5 comments/ 9462 views/ 16 favorites Jake and Toby Ch. 01 By: kmillerk1 I decided to post this chapter, this is a different writing style then my other story that I have posted on here. I have other stories started and this is also different from them. I have read and reread and also read this one out loud to myself a few times, so I hope that I could all the errors. I would like to know how you like it and if I should continue, I have one other chapter started, but I don't know if it is worth continuing. Please comment and let me know how it is. FYI - There is no sex in this chapter. ***** **Dr. Jake Thomas** The biggest pet peeve of mine is waiting at a red light and listening to my music to have it drown out by someone else's. I hate that, I hate most music but I can't put a bubble around me. I was driving to work this morning, I left a little later than usual and he pulled up next to me. He had all his windows down and there was a heavy metal song blaring but it was at the end and I was expecting another one to start blaring away. It confused me when it turned to opera. Opera, he was listening to everything from metal to opera, wow, I was taken aback and he was signing along with the song, again wow. Then I looked at him, thank god the light was still red, oh my god this man is gorgeous, sex on a stick or on two legs, wow. What I could see of him, the chisel face, the sandy blonde hair, I am sure his eyes have to be either green or blue behind his shades. What I wouldn't give to get in his bed. The light turned green and off we went, he sped up and got in front of me and I realized I was following him. Not really following him, we just happened to be heading the same direction, I wonder where he works. I had been driving behind him for almost a half an hour, listening to his music change in his car when I could hear it, some alternative and country was thrown into the mix and then Bach. Holy shit did he have a diverse music palate. The next thing I realized was he was pulling into the hospital employee parking entrance, I have never seen him around before, is he a new doctor or administer or what, I will have to find out. He was in a nice dress shirt so he has to be something, but he past the level that I normal park on, so I couldn't follow him, I had to get in and start my rounds anyways. Maybe I will see him later. ************** **Toby Smith** It was my first day at this hospital; I just was transferred in from across the country. I needed a change, I needed to get away from the bad memories. So when this position opened up it was perfect, it will be a new town and a new opportunity for me to get a fresh start, I pray. Driving in this morning I pulled up next to a guy at a red light, holy shit, he was staring at me, but I didn't want to be as obvious as he was. He was nice looking, nice dress shirt, a little on the short side as least that is what I think for how low he sat in his seat. He had dark hair, but very fair complexion; shit does he ever get out into the sun. He drives a little beamer convertible, so he is flaunting his wealth. I pulled in to the employee entrance this morning and he followed, going to have to see if I run across him in the hospital sometime, but today I have to meet with the big wigs to discuss why we need to set up the security like we have out in LA. So I have a lot of changing to do here, plus I need to do a floor by floor survey of the hospital. ************** **Jake** This day sucked, the people coming in and out of the ER this morning was an interesting bunch of idiots. Thank god, the nurse assigned to me is a great one; she helps the day go by. We were standing at the nursing station talking when Mr. Sex on Two Legs walked by, even Janice stopped talking and looked at him. I couldn't get a good view of his employee badge, damn, he was walking through with one of our long time security guards. I am going to have to hit up Ray and asked who this guy is, Mr. Sex on Two Legs looked my direction and smiled but then they were walking down a hallway away from me. Damn, I need to find out who this man is. ************** **Toby** After the big meeting this morning to tell the big wigs why they are paying me to be their head of security and why they have to shell out more money to fix some security issues. I had one of the older security guys walk me around to see the place. I like talking with the older guys because they have been around, they know what issues have come up and if they have been fixed or patched with band aides. That is when I saw him, it figures he is a doctor driving a beamer, he is more than likely compensating for something. I smiled at him, but was quickly turned down a hallway towards a possible security problem. At least I know where he works now. ************** **Jake** I stopped one of the security guards when they were walking through, Janice was nearby. "Hey Carl?" "Yeah Doc, what's up?" "Who was that guy that Ray is walking around the hospital?" Carl looked disgruntled, "Yeah, they brought him in from out sister hospital in LA, supposed to be some great security consult, but he took on this job as head of security. Guess he is going to make some changes here. Let's see who has a job in a few weeks." "What's his name?" "Tobias Smith." "Thanks, Carl. I am sure it will be ok." Carl just smiled and walked away. Janice walked over and grabbed the chart that I was holding, laughed and walked into the next exam room. I walk in, kid is crying with its hand wrapped in a kitchen towel with the mother white as a sheet, a dog bit him. Believe it or not I like the ER, I tried to do straight Doctor work but I found that too boring, at least with the ER, it is a different situation each time and it never gets boring. I still can't wait until my shift is over, it will be nice to get home to relax and think about Mr. Sex on Two Legs. ************** **Toby** I sat in my office for a bit before I got ready to head home, I looked at all the security monitors; I focused in on the ER. I was watching the doctor for a bit, he carried himself well; he was short like I thought he would be. I might have to make it a point to see what he is like. I turned off all the monitors and grabbed up my bag and suit jacket and headed out. I needed to stop at a grocery store and a few other places; I just drove out here with just a few things in my car. I rented my condo sight unseen and I was glad it was actually in a nice neighborhood. I left everything with Charlie my brother, I didn't care what he did with the stuff. I had what mattered to me. As I was walking out to the parking structure I found myself walking behind the doctor, wow did he have a nice ass, wish he would turn around, but he didn't. He was walking out with the nurse that was with him most of the day, they walked over to the elevator to head up to his floor, I don't take elevators when I can walk. I walked past them and headed to the stairs. ************** **Jake** "There went the new guy." Janice informed me. "Where?" As I turned around to see him walking towards the stairs, you could tell he was in shape, shit did he have a nice firm ass in those pants of his. His suit jacket covered his ass earlier, now it was slung over his arm. Damn I need to make it a point of meeting him. "Wow, do we have a crush at first sight?" Janice asked. "You are staring a little too hard there Jake." "He is nice looking though, isn't he?" "Yeah he is for a gay guy." "How do you know, my gaydar hasn't even gone off yet." "Honey, your gaydar never goes off. Trust me, he is gay." Janice laughed at me. The elevator opens and we get on, up, off and head towards our cars. I wonder if she is correct on the gay part, it would make things more interesting if he really is. Well I can't think about that right now, I need to head home. The cat isn't going to feed itself and I surely am not if I don't get to the store tonight. ************** **Toby** I stopped off at my apartment, I wanted to change into some jeans and t-shirt to be a tad bit more comfortable at the grocery store and while I am out looking at furniture. I hate the monkey suits, but I have to look good when I am head of something, and damn do I look good in a suit. I will need to see how the fitness center of this complex is like, will it be suffice or do I need to join a real gym. Mr. Hot Doctor has me a little worked up, so I really need to work out or do something to myself. I walked back out and headed to my car, and that is when I saw his car. Holy shit, he lives in the same condo complex, gee is fate trying to tell me something. I must have looked like a deer in headlights standing there because the next thing I knew he was standing and looking at me, I didn't even see where he had come from. He was walking over to me when I finally was able to snap out of it. "Hi, you are the new head of security right?" "Yeah, sorry for the staring thing, I must have zone out there for a minutes. Yeah I am Toby Smith, and you are?" "Jake Thomas, it is nice to meet you." He walked the last few steps forward and stuck his hand out to me. Wow, it was like electricity coming through his hand, when I grasped it, I felt a zap and looked right into his eyes, his widened a little as we shook hands. "Guess we are neighbors as well, this is more than interesting." "Yeah it seems so. Well I hate to cut this short, but I have a few things to do tonight. I have been sleeping on the floor since last night so I need to hit a furniture store before it closes. I guess I will see you around." "Yeah no problem, it was nice to meet you Toby." ************** **Jake** Wow Mr. Sex on Two Legs has a nice voice; it took everything I had in me not to say why buy some furniture when you could come and sleep in my bed. I watch him climb into his sedan and back out and leave. I need to get to the store; I have to stop obsessing over him and get my ass in gear. Over the next month I didn't see Toby much, he did walk through but he seemed to be very busy trying to do whatever he was doing in the security department. I did notice that he had a few furniture deliveries to his condo, so he is getting settled at least. Will have to invite him out to or over for dinner, maybe we can get to know one another a little, but it will have to be after the retreat that I have been picked to go on. ************** **Toby** I have been very busy this past month, I didn't get to talk with the doctor at all. I am still working on getting some of my security upgrades past by the board, I am hoping that they will approve them. At least the security guards have settled down, I think they thought I was going to clean house. I may still do that, but as far as I can tell they are doing their job. I was a little upset though, I was approached by the hospital administration and informed that I was going on a retreat the following week. I told them it wasn't a good time for trust and team building exercises, but they thought it was a good time because I was a new employee, and it would give me a chance to get to know seventeen other employees from different areas of the hospital. I just gave in, hell maybe it will be a nice retreat we will see. Jake and Toby Ch. 02 FYI - No Sex In This Chapter ******************** *Jake* A few times a year the hospital sends eighteen people on a retreat, this time I was picked to go and I was glad to hear that Janice was also picked, so I will not be completely bored. They send us to this cluster of three cabins that the hospital owns. We are supposed to go through trust and team building exercises. The morning that we were supposed to leave, I picked up Janice from her home to head to the hospital to meet at the van's that the leaders will be driving to the cabins. I parked and we took the elevator to the top of the parking structure to meet with the others at the vans. Janice and I were talking as we were walking across the parking level to the vans, and I stopped. Leaning next to one of the vans was, Mr. Sex on Two Legs, Toby was still my wet dream. I couldn't believe that I was going to get to spend a week with this man, wow. Wish it was a week alone with him and not with sixteen others plus the three leaders. Janice was talking to me when she looked over and didn't see me, she looked back at me and saw my expression, than she looked at what I was staring at and smiled. She walked back to me and pulled me forward and laughed at me. "Honey, just ask him out, what are you waiting for?" "Maybe a sign that says: Yes I am gay and I am available." I responded. "God you are funny, Jake, you just need to ask him that is the only way you are going to know. But for all it's worth, I know he is gay and I told you this before." "Please tell me you asked him?" "I will if you would like, would you like me to ask if he would like to go out on a date with you?" "NO, please don't embarrass me like that." "Whatever Hon, let's get over there and get in the van, I am tired and want to sleep." We walked the rest of the way pulling along our suitcases and when I got closer, I saw Toby smile when he looked my way. John Michaels stepped forward, "Ok, everyone is here, so let's load up, I have you all divided up into teams already, so here is schedule of events and your teammates." John handed out a folder to each of us and I opened mine and found out that Janice wasn't on my team but Mr. Sex on Two Legs was, is it fate? I took my suitcase to the back of the van and then went around to climb in. Everyone had taken all the fronts seats and I had to climb to the back of the van. Toby climbed in after me and had to sit next to me, God I hope that I can keep my body under control. We greeted one another and then he slouched in the seat and leaned his head on the back of the seat and fell to sleep. I decided to try to get a bit of sleep as well, I knew it was going to be a six hour trip to the cabins. A few hours later I started to wake, I felt so comfortable, at first I didn't know where I was until I opened my eyes and saw the seat in front of me, the seat was in front of me, I wasn't looking over it as I was when I first fell asleep. I realized that I had leaned over while I was sleeping and laid on my side, and the cozy pillow that I had under my head was Toby's thigh. Oh my god, I had pretty much laid down in the man's lap and I didn't even get to enjoy it because I was asleep. Then it dawned on me, I am still laying in his lap and the embarrassment started to come to me, how do I get out of this situation? The only way was just to sit up and hope that he was still asleep, I put my hand on the seat to help ease myself up and when I sat completely up he was smiling at me, damn, guess he was awake. "Sorry, I didn't realize that I leaned over in my sleep." I whispered to him, as I looked around everyone in the van was asleep except the driver thank god. "No problem, I didn't mind it at all." He responded and smiled at me, I just looked at him, god can this man be real, could he possibly be gay, god do I wish he was. "May I ask you some questions; you don't have to answer if you don't want to." I asked. "Shoot." "Why did you move here, you move from sunshine to the gloomy northeast?" "I was actually trying to leave behind some of my past, or more like giving up some of my past, so it didn't keep returning." "Too personal of a question I take it." "No, just not sure you want to know the truth." "Try me." "I was leaving behind my boyfriend or I should say ex-boyfriend." He looked over at me to see if I had a reaction, I didn't have an outward reaction but I was screaming on the inside, yes, yes, yes. "I kept taking him back and I decided it was time that I stopped torturing myself." "Been in that boat before too, but I didn't have to move across the country to do it though." "Yeah I was probably over doing it, but it was a good change, plus I know that Jack will not move across the country to ask for me to forgive him and take him back, at least I hope. I have a damn soft spot for him and I was hoping that with this move I will be a little stronger to deny his return." "How long have you two been together?" "Too long, I meet him when he moved to my high school when I was a senior and he was a junior. We were in drama and choir together." "Drama and choir?" I said. "Yeah I was the odd guy, I was the captain of football team and I liked to sing so I join choir and drama. What no one knew was I was gay, I didn't come out until after I graduated. But Jack caught my eye, and he knew right away that I was gay, I still don't understand gaydar." He laughed. "Maybe that is why I always let him come back after he would cheat on me and move in with the other guys for a few months. Because I never knew if the guy that I liked was gay or not and I was always too shy to ask." "I have the same problem." "Same problem." It was his chance at feeling a little awkward. "I am gay too and I always end up falling for the straight ones, except this time." I said it before I was able to stop myself. "What was that Doc?" He was smiling but I think he wanted confirmation of what he just heard. "Nothing, just was saying my gaydar doesn't work either." Someone started to stir in front of us and I looked down, I don't go out of my way to tell people that I am gay either so I didn't really want to continue this conversation when others could hear. "Do you have any other questions?" Toby asked. "Maybe later." I lowered my voice. "I don't like talking about my sexual orientation in front of too many people, sorry." "Don't be sorry, I don't either." He responded back in a whisper. I turned and sat against the window and looked at him, god did I like looking at him. We just rode in silence the rest of the way to the cabins. When we arrived, the leaders lead us into the cabins and told us that we have to double up in a room that there are only four and they were getting their own. There was two women in our group and four men. "Come on Doc, let's see where we will be sleeping." Toby stated as he followed the other two guys down the little hallway. "Oh hell no, we are not going to sleep in this room." Stated one of the other guys, as they moved on to another one, then to the last. "This is much better, good luck guys and girls." They said with a laugh. Toby walked into one of the other rooms and I came in behind and he stopped and I almost ran into him. There in the room was one queen size bed. "Well, it least it is not a full, then we would get a little more familiar with one another." He chuckled and sat his suitcase on the floor on the far side, than he looked up at me and asked. "Which side do you prefer?" "This side is fine, thanks for asking." There were no exercises that we had to do with one another the first night, just get to know one another. I have seen some of the other four in our group before, but I didn't really know what parts of the hospital they worked in. We sat around in the living area of the cabin and talked, ate sandwiches that the leader had made and were drinking with one another. We had to decided how we wanted to divide up the duties of the cabin, who and when they cooked, and we all decided that we would clean up after one another. We all had a nice time getting to know one another that night and then we all headed to bed. I was relaxed until I walked back into the bedroom and realized that I had to sleep in the same bed as my walking wet dream. I went over and opened my suitcase and pulled out some pajamas and turned to walk out of the room to the bathroom and Toby was standing in the doorway smiling. "What?" "Nothing." Toby walked over to his suitcase and pulled out some shorts. "I don't normally sleep in anything, so I am glad I have some shorts." Oh god I wish he wouldn't have said that, I moaned and walked out. When I returned, Toby was already laying in the bed reading his tablet. I was taken aback by his naked chest as he laid on the bed, he legs and waist was covered by the blankets but his chest was remarkable. He had a six pack and the v line that dove down to where the covers cover his waist, god he looked so hot. "You are staring." "Sorry." I said as I finally gathered myself to set my clothes down over my suitcase and sit down on my side of the bed after pulling the covers back so I could get in. "Do you need the light?" It dawned on me that I didn't turn the light off. "No, but I can get up and get it." I laid back and Toby got up and wow, when he stood, the shorts were oh my god short and he just strolled out the door, I assume to the bathroom. When he came back he turned the light off and walked to his side of the bed and got in and said goodnight. It took me a bit to fall to sleep but once it I did, I had wonderful dreams. ******* *Toby* Waking up the next morning, I was confused with my surroundings, I was holding someone, and I was in an unfamiliar bed. It was nice, warm and there was a little bit of morning light coming through the window. I felt the person push back at me, I felt their ass rub against my morning hard on. Then it came to light where I was and who I was with. Sometime in the night Jake and I started spooning one another, and he was now grinding his ass back against me. Oh my god, do I just start touching the man that I have been wanting for the last couple of months. I threw caution to the wind, I held him tight against me and he moaned. I kissed the back of Jake's neck and he froze, he stopped grinding his ass back on my cock. I must have brought him the rest of the way out of the haze of his sleep. I pushed it and slide my hand along his arm down to his hand. "Good morning, I am not going to say sorry for waking up holding you because I am not sorry." "Oh?" He stated. "Are you possibly interested? Or do I back away now and we forget that we woke up holding one another?" I asked. Jake turned over in my arms, he looked at me in silence for a minute than he leaned toward me and kissed my lips. That is all it took and I was on him, I kissed him with fury, I wanted in his mouth, I wanted to taste him, all of him. I kissed him and was touching everywhere I could, I had one hand in his hair and the other hand was roaming over his body. Then there was a knock at the door. "Come on guys, you are wasting the day." We could hear the person walk down the hall to the next room and knock. I bent down and kissed him once more before I released him and turned over to sit on the edge of the bed. "Come on Doc, let's get out of this bed before we can't and make everyone in this cabin uncomfortable." I smiled back at him when I got up and reached for my jeans, clean underclothes, a t-shirt and headed out of the room to the bathroom, hoping that I was the first one to make it there. Ten minutes later after showering and dressing I came back to the room a little more relaxed, I had to whack off in the shower. Having my wet dream in my arms and not knowing it all night long, shit I was hard. It will be interesting what or if anything happens with the Doc. ******* *Jake* Oh God, oh god, oh shit, what just happened. Toby wants possibly a relationship with me, he smiled and left the room. Why can't we be alone right now, shit I would give anything to be alone right now with him. But he was correct we need to get up, hopefully this day will go by quick I would love to go for a walk with him later. What am I doing I need to get up and start getting ready to start my day. I grabbed up some clothes and walked out and realized there was a line for the bathroom, so I just turned towards the kitchen hoping that they have a coffee maker. I was in luck John was sitting at the table with a cup of coffee in his hands and motioned to the counter. "Thanks, I was hoping there was some." "Sorry Doc about having to sleep in the bed with another person, I have told the hospital that they should get two singles in each room but they rent it out and they don't want to put couples off. So hopefully you and who you rooming with Toby." He looked at me for confirmation and I nodded. "Are getting along ok?" "So far and I don't mind sharing the bed, it isn't like we are touching, it is a queen size bed, would be a little different if it was only a full size." I smiled, really wishing it was a full size. "Well you are different, everyone else was complaining last night, from the other cabins, thanks for being so nonchalant about it." "No problem." I drank my coffee and in walks Toby, I smiled and then looked down at my coffee cup, not wanting to look to anxious. He just went over to the coffee pot and poured him a cup and walked back out of the kitchen, once he was out the door he looked back and motioned for me to follow him. He had gone back into the room, when I opened the door, he was waiting there and took my coffee from me and sat it on the dresser. Then he turned back around, stepped to me, put his hands gently on each side of my face and kissed me. "If we get done at a reasonable time tonight would you like to go for a walk with me?" "Yes." Is all I could get out before he was kissing me again. "God I wanted to do this ever since the day I saw you in the car next to me." Toby said when he pulled back from one of the many kisses he was giving me. "I need to get away from you or I am not going to be of use today." Toby smiled, leaned in for another kiss and then opened the door and walked out. The day went fast, the groups were separate for most of the day and then in the evening we were brought all together around fire pit. We were able to enjoy one another's company and Janice pulled me to the side. "Doc, you have been smiling nonstop what is going on?" "Nothing." "Yeah and pigs fly, you are too happy." She noticed that I was looking towards Toby and he was looking at me for a few seconds. "Are you two sleeping together?" "WHAT? NO! Well, yes were are, he is my roommate but we aren't doing anything yet." "Yet?" She just looked at me. I smiled, "He kissed me this morning." "Details, you have to tell me details." I told her about what happened, and she was smiling the entire time. "Why don't you go sit by him, Hon?" I told her that I would later that I didn't want to draw attention to us, she just shook her head and pulled me over to a seat near the fire. Everyone was talking and laughing, we were enjoying the fire and it was getting a little chilly, a few people had gone in for bed. I looked around and couldn't find Toby, it made me sad for a few minutes because I thought that he may have forgotten about going for a walk. Janice was talking to me when he walked up with my jacket in his hands, he had his on as well. "Thought you were probably getting a little cold too. Janice would you like mine?" "Oh no, I was about to get up and head in myself, if you would like my chair, please sit Toby." Janice got up and pulled Toby to sit next to me and headed off to her cabin with a laugh. Toby chuckled when she pushed him down in the chair, there wasn't too many people left around the fire and it was dying down. John asked us if we wanted anymore wood on it and we both told him no that we were going to head in in a bit. John went to the cabin and it left just a few around the fire, Toby leaned over and asked if I wanted to go for a walk, I agreed and we headed off towards the beach. Once we were far from the fire he turned, kissed me, took my hand and we walked down the beach a ways, than he asked if I wanted to sit down. There was not a soul around and we were siting hip to hip and he had his arm around my back. ******* *Toby* Oh my god I can't believe I am sitting here on the beach, holding the Doc, if you would have asked me a week ago, hell a day ago, I would have denied that he would even be interested in me, I thought he was straight. "May I asked you some more questions Toby?" The Doc asked. "Yeah, anything you would like." "I would like some clarification on few things, before I even start anything with you. I know you aren't asking me to be your boyfriend of anything right this second, but I don't want to invest if you are going to take your ex back. So basically if he showed up here tomorrow would you take him back?" "You want honestly?" I looked at Jake, he nodded his head. "I don't know, I do love Jack and I probably always will, but at this point in time I don't want him back. That is why I left everything and moved here, I want a fresh start, I would like to find someone that would be good for me, good to me. Not someone who see me as safe, Jack see me as that. He would cheat, if I caught him, he left and moved in with the person he was cheating on me with and then when that went south he would come crawling back to me and I was stupid and opened my heart back up for him." "How interested in me are you?" "Jake, when I looked over at you, my first day here. You were in your car, staring at me as we were sitting at the stop light. I wanted to get to know you than, but as I told you before, I am shy and I was afraid that you were straight." I moved so I could look at him as I was talking to him, I wanted to look into his eyes so he knew I was telling the truth. "Doc, I would like to give this a try, I would love to get to know you to see if we are compatible. I will be honest here, I have only been with one guy all of my open gay life, it was Jack but I don't want him back. I am hoping if I really found someone and they make me truly happy that if he did show up here, that I would be able to refuse him." "How long were you two together?" "Twelve years, minus every time he left me, so probably really closer to ten or less. As I said before I was stupid and kept taking his ass back, I know I was safe for him but he in a way was safe for me." "How was he safe for you?" Jake asked, he looked a little worried. I laughed, I really never put words to this before. "He knew me, I knew him, and so he was my security blanket if you will. He was never gone more than two or three months from me, so it literally didn't give me time to get over him before he was at my door begging me to take him back. I was his doormat and I know it, I just couldn't help it I loved him." "When did he leave this last time?" "Six months before I came here, so now eight months." "Have you heard from him?" "Nope, so maybe this time he has found happiness, and I hope that I can find mine." I