4 comments/ 5623 views/ 6 favorites A Change of Heart for Leander Ch. 02 By: RobMontague Noah: you out this weekend gorgeous? x x x Nile: Not this weekend no, with my girlfriend for the weekend. x Noah: Mmm lucky girl. x x x Nile rolled his eyes and stuffed the phone into his pocket. Noah was certainly interested in him, nothing he did put him off. He had tried not replying but then felt bad so caved in. He sighed and let himself into Jasmine's room. She was sitting on her bed with a smile and he sat next to her. "How are you?" He asked kissing her. "Mmm I am good." She smiled again, but there was something not just right. He looked at her and narrowed his eyes a little. "Nile..." She began. "Ugh." He stood, knowing what this talk was going to be about. "You want to fuck that Richard guy don't you?" "It's not like that..."Jasmine began. "We've just got really close and..." "Whatever. Couldn't you have text or emailed me this so I didn't have to come all this way over? Fuckssake." Nile headed for the door. "Nile wait...you never normally get like this." Jasmine stood too. "We just don't have that kind of relationship." "Yeah well maybe I am sick of being treated like shit." Nile left her room and house. He got into his car and drove away angrily. He scowled to himself. It was true their relationship was pretty open. Nile had never really wanted anything serious or defined. It was nice to have someone he could be with and not have to get to know over again. When they broke up he normally would hook up with one or two girls he knew for some no strings fun. But this time he just felt crap about it. Maybe Jasmine was taking advantage of him, he had never ended their relationship. Maybe the fact they were at different schools and lived apart was also a factor.He drove into a service station so he could make a phone call to Jason. He asked him if he had any beer in, Jason guessed the reason he was coming home early and said he did, he and Nick would wait for him and console him. He got there and Casey let him in, giving him a hug. "Ah Nile." Jason hugged him. "Seriously, forget her. Find someone else. Amy's nice." "She is, but she's thick and I am sick of just fucking someone." Nile pushed Nick over and lay on the sofa melodramatically. "Maybe have a break then?" Nick suggested. "Take some time to yourself and then see where you want to go from there." "That is a good idea." Nile agreed. "Still feels like shit though." They chatted for a while until Nile was happy enough. Josh drove him home and he fell asleep pretty much instantly. -- Noah: hey gorgeous what you up2? x x x Nile: coursework. Exciting. You? x Noah: Not much. we're out this weekend are you and co? It'd be nice to see you. x x x Nile: yeah not sure where i'll end up but i fancy getting hammered. x Noah: tough week? I could relax you y'know. ;) x x x Nile: shit week. And behave. x Nile laughed to himself. Noah certainly was determined. It was the first time he'd chuckled all week. He was sure his friends were getting sick of his grumbling and rantings about women in general. Trevor had been very sympathetic and had mothered him for most of the week, bringing him drinks and sweets to lighten his mood. But he could hardly admit that it was the texts from someone he'd only met a couple of times were making him feel better. -- The friends had been drinking for a while now and Nile guessed pretty soon they'd want to go to The Serpent and dance together. Nile didn't want too, he wanted to stay in the nice warm bar they were in and get happily drunk. None of his other friends were out so he either went with the flow and ended up at the gay bar or he went home where he'd just get moody and sulk. Leander looked at his phone again and they saw him sigh. "Trouble?" Nile asked. "Hm, no not really." Leander shrugged. "Just Trevor being a little insecure." "About you two?" Jason looked over. "Yeah, he just seems a bit paranoid at the moment." Leander frowned, not knowing that the previous encounter with Noah's friend had planted the seed of doubt. "I am sure he's just having a moment. He'll be okay." He smiled it went silent for a moment with the tension but no one wanted to break it. Nile decided he'd be brave enough and suggested that they move on. He reluctantly said he'd go to The Serpent if he could be left alone in a booth to drink and wallow while the other two danced. They told him that he was a killjoy and that some dancing might cheer him up. "Does Noah know you're single?" "No, and let's not let him know." Nile frowned. "He'll go into over drive." "Does he get in touch?" Jason asked as they walked out of the bar. "He asks if we're out at the weekend, that's about it really." Nile lied, he sent him messages every day. They proceeded to the gay bar, Nile secretly hoped they'd be refused but with Jason's social standing and Leander's good looks they were almost VIPs. They got drinks then headed up to a higher tier of the club. Nile sat on one of the seats and Jason sat on the other while Leander went to mingle with some people. "You okay?" Jason asked. "Yeah I am. I will be when I have more drink." Nile grinned. "I shall just take some time to myself and enjoy being free and single." Jason nodded his agreement, then his brow furrowed before breaking into a smile. "What?" "Leander's back, he looks guilty." Jason looked over at the blonde. Nile scowled as he came over. "Noah's downstairs with his crew." Leander put a hand on Nile's shoulder. "I told him you were a little down so he's going to come up soon and cheer you up." "Oh thanks." Nile scowled. "This is the last thing I need." "Aaah don't fret. A little socializing will do you good. Plus someone hitting on you is bound to do the ego some good." Leander suppressed a chuckle. "Mister Biggs, shall we dance?" Jason nodded and they headed off to the dance floor leaving Nile muttering into his beer bottle. Noah left him alone for quite a long time but sure enough he soon came up the stairs. He was wearing a tight tank top that showed off his toned arms and cargo pants. He smiled at Nile who just scowled back. "Hey don't you scowl at me." Noah sat next to him. "I brought you a beer and everything!" "Sorry. Thanks." Nile took it. "Still grumpy?" Noah sat back and looked at him. "I guess." Nile sighed. He kind of wished that he was nearer the dance floor, then the music would be loud and he wouldn't have to talk. "Want to talk?" Noah prodded him with a finger. "Not really no." Nile shook his head. "I am not much fun tonight sorry." "It's okay. I can just look at you and imagine what I am going to do when..." Noah began. "Oh stop it!" Nile couldn't help but smile. "You are something else." "Ah there we are, a smile!" Noah leant forward and grinned. "Girl trouble?" Nile reluctantly nodded. "She dumped you?" He nodded again. "Ah shit. Not good. Well, I am sure we can help you feel better with drink!" Nile was shocked that Noah hadn't instantly pounced on him and begun to relentlessly hit on him. Maybe he had change his mind. They chatted a bit, Noah told him about his work and his housemate. Nile felt like a little kid compared to him, still doing coursework and living with his parents but Noah didn't seem to mind this. "Are those two still not fucking?" Noah asked tipping his bottle towards Jason and Leander who were dancing. "No they're not. They have..." Nile started. "Yeah yeah, boyfriends. We know. We all know. They're like the two most wanted guys here. Then you appeared and added this alternative mystery." Noah smiled. "But I told the guys to back off. You're mine. Leander pretty much did that with you, Jason and his boyfriend anyway." "Why me?" Nile asked. "Because he wanted to look after you I guess. You come in here being all hot and sexy and don't expect to be pounced on?" Noah raised an eyebrow. "Leander made it pretty clear that no one touches you." "So why do you get past his barrier?" Nile smiled. "He knows me. He knows that I am not a douche." Noah finished his drink. "Shall we get another?" Nile nodded and they went to the bar, Leander watched them with a smile as Jason moved against him. Noah and Nile stayed downstairs with some of Noah's friends. They were friendly to him, some of they ribbed him lightly about Noah's intentions but by this time Nile was rather drunk and took them with good humour. "Shall we go back and see Jason and Leander?" Noah asked, wondering if his friends were a little too much. "Yeah can do." Nile nodded and turned to go. "Hey you watch him." One of the men said with a smile. "He'll break you in hard." Nile looked shocked and Noah just shoved him away while giving his friend the finger. They went back upstairs to find the others still dancing away. They stood by one of the rails and watched the people dancing below. Noah scooted towards him . "Fuck. Leander told me you'd been dumped so I said I'd leave off hitting on you but it's so hard. You really are hot you know." Noah turned to face him. "I could make you feel so good." He rubbed his arm. "Ha ha, aww well at least you tried." Nile laughed. "You know I'm flattered and if I said I wasn't a little bit curious I'd be lying, but I'm not gay." "Ugh, don't get hung up on labels." Noah rolled his eyes and closed the distance between them, pressing his lips against Nile's gently. He pulled back and looked at him, gaging his reaction before kissing him again, this time opening his mouth slightly and encouraging Nile to do the same. Nile resisted at first but then kissed him back softly. Noah slid a hand onto his side and held him. He slipped his tongue in slowly at first, feeling Nile respond and pressed his against Noah's, he felt Noah moan against his mouth and stopped the kiss. "Mmm you have a piercing?" Nile nodded and stuck his tongue out for Noah to see. "That is so fucking hot." "So you're just after my piercings huh?" Nile smiled, slightly embarrassed. "I am after a lot more than that baby boy." Noah smirked. "Stop calling me that!" Nile laughed and went over to Jason who was heading his way. Jason threw his arms around Nile and hugged him. "Time to get you home before you do something you regret?" Nile asked. "I wouldn't regret it at all!" Jason slurred with a grin. Leander joined them and they said their goodbyes to Noah, he winked at Nile and then went back to his friends. -- Trevor and Nick were pinning costumes together in the drama hall until Leander and Nile came in. Trevor smiled widely and went to sit with him, snuggling close. Leander put his arms around him and kissed him. He knew Trevor was feeling a little uneasy at the moment, he had spells of insecurity that were normally unprovoked. Leaner wondered if Trevor could sense something, he didn't think his attraction to Jason was blatant enough to be noticed, especially not in the school situation. He was still as loving and sexually attentive to Trevor, just things had shifted in his heart. Trevor was warm next to him and seemed happy enough. Claudia and Jason walked in, holding the door open for Nathan and his crutches.Jason lay on the floor to the side of Nick and rubbed a hand through his hair. Nick smiled at him and handed him some pins. Trevor fidget about on the sofa, he was restless and his squirming was bothering Leander. "What's up Babe?" Leander asked then looked stunned at himself. Nile had looked over in shock too. Jason had kept his head low and was focussing on his pins, no one else noticed but his cheeks were burning red. "Nothing just getting comfortable." Trevor settled with his head on Leander's lap. Leander rubbed his neck with a smile and avoided Nile's glare. Nile sat on the floor with Jason and Nick and helped to pin things together. "Who's going to sew these together?" Nile asked, giving up after he stabbed himself a third time. "Miss Staff said she would. She's got a sewing machine." Nick told him. "Are you staying with me tonight?" Jason asked sitting up and looking over at Nick who nodded his response. "Cool, we'll watch something cheesy shall we?" He pressed a kiss to his forehead. "I think I'll go grab some food. Anyone coming?" Nile stood. Leander gently moved Trevor and followed him. They walked in a tense silence for a bit. "What the fuck are you doing calling Trevor Babe?" "I don't know, it just slipped out I guess." Leander tied up his hair and sighed. "No one noticed." "Jason noticed, he was almost glowing red." Nile frowned at him. Throughout their relationship Leander had always called Jason Babe. In fact he had very rarely used his real name. "Everyone just thought it was an affectionate term. No harm done." Leander shrugged. "You were thinking about him though. Weren't you?" Nile asked. "I was." Leander said quietly. "He's all I think about at the moment. Is it obvious?" "To me it is blatant. I doubt the others have caught on. But I have known you a long time. What are you going to do about it?" Nile looked at him, he looked tired and unhappy. "I don't know. I will think of something." Leander worried at his lip but then smiled. "So did you get anywhere on Saturday? Get a little somethin' somethin' off Noah?" "No!" Nile laughed. "Hey, thanks for telling him to ease up on me." "Ah no worries. I am surprised that he didn't try anything at all. I did tell him he'd probably get a snog out of you if you were drunk enough." Leander chuckled to himself. "He did kiss me yeah, but I told him I wasn't really interested." Nile shrugged awkwardly. "You shouldn't encourage people to take advantage of me when I am drunk." He grinned. "I bet you loved it!" Leander gave him a friendly shove. -- Nick grumbled happily as Jason's kisses fluttered down his chest and stomach, trailing little warm spots down to his groin. A hot warm mouth soon enveloped the top of his cock, taking in it's width and taste. Jason sucked it and ran his tongue around the head