0 comments/ 8706 views/ 4 favorites Paul's Journey By: paulskins This is my first submission here. I don't claim to be a good writer. I just write things that I like. There are so many stories running through my head that I will more than likely write more. Constructive criticism is welcome. Negative comments will be ignored. If you like it, then it's great. If you don't, it isn't going to bother me. I write more for myself than anyone else. Having said all that, enjoy. All characters are 18 or older and purely fictional. ***** People always think twins get along the best. Like we have some kind of psychic connection that lets us see into each other's mind. People assume that we are so alike that there is no way anything could cause us to fight. If you are not a twin you wouldn't really understand what twins go through. Imagine having someone that you had to share everything with. Punishment was even something we shared. It is hard to find your own identity when your parents force you to be the same. I was born on a hot night in August. The only problem with that is that my twin brother was born one minute earlier. Technically, Eric is my older brother. An advantage he was always shoving into my face every chance he got. I often wondered how things would have gone had I been born first. My parents didn't believe in this whole oldest gets the benefits kind of idea, however, kids will exploit any advantage they have over their siblings. I guess Eric and I got along ok. We acted a lot like other brothers. We liked to hang out and do stuff together. Eric and I always had each other's back. When he tried to stand up to a school bully and the bully laughed at him. I was there to back him up. The bully got scared and backed down. I guess the thought of fighting both of us was a little more than he could chew. There were other times when Eric would get into trouble and his dear younger brother would bail him out. Eric was kind of a ladies man. Sometimes he would mess with some other guy's lady and I would have to smooth things over. Why wouldn't they love the guy? He was 6'4", about 175lbs, and had hazel eyes. Plus, and I hate the fact that I know this; he had an 8" dick. What wasn't to love? I, on the other hand, was 5'10" and 200lbs. That's right I was the fat kid. I have heard all the fat jokes. It never really bothered me. I couldn't have cared less what other people thought of my weight. I was too busy enjoying the gobs and gobs of horrible food I was eating. I didn't realize how bad I had gotten until I was a 21 year old virgin. With an average six inch penis, no wonder I wasn't getting laid. It is amazing how sex can be a great motivator to lose weight. What most people don't get is that losing weight isn't about going on diets and starving oneself. It is all about life change. You want to lose the weight you have to change your life not just the food. So, I started eating more vegetables, fruits, whole grain wheat, and white meats only. I also started to work out. I didn't do a lot of muscle building, my goal was to work on my cardio and lose the weight. Low and behold, by the time I had reached my junior year in college I was at a very trim 140lbs. At my biggest, I had reached 280lbs. I lost a whole other person off of my body and I felt great. My confidence was at an all-time high as well, especially since I had a girl come up to me and ask me out, while I was having lunch at the snack bar. "HI my name is Christy." "Hi Christy, my name is Paul. Please have a seat." "Thank you." "So Christy, what is it that I can help you with?" "You don't have much experience with women do you?" "No, not really." "I think that it's kind of cute. Do you maybe want to go somewhere and get a coffee?" "Absolutely!" "Great let's go." We spent the better part of the afternoon talking about all kinds of things. That evening we ended up back at my apartment. She was primed for a little action. I had to tell her the truth. We were making out on my bed when I pulled back for a minute. "What's wrong?" she looked amazing with her long brown hair and hazel eyes. I was slowly taking in her features. Those pert breast and slim waist were calling to me. "Paul, what's wrong?" Her question brought me out of my day dream. "Sorry, it's just that I need to tell you something." "What, you don't have an STD or something do you?" "No actually quite the opposite. I'm... Geez this is embarrassing." "Come on Paul out with it!" "I'm kind of a virgin." She literally gasped at my revelation. I put my head down and looked at the floor. I knew she wouldn't want to have sex with a guy as inexperienced as me. I felt her hand slide under my chin and pull my eyes even with hers. "It's ok Paul. I think that's hot." She pushed me onto my back and straddled my hips. Ok, this was going better than expected. After my huge revelation, I figured she wouldn't want anything to do with me. I was wrong and I couldn't be happier. "Just relax ,Paul. You won't last very long the first time. Hopefully, you can recover quickly." She reached down and started unbuckling my belt and genes. She gingerly slid off my lap and pulled off my pants. She could see the obvious bulge in my boxers. "MMMMM, at least you have a nice size tool for me to work with. This should be fun." With my boxer clad cock almost exposed she began to undress slowly. Her white sweater was easily pulled over her head and her black lace bra. I was instantly drawn to the perfect size and shape of her pare shaped breast. She gracefully reached behind her and unclasped her bra. As the item of clothing hit the