3 comments/ 44048 views/ 6 favorites It's All About Cock By: Hartford The grass was a factor. Bunch of guys in the lounge, in a circle, more like a rectangle, two joints passing in opposite directions. Lots of kidding, idiocy, boredom, into which Alex says in his great voice, "Which one of us is most like a girl?" The room quiets down. If anyone had else said it, it wouldn't have gone anywhere, but Alex said it and it holds the room. A few faces turn to me. I don't see faces turning to anyone else. A little coughing, guys looking at Alex and Alex says, solemnly, "Johnny what's your opinion?" Noises of the snicker variety, a few. I get the feeling that some guys are nervous, uneasy, wish they were somewhere else, my feeling exactly. I'm taken aback that Alex asked me, smart of him, putting me on the spot when I'm on the spot already. It lures a person, dares you to join the game, even on your own terms. I say in my fake girl's voice, "Definitely not you, Alex." Laughs, though not from me and not from Alex who says, simply, "Then who, Johnny?" "Well, I'm one possibility," I say in my own voice, thrilled by my dare. Who is this person? "Let's see, Johnny, can you giggle like a girl?", Alex says. Now it's really quiet. I'll play, call his bluff. Who the fuck does he think he is? This is one side of it. The other side is me calling my own bluff. I'm playing by ear. "Do I have to, Alex?," Alex nods that I do have to. The guys are watching, not looking bored. "I can't force a giggle, Alex. A giggle comes naturally to a person." "You're right, Johnny. You'll show us your natural giggle when the time comes. I like that. So show us this. Can you walk like a girl and can you wiggle, if you can't giggle?" A feeling, recently discovered, was washing over me, the feeling you get from taking in the expressions of people studying you. I never used to notice it. I would be engrossed in sizing up people I saw, but whatever impact I might be making on those sizing up me sailed right by. I don't know what changed it, but over the past month or so something had. I was attuned now as never before to the interested faces, and instead of it deepening my customary shyness, the shyness melted away. I had confidence. I had an attitude. So, I walked like a girl, and I wiggled my bottom, I was wearing fairly tight jeans, and after I walked and wiggled, I talked like a girl, which I have a knack for, and that was a big hit. I got actual applause, which surprised and pleased me so much that I giggled. Alex took a vote on whether my giggle satisfied the requirement of being like a girl's. I'm proud to say my giggle matriculated but I would bet half the guys who voted didn't hear it in the general hubbub. Anyway, ten minutes of kidding around and teasing and a tension is growing. The tension commands the room like Alex did when he started it all, and then Alex says in his casual way, "So, Johnny, do you suck cock like a girl?" How did I not know this was coming? I do know, and I'm ready. "Well, I can't suck cock if I don't have lipstick on, Alex," I say, politely. I don't know how long getting a lipstick will take and it stuns me to realize I don't want the obstacle I've given them to be overly difficult. But a red lipstick is produced, two in fact, and I could only laugh, or have a heart attack. Billy holds a mirror for me he swiped from the john and I put on the lipstick while trying not to black out like a witless girl. "Put some lipstick on your nipples, Johnny," Alex says. It sounds like an order. "I have a shirt on Alex," I point out, a bit crossly. "Take it off, honey," Alex says, sweetly. I could do that, I tell myself. I'm not sure what to think about "honey". I don't dislike it, and I like it better than being ordered, or do I? Oh, man, too much to think about. I take off my shirt and my tee shirt and instead of thinking about what is happening I stick to the experience guys of staring at me, bare to the waist. I put lipstick on my nipples for everyone's amusement or horniness or whatever. The joints, meanwhile, are going around in earnest but no one offers me a puff. I'm left out. How come? Don't they want the girl to get high? Are they afraid she'll bite their cocks? - - - "I think Johnny's ready. Here, Johnny." Alex has pushed a chair out and he's sitting in it, waiting. I look around the room, a glance. I prefer not to look at anyone so our eyes meet. I need to be as anonymous as I can so I act as if I were, which probably makes it more comfortable for most of them, as well, but not all of them. A few guys are brazen and did look me in the eye later on, if not then, and after a while I didn't mind it.I accepted the stares, and