2 comments/ 30407 views/ 9 favorites After Parties By: VioletRaes12 Rough hands grasped mine in the dark room and I squeezed them slightly. I felt the calluses on his long fingers and was convinced this was Kyler. "What are you doing in here?" His voice was deeper than usual and I waved it off as a side effect of the alcohol in my system. "Kiss me rock star," I said and pulled him forward towards me. Soft lips caught mine and I opened my mouth slightly for his hot tongue to glide past my teeth. My hands felt their way up his forearms to circle his biceps. Once my fingers reached the hair that tickled his shoulders, I realized this is not Ky. I push at his chest to end the kiss and gasped in the dark. "Spin?" I asked the man in the closet with me as he was catching his ragged breath. "Rae?" He asked equally confused and once he slowed his breathing, he flipped on a light switch I didn't know was there to see we weren't in a closet at all but the game room. "Who'd you think I was Sunshine?" He asked and his lips, that were just on mine, stretched to a sly smirk. "No one," I muttered disappointingly and he raised his eyebrows before he tsked me, "Doesn't seem that way." "Just forget it Spin," I spat rather nastily. "Woah! Sunshine . . . You're a mean drunk," He said with a smile crinkling his green eyes. "I'm not drunk," I slurred and he smiled wider as he nodded. "Yes ma'am," He looked to his black vans and shoved his hands in his pockets. "For what it's worth, that was an excellent kiss, that was rudely interrupted," I scoffed at his surprised comment. "What? You thought I was an amateur?" I asked haughtily and his eyebrows stretched to reach his widows peak. "I never said that," He stifled his chuckle and I narrowed my glossy blue eyes at him. "But you thought it! " I nearly yelled and he pushed me against the wall with his hand over my mouth. He shushed me as I struggled against him. This was ineffective and only made him mad so he pushed his body against mine to keep me still. "We need to be quiet. It would not look good to be found in here with you," I glared at him as I lapped my tongue over his palm until he removed it. He made a disgusted noise as he wiped his palm against his pant leg. "What? You can handle my spit in your mouth but not on your hand?" I whisper yelled my challenge and he winced. "Your spit in my mouth . . ." He said slowly in a low voice with a pained expression that made me want to back away from him; oh wait, I can't! "It's ridiculous that the statement should probably gross me out but it simply turns me on," Spins' clenched fists were on either side of my face as he whispered to me. I gasped and his bright green eyes focus on my lips again. "It only makes me think of your mouth, your spit, on other things . . ." His eyes closed slowly as he continued and he released a breath through his clenched teeth. "Who did you think I was?" He asked suddenly popping his eyes open to catch my gaze and I sighed as I let my head hit the wall behind me. "I can't tell you," I whispered shaking my head back and forth, letting my brown hair hit my face. "Well you called me rock star, so I could only imagine it was one of my band mates, am I right?" He asked as he cocked his brow knowingly while he watched me fidget with a strand of hair. I nod slowly, sheepishly, before I even knew what I was doing. "Kyler. You thought I was fucking Kyler, didn't you?" Spin guessed sounding utterly defeated and I closed my eyes slowly as I nodded. "You know he's taken, right?" He said sounding quite hysterical and he punched the wall next to my face before he continued, "You want Kyler? You can't fucking have Kyler!" "They always want the fucking singer. Is there something wrong with me? I'm hot too . . ." He said angrily and I watched him pace before me. "It's just Kyler is . . . He's just so . . ." I start but my voice fades when I meet his wild, intense green gaze. "Yeah, yeah I know. He's fucking Kyler Lovely," He said as he raked both his hands through his long black hair and went back to pacing. "Spin you are hot," I whisper to my intertwined fingers and he stopped in front of me. "You're attracted to me?" He asked with his eyebrows raised skeptically. "I mean, duh! You're dark and dangerous, and you have an amazing sense of humor, and a perfect complexion, gorgeous, long black hair, beautiful green eyes, soft lips, your piercings fit your face so well . . . You have an excellent sense of style and you take care of yourself." I said as I roamed down the length of him, taking in his black linen shirt matched with his dark skinny jeans hanging low on his hips. A silver chain attached to his wallet swung at his left hip and there were two silver balls in his bottom lip matching the bar bell in his eyebrow. I wondered briefly why I didn't notice them while we were kissing but then found the look in his green irises distracting. "I want to kiss you again Rae," Spin said lustfully to my parting lips then to my eyes he continued, "But this time it will stop when