floor, I was greeted with the most beautiful sight I had ever seen. Her breasts were firm and rode high on her chest. They were capped by these lovely pink nipples that were about pencil eraser size. I couldn't help but grin like a kid who had gotten away with the cookie. "What are you grinning at?" "Oh, just the most beautiful woman I have ever seen." "Ooooh, such a smooth talker. Flattery will get you everywhere." If I thought her breast were amazing, I was in for a real treat. She turned her attention to her dark blue genes. They were skin tight and if their shape was any indication she had the perfect ass and shapely legs. They were a tight fit and she literally had to peel them off. When she stood back up, I saw no panties, but the most beautiful womanhood I had ever seen. Completely shaven and perfectly shaped, Christy's little love box was breath taking. I was kind of surprised that a woman this beautiful would even waste her time with me. "I'll make you a deal, Paul. I'll suck you off and eat your cum, and while you recover you can eat my little pussy. If you do a good job, I'll even let you cum inside me. How does that sound?" "That sounds more like a challenge than a deal. I'm going to eat that pussy until you cream all over my face." "That is exactly what I wanted to hear." With that she bent down and pulled off my boxers. When my head popped loose of the band she let out a small gasp of surprise. "I didn't know you weren't circumcised." "I'm sorry I guess I should have told you. If you don't want to do anything I'll understand." "I didn't say it was a bad thing. It's just that I have never seen one in person before." "It is kind of rare in America but in other countries it is fairly common." "Hmm, I guess you'll be my first. It's almost like we are both virgins in that way." She gave me a reassuring smile and lent down and took me into her mouth. The feeling of her wet lips closing around my cock head sent shivers down my spine and it radiated throughout my whole body. Her head popped up for a second. "At least you have the decency to wash it right. I had a girlfriend of mine tell me that one guy she fucked was uncut and he didn't pull the skin back or anything to wash it. She said it tasted so bad, she almost threw up." "Most guys don't have to worry about it, but I had to learn how to properly ..." I wasn't able to finish my sentence, when I felt her go back down on me again. Holy shit it was the most amazing feeling in the whole world. She didn't go very deep, but stayed at the tip and licked my head. Then she pulled off only to lick my cock from base to tip. The feel of her tongue on the underside of my cock was almost enough to blow my load right there. By sheer will power I was able to hold on. She stopped and looked at me for a second with a wicked grin on her face. "Let me know if this hurts. I want you to enjoy your first blowjob, not make it a regrettable experience." She put me back in her mouth and looked up at me. She gave me a wink as she started to take more of me into her hot wet mouth. I could feel my foreskin start to pull back and only suffered mild discomfort from it. It wasn't enough for me to tell her to stop. The pleasure she was giving me far outweighed pain she was causing me. Plus I didn't really know blowjob etiquette. I know I needed to stop her if it really hurt but I didn't want to offend her in any way. I was kind of hoping this was going to be the beginning of a long and happy relationship and I didn't want to fuck it up. Deeper and deeper she went until about five inches were in her mouth and throat. She started to bob up and down on my stiff member semi-rapidly. I was in heaven and true to form it didn't take long until I was on the verge of a massive orgasm. I tried to warn her I was getting close. "Chris... Holy Shit. I'm gonna cum." Christy smiled around my cock and then went faster. I placed my hands on the back of her head and tried as hard as I could not to shove her head further down. Then the most explosive orgasm hit me like a runaway freight train. Christy knew I was close and locked her lips around her my cock and began to frantically stroke me. Her tongue licked the underside of my cock head and apparently that was my button. My whole body went stiff and rigid. My cock swelled and I sent 6 ropes of creamy baby batter into her mouth. After the wave of euphoria rolled over me, all I could do is lie there and gasp for air. I was in my own little world of, until I could feel Christy licking my cock trying to clean it. I sat up and leaned on my elbows again to look at her. She let go of my cock and opened her mouth. She swirled my cum around in her mouth to show me she was about to swallow. With a large gulp my load was gone down her throat. "Well that was a surprise." "What was a surprise", I had a worried look on my face. "Your cum taste so good. It was like eating a pineapple. You must eat a lot of fruit." "I do, it is part of my diet. I didn't know it would affect the taste of my jizz though." "Ever heard the term you are what you eat. You must be a fruit salad." We both laughed at that. I was feeling a little worried, because of what was supposed to come next. I know I had bragged that I was going to make her cream in my mouth; however, I was inexperienced and a little nervous. Christy noticed that my earlier bravado was gone and was replaced by a look of apprehension. "Don't worry about it, Paul. I know you haven't done any of this before. I'll guide you through it." I don't think there could have been a better woman for me to learn from. She