5 comments/ 58761 views/ 40 favorites Prison Time By: sexyjcanplay I had served six years on a 10 years sentence for possession and weapons charges without any complications or problems. Looking forward to my trip in front of the Parole board soon only for them to tell me once again that I will not be released. I'm not mad it's just a part of life. My temper and my "I don't give a fuck" attitude got me where I am right now. Sorry let me introduce my self. My name is Kevin Terrell, KT to everyone but my mother, grandmother and the government. Yes I am a 6'4, 250 pound brother from the hood. I've had six cellee's in the last three months, so when they threw him in with me I didn't think twice. I looked at the scared look on his face as he stood at the cell door trying to figure out if I was going to be the one that took his manhood. "You just going to stand there or what?" I said as I continued to do my sit-ups. "Hey new booty!" I heard one of the guys laugh as they walked past him. "That ass look tight." Another joined in. He pressed his ass against the wall hard. "That's not going to help." I laughed. "If they want you they will get you." "What can I do?" He asked with a tremble in his voice. "Well!" I said getting up. "When I got here, someone thought that I was going to bend my knees so I shanked him." He frowned and I laughed at the look on his face. "Top bunk" I nodded in his direction as I went to play spades with my boys. Chow time came and he didn't show up. I walked back in the pod to him sitting on my bunk. "Move bitch" I said kicking him. "Stay off my bunk, fool!" I took my shirt off and began doing my evening exercises. "He said he's going to fuck me tomorrow." He said over and over. Before I could say another word a guard called my name over the loud speaker. I put on my shirt before stepping out of my pod. "Top bunk!" I said looking at him one last time. I walked over to the cage as the guard looked at me. I turned around so he could put the cuffs on me. He escorted me to Warden Jones office. I stood in front of his desk until he acknowledged that I was there. He motioned for me to sit down and I did. "I need your help." He said. "My help?" I mumbled. "Yes, yours!" he sat back looking at me. "The young man in your pod comes from a very rich family." "So!" I mumbled rolling my eyes "What's that got to do with me." "You are a smart man." Jones said "Protect him and his family will take care of you." I just looked at him. "And I can speak at your next parole hearing," He paused to see if I was interested, once he noticed he continued "Help you get out early." Now he as speaking my language, my mother was sick and I needed to be home. He fanned his hand for me to leave. "Money!" I said stopping at the door "I'll do it for everything you have offered plus money on my books." He just shook his head and I walked out to the female guard. "Rich boy parents wants us to make special arrangements for him?" She laughed "Yeah, I guess." I replied. "I like you KT." She smiled. "Make sure they don't fuck you around." "What makes you think I will protect him?" I asked. "Jones knows you will." She replied. "He knows your mother is sick and you don't have any money on your books." She looked around. "Just play your cards right and don't let them fuck you around." I walked back to my pod to three men standing in front of my new cellee. "Please don't do this!" He cried "What's up?" I asked stepping in "You guys lost." "NAW, KT!" Jason said "Just welcoming the new booty." "Well he's mine so step!" I said loudly. "Please!" Gary mumbled. "You don't get down like that." "I got 4 more years to go so I need some relief," I said. "So back off, he is mine and if anyone touches him and I find out it will be hell." They all looked at me "We got you." Tim said walking past me to lean against the wall. "I'll put the word out." "You want us to believe this shit?" Jason laughed They all walked out and my cellee calmed down. "Thank You!" He mumbled. I grunted "My name is Hayden." He said extending his hand. I looked at it before pushing him up against the wall. "If your family fucks me I will fuck you." I said "Then pass you to my homies." He looked at me as I pressed my hand hard against his chest. "Do you understand?" I said he shook his head yes. I got a good look at him as he sulked in the corner. He was about 5'6, 130 pounds, long brown hair and green eyes. His skin was clear and a golden color telling me he liked to tan. ** Conversation was short when we were alone but outside the pod he had to play a role "My Bitch" He kept up good appearance but I could tell something was going on with him. He was standing at the end of the line waiting for chow, when I heard someone say today was the day that my cellie gets his. "Hold my spot." I said to Jason, I walked to the back of the line and grabbed him by his shirt. "Get your ass up here." I pushed him in line behind Jason. "Dam man." Jason moaned then he looked back at Hayden, "Well if it ain't sweet cheeks." "Who!" I asked. "Nothing" He replied turning around. Jones was standing in the hall as we walked by he smiled at Hayden who looked down at the ground. Hayden grabbed a tray for himself and me, I watched as they dropped the slop on his tray then mine. I went to sit down as he walked behind me. "Get your ass over here now." I said. Everyone looked up at him and laughed as he walked toward me. He was sitting between Jason and myself. "You don't want that!" Garry said grabbing his bread off his try. He just looked down, he didn't eat he just stared at the tray. "Put his shit back!" I said. "Man please" Garry laughed, "He is fair game like everyone." "What did I tell you?" I said looking at him. He put the bread back as I stared at him. "Thank you" Hayden mumbled looking up at me. "Eat!" I commanded. After I finished eating I pushed my tray in his direction as we all talked about home and our ex-girlfriends. "Dam man his little ass isn't going to make it!" Jason said pointing at Hayden and the three men surrounding him. I could see one of them grabbing on his ass. I walked over and pushed pass them and grabbed Hayden. "What are you doing punk?" Tyrone said stepping close to me. "Maybe you didn't hear me the first time!" I said, "this is my bitch, if you fuck with him we got problems." I looked at them "So do we have a problem?" "We cool KT" One man said "Learn to keep your bitch on a shorter leash" Tyrone said blowing a kiss as Hayden. The others laughed at what he said That's pretty much how things were. He was teased and I protected him and his ass virginity. Then 3 months later he got a letter that changed everything. I walked into our pod to him sitting on my bunk. "Bitch what did I tell you about sitting on my bunk?" I yelled pulling him up. He crushed his head against my chest and cried. "My life is over!" He cried, "I'm going to die in this place." I just stood as he held on to me. "They cut me off!" He cried harder. "I did what she wanted and the fucking bitch sent the pictures anyway." He cried as I looked at him, my not saying anything must have been a sign to him. He looked up at me and let go. He sat down as one of the pictures hit the floor. I picked the pictures up and it was a picture of him, with an all fucked out look on his face. I began to laugh, "Here!" He yelled throwing the rest of the pictures and the letter in my direction before running out the pod. As I looked at the pictures I could now see why he was so upset but after reading the letter I had a reason to be