responded. "I wouldn't be telling the truth if I didn't say I am not scare he won't show up here tomorrow. Toby I would like to get to know you, I would like to see if we are compatible as you had said." "So what you want to do here, Doc?" "To show me you going to take this serious, court me." "Excuse me?" "Court me, woo me." Jake smiled. "Let's take this slow." I smiled back at him. "Ok, that sounds like a plan. But we have a problem." "What is that?" Jake asked. I laughed. "We are already sleeping together." He got on his knees, crawled up to me and kissed me. Jake and Toby Ch. 02 "We might be sleeping in the same bed but we are going to take this slow and get to know one another before we truly jump in the sac with one another." He sat back on his heels. "This way I am protecting myself a bit, I don't want to start heavy and hard and find Jack knocking at your door and you call it quits. If you have to make an effort here, maybe you will see you aren't his doormat." I smiled at him and pulled him towards me to kiss him. "That's a deal, Doc. May I ask you out on a date for next Saturday?" "I work until seven." "That is ok, I need to work that day too, I need to get the rest of my proposal together. We could go out after you are off, or I could cook you dinner and we could watch a movie at my place." "Ok, that sounds nice." I stood up, reached down to help the Doc up and I took his hand in mine and started the walk back. "Was there anything else you would like to ask me?" "I have other questions, but they can wait for another time and day." He smiled. "Doc?" He looked at me when I stopped. "May I kiss you again?" He nodded, I kissed him and we walked back to the cabin, back to our room. ******* *Jake* I wouldn't say that I am not scare of the answered that I got from Toby tonight, that I am not fearful that I may invest myself into this relationship and get fucked and not in the good way. I still want to try this, I have wanted Toby since that day at the stop light. We walked all the way back to the cabin holding hands, he didn't even let go when we ran across John having a smoke outside. He held the door open for me and then we walked back to our room. Again I grabbed up my pajamas and went to the bathroom and when I returned he was already in the bed with his tablet. I asked before I walked to the bed, if he needed the light and again he said he would turn it off that he needed to go to the bathroom. When he came back for the bathroom, he asked if he could spoon me that he wouldn't try anything until I gave the ok. I nodded my head and he turned the lights off and came around got into bed and snuggled up behind me. "I do have a question for you, just for future information." Toby whispered in my ear. "What is it?" "Are you a bottom or top or versatile?" "I used to be just a bottom a long time ago, then I found out what it was like to be a top. So a long answer to say I am versatile." "MMmm that is nice to know." I could feel him smile. "Goodnight Doc." He kissed me on my neck and then snuggle up to me a little more and settled in to sleep. ******* *Toby* We came up here on a Thursday and we left on the following Wednesday. The week went extremely fast. I was able to take the Doc for a walk along the lake every night. It was nice to talk with him every evening, it was even better to snuggle with him every night. It was hard to return to my condo and sleep by myself. The Doc wants me to court him, and that is what I intend to do. I am going to have to think long and hard what to do. I have a few ideas but we will see what works and what doesn't. Jake and Toby Ch. 03 FYI -- No Sex In This Chapter. *Toby* It is Thursday morning, I didn't get much sleep last night, it is so weird now sleeping by myself, we returned from the retreat last night and the Doc had to drive Janice home. I was hoping that he would come over but he didn't. I did get a goodnight text from him, what are we teenagers? I would have called him, but I know he had to be in this morning too. But if I would have called I am sure we would have been like teenagers and stayed on too long. My guards were laughing at me all day. They kept telling me it was supposed to be a relaxing retreat and that I shouldn't look like death warmed over. I just told them to do their job, that I just couldn't sleep last night. I did take a walk through the halls mid-morning but didn't run into Jake; he was in one of the ER rooms, I couldn't just hang around to talk to him. Well, I decided what my first courting idea would be. I called a florist after I did my walk through and had flowers delivered to him, I was able to watch it on the monitors. It was cute seeing his face when he was called to the nurses' station and the delivery person had him sign for them. Janice was smiling, so I knew she knew who they were from. I had the florist sign the card, 'Can't wait for Saturday, and I hope these brighten your day. T.' He looked right at the security monitors and smiled, he must have known I would be watching. The day went by quick and of course when I was packing up to head home, hoping to follow the Doc out, I got a phone call from administration. They wanted to make sure that I was getting my proposal together for them. The board only meets once a month and they wanted to make sure it was in in time. By time I got off the phone it was thirty minutes after the Doc left. ******* *Jake* When I was paged to the nurses' station this afternoon, Janice followed me, we walked up and there was a flower delivery guy standing there. He asked if I was Dr. Jake Thomas, I nodded and he pushed a small clipboard at me to sign, I did and he handed me a box. Janice was standing to my right and was smiling up a storm. I opened the box and there was a dozen of coral roses, I picked up the card and read it. I looked up at the camera in the hallway and smiled, I hope he was watching. "Coral roses, MMMmmm, do you know what coral roses mean?" Janice said as we were walking towards the changing room so I could put them in my locker. "No Janice, I don't know what coral roses mean." She laughed, "You did tell him to woo you, and he is wooing you alright." "What do they mean?" "Ask him tonight, you should stop by his condo and thank him for them." She laughed and walked down the hall as I stopped at the changing room. "You are evil Janice, you could just tell me." All I could hear was her laughter as she turned the corner. I didn't get time to think about anything else because we had a multicar accident coming in, so I was busy nonstop until it was my time to leave. I went to the changing room and changed back into my slacks and button long-sleeved shirt and headed home. I was half expecting Toby to be behind Janice and I but he wasn't, don't know where he is. I still had my flowers so I will have to get them home and put them in a vase. When I arrived home, I was pacing back and forth to the window to see if he had pulled up yet, I was hoping I would catch sight of his car before he pulled into his garage but if I don't hear from him before seven, I will walk over and thank him in person. I just happened to catch the door of his garage going down so now I know he is home. Should I wait for him to call me or just go over there? Maybe I should give him some time, I know a lot of people like to unwind a little bit when they first come home. When seven came around I couldn't handle it any longer, he had been home for thirty minutes, why hasn't he called to ask if I liked the flowers? I left my condo and walked across the way to his door and rang, I had to ring again and then finally I hear the locks turn and he opens the door. Oh my god, he stood there smiling at me, in just a towel, I know my mouth had dropped open. "Doc, you're staring again. Do you want to come in?" "Yeah... yeah... I'm sorry." He stands back to let me in and closes the door. "I'm sorry, I didn't give you enough time when you came home, I can come back." "Doc, its ok, let me just grab some clothes. I will be right back out, make yourself comfortable." Toby said as he walked up the stairs to his bedroom. I wish I could have said he didn't need to put any clothes on but I told him that we needed to take this slow. God why was I stupid about that? I could have had him in my bed or his bed or shit at the beach any of the week. I asked him to court me, shit what was I thinking? Toby came back down in jeans and a t-shirt, he wasn't wearing shoes or socks, and he sat next to me on the couch. "Hi." As he sat sideways on the couch so he could look at me. "Hi, thank you for the flowers." I turned sideways so I could leaned in to kiss him. "What does the color mean?" "You didn't look it up?" I shook my head. "Doc you will have to look it up to find out." "What were you talking with Janice, she told me to ask you?" He laughed, so I reached in my pocket to take my phone out and he grabbed it from me. "Give me my phone back, I would like to look it up." "Nope, tell me before you look it up, what you think coral roses mean." He smiled at me, all I wanted to do was jump on him. "I only know red and white, red is love and white is innocence." "Yes that is true, some colors mean, I love you or I am falling in love with you, but coral does not, it means." Toby handed my phone back to me. I take it from him, seeing that he was keeping his mouth shut for a reason, I looked up meaning of coral roses and the webpage said desire. "Desire?" ******* *Toby* "Yes, Doc, desire." God if he only knew how bad I desire him. I leaned in again to kiss him, "I missed cuddling with you last night." I laughed, I sound stupid. "I couldn't sleep well, it is weird we only were in the same bed for a week and now I can't sleep well without you." Yeah I am stupid I sound like an idiot. "I didn't sleep well either last night." Again I leaned in and kissed him, he didn't sleep well either. Now I was smiling like an idiot. "Did you eat Doc? I could order pizza or I could see if I have something to whip up." Knowing I had to go shopping since I had been gone for a week, I just grabbed a few items from the quickie mart. "Pizza sounds good, so does just snuggling here on the couch." Jake said. Oh God, I wish he would let me take him to my bed, but I will be good. I walked over to the kitchen, pulled out the pizza flyer and asked if there was anything he didn't like on his pizza, he told me he likes everything. I ordered then I grabbed two bottles of beer and walked back to the couch and sat next to him. After giving him a bottle I slid my free arm around his neck and pulled him towards me, I wanted to kiss his lovely lips. "Mmmmm, that is nice." He melted into me as we sat there, he turned and had his back pressed to my side and his feet up on the couch, I happily held him as we drank our beer. "Doc, what you doing tomorrow evening?" "Hoping for some more of this, I like being held by you." Oh god, he is killing me here, he likes being held by me, I had to smile on that one because I love holding him. I truly love holding him. I never liked holding Jack this much, he was always distant and acted like he didn't want to be touched. Maybe all those years really weren't love after all. "We can do as much of this as you would like, you could stay. I promise like on the retreat I won't do anything but snuggle with you." "Or maybe you can come and stay the night with me, my cat wasn't too happy with me for leaving for that week, even though I had someone checking in on her." "Oh yeah I forgot you had mentioned a cat before, would love to meet her to see if she likes me." "Have you been around cats before?" "No, not really." I responded. He laughed, "They are not like dogs, with dogs you are best friends, with cats you are staff and nothing more." "I have heard that." "You are there at their beck and call, to fill their food or water dish, when they want to be touched you are supposed to be ready for them day or night." He smiled at me. "And when they don't want to be touched, they will let you know." He laughed again. "How?" "Usually by biting or scratching you." "And you let these things into your home?" I said smiling. "Yup." "Still would like to meet, what is her name?" "Merlin, cause she put a spell on me when I saw her as a kitten." He smiled. Oh god did I like that smile! I bent down to kiss him again, I could kiss him all night. I could do other things too all night with him. The doorbell rang and interrupted a wonderful kiss. I knew it was the pizza, so I grabbed my wallet off the coffee table and went to the door. When I came back with pizza in hand, the Doc was missing, so I took the pizza into the kitchen where he was getting us some plates and couple more beers. "You are going to think I am weird, but I can't drink beer and eat pizza." "What would you like then?" I laugh, "Milk." "Milk with pizza!" He exclaimed. "I told you I am weird." I smiled at him and he walked over to me and reached up and pulled me down in a kiss. "No not weird, interesting, but not weird. I believe I know why you do it, but I am not going to play doctor here." He smiled. "Mmmmmmm, I would love to play doctor with you, right now." I laughed. "Maybe a prostate and oral exam, I could think of other things." He just laughed at me and opened the pizza box. After we grabbed our pizza, milk for me and beer for him, we went back to the couch to eat. We talked a little but we looked at each other more than anything else. When we finished we sat holding hands then I pulled him up so I could lay down on the couch and pulled him to lay on top of me. We snuggled and kissed and for a while he just laid his head on my chest. ******* *Jake* Oh god do I love this, he is so sweet and loving, it is just nice laying here on top of him. Hearing his heart beating, when I touch him, his heart speeds up, it is nice to know I have an effect on him. "Would you like to come over to my place tonight?" I heard his heart speed up. "I would love to; let me grab some clothes so I don't have to worry about making it back here in the morning." I refused to get off him and he looked at me. "Do you not want me to get clothes?" "No, I do, but I want to lay here with you some more." I heard his heart again, this was really nice. "Mmmmm Doc, you are killing me here." He held me tighter to him, while dragging his hand up and down my back. We laid there in silence for a long while, I almost thought he drifted off to sleep but then he started caressing my back again. I looked at the time it was after ten, "Would you like to head over now?" "Sure Doc." He waited while I got off of him and he ran upstairs to grab a suit, underclothes, and toiletries. "Would you like to ride with me in the morning?" I asked him, he stopped and looked at me and then smiled. "Sure." We walked over to my condo after he locked his. Of course Merlin was nowhere to be found, she didn't like the fact that I brought someone in. We walked up to my bedroom and he hung his suit in my closet. "Ah Doc, I forgot to bring something to sleep in, I am going commando right now." I thought about it for a split second, "That is ok, I think I can handle you being naked." At least I hope. He smiled and then took his t-shirt off and then unbuttoned, unzipped and pulled his jeans down. OH MY GOD, nope I can't. It took every bit of self-control in me and I think I had to borrow some from him to not pull him into bed and fuck him right then and there. I stayed frozen to where I was, he was beautiful, I know I was able to see everything of him during the retreat except that he had shorts on, but oh my was he beautiful. He had a full head of sandy blonde hair but his body hair was black, the v that ran down to his cock, oh god, it is gods arrow saying look this way, and of course I did. His bush was trimmed and the more I looked at him the more his cock harden. WAIT, the more I looked at him the more his cock harden. I looked up and he was smiling at me. "Was wondering when you were going to look up Doc." "Sorry." I smiled and licked my lips and he quickly stepped around the bed and kissed me. Oh god, we can't do this yet, or can we? "MMMmm Toby." I put my hand on his chest, he backed away from me and bent to kiss me once more and walked around to the other side of my bed and pulled the covers back and got in. ******* *Toby* Oh god is the Doc going to kill me, I did really forget my shorts, I would have gone back to get them and been fine with it but when he told me he could handle me being naked, I decided what the hell and undressed. Then I couldn't believe what I saw, his mouth dropped open and he literally looked like he was drooling. The longer he stared the harder I got, I had to smiled, then he looked up at me, and I couldn't resist walking over and kissing him. I wanted to do more but I know he wants to wait and when he put his hand on my chest I knew I should back away. The funny thing is once I walked over on the opposite side of the bed then he sleeps on he looked sad, I wonder what is going on in his head, is he wishing I would cross his line that he drew in the sand? I don't know, but I am going to keep on wooing or courting him. After I laid down I put my hands behind my head and watched him for a few minutes he looked directionless. I had to laugh. "Doc, you were getting ready for bed." "Jackass." He smiled, I laughed at him again. "Doc, you are wonderful, do you know that?" He just looked at me and started undressing for bed. "Well you are, shut off the light and come to bed." I smiled at him again, he stripped down to his underwear then put his pajamas on, pulled the covers back, turned off the light and came to bed. He snuggled up to me, we kissed, he laid his head on my chest and after what seemed like hours we fell to sleep. ******* *Jake* What am I going to do? I like him so much. I didn't want to put pajamas on, but I know if I would have gotten in bed naked, we wouldn't be able to snuggle without something happening. As it is, it was hard enough because all I wanted to do was move my hand down to caress him. It literally took forever to fall asleep, but once I did, I had wonderful dreams and I felt safe all night long. When I woke the next morning, just before the alarm was due to go off, I smiled, I still had my head on his chest, I could still hear his slow heartbeat and he still had his arms wrapped around me. I so wanted to run my hand that was on his chest down and caress his cock, but I will be good, he has kept up on his end of the bargain; I don't know how, but he has. I decided not to wait for the alarm clock I eased myself out of his hold, rolled to the edge and sat up. He looked so peaceful sleeping, I wish we didn't have to get up this morning; I would love to be able to lie in bed with him all day. I shut the alarm off and went to the shower. When I came back from the bathroom to dress and wake him, I was shocked to find my cat Merlin sitting on his chest. Toby was still asleep, she sat there purring and waiting for him to wake. I sat down on the edge next to him and caressed his face. He started to stir. "Good morning." Without opening his eyes he grumbled, "Morning." "You have a little surprise on your chest." Toby slowly opened his eyes and saw Merlin. "Oh Shit." Toby jumped when he saw her, Merlin just looked at him and walked over to my pillow. I laughed my ass off. "What, I wasn't expecting to see a cat on me." "You are so funny, that was just cute." I leaned down to kiss him and he pulled me into the bed with him, Merlin meowed and looked like she didn't want me back in the bed. He reached over to pet her and she smacked at him. "Wow, doesn't like to be petted but will sit on my chest when I don't know it?" "I told you cats are different, anyways, it is time to get up." "Can't we call in sick and cuddle all day?" Toby smiled at me and kissed me. "We could play doctor?" I laughed at him. "No, come on, we need to get up before we can't." He had me so hard already. "Anyways don't you have something to prepare for the board?" "Yeah." He looked sad. "Let me get up Doc. Do I still have time for a quick shower?" "Yeah you do. Come down when you are ready I will cook us some breakfast." I kissed him then got up and started getting dressed as he walked to the bathroom and jumped in the shower. Once I was dressed I went down and started some bacon in the microwave, fried us some eggs and made toast. When it was finished he came down, we ate, I fed Merlin and left out for work. ******* *Toby* The Doc was great this morning, but his cat scared the shit out of me. Shit I wasn't expecting it to be on my chest I didn't even feel it there it can't weigh much. I can't believe it slapped at me when I went to pet it, but I did probably scared it when I jumped. When we got to work this morning Carl was already sitting in front of the security monitors. I rotate everyone so they're not just doing one job anymore, it seemed to help out because everyone likes doing something different every few days. "Hey Boss, you look better today, did you get some last night?" He laughed. "Yeah I did get lots of sleep." I smiled at him. "That is not what I meant. You look happier this morning, did your snake find a nice hole to burrow in?" "Just do your work Carl." I walked past him to my office and turned the security monitors on as well. I pulled out my file on the security changes that I have been working on and turned on my computer to work on everything. I sat there for a minute while my computer was coming to life and looked at the security cameras, I could see the Doc in the halls of the ER. I have to stop obsessing about this man, I need to work on my proposal, shit I need to get some work done. "Carl?" "Yeah Boss." "I'm not going to be watching the monitors this morning, I have to get busy on this proposal." "Ok Boss, I'm on the job. Don't worry." I turned off the monitors and started in on the proposal. I didn't even realize that I had missed lunch and it was time to go home, until the Doc showed up at my office door. ******* *Jake* When I got into work this morning, I had beat Janice so we didn't walk from the parking structure together, which was good because Toby was now beside me. We parted ways at the ER and I walked into the changing room and changed into some scrubs. When I walked out Janice was standing there. "Well?" "I went over to his place and I thanked him for the flowers." "And is that all?" "No, we ordered pizza, kissed and snuggled for a long time then he came back to my place and we slept for the night." "Only slept?" "Yes Janice, we just snuggled and fell to sleep. Remember I told him that nothing can happen yet." I moaned. "Yeah Doc, just give it up to him, you know you want to." She laughed. "With the way he looks at you, it has to be killing him to wait." "I am not going to be easy for him, he can wait until I think it is time, even though I already want to jump his bones." She just looked at me and walked away laughing. The day went by pretty quickly, I was expecting to see Toby sometime during the day but he was nowhere to be found, so he must be in his office. I was hoping to possible get lunch with him, I should have texted but I am sure he had other plans. I can't wait until this shift is over and we meet up at the doors, but I have a few more hours. Jake and Toby Ch. 03 Janice stood at the doors with me waiting to leave after waiting fifteen minutes I told her to go on, that he much have gotten stuck in a meeting or a call or something. I walked to the security office. I had been standing in Toby' office doorway for over ten minutes before he looked up. I didn't make a sound after I asked the security guard in the outer office if he was in. I just stood there watching him look over numbers on a sheet and then typing in the computer and back and forth like this for a bit. Then he looked up and smiled. "Hello Doc." "Hi, you looked busy." He held his wrist up and looked at his watch. "Holy, I worked the entire day without a break." "Well, I think you should be ready to head home then." "Yeah Doc, just give me a second to save and put away everything." I watched him carefully stack the papers and put them back in his file folder then he saved the document on his computer and then onto two flash drives, one he put in his desk the other in his pocket. "Why save it in three locations?" "If you don't have it in three locations it doesn't exist. Plus I don't want to lose it, I have been working too hard on this proposal. I would like to make this hospital a little safer before anything happens. I know I have only been here a little over a month, but there are too many gaps in security here. I would like to make the changes as soon as I can, but of course I need the board's approval and their wallets." "I'm sure you will get it, I'm sure they didn't hire you to not get changes done to their hospital." "Well changes are what I talked about in my interview, so they knew I was coming in with ideas. I walked the halls of this hospital before being interviewed and was amazed that I was not stopped anywhere. There needs to be more security at the ER doors. For this being a big metropolitan hospital, I am amazed we do not have metal detectors." "I have noticed you have an armed guard stationed at all times near the ER doors." "Yes, because that is the most vulnerable area. Anyone could come in the main visitor doors but the ER has access to a lot of drugs without having it sent through the duct system from pharmacy. There are other lacking areas in ER that I would like to address too but I have to get the money first." "Are you focusing on ER first then?" "Mainly yes, but there are a lot areas in this hospital that needs to be addressed, I am working on my proposal. We will see if the board and administration really wants change as they said when they hired me." "Well let's get home and get you fed, I am sure you are starving." He nodded his head, stood and grabbed his suit jacket and we headed out. "Do you want to stop for dinner?" "That actually sounds like an idea, but it is Friday night we will have to wait most places." "That is ok, I have nothing pressing to get home to, other than possible snuggling with a certain individual." I smiled at him as we got into my car. We had a wonderful dinner at a local Italian restaurant, we brought home our left overs. I asked him while we were at the restaurant if he would like to stay over again, he agreed and when we pulled into my garage, he ran home to grab some clothes for Saturday. I went in and had to deal with an unhappy cat, she was hungry. When Toby returned we cuddled on the couch, like we did at his place the night before with me on top of him. We actually fell to sleep because the next thing I knew it was two in the morning and all my lights were still on, I could hear his slow heartbeat it was nice. I gently got off him and locked the front door and turned off all the lights except the stairway lights and then went to wake Toby. I bent down and kissed him on the forehead and he slowly opened his eyes. "Sweetie, let's go to bed." "MMMmmm." Is all he said before sitting up, his eyes were still half closed, I was about to walk away from him when he grabbed my hand and pulled me back to him. He pulled my crouch to his face and held me there by his hands around my waist. "Please Doc, I need you." I placed my hands on his head and he must have taking that as a sign to continue. He unbuttoned, unzipped my pants and started pushing them down my legs, oh god if I don't stop this now, I won't be able to. "Toby... Toby, I don't know if this is a good idea." He stopped, he had his cheek pressed against my hard cock and the only thing that separated him from me was my boxers. I could feel him breathing slowly; he reached down, slowly pulled my pants up and pulled away to button and zipped them. He stood up, kissed me, walked to the front door and walked out. "What the fuck!" I said out loud, why the hell did he just walk out? I just shook my head, relocked my front door and went to bed. I tried not to think about it, because I had to be up in a few hours. That morning I was dressed and as I waited for my garage to open to pull out, he was waiting for me he was leaning against his hood of his car. I got out and walked up to him. "I'm sorry Doc that I tried to push you. I'm sorry but I had to leave or I wouldn't have been able to stop myself once we gotten to the bedroom." He raised his hand and placed it gently on my cheek. "May I kiss you?" I nodded and he stepped in to kiss me, and oh my god was it a kiss, a toe curling kiss. "Would you like to ride with me this morning?" "Sure." I smiled, went back to my car, turned it off and got into his. ******* *Toby* God I had to leave last night or I wouldn't have been able to control myself, he has me so horny. I need to figure out how to convince him that I would never take Jack back if he did show up here. The Doc has shown me that Jack and I weren't really in love. What is weird is I think I am falling for the Doc. I know we have only been technically seeing one another for a little over a week, but shit I have fallen head over heels for this man. On the ride in he asked if I would like to have lunch with him in the cafeteria, I told him to text or call me when he can do lunch that all I would be doing is finishing up on my proposal. At one that afternoon is when he called and asked me to meet him. We found something to eat and sat in a corner in the back of the room. He had his hand on the table and I reached over and caressed it, he smiled. "Doc... Jake." He looked up at me. "I am sorry for overstepping last night." "Toby it is fine, I want it just as much as you. Believe me, I do." "But?" "But, I am still afraid, afraid that your ex will show up and poof this is all gone." "Jake, it's not going to happen." I was smiling at him, he looked confused. "I'm falling for you Doc." He smiled, "You are falling for me?" "Yeah Doc, I am. I will be good, I will jump through any hoops that you want me to. I will prove to you that I am yours Doc." I held his hand and he again smiled at me. Jake and Toby Ch. 04 FYI - There is sex in this chapter. I have been told that people love the story, but where is the sex. Well here is it. I hope you all like. ********** *Toby* When I left at two