seemed to be so understanding and almost like she could not wait to deprive a young man of his virginity. "Kiss me." "What?" "Look, Paul, one of the hottest things you can do for a girl is to kiss her right after she has just given you a blowjob. Especially since she was so willing to swallow your cum, and even more so when she is willing to kiss you right after you eat her out. It is only proper etiquette. So kiss me." She said with a smile. I wasn't real sure about this. The thought of kissing a girl right after she just blew me had never occurred to me as a possibility. She was right though. If she was willing to suck me off and swallow, I should be willing to kiss her afterwards. So I stood up and took her into my arms. Looked deeply into those beautiful eyes and kissed her. It was a deep passionate kiss. Our tongues wrestled inside each other's mouths. I could taste a little of myself on her tongue, but at this point I didn't care. We made out for several minutes. I guess we kind of lost track of time, before we knew It I was hard again. She giggled when she felt me harden against her abdomen. She pulled back only slightly so she could whisper. "Looks like someone is ready for round two. You are still going to eat me out though. After giving this beautiful cock a good sucking, I need a release." "MY pleasure." Taking my cue from her, I spun us around and pushed her onto her back. She laughed with surprise and sat up on her elbows. She had this look of wanton desire on her face and I was going to sate the desire even if it killed me. "I like it when a man takes charge and knows what he wants." She brought her knees up to her chest and spread her legs out as wide as she could get them. Before my eyes sat the most beautiful pussy I had ever seen. Coming from a guy who has seen more porn than your average horny male, I had seen a lot of pussies. I could not wait to dive in and try to make this gorgeous woman cum on my tongue. I knelt down and slowly started to kiss my way to her pussy. I started with the inner thigh and worked my way closer. She giggled a little at my touch. "Paul, that tickles." Was all she said. As I went lower her giggles turned into small cooing sounds. When I was finally at my destination, I licked from the bottom of her labia to the top where her clit was hidden by its hood. She moaned with pleasure. I wanted to take it slow so I ignored her clit for a little bit. I concentrated on her outer labia and sucked those beautiful folds of flesh into my mouth. She seemed to really enjoy this. Then I started to work on her inner lips and probe her love canal with my tongue. Her hands came to the back of my head and started to pull on me. "Geez, you really know how to tease a girl. I thought you had never done this before?" I raised my head to say something but she stopped me. "Don't stop now! Not after you have me all worked up." I put my head back down and continued my assault on her lovely sex petals. While I was working on her small inner lips a thought had occurred to me. I wonder if she has ever had her ass licked. Taking a chance and knowing that this could ruin the chances of me going any further, I lowered my had and licked her pink little puckered ass. She squealed with surprise and delight. She was moaning much louder now and I could tell she was on the verge of a huge orgasm. That is when I raised my head a little and sucked her no protruding clit into my mouth. She gasped and moaned even louder. Her hands were almost to the point of ripping my hair out. I slowly inserted a finger and curled my finger up and started to stimulate her G-spot. Her hips bucked up wildly and then it was all over for her. She came and I mean she came hard. She was moaning and gasping for air. Her hands were pulling and grasping the back of my head. She was heaving and bucking like crazy. It lasted for a solid minute before she relaxed and collapsed onto the bed. She laid there eyes shut and breathing heavily. I couldn't help but be a little proud of my accomplishment. After a few minutes of recovery she sat up and looked at me with a wicked smile on her face. "Are you sure you're a virgin? That doesn't seem like something a virgin could do. "I watch a lot of porn." "You didn't see that in any porn." "Ok I also read some books written by women on how to please women." "Well I can't fault a man for studying. It is just good to know you can put theory into practice." "Does that mean you are gonna' let me cum inside you?" "You bet your ass it does. That has got to be the most intense orgasm I have ever had. I have never had a guy lick my ass before. How did you know I would like it?" "I didn't. I was just hoping you would. I took a gamble and went for it." "Well your gamble is about to pay off. Come here." Christy scooted further onto the bed and I quickly followed. She lay down on her back and motioned for me to get between her spread legs. I moved on top of her and nestled my hips between her wide spread thighs. She grabbed my cock and lined it up with her opening and then looked deeply into my eyes. I think I saw love there. "You won't last very long so when you need to just cum. Don't worry about me. I don't want you to think about anything, but that big load of cum you are gonna' shoot into me ok." "OK." She gave me a nod and I pushed forward. Her pussy was so wet and warm from our earlier activity, that I slid in without much trouble. She was tighter than I had expected. We both moaned from the sensation of me entering her. She looked up at me and smiled. "So how does it feel to be inside your first