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Auto-Erotic

By: ABNnudist



From the very first time I did it, I loved jerking off. I did it often, as often as I could. I had some porn that I liked to get me started but I would let my mind wander and think of some of the girls from school or the memory of some porn that I had seen and it set me off. When I was getting ready to cum, I would look down at my dick and watch it shoot all over my stomach. I wondered what it tasted like, but after I came that thought would disappear and I didn't go any further.

In my junior year I started to really wonder, and I used to lean in closer but pulled back before it happened. I had gotten used to just watching my dick for the last part of jerking off, and sometimes right from the beginning and all the way through. I was getting able to gauge where I was and extend my orgasms for longer and longer by focusing on my dick. I like watching it as well, and enjoyed watching in the mirror as well as up close and personal.

When I first started doing it I bent over and tried to put it in my mouth but I wasn't flexible enough and my dick had not fully grown yet. Now it was much bigger, about 7 inches fully erect but I had not tried to suck it since then. I was enjoying bending over and getting close when I was coming and I did like getting as close as I could. I liked looking right at it when I knew it was going to come, and I began letting myself shoot all over my face and neck. I still didn't taste it, but it was fun to do. I tried getting as close as I could, and I was getting very flexible so I was almost right on it.

During one session, I was jerking as usual and getting close to my dick as usual to watch and it felt like I was closer than ever before. I stuck my tongue out and I could lick the spongy tip. I didn't expect to be able to reach, but the feeling was wonderful. I moved closer and I could lick all around the whole tip, and even close my mouth over the tip and a little more. It was so exciting to stroke and lick my dick that I lost control and started to build up an orgasm. I was losing myself in the feeling and I could taste the precum in my mouth and just kept going. I started to cum and shot the first jet deep into my mouth. It was the first time I tasted my own cum but I didn't stop to think about it. I just kept on sucking and stroking into my mouth as pulse after pulse of sticky cum shot into my mouth. I was swallowing and letting it run out of my mouth and over my hand and having some kind of cum bath in my mouth and face. I went from never tasting it to having a party with it. I still didn't stop to think about it, stroking myself to completion while rubbing my lips and tongue all over my dick as it shot again and again.

I sat up and tried to catch my breath. It was the most amazing orgasm that I had ever had. I wiped the cum from my face and thought about what had just happened. My dick was still standing at attention, so I went right back down on it. The sensation of getting a blowjob is amazing, and I was controlling it completely. I took my time and stroked slowly while bobbing up and down slowly on it. I could go down almost halfway before I could bend no more, and I did my very best on the half that I could work over. I rubbed my lips and tongue all over the head all the while stroking slowly. I stroked over the head and then went back down with my mouth covering the tip with a warmth and wetness that was more than I could hope for. I used my other hand to lightly stroke my balls and traced my middle finger over my taint and around my asshole. As soon as I touched my anus I felt another tingle coming from there too. I took my finger and put it in my mouth for some lubrication and scooped up some cum as well and put my finger back down against my anus. I had never stuck my finger in my ass before but it was a day of firsts. It felt so good as I shoved my middle finger in and I could feel my muscles flex around my finger as I was stroking my dick. I was on fire with lust and out of control. I started stroking and sucking with more and more purpose and started finger fucking my ass without any lube as the spit dried up so quickly. In just a few moments I started to feel the beginning of another orgasm. The sensation was so much that I wildly banged my fingers in my ass and I sucked and stroked my dick into my mouth. I came and came again into my mouth and throat and suddenly I had to pull off. I sat back in my chair trying to catch my breath. I pulled my fingers out of my ass as I could still feel the muscles contracting, but I kept my dick in my hand as the waves started to recede.

I sat there just trying to calm back down. I hoped that I had not made a lot of noise, I was in no position to try to explain myself. I had cum in my hair, on my face, neck, chest hands, legs and everywhere else. The hardest to explain would be the cum dripping from my chip and mouth. Clearly, I had just been eating cum. Even with the tip starting in my mouth, it shot like a fire hose from the newfound eroticism. A towel would not be enough. I needed a shower and a washcloth.

Over the next several weeks I perfected my technique. Bending became easier and I tried new positions to see what worked best. I didn't like to pull out when I was cumming and choosing a good position helped out immensely. I liked being on my back with my legs over my head. When I started to cum it was hard to just pull out. The problem was that it was painful to do often this way and I would up shooting cum everywhere. The good thing was how deep I could take my dick in my mouth and the position of my ass made it easy for me to stick my fingers in my ass. I didn't do that all the time, maybe one times out of five. It added a layer of work to pleasure that I didn't always want. Also, over the next weeks I found that I was able to sit and bend over like before but I could take more and more into my mouth. I thought I was becoming more flexible but it also looked like my dick was getting bigger. I wasn't jerking off at all anymore, I was blowing myself. Also, I was blowing myself every day. I couldn't masturbate several times a day like when I was jerking off, but 2 or 3 times a day of getting blowjobs was having an effect on my size. It was like my dick was reaching up more to get sucked. Awesome!

I also had pretty much abandoned porn during my sucking sessions. I would have liked to look at the fuck mags that I had but it was too hard to look at them and suck my dick, and since I loved sucking my dick from both giving and receiving aspects I had to fantasize about a cheerleader blowing me. I could get worked up looking at porn, and I love porn, but it was too good to not go down so that's that for now at least. I had some fantasies about blowing somebody else, which is normal given that fact that I was giving a blowjob every day. Blowing yourself isn't a gay act. It's fun. I was gaining an appreciation for penis, but I loved looking at women and really never thought about guys, even though my daily activities were dick oriented. 

One day, I was at my house getting it on with myself when my friend Mike came over. He was used to hanging around and let himself in. I wasn't expecting anybody or I wouldn't have started, and I got naked for it just to make cleanup easier. I was sitting in a chair facing the door, naked with a raging hardon and my mouth on my dick when he walked in. From that angle he had a full frontal of me and could probably even see my asshole. I sat up in a terror. It's bad enough to get caught masturbating, but what I was doing was over the line. I sat there for a second looking at him as I tried to figure out what to do and he froze at the door. Clearly he wasn't expecting to see me like this. My dick was still glistening from my mouth and it was as erect as it could get. The fact that I didn't even have any clothes on was the least of it.

I decided to be clever. I stood up and started towards my closet. "Hi Mike."