this morning, after I tried to get the Doc to have sex with me, I went to the grocery store, I couldn't sleep. I needed to get the ingredients for lasagna, antipasto salad and garlic bread. I prepared the lasagna, before I got ready for work this morning. I was waiting outside the Doc's garage for over a half an hour to make sure I didn't miss him. After we had lunch I went back to my office to finish my proposal, I only had a little left and then just proof it, so I could turn it in on Monday. Now that I have it done, I won't have to come in Sunday, I wonder if the Doc has to come in? Since the proposal was finished I was waiting at the ER doors for the Doc. Janice and he walked out and they both smiled at me. "Nice to see you again Janice." "Hey Toby, are you keeping your eye on this guy?" "Yeah, trying to keep him in line but it is hard." I smiled at her, she laughed. We all walked out to the parking lot and rode the elevator up to the floor that they always park on. I really hate taking the elevator, maybe I can get the Doc to walk the stairs one of these days. When we finished walking Janice to her car, we walked to mine and drove home. "Doc, remember I was making us dinner." "Toby, I have seen your fridge and your cupboards, you don't have much to feed me." He laughed at me. "After I left you this morning at two, I went to the grocery store. It will take a little over an hour to bake the lasagna that I made; I hope you aren't too hungry." "Not too hungry and I can think of something to occupy us." "Nope I have that covered as well." I told the Doc. I had an entire evening planned, I hope I can stick to it, if by some chance he changes his mind of going further, I did pick up a new bottle of lube and condoms. When we pulled into my garage, he told me he would be right over after feeding his cat and taking a shower. I told him to not take a shower that he needs to do it at my place because of what I have planned it would be easier. He agreed but was cautious. "What do you have planned?" "Just feed your cat and come back over, I will put the lasagna on and get prepared for you. Bring a change of clothes over along with some shorts please." Not ten minutes later he knocked and walked in. "Toby, I'm back." The Doc said when he came in, I was upstairs. "Hey Doc, come up here please." He came up and looked in my bedroom, but I wasn't there, I saw him as I came out of my spare bedroom. "Doc, please use my shower and then I need you to lay face down on the bed in here, naked please." "Naked?" "Please I won't do anything that you don't want." I smiled at him, he looked at me. "Doc, I have planned a romantic night, please just go shower come back out in a towel and lay down on my spare bed." "Ok Toby, I will." The Doc went to take a shower, not more than ten minutes later he was standing before me in a towel, I looked him up and down. "Come on Toby, you promised." "Yeah Doc, and I am going to keep that promise, please lay down." He did but in his towel, I gently pulled the towel from his waist. He had a very cute ass, god did I want it. I will be good, I will be good. I kept telling myself. I had changed myself, I had just a t-shirt and shorts on, I straddled his ass, my cock was hard but he will have to live with it. I reached for the oil that I had on the table next to the bed, poured some in my hand and then began to massage him, he moaned when I started working his shoulders. "You're giving me a massage!" He exclaimed. "Yeah Doc, you deserve one." I was smiling but he couldn't see. I worked his shoulders and upper back before I had to get off of him, oh did I not want to get off of his nice soft ass. I couldn't resist humping it a little before I moved down, he moaned, I wish he would just give in to me. I started massaging his lower back along with his ass, couldn't miss touching that. Again I heard a few moans escape the Doc. I massaged down each of his legs and then I worked on his feet for a while, I was watching the time because I knew the lasagna only needed at tops an hour and a half. I had been working on the Doc so far a little over thirty minutes. "Doc, I need you to roll over." He look back at me, I know he was hard, but I did needed him to roll over. "Do you want me to finish the massage? I know you are hard, I will try my hardest not to touch you Doc." He just shook his head and started to turn over. Oh god this was the first time I got to see him fully, shit I would love to get my mouth around that, his cock was so hard, thick and he was a very decent size, Mmmmm. I massaged up his legs, kneading his thighs and avoiding his cock and balls, not that I didn't want to touch them. I knew it would be the end of me if I even darn graze them. I did do a very evil thing; I straddled his hips and let his cock wedge its way into my ass a little. I worked on his arms and chest and when I was finished I leaned down and kissed him, his arms came around me and wouldn't let me up. I placed a hand on either side of his head and pushed up, he came with me. "Doc, I need to go and check on the dinner." "Let it burn." "Nope, can't Doc, I told you I was going to make a very romantic dinner for us." Now I was playing hard to get, two of us can play that game. He didn't let go of me, he pulled me back down into a kiss and I humped into him as much as he humped back. I pushed up again and he didn't hold on as tight this time and I was able to get off of him to stand, he was up on his feet faster than I thought possible, pulling me towards him. "Doc, MMmmmm, Doc, does this mean you finally want me?" He was pushing my shirt up over my head and kissing my chest. "GET BACK ON THE BED." He ordered, I smiled, mmmmmm controlling he is. "Doc, I need to check on the food." Still trying to pull away from him, he was stronger than I thought. "Stay here." He ordered, left out of the room and came back a minute later. "Lube, condoms?" "My bedroom, side table drawer." He took my hand and walked me to my bedroom, when we walked in, he immediately pushed me to the bed, and all I could do was smiled. "Mmmmm, I like this side of you, Doc." He tugged at my shorts and I rose off my ass and he pulled them off of me in one swift motion. Before I knew it he was between my legs, my cock was in his mouth and now all I could do was moan. He started massaging my balls and pulled off me and began licking and sucking them. Oh, shit this is really happening, oh god, I can't believe he is such a Dom in the bed. I think I am going to like this. ******* *Jake* Oh shit, I can't believe he flipped my switch; I won't be able to control myself now. Holy shit is this fucking hot, him giving me a massage and teasing me so much I couldn't help but jump him. His cock in my mouth, oh my, he tastes delicious, his ball sac, I so wanted to suck on that for hours but I have an objective now. I turned him over on his stomach and raised him up on his knees. I opened his ass cheeks and his brown circle of fun was looking at me. I leaned in and licked it, and a shiver went through Toby and a huge moan escaped. "Oh god Doc, please." He was begging me, I smiled and dove into his ass, licking and tongue fucking him, and he was wiggling so much. "Oh Doc, I am going to cum if you keep that up." "Oh no you are not." I reached for the lube in the drawer along with a condom, I let him calm down just a minute before I ordered him to suck me. He jumped up immediately and started sucking me, oh god did it feel good. After a bit I pushed him away and started preparing him for me. I sucked him as I was opening his ass up, when he was loose I turned him over, this wasn't going to be a soft loving fuck, I wanted to fuck him hard and deep. I ripped open the condom, rolled it down my cock, positioned myself at his hole and pushed in. I was trying to be gentle but my monster already took control, it didn't matter because he was pushing back on me as I was pushing in. I grabbed both of his hips and ramped in hard, he gasped. "You ok?" "Yeah, fuck me Doc." And that I did, I fucked him so hard and so fast, I was losing control over the little bit I had. I wanted to see his face when he came, so I pulled out of him and flipped him over before I pushed his legs up and entered him. I tried to stroke him as I was fucking him, but I couldn't do that and hold on to him at the same time, I don't think he care, the look that was on his face was priceless. He started cumming and my world tilted, I didn't even make it another two strokes into him before I was cumming and I collapsed on top of him. His cum was being smashed between us. ******* *Toby* HOLY SHIT, the Doc is something else, I wasn't expecting it to be quick fuck, but holy shit was it an amazing fuck. He rocked my world and really I didn't need to touch myself, he tried, but he didn't need to. When he collapsed on me I just started kissing him everywhere I could reach, which was mainly his forehead, cheeks, his lovely mouth and neck. I rolled him off me and got on top of him. I kissed down his neck to his nibbles and began sucking on each one until they were hard as rocks. I was ready for round two, I hope he was. The lube was amazingly still on the bed, I figured it would have been knocked to the floor during our previous session. I reached over for a condom, I was going to get my fucking in too. He looked at me and his mouth opened. "You aren't going to stop me are you, Doc?" He shook his head, I went down to his cock and removed his condom, tied it and threw it into the trash. I proceeded to open him up, I lubed up a finger and his opening and started inserting just one finger first and then worked on two and finally got three into him, he was moaning and humping my fingers, I loved it. While I was doing this I was sucking him, oh my god do I like the taste of him, this is so right. "Toby, come on you are killing me here." He said between gasps. I smiled, I was ready for him to say that, I grabbed the condom, tore it opened, put it on and lubed it quick. I wanted to see him so I put his ankles over my shoulder and positioned my cock at his entrance and I pushed. Oh god did it feel good to enter him, I haven't done this in almost a year. I should have known that Jack was fucking around on me again because we stopped having sex. WHAT the hell, why am I thinking about Jack. Jake, is the one that I am with, I am making love to Jake not Jack. After inching my way into him, he was trying his hardest to get me all the way in before I wanted to be, I wanted it slow. It felt wonderful gliding in and out of him, I would come completely out of him to add more lube but other than that I was slow and I could tell it was driving him nuts. In out, in out, slow long deep strokes. He leaned up into me and bites my nipple hard. "Fuck me Toby, please stop teasing me." I looked at him and pulled out, I pulled him to the edge of the bed. The one thing that I love about my bed it is it tall, I have always had a tall bed, so I could stand off of it and fuck someone laying on the bed. I had his legs up straight in the air and grabbed ahold of his shoulder and waist and started fucking him hard. "Ah, ah, ah, yes, yes, yes." Was all I was hearing from the Doc. I watched him grab his cock and start stroking it as fast as I was fucking him. I knew I was hitting his prostate with every stroke. He started to scream, which amazed me because when he fucked me he just grunted. MMMmm, I have a screamer on my hands that is nice to know. I started to cum right after his hit, he was spraying his all over his chest. Once he started to spasm, I fucked into him a few more times and started filling the condom. I had to fuck into him a few times after I came, I was still a little hard and it felt good. When I pulled out, I tied my condom and tossed it to the trash as well. I knew he was worn out, I was, I pulled him up on the bed and cuddled with him. It was nice, we fell to sleep for a bit. I woke to him kissing me on the neck and chest. "MMMMmmm Doc, I could get use to this." I felt him smile. "I believe that you had planned at dinner for me?" He laughed and I couldn't help but laugh as well. I looked over at my clock it was almost eleven. "Well as long as you went down and shut it off earlier, then all I will have to do is warm it up." I pulled him towards me and kissed him again. "Did you?" "Yeah I did." "Do you have to work tomorrow?" I asked the Doc. "Nope, I am all yours, which is why I mentioned the dinner, we can stay up for a bit." He smiled at me. I kissed him again, got up and he followed me. I grabbed my shorts, t-shirt and went downstairs to start warming back up the oven, while it was doing its job, I chopped the vegetables for the salad and got the garlic bread ready to stick in. The Doc finally came down the stairs, I think he took a quick shower. "Toby go up and shower, I will watch everything." I looked at him, walked up and kissed him again. God could I get use to this, I ran up for a quick shower. When I came back down the Doc had the table set and pulled the lasagna out, the garlic bread in and the salad on the table with candles. "That is a nice addition, I didn't know I had candles." I smiled at him, knowing that he ran home for them. ******* *Jake* It was almost midnight by time we were able to sit down and eat, I decided that I was going to get some information out of Toby tonight. "Tell me about yourself Toby." "What do you want to know Doc?" "Family, school, college, anything that you think is important to you." "Well I was born January 5, 1804 to a very affluent family." I shook my head and he laughed. "Really I was born January 5, 1984, my Dad is a cop and my Mom is a nurse. I have two brothers and one sister." "Wow, so there are four of you." I laughed. "You parents still working." "Yeah both of them are. My Dad is a detective on the LA police force, and mom actually works for the hospital that I left to come here. Before you ask, I am the only one that is gay in my immediate family." "Where in the line do you fall amongst your siblings and what do they do?" He laughed. "I am second born, Matt, me, Charlie and Sarah. Matt and I followed my dad, we became cops, but only a year into it I decided it was not what I wanted and went to school. Charlie is still in school, he doesn't know what he wants to be, but it is heading towards medical, but he doesn't have a plan yet. Sarah became a nurse but she planned to go back in after few years and become a doctor." "Really?" A look of happiness came over him when he talked about his sister, when he talked about his brothers it was plain look but when he thought about his sister he smiled. "Yeah she decided when she first entered college that she wanted to be a doctor but because we would go to the hospital to wait on Mom a lot, she would see that the nurses did a lot of the work." He looked at me before continuing, probably thinking that he said something to anger me, seeing nothing he continued. "So she vowed that she was going to be a nurse first so she knew both sides of the coin. She didn't want to be the arrogant asshole of a doctor that treats their nurses like shit, like she seen so many times. So that is what she did, she has been a nurse for five years now and she has applied to medical school and was accepted. I can't wait to call her Doc." His smiled was so wide it touched his eyes. "Any of them married with children?" "Matt is, they bought a house down the street from ours and her parents, so they could be close. Matt and Maggie have three kids, two boys and one girl. Charlie has been dating his girl since beginning college, but they haven't even approached the subject of marriage, I think Cindy wants to make sure Charlie will make something of himself before she commits." We had finished our food and were just sitting there talking so I decided to pull him over to the couch so we could finish with his history, he sat down first and I cuddled into him. "Your sister is she dating or married?" "Married, no kids. She wanted some but they found out that John can't, so they don't know what they want to do." "How often to you call home?" "Not as often as I should, having the three hour difference is a little of the problem, when I do remember to call, Mom or Dad are still at work and the same goes for my siblings. Mom calls me more, but she also forgets about the times difference and most time ends up waking me in the middle of the night. And speaking of." He smiles as he jumps up and sprints up the stairs than I heard it, his phone was ringing. I could hear the one-sided conversation as he was coming back down the stairs. 'No Mom, you didn't, I swear, I had just finished eating dinner. No Mom.' Then he looked at me and blushed and smiled. 'Yes Mom, I am being careful. Mom, I am a grown man, I know how to be.... Yes Ma'am. I love you too. I hope one of these days. Yes he is. Yes he probably is.' He smiled at me again. 'Ok Mom, I will call you Monday when I first get home, I promise. Anywhere between six and seven, yes three to four your time. Ok, tell Dad I love him. Bye.' He smiled at me and sat back down, I leaned into him and he put his arms back around me. "Sorry about that, she always seems to know when I am talking about her." He laughed. "Is there anything else you want to talk about?" "I take it she realized you had someone here?" "Yeah because I was eating so late." He laughed. "She told me I needed to be careful, but that it was nice that I met someone. Is there anything else that you wanted to know tonight?" "No, I wanted to know a little about where you came from and some other things but I can ask you later, but seeing you on the phone with your Mom was beyond cute, now all I want to do is kiss and cuddle with you." "Tomorrow is my turn for questions." He smiled and started kissing, after a bit of this we laid like we did the other day on his couch with me on him. I like being held by him, I was starting to fall asleep listening to his heart. "Doc?" "Hmmmm." "Let's go to bed." I just nodded and got off of him, he took my hand and led me back up the stairs to his bedroom. Toby took the bottle of lube off the bed and pulled the covers back. He let me in first and then he laid down and I cuddled up next to him. It didn't take long to fall asleep. I opened my eyes and the clock said nine, I was in bed alone, I was going to get up and look for Toby but I closed my eyes and that was all she wrote, I fell back to sleep. Later I felt kisses all over my face and I opened my eyes to a smiling Toby. "I wanted to wake you up a different way Doc, but I decided that this was probably better." He kissed me one more time before he moved away and asked me to sit up against the headboard. When I did, he put a tray over my lap and it had eggs, pancakes, sausage and bacon on it, with coffee, juice and milk. "I am sorry, I really don't know what you like so I made a bunch and hope that you like something." He smiled at me as I smiled back. "This is a lot, I hope you were planning on helping." "Of course." ******* *Toby* Oh god the Doc was amazing last night, it was funny that we were talking about my family and Mom calls, I will have to remember to call her back. This morning I woke with so much energy that I didn't know what to do with myself. I looked at the Doc sleeping and he looked so peaceful, I didn't want to disturb him, I did want to make love to him again, but I knew we had all day for that. So I decided to go for a run and after that when I came back to shower he was still sleeping. I decided to get groceries so I could make him some breakfast. Before I left I did grab his keys and run over to feed his cat, she actually let me pet her, I was amazed. Jake and Toby Ch. 04 After the store, I didn't know if he like pancakes but I made them for him, along with eggs, bacon and sausage. When I walked upstairs I couldn't believe he was still sleeping. Food or sex, sex or food. MMmmm that is a big decision. My stomach growled so food won out. I fed him and he fed me, it was nice, I kissed him between bites, I love this, I really have fallen for him. The Doc looked at the time and was surprised. "Holy it is eleven!" "Yeah Doc, I am sorry if I let you sleep too long." "It is ok, but I really need to go home and feed Merlin." "No you don't." "Yeah I do, she will be pissed she gets fed at six every morning, seven the latest." "I hope you don't mind, but I already went over there this morning and fed her." "You did?" The Doc had a huge grin on his face. "Yeah Doc, so relax." He did, and he pulled me to him. He started kissing down my neck, he raise my shirt up and pulled if off over my head. "Doc?" He continued kissing me. "Doc?" "Yeah?" He looked up at me as he was about to take one of my nipples into his mouth, he licked it and I shivered. "As much as I would like to do this all day with you, we probably should be a little productive today." He looked at me a smiled an evil smile. "Later, now I want you." He continued to suck on my nipple and I moaned and that was the end of the morning and most of the afternoon. ******* *Jake* God this morning and afternoon was amazing, I haven't been hard this much in ages. Between our fuck sessions, and I am going to say fuck sessions, because we didn't make love much today. We would make out so much or cuddle it was nice being held by him all day long. We did sleep a little today, I still can't believe that he flipped my switch like that last night, I was so intent on waiting for a little longer, but after that massage last night, I couldn't stop myself. I hope he doesn't think I am always that controlling. We were cuddling on the couch watching a movie when he looked at me. "What?" "I don't know, Doc, it is like you are thinking too hard or something. What are you thinking about?" "Nothing really." I was embarrassed that he noticed. "Come on, spill it, it is something." "Last night, you didn't mind that I kind of got all controlling on you, did you?" "Oh hell no, I thought that was sexier than hell. I didn't know you had it in you." "I didn't either; you just kind of flipped a switch in me." Toby smile when I said that. He turned the volume down on the TV. "Do you mind if I ask you some questions now?" "No, not at all, if I can ask one before you begin." I smiled at him. "What is it?" "When did you come out, to your family and friends? I know a lot of people can't deal with homosexuality, did anyone turn their backs on you?" "As I told you, I was the captain of the football team in high school, and I also told you I liked to sing, so I joined choir and drama." "Yeah and that is how you met Jack, when he moved to your school and joined choir and drama too." "Yes. I was in the closet than and till well after high school. I joined the police academy and became a cop, and as you know I didn't like it after the first year. So I left that job and went to school full time, with my father's disapproval of course. Well, I lived at home and Jack came over a lot and my family was wondering why. So I had to tell them. They thought it was weird for two grown boys to have a sleep over, they never connected two and two." He looked at me. "What happened?" "I asked my entire family, to have a seat at the dining table, Matt was already married to Maggie then and they were setting together. I didn't have Jack there, I didn't want him to possible hear anything negative, he wanted to be there for me and was waiting not far from my house. When I told them, I could see my Father die right there in front of me. My Mother had her hand over her mouth, Sarah took it the best. Matt and Charlie looked as stunned as my Mom, finally my Father found his voice, and told me to get out of his house." He looked distant, like he was back there at the moment in time. "What did you do?" "I stood up and walked out of the house. I didn't know what to do, I didn't go to my room or anything, I just left. When I walked out, I could hear Sarah yelling at my father, she has always been my ally. I walked down the street and into Jacks waiting arms and I cried, he took me to his house and held me until I cried myself to sleep." "But they are fine with you now. How long did your Father and or family disown you?" "Not that long, Sarah knew where Jack lived because when I would pick them up from school, if Jack had to go home for any reason I would take him before taking my siblings home. A lot of times, Jack would spend time at our house, but every once in a blue moon I had to take him straight home. So that night Sarah was standing beside me waking me up. She told me I had to come home, because Dad wanted to talk to me. I told her he threw me out, that why would he want to talk to me so soon. She just tugged at me and said I have to come home. So I did with Jack in tow." "Did your Father like the fact that you brought your boyfriend with you?" Toby laughed. "Hell no, but he dealt with it. I walked in and he asked me to take a seat, I was nervous as hell, I didn't know what to expect. He told me that he was sorry for his reaction to the news, that he never expected that I was gay. He asked how long that I knew, and I told him forever, that I have always known. I could see his face fall, I think he wished it was just a phase that I was going through. Then he laughed, he told me that Sarah had yelled at him so much for the two hours that I was gone, that he told her that he had to think about it, that she gave him one hour and that he better allow me to come back into the house. My sister was ordering around my Father, I couldn't help but laugh with him." "Now I know why you looked so happy when you talked about your sister, she is your protector." He nodded and smiled. "He still wasn't keen on me being gay but he learned over the years and just a few years ago, he completely embraced the fact that I was gay and that he loved me." "How did your brothers and Mother act afterwards?" "As I said when I left that night they were all in shock, but it didn't take them long to accept me, it was just within a couple of days. Sarah worked her magic on them as well. I truly love my sister." Toby smiled again. "Now is it my turn, or did you want to know something else?" "Your turn." I smiled at him. "Same, parents and siblings, and when did you come out?" "You don't want to know when I was born?" I laughed. "Ok Doc, I didn't want to ask that, but sure when were you born." "1863, during the civil war." I smiled at him and he laughed at me. "October 16, 1977, I am originally from DC." "Mmmmm so we have a birthday to plan for. Please continue, Doc." He lend in to kiss me. "My parents are dead and I am the only child." "Oh, I am sorry Doc." I know he wasn't expecting that. "When?" "Just a few years ago, they were killed in a car accident after my father had a heart attack. You don't have to worry Toby, we were not close. When I came out to them, my father didn't take me back, he told me to leave and never return. My mother would come and see me, my father hated it, but he always caved to her when she would stop talking or doing things for him. But she could never get him to take me back. The odd thing though, he left me everything, his last will had only been revised a few years before they were killed. So somewhere in him he had felt bad, but I do wish I would have been on speaking terms with him." "What were they like?" "Father was hard nosed, he was also a doctor, just general medicine, and my mother was a nurse. She was sweet and kind, my father always told her that she didn't have to work but she loved doing it, so she never quit." "How old were you when you came out?" "Twenty-six, I was still finishing up school. I was expecting my father to stop funding me, but I think my mother threaten him." "What made you move here?" "It was a job and I was looking to go far away from my father. I love them, but I didn't want to be in DC and being working with him by accident. When they died, I had been planning to change jobs so I could be closer but after they did, I didn't see any point. I had a life here anyways, I had Janice and Rick." "Rick?" "Rick was my boyfriend for years, he decided the grass was greener on the other side and left me one day, after cleaning out our house. I was on a twelve hour shift and when I came home, I literally walked into an empty house. All my things were there but the furniture and everything else was gone. He left a note on the counter, saying that since I could afford things that he took everything. I sold the house as soon as I could and moved in here." "Wow, shit. Now I can see why you were hesitant with me. I am sorry, Doc." "It is ok, Toby. I will be hesitant for a long time, I know you tell me you don't want Jack back, but it still scares me that he could show up and take you away, and I like you, Toby." "As I told you at lunch yesterday day, I have fallen for you Doc. I really have, and I am not going to allow Jack to come back and ruin this." I smiled at him, he leaned in to kiss me and we cuddled some more, just holding on to one another and kissing, we never turned the TV back up, it was just background lighting. I was off on Monday, Toby had to work, so I asked if he wanted to sleep together or if he preferred to sleep separate so he could get a good night's sleep. Of course he said that he would prefer to sleep with me, but preferred to sleep at his place. I said it was fine to sleep here that my cat can do without me for the night as long as I feed it. We ended up going to bed at nine that evening, we were tired out by time nine came around. Again Toby laid on his back and I cuddled up to him, placing my head on his chest so I could hear his heartbeat. I so much like that. We quickly fell asleep. The next morning I remember Toby telling me he was leaving but I didn't wake up fully, and when I woke up at eight I was amazed that I missed him. I not only missed seeing him off that morning, I really miss being with him. I can't believe that I have become so dependent on him in such a short period of time. I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen, I needed coffee and he had a note on the coffee pot. 