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My Secret Dreams Come

By: blondie7617



Rebecca glared at me. “Sit down!” she commanded.

I quickly sat down on the couch at the other end of the room. I looked over at Will. “Now the two of you will explain to me what’s going on. Will, why did you call me in the middle of the night and beg me to come get you?”

“I just wanted to come home.”

“I thought you were happy here. You told mom and dad you would be spending the entire summer here. Mom was upset that she wouldn’t be seeing you.”

“I was happy here. I thought I had found something worth keeping. Something I’ve never had before. It turns out I was wrong.”

“What do you mean?” I asked.

“James, I love you with all my heart. I see now that all you want is someone to fuck you and make you feel good. I thought that maybe I had found someone that would love me back. Instead it’s just all meaningless sex isn’t it?”

“It’s not that at all Will!” I cried. “You know better than that! I love you more than I have ever loved anyone.”

“Then why did you go out and fuck someone else?”

“I told you I don’t know. I just caught up in the moment. A man that I used to want so badly was now telling me he wanted me too. It was my ultimate fantasy.”

“I’m glad you got to live your fantasy. I hope it was worth it.”

“Will, let me ask you something. I could’ve come back here and told you I was leaving you for him. But I didn’t, did I? I came back to you. You are the one I want more than anything.”

“It doesn’t matter what you say. I still feel used. I’ve felt that way all my life. You can’t just come back to me and apologize and get all weepy and expect everything to be forgiven. There are another few days until school starts again. I’m going home. I have nothing more to say to you. Good bye.”

He took Rebecca’s arm and they headed out the door. I heard his car start and they drove off. I was left alone with Owen. 

I just sat there not being able to move. Owen sat down beside me and wrapped his arm around me. “I’m so sorry,” he said. 

I reached over and hugged him tightly. I felt like someone had taken a knife to my heart. “What have I done?” I said.

Owen leaned over and kissed me gently. “Is there anything I can do?” he asked.

“I hope I don’t sound too forward, but could you stay the night?”

“Sure, no problem. Is there anything else you want?”

“No, not right now. I just need you to stay with me and hold me.”

He wrapped me in his arms and held me close. I couldn’t help but wonder what I was doing. I was seeking comfort from a complete stranger. This was what got me into trouble in the first place. But I didn’t think I could stand to be left alone. I had just had my heart ripped from my chest. Owen was sweet and I had to admit very sexy. He seemed to really like me. I thought that maybe if anyone could heal my broken heart it would be him. “Let’s go to bed,” I said.

He nodded and I grabbed his hand and led him up to my room. I undressed and lay down. I watched Owen undress and crawl in beside me. 

He tenderly kissed my lips, then moved down to my neck. He continued my shoulders and chest. I closed my eyes and went along for the ride. I was hoping he would suck on my fingers. I loved it when Will would lovingly suck on my fingers.

I quickly pushed all thoughts of Will out of my mind and focused on Owen’s administrations on my body. 

In what seemed like eternity, he reached my cock. He took it into his hands and placed light kisses on the head. Then his tongue came out for a few licks. I began to relax and softly moan. I felt his warm mouth engulf my now throbbing member and he let it slide to the back of his throat. 

This man was good! My breath started to come in quick gasps. Without really thinking about it I placed my hands on his head and started to fuck his mouth. With a loud animal grunt I shot my white hot load down his throat. 

He swallowed what he could and crawled up beside me. “I hope that made you feel better,” he whispered in my ear.

“I do feel better. Thank you,” I answered.

“Instead of saying thank you, why don’t you show me?”

I grinned that devilish of mine and started to kiss his neck as he had done to me. Then all of a sudden I stopped. “What’s wrong?” he asked.

“I don’t know. I just know that I can’t do this.”

“It’s all right, I understand. “I’ll go if you want me to.”

“No. I know this sounds very selfish of me, but please stay.”

“I’ll do anything you like.”

“You don’t know how much this means to me,” I said as I rolled over. 

I knew rolling over was a big mistake as soon as I had done it. Will’s picture was on my night stand. It started to hurt all over again. I did love him damn it! I would do anything I had to do to prove it.

My Secret Dreams Come Ch. 02



When the day came I packed up my things and headed back to school. I still remember the feeling of dread in the pit of my stomach.

Owen and I had decided to be friends and nothing more. So that morning he came to wish me well. I told him about my bad feeling. “I’m sure everything will be fine,” he said. I thought maybe he might be right. I kissed him goodbye and headed for the airport.

It was the longest airplane ride of my life. At least I thought that at the time. I would soon stand corrected. 

I finally reached school and went to my room. Someone’s things were on one of the beds, but they weren’t Will’s things, I was certain of that. 

I went down to the office to ask who my roommate was and why Will wasn’t. The lady told me that Will’s mother had called in and said he wouldn’t be coming this year. 

I thanked her and went back to my room. I dug through my suitcase and pulled out my phone book. I found Will’s number and dialed. A woman answered. “Is this Rebecca?” I asked.

“Yes, who is this?” she asked.

“It’s Jim,” I answered. “Is something wrong with Will?”

“I don’t know if I should be telling you this, but yes. He’s in the hospital now. He tried to kill himself.”

“Kill himself! Is he all right?” I asked frantically.

“Calm down. He’s all right.”

“Is there any way I can see him?”

“I’m not sure he wants to see you right now. You were part of the reason that he did it. But I can tell that you love him. Meet me at the airport.” 

I immediately repacked and went to the airport. I bought a ticket for the next flight to Brussels. I had to sit and wait for two hours. I thought about finding something to eat while I waited since it had been so long, but my stomach was doing flip-flops.

I boarded the plane and found my seat. As always, it took a while for things to get moving. I was extremely impatient. I think everyone around me could sense it. But we finally landed after about an hour in the air.

I got off and looked around for Rebecca. I found her sitting on a bench. She stood up and hugged me. I could tell she had been crying. She followed me to luggage claim and took me out to the waiting limo. “I’m guessing you want to go straight to the hospital,” she said.

“Of course,” I replied as I got into the limo. 

Thankfully it wasn’t a long drive to the hospital. I would’ve gone crazy if it had been. I was shaking a little as it was. I got out and followed her in. When we got to the right room she motioned for me to go in. “Aren’t you going in too?” I asked.

“You need some time alone with him. I’ll be waiting in the limo. I trust you can find your way out all right.”

I nodded and went in. I saw his pale form lying still in the bed. I moved a little closer. “Will?”

He turned his head and glared at me. “What do you want?”

“I just came to see you. When Rebecca told me what happened I was worried!”

“Why was she talking to you?”

“I called your house. I had a different roommate and I was wondering why. They said you weren’t coming back. I called to find out if something happened to you. I was worried. I love you damn it!”

I gently touched his cheek and he turned away. “Please don’t do that,” I begged. “I understand you being upset. I really can’t blame you. What I did was an awful thing. I’ve said I was sorry a million times! But you need to understand something. As I’ve said before, I came home to you. You’re the only one I really want. With the others it was just meaningless sex. With you it’s different. It’s totally amazing. You’re totally amazing. I love you more than I’ve ever loved anyone. How did you do it anyway?”

He showed me his wrists. There was a long line of stitches down both of them. I took each one in my hands and gently kissed them all over. Then I kissed his forehead, his eyes, and the tip of his nose. “Why on earth would you do something like that?” I asked.

“I didn’t see any reason not to. Nobody gives a shit about me. I’m a huge disappointment to my parents. I’m nothing but a cheap slut. Do you have any idea how many men I’ve slept with in the past six years?”

“I have no idea.”

“Neither do I. That’s the bad part. All I do know is that the number has to be in the thousands. Every night I would go out and find a man, any man. My only requirement was that he was breathing. I can’t deal with that anymore!”

“Then don’t. You’ve got me. You can have me as long as you want me. I can’t imagine being without you.”

He smiled up at me. “You really do love me don’t you?”

“That’s what I’ve been trying to tell you! I have to go. Rebecca is waiting for me outside in the car. When are they going to let you come home?”

“Tomorrow I think.”

“I’ll see you then.”

I kissed him goodbye and walked back to the car. Rebecca was patiently waiting. We didn’t say much during the ride back to the house. 

When we got to the house I was a little worried I wouldn’t remember how to get around anymore and I would get lost. After all, the house was huge! I still don’t know why anyone would need forty-eight rooms.

I didn’t need to worry though. I still recognized everything from the time I spent there over Christmas Vacation. I found his room with no trouble and settled in to wait for Will’s return in the morning.”



My Secret Dreams Come Ch. 03



I remember waking up early the day Will was to come home. I couldn't wait to wrap my arms around him and hold his body close to mine. 

I was all smiles as I went down to breakfast. The breakfast cook had Will's favorite breakfast of ham, eggs, and toast laid out. I damn near brought tears to my eyes. I really don't know what I would've done if I had lost him. 

On the way to the back yard I passed him mom and she smiled at me. She had been so kind to me. She communicated as best she could with her choppy English. Most of the staff spoke decent English and they were nice enough to serve as translators. Really the only person who acted like they didn't want me there was his dad. I could've sworn he whispered something under his breath every time he saw me. Will later explained to me that he was probably muttering insults, but he's too much of a gentleman to insult a guest to his face. 

My heart started to pound when I heard a car pull up. I just knew it was him! I ran to the door to welcome him home. I saw that I wasn't the only one who had that idea. 

The door opened and he stepped in. Rebecca immediately threw her arms around him. They held each other for a few moments and then she stepped aside. Since I was a guest in their house I let his mom hug him next. 

