement had steeled my rod to the point that I felt I could split her in two. I pushed forth one more time as she rocked her hips to accept me. My eyes widened, as I fed my staph into her butter. She seemed to tighten and cinch my cock to meet the thrust. Her horniness was self-evident from the way her nipples stood out from her sexy breasts. She continued to inhale and exhale in an exaggerated fashion, her mouth agape from the pleasure that flowed between us. Babydoll Ch. 22 Thank You for the comments, feedback, scores, and especially the encouragement to continue with the Babydoll series. Thank You for the private e-mails and comments sent my way. We continue the journey, moving ever closer to the end of this story. Like previous installments, this is a direct continuation of the last chapter. This is meant to be a Dramatic series filled with Romance, Intrigue, Taboo, and most of all Sex. I have attempted to keep the chapters from being too long - A little more than a stroke story, a little shorter than a short novel. I have more chapters that I am currently editing and putting the finishing touches on. Once again, I am sorry for the delays in the production of this story, but please remember that I have invested a lot of time in this. Like I have said before, please give the story a chance, even if there may be something that doesn't suit your fancy. The next step in the journey might make it worth your while. That's the way the best dramas work. I am trying to pull in all of your senses. Anyway, any likenesses or similarities of character are purely coincidental. I hope you will read the previous chapters, if you haven't. But, you can always jump in here and go fill in the missing pieces provided in the earlier stories. This is a taboo topic, so I know that it is offensive to some. The material is erotic to me because it is forbidden in society. This is purely fantasy. Hope you enjoy the fantasy. ************************* Baby John's Baptism On Friday, I slept in until 10am and felt rested. Jill had already awoken and was down in the living room watching something on television, when I arrived downstairs. My mother wasn't home, so Jill, Ash, Baby John, and I were the only people there. I fixed a bowl of cereal, then headed up to take a shower and get dressed. I wanted to get out of the house for a little while, so I headed downstairs to ask Jill, "Jill, we're gonna go by Big's office and maybe we can go to a couple stores. Ok?" Jill nodded, "Sure, but what about Ashley..." looking to Ash, "Ashley you wanna go with us?" (Ashley) - "Nah... you two go ahead. I don't like taking the baby out in public yet." I nodded in understanding agreement. Jill got up and came to kiss me on the cheek before heading up to shower. This was good because it gave me a chance to be alone with Ashley and the baby. When I knew that Jill was certainly in the shower, I had a chance to be honest with Ash. I wanted to make sure that she had her space, so I didn't get too close, "Ashley, she'll be in the shower, so we can talk... I'm sorry about last night." She gave me a knowing stare, "What was that all about? When y'all came in the room?" I tried to explain, "We had a buzz. She doesn't smoke weed and I think she just really had a buzz." "It was just weird and I've always had a bad feeling when things get weird," she spoke frankly. "I know what you mean... I'm sorry," I apologized. Ash shook her head, "There you go again... My god, when will you stop?" (Jim) - "I dunno... I'll always have this guilt." Ash gave me that peculiar look again, which mirrored my own, because there were no answers, there was really nothing to say. She lifted her eyes and shook her head, "Well, I'm glad we're alone. I was going to tell you that I am naming you the Godfather of John." Admittedly, I grinned a little at the notion. Ash continued, "You'll have to get up there with me tomorrow during the christening, when I present him to Pastor Bob." "OK," I was happy, but at a loss for words. All I could say was, "Thank You," as I trembled at the honor. "You'll never know how much I love you Jimmy... you never will," she stood up and came to me, hugging me and kissing my cheek. "Ash..." the words lingered as I took my finger and tilted her chin to look in her eyes as tears welled up between the two of us. I so wanted to kiss her lips. They drew me in like a magnet. "Shhh..." she shook her head and pulled back. "This is neither the time nor the place. It's over," she went and gathered up Little John and headed out of the room as I stood in a stunned mess, feeling shame. I'd always have that shame. I went and took a seat and sat in silent reflection awaiting Jill. It wasn't long before she came down the steps ready to head out. When we got to my Grandfather's office, he took us around for the usual meet and greet. The only attorney there was Mitch, but all of the secretaries were there. My grandfather said they were making a short day of it, since it was the day after Thanksgiving and most all of the governmental offices were closed. The secretaries and paralegals took notice of Jill. Big lauded praises upon her and informed practically everyone that Jill was a great student and she was looking to get into the legal profession also. We went into Big's office, "You two can come have lunch with me at the club." "Big," I bemoaned, "I was going to take Jill shopping." (Big) - "Jimmy, You've got an hour and then you can go shop." Jill smiled and nodded at Big, "We've got an hour Jimmy... We'll be glad to be your guests Mr. Paige." Big smiled, "I like this girl Jim. She's the first person besides myself that gives you some direction... and darlin' you can call me JP, that's what most of my friends call me if they aren't call'in me asshole." He guffawed aloud at his self deprecation. Jill and I just looked at one another and shook our heads in sync. Big had risen up from his office chair, "I'll get my coat and we'll head on." Big got his coat, and let his secretary know that we were heading to the Downtown City Club, which is only a couple blocks away. Lunch there was always great. Big introduced Jill and I to practically everyone he knew, which was basically everyone. I had met most of these people before. At one point Big looked at me in a serious manner, "Boy you're going to have to learn to speak up and be more outgoing." I hadn't thought anything about it." "Whatta ya mean?" I asked. He continued, "When I speak with those people, I'm not doing it for the hell of it. I'm networking." I nodded in acknowledgment, "Yessir" of the lesson he was providing. I knew better than to interrupt his soap box rant. "Hell some of those people aren't people I even really care about, but they need to be aware of your presence... got it." He took another bite of his sandwich and looked around proudly. He was making me feel small at the moment, but there was always a valuable lesson to be learned. "You know... you think you know, but you don't know..." more looking around like a bad ass. "You didn't want to come here and have lunch, but you've got to get your name out there. You're supposed to carry on my business in a few years and I'm not a god damned spring chicken. I'm getting old. You are going to have to be ready." Jill looked worried, but I grinned, because I knew that he was really going all Vince Lombardi on me and giving me a pep talk. "I've gotcha Big Daddy... I know." He smiled, "OK... but I've told ya before boy. You're in the deep end. There's