2 comments/ 32074 views/ 0 favorites An Incident in Potter's Woods By: fantasyhunter2 Robert Craft who his friends still called Robbie returned home after his first year of college to pretty much the same life he had in high school. Though there were a few differences the nearly twenty-year old felt as if he had stepped back in time from the moment the bus arrived on Main Street. Until leaving for the state university he had spent his entire life in his sleepy home town. It was typical small town America and he was a typical all-American boy. He was handsome and athletic. He was a three sport letterman in high school and had dated the same pretty cheerleader since ninth grade. Though they both claimed to be in love it was a fairly chaste relationship. Most of his close friends had similar relationships. If you went steady for a long time you got to pet occasionally while making out. Sometimes if a guy begged he might get a hand job to take care of his needs. He was a senior and 18 before he saw her naked. It was part of his birthday present. She consented to getting naked and oral sex. But she continued to insist that they abstain from intercourse. He would likely still not know what it felt like to fuck if she hadn't broken up with him over winter break. She had met a guy at college and thought it best that they move on. What really hurt was when a friend told Robbie that his virgin girl had fucked at least three different guys while away at school. Robbie ended up asking a girl at his college out that was known to be easy as they called it back then. Her reputation was well deserved. Robbie lost his virginity on their second date. Though he continued to fuck her for several weeks the sex was more like an act of revenge toward his ex than a pleasurable activity. There was of course a few minutes of pleasure but the feelings of shame and self loathing he had afterward were far more powerful. He didn't love or even like the girl. She was no more than a cunt to relieve the need and he wasn't the kind of guy to enjoy that kind of relationship. So that summer he found himself back at his parent's house, living in the same room he had since the day he was born. He was working at the same job he had had since tenth grade and hanging with the same small group of friends he had for years. He missed being able to play in the summer youth baseball league. They strictly enforced the age limit. Odd thing was he couldn't coach either because while the maximum age to play was 18 the minimum age to coach was 21. He was trapped in a sports no-man's land. With no sports, no girlfriend and only a part time job, Robbie had a lot of time on his hands. There were three other guys in his group of pals that were in almost the same boat. Ed Jeffers had been Robbie's neighbor and friend since they were babies. Though Ed participated in sports with his friend's encouragement, he was not as athletic as Robbie and was mostly a bench warmer. He also was not as tall, handsome or popular as Robbie. He had dated some in high school but never had a long-term relationship like most of the guys in town. As far as Robbie knew Ed had never even had his cock touched by a girl. They had met Doug Collins in little league when they were twelve. Doug was almost the exact opposite of Ed. He was one of the handsomest and most popular guys in town. In addition he was the high schools top athlete. He was good enough to be going to an out of state school on an athletic scholarship. Doug hadn't left high school a virgin. But his reputation for fucking them and leaving them meant pickings were slim in a town where everyone knew everyone else. You could say that Stan Fields was what you would get if you took the other three and mixed them together into one person. He had Ed's lack of athletic ability, Doug's looks and charm and Robbie's good guy personality. Stan like Robbie had had the same girl friend all through high school. Unlike Robbie, his girl wasn't a knockout cheerleader or insistent on remaining a virgin. They had mutually decided that they should date others when they went off to separate colleges. Neither had so much as held hands with anyone else. They both thought that they needed to have more experience to be sure about their love. Stan was convinced that after a semester of exploration their love for each other would be even stronger. For him it was and he had planned to call off the experiment and ask her to marry him that winter. She on the other hand had embraced the pleasures of the sexual revolution that was in full swing and joys of what the hippies were calling free love. Stan was still in pain that summer and not interested in dating. Three weeks of the summer had passed and all four of them were feeling the doldrums brought on by boredom. Life back at home was painfully slow and uninteresting compared to the busy lives they had away at college. Hanging out with the gang was no longer enough to occupy the young men. As they often had over the years the foursome was hiking in Potter's wood one particularly uninteresting afternoon. Potter's wood was the name given to the almost 500 acre area that belonged to the federal government on the eastern edge of town. No one seemed to know why the unoccupied stretch that was a great place for boys to explore had the name. Since the government only occasionally leased logging rights it was a pristine nature preserve and generally very private. As they sat on some rocks in small clearing that they had used for a few years as a place to sneak off and drink beer they engaged in the usual bullshit session. They had hung out there many times swapping lies and generally horsing around. But that summer things were different. The spirit was gone. They were going through the motions as if on autopilot. "Fuck this is stupid!" Robbie blurted out as he tired of listening to Doug tell the same story of fucking some chick for what seemed the millionth time. "What the hell?" Doug asked annoyed to be interrupted. "I don't know man. There has got to be more to life than fucking off in the woods like we have been since we were kids with hairless balls. Christ all we got to talk about is pussy you had years ago and we ain't got any of now!" "Shit Robbie's horny!" Ed said and started jumping around. "Fucking A I am horny. Maybe you guys are satisfied with your fucking palms. Personally I am getting tired of only having my hand jerk off my dick!" Robbie shot back pissed off at his best friend's antics. "What you want one of us to do it for you?" Doug asked sarcastically. "Piss off pretty boy. I didn't know you were a switch hitter," Robbie said not really as pissed at the suggestion as he wanted his friends to think. "Fuck you! I need to touch a guy's dick for pleasure. Hell unlike you pussy deprived lads I hardly have to touch my own," Doug lied. The truth was that unknown to his friends Doug had discovered a side of the sexual revolution and free love that most missed. It started with him and his roommate fucking their dates side by side and progressed to group sex scenes which inevitably led to bisexual encounters. He had quickly decided that a mouth was a mouth. It wasn't long before he got the urge to experience giving and found that cock sucking was fun. "Yeah right, if you were getting any pussy, you wouldn't be spending all your free time with us, dick wad!" Stan piped in. "Shit, I already fucked all the pussy that doesn't have a lock in place in this