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My Secret Life

By: deepemerald



As long as I can remember, I've been obsessed with sex. I stole my brothers' porn magazines, watched their videos when I was home alone, I even figured out how to get the "forbidden" cable channels without anyone knowing. But I was always a good girl. I didn't want to hurt my family's feelings and they were expecting me to come back from college with a teaching degree and then I'd marry a doctor or a lawyer or something equally impressive and then my parents could settle and wait for me and my brothers to provide them with grandchildren. My obsession with sex would be one of those things that horny suburban housewives are too busy to even think about.

We were a happy middle class family, but my parents took a blow during my first semester at college. I was a freshman, one of my brothers was a senior and my second brother was in graduate school. We were going through a recession and my dad's company was badly affected, having to lay off many people. Mom and dad called us for a conference and it was decided that we should try to get some part time jobs to earn our own pocket money. It wasn't a big deal. We'd all worked weekends and summers since we were in high school so why not now?

I started looking for a job, but I wasn't the only student looking to earn some extra cash and there weren't many jobs around. I'd been to restaurants and grocery stores, cleaning contractors and anyone who could possibly want to employ an 18-year old, but no luck. One day I'd been to the library in town to research a paper and in order to save money I'd decided to walk back to my dorm. It was only a 30 minute walk and I could do with the exercise since I'd put on a little bit of weight since leaving home. I walked past a sign that read "Girl aged 18-25 needed immediately. Great pay. Apply within." It looked like a bar and I'd played around with mixing drinks at home when my parents had parties and I knew I could do it.

I could hardly see anything as I entered the premises. It was pitch black apart from a small light at the end of a bar. It seemed that I was right. This was a bartending job. My parents probably wouldn't approve, but it was going to be a job, right? And beggars can't be choosers.

"Hello?" I called out, still not seeing anyone. There was no reply. "Hello! Is anyone here?"

"Who's that?" came a voice from within.

"My name is Rosanna McCauley," I answered. "I've come about the job."

The lights flickered on, lighting up the big room and I looked around myself. It actually looked a lot nicer on the inside than it had from outside. There were a lot of mirrors on the walls, making it look bigger and the décor was all leather, shiny metal and glass. Having never been inside a bar I thought it looked very classy.

"I'm Max Frank," said the guy who walked up to me. He was 6'2" and had a body that looked like he lived in the gym. He had a receding hairline and wore his long blonde hair in a ponytail. "Do you have any experience, Rosanna?"

His icy blue eyes looked straight into mine and I knew better than to lie. "Not much, I'm afraid. Only helping out at home. But I'm a fast learner."

I couldn't make out the look in his eyes. "Helping out at home?"

"Yeah... When my parents were having parties and my mom wanted to be able to relax with the other guests I'd help out."

"Is that what's going on in suburbia these days?"

"I know I'm only 18, but I never tasted."

"Whoa... Back up there, little girl... Why are you here?"

"I told you. I've come about the job that's advertised outside."

"The stripper job?"

Stripper??? "Uh... I thought it was a bartending job." I blushed. "Or waitressing."

"Sorry girl. All our bartenders are male and I've got enough waitresses. I need someone who will take her clothes off and dance seductively on these tables and who will sit on my guests' laps and giggle at their jokes if the guests are willing to pay."

I knew that I should turn around and walk out of there, but Max's description made my pussy tingle the way it only did when I was masturbating while watching porn. I felt compelled to find out more. "I could do that..."

"You could? Pure little Miss Suburbia?" Max looked doubtful.

"I'd like to try," I bit my lip. "I'd really like to try."

Max looked contemplative. "You know... It might just work. You have an air of innocence around you. You look like the girl next door. You're probably the kind of girl our guests fantasise about when they come here. Dance for me."

Max switched on some music and I started moving with it. He gave me some instructions about what to do with my arms and my face. He told me to slow down my movements a bit. He told me to exaggerate certain movements. He was soon nodding approvingly at me. "Now keep moving like that, but start taking your clothes off."

His order took me by surprise, I felt a little shy all of a sudden, but I couldn't say no now. Then I'd never get the job. I slipped out of my coat and sweater. Next I kicked off my sneakers. I looked over at Max and he indicated that I should take off my t-shirt next. I was wearing a boring white sports bra, but he didn't seem to mind. Next I pulled off my jeans, revealing my white cotton panties with little pink hearts. I kept dancing and Max motioned to me to take my bra off and I did. If anyone I knew had walked in I would have died of shame, but only Max was looking at me. As I threw my bra on the floor and wondered whether to go completely naked Max turned off the music and applauded.

"You're a natural, Rosanna," he said with a smile. "Your moves are a bit awkward, but with a little bit of training you'll be fantastic. You could do with losing some weight, but dancing for hours on end will tone you up in no time."

He mentioned an amount that was beyond my wildest dreams. No other part time job paid anywhere near as much. "That's your basic pay per 6 hour shift. Then you get to keep your tips on top of that, so the better and sexier you are the more money you'll earn. All my girls work at least 2 shifts a week and a maximum of 4. If you take the job you'll come here tomorrow and on Sunday to train with one of my top dancers. If you pass the test at the end you'll be fitted for a uniform and the job is yours. I'll send you home with a sample g-string so that you can shave your pussy enough, or just shave completely, that's what most of the girls do because I won't accept any little hairs showing. You may even consider waxing. The g-strings stay on all the time while you're on these premises and if anyone tries to feel any area of you that's covered by that material they're thrown out, as are you if you don't report it before one of the guards catch it. I don't accept any whoring during working hours, and that includes making dates with customers. If anyone wants to fuck you and you want to charge for the privilege you talk with Suzy. I don't care what you do in your spare time. I don't know anything about her business and I don't want it associated with me in any way, but as I said, what you do in your own time is your own business."

"The girls who work here prostitute themselves?" I gasped.

"As I said, I don't know anything about that and I won't discuss it with you again unless I catch you trying to turn tricks during working hours, in which case you're fired."

I felt another deep tingle in my pussy. This was so exciting. I was going to dance naked for a living and the thought of men wanting to pay to fuck me had me turned on beyond my wildest dreams. I was going to talk with this Suzy woman.

"What time do you want me here tomorrow?"

"We open at 8 and I want you out of the way by then. Come in at 6 and I'll have one of the girls work with you."

The next day was Saturday and I couldn't wait to start my training. I'd tried on my g-strings and quickly decided to shave my pussy completely as it left very little to the imagination. I took great care in the shower to ensure that I was completely smooth and that the only hair on my body was my long blonde hair. My roommate had gone home for the weekend so I had complete privacy to study my body in the mirror. I was 5'7" and average weight for my height. I had a little bit of extra fat on my body, but not enough to give me a tummy or a fat ass. My tits were firm c-cups and in the cool air my pink nipples stiffened up and stood out nearly half an inch. I looked as good as any of the girls who modelled in the porn magazines I'd drooled over.

I was at the club at 6 sharp and was met by a girl with raven black hair. She introduced herself as Yvette and she took me straight to have shoes fitted. The shoes were 4-inch stilettos and I knew that my biggest challenge would be to stay on my feet in those. On the plus side, they made my legs look really long and very toned. Max came half an hour before the club opened and he gave me some pointers to work on before the next evening. He also invited me to hang out in his office for a couple of hours that night and watch the other girls through the one-way mirror. I watched the girls performing on stage, alone and in pairs. I watched them dancing on tables, never once losing a garment, teasing the guests and enticing them to buy lap time as well. By the time I came back to my dorm that night my panties were soaking. I just had to pass my test the next day.