softly, listening to the appreciative noises that Nick was making. Slowly he took it deeper until his nose was nestled into the curls of auburn hair. He pulled up and slid back down a few times, softly cradling Nick's balls as he sucked his dick. As he was doing this he lubed up his fingers and began to circle the entrance to Nick's body, gently sliding a finger in. "Oh, oh Jason..." Nick rocked his hips loving the feeling of being so far down Jason's throat. Jason was busy stroking his own cock with lube, getting himself ready to enter him. He took his mouth off Nick's cock to much protest. "Oh how you complain!" Jason teased pressing the head against his ass. "You ready for me?" Nick nodded and pushed down as Jason pushed himself into him fully, groaning at how good it felt. They began to move together, Jason littered kisses over his shoulders and neck. "Mmm you feel good. You doing okay there?" "Yeah, yeah..." Nick stroked along Jason's chest and began to stroke his cock. "I feel so close..." Jason moaned and began to thrust faster, swatting Nick's hand away and replacing it with his own, stroking him fast. He felt Nick's body tense and looked down to see him coming onto his own chest. Jason cried out and filled him with his come, as always the lingering memory of Leander flashed behind his eyelids, it had happened with all the people he'd slept with after him, he accepted that it'd probably be there forever. He blinked it away and leant down to kiss Nick. "Mmm Jason, you're amazing." "I know." Jason grinned and gently pulled out of him, rolling next to him and pulling him close. "You're not so bad yourself." He kissed along his neck and rubbed his chest. If he was lucky he could get him hard again soon and finish off the blow job, he'd come pretty fast that time and Jason wanted a longer session. "Trevor's not happy you know." Nick said sadly. "I just make you come and you're thinking of Trevor? Nice." Jason teased and stopped petting him. "Oh be quiet. It's just been playing on my mind." Nick picked at a fingernail. "What's wrong with him?" Jason asked, feeling his desire for more sex dwindling. "Nothing really, he just thinks Leander's changed recently. He just seems a bit, I don't know how you'd say it. Not there maybe? Distant?" Nick shrugged. "I've not noticed anything so maybe he's being paranoid about it." "Want me to talk to him?" Jason propped himself up on his hand, he did love this stunning redhead in his own way. "No no." Nick quickly answered. "Trev swore me to secrecy. He'll be mad if he knows. He doesn't want to scare Leander off by being too needy." "I doubt that would scare him off." Jason told him. "I was..." Then he stopped pulling a face. "You what?" Nick looked up at him. "No I was just going to say something but it doesn't matter." Jason shook his head. Nick urged him on. "I don't like talking about previous relationships, especially not just after sex." "Oh go on, it's alright." Nick grinned at him. "It really doesn't bother me." "Well I was just going to say that I was a bit of a dickhead to him and he stayed with me, so a little bit of insecurity wont push Leander away." Jason smiled. "Why were you a dickhead?" Nick asked with a devious smile. "Ack, I just didn't know what I wanted. I didn't know if I was gay, didn't know if I wanted a relationship, didn't know if I was happy with just no strings sex. I was very mixed up and I flipped between wanting him and not wanting him hourly." Jason lay back down. "Did you figure out what you wanted?" Nick snuggled up to him. "I got you, didn't I?" Jason said softly and happily that ended the conversation. Jason lay there with Nick nestled against his chest, his hand stroking the redhead's side slowly. So Leander was behaving differently around Trevor was he? Maybe Trevor had sensed the change in the blonde. Jason put it out of his head and cuddled up to Nick, hoping sleep would come soon. As Jason was trying to sleep Nile was busy avoiding doing his coursework by playing video games. He was roaming around San Andreas and stealing cars. Noah: I want 2 kiss you. x x x Nile grumbled to himself with a smile. He cursed himself for getting drunk and cursed Leander for spurring Noah on. He pondered over what he could reply with that would be neutral and not encourage him. Nile: That's nice. I am playing GTA. x Noah: ooo i have that its good. u should come 2mine one day and play. Make a day of it. x x x Nile: Sounds good. up to anything fun? x Noah: not really just watchin crap with my housemate. u lot out this weekend? x x x Nile: Not sure, Leander's boyfriend is a bit needy at the mo. Not sure if he's up for it. x Noah: I'd be needy 2 if my bf was tryin 2 fuck another guy. x x x Nile: He isnt. it just seems like it. x Noah: oh well. so. can i kiss u again? ;) x x x Nile bit his lip and thought that is was probably best to not reply. -- "Trev, what's up?" Leander asked pulling away from his kisses. "Nothing, why?" Trevor smiled. "You just don't seem to be the same happy Trevor recently." Leander stroked his face. "I just worry that you're getting sick of me." Trevor frowned. "If I was getting sick of you would I be like this?" Leander took Trevor's hand and placed it on his swollen crotch. "I guess not." Trevor grinned and began to unzip his flies slowly, leaning in to kiss his boyfriends soft lips. "I guess I just..." Leander cut him off with more kisses and pulled his shirt up and off, it made the black haired boys hair fluff up which always made Leander smile, he was just so cute. He began to kiss along his neck and collar bone, about two inches down was a love bite that Leander had put on him, he likes to leave it there as a mark of ownership, it would always make Trevor go fuzzy at just the thought of it. Leander maneuvered Trevor so he was lying on his back, he began to work off his jeans, kissing exposed skin. Trevor squirmed with pleasure as he felt Leander's breath on his balls, he licked them softly, sucking gently. He flipped Trevor onto his stomach and began to kiss down his back, kneading his buttocks with his hands, biting down his back until he got to his ass crack. He licked it gently, moving lower. Trevor tensed and rolled back onto his back quickly. "No Leander..." A Change of Heart for Leander Ch. 02 "It's nice Trev honestly." Leander looked down on him. "It is dirty and wrong." Trevor shook his head furiously. "I don't want you too." "Okay, no worries." Leander sighed and dipped his head to suck the end of is cock. Trevor relaxed and lay back. Leander automatically sucked his lover off while thinking. Trevor never let him eat him out, he wouldn't even try it. It bothered him a bit as he enjoyed giving it, he loved to lap at his guys ass and make it all wet and ready but now he never got the chance. Trevor was also quite restrained in the bedroom, he wasn't up to trying new positions. Leander let go of his cock and looked up at him. "Want to ride me?" Trevor nodded eagerly and they changed positions. Trevor watched as Leander lubed himself up and held his cock so Trevor could slide onto it. When he was fully impaled he started to ride him eagerly. Leander was happy that he'd taught him how to do this, he was good at it. He lay his head back and shut his eyes, loving the feeling of Trevor bouncing above him. He stroked his thighs and moaned with pleasure as Trevor moved. "Mmm you feel good Trev." Leander said with a smile, but he wanted it deeper, harder. He wanted to drill Trevor from behind and make him scream as he came. But he knew he'd not get Trevor to do that and he wouldn't push him. Jason however... He sat up abruptly, shocking Trevor who stopped looking worried. "I want to take you." Leander rolled him over and pushed into him, taking him as hard as Trevor could stand, needing release, needing Jason off his mind. Trevor moaned and writhed beneath him and stroked Leander's chest and arms. Leander began to stroke the smaller boy's cock while thrusting into him. Normally he enjoyed taking his time and could easily go for over an hour torturing Trevor with delightful kisses and touches but he wanted it over. He wanted to pull out but knew if he did Trevor would think he'd done something wrong and get all upset. That was the last thing he needed. Trevor called his name and came into his hand, Leander thrust for a few minutes longer before having a very unsatisfying orgasm. He pulled out of Trevor and lay facing him. "Okay beautiful?" Trevor nodded, his face flushed from the activity. Leander excused himself to use the bathroom where he washed his face and stared into the mirror for a long time, wondering what was happening to him. A Change of Heart for Leander Ch. 03 [[Hello! Going to be a bit of a killjoy here - some of you don't like how it's going, well then can you stop reading please? I write these for myself and choose to share them with you, I don't write them for you. The ending has been written long, long ago and it will not change. Thank you for the comments and emails, they are appreciated.]] * Leander walked into the bar. It was pretty empty, not a lot of people went out drinking on a Thursday. He walked over to one of the booths and slid in, waiting for his companion to arrive. Leander: I am here x He pulled his hair into a loose pony tail and leant back. He needed some relief and he knew he wouldn't get it from Nile or Jason, they were too close to the problem. "Hey sexy." Noah slid in opposite him and placed a bottle of beer down. "What's the problem?" Leander groaned and explained his sudden, reignited interest in Jason, Trevor's reluctance to try new sexual things and his insecurity. "I love Trevor it's just..." Leander waved his arms. "I don't know." "It's just that you're fucking crazy about your ex." Noah said flatly. Leander looked over at him. "What? Don't you look puzzled at me. We've known each other a while, you'd just split from him for good when we met if I remember correctly." Leander smiled, they had met outside the club one night, Leander had driven him home and they had made out for a while though it didn't go far as Noah told him he didn't bottom and Leander responded the same, but they had stayed close friends. "You were crazy over him then, on the rebound fucking everything that came your way. Now you've got this boyfriend who fills the need for a boyfriend but your heart is still with Jason." "Is it that obvious?" Leander frowned, asking his beer more than Noah. "Yes." Noah nodded. "At the club he's the only person you look at. You watch each movement, each step, everything he does. When you talk to someone else you still look at him. All that sexy dancing makes you overly horny and it's Jason you focus on." "What should I do?" Leander looked miserable. "Well." Noah drawled taking a drink from his bottle. "You either focus on Trevor and get on with your life being with him..." Noah stopped. "Or you leave him, as loving someone else isn't that nice for him." "Yeah." Leander nodded slowly. "Plus you need to sort yourself out, it's making you look drained and tired. It can't be good for you." Noah put his hand on his lightly. "So. How's Nile?" "Urgh!" Leander laughed. "So I come here, drinking on a school night, to ask for life advice and you just want to check up on a potential fuck!" "No! No!" Noah laughed. "I have talked with you, I have told you what I think wether it's what you waned to hear or not. Now I lighten the mood by asking about your severely hot friend." "Nile is good. He has a date this weekend so I am not sure you'll be getting anything off him." Leander smiled. "I am not sure he'd put out, he's never really been with a guy. Obviously he had a brief fling with Jason but I am not sure if he'd let you top him." "Aah but that is the fun in trying!" Noah smiled naughtily. "Its great to turn them." "Well you better hope that his date doesn't work out!" Leander said. "But I hear he's pretty much on a promise." "Bleh. Straight sex. There's nothing worse!" Noah shuddered and they laughed. They stayed for about an hour more before they parted ways. Noah said that he's see them Friday if they were out, Leander told him that it all depended on Trevor. -- Thursday had been hell. Trevor was still a little needy and Leander was feeling confused and worn out. Nile and Jason pretty much kept themselves to themselves, Nick sat with them and Jason stroked his side softly, feeling Leander's eyes on him. He knew the beautiful blonde had some issues to resolve and he wondered if his own feelings would come into play. Jason reckoned that he was probably just horny, he had loved the sex he'd had with Leander, raw, primal but it was more than that. He felt loved, he felt completely and totally loved and he'd loved him in return. He maybe should've said it more. That is what he missed with Nick, there was a type of love there but it was more lust with them. By the time Leander returned to his house with Trevor he was exhausted. Trevor seemed to be in a happier mood, he snuggled up on Leander, grinding onto his lap and kissing at his neck. Leander held him and kissed him back, pulling him close. Trevor slid back and began to feel at Leander's crotch. Normally he'd be hard by now but there was no growing bulge there. Leander just didn't feel up to it. He was confused and unhappy with how he was feeling and the talk with Noah hadn't helped. He had hoped Noah would just tell him what he had wanted to hear but being a true friend, he hadn't. But he didn't want another argument with Trevor, so he focussed his attention to another attractive black haired boy and let the guilt wash over him. Trevor seemed happy when he felt Leander's cock grown under his touch. He freed it and stroked it for a while before wrapping his lips around it. "Ohh yeah." Leander moaned, leaning his head back on the wall. Trevor was good at giving