Podunk town. What the fuck is your excuse for hanging with the guys instead of going out and tapping the local talent?" Doug said purposely taunting his accuser. Stan knew that the truthful answer was lack of interest. He also knew that even if he was interested that getting one of the small town girls in bed would be a major amount of work. He wasn't up to the effort when he could just jack off every other day or so. As for guys, he hadn't thought about it one way or the other. Guys having sex with each other didn't bother him in theory. But the only thing close to that in his life was a circle jerk group when he was a counselor at a camp the summer before college. As he mulled the idea in his head he imagined that it would make things less complicated than being totally straight. He settled for the lame comeback guys that age tend to overuse, "Fuck you, cocksucker!" "I fucking told you I do not suck cock!" Doug shot back way too angrily. "Whoa man, calm down. Nobody is seriously suggesting anyone here is queer or something. Fuck we have known each other long enough to know none of us suck dick," Ed added hoping to settle things down. "Do we really know that?" Robbie asked sincerely curious at that point. Though he had never acted on it he had definitely thought about it more than once. He had even caught himself checking out his college roommate's body when changing clothes and showering. "Something you want to tell us?" Ed asked startled at his friend's thoughts. "No, fuck, I have barely had any chick lips on my dick and I definitely haven't gone to the other side. But it is just well you know do we really ever know anyone. Fuck, I thought Shelly and I might be together forever. Then I learn the fucking bitch that had insisted that she was going to be a virgin at her wedding turned slut after never giving me more than a whiff of her pussy. You never fucking know what in is in anyone's heart of what they do that they don't admit to doing." "So anyone got anything they want to confess? Are there any secret cocksuckers in the group?" Doug asked with his usual bravado. He was hoping that someone might admit to something even if it wasn't as much as he had been into at college. It was one of those things that while he was doing it, it seemed ok, but amongst his friends he would like to have had some confirmation that he wasn't the only one experimenting. He had already decided that if one of the other guys admitted to anything he would tell about at least part of the experimenting he had done. But no one took the bait. After a couple of minutes Stan broke the silence, "Ok, are you satisfied Robbie? We are all straight." "Yeah I guess. Either that or anyone who isn't, is too fucking chicken shit to admit it," He replied convinced he wasn't the only one who had thought about other cocks. "Damn, Rob, I have known you since we were in diapers and I don't remember you ever expressing so much thought about this stuff. What's up with the sudden interest in guys secretly fooling around with each other?" Ed asked subconsciously trying to keep the topic going. Though he had barely admitted it to himself he had been sexually attracted to Robbie since he first understood the concept. While away at school he had given a lot of thought to the idea that he was gay although that term was not yet wildly used. He had no real sexual interest in women and was taking greater notice of guys. His only sexual experience another than masturbation was jerking off with his college room mate. About two weeks after school started Ed's roommate initiated a frank discussion that led to the conclusion that since they would be in close quarters privacy would be limited. That led to the decision that to take care of need they could at will lie in their respective beds masturbating when the other guy was in the room. Within days they were masturbating together in the dark. Soon after day time sessions began. By the spring semester neither hid the fact that they watched the other as they did it. "Fuck, I don't know. It isn't even really sudden. I just never said anything," Robbie said feeling a little frustrated and ready to spill the beans on his most secret thoughts. "Are you saying that you have thoughts about doing shit like that with other guys?" Stan asked honestly surprised. "Shit, I will call every one of you bastards fucking liars if you try to deny ever having a thought about it," Robbie said truly pissed that he was being backed into a corner. That was enough for Doug to allow the curtain to open a little. "I am sure you would be right, Robbie," Doug said boldly. "Fuck, statistically guys think about sex like once every three seconds or some shit. Figures some of the thoughts involve other cocks in the picture. I am not afraid to admit I have thought about it." The other three were stunned to silence. Doug was a stud and well known ladies man. It didn't make sense that he would be at all interested in cocks. "Huh, are you saying that you have considered having sex with another guy?" Stan asked dumbfounded. "Are you saying you have never thought it? What about you Ed?" "Well um in a way I have thought about it, but not anywhere near in a real way," Stan admitted. "Well that makes all four of us then," Ed added shyly. "Damn, see we have all been friends, close fucking friends even and we never once told any other one of the group about these thoughts," Robbie said excited to have the idea out in the open. "How could we, with all the teasing about being queer and cock sucking that goes on around here?" Ed said sounding sad. "Yeah, but it would be nice to have a friend to talk about it with. Maybe, then when those thoughts came we would know it wasn't so fucking weird," Doug added still not quite ready to go all the way with the truth. "Maybe the four of us should make an honesty pack. We can be totally open amongst the group and not fear any scorn," Robbie said wanting to open up. "Only if everyone agrees that any secrets we talk about stay between the four of us." Stan the one with the least to reveal added. "Of course," Robbie said. "Agreed," The other two added in unison. Stan who had almost nothing to admit started, "Well I don't think there would be anything wrong with you know doing whatever with a guy. I bet it would be a hell of a lot easier than the fucking dance we do with chicks to get laid." "What do you mean by whatever and since when have you been running around getting laid anyway?" Robbie asked genuinely curious. "You know I am in not running around, but I think fooling around with a guy would be a different thing than the whole relationship thing with chicks. I have no idea what I mean by whatever because I haven't given it that much thought. What about you?" "Well, I have had thoughts and even a couple of dreams where I was with a guy. I guess the usual stuff, you know touching maybe sucking." "Wow, really?" Ed blurted out. "Damn Eddie why so excited?" Robbie asked reverting to a long discarded nickname. "I thought I was the only one. You remember a few years ago when we found my brother's porno stash?" "Oh shit, are we going to tell that story?" Robbie asked as a mostly suppressed memory filled his head. "You got to now," Doug insisted. "Ok it isn't that big a deal," Robbie said. "We found the magazines and started reading them together and of course got hard-ons. Before you get any ideas all that happened was we went into separate bathrooms and jacked off. " "Damn