I worked hard all Sunday, trying to perfect the moves that Yvette had taught me, getting used to taking my clothes off and dancing in those shoes. On the Sunday evening Yvette worked with me for another hour and then I had to do a table routine for Max and a redhead woman. Max then asked me to do a lap routine for him and I could tell by his smile that I was about to pass. As a new girl I was offered Tuesday and Thursday nights to begin. Those were the least lucrative nights and thus least popular. As my reputation grew I'd be given weekend slots, but I had to work my way up to that. I knew it wasn't ideal to be working on school nights, but by this time I was so turned on by the idea of being an exotic dancer that I couldn't turn it down.

As the doors were about to open the redhead pulled me backstage and started fitting me for clothes. Each girl had a handful outfits that she could use each night as they would invariably get sweaty and have booze spilled on them.

"What do you want to be called?" she asked me.

"What's wrong with Rosanna?"

"Nothing at all, but most girls don't want anyone to know their real names."

I thought about this for a while. "Call me Roxie."

The redhead smiled. "That's more like it. I'm Suzy, by the way."

Suzy? "Err... Max told me to ask you about... uhm... other stuff..."

"Other stuff?" she eyed me suspiciously. "I only do the clothes at this club. That's all."

"But what about..." I started.

"Nothing else. Anything else would be illegal and I don't do that."

With those words she turned around and went back to work and I left the club for the evening. I hardly slept for the next couple of nights. I was nervous and excited about my debut. I'd been told that I'd only be doing private shows the first night and that I'd probably not be very busy as I wasn't a well-known name. That was fine by me. I could tell from the training sessions that it was going to be hard work until my limbs got used to it. I got there half an hour before opening on the Tuesday and Suzy showed me how to do my makeup. She then took some photos of me wearing only my g-string and then she helped me into my clothes and took some more photos. Before I knew it my picture was plastered on the TV screens in the club along with the photos of the other girls on duty that night. My first outfit for the evening was emerald green and matched my eyes. It consisted of a miniscule skirt, a corset top, a bra and the g-strings. I was also wearing black stockings that stayed on with the g-strings.

I didn't have to wait long for Max to come shouting my name. "Roxie. Big Ray has seen your picture and he wants a table dance. He's one of our biggest spenders so you give him and his party a really long show. They're at table 23 and Big Ray is the guy with the purple tie. Get this one right and you'll be making a huge tip."

My legs felt like overcooked spaghetti as I walked towards table 23. The club was only half full, but I could feel the eyes staring at me as I made my way to the table. The show on the stage had just ended and no other girls were dancing at that moment so I had everybody's attention. This had to be good. As I approached table 23 I spotted the guy with the purple tie. He was very overweight and sweating profusely. Normally I would have been repulsed by him, but knowing that he was paying to see me naked made me feel that I had power over him. I started feeling horny and got into my role. I could see that he was sitting with his legs widely parted and I remembered something Suzy had told me. Instead of sitting down on the table and then slowly standing up I tried a much more risky mount. I put one foot between his thighs and used the leather seat as a step and hopped up on the table. Big Ray nodded appreciatively, I knew I had his full attention.

I slowly slipped the corset top off, putting on a show for everybody around the table, but keeping my eyes locked on Big Ray. I knew that it was important for my career to make a connection with the man paying the bill. After a little more teasing my skirt came off, much to the cheer of most men in the room who were now all watching my show. After a few more provocative moves I started pulling my bra off. I teased my audience with my bra and then I let it fall while I was on my knees, right in front of Big Ray, giving him the first look at my tits. There was a cheer when I stood up again, showing my tits to the room. Max was out making the rounds and he smiled encouragingly at me. As my dance came to an end he gave me a hand signal that meant that I was to give Big Ray a lap dance on the house. By now I had a lot of money stuck in my g-string, but I had to stay professional and pretend they weren't there. I'd been told that a stripper who looks like she's counting her money was a great turnoff so I kept doing my thing. As I squirmed around on Big Ray's lap I could feel his erection against me. I was sure that he could smell how wet I was and I didn't care. I was living the dream I never knew I had. I was turning men on for a living and I was good at it. Before Big Ray stuffed my substantial tip into my g-strings he fondled my tit and pinched my nipple. That was not strictly allowed, but I'd been told that VIP guests were given those privileges as long as they stayed big spenders and didn't try it on under the strippers' g-strings. And I was secretly turned on by this physical contact which was much more intimate than anything I'd experienced to date.

"Are you by any chance one of Suzy's girls?" he whispered to me as I picked up my clothes to go back to the waiting area.

"I don't know what you're talking about," I said, half true. "I'm one of Max's dancers."

The rest of the evening went by quickly. I was as requested as any of the other girls and when I counted my tips that night I realised that I'd made more in one night than I'd made in a month in any of my other jobs. I couldn't wait for Thursday.

I soon discovered that working late nights was not conducive to good exam results and I scraped by my exams. By the time I went home for Christmas I'd made so much money I could afford to fly and then I caught the airport bus to the bus depot where my parents picked me up. They were disappointed with my exam results and when I blamed it on my waitressing job they suggested I quit, but I said no. I was sure I'd get used to the hours eventually, although secretly I was a bit worried as Max had been talking of giving me more nights as I was proving to be one of his more popular dancers.

I returned to college a week before classes started and there was a message from Suzy on my answer phone. I called her back and we agreed to meet in the park the next day. I was early, but she was already there.

"Roxie," she started, "you once wanted to know about my other activities. I've been observing you and I feel that you can be trusted to be let in on my secret. I've been getting requests from men, guests at the club, who would be willing to pay generous amounts of money to have sex with you."

"Oh," was all I could say. I didn't want to show how excited I was. "How generous?"

She mentioned a sum and it was all I could do not to fall over. I didn't think prostituting oneself paid that well. "That's generous. And that's just for a fuck?"

"Well, it's not just a fuck. They could pick up any whore off the street for that. They want you for an evening. Or a day. Or a weekend! You'll be invited to a hotel room or a corporate apartment or even a dinner party. You'll dress for the occasion. Not like a hooker, but like a classy date. Building up your wardrobe will take a considerable chunk out of your early earnings. You will then be wined and dined by your patron. He will then take you to the privacy of his bedroom where you'll be expected to perform. He'll want you to strip for him. He'll want you to take his clothes off. A lot of men want to be bathed and serviced before fucking you. You will make him believe that you're loving every moment of it even if you don't cum, and a lot of the time you won't cum. But you'll make him think he's the world's greatest lover. When he's done fucking you he'll give you an envelope with half your fee – you are not to open this envelope while in his company as you're selling the illusion that you'd fuck him whether or not he paid you. I'll have been given the other half as deposit and I'll give you your share of that when I've been given a satisfactory report. I take 20% of your earnings as commission. What do you think?"

It sounded like a lot more hard work than I'd initially thought, but I wanted it. I wanted it all. I'd been teasing men with my dancing for long enough now. I wanted to move on to the next step. I'd realised that the club was a great place to advertise my goods, but now was the time to take this thing to the next level. There was only one problem. I mentioned this to Suzy.

"What's the problem?" she asked with a suspicious look on her face. "Don't tell me you're not clean. You will always use condoms of course. There's no negotiating out of that. If I find out from a patron that you're willing to fuck without a condom I will drop you."

"That's not it," I sighed. "In fact, you're not going to get anyone cleaner than me. I'm a virgin."

"No shit!" Suzy looked surprised. "That's a first for me. I was sure you'd fucked around seeing how you tease all the guests at the club."

"Is that going to be a problem?"

"Definitely not a problem," Suzy smiled. "Rather the opposite. You can make a lot of money off your virginity, unless you'd rather lose it to a boyfriend or something..."

"I don't have a boyfriend. I want to fuck. I want to learn to fuck and be fucked."

"I'll ask around. I'll also let some people know that your virginity is for sale at the right price. I'll let you know."