returned them. There's a push on my shoulder, a soft push but a push. I don't look back. A couple of guys could have done it. I get the hint. I take a step, one step, but the step pushes me in its way, and the next thing I'm going to Alex in the dim, blue light, with guys all around watching, guys breathing but not saying anything, just watching me go. Alex smiles at me like I'm a honey. "Hi, Johnny." "Hi Alex." I forget to use my girl's voice but I'm where a girl is supposed to be, in front of him on my knees. "Take it out, Johnny." "Okay," I whisper. Alex has on chinos, with a loose lap that Alex's cock poles to a tent. "Did that for you, Johnnie," he says while I gape. "Stand up, Johnny, just for a minute. That's right. Now take off your pants and your underpants. We all want to see how pretty you are. Want to see your girl's ass." I strip out of the clothes. I pose like an actor in an amphitheater, while guys look at me, see my cock, see my girl's ass which I make easier by turning for them, this way and that way, being a model more than an actor. It feels good doing it. Why not, I'm more attractive than any of them, I have nice legs and arms, nice torso, nice face, nice cock, too, and in the soft light you would see my clear, warm skin, nary a blemish, nary a hair that doesn't belong. Barnes says, loudly, "How about silk stockings, guys? I got some red ones," and he holds up the red silk stockings, and guys cheer and howl, and then Barnes brings them. "Here, Johnny. That lipstick was from me, too," he says, saying it with respect, and his whole manner is respectful, the way a guy is toward a girl he would like to fuck. I like the stockings and I like his manner all right, but do these guys realize I'm not a cocksucker by trade, do they know I never sucked a cock in my life, that I hardly ever thought about sucking cock. Don't get excited, I said hardly ever. "That's enough, Johnny," Alex says. He means, "get on with it!" I see why. His cock has the tent up higher now, giving it a good stretch. Alex is in a needful way. - - - - I drop the stockings and get back on my knees. I put both hands on the stiffness, watching myself do it, wrapping the chino folds around it, looking for the fly latch, pulling it down in the stretched cloth, pulling hard to get it over the hardness pushing the other way, and down it comes and the fly opens wide, showing Alex's white jockey shorts, all bulged by the cock. I look up for encouragement, and Alex smiles, showing me his patience and his appreciation, and I pout at him because he shouldn't be appreciating yet, he doesn't have his cock sucked yet. Then he does. I extract the cock from his underpants and keep it in my right while I move my head and my open mouth. The cock glides between my lips, over my tongue, and I suck. My head bobs like a girl's, except I don't have long curls to swirl and have fall over my face. I thought I didn't know how to suck cock but it comes easily, like I'm a natural, a cock sucking prodigy, and I'm finding this out only now when I'm twenty years old, so many lost years of cock loving behind me, alas. Forget it, what about the years in front of me. I enter a kind of nirvana, the cock and me. I'm vaguely aware of being in a crowded space, of cameras, guys saying things, silences, and I'm keenly aware only of the cock. I need for it to cum, which I know it needs, that it's what I'm there for, the purpose of my existence, and then it does, a hot explosion in my mouth, in my throat, one blast after the other, and I'm gulping it down but then my mouth pulls back because of all cum and no air and the hot spurts hit my face, cum in my eyes, cum in my nostrils. Oh, man! - - - - "Well, now," Alex hums in a little while. I smile at him. I'm ready for some appreciation now. I wipe my face with my undershirt. "We're done," Alex says, hurting my feelings by the abruptness. But we were done, he was right, and fifteen guys are waiting to have their cocks sucked, if they all do. They all don't. Guys are too embarrassed or disgusted or whatever, but six want it. - - - - So I sucked their cocks and made them cum, all six. They were guys I hardly knew, the first four, guys you would see around, maybe nod hello, names you might not remember, and they were easier than the last two guys who I did know, hanged around with sometimes when we were part of a larger group, guys you thought of as second tier friends. I sucked off Baylor first. His eyes were hard like his cock. He called me a fagot, sneered, insulted me, but his cock was hot for my mouth, no doubt about it. I sucked away, almost enjoying the taunts.Once, when he snickered I gave his cock a long upward