head, very good for a first timer anyway. Leander congratulated himself for being such a good teacher. But by the gods Jason was the best. His lips, his tongue, his tongue stud, his deep throating skills. It was amazing sliding into that throat, feeling him pressed against him, humming his own pleasure at sucking cock. Oh so good. Looking down on that beautiful face when he'd come into his mouth, knowing he swallowed it happily, seeing his lips swollen from his cock sucking, shiny with spit and his cum. Swooping down to kiss them, tasting his cum on his lips, feeling his own need burning between his thighs. "Oh god Jason I'm going to come!" Leander moaned loudly and started to shoot. He felt Trevor's mouth leave his cock and looked to see him, the jets of cum had landed on his face, he looked pissed. "What the fuck did you just say?" Trevor scowled. "Huh, what?" Leander looked confused. "You called me Jason." Trevor wiped his face with his shirt. "No I didn't." Leander shook his head. "You fucking did." Trevor snapped. "Were you thinking of him?" "No!" Leander sat up, tucking himself away. "I wasn't at all!" "Then why did you say it?" Trevor was close to tears again. "I didn't even realize I did!" Leander tried to hold him but he pushed him away. "Trevor please." The guilt was killing him, but he had to make Trevor think it was an accident. He grabbed the now crying boy and held him. "Seriously, I wasn't thinking of him." "I want to go home." Trevor stood and headed for the door. "No, gorgeous, stay, please." Leander followed him. "I think I'd be happier at home tonight." Trevor wiped at his eyes and shook his head. "I'll walk you." Leander offered. "I don't need any help getting home." Trevor snapped and left. Leander sat on the end of the bed and put his head in his hands. "Fuck." He said to himself. Leander lay on his bed and sighed to himself, he was tired. He took off his clothes and went to shower and then he got into bed. Whatever happened he decided this weekend he was going to get wankered, wether Trevor like it or not. -- Friday came and the tension was unbearable. Trevor was so upset at what had happened that he hadn't even told Nick about it. He was talking to Leander again, they had had a quick chat and a kiss in the morning but he was still pissed off. "Are you excited about your date Nile?" Claudia asked. "Eh not really." Nile shook his head. "A shag's a shag!" Jason grinned widely. "Just get it done." "You are so crass at times." Claudia scolded. "I am just being truthful! From what I've heard she's seen you a few times with Jasmine and she wants your dick." Jason made a lewd gesture and then laughed, he did amuse himself. Nile rolled his eyes and ignored him. That night Leander went to Trevor's before heading out, Trevor had said that it was fine but he wanted to check just in case. Trevor seemed brighter and apologized for his recent behavior. Leander told him that it was okay and he'd spend the next week making him happy. They kissed until it got hot and steamy then Leander had to drag himself away to go meet the others. -- Nile was hating every minute of his night. The girl he'd been set up with was nice enough. Great tits but a total air head. She'd mentioned her hair at least four times, her ex twice and then explained at great length how her fingernails looked so healthy. The other guys and girls he was with kept him company, they chatted and laughed together. It was nice to see them, a bit of a change from his normal social outings but he did prefer his time with Leander and Jason more. Melissa shifted her positing and revealed more of her olive brown thigh, Nile watched with great interest. She was in a, slightly slutty, red dress that had a slit up the side, no back and pushed her already large breasts higher. Nile got another couple of drinks in and chatted with Melissa again, she eased up after a couple of drinks and was soon hinting that they should probably move on. "My parents are away all weekend." She said with a wink. They parted from their friends with a few good natured insults about ditching them to have sex and walked to her parents house. It was a nice house, not very big but it had a nice garden. She took him in the front door and began to kiss him as soon as she was in. Her hot mouth on his, he tasted alcohol on her as she thrust her tongue into his desperately seeking his. They took it upstairs and she lay under him on the bed, he ran his hands up her sides and round to her breasts cupping them and feeling their weight. She moaned against his lips and began to undo his shirt. Soon he was down to his boxers and she was fully naked under him. He had found that she had no panties on when he slid a hand up her thigh and found her neatly trimmed bush already wet with her own juices. She moaned as a finger rubbed against her clit softly, moving in small circles. Niles lips had found a nipple and were suckling on it, making the girl cry out in lust. "Mm Nile..." She arched her back as he slid a finger, then another into her wet pussy. "Oh yeah, that's so good." Nile kissed along her neck, pinching her nipple until she was almost begging for his cock. He smiled to himself, moving down the bed and settling between her thighs. He spread her pussy apart and began to lick gently at her clit. She howled with delight so loudly he thought he'd hurt her for a second. When he was satisfied she was okay he carried on. Lapping at her nub with his tongue, drawing lazy circles around it while moving his fingers in and out of her body. He sucked and swirled his tongue around her, rubbing the cool metal stud against her clit, she was moaning constantly now, squeezing her own nipples and breathing fast. He increased his sped and thrust his fingers into her faster and she began to scream. "Oh god Nile I am coming!" She shook with orgasmic shudders beneath his tongue, when she had settled he sat back and looked at her, his cock hard inside his boxers, he finger fucked her for a while until she cried out with need. "I need you in me now!" "Condoms?" Nile kissed her again. "Don't worry I'm on the pill." She said, stroking her hands down her body paying attention to her hard pink nipples, twisting them between her fingers. "Yeah, I always sheath up." Nile told her. "Do you have any?" She shook her head. "I have some in my wallet..." He started to move but she began to wail. "Nooo Nile, I don't like condoms. How will I feel the real you? I need you inside me. No one has ever made me come like that. This is meant to be! I need to connect with you. lease, become one with me." She was slipping her fingers in and out of her pussy, sliding her hand up to her clit and rubbing it furiously, tears falling from her eyes. Nile started to look worried. "Uh...maybe this was a bad idea." He got off her and grabbed his jeans. "Noo, I really like you. I've liked you forever. I've seen you with that girl, I know I can give you more than she can!" Melissa crawled towards him, she suddenly seemed really drunk. "Let me give you a blow job!" She grabbed at his boxers, his erection had disappeared when she started to talk about connecting with him. "No!" Nile stumbled backwards dragging his jeans up his body. He threw his shirt around his shoulders and left the room. He walked into her bathroom and washed his hands and face before going to leave. As he left he heard her shout 'I'll call you!' after him. - Noah, Jason and a few of the friends were outside the club when a shadowy figure began to walk up the street. "Is that Nile?" Leander asked. They all nodded. "Hm, his date must be over. Maybe he fucked her and has left her." Jason offered. Nile walked towards them, flicking ash as he smoked. He smiled at them. "Well?!" "Oh my god. What a total cluster fuck." Nile put a hand to his head. "I ate her out until she came and when I went to fuck her she started to cry as she didn't like condoms and wanted to feel connected to me as it was meant to be." He shook his head as his friends laughed at his encounter. "Duude." Jason laughed. "You pulled a psycho!" Nile nodded. They were clearly bemused by their friends dreadful date. They spoke about it for a while, laughing and mocking him. "Lets get you a drink to get the taste of pussy out of your mouth." "Dude so vile!" Nile grinned. They headed back inside the warm club. The music was thumping and the drinks started to flow, Nile felt his crappy mood lifting and began to relax into the comfort of his friends. He sat in his favourite booth with a few of Noah's friends watching as Leander and Noah brought some drinks up. Leander had started on shots, his intention of getting drunk was well under way. He handed Nile one. "I'll be on my ass after a few of these." Nile swallowed it down. The guy to his right was called Ryan and he was clearly uncomfortable being there. Nile chatted with him and found out that he was a straight friend of Noah's and he had ended up being dragged along. "Oh I know how that feels, I end up here most weekends. Still, it is same from obsessive women." "Yeah you just have to put up with the guys that chase you." Leander smirked and pointed to Noah who was chatting to a guy with brown hair and glasses. Noah's friends laughed and Nile just scowled. Leander sat opposite Nile as he chatted with Ryan about some zombie movie. He thought he'd text Trevor, see how his night was going. Leander: Hey gorgeous, night okay? x Trevor: Yeah. Leander frowned. One word answer? That wasn't like Trevor at all. Leander: You sure? You're not mad again are you? x Trevor: No. I am just busy. Leander: With? x Trevor: God, stuff. I have other things in life apart from you. Leander: Whoa okay. Sorry. :( x Trevor: Go have fun with Jason. Leander scowled. Trevor had been absolutely fine when they had talked. He had apologized a million times for calling him Jason. He stood and pulled Nile along to the bar for more drinks. They stayed downstairs for a while doing shots and talking to some of the regulars. When they came back up Jason and Noah passed them on the stairs with Ryan. Jason was going to smoke and Noah was going for more drink. Leander and Nile leant on the railing and viewed the movement of the club. Leander watched Jason as he made his way through the crowd, stopping to talk to people or getting approached by interested parties. He smiled to himself. He loved that boy. He loved him more than he had loved anything in his life and he had to have him back. But what about Trevor? Trevor was awesome and he didn't want to hurt him but ... Nile snapped him out of his thoughts. "You're in love with him aren't you?" Nile said watching the blond track his progression through the club. Leander nodded, peeling the label off his bottle. "Then fucking go get him you jackass." Leander looked at him shocked. "He is fucking crazy about you. My god, when you broke up I had to console him for hours. He was hell to be around. Casey and Josh said it was like living with a demon. Then you got with Trevor and it all started again, bad moods, drinking, crying, boning anything he could. You shouldn't have broken up, fucktards." Leander appreciated the honesty of drunk Nile. "I will sort it." Leander promised, wanting to get him off the topic. He didn't want him drunkenly telling everyone around them about his issues. "So. Plans with Noah tonight are..?" "Don't start that shit." Nile waved a finger at him. "He's too busy chatting up that guy with glasses anyway." "Aww, jealous?" Leander teased then went silent. "Have you slept with him?" "Who? Noah? No!" Nile frowned. "I don't mean Noah." Leander looked away. He had wanted to ask this question for so long. Now on the night that would decide how his life went, he felt he could ask it. "Oh." Nile suddenly sobered up. "No. No I haven't. There were a couple of times when we came close but we knew it'd ruin our friendship, and before you ask no, I don't regret not doing it. Is this why you've always been a bit hostile with me?" Leander nodded. "Well now you've nothing to worry about. He's always been yours." Nile smiled as Noah and Ryan came back with drinks, Jason returned with more drinks too. They chatted for a while, Leander checked his phone often but Trevor hadn't made any contact. He finished his drink and stood. "Mister Biggs, shall we dance?" He asked the already swaying Jason who nodded. He took his hand and they moved onto the dance floor. "D'ya think they'll finally fuck tonight?" Noah asked the table, they nodded their agreement. "It's about bloody time. I am getting sick of this sexual tension. Speaking of sexual tension...Nile, how are you?" Noah winked and the table laughed again. "You're not going to get away from him you know." One guy said. "Just accept it and your life will be easier." "Yeah but I'm not really up for this 'turn the guy then forget him' shit." Nile grinned. "Plus the whole not gay thing is an issue..." "Not an issues for me gorgeous!" Noah winked. "Weren't you just trying to get a quickie off some tart?" "Well, yeah but you just want the challenge. I knew she was up for it." Nile put his bottle down. "Mmm you'd be my favourite conquest." Noah leered at him. Nile rolled his eyes. "Come on, dance!" He stood. Nile protested but Ryan helped to shove him up and Noah practically dragged him down the stairs and into the main throng of the dancers. There were people everywhere and Nile found himself pressed against the mechanic's hard body. He was forced to move against it as the crowd pulsated. "You okay baby boy?" Noah had to talk right into his ear, his breath tickled. "Don't call me that." Nile groaned into Noah's ear. "I'd never think of you as just a challenge." Noah's face was so close, he could feel Nile next to him, he put his hands on his hips and the other didn't pull away. He was breaking him. "You never answered my