no way out. It's sink or swim." I knew what he was talking about on multiple levels. He blew my mind how he could do that. Jill looked scared to death. She hardly knew my grandfather. She didn't know what to think. She hadn't ever seen him in this mode. We headed back over to the office a little before 1:30pm. The days continued to be sunny and mild with the temperature in the mid-60s. Big dismissed us and gave Jill a $100 and told her to buy herself something nice. We hugged in the reception area and then he headed back to his office room, "I'll see ya in the mornin' boy. OK?" We headed to the mall to shop. I hadn't been in the place since the fateful day last year when Ashley wanted me to go with her. We all know how that ended. In the modern day vernacular, one would say that Ash is a hottie and Jill is a cutie. They're both beautiful creatures and there isn't much difference, but the cutie is the one with the "girl next door" looks. Jill has the more athletic and lean body. She's pretty and she's someone that you'd take camping or to a ballgame or anywhere you'd take a guy. Ash on the other hand is fully a woman. Ash likes watching movies and shopping is a sport for her. She's got that 'fuck me' look that makes a man look twice. Mama taught her fashion and how to be prissy at a young age. Jill and I went into all kinds of shops. She held my hand as we went into the electronics store and checked out the latest gadgets. She was looking at the laptops, even though the one she already had worked fine. Then we both walled over to check out the CD selection. We must have spent an hour in the place. She bought a couple CDs and I bought some discs to burn on, but it was more of a wish list trip. The next stop was at the sporting goods store. Jill wanted a new pair of running shoes. She used a good part of Big's $100 to get a pair of top of the line shoes that were in the Black Friday special ad. I was my typical shopping self. I was never really into it. I was just being Jill's sidekick, as I had always been for the ladies in my family. The one thing I did insist on was that we head to Dillard's. I wanted to get the Ashley and the baby something for his christening. I didn't find the boy anything there, but bought Ashley a charm bracelet with a couple charms, using Jill's advice to pick it out. After we had paid, I cajoled Jill, "Let's go over to the perfumes." Jill smiled and seemed to sashay in a more feminine manner as we headed to the cosmetic/fragrant department. I was nervous when I saw the lady working the counter. I wondered if she'd recognized me, the way she smiled as we approached. It was Michelle and she asked, "May I help you," staring at me the whole way. "Yes ma'am, I want some cologne for my fiancée. I'm going to walk around, while you help her," I was nervous because for some reason this lady was recognizing me, even though I'd only seen her a few times in my life. I leaned into Jill, while patting her ass, whispering, "Here's my credit card. I'll be back in 30 minutes. I want you to get something that says 'fuck me' and drives me crazy. I stood back and chuckled, "Thanks Michelle," feeling aroused by my power play. I walked away thinking, 'Wow, her name is Michelle Davis. That's why I felt I had heard Mitch's name before... small world.' I headed to the coin shop on the side of the mall. I didn't have long, but I knew what I wanted. I wanted some silver coins from the present year for Little John. I walked in and told the gentleman minding the store that I wanted some silver coins in the present year, because it was for a christening present. In about 5 minutes, I had chosen American, Canadian, and Chinese one ounce silver coins along with a proof set. These would be perfect keepsakes I thought. 'I'll buy him some every year for the rest of his life,' I thought. I was so proud of myself. With my purchases in hand, I made my way back to Dillard's to pick up my woman. Jill was waiting on me as I approached. Michelle was waiting on another lady, but gave me a side eyed glance as I walked up to Jill. "You ready?" I asked. "Jim," Michelle came from behind the counter, "one moment ma'am," pointing at the lady she was waiting on. As she approached, the customer she was waiting on had a look like she couldn't believe she was walking away from serving her. "Yes?" I was nervous wondering what this was about. "Will you come here a moment?" she asked. "One minute," I looked at Jill. I approached Michelle, "Here's a little bag of samples, Jill might like to try," then subtly she mouthed, 'Call me.' I smiled thinking how brazen. I looked in the gift bag to see 5 different perfume samples and her business card. 'Man, she isn't gonna give up,' I thought to myself. 'Now that lady is a hottie and in my mind we connected. She'd definitely fuck if I wanted to.' As we walked out of the department store, I asked, "Did you find what we wanted?" "I think so," she emphasized, while nodding. "Do you know her?" she questioned. "No... why?" I reticently asked. "She was very helpful... I think she has the hots for you." "Really?" I modestly questioned. (Jill) - "She was asking all kinds of questions about you. She said you've bought stuff from her before." "Yeah, the ladies in the family love all that kind of stuff," I played coy. "I can't believe that she remembered me." "Jimmy, you are hard to forget," she snickered. It was almost sundown as we pulled into the driveway. We grabbed our packages and made our way inside and up to my room. I laid down and took a nap, while Jill headed downstairs to sit with Ash in the den. I needed some distance with the way I was feeling. I must have dozed off, because I awoke and felt like some time had passed. I looked at my bedroom clock and saw that it was 7pm. I headed downstairs and looked in the fridge. There were plenty of leftovers from Thanksgiving. I walked into the den and asked the girls if they had eaten. They said they hadn't so I told them I'd warm up some of the leftovers if they would like. I noticed that my mother wasn't with them, so I asked where she was. Ash explained that she had come home from work and headed to bed. Apparently she'd gotten up early, after partying and staying at Joe's, to go make sure her stores were operating properly and didn't get home until 5pm and was exhausted. I fixed the leftovers and then went to wake up my mother, before letting everyone serve themselves. The food was certainly still delicious, as we all pulled out the TV trays and sat in the den watching the usual holiday fare on television. I wasn't really into old holiday movies, so I excused myself, choosing to turn in early, knowing that I needed to read a couple chapters of Political Science and go over some other material to prepare myself for the upcoming week when I would be back at school. This would be the best chance to do that knowing that Saturday would be a big day with the christening and Sunday we would be traveling back to school. I spent a couple hours reading and making notes with my schoolwork, before it had worn me out. I was having a hard time concentrating, laying in the bed for a while thinking about any and everything involving my personal life. Saturday would be a big day. I closed my eyes seeking sleep and eventually found it. I don't know when Jill came to bed, but I awoke in the middle of the night to find her laying beside me in the dark. Obviously, she hadn't attempted to awake me. I laid awake for a few minutes, but soon found a