4 comments/ 20036 views/ 19 favorites Pizza Boy at the Door Ch. 07 By: JKendallDane 8===> Bacon, eggs, hash browns, & a side of 'Why won't you fuck me?' Josh shifted almost imperceptibly in the bed as he felt the warmth on his cheek. Squinting through the slit of his partially open left eye, he realized a morning sun beam was peeking between a small gap in the heavy window coverings and had found his face. He didn't want to disturb the calmness of the deep sleep he was slowly coming out of, so he pinched his eye lid back shut and moved his body slightly again. Another warmth stimulated him as he felt the arm draped over him and the hand against his smooth tummy move. As his brain began to pry itself from the slumber, it permitted him to remember he was at Kyle's and not his dorm. He wiggled his naked butt cheeks back into the flesh of the steel-like rod that was poised against them. He gently pushed the hand on his stomach lower as the morning wood twitched in his thick pubes. "Mmmbbbmmmffggg" and a barely audible snore was all he got as Kyle's hand simply laid on his erection. Apparently, the first touches he had felt were just natural sleep movements and Kyle was still dead to the world except for whatever in his brain was causing the early dawn boner of his own. Rather than wake him right away, Josh snuggled back tighter into the spooning embrace Kyle had on him, and rewound the tape in his head of the night before. Kyle's subconscious made him move his head closer to Josh's and ended up with his nose nuzzled against his neck. Josh hit the replay button in his mind and his cock jumped at the same time as what was most likely a dream-induced soft purring next to his ear from Kyle began. Even though he was out cold, Kyle's paw half wrapped itself around his hardness, and Josh smiled as the first scene from a few hours earlier began to play in his psyche. 'Damn! I really stripped down and stood on his doorstep with nothing on but my hat and sneaks...and hiding my bone under a pizza box!' was Josh's thought as the first visual memory of how the night had started focused behind his closed eyes. He snickered to himself and then had to stifle a laugh as he next relived turning into an uncontrollable wild man and ravishing Kyle on the floor of the entry hall. The held back laugh quickly turned to a very real smile as he recalled the pure eroticism of face fucking Kyle after having him flood his throat, and being asked to spray his face with Josh's own massive build up from the three days of nearly non-stop edging they had teased each other with. Josh fast-forwarded thru the guffaws they shared when they realized that during Kyle's huge orgasm, his fist pounding on the floor as he came, managed to nail the pizza box a few times and they had to peel the sticky cheese from the lid later. He also zipped thru the hours of laying curled up together naked on the leather couch in the spacious living room; talking about life and what each wanted out of it. Josh did take a moment to recollect that even though Kyle was very specific about his goal of becoming a successful doctor; he had spoken at length about how a simple, happy life, with a big older house in the country and a few dogs and cats...and someone to share it with...was what was most important to him. "Gawd! The only thing he didn't paint in that picture, was the white picket fence!" was Josh's thought as he smiled to himself. The next scene in his brain movie was after they had finally moved to the bedroom. The satisfaction from the initial romp when Josh first arrived had waned, and the kissing and cuddling in the middle of the king sized bed soon found them both hard again and more than ready for round two. They were laying on their sides facing each other and using their hands as if it was the first time they had ever been naked together...both running them up, down, around, and across every part of the warm skin of the other as much as their arm lengths would permit. Their hips ground against each other and their erections constantly bumped; but neither attempted to work a hand between the tightness of their embrace to touch the other. They didn't need to. The pre juice leaking out onto their shafts and stomachs made them both so slick that the friction that was happening as their cocks rubbed, was like two parts inside a piece of well lubed machinery working like it was supposed to, and it created an even more heightened horniness. It was as if they had achieved a Star Trek mind meld as they each just seemed to know this new feeling was something to keep going with...and did! Their lips became welded together and their tongues battled back and forth. The roaming of their hands increased and the tempo of their bucking hips became pronounced. Deep, guttural, animalistic moans were tumbling from their voice boxes. Their lungs were gasping in search of more air rather than break the seal of their