The next few weeks were surreal. I kept wondering which of my regulars had made enquiries with Suzy. Some of them had a new light in their eyes when I performed for them and I wondered which ones knew that I was a virgin and that my virginity was for sale. I was soon working three shifts a week and I'd been given a solo show on the stage on Saturdays. I had to come in early for two weeks in order to rehearse the stage strip, and I nailed my first performance, earning me a standing ovation and more tips than I normally earned in a whole evening. Max was overjoyed with me and tried to talk me into a fourth shift, but I declined. I had to keep up with my schoolwork and Suzy had mentioned to me that I should try and keep one or two nights a week open for any "dates" arranged by her.


My Secret Life



A month after my first meeting with Suzy we met again on the same park bench. She explained to me what the going rate for sex with a virgin was and that she'd added 25% on top of that due to my popularity at the club. Two men had then entered a bidding war and the offer was now close to twice the normal rate. The men in question were two of my regulars at the club, Big Ray and a guy I called Slick Sam. I immediately told Suzy that I preferred Slick Sam who was a rather fit guy in his 40's to sweaty fat Big Ray. Suzy understood this, but warned me that if I turned Big Ray down he'd been known to stop asking girls to dance at the club, or stop giving them tips. I thought about this. Big Ray was without a doubt my biggest source of income and I did love it when he fondled my tits and when I could feel his erection against my thigh, ass or pussy while on his lap. But the amount that I'd get for selling my virginity was such that it would make up for several months of lap dancing for Big Ray and after all, I wasn't adverse to fucking him. I was happy to fuck him, but losing my virginity was nerve wrecking enough. I wanted to do it with a guy who could turn me on for real.

I met Suzy the next day and she said that she'd spoken with Slick Sam and Big Ray. Big Ray had offered an additional 50% on top of Slick Sam and he'd asked Suzy to pass on a cryptic message. I was to give him a generous lap dance next time we met and I'd know that fucking him would be pleasurable for me. I was on duty that very same evening and Big Ray gave me a big smile as I climbed off the table and sat on his lap. I started my movements, pressing my tits against him, straddling him and dry humping him. That's when I felt it. The normal erection that figured in his pants was just a mild stir. He'd let himself go properly hard now and his cock was everywhere. No matter where I moved my pussy across his lap, there was his fuckmeat. When my lapdance was over I winked at him and went away. I gave Suzy a nod and I knew that she started arranging my first fuck at the very first opportunity.

Big Ray wasn't a patient guy and Suzy arranged for our date already the next week. I was to accompany Big Ray to a business dinner and then go back to his town apartment afterwards. He knew I was a virgin so I wouldn't be expected to do any weird positions that I didn't know of. But I was expected to give him a blowjob, strip for him, clean him, all the usual stuff. It added to the excitement of taking a virgin for Big Ray and he sure had paid a lot for the pleasure.

I used my last tip from him to buy myself an evening gown. I also bought a black bra, stockings, suspenders and new shoes to go with it. I decided against panties, turned on by the thought of having a naked pussy all evening. On the evening I caught a cab from Suzy's apartment where I'd been changing to Big Ray's place. He was waiting for me next to a limo and I slid right in.

"Finally Roxie," he smiled at me and popped open a bottle of champagne. "I've been nagging Suzy about you since the very first night you danced for me. I'm honoured that you've chosen to give me the gift of your virginity."

I thought it weird that he was saying this, as we both knew that he was paying good money to take my cherry, but I smiled at him and lied. "I'm so happy it's you, Big Ray. After last week I know why they call you BIG Ray."

He laughed out loud at my comment. "Oh babe, you're priceless. I can't wait to feel your tight virgin cunt around my big tool."

"Me neither," I said truthfully. It was all I'd been able to think of since I felt his full erection.

As he helped me out of the limo at the restaurant I leaned against him and whispered. "I'm not wearing any panties tonight."

Big Ray's hand slowly caressed my ass to check the veracity of my statement as we entered the restaurant and I could hear him swear about his business dinner.

The dinner was the most boring thing I'd ever sat through. The men couldn't keep their eyes off my cleavage and the women sent me hateful glances. They were mostly wives and they knew that I wasn't Big Ray's wife, but his latest mistress. Nobody suspected that I was still a virgin. After 3 hours the dinner finally ended and Big Ray had the limo brought to the door. I don't know if it was nerves or a conscious decision, but neither one of us had drunk a lot that evening.

"Oh Roxie," Big Ray sighed as we were in the limo. "I've been wanting to do this all evening." He pulled me into his arms and started kissing me. I was startled at first and a little repulsed by the smell of sweat and the feel of his fat body. But then his hands moved up the back of my thighs and was soon squeezing my ass. His fingers teased my wet pussy, but he was taking his time, not wanting to fuck in the limo. He walked me into his apartment building with a budding erection in his pants and his hand stuck firmly on my ass. Nobody who saw us would doubt what we were planning to do.

As soon as we closed his apartment door behind us he pressed me up against the wall and shoved his tongue down my throat again. He pressed his hips against me and I could feel his hard shaft digging into my stomach.

"I could take you right here and now," he whispered into my ear, "but that wouldn't be right. Let's go to my bedroom."

He led me into an opulent bedroom that was dominated by a King Size bed with black satin sheets.

"Take my clothes off!" he commanded me and I quickly did as he said. His naked body was worse than him in clothes and I wondered how I was going to breathe with that mountain of fat bouncing on top of me. But when I pulled off his boxers I knew why I'd chosen him. His cock was fully erect and it was almost as big as my forearm. I now knew why he was so popular with the girls even though he was one of the most unattractive men I'd ever seen.

Having masturbated a lot I was curious as to how his cock was going to fit up my cunt. I knew it would because big cocks had squeezed into tight cunts for thousands of years, but I sure hoped that the girls who swore by big cocks were right. When Big Ray was fully undressed he wrapped his hand around his erection. "Now you strip, babe."

It was so different to strip in private to doing it on a table or a stage. There was no music and I moved much slower, involving Big Ray in my actions. I managed to shed my stockings, shoes and suspenders without showing him my naked pussy. Next I took off my bra, still keeping my dress on. Then I slowly slipped out of my dress, first revealing my tits and squeezing Big Ray's face between them and being rewarded with a suck on each nipple. Then I turned my back on him and let the dress fall to the floor. He'd seen my ass countless times before, but then I bent forward, offering him the first view of my wet pussy. I could hear his sharp intake of breath. I stood up again, turned around and walked over to him. I straddled his lap and sat with my open naked pussy against his hard shaft.

"Now what?" I asked him and pressed my chest against his and kissed him.

"Now we get into the Jacuzzi," he smiled at me. He lifted me and walked into the bathroom with my cunt rubbing against his hairy stomach. "You're so wet, Roxie. It's going to be a joy to fuck you."

The Jacuzzi was already full of steaming water and there was an open bottle of Champagne next to it. Big Ray slipped me into the water and then he poured us two glasses of Champagne. We toasted each other but then we put the glasses to the side, forgetting them for quite a while. With the water bubbling around us Big Ray picked up a soap and started soaping me. He spent the longest time on my tits and between my thighs and by the time he was finished I'd already had two mini-orgasms.

He then gave me a bar of soap and I started returning the favour. I washed every inch of his body. I started with his arms and then his hairy chest and stomach. I then moved down and did each leg, taking time on his thighs where he was very sensitive. Finally I wrapped my hands around his cock and started cleaning it. It was wonderful in my hands. It was so soft, so smooth, so powerful. His cock was everything the rest of his body wasn't. I kept soaping it up and cleaning it until he pulled me off himself. 