'Doc, just push the on button, the coffee is ready for you. Thanks for staying with me, I will see you tonight. P.S. There is a key on the table for you.' He left me a key, are we at the key trading stage or is it just to lock up when I leave? Will he want it back? I don't know if I should ask, maybe I will leave it on my counter and if he notices it, he will pick it up or if he asks about it. We will see. I can't believe it is only ten and I want to see him, maybe I will text him to see if he would like lunch. Maybe I shouldn't, I don't want to seem needy. But of course my needy side is going to win, because I picked up my phone and texted him. 'Lunch?' 'Are you asking if I would like some lunch or are you going to be my lunch?' 'Asking if you would like me to meet you for lunch or bring you some. But wouldn't mind me being your lunch, maybe tonight though or we could play doctor like you have been wanting to.' 'Oh I think we have played doctor a lot already but still wouldn't mind another prostate exam, you need to keep up on that to make sure you are healthy, right. :) LOL. Would like lunch Doc, when were you thinking?' 'Could come up there anytime or we can meet somewhere, I could always make it to a restaurant before you to order, so you won't be late back to work.' 'Why don't you come to my office, bring some leftovers with you, I have a microwave in here. We can sit and enjoy one another company behind closed doors. Unless you would prefer to be in the cafeteria, so we are in an open environment?' 'Not that I wouldn't mind being behind closed doors with you, just wondering what the guard in the office would think.' 'Cafeteria it is then.' I could tell it bothered him, but I didn't want to argue with him. When I showed up to his office he was on the phone but he motioned me in, I sat the food in one of the chairs and was just looking around his office. I was hearing the one side of the conversation, all it was, was a bunch of 'Yes Sirs.' Then finally he ended the phone call and stood. "Hi, thanks for coming, shall we walk down to the cafeteria now?" He was being very business-like, I guess because of my comment of what would the guard think. "No." "No, what Doc? Didn't you want to eat lunch in the cafeteria?" "Yes I did, but we can eat here." "Doc, you are confusing me here, what is going on?" Toby walked over to close the door and walked over to me. "I don't want you thinking I don't want to be found out. It shouldn't bother me to eat here and knowing that someone is wondering what is going on in here." "Doc, I never thought that." "Toby, I could tell it bothered you, when you got off the phone, you talked to me like it was a business lunch. Not like I was your boyfriend meeting you for lunch." ******* *Toby* "My boyfriend?" I smiled, I pulled him towards me and kissed him. "My boyfriend, Doc?" "I... Mmmm... I.... Well, I was." He was cute when he was flustered. "Doc, it is ok, I was hoping that you were my boyfriend. I want to be able to introduce you as such, if anyone ever asked." "So it didn't bother you about me being hesitate about the guard?" "No, it didn't bother me, I didn't even think about it. I just took it that you didn't want to be in the open yet, I have noticed that about you already. So I wasn't going to push you. I like being with you Doc, I wasn't going to push you to do anything you didn't want. But I like that you already consider us boyfriends." I smiled, hugged and pulled him up for a kiss again. "Sit down Toby, I have it already warm, let's eat here." "Sure Doc." Jake and Toby Ch. 05 *Jake* I left for work this morning it was Saturday, I left Toby in his bed, he looked so peaceful sleeping. When I drove in, of course Janice was pulling up at the same time. "You know Janice, I am glad we are generally on the same shift, you are one of the greatest nurses we have here." I told her as I was getting out of my car. "One of? I thought I was the best." She said smiling. "Toby going to come up to see you for lunch?" "Don't know, didn't ask him this morning, he was sleeping and he looked so cute that I didn't want to disturb him." She smiled at me. "Jake, I am glad you finally found someone." "Thanks, I am glad we met, too." I had a silly grin on my face. I was happy that Toby pulled up beside me over four months ago, I wished I had the balls to ask him out earlier than waiting until the retreat to start talking, we would have been together a month earlier. All in all, I am still glad we finally were able to talk and start dating. The day went fast, we had one emergency case after the next come into the ER, so when Janice walked up and told me it was quitting time, I smiled and said "thank god." We both had to be back in in the morning so when I got to the changing room, I rushed to change and to walk out to my car. Janice must had the same idea because she came up on me fast and laughed when we both almost ran for the elevator. "Wanting to get home to Toby, Jake?" "Yeah, he didn't text or call me today, I wonder what it up. Maybe he got busy with things." "Jake you are too funny, he is probably waiting at home right now with dinner made for you." "That would be nice, I didn't get much lunch, with all the accidents coming in." "See you tomorrow." She got in her car and I did mine. I drove home and parked, I went into my place to feed Merlin and then I took a quick shower and headed over to Toby's. When I keyed myself in, I was expecting to find him in the living room, but he wasn't there. It looked like he hadn't been downstairs at all today, because the coffee cup that I left on the sink was still there and the coffee pot was still full of cold coffee. I walked upstairs and looked in the bedroom and there he laid in a fetal position asleep. I walked over to the bed and sat down and could tell right away that something was wrong. "Toby, Babe?" I put my hand on his forehead and he was hot. I called him again and he started to stir. "Honey, wake up Babe." I then noticed the garbage can beside the bed with vomit in it. "Toby, Honey, please wake up." He opened his eyes and I could tell he was in pain. "Toby where do you hurt?" "Abdomen, it's nothing Doc, just a virus or something, been throwing up." "I will be right back Toby." I left and ran over to my place and grabbed my bag. It is funny I never thought I would ever need a medical bag, I just keep it together because I can laugh when someone asked if I have a bag. It just has the essentials in it, stethoscope, blood pressure cuff, thermometer and a few other things, basically an unscaled first aid kit. I came back and still found him in a fetal position but lending over the side, he was throwing up again. "Doc, just leave me before you get sick. I can't even keep water down." "Well you are obviously throwing up, are you going to the bathroom?" "Yeah, diarrhea." I checked his temperature, it was one hundred and three, his body was fighting off something. "You said your abdomen hurts? How bad?" "Bad." "Can you lay on your back for me a second, Hon." He rolled over slowly, he uncurled himself from the fetal position slowly, I could tell that he didn't like to be straight. I wanted to check one thing and if I am correct we will be off to the hospital. I touched around his navel. "Does this hurt?" "A little not too bad." I moved to his lower right and pushed. "Shit, don't do that." He screamed. "I take it, that it hurts there?" "No wonder why you are an ER Doc, patients would never come back to see you, if you were their normal Doc. Yes it hurts there, bad. Please don't touch it again." Boy, he is just a sarcastic little bitch right now, I was trying hard not to laugh or smile at him. "Get up Hon, I am going to have to take you to the hospital." "Why, I am just sick with a bug." "No, I think you have appendicitis, I don't see an appendix scar, so I am assuming you have never had it out." He was looking at me and shook his head. "Unless you want me to take you there in your birthday suit, I need you to get dressed." I helped him sit up on the edge of the bed, and I grabbed some clothes for him, helping him get everything on was fun, I have put socks on a baby before, but a grown man, every time he went to bend over he was in pain, so I helped with all his clothes. I took him down to his car. When we made it to the hospital, I drove up to the ER doors, helped him into a wheelchair then I went and parked the car. One of his guards rolled him into the ER before I got back to the doors. "Hey Doc, he's in triage." I said thanks and headed over there, they were finishing up taking his blood pressure and temperature. "Hey Doctor Thomas, didn't you just get off shift?" "Yes, I brought Toby in." "Oh, so we're not asking him the same questions over, what do you think is the problem?" "Appendix, would like them to do a couple of test, but I believe it is his appendix." "Ok, well there is a bed for him. Do you want to check off any of this answers for him, since he is kind of doubled over in the wheelchair?" I quickly looked through history questions that they wanted, and for certain ones, I asked, but I was sure on most of the questions. Then they rolled him back into ER and I followed. I helped get him out of his clothes and into the gown, when Alan walked in. "Hey Jake, what do we have here?" "Possible appendicitis." The nurse comes in behind the doctor and starts hooking Toby up to all the machines and an IV. She wasn't too happy that the doctor came in first but because Alan knew I was here, he came right in. "Ok, will order blood test and a CT that will be the fastest way of knowing." Alan looked at me. "I take it you touched his abdomen?" "Yup." I smiled at him. "But you can do your tests to confirm." "No, he looks like he bitched like a motherfucker." "Yeah he did, he told me he knows why I am not a regular physician that no one would want to come back and see me." We both laughed, Toby just looked at me. "I am right here." "Ah he finally speaks." Alan was being very sarcastic. "Well you didn't talk to me, so I didn't want to interrupt." Toby responded as bitchy as he did to me earlier. "How do you two know one another?" Alan asked. I looked at Toby and he just stared at me, so I spoke up. "Well he is head of security here and my boyfriend." I saw Toby smile, he liked that. "Head of security, so you are the one getting these changes." "Yes, are they good or bad?" Toby asked. "Oh good, very good. Thank you, we all appreciate the extra security here in the ER, and we hear that there will be metal detectors coming?" "Yes I have them on order. Hoping they will be here before Christmas, really they should be here soon, just haven't had a confirm shipment date yet." He looked at Alan. "Can you get me something for this pain?" "Yeah, sorry, let me order the tests and get you something to help the pain and the fever." Alan left out and I looked at Toby. "Hey Babe." Toby looked up at me. "As soon as he orders the pain med the nurse will come the meds will help almost immediately." "Thanks, sorry about the remark earlier." "About that no one would come back and see me, remark?" I smiled at him. "Yeah, it just hurts like nothing I have experienced before, especially if you press on my abdomen." "I know, but I had to, I wanted to rule it out, but it sort of confirmed it when you reacted so badly to me pressing there." "Doc?" I looked at him. "Thanks, for saying you are my boyfriend. I didn't know if you wanted it out there." "I was just hoping that you didn't mind getting outed there, I don't know if you told anyone in your department, but now they will know. Word travels fast around this hospital, I hope that you don't mind." "Nope never told anyone, and I don't mind, because you are my boyfriend. Mmmm, I like the sound of that." "You knew I was your boyfriend months ago." "Yeah, but other than Janice I don't think anyone else knows." The nurse came back in with a syringe of a pain killer and she told us that they will be coming shortly to take him to CT. While she was there, she drew his blood. I could tell that the pain killers were working because Toby was straightening out instead of being curled up. "Is there anyone you would like me to call for you?" "I probably should call my mother, she will call everyone else, but let's make sure it is my appendix first." They came for Toby a few minutes later, I told him that I would wait here. A while later Alan came back into the room and sat down. "Not busy tonight?" "Actually for a Saturday night, no, but I am sure we will once the bars close." "Yeah I bet, I am so glad I don't do the midnight shift anymore. The drunks are the worst." "Yeah but they can be funnier than hell though." I laughed. "Yeah they can be." "I didn't know you were dating again. I thought after Rick you said you were through with men and you would die alone." "Yeah I did say that didn't I?" Alan looked at me. "Well he caught my eye, we started talking and one thing lead to another, you know how it is?" "Yeah I know. You look happy Jake and at least you got a younger one this time." He laughed. "He isn't that much younger, I'm only a little over six years older." "Well that is closer than the ten that Rick was older than you. I really wish you would have left him and asked me out but I knew that was never going to happen." He looked at me again. "But I see I am late to the game again because you have a great looking one this time." "Thanks, he is, isn't he? I did luck out on that one." They rolled Toby back in he looked spaced now. "Why does he looked like he has been drugged?" "A doctor down there ordered him some pain killers." The orderly responded. "What do you mean someone else ordered him some pain killers?" Alan asked. "Well, the technician was walking towards the patient, she tripped and stumbled right into the patient, pushing down hard on his right side." The orderly could tell that Alan was mad. "Do you have the scan with you? And they better have logged the pain killer into the system. What doctor was it?" "Yes Sir, it is already loaded into the computer system. Don't know about logging, it was Doctor Pierce." "Thank you." Toby was looking around the room, he was spaced out of his mind. "Doc?" Both men responded at the same time. "Yes?" But once they both looked at Toby they realized that it was Jake that Toby was talking to. "Doc, I love you." He had a silly grin on his face. "Toby you don't even know what you are saying right now." "Yeah I do Doc." Toby was waving Jake closer, and he whispered to him. "Doc, I don't want you to leave me, I see how he looks at you." "Who is he Toby? Toby?" Jake looked down and realized that Toby was asleep. "What did he say?" Alan asked. "I think he clued in on the fact that you like me. He said he see how you look at me and he doesn't want me to leave him." "He doesn't know you too well does he?" "What do you mean?" "Jake, as much as you weren't happy with Rick, you stayed with him. I can see you are extremely happy with Toby; you have a glow about you." "We haven't talked much about Rick, I told him how he left me, but not much about my relationship with him." "Well you need to tell him one of these days, he should know." "Yeah I know, one of these days." Alan left out of the room to look at the scan and a few minutes later he came back in to tell me that indeed he did have appendicitis, that they can take him as an emergency case and do the surgery now or can send him up to a room and do it tomorrow. I told him, that we should ask Toby but for my opinion might as well get it done and over with. Alan left out for a while to let the drugs leave his system, which we both knew that in a bit he would wake because of the pain. A little over an hour later, Toby woke up. "Doc?" I had turned the lights out in the room and shut the door. "Yeah Toby?" "I am in pain, Doc." "Let me go and talk with Alan, you have a decision to make." I went out to see Alan and we walked back in. "Nice to see you are wake again, Toby. We need to know if you want surgery now or tomorrow, I recommend now, then you will be out of this pain." "So it is my appendix?" Alan nodded. "Then as soon as possible than." "Ok, I will check to see who is on call and get back with you as soon as possible." Alan step out of the room and I sat down next to Toby. "Would you like me to call someone for you?" "I will call Doc, did you happen to grab my cell phone?" "No, do you know the number?" "Yeah I know it." I hand my cell to him and stepped out of the room while he dialed a number. When I came back in a few minutes later, he was just lying on the gurney. "I programed my mother number into your cell phone, she would like you to call her when I get out of surgery." "Ok, no problem, what is her name?" "It is under my name and mom, her name is, Betty." ******* *Toby* I woke several hours later in a different pain, it wasn't as severe as what I had before, but it still hurt. When I woke I found Jake asleep in the chair next to my bed and tons of wires and tubes coming from me, that is the moment I realized I had a catheter in me. Ouch, not really an ouch, but it is a little uncomfortable knowing there is a tube running out of your dick. Thank god I was out when they inserted it, I hear that is the worse for a guy is the initial entry of it. I looked around and found the nurses call light and pressed it, a voice came over the intercom and asked what was needed and I told them I was in pain, they said that the nurse will be with me in a moment. The Doc never woke, he must be extremely tired, I feel bad because I know he needs to be back at work Sunday morning and if I am reading the clock correctly it was three in the morning. The nurse came in. "Was beginning to wonder if you were going to wake before morning, Mr. Smith. What can I help you with?" "I am in some pain, was wondering if I could have something for it." "You sure can." She stepped to my IV pole and unwind a cord from a machine that was attached to it. "This is a self-medicate pump, all you have to do is push this button and it will give you pain relief, you can push it once every ten minutes if you like. We had to wait until you were awake to give it to you, so you can press the button yourself." She handed me the button and I pushed it, I didn't have to wait long before the medicine was making the pain go away. "Thank you." I smiled at her as she walked back out of the room after checking all of my vitals. I finally looked over at the Doc and he was awake and looking at me. "Hi." I smiled at him. "Hello Toby, how are you feeling?" "Excellent, this is a bad ass drug in here, I was feeling pain a minute ago and now, nothing." I think I smiled at him again because he laughed at me. "Toby, you are cute when you are drugged." "I am not cute all the time?" I think I made puppy dog eyes at him, he just started laughing up a storm. He stood up next to my bed and bent down and kissed my forehead. "Toby try to sleep some, I will be right here when you wake." I started to feel a little bit of pain and pushed the button and it sent me into la la land, I rolled over onto my left side, so I could stare at the Doc and I don't remember anything for a while. I woke to Jake kissing my forehead. "I have to go to work, I will stop by to see you on my lunch hour ok, Babe?" I nodded, pushed the button, closed my eyes and was out again. I didn't wake again until the nurse came in for vitals and ask how I was doing. How I was doing was just fine if they wouldn't have woke me, I don't know how they expect anyone to get some rest in a hospital when there is someone coming to check on you every few hours. When she left out, I pushed the button and went back to sleep. I was woken a few more times that morning, one of the times was by the surgeon, he wanted to know how I was doing and to tell me that everything went fine. Jake came in a little after eleven, they had taken my pain pump away from me by then and I had a tray of food in front of me. Jake brought a tray from the cafeteria in for himself. "How are you doing Toby?" "Good, I am sorry, Doc." "What for?" "Because you didn't get any sleep before you shift today." "I had a few hours, Hon. I hear they are going to release you today?" "Yeah sometime this afternoon, since I don't need the pain drugs anymore. You don't mind taking me home do you?" I smiled at him. "Not at all, considering I have your car. I will come back up when my shift is over to check on you, hopefully it won't take too long to for you to get discharged." "It is a hospital, of course it will take forever." "Well, I think I have a little pull." Jake said while laughing at me. We ate our lunch together; he ended up sharing most of his with me, because mine truly sucked, but he had planned on that. When he had to go back to the ER, he kissed me goodbye and said he would see me when his shift ended. I did feel bad because he didn't get any sleep and was wearing the same clothes, but at least he changes into scrubs during his shift, maybe he was able to grab a shower. After he left, I just laid back and relaxed, there was nothing else to do, and I wasn't interested in the TV, the nurses kept coming in and waking me when they needed vitals or other things. When the Doc showed back up they had my discharge papers and were ready for me to sign. The only thing that I hated about all the instructions was that I couldn't have sex for four to six weeks. The Doc left a little before they were to wheel me out the door, so he could bring the car up. Once I was seated in the car, he looked over at me. "You didn't like the no sex instruction." "No, that is going to suck. Why is that a rule I don't understand." "Flex your abdomen." "What?" "Flex your muscles in your abdomen." I tried and hollered out. "Oh shit." "That is why you can't have sex for four to six weeks. Sorry Babe." "Wow, ok, I think I'm a dumb ass." He laughed at me. "No, you haven't had surgery before, and I am sure you haven't tried flexing your muscles before I asked you to do that." I shook my head. "And you know when you cum, you tighten a lot of muscles, so I would hate for you to be fucking me or vice versa and you say ouch." "Yeah that would kind of kill the mood, more so on my end." He got me home, and after a while I called my Mom to let her know everything went well. Jake had called her but was sent to voicemail, he left a message but she had never called back. He left me while I did this to check in out his cat Merlin and to take a shower and get into some comfortable clothes. He came back after a few hours, he found me napping. ******* *Jake* He looked so cute lying on the bed sleeping, I had to laugh quietly to myself for him thinking he was going to have sex right away after having his appendix out. I knew he hadn't thought that through, and he just flexing his muscles just a little reminded him that he just had surgery, yes it was laparoscopic but it was still surgery. I left him sleeping, I didn't want to wake him up, I went down and cleaned up the coffee from the other day and wanted to make him some real food. I know the food for the patients suck, which is why when I went to the cafeteria I got extra food, it isn't much better than the patients but it does have a little more flavor to it. Jake and Toby Ch. 05 I was trying to think of something that would be easy to eat in bed, while looking through his cupboards I wasn't finding much, I will have to run back to my place to get something. I turned around and there stood Toby and I jumped, I wasn't expecting him to be there. "Hi, you scared me." "Hey Doc, can we have pizza or something, you looked like you were looking for something to eat." "Yeah, to keep you happy, we can have pizza, I will order it, why don't you sit on the couch and I will be in there in a few." He turned around and headed to the couch, he looked tired. I ordered the pizza and brought his meds and a bottle of water out for the both of us. "Hey Babe, take your meds and why don't you lay you head down on my lap and sleep a bit." He just nodded, took his meds and laid his head down. I stroked his hair and he laid there, I was glad that I had the next two days off, so I could take care of him. He asked the doctor releasing him for only a week off, which is probably more than enough time for him. Some surgeries I can see having four weeks off, since Toby has an office job with little to no lifting he should be fine with just a week off. He had fallen asleep in my lap, I liked just having him lying there, I hated when the doorbell rang and I had to wake him so I could get up and get the pizza. When I returned to the couch with the pizza he was sitting up, but I knew by the look of him that not much was going on upstairs, I was trying not to smile, I think the pain pills are making him a little loopy. "Toby, Hon, why don't we move this upstairs, you can eat in bed and then you can be comfortable." "No Doc, I want to be with you." "I will be up there with you, I am not going to leave you." "Can we stay down here for a little while, I am tired of sleeping and being in bed." "Yeah Toby, we can stay down here." I smiled at him and sat the pizza on the coffee table and went to grab some plates and Toby some milk, I decided to grab a beer for me. He ate very slowly it was cute one time he actually fell asleep while sitting there chewing. I tried again to move us upstairs but he didn't want any of it. Finally when ten rolled around I was able to get him to move back upstairs to his bedroom, I helped him upstairs and told him I would be right back, I ran back down and put everything away and grabbed his meds and another couple of waters and went up. Toby asked if I could spoon him and I told him yes and got in behind him. ******* *Toby* I woke up in the middle of the night, I wasn't in pain but I was wide awake, the Doc was snuggled in behind me, he had his arm wrapped tightly around me. I needed to go to the bathroom, but I didn't want to wake him either. I pulled at his arm and he retracted it back behind me so I could get up, I sat up on the side of the bed and felt a little pain from using my abdomen muscles just to sit up, nothing too terrible, I stood and went into the bathroom to take care of business. When I returned he was lying there awake. "Hey Babe." "How are you feeling Toby?" "Ok, tired but ok. I don't want any more pain pills Doc, they mess with me." "That is no problem, try being off of them for a bit, if you can't handle the pain you can take one or we can give you just straight Tylenol." "That would be better than the codeine stuff." I looked at the Doc, I wanted to know something that had been bothering me since the ER visit. "Doc, can I ask you a question." I did this as I was trying to get into a comfortable position while facing him. "Sure, what is it Toby?" "The Doctor in the ER, ummm..., it seemed..." I can't believe I could get my question out. "The Doctor in the ER, looked like he was interested in you." "Yes Toby you weren't imagining anything, Alan has been interested in me for years, but he was not my type, so you don't have to worry. Ok Babe." "Ok, I will try not to get jealous." I smiled at him. "Toby you don't have to worry, we have worked together for years, I have never been interested in him, I have my type as I am sure you have yours, and he is differently not my type." "Ok, I believe you." He drew me in for a kiss and hugged me. "Why don't we go back to sleep and later I will take you out to get you some breakfast or wait and we can do lunch." "You don't work this morning?" "Nope I am off the next two days." The next few days felt slow to me, it was nice cuddling with Jake in the bed or on the couch at both of our places. When he had to go to work on Wednesday I was kind of sad to see him go, but I knew he would be home by no later than six or so. I was beginning to love him even more but haven't told him that yet. I can't believe that I have fallen in love with the Doc after only being together three months, I will need to tell him one of these days. I would walk outside as much as possible to get some energy, I only requested a week off, I didn't think I needed more than that, it isn't like my job is labor intense. I am hurting less and less as the days go by, but I can see still why no sex, I test myself a little by tensing my muscles and still an ouch. The Doc laughs at me when I do it, because he knows what I want, I don't say anything and blink the tears away as quickly as I can. When Monday came around the Doc insisted on driving me to work, we used my car because it sits higher but he said he would prefer that I be a passenger for at least one more week. I didn't argue, I am glad he wanted to drive me, because still on most days we drove separate to work. It was really nice to be care for, I am seeing the difference between being with Jack and being with Jake. Jack didn't really care when I was sick, not that I couldn't take care of myself when I had the flu or what have you, but he didn't care or stay home with me to help me. The Doc helped me whenever he was home, I can tell he really loves me. ******* *Jake* Toby was funny the entire month after having his appendix out, he would test himself once a day to see if he could possibly have sex. If I caught him in the beginning I would laugh at him because he would wince bad and I could see him blinking away his tears from the pain. It was exactly a month to the day when I woke to him kissing me, he was trailing kisses down my chest and stomach, going lower, I had to smile. When he reached for my cock a moan escaped me, he looked up at me and smiled, I wouldn't let him suck me the entire month because he couldn't get off. I heard him try to masturbate in the beginning and I had to leave the condo, he was in the bathroom and I knew he had pint up sexual tension. I heard him cum and a long stream of very colorful words followed, so not to get him pissed off at me, I decided to feed Merlin at that moment, I came back an hour later acting like I wasn't here at all during his masturbation session. He started sucking my cock and oh god did it feel good, I reached down and grabbed ahold of his hair and pushed up into his mouth. He moaned against my cock and dove down on it faster, he never minded when I would fuck his mouth, he took me without gagging. I love him so much, we have been together now for four months. "Toby you are going to make me cum." "Do you want me to stop?" He said with a chuckle. "Are you going to