upset. After finding out he had sex with a man his father cut him off and he would be fair game to anyone in the prison. I just shook my head; I was starting to feel bad for him. Just reading that much made me realize that his father didn't give a dam about him. I went looking for him, as I walked over to the stairwell I could hear talking. "You want us to believe that KT is fucking you?" I could hear Willie laughed. Willie was the biggest queen walking around the prison. I didn't hear a reply but knew he had to shake his head, something he would do often. "Fuck all this talking!" Marcus yelled, "Pull your pants down. If he is fucking you with that horse cock of his your pussy would be gapping open!" "Fine!" Hayden mumbled, "I have nothing left." "All these queen's around here that wanted KT to be their boyfriend!" Jamie laughed, "He choice you. Someone that just walked thru the door." Then it was quiet "So what are you all up to." The male voice said. "I see we have a special visitor today." "KT ain't fucking you." Another voice said I listened close and realized it was Jason and Garry. "Stand up!" Jason said, "Let me check you out." "Baby you didn't say you where going to fuck him!" Willie said "Shut up! Bitch!" Jason said. I stepped around and saw Hayden's face; the bruise by his lip pissed me off. "What the fuck are you doing?" I yelled slapping the back of Jason's head. "Nothing!" Willie stammered. The other queens were afraid of Willie, Willie was afraid of Jason but they all feared me. "Get your ass up to the pod!" I commanded looking at Hayden. He walked by me and I grabbed the back of his hair. "If I find out you have given up my shit!" I said pushing him "You're dead." "Yes sir!" He replied walking with his head down to our pod. I looked at Jason then Garry. "After six years you decide you want some ass." Jason mumbled. "Why him?" I looked at Jason and laughed "Dude!" Garry said, "You act like you are jealous." "Fuck you!" Jason said storming off "What I say?" Garry said hunching his shoulders. "The obvious" I said walking away. Jason was standing at the top of the steps by my pod. "How could you KT?" Jason whispered, "When I begged you to fuck me you said no." "Jason we are friends," I said "Boys from the same hood." I dropped my head not know what to say. "I had to fight." He said "We could have done what we had to and left it at that. At least I wouldn't have been humiliated" He looked off "Instead he took me." "It's not like you think and I'm sorry it happened like that." I frowned. "But the same man that got you I got him. He's dead because of me." "You're right" Jason said "You risked your freedom for me. I'm sorry." I patted him on his back and walked away. Walking into the pod Hayden was once again sitting on my bunk. "Hayden this will be my last time telling you." I pulled him up hard. "Stay off my bunk." He climbed up on to his bunk and laid down. "They will change their minds." I said as I heard him crying. I had to force him off his bunk for count then it was lights out. I had finally fallen asleep when I felt something heavy of my bunk. "Please don't push me away." Hayden whispered kissing my chest. "You're tripping." I said. "Please KT!" he begged, "It will happen sooner or later. If not you it will be one of them. At least with you it won't be rape" "No!" I said. "The money will stop." He said, "Jones already said he had to move me. I won't be safe any where." "You don't have to move." I said, "I will still protect you." "Not for free." He said grabbing my hand placing it on his hip. I rubbed up to his arm noticing how soft his skins felt. I closed my eyes as his hand moved under my blanket. His hand was soft, so soft that I got lost in his touch almost forgetting it was a guy giving me a hand job. It wasn't long before I felt his month surround my now throbbing cock. "Oh, shit" I moaned as he used his tongue to tease the head of my hard cock. When I felt the back of his throat, I began to massage through his hair. I could hear the moans and suction from his sucking. To keep from throwing his rhythm off I laid still as he moved up and down. "Suck that cock." I whispered. I could feel my balls filling up fast. He moved fast up and down never missing a beat. My heart started pumping hard as the blood rushed to my head. If I were standing up I would have passed out. I grabbed the back of his head as he moved faster. At the same time he was using his hand to rub my balls. "Suck it like you want it," I whispered, I looked down to see his head bobbing up and down. "I do!" He whispered, "I do want it." "Oh! Shit." I moaned. "HHHUUMMM" he moaned as I massaged my hand through his hair. "My eyes rolled to the back of my head as he sucked harder. "I'm Cumming," I moaned gripping his head harder. "AH" He moaned as my cum streamed into his month. I could feel his throat open and close as he swallowed like he was drinking a cold soda. He wiped his mouth before turning away from me. I looked to see what time it was; we had a couple of hours before count so I just let him lay next to me. "KT" He called. "What!" I whispered back "Fuck me!" He whispered "No!" I moaned as he turned around and rubbed my now deflated cock. "Please" he whispered "Oh shit!" I moaned as I got hard again. What the hell was it about Hayden, I could jack off and never get hard seconds or minutes later. But here I was lying next to him getting hard again. "I will be right back." He whispered getting up. "Ok" I moaned when he removed his hand. He grabbed a lotion bottle and handed it to me. "Just go slow." He whispered getting real close to me. I took the lotion putting some in my hand, I pushed some inside is asshole. "HHMMHH" He moaned as I stuck a finger inside of him. Then I pushed the second one in as he started to hump. "Please KT fuck me." My mind was on a new type of high. I remember how it felt when I use to fuck my girl but she didn't respond like this. He wanted me to fuck him, no fighting, argument or force. He wanted me inside of him; I pushed a third finger in. "Oh, God!" He moaned, "Please now!" I just continued to move my finger in and out. "Fuck me" He whispered again pushing his hips back to me. "Not like this." I said and pushed him onto his back placing his legs on my shoulders. I positioned my cock at his hole and slowly pushed forward. I stopped when he pressed my pillow into his face. "You alright." I whispered in his ear. "I'm fine" He moaned then he grabbed my arms as I pushed forward again. Man he was soft I pushed forward, and then stopped to take a deep breath. "Dam he feels good" I thought as I bottomed out. "Shit" I moaned. He pulled the pillow away from his face "Now pull out and move slowly back in a couple of times before you go crazy." He whispered. I did as he said but I had no plans of going crazy I wanted to enjoy this moment. I wonder how many men he had been with. He let go of the grip on my arms as he jacked off and I fucked him long and deep. "I'm truly yours now." He mumbled as I started beating my cock in him. "Yes baby" "Dam!" I moaned as my cock started squirting cum in his ass. "Yes, baby!" Hayden moaned. "You feel good," I whispered. "It's your pussy now, Popi!" he moaned before falling asleep. An hour later I woke up "Get in your bunk." I whispered when I heard the clanking of the metal gates "It's almost time for count." "Okay" He whispered before kissing me. He was so dam soft like a woman, his lips, his body and his touch I was fucking hooked after that. He climbed up into his bunk and I could