He still stood at the door, clearly not knowing what to do either. He should have probably gone out the door, but seeing me blow myself must have overwhelmed him a bit. "Uh, hi."

"Sorry about that. Just having some fun." I reached into my closet and pulled out a polo shirt and pulled it over my head. It got hung up as I was doing it, due to me being all kinds of nervous and my muscles were not inclined at that moment to start getting dressed. As it was over my head and I was having problems, I realized that I was facing Mike with my entire lower body exposed and my still very fucking hard dick facing him. Crap. Not good.

"What the hell?"

I knew this was coming as soon as the door opened. No way this was going to be okay. "Um, what," I said after getting my shirt over my head leaving just my dick out. I looked around trying to find shorts to at least cover up.

He said, "You can suck yourself?"

I found some shorts and pulled them on. Now I had a tent pole that was quickly fading. "Yeah. I found I could do it a couple of weeks ago."

"Seriously?"

"Yeah. It's embarrassing as fuck, but fun when nobody is looking."

He smiled, "Do you know why a dog licks his balls? Because he can."

"That's about it."

We talked for just a minute more about it, and he told me that he was coming to see if I wanted to play some basketball with some of the other kids from school. I got dressed and we headed out and played for a couple of hours. I was hoping that wouldn't say anything but what the hell was I going to do? I was caught with my dick in my mouth, and that's hard to pass off as anything else. It's not like it was a dude, and I thought that maybe one of the ladies would be intrigued. Clearly my dick would have to be big enough to get down on it.

After the game we were walking back home and he said, "Listen, about before..."

I was hoping that it wouldn't come up, but here it was. "Yeah. I'm a bit freaked out about getting caught."

"I'm a bit freaked out about catching you." He pause, "How do you do it?"

Alright, he wants to talk about how he could do it too. If I told him it would probably be a secret. "Well, it took a bit of flexibility. And then once I got close enough I could try out different ways to do it."

"I'm not that flexible. I can get close, but I'm still about two inches away."

"Get the fuck out. You've been trying? I thought I was the only one."

He laughed, "I think everybody has tried to do it at least once, but I never heard of anyone getting it done."

"Well, I tried for a long time before I could do it, but here's the weird part. My dick has been growing since I started."

"Really?"

"I think that I'm having an effect on it and I'm actually getting longer."

"No shit. That's cool."

We walked the rest of the way home and didn't talk about it much more. We talked about Sally Cavanaugh's tits. They were coming in with a vengeance and was as large as any porn start I ever saw. The best part is that she loved them and was putting on quite a show with them, making the girls jealous and the guys hard. His house was closer than mine and as he was walking in I said, "Hey, could you do me a favor and not make a big deal about what I was doing?"

"Sure. I don't know what to say anyway."

Several days later mike caught up with me on the way home. "Hey, I want to ask you a question."

I said, "Sure, go ahead."

"It's a bit awkward," he shuffled his feet a bit, "but I wonder if you could teach me how to do that."

I knew I was off the hook and I could keep my secret somewhat, at least for now. I decided to make it difficult for him. "Do what?"

"That thing you were doing the other day."

"What was I doing? Hitting three point shots from the side?"

"No, that other thing."

He wanted me to jump in, but if he wanted to ask he actually had to ask. "What thing?"

He looked frustrated but I'm sure he knew what I was doing too. "You were blowing yourself. You were sucking your dick, okay?"

"You want me to teach you how to give yourself a blowjob?"

"Yeah. I've been trying and I can't reach. I'm sure I'm doing something wrong."

"So you want to suck your cock."

"Why do you keep saying it like that? It sounds gay and I'm not."

"I'm saying it like that because that's what it is. There's nothing wrong with it, but call it what it is. I suck my own dick. I give myself a blowjob. It's fucking awesome. I'll blow myself later. I'm really looking forward to it."

"Is it really awesome?"

"Absolutely. Showing you how may take some time and it might be awkward if someone catches us, but it's totally worth it."

"Okay. I got a chubby thinking about it. Let's go."

"Well, today is okay until 7, but I have to check my mom's work schedule to see when she's home or not. She works second shift and my dad works all over. I usually know when they'll be home but I will check to see for the next couple of weeks."

"Weeks! I didn't think it was going to take that long."

"First you have to get flexible. That may take a while or not. I don't have any clue. I'm not a gymnastics coach, nor do I regularly teach people how to start sucking themselves off."

"Okay. Fine."

I had to think about it for a minute, since I didn't have any idea how to get started. "Before we even think of starting, you have to make a serious promise to me. Noone can know."

"Believe me, I don't want anyone to know at all."

"Even if you can do it, don't tell a soul where you learned it from. No joke."

"Promise. I hope you don't tell anyone either. The last thing I want anyone to know is that I'm learning to..."

"Please say it. You're learning to...?"

"Suck my dick."

"No thanks, but maybe you can do your own. C'mon over."

We got back to my house and it was deserted. We had about 3 hours to ourselves for the lesson, though I didn't have any idea how to give a lesson. "Let's go back to my room. I can lock the door so we don't get surprised."

We went back to the back of the house and I locked the door, I told him to close the shades tight, and got undressed. He turned around and said, "what are you doing?"

I said, "I don't blow myself wearing clothes. Too much of a mess. What did you expect? Pictures and written test?"

"Well, I guess I didn't think about it in detail."

I stripped all the way down to nothing and said, "Okay, get naked."

"Really, I thought you were just going to show me."

"No. You want to learn, right?"

"Yes."

"Then strip." This will be our uniform for this."

He took off his clothes and stood with his hands covering his dick. I had no such reservations and never covered myself. Getting caught naked, even with a raging hard on was the least of my worries.

"Okay, show me what you're doing."

He looked a bit shy and hesitated. "Well, I was laying on my back..."

"No seriously, show me."

He got down on the floor, laid on his back and put his feet on the wall. He flipped his legs over his head and his dick was pointing straight at his face, with about three inches to go. He didn't look all the way hard to me, probably had to do with me standing naked next to him while he was in such a vulnerable position. I had tried that many times. "Have you tried sitting and doing it?"

He righted himself and said, "Lately I have. Especially after seeing you do it that way."

"Try it again."

He headed to my chair and waited for me to get out of the road. He clearly didn't want to cross swords, though for some reason I didn't care. He sat down and bent over but still had a ways to go. I said, "Put your hands under the seat and pull down to see how far you get." He grabbed under the seat and pulled but he was still three inches away.