deep slumber again. The next time I awoke was around 8am. I had been asleep for, I figured, around 9 hours. I laid there for a while, but I wasn't going to be able to fall back asleep this time. I decided to get up and so I headed downstairs and started the coffee and fixed a bowl of cereal. I headed to the den and saw that Ashley was barely awake, laying on the sofa while the television played some mindless cartoon. I walked in and sat in my usual chair. "You still watch that stuff," I asked. "Not really," she spoke with a drowsy tone. "The baby was hungry so I fed him and brought him down here... he seems to not be as fussy when he's down here... I turned on the television and this is what was on. Having something on in the background usually gets him to settle down. I felt a need to complement her, "You really are a good mother Ashley Jameson." "Your damn right I am. I owe it to him," she stated matter of factly. I winced not knowing how to carry the conversation related to motherhood further, knowing it would only lead to my apology again. I drank the milk from my cereal, before asking, "If you want to go back to bed, I'll watch him." "Thank You..." she nodded before getting up and heading up to her room. I was glad to watch him. It's something I wanted to do a lot of. Not long after Ash headed up, I got up and turned on Sportscenter and picked up John and brought him to me and held him as I sat in the chair, "I hope you'll play sports someday John." I could only dream. ---- The Christening ceremony would be held at 3pm. It would only be the pastor, the church's vicar, and the family. The ceremony was private, because of the situation with Ashley being a single mother. She would have been uncomfortable presenting the baby in front of the entire congregation. Our church regularly has over 300 people for the service held at 11am on Sundays. Ash had been laying low throughout the year, not wanting the situation to be any more scandalous than it already was. She hadn't been out in public by herself much since she had begun showing a few months into her pregnancy. Everything had been scripted well by Big to ensure that as little embarrassment as possible would be caused to the family and the less that was said, the better. We all packed in our cars and headed to the Country Club at noon for brunch. The host sat us in one of the private rooms and a buffet lunch was set up for us in the corner of the room. There were a couple of attendants/servers who helped us with serving or anything else we needed. Mitch joined us for lunch a few minutes after we arrived. He had continued being a close friend to Ashley throughout her pregnancy. It seemed that she didn't want him to be a "boyfriend", but she appreciated him being around and he didn't seem to mind the current state of affairs or at least he didn't let on that he did. My sister was beautiful, feminine, and a lady. Anyone could see that. I'm sure all of that and more came out in the conversations that Mitch and Ashley had had... and Mitch certainly carried himself like a gentleman. Lunch was great, even if it was pretty much a formality. It certainly wasn't necessary, since we had had plenty to eat over the past couple days. Gramms had made sure that we didn't have anything Thanksgiving related on the menu. There was a small cut of Prime Rib and salmon with Shrimp Cocktail and crab cakes, fresh garden salad, heris coverts, potato soufflé, and the ubiquitous cheesecake assortment. We all had a flute of champagne and Big made a toast to his first grandchild. As awkward as the moment was, it had been made as comfortable as possible. Maybe the naiveté of Gramms to the reality of the situation was what helped with all of this. It was around 2:30pm when we began making our way over to the church. Pastor Bob, his family and the Vicar and her family had all joined us for lunch and the pastor and the vicar had left a little earlier to prepare for the ceremony. When we arrived at the church, we made our way to the small annex sanctuary where the ceremony would be performed. The ceremony wasn't going to last very long. We all sat together in the small front pew area and awaited Pastor Bob to enter, when Pastor Bob entered, Ash and I stepped forward with Little John . As the godparent, I was the child's representative for his baptism into the church. Little John, as a baby naturally couldn't understand or respond during the service, so it was my duty to make the commitments on his behalf. This would bond me to be his friend, mentor, and spiritual guide through life, even if I could never admit to his parentage. I would essentially be his legal guardian, if anything ever happened to Ashley. In my mind, I was at piece knowing that I was making a commitment to support John through life. I was resolute in knowing that I would always make sure that he would be taken care of. I wanted him, but I'd have to step back to a degree. Growing up, I had been baptized and confirmed in this church and it was special to me that John was doing the same at this moment. I couldn't help but think of all that had happened here. I looked at Joe standing off to the side and thought about my father having never been here for any of these moments. I didn't want John's life to be like mine, but I appreciated the interest Joe had taken in my life. He had been like a godfather to me, but I wanted to be so much more to John. Babydoll Ch. 22 Everyone else in the family had stepped forward and stood behind us as we presented John to Pastor Bob. Pastor Bob held John and asked me to answer questions and make declarations on John's behalf. Pastor Bob brought us to prayer and alluded to my duties as John's godparent and then we prayed for John, who seemed cool to the situation. We were asked to reject the devil and rebellion against God... to renounce deceit and the corruption of evil... to repent of the sins that separate us from God and fellow man... to accept Christ as our savior... to submit to Christ as the Lord... and to come to Christ as the way, the truth and the life. With that Pastor Bob handed John back to Ashley and made a proclamation, "We welcome Johnathon Robert Jameson into our Church family, as a child of Christ." He continued, "Christ is the foundation of our belief and he said that the Church is his bride. We are all family. Welcome to the family John." I have to admit that I felt guilty, because of the sin that had created this baby, but he was so precious and beautiful. How could I feel guilty about anything when it came to him? And how could I repudiate my love for Ashley? I couldn't. The ceremony was over and it was time to head home. Ashley and I headed separate ways, with her heading out with Mitch and me heading to my own car with Jill. I felt I had ignored Jill on this afternoon, but I hadn't meant to. She was really quiet and reserved on the way home. After a few minutes traveling down the highway home I had to ask, "Are you alright?" "Yeah," she responded in a meek fashion. "What's up?" I wondered. "Nothing..." she seemed to search for something to say. "Well it's just you have hardly spoken to me today." I apologized, "I'm sorry... I've just had a lot on my mind." "About?" she hesitated seeking a response the way women often do. "Worrying about nothing I guess," I couldn't ever tell her the truth and what did it matter at this point any way. Jill went back to her sullen mood and it wasn't long before we were back at the house. We both headed inside and