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Four Friends

By: Four Friends



"Oh, God, Sally, me? Oh, I know I'll explode the moment I...ah, oh, am I really gonna put it inside you, really?"

I closed my eyes. "Someone is...and real soon! I can't wait anymore...been waiting my whole life!"

"Me too." Laughed Gordo. "I better put one on. I just know I am gonna go off immediately!"

I looked up at Jeff who had moved to make room. "I guess you get my mouth, ahm, I don't know about you...ah, finishing in my mouth, never thought about that."

"I won't, Sally, I won't."

Condoms were going on and Mutt was oiling his. Put some on your fingers and inside me. I did some before but it is probably gone by now."

I turned over on my stomach and tensed as I felt the cool liquid drip onto me. "Oh, cold!"

Then the noise and motion stopped and everything was done. I lifted up to my elbows and looked in the eyes of all three and took a deep breath. "This is our big moment, guys, when it finally, finally happens."

They all looked at me. Mutt looked at me. "Sally...you sure about this, you don't have to let me..."

"I want to feel you inside me, Mutt, you too Gordo." I looked up but Jeff avoided my eyes. 

I went up on my knees and lifted and moved over top of Gordo. I turned and looked at Mutt and motioned him behind me, and then up at Jeff and pulled him closer to where I could put my mouth around him.

I positioned myself. "Reach down and guide yourself into me."

He moved a little, I moved a little and then I gasped as I felt him push inside me. "Ohhh." I heard little gasps from him and me as I lowered myself and slowly rested on him. I turned around and glanced at Mutt. "Go real slow..."

I leaned over and moved my knees apart some more and looked up at Jeff and then reached for him. "OH! Slow....easy..." He felt huge inside me back there. I had to brace myself and I forgot about Jeff in front of me for a moment as he worked himself slowly deeper into me from behind. Little grunts and sounds were coming out of me and I felt a feeling growing way inside. I gasped. "All the way in, Mutt!" He moved and I felt him come up against me from behind. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath and tried to feel everything I was feeling inside me. Jeff was softly kissing my face, his eyes were closed.

I cautiously moved my hips up and down a little on Gordo and then back on Mutt. The both groaned and moved up and against me. I looked down at Gordo and kissed him. "Hey, you didn't go right off after all!"

"Oh, God, Sally, I want to! It feels so wonderful inside you!" He reached up and squeezed my breasts and lifted firmly against me.

"Hard, Gordo, as hard and fast as you can, make it happen, I want it too!"

Like that was the signal, the permission, the okay...he lifted up hard, grabbed my hips with both hands and began moving hard and fast up into me. I took it and shuddered. I didn't know anything, but from the sounds he was making that began to change to grunts and the grimace on his face I knew it was near. He cried out and lifted me entirely up and held there as he groaned and shuddered and shook again and again then finally collapsed and fell back.

Wow! I turned back over my shoulder. "I want that from you too! Hard and fast until it's over!"

I felt Gordo slip out of me as Mutt grasped my hips just below the waist and began thrusting hard and fast into me from behind. I put a hand between my legs and raised Gordo's hands to my breasts and raised as high as could to take Mutt deeper. Jeff covered my mouth with his and I remembered I had forgotten him. Couldn't do anything now, even kiss as the thrusts behind and deep into me became more and more violent and fast. As before, I knew when it was close and lifted and held as Mutt plunged into me a few final times and a long crying sound came from behind me and I felt him shudder and thrust again and grunt and then I didn't feel anything inside me at all.

I didn't know what was happening for a moment as I was roughly turned over on my back. I saw Jeff's contorted face and heard growl like sounds from his mouth as he forced my legs apart and thrust hard, all the way into and against me in one move. "God! He was way bigger than Gordo, I could feel him butting up against something inside me..

It was almost vicious as he dug fingers into my shoulders and came into me hard and deep, again and again. I closed my eyes and felt my knees come up along side of him and lifted my arms around his back and tried to understand how to lift to him after he pulled back and then came forward again.

