7 comments/ 21684 views/ 10 favorites LaCour Academy By: Voldemory "Ouch... I fuck!" I yelled as I hopped up and down on one foot. My name is Draven your normal klutz. I seem to always hurt myself in some way whether it's emotionally or physically. I'm 5ft 11in 150 pounds and I am easily mistaken for a girl because of the way I dress. My pecks make me look like I have B cup size tits and when I wear skinny jeans it looks like I have a pussy. People think I'm gay because of how I look. Well to all those people I'm actually straight and there is a big difference. Well it all started before I dropped my books on my foot. So here is what happened. I'm the new kid at LaCour Academy. I was walking to the student registration in the main office when next thing I know I'm on the floor. The incident was part my fault because I was taking in the beautiful scenery. There was a water fountain in the middle of the lawn and fancy rich kids everywhere. The school its self was absolutely gorgeous and huge! It had the greenest grass you ever saw in Las Vegas and it had that smell to it and texture so to prove it was real. "Hey man I'm so sorry I so did not see you there. I feel so embarrassed for knocking a girl down. I'm so sorry." He rambled on. "By the way I'm Chris and you are..?" "Draven." I said in a feverous tone. "Hey and by the way I'm a boy." I snapped and walked away leaving him looking very confused. As I got to the main office all I could think about is how rude I was to him. I know I should have been nicer but I'm sick and tired of being called a girl. I think my parents did something to me when I was first born. Like a gender change or something. Chris was no doubt about it hot and could easily get some major ass at this school. He had soft turquoise it looked like eyes a strong build and a lot of muscles under that tight polo he was wearing. I wish if I see him again to apologize for my rudeness and maybe get off on a good start. ........................ "Chris come on dude throw the freaking Frisbee." Josh Able yelled at me. "Ok Ok hold your horses. Let me get a good distance." I yelled back at him. I started running as far as I can when...BOOM! I ran into some girl. I know mostly everyone here but I have never seen this chick before she must be new. She had at least B cup size tits and long dark red hair with blonde highlights. Her eyes were the most intense green I've ever seen. She was pretty hot. "Hey man I'm so sorry I so did not see you there. I feel so embarrassed for knocking down a girl. I'm so sorry." I rambled on. "By the way I'm Chris and you are..?" "Draven." She said in a feverous tone. I was a little taken back by the attitude when the most shocking thing came out of her mouth. "Hey by the way I'm a boy." He snapped at me and briskly walked away. I was so confused and didn't know how to react to any of it. My friends kept yelling at me and I was so deep in thought I barely felt the punch that landed on my shoulder. "Chris stop staring at that girl and throw the fucking Frisbee." Yalena yelled at me. "Sorry guys I got......Never mind. Let's play." Through our whole game I kept thinking about Draven. It must be that other people must have mistaken him for a girl so many times that he got sick and tired of it and just started snapping on people. The guy is pretty feminine but geesh cut me some slack I didn't know. I kind of feel sorry for the dude. He must have had a tough child hood. ................. I love that me and my roommate get along so well. He is Bi but we have so much in common. I even met his boyfriend they are so cute together and it's like picture perfect. I told Ian about the Chris thing and he told me a little about Chris and his mega rich family. Chris Abley or as some people know him as Chris Babley cause supposedly he is the hottest person at LaCour Academy. He has three friends that are also in his popular group and they are Josh Able, Yalena Chaves, and Yalena's brother the care free Nick Husane Mendez. Yalena and Nick are not blood related the just happen to look alike and are very close. The group known each other since preschool and have been friends ever since. I personally don't want to know any of them because I don't like the snobby rich kids they might be and am not taking any chances. At the orientation when we were walking back to our dorms I saw him and his friends. Ian and I just ignored them and kept walking. When I heard him call my name I pretended not to hear him. He eventually caught up with us and said some stuff I really didn't care about. "Draven I just wanted to say sorry for the gender confusion and...." He just kept talking until I cut him off. "No no. I'm sorry for being rude to you. You don't know me and it's not your fault." He looked at me with those beautiful eyes and gave me the most dazzling smile ever. "Thanks. Will you like to hang out with us some