0 comments/ 139877 views/ 23 favorites Betrayed By My Body Ch. 01 By: tednu My name is Dave Rogers, 35 years old, 5'9" and a 168-pounds of good health. I am what you might call handsome, in a youthful looking way. If I had any complaints it would be my body is void of hair except on my head and a little blond hair around my privates. My chest and legs are as smooth as a woman's and has at times, when I was younger, caused me embarrassment. But in my adult life until now this had been no problem or interfered with my sex life. I have a high sex drive and I am easily sexually excited – I now wish this was not true. I work for an electronics company and I am employed in the computer division and have access to a lot of soft ware and this is what got me into trouble. I made copies of several high priced programs for myself. Even thought the company will prosecute you for this many employees never the less still do it and very few if any ever get caught, at least until now. I got caught. The head of my division, Bill Neems, called me in late one Friday evening, "Dave, could you stay a little late this evening? I need to go over a few things with you." This was a break I had never expected. Mr. Neems had bypassed my departmental boss and wished to speak to me directly. After ten years maybe I was going to move from foreman to department manger. Not suspecting a thing, but hoping for everything, I readily agreed to call my girl and tell her I had to pass on our date this evening. This was disappointing to me as I was looking forward to a great evening of sex. Unknown to me, I would have an evening of sex, but sex as I had never known or would ever have imagined possible - not even in it in my wildest dreams. After my department had closed for the day I took the elevator up to Mr. Neems' office on the top floor. His was the only office on that floor and as soon as I got off the elevator I was at the reception area to his office. His office manager was just leaving and told me to go on back to Mr. Neems' office as he was expecting me. On entering his office I saw him seated behind his desk. What surprised me was that he had on a robe and his hair was damp but he explained he had just finished playing racket ball at the executives' club and had just got out of the shower. Smiling at me he said, "Have a seat," and motioned to a chair in front of his desk. "Care for a drink?' Mr. Neems asked smiling at me. "I'm going to have a Scotch, want one? "The same please," I answered, as I sat down expecting the best and was no way prepared for what was about to befall me. We made some small talk as I consumed my Scotch. It was good Scotch but for some reason tasted a little bitter. I passed that off as being a brand I had never tried. "Well so much for the small talk," stated Mr. Neems. "I have something very important to discuss with you...as of today a great change is going to come onto your life. I leaned forward with expectations running high and thoughts of a wonderful promotion swimming through my head. But in the next few minutes not only was all these great expectations gone, but life as I now knew it would be gone. Handing me another drink Mr. Neems returned to his chair and solemnly spoke, "Dave, you are in serious trouble...and I don't know if I can help you, or I should say I don't know if I want to." My life passed before my eyes, I had never expected this. In my numbness I drained my glass that tasted even more bitter than before. "Tro...trouble?" I stammered, wondering what he was talking about. "Let me show you. Watch the TV screen," he ordered as he opened his desk drawer and started typing on his keyboard. He had his computer hooked to the large TV screen. Instantly the screen lit up and a menu of the company personal page appeared. He strolled down to Security and typing in his access code he opened the file and strolled down to my name. After clicking on my name he next clicked on a box showing my home PC was tied into the company computer. Even though I am computer 'wise' what he did next amazed me. He tapped into my PC and opened my file log. He then typed in something that caused all my hidden files to appear. I knew I was doomed then because the names of all the company files it was unlawful for me to have immediately appeared. "The last man that stole these files is doing 20 years in the Federal Pen," stated Mr. Neems. I just numbly nodded my head 'yes' because I knew this was true, as I had heard about this man from a Supervisor just last week. "He was an asshole, I did not even think about trying to help him...but you..." stated Mr. Neems looking closely at me. "Oh please help me," I begged. "I'll do anything," I pleaded, hoping upon hope that Neems would help me. "We'll see," he replied in a hard voice. "Now stand up..." he ordered. I quickly arose and then froze as he gave his next order, "Take your clothes off," he demanded. "Wh...what? Er...I..." I stammered. "Now! If you want me to help you," he snapped. Still not understanding but realizing I had no choice I stripped which was not hard as I had on no under clothes as I was expecting to be striping for my girl and not a guy. Humiliated and ashamed I stood naked before him. I tried to cross my hands in front of me to hide my penis and lack of pubic hair. But he would not allow me even this much cover. "Put your hands at your side and come here," he ordered. Blushing, I removed my hands and started around the desk. Catching a glimpse of a look that he quickly erased from his face, I had the sudden thought, "Neems is a fucking pervert." Although this was in part true it was mild to what was about to happen to me. Standing naked in front of him I felt as if my whole upright world had collapsed. It had and more was to come. Shaking his head, he smiled at me, Yes...I just may help you stay out of the pen." He then did something no other man had ever done; he reached out and took hold of my cock. I started to pull back but the words, "...help you stay out of the pen," made me summit to him playing with my cock. He then reached up with his other hand and pinched one of my nipples. It was then my body started betraying me. My nipples are about 3/8 inch and get even bigger when they are played with. Next to playing with my cock, when they are played with, I become highly sexually aroused. My fool of a body did not even care that it was a man pinching my nipples and playing with my cock and lustfully my body betrayed me. My cock that had been shriveled up in shame now began to grow with a mind of its own. "Oh, like that, don't