lick while I looked up at him with my wide, blue eyes. I made him cum. In one night, one hour, I went from being no fag at all to being the biggest fag on campus. Oh, yeah. It's All About Communication "I saw our new neighbors making love." "Brandy and Sharon?" "Yes. They were in their bedroom but forgot to close their curtains." "Wow! What did they do, Sue?" "I didn't really look too carefully." "Right. Give me the details. Did they kiss?" "Dan, of course they kissed." "Who kissed who first?" "First Brandy kissed Sharon, and then Sharon kissed her back." "Did Sharon do it like this?" (Kisses Sue) "No. You were doing it like Brandy. Sharon was much more aggressive. She planted kisses all over Brandy's face and neck - like this." (Shows him, kissing very passionately, on his lips, face and neck.) (Sighs) "Wow! Lucky Brandy!" (To himself - Sue has never once kissed me that emotionally. And never all over my face and neck! Is she trying to make a point?) "That was wonderful! Feel free to treat me like Brandy any time. What did they do next?" "Well, they felt each other up, and then Sharon brought Brandy's dress straps down and uncovered her bra." "What did her bra look like?" "I wasn't interested enough to notice." "Right. Did Sharon feel under it?" "Yes." "Like this?" (Dan gets on top of Sue, takes of her shirt, and rubs her nipple under her bra, while kissing her repeatedly and passionately, the way Sue had been kissing him.) (Sue moans, but then says): "No. Brandy did it harder. Better. And longer. Brandy was really getting into it. And she rubbed on the other one with her hand, and then kissed it." "Like this?" (Pants as he tongues her nipple) "You're getting closer - Brandy put more of Sharon=s breast into her mouth. And sucked for a really long time. And she really seemed to be enjoying it. She must like breasts more than you do---" "Like this?" (Rising to the challenge, Dan does it wilder.) "Yes. (Moan) Good girl, 'Brandy'. You know how another woman likes it. Then Sharon moaned, and reached up for Brandy's breasts." "Show me." "Let me catch my breath. OK - But to do it I=ll have to pretend you have tits." Sue takes off Dan's shirt and her bra. Then she puts her bra on Dan. She rubs on his nipples through the bra. "Sorry, Sue, that my nipples are so small. Don't you wish that you had more to fondle? Are you a little bit jealous that Sharon can fondle Brandy's large, soft, sexy tits, while you only have my tiny ones to play with?" ------ "Its OK - I can guess your answer. Have you ever wondered what it would be like to rub or to kiss a woman=s tits?" ------ "Or to suck her nipples? To madly make love with a woman? To make each other come and come?" ------ "I'll take all of your silences as "yes's. That's OK, Sue I think it's sexy you want to make love to a woman. The thought of you loosing control of yourself making love with a sexy woman really turns me on. Did it turn you on too? Did you touch yourself while you watched them?" ------- "Did you rub your clit?" "Maybe a little." "Did you rub your right nipple with your left hand while you 'clitted off'"? "Maybe a little." "Did you come?" "Maybe a little. Actually, a lot. A whole lot." "One time?" "Yes.... And then another time. Three times in total. I almost passed out so I stopped rubbing myself." (My god! Sue has never reacted like that when we make love!) "Did you come when you watched them kiss?" "Not then - I came while Brandy kissed Sharon's tits." "Understandable." Sighs. "And then I came again, later, when Sharon sucked Brandy's tits. And again when Brandy went down on Sharon." "Three times! Wow!" (Sue has never come more than once when we make love!) "I forgot. I came a fourth time later, when Sharon rubbed Brandy while kissing her.... Are you jealous?" "Maybe a little. Maybe a lot. Yes." "Wish you could come 4 times?" "Yes." "Clits rule, don't they!" "Yes." "They're so small, but the clit is mightier than the cock, right?" "Well, I guess so. Yes." "You're jealous that I have one, aren't you? Clit envy?" "I'm really glad you have a clit instead of a cock." "And you wish you had one too, right? Instead of that poor cock that can only come one time." ------- "Please back up. You were telling me what happened next. Please back up and don't leave anything out." "OK. Next, Sharon pulled Brandy's bra down and continued to suck on her tits, while her hand started to caress Brandy's incredibly curvy rear." "But now I have a question for you Dan - or maybe I should call you Brandy? The bra you are wearing is magic. Just close your eyes - it has turned your tiny hard guy tits into wonderful scrumptious girl tits. Aren't you happy with your new girl