lips. Josh felt his butt cheeks clench at the same time he grabbed Kyle's and pulled him even tighter into his body. The sucking Josh was doing on his tongue, became so strong that Kyle wondered if it might end up ripped out by the root if Josh kept it up. Kyle constricted his arms even more around the man child he was holding, and his crotch began moving faster against Josh's. Josh matched the speed of the thrusting hips and let his tongue follow Kyle's as he pushed it back into his mouth. "OhmudderFUCK!!!" slipped from Kyle in the split second before his mouth and teeth began being worked like a psychotic dental hygienist by Josh's tongue tip. He started slamming his hips forward and upward; back and forth; until his and Josh's balls were banging against each other from the frottage. Josh felt the hairs beginning to stand up on the nape of his neck, and knew it was the signal that he was at the verge and tried his best to match Kyle's wild thrusting against him. He also knew Kyle's moans and chewing on his tongue said the fuse of his own impending explosion had already been lit and was burning quickly. With their legs now braided together; their mouths inseparable; their loins crushed into one; and their balls slapping on each hump...the simultaneous trembling of their bodies began. Much like the long, slow rumble of an earthquake does, the shaking was only slight at first but quickly built until the vibrations were mind numbing and that final strong tremor gives way to undulations you just ride out. Their faces divorced suddenly, and the shriek of pleasure from Kyle as his balls began unloading up Josh's tummy could have broken glass. The vocals and first wet wads from Kyle shoved Josh to the brink and he too, screamed loudly as his own balls let loose. Both their stomachs became a very soggy and sticky; but very satisfying; mess. The memory suddenly went black as Josh heard Kyle's voice mumble in real life again and felt the hips move slowly against his ass. Whatever the sleep induced 'mmmBBgggFFtt' meant, Josh decided to help along the dream Kyle was evidently close to ending. He wiggled his rump back into the bone pressed between his crack and did his best to massage the head pinned against the small of his back. That brought on yet another knowing; but impossible to understand; 'ppprrtttfffggzzzzmm' from Kyle's lips at the same time he felt the balls jammed against the bottom of his cheek crevice, pull up taut. Josh reached down and cupped them gently, and then turned his head enough to be able to whisper in his ear to Kyle's subconscious "Now my sweet man. Finish like you need to." It was almost silent; but the meaning of the long, low 'mmmmmm' in his ear was unquestioned as Josh felt the dribbles of warm cum begin to squirt on his back. Kyle's eyes were still closed and even with the one last gentle hump against Josh's butt and the smile on his face, there was no doubt he was still fully asleep. The grin Josh was wearing from knowing his man had cum in his sleep with a little help from him; was suddenly replaced by a combined look of shock and blissfulness as his own cock began convulsing and spraying all over Kyle's hand and the bed. The hand that was still holding him moved only a little as Josh's full morning load coated it. After the contractions in his nether region subsided and the last trickle oozed from his slit, Josh gingerly pulled the soaked hand up to his face to take a taste. As he sucked his own juice off of each of Kyle's fingers, he realized that this was the very first time he had been orgasmic without physical stimulation; well...while awake anyway...and that made him incredibly horny again. He snaked out from under Kyle's arm and tenderly rolled him to his back. Josh propped his head on his left hand and leaned up on his elbow staring at the almost angelic look of the sleeping, naked hunk beside him. He felt his cock stir again and leaned over the puddle of spooge on Kyle's skin, and then lowered his lips towards it. After a few soft kisses around his navel, Josh slipped his tongue out and began to mop up the mess Kyle's mind had created from his belly button to his pubes. Just as he was finishing the cleaning by sliding his mouth onto the wet, glistening head of the still half hard tool, he felt fingers in his hair. "Oh damn baby. Don't stop, because you just woke me up from the most fantastic dream I have ever had! The guy was so fucking hot. And his name was Joshie." Josh laughed to himself as he turned his face towards the voice. He smiled best he could with half of Kyle's once again hardening shaft in his mouth, and decided rather than explain anything at that moment or simply bring Kyle off properly with a good blow job...he had something else he wanted to do...and he assumed that with just a little more attention to the right things; Kyle would be in the same mood too. * * * * * The closeness that he and Kyle