time? It would be really great if you would." He said to me as if I was an old friend. I didn't want to get to know him and clearly I don't like him so I made up an excuse. "Sorry dude, Ian and his friend Justin are going to have a party for just the three of us in our dorm." I said. The look on his face made me want to laugh but I pretended to give a crap. "Oh ok. Well then it was nice seeing you again and a....Yeah well see you around?" "Sure I guess. See you around." As I said this he turned and walked away I could hear him say I only did it to be nice. His friends were laughing and I was so hurt even if I don't even like him. That is why I don't hang out or even try to get to know rich kids like him. My parents tell me if I stop dressing like some hobo then people would see my muscular build and actually not think I'm a girl. I do agree with them so on the first day of school I will wow them all with my body and maybe I can actually get some pussy instead of look like one. .................. Yalena, Josh, Nick, and I were walking back to Lena's dorm when I saw Draven. I called out his name and I know he heard me but he kept walking. I wanted to say sorry so I ran up to him. "Draven I just wanted to say sorry for the gender confusion and...." I was talking to him and apologizing over and over again until he cut me off. "No no. I'm sorry for being rude to you. You don't know me and it's not your fault." He replied to me. I think I grinned from ear to ear because I can't stand people being mad at me it only makes me feel like shit. His eyes caught me off guard and it took everything for me to not just stand there and stare at them. They were so big and beautiful with a hint of a little hazel around the irises. I made up an excuse instead. "Thanks. Will you like to hang out with us some time? It would really be great if you would." I didn't know what was wrong with me but it felt like I was talking to him as if we were friends since forever. I waited for his reply and when he finally spoke I was a little hurt. "Sorry dude Ian and his friend Justin are having a party just for the three of us in our dorm." His answer made my face fall I think because of the way he looked at me. He looked scare as if he had done something wrong. I didn't want him to feel guilty so I said this. "Oh ok. Well it was nice seeing you again and ah....Yeah well see you around?" He looked a little relieved then and said. "Sure I guess. See you around." With that I walked back to my friends. "Yo Chris help me with this." Yalena said to me. She wanted me to take off her necklace. As I did I grabbed at her boob. "You fucking titty grabber!" She almost yelled. "I only did it to be nice." I said with sly grin. After that we all burst out laughing. As we made our way to Lena's dorm they asked me who I was talking to. I told them about the whole thing with Draven and they said they would like to meet him some time. I hope I could see him again and maybe we could be friends. .................. I can't believe he just said that! That stupid son of a bitch! Just wait and see I'll show him. I can't wait till I start school and he sees me in a better state just wait. .......... The beep of the alarm clock wakes me up. I'm grumpy and groggy and don't want to get up. Reluctantly I do. I ponder on what to wear for this special occasion. Yesterday I got my hair cut and dyed back to its original color brown with blonde highlights. "Ouch...I fuck! I yelled as I hopped up and on one foot. I fucking dropped my damn books on my foot! "Damn Draven what the hell are you screaming about?" Ian sleepily said to me. "Sorry dude I dropped my damn books on my foot I'm so sorry. Plus you got to get up any way and get ready for our first class." I said in a matter-of-factly tone. I finished getting dressed while Ian went to take a shower. I decided to wear a tight green polo with black jeans. This outfit you would say hugged my body in all the right places. When Ian came back I could tell he was amazed by my new look. "Wow Drave you look good. Boy what got into you? You looking all kinds of good." Ian said in awe. I didn't know what to say. I blushed all the shades of red and looked at my feet. "Thanks Ian." I said shyly. "We should get to class and meet Justin." I said as I got my books and we headed out the door. As we got to our first class accelerated English I saw him. That mean jerk who only asked me to hang out with him just to be nice to me. He saw me and looked so confused cause of my new look. I know he didn't recognize me and I really didn't care. Ms. Prock took attendance. "Ian Allens." "Here" "Justin Armono." "Here" "Draven Artego." "Here." As I raised my hand out of the corner of my eye I could see him give me a shocked look. I grinned to myself as I saw his friend Yalena whisper something to him. I knew what she said by the questioning look she gave me. "Is there