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First Real Man Ch. 01

By: kokshur



The kissing was nice. Once we were past the initial awkwardness, that is. The kissing was very nice. His mouth tasted of beer and hamburger and onion. The meal we had shared. No doubt he tasted the same things as he kissed me.

The kissing was very nice. And now his hand was rubbing the inner part of my thigh.

It was the porn that got me questioning my sexuality. And straight porn at that. The thing is that between relationships I would relieve sexual tensions by masturbating while watching porn. Like a lot of guys do. I watched all kinds of (straight) porn. Barely legals. Big tits. Tiny tits. Mature women. Fatties. Midgets. 

His hand had moved up my inner thigh. Now he was caressing my crotch.

I started to notice something. As I was watching the porn. As I watched the (for example) eighteen year old tiny titted blond with a big ass giving the middle aged man a blow job, I noticed I had stopped imagining that I was the middle aged man with the young girl. I had stopped imagining that it was my cock that she was sucking. Instead, I found myself wondering what it felt like for her to have that big cock in her mouth. Wondering what licking his balls tasted like. (Wondering what I would be doing differently if I was sucking his cock.)

My cock was now straining against my pants. He took his hand from my crotch. Needed both hands as he started unbuttoning my shirt. His lips moved down from mine and nestled into the base of my neck. 

Or, as the guy started to fuck the (for example) petite Asian girl with the large knockers, I would find myself imagining what it might feel like to have his cock sliding into me. 

My shirt was now completely unbuttoned. He pulled back from me and pulled his t-shirt over his head. Then he put both hands on my face and pulled me to him, my lips meeting with his once again.

And I would get off while fantasizing that it was my ass and not that of the (for example) extremely pregnant black woman that was getting slapped by the guy's balls each time he thrust his cock into her (me). So I began to wonder.

I had one hand on his face as we kissed and my other hand was moving up and down on his upper arm. It no longer seemed strange to me that I was kissing and being kissed by a man. His hands had moved from my face and I could feel him tugging at my belt.

I obtained some gay porn and found that watching two or more guys sucking and fucking each other aroused me just as well as the straight porn had done. I bought and experimented with a dildo and that was very pleasant. And I found a relatively cheap phone sex line that catered to both straight and gay and sampled both. I enjoyed the phone sex with the ladies but discovered that the guys did it better. With cyber sex I got off equally well with either sex although I suspect that the best of my cyber girlfriends were really guys.

He knelt next to the couch and pulled my pants and my boxers to my knees. My cock sprang up before him. I had never felt so big before.

We met through the internet, of course. I found a dating site for gay/bisexual/bi curious men and posted a profile. Got a few inquiries and even a few offers. But before we reached the point of arranging to meet I got cold feet.

Here I was, sitting on his sofa. Pants and boxers around my knees. He kneeling at my feet. My cock so hard that it ached. He ran a fingertip from the base of my cock up. As soon as he touched the cock-head it jumped. 

"You look delicious" he said and touched the tip of his tongue to the tip of my cock. 

Several times I got cold feet and backed off. But not this last time. I don't know. There was something about him. It wasn't his looks, or not just his looks. Based on the profile pictures he was not the handsomest of the men I had shared e-mails with. (Although his may have been the handsomest cock.) But there was a certain playfulness to the way he had written his profile and in the e-notes and letters he sent me.

He was licking my balls as he gripped my firm cock.

The geography was right too. Anonymity was important to me at this point. I was, I thought, ready to explore some man to man sensuality. But I wasn't ready for anyone I knew to know what I was doing. He lived a few towns over. Far enough away that no one who knew me was likely to see me going into his house or recognize my car parked at his curb. 

He licked my cock. He flicked at my cock-head with the tip of his tongue. My cock-head was in his mouth. And slowly, painfully slowly, the rest of my cock followed.

I parked in front of his house three times, lost my nerve and pulled away. The first time I got three blocks away before I turned and made my way round again. The second time three blocks again. The third time I just went around the block. The fourth time I parked I didn't allow myself to pull away again. I steeled myself and walked up to the door and rang the bell.

He was working his mouth up and down the length of my cock and no girlfriend I had ever had had done it better. I was moaning with pleasure and my hips were bucking. 