hear his soft breathing, letting me know he had fallen back to sleep. When daylight hit I was still sleep when count was called. "KT" Hayden called from his bunk "Yeah" I yawned. "Are you mad about last night?" He asked "NO!" I replied. "I thought I would be confused but I'm not." "Good!" He laughed "Cause I want to do it again." I laughed at his words "It is okay if we do it again?" He asked "Yeah" I whispered. "It shouldn't be a problem." "Good" He let out a deep breath "Now can you help me down. So I can go shower after count." I quickly got up before the doors were buzzed open. "Thank you baby," He said turning around to me. "I'm sore as hell." I leaned down to kiss him. It was something so different about kissing and being close to him. "Count" The CO yelled over the loud speaker. He put on some shorts as we stepped out the pod. "So how was it?" the CO laughed standing in front of me. "I knew you would break." I looked at Hayden who dropped his head. They dismissed us and we went back in our pod. "This is going to be really strange." I said looking at Hayden. "If you want to stop." He said, "We can." "No!" I said, "I can deal with this." Hayden walked off to the shower. "They will leave him alone now." The CO said, "At least he ain't all hard looking. He looks like a female all small and shit. Not like Willie and them other queers" "You done?" I asked sitting down. "Look, we have known each other since you walked threw the door." He laughed. "Don't get mad, it's cool to me. If I didn't work here I would have hit that myself. Still watch him because he has a price on him" "Do you know who put it out there." I asked. "No!" He replied "And Jones is piss off about it." He walked away leaving me to think. A couple of minutes later Hayden walked in laughing. "What's funny?" I asked. "I was asked to sit at the girlfriend's table." He laughed "No!" I replied "You will sit at the table with me. Nothing changes." "I think I'm safe now." He smiled "You're not" I replied pulling him close to me "You're more in danger now than you ever were." He frowned at me as I held him close. "KT" He called "What's wrong?" "Nothing, you will sit with me" I said, "Nothing has changed." I stepped out my pod and looked around by the smirk on Big Tyrone's face I knew who had the hit out on Hayden. Big Tyrone was in for attempted murder of his mistress. Had been on the dorm for a total of 4 weeks. He though he was tough and walked around bullying whoever got in his way. Tyrone stood an inch over KT and weighed about 200 pounds. "I got to take this fool out." KT thought. He looked around for his boys. "What's up?" Jason asked as he walked down the steps. "I see how you are looking at Tyrone." "So!" I replied "You know he tried to get Willie to set Hayden up?" Jason said I looked at him. "That bitch knows better." Jason laughed We stood in line for chow. "I have a plan." I said as we stood in line. I looked back to see Hayden frowning and Tyrone whispering in his ear. The look on his face told me, that he believed what I said about him not being safe. I got out of line and went to get him. "Not today Tyrone" The CO said "And that's the wrong man to be fucking with in here." "Ain't nobody scared of KT punk ass." Tyrone yelled "That's enough." The CO yelled. We grabbed our food and sat down. "So what are we going to do?" Jason said pointing his plastic fork toward Tyrone. "Set a little trap." I smiled looking at Hayden. Then I leaned in and told them the plan. The look on Hayden's face was of shear fear. "Don't worry baby," I whispered. "Daddy will protect you." ** Third shift started and Hayden went to the showers. "Handle your business" CO Johnson said as we walked past him to the shower, he handed me his cuffs and the key. "KT! Don't know what to do with this." Tyrone yelled as the other guys in the shower walked out, giving KT the head nodded as they past him. "Get on your knees bitch." "Please stop" Hayden cried, "Please! KT will kill me." "After tonight you are mine" Tyrone yelled "Fuck KT." Tyrone had his back to us as we walked in. Garry came up behind him, throwing the plastic bag over his head, he tried to swing when Jason and I grabbed his arms. Garry pulled the bag back and we knew he wasn't able to breath. Prison Time Ch. 02 Sorry no sex scene's. This is Part 2 to Prison Time. I hope you enjoy. Hayden had only been gone a couple of days before I talked myself into believing he had moved on with someone else. I knew I couldn't take Hayden home to my mother. She would freak out, so would the rest of my family. "Mail call!" The CO announced over the speaker. I watched as everyone jumped up to go see if they had received mail from the outside. Like family, mail was important in this place. "Kevin Terrell!" He yelled. I stepped up to him and grabbed the letter. Seeing it was from Hayden I decided to read it in my pod. April 5, 1999 Dear KT, How are you? Fine I hope. Well I've been home a couple of days and I miss you like crazy. It's funny trying to get back into a normal routine. I still wake up in the middle of the night, thinking I missed count or wishing I could climb into your bunk with you. I visited my parent's grave, it still feels strange not having them here, but we never had a close relationship so I just look at it as if they were out of the country. Clair did a good job in taking care of everything. Now here I am CEO of a company; that I know nothing about. I live in a mansion that no one comes to visit and have enough money to survive the rest of my life. I inherited all of this and would walk away from it all to be with you. I try not to get sad thinking about our time apart but it's hard. Hopefully you will be home soon and we can see each other. Well baby I have to go, tell everyone I said hello. Love Always and Forever Hayden P.S. I put two hundred dollars on your books. ** It felt good hearing from him and knowing he was going to be all right but after reading his letter I knew what I had to do. So I sat at my desk and wrote a reply. April 8, 1999 Dear Hayden, Thanks' for the money but I don't think I can accept it. I'm doing great. I have fallen back into my old routine. They haven't given me a new cellie yet but I know it's coming. With time things will get easier for you. Look I don't know how to tell you this so I will come straight out and say it. Forget about me Hayden. What we had was a jailhouse relationship. You're in the real world, find someone to make you happy and leave me alone. I've had it set up were you can't put money on my books and you should receive a check in ten days. Please move on and don't write me again. KT I put a stamp on the letter and put it in outgoing mail, I sat and stared at it until the CO put it in the bend for it to go out will all the other letters. I was okay with my decision to put Hayden behind me. Finishing out my two-month so that I can go home was all I had on my mind. So seven days later when the CO called my name at mail call I was a little shocked that Hayden had written me again. April 15, 1999 Fuck you Kevin Terrell! How can you tell me to move on, when I'm in love with you! I can't move on because it's you that I want. I can't believe you are throwing my love away like trash. I know you love me! You wouldn't have said it if you didn't mean it. I want to thank you for showing me that my parents and uncle weren't the only ones that knew how to make me feel like shit. I won't bother you again. Hayden "Well that went well." I thought as I put the letter back into the