with the thoughts you have had do you wish you had just done it to each other?" Stan asked. "Maybe," Robbie admitted. "I did then," Ed said softly. "The whole time I was pulling my dick knowing Robbie was down the hall doing the same thing I thought about us doing it together." Ed barely got the words out before he felt like he couldn't breathe. "Its ok, we all have thought about it," Robbie said helping his friend to calm down. "Did you think about me that day?" "I honestly can't remember what I thought about. Fuck I was in your parent's bathroom with my pants down jacking my dick; that was scary. Who remembers anything else? But at school I have been looking at my roommate when he changes and stuff. Sometimes I think about touching his cock." "My roommate and I jerk off together," Ed added quickly so he wouldn't loose the nerve. "Holy shit!" Stan exclaimed. "Do you do each other?" "No, we just lie in our own bed stroking and watching each other." "Wow that sounds kind of hot," Doug said speaking for the first time. "You really think so? Fuck you are such a ladies man I figured you would have no interest in cock at all," Stan opined. "Never thought about it one way or the other until I got to college. My university is kind of progressive I guess and attracts progressive thinking students." "Are you saying you have discussed this stuff with people at college?" Robbie asked. "Yeah and ..." Doug paused not sure how much to reveal since he was certain the others had not gone nearly as far as he had with guys. "And what?" Stan said feeling both intrigued and aroused. "Damn, well I have done some experimenting," Doug admitted. "What kind of experimenting?" Robbie asked anxiously. "Well group sex is in and things sorta happen once you get naked and pile up." "Fuck, you have been to an orgy?" Stan asked very interested. "Although I hadn't heard it labeled that way, I have been involved in a lot of group scenes." "Fuck, now that is a dream I have had!" Stan exclaimed. "Um, er, um www what have you don www with guys at these er o orgies?" Ed asked so excited he began to stutter for the first time since leaving speech therapy years earlier. "Well you know, a guy's hard cock will rub against you. Maybe the hand on your dick will be a man's. You might grab hold of a guy's hard on and then to be polite stroke it some. Sometime a guy will be sucking you and if you don't look you don't know it isn't a chick." "You ever suck a cock?" Stan asked incredulously. "Yes," Doug answered simply. "What's it like," Robbie asked as every homosexual fantasy he had ever had flashed into his mind. "Its ok, fun even." "Wow so you only do it when you are in a group and just happen to get a cock in your mouth or what?" Ed asked feeling calmer having the knowledge that his friends were interested in cock sucking. Doug laughed at that thought. "No, it isn't exactly like that. The first time I ever did it I was fucking this chick and she was sucking this dude who was lying next to us. I just decided to try it so we did him together. Now sometimes I am at one of these parties and I see a cock hard and unattended and I am not busy and I go for it. Sometimes I am at a party and only do chicks even if there are guys around sucking or whatever. Maybe it is a mood thing, I don't know." Robbie, Ed and Stan sat there staring at Doug wanting to hear more. "So none of you guys have anything else to share?" Doug asked feeling uncomfortable being the center of attention. "I have one secret but it doesn't even compare to yours," Stan said. "So tell us," Doug insisted. "Ok last summer at the camp I worked at the counselors had a jerk off group." "What?" Robbie said in amazement. "There were six of us that would get together and jerk off together. It wasn't like having sex with a guy we never came close to touching each other. I can't speak for the rest of the guys but other than looking at their hard dicks out of curiosity I didn't rally think of it as any more than it was." "Seems like an opportunity missed to me," Doug stated honestly. "Fuck can't see a reason to do yourself when there is someone else I the room." "Does that mean it doesn't have to be a mixed group situation for you to fool around with another guy?" Ed asked really interested in pushing the situation. "Damn, you guys want to know everything. Oh well what's the difference. I have had three one on one's with guys and a couple of all guy threesomes. Everything else has been in a mixed group situation" All four of them went silent. They were looking around and all wondered if something was about to happen between them. No one wanted to be the first to make a suggestion. Even Doug who had admitted to doing things he couldn't believe he had told about was not ready to suggest his friends join him in a sex party in the woods. An Incident in Potter's Woods "Ok fuck, I will admit it," Stan said. "I am horny as shit from this talk. I will also admit that I have noticed the bulges in all your shorts. So I know you are all horny too. The way I see it we have a couple of choices. We can each find a separate spot to jerk off alone or we could just have a circle jerk here." "There is a third choice," Robbie added. "I don't think I am ready guys. If you guys want to have sex with each other I will take the first option and leave you to it," Stan replied. "I think Stan is right. From experience I know it is good to start slow. Maybe a little touching each other will be ok. But we don't; want to fuck up a friendship that just got much closer by jumping into anything that might make us uncomfortable in the morning," Doug added more sensibly then he was feeling. Doug was actually ready to suck and be sucked at that point. He had two reasons to want things to go all the way. The first was that he was very horny and as he had said preferred having others get him off to doing it himself. More importantly, as it stood he was the only one that had really acknowledged having sex with other guys. He had placed his trust in his three friends and he figured if they joined in an all guy foursome that day they would have more incentive to keep his secret. "So how do we get started?" Ed asked very anxious to at least see his friends jerk off. "I think it is more fun to get naked," Doug suggested. "Here in the open?" Robbie asked knowing it was a stupid question. "Come on, we have almost as much privacy here as we do in our bedrooms," Stan said. "This has always been like a sanctuary. The four of them pulled off their tee shirts and looked at each other for a second before slipping their shorts and underwear down and off. They stood there wearing only shoes with full erections. They didn't make a secret of checking out each other's bodies and hard cocks before beginning to fondle themselves. At first it was exactly as Stan had suggested; four guys standing apart in a wide circle masturbating and watching each other. Desire took over control of Ed's vocal cords. "Guys, I got to say something. All that stuff about ruining our friendship and feeling bad in the morning seems dumb. I really don't want to waste an opportunity. Stan if you want to walk away I understand, but if Rob or Doug or both will let me, I really want to know what it is like touch another guy's dick." Robbie and Doug grinned as Stan said that he didn't mind watching. Doug and Robbie walked over to Ed and stood next to him so Stan could see the action. Ed let go his own cock and began to fondle his