had developed so rapidly, scared Josh a little. Hell, it was scaring him a lot. But something equally disconcerting began to weigh on his mind as he lay beneath Kyle working his lips back and forth on his second hardness of the morning. After Kyle flipped him to his back and rotated his body on top of him so that they could sixty-nine, Josh did everything he could think of...short of just plain out asking...to get Kyle to reposition himself between his legs and do the one thing they still hadn't after all their couplings so far: actually fuck! Granted, Josh loved oral sex and mutual masturbation and the newest thrill of discovering frottage just moments ago was great. Kyle had never failed to make all of it fantastic; but he was also very confused by Kyle's lack so far to take that final plunge and screw him. It wasn't as if he didn't want to have it happen; and Josh had certainly tried to take it that direction a few times; but they always seemed to end up getting off in any position except one...with Kyle deep inside his ass. The sex never failed to be highly erotic. Both of them never failing to expel giant loads said it was always satisfying too. But Josh was beginning to have nagging questions about why the anal action between them always stopped after a good salad tossing or only finished with one of their fingers poking the other's magic button to bring on a powerful orgasm. Kyle had also always politely rebuffed any attempt Josh made at replacing a finger with his own cock. Even though they had talked about sports several times, the 'pitcher/catcher' or 'switch hitter' discussion hadn't yet happened between them as far as positions in the bedroom instead of on the field. Josh knew he was versatile and hated the terms 'top/bottom' because he felt they were too restrictive and tagged stereotypical roles on each other that shouldn't be there. What was beginning to drive him crazy though, was that it was starting to seem as if Kyle wasn't interested in either term. Josh's mental discussion with himself and the frustration it was creating suddenly gave way to a long deep moan as Kyle moved his face to his boy slit and pushed a very moist tongue thru his rosebud. He scissored his legs around Kyle's neck and swallowed every inch of his cock as Kyle popped a rolled up tongue in and out of his hole rapidly. After Kyle had boy-muff-dived for a few moments, he quickly switched out his tongue with a spit soaked finger and began to work his lips on Josh's tool again as the finger searched for the special hot spot. Just to test the waters once again, Josh slid his tongue slowly over Kyle's taint too, and the ass in his face reacted positively. He chewed gently on it and then moved his teeth to the knot behind Kyle's balls while working his own middle finger thru the tight opening. Kyle's legs spread and a muffled moan came from his full mouth; but the only other reaction Josh's attempt was getting, was to have Kyle slip a second finger in; poke him harder and faster; and match his now rapid hand motions with a similar speed of his lips. In pure, unadulterated lust...the brain in his dick out voted the one in his head and Josh gave in to the twin sensations of his cock being sucked and his bulls eye being bumped, instead of spitting out Kyle's rod and demanded to be bred. "Oh hell YES!" screeched from beneath Josh's ball's as he found Kyle's own target and massaged it with a finger tip. The hips attached to his face begin to hump and Kyle whimpered as Josh continued to tease the right spot. A hand encircled his engorged throbber and began a rhythmic stroking as the other one continued jabbing at Josh's detonator. "So close baby...soooo close!" was once again the thoughtful warning Kyle always gave him. But like every other time, Josh only locked his lips tighter in anticipation of the inevitable dam bursting of Kyle's balls. Josh tried to cry out also with, "Oh fuck me running!" but it came out of his stuffed mouth as "OohhFFFmmrrnnggg," when Kyle pulled yet another new thing from his bag of tricks. With one lip pasted to his thumb and the other against his index finger, he was jerking his hand up and down in a twisting fashion on Josh's cock, while also fellating him at the same time...and still rubbing the man clit deep inside him with his other hand. The endorphins being released in him from Kyle's work, drove him to yet another new level of ecstasy, and Josh began jamming his hips upward, over and over and over and over...so hard he nearly knocked Kyle off him at one point. "Give it up little man!" were the only words Josh heard as both their ball sacs drew up at the same time and their first true mutual eruption started. As much as Josh loved taking Kyle's seed in his mouth, he couldn't stop himself from spitting the exploding cock from his mouth and screeching like an eagle coming in for a kill. He dug his own set of talons deep into Kyle's back as