"Okay." You have to stretch every day. Also, you have to stop jerking off every day. Every other day or less. You need to get flexible and really want it." 

"Okay. How should I be stretching?"

"Alternate between laying on your back and sitting down. Crunches and situps might help too. But you really have to want it too."

"What do you mean? Of course I want it. I'm here, naked with a naked guy. What else can I do?

"I mean, you have to want your dick in your mouth. You have to lust after it. That's how I got to bend over enough."

He looked at me sideways. "You lust after your dick?" I nodded. "Do you eat your own cum?"

I knew this question was coming and I was ready to answer without hesitation. "Well, it gets in my mouth, that can't be helped but I pull off. I'm not trying to get it in my mouth on purpose." That was a total lie. I loved it and attacked my cum with reckless abandon. Once the orgasm started I doubled my effort and didn't stop until I couldn't breathe anymore or I was done shooting. "Let's work on stretching out."

I laid down on my back and pitched my legs over like he just did. He laid down next to me and did the same. I said, "Try to touch the floor behind you." I could see him stretching but clearly it was starting to hurt. Meanwhile my dick was close to my face and I could just reach up and get it if I wanted. "Now, lift your head and flick your tongue out." He was clearly starting to get into it and his dick was rock hard pointing at his face.

"I can't reach."

"It takes time. Can you jerk off from that position? That's how I got started."

He grabbed his dick with his hand and started to stroke it slowly. I did the same as I watched. It was something that I never thought that I would see even in deviant type porn, but here it was happening in my bedroom. He looked over at me and I told him to focus on his dick. Just look at the head and relax. I told him to have a fantasy, but keep looking at the head of his dick while he was doing it. I watched as he relaxed a bit and got much closer and he stroked himself deliberately and slowly.

He looked over at me and said, "Can you do it from this angle?"

I put my feet closer to the floor and my dick was rubbing against my cheek. "Sure, see?" The feel of my dick and the scene unfolding before me was getting to be a bit much. I said, "If you don't mind I'm going to take care of something."

"What?"

"Well, while you are stroking and getting the hang of it, I'm going to blow myself."

I didn't wait for a response and turned to take my dick into my mouth. I sucked and licked slowly at first, but then reached up and started to stroke in a rhythm that I liked. I looked over at Mike and he turned away suddenly, but he was clearly watching and embarrassed about it. I pulled off and said, "You should watch. You're here to learn right?"

"Yeah, but..."

"Hey, it's hot to suck yourself off. You should see how I do it so you can have something to look forward to." I turned myself back and started up again. It was my first time today doing this, and it was an incredibly erotic experience and I felt myself starting to cum. When the first shot came I had lost myself a bit and took the whole thing down my throat, savoring the taste. I know that I told him that I didn't, and it was kind of a disappointment but I pulled off and stroked myself over my face and neck until I was done. I looked over and Mike had just pushed over the edge and he started to cum. The first rope landed on his cheek and it took him by surprise. He was trying to flip over when the second shot landed right in his mouth. I watched as he sat up in a hurry, but I also noticed that the cum that went in his mouth didn't come back out.

I said to him a little out of breath, "Did you taste it?"

"Yeah, I didn't expect to."

"It's not so bad. You get used to it. The orgasms are better if you stay on as long as you can."

"How often do you do this? I mean, how long do you think it will take?"

"I tell you what, you come over here when nobody is here and we'll practice. When you are home spend at least an hour a day getting flexible and it will happen before you know it."

He nodded in agreement and I asked him if he wanted a drink, and maybe to clean up. We got up and went into the kitchen and I gave him a towel. And poured us some ice tea from the fridge. I said, "Whenever you come over, we're just going spend the time naked and working on sucking dick." 


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He said, "Fine. Blowjobs it is." It was kind of funny to have a relationship that revolved around sucking yourself off. 

The next couple of days he couldn't come over but Friday he said I could come over his house. His mom and dad were going away overnight and he would be at home by himself. I agreed and made plans to sleep over. 

I showed up at his house around 7 and he met me at the door in a pair of shorts and nothing else. He said, "I don't feel like answering the door naked, just in case." 

I said, "I brought a pair of shorts for just that purpose."

He told me to put my stuff in the room and I went upstairs by myself. When I got there I decided to get naked. That's why we were here and I should get into the spirit. I was folding my clothes when Mike came in with a couple of beers. He said, "Jeez. You're not wasting time."

"Well, what are we here for? I am actually looking forward to just being naked tonight."

He put the beers down and dropped his shorts and his erection popped out like a springboard. The sight of this and the feeling of being nude was also giving me an erection. He said, "I'm looking forward to it also. Obviously." And then he pointed down to his dick. I laughed and he said, "Now, look at how far I can get."

He laid down on the floor and put his legs over his head and touched his toes to the floor behind him. I looked down and he was getting real close. I inched a little closer and said, "Here, let me try something." I got over right next to him on my knees and grabbed his knees to see if I could get him closer. It helped a bit but he really needed me to push his butt down. I wasn't thinking about it, but when I looked down my dick was inches from his face, and he was looking right at it. I said , "Focus. Let me try something else." I stood up and got over him and straddled my feet on either side of his legs and reached over to try and push his butt down but it was a bad angle. I said, "Here, let me try from the other side. I'm going to stand down by the base of your back and try to push down a little. Let me know if it hurts."

He said okay and I went down on the other side. In his vulnerable position my dick and his ass were real close, but I didn't want to fuck him in the butt. I was doing something that was incredibly erotic, but that's about it. I grabbed his legs just above his butt and tried to push down lightly to see if I could help him bridge the distance. I could help a bit, but was really at an even more awkward angle since I wasn't trying to rub my dick in his ass. I slipped a bit and my dick slipped right onto him and I backed up. I was off to the side and my dick slapped across his ass cheeks and it felt so great. I slid across his legs, feeling my dick as it slid across him. It was electric. I closed my eyes and pushed back and forth a couple more times real slow. I heard mike say, "Hey." I said, "I just can't get a good angle here." I backed up a bit, at least I got my raging hardon off of his ass, and tried to push him down.