changed into more casual clothes to relax. I headed to the living room, while Jill remained in my room to read and study for school. I turned on the football game and sat in a stupor. The football game was more background noise than anything. Jill and I were the only people in the house. Apparently, Mama had decided to hang out with Joe for the evening. I didn't know where Ash and Mitch had headed to, but I figured that she would be home before long. I was right, because about 4:30pm, Ash came in the door carrying little John in his car seat cradle. Mitch had walked Ash in to make sure she was inside alright, made sure to say hello to me and then excused himself with a goodbye. I think he didn't want to be an unwelcomed imposition upon Ashley. Like I said, she obviously considered him a friend and not a boyfriend. I mean she didn't even hug him goodbye. She thanked him for coming to the christening and then he was gone. Ashley stood in the middle of the room, "Where's Jill?" "Studying," I answered in a simple fashion. "Oh," she seemed to want to say more, but didn't. I looked in her eyes wanting to speak, but couldn't really find the words. She continued, "I'm going to put John upstairs to take a nap, OK." I nodded in reply as she turned, took John, and headed upstairs. I sat, basically continuing in my stupor, for a few minutes, thinking. I couldn't get the circumstances off of my mind. I had to let Ash know. I had told her before, but she had to know (to acknowledge), that I was going to take care of her. This was my fault. I was going to explode if I held it inside. It weighed on me so. I headed upstairs to her room. I entered the room where Ashley stood gazing at little John, while he seemed to be returning her stare. "Ash," I spoke quietly as I entered her room. She turned as I approached the crib, speaking subtly and intuitively, "You don't need to say anything Jimmy. I know... I know you are going to take care of us." I felt the weight of the world lift for a moment, because it didn't feel like she was being dismissive. It felt like she was acknowledging my love and that meant everything to me. I was doing it to myself out of guilt for my crime, which had been a crime of passion. Ashley picked up Little John and handed him to me. I felt so human... so vulnerable. It brought tears to my eyes. I was cradling him with Ashley standing next to me. She had her arm around my waist and was looking between John and I. There was a certain amount of comfort, while we stood together with our son. There was a special bond in the room at the moment, a light hearted love filled the air. I noticed a presence as Jill walked in the room. She was standing there and staring with a blank expression looking at all of us, "That boy is your son, isn't he?" she mocked. "What are you talking about?" I stared at her seriously as Ashley looked on with fear and trepidation. "IT'S OBVIOUS?" Jill mocked. I continued staring in disbelief with my hands full with John. There were no gestures I could make and what could I say. "SEE! You're not denying it," she continued. "Shhh!" I implored. With that paranoia that someone else might hear her. "I knew it... I knew it," She laughed and cried hysterically. "OH MY GOD! Oh my God... I knew it." "Keep your voice down," I begged. "Uhnn-Uhhh," she pointed in admonition, as if she were losing it. Ashley took John from me, almost in a protective mode, and laid him in his crib as I addressed Jill, "Jill, you can't say anything." She looked at Ashley, "I knew it..." as she continued the hysterics, " Ohhh my god... Ohh my god..." I walked towards Jill, but she receded as though she didn't want anything to do with me... "Fine... I can't believe this shit's going on... I can't believe this..." as she turned and walked through the door. I looked at Ashley, who had risen up after placing John in the crib, "I've got to go after her." "I know..." Ash said looking scared, "You've gotta get her to settle down." Jill had run out the front door and was sitting on the front steps crying when I caught up with her. I sat down next to her, but knew better than to touch her, "Jill, I'm so sorry... Never in a million years would I ever want to hurt you." "I'm sitting here putting it all together. I knew it, but I dismissed it... You fucked your own sister," she said with contempt. "Shhhh," I plead. "Let's go inside. It's getting cold out here." The sun wasn't long for disappearing below the horizon on the clear skied, late fall day. Ignoring me she continued, "Why? Does it embarrass you?" she ridiculed me with a contorted gesture. "Yes. It's not something to be taken lightly." I affirmed. (Jill) - "You didn't fucking think about that when you were fucking her." (Jim) - "Let's go inside." (Jill) - "You didn't think it was wrong to fuck your sister." (Jim) - "It just happened." "Puuuhhh-lease" she puffed. "This is so fucked up." "I know. I never meant to hurt you. I never want to hurt you." I couldn't help trying to put my arm around her as she slid away from my embrace, "I'll admit. I loved her more than any brother should ever love his sister and I'm gonna pay the consequences... I'm sure you hate me for being a freak." "No," she wouldn't look at me, "I could never hate you. I just need some space... I gotta get out of here... I need your car. Let me have your keys." (Jim) - "You need a jacket." (Jill) - "I'll fucking be fine." (Jim) - "You won't do anything rash?... I do love you." (Jill) - "No, I just need to go think... alone." I handed her my keys and she took them and went to my car. She got in and backed out and took off. I half looked up, while continuing to sit on the steps, as the tail lights escaped down the road. A terrible sense of shame washed over me. ======================================================== I was sitting in the dark of the basement, listening to some of those old love songs I'll listen to when I have the blues. It was amazing how the tears flowed while listening to Brenda Russell's Piano in the Dark. It had been five hours since Jill had left and Who wouldn't wonder if she was going to take off under the circumstances. She was my fiancée. We were only a few months away from getting married. It was a marriage arranged and forced on me by my grandfather, but I was used to the idea now. I was used to the normalcy that Jill had brought to my life. I didn't want to lose that. Suddenly, I sensed a presence as I looked at those familiar doors to the entrance of the room where we had all peered around before at one time or another. Jill looked around solemnly and then walked towards me. I'm sure she saw my tear stained face, as I spoke, "I wondered if you'd be back. I'm so sorry. Now it's my turn to beg you not to leave me... please don't leave me." (Brenda Russell's beautiful song continued in the background, "He holds me close like a thief of the heart... He plays a melody... Born to tear me all apart... The silence is broken... And no words are spoken but oh...") Jill sat next to me and placed a finger to my lips, "I always wondered about the crazy stuff... I asked you, now I understand why you wouldn't say anything. It's all come together now... You're sadness was for Ash. When we were here last Christmas, I sensed there was something funny going on and I couldn't put my finger on it." She paused before continuing in a soft tone, "I now understand how much you love her and I don't know if you can give me that kind of love... It makes me feel like I've wasted