the huge load spilled across his face, neck, and chest. Kyle had only slightly better control when Josh nailed his special spot the last time; also emitting a loud moan that would win a Hollywood horror movie an Oscar for sound effects; but managing to hold the lip lock on him tight enough to capture every single drop of the country boy milk that had been given up as ordered. Even though he was partially paralyzed from the massive orgasm, Kyle rolled off Josh and pulled his face to him. Before planting his cum drenched tongue into the waiting mouth, he softly said, "Gawd are you amazing Joshie." "Only when I have the correct motivation," was the teasing reply Josh gave back before he vacuumed up Kyle's tongue. As they began an intense afterglow make out session, Josh wondered 'How long can the sex with this hunk possibly just keep getting better and better?' He silently answered himself with 'Well there is that one other thing to go yet...if we ever get to it.' They lay nestled together trading tender kisses with their eyes open for a few more moments...until the earlier invading sun beam shifted and lit up both their faces in a reminder of it being morning. With a last quick kiss on the nose and a pat on Josh's naked ass, Kyle asked "How does bacon, eggs, and hash browns on the grill sound, sweetie?" Before Josh could answer him, "I think I still owe you a breakfast, don't I?" came from Kyle along with that inebriating smile he couldn't ever say no to. "You could fix pop tarts and a bowl of Captain Crunch, and I would feel like Henry the 8th sitting down to a banquet so long as you are the one that made it for me," was the only thing Josh wanted to say...and did. Kyle embraced him one more time and whispered in his ear. "You keep saying sweet things like that, and I will want to fix you breakfast every morning." Before Josh could process that statement fully and answer, Kyle rolled off the bed and pulled a fresh pair of lime green boxer briefs with a neon purple waistband from his dresser. "Take a shower if you want and then find something skimpy and comfy to wear and meet me on the patio in a few baby," was the comment as he pulled the skin tight A & F undies up his legs. After adjusting the always impressive box they showed off, he jostled the large lump and winked seductively when he realized Josh was watching him with a lustful smile on his face. Before he wandered into the hallway, Kyle caused the very large smile of satisfaction on Josh's face, to morph into full blown laughter with one more question: "I assume that 'over easy' is how you like it?" An overly eager "UH HUH!" was about all Josh could get out as his eyes watered from cracking up at the double meaning. 'Gawd, how I wish you would give it to me 'over easy' stud!' was the thought he left unsaid. He excitedly licked his upper lip as he watched Kyle's high and hard ass cheeks move in the briefs as he exited the bedroom, and then closed his eyes to permit himself a few additional moments of afterglow. When he finally got up, he peeked thru the window to see Kyle firing up the grill wearing just the boxer briefs. He grinned as he told himself, "Guess the patio is as secluded as the front porch. Dress appropriately, Josh!" He riffled thru the underwear drawer of Kyle's large dresser...finally picking a pair of loose fitting, rainbow striped, Fruit of the Loom boxers to wear. As he pulled them on and adjusted his bulge, the ongoing blissful memories of the morning's two sex sessions gave way to a reminder of that one nagging question: 'Why doesn't he ever go all the way with me?' * * * * * Josh grabbed the pack of Winston's and a lighter from the pocket of his cargo shorts still laying on the floor of the living room on his way to the large glass double doors to the patio. As he stepped through the doors, he noticed the sun was already creeping higher in the sky over the bay. Josh tried to figure out whether the sudden warmth on his skin was coming from it having burnt off the chilly morning air; or if it came from seeing Kyle's darkly tanned back and long thick thighs contrasted by the nearly fluorescent glow of his butt hugging, lime colored briefs. "Hey baby," and a wide smile met Josh as he sided up to Kyle and wrapped an arm around his waist. "How hungry are you?" "After cumming twice already this morning...pretty damn hungry, Kylio," slipped out. 