He said, "Let go for a second. Take a look." I got down where I could see better and laid down on my side. He had his hands behind his knees and had pulled himself down close enough where he could almost lick the tip. His dick was curved a bit and didn't line up well and he probably could get more in if he lined up. I said, "Can I help here?" Mike must have been a combination of frustrated and excited because he said, "Please." I reached in and pushed his dick closer to his mouth with my fingertips but it slid off quickly. Mike said, "Hey." I don't think he expected me to touch him, but before he could protest again I grabbed it in my hand and put the head right on his lips. He stopped fighting immediately and licked the tip of his own dick. He pulled off and said, "Keep it there," and then he went to work on the tip. He was licking and kissing the tip and moving his lips over the tip. I have done this before and it is an amazing feeling. I thought about stroking his dick to help him out but I knew from experience he would easily get to climax with what he was doing and that he would probably enjoy doing this by and for himself. I just held it steady and let him do all the work. He could get his mouth over the head just slightly, and he was moving the head in and out and I watched as he got closer and closer. The orgasm was no surprise this time and he took it all in. Like my first time, he licked and rolled it over his mouth and tongue with cum flowing over his face and shooting into his mouth and hair. I decided to let him go, but I stroked his dick a couple of times before I did.

Mike dropped his legs down and tried to get his wind back. His feet hit with a thump and his dick flopped about, still oozing and the whip action shot a big drop onto my arm. In a moment he was smiling and said, "That was great. Thanks for the helping hand."

"No problem."

"Were you trying to poke my ass there?"

I was a little taken back, one for the fact he said something and two for the enjoyment I had. "I guess I got a little caught up in the moment. It felt great rubbing against skin and I lost myself for a moment."

"And, you grabbed my dick."

"You asked for help."

I sat back and was talking to him, but none of this was confrontational or angry. It sounded more like busting balls. I was rock hard from all of this, and I absentmindedly was stroking my dick while talking to him. He was laying down still looking at the ceiling, with fresh cum all over his face.

"I didn't think you'd stroke it."

"I was just helping out. I only gave a couple of pumps. You were doing a great job all on your own."

Mike smiled, "Yeah, that was awesome. I think I swallowed some."

"You got some everywhere, even my arm." I looked down on it, still stroking myself slowly. I don't know why, but I lifted my arm to my mouth and looked at it closer. I smelled it, and suddenly licked it off. The taste was so similar to my own, but the fact that I just ate cum off of my arm made me pump a little more intently. I was pretty much just jerking off.

Mike looked over, "Did you just eat it?"

"I wiped it off."

"With your tongue."

I didn't say anything back, but I was looking at him at stroking it seriously. I had spread my legs apart so from his angle he could even see under my balls to my asshole. Being looked at from that angle turned me on. The cum on my lips turned me on. The rubbing of my dick and his ass, holding his dick in his mouth for him, and now stroking my dick had me so turned on I couldn't stand it.

"I'm really going to lose it here. Mind if I suck myself off? Then we can get back to normal."

He said, "Sure, suck your cock. I'll just lay here."

I did the same thing he did and made some room, and then flipped my legs over my head. It was a vulnerable position, but at this point I just needed some release. So, in a half a second from me telling him, I was giving myself a blowjob. I know he was watching like before, but I wasn't thinking about that when I flipped over and from where he was he couldn't see. He moved around and watched me taking it deep and said, "I can't wait until I can suck my cock like that. You go so far down." He said, let me get a better view, and got up and walked behind me. I wasn't paying attention until I felt his dick rubbing between my ass cheeks. He started rubbing his hands over the bottom of my legs and up to my ass and then back down again, while he kept sliding his dick in my ass crack and across my asshole. All of it became too much, and I started having an intense orgasm into my mouth. Over and over I shot, and this time I swallowed as much as I could. If you could see me it would have been apparent the effort I was making. It was an intense orgasm, and although I held on for as long as I could I had to pull off and catch some air. As I was righting myself on the floor cum dripped off of my dick and landed back on my mouth and upper lip. Without thinking a licked my lip and sucked it all down.

"Crap, you eat it too?"

I said breathlessly as I tried to calm back down, "I don't eat crap, I just drink my own cum."

I looked up at him, "What was with all of the rubbing? I could feel your sloppy dick against my asshole." I sat up a bit, and sat down next to me. 

He said, "You were helping me out, right? I just helped you too. Fair is fair."

"I didn't go dragging a wet dick through your ass, nor shoot cum on you." He closed his eyes and laughed, and I had a quick idea. I scooped some of my cum off of my chin and slapped it right onto his lips. He stopped laughing and grabbed his mouth. I said, "There, now we know what each of us tastes like."

"Fucker."

"Whatever. You sucked your own dick and came in your mouth, you watched me and slid your dick in my ass and I'm the fucker for swabbing my cum on your mouth."

"I didn't slide my dick in your ass. Cocksucker."

"Now, you're a cocksucker too."

He said, "I'm going to clean up."

"Yeah, you have cum all over you. You should try to swallow more."

He got up and went to the bathroom and wiped his face and I brushed past him to pee. I felt my dick rub across his ass on the way by and he turned only a bit as I passed. I was peeing and told him that I wanted to take a shower and clean up. He told me the towels were in the hall and I moved past him again. This time he stepped forward to let me by, but I stepped closer and rubbed my dick on him again. Hey said, "Hey, what the fuck."

"Just being a dick."

"I think your dick is being a dick."

I grabbed a towel and rinsed off. When I got out Mike was still trying to get everything off of his face and hair, and I told him, "Not going to work unless you want to walk around with cum on you. You need to rinse off."

"Is that what you do?

I said, "You have to swallow more, or at least get all of the cum in your mouth and spit out later."

I dried off and Mike went out to get a towel. He came back in and I hung my towel up and I noticed that he had another woodie. I said, "If you're just going to cum all over yourself again maybe you should wait."

He looked at me all serious. "This is a lot of really gay shit happening here."

"Gay?"

"We are sucking ourselves off, in the room with each other. You and I ate our own cum, and even tasted each other's cum. We're slapping dicks against asses and walking around for weeks now with each other fully naked while we jerk off and all kinds of shit. That's gay."

"But do you like women?"

Mike said, "Yes. I love tits and ass and I don't even think about guys at all. When we aren't doing this shit I don't even consider it. I only think about my dick when I jerk off, not guys at all."

"Then we're not gay. I feel the same way. I am enjoying this, and I feel like we are sharing some intimate moments but if not for just basically masturbating together then my mind is on women."

"Masturbating together? We are going way past a circle jerk."

"Agreed."

"So what should we do?"