fuck me?" "I was kind of hoping that you would fuck me, Doc." I growled and told him to get on his stomach, he quickly followed my orders and he was smiling. Sometimes I can't believe how turned on I get when I take control. I pulled open the drawer and grabbed out the lube and started opening him up, I was kissing and biting his neck, down his back and his ass, while I was getting him ready for me. When he was pleading with me to fuck him I lubed up my cock and entered him. "Oh God, Toby, you are so tight, shit I miss this." Toby moaned and I started sliding in and out of his well lubed ass. "Harder Doc, I can take it, I need it." I knew he could take it, I just wanted to be slow at first but hearing him tell me harder, I couldn't control the beast in me, flipped him over and reentered him and fucked him like there was no tomorrow. I pulled out of him, pulled him to the edge of the bed, stood next to it and reentered him again. I grabbed ahold of his hips and fucked him hard and fast, god did it feel great. I knew I was hitting his prostate because I looked down and could see Toby's cock twitch every time I brushed against it. "Is this what you wanted?" I growled as I grabbed ahold of his cock in my right hand trying not to lose my grip on his hip with my left. He had his legs wrapped around me, not too tight so I can withdraw out to my cockhead and slam back into him. "Yes, yes, yes. Oh god yes Doc." I could tell he was close, god I was close. "Cum with me Toby, now." I didn't have to tell him twice he tensed up and started shooting his cum all over his neck and chest, which caused me to start cumming when I felt is ass clamp down on my cock. "Oh god Toby." I pushed in as deep as I could and started shooting my load deep in his bowels. I fell forward squishing Toby's cum between us, my feet were still on the ground but I couldn't help but collapse on top of him. We were breathing hard, I could feel and hear Toby's heart pounding. "Was that what you wanted Toby?" I smiled. Toby was still panting, "Oh God, yes Doc it was. Shit that felt great." "Your abdomen?" "Hurt just a bit but nothing major, like before." He smiled. "Good, let's go take a shower." I stood up and pulled out of him, I was still hard but one fuck right now was enough, maybe we will do something in the shower. When I helped him up he was also hard, but he didn't reach for me to do anything either so I pulled his arm as we headed to the shower. ******* September has rolled around, it was getting colder and at the end of this month, Toby and I will officially have been together five months and why I still can't believe I met such a wonderful person. One day I am going to have to tell him completely about Rick, but I still don't want to open that can of worms. I know Janice and even Alan is correct that I do need to tell him about Rick other than how he moved out on me. I will just take one day at a time, which is all I can do, Rick will be a much later topic. Jake and Toby Ch. 06 Author Note: I wrote this Jack part almost right after I wrote the first chapter of this story. I have been waiting until I thought it was time to insert it. So here it is. Thank you for the comments, public and private, I do enjoy reading them. ************** **Toby** The Doc and I were walking up to the ER doors from the parking structure and there stood him, Jack. I knew him immediately, he wasn't facing us as we were walking up to him but seeing his red hair, his slim shoulders, tight waist and how he just stood there, I knew it was him. I stopped the Doc and turned to him, he saw the shock on my face. "What's wrong?" "It's Jack." "Where?" "Ahead of us, red hair, with his back turn." "Are you ok?" He squeezed my hand. "Yeah." I started forward again and Jack turned around. "HONEY!" Jack had the look of surprise on his face, he stepped towards me. "How have you been?" He stepped closer to me to give me a kiss and I put my hand to his chest. "Jack, what are you doing here?" The Doc was still at my side. "I want you back Toby, I love you, I am sorry." He looked at the Doc and noticed he wasn't leaving. "Do you mind, I need to talk to my boyfriend, ALONE." "Don't talk to him like that, and you aren't my boyfriend. Jack, I would like you to meet Jake, HE is my boyfriend." Jack's face fell. "Jack, you should have contacted me before coming all this way, I am not available and I will never be available for you again. "But... but, can't we talk about this? You can't be serious with this..." He looked up and down Jake. "...man." "Jack, leave, there is nothing here for you." "You're lying to me, you are not with this..." He looked at Jake again, "...man. Toby, you love me. You know you do, please." "Doc, go in and I will see you in a bit." Jake looked at Toby for a minute and then squeezed his hand and walked in the doors. "Where are you parked?" "In the lot over there." Jack pointed to the visitor lot in the ER section. "Toby?" "Jack, I don't want you anymore." I started walking towards the parking lot and he followed. "Jack please go home and don't contact me anymore." "Toby, you love me though." "No Jack, I don't think I ever have loved you. I realized once I have been with Jake that I don't think I did love you, it was more a convenience then anything. I don't know how you found me, and I don't care, but forget where I am. Go back to LA." "But Toby..." "But nothing Jack, I don't want or need you anymore. Where is your rental?" "But my flight back isn't for another week, I wanted to reconnect and work on finding a job out here. It's over there." Jack pointed to a sedan and we walked over to it. "You didn't stupidly quit your job in LA did you?" "No, I was hoping that you would come back with me, you know I am FULLLY L.A., I can't live anywhere else, unless I have to, but I was hoping that you would quit and come home." "Not going to happen, I am happy where I am. Happy and in love." He had his keys in his hand and was just standing there, looking at me. I took the keys from him and opened his car door. "Don't... don't do this, please. I love you Toby." I handed his keys back and looked at him. "I'm not your doormat anymore, Jack. Please go home and don't contact me again." I turned and walked away from him. "YOU ASSHOLE, HOW DARE YOU MOVE ON?" I didn't respond to him I just keep walking away. "TOBY, TOBIAS, PLEASE." He was screaming across the parking lot at me, I continued to walk away, I didn't look back. I heard his door shut, the car start and him pull away at a high rate of speed. When I neared the hospital doors I pulled out my phone, I didn't care that it was only five in the morning in L.A., I called my brother Charlie. It rang and finally he answered. "Hello." I knew I woke him but I didn't care. "Why did you tell Jack where I was?" "Tobias?" "Yeah, why did you tell Jack where I was?" I repeated. "He came by here a few weeks ago to ask where he could send some stuff of yours, I told him that you worked at the hospital there, I didn't give him your address." He took a deep breath. "Jesus Tobias, why the hell are you calling so early for?" "BECAUSE HE SHOWED UP AT MY JOB, CHARLIE and I don't need that shit at my work." "I am sorry, I didn't think he would come out there, he just said he had stuff to send you. It's not like you are dating anyone, so why not go back to the one you have been with all these years." "I am dating someone and I love him. Jack is nothing to me now, if he asks never tell him where I live and when I change my number, don't give it to him." "Ok Tobias, ok, I am sorry. Does Mom know you are seeing someone?" "Yes I have talked to Mom about Jake, I would like to bring him out to meet everyone soon." "Ok, I was just checking. Again I am sorry Tobias." "Yeah Charlie, talk to you later." I hung up, turned around and there stood Jake, I smiled at him. "Hey." "Are you ok?" He looked worried. I stepped closer to him, "Yeah Doc, I am." I so wanted to hold him and kiss him, but we have agreed no public display of affection at work, he will let me hold his hand when we are in the cafeteria and when there are not many people around. ************** **Jake** Wow, Jack was flaming in more ways than one. Shit I didn't think that was Toby's type, I am amazed that Toby picked me. I am the complete opposite of Jack. Shit Jack, was... I can't even put words to it, and that red hair shit, the attitude. When he told me to go into work, I didn't want to leave him, I watched from the doors for a minute, but decided I better make an appearance. So I went and changed into my scrubs, told Janice I would be right back and went back out to see Toby. Toby was on the phone and Jack was nowhere to be found, he turned around at me and smiled and I asked if he was ok, he said he was. "Is he gone?" "Yeah, I walked him to his car and told him to leave." "Ok, are you really ok?" "Yeah, Doc, I am more pissed with my brother for telling him where I was, but he said he didn't give him my address, I am hoping he didn't, I don't need him showing up at my place." I squeezed his hand. "Let's get to work, see you at lunch time?" "Yeah Toby, I will call you when I can get a break." We walked back in the doors and split up, he went to his office, I went back to ER and was busy the rest of the day. Jack didn't show up again, Toby was a little stressed thinking he was going to follow us home or something, but he never did show up. The rest of the week went great, we spent most of the nights at my condo, I love snuggling up with him so much, and I really love when I get to lay on top of him, and lay my head on his chest, I really do like listening to his heart beat. I am glad that I am shorter than him, it is nice how I just curve right into the spots, I fit perfect to his six foot frame. ************** **Toby** We were lying in bed the following Saturday morning, it was the first Saturday that the Doc had off in a while, so it was nice to just sleep in a bit. It was getting much colder; this is going to be my first winter here, god I'm already freezing and it only fall. "Doc?" "MMMMmm." He snuggled up to me and kissed my neck. "Doc?" I was losing my focus, god do I love when he snuggles into me. "Yeah Toby, what's up?" He stopped kissing me and looked me in the eyes. "I was wondering... I was actually hoping..." I was stammering, gee why can't I just ask him? "Spit it out Toby." He smiled at me. I smiled at him, I loved him so much and one of these days I am going to have to tell him that. "I was wondering if you had any vacation time coming up." "I do, what do you have planned?" "Doc, I was hoping that you would come with me to L.A. to visit my family." ************** **Jake** Oh shit, he wants me to meet his family, holy cow. What do I say? I don't want to come off as an ass, because I think it might be too soon to start meeting his parents, but in a way I wouldn't mind going to see where he grew up. Wow, he is looking at me, I need to say something. "Sure." Did I just say sure, holy shit, but it might be nice, we have been together now for a few months, five to be exact. "Are you really ok with it? I don't want to push you or anything." He was smiling. "It might be fun, yeah I... would love to meet your family, Toby." Wow, I can't believe I am saying this. "Really, ok, you don't have to do anything, I will get the tickets, hotel and rental car. This is going to be great. When can you get some time off?" He actually looked happy. "You name it, I will put in for it. Just remember I need at least two weeks' notice." "No problem, Doc. I was hoping to go sometime after your birthday, but before the holidays because I don't know if you could stand my family during the holiday season." "Are they that bad?" "Yes and no, I am just trying to keep you away from my uncles. I don't even like them, they aren't the nicest toward gay people." "I am sorry to hear that, are they at least nice to you?" "If calling me their queer nephew is nice, than no." He chuckled. "I try not to be around the house when they visit. It is worse in the holiday season because they come around more." "Then after my birthday it is. What do you think about leaving maybe Halloween, which is a Friday? How long were you thinking a week or two?" "I would like to go for two weeks, but if you don't, it will be fine." He stared at me for a second. "Either you can come back or we both could after a week. I would love to have you there the entire time, but I can understand if you, don't want to." He drew out the last three words, as he keeps looking at me. "You don't have to go, I can see that you don't really want to." Before I knew what happened, he was out of the bed and left the bedroom. "Toby?" He didn't answer, I got up and followed him, he must have went downstairs because he was nowhere to be found up here. I went down the stairs and saw him in the kitchen. "Toby?" He looked over at me. "Toby, I want to go." "Doc, it is ok, no worries. I just thought it would be nice to have you meet my parents." He looked down and back up. "Hey do you mind if I go for a run. I know I told you I was all yours today, but I really need to run a bit." He didn't wait for my answer, he headed upstairs to grab his sweats and left out. Was I saying something else with my facial expressions or was he just reading too much into it? Are we having our first fight? Wow, I really don't know what happen in the split second where he wanting me to come to thinking I didn't want to. I called Janice, I didn't know what the hell just went on, I needed to bounce it off someone. "Hey Janice, do you have a second to talk?" "Yeah Jake, what's going on, you sound distressed." Janice must be picking up that in my voice. "I don't know Janice, I am not sure if Toby and I had our first fight or what, but he just left for a run and won't really look at me." "Jake, calm down, what happened?" "As I said, I am not sure, he was talking about taking me to visit his parents and then he all of a sudden changed his mind and became distant, I don't know if I was putting off the fact that I was scare to meet them or what?" "Jake, how do you feel about Toby?" "I like him very much." "Just like him, Jake?" "I love him." "Have you told him that? Has he told you he loves you?" "No on both counts. I know he loves me, I see it in his actions and everything he does." "Duh Jake, you can see that boy loves you beyond belief. What is stopping you from telling him?" "I don't know, Janice." "Jake, he isn't Rick." "I know Janice, I know he isn't Rick. But." "But what, he loves you and you love him, what is the big deal." "I don't know Janice, I don't know." "Don't break this boy's heart." "Janice, he's a grown man, he turns thirty-one in January." "And you turn thirty-seven in October, tell him Jake, don't lose this one because you're afraid." "I will think about it Janice." "Don't think, just do it." "Ok, thanks, I will see you tomorrow at work?" "Yeah, see you tomorrow, Jake." ************** **Toby** I had to get out of there; I could really tell he didn't want to go. Maybe he doesn't feel the same way about me and I do about him. Maybe I am glad I haven't told him that I love him. God it is cold out here and it is only late September, shit why did I move here? I decided to head back to the house, maybe he will be there, or maybe he left and went home. I am not going to push him into anything he doesn't want to do. Maybe this relationship was not meant to be, I don't know, I just know I like the Doc a hell of a lot. Shit, what am I going to do? ************** **Jake** I waited for over an hour for Toby to return, I almost gave up on him when he walked into the house. "Hey Toby." I was sitting on the couch. "Hi Doc." He was about to head upstairs. "Toby, will you please come here." "Doc, I am all sweaty, can I take a shower first." "Nope, this will only take a minute." I had a key in my hand, I decided it was time. ************** **Toby** I walked over to the Doc, and then I saw it, I saw my key in his hands, and I knew he was going to break up with me, I just looked at him. "Toby, what's wrong." ************** **Jake** "Nothing Doc, just tell me what you have to say." I could see that he looked defeated now. What was going through his head? "Toby, I love you." His head snapped up when I said that. "I love you, and I need to stop guarding my heart. You have been the best thing for me, in years, and I should have told you this a long time ago." I looked at him and he had tears cresting his eyes. "Toby are you ok?" "Yeah Doc, this is a weird way of breaking up with me." "Breaking up with you, I am not breaking up with you. I am telling you that I love you." "But you have my key in your hand like you are returning it to me." I laughed. "It's not your key, it is my key. I was giving you my spare key." He sat down on the couch I could tell he was relieved, the tears that were threating to cascade over his lids, began to flow. I sat down and hugged him. "Toby I love you." He nodded his head but wouldn't look at me, was he ashamed to cry in front of me or something, I really need to figure this man out. "Doc, I love you too. I was scare to tell you, not completely knowing how you felt about me. Sometimes I knew beyond a doubt that you did but sometimes, I couldn't tell. Like when I asked you to go with me to my parents, you got distant." "Scare Toby, not distant, I am scare." He looked at me. "Toby, I was scared to open my heart, to trust you. But I have to remember you're not Rick. Honey, I want to go with you to visit your parents, please let me be with you." "But it really seems like it's something you don't want to do." "To be honest, it scares the living shit out of me. I never had to do that before. I was with Rick since coming out to my parents and he was in and out of foster homes when he was a kid, so he never had real parents, so I didn't have to go through the stage of meeting someone's parents." "Then you don't have to right now. It is ok, Doc. I will go out this time alone and if you feel up to it next time, then please accompany me." I could tell he didn't like saying that. "Toby, will it bother you that I won't be there with you this time." "I would be lying to you if I said it won't, but it will be fine Doc. It's not like we have been together that long, so it will be fine." He turned towards me, kissed and hugged me. "Do you mind if I take a shower?" "No Toby, I don't mind." He ran up the stairs and I heard the water running after a minute. I looked over to the coffee table, he left his cell there, I wonder if I could find his sister's number in it or if he locks his phone. I picked it up, press the on button and it goes right into the main screen. I look for Sarah's number and quickly put it in my phone. I laid his phone back on the table and he came down a few minutes later and sat next to me. "So what do you want to do here Doc? We had our first disagreement or small fight, so do we get to have make up sex now?" He grinned his evil grin at me. I pushed him down and kissed him. "I love you, Toby, and I don't think I will ever get tired of telling you that." I love you too, Doc, and I don't think I will ever get tired of you telling me that." ************** **Toby** We didn't end up having sex, we had things to do. Both of our places were in desperate need of cleaning and we had laundry to do. We cleaned mine first, we threw a load of laundry in as we started and flipped it when it needed. Then we went over to his place and did the same. I would run home and switch over my laundry when it was time and put it away. Merlin didn't hide anymore when I would come over; we stay more at the Doc's place then mine, so when we went to the grocery store we mainly just left the food at his place. I would just stock my place with the necessary items such as coffee, beer and snacks. Over the following weeks, we were getting along great, I still wish he would come with me to L.A., but I can understand his fear. When his birthday came, I asked Janice and her husband over to have a small celebration; I didn't want to embarrass the Doc. Janice and he had it off, it was their normal day off, I asked for the day off, I didn't tell him beforehand. "Toby, you are going to be late." The Doc woke me, with kisses. "MMMMmm, I think I am going to call in sick today." I rolled over and reached under the bed and pulled out his gift. "Happy Birthday, Babe, I love you." "Wait a minute." "What?" "You didn't call me, Doc or Jake, this is the first time you called me Babe." He was smiling at me. "I think I have called you that before, do you not like it, I can call you Doc. I love calling you Doc." "No, no, I love it." He was smiling at me. "Just couldn't believe you finally called me something else. Thank you." I leaned in and kissed him, I do love him so much. I handed him his gift. ************** **Jake** God, I like that, that was I think the first time he has called me Babe. That was the best Birthday present he could have given me, but of course, no he hands me a wrapped gift. I sat up against his headboard and sat the present in my lap. "Wait a minute; you are calling in sick today? Why?" "I don't have to call in sick, Babe, I took today off, to be with you and to have everything ready for your Birthday dinner." "You what? But you are taking two weeks off in just two weeks from now. Do you have the time?" "Yes I do, when I hired in, it was one of the items that I asked for upfront was my vacation time. So I could take it around my employees. So I have three weeks to use before January, then it reloads with five weeks." He looks at me, he had shifted up in the bed to sit next to me against the headboard. "Babe?" He looked at the present in my hand and back up at me. "Ok, ok, I will stop stalling." I looked down at the gift in my lap, I really didn't want anything for my birthday, but of course he didn't listen to me. I turned it over and delicately I removed the tape from the paper, and lifted the paper from around the box. "Oh my god, you are not one of those?" "What?" "The people that nicely unwrap their gifts, to the point that they could literally save the paper or rewrap the box." He was laughing at me. "You are supposed to rip it open, Doc." "It is just how I am. So stop laughing at me." I kissed him and opened the box, my mouth dropped open. "I noticed that you had every one of these books, and when I asked if you had read them all and you said you had, all except the first one. I finally asked how you had gotten into such a weird series, which would be more up my alley, then a doctor's. You said your Dad got you hooked on the series. So I found the first one for you, it wasn't easy, who am I kidding, yeah it was, but I still hope that you like it." Jake and Toby Ch. 06 I couldn't believe it, he took the time, which I never did to find the first book of the 'The Executioner' book series by Doc Pendleton, it is comparable but not completely to the Jack Reacher books by Lee Child. When I picked the book up, there was something else up under it. I looked at him and he smiled. "What did you do?" I picked up an envelope; it had a few things in it. I pulled out plane tickets for both of us for a long weekend of December 18 to the 21st. Then I pulled out hotel reservations for New York's Marriott Marquis on Broadway, after that I pulled out tickets for Friday night's performance of the Nutcracker at the Koch Theater and Saturday night's performance of the Glass Menagerie at Booth Theatre. I looked at him. "This is too much, Toby." "No, I wanted to do it for you Hon, now all I ask is that you take those days off, or take them off without pay if you don't have the vacation days." "I have them, I never take vacation, but Honey, really this is too much." "Hey part of it is for me, unless you don't want me there." He smiled at me, god do I love this man. "Doc, take the gift and shut up and kiss me." He pulled the tickets out of my hand, set them back in the box and sat it on the floor. He pulled me down in the bed and started kissing my neck, ears and chest then he took one of my nipples and sucked it into his mouth. I moaned loudly. "God, Toby." At least we didn't have to undress, that is one thing about it being morning and us sleeping together every night in the nude. He rolled me over on my stomach and reached for something that was on the floor, I smelled vanilla before I felt the oils on my back, he was giving me another massage. The massages he gives are wonderful, I sometimes wish he would do them more often but I can understand why he doesn't, they are time consuming. "Toby, why are you so good to me?" "Because, I love you Doc." "I love you too, Toby." Toby gave me a full body massage that took over an hour, he did do some side tracking a bit. When he would be near my cock, he would suck it for a while before going back to massaging, when I was on my stomach, he finger fucked me. But overall the massage was wonderful. When he was finished he did give me a very happen ending, it was one of the best blowjobs that he has giving me in these last few month. I don't know if he has been practicing or if it just felt amazing because of the wonderful massage. I was just lying there in the afterglow when he went to get up. "Toby, we aren't finished yet." "What do you mean Doc, I gave you your massage and a little extra." He smiled at me. "You have your present, what else is there?" "You didn't get off?" "Tonight Doc, tonight I will." He just gave me a sinister grin and walked into the bathroom and I heard the shower. "Doc?" "Yeah Toby." "Would you like to join me in the shower?" I didn't have to be asked twice, I got up immediately and got in, I stepped onto a towel he had laid in the tub. "Why is there a towel in the tub?" "Didn't want you slipping, your feet have a lot of oil on them. Plus I wanted to do this." Toby smiled and then turned me around. I felt his cock at my entrance, I knew he had already loosened me up so when he pushed forward, there was only a little pressure and then oh god, his wonderful cock. He filled me completely, he waited just a second for me to adjust to him, and then he was fucking me hard and fast. I am very grateful for the towel now, because I think I would have fallen over after the first thrust into me. It was a fast fuck, he didn't last long but he had me coming with him, he reached around and grabbed my hard cock and jerked it as he was fucking my ass. All I could do was brace myself with my hands on the shower wall, I was cumming and I was cumming hard, it felt like it was coming from my toes through my balls out my cock, wow. I clamped down on Toby's cock hard and he groaned so loud and came inside of me. We were panting hard. "Doc, oh my god, was that great." "Yeah it was." His hard cock was still buried deep inside of me. He was still leaning over my back, he did a few more strokes with his cock and withdrew it, I didn't like having it out of me, but I know we need to get cleaned up for the day. We spend another twenty or so minutes washing each other, kissing and touching. Finally when the water was running cold we shut it off and stepped out to dry one another. Toby stepped out of the bathroom and I took a moment to hang the towel that we were standing on up so it could start draining in the tub. When I came out into the bedroom, Toby had the bed stripped and was putting on clean sheets. "I could have done that Babe." "I know, but it is your birthday and I wanted to let you relax today. I am going to go downstairs and feed Merlin for you, then run across to my place for a bit, to start getting dinner prepared. If you would like to come over, I would love to have you there." "Yeah, let me get dressed, and I will walk over with you." Toby surprised me when I entered his place; he had a balloon and flowers there for me, and when I sat down on the couch he brought out a small cake. I don't know when he did all this, he wouldn't even tell me. We ordered Chinese to be delivered for lunch and we ended up feeding one another. After we were finished, I ended up lounging on the couch while Toby prepared the food for tonight. "Where did you learn how to cook?" "My Mother, she wanted to make sure each of us kids could at least feed ourselves without eating out all the time. She would make us cook one night a week, so Monday through Thursday every week my Mom didn't have to cook because one of my brothers or sister or I would be. I think she really just didn't want to have to prepare a meal every day." Toby laughed. "Well, when I get to meet her, I will have to thank her, because I haven't been this cared for since I lived at home. You don't even want to know what I lived on before you came." I laughed. "Well you had your chance, remember, but I know you can't now, it is too close to the time that I am leaving." "I am sorry, Honey. I am sorry, that I was scared. Next time, I will go, just name the time." "It probably won't be until next summer, but I will hold you too it, Doc." He sat down and kissed me, then got back up and went to the kitchen to prepare something else. The rest of the afternoon flew by and the next thing I realized was Toby was pushing me up to go and change for dinner. I ran home and put on some gray slacks and a nice white dress shirt, per his instructions. When I returned, he was dressed in black slacks and a black long sleeve shirt, god did he look gorgeous. I went over to him and he hugged and kissed me, but before we could do anything else, the doorbell rang. Toby went to the door and Janice and her husband Clark was there, he invited them in and we all sat in the living room for a bit talking and drinking some wine before Toby announced that dinner was ready. He had made homemade spinach and cheese ravioli in his own tomato basil sauce. I could smell the wonderful sauce while he was making it but I didn't know he also made the ravioli. I know he came out of the kitchen a few times with flour all over him hands and shirt but I didn't think he was making his own pasta. "Jake, you are going to have to keep this one. If you don't I am going to get rid of my husband and find a way to satisfy him so he will cook for me." Toby just laughed at Janice. "Whenever you would like me to cook for you Janice, all you have to do is ask." "You are going to have to cook for me as