'Aw shit! I meant to keep that a secret,' flew thru Josh's mind. He quickly bumped a smoke from the pack and fired it up. "Twice?" accompanied the perplexed look on Kyle's face. He merged it into a smile as he also caught the 'Kylio' tag from Josh. Josh grinned and reached lower to pat Kyle's ass. Before answering him, he slapped a big grin on his face and exhaled the first draw from the cigarette slowly. "Sure did! You want to hear about how you did too?" Kyle simply said "Huh?" and then listened intently as Josh surrendered the details of why the climax he remembered, had actually been the second one in 20 minutes. Kyle was laughing as he ruffled Josh's hair and said "I am going to start calling you SLUTpuppy, instead of STUDpuppy if you keep sneaking off extra ones like that. Geeze Joshie...at least wake me up so I can enjoy my own orgasms too." He turned back to the grill and spread a huge chunk of hash browns across the griddle portion. "Now snuff out that damn cancer stick and get the bacon ready for me." Pizza Boy at the Door Ch. 07 As he opened up the package and carefully separated the strips to add to the obviously top-of-the-line, expensive grill; Josh was reminded of Kyle explaining the first night they sat and talked for so long, how a college student could afford such a fantastic place and the amenities...like the grill, the gigantic flat screen TV, and the Hummer...that came with it. "The truck is my Mom's old one and she wanted me driving something big and safe; so it's a hand-me-down," was how Kyle had began the clarification. "The grill and flat screen were housewarming gifts from my sisters for the place since they know how much I love cooking and vegging in front of the TV." The house with a much coveted waterfront back yard was accounted for with, "And Grams and Dad decided to use a big chunk of the trust fund grandpa left me in his will that I couldn't touch anyway until I graduate, to buy this place. They figured that with any luck, the half mill they paid for it will maybe jump 30 percent or more in the eight years I was going to be here at school; and that profit would cover most of the student loans I needed to take out." Kyle had finished up the explanation with "The little chunk still left in the trust cranks out enough interest to give me a decent enough 'allowance' so I can concentrate totally on school and not have to work." Obviously, Kyle came from a well-to-do family, and that made Josh a little nervous for a time...until he discovered more and more, just how down-to-earth and unpretentious he really was. "DAMMIT!" The sudden expletive from Kyle, snapped Josh's train of thought. "I broke the son-of-a-bitchin' yolks! You don't get it 'over easy' this time it looks like, Joshie." A far too serious "I am beginning to wonder if I ever will," slipped out before Josh could muzzle his brain. The questioning look on Kyle's face forced him to continue with "Never mind...I'll explain that later." Kyle shot him another "Huh?" look before shrugging his shoulders and concentrating on whipping a fork thru the bubbling eggs on the grill. "Scrambled OK with you instead, baby?" "Sure Kyle," was the almost non-committal verbal answer he gave; but Josh added a silent one in his mind: 'Scrambled is perfect...it matches my brain right now.' * * * * * For the next half hour or so while enjoying breakfast, Josh and Kyle talked generically about different things and joked back and forth. After finishing up the last of the food on their plates and Kyle was busy grabbing the glass carafe from the grill to refill both their coffee cups, Josh lit up another cigarette and thought to himself: 'I don't ever remember feeling so happy.' The moment became even more pleasurable as Kyle nuzzled a kiss against the back of his neck. "Baby...please tell me that you will stop that some day," broke the moment with the accompanying serious tone. Josh looked at him and asked "Stop what, Kyle?" as he exhaled a big puff of smoke from his lungs. "Those damn things." After a short pause without a response from Josh, Kyle gently removed the burning cigarette from between his fingers and put it out in the middle of the strawberry jam on the half eaten English muffin laying on his plate. "As much as I love making out with you baby...I feel like I am eating that when we kiss." Another pause hung heavily in the air until Kyle added "But more importantly, your smoking worries me and how it will eventually affect your health." Josh's cheeks turned a deep shade of red and he lowered his eyes. "I know. I should." It was the first time Kyle had even come close to chastising him about anything. He also knew how much Kyle hated smoking, since his grandfather had died from lung cancer at much too early an age. Kyle realized the negative comment had hit Josh hard and he took his hand and said "Come here." He pulled Josh up from the chair and slipped him a healthy portion of tongue to reassure him before leading him to the wooden chaise lounge sitting near the edge of the shrubbery-lined deck next to the patio. He plopped his lime-covered butt cheeks on the soft padding of the cushion covering the large outdoor seat and spread his legs wide. Patting the space between his thighs, he ordered "Put your cute ass here baby and let's talk." Josh wasn't sure if he was ready for this, but mumbled "OK" anyway as he turned and sat down. Kyle wrapped his arms around his waist and pulled Josh back into him without