my time... Like you'd leave me... Like we wouldn't work out." I began bawling, "I do want to be with you Jilly... I do want you... You are so easy to be with... You make me feel good about myself... about us." She put her finger back to my lips, "I was riding around this evening and the things you have said, and not said, they all fit like a puzzle now," a tear rolled down her cheek as she embraced me, "I can't leave you. I want you. I don't want to be apart from you. You are the man I want... we are good for each other... I'm willing to fight through it all to keep you." With that she came up into my lap, "I just want you to hold me." She put her arms around me and laid her head in the crook of my neck. I thought she was going to fall asleep there, but then she whispered in my ear, "I've invested a lot of time in you. I know most relationships don't last forever, but you are who I want to be with. I only had a couple of boyfriends before you. For the most part I feel like we are on the same wavelength... we get each other, we want the same things. I just don't want you to leave me and I don't want you to cheat on me." I kissed her temple, "I don't wanna do that either... I do love you... you make my life easy. You've always been there for me. I don't wanna lose that... I don't wanna lose you." We both sat there saying nothing. I tried to meditate it all out of my mind and just live in the moment. Eventually we both laid down on the sofa and fell asleep. It was the next morning before we awoke. A fresh day, but everything was still there. Everything, all of the reality, all of the emotions were going to have to be dealt with. And that cast a pall over my spirit the moment I came to consciousness. I got up and went upstairs. It was apparent that my mother had never come home. She had to have stayed at Joe's, which felt like a good thing. I so wanted her to be happy. I started up the coffee pot, making a full pot for whoever would want some. It wasn't long before the coffee was ready. I fixed a pan of scrambled eggs, link sausage, and several slices of toast. I got two of the large coffee cups and filled one for Jill with the touch of cream she likes and filled my own with cream and sugar the way I like it. It was a little past 9am when I got back downstairs. We'd both had plenty of sleep, but the emotional trauma of the day before left both of us mentally exhausted. Jill's eyes were open as I handed her the coffee and she sat up to sip it. I sat beside her and gulped mine down the way I do. Jill spoke, "Would Ashley mind if I went upstairs to look at that little boy?" (Jim) - "No, I don't think so..." Jill put her coffee down and arose from the sofa. I followed her as we walked upstairs to Ash's room. Ashley was tending to him as we entered the room. As we entered the room, Ash had a blank stare on her face, apparently trying to read the situation. Jill approached Little John and asked, "May I hold him?" Ashley gave a slight smile looking at Jill first and then towards me as she handed John to her. Jill held him as though he were her own and she was looking at him for the first time. This made my heart melt. No one said a word for several moments before Jill apologized, "I'm sorry for the way I acted yesterday... I know I scared you. I was scared myself. I don't know what to say." Ashley stood beside her, "I'm sorry. I know this is weird and I'll be embarrassed about it the rest of my life, but I do love that boy and..." she looked towards me, "I do love you Jimmy." She shook her head, "But what we did was wrong on so many levels..." She trailed off and put her arm around Jill, "And you are the one for my big brother. I knew that when I met you and I love you and I want you to be in our family." Ashley turned and hugged Jill tilting her head down into her shoulder as she held our son. That was the setting that I will always remember. The four of us standing in that room. Little John didn't know anything, but we had come to an understanding. We were all going to put this behind us and move forward. To be unspoken was unspoken, but understood. Jill and I would be heading back to school in just a few hours, but I wanted to wait until my mother got back home to say goodbye. We left the room and headed back to my own to pack our bags. Ash did her best to stay out of the way, because even with an understanding there was a lot of awkwardness in the air. She had turned into a bit of a recluse, which was understandable, but it certainly needed to stop. I didn't want it to turn into some kind of mental state. Everyone had some breakfast on the run. Mama finally made it home at 11am. Joe had dropped her off and left without coming in. She was wearing her dress from the day before, but looked a bit disheveled. Jill had asked me in the privacy of my room if my mother knew about the situation and I was as honest as I could be. I told her that 'Mama didn't know. The only person that really knew was Big Daddy and he had made all of the arrangements to keep it all quiet.' I pleaded with her, 'I know this is crazy... Please don't bring this up with him or anyone... I've made my entire family vulnerable, and you, I've put you in a precarious position. I wouldn't blame you if you left me.' Throughout the morning, Jill had given me knowing looks, shy looks, vulnerable looks, angry looks, and sorrowful looks. The one thing she was having a hard time doing was looking me in the eye. My nerves never really settled. I knew our relationship would never be the same. I wondered if the damage of the revelation had made our relationship irreconcilable. It was right at noon when Mama had had her shower and cleaned up, before coming to sit at the kitchen table and talk with us before we left. It wasn't long before we headed out to the car. Ash came out to see us off, hugging Jill and apologizing with a whisper. Ash looked like she wanted to hug me, but seemed to know better in Jill's presence with the current state of affairs. The one thing I did tell her, "Ashley, I need you to do one thing for me. You have to get out of this house and back out in public." She nodded as I looked her dead in the eyes and leaned forward to kiss her cheek, not giving a damn what Jill or the rest of the world thought, because this girl meant more to me than anyone or anything ever had, "Please." We headed out and my mind was still a million miles away, as was Jill's. For the most part, we were both quiet and reserved for the trip back. I set the cruise control as we headed down the I nterstate, only stopping for a gas and bathroom break halfway through the trip. It was around 6pm when we arrived back at the apartment. I carried all of our stuff in and we both headed our separate ways under the guise that we needed to study and get ready for the upcoming week. Not to mention that finals would be in the next few weeks and Jill had to work. That is the way the holidays are. Events come rapid fire and there isn't much time to play around. With where Jill and I stood, that would either break us or we just might make it. ===================================================== The last week of November and the first half of December flew by like they always had. Jill and I didn't see one another all that much, but there was one thing that gave me hope. She hadn't left my bed. We hadn't had sex since we had been back and I wasn't going to push her. This was definitely unusual for the two of us. It wasn't like we fucked like rabbits and I am