any one I did not call?" Ms. Prock said. "Yes." "Who might you be sir?" "I'm Chris Abley Ms." "Oh Abley how could I have missed that. Well Mr. Abley now we know you are here." She said in a get ready to do business voice. All through class he kept shooting me looks. I ignored them all and focused on my work. At the end of class Justin, Ian, and I were the first ones out of the class room. As we were walking down the hall Chris and his friends came up to us. "You must be Draven. Right?" Yalena said to me. Yalena was a very exotic looking Mexican with jet black hair and big brown eyes. She was kind of busty and really beautiful. "Yes I'm Draven. You must be Yalena." I said to her she looked pleased to hear that I know her name. Her brother Nick indeed did look like her. Long eye lashes and skin color. "I'm Nick. Yalena's play brother it's nice to me you." I saw a glint of humor in his eyes and I just wanted to slap the shit out of him. Ian must have sensed my tension and he saw the look in Nick's eyes and thank God he stepped in. "Come on Drave it seems some people can't take others seriously." As he said that he gave Nick. a glare and we left to our next class. ................ As my friends and I made our way to accelerated English they kept asking me when they could meet Draven. I told them if we see him around. I told them that it was not hard to miss him with his flaming red hair. When we got to our class I saw this boy. I have never seen him before. I gave him a look that was like who the hell are you. Ms. Prock took attendance and gave me the shock of my life. "Draven Artego." "Here" It was that kid I saw. It could not have been Draven because Draven didn't have brown hair with blonde highlights and spikes. I shot the kid claiming to be Draven a shocked look and I swear he grinned. Yalena looked at me and said. "I thought you said he had red hair." "He did well at least I thought he did." I couldn't help but stare at him. Was that Draven? He wouldn't even look at me. The guys he was hanging out with must be hi friends. When class was over they were the first ones out of the class room. My friends and I caught up with them and Yalena introduced herself first. "You must be Draven. Right?" Yalena asked him. "Yes I'm Draven. You must be Yalena." The way he said her name was almost in a nasty sneer but I don't think she noticed. "I'm Nick Yalena's play brother it's nice to meet you." They looked at each other and I felt the tension coming off of Draven. When one of his friends spoke up. "Come on Drave it seems some people can't take others seriously." He said. The guy I think his name was Ian took Draven's arm and they left to their next class. I looked at Nick and he looked so confused it wasn't even funny. "What the fuck you do Nick!" Yalena yelled at him. "I didn't do anything I looked at the kid and he.....I don't know." He looked at me and I saw it. The thing that might have pissed them off. It was Nick's humorous glint that he always had since preschool. Now I know what set them off. "Nick it was your eyes." "My eyes?" "Yeah. You know the glint." "Oh that ha-ha. Wow I didn't know..... I think we should tell him that never goes away." We brushed it off as we made our way to our next class. There they were sitting together at a lab table. They looked at us and Ian rolled his eyes and looked away. We took a table behind them and listened to the teacher talk. When we were getting our things and mingling with the other class mates we went up to them. "Hey you guys. We just wanted to explain some things to you so you won't hate us. Nick has always had that glint in his eyes that makes people think he was secretly laughing at them." As Yalena explained things to them we could see that they understood but were reluctant to even look at us. Draven didn't even look at us as he finished his work. I wonder what his problem was. .................. When we went to our next class I told Ian and Justin what I heard on the night of orientation. They were completely understanding in it all. They couldn't believe he said that and instantly disliked them for acting like that. How could they do that to me and then try to talk to us. When we got to lab we chose to sit in the front. A little after we were seated they came in and sat behind us. When Mrs. Laden stopped talking we got our lab stuff and got to work. Then they came up to us and explained the thing with Nick. I didn't look at them and Ian told them sorry for being rude and we went back to our work. "Draven why are you acting like that?" Chris said in a soft hurt voice. "Acting like what?" I said to him without even looking at him to see his reaction. "One day you're all cool and then you're...." He trailed off on his words "I'm what Chris." I said in a really unintended harsh tone. I couldn't help it he was really annoying me when I didn't even like them from the start. "Look we have to do our work and I'm pretty sure you do to so why don't you go do that and leave us alone." Justin said harshly. They just stood there dumbfounded then turned around and left. Thank God they left. I just can't wait to get out of here. ................ I couldn't believe what just happened. They just totally blew us off when we tried to tell them something they snap on us what in the world is their problem? I am so mad I can't even say anything. What did we do to them that got them so mad at us? "Hey guys what up?" Josh said to us after class. We have all our classes with Josh except for Chemistry "Nothing Josh. We miraculously already have three people that hate us on the first day of school. Ha-ha isn't that funny?" Yalena sarcastically said. "How did you manage to do that?" he asked completely shocked. "I don't know they just....Hate us." Nick said sounding so hurt and stressed. "Well at least let me know their names." He said in a very childish voice. "Draven, Ian, and Justin." Yalena said. Her eyes were a little moist and I knew she was about to cry. I know it was not Lena's fault because she barely knew or even talked to them. I wish I knew what was wrong for my friends' sake. "Draven hates you?!? I can't believe this." He said in awe. "Wait you know him?" "Yeah of course I know him. I know his mom and dad. They are like the most awesome parents a kid can wish for. How in the hell did you get him to hate you? That kid is like the nicest person I have ever met. Well of course after you guys." He said all of this as we stood there in shock. Just then they walked by us and Josh started talking to him like an old friend. "Yo Drave what up man? What's with all the hate stuff?" "Why don't you ask him." As he said this as he looked at me with pure annoyance in his eyes. I don't understand why he looked like that but I know I just had it. "You fucking know what. Fuck you Draven all I did was try to be your friend and talk to you and ask you to hang out with us and your fucking being a dick. What the hell is your problem?" I exploded. I couldn't hold it in any longer and I had to let it out. "The only reason why you asked me to hang out with you because you were being nice. I came here to make friends and not have some who secretly don't even like me. So stop talking to me because I never even liked you from the beginning!" He screamed at me and walked half ran away with his friends on his heels. I just wanted to beat something up. I never felt this angry before in my life! What is wrong with me I'm not suppose to care about what he says but I can't help it he hurt me deeply. What am I going to do? To be continued... LaCour Academy Ch. 02 I can't even think how stupid this jerk can be I mean gosh leave me the fuck alone please! After that episode and as soon as we got to our dorm I bust out crying. I can't believe this is affecting me this much. I think I like him or something because I feel weird and.... I don't know. I told Ian and Justin how I was feeling and they said I must like him to. How could I though? This is just too weird for me. ...... My friends and I have not seen Draven or his friends in about two of three weeks. I think this is really affecting Yalena because she hasn't been herself since this all happened. I feel sorry for her and I wish I could make it better but I know I can't. I have been thinking about what he said that day about I only asked him to hang out with us to be nice. I know it must have meant something but I just don't know what. I decided to talk to Lena about it and she figured it out pretty quickly. "Chris you remember the day when you grabbed my tit?" "Yeah. What about it?" "After you asked Draven to hang out with us you said I only did it to be nice. He probably heard you and thought you were talking about him." Yalena exclaimed excitedly. "So if we tell them it was a misunderstanding then we can all be friends and you can fulfill your fantasy and have sex with him!" She practically yelled this and I was thinking how in the hell did she know all that. "You talk in your sleep man." Josh and Nick said at the same time. "We are totally cool with you being gay cuz if Draven was a girl I would so tap that." Josh said and we all knew he wasn't lying. The next day we found Draven and his friends laughing and talking. As soon as they saw us they got up to leave. "Wait we just want to tell you something please hear us out." Yalena said obviously about to cry. They sat back down and listened to the whole story and looked quite amazed. Draven smiled and Yalena jumped for joy. He still wouldn't look at me but I knew we were cool. "We are sorry for being dick heads." Draven said and for the first time he looked at me and I felt warm all over. Things took off from there and we all ate together and had a lot of fun. I know I have the hots for Draven and Yalena is still trying to