0 comments/ 36341 views/ 26 favorites City Of Dreams By: Gryffindor The following is a complete work of fiction. Any resemblance between the characters and any real life person is completely coincidental. Please do not copy or distribute the story without the author's permission. This is my first attempt at writing. I would appreciate feedback on what you think of the story, but please keep it constructive. I have a fragile ego. LOL The first chapter will be more background information on the characters and a setup for the story. If people like it then I will continue, so if it seems a bit slow to start, I am sorry. Disclaimer: The following story may contain erotic situations between consenting adults. If it is illegal for you to read this please leave now. I would like to thank Sara, the wonderful author of "The Magic In Your Touch", for giving me the inspiration to write. You are a very special person Sara and I count myself lucky to call you my friend. Chapter One I was walking through Central Park with my headphones blasting Britney Spears' song Stronger. Now say what you will about her, but I love her music. And at the moment the song really fitted my mood. Why you may ask? Well I just went to my boyfriend's apartment to surprise with a romantic dinner. Josh, my boyfriend, and I had gotten into a fight last night about his job. He works for a very successful law firm and has been putting in a lot of hours. Now this normally didn't bother me, but it had been literally two weeks since I had last seen him. He called and cancelled the dinner plans we had for tonight because he had some meeting he had to be at. Well I bitched about not seeing him and things just kind of took off from there. We ended up screaming at each other and hung up. So being the thoughtful boyfriend that I am I picked up some things at the store today and was planning on surprising him with a home cooked meal. But it seems the surprise was on me. I walked into his apartment to find him screwing some guy on his living room couch. Did you ever have one of those moments in life when time seems to stop? That is exactly what happened to me. I was in complete and total shock. And to top everything off, the bastard didn't even stop when saw me. He just smirked at me and then the piece of shit actually winked. I suddenly felt like I was in some bad television movie of the week. At any moment I expected Kelly Martin to come running down the hallway being chased by the cops or something. The bag of groceries I was holding dropped to the floor and I hauled ass out of there. It seemed that once again in my life fate has decided to throw me for a loop. So that is how I ended up with my song choice. It made me feel a little bit better with the situation. Music was my outlet. Whenever things in life got shitty I would blast some music and just zone out. I headed back to my apartment hoping that my roommate Gina was there. I really needed to talk to someone and I knew that she would be the one that could cheer me up. I bartend at a gay club called Diversity or Sity for short. She was there with a group of friends and we ended up chatting for most of the night. She stopped in a few more times to hang out for the next week and ended up offering me a place to stay when she heard I was having roommate problems, and since that we have been the best of friends. I unlocked the door to the apartment and walked in to find Gina on the couch smoking a cigarette and watching TV. You will never believe what she was watching. You guessed it; she was watching some movie of the week on Lifetime starring Kelly Martin. I had to laugh. Life can be just too damn ironic sometimes. "Hey stud," Gina said as she glanced up from the screen. "What are you doing home so early? I thought you were going to surprise your man with dinner?" "That was the plan, until he had a surprise of his own." I went on and rehashed all the disgusting details of what happened, and Gina, true to form, started going off. "That dirty son of a bitch! Who the fuck does he think he is doing this to you Miah?!?! When I am done that bastard won't know what hit him!" She was one of the few people that called me Miah. Only close friends were able to use that shortening of my full name, Jeremiah. "He will get what he deserves Gina. Trust me. But I think we should leave this one up to fate ok? Remember the last time I helped you in a revenge scheme? I ended up with a broken ankle." We both had to laugh about that. Gina's boyfriend, well ex-boyfriend now, had cheated on her. It was her bright idea that we would go and let the air out of his tires. We actually got to his house and just as we were about to start deflating the tires, he came out of the house with a date. We had to get out of sight quickly and hoped a wall into the neighbor's yard. I landed wrong and ended up breaking my ankle. "How was I supposed to know that he would be home, you big homo!" Gina said with a laugh. "The point is that we are not going to imagine we are Charlie's Angels or something this time, ok?" Gina sighed, "Fine, fine. Have it your way. Did you think about what Duke talked to you about at work the other night?" Gina lost her job about a year ago and ended up bartending with me at Sity. Duke is the owner and manager of the club. He wanted to try and do a male review type show and had asked me if I would be interested in performing. I was very proud of my body, but was very unsure about showing it off to people. I was still very self-conscious and I am still working on my self-esteem. You see when I was younger I was always a bit chubby and wasn't very athletic. So naturally I got teased endlessly. Kids can be cruel. Well when I first moved to the city I started working out hardcore. I figured if I was starting a new life, then I wanted a new body. I started practically working out every day, but now I am down to just a few times a week. I am not a bodybuilder by any means, but I finally was able to trim my body down and got the 6-pack abs that I always wanted. I am about a little over six feet tall, and I let my dark brown hair grow to about shoulder length. I'm clean-shaven and have blue eyes. I feel like my life is finally getting to where I wanted it to be. Too bad it took almost 22 years to get there. I had two major problems to deal with when I was growing up. The first being my father. I think he may have been the meanest man to walk the earth. He was the ultimate man's man. Without going into too much detail, because it is still very tough to deal with, my dad was very abusive. I dealt with a lot of physical and mental pains up until the day I turned 18 and walked out of my father's home never to look back. The other problem that I had to deal with went by the name of Bailey Masters. He and I were the best of friends until we reached high school. All of a sudden he became one of the popular guys and stopped hanging out with me. It wasn't too long after that happened that he was joining in on the taunting and teasing I had to endure everyday. I guess he teased me more than anyone else to prove that he wasn't really my friend anymore. And that hurt me more than probably anything my dad ever put me through. And believe me, my father put be through a shit load of stuff. Bailey was the brother I never had, and to have him turn on me like that, well it felt like a part of me had died. "Earth to Miah, come in Miah." Gina was snapping her fingers in front of my face. "Hey mister, don't zone out when I talking to you." "Sorry about that G. I don't know yet what I am going to do about the offer from Duke yet. I highly doubt that I will do it. I just don't feel like getting groped and fondled by a bunch of guys. Well not anymore than we already put up with at the club." I replied with a laugh. "Come on you lazy bitch. We have to get ready for work. You know Friday nights are always busy." Gina got up and turned off the TV and headed back to her room to get dressed. "Ok I will get ready in a minute mom!" I flipped my headphones on again and listened to Britney's voice singing about moving on. I had a long night a head of me. * * * * * * * * * Diversity was really packed to capacity tonight. Gina and I were working our asses off at the bar trying to keep up with the drink orders. The only good thing about this was the amount of tips were getting. We both decided to wear leather pants tonight. I had on a black pair and she had on a red pair. We both had on tight t-shirts with the club's name across it. The only difference was that Gina cut her shirt and turned it into a half top. I had to admit that we both looked pretty damn good tonight. The great thing about Diversity was that anyone could come in and have a great time. It was primarily a gay bar, but we always had a very large mixed crowd and tonight there was no exception. I finally got to take a quick break and ducked behind the bar to grab a bottle of water and a quick smoke. I swayed to the heavy beat of the music and just tried to relax for a second. Friday nights were always hectic and tonight it seemed like everyone in the city had stopped in for a drink. I finished my cigarette and headed back out since my break was just about over. It seemed like the crowd had died down a bit and most people were out enjoying themselves on the dance floor. I heard someone calling my name and turned around to see our friend Genesis leaning against the bar. She worked at the club as well, but we didn't get to see each other often since we worked different nights. "Hey there! I was hoping you would stop down and visit us on your night off Gen." I said as I leaned over the bar and gave her a quick hug. "I had nothing else planned tonight and figured I would see what the two of you were up to tonight. Gina called me too Miah. I just wanted to check up on you and see how you were doing." "I am doing ok. It'll take a little bit for me to get past it, but things will work out." I gave her a wink and a smile. Gina came up and put a rum and coke in front of Genesis. This was our little group's drink of choice. Just then the club version of Stronger came on. I smiled and danced to the beat. "Miah, do me a favor and take this pitcher of beer down to the guy in the dark blue shirt at the end of the bar. My break is coming up and I am want to talk to Gen real quick." I nodded my head and grabbed the pitcher and headed off to the end of the bar singing along with the music. I reached the end of the bar and set the pitcher down. The guy still had his back to me. "Here's your pitcher of beer buddy." I yelled over the music as I tapped him on the shoulder. "Thanks," he said as he turned around with a really great smile. He looked familiar, but it was so dark at this end of the bar. We have so many regulars that come in and I was searching my brain frantically to place a name with the face, but before I could I had to get another drink for someone else. "Miah! Hurry up and get your ass down here when you're down there. Gen has some big news to share!" Gina yelled from the other end of the bar. I gave the girl the drink that she ordered and was turning to go see what Gina and Gen wanted when I felt a tap on my shoulder. "What can I get ya?" I said as I turned around. It was the guy in the dark blue shirt. His mouth moved but I couldn't hear what he was saying over the music. He looked a bit concerned so I leaned over a bit to hear what he was saying. "Miah?" I was able to see him more clearly now that I was up closer and my breath caught in my throat as our eyes locked. I heard him say my name again. "Miah, is that you?" I started to feel dizzy and suddenly I couldn't hear the music that was pounding through the club. My mouth moved, but no sound came out. I was in shock. Suddenly my brain connected a name to the face. And my brain finally allowed me to utter one single word. "Bailey" * * * * * * * * * Well that is it for chapter one. I really hope everyone enjoys it. Please let me know what you think of the story. I would appreciate feedback. If there is interest I would love to continue with the story. You can either send your comments to the link below. Please mention something about the story in the subject title if you email me. I get lots of Spam and I don't want to delete anyone on accident. Thanks!!! Michael Copyright - Gryffindor 2003 City Of Dreams Ch. 02 The following is a complete work of fiction. Any resemblance between the characters and any real life person is completely coincidental. Please do not copy or distribute the story without the author's permission. This is my first attempt at writing. I would appreciate feedback on what you think of the story, but please keep it constructive. I have a fragile ego. LOL Please try to ignore any spelling or grammar problems. If people like it then I will continue, so if it seems a bit slow to start, I am sorry. Disclaimer: The following story may contain erotic situations between consenting adults. If it is illegal for you to read this please leave now. Previously: I gave the girl the drink that she ordered and was turning to go see what Gina and Gen wanted when I felt a tap on my shoulder. "What can I get ya?" I said as I turned around. It was the guy in the dark blue shirt. His mouth moved but I couldn't hear what he was saying over the music. He looked a bit concerned so I leaned over a bit to hear what he was saying. "Miah?" I was able to see him more clearly now that I was up closer and my breath caught in my throat as our eyes locked. I heard him say my name again. "Miah, is that you?" I started to feel dizzy and suddenly I couldn't hear the music that was pounding through the club. My mouth moved, but no sound came out. I was in shock. Suddenly my brain connected a name to the face. And my brain finally allowed me to utter one single word. "Bailey" Chapter Two It seemed like my life was destined to be a wild, nauseating roller coaster ride. Just earlier this evening I catch my now ex-boyfriend humping some nameless person, and now I am face to face with the guy who used to be my best friend. Whoever said that life's a bitch really knew what they were talking about. My imitation of a statue was broken when I heard him speak again. "Miah, is that really you?" A smile was beginning to form on his face, and no not just any smile. It was the type of smile that could light up a whole city block. My heart began to melt just at the thought of having Bailey back in my life, to have my best friend and brother back. Just before a smile broke out on my own face memories flashed before me. The times he called me a fag, when he helped his football buddies spray paint my locker, when they made fun of weight, and a thousand other things. I was not remembering the Bailey I grew up with, but the monster he seemed to become during high school. I remembered that my best friend abandoned me. It was almost like someone flipped a switch inside of me. The happiness that had been building was completely destroyed by the pain and anger I felt rising inside. How dare he call me Miah!?!?! I went from zero to bitch so fast I know Gina and Gen would have been proud. "The name is Jeremiah. Is there anything else you needed from the bar sir?" My blue eyes became ice cold. The edge in my voice was so sharp you could have cut the tension with a knife. And by the hurt expression on his face you would have thought that I really had cut him. "Jeremiah," he started out slowly "I can't believe it's really you! I didn't even know you were living in the city. I never imagined that..." "Look here Mr. Rogers," I interrupted him coldly, "This isn't the land of make believe and the bar isn't going to serve itself. So if you don't need anything else from the bar I have other customers I need to serve. Enjoy your evening at Diversity sir." Bailey's jaw practically hit the bar after I said that. I am sure he didn't know what to think, and I wasn't sticking around to find out. I turned on my heel and quickly walked away muttering under my breath the whole time. I would have stalked right past Gina if she didn't put out a hand to stop me. "Whoa! Slow down there Rain Man. What's with all the muttering under your breath? You look like you are ready to commit murder!" Her eyes quickly scanned the bar. I head her gasp. "Josh is here isn't he! I bet that piece of shit brought that little tart to our bar. Where is the bastard?" "No Gina it's not Josh. It's that guy you had me take the pitcher of beer too. It seems that I am on an episode of This Is Your Life." "Who is he Miah?" "Bailey" "Bailey?" Her face crinkled up and you know she was trying to place the name. Suddenly her whole face lit up with shock. "Not THE Bailey, Miah!" "Yup. That would be the one. He tried to play all mister nice guy and I gave him the evil bitch routine and walked away. How dare he think he just come in here and act like nothing every happened. That mother..." "Miah, he is on his way down here." Gen interrupted. Thank goodness she interrupted me. Otherwise I would have been going off with him standing right there. This also gave me the chance to escape. I ducked under the bar and took off into the crowd. Luckily an awesome dance version of one of Madonna's songs came on and the lights on the dance floor starting flashing and the crowd started going nuts. I stopped half away across the floor and turned back to see if Bailey had followed me. My eyes zeroed in on the bar and I could see that Genesis and Gina had stopped him. I could see that he was scanning the dance floor with his eyes trying to find me. I turned and took off for the hallway that leads to the bathrooms. Once in the hallway I entered the door marked "employees only". Luckily the club provided a lounge for the employees to hang out in and to store their stuff in lockers while on the clock. I quickly opened the locker that Gina, Gen, and I shared and grabbed the pack of cigarettes that was there. I lit one up and collapsed onto the leather coach. I could still hear the music of the club, but it wasn't as loud. This allowed me to think a little more clearly. What the fuck was Bailey doing in New York City? Ok Miah, think a little more clearly than that. NYC is a pretty big city and a popular one at that. Ok. Why was Bailey at Diversity? There were hundreds if not a thousand bars that he could have went to, but yet he ended up here. At this point I just wanted a large hole to open up in the ground and just swallow me whole. Why did he have to look so good damn it? Bailey was always taller than me when we were kids. So right now I would have to guess that he was at about six foot three or so. His green eyes still had that brilliant shine to them. He had his black hair cut short and it had that wild messed up look to it. He obviously continued to play football in college, well if he even went to college that is. I really don't know since we obviously were not friends at that point, but his body had that hard muscular look that someone gets only from years of play sports. My eyes welled up with tears. This was just not fair. First he walks out of my life, completely destroying it and then has the audacity to waltz right back into like nothing ever happened. I know that people are probably thinking that I had some major crush on Bailey and that is why I was so upset about everything that happened, but that was not the case. A lot of people won't understand what my childhood was like, but I am just going to take a quick second and try and make you see why I am so upset. I was an only child and my mother left my father when I was only two years old. I don't hold that against her in any way. Hell if I could have left that early I would have also. Now you may be wondering why she didn't take me with her. And that's a good question. She didn't take me because she feared my father. He threatened her that if she tried to take me that he would hunt her down and take care of her. And how do I know his you may ask? My father told me that himself. I told you he was a bastard. So life was rocky, to put it kindly. I was all by myself and had no one to love me and I had no one that I could love back. That all changed in kindergarten. That is when I met Bailey. We became best friends almost instantly. We were inseparable. Bailey's mom was kind enough to watch me while my dad was at work. I spent so much time hanging out with Bailey that he became the brother that I always wanted, but never had. He was the one the helped make up excuses when I showed up at school with black eyes and bruises from the beatings my father constantly inflicted upon me. He was the one that never let anyone make fun of me. He was my anchor. Bailey was the one that I could always go to and he always made me feel safe. No matter how many times I got hit at home or how many times that my father belittled me by calling me every name he could think of; Bailey was always there for me to build me back up. He helped me to believe that what my father said wasn't true. He was a light in the darkness the helped me always look toward tomorrow instead of giving up on today. Then everything changed. The rug was pulled right out from me so to speak. We started high school. Bailey's father pushed him into playing football, and the time we had to together slowly decreased over time. The "popular" kids at school didn't like me for some reason. I can look back now and realize that if they didn't pick on me, then it would have been someone else. So one good thought I try to keep is that I saved someone else from all that punishment. I thought that life had been bad before, but I was in no way prepared for what was to come. Bailey slowly withdrew from me completely. Which to some degree I understood that. What I couldn't understand was that he joined in with their taunting. If he would have just stood in the background or maybe tried to stop them even once it would be different, but instead he helped them with all of their pranks and their name calling. Unfortunately for me things got worse at home. My dad started to drink even more than he ever had and felt that it was cheaper to beat the hell out his son instead of the punching bag at the gym. That was the worst part of anything. Before I had someone I could confide in and tell me that everything would be ok, but now I had no one. I only had my father to listen to. And as my senior year in high school began I couldn't help to start to believe what my father said. I must have been worthless, disgusting, and everything else he said because I was alone. I didn't have any friends. Everyone at school was afraid to be my friend because that might mean they would be teased too. There must have been something wrong with me because Bailey didn't want to be my friend anymore. Some of you will see where this is headed, and you have to be thinking 'please don't let this be going where I think it is going', but unfortunately you would be right. It was the night of my eighteenth birthday and I just couldn't take it anymore. It happened to be the night of my senior prom and I was home alone. On top of that I was nursing injuries that my father had inflicted upon me that morning. So I took the bottle of pain pills that a doctor had prescribed for me earlier that year after I had "fell" and broke my arm and took what was left in the bottle and swallowed them down. I fell back onto my bed and just tried to relax and wait for all the pain to end. I dreamed of running away and leaving everything behind, and realized that I was doing just that. I was running away, but the path I was running on would never let me come back. My eyes somehow focused on a picture that was on the table next to my bed. It was a picture of Bailey and me when were in fourth grade. We were at the park and we were coming down the slide together. Both of our faces lit up with joy and happiness. I then realized that I could still find happiness. If I couldn't find it here, then I would have to go looking for it. I rolled off the bed and crawled into my bathroom and forced myself to throw up into the toilet. I was hoping that I was able to get rid of most the pills that were in my stomach. At that point I was so drowsy I ended up passing out on the floor right next to the toilet. I woke up 12 hours later in the same position. I got up and took a shower. I then packed up all my shit and headed out the door. I hopped into my beat up used car and just took off. There was a few more weeks left of school, but I had more than enough credits to graduate. I got onto the highway and ended up in New York City and have been here ever since. Now I certainly don't want anyone's pity, but I wanted y'all to know where I was coming from. Hopefully now you realize how difficult it was for me to see Bailey again after all these years. Just as I was finishing up my trip down memory lane the lounge door opened and Gina came walking in. "Oh honey, are you ok?" she asked as she rushed over to the couch I was sitting on. "I'm fine G. I just had to get out of there. I still can't believe that any of this is happening to me. Please tell me that he's gone." "He finally left Miah. I hate to admit it, but he looked really concerned about you." I gave her the classic Miah death stare. "But of course I still hope that his balls turn purple and fall right off his body so that he can never have sex again. Better?" I just had to laugh. Thank goodness for Gina. Otherwise I would be a major mess. "Gina I totally felt like I was in some bad episode of 901210 or something. All I needed was for Shannon Dougherty to walk up and bitch slap me." Gina rolled her eyes and gave me a huge hug. "Miah I knew that getting cable was a major mistake. You are such a TV junkie. Come on, as you told Bailey that bar is not gonna serve itself." So reluctantly I got back up and finished my shift at the bar. It wasn't too bad and Gina and I ended up with about $700 bucks in tips between the two of us. I was damn lucky to be working at Sity let me tell you! Gina was heading out to an after hours club with Genesis and I just didn't feel like going. I told her that I would just see her back at the apartment. I walked out the bar and started down the street to catch the subway. And in true Miah fashion I rounded the corner and walked smack dab into a brick wall. Well it really wasn't a brick wall. I soon realized that as a large pair of muscular arms caught me and keep me from hitting the ground. I composed myself and looked up to thank the guy for not letting me drop. "Hey man I am really sorry. Thanks for catching.....Of course it would be you mother fucker." Now I rarely use that phrase except for when I am royally pissed off. And of course you realize who I walked into. Bailey. "Miah..." "Jeremiah asshole." "Fine. Jeremiah. Why can't you just calm down and talk to me? I searched all over the fucking city to find you damn it and you could at least be decent enough to talk to me." "Me be decent to YOU??? Why should I even bother listening to anything you have to say? You are such a fucking bastard. You expect me to stand here and listen to what you have to say after you fucking ignored me for the last 8 years? Oh wait. You didn't ignore me for the first four did you? No no that's right. You and your fucking so-called friends tormented me and made my life a living hell. I fucking tried to talk to you then, but you acted like you didn't even know me. And now I am supposed to just forget all of that and put it aside because the all mighty fucking Bailey decided he wants to talk to me? Fuck you asshole!" I roughly pushed him away and took off down the street trying to put as much distance between us as possible. I should have remembered that the fucking bitch could always out run me, and this time was no exception. He grabbed my shoulder and spun me around. And of course since I am a big klutz I lost my balance and hit the pavement hard. I couldn't fight it anymore. The pain inside me was just too much to keep pushing down. Damn him! I sat there on the sidewalk with tears streaming down my face, and I refused to take the hand that Bailey offered to help me up. "Miah, look at me. Please Miah look at me." I felt his hand cup my chin and he raised my gaze to meet his own. I had to blink and shake my head for a second. Why would he be crying? "I need to tell you how sorry I am Miah." He continued on when he realized I wasn't going to correct him for saying my nickname, "I was so worried when you never turned back up at school all those years ago. I was so afraid that something happened. That maybe your dad finally went too far and I...." "Please just stop Bailey. I have to say that I am sorry too. I'm sorry that I just can't do this with you. Not now, maybe not ever. I can't sit here and listen to how hard it was for you because you'll never know how hard it was for me...." I had to pause for a second and catch my breath before I had some type of breakdown right here on the sidewalk. I stood up as well and tried to clean myself up somewhat. "I am sorry that I can't stand here with you and rehash old times. Because if I do that then I will lose my mind. I can't honestly believe that you think that I would want to listen to anything you had to say. I want you to leave me alone. If I remember correctly that is something you are pretty good at. Just forget that you saw me and go about your life like you always have. I don't need you anymore. Good bye Bailey." And with that I turned and started to cross the street to the subway. I could hear Bailey yelling out my name, but I ignored him and continued to walk and wipe the tears from my face. If I wasn't being such an evil bitch I would have stopped and maybe tried to listen. If I did that then I would have seen the taxi that came flying around the corner. But I didn't stop walking. Suddenly my whole world went black. * * * * * * * * * * * Ok that is chapter two. I just couldn't help myself. Cliffhangers always pissed me off, but I have to admit it helped to end this chapter. I finished chapter one and had to just continue on. Thanks again to Sara for all of her kind words and encouragement. It means so much to me!!! Please send any feedback to the link below. Again, please include something in the subject so I know it's not Spam. I hope you enjoyed this chapter! Michael Copyright - Gryffindor 2003 City Of Dreams Ch. 03 The following is a complete work of fiction. Any resemblance between the characters and any real life person is completely coincidental. Please do not copy or distribute the story without the author's permission. This is my first attempt at writing. I would appreciate feedback on what you think of the story, but please keep it constructive. I have a fragile ego. LOL Please try to ignore any spelling or grammar problems. If people like it then I will continue, so if it seems a bit slow to start, I am sorry. Disclaimer: The following story may contain erotic situations between consenting adults. If it is illegal for you to read this please leave now. I want to thank Sara, Juliet, Nick, Larry, and Pepsicoool for their feedback. I greatly appreciated it! Previously: "I need to tell you how sorry I am Miah." He continued on when he realized I wasn't going to correct him for saying my nickname, "I was so worried when you never turned back up at school all those years ago. I was so afraid that something happened. That maybe your dad finally went too far and I...." "Please just stop Bailey. I have to say that I am sorry too. I'm sorry that I just can't do this with you. Not now, maybe not ever. I can't sit here and listen to how hard it was for you because you'll never know how hard it was for me...." I had to pause for a second and catch my breath before I had some type of breakdown right here on the sidewalk. I stood up as well and tried to clean myself up somewhat. "I am sorry that I can't stand here with you and rehash old times. Because if I do that then I will lose my mind. I can't honestly believe that you think that I would want to listen to anything you had to say. I want you to leave me alone. If I remember correctly that is something you are pretty good at. Just forget that you saw me and go about your life like you always have. I don't need you anymore. Good bye Bailey." And with that I turned and started to cross the street to the subway. I could hear Bailey yelling out my name, but I ignored him and continued to walk and wipe the tears from my face. If I wasn't being such an evil bitch I would have stopped and maybe tried to listen. If I did that then I would have seen the taxi that came flying around the corner. But I didn't stop walking. Suddenly my whole world went black. Chapter Three My first conscious thought was 'What the fuck was that?!?' The last thing I remember was crossing that damn street and then everything just seemed to disappear right out in front me. My next conscious thought was "Damn is this sidewalk soft!' Ok Miah get a fucking grip. Obviously you are lying in a bed ya shit. Yes, I do talk to myself. I tried to open my eyes a bit and groaned. All I could see was this extremely bright light. Oh no! There is no way this is happening. I then heard a soft voice. "Miah.....walk towards the light Miah. Please Miah.......walk towards the light." Just as I opened my eyes a bit more to see what was going on the light suddenly vanished and I was in darkness. I then heard the same voice again. "We're sorry, but the light at the end of the tunnel is currently closed for renovations. Please check back at a later time." What??? I head a voice giggle and then suddenly the room was bathed in light and I saw that bitch Gina sitting next to me. She flipped on the lamp that is on my bedside table. "You are such a total bitch! You had me thinking that I was dead there for a second." I paused and then realized that I was in my own bed. "How the hell did I get here? What is going on Gina??" "Slow down there Miah." Gina was trying to calm me down. "I wanted you to realize what death could be like because you almost did die you ass!" She slapped me on the shoulder. "Gen and I were on our way to the after hours club and we saw you fighting with Bailey on the sidewalk, so we pulled over to make sure you were ok. The next thing we know, you go stomping off into the street and are almost hit by a fucking taxi cab." "Wait a second. What do you mean almost Gina?" "Miah, you are very lucky that Bailey can move that quick. Right before the taxi clipped you he dove forward and knocked you out the way." I was in shock to say the least. First not only did I have a near death experience, well if you count almost being hit by a taxi then this would be my 52nd near death experience. Trust me, the cars in the city fly down the streets. Secondly Bailey saved me. Which above anything else is what had me in shock the most. There was one thing I just couldn't understand though. Why did he do it? I mean after us not being friends for so long why would be care? Especially after the major bitch routine I was pulling on him. "Miah, listen to me. You know that you are my best friend, and I am always on your side, but this fighting with Bailey. I think you may be handling this situation wrong. I was talking to him and if you would just listen....." "Wait a second there Nancy Drew," I interrupted her. "When have you had the time to try and dig to the bottom of this mystery? When did you find the time to even hold a conversation with him?" I could see that Gina took a calming breath before answering. "Miah, you've been out of a little over an hour. Once we saw Bailey save you we rushed over to see if there was anything we could do to help. He picked you up and brought you over to the car so we could bring you home dipshit. How else do you think you go here?" "Ok so you mean to tell me that you had this long meaningful discussion in the five minute car ride from the club to the apartment?" Gina licked her lips nervously and our eyes locked. She mumbled something, but I couldn't quite hear her. "What did you say G?" "Bailey," She began "He's here. He was really concerned about you since you passed out and I....I offered him to come upstairs so he could make sure you were ok." My mouth flapped up and down furiously, but again I was speechless. I really needed to contact that world record book because I think I have to be setting some kind of record with not being able to talk today. "Close your mouth and listen to me Miah" Gina moved over and sat on the bed next to me. "I know that you think that he doesn't care, but there a few things I want to share with you. He was a mess Miah when that car almost hit you. And I really mean a fucking mess. His body was shaking, and he could barely talk. And like I said before, he helped carry you all by himself to the car. Damn that boy is strong! And ya know what else he did Miah?" "What?" My voice coming out in a whisper. "He didn't just sit you up in the back seat Miah. Once he got into the car he pulled your body against his and held you the whole way to make sure you didn't get hurt again. He rocked you back and forth muttering 'you're ok now. I got ya buddy. I'm here'" I could barely breath at this point. My thoughts were a complete jumble. I didn't even know what to think. I sat up in bed and just stared at Gina. "Why would he do that? After everything that's happened and after what an asshole I was tonight, why would he do that?" "You might want to ask him that yourself stud. He's out in the living room talking to Genesis." My eyes locked with hers. This was a thing that all of our friends were used to by now. Gina and I had a way of communicating without even saying a word to each other. "Miah, you know this is something you have to do Hun. Even if he walks out of here tonight and you never see him again, you have to talk to him. I know that so much shit has happened, but you need to clear the air." "I know Gina. You want to send him in?" "Sure babe." She leaned over and gave me a hug. She went over to the bedroom door and gave me once last look and a wink before stepping into the hallway. God I hope I am doing the right thing here. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Gina walked down the hallway towards the living room and stopped right before she entered. Bailey was pacing the floor. Gen was sitting on the couch, and from the looks of her she was ready to tie his ass down to a chair just to get him to calm down. Gen sighed and rolled her eyes and glanced at the doorway Gina was standing in. She immediately stood up when she saw her. Bailey's head snapped towards the doorway as well. "Gina, is he awake yet?" Gina could still hear the concern and worry in his voice. "He's awake. He seems to be ok." You could practically see the stress melt away from Bailey. His eyes closed and he took a deep breath. "I guess you were right in bringing him here instead of going to the hospital Gina." Bailey said to her. "You know how much of a klutz Miah is. So I figured since he wasn't bleeding he should be ok. Besides you are the one that hit the sidewalk. You practically turned in mid-air to make sure he didn't hit the ground first. Where the hell did you learn a move like that?" "Just reflex from playing football I guess. It was almost like he was the ball and I had to keep him from hitting the ground." Bailey said with a shrug. "Is he coming out here?" You could practically hear the hope in his voice. "No. He's not coming out." Bailey's face instantly crumbled. Gina hated to do that to him, but she had to make sure he wasn't going to hurt Miah again. No matter how big of an ass Miah was being she had to protect her friend. She let Bailey off the hook. "But he said that you could go back if you want." It was almost like plugging in the cord on your Christmas tree. Bailey's whole face lit up. He took off around the couch and started towards Gina to head down the hallway. Right as he started to pass her though Gina grabbed him and pushed him back against the wall. She had her hands wrapped into the front of his shirt right below his neck. His eyes were as big as saucers and she looked like a lioness defending her cub. "Just one word of warning Bailey. You know as well as I do that Miah has been through a shit load of crap for his whole life. I am not blaming you for all of that, but you have to admit some of it is your fault. And I will admit that Miah has been a Class A bitch tonight, but I think you and I both understand where that's coming from. Right?" Bailey nodded his head "I just want to let you know that Miah means a great deal to me and his friends. And if you do anything, " Her hands gripped the shirt a bit tighter and she pushed him against the wall a bit more "and I mean anything, to ever hurt him again then you are going to have to deal with me. You got that?" Bailey shook his head quickly in agreement with her. He was scared as hell right now. He had never seen anyone this intense before except for earlier that night when Miah told him off in front of the club. "I. I got it Gina." Gina let go and moved her hands and gently placed them on Bailey's face. "Bailey I know that you are a good guy. I can see that in you. Just from talking to you tonight I think we all could be good friends. You need to understand that when you go in there to talk to Miah that it's going to be tough. Extremely tough. You need to remember that Miah is only this upset because he cares for you so much. You need to get through to him. I know he is in a lot of pain and I bet you are too. Don't let him push you away. Ok?" Gina gave Bailey a million dollar smile and he finally relaxed. "Thank you Gina. You are definitely a good friend. Miah is lucky to have you in his life" "Don't you let him forget it either!" She said with a laugh. She watched Bailey turn and walk down the hall towards Miah's room. She hoped that things would turn out right, but she still couldn't help thinking 'Dead Man Walking'. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * I was sitting up against the headboard of my bed smoking a cigarette. I can't believe that I am about to do this. Can I really rehash all of this with him? I realized at that moment I had to. As much pain and anger I felt inside of me, I still missed him. I still wanted him back in my life, but how could I let him back in after everything that had happened? Would he even want to be my friend again? Come on now Miah. Don't be so damn stupid. I mean the man did save your life didn't he? He did save my life, but is my life really even worth him saving? I could feel myself slipping back into my shell. It almost like I was back living with my father. I was so unsure of everything, and wasn't even sure if anything was worth all this pain. Just as I was about to escape to the bathroom to hide my bedroom door eased open and Bailey's head peaked in. "Hey" "Hi" Oh great! If the rest of the conversation was going to go like this, then it was going to be a long, long talk. Bailey stepped into the room and closed the door. He didn't move, and I don't think he was even breathing. I took a deep breath and figured I better start things out. "You can sit down Bailey." I pointed to the chair sitting by the bed that Gina had dragged over earlier. "Thanks" He moved quickly and seemed almost happy for a second that there was something for him to do. "So..." "So..." "Bailey..." "Jeremiah..." We both tried to start the conversation at the same time. Our eyes locked together, and the unthinkable happened. I giggled. I have no clue why I have this knack for laughing at inappropriate times, but damn it why this time? I tried to smother the sound, but of course we all know that will just make it worse. The next thing I know we are both laughing our asses off like someone just told the funniest joke in the world. After we both calmed down Bailey was the one to start speaking again. "I'm so glad that you are ok. I was really scared that you might have been hurt." "Well I am ok, thanks to you. Thank you for that. To be honest though I don't know why you did it." Our eyes locked together again. "What do you mean why did I do it?" "Well. After everything that's happened, and what a fucking bitch I was being. I just....I didn't think I would have been worth it." Bailey's eyes got wide with shock. "I don't want to ever hear you say that again. Ever. You are not worthless!" "But Bailey..." "No buts damn it. You are not worthless. You never have been and you never will be. Just because your father didn't realize what a wonderful person you, doesn't mean that other people don't see it. Don't ever put yourself down." My eyes welled up with tears. I had a question on the tip of my tongue, but was afraid to ask it. I asked it anyways though. "If I am not worthless then why did we stop being friends?" I could see a whole range of emotions flash across his face. I almost felt bad for asking it, but I just had to know. "We didn't stop being friends. I was the one that stopped being friends with you. You were always there for me. And the one thing I will always regret is not fighting to keep your friendship. I...." I could honestly see how difficult this was for him, and it made me realize that obviously there were things going on that I didn't know about. I didn't make a sound. I didn't even move. I just sat there and waited for him to continue. "I was just scared. Everything was so different once we got to high school. I tried out for the football team and ended up making the team. All the guys seemed really nice and I had a good time. I guess that is when we really started drifting apart. The practices and games started taking time away. Then some of the guys on team noticed that you and I hung out a lot and...well...for whatever reason they didn't like you. They started to make fun of you at school and I tried to get them stop. I need you to believe that. I really did try to stop them. Well they then got pissed at me. They said if I didn't start going along with them then they would harass you even more. And after that they would get me kicked off the team and then would make my life a living hell. I didn't know what to do. Either way they were going to be picking on you. So instead of trying to stop them I just went along with it. My stupid thinking was that if they are going to harass you either way I choose the option that would cause the least harassment. Obviously looking back I made the wrong decision. I should have gone against them, and then I could have defended you. I could have been there to help protect you more, but I fucked up so bad. It just seemed like everyone was up against me, pushing me in so many directions and I just didn't know what to do. Once I started going along with them they all kept telling me I was doing the right thing and shit like that. After awhile I just started thinking I was doing the best I could for you. And I know now that I didn't. And once I found out you were gone, I realized how fucking wrong I was. By then there was nothing I could do. I fucked up so bad. From the bottom of my heart I am so sorry. If I could take it all back I would. I swear to God I would. Please believe me." By this time Bailey was leaning forward in his chair and I could see the pain etched all over his face. I should have known better. I should have realized that he wouldn't have abandoned me, and in his own way he didn't. God, I've been so stupid. We were only 13 years old for God's sake. I'd been so worried this whole time about how I felt and worried about what was happening to me, that I never stopped to think what he was going through. I had been holding a grudge against him for so long, and now I don't think I had any right to. And seeing the tears starting to fall down his face I realized that he was in just as much pain as I was. "Bailey, I am sorry." " You don't have anything to be sorry for. You..." I put my hand up to stop him. "Bail, just let me finish please." When I used that nickname I gave him when we were kids he gave me one of those city block smiles. "This whole time I've been stuck thinking poor me. And I never once realized that you might be going through as much pain and confusion as I was. I've been pretty selfish. And even when I was being a major asshole to you tonight you still helped me. If you wouldn't have knocked me out of the way, who knows what may have happened. I think what we need to look at now is that what happened before happened to two young and confused kids. I looked up to you so much and you had really become my hero. What I wasn't prepared for though was that you weren't as perfect as I made you out to be. You had flaws and problems just like I did. And I am sorry that I've had to put you through any of this shit. You don't need to apologize Bailey. I'm the one that's sorry. If we only knew then what we know now eh?" Just then there was a knock on my door and Gina peaked her head in. "You boys ok in here?" We both smiled and nodded our heads. She smiled and closed the door. "Gina is really good friend to have. She's pretty tough too." Bailey said. I looked at him for a second and realized what must have happened earlier. "She gave a performance of her one woman good cop/bad cop routine didn't she?" I said with a giggle. "Yeah she did. I am not going to be fucking with her anytime in the near future." We both laughed at this. "There is one question I have for you though. It's about the night you left." My eyes closed and I bit my lip. I knew this topic would come up, but I just didn't anticipate it to be coming up so soon damn it. "What happened that night you left? Your dad told everyone that you had run away, but I know something must have happened." "I just couldn't take it anymore Bail. Things got really bad at home the last few years and I just gave up. I had...I had taken the bottle of pain pills from when my dad broke my arm and I..." My voice trailed off and I just couldn't say it. My head fell forward and my hair partially covered my face. I could hear the sharp intake of breath from Bailey and I knew he figured out what I didn't say. I felt the bed shift. I looked up and saw that Bailey moved and was sitting next to me on the bed. His hand reached out and brushed the hair off of my face. Our eyes met and I could see the sadness in his eyes. City Of Dreams Ch. 03 "Thank God that you didn't die. If you would have I don't know what I would do. You have to promise me that you'll never do anything like that again. Please Jeremiah promise me." I felt his hands reach out and grab mine. "Bailey, you can't say that." He started to get angry. "I can't say what damn it." "You can't say Jeremiah." My voice caught in my throat. The reason why I only let certain people call me Miah is because Bailey is the one that started it. When we were young he couldn't say my whole name. So he shortened it down to Miah. "It will always be Miah for you." Both of us started crying at this point. We reached for each other for the same time, and for the first time in eight years I felt Bailey's arms around me again. That hug is one of the best moments of my life. I could feel all the pain being washed away. I knew that I had my best friend and brother back. "Miah, I tried looking for you the past few years. I just couldn't find you. Just when I gave up hope I came here looking at possible job offers and ended up that bar tonight. It was like a miracle. It took so long..." "Bail all that's important is that you're here now. Luckily you were able to see the past the attitude I was throwing around and made me listen. I am so glad you did. I missed you so much." "Oh God I missed you to Miah. I missed you so much. I just wish it wouldn't have taken me so long to get here." "You're here now, and that is what's important." We were both still holding on to each other and crying out years' worth of tears. I did the only thing I could think of to make us feel better. I held him close to me and rocked him back and forth. "I'm so happy you're back Bail." "I'm so glad that I found you Miah." * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Ok, that's it for chapter three! I hope everyone enjoyed this chapter. This isn't the end of the story. There is plenty more to come! Please send any feedback you have through the group or to the link below. Again, please include something in the subject so I know it's not Spam. Michael Copyright - Gryffindor 2003 City Of Dreams Ch. 04 The following is a complete work of fiction. Any resemblance