you?" gloated Neems grinning up at me. "Yea, look at that baby grow." To my utter shame it was true...my nipples were hard and aroused and now my cock was throbbing in his hand. But along with my growing shame and cock, I was beginning to feel a strange sexual arousal or submissiveness that was numbing my thinking (I found out latter my drinks had been spiked with a drug to make me more sexual permissive). Neems let go of my hard nipple and cock to shrug off his robe. He was completely naked beneath it and his own cock was standing straight out. His cock was about eight inches long, as big as round as a quarter, uncut and drooling pre-cum. I did not mean to stare but I had never been this close to a naked man, much less a naked man with a big cock. "Like it huh? You'll get to 'meat' it up close soon enough." Then before what he had said could sink in he started playing with my cock and nipples. Much as I tried not to my body was responding. I damn near fainted when he leaned over and took my cock into his mouth. I love having my cock sucked by women, but this was the first man who had ever put his mouth on my cock. I had heard men could suck cock better and in just a few sucks from his hot mouth even as ashamed and humiliated as I was, I knew this was true. So lost was I to having my cock sucked (and the drugs) I never realized what was happening when he pulled his mouth off my cock and took hold of both my nipples. My moans of pleasure turned to moans of pain as he pulled me to my knees by my nipples. On my knees, his cock was just inches from my face. "Take hold of my cock," he demanded. "No way," I thought, but before I could voice my thoughts he really clamped down on my enlarged nipples. "NOW!" he demanded again. "Or spend 20 years wishing you had..." Realizing I was trapped, I timidly reached out and took hold of the first cock I had ever touched beside mine. Although I was shamed beyond measure, I was surprised by how it felt. It was hot, hard and soft all at the same time. When I touched it, it throbbed in my hand causing some of his wet pre-cum to run down on my hand. "Good boy," he hissed. "Now rub it all over your face...at least 20 times," he added to remind me the penalty if I did not rub his drooling cock on my face. Reluctantly and disgraced I rubbed his cock over my face leaving a trail of wet pre-cum on my face that was burning with shame. "That feels so fucking good...now rub it on your sweet lips and give it 20 kisses," he moaned. Aware of his threat, I rubbed it on my lips and gave my first ever cock kiss, actually 20 kisses, and awaited for the order I new was to come. "Now suck it..." he ordered. "No...please...I've never...no...please don't make me...please...I'm not gay...please don't make me do this Mr. Neems," I begged, thoroughly repulsed at the thought of putting a man's cock in my mouth. Harshly taking my head in his hands he roughly tilted my head up till I was looking him straight in the eye. "Look pussy...you liked me sucking your cock...now you are going to suck mine and anything else I want whenever I want. No more 20-20 games. You'll do what I want and when I want or you'll do twenty years...Do I make my self clear?" he demanded. Fully humiliated and defeated, I whispered, "Y..yesss." "Yes what? He harshly demanded. "Yes I'll...I'll suck your cock or what ever you want," I answered shivering from the dread of "What ever you want," might mean. I hated Neems but I was too damn scared of what he could do to me to resist. I knew I was about to, for the first time, have a man put his cock in my mouth. But even here I was wrong; he made ME put his cock in my mouth. "That's better," Neems replied, "But you better damn well give me a damn good blow job and I mean suck my cock like your very life depends on it because it DOES! Now get to it." Scarred and terrified out of my mind that he was going to send me to prison, I reached for his cock and after rubbing it over my dry lips and kissing it hoping I might please him I took my first cock in my virgin mouth. It is here I must give voice to something that still troubles me. Because I was so repulsed at the idea of putting a man's cock in my mouth I was afraid that I might become nauseated, gag and throw-up all over Neems. But instead of feeling sickened, I felt something else that I still find hard to define. When the head of his cock wet with pre-cum pushed pass my lips I felt a sexual exotica that excited me in a way unfamiliar to me. His pre-cum tasted a lot like 'pussy juice' and I love pussy juice so the taste instead of hindering me helped me to continue my journey into cock sucking. This coupled with Neems' erotic moans of sexual satisfaction as his cock slid into my mouth was, in spite of myself, opening a new type of sexuality that I could not understand or explain. In short (maybe because of the drugs, maybe because of the fear of prison, maybe because of something I had never known before), I found myself wanting to suck Neems' cock. Even this thought as it raced through my mind caused me more shame and humiliation. But nonetheless, my sexuality took over and my body betrayed me. I, though shamed and humiliated, willingly sucked his cock. I licked, kissed, and bobbed my head up and down on his cock like some slut. This so turned Neems on that he stood up and really began to fuck my face. Each in stroke went a little deeper into my mouth and soon was sliding pass my gag point. Maybe it was because of the down angle caused by him standing, it might have been the drugs, or it may have been my state of sexual insanity, but soon I took his whole cock deep into my no longer virgin throat. On the deep in strokes his big ball sac would bounce off my chin. Not only was I for the first time in my life sucking a man's cock, but I was deep throating that cock. In short, I was being face fucked and my mouth had become Neems pussy. But strangely I was not repulsed or revolted (that would come later), instead, I was willingly yielding my mouth to be fucked by Neems' throbbing cock. This sexual power over me was also bringing Neems to a sexual high that he was giving voice to. "YESSSS!! Suck that cock...yea baby you are a natural...man I have never fucked a face pussy like you. YEAAA BITCH TAKE IT ALL, make me cum...ohhh now..NOW SUCK MY CUMMMMMM!" shouted Neems as he wildly fucked my mouth. I could feel his cock growing in my mouth and I knew I was about to eat a load of cum. His first shot hit the back of my mouth with such force that I almost choked so instead of thinking about to swallow or not, I swallowed to