"Do you want to stop it, because I don't. Aside from a few uncomfortable moments, this has been fun for me."

"I don't really want to stop it either, but I'm worried about what could happen."

I said, "Like what? Really gay shit?"

"You know what I mean. I don't want to stop liking women."

"This isn't going to stop that. You like girls, then you like girls. That's it. We're just jerking off together."

"Well, we stepped over that boundary a little, don't you think?"

I motioned to his dick. "Looks like you are enjoying it."

He looked down at his dick and them to mine. "And so are you."

"So what do you want to do?"

He said, "Clearly there are some boundaries. We should define them and stay within them."

"Like what? We already sucked ourselves off and watched each other cum everywhere."

"That's going to stay inbounds, cause that's the whole point of this."

I thought about it for a moment. "How about what we have done is inbounds, and things close related but some other things are out."

He said after a moment, "Okay. What have we done already."

"Okay, aside from sucking our cocks. We ate each other's cum. I grabbed your dick and pumped it so cum eating and jerking each other off is fine."

"Cum eating? I don't want to make a habit of you rubbing cold cum in my mouth."

"Okay. That was busting balls anyway. We rubbed our dicks on each other and that was fun, so that's in."

"Fine."

I thought about it, "Look, this doesn't make us gay or nothing. I don't think that's really going on."

He said, "What would you think is a gay act? Really, where is the line? Assfucking? Blowjobs?

Nobody had said that yet, but it stirred me up, and my dick very visibly twitched. "I don't think I want anything in my ass except for my fingers."

"What?"

"I finger my ass sometimes when I'm playing with myself."

"Really? I rub mine but never put anything inside."

"It feels good. I like it.

"Okay, so we have some rules. Plus, no kissing."

I agreed, "That's gay."

"I really wanted to do this anyway since you said your dick got bigger."

I smiled, "It did. Getting a blowjob every day has done wonders. But you're not small, you're just not flexible. We're about the same size, see?"

He said, "Maybe. I'll get a ruler."

I said, "That's no way to tell. Here." I moved in close and put my dick against his. I grabbed our dicks and pushed them together and walked in. "See, they're almost the same. My dick hits you just about an inch before yours hits mine." I had both of our dicks, and I pumped them a couple of times together. The feeling was awesome, and I didn't look up to see if he liked it. I squished them so they rubbed on top and underneath and when they were incredibly hard I let go and stepped back.

I smiled, "New rule. Crossing swords is okay. Rubbing them together is okay. We can jerk each other off too. All okay."

He didn't want to admit it, but the feeling was still there and since I was in control for a moment he just nodded. I wanted to hear him say it. "Okay? We can rub them together?"

"Fine."

"And, we can jerk each other off."

"Fine."

I was ready to ask. "How about blowjobs?"

"What?"

"Blowjobs. You suck my cock, I suck yours? I cum in your mouth, you come in mine?"

"I wasn't thinking about it."

"Clearly you are now. Look at your dick."

He looked and was slowly pumping his dick that looked like it was ready to explode. He was a bit surprised, though I don't know why. Since we started this he had been watching me suck my dick, trying to suck his own. He came in his face a hundred times, in his mouth as many times as I saw him do it so I didn't understand his hesitation.

I said, "Like this". I leaned over and took the end of his dick into my mouth. I felt his spongy head and could taste his precum on my tongue. He was still pumping as I took more of him into my mouth. I let him pump and as soon as I heard him say, "oooh" I knew he was okay with it.

The oddest thing was that I had a dick in my mouth that wasn't mine. I had been giving blowjobs to myself for months on a daily basis, but now I was doing it and I couldn't feel it. It was erotic; disturbingly erotic. I took his hand off and tried to see how much I could get into my mouth and I was surprised how far I could get without gagging. I put my hand on him and stroked him slowly as my mouth went up and down. I pulled off and stood back up.

"Okay. Sucking each other off is in."

He looked like he was enjoying it and wanted me back. With a bit of lust he said, "Okay. It's in. It's in."

I said, "It's weird sucking on you. I'm used to feeling something. Maybe to help me through this we could do it together."

He said "Sure," And grabbed me by the dick and pulled me over to his bed. He laid down and I arranged my head next to his dick. I reached out and started to stroke it and he did the same.

"I'll do to you what I like and you do the same, okay? Then it will be like blowing myself and it won't be gay. Plus, you'll get to feel what you're missing."

He already was ahead of me and started to lick my head and up and down my shaft. I was stroking him watching it as I felt the warmth of his mouth close over my dick. As soon as he did I put him back into my mouth and started to give a blowjob. I worked it like I never could to my own dick because of the angle and strain of doing that to myself. I felt him mirroring my moves and we both settled into a rhythm. I put my hand and caressed his ass and thigh and ran my hand up his ass crack. I could smell his ass so I stopped and brought my hand back to where it was, stroking his dick. We already came just moments ago so we were holding up very well but eventually I could feel him getting harder and his motions were starting to get erratic, less fluid. I realized he was going to cum and I had to make a quick decision, cum in my mouth or on me. His dick got rock hard, his balls shifted, he pulled off of me and "Oh God " or something like that and I decided to give him the orgasm you can't give yourself. I took him down. The first shot hit the back of my mouth and I pumped him over and over into me while sucking as hard as I could. He tried pulling back when it got to be too much but I stayed on him and helped him find a new level. He calmed down and pumped in to my mouth. I swallowed. It surprised me when I did it.

He started rubbing his face and mouth on my dick again and then took me back in. I was so excited by this I didn't last long. I shot into his mouth and it clearly surprised him, but he did what I didn't and stayed on it. I couldn't stop and when I looked down he was on it stroking and sucking with almost every drop going into his mouth. He pulled off me and kept stroking away as cum ran down his chin and hand. I decided I wanted to taste my cum so I swung around and gave him a deep kiss. Cum from each of us mixed in our mouths as we swirled cum and tongues around.

After this intense and passionate kiss I pulled back and realized how we wound up. Our cum was indiscernible from each other on our faces and or dicks were deflating against each other. There was body fluid everywhere. We rolled apart and tried to catch our breath. After a few moments of laying there trying to understand what we had just done, Mike said, "What just happened."

I said, "We broke a rule, we kissed."

"Yeah, that was out of bounds. Let's avoid that."

"Good. Everything else is inbound."

"Yeah. Blowjobs are fine."