between the characters and any real life person is completely coincidental. Please do not copy or distribute the story without the author's permission. This is my first attempt at writing. I would appreciate feedback on what you think of the story, but please keep it constructive. I have a fragile ego. LOL Please try to ignore any spelling or grammar problems. If people like it then I will continue, so if it seems a bit slow to start, I am sorry. Disclaimer: The following story may contain erotic situations between consenting adults. If it is illegal for you to read this please leave now. Thank you to everyone that has sent me emails the last few days. I really appreciate it!!! Y'all rock!! Hope you enjoy chapter 4! Previously: As we sat on my bed holding each other I knew that no matter what may happen in the future I could face it now. Bailey was back in my life, and it had to be one of the best moments of my life. "I'm so happy you're back Bail." "I'm so glad that I found you Miah." Chapter Four I slowly awoke from some of the best sleep I've ever had in my entire life. I didn't realize that I feel asleep. God, that was an exhausting night. As I began to stretch I noticed that I was one the only one in my bed. I quickly sat up in bed and was fully awake now. I was alone. I can't believe that was a dream! I fell backwards onto the bed letting out a huge sigh. This fucking sucks! With a groan I rolled out of bed and stumbled towards the bathroom door. As I entered the bathroom I was definitely shocked by what I saw. There was a wet, naked man bent over drying his legs in my bathroom! Then it hit me. Last night wasn't a dream. Bailey must have gotten up to before me and had taken a shower. I couldn't help but stare at the naked flesh that was presented so openly to my prying eyes. My eyes immediately zeroed in on Bailey's ass. If I weren't already a butt man I fucking would be now! There right in front of me was the finest bubble butt I've ever seen! The cheeks were round and very firm. There were drops of water scattered over those gorgeous, smooth cheeks. I had to almost physically stop myself from leaning over and licking them right off that sweet ass. There was a long pair of muscular firm legs attached to that hot ass that had a fine coat of hair over them. Just standing there I was already getting very hard. I had to do something before I embarrassed the hell out of myself. This was too good an opportunity to pass up though, and I had to have a little bit of fun. "If I knew there was going to be a free show then I would have gotten some popcorn." I said with a smirk on my face. Bailey spun around so fast I barely had time to blink. He stood there in shock for a moment and looked like a deer in the headlights. He was holding the towel in front of himself. He regained his composure after a moment and he had smirk on his face as well. "If I had known you would be so interested in watching Miah I would have woken you up." He could see the confusion on my face. He very slowly moved his eyes down my body until they were focused on my crotch. It was then I remembered that I was standing at full attention. I never blushed that hard in my life. "You always were so easily embarrassed Miah." He said with a laugh as he wrapped the towel around his waist. OHHHH. He thought that I was still that shy little boy trapped in my own shell. When we were kids he was always the one to get me last. And from the looks of it I would guess that he was still assuming this was still the case. Hmm. I better bring Mr. Masters up to speed. He walked past me through the doorway and into the bedroom with this huge grin on his face. I waited just the right amount of time before I sprung my trap. Right before he was out of my reach I grabbed him and spun him around. I pressed my body right up against his and locked my arms around his body in a huge bear hug. The boy didn't know what hit him! I leaned in until my face was just inches away from him. I could feel his warm breath wash over my face. "You know Bail you really turned into a stud these last few years." I looked deep into his eyes and saw how shocked he was. I leaned in just a bit close and licked my lips. "I bet I could show you a thing or two that would make you blush even harder than I do." His face immediately flushed a deep crimson color. I stepped back and released him just as quickly as I grabbed him. My hand wrapped around the doorknob. It took him a second to realize what was happening. "Paybacks are a bitch Bail." I said with a laugh as I shut and locked the door. I could hear his laughter through the door. "You're right Miah. Paybacks are a bitch, but revenge is a mother fucker." He laughed even harder. Oh shit. What have I gotten myself into? * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * I slowly opened the door to the bathroom with a towel tightly wrapped around my waist. I wasn't taking any chances on Bailey having some kind of trap waiting for me. Luckily though the coast was clear. My bedroom was empty. I threw on a pair of black boxer briefs and a white wife beater. I rummaged through my dresser and found a comfortable pair of fleece pants to wear. I was off work tonight and decided to just have a nice lazy day around the apartment. I could smell bacon cooking and my stomach let out a massive rumble. I guess someone's hungry. Our apartment had a really wicked setup. When you came in the front door you stepped into a small alcove that had a small closet off to the side. This way you could hang up your coat when you first stepped in the door. From there it lead directly into a really massive living room. We had two couches set up around a nice large coffee table. There was a large entertainment center with a big TV and an awesome stereo system. One wall had a few large windows that allowed a lot of light to filter into the room. On the opposite side of the room was the kitchen that had a nice large counter that separated the two rooms. The hallway that lead off from the living room allowed entrance to mine and Gina's room, a powder room, and a guest room. We were extremely lucky to have such a killer apartment. Gina's grandmother actually owns the building and the apartment we had used to be the property manager's place, but when Gina moved to the city her grandmother allowed her to move in to it instead. She moved the property manager down to a different apartment. I felt so lucky when Gina offered me the spare bedroom. We also lucked out by not having to pay rent. We just had to pay the utilities and any other monthly bills that came it. So overall, it was a very sweet deal! I walked into the kitchen to find Gina sitting at the table nursing a cup of coffee and a cigarette. Bailey was standing over the stove frying up the bacon. I poured myself a cup of coffee and helped myself to one of G's smokes. I sat down at the table and my eyes met Gina's. She had a questioning look on her face. I gave her a bright smile. She winked at me and tossed a look over her shoulder at Bailey, who was hard at work cooking breakfast. She looked back to me and giggled. "I don't know what you two talked about last night, but if it means having breakfast cooked in the morning y'all need to talk a lot more often!" "Don't get used to this you two!" Bailey turned from the stove for a second and waived the spatula at us. "This was just my way of thanking you for letting me come up last night. I'm just glad everything worked out." Gina gave him a look and laughed. "Bailey I hope you don't think this one meal will get you off the hook. I am thinking you owe me at least a month of being my slave. You can address me as 'my lady' and you will become my faithful servant." Gina attempted to look as royal as Queen Elizabeth holding court in the palace. "Ignore her Bail. Besides she just wants to be referred to as a lady at least once in her poor, lonely life." I took a drag on my cigarette and blew the smoke in her face. "Children settle down!" Bailey said with a laugh in his voice. It was so good to hear the sound of Bailey's laugher. More than anything I think I might have missed that the most. He had one of those rich baritone voices that could just make you melt. And once he started laughing he took everyone along with him. He moved away from the stove and placed a plate of sizzling bacon and a plate of scrambled eggs on the table. I got up and got us some juice out the fridge and grabbed some glasses out of the cupboard. As I sat back down and poured us each a glass Bailey was staring at Gina. She had filled her plate up and was eating like it was her last meal. Gina is the type of person that LOVES food. I don't know how the bitch stays so fucking skinny. I just laughed and shook my head. "It really is an experience to see her eat isn't it Bail. It's almost like a watching a velociraptor devouring its first prey in over a week. I tried to contact National Geographic to have them do a piece on her, but they were too scared to get close to her during feeding times. And the local zoo was afraid she would eat the other animals if they put her on exhibit. So that means I am stuck with her." Of course just as I said this Bailey was just starting to drink his juice. The next thing we knew juice was being sprayed all over the place. "Miah, I can't believe your friend here isn't even house broken. Doesn't he know it's not nice to spit his drink all over the table?" Gina said with a smirk. "My Lady I cannot be held responsible for the actions of those you employ in your service. Of course out of everyone in the village you had to pick out the village's idiot. It's a shame really." I think that exchange between the two of us really did it for Bailey. The next thing we know he is laughing so hard tears are streaming down his face. We couldn't help but join in with him at this point. The table wasn't too much of a mess so we were able to clean it off and finish eating. We put the dishes in the dishwasher when we were done and headed in the living room. As Bailey and I sat down on one of the couches Gina headed down the hallway towards her room to take her normal morning bath. I leaned back on the couch and lit up a smoke and just relaxed. Bailey surprised me by reaching over and grabbing one for himself. I watched him for a moment. He truly is beautiful. He was wearing a loose pair of running shorts and an old faded t-shirt from one of the local Broadway shows. "I'm glad to see that you were comfortable enough to go through my dresser to find something to put on there Bail." I said with a straight face. "Well I figured since you saw me practically naked then you wouldn't mind seeing me in some of your own clothes bro." "Bail the normal rule of thumb is that no one wears my clothes unless I get to see them completely naked. And unfortunately practically naked just doesn't count." Bailey stood up with an evil grin on his face and his hands moved towards the waistband of the shorts. I motioned for him to sit back down. "Oh don't bother. Besides we just ate breakfast and I don't want to have it revisit me anytime soon. Speaking of breakfast, it was really good Bail. Thank you for making it. That was sweet of you." He sat back down with a smirk on his face. "I knew you would chicken out ya bitch. And you don't have to thank me for breakfast. Just think of it as the first of many things planned to help me make up for everything that's happened." He turned his head and gazed out the windows. I stood up and went over to him. I crouched down in front of him. "Bailey you don't have to make up for anything because you don't owe me anything. What's happened has happened. Let's not worry about it. Okay? Besides if anything I am the one that owes you. You are the one that saved my life last night bro." He reached his hand out and ran his fingers through my hair. "I really love your hair this long Miah. It really suits you." "Thanks Bail." Bailey stood up and walked towards the kitchen. "You want something to drink while I'm in here?" He was trying to avoid the conversation about him saving me last night. Well I will let it go....for now. Bailey lucked out this time and got saved by the bell. Well the ringing of the telephone to be more exact. I leaned over the couch and picked up the cordless that was on a side table. The call turned out to be for me. It was a guy that I met last week that stopped into the club. He was a cutie named Jeff. While I was making small talk with Jeff, Bailey came back in and sat back down looking at me curiously. I agreed to meet up with Jeff later that night at Diversity for a few drinks. It was my night off, but I would rather go there since I could get served for free. Another employee perk! I arranged on what time to meet and hung up the phone. Gina walked into the room and was drying off her hair with a towel. "Who was that Miah?" "It was that guy Jeff that stopped in at work last week. He was the guy that looked a bit like Billy Campbell. He asked if I wanted to get together for drinks." "You better have said yes Miah. You really need to let yourself get over that fucking asshole Josh and move on." "Yes mother! I agreed to meet him. We are going to meet up at Sity around 9 o'clock." "Good." She turned and looked at Bailey. "You wanna make it a group outing and go out for some drinks tonight Bailey?" He didn't answer her. His eyes were locked onto me and he looked a bit zoned out. Just as she was about to ask him again he seemed to snap out of it. "Miah...you're gay?" I immediately tensed up. Oh shit! I completely forgot to go over this. I thought he would have figured it out since he did find me in a gay bar. Oh please don't let this conversation go where I think it may go. "Yeah Bail I am. I hope that won't be a problem." Gina was watching both of us with a look of concern on her face. I know she was fearful of what his response might be. "No it's not a problem." Bailey started to say in a rush. "I was just surprised that's all. When I asked that guy at the hotel for a good place to get a drink he mentioned Diversity right away. He said it was primarily a gay bar, but it was one of the hottest clubs in the city and that it was usually a very mixed crowed. I guess I just didn't think you were gay. I'm cool with it." "Ok good. I was worried for a second there Bail." I said with a smile as I got up and started towards the kitchen for a drink. "And If I knew you were gay Miah, then maybe I would have borrowed a pair of your underwear too instead of just going commando. I don't want to tease you." I was halfway towards the kitchen when he said that and my head snapped around to look at him. This wouldn't have been a problem if I would have stopped walking, but in true Miah fashion I didn't. I just kept on walking. I ended up colliding with the counter and the next thing I knew I was flat on my back on the floor. Why do I have to be such a klutz? Of course Gina and Bailey were roaring with laughter. Gina, the bitch, actually had the nerve to high-five him. "Bail that was fucking classic! You rock buddy." "Thanks G. Miah was always so easy to tease." "I think you are going to fit right in here." "Thank you my lady. I do try my hardest to please her majesty." They both saw that I was still on the floor and started cracking up again. At that point I was just laying there listening to the exchange between them. Neither one of them noticed they were using nicknames for each other almost like they were friends for years. If anything I was really happy that the two most important people in my life were getting along. I certainly wasn't embarrassed about falling down. If I got embarrassed every time that happened then I would be in a constant state of embarrassment. I made a big production of getting off the floor and once again set off towards the kitchen, but first I dropped my pants and mooned those two assholes. "Ok Miah, when did you turn out to be such a tease?" Bailey asked with a wolfish grin on this face. "Don't flatter yourself Bail. I was showing my ass off to Gina." I said as I sat back down on the couch that was across from him placing the ashtray I got from the kitchen on the coffee table. "She never really gets to see a guy's ass because she's always on her back. Being the human mattress that she is." I lit up a smoke and stuck my tongue out at her. Gina leaned over and smacked me on the back of my head. "You bitch! You know that I haven't gotten laid in months. I might just have to tie you down to your bed and show you what a real woman could do." I moved over towards her where she was sitting on the arm of the couch. "Gina, I'm sorry. You know that I didn't mean..." Before I even finished talking I gave her a quick shove and down she went over the side of the couch. She made the cutest 'oomph' noise when she landed. I leaned over the side to look down at her. "Besides G, if I wanted to know what real woman could do then I would have mooned Bail instead of you." I said with a grin on my face. She and I both cracked up and I flipped over onto my back to finish my cigarette. I saw a flash of motion off to my side. Bailey had launched himself off the couch and the next thing I know the fucking bastard is airborne. I sat up quickly trying to escape, but his body landed right on top of me, pinning me to the couch. Bailey pushed the full length of his body against me and I couldn't move. "Good God Bailey, when did you get so fucking heavy? Get off me bitch." "No Miah. You wanted to know what a real woman was like. So I am going to ravish you right here on the couch and show you how a man treats a real woman." He pressed his full weight down on me. Bailey was grinning like a mad man. Gina's head popped up over the arm of the couch. "I wanna watch!! Can I? Can I?" "If I let you watch does that release me from my servitude to you?" "Well...I guess I can always find another slave. Ok it's a deal." We all started cracking up. I was so great to be able to just goof off with your friends. Gina stood up and headed towards the kitchen to get something to drink. "Don't forget Miah that it's your turn to go shopping today. The list is still on the fridge." "Ok G. I'll go get dressed and do the food run." I couldn't get up though because Bailey was still sprawled across me. "Ok mister. Playtime is over. You gotta get up." Just as I started to lean up he pushed me back down and leaned in towards me. "Wait Miah. There is something I have to tell you first. And I better do it now before I lose my nerve to do it." He had this really intense look on his face and I couldn't help but be worried. "Bail...." "Shh Miah. Don't say anything." He started to lean in close to me. Oh God. He was going to kiss me. A thousand things were rushing through my brain. We were so close he was practically my brother! This would fuck up everything. FUCK! What should I do? Just as his lips were about to touch mine his tongue darted out and he licked the whole one side of my face. "Remember what I said about revenge Miah? Consider this the beginning." He laughed and jumped off me and headed towards the kitchen to talk to Gina. "Hey G, where were you going to take me tonight?" Bail asked as he entered the kitchen. That bastard!! I should have never started this game with him. When we were kids we were both really competitive, and I guess nothing has changed since then. This will just add to all the other crazy things that are usually going on around here. Gina and I are both huge pranksters. The scene on the couch with us before is just a daily occurrence for the two of us. I was happy to see that Bailey would be fitting in with that. Things certainly won't be dull! City Of Dreams Ch. 04 I pushed myself off the couch and headed down to my room to change. I threw on a pair of comfortable jeans and a black button down shirt over my wife beater. I didn't bother buttoning my shirt up. I grabbed a pair of sandals out my closet and slipped them on. I went back into the kitchen to pick up the list and head over to the grocery store that was a few blocks away. I found Gina and Bailey talking at the table over coffee and laughing. "So this drag queen kept showing up for the next like 7 days in a row begging Miah to dance in her act. Miah can really move, but he didn't want all the attention." "Gina, I see you wasted no time in talking about some of my embarrassing moments. You have no class!" "Oh shut up bitch. You know you would be doing the same thing." I grabbed the list off the fridge and my keys and wallet off of the counter. "You two kids place nice and I will be back in a bit ok?" "Yes dad!" They both exclaimed at the same time. We all cracked up. I just shook my head and headed out the door. * * * * * * * * * * * * * Gina and Bailey were relaxing on the couches in the living room and enjoying each other's company. "So Bailey, you got pretty lucky last night finding Miah at Diversity. You should be happy that our club is so popular." Gina said with a laugh. "I know Gina. It was almost like a scene from a movie. I was pretty shocked." "Which hotel are you staying out? We should send them a thank you card for referring you to the club." Gina added with a giggle, but had a twinkle in her eye. Bailey looked at her for a moment. He really underestimated her, and it would be a mistake that he would not make again. That's for sure! What he needed to do know is find out how she figured everything out. Gina saw the emotions filter across Bailey's face and that was all the answer she needed. "So Bailey, you want to talk about it? Before Miah gets back?" "Why don't you tell me what you know, and I can fill in the blanks." Bailey had a smile on his face. He was impressed that Miah had found such a good friend in Gina. He felt comfortable with her and he knew that she would understand. "Well given the time I've had Bail I don't have much information. Though I do know that you aren't staying at any hotel in the city. I checked that out last night while you two were talking. And I also know that before you ordered your drink at the bar you were checking Miah out for about an hour beforehand. My guess is that he looks different from what you expected, and you weren't sure if it was him or not." "What are you, Nancy Drew or something?" Bailey just had to laugh. "You wanna know something Bail," Gina laughed and smiled. "You and Miah are really so much alike. He just said the same thing to me last night. So you want to fill in the blanks?" "You were right about the hotel. I'm not staying anywhere. My car is still parked a few blocks away and it has all my stuff in it. And I did scan the bar for about an hour. I couldn't believe the change in Miah. He really looks so different. And I was afraid..." Bailey paused for a moment. It was still difficult to deal with everything that had happened. Gina moved over to sit next to Bailey on the couch. She knew that he was a good person, and felt bad that he was in pain. She knew though that getting him to talk would make me feel better. "Afraid of what Bailey?" "I was afraid that he would have rejected me the way I rejected him back in high school. And I am not saying that I didn't deserve it because I think that I did. I was afraid of what the outcome may be. I went to a lot of trouble finding him and I didn't want all of that work to be for nothing." "And what type of trouble would that be? How did you end up at Diversity?" Bailey just grinned at her. "Come on now. I expect you can figure that out." Gina sat back and thought for a moment. A thought suddenly occurred to her. A huge grin lit up her face. "You sneaky bastard. You hired someone to find him didn't you!" "Once again you earn your Nancy Drew nickname!" Bailey said with a laugh "I tried to find Miah on my own, but I was running into a lot of problems. His father was of course no help whatsoever. I even tried looking on the Internet, but I am guessing the phone and everything is in your name. I ended up finding a P.O. box he used before, but that was it. And I knew that the city was way to huge for me to search for him. So I hired a local PI to search for me, and a few weeks ago he found him. It just took me some time to actually work up the courage to come. I decided to go to the club instead of coming here to the apartment. I thought at least at the club he couldn't slam the door in my face and lock me out, but was I wrong. I never knew him to have a temper like that man." "So you didn't just end up at the club because you were looking for a man?" "Well yes and no. I went there looking for a man. Miah. I wasn't going there to find some hot sex if that is what you were implying." "And I guess you got lucky because you found me." Gina and Bailey's head swung around to look at the front door. Miah was standing there holding a few bags of groceries. The look on his face was unreadable. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * "Miah!" They both said my name at the same time. "That's my name kids." I kicked my sandals off and headed towards the kitchen to start to put the groceries away. I had heard pretty much all of the conversation they had on the couch. My brain was still processing all the information. I have to admit that I was kind of impressed that he went to all that trouble to find me. I pulled the carton of milk out of the bag and turned and opened up the fridge. As I was closing the fridge door I felt a pair of arms snake around my waist. I wasn't sure at first who it was until I felt their chest press against my back. It was like having a soft brick wall to lean against. I felt Bailey place his head on my shoulder and I could feel his breath on my neck. "How much of the conversation did you hear Miah?" Bailey half whispered in my ear. I pulled gently away from Bailey and turned around to face him. His arms were still loosely around my waist. He wasn't holding me still, but was just letting me know that he was worried. I looked over his shoulder and I could see Gina hovering around in the background. "Are you ashamed of what you did Bail?" "No Miah I'm not." "Were you going to tell me about it?" "Yeah I was. I figured when we got a chance later to sit down and talk some more I would bring it up. Last night just didn't feel like the right time to do that." You could hear in his voice that he was starting to get upset. "Don't worry about it Bail. I'm actually kind of flattered that you would go to so much trouble to find me. No worries, okay?" Bailey crushed me against his chest. I'd have to admit that was probably one of the best hugs I ever had. "I got a question for you B. When did you get all touchy feely?" I said with a grin on my face. "Are you complaining mister?" "No, actually I'm not. It's just that..." "Ignore him Bailey." Gina interrupted. "It's just been so long since a good looking guy was holding him. Miah doesn't know how to react." "Aw poor little Gina." I smiled at her over Bailey's shoulder and tightened my arms around him. "I think someone's a bit jealous." "What do I have to be jealous of? He's your friend. Besides he plays on my team ya big mo." Gina said with a wicked laugh. "He's not my friend Gina." I felt Bailey tense up. I rubbed his back a little bit to soothe him. "He's one my best friends. No scratch that. He's my brother." Gina's face broke out in a huge grin. I knew she understood what he meant to me. "Ok boys. I am going to get dressed. Y'all better be ready by the time I am done. We're gonna show B some of the sights in the city today before we go partying tonight." And with that she headed off down the hallway towards her room. Just as I started to pull away from Bailey I felt his body shudder a little bit. I looked at his face and could see tears silently running down face. I grabbed his face with both of my hands and started to wipe his tears away. "B, what's wrong?" "Nothing's wrong Miah. I am just happy. I never thought we'd be friends again, and here I am standing in your apartment joking, laughing, and having a great time. I feel like a piece of my heart is back. You're finally a part of my life again Miah. I missed you so much." He wrapped his arms around me again and buried his face in my neck. I rubbed my hands up and down his back. "I'm glad you're back Bail. I was happy here in the city, but it always still felt a little empty. Now though everything feels right for the first time in a long time." "You're the best friend I've ever had in my entire life Miah." He whispered into my neck. "I love you Jeremiah." In all the years that I'd known him he had never said that to me. Tears welled up in my eyes, and it was my turn to cry. Bailey's head lifted and he looked into my eyes. "Hey buddy, are ok you?" I nodded my head. "Why are you crying little man?" He always did like to bring up the fact that I was about an inch and a half shorter then him. "Nothing B. It's just that...." My voice broke off. "It's just what Miah?" "It's just that..." I looked deep into his deep green eyes. "No one has ever said that to me before." His eyes widened in shock. He started shaking his head like he didn't believe me. "Are you serious Miah?" He searched my eyes and could see that I was telling him the truth. "Oh Miah, I am so..." I put my hand over his mouth to stop him from going on. He didn't need to say anything else. Just having him here and then hearing him say that was more than enough for me. I smiled up at him. "I love you too Bailey." * * * * * * * * * * * * * * A few hours later the three of us came from showing Bailey some of the sites of the city. Gina and I were fine, but I don't think Bailey was used to walking that much in his life. "I can't believe you two evil bitches wouldn't let me get a cab to bring us back to the apartment. I am fucking exhausted." Gina and I both giggled. "Hey mister, just be lucky we let you ride the subway part of the way back. Honestly I never heard anyone whine so much in my life! Unless of course it's a few hours before a meal because then I have to deal with Gina bitchin." Just as I said this Gina's head popped up from behind the kitchen counter with a donut sticking out of her mouth. Bailey and I laughed our asses off. "You only had me ride the subway because you know that I was a bit scared of it. You two ditched me on the car and left me all by myself. I got stick sitting across from that guy that wouldn't stop rubbing myself and muttering something about Betty Crocker." Bailey said with a pouting puppy dogface. I sat down next to Bailey on the couch and patted his leg. "Aw is the poor little guy upset?" The next thing I know Bailey grabbed me and pulled me down across his lap and started tickling me. I am one of the most ticklish people in the world I think, and the bastard knew that. "Bailey stop tickling him! I don't want him pissing all over the couch." I was barely able to understand what she was saying through the mouthful of donut she was screaming through. "Shut up ya hungry bitch!" I said as she flipped me off. Bailey had stopped tickling me at least. I moved over towards the other end of the couch and lit up a cigarette. He grinned at me. "Why you moving down there? You scared?" "Yes you fucking prick!" I said with a laugh. I leaned my head back against the couch and tucked one my left leg under my right. It was my favorite position to relax in. I thought back to the afternoon. We did have a good time today in the city. Just then I felt something on my right leg. I opened my eyes and looked down to find that Bailey had stretched himself out along the couch and was using me for a pillow. "Are you comfy B?" I said with a smile. He turned his head up and looked at me. "Yeah. I just wanted to lie down for a minute to get some energy for when Gina takes me out tonight, and I am just feeling too lazy to move to the other couch. Is this ok Miah?" He used that damn puppy dogface again. "Sure. I don't feel like moving either." Bailey grinned up at me and then turned his head back on its side. He pushed his one arm up under my leg to make himself more comfortable. "Thanks bro." He mumbled. You could tell the boy was tired. "No problem Bail." After a few minutes he had dozed off. Gina walked into the living room carrying two glasses of soda and set one down next to me. She sat on the other couch and lit up a cigarette herself. "What's up with sleeping beauty there? He all tuckered out from today?" "Yeah. He needs to get some energy for the night on the town. Where do you plan on taking him tonight?" "Well..." Gina thought for a minute. "I was going to just take him back down to Sity for the night, but since that is where you are meeting up with Jeff then I'll just take to a couple other clubs." "Thanks Gina. I appreciate it. It's not that I don't want to hang with y'all tonight, but it is a first date. I just want things to go smoothly." "I know Hun. That just means we will have to pump you for information later. And that can be just as fun." She said with that wicked laugh of hers. "Things finally seem to be falling into place G. Everything seems right for once. So now if I can just find a man then I'll be set." She gave me one of those classic Gina looks. "I think you might have already found him Miah." I looked at her with confusion. "What are you talking about Gina?" She pointed towards Bailey. I glanced down and realized that at some point I had started running my finger through his hair. I jerked my hand back, almost like it was on fire. As soon as I stopped though his face scrunched up a bit and he started getting restless. I sighed and started running my fingers gently through his hair again. He calmed down almost instantly and a small smile appeared on his face. "Gina, he is one of my best friends. I do love him, but it's like the way you love a brother. And besides you lay with your head in my lap all the time and I play with your hair too." Gina sighed and looked at me. "Miah I didn't point at you running your fingers in his hair. I just pointed at him in general. You two have been friends forever and from what I've been able to see he's a really great guy. He's sweet too. And please let us not forget the fact that the man is fucking gorgeous!" I looked down at Bailey to make sure he was still sleeping. This was definitely a conversation I didn't need him overhearing. I didn't want to make him uncomfortable. I had to admit though she was right. Not only was he an extremely sweet and funny guy, the man was fucking hot. He had those boy next-door looks and the charm to go along with them. You already know about that brilliant smile he flashes around, and he has the cutest dimples when he smiles. He would have fit in with any group of frat guys at any college in the flipping country. Bailey didn't shave this morning so he had a light five o'clock shadow on his face, but that made him even hotter. "Miah..." "Gina I know what you are going to say." I politely interrupted her. "You know I don't feel that way about him, but I get the feeling that you aren't going to let this go. So even if I were to go along with what you are saying, he's not gay. You heard him earlier today. He only went into Diversity because he knew I would be there, not because it's a gay bar. So it's a mute point either way you look at, even if he his my type of guy." "Miah why should you settle for that 'type of guy' when you can have the real thing. He's right there in front of you." "Gina!" I said loud as I could without waking Bailey up. I gave her a look. "Ok Miah. I am sorry." Gina gave me an apologetic smile. "Just after everything that happened with that asshole Josh I just want you to find the perfect guy and be happy." "I know Gina. It's ok. I just don't want you to get this idea stuck in your head. I just got Bailey back. I don't want to lose him again." "I got it Miah." She gave me one of her beautiful smiles. "Good." I gave her a smile back. "We better get sleeping beauty up. We all need to get ready to go out tonight." * * * * * * * * * * * * * By the time I quietly eased the apartment door open so I wouldn't wake anyone up. It was sometime after 4 a.m. and I didn't feel like talking to anyone. I was fucking exhausted. This had to be the longest night of fucking life. I eased the door shut and locked it. I tip toed down the hallway and quietly opened my bedroom door. I shut the door and leaned back against it with a sigh. Ever have one of those days where everything that can go wrong will go wrong? That's how my night went. I eased off my pants and socks. I went into the bathroom and flipped the light. I stretched and looked into the mirror. Oh fuck do I look bad. There was a huge bruise along the left side of my face, and my bottom lip was split open. As I took my shirt off and used to wipe some of the blood of my chin I could feel a sharp pain in side. I guess I can add a few bruised ribs to my list of injuries. I tossed the shirt into the garbage can and shut the light off. I collapsed on my bed and practically passed out. Tomorrow had to be a better day. * * * * * * * * * * * * * I woke to the smell of coffee later in the morning. I started to stretch but immediately eased up once I felt the pain in my side. I remember all the drama from last night and just sighed. I pulled myself gently out of bed and threw on a clean pair of boxer briefs and put my black robe on. I tied it gently around my waist enough to cover my body. I opened the bedroom door and headed towards the kitchen. I could hear Bailey and Gina laughing. "I can't believe that guy that hit on you last night Gina." I could hear Bailey's booming voice. "He had that blue mohawk and that huge bar through is nose. I thought you were going to shit your pants." "It was even better when his twin brother came up and they were identical. Except for the fact that his twin's hair was purple and..." Gina looked up and saw me as I came into the kitchen. "WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO YOU???" Gina jumped out her chair knocking it down and ran over to me. Bailey head snapped around to look at me and then he was out of his seat as well. They both started talking at the same time. "Jesus Christ Miah, what the fuck happened?" "You look like you got your fucking face slammed against a wall" I put my hand up to stop them both. "Look guys, just let me get a cup of coffee and a smoke and I will explain everything ok?" They both nodded, but followed me over to the coffee machine. "I had a great evening with Jeff last night and we really seemed to click. He invited me back to his place to have a drink because it was really loud in the club last night. Since it was a nice night we decided to walk. On the way to his place there was this group of street rats walking down the other side of the street. They saw us walking together and started screaming shit like fag and homo. We just ignored them and kept on walking. The next thing I know I am grabbed from behind and was thrown to the ground. I yelled at Jeff to go and get help. There was like five of them and I knew there was no way the two of us could handle it. Luckily Jeff was able to find a cop car parked just around the corner. It was all over in less than two minutes. I'm just glad that all I got was some bruises and a busted lip. If that cop wouldn't have been so close it could have been worse." City Of Dreams Ch. 04 They both had tears in their eyes. Bailey leaned over and grabbed me in very tight hug. It hurt my ribs so bad I couldn't help but cry out in pain. "Miah, what's wrong?" Concern was written all over his face. Our eyes locked together and recognition dawned on his face. He reached over and pulled open my robe before I had to chance to stop him. I could hear Gina gasp and tears started falling down Bailey's face. "What the fuck did they do to you?" Bailey managed to choke out. I looked down and saw the damage. The entire right side of my body was covered in dark purple and black bruises. I had to admit that it did look a lot worse than it was, but last night I really wasn't in the state of mind to really look all that much at anything. The site of it just made me very dizzy and light headed. I almost passed out, but Bailey was there to catch me. He picked me up in his arms and started back towards my bedroom. "Gina I am putting him back to bed." "Good idea Bail. I will call Gen and cancel our plans tonight." Oh shit. I forgot that we had plans to go out this new karaoke club with Gen tonight. I stopped Bailey for a second. "Gina please don't cancel. After last night I really need to unwind. Besides it will be fun, and I think we all need some fun right now. Okay?" She thought about it for a second and looked silently at Bailey. "Ok Miah, but only if you go and get some more rest." I smiled at her and Bailey continued his way back toward my room. Once he got into the room he set me back down on my feet and helped me get my robe off. I laid down on my left side with my back to the door and tried to get comfortable. After a moment I heard the door close quietly. I took a deep breath and tried to stop the tears that were quickly rising to the surface. Just before the tears started falling down my face I felt the bed move behind me. I looked back to find Bailey sliding in under the covers behind me. "You ok bro? I thought you might want some company." "Thanks B." I took a breath. "I was so scared Bailey. I didn't know when it would stop." I felt him move closer to me until his chest was pressed up against my back. He hadn't put a shirt on this morning and the warmth of his body helped to calm my shuddering body. He placed his arm gently over my waist. "You're ok now. I got ya buddy. I'm here." Hearing him say those words did me in. I couldn't stop the tears as they came streaming down my face. "That's what..." I couldn't even talk. "Miah what's wrong?" "That's what you said to me that night in the car. I'm so glad you're here Bailey." He face lit up with recognition. He pulled me closer to him and I felt his arms tighten a bit. "How did you know that I said that? I thought you were out of it." "Gina told me." "How did she hear me?" Bailey's face was a mask of confusion. "I was barely even muttering those words to you. I didn't even know if you could hear me." "Gina has got ears like a hawk. Too bad that's her only bird-like quality. She eats like a fucking horse." I could feel Bailey's chest tighten while he tried to hold back his laughter. I couldn't help it and I started giggling. "If you can crack jokes like that Miah I know you are going to be ok." "I'll be ok now that you're here B." I put my arm over his and eased back into chest and relaxed. "I feel safe when you're around." I felt myself drifting off into sleep when I felt his breath right next to my ear. "You're ok now. I got ya buddy. I'm here. You're safe Miah." Just as I felt myself finally giving into the exhaustion I felt his lips press against my neck just below my ear. "I love you Miah." "I love you too B." I mumbled as sleep finally overtook me. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Gina peeked her head in the bedroom to wake Miah up to make sure he still wanted to go to the club. And the sight that greeted her made her breath catch in her throat. She silently eased her way into the room. There was Miah and Bailey lying on the bed together. Bailey was on his back with Miah spread across his chest. Miah's head rested right underneath Bailey's chin. A smile spread across Gina's face. 'My God, they are beautiful together.' She thought. She hated to wake Miah up, but based on their conversation before she felt that he wouldn't want Bailey to wake up and find their bodies entwined like this. She leaned over and very gently rubbed Miah's shoulder. "Miah, wake up Hun." She whispered. She saw his eyes open slowly. His body stretched and he looked up at her. "Come on Miah. You have to get up. We are going to meet Gen in an hour or so. From what I can see from here I thought you'd want to be the first one up." Miah looked confused for a second, but then realized that he was spooned up against Bailey. His eyes got wide for a second. 'Thank You' He mouthed to her. Gina winked and walked out of the room. She slowly closed the door behind her and leaned against it. 'If you could only see how much you care about one another.' She thought with a sigh. "Men." She muttered on her way to her room to get ready. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * A few hours later I found myself at Sing!, one of the better karaoke clubs in town, with Gina and Bailey. I was having a really good time. Gen was running late, but luckily were we able to grab a table that would fit all four of us. Gina had gone up and sang 'Like A Virgin', which of course had Bailey and I in stitches. Bailey actually surprised me when he got up to sing. This surprised me for two reasons. First I was really surprised at the quality of his voice. I knew he had a rich baritone when he talked, but that carried over when he was singing. Second, he sang a song that he knew I really loved, Music Of The Heart. I have to say that it was one of the sweetest things anyone has ever done for me. Just as he was finishing up the song I caught sight of Jeff out of the corner of my eye. He was standing over by the bar. I had to catch Jeff before he came over to the table. I really needed to talk to him in private. "G, I will be right back. Make sure no one tries to steal the chair from the table." "Bailey is just finishing up. Aren't you going to wait for him to come back first? I mean that song was fucking awesome!" "Jeff is over there Gina and I have to talk to him really quick." She looked over towards the bar and saw him. "Ah, I bet you need to let him know who Bailey is. This way he won't get jealous right?" She said with a smile. "Right. I don't want there to be any trouble. Thanks G." I stepped away from the table and made my way over towards the bar. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Bailey walked up to the table and was surprised to see Miah over at the bar chatting with some guy. He thought for sure that Miah would have been there to let him know about the song. He purposely picked it because Miah sang it to him the other night, but Miah was off drinking at the bar. Gina could see that Bailey looked a bit frustrated. "Hey B, that was a great song buddy. You've got an awesome voice." She grinned and leaned over to high-five Bailey. "Thanks Gina. Who is that guy Miah is talking to?" Was Gina imagining it or was there a hint of jealousy in his voice. 'This night might end up be more interesting than I expected it to be.' She thought to herself. "That's Jeff. That guy he went out with last night." "Ok. I am gonna use the bathroom. I will be right back." Gina watched Bailey walk off to the bathroom. "What is going on in that head of yours mister?" She said to herself out loud. "If you keep talking to yourself like that people are going to start talking G." Gina turned around and saw Gen standing there. "Well it's about time you got here bitch! You're lucky that your drink is still cold." She handed Gen the rum and coke they had ordered for her. "So how are you?" "I am good G. Where are the guys?" Gen asked while scanning the crowd. "Bailey just went off to the bathroom, and Miah is over there talking to that guy Jeff he went out with last night." She pointed Miah out at the bar, but his back was to them. Gen looked to where Gina was pointing to see this guy she heard about. It was hard to tell what he looked like because Miah was standing right in front of him. She lucked out though and Jeff leaned back against the bar and she was able to get a good look at him. She recognized him, but she honestly wished she didn't. "Gina, how many times has Miah gone out with Jeff?" "They had their first date last night. Why?" Gina could see concern written all over Gen's face. "You cannot let him go out with Jeff again. Ok?" "Why Gen? What's the problem with Jeff?" "Gina..." Genesis paused for a second. "Gen tell me what is going on right now!" "Gina...Jeff used to go out with my brother's friend." "And let me guess Gen, Jeff cheated on him right?" "No Gina. Jeff put him in the hospital. It seems that Jeff has a tendency to use his boyfriends for punching bags." Gina was speechless. She didn't know what to say. She didn't even know what the fuck to think. "Gina, are you ok?" Gen asked. Gina was just about to answer her friend when Miah came back to the table. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * "Hey Gen! It's good to see that you finally made it down here." The two of them just stared at me. "Hello?? What's the deal? Is my fly open or something?" I glanced down at my pants to make sure I was zipped up. "Miah, what happened to your face?" Gen asked. I could hear the concern in her voice. I can't wait until the bruising starts to go away. "I was on a date last night and on the way back to his place we got jumped. It's really not as bad as it seems..." "We know Miah." Gina interrupted me. "You know what Gina?" "Cut the crap Miah. Gen knows your buddy Jeff there. He put someone in the hospital before Miah because he beat him up so bad." My face went completely white with shock. I didn't know what to say. I did not want them to know. I figured I would just cut my ties with Jeff, which I just did at the bar, and they wouldn't even have to know. It would figure that Gen, or someone else we knew would know Jeff. "Miah you should have told us honey. There is nothing to be ashamed about." Gina started out with calmly, but moved right on to anger from there. "And if we would have known what happened we could have went out and broke the mother fucker's legs!" This is what I wanted to avoid. Once it happened there was nothing more that I could do about it, and I just wanted to put it behind me. I knew that Gina would go for blood, and if Bailey's temper were anything like I remember it to be, then Jeff would end up in tiny little pieces. It suddenly felt very hot in the bar. There was only one thing that would turn this into a true disaster. "Hey guys! What's with all the intense faces? What did I miss?" Never mind. Once again I spoke too soon. Bailey was back. He looked around the table and no one said a word. "Come on guys. Lighten up! This is a karaoke bar." He was definitely trying to bring everyone's spirits up. "So Miah, what did you think of my song? I thought you might not have liked it...since you didn't really stick around when it was done." I knew I had fucked up by not staying to thank him for the song. You could tell from his tone of voice he was a bit hurt. But it was either that or have Jeff end up at the table trying to apologize to me again. That's what he did for over an hour last night before I could get out of there. "So how is Jeff?" Bailey innocently asked. Setting a bomb off in the middle of the room wouldn't have had as much reaction as that question did. "FUCK THAT ASSHOLE! If I ever find him on the street I am gonna rip his balls off with my bare hands and shove them down his fucking throat that piece of shit mother fucking bastard." Gina's voice got louder and louder. People from other tables started to look over to see what was going on. I had to get this under control quick. "Gina...you have to settle down...please...you are causing a scene." "Fuck settling down Miah! He can't get away with what he did to you! He needs to fucking pay!" Bailey's head was bouncing back and forth between Gina and I. You would have thought he was watching a tennis match. "What is going on here?!? Someone please let me in on this. What did he do to you Miah?" The look of concern on his face cut me like a knife. "Bailey...I...He....I can't." I took off through the crowd, fighting my way to the door. I couldn't breath I had to get out of here. I was greeted by the sound of crashing thunder as I burst through the doors of the club. Oh just fucking great! Is there anything else that could go wrong tonight??? * * * * * * * * * * * * * * "Gina, what the fucking is going on? Why is Miah so upset?" "Bailey, Miah wasn't jumped last night." "WHAT?!" Bailey's voice was so loud and so full of rage it frightened Gina. 'This is why Miah didn't tell us. He knew how I would react, and he must have remembered that Bailey has a similar temper.' Gina thought to herself. "Jeff...Jeff beat him up Bailey." "Where is he?? I will KILL the mother fucker!" Bailey's head snapped around scanning the club for any sign of that dirty piece of shit. 