keep from choking. Neems must not have cum for a month. He pumped load after load into my mouth and throat. There was so much that some ran out my mouth and down my chin. His pre-cum may have tasted like pussy juice, but I can tell you his man cum did not. It had a somewhat salty but sweet taste. Again, to my surprise, I sort of liked the taste of his man cum in my mouth. I sucked and licked on Neems' cock till he pulled away. Then pulling me to my feet he went to his knees and swallowed my cock all in one swoop. It only took a few minutes for Neems' talented mouth to cause me to unload my pent up cum. I could not help my self, as I cum in his mouth I moaned over and over, "Ohhhhso fucking gooood..yesssss." After Neems had drained my cock dry and licked it clean he stood up and pulled me tight against him. His damn cock was rock hard again and was pressed against my spent cock. Neems then pressed his lips against mine to give me a kiss. At first I started to turn away, but realized I was still under his power, besides, what the fuck was a man kiss. After all I had just sucked a man's cock, ate a man's cum and let him suck my cock and eat my cum, a fucking kiss was nothing compared to all that. I let him kiss my bruised lips. Here again I was surprised, Neems was a good kisser. His lips were soft and tender and as his tongue flicked across my lips I opened my mouth and let him tongue fuck me. His tongue was a lot gentler that his cock that was now throbbing against my stomach. I knew that probably in a few minutes instead of his tongue in my mouth I would again have his cock. This was not to be, He had something far different planed for me, something that would make me beg him to let me suck his cock. But my begging would be to no avail, instead of fucking my face again, Neems was going to fuck my ass, my virgin ass... If you have any comments please email me. Betrayed By My Body Ch. 01 Shanna, my girlfriend can be pretty sneaky sometimes. Like today, for instance, when she came home early from school and caught me watching porn. "Baby! I was going to be home in like an hour. You couldn't have waited for me?" Fuck. That extremely eloquent phrase was about all that went through my head when the door to our bedroom suddenly opened and she walked in. I hadn't been expecting her for another hour at least, she was supposed to be in class right now, English 1150 or something. I hurriedly tried to close down the browser window. It wasn't that I was looking at anything kinky but I was pretty embarrassed that she'd caught me with my shorts around my ankles and my dick in my hand. "Wait, why are you closing that down? Are you looking at weird stuff?" Shanna demanded, storming over to try to catch a glimpse of what I was clicking on. "No babe, I'm just... I wasn't... it was just normal porn, nothing weird," I stammered out, trying to quickly open up another program and pretend I'd been doing something else while at the same time pulling my shorts up my legs. I only half succeeded in either case, my dick ended up trapped by the waist band, jutting up against my stomach obscenely, and I couldn't quite get all the windows closed. The pop up add showing a teaser from a webcam show with a busty MILF touching herself was still centered on my screen. "Besides, I'm done, I'm working on homework now. See?" "Done? Your dick is still hard. You just say that because I walked in. Show me what you were trying to hide from me. Let me see your history." She glared down at me, her hands gripping her hips. An expression that said I'd better shower her or else the only hand on my dick would be mine for the next month. "Fine," I said, flustered that she was making me pull up the video I'd been stroking off to. "See? It's just a video of two people fucking, nothing weird." She didn't say anything for a moment as she read through my browser history. I took a moment to thank god I hadn't been looking at anything weird this time. The video that loaded was of a petite blonde bent over the arm of a couch and getting slammed from behind by some muscle bound guy with a shaved head. The guy annoyed me but I had to admit that the sight of her tiny pussy stretching around a cock that was almost half as wide as her waist was pretty hot. My penis agreed and started pulsing. My girlfriend noticed the movement as she looked on over my shoulder. "Oh my god, are you getting off on this again?" Shanna gasped, reaching down my chest to grip my cock tightly. I moaned in reply. "I shouldn't be so nice to you," she said, dragging her nails down my cock until she was cupping my balls. She gave them a quick but firm squeeze. "But I will be today. So if you want to watch porn and jerk off thats ok but it's going to be on my terms." She released my and went over to the closet, pulling one of my ties off of its hanger. "Put your hand behind your back," she ordered. I obeyed, pushing them through the gap between the back of the chair and the seat. The soft silk of the tie bit snuggly into my wrists. She grabbed the waistband of my shorts and pulled them back down to the floor. Since I hadn't been wearing a shirt I now sat naked on the chair, my hard cock jutting up towards the ceiling, twitching in anticipation. "Alright, let's see what we can find for you to watch." She knelt by my side, using her left hand to hold my cock, idly stroking it as she moved the mouse with her right. She navigated to the porn sites main page, browsing through the newly added videos to see if there was anything worth watching. "Oo, that one looks hot, the one with the asian girl," I tried to volunteer, indicating a softcore looking video that featured a skinny asian woman licking a purple dildo. "No we need something else, something... nasty!" she grinned evilly up at me before turning her attention back to the monitor. "Hmmm, what's this category? Femdom? Do you know what that is?" My dick twitched when she named the category. I definitely knew what it was but I'd kept my interest in it a secret from her. She'd always been a pretty vanilla girl. Not innocent, mind you, she definitely love having sex. But before now the kinkiest sex we'd ever had was doing it doggy style. She'd definitely never tied me up before. I was forced to quickly come to the realization that she may have been keeping some fantasies secret from me too. I kept my eyes on the screen and shook my head in response. Unfortunately she'd picked up my cock's movement in her hand and called my bluff. "No, huh? I think your cock is saying something different. Do you like this stuff? Guys getting