He invited me in and fixed lunch for me. We didn't say much as we ate. Just weather talk. As we sat across from each other I decided his profile pictures had not done him justice. He really had a very nice face. Maybe it was the way his eyes scrunched up when he smiled.

And now I was coming. Coming, coming, coming. I felt it from the tip of my toes up to my eyes which could no longer focus. He let most of my cum fall onto his chest and then he cleaned my cock with his tongue.

After lunch we went into the living room. I took off my shoes and socks. He was already barefoot. He turned on some soft music. We sat together on the couch. We listened to the music. We talked about some of the things we had written in our e-mails. Then he put one hand behind my head and leaned in and kissed me.

I looked down at the man licking my cock and with ragged breath managed to say "Please, before I lose my nerve, I want to feel you inside me, now."

"Let's go to the bedroom." he answered " I've got some lube there."

First Real Man Ch. 02



I stood next to the sofa, wearing nothing but an unbuttoned shirt and a wristwatch. My pants and shorts in my hand. My host took them from me and tossed them into a nearby chair. He was wearing nothing but sweatpants.

He took me by the hand and started leading me to his bedroom.

The last thing I had said was "Please, before I lose my nerve, I want to feel you inside me, now."

"Let's go to the bedroom." he had answered " I've got some lube there."

I had been questioning my sexuality. It wasn't that I had taken a disliking to women. But I had begun to wonder if I might also enjoy intimacy with men.

His bedroom was large. Drapes pulled away from large French windows let the afternoon sunshine in. Quilts and blankets were crumpled on the floor next to the bed, leaving only sheets and pillows on the mattress.

I put my arms around his neck and leaned up for a kiss. His lips met mine. His tongue and lips played pleasurable games with mine.

After experimenting with gay porn and dildos I had decided it was time to experiment with a real man.

As we kissed, we shuffled our feet. Gave each other a gentle nudge here, a mild pull here. Working our way to the bed.

We got acquainted through an internet dating service. For gay, bisexual, and bi-curious men. I figured I fit into the latter category. But did I fit into the second category? That was what I was here to find out.

As we kissed it occurred to me that neither of us even knew the others name. On the dating site we used pseudonyms. 

I nudged him. The back of his knees bumped the bed. I slid my tongue from his mouth to the end of his chin. Kissed his collar bone. Kissed his hairy chest. Licked down to his hairy navel. Kissed my way down to his waistband. With both hands I pulled his pants down. With his help I got them past his feet. Then I pushed him back onto the bed.

"Make room." I said. He crawled to the center of the bed and I crawled next to him and took my first good look at his big uncut cock. That he was enjoying our activities so far was plainly evident. I leaned in and licked his cock and licked it some more. The taste was salty but somehow sweet. And the aroma was pleasantly pungent and somehow suggestive of cumin. I looked into his eyes and said "I want to feel you in me, now." touching his cock, I added "I want to feel this in me."

He pointed at an end table. "Condoms and Lube, over there." he said with a catch in his voice.

I rolled a condom, a dark blue condom, onto his long thick cock. Added a dollop of lube. Then I straddled him. Leaned down and shared another kiss with him. Leaned back and guided the head of his cock to the hole of my ass. I started lowering myself. Felt his cock-head enter me. Paused. To get the feel of it.

Dildos had not prepared me. He was longer and thicker than my biggest. A dildo doesn't move of it's own volition, changing the angle of entry. Doesn't hold your hips as you lower yourself onto it. Moan with encouragement and pleasure. You can't look a dildo in the eyes and see your own pleasure mirrored.

I lowered myself ever so slowly, ever so gently, feeling him fill me. Inch by glorious inch I paused to get used to the feel of him in me. To relish the mix of near-pain and near-ecstasy. And after seven or eight glorious descents. Over seven, nearly eight inches of magnificent manhood filling me. I paused again. To glory in the sensation of him filling me. I wiggled my rump like a happy puppy. Then I began raising myself. Then down again. Up and down. Up and down on his wonderful manhood. I leaned down shifting the angle. Up and down his cock. Up and down his cock. Again and again. I leaned back shifting the angle. Up and down his cock. Up and down his cock. Again and again. Feeling his cock fill me again and again and again. All the time looking into his eyes. Feeling his cock fill me again and again and again. Looking into his eyes as I rode his cock up and down, up and down. Feeling his cock fill me again and again and again. Looking into his eyes I saw his climax coming a moment before I felt the twitching of his cock within me. I saw it in his eyes and then I felt him coming and coming and coming.