'How could anyone do this Miah? Why didn't he tell me?' Bailey thought. "I've got to go find Miah. I need to talk to him." Bailey started towards the door, but Gina stopped him. "Bail wait a second. Miah is probably on his way back to the apartment right now. He will most likely head up the roof. He goes there a lot when he's down, and I am pretty sure that's where you will find him. You HAVE to find him and talk to him." Bailey could hear the pleading tone in Gina's voice. He grabbed her and gave her a quick hug. "Don't worry G. I'll take care of it. I will find him and talk to him. Everything will be ok." Gina watched as Bailey took off out the bar. "Gina, do you think we should go with him?" Gen asked. "Let's finish our drinks and then head back to your place Gen. Don't worry about Miah. Bailey will take care of it." 'Please God let Bailey get through to Miah.' Gina thought as she lit up a cigarette. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * I stood on the rooftop of our building and started out at the NYC skyline. I barely noticed that rain that was pouring down around me. It didn't matter either way. If my face weren't wet from the rain, then it would have been from the tears pouring down my face. I could hear music playing in the distance from someone who was crazy enough to leave their window open. They had on one of the local rock stations. Why did I ever go out with Jeff? God, what a mistake that was, but how was I to know that he would turn out to be such a loon? He was all sweet and nice one second, and then when he found out I wasn't having sex on the first date he lost his flippin mind. I tried to stop him, but I couldn't. He took me completely by surprise. I heard the roof to the door bang open and I spun around. "Miah!" Bailey came rushing towards me, but stopped when he was a few feet away. "Why are you standing out here in the pouring down rain?" "I just had to get away and think. I couldn't deal with all the drama that was going on. I had to get away." From the look on his face you would have thought I slapped him. "You mean get away from me. That's what you mean isn't it? Because the three of you were talking about until I showed up and then when I got there everyone got quiet. Why Miah Why?" "Bailey I didn't leave the club to get away from you." I stepped towards him, but he took a step back. "I left because I didn't want anyone to find out, and having everyone questioning me and staring at me, it just made me very uncomfortable." "Why didn't you tell me Miah?" I could hear the pain in his voice. "I was embarrassed Bailey. How many times did I go running to you after my dad beat my ass? I feel like all I ever do is run to you with my problems. You have always been the strong one, and I wanted to try to be the strong one for myself this time." "Miah, going to someone to talk to, or asking someone for help is not a sign of weakness. In fact it shows a sign of your strength. You've gone through so much Miah, and the only way you could have done that is if you had a great deal of strength. That's one of the things I love most about you. No matter what happens you are able to get through it." "I do get through things Bailey, but I am always doing it alone. I am tired of being alone. Why is it that every guy I meet turns out to be some type of fucking lunatic or he sleeps with every person with a dick behind my back? What's wrong with me?" "There is nothing wrong with you Miah. Fuck those assholes if they can't see what they are missing. You are a beautiful person Miah, inside and out. One of these days someone is going to see how special you are and he's going to snatch you up and never let you go." I pushed back the hair that was plastered all over my face. It didn't seem like the rain was ever going to stop tonight. "Well...I don't think that's ever going to happen Bailey. You might just be the only one to think that about me, and I really appreciate you saying those things..." "I can hear the 'but' coming Miah, so let me just ask it for you." Bailey stepped closer to me and looked me right in the eyes. "You appreciate what I said, but what?" My mouth moved, but I couldn't find the words. I just stared into his eyes trying to come up with something to say. "Damn it Miah, BUT WHAT?" "Why is it that every time you have someone say things like that it has to be from someone you can't have?" The words were no sooner out of my mouth and I wanted to take them right back. I looked away and bit on my bottom lip. FUCK. "What do you mean Miah?" "Nothing, it was nothing..." "Bullshit. I don't believe you. Damn it Miah talk to me!" I could see the pleading in his eyes and I couldn't stop myself. "I love you Bailey." "I know Miah, I love you too..." "No Bailey. That's not what I meant." His face became very serious. As I began to speak again I could still hear the music playing from someone's apartment. One my favorite songs, Iris, had begun to play. "Bailey, I don't just love you. I am IN love with you. I've been in love with you ever since we were little. I just don't think I realized it then. That's why it hurt so much when weren't friends anymore, and that's why it fucking hurts so much now. I love you and I still can't fucking have you." "Miah...who said you couldn't?" Bailey stepped towards me and I could hear the words of the song echoing through the dark sky. And I'd give up forever to touch you Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't wanna go home right now "Bailey what are you talking about?" Bailey didn't say a word. His hand reached out and ran gently down the side of my face. The tears started running down my face again, and I could see tears building up in Bailey's eyes as well. I felt his arm wrap around my waist and he pulled me up against his wet, rain soaked body. I looked into his eyes and I had a thousand questions on the tip of my tongue, but before I could say anything his head started to lean down towards mine. Oh please God don't let this be another one of his twisted jokes. My eyes closed and I felt his soft, wet lips press against mine. My lips opened just a little bit and I felt his tongue ease it's way into my mouth. My entire body exploded in pleasure. I slide my tongue out into his hot, eager mouth. I wrapped my arm around him and ran my other hand through his hair the back of his head. I could feel the hunger and need in Bailey as we kissed. He needs this just as badly as I did. I have never experience a kiss like this in my life. I swear I was seeing fucking fireworks! I felt his hand run down my back and onto my ass. He squeezed firmly and pulled me even closer if that was possible. My body arched against his and I moaned. City Of Dreams Ch. 05 The following is a complete work of fiction. Any resemblance between the characters and any real life person is completely coincidental. Please do not copy or distribute the story without the author’s permission. This is my first attempt at writing. I would appreciate feedback on what you think of the story, but please keep it constructive. I have a fragile ego. LOL Disclaimer: The following story may contain erotic situations between consenting adults. If it is illegal for you to read this please leave now. There will be sexual situations in this chapter. Thank you so much to everyone that has written to me!!! I really appreciate all the feedback, and I hope y’all keep sending me your thoughts on the story. This chapter goes out to Sara! I know you’ve been waiting for it; I hope it’s everything you thought it would be! Previously: The kiss slowly ended and I was left completely out of breath. Our bodies sagged against each other. I couldn’t fucking believe this. I never even let myself think about this possibility because I never thought it could happen. Yet here I am, standing in the pouring rain on a rooftop, holding the man that I love. And you can’t fight the tears that ain’t coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies And you bleed just to know you’re alive “Miah…” I looked into those beautiful green eyes of his. “Bail?” “We’re even.” “What are you talking about?” He smiled and cupped my face with his hands. “I saved your life the other night from the taxi. And you just saved my life with just those three words. I love you too Miah.” And with that he leaned back in and kissed me again. Chapter Five This moment on the roof will be one of the memories I cherish for the rest of my life. Feeling Bailey finally in my arms, his hot lips pressed against my own. If it wasn’t for the freezing cold rain I would have probably already cum right in my pants. That’s how good that fucking kiss was. As it was I was already hard as rock, and with having Bailey pressed against me I know he was in the same situation that I was. I looked into his eyes and could see the love he had for me, but that was not all I could see. I could see a hunger in those brilliant green eyes. And I completely understood. I needed him as much as he needed me. “Bailey…” “Shhh…” He ran one of his fingers gently over my lips and I shuddered at his touch. “Let’s get of this fucking monsoon and then we can talk, ok baby?” He started to walk away, pulling on my hand to follow him, but I pulled him back to me first. “What did you just call me?” He blushed a deep crimson. “I…” He was too damn cute when he got nervous like this. “You better say it again Bailey, or we are not leaving this roof anytime soon.” He flashed me on of his patented Bailey smiles. “Baby, can we please go inside? It’s starting to get cold out here.” “You got it B. Let’s go down the apartment and see if I can help warm you up some ok?” The hunger in his eyes intensified, if that was even possible. “I was hoping you’d say that Miah.” * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * We made our way down into the apartment, kicking off our shoes as we entered the living room. I headed into the kitchen to start a pot of coffee and Bailey leaned over the counter and looked at me curiously. “Miah, when you said you were going to warm me up, I wasn’t expecting coffee?” He said with a wolfish grin on his face. I turned to him with a smile of own and lit up a smoke from the pack that was on the table. “Oh I know what you are expecting.” I said with a giggle. “But I have to keep you on your toes though stud.” Bailey came around the counter and walked up to me. “Aww that’s sweet. I just thought you wanted me to keep me on my back.” His arms snaked around my waist and he grinned at me. “Hmm actually I never thought of that. I figured you would be the one to have me on my back.” I grinned back at him. “No way baby. We are going to share that pleasure. I am not going to let you have all the fun. You’ll just have to be careful though. I’ve never done anything like this before.” I stared into his eyes and could finally see all the love that was there. Had it been there the whole time and I just didn’t allow myself to see it? “To be honest B, neither have I.” A curious look appeared on his face. “You mean…” “That’s right.” I said with a grin on my face. “I have some experience, but I’ve never let anyone inside of me before. I wanted to wait until…” My voice failed me. There was too much emotion building in me and my throat felt like it had closed up. “Until you found someone to love.” Bailey finished for me. I nodded my head in agreement. His ran his hand up over my face, and his fingers grazed the bruise on my check. I couldn’t help but I flinched a bit. I looked away, embarrassment on my face. His hand tilted my gaze up to meet his own. “You can’t help what’s happened Miah, but know this. No one will ever hurt you ever again. I have you now and I’m never letting you go. I love you Jeremiah. You are a part of me.” I couldn’t help the tears that came down my face. They were happy tears. Bailey leaned in and kissed me sweetly. He gently pulled me closer to him. His eyes had me mesmerized and I could barely breath. Bailey took one of my hands in his and pressed it against this rain soaked chest. My body melted against him. It felt so good to be near him, and I was barely keeping myself in control. I leaned over and gently ran my lips right under his ear. I felt his body stiffen and his breath caught a bit. I brought both of my hands up to his chest and started to unbutton his shirt. I looked up at him to make sure that this was ok. His smile was all the encouragement I needed. Once I unbuttoned his shirt I slowly peeled it off of his wet body and let it fall to the floor. He is truly magnificent. I ran my hands up from his waist and over his chest. He shuddered hard and arched to my touch. I ran my hands gently over his nipples and heard the low deep groan rumble in his throat. His hands were softly rubbing up and down my arms. His fingertips were barely grazing my skin. The feeling made me shake with pleasure. His hand found my own once again and I felt his body tremble as I started to gently kiss and lick his neck. Bailey gave into the passion that was building inside of him and I felt his hands start to try and unbutton his shirt, but his fingers were trembling so much he couldn’t get them to open. Before I could even reach up to help him he had grabbed the shirt and ripped it open. My eyes widened in shock. The shirt was off my body before I could even blink. As I opened my mouth to say something he crushed my body against his own and I felt his tongue probe deeply into my mouth. I pushed back against him, reveling in the feel of our bare chests rubbing against each other. I heard him groan and it turned me on. It wasn’t just one of your average groans, it was one of the deep, primal urge type of groans. My breath was coming in gasps. I could barely breath the pleasure was so intense. His mouth left my own and me began sucking and nibbling on my ear. His hands roamed down my body until he reached my ass. He grabbed me with both hands and grinded the full length of his body against mine. My voice stopped. I was too overcome with the pleasure to even think. I felt his breath against my neck. Bailey’s lips found mine again, and he sucked the life right out of me. I ran my hands down his back and grabbed his ass as well. I felt his whole body shudder and he held me tighter. “I love you Miah.” “I love you too Bailey.” “Let’s go back to your bedroom. Okay?” He looked into my eyes and smiled. He waited for my answer. I didn’t give him one though. I turned away from him and grabbed his hand. I led him down to the hallway to my room. Bailey closed the door softly behind him and I turned to face him. I didn’t turn any of the lights on. The room was illuminated enough from the streetlights and the lightning that continued to flash from the storm. We reached for each other again and I felt his warm chest press against me. My God this felt so wonderful. It was even better than what I could ever imagine or dream. Our lips met in another long soulful kiss. I felt his hands caress my chest and I shuddered. His hands found my nipples and gently pulled on them. Fireworks exploded in my brain. My body instinctively arched towards him. He raised one of his eyebrows and grinned at me. “You like that baby?” Before I could answer I felt his hot mouth attach itself to my chest. I hissed as all the air left my lungs. My hand wrapped around the back of his head and pulled it hard against my chest. The pleasure was so intense I would have surely fallen to the floor if his arms weren’t wrapped around me. I felt his head move to the other side of chest and I shuddered again. “Oh fuck does that feel good baby.” He kissed his way up my neck and our lips met. I ran my hand down his chest and over his jean covered crotch. I slowly rubbed over the extremely large bulge that was running down his leg. I could see a wet spot start to form on his jeans. His grabbed my hand and pulled it up to his mouth and kissed it. “Easy Miah. Anymore of that and I might just be done right now. I don’t want this to end so soon.” “Are you that close Bailey?” I gazed in his eyes with a bit of surprise in his voice. “You really don’t know how beautiful you are Miah. Just looking at your right now I could blow my load without you even touching me.” He had that wicked grin on his face. “Do I turn you on baby?” He asked as he slowly brought one of my fingers to his mouth and started to suck on it. “Do you like that?” I could feel his tongue swirling around it. My head bobbed up and down. I couldn’t even respond. My eyes were glazed over with the lust and love I had for this gorgeous man. “Mmm then you will love this.” His mouth began kissing down my neck and onto my chest again. I thought he was going to work on my nipples again but he bypassed them and get going. I felt his tongue lap up the moisture that was on my stomach from the rain. My entire body shock and I grabbed his head. I felt his hands start to unbutton my pants and he slowly slide them down my legs and I stepped out of them. Here I was completely naked except for boxer briefs and my socks, and I had Bailey on his knees in front of me. To say that I was hard would be an understatement! My seven and a half inch cock was straining against the material of my underwear so hard I thought it was going to rip right through them. My entire crotch was covered from the massive amount of precum that I had been leaking this whole time. I felt his nose brush against my cock and it twitched hard. I could hear me take a deep breath through his nose. “Fuck Miah, you smell so damn hot.” I felt his tongue snake out and rub against the head of my cock through my underwear. My body arched and I grinded my crotch into his face. Jesus did it feel good! “Let’s see what’s behind door number one Miah.” I felt him start to tug and pull my underwear down my body. Once my cock was freed from its confinement it popped up against my stomach with a loud smack. I stepped out of my underwear and pulled my socks off in the process. Bailey was still on his knees and his hand reached up to tug on my very low hanging balls. He looked up at me. “You are so beautiful Miah.” “Oh Bailey” I said and watched as he leaned forward towards my balls. I felt his tongue as it began to lick around balls. It was very light and gentle. My body shook so bad I knew I was going to end up on the floor. “Lay down on the bed Miah.” As I lay down on the bed on my back I watched as Bailey pulled off the rest of his clothes. He had a massive, thick eight-inch cock that was dripping like a faucet. “You are so fucking hot Bailey.” I said with a hunger in my voice. “So are you Miah.” He climbed up onto the bed between my legs and pushed them far apart. He knelt down and I could feel his hot, wet mouth as he began to suck on my balls. My lower body rose off the bed, pushing against his mouth to take more in. His hands ran down my legs sending chills down my body. I felt him cup my ass and start to massage my cheeks with those strong hands. “Oh fuck yeah B.” My fingers laced through his hair and I pulled him hard against me. I could feel his tongue licking and playing with my balls as he sucked them in and out of his mouth. As I allowed my body to rest on the bed I again I could feel his mouth start to work its way up my hard shaft. His tongue flicked across the mushroom head teasing it. I arched my lower body trying to get the head of my cock into his mouth, but he wouldn’t take it. He just continued the torture of licking me, refusing to take my cock in his mouth. “Please…Bailey…Please.” I whimpered as I felt his tongue flick across my head again. “What do you want baby? Tell me.” He looked up at me. His eyes were glazed over with passion. My gazed burned back at him. “Suck my cock Bailey.” It was then that I finally felt the head of my cock encased in what felt like a hot wet furnace. His lips locked around my cock just under the head and his tongue was rolling around it. My body trembled and shook with pleasure. Sex was never like this. I’ve given and received a few blowjobs in my life, but nothing compared to this. Nothing at all! I felt Bailey’s hands grab my hips and he pulled them towards him. I could feel my cock start to slide deeper into his mouth. My head thrashed from side to side. It took every ounce of energy I had not to explode right then and there. Just as my head reached that back of this throat I thought for sure he would stop, but he was a many of many surprises. Instead of stopping I felt his body relax and my cock pushed it’s way into this throat with barely any effort. I felt his lips wrap around the base of my cock and one of his hands started to gently pull and tug on my balls. I looked down at him and saw that he was watching me. Our eyes locked and a low, deep growl emitted itself from my throat. My body shuddered again as he started to slowly pull back off of my cock until just the head of it was left in his mouth. It was so fucking hot to look at. The tip of my cock just barely in his mouth, my shaft was all slick and wet from his saliva. His head started to bob up and down on my cock and his eyes were locked onto mine. I could see in his eyes that he wanted something, but I couldn’t figure out what. I realized what it was when I felt his hands grab my hips again. I ran my hands back through his hair and placed one on either side of his head. I pulled my cock back and little and slowly thrust it back into his mouth. His eyes snapped up again to meet mine. “Is that what you want baby?” My voice came out deep and scratchy. “You want me to fuck that hot mouth of yours?” As I started to thrust back into his mouth he gave me my answer. He pushed his head down until my entire cock was buried in his mouth and throat and I heard him groan. Not only did I hear it, but I felt it too. His throat muscles tightened around the head of my cock. My body shook as I started a slow rhythm pushing my cock in and out of his mouth. “That’s it baby. Suck my hard fucking cock.” After a few more moments I felt Bailey’s mouth leave my cock and I felt him slide up on top of me. My body arched and trembled as I felt his massive cock slide up against me. Our mouths crashed together as we started another hot passionate kiss. My legs instinctively raised and wrapped themselves around Bail’s waist. I pulled him closer to me. “Oh Miah. My fucking body is on fire baby. I love you so much.” We started to kiss again as he started to thrust his cock against me. I groaned and pushed my body back against his. On one of his thrusts he had pulled back a little too far and his cock popped out from between us. As he pushed back his cock slid over my balls and in between my two firm ass checks. I could feel his cock slide over my tight hole and my body trembled as all the breath left my lungs. I could feel Bailey tense up and he started to pull back to try and free his cock, but I wouldn’t let him. I tightened my legs around him and pushed back hard against him. I could feel the head of his cock brush over my hole again, and in that instant I knew that I needed him. I fucking needed him bad. “Miah…” “Make love to me Bailey.” I interrupted him. I needed him so bad. “Baby are you sure?” He looked at me, his eyes full of concern. “I don’t want to hurt you.” “I know honey. We’ll take our time and everything will be ok. I need you Bailey. I need to feel you deep inside me. I love you.” Bailey leaned down and kissed me very passionately. “I love you to Miah.” I felt him ease his body off of me and he then rolled me over onto my stomach. I was a bit disappointed. I knew that it would be a bit painful for me the first time, but I wanted to be on my back so I could look at him. Just was I was about to say something to him I felt his tongue brush against the top of my ass. I looked over my shoulder and looked at Bailey. He just smiled at me. “Relax Miah and enjoy this.” I felt his hands start to rub and massage my ass cheeks. Then I felt him start to lightly kiss and bite my ass. My body was shuddering. I felt his hands start to spread my cheeks a bit and I could feel his warm breath on my hole. My body arched a bit and I felt his tongue slowly slide its way up between my cheeks. The air rushed out of my lungs and my body trembled with pleasure. My God does that feel good. As good as that felt though nothing, and I mean nothing, had prepared me for what came next. I felt his tongue flick itself over my hole a few times and then he gently pressed it inside of me. Every nerve ending in my body exploded and I went completely stiff. I couldn’t stop the very loud groan that came out of my mouth and my body shook hard with pleasure. “Ohhh fuck Bailey.” He continued to probe inside of me with his hot tongue and I could hear him groaning like a mad man. He hadn’t shaved before we went out and I could feel the scruff on his face rubbing back and forth against my cheeks. It made my fucking body tingle until my toes curled up. I felt Bailey pull back a bit. “Roll onto your back Miah.” I rolled over so fast Bailey couldn’t help but giggle. “Just relax Miah and this won’t hurt. Okay baby?” I nodded my head wordlessly. My eyes roamed his body, drinking in all of his beauty. He saw me watching him and smiled. He brought a finger up to his mouth and started sucking on it. My body shivered a bit as I watched him reach down and stroke his cock a few times. He pulled the finger out of his mouth and reached down towards my ass. Just as I felt it start to rub back and forth against my hole Bailey leaned down and engulfed my entire cock completely. The pleasure was so intense I barely noticed his finger as he eased it gently into my body. As he started to slowly fuck my hole with his finger he bobbed his head up and down my hard cock. I pulled my legs up a bit and gave him more access to my body. As his finger slid into my again he hit a spot in my ass and my head exploded with color. “Oh shit that feels so fucking good Bailey. Don’t stop.” I pushed my ass against him and squeezed with my muscles. I could hear Bailey groan along with me. He pulled his finger out and with his other hand he started pinching and playing with my nipples. My back arched up to meet his hand just as I felt him press two fingers against my opening. This entry hurt a bit more than the first time and he felt my body go stiff. He ran his hand over my chest and stomach and then started stroking my cock. City Of Dreams Ch. 05 “Relax Miah. It’s going to hurt a bit, but you know that I won’t purposely put you in any more pain than I have to.” I took a couple deep breaths and allowed my body to relax. As he slide the two fingers in he hit that spot in my ass again. It made my cock twitch and cause precum to run down my shaft. “You sure you’ve never done this before Bailey? You seem like an old pro.” I said with a grin in my voice. “I’ve watched a lot movies and read a lot of stories baby. You are the first and only person I plan on doing this with.” He replied with a sexy grin of his own. By the time Bailey added a third finger inside me I was panting and about to explode. I was as ready as I could ever be. “Bailey, please. I need you. Now.” He looked at me with a look of pure love on his face. “Do you have anything baby?” I pointed to the bedside table. He leaned our and took out a package of condoms and lube. He looked at me with a grin as he took one out of the box. “For someone who’s never done this, you certainly are prepared stud?” I could not help the blush that flooded my face. “Well…” “Yes Miah?” Bailey said with a grin. “I uh…I bought them on impulse when I ran to the store the other day. I guess you could call it wishful thinking on my subconscious’ part.” He laughed with a huge grin on his face. “I’m glad that you were wishing for it. I know I was.” I leaned over and took the condom out of his hand. “Here let me.” I opened the package and tossed the foil wrapper onto the floor. I gently and eased it down over his hard, thick cock. It was like wrapping my hand around a very warm piece of steel. His cock was that fucking hard. I stroked him a little bit and his body tensed and shuddered. He reached down and stopped me. “Miah if you keep that up I am going to cum right now.” He said breathlessly. “Well we can’t have that.” I said with a grin. “I want to feel you explode inside me Bailey.” The look on his face took my breath away. If I had any doubt that this man didn’t love me, then that look would have pushed away any fear or doubt. He took the bottle of lube and poured a generous amount over his huge cock. He moved over between my legs and gently lifted them up around his waist. “This is going to hurt at first, but just try and relax and remember to breath. It won’t hurt for too long.” He reached down and I could feel the blunt head of his cock rubbing back and forth over my hole. I relaxed as much as I could as I felt him start to gently push inside of me. Now I don’t know if it was either he was really good at getting me ready or if I just wanted this so bad because there was no pain whatsoever. As I felt the first inch or two enter me, my breath rushed out of my lungs from the pure pleasure of it. I now understood what that line in that song meant that we had sung earlier. He was definitely showing me a piece of heaven right now. He must have taken that rush of breath out of me as a sign of pain because he had a worried look on his face. “Baby are you ok?” I couldn’t find the words to answer him. How can anyone really describe the first moment when the person you love is inside of you? There is really one word for it. Complete. Feeling Bailey inside of me I felt complete for the first time in my life. Tear started to fill my eyes. Instead of trying to answer Bailey in words I rotated my hips a bit and pushed back against him. His entire cock entered me in one long slow push. I could feel his heavy balls resting against my checks and his cock was throbbing inside me. Bailey’s eyes practically bulged right out if his head. “Oh God Miah. You feel so fucking wonderful baby. You’re so fucking hot, so tight.” He leaned down and our mouths pushed together in a frenzy. He pulled back a bit and my hands ran down his back to his ass as he slowly pushed back in. Both of our bodies shuddered from the intense pleasure we were feeling. I wrapped myself around his as tight as I possibly could. Nothing in the world has ever felt this good. Nothing! Our eyes locked together and I could see tears starting to run down Bailey’s face. “Miah…this is incredible…I’ve never felt this way before. I love you so damn much.” My heart completely melted at that point. I knew in that moment that I was his completely. My mind, body, and soul were completely his for the taking. “Bailey I love you so fucking much. Please don’t stop baby. Make love to me.” His body kept easing its way in and out of me. My fingers felt the muscles in his back and in his fucking adorable ass has he made love to me. On practically every stroke of his cock inside me he hit that magic spot. And that caused my cock to leak very generous amounts of precum between our bodies. My cock was aching as it was being rubbed up against his body as he pushed in me. I felt his hot wet mouth latch onto my neck and start to suck and bite. That did it for me. I knew I was going to cum any second. “Bailey…” I managed to gasp out. “Baby I’m gonna cum.” “Hold off just a second honey.” Bailey grunted back. “You are so fucking hot Miah you’ve got me close baby.” “Hurry Bailey. I am so fucking close.” And with that Bailey started to plunge his cock deeply in and out my hungry ass. I could feel a very intense pressure building in my balls and I knew that when I exploded I would be going off into orbit. “Baby I am gonna cum. I am gonna explode deep in that tight ass of yours and show you how much I love Miah.” I felt Bailey plunge inside of me one last time and I felt his cock expand to what felt like twice its size. I could fee it twitching as he shot his love inside of me. And the noises that boy made were fucking hot enough to turn a nun of seventy years on in a heartbeat. When I heard him start to unleash like that my fucking cock exploded so hard I thought I was going to pass out. I had cum without even having to touch myself at all. We grabbed onto each other as we rode on the wave of pleasure that completely and totally engulfed both of us. Bailey collapsed on top of me. His cock still buried deep inside me. I wrapped my arms tightly around this wonderful man. “Miah, that was the most amazing experience in my entire life. You took me to a place I didn’t even know existed. I love you with all of my heart and soul baby.” Tears welled up in both of ours eyes. “Bailey, I’ve never felt so wonderful in my life. Everything I have his yours. I love you with all of my heart and soul as well. You truly complete me.” We kissed tenderly and lovingly. Bailey grinned down at me with a cute smile on his face. “I guess you could say I had you hello right?” he said with a giggle. I had to laugh. He was movie and TV buff just like me. And him saying that just really completed the moment for me. “Yes Mr. Maguire. You had me at hello…You had me at hello.” We both laughed and hugged each other. Bailey gently ease of out me and went into the bathroom to clean up. He came back with a warm wash towel and wiped me down. He tossed it to the floor and climbed back into bed. I pulled the covers over us. We wrapped our arms around each other and kissed. I was just an inch of so shorter than he was and our bodies fit together like two pieces of a puzzle. I nuzzled my face into his neck and sighed happily. “I love you Bailey.” “I love you too Miah.” We both drifted off to sleep about the same time. It was one of the best nights of sleep I ever had. I finally had the man of dreams, and based on tonight, he was definitely capable of making all my other dreams come true. * * * * * * * * * * * * That is it for chapter five! I hope everyone enjoyed this chapter. It’s the first sex scene I’ve ever written. So I hope everyone out there enjoyed it! There is plenty more to come! Please send any feedback you have through the group or to the link below. Again, please include something in the subject so I know it’s not Spam. Michael Copyright – Gryffindor 2003 City Of Dreams Ch. 06 Bailey's point of view. For as way back as I can remember Jeremiah has always been a part of my life. We had started kindergarten together and were just two weeks apart in age. We bonded instantly and he was like the younger brother I could never have. I didn’t have any brothers or sister, and neither did Jeremiah. I think that is part of what caused us to be closer than just friends and more like brothers. Have you ever met someone for the first time and felt like you’ve known him forever? That is how it was with us. We were like two magnets drawn together. And like opposite poles of magnets we had two completely different personalities. The old adage of opposites attracting certainly applied in our case. We were like night and day, but we clicked together. I would come to realize later in life that the bond we shared was a very unique and special one. I’ve never experienced it with anyone else. It was probably around first or second grade that I realized that something wasn’t right with Miah, the shortening of his name started in kindergarten when I wasn’t able to say his full name. He would show up for school with bruises all the time, or he would even limp sometimes. I knew that he was a bit of a klutz, but never to the point to cause some of the bruising he had on his body. I was too young at that point to realize exactly what was going on. So whatever story Miah had given me to explain the bruises I went along with it if anyone asked. It was in fifth grade that everything changed. My mom had taken us to the local pool to go swimming and we were in the locker rooms changing. Miah sometimes wore his shirt in the pool and used the excuse that he was very sensitive to the sun and didn’t want to get sunburned. I didn’t believe that because there were plenty of times when we came to the pool and he didn’t wear a shirt. Miah was one of those people that could stay in the sun butt naked for a week and he still wouldn’t burn. In the summer he always had a deep, golden brown tan, and I was always jealous. It took me at least a month to get the color he could get in a few days. Today though was one of those ‘shirt in the pool’ days. I wouldn’t have thought anything of it, but as I turned to say something he was quickly pulling on the tank top he was changing into. He wasn’t fast enough though. I could see part of a very large bruise on his back. I asked him how he got that one, and he mumbled some excuse about falling down the steps. Normally Miah made a joke about what happened when he got hurt, but not this time. He was very quiet and refused to look at me. I tried to ask him about it and he got really defensive and started to yell at me to mind my own business. Now I knew something was up! We never fought. Ever. I stepped toward him to try and calm him down and he backed up against the lockers and winced in pain. He looked at me with fear in his eyes and asked me not to hurt him. Hearing those words come out of his mouth completely crushed me. Why would he think that I would hurt him? I walked up to him and calmed him down. I wrapped my arms around him and told him everything was okay; I wasn’t going to hurt him. Once he calmed down we started to go out to the pool to swim. I couldn’t help myself, but I had to see what was on his back. I stopped him for a second and gently pulled up the back of his tank top. What I saw on his back was enough to make my stomach want to empty its contents right then and there. To this day the memory of it makes my skin crawl. There was a bruise on his back that was so bad it was practically black in color, but that wasn’t the worst part. The worst part of it was the shape of the bruise. It wasn’t a perfect shape, but you could tell what it was. It was the shape of a hand, a very large hand. Suddenly things made sense to me. His father. That’s why we never played at his house if his dad was home. That’s why I could never spend the night there. I was really fucking angry, but at the same time I was also very sad. Who the fuck was his father to think he could do this to him? Miah didn’t deserve it. I looked up to find Miah’s tear filled eyes staring at me. I never had to say anything. I put my arm around his shoulder and pulled him up against me. We walked out of the locker room like that. From that point on I made it my point to try and hang out at Miah’s house as much as I could. It was my thinking that if someone were there, then maybe his dad wouldn’t do anything. And for the next few years it worked. Miah didn’t show up at school injured or covered in bruises as often as before. It still happened from time to time, but never as bad as that day at the pool. I tried to talk to Miah about it once, but he cut me off with a look. I knew from that day forward he knew I was there for him no matter what. I never brought it up again because I didn’t want to cause him any more pain. When high school started things started to get a little weird. I was athletic but never really had any interest in actually playing on any of the teams at school. My dad though was very adamant that I try out for the football team. At first I just refused and said I really wasn’t interested. My dad wouldn’t let up though and kept pushing. So to shut him up I went out for the team, and somehow made it. After I made the team my dad started on me again, but about other things. Well not things exactly, it was one thing in particular. Miah. For some reason my dad didn’t like Miah. He never really had problems with him when we were kids, but now all of a sudden he was trying to get me to hang out with other people at school. He was constantly trying to get me to have some of the guys from the team over to hang out and shit like that. Finally after a few weeks I finally confronted him about it. He stated it was time that I got ‘normal’ friends and that I should stop hanging out with ‘fairy-miah’. I was in shock. I’ve never heard my dad talk like that in my entire life. He was usually a pretty laid back, easy-going guy. I asked him what he was talking about. It turns out that my dad and the football coach at school were old buddies. The coach told him that he heard that Miah was a ‘dirty fag’ and suggested to my father that I shouldn’t be hanging out with him. The coach heard it from some of my teammates and said that hanging around Miah would jeopardize my spot on the team. I argued with my father and told him that I wouldn’t stop being friends with Miah. And in a moment I will never forget, my father backhanded me. I don’t know who was more shocked, him or me. My father stared at me with a ferocious anger in his eyes that I never knew he was capable of and gave me two options. Either stop being friends with Miah or I would be shipped off to boarding school. He added in there that no son of his would be a ‘fag-lover’. I recoiled at his words. They cut me like a knife. He told me that I better think long and hard before I made my decision, and that the coach would be keeping an eye out to make sure I kept my distance from Miah. I locked myself in my bedroom that night. Tears streaming down my face for one of the few times in my life. I couldn’t imagine not being around Miah. Not only was he my best friend, but also recently he had become so much more to me. I started realizing over the summer that girls never really held my interest. They were cute and all, but didn’t do a thing for me. I was really confused about what was happening to me, but that confusion ended during one of the nights Miah had spent the night. It was one of the hottest nights of the summer and we were hanging out in my basement watching movies. We had taken our shirts off to help cool us down a bit. I was teasing Miah and had started to tickle him. We ended up wrestling and in a feat of strength I didn’t know he had, Miah pinned me to the floor. Our bare chests were pressed together and he was staring down at me laughing. Our bodies were slick with sweat and feeling him pressed up against my body had made me hard as a rock. I was really embarrassed and I tried to flip him off me before he could notice. I only got him about halfway off of me when he slammed me back onto the ground using the full weight of his body. His chest pressed right up against my own and I could feel his breath on my face. Then the unexpected happened. My body shook and I exploded in my pants. Talk about being embarrassed!!! He saw the flush on my face and asked if I was ok. I told him I was and that it was just really hot and I needed to cool down. If he only knew how hot I really was right at that moment. I ran to the bathroom to clean up before any evidence could be seen. I was so ashamed. Here he was just joking around and having a good time hanging out with me, and I had to turn into a fucking pervert. Even though I felt like a total shit, I had to admit to myself that it was the best orgasm I ever had since I discovered masturbating a year ago. In my room that night I made the toughest decision I would ever make in my entire life. I decided that either way I was going to end up losing Miah, but if I stayed here at least I could still see him; maybe even find a way to talk to him and explain things. It never happened though. When I got to school a few of my teammates swarmed around me and always made sure that I was busy or that one of them was with me. My dad wasn’t kidding when he said I would be watched. The worst part of it was having to watch Miah everyday and see the pain he went through. For the first few weeks he tried to come up to me, but someone from the team would always make a rude comment and he’d walk away with his head down. Eventually the guys were asking why I wasn’t joining in with them. I knew that if I didn’t go along they would tell the coach and I would be done at home. I would be shipped off. I made a promise to myself that as soon as I could find a way I would make this up to Miah and explain to him everything that happened. It was during our senior year of high school that everything went to hell and back. Miah started showing up at school hurt again, but this time was different. As days went by it seemed that the beatings had to be getting worse. The final straw was when he showed up at lunch one day and you could barely recognize his face. It was so swollen and cut up. To make it worse I knew that today was his 18th birthday. I couldn’t handle it anymore. The pain that had been building inside me had grown to be unbearable. I decided that I had to do something and planned on going to his house that night, but then I got fucking stuck at a stupid football game. My dad picked me up afterwards and didn’t leave me out of his sight the rest of the night. Of course he knew it was Miah’s birthday. He did the same thing around any major holiday. He always kept his eyes on me in case I caved in. I left early for school the next morning and went right to Miah’s house, but his car wasn’t there. The next few days at school I kept an eye out for him, but never saw him. Finally one day in class another student had asked the teacher if he knew why Miah hadn’t been there in a week. The teacher said that Miah had sent a letter to the school explaining that he had enough credits to graduate and had to leave the state to help take care of a sick relative. I knew that was bullshit if I had ever heard it. He left because he was tired of his dad and since he was eighteen he could leave without his father coming after him. In that moment a part of me had died. I knew that I would probably never see him again, and the worst part of it was that somewhere along the line I fell in love with him. And now I would never be able to tell him. But now everything was different. I had my second chance. I was able to find Miah and talk to him. We went over everything that happened and he was able to forgive me. He asked me to forgive him as well, but he didn’t need my forgiveness. He never did anything to me expect be my friend. I never thought that Miah would ever love me the way I loved him, but I was happy just to have him back in my life at all. Then that asshole Jeff came into the picture. As soon as I heard that Miah had a date I was jealous as all hell, but I couldn’t let him know that. I just got him back in my life and I wasn’t going to jeopardize that by telling him how I felt. Then to top things off when we were at the karaoke bar I sang a song to Miah that he had sung to me before. I was trying to show him how I felt about him, but when I got the to table he was at the bar talking to Jeff. The green-eyed monster overtook me in a matter of seconds. I felt like my heart was going to explode. It was one thing to know that Miah might be seeing someone, but it was something else to actually physically see them together. Kermit was right. It isn’t fucking easy being green! When we found out that Jeff had beat Miah up like that I thought I was having a fucking heart attack. How dare anyone treat Miah like that! He deserved so much more. Miah took off and luckily Gina told me where to find him. I was so lucky that Miah found someone like Gina. At first I thought she was a complete and total uber bitch, but then I actually spent time with her and talked to her. The tough girl thing is a total act! Underneath that entire hard exterior is a true heart of gold. She is a really kind and warm person. She is just crazy as hell, but I loved it. I raced back to the apartment as fast as I could, and took the steps to the roof two at a time. When the door swung open my breath caught in my throat. Miah was standing in the middle of the roof with his face looking up at sky, and was totally soaked from the pouring down rain. Lightning flashed through the sky, and the light from it made Miah look like an angel. My God he is so beautiful. He really has changed since I saw him last. That moment on the roof will be burned into my memory for the rest of my life. When he told me that he loved me, I was in total shock. I never really allowed myself to believe that it could happen, that Miah could actually love me after everything that had happened. It seemed that fate had other ideas though. And thank goodness it did! When our lips met for that first time I could have swore that lightning had struck us. That is how powerful his kiss was to me. After we came back down from the roof we ended up making love. I would say we had sex, but it was so much more than that. Now I’m not like a slut or anything, but I was never a prude either. But oh my God, the things that Miah made me feel that night. Just feeling his fingertips brush against me or his breath on my neck made my body explode with pleasure I never even dreamed existed. The whole night reminded me of one of my favorite quotes and I just wished I could remember who said it. It goes like this ‘life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away’, and if that is true then Miah gave me about a thousand moments last night. I always thought that love was just an emotion, but last night he showed me that love can be physical as well. So now here I am lying in bed with the man of my dreams. His body pressed snuggly up against my chest with my arms wrapped around him. He was nuzzling up against me in his sleep and it was the sweetest thing in the world. If that man didn’t already steal my heart away, then he would have right at this moment. The early morning light streamed in through the rain that was still pouring outside. The sunlight ran across Miah’s face and it made him truly look like an angel. My angel. I felt myself falling back asleep as Miah still snuggled up against me. I had to be the luckiest man in the world. * * * I felt the sun shining on my face and the light was actually annoying me. I didn’t want to wake up yet. I rolled over and reached out for Bailey, but the bed was empty. I sat up and pushed my hair back out of my face. Now where the fuck did he go this time? Before I was even done thinking it I heard the shower kick on. Hmmm. This could fun! I quietly snuck into the bathroom and I could just make out his body through the glass doors of the shower. I eased the door open and looked inside. He was leaning back against the wall with his head tilted up with the water running down his face and his eyes were closed. I could see his body shake a bit and I then realized that he was crying. Oh shit! Please don’t let him be upset about what happened last night. I quietly stepped into the shower and shut the door. I reached out and ran my hand down his rock hard chest. “Hey, B.” I said in a soft murmur. His head jerked forward in surprise and he slipped. It was a good thing I moved fast otherwise he would have hit the shower floor. I was lucky though because I was barely able to keep myself up as my arms grabbed his hot, wet body. “Jesus, Miah, you scared the fucking shit out of me.” He choked out. “Why are you crying, B?” I ran my hand gently over his face. “Is everything ok?” “Everything is perfect, baby.” A huge smile lighting up his face. “It’s just that this feels like a dream. I’ve thought about this for so long, and I can’t believe it’s finally happened. They were happy tears.” I pushed Bailey back up against the shower wall and I pinned his arms above him. I was in a frisky mood this morning and figured I might as well have a little fun. Besides, can anyone really resist a hot fucking naked guy all soaking wet in their shower? I didn’t think so. Bailey’s eyes widened a bit with shock. “Miah, what are you …” I cut him off by pressing my lips against his and sliding my tongue into his hot mouth. It took him a moment to respond, but I soon felt his tongue slide eagerly into my mouth. I pulled back a bit. “I want you to tell me if this feel likes a dream, Bail.” I moved my body forward under the water with him until our bodies barely touched. My chest and cock was brushing up against his very lightly. I could feel the groan begin to rumble in his chest before I even heard it. Both of our cocks were rock hard at this point and were rubbing up against each other. I kept his arms pinned above him and rubbed the full length of my body up against him. His body shuddered and arched with pleasure. Our lips and tongues met again in a fierce battle. I leaned my head over and started to lick and suck on