I stop it and you'll know it's me." I gasped at his demands and he moved closer to me quickly. I was against the wall again with his body holding me there and I placed my hands against his shoulders. "Ok," I said quietly and his eyes widened slightly as he leaned his face down to meet my lips to his. His teeth pulled at my bottom lip momentarily before he massaged my lips between his. His tongue touched my top lip slightly asking for entrance and I moaned as I let his tongue twist to mine. His hands felt their way down the sides of my torso to fondle my hips and his long fingers were dangerously close to my behind. His grip around me tightened and he pulled me harder against him as our kiss intensified. His hands moved from my hips to pull my hands from his chest. He broke the kiss momentarily as he slammed my arms against the wall above my head. When he decided I wasn't going to move he put his lips back on mine and they moved with an anger I didn't quite understand. I fought him back with my lips but ultimately he led the kiss. He grinded his hips against mine literally pinning me to the wall and I could feel his hardness through his jeans as he kissed me. One hand left my hands pinned to the wall and cupped my chin as his tongue explored my mouth. I don't know how long the kiss lasted but when he finally stopped it he was breathing hard and his head fell into the crook of my neck. "Fuck Rae, you smell so good . . ." He mumbled breathlessly against my skin and I shuddered as I tried to control my breathing. His head was moving but my eyes were closed as my arms remained pinned by his left hand as well as the rest of my body pinned to the wall by his. Soon I felt soft, wet kisses on the skin where my ear meets my jaw line and a small moan escaped as I felt his tongue lightly graze my skin there. His eyes glance at me curiously as his pierced lips traveled down my neck, kissing and licking my skin. Each spot his mouth touched sent fire through my flesh that instantly spread throughout my whole body, resulting in more moans. "If you keep moaning like that I'll need to fuck you," His words were said harshly and I gasped at his outlandish comment. "If you keep kissing me like that I may have to let you," I said softly back and his light green eyes darkened considerably. The fingers on his right hand traced the curves of my waist and my hips as he gazed into my eyes. "Are you a virgin Rae?" He asked almost tauntingly and the look in his eye made me squirm uncomfortably in his hold. "Y-yes," I stuttered and his wide lips stretched across his face in a brilliant smile. His fingers grazed the skin beneath the white Break Till Dawn tank top I had on as his green eyes twinkled with amusement. "You were talking pretty tough just then for being a virgin," He put a strange emphasis on the word and I blushed as he teased me. "I-I—" Spin shushed me with his mouth against mine and my lips parted for his automatically. "I know Sunshine," He smiled knowingly to my gasping mouth and quirked his eyebrow as he asked, "Wait, do you want me to fuck you? Because if you do, I'm going to need you to beg baby." I gasped and my eyes widened at his statements. My legs quivered and he noticed, looking down and smiling at me. "Your body wants me," He whispered and I released a long shuddering sigh. "You need me to beg?" I asked slowly as my lashes fluttered and my cheeks heated. I felt incredibly embarrassed and turned on. He nodded slowly smiling with lust in his eyes and he tipped his head to the other side to trail his tongue lightly to my ear. His lips closed around my earlobe softly but I could feel the metal in his lips graze my skin and I moaned loudly. "Do you want me Sunshine?" He asked sexily in my ear and I sighed as my lower half heated. I nodded while my eyes blinked slowly and he smiled sweetly as he said, "Say it Rae baby." "I want you Spin," I said quietly lowering my eyes to his chest pressed to mine and he moved my hands around his neck before tilting my head up to meet his gaze. "More baby . . ." He said before sucking his right silver hoop in his bottom lip into his mouth. My stomach fluttered as my blush deepened and I thought of his piercings kissing me everywhere. "Please fuck me Spin," I said and his reaction was sensuous. He moaned softly against my neck before biting the skin there sharply. I let out a soft cry of pain and he chuckled lightly. "I think that's the first time I've heard you say 'fuck,'" He smiled at me proudly and I felt my lip jut into a small pout. "Please, Spin, please . . ." I dragged out the last plead in a whimpering whine and he smiled again. He leaned forward so our lips were a millimeter away and I tilted my head up to meet his lips but he pulled back slightly with a sexy smile on his face. "Tell me what you want," He beckoned and I blinked up at him innocently until what he'd asked registered in my mind. "Please kiss me," I begged and he smiled encouragingly before doing as I'd asked. My lips molded to his and he consumed my being