hook us up. I notice he doesn't show any interest in me and that is really getting to me I think I should tell him how I feel. ......... Chris has been staring at me a lot. I know he likes me but I don't have the courage to tell him I like him too. I know I should because this is tearing me apart maybe one day I will tell him but not now. ....... I took Draven to my dorm so I could tell him that I like him. He came to my room and said. "You don't share a room?! You must get really bored." I laughed at his remark and blurted it out. "Draven I like you a lot maybe more than I should I thought you should know this because I can't hold it in any longer." I hadn't meant for it to go like that but it's too late now. The look on his face was pure shock I don't think I can handle rejection. .... I saw Chris's room and was amazed that he had it to himself. Lucky him jack off any time he wants. I was looking at his stuff when he randomly I mean out of nowhere said. "Draven I like you a lot maybe more than I should I thought you should know this because I can't hold it in any longer." Of course I was shocked but he looked relieved. Before I could give it a second thought I walked up to him and kissed him. Now it was his turn to be shocked. He started stuttering so I kissed him again but this time he responded and Yalena, Josh, Nick, Ian, and Justin walked in. we didn't notice them till we heard laughter erupt from behind us. "Wow you guys I didn't know that Chris was that smooth Yo Chris you trying to get some!"Nick said through his laughter. I was fucking red as hell and so embarrassed that I bust out crying and left. I didn't know why I reacted like that but it was humiliating! I heard them running after me but I was gone. Once I got outside I went to my car and locked the doors. I crawled in the backseat laid on the floor and cried half laughed my ass off I heard knocking on the doors but I ignored it until I was composed enough. As I got out the car they all started apologizing. I said I was ok and just wanted to go to sleep. .... I have no idea why he started crying but it took a lot of persuasion to get him out of his car. He told us he was just sleepy and wanted to rest so I suggested he go to my room and sleep there for the night he was a little reluctant at first but then he agreed. When we got back to my room he was really tired and I had to help him up stairs. I let him go to lock my door and when I turned around he was laying in my bed looking at me. "Why don't you come sit down and talk to me. We do have a lot to talk about now that you are taking me on a very special date tomorrow." He said in a very seductive tone. I don't know what happened after that but the next thing I know he's wrapped in my arms and we are making out. To Be Continued... LaCour Academy Ch. 03 My mind was racing and I could barely think straight. He tasted so damn good! I love it I love it I love it! I didn't want to but I had to because I needed air so I ended the kiss so I could breathe. He looked hurt and I felt bad so I kissed him again this time more passionate than the last one. He felt so good and soft. I just know he belonged in my arms forever. ..... OMG! I am kissing Chris Abley! What has come over me? Holy shit fuck fuck fuck! He is so hot I don't want him to stop kissing me I could go on like this forever. No no no you stupid mother fucking bastard why did you end the kiss? I was on a roll here. Wow I sound so snobbish right now. Hopefully I don't turn into a flaming fag cause that would really ruin my day. Any way back to the story. I felt completely rejected and so hurt I was about to start whining when he kissed me. Oh thank you Jesus! I was dying without his lips on mine. He is like my own crack cocaine. I just can't get enough of. Absent mindedly my hands were roaming all over his sexy body. Those toned muscles hard abs. Oh so sexy I even felt someone pop in to say hello through his jeans and that only got my soldier to stand at attention. "Mmmm I guess someone's out to play baby." He said in a far too seductive voice. Now you understand how horny he is right now. I blushed he couldn't help but laugh. "Don't worry baby mine wants to play too." He said and gave me a full view of his erection. He must be huge by looking at the bulge in his pants! I couldn't believe this was happening. ....... He saw my erection and his eyes grew big. I told him I was 10in long and thick. His eyes were bugged out it was so cute. I took it out for him and told him to touch it. He shook his head and started stuttering some stuff so I took his hand and made him grab it. In a matter of seconds he wrapped his fingers around my shaft. I moved his hand so he was stroking me. Just when I started unbuttoning his pants he started freaking out and screaming. "NO! Stop please just stop!" He was crying and I tried to hold him but he kept kicking away from me