the bicep of his left arm. My mouth started to trail down his arm and move in closer to his chest. Just as my mouth was about to make contact with the spot directly under his arm his eyes opened and his eyebrows rose in question. Before he could even open his mouth to say anything I gently flicked my tongue back and forth right on the spot where his arm met his chest. The breath left his lungs in one long, sharp hiss and his body shuddered so hard I thought he might of shot off right there. I flicked my tongue back and forth again a few more times and Bailey finally was able to catch his breath. “Baby, I don’t know what you are doing, but please don’t stop.” That was all the encouragement I needed and I buried my face against him. I took a deep breath and reveled in the scent of my man. I am not talking scent as in a bad smell, but that natural primal scent that a man gives off. You know what I’m talking about. It turned me on so much I couldn’t help but moan as I felt my cock surge with precum. I moved my head to the other side of his chest and gave him the same treatment. I then began sucking and playing with his nipples. I could feel his arms straining against my hands for release. So I let him go. In a flash of movement, before I could even comprehend what was going on, I found myself pressed up against the wall with Bailey’s tongue down my throat. Not that I am complaining! I just need to find out how that boy is able to move like that! I felt his hands run through my long wet hair as he rubbed the full length of his rock hard cock against me. It was my turn to shudder with pleasure and my body arched up against him trying to feel every inch of his body. City Of Dreams Ch. 06 He pressed his forehead against mine, and my eyes opened. I was gazing right into those deep pools of liquid emerald. I saw his tongue gently flick out over his lips, and heard him mutter words that made my body tremble in anticipation. “Make love to me, Miah.” I opened my mouth to respond and he interrupted. “Right here, Miah. I need you to take me. I need you to make me yours. You have to claim my body because you’ve already claimed my heart and soul.” If I didn’t have tears building up in my eyes I probably would have shot off right then and there. That is how hot he had me. I saw him reach over and pick up a condom that somehow found it’s way onto the shelf in the shower wall. “Were you feeling lucky, Bailey?” I said with a grin on my face. “I was hoping, baby.” He stroked my cock a few times and went to open the wrapper. I reached out and stopped him. “Wait a second, B.” I could see the surprise on his face and he opened his mouth to speak. I cut him off by pressing my lips against his. I stepped away from the wall of shower and turned him around. I gently pushed him until his chest was up against the wall. “I need to return a favor first.” I whispered into his ear. I slowly worked my way down his back, kissing and sucking the entire time. By the time I reached his tight, smooth bubble butt his legs were trembling. My tongue snaked out and I gently ran it over his cheeks. “You ok, baby?” I asked. “Oh yeah, Miah, please…” He said in a shaky voice. I grabbed onto his cheeks and massaged them firmly. His back arched and he pushed back against my hands. I eased them apart and ran my tongue right up in between them. “Oh fuck.” I heard Bailey hiss. There was no way I could take this slowly or try to tease him. I wanted him so bad. I buried my face in his ass and licked and sucked at his sweet hole. His body jerked and he pushed back harder against my face. “Oh yeah, Miah. Eat my hot ass, baby.” Just hearing his voice turned me on, but hearing him talk dirty to me was driving me insane. I was barely able to keep what little control I was maintaining. My tongue was darting out and fiercely attacking his sweet ass. “Miah, I need you, baby. I need you so bad. Right now.” I felt his hand reach back and grab my arm to try and pull me up. As soon as I was on my feet he handed me the condom. I ripped it open and rolled it down over my thick hard shaft. I heard him spit on his hand and felt his firm grip on my cock. I moaned and pushed into the tight fist he had made around my cock. He then pulled my body towards him and placed the head of my cock against his hole. I wanted to warn him that we need to get him ready a bit more, but I felt him push back and the head popped into his tight ass. It felt like I took a velvet glove and wrapped it super tight around my cock. He was so fucking tight, and hotter than hell. He groaned and his body shook. “B, are you ok, sweetie?” “Yeah, Miah.” He breathlessly replied. “I am ok. It stings a bit, but I just couldn’t wait any longer.” I ran my hands over his chest and played with his nipples a bit. Just as I reached down and started to stroke his now dripping cock I felt him push back against me. Within a minute he had my entire fat cock buried deep inside his ass. My hands found his hips and I couldn’t help but start sliding my cock slowly in and out of his sweet hole. From the sounds coming out of that boy I knew I didn’t have to ask if he was enjoying it. After a few minutes though I gently eased myself out of him. As I turned him around I could see the questions in his eyes, but before he could reply I gently picked him up. His eyes widened in shock as he wrapped his legs around my waist. “Miah…” Before he could continue I gently pushed my cock back against his hole and slipped inside of him in one long stroke. I pushed his back against the wall as his eyes rolled back and his legs pulled me harder against him. “I love you, Bailey.” His eyes opened and he kissed me with a hunger that left me completely breathless. I continued to pump gently in and out of his ass. I could feel his cock pressed hard against my stomach rubbing back and forth. On my next stroke into him his body twitched with pleasure. I found his spot. I made sure as I pulled back to rub my cock back over that button in his hot ass. After a few more thrusts I could feel his body stiffen and his ass clamped down around my cock. “Miah…” I could barely hear my name leave his lips as he groaned from the climax that over took his body. Seeing him shoot his huge load over our chests, and feeling his ass muscles grip and massage my cock was too much. I thrust into him deeply one more time and erupted. My entire body shook uncontrollably from the pleasure that exploded through me. His lips found mine in a gentle, but passionate kiss, as he eased his legs from around my waist and back to the shower floor. We hugged and cuddled with each other under the still warm water that sprayed from the showerhead. “That was truly amazing, Bailey, thank you so much.” “Thank you, Miah, I know now what it feels like to truly be loved.” We kissed again and then had fun washing each other off. What a great way to start the morning!!! * * * I walked out of the bathroom and slipped on some underwear and shorts. Bailey was going to shave and then join me for some breakfast. On my way out of the bedroom I grabbed a small strip of leather off of my dresser to tie my long hair back. As I started to make a pot of coffee I heard the front door open and Gina walked in carrying a cup of coffee and newspaper in one hand and a donut in the other. And to top it all off, she had a donut sticking out of her mouth as well. She stood on the living room side of the counter and tossed the newspaper down. I walked over and broke off the piece of donut that was sticking out of her mouth and popped it into my own. “Thanks, G,” I said with an evil grin. “That should give me some energy to fix up some breakfast.” She didn’t answer me. In fact she didn’t even look at me. She lit up a smoke and purposely looked everywhere else in the kitchen except at me. “Come on, G, talk to me.” “I guess you didn’t get the memo, Mr. Summers, but I am not speaking to you.” Ouch! She used my last name. This is going to be big trouble in little china for sure! “Gina, I am sorry that I didn’t tell you about what happened with Jeff.” I smiled at her. “But I knew that you would want to kill him. And we both know that you don’t look good in orange, hun.” We both giggled. I knew that would get her! Gina actually had to wear one of those horrible orange jumpsuits once. She had to do community service once and ended up getting assigned to picking up trash in Central Park. The reason she got community service still cracks me up to this day. One morning Gina and I were up early and we were craving something really sweet for breakfast. So Gina went and jumped in the car to go to a local bakery. Gina being Gina double parked the car in front of the bakery and ran inside to pick up some freshly baked cinnamon rolls. When she came out of the store there was a guy meter maid writing her a ticket for her wonderful park job. She was polite about it, but she did try and talk her way out of the ticket. He got a bit nasty about it and told her to shut up and let him do his job. So, Gina decided to tell him to hurry his ‘queer bait meter maid’ ass up because she had places go. It didn’t help her that the meter maid was a bit of a queen. He then told her that he was a meter person, not a meter maid, and that he should give her another ticket for leaving her house dressed like that. It was only 7 o’clock in the morning and Gina had just thrown on a pair of sweats and one of my white undershirts. Now that wouldn’t have been too bad, but she heard him mutter under his breath ‘you munching craving crack whore’. I wish I could have been there to see the look on her face. You know it had to be classic! And then Gina did the unthinkable. She hauled off and bitch slapped the meter maid, oops I mean meter person. She ended up with 30 hours of community service and a small fine, but she felt it was worth it. Until she saw the orange jumpsuit that is! “It’s ok, Miah” Gina said with a smile. “Once I went off last night I realized that’s why you hadn’t told me. So you are forgiven…this time.” We both laughed and I grabbed her hand and kissed the back of it. “Thank you, my lady.” I lit up a smoke and leaned against the counter. I saw her looking at me critically. “What are you staring at, G?” “Miah, what the hell happened to your neck? Either you got lucky last night, and I want ALL the juicy details if that’s the case, or you were having another intimate moment with the vacuum. If you broke that vacuum again I am going to kill you.” “I did not break that vacuum you silly bitch!” My hand jerked up to my neck. I never thought to check to see if Bailey left any marks on me. “You broke that vacuum when you accidentally sucked up one of those g-strings your stripper ex-boyfriend left lying around here!” “I’ll find out what happened here last night.” She said with big grin. “Bailey came after you to talk to you last night. He had to have seen who was here. So I will just ask him myself.” Bailey chose that moment to come waltzing into the kitchen. His timing was perfect. “What are you going to ask me, G? You want coffee, Miah?” He asked with a grin. I nodded my head. “Well, Bailey, I was hoping that you could shed some light on the mystery man that decided to play ‘Interview With A Vampire’ last night with Mr. Summers here. He’s not spilling the details.” “What are you talking about, Gina?” Bailey asked as he came over and set down the coffee cup in front of me. Gina pointed to the hickey that must have been on my neck. “HOLY SHIT, MIAH!” Bailey exclaimed. My God it must be bigger than I thought. Gina shot me an evil grin and stuck her tongue out at me. She was sure Bailey was going to give her all the dirt. “Baby, I am so sorry. I had no idea I left a mark like that on you.” Bailey said as he leaned over and kissed the spot on my neck. He even nuzzled his face against me a bit. I reached up and ran my hand through his hair. “It’s ok, hun.” I looked over at Gina and her jaw had dropped. “You…Him…Wha?” I couldn’t help but giggle. I have never seen her like this. That look on her face was classic. Wait a minute. This had to be the infamous meter person face! It just had to be! I cracked up even more. “Don’t mind her, B. She is still on the first course in the Hooked On Phonics program. She’ll get better as the courses go on.” I said as I looped an arm around Bailey’s waist and pulled him against me. I looked back at Gina to see a huge grin on her face. Man she went from shocked to happy pretty quick. Wait a minute… “You knew didn’t you!” I said as I pointed at her. She actually had the nerve to giggle. “I wasn’t positive, but I was hopeful.” “What do you mean, Gina?” Bailey asked as he took a sip of his coffee. “Bailey, why do you think I sent you after Miah last night instead of going after him myself? Why do you think I purposely told you to look on the roof?” She asked with a cryptic smile on her face. “You know that I would find him and talk some sense into him.” Bailey replied. “Wrong answer, Mr. Masters, but we have some lovely parting gifts for you.” I couldn’t help but giggle. “Ok, Gina, then why did you do it?” Bailey asked with his eyebrow raised. “Because you had the only thing that would get him through this.” “And that being?” “Your love for him.” Bailey and I both looked at her with wide eyes. “And how did you know he loves me, Gina?” I asked her. “Oh please Miah. Even a blind person could see that he loves you. His face lights up every time you walk into the room, and he practically glows just looking at you. You were the same way with him, Miah, but I had more to go on from you. You actually told me how you felt about him before he even came into the picture. Do you remember when you first moved in here? We used to stay up all hours of the night talking and joking around. How many times did his name come up and you talked about how you fell in love with him? Hell, Miah, you even told me the moment you realized it.” I was looking at her with shock written all over my face. I didn’t even realize Bailey was looking at me until I heard him talk. “When?” “When what?” I turned and asked him. “What did you know that you loved me?” I couldn’t help it and I blushed. “Please tell me, Miah.” He ran his hand over my cheek. The pad of his thumb gently rubbed my bottom lip. “It was that day at the pool. When you saw the bruise on my back. I didn’t know it was love at the time, but I knew I felt differently about you. Now I can look back and realize that was probably the moment I fell in love with you.” “Oh, baby…” And with that Bailey leaned his head in and kissed me gently, but lustfully on the lips. Every time this man kissed me it was like heaven on earth. How did I survive without him in my life? The kiss would have probably gone on even longer, and lead to other things, but it ended when Gina cleared her throat. “You two are gorgeous together. Really you are. And I am so happy you both finally woke up and decided to be honest with each other.” Gina came around to the other side of the counter and we had a huge group hug. “Ok, team, who is ready for some breakfast?” I asked. Bailey and Gina, the human garbage disposal, both were pretty hungry. On my way to the fridge Bailey pulled me into his lap and gave me another quick kiss. “You’re a sexy bitch, you know that right?” He said with a goofy look on his face. “You are such a big goof, but I still love you.” I ruffled his hair and started to make breakfast. * * * After breakfast we cleaned up the kitchen and then lounged around in the living room listening to music and bullshitting. “So, B, when do you plan on moving in here?” Gina asked. I nearly sprayed a mouth of full of soda all over the place. Leave it to her to ask something like that just as I took a drink. Bailey looked over at me questioningly. “Don’t look at me, bubba. I was going to ask you that question myself. Gina and I already discussed this at the bar the other night. So what’s your answer?” I looked at him expectantly. “I thought I already had moved in here guys.” He said with a wicked smile on his face. “Good answer, B, good answer.” Gina said and then leaned over to high-five him. “We should probably pick up a paper sometime today so you can start job hunting, baby.” “Aw…aren’t you going to support me, Miah?” Bailey said with puppy dogface. “You know I would, Bail.” I leaned over and gave him a light kiss. “I know you would honey, but you don’t have to.” Bailey looked nervous for a second. “Actually I don’t have to work if I don’t want to.” “Why’s that, B?” Gina asked. “A few years ago my grandparents passed away and left me a few things in their wills. A few things turned out to a shit load of shares of Xerox they somehow managed to buy when the company was still unknown. My grandfather was a very smart businessman. So I sold some of them for a nice little profit and I can now live off the monthly interest I get from the remaining shares that I still have.” “Leave it to you, Miah, to not only pick up a gorgeous, sweet, loving man, but he would be rich on top of all of it.” Gina said with a laugh. “I don’t care about the money, B.” I said to him very seriously. “I don’t care if you have a hundred thousand dollars or ten cents. I love you no matter what.” He pulled me over into his lap and gave me a fucking huge hug. “I know, Miah, and that’s one of the reasons why I love you so much.” * * * “Miah, you better fucking talk to him tonight or I am going to kick your fucking ass, bitch!” Gina yelled over to me. We were having a busy ass night at work this evening. The music was pounding so hard through the club I thought for sure I was going to be deaf the next day. “Gina, I told you I am fucking pissed off, and I will talk to him when I am good and fucking ready.” I stalked off and went on break leaving her and Gen to tend the busy bar. I walked into the employees lounge and plopped down on the couch to smoke a cigarette. The last few months had been really wonderful. Bailey and I had a lot of late night talks and caught each other up on everything that had happened in the missing years. I would go through it with all of you, but it honestly was just your everyday shit. He and I seemed to get closer and closer as the days went by. And he fit right in with Gina as well. We soon became a very close-knit group of friends. Everything was going so smooth I knew it was just a matter of time before we hit our first bump in the road. And with the luck I had, we had hit two bumps at the same time. Bailey had stopped in the club to hang out and have some drinks and tease us while we worked. We were actually having a really great time until one of the last people on earth I ever wanted to see walked up to the bar. Jeff. BUMP. Of course though my life couldn’t be as simple as that. Jeff had showed up with his new boy toy, Josh. BUMP BUMP. Gina graciously served them both, and before Bailey even had a chance to move Gina had dumped a whole pitcher a beer over both of them. Gina called one of the bouncers over, whispered something to him, and got them both tossed out of the bar. They each got a warning to never come back. I thought everything was fine after that. But I was wrong. Bailey and I ended up getting into a fight that night. “Honey, I think you should really consider leaving that job.” Bailey had said later that evening. “I don’t want you to have to go through a situation like that ever again.” “It’s not a big deal, B, and besides I love my job. You can’t love every aspect of your job, but I enjoy mine a lot.” He reached out and pulled me up against him. “I know, Miah, I just worry about you. Besides I have enough money that I can support both of us. You wouldn’t have to worry about working ever again.” “You are not going to be my sugar daddy, Bailey.” I said with a giggle. “God damn it, Miah, I am not joking around. Does everything have to be a fucking joke with you?” He didn’t exactly yell, but I could hear the anger building in his voice. “No it doesn’t, Bailey,” I started out slowly trying to remain calm. “But I am going to start taking this conversation as one just so I don’t start getting upset.” I tried to step back to go to the bathroom, but his arms still held me. “Miah, I am tired of all those guys at the bar making passes at you and hitting on you. You are mine, baby, and I don’t like seeing them drooling all over you.” His voice was back to its normal tone, but I could still tell he was worked up. I tried not to roll my eyes as he said this, but it didn’t work. We had been over this conversation time and time again. At first his possessiveness was cute in a way, but we had been over this so many times now I couldn’t stand it. “For the last time, Bailey, you really need to get over this. I am yours and yours alone, but I work at a bar. People are going to joke around and even flirt with me. But that’s what a good bartender does. I am not going home with anyone, and I even give them back their phone numbers if they try and slip them to me. I make it clear to them I am not single.” My voice started to get louder and I couldn’t help it at this point. I was upset. “They might be able to realize that I wasn’t single if you weren’t so freaked out to show me a little bit more attention when you stop in at the club. I can understand you don’t want to make out in front of everyone, Bailey, neither do I, but a quick kiss or me holding your hand for a second, or even hugging you or leaning up against you when I sit with you on my breaks isn’t such a horrible thing to do.” City Of Dreams Ch. 06 Things were really started to go downhill from this point on. We had talked about this shit before, but never really resolved any of it. And now it seemed we were about to have our first fight, and I was not looking forward to it at all. “Miah, I don’t see the need for fucking everyone to know that we are together.” “Well that is why I get hit on so much because fucking everyone thinks I am single. Why are you so fucking afraid to let me even be near you when we’re out anywhere?” “Look, Miah, I just don’t feel the need to be harassed by assholes just because they don’t agree with who we are. Is that such a bad thing?” “No, Bailey, it’s not, but you can’t bitch about the people making passes at me in a GAY bar when my boyfriend acts like we are just best friends instead of lovers.” “Miah, I shouldn’t have to tell everyone we’re going steady. This isn’t high school.” My eyes flared and I couldn’t help the words that came rushing out of my mouth. “Then quit acting like I’m the school slut about to run off with the first guy that shows any interest in me.” “Then quit acting like it.” I was rendered speechless so fast you would have thought that man had hit me. I could see on his face that he regretted it the moment it came out of his mouth, but that still didn’t ease the pain that it caused. “I have never acted like a slut, Bailey Masters.” My voice was ice cold and my eyes burned into his. “Since we have been together I have thought of NO ONE but you. Just because I might wear some tight shirts or leather pants at the club, so the fuck what? You wear the same fucking type of things there yourself. And you are so worried about guys slipping me their numbers or flirting with me? I am only behind the bar. You’re the one that is sitting at the bar and don’t think I haven’t seen guys try to make the move on you or try and slip you their number. But you don’t see me throwing that in your face do you?” “Maybe that’s because you just don’t care.” His eyes became as hard and cold as mine were. I knew we were both stressed out and tired and neither one of us meant the things that were being said, but it’s difficult to be logical in the middle of a fight. “Or maybe it’s because I trust you enough that I don’t worry about it. I’m sorry that you think so poorly of me, Bailey.” “Are you saying that I don’t trust you?” “You tell me, B.” “Miah, I don’t want to fight with you. We are both exhausted and we’ve had a couple drinks. I don’t want this to turn into a huge battle between us. I don’t want to lose you, baby.” He reached out for me, but I stepped back. “Then stop pushing me away.” I said quietly, the fight in me gone. “If you are so afraid of losing me, then why are you pushing me away? Why can’t you stop being afraid of what people will think if they see us together, at least at the club? Everyone knows us there. You don’t have to be afraid.” “I don’t know if I can, Miah.” I took a deep breath. “Then I don’t know how much longer I can do this, Bailey.” And with that I went and slept in Gina’s room for the night. In fact that whole situation happened two nights ago and Bailey and I haven’t really talked since. Of course I talked to Gina about what was going on, but the uneasiness in the apartment eventually got to her too and we were all snapping at each other. I let go a heavy sigh and got back up. My break was over and I had to get back to the bar. * * * It was about a half hour later when it happened. I was clearing beer bottles off of some of the tables that were arranged near the bar off the dance floor. I had just gotten up to the bar and set the bottles down when all the lights went off and the music stopped. It was an eerie moment to be standing in the middle of a very crowded club and to be surrounded by complete darkness and silence. I heard one of the spotlights click on above the dance floor and I spun around. A person slowly stepped into the solitary light that shined in the club. It was Bailey?! What the fuck is he doing??? “Hey, everyone. I am sorry to I had to pause the partying for a second, but there is something I really need to do.” He had a microphone in his hand so he could be heard over the murmuring of the people in the club. I looked over my shoulder at Gina who was now standing by me. She had a grin on her face and was nodding her head towards Bailey. I looked back at him. His face was scanning the crowd until he saw me in the darkness. “Hello, Miah.” Everyone turned to look at me and I couldn’t help the blush that was creeping up over my face. Oh Lord what is that boy doing? “Everyone, I would like you to meet Miah,” He said as he pointed to me. “Miah, this is everyone.” A few people in the crowd giggled. “Miah is my boyfriend, and he’s the love of my life, my soul mate, and I fucked up pretty bad the other day and I had to find a way to make it up to him. So if y’all don’t mind giving me a minute. I would like to do that now.” My eyes filled with tears as his gaze locked onto me. “I am sorry for being such an ass, Miah. You complete me, Mr. Maguire. I love you, Jeremiah Summers.” Bailey looked deep into my eyes. Tears were still streaming down my face. They were definitely tears of joy. “Miah…” “Shut up…just shut up.” My voice caught for a moment as I interrupted him. If he could make reference to our first night together then so could I. “You had me at hello...you had me at hello.” His face lit up in the smile that I’ve always loved and his lips came crashing down on mine. I was so swept up in that kiss I never even heard the crowds’ cheer for us or the music start up again. Bailey and I were fine. Shit we were better than fine. We were still in love. City Of Dreams Ch. 07 It was later in the evening and we were all back at the apartment, and we were all sitting in our normal positions. Gina was laid back on one of the couches and B and I were on the other one. I was sitting up in the corner of the couch with Bailey in between my legs. Our arms were wrapped around each other, and he had his back pressed against my chest. He would occasionally turn his head and nuzzle his face in my neck. He was doing that now. It was the sweetest thing. Gina’s eyes met mine and she had a huge smile on her face. “I am so glad that you two quit being such bitches and decided to kiss and make up.” We all laughed at her classic choice of words. “I still can’t believe that you did that for me, Bailey,” I said as he looked up at me. “That was the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for me, and if I hadn’t already fallen in love with you I would have right then.” Bailey eased himself up a bit and gave me a gentle kiss on the lips. “It was my way of showing you that I was sorry. I had to show you how much you meant to me.” “I’m sorry too, B, we will fight again, but let’s just make sure we talk it out better than we did this time, ok?” I leaned down and kissed him on his forehead. “Now I just have to think of a way to make it up to you.” I said with a grin on my face. “Hmmm. I could think of a few ways you could do that, Mr. Summers.” Bailey said as he nuzzled his face against me again. “Oh goody! Finally some of the hot guy on guy action I’ve been promised!” Gina said with a girlish giggle. The bitch even clapped her hands and made herself more comfortable. “Gina…”I growled with a smile on my face. She held up her hand to stop me. “While the two of you are performing for me you shall refer to me as Mistress Gina. Remember your better half there promised me I could watch that day he had you pinned to the couch. So please continue!” I could see the twinkle in Gina’s eyes and knew where she was going with this. It was time to have some fun with Bailey! It had become this twisted type of game the three of us had gotten into playing. Two of us would always try and pull a prank on the third one. So far the only person who ever fell for any of the jokes was poor Bailey. Gina and I were just too good. “You get five minutes, Gina, and that is it! If you ever tell anyone about this then I will tell all of your dirty secrets to everyone at the club!” I said in mock frustration as my hands reached down and started to pull B’s shirt out of his pants. I felt his whole body tense and his shocked face turned up at me. “Miah, what the fuck are you doing?” He hissed in a whisper while he tried to pull his shirt down. I leaned over and gently nibbled on his earlobe. “Relax, baby, you did promise.” I said as I ran my hands up under his shirt and my fingers grazed over his nipples. His body shuddered, and you could tell he was fighting a losing battle. I moved my mouth down and started to gently suck on his neck. He let out a small groan and his eyes closed. As soon as this happened Gina quietly stood up and winked at me. She carefully crossed the living room and made her way down the hall without making a single sound. As soon as she was out of sight I slid my hands down his body and cupped his crotch through his tight jeans. His body snapped up quickly. He obviously remembered where we were. He looked over to the other couch and saw that it was empty. He turned to look at me with a pout on his face. “I’m never gonna win this game am I?” “Probably not, B.” I said with a wicked grin. “I know a game that I can win though, Miah.” “And what would that game be, Bail?” “Bury the bone.” We both laughed. He stood up and offered me his hand. Once I was on my feet he bent and picked me straight up off the ground and cradled me against his chest. “Mmmm. Don’t I have a big strong man?” I murmured against his neck. I felt his arms tighten around me and he headed off towards our bedroom. It was turning out to be a wonderful evening! * * * * * * * * * * * * * The next morning we were all enjoying some hot, fresh cinnamon rolls that Gina had just picked up that morning. “I would hope that you didn’t have any problems on the food run this time, Gina.” I said with a laugh. Gina nearly choked on the piece of roll she had in her mouth. She was laughing pretty hard. Bailey just looked between the two of us with confusion written all over his face. So I had to fill him in on the meter maid situation. “There was no problems, Miah, but he was there again.” Gina said with a giggle. “I walked out of the bakery and was headed toward the car when I saw him. He was writing a ticket out for the car in front of me. You should have seen the look on his face! It was like I was Linda Blair in The Exorcist all of a sudden.” We all cracked up this time. “That poor man is probably paying big bucks for the therapy he has to go through now.” Bailey said with a grin. “I’m in therapy because of you and you’ve never even hit me.” “Not yet.” Gina added with a wink as she got some juice out of the fridge. “I’m not scared of you! Besides, my big strong man will protect me.” Bailey said as he leaned over to rest his head on my shoulder. “Protect yourself, buddy, Gina has been a slugger ever since she dated that prize fighter last year.” And right on cue Gina started shadow boxing in front of the fridge. “OHH! I almost forgot to tell you guys. I’ve got some great news!!” With Gina this could be practically anything. The girl got excited about everything. “You finally raised enough money to have that ‘operation’ in Denmark? Should we start calling you George now?” Bailey said with a laugh. Gina slapped him in the back of his head on the way back to her seat. “OUCH!” I gave Bailey a sympathetic look. “I warned you, but you never listen to me. You always have to find out things on your own. Remember this moment in the future when I warn you about something.” I said to him in a fatherly tone. “Yes, dad.” Bailey said with a fake pout while he was rubbing the back of his head. “Ok, George, what’s the news?” I said with a grin. I ducked as a cinnamon roll went whizzing over my head. Did I mention she used to date a pro-baseball player too? “My cousin is coming to visit for a few weeks. She’ll be getting in tomorrow. She is going to be auditioning for some of the new shows that are opening this season.” I couldn’t help but cringe. Some of Gina’s family are really, really weird. “Miah, don’t look so scared. You like this cousin. It’s Sara.” My face instantly lit up. Sara has to be Gina’s best relative besides her gram. She is awesome. Sara has that loveable girl-next-door thing going for her. We were going to have a blast! She stayed with us last summer and worked at the club with us. We had so much fun. I was really looking forward to seeing her again. “That is awesome G! What time will she be getting here tomorrow?” “She will get in around 11 a.m. or so. And she is pretty excited to meet Bailey. I don’t know why though. There really isn’t much to see.” Bailey made a face at her and then started doing all these different bodybuilding poses with his upper body. I sat back and watched him. At first I was giggling, but as he continued to go from pose to pose I couldn’t help but start to get aroused. He wasn’t wearing a shirt that morning and watching the muscles in his chest flex and pump had me mesmerized. I rubbed my tongue over my lips to moisten them. Wow. Is it getting hot in here? “Bailey, you better stop that before Miah’s brain turns to Jell-O. He’s getting that glazed look in his eyes. I don’t want to have to hose him down.” Bailey stopped and looked over at me with that million-watt smile on his face. “And don’t even ask him if he likes it, B, you fucking know he does.” Gina added with a smirk on her face. I cracked up. Bailey was a little attention hound. Every time he did something cute he would always ask me if I liked it. And he always had that cute ass smile on his face. I just wanted to eat him up!! I was already leaning back in my chair, so I gently raised one of my legs off the floor and rubbed my foot up Bailey’s leg. His eyes immediately locked with mine. I winked at him and smiled. I lit up a smoke and turned my attention back to Gina. “Does Sara know what show she wants to audition for yet?” I asked her as I slowly eased my foot farther up Bailey’s leg towards his crotch. “She mentioned that she wanted to do a musical. She really does have a gorgeous voice.” Her face lit up with a smile. “Hey, B! You and Sara will HAVE to do a duet at Sing!. The two of you would blend together perfectly!” Just as Gina started to talk to Bailey I gently rubbed my foot back and forth across his cock. He jumped in surprise, but luckily for him the phone rang. Gina popped out of her seat to grab the cordless from the living room. As I heard Gina talking on the phone, Bailey stood up and leaned over to kiss me. “I will get you back for that, Jeremiah.” He said with one of those sexy, wolfish grins. “I was hoping for that, B.” He moved over and sat himself down right in my lap. I wrapped my arms around him and laid my head on his chest. I loved to cuddle and I was happy that Bailey was the same way. In fact I think he liked to cuddle more than I do. And that’s saying something! There is nothing better than feeling the person that you are in love with snuggled up against you. “So what did you want to do today, B?” I could feel him grind his ass into my lap. “Why don’t we just wait and see what comes up?” There was that devilish smile on his face. “You realize that you are probably going to put me into the hospital for exhaustion right?” “Are you complaining, Miah?” “Fuck no, baby!” I said with a laugh. “I just wanted to prepare you in case you need to get me to an emergency room.” “I could be your doctor, Miah,” There was a wicked twinkle in his eye. “In fact that could be a lot of fun. You are due for a prostate examination if I read your chart properly.” I tightened my arms around him and leaned in for a kiss. The man was just too cute for words! * * * Bailey and I were cuddled up on the couch watching the beginning of The Caroline Rhea show the next morning. She is just too damn funny! I miss Rosie, but Caroline was the best replacement. She is one of the funniest women I’ve seen. The best though has to be Margaret Cho. Now that is one funny lady! Just as Caroline sat down with her first guest the front door opened. Bailey and I jumped up off the couch, and I headed towards the entryway. Gina came in first and Sara followed behind her. Sara was just as gorgeous as I remembered. She was tall, just a few inches shorter than I was, with shoulder length blonde hair, which normally had a natural wave to it. It was straight as an arrow now, and it looked great. Even though I was gay, I could tell she was a knockout. She ran up to me and we threw our arms around each other. “MIAH!” “SARA!” It was like seeing two people reunited on one of the many daytime talk shows that are around today. “Hun, you are looking good!” She turned around and posed a bit with laughter lighting up her face. “You are still as HOT as ever. Are you sure you don’t want to experience what a real woman can do?” “Uh, Sara, Miah’s been living with me for a few years now. Trust me, he doesn’t want any, and if he did I could have given it to him.” Gina said with a giggle. Sara looked back and forth between us. “Like I said, Miah, if you ever want a REAL woman, you just give me a holler.” We all cracked up at Gina’s expense. Gina shot Sara the finger and then gave her a hug. Bailey was still standing back by the couch with his hands in his pockets. He looked so nervous. Bailey is usually a really outgoing guy, but he knew that Sara was an important person and wanted to impress her. I told him to just smile at her and everything would be fine because that boy’s smile could stop a tornado in its tracks, it was that damn powerful. To see him like this I just wanted to scoop him up in my arms and fuck him senseless. B turns me on to no end, but when he’s being especially cute, like right now, my whole body lights up on fire. “Then again,” Sara started as she looked over my shoulder at Bailey. “If I had a man like that to keep me warm at night I wouldn’t want anything else either.” Bailey actually blushed when she said that. Did I mention I wanted him right now? After that blush I was ready to strip him down and ravage him right on the living room floor whether the girls were here or not. Bailey’s eyes met mine and he must have known what I was thinking. The blush deepened on his face. Sara walked up and introduced herself and gave B a huge hug. “Miah, If I was you, I would be throwing this boy on the floor right now and ravaging him like nobody’s business! And I wouldn’t even care who was here to see it!” Sara said after she hugged Bailey. I swear sometimes that girl and I were separated at birth! “That’s just what he was thinking.” Bailey and I said at the same time in unison. “JINX! Y’all owe me a beer now!” Sara said with a laugh. “I know you work at a bar so you’ll actually have to get me that beer at a different club. No freebies!” We all plopped down on the couches, the girls on one and the guys on the other. I instinctively leaned back and got comfortable against Bailey. He tensed up for a second, but then relaxed once he saw the huge grin Sara had on her face as she caught us out of the corner of her eye while she was talking to Gina. “Are you ok, baby? I’m sorry, I didn’t even think about company when we sat down. It was just instinct. I just…” I whispered to him. “Shhh Miah. It’s ok, honey.” Bailey whispered back interrupting. “I love the fact that you instinctively need to feel my body. Besides, I only tensed up because I had to stop myself from attacking you. I love feeling you against me.” I giggled as he kissed my neck, and both girls looked our way. “You two are just too damn cute.” Sara said with a grin. “How long have you two been together now?” “It will be six months tomorrow.” I replied. I didn’t see Bailey and Gina’s eyes lock because I was talking to Sara. Some unspoken communication went on between them. “Is that all? I figured it was longer than that.” “Why is that, Sara?” “Because the only time I heard couples talking at the same time like that were people who were together for years. I think it’s wonderful that y’all are already that close. I can definitely see the love between you two.” She said with a wink. “Well we’ve only been together for 6 months,” Bailey said to her. “But we’ve been best friends since kindergarten. It was just a matter of time before Miah realized how much he really wanted me.” I punched him in the leg. “If you wanted me so badly then why didn’t you say something?” I growled at him. “OUCH! Jesus Miah, you hit like Gina does.” Bailey said with a fake grimace. “I taught him everything I know!” Gina said with a laugh. “Well, that’s not much.” Bailey, Sara, and I all said it at the same time. We were laughing so hard that tears were coming down our faces. Gina sat there and tried to look mad, but it didn’t work. She was laughing right along with us. “Back to you two hotties,” Sara said with a wicked grin. “I want to hear all about how you two got together.” Bailey and I both told her the story. We took turns interrupting each other and throwing in jokes here and there. Bailey was the one that ended up finishing the story and told her about the scene on the rooftop. You could see that Sara had tears in her eyes. “That is so fucking awesome! It’s like a scene from a movie or something. Bailey, do you realize how lucky you are to have him?” “I remind him about it everyday, Sara.” I said with a laugh before Bailey could answer. I felt Bailey’s head move down next to my ear. “I love you, Miah.” He whispered as his arms tightened around me. I turned my head to face him and gave him a gentle kiss. “I love you too, B.” While Bailey had me distracted, Gina nudged Sara and tapped her watch. Sara nodded her head. “Hey, Miah, you and I need to go down to that little restaurant around the corner and grab a bite to eat. I am famished. The food on the plane sucked. Leave your man here because you need to fill me in on all the juicy details.” I laughed and looked up at Bailey. “Go ahead, Miah, I’ll stay here and keep Gina busy. It will be my good deed for the city today.” I moved in just enough time before the pillow Gina threw hit Bailey square in the chest. “Let’s get out of here, Sara, before world war three breaks out.” I leaned down and gave Bailey a quick, passionate kiss. “Play nice with the other kids.” “Yes, dad.” Bailey said with a laugh. Sara and I headed out the door for lunch. * * * Bailey’s Point Of View After Miah and Sara walked out I turned towards Gina. “You are just too damn good.” I couldn’t believe how easy this was going. “Are you sure that Sara won’t spill the beans to Miah?” “Trust me, B, I gave her the run down on all the details and she was happy to play along. If she didn’t there was no way I would have been able to help you get things ready. This was the only day we had to actually get everything you needed. Your anniversary is tomorrow. I don’t know why we waited until the last minute though.” I ran my hands through my hair. There were just so many things that could go wrong with this plan. Everything had to work out perfectly. I never knew how important someone could become in my life until Miah and I had that fight. I know that those few years were really bad for us and we hadn’t talked or hung out, but back then we were still only best friends. I never thought we could be anything more than that, but now I had given Miah my heart. When we had that fight and didn’t talk for a few days it fucking killed me. We both said some shit we didn’t mean and it did hurt, but what I will remember most is not having that contact with him when we weren’t really speaking. I got used to having him near me so much that when he wasn’t there I felt so damn lost. I knew I had to find a way to show him how sorry I was. I had spoken to Gina one night when Miah went to bed early and she helped me plan the scene at the club. I know that I didn’t have to do it in front of all those people, but after thinking about it I realized I wanted to. I wanted everyone to know that Miah was mine. That I was lucky enough to have him choose me to spend his life with. Everything about that man was special. I’ve gotten lost in those crystal blue eyes of his more times than I can count. And that boy can kiss! There have been times I wanted to pass out from the pleasure he could give just from kissing me. And that boy knows how to make love! Oh. My. God. I didn’t even realize that sex could be that wonderful. He works my body over the same way a musician expertly plays an instrument. Miah and I have talked about our upcoming anniversary, but that’s been about the extent of it. We discussed how happy we are that we are together, but never really talked about celebrating the day. So I took matters into my own hands and came up with a few ideas. I was able to talk to Gina about it and get her to help me with my plan. She loved the idea. That girl is definitely a romantic at heart. Luckily she was able to get Sara in on it as well. It gave us the opportunity to get the running around done. God I hope this turns out the way I want it to! It could be such a special night or the biggest disaster since the Titanic. “Ok, B, let’s bail.” Gina said with a giggle. “Pun intended.” City Of Dreams Ch. 07 “You are a nut! You’re right though. We need to get our asses in gear and get this shit done.” We grabbed our shit and headed out the door. Please don’t let them get back before we do. If we can get this first part done without any trouble, hopefully the rest will be smooth sailing. * * * Miah’s Point Of View Sara and I had a wonderful lunch. She and I were both laughing our asses off as we made our way into the apartment a few hours later. Gina and Bailey were watching Margaret Cho’s stand up movie The Notorious CHO, and they had tears running down their faces. I told you she is one of the funniest fucking people. I walked up behind Bailey and kissed the top of his head. “Here ya go, studly.” I said as I placed a styrofoam container in his lap. “What’s this, baby?” He looked up at me curiously. “It’s a piece of that Kahlua ice cream cake that I know you love.” He grinned up at me. “And before you ask me for one,” I said with a smile. “I had them put a fork in there already for you.” “You are way too good to me, Miah.” He winked at me. “I love you. You are going to totally spoil me ya know!” “Hey what about me?” Gina asked with a pout on her face. I leaned over and glanced at her neck. “Based on your expiration date I would have to say you are already spoiled.” Everyone groaned. “Hey, people, they all can’t be funny ok?” I said with a laugh. “Here you go, Gina.” Sara said as she placed a container in Gina’s lap. “How could I forget my favorite cousin?” “Thank you, Sara, I knew there was a reason why you were my favorite.” I headed towards the kitchen to get something to drink. I didn’t see the look that Bailey gave Gina. She smiled and nodded. “Hey, Miah…” Gina yelled into the kitchen. “What, G?” “Remember last time Sara was here and helped out at the club?” She went on once she saw me nod my head. “Well we aren’t short staffed now and she wanted to pick up some extra money. Could you please, please, please let her take your shift tomorrow night? You know how busy Saturdays are and…” Bailey shot her a discreet look trying to stop her from rambling, but I interrupted her. “That is fine, Gina, I haven’t had a Saturday night off in forever. Why is it though that every time you ask me for a favor I get a 10 page monologue?” I added with a laugh. “I just like to cover all my bases beforehand so you would have less questions about it, that’s all.” She stuck her tongue out at me. “Thanks, Miah. I really appreciate it.” Sara said as she came up and gave me a hug. “So, stud,” I said as I sat down on the couch next to Bailey. “Looks like it’s just you and me tomorrow night. Did you have any plans?” Bailey grinned up at me. “I am sure I can fit you in, baby.” * * * Bailey and I were working on getting dinner ready the next day when the girls were leaving for the club. “Have fun tonight, ladies!” I said with a wave. “Sara, don’t let Gina work you too hard!” Sara laughed. “Don’t worry I won’t. Play nice, boys!” And with that the girls headed out the door to have their night of fun. I turned around and saw Bailey glancing between the oven and the clock on the wall. “Honey,” I said as I wrapped my arms around him. “The lasagna is going to be perfect. Don’t worry.” I gently kissed the back of his neck. I felt his body melt against mine. “I know, Miah, I just want everything to be perfect. It is our anniversary.” Oh boy did I know! We spent a few hours in bed this morning and we took turns sharing our love for each other. Just thinking about it was making me hard as a fucking rock. I felt Bailey push back against me and wiggle his ass. “You thinking about this morning, baby?” He said with a grin. “Of course!” I started to rub his chest, but he stepped away from me. “Now, now, now. We can have none of that. I am not going to let this food burn just because you are trying to molest me!” I laughed. I didn’t want dinner to burn either. This man was a fabulous cook! Bailey eased around me and opened up the fridge. “FUCK!” “What’s wrong, B?” I spun around to see what the problem was. “I forgot to pick up some Parmesan cheese for dinner tonight. Fuck Fuck Fuuuuck.” I wrapped my arms around him again. “Don’t worry, honey, I will run down to the corner store and pick some up. It’ll just take a few minutes.” “Are you sure you don’t mind, baby?” “Of course not, B, I’ll just take a minute.” I squeezed him hard and gave him a quick kiss. “How did I end up so lucky to get a man like you, Miah?” I grinned at him. “I ask myself that same question about you everyday, B.” I grabbed my wallet and headed towards the door. “Be right back, I love you.” “I love you too, baby.” As I walked out the door I didn’t hear Bailey mutter ‘so far so good’. * * * A few minutes my ass!!! I was fucking pissed. What should have only been a five-minute trip ended up taking me nearly forty minutes. Why is that every time you are in a rush there is no fucking express line open and it seems like the cashier just learned to count that morning? I hoped Bailey wasn’t pissed, but I just couldn’t help it. I rushed back to the apartment and I could smell the wonderful food he had prepared as I walked in. “Honey, I’m home!” There was no answer. I looked in the kitchen and he wasn’t there. “Bailey?” I walked into our bedroom, and there was no sign of him there either. What I found though did surprise me. One of my suits was laid out on the bed and there was an envelope on top of it. I walked over and picked it up. Across the front was written ‘change clothes and then open me’. What is that boy up to? I have to admit though that I love surprises. So I quickly changed out of my clothes and got the suit on. I opened the envelope. ‘Grab the cheese and meet me on the roof. Love, B.’ Meet him on the roof? Things are getting weirder by the minute. I shrugged my shoulders and walked back out into the living room. I grabbed the container off of the counter where I left it and headed out into the hallway. I walked down towards the door that was marked ‘roof access’. I headed up the stairs and opened the door to the roof. I stopped dead in my tracks. The sight before me left me breathless. There were white Christmas lights strung up all over the roof. It made it look like the stars had come down out of the sky. Bailey was standing by a table that was setup and was just lighting candles as I walked out onto the roof. He was devastating in his own suit. There was music playing softly in the background. Everything was so beautiful I could feel the tears well up in my eyes. “Hey you.” Bailey walked up and wrapped his arms around me in a tight, wonderful hug. “Happy Anniversary, Miah, I love you.” “Bailey…” The words caught in my throat. “Everything is so wonderful. You are amazing. I love you too, baby.” He stepped back and went towards the table. He pulled out one of the chairs. “Your table, sir.” I grinned as I walked over and took my seat. I set the cheese down on the table next to all the wonderful food that was prepared. It was like a dream. We sat and ate an excellent meal. Bailey can cook his ass off! He had even gotten a bottle of champagne for us to celebrate with. This had to be the most romantic moment ever! “Bailey, this night has been perfect.” I said as he stood up and kissed me. “You are so beautiful. I love you. Nothing could make this moment any better.” “Well there is one thing, Miah.” He said to me with a grin on his face. I looked up at him. “Dance with me?” He held his hand out to me. I smiled and took it. He pulled up and gave me a hot, passionate kiss. He reached over and pressed a button on the radio that was sitting on a small table next to ours. He took me gently in his arms and pressed himself against me. As we swayed together I could hear the music echoing in my ears. I couldn’t help the tears that started to roll down my face. This had to be the happiest moment of my life. I leaned up and kissed Bailey trying to convey to him everything that I was feeling. I felt his love pour into my body and it truly filled my heart and soul. No matter what happens in my life I know that I will cherish this moment for all time. All of my dreams had finally come true and it was all because of this wonderful man that I held in my arms. Nothing could ruin this moment. The minute I thought that I heard a rumble in the distance. Oh no fucking way. Just as I pulled back to look at Bailey I could feel the raindrops as they started to fall down on us. “I must have a bad effect on this roof top, B, It always seems to rain when I’m up here.” I said with a laugh. “Come on let’s get inside.” I turned and started to pull him towards the door but he stopped me. I turned to say something to him, but the words didn’t come out. I could see the tears welling up in his eyes. Why did the fucking rain have to ruin this moment? I know he worked so hard for this. “Baby, don’t cry. It’s ok.” I hugged him hard against me. “Miah…” I pulled back and looked at him. I could see the tears now running down his face. “There is something I have to tell you.” “Baby, what’s…” The words caught in my throat. Bailey took my hand and gracefully went down on one knee in front of me. Oh my God. “Jeremiah…” He cleared his throat and smiled up at me. “You have given me the greatest gift anyone could have ever given me. You gave me your love. You have become the single most important thing in my life. Every breath that I take and every beat of my heart is for you, and you alone. I never thought I could share the love I have for you. I used to constantly dream about lying in your arms and feeling your lips against me. You’ve taken every dream I’ve ever had and made them real. You not only made my dreams come true, you’ve surpassed anything I could have ever wished for.” He paused and took a small velvet box out of his pocket and opened it. “As far back as I can remember you have always been in my life, and now I am asking you to be a part my life forever. I love you with everything I have, Miah. Jeremiah Summers, will you marry me?” Tears were pouring down my face. He talks about me making his dreams become reality? This moment, this exact moment is something I’ve wished for to happen. I wanted this man more than anything in the world, and now he was offering himself to me. Not just for today, but for forever. I couldn’t even find the words to say to him. “Oh, Bailey…yes!” In that instant he jumped up and picked me up in his arms showering my face with kisses. “I LOVE THIS MAN!” He shouted. I hugged him hard against my body and kissed him full on the lips. I am the luckiest person on the face of the planet! He pulled back a bit and that million-watt smile was there on his face. “You just made me the happiest man on the planet, Miah.” “You would be the second happiest person, B, I got dibs on first.” “I love you, Jeremiah Summers.” “And I love you, Bailey Masters.” The rain continued to pour down on us, but we didn’t even notice it anymore. The man I loved just asked me to marry him and I said yes. What is more important than that? Nothing. City Of Dreams Ch. 08 It was later that evening and I was still in shock. We had eventually moved out of the rain before either one of us got too soaked. Bailey and I had come downstairs and changed clothes. We were just relaxing on the couch holding each other and listening to the rain as it pounded on the windows. I was propped up in the corner of the couch, which was quickly becoming my normal position. Bailey was pressed up against my chest and I was nuzzling my face against his neck. He ended up dozing off. I knew he would. He had really worked hard today to get everything set up for me. Was he the sweetest man in the world or what? I held my left hand up in the light that the candles on the table provided. The soft light seemed to catch on the ring that was on my hand. It almost appeared to be glowing. It was a beautiful ring. It was a solid gold ring, and it had white gold edging on both sides. There was an intricate pattern done in white gold that went across the top of the band as well. I sighed. Not one of those melodramatic soap opera sighs. It was definitely a contented, happy sigh. Everything in my life had finally fallen into place. I had a great job, wonderful friends, and now I had the man of my dreams. I was so relaxed and happy I never even noticed when sleep had finally overtaken me as well. Gina awaked me later as she came in from her shift at the club. "Miah..." Her voice was barely a whisper, but it was enough to wake me up. I sat up and looked around. Bailey moved a bit and was murmuring something in his sleep. He cuddled back up against me. I looked down and smiled at him. "So how did your surprise tonight go, stud?" She asked with a huge grin on her face. All I could do was give her one of my biggest and happiest smiles. I also slowly raised my hand and showed her it. The candles were still lit, and again their light helped to make the ring practically glow. Gina's eyes widened in complete shock. She obviously was unaware of this part of Bailey's surprise for me. Her mouth flapped up and down a few times, but no sound came out. It was pretty amusing to see her this flabbergasted. "OH MY GOD!" Bailey shot up like a rocket. "Wha...Who...Huh?" He is just too damn cute. "BAILEY!!! Why in the fuck didn't you tell me about this?!?" Gina was trying her best to sound as angry as she could, but it was a feeble attempt. "Cause I wasn't sure if I was going to, G." Bailey said as he rubbed his face. "But it was just too good a moment to pass up." Bailey leaned back against me and pulled my arms around that gorgeous body of his. "I can't believe it!!! This is so fucking awesome! Have you set a date yet? Do know..." Once she got going it was like trying to stop a runaway train. It just wasn't going to happen. I needed to distract her for a minute or she might pass out. She was talking so fast I didn't think she was even breathing. Luckily the light from the candles helped me to pinpoint a way to interrupt her. Paybacks are a bitch! "Gina....Gina....GINA!" She finally paused and took a breath. Thank goodness! "What, Miah?" "Would you like to explain that mark on your neck? Have you been playing Interview With A Vampire again?" I couldn't help it. I had the biggest smirk on my face. She had a massive hickey on her neck. No wonder she was a little off tonight. That thing HAD to be cutting off circulation to her brain! Her face went white with shock, and her hand flew up to her neck. "That little fucker. I told him no marks. I am going to kick his ass!" Bailey grinned up at her. "Who is the little fucker, Gina?" I had to add my two cents. "Unless that mark just magically appeared on your neck." Gina just raised an eyebrow and gave us a look. "Sorry, fellas. A magician, like a prostitute, never reveals her tricks." She stuck at her tongue and plopped down on the other couch. "Well, are we going to meet this human vacuum at some point?" Bailey asked with a giggle. "I thought you already had your own human vacuum, B, you need another one?" "Well, now that you mention it..." "Finish that sentence, Bailey, and you will be sleeping on the couch, mister." I interrupted. "Yes, dear." Gina and I both rolled our eyes. He can be such a cornball. He looked back at me and I gave him a mock glare. He turned his body sideways and wrapped his arms around me. His face was buried in my chest. "I see you got him whipped already, Miah." Gina said with a laugh. "Gina, you know I don't break out the whips until the one year anniversary." Bailey's head jerked up away from my chest. "You have whips?!" I don't know how in the world I kept a straight face. "Well...this really isn't the best time to talk about it. I will tell you later." Bailey's eyes widened and he looked totally shocked. He leaned over and whispered in my ear. "Screw talking about it, Miah. You are going to show me later." And with that he gently ran his tongue over my earlobe and bit down slightly. I couldn't control the shudder that ran through my body. It was my turn to flap my jaw wordlessly. "Called your bluff, baby." Bailey said with a wink. "Cool it you two! And for your information you are going to meet the mystery man tomorrow night. I invited him here for a drinking party. So it will be the three of us, Sara, and him." "Hey! Speaking of Sara...where is she?" It was almost like it was a cue because she came walking in the front door as soon as the question had passed my lips. "Evening bitches!" She said with a giggle as she plopped down next to G. "I see Cinderella is late coming home from the ball. Did you leave your shoe for the valiant prince?" I asked with a grin. "No, Miah, I left him my underwear. I put it right in his car's glove box." All three of us looked at her. "Sara, we all know you don't wear underwear." Bailey said. All four of us cracked up. "Ok. Y'all got me. I had stopped over at a local theater hang out to get some information about auditions. I met a few old friends from when I was here last time and had a few drinks." "We raked in the tips tonight, Miah, the club was fucking packed again. Word of mouth must really be spreading around about Sity." "That is good though. It means we will stay busy, and you can't beat the money." I said with a grin. "Gina, did you tell the boys about Austin?" Sara said his name dramatically and fanned herself with her hand. "Yes I did, you randy bitch. They will meet him tomorrow night." We all talked and hung out for a bit more before going to bed. I couldn't wait to meet this Austin. He certainly seemed to make an impression on Gina. In more ways than one obviously! It was definitely going to be an interesting night. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * I was just finishing buttoning up my shirt when Bailey walked into the room. "Damn boy, you are looking good!" Bailey said with a whistle. I had put on a pair of black leather pants and a tight black button down top. I didn't bother putting on any socks or shoes. I didn't see the need since we would be hanging out in the apartment tonight. I am more comfortable barefoot anyways. "You are looking good yourself, stud." Bailey had on a pair of tight blue jeans and a white wife beater. He also was barefoot. He walked over and pulled me up against him. He gave me a sweet, sensual kiss. "Have I told you lately that I love you?" Bailey said with a grin. "Yes you have, baby, but I love hearing it!" I gave him a kiss on his neck and hugged him tight against my body. "I love you too, B." Just then I heard the front door open and Gina's voice could be heard from the living room. "Get out here bitches! You have company." "I guess it's time to meet the human vacuum." Bailey said with a cute grin. "Let's go meet the poor guy." I added with a laugh. We made our way into the living room to find Gina, Sara, and Austin getting drinks in the kitchen. I had to give Gina credit. Austin was a fucking hottie! He was about as tall as I was, and had a rocking body. He had dark blonde hair and it was cut in the same style as Bailey's. That wild messed up look certainly looked good on him. Gina certainly did a very good job, but I have to say that Bailey was definitely hotter. Then again I am biased. "Damn. He is a looker. He doesn't have anything on you though baby." Bailey whispered to me as he grabbed my hand and squeezed it. The three of them turned as we entered the room. "Austin, I would like you to meet my roommate Miah and his fiancé Bailey." Gina introduced us with a smile. Austin walked over to greet us with a huge smile on his face. "Hey guys. It's great to finally meet you both. Gina talked about y'all a lot last night. I've seen you at the Sity before tending bar, Miah. Congratulations on the engagement!" Austin said as he shook both of our hands. From that instant I knew we were going to like Austin. He seemed like a laid back, fun loving guy. We were definitely going to party hard tonight! * * * We just finished playing charades and all of us were having a great time. Austin was a really funny guy and he fit right in with us. So far he seemed like a perfect match for Gina. I hope this worked out for her. She really deserves this. We had some CDs playing in the background. Austin and Gina were on one couch, and the rest of us were on the other. "I have an idea!" Gina exclaimed. We all groaned. "Shut up, you dirty bitches!" She started with a laugh. "I think it's time to play Truth Or Dare shots!" Gina jumped out and zipped off towards the kitchen. She came back with a tray. She had put a bottle of tequila, some shot glasses, a saltshaker, and a bunch of lemon slices on it. The rules of the game were simple. It was regular truth or dare, but with a twist. Anytime you refused to answer a question or do a dare you had to take a shot. It may sound stupid, but after a few shots it was pretty damn funny. "I'll start!" Gina said with a giggle. "Sara, truth or dare?" "Truth!" Sara knew better than to say dare. Gina was wicked at this game. We played it last time she was here. "Ok. Where was the weirdest place you have ever had sex?" She asked with a giggle. "In a grocery store." We all looked at her with shock. "What..." "Now you didn't ask for details. Too bad for you!" Sara interrupted Gina and stuck out her tongue. I cracked up. Sara may have been telling the truth, but half the fun was just coming up with crazy ass answers. We went back and forth a few times until Gina finally had asked me truth or dare. I don't know what I was thinking because I said dare. "Miah...I think you need to give B here a lap dance. And make it hot!" Gina said with a drunken giggle. She jumped up and got a chair from the kitchen. She pushed the coffee table out of the way and sat the chair down in the middle of the room. "Here ya go stud! And like I said...make it fucking hot!" I couldn't help the blush that crept up over my face. "What if I want to take the shot, G?" I asked. "Awww Miah. Are you afraid? Are you going to be a chicken?" Gina asked. Gina and Sara started making chicken noises at me. Fucking bitches. I looked over at Bailey for a little support. He knew that I hated people staring at me. Surely he would come to my rescue. The bastard didn't though! He got up off the couch and sat down on the chair. "See Miah, Bailey wants a dance!" Bailey turned and our eyes locked. He had that wolfish grin on his face. "Come on Miah. Give your man a dance." I almost refused and took the shot, but I saw Bailey and Gina glance at each other. OHHHH. So they thought that they were going to try and get me eh? I was trying to think of a game plan. They really thought I would chicken out. Well I guess I will have to disappoint them. Just as I decided on a plan of action I heard Britney Spears' Slave For You start playing through the stereo. This was going to be too perfect! I reached over and did a shot. They all groaned thinking I was backing out. I wasn't backing out. I just needed that extra shot of courage. I stood up and walked over towards Bailey. He was just starting to get out of the chair. I put my hands on his shoulders and pushed him back down. "Who told you to move?" I said with a lustful look in my eyes. "Miah..." I put my hand over his mouth to silence him. "Don't talk. Just watch." Gina had placed the chair so it was facing the two couches. It gave a perfect view to the three of them left sitting on the couches. Shock was written all over their faces. Bailey looked surprised as well. Obviously they didn't think I had it in me. Well I was going to show them! I stood facing Bailey and had my back to the others. I closed my eyes and let my body feel the hot beat of the song. I reached up and pushed the hair back off of my face as I slowly began to roll my hips to the beat of the song. Bailey's eyes immediately locked onto me. As my hand trailed down the side of my face I began to gently roll my upper body. Except for the music flowing around the room everything else was silent. I ran both of my hands down over my chest and rubbed them very gently over my crotch. Bailey's eyes widened. I slowly made my way over to Bailey's side, the whole time moving my body to the beat of the song. I gently rubbed my body up and down the side of his body. I could see his tongue dart out and lick his lips. I could tell he was starting to get into this. Little did he know though I was just getting started. I swung my right leg over him. I was now standing over his lap. I ran my hands up through my hair and started to gyrate my hips right in his face. His breath started to come in short gasps. I slowly lowered myself until I was sitting directly in his lap. I started to grind against his body keeping beat with the music. His body arched up against mine. My hands reached up and slowly unbuttoned my shirt. I wasn't planning on taking it off, but I was definitely going to show some skin. I felt his hands grip my hips. I locked my legs under the chair and leaned backwards. I kept going until I felt my back against his legs. I was practically doing a backbend right in his lap. I ran my hands up my body. My shirt was opened up completely. I could see Gina, Sara, and Austin from my upside down position. All of their eyes were locked on me. I sat up quickly and pressed my now exposed chest directly against Bailey. His eyes locked with mine. I could tell that he was definitely enjoying this. I ground my ass hard against his lap. I felt the sharp intake of breath he took. I leaned towards the left and dropped my body backwards again. Only this time I swung down in a half circle and ended up coming up on the right side. It was kind of like that move that Patrick Swayze and Jennifer Grey did in Dirty Dancing. I love that movie! I had to steal the move. I actually did it again, but this time I went from the right to the left. God I hoped this wasn't looking stupid. I came back up and again began to grind my body against Bailey's. I slowly stood up and turned my body around. This time as I sat back down my back was against his chest. I started to roll my body back and forth again. I felt Bailey's hand rest on my hips again. I looked at the other three to gauge their reaction. They were all staring at me, and it looked like the shock had at least worn off. I ran my hands over my chest again and my shirt once again fell back exposing my hard, toned chest. I leaned my head back against B's shoulder and ran my hands down over my thighs. I continue to rock my body against his to the heavy beat that was echoing in the living room. The song finally started to end and I slowly stood up and made my way back to the couch. I did another shot as I was sitting down. Everyone was staring at me and not saying a damn thing. "Ok guys. Say something. Was it that bad?" My head turned and looked at each of them. Austin spoke up first. "Miah..." He paused and cleared his throat. "I am not gay, but watching you dance for him almost makes me want to be!" "That was fucking hot!" Gina and Sara said at the same time. Bailey stood up and sat down next to me. He reached out and pulled me over into his lap. He gave me a long, hot kiss. Everyone in the room was whistling and teasing us. "Was it ok, B? I hope I didn't embarrass you or go too far..." I whispered to him, but he cut me off with another kiss. "Miah, that is the hottest thing anyone has done for me. You were so fucking hot, baby. It was awesome. I am not embarrassed at all. I'm glad you took the bait and did it honey." He murmured in my ear. "You could make a shit load of money dancing in a club, Miah." Austin said with a grin. "I bet you could make triple what you make at the bar." "You three will be the only people to ever see me dance like that. From now on Bailey is the only spectator!" I replied with a laugh. "Awww..." Austin said with a pout. "If you don't dance at a club then how will I ever get to see a show like that again?" Gina punched him in the arm. "Who's team are you playing for?" Austin rubbed his arm. "I was just teasing, Gina." "You better be." Bailey and Gina said at the same time. That did us all in. We all started cracking up and laughing. "You are going to dance for me again later tonight. Right, Miah?" Bailey growled in my ear. I didn't answer him. I just grinned and pushed my body against him. This was definitely turning out to be an awesome evening! * * * Gina, Sara, and I had run out to the bakery to pick up breakfast for everyone. Austin ended up staying the night, and we all had a blast. "So do you really like him, Miah?" Gina asked as we were walking back to the apartment. "For the two hundred and fiftieth time, Gina, yes I like him!" I said with a laugh. "He is perfect for you. And he fits right in with all of us." "Good. He's really special, Miah. I think he might just be the one for me." I am really hoping that Austin is the one. Gina deserves someone that will treat her right. We headed back up into our building and rode the elevator up to our place. We unlocked the door and put the bags down in the kitchen. "I am going to wake up Austin." Gina said with a grin. Sara and I started to pull out the food and arrange it on the table. Gina was back in like two seconds and she had a frown on her face. "He's gone." "What?!" Sara and I both said in surprise. "He's not there. I even checked the bathroom. He must have left." Gina looked like her heart had been broken. "That is so fucked up! I am gonna kick his ass!" Sara yelled. "Calm down, girls. Let me go wake up Bailey and see if he knows what's going on." I went down the hallway towards our bedroom. The door was already slightly opened so I eased my head inside. What I saw made all the air rush out of my lungs. "Holy FUCK!" Gina and Sara came running down the hallway. "Miah, what's wrong?" I didn't even answer Gina. I just pushed the door to the bedroom open. I could hear both of the girls gasp. The covers were pulled up over them, but you could obviously tell what was going on. Austin was on his back and Bailey was on top of him. Austin's legs were draped over Bailey's shoulders. They were completely covered in sweat. When I peaked in I could tell that Bailey was thrusting into Austin. Their heads snapped to the door when they heard me yell. There was dead silence. Both of them looked so fucking guilty. "You dirty mother fuckers!" Gina screamed and lunged towards the bed. I couldn't move. I was in shock. How could they do this?!? How the fuck could Bailey do this to me? City Of Dreams Ch. 09 I can't even believe this. This is NOT happening. If this is happening then I am going to be in jail with Gina by nightfall because I KNOW that we will end up killing them. That's all there is to it. I could feel the anger building up inside me. Sure I've been cheated on before, but this is totally different. Never have I felt like this before. I thought I was in love before, but I know now that I never really was. I didn't realize what love was until Bailey came back into my life. And yet I find him in here porking Austin?!? From the look on Gina's face as she lunged towards the bed, I knew that Austin was about to have his balls ripped off and fed to him right then and there. Gina lunged onto the bed and ripped the covers off of them. "YOU DIRTY MOTHER..." The covers flew back and we all stood there wide-eyed in shock. They weren't naked?!? Bailey had on his PJ bottoms and Austin had on a pair of sweat pants, but they were pulled up above his knees. What the fuck is going on? "Wha...Huh...Wha?" I have never heard Gina this flustered and I had to admit I was in the same boat as her. I would have sounded just as confused if I could find my own voice. "Lucy, you have some splaining to do!" Sara said in her best Ricky Ricardo voice. Bailey looked at me and our eyes locked. I could see the twinkle in his eyes. And then it hit me! "Gina..." "What the fuck is this?" "Gina..." "Damn it, Miah, what?" She turned and glared at me. "I think Bailey just paid us back for all the times we got him. It seems he somehow talked Austin into helping him." As soon as the words left my mouth Bailey and Austin started howling. Gina looked back and forth between them and me and Sara. You could see the recognition dawning on her face. I couldn't believe it myself. I knew that Bailey would eventually figure out a way to get one of us, but I never thought he would get both of us at the same time. "Miah..." I have never heard Gina this calm in the whole time I had known her. It actually frightened me. The guys looked surprised too. "Yes, G?" "You realize what this means don't you?" She looked at me, a truly wicked grin on her face, and I knew. "Yes I do, Gina, it means war." We grinned at each other. It was the boys' turn to look scared. "Oh, come on you two. You have to admit that this was fucking classic!" Bailey had moved off of Austin and was sitting next to him on the bed. "Oh we admit that, Bailey. You just don't realize that you are out of your league. And now that you've opened the floodgates...well...if I were you, Noah, I would try to start building that ark of yours. The flood is coming!" Gina and I started laughing as we left the room to go eat breakfast. Sara followed us down the hallway. "Aren't you guys pissed?" You could hear the surprise in her voice. "Not at all, Sara." I started to explain. "You see this whole gotcha thing is a game we've been playing. At first I thought they were really going at it, but now that I know they aren't I am not mad at all. In fact I am kind of impressed that they actually pulled this off. It is fucking classic. I wish I could have seen our faces though." The three of us started howling. "You're right, Miah. I am so proud of those two. I was ready to start killing people, but lucky for them it was a joke. Now we have to get revenge!" We all sat down around the kitchen table and started to eat. Gina and I were whispering our plans to get them back. Sara just sat there wide-eyed. We had come up with an awesome plan! "You guys are truly evil. I love it though!" We all quieted down though as the guys walked in. They had both thrown on t-shirts. Bailey leaned down to kiss me and Austin did the same for Gina. "Everything ok you two?" Bailey asked. Gina and I just grinned wickedly at each other. "Everything is perfect." We said at the same time. The boys didn't know what they were in for. * * * The next few months had gone by rather quickly. Bailey and Austin were afraid at first of what Gina and I might have in store for them. After a few weeks though they weren't worried about it. Foolish boys. Little did they know that you had to have patience to play this game. And for our plan to work we needed some time. We decided that we would get each one of them separately. Austin was first on the list. We were still figuring out our plan to get Bailey. I was glad things were going so well with Gina and Austin. He turned out to be a really awesome guy. He was over at our place more then he was at his own apartment. I knew it was only a matter of time before Austin was moving in with us as well. Bailey, Gina, and I were talking about it the other night. Gina was just waiting for the right time to ask him. Bailey didn't know though that Gina and I decided to spring our trap on Austin first. If he were able to handle that then he wouldn't have any problems living with all of us. We decided that I put my part of the plan in action first. We had to wait for the perfect time though. Luckily one morning things fell into place without our having to even set it up. Sara had an audition and Bailey offered to take her. So that got the two of them out of the apartment. The night before Bailey agreed to take Sara to the audition and Gina looked over at me and winked without anyone seeing it. I knew that the next morning we would put our plan for Austin into action. I just hoped that it would work! So that next morning I found myself standing by the coffee maker and smoking a cigarette. I could hear movement in the hallway and I knew it was Austin. Gina knew to keep her ass in bed. I had been up for about a half hour and had worked myself up to the point of almost tears. The boy had no idea what was going to hit him. I kept my back to him as he came into the kitchen. I acted like I didn't hear him. "Morning, Miah." He said cheerfully. I spun around and wiped some of the tears off of my face. "Oh...hey Austin...good morning." He looked at me and I could see the concern on his face, and I almost didn't have the heart to go through with it. The picture of him in bed with Bailey though flashed through my mind. This had to be done. I had to tip the scale back in our favor. Austin was dressed like I was. We both had on PJ bottoms, no shirt, and were barefoot. I smiled at him, trying to make him think everything was ok. "You want some coffee, Aust?" I asked using the nickname we had all given him. "Sure, Miah thanks." He came up behind me and stood there for a second. This was going to work out all too well. "Are you ok, Miah?" I felt his hand touch my bare shoulder. He rubbed his hand back and forth. "Yeah, Aust, everything is fine." I turned and handed him the cup of coffee. He took it, but set it back down on the counter. He put both of his hands on my shoulders and looked right at me. "Miah, I can tell something is wrong. Come on bud talk to me. We're friends aren't we?" I took a deep breath and gulped. He was walking right into this. I almost felt bad. Almost being the key word there. "Of course we're friends, Austin. It's just that...well...Bailey and I..." I tried to make myself look like I was getting worked up. Maybe I should have gone on that audition with Sara. I was doing pretty well. "Is everything ok with you and B?" His hands were rubbing my shoulders and his eyes were locked on my face. "Yes...no...I mean...I don't know. I think things may be over with between Bailey and Me Austin. We are fighting all the time, and I just don't have the energy anymore..." I let my voice trail off and I looked away from him. Austin pulled me up against him in a tight hug. He was whispering in my ear. "Everything will work out, Miah. You and B were meant for each other. I've only known you guys for a few months, but I can tell that y'all have the real thing. You just need to talk to him and let him know how you are feeling. I know you can work anything out." His hands started running up and down my back. If I was really upset then he would definitely be calming me down. Like I said before, Gina is very lucky. In fact we all were. Austin really was a wonderful person. This had to be done though. They had started this prank war. I wrapped my arms around his waist and put my face on his shoulder. I shuddered a few times to make him think I was holding back tears. I could see over his shoulder and I could just make out Gina peering around the corner. She gave me a thumbs up. "Austin..." I whispered against his neck. "What, Miah?" "What if I don't want it to work out?" I let out in a voice that was barely a whisper. I could feel him stiffen in shock from my words. I pulled back a bit and let my hands rest on his hips. He kept his arms loosely around my body. "What do you mean, Miah?" I could see the concern on his face. "I just...never mind..." "No Miah. Tell me." Ok. Here I go. I hope this works and that he doesn't see right through me. I looked up and gazed into his eyes. "Austin..." I paused and gently ran my hands up over his chest. His eyes widened a bit. I brushed the palms of my hands over his pecs. "I can't fight this anymore, Austin. You really turn me on, and I need you." "Miah, you have Bailey and I have Gina, and there's still the fact that I play on a different team." He hadn't moved away from me, and I took that as a good sign. Now to go in for the kill. I wrapped my arms around his waist and pulled him flat up against me. I could feel his breath quicken. "Well maybe it's time for you to be traded to a different team, Austin. Let me show you how good I can make you feel." I gently ran my hands up and down his back and I felt his body shiver. "Miah..." "Austin, just let yourself go." I slowly leaned my head in towards him "Let me make you feel good." His eyes fluttered a bit and almost closed. I got in close and he could feel my breath wash over his face. I felt his body relax a little and my lips were a breath away from his. I saw his eyes close. Just as our lips were about to meet I eased my head next to his ear. "Gotcha." I whispered. His eyes shot open in surprise. "Wha..." I planted a kiss on his check and stepped back laughing. Gina walked around the corner with a huge smile on her face. She came over and high-fived me and then gave Austin a huge kiss. "You two planned this out? You dirty bitches!" "Now now now, honey. We warned you!" Gina and I started cracking up, but Austin didn't look too thrilled. "I can't even believe you two would do something like this!" He looked pissed. Gina and I immediately stopped laughing and looked at him. "Aust...." I started, but he interrupted me. "You two must really think you are funny. How funny is this?" And with that he leaned over and grabbed me. He jerked my body full up against his and planted a huge kiss dead on my lips. He forced his tongue into my mouth. I was in such a state of shock I couldn't help it when my body responded to him. My senses kicked in though and I jerked back away from him. "What's going on here?" We all turned and Bailey and Sara were standing there. "Well would someone like to explain this to me or not? Why is Austin making out with my man in the kitchen in front of his own girlfriend?" Bailey and Sara came into the kitchen. Gina and I both started talking at once to try and explain. Austin just stood there laughing. "I see they finally got one of us back. I'm glad they went after you first though, Austin." Bailey said. "I don't think it counted though Bailey because I got Miah right back." Austin added with a laugh. I explained the set up to Bailey, but he still hadn't smiled yet. Uh oh. He stood next to Austin and me. He looked back and forth between the two of us. "I don't think it's fair that you kissed him Austin." "Bailey..." Austin tried to respond, but Bailey cut him off. Not with words either. He grabbed Austin and laid one hell of a kiss on him. Gina, Sara, and I just stood there in shock. I could see that Austin was responding a bit to the kiss. Bailey pulled back and smiled at him. "Ok. Now everything is even. You kissed Miah, and I kissed you." We all started cracking up. Austin was laughing especially hard. "Y'all are crazy!" Sara exclaimed. "Austin, which one of them kisses better?" Gina asked. We all looked at him expectantly. "Well..." Austin began. "They both kiss the same way. I have to say though that they are both amazing kissers!" We all laughed again as Gina hugged him and gave her a kiss of her own. "Now that is the best kiss I could get." Gina grinned up at him. "Good answer!" I lit up a cigarette and looked at Sara. "So cutie how did the audition go for you?" "Don't you mean how did the audition go for us?" All our heads turned towards her. "What do you mean, Sara?" Gina asked. "Well I went in to audition, but there was a problem. The song they were using was a duet, and they didn't have any men auditioning that day. So when they saw Bailey had come in with me they asked him to sing it with me. We both ended up with the leading roles! We'll open...on Broadway...in a month!!" We all went nuts. I grabbed Bailey and gave him a HUGE kiss. "Baby, I am so excited for you!! This is awesome!" Bailey grinned back at me. "I was really surprised they offered it to me. But I have to say that I am excited about it. It is going to be a blast. Even if we only have a month to rehearse." "So are you going to finally tell us what show you auditioned for?" I asked. They both looked at each other. "We will be playing the Baker and the Baker's Wife in Into The Woods." Bailey said. "HOLY SHIT! That is my favorite show!!!" I exclaimed. I was jumping up and down now. I can be such a kid at times! "Guess who is playing the Witch, Miah." "Who who who???" "Vanessa Williams." Sara said with a grin. "This fucking rocks!" Gina exclaimed. "We need to party hard tonight to celebrate!" Austin added. This was definitely some of the greatest news ever! * * * The next few weeks were interesting to say the least. The apartment was constantly filled with singing. Bailey and Sara were practicing so hard, and they sounded wonderful. They were both busy with rehearsals, but luckily they were during the day. The first interesting thing to happen was when Bailey and Sara came back from a run through one night. Bailey looked a bit upset. Gina, Austin, and I were watching some movies and just relaxing. Bailey sat down next to me and gave me a tender kiss. "You ok honey? Didn't rehearsal go well?" I asked with concern. "Rehearsal was great, Miah, it was after rehearsal that things got bad." I looked at him curiously. "What happened, B?" "I ran into my dad, Miah. He came to the city looking for me. He heard from some friends back home that I was here doing the show." "What did he say?" Bailey took a deep breath. "Well at first everything was great. He was really happy to see me. Everything was fine until I mentioned where I was living." I cringed. "He asked why I would want to live with a faggot. And I told him point blank that he wouldn't talk about my fiancé like that." I reached over and hugged him against my body. Bailey continued. "We got into a huge argument and he was going off about you. He claimed that you changed me. He told me that I wasn't his son anymore and that he didn't want to see me ever again. He stomped off and I went in the other direction." I felt his body shudder and I kissed his forehead. "Oh, baby, I am so sorry." "Don't be sorry, Miah. It's not your fault. I don't care what anyone thinks or says. I love you and nothing will change that. He is a major asshole anyways." I pulled him tighter against me and kissed him. "Well here is some good news." Gina said trying to lighten the moment. "Austin decided that he would move in with us." Bailey's face lit up. "That's great bro! It will be awesome to have you here all the time now." Austin grinned back. "I think it's going to be a blast." We all relaxed that night and had some drinks to celebrate Austin's moving in. The night started out bad, but was definitely looking up now. * * * God damn it! I hate running late. I was rushing around the apartment trying to get ready. I fucking dozed off and I was supposed to meet everyone at the restaurant 15 minutes ago. Bailey and Sara had their first night rehearsal, and Gina and Austin had gone to his place to finish up his packing. We decided to meet up for dinner at 8 o'clock. It was already 8:15. I had dozed off watching TV. I jumped in the shower and got dressed in like two point two seconds. I was just grabbing my coat when there was a knock at the door. Who the fuck could that be? I opened to door and stepped back in surprise. "Mr. Masters?' Bailey's dad was standing there in front of me and he looked fucking pissed. "YOU! You filthy faggot!" I didn't see the punch he threw until it hit me in the side of my face. I fell backwards to the floor. My hand flew up to my face. I was in shock. What the fuck is he doing here? "You corrupted my son you sick, dirty cock sucker!" He yelled as he slammed the door to the apartment. I scrambled backwards on the floor trying to get away from him. He lunged forward and kicked me in the stomach. All the air rushed out of my lungs. Fuck that hurt! This is NOT happening. I had to get out of here. This man was fucking insane. * * * Bailey's Point Of View I looked down at my watch again. It was 9 o'clock. I was getting worried. Miah still hadn't shown up yet. Where the hell could he be? I lit up a smoke and sighed. "Bailey, it's ok. Miah probably fell asleep watching TV. I bet he is on his way here right now." Gina said to me with a smile. "You're right, G. I am just nervous about the show opening soon. I am totally freaking out." "You were awesome tonight, B! The show is going to rock. So don't worry about it ok?" Sara said as she patted my hand. "You're right. I'm just being silly." I said with a laugh. The waitress came back with all of our drinks we had ordered. We sat around for a few minutes talking about the show and trying to have a good time. Then the weirdest thing happened. I got this weird feeling all of a sudden. My stomach felt like it was in knots. Something was wrong. Miah was in trouble. Before I could say anything my eyes locked with Gina. She had a serious expression on her face as well. "Bailey..." I interrupted her. "Miah is in trouble." Austin and Sara got very quiet. Gina nodded her head at me. Her expression was grim. "I don't know how I know, B, but I just got this weird feeling." "Me too, Gina, Let's get the fuck out of here." We all jumped up and took off. I threw some bills down on the table to cover what we had so far tonight. Neither Austin nor Sara questioned us. They could tell something was going on. We went outside and hailed a taxi. All of us squeezed into the back seat. We got back to the apartment building and pushed the button for the elevator. It took forever to show up. By the time we got up to our floor we were running down the hallway. As we approached the apartment I knew something was definitely wrong. The front door was slightly opened. "I don't like this, Bailey." Gina said. You could hear the concern in her voice. Austin stepped up next to me. "Let us go in first. You two follow behind Bailey and me." The girls nodded their head in agreement. I stepped into the apartment and it was pitch black. None of the lights were on. Austin leaned over and flipped the switch on the wall. What we saw made all of us gasp in shock. The apartment was completely trashed. The couches were even ripped open and shit was thrown around everywhere. City Of Dreams Ch. 09 "MIAH!!!" I yelled. There was no answer. Gina pushed past me and went running down the hallway. I heard her scream. It was one of those screams that you can feel down in your bones. I took off after her. She was standing in the doorway to our bedroom and she was shaking. Tears were running down her face. "No....oh please God no." I pushed past her into the bedroom. What I saw will forever be burned into my memory. The blood. Sweet Jesus. The entire bed was covered in blood. This is NOT happening. "MIAH!" I yelled again. Austin pushed his way into the room and I could hear him gasp. He grabbed me to hold me up. "B...look." He pointed up at the wall. There was a message scrawled across the wall. It was the same color as the bed. It was in blood. 