pussy? What you expected?" "I can't believe I have waited so long to do this. This is the most amazing thing I have ever felt. Your pussy is gripping my cock like a glove." "That's the point. I can contract my muscles and make it tighter, almost like a hand grasping your wonderful cock." "It feels so fucking good." "Good, now start fucking me." I nodded and slowly pulled out almost all the way and then pushed back in to the hilt. Our pelvises met and that is when another idea hit me. I had to make her cum on my cock and I thought I knew just how to do that. I pulled out and pushed back in, but this time when our bodies met, I ground the base of my cock against her clit. She gasped and moaned when I did that. I knew I would last a little longer because I had already cum, so I picked up the pace and kept grinding into her clit. She was moaning and scratching me with her finger nails. I laid flat on top of her and brought my mouth to her ear. I sucked on her ear lobe and kissed her neck. She was really getting into it now. My thrust was met with a thrust of her own. We were both grinding now. She was close and I could feel her inner walls contracting on me. The only problem was that I could also feel my orgasm approaching quickly. She was right I wasn't going to last very long. Hopefully, I would last long enough. We were thrusting much faster now. She was gasping for air and moaning just like before. I knew she was just about to go over the edge and so was I. She tried to say something. "I can't ... I can't believe you are gonna' make me cum. HOLY SHIT, this feels so good." "Christy, I'm very close." I moaned into her ear. "Just let it go baby. Cum inside me. Let me have all that tasty cum." Her words were too much and it sent me over the edge. I gave one last hard thrust and buried my cock all the way inside her. I could feel my cum shoot up my cock and out the tip. She must have felt it to, because she moaned so load it took me by surprise. She was cumming with me and I could not have been happier. We were both gasping for air and moaning each other's name. Finally, after shooting my load into her and giving her yet another orgasm, I rolled over to lie next to her. Her eyes were closed and she was catching her breath. Never have I seen something so beautiful. Her beautiful pale skin almost glowed. Her firm breast and lovely hair was wet from the energy we had just exerted. She was breathing normally now, and she rolled to her side to face. "Well that was unexpected." She said with a satisfied smile across her beautiful lips. "What do you mean?" "I didn't expect you to blow my fucking mind like that. When you told me you were a virgin I was just happy to be your first. I didn't know you were going to be my best." "Really, I was your best?" "No doubt. I have never cum like that before in my life. If this is what you can do on your first time, what the hell is going to happen when you get more experience and control? I want to be here and find out." Paul's Journey "Does that mean you want to be my girlfriend?" "Hunny, I almost want to marry you. That is a little sudden though. I guess I could settle for girlfriend." So now I had a girlfriend, and a steady diet of great sex to go along with it. Believe it or not but my grades actually went up. We spent a lot of time together, and not just with sex. We went out on dates and to movies. We even went to a theme park for a day. We were really enjoying each other's company. It had been about a year and a half after that first night and Christy had moved in with me, when I got the call that would turn my life for the worse. Eric, my twin, called me up and said he was wanting to come for a visit. He was in town and was staying at a nearby hotel. To tell you the truth I was a little worried. I knew Eric's reputation and more than that I knew Eric. I had seen the girls he would fuck and then drop like a bad habit. It was just sickening to see the look on those girls' faces when he told them it was only a one night thing. Yea, if there ever was an cold hearted asshole, it was my brother. I told Christy all about Eric and his reputation and I also told her about how used to do it. How he would seem so innocent and charming that it would make women melt for him. I told her not to believe a word he said that he was an asshole, and not to be trusted. My warnings didn't help any. On the day Eric arrived at our apartment it was a nice sunny day. The birds were singing. It was spring of my final semester. I had a class early that afternoon and another one the next day. I was studying when there was a knock on the door. Christy got up and answered it. A few seconds later I got up to see who it was. There he was my twin brother. Bane of my existence. The complete opposite of me. He was taller, thinner, and better looking. He was shaking Christy's hand and he had that look in his eye. The look that he saw something he wanted and was determined to have it. My stomach turned and I instantly wanted to shove him right back out the door and tell him to never come back. Maybe I should have. Christy invited him in and then he saw me. "Hey bro, quite the place you got here, and quite the lovely lady as well." "Yea she is wonderful. Have a seat dude. Take a load off." Eric and I always called each other by different names. Eric was dude and I was bro. I guess it was better than Pauliewog like my sister used to call me. She only uses it when she wants something. "So you are looking good. You've lost a lot of weight. We are starting to look a lot more like twins." He said with that warm smile