question anyway." "What question?" Nile asked pulling away slightly, he looked at the handsome mechanic before him. His shaved head bar that strip of a short mohawk, chiseled jawline, five o'clock shadow and beautiful eyes. He felt his body heat against him, their crotches pushed together moving in time. Noah pressed close to his ear. "Can I kiss you?" Noah looked at him, saw the drunken boy thinking over his options then ever so slightly nod. He leant down and captured Nile's lips with his own, feeling them, warm and soft. He tightened his hold on him and found Nile's hands against his chest as he deepened the kiss, letting his tongue wander over the other's lips. Seeking out that pierced tongue that he'd been imagining when he jacked off. Nile couldn't believe he was kissing him again, he thought by getting with Melissa that he might have curbed his interest in Leander's handsome friend. But now, pressed against him, he was totally enthralled. He moved his hands down his chest feeling the six pack that lurked underneath and felt a tingle run down his body straight into his groin. He gasped a little and Noah pressed into him harder, getting across in his movements what the pierced boy did to him. They kissed as they moved, the crowd keeping up its rhythm. Nile put his arms around Noah's neck and let himself get lost in the kiss. Noah was a fantastic kisser, sweet and soft but at the same time he was firm and devouring. Nile had never been kissed like this, Noah's lips and tongue were driving him crazy, he kissed him back never wanting it to end. When Noah broke away he spoke into Nile's ear. "Come back to mine." His eyes danced under the clubs lights. Sober Nile would have said no, hell, Sober Nile wouldn't have let himself get into this situation in the first place. But Drunk Nile was in charge now and he nodded again. A Change of Heart for Leander Ch. 03 "But what about..." Nile began. "Jason?" Noah grinned. "I don't think anything you could do tonight would stop what's happening between them." He manage to catch Leander's eye as he led Nile away and gave him a thumbs up. Leander smiled and waved as they disappeared. Leander and Jason were still happily dancing away. At first Leander worried that Jason was a bit too drunk, but when he slid his arms around waist Jason smiled, eyes wide and put his arms around his neck, leaning into his chest. They didn't say anything for a while. Leander nuzzled into his hair held him firmly. This was so wrong, he knew it. But he was powerless to stop it, he had his heart set on being with his boy tonight and he was going to go for it. Jason loved the feeling of Leander's strong arms around him, leaning on that hot, hard chest. Being away from him was hell, it hurt so bad when he saw him with Trevor. Knowing they were together, kissing, fucking but worst of all was the fact that he knew Leander loved Trevor. He had been the first person Leander had loved, he had taught him to love. Trevor hadn't even told his mother that he was a vegetarian, how was that for love...Other mental inane ramblings went through his mind as he ran his hands up into Leander's hair, pulling gently, further encouraging Leander's desire. "Fucking finally!" One of Noah's friends said pointing over as Leander leaned in to kiss Jason. A few of them cheered but the music carried it away into the crowd. "Uuh someone's going to have to do some explaining to his boyfriend tomorrow." "Someone's not going to have a boyfriend tomorrow." Ryan grinned. "Now, can we please move on?" The guys laughed and made their way out of the club. It was a short kiss as Leander wanted to gauge Jason's reaction. He didn't pull away and when he looked at him the black haired boy was smiling. He leant over and kissed Leander back holding his head and pressing himself against his body. Leander slid his hands down to his ass and cupped it gently as he slid his tongue into Jason's waiting mouth. Jason sucked it lightly, lapping at it with his tongue. When Leander pulled away he was breathless. Jason bit his swollen bottom lip and looked up at him from under his eyelashes. Leander brushed a strand of hair off his face and Jason leant into it. "Come home with me?" Leander asked. Jason nodded and with that coy nod Leander's life would not be the same. - A Change of Heart for Leander Ch. 04 [All will be revealed about Noah and Nile sooooon!] Jason was pushed back against the car in the driveway. Leander was pressed tightly against him, their lips together, fighting for dominance. Leander finally managed to get Jason in through the front door and started to strip him. By the time the were in his bedroom there was a trail of Jason's clothes behind them. Jason removed Leander's clothes quickly and let himself be pushed down onto the bed, Leander covered his body with his own and pressed more kisses onto his lips, his hands roaming the body he had once known so well. It hadn't changed much, his chest and stomach was firmer, more toned to the touch. Jason stroked up Leander's arms, his muscles were bigger, he felt stronger, older then the first time they had made love. It was like returning to a well loved place and finding it had just got better. Leander rocked his hips as he kissed Jason, grinding his swollen cock into his. He heard Jason's moan as his shaft slid against his, warm and hard and aching. He reached over to his cabinet and routed for lube, when he found it he squirted it on to his hand, stroking his length with it and seeing drops of pre come drip from his slit. He then gently worked a finger into Jason's awaiting hole. Jason grumbled happily at the invasion and Leander leant down to kiss his neck, his chest, his nipples he wanted it all. He had wanted this boy again for so long. Now he had him writhing under him and moaning at his actions. He added another finger slowly before adding a third and looking down at the beautiful boy. His big brown eyes were half shut, he wasn't sure if it was pleasure or drink, but he was going to go with it. "Ready?" Leander asked, his voice husky with lust. Jason nodded and lifted his hips slightly. He pressed the fat head of his cock against his entrance and pushed slowly. Jason gasped and tightened around him. "Okay Babe?" "Yeah, yeah." Jason reassured him and Leander pushed in more of his length. When he was fully inside him Leander stopped and looked down at the beautiful sight below him and started to thrust into him. Slowly at first, building up speed as Jason relaxed into it and began to get vocal. There was very little talking, the odd 'oh god' and 'you feel amazing' was uttered here and there but it was really nothing much more than blatant sex. Leander stopped and pulled out making Jason complain loudly. Leander felt so good in him he didn't want him stopping now. He loved the feeling of the blond on him, around him, next to him. His warm skin on his own, his soft kisses gracing his lips, his hands wandering all over his body, finding his most intimate areas and making him feel amazing. God how he'd missed it, missed being full of cock and used to pleasure his lover. "Get on your hands and knees." Leander commanded. Jason scrabbled round and positioned himself, bracing as Leander slid himself back inside. He began to thrust powerfully into him, god it was good. He could fuck this bottom as hard as he wanted with no worry of it being too much. His moans and grunts made Jason push back as hard as he could. "Doesn't Trevor let you do this?" He said, half in a mocking tone. "Shut the fuck up." Leander growled and thrust sharply into him, making him yelp. "Sorry." "No worries." Jason laughed to himself as the top hammered into him. Leander built up to a pretty frenzied pace and Jason was yowling like a cat on heat. "God I am so close..." Leander reached round and grabbed Jason's cock, jerking it rapidly. Jason came calling Leander's name and shot his load onto the bed, the blond boy felt Jason's body contract around his cock and began to shoot into him with a groan. Leander pulled out of him and they lay down together, Jason narrowly avoiding the wet patch. A couple of minutes later they were both asleep. * Jason was the first to wake the next morning, he opened his eyes and his head throbbed instantly. He groaned and turned over, feeling another dull throb down below. It was then he saw Leander asleep next to him totally naked. "Oh fuck." Jason sat bolt upright, bad idea. His head screamed in pain but he fought through it. "Fuck fuck fuck." "Ugh what?" Leander pushed himself up on his elbow, opening one eye. "Oh..." "Oh indeed." Jason frowned. "God I was so drunk last night. Where are my clothes?" "I think I stripped you coming up here." Leander got out of bed and grabbed a pair of boxers before going to his door. He opened it and stopped suddenly. "Oh shit." "What's up?" Jason asked. Leander bent and picked up Jason's clothes from the floor, they had been folded nicely and left outside. "Who did that?" "Mum must have got back this morning." Leander shrugged. "Oh god I hope she wasn't in last night. Was her car there?" Jason had a brief flash of a memory that was being pushed against a car and being groped. "Yeah there was a car in the drive." Jason took his clothes and quickly put them on. "What time is it?" "It's half ten." Leander told him. Jason swept his hair back into something presentable and pulled on his shoes. "Why?" "I'm meeting Nick for lunch." Jason told him. "I'll have to shower first. Urgh my head hurts like a bastard." He headed for the door. "Talk to you later." And he was gone. Leander sighed and sat on his bed. That hadn't gone exactly as he had planned. He wanted to wake up with Jason in his arms and for him to say they were back together but he'd fled as soon as he'd woken. Fuck. Now he had his Mother to face. Double fuck. He pulled on some clothes and checked his phone. Trevor: Morning, good night last night? x x x Trevor: Sorry I've been so bitchy recently, I've just been feeling really insecure and shit. I know its silly as I trust you 100%. Talk to you later. Love you. x x x "Oh that's just what I need." Leander groaned and went downstairs. He looked out of the window and noticed his Mother's car had gone so he went and made himself a coffee and sat at the table to await the inevitable. While he waited he decided to send Trevor a message. Leander: Hey, might have to meet you later. Parental unit is back. Miss you. x It wasn't long before she came back, she had brought him a muffin which she placed in front of him after kissing him. "Hello my love." She smiled. "Hey." Leander grinned. "Didn't know you were back." "I pretty much guessed that. Good night?" She poured herself a coffee and sat across from him. "Err yeah." Leander nodded, pulling the casing off his muffin. "I guess so." "I collected the clothes that were scattered." She raised a knowing eyebrow. "Oh god. If I knew you were here I wouldn't have brought him back. I wouldn't have gone out I'd have stayed in with you!" Leander rubbed his forehead with his hand. "Was is Jason?" She asked. Leander nodded. "So what happened with Trevor?" "Nothing." Leander frowned. "I'm still with him." He expected a telling off but his Mother was silent. "Well?" "Well what?" She looked at her son, he was so handsome and confident. She had raised him right, but had not raised him to cheat. "You are nearly nineteen my son, you can have sex with whoever you want. It's certainly never been a problem for you in the past. You are old enough to make your own choices and mistakes." She fell silent again. "Now come on, I'll take you out for lunch, you can eat the muffin in the car." -- It took a few hours for the guilt to really settle in for Jason. He had lunch with Nick and they went back to his for a few hours. Nick was resting against him as they watched Breaking Bad and it suddenly hit him. At first he thought he was going to be sick but he managed to calm himself down and clear his mind. What had gone on? He had got really drunk, he knew that because his head had throbbed for most of the day. He vaguely remembered dancing with Leander but from there it was sketchy, he was against a car, going upstairs then on all fours being pounded. He should've stayed and talked to Leander that morning but he was so ashamed and Leander hadn't text him all day. He would call him when Nick went home on Sunday. Leander managed to spend most of the day with his Mother. After a quick shower he went round to see Trevor. He was thankful that he had the excuse that his mother was back from work as to why he couldn't stay over - plus it wasn't really an excuse he did really want to spend some time with her. She was pretty good, she didn't press the issue with him though he did open up and explain what had been going on. They spent the night watching films on Netflix and eating popcorn. Before he went to bed he saw a message on his phone. Jason: Talk 2mrw night? x Leander: Yeah sure, ring me when you're free. x x x Jason picked Leander up at about six on Sunday night. He had wrap around shades on - he didn't want to make eye contact with the hot blond today. Leander came out of the house, his mother waved at Jason from the step, Jason waved back he could feel his face blushing red. From what he remembered he hadn't been quite as quiet as he could have been during their one night stand. Leander was dressed in a tight black top and cargo pants. It set Jason off almost immediately, the shirt clung to him in all the right places, showing off his arms and chest. He looked forward as he got into the car. "Hey." Leander got in and buckled up his seatbelt. "Where to?" "Er dunno. Coffee?" Jason suggested. Leander agreed and they drove in silence into town. Once in the coffee shop they sat facing each other. Neither one knew how to start the conversation. "Um. Look, about the