well, I may have to become gay to keep you around. Jake I don't want to have to suck his dick so you are going to have to keep him." Clark laughed. "So do we have a standing once a week dinner invite?" "I'll see what I can do." Toby responded. We sat around after the dinner in the living room again, talked and drank some more wine when Janice handed me a gift. "Jake I know you hate when I give you a gift, but I thought this would be great for you when I saw it." "Janice, thank you." I took the little box from her, Toby and I were sitting right next to one another on the loveseat and he had his arm around me as I was opening the gift. "Tear into it, Jake." Janice said. "Janice, he doesn't do that, I watched him carefully undo my gift this morning, he could have literally ironed the paper and used it for someone else's gift." Everyone laughed. "Oh, what did you get from Toby?" Janice asked. "A long weekend in December to New York to see two shows." "Wow, it must be wonderful to be in love, I don't get much anymore after being married for twenty years." "Didn't I just take you to Florida?" Clark asked. "We visited your sister. I want somewhere for just the two of us." "I thought you liked my sister." Clark was joking and everyone could tell that he was. "Anyways Jake, please open your gift." I was still taking the wrapping paper off the box, I am so slow at this, I could tell that Toby wanted to rip it out of my hands. I just smiled at him and folded the paper up and sat it on the end table. I opened the little box and there was a tie tack inside, it was in the shape of a stethoscope. "I know you don't get to wear your dress shirt and tie in the ER, because you change into scrubs like the rest of us, but I thought maybe when you are out and wanted or needed a tie tack that you would like this." "Janice I love it." I got up and hugged and kissed her on the cheek. I never had many friends and I never got these types of gifts even when I finished medical school. I will have to make sure the next time I am to wear a tie that this is on it. I sat back down with Toby and we talked some more before we realized that it was after ten, so Janice and Clark decided it was time that they left. I helped Toby clean up, he didn't want me to, but I did anyways. When we finished, we walked upstairs to go to bed, Toby had to be to work tomorrow, I didn't. He started kissing my neck when we entered the bedroom. "Toby, you have to be to work tomorrow." "Yeah I know, Doc." "My birthday was wonderful, it was the best I have had in years, you don't have to make love to me tonight, holding me will be plenty. I don't want you to be tired tomorrow." "I would love to do anything that you want, Doc." We stripped down to nothing and got into the bed, he spooned me, and was still kissing on my neck. He started licking down the side of my neck and then he bite my shoulder. "Ohhhhh, Toby." He grazed my ear with his teeth. "Yeah, Doc?" ************** **Toby** The two weeks from the Doc's birthday to me flying out to L.A. went by quickly. I was busy at work making up the schedules and getting the person that would be in charge caught up on everything, I did let Phil know he could call me if he needed anything. I had my bags packed for the two weeks. The Doc wanted to drive me to the airport, but I told him not to bother, that it would be best if my car was in the parking lot, because I was getting back when he would be at work. He grudgingly let me go, I think he wanted to see me off, that was sweet of him. My flight is a nonstop and it will be almost 7 hours long, at least that is better than how I got out here, driving all this way, it took almost four days, the pains of liking my car. Since the Doc wasn't coming I didn't rent a car, I have my motorcycle still in my parent's garage, just will have to make sure it is tuned up before I go anywhere. I will be staying in my old room, I kind of wish the Doc would have come, I wouldn't have minded staying at the hotel. I love my parents but I can't stand my uncles, and I know they will be coming over. I have been in contact with my sister, Sarah all week. She is going to pick me up at the airport; I am leaving here at six so I should be there with my luggage in hand by ten in the morning. It is good to gain hours going but I will lose them coming back. "I will miss you." Jake said as I was loading up my luggage in the trunk. "I will only be gone two weeks, remember you had your chance to come." "I know." He grinned at me, I didn't understand why, he had puppy dog eyes when he told me he would miss me, but then he had this guilty grin like something was up. I bent down, kissed and hugged him. "I love you, Doc." "Have a good trip, you have your e reader in your carry on?" I nodded. "I love you too, Toby." I kissed him again, got in my car and drove away. ** Jake** I watched Toby leave, it was sad seeing him go, but I had to get in gear if I was going to make it to work in the next few hours, I had to pack, feed Merlin and make sure everything was taken care of. I went into work and met up with Janice in the parking structure. "Hey Jake, did Toby get off this morning then?" "Yep, he left at four." "What time is your flight tonight, so I make sure I get you there on time?" "I have to be at the airport at 10 tonight, but it is scheduled to leave at midnight, I should be getting there at 3:30 in the morning so hopefully when I get my luggage and find Toby's sister it will be about four in the morning." "I still don't know why you didn't want to fly out with Toby, he has looked so sad when I would bring up his trip to him the last few days. I don't think he wants to be away from you." "At first Janice, I didn't want to go, but after a week, I decided that I wanted to surprise him. That is when I got ahold of his sister, Sarah, and arranged everything. I have been talking with his Mom and Dad as well and they are all keeping quiet about me coming." "It is cute that you are surprising him, but you could have just told him, and then you would be flying out together." "I tried to get on his flight but is was booked. I actually have upgraded his ticket for his return to first class to sit next to me coming home. "Does he know this?" "No, he printed his tickets out a week ago and never noticed that his seating assignment changed." I smiled, she just laughed. The day drug by, I swear the clocks literally stopped today, at one that afternoon, Toby called for his sisters car, saying he had made it there and was heading to his parent's home. I told him that I loved him, and that I would call him when I got off work. I was hoping that he didn't try calling after midnight tonight, when I will be in the air, but I am sure he won't. When the day finally ended, Janice and I walked out of the hospital and headed our separate ways. I drove home and made sure that I packed everything that I needed and what I wanted in my carry on. I was going to try to sleep the whole way so I don't need any sleep when I get there. Janice and Clark were at my place at nine that night, we put my luggage in their trunk and we were off to the airport. "I will make sure that I stop in before and after work to feed Merlin, you don't have to worry about a thing." "Thanks, Janice you are the best." "Give Toby a kiss for me when you see him." "Oh, I will Janice, I will." I got out of the car and got my luggage from the trunk and went into the airport. I got everything set, luggage was checked, I went through security and found my gate, thank goodness, I found a quiet area because Toby called to tell me good night. I talked with him for a few minutes and faked a yawn and told him I was tired from today. I can't wait to see him in a few hours. Jake and Toby Ch. 07 FYI: A past rape is mentioned but the act itself does not occur. ***** *Jake* The flight out to L.A. was long, I tried to sleep as much as possible, thank god my seat was in first class, I had tons of room and the seat next to me was empty. The flight attendant woke me up twenty minutes before we landed, which was nice because it took me a bit to get oriented. I was still a little out of it, when we touched down and when I walked off the plane I was still trying to clear my head of sleep. It took a bit to get to where the luggage area was, once I grabbed my luggage I saw a woman that had to be Toby's sister. "Are you Sarah Smith-Wilkins?" "Jake?" We both smiled at one another. "Toby still doesn't know you are coming, and our Dad is in the car circling the airport, he didn't want me coming here alone, because my husband was working." "I don't blame him and thank you again for keeping this a secret, I almost messed up and told Toby by accident a few days ago, I am glad he doesn't always pay complete attention to me." We both laughed, we walked out of the airport and only had to wait a few minutes before Sarah's Dad came around. When her Dad pulled up, he got out of the car and opened the trunk. "Hello, I'm William, you can call me Bill." "Nice to meet you Bill, I'm Jake. Thank you for coming and getting me this morning." He smiled at me. "Anything to calm my son's nerves a little. He hasn't quite been himself, I think he is missing you." I just smiled, Toby is missing me and it hasn't been a full twenty-four hours yet. The ride to their house wasn't even an hour, when we walked in the door, Toby's Mother was in the living room. "Good morning Jake, it is so nice to finally put a face to the name and voice. I'm sure you are tired, Toby's room is up the stairs and it's the third door on the right." "Thank you, Betty." She hugged me and I took my luggage up the stair and when I reached Toby's door I opened it quietly, went in and closed it, I sat my luggage in the corner. There was enough light coming in the window from the street lights that I could see Toby sleeping. I walked over to him and sat on the edge of the bed. "Toby, Sweetie." I stroked his hair and brushed his forehead with my thumb. "MMMmmmm." He said in his sleep. "Toby, Honey, can you wake up for a minute?" Toby's eyes slowly opened and he smiled when he saw me. "Hey Doc, I missed you." He put his head on my lap and fell back to sleep. God that was too cute, he stayed like that for a bit, I just continued to stroke his hair, then he rolled over and stayed asleep, I thought about laying down with him, but I was wide awake, it was five-thirty their time, so eight-thirty in the morning ours. I got up and went back downstairs to the kitchen and Betty and Bill were there. "Do you need something, Jake?" Betty asked. "No, just was wide awake, and Toby is sleeping so I thought I would seek out some coffee." "Just have a seat, it is brewing right now. Would you like some breakfast?" "I don't want to put you out, coffee will be fine." "Nonsense, Bill here always eats at this time. I will be making him some, it will not be that much more to make you some too." Betty moved to the stove and started preparing breakfast for the two of us, but she seemed to be making more than for the two of us. I asked where a restroom was and she pointed to a door just off the kitchen, it was a half bath. I went in and used the bathroom and was washing my hands and face when I heard Toby in the kitchen, he sounded sad. I opened the door. "Why do you look like you lost your best friend, Baby?" Betty asked him, I was just standing there with the bathroom door open. "I dreamt that Jake was here." He turned around to take a seat at the table with Bill, Bill could see me and then it was funny seeing the shock roll across Toby's face when he saw me. It was like a cartoon, when the character does a double take, he looked at me than his father than back at me to make sure he was really seeing me. "Holy Shit, Doc that is really you?" "Yeah Toby, it is me." I smiled as he came over, hugged and kissed me, right there in front of his parents. "You are really here, I can't believe this." He was still hugging me, then he pulled me out of the kitchen to the living room and kissed me again. "What are you doing here, Doc?" I could hear his parents laughing. "I wanted to surprise you." "But you said you didn't want to meet my family just yet. How long have you been planning this?" "A week after you asked me, I couldn't get on your flight, so I didn't tell you. I called your Sister and Mom to tell them I was coming and we all kept it from you." The smile was huge that crossed his face. "Doc, this was the best surprise that you could have ever given me." He then kissed me hard that I just wanted to tear his clothes off. We heard someone clear their throat behind us, we turned to see his Father standing there. "You can curb that for a while, Toby. You two can come into the kitchen and have breakfast, it is going to be a beautiful day today so you take Jake sightseeing later." "Yes, Sir." Toby said as he pulled me back into the kitchen, I heard Bill chuckle. We had a wonderful morning, Betty had made a ton of food. Sarah came down after napping for an hour, sat and ate with us. Toby after a while pulled me back upstairs to his bedroom, when we made it inside, he pushed me up against the door and kissed me. He was kissing my face, neck and was opening up my shirt. "Are you a little happy to see me?" He continued to unbutton my shirt when I stopped him. "Toby we can't have sex here." "Wasn't sex, I was going to give you the best blowjob you will ever have." "Toby, please don't they will know what we are doing, you know I can't keep from moaning." Toby did stop unbuttoning my shirt but he was still covering me with kisses. "Are you afraid to have sex while my parents are in the house?" "Yes." I laughed when he led me to the bed and laid on top of me. ******* *Toby* When the Doc woke me, I thought I was dreaming. I can't believe he came all the way here to surprise me, and now he is afraid to have sex in my parents' house, that is too funny. "Do you want me to rent us a hotel room for the time we are here?" I asked him, I need to find out how long he was staying. "You aren't allowed, Toby." We heard my Mom say from the other side of the door. "You two are staying here and that is final." I could see the Doc was embarrassed, he turned red, and I kissed him. "Later we will do something, my parents didn't take time off while I was going to be here, so we will have the house to ourselves a lot." I smiled at him and he smiled back with some relief showing. "Your parents didn't seem the least bit uncomfortable when you kissed and hugged me downstairs." "No, they got over being uncomfortable around me when they walked in on me and Jack too many times." The Doc looked at me with interest. "We were just kissing or holding one another, nothing too bad. See when I first came out to them, as you know my Dad wasn't too happy. He wouldn't allow me to have Jack in my room anymore. So that left us hanging out in living room and they came home a lot with Jack in my lap." "So really they are ok with us touching?" God he is a worry wart, I had to laugh. "Yes, really they have embraced that I am gay and I will be touching and kissing on my boyfriend, lover, partner or hopefully one day husband in front of them, a lot." I kissed him again. "I love you, Jake." "I love you too, Toby." "Come on and lay down with me for a bit, I am sure you are still tired from the flight." "A little yeah." We laid down for a bit and fell to sleep, Jake had he head on my chest as always, I love when he lays across me like that. Next thing we know we jumped because there was pounding on the door. "Hey Bro, we know you are in there, you have two seconds to be decent cause we are coming in." They didn't even give us two seconds before both of my brothers came barging in. "Hello, so this is the guy that stole my brother's heart." My older brother laughed. "Hi, I'm Matt and this loser here is Charlie." The Doc sat up on the edge of the bed and I followed. "Hi, I guess I did steal your brother's heart, my names Jake. Nice to meet you, Matt and Charlie." He smiled. "I thought you two were working? Can't you ever just knock nicely and wait to barge in?" I rudely responded. "Nope. Come downstairs, everyone is here." Matt responded. We followed them downstairs and Matt's wife Maggie with their three kids, Sarah's husband John, looking very tired and Charlie's girlfriend Cindy were all sitting there. We all talked for a long time, until Mom walked in and said that lunch was ready. I could see that Jake was getting tired, even with getting sleep on the plane, travelling can really tire you out. I will make it a point to pull him upstairs again when everyone leaves and hopefully everyone does soon, because I do like sleeping with this man, last night I didn't sleep well, I tossed and turned most of the night. "So Jake, how did you two meet?" Maggie asked. "Meet or start to get to know one another?" Jake said with a smile, I squeezed his thigh under the table. "Both." Sarah and Maggie said at the same time. Jake laughed. "My first thought of Toby was that he was some pain in the ass person that like to blare his music while driving. He pulled up next to me on our way to work, with his loud heavy metal song blaring and I was a little annoyed." Everyone laughed, they know Toby and his love of music. "But when the song ended I was expecting another metal song and it changed to opera, which stunned me. Then I found out he was a new employee at the hospital and when he walked by we smiled at one another for close to a month, we never really spoke." "Then what got you two to talking?" Cindy asked. "The hospital sends people on trust and teaming building retreats and we ended up on the same team, riding in the same van and sleeping in the same room." "Oh you have to tell us more." Sarah said. "Oh no he doesn't." I responded. "Come on, please. Anything embarrassing happen before you two started dating, anything at all? When did you two start dating?" Sarah asked. "Officially we started dating after the retreat, couldn't go on a date with nineteen other people around." Jake stated. "But with all honestly, Jake told me I had to woo him." "Why?" Everyone asked. Jake looked embarrassed then, so I stepped in. "Because of Jack, and I don't blame Jake at all for making me work for his affection." "Hey man, again I am sorry about that." Charlie spoke up. "I didn't expect him to go there to try get you back." "He what?" My mother spoke up. "Another story for another time, Mom." I responded. "Well Jake, how did my brother woo you over?" Matt asked. "With flowers, dinner and a massage." Jake responded. "Gee Bro, pulling out all the guns at once huh." Matt responded. "Anything to convince him that I was serious, I fell for him that first time that I saw him when I pulled up next to him." All the women in the room said ahhhh at the same time. "I am glad that the hospital forced me to go on the retreat or I would still be looking at the Doc from a distance." Jake looked at me and smiled he squeezed my hand. "How about you Jake, are you glad the retreat happened?" Sarah asked. Jake smiled and looked at me. "Yes, because I was too shy to talk to him, we were even neighbors and we didn't talk to one another when we came home." "You didn't tell me that Toby." My Mom spoke up. "Yeah, our condos are right across from one another, so it is very convenient when we want to be together, which is all the time." "Then why don't you two move in together?" My Dad asked, I just looked at my Dad, honestly I have never thought about that, but it may still be too soon to think about that. "Honestly?" Jake spoke up. "New relationship, and how my last long-term relationship ended, it is a little hard to make that leap and Toby is stuck in a year's lease anyways, either way if he keeps his condo or not he will be paying the months out." "Jake, you won't give your condo up?" Matt asked. "Wait guys, we haven't asked one another to marry yet, so why does anyone have to give up their condo." "I thought you two were serious?" Sarah asked. "We are, but we haven't known one another for a year yet. Can you give us time to discuss this on our own before you give us the third degree about moving in with one another?" I squeezed Jakes hand again, he looked me in the eye and smiled. "Ok, we will back off a bit. We're just wondering that is all." My Mom stated. "Ok, let's go back to this retreat thing, you said you were in the same bedroom?" Sarah asked. "Can you drop it Sarah, Please." I asked. "No, what happened?" "Nothing happened, we were sleeping in the same bed for the week long retreat." "The same bed and you didn't know one another?" Sarah responded. "Well I bet they did after being in the same bed for a week." Matt stated. "Ok, everyone, stop making Jake and your brother embarrassed." My Mom finally came to our rescue. The twenty thousand questions finally ended and so did lunch, after everyone left and even my father took my Mom out for a while, I pulled Jake upstairs to lie down. "I love you, Jake; I hope that my family's questions didn't bother you." "No Toby they didn't. I love you too. Since the topic reared its ugly head, I think it is time I told you about Rick." "Doc, you don't have to, I have never pushed you. I figured there was more to the story than how he moved out." "There is." "If you want, you can wait until we go home, but if you need to get it off your chest now, I am here to listen." "Is there ever a good time to talk about the ex?" I shook my head and laid down. "Rick he was generally great, at least in my eyes, not so much in others people's eyes, especially Alan and Janice's." He was lying on my chest so I couldn't look at him, but I think that help him be able to talk about it. "I thought he loved me all the years we were together, but again I saw what I wanted to see. I bought my house here after med school and he moved in with me. We were together from the beginning of med school, he worked at the university." "We did almost everything together and when I got my internship here, he actually quit his job and followed me. He didn't even think twice about it, the moment I told him where my internship was he said he would quit working at the University and seek a job there. Again, I believed it was out of love, that he wanted to be near me. It made me so happy. He was even there for me when my parents were killed, he went with me to D.C. to take care of everything and to close my father's practice and sell the house." He tightens his hold on me. "The last time I saw him, before he came in and moved everything out of my house, was a week before hand. I had just gotten off a twenty four hour shift at the hospital, the atmosphere in the house was tense, I could just feel it when I walked in. He was sitting in the kitchen and I could tell he was mad about something, and me being me, I walked over to him and asked him what was wrong and he hit me." I tensed up when he said that, I didn't know he was hit by his ex. "I can't lie and say that was the first time he had, because it wasn't. But this was the first time he punched me in the face." I really tensed up and Jake held me tighter. "I don't know what cause him to go off the deep end that day, and I probably never will. But he grabbed me up and proceeded to beat the crap out of me, telling me I was cheating on him, I wasn't, I don't know what he was talking about. He said I lied to him about working the last twenty four hours, that I was with someone else, that someone had seen me. Again I told him that I didn't know what he was talking about. He kept saying I was his, and no one can have me and then he raped me." "He left the house afterwards, and I called the police, but I would press charges, because I knew I needed to go to the hospital. When they brought me in, it was Alan and Janice that were assigned to me. Alan wouldn't let me go back to my place, so I stayed at a hotel for a few days; the cops took me in to get some clothes. When I got up the nerve to return to my home, he had moved everything, literally he left my books on the floor and my clothes were just thrown out of the dressers, I had a few other personal items, but he moved out all the furniture, appliances, dishes anything that made a house a home." "Babe." "Wait, let me finish, please. He left a note on the counter for me, saying he never really loved me, that I was just a person to fuck, that he has found his love of his life and I could have my fucking guy that I was seen with. I put the house on the market and moved to the condo, I have never seen him since. I will be honest with you, I wasn't going to let anyone else in, to have my heart stomped on like that, even though I knew our relationship wasn't the greatest, but I did love him. I didn't want to fall in love with you Toby, but I did, and I am glad I have. You are a wonderful person." "Thank you Jake, I love you too and I am glad you let me in and I will make you a promise right now, I will never hurt you." "I know you won't, Toby that is why I love you. I can see the difference between my relationship with Rick and with you. I know this is real love and if you said you wanted me to give up my condo, I would do it for you." "I'm not saying that I don't want us to move in together, because I do, and we technically already are. But, let's at least wait until my lease is up before we make that decision. I have only four more months, then we can discuss if we want to move to yours, which would be the logical choice or mine, or get an entire new place." "That's a deal." "Here is a question for you, when is your lease up?" I asked. "It doesn't matter, I am buying my condo, so we can decide anything you like, and I could sell." "Nope I think that makes up the decision, I will move in with you, if you will have me, but." "Oh, I think I will have you." He smirks up at me. "But?" "You are going to have to let me pay rent or utilities or something, I am not going to leech off of my boyfriend." "That's a deal, I love you Toby." "Love you too, now what am I going to do with all my furniture?" "Well we can store some of it in the basement if you want, sell some, and I can get rid of some of mine to use yours." "I guess we have four months to decide all of that. Let's take a nap, Babe, you look tired." "I am." Over the next several days, I showed Jake around. One night I took the Doc to a club, I know he has never done the gay nightclub scene. The look on his face when we walked through the doors was priceless. Seeing all these young guys with tight clothing and some with very little clothing, they were out on the dance floor, humping on one another. I pulled Jake over to small booth in the back of the place, we had a good view of the dance floor, we order some drinks and kissed and touch a little while watching all the guys of the dance floor. I so much wanted to go down on him, I did unbutton and unzip his pants, he tried to stop me. I reached in and started stroking his cock, he leaned back in the seat and closed his eyes. I was kissing on his neck while stroking him. I could tell he was getting close, I took a quick look around and quickly dove down on him as he started to cum. When I came back up off of him, or waiter was standing at the table, I just smiled and made sure I didn't have any cum in the corners of my mouth or chin, and then ordered us another round of drinks. The waiter just smiled and left to get our order. I looked at the Doc and he was so red in the face, I had to laugh. Jake and Toby Ch. 07 "I can't believe you did that to me, Toby, I am so embarrassed." "Doc, it wasn't the first time he has seen that and it won't be his last. God if you only knew how many guys were fucking in the dark corners or the bathroom." "Can we go?" "You don't want your drink?" "No, can we just go?" "Yeah Doc, let me pay for the drinks and we can go." The waiter came back over with our drinks, and I paid for them, the Doc grabbed his up and drink it right down, I feel bad that I embarrassed him, only a little. When we made it to the car, he got in the passenger side and me in the drivers. As soon as I got him he was on me, kissing my neck and opening my pants and pulling out my cock, the next thing I knew he was in my lap with my cock down his throat. "Doc, oh my god." I put my hands on his head, I didn't push or anything, I also looked around the parking structure to make sure there was no one near our car. "Oh shit, I'm cumming." I blew and it was amazing, I just sat back in my seat, drained. "God Doc, that was great." "You started it." He smirked at me, put my cock back into my boxers, zipped up my pants and sat back in his seat. "Are you going to take us home?" He laughed at me. "Wow, pushy you are, can you give me a second to recover here?" I sat up straight, buckled my belt and started the car. When we got home, I had my hands all over the Doc when we walked in and pushed him up against the door. I was kissing him when someone cleared their throat, I stopped kissing and put my forehead to the Doc's. I do know how to embarrass the Doc, I kissed him once more on the lips then turned and looked into living room. There sat my parents and some of their friends, ok now I was embarrassed, so much that my hard cock was soft in two seconds flat. "Hello, wasn't expecting anyone to still be up." "We aren't that old, Toby?" My Dad responded. "Yeah Dad, I will have to remember that, I think we will go to bed now." "Ok, just don't be loud." "I don't think you will have to worry about that." I pulled the Doc up the stairs with me, and all we could hear from the living room was laughing. "Let's take showers and go to bed. And when I mean showers, I mean separate." The Doc stated. "I understand Doc, I have embarrassed both of us tonight enough. You shower in the main bathroom, I will us my parents. Meet you back here in a bit." I kissed him on the lips grabbed up a clean pair of boxers and stuff for the shower and walked out of the room or my parents. I heard the water turn on in the main bathroom before I turned on the shower in my parents. When I came back into the room, I found the Doc already in the bed, he looked to be sleeping but when I sat my things down and put my dirties in the corner of my room, he looked at me and smiled. "Let's go to bed Toby." I just nodded my head, got in behind him and snuggled up to him. It didn't take long before we were both sleeping, or I should say until I was sleeping, I think the Doc fell to sleep before me, but I am not sure. The next morning we both got up early when we wandered down the stairs we could smell my Mom's cooking, she must have heard us on the stairs because she told us to come down and have breakfast before they left for the day. I could see a little pink coming into Jake's cheeks but I pulled him the rest of the way down the stairs to the kitchen. "Good morning." Jake and I said at the same time. "Good morning, Jake and Toby, how did you two sleep last night?" My Mom asked. "Like the dead." I responded. "We figured, Son, because we didn't hear a peep come from your room last night." My Dad stated, and it made Jake turn a little red again. "Jake it is ok, we are used to how our son is, it isn't any worse than how Matt or Charlie were or how Sarah was." "Ok Dad, can we drop it now?" "Yeah." He laughed and then changed the subject. After breakfast I asked the Doc if he minded if I went out and worked on my bike for a bit, to get it running and possible take us for a ride later. He told me he didn't mind, that he would take the time to read a book on his tablet and relax on the couch. So I worked on my bike that morning, I tuned it up and changed the oil and sparkplugs, and had it running wonderfully, I ran it up and down the block a few times before I parked it back in the garage. When I came back in, the Doc wasn't in the living room so I went upstairs and found him napping on the bed. I looked at the time and couldn't believe that it was mid-afternoon, I just turned back around and went to the shower, I knew I smelled like oil and gas. When I finished I just curled up behind Jake in my towel, it was nice just to cuddle up behind him. "Mmmmm, I like this Toby." He turned around in my arms and kissed me and he reached down and opened my towel. "Do you mind?" Like I had a choice, as soon as he removed the towel, my cock was hard as a rock and wanting attention. The Doc got on his knees between my legs and started licking my balls, then took them in his mouth to suck on. I was moaning so loud, I am sure if there was anyone in the house they would know what we were doing. I had to put a pillow over my head to help muffle the moans, god does the Doc know what feels good. He licked up my cock and started going up and down on my length. "Doc, give me yours or do you want to have sex?" "MMMMmm, how long do you think we have before someone is home? I looked over at the clock it was almost four, I was thinking that sucked. "Not long." "Let me just please you now, I am sure no one would like to walk in on both of us moaning to a climax." He chuckled at that. It didn't take long before he had me cumming, once my spasms subsided, he wrapped the towel back around me and scooted up and laid he head on my chest and we both went back to sleep. When it came to the weekend again, we were hanging at the house, all my siblings were there, we were going to cook out and just have a good day together, when I heard them. My Uncles were on the front pouch. Everyone could hear them talking with their wives on the pouch saying they were here to see the queer that moved away, I could hear my aunts trying to shut them up. "Doc, let's go for a walk." "No, Toby, stay here, they said they would be good." Dad was trying to convince me. "Dad, I can hear them out on the porch, let me just take Jake out of here, so he doesn't have to hear that shit." We could hear them on the front porch. 