It didn't take long until our motions matched and our grunts and sounds were almost in unison, one high pitched the other low. I thought it was never going to end; I didn't want it to end, ever, but to go on and on and on. Then it changed for me. Heat and desire rose and spilled over. I bit his neck, I dug my nails into him, I screamed and screamed and then the world exploded and he grunted and shuddered and I lifted and held and cried and a feeling level layered and evened out and I had no more strength left.

It took a very long time to be able to breathe in even think again like a regular fashion again. Longer before I opened my eyes but had no strength left to move with, I closed them again and felt wetness on my neck and wondered.

A few more moments swished by. "Oh, my God, Jeff. I don't even have words to describe what happened, what I felt....it was....no....nothing could explain it."

"It happened for me, too Sally. I could never tell you..."

"It is like....dying almost, Sally. It frightened me a little."

I opened my eyes wide. "Oh! Yes, Jeff! Exactly! Perfect!"

More silence and thoughts. Then I did lift my head slightly to where I could see. "Where are Mutt and Gordo?"

"I don't know."

A very strange...almost angry sound to his voice, but restrained.

"Would you mind seeing where they are?"

"If you want."

There it was again. What am I missing?

"Please." It showed in my voice also, what ever it was.

He moved off me, stood and stared down at me for the longest time. Then picked a robe, turned and left. The look on his face...again...I felt I needed to cover up. I did.

He was a long time gone. I heard water flowing and still he didn't come back. I used the bathroom and tidied myself a little and looked in the mirror. It wasn't the same me. Not only that, I felt different. My breasts felt different. Between my legs, front and back, felt different. I am no longer a virgin. I am finally no longer a girl.

When I came out of the bathroom he was there; waiting, alone.

"Where are they?"

"They're gone."

"Why? When? Jeff, what the hell is going on?"

"I want to tell you, Sally, if I can. Everything."

Everything? What is everything. "When did they leave?"

"A few moments ago. They said to say thank you and goodbye. The want to give you the money you spent. I do too."

"Take your goddamned money and shove it Jeff! What is going on?"

He didn't say anything. My mind was whirling. Several things began to fall in place. I got right in his face. "Did you tell them to leave?"

He looked hard at me. "Not really, but yes, in a way."

"Not really? What the hell does that mean?"

He looked away. "They were dressed and waiting for me, us, to come out. They knew..."

"They knew what, Jeff, damnit!"

I thought I had been struck dead by the look on his face, in his eyes. It staggered me.

"I love you, Sally, with all my heart. I have since the first time you sat down at our table."

My legs quit working. He caught my arm and guided me back to the bed, then turned away from me and just stood there.

I lifted my chin and stared at his back and the back of his head and a lot of things clunked into place in my head. "Oh, my God! What have I done?" A great sob escaped me and the tears came and did not stop. I pushed him away when he came to comfort me.

I cried for a long time. I couldn't stop; I didn't want to stop. When I stopped, I would have to face it and talk. I couldn't.

"It isn't your fault, Sally. You didn't know, you couldn't know."

He gave me an opening, whether he knew it or not, to at least begin. "The hell it isn't my fault! I did it all. If we were really friends...if I had really trusted you, we could have talked about it first. Instead, I set you up, I set everybody up, I trapped you so you couldn't say no. Fuck, oh, fuck what have I done to all of us?"

"We would never have done anything, Sally. We are all too stupid and shy. They both suspected how I felt. But I never told them and they didn't ask. None of us wanted to taken a chance of losing you and breaking up our friendship, it meant just way to much to us, to all of us."

I blinked trying to understand. "Then how did they know? You said they knew?"

"The way we made love, you and I. The fact that we decided before we ever got here that I was going to be first with you, but we were not sure what was really going on. Even after we got to the hotel and we all stopped and saw the possibility and then...it was too late."

"Oh, damn."

"Sally...would you really have gone out and found a guy if we had left?"

I didn't answer. Would I have? I don't really know. I was mad enough to do something stupid like that if all my plans went wrong. Maybe. "Maybe. I don't know. I risked everything, Jeff. I knew I was taking a chance with the group, our friendship. I didn't want that to happen, which is why I didn't want to pick who would, ah, go first. I didn't think I could even think about it, let alone do it. I mean, God, three guys at the same time? Butt fucking, cocksucking? Me, little old virgin me? Yeah. I was stupid. Not only did I destroy the group, our friendship, but I hurt you..." I choked and started bawling all over again.