When she let go I saw his dad standing in the hallway. I knew Will was no longer close to his dad, but I still thought that the man was there to hug him too. Instead he sneered and said something in French that seemed to devastate Will. He practically fell into my arms and nuzzled his face into my neck. 

Then his mom said something to him. He looked back at her and nodded. "Come on, let's go to my room," he said to me.

I took his arm and walked beside him so I could catch him if he was still weak and happened to fall. Once we were in his room I closed the door and helped him undress down to his underwear. "I'm not a helpless baby you know," he protested.

"I know, but you still look pretty pale. I just wanna help you."

"You're sounding like my mother and sister. It's a little scary."

"We act like this because we love you, you silly fucker. Mind if I ask you a personal question?"

"You should know better by now. My life is an open book. I can't imagine that there'd be anything about me you don't already know, but if there is, go ahead and ask."

"What was you're dad saying to you back there? It didn't sound very nice."

"Never mind it. He just gets cranky sometimes, especially when he's upset. He can't really help it."

"I know you told me you guys aren't very close. It's just that one would think he would show at least a little concern for you after what you did."

"Well he didn't!"

I could tell he was starting to get really upset. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to pry. I just wanna understand."

"I'm sorry for snapping at you. I shouldn't have. I know you're only concerned about me. Just don't worry about my dad. We agree to disagree. It's no big secret what a disappointment I am to him. He's told me a number of times it would be better if I were dead."

I cuddled up close to him and ran my fingers through his hair. "Oh honey! Don't you listen to him. If he can't see how much you're worth than it's his loss."

"Now you're starting to sound like me. You're saying to me what I said to you when we first met."

"Is that such an awful thing? More people should start sounding like you. You're actually smarter than you give yourself credit for my love."

"You've seen my grades. It's probably better that I don't go back. It's just a waste of money."

I grabbed his face in my hands. "Stop putting yourself down like that! It hurts me when you do that. I know it isn't true. Now you need to know it."

I softly brushed my lips against his and then softly kissed him. I slipped my tongue in his mouth and let it dance with his. My cock immediately sprang to attention and pressed against his thigh.

"You must be really happy to see me!" he laughed.

I felt my cheeks redden. "Sorry about that. It's been a while, and I am really happy to see you. But if you're not up to messing around it's ok."

"Well, of course I want to. But you're right; I'm not up to it. It might be a couple of days, a very long couple of days."

"So you don't plan to go back to school at all?"

"What's the point? The only good thing that came out of it was meeting you. And even if I wanted to, dad has refused to keep paying for it."

Just then I had an idea. "Will, what would you think about living with me?"

"What do you mean live with you?"

"I mean pack up your things and move to the States with me."

"I don't know about that. Dad would bust a gut. He was opposed to me spending the summer over there."

"So what. You were the one that once told me that life was too short to waste time trying to please my dad."

"I did, didn't I. Well, I'll talk with them about it."

I grinned and kissed him again. "Great! Now you need to get some rest."

"Yes mother!"


If you would like to read the beginning to these stories, read My Secret Dreams Come True. I am the author of both. I just had some difficulties with my account and I had to set up a new one.



My Secret Dreams Come True Ch. 1



This is a completely true story. I was a normal kid in high school. I was on the football team, although I usually didn't get to play. My grades were all right, and I had a brother who was two years younger than me that I occasionally fought with. 

My name is Jim, and I'm 6' 180lbs, short brown hair and blue eyes. There was one thing about high school that I knew was different from anyone else. Even though I was attracted to girls, I found myself very attracted to guys. I can remember sitting in a class room with a very good looking male teacher and me with a hard on, sitting there praying he wouldn't notice the way I was looking at him. Football practice was worse for me. While we were showering I was afraid to look at or make eye contact with anyone. I thought there was something seriously wrong with me.

I graduated high school and was accepted at a very good college. I remember the way my whole body shook as I arrived that first day and found the room I would be staying in the rest of the semester. I was incredibly nervous about meeting my roommate. As I walked into the room I noticed that there were suitcases sitting on one of the beds. I wondered where my roommate could be as I sat my things down on the other bed. I decided not to waste time and started to put everything in its proper place. 

Just as I finished I heard the door open. In stepped my new roommate, and he was wearing nothing but a towel! He was tall, about 6'2, with long dark blond hair and blue eyes. His whole body was very well toned and I guessed he worked out a lot. "Hi, you must be Jim," he said.

"Yes, I see you got here before me," I answered, my hands starting to tremble.

He smiled and went over to his bed. He let the towel drop to the floor to reveal the ass of a god. When he turned around and stooped to grab something out of his suitcase I caught a glimpse of his cock. It was as long soft as mine was hard! I took in a quick sharp breath and tried to act as if I never noticed. I was terrified that my now growing cock would give me away and he would kill me. This Greek god in front of me finished dressing and left again. I could tell this was going to be a long semester!

I began my classes and got settled in. My roommate introduced himself as William, but said I could call him Will. He sat and talked with me a lot those first few weeks. He said it would be a good idea if we got to know each other right away. He walked around in the nude quite often. I tried to always be clothed around him so he would never see me harden at the mere sight of him. I lived in complete fear for almost a month.

Then one night there were no parties to go to so we both sat in our room after dinner. He on his bed and me at the desk doing my advanced algebra homework. I have always had a hard time with algebra and that night was no exception. Will was lying flat on his back on the bed with his stereo turned up like he always did when he had nothing better to do. Suddenly I was aware of him looking over at me. I looked over his direction and gave him a little smile. The thought of him looking at me immediately made my cock become erect. I squirmed in my chair a little trying to act perfectly calm. 

"You having trouble with that?" he asked.

"Yeah, I've always had trouble with math," I answered.

"Why don't you take a break then?"

"I need to get this done and it will probably take me all night." I said, still looking down at my paper.

"Every time I see you you're doing your homework. Don't you think you deserve a break?"

"I need to keep my grades up or my father will disown me."

He let out a little laugh and said, "I stopped trying to please my father years ago. Would you at least accept a little help from me?"

"Sure, I guess. Are you any good at algebra?"

"I'm doing all right in that class I suppose."

He got up off the bed and walked over to stand behind me. He leaned over my shoulder and looked at my work. Suddenly I felt his crotch brush against my shoulder and I felt a bulge! While he was standing there leaning over me I began to shake a little. "You cold?" he asked.

"No, I uh, not really."

He smiled and continued to look through my textbook. Then I felt his bulge pressing against my shoulder yet again! This time I was sure it was deliberate. My heart was pounding and my mind was racing. It came to my mind that I had never seen this young man leaning over me with any girls. I never thought about it before but it seemed odd. At the time he seemed to be the sexiest man alive! Now he was pressing a massive hard on against my shoulder! I heard stories about men fooling around with other men in college, but that wasn't me, I wasn't gay, was I?

Finally I couldn't control myself any more. I reached up with my hand and rubbed his erection through his pants. It jumped a little at my touch and it excited me. I was soon aware of a hand not my own rubbing my cock through my jeans! I looked up at his face to see him looking back at me with a big smile on his face.

He grabbed my wrists and pulled me to my feet. He led me over to his bed and stopped and looked me up and down. A million questions were running through my mind but when I opened my mouth he placed his finger over it signaling me to be quiet. 

He slipped off his shirt revealing to me his sculpted chest. Next came his pants and boxers falling to his feet. He stepped out of them and undressed me so I was standing completely naked before him. He gently guided me to lie down on his bed face up. He took my stiff 8" cock in his hands and began to slowly stroke it. Soon I felt his tongue circle around the head and slide down to the base. He did this for a while then inhaled the entire thing into his throat. I closed my eyes, relaxed, and enjoyed. He worked on me like a pro and brought me to the edge of climax, then he stopped. He stood up to give me a glimpse of his manhood. Fully erect he had to be at least 12"!

He jumped up onto the bed and straddled my face. He took my cock back into his mouth and pressed his own to my lips. I wasn't sure I could take it but I opened my mouth as wide as I could. My jaw ached as he stuffed it in as far as it would go. I gagged and he pulled out a little. I brought my hands up and wrapped them around the base. I had never felt another man's cock before but it felt good. I could feel the heat radiating from it. I took as much of it as I could in my mouth while stroking the rest with my hands. I knew I must have been doing something right because I could hear him moan with delight. 

He brought me to the edge of climax and stopped again. I moaned in disappointment but reluctantly let his manhood slide from my mouth as he got up. He sat on the bed next to me and said, "I want you to fuck me."

Those words echoed in my mind for a moment. I almost couldn't believe it. He got on all fours and stuck his ass up in the air. I stood up behind him and placed the tip of my wet cock against his ass hole. Slowly I pushed the head into him. He cried out and I couldn't tell if it was in pleasure or pain. Since he was pressing back against me I decided it was pleasure and I continued to push into him. Once all the way in I stood still for a moment reveling in the sensation. His hole was tight and warm, much better than any pussy I ever had. 

I slid in and out of him, slowly at first, but picking up the pace. I was in heaven as I felt the walls of his colon grip my cock when I slid out. I pumped faster and faster being turned on by his moans of pleasure. Soon my balls were slapping against his as I pounded his hot tight ass. He bucked back against me like a wild man, his breath coming in ragged gasps. I was panting hard as I came closer and closer to orgasm. I felt my cum rising in my balls and I sped up. I let out a deep moan as cum shot out of me deep into his waiting ass. Spurt after spurt shot out of me and ran out his ass and down the back of his leg. When it was over I collapsed on top of him from exhaustion, leaving my softening cock still in him. We both lay there panting trying to catch our breath for what seemed like forever. Finally I got up and pulled out of him. I looked down at his gaping hole with my cum dripping out of it. I couldn't believe he really enjoyed that. I saw he was asleep so I just moved back over to my bed. We would have a lot to talk about in the morning. As I drifted off to sleep I thought that maybe this semester wasn't going to be so bad after all. 



