1 comments/ 43302 views/ 16 favorites Pheonix By: kailab Hey guys just thought id upload this story that has been floating around in my head. i'm warning everyone now that this is not like the stories i have uploaded before. it is harsh and the main theme is reluctance. im not sure what direction im going with this. so that being said get lost if this is not your type of thing :-) A Story of Abuse: Phoenix "Your nothing but a filthy whore" he whispers in my ear. He says it so often that I have started to believe it. Well that's not entirely true I believed it the moment he said it. I believed it the moment his hands crawled across my naked prone body. I know it's true because if it wasn't this wouldn't be happening to me. He wouldn't have chosen me. I knew it the first time that his hands touched me there on my 18th birthday. I know the place it's the place that as if on cue he touches and I shudder. It's like he can read my mind. I close my eyes like I always do. I try and shut everything out as those wicked hands touch me there, in the place I dread. It doesn't make a difference it never does. His hands are like a furnace, and they feel as though they are on fire as they cup me down there. Even with my eyes closed I'm aware of everything, in my mind's eye I see it all. My legs are spread wide, I know the contrast is startling, my pale hairless legs against his down covered red ones. I know he is gazing down at me as he oh so gently rubs my balls because I can feel his heated gaze concentrated on my flushed face. He chuckles breathlessly as I start to get aroused, he starts grinding his own erect organ against my leg and I can feel the trail of precome on every downward stroke. "You're such a whore, look how you get hard for me. You fight and cry but in the end your nothing more than a fucking bitch in heat" he says as he leans down and kisses my temple. "Don't worry pet I've got just what you need, what your body craves. I'll make you scream." he promises. Hot tears escape from behind my clenched lids to disappear into my hairline and the only thing I can think. The only thing I can hope and pray for is that he'll be gentle this time. The cuts on my back and bruising on inner thighs from our previous session have barely healed and I know that I can't take any more pain. He licks my neck then sucks the skin into his mouth to mark me. The stubble on his chin and cheeks rubs against my face and neck causing my skin to erupt in goose bumps. He tweaks my nipples and my body betrays me and arches into the touch. I whimper in anger and frustration at my own weakness. I feel him slide down my body his mouth ghosts across the column of my neck and settles at my chest. He takes my nipple and flicks his tongue with it. He rolls it across his tongue until it pebbles and I begin to squirm at the sinful sensations. My eyes snap open and I stare up at the ceiling trying desperately to get lost in the patterns above the bed. He continues his decent downwards and settles at the junction where thigh and hip bone meet. He tongues the sensitive flesh there with his warm saliva and I shift again. I feel more hot tears slip from my unseeing eyes. I can feel the panic bubbling up in my chest threatening to choke the life from me. The feeling of sheer and utter helplessness ratchets up a notch as I feel his warm breath against my dick. I smother a sob as his warm, wet mouth closes over the head of my dick. I want to scream as he starts taking me down his throat and I can feel myself starting to get hard. He goes down on me fast taking me deep into his throat over and over. He swirls his tongue across the sensitive head of my cock forcing the tip of his tongue into my slit. I hate that it feels so good. I hate knowing that if I don't bite my lip i'll start moaning. I feel sick knowing that the only thing stopping me from bucking my hips up into his mouth is his muscular arms pinning me to the mattress. God I want to die. I just want it all to stop. Why won't it stop? Why won't he stop? I feel the pressure at the base of my spine, that familiar tingle. That oh so familiar sensation. I'm going to come. The panic consumes me like always. I don't want this! I don't want this, my mind screams. My eyes move frantically in my head as I try to dislodge his oppressive weight. "P...Please don't" I stammer blinded and choked by my won tears and wayward emotions. "Stop!" I whine. He doesn't. He never does. After slicking up one of his fingers with his spit he shoves it inside me and renews his efforts. The intense pain does nothing to stop what has already been set in motion. He finds my prostate and ruthlessly massages it as he sucks my cock. My eyes rolls into the back of my head and my back arches off the bed as the come rushes from my heavy laden balls and unloads into his mouth. I feel him swallow and his throat caresses the tip of my cock. I fall back against the sheets, I'm sweaty and I tremble as sobs wrack my body. He leans over me and stares into my eyes and I can only whimper in defeat and resignation as the look in his eyes confirms what I know to be true. He isn't finished with me yet. Pheonix Ch. 02 Hello hello! Long time no speak, or read lol. Here is the second chapter to Phoenix it's a continuation of where we last left off. Some things to let you know vie been m.i.a as you all know cos thing haven't been going right for me since I left England and came to the U.S. I never thought I could be so lonely in a city as big and vibrant as NYC! But anyhow I am looking to change that don't know how or when but I will. Anyway story is dark and has bdsm if you don't like it too bad :) ALL CHARACTERS ARE OVER 18 He leans down and touches his lips to mine in a gesture so sweet, so soft it makes my lips tremble as the tears begin again. I can feel his hard cock, like a fiery steel bar as it sears my own flaccid member. His eyes are cold and determined as they stare down at me, dead eyes, cold and dead. I shiver. 