envelope. I sat on my bunk and stared at the letter. I felt this stabbing pain in my gut. All of a sudden I felt that writing my letter telling Hayden to move on, no longer felt like a good move. Why couldn't I tell him how I really felt? That I missed him every night since he left, that I wanted to hold him in my arms. "Hey, KT what's up with you?" Jason asked standing at my pod door. "Nothing!" I said looking up at him. "I'm just chilling." "Man you look a mess." Jason said. "You've been moping around since Hayden left." "Leave it alone." I yelled, "I don't want to talk about Hayden." "I don't get you." Jason yelled back, "You have a chance at love, real love." "Please! Just leave it alone." I said. "NO!" Jason laughed "I've been your friend since we were ten." "Look! Just leave well enough alone!" I said as I felt my stomach turn. I ran over to the toilet and threw up. "Sick!" Jason laughed. "Or should I say nerves. You love Hayden but because you over think shit you can't get past the fact that he is a guy." "Jason I don't need you analyzing me." I said spitting in the toilet. "Leave please!" "Fine I'll leave but this conversation isn't over." He walked out the cell and I could hear him talking to someone. "Dam fool! I would kill to have someone like Hayden in my life. Someone that wanted me for me not what I can give or do for them." "I feel you!" The voice that answered was Garry's. "Look I just got off the phone with Hayden and all he could do was cry." "I don't know what else to say to KT." Jason said, "But I will keep talking to him." I laid on my bunk and for the first time in my life I silently cried. When chow time was announced I didn't have the strength to pull myself out of my pod to eat. I had fallen asleep when I hard a laugh that sounded like Hayden's. "KT! I'll never love anyone like I love you." Hayden whispered in my ear. We were standing in a garden. I had my arms wrapped around him. "Hayden we can't do this." I whispered. "It's not real what we feel for each other." "Fuck you KT." He yelled then pulled away and started running. I ran to catch up with him but he disappeared. I looked everywhere to find him. I ran looking between bushes, under tables, everywhere. The garden changed to the stairs in the prison. I could see a figure standing by the steps. I could hear Hayden crying. As I got close the figure turned around, it was Tyrone and he had his hand around Hayden's throat. "HAYDEN!" I yelled something pushed me hard and they were gone. "Hayden." I mumbled as I sat up. I looked over and Tyrone was sitting at the desk in my pod. "You got it bad." He said shaking his head. "This isn't a good time Tyrone." I mumbled standing up. "Get out." I couldn't help but notice how hard I was sweating. "NO!" He said, "Not until you listen. Hayden's gone and you are a mess. Got your guard down, tripp'n like some lovesick fool. All because you can't face the fact that you fell in love. I'm in here because I tried to kill my wife's lover." "So, what doesn't that have to do with anything?" I asked. "I tried to kill him because he was cheating on me with my wife." He said. My mouth dropped, we all knew he was in jail for attempted murder but we just assumed it was a woman. "I lost it when I caught them together. I didn't understand how he could say he loved me but cheated on me. But once I got here, saw Hayden. Who reminded me of him in so many ways, I realized it was my pride that got in the way of our love." "Do you have a point to this story?" I asked. "The point is why should we hide what we feel. Why put labels on who we are? Gay, Straight, Bi-sexual, Metro-sexual." He laughed, "It shouldn't matter who we are or who we love. It's how we lived our life and if we ever loved" "My mother wouldn't be able to handle this." I said. "My family would go crazy." "I thought the same way," He laughed. "You can't choose what the heart wants. Plus you will drive yourself crazy trying to do the opposite of what the heart wants" "One thing is for sure I fucked up with Hayden. He hates me and I don't know how to fix it or if I want to." I moaned. "You will figure it out." Tyrone said. "But you have to pull yourself together. Write him a letter or call him. Do something before you go crazy." "Why?" I asked as he got up. "What?" He stopped at the door. "Why do you care?" I said, "At one time you was trying to hurt Hayden." "Let's just say Hayden opened my eyes." He laughed. Tyrone left as the CO called lights out. That night I sat at the desk. Dear Hayden, I was wrong. I started the letter then scratched it out. Dear Hayden, I'm sorry for all I said. I scratched that out. "Why the hell was this so hard for me to write how I felt?" I thought as I walked over to my bunk and laid down. "Hayden loves me and I don't have the courage to accept that love or the tell my mother what's going on." I decide to leave everything alone. Accept that it's not meant to be. ** The next couple of weeks went by fast. I got it together and put some normalcy in my life. In that consist of three meals, working out, working and playing spades. Even thou my heart still ached for Hayden I was able to smile and laugh. "Man you good?" Jason asked as we stood in the chow line. Yeah," I said shaking my head "I'm cool." "You heard from Hayden?" Jason asked. "Hayden hates me." I said. "You are so dumb!" Garry replied. "Hayden wrote me a letter. He asked how you were doing? I told him the truth. He loves you very much." "I really wish you all would stay out of my business." I mumbled. "Anyway!" Jason said. "It's getting close." "I know. I didn't tell anyone I was coming." I said "So for you all that are writing people from my past." I paused thinking I might cross the line. "Don't tell them I'm getting out." "So you don't want Hayden to know you are home?" Garry frowned and shook his head. "HUHHH" I growled. "Grow up!" Jason said. "I need you all to stay out of my business!" I yelled storming off to my pod. Prison Time Ch. 03 Two months later I walked out the prison a free man. I enjoyed the bus ride to my hometown. My mother was surprise when she saw me standing on her porch. We sat and talked before the front door slammed open. My sister ran over almost knocking me down. "You're ass better be home for good!" She yelled as she ran up the steps. "Oh, my God!" The voice was my ex-girlfriend Gloria. "Why didn't you call me when you were on you way home?" She threw her arms around me but I just looked at her. "I didn't think Brad would be okay with you coming to see me." I laughed. She looked at me crazy "Didn't think I knew." I went to the basement and looked around. My own apartment set up, the only think my mother ever did was clean she never went looking for anything. So looking around I knew my dizzy ex had been looking for something. I ran up the steps before she and my sister left. "When you searched my room," I said looking at her "Did you find what you were looking for?" "What are you talking about?" She laughed "Yeah, Gloria what is my brother talking about?" My sister asked "Please tell me you didn't take anything out of his room." "No she didn't!" I laughed. "She couldn't find anything because nothing was down there." I sat down as she stormed out of the house. "KT!" My mother called "Someone name Hayden came by and left a number for you." I took the number and looked at it, deciding that it wouldn't be good for me to call him. A decision I quickly realized was a bad one. I began to mope around the house, feeling sad and lonely. Missing Hayden and what we