and those hazel eyes. I knew better than to trust him. I sat down on the sofa and Christy sat next to me. I put my arm around her to show Eric that she was my girl and I would do anything to protect her, especially from the likes of him. Christy cuddled into my side. "So what brings you to town?" I did care about the bastard. He was my brother after all. "Oh, mom wanted me to come and check on you and see how you were doing while I was in town. I came into town to be at a friend's wedding. Apparently he wants me to be the best man." "Who's the lucky guy?" "Do you remember Alex?" "Yea." "Well he and Lisa are getting married the day after tomorrow. Since I was going to be in town already I figured I would stop by and spend a few days with my bro. I see that you already have someone to keep you company." "Yea, Christy moved in a few months ago. I never told mom or dad. I don't think they would approve." I was hoping he would keep the secret for me. "I know they wouldn't. Dad would jump on his religious high horse and tell you all about how it was a sin and that you were damaging your relationship with God." He said to mock my father who has been a Missionary Baptist preacher for nearly 35 years. "Well, what he doesn't know doesn't hurt everybody else." He said with a smile. "Thanks dude, I really appreciate you keeping it secret." "You obviously told mom about her because she can't help, but tell me that I need to be more like you and find a good girl to be married to. By the way are you two getting married?" "We've talked about it a lot, nothing is set yet." Christy was quick to answer that one. Truth was, I was more than ready to get married. You know all that jazz about how guys don't want commitment and girls do. In our relationship Christy didn't want to get married just yet. I think she was afraid of what marriage actually means. She knew I didn't believe in divorce and loved her with all my heart. She was more than willing to spend the rest of her life with me, she just didn't want it to be legal yet. I guess I should have taken that as a sign of vulnerability. As the day wore on and I started to relax, we began to have quite the good time. We talked about old times and old friends. Trouble we used to get into as kids. We even told Christy about the blackberry incident. When we were kids, my dad was a farmer. On his farm he had sheds and behind one of those sheds there were some blackberry bushes that my mom usually used to make blackberry pie with. One of our favorite past times as a kid was to slide down the roof of the shed and land in a giant pile of hay. We loved doing it all the time. Only problem is that on some days the roof of the shed would be to hot and we couldn't slide. So, my sister got the bright idea that if we put blackberries on the roof and smashed them it would work better and cool off the roof. The make a long story short, mom came looking for her kids at lunch time when she found three very scared and very blue kids. Soon after, we got the beating of a lifetime. Anyways, everything seemed to being going so well that I almost forgot about my class. I told Eric I had to go and that he would need to leave as well. "Oh, yea sure, bro. I have to get going anyways. I'll see you tomorrow though right?' "Sure dude. I have a morning class at about 8am that last a couple hours. I should be home around 11." Eric stood up and moved to the door. He turned and glanced at Christy. Smiled and then out he went. It wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. Eric actually left a good first impression on Christy. "He wasn't as bad as you say he is." "That's all just a front, babe. He is cold hearted and he doesn't care who he hurts to get what he wants. If there was ever a sociopath, it would be Eric." I got up from the sofa and went and took a shower. I was soon joined by Christy. She wanted to have a little fun before I left. We made sweet love in the shower. I always loved hearing her moan with pleasure, and to think I was the one causing it just made it that much more exciting. I had to leave soon so I left without coming and with promises to finish me off afterwards. Later that afternoon, when I got home I found Christy sitting on the sofa reading a book. I had decided to take her out for evening. We went to a restaurant and ate till our hearts content then we came home and made love again. This time I got my long awaited orgasm and shot several ropes of my hot cum into her willing and waiting pussy. We soon fell contentedly to sleep. The next morning I woke up at 6am to get an early start and get ready for class. I was dressed and ready by 7:30. I gave Christy a kiss on the lips and told her to be continued later. Out the door I went without a care in the world and love in my heart for Christy. Class took a little longer than usual and I didn't get home until about 11:30. When I walked in to our apartment, I saw Christy huddled on the couch. She looked like she had been crying and when she saw me she burst into tears again. I was a little shocked and confused as to what was going on. She just looked at the ground afraid to meet my gaze. That is when Eric came out of the bathroom. I instantly knew what had happened. I went crazy and lunged for Eric. He was caught off guard and stumbled to the ground. I jumped on him and punched him in the mouth and yelled at him. "How could you do this? You're a monster. How could you touch her? You raped her and now you are going to go to jail you piece of shit." "He didn't rape me!" Christy's declaration brought me out of my vengeance fueled