We lay, sweat covered, side by side, looking up at the ceiling, hand in hand. My ankle crossed his. And as I was drifting off to sleep I heard him breathlessly ask "Are you sure you've never done this before?" 



First Real Man Ch. 03



I awoke in a big, warm, comfortable bed. With a big, warm, comfortable man sleeping behind me. His arm around my chest. I lifted his hand to my lips and kissed his knuckles. Today, I recalled, was the 2nd anniversary of our first "date." Funny. Neither of us had been looking for a long term relationship. But it found us nonetheless. 

I eased myself from the bed, taking care not to awaken Hans. Hans. That entire first day I hadn't even known his name. Didn't learn it till a week later. Hans, my big cuddly Germanic teddy bear. Thinking of that first day I brushed my teeth, then climbed into the shower. I had arrived that day very unsure of my sexuality. Although I had previously always been heterosexual, I had been fantasizing for some time about man to man sex. There had been a dating site for gay, bisexual, and bi-curious men. I figured the latter category included me. Hans, using, I remember, the handle ManEnuf4U, and I exchanged some e-mails, and then he invited me to visit him in his home.

That had been a day of firsts for me. First time I had been kissed sensually by a man. The first time I had returned a mans sensual kisses. The first time enjoying a mans body, and he mine. With touch, lips, tongue. I remember, even the smell of him was intoxicating. When he put my cock in his mouth. When, later, I had his cock in mine. I had been curious. I had wondered what I might have been missing. But I was taken by surprise at just how much pleasure I was experiencing. And that first time I felt his cock in my ass, as I straddled his manly body and rode his manhood, I discovered that a man need not ejaculate to orgasm.

At this point in my reminiscences I felt Hans getting into the shower behind me. I turned around, put my arms around his neck, and pulled his mouth down to mine for a kiss. As our lips met, as our tongues played games in each others mouths, his big arms came around me and he pulled me close. And I squirmed with delight. Being in a warm shower, pressed up against a big, wet, sexy man is one of my all time favorite ways to start a day. Apparently Hans shared my sentiment, because I could feel his manhood rising to the occasion.

I stepped back from our embrace and started lathering up his big hairy chest. Hans is a hairy man. Thick black hair covers his chest, stomach and legs. I don't know why that is a turn on for me but it is. So I was kissing his chest and soaping it up and kissing it some more. And I worked my way down, kissing and soaping his stomach. His sexy hairy stomach. 

I knelt before him. Warm water was still pouring over both of us. I set the soap down, took his big cock in one hand, caressed his thigh with the other. Warm water caressed both my tongue and his cock as I licked him. As I licked him he got bigger. I pulled back his foreskin to lick his cock-head. Then I held his cock-head in my mouth. I felt his hand on the back of my head, so I leaned in, letting his cock slide into my mouth. Warm water poured over us, sliding down us, as his large cock slid forward and back within my mouth. As I sucked it. Licked it. Stroked it with my hand. And sucked it some more. The warm water started to give out just as his jiz hit the back of my throat. 

-interlude-

As I was fixing us breakfast, I was thinking again about two years ago, that first day together. We hadn't showered together that first day, but we had gone skinny dipping. But we finished up with me giving him a blowjob as he sat at the edge of the pool, so I guess we were holding true to form.

He came up behind me, put his hands on my shoulders, and started kissing the back of my neck. We were each wearing only our bathrobes as we hadn't anywhere we needed to go that morning. He kissed the back of my neck. I pretended irritation. "If you distract me, I might burn your omelette. Which," I said, with a flick and a flourish, "is done." I put it on a plate, added hash browns from one covered pan and sausages from another. "We don't have bacon today." I said. "I was in the mood for sausage."

"Yes," he replied "I remember."

"If you're through making sexual innuendos," I said as I poured eggs into the pan for my own omelette "you might pour us both some juice."

I had, of course, put the small gift wrapped package in the fridge conspicuously next to the juice container.

"Hey," he said "what's this?"

"You can open your anniversary present after breakfast." I told him. "I don't want your omelette getting cold."