a word. Josh burrowed into him and remained silent also...mainly from enjoying the closeness and Kyle's slow stroking of his chest and stomach; but also from being not at all certain of what to say. He waited as patiently as he could for Kyle to move forward with the "Let's talk" comment. Goose bumps bubbled up on his forearms as Kyle brushed his lips across the base of his neck and he felt the warm breath in his ear from the whispered "I only said something about your smoking because I am not sure you know how much I am beginning to care about you, Joshua." He became instantly half erect as Kyle's hand juggled his family jewels, while adding "And it's not just about these...or the way you make me certifiably insane in bed." Josh turned his head towards Kyle's and smiled before placing a gentle kiss on his full lips. "As much as I am starting to care too, by any chance?" came out as he broke the kiss. Kyle duplicated the smile, and punctuated it with "Oh really?" The hypnotic grin appeared on his face, and along with it "Tell me what you are feeling, my little man." "You first, Kyle...please," came with a slight pause and serious look in Josh's blue eyes. "I am not sure I can explain it." He nervously stared back into the gold flecks swimming in the hazel eyes; waiting and silently begging for Kyle to take over the direction of the conversation. Sensing his apprehensions, Kyle folded his legs into Josh's and asked "Are you sure you want to hear it?" "Umm...Y-y-yes...I-I-I think so, Kyle, " was the halting reply. Kyle used his left hand to turn the boyish face to his once again and kissed him passionately, but non-sexually. The smile on Josh's face when they separated said that his mind was more comfortable now. Kyle enveloped him in a mother-bear-like cuddle and relaxed into the cushioned back of the deck chair before asking "Well baby; where do you want me to start? How there hasn't been a single waking hour go by since you made that second delivery to me, that I haven't thought about you? Or how many times I boned up in class daydreaming about you?" Between the smile creeping onto Josh's face and with his own courage finally strong, Kyle also spat out "Or how you are the first person since Joe, that has made me feel whole?" It was Josh's turn to be mother bear and he raised his paw to Kyle's face and wiped away the one little tear that was trying to sneak its way down his cheek from his watering eyes. He knew that Joe had been Kyle's first love and something had told him the failure to go into any more detail than he had previously, said that he had hurt Kyle very badly. Kyle took Josh's hand and tenderly kissed away the salty tear drop from it before going on. "Part of me wants the feelings I am having, to never stop...and part of me, is scared as hell of them." Even though he was flabbergasted and frantically searching for his own words, Josh entwined his fingers with Kyle's and finally spoke simply. "Me too, Kyle." The happy countenance on his face was mirrored on Kyle's, and he laid his head against the hard pecs; letting his own feelings spill out while Kyle held him tightly. He listened meticulously as Josh confessed how he had caught himself doodling Kyle's name on the margins of his notes during classes; had more than one wet dream where Kyle was the subject, during their three days of edging; and how he had even driven right past a couple of well known, pizza shop's best tipping regular's driveways, because he had been listening to a song that made his brain think of him, instead of the address he was looking for. Kyle chuckled for the first time since they had sat down together. He added "No way!" to the cheerful smirk on his face. "Way dude!" came from Josh along with a similar grin. "So you are telling me, that your poor customers are ending up with cold pizzas, because you had the hots for me at the wrong time?" The laugh Kyle tacked onto the question, made Josh break up too...and he nipped at the pink nipple that was hard against his cheek. Kyle moaned at the sensuous feel of the tongue circling his brown areola that followed the kiss that was placed on it, and rubbed Josh's back. Josh backed his mouth away from Kyle's chest; looked him square in the eyes; and seriously stated: "I think its more than just 'hots', Kyle. I like you. I like you a whole lot. I like you more than I understand. I like you enough that it is beginning to scare me more than just a little too." A pause hung in the air until he finished with "Now it's your turn. How do you feel...really?" Kyle shifted from under Josh and flipped onto his right side. Josh rolled over on his left to face him. The chaise was just big enough to hold them both that way, but small enough that their bodies touched. Josh's right arm draped over Kyle and his hand rested against the small of his back. Kyle used his left hand to stroke Josh's blonde locks. The gold flecks in his eyes