had. One day I was watching TV when my mother called me upstairs. I walked into the living room as she was talking to someone. It surprised me when I walked around the corner to Hayden was talking to my mother. "Hello KT" Hayden said as I walked into the room. I took a deep breath not really knowing what to say. "Son, sit down." My mother said. I looked at them and rubbed my forehead. "Momma, I HUHHH" I scratched my head and sat in the chair. "Why haven't you called Hayden?" She smiled as she held Hayden's hand. "Momma I need to explain something's to you." I mumbled. "Explain what baby?" My mother said "Hayden was just telling me how you protected him when he was locked up." "I was telling your mother I just wanted to thank you in person for being my friend." Hayden smiled. "Hayden would you like to stay for dinner?" My mother asked getting up. "NO!" I yelled, "I mean Hayden has other things to do then have dinner with us." "Kevin Aaron Terrell!" My mother called, "Why are you being so rude?" The frown on her face gave me a cold chill. I remember that look when I got in trouble as a kid. I sunk back in the chair wishing I could disappear. "KT's right I have some where to be." Hayden said standing up. "Walk me to my car." I jumped up and followed behind him. I closed the door behind us so my mother wouldn't hear what I was saying. "Hayden! Hold up." I said grabbing his arm. He looked at me with a frown on his face. "What the hell are you doing?" I asked. "I wanted to see you." He started to cry. "Please don't cry." I moaned, "I hate when you cry." He knew my soft spot and his tears were one of them. "I'm sorry KT," Hayden cried. "I can't help how I feel." My mother opened the door, "Is everything alright?" She asked. Hayden's eyes got big when he looked up and she stepped out on the porch, he ran jumped in his car and sped off. I dropped my head and turn to go back in the house. "Son is everything alright?" She asked again. "Fine mom!" I moaned as I walked by her, "I'm not hungry." I walked to the basement door before she could get to it. I went down the steps locking the door behind me. I didn't get much sleep that night and waited to hear my mother leave before I went upstairs. I had been avoiding her for about two weeks when I realized that she was leaving before nine in the morning everyday and was in bed by ten at night. One night I didn't miss her, she was sitting on the couch waiting for me. "Are we going to talk about your friend Hayden?" She asked as I walked into the house. "No!" I replied grabbing something to eat. "Hayden coming to visit has upset you and I want to know why?" She said. "Momma, leave it alone!" I yelled. "First of all who the hell do you think you are talking to? She yelled. "I'm not one of them silly ass little girls you mess with." "I'm going to bed!" I yelled retreating to the basement locking the door behind me. I didn't sleep and wasn't surprised when my alarm started screaming the beeping noise at six in the morning. I jumped in the shower and quietly went out the front door before my mother woke up. I couldn't believe we were fighting about Hayden. This Hayden situation was tearing me up. I have never yelled at my mother. ** "Kevin Terrell!" The receptionist yelled. "Ms. Jenkins is no longer employed here. So your new Parole Officer is Ms. Lee." "Is she going to see me today?" I asked. "Go to the door." She smirked. "I hate these people." I thought as the door opened. We walked down a long hallway before turning into her office. She looked at my paper work. "You have to obtain a job." She said never looking up at me. She pulled out a letter. "Go to this address." She picked up the phone and made a call about the job on the letter. After hanging up the phone she stood up. I followed her down the hall to the door. "Do I have to ask for anyone?" I asked as she held the door open. "They are expecting you." She said, "If you mess this up I will send your ass back to prison." Then the door slammed. I took a long sigh before turning to leave. ** I walked into the building with the address that was on the paper. I entered the elevator and got off on the top floor. A woman answered the door. "We were expecting you." She said. I followed behind her as she walked into a larger room, where another person was sitting behind a desk. "Have a sit." I did as she said and watched as she disappeared. "Kevin!" The soft voice called. "Do I know you?" I asked. "Yes!" The person cleared their throat, then moved closer. I stared at her legs as she stood in front of me. "Sexy" I thought as I felt my cock twitch. "This is the only way I can be with you." I looked up to Hayden, dressed as a woman. My mouth dropped as he stepped closer to me. I took a deep breath he was sexy as a woman. Then I came to my senses "Why are you doing this Hayden?" I said, "Why can't you leave things alone?" "I LOVE YOU!" He yelled, "I'M WILLING TO GO THROUGH THE SURGERY AND HORMONES. JUST SO I CAN BE WITH YOU." "HAYDEN!" I yelled "STOP IT! IT'S OVER" I paused "WE ARE OVER!" "NO! NO! BABY PLEASE, LISTEN!" Hayden started to cry, "I can be a woman, your woman. I can get a sex change so we can be together." I dropped my head, rubbing my fingers against my forehead. Hayden was willing to sacrifices for me. Change for me and I wasn't even man enough to admit my true feelings. "I can't let you do that!" I mumbled pulling him down on my lap. "Everything's already set up." Hayden said, "I will pay you to take care of me. So that we can spend time together." "I'm not worth all of this." I mumbled, still trying to grasp what he was about to do. "My surgery is in a month." He said, "I'm doing the hormones first. I get my first injection in a week." I felt numb and could only shake my head "NO!" I mumbled, "You can't" "Claire!" Hayden yelled standing up. The woman that answered the door, enter the room with a backpack. Hayden walked out before I could say another word to him. "His mind is made up." Claire said. "Can't you talk him out of it?" I asked. "He loves you." She whispered, "Only you can stop him." "I don't want him to go through with the surgery." I whispered to Claire, "I am not worth all of this." We walked to the door. "There is a cell phone in there." She was pointing at the backpack, "Talk to him. Only you can change his mind." ** For two day I walked around in a fog. I didn't eat and don't remember doing much sleeping either. "Kevin." My mother called as she walked in the house. She turned to see me sitting in the living room. "Baby what's wrong?" She grabbed my hand and rubbed it gently. I could feel the tears rolling down my face. I closed my eyes, "Hayden!" I whispered. "You love him?" She asked. I just stared at the floor not saying anything. "It's okay if you do." I looked at her with a frown. "God I underestimated you," I mumbled. "You are my child and all that hurt you're carrying inside of you." She took a deep breath, "Well! It's not worth your pain." "Hayden's willing to change his whole life for me." I cried, "And I wasn't even man enough to tell you how I felt about him." "So you do love him?" "Is it a bad thing."