I got up and started to head for the shower. "I need to clean up again." I decided to just let it all out there. We had sucked each other off but not talked about what was going on from the moment we started hanging out. "Look. I like sucking myself off. I like the feel of it and I'll probably continue. This was fun and a lot easier, so we should do this to each other rather than to ourselves, at least most of the time."

He smiled a bit as he lay on the bed and rolled over on his back and stretched. He was long and limber and his dick was sitting there on top for all to see.

I said, "C'mon into the shower. You can scrub me off and wash my ass."

He looked for a second at the ceiling and then rolled over, "Do you want me to fuck your ass?"

"No. That would be gay. You can stroke me while you finger my ass though. That's okay."



Auto-Erotic Ch. 02



Things had gotten out of control for a bit and I wanted them to get back in control. Right after we showered. 

We stepped into his shower to clean each other up. I don't have a reasonable explanation of why we were taking a shower together, apart would have been just fine. But the warm water was running over me before I could think about it and I soaped up my face to get the cum off of it. He said, "Let's conserve water", and took the soap from me. He lathered up my back and then came up and started rubbing his soapy chest on my back. It was intense. His dick was rubbing across my ass as I felt it get harder. He took the soap and washed my chest, slowly bringing his hands down my stomach until he was holding my dick. He started to soap it up saying, "This thing sure got dirty, didn't it." He dropped the soap out of his hands and said, "You can get that if you want."

I said, "If I get it are you going to start fucking my ass?"

"What's to say I won't start fucking your ass right now?"

He bent his knees and started rubbing his dick on my asshole. The feeling was amazing, but I wasn't completely sure about it. He was still stroking my dick, and that was probably helping my confusion. I said, "I don't know. It feels good right now, but I'm not sure."

He grabbed his dick with one hand and started rubbing the tip of it against my asshole, pushing forward slightly with the soap giving a bit of lube. I knew that he'd get in if he tried; I had fingered myself in the shower many times using soap as a lube. I liked what he was doing, but his dick in my ass seemed more than I wanted to do, at least for now. He pushed in a bit and I felt a wave of pain and I pulled away from him. "That hurts."

He said, "Let me in."

I said, "I'm not ready for that." I turned and faced him, as close as I had even been with anyone. Our stomachs were rubbing, as were our dicks. With soap all over them it felt wonderful and almost made me lose myself in the feeling. I put my arms around him on his ass and he put his arms over my shoulders. We gave each other a long kiss with our tongue's intertwining and we let our hands wander over each other. We crossed that line again.

I said, "I don't know how we got here so quickly, but we just shared an intimate experience and I'm not willing to go further that we have."

"I know. I'm getting lost in a feeling here and fucking your ass seems like an obvious next step."

I said, "But are you ready for me to fuck your ass?"

"Not really. I don't know."

"That's a line we have not crossed and I'm not ready to do that."

"Okay."

I said, "Let's look at where we are compared to right now. We are sucking each other's cocks, jerking off, rubbing and sucking ourselves. That's a lot."

"But wasn't kissing off limits too?"

I smiled, "After we cum in each other's mouths I think kissing is the least of it."

"Doesn't this all lead to being gay?"

"I don't think so, I mean, I am thinking about women all the time still. If I have a fantasy, that's where my mind goes.

"Me too."

I said, "Look, just because we suck each other's dicks doesn't make us gay. It just means we like to suck each other off. I like sucking my own dick, I liked sucking yours. It means just that."

"Okay. I'm getting out." He let me go, opened the shower curtain and left leaving a big hole in the room. I didn't really want him to get out. I turned and rinsed off and then turned the water hotter and stood there for a moment replaying the events in my mind. I didn't expect things would get as far as they did, but here we were. I was thinking about how great our 69 felt and how I would like to do that again and real soon. 

I lingered in the shower for 20 minutes or more just letting the water hit me. It started to get cold so I turned off the water and dried off. I came out of the bathroom and threw my towel on the ground and walked to the kitchen to see if I could get a drink. I wasn't interested in a beer, just some juice or a soda or something. I saw Mike standing with his towel on looking into the living room, and when I turned our good friend Nathan was standing looking right at my dick. I tried to be nonchalant about it. "Hi Nathan."

"Hi.. You're naked."

"I know. Isn't it great?"

"What are you guys doing?"

Mike said, "We were just watching a porno."

"And doing what, jerking off?"

I said, "Yeah. Pretty good porno."

Nathan could tell something was up. "So, why are you naked?"

"I just took a shower after Mike was done, and I don't really feel like clothes for a minute. What's the big deal, we see each other like this in the locker room after showers anyway."

It was a stupid response and had zero chance of sounding true. Truth is, there wasn't a good response that didn't sound shitty, including that we were sitting around blowing each other. I went over and sat down on a recliner chair like nothing was happening and said, "So, what's up?"

Nathan sat down and said, "We are thinking about getting a game together tomorrow morning. Are you guys in?"

Mike said, "Sure. Where and when?"

"Down at the field by the elementary school. I'm sorry, but the fact that you guys are naked after watching a porno makes me want to see the porno."

Mike jumped in, "Sure we could cue it back up."

Nathan jumped to his feet, "What time are your parents getting home?"

"They're gone for the night."

"And your sister?"

"She's away at school and won't be here tonight. Friday is a party night."

"Okay," and he started to take his clothes off.

I didn't know what to say. "What's up?"

"Well, you guys are naked to jerk off, I am just joining in. Let's go."

Mike said, "Hang on one second, I'll be right there."

I stood up and went over to Mike, reached down and ripped his towel off. "If we're going to be walking around with our wood out, then you can't cheat."

Nathan laughed, "Fair is fair." He was down to his socks and underwear and he pulled his tighty whiteys off and threw them on the pile of clothes. He was already sporting a hard on and I couldn't help but look at it. I was staring actually. It was at least in inch longer than mine and tan.

I said, "Nice dick." Shit. Shit. Did I just say that? Fuck. I tried to recover, "Why is it tan?"

"Thanks. I lay out back naked. Nobody cares, my parents are gone all of the time anyway."

Mike said, "Don't you have two hot sisters? What do they say?"

"Actually, I caught them once and they forced me to join them. I got used to it. It started last summer and it happens so much that I don't even think about it."

I said, "Can we come over? I'd rather see that than your dicks. No offence."

Mike said, "Hey. I have a nice dick."