definitely a quality over quantity guy when it comes to all of that. We always had our weekends, but Jill was dismissing me every time that I'd approach her in any kind of romantic fashion. She'd let me kiss her, and sometimes she'd return them in a more than gracious manner, but it never went to the chemical stage. She was working all weekend during the holiday season. "I need the money and the weekends are the time to make it with all of the Christmas parties going on... I've got four exams coming up... just let me get through this," were the things she'd say. She insisted that we spend Christmas with her parents and then we would head up to New York City to Time's Square to watch the ball drop. New York City was only about six hours away from her hometown. I was more than happy to oblige with her wish and everyone in my family was alright with it, but it would be the first Christmas that I would ever be away from home - another of life's evolutions. We waited until December 23rd to head to Jill's parents house. The restaurant she worked in would be closed from Christmas Eve until the day after and Jill had already asked to go home, which the manager of the restaurant agreed to. We had done our best to not allow the revelations of Thanksgiving to get in the way our relationship, but there was no two ways about it, it had. Jill was more reserved when it came to our personal relationship, but she wasn't overt about it. As we got closer to Christmas, I did what I could to be more expressive about my romantic intent. She needed to know I was still interested in her, even if she was going to be standoffish towards me. ===================================================== I had the car packed and ready to go for as soon as we woke up and had some coffee. We stopped and got a couple breakfast sandwiches and were on our way. This was only the second time that I had been to her home. We hadn't seen her parents for a couple of months, since they came to our college hometown for a visit during football homecoming week in late October. It was a cold grey wintry day and as we traveled north there was a light snow falling and some of it was coating the grass along the Interstate. We had left right after 9am and expected to arrive at Jill's house between 2pm and 3pm. The traffic was heavy on the day, so it was going to take longer than expected. About an hour into the trip, Jill reached over and took a hold of my hand and we held hands in the console. Her gesture gave me the continued hope that we could work through our issues. I looked over at Jill as she returned my gaze, "Thank You... I love you." Babydoll Ch. 22 "I just realized how much I love you Jimmy," she replied as she came forward to kiss my cheek. I continued to hold her hand, not wanting to let it go for fear I might not get it back. We were about halfway into the trip, when we needed to make a restroom pit stop and I decided to fill up the gas. When I had finished pumping gas, I pulled out of the fill up area and pulled into a parking space, along the side of the huge rest stop area, where trucks parked at the Interstate Gas Station complex. I wanted a moment alone with Jill before we got back on the road. The next stop would be her parents' house and Christmas, and I felt there might not be a chance to say what I had to say, "I'm so sorry for bringing you into my messed up life, but you have to know that I have always loved you." "I know that Jim," she replied as we finally after weeks looked deeply in one another's eyes. "I do know it," as she turned away. Then there was an awkward silence, "Look at me," I demanded. "I can't," she said, as she stared out the passenger side window. I reached out my hand with my index finger under her chin and pulled her face to me as I saw a couple tears stream down her eyes. "You told me that you wanted me and needed me. Things can't go on like this. If I hadn't wanted you, I wouldn't have asked you to marry me. I could have run away. I want to make a life with you. Don't you understand that?" I asked. "I know. I'm afraid though," she said. "I'm afraid too," I admitted. She gave me a perplexed look, "Oh yeah... I don't think you have ever been afraid of anything in your life." I could tell she was upset, but she wasn't really mad. "I worry all the time. You know that. You have seen it." I confessed. My hand caressed the side of her face, then lightly slipped through the mane of her hair, pulling it back over her ear, as she closed her eyes. "I just wanna kiss," I proposed. She opened her eyes and brought her face towards mine in a willing submission. She was visibly shaking as though it were a virgin kiss. I knew that, with all that had happened, there were pent up anxieties. I hoped that we could shed them. The tension could be cut with a knife. With the closeness, I could hear her struggling for breath. Suddenly, her hand moved to caress my jaw line. Through the tension we found comfort when our familiar lips brushed one another's once, then twice, and finally a third time until we settled into one another. Her lips were soft and warm with the essence of the cherry chap stick she had applied earlier. Her head turned to the side for better access, while her arms came around my neck for a closer, more intimate embrace. The kiss was innocent so far, just lip kissing, but the car's warm air began to crackle with electricity. I pulled back, leaving us both breathless for a moment. I felt good and wanted more as she shifted, moving closer. I pulled her tightly to me, and opened my mouth slightly, hoping she would return my advance. I slithered my tongue gently, oh so gently, into her mouth seeking her own. She sighed as our tongues finally found each other and began their rhythmic fornication. Of course the exercise went to the next level and my libido began to roar after weeks of being cut off. I naturally became more aggressive, as I controlled the pace of the moment. I enjoyed the moment so much that I couldn't pull away. This kissing had taken control of me - of both of us. I knew she had to notice my cock tenting my pants as the kissing had gotten more passionate. Her chest was mashed against mine now as I had virtually pulled her to my side of the car. My hands now held firmly to the cotton covered sides as her sweater had risen above her beltline. My fingers maneuvered her undershirt above her waist until I felt the bareness of her skin. Our mouths were now enraptured and our tongues were now deep inside, so deep, rutting against one another. I was lost to the outside world. I was ready to fuck. I so needed to slide my hot rod inside her - right here, right now. My hands rolled up her bare back. I needed to stop, but couldn't bring myself to do it. Things had seriously escalated to the point where they were getting out of hand. My brain was overwhelmed with her mouth, her tongue, her being. My hands rolled to the tops of globes of her ass and frittered under her beltline, squeezing the warm flesh. I reached and pulled the lever that brought the car seat down, before pulling Jilly over me. She was lost and I was lost. One hand held her hip again as she leaned over me, the other tussled her hair as our kisses continued. Suddenly she pulled back and stared in my eyes, "You said kiss... we... (kiss)... we've gotta stop. We can't do this here." Jill had decided to be the adult. We were certainly putting on a show. I understood what she was saying. I had caused us to get carried away. I didn't want to