as he sucked and bit and massaged my lips. I let my fingertips slip through his silky black locks as his lips demanded from me. His hands roamed to the edge of my shirt and began to slowly lift it till the fabric was touching my biceps. He stops the kiss as he pulled the shirt over my head briefly lifting my arms from his shoulders. When my hands fall back to his hair, he continues his severe kisses. His long fingers fondled my torso with feather light touches and once he reached the edge of my light pink bra, he traced the under-wire to the clasp at the back. He pulled at the bra with one swift motion and it snapped off. He roughly pushed my arms off his shoulders so he could pull the bra from my chest and throw it to the floor. The whole time his lips stayed on mine and he let his hands fall on my chest greedily. He squeezed and kneaded my breast in his hands before pulling his fingers around my nipples softly grazing the tips. I moaned into his mouth and he smiled as he kissed me. His fingers trailed along my stomach to the edge of my low waist jean cut offs and he slowly unbuttoned them before unzipping the zipper. He shimmed the shorts off my hips till they fell to the floor, leaving me in only my light blue lace thong. He pulled away from my lips and I gasped for air as he let his eyes consume me. He took my hand to help me step out of the shorts on the floor in my black strappy heeled sandals. He smiled appreciatively down at me before leaning forward and catching my left nipple in his mouth tenderly. A soft moan left my lips and he smiled around my nipple, grazing it with his teeth. I cried out, "Ahh," and he smiled wider as he kissed down my torso. His tongue dipped in my navel on his way to kiss my healed tattoo. Then he spread kisses over the lace of my thong and I moaned as he reached my core. His eyes caught mine as he stood and he moved his hands to my hips roughly. He lifted me and threw me over his shoulder so my ass was next to his face. I laughed loudly and he swatted my cheek sharply, making me squeal as he walked around the room. "Shhhh," He shushed me and I folded my lips in my mouth to keep quiet. He pauses momentarily and I wonder where he's going. He takes a few more steps before he stops and sets me down in front of him. I took a step back and my butt hit the edge of a table; I turned to see it was an air hockey table. He grips my hips and turns me around so my back is facing him quickly. "I like these," He said as his fingers skimmed the edge of my lacey thong and he let his fingers fondle down my ass. His breathing sped as he felt my back up to knead my shoulders briefly and I groan. He pushed me down so I was bent over the table and my ass was up in the air for him. I heard and felt him sink to his knees behind me and his fingers pulled the thong off my body, lifting each foot carefully. I heard him inhale briefly and he kept me waiting, wondering what he was going to do next. "Spread your legs wider baby," He said and I did as he asked while he continues his demands with, "And arch your back." "Good, just like that," He cooed as I felt him near my core and I sighed in anticipation. I felt his lips at my clit for only a second then he pulled away to blow along the length of my lips. I wiggled my hips provocatively and he pushed me back in place with his hand at the small of my back. His tongue grazed my entrance and I moaned at the wet, warm intrusion. He pulled back and moved to kiss my inner thigh. "Spin," I sighed and I hardly recognized my pleading, lustful voice. His index finger traced the curve of my ass and when he found the warmth between my legs he stopped. His finger hovered by my arousal as he asked, "What do you want?" "Please Spin . . . Do something . . . anything to me, please!" I begged unsure what I wanted and he sucked in air quickly as he slipped his finger into me. I sighed at the sudden relief I felt. "God you're wet," He murmured and my stomach fluttered at his words. Soon his finger was moving inside me and the pulsing need that I didn't understand was back. I moaned and thrashed my head from side to side on the table. I felt his tongue clean around his probing finger and I moaned louder when I felt his finger and his tongue inside of me together. I could feel my need building deep inside my pelvis rising to my belly. "What are you doing to me?" I sighed my rhetorical question and I felt his lips smile against me. He pulled his finger out and reluctantly pulled his head away from my sex to stand. I groaned as the lust in me shook with vivid anger at his betrayal. "Oh did you want to come?" He asked mockingly and I moaned as I nodded pleadingly. I heard him unbutton his black shirt and then his jeans letting them drop to the floor. His chain clinked against the hardwood floor and I jumped lightly at the noise. I heard a rip of foil and I shifted my hips impatiently. His fingers were against my hips then and he whispered to me, "I'm going to fuck you now and I need you to not be loud okay baby? No matter