"I think you want to lose your virginity in bed..." he smiled and kissed me as he lifted me out of the bath and started towelling me. He then handed me a towel and I dried him off. His body wasn't as much of a turnoff now that he was clean and sweet smelling. His cock looked even more massive than before as he took my hand and walked into the bedroom.

"Lie in the middle of the bed," he said to me and watched me get on my back on the black satin. "Now spread your legs." I continued doing as I was told. He slipped on a condom as he watched me and with a smile he climbed up on the bed and between my legs, forcing them wider apart. He lowered his mouth and kissed my pussy intimately, slipping his tongue between my pussy lips and teasing first my clit and then my soaking hole. I thought he was going to make me cum with his mouth, but he wasn't interested in that. With his hands on either side of my body his mouth kissed its way up my stomach, pausing to kiss and bite my nipples and finally resting on my mouth. I could taste my pussy on his lips and I kissed him more passionately than before.

He chuckled and I could feel his cock putting pressure on my swollen pussy lips. He was holding on to my shoulders now and I was wondering whether to guide his cock with my hands, but I needn't worry. With his knees he forced my thighs even wider apart and soon his cockhead slid right between my pussy lips and into my virgin cunt. I cried out in surprise and shock when I felt the size of the shaft that was entering me.

"Just relax, babe," he whispered to me. "Just relax and enjoy it. It'll only hurt if you fight it."

I took his advice and started concentrating on relaxing. I thought of how I'd fantasised about this day for so long. I thought of how horny I'd been during all of that table dancing and how wonderful his cock had felt in my hands before. He pushed his entire cockhead inside me and I felt my cunt relaxing around him. It was wonderful. Big Ray's cock felt like it belonged inside my cunt. He continued pushing himself inside me and he soon hit a stop. With a little extra push he tore through my hymen and I screamed out in pain. I wanted him off me but he wouldn't stop until he hit my womb. I was crying with pain when he stopped and I just wanted the agony to end. I was willing to refund all the money he'd paid for me if he'd just pull out of me, but he didn't.

He reached down and pulled my legs up on his shoulders, burying his cock even deeper inside me. Then the magic happened. I stopped hurting.

"I'm not hurting anymore," I gasped in surprise.

"Then let's fuck," Big Ray grinned at me and that's exactly what we did. He began rocking his hips against me. He pushed my legs up on either side of my head, immobilising me completely. He kept pumping his massive cock in and out of me. I looked down and I could see how wide he'd opened me. I loved the look of his shaft, shiny with my juices, pumping in and out of my tiny fuck hole. It was wonderful. He filled me completely. I started playing with my tits as I watched our fucking. I pinched my nipples and pulled at my tits. I was in heaven. I'd always liked watching sex and now I knew that I loved fucking ten times as much.

"Play with your clit, baby," Big Ray panted. "You'll love it."

I did as I was told and he was right. I started teasing my clit and I immediately felt my cunt reacting to the stimulation. My fingers were soon wet with pussy juices and I kept rubbing my clit. I knew from previous masturbation experience that I was going to cum soon.

"I'm gonna cum, Big Ray," I moaned.

"That's what I've been waiting for, baby," he replied. "Cum Roxie, cum for me baby!"

No further encouragement was needed. I moaned out loud as I let my body give in to the pleasure of my very first fuck. I felt my cunt contracting around Big Ray's big shaft as I shivered underneath him. He slammed himself as deep as he could inside my cumming cunt and groaned out loud as he shot his load. When we were both done cumming he pulled his shrinking cock out of me and collapsed next to me.

"Wow Roxie," he smiled. "You are a wonderful fuck. So deliciously tight."

"Thanks Big Ray," I smiled back at him and let my hand caress his chest. "You were wonderful too."

"You liked my big cock, huh?"

"It was so good in my cunt. I miss it already."

Big Ray let out a laugh. "You are a hungry little slut, aren't you? Are you ready for some more Big Ray fucking?"

"You bet!" I saw no point in feigning disinterest. I couldn't wait to discover more about sex and who knew when I'd get laid next?

"Then you gotta wake up my cock, with your mouth. Have you ever done that before?"

I shook my head in a no.

"Excellent. OK, let's turn you into a cocksucker. All you have to do is take my cock in your mouth and I'm sure a horny thing like you can go with your instincts from there."

I started moving down the bed, but was stopped by Big Ray's hand around my arm.

"Not so fast, babe. I'm hungry too. Straddle my face while you suck my cock."

I did as I was told and could feel Big Ray's tongue running along my pussy as I lay across him. Because of his size I had to lie on his sweaty belly, but this didn't bother me anymore. All I wanted was his cock in my mouth. His cock had gone a bit smaller, but there was still more than enough meat to fill my mouth as I sucked him in. I could hear his encouraging words as I tried to swallow what was in my mouth. I soon worked out a rhythm. With one hand on his balls and the other one wrapped around the base of his cock I sucked him in and out, letting my tongue feel every vein in his shaft and particularly getting to know his thick mushroom head. I tasted his precum as he grew massive in my mouth and I attempted to deep throat him, but my experience was so limited I didn't do a very good job.

Meanwhile Big Ray was busy with my cunt. He was slurping up my juices, tongue fucking me and teasing my clit. It was wonderful. He then licked his way back to my asshole and licked it for the longest time, setting me on fire. I knew then that I'd let him take my ass cherry one of these days. Without letting his cock out of my mouth I came from Big Ray eating me, but he didn't stop. I was soon horny again.

"OK, babe," I heard him say. "Here's a condom, put it on me and come up here again."

I did as I was told and then he instructed me to straddle his hips. I was so wet and ready for him that this time his fat cockhead slid straight inside me. Big Ray started manhandling my tits as I started bouncing up and down his wonderful shaft. Riding him was even better than having him on top. I controlled the pace and the angle of his cock and I got it just right. I closed my eyes and moaned with pleasure as I felt his cock possessing my hungry cunt. Then he let one hand off my tits and started massaging my clit again. I couldn't hold back for very long. He'd gotten to know my pussy so well that night that he knew exactly which buttons to push. I came and convulsed all over him as my body gave in to the cock induced orgasm.

But Big Ray hadn't cum. He pulled my limp body off him and told me to get on my hands and knees. My cunt was still tightly squeezed from cumming when he forced his bone inside me from behind. With his hands on my tits he pulled me up against him.

"Learn to like this position, baby," he panted in my ear, "cuz we'll be fucking like this many times."

He shoved me down again and with each hard and deep thrust I could feel his balls slamming into my wet pussy, beating my clit to a frenzy. There was no learning to like that position. I loved it already.

"Oh yeah, Big Ray," I moaned. "Oh yeah, fuck me harder. Fuck my brains out!"

Big Ray laughed out loud and picked up the pace even more. I could smell my cunt in the air. I could hear our panting. But most of all I could hear the wet slams of Big Ray ravaging my body. This was what fucking was all about. This was what I'd been fantasising about. This was a raw animal act. There was no girly romance about what we were doing. We were two adults fucking hard to achieve the ultimate prize, a mind-blowing orgasm.

We weren't disappointed. I couldn't hold on for much longer and when my cunt convulsed around Big Ray's shaft he started shooting yet another load. We lay panting next to each other afterwards and I just wanted to go to sleep.

"Thank you for tonight, baby," Big Ray said and got out of the bed. "There's an envelope on the dresser on the way out. There's a little bonus for you in it because you've been worth it. Don't mention it to Suzy or she'll want her cut of it. Now you better go home. I'm having a shower and then I have to head home or my wife is going to wonder where I am."

I hadn't had any fancy ideas about Big Ray's attraction to me. I was just a tight cunt for him to play with. But his words brought me straight back to earth. I had to go now because he was off back to his real life. Tonight hadn't been a momentous occasion in his life. He'd fucked another virgin. It was a pleasure he'd paid a lot for, but he'd paid for it, done it and now he was going home to sleep."