other night..." He rubbed the back of his neck. Leander looked at him, noticed how flustered and upset he was. Fuck, maybe he was wrong. Maybe Jason didn't have the same feelings for him and he'd just got him drunk and fucked him. He felt horrifically bad as he twirled his cup around on the table. "Put it down to being drunk and we'll not speak about it?" Leander offered with a slight smile, it covered up the raging pain that seared through his heart. He wanted to tell him that he loved him, that he was his world but he couldn't risk it. "Oh, yeah." Jason nodded. "That'd be good." Leander smiled again but couldn't meet his eyes. It was going to be hell between them from now on. Plus there'd be lots of ribbing from the guys at the club. Leander sighed again and drunk his coffee, maybe he shouldn't have listened to drunk Nile after all. -- Jasmine was turning nineteen. They had a club hired out and her parents had gone all out to make their little girls day special. Jason and Leander were in two minds about going, they didn't want to upset Nile who had flat out refused to go. He was still feeling bitter about his relationship ending and didn't want to see her and her new boyfriend being all lovey. He'd had countless conversations with them telling them that he was more than fine with them going. He'd go out for some drinks with Noah. They didn't know what was going on with Nile and Noah. Leander had spoken with Noah a few times and gathered that he'd given Nile a blow job but it hadn't gone further than that, though not for lack of Noah trying. The party at the club was okay. Casey got drunk and danced while Josh sat and watched, knowing he'd have to deal with him later. Trevor and Nick danced for a bit then sat with Josh to relieve some of the monitoring-Casey tension. Jason excused himself and went down the corridor to the bathroom. He sighed as he got into the quieter room. Before he knew it he was pushed into a cubicle. He gasped as he was spun round, lips on his own, hands roaming over his chest. He furiously kissed Leander back and pulled him closer to him, desperate for him, then he pushed him away. "Leander, we can't!" He groaned. "I know, and it's killing me." Leander frowned and left the room. Jason let himself out of the cubicle and took a piss. He then washed his hands and face. The sexual tension was getting too much for him. He cursed himself for not telling Leander that he felt the same but he was just afraid. They had been in a relationship before and he'd fucked it up. So what would happen if it happened again? Jason walked out of the door and into Jasmine who hugged him enthusiastically. "Jason!" She grinned. "Are you having fun?" He nodded and tried to look like he wasn't dying inside. He walked with her back into the music and the lights and danced with her, all the time he looked over at Leander and felt his heart break every time he placed a hand on Trevor. He had to snap out of it. He was still being intimate with Nick, in fact Nick had said he'd been better than ever. All because he couldn't get Leander out of his head. Over the next week it just became too much. Jason and Leander were almost caught out kissing in the drama studio by Nile who scolded them fiercely and told them they needed to sort themselves out. They also spent an evening with Noah who told them that they could cuddle on the sofa if they wanted as every one knew they were fucking. It was bound to get back to their partners at one point. Something had to be done. -- Leander walked into Jason's house. Casey was in the kitchen chopping vegetables, he turned and smiled at him. "Hello handsome. Nice to see you!" Casey put the knife down. "Hey." Leander hugged him. "You doing okay?" "I am I am. How are you? Looking after Trevor?" Casey asked. He saw a flicker on the blond's face but then he nodded with another smile. "Good good. What are you guys up to tonight?" "Just going to play games until the early hours I think!" Leander grinned. "You two and your games. You're as bad as Josh." Casey resumed cutting. "I heard that!" Josh called from the living room. Leander walked up the stairs and let himself into Jason's room. "Hi...er..." Leander stopped. Jason was on the bed in a pair of tight boxers reading a book, they were so snug over that hot little ass of his, for a second he just stood and stared thinking about peeling them off, spreading them open and eating him out there and then. "Oh Leander! Hi! Sorry I lost track of time!" Jason rolled over. His hair was still damp from his shower and he had it swept to one side. He looked over at his friend, he knew he was aroused he could recognize it in him a mile away. He honestly hadn't meant to be lying on his bed in his underwear when the blond came over. He'd been meaning to dress after his shower but he got distracted by the new book he wanted to read. "You okay?" Leander went to sit on the sofa in Jason's room, he slouched low. "Yeah just a bit stressed. I've got a shit load of course work that I haven't even started that's bugging me and this whole thing with Trevor's just..." He waved a hand, not meeting Jason's eyes, he was still trying to will away his erection. Jason saw the bulge in his pants that he tried to hide by rearranging himself. He felt his own cock twitch at the sight of Leander rearranging his junk and before he knew it he had walked over and straddled Leander. "Maybe I can help de-stress you?" His lips found Leander's and he ran his tongue over them. Leander groaned into the kiss and ran his hands down Jason's naked back. Jason shivered from the contact and ran his hands down Leander's chest stopping at the waistband of his jeans and deftly undoing the belt and the zip. He reached inside and pulled the thick shaft free. He began to stroke it in long fluid strokes loving the satin feel of it. Leander didn't protest he just kissed him more and let his hands roam his chest, pinching the others nipples. Jason slid down his body to his knees and ran his tongue over the head of the cock. Leander looked down at him, eyes wide and focussed on that talented tongue. Jason slid his lips around the mushroomy head and sucked gently. Leander groaned and leant back, never breaking his stare. Jason kissed up and down his shaft, rolling his balls in his hand and occasionally kissing them. He took him into his mouth, sucking slowly then moving rapidly, taking more and more of his cock into his mouth. Leander felt a mix of pre cum and spit run down his shaft from the blow job. Jason was so good, he couldn't think of anything else bar this beautiful boy. Suddenly that talented mouth wasn't enough, he wanted more. Jason pulled his mouth off his member, a strand of spit connected it to his lips and Leander let out another desperate groan. "You okay?" Jason asked with a sly smile, he ran his tongue over his lips and that was all it took for Leander to stand and pick him up by the thighs carrying him to the bed and throwing him down. He peeled off the tight purple boxers and threw them to the ground. Jason wriggled back on the bed and watched as Leander took off his clothes and discarded them. He climbed on the bed and began to kiss him fiercely hand wrapped around his cock. Jason gasped against his lips and arched his back at the touch. "Mmm can I fuck you?" Leander breathed into his ear. "Have you ever had to ask?" Jason smiled against his cheek. Leander got off the bed and grabbed the lube from Jason's drawer. Jason watched as he stood and lubed up his cock in long slow strokes, Leander watched as his eyes followed the movements of his hand. "I've missed you." Jason mumbled. "Are you talking to me or my cock?" Leander stopped stroking himself and looked over at him. "Um both of you." Jason smiled and held his arms out for Leander to come to him. Leander went over and quickly flicked the tip of his tongue over the end of his cock. "Oooh Leander." Jason squirmed. The blond smiled and settled next to him. They kissed lazily for a while as Leander prepared him. He slowly moved on top of him and slid himself inside. This was different to the frenzied fuck they'd had the other night, it was tender and gentle. They kissed throughout and Leander kept telling him how beautiful he was, how good he felt, how he'd missed being inside him. "I've missed your body." Jason admitted. "I miss having your strong arms around me." Leander thrust slowly into him, listening to him talk, the sex was bringing out the truth. "I should never have broken up with you." "You look so good Jason, I've missed waking up next to you. Feeling myself sliding into you. Feeling myself coming with you wrapped tightly around me. I want you forever." Leander moaned as he thrust. Jason made him stop and made him lie on his back so he could ride him. Leander lay with his hands behind his head and watched the black haired boy bobbing on him. He seemed much more confident this time around, knew what to do to make both himself and his lover feel good. "Who's topped you Babe?" "Just you." Jason panted as he rode him faster. "Only you." Leander sucked air in between his teeth at the revelation. No one else had been inside him, that was a huge turn on, no wonder he'd been a bit apprehensive when they fucked after the club. "Oh god, Leander..." Jason reached for his cock but found Leander's hand had beaten him to it. He squeezed and stroked him using Jason's pre cum to get a good rhythm going. Jason rode him faster bringing himself closer and closer to the edge. He leant down and kissed Leander as he was about to come. "Oh Leander I love you!" He shot ropes of hot white come over Leander's hand and chest, some even splattered his chin. Leander thrust a few times more before he came into Jason. Jason felt his cock pulse as he emptied his load and moan appreciatively. They lay together for a while, Leander running his finger up and down his back lightly. When they got out of bed and started to get dressed Leander said he should probably get going. "What's the rush?" Jason walked over to him pulling a shirt over his head. "Because if I stay I'm going to want to do that to you again." Leander told him. "Would that be such a bad thing?" Jason walked his fingers up Leander's chest. Leander's eyes went wide and he pulled Jason towards him by the shirt. A Change of Heart for Leander Ch. 04 -- A Change of Heart for Leander Ch. 05 The next morning the two made love again, softly, intimately just like it used to be. Leander lay with him cuddled up on his chest. "I've got to leave Trevor." Leander sighed half to himself half to Jason. "I'll talk to Nick today." Jason said and ran a hand through Leander's long blond hair, he turned and kissed him softly. He slid under the covers and kissed down Jason's neck, over his chest, ghosting over his nipples, down past his belly button to his rapidly hardening shaft. He nuzzled it softly, kissing it gently. He then proceeded to kiss his balls and gently pull on them. He then kissed and licked up his shaft, Jason groaned in pleasure as he felt Leander's lips on him, slowly taking in his head and sucking it into his mouth. That talented, pierced tongue swirled around him and drove him wild. He gasped and grabbed onto the bedsheets as Leander carried on his oral seduction. It was at that time that Casey was coming up the stairs to see if they wanted to have lunch with them. He didn't enter Jason's room when Nick was there for privacy reasons, but any other time he stuck his head round. This time he opened the door and stood for a second, trying to take in what he was seeing. Jason, hands balled into fists in the blankets, eyes shut, panting heavily and a suspicious boy-shaped lump in the blankets over his crotch. "What. The. FUCK?" Casey roared. Jason's eyes flew open and he sat up sharply. He felt Leander detach himself from his dick and he came up from underneath the covers. Casey looked at the blond boy, long hair tussled and messy, lips red from cock sucking and a lustful look in his eyes. Fuck, no wonder Jason couldn't resist him. Leander licked his lips and blinked. "What do you think you're doing?!" "Well, I was trying to get Jason to come, if you'd given me a few more minutes..." Leander began. "Get some fucking clothes on and get downstairs." Casey snapped. "I'll talk to you later!" He pointed at Jason and slammed the door. Leander groaned as Jason worried a nail in his mouth. He threw on his jeans and pulled a shirt over his head and headed down the stairs into the kitchen. Casey was at the table with Josh next to him, his jaw set tight. Leander had never seen him that angry before, he had to admit he was a little bit apprehensive when he sat down. Casey raised an eyebrow at him. "Well?" He expected the boy to be cocky and confident so was quite shocked when he just shrugged, tears filling his big blue eyes. "Leander?" "Ah Casey I've fucked up so badly." He rubbed his face with his hands. "I just don't know what to do." Casey softened, he couldn't deny that he liked this boy so he couldn't keep mad at him. He sent Josh upstairs and took Leander into the lounge with a coffee. "He just drives me crazy. I have always loved him and lately its just got too much. I thought he felt the same and then we fucked but he was really weird after. But then he initiated it the other week and it's been going on since then. I feel so horrid about what I'm doing to Trevor." A tear ran down his face and he swiped it away angrily, he didn't like it when a boy got to him.. "Have you two actually talked rather than just fuck?" Casey asked bluntly. Leander shook his head mutely. "Well that's what you should do. But first you need to sort out what you're doing with Trevor." "I'll talk to him tomorrow. I can't face him today." Leander sighed. "I just think I'm meant to be with Jason, you get me? I've never been so happy, never felt