'Come on let us in, we want to see that gay nephew of ours.' 'He what? He brought another with him?' I guess one of my aunts told them about Jake. "Dad, please." I stood and held out my hand to the Doc and we walked up to my room. "Doc, I am sorry, my Uncles are assholes." "It is ok Toby, it isn't like I haven't heard what will come out of their mouths." "Yeah, but it bad enough that I have to hear it. I love you Doc, and I don't want them to hurt you." "I know you love me, but I can handle it." He smiled and pulled me in for a kiss. I pushed him against the door and started kissing him, I kissed down his neck and started unbuttoning his shirt when there was a knock at the door and a loud, "Where is my queer of a nephew?" coming from the other side. I dropped my head on the Doc's shoulder and just stood there for a minute. "Please go away Uncle Tony." He turned the handle and tried to push the door open. "Come on, get away from the door and let me see you." The Doc gave me one more kiss and pushed me off of him and then he stepped away from the door. I opened it and both of my Uncles were standing there, the Doc sat down on our bed. "Uncle Tony, Uncle Frank." I greeted them. They both rushed in and Tony picked me up. "Still a lightweight, damn don't queers work out any?" "Who is your friend?" Frank asked. "Frank this is Jake, Jake this is my Uncles Frank and Tony." "You're the Doc?" "Yes." Jake just looked at them. "Wow, a smart queer." "FRANK." I screamed. "GET OUT." "Ok, ok, calm down. You know we are only joking." "No, you two aren't, just please leave us alone." Tony pulled me from the room and slammed me against the hallway wall. "No, we aren't fucking leaving you alone. Shit, you are a queer just get used to it. At least we don't beat the shit out of you like we have done to some of your kind. We want to see you boy. You should feel honored that us two straight as they come guys want to hang out with their queer of a nephew." What I didn't know at the time, the Doc was trying to get to me and Frank was holding him back. "You want to admit that on tape for me." "Fuck you, and just get your ass and your boyfriend's ass downstairs with us." Tony shoved me one more time against the wall and left back down stairs. When Frank heard Tony walked down the hall he left my room. "Doc?" The Doc walked quickly over to me. "Doc, I am sorry." "Toby it is ok, did he hurt you?" "No, not really. I wish my Dad would have told me earlier that they were coming I would have taken you out of here for the day." ******* *Jake* Toby looked really upset, I haven't experienced close relatives that were like this. "Toby what do you want to do?" "Drive away, but it would be worse when we came back. They would make sure they were still here." "Then let's go down and get this over with. How bad can it be?" "I don't know really, I tried to avoid them most of the time I was still in LA." We went downstairs and more people were there, I take it from the woman that were setting with Tony and Frank, that they were their wives. As soon as we walked through the door they both jumped up and walked over to Toby. "Toby, how the hell are you. Just ignore these two assholes. We love you." "Thanks Aunt Sheila and Pam." I watched him hug each woman and they looked at me. "Aunt Sheila and Pam this is my boyfriend Jake." I went to shake both of the women's hands but they pushed my hand aside and hugged me, they were the complete opposite of their husbands. I could tell that Toby really didn't want to be in his Uncle's presence at first but as time went by he relaxed more and more around them. They did stop calling us the queers, I found out that they were both cops with the LA police force, god I wonder if what Tony said to Toby was the truth about beating up on gays. The way he was towards his nephew, I am sure it probably was true. We moved outside after a bit and the party really started. They sat up chairs in the backyard and a bucket of ice that they put tons of beer in, I don't know what Toby's Uncles are like drunk but I am sure I am going to find out. Someone turned on music and the grill was over flowing with food. It turned out to be a nice afternoon with his family. The Uncles tended to be reasonable, when they would get out of hand, one of their wives would walk up and whispered something in their ear and then they would calm back down. "Toby?" I pulled him over to the side to ask him. "What, Babe?" "How does your Aunts shut down your Uncles?" He laughed. "Do you want to ask them?" "No!" "Threatening no sex." Then I started laughing. "That would do it." ******* *Toby* The rest of the day went fairly well, my Uncles behaved themselves I know my aunts or dad threaten them. We did end up barbequing and watching some football, at least us guys did, the women all went into the dining room and talked. I could tell that Jake didn't know what to do with himself, I never thought that he wouldn't like football. He sat and watched it with us, but I could tell he wasn't in to it. After a while I lend over and told him to follow me and we walked out into the back yard for a bit. "I am sorry you aren't haven't a good time." "I am, anytime I get to spend with you is a wonderful time." Ah he is killing me. "We will do something by ourselves tomorrow, does that sound good?" "Yeah that does." That night when we went to bed, I was just exhausted and drunk, I think I was out cold the moment my head hit the pillow. Dealing with my Uncles can be stressful, but I am glad that is over, they won't come through the work week and Jake and I leave out on Saturday morning so that is hopefully the last we will see of them. I know the Doc said something before I fell to sleep but for the life of me I don't know what he said. When we woke up the next morning, I could hear my parents downstairs and the smell of breakfast in the air, but the warmth of Jake was keeping me in bed, I didn't want to move. My stomach growled and I felt Jake smile so I knew he was awake. "Good morning." He moaned and stretched. "Is it?" "Would you like to go down for breakfast or just stay here?" "I think your stomach already made that decision for us." He laughed. We got up and went down to the kitchen, it looked like Mom had made everything she could think of for breakfast, there were eggs, pancakes, french toast, bacon and sausage. "Good morning, boys, did you sleep well?" "Yeah Mom, we did. Why all the food?" "I didn't know what you would want this morning, so I just made everything. What doesn't get ate now, we can always warm up later." She sat down some coffee and juice for the both of us and then sat down herself to eat. "What are you plans today?" "Was hoping to take the Doc on my bike up the PCH and maybe stop at the beach and at some stores." "Well don't forget to take a backpack with you, I know how you are when you stop at the stores along the highway." My dad informed me. "I will, not like I couldn't call you to come and take some things from me." I laughed. "Hey, I don't patrol anymore, and don't even think about calling me to send a rookie out to you." "Even if I was broken down." I laughed. "Even if you are broken down, call a tow truck and tow that damn bike home." He smiled. "Yeah thanks, Dad." When my parents left for work, I checked and made sure the Doc was ok, riding with me on the bike, we decided to wait until ten to start out, because there would be a little less traffic. I first drove him up and down the street to get him use to riding on the back of the motorcycle, he was holding on tight. After I got him use to riding, then we set off, I first drove him out to Malibu, and then up the PCH to Santa Barbara. I took him to lunch at a sea food restaurant right off the beach, when we were finished, we walked down the beach and sat there holding one another for a while, while watching the waves roll in. It was nice just sitting there holding one another and kissing. When it was nearing late afternoon, I asked if he wanted to head back now or wait until night fall, due to the traffic. He said he would prefer to head home when there was light out, so we walked back to the bike. I double check to make sure he didn't want to go into any of the shops that were along State Street in the downtown area. When I talked about a few, it perked up his interests. So I drove to the area and parked and we walked into a few shops, and mainly just walked up and down the streets adjacent to State. We bought a few things, I took him to a little cupcake shop, and we had picked some interesting flavors, he picked a Pineapple Chardonnay and I picked a White Sangria cupcake. They were interesting to say the least. While walking back to the bike he noticed a little Bistro and we went in to have dinner. It was a nice little setting; we were seated out on the patio it was nice watching people walk by as we were eating. The Doc was surprised at all the shops and everything you can do here. I told him that this wasn't everything, but to explore everything any of these cities have to offer we would be here for months. After dinner we walked back to the bike, I stored what I could in the saddle bags and the rest when in the backpack, which I had the Doc wear on our ride home. I don't mind riding at any hour of the day or night, but when we pulled in the garage I could tell that the Doc was happy to be home. When I took his helmet from him he admitted that he liked holding on to me, but he hated being too vulnerable to being injured by other cars. I told him he didn't have to worry about going back out that we would use the car if we go anywhere. When we walked in, my parents were sitting in the living room watching TV, they motioned for us to come and join them. I could see my Dad smiling when he saw the number of packages that I had to stow on my bike. "If you needed me I would have come and retrieved your packages from you." "It is ok, I got them all in the saddle bags or the backpack." "What all did you buy?" My Mom asked. "It was me, I was the one that bought everything. I kind of forgot when I would see things that we were on the bike. But I was amazed how well your son packed everything onto the bike." He started showing my Mom everything he bought, he was just smiling away, it was so cute watching him. By time he was done showing everything he bought, I was tried and I was falling asleep on the sofa. "Betty, I think I should get this one to bed." "Have a goodnight Jake, and yes you better before he is sleeping down here for the night." The Doc pulled me up and we walked upstairs, I just barely took all my clothes off before I was diving for the bed. The Doc got in front of me and I spooned him, I kissed his neck and then I was out cold. A tremor happened during the night, it was probably around two in the morning. I woke to Jake scrabbling from the bed saying, "What do we do, what do we do?" I didn't laugh I just told him it was a small tremor that it was ok, to just come back to bed. Growing up with earthquakes I don't generally do anything unless the bed is violently moving across the room, but knowing he was not from here, a small tremor could feel like it was doing just that. "Come back to bed, Doc, it is over." I got out of bed and went and hugged him to reassure him that is was ok. "Will it happen again?" "Maybe, maybe not, it was just a small tremor." "How can you be so calm about the damn earth moving? Toby the earth moved, this is fucked up." I was trying to suppress a laugh, I wasn't doing a good job of it and he hit me on the chest as I was holding him. "This isn't funny." "Honey, I am sorry, what would you like me to do to help ease the anxiety?" "Hold me." "I am doing that already." "Hold me outside, where the house won't come down on us." "Ok." I pulled our covers off the bed and took my pillow and I led him downstairs and out to the backyard, laid one of the blankets and my pillow on the ground, I laid down and motioned for Jake to lay next to me like he always does with his head on my chest. I threw the other blankets on top of us and I could tell he was relaxing enough to fall back to sleep. When I woke the next morning, my Dad was sitting in the lawn chair smiling while drinking his coffee. "Good morning, Dad." "Morning Son." I could tell he was trying not to laugh. "I take it, we had a tremor last night?" "Yeah around two this morning, I didn't feel it either, but Jake did." I smiled. "I am not from here, stop making fun of me." He unburied his head as he spoke. "We aren't making fun of you Babe, we know you aren't use to tremors, it is ok. Remember I am the one that is lying on the hard ground with you. I love you." I leaned down to kiss him, and my Dad cleared his throat. "No, Jake, not making fun of you. I was just wondering why you two were outside this morning." He got up to leave. "I will leave you two alone for a bit, just letting you know, your Mom is already at work, I am heading out in a bit." "Thanks, Dad." With that he went back into the house. "Well what would you like to do today, we only have two more and then we leave out Saturday morning." He climbed up on me, straddled my hips and kissed me. "I can think of something, since we are alone right now." Jake and Toby Ch. 07 He started going down under the blankets and had my cock out before I could even utter a word. "Doc, we probably should go up to my room." He kept sucking me and he didn't even lift off me when he said nuh-uh. He had me so hard, when he pushed a finger in my ass that finished me off, I started cumming hard and he drank it all down at least I though he did. He came up and kissed me and shared my cum with me. "Come on Doc, let's go in and I want to take care of you." We got off the ground and I was in a little pain from sleeping outside all night, we picked up all the covers and my pillow and headed in. When we walked in, my Dad was sitting at the kitchen table, I just took one look at him and he smiled. I know he knows what happened now; I blushed and lead the Doc upstairs. He saw the look on my Dad face as well and wouldn't let me touch him when we got upstairs. He just wanted to shower and get out of the house for a while; we ended up going out for lunch and sitting on the beach for a bit. The last few days were family time, either one or all my siblings were over and my Mom and Dad took work off to spend Friday with Jake and me. The whole family went out to dinner and it was actually a great time, we were laughing and talking about life here and what it is like there. I told them that it was getting so cold in Boston, that I can't believe sometimes that I wanted to move there. By time we were heading to bed that night, the Doc, was smiling and looked very happy. "Thank you Toby." "What for Doc." "For sharing this time with me, I really love your family. It was nice being accepted and not judged, they truly don't have an issue with you being gay." "No Doc, they don't and I am so glad you spent this time with me. I love you." We ended up holding one another that night; the Doc didn't want to make any noise so he said I can make love to him when we get home. We were up early the next morning for my Mom and Dad to drop us off at the airport. I hugged both of them, and they in turn hugged Jake. I think they really liked him; I will have to talk to my Mom when we get home. "What is your flight Jake; I don't know why I didn't ask this before." "Same as yours." "How about your seat, maybe we can ask about getting them together if the flight isn't full." "Look at your ticket, Toby." I looked at my ticket and I was confused, I didn't order first class. "Why is my ticket in first class?" "I had it changed to the seat next to mine." I just looked at him and kissed him, god do I love him. Jake and Toby Ch. 08 Hello Everyone, I want to thank my editor and proof reader. Hope everyone is having a wonderful New Year. It is not a typo Jake and Toby is only up to 2015. :o) As always, public and private comments are welcome. Thank you. Happy Valentine's Day in advance. ******* ***Jake*** Toby didn't have to work New Year's Day but I did. I asked him to wake me up just before midnight so I could kiss him to bring in 2015. He didn't want to make me stay up, I don't think he really cared to stay up either, because I think I heard an alarm go off five minutes before he woke me. "Babe, Doc." Toby gently shook my shoulder. "It is almost midnight." "MMMmm, is it?" I blinked my eyes and was finally able to focus on him. The room was dimly lit and I could see my TV was turned on to watch the ball drop in New York, only ten minutes to go. Toby had a bottle of champagne and two glasses in his hand, and I smiled. "Come lay down with me." "Sure thing Babe." Toby set the bottle along with the glasses on the nightstand and laid down, kind of propped up on a few pillows so he could see the TV; the volume was not up at all. I put my head on his chest and smiled. I love listening to his heart. Beep, Beep, Beep, Beep. I reached over and turned off the alarm. It was four in the morning, Toby was still half propped up on the pillows and I was still holding on to him other than shutting off the alarm. "I guess we both fell back to sleep, Happy New Year, Babe." Toby chuckled and hugged me tight to him. I laughed. "Happy New Year, Toby." I looked up at him and kissed him. I wanted to do more, but I had to get to work. I just switched back to twelve hour shifts which sucked, because I had to leave earlier. I looked over at the clock, "I better get a move on it." Toby squeezed me once more and let me up. ***Toby*** While Doc was getting ready for work, I went downstairs to get him a travel mug of coffee and warm him up a breakfast sandwich from the freezer. I can't believe that we both fell back to sleep last night, but at least I was holding the one that I love when it turned midnight, he thought to himself. I cracked the garage open and started his car for him so it would be warm when he got in. "You're too good to me." Doc smiled when he walked into the kitchen. "Nah, I think it's the other way around. I was going to come into work later to work on another proposal for the board, would you like to do lunch?" He reached up and hugged and kissed me and turned to leave. "I'll call you when I can do lunch. I love you." "Love you." I got out as he was closing the door to the garage. I turned around and found Merlin staring at me, she was sitting on the counter. "I suppose you want to be fed?" She just meowed and went over to her bowl. I laughed and went to go get the little can of cat food and a spoon. After straightening up, I took a shower and got ready to head in. I put on my monkey suit just in case I ran into a big wig but I knew I wouldn't because of it technically being a holiday. I drove into work. I wanted to work on the next security issue at the hospital; we finally have the metal detectors installed in the ER. Now I would like some funding for training, I don't want all my guards carrying but the ones that do, I would like them trained properly, because I know when they were certified to carry. There is also other training or schooling I would like all my guards to go through, but we will see if I can get it funded. I'm hoping if I do get it funded that they will take the opportunity and do it. So once I arrived at the hospital I stopped by the ER to let Doc know that I was there just in case I drowned myself in my work and forgot about lunch, so he didn't think I forgot about him. I went to my office and Nick, the guard assigned to watch the security monitors, was surprised to see me. "Hey Boss, what you doing here on your day off?" "Just going to work on something in my office for a while. Let Doctor Thomas in if he shows up, please." "Of course I will let the Doc in." He smiled as I turned and walked away. ***Jake*** I was smiling when I walked into Toby's office, I couldn't wait to tell him. "Wow, you look happy." Toby said when he looked up from his desk after he heard the door open. "I am." I closed the door and rounded his desk and kissed him. "You know I'm going to the conference in a week?" "Yeah, I remember." He smiled at me. "Well, the week before there are training session that I wasn't picked for but Doctor Weatherston was." "Okay, and?" "Well, he's sick and can't go, so that means I get to go in his place, Doctor Franklin just informed me. So, they have it set up, all Weatherston's reservations have been changed over to me and I'm going to get to sit in on the training sessions." Toby laughed. "Doc, I love you, you are making some sense, but what are the training sessions, and when do you leave?" "Ohhh." I chuckled. I knew I was hyper, I was just excited that I was actually getting to go, only a few doctors a year get picked to attend the sessions and out of our hospital Weatherston and I were picked but I was as a back-up. "New procedures for Emergency Room Doctors, classroom training from seven in the morning to six in the evening, with breaks of course. We can sit in and view any operation at the hospital when we are not in class." "That is great, I'm happy that you are going to learn something new." Toby hugged me when he said that. "So when do I take you to the airport?" "Sunday, I leave Sunday. Franklin gave me the weekend off so I can get ready." Then it dawned on me. "Oh, Babe." "What?" "Your birthday, it's Monday, I will be missing your birthday." "Babe, this is more important than my birthday, we can celebrate my birthday at any time, you can't do this at any time." Oh my God! He is so sweet. I looked him in the eyes, he was telling the truth, it didn't bother him that I was going to miss his birthday. "Since I'm going to be in Chicago over the following weekend, without anything to do, and it would be silly to come all the way home when I have to be there Monday for the conference. Would you like to fly out and stay with me for the weekend? We could celebrate your birthday a little late but in Chicago." "I would love that, Doc." Toby smiled. "Okay, I will take care of everything for you. Let's go have lunch before my time is up." We went down to the cafeteria and both got a tray of food, and sat on the same side of the booth in the far corner in the back of the cafeteria. There were a lot of patients and families there, but Toby and I were in our own world. When I finished my food I just leaned up to him and smiled. He put his arm around me, I didn't care who was watching us. I was paged to return to the ER not long after, we cleared the table and Toby walked me back. ***Toby*** Doc was so excited when he came in. I didn't want to show that I was a little disappointed that he wouldn't be around to celebrate my birthday with me, but hell, we would that following weekend, in Chicago no less. This is going to be fun, I have never been to Chicago, and honestly I don't know how much of the city I will get to see. Doc has been working six to six-thirty, usually three on and three off. It kind of sucks, but it is nice when his weekends fall in line with mine. I stopped by the ER around four to let him know that I was heading home and to see if he wanted anything special for dinner, but he didn't. I stopped by my place of course to park my car in my garage. I like to check and make sure everything is in order at least once in a while. We have pretty much moved all my clothes over to Doc's place, we are in the process of trading out what furniture we want and donate what we don't want to a center that helps women leaving abusive relationships. We still have a bit more to weed through but we almost have my condo cleaned out. I'm going to have to rent a parking space under the covered parking near our condo, which is fine. The garage only fits one car and I don't want to park in front of the garage every night because I don't want to block Doc in. He told me that it is fine, that the first one home should park in the garage. I just laughed at him, I will never take his garage from his little Beamer. ***Jake*** The last few days flew by quickly. I couldn't believe it was Sunday already and Toby was taking me to the Airport. I have been so excited. I don't know why, it isn't like I couldn't go to this next year or maybe the following year, it was that I really wanted to go this year for some odd reason. And two weeks away from Boston to be in Chicago; I wish Toby could spend the entire time with me, but I know he would have been bored during the day when I was in class or in the meetings. Toby took a half a day off on Friday, so I have him on a flight early, I also have him in first class, nothing but the best for my guy. I just can't wait to start classes on Monday morning. I asked Toby if he wanted his gift over the weekend or the following weekend when we were in Chicago, but he said he would prefer if we celebrated it all in Chicago. When Toby dropped me off at the airport he parked in short-term parking and walked me to the terminal of course he couldn't go through security with me but he walked with me through check-in. Then we slowly walked over to the line for security. "Can I hug you, Doc?" I smiled, "You better." Toby stepped in, hugged me and whisper in my ear, "I love you, Doc." "I love you too, Toby." I broke the embrace and smiled at him. I didn't care who was looking, I stepped in and reached up and pulled him down to kiss him. "I will miss you, see you Friday." I smiled and walked up to the first check point for the security check and showed my ticket to get in line for the metal detectors. I could see Toby watching me the entire way through the security lines, I waved to him just before I turn the corner towards the gates. ***Toby*** Well Doc has been gone a few days to a conference and I'm already missing him. I feel like a pathetic person for already missing him, I can't sleep. We have been talking on the phone at night for just a little bit, he had reading to do every night so he hasn't been wanting to stay on long. I been staying up late trying to tire myself out cleaning the already clean house. The cat keeps looking at me like I'm insane, but she is fine as long as I feed and pet her the required five minutes before she bites me and moves to the other end of the couch. ***Jake*** I have been busy from the moment I arrived Sunday. They had a meet-and-greet at the hotel; it was nice to get to know the other doctors that I would be spending the week with in the classroom. I got a little tipsy, I didn't mean to and one of the other doctors helped me to my room. I called Toby and he laughed at me, but we talked for a while. I drank a bit of coffee to sober up a bit before going to bed that night. The next morning came too early. I showered and made it down to breakfast before heading over to the hospital for the first