how bad it hurts don't scream." I bit my lip and nodded slowly to let him know I understand. He lifted my hips slightly before flexing his hips to push himself into me. My mouth opened but I didn't make a sound as his length filled me. A small pinch and 30 seconds later his hips hit my bottom indicating I had all of him. I sighed once I adjusted to the new sensation between my legs and the need began to build again. He began to pound into me hard, slowly at first but then his speed picked up. I was moaning with each thrust and as he quickened, I got louder. He wrapped his hand in my hair and moved his hand over my mouth as he pulled me up so he could whisper in my ear. "I told you to be quiet," He said breathlessly and I moaned in his hand as he continued to thrust into me. I felt him deeper in this position with my back touching his chest. He began his slow pounds again building his speed and my need up. He pulled my head back lightly with a thrust and ordered, "Come baby. Now!" I unraveled then for him, around him and I felt heat gush from my sex as it throbbed deliciously. I clenched his length inside of me over and over again as my orgasm continued. He didn't stop his punishing pounds until he exploded himself. He crushed my body against his as he moaned in my ear and his body released. I was shaking as he held me and I gasped when he pulled out of me slowly. I was trying to control my breathing when he suddenly lifted me into his arms honeymoon style and sat with me on his lap in one of the many recliners. That's when I realized he was still wearing his boxers but I was too exhausted to say anything. I fell asleep to the sound of his breathing slowing and the musky, sexy smell of his sweat. I woke up over heated and when I blinked my eyes open I saw I was on Spin's lap, completely naked. Oh right, that. I looked to the clock and saw it was 5 o'clock in the morning. No one should be up now. I lightly tapped Spin's cheek to wake him up and he grumbled something before slowly blinking his green eyes open. "We should probably try to sneak out or something now," I said pointing to the clock and he blinked at the numbers than blinked wildly at me looking extremely bewildered. His arms went limp around me and I stood quickly to find my clothes. "Uh, Rae?" I heard his uncertain voice behind me as I bent to get my shorts, bra and shirt. I turned to see him staring at a large red stain on his grey plaid boxers. I gasped mortified and my hands flew to the apex of my thighs. "Is that normal?" I asked cautiously as I tried to decipher if I was still bleeding or not without looking. "Yes it is Rae," He said as he pushed the stained boxers down and stepped out of them carefully before continuing, "I popped your cherry." Strangely him saying that and his brilliant smile released butterflies in my belly. "Oh. Do you know where my panties are?" He shook his head as he folded the boxers and stuffed them into the back pocket of his jeans. I shrugged and got dressed as I continued to look for them. He dressed and threw away the discarded foil packet on the floor by the hockey table. Mmm, the hockey table. He looked over to me and his eyes widened briefly as his brow wrinkled. "Fuck," He muttered and I blushed unsure what he was upset about all of a sudden. Who am I kidding? He's freaking out because I bled all over him. "Come on," He mumbled as he walked to the door and he silently cursed once he realized the door had been unlocked this whole time. I followed him out of the frat house, tip-toeing carefully through the house but all the people we saw were knocked out entirely. Spin slid in his mustang and unlocked the door for me to get in before lighting a cigarette in his mouth. He drove me to the sorority house in silence and he pulled in the circle drive slowly. When he offered the half smoked cigarette I accepted it for some reason and smoked like an old pro. "Will I see you later?" I asked and cringed briefly as the question came out more needy then I'd originally planned. "No, I'm spending the day with my mom and aunt and uncle. I'm staying at my mom's tonight and I need you to pick me up from her house tomorrow morning. I'll text you the address," I frowned briefly at his orders and try to give him back his Newport but he waves it off dismissively. I finish the cigarette as I continue questioning him and ash in the tray inside the smoke filled car. "Why do you need me to pick you up?" I asked curiously and he shrugged, "I'm getting a new sound system put in today and I won't be able to pick up my car until tomorrow." "Well do you need a ride to your moms?" I offered feeling like I needed to do something for him. After Parties Ch. 02 "Rae?" I heard his harsh whisper from the other side of the door as soon as I threw my comforter over my head. I groaned as I silently wished he'd leave me alone. I heard him try to open my locked door followed by the thump of his head hitting the door. "Since when do people put locks on their doors?" He asked louder and I threw