friends. He ran his hands up and down their cocks and caressed their balls. He smiled when his friends told him how good it felt. As Ed fondled their cocks Robbie and Doug began to caress Ed. Robbie exclaimed how nice it was to finally have a hard cock in his hand. Ed was surprised at how much he liked having his nipples played with when Doug fondled his chest. The three guys began to move their hands all over each other's bodies; touching caressing, stroking, and feeling as Stan stood alone transfixed jerking his own cock. He wanted to join his friends but something held him back. The others were not holding back. Doug began to rub his cock on Ed's hip while tweaking the ecstatic young man's nipples. Ed and Robbie were lost in the feel of new found pleasures. In another minute Robbie was inadvertently squeezed out when Ed turned and his cock came in contact with Doug's throbbing tool. Doug grabbed his surprised friend's hips as they rubbed their cocks together. When Robbie caught the look in Stan's eyes he decided to make a move. He walked over to the lone friend as the other two pressed their bodies closer together. "Are you sure you don't want to know what it feels like?" He asked Stan. Stan was too excited to speak. Instead he answered by reaching for his friends cock. Robbie returned the gesture and they fondled and stroked each other while watching their pal's dry hump across the way. Everyone was surprised when Ed went to his knees and began to awkwardly attempt to suck Doug's cock. After a few minutes Ed paused and looked up at Doug. "I hope this is ok. I have thought about doing it for so long." "It is great with me and it doesn't look like those two are going to object," Doug said happily. Ed looked around Doug and saw a surprising sight. Stan and Robbie were locked in an embrace and kissing deeply while rubbing their bodies together. Stan had initiated the kiss and both of them quickly melted into the other. As Ed returned to learning to suck cock Robbie began to move his hands over Stan's body as he thought about how wonderfully natural it felt making out with a guy for the first time. Due to Ed's lack of skill Doug had to basically jerk off to give his friend the mouthful of cum he sought. That didn't stop him from giving Ed his first blow job. Doug had his inexperienced friend stand up on one the rocks. He wasn't much for getting on his knees and laying on the hard ground didn't suit him. With Ed up on the rock, Doug could remaining standing and still easily suck his friend. Robbie and Stan had stopped kissing and were leaning up against another rock watching what seemed like a live porn show while stroking each other. It wasn't long before Ed sent a steam of cum down Doug's throat. Stan and Robbie spurted their loads onto the ground and each other's hands. They sat around naked for about fifteen minutes after that without talking. They dealt individually with their thoughts and then quickly got dressed as if a bell went off signaling the end of recess. The four of them made their way back trough Potter's woods to town without the usual boisterous talk and horseplay that accompanied those hikes. Back in town they quickly dispersed to their individual homes. A combination of being uncomfortable and busy with other things kept them apart for a few days. As those days passed each of them had their own concerns about having not spoken to the others. Doug was the most worried. At first his thoughts had bordered on elation. Knowing that his long time friends had at least had thoughts about sex with other guys took away his concerns about his own experimentations. But as the days passed he worried that he had fucked up good friendships for an hour of fun and a small bit of reassurance. Ed on the other hand had worried from the moment the orgasms finished. He had decided that the feelings he had suppressed for so long were real and not the fantasies of a regular guy. He acknowledged to himself that he was homo, gay, queer or whatever label was appropriate. As the days passed without any communication with his friends he became more and more concerned about coming out to them. He wanted to be open with them and continue to explore with them. But he thought that they were all ashamed of what they did that day. Worst of all though was his growing understanding of his feelings for his lifelong best friend Robbie. He couldn't stop thinking about Robbie's naked body and hard cock. He wished it had been him instead of Stan that got to kiss Robbie and that it had been Robbie's cock in his mouth. He worried that he might never get the chance to express his feelings to Robbie. Robbie was having somewhat different feelings. It was not his best friend Ed's body that tortured his dreams and waking fantasies that week. It was his college roommate that he thought most about. While there was nothing romantic about his desires they were strong and he wanted to find a way to act on them when he returned to school. At the same time he still felt odd about his strong desire to put his lips on a cock. He also was wrestling with mixed emotions over making out with Stan. It had been an impulse that felt good at the time. But he was sure that he wasn't queer. He liked girls and having sex with girls. In his mind sexual play with guys seemed ok in the context of just having fun but the kissing added a dimension he couldn't reconcile. Stan was the most conflicted of all of them. Though he would never say it out loud to his friends; he really believed that sex was something that was part of a committed relationship. Casual sex had never been something he really wanted. Stan hadn't considered the circle jerks at the camp to be sex. But now that he had gone farther he realized that it was a kind of sexual contact even if the contact was just visual. He had enjoyed making out with Robbie and touching his friend's cock. He tried to tell himself it was just because he hadn't had sex in so long. After his high school girl friend broke up with him he had tried dating and even did some kissing on those dates but he just couldn't muster the desire it took to put forth the energy to make a relationship happen. Since he wasn't about to suggest to his room mate that they jerk off together and his dorm had communal showers he wasn't even able to masturbate enough to keep the sexual tension at bay. His logical side told him that fooling around with other guys was a good solution. Sex could be saved for when he was again in love and he could still have an outlet. Jerking and being jerked was not that different from masturbation he thought. But there had been the kissing and the desire that he fought off that afternoon. As he watched the other two suck each other he wanted to get on his knees. But he couldn't let himself go. Sucking cock would make him queer he thought. But in the days that followed he felt like he had blown a chance to experience cock sucking. Lamenting not doing something that he would swear he didn't want to do was a huge conflict for Stan. He considered that he should talk it out with one or more of the other guys. However, he was afraid that talk would lead to more sex and he wasn't ready to validate his desires with action. Four days after the incident in Potter's Wood Doug was hanging around his house. He happened to be in just his boxers since the rest of his family was away for a few days. It was morning and he was watching some stupid game show when a loud knock