spanked by girls? Whips...? Strapons!" My dick twitched again and a drop of precum oozed out of the tip, leaving a glistening trail as it slid down the head to Shanna's hand, definitive proof that I did indeed like this stuff. "Looks like someone's getting excited by it." She used her thumb to rub the precum into the sensitive underside of my cock. I moaned in appreciation and my cock throbbed and pulsed in response. "Yeah, watch this video baby. You can't tell me you don't think it's hot." She clicked on a video that showed a tanned young girl with an eight inch blank strapon jutting from her waist. Her breasts were about a C-cup, huge on her small frame. Her costar was a slim man, his nipples were concealed by a pink bra and his hard dick was held against his stomach by a matching pair of panties. He had a wig and makeup on and looked surprisingly feminine despite the hard cock. The young dominatrix was kneeling between his legs, one hand guiding her toy into his asshole and the other holding his panties to the side. Her black platform leather boots were braced against the baseboard, giving her something to push off of when she began to fuck him. "No, put something else on. I don't like this stuff." But Shanna wasn't believing me. She had the evidence to the contrary in her hand. "Liar! You're rock hard, harder than you've ever been with me. I think you love this actually. I think you want to be him. Look at what she's doing. Look at that strapon. Do you like it? Do you want me to get one? Should I dress you up like that and fuck you like a bitch?" "No, no, no, I'm not into thaahhhhhh...." I moaned as she squeezed tightly and stroked me slowly. The moan ruining my attempt at protesting. "Oh my god. Your cock is leaking precum like crazy." I could feel the slickness as she scooped it all up and used it to help jack me off. She rotated her hand in a slow corkscrew motion on my cock that felt amazing. "Look," she nodded towards the screen. "She isn't letting him jack off! Not that there's much there for him to jack off anyways, his cock looks a little smaller than yours and I barely need one hand to do you. She's making him receive all his pleasure from the dick in his ass and it sure looks like he's enjoying it. You can see the precum slicing down his little cock.It's like her cock is forcing it out of him." She moved her other hand to my balls, letting the movie play by itself. With her other hand she massaged my balls, pulling them away from my body and squeezing them softly. Her left hand kept up it's slow twist on my cock. As I watched the movie I slowly became aware of a different sensation too. She was using a finger to massage the area under my balls. I could feel her touch causing a pleasurable sensation as she caressed the area, moving closer and closer towards my asshole. "Baby, don't... stop... don't touch me there. I don't want my ass played with." "No? Ok, if you prove you aren't enjoying it I'll stop. If your dick goes soft I'll move my hands, promise." She said with a smile while she kept up the slow jacking motion. "Not getting soft? Alright, I'll take that as a sign you really do like it." "No fair! You had your hand..." "Oh my god," she interrupted me. "Oh my god, he's doing it! Watch the screen baby. He's cumming without touching himself! That's so fucking hot." I couldn't help up lock my eyes on the screen as the man's body started to twitch and his dick began oozing a thick load of cum onto his chest. With every thrust the girl made more cum oozed out until is spilled down his sides. Then I felt her touch directly on my asshole and I left loose a low, drawn out moan as I too came. My orgasm ripped through my body and out my cock, splattering cum across my chest and legs. "Yes, cum for me. Cum thinking of me fucking your tight little ass with a strapon! Oh my, there's so much cum. I don't think I've ever seen you cum this much. And you're still hard!" she giggled joyously, while she ran her fingers along my cum covered chest. "Do you want more?" "No baby, I'm tired and sensitive, I don't think I could take anymore," but Shanna kept going despite my protest. She loosened her grip and lightly brushed her hand over my cock, keeping it hard and wet from all the cum that had pooled around the base. "I'll be gentle with you love." She wiped her hand on my shorts on the floor and went back to looking through the porn, browsing through the femdom videos to find something else to watch. "We need something nastier. I can't believe I didn't know you were into femdom. I wonder what else you're hiding from me. Wanna watch some shemales?" she asked, going through the list of categories on the site. "Gay stuff? Wanna watch two guys fucking?" she said with a grin. "Fuck no, there's nothing hot about two guys." "Unless they're dressed as girls but then that would be like two shemales I guess. Interracial then? Hey, what's this... cuckold? Do you know what that is?" I did but once again I kept my eyes away from her lest she realize I was hiding this fantasy too. "No, sounds weird though. What about some hardcore lesbian stuff. Backdoor lesbians or something like that?" I tried to steer the search in any direction away from the cuckold category. "Maybe," she replied. "But I want to find out what this cuckold stuff is first. Weird could be good, could be nasty!" She clicked on the category and began looking through the videos. "Huh, this is odd, It's like interracial, sorta. Like wives getting fucked by black guys. Is it a like threesomes? Or... no I see. It's like about husbands who watch their wives fucking other men! Oh that is nasty, real nasty! What do you think babe? Want to watch me fuck other men?" "No, that's wrong, you're my girlfriend. I don't want you fucking anyone else. Look, babe, I'm tired. Can you untie me? If you want I'll help you get off but I think I'm going to take a nap now." I wasn't really tired but I didn't want her to make me cum while watching cuckold porn. "Ahh, you mean you don't wanna see a big black guy plow me? Shoving his giant cock into my little pussy?" "Hell no," I protested. I tried to scoot away from her but my movements only succeeded in calling attention to the fact that I was rock hard again. The image of some black guy fucking Shanna had indeed been a fantasy of mine. "Don't you try to move away from me, you little liar! You're rock hard again. You love this shit. You really get hot thinking of see me fuck other men? Black guys with bigger cocks than yours?" I closed my eyes and shook my head, muttering no's and tried to rid my mind of the