the covers back so I could stomp to the door. "Spin go away! You're wasted," I whispered as I leaned my side against the back of my door. I heard him hit his head again against my door before he said, "I'm not. I'm just high; I didn't have a drop to drink Rae." "Then why are you here? Ky said he had 24 shots with your name on them," I rolled my eyes as I thought of the party that was probably just now starting to get crazy fun. "I need to talk to you Rae," He whispered with a pleading voice and I rolled so my forehead was resting against the cool door. I reached to unlock the door and took a deep breath before opening it to see a slumped over Spin. His head rose slightly to meet my eyes as I asked breathlessly, "Talk about what?" "Why did you leave the party?" He stepped into my room and I closed my door behind him as he watched me closely. "I . . ." I started but my voice faded and I realized I was only in the large white BTD tank top he got for me Friday at their show. The shirt covered my black panties but my legs were completely exposed and my breast hung free of that restricting bra. He looked at me through sad eyes and thick lashes as I gulped. "You," I paused to push my hands through my hair, a habit I acquired from him, that was now the equivalent to anxiety. "What Rae?" He demanded as he grabbed my upper arms and I found his green eyes intense and bloodshot. "You had all those . . . girls . . . around you the whole time Spin and I just didn't like it. And when they all started giving you your . . . 'birthday kisses,' I had to go." I said and my head dropped slightly, breaking eye contact with him. "You were jealous?" He said with his pierced eyebrow raised and his mouth opened slowly. "I-ah . . . Well, I . . . Yes," I said and my eyes closed as embarrassment reddened my cheeks and I heard him sigh as he slid his hands down my arms to hold the tips of my fingers. "Why?" He asked and his mouth was against my chin as he asked me. I released a shaky sigh as his lips touched the skin where my jaw line meets my ear. "Those girls are just so . . ." I started but my voice faded as he moved his mouth across my jaw line. I let out a small cry after he bit the other side of my neck gently and he finished my sentence breathlessly, "Skanky?" I nodded against his chest at his suggestion and I listened to his unsteady breathing with my forehead on his shoulder. "There's no need for you to be jealous Rae," He paused to lift my chin with his index finger and thumb before continuing with, "You are my Sunshine. You are mine," He clenched his teeth around the last word and his eyes became more alert. "It didn't seem that way when Tiffany shoved her tongue down your throat," I said with more attitude than I had anticipated and his eyes narrowed slightly at me. "Did you hear me ask her to do that Rae? I was looking for you but she attacked me . . . And just to let you know, I only had 23 of my birthday kisses and most of them were on my cheeks. After Tiffany, I was sure to have a cigarette or a blunt in my mouth." I bit my lip as I studied his agonized face before asking vaguely, "23?" "I saved the last one for you," He said as he moved my hands so they were wrapped around his neck and his fingers felt their way up my arms then down my sides. His palms brushed against my breasts and they lingered before coming to rest on my hips. He pulled me forward so our hips were pressed together and my hands twirled with the ends of his silky black hair before I pushed them to massage his roots. The peaks of my breasts just barely brushed against his chest as he leaned down to kiss my mouth passionately. I sucked on his pierced lip first, brushing the metal against my lips as I closed them around it. He allowed me to lead the kiss and it was an enticing thing to be in charge. I moved my lips so my bottom lip was held in his mouth and he nipped at it softly before grazing it with his tongue. God, his tongue! As if I'd forgotten about his tongue, I sucked hard so it was in my mouth. His grip on my hips tightened as I sucked on his tongue then he moved his hands so his palms were flat against my bottom. His fingers angled down toward my sex as I held his tongue prisoner. When I let it go, Spin broke the kiss to gasp for air and then he said, "Do. That. Again." With that command a gasp escaped my lips and I pulled his hair lightly to angle his head down again. I kissed him softly, nipping at his lips with mine, and his tongue finally grazed my top then bottom lip. I opened my mouth and when his tongue touched mine, I began sucking again. He made a noise that seemed to be a mixture of a groan and a whimper. I responded to that noise by pressing my entire body against his as I sucked on his tongue. He shuddered slightly against my body and I felt his body heat warm my already over-heating self. I released his tongue and he stopped kissing me to catch his breath again. His hands moved up my back underneath the loose tank top to feel my bare skin and his breathing was not slowing with