I caught a cab and got home to my dorm late. I'd been given a night key to the dorm after I started my "waitressing job" since I worked such late hours so nobody saw me come in. I pulled off my evening gown, stuffed it deep inside my closet and went to sleep.

The next evening I was due to dance at the club again. Max was furious with me when he saw me naked. My body was covered in bruises and it took all of Suzy's makeup skill to cover them. As I was dancing for some foreign businessmen I saw Big Ray enter the club in the corner of my eye. I smiled and started planning the intimate lap dance I was going to give him when he bought my services. Next I was doing my show on the stage. I looked over at Big Ray and I was furious to see that he wasn't looking at me. His attention was completely focused on the girl who was dancing on his table. She had big fake tits and I hated her for what she did for Big Ray. I'd been his favourite since I started dancing at the club and I saw him as mine. He didn't ask for me at all that night. Each private dance I did I got more and more daring. I wanted him to see me turning all the men on. I wanted him to want me again.

At the end of the night Max grabbed hold of me. "I don't know what you're up to tonight Roxie, but you're this close to being fired." He held his thumb and his finger close together. "This is not a whorehouse. You tease the guests, you don't fuck them."

The next few weeks went by like a dream. Suzy had had so many requests for my company that I could have escorted men every single evening of the week, but I limited myself to two a week so that I could keep up with my studies. I fucked several of my regulars and there was no shortage of patrons despite the astronomic sums Suzy was requesting on my behalf. I soon had a select group of patrons who booked me regularly and I started getting more confident in my fucking. I perfected the art of deep throating and I soon learnt how to control the fuck so that I reached an orgasm every time. I took care so that my bruising was kept to a minimum so as not to enrage Max again.

Soon I became a headline name at the club. I was dancing on Wednesdays, Fridays and Saturdays and I was generally fully booked before the evening had started. Max told me that he'd raised the price for booking me and he consequently gave me a small raise. But the money that had seemed so great when I first got the job was now petty cash. Were it only for the money I'd stop dancing, but I loved it. I loved seeing the erections grow as I teased the guests. I loved feeling their hands groping me as they fastened money in my g-strings. Dancing was also the best advert for my other job. My patrons saw me dance and wanted to fuck me. I never said anything to them when they asked me at the club, but soon enough they'd booked me through Suzy. The only thing that baffled me was that Big Ray never asked for me again.




My Secret Life



I saw him in the club almost every night I worked and every time he chose a different girl, but never me. He never booked me through Suzy either. I was dying to know why. I got so obsessed by him that I would have fucked him for free if he'd only paid attention to me. When I walked past him on my way to and from other tables he'd smile politely, but the hunger that had been in his eyes before we fucked was now gone. I figured that letting him fuck me had taken away the mystery and he now considered me a wasted cunt, especially since I was fucking every other Tom, Dick and Harry who came to the club.

Then out of the blue I got a phone call from Suzy. She wanted to meet me and discuss a proposition.

"How would you like to make a substantial amount of money during spring break?" she asked me as we sat down on our usual park bench and enjoyed the early spring sun.

"How much?" I asked.

She mentioned an amount that was 10 times what I was paid for one night and mentioned that this job would last a week.

"One of your patrons wants to take you to Grand Cayman for spring break. His wife is going to Disney World with the kids and he wants to have a week long orgy with you."

"Who is it?"

"I can't say. That's the amount he offered and it's non-negotiable. If you say no it'll be offered to another girl, but you were his first choice. I need an answer straight away."

"What would it involve?" I asked, turned on by the secrecy of the situation.

"You'd travel down to Grand Cayman, met by a chauffeur and taken to his private house that's very secluded. He would meet you there. Then you'd be his possession for the week. You know, the usual stuff, nothing kinky unless you're OK with it. His house has a private beach where you can sunbathe in the nude and he'd be willing to take you diving on his own yacht. How about it?"

Since I'd made so much money I'd been thinking of going to Florida with my friends for spring break, but this sounded too good to be true. A week in a tropical paradise and a lot of fucking. I just wished I knew who it was. I hoped it was one of the men that I didn't have to work too hard with to cum.

"And the same rules apply as normal?" I asked Suzy.

"Every single one."

"I'll do it," I smiled.

"You won't regret it."

To my friends I said that I'd been invited to go on vacation with my cousins. To my family I said I was going to Cancun with my friends. On the first day of spring break I boarded a plane to Grand Cayman. My patron obviously wanted me to arrive happy and rested since he'd bought me a first class ticket. I didn't have to wait for my luggage since I travelled very light. I realised that I wasn't expecting to wear a lot of clothes so I'd only packed the essentials. I was met by a chauffeur and when I reached the house a butler showed me to a bedroom. He showed me that there was a note for me in an envelope and I went to read it.

"Dear Roxie," it said. "Put some sunscreen on your lovely body and go relax by the pool. The staff has been instructed to stay away from there so you'll have complete privacy. Be careful to put a lot of sunscreen on your tits and pussy as they'll burn easily. I'll be back soon and I can't wait to fuck you."

It wasn't signed. I didn't recognise the handwriting, but then my patrons weren't in the habit of corresponding with me. I did as I was told and went out into the afternoon sun. I'd never sunbathed in the nude before, but I loved it. It felt decadent and I was starting to feel horny. I couldn't wait to fuck my secret patron when he got back. I must have nodded off because I didn't hear any steps. I woke with a start when I felt a hand cupping one of my tits. I opened my eyes and looked into Big Ray's smiling face.

"Surprise!" he smiled.

"Big Ray," I exclaimed. "I was hoping it'd be you."

"I know. I've seen the way you've been looking at me. I've missed you too."

"Why did you never book me?"

"Maybe because absence makes the heart grow fonder? I knew that if I booked you to dance for me I'd have to fuck you. You were a great fuck when I took your virginity, but if I'm not fucking a virgin I want a woman with experience. I know from Suzy that you've fucked many men by now and I also know that she's had great reports on your progress. I decided it was time for us to fuck again."

I knew I should have been enraged, but I was so horny and hungry for his cock that I didn't care. I started caressing his crotch.

"Oh babe," he laughed. "You've turned into such a slut. I bet I could have you for next to nothing if I tried."

I didn't admit that he was right. "Just fuck me, Big Ray." I begged him.

He stopped laughing and looked at me. "Now, babe, you know I can't wait to be inside your delicious cunt again, but there are rules. I pay for you. That means that I call the shots and you do as I say. I will fuck you when I want to fuck you, but you're here to please me, not the other way around. Are we clear?"

I felt humiliated. "Crystal."

"Good! Now take my clothes off and bathe me before we get down to business."

I pulled his business suit off and folded it on the deck chair. Ever so often he'd pull me close to him and kiss me. He showed me the way to the luxurious bathroom, passing through the bedroom where I'd changed earlier. All my things had been put away. There was a steaming Jacuzzi waiting for us in the bathroom. We stepped inside and I got straight to work on Big Ray. I'd learnt a lot since our last meeting and I could tell that he appreciated what I was doing. When his entire body was clean I breathed deeply and dove under the water and sucked his cock into my mouth. I cleaned him with my tongue and played with his balls for a long time until I had to go up for air. Big Ray grabbed hold of me as I filled my lungs with oxygen.

"I like your initiative. You've deserved a good fuck. We got out of the bath and I dried myself and then I towelled off Big Ray. I climbed up on my hands and knees on the bed and Big Ray laughed. "You remembered! You're a great slut, one of the best I've ever had."