session. The doctor that walked me to my room last night was waiting for me at breakfast. "Hey, how are you this morning? Do you remember me?" "Yeah, you walked me to my room, Dr...er..." "Doyle, Macon Doyle, and if I remember correctly you're Jake Thomas?" I nodded my head. "Do you mind if I join you for breakfast?" "Not at all." We had breakfast together then went over to the hospital for the morning session. It was a lot of information thrown at us. They had boxed lunches brought in for us, so it could be just a thirty-minute break and we could return back to the session. By time we were done for the evening I was so tired Macon was begging me to have dinner with him back at the hotel. "Hey how about this Jake, we share a taxi back to the hotel, we have dinner and a drink in the bar. By then you will be really relaxed you will go right to sleep." "I really need to make a phone call tonight, it's..." "Don't worry Jake, whomever you have to call will be around after dinner." God, Macon is pushy. "I really need to make this phone call, I should have called him earlier today. It's my boyfriend's birthday." "Oh, well, why don't you try calling him on the way to the hotel and then we can have dinner on time?" I just nodded, I didn't want to do that, but it would save a little time. I called while we were waiting to get a taxi but it went to voicemail. I left one telling him that I loved him, wishing him a happy birthday and that I was heading to dinner in a bit, and to call me when he could. When I hung up from the voicemail our taxi pulled up and off we went back to the hotel. We told each other that we would meet back in front of the restaurant in fifteen minutes. When I came back down Macon was already waiting there for me. "Jake what is going through your head?" He motioned me through the restaurant doors as I answered, "I just miss my boyfriend is all, and it is his birthday today." "Well let's see what we can do to help you miss him just a little less." We were shown to a table right away and our waiter came straight over. "He would like a vodka and cranberry and I would like Elijah 23." The waiter nodded his head and walked away, I just looked at him. "Did I get your drink wrong?" "No." "What does your boyfriend do?" "He is head of security at my hospital." "Well that isn't a hard job, not much thinking to it." Thank God the phone started to vibrate and I excused myself from the table. I was so happy when I pulled it out of my pocket to see that it was Toby. "Hey Babe, Happy Birthday, I love you." "Thanks, I love you too. You sound like you're in a restaurant." Toby must have heard the stuff going on in the background, someone dropping a tray and then crash of dishes. "Yeah, I'm out for dinner." "Call me when you are back to your room, I'll let you eat." Toby sounded a little down, I hope that he was okay. "I would prefer to skip dinner and talk to you, I forgot how much some doctors can be on the asshole side of attitude." Toby chuckled, "What do you mean by that Doc?" "Just I have been hanging with a doctor for the last day and I think he is one of those that believe anyone that isn't a doctor is below them. That is who I was just sitting down to have dinner with when you called, thank God we just ordered drinks and that was all." "Was he the one that you were drinking with last night? He was the one that walked you to your room?" "Yes, why Toby?" "Your drink is at the table with him right now?" "Probably?" "Doc, don't drink it, don't drink anything at the table. Ask for a bottle of water and a clean glass." "Toby, why what's going on?" "Doc, you said it yourself last night that you didn't think you had that much to drink and you were beyond tipsy, and that you needed someone to walk you back to your room?" "So you think Macon did something to my drink?" I couldn't believe Toby would even suggest that. "Toby I think you are overreacting, but I won't touch the drink." "Or your water, if you don't want to ask for bottled, find something wrong with the glass, I'm sure you can do that." Toby laughed, thinking of the time they were out at a restaurant and Jake sent the glass back two times, finally just asking for a bottle of water. "Okay Toby, I will order something he hasn't been alone with, will that make you happy?" "What would make me happier was if I was there with you, but I know I can't be." It was my turn to chuckle, "Are you jealous Toby? And anyway, you will be with me on Friday and I can't wait." I could see Macon from where I was standing and I could see that he was getting impatient. "Honey can I call you when I'm done with dinner? Macon looks like he is getting impatient to order." Toby laughed, "Let him wait." Then he laughed again. "Yeah call me when you are done with dinner, I would love to talk more with you, I love you Babe." "Love you too. I'll call in a bit." I went back to the table and Macon was still waiting on me to order. "So how is your boy toy, is he missing you too?" God he is an asshole. "Yeah he is, thanks. Are you ready to order?" I waved over the waiter and quickly looked over the menu, and looked up at the waiter. "Hi I would like the chicken breast." I wasn't going to say the correct name that they had for it. "I will also have the house salad with vinaigrette, and can you take the vodka and cranberry, along with the water away and bring me a nice Chardonnay please?" "Yes Sir, and for you?" The waiter turned to Macon. Macon opened his mouth then closed it, he was looking at me. "Umm, I will have the Salmon and also the house with vinaigrette. Thank you." "Would you like anything else to drink Sir?" "A glass of Pinot Noir, thank you." The waiter took the glasses away that was in front of me and left. Macon continued to stare for a second and then pick up the conversation. He was an arrogant ass, I work with doctors like him and I'm glad that I don't hang around with them. During dinner we did talk a bit and he would reach across the table and touch my hand, the first time he did it I didn't think anything about it but when he kept doing it, it started to bother me. "Macon please don't do that." "Do what?" "Touch me, I don't mean to sound petulant, but I don't want you touching me, I have a boyfriend." "Fine, I just thought, what the boyfriend doesn't know, wouldn't hurt him." On that note, I decided dinner was over and waved the waiter over. "Can I get my check please?" The waiter nodded his head and walked away. "Don't be like that Jake, don't you like spending time with me?" He pleaded with me. "Actually I am going to be like that. I'm in a relationship and I tell Toby everything." The waiter came back and sat our separate checks on the table and I didn't waste any time. I signed my room number to the receipt and left a tip, and got up and walked out. I was just outside the restaurant when the waiter caught up with me. "Sir?" I spun around, I thought it was Macon following me, but when I saw it was the waiter I smiled. "Sir, I'm sorry to bother you, I..." He looked around, he looked a little wary. "Sir, just be careful around that man, I'm not sure. I mean, I'm not positive but I thought I saw him put something in your drink, I was glad that you asked me to take it away, Sir. I hope Sir..." The waiter looked down, I think he thought he may have messed up that I may have been with Macon. "If you would like, I will go get my manager so you can make a complaint against me, Sir." "What for?" I smiled. "For telling me what you think you may have seen? Thank you. I hope for his sake that he didn't put anything in my drink but thank you for telling me." I looked at the young man he was smiling. "If I would have started to drink it, would you have done anything?" "Yes Sir, I had already planned to accidently bump into you, spilling your drink, and I was hoping that you would forgive me, because that cranberry juice would have stained your suit, but I would have offered to pay for it, but probably lost my job." "Well I'm glad that didn't have to happen." I patted him on the back. "Do you work this weekend?" He looked at me funny. "I'm asking because my boyfriend will be joining me here for the weekend and I would like him to meet you." "Yes Sir, the dinner shift all weekend." "Okay, I'm Jake Thomas, you are?" "Sorry, Marshall Jones, Sir." "Thank you Marshall. Have a good night." I left him and went straight up to my room to call Toby. ***Toby*** Waiting for Doc to call back was excruciating. I wanted to call in for the rest of the two weeks and just be there to watch him. I know Doc is a grown man and can take care of himself but I hate him being away from me and I can't protect him. God I can't wait until Friday. Jake and Toby Ch. 08 I was pacing back and forth between the kitchen and the living room when finally, my phone rang. I grabbed it off the coffee table and answered. "Hey Babe." "Well, it is a very high possibility that you were correct about Macon trying to put something in my drink. Now the question is, is there anything that can be done about it?" "Without proof, no. Doc, just stay away from him please, I don't want him hurting you." "I don't want him hurting anyone else, either." "Who is he and where is he from?" "Macon Doyle, and if I was hearing him correct last night, he practices in L.A." I started to laugh. "What?" "If he works anywhere around L.A. I can have him looked into." "How?" I laughed again. I love Doc, but he can be a blonde. "Babe, did you forget what half of my family does for a living?" ***Jake*** The week went fast and I was tired every night. I ate alone most days, talked to Toby every night before looking over everything we went through during the day and falling asleep with all my notes all over the bed. Macon stayed away from me after Monday until Friday morning, he came up to my table when I was having breakfast and asked if he could join me. I actually told him no, I don't think he was expecting that answer because he had the chair halfway pulled out before he realized what I said. "I thought we could leave as friends Jake?" "You're not staying for the conference next week?" "No, I just came for the training." I was actually relieved I won't have to worry about spending another week with him. "I'm due back at the hospital on Sunday, so I will be leaving in the morning." "Well, have a nice flight back." I looked down at my plate. "I'm actually done, I need to get a few things from my room and talk with the reservation desk, before heading to the hospital this morning. So have a good breakfast and see you there." I left before I was actually too nice too him. I had to get everything ready for Toby's arrival, I will still be at the hospital when he makes it here. I stopped and gave his name at the desk, so they will give him access to my room when he arrives and then I stopped off and collected my materials for class. ***Toby*** The flight out to Chicago was quick, I took a taxi to the hotel and quickly was given an access card to Doc's room. I wasn't expecting it to be so nice. It was a suite, a little living room with a separate bedroom. I walked into the bedroom there was a king size bed and off in the corner was a large Jacuzzi tub. I couldn't wait for Doc to come in from the hospital. I took a long shower. I could tell Doc kept the room clean, I know housekeeping came in and cleaned too, but Doc has a way of straightening things just a certain way. I came out in my towel and laid down on the bed. ***Jake*** I had to smile when I came into the room, I wasn't expecting Toby to be sleeping. Housekeeping must have turned the heat up a little because it was toasty warm in here and he was laying there. I'm sure in the beginning he was wrapped in his towel but now he was naked. It was a wonderful sight to see Toby. One, after five long days and two, with his cock half hard. It took all I had to resist walking over and sucking him. I went right to the shower so I could be clean too. When I came out Toby was laying there awake. "Hi." Toby smiled and opened him arms and I just went right to him, I missed him so much. "Please tell me, you have some lube?" Toby just chuckled, "Look on the table, Doc." I looked over to the table and just burst out in laughter, it was covered with lube, whip cream, chocolate syrup, honey, cherries and my favorite. "You brought raspberry jam?" "Doc, we haven't seen one another for a week, you better believe I brought raspberry jam and we are going to use it." He had the most sinister look on his face, I loved it. I was hoping to get to start on him but he flipped me over before I could say anything and grabbed up the chocolate syrup. Toby poured a fine line from each foot running up the back of my legs, across my ass cheeks, he crisscrossed my back and went down each of my arms. He followed the lines with his tongue. When he licked up everything he opened my ass cheeks and poured more syrup and dove in. "Toby, please." Toby turned me over and grabbed the whip cream off the table and shook the can. "Don't, that will be cold." "It will for just a moment." He proceeded to spray the whipped cream on my cock and balls and then he laughed as he reached back to the table for the bowl of cherries and places a cherry on top. "You're an ass, Toby." "But you love me." "That, I..." I didn't get to finish the statement because Toby had my cock in his mouth and it felt wonderful. "Oh God, Toby." He laughed around my cock making it vibrate, that did it for me and I was cumming. I didn't even get to warn him, but I think me grabbing his head and shoving my cock the rest of the way down his throat was warning enough. He turned me back over and without missing a beat grabbed up the lube and started opening me up. "Toby, what about the raspberry jam?" "We have the entire weekend." With that he kissed me, positioned himself and entered me, it has only been six days since we have made love but God, it felt so wonderful. He was kissing the back of my shoulders as he was fucking me, he pulled me up on my knees. "Doc, I love you." Then Toby came. Toby collapsed on top of me and then started laughing. "What?" "We are going to both need a shower, and I hope you aren't going to be too embarrassed to call housekeeping in." "Why?" Then I looked over and saw that the chocolate syrup was all over the bed. "Toby, of all the items." "Well, we could just wrap it up and sleep with just the sheet tonight, is there a blanket under the bedspread?" "Go take a shower, I will call downstairs." I laughed at Toby, yeah it did embarrass me some but I'm sure it isn't the first time this hotel had this happen and it won't be the last time. I cleaned up the stuff, putting the whipped cream, chocolate syrup and cherries in the fridge and the lube, honey and jam in the little cupboard next to it. Then I called down to the desk and asked for room cleaning, telling them that I had spilled food on the bed. When Toby got out of the shower I told him that housekeeping may come up that I was going to take a shower that he should probably get dressed. When I came out, housekeeping still hadn't arrived, so I got dressed and asked Toby if he would like to go have dinner. Toby wanted pizza and since it wasn't too cold out we decided to take a walk and look for a restaurant. Since the hotel was in the downtown area everything was in walking distance. It was nice being with Toby after being away for the few days. When we came across a pizzeria we stopped in, it was busy but they had a table for two. They had lot of large parties waiting for tables so they were able to get us in quickly. We ordered a Chicago style pizza, which we had almost an hour wait for, so we ordered an antipasto salad, bread sticks and a couple of beers. When we weren't eating we held hands and talked. It was nice, we haven't had time like this in a long while. I didn't know if I should order Toby some milk with his dinner or get him some antacid afterward. I never did inform him why he preferred to drink milk when he ate pizza. We will see how he feels; I know I have some antacid up in the room. After dinner we walked around a bit before returning to the hotel. It was freezing but we didn't seem to care. "Would you like to have a drink in the hotel bar before going back up to our room?" I asked Toby when we walked through the doors of the lobby. "That doesn't sound like a bad idea." We walked into the bar and sitting right at the table near the door was Macon. "Well, good evening Jake. How are you, tonight?" He actually looked lonely. "Hello Macon, I'm doing great this evening, thank you. And yourself?" "I'm good, is this your boyfriend?" "Sorry, where are my manners. Yes, this is my boyfriend Toby Smith. Toby this is Doctor Macon Doyle; he is one of the doctors that has been learning the new techniques for ER doctors." "Nice to meet you." Toby was nice to him, but was trying to politely pull me away to another table. I stopped him for a second by just grabbing his hand and he realized I wanted to talk to Macon for a minute. I told Macon to have a safe trip home and it was nice meeting him. Then I pulled Toby away to the other side of the bar to have a seat. We sat on the same side of the table so we could sit together, once we ordered drinks Toby turned in his chair. "I love you, Doc." Then he looked around, there really was no one in the bar, he leaned over and kissed me. "I'm sorry you didn't get your chance to use the raspberry jam, I know how much you love it." He was smiling. "You are evil, Tobias Benjamin Smith, just evil." I rested my head on his chest because my cock was rising to attention, he knew it would. "Toby what are we going to do?" "What do you mean Doc?" "Did you miss me as much as I've missed you this week?" Toby laughed. "Doc, I didn't sleep much, I think the cat thought I went insane." "I know the longer we are together it will get easier but we have another week of me being out here." "But we have almost two full days that we get to spend together." Toby responded and held me tighter. "Let's go back up to the room, Doc." I waved the waitress over and we both picked up our drinks to finish them. While we were waiting for the waitress to come back with the bill, I pulled out Toby's birthday present that I had forgotten about. "Honey, I'm sorry I was going to give this to you earlier." I handed over a box that was about four by three inches and he just looked at it. "Happy Birthday Babe." The waitress came up as I had said it and smiled. Toby pulled the box toward him and looked at me. "Toby, open it." He just continued to look at me, then he looked down at the package, I could see a little more luster in his eyes that wasn't there a minute ago. "Toby what's wrong?" "Honestly, Doc?" I nodded my head. "I wasn't expecting to get anything." I went to object. "Doc, you have to realize that I had been with Jack for years, he was all about himself, he never bought me anything, I always bought for him." "Well that is going to change, anyways, this is only part of my gift to you." "Does the other part involve raspberry jam?" We both laughed. "Just open your gift, Toby." ***Toby*** Doc did blow me away; I wasn't expecting a real gift from him. Shit, flying me out to see him first class to stay in this fancy hotel was enough of a birthday present. I flipped the little box over in my hands. "Toby." I looked Doc in the eyes. "Please open it." I looked down at it again and started removing the paper. I didn't nicely remove it like Doc did. I revealed a gold foil wrapped box. I didn't have to unwrap this one, just pulled them apart, and inside was another box, a jewelry style box, too big for a ring so it had to be a necklace. I opened the clam style box and sure enough it was a necklace. It was a thicker twisted rope and then I saw it, it had lodged itself up in the corner and when I straightened out the necklace it fell into place, my grandmother's cross. I looked at Doc, "How, when?" He smiled. "When we were in L.A. I was talking to your mother about the cross on your dresser, I saw that the necklace was broken but you still had it laying there. She told me that your grandmother gave that to you and you wore it until the chain broke. You even had it on your dresser when you lived with Jack but when you left to come out to Boston you decided to leave it in your room." I held his hand. "I hope that you didn't mind, that I called your mom up and asked that she sent it to me. The chain is there too." I looked at him. "What do you mean the chain is there too?" "I asked the jeweler if he could weave the chain in, he told me they would have to make it from scratch, and I told them, I don't care, that I want it. He also said it would be able to be seen, the gold will not match up. Which I was actually happy that they wouldn't." I looked at the necklace and sure enough there was a different style strand weaved into the necklace and it was a different shade of gold, it was my grandmother's necklace. "Toby, I know I could have gotten your grandmother's necklace fixed, as you could have. But this way, you have something of her and something from me in one. I hope that you don't mind." "Did you pay the bill?" He looked at me. "Did you pay the bill?" "Yes." I pulled him up and rushed him out, but not without grabbing up the gift along with the boxes. As we were walking to the elevator, I was putting the boxes back inside one another and praying that the elevator would be empty when we get on. My prayers were answered. As soon as the doors closed and I pushed our floor I pressed Doc to the wall and kissed him. ***** I woke up Saturday morning with a rubber glove stuck to my face smelling of raspberry jam and smiled. Doc's leg was on my chest and I could feel his head on my calf. Housekeeping is going to laugh their asses off I'm sure. I looked over, we will have to call them in to change the bedding again. I guess bringing the jam and syrup wasn't the greatest idea after all, but boy did we have a great time with it. Doc started to laugh. "What is so funny?" "Toby just remember, I love you." "Doc?" "Well, the honey wasn't such a good idea, and then falling asleep." Then I remembered, he poured honey on my chest, his leg is laying on my chest, my hairy chest. I knew there was a reason why I used to shave when I was younger. "Just move your leg, Doc." He did, and shit the fucking bed Fred, did it hurt. I had my hand over my mouth to muffle my cursing. He was laughing as he pulled the rubber glove off of my face. "I told you, I loved you, right?" "Yeah, I didn't know I was going to get a wax job this weekend." I chuckled. "Let's go take a shower, then I will call in housekeeping again." Doc shook his head. ***Jake*** The weekend went faster than I wanted, but Toby and I had fun. I don't think housekeeping was too happy with us, between the chocolate syrup and then the honey and jam. We decided Saturday night to tone it down. We had dinner in the hotel so Toby could meet the young waiter, who thought that Macon had spiked my drink. Toby thanked him, he handed the kid an envelope and told him thank you. When we got back to the room I asked him what was in the envelope. "I gave him a thousand and put a note telling him he should go to school, get his Bachelors in criminal justice and go to the police academy. I also gave him my card." "Why?" "You gave me Marshall's and Macon's name Monday, and by Wednesday I knew everything about both of them. I told you, remember what half my family does for a living, and the other half is in the medical field. Macon doesn't have a good reputation back in L.A.. I asked my mother if she knew him while I was waiting for my dad to get home from work. She knew him and she had stories." "Marshall had a rough childhood, he does have a record, but he has been clean for a few years now. My dad has a few contacts here in Chicago. What he has done won't keep him from becoming a cop if he wanted to, he is already watchful, he just needs to focus. I gave him information on some scholarships, but as I told him in the note, it is up to him. I can only provide the information, he will have to put forth the effort and do it." This is why I love Toby, he doesn't think of himself, he thinks of others. He could have just giving the kid a hundred bucks and told him thanks, but he looked into the kid and is trying to help him. I hope the kid takes the help, I hope he thinks about it. Saturday night we just cuddled together in the bed and talked. I got to lay in my favorite position with Toby, with my head on his chest so I can hear his heartbeat. I love listening to his heart. It tells me when he is relaxed, excited, or I should say turned on and when he is sleeping. I can't wait until I'm back in Boston, I hope the week goes quickly. Before we both knew it, it was time for Toby to grab a taxi back to the airport, neither of us wanted to let the other one go. God, is that sad? We will only be apart for five more days, I fly back Friday night. I need to call Janice when Toby is in the air, I need to talk to her. I know Toby and I will talk on the phone until he has to shut his phone off. When Toby and I finally ended our call, I decided to wait to talk to Janice, she would want this news in person. I laid around in the room that evening. Toby's flight only took two hours he called as soon as he landed. We were like teenagers, couldn't get enough of one another and missed one another like mad when we were apart. I know that will change when we are together for longer, but it is nice right now knowing that he loves me. ***** The week in Chicago actually went by fast, I had dinner in the hotel every night and a most of the nights Marshall was my waiter. The first night when he was my waiter he tried to give back the money telling me that Toby shouldn't have given him so much. I told him, Toby wanted to do it, which he should use if he can for school and if that isn't an option at the moment to use it for what is needed. On Thursday, I told him to keep in touch to let us know what he decides to do. I flew out Friday evening and Toby was standing in the luggage area waiting for me when I walked through to find which carousel would have my bags. He walked up to me, I didn't care who was around us, I hugged him and pulled him down to kiss him. ***Toby*** Doc surprised me by hugging me at the airport. I knew he would, but kissing me? It didn't bother me, but it surprised me. I love Jake, these two weeks without him, truly showed me that I loved him. I couldn't sleep without the man; my guards were afraid to approach me most of the last few days of each week. I was just grumpier than hell the longer without Doc. Saturday morning, I asked Doc if he would like to run some errands with me, he said he would love to, but when I wanted to go to this one store he told me he would meet back up with me after a bit. I told him no problem and went about my business. I called Doc when I returned to the car because he was nowhere to be found. He told me he was just finishing up what he was doing that he would be out in a few minutes. I had to laugh at his few minutes, when he finally showed up. "Doc, I love you." "What, did I do?" "Nothing, I just love you." I was still laughing at him. He had come out thirty minutes later with nothing in his hands, so what was he doing? As I said, you got to love Doc. We went to lunch and then headed back to condo. I just have the evening with Doc, because he will have to go to bed early, he works in the morning. So I just have a relaxing evening planned, maybe I will give him a massage, I know that will relax him, but I also know that will spice up things in the bedroom. So maybe I will do that later in the week, I laughed to myself thinking about what all happened in the hotel last weekend. The rest of the evening Doc and I just vegged, ordered Chinese for dinner and when Doc went to bed, I was actually tired so I joined him. I snuggled in behind him and we fell to sleep. I need to call my mom tomorrow; I need to talk to her. ***** I came home from work late on Wednesday, I knew Doc had dinner planned but I didn't have a choice, a member of administration called just as I was packing up to leave for the evening. They didn't like my proposal, but they told me to make some corrections to it, then they might consider it. They want most of the main points taken away, so I will pull it this time and try it again later. While I was on the phone I texted Doc and told him I would be late. Jake and Toby Ch. 08 When I walked in, there was soft music playing and dinner smelled wonderful. Doc walked up, took my bag and kissed me. "Go take a shower, I have laid out some comfortable clothes. Dinner is ready when you come down." I went upstairs and found a pair of jeans and a t-shirt laying in the bathroom and nothing else. They are my comfortable jeans, and I do like going commando. I chuckled. Once I was finished I dug in my sock drawer for the box and put it in my pocket and went downstairs. Doc had candles on the table, very little lighting on. I could see salad was already waiting for the both of us but I couldn't see Doc. But I felt him, when he wrapped his arms around me. "Hey Babe, Jake are we in a mood tonight?" "Yes, a very good mood, why don't we sit down and have our dinner and talk." Doc took my hand and walked me over to the table, he was in a very romantic mood so I decided to wait on my news. We ate dinner, had a wonderful conversation and then he did something I wasn't expecting, he got down on one knee beside me. "Toby, theses past two weeks I found out something. I found out that I wouldn't want to live my life without you. That I love you and I hope that you would want to spend the rest of your life, the rest of my life with me. Tobias Benjamin Smith, will you do me the honor and make me a very happy man and marry me?" He pulled out this ring, oh my God this ring was stunning. He blew me away, I wasn't expecting him to ask me, I started laughing. I didn't mean to and Doc's face fall. "Oh, shit no Doc, Yes, holy, fuck, yes, I want to marry you." "Then why are you laughing?" He had a confused look on his face. I pulled the little box out of my pocket. "I guess we were on the same wave length." Doc looked at the box and then up at me. "Doc, I don't want to live my life without you either."