images that threatened to make me spill another load. I couldn't do it though. I couldn't push the thought of Shanna, my sweet Shanna, riding a massive black cock from my head. "Watch this one you nasty boy. Look at how she's worshiping that massive black cock. That could be me, you know. Do you want that? To see my mouth spread around a huge piece of meat like that?" She continued running her hand up and down my little cock. Tighter now and faster, trying to push me towards the edge yet again. "Oh fuck, this is getting me so hot. I need my relief first baby," she said, getting up off the floor and slipping out of her skirt and panties. She lay back on the bed and spread her legs. "Eat me little man, eat my fucking cunt!" I stumbled up off the chair, my hands still tied behind my back and my cock dripping precum. I'd been close to orgasming but Shanna wasn't in the mood to be argued with right now. It looked like she'd been turned on for a while now. Her labia was red and I could see her clit starting to peak out of its sheath. I sank to my knees at the side of the bed and leaned forward to lick up her glistening pussy. "Oh yeah, that's right baby, worship my pussy, let me tell you all about this video while you lick my cunt like a good little cuckold. Is that what you want to be? My cuckold? Don't answer, just keep licking me slut." I eagerly bent to the task, the sooner she came the sooner she could finish me off too. My rock hard cock demanded I give her my best effort. "She's on her back now on the bed. The black guy, he's so hot, is stroking his giant cock as he positions it at her pussy. He didn't eat her at all, that's for the husband to do to make his wife ready for this big cock. Oh, he's not going to... oh that's so nasty! He's making the husband come over and hold the guy's black cock against his wife's pussy! Do you wanna do that baby? Hold a cock against my tight cunt?" I groaned into her pussy because that was exactly part of my fantasy. I wanted badly to help Shanna take a huge cock. I busied myself by trapping her clit in my mouth and lashing it with my tongue. I was rewarded with a loud moan from Shanna. She pushed her pussy harder against my face and one of her hands snaked through my hair, gripping me tightly and holding me in place. "Yes, just like that baby! You eat me so well. He's fucking her now, the black guy. He turned her over and he's pounding her doggy style. Oh god she looks like she's enjoying that huge cock so much. It looks like their almost done, the black guy is slowing down. I think he's cumming inside of her. Oh that's so hot. All that cum dipping out of her married pussy. Wait... what's going... oh wow. The husband is eating her now! He's licking all that cum from her cuuuuu..." She couldn't finish the word as she crashed through an orgasm. Her screams filled the room and she snapped her thighs around my head, trapping my face against her pussy. I couldn't move away with my hands tied behind me. Her pussy shot juices into my mouth and all over my face as she road me, bucking against my lips and nose. I tried to breath through my nose but the only air I got was a brief gasp every time she arched her body off the bed. Finally, just before I thought I was going to black out she released me. I fell back gasping, fighting for breath while she continued twitching in the afterglow of the best orgasm I'd ever seen her experience. After a moment of rest she sat up with a contented sigh. "Well that was fun. We're going to have to explore this some more. I think you should go make us some dinner now while I take a shower and get cleaned up." She stood and began straightening the room, picking up a towel and throwing her dirty clothes into the laundry hamper. "Wait, what about me? I'm so hard it hurts, can you make me cum, please?" "It looks like you already did," she said, gesturing at the floor. I looked down and found a pool of clear liquid between my knees. A strand of precum still dangled from the tip of my hard dick, swinging back and forth as I moved. "Without even touching yourself it looks like. Oh well, I think that's enough for you today. Go to the kitchen and start dinner. And I better not catch you playing with yourself again either!" she called out as left the room, walking down the hall to the bathroom. Fuck, I thought once again. My cock had betrayed me and it looked like this wasn't going to be the end of it. If I read the tone of her voice right, I'd say I was soon going to experience things I'd only dreamed of. Betrayed By My Body Ch. 02 What happened next sort of bewildered me and in a way offered me the false hope that Neems was going to let me go. He took me into his private shower and both of us got under the shower, however it was Neems who washed me. It was embarrassing as hell but I endured it hoping after the shower he would send me home. Again, I was wrong. Once more I was shamed and humiliated as he insisted on giving me an enema, not once but twice. As I leaned against the shower wall I could not believe I was letting a man stick an enema tube up my ass. I pleaded with him not to, but again my begging fell on deaf ears. After the second enema he put some sort of oil in the bag and inserted the tube in my ass. The oil had a soothing affect on my freshly ‘washed’ insides. Next we went back into Neems’ office where he made me to lay on my back on a table that was about waist high. Neems then started playing with nipples and cock. Here again, my body betrayed me. When he leaned over and took my cock in his mouth it jumped rock hard. This caused Neems to pull off my cock and smile, “You really like that don’t you?” I was too embarrassed and humiliated by my own body’s betrayal to answer him – I didn’t need to – my cock answered for me. Still smiling, Neems took my cock back in his mouth and really went to work on it. But this time something new was added. As he sucked my cock he began rubbing my ass and running one finger over my oily ass bud. I was so into him sucking my cock that this, although embarrassing, never really bothered me – that is until I felt one of his oiled fingers invade my ass. This did not hurt as much as it was embarrassing. No one had ever put their finger in my ass before and I begged him please stop. Instead of answering me he just sucked harder on my disloyal cock and pinched my aroused nipples as I pleaded with him. “Please don’t…OHHHH,” I cried, as he pushed a second finger into my oiled ass. I don’t know if it was him sucking my cock, or the alcohol/drugs, or a combination of it all together, but the