so right... I've never been so hard..." He smirked and Casey rolled his eyes at him. "But its more than just sex. I've fucked countless guys over the years but none of them mattered. Jason was the first that felt like it might actually be something real. I should go home." They both stood and Casey hugged him. "Sort your relationship out with Trevor then talk to Jason. It will all work out." Casey kissed the side of his head and sent him on his way. He then went upstairs to see Jason who was sitting cuddled into Josh. Casey smiled, he may act big and cocky but he would always be his little boy. Jason's eyes were red from obvious crying and he shuffled over to Casey for a hug. "I didn't mean to disappoint you Case." He mumbled as he settled on his chest. "Ah you haven't my love. Leander has gone home, he's going to talk to Trevor tomorrow. You need to tell Nick what's going on." Casey rubbed his back. "Want to go o it now? I'll drive if you want?" Jason sighed and accepted, he washed his face with cold water then headed to the car. The ride was silent, Jason just looked out of the window and thought about what he would say. Casey parked outside the house and said he'd wait. Jason took a deep breath and got out, going over to the door and knocking before entering. Nick had got up to answer the door and smiled at him, puzzled as to why he was there. They didn't normally spend Sunday nights together as Nick's parents wanted him to get rest before school, sometimes they forgot he was a young man now. "Hey." Nick smiled again. Jason hugged him and kissed the side of his head. "What brings you here?" Nick started up the stairs and Jason followed him to his room, sitting on the end of the bed. "Jason?" "I've been sleeping with someone else for about two weeks. I am really sorry that I didn't tell you when it first happened. I should've and I know I'm a dickhead for not doing it." Jason said quietly. "Oh." Nick sat next to him with a frown. "Okay. Well, if I am honest there was something mentioned to me that you'd been getting friendly with a guy at the club... So I am not really surprised." "Why didn't you say anything?" Jason asked. "The sex was good?" Nick shrugged. "It's not as if we've had the most conventional relationship, I know you've never loved me..." "I do fucking love you." Jason snapped. "But in a different way than I should. I can't be with you if I love someone else." "So who is it that you're seeing? Nick asked. Jason looked at him and felt his stomach lurch. "Leander." Jason just looked at the floor, he felt Nick get off the bed and stand. "On no Jason, not him, please not him." Nick frowned. "It will kill Trevor, you know that's his biggest fear." "I know I know!" Jason put his head in his hands. "I know. It's shit and its stupid but it's happened." "I thought it was all over between you two?" Nick was leaning on his desk arms folded across his chest. He'd been prepared for this confession for a while and in all honesty wasn't that upset, but the news about it being Leander hurt him for Trevor's sake. "It was!" Jason looked over, he looked pained. "He made moves on me while I was drunk and we spent the night together, then we said we'd forget about it but we didn't. It just went from there and it all started up again." "Does Trevor know?" Nick sighed. "No, Leander wants to tell him tomorrow face to face. Please don't tell him. I know it's a bit shitty of me to ask that but I am sure he'd prefer it firsthand." Jason said. "Yeah I wont say anything." Nick ran a hand through his hair. "This is so shit for him." "I know. After it's sorted do you think we can be friends? I really don't want to lose you from my life." Jason stood. "Probably, but it's going to take a while. I am a bit hurt." Nick raised his eyebrows. "Of course you are, I am really sorry for that. We'll take it all one step at a time." Jason went to the door. "I'll see you tomorrow I guess?" Nick nodded and with that Jason was gone. Nick went to the lounge and told his parents, despite him not really being bothered he cried a little bit but was soon worrying more about Trevor. Casey asked how it'd gone when Jason got back in the car. Jason told him that he had an idea it was happening and didn't seem to bothered. Jason was worried about Trevor too. It was going to be a crap start to the week. - Leander glanced behind him to make sure Nile and Jason were there. He swallowed and pushed opened the drama hall door. Nick turned away from them and managed to get Claudia and Nathan to sit in the corner with him, they were worried by the look on his face. Trevor hadn't noticed and went up to Leander who hugged him tightly. Nile and Jason sat near the door in silence. "Trevor." Leander took him to one side. "I've got to tell you something." Trevor's face fell and he glanced over at Jason and Nile, they wouldn't meet his eyes - neither did Nick. "O...okay?" Trevor frowned this was something serious. "I've..." Leander began. "Oh damn. I've been cheating on you Trevor." He saw the beautiful boys face fall. Trevor stood mutely for a moment, his stomach had turned cold and heavy and he felt instantly sick. "Who with?" Trevor managed to ask. Leander bit his lip and a quick glance Jason's way betrayed him. "Oh no. No Leander. Not him? Please anyone but him!" The tears started to flow and Nick came over and hovered around him. "I'm sorry I..." Leander began and stepped towards him. Trevor stepped away angrily and waved his arms. "Get the fuck away from me." Trevor shouted. "Why him? If it was a different guy every night that would be better than one time with him!" "Trevor it just happened..." Leander had no idea what to say. "Oh yeah because these things do just happen. You fucking arsehole!" Trevor took a step forward and shoved Leander backwards. Nick pulled him back gently, not wanting it go this way. "Why? Why him?!" "Because I love him!" Leander snapped. "Because I've always loved him. Because its always been him!" He put his hand to his face. "I mean, oh god. I don't know what I mean. I thought he didn't want me. So I found you..." "Oh and then he decided that he was done fucking whatever crossed his path and wanted you back? Is that it?" Trevor growled. "The rich little boy wanted what someone else had and got it, just like he gets everything." Jason opened his mouth but shut it quickly. This was a side of Trevor they had never seen and he felt pretty rotten. "I think you should go." Trevor turned away and walked across the studio. No one moved. "I said go!" A plastic chair got thrown in Leander's direction and he and Jason left. Nile stayed, he went over to Trevor and took him over to the sofa where he burst into tears and buried himself into Nile's chest. "Oh god Nile why?" Nile rubbed his back and glanced helplessly at Nick who shrugged. "Nick, did you know about this?" "Jason told me last night. Leander wanted to tell you face to face." Nick sat at the other side of him and patted his leg. "It'll be okay Trev." "No it wont. How long has it been going on? How long have they been laughing at me while they fucked?" More heartbroken tears ran down Trevor's face. "I'm sure it wasn't like that." Nile hushed him. "They've always had history, they shouldn't have got involved with anyone else." "I hate them." Trevor howled. "They've ruined my life." -- Leander went to Trevor's house that night his father let him in without speaking. He went upstairs and into Trevor's room. Trevor was sat at his desk. "Your stuffs in that bag." Trevor didn't even turn to look at him. "I really didn't want to hurt you Trev. I am so sorry this has happened like it has." Leander picked up his bag. "Was it because I didn't do what you wanted to do when we had sex? Is that it?" Trevor turned and looked at him. "No!" Leander shook his head furiously. "You were brilliant. Its nothing to do with you, its just me and my issues with Jason." Though Leander had to admit, he'd been getting frustrated with Trevor's lack of willing to try new things. "You've always loved him haven't you?" Trevor asked. Leander nodded silently. "I think its time you went." Leander left the room and walked to the front door. He saw Trevor's parents standing there. "Thanks for letting me stay and being so nice." He opened the door but turned back. "I really didn't mean to hurt him." He then left Trevor's house. Casey looked round as the kitchen door opened and the blonde walked in, backpack slung over his shoulder. "Well?" Casey dried his hands on a towel and stepped towards him. "It's over, I'm single. I broke his heart." Leander sighed. "It needed to be done. Now I think you need to go upstairs and talk to Jason." Casey smiled. "And I mean talk. Not just fuck." "I don't think I'm up for that tonight." Leander laughed. Casey raised an eyebrow. "Well, not right away." He winked and headed off to Jason's room, sticking his head round the lounge door to say hello to Josh. Jason smiled as Leander came into the room. "Hey." Jason stood and hovered nervously. "Hey Babe." Leander walked over to him and hugged him. "I've done it." "So?" Jason led him to the sofa and they sat down. "What's going to happen between us?" "What do you want to happen?" Leander asked and put his arm around him. "I thought we were going to be together." Jason said softly. "Is that what you want?" Leander smiled. Jason nodded. "I want it too, I'm just worried that you'll..." "I'm not going to behave like I did last time." Jason sat up straight and looked seriously at Leander. "I was confused and young. I didn't know what I wanted. But it was you. It was always you. My heart broke when you got with Trevor, I'm not going to blow a second chance that I'm lucky to get." Jason planted a kiss on his lips. "I love you Leander Autori." "I love you too." Leander beamed at him. There was a knock at the door and Casey peered in cautiously. "You two okay?" The black haired guy asked. They nodded with smiled. "Good. It's nice to have you back Leander." Casey left them alone and Leander re-familiarized himself with Jason's huge room. He was amused to find some of his clothes still in the wardrobes, it was like he'd never been away. He supposed he hadn't really, there had always been that connection between them. The night drew on and the two headed to bed. There was no love making this night, they just held each other and reconnected. "Mmm, will you love me forever?" Jason asked sleepily. "Of course I will." Leander stroked his face. "And ever and ever." He watched as his boyfriend fell asleep in his arms. He wanted this boy to be his forever. He just hoped Jason's words were true. He lay awake all night thinking until he fell asleep beside him. A Change of Heart for Leander Ch 06 [[Some back story in italics. Hope you like it.]] The classroom was noisy with the excited talk of children. A new term had started and they were all catching up on what they had missed out on. Gossip was being swapped, rumours already starting and girls were fawning over some of the boys at the back. Frank Falmer, Jason Biggs and Nile Rosenthal were three of the most popular boys. They and a few others always spent time together in school and out. It was Frank's general bad attitude that had got them a bit of a bad reputation, but they were mostly harmless. They attended regularly and got good grades so they pretty much did what they wanted. Jason Biggs was the adopted son of multi-millionaire heir Casey Biggs and Josh Biggs. Casey was Greg Donta's son - the man behind donta.com a huge computer and internet corporation. He had chin length braided black hair and dark oval eyes. He had come from nothing so never let his new financial status change him, he loved Casey and Josh firecley and wouldn't have a bad word said about them. He also adored Nile, they were best friends. However, he thought Frank was a knob. Frank was nothing special to look at. He had brown hair and eyes but he was into his sports and excelled at them all. He was well built and had a good body. This teamed up with his confidence made all the girls like him, and he liked them too. His relationships never lasted more than a few months before he moved on to a different girl. He liked Nile so he tolerated Jason. Nile was pierced. A lot. His septum, ears, tongue and snake bites and a few more he hid. His hair was tan/blonde and normally messy. He adored Jason back and tried his best to make sure that Frank didn't throw his weight around too much. "Class, class!" Mister Shott called for silence and a few seconds of mumbling gave way to quiet. "Thank you. Now we have a new student joining us this term, he is called Leander Atouri please make him feel welcome." A few of the girls gasped and they heard Frank swear under his breath. "Fuck, there goes a lot of our pussy." He mumbled. Jason had been talking to Nile and glanced over at the new boy. He felt his own breath catch in his chest. Leander was amazing to look at. He was stunningly handsome, think of a young Marlon Brando and Travis Fimmel in *those* Calvin Klein pants, long blonde hair hung down around his lower back and his big blue eyes shone with confidence. Frank motioned for him to join them and he came over and sat down greeting Frank and Nile who introduced him to Jason. "Hi Jason." Leander smiled and Jason felt himself bite his lip sightly before he said hello back. That was how it all started. Leander thought back to that meeting as he lay in bed with Jason pressed tightly against him. It seemed so long ago now as he lay here with him, they had been through so much recently. Their life was changing, it was only a month or so until the end of their life in school. Then they would be young adults, Leander wasn't sure what that meant. He knew Nile had wanted to be a history teacher since he was little and Jason had just wanted to be somewhere stable. He himself had