My Secret Dreams Come True Ch. 10



I woke up about 9 o’clock the next morning. My brother was sleeping peacefully on the floor. I crawled over to the window and looked out. Will’s car was in the driveway. My stomach began to churn and my heart pounded. 

I crawled out of bed and went to the bathroom. My face still hurt and I had a black eye. I washed up a little and made my way down to the kitchen. Will sat at the table sipping a cup of tea. Sitting beside him was a man I’d never met before. He was gorgeous, kind of resembled Will. He was about 6’1 with semi long brown hair and gray eyes. He had a nice build and was very attractive. 

I grabbed a muffin and cautiously took a seat a few chairs away from Will. “You can come a little closer. I’m not mad anymore,” he said. 

“You sure?” I asked.

“Well, I’m still mad. I’m just not as mad.” 

“Who is this?” I asked referring to the guy beside him. 

“This is Chritophe. He’s my cousin. He came to visit.”

I looked over at Christophe and smiled. “You can just call me Chris,” he said. 

When Will was finished with his coffee he motioned for both f us to follow him. I stood up from my chair and followed him. He stopped in the center of the TV room and turned to face both of us. “Chris, you sit over there on the love seat. Jimmy, sit over in the corner on that chair,” he directed us.

I sat down in the chair and waited anxiously to find out what he was up to. Will walked over to the stereo and turned it on to our favorite radio station. He started to dance to the music in his usual seductive way. Then he started stripping! First came his shirt, revealing his chiseled torso. Then he unbuttoned his jeans and ever so slowly lowered them to his feet and stepped out of them. Next he made a big production out of taking his boxers off. I was on the edge of my seat staring at his naked form. He was still dancing and his soft dick bounced around tauntingly. 

All of a sudden he pointed at Chris and motioned for him to come stand up with him. He jumped off of the love seat and was quickly by his side. I felt a pang of jealousy race through me. Then it donned on me that that was what he wanted. 

I watched as he stripped his cousin down to nothing. He grabbed him by the throat and started kissing him roughly. He took his expert tongue and traced a path to just behind his ear. Chris groaned loudly and sank to his knees. Will knocked him down to his back and moved his tongue down to his nipples and sucked and nibbled on them. He was squirming under my lover. I noticed Chris’ cock standing straight up. It looked to be about 9”. And that’s where Will’s attention went next. At first he just poked at the tip with his tongue. Then he went to short little licks all around the head. Then he slipped just the head into his hot mouth. I remember thinking his moans would wake the whole house and they would come to see what was wrong. We remained alone while that beautiful piece of meat slowly disappeared down his throat. His head bobbed up and down slowly. 

After what seemed like hours but was probably only a few minutes, Will sat up. He stretched out to grab a pillow from the couch and put it under his ass. He spread his legs as wide as they would spread and stroked his own 12”. In a flash he reached out and grabbed Chris and pulled him back and down on top of him. He reached down and guided his cousin’s cock to his hole. The boy took the hint and slid it in. Will let out a soft grunt. He pulled Chris’ face down to his and locked him in another passionate kiss. Chris started to pump into him. He started out slow but soon they were humping like animals. After about 10 minutes his speed increased. Will started working him harder and reached his hands to twist his nipples. Chris let out a loud scream as he slammed into him and held himself there. Will arched his back and cried out as cum erupted from his own cock. When both orgasms had subsided Chris fell down n to his back and waited for his breathing to return to normal. 

Will got to his feet and walked over to me. I could see cum dripping from his ass and running down his thigh. He grabbed me wrist and yanked me to me feet. “You’re taking a shower with me.” 



My Secret Dreams Come True Ch. 11



Once in the shower Will kissed me deeply.  Then he turned me around and shoved me hard up against the shower wall.  He put a little conditioner on his throbbing meat and shoved it in me.  He humped me hard and fast for what seemed like hours.  That wasn’t like him.  Normally he took his time and went slow, and always took the time to kiss my neck and run his fingers over my hot wet body.  When he was finished I was disappointed and sore.  He didn’t say a word to me while we dried ourselves off.  “Will, we need to talk,” I said.  

“Fine with me,” he said coldly.

I took his hand and led him over to my bed and we sat down.  I put my hand on his cheek and he pulled away.  “What’s wrong?” I asked.  “I thought you said you weren’t mad anymore.”

“I’m not mad.  I never really was mad, just hurt.  I’m over it now.”

“I don’t think you are.  You barely touched me in there.  Only kissed me once.”

“I was giving you what you want.  I see now that you just want a fuck buddy.  That’s just fine with me. It’s what I’m used to.  I’m just everyone’s fuck buddy!”

“No, that isn’t what I want.  You should know me better than that by now.  I love you more than I’ve ever loved anyone.  What I did was wrong not to mention stupid.  I got caught up in the moment of wanting to live my fantasy.”

“Was it worth it?”

“What do you mean?”

“I hope you really enjoyed it.  Anyway, I just came to get my things.  I’m going home.”

I was stunned, but I really shouldn’t have been.  A tear formed on his cheek and he wiped it away.  He stood up and got dressed and began to pack.  All I could do was sit there and watch him walk out the door.  Then I watched from my window as he packed up and drove off.  I buried my face in my pillow and cried for hours.  I must’ve fallen asleep because when I opened my eyes again it was 9:00 PM.  I wondered if it all had just been an awful dream.  I went over to the dresser and opened his drawer.  It was empty.

I couldn’t stand being in that room anymore.  I pulled on some clothes and jumped in my car.  I turned it on and slammed on the gas to get the hell out of there as fast as I could.  I ran down the road faster and faster.  Soon I was going 140.  I wouldn’t normally go that fast but at that point I didn't care if I crashed into something and was ripped into a million pieces.  Without even really thinking about it I pulled into my favorite bar.  I went in and found a seat.

3 hours later I had downed 8 beers and 6 shots of vodka.  I was so drunk I could hardly see straight.  I was done there so I figured I would drive around some more.  I stood up and clumsily fished my keys out of my pocket.  “Hey buddy, I don’t think you’re in any condition to be driving,” I heard someone say.

I looked up and saw the bartender standing beside me.  “I’m fine,” I said.  

“I can clearly see that you are not fine.  You can hardly walk.  How in the hell do you expect to drive?”

“I’ll manage.”

“Not if I can help it.  I would feel terrible if you left here and got involved in an accident.”

“I wouldn’t.”

“Okay buddy.  I don’t usually do this, but you look like a nice guy who had a really bad day.  My apartment is about 2 blocks from here.  I’ll take you back there and you can stay until you sober up.”

I really didn’t know what to say.  I knew he was right about me being too drunk to drive.  He was kind of cute too.  He stood about 5’9 with light auburn hair and deep dark blue eyes.  He announced that the bar was going to close early and everyone had to leave.  He grabbed my wrist and I let him lead me out to the street.  He locked up and we walked the 2 blocks to his apartment building.  He didn’t let me go until we were standing at his front door.  I stumbled in and he helped me over to a white leather couch.  He knelt down and took my shoes and socks off.  Then he began to strip me down to my boxers.  “My name’s Owen.  What’s yours?” he asked.

“Jim,” I responded.

“I like that name.  If you need to piss or puke the bathroom is to your right.  If you need anything my bedroom is to the left.  Don’t hesitate to ask.”  He disappeared into his bedroom and I quickly drifted off to sleep.

When I opened my eyes I didn’t know where I was at first.  Then a few fuzzy memories came to me.  Then I realized I really had to piss.  I found my way to the bathroom.  I heard water running.  I figured Owen must be in the shower.  I was about to piss myself so I just walked in.  

When I was finished the water in the shower turned off and the curtain opened.  I looked over and saw Owen.  “I see you’re finally up,” he said with a grin.  I just stood there like an idiot and stared at him.  He was fucking beautiful.  His whole body was very well toned.  Then my eyes turned to see his limp dick dangling between his legs.  It was maybe 3”.  His hairy balls hung low and swung back and forth while he dried himself.

“How do you feel sunshine?” he asked.

I groaned in response.  I felt awful.  It felt like there was a jackhammer pounding in my head.  He smiled a knowing smile and took me into the kitchen.  He sat me down and poured me a cup of coffee.  “Do you feel like talking about it?”

“Talking about what?”

“About why you came into my bar last night and drank yourself into oblivion.  No one does that for no reason.”

“I screwed up royally and slept with someone and my boyfriend left me.”

“You must really love him.”

“I do.  That’s why I can’t believe what I did.  It was just a spur of the moment thing I wasn’t really thinking clearly.  I also think he blew it completely out of proportion.”

“Well he was probably hurt.  I think I would be too.  Maybe you should sit down and calmly explain things now that you’ve both had time to calm down.”

“He’s long gone by now.  He lives in Europe.”

“You never know.  I doubt he could have gotten a flight back in one night.  If you feel too sick to drive home I’ll take you home.”

“That’s very generous of you.”

“I did have a personal motive.  I noticed you from the moment you walked in.  I like you.  I’m not your boyfriend so I guess you don’t want anything to do with me, but that’s okay.”