Nathan jumped in, "So do I, you said so yourself."

"Okay. You have very nice dicks. Your sisters are fucking hot. And naked. Between all of that we have a great combination. That's all I am saying."

Mike said, "Great idea. Now, let me get the porno going." He walked away and that left me and Nathan together, naked with raging hard ons.

Nathan said, "Do you guys jerk off often? I mean, you're both pretty comfortable with it. And being naked afterwards."

"Not really. This is the first time we really got together just to jerk off." I was trying to not let the cat out of the bag but I didn't know what to say. I was hoping that I didn't let it slip.

"Are you guys jerking each other off?"

"No." Technically, that was true. We had done something along those lines, but that wasn't the worst of it. I still wasn't ready to say that I was blowing Mike and was looking forward to blowing him again.

"Okay. I've never jerked it with somebody else, well at least not naked. I did once with my friend at camp, but we were spying on a girl when she was dressing and we got a little loose."

"Cool." Nice response. Cool, yeah sure.

"This might be fun."

I'm so confused right now that I don't know what to do. This guy thinks this will be fun, jerking off together. I'm going to have a hard time not sucking myself, and I really wanted to suck Mike, and now I think that I wanted to suck Nathan. One thing I was sure, if he was going to be a pain in the ass I was going to stick my dick in his mouth. "You don't think it will be weird?"

"Was it weird when you guys just did it?"

"No, not really. It's just......" I was having a hard time here, and I had to do something to cover some tracks.

"What, are you guys fucking each other in the ass?"

"Oh absolutely not! No, I just showed Mike that I could stick my dick in my mouth."

"No fucking way! Let me see."

I was sore from doing this earlier, but I leaned over and took myself right into my mouth. It felt great, as usual. There was something more this time, just casually showing this to Nathan and not getting caught like I did with Mike. I was feeling dirty and perverted, so I kept sucking. I stroked myself a bit and used my other hand to trace over my balls. I started to lose myself in it, as I did sometimes and it went on longer than it should have. I popped myself out of my mouth and sat up, an awkward smile on my face and saliva on my dick. I was still absentmindedly stroking my dick, which was super hard and not going back down soon. When I sat up, I looked at Nathan's face, but he was staring at my dick with his mouth open. I looked down at his and he was stroking slowly his massive erection.

"That's awesome. I can't do that, I'm not flexible enough. I would love to."

"Why not, you can try it if you like." I sat back in my chair and kept stroking my dick.

"What, suck my dick? I can't."

"Well, you could try mine?"

He smiled, "Is that what you guys are doing?"

I knew I had to act here. I couldn't risk him leaving and telling people. It wasn't good enough for me to suck his dick, he had to suck mine. He couldn't say anything then.

"Try it. You could hold it if you want."

He was smiling but looked like he didn't know what to do. I sat forward and reached out for his hand that he was stroking himself with and caught his hand and his dick together. I pulled him closer and pushed him down by his dick to the floor in front of me. He got on his knees and was so close I could feel the heat of his body between my legs. I sat back a bit and put my hand on his head, pushing him down lightly towards my dick. I wanted him on me so badly that I felt like grabbing him by the ears and ramming my dick into his head. I knew that I had to take it slow, and the fact that he was kneeling in front of me was a good start.

"I never even touched another dick."

I took his hand and pulled it closer to my dick, and it was aching for attention. It had only been a half hour since Mike was stroking my dick in the shower, 45 minutes or so since Mike and I were sucking each other off, cumming in each other's mouths and having a huge French snowball kiss. But even with all of that sex, I wanted more. I wanted a different hand, a different mouth.

"Grab it."

He slid his hand across my thigh and with his fingertips across my dick lightly. The feeling was like a welcome change from nothing, but after what I had been doing this afternoon I needed some forceful attack not this trepid approach. I took his and, put it palm down on my dick and said again, "Grab it." He wrapped his hands around it and I said, "Stroke it." He slid his hand across it slowly and I felt that I was getting back into control again. I had been aching for him to approach my dick and not wanting to scare him away so I was being lees adamant. I realized that Nathan wanted to be told what to do. I also knew exactly what I wanted.

"Put your tongue on it."

He stopped, "I've never even touched another dick and now I am stroking yours. I don't know if I can go full bore right off and start licking it just yet." Right then Mike was back in the room and walked up next to me. I felt his hand on my shoulder and I looked over to see his raging hard on jutting out. I took my hand from Nathan's and reached over to grab Mike's dick, pulling Mike by his dick closer to me. I looked up and saw Mike was only looking at Nathan and then I took Mike into my mouth.

It was like before, at least having a dick in my mouth. I stopped looking or interacting with Nathan and deal solely with Mike's dick. I started to bob my head while stroking him with my left hand, just like before. I wasn't blown away by the newness of it this time. It was something that I was going to do because of doing it before, and probably going to do it again. I could feel Nathan's hand on my dick which made the excitement stay with me, in that someone who never sucked my dick is holding it and is getting drawn into what Mike and I had been doing today. I wanted to cum in Nathan's mouth. I wanted Mike to cum in mine. I wanted Nathan to cum in my mouth too. 

Mike said, "Suck his dick." I couldn't see what was happening anymore. I was focusing on the dick in front of me and pumping it into my mouth. I felt Nathan slide his mouth onto my dick, as warmth and wetness returned to my hungry dick. "Suck it, pump it." I felt Nathan working my dick over, and it was getting more and more intense as he got more into it. 

Mike pulled out of my mouth and said, "Wait, I've got something to help out." Mike walked away and I got to watch Nathan give me a blowjob. I put my hands on his head and adjusted my body so that I was in a better position for him. Mike came back and told Nathan to lift up off of the ground so he could give him a tug job. Nathan lifted off of me, and Mike said, "Keep sucking."