yelling please stop and please don't hurt me. "Stop please! D-"He stopped in mid word looked at me for a second then horror splashed all over his face and he bolted. I ran after him and on the way we both knocked down Yalena and the rest of the gang. He got up and took off for I think his car. I ran outside with my friends trailing behind me asking what had happened. Once we got back to my dorm I broke down crying. They kept asking me what happened and I told them. "I started to unbutton his pants and then he went into frenzy and started screaming no stop don't please just stop please. Then he said. Stop please! D- And that was it and he looked at me for a minute horror was all over his face and he ran. "Someone must have raped him when he was younger or something." Yalena said. I couldn't agree with her more if I see Draven later tonight or even tomorrow I have to talk to him so I can help. What sick pervert would do this to him? I hope not his dad. .... I ran and ran until I had to sit down on a nearby bench. I can't believe I did that! I almost revealed my deepest darkest secret! I know Chris is a good man but I don't have the courage to tell him yet. I just can't. I don't know how long I sat there but it was cold and I didn't have a jacket so I called a cab and went straight to my dorm. My eyes were puffy from crying and I was so cold I didn't even see that they were all in my room until I felt warm bodies all over me. "What were you thinking man it's like almost two in the morning? Are you trying to freeze to death?" Came Josh's remark. I looked at him and he looked so much like......Just then Yalena interrupted my thoughts. "Draven baby you should talk to Chris in the morning after he wakes up ok." Yalena said softly. I looked over at my bed and saw Chris laying there. I was so tired I just went over there and laid next to him. Oh my gosh he was so warm before I passed out I managed a hardly audible yes Lena and passed out. I hope he forgives me when we wake up because I think I would feel a whole lot better but for now I think I can feel the forgiveness if you know what I mean. To Be Continued... LaCour Academy Ch. 04 Since none of us had school and everyone was tired we all just slept in me and Ian's dorm. When I woke up they were gone and it was just me and Chris (which I really didn't mind at all). I went back to sleep for a good hour and when I woke up this time I was staring into soft, warm, concerned turquoise eyes. They looked so sad and I didn't know what to do so I kissed him. I think this was more for me than him but I don't think he cared at all. "Draven I- "He began but I cut him off. "I'll tell you when I get ready to ok. Right now just forget that it ever happened for me please?" I told him with a soft soothing voice. He seemed in more stress than I was. I felt so bad so I suggested we go take a shower. Thank gawd that LaCour lets people have bathrooms in their rooms. As we stood under the spray I had a flash back when....Chris stood behind me and I guess he knew not to go below the belt and just put his arms around my waist. He did this very cautiously and I could feel him tense with every move I made. This position reminded me of the time when I was 10 and.... "Draven how about we go to get some breakfast and then go see the others. Or we could bring them some to they are all in Nick and Josh's dorm." He said. "Baby that sounds great I think we should bring them food." I wanted him to relax. So I kissed him again and this time he relaxed and let out a groan of pain from being tense. I rubbed his shoulders for a bit then we got dressed and went to get the food. On the way there we had a light conversation that turned into a lot of laughing and playfully punching each other. I hope things go back to normal very soon so he would forget my episode and I don't have to tell him or them. .... After we got the food we went to the Nick and Josh's dorm. Draven was staring at him with a glassy look in his eyes which normally means he was having a flash back. My mind was racing. Josh could have been the one but none of his names had a D in the beginning or in it at all. "Earth to Chris earth to Chris. Hello is anybody home hello." Yalena said as she waved her hand in my face. I was so deep in thought that I barely felt the kiss that landed on my lips. So warm and tasty but gone so soon. "Oh yeah baby Drave's the medicine man. If only you came in women form I would love you forever baby!" Josh yelled. Wow this was going to be fun. We had a pot luck and shared everything with each other but Draven kept staring at Josh all the time. I don't know what he saw but I wish he would tell me so I could help my poor baby. He must be in pain. Oh what am I going to do? ...... Josh reminded me of..... "Yo Draven baby I know I'm sexy and everything cause erbody know I'm ah ha something to look at so save some looks for