“Well I would really appreciate it if you would take me home.  Then we’ll take it from there.”

We walked back to the bar and I got in the passenger side and gave him my keys.  I directed him back to my house.  “Wow,” he said when he saw it.  “This is a really nice house.”

“Thanks,” I said.

The first thing I noticed was Will’s car in the driveway.  My heart jumped up in my throat.  I figured he probably just came back after something he forgot.  “Do you want to come in?” I asked Owen.

“Sure!” he said.

We walked in the front door and into the living room.  I saw Will reclined on the love seat and Rebecca was on the recliner and she looked pissed.

To be continued…  



My Secret Dreams Come True Ch. 2



I woke up early the next morning with the sun shining on my face. My thoughts immediately went back to the night before. Was it just a wishful dream? It had to be. Nothing like that could ever really happen to me.

I opened my eyes to gaze over at the sleeping god at the opposite side of the room. To my surprise he was already awake still laying on his stomach and gazing at me with his beautiful blue eyes. I could see traces of cum on the back of his thigh. It wasn't a dream! 

"Morning Sunshine," he said when he saw I was awake. 

I lay there frozen. I didn't know what to say or do. He must've sensed my confusion because he got up and came over to me. He sat down on the edge of my bed and rubbed his finger down the backside of his thigh to wipe some of my cum onto it. Then he lovingly stuck his finger into my mouth. It tasted kind of salty but good. Then he leaned over me and gave me a passionate kiss. I returned it with equal passion.

Once the kiss was broken I turned away from him and looked out the window. I didn't feel uncomfortable really; I just didn't know what I felt. "What's wrong?" he asked.

I turned back to face him and looked him straight in the eye. I asked him the question that had been on my mind since I was 12. "Am I gay?" I asked.

He looked away and chuckled, then brought his powerful gaze back to me. "Why are you so worried about labels?" he asked.

"I just want to know, am I gay?"

"Only you can answer that hun."

"I can't be gay. My father has so many expectations. He wants me to get my business degree and marry a beautiful woman and have lots of children."

He put his strong hands on my shoulders and gave me another soft kiss to shut me up. "Don't worry about your father. I stopped trying to please my parents a long time ago. It wears me out watching you knock yourself out just to please him. Tell me, is all that what you want?"

"I'm not really sure what I want to tell you the truth."

"Is this what you want?" He then started showering my neck and shoulders with light wet kisses. I never wanted him to stop. "Or how about this?" He immediately moved down my chest and sucked on one nipple and played with the other. A soft moan escaped my lips as I fell back into a laying position. 

He moved himself so he was lying on top of me. "You liked that didn't you," he said with a Cheshire cat grin on his face. 

"But it's wrong!" I cried.

He put one finger over my lips to quiet me then took his other hand and lovingly stroked my head. "Nothing is wrong with doing something you enjoy, something that feels good. That is, unless you're doing harm to another. Did either of us do anyone else harm last night?" "No, but men are supposed to be with women."

"Are you attracted to women?"

"No."

"Neither am I. I'm attracted to you. Some ignorant people may think it's wrong but don't listen to them it's not. Since the day I first met you I saw your attraction to me. I knew I had to make the first move. You're scared and I understand that. I was too at first. It's nothing to be ashamed of. I know I enjoyed myself last night. I hope you did too."

"I just have one question. How could you enjoy having my cock stuffed up your ass? It looked painful to me."

An evil scientist looking grin appeared on his face and I was scared of what would happen next. He lay on his back and said, "Straddle me face."

I did as he was told and waited in anticipation for what he was going to do. I felt him spread my ass cheeks exposing my ass hole. Soon I felt a finger lightly brush against it. I jumped at the sensation. His hands wrapped around my ass and pulled it down closer to his face. Then I felt something warm and wet against my opening. It was his tongue! He traced around my whole for a while then plunged his tongue in as deep as it would go. I couldn't believe how good it felt! I never thought of getting sexual pleasure from my ass but there I was moaning at his touch and becoming very aroused. 

I looked up at the clock to see what time it was and saw that his massive poll was hard too. Then it came to me that he never came that night. Wanting to return the favor I reached out and grabbed his blood engorged organ. It jumped at my touch and I heard a muffled moan. The vibrations coming out of his throat drove me wild. 

I extended myself until my face was inches away from his manhood. I grabbed it again and stroked it with my tongue. It felt strangely right. I soon got bolder and took as much as I could in my mouth. This time I tried to relax my throat and fit more in than I had the night before. It worked a little better. 

His breathing came in short gasps as did mine. I could feel my blood boil and knew that I would come soon. I couldn't believe that I could cum just from getting my ass licked! When he began to lick more rapidly I knew he was close to cumming too. My heart pounded in excitement and my body shook. I would soon have another man cumming in my mouth. 

The excitement was too much and I blew my load all over him and the bed. His cock swelled in my mouth and before I could even react a long spurt of cum shot into my mouth. I instinctively swallowed as he kept cumming, but I couldn't keep up. It was like someone put a hose in my mouth and turned it on. It ran down my chin and onto my chest. 

When he was finally done he pushed me off of him and on to my back. He licked his cum off my face and chest then kissed me deeply, my tongue wrestling with his for control of my mouth.

He sat back up and said, "You still scared?"

"Yes," I answered with a grin, "but I'm starting to relax."

"Good. Now I don't know about you, but I have a class to get to shortly. We need a shower." I nodded and followed him out of the room and down the hall to the shower room. He stepped into a shower stall and pulled me in with him. For some reason I wasn't worried about being seen. All I could seem to concentrate on was his perfectly sculpted body and how he used it to do to me things I never thought possible.



My Secret Dreams Come True Ch. 3



My first four months of college had been very good, three of them especially good because of my roommate Will. Him and I had become very close. Now it was soon Christmas and he was heading home along with most of the students. I had at first planned to go home but when I called my parents they told me they were going on a trip to Jamaica. I didn't want to go home to an empty house so I just decided to stay at school. 

The night Will was leaving I wanted to be by myself for a while so before he came back to pick up his things to go home, I went out for a walk. I was never one for good-byes and I didn't want to think of spending the next two weeks without him. Truth was I loved him. It was hard for me to admit, and felt strange to admit, but I was in love with another man.

I walked off campus grounds and down the street looking in the store windows. Shopping is my passion and always makes me feel better when I'm down. 

I got almost to the end of the street when in front of an electronic shop stood two gorgeous guys! One was about my height, 6', with brown hair, brown eyes, chiseled jaw, and the most gorgeous man I've ever seen next to Will. His companion was only about 5'9 with red hair and blue eyes. He wasn't bad looking either.

They stood watching a soccer game on the big screen TV in the display window. I stood beside them and pretended to be interested in the game, but I was really more interested in them. I inconspicuously glanced over at them from time to time. I was soon aware of a bulge in my jeans. I was praying that no one would notice. 

The handsome brown hared man looked over at me. I could tell by the look on his face that he noticed that I was looking at him and he noticed the bulge I got from it! He tapped his friend on the shoulder and nodded over toward me. They advanced toward me backing me up against the wall. "Well well Jordan, look what we have here," the tall man said. 

"Jake, I think we have a little queer trying to check us out," Jordan said. 

Jake grabbed me hard by the arm and pulled me back into the dark alley. They both looked around to see if anyone could see us. They both began to punch me hard with clenched fists. Jake pounded my face while Jordan did a number on my stomach. 

Jake grabbed my shoulders and pushed me down to my knees. "Okay you little fag, you're going to do just what you wanted to do!" he said as he reached in his pants and pulled out a hard 9" piece of meat. "Open your mouth!" he commanded.

In fear for my life at this point I obediently opened my mouth and he shoved his cock in. He pushed it all the way in. I was gagging and couldn't breathe but he didn't seem to care. He took a firm hold of my head and fucked my throat like a mad man. Right as I thought I would pass out he threw his head back and spilled his seed down into my throat. I swallowed it because I didn't know what else to do. 

He pulled out and stuffed his now limp cock back into his pants. "Very good you little cock whore!" he said as he pulled me to my feet and pushed me over to his friend. Jordan grabbed my neck and slammed me face first into the brick wall. He pulled down my pants exposing my ass to the frigid night air. Now I was really scared. I had fucked Will many times and I knew he loved it, but I was a virgin when it came to fucking. Will was too large for me to even consider letting him take my virginity. That was no longer going to be an issue. 

His cock rammed the whole way up into me. The pain that shot through me was unbearable. I felt that my poor tender ass was being ripped apart. He never even gave me a second to adjust to his size he just pounded hard. 

"Jake, this little whore sure is tight," he grunted.

All I could do was cry silently to myself and pray that it would soon be over and they wouldn't kill me. Blood was running out of my nose and mouth and down my neck and chest along with my tears. I could taste a little in my mouth too. 

After what seemed like an eternity he let out an animal cry and I felt him cum in my ass. He pulled out and put his cock back in his pants also. 

He gave me another good hard punch in the stomach and I slid to the ground. His friend kicked me in the face and they turned to leave. 

As if it were all a dream, a tall figure blocked their way. The figure stepped forward. It was Will! "What the hell do you think you two or doing?" he yelled.

He looked over at me lying on the ground. He swung his fist and a bone shattering punch on Jake's face. He flew backward onto the ground and didn't move. He then turned his attention to Jordan. "I asked you a question!" he screamed in his face as he backed him up against the wall."

"We were just having some fun!" he cried

"Oh really! Well, I'm a fun loving guy, why don't I join you!"