? I mumbled, "If I do." "NO! I like Hayden." She smiled, "He sees something in you baby that you don't see in yourself." "I still don't understand that," I chuckled. "Baby! To your friends you are KT! Bad ass, drug dealer, gangster." She smiled, "But to Hayden you are his protector, his knight in shining armor and he feel safe with you. LOVED!" "But I'm a coward." I said, "I couldn't admit my feeling for him to you. I couldn't even admit them to him." I closed my eyes to keep tears that were forming from falling. "You can't choose who you love." She said, "All that is important is that you love." I started to laugh, "What's so funny?" She asked. "Another inmate told me the same thing." I laughed, "He's the reason I was protecting Hayden." "I'm going to cook." She said getting up walking toward the kitchen, "Kevin! Don't let Hayden do something that you don't want him to do. Especially if you can stop him." I thought about what she said before running to the basement and grabbed the phone. His phone rang one time and he answered. "Hello baby!" He said in the sweetest voice. "Hayden I need you to come to my house right now." I said. "Baby is there something wrong?" He asked. "Nothings wrong I need to see you now." I replied. "Ok!" He said sounding worried, "I'm no my way." ** It was twenty minutes since we had talked. I paced back and forth. "Kevin you are driving me crazy." My mother laughed, "Sit down before you wear a hole in my carpet." "I've never been this nervous in my life." I frowned. "Kevin!" The knock on the door stopped her from yelling at me. "Sit down I will get it." She laughed, "You're so nervous, you'll probably scare him." "Hello Ms. Terrell," Hayden said. It got quiet but I could hear whispering. "Hayden have a seat so we can have dinner." My mother said walking with him to the dining room. I frowned as Hayden sat down and she went into the kitchen. "I thought you wanted to talk to me?" Hayden asked. "I do! But maybe we should eat first." I moaned. My mother walked back in with the rest of the food. We held hands as she said grace, "Thank you lord for the food. Grant my son peace in his life and thank you for Hayden. The much loved and new member of our family." Hayden looked up at me, as I shook my head. We both said "Amen." "Hey momma." My sister said sitting down. "Hello everyone." Gloria said sitting next to me. "That's my sister Tammy and her friend Gloria." I said. "This is Hayden." "You introduce me as Tammy's friend?" Gloria asked, "I was your woman for four years." "You're old news." My mother said, "Eat or get out of my house." "Sorry Momma Terrell," She said. Hayden giggled. "Cut that out." I whispered to him. "So have you known my brother long?" Tammy asked. "We met in prison." I replied grabbing Hayden's hand. Tammy smiled but Gloria had a serious frown on her face "So you are a fag now?" Gloria yelled. Hayden snatched his hand from mine. "Call me what you want," I laughed grabbing Hayden's hand. "You need to leave!" My mother said before she could say another word. "NO! Momma she doesn't have to leave." I said, "I don't care what she says or thinks." "One more word and I will kick your...." Tammy looked up at our mother, "Sorry momma." "I can't believe you are okay with your son sleeping with men." Gloria laughed. "Time for you to go!" My mother stood up. Hayden dropped his head, I knew he was going to cry if he already wasn't. "It will get worse than this." I whispered, "But I promise I will protect you." I pulled him close and kissed him on his forehead. Gloria stood up and stormed out the house. "Don't worry about her." Tammy smiled, "We all don't feel that way." After we ate Hayden helped my mother with the dishes. "Well I'm going to my room." She said, "Kevin pull Hayden's car up by the garage." "Okay." I replied reaching for Hayden keys. "What's going on KT?" He asked. My mother came down the hall as I turned to go out front. I was walking back in the door. "You two have a lot to talk about." She said before kissing him on his forehead, "Good Night." She hugged him real tight before walking toward me. "Good Son." She said. "Good Night, Momma." I whispered kissing her cheek. Then we heard what sounded like sniffling, we both looked over at Hayden. He had tears rolling down his face. "I'm sorry." He mumbled. "My mother never hugged me like that." She walked back over and hugged him as he cried. It broke my heart to see him in that state. At the same time I wonder what kind of woman didn't hug their child. "You two have a lot to talk about," My mother said letting him go. I walked over and hugged Hayden to me. "It will be alright." I whispered, "I don't mind sharing my mother." He looked up at me, "She has a lot of love to go around." I chuckled. "What do we have to talk about?" He asked. "Let's go downstairs." I said showing him the way to my room. I locked the door as we walked down the steps. "It's nice down here," He whispered. I pulled him to me and we kissed. He let out a soft whimper when I pulled away. "Have a seat," I said pointing at the couch. I went to my room grabbed him some towels and one of my old jersey's to sleep in. "Do you need to shower?" I asked walking out the room. "I took one before I left home." He said, "KT what is going on?" I took off my shirt before sitting down. I was doing everything I could to avoid our conversation. I knew what I wanted to say but it always came out wrong. I've made him cry more times than I should have. I didn't want to do it again. "Did you enjoy yourself?" I asked. "Yes!" He replied, "What's wrong?" "I don't want you to have the surgery!" I blurted out. "OH!" He moaned, "It's the only way we can be together." "NO!" I said taking his hand, "I want you the way you are." He just starred at me. "I.....I....AH!" I stood up. I had to think about my next words. "KT, you're not confortable with me being a man." He mumbled. "I'm not worth you changing for," I said. I knew I was going to say the wrong thing. The waterworks was on. He was crying and it was because of me again. I sat down next to him. "You called me over here for rejections," He whispered. "NO baby," I said sitting down. "I love you, I don't want to hurt you." "Did you say you loved me?" He mumbled looking up at me. "YES!" I smiled, "I LOVE YOU!" I leaned in and kissed him, "I love you." I whispered between kisses. He pushed his body toward mine. He pulled away when he felt my cock tapping on his arm. He looked at me and smiled. "Mine!" He whispered reaching for me belt. "Not here." I moaned as I grabbed his hand. "Put my shirt on and come into the bedroom. I walked away as he undressed. He looked sexy as hell. I took in a breath as I looked at him standing by the bed with his long black hair pulled behind his ears smiling. "A king size bed for a King," He smiled. I walked to the side of the bed he was on and pulled him to me. As I kissed him he unzipped my pants and pushed me back on the bed. Before I could say anything his mouth was wrapped around my cock. "OH SHIT!" I moaned, "BABY I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!" He stopped and eased up my body. "You really missed me?" I could hear the tremble in his voice. I pulled him close to me. "YES!" I whispered in his ear before kissing a trail down to his neck. I sucked softly as he let out a soft moan. "Fuck me!" He whispered. "NO!" I moaned, "It won't be any of that going on." He pulled back and looked at me. "You don't want to fuck me?" He whispered. "NO!" I pulled him close and started kissing him deep. I put him on his back and maneuvered on top on him. Wrapping my hand around his cock, I pulled from the kiss. "KT!" He whispered. I went down kissed his stomach before I wrapped my lips around his cock. As I sucked him I reach under the pillow for the KY. "KT PLEASE BABY!" He moaned, "PLEASE....INSIDE.....FUCK....OH!" I pulled off and laughed. "I didn't understand what you just said." He started to laugh as he