the chicks baby." He said in a mock ghetto hustler voice. I couldn't help but laugh at him he is so damn funny. He just looks like... "Don't be laughing at my cuteness boy ok? Hey Chico you hear me talking to ju huh you hear me talking to ju?" Now he was a wanna be cholo. I laughed even harder this time. Then I stopped when he touched me. It was just a touch to the arm some people wouldn't even feel it and I went into a spasm. I couldn't help it he just looked so much like..... "Draven stop screaming your ok. Your ok just stop." I didn't know Chris was holding me and rocking me back and forth. Whispering in my ear soothing me. I was so tired I don't know why I just felt safe with Chris and I went to sleep what happened after that I have no clue. I don't think I will ever get over this. I should have a long time ago but he should not have been...I don't know I was stupid and I always hold grudges over people when most of what happened to me was... LaCour Academy Ch. 05 After Draven went to sleep everyone was shaken. Josh was pale as a ghost and the rest of them were quiet as if in thought. I couldn't help it anger took over me and I lunged at Josh. My face was beet red and I was on fire. "What the fuck did you do to him? I'm gonna kick your mother-"I stopped I know Josh better than anyone else he is like my other half I knew he wouldn't do this to Draven. "Josh I'm so sorry." I let him go and helped him up. I felt like shit. Yalena put a hand on my shoulder. I could see she had tears in her eyes. She told me Draven was talking in his sleep and that she had got two names. "One of them was David and the other was Jared. I'm pretty sure that David is the one he was talking about that day. Josh do you know any one of the names I just said?" Yalena asked Josh. "Y-Y-Yeah David is um David is my brother's friend and Jared is...." He stopped dead. He eyes were glassy and he looked disoriented and very distant. "Josh who is Jared?" Yalena asked very concerned and scared. "Jared is uh my dad's brother's cousin. And he is in prison for uh for..." "For what tell us maybe we can help Draven now." Nick surprisingly was actually worried when he always looks on the bright side. "Josh! Why the fuck did Jared go to jail for?! I screamed at him. This was agonizing and we weren't getting anywhere with this dude! Oh what am I going to do? .... I heard the whole conversation and I knew some dark secrets were about to spill so reluctantly I got up and went out. They all looked at me in surprise I saw Josh and he had tears running down his face. This is not how I wanted to tell them but I might as well now. "He went to jail for raping me and my adopted sister Cherissa. He told us not to tell but Cherissa told anyway and he was sent to jail. I said and Chris started to move toward me when he asked the question I didn't want to hear. "Then who is the guy whose name starts with a D? Was it David? Tell me Drave." He said desperately. The look on his face was heart breaking. I didn't want to tell I just couldn't so I went back into the room and laid down. Not a second later he was laying next me I felt the tears in his eyes on my cheek. I felt so bad like when it first happened. I tried to stop it but he kept bringing more of them and more. I came to this fucking school to get away from it all but it always follows me everywhere I go. I think I find love but it always ends in men using me in the most horrible ways. Chris is different he really loves me I hope. When I woke up I was alone. I felt bad and mad at myself. I just wish it didn't hurt so much and I would tell Chris but it was so hard and I am in so much pain and I know the others are to. Why do I always hurt people? Why can't I make anyone happy? I got up and took a shower. Some of my clothes were in the room on a chair. In the shower I was thinking how I left Josh's name out of the rape list. I hope he thanks me so I won't feel so bad. After I got out of the shower everyone was sitting in a circle and I smelled food and my stomach growled in appreciation. Nick burst out laughing and soon so was everyone else. I couldn't help but laugh myself. Then I remembered Chris's birthday was in three weeks on November 17 and I plan on giving him a good birthday. I want to give him my body but on one of our no school days I will tell him and the rest of them too. I hope they will still like me and not think I'm disgusting like everyone else. ...... After everyone stopped laughing Draven sat down and we ate with a light conversation. Draven was acting like nothing happened the previous night. Yalena still looked a little stressed and tired. I really felt bad for everyone we are all trapped in this mystery that no one can solve and the people who know the answer won't tell if their lives depended on it. Why doesn't Draven trust me enough to tell me what happened to him? I can't take this anymore. "Draven