He pushed him into the wall and pulled his pants down to his ankles. He pulled his hips back toward him a little. H pulled his monster 12" cock out of his pants and shoved it up Jordan's defenseless ass. 

Jordan screamed in terror and pain. Will put his hand over his mouth to muffle the screams. He pounded into him like an animal. "So how do you like it!" he yelled. Jordan only whimpered.

Will pounded for quite some time before he threw his head back and let out a deep groan. He pulled out and threw Jordan to the ground.

He ran over to me and picked me up in his arms. "Are you all right?" he asked with concern in his voice.

"What are you doing here?" I asked weakly.

"When I came back and you weren't there I really wanted to say good bye to you before I left. I wanted to come look for you and I know how much you like to shop. Now just rest."

He kissed me softly and made sure the two guys were watching. "You're coming with me," he said as he scooped me up in arms and carried me to his car and laid me in the back seat.



My Secret Dreams Come True Ch. 5



I held his hand tightly as I walked to the dining hall with him.  My whole body shook.  As we took the first step into the dining hall I took a good look around.  The table was at least 30ft long and every chair was filled, except two.  I felt every eye on us as we moved to our seats.  Will seemed perfectly calm and I hated him for it.  

Conversation was going on all around us.  Some of it was in English, but a lot of it was in French.  I only knew a few French words so I had no idea what they were saying.  It started to get to me a little.  

It wasn’t long before I realized I was starving.  I hadn’t eaten anything since breakfast.  I had been hungry all afternoon but I was a little too shy to say anything about it.  I normally wasn’t so uncomfortable with Will.  Maybe it was the strange setting.

Finally a salad and a roll was placed in front of each of us.  That was when I noticed I had four forks.  We had never been formal at my house so I had no clue what to do.  I looked over at Will to see which fork he picked up and did the same.  I mirrored him the entire meal.  He noticed it and smiled over at me.  Conversation was still going on all around but I was too nervous to speak.  

After the meal we all just sat there and continued to talk.  I continued to sit there hardly daring to move.  Will tried to comfort me my placing his hand on my upper thigh.  I did feel some calmer, but not calm enough to talk to anyone.  

After what seemed like an eternity we were all led to a spacious room.  The only light in the room came from a huge crystal chandelier that dimly glowed and tall standing candleholders that were placed around the room with lit candles.  From an unseen source came the melody of an orchestra playing Christmas carols.  

Couples danced to the soft soothing music.  Will gently grabbed my hand and led me onto the dance floor.  He took my right hand in his and put his arm around my waist.  “I’ve never danced like this before,” I warned him.

“It’s easy,” he assured me, “just follow my lead.”

I felt strange dancing with another man, but I did my best to follow him.  I stepped on his feet a few times and we both chuckled a little over it.   I got the hang of it quickly and we danced for hours.  

I was getting a little tired of dancing and I could tell he was too.  He released his grip of me and led me over to where his parents were sitting.  “Mother, Father, James is tired so we’re going to retire to our room now,” he said to them.  He kissed his mother on the cheek and we hurried back to the bedroom.  

Once there he went straight for the stereo on the desk.  He popped in one of his favorite CD’s and put it to his favorite song and hit the repeat button.  He turned around and started back toward me.  When he reached me his clothes were completely off.  He pinned me against the wall and kissed me deeply pushing his tongue in my mouth.  Before I knew it my clothes were completely off too.  Our cocks rubbed together with the rest of our bodies and were immediately rock hard and throbbing.  

He broke our kiss and dropped to his knees.  He engulfed my throbbing meat into his mouth.  I closed my eyes and leaned back against the wall.  He lovingly bobbed up and down on my manhood while he let his hands explore the rest of my body.  His right hand cupped my balls and squeezed them gently while his other hand went to caress my ass cheeks.  I was surprised at how sensitive they were.  Then his fingers spread my cheeks and the tip of one finger lightly brushed against my hole.  The sudden rush of pleasure made me jump.  Will just looked up at me and smiled.  

I whined in disappointment when he let my cock slip from his mouth.  He stood up and took me over to the bed.  He laid me down so that my ass was at the edge.  He leaned over and began kissing me again.  I heard a drawer open and felt him reach for something but I didn’t pay much attention to it at the time.  He took my legs and put them on his shoulders.  All of a sudden I felt something cold being put on my ass.  Then I felt a finger slide in and wiggle around.  I was really enjoying his finger so I pushed against it trying to get more of his beautiful finger in me.  I was even more excited when the first finger was joined by a second.  I wrapped my arms tightly around his neck and moaned into his mouth while I sucked on his tongue.  Then he added a third finger.  That’s when it began to hurt a little.  The pain didn’t last long though.  

He removed his fingers and stood up for a while.  It was dark but I could just make out him squeezing something into his hand and rubbing it on his cock.  My heart jumped up into my throat.  My mind drifted back to last night before we left.  The two men in the back alley plunging hard into me the severe pain ripping through me.  And Will was so much bigger than they had been!  What was he trying to do to me!  

He could feel my labored breathing when we leaned back down over me.  “Relax,” he said.  “I love you and I need and want to make love to you.  I know I’m big but I’ll go slow because hurting you is the last thing I want to do.”

Then I felt the head of his cock press against my puckered ass.  My whole body tensed up and my heart started to pound.  He kissed me again and pushed hard until just the massive head was inside.  I jerked in pain and started rolling around and tensing up even more.  I wanted to scream but everyone would’ve heard and come running.  

He held me down and started to slowly push in.  I was in pure agony and tears were rolling down my face.  After what seemed like an eternity he was the whole way in.  He paused there and started kissing my neck and shoulders.  It felt like someone had shoved a lit torch up my ass and it was burning me alive from the inside.  If he didn’t want to hurt me what in the hell did he think he was doing!  His hand reached around and grabbed my still hard cock and began to stroke it.  It helped a little with the pain.  

The pain subsided a little after a few minutes.  He began to slowly pull out.  It felt like all my guts were going to be sucked out my poor ass hole.  He pulled out until only the head remained inside.  Now I felt empty.  After a few moments he slowly shoved back in and filled me up again.  It felt good to be filled again.  

He started a slow rhythm pumping in and out while his tongue and hands roamed around the rest of my body.  The pain wasn’t as bad now and I was feeling an odd pleasure spreading through me.  I finally started to relax and enjoy.  When he felt me relax he quickened his pace.  While he humped my ass his body rubbed against my cock creating even more pleasure.  Only now could I understand how a man could enjoy being filled with fuck meat.  I moaned in spite of myself and started to push back against him to meet his thrusts.  

Soon I felt his pace quicken.  I could tell that he would cum soon.  I’ve always wondered what it would feel like.  Well I was about to find out.  He kissed me hard and drilled into me like an animal.  I arched my back and lifted my ass up a little so he could thrust deeper.  His breathing came in ragged gasps and sweat dripped down his chest onto me.  Then he cried out and I felt a warm liquid squirt deep in my bowels.    The excitement was too much for me.  Cum squirted from over excited cock all over his chest and the bed.

He fell on top of me drenched and sweat and panting heavy.  I could still feel his slowly softening cock still deep inside me.  I just lay there and enjoyed the feeling of his hot body touching mine.  I relaxed and soon fell asleep.

I woke up early the next morning.  I still felt Will’s body close to me.  I hugged him close and nuzzled his neck.  I could still smell the scent of sex on him and it excited me all over again.  He stirred and rolled over.  His eyes opened and he crawled back on top of me.  His blue eyes looked deep into mine and he leaned down and kissed me.  “I love you so much,” he whispered in my ear.

“I love you too.” I whispered back.



My Secret Dreams Come True Ch. 6



As you recall, I have always been attracted to men.  It always bothered me until I went to college.  That is where I met Will.  He calmed my fears and I fell in love with him.  I knew he loved me too.  Soon after I returned from Christmas Vacation I worked up the guts to tell my girlfriend and break up with her.  She was upset and I felt bad but what else could I do.

Soon the semester was over and it was time to go home for the summer.  I was thinking about telling my parents but I was scared.  I shared my fears with Will.  He shared with me how scared he was to tell his parents.  He volunteered to go home with me and support me.  I told him it would really help so he called his parents and told them he wouldn't be coming home for a while.

My whole body was shaking when I walked through the front door.  I was glad that Will was with me.  I asked my parents to sit in the living room with me.  With Will sitting right beside me I told them everything.  Well, almost everything.  I didn't give details but I did tell them that I was in love with Will.  My mother was indifferent as usual.  My father on the other hand, had a look of shock with a mix of disappointment.  He didn't yell like I feared he would.  He just sat there and never said a single word to me.  Finally after what seemed like an eternity he suggested that we go up to my room and get ourselves settled.  

I felt like I had let my parents down.  I almost broke down crying in the middle of our unpacking.  Will just held me in his strong steady arms and assured me once again that everything would be okay.  

When we finished unpacking it was late in the afternoon and it was hot.  I suggested that we go swimming.  We pulled on our swimsuits and headed out.  I lay my towel out on the grass and lay down for a while to enjoy the sun and hopefully get a tan.  Will slipped his shorts off and dove straight into the water.  He surfaced and looked up at me with a devilish grin.  "Take your shorts off," he demanded.  

"I would much rather keep them on," I said.

"If you don't take them off I'm sleeping in a separate room tonight."

I smiled and put my hands up to my face in mock horror.  I reluctantly stripped and dove in after him.  The water was cold against my skin and I got goose bumps.  He swam over to me and embraced me.  I enjoyed the feel of his naked flesh pressed against mine.  He latched onto me and kissed me.  My body melted at his touch.  