I could hear him putting a condom on his shaft and then he shoved himself deep inside me. I moaned out with pleasure as I once again felt his shaft filling my tight cunt completely. I could tell from Big Ray's grunt that he wasn't disappointed in me. As he was fucking me I felt him reaching for something and then I felt a squirt of something cold on my ass. It was lube. Big Ray was fucking my cunt hard and he started massaging my asshole with his fingers. He finally shoved his thumb all the way inside my ass and I screamed out as this gave me my first orgasm. He kept pumping my cunt until I was done cumming and then he pulled out. I knew what was coming and I wasn't disappointed. Big Ray pulled his thumb out of my ass and little by little he started entering my virgin ass with his big shaft.

The size of him in my ass was beyond belief. I could feel myself burning as soon as his entire cockhead was inside. He gently started pushing himself inside, occasionally pulling out a bit and then shoving himself deeper. I knew I should hurt, but the depravity of the situation turned me on like nothing before. When he was deep inside me he came to a stop, pulled me up by my tits and kissed my neck.

"Now I start fucking your ass," he whispered to me. True to his word he started pulling out and then slamming inside again. I'd wondered how I'd feel about ass fucking and now I knew. I loved it. It was difficult to stay relaxed so I didn't hurt, but I managed for most of the time. And when I felt pain it didn't bother me. The pain was part of the submission of the ass fuck. I loved it. I soon felt Big Ray reach around and start finger fucking my cunt. I was literally on fire. I didn't think fucking could get any better than it was right then. I finally gave in to the pleasure and as I was squirting my cum juices into Big Ray's hand he shoved himself all the way up my ass, pulled me tight and I could feel his cock twitching inside me as he shot his load.

He pulled out slowly and we lay down on the bed. "Suck me, babe," he commanded and I did as I was told. This time there was no 69 as he laid back and enjoyed the view of me deep throating his cock. After a while he reached for another condom and asked me to put it on him so that I could ride him. I came three times while riding him and I was absolutely exhausted by the time he grinned and let his own load shoot.

That week Big Ray owned me. He fucked me everywhere possible. Most days I never bothered putting any clothes on. As if by magic, everywhere we went was cleaned up after us, but I never saw any of the staff in the house. Big Ray kept setting me challenges and I kept meeting them. Every position he requested I delivered. He was insatiable and I loved his appetite. On the fifth evening he said he had a meeting.

"You can choose, babe," he told me. "I can bring my guest here and you can keep us company, or I meet him in town."

I knew it was a test. "Bring him here," I said. Big Ray smiled at me and went and got ready. I showered and dried my hair. I could hear voices on the deck and went out to join Big Ray and his guest. I'd put on a miniscule bathing suit that didn't leave anything to the imagination.

"Roxie, this is Tom," Big Ray said. "Tom, this is my Roxie."

Tom pulled me close and kissed me. "What a pleasure to meet you, my dear."

I didn't say much through dinner as Big Ray and Tom were busy talking business. When the dessert plates had been emptied Big Ray looked over at me. "Why don't you slip out of that thing and then help Tom get undressed?"

I did as I was told. Tom's erection was already all there as I pulled of the last garment. I looked at Big Ray and he nodded. I sucked Tom's cock into my mouth and started performing my tongue tricks on him. By my fifth deep throat he couldn't hold back and shot his load down my throat. I swallowed it and then let go of his cock and kissed him on the lips. By this time Big Ray was naked too and we all went to the bedroom. I sucked Tom and got him hard again. Big Ray was licking my pussy and ass as I serviced his guest. He then gave me a condom to put on Tom and he wrapped one around his own shaft.

"Ride him," he told me and I straddled Tom's hips. He was smaller than Big Ray, but he still filled my cunt big time. Big Ray pushed me down with one hand and used the other to squirt lube all over my ass. I knew what was coming. He'd fucked my ass several times in the last week and every time it was an extremely tight fit, but that was nothing to when he double penetrated me. Only a thin wall separated Big Ray and Tom's cocks as they slid in and out of me. I entered an orgasmic frenzy. I couldn't stop cumming. By the time the men shot their loads I had no strength left in my body. They pulled out of me, showered and got dressed, leaving me on the bed like a rag doll.

A couple of hours later the meeting must've been over. I heard Tom say goodbye and Big Ray came back to the bedroom. "Thank you Roxie. You've earned a bonus. I managed to negotiate a much better deal after you fucked Tom."

I don't know where he slept that night, but in the early morning he came back to me with a full erection and fucked me hard. It was our last full day and he couldn't get enough of my cunt, mouth or ass.

When I returned from spring break, with a full body tan that received many compliments at the club, Suzy approached me again. 

"Big Ray wants to hire you. He'll pay you a monthly fee, out of which I'll take my commission, and rent you an apartment near campus and he'll pay all your bills. Since he has a family he'll never have time to visit you on Fridays and Saturdays so you can keep dancing at the club on those nights. He'll own your body two nights a week and you'll always know which nights at least two weeks in advance. The other three nights you can use to study or to fuck other men, but you're not allowed to fuck them in his apartment. You'll have to keep meeting them on their premises. He'll contact me about when he needs you and if you have any requests, comments or complaints you bring them up with me. He only wants you happy to see him when you meet. He will let you go home to your family for the holidays, but he wants you to stay in town for most of the summer so tell your family you've got a job. Sometimes he'll want you to come with him on his travels, but he'll arrange that with me and it will only happen when you don't have to be at college, and he wants full access to your schedule to plan these trips. Any questions?"

I thought about it. My roommate had started getting suspicious of my late night work and I'd run out of places to change for my "dates". A place of my own would be perfect. I knew that I could probably afford an apartment with what I was making now, but this sounded more secure. "How long will this arrangement last?"

"Until Big Ray gets tired of you. But between you and me, he's guaranteed me my fee for at least a year so you're safe for that long."

Suzy told me what he was offering me and I knew I couldn't turn it down. Not only did it mean that I'd fuck my favourite cock regularly, but it made me financially independent. I told Suzy that I agreed to the terms and within a week I moved into my own apartment. I told my parents that I was sharing an apartment with some other girls and that we had caller display so that we only ever answered our own calls. I then told them that I wanted to keep working through the summer and they agreed that it was a good idea. They were proud of me. Little did they know that my work involved spreading my legs for an overweight millionaire with a huge cock.

Max wasn't happy to let me go down to two nights, but he raised my rates even more and he was soon making as much out of me two nights a week as he had three. I had a wonderful couple of years. I danced and fucked and even had time to study a little. There was one small hiccup when I nearly failed a course, but I gave my professor some gift vouchers from the club and he was happy for the rest of the year. When I started my senior year my parents told me that my dad's business was doing a lot better again so I could stop working. With my brothers all employed and only me left in college they could afford to give me pocket money and pay my rent (by that time they thought I'd moved again to live on my own), but I declined. I was fiercely independent and proud of making my own way, even though being a professional cock teaser might not be everybody's idea of a suitable career for a girl from suburbia.

A week before my graduation I quit the club and Max was unhappy to see me go. He offered me a partnership to stay dancing on his tables and his guests' laps, but I knew I had to end that chapter of my life. I gave all my regular patrons goodbye fucks and that only left Big Ray. He wanted to keep me. Through the years we'd perfected our fucking to our mutual satisfaction. He'd taken me to Europe and the Caribbean. On a few occasions he'd shared me with other men and even watched other men fuck me. When I told him that I was moving home he wanted to make arrangements to come and fuck me occasionally, wherever I lived, but I didn't tell him. It was time for me to stop fucking around and start my adult life.