at the door startled him out of a trance like state. Forgetting for a moment that he was all but nude he headed for the door. At the last minute he remembered his state of undress and peeked out the window to see who was knocking. Discovering Robbie standing there, he figured what the hell and opened the door; being carful not to let the nosey bitch across the street see how he was dressed. "Damn, did I wake you or something?" Robbie said upon seeing how little Doug was wearing. "Naw, parents took my sister to some gymnastics thing out of state so I got the house to myself for a couple of days. Just enjoying the freedom to be comfortable," Doug answered as he quickly closed the door. Robbie felt pretty uncomfortable himself. He had come over hopping to have a discussion about what had happened. Since Doug was experienced with that stuff Robbie felt that he would be able to offer some insight. But once he saw his handsome, well built friend in his underwear, Robbie began to get other ideas. "So what's up?" Doug asked breaking what was becoming an awkward silence. "Nothing, I was bored and thought maybe you might want to hang out, um and talk or something," Robbie said nervously. "Or something?" Doug repeated with a big grin on his face. Had Doug made the choice in the clearing that day it definitely would have been Robbie he would have chosen as a partner. The idea of doing something with his buddy was more than ok with Doug. Although Robbie was definitely interested in exploring with Doug, he hadn't even admitted to himself what the real reason was for his visit that morning. He wanted to start a dialogue that he hoped would lead to getting pointers on seducing his roommate come fall. Secretly he wanted Doug to teach him to be a good cocksucker so he would be ready in the event the seduction was successful. The part he barely acknowledged though had nothing to do with his roommate. As he had watched Ed suck Doug's cock he had wanted to change places with his old friend. Robbie had considered sucking Stan but thought he was too timid about the whole scene and worried he might freak out. "Shit, Doug, does everything have to be about sex with us now?" Robbie asked trying to sound more pissed than he was. "Relax, man. Nothing has to be any different than it ever was. I guess I misunderstood." "I'm sorry, maybe you didn't misunderstand. I have been pretty confused since the other day." "You want to talk?" "Yeah, er I guess. I don't know," Robbie answered as he looked down at Doug's cock peeking through the fly of his boxers. "Oh shit, would you feel more comfortable if I put on some clothes?" Doug asked sincerely wanting to save his friendship with Robbie. Robbie didn't answer right away. The honest answer would have been that he would be a lot more comfortable if Doug was dressed. However, he didn't really want his friend's body covered up. To break the silence Doug added, "Or you could strip down to your underwear. Whichever works best." "Here in the living room?" Robbie asked having never even been that close to naked in his own living room. "Or the family room, or rec room, or my bedroom if you prefer." "Are you sure no one is going to come home?" "Yes, they are fucking six hundred miles away! Come on let's go down stairs and maybe shoot some pool or knock the ping ball around while we talk. You can decide on the clothes thing down there." Robbie had already decided. As soon as they were in Doug's big open basement he pulled his shirt over his head and kicked off his shoes. After dropping his shorts he sat down and pulled off his socks. Robbie did not wear boxers and Doug like the way his friend looked in his skimpy briefs. He was surprised that contrary to the fashion of the day Robbie did not wear white briefs. "Hey, you are right it is more comfortable wearing only underwear," He said as much to himself as to Doug. Doug smiled as he unashamedly admired his friend's body. "You look god in stripes, Rob." "Thanks. Did I cause that," Robbie asked referring to Doug's semi erect cock. "Fuck, I can't lie I like what I see." Robbie was both flattered and embarrassed by his friend's obvious arousal and interest. It was the first time that he had truly felt wanted. He knew that whatever sexual contact he had had with his high school sweetheart was just a chore to her. His college fuck buddy didn't seem to care who the cock was attached to as long as it was in her cunt. He never felt like he was desired at all. But the way Doug was looking at him with a slight smile and licking his lips a bit was a new sensation. "Really?" Was all Robbie managed to say. "Fuck yes, you are a hot dude and well I am a horny fucker." They both laughed. "Hey I got an idea," Doug said with a hint of mischief in his voice. "Wanna play some naked pool or ping pong?" "Huh, have you done that before?" "Not with a guy, but it was fun with chicks. Bet it would be a blast with you. We have always had a great time screwing around." Robbie had to agree with Doug. They had been great buddies. It was not the kind of close relationship he had with Ed. But in ways it had been more fun. Hanging out, goofing off and horsing around with a fellow athlete made things different than things were with Ed. The biggest difference was the interaction with chicks. It was nonstop flirting when he was with Doug even though Robbie was definitely taken. Girls didn't seem much interested in the flirting when Ed was his copilot. Of course had he ever thought about it that was more Ed's doing than the girls. Though it should have been obvious to him Robbie had never even considered Ed's sexuality. "Ok," Robbie said as he reached for the waistband of his briefs. With their underwear on the floor and their dicks swinging freely the pair began a laugh filled game of ping pong. Though neither tried all that hard, Robbie won two games in a row. After that Doug insisted that they switch to pool to give him a chance to get even. "Well ok, but be careful not to rack your balls while racking the balls," Robbie attempted to joke thoroughly enjoying the feeling of freedom he had while playing naked with his friend. "Fuck that is the lamest ass joke you ever attempted!" Doug declared as he gathered the pool balls in the triangle. "Got you to bend over the pool table and give me a look at that hot ass," Robbie declared surprising himself with his candor. Doug tuned around and smiled at his friend. "So you like my ass huh?" "Um yeah. You think that's weird?" "Fuck no. Feels good to be admired. I like yours too." "Oh cool," Robbie said frozen in place by the sudden realization that he was admiring a guy's naked body the way he would a chick. "Its ok," Doug said as he moved over to where his friend was standing. "Nothing wrong with acknowledging another guy's butt is nice looking." "But doesn't that mean I am...." Robbie tried to say struggling for a label. Gay was not in common usage yet and queer didn't feel right. Homosexual was a word that seemed better suited to a text book. He was thankful that Doug rescued him. "It doesn't have to mean anything other than you are human," Doug said as he moved his lips to Robbie's mouth. It was one of the most exciting kisses of Robbie's life. It was also one of the scariest moments he had ever experienced. Blissful feelings of pure pleasure surged through his body as their tongues danced wildly. At the same time something approaching stark terror set his spine tingling as a rush of adrenalin