stop. I knew she could feel my engorged cock pressing against her side as she lay at an awkward angle atop me. I felt like a horny teenager pushing the boundaries of lust and desire. My libido had been so pent up after nearly a month without sex. I wanted to push her limits, even if she said she wanted to stop. She needed to know I wanted her. I saw in her eyes that she wanted me, but this wasn't the time or place. "I'm sorry," I apologized, hoping I hadn't made our situation worse. She placed a finger to my lips to hush me, "No reason to be sorry. I just remembered why I love you." "Oh Jill, you just made me feel better," I had a tear run down my cheek. She smiled, "I think you broke the spell." I smiled at that thought. She continued, "Are you willing to wait." "Whatta you mean?" I wondered what she was asking. "We can't be getting crazy at the house," she resolutely stated. "But..." I began to reply in frustration. Jill interrupted, "Do you love me?" "After this?" I questioned. (Jill) - "Then you'll wait until we get to New York." "Uhhh... OK... But can I at least kiss you?" I agreed, again in frustration. "Yeah, but not in front of Mom and Daddy," she insisted. I gave her a half-yes, half-no look and then nodded in the affirmative, "I understand." I didn't want to understand, but I knew what was best. We needed to get back on the road anyway. It was a little past noon and we still had 2 1/2 to 3 hours before we'd get to Jill's house. Jill's hometown is a college town. Her dad is a professor at a major university, while her mother teaches at the local high school. This is where Jill naturally received her intelligence. She told me that her mother taught her how to read before she entered kindergarten and this is why they took education so seriously. In meeting them, it was easy to see that they were on the square side, but at the same time they seemed very open minded. We pulled into town a little before 3pm. The snow's powdery residue had begun to cover the streets, but not on the main roadways and highways. It didn't seem like the type of snowfall that would put a hindrance the holidays; just seemed like it would be enough to paint the landscape. Jill's childhood home was an older house located in the old historic district. The wood frame house sat not far back from the street where we parked the car, Jill kissed me before we headed to and through the front door where her parents were sitting in the kitchen awaiting our arrival. Jill and her parents had there customary hug and kiss greeting, as I took a seat in the old rocking chair in the background. We all sat down and relaxed for a while chatting and sipping on some mulled cider that Jill's mother had made, which gave the kitchen and dinette area a wonderfully cozy cinnamon holiday aroma. After an hour or so, Jill's dad helped me get our bags out of the car, along with a few gifts we put under the Christmas tree in the living room. We all came back inside, gathering in the living room and watching the local early evening news while Jill's mother began preparing dinner along with the assistance of Jill. I think they were actually spending more time getting reacquainted than working on the meal. It was around 7pm when we had dinner, which consisted of a hearty chicken pot pie and salad. Jill's mom was very reserved about the offerings, "Jim, I hope you don't mind Chicken Pot Pie and a salad. We'll have some nicer things tomorrow night and Christmas day." I smiled in reply, "Ma'am I love chicken pot pie and salad." She smiled back while coming to the realization that I wasn't fussy about food. And really it was quite delicious. I had a second helping and could see that she was pleased with that. After dinner we all made our way back to the living room and watched the movie "Christmas Vacation". You know the movie with Chevy Chase in it. I hadn't seen it in a while. It was just something to pass the time. During the movie, Jill's mom went out into the kitchen and brought back some apple pie and ice cream. She had shown a lot of hospitality the last time we had visited and this evening was no exception. I was happy that Jill's family liked me. They were pretty easy going and laid back. I could see where Jill had gotten her personality from. The evening settled in and it had been a long day. It wasn't much past 10pm, when I headed up to the guest room to sleep. the room was in perfect order and I made sure not to be a slob with my belongings. I had changed and was getting in the bed when Jill came in. Like the last trip, she'd be sleeping in her room. Her parents weren't naive. I'm sure they knew we slept together, but this was their house, we weren't married and this was a proper formality. I enjoyed Jill tucking me in. She was a motherly figure for me, who always over the past couple of years had taken good care of me. I knew now that I didn't want to lose that. She got up on the bed and laid on top of the covers and hugged with me for a few minutes. I had made he a promise that I would wait for sex. I had a lot of pent up sexual frustration and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't thinking about it. This was the longest I'd gone without sex in a couple of years. I couldn't wait for the next week to arrive. When Jill left the room, I jostled my agitated balls and thought about jerking off, but I would have been uncomfortable doing it in this strange house. I knew that I was ready to get to New York and that a little copulation was going to be a priority. --- The next morning, I awoke to a smiling Jill and sunshine streaming through the window of my room a little before 9am on Christmas Eve. It was hard to tell which was more luminescent? "Good mornin Sunshine," I couldn't help smiling, even in a place I was unaccustomed to being. Jill came forward and kissed me in a more than serious manner, while I deftly pulled her atop me. "Uh-uh-uh," she playfully reprimanded me, as she pushed herself up against my chest. "Remember, you promised to be a good boy," she chuckled. I'd heard that before. Wistfully, I rolled my eyes, but smirked, "Did you wake me up or did I wake up on my own?" I then exaggerated a yawn. "Yeah, I woke ya up ya big dope", she swayed as she mischievously answered. "I thought we'd get out of here and go do some shopping and get something to eat for lunch." "You wanna go out in that traffic?" I incredulously asked. (Jill) - "Yeah, I don't wanna sit around here all day long." (Jim) - "OK... I'll go if you kiss me like you did yesterday." (Jill) - "You're impossible. You know that." (Jim) - "OK, but do I get my kiss." With that she came forward and we mimicked what had happened the day before. Only this time, my now massive erection poked through my lounge pants and against the softness of the skin of her thigh. This caused Jill to reflexively bristle, even if she had been intimately familiar with the appendage in the past. She playfully slapped it, before chiding me, "Put it away Jimmy. We had a deal." "I know. I'm sorry..." I apologized, before chuckling, "He's sorry too." "Yeah, he's proven to have a mind of his own, hasn't he." She pushed herself up off the bed and looked me in the eyes, "Well... I'm going to get ready. I'd suggest you do the same... You can use the shower first... I set you some fresh towels out." I waited for my erection to subside a bit, before heading to the bathroom downstairs. There was a small half bathroom attached to the attic bedroom, but the shower I would use was in