rage. "What?" "He didn't rape me." "What the fuck is going on. Then why the hell are you crying?" "We had sex, but he didn't rape me." I felt like someone had just stabbed me right through the heart. The pain and anguish was written all over my face. I stood up and over to the chair where I finally collapsed. I was too stunned to do anything but sit there. My whole life was ending. Christy meant the world to me and now I felt like I was losing her. Christy stood up from the sofa and walked over to me. She knelt in front of me and sobbed. I was filled with sorrow and seeing her after what she and he had done was only making it worse. "Why?" I could barely get the word out. "I don't know how it got started everything went so fast. One minute we were in here talking the next we were ..." She trailed off after that. She wasn't even able to say it. I was getting angry now. "Am I not good enough for you? What did I do wrong? What drove you to do this? There has to be some reason why you would do this." "I don't know how to explain it, it all just happened." She was sobbing even louder now. I was shaking and I felt like I was about to vomit. I jumped up and ran to the bathroom and puked my guts out. Shaking from head to toe, I walked over to the sink and cleaned myself up. I looked myself in the mirror. The question kept rolling over and over in my head. WHY? I splashed water on my face and tried to focus but it was hard to concentrate. I guess that is a side effect of one's life ending. I just stood there looking at myself, all the while wondering what the hell was I going to do. When I came back, Christy was curled up in the corner of the sofa crying again. Eric was still sitting on the floor "I thought you loved me." "I do love you, Paul." "If you love me then why the hell did you go and fuck this piece of shit. I told you he was tricky. I told you that he was fake. I told you all about the other girls in his life and how he was fuck and dump kind of guy. He just wanted to fuck you and then never see you again. Don't you get that?" "I know what you told me. It's not like I was duped into fucking him." "Then why the hell did you fuck him?" "I don't know." "It'll be ok guys." His voice was like someone raking their fingernails across a chalkboard. "Shut the fuck up. You're my brother. Didn't it occur to you not to fuck my girlfriend? Do I mean so little to my own twin brother that he couldn't even control himself? Thanks asshole, now that you have what you wanted, what next? Huh? Were you just gonna fuck her and hope that I never found out about it and then went on your marry way to next girl? "That was kind of the plan, yea. I mean you really did pick one sweet piece of ass there, bro. That did it. I lunged for him again this time I just kept hitting him. Blood was pouring down his face and I was pretty sure one of my fingers was broken, but I just kept hitting him. I wanted to kill him, and I would have it Christy hadn't grabbed my arm and pulled me off of him. I have never hit a woman before in my life, and I never will, but I really wanted to. That was enough for me to realize I had gone too far. I stood up on shaky legs and wobbled over to nearest piece of furniture I could find. I collapsed into the chair and wept bitterly. I didn't know what to do. I was lost. Christy came over to me and knelt down in front of me. "Paul, I love you so very much. I know I did probably the worst thing possible. I know you feel terrible. What do you want me to do?" "I don't know. All I know is that I want him gone." I stood up and walked toward Eric. I had my hands clenched. I was ready for murder this time. I didn't yell, but as calmly as possible, I talked to my once brother. "I want you gone. I don't want to ever see you again. You are the lowest form of life on this planet. I don't know what kind of monster it takes to sleep with his own brother's girlfriend, but you need some real help. Now get your worthless ass up off my floor and go you piece of shit." With that, Eric jumped up and out the door he went. Good riddance to bad rubbish, as I always say. After Eric left I turned to Christy, and we looked at each other for what seemed like eternity. I wanted to forgive her. I knew how Eric was. I knew about the manipulation. The only thing that was keeping me from taking that step towards resolution was that I had warned her about him. She had said she wasn't duped. Did that mean she made a willing decision to do this? Was she the instigator? I sat down on the sofa and buried my face in my hands. I kept hoping this was all just a bad dream and I would wake up and see Christy, my beautiful Christy, lying there next to me sound asleep. I felt Christy sit on the sofa next to me, but I didn't look up. I wasn't even sure I even wanted to see her ever again. I was nauseous and my whole body hurt. I felt like I had just been food poisoned or ate some bad Chinese food. My mind was racing and all I could do was cry. One thing kept me from driving to the nearest bridge and hurling myself to sweet oblivion, I needed to know why. I looked up to see Christy staring at me. That beautiful face with the hazel eyes and the big red pouty lips were enough to soften my heart just a little. "I need to know why. From the way you sounded it was almost like you were the one who made the move on him. Please tell me that it isn't true. Please tell me he suckered you in to this. I don't know if I could handle it if you told me you were the one who started it." She was silent for a few moments, and her forehead scrunched up. She looked as though she was