discomfort soon yielded to a pleasurable feeling as he sucked and fingered fucked me at the same time. The battle between the pleasure and the shameful knowledge that a man was sucking my cock and finger-fucking my ass here in broad daylight caused me to tightly shut my eyes as I tried to shut my mind. I was so immersed by pleasure verses shame that I hardly realized what was happening till I felt a searing pain in my ass. Neems had quit sucking my cock and just as quickly pulled his three fingers out of my ass and plunged his cock into my relaxed hole. Not only was the pain unbearable, but so was the knowledge – the knowledge that a man had his cock in my ass. “Noooo…please take it out! You’re killing me…please don’t…pleaseeee noooo,” I begged over and over. Neems just laughed, “ I’m not killing you! I’m fucking you!!!” “No don’t…please don’t fuck me..it hurts, pleaseeee stop. I’ll suck your cock…anything…please don’t do this to me…” I begged and pleaded thrashing about like an impaled fish. The shameful difference was that I was impaled on a man’s cock. Neems continued to push his cock further into my oiled ass till I felt his balls against me. Never had my ass ever felt so full or hurt so much. Neems remained still allowing my ass to adjust to his cock as he took great delight in having his cock lodged in a virgin ass. “Man you are one tight pussy…I’m going to enjoy taking your cherry. Have I ever hit the jackpot…you suck cock like a pro and got a hot ass just begging to be fucked. You are one hot whore” Still allowing my ass to adjust Neems took hold of my cock that had gone soft and played with it till it was rock hard. “What more could I want, a hard cock to play with and suck, a soft mouth to fuck and now a hot ass to fuck…I sure enough got me a real pussy boy!” As the truth of what he was saying sunk in, a wave of shame, defeat, and humiliation swept over me. I had let a man suck my cock…I had sucked a man’s cock and swallowed his cum and now I had a man’s cock lodged in my ass and was about to be fucked like a woman. And even worse, as I lay there impaled on a man’s cock my own cock was responding to him. I was so wrapped up in my sorrow that at first I never realized that Neems was starting to make my nightmare come true – he was slowly starting to fuck me in my ass. As I lay flat on my back with my legs spread apart like a whore’s and a man’s cock lodged in my ass I could only whimper, begging him not to fuck me. But even as I begged, my body was betraying me…the pain had lessened and something new and strange was taking over. An erotic and afore unknown sexual arousing was stirring in my groin. Each time his cock would ‘bump’ my prostate gland, my own cock would respond. This sexual stimulation was not lost on Neems. “Just a closet pussy-boy, aren’t you?” gleefully taunted Neems, taking special care that his cock continued to massage my prostate gland. “Man look at your cock drooling! You love having my cock in your ass – don’t you?” “Nooo, nooo, please stop…pleaseee…” I begged, fully knowing that somehow Neems was right…Although I was shamed and humiliated and did not want him to fuck me in my ass, for some inexplicable reason, what had at first been excruciating pain, now was a pleasurable erotic sensation. All I could do was shake my head no as I moaned over and over, :No, oh please noooo.” My ‘nos’ were no longer “No please don’t fuck me,” but now had become directed to myself, “No, please body…please don’t enjoy having a man’s cock thrusting in and out. Please don’t let this feel good. Please don’t like being fucked in the ass.” It was almost as if Neems could read my thoughts. “Your ass likes being pounded…Doesn’t it!! My cock is taking to heights you never knew existed and you LOVE IT!! Your virgin ass loves being fucked! YES!!!” shouted Neems as he really started fucking me and all the time talking ‘fuck talk’ to me. “OH YES!! What an ass…man you are one tight fuck…oh man your ass is milking my cock…oh fuck yess soooo goooood. Fuck me! Fuck me good!” urged Neems over and over as he challenged me to admit I liked him fucking my ass. “Come on boy!! Fuck me, fuck me hard you know you like it…come on boy...hump that ass up to me...ohhh fuckkk I’m going to cum…Take it, take it all!” Neems cried as I felt his hot cum spew into my no longer virgin ass. As I felt Neems’ cum explode in my ass and his hard man pole pressed tight against my prostate my own sexual stimulation was not to be denied. Both things happened against my ‘straight’ will, but exploded forth from hidden sexual feeling I never knew existed in me. Most embarrassing of all was for the first time in my life, my own cock shot its load of cum without even being touched. It shot its load of cum not thinking about fucking a woman, but from being fucked in the ass by a man’s hard cock. The second thing against my will was I shouted, “YES!!” as I wrapped my legs around Neems and thrust my ass up hard against his pounding cock as my cock spewed forth its large load of cum. My body had willingly yielded up my ass and my ass had responded to the fucking Neems’ cock had given it. My ass had willingly yielded up its virginity and had fully responded to being fucked by Neems’ hard cock. Neems was laying on top of me wedging my cock and cum between us as he kissed me and crooned over and over, “WOW!! I have never fucked the cum out of anyone before…NEVER!! Man you are one hot fuck…man your ass pussy sucked me dry. What a fuck. Oh baby I knew you’d like it…man what a piece of ass…Damn your ass is still sucking on my cock! Man your ass was born to be fucked and drain cocks. Man I can’t wait to share this...” It was true, no matter how hard I was trying to resist the sexual aura brought about by Neems thoroughly fucking me I could not. My ass was still trying to ‘suck’ more cum from the cock lodged in it. I lay there numb with shame, disgrace and disgust. A man had just ruthlessly fucked me and my body had readily responded to it. I had yielded up ass and now lay there with legs wrapped around a man, a man’s cum in my stomach, and a man’s cock still in my ass as his cum seeped out around his cock. I had been thoroughly fucked at both ends and my body had willingly yielded to it. As a matter of fact, my body not only had yielded to Neems’ cock, but had shamelessly and willingly responded to his cock fucking both my mouth and ass and filling them with his cum. If this knowledge was not frightful enough, his words, “Man I can’t wait to share this,” brought home to me my body being used as cock attraction was far from over and