I tried to recover quicker this time.

"You sat there and watched your best friends fuck the woman you said you loved and I did that to you and I cannot even let myself feel the guilt. I am so sorry, Jeff, so very, awful, deep down sorry."

He reached out a lightly touched my shoulder. "It is done and over with, Sally. I began to realize everything you had arranged and set up and planned and worked out and I understood it all and the why's. And if I didn't feel that way about you or even if I had the courage to tell you, none of it would have happened. Sally...there is something else I have to say..."

"Okay, Jeff..."

He turned away. "The way I took you, after they had finished...I hated you...I wanted to hurt you...to punish you, I was sick inside, soul sick at what had just happened. It was my own damned fault, I knew, the moment I understood, what was going to happen and even then, I just let it, I didn't stop it. I could and should have. Will you forgive me for how I treated you and what I thought of you? Please, Sally, please."

"What a sorry pair of fools are we, dear Jeff, my God. Jeff, if I make love ten thousand time again, it will never be anything like what happened between us. I know that as certain that I know my name. I felt your anger. I didn't understand any of it. But it began to change, something, I don't know what; it went from anger and being a little frightened to two people trying to do something together and I wasn't angry at all any more, just wondering where it was going and how it would end, for me."

I turned to him. "Can you bear to put your arms around me?"

He didn't hesitate an instant, almost like he had been waiting; took me gently in his arms and enfolded me to him and put his face in my neck and we both sobbed against each other. I blinked and remembered.

"You cried in my neck before..."

"Yes..."

"I knew something was wrong. You wouldn't look at me, you wouldn't let me....oh, my God, Jeff, what have I done to you..."

He tightened his arms. "Nothing, Sally. I did it all to myself and then blamed you, hurt you too."

I tightened my arms around his back. "Jeff...I don't know how I feel about you. Can I try to explain?"

"I think I know, but yes, please, I want to hear."

"I was so happy when you let me into your group. It didn't take long for me to realize the kind of friendship the three of you had. I realized that none of you flirted with me or made passes or nasty little asides about sex and stuff. I knew I had to do the same. So I never looked at you, or any of you that way. I would not let myself feel anything for fear it would destroy the group. So, I don't know what I have accumulated as feelings since we first met, I just don't. I can't even put a word to what I am feeling right now, after all of this except a deeper sorrow that I thought I could ever know from what I did to you and your friends."

I felt him take a huge inhale of breath and let it all come out again, along with a sigh.

"What?" I pulled away and looked into his face and saw a tiny smile.

He turned away..."As hard as it is to say. The way you worked Mutt and Gordo so they could finish inside you. I hated it but then I have been thinking about what you did for me, for my friends and it was....well, it was a wonderful experience for all of us...if only I didn't love you, it would all be just wonderful."

I didn't know what to say.

"Oh! You didn't finish with them, then, did you?"

I sighed. What to say, what not to say? 

He noticed. "I had no right to ask that. Don't answer. I am sorry again."

I took a deep breath. "It is different for a girl, Jeff. I was having little orgasms just from the kissing, from you on my breasts. The bigger ones when they had their faces down there. And different when he first came into me and different still from behind. But all of them put together were not a teaspoon in an ocean compared to when we died. God, Jeff, I wonder if I will ever in my whole life feel something like that again?"

I wanted to hold him and think about that. I pulled him down beside me and wrapped myself around him and we just held each other.

We both heard a stomach growl and laughed, it might have been either of us, I wasn't sure.

"We could order something or go out?"

I thought for a moment. "I have the room until eleven tomorrow morning. I think I would like a shower and go out somewhere, maybe just the hotel restaurant?"

"Yeah, I think I'd like that....ahm, Sally, would you like to go out to dinner with me?"

"You mean like a real date?"

"Mmhmmm?"

"Love to, Jeff, great!"

Finis...