can I talk to you for a minute." I asked in a soft voice. "Sure babe." He got up and walked to the room. "What do you want to talk about?" He looked so innocent that I was afraid to ask him. "Who is the guy you were talking about when the first day we were umm...." I stammered. I knew I was barely understandable. "Chris don't please let it go I'll tell when I'm ready ok?" He looked all of a sudden tired. "Ok. I'm sorry I brought it up. Let's go back to them alright?" I said "Alright." He said excitedly and bouncily got up and practically skipped out the room. I felt like I wanted to slap him for doing that. How could he act like that when he's got all of us so fucking stressed out! Fuck! What in the hell am I going to do?! .... I am so glad he dropped the conversation that I skipped out of the room. I felt his eyes boring into my back I knew he wanted to slap me. I don't know why but I smiled to myself and sat back next to Josh. LaCour Academy Ch. 06 Letting the situation go was really bugging me and I wanted to scream so bad. I needed to hit something anything to get this off my mind. This boy is really working my nerves. Who in the fuck is this D guy and what the fuck did he do? I sat next to Draven and he looked happy. I didn't want to ruin the moment so I just relaxed. Everyone was cracking up at the new episode of Raging Jonny to be honest it was hilarious in so many ways. I looked at Draven and I just realized how much I really didn't want to know about this guy. I guess I would tell him that later so we can get on with our lives and be happy together. Later that day I had a talk with Lena, Nick, and Josh that it would be better if Draven didn't tell us anything. I told them I would talk to him later today and see what he says about it. ..... I was so hyped that Chris was taking me out. I thought it would be the perfect day to tell him and get this shit off my chest. I just can't wait till Friday next week two days before his birthday. Everything went by slow. I was getting ready and very excited and scared of what he might say about me. I decided to wear a baby blue tight polo with form fitting black jeans. I asked Ian and Justin for their opinions and they said I looked great. I was so stoked I couldn't wait. Once we got to the picnic grounds the sky was dark blue with baby blue stars. In other words it was plain beautiful to the max. We chatted for a bit when he cleared his throat and said. "I talked with the others and we decided that we don't wanna know who this D guy is. I don't want you to go through all the trouble or pain in just telling us ...so you don't have to." He said. At first he looked at me then looked down and finished his sandwich. "I want to tell you guys because then I will feel better and not dirty and like a cheating whore. I love you so much Chris and I want you to know. I feel bad that every day you tell me some deep secret and I'm too much of a cowardly douche bag to get up enough courage to tell you that I was raped and I thought I was in love with Darren Camble when everyone told me he was bad news. All he did was tell me if I wanted him to love me I would have to sleep with all these people he brought home. When he never loved me he only wanted money and a good little bitch to take his anger out on. After that I totally declared myself straight and would never go out with or fall in love with a guy again, but then you came and all my walls came tumbling down without a fight. No one has ever been able to get passed them, but you." I said through all my tears hoping that he would understand. "All the people I have told called me a dirty whore and that I would do anything for love and I think they are right. I am stupid and I can't even-" ENOUGH! Don't you ever say that you are not stupid and you are not a dirty whore. I never want to hear those words come out of your mouth again. Do you hear me?" He yelled at me with tears running down his cheeks. "I love you more than anything Draven and I would never think that of you. You make me happy. At first I was the straight heart throb popular guy until a little flaming red head came and turned that upside down. That day when I knocked you down I think was the smartest thing that I could have done. I will always love you no matter what ok?" We were both an emotional wreck, but I felt great I felt like the whole world was just lifter off my shoulders. I had actually found someone that really truly loved me and was not just using me in a sick way. What would I do without him? ..... After our little talk and huge display of emotions we went back to my one person dorm all puffy eyed and sniffly. They all looked at us so concerned and as always Lena was the first to start freaking out. It took us forever to calm her down. Draven sat down on the little coffee table and looked at everyone. "His name was Darren Camble ..." To Be Continued...