'DIE FAGGOT' It was all I could do to not throw up or pass out. I could hear Sara in the background on the phone. She must be calling the police. Gina was hysterical. I went over and grabbed her against me. "Bailey....what's going on....what..." She could barely talk. I knew how she felt. It was like someone had ripped my heart out. We had to find him. We HAD to. "Guys! Get in here now!" Sara yelled from the living room. We raced into the living room to see what she was yelling about. "The cops are on their way. When I picked up the phone to call there was a message on the machine. Listen." She leaned over and pushed play. "Hello, son. I am sure by now you have found the little present I left you. I had to take matters into my own hands. You obviously weren't going to listen to me. I had to get the filth away from you. You had to see that he was using you. So I've taken your boy toy. He's mine to play with now. He's a dirty faggot and a piece of shit. He needs to be taught a lesson." I could hear the sound of something being hit. I then heard a voice cry out in pain. It was Miah! "The little faggot is fine for now, but I need to take care of the problem. Don't worry, son. You won't have to worry about him using you anymore. Daddy will fix it. Daddy will fix everything." Tears were pouring down my face. I can't believe this is happening. I thought the message was over, but then I heard Miah in the background. "I love you, Bailey, I love you!" We then heard him scream in intense pain. "SHUT UP FAGGOT. It's over. It's all over for you!" I heard my father scream. The answering machine beeped and the message ended. Gina, Austin, and Sara all had tears running down their faces. I sat down on the couch in shock. How could he do this? How could he take Miah away from me? "We have to find him. I don't care how we do it, but we have to fucking find him." They all looked at me and nodded. This is the worst moment of my life. He can't die. Oh God I can't even think like that. I need him. He can't leave me. He is my entire life. I will NOT let this happen. I WILL FIND HIM. City Of Dreams Ch. 10 I awoke to one of the most intense feelings of pain I have ever experienced in my life. The room was pitch black and I couldn’t see a damn thing. I soon realized that I wasn’t able to move either. I was face down on a really hard surface. My arms and legs were tied in spread-eagled positions, and I was naked. What the fuck was going on? I tried to move and felt an even more intense pain in my side. The right side of my body burned and felt like it was sticking to whatever I was lying on. Suddenly, everything came rushing back to me. Blood. I was bleeding. Bailey’s insane father had ransacked the apartment and while I was trying to get away from him he had sliced me in my right side with one of the knives from the kitchen. I took a deep breath and gulped. Ok Miah. Be calm. I have to think of a way to get out of here. Just as I was trying to collect my thoughts a door in the room opened. I was tied down facing the door and the light that spilled into the room hurt my eyes. I blinked a few times and looked up again. I expected to see Bailey’s father standing there, but instead I could make out two shadows filling the now open doorway. I could see something in one of their hands. It looked like a long piece of rope. “Ahhh I see our little friend has woken up finally.” The evil sound of Bailey’s father made my stomach roll and I wanted to throw up. It was the second voice that surprised me because it was a voice I never expected to hear again. “It looks like we will be able to have some fun tonight, Mr. Masters.” The two figures walked towards me. Bailey’s father turned on the light in the room. I could now see that they had tied me to a steel tabletop. I could also see the piece of rope the other guy was holding was actually a whip. The other man squatted down so we were at eye level with each other. His hand reached out and grabbed onto my hair. He yanked my head back. I gathered my courage and spit in his face. I felt the crack of the whip on my back before I heard it. “You dirty, little faggot. Is that any way to treat your father?” * * * Gina’s Point Of View It took those damn cops almost three hours to check out the apartment and get all the information they needed. Now don’t get me wrong, I am thankful that the police showed up so quickly. I knew that the four of us needed some time to pull ourselves together, and having to answer the countless questions the cops had asked was driving me insane. I mean how many times did they have to ask the same question? We had to pull together soon because I could see the tension of the situation was getting to us. Thankfully the cops were packing up their shit and on their way out. “Ok guys,” I started. “We need to figure out a game plan.” “This isn’t one of your little schemes, Gina, so quit acting like everything is going to be ok!” I could hear the anger building in Bailey’s voice. I understood him being upset. We were all fucking upset. I love Miah just as much as he does, but obviously in a different way. “We have to do something, Bailey. We can…” “Why don’t you just shut the fuck up? Didn’t you see the bedroom you stupid bitch?? That his blood! The cops said that there isn’t a good chance of anyone losing that amount of blood and surviving. Weren’t you even fucking listening to anything you stupid…” SLAP! Oh yes I did! I hauled off and gave Bailey one of my meter maid, I mean person, bitch slap specials. I knew he didn’t mean what he was saying, but he had to calm down. We were not helping Miah out at all by just going at each other. From the looks on Austin and Sarah’s faces you would have sworn I hit them. Bailey looked even more shocked than they did. He took a step towards me. “Bailey…” He cut off what I was about to say by grabbing me and crushing me to his chest in what had to be the biggest hug of my life. I could feel his body start to tremble and the floodgates opened again. “Gina…” It was difficult to hear him through the sobs that were coursing through his body. “I am so sorry. I am just going crazy. I think I am having some type of fucking breakdown. You were totally right to pound me. I just can’t think. I don’t even know what to think. All I know is that I CAN’T LOSE HIM. Not again. I loved him for years and then finally got him back, and once again my father ruins everything. Only this time he may have ruined things for good. I don’t want Miah to….” I knew what he was going to say. It was a thought that had crossed all of our minds. None of us wanted Miah to…die. Bailey started to collapse against me and I knew we were both going to end up hitting the floor. Austin saved the day though by grabbing on to Bailey. Bailey clung to him and Austin sat him down on the couch. He wrapped his arms around Bailey and just rocked back and forth a bit. Austin was murmuring something to Bailey that I couldn’t hear. Whatever it was though seemed to calm B down. I lit up a cigarette and sat down on one of the ruined couches next to Sara. “Sara, hand me the phone.” Everyone looked at me. “Who are you gonna call?” Bailey asked. “Fucking Ghostbusters.” I said and stuck out my tongue. He laughed. Thank God he laughed. I needed to keep an eye on him. I had to try to keep his spirits up along with his hope. Sara handed me the phone. “Y’all don’t call me Nancy Drew for nothing. Let me work my magic.” They all looked at me curiously. I’ve lived in the city my whole life and since the age of 16 I’ve been working. I’ve worked at practically every major hotel or club here. I had a nice ass list of contacts that could practically find out anything, and it was time to call in some favors. It took about three phone calls before I found anything out. Finally on the fourth call I got the information I was looking for, but I had to admit it wasn’t what I expected. That scared me most of all. “Thank you so much buddy! I owe you one definitely!” I hung up the phone and all of them looked at me expectantly. “Well what did you find out?” Austin asked. “They are staying at the Hilton.” “Ok…” Bailey looked confused. “But what do you mean they?” “The room isn’t registered under your father’s name, Bailey.” All of their eyebrows rose up. “Then who is it registered under, G?” Bailey asked. “The room is registered under the name Wilson Summers.” Bailey’s eyes widened in shock, but Austin and Sara looked at me questioningly. “Who the fuck is…” Bailey cut Austin off. The grim look on his face told us just how serious this was becoming. “Wilson Summers is Miah’s father.” * * * “Did you really think you could get away from me, you little bastard?” My father said as I felt the whip slashing against my back. I didn’t answer him. In fact I was making every attempt to not even cry out from the burning fire I felt rolling over my back. I hurt so badly. I knew though that no skin had been broken. Yet. “Answer me when I talk to you, BITCH!” I felt his hand connected roughly with the back of my head. He continued to scream and yell at me, but I still refused to answer him. Bill, Bailey’s father, punched me across the face. I could feel my lip start to swell and I tasted blood. “Answer your father, you filthy cock sucker!” Bill was yelling directly in my face. “FUCK YOU BOTH!” I screamed as I spit in his face. He jerked back wiping his hand against his face. As he pulled his hand back he could see my blood all over it. “You dirty mother…” Bill lunged at me, but my father stopped him. “Settle down, Bill, Jeremiah has always been a rude and difficult child. There is only one way to deal with him when he gets like that. He needs some love.” My eyes widened in fear. NO. He will NOT put me through this again. I couldn’t stop the tears that started to well up in my eyes as I heard my father taking off his pants. “He needs to be cleansed with the love of his father. That will bring him back from his evil ways.” My body shuddered as I felt my father climb onto the table behind me. I had to stop this. I had to figure out something. He WILL NOT touch me again. * * * Bailey’s Point Of View Normally I would say that Gina’s schemes are way out there and would never work, but this time the girl was brilliant! Austin and I were waiting outside in the hotel’s parking lot. Gina and Sara went in to get some information. It seems that Gina was able to get a hold of two maids’ uniforms and planned on getting into the room to investigate. If this worked I will owe her forever! We knew the cops couldn’t use the information about Miah’s dad since we knew my father was involved. We would need something that would connect the two of them together. And I didn’t want to have to explain Miah’s past to anyone. That is his business, and I know he doesn’t want anyone to know. In fact there are things he still hasn’t talked to me about, but I know he will once he feels he is able to. “What is taking them so long?” Austin’s voice brought me back to reality. “Well, you are dating Nancy Drew. She is probably taking finger prints off of the glasses that might be there.” We both chuckled. We all make jokes about Gina, but she is probably the core person in our group. She is always there for all of us. Gina keeps our spirits up and makes sure no one is hurting. If it weren’t for her we wouldn’t have any information to go on. I thank my lucky stars to have her in my life. “Here they come.” Austin said as he pointed out the window. Gina and Sara came rushing over to the car with smiles and they didn’t look happy at all. “So did you find anything?” I asked. Gina and Sara hopped into the backseat. Gina lit up a smoke and started to give us the run down. “At first we couldn’t find anything at all. It’s obvious that they really aren’t staying in the hotel.” “Then where are they at?” I asked interrupting her. “Let Nancy finish her run down.” Austin said with a grin. “Gee thanks, Ned.” Gina added with a laugh. “I didn’t think we would figure it out, but I found this phone number on a notepad by the bed.” “Whose number is it?” I asked interrupting her yet again. “Bailey, you are lucky that this is a desperate time or I wouldn’t tell you. So let me talk damn it!” Gina said, but she was smiling. “I called my friend at the phone company and found out whose number it was.” “Who?” Austin and I asked at the same time. * * * I could feel the weight of my father on my back and knew that I had to do something, but what? I was tied to the table and couldn’t get up. Wait a minute! If I couldn’t move then maybe….I just hope this works. It has to work. I will NOT let him use me again. I screamed as loud as possible and with every once of strength I had I threw my body towards the side of the table. I knew I couldn’t break through the ropes that held me, but this just might work. As my body weight shifted I felt my father slip off the side of the table, and as he did he grabbed onto me for support pulling me with him. YES! The table tipped over with us. We hit the ground in a loud crash. I could hear Bill and my father both cursing. Just as my father stood up and Bill came towards me the door banged open again to reveal a third person in this twisted plot. “What the fuck is going on down here? And why are your pants off, Wilson? You didn’t tell me that this was what you were planning on!” I looked up in shock at the person who entered. I couldn’t believe it. I was barely able to even mutter his name. “Jeff.” * * * Bailey’s Point Of View “I knew we should have broken that mother fucker’s legs when we had the chance! How the fuck did they find him?” I raged. “Well, B, that was my second call.” Gina said. “What do you mean, honey?” Austin asked. “I called Diversity. Gen is working tonight. She saw two new guys lurking around the bar yesterday and saw them talking to Jeff. Somehow they lucked out and stumbled upon him. Gen said they chatted for about 10 minutes and then left. That was yesterday.” “Damn it! I wish Miah had worked last night. He would have recognized them instantly. Then maybe he would have been safe. We could have kept an eye out. We…” Gina interrupted me. “We are NOT going to play the ‘what if’ game, Bailey. We can’t control what has happened. All we can do is try to fix what is going on. Your dad must have gone back to the hotel last night and talked to Wilson. That’s probably how they ended up at the club.” “You’re right, G, thanks.” I said sincerely. “So, what’s the game plan now?” “Well I got the address to Jeff’s place. So I say we head over there.” “That’s a good plan, Gina, but what are we going to do? Rush in there with our bare hands like we are the A-Team or something?” Austin asked. “Shouldn’t we contact the police?” “That would take too long, Aust. Gina is right. If we called the cops we would have to explain everything and how we got the information. I don’t care what we have to use, but we are getting Miah out of there right now.” “I second that, Bailey!” Gina added. “And it’s a good thing we are in my car.” “Why is that, G?” Sara asked. “Cause I have some baseball bats in the trunk.” “Do you play softball or something?” “No. Why?” Gina replied with a grin. “I am not even going to ask whose windshield you were planning to use those bats on, G.” I said and laughed. “Bailey, you already know me all too well.” “Let’s fucking roll team.” * * * “You said all we were going to do was rough him up and scare him. You didn’t say anything about raping him or whipping him like that! You sick fucks.” Jeff screamed at the other two men. “Shut up, you fucking pansy. We are going to deal with you right after we are done with my son. We just needed your house, not you.” Bill came up behind Jeff as my father, or should I say sperm donor, was talking to him. I couldn’t even open my mouth to warn him. Bill hit him in the back of the head and Jeff passed out. “Well, well, well, son. It looks like your time has ended. You won’t be cleansed before you die, but it really doesn’t matter. You are going to rot in hell either way.” They untied me from the table. I tried to fight back, but it was futile. There were two of them and only one of me. I was forced to sit down on the floor and they tied me back to back with the now unconscious Jeff. The ropes were so tight I could feel them cutting against my bare skin. I didn’t know what was in store for me, but I was to soon find out. Bill left what had to be Jeff’s basement and came back a few minutes later with a can of gasoline. My eyes widened in shock. Bill took the can and poured it around the basement and then in a circle around Jeff and I. I thought he was finished, but he then dumped the remaining contents over the two of us. I wanted to throw up as some of the shit got in my mouth. “You cast some type of spell over my son and turned him into a fag. So I thought it was only fitting that you be burned alive, just like the nasty witches in Salem. I would tell you to pray for help, but God has already turned his back on you. You are certainly a pathetic piece of shit.” “FUCK YOU, ASSHOLE!” My father punched me in the side of my head and I could feel the room begin to spin. I couldn’t get my eyes to focus at all. I couldn’t lose consciousness. I couldn’t! A sound echoed in the room and that brought everything back into focus. It was the sound of a match being lit. My head snapped to where Bill was standing. He was grinning like a madman. “Like a moth to the flame, you’ll be burned by the fire.” Bill and my father started cackling as the match dropped. The sound that echoed in my ears chilled me to the bone. It was a great whooshing sound. The fire shot up from the floor. “Goodbye, son, burn in hell.” The two men left and I was already starting to feel dizzy from the smoke that was quickly filling the room. I could see the fire start to swell in the corner of the basement. When Bill was pouring the gasoline he had made a line towards that corner. I stared at the corner to see what was there. My eyes focused only for a second because of the smoke, but a second was all that I needed. I couldn’t help the sob that ripped through my body. I knew what the object in the corner was. It was Jeff’s gas meter. If the fire hit that then the house was going to be going up like a rocket. Oh God this can’t be happening. I couldn’t help but start to cough as the thick black smoke filled the room. I had one last thought before the smoke overtook me. I love you Bailey. * * * Bailey’s Point Of View I was going about 80 miles an hour down the side streets trying to get to Jeff’s house as quickly as possible. That weird feeling started to settle in the pit of my stomach again. I caught Gina’s eyes in the rearview mirror. Her face echoed the concern I was feeling. “Bailey, you have to go faster. Something bad is happening.” I could see the tears building up in her eyes and I knew I was on the brink of crying myself. “I know, G, I know.” We pulled up to the house and we immediately jumped out of the car. I popped the trunk and Austin and I grabbed the two aluminum bats that were there. We turned and started towards the house. Before we could even take two more steps we were all thrown backwards as an explosion roared through the night. I looked up to find the house completely engulfed in flames. “NOOOOOOOOOO!” I pulled myself to my feet and started towards the house, but Austin grabbed me and held me back. “Bailey, you can’t go in there. I want to go in just as badly as you do, but look at the house. The entire first floor is engulfed in flames. There is no way we can get inside.” I could hear Gina and Sara screaming in the background. I also heard sirens. A lot of sirens. I collapsed to the ground. My body was shaking with gut wrenching sobs. Gina came over and practically fell on top of me. We clung to each other. Sara and Austin joined us. Tears streaming down all of our faces. It took the fireman 3 hours to put out the blaze. We never left the positions we were in. The cops showed up and luckily Austin explained everything to them. They tried to console us, but it didn’t work. Gina looked at me. “Fuck this, Bailey. We don’t even know he was in the house. He could be anywhere. We’re not even sure that they brought him here and…” Gina kept rambling on and on. Eventually sobs overtook her as well and she collapsed onto me again. This isn’t happening. Gina could be right. He probably wasn’t even here, but if he isn’t here then how are we going to find him? “Gina, you may be right. I mean is Nancy Drew ever wrong? He might not have been there. We just have to go back to square one and…” I was interrupted as the detective on the scene came up to us. “Excuse me, folks, I am really sorry to interrupt, but I know you think one of your friends may have been in the house. A fireman found this with one of the…” Gina’s head snapped up. “One? How many…. bodies were there?” The detective looked a bit uncomfortable. “There were two, ma’am. This was found on one of them.” He held out his hand and everything stopped. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t speak. I started to feel very dizzy. I shook my head back and forth. I refused to believe it. It can’t be true. I reached over and picked up the object the detective was offering. It was the ring that I gave Miah. It was his ring. Oh my God. Was. Was. Was his ring. My chest tightened and I couldn’t stop the sobs that once again overtook me. “NOOOOOOOOO” I locked eyes with Gina and could see the anguish that was written all over her face. I could hear Austin and Sara sobbing next to us. “Bailey….it can’t….he can’t be….I….” Gina was as incoherent as I was. City Of Dreams Ch. 10 “I know, Gina…. I can’t live without him…why…. he can’t be gone.” I felt Gina’s arms wrap tight around me as her body shook with emotion. I saw Sara and Austin come up behind her and they wrapped their arms around us as well. We were all sobbing and holding onto each other for dear life. This can’t be happening. This isn’t fair. I was supposed to grow old with Miah. What about kids? We hadn’t even talked about if we would have kids or not. I was pulled out of my shock by a tap on my shoulder. Can’t the damn detective leave us alone? Can’t he see what we are fucking going through. He kept tapping my shoulder. “Leave me the fuck alone asshole! Can’t you see we are in pain?” I yelled over my shoulder. “I’ll leave you alone, but first you better give me my ring back, Bailey.” That voice! It can’t be! Gina’s head snapped up and her eyes went wide with shock. “Miah…” I heard her whisper. I spun around as quickly as my body would allow. Standing before me was Miah. He was wrapped up in a blanket, but I could tell he was naked. He was covered in smoke from the fire and I could see the blood on his face. “Miah…Baby….is that you?” I could barely talk. Sobs still shook through my body. “Oh Bailey…” Miah grabbed me and pulled me against him. His lips crashed against mine and he forced his tongue in my mouth. I grabbed him against me so tight. I am never letting go of him. NEVER. Even though he reeked of the smoke I didn’t care. Nothing ever tasted as sweet as the kiss we had standing on the street. “Bailey, I love you. I didn’t think I was going to make it, and all I could think of was getting to you, but I couldn’t and…” Miah completely broke down. He started to collapse and I reached down putting my arm behind his knees and scooped him up into my arms. I cradled him against my chest. I held him tight and kissed his face over and over again. “You’re ok now. I got ya buddy. I’m here.” His head snapped up as I murmured those words to him. The biggest smile broke across his face. He leaned up and kissed me again. “I love you, Bailey.” “I love you too, Miah. I’ll never let you go.” Miah snuggled up against my body. I could feel the other three grab onto us forming a huge group hug. “Give me your hand, Miah.” He put his left hand down by his knees where my arm was holding him up. I gently eased the ring back onto his finger. “I’m not just giving you back the ring, I am giving you back my heart.” Miah looked up at me. “You can’t give me back your heart, Bailey.” “Why is that?” He leaned his face in close to mine. “Because I never let it go.” Our lips met again. Thank God he is ok. If he had died in that fire then my life would be over because Miah IS my life. I pulled him tighter against me. I could feel his face rub up against my neck. “You ready to go home, Miah?” I felt his arms squeeze around me and he gazed up into my eyes. I could see the tears running down his cheeks. “I already am home, Bailey.” City Of Dreams Ch. 11 I still can’t believe that I had gotten out of there alive. Everything was so surreal. I was making my way back onto the street after the firemen helped me, and I saw Bailey, Gina, Austin, and Sara huddled together across the street. My God how did they find me? I would have bet been a million dollars that it had to be Gina. Thank God for her! It felt so wonderful be to held in Bailey’s arms. I never thought it would happen again, but luckily I was wrong. I felt like I was floating in heaven wrapped up in the arms of an angel. Bailey was an angel in fact. He was the one that finally made my life complete, and I am so thankful for him. After everything I’ve been through in life I never thought I would actually find true love. Someone obviously had other ideas and placed B back in my life. Not only did I have Bailey, but also I had an amazing group of people around me. Somehow Gina found her way into my life, and with her she brought Sara and Gen. Austin completed the group. “How the hell did you get out of there, Miah?” Gina asked. “Let me give y’all the run down once we get back to the apartment. Right now I need a long hot bath and comfortable place to sit. Besides you all might want to sit down anyways because you just might not believe me.” The group started back towards the car when a voice called out to us. “Miah!” We all turned to see Jeff running up towards us. “I am so glad you got out of there. I don’t know how I will ever make this up to you…” I don’t know where in the hell she got it, but I saw Gina pop up beside Jeff with a baseball bat in her hands. Jeff never got to finish whatever it was he was saying. Gina clipped him right behind the knees with the bat and he went crashing down onto the street. “He would have never been in there at all if it wasn’t for YOU!” Gina snarled at him. “God help me if there weren’t twenty cops swarming the place I would be using your fucking nuts for batting practice.” Austin walked over to the two of them and stepped in front of Gina. He reached down and grabbed Jeff by the front of his shirt and yanked him to his feet. “If you ever, and I mean EVER come within a hundred feet of Miah or any of us again you are going to wish she did use you for batting practice.” Austin’s voice was a low, deep growl. “Because if you do you are going to have to deal with me. You don’t want it to come to that because unlike Gina I don’t care if there are a thousand cops around. I will do things to you that will make horror films look like Disney flicks.” I knew that Austin and I were friends, but I had no clue that he would stand up for me like this. It was like having your big brother threaten the bully in the schoolyard. Bailey would always be my best friend, but now that friendship has evolved into something so much more wonderful. Austin definitely was filling up that position now. Bailey had always been my best friend, but there was an underlying current beneath everything. It was wonderful that Austin was becoming such an important person to all of us. He definitely felt like an older brother, and he was definitely acting like one right now. Jeff’s face at first was wide with shock, but was quickly covered up in that smug ass attitude he always had. “And just who the fuck are you?” Jeff said with sarcasm. I answered the question before anyone else could. “Jeff, I would like you to meet Austin, my brother.” Gina, Sara, Austin and Jeff all just looked at me. I could feel Bailey’s arms tighten around me and I could see his brilliant smile out of the corner of my eye. We had talked about Austin before and he understood exactly what I meant. Jeff’s mouth flapped up and down, but no words came out. Austin let him go and he staggered back a bit. Jeff looked completely frazzled. Gina dropped the bat and stepped up to him. “Look, Jeff, I know that somewhere inside of you is a really good person.” Gina began with a smile on her face and gently placed her hand on his shoulder. “So I want to give you a piece of advice that has helped me out a great deal.” Austin, Sara and Bailey were all glaring at her with anger. I knew they couldn’t believe how nice she was being to him, but I knew why. I knew Gina all to well. “What’s that?” Jeff asked with a sneer. “It’s always helped me out when I feel down. Now listen very carefully because I am only going to say this one time. Remember that it takes about forty two muscles in your face to make a frown, but it only takes seven muscles to do this.” And with that she leaned back and delivered the most amazing roundhouse punch to his face that I have ever seen. My only wish was that damn meter maid was here to see how lucky he actually was that he just got slapped. You could practically hear Jeff’s head as it snapped to the side. Gina followed it with a sucker punch to the gut. Jeff bent over as the wind was knocked out of him and Gina clipped him on the shoulders knocking him to the ground again. “Ladies and Gentleman, welcome to Smackdown!” I said with a laugh. I could see the shocked look on the others’ faces. I knew what Gina was up to. She was like a lioness defending her cubs at times. My only regret was that I wasn’t the one to do it, but at least I had the enjoyment of watching. Jeff was sprawled out on the concrete moaning. Gina knelt down beside him and grabbed the back of his head. She jerked his head back and leaned in close to his face. “I was going easy on you mother fucker. Remember what Austin said you piece of shit because if you don’t then you better pray I don’t reach you first. This is just a very small sample of what I am capable of.” Gina let go and casually walked back to us. Austin actually looked fearful of her. “Baby, you were all crouching tiger, hidden dragon there! Remind me to never ever piss you off!” Austin said as he hugged her. “No one, and I mean no one, fucks with my friends.” You just got to love her! “Come on, guys. Let’s get Miah to the hospital to get fixed up, and then we head home.” Bailey said as he pulled me closer. * * * A few hours later we were all sitting in the living room and having a few drinks. I had 30 stitches in my side from the cut, and they gave me some stuff if I had any pain. I had related most of everything that happened except my escape. I leaned back against Bailey and lit up a cigarette. “So how did you manage to escape, Miah?” Sara asked. “I had gotten lucky actually. When they started to tie me up I remembered something I saw on TV a while ago about escape artists. I took as deep a breath as I could and tried to keep my arms more towards the front of my body. They only tied the rope around our waists. They obviously were in a hurry. Once they left the room though I almost passed out from the smoke. Somehow I managed to hang on. I pushed myself back against Jeff and let out the breath I was holding. Then I moved my arms to my side. It didn’t give me much room, but it was barely enough. My body was sweating so badly from the heat that I was able to wriggle myself down out of the ropes. I almost headed out the door right away, but I couldn’t leave Jeff. No matter what he had done I couldn’t be responsible for his death. I believe that he didn’t know the full extent of what was going on. Those two were so fucking crazy no one could have expected what they did. I was able to wake Jeff up and we got out of the basement. We made it upstairs into the kitchen, but we ran into my dad and Bailey’s dad. They were on their way out the back door, and they were pretty shocked we had gotten loose. They charged at us. Somehow I managed to knock my father down the basement steps, and when I turned around Jeff had knocked out Bill. We hustled ass out the back door and just as we got into the backyard is when the house exploded.” I paused for a moment to catch my breath. The words were rushing out of my mouth and I just wanted to get the story told and over with. I didn’t want to talk about it anymore than I had to. Gina looked at me. Her eyes widened in shock. “So that means that the two bodies they found in the house were…” I didn’t answer her. I just nodded my head. “They won’t bother us ever again.” I felt my body shudder. I was trying to hold back the flood of tears that were threatening to pour down my face. Bailey wrapped his arms around me and held me close. “If you got out of the house right as it exploded, Miah, where did you go? It took the firemen almost three hours to put that blaze out.” Austin asked. “We got thrown into the backyard when the house exploded. I must have hit my head or something because one moment I’m flying through the air, and the next moment I’m waking up on the ground.” I answered. “What I want to know, Miah,” Bailey started. “Was how did they get your ring? We thought you had…” I heard his voice catch and could feel the tremors run through his body. I didn’t want to even think about myself. It was the first, and hopefully only time I stared death in the face. “They must have taken it from me while I was unconscious. I realized it was gone, but I knew asking about it wouldn’t get me anywhere. They weren’t going to be giving me any answers.” “I have a question, Miah.” Sara’s melodic voice rang out. “Sure, Sara.” “Why did you introduce Austin as your brother?” All eyes turned to me and I couldn’t help the blush that crept up my neck. “It just slipped out…I don’t know what…” My voice trailed off. How do I explain it to them? “I know what you meant, Miah.” Austin said as he came over and sat on the couch next to us. “I’ve talked to Gina about this before. You and Bailey are like the brothers that I never had the chance to have. I wanted to talk to you both about it, but there never seemed to be the right time. Besides the fact I didn’t really know what to say, but tonight I knew that you guys would understand. I’ve had friends before, but never any really close friends. When I met you two we all just clicked as friends, and it seems like, to me at least, that we’ve all grown pretty close. It meant a lot to me what you said tonight.” I glanced over at Gina. She was smiling and had tears in her eyes. I know that she was happy that Austin fit into our group so well. I could also feel Bailey’s arms tighten around me and knew he felt the same way. I reached over and pulled Austin up against me. He wrapped his arms around both Bailey and me. Bailey reached his arms around me to grab Austin as well. I felt so fucking safe. On one side I had that man of my dreams, and on the other side I had one of the greatest friends I could ever have. A friend that I could now claim as a brother. Gina moved over to us and leaned in between Austin and me. Sara moved over in between Bailey and me. It was one wonderful group hug. * * * We all needed some relaxation and fun. We decided the next morning to go out partying that night. Gen couldn’t join us because she had to work, but the rest of us were at Sing! and having a good time watching people being crazy. I was having a mountain dew laced with vodka. Ahh the nectar of the gods I tell ya! Sara was going on and on about Pepsi being the devil or something. She was definitely too cute for words. Bailey and Austin were both in protective mode tonight. Bailey sat on one side of me with his arm around the back of my chair, and I had Austin on the other. I was in gay heaven! I had two gorgeous men around me. I was very, very lucky to have such wonderful people in my life, and the fact they were definitely eye candy just sweetened the deal. I had talked to Gina earlier in the day to help me out with a surprise for Bailey. I was nervous as hell, but I knew I wanted to do it. I gave Gina a wink. “Hey Miah…” Gina said in a singsong voice. “Yes, G?” “I need you to come with me for a second. I want to talk about Austin, but not right in front of him.” We both giggled, and Austin shot us both a look. “Okey dokey!” We both got up and gave our guys a kiss and headed off to the bar. * * * Bailey’s Point Of View I watched Miah and Gina walk off and I knew those two were up to something. Austin nudged me in the shoulder and I leaned over to hear him. “Do you think we should be worried about what those two are up to?” “Nah, bro. After Gina’s performance last night, I have complete confidence they won’t get into any trouble.” We both laughed and high fived each other. Now I bet a lot of people would be concerned about Austin being close to Miah, but I wasn’t worried at all. I knew exactly what Miah felt, and I felt the same way about Austin. He was a wonderful person, and you couldn’t help but love him. Miah and I have been best friends forever, but our relationship has evolved past that now. Don’t get me wrong, we both still considered each other our best friend, but it was different now. Austin now filled that role for both of us. We had become a very close-knit group of friends. It felt good to have people in your life that you knew that you could depend on no matter what. Austin was just like the brother neither one of us had, and after our talk last night we knew that Austin felt the same way. To connect with another person on such a deep level was truly a wondrous gift. We were all very lucky. “I can’t believe that Gina laid that asshole out like that last night.” Austin said as he leaned in closer to be heard over the music. “She even scared the hell out of me. I knew the girl was tough, but she could be a stunt double on Buffy The Vampire Slayer.” We both cracked up at the Buffy reference. It was one of the group’s favorite TV shows. Gina came back up to the table, but Miah wasn’t with her. I saw Austin tense up a second after I did. “G, where is Miah?” “Calm down you two.” Gina said with a laugh. She leaned over towards Sara and whispered in a not so loud voice. “Men are such drama queens.” They laughed like it was the funniest thing in the world. “Where did Miah go, Gina?” Sara asked with this completely innocent look on her face. Those bitches knew what was going on and was rubbing it in our faces. “You’ll see. Come with me, Sara.” And with that the two of them disappeared. Now what were they up to? Just then the lights in the club dimmed a little bit, and the light over the karaoke stage went out completely. I heard the DJ’s voice echo over the noise in the club. “Ladies and Gentlemen, I have a special treat for you all this evening. We have a brave soul taking the stage for the first time tonight. So please give a warm welcome to our next victim, I mean singer.” A soft spot light came up on the person sitting on the stage. Miah was up there. What is that boy up too? Before I could think of anything else though the light hit his hair. He had unclipped it and it was falling around his shoulders. The soft light made his hair practically glow and he looked like an angel. Austin tapped me on the shoulder and pointed up at the stage. Sara and Gina had gotten on stage behind him. Miah was sitting on a stool and the girls were practically right behind him. His voice started the song without any music. I recognized Celine Dion’s Because You Loved Me immediately. My breath caught in my throat, and I couldn’t help the tears that started to well up in my eyes. I knew that Miah could sing, but I never knew he had such a beautiful voice. The club had grown completely silent. Everyone was under the spell that Miah was casting on us all. As he started the chorus the music came up softly and Gina and Sara sang the background vocals. Their voices harmonized and blended together beautifully. They made the song even more powerful if that was even possible. Miah slowly stood up and the girls came up to stand on either side of him. They were swaying back and forth with the beat of the music. Miah’s hand slowly came up in front of him and he reached out towards me. I could feel my breath quicken, and I didn’t know if I could hold back the tears. I felt Austin’s arm as he wrapped it around the back of my chair. This beautiful man was putting everything on the line to let me know how much he loved me. His eyes locked with mine and I could see the love that was burning deep within them. Austin leaned over and whispered in my ear. “You have got to be the luckiest guy on the face of the planet. Actually you’re both lucky. I will be happy if Gina and I can have even a piece of what the two of you share.” I smiled at him and rested my hand on his shoulder. See, I told you. Austin is an amazing guy. Just as Miah and the girls went into the next part the music faded out again. The sound of their three voices blending together was the only sound to be heard throughout the club. I tried to hold back the emotion that had been building up inside of me, but the sound of his voice rising and belting out those notes and the look of pure love on his face did me in. I felt the tears as they slowly slid down my face. My hand brushed up and wiped them away. The final chorus was also sung without any music, and it was absolutely haunting. Miah held onto the last note of the song and it echoed throughout the room. When the note ended the audience was in complete silence. Suddenly applause erupted from everyone. He was fucking amazing. I couldn’t stay in my seat. I just couldn’t help myself. I stood up and rushed towards the stage. As I stepped up next to Miah I could see the tears that were in his eyes. “I love you, Bailey.” “I love you too, baby. Thank you so much.” And with that I gently pulled him against me and gave him a deep passionate kiss. I could hear the catcalls and whistles from the audience, but I didn’t care. When I had Miah in my arms the whole world seemed to fade away. * * * I was so glad that Bailey enjoyed the song I did for him. I was really worried about doing it, but luckily I was smart enough to ask Gina and Sara to help me out. I had to admit that it sounded pretty good. A few hours later we headed back to the apartment. We were all exhausted. Bailey and I walked into our bedroom. I closed the door and quietly locked it. I walked up behind him and wrapped my arms around him. I began to gently kiss his neck and rub my hands up under his shirt. I could hear him moan and his body arched back against me. “Miah…” His breath came out in short gasps as my hands brushed over his nipples. “Are you sure you are ready? I mean with everything that has…” I spun him around and cut him off by pressing my lips up against his. I pushed my tongue into his hot, eager mouth. I could feel him moan and it made my cock throb. I took one of his hands and ran it down over my now hard dick. “Do I feel ready, baby?” His hand massaged my crotch. “Oh yeah, Miah. You feel more than ready.” He growled. A large wet spot was beginning to form in my pants. We quickly stripped the clothes off of each other. I fell back onto the bed pulling Bailey on top of me. I could feel his rock hard cock as it rubbed up against mine. We were quickly becoming very wet from all the precum we were leaking. His mouth attacked my body. He latched onto one of my nipples and began to suck and nibble. My body arched up off of the bed. I pulled his head harder against my chest. “Oh yeah, B. Fucking suck my nipples, baby.” I pulled his head to the other side of my chest. A groan started deep in my belly and erupted out of me like a lion’s growl. Bailey’s head pulled up. “Jesus, Miah. I could cum just hearing you moan like that.” He rolled off of me and I looked at him questioningly. “Fuck my mouth, baby.” He said with a wolfish grin. I moved my body over his into a 69 position. I positioned the head of my dripping cock right over his mouth. I rubbed the head back and forth teasing him. I watched his cock twitch as his own precum rolled down his thick shaft. I felt Bailey’s head lean up and take my entire cock in one long, smooth movement deep into his mouth and throat. I not only heard his groan, but I felt it vibrate around my cock. The pleasure was practically unbearable. I leaned forward and swallowed him whole. His entire body jerked and I thought he was going to cum right then and there. We started out at a slow place and thrust gently in and out of each other’s mouth. After a few minutes I felt Bailey’s mouth leave my cock and he started to lick and suck on my low hanging balls. Oh God could this man push my buttons. It took every ounce of strength I had not to blow my load right then and there. City Of Dreams Ch. 11 I continue to suck and lick on Bailey’s beautiful thick cock. I was enjoying myself, but I wanted more. Bailey must have read my mind because I felt his warm, wet tongue start to gently probe my hole. My body arched up and his cock fell out of my mouth with a slapping sound as it hit against his rock hard abs. I groaned and pushed back against his tongue. Bailey grabbed onto my hips and pulled me back against his face even more. My body shook from the pleasure that was shooting through me. I gently got up and rolled onto my back. “Make love to me, Bailey. I need you. Now.” I didn’t have to tell him twice. He quickly got up and grabbed the necessary items from the nightstand. He quickly prepared himself and I could feel his finger brush over my hole. “No, Bailey. I need you. Please.” Bailey looked down at me as he rubbed the head of his cock gently back and forth over my tight hole. He was teasing me and I couldn’t stand it. As the head of his cock started back up towards my balls I thrust my ass back against him. He was thrown off balance and fell onto me. His entire cock entered me in one long thrust. I grunted and my body shook. I wasn’t in pain. Oh no, I was in fucking heaven. “Jesus, Miah. Are you ok baby?” I didn’t answer him. I rotated my hips a bit and pushed up against him and felt his cock go even deeper inside of me. I wrapped my legs around his waist and locked them into place. I ran my hands up and down his muscular back. I could feel his body shake and tremble. He leaned down and started kissing me passionately. I felt his hips pull back a little and he pushed deeply back into me. His cock brushed over my prostate and fireworks went off in my head. My body instinctively arched up against him, urging him to continue. He started a gentle rhythm and was easing his cock in and out of my hot, tight hole. He brushed that magic spot in me over and over again. I used my legs to pull him into me as deep as I could possibly get him. I was overwhelmed with the emotions and feelings that were pulsating through my body. I couldn’t stop the tears as they filled my eyes and gently rolled down my cheeks. Bailey looked at me with concern in his eyes. “Miah, what’s wrong, baby?” “Nothing, Bailey. I am just so fucking happy. I love you so much.” I could see tears start to form in his eyes as well. Bailey’s tempo started to get faster and I knew he was getting close. “I love you too, Miah. So fucking much.” Our bodies became a blur as we moved together. I heard a deep groan from Bailey and knew he was going to cum. He slammed his cock into me deeper than before and I could feel his cock expand and explode. Just as I felt him start to shoot my body jerked and cum erupted from the head of my cock. Once again Bailey made me cum without even touching myself. I nearly passed out from the pleasure that rocked through my body. Bailey was kissing my neck gently. The man was the ultimate lover. His lips connected with mine again. This wasn’t a kiss of passion anymore. It was a kiss of pure love. Bailey moved off of me and laid on his side. He pulled me back against his chest. I loved spooning with him. I reached behind me and grabbed his cock. It was still half hard. I moved it around a bit and slid it back inside of me. I felt his body shudder. “Miah, what are you doing?” “I want to sleep with you inside of me. Is that okay?” “Better than okay, Miah.” I felt his arms tighten around me and we both drifted off to sleep. I knew I was going to have good dreams tonight! City Of Dreams Ch. 12 My stomach was curled up into knots. I felt like I was going to throw up…again. I was just adjusting the tie for my tux when Gina walked into our bedroom. She looked gorgeous. She had on a strapless, full-length black velvet dress. Her hair was pulled up, but there were pieces that hung down and framed her beautiful face. There was a gorgeous diamond necklace wrapped around her neck. Gina borrowed it from her gram for the night. Gina walked up to me and gave me a hug. “Everything is going to be fine.” She reached up and removed the clasp I had in my hair. She ran her fingers through my hair and made it fall around my shoulders. “You look sexier with your hair down, Miah.” Austin walked into the room, and he looked phenomenal. That boy cleans up fucking good! He walked up to us and his hand ran through my hair as well. “I’m glad that you got him to let his hair down. This looks so much better.” I smiled at both of them. “Thanks, Gina. Thanks, bro.” “Is anyone else as nervous as I am?” Austin asked. Gina and I both nodded our heads. “I don’t know why we are nervous. Bailey and Sara are the ones that should be nervous.” We gathered up our stuff and headed out the door. It was opening night of Into The Woods. I couldn’t wait to see the show. Besides it being my favorite show, Bailey and Sara were starring in it. We made our way downstairs to the limo that Bailey had got for us. That man is too sweet. He should have been thinking of what he had to get done tonight, but instead he was still thinking of me. God I love that man. * * * By the time the cast took their final bows I already had tears streaming down my face. Austin and Gina did as well. The show was fucking incredible. I knew that Bailey and Sara had talent, but oh my god! It was truly amazing to see them up there, but it really wasn’t them. I understand that it’s acting of course, but normally you don’t know who is on stage. Seeing people you know, but seeing them acting differently was a bit weird at first. By the end of the show though I practically forgot I knew either one of them. That’s how good they were. At the end of the show the baker’s wife, who died earlier, was singing to the baker as he sang to their only child. I had chills. You could see the tears on both of their faces and it just pulled you in. The audience was on their feet for at least 10 minutes when the show was over. Bailey and Sara had gotten thunderous applause when they walked out for their bows. I was so proud. After the show Bailey and Sara met us in the lobby. He ran right up to me and scooped me up in his arms while planting a huge kiss on my lips. “Did you like the show, baby?” He asked. “Like it? I fucking loved it, sweetie! You were so fucking amazing.” I kissed him again, and then I looked over at Sara. “And you, my dear, rocked as well!” They both blushed from the praise. Bailey looked at me with that wolfish grin on his face. And that meant only one thing. “Let’s go home, Miah. I want to see if we can break the witch’s spell on our own.” I giggled. A blush crept up over my face. Oh sweet Jesus the things this man does to me. “Look you sluts, we are going out for drinks first to celebrate. Then you can do whatever you want afterwards.” Gina said with a laugh. Everyone cracked up. “Or you could just screw in the limo. That would be fun to watch.” Austin said with a leer. Gina’s head snapped towards him. Shock was written all over her face. “Are you trying to get traded to their team there, Austin?” Gina asked with an eyebrow arched. “Of course not, Gina. Am I not allowed to be comfortable enough with my sexuality to admit that Bailey and Miah are fucking hot? Seeing them together would have to be hot.” Bailey and I both blushed, and Sara was giggling. “Hmmm that could be hot, Austin. Me and you watching them go at it like the gay rabbits that they are.” Gina had this thoughtful look on her face and her finger was tapping against her mouth. “Bailey did promise me that I could watch. I don’t see why you can’t be included in that.” Our faces turned even redder, if that were even possible. Gina and Sara came over and gave us both a hug and a kiss. They headed off towards the limo outside. Austin came over and gave us a hug as well. Then he surprised us by planting a soft kiss on both of our lips. “I do love you, guys. I am lucky to have you both as part of my family.” We pulled him into a mini-group hug. This was turning out to be one of the greatest evenings. My boyfriend kicked ass up on stage. Our family, not our friends but our family, was there to share it. Bailey, Austin, and I walked out to join the girls in the limo. Tonight was fucking unbelievable. * * * The next morning Gina and I were sitting at the kitchen table having a cup of coffee and smoking a cigarette. We both had that glow of people who were loved…numerous times. We just kept looking at each other and giggling. “How did we get so lucky, Miah?” “I don’t know, Gina, but I hope we stay this lucky.” “Me too, stud.” Gina smiled at me and winked. “And I have to say that you and Bailey are a really good thing for Austin. We’ve talked about you guys, and he really does think of you as family. He really didn’t have anyone when he was growing up. Just like the three of us. And he is so excited that he has become a part of our group.” I smiled at Gina. We both had tears in our eyes. “We do have a pretty awesome family here don’t we, G?” As we were finishing up our coffee Bailey came stumbling in. He stopped next to me and gave me a sweet kiss. He moved around the table to get some coffee, but stopped first and Gina got a kiss as well. Gina and I looked at each other with eyebrows raised, but before we could say anything Austin sleepily came into the kitchen. He got a cup a coffee and gave Gina a kiss. As he sat down in between her and I he leaned over and I got a good morning kiss as well. Gina and I looked happy, but confused. I am not complaining about the kisses, but I just wasn’t sure of what was going on. “Guys…” Gina started. “Not that we mind, but what’s with the morning kisses this morning?” Bailey and Austin exchanged surprised looks. “Did you kiss them both?” They said at the same time. Everyone started laughing their asses off. “I just wanted to show my family that I love them. If you would have been here you would have gotten one too, buddy.” Bailey said with a grin. “Ditto, B.” Austin grinned back. I felt some tears in my eyes. I wasn’t sad. Far from that! I’ve just always wished to have a close-knit family, and it seems that I’ve finally gotten that. Gina and I finished our coffees and went into the living room. We each lounged on a couch and put on some daytime talk shows. They crack me up! It seems that the morning surprises weren’t going to stop though. Bailey came into the living room, and instead of sitting with me he sat behind Gina and pulled her up against him. There was one thing that surprised me. There was no jealousy, but I expected it to be there. Bailey looked over at me and gave me one of those patented million-watt smile. Gina and I smiled at each other as well. Austin came into the living room and looked over at Gina and Bailey and smiled. He came over to where I was sitting and sat down next to me. I moved over a bit and lit up a cigarette. He looked over at me and his face fell a bit. His eyes glued to the TV. I looked over at Bailey, and he could see the question on my face. His face lit up again and he nodded. I tapped Austin on the shoulder and he looked over at me. “What’s up, Miah?” I could hear a bit of pain in his voice and I felt like shit. I didn’t realize that my moving away a bit would hurt him. I just didn’t want to make him uncomfortable, but I should have known better. I didn’t answer Austin. I just leaned over and turned him sideways a bit. I moved his arms and lay back with my back pressed against his chest. His arms wrapped around me immediately and I could feel him relax. “I didn’t mean to hurt your feelings, bro. I just wasn’t thinking…” Austin interrupted me. “It’s ok, bro. This is new to me too. I’ve always wanted close friends, brothers even. And I didn’t want to come across as trying to come in between you and B and…” It was my turn to interrupt him. “Well, we all know now how close we are to each other. So let’s not worry about it and just be comfortable with each other.” Bailey’s voice came from across the room. “I think we all have wanted a close family. I think we got pretty lucky finding each other. Luckily none of us are jealous of each other. So let’s enjoy our family.” We grinned and relaxed against each other. Bailey was running his fingers through Gina’s hair and she looked so peaceful. After a few minutes I could feel Austin doing the same thing. If anything in the world relaxed me, having someone play with my hair was on the top of the list. Somehow in this mixed up crazy world the four of us were able to find each other, and our wonderful family was born. I counted my blessings everyday. We relaxed like that for an hour or so just enjoying being with each other. Some people might find it weird, but when you are that close to someone it is wonderful to be able to share your love with them. None of it was sexual. We truly did love each other, and life was good. “So when are you two going to set a date?” Gina asked. Bailey looked down at her. “A date for what, G?” Bailey’s air left his lungs as Gina elbowed him playfully in the stomach. “A date for your wedding you shit!” Bailey’s eyes met mine. “We haven’t picked a specific date yet, but there is something we need to talk to you and Austin about…” Bailey’s voice trailed off and our eyes met. We had discussed this and it was the perfect time to talk to them about it. “Talk to us about what, B?” Austin asked. Bailey and I discussed about how we would ask this. We decided that Bailey would ask Gina, and I would ask Austin. It didn’t matter who asked who, but we thought that if Bailey asked Gina instead of me doing it, then it would mean more to her. Gina knows how much I love her, but this gave Bailey the opportunity to show her he felt the same way. And the same thing went with Austin. This was an important moment for Bailey and me, and we both had tears in our eyes. “Gina…” Bailey began. “We would be honored if you would be our maid of honor for the wedding” Gina’s face showed the shock she felt. We hadn’t discussed what type of wedding we wanted with them, but we decided that we wanted them to be a part of our day. Tears started running down her face. “YES!!!! Of course I will be! This is awesome!” Everyone jumped up off the couches and there was a round of hugs. We were all crying happy tears. There was just one question left to ask. “You are going to look beautiful walking down the aisle honey. I can’t wait to see it!” Austin said with a huge grin. “Of course you’ll see her, Austin, but you will be walking with one of us down the aisle, not Gina.” Austin looked at me with a confused expression on his face. “What do you mean, Miah?” I grinned at him. “Well, it will be the duty of our best man to walk one of us down the aisle.” His mouth flapped up and down. I thought he would have expected us to ask him to be the best man after we asked Gina to be the maid of honor, but I was mistaken. “You mean you want me to…” He was flabbergasted, and looked pretty cute. “Austin, will you be our best man?” He couldn’t even respond. He just nodded his head furiously. This was followed by another round of group hugs. “Now that we’ve gotten that taken care of. We have a whole damn wedding to plan.” We had one more giant group hug and began to discuss ideas for the wedding. * * * The next few months were