Then for some reason he dragged me into deeper water.  We ended up at the opposite end near the diving board.  The water there was twelve feet deep.  He dragged me away from the sides of the pool.  He took a deep breath and pressed his lips hard to mine.  Then he wrapped his arms and legs around me and we sank.  We dropped down to the bottom and I was standing on the concrete floor under the water!  He grabbed my head and kissed me long and deep.  There was no way I could get to the surface but I didn't care.  I felt that as long as I was in his arms I didn't need air.  My lungs were aching and my head was spinning but I made no attempt to move.  Then suddenly he broke away and kicked up to the surface.  I was too dizzy and disoriented to move.  I just stayed there on the bottom.  Once he realized that I hadn't come back up with him he dove back down for me.  I felt him grab my arm and pull me up.  I took a big deep breath when my head was back at the surface.  

He lifted me up out of the water and let me sit on the edge.  He proceeded to kiss my feet and worked up to my inner thighs.  My cock stirred at his touch.  I was fully erect when his mouth was just inches away from my balls.  He pushed his tongue out and let it slide over my balls and the base of my cock.  I fell back and groaned in pleasure.  Then he let it slide into his mouth.  He ran is tongue along the underside as it slid deeper into his throat.  I was in heaven!  His fingertips gently rubbed across my chest and sides.  I just lay there enjoying these sensations.  He continued sucking for what was about ten minutes.  I felt I was going to cum soon.  I thought about warning him, but amazingly he must have already known because he started sucking even harder.  It wasn't hard to tell how much he wanted my cum.  It wasn't long before I was shooting hot cream down his throat.  He swallowed it all down greedily and continued to clean up after my orgasm had subsided.  He reluctantly let my softening meat slip from his mouth and let himself fall back in the water.  I dove back in and chased after him.  I caught up to him and kissed him yet again, trying to catch a taste of my cum.  

Yet again he made me feel more relaxed about touching and loving him.  Any guilt I had about disappointing my father melted away.  Then for some reason I looked up at the house.  At his bedroom window I saw my younger brother, and he was watching us!  I made Will aware of it too.  He just grinned and told me not to worry about it…



My Secret Dreams Come True Ch. 7



We spent the afternoon at the beach. I was a little nervous at first but quickly got over it. Will showed me yet another one of his sides. We made sand castles, something I hadn’t done since I was very young. We splashed in the waves and tackled each other. Soon I didn’t care who was watching or what they thought. I felt like a little kid again. 

When it was almost dinnertime we headed home. The first thing we had to do was take a shower. We hoped in the shower in my bathroom and turned the water on. His lips went immediately to mine. His hands set to washing me all over. I tried my best to wash him but it was hard to concentrate when he was kissing me softly and running his hands all over me. After only a few minutes I has a raging hard on. I felt it pressing against his thigh. He dropped to his knees and engulfed it in his mouth. He sucked on it like a pacifier. I threw my head back and moaned. I had been given blow jobs by girls before, but his techniques were so much different and so much better! He concentrated mostly on the soft head, giving special attention to the underside with his tongue. I didn’t last very long. I blew my load, which he greedily swallowed.

Dinner was uneventful. The only thing that bothered me was that Will kept his eye on my brother Aaron. There was a look there that I didn’t recognize; it kind of scared me. 

We went straight to my room after dinner. I sat on the bed and read for a little while with him snuggled up against me. “I think your brother likes me,” he said out of the blue.

“He hasn’t even met you personally,” I pointed out.

“I don’t mean like that. I mean I think he’s attracted to me. Did you see the way he was watching us? It was like he was enjoying it.”

“I hope your not trying to tell me you’re leaving me for him,” I joked.

“No, of course not. I just had an idea. Don’t you think it would be hot to see you and him kissing?”

“I never really thought about it before. Yeah, I guess watching brothers together would be hot.”

Before I could say another word he grabbed me by the wrist and hauled me down the hall. He easily found Aaron’s room and rushed in and closed the door behind us. Aaron was lying in bed staring up at the ceiling. 

I’ve always thought Aaron was cute. He was about 5’11 and was very thin. Like me his eyes were blue, but they were a very deep, dark blue. I was envious of his dirty blond hair. In high school I could remember the girls always flocking around him.

He looked up at us and I saw fear in his eyes. I could understand why, someone coming to his room late at night never ended up good for him. Our dad is insane and used to beat him for no reason when he was young, still did as far as I knew. Who knows what all else was done to him. 

Will sat beside him on the bed and put his muscular arm around him. “I saw you watching us,” he said. “Did you like what you saw?”

Aaron looked down at the floor and didn’t say a word. Will tightened his grip and asked again. This time Aaron nodded his head. Will roughly kissed him. I could clearly see my brother’s enjoyment. “Since you like me so much I’m sure you wouldn’t mind helping me out a little bit.”

He slammed Aaron back down on the bed face up. “Okay Jimmy,” he said. “You remember what we talked about. Now kiss him for me and get me real hot.”

I lowered myself onto my brother and looked at him. I could tell he wasn’t really enjoying this. I licked his lips and gently kissed him. I felt a spark travel through me. I kissed him harder and he parted his lips to let my tongue slide in. We both really got into it. I heard Will moan and I could see him out of the corner of my eye jacking himself off. 

“Now both of you sit up.” 

I reluctantly let Aaron go and did what I was told. My eyes wandered down to Will’s throbbing erection. This was really turning him on. “Okay Aaron, get down on your knees and suck your brother off like a good little bitch.”

He just sat there and didn’t move. Will stood up and slapped him hard. He told him to get on his knees one more time. This time my brother quickly obeyed. He got to his knees in between my legs. He took my throbbing meat into his hands and slowly slid it into his mouth. He bobbed up and down sucking it like a baby sucking a pacifier. I lay back on the bed and closed my eyes. It took me a moment to realize that the moans I was hearing were my own. I took one more look at him hungrily sucking and blew my load right then and there. He swallowed as much as he could but a lot of it dribbled down his chin and back onto me. 

Will stood up and grabbed my younger brother by the back of his neck and roughly jerked him back. Then he stuffed his massive fuck pole down his throat. I saw Aaron gag and his eyes bulge out a little. Will ignored his gagging and kept stuffing. He soon had all of it in. Aaron couldn’t breathe and was struggling for air. I watched in horror and fascination as Will kept himself buried in my brother’s throat while he struggled with all his strength. He slowly started to loose consciousness. I could almost swear he was starting to turn blue! Finally Will pulled out and flung him back on the bed. He put his legs on his shoulders and plunged deep into his ass in one thrust. Aaron opened his mouth to scream only to have Will cover his face with a pillow. Will humped him like a crazed animal. I wanted to stop him but I found myself unable to move. I just sat and listened to the muffled screams. 

After what seemed like an eternity Will cried out and spilled his seed. He pulled out and beckoned me to him. I got to my knees and cleaned his monster cock off. I tasted a mixture of sweet cum and blood. 

When I was finished Will put his boxers back on and left. I looked back at my brother. I saw the same scene I saw many years before. His face was red and tear stained. The sheets were stained with cum and blood.

I moved back over beside him. He looked back up at me. In his eyes was not only physical pain, but emotional pain as well. I bent over and kissed him softly and caressed his hot wet cheek. Then I headed back to my room. My intention was to tell Will what I thought about what he did. I was going to ask him to never do it again. Then I entered the room. I was immediately thrown onto the bed and pinned by his body. I felt his lips on my neck and his still rock hard cock rubbing against my leg. I melted in his arms and completely forgot what I was going to say.



My Secret Dreams Come True Ch. 8



It was a warm late September day.  It wasn’t yet time for Will and I to go back to school but my brother had already started his senior year at the local high school.  That afternoon was a boring one.  We liked to lie by the pool but it wasn’t quite warm enough for that.  Of course there was nothing on TV worth watching.  It was about time for school to let out.  I wouldn’t normally have done it but I decided to go pick Aaron up.  Will used him for his own fantasies all summer.  I felt bad but never stopped it.  I hadn’t said a word the whole time to my abused brother and I wanted to talk to him.  That and I thought it would be nice to see my old school again.  

As I neared the school the memories came flooding back.  I was a different person now than I was back then, even though it had only been a year and a half since I graduated.  My most vivid memory came back to me.  It was during my junior year.  I had already come to the conclusion that I liked guys more than girls and there wasn’t a damn thing I could do about it.  I was still scared by it and kept it to myself.  Then on the first day of Biology class my world was turned upside down.  Instead of the old teacher that had been there for many years, I saw a younger man sitting at the teacher’s desk.  For this story I will call him Mr. Mercer.  After we were all seated he introduced himself.  He explained that this was his first year teaching on his own.  He was about 5’10 with a slim, slightly muscular build.  His hair was a light golden brown and his eyes were deep blue.  He told us he was 25 years old.  I was taken instantly, as were most of the girls in my class.  While the girls made it almost obvious, I did my best to make sure no one so much as slightly suspected.  I found it very difficult to concentrate that year and found my grades slipping.  I still saw him during my senior year and thoughts would flood my mind and block out everything else.  

Before I knew it I was parked in the school parking lot.  I got out and went into the lobby to wait for Aaron.  I took the chance to look around a little.  Not much had changed.  Just then I saw Mr. Mercer walk into the office!  He was as handsome as he ever was.  My knees instantly began to shake and my heart pounded.  The door opened again and he stepped out.  He saw me and must’ve recognized me because he came over to where I was standing.  “Hi James,” he said.  “What brings you back here?”