tits, Brandy?" (Dan closes his eyes and imagines) "Yes." "Aren't girl chests sexier than guy chests?" "Oh, yes." "Think about the magnificent tits you have right now because of the magic bra. Don't you wish your girl tits were permanent?" ------ "Don't you wish your nipples were always as sensitive as a girl's nipples?" "Sure." "I thought so. Breast envy. I think that's sexy." "Speaking of sexy, Did Sharon like Brandy's rear? How couldn't she? Show me how much she liked it." "The only way I could really show you would be (Sue smiles) if you put on my panties. Then I can really pretend that you are Brandy - and so can you. Here - put them on, we are close to the same size - except for certain obvious differences (another smile) (Dan puts them on) Good girl, Brandy. How do you like your magic panties?" "I like them." "I know you do. They changed your cock into a large clit - isn't that nice?" "Yes." "You like having a clit, don't you?" "Sure." "Aren't you happy that now you can come again and again, with your new girl clit?" "Yes." "Don't you wish you always had a pussy and clit?" ------ "I'll take that as a yes. But you still look too much like a boy. Come with me." Sue leads Dan over to her make up table. She sits him down in her make-up chair, puts a long black camisole on him and starts applying makeup. After 20 minutes of intense work she is satisfied. Then she puts earrings and a blond wig on him and exclaims, "I can't believe how good I am." Sue turns Dan around so that he can see his face in the mirror. Sue smiles as Dan gasps as a startled looking woman stares back at him. Sue breaks the silence. "You're lovely. If I didn't know better..... Let's go back to the bedroom." Back in their bed Sue resumed their game. (Sue takes the lead.) "Now I'll really show you what Sharon did. Brandy, I'm going to pull aside your cami, pull down your bra, and suck your tits." (Dan pants while she licks, kisses, and then sucks) "You love undoing a girl's bra and sucking her nipples, don't you Sue?" "Yes, Brandy," (Sue closes her eyes and gets more passionate) "Sue, close your eyes and pretend my tiny breasts are Brandy's awesome breasts. (they both moan) It's really sexy that you are pretending you are making love to a woman. Nothing could be more wonderful. Pretend my nipples are Brandy's nipples." (Sue moans.) "I love your huge, soft nipples, Brandy." (Dan speaks in a soft voice) "Sue, Brandy is going to go down on you. But keep your eyes closed and remember that I am Brandy. (Dan adjusts his position and goes down on Sue.) Remember, Sue, it's a girl going down on you. (Resumes eating her.) Brandy thinks that you are really sexy. (Sue moans louder.) Brandy is fondling her clit while she eats you (Sue starts shaking) Another girl ... Brandy ... is going to make you come! You have no choice, Sue, you can't resist sexy Brandy. You love it when a pretty girl like Brandy eats you. She makes you come more intensely than any man ever did. Because girls are sexier!" (Sue moans louder, followed by moans that get even louder and more intense) "Brandy, oh my God, of my God, I've never felt this good before, this way before, I can't believe that a sexy girl like you is eating me out, its outrageous, I can't believe that this is actually happening to me, yes, yes, yes, its so wonderful, I'm so lucky, yes, yes, yes, you're the best, Brandy, I love you Brandy, you're my girl, I'm loosing control, ohhhhhh, i'mm IIIAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHI" (Sue comes and comes, for louder and longer than she had ever come before. Afterwards she lies motionless, then recovers, sits up, and looks at Dan, who is still wearing the wig, makeup, her cami, bra and panties.) "That was awesome, Brandy. Brandy, did you like having your breasts sucked?" "Yes." (Sue pushed Dan down onto the bed, moves his the bra an inch aside, and resumes sucking on his nipples, one after the other, back and forth) "In fact, you really love it when I suck your nipples, don't you?" (Dan pants slightly) "Yes." "And you love wearing a bra and panties, don't you girl?" (More nipple play, and she also puts her hand on his panties and starts rubbing his cock.) (Dan pants louder) "Yes." "What are you thinking about when, like now, you have on a bra and I push it aside and suck your nipples?" ----- "Did you ever, even one time, wonder what it would be like if you had real, large, girl breasts to put into that bra?" ----- "That must be a yes. Do you ever wish that you had large sexy sensitive girl nipples instead of those tiny man nipples?" "I...I...." (Sue thinks to herself - So, the tables have turned. Since he got me to admit that I am turned on by lesbian