I was soon to find just how much my body would really betray me. If you have enjoyed this write me and let me know. I try to answer all my mail. Thanks, Ted Betrayed By My Body Ch. 03 After being thoroughly fucked by Neems I was promoted to Supervisor in charge of export of both software and hardware. Because supervising the shipment of computers and other hardware involved going in and out of the warehouse my dress suit was replaced (at Neems’ request) by a lose jump-suit. The front of the jump suit did not have buttons but a sipper that opened both down or up. This was for bathroom calls and as I found out, also for Neems’ connivance. Neems loved to play with my cock. In the elevator he would back up against me and open my sipper and fondle my cock. Other times, if no one was around, he would slide the sipper down and give me a ‘quickie’ suck job. Neems sure loved cock. If we were in his office, he would make me take the suit completely off and walk around naked in front of him. This would always end with me either sucking his cock or being fucked in my ass till I could hardly walk. After the first few times my body again started betraying me. Just showing myself naked and knowing the affect I was having on Neems started giving me a perverse pleasure. Against my conscious will, my unconscious will driven by lustful sexual desires, began to look forward to being naked and teasing Neems. Sometimes when I would walk towards him I would sort of twist my ass making my cock sway back and forth which caused it to remain in a semi-hard state. I hated my self for doing things like this just as I hated the unwanted erotic sexual pleasure I was beginning to get from sucking Neems’ cock and being fucked by him. Even more confusing was the fact I had started dodging my girl friend and her advances for sex pleading that in my new position I had to work and my new duties completely wore me out (which they did, my sexual duties, that is). Of further bewilderment to me was that even when I was alone, I stayed almost always in a constant state of erection thinking about Neems sucking my cock or me having my mouth or ass full of his hard throbbing cum spewing cock. Could I be turning gay? Or at the least bi? Surprisingly, it was Neems, himself, who helped me deal with this cloud of unwanted sexual confusion I was experiencing. I had temporally forgot what Neems had said the first time he had fucked me, “Man...I can’t wait to share this.” At first I thought he was going to make me suck other men’s cocks and let them fuck me. However, when nothing happened the first week, I figured that he meant he was going to verbally share his sexual adventures with one of his gay friends. I had come the conclusion that he was gay as were a very large number of the people we did business with. This sure offset any thought I had of threatening him with me going to tell clients he was gay if he did not quit making (?) me suck his cock and letting him fuck my ass when ever he wanted. He had me and I knew it. Thus I lulled myself into believing I would not have to suck or be fucked by anyone except Neems and no one else would ever know that I regularly sucked cock and had my ass fucked by a man. All this ended late one afternoon when I was paged to go to his private office. When I entered Neems’ office Neems was in his robe as he generally was when he wanted sex with me, but this time his office manager, Tom, was setting over on one of the big couches also in a robe. This was not too surprising as I knew they often played racquet ball together. They had probably played and then had a shower and now we were going to discuss some account. We were – my sexual account! Neems first words to me were, “Show me what you got!” meaning get naked. “B...bu...but,” I stammered, looking from him to where Tom sat. Neems whispered one word, “Twenty,” and I knew he meant 20 years for the software I had pirated. I turned beet red with embarrassment and humiliation as I pulled the zipper down on my jump suit and stepped out of it facing Neems. Because of being humiliated by Neems in front of another man, my cock was as limp as an old dishrag. As Neems arose from his desk he ordered me to face Tom. As I shamefully turned to face Tom I was even more stunned, there playing on the large TV was a video of me sucking Neems’ cock and then showing me with my legs wrapped around him begging him to fuck me harder. I froze with astonishment; I had already guessed that Neems had some pictures from his private security camera, but not to this extent with sound and vividly showing me sucking and being fucked from different angles. “Don’t worry,” said Neems, “Tom has seen it all. Who do you think filmed it?” This explained why whenever I showed up at Neems’ office Tom would leave – he was taping all my sexual acts with Neems. I was devastated, not only had I sucked a man’s cock and been repeatedly fucked in the ass as I begged for more, but now someone else knew. It made no difference that some of it was role-playing to satisfy Neems, the message in the film was the same – it showed I loved sucking cock and being fucked in my ass by a man. I couldn’t bear to look up at Tom. Neems walked up behind me and put his arms around me. He was naked and I could feel his hardening cock pressed against my bare ass. Turning me towards Tom, Neems told him “watch this.” Neems began by rubbing and pinching my nipples, which he knew, made me hot. Without even a second thought my body disregarded the turmoil of my mind and began responding to Neems’ advances. I could feel his pre-cum wet cock pressed tightly against my ass. So completely did my body yield to Neems’ sexual manipulations that nothing else mattered, “Ohhh,” I moaned leaning my head back on Neems’ shoulder as my cock stood out ramrod straight. From far away I could hear Neems telling Tom, “Ted is a natural born bitch. Look at his cock drool just thinking about having my cock in his ass.” “Oh fuck this can’t be happening to me. I can’t be turned on like this in front of witnesses.” But even as I fought for control, I knew my body was winning and if Neems wanted, I would let him fuck me in front of Tom. “Damn! Look at his cock drool just from having his tits played with and your cock rubbed on his ass,” exclaimed Tom. “I thought it might have been put-on in the videos, but he really wants your cock. He really likes to suck cock and be fucked. Wow!!” I numbly watched as Tom stood up and dropped his robe. His cock was hard and pointed straight at me. Looking at his cock without even thinking I wet my lips as