“Nothing much.  I just got bored and thought I would come get my brother and take him to do something.”

“Oh Aaron.  That sounds nice.  I must ask you if there’s anything going on at home.  When I had him he was always so distant and he usually has a bruise or two.  I talked to the other teachers and they tell me he’s always been like that.”

“Things have always been a little rough at home but nothing to worry about,” I lied.

“Okay, well how are you doing?”

“I’m doing pretty good.  I’ll soon start my sophomore year at college.  My dad has me studying Business Management.  It’s not exactly what I wanted, but it’s not bad and I made some good friends.”

“I bet you get good grades too.  Other teachers also told me that you were always a good student.  That leaves the mystery of why your grades were as low as they were in my class.”

I just nervously smiled not knowing what else to do.  He just stared at me for a moment.  I felt his gaze burn through me.  Then he said “Would you like to walk out to my car with me?”

Completely forgetting about Aaron I agreed.  I knew he had me hooked all over again.  I followed him to the parking lot like a lovesick puppy.  For some reason I glanced down to see if he was wearing a wedding ring.  Just as luck would have it he wasn’t.  But since some men just don’t wear rings I asked him if he was married.  He said that he was just casually seeing someone.  

It turned out I was parked right beside him.  He stood beside his car and looked at me again as if in deep thought.  Then he said, “Since we’re both adults now and I’m hungry, would you like to go somewhere and get something to eat?  It’ll be my treat.”

At this point I didn’t know what to think but I again agreed.  We both got into our own cars and I followed him to a diner a few blocks away.  We went inside and waited to be seated.  We ordered our drinks and began to talk.  We talked about anything and everything.  I was too nervous to be hungry but I ate anyway.  Sometime during the meal he asked me if I had a girlfriend.  I told him I did but I broke up with her.  When he asked why I didn’t say much of anything.  Soon afterward he put his hand on mine.  I jumped but made no attempt to remove it.  I just looked up at him.  I couldn’t believe what was happening.  Then he asked me if I wanted to go back to his place for a few drinks.  How could I resist!

He paid the bill and I followed him back to his apartment.  My whole body was shaking as he unlocked the door.  It was a nice place for a teacher.  He motioned for me to have a seat and I plopped down on a big overstuffed dark blue couch.  He disappeared into the kitchen and came back out moments later with two beers in his hand.  He handed one to me and sat himself down in the black recliner a few feet away.  I took a few gulps of the beer and sat the bottle down on the glass coffee table in front of me.  Not knowing where to look so I looked over at the big screen TV in the corner.  I saw his reflection and that he was looking at me again.  I turned to look back at him and found him sitting beside me with his hand up on my thigh.  His eyes gazed steadily into mine as his face slowly came closer to me.  His lips lightly brushed against mine then he planted them, his tongue invading my mouth.  My hands moved up to his strong shoulders as I returned his kiss with equal passion.  

He pulled back and a big grin was on his face.  “I knew it,” he said as he began to unbutton his shirt.  

“Knew what?” I asked as I followed suit.  

“That you had a crush on me.  I always noticed you staring at me.  I was staring at you too, but then you were my student.  I couldn’t afford to do anything.  You’re not my student anymore.”

When he was finished talking he stood in front of me in only a pair of black boxers.  Knowing what he wanted I finished undressing and got to my knees.  My hands moved to the elastic of his shorts and slowly pulled them down to his ankles.  He stepped out of them and kicked them aside.  Now here in front of me completely naked was the man I had wanted so badly back when I was 17.  I felt like I was in a dream.  But it wasn’t a dream, It was real.

I looked up and his beautiful cock was inches from my face.  It was only semi hard and was about 5”.  I felt like it was my first time all over again.  I gingerly reached up to touch it then put both hands around it.  It grew a little more.  I licked the tip to get a little taste.  It was a little different from Will but it was still good.  I wrapped my mouth around the head and swallowed it all down my throat like a starving man.  After Will’s monster this was nothing.  It grew another inch in my mouth.  Now it was fat and a little over 6”.  I looked up at his face.  His eyes were closed and he had a look of ecstasy on his face.  I took it from my mouth and ran my tongue along the underside back and forth.  I heard him moan and his breathing became heavier.  Encouraged by his moans I licked every inch of his pole.  Then I took it back into my hot throat and sucked it just the way Will taught me.  

It wasn’t much longer until I sensed he was close.  I was going to suck harder and make him cum quickly but instead he stopped me.  He got down on his knees and brought his lips to mine again, his tongue searching for a taste of himself.  Then I felt his hands on my shoulders pushing me back.  I fell back on the floor and he pushed my legs back.  I felt the tip of his fuck pole pushing against my ass hole.  I relaxed myself to let him in.  He slowly pushed in until the whole thing was buried up my tight rectum.  I was worried that I wouldn’t be tight enough for him but if I wasn’t tight anymore he didn’t seem to mind.  He thrust in and out, slowly at first, but picking up speed.  I did my best to grip him when he pulled out.  His hands roamed my body while his tongue continued exploring my mouth.  My arms wrapped tightly around him to hold him close so he could push deeper.  After a few minutes he started pounding me.  Then he pushed in hard and held it there.  I felt a hot blast of cum splash my insides.  He pumped for a few more seconds until h was done spurting.  Then he fell down on top of me still buried deep in my ass, sweat drenching both of us.  Neither of us moved until our breathing and heart rates returned to normal.  Then he picked himself off of me and told me if I wanted to I could take a quick shower.  

I washed up and dressed.  On my way out he grabbed me and gently kissed me and said, “You can come back any time, and you can bring your boyfriend.”

I left with my head spinning.  I don’t remember much of the trip home.  I do remember Will waiting for me at the front door.  “Where were you?” he asked in a flat tone.  “Aaron came home on the bus a half hour ago.”

“I got lost in memory lane,” I said as I brushed past him.  He grabbed my arm and pulled me back close to him.  He pressed his nose to the base of my neck.  He dragged me up the stairs and to our room.  He threw me on the on the bed and ripped my pants off.  I felt his hands on my ass cheeks.  Then I was kicked to the floor and he jumped on top of me knocking the wind out of me.  His glare throwing daggers at me.



My Secret Dreams Come True Ch. 9



I lay there on the floor, blood trickling from my nose and mouth.  I slowly sat up and checked myself for any serious injuries.  Except for a few bruises, and maybe a cracked rib or two, I would be all right.  I gingerly picked myself up and sat on the bed.  To say that Will was upset would’ve been an understatement.  He was furious no doubt about that.  He attacked me and beat me to a bloody pulp.  He could’ve easily killed me but somehow he stopped himself and left.  

Once I felt able to stand I went to the bathroom and cleaned myself up.  Then I went down to the kitchen and made myself a sandwich.  After I finished eating I made another sandwich and headed upstairs.  I found myself at Aaron’s door.  I opened it and walked in.  As usual he was lying in his bed staring up at the ceiling.  I moved across the small room and sat down at the edge of his bed.  He looked up at me with fear in his eyes.  I couldn’t exactly blame him for that.  I offered him the other sandwich.  At first he eyed me with suspicion, but then he cautiously reached out and took it.  He devoured it like he hadn’t eaten in days, which, knowing our father, he probably hadn’t. 

He looked back up at me, and this time he took notice of my beaten face.  This time he had a puzzled expression.  He reached out and touched my face.  I grabbed his wrist and took it off.  “Don’t worry about it,” I whispered.

I moved closer to him.  I put my hand on his bare chest and felt his heartbeat.  Its rapines gave away his fear of me.  I couldn’t deny that he had a good reason to be.  All of his life he was treated like a toy, something that existed for our amusement.  Recently he had been used as a sex toy.  But he wasn’t a toy he was a person.  He loved me more than I had a right to be loved.  

I kept leaning in closer until I was on top of him.  I felt his whole body shake under me.  I felt his breath on my cheek.  I slowly brought my lips down to his.  I gently licked his lips and then parted them with my tongue.  I kissed him with a passion from God knows where.  He returned my kisses.  His hands came up around me and lightly stroked my back.  I felt my cock start to harden and press against his thigh.  I knew wanting my own brother was wrong but I couldn’t help myself.  

I broke our kiss and sat up.  I got out of the bed and pulled him out with me.  I undid my belt and took off my pants and boxers.  I sat down on the edge of the bed and motioned for him to get on his knees in front of me.  He quickly did what he was told.  He took my semi hard cock in his hands and looked at it.  He stroked his fingers up along the shaft making it grow to its full 8”.  I put my hands down behind me to brace myself.  I closed my eyes and let out a soft moan.  Then he stuck out his tongue and touched the head.  Then he took the head into his mouth and sucked on it like a piece of candy.  A small shudder ran through me.  

Inch by inch he slid it into his mouth until his nose was touching my small patch of hair.  He sucked on it hard doing his best to please me.  His throat was warm, wet, and tight.  While it felt incredible, I wasn’t completely satisfied.  

I reluctantly pulled him off my throbbing member.  He looked a bit disappointed but he didn’t complain.  I picked him up and placed him on the bed.  He was already naked so I just pushed his legs back as far as they would go.  Then I guided my fuck pole to the little rosebud that was his ass hole.  I pushed hard and slid in all the way.  His whole body tensed up from the pain.  I couldn’t help but laugh a little.  I didn’t wait for him to adjust; I just started pounding him.  His body writhed under me.  At first it was in pure unbearable pain, but once his ass got used to the invader, he started to feel pleasure too.  He never made a sound; he just looked up at me while I drilled hard into his depths.  