combined with a distant feeling of doubt. Still his cock grew hard as their bodies pressed together. Robbie loved the feeling of Doug's warm erection rubbing against his own cock. Doug of course had no concerns and allowed himself to become lost in the moment. Neither really wanted that moment to end, but for vastly different reasons. For Doug it was the most romantic, passionate and exciting moment he had ever spent with a guy one-on-one. He felt as if something very special was passing between him and his long time buddy. But for Robbie there was the knowledge that once the kiss stopped they would either move into what seemed the valley of no return or he would be forced to reject his desires and his friend. Doug tried to pull back at one point. Not to stop things but to press on to greater eroticism. He had no doubts. He was ready to move his lips and tongue to what he imagined were previously unexplored parts of Robbie's heaving flesh. But Robbie slid his hand behind Doug's neck to keep his lips locked in place. He was not ready for the decision that would come with the end of the kiss. Desire fought fear. Though he knew even if he wanted to which he didn't he could not stop, the next moves would be into unknown territory. Doug took it as nothing more than his friend's desire to continue the kiss which grew sloppier as their passion boiled to a higher temperature. He did manage to get enough separation between their bodies so that he could slip his roaming hand between their bodies. Robbie gasped as Doug tenderly fondled his cum laden balls and then moved to stroke his steel hard cock. Doug used his thumb to smear his friend's oozing precum over Robbie's sensitive cock head. The kiss broke abruptly when Robbie arched his back in response to the intense feeling of having his tiny cum slit teased. "Oh god! I, I oh fuck..." Robbie moaned as Doug's fingers continued to dance over his throbbing cock. "I want to suck you so bad," Doug sighed as he moved his lips to Robbie's chest. It was the first time anyone had ever put their mouth on his nipples and it set Robbie's flesh on fire. Somehow though he managed to stop his friend when Doug attempted to move his mouth down his torso. An Incident in Potter's Woods "No please, wait, I want," Robbie panted as looked down into his friend's confused eyes. "Please don't make me stop. I know you want it, Rob," Doug pleaded softly. "I do, but before I cum I want oh god need you to teach me to suck your cock," Robbie said in a single breathless gasp. "Here come over to the sofa," Doug said as he stood back up. He smiled at Robbie as he took his hand. Robbie allowed Doug to lead him across the room to the sofa and guide him into the seat. Suddenly he found himself with his friend standing before in front of him and a hard cock only inches from his lips. He fought to control his excitement and the nagging fear that threatened to ruin the moment. "What do I do?" "Relax, Rob, it all comes natural and feels so good. Just take my cock in your hand and lean forward." "Do I just open up and suck on it?" Robbie asked like he was trying to learn how to do a math problem. "Suck it, kiss it, lick it; whatever you want to do." Robbie stuck his tongue out and tentatively tasted the precum dripping from Doug's cock. He was surprised to find that it was not an unpleasant taste. Doug just smiled and watched his friend slide his lips over his first cock. Robbie instinctive used his tongue and lips to caress the upper half of Doug's shaft while holding the base in his fist. After a couple of minutes he pulled his head back and looked up at his smiling friend. "Am I doing it right?" He asked innocently. "God it feels great, Rob." "What else should I do?" "Just do what you would like to have done to you." Both of them were surprised when Robbie moved his mouth to Doug's scrotum and began to suck on his balls. With his mouth between Doug's legs his senses were fully enveloped in the scent of male musk for the first time. It was to him a surprisingly light scent. That was due to Doug's recent shower. Robbie would learn days later that the male scent was often much stronger at the end of the day. After feasting on Doug's balls, Robbie returned to his cock and began earnestly trying to swallow the entire shaft. He quickly learned that that was a mistake. He gagged and choked and came very close to vomiting on his friend's cock. "Whoa, slow down. You have to take it easy at first, Rob," Doug advised cheerfully. "I'm sorry, I just want to make you feel good and taste your cum!" Robbie blurted out. "Cool, just use your hand to stroke the bottom and suck the top and I will be in heaven." Robbie put his fingers around the base of Doug's cock and gently squeezed and massaged the warm shaft as he sucked on as much as he could comfortably get in his mouth. In a few minutes he felt Doug's cock start to jerk and then felt warm thick droplets of cum on his tongue. He barely noticed the taste as he swallowed the cum while happily listening to Doug's excited moans. When Doug's orgasm subsided he pulled Robbie to his feet and kissed him deeply. It was the first time he could remember kissing another guy right after cumming in his mouth. He was quickly realizing that being with his friend was different from any of his other times with guys. "Damn, I think you are natural cock sucker, Rob. That was fucking great!" He said enthusiastically with a big grin on his face. "Now it is my turn to suck on this hot piece of meat." Doug set on the couch and began running his lips up and down Robbie's twitching shaft. He followed that by giving Robbie's balls their first tongue bath. After a few minutes of having his balls licked Robbie thought he was going to cum before Doug started sucking him. "Oh fuck, I can't believe how good that feels, Doug. Damn, you are making me nuts!" Robbie's outburst signaled Doug that his friend was ready for more. He swallowed Robbie's cock head and slowly moved his lips down the shaft while pressing his tongue to the underside of the throbbing cock. Robbie watched in amazement as his entire cock disappeared into his friends experienced mouth. "Holy shit! God damn, I can't believe anything feels this fucking good!" Robbie cried out as Doug began deep throating him. Robbie felt his cock go in and out of Doug's throat as the pressure of a powerful orgasm built inside his loins. His balls tightened and began to churn. Soon his seed gushed into Doug's mouth where it was greedily swallowed by the hungry stud. When it was done Doug wiped his mouth on Robbie's belly, looked up and sighed, "Damn you must have cum a river! That was the most fun I ever had sucking a cock." "It was the most fun I ever had having my cock sucked, Doug. You are fucking amazing! I am so glad I got the nerve to come over here today." "About that since I don't think you came specifically to have sex, why did you come?" "Well I wanted to talk. But I think I really came for exactly what we did." "So what do you think?" "I can't fucking believe how much fun it was. But what I really think is that I want to learn to suck cock like you." "Cool, then we will have to practice all summer. But for now how about we get something cold to drink and recharge?" As the two headed for the kitchen a different sort of scene was playing out in another part of town. Ed had woken up that morning with a hard on after another night of dreaming about sucking Robbie's cock. Instead of jerking off