'Open your mouth' he murmurs against my mouth. I turn my face away from him and ignore his voice. I close my eyes tight and wish myself far away, who knows maybe this time it will work. His hand caresses my cheek once and then settles between my thighs to squeeze ruthlessly at my balls. I gasp at the sudden all consuming pain. 'Look at me and open your mouth baby' His words are laced in steel, I turn my head back towards him and comply if only to stop the pain. He sticks his tongue in my mouth swirling it around my limp tongue. He traces my gums and cheek only stopping when I am out of breath and panting. 'See that wasn't so hard now was it?' He looks at me expectantly, does he really expect me to answer! A slight tightening of his fingers answers my silent question. 'No, it wasn't I whimper He flashes me a smile and winks at me. God I want to be sick! Without ever breaking eye contact, he inches up my body until I'm faced with his swollen prick. The blood has engorged his shaft so much so the veins have become prominent. I can see them pulsing from the blood that rushes through them. The tip is wet with pre-cum, he uses his dick to paint my lips with it. I know what he wants even before he tells me to 'suck it'. I consider rebelling, what would happen if I were to separate the man from his tool? All it would take is one hard bite and then I'd be free, he could never hurt me again. One glance at his face and I lose all nerve; his nostrils are flared, pupils dilated, mouth set into a hard line as he looks at me. It chills me to see his lust, he looks so fierce so horrifyingly frightening. I have no choice but to obey. His cock stretches my mouth wide, bruising my lips as it bullies its way inside. Above me he groans and begins a fast brutal rhythm, that has his balls slapping against my chin and me gagging on his cock. He clutches my hair in his fists as he slams his cock down my throat, holding it there, cutting off my air. My throat spasms and my eyes water, as I try to no avail to move away from his crotch. He grinds himself against my face groaning wildly. I thrash about on the bed trying to dislodge his weight so I can breathe. My heart beats rapidly in my chest and my vision grays. Just when I think I'm going to pass out he pulls his cock from my mouth, I gasp air into my starved lungs so fast I start choking, the tears are running freely down my face. His cock is shiny with my saliva, it glistens crudely in the light. 'That's enough of that baby, I've got something special planned for you. I'm going to fuck your tight little ass so hard" he moans. With that he moves back down my body splaying my thighs across his lap. I clench my hands tight in the handcuffs, as I feel him run his cock head across my fluttering hole. I want to scream because he plans on taking me without a condom. As if he hasn't tainted me enough! He soon gets fed up with his games and pushes aggressively inside me. The head pops inside me and white hot pain races up my spine to settle in behind my eyes. He continues his assault completely demolishing my futile attempts to deny him entrance. He gives me no reprieve he just starts thrusting inside me. His thrusts are strong and powerful, so much so they force the air from my chest, my arms strain against my bonds as I struggle against the brutal copulation. He grips my hips so hard I know there will be ten finger shaped bruises in the morning. He growls long and low in his throat as he rides me hard, sweat from his chest drips onto my stomach when he leans over me to grab my hair. He forces me to watch him as he takes me, forcing me to acknowledge what he does to me. His breath pants across my face and his lips close over mine as he starts to come. His body stiffens above me and then his cock shoots it's come deep inside me, there is so much I can feel running back out of me. He collapses onto me absently kissing my temple, my neck any where he can reach. As he rises off me he asks me "You okay baby?' I can't speak, my throat closes up and I start to cry, he quickly releases me and cradles me to his chest. He doesn't speak, not real words anyway, he just murmurs nonsense to me knowing I need it as I come down from my intense high. Then I hear him tell me "It'll be okay baby, I won't let him hurt you. Not any more, you hear me? 'He'll never touch you again not while I'm here.' His lies are so sweet and sincere I almost believe him.