After about fifteen minutes of this I felt my balls tighten and knew I would cum soon.  I sped up and pounded him as hard as I could.  Moments later hot cum shot out of me and coated the inside of his intestines.  I slowed down and pumped him slowly for a few minutes and then I let my cock fall out of his ass.  I collapsed on top of him.  Once my strength returned I sat up again and looked out the window.  Will’s car was still gone.  I didn’t want to go back to an empty bed so I just curled up with my brother and did my best to go to sleep.



My Secret Dreams Come True Ch4



I lay in the back of his warm car, my head spinning and pain running through my body. I’m aware of his stopping and running into our building. He left the car running to keep me warm. I was expecting him to help me inside and to my bed, but he ran in on his own. I waited for what seemed like hours until he came back out and threw his suitcases and a few extra bags into the trunk. He got back in the driver’s side and started heading somewhere else. 

I looked out the window and saw that we were at the airport. Two men met Will and carried the bags and suitcases away. Will opened the back door and lifted me out and up into his arms again. “You doing okay?” he asked.

“Yeah, I’m fine, but why are we at the airport? I’m not going with you.”

“I think you should come with me. You have no other plans and you certainly aren’t in any condition to be left alone. You will be my guest. Mother and Father won’t mind.”

He carried me a few hundred feet and up into a small jet. To my surprise it was rather nice inside. There was a couch, which he laid me down on. There was a nice rug, and a small TV and VCR. There was also a nice stereo system. It was very nice, and it occurred to me, I didn’t know much about Will’s background. I would soon find out. “Go to sleep now. You need to rest,” he said. He kissed my forehead and lay down on the floor and closed his eyes. 

I tried to sleep but I was in so much pain. I was also very nervous about flying. Finally sleep did come and I had very strange dreams. 

A few hours later I opened my eyes. We had just landed in Brussels, Belgium. It was very dark outside. I didn’t see a clock anywhere so I didn’t know what time it was. It never occurred to me to look at my watch.

“How do you feel?” I heard Will ask me.

“I feel some better,” I said. My little nap did make me feel some better, but I was still in a lot of pain. “Come, it's time to go home. “Do you think you can walk now?”

“Yes, I can walk.” I was getting annoyed at being carried around like some baby. I stood up a bit unsteadily and followed him down to the ground. He headed towards a big fancy car with a middle-aged man standing beside it holding the back door open. Will motioned for me to get in first so I crawled into the big back seat. He crawled in after me and the door was shut behind him. I was starting to wonder if maybe he was a prince or something. 

We both sat in silence during the ride. I guess we were both too tired to talk. I finally remembered that I had a watch and I looked down at it. It said it was 12:30. No wonder I was tired. I sat back and watched all the buildings go by. We passed many factories and after a while the landscape turned to open fields. I was almost asleep again when we turned off the road and onto his driveway. I expected that we were there but it turned out to be a long driveway. Finally we pulled up to a three-story mansion. It almost looked like a castle! The car stopped and the driver popped the trunk and two more men came out to get our bags. Will got out and I followed after him. The big white front door was opened and two huge monsters bounded out. They jumped on Will and knocked him to the ground. Then they came over and sniffed at me. Up close I saw they were Great Danes. “James, I’d like you to meet Jack and Jill,” Will laughed.

Will got to his feet and headed for the door. I looked down at my watch again; it was 1:30 am. Another middle-aged man thick around the middle and thinning grayish hair greeted us at the door. “Welcome home Master Will,” he said.

“Its good to be back Pierre,” he said as he hugged the man.

“And who is this you have with you?”

Will put his arm around me and said, “This is my friend James. I wasn’t planning to bring him but he’s had a rough night and I didn’t think it a good idea to leave him alone for two whole weeks.”

Pierre smiled and motioned us in. We stood in a hall that had a white tile floor, a neatly woven rug, and a wooden bench. There was also a wooden desk with a few knickknacks and some Christmas decorations. 

I sat down on the bench and I saw a young lady walk in. “Welcome home Will,” she said as she wrapped her arms around him and kissed him on the cheek.

She had long light blond hair and sparkling gray eyes. She was dressed in a dark pink silk nightgown and looked to be maybe in her mid teens. “Will, who is this?” she asked.

“This is my friend James. The decision to bring him was kind of last minute.” He turned to me and said, “James, this is my sister Rebecca.”

I smiled and rested my head back against the wall. “Will, he doesn’t look so good,” she said.

“I know, that’s mostly why I brought him.”

Then I saw a little boy come running out and grabbing on to Will’s leg. He looked to be maybe two or three. His hair was brown. “James, this is my brother Michael.”

“He is supposed to be in bed asleep. I guess he was too excited to sleep when he heard you were coming home. I don’t know how he gout out of his crib,” Rebecca said as she grabbed Michael’s hand and led him up the stairway that was to the right. Will also headed up the stairs and I followed. I should’ve paid better attention to where we were going but I was so tired. 

We ended up in a large white room with a large bed. There was a couch and a TV in here also, and a stereo system sitting on a shelf above the bed. A computer sat in the corner beside the window. 

Will immediately undressed himself revealing his perfect body to me. That was a body I could never get enough of. He sat me down on the bed and proceeded to slowly undress me. He disappeared for a moment into his bathroom and reappeared with a wet washcloth. He gently washed all the blood and dirt from my body. He rolled me around so I was lying on my stomach. He parted my ass cheeks to look at my ass hole. It was still very sore. I felt him rub it very gently with the washcloth then he kissed it. Normally I love it when he kisses and licks my ass but this time it really hurt. He sensed my pain and started to kiss a trail up my back and to my neck. 

He helped me get into bed then he crawled in beside me and held me tight. I felt little kisses on the back of my neck and his hands explored the rest of my body. It wasn’t long before I was fast asleep again. 

When my eyes opened again daylight was pouring through the window. I looked over at my watch lying on the night stand beside the bed. It said 9:00. The alarm clock on the stand said 10:00. Will was no longer in bed. My ass and my face still hurt like hell. I dragged myself out of the bed and went to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. I was very banged up. 

I washed up and then took a good look around the room in the daylight. It was very nice, nicer than any room I’d ever stayed in. I saw two black bags that were mine sitting by the corner of the bed. I opened one and looked in. My clothes were stuffed in it. I could tell it was packed in a hurry. 

I pulled on some clean clothes and went to see if I could find Will, or someone that could lead me to him. I turned down the hall and took the first flight of stairs I came to. I came to a beautifully decorated room. The walls were a deep pastel blue. There was a stone fireplace and glass figurine on the mantle. Along the wall was a long blue velvet couch. In the center of the room was a grand piano. My younger brother back home was a master at the piano. I suddenly began to miss him. “Are you lost?” I heard a voice from behind me.

I jumped and spun around. There I saw Pierre. “Yes, I’m lost,” I replied.

“Master Will is in the kitchen having breakfast. He asked me to take you to him if you woke before he was finished.”

“All right,” was all I could manage to say. 

I followed the older man out another doorway and down the hall. “This is an awfully big house,” I commented.

“Yes, it’s been here for centuries. Now it belongs to Lord Edward and Lady Isabella. Master Will stands to inherit it all next.”

Will was a lord! I could hardly believe what I was hearing. It was something out of a fairy tale. 

I was led through a massive formal dining hall into a nicely sized clean kitchen. The walls and floor were pearl white. In the corner were what a usual kitchen would have, two stoves, a sink, a dishwasher, a microwave, and tons of counter space. A high bar with stools ran along the middle. Sitting at a stool was Will. “Master Will, James is up, Pierre said.

Will turned around and smiled at me. “Are you hungry?” he asked.

“A little,” I replied.

I climbed up on a stool beside him. He introduced me to Margaret, the cook. Margaret placed a plate in front of me with two poached eggs and some orange juice. I didn’t realize how hungry I really was until I took the first bite. Will finished quickly and just sat and watched me eat with a smile on his face.

Once I was finished I was informed that his parents wanted to meet me. My mouth went a little dry and my hands shook as I followed Will down another hallway to an outside patio. I saw them sitting at a table. They both stood up and looked at me. “Mother, Father, this is James,” Will introduced me.

The greeted me and sat back down. Will took a seat and motioned for me to sit beside him. His father was tall with brown hair and blue eyes. His mother was blond with gray eyes. We sat and talked for a good part of the morning. They were very nice to me and it didn’t take long for me to start to feel comfortable. 

I was caught completely off guard when Lady Isabella said. “Will, is James coming to the party tonight?”

“Yes, he will be my guest. I took his measurements while he was asleep and sent someone to get a tux for him. Now if you will excuse us we need to get him ready.”

He kissed his mother on the cheek and dragged me back to his room. Once there he told me to take a shower and handed me a razor and a can of shaving cream. “What’s this for?” I asked.

That is just for me. I don’t want a hair on your body except for what’s on top of your head.”

I did as I was told and showered and shaved my entire body. I came out and submitted myself for his approval. He rubbed his hands all over my body to make sure I was smooth. When he was satisfied he gave me a long deep kiss. 

I sat with him in his room the rest of the afternoon. The man came with my tux. When it was time to start getting ready I slipped it on. It was probably the most expensive suit I ever wore or ever will wear. He gave me a once over, straightened the tie for me, and led me down to the party.

As always this is a true story. A few things were changed to protect identity but other than that they are pure fact. Feedback is always welcome.