seemed smaller as Kyle was deliberate at carefully choosing his next words. "Joshua..." he began, "...the only thing I can add to the feelings you just admitted to, is that I so want to keep seeing you. And not as my pizza boy...as my boyfriend. I hadn't been with anyone for almost two years when you delivered to me that first time. I haven't dated...actually dated...at all since Joe and I broke up. I want to date you Joshie...not just suck your dick." The normally self-assured, totally-confident-in himself, young man Josh had come to know, suddenly looked like a lost five-year-old at a crowded mall...frightened he would never find his mommy again. "Did he really say 'as my boyfriend'?" was the first question that bounced between his ears. "How the hell do I answer that?" was the second and more important one. The look on Kyle's face contained an unasked question: "Will you?" Before he realized how the answer might change his life; and with moistness in his eyes; Josh emotionally embraced the most interesting guy he had ever come to know and said "Yes!" They both felt the stirring in their heads and their loins as their lips met yet again. "Don't let me say 'I love you' until I know for sure myself...and you are ready to hear it, baby," was the last thing he heard as Kyle moved his lips from Josh's, and started licking his way towards the huge erection that was tenting the boxers he had borrowed from Kyle's dresser. He lovingly nuzzled the hidden redwood for a moment and then slowly pulled the loose undies from his body. He kissed the wet tip of the head before easing off the lounger to stand up so Josh could release Kyle's fleshy prisoner from the now far-too-restrictive confines of the tight boxer briefs jail cell. While Josh begin to roll the neon purple waistband over his erection, Kyle placed an index finger from one hand to his lips, and the one on the other hand, to Josh's. The mind meld had worked once again as Josh already knew that whatever way they were about to do it...this coupling was to be done with only the moans and happy mumblings of two guys making love for the first time...and they couldn't chance the word slipping out yet. The double 'I understand' wink they shared was followed by Kyle pulling Josh to his feet and cradling him in his arms. Josh's suctioning on his neck made Kyle leak out the first deep moan and he filled both hands with ass cheek to be able to pull the naked body tighter into his. While Josh contributed his own first sigh of happiness as their hips began to undulate together, Kyle reached behind him and yanked the huge padded cushion from the chaise and dropped it to the deck next to their feet. With neither one leading; and without breaking the embrace; they both slowly sank to it and continued kissing with more and more fervor. Josh knew there would be no way either one of them could remain silent if they actually went where that hadn't yet; so he was pleased when Kyle did a quick flip and began showering his rod and sac with attention from his hand and mouth instead. Kyle's eight inch wild bronco of flesh that was bucking in front of his face, was quickly corralled by Josh's lips also. Kyle moaned again and shifted to his side and Josh followed him. It was the last position change they would make until the next 20 minutes of giving each other more oral pleasure at the same time than ever before was completed and they both filled the other's mouth. Even though they never said it, they both knew the almost never-ending, long kiss they shared afterwards and the snowball they made blending their seed; was each others acceptance of the commitment they were making. Kyle finally broke the longest silence of the day between them with "I know what the question is, that you have been afraid to ask, Joshie." A knot suddenly tightened in his stomach. "You do, Kyle?" "Yes...I am pretty sure I do, baby...why I have never penetrated you, or let you inside me." With just a momentary delay, he added, "Right?" Josh didn't want this special moment to be spoiled, but the cat was out of the bag. He smiled as the mind meld struck from out of nowhere once again. "Yeah, but I think I understand now. That's for when we are really ready to say the big word to each other; isn't it?" The smile on Kyle's face and the acknowledging nod of his head, was the best thing Josh had ever seen. It added validation to whatever their bewitching ESP with each other was all about. Josh smiled back and they cuddled silently again for a while, letting the sun warm their nakedness. Kyle finally asked "You okay with that, baby?" as he used the back of his hand to caress Josh's cheek. Just before joining their lips together, and again tasting the flavor of the most special load they had mixed up; Josh consented with "I will have to be, stud. Especially since I am pretty sure my boyfriend won't want me fucking around until we decide the time is right."