my ‘body’ wondered what it would taste like. Seeing me wet my lips as I stared at Tom’s cock Neems knew he had won. He knew no matter what my mouth said, my body loved cock. He then took hold of my cock and led me over to the padded table he had installed especially to fuck me on. Backing me up to the table be put his arms around me tight and started French kissing me. At first numbly I let him kiss me as he pressed his hard cock into mine. But soon, even though this was happening in front of another man, my body once again responded to Neems and I began willing returning his kisses. Putting my hand on his cock Neems made me speak, “Tell Tom what you want me to do to you.” Standing there with Neems’ cock in my hand and pre-cum oozing out of mine, I was forced both by my body and Neems’ power over me to admit I wanted his cock in me. “I want your cock,” I softly whispered. “Speak up so Tom can hear,” Neems ordered. Losing my last bit of dignity and self-respect, I yielded to my body’s sexual desire and Neems power over me. Looking Neems in the eye I said, “I want you to fuck me.” Then Neems pushed me, hard cock and all, back onto the table. Then using lube that he kept in the drawer he began finger fucking my ass until I began to moan and squirm with desire. With his fingers still lodged in my willing ass Neems leaned over and kissed me. Although not wanting to, I responded to his finger fucking and kisses. Almost as if he could see the fight going on between my lustful desire to be fucked in my ass and my shame for giving in, Neems whispered to me, “Ted, you know what your problem is? It’s you are too caught up in profiles and labels. You are so worried about if you are straight, bi, or gay, that you try to hold back your feelings. I know you love having your cock sucked, I know you love sucking my cock by the way you do it, and I know you love being fucked by the way you get into it. So don’t worry about trying to figure out a label for your self, just let your self go, you don’t need a label to enjoy your self, just react with your feelings as they come.” Neems made sense, trying to label myself kept me under a cloud of uncertainty and doubt. No wonder my body had betrayed me – it wanted to enjoy its new found sexual utopia, it wanted to suck cocks and fuck cocks till it was unable to move. I now realized this indeed was what I wanted – I wanted to turn my self completely over to the joy of being impaled on a hard throbbing cock in my mouth and in my ass. I wanted to enjoy these new sexual feelings that brought me pleasures I had never dreamed existed. I wanted to be able to at least admit to my self– I loved sucking and fucking cocks. With my newfound discovery and freedom from my old worries, I gave my self completely over to my newfound love and unleashed my craving for sucking cock and having my ass thoroughly fucked. Looking him in the eye, I whispered, “Yes, you are right I do love sucking and being fucked. I want to enjoy sucking and fucking cocks all the time. Then moving his fingers from my ass, I took his cock and placed it against my well lubed and cock hungry ass. Wrapping my arms and legs around Neems I unleashed all my pent up sexuality and humped him like the cock slut I knew I was. As his cock pounded my ass I begged him over and over, “Ohhhh fuck me hard stud...pour the cock to me...pound my ass...ohhhh yesss now...Ohhh fuck my ass till I can’t walk! Ride me like the slut I am. Ohhhh soooo fucking good! FUCK ME!! FUCK ME HARD!!!” Opening my eyes I saw Tom had moved over to the table and was slowly stroking his cock as he watched me get the fucking of my new life. Tom’s hard cock was just inches from my face. Completely in love with cocks and in the throes of my new sexual utopia I reached out and grabbed Tom’s cock and guided it into my mouth and sucked it. Neems seeing my mouth being fucked by Tom’s cock started pounding my humping ass harder and harder. “Oh fuck!” I moaned around Tom’s cock as it sled into my cock hungry mouth. I couldn’t believe it, I was being fucked at both ends and loving ever inch of it. I bucked, fucked, and sucked, like a whore gone crazy. After finding my way, thanks to Neems, out of my doubt and self inflicted uncertainty, I was indeed a whore who could not get enough cock. “Fuck me! Fuck me at both ends! OH Yesssss give it to me,” I screamed in my mind in unison with my body as both cocks plunged deep into my hungry throat and ass. My wild and unbridled sucking and fucking soon had Neems and Tom to the brink of filling me with their love nectar. “Oh fuck!! What A mouth...what a cock slut,” shouted Tom as he grabbed my head and fucked my cock hungry mouth. “Oh fuck what a mouth pussy...oh shit he’s taking it all. Oh fuck!! I’m Cumming!!! Suck it dry...yessss” shouted Tom as his cock flooded my mouth so full of his cum that I could not swallow it all and it started running out my mouth. Seeing my mouth full of cock and covered with cum caused Neems to dump his load deep in my ass-pussy. I could feel his cock unloading deep in my ass. As Tom’s cock slipped from my cum covered mouth I wrapped my legs and arms around Neems. Digging my fingers in his back as my legs locked around him, I fucked his cock with all my might. “Fuck me...fuck me hard! Oh fuck...fill me! Ohhh fuck me deep...Ohhh YES!!! Fill my ass with your cum,” I pleaded holding Neems tight against my ass as he filled me with his cum. The feel of two cocks fucking me on both ends and filling me with cum, caused me for the second time in my life to shoot my load of cum without even touching my cock, only this time I was not ashamed, I was proud to have the cum fucked out of me as I screamed and thrashed about on Neems cock lodged deep inside of my ass as Tom’s cum ran out of my well fucked mouth. Holding Tom’s cock in my hand and holding my ass tightly on Neems’ cock I smiled and begged them, “Do it again...please do it again...fill me with your cocks!” and they did. Talking about sexual fulfillment...Now I was one well-fucked, and sexually satisfied beyond my wildest dreams, cock slut. I unashamedly wanted to suck cock and be fucked over and over till I couldn’t move. With his cock still lodged deep in my ass as Tom rubbed his cock over my lips, Neems told Tom, “Boy I can’t wait till we go to our convention...” As I savored my ass and mouth being full of cock, I wondered what Neems meant by that. “Why can’t he wait,” I wondered. I would soon find out. Thanks for reading my story. Please write and let me know what you think. I love receiving mail and I answer it all. Thanks, Ted