that action. Spin held my eyes as his chest rose and fell quickly with his fingertips dragging down my back. I closed my eyes from the sensations and his hands left my back to hold the hem of the shirt. "I want to take your shirt off but I know that if I do I will fuck you right now," He said lustfully and I gasped at his words. I felt his shoulders under the cotton of his black tee then down his arms to remove his hands from my shirt. I took two steps back from him and his brow was furrowed with his arms outstretched for me. I bit my lip as I pulled the white tank top over my head and his jaw dropped. I snickered at his expression but my laugh faded as his eyes darkened. "Take off your panties," He ordered and I gasped at his command as my cheeks heated. I glanced down to my hand holding two fingers from my other hand resting right before my black panties. He raised his eyebrows at me and crossed his arms as he waited for me to obey. I swallowed nothing before I moved my hands to skim my panties. As I slid them down my legs I held his gaze and I watched him swallow similar to the way I did. He closed the distance between us with two small steps and I flushed in the moonlight seeping through the window. He pushed me to my bed until I fell back. His green eyes roamed my body greedily before he whispered, "You are so beautiful." I lost my breath and he slowly began unbuttoning his black long sleeve shirt. His jeans slid down his legs to expose his black briefs. I moved so I was on my elbow as I tried to get a better view of him undressing. His briefs fell to the floor springing free his erection and my eyebrow rose at his largeness. My eyes never wavered from his length but I got the sense he was smiling down at me. I moved so I was lying on my stomach and my ankles were crossed in the air. I looked up to him once I was in the perfect position to have him in my mouth. He shuddered once he met my gaze and then I watched his eyes graze my bare back and ass. I kissed the cloud tattoo on his hip before trailing kisses down the rainbow till I reached his 'pot of gold.' I smiled his wild smile and he pushed his hair behind his ears as he watched me. I've never pleasured a man this way before but I've read a lot of Cosmo articles and heard a lot of stories (particularly from Celia.) I reached out tentatively and wrapped a hand around his length. He inhaled sharply at the sight of my small hand against his pale, pulsing member. Short, audible breaths escaped my mouth and my lips parted as I pulled his head closer to my mouth. My tongue darted out to taste him and he gasped. I glanced up to him before I pressed my lips against the soft, spongy hardness. I gave him a light, wet kiss before slowly sucking his member into my mouth, careful to protect him from my teeth with my lips. His fingers wound through my hair and pulled my mouth on him a little faster. I went as far as I could without gagging and then I pulled back, making quiet slurping noises. I used my hand to stroke the base of his cock as I lapped him like a lollipop. "Oh fuck Sunshine," He gasped as he watched me work his length inside my mouth. I wanted to chuckle at him but it came out more as a moan since my mouth was full. He grunted and rocked his hips against my face. When I reached to fondle his balls, he'd had enough. He groaned loudly before pulling away from me. "I want you on top of me, now!" He ordered and I moved to my knees so he could lie down on my twin bed. I wanted to caress him with my fingertips but he grabbed my hips and pulled me on him. How he did this so quickly and still managed to get a condom on quietly, I have no idea. I was hovering above him and my hands were on either side of his head. His hands pushed my body down to his and he carefully guided his member to my opening. I hissed quietly as he flexed his hips up against me. His green eyes were burning holes through mine and I moaned at the intensity of his stare. My nipples hardened against his chest and I wiggled around to create some sensation for them. His hands gripped roughly at my hips and he used them like handlebars to fuck me. I moaned and fell on his chest completely lost in sensation. I was vaguely aware that I was biting his shoulder and he was moving faster but other than that, there's nothing but skin on skin. I turn my head into his neck as he pulls my hips down hard against his. I could smell his body wash and his cologne as I buried my nose to the nape of his neck. His black hair tickled my forehead and I opened my mouth so my tongue could dart out to taste his skin. He sighed as I licked his neck and I felt myself building up. My insides clenched and I moaned right into Spin's ears. He grunted in response but he stopped using my hips as handlebars. "Wha—" I said and he chuckled as he tried to catch his breath. I didn't wanna catch my breath, I wanted to orgasm. "I want you to move on me," He said as he stared up at me. His hands snaked their way to hold my breasts hanging inches from his face. "So that I