trying to think of what to say. "I did make the first move." The words were like shards of glass piercing their way through my chest. "Why? Why would you do something like this? I don't understand." Then it occurred to me why she did it. "You don't want to get married do you?" "I didn't say that." "Then what the fuck are you trying to say by fucking my scum bag of a brother?" "I do want to get married, and I want to get married to you. I just wanted to have one last hoora, before I committed myself to you." "How much more committed do you need to be? I mean we already live together. We sleep together. We eat together. We make love together. I have already made my decision to be with you for the rest of my life. I have committed to you and have forsaken all others. Without you I am nothing." "I know you say that now but we still have a long life ahead of us and I was just wanting to live a little before we married." "Live a little? What the fuck? If you want to live a little go bungee jumping or slide down the world's tallest water slide. Don't go and fuck my twin brother. That would be the worst thing you could have done." I was getting louder now. "I know, it was kind of a spur of the moment decision. As soon as it was over I regretted it, and I will regret it for the rest of my life. It has got to be the dumbest thing I have ever done in my life." "For a woman as smart as you, yea it was pretty fucking dumb. What happened to men being the ones who had problems with commitment? Why the hell did I find one of the few girls afraid of it?" I was talking more to the ceiling fan than I was to Chirsty. "I'm not afraid of commitment. I was just confused and I made a stupid decision." "Oh really? Not afraid are you? What if I wanted to go get married right now? " I would jump up and marry you." "Really, just like that huh. One roll in the sack with my brother and now you are ready to commit?" "Yea just like that. I'll marry you and commit to you and forsake all others." "All others? Even my douche bag of a brother?" "Especially him." "Why, did he not do it for ya or something?" "The truth?" "I think I deserve it." "He has a big dick but he doesn't know how to use it. I could get more pleasure out of my pinky. That is the problem with most guys with big dicks, they think that is all they need.' "Are you saying I don't have a big dick? "You have a wonderful dick and you know just how to use it to get me to cum like no other person has on this planet." I was feeling much better now. Maybe I could get over the whole she fucked my brother thing. Then another thought ran through my head. "I know this is kind of a stupid question right now after all that has happened." I was much calmer and felt better. "Yea?" "Did you guys use a condom?" "Of course, do you really think I would that walking cesspool come near me without using protection? He was mad about it but I made him put one on." I stood up walked into the bathroom and started the shower. I began to undress when I noticed Christy was standing in the doorway. The look she was giving me was one of a person who was uncertain but also in love. I could tell she loved me and that was enough for me to believe that she would never do it again. Whether she would hold true to that or not only time would tell. I looked at her and smiled. The first smile I have had all day. "Would you like to take a shower with me? We will have to be quick, cause we only have a couple hours." "What does that mean?" "You said you would marry if I wanted to get married right now." "Yea, and?" "The county clerk's office closes at 3:30, it's almost one now. If we hurry we can get a license be married by the justice of the peace." "Even after all that I put you through?" "Of course, what is a good romance if you don't struggle for it? I love you, and that is all I need to know. I am more than willing to fight for that love no matter what the obstacle." She smiled at me and I had to admit I did miss that beautiful smile. If I had just left and never came back I would had to have lived without that smile. All the pain and all the suffering was worth having her smile at me and her knowing that I was still choosing her. I continued to undress and she joined me. We climbed into the shower and into each other's arms. I kissed her deeply and our tongues wrestled each other. We had never really had a fight before. I mean we had out little spats and what not, but never an actual fight. As the warm water cascaded down over our bodies, I was aware of the raging hard on I now had sticking into her stomach. I wrapped her in my arms as though I might lose her. The thought of losing her was what really caused all the pain. This woman was my life and to lose her would be the end of me. it was a joy to know that she was mine and she would always be mine. She pulled away from our kiss and looked me square in the eyes. She had the look of determined love. "Paul, I want you to know how sorry I am that I had sex with Eric. I cannot believe I did that. It was so stupid of me and I hate myself for it. I am going to spend the rest of my life to make it up to you. I love you so much an, and when I saw the pain on your face and to know that I was the one who caused it killed me. I don't ever want to cause you that much pain ever again. Can you ever forgive me?" "Baby, of course I forgive you. The thought of losing you was too much to bare. I couldn't picture my life without you. I love you." The passion of our kiss was intensified by our desire and love for another. We devoured each other's mouth. Our hands were roaming