--short interlude--

He was driving me crazy. He couldn't just tear the wrapping from the gift like a normal person. He was carefully and slowly unwrapping it. How I had ever gotten involved with one of those people who actually save and re-use wrapping paper and ribbon and such I do not know. But then I remembered that despite this fault he was awfully nice to cuddle with. 

When he opened the box he saw two platinum dog tags on an appropriate chain. The face of one of the dog tags had a small diamond set in it. The face of the other a small ruby. "It's beautiful." he said.

"They're inscribed." I said.

He turned them over to read the inscriptions. On the tag with the diamond it read: if this man is lost please return him to --- followed by my name. On the tag with the ruby the inscription was a simple three word phrase: I Love You.

He looked up at me, and I swear there were tears in the big lugs eyes. "You've never said it."

"And, Teddy Bear," I told him "I probably never will. But there you have it." I crawled into his lap and kissed him. I'm not a small man, but he's big enough to hold me. Just another thing I like about him. Both of our robes had fallen open. As we kissed, with me on his lap, I couldn't resist reaching down between my legs and grabbing hold of what lies between his. It didn't take long for him to grow fully erect. And I, I was rather aroused too. 

He got hold of my legs, stood up, managing to lift me with him, and set me on the table. "Wait here." he said. He opened a drawer, and pulled out some lube and a package of condoms. "Bend over the table." he said.

I got to my feet, dropped my robe, and followed orders. I bent over the table. "Use a blue condom." I said. "Like the first time."

He placed gentle kisses on my rear. He kissed the small of my back. And between my shoulder blades. As he kissed the back of my neck I felt a lube covered finger enter my ass. He worked that finger in and out several times. Then he whispered in my ear "now comes the blue condom" As he slowly pushed his cock into me I felt his hand on my cock. He stroked my cock in counter rhythm as his cock slid back and forth filling my ass.

Slow and steady his cock slid in filling my ass. Slow and steady it slid halfway out. Slow and steady back in again. Again and again. A nice, slow, steady rhythm. And all the while, slow and steady, he stroked my cock.

Slow and steady. And then the pace increased. And then it grew frantic. And I was encouraging him. "Faster, Faster, Faster." I cried.

And then he was coming. He came so hard the condom burst and I felt his cum filling my ass and with that I was coming too.

With his cock still in me, and mine still in his hand, he whispered to me "Your present should be here sometime this afternoon."



First Real Man Ch. 04



Two years ago today, Hans and I met because I had been having fantasies about being with a man and had decided to try the real thing. I had gone to a gay, bisexual, bi-curious dating site. Hans was the real thing and had gone to the same dating site because he wanted to meet someone new. And thankfully I was the someone new he decided upon.

As I swam between his legs I turned face up, let some air past my lips so the bubbles would rise and tickle his balls and cock. As I rose for air he grabbed me by the shoulders and pulled me to him. His lips met mine. I put my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist. He grabbed hold of my ass cheeks and pulled me even closer. With the water providing buoyancy I knew this big strong man could hold me like that for forever.

We had also gone skinny dipping that day two years ago. Of course at that time we hadn't even known each others names. And neither of us had planned on that day's escapades leading to a relationship.

I let my tongue slide out of his mouth and along his cheek to his ear. I flicked my tongue in and over his ear, nibbled on his earlobe. Then found myself whispering his name into his ear over and over again. "Hans, Hans, Hans" His right hand had left my ass cheek and I felt him take a grip on my already erect cock. He was holding my cock, squeezing, stroking my cock. I felt his fingers and palm and the wetness of the pool water. Holding, squeezing, stroking. Holding, squeezing, stroking, stroking, stroking. Wet, slippery, stroking.

I continued to whisper his name in his ear. "Hans, Hans, Hans" And then "Yes Hans, Yes, make me cum Hans. Yes, make me cum. Oh yes Hans, Yes, stroke my cock, make me cum." And I was getting louder. "Yes Hans, Yes, Yes, Yes. Oh Gods Yes, Hans stroke my cock, make me cum. Make me cum, Oh Yes, Oh Yes, Make me cum." My head was back now, and I was even louder. "Yes, Oh Yes, Yes, Yes! Yes, Hans, Yes, Make Me Cum!! Now! Now! Now!"

And when my cum mixed with the pool water I was crying out loud. Loud enough, I'm sure, for everyone in the neighborhood to hear. "YES! YES! YES! YES!!!"