was breathing. "I WANT YOU TO FUCK ME!" He moaned, "That's what I said." "There will be no fucking tonight," I whispered kissing his lips. I put KY on my finger and pushed it inside of him. "I'm going to make love to you," I whispered staring in his eyes. "I'm going to make you mine." "Please!" He moaned as I pushed a second finger inside of him. My cock was so hard it was throbbing. I had to take deep breaths as I got him ready. I wanted to slam my cock into him. Hear him yell my name and beg for me to make him cum over and over. Then those three words that connected us, "I LOVE YOU." But there was no need for me to hurry. We had all night. My mother couldn't hear us and even if she did she loved Hayden just as much as I did. "I'm ready." He whispered over and over. "Hayden I don't want to hurt you." I mumbled between kisses. "Kevin I need to cum." He moaned, "I feel like I'm going to lose my mind. Please make me cum." I placed two pillows under his hips before putting the KY on my cock. I sat back on my legs before I moved forward with my cock in my hands. Leaning forward I pushed the head in and stopped. "Don't stop!" He moaned, "Give me more!" "Baby we have all night." I groaned, "All night baby!" It felt better than I remembered. I let out a loud groan when I hit bottom. I could feel his hole pulsating around my cock. I stared into his eyes before they closed. "Kevin!" He whispered. I grabbed his legs and placed them back on my shoulders. I moved slowly in and out of him. He reached up and grabbed my nipples and twisted. "SHIT! Baby you are so hot," I moaned. I let his legs drop down when I his muscles tighten around me. "I'M CUMMING!" He moaned as he shook his head from left to right. "PLEASE BABY IT'S RIGHT!" I leaned forward to kiss him. I knew he wouldn't last much longer. Then I felt the first splash of his cum hit my stomach. My body went into overdrive as his hole tightened around my cock. "FUCK HAYDEN! FUCK!" I mumbled over and over. I started moving faster as splash after splash of his cum hit me. Them my body stiffened as I began to cum inside of him. He wrapped his legs around my ass, digging his heals into my flesh. "Kevin that was amazing," Hayden said between breaths, as I rolled off of him. "Get on top!" I commanded. He looked over at me. "KT!" He whispered. I turned toward him and saw the fear in his eyes. "I will never hurt you." I whispered as I grabbed his cock that was now fully hard. I started pulling. "Get on top." I whispered as I stared into his eyes. His mind was lost from my touch. I loved that 'fuck me' look he had. Eyes half closed, slight smile and soft whimpers coming from his throat. "Get on top baby." I whispered again. Prison Time Ch. 03 This time he did as I asked. He guided my cock in slow and then leaned forward to kiss me. he bucked his hip as I laid and watched him. I felt a tear roll down the side of my face. This felt better than any thing I have ever done. He felt better than any woman I had ever been with. With each thrust I could feel how much he loved me. I looked at his cock as it bounced between our abdomens. He was harder than I had ever seen him. He reached down to grab his cock but I pushed his hand away. "It's going to fly every where," He moaned. "I....don't....carrrreee." I moaned as I pushed up. The spray of his cum came across my chest, the second one hit me under the chin. I wrapped my hand around his cock and pulled one good time. "KEVIN!" He yelled. I could feel my cum hitting his insides over and over. He collapses on my chest, his face landed in a pool of his cum. "I LOVE YOU!" I said, "I WILL NEVER GIVE YOU UP OR TURN YOU AWAY AGAIN." I could feel the tears rolling down my face. I tried to wipe them away before he looked up at me but it was too late. "Baby don't cry," He whispered as he leaned up. I looked at his face and frowned. "YAK!" he moaned wiping his hand across his face. "Let's take a shower." I laughed. He climbed out of bed, grabbed the jersey and went to the back of the basement were the bathroom was. We cleaned each other up, changed the sheets and went to bed. "I love you Hayden," I said with a yawn. "I love you too." He snuggled up close to me and fell asleep. ****** A word from Hayden I can't believe KT and I have been together five years now. It was a struggle in the beginning but I got my man. He once asked me if I would have gotten a sex change to be with him. I didn't answer I just smiled and walked away. He knew I would have. We have a three-year-old son name Kevin Jr. that Claire volunteer to have and Tammy will be having our second child that is due any day. When I look back my life was empty until I met Kevin Aaron Terrell now I have love. The End Prison Time "Down on your knees bitch" I said. Not being able to breath he wobbled down. Jason removed all his clothes and got behind him as Garry removed the bag. "We ain't trying to kill your punk ass!" Garry laughed as he struggled for air. He bent forward but Jason pulled him back up. Holding his cuffed arms behind him as Garry grabbed hair pulling his head back. "Fuck you punks." He yelled. "NO fuck you." I said, "Come here Hayden." I pointed to the spot right in front of Tyrone. "Open wide bitch." "Fuck you." He yelled. Garry grabbed his nose, which made him open his mouth to breath. Hayden just watched as I pushed his cock in Tyrone's mouth. "You bite him you die." I said. Hayden moved slowly at first looking at me as if I was going to hurt him for enjoying his blowjob. He pulled out and let his cum shoot all over Tyrone's face. "Wait until I get loose." He mumbled. That made Hayden back "Don't leave" I said stepping in front of Tyrone. Garry grabbed his nose again. I shoved my cock in his mouth, it was nice and warm but not like Hayden's. I forced it in and out, making sure I touched the back of his throat. He gagged "Relax your throat and you won't chock." Hayden laughed. He did as he said and I continued my assault. Then we all heard it at the same time or did we. "HHUUUPPHH" he moaned. He moaned again as my cum shot out me cock. I held his face "Swallow" I laughed Then I let go. Hayden walked over "It taste good doesn't it?" He laughed Jason un-cuffed him and pushed him down. I knew what was next as Hayden and I showered, Tyrone gave Garry a blowjob and let Jason fuck him. After Jason bust a nut, Tyrone tried to crawl over to the corner. He had his cock in his hand and we knew what he was about to do but Garry grabbed him, stood him up, got behind and a fucked him. "Cum with me baby" Garry moaned as he let one go in Tyrone's ass. Tyrone moaned and we knew he was done. I turned around before we walked out the shower. "You are my bitch's bitch and what ever he wants you will give it." I said looking back at Tyrone. "If you don't I will let the whole dorm fuck you." Jason looked over at him, "Do you understand what he is saying?" He yelled. "Yes!" Tyrone replied, "Whatever Hayden wants I will take care of." "Or you will be fucked by the whole dorm," Garry laughed. "And right now it is 175 of us." We turned to get dress and leave. "Punk ass bitch!" Jason said spitting at him "Hayden Can I have permission to fuck him whenever I want to." "Sure, why not!" Hayden said, "That's what he was going to do to me." Then Hayden stopped and walked back to the shower "Whenever Garry and Jason want you to suck their cocks or they want to fuck you. You give it up with no problem if they tell me different you will be fucked by ever man on this dorm two room at a time." We could hear him laugh and