all over each other. My right hand founds its way down her chest and past her flat firm stomach. I could feel the smooth folds of her labia as I parted her lips. She was wet and slippery. I slowly inserted a finger which caused her to gasp. I worked my finger in deeper and curled it trying to stimulate her G-spot. She moaned and her hands went to the back of my head and pulled me down to her nipples. Paul's Journey I licked sucked and nibbled those luscious breast and nipples. She moaned even loader and started to girate her hips on my finger inside her. "I need you inside me. Please fuck me." Her words were filled with lust and desire. I moved both my hands to her ass and lifted her up off her feet. She let out a little squeal of surprise, but she soon realized what I was planning. I picked her up and pushed her up against the shower wall. She snaked her hand in between us and grabbed my rigid cock. She aimed the head of my cock for her wonderful pussy. I pushed forward and slowly entered her slippery tight depths. We both mewled with the connection. I started with slow but deliberate thrust as my cock slid in and out of her. Her moans were getting loader. I knew the signs. She was on the verge of an orgasm already. I said we had to be quick, but I didn't expect her to be this cooperative. I sped up and started to grind the base of my cock into her clit. The added speed and stimulation caused her moans to turn into loud high pitched grunts. "Holy shit! I didn't know it could be this good. I'm gonna' cum babe and I mean hard." Just to make sure she knew why she was with me , I moved my index finger to her puckered little asshole and gently inserted a finger. The move was just what she needed to be pushed over the edge. She screamed with pleasure as her orgasm washed over her. The walls of her pussy clamped down hard on my cock and I even felt a little gush of fluid from her opening. Ha she squirted. I didn't know she could do that. "You squirted on my cock. I didn't know you could do that." "I didn't either. I told you it was going to be big." She was out of breath and gasping for air. I continued to thrust into her faster now. I needed a release from the pressure. I soon started grunting myself, not only from the pleasure her tight pussy was causing me but also from the physical exertion. My muscles strained to keep her up and keep working my cock into her. My body dumped huge amounts of adrenalin into my system to help me keep the pace. I received my second wind and attacked her pussy with renewed strength. I hadn't realized that she was quickly working towards a second orgasm until it was too late. "Oh fuck, I'm gonna cum again. Mmmmnnnagh." Was all she could get out as she entered her second orgasm and once again I felt the little gush of fluid. Now it was my turn. I was close and she could tell. She encouraged me after her orgasm calmed down. "Come on baby. Give me that cum. Shoot that big load in your future wife's little pussy. I'll tell you what Paul. Now that we are gonna get married I'll go off the pill and you can get me pregnant. Wouldn't you like that? Would you like to shoot that big load of cum up in me and get me pregnant. Then you can fuck my pregnant pussy. Oh yea, fuck that pussy." Her encouragement had its desired effect. I came and I sent a torrent of cum up into her pussy. I shoved my cock so far up into her I hit something. It was her cervix. I had actually managed to touch her cervix. She could instantly feel it. Her eyes got as wide as saucers. As my orgasm subsided and my cock began to shrink, my muscles finally gave out and I set her down gently on her feet. She had this look of satisfaction on her face. Then a smile crossed her lips. "No one has ever hit my cervix before. The whole getting me pregnant really got you hot didn't it?" "You have no idea. That has got to be the hottest it has ever been. I guess that is why they say makeup sex is always the best." "That was the most amazing sex I have ever had. How could I have ever doubted that you were the man I wanted to spend the rest of my life with?" she suddenly had this look of urgency and told me to hurry up and wash up. We rushed to get dressed and ran out the door to my car. After a visit to the clerk's office and a local jewelry store we were standing in the court room before a judge. When asked the question if we to each other to be our wife and husband, we both answered yes without hesitation. On our way out the door and back to the car, Christy turned and looked at me. She had that look of being up to something. "I just thought of the perfect way for me to make things up to you." "How's that?" "I think I am going to invite my little sister over for a visit. I think she can help." She had that smile on her face like she had something planned. I was flattered by her gesture but it wasn't necessary. "Hunny, are you talking about doing what I think you are doing?" "Maybe." "You do know that all I want is you, and you don't have to do this. I ..." "I know I don't have to do it. I know it won't make up for what I did. One wrong isn't corrected by another. I want to do it. I want to treat you to a night that you will never forget, and besides. My sister has somewhat of a little crush on you. You just remember that I love you and I am going to have your babies." "You don't have to worry. I love you too and I can't wait to get you pregnant." We drove home making plans and looking forward to our future together. We had passed through hell fire and brimstone to get to here, and now we are going to enjoy ourselves. The End... Maybe?