can play with your tits while you fuck me." Oh God... Me fuck him? My spine shivered and he just looked at me expectantly as his fingers absent-mindedly began fondling my chest. I gripped his biceps for support and slowly lift my hips up off of him then ever so slowly back down. He growled and I understood his frustration, but the noise was so hypnotic I had to do it again. Slowly up, slowly down, growl. Slowly up, slowly down, growl. Slowly up, slowly down, silence. "Ok now I think you're just teasing me..." He said breathlessly and I tried hard not to smile. His eyes narrowed at me before he whispered lethally, "Fuck me like you mean it." With that order, back came my hungry lust. I lifted my hips up and down, gradually picking up speed until I felt I was close again. He moaned for me not to stop so I tried to go faster. "Come with me Sunshine," He said as he started to lift his hips to meet mine in a loud, hard smack. I moaned as his fingers tweaked and twisted my nipples. My hips ground into his until I felt my walls clutching and gripping him inside me. His timing was perfect and I felt him spasm and shoot his seed into me as I moaned. Somehow I end up lying on Spin's chest and he'd pulled out of me but we just lay, wrapped around one another. He's breathing hard and playing with my hair as I think about what just happened. "That was one hell of a birthday kiss," Spin said while he smoothed my sweat dampened hair that was tangled up in a mess of curls down. "We can't keep doing this," I say as I shake my head against his bare chest. He heaved a loud, dramatic sigh, lifting my head into the air. "Why not?" He asked but from the look on his guilt-stricken face, I had a feeling he knew the answer. "I'd like to discuss this 'relationship' possibly this millennium," I rolled my eyes and his hand had strayed to trace circles across my back. I sighed as I let my forehead hit the hard muscles in his pecks and closed my eyes while I relaxed against him. I blinked my eyes open after a moment to see him lying with his eyes closed. I smacked his chest and he gasped as his eyes flew open. "Sunshine," He whined before he rubbed at his eyes, "I'm trying to sleep, here. That's all a man wants after a good fuck. A good-ass nap . . . Well, that and a sandwich." His brow furrowed while he completed his statement then he asked, "Rae? When I wake up, will you make me a sandwich?" "No! Because you're not going to sleep! We need to talk about this!" I said as I gestured wildly between us with my hand. "I don't know what to say, Rae," He said softly, looking to the ceiling fan spinning slowly, willing it to give him the answer to our problem. "I don't want to be your fuck toy Spin," I said harshly and he raised his eyebrows at my colorful language. "What do you want to be, then?" He demanded leaning forward so his green irises were less than inches away from my eyes. "I—I don't know," I stuttered at his intense gaze and as my lips trembled his eyes lowered to my mouth then back to my blue eyes. I closed my eyes as I tried to think about what I wanted from Spin but his impatience grew and he thrusted his hips under me. My eyes widened as it awoken a part of me that was put to rest not too long ago and my fingers pressed into his shoulders. "Spin," I gasped and his eyes gleamed excitedly before I continued, "Please stop. I'm trying to think, you're distracting me." The corners of his mouth drooped slightly as a look of realization came over him, "Oh," He choked. "I want," I started after a few moments of uninterrupted thinking and micro managing. I had Spin's full attention as I continued and not only was it unnerving but it made me feel anxious. "I think I want to be your girl—" His phone rang loudly on the floor in his pants pocket and he frowned deeply at the monkey noises his IPhone was making. He grumbled as he rolled me off of him and then rolled onto the floor to answer his phone. "Hello?" He said harshly into the receiver and I heard a faint buzzing noise that I assumed was the person on the other line. After a few seconds Spin's frown merged to a look of utter worry and guilt. "What?" He demanded as he turned to look out my window and then said quickly, "I'll see you in a bit. Pray for me little brother," He ended the call with a flex of his thumb before turning to me still sprawled naked on my tangled sheets. "That was Fyer," He said and his eyes shook crazily as he consumed my body from afar. My questioning look prompted him to continue, "He said that your brother is here with Lana. Well he's coming here because Fyer told him you weren't feeling well." I stared at Spin with my jaw nearly off its hinges and he snapped after a moment to get my attention. "Wait, wait," I put my hands in front of me before continuing, "My brother? As in Ben's here . . . Ben's coming here!?" I yelled and Spin rolled his eyes while gesturing exasperatedly towards me with his hands. "Yes, yes now the wheels are a-turning," He encouraged me and I scrambled to my feet to put my dirty clothes