the adjoining bathroom between Jill and Andy's rooms. I headed for the shower in my pajamas, with my morning wood begging for attention. I could feel my aching, virulent balls filled and needing release. Stepping in the shower all I could think of was to wonder how I was going to get through the next week in the pent up state I was in. The shower was torture. I lathered up my plump cock, but was wracked by the torment of being in this strange house. If I were at my apartment at college or my shower at home, I'd have jerked the load right out, but I just couldn't do it in Jill's parent's house. It was bad enough to be using a shower that Jill's brother used. If the shoe were on the other foot, well that would be fine, but I just couldn't relieve myself in this place. My shower was rudimentary, quick and essential. I got it over with quick. Getting out, I dried myself off and put my sleeping clothes back on and headed back up to the loft room. I put on a nice pair of faded Levi's, my boxers, a t-shirt, and a sweater, along with my socks and walking boots. My genitalia felt super-sensitive, as they filled the gusset of my jeans, but as usual the jeans did not bind me too bad, because of the loose fit I always preferred. I felt a bit agitated in the moment. I made my bed and sat back against the propped up pillows. I hadn't been ready very long. when Jill entered the room, "You ready?" she asked. "Yeah... If you are." I responded as she came up and grabbed my hand to pull me away from the bed. We headed downstairs and grabbed a bite to eat. Jill's dad was reading the newspaper, sitting in the corner rocking chair, as we sat at the dinette table and ate bowls of cereal and drank orange juice that Jill had brought to the table. Jill's mother seemed to be in the other rooms preparing for the get together that would be held that evening in the house. Her parents would be spending the day at home getting ready for Christmas. Jill let her father know, "Daddy, Jim and I still have some shopping to do. We're gonna head out here in a few minutes. We'll be back after while." George looked over his paper and nodded, "OK." About that time, Betty entered the room, "Jill, I was hoping you'd help me a little bit." Jill seemed a little perplexed by that notion, "Mom, I still need to get a few things." Jill's Dad gave more attention, "Betty, let the kids go have some fun. Everything's ready. I'll help." Jill's mom huffed, "puhhh... OK George, but you aren't going anywhere now." Like any old married couple, George seemed a little exasperated, "I wasn't planning on going anywhere Betty. Whatever you need... and I'm gonna relax too. No need to get worked up..." With that Betty headed back out of the room, appeased and ignoring us as she proceeded with her Christmas Eve rituals. "Jill," George spoke with self-satisfaction, as though he was going to crown his victory, reaching in his pocket, "Here are the keys to the Cherokee, y'all can use that... just make sure you bring it back in one piece." Jill bounded up to George with a gleeful disposition, "Thank You Daddy," and she gave him a kiss on his cheek and a hug. The old man seemed to be beside himself emotionally with pride at making his only daughter happy. He nodded towards me with a look that showed how much he loved his daughter. We both headed out, having to re-park and rearrange the cars before we could leave. George's Cherokee would be better to drive on the streets that might be slick due to the inclement weather the area had experienced over the past couple days. Today was sunny however. The temperature would remain in the upper 30s, so there would be some thawing, but not enough to melt the snow and especially not in the shadows of the short winter day. After I had pulled my car as far up the driveway as possible, Jill and I back out of the driveway a little before 11am and we were on our way. ---- (A few hours later) Like any good boyfriend would do, I carried Jill's bags as we went from shop to shop. Thankfully she was just buying small presents for her family. There wasn't much left to purchase and the excursion seemed to be more of an excuse to get away from the house. I wasn't going to be home, so I really didn't have to worry about gifts. I had my Christmas gifts shipped home a couple weeks before and I received some gifts and expected others from my family to be awaiting me, when I got back to my college apartment. I did get a few trinkets for Jill's mom and dad, and a video game for Andy that we could play over the upcoming days. It was getting close to 2pm, when we headed over to one of the local eateries. The place was swamped, so it took nearly 30 minutes to get a table. It wasn't a big deal, because we weren't in a hurry. Once we were paged that our table was ready, we met the hostess and walked side-by-side to our table. I had noticed that Jilly was looking exceptional on this day and I believed that the fragrance she was wearing was the one I had asked her to purchase on Black Friday, because honestly it was driving me a little bonkers, but maybe in the state I was in I was over reacting to the stimuli. Jill was wearing her usual choices for winter clothing, a worn green denim shirt over a white t exposed by a couple of open buttons and a nice pair of brown corduroy cargo pants, wool socks, and hiking boots. There was nothing special about the ensemble, but on this day, in my mind, she was rockin' it. Maybe this was all due to my current state of horniness. Her hair was done up in a pony tail and the toboggan she was wearing perfectly accented her face and the look. Out in the weather, she bundled up in gloves and a red wool trench coat. We made small talk as we awaited our Burgers and fries to arrive. Jill worked up the nerve to address our relationship, "I know how you were feeling the last month Jimmy... I'm sorry and I won't hold it over your head. If things are going to work out, and that is what I want, then we have to get past all of it." (Jim) - "You've had every right." "... but I love you Jimmy Jameson and lovers don't do that... I hate asking," she paused for a moment, "When's the last time you took care of... you know?..." I paused, "I haven't... I waited for you to come around and here we are at your parents place. I can't do that there... and I hate talkin' about that kind of stuff... I'm alright," I was so tense, "I'll be alright." Jill looked pitifully towards me, "Jimmy, I'm so sorry... so sorry... I've hurt you." "Nah Jill...," I whispered, "I'm a fuck up," I felt wracked with guilt. We sat in silent reflection for a while, until our burgers were quickly and thankfully delivered. Eating made things less awkward between us and gave us time to resume our small talk. We were finished 30 minutes later. As we finished our lunch, I didn't know whether Jill had finished all of her shopping or not, but when the server brought us back our change from the bill, Jill was ready with, "Let's get out of here." I felt a little antsy, with the tension of a simmering kettle as we headed to Jill's Dad's SUV. I was ready to get back to Jill's parents house and maybe buy off on a little wine or a hot toddy to help me relax. I knew that Jill's parents would be OK with that. I also now understood better where I stood with Jill. It was a fucked up situation, but I knew we were going to make the best out of our lives. I also knew that I'd built up enough points that when we did have that opportunity to be alone that it would be special.