I moved home and started teaching second grade in the same school that I'd attended many years ago. I'd saved a lot of the money I'd made during college and was able to buy a small house. My parents thought I had a mortgage and I wasn't going to tell them that I'd bought it with the money I'd made from living out my sexual fantasies. I started dating and I got used to a different kind of sex, which turned out to be just as satisfying. I'd lived out my depraved animalistic tendencies and was happy to try the love thing. A year and a half after leaving my former life my boyfriend, a local architect, proposed to me and I accepted. We got married the following summer and he designed us a dream house to fill with our children. He was a big boy with a big appetite in bed and we were perfectly matched.

The night before our third anniversary my husband disappointed me by saying that he was having to attend a business dinner on our anniversary. I was seven months pregnant with our first child and I didn't want to come along, but the other wives were going and I knew it was important. My husband had just started an architectural partnership and he was going to be successful, as long as the clients kept coming to him. The client this time was a big department store chain that wanted to open shop in our state and needed a dozen stores designed to very particular specifications. It would be a great feather in my husband's hat and secure his income for a good many years.

We were already in the restaurant with my husband's partners and their wives when the CEO of the potential client walked in with a young girl on his arm. My eyes widened in shock as I recognised Big Ray.

"My wife went to college in the same town as your offices," my husband said when he introduced me to Big Ray.

"You don't say?" he pretended not to know me. "Well, you sit next to me Mrs Pritchard and tell me all about it. Maybe we have some common acquaintances."

I was lost for words so I just smiled and took a seat next to Big Ray and left my husband entertaining his escort. Big Ray kept up an inconspicuous conversation for the rest of the table to see, but every now and then he'd whisper in my ears. "Jasmine is nowhere near as good on the table or in bed as you were. Does your husband fuck your ass the way I used to? Are you satisfied with just the one man now or do you still fuck around? I can't tell you how much your pregnant belly is turning me on, I always fancied planting a seed in you myself, but I knew that would ruin what we had."

I smiled politely, but couldn't remember anything I said. My husband got the contract. He was over the moon. "And he's invited us to come and stay in his house in Grand Cayman when the baby's born. I said yes. I know how much you've wanted to go to the Caribbean."

Our son was 6 months old when we went to Grand Cayman. I was still breastfeeding so I couldn't go diving, but everyone else was going. Until Big Ray pulled out at the last minute because of some "emergency" that he had to deal with. I was on the deck, catching the sun when he walked up to me.

"Sweet Roxie," he smiled. "Let's see if that cunt of yours is as tight after childbirth as it used to be when I owned you."

He took me to the bedroom where we'd fucked so many times before. My tits were DD-cups by then and my nipples were darker. I still shaved all over. This time it was Big Ray who "serviced" me. He sucked and licked and bit my pussy and I was every bit as wet as he remembered. When he finally penetrated me, he shouted out in triumph. I'd worked very hard and my cunt was indeed as tight as it had always been. We fucked like old times. Halfway through the day when I had to feed my son he called the boat and arranged for a mechanical fault. We fucked even more. When the sun started to set we knew that we only had time to fuck once more.

"Roxie," Big Ray said softly as my mouth was full of his cock. "You know I'm clean. I know you're clean. Please, as a parting gift, let me fuck you just once without a condom." This was the one thing I'd always missed so I agreed. I was breastfeeding so what could happen?

I lay down on my back, pulled my legs up to open my wet cunt for Big Ray's eyes. "Fuck me, Big Ray. Fuck me one last time and make it one I'll never forget."

He came down on me immediately. His cock slid inside me and I knew that it was going to be the one time I'd always remember. I came and I came and I came and Big Ray kept going. We rolled over and I rode him and came again. Finally he had me up against the wall, my tits in his hands and him pounding me from behind. Then he shot his biggest load all the way up inside my womb. We both screamed out loud from our joint orgasm and we collapsed on the floor. Big Ray ran his finger past my pussy and sucked our combined juices. He then scooped up some more and let me taste. We kissed deeply and then we parted for the last time. We knew we'd never fuck again. It was too risky, and we'd done everything now. It was better to leave it as a good memory.




My Secret Life



Nine months later my daughter was born. She looks just like me. Besides, my husband and Big Ray are quite similar in colour and height. I don't know who her biological father is, but it doesn't matter. I love her with all my heart. She's my only daughter. I've had two more sons since and all my boys look like their daddy. I haven't seen Big Ray since Grand Cayman, and I don't want to see him. My husband's business is doing well. We have a wonderful life. I don't regret what I did in college and I don't regret quitting that life. I don't regret that last day with Big Ray and I don't regret having my daughter. I did end up a suburban housewife, just as I'd always suspected. But I'm not sexually frustrated. I lived out my fantasies a long time ago and when the day comes when my daughter is of age, I'll tell her to start stripping and get herself a lover until she knows what she wants to do in life. 



My Secret Life as a Slut



My boyfriend James and I are in our mid-30's and I love our lifestyle which includes lots of fun, parties, romantic dinners, vacations...ooh & SEX!

We love to go to concerts and drink expensive wine. Some of our friends who have kids tell us how much they envy our freedom. When we pull into their driveway in our little red sports car and park next to their mini-van I think it speaks for itself. I love to dress in sexy clothes and high heels, strutting along beside my man. Our sex life is grrreat. The first few years we dated there was Sex, SEX..& more SEX. Sex in the car, sex on the beach, sex in the shower. We weren't into anything too kinky, we weren't swingers and our dirty little fantasies were sometimes a little HOTTER than either of us were expecting but we could tell each other anything. We didn't cheat and didn't keep secrets from each other. We didn't have to. 

James worked for a marketing company and he'd been promoted recently. He was so excited and although I was happy for him the added responsibility along with the frequent travelling kept him away most weekends. I worked at a pub a few nights a week. It was great money and I enjoyed the atmosphere. It kept me in great shape and I enjoyed chatting and socializing with the customers. I got 'hit on' often and I would always smile politely and say 'thank you'. No flirting, no giggling like some of the girls did. They just ended up looking stupid and slutty. I prefered to toss my long hair over my shoulder, give a sly smile and....strut away. James trusted me and I was a good girl and hadn't ever considered being unfaithful. 

One particular weekend I was enjoying a glass of wine after work since James was away AGAIN. I wondered what I should do...movie? Nah, it wasn't as much fun watching it alone. Dinner? Uh Uh. I could go and visit some friends but I had grown tired of being the 3rd wheel or 5th wheel...whatever. Our friends were great but I missed James and decided to go home and order some pizza. I suddenly heard an 'ahem' and looked to see Rudy standing there. Rudy was a wealthy, older gentleman who often came in for a scotch...single malt of course and I enjoyed talking to him since he always had a story. He seemed to live a colorful life and the fact that he had his own plane made me wonder what exactly he did for a living.

Rudy sat down beside me and politely took my hand, raising it to his mouth to kiss it. He was a true gentleman and although his thick white hair and heavily lined face was that of an old man, he was a sexy old man. Rudy was always impeccably dressed and tonight was no exception. I commented on his suit and complimented the fact that he always looked sharp. He thanked me and said that he would treasure such a compliment coming from someone so beautiful. Rudy was a flirt and since he'd never been anything less than polite I smiled before joking that he should stop wasting his time. He nodded slowly reminding both of us that I had a boyfriend...'man' he called it. I agreed that 'yes, I have a man' but told him how I'd been living a solitary existence lately and lamented about how I'd missed going out for dinners and concerts. Rudy listened patiently and sipped his wine slowly, his large gold watch clanking on the bar each time he lowered his wrist.

He suggested that I join a club, or take up a hobby so that I wouldn't be lonely. I smiled and agreed before explaining that I'd become a bit of a homebody and a hobby would be a good solution. He smiled before asking me what sort of hobby I might be interested in. His blue eyes twinkled and his tanned skin made them stand out even more. I shook my finger admonishing him for his suggestive tone, joking of course. I stood up and excused myself since it was getting late and I could hear my stomach growling. Pizza, I thought to myself. 