lovemaking, I'm going to get him to admit that he wishes he were a girl. Fair is fair. I'm going to enjoy this.) (Sue moved around on top of Dan and continued) "I'll take that as another "yes". I'll show you what happened next between Sharon and Brandy by pretending that I am Sharon and you are Brandy. OK, Brandy?" "OK." "Brandy, you sexy, beautiful girl, Sharon wants to suck your tits again. Don't you like your tits sucked?" (Sue sucks them) (Pants) "Yes." In between sucking "Brandy's" tits, while rubbing on her clit/cock through the panties, Sue continued: "I love your tits. Aren't you glad you have large, sensitive girl tits." (moan) "Yes." "Say it." "I love having large, sexy, girl tits." "And you love putting them into a lacy bra, right?" "I love to wear a lacy bra." "What do you put into your bra?" "My tits. My girl tits." "Now I want to feel your clit, under your panties. Your lovely sensitive clit. It feels so nice. I=m going to make your clit come over and over. More times than a cock could come in a month. Would you like that Brandy?" (Sue rubs on Dan's cock) (Trembling) "Yes." "I feel your clit getting hard, Brandy. My gosh you have a large clit, Brandy. Hiding under your lacy panties. Beg for it Brandy. Ask me what you want. Tell me what you want me to do with your clit, Brandy." "I want it!!" "You want what?" "To cum! Please make my clit cum more times than a cock can cum in a month." "I'll rub your large, sexy clit until you come like a girl. Aren't you glad you have a clit, Brandy, my lovely girlfriend?" "Yes." "Isn't a clit much better than a cock?" "Yes. I love my clit." "Aren't you glad you don't have a cock?" "Yes." "Yes what, girl?" "I'm glad I don't have a stupid cock. I'm so lucky to have a clit. I loooooove my clit." "Don't you feel sorry for guys? They only have cocks." "Guys are pathetic. Guys all have clit envy. Girls are lucky they are girls." "And aren't you glad that you can wear sexy things like panties and bras, Brandy, when we make love?" "I love wearing a lacy bra and panties when we make love." "Aren't you glad that you have large girl tits, sexy Brandy?" "Yes." (Sucks his nipples) "Don't you love your huge soft nipples?" "Yes." "Aren't you glad you're a girl, Brandy?" "Yes." "Tell me how much you love being a girl?" "I love it." "You love what, Brandy my love?" "I love being a girl with a clit and sexy breasts." "Good girl! Being a girl is much sexier than being a guy, right girlfriend?" "Right." "Say it, lovely Brandy." "Being a girl is much sexier than being a guy." "Tell me how you would hate to be a guy. A flat chested unsexy hairy thing that can only come one time. Tell me how you wish that you could be a sexy girl always and forever." ---- "Say it, Brandy. Or I'll stop sucking your tits and I'll stop rubbing your large clit. Say it." (Dan gives in.) "I'm so glad I'm a sexy girl. I love being a girl. I would hate to be a guy. An unsexy guy. I am a girl named Brandy. " "Do you want to be a girl forever?" "Yes, I want to be Brandy forever. I want to be a girl always, with tits and a pussy. Please make my clit come! I want to come like a girlllll.... yes, yes, yes, like a girlllllll, oh my God, yes, yes, like a girrrrrrrrrrrrrrlllllllllll" ("Brandy" comes with a moan, thrashing more wildly than Dan had ever come before). (Sue stares down at Dan, with power in her eyes. She had won, and they both knew it. Finally, Sue spoke) "You never came that strongly before, Brandy. Its ok, Brandy - I called you Brandy because from now on that is the name I'll call you in bed. From now on you will be a girl forever, whenever we make love. I think that it's understandable you would rather be a girl than a guy. And I think it's sexy you pretend to be a girl when we make love. You probably have been doing it for years, right?" ------ Sue turns Brandy's wig-covered head with "her" makeup covered face and looks into "her" eyes" (Brandy nods) "Say it, my beautiful girlfriend." "I have been pretending to be a girl when we made love for years. Almost every time. When my cock is in your cunt I pretend we are two girls with clits rubbing together. I want to be a girl so much I pretend to be one whenever we make love." "I thought so. And, to tell you the truth, so do I. I also pretend you are a girl, every time we make love. I close my eyes and pretend." "I like that. It makes me feel sexy you pretend I am a girl." "But now we can go further. I can help you be Brandy. By dressing up and acting like Brandy. So long as we communicate we both get what we want. You get to be a sexy girl, and I get to make love with a sexy girl. We both get what we want." "I love you Sue." "I love you too, Brandy."