I must have turned beet red when I realized what I'd done. I lay my head on his chest and felt him chuckling. I felt a finger in my ass crack. Sliding along my ass crack. And then a fingertip probing my hole.

I lifted my face up and found his lips with mine. His finger went deeper into my ass. Slipping in and out. In and out.

Then I felt his finger withdraw and he was rubbing his cock against my ass. Me kissing him. He kissing me. The both of us in the pool. I felt his cock-head against my ass hole. Usually when Hans fucks my ass we use a condom to keep his cock clean and a dollop of lube cuz it's a tight fit. But I guess this time he figured the pool water would keep him clean and provide adequate lubrication. His cock went a little further into me. A little further still. And some more. A little further into me. 

Cock and pool water in my ass. Filling my ass. We were mouth to mouth, body to body. My legs around him. His long, thick cock in my ass. Hands on my ass cheeks he bounced me up and down the length of his cock. The buoyancy of the water keeping the action nice and slow. Up and down I rode his cock. Up and down. Up and down. In. Out. In. Out. Up. Down. His thick, long cock filling me again and again. Nice and slow. Nice and easy. Up and down I rode his cock. Up and down. Up and down. In. Out. In. Out. Up. Down. Lips locked. Tongues playing in and about each others mouths. Water splashing. Nice and easy. Nice and slow. Up and down I rode his cock. Up and down. Up and down. In. Out. In. Out. Up. Down.

Now it was his turn. Chest deep in water. Up and down I rode his cock. Up and down. Up and down. In. Out. In. Out. Up. Down. Now, now, NOW, I felt the spasm of his cock deep inside me. Felt the warm cum. Cum shooting up into my ass. Orgasm. Orgasm. His. Mine. Orgasm for Orgasm. His. Mine. My eyes unfocused, my toes curled, my body arched. Orgasm. His cock deep in my ass, shooting cum, and I writhed in orgastic pleasure. His lips again found mine. Or mine found his. 

My arms around his neck and my legs around his waist. Chest deep in water. Mouth to mouth, body to body. Kissing, touching, holding, and kissing some more. I knew this big strong man could hold me like this for forever. 



First Real Man Ch. 05



HE told me his name was Hans. The previous week we had enjoyed a day together without ever exchanging names. It had been a day full of surprises.

We had met through the internet. I had had fantasies. I had been curious about man with man sex. HE had invited me to his home. Turned fantasies into reality. Satisfied my curiosity. And satisfied me sexually far more than I had expected. So I had been pleased when HE invited me to come back today.

He said his name was Hans, and then he drew me to him and he kissed me. A long, lingering, sensual kiss, from a big strong man named Hans.

"Wow," I said, "I've never been kissed by a man named Hans before, that was really something."

"We kissed several times last week." he said. 

"But I didn't know your name then. Somehow it makes a difference." I placed my hand on his crotch and rubbed it. "I bet it makes a difference with this too." I knelt before him. Unbuckled his belt. Unfastened his pants, pulled them down around his ankles. There his semi-erect cock dangled in front of my face. I took it into my hand and started licking it. As I licked it, it grew and grew some more. I pulled back his foreskin and licked at his cock-head. As I let his cock slide into my mouth I heard a discreet cough behind me.

Hans looked down at me and said, "You said in your e-mails that you had fantasies about being with two men at once, so I invited a friend to join us today." He gestured behind me. "This is Conrad." I took his cock out of my mouth and looked over my shoulder. Conrad was a little taller than Hans, long and lean. He had thick blond hair and a moustache that reminded me of seventies porn stars.

I decided to make the best of an awkward situation.

"Well," I said, "any friend of my new friend Hans..." I reached to his belt buckle and pulled Conrad closer to me. I unbuckled his belt, unfastened and pulled down his pants and revealed his cock. I took one cock in each hand and compared the two. Hans had a cock long and thick and uncut. With thick black genital hair. Conrad had shaved his genitals, his cock was about the same length as Hans' but not as thick. He had been circumcised. He had a lovely round red cock-head.

I licked the length of his cock, from balls to cock-head. Then I licked Hans cock. Conrad's had been a little salty, Hans' had been a little sweeter. I kept one cock in each hand. I sucked one, then sucked the other. Sucked Hans' cock. Sucked Conrad's cock. Sucked one, then the other. Put both cock-heads in my mouth at once and sucked. Then I licked each cock thoroughly. One then the other.