I waved goodbye to everyone and as Rudy walked me to my car I hoped he was being a gentleman and not a dirty old man. He offered to take me to dinner and again I shook my finger telling him I was going home..alone. He explained that he wasn't interested in anything more than my company. I thought a moment and the image of my empty house and a greasy pizza flashed through my head. I decided to accept the offer and as we walked towards his luxury car I wondered again...what does he do?

Rudy suggested a place that was basically THE best place in the city. I'd been there with James once, on my birthday. I asked Rudy if they would let us in without a reservation and he smiled nodding silently. He pulled past the entrance and down the alley leading to the back of the building. I looked at him slightly alarmed but as he pulled around I saw that the back door was open. Rudy and I were escorted through a hallway and into a large, beautifully decorated room. A private room. I waited until we were seated and alone before I asked Rudy to explain. He folded his hands carefully and began to speak. He explained that it would be better for ME if we weren't seen together. I was confused and about to leave when he grasped my hand and asked me to sit so he could explain. I sat waiting and I WAS SHOCKED by what he told me.

It seemed that Rudy's business was The Oldest Profession around. He called it a 'relaxation spa' but I knew it as Eden. It was a classy 'whorehouse' and as notorious as it was busy. He asked me to keep it a secret since only a select few people knew. I was pleased that he'd confided in me and smiled thanking him for the dinner invitation. We enjoyed a few bottles of very expensive wine and our conversaton again drifted to James and the apparent lack of well..James. Rudy asked if I had ever considered a p/t job. I immediately thought of Eden and told him I'd never work for him. He replied that he wouldn't want me to and had only been inquiring since he was genuinely interested. I hadn't really thought much about it and told him I hadn't decided. 

Rudy pulled up beside my car and as I said goodnight and watched him pull away my mind was racing with thoughts. Dirty thoughts. I raced home and jumped into bed with my vibrator. I fantasized about nasty sex with men I didn't know. I imagined myself dressed in sexy lingerie welcoming some nameless stud into my bed. Aahhh. I felt my pussy pulse with desire and the weeks that followed found me spending my lonely weekends masturbating and fantasizing. After awhile I began to watch pornos, something I'd never done. I found myself becoming more and more...horny. The nights James was home I was happy since my pussy was satisfied and well fucked, but the nights he was gone got longer and longer.

I hadn't seen Rudy since our dinner but I'd thought about Eden ALOT. I wasn't a bad girl but the temptation had grown into curiosity and I decided that I'd ask Rudy a little more about it when I saw him next. I finished work one day and decided to drive by Eden. I saw Rudy's car and parked beside it looking around to see if I recognized anyone on the street. I didn't want to be seen going into 'Eden' since guys WENT there and girls WORKED there. I was, after all a wholesome girl with a great boyfriend and...I started my car and decided to go home. It was better to keep it as a fantasy and much safer. I heard Rudy calling me and turned to see him waving from the sidewalk. I smiled and pulled back in deciding to make up some excuse to explain why I was there. Rudy smiled and immediately asked me if I was there to see him or just happened to be in the neighborhood. I loved his wit and his well manicured outstretched hand and knowing smile convinced me to fess up.

We went inside and Rudy took me past a large room full of luxurious sofas and plush cushions on which scantily clad women were lounging. The chatter and giggling stopping briefly as they watched me walk by obviously wondering if I was a new girl. Rudy opened the door to his office, which was a beautifully decorated room that felt 'rich'. I let my eyes wander past the opulent furniture and exquisite artwork to the photos that seemed out of place. They were signed photos from different women, obviously strippers or 'whores' and although they were pretty, some beautiful I did NOT want to be on that wall, ever. I decided to invite Rudy over for dinner since I needed to explain 'why' I was there. I was also spending another weekend alone and I enjoyed Rudy's company so as we exchanged numbers and said goodbye I was happy that I'd avoided a sticky situation and went home to spend some quality time with ME...Vrrmm.

Rudy and I had finished dinner and sat outside enjoying the cool night air. I loved having company and as Rudy stood and began to thank me obviously aware it was getting late and time to leave I knew I could trust him. I was horny. I was lonely and...I was curious. I didn't know how to say what I wanted to say and Rudy sat back down listening as I mumbled and stuttered.

I told him I was just 'wondering' about Eden and asked him to tell me about it. He asked what I wanted to know, leaving it open as he sat back...already knowing. Rudy and I talked deep into the night and by the time he left I'd been 'hired'. He was going to pick me up the next evening and escort me to my date. I shivered at the thought and didn't know if it was fear or excitement.

Rudy picked me up the next night, right on time and explained that he'd 'selected' a man who was from out-of-town and was not only attractive but apparently well endowed too. I shuddered a little thinking of the dirty deeds I'd be doing. 

'Ryan' was incredible and I couldn't have picked a better 1st. He was in his 40's and married, of course. Rudy had told me he would be right next door if I needed him and as Ryan closed the door between the adjoining suites I didn't think I'd be needing Rudy. 

Ryan was muscular and tanned, his handsome face full of lust as he directed me to undress while he sat on the bed. I peeled my panties off last bending down slowly like I do for James. Ryan crawled behind me and began licking my cunt, his hands firm on my hips pulling me close. He rubbed his lips up and down taking his time to slide his tongue into my ass then down to my pussy...oooh. Again and again, eagerly exploring my tight little holes. He stood and turned me around kissing me before pushing me to my knees. He let his pants slide down and his smooth, fat cock sprang up almost touching my lips. It was beautiful and his hairless balls dangled dangerously between his legs. I took his cock in my mouth while I massaged his balls gently. He pulled my head closer forcing his dick down my throat. I gagged a little but he kept ramming it deeper unaware or unconcerned with my gagging. I tried to swallow and suck and suddenly felt completely slutty. I felt my pussy and slid my fingers while Ryan fucked my face. He pulled me to my feet and pushed me toward the bed. I wanted to get fucked and I was gonna GET FUCKED! He told me how beautiful my ass was and pushed his cock inside in one swift thrust. Deep...and fast. I was his whore and he knew it. 

He rubbed his thumb across my ass pushing it in slightly as he kept my pussy filled with cock. It was rougher than I was used to but I liked it. I pushed my ass up meeting Ryan strokes as he sighed loudly as he told me he was going to fuck my ass! I hadn't had much anal action and since I was getting paid to fuck I figured I'd try it. If I had to I could holler for Rudy. Ryan pulled his cock out of my pussy and bent over to lick my asshole. Aahhh. I was enjoying the way he plunged his tongue inside and wriggled my ass a little eager for more. He rubbed the tip gently at first and then pushed a little, a little more. It actually felt good. I'd tried it with James and didn't like it, but James had never 'prepared' me like Ryan had. Ryan began pumping my ass a little faster and I winced a little. He leaned close and whispered asking if I liked it. I nodded silently and whimpered a little as he sunk his cock deep. I told him I hadn't done it much and he bit my ear before telling me 'he knew'. My ass must've been tight because before long Ryan shot a load of hot cum in my asshole filling me with a strange warmth. He crawled off the bed walking into the bathroom to shower without saying a word. I laid there unsure if he was finished with me. My pussy was swollen and my ass was a little sore, but I was satisfied. Ryan had given me a supreme fucking and it was just what I needed. Ryan left giving me a wink and a smile on the way out and promised to call me again. I smiled back pleased that I'd done a good job. 

Rudy drove me home and although we didn't say much we didn't need to. The smile on my face told him I'd gotten what I wanted out of it and the $500 tip that Ryan had left meant he was satisfied too. I almost forgot the money as I staggered inside and chuckled to myself. It wasn't about the money.