a complete blur. There were so many details to take care of it boggled my mind. Luckily Gina and Austin were godsends. They helped take care of everything. If it weren’t for them I probably would have had some type of breakdown. Anytime something went wrong one of them was always there to step in and take care of the problem. I was a nervous wreck. The day had finally arrived though. I found myself waiting in a room with Austin and my stomach was filled with what had to be a million butterflies. I kept fiddling with the buttons on my suit jacket. Austin came over and grabbed me in a huge hug. “Everything is going to be fine. It’s going to be wonderful in fact. You two were so meant for each other. Besides you picked some awesome suits for the wedding.” I looked down at the suits we had on and grinned. Bailey and I did do a good job in picking them I had to admit. Instead of going with a normal tux we went a different route. The suit jacket was actually a floor length trench coat. The vests we wore covered the entire chest. We also wore banded collared shirts. Austin had on the same suit as we did except his was black and ours were white. There was a knock on the door and Gina eased herself into the room. She looked radiant. We chose a strapless deep blue ball gown for her to wear. She had a velvet wrap draped around her shoulders that matched the dress. “How are you holding up in here stud?” She asked with a grin. “I think I am going to pass out.” Austin and Gina laughed. She came over and gave me a big hug. “You are going to be fine. Bailey is a mess too. Everything will go smoothly.” I grinned at her and nodded. “Austin, you need to go over and fetch Bailey. The time has arrived.” Austin gave me another hug and a quick kiss. “See you out there, bro.” He grinned and headed out of the room. We decided not to have the ceremony in a church. Instead Gina arranged for us to use a hall in one of the fancier hotels in town. This way after the ceremony we could go right into the reception. Bailey decided he wanted to walk out first with Austin, and then Gina and I would follow. I heard the soft music began to play from the hall and I took a deep breath. “Let’s go, Miah. It’s time for you to get hitched.” We both giggled and hugged again. I gave her a kiss. “I don’t know what I would do without you, Gina. You’re the best friend and sister I could ever have.” I could see the tears of happiness in her eyes. “Don’t make me cry. I just fixed my make up.” We grinned as we stepped out of the room and made our way down the hallway. We entered the beautifully decorated hall and everyone was already on their feet. I could see Bailey and Austin standing in front of me. My breath caught in my throat. Bailey looked gorgeous. “Breathe, sweetie.” Gina whispered to me. My eyes locked with Bailey as we made our way towards him and he had that amazing smile on his face. A grin broke out on my own face. I can’t believe this is happening. We finally made it up to them and Gina gave Bailey a kiss on the cheek. He reached over and grabbed my hands as we stood facing each other. The ceremony was going so beautifully. We finally made it up to the point where we had to say our vows. There was so much emotion running through me I just hoped to be able to get through them. We had decided that I would start. “Bailey, you have brought so much love and happiness to my life. My world was full of darkness until you came back into my life. You are the light that has led me through the darkness. I never thought I would find true love, but you proved me wrong. I melt when I gaze into your eyes, and I tremble at your touch. My heart was empty, but you filled it to bursting. You not only completed me as a person, but your love has made me a better person. I am stronger and more confident with you by my side. I know that I can face anything as long as you stand beside me. Today I pledge my love and my life to you. I am yours not just today, but tomorrow and forever. I love you with all of my heart and all of my soul, Bailey Masters.” I could see the tears well up in his eyes as I slid the ring onto his finger. Bailey cleared his throat. “Jeremiah, you have shown me so many things throughout my life. You showed me what it meant to be a friend. You showed me just how powerful and amazing love can be. There were a few times in my life when I thought that I had lost you. Those moments I knew what pain was. I know that I cannot live my life without you in my arms. Without you I am nothing. I know in my heart that you are my soul mate, but you are even more than that. You are a gift from heaven. Every breath that I take and every beat of my heart is for you and you alone. I love you with all of my heart and all of my soul, Jeremiah Summers.” I couldn’t stop the tears that had been building inside of me as Bailey slid my ring on my finger. Our lips met in one of the sweetest kisses I have ever experienced in my entire life. I could barely hear the crowd cheering in the background. I was so fucking happy I could burst. The day had finally arrived. I was able to hold my husband in my arms. Nothing could make this day any more special. Little did I know that Bailey had plans of his own to prove that thought wrong. * * * Bailey, Gina, Austin and I were sitting at a table looking out over all of the guests that were there. Gina and Austin had both just given their speeches. They were both funny and the love they felt for us was very clear. Bailey and I cried during both of their speeches. In fact Austin and Gina cried a bit as well. The reception was in full swing now and everyone was having an amazing time. We really did pull everything off without a hitch. The dinner was wonderful and I was having a great time. Bailey and I sat practically in each other’s lap the whole time. We had constant body contact. Either we were holding hands or had our arm around the other one. It was a special evening. Bailey reached over and tapped on his champagne glass to get everyone’s attention. Everyone quieted down and I looked up at him. What was he doing? We hadn’t planned to make a speech. “Hello everyone. I just wanted to take a moment to thank all of you again for sharing in our special day.” He reached down and took my hand in his. “I just wanted to take a moment from the celebration to give my husband a special gift.” I looked up at him and confusion was written all across my face. We had agreed that we wouldn’t be getting gifts for each other because no gift could compare to how special the day was. Once again Bailey was going to prove me wrong. “I wanted to sing something for Miah today to show him how much I love him, but I knew that there was no way I would be able to get through it without crying. I was lucky though to get an extremely talented friend to sing for me though. Miah, I love you so much baby, and this song is dedicated to you, my beautiful husband.” He sat down and pulled me into his lap. He kissed me as the lights in the hall slowly dimmed. A woman gently stepped onto the stage the band was playing on. Her voice echoed through the room as she began to sing Mariah Carey’s Open Arms. The woman’s voice was gorgeous. She was a tall beautiful woman. She had to be a model. Bailey must have met her when he was doing Into The Woods. She was the perfect choice to sing this song. Her voice out did Mariah Carey’s version. Tears were streaming down both of our faces. This moment was perfect. I knew that this would be one of the moments that I will cherish for the rest of my life. Bailey’s arms tightened around me and I kissed him. Austin and Gina had moved behind us as the song was starting. Austin leaned down and whispered in our ears. “You did an amazing job, Bailey. She is phenomenal. It’s funny though. She really reminds me of you, Miah.” City Of Dreams Ch. 12 Through the song the woman was facing sideways a bit. As the last note echoed through the room with the crowd cheering she turned and our eyes met. There were tears on her face. My breath caught in my throat. I heard Gina gasp. “My lord, Miah. You two look so much a like. She could almost be your…” Her voice trailed off as I looked back and forth between Bailey and the woman on stage. “Bailey…” I couldn’t even talk. The words got stuck in my throat. He knew what my question was though. He slowly nodded his head. I kissed him hard on the mouth and I jumped up out my seat. I practically ran towards the stage. I stopped a few feet from the woman who just sang so beautifully. Only one word was able to leave my mouth. “Mom?” I could see her body shake as she tried to hold back her tears. Her head nodded slowly. “Miah…” Her soft voice began. Just the sound of it sent memories rushing through my head. “Baby, I’ve missed you so much. I didn’t want to leave you, but your father forced me away. When I tried to contact you a few months later he told me that you had died. I wish I could have stayed to protect you, but your father…” Her voice caught in her throat. “Miah, I love you. I never wanted to leave you. I hope that you can find a way to forgive me.” I bit my lip. Tears streamed down my face. If my father weren’t already dead I would have killed him. How dare he send her away from me! All the lies he told me. “I’m so sorry I never came to find you, Mom, but everything he told me. He said it so many times I couldn’t help but believe it. I’ve missed you so much.” Her arms opened and I rushed into them. We cried as we held onto each other. She whispered words of love into my ear. I can’t believe it. I don’t know how Bailey did it, but he did. “I love you, Mom.” “I love you too, baby. That husband of yours is an amazing person. I am so glad you two found each other, Miah. He is so lucky to have you baby.” “I’m the lucky one, Mom.” We hugged again as Bailey, Austin, and Gina came over to us. My mom reached out and pulled Bailey into our hug. “Well, it seems that I got my son back today, and got another one in the process.” We all grinned through our tears. “I take it you liked your surprise, Miah?” I didn’t even answer him. I pulled him against me and planted the biggest kiss of his life on him. “You are amazing, Bailey. I don’t know how you did it, but thank you so much.” “I love you, Miah.” “I love you too, Bailey.” As we kissed again my mom, Gina, and Austin surrounded us in a group hug. Today has turned out to be the fucking best day of my life. I was married to the man of my dreams, my brother and sister were here to share it, and my beautiful husband brought my mom back into my life. Things just don’t get any better than this. City Of Dreams Ch. 13 The last two weeks have been the greatest of my life. Not only was I married to the man of my dreams, but also my mom was back in my life! Gina and Austin had gotten us a room at the hotel for our wedding night. I had a very hot sensuous night with my husband. Just thinking about it now made my face turn tomato red. That man amazed me every time we had sex. He could write a flipping book! One of the best things has been all the time I’ve been able to spend with my mom. It was wonderful to get to know her. She is such a sweet and compassionate person. I had a blast showing her around the city and playing tour guide. Unfortunately she hasn’t been feeling well the past couple of days. We made her leave the hotel she was staying in and come stay at the apartment. This way I could take care of her. Of course everyone else pitched in and helped out. I was lying across one of the couches sipping my coffee and having a smoke. I was watching one of my morning talk shows as Austin came into the living room. “Morning, bro. How is it that you are always up before me?” he asked. He stood next to the couch. “I’m always up first cause you can’t get your lazy ass out of bed.” I said with a grin. He motioned for me to move so he could sit down. I leaned up a bit giving him some room. As he sat down though I plopped my head down in his lap and made myself comfortable. This had actually become sort of a morning routine for us. Gina and Bailey could sleep forever, but Austin and I were always up early. It was always good bonding time for us. Austin glanced at the TV. “So is Kelly giving Regis hell again this morning?” “I wouldn’t be watching it if she weren’t.” Anyone that lived with us would have thought the conversation was scripted because we said that every morning. It was nice though. Comfortable. We sat through the rest of the show without talking. We just enjoyed each other’s company. The past few weeks Austin and I seemed to be getting closer. At first I thought that Gina or Bailey would be jealous of the bond Austin and I had formed, but they weren’t at all. The two of them seemed to have bonded in the same way Austin and I have. The four of us had really become a family. That meant so much to me because it was something I never got the chance to have but always wanted. I heard movement in the kitchen and looked up to see my mom getting some coffee. I started to get up to help her, but she was already on her way into the living room. “Lay back down, Miah, I’m fine. I am not an invalid. I’m just not feeling well honey.” She smiled at me. “I’m glad to know though that you are concerned about me baby.” I grinned back at her. Bailey stumbled in and plopped down on the couch opposite us. You could tell that the boy was barely even awake. He glanced over at us. “Austin, you better not be getting fresh with my husband over there.” My entire body flushed with happiness. I loved hearing him call me that. I was a very lucky guy. “I’m not getting fresh, B, besides, Miah is the one who put his head in my lap.” Bailey shot me a look. “If you feel something poking the back of your head you better remember that it’s not me, baby, I am the only person who gets to enjoy your talented…” I cut him off quickly. “Bailey! My mother is sitting right there. You just be quiet about what goes on behind closed doors.” My mother grinned at us. “Your door may be closed, honey, but it isn’t sound proof. From what comes out of Bailey’s mouth you are obviously doing something right.” Bailey turned the brightest shade of red. I’ve never seen him blush like that. “If you stand by the door it’s almost like you are right next to them.” Austin said with a laugh. I looked up at him. “And how would you know that, bro?” It was Austin’s turn to blush. “Well…I was on my way to the kitchen to get something to drink and I can’t help it that you two were going at it like rabbits and…” I raised my hand up and put it over his mouth. “Just hush, Austin, before you get your other foot stuck in your mouth.” Bailey stood up and stretched and headed towards the kitchen. “I’m going to make some breakfast for us.” My mom stood up and followed him. “I’ll help make sure you stay awake, Bailey.” She said with a laugh. As they went into the kitchen I sat up and looked at Austin. He looked back and forth between the TV and me a few times, and I grinned at him. “What, Miah?” I licked my lips and giggled. “Did you really stand by the door, Austin?” He blushed again and looked away from me. I leaned over to look at him, but he moved up against the arm of the couch away from me. I moved over and tapped him on the shoulder. He ignored me. What the fuck? I tapped him on the shoulder again. His snapped towards me. “What, Miah?” he snapped at me. Oh shit. I shouldn’t have teased him about it. I put my arm around him and rubbed his shoulder. “Don’t snap at me, buddy.” I said in a low, but kind voice. “You want to tell me what’s going on?” He sighed and looked away from me again. “I did stand by your door, but not for very long. I couldn’t help it. It just sounded so hot. I am so fucking embarrassed.” His face turned red again, and I could see the tears build up in his eyes. I reached over and turned his head. I looked him straight in the eyes. “I’m sorry I teased you about it. I can understand you’re embarrassed, but why are you crying, bro?” He tried to turn his head away again, but I kept my hand on his face. Our eyes locked together. “Tell me, Austin.” “I’m jealous.” My eyes widened in shock. “Austin…” He interrupted me. “Don’t misunderstand me, Miah, I’m not saying that in a sexual manner at all. It’s just that…” His voice trailed off. I moved a bit closer to him and tightened my arm around him. “It’s just what, bro?” My voice was barely above a whisper. “You mean a lot to me, Miah, I know we are friends…” “Best friends.” I said interrupting him. He smiled at me. “I’ve had close friends before, but this is different. It’s hard to explain. I feel connected to you, Miah. To be honest, I was freaked out about it. I talked to Gina about it and she suggested I talk to Bailey. I would have done that even if Gina didn’t suggest it. I didn’t want Bailey or Gina to think I was trying to make a play for you or something because I felt drawn to you. I just wanted to be close to you.” He sighed and ran a hand through his hair. “This isn’t coming out right.” He might have thought it wasn’t coming out right, but I understood exactly what he was saying. Since day one Austin and I seemed to click. We had similar personalities and we seemed to be in sync a lot of the time. It was weird at first, but then it became comforting. It’s very rare to find a friend that you have so much in common with. “I know what you mean, Austin, I understand completely.” His face lit up with a brilliant smile. I didn’t want to ruin the moment, but I had to ask my question. “Why are you jealous though?” He looked down at his lap, and I was barely able to make out what he was saying. “I was jealous because Bailey is able to show you how important you are to him. He shows you that you are special. I can’t do that the way he does. I know I must sound stupid, but you’re very important to me, Miah, and…I feel stupid.” He shook his head and wouldn’t look up at me. I leaned over and rested my forehead against the side of his head. “You’re not stupid, Austin.” I whispered into his ear. “Don’t ever think that. I don’t understand exactly what you are saying bro. I can feel the connection between us as well. You’re important to me too, Austin, and I love you as much as I love Bailey.” He pulled back a bit and looked at me. “What?” I smiled at him. “Bailey is the love of my life. He’s my husband and my best friend. I am totally in love with him. I love you just as much, but it’s a different kind of love. You fill a role in my life that Bailey isn’t able to fill.” Austin looked at me with confusion written all over his face. “What role is that?” “My brother.” I said as I ruffled his hair. Austin wrapped his arms around me and laid his head on my shoulder. “I love you, Miah, thank you.” “I love you too, bro.” * * * Later that afternoon everyone in the apartment was sitting in the living room and watching a movie together. We had a blast. Just as the movie was finishing up Gina looked over and winked me. She stood up and headed towards the bathroom. I leaned back against Bailey a bit more and tried to relax. Gina and I had planned a huge joke. We planned on getting everyone at once. This was going to be a big one and I just hoped it worked. After about five minutes we heard Gina’s voice echoing down the hallway. “Holy shit!” All of our heads turned to look at her as she came back into the living room. She was carrying something in her hands and looked shocked. Man she was good! “Are you ok, honey? What’s wrong?” Austin asked. Gina didn’t say a word. She just held up the object that was in her had. It was a pregnancy test. Silence engulfed the entire living room. Austin looked at Gina. His mouth flapped up and down but no sound came out. Gina just nodded her head. Bailey was the first one to say anything. “You two are good. I will give you that. I never expected that either of you would be sneaky enough to pull this off.” Everyone looked at him. “Come on, guys, this would be the biggest joke the two of them ever pulled off. I have to admit that I am impressed.” I looked at him and laughed. “I can’t you believe you were on to us, B, either we are slipping or you overheard us talking about it.” Bailey grinned at me. “Ok. I’ll admit that I heard you talking about it. I warned everyone though. I couldn’t let you two get us again.” I looked up at Gina. She still hadn’t said anything. Tears were filling up her eyes. “Gina…” My voice trailed off. Gina reached into her back pocket and took out the marker we bought to fill in the test with. It wasn’t opened. It was still in the package! Oh. My. God. “I don’t know what I was thinking. I took it before I tried to color it in. Just to see you know. I…I can’t believe…” I jumped off of the couch and raced over to her. Our eyes locked as she handed me the test. I looked down at the test and my eyes widened. My head snapped up and a huge smile was starting to form on my face. “You’re…you’re pregnant.” Gina nodded her head. A brilliant smile lit up her face. Before I could say anything else a blur of motion shot past the corner of my eye. The next thing I knew Austin was in front of me lifting Gina up in the air. He was hooting and hollering. “We’re gonna have a baby! We’re gonna have a baby!” Gina was laughing and nodding her head. Austin put her back down and they kissed passionately. Bailey, Sara, and my mom came over and stood next to me. “I can’t believe it!” Bailey said. Everyone looked at him. “Has anyone else realized that these two bitches still got us?” He had a mock glare on his face. Everyone laughed. “Miah and I are just that good B.” Gina said with a laugh. My mom went over and hugged both of them. “I am so happy for you two. Gina, you are going to be an amazing mom. Austin, I know you are going to a phenomenal dad! This is so…so….” My mom’s voice broke off a bit and she swayed back and forth. I ran up to her and put my arm around her waist. “Mom, are you ok?” She was blinking her eyes trying to get everything back into focus. “Yes, Miah, I just got really dizzy there for a second. I thought I was going to…” Before she could say anything else her body slumped against mine. She was out cold. My other arm shot out around her and I was barely able to stay standing. Bailey was right there though and helped me keep my balance. “Mom….mom!” She wasn’t waking up. “We need to get her to the hospital. Now!” I was practically yelling. “Let’s get her downstairs to my car. It will take an ambulance too long to get here. There’s that hospital a few blocks down from us. I’ll go get the car started.” Austin said as he grabbed his keys and headed out the door. I could barely breath. I felt like I was going to pass out myself. What the fuck is going on? Bailey moved over and scooped my mom up into his arms. “Come on, guys, let’s go.” We raced downstairs as fast as we could. Just as we walked out the front of the building Austin pulled up in his car. Somehow we managed to get everyone inside. Austin peeled rubber towards the hospital. Bailey had his arm around me. “Everything is going to be ok, Miah, don’t worry.” I appreciated his words, but I couldn’t stop the fear that was rising in my chest. Will everything be ok? * * * Three hours later we were all still sitting in the waiting room at the hospital. They took my mom back almost immediately, but we hadn’t heard anything else. I was totally freaking out. Hospitals just aren’t my favorite place. I don’t know what it is about them, but they freak me out completely. I was pacing back and forth. Bailey came up to me and put his arms around me. “Why haven’t the doctors come out yet, B? Why isn’t anyone telling us what is going on? I need to know what is going on!” Bailey ran his hands up and down my back trying to soothe me. “We’ll find out as soon as they know anything. I’m sure they are doing the best that they can baby. We’ll…” A voice interrupted Bailey. “Mr. Summers?” I spun around to find a nurse standing in front of me. “That’s me.” “Can you come with me please, sir? The doctor would like to speak with you.” I felt Bailey’s arms tighten around me once more and he let go. “You want me to come with you, baby?” I shook my head. “I’ll be ok. Thank you, honey.” I followed the nurse down the hallway and she led me into an exam room. The doctor was looking at x-rays on one of the light up screens that hung on the wall. He turned as we entered. The nurse quietly left the room and closed the door. “Jeremiah?” He asked. I nodded my head. He put his hand out and I shook it. “I’m Dr. MacGregor. Please call me James.” His name seemed so familiar, but I just couldn’t seem to place where I knew the name. “I know you must be wondering what took so long, but we needed to run another MRI before we really could distinguish what is going on.” “What’s wrong with my mom?” James motioned for me to sit down. As I sat down he pulled a chair over and sat down facing me. “Your mom has a tumor in her brain, Jeremiah.” I gasped. I must have thought a million different reasons on why she would pass out, but this certainly was not one of them. “Can you operate? There’s something you can do right?” James locked his eyes with mine. “We took the second MRI to make sure we had everything correct, Miah, the tumor is buried slightly in her brain. With the way it’s positioned we wouldn’t be able to operate. If we tried to remove the tumor it would actually damage the brain even more.” I could hear the compassion in his voice. It helped a little bit, but it certainly wasn’t making things any easier. I could feel the tears building up in my eyes. “How long…” I managed to say before my throat closed. He leaned over and grabbed my hands. “When we got the results from the second test, Miah, the tumor had grown. I really wish there was something I could do but…” I managed to find my voice and I interrupted. “How long do we have, James?” I could see pain in his eyes. “With the rate of growth we observed, Miah, I would say a few hours. I’m so sorry.” My mouth opened, but before I could say anything a sob ripped through my body. James pulled me to my feet and wrapped his arms around me. He didn’t say anything and I appreciated that. There was nothing he could have said that would have eased my pain. “Can I see her?” James nodded. “Of course. I’ll go in with you. I haven’t had the chance to meet your mom yet. The doctor that was handling her case had called me down to look at the test results.” “I’ll meet you back here ok? I need to go talk to the people that are here with me first.” “That’s fine. I’ll meet you right at the nurses station.” “Thank you.” I turned and walked out the door. I headed straight back to the waiting room. I don’t know how I was even able to get back there without walking into anything. Tears blurred my vision completely. As I walked back into the waiting room all four of them jumped to their feet and rushed over to me. They all saw my face and no one said a word. Bailey rushed over and pulled me into his arms. “Miah…” I sobbed against his chest. This wasn’t fair. I just got her back and now she’s being taken from me again. Austin, Gina, and Sara crowed around the two of us. “What’s happening, bro?” Austin asked as he rubbed my back. I was barely able to talk. “It’s a….there’s a…in her head…” Bailey’s soft voice carried over us. “There’s a tumor in her brain.” I nodded my head. “What are they going to do?” Gina asked. I held back another sob that threatened to rip through my body. “There’s nothing they can do, Gina, the position makes it inoperable. The doctor said it’s growing and she only has a few hours left…” My voice broke off. I didn’t know how I was going to handle this. Everyone was hugging me now and no one really said anything. I understood though. There really wasn’t anything they could say. As I was trying to compose myself something clicked in my head from the conversation we just had. I stepped back a bit and looked at Bailey. His eyes locked with mine. “How did you know it was a tumor? I didn’t say anything…” I could see him gulp and he licked his lips. “I…” My eyes flared with anger. I interrupted him. “You knew didn’t you?” Bailey didn’t say a word. He just nodded his head. “This entire time you’ve known why she was sick. You knew what was fucking going on and you didn’t tell me??” My voice had gotten louder by the end of my question. “Baby, she already knew what was going on. She knew there was nothing that could be done. She didn’t want you to know. Your mom didn’t want the time you two had together to be sad. She…” He reached over to hug me, but I stepped back. “Don’t touch me.” The look on his face would have made you think I just slapped him. “Miah…” “Just shut up. I can’t believe you would keep something like this from me. You should have fucking told me. Yes, things might have been sad, but unfortunately it’s a sad situation. Instead of knowing about what was going on and trying to deal with it I had to find out this way. I had to find out about it when my mom collapsed in my arms. A doctor had to tell me what the fuck was going on, and I should have fucking heard it from you.” Complete silence engulfed us. No one said a word. The three of them looked back and forth between Bailey and me. “I have to go see her.” My voice broke off a bit. “There isn’t much time.” Bailey stepped forward to go with me, but I put my hand up. “No. You stay here with everyone. This is something I have to do alone.” Bailey’s eyes filled with tears. “Miah…I’m sorry.” I locked eyes with him. “Yeah, I’m sorry too, Bailey.” I turned and walked away from the group without saying another word. How could he know and not tell me?? I understand my mother wanting to keep it a secret, but this isn’t something you should keep from people. I didn’t think this situation could be any worse. Obviously I was greatly mistaken. “Miah! Miah, wait!” I spun around at the sound of Austin’s voice. He came running up to me. “I know you said you wanted to be alone, but I thought I could at least wait outside the room. In case you needed anything.” City Of Dreams Ch. 13 I didn’t say a word. I nodded my head. As we headed down the hallway he put his arm around my shoulder. “Did they send you down here?” He nodded his head. “I planned on it anyways, but they thought it was a good idea too. Miah…you know that Bailey thought he was doing the right thing. He was keeping the promise he made to your mom…” I interrupted him. “I know, Austin, but it’s just one more thing I can’t deal with right now. I need to be there for my mom right now. I will deal with everything else later. Ok?” He nodded his head and I felt his arm tighten around me. When we got to the nurses station the doctor was not there. A nurse approached me. “Mr. Summers?” I nodded my head. “The doctor needed to go in to see your mom. She’s in the third room on your right. He said to send you right in.” “Thank you.” As we approached the door Austin gave me a hug. “I’ll be right out here if you need anything. Ok, bro?” “Thanks, Austin, I love you.” “I love you too, buddy.” I took a deep breath and walked into the room. James was sitting next to my mom’s bed and he was holding her hand. At the sound of the door opening they both looked at me. My mom’s face broke out in a smile. She reached her hand out to me. “Hey, baby.” I rushed over and grabbed her hand. I sat down on the bed next to her. I leaned over and kissed her cheek. “How are you feeling, mom?” She smiled at me. “I feel as good as can be expected, honey, they’ve given me some medication. I’m just really tired right now. Where’s Bailey?” I didn’t answer her. “Jeremiah, you cannot be upset with him. I made him promise me that he wouldn’t tell you. I didn’t want you to know right away. I did plan on talking to you about it though before something like this happened.” “I know, mom, I’ll handle things with Bailey later.” My mom looked at James and then looked back at me. They both looked a bit nervous. Something was up! “Ok you two. What is going on? What else do I need to know about?” They could hear my voice getting more upset. My mom squeezed my hand. “There is something we need to talk to you about, but it’s not bad. I promise.” I saw the doctor squeeze my mom’s hand and he rubbed his other hand on top of hers. “I have to say you’ve got a great bedside manner, James, I wish all doctors were like you.” James looked at my mom and then looked at me. “Well, normally I don’t give patients such special care, but your mom is a special case. We’re old friends.” I looked at my mom. “James used to live by us, Jeremiah, he worked at the local hospital where I used to volunteer at. We worked together a few times and became good friends.” I smiled at them both. “I’m glad you were able to see each other again. That wasn’t too big a surprise mom. It was a good one though.” My mom squeezed my hand. “There’s more, Jeremiah.” I opened my mouth to ask her what was going on, but she interrupted me. “Let me tell you everything first. You can ask all the questions you want afterwards ok, honey?” I nodded my head. “You know how much of a bastard your dad was. Well, one night he had beaten me up really bad. I ended up having to go to the hospital. Luckily, James was on duty that night. He ended up helping me and we both had a really long talk. We became really good friends after that. One night I got into another huge fight with you father and I needed to get away. I went out to get something to eat, and I ran into James. He had just had a fight with his wife. They were starting to go through a divorce and things were getting bad. We sat for a few hours and talked. It was really nice.” My mom paused for a second and looked at James. He nodded his head telling her to go on. “One thing led to another and…well…James and I shared a very special evening together.” My eyes widened a bit. I can’t say that I blamed her though. James was certainly a handsome man, and my father was a major fucking asshole. “I understand, mom, I can’t say I blame you. Wilson was an asshole.” She nodded her head. She took a deep breath. “That night with James was definitely one of the few gifts I’ve had in my life, but I soon found out that I was getting an even greater gift from him.” My mom’s eyes filled up with tears. I squeezed her hand. She looked up and her eyes met mine. Silence had filled the room. What is she talking about? “What gift are you talking about, mom?” “You. Nine months after that night I had you, baby.” It took a second for what she said to register in my brain. My eyes widened in shock and I looked back and forth between the two of them. “What? How? You mean…” She nodded her head. “I never got the chance to tell James about you. He was transferred out of state a few weeks into my pregnancy. I was trying to find a way to tell him, but it was too late. He was gone.” I looked at my mom. She nodded again. “Wilson wasn’t your father. James is your dad.” I never saw James get up, but all of sudden he was standing next to me. “If I would have known about this, Jeremiah, I would have come back for you and your mom. I know that you’re an adult now, but I would like to have the chance to get to know you. If that’s ok with you I mean.” I looked at my mom. Tears were streaming down her face. “Wilson knew he wasn’t the father. We hadn’t had sex in over a year. That’s why he pushed me away, honey, he made me leave and I’ll never forgive myself for not coming back for you. I wish…” I leaned over and grabbed her into a hug. “You did everything you could do. You have no reason to feel bad and there is nothing to forgive. Wilson was an evil man, and there was nothing you could have done. I love you and nothing can change that.” I sat back up and I looked at James. My father. I can’t even believe it. “Dad?” He smiled and reached over and grabbed me. “Even though this isn’t the best day in the world I have to say that I’ve never been happier.” My mom said. We all smiled at each other. I looked back to James, I mean my dad. “I’d really like it if we got to know each other. You obviously know what Wilson was like, and it would be great to have a father again. My real father.” Tears rolled from his eyes, but he had a huge smile on his face. He looked at my mother again and they smiled. “There is just one last thing we need to tell you, baby.” I looked at my mother. “Jeremiah…” James said. “I have another son. You have a brother.” “WHAT?” I may have yelled, but a huge smile was forming on my face. This was fucking unbelievable. The sound of my loud voice must have worried Austin because as soon as the word left my mouth the door opened. He stepped into the room. “Is everything ok in here? I thought I heard you yell, Miah.” I smiled at him. I really got lucky to have a friend like Austin. I was about to answer him, but he beat me to it. “Dad, what are you doing here? I thought you were off today? Are you the doctor working on Miah’s mom? That is great! Miah, I can guarantee she will get the best care ever! My dad’s the best doctor in town!” I could barely find my voice. “Austin…James is your dad?” He nodded and a smile broke out on his face. “Yup! Mrs. Summers, you are going to get the best care in the…” His voice broke off. “Why are all of you staring at me like that? Is my fly open?” He glanced down at his jeans, but looked right back up at us. His face was a mask of confusion. James looked at me. “Miah?” I nodded. “Austin, is this who you’ve been talking about the last few months?” Austin nodded and grinned. “I have to admit I wanted you to meet him under better circumstances though.” Tears filled my eyes. Could this really be happening? I wanted to pinch myself. I looked back and forth between James and my mother. “Please tell me this isn’t a joke because if it is…” Austin interrupted me. “What is going on? What joke are you talking about?” James walked over to Austin and put a hand on his shoulder. “Austin, do you remember when we talked about me and your mom?” He nodded his head. “Do you remember a few weeks ago when I told you about the woman I met back in our old town? How I wanted to try to find her?” He nodded again, but looked even more confused. “You tried to find me?” My mom asked. James nodded his head. Austin looked back and forth. “You mean Miah’s mom was the woman you were looking for?” James nodded his head and smiled. “What a small fucking world this is? What are the odds that Miah and I would end up friends?” Austin smiled at me. “There’s more, son.” Austin looked back at his, I mean our dad. “What?” “I just found out today that Raquel, Miah’s mom, had a baby after we left. My baby.” You could see on his face that Austin was shocked. He looked at our dad and then at me. “So…that would mean…” Austin looked back at James. He nodded. “Miah is my son. He’s more than your friend, Austin, he’s your brother.” Austin looked at me. Tears had filled both of our eyes. We’ve called each other brother for a few months now, but today we find out that it’s true. We started towards each other at the same time. My arms reached him first and I pulled him up against me. We were both crying, but it was definitely happy tears. “Is this awesome or what?” Austin said in my ear. “It’s pretty fucking awesome, bro.” We looked at each and smiled. Dad came over and put his hand on Austin’s shoulder. “Let’s step outside, son, and give your brother some time alone with his mom.” Austin nodded. He went over and hugged my mom. “Thank you. This means so much to me. I love you.” “I love you too, honey, I’m glad everyone was able to find out.” I gave my dad a hug. He whispered in my ear. “There might not be much time, son, I’ll make sure you two are left alone. We’ll be right outside if you need us.” “Thanks, dad.” He ruffled my hair. “I like the sound of that.” I grinned at him. “Me too.” Dad went over and gave my mom a hug and a kiss. He whispered something in her ear. Austin came over and gave me another hug. “I’ll be right outside with my dad, Miah, I’m sorry. Our dad.” He grinned at me. I leaned over and gave him a light kiss on his lips. “Thank you, Austin.” He kissed me back. “No reason to thank me, Miah, that’s what brothers are for buddy.” Austin and his dad headed out the door. Both of them smiled at us. I turned around and my mom patted the bed next to her. “Come sit with me, baby.” I sat down next to her and she wrapped her arms around me. We talked about anything and everything for the next few hours. We laughed and we cried. It was like we were never apart. I could tell she was getting tired, and I couldn’t stop the tears that were in my eyes. “I wish there was something we could do. I don’t want you to go.” A sob escaped me. She ran her hand over the back of my head. “I don’t want to go either, baby, but it’s my time. Just remember that I am always with you. You have a father and brother to help you through this. You have a wonderful husband as well. I couldn’t have wished for a better life for you, Miah.” We held each other as we both cried. She pulled me closer and tucked my head under her chin. Her soft, sweet voice filled my ears. The words she was singing echoed through my memory. I knew this song. She used to sing this to me as a lullaby. I don’t know how I remembered it, but I did. Her voice brought me comfort. My arms tightened around her. I felt her hug me closer, and I knew that she knew that I remembered. She started to rock me gently back and forth. I felt safe. I knew that this moment couldn’t last forever, but that didn’t stop me from wishing that it would. Even with everything that was going on my mom still found a way to be strong for me. This moment I will cherish for the rest of me life. The song had taken on a different meaning to me. As her voice trailed off I knew that what she was singing was true. A new world does wait for her. She was being called to better and brighter things. I had to be strong. I had to comfort her and let her know everything was going to be ok. “Thank you, momma, that was so beautiful. I love you so much.” I leaned up and kissed her cheek. She smiled and kissed me on the forehead. “I love you too, baby, don’t ever forget that I will always be with you. I’m always here if you need me.” I moved up on the bed. I wrapped my arms tighter around her and she laid her head on my shoulder. “Just rest, mom, everything will be okay. We’re together and that’s all that is important. I love you.” “I love you too, Jeremiah.” We sat together like that for about fifteen minutes. She was very relaxed and calm. I felt her body take one long slow deep breath and she exhaled very slowly. In that moment I knew she was gone. I couldn’t help the tears that streamed down my face. I continued to hold her for a few more moments. One of the machines next to her bed started beeping obnoxiously. Austin and my father rushed into the room. They both looked at me with tears in their eyes. My dad helped me off the bed and he gently laid my mom down. Austin crushed me in a giant hug. “I’m so sorry, Miah, I’m so sorry.” I hugged him tight against me. “I know bro, it’s ok. She’s in a better place now.” Our dad came over and pulled us both into his arms. “Come on, boys, we need to go.” I stopped on our way out the door. I turned around and went back over to my mom. I leaned down and kissed her gently on the forehead. “I love you. I’ll miss you.” I left the room with my new family and we headed back towards the waiting area. Bailey, Gina, and Sara were all on their feet as soon as they saw me. From the look on my face they knew what happened. Bailey started to walk towards me but stopped. Tears flowed down his cheeks. I couldn’t help myself. I practically ran right to him. As soon as I was close enough his arms opened and his body slammed up against mine. Any strength that I had was gone. I melted against my husband and sobbed. “Baby, I’m so sorry. You were right. I should have…” I cut him off by kissing him. “You don’t have to be sorry, Bailey, I know why you did it. I’m sorry I got upset…” He pulled me tighter against him and kissed the top of my head. “Let’s not worry about who’s sorry baby. I love you so much, Miah.” “I love you too, Bailey.” After a few minutes we separated a bit and I could see everyone else looking at us. “Everyone I would like you to meet Dr. James MacGregor, my father. You all already know his son, my brother Austin.” You could have pushed them all over with a feather. It took a few moments to explain everything, but we managed to get through it. My dad and Austin did most of the talking. “Let’s go home, guys, we have some things we need to take care of.” I walked over to my dad and gave him a hug. “Thank you so much. Get directions from Austin. I want you to come over when your shift is done.” He nodded. “I’d like that.” We walked out of the hospital as a group. I had Bailey one side of me and Austin on the other. Gina was hanging onto Austin. Sara held onto Bailey. Today had been a roller coaster ride. My mom was gone, but in her place a father and brother emerged. I knew things were going to be very tough, but with my family and husband by my side I knew I would get through it. As we got into the car to go home I stopped and looked up into the sky. The warm sun shone down on my face. Suddenly I felt at peace. Somehow I knew my mom was watching and she was proud. It filled my heart with happiness. City Of Dreams Ch. 14 I sat on the rooftop and watched the sun set. It bathed the city in a warm, comfortable glow. The first few stars were beginning to show through the quickly darkening sky. A long, relaxing sigh slipped from my lips as I took a sip of my drink. The last few months had to have been the most hectic I've ever had. Somehow though I was able to make it through everything and still keep my sanity. I knew that there was only one explanation for this. My family. My right hand unconsciously reached over and adjusted the ring that was on my left hand. Bailey always teases me when I do it, but it helps calm me. It helps me remember that no matter what type of day I am facing that there is something wonderful at home waiting for me. Every time I see Bailey it feels like the first time all over again. My breathing picks up and my heart rate increases. All that man needs to do is smile at me and my knees go weak. Of course things don't always smell like a rose. There have been some nasty arguments in our home. I think everyone has been at each other's throat at one time or another. Actually I think the only people that haven't fought are Austin and I. Things were really rough for me after my mother had died. It was difficult to have someone come back into your life so quickly and then have them leave. Even finding out about Austin and our father wasn't as comforting as I thought it would be. They quickly became a part of my family, but it still didn't fill the void in my heart that was lost with my mother. She might not have been a large part in my life, but the little time we had to share with each other was something that I will always cherish. "Penny for your thoughts." A voice echoed across the rooftop. I turned to see Gina walking towards me. The fading light seemed to illuminate her and she looked like an angel. I was definitely lucky to have people like that in my life. "Just relaxing, G." I said with a smile. She walked over and sat down next to me. I put my arm around her. "How are you doing?" Gina had been so excited the past few weeks. The pregnancy test had come back positive. We were all excited for her and Austin because we knew they would make amazing parents. It seemed that fate had decided that they weren't ready for that yet. Gina started her period yesterday. She went to the doctor today and it was confirmed that she wasn't pregnant. "I'm holding up, Miah." Gina said with a smile. She leaned on me and put her head on my shoulder. "Austin is really disappointed. We know that there will be other opportunities though. Now just wasn't our time." "Maybe next time you take the test you'll remember which end of the stick to use." I said with a giggle. Gina reached out to smack me, but I was able to duck and avoid the hit. "Maybe next time I'll just take a funnel in with me. You know I'm not equipped to aim." Gina snapped back. We looked at each other for a few moments. Laughter erupted from us at the same time. I knew this was a tough time for her and Austin. We were trying to make the moment as light as possible to try and help them deal with it. After a few moments our laughter died out. We sat in silence and just enjoyed each other's company. "We had a name picked out already." Gina said. Her voice was so quiet I was barely able to hear her. I looked down at her and waited for her to continue. "We didn't get far enough to pick out a girl's name, but we did pick a boy's name." "What was it?" I asked her quietly. It broke my heart to see her upset. She was always one of the strongest people I know, and to see her like this ripped me to pieces. She really didn't talk about it. So the fact that she was sharing this with me was very important. I felt Gina's arm tighten around me. “It was Jeremy.” She replied with a soft sob. “Austin and I wanted you and Bailey to be the baby’s godparents. We liked how the name Jeremy was a combination of your name and Bailey’s.” Tears welled up in my eyes and I hugged her close to me. That was probably the most amazing thing anyone had ever done for me. That simple act of kindness showed how truly wonderful Gina and Austin were. I didn’t even have to say anything to Gina. She could tell just by the look on my face what that meant to me. We sat with each other for a little while longer, but then the chill of the night air started to get to Gina. She gave me a kiss on the forehead and headed back down into the apartment. I lit up a cigarette and listened to city as the nightlife began to come alive. I stood up to stretch. As my body tried to rid the tension from my muscles I felt a pair of arms snake around my waist. “Hey, bro.” I said softly. “Hey, Miah.” Austin said into my neck. “Were you on your way back inside?” “I was.” I could hear the pain in his voice. I knew that he would come and find me once Gina left. He always came to talk to me after he talked to Gina. Sometimes even before her actually. That’s what brothers are for though. “We can sit out here for a bit if you want. You need to talk?” “Yeah.” He said with a sad smile. “Let’s sit down then, Aust.” I sat down on a lounge chair that we left up here for sun bathing. It was pretty damn comfortable and I’ve fallen asleep in it more times than I can count. Austin followed me and sat down in between my legs. He laid back against my chest and pulled my arms around him. That was one thing that always surprised me about him. He was so comfortable with the people that he loved. Austin never thought twice about hugging or touching anyone he cared about. There were many times when Bailey wasn’t available after my mom died and I needed to be near someone. Austin was always there for me. He always found me and would wrap himself around me. He never left my side. It was an amazing thing to have that type of connection with someone. “How are you doing, bro?” “It’s so tough, Miah.” Austin said. “It felt so right when she told me. There is nothing I want more in this world than to have a family with her. Well I want to marry her too, but that’s all part of the package. I didn’t believe it at first, but then as time went on I really liked the idea of being a dad. Did Gina tell you the name we picked out?” “Yeah she did, Aust.” I replied. I tightened my arms around him a little bit. “That meant so much to me. You, Bailey, and Gina are the most important things in my life. You’re going to be a phenomenal dad.” “How do you know?” Austin asked. He sounded so unsure. “Because.” I said. I leaned my head down and rested it against his head. My voice was soft and calming. “You’re a sweet and intelligent man. When you love someone you do it with everything in your heart, and you give everything you can. Your baby is going to be very lucky to have you for a father. Just like I’m lucky to have you as a brother.” “And the baby will have some awesome uncles.” Austin said with a smile. “Thanks.” I said with a laugh. I quickly put a mock serious look on my face. “Let’s just hope and pray the baby doesn’t get Gina’s personality.” “We better start praying now then.” Austin said. He sounded as serious as I did. I tried to hold back my laughter, but I couldn’t do it. My chest started to tremble and I knew Austin could feel it. I heard a giggle