as he had the last three mornings he decided to find Robbie and tell him how he felt in the hopes that something might happen. Ed figured he had little to lose. He couldn't imagine Robbie turning down a free blow job. Even if it was just a one time thing and Robbie didn't reciprocate Ed felt like at least he could have his fantasy fulfilled once. So he showered, dressed and headed to Robbie's house. He was disappointed when he found that Robbie was out and no one had a clue where he was. Not wanting to return home where he knew he would simply jack off and lose his nerve after cumming he began to walk around town. He had hoped to get lucky and run into Robbie. Instead it was Stan that he encountered after a half hour or so of walking. Stan had been up early that day too. He had not slept much at all since the afternoon in Potter's Woods. When he couldn't sleep laying in bed just brought thoughts he could not deal with so he had chosen to take a walk. Oddly as he walked that morning he was thinking that it would be nice to be able to sit down and talk with one of the guys about their afternoon of naughty play as he had begun to call it in his mind. Running into Ed seemed like a sign to him that he should have that talk. The pair greeted each other in their usual way and then spent several awkward minutes trying to make conversation. "Um, look, I don't know how you feel about it or what, but I have been kinda thinking a lot about what we did the other day," Stan managed to confess after a bit. "Damn, me too. It was pretty wild," Ed enthusiastically responded. "Yeah pretty wild. Anyway here is the thing; I kinda feel like I need to talk about it and feelings and shit with someone. I can't exactly bring it up with my brother or another friend that wasn't there." "Uh huh that would be weird. What you getting at?" "Well if you aren't busy I thought maybe you and I could talk." "Ok sure, but we need to find some place private." "Well my house is out. My fucking brother had a bunch of his buddies there all night. I am sure they are still hanging out." "My house won't work either. My mother and sister are both home today." Finally they realized that Potter's Woods was likely the only place private enough for that kind of talk. Stan had agreed even though he was worried about going there with Ed and having something sexual happen. Ed was anxious for an entirely different reason. Although Stan wasn't his first choice he was horny and ready to go for it if that was Stan's real motive. Problem was he couldn't read his friend at all. He didn't know if Stan wanted to fool around and was using wanting to talk as a ruse to get him alone or if there was a genuine conflict he wanted to talk out. As they walked along the familiar paths in Potter's Woods they fell into old familiar routines. They were joking and laughing and horsing around. They even wrestled a bit in one grassy spot as they had done countless times over the years. However, neither forgot the reason they were heading into the woods that day. It hung over everything making the familiar seemed just a bit off. When they reached the clearing that had been their haven for so long they both felt strangely paranoid. Had someone asked them the best way they could describe the feeling was one of being watched. But there was no one there and they both knew the chances of others happening on that spot on weekday morning were so small as to be safely counted as impossible. As they took positions on rocks several feet apart unknown to them the other two members of their foursome were happily contesting a second game of ping pong. Things were not nearly as relaxed and comfortable in the clearing that morning. They both had things they wanted to say and questions they wanted to ask. Ed almost blurted out his revelation about his sexuality a couple of times as they talked of things other than the subject at hand. Somehow he held back. He remained wary of Stan's feelings about the incident. It was Stan who finally broached the subject at hand. By that time in town Robbie was admiring Doug's bare ass. "I guess if we are going to talk we need to just come out with it. I am confused as shit and also curious. I am totally unsure about the sex with guys stuff. But I have been obsessing over the image of you and Doug blowing each other," Stan admitted honestly. "Well if we are being open and honest and I hope the pledge of the other day holds, I am actually less confused than I was before that afternoon," Ed countered. "Of course the pledge holds. Whatever is said today is just between us. I don't think we should even share with Doug and Robbie, ok?" "Ok." "Less confused, does that mean you liked it and think it is ok or you don't want to do it any more?" "I liked it, Stan, a lot. More than anything I have ever done, but I haven't done much sex wise so I don't have a lot to compare it to." "So you liked having his cock in your mouth? What was it like?" Stan anxiously asked not bothering to consider the ramifications of Ed's admission. "Yes I liked it. It was exciting and a little scary, but mostly exciting. Just thinking about it is getting me hot." Had Ed known that at that very minute Robbie was in Doug's arms naked and making out, he would have been devastated. But he wasn't thinking about his friend and the secrets feelings he wanted to confess that morning. He was too busy thinking about Stan's cock and what might happen in the clearing. Robbie did not think of Ed that way so even if he knew he would not have cared about Ed contemplating how to get Stan to out of his pants. Stan however became instantly concerned that his fears of a repeat of the other day were coming true. "Um Ed, I don't want you to get the wrong idea. I don't know if I ever want to do anything like that with a guy again." "Hey, I understand. Don't worry, I respect your feelings. I just hope you understand and respect mine." "I am not sure what your feelings are Ed. It seems like you are trying to tell me something. But all I know so far is that you liked sucking Doug's cock." "I liked it a lot. Am pretty sure I like sucking cock in general. Shit, Stan I'm........." Ed froze unable to say the last word. The word that was on the tip of his tongue was queer. But he didn't feel queer. Accepting himself and his desires had made him feel truly normal for the first time. "Wow are you telling me that you think you are a homo?' Stan blurted out totally stunned at his friend's revelation. "Don't know if that is the right word, but yeah, I like guys and not girls at least as far as sex and stuff goes," Stan admitted in a proud way. Both of them went silent and tried not to stare at the other. Ed was happy that he had told someone about his new self discovery but still uncertain of what Stan might do with the information. Stan was extremely curious but was afraid to ask a single question for fear his curiosity would be taken as interest. That was a logical thought since Stan himself wasn't sure if he was curious in an academic way or had some interest deep inside that was trying to come out. "What the fuck? Are you just going to sit there staring at me like I just told you I had leprosy or some shit?" Ed finally asked. "Oh, sorry, I just never expected to hear you say that. Damn, really are you sure?" "As sure as I can be. Damn, I never even got to second base with a chick. Now I kinda think that was because I didn't really want to, you know," Ed replied anxious to explain things to his friend. "What about you? You seemed to be enjoying kissing Robbie and playing with his cock." "I am not a fag if that is what you are saying!" Stan blurted out without thinking. "Fuck you!" Ed said as he jumped off the rock and moved toward Stan sporting a menacing look. "Oh god I am sorry," Stan managed to say as he prepared to defend himself. "Is that it? You think I am a fag now? Oh fuck, I guess I am. I am a faggot! Are you fucking happy now?" Ed yelled as his eyes filled with tears. Instead of fighting Stan pulled Ed into his arms and hugged him tightly. "Oh god, I am really sorry. I didn't mean anything. Fuck, if I had said that last week you wouldn't have felt anything." "But it isn't last week. It is today and I am what you said," Ed sobbed into Stan's shoulder. "You're still the same guy and still my friend." They stood there in each others arms; both scared and confused. Ed was no longer so sure about propositioning Robbie. Had he known that at that very moment Robbie was happily swallowing Doug's cum he would have felt much better. Stan liked the feeling of having Ed in his arms. He felt bad about not being entirely open with his friend who was hurting so much. "Ed, I think the reason I reacted like that was because of feelings I have been having. I did have fun that day. I liked it all including watching you and Doug suck each other. I wanted to try it but was too afraid. I have thought about what it would be like all week. But that isn't even the worst part. I figure sex with a guy for fun is one thing, but I was really in to kissing Robbie that day. It was like some wild forbidden thing. But kissing isn't about the sex it is a romantic thing." "Geez, I thought I was fucked up. You mean you think that jerking a guy's dick or blowing him is less queer than kissing a guy?" "Fuck, I don't know what I think," Stan answered truthfully as he released Ed from his embrace. "It is some confusing shit." "Seems like you figured it out." "I guess I sorta had more time with the issue. Even though I didn't really recognize it I have been attracted to guys for a long time. You had the whole thing thrust on you in an afternoon." "So how the fuck do I know if I am like you, or totally straight and it was just the situation, or maybe even I am like Doug?" "I have no idea, but I am willing to let you experiment if it will help." In truth Ed was way beyond willing to experiment. He wanted to have sex with Stan or almost any guy at that point. His dream of having Robbie as a lover was fading and his horniness was growing. In a way he felt like he had lost time to make up for and he was ready to start. "Um, I don't know if I want that," Stan said unconvincingly. Ed leaned forward and pressed his lips to his friend's lips. Stan accepted the kiss and they let their tongues play for several minutes. "Maybe I do want to experiment. But can we skip the kissing?" In answer, Ed pulled his tee shirt over his head and began to unfasten his pants. Stan followed suit and soon they were both naked and fondling each other. This time Stan gave into his curiosity and desire and dropped to his knees in front of Ed. Though he was still unsure he did not hesitate. He took hold of Ed's cock and guided it to his lips. He knew if he gave it any thought he would chicken out again. As he took Ed into his mouth, Stan was fascinated by the contrasting texture of the hard cock. He noticed the spongy softness of Ed's cock head and the silky smoothness of the skin on the shaft. He marveled at how something could be so rock hard and still feel so soft to the touch. Patterning his actions after the way he remembered his ex blowing him. He used his lips and tongue and tried to keep his teeth clear of Ed's sensitive tool. Ed's appreciative moans encouraged him. Stan moved his free hand to Ed's balls and gently fondled his sack as he slowly took his friends cock deeper. He noticed the changes in the moans and the way Ed's cock was beginning to jerk around in his mouth. Knowing that his friend was getting close to cumming, he considered pulling away. But decided in a somewhat logical manner that he wanted to experience it all. Ed came and Stan held the sticky goo in his mouth as if he was analyzing the flavor. He swallowed it as he stood up. Stan leaned back against a big rock and allowed Ed to return the favor. Ed's cock sucking was far more enthusiastic and not at all analytical. Stan contemplated his feelings as he enjoyed the blow job. There was nothing romantic about the scene. It was just sexual release. He had turned it into a kind of academic exercise. Almost with out realizing it, he climaxed in Ed's mouth. While Ed hungrily drank down his sperm Stan enjoyed the pleasure of an easy comfortable orgasm. He was content as well as sure that he was not into guys. Across town Doug and Robbie had enjoyed a passion filled morning that would lead to a summer affair that both would always remember fondly. In Potter's woods Stan and Ed had sucked each other's cocks with almost no passion. There would be no summer romance between the two of them. None of the four ever mentioned to any of the others what had transpired in separate locations that morning. Over the next couple of weeks Stan worked out all his issues and worries over his brief homosexual curiosity. He was glad he had experimented. However, he had no interest in ever being with a guy again. It was just one of many coming of age memories filed away in the deep recesses of his mind. He began to date a girl who had had a secret crush on him for years. She transferred to his college the next spring and they were married the day after graduation. She has no idea that he once sucked his friend's cock. He thinks she gives the best blow jobs in the world and much prefers the taste of her pussy to the taste of Ed's cum. In the end he proved himself right about sex being a part of love and not something you do with your buddies. Ed never got the nerve to proposition Robbie. He never knew that his life long friend if anything was more into sex with guys then him at least for that summer. He did try to interest Stan in more experimentation but was politely and firmly rebuffed. A deep bond formed between the two despite their very different sexuality and outlook on sex. A few weeks after the experiment Ed made what turned out to be a fateful decision. He ventured off to a larger town about fifty miles from home. He had rumors of a place where guys like him could meet like minded guys. They didn't yet use terms like gay bar. What he found were freedom and the comfort of being in the company of other men who had the same desires. He spent the night with a man in his thirties on his first trip. He still thinks of the one night stand as the first time he really made love. Ed began to visit his new friend often and soon discovered ways other than orally that men had sex with each other. The guy was versatile so Ed got to experience both toping and bottoming. He soon knew that bottom was his preferred position. The guy Ed was seeing did not want an exclusive relationship so on some of his visits other men were involved. Ed thoroughly enjoyed his promiscuous summer of discovery as he thought of it later in life. Near the end of the summer Ed ran into someone form his home town that he had known for years. It was a guy who had been a year ahead of him in high school. They hadn't been close friends, but they knew each other well enough.