I put one of Hans' balls in my mouth and sucked. Hans' balls dangled and were covered with hair. Then I tried Conrad's balls. They didn't dangle as loosely and were shaved hairless. I sucked on one hairy ball and then a hairless one. Then I sucked the other hairless ball and then the other hairy ball. As my mouth wandered from ball to ball to ball I stroked their cocks. A long thick uncut cock in one hand. A long lean cut cock in the other. Stroking both cocks as my mouth wandered from hairy ball to shaved and back again. Hans came first. His cum spurting onto my face and Conrad's cock. I tasted the cum as I slid Conrad's cock once more into my mouth. I had about half of his cock in my mouth when he too came.



-interlude-

There was a blanket on the lawn in the back yard. I was lying back on the blanket and Hans was kneeling next to me leaning over and kissing me. My legs were up with the back of my calves resting on Conrad's shoulders. He was easing his condom covered cock into my ass. Nice and slowly I felt him filling my ass. He was a talker. "Oh, yes, oh that feels so good. Oh yeah, you've got such a nice tight ass. Oh fuck yes." He kept up the monologue as his cock filled me. As he rocked back and forth. His cock going deeper and then pulling back. Again and again. "Oh yes, oh fuck yes. That's so tight, that feels so fucking good." He kept talking and fucking me.

As Conrad fucked me, Hans' lips moved from my lips to my chin. From my chin to my neck. He started kissing my chest. His hand was on my cock. He squeezed it. He stroked it. 

Conrad was still fucking my ass. Nice slow steady strokes. Slowly filling my ass. Slowly pulling back. Slowly pressing forward again. Still talking. "Oh fuck yes. Oh yes, fuck, that feels good."

Hans ran his tongue down to my stomach, still stroking my cock.

With a nice steady rhythm Conrad was fucking my ass.

Hans' mouth made it's way down to my very erect, very hard cock. His tongue licking at my cock-head.

Conrad had picked up the pace as his cock plunged deep into my ass, then pulling back, and plunging deep.

"Oh yes, oh yes, oh yes,"

Hans' head was now bobbing up and down with my cock in his mouth.

Conrad was now fucking me as fast as his hips and friction would allow. His monologue was now a single repeated monosyllable. "Yes, Yes, Yes..." Again and again his cock plunged into me, filled me and then with a rather loud "OH, YES!" I knew he was coming. 

Conrad slowly eased his cock from my ass and it was then that I shot my load up and into Hans' mouth.

As Hans licked up my cum Conrad made his way over to my head. He removed his condom and presented his cum covered cock for me to lick clean. Which I did gladly. As I was licking Conrad's cock I felt Hans pushing my legs back up, felt his cock, which is somewhat thicker than the one I had just experienced, as it entered my ass.

Hans didn't start slow and easy. He just plunged right in. He fucked me hard and fast. He didn't talk as he fucked me, he just grunted. He fucked me hard. He fucked me fast. And I was the one repeating monosyllables. "Yes, Yes, Yes..." Fast and hard he fucked me. "Yes, Yes, Yes..." And still he fucked me. Hard. Fast. He was pounding my ass but I was feeling the orgasm all the way out to my fingertips and toes and to the top of my head. "Yes, Yes, YESSS." I was looking up into his face when HE came. Saw it on HIS face at the same time I felt it. He didn't pull his cock out right away. He left it resting in my ass as he looked down on me, smiled and winked.



-post script-

After this I continued to see Hans. Three months later I moved in with him. We enjoy frequent and oh so satisfying sex with each other and sometimes, for a little extra spice, we invite someone else to join us for a day or an evening. Sometimes this will be a third party, like Conrad, more often it will be another couple and we'll pair off as fancy takes us. I even get some pussy once in awhile. One of our friendly couples, he's bi and she's straight. So when they visit us, he'll go off with my Hans and I go off with his Sylvia. Fun is had by all.

A couple of weeks ago Hans and I celebrated the second anniversary of our first "date" and... I'm sorry, you'll have to excuse me now. I just heard my big hairy teddy bear come in. I'm going to go rip his clothes off him, kiss his feet, suck his toes and then ride his big cock for all he's worth.