Mike lifted Nathan's butt so now Nathan's chest was parallel to the ground and he was bent over at the waist. I saw Mike pour baby oil over Nathan's ass and massage it in. He rubbed in between Nathan's ass cheeks and down Nathan's dick. I couldn't see everything, but Mike was stroking Nathan's dick downward like milking a cow. Mike leaned in and stuck his tongue in between Nathan's ass crack and started licking. Nathan lifted off for a second and said,"Oooh. That feels so good." He closed his eyes and I saw on his face an expression of extreme pleasure as his asshole got licked and his dick milked, and looking over Nathan's back I could see Mike lost in what he was doing. Nathan got back down on my dick, except now he wasn't clinically working my dick, he was clearly enjoying what he was doing. Slowly pumping, using his mouth and tongue with a deliberateness that matched what was happening to his ass. Mike stopped and stood up and poured more baby oil over Nathan's back and ass and Mike massaged it in, as well as he could He really dumped it on and it was probably dripping onto the rug. Mike spent a few moments and rubbed between Nathan's ass cheeks and it looked like he stuck his finger into Nathan's asshole. I felt Nathan bear down and I heard him make a sound like, "Mmmph,' but he never stopped sucking my dick. He took a hand off of me and grabbed the armrest to steady himself. It was a bad angle to stand and I'm sure he would get tired and we'd all have to change positions. I stopped watching my blowjob and watched Mike finger fuck Nathan's ass.

Mike was stroking with his free hand and scooped up a bunch of the extra oil that was everywhere now and used it on his dick. He stood up and walked up to Nathan's ass and started to slide himself in. Nathan pulled up off of me when he realized it was more than a finger and Mike just kept pushing in. Nathan said, "Ow," but Mike was not going to be stopped. He had wanted to fuck an ass, and he was going to fuck Nathan.

Nathen, still bending over, one hand on the armrest and the other gripping my dick, looked back at Mike and said, "What the fuck are you doing."

Mike never took his eyes off of the ass he was buried in. "I'm fucking you up the ass." Mike started to pump in and out as he got himself deeper. He closed his eyes and pushed in and out of Nathan, who slowly turned back toward me with is eyes closing and he mouth looking like a fish needing air. I grabbed his head and said, "Get back on my dick." Nathan smiled as he leaned over and started to blow me again. The incredible view of Nathan getting fucked and enjoying it, Mike getting his rocks off and the sucking my dick was getting became too much and I lost it. I started to cum into Nathan's mouth and before he had a chance to pull off I grabbed him by the head and pushed in deeper. Mike saw that and started to really work over Nathan's ass. I saw Mike step it up and I started to really face fuck Nathan. He was getting slammed from both ends, used like a gay fucktoy for our amusement. Mike closed his eyes and put his head back saying, "Oh yeahh.." and kept going. I don't know if Nathan was loving it or not, but things had gone too far to turn back, so Nathan was taking all of this whether he wanted it or not. Suddenly I saw Mike break his rhythm and he started to cum into Nathan. "Motherfucker, oh yes..." and he pumped harder, almost trying to fuck Nathan to death. He slammed in again and again. "Fucking take it...fuck yes... fuck.." He stopped slamming and slowed down, and then backed up on out of Nathan. Mike backed straight back to the couch behind him and feel backwards on it, breathing hard like he ran a marathon and smiling like he won it. I pulled out of Nathan's mouth, which was now dripping from my cum. Nathan dropped to a knee, clearly worn out from getting worked over by two men and their dicks from both ends. He never let go of my dick.

After a few moments of all of us panting and trying to get our breath, Mike was the first to break the silence. "That was fucking great!"

Nathan turned to look at Mike, "You fucked me in the ass. What the fuck?"

I said, "Well, you sucked my cock." He turned back to me. "You sucked me off, and I came in your mouth and you swallowed it while getting fucked in the ass. There's probably cum dripping from your ass."

"I came over to invite you guys to play, and I don't know how but we went from jerking off to a porn, to super gay shit and me getting used."

Mike said, "Whoa there. We're not gay or nothing."

Nathan said, "What? How can you say that?"

I said, "Well, technically you did all of the gay shit. We just rammed out dicks in your holes."

Nathan stopped and thought, "Well, things just got out of hand really fast."

I said, "Look, we're just experimenting. I like women still. I do like sucking my own dick, which is fine too. I also enjoy sucking Mike, and he likes blowing me too." Nathan looked back at Mike, and Mike smiled and nodded.

"We have had some fun with each other."

Nathan said, "With each other's dicks."

Mike smiled, "And cum. But you know that too."

"Didn't you have a good time?"

Mike came over closer to Nathan, "Lay down on your back." Nathan laid down with his hands behind his head, and his dick harder than ever. He looked at me. "Don't you think we could take care of him after being so nice to us?" Mike turned back to Nathan and slid his hand across Nathan's leg towards his dick.

I knew exactly what to do. I slid off of the chair and got down on the floor on the other side of Nathan and slid my hand across just like Mike to Nathan's dick. I wanted to suck it. I wanted to do all manner of things to it. At that point, I even wanted it in my ass. But for now, Nathan needed and deserved some release. 

Mike and I started to lick both sides of the shaft, over the top and back down again. Out tongues and mouths intertwining with the purpose of giving the greatest pleasure we could. I took the tip into my mouth and slid back down, then Mike took my place on the tip. We brought him in and out of our mouths and licked down to his balls and back up again. Nathan had built up a great deal and we didn't expect him to last long, so we wanted to make it worth it. Within just a few minutes, and too soon for my liking his breathing changed and I could feel him getting close. Mike and I slid up to the tip of his dick and French kissed each other with the tip of Nathan's cock between our mouths. He started to cum and shot jet after jet of cum into our moths and throats, and Mike and I alternated sucking the top for every jet and pulse that Nathan could generate. I swallowed some, and I watched Mike swallow some too but most of it was in our hair and dripping from our faces. Mike leaned over and gave me a kiss and I happily kissed him back. It seemed a better way to high five someone after we teamed up suck a cock and bring someone over the edge together. We did a good job and had a celebratory cum soaked kiss. Mike pulled off and smiled, and we both slid up along Nathan so that we were all laying on the floor side by side. 




Auto-Erotic Ch. 02



Mike leaned over and Gave Nathan a kiss, shoving his tongue deep into his mouth, and when he pulled off I took my place and kissed Nathan deeply as well. I pulled off and asked how did he like the taste of his own cum, and he said, "I have so much cum in and on me I can't tell whose is whose anymore."

We laid the for a while, kissing and stroking each other's cocks when it became clear that cum was drying all over us. Nathan said, "Can I wash this stuff off of me? I don't really want all of this stuff in my hair."

Mike said, "Let's go use my parent's shower. It's big enough for the three of us and we can wash each other's bodies."

I was getting beyond myself. "I want to wash your cocks. You can wash my ass, or face or whatever. I want to wash your dicks off."

Nathan said, "After a shower, can we have some more fun that that?"