escape his lips and I was done. Soon we were laughing so hard that tears were streaming down our faces. Once we got settled back down Austin turned on his side as he laid against me. I ran my fingers through his hair. We listened to the traffic blaring from the street below. “Thanks, Miah.” Austin said. “I really needed this. I love you.” “I love you too, bro.” I replied. * * * Gina and I walked in to find Austin and Bailey sprawled out on a couch together watching a movie when we got home from Diversity. It had to be one of the longest nights we ever spent there, and the kicker was that we were only there for an hour. “What are you two doing home already?” Bailey asked from his position on the couch. Austin was sitting up and Bailey had his head on Austin’s lap. “It’s only midnight. You’re normally not home until at least 2:30.” “Well,” I began. I exchanged a look with Gina. “We don’t have jobs anymore.” They both leapt up from the couch and crossed the room towards us. Bailey and Austin started talking at the same time. “I told you, Gina, that one of these days you were going to get in some serious shit for those pranks you two are always pulling.” “How the hell could you get fired, Miah? What the hell happened?” Gina and I stared at each other in shock. Do they really think that there was any way possible that we would get fired from our jobs? Sure we like to have a good time, but we would never do anything to jeopardize our jobs. Well, at least not that often. We actually didn’t have anything to do with our recent unemployed status. The guys continued to rant and rave at us. Gina and I finally broke eye contact and looked at them. Neither of us said a damn thing. We crossed our arms and just stared them down. It took a few minutes before their rambling stopped. They finally stopped to take a breath and realized we hadn’t said anything. Bailey and Austin glanced at each other. “Is someone going to say something?” Austin asked. “Those couches look pretty comfortable.” Gina said and headed towards the bedrooms. “Why don’t you two check that out for us.” I said and followed her. Bailey and Austin’s mouths hung open. “You can let us know what you find out in the morning.” I said to them without looking back. Gina and Austin’s bedroom was the first doorway down the hall. As Gina closed the door I saw her roll eyes in anger. I heard the lock click into place as the door shut. I heard footsteps behind me just as I entered our bedroom. I almost had the door closed when Bailey and Austin appeared. “What is going on here, Miah?” Bailey said. “Why isn’t anyone telling us anything?” Austin asked. “Neither one of you gave us the chance to tell you anything.” I said as I glared at them. “You both assumed that we got fired. Which I will admit is understandable. The fact that the two of you went off on us like that is what I don’t understand. You didn’t even let us get a word in edgewise. For your information we did NOT get fired. Duke, the owner, wasn’t able to pay the loans he took out and the bank closed Diversity. If the club isn’t open that means we don’t have jobs.” Bailey and Austin’s faces both immediately flushed. I knew that both of them had to be feeling guilty. The fact that they were going to be sleeping in the living room didn’t help matters for them either. Gina and I might have been overreacting to this whole situation, but Bailey and Austin acted like big jackasses. They both jumped to the same conclusion and ran with it. I could understand their anger if we had gotten fired for some stupid prank. That was not the case though. They could have just asked us what happened, and then started going off if needed. Neither one of them gave us that chance. I was sure that Gina was hurting as much as I was. “Miah…” “Bro…” Bailey and Austin both started to talk at the same time. I gave them a cold look that interrupted them. “If you’ll excuse me gentlemen it’s been a long fucking night. I’m going to take a hot shower and go to bed.” I said as I started to close the door. “Baby,” Bailey began again. “You’re not really going to lock me out of our bedroom. Are you?” I didn’t even respond to him. I shut the door and flipped the lock into place. I leaned back against the door as a long sigh slipped from my lips. I knew things would get taken care of in the morning, but that didn’t stop the anger and pain I was feeling tonight. I could hear their hushed voices as they went back down the hall. I kicked off my shoes and decided to skip the hot shower. The bed looked too inviting, and I was exhausted. I crawled into bed and sleep quickly overtook me. * * * I woke up to the sound of birds chirping in the morning. I rolled over with a groan and pulled my pillow up over my head. I tried as hard as I could, but I just could not fall back asleep. After a few minutes I sat up in defeat, as the sun was streaming through the windows. I glanced over and saw that Bailey’s side of the bed was empty. It took a moment for my brain to register why. My brain finally woke up when my eyes landed on the locked bedroom door. Another massive sigh escaped my lips and I fell back onto the bed. I really didn’t want to deal with this right now, and I was contemplating hiding under my covers for the rest of the day. My thoughts were interrupted as my cell phone started ringing. After the incident with our fathers, Bailey insisted I get a cell phone. I looked at the caller ID and recognized the number immediately. “Good morning, angels!” Gina said as I answered the phone. “Gina, why are you calling me so early in the morning?” I asked with a yawn. “Because we need to get out of here before the guys wake up. I really don’t feel like dealing with them right now. Let’s go out and get some breakfast and then we can deal with it. I’ll even leave them a note so they won’t worry.” “You finally thought up a plan that just might work.” I said with a laugh. “Ok, I’m game. How are we going to get out without them noticing?” “I’ve got it all figured out. I’ll get ready and then meet you in your room. We’ll go out your window and down the fire escape.” She said. “How very mission impossible of you.” I said dryly. “Great idea! Make sure you dress all in black! I’ll be there in fifteen minutes and you better have your candy ass ready!” I tried to stop her but the line already went dead. I shouldn’t have opened my big mouth. Knowing Gina she’ll come in here with mountain climbing gear and expect me to rappel down the side of the building with her. I took the fastest shower in the history of the world. I quickly brushed my teeth and brushed my hair back out of my face. I quickly tied it back and got dressed. Well if we were going to be spies I might as well look the part. I slid on a pair of black leather pants and a black cable knit sweater. I pulled on a pair of black boots. Just as I was grabbing my wallet and sunglasses there was a quiet tap on the door. I quietly eased the door open to make sure it was Gina. I swear this girl and I were separated at birth. She was wearing a practically identical outfit. The only difference was that her sweater was more formfitting. Her blonde hair cascaded around her shoulders. She already had her sunglasses on. As I put on my sunglasses she tossed my black leather jacket to me. As I slipped the jacket on she quietly closed my door. “Ok. Everything is set. I put the note right on my door. They can’t miss it if they go to the bathroom.” She walked over to me and undid the tie in my hair. Gina ran her fingers through it so it fell around my shoulders. “I keep telling you that it looks better loose, ya big mo!” We headed over towards the window that led out onto the fire escape. I was about to open the window when Gina’s hand reached out and stopped me. “What?” I asked her. She held up a finger telling me to wait. Gina reached into her jacket pocket and pushed something. It took a moment but then I heard it. The mission impossible theme song was playing from something in her coat. I giggled. I gently eased the window open. The chill of the morning air blew through the opening. We zipped up our jackets a bit and climbed out the window. We maneuvered quickly down the fire escape and dropped to the sidewalk below. I dropped down first and luckily landed on my feet. Gina wasn’t so lucky. Her feet hit the ground, but then slid out from underneath her. I tried to grab her, but she still went down. The mission impossible music was still playing. I couldn’t help the giggle that slipped from my lips. I went to help her up, but she surprised the hell out of me. She did a perfect kip up and was suddenly standing up. A kip up is when you’re flat on your back and your pull your knees up towards your face. Then you pop up and land on your feet. Kip ups are very difficult, but Gina did it. In fact she did it in a pair of four-inch heeled boots. She grinned at me and slapped my ass. “I’m not an Angel for nothing. Let’s move out!” I can’t believe she slapped my ass. I growled at her. Gina made a cute yelping noise and took off down the street. I immediately took off after her. I chased her for about two blocks until she started to slow down. By the time I caught up to her she was doubled over from laughing. We continued our way to breakfast. Gina and I were headed to Early Birds. You could eat there any time of the day, but the place got its name because of the awesome breakfast that was served. We got a table and placed our orders. While we were waiting on our food we checked out the other people in the place. It was always fun being with Gina. It was great to have someone that you could just look at and they knew exactly what you were thinking. Gina and I cracked up a bunch of times just from the looks that passed between us. Our food finally showed up after about fifteen minutes. “You know it was a shame that Sara had to go back to school.” I said between mouthfuls. “We had such a great time when she was here. I hope she was serious about coming back to pursue her career in the city.” I would like to say that Gina responded to me, but it was more like a few grumbles and odd sounds. Of course she was eating like a supermodel on vacation. “Chew. Swallow. After you complete those tasks then you can speak. Your grandmother would have kittens if she saw your table manners.” “I think she really will come back. I think performing in that show really boosted her confidence.” Gina finally answered. She took a drink of her juice. “Though she did say when she comes back she wants to find her own place. I told her she was more than welcome to stay with us, but she wants to be on her own. I can understand that.” “What are we going to do with the guys?” I asked as I took another bite of my breakfast. “I’m still angry at them, but to a point I understand.” “I know what you mean.” Gina replied with a sigh. “I understand their side, but I still think they were totally wrong. They could have at least let us explain. Then if they wanted to rip us new assholes they could have. We really need to start job searching too. I know we both have money saved up, and I’m definitely going to take a little time off. We have to eventually find something though.” Gina definitely had a point. Living in a rent-free apartment was definitely a huge blessing for us. Our monthly bills weren’t that much, and we made a killing in tips when we worked at Diversity. So between our paychecks and tips I knew we were making very good money. By my calculations I probably could live for close to two years on what I have saved if I budgeted correctly. Gina and I were just very lucky that people found us attractive or we wouldn’t have raked in those tips. “You really should think about using that degree of yours.” I said to Gina as I lit up an after breakfast smoke. “You have a fucking masters degree in business. I am sure you won’t have any problems finding a job.” “I’m sure you can get a job just as fast, Miah.” Gina said after sipping her juice. “And if not B’s got money. You know you really don’t have to work.” “That’s not the point though, G.” I said with a sigh. “I really don’t want to have to depend on anyone. I know Bailey doesn’t care about supporting me. He’s told me enough times already to just quit my job, but I need to do something. I would be bored out of my mind just sitting around all day.” Our conversation was interrupted as the waitress returned to clear off our table. She left our bill on the table, and Gina and I both reached for it at the same time. City Of Dreams Ch. 14 “I can pick this up, Miah.” Gina said with a smile. “No arguments either.” “That’s fine.” I said. “We might as well pick up breakfast for the guys. I’ll place the order and pay for that then.” It took about fifteen minutes for our take out order to be ready. We picked up the food on our way out. Gina and I started the walk back to the apartment. “So,” She began. “Have we figured out what we are going to do with those two yet?” “I don’t know.” I replied with a sigh. “Should we just let them off the hook, or should we let them suffer a bit?” “I think making them sleep on the couches was punishment enough.” Gina said. “Hopefully that was enough to teach them their lesson. If it wasn’t then we’ll have to think of something else.” “You know what I realized last night?” I asked her. “That you hated sleeping alone as much as I did.” She replied knowingly. I nodded my head. “I couldn’t sleep either. You just get so used to having that warm body next to you in bed. It’s difficult to sleep alone after that.” “So do you think we are going to get the apologetic puppy dog faces when we get back?” I asked. “Or do you think we are going to get the silent treatment?” “It all depends on how upset they think we were, and how upset they are about sleeping on the couches.” Gina said. “I will admit that I’m hoping to get the puppy dog face.” “Me too.” I said with a small sigh. “I hate it when we aren’t getting along. At least this wasn’t too big of a fight. Hopefully we can just brush things under the rug and move on from it. You and I have jobs to find.” We stopped at a newspaper stand on our way back the apartment. Gina picked up the newspaper so we could start our job hunting. We walked back the last three blocks to the apartment in a companionable silence. As we walked up the steps to our floor you could see both of us visibly tense. We had no clue what would happen once we got back. We were gone for almost an hour and a half. So the question is have the guys even gotten up yet and realized we were gone. Gina eased her key into the lock and quietly turned it. We stepped into the apartment to find that the guys were awake. They were sitting together under a blanket on one of the couches watching TV and nursing cups of coffee. Bailey and Austin looked like shit. It appeared that they got as much sleep last night as Gina and I did. They looked up at us the minute we walked into the living room. “So, how did your mission go this morning?” Bailey asked. “Was it successful?” Austin added. Gina and I looked at each other and then back at the guys. You could see that both of them were holding back laughter. A quiet giggle escaped Austin’s lips and that did Bailey in. Suddenly they were both laughing their asses off. “We were both up when you two left.” Bailey said as he laughed. “We weren’t sure what you were up to. When we heard the mission impossible music we figured you were going out the fire escape.” “I have to admit that it was actually kind of cool watching you sneak down the side of the building.” Austin said. “With the music playing and those outfits it was definitely believable.” “I guess we were successful.” I said with a smile. “If you think us bringing you two back breakfast is successful.” The guys’ faces lit up as soon as the words left my mouth. I set the bag down on the coffee table in front of them, as Gina looked at them suspiciously. “How long were you two watching us this morning?” She asked. “If you’re asking whether or not we saw you hit the ground,” Bailey said with a grin. “We didn’t see that.” I laughed. Gina shot us the bird. “Fuck you, bitches. I might have fallen, but I got up a lot better than any of you could have.” “She got us there, B.” Austin said with a laugh. “Well, actually, she got you two. I’m able to do that.” “Oh really?” Gina asked. “Show us your stuff then mister smart ass.” “I don’t think you want me…” Austin began. “No no no.” Gina said interrupting him. “You’ve talked the talk now walk the walk. Show us your stuff.” Austin sighed and stood up. Before anyone else could say a word he dropped his pants. All of our jaws dropped. Austin giggled and jerked his pants back up. Gina stormed over and popped him the shoulder. “What the hell was that?” She demanded. “Well, Gina, I think it was VERY obvious.” I said with a giggle. “Honey, you told me to show them my stuff.” Austin said with a completely innocent look on his face. “What else could you have been talking about?” I’m not sure if it’s what he said or the look on his face when he said it, but all of us started laughing. Though I couldn’t help the images that flashed back in my brain. Gina is a VERY VERY lucky woman. I went back to our bedroom and changed clothes. I slipped on a pair of gray lounge pants and a white tank top. I stopped to use the bathroom. I checked out my reflection in the mirror. I brushed my hair a few times and pulled it back off of my face. Everyone might think it looks better down, but sometimes it’s just a pain in the ass. I walked back down the hallway and saw the guys eating their breakfast. Gina was sitting in the kitchen having some juice and a smoke. I walked over and sat down next to her. I grabbed one of her smokes and a big gulp of her juice. “If you really wanted some juice you could just get some.” Gina said to me sarcastically. “Why would I do that?” I asked innocently. “There was a glass of it sitting right here.” “Fight nice kids. Throw bricks.” Austin voice echoed into the kitchen. “When did we start really talking to them again, G?” I asked. I made sure my voice was loud enough to be heard in the other room. “They haven’t even thanked us for breakfast, let alone apologize for last night.” “We’re sorry about last night. Thanks for breakfast.” Bailey and Austin said. “Are we going to let them off that easy?” Gina asked me. Her voice was low so the guys couldn’t hear her. “We might as well, but if they ever do it again, we are going to pound their asses.” I replied. At that moment Bailey and Austin walked into the kitchen and only caught the very end of what I said. “Ass pounding? Now that sounds like a punishment I can handle.” Bailey said with a wicked grin. Austin reached over and grabbed Gina’s juice. He started to take a long drink of it. His timing couldn’t have been any better. “No Bailey, you won’t enjoy it because I’ll make Austin use that monster he flashed us before.” I deadpanned to him. Austin had the exact reaction I was expecting him to have. Juice was pouring out of his mouth and nose. Gina, who must have been reading my mind, moved while I was talking and avoided the eruption. Bailey wasn’t as fortunate. “Well, Austin, Is that a preview of things to cum? That was rather impressive.” Austin and Bailey just looked at me in shock. Sweet Jesus. Those two act like they’ve never heard me say anything dirty. “That was just in poor taste, Miah.” Gina said in a mock serious voice. I caught her look and knew she was setting me up. “If you ask me it looked pretty tasty.” I shot back at her. “Why do we put up with these two?” Austin asked Bailey. He was cleaning up the juice that was running down his shirt. “Because you love us.” Gina said on her way into the living room. I stood up and followed her. “And because we are the best sex you two will ever get.” I tossed over my shoulder as I followed Gina. “I think they got us there, Aust.” Bailey said. “Dirty bitches.” Austin mumbled back. * * * Gina and I spent the next few hours looking over the paper looking for jobs while the guys went out. She had a few interesting prospects, but so far I hadn’t found anything. I got really luckily when I was hired at Diversity because I never attended any type of bartending school. I haven’t actually even gone to college yet. I just haven’t had the time to. When I got to the city I had to start working as soon as I could. Luckily Duke thought I was hot and would pull in some crowds after word got out. I learned as I went. I flipped the newspaper page and stumbled upon another ad Gina could respond to. “Hey G,” I said. “This sounds like the best one so far. It’s for a company called Center Stage Productions. The company is looking for an executive assistant for the president of the company. It has full benefits, 401K, and vacation time. They want at least a bachelor’s degree in business admin. And take a look at the salary offer.” I passed the page over to Gina. Her eyes bugled a bit. This Center Stage place was offering a hefty salary for the position. Just the starting offer was almost four times what we made a year at the club. This was too good an opportunity for her to pass up. “I wonder what the catch is.” Gina said thoughtfully. “You can’t be offering all of this without there being something wrong. How much do you want to bet that this president is a major pain in the ass?” “With the salary that’s being offered who the fuck cares?” I said. “I really need to go back to school if I ever want to do anything besides bartend for the rest of my life.” “That’s it, Miah!” Gina exclaimed. I looked at her questioningly. “You were going to take some time off anyways. So why don’t you go back to school? I know that Bailey would love that idea!” “I don’t know, Gina.” I said with a sigh. “I think it’s a fucking great idea.” Our heads turned to see Bailey and Austin standing by the front door. They were both smiling and their faces a bit red from the chill outside. Bailey came up behind me and gave me a hug. He slid his ice-cold hands under my shirt and over my chest. I yelped and tried to get away from him. “You fucker!” I yelled. “Your hands are cold.” Gina was laughing her ass off. That is until Austin slid his hands down her back. Bailey and Austin took off their coats and sat down with us. “I really think it’s a great idea if you want to go back to school, Miah.” Bailey said. “You’ve got a few weeks before the fall semester starts. That leaves you plenty of time to figure out what you want to do.” He held up his hand as I opened my mouth. “And I don’t want to hear a damn word about money. If I can’t spend what I have on the people I love then why bother having it. You know I love you more than anything. So why wouldn’t I want to spend it on you?” Bailey could tell that I was about to object, and he did the most underhanded thing. He gave me the puppy dogface. His beautiful eyes widened and his bottom lip poked out. His lip even trembled a bit. There was no way I was going to win this fight now. That bastard knew it too. “Ok. I give in. I’ll look at courses and figure out what I want to take.” I sighed. “Hell yeah!” Bailey screamed. He grabbed me and pulled me into his lap. His lips crashed into mine. Bailey’s tongue slipped into my mouth and I was in heaven. Every time we kissed it was almost like that first time all over again. My heartbeat raced and my toes curled up. “We need to celebrate tonight!” “You got that right, B!” Gina cheered. “Not that we need a reason to drink, but this definitely calls for a night of partying!” I glanced over at Gina and Austin. They were sitting together on the other couch. Gina had a huge smile on her face, but Austin looked upset. I opened my mouth to say something, but Bailey squeezed me. “Don’t say anything.” Bailey whispered really softly into my ear. “I’m so excited!” Gina continued on. “First thing tomorrow, Miah, you and I are going to check out courses. Well after you figure out what school you are going to. Hey! You should go into business admin like me! That would be so cool! And…” Gina was being classic Gina; she got on a subject and was going to run it into the ground. As Gina was going on and on I looked at Austin again and he was taking slow deep breaths. I could see him fidgeting with something in his pocket. He kept glancing at Gina and then looking away. After a few moments he finally glanced my way and our eyes locked. He had a weird look on his face. Something was tugging at the back of my brain. I’ve seen that look before. I just couldn’t place where. It finally clicked into place. I’ve seen that same look on Bailey’s face before. My face immediately broke into a huge smile. Austin’s eyes widened a little. He looked at me curiously and I slightly nodded my head, just enough so he would catch it. Austin’s face relaxed and he smiled back at me. Gina was still going on and on. “Gina…” Austin began. She didn’t even hear him. He tried to interrupt her a few more times, but she just kept waving her hand at him trying to quiet him. Finally Austin got fed up. He caught her hand in his and got down on one knee next to her. Boy did that get her attention! “Austin, what are you doing?” Gina asked. She was looking at him like he suddenly grew a second head. “Gina,” Austin began. “My life has been completely turned upside down since I met you. At first I thought you were just this crazy, fun person that I would have a good time hanging out with. After a few weeks I realized that there was so much more to you than that. You are one of the most beautiful women I have ever laid my eyes on, but more importantly you have an even more beautiful soul. You’re so loving and tender. You care about people with a ferocity that just blows me away. I want you to be the mother of my children. I want to spend the rest of my life worshipping you. I love you with every ounce of my being. Gina Sands, will you marry me?” Gina looked at Austin with a complete look of surprise. I could see the tears well up in her eyes. I could feel my own throat start to close with the emotions that raced through me. I knew that this moment was coming. It filled my heart with so much happiness that it finally came. “Yes.” Gina choked out. I couldn’t help the tears that started pouring down my face. As I felt Bailey’s arms tighten around me Austin slipped the ring onto Gina’s finger. She launched herself at him. Gina covered Austin’s face with kisses. Austin got a bit unbalanced and they tumbled to the floor. “Look’s like we’ve got another thing to celebrate!” Bailey cheered. “You bet your sweet gay ass we do stud!” Gina said from the floor. Bailey and I exchanged a look. We grinned at each other and then launched ourselves off of the couch. We jumped onto Gina and Austin. We were one big tangle of arms and legs. Our laughter rang out throughout the apartment. This was truly a night to celebrate! * * * I surveyed the pile of pamphlets and booklets that scattered across the coffee table. I spent the last few days getting information from all the colleges in the city. I knew that it would be a difficult choice, but I had no fucking clue it was going to be this tough. I leaned back on the couch to relax and lit up a cigarette. Gina should be getting home from work any minute. She landed that position at Center Stage Productions, and I was excited to see how her first day went. It was only a few minutes before Gina breezed into the apartment. “Hey hun! How was your first day of work?” I asked, while humming the song 9 to 5 under my breath. “Bite me, Miah.” Gina said. She flopped down on the couch with a dramatic sigh. “Did my little working girl have a bad day?” I asked. “The job itself is awesome,” Gina said as she kicked off her shoes. I raised my eyebrow at her in question. “The problem is the boss. I’m sure he’s normally a great guy, but Zack was a cranky son of a bitch today. I wonder if it has to do with the fact that I’m filling his boyfriend’s old position.” “I’m sure you’ll get to the bottom of it, Nancy Drew,” I said with a giggle. “Just don’t let yourself get too involved. You don’t want to get fired for butting into his personal life.” “Any decision on which school, Miah?” Gina asked. Her eyes glanced at all the information that was spread across the table. “Not yet, Gina,” I said with a sigh. “I honestly thought it was going to be much easier than this. Boy, was I ever wrong. It is going to take more time than I thought to go through all of this.” Our conversation was interrupted as the guys came into the apartment. They looked pretty excited. I knew that they went to meet up with Ian, one of Austin’s old friends, but they wouldn’t divulge anything more than that. Austin planted a kiss on Gina, as Bailey did the same to me. “What are you two so excited about?” Gina asked. “Well, it seems that I am going to be getting a new job,” Austin replied. “It turns out that Ian has decided to buy Diversity from the bank and reopen it. He hasn’t picked out a name yet, but he has asked me if I wanted to manage it.” “Oh, honey!” Gina exclaimed. “That’s awesome. You’re going to kick ass for sure!” “I have some news too,” Bailey tossed in. “Ian happened to be looking for a partner and made me an offer. I told him that I would get back to him, after I talked to you of course hun.” I grinned up at him. There are so many things I love about Bailey, but one of the biggest things was the communication we shared. I think that is one of the main reasons why our relationship works. We try to be open and honest with each other as much as possible. “What do you want to do, Bailey?” I asked him. I knew that Bailey would have gone through every scenario his brain could think of before he made a decision. He looked at me thoughtfully. “I really think this can work, Miah,” he responded. “Ian went over his plans for the club with me, and I think it can really be successful. I wanted to check with you, though, before I did anything else.” “Baby, if this is something you really want to do, and you think it could work, then I say go for it.” I said with a smile. Austin and Bailey danced around the room happily. Gina and I looked at each other and rolled our eyes. “I’m going to go call Ian,” Austin said. “He’s going to be so pumped! I knew there was a reason for you being the best man, Miah!” He mussed up my hair on his way down the hallway. I mock growled at him, but his comment made me smile. Bailey and I were asked to be the best men for their wedding. We said yes, of course. Bailey slid up next to me on the couch and nuzzled my neck. “Miah, do you know how much you turn me on when you growl like that?” He whispered into my ear. “Why do you think I do it all the time?” I asked with a giggle. “Stop it you two!” Gina yelled at us. “We need to discuss something before Austin gets back.” I glanced over at Gina because of how serious her voice sounded. I caught the glance that was exchanged between her and Bailey. “What’s going on?” I asked. My eyes darted between the two of them. If they were both involved in this then it must be something big. Gina moved over and sat next to me. “I want you to sleep with Austin.” She said, almost like she was asking me to take the trash out. Laughter immediately fell from my lips. When I saw the serious expressions on their faces the laughter stopped. “You can’t be fucking serious.” I hissed at her. I certainly didn’t want Austin overhearing this conversation. “Miah,” Gina said as she raised her hand at me. “Just let me explain everything first, before you start flipping out. Okay?” “I can’t wait to hear this.” I replied. I crossed my arms across my chest. “Do you remember that prank we played on Austin? When you kissed him in the kitchen?” Gina waited for me to nod my head before continuing. “Well, that night Austin and I had a very, very long talk. We had to have been up until four in the morning. Austin admitted to me that night that he was a bit curious. Well, a little bit more than curious. He didn’t want to leave me, though. Austin said he knew that I was the only one for him, but he was afraid that this curiosity would get the better of him. He was so open and honest with me, Miah. His honesty made me fall in love with him even more. I don’t want this to cause problems for us in the future. I know that he’ll never act on his curiosity, but I also know that he’ll always wonder about it.” City Of Dreams Ch. 14 “You want to give me to Austin as a wedding present?” I asked incredulously. “Woman, you have lost your fucking mind. What do you think about all of this, Bailey?” He looked at me a moment before responding. “I agree with Gina, Miah.” He finally replied. My eyebrows shot up in shock. “Miah, when Gina first talked to me about this, I was in shock like you are. I sat down and thought about, and I realized something.” “What’s that?” I asked. “Well,” he replied. “I know the whole brother thing is freaking you out. If you think about it, though, the two of you most likely would have experimented together if you grew up in the same house. I know so many people who went through things like that with their own brothers. I know that you love me, Miah, and that you’ll never leave me. God knows that this entire situation is really weird, but I think this could be a good thing. The two of you missed out on growing up together, and I think if you would have had that chance, then he wouldn’t have any curiosity. Austin would have had you to turn to.” I didn’t say anything. I let their words sink into my head. I hated to admit, that to a point, they made sense. Austin and I might have played around if we grew up together. I knew of friends that went through the same experimentation phase with their own brothers. Some of them even experimented with friends. If I went through with this, would everything change? Did I even want to go through with this? “Do you really think this is a good idea?” I asked them. “The fact that you’re even hesitating tells me it’s a good idea.” Gina said. “I knew you would realize this is a huge fucking thing for me to ask you, and maybe I shouldn’t even be asking this of you, but you’re the only person I trust enough, Miah. I know what you are going to say. Why not Bailey? I could have asked him, but then it would have just been sex. Besides, Bailey and I both think that y’all might have done this already if you grew up together. If you did this, instead of Bailey, it would mean more to Austin because of what you two already share. To be honest, I think this would even bring you two closer.” I looked at Bailey. I gazed into his eyes. “Miah, I trust you.” Bailey said. “I know you’re not going to leave me, and I know how much this would mean to Austin. He has no clue that Gina even talked to me about it. So, if you really don’t want to do this you don’t have to. I don’t want you to say no because of me, though. To be honest, I’d be tempted by the situation myself.” I took a few slow, deep breaths. I had to think this through before I said anything else. Would this change everything? Yes. Would it be a good change? Yes, I think it would. I held Bailey’s gaze. I could see the depth of his love for me. I didn’t say a word, but I slowly nodded my head. They both hugged me. “Thank you, Miah.” Gina whispered. * * * “You two have fun tonight,” Gina said while she pulled on her coat. “Do NOT get too drunk. If I have to deal with a sick groom tomorrow I’m holding you responsible, Miah.” I stuck my tongue out at her as she wagged her finger at me. Austin was sitting on the opposite couch and was pouting. “Why can’t we just party together tonight?” He asked. “I told you, honey, that you can’t see me on the day of the wedding.” Gina said as she leaned over to kiss him. “This way Bailey and I will crash at my gram’s house tonight. I think you two can manage on your own. Just keep in mind tomorrow is a big day.” “How could I forget?” Austin asked with a smirk. “You’ve been mentioning it a hundred times a day for the last week.” Austin hugged them both. He went into the kitchen to start making drinks. I walked Bailey and Gina to the door. “Are you both sure about this?” I asked. I’ve been a nervous wreck about this since our talk a couple weeks ago. “Yes, Miah.” Gina said. “Everything is going to be fine. If the sounds I hear from your room at night is any indication, then Austin is in for a really, REALLY good time tonight.” “How do you know it’s not my talent causing all the noise?” Bailey asked. “I know that it’s Miah because you’re the one I always hear, Bailey.” Gina replied with a wicked grin. I laughed and gave them both a hug. I kissed Bailey deeply. “I love you, Bailey.” I whispered into his ear. “I know, Miah. I love you, too. Don’t worry. I’m proud of you for doing this, ya know.” Bailey replied with his patented smile. I nodded. I held the door for them as they left. I flipped the locks into place and headed back into the living room. I glanced over the counter into the kitchen. Austin was clad in a pair of jeans and a tank top. His jeans were tight in all the right places. I allowed myself to drink in the sight of his beautiful good looks. Once I was able to get past my own nervousness I realized that this could be a really special evening for us. “I thought we could start out the night with screwdrivers, bro.” Austin said. I took the drink he offered. “This is delicious, Aust.” I said, as I tasted it. “You make better drinks than I do, and I’m the bartender.” “If you live with lushes you learn to make a mean drink.” Austin said with a smirk as he walked past me. I took the opportunity and slapped his ass. “Ouch!” Austin yelped. “You’ll pay for that, bitch!” “Promises, promises.” I threw back at him as I sat down on one of the couches. We spent the next couple of hours drinking and listening to music. I made sure that neither one of us had too much to drink. I didn’t want Austin to be completely hung over at the wedding tomorrow. I wanted him to be aware of what was going on as well. I didn’t want him to think that this was going to be some big, drunk mistake. I was sitting at the end of one the couches. Austin was stretched out across it, and he had his head on my lap. We had on a soft rock station playing on the radio. “What was the most memorable part of your wedding, Miah?” Austin asked. “Well, first of course would be my mom being there.” I said with a smile, as memories flashed through my head. “Second, would have to be the first dance Bailey and I had together. I know we danced together before, but being married just seemed to make it feel different. You’ll see tomorrow, bro.” “I can’t wait.” Austin said with a grin. “Miah, can I ask you a question?’ “Of course, bro.” I replied. “You can always ask me anything.” “How different is it slow dancing with a man, than it is with a woman?” He asked. Well, if I was looking for a window of opportunity I just got one. I hope this works, and I hope he doesn’t freak the hell out on me. “Well,” I started. “It is different, but I don’t know if I can explain it, though.” “Ok.” Austin replied a bit dejectedly. “It would probably be easier if I just showed you.” I said. “You don’t have to do that, bro. It’s no big deal.” He replied. I could hear interest in his voice, but he was obviously afraid. I guess it’s now or never. I started to stand up, and Austin sat up right away. “It is a big deal.” I said with a grin. “I need to make sure that my brother doesn’t make a huge ass out of himself dancing in front of all those people tomorrow. The best way to do that is for you to dance with me. Besides, this would answer your question on how it’s different than dancing with a woman.” I reached out my hand to him. Austin looked at me for a moment and didn’t move. I was worried that he wouldn’t do it, but then his face suddenly lit up in a huge smile. He reached out and grabbed my hand. I pulled him up off the couch. “I guess I’ll humor you, at least for one dance.” He said with a laugh. The sound of soft music still filled the apartment. I pushed the coffee table out of the way as Austin walked over to me. He put his hands on my waist and giggled. I rolled my eyes and humored him. I placed my hands on his shoulder. Austin started to sway in beat with the music, and I followed his lead. There was about three feet of space between our bodies. It was almost like we were in junior high and had a chaperone watching us. “I really don’t feel any difference, Miah.” Austin said. “Oh, really?” I asked him. I could see the twinkle in his eye and knew he was teasing me. “Well, this normally isn’t how guys slow dance.” Austin stopped moving. “I thought I was doing it wrong.” He said with a grin. He reached up and took one of my hands off of his shoulder. Austin held our arms out to the side of our bodies. It looked like he was about to waltz me around the living room. “Ok, smart ass.” I said and rolled my eyes. “If you aren’t going to take me seriously.” I started to step back from him, but his grip on my body tightened. “You know I’m teasing you, bro.” He said with a wink. “Ok. Let’s do this the right way.” Before I had a chance to say anything Austin pulled me closer. Our bodies still weren’t touching, but we were definitely closer. There was less than a foot of space between us now. I felt his arms snake around my waist. My arms wrapped around his neck out of reflex. Our bodies slowly moved to the beat of the music again. My eyes had closed and I allowed myself to follow Austin’s lead. The song we were dancing to was coming to an end. I expected him to stop dancing as a new song started, but he didn’t stop dancing. In fact, I felt his arms tighten around me. Austin gently pulled me against him. My arms wrapped further around his neck. I could feel his breath on my neck. “You’re right, Miah.” Austin practically whispered. “This is different.” “Good different or bad different?” I whispered back. “I’d say it was good,” he replied. “Though, I think that’s only because it’s you that I’m dancing with.” The conversation stopped at that point and we enjoyed dancing with each other. I felt Austin’s face press into my neck after a few minutes. Austin had nuzzled against me like this before when he fell asleep watching TV. So, this was nothing really new for us. It was what happened next that surprised me. I felt his lips graze against my neck. I thought I was just imaging things at first, but then I felt it again. This time it was more of a kiss. Austin’s arms tightened around me, and I could definitely feel his excitement. “Austin…” I said softly. Austin’s head jerked back. Shock filled his eyes. “Miah…” He stuttered. “I…I didn’t mean to…” Austin tried to pull away from me, but I held him in place. He looked into my eyes questioningly. He opened his mouth to say something else, but I didn’t allow him the opportunity to. I leaned in and gently pressed my lips against his. I took advantage of the situation and eased my tongue into his open mouth. I could feel him stiffen in shock for a moment, but then he let himself relax. A shot of electricity shot through my body as I felt his tongue brush against my own. The kiss ended abruptly. Austin jerked back from me. I could see the fear in his eyes. I reached out to touch him, and he stepped back from me. I couldn’t stop the hurt that bubbled up inside of me. I must have moved too fast, but he did start kissing my neck. I could tell that he wanted this. “Austin…” I said. “Miah,” Austin interrupted me. “We can’t do this, as much as I might want…what about Bailey? What about Gina?” I opened my mouth to respond, but he didn’t give me the chance. Austin turned and quickly strode out of the living room. I quickly followed him, but I didn’t reach him in time. I ended up having his bedroom door closed in my face. “Austin!” I yelled, as I knocked on the door. “Please open the door. You have to give me the chance to explain.” I waited a few minutes, but he didn’t open the door. I could barely make out the sound of his voice through the door. I waited a bit longer, but then finally gave up in defeat. I headed back into the living room and swallowed what was left of my drink. I lit up a cigarette. I walked over to the windows and looked out at the city. How could I have messed things up this bad? This entire situation was supposed to bring us closer together, not rip us apart. I couldn’t stop the silent tears that ran down my face as I put the cigarette out. “Miah.” My body spun around at the sound of Austin’s voice. I never heard him come back into the living room. Confusion was etched across his face. It broke my heart to see him this lost. I could tell he had something to say, so I didn’t bother responding. “I called Gina’s cell phone.” He said. “I talked to her and Bailey, and they told me what they asked you to do. It means so much to me that you would be willing to do this, but I can’t ask that from you. You’ve done so much for me already, and it doesn’t surprise me that you would be willing to go along with it.” Austin walked over to me and brushed a tear off of my cheek. “Don’t be upset, bro. I’m not mad or upset. I just wish they wouldn’t have put you in this position.” I looked into Austin’s eyes, and something clicked in my brain. He totally thought Gina and Bailey put me up to this. Austin must think I’m only doing this because they asked me to, not because I wanted to. “Austin,” I said as I reached out and touched his face. “They may have asked me to do this, but they didn’t force me to do it. Do you honestly think that I would even try something like this just because Bailey or Gina wanted me to?” “What are you saying, Miah?” Austin asked. I could hear the confusion in his voice, and this confirmed my suspicions. He actually thought that I wasn’t attracted to him. Well, I was going to prove to him right now that I do find him attractive. I moved closer to Austin, to the point that our bodies were almost touching. I cupped his face with my hands and leaned in close. “I’m saying that if this is something you really want to experience, then I am more than willing to help you out.” I whispered to him. I slid my hands back towards his neck, and left my thumbs on his cheeks. I pulled his head towards me. I leaned forward and our lips met for the second time. If he had any hesitation at this point, I never sensed it. In fact, his tongue slipped into my mouth, and his arms wrapped around me again, crushing our bodies against each other. My body stiffened as I felt him moan into my mouth. As the kiss ended I looked into his eyes. The confusion was no longer there. It was replaced by something else, passion. The fire in the kiss nearly took my breath away. Austin rubbed his hands up and down my back. I felt his body arch against me. I ran my hands down his back and cupped his ass. I gently squeezed the rock hard muscles of his ass. Austin responded by groaning into my mouth again. Austin pulled back, ending the kiss. He gave me a few smaller kisses before staring into my eyes. “I don’t know what to say, Miah,” Austin said. He ran his fingers through my hair. “I really can’t even believe this is happening. I…” His voice broke off. His eyes radiated an intense heat. Any reservations I had about this situation just went out the window. I realized just how much he needed this. Austin’s curiosity was obviously a bit bigger than he let on to Gina. “You don’t have to say anything, bro,” I said as I placed a finger over his lips. “This moment means a lot for both of us. Let’s not waste it talking. I’m sure there are other things we can do, if we put our heads together.” Austin’s face lit up with a sexy ass grin. His lips parted suddenly, and my finger was engulfed in a hot wetness. I gasped as his tongue swirled around my finger. My attention was so focused on the feelings emanating from my finger I never realized his hands moved, until I felt my shirt being unbuttoned. Sweet Jesus! If he’s this talented with his mouth I couldn’t wait to see what else he could do. I gently pulled my finger from his mouth. Austin finished unbuttoning my top and slid it from my body. His eyes seemed to burn holes through my chest. His hand reached out to touch my chest, but it stopped just short of making contact. I could still see some hesitancy in his face. He was obviously trying to let go of his carefully maintained control. I reached out and pulled his hand against my chest. I immediately felt him start to feel me up. Austin finally looked up at my face, and I gave him a brilliant grin. His other hand shot out to join in. The palms of his hands brushed over my nipples. My entire body felt like it was on fire. I reached out and pulled him against me. His hands continued their assault on my chest. I leaned in and rubbed the tip of my tongue under his ear. Austin must have liked this because his hands tightened on me. I used my teeth to gently chew on his earlobe. “Oh Miah…” Austin breathed into my ear. I pulled back and practically ripped Austin’s tank top off of him. I ran my hands over his exposed chest. The tight, smooth muscle of his chest felt alive under my fingertips. I pinched and tugged on his nipples. The groans that came out of him were so fucking hot I thought I was going to explode in my pants. I leaned down and flicked my tongue over the nubs. Austin’s hand gripped the back of my head and pulled me against him. I sucked and licked at his chest. I took my time, making sure to work over each hot, erect nipple. By the time I was done Austin was panting like a champion runner. Our bodies crashed together again as we shared another passionate kiss. His hands ran down my back, and it sent chills up my spine. Austin must have been feeling bold because I felt one of his hands slip down the back of my pants. As I felt his hand cup and massage my ass cheek I heard him giggle. “You must have thought I was a sure thing, bro, since you didn’t put on any underwear.” Austin said as he winked at me. I licked my lips and reached down to unbutton my pants. Austin reached out and stopped me. “Let me do that for you.” His voice suddenly had a thick, husky quality to it. My cock twitched in my pants just from hearing it. If I wasn’t hard already, watching Austin lower himself to his knees in front of me would have done it. I thought he was going to go right for the good stuff, but he surprised me. His hands reached back and began to cup my ass again. Austin leaned forward and began to kiss my stomach and abs. I reached down, running my fingers through his hair. “That feels so good, Aust.” I moaned. Austin looked up at me with a grin. I pushed his head against me. “Don’t stop, bro. Keep going.” I felt his tongue start to dip down the front of my pants. I was throbbing in my pants. I arched against him, trying to get his mouth further down my body. I knew he had a talented mouth, but it seemed like the night was going to be full of surprises. Somehow, he managed to pop the button of my pants with his mouth. Austin gently grabbed the zipper of my pants with his teeth, and slowly pulled it down. My cock burst through the opening. Austin lowered my pants, but his eyes were glued to the sight of my thick, throbbing cock. I saw his tongue dart out and moisten his lips. I stepped out of my pants and stood completely naked in front of him. Austin’s hand slowly reached out and his fingertips rubbed the bottom of my balls. My entire body jerked from the pleasure, so much in fact my cock began to leak. Austin’s eyes seem to focus on my swollen head. His eyes darted up to look at me. I nodded my head slightly to encourage him. His tongue reached out and took some of the fluid off of my cock. I heard the groan the erupted deep from his body. He licked at the head of my cock a few more times. My head leaned back as my eyes closed. God, it felt so good. Suddenly, my cock was engulfed in an intense hot wetness. My eyes opened and I saw Austin sucking the head of my cock into his mouth. He wrapped his lips around the head of my cock as his tongue massaged underneath it. My hands instinctively latched onto the sides of his head. I had to fight the urge to push my cock deeper into his mouth. I had to try and relax and let Austin take his time. Though from the way he was sucking my cock, I had no clue how long my control would hold out. His head moved forward and a few more inches of my cock was wrapped in the velvet heat of his mouth. Austin reached up with his hand and tugged gently on my balls. Let me tell you that just about did me in. I had to clench every muscle in my body to stop from shooting off right then and there.