in the hamper. I pulled clean panties on and resumed my party outfit, complete with the horrid black bombshell bra. Spin was lacing his belt through its loops when we both heard the roar of a motorcycle outside. Spin whipped his head in time to see Ben talking to a small brunette outside. She pointed to the second floor and he smiled nodding a 'thank you' to her as she walked to her car. "He's here," Spin said gravely towards his shirt on the floor, "Here," I said as I shoved it at him. "Stop this madness," I said lightly slapping his cheek, "You will go in the closet and you will not speak until I say you can come out." When his eye glazed over momentarily, I pushed his shoulder, "Do you understand?" "Yes ma'am," He said sexily and I gasped slightly as he moved close to me holding my arms with his fingers tightly. "That was kind of hot," He paused as his gaze touched my lips, "You, ordering me around like that." I inhaled his scent and wished we could just stay like this for the rest of the night, but that is an impossible idea. "Get in the closet, now!" I demanded quietly and he shivered slightly and I slapped his ass as he passed me to go in the closet. Soon enough I heard footsteps in the hall and glanced around to see if I was missing anything. Spin's leather jacket was still in the corner so I stuffed it in the hamper quickly before kicking his combat boots under my bed. Then I saw the condom, in the middle of my bed, I gasped quietly before snatching it and throwing it in the garbage under my desk. Three knocks hit the wood of my door and my heart beat quickened slightly as I felt like a child caught with her hand in the cookie jar. "Rae? You in here?" I heard Ben's voice creep under the creak and he knocked again as I made my way to the door. "Hey big brother!" I said as I opened the door and my arms flew around his neck. He lifted me and spun twice before returning me to the ground with a confused look on his face. "I thought you didn't feel well?" He asked and I didn't miss a beat as I said, "I started my period. I was gonna go back to the party." I shrugged and he smiled with a nod, "Good, because now Lana and I are here so the party can really start." "Oh?" I chuckled and he nodded laughing with me before saying, "Wanna ride back with me on the bike?" "I'm wearing a dress Ben," I said with my head cocked to the side innocently and he glanced down just now noticing my clothes. "Oh, you look nice," He said approvingly and then with a scratch of his messy black hair he said, "Then I suppose I'll send Spin back for you with his new car." He jingled a set of keys on a yellow chain in front of my face. Normally I would've asked what sort of car and questions like that but normally I didn't hide rock stars in my closet. "I'll see you in a bit Benji," I said kissing his cheek and he squeezed me once before waving 'goodbye.' I shut the door and sighed against it before I told Spin he could come out. "I guess I know what he got me for my birthday," Spin said around a wide goofy smile. "So, you're coming back?" Spin asked hopefully, with his brows lifting to his widows' peak. "Yes," I sighed and he moved closer to me as he said, "Is it just because Ben's here?" "Yes . . . No," I admitted to his black socks and I felt his fingers curl under my chin to meet my gaze to his. "So, what were you saying before Fyer called?" He asked with his head cocked to the side, his eyes gleamed knowingly. "I—uh don't remember," I stammered and his smile taunted me as his eyes danced with amusement. "I think it started with something like 'I want to be your girl—'and then my phone rang," He said helpfully than he seemed to realize the words that came from his mouth and his eyebrows pulled together slowly. I folded my lips in my mouth as I wait for him to react to what I'd said. "Mmm . . . My girl," He said it as if he was testing the words on his tongue, testing if they would burn him like acid. I nodded weakly and his smile widened slightly. "What would everyone say?" He asked with extreme over-exaggeration and I quirked my mouth at his expression. He frowned slightly before saying, "No one would trust that we'd last." "Who cares about them?" I said dismissively and his frown deepened as he moved his hand so it fitted with the curve of my neck. After Parties "No, Nubs is picking me up from the auto garage," He shook his black hair with his long fingers. He was anxious and I had the feeling he wanted me to get out of the car. "Okay, I'll see you tomorrow," I said quietly and opened the door and stepped out of the car. I looked back at him as I shut the door and he was biting his lip and looking out his window. I threw the cigarette butt to the ground and stomped it with the toe of my heel. "Bye Rae," He said and offered a half-hearted smile, meeting my worried blue eyes. I waved and nearly ran to the door as I heard him drive away. I looked to the road but he was already gone and I felt tears at my eyes. I slipped into the house and my hand flew up to wipe at my eyes.