the laugh was so eerie it sent a chill through my body. "I understand" Tyrone mumbled "I didn't hear you!" Hayden said, "What was that?" "I understand!" He said louder. "Dam!' Jason said. Hayden walked in front of us as we walked back in the dorm area. He grabbed my things and took them to our pod. That night after lights out he came down to my bunk. "I didn't like him sucking your cock!" He whispered. I looked over at him "So!" I said. "Please don't let anyone but me suck you." He whispered back. "Baby! Are you jealous?" I whispered trying not to laugh at the look on his face. "I think so!" He said, "When you stuck you cock in his mouth and he moaned I felt a knot in my stomach." "You don't have to worry." I said, "You are the only one." He crawled on top of me and kissed my lips. "Did he suck it better than I do?" He asked "Hayden! Please" I whispered, "Don't do that?" I could feel something wet on my chest, I touched his face and realized he had been crying. I rolled him over and kissed his face. I could feel my cock getting harder as I kissed him. He threw his hands around my neck. "I'm sorry KT," He whispered as I entered him. "Don't be," I whispered as a soft moan escape his lips. ** Two years into Hayden's sentence he got a call to Warden Jones office. He got up and walked over the cage. We all looked his way and went back to what we were doing. "Man does he ever talk?" Garry asked. "To KT." Jason laughed. I just shook my head. After an hour I looked back wondering where he was. I had just played my card when we heard the big metal door open. "Here comes your girlfriend." Tony laughed. I looked back as Hayden walked right past me. We all watched, as he walked straight to our pod no glance our way or smile. "His parents were killed this morning." CO Johnson leaned down and whispered. "Go!" Jason said. I walked up to our pod and looked at Hayden sitting in the corner on floor, he was just staring he didn't say a word. "Hayden!" I called from the door. He looked up at me not saying a word. It was chow time, I tried to get him to go eat but he just sat there on the floor. "Baby!" He finally said, "Go eat something." "Don't do anything crazy." I said before turning to walk away. I ate quickly and hurried back to the dorm. I walked in to him lying on my bunk asleep. Something about Hayden had pulled me to him, I felt concerned for him like a man would for his woman. The fact that I had been fucking him for 2 years had nothing to do with it. "She made me like this," He whispered as I stared at him. "Who?" I asked. "My mother!" He said sitting up "She wanted a girl so bad. She would dress me up in girl clothes. I never got a chance to explain about the picture" "You don't have too." I said "Yes I do." He replied, "The man in the picture was my uncle that died. He had been molesting me for years. He had pictures and movies, his maid found everything and was upset that he left everything in his Will to Clair and me. She said she would show everything to my father. I was embarrassed and hurt but I agreed to do what she wanted. Clair paid her but it wasn't enough. My best friend beat me up after she mailed the pictures to him. He went to school and showed everyone, I was ousted." "You don't have to tell me anymore." I said. "Yes I do!" He said as tears rolled down his face "She made me like this. I was already confused about my sexuality when some of the football players talked about how soft I was. I lost it and ran out the school. I started drinking; I got in my car one day drunk and destroyed a lot of property. I didn't see the people in the car" "That's enough!" I said sitting down next to him. "She made me like this!" He said again "instead of therapy they ignored everything." "So now what?" I asked as he stared at the wall. "I inherit everything." He said "My cousin Claire will be acting on my behalf until I get out." We heard someone clearing his throat from the door. "You all right." Jason asked Hayden "Yeah I guess." Hayden got up off my bunk and climbed in his. "Sorry about your parents" Jason said, "You have KT, he will always have your back." I looked at him like he was crazy. "Things will be different when I leave here." Hayden said, "KT won't be there to love and protect me." I looked at Jason and nodded my head for him to keep it moving. "I know you don't love me." He said, "I just want to believe I have someone." "I will be here as long as you want me too." I said. That night Hayden decided that he didn't want to pay for the extra security to go to the funeral. "Come down here." I said as he laid in his bunk. He climbed down and laid on my bunk with is head on my chest. "I love you." He said kissing my chest. "Hayden!" I whispered. "Love isn't a luxury you can have in this place." "I understand." He whispered "Would it be wrong to ask you to make love to me?" "How about tonight I just hold you." I said. He nodded and I knew he wasn't happy about me not having sex with him. "Hayden!" I called "I can't take you home to my mother." He looked up at me 'She wouldn't understand." "I understand." He whispered taking a deep breath. "I'm not gay Hayden." I said. "Who are you trying to convince?" Hayden whispered back before sitting up "Hayden please!" I said "Sounds like you are trying to convince yourself not me." He got up and climbed into his bunk. "Don't worry I will be fine without you." "Hayden get your ass back down here." I yelled kicking the bottom of his bunk. "Fuck you KT" He yelled "Lover's quarrel" Someone yelled from their pod I turned over and went to sleep. I figured there was no reason to argue with him about us. I couldn't take him home to my mother as if what we where doing was normal. The next morning I thought things would be over the conversation the night before didn't go in the right direction. I felt bad about hurting Hayden's feelings. "Hayden" I called as I stood up "About last night." He said turning around "I'm sorry." He leaned over and kissed my lips. "Dam! This shit is getting out of control." I thought "And hard." "I'll make it up tonight." Hayden said getting off his bunk. That night he did just what he said, he sucked me off three times before falling asleep in my arms. ** Hayden's time was up, three years went by fast; I tried to do something special for him the night before they would remove him from the dorm. "Hayden, baby." I said standing up and reaching my hand out to him. "I can't make you my woman in the real world but in here.' He put his finger to my lips. I pulled him close so we could slow dance to the music that was coming from one of the other pods. As I laid him down on my bunk, I knew my life would never be the same without him. I placed his legs on my shoulder; grabbing the lotion I made sure I lubricated his hole real good. "Kevin" He whispered before I entered him. "I love you." I pushed in, leaned forward and kissed his lips "I love you, too." As I moved in and out of him, I stared in his eyes. "I meant what I said about loving you." I whispered. He held on tight as I moved in and out of him, until we both exploded. He stayed in my arms the rest of the night. "Hayden" I called shaking him. "I know get in my bunk" He laughed getting up. I stood up kissing him one last time. "I will be home soon" I said, "We can always be friends." The doors opened and he walked out. "See you on the outside." Hayden said before my door slammed shut. I grabbed the letter that I had received months earlier and knew it wouldn't be long before I would be home to my family and Hayden.