no idea what he would do. As long as he was with Jason it didn't matter, he was all he needed. Plus he was sure Casey wouldn't see Jason go wanting for anything. He ran his fingers up and down Jason's back as he thought. He wanted to do something for him. He just wasn't sure what. Something to show people that he loved Jason and was intent on keeping him forever. Maybe if he did that it might help him to figure out where his life was heading. He was still pondering when Jason stirred and woke, looking up at him. "Hey." Jason said sleepily. "Morning beautiful." Leander stroked his forehead. "Sleep well?" Jason nodded and motioned for a kiss. Leander leant down and gently kissed his lips, Jason was warm and fluid against him, he slid a hand into his hair and pulled him down on top of him. "Mmm you want some morning fun huh?" He mumbled between the kisses they shared. "Yeah, I want you." Jason purred kissing at his neck. "I still can't believe you're mine again." He felt Leander smile against him. It had been a few months since they had got back together and it was going pretty well for the couple. It still felt like a honeymoon period, there was a lot of laughter, a lot of time spent together and a lot of sex. Leander wanted him all the time and wanted to make him feel good. Their shared orgasms helping them to gain their bond back again. Jason moaned as a well prepared Leander slid into him, feeling his girth stretching his hole. "Ah Leander...' He gasped and wrapped his legs around his waist, pushing him in deeper and bringing his body closer. Leander kissed the permanently marked spot on his neck and began to push into his lover. God they had done this so many times but it always felt amazing. "So I heard you had to change schools because you fucked a teacher, that right?" Frank asked as Leander lounged on his sofa. "Uh..." Leander's jaw dropped. "Gossip gets around!" Nile grinned. "So is it true?" "It was a teaching assistant..." Leander shrugged with a smile. "Ahaha! Fucking awesome." Frank high fived him. "The girls wont know what hit them!" "Nah, I think I'll have a while of being single." Leander lit up a cigarette and looked at a puzzled Frank. "Y'know, just time to myself. Scope them out. And besides it wasn't just for that reason, Dad wanted a new house." "That he's never in." Jason mused. "He mentioned something about tax, I dunno." Leander shrugged. "Probably wants the old place for his mistress." The group of boys talked for some time and smoked a bit more. When they left Jason went back to Leander's empty house for a coffee. "Frank is obsessed with sex." Leander commented. "Yeah, he always has been." Jason nodded as the blond one brought him a cup over. "He was well pissed off when you turned up. Thought that you'd take all the girls away from him." "Hah, well he's got nothing to worry about there." Leander smiled over his cup. "What do you mean?" Jason asked with a frown. "Well." Leander put his cup down on the table. "I'm not interested in the girls." Jason just looked blankly at him. "I'm gay." "Oh." Jason said and remained looking blank. "I thought I could tell you, y'know. With the situation with Casey and Josh?" Leander worried that his honesty would lead to bigotry. "Yeah, yeah it's cool." Jason finally smiled. Leander wondered what had been going through his head, he'd have been amused to know it was hundreds of fast paced gay fantasies that had been plaguing Jason since the other arrived. "Are you going to tell the others?" "Not yet, I mean I am not ashamed, I just want to settle in a bit more. They'll all assume I want to bone them and that isn't right." Leander rolled his eyes. "Not your type?" Jason laughed and watched Leander smile. "Wouldn't say that. But no one is out and I don't want to make a move unless I'm sure the other feels the same." Leander ran a hand through that gorgeous hair. "So..." Jason looked puzzled. "That teaching aide type person?" "Was a guy." Leander nodded and put a hand on his face. "Oh it was so embarrassing." "Were you caught fucking?" Jason asked. "Nah I was blowing him." Leander shook his head. "We had fucked though, luckily no one ever caught on. It was just a coincidence that the head teacher walked in." "Have you been with many guys?" Jason looked into his cup, not wanting to seem too interested. "Hmm. Yeah." Leander nodded. "Probably more than I should have." He laughed and waved a hand. "That is also why I want to slow down a bit." He grinned and Jason smiled back. "Oh god Leander!" Jason cried out as he came underneath him, the hot white jets coated his stomach and his body went limp in Leander's arms. Leander smiled and thrust a few more times before he flooded him with his own load. He gently pulled out and lay next to him, kissing his temple softly. "Mmm you're amazing." Jason turned to kiss those lips again, he would always love to kiss this man. He was surprisingly soft and tender but when he wanted to be he was fierce and passionate. It made him love him even more. It had been a while since Leander had come out to Jason and he'd noticed a slight change in the braided haired ones character around him. He wasn't too bothered, he'd had it happen with other friends when he'd first come out. They normally settled down after a week or so. As time passed Jason didn't change, he was slightly edgy and didn't meet his eye. Leander was pretty pissed off, he liked Jason and didn't want to not have him as a friend. Plus he was sexy as hell. How many nights had he tossed off to the thought of sucking his cock and swallowing his cum? The thought of it made his cock twitch. Jason went to visit Leander one day after they had finished their classes. They chatted for a bit about school work and who they didn't like, mainly Frank, and then it went silent for a bit. "What's it like to kiss another guy?" Jason asked quietly. "Is it different from kissing a girl?" "Dunno, I haven't kissed any girls." Leander shrugged. "It's probably just the same." Jason didn't say anything, just sat looking forward, obviously thinking. Leander took the initiative and leant over, taking Jason softly by the chin and bringing him close. "Here." He gently kissed him. When he pulled away Jason gasped a little 'oh' and looked totally stunned. "Is it different?" "Uh, I guess not." Jason coughed and blushed furiously. Leander smiled to himself. That was their first kiss. "Uuurgh I don't want to wear a suit." Nile grumbled. "Well you have to for the end of school prom." Jason scolded. "Now go and try that one one." He pushed him into the changing room and sat back down next to Leander. "It is so hard to dress him." "You'd know." Leander teased and got a punch in the thigh. "Argh you sod." There was a few groans of protest and then Nile walked out. He was wearing a blue pinstriped suit and he looked amazing in it. "Wow, you look fucking hot in that." Leander purred and Jason punched him again. "Ow! Well he does. Noah isn't going to be able to keep his hands off you." "Oh shut up." Nile scowled. "Is it okay? Can this be the last one I try on? I am sick of it." They nodded and he stomped back into the changing room. Leander and Jason had already chosen their suits and had gone for traditional black. -- "Hmm." Casey looked unsure. "Are you sure?" "I am. One hundred percent." Leander nodded. "You'll do it wether or not I say yes wont you?" Casey smiled. "I will indeed." Leander grinned. "You're young..." Casey began. "So what?" Josh spoke up. "We were young when we first started dating and we're still together." Casey exhaled. He wouldn't win this discussion. -- The boys were all round at Frank's again. They were watching the big game and had bought lots of beers and pizzas to tide them over. Leander and Jason were sorting out the pizzas in the kitchen, Leander took this opportunity to have a quick make out session with him. They had been spending a lot of time together lately. Leander had slowly introduced him to many new things. Most involved his talented tongue and that tongue now gently stroked over Jason's and he felt the other melt. It had only been the night before that Leander had gently made love to Jason for the first time, taking his time and allowing the other to get use to the new sensations, they had woken up cuddled together. Jason wasn't quite sure what was happening but suspected he might have acquired a boyfriend. "You guys got the be..." Nile walked in and stopped. "Yeah here." Leander didn't miss a beat and picked up a case and handed it to him. "Um, thanks." Nile walked back into the lounge. Jason looked nervous but Leander planted a kiss on his forehead and took some pizzas in. Nile didn't mention anything in front of the the other boys. He would wait for Jason to talk to him. They sat in his room a few days later watching some program on the television about people who bought storage lockers in silence. Jason was restless and fidgeted constantly until Nile hit him with a cushion. "Will you relax? What's up with you?" He asked. "I've been...uh... doing stuff with Leander." Jason told him, cheeks flushing red. "Hmm yeah, I kinda guessed that something was going on after seeing him with his tongue down your throat." Nile smirked and Jason blushed more. "Have you...you know?" "Yeah we have." Jason nodded. "Only like twice." "So are you gay? Not that it'd be a problem." Nile reassured. "I'm not sure. I don't think so." Jason frowned. "I'm just...I dunno." "Just see how it goes." Nile shrugged. "Go get me a coke?" And that was it, Jason had told Nile about his relationship with Leander. He later told Casey and John that he'd been 'fooling about' with him but wasn't sure if it was serious. They were obviously supportive and told him to take his time and enjoy what was happening without worrying about putting to serious of a label on it. Prom night was approaching and it was all the school was talking about. Girls were discussing/bitching about each others dress choice and who would be taking who. "Who are you taking?" Leander asked Nile as they sat on one of the tables scattered around. "I am going with Lauren." Nile said between mouthfuls of burger. "She's the only choice really." Lauren was one of their close friends - Leander had come out to her before Jason and she remained a good friend for all their life. "What about you? Taking Jason?" "Of course." Leander frowned. "Why wouldn't I be?" "Dunno really." Nile shrugged. "Does Jason know?" "Do I know what?" Jason came over and sat down next to him, taking his burger off him and taking a bite. Leander felt his stomach gripe at their closeness but let it rest. "That I am taking you to the prom." Leander told him. "That's a bit gay isn't it?" Jason asked. Leander looked puzzled and opened his mouth to say something but then decided to leave it. "I mean, you haven't even asked me." "Oh Christ." Leander rolled his eyes. "Jason, may I escort you to the prom where you'll probably get drunk and vomit on my shoes?" "I'll think about it." Jason smiled and winked at him. Leander groaned and went to his hockey practice mumbling something about 'I don't know why I bother'. -- "Leander don't go..." Jason began. "I am not stopping here with someone who thinks what we do is wrong." Leander growled. "Oh I didn't mean that." Jason ran a hand through his braids. "I just meant it feels wrong." "Isn't that the fucking same?!" Leander snapped. "No, I just. I. I don't know what to feel." Jason sat on the bed. "Its all so fast and so new. I am not sure what I want from you." Leander sighed and sat next to him. "I'm sorry." "It's okay." Leander grumbled and rubbed his back gently, he couldn't stay mad at the boy he loved. "We've moved pretty fast so I guess this was expected. How about we take a break and see how you feel?" Jason nodded. "Okay. I'll catch you at school." Leander left. Jason lay back on his bed and groaned. He didn't know what to think. He enjoyed what he was doing with Leander but all these feelings that came with it confused him. He had never experienced love before, if he had he would have recognized it instantly and probably not have been so freaked out. Instead he dragged himself to the lounge and slumped on Josh who cuddled him without asking any questions. This happened a few times over the next few months, the two got to a certain stage in their relationship and then Jason would freak out and want to call it off. They had one serious split before their eventual break up. They had both seen other people in this time and this was when Nile and Jason had hooked up. When they eventually got back together it wasn't the same, Leander wanted something serious - a declaration of love and a relationship but Jason couldn't do it at that point in time, so they amicably split though the feelings never went away.... -- "So is Leander taking you to this prom then?" Josh asked Jason who was lying on the sofa with the cat. "Yeah I think so. I just hope it goes smoothly. Trevor will be there, I'm not exactly his favourite person." Jason stroked under the cats chin. "I am sure he'll be okay. He's not been that bad really has he?" Josh sat on the arm of the sofa. "He's not spoken to me." Jason frowned. "When I see him he stares daggers at me. I'd rather he just said something offensive." Leander came in and scooped his legs up, sitting with them across his lap. "Hey." "Hey." Leander smiled. "What you talking about?" "Oh just the prom and Trevor." Jason told him, the cat got up and stretched before going to lie across Leander. "Hoping it all goes well." "Eh, I am sure it will." Leander shrugged. "I doubt he'd make a scene, maybe he's over it now." "Yeah hopefully." Jason frowned, he didn't like confrontation and he still really liked Trevor. Leander headed up to Jason's room and Jason followed him sullenly. "Don't sweat it Babe." Leander smiled. "It'll be fine." "I might just not go." Jason huffed. Leander's eyes went wide. "No you have to go!" He said quickly. "Its the big event!" Jason grumbled to himself so Leander slid his arms around him and nuzzled his head. "Seriously, it'll be okay." "I still feel so bad." Jason told him. "It was so out of character for me." "I know, but it was going to happen in the end so at least its out of the way." Leander hushed him. They sat on the sofa and Leander stroked his back, soothing his lover. Jason snuggled closer and kissed his neck lightly. Leander always made him feel safer. "Uh, you hard?" Jason asked. "Um. Yeah." Leander grinned guiltily. "You know what you do to me." He dropped his head and kissed Jason softly. Jason ran his hands up Leander's thighs and under his t-shirt, feeling that warm, hard stomach that he had. Slowly he worked open his jeans and freed his lover's erection. He smiled deliciously at him before shuffling himself down to kneel before him. Leander slid a hand into his hair and held his head as he began to suck his cock. "Ah fuck Jason, there's no one as good at this as you." Jason hummed his appreciation and continued to suck at him, one hand gently rolling his balls. He opened his dark eyes and looked up at the blonde, he had his head back, one arm over the back of the sofa and his eyes closed. He was beautiful, and he was all his. He smiled around his member and shut his eyes. * Everyone was talking about the prom and Jason was just getting more and more het up. During lunch he went to the bathroom and saw Trevor at the sink. Trevor narrowed his eyes at him. "Uh, hey Trev." Jason said nervously. "Hey." Trevor turned back to the taps and continued to wash his hands. It had been a few months since the breakup. Trevor was still feeling bitter but seeing Jason there so nervous made him feel a bit better. "Look Trevor..." Jason began. "I..." "Don't start Jason. I know you didn't mean for it to happen etcetera. No need to tell me again, it wont make a difference." Trevor frowned. "I bet you wish he never laid eyes on me huh?" He went to walk past him when he heard Jason respond. "No." Was all Jason said. "What?" Trevor turned back and looked at him. "Well..." Jason straightened up. "Leander is amazing. Its not all about sex appeal. He is kind and loving. You were this terrified, insecure guy who was getting the shit beat out of you. Leander came into your life, he sorted out Frank, he loved you, he made you see that you were beautiful inside and out. He took your virginity in a loving way when you were ready, after all you went through with your uncle he was the perfect guy to make love to you. And look at you now. You're this self confident guy with your whole life ahead of you. The only thing I was pissed off about was that he got you first." He smiled and glanced away. Trevor stood still and just looked at him. It was all true. Leander had been amazing for him. He had thought that if they ever broke up that he'd never cope but here he was, alive and kicking and getting on with his life. A Change of Heart for Leander Ch 06 "Oh." Trevor blinked. "I know you probably hate me. That's fine. I just want to be able to see you and say hey with you knowing that I wouldn't change what he did for you." Jason smiled again and left the toilets. * "Oh you look so beautiful!" Casey gushed and hugged Jason. The night of the prom had arrived and they were waiting for their car to pick them up. Leander was brushing cat hairs off his trousers and Nile was fidgeting. "Stop pulling at it." Josh scolded. "Its so uncomfortable!" Nile grumbled. "I feel ridiculous." "You look really smart." Josh laughed at him as he fiddled with his tie. "You wont have to wear it that long." Casey said. "I am sure as soon as Noah sees you he'll tear it off you. "Oh you guys really need to fuck off." Nile grumbled, blushing. He was pretty guarded about what was going on with Noah, he did tell Jason and just assumed that he told everyone what was happening. The fact that he'd gone and met his family didn't really allow for the 'just friends' excuse. They laughed at his discomfort and let Casey take some photos before their car came. Casey accompanied them to the door and hugged Jason tightly. "I love you so much." He whispered into his ear and kissed the side of his head. "Have a good night guys!" The car went to pick up Nile's prom-date, Lauren, and then they headed to the venue. All the year was there, the guys in suits and ties and the girls in prom gowns. Some looked classy and there were a few that looked trashy, Nick and Trevor were discussing these at length. They smiled politely at Leander and Jason as they walked in and Nile stopped to have a chat with them. There was a lot of socializing done, lots of gossiping and lots of flirting. There were bound to be a lot of rumors over the next few days! Leander sat at the table with Jason who was drinking punch from a plastic cup. One of the teachers was trying to silence the crowd, it was time to give out the awards. "I'm going to the bathroom." Leander told Jason. "Oh but the awards are coming up!" Jason frowned. "I'll be quick!" Leander kissed his forehead and left. Jason whooped and wolf whistled when Nile won best dressed male, Nile was grateful but embarrassed and sat down quickly with his medal. "Leander's missing it!" Jason grumbled and began to look at the medal and was about to ask him something when Nile hushed him sharply and pointed to the small stage. "Huh?" He glanced over and Mrs Staff was at the microphone. "As a brief interlude between the award one student would like to say a few words..." She smiled and left the stage. Red lights swept down and illuminated the stage and Leander stepped on to it. Jason wondered why he was there. He looked so beautiful in his suit, his blonde hair tied into a loose ponytail. He wanted to bury his face into his neck and inhale the scent that was his and his alone. Jason could not wish for a better boyfriend. "Hello." Leander spoke softly into the microphone. His eyes were fixed on Jason. "What the fuck is he doing?" Jason groaned. "Shut up!" Nile scolded with a laugh. "The end of this part of our life is ending." Leander began. "Friendships that have formed here might not carry on into the adult world. Lives change. People drift apart and in ten years some of you probably wont remember the surname of the people sitting with you." He paused. "Well I don't want that to happen. I have met some awesome people here and I know that some of you will be with me throughout my life and that's great, but there is one person I need by my side." There were hushed mutterings around the tables. Trevor rolled his eyes. "Jason..." Nile looked over at his friend, he was watching Leander intently, enraptured by this young man. "Its you. It has always been you. When I fist met you, I knew that I wanted you forever. Yeah, I fucked up sometimes, so did you, but it was just how we found out about each other. So, as this part of our life ends, I want to make sure that you're with me in the next part." Nile roughly shoved Jason up and he stumbled a few steps to the small stage. "Jason Biggs. I love you. I have always loved you and I always will love you. So,..." Leander went own on one knee and there were excited gasps. "Will you marry me?" He produced a box with a gold ring in it. Jason just stood there looking stunned. Nile edged forward and gave him a small shove which brought him back. He nodded and Leander slid it on his finger, stood and took him into a hug, pressing a soft kiss on his lips. "Not too cheesy was it?" Leander whispered. Jason shook his head, he had the biggest grin on his face. Everyone was cheering and clapping. Nile hugged Jason then Leander. "Thanks for all your help Nile." Leander smiled. Miss Staff was sobbing dramatically when she came to congratulate them, as was Lauren. Nile rung Casey to let him know. "Did he know about this?" Jason asked. "Yeah, Leander asked their permission a bit ago." Nile told him. "He is sobbing too." A different teacher took over giving out the last awards as Miss Staff was still overly emotional. Nick went over and gave them both a hug, offering his congratulations. Trevor hung back. He felt his nose had been well and truly rubbed in it. When the awards were over the music came back on. Nick took Lauren to dance and Nile dragged a grumpy Trevor up. "You okay?" Nile asked. "Yeah." Trevor nodded. "I have to be really don't I?" "You'll find someone who loves you a million more times than he ever did. I know." Nile spun him and he laughed. The night went on without much of an incident. A couple of the jocks had a small drunken fight, a girl fell off her heels while trying to high kick and another vomited into her lap - but apart from that it was pretty peaceful. Nile had danced with everybody. As soon as he got a drink in him he'd dance all night. Jason had agreed to one dance with Leander but preferred to sit and watch. His heart was still beating wildly at Leander's proposal. The cars began to roll up to take the party goers home, Leander walked Lauren to her car while Jason cuddled Nile. "You know I'll always love you, don't you?" Jason asked softly, snuggling into him. "I do." Nile smiled. "I love you too." The couple's lips met and they kissed softly, Nile felt Jason's hands tighten on his lapels as he slipped him some tongue. "You'll have to stop that!" A voice called out. Jason pulled away from Nile and they looked over. Noah and Leander were grinning at them. The two walked over and Leander took Jason in his arms. "I doubt these two will ever stop sneaking kisses." Leander smiled as Nile laughed. "Congrats you two, I am glad you finally sorted yourselves out." Noah looked over to Nile. "Coming home with me Baby Boy?" He attempted to slide an arm around him. "Don't call me that! Get off me!" Nile flailed away from him playfully but got in the car. Noah got in too and fiddled with his phone. "What are you doing?" "Sending your Dad a message so he knows I've got you safely." Noah told him. "You have my Dad's mobile number?" Nile asked. "Yeah, for work and shit." Noah started the engine and they rolled off. The car came for Leander and Jason and they climbed in the back. They were mostly silent on the ride home, Jason cuddled into him and Leander petted his hair. When they were back home Casey burst through the door and swept Jason up. "Congratulations!" He said, tears flowing freely. Josh shook Leander's hand then pulled Jason over for a hug. "Come on lets go inside!" He herded them inside and they newly engaged couple found balloons everywhere and a huge banner with 'congratulations!' hung up. "Aww Case!" Jason gushed. "This is lovely!" Casey didn't want to keep them long, he knew they'd be tired from the night and probably want to spend some time alone. "So, what happens now?" Josh asked. "Do you want to get your own place or..?" "Huh, hadn't really thought that far ahead." Jason mused. "I've no intention of moving out." "Well then!" Casey waved his arms excitedly. "Leander moves in with us/" Leander smiled and nodded, he was there most of the time anyway and the house was large enough to fit in a small army. "I will get a wedding folder!" "Oh god, Casey!" Josh groaned. "Its just happened! Give the poor boys time!" "I like to be prepared." Casey raised an eyebrow at him. "I know, you'll do a great job." Josh smiled and placed a kiss on his lips. "Now go on you two, get to bed. It's late and I'm sure you have a lot of...'talking' to do." Josh winked and Leander laughed. Jason blushed and hugged them both before he followed Leander to their room. Leander shut the door and turned to Jason. "So...enjoy the night?" Leander smiled. Jason stepped towards him and began to undo his tie. "What do you think?" He looked up at him coyly. Leander kissed him softly, his arms snaking around him before they started to push his suit jacket off. They stripped each other between kisses and Leander walked him to the bed, bending him over and kneeling behind him. Jason moaned in anticipation and Leander spread his cheeks and dragged his tongue over his hole. He lapped at it gently, loving his lovers taste and scent. Occasionally he dipped down and would kiss and lick his balls, he stroked Jason's cock with one hand and pressed a finger inside him. "Ah...Leander..." Jason murmured. "I want you." Leander got to his feet and flipped him over, taking his cock into his mouth and suckling at it while Jason moaned in need. "Now!" Jason demanded in a groan so Leander quickly lubed himself up and wriggled Jason further onto the bed, pushing his thighs towards his body and pushed into him. The two moved together, their new pairing adding another level of intimacy to their love making. Leander would kiss and touch Jason's chest, leaning down to kiss him gently as he moved, Jason's cock in his hand. He stroked it as he moved, feeling the precum leak from the tip as he got more aroused. Jason rocked his hips to meet his thrusts and felt the pressure build up inside him the sound of Leander's balls slapping on his ass was enough to push him over and he came into Leander's hand. Leander moaned his appreciation as his lover tightened on him and within a few more thrusts he filled him, Jason grumbled happily as he felt Leander's cock pulsing as he shot his load into his ass. "Mmm fuck you're good." Leander gently pulled out and lay next to him. Jason smiled, his face flushed. They quickly cleaned up then got into bed, Jason snuggled up on Leander's chest, listening to his heart beat. Leander kissed the top